28 Responses to Call of the Wild Returns For Love

1. Frank Hubeny says:

   November 21, 2017 at 5:01 PM

   I enjoyed your link to David Essex’s Rock On. This is the first time I’ve heard it with earphones and there are more sound details in that song than I realized. It’s good to write and dance although I am not as prolific as you are.

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   • katiemiafrederick says:

     November 21, 2017 at 8:18 PM

     Hi Frank.. thanks for Visiting A “Call of the Wild Returns For
     Love” and Wading all the way down through 27,316
     Words and 300 or so Photos as yes..
     i fell Short of “Veterans of Ground
     Hog Days” at that 30,311
     Word Mark and
     400 or so
     Photos in the
     Main Body of that
     MacroVerse LonG as
     Truly mY FriEnd when i stARTed
     this Entire 12 Million Words or so Writing Endeavor on 11.25.2010
     on Thanks Giving Day in the Midst oF Hell oN EARth
     Within Pain and Numb.. the StARTinG Word tHeRE Then
     Was/is a Finger Print Left out oF Hell and the only
     Real Difference now my friEnd is the
     Words not only Say with
     much pre-planned
     Effort.. now the Words
     Dance and Sing in the
     Tao of the Non-Doing Holy
     Creative Sacred Way of Spirit
     iN Effortless FloW iN ZoNE STaTe
     of Inner Being..hAha.. sure.. these are
     like swirling Chem-Trails now left over more
     from the Bliss of Dance and the Meditation
     NoW that coMeS oNe WitH Writing Free as a
     Never Ending Story that Moves on Spiraling
     Around in PHI Ways as “Nether Land Bible
     2017” as of this “Call of the Wild Returns
     For Love”.. 136th MacroVerse Rises
     the Total Words of that Effort
     Since Memorial Day of
     2016 now to
     2,227,355 Words as
     Also Doubling as MacroVerse
     Number 807 of “SonG oF mY
     SoUL”.. Still Exceeding 5 Million
     Words Since StaRt oN Word Press
     on 8.18.2013.. at the 51st Month
     Complete of that so Named Long Form
     Poem and Bible in Metaphor too.. and also
     Tripling as MacroVerse Number 32 for “F Book
     Profile Pic Bible 2018″.. StARTiNG on Memorial
     Day of 2017.. now arising to 609,355 Words.. anyWay
     iF Not for the Gift of that Dentist Drill-Like Type Two Trigeminal
     Neuralgia that No Drug would help from wake to Sleep for 66 months
     and 18 other Medical Disorders then in a Synergy of Life Threatening
     Disorders and Loss of most all emotions.. not likely i would have ever Wrote
     A Creative Word for truly that took me over 28 Months from Wake to Sleep on the
     Wrong Planet before that came in Blog Way in March of 2013.. still
     Enduring the Hell of Pain and Numb as Loss of Emotions then.. too..
     So.. the DArK and Pain Sprouted an Ocean of Words Exceeding
     12 Million Online NoW on my 7th Birthday of doing this on this
     Saturday the 25th..2017 that was Thanks Giving Day.. 7
     Years ago.. and as the Poetic Words SpRang
     in Free Verse FloW aS mostly Empty
     Shells iN Form without the Feelings
     within As Essence isReAL LiGHT..
     of not only Developing an
     Inner Voice but a
     Spirit of Song
     and Dance
     in Words of HeART
     SoUL CoMinG BacK to Life
     as there were two other Poetic
     HeART in SpiRiT SoUL Ways Deep as SpARK
     iN Middle School for a Christmas Story
     Contest Won amongst 80 Students in two
     Homerooms then.. wHeRE it was if the Words
     that caMe.. Belonged to no one i kNew BeforE
     And also in a College Philosophy Class at age
     18.. and that is the way it is now my FRiEnd as
     ofTen i don’t even see the Bigger
     Picture until i read an eNtire
     MacroVerse
     TogeTheR at the
     Very End of Assembling
     all the PaRTS as OceaN
     WhoLe RiVeR WaVes StreAMing
     oN wHeRE many New Meanings coMe to
     me iN Ever Changing Ways of Metaphors beYond
     the Human Word Infinity NoW with no distance.. space
     or time in that ‘Shadow’ Equation of Life my friEnd per your
     inspiring insight as well and in this Case it is the Collective
     Subconsciousness of Life Ways of Experiences coMe to
     Fruition with Blooms that seemingly never end for
     NoW for it seems many Folks don’t Truly
     Bloom until A Golden Age of 50 or
     so if they are Lucky enough
     to Escape the Rat
     Race of Culture to Free
     the Chains of Binds as Caves
     that dim much Greater hUmaN
     PoTenTiaL LiGht iN DaRK.. it’s true.. too..
     iF iT wasn’t for all that illness i might not have
     experienced the eternity of the Present
     Colored Waves mY FriEnd BeyONd
     A RainBow oF OceaN WHolE LiGhT
     NoW and After Dancing this Afternoon Through
     Evening In Public Stores Prolifically at around a Half
     a Marathon Stint.. After a Routine Doctor’s Appointment.. the Joy
     of Sharing what i’ve learned in Flesh and Blood came in Sharing
     A ‘FredTalk’ with two older Ladies from ‘uP North”.. who were
     Open to Learning the why’s of what i do in Real Health
     and Well Being Benefits in MiNd and BoDy
     BaLanCinG WaY and A Young Couple
     too.. who absorbed all i had to
     Dance and Sing with
     teary eyes
     too from the
     story that ranGed
     from Hell to Heaven iN
     A Continuing Oral Tradition
     i Make in the Panhandle Red State
     of Lower Alabama.. officially knowN as the
     State of Flowers Florida but Surely in People
     Ways of Culture.. much closer to Alabama for although
     ‘those’ other folks are too afraid too confront me face to face
     with a simple Question of why are you doing a whirling twirling movement
     Like a Tiny Dancer Ballerina at 6 Foot or so and 233 LBS of someone
     who looks more like Military or Law Enforcement than a guy who might
     wear tights..
     hehe..
     in a Broad
     Way LiT uP Nut
     Cracker Production
     as ‘Crazy Me’.. unLeashed
     in Grace and Balance WitH
     obviously enough WiLL and Strength
     to Move the weight of my Body as a Feather
     Walks on Water on Terrestrial Land.. so.. those two
     ‘Red Dudes’ as Katrina overheard them Down the Cashier
     Aisles away from the Discussion i was having with the Elder
     Lady.. told the Cashier.. hey that guy is acting like a Ballerina
     over there and if it was us we would call the Cops on him.. WeLL.. un-
     fortunately they left before Katrina could Notify me of an opportunity
     for one of my Favorite Styles of Fred Talks.. probably would have had
     to show them the Half a Ton Leg Pressing Exhibition on YouTube First
     to fully get
     tHeir Fuller
     attention
     And.. yes..
     sure by the
     end they would
     Hear anotHeR View of Life.. as
     Those are the opportunities i Look
     Forward to most in my Local Area to
     eXpanD MoRE The Most Closed in Caves of
     Minds to let just a little light uP iN tHeir LiFE
     NoW.. Meanwhile.. my FriEnd.. i Enjoy Doing Photography
     Public Entertainment in Dance in Free Verse
     Ballet and Martial Arts-like ways.. Poetry
     iN All Free Verse Way and after a Lifetime
     Full of Technical Instructions and
     Guidelines in Government
     work and other work
     for 33 years and
     19 years
     of School..
     the only reason i am
     Prolific now is it Feels and
     Senses Good in all i Love to Do..
     aS tHeRE are Many Ways oF MoVinG
     CoNNecTinG Creating LiFE as ART..
     And when it comes to Barnes and Nobles..
     Listening to Music.. Reading Very Deep Books
     And Dancing on eARTh.. Free Verse Walking on
     as Water And Air is a Blessing to do all at once in DancE and
     SonG Effortless as the Feather Floats in alWaYs LiGht Destination
     Presently NoW.. it’s True.. All 12 Million Words or So on my coming
     7th Birthday online have been Worth Heaven NoW Free and Sure.. 51
     Months of 8400 Miles Plus oF Public Dance NoW too.. aLong WitH
     All 5 Millon Words of “SonG oF mY SouL”.. as that Dance and
     SonG of SoUL Continues to Branch out like a Mumford and
     Son’s Whisper in the Dark where i am all Four Guys
     in all Four Screens Shaking Hands with each other
     as just
     one
     Dude
     NoW..
     wHeRE a Trumpet
     is always BloWinG
     A Horn at the End that
     is AlWays A BeGiNNinG GroWiNG MoRE NoW..
     AnyWay.. thanks my FriEnd again for CoMinG By
     as i use this opportunity to introduce “7 YearS oLD
     DaNCinG SinGinG oNLiNE NoW”.. 808th MacroVerse of
     “Song oF mY SoUL”.. 137th MacroVerse of “Nether Land
     Bible 2017”.. And 33rd MacroVerse of “F Book
     Profile Pic Bible 2018”.. and in what
     are all at Essence oF Form Even
     aLone as Very Holy and
     Sacred Meaning
     And Purpose
     Symbols as Numbers
     CoMinG EVeN without the
     Dance Steps and Song Words
     Attached to these Numbers now.. too..
     This Week also in Synchronicity ways
     of Personally Psychological Full of Meaning
     and Purpose Symbol Ways NoW mARks the 188th
     Seville Quarter Week of Dance with all the Cool College
     Age Folks.. So.. like a Lottery on my 7th Birthday Online
     of Writing NoW iNcluding Dancing And Around 130 Thousand
     Photos Taken too.. in the last 51 Months too.. i have the
     Numbers 808.. 137.. 33.. 130.. and 188 all CoMinG ToGeTHeR
     with no cause and effect.. Science Measurable Relationship
     other than what they mean to me and yes some others too in
     Numerology ways.. it’s tRuly MaGiC mY FriEnd for those of us
     ‘in the
     KNoW’
     as ‘they’ still
     Dance and Sing.. MoRE NoW..
     all is connected and nothing
     is Random in Grand View of the
     Master Peace Painting of Life wHeRe
     We are the Brush.. The Paint and All an
     Integral pArt WhOle of the Master Peace Painting ALL..
     And Sure.. this Art of Dance and Writing and Photography
     and All Related Arts too that is just pART of what BRinGS me
     to a LiFE of 100 Percent Faith as Love with no iLLusory Fears
     at all now.. For iT’s True my friEnd i am not the Type for Blind Faith..
     all of this
     iN mY
     Way oF
     Personal Art
     and Science as
     Fully Measurable
     to me in a Beyond
     Harry Potter Way of MaGiC NoW2
     As jusT ANoTHeR MuLTiVerse oF eYes.. per God.. ‘too’..:)

     ‘Funny Little Synchronicities’ as “Whispers in the Dark” was
     Published on Youtube on 3.10.13.. the First Day i Published
     a Poetic Thought on my Google Blogspot Blog linking it here now.. just for fun..

     http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/03/katie-miaaghogday-my-perspective-on-life.html

     And the First Post and First Words i Wrote for those 33 Months Stuck in My
     Head on 11.25.10.. as Time Stamped in a Time Zone a Day Ahead
     Around the World on an Online Site Especially Designed
     in Mind for Folks with Asperger’s Syndrome Named
     the “Wrong Planet”.. still.. 28 More Months
     of Writing from Wake to Sleep to Escape
     Pain and Numb Would Come before the
     First Shells of Poetic Words
     that would evenTuAlly
     at the End of July
     of 2013 Through
     August of 2013
     when the Word Press
     Blog Started on 8.18.2013
     BrinG after 66 Months of Dead
     Zone Days A Full heART SPiRiT
     And Evolving SoUL OncE aGAIn NoW..
     As NoW A Full 51 Months later than
     that from when i First Entered Hell
     WitHiN on EartH at the 117th Month Point NoW
     LiVinG Overall in Heaven since the End of July
     2013 for 52 Months.. 84 Months of Writing that come
     with 8400 Miles of Public Dancing in 51 Months too..
     aGaiN.. All stARted at Word Number 1 Below as SHoWN ‘Radio’
     then.. SMiLes mY FriEnd.. This is Definitely a Broad Band Radio SHoW Now..
     And
     a
     Dance
     and a SonG
     and overall
     Theater oF a PLay
     WHeRe i Direct it.. i Produce it.. I Act
     it.. Do the Photography.. Select the Supporting
     Cast.. The Supporting Musicians and Singers as Modern
     Age Prophets WitH Words Coming From the Walls of Concert Halls too..
     as ‘they’ say.. all endings are all beginnings the Secret is not knowing which one..:)

     http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=144300

     Radios, Black and White TV, Color TV, Cable TV, VCR’s, Satellite TV, Surround Sound, Heavy Metal, Computers, Cell Phones, Pornography, MP3 players, I Pads, I Phones, 24 Hour News Cycle, High definition TV etc.

     The evolution of technology bombards the human senses, and we become addicted to the adrenaline not realizing the effect on the health of ourselves or our children.

     Constant bad or good stimulation eventually will wear any living thing down and/or change the way it thinks and behaves. Especially, if you are experiencing it with no physical movement to burn off the adrenaline.

     I think many of the people born 40 or 50 years ago that are now diagnosed with aspergers might have symptoms of low functioning autism if they were born today.

     I couldn’t complete sentences until I was four years old, but managed to cope with the demands of life with high functioning autism and adhd. I can’t imagine being born today and having a chance of a successful independent life.

     I think we are the canaries in the coal mine.

     That was Seven Years
     ago.. nah.. i am
     No Longer
     A Canary
     in a Coal
     Mine.. i AM (JusT ANoTHeR
     ‘A’ Master NoW of ThaT Coal
     Carbon Based MiNd and BoDy BaLanCE NoW..:)

     As this Begins Writing
     on 11.21.2017 at 9.11 PM..:)

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2. katiemiafrederick says:

   November 21, 2017 at 9:27 PM

   Hi Xenia.. and thanks so much for dropping by
   “Veterans of Ground Hog Days”.. With
   Nice Congratulatory Wishes for
   my 7th Year Anniversary
   of Living in Words
   online since
   Thanks Giving
   Day of 2010 and actually
   the 5 Million Plus Word Long
   Form Poem and all the Sub-Chapter
   Poems in Free Verse on Word Press Just
   Celebrated a 51st Month Anniversary on 11.18.2017
   that had Significant Meaning too as that matches the 51
   Days our Son Ryan Lived so i Celebrated by taking down
   the more Serious Face in both Avatar and BackGround of
   Blog Changing to Seagulls Spiraling Around the Sun now
   in even more BackGround of Azure Florida Blue Skies..
   And the First 33 Months of my Existence online was
   mostly spent on the Wrong Planet Site Making
   8021 Posts there as they used to
   call me the 7000 Word Man
   hehe.. but the average
   was likely closer
   to 1,000 Words
   with Some Writing Effort
   Spent online in other Autism
   Communities too.. anyway.. to stay
   on a more Conservative Average Count
   as i actually did spend all those 33 Months
   almost entirely reading and writing on that
   Website then from Wake to Sleep to
   help Escape the Pain and
   Numb then i am
   Keeping the
   Total Estimate of Words
   Written since Thanks Giving
   Day of 2010 at 12 Million Words
   taking that Average Count of Words
   Under 1000 Words a Post Average for
   the ‘Aghogday’ Days per Another Ground
   Hog Day of Dead Zone Living then.. so.. sure..
   i’ll also make this the Opening post of the MacroVerse
   coming next to Celebrate the 7 years of Existence online
   as i am currently finishing up.. “Call of the
   Wild Returns
   For
   Love”..
   After a Very Long
   Weekend out and about
   in Call of the Wild and Free
   Verse Dance as that Public
   Endeavor Continues now for
   51 Months too.. And i remember
   when my Illness Progressed to the Deep
   Part of that 10 Years ago in 2007 about this
   Time of the Year as the sensitivity in pain to colors
   and what was not yet Diagnosed yet then.. as Sjogren’s
   Syndrome that made the Nerve Endings of my Feet Hurt
   so Bad it was Excruciating to Touch anything with My Feet and
   that pArt along with the Sensitivity to Colors Actually Started in 2006
   as i Distinctly also Remember Watching that Movie “Happy Feet” with
   Katrina and my Sister wondering if my Feet Would Suffer with that Pain
   For the Rest of My Life.. but it’s kinda Funny.. odd and strange.. as eventually
   my life would turn out a whole
   lot like that Dancing
   Penguin Named
   Mumbles as
   when folks used to
   make Fun of my Stuttering
   Speech in School and actually
   suggested i Mumbled when i talked
   on the Phone Later in Life.. haha.. but
   now.. i can talk more like a Ted Talk hehe..
   sure.. a Fred Talk in real vocal way.. and that
   really makes me feel good to be able to do that
   and Sing and even Walk with no anxiety either..
   and Truly the Dance Brings Greater Recovery
   of my Brain along with Emotional Regulation
   and Sensory Integration i never had
   Before.. i truly wish more folks
   on the Autism Spectrum
   would try it but
   sadly many
   folks i met on the
   Spectrum are not believers
   in either Exercise or the Value
   Free Flowing Dance with no instruction
   or guidelines as that WiLL Bring as Emotional
   and Sensory Healing.. and perhaps i wouldn’t have
   understood or believed it before.. either.. as i did have a Hard
   Time understanding what exactly the Benefit Folks were getting
   out of Tai-Chi and Martial Arts and the Such as that in Eastern
   Meditative Moving Arts in Healing Ways.. i had to do it to actually
   Feel and
   Sense the
   Difference.. anyway
   in the first Disabling Part
   of my Illness when i wasn’t
   able to use my eyes and ears
   effectively for either reading
   or writing or even looking
   at any Screens at
   all for 33 Months..
   all i could really do is keep
   trying to repeat what happened in the
   past in Memory way the best i could and i usually
   stayed on the ongoing topic of pain within.. as the
   Present was Full of Pain and Numb too.. And my Sister
   Kept saying another Chapter Would Soon Start in my Life..
   And it really did when i mustered up the tolerance to Write
   that First Word on the Wrong Planet Website on Thanks Giving
   Day of 2010.. not able to use my prescription lenses as the focus on
   my Optic Nerve just made the eye pain that much worse.. so i turned the
   Brightness all the way down on the screen and spent the next 33 Months
   Writing From Wake to Sleep just a few inches from the Screen to see it
   where i could only see part of the Screen all those months
   as a Screen of Words became my life where i could
   still not bear to look at any photos.. in color..
   to be able to even see Beauty
   of a Sun Set in a
   photo then..
   with no ability to feel
   that Magical Feeling of
   the Beauty of a Sunset too..
   i heard of stories of people before
   overcoming great obstacles in life
   in ways of illness and other issues but i couldn’t
   find anyone in real life or anywhere online who had actually
   experienced type two Trigeminal Neuralgia from Wake to Sleep
   and although i’ve come across a few folks on the ‘Wrong Planet’ who have experienced
   the Acute Form of Trigeminal Neuralgia in Type one way.. i still haven’t come across
   someone
   who has
   experienced
   type two yet anywhere
   but i’m sure they exist and if i
   could ever find them.. i would tell
   them don’t give up for it is named the
   Suicide Disease literally so too..
   For i would tell them..
   Anything is
   Possible
   as
   Potential Change NoW
   is our Greatest Gift in Life..
   anyWay.. that first word on Thanks
   Giving Day of 2010 was a Very Painful
   Word to endure as well as the Next 6 Million
   or so that would Come after that with another
   1 Million or so words on the Wrong Planet after
   that pain went away in July of 2013.. but it’s
   true the first word was
   a First
   Step
   out of Hell
   that i would endure
   33 more long months..
   it’s true my friEnd i am
   pART of that Biblical ‘Job’
   Club and i’m not the only one
   of course.. but i’ve been to places in
   Hell and Heaven on eARTh NoW that
   i had no idea existed in terms of Black
   Abyss of the Dark Months of the Soul
   And the Beyond Rainbow Colors
   of Emotions and
   Senses
   that i regularly experience
   NoW iN New Emotional LiGHT
   HeaLinG Sensory Ways of Feelings
   overall more now.. it’s good to be alive
   and Thanks So Much for Helping me to
   Celebrate in the Next Coming MacroVerse
   About those 7 years and of course much more
   to come other than that.. for come what may i welcome now..
   And like that Song From Moulin Rouge Along with the ending Spoken
   Words of the Song that i can no longer find on You Tube that say “the
   Greatest Gift you’ll ever have in life is to Love”.. i find that self-evident
   now that
   Love is Real
   My FriEnd the Agape
   Love for all that never
   ends eternally now
   where if we
   could make
   a pill to give that Eternal eARTh
   Heaven to the Billionaires in the
   World they would take those Money
   Clothes off as if they were soaked in a 2 Thousand
   Year-Old Septic Tank that has never been pumped..
   At least my FriEnd for the way i see life now.. and i am
   very fortunate to come out of hell in anyway at all even in Purgatory Grey..
   And like the Movie
   the 6th Sense says
   ‘i see dead people’ and the
   scariest part of all is they are all alive..
   and the most amazing thing of all to me is
   i am alive at all for during that entire 66 months
   i was never sure.. i could make it one more second..
   now time
   doesn’t
   exist
   at all to me..
   until the clock says
   i’ve gotta get going somewhere
   else my friEnd aS NoW reMains Heaven lives in me..
   Come what may.. a song i Used to Grieve our Cat Moby’s
   Passing away and my Mother’s too.. but also a Song i Use
   to Celebrate Life
   for tHeRe truly
   are Worse
   Things than Physical
   Death.. Namely losing one’s
   Soul and having every thing else
   and not being able to even touch it.. or see it
   Through An Opaque Window Never Opened then..
   As Far as Love remains tattered remnants of a Soul..
   tears flow easily NoW my friend but they are never only bitter for
   they
   taste
   like life
   no matter if
   i can taste them or not..:)

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3. katiemiafrederick says:

   November 21, 2017 at 11:08 PM

   On his birthday !!

   SMiLes SoHeir.. Thanks.. i enJoyed
   The Positive Uplifting Message
   You BRing Here Today as LoVE
   And it’s True for me iN LiGHT
   too.. 2017 NoW BRinGs to
   me Many
   Spiritual
   Gifts too..
   iNcluding You
   mY FriEnd.. Happy
   This Year iS WitH Joy
   With Loving WP FriEnds
   Like You.. Best Hopes and
   Wishes and Prayers to You and
   Your Family iN LoVinG SPiRiT TruE..:)

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4. katiemiafrederick says:

   November 22, 2017 at 11:26 AM

   SMiLes.. my FriEnd… the Call for an Uprising Dude on YouTube
   for yes.. it’s Wednesday and time for a Gift.. but first a few
   words more about Humanly Constructed Abstract
   Symbols of course.. the Letters the Numbers and
   the Words We Create.. eTC.. in Alpha Numerical
   Ways of Construction too and
   OM Illuminati God Full oF
   LiGht without the
   Fear of Dark
   and
   Cynicism
   oF LiGht as Science
   Clearly SHoWs Humans are
   only Born with two Innate Fears..
   that of Loud Sounds as Lions Roar
   and even Men with Big Dominate Looking
   Heads that might make a Kung Fu Sound After
   Standing eerily still Before you and to be clear
   not you personally.. if one attempts to Challenge
   tHeir Calm Self Defense.. it’s True you don’t Mess
   around with Kung Fu Jane or Jim and i only Spar
   with Steel as likely Bruce Lee would do too if
   he was capable with the Chi Force of
   Leg Pressing 1020 LBs.. 50 or so
   (By A way the other Fear is
   Heights; i Don’t like heights;
   Most Fallen Angels don’t)
   Times if Properly Focused
   too on a Free Weight
   Nautilus Machine
   where of
   course that Symbol
   as Shell Spiraling around
   looks Just like a 6 or a 9 depending
   on how one tilts the Shell and sure the
   Logo of my University of West Florida as
   Nautilus Shell too.. makes a nice pattern in
   Three College Degrees atop my Desk as sure
   with a Quick Look the Nautilus Logos line up now
   as 666.. Across those Three University Degrees
   as the Finger Print of the PHI Golden Spiral Seen
   All Throughout Nature from SubAtomic Particles
   through our Larger Home of the Galaxy as
   the Milky Way now.. too.. so.. one might
   ask with a Finger Print of
   God Like this
   clearly
   mirrored in the
   Number 6 and 9 how in God’s
   Finger Print have people become so
   Devilishly Entranced with this Numerical Constructed
   Symbol in 6 and 9 and 6 and 9 that Looks so much like
   God’s Finger Print too also clearly seen in the curled Fetus
   and the Cat at Rest too.. as this is also Nature’s innate way
   of comfort alone allone with all of Nature plUS as GoD too…
   Well.. as usual the Original Greek Definition of Apocalypse in lifting
   the Veils of Ignorance takes Center Stage.. not all folks understand the
   Deeper Meanings of Poetry or Parables and sure.. from my experience many
   Paint by Number Poet’s who look up words in Dictionaries and Thesaurus’s to
   make a Mechanical Rhyme or a Count of Syllables by Equation can and will be
   a bit lost
   when it
   comes
   to the Much Deeper
   Abstract meanings of
   Metaphors that are not Clear
   and Concrete like a Tree is a Tree
   is a Tree that is always a Tree and
   not God as an Entire Tree of Life in Jesus-like
   talk and other Prophets and Messengers and Deeper
   Free Verse Poets.. Coming from a Holy Spirit Creative
   Flow that requires no book look-ups or mind searching
   in intent for the next word to come Free WitH A StreAM of
   Consciousness that Flows NoW as A River as Waves of Ocean
   Whole SubConsciousness Mind that while not easy to measure
   is likely related to an Entire Collective SupraOrganism of Mind
   oF all of Creation AKA A Three Letter Word God but of course
   this can and will only be iNtuited with a Much Higher State of
   Awareness in Stream of Consciousness to Enter inTo MiNd
   oF Entire God NoW that is well above any pay grade
   of the rather Juvenile State of the Black
   and White Leaning Scientific
   Method of only
   Measuring and
   Repeating what
   we can and will see
   as Observable Empirically
   Measurable Existence with the
   aided Five Senses as ‘normally’ identified
   now.. it’s true all is Nature all is God but it’s also
   True as far as Metaphors Do Dance and Sing tHeRE
   is also Super-Normal too.. in other words in metaphor NoW
   those who see more than Rainbow Colors now.. some do some
   don’t some Color Blind People See Differently Some folks See God
   Face to Face and some don’t.. it’s kinda simple and as complex as that.. NoW
   anyway.. meanwhile here.. you are Worried About the BirthDAte on my Driver’s
   License.. yes.. 6660.. and Lord Knows down here in ‘Foot Loose’ Town where the
   Good Old Boy’s Tell the Cashier at Winn Dixie that a Big Law Enforcement Southern
   Baptist Looking SoftBall Player Dude who is Soloing a Mix of Martial Arts and Ballet-like
   Free Verse Dance in an aisle alone not bothering anyone at all.. yes.. they tell the Cashier
   they would call the cops not realizing how eloquent i speak with the Management to get approval
   in advance.. heHe.. anyway.. they left before my wife reported them to me.. and you can probably
   imagine what it’s like by now to meet me in person and hear all of this packed into a 5 minute talk..
   rather overwhelming my Friend.. particularly when you sense just how totally fearless i am as a
   Practice of life for Very rarely do even Loud sounds bother me as i am usually by very Nature of
   my ‘Lion sized Head and Jaws”
   the Loudest roar in the
   room or even
   Cosmic
   Sneeze
   in Church that
   has been compared
   to a Shot-Gun going off..
   And back to Real Scholarly Biblical
   ReportS.. even the Catholic Church has come
   out of the Dark Ages and readily admits now in the
   Homily.. per Monsignor Report that Revelation is all about
   the Persecution of Christians by the Roman Leader Nero
   identified Alpha Numerically by underground Christian
   Believers with the Numbers 616 likely later changed
   to 666.. and the only end of the World they were
   Seeking then was the end of the Roman
   Persecution then.. there is much
   Ignorance in a Literal
   Fundamentalist
   Take on
   Such a Beautiful
   Book of Poetry as the Bible still is that
   clearly relates a History of Human Beings
   in Stories from Oral Tradition that of course while
   most do not relate to real life events as stories and mythologies
   Created Cross Culturally Provide Archetypal Deep Emotional Stories
   of Life that apply still aCross Human Nature now.. meanwhile.. as far as
   ‘getting awake’ as ‘they’ say some folks stick to what they are told before in
   literal interpretations and they call that faith.. they Recite a Roman’s 10:9 Verse
   Like a Magical Incantation forgetting all about the real work like A Camel Must Make
   to Trim down their Patreon Pennies made off oF Fear and Hate and Misery Loves Company
   to make it through what surely otherWise Will seem like an eye of a Needle to get to the Heaven
   at Hand now always as the Kingdom of God Within in this Generation now.. taking the teachings
   of just one Son of Man as a Child of God who was likely more like a Son of a Single Breeding Woman
   as Purge Virgin Love.. Empathy.. Sympathy and Compassion to say turn the other Cheek and do not
   throw the stone unless you are sinless too.. and Love your enemies to Broaden your point of view whether
   you like and agree with them or not.. open an eye and ear of Agape Unconditional Love as it is not the organ
   that is the eye but the higher eye of Love that is i mY FriEnd.. it’s not that i don’t know you to quote an older phrase..
   i do understand you but it’s true it may take more work to understand me.. as that other story SHowS STiLL CLeARly too..
   For it’s True John 14:12 is a real deal my friEnd that can and will Be Discerned as Truth and Light too.. lots of Roses in the Bible and lots of Thorns too.. all of us must discern for Hope and Love over the Fear and Hate of the Condition of Being Human that need not be Sugar Coated for it too is
   pART of HuMaN
   And GoD
   as the
   DaRK
   BRinGS Greater
   Hope and Love when
   Fear and Hate is conquered
   for the LiGHt of Joy Loves Company
   Now.. meanwhile.. if you will.. please stop
   making fun of my Birthday.. and i will try to
   take you a little more seriously too.. it’s true now..
   i don’t like what you do but i Love you never the less
   and flesh yes.. the Fairer Sex is my thing.. particularly
   My Wife as Metaphor of Goddess Isis Incarnate who is
   having a great deal of trouble aging still at 47.. with sure
   still the Figure of what some Muslim Folks wish to gain
   with a whole lot more Women when they reach NoW
   what i already have on Earth as “Real Christians”
   who get the Deeper Meanings of the
   Parables of Hope and Love in
   the New Testament come
   to actuALLy Do and
   Practice now
   As a Life LonG Vocation StayCation HeaVeN
   of Hope and Love and Joy Loves Company now..
   With No Need for Corporations and other ways to
   Stack on Cash Above and Beyond Basic Subsistence
   and Shelter and Some Friends and Family and a Potential
   Mate too.. if one is into that kinda thing too.. and oh of course also
   Clearing up the Confusion that the original Psalm of the Old Testament
   that according to the Story of Jesus who also affirmed too that ye are all God’s
   in the Sense that we are all pART of God wHOle and tHERe is never any separation
   no matter what anyone Labels the EnTiRE aLL ForcE of GoD now that is acTuaLLy
   Beyond any Human Contrived Abstract Constructs of Alpha through Omega now..
   as God is beyond any Human Conception of even Time Distance or Space now
   as the finite Truth my FriEnd
   is God
   is
   not
   Ruled By Human
   anymore than Humans
   rule the Creativity of My words
   in Essence of Meaning.. yeah.. i’ve had
   Poets on so-called Poetry sites Delete the
   Parables of my Poetry ’cause they couldn’t
   understand the Parables.. yeah Baby.. the Prophecies
   Obviously continue as that is pArt of Human Archetypal
   Nature still.. some folks do not dance and some folks don’t
   Understand Folks like the Story of Jesus Portrays still.. nothing
   really New under the Sun except for the Verses we add to the UniVerse now..
   anyway.. Fundamentalist Christians Brought a Rather Ignorant taste to my Mouth
   for all the incidents the Cashiers at Grocery Stores Carded me for when i used to drink
   a Beer a day with the Stress of Government work.. looking up with palpable Fear just for
   the Golden PHI Spiral of God imprinted three times in a row on a Frigging Driver’s License..
   yes.. it’s kinda ironic.. oops ran out of Google John 14:12 space.. next comment Now Please to
   receive your Free Gift from Little Old me..;)
   Continuing
   Story now..
   Yes.. Ironic that so-called
   Christians Have identified
   God’s Finger Print as Evil and perhaps
   it’s not all that ironic at all that i was born
   on 6660 my FriEnd.. somewHEre RiGht NoW
   God is SMiLing and LauGHiNg with Ellie Goulding
   WitH Great Pride that she wears God’s Finger Print.. three times aCross her
   Lovely Chest.. and yes ‘we’ find her Music Very Very Inspiring in fACt it seems
   to ‘us’ that her Song from that Shades of Grey Movie was more about God all
   as God eYes Reflecting God than any mixed up Billionaire who was never
   watered
   with the
   Love of a Woman
   who still is a Song of
   A Woman’s Love.. A
   Mother as they say.. a Mother Lover
   that some folks fail to ever feel so sadly as such..
   Little Men Syndrome where Women Become the
   Object and the Enemy instead of Love’s Grace.. sure.. the real
   downfall of what we are seeing in the Media finally exposed NoW
   As WoNdeR WoMaN BRinGs a Sword AGaiN that is Truth CoMe to LiGHT
   Greater NoW.. It’s True my FriEnd.. Real Men are Not afraid to Wear PiNk And AlWays
   Put WoMeN
   aHead as
   Love and Grace
   As Divine Feminine
   Force within.. but sure
   come see me in person some
   NoW and we will talk about it unlike
   you.. i.. Am not afraid to sHow God’s Face..
   (hint: Love) in Spiraling nines and sixes.. yes.. it’s True.. i’M ratHeR SiXY AND iSReaL..;)
   Yes.. God WiNks2..:)

   Call of the Wild Returns For Love

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5. katiemiafrederick says:

   November 22, 2017 at 4:55 PM

   Howling the eternal ‘yes’….

   5 Miles a Day.. gigoid.. is Surely a Healthful
   Way to Stay.. also in terms of
   Capturing Prey and
   Escaping
   Predators
   Different and Same..
   Yes.. i often go all on about
   Milestones in Public Dance but
   really 166.66 Miles a Month equals
   out to less that 6 miles a Day around
   the 5.48 Mile Point as i’ve Accumulated
   over 8400 Miles of that Truly Fun Activity
   No Matter Rain.. Sleet.. Snow.. or other
   Climate Change as all the Public
   Stores Accommodate Free
   Cool and Warm air
   and Cool Fountain
   Drinking Water..
   as in PaNhandle
   Way we are arriving at a
   Seasonal Cool November
   Moving Away from Indian Summer
   Sunshine that started becoming the New
   Rule the last two years.. ‘miles a day’.. as i remember
   what my Maternal Grandmother Did.. Dropping out of
   High School after her Mother Died of Breast Cancer to
   Help Raise her Sisters by Picking Cotton from Day
   Break to Sunset then.. then after that eventually
   Becoming a Divorced Mother Working For
   over a Decade as a Waitress Seven
   Days a Week.. Twelve Hours a
   Day if one can imagine
   2 Miles an Hour and Close
   to a Full Marathon Length of Walking
   Food Orders every day all days of the Year
   without fail so her Children could eat Decently..
   And as Karma comes and goes she wore out in her
   50’s similar to what happened to me in a greater way
   of Mental than Physical Stress that are truly one and the
   same as Mental Stress is just Unrequited Stress Chemicals
   that need to get burned off physically as one goes if they are able
   too of course
   and not
   trapped
   behind a
   Desk Sitting
   Still with Demands
   coming from each and every
   Corner of an Office Environment
   and More now then.. anyway.. My Mother
   Supported her while we lived at my GrandMother’s Very Old
   Home on the River in a Shot Gun Home Shook at Foundation
   by the Train and a Trestle Across the River in a Stone’s throw there..
   with more of an arm than i could Provide.. hehe.. as a Child as i was too
   weak from sitting at school and watching the Couch Potato Tube once we
   got one at age 7.. finally in Black and White.. to Even Mow the Thick Green River
   Grass Lawn of my Grand Mother’s Yard then as i remember before i started working
   out with weights at 12 Years old where Before at 11 in our New Home on Elm Street
   i was too weak to complete the Finish of Raking a Neighbor’s Yard to Make 2 Bucks
   then.. True.. those Plastic and Concrete Weights born of K-Mart then.. were one of
   the Best Investments my Mother Made for my Eventual Basic Human Existence
   in Surviving Many Challenges from the Future then.. as it’s True.. Non-Verbal
   Language is the Language most all Humans Innately Understand NoW Deep
   Down Instinctually and Intuitively best.. however.. Like any Domesticated
   Cat who and that Stops Exploring the World in Play.. Use it or
   Lose Does Still Apply to all Animals for the Hawk rarely
   falls out of the Sky and the Chimpanzee out of the
   Tree as they practice practice practice.. wax
   on wax off as ‘they’ play too.. for Mastering
   Any Art or Science of Life after the
   First 10,000 Hours or so comes..
   With Continuing Practice Necessary
   After that as some folks Literally Forget to
   Breathe at the most Basic of innate instinctual
   and intuitive and even Autonomic Responses of Freer
   Living NoW iN Expertise of Practicing Life more than some
   Incantation out of a Text Book to be spit back out if at all from
   Data Down Load School of Multiple Choice Tests.. anyway.. like a
   Feral Cat.. My Grandmother Developed Really Big and Strong Paws..
   Yes.. Cotton Picking and Dish Carrying Hands and Arms too.. sure.. she
   was a little like Wonder Woman too.. And i was way too busy acing
   Multiple Choice Tests then to ever begin to wear the Naked
   Clothes more of Physical and Emotional and Much
   Greater Potential Existential Other Intelligences
   too.. so.. i started Moving all around in
   Words and After that my Body
   Danced and now i am
   Celebrating 7 Years
   of Writing online this
   Saturday on Thanks Giving
   Weekend as now just about every
   pART of Me Dances and Sings Free..
   even without any Plastic Weights of Concrete
   to hold me up in Multiple Choice ways.. sure.. it’s nice
   to have something to say aLong with the Free Verse
   Dance of Life as Lord Knows For Decades the only
   response i usually brought was working.. just been
   working still filling out the answers to Multiple Choice
   Tests Given Before.. Fluid Intelligence is More a MoVinG
   ConNecTing CreATinG DancE and SonG.. Glad to hear NoW
   you are still escaping the Matrix my FriEnd for as far as i KNoW
   and FeeL and SensE thAT StaRtS and NeveR Ends NoW at a Finish
   that Never Begins.. Walk About mY friEnd ” as they say” is a way to BE..:)

   “It takes two to speak the truth–one to speak and the other to hear.”

   ~~ Henry David Thoreau ~~

   Oh.. Before i go on.. Katrina reminds me.. it’s ThanksGiving
   Tomorrow.. just more proof that i don’t connect to many folks
   from the ‘Country’ i live in.. hehe.. so yeah..
   Happy Thanks Giving to ya as
   California still
   exists
   too in the US of A.. Barring any
   More Fires and other Stuff to come..:)

   Yes.. as i was saying Before the TG Reminder..

   True as the outcast coMes to Seek
   And Find tHeir TrutH and LiGht
   Lives within that
   really
   needs
   no nAMe aT aLL
   But a Dance and
   Song that Works as LiGHT..;)

   Yeah it’s True.. Thanks Giving to me
   Has beCoMe an alterNative moreover
   Anniversary oF Writing as i Create mY Culture as i Dance and Sing NoW..:)

   And it’s alWays interesting to Dance at Old Seville Quarter NoW oN Thanks
   Giving Night as those folks distanced from Immediate Culture coMe OuT iN Force too..:)

   But yeah.. i Do Connect
   to Folks in the Flesh
   and Blood World away
   from online here.. in the US oF A.. so.. perhaps
   i’ll get out to see some Extended Family too.. as we actually just got invited too.. i’m Friends
   with everyone.. Convincing Folks to Reciprocate in all the Rooms of Life is a little Miss and hit..;)

   “Men do not quit playing because they grow old;
   they grow old because they quit playing.”

   ~~ Oliver Wendell Holmes ~~

   Every Cat i meet
   teaches me this
   Domesticated
   and Wild
   and
   Freer Feral Story..
   Stray Cats Strut.. mY FriEnd..:)

   31. Read between the lines.

   ~~ Instructions for life ~~

   InSert LiFE heAR PReSeNTLY..:)

   “Is dishwater dull?
   Naturalists with microscopes tell me
   it teems with quiet fun.”

   ~~ G. K. Chesterton ~~

   YeaH it’s True.. Some MicRobes Move
   More Fluidly Than Humans Sitting Still..;)

   “If ever I become entirely respectable
   I shall be quite sure that I have outlived myself.”

   ~~ Eugene V. Debs ~~

   It’s True An Only Way iN A Human Culture
   to Gain the most respect is to become the Best Group Doer..
   which only
   means
   most
   everyone
   else can fill
   in for you when you leave.. Another Brick iN A Wall as ‘they’ say2..;)

   “I can handle reality in small doses,
   but as a lifestyle it’s much too confining.”

   ~~ Lily Tomlin ~~

   As Far as the Clothing of
   Culture Goes.. Shorts work out okay..:)

   “Youth, large, lusty, loving-
   Youth full of grace, force, fascination.
   Do you know that Old Age may come after you
   with equal grace, force and fascination?”

   ~~ Walt Whitman ~~

   Don’t leave the L L and L Behind either.. heHe..;)

   “Don’t walk in front of me, I may not follow.
   Don’t walk behind me, I may not lead.
   Walk beside me, and just be my friend.”

   ~~ Albert Camus ~~

   It’s Rather Strange how rarely
   it is in the Entire South East
   Gulf Coast Free Range
   from Biloxi to
   Tallahassee
   oF Public
   Dance
   i’ve found
   anyone
   Willing to Dance and Sing Free beSide me..
   Yes.. i’m talking about Beyond Trump Group Walk..:)

   “The path is the way.
   The way is the truth.
   It is found, but not held
   walked on, but not followed.”

   ~~ Tao Te Ching ~~

   Wonder if Lao Danced but it’s
   True.. Most Writers of Philosophy
   Are Almost by Definition Introverts..
   Considering other folks likely wrote what
   if anything he actually said.. Chances are Better that he Danced too..
   Although Dance Does Wear out Shoes Fast as on average i replace
   A Pair of Nike Shox Shoes Every Three Months at the 500 Mile point or so
   as i am on my 18th Pair of Nike Shox Shoes Since the Beginning of September
   of 2013.. NoW as i finally Found Some Half Price.. as uGh it appears they are not going
   to be making
   them anymore..
   so i grabbed three
   As i’LL Cross Change aS A RiVeR FLoWs..:)

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6. katiemiafrederick says:

   November 22, 2017 at 5:36 PM

   SMiLes mY FriEnd Xenia For Clouds
   Float sAMe oVeR Edge of Rocky Mountains
   sAMe as Whippets Different Gliding oveR Stones Down Hill
   BaLanCe oF
   NaTuRe
   ANiMaLs
   sAMe iN HuMaN
   CLoTheS LooK anD LisTeN
   Mountains beCome all Down Hill..
   Every SeaSon WitH
   its Pain and Pleasure
   Every Dog wITh Love
   BRings
   Warmth
   Cool Comfort..
   November Puzzle to Be
   Solved New Tangle
   of Tree Roots
   Wash
   Ashore and
   heHe.. for me at
   Least.. Public Dance
   BecoMes A Challenge
   Weaving in and out of
   Shopping Bodies
   Far aWay
   Enough
   Not to Harm
   Holiday Season
   Spending.. but sTill mY
   FriEnd.. Xenia.. i reTain mY Cloud WitH eASe
   as ‘they’ say.. 10,000 Hours And More of Practice..:)

   -me

   “Floating Cloud
   North Wind in November
   Transformation”
   “Howling the Eternal Yes”

   -Xenia Tran
   -gigoid.. Fourth Title Line..:)

   Tanka: Floating Cloud

   Haibun: North Wind In November

   Weekly Photo Challenge: Transformation

   Howling the eternal ‘yes’….

   A PiLL Only to Cure Fear Surely
   Not enough for the never Fill
   Of Power Status And Other Goods
   To Feel
   The Monotherapy
   oF Fearless Unconditional
   Love to Cure Most iLLs as State
   Even Nation BeinG Truly Free
   iN
   Thrive
   oF WeLL BeinG..
   Waves to the Morning Sun
   Ocean Blues Warm Home Soon..
   Gulls
   Print Sand
   All Around
   Shadow
   Sea
   Fly Wings..
   Shell Trails
   Mountain Face
   Best oF Fossil Hits Record
   Play
   Hundreds
   Of Millions oF
   Nautilus Phi LiFE
   YearS.. MeanWhile
   Human Media oF
   A Few Decades
   iN 8 Track
   Tapes
   Go Extinct..
   True.. Some Life
   Songs Last Longer Than
   Others.. So Let It Be Shell
   So Let It Be LastinG NoW..
   SMiLe mY FRiEnD.. Frank..
   For one thing for Sure
   is Computers Lack the
   Programming For Holy
   Creative Spirit Flow
   NoW to
   Recreate
   An Artist
   but sure
   perhaps
   we
   have
   An AI Trump
   So Predictable his Art
   oF A Steal Is As Robot Deal..
   HaHa.. oTHeR than that Artists
   Have Been Uploading tHeir SoUL
   As Nautilus Art in Every Medium
   that comes.. and although they
   Say the Internet was created
   by Porn more than likely
   iT is More For SoUL
   Set in Fossils
   that
   Relatively
   and Humanly
   Speaking could last
   the Species.. but of course
   what we have now may be
   JusT anoTheR 8 Track Tape PasSing away..
   ThE Love that Carries on is Best pasSinG oN
   Sure
   in eYEs
   thaT Love BRings
   To Fruition’s Carry on..
   Other than that Happy Thanks
   Giving mY Friend NoW WitH Warm
   eYes oF Your Loved Ones wHo Carry
   YouR Love Forevermore NoW iN eYes
   DanCinG SinGinG LoVE.. For Love
   Needs Nor Leaves Any Copyrights..
   For Machines Will Never Feel Love
   And Humans Who Do FulfilLeD Live iN Paradise FRee NoW..
   It’s True..
   tHeRe
   is no
   AI Heaven..
   For True th(e)ose
   Human Machines
   LivE WiLL iN Less than Love..:)

   -me

   “Monotherapy
   Gratitude Sun Salutation
   Rock
   Just Because”
   “Howling The Eternal Yes”

   -Frank Hubeny
   -gigoid.. Fifth Title Line..:)

   Monotherapy

   Gratitude — Sun Salutation

   Rock

   One-Liner Wednesday — Just Because

   Howling the eternal ‘yes’….

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7. katiemiafrederick says:

   November 23, 2017 at 12:12 AM

   Living Rooms.. Only Couches..
   Chairs.. Room For Life..
   Oral Tradition
   Before
   Mouths
   Become Screens
   Feelings.. Rose Words..
   Emotions Swirling
   Around
   Living Room..
   It’s True.. Back in the
   60’s.. My Elders Shared
   Stories Around Kitchen
   Tables and Couches with Living Room..
   And They Even Played Card Games with
   Flesh and Blood Beings.. With Heart Beats..
   True..
   Humans
   Used to Flower..
   Some Still Bloom..
   Happy Thanks Giving
   For that mY friEnd.. Brian..
   It’s Good to Have a Voice..
   But
   it’s
   True.. i Don’t
   Play Card Games..:)

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8. katiemiafrederick says:

   November 23, 2017 at 12:47 AM

   https://bibliosity.blogspot.com/2017/11/bruiser.html

   Hi Glenn.. Happy Thanks Giving
   And somehow i arrived at your
   Post Highlighting 40 years of TV Guide
   From Decades since ’53.. here we are in
   ’17.. 64 Years Later and as the Beatles Song
   Goes.. Will i Still
   Love the TV
   from
   64 years
   ago as those TV
   Guide Photos Relate
   i’ve Consumed as Many
   TV Shows as a Grizzly Consumes
   BerrieS hehe.. OMG.. the Modern
   Human Library in Subconscious
   Flow Ocean More.. So Many Thousands
   of Mirror Neuron Relationships with Humans/Places/
   Things/ Never entering our Flesh and Blood World..
   But Never
   The Less
   As Science
   Shows.. Feels
   Senses and KNows
   No Different than the
   Next Door Neighbor over
   For A Visit Still.. A Brand New
   Experiment of Human Brains now
   Married to Mirror Neuron Vicarious
   LIFe as Real as Real Feels and Senses
   on all
   Size Screens
   now come Real..
   i suppose now
   tHere Comes A
   Day wHeRE aLL
   Screens Come Real..
   iN Grizzly Size Regurgitation
   To Clear Those Air Waves oF BeForE..:)

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9. katiemiafrederick says:

   November 23, 2017 at 8:36 AM

   Second Round of Poetic Responses
   at Xenia’s Place of Poetry.. NoW
   iN someways.. sadly.. i must say
   i’ve never seen Real Life Snow on Mountains
   And the First time i Played a Very Realistic Virtual
   Snow Boarding Game on the Computer i felt
   my Ancestors
   from the
   Black Forest
   of Germany calling
   back to me.. my FriEnd.. for
   the Biggest (only) Mountains i’ve
   ever seen are those in an Alpine
   Village of Helen Georgia where
   even more my ancestors
   called to me there
   for True too.. i am
   only two Generations
   Removed from the Dover
   Cliffs and Limerick Ireland..
   but it’s true3 i don’t have the
   Patience for Limericks.. hehe.. Thanks.. Xenia..
   With lots of ‘Old World’ Roots that Branch out
   as sometimes in Church i find myself singing with
   an Irish Accent for ‘no reason’ and as i mentioned
   before the Indian Tech
   Support mistakes
   me for
   British..
   but hey.. after all is said
   and done LiFE is MaGiC anyWay
   as far as i WiLL See NoW WiTh LoVE..
   TRuE.. mY FriENd For NoW aLL
   Love is an All enComPasSinG
   Electric BlankET ThaWing aLL
   Fro
   Zen
   With Never
   A Need For Coal
   otHeR Than Carbon
   Based Being heHe
   Sure.. A Sprinkle
   oF Science
   With a Whole Load oF Art
   As A Wash Rinse and Dry
   Cycle Comes Complete AgaiN WitH
   WArm BLanket oF LiFE toGeTHeR aGaiN..
   SMiLes mY FriEnd For NoW i Give aLL
   Thanks for DanCinG and SinGinG LoVE
   FriEnds and Family and all of Nature
   And yes the
   Super Normal
   oF ALL i Refer to as God Beyond Human eYes..
   Sure.. Basic Subsistence.. iN Aided Tool Terms
   oF Modern Niceties like Toilet Paper..
   Soft Pillows.. and Warm Showers
   And Shelter for Warm and Cool too..
   Inside.. But Best of all is for those
   Without any
   Cultural
   Clothes
   at all no matter where UniVersAllY
   they are as far as all of Creation MoRE
   within inside.. outside.. above.. so below
   and all around.. God is only as far away
   as a Dance
   within
   mY
   FriEnd for it’s True for me
   at least.. if God Doesn’t Exist
   in Naked Seagull Wings on a Beach
   With no Human Foot Prints God Doesn’t
   Exist in any Book allone.. True A God oF aLL Thanks Giving..
   SMiLes mY FriEnD A Fourth
   Title coming From too Many
   Open Tabs From aBove So beLow
   And Like
   God
   WiNks..
   iT iS ofTen
   The little misTakes
   tHat/ wHo “HOwl
   thE ETernal YeS”..
   A Best pARt
   oF PoeTry
   IS A HeaVeN oF
   Change neVer sET
   iN StOne mY friEnd
   It’s TruE2..
   God
   is
   PoEtry too..
   AlWays Happy
   Thanks GiVinG to You too.. Xenia..
   For The Welcoming yoU’ve GiVen me2..:)

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10. X says:

    November 23, 2017 at 9:23 AM

    Alright, I need a video of the wookie dance. Ha.
    its rare to find one that is a friend like a wookie. Now he has a lifedebt to Han for saving his life, but I imagine their relationship developed well beyond that. One where they cared so very deeply.
    “the Essence
    of who i am co-Creates with the Rest of Nature”…so true…and perhaps no more than the friends
    like wookies that are always there, but every little thing we
    do sends ripples, for good or…

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    • katiemiafrederick says:

      November 23, 2017 at 9:37 AM

      It’s not easy BeinG ‘A’
      Wookiee mY FriEnd
      but it’s Worth
      iT all
      the
      Way to Soul..
      Thanks for Dropping
      by Brian.. on Thanks
      Giving
      mY FriEnd
      With LoVE And
      Thanks for Encouraging
      me and so many other folks
      to be who i am when
      all i really
      needed
      was one word of Hello
      when the rest of the World Couldn’t See me..
      but nah..
      now
      i’m Standing
      on The Desk
      of LoVE ALL..
      and now no matter
      where i go ‘they’ recognize i’m here..
      at least iN A Dance World of SoUL..
      A
      Song
      is much
      Harder to Hear
      hehe.. rather long… these days..;)

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11. katiemiafrederick says:

    November 23, 2017 at 9:28 AM

    Second Round at
    Frank’s Poetry Place With..
    SMiLes mY
    FriEnd For
    Fearless
    Unconditional
    LoVE
    iS
    All tHat/wHo Feels
    A Fill oF NoW ReaL aGaPE..
    Love Waves
    Ocean Whole Sun
    Shine GRains
    Sands
    Sparkle..
    But True..
    8 Tracks
    And
    Disco
    Do Still
    Live Within.. heHe..
    me.. Dancing with Donna Summers..
    i Bought That Move “Chappie”..
    over a year ago on Blu Ray and still
    Haven’t Watched it and it truly is amazing
    to me that some
    Folks Actually
    Entertain
    A Potential
    of Greater than
    the True Quantum
    MaGiC oF Human iMaGiNaTioN
    CreaTiViTY and the Actual Feel
    And Sense of LiVinG Created as
    An Artificial Intelligence Machine
    as we’ve already
    Created
    Artificial
    Intelligence my
    FriEnd in Tests of
    Standard IQ and Minds
    and Body’s that become Stagnant
    And Still Downloading Data all days
    in School and Work now and even
    so called Play.. if all we come
    to be are
    button
    pressers more..
    i see ‘Chappie’ as more
    oF a Parody of what we’ve
    Become than what so many of us
    Have Forgotten For all the Potential
    Real MaGiC in what we WiLL Do MoRE
    NoW oF
    when we
    Master the Tool
    Away from the Soul we’ve
    Lost within.. but course i come
    from the Reference Point of a Person
    Who lost Emotions and Senses that make
    life
    even
    Worth Living…
    And of course when i Hear
    someone say life is not worth
    Living i’ve a Good Idea of where they are..
    now in feel and sense
    as in that
    place
    there
    is no logical
    way out other than Feel And Sense..
    For it’s True for all the Doctors and Other
    Professionals i saw not one with all their advanced
    Medical Science had a clue of what i could do to bring
    back my Emotions
    not even a
    clue as a
    bread crumb
    For i just had
    to Wait for the
    Poetry of Song and Dance to come
    back again re-Born.. the Child’s eYes
    That Standard
    Requirements
    of
    Intelligence took away
    From the MaGiC of LiFE Divorced from i-robot eYes..
    SMiLes mY FriEnd it’s like the Terminator2.. the Good
    Cop is already here.. and everywhere i look now that
    he’s back all i
    see is
    Machine
    Life Shuffling by
    Automen With Button Fingers
    Like Frosty the Snowman always melting….
    SMiLes mY FriEnd For i’ve given you
    Much more than one line back today..
    heHe.. but this is Like ‘One’
    oF mY Favorite Subjects..
    Artificial
    Intelligence
    Artificial
    Souls
    And isReal Life in Heaven NoW..
    And A Way Hell is portrayed on
    the ‘Lucifer’ Show as Presented
    on the Fox Network.. ‘recently’
    as a place where
    People
    willingly return
    to over and over
    Never
    escaping
    now.. For it’s True mY
    Friend as long as folks believe
    that Heaven is somewhere else
    but now here within they
    are the
    ones
    themselves
    that and who will
    Never be able to See that Heaven is now..
    they’re already heaR if only they could See..
    the Gift
    that’s
    Been Given to them.. NoW
    It Takes a WHole lot of
    Seek and Find to escApe A
    Potential Matrix oF Hell on EartH..
    Mostly Created WiTHiN.. NoW2..
    iF onLY
    Like in the
    ‘Wizard of Oz’
    ‘they’ would put tHeir God (LovE)
    Shoe on again.. WiThiN
    Bare
    Foot
    As Free..
    Beyond Beauty
    Heaven on eARTh Within is ReaL
    A Wisdom oF Love Beyond aLL i-Robot Tools..
    sadly
    MeanWhile
    Other Folks
    Are Looking
    somEwhere
    Beyond a Rainbow that’s HeAR..:)

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12. katiemiafrederick says:

    November 23, 2017 at 12:43 PM

    Third Round of Poetic Words NoW Dance
    And Sing at Xenia And Frank’s Poetic Places..
    When Every Move BecomeS DancE
    When Every Sound BecomeS
    SonG And All Words LivE
    Free as PoeTry DanceS
    SinGs
    aLL iS
    Thanks GivinG NoW
    heHe.. Even iF i
    Cannot
    Taste
    The Turkey
    The Entire Pie Tastes Fine..
    SMiLes.. i FigureD y’ALL Celebrated
    Thanks
    Giving
    AlWays
    NoW..
    After aLL is DonE and SaiD
    iT’S HeaVeN aLL NoW
    DancE and SonG…
    See Ya Xenia..
    aS
    PoeTrY LiVeS oN..:)
    Per Reporting on the Human
    Condition as Jonathan Haidt often does
    tHeRe are Open and Closed Minded Doctors
    Like Everyone else..
    some closed
    minded
    in only
    A Car Manual
    of Fixes in the past
    and some as open minded
    to literally Give me an RX for a
    Prescription For Dancing in Case
    ‘the Law’
    of OutDated
    ‘Books’ Pulls
    me over
    in the
    Mall to see if
    i Have a License to Dance..
    it’s True.. i Literally Have a Prescription
    for Dance.. i even posted it as a Facebook
    Profile Pic for a Day and For Easy Access
    out and about in Dance as it’s so Ironic
    that Free Verse
    Dance
    is the
    Fountain
    of Youth
    that Folks Call Crazy..
    Meanwhile.. ‘they’ continue
    to Look For ‘Dance’ somewhere else but within..
    And sure that’s how most Folks See Love out tHeRe
    inStead of iN HeAR
    mY friEnd Frank..
    Happy
    Thanks
    Giving alWays
    NoW A Dance
    A Song ThaT ALWaYs Counts for
    overAll BeinG HuMaN WeLL BeinG NoW..
    Oh yeah.. in case i never mentioned it.. after the
    Old Doctor saw my Miraculous Recovery with
    A Mind and BoDy BaLanCinG Free
    Verse Dance.. He Literally
    Quit His practice
    as he Literally
    said i inspired
    him to Move on to a Teaching
    Hospital to Teach Movement Therapy..
    i Suppose that BRinGS a Whole New Meaning..
    hehe.. for the Student who becomes the Master for
    when he first met me.. he.. as an Air Force Major Psychiatrist
    said among all his Combat Fatigue Patients i was the worst
    Case then that
    he ever encountered
    as he offered to Refer me
    As a Candidate for a Procedure
    to Actually Implant a Vagal Nerve
    Stimulator.. so i could feel something
    anything
    of
    Emotions
    again.. and he
    Also Promoted Trans
    Cranial Magnetic Stimulation
    not covered by my Insurance
    then either.. as yes.. i was so
    Desperate.. i Considered
    paying the full cost
    of it that
    would have
    Been Thousands
    of Dollars out of Pocket then..
    Meanwhile.. as other Studies were
    showing elsewhere that a Busy Air Force
    Major Now Moving in the Reserves with so
    many patients had no time to Consider.. Scientists
    were showing in studies that Free Verse Movement in
    A Meditative Focused way Literally Rebuilds Grey Matter
    in the Brain and makes New Connections of Wiring for
    Human Cognitive
    Executive
    Functioning
    With Increased Imagination
    and Creativity and Overall Human
    Productivity too.. Deep inside my Body
    Taught me what to do all iNnately iNstinctually
    and iNtuitively too.. All Moves becAMe Dance
    And All Words becAMe Poetry and Heaven Within
    Followed no Different than a Rose Blooming For the First time ever
    again..
    Every now
    Feels like the
    First time my friend..
    time out of time distance
    out of distance space out
    of space and place out of place..
    Heaven always now within.. and
    My Cherokee and Sioux Ancestors
    Were slaughtered and Called Crazy
    Naked Savages for Dancing
    Around a Moonlit
    Fire of
    God
    Love within
    like this.. Meanwhile..
    ‘those’ folks called themselves
    Christians never hearing the Message
    that the Kingdom of Heaven is at Hand
    Always in this Generation now within and if you
    look for it somewhere else you will never find it now..
    Those Indians Had all of God and Heaven Free and the
    Onward
    Christian
    Soldiers
    Killed ‘them’
    For What ‘they’ Never Saw or Heard within..
    Meanwhile.. i stand in the Back of the Catholic
    Church Swaying Slowly Rhythmically in a Melody
    of Feet that kNows and feels and senses no Fear iN/As Love..
    AdditionAlly.. with Zero Fears NoW mY Singing Voice is Powerful
    Enough in Pure Chi Flow Force of non-doing Tao Stream of Consciousness
    Mind and Body BeinG Free DancESonG to Lead the Entire Choir from the Very
    Back
    of the
    Church
    So it’s True mY
    friEnd iN LiGHT i forgive them
    for what they still care not to ‘KNoW..
    After all i am
    still
    A
    one iN Heaven..
    just coming
    down now
    long
    enough for a
    Dance and Song that ‘counts’..
    And truly even With Around 12 Million Words
    Since Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. About the best
    i Can WiLL
    Do iN aS LoVE
    iS sHoW
    ‘them’ sTiLL
    What a Dance
    of Heaven within
    Looks like from the
    outside in.. thing
    is.. ‘the Indians
    of in as God’
    aLReady
    did/do it and i do Still NoW remember
    the reception they received then/now..
    in eyes of ancestors who couldn’t believe
    the ignorance of
    the so-called
    Onward
    Soldier
    ‘White Man’
    Christian
    Clothes.. Yes.. in the Gospel of Thomas
    Verse 37.. the Part Censored out Still of the
    Nicene Council Bible Making Meeting of 325 AD..
    Even Jesus was reported as saying to find the Living
    one within Strip your clothes off and tread on them with no
    shame
    in other
    words
    Dance Naked..
    just like the Indians
    did/do with No Bibles at all..
    SMiLes mY FriEnd.. somewHeRe
    Deep Down tHeRE is a Naked Indian (God)
    Just waiting To Dance again in as all of us..
    so ironic
    ‘they’
    never
    understood anything
    really that so-called Jesus
    taught in words of whoever
    wrote them as the Essence of
    Dance and Song (God) NoW..
    it’s as
    simple
    as
    one
    word(s)dancesongnow..
    Heaven’s Free Love within
    A Dance and Song alWays aNeW
    RENeWed no beginning no ending
    aLwaYs Thanks GiVinG isReAL NoW..
    Again.. even after all these words the best i can/will do
    is the same that my Naked Ancestor Indians did just go out
    and do
    a never
    ending
    Dance Never Giving up on LoVE.. No Ghost Dance.. i AM ReAL..
    ‘thing’ is ‘i am’ way too Clever now to get crucified with WiNks..
    ‘those’ folks are still waiting for a Jesus to come back and put
    all those folks who disagree with them in an eternal
    fire of forever torture by an all Loving God..
    meanwhile
    all the
    Jesus’s
    and the
    Free Indians
    that Live in Heaven
    now continue to dance
    and
    sing Free..
    only wishing
    and hoping to
    lend a dance and song that and wHO Works..
    anyway.. like the First Psychiatrist Exclaimed
    to his budding new Psychiatrist when he
    First met me in the Depths of Human Hell
    within.. when i told him since i couldn’t
    work.. i no longer had a special interest..
    he said ‘uh oh that’s not
    Good Asperger’s
    with
    no Special Interest’..
    and looking at me like a Clinical
    Study when i couldn’t put into words
    How the Piano Music i was Creating made
    me feel in Words.. he turned around to the
    Student he was mentoring and said ..we see this
    sometimes
    with
    People
    on the
    Autism Spectrum..
    He Called it Alexithymia..
    just another one of 19 or 20
    other Labels that would come for
    a Human Being who lost his Dance and Song…
    Human Beings have Lived a Life of Dance and Song
    Tens of Thousand of Years before the First Word was named God..
    in written script from sand to stone..
    as an
    idol
    away
    from the
    Dance and
    Song of God that and who Lives WiThiN
    Naked and Free Dancing as Earth Wind Water Sings A Fire oF LoVE..
    Thank Frank.. i reAlly i needed to get that out and about.. NoW off line oN to Dance
    Free again
    In Warm
    November
    Sands and Sun…
    it’s true i do have
    Irish and German eyes Green to Blue
    with a splash of French and Spanish
    with sure.. some English too.. aLonG
    WitH Words that coMe with that
    iN Scripted Forms..
    but it is the
    Wild and
    Free
    of Indian
    Who Dances Sings me most..
    funny.. nah.. not really funny..
    All These Cultural Clothes NoW
    AS Human Tools and the Most
    ‘we’ have done Less is Forgotten
    The
    Living
    God of
    all within
    as Dance and
    Song oF Nature All..:)

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13. katiemiafrederick says:

    November 24, 2017 at 12:22 PM

    EverYonE’s LooKinG
    FoR SomEtHinG
    MostLY To BeLonG
    TRaDiTioN
    SpELLs
    ToGeTHeR
    So in the theMe
    And MeMe of the
    Newest Snowman
    Movie with Olaf and
    the Ice Princess wHeRe Ya
    Gonna Find This Tradition when
    Most Everyone is going a Different Way..
    Yes.. Houston
    We Have
    A Problem..
    Young and Old
    Folks Looking to Belong
    And if you can connect to this
    Problem at Hand and Feet for a
    Target Audience of Millions with
    Art Chances are ya might
    Make a Million Bucks
    even as what
    one might
    see as
    a Stereotypical
    Good Old Boy from up
    North County on the Farm
    as a latest and greatest Rapper
    On YouTube with a Half-A-Billion Views..
    And on the other hands and feats if you are just
    a ‘little more’
    complicated like
    me.. heHe.. you Create iN A Tradition
    oF One in a Culture Created by one
    as Director Producer i and Actor I
    as a Great Spirit! Play as a Trinity
    of Free.. but of course with
    not that many people
    to share your
    new
    Original
    Traditions
    ‘You’ BRinG FoR Free
    You must Give Thanks Giving
    For all Your Blessings and Blissings
    in Life even if that only means you echo
    them as a visual and written prayer as a Nautilus
    Shell of Art to see and hear your Blessings and Blissings
    once more
    as
    they come..
    trust me.. this is just
    one way and a very difficult
    way to Live in Heaven now but the
    thing is it works and relatively speaking
    no one can take it away as you become
    Self-Actualized.. Meaning you are Secure in
    YouRSelF wHeRe when someone does come by
    And say Hi or Congratulations that is just Icing
    oN a Cake that is already overflowing with
    Courage
    Kind
    and Bliss
    And Amen little
    g BE2 otherwise reversed
    As 238.6 LBS when numbers
    are seen ‘right side’ up on a Digital
    Scale of Life.. Simply has a Deeper meaning
    that ‘we’ Be 2 as Fractal of God of Nature whole
    little
    g pART
    of Big G
    Ocean Whole
    Waves we are
    Streams Flowing into
    Rivers more Shores Expanding
    Forevermore.. where every smile is the
    Cake of Heaven and the SMILes you share
    with others and or Bootie Dances or whatever comes
    nexT.. Are just the Icing on Heaven that Brings Beyond
    Rainbow Colors more.. anyway “that’s” what ‘people’ See
    when they watch my dancing feet’.. For it’s’ true it takes some
    Dedication to Write 12 Million Words in 84 Months also known
    as 7 years Tomorrow Saturday the 25th of November that was
    Thanks Giving Day 2010.. And sure.. 8400 Miles of Public Dance
    in 51 Months aLong with the Longest Long Form Poem ever still now
    Exceeding 5 Million Words today.. “SonG oF MY SoUL” As Macroverse
    Number 808.. Dancing the 188th Week at Old Seville Quarter last night
    with all the Cool College Age Folks there and yes.. to Give Gratitude and
    Thanks Again.. for Sub Chapter of that Longest Long Form Poem
    Ever.. Also Rating in Precise Word Press Word Count as
    of Last MacroVerse Number 136 now Writing 137
    Coming with All of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
    at 2,227,355 Words Since Memorial
    Day of 2016.. and now also
    Comes “FB Profile
    Pic Bible 2018”..
    that at the Point of
    Last MacroVerse 32 of
    thaT Now Writing Number 33.. Comes
    in at a Total Word Count Tally point
    Since Memorial Day of 2017.. now
    aT 609,355 Words.. as the Current
    MacroVerse Writing Joy now named..
    “7 YearS oLD 12M WordS oNLiNE FReED.”.
    Yeah.. sure i could have estimated all aS 13 Million
    Words this Year as the Years at the Wrong Planet
    and other online Sites come in as an estimate of
    Words Written and Read from Wake to Sleep for
    33 Months Before the Dance came in away
    from Shut-in Status then for a Total
    of 66 Months in the Pain and
    Numb of what Science
    assesses as the
    Worse than Crucifixion
    Pain of type Two Trigeminal
    Neuralgia along with another 18 or
    so life threatening other Diagnosed mostly
    Stress Related Disorders then.. but hey.. what
    WiLL i say.. i am very careful not to exaggerate as the
    only Person i have to impress is me in a Tradition of one
    in Heaven now.. with of course a very open door policy for
    anyone who wants to visit any part of me here.. hehe.. in more
    ways than one.. as hey.. if i don’t accept me how can how i ever
    expect anyone else to accept me.. so that’s why i wasn’t even afraid
    to do my Nude Art too at the Heaviest Weight after a Thanks Giving
    Meal that i ever
    have been in
    my life at 238.6 LBS
    Probably about as Heavy
    as i will ever get.. give or take
    a couple of LBS hehe.. after a Three
    Hour Marathon of Dance with a Few
    Gatorades to Rehydrate.. anyway.. i Left
    the Dance Floor infused with muse as it’s
    True Nature Sends me many gifts for
    Nature plUS is the God of Merit that
    and who within all of us Naturally
    Rewards Hard Word and
    Dedication of Never
    Giving up
    WitH A Will and Strength
    oF Fearless that only Comes with
    a Foundation of Love and Grace wHeRe
    Kind and Courage Dances Hand-In-Hand
    and Feet to Feet with SMiLes that Spread the
    Distance Time and Space Beyond all Distance
    Time and Space.. YeS Beyond iNFiniTY the Force of LoVE thaT
    CaN
    and
    WiLL NoW BE
    The Strength of Love WiTh Grace..
    So Thank you God of Nature for the Dance
    and Song and Sure as Tradition of one Might
    Dance and Sing.. Congratulations to me.. i Self-
    Actualize NoW.. all i have to Do is Love with a ‘Little Help’ from FriEnds..
    It’s True.. if you can and will be give and receive Love THaT is the Gratitude
    and
    Congratulations
    And Thanks Giving
    Wrapped up in A Christmas
    Present that Lives Always NoW
    Within in other Word God Love and all that Jazz..
    C
    O
    N GRAT U LaTioNs
    the only person i can
    and will make come to
    mY Field oF DreAMs is me
    with an oPeN InViTaTioN to ALL FReED..
    And it’s True.. No PaRT of this would
    Be Possible without Freedom
    of Expression and
    Separation
    of Church
    and State..
    Thanks God..
    For the USA For
    The Only God is Free LoVE..
    Imagine that a Place wHeRe
    God Lives Free as Nature within
    each and every HuMaN Being
    Big Dreams CoMe TruE when
    Folks JuST Do iT and NeVEr eVeR GiVE uP NoW..
    Look Around you.. within.. inside.. outside.. above..
    so below and all around.. a Whole Lot oF Struggle
    And Sacrifice as coMe to BE what is Truly Human Potential Now
    in Free
    Love
    As a Quantum
    Metaphor of Human
    Mind and Body BaLanCinG
    ForcE unleashed and released
    as Quantum God More..
    it’s True.. if i can’t
    Fit the Quantum God
    into 12 Million Words
    “you’ll” never do it in one..
    like ‘they’ say.. isn’t ‘it’ ironic
    never the less and a little more
    Congratulations to me..
    “i’m”
    in Good CompanY
    After all is DanceD
    And Sung FoR NoW@LeasT..;)

    With A Dedication to My Mother
    who Passed away on 2.22.2017..
    where her ONLY MISSION in life
    was to Love Her Children with
    HER ONLY HOPE that they would
    Find Happiness in Life.. Mission
    F and M.. Freddy and Marilou Now
    Accomplished with no Fear And Love..
    Also Pictured.. my Grandmother.. Her
    Mother with A Few Added Pictures for Memories Coming
    in this MacroVerse too.. My Grandmother Pictured here
    After More Than A Decade of Waitressing 12 Hours a Day
    7 Days a Week to Support My Mother Where my Mother WiLL
    Support Her Next.. As My Grandmother After that Hard life is Pictured
    a year younger than me now then at age 56
    on the River with my Father
    at around 30 and his
    Mother in her
    40’s in
    My Maternal
    Grandmother’s
    River Yard with
    Down Town Railroad
    Trestle that is now a Public
    Park where the City Celebrates
    The Fourth of July and many other
    Bands on the River Events now for new
    Traditions for the Metro Community now too..
    And then there are the two Children.. myself
    who was considered more of an ET by other
    Children than Human on Earth Growing up
    in this Small River Town that’s now Growing
    Much Bigger in City way.. and yes… too..
    my Sister and a New Catholic
    Woman.. mY Mother..
    Inspired by
    the Catholic
    Funeral Procession
    of John F. Kennedy in ’63.. His Wife
    A Widow with Children.. my Mother’s
    Children’s Ages.. where my Father left
    ’cause My Mother wanted to stay at home
    With her Children instead of Making Big Bucks
    for him For a Materialistic Dream of Getting Big Rich
    that would never get big enough for him.. it’s True.. i’m
    a little Different from most Rappers and Hip Hop Folks
    And Country Music Stars and other Stars but not much
    Different than most Artists wHo Do Art for the Free Joy
    of Freedom Of Expression NoW iN all the ways that
    comes as ‘they’ leave it behind for others to pick
    up iN tHeir Field of DreAMs if they care to
    or not.. it is the Dream that Counts
    When it coMes to Fruition
    NoW from the Loving
    Hands and Feet
    and overall Mind
    And Body BaLanCinG
    ForCE oF A HuMaN SoUL
    thAT and WHo is SpiRiTed
    WiTH HeaRT Free Enough to
    Leave somEthing behind that inspires
    others to Live Freer in a Foundation of
    Love and Grace BrinGinG Greater Will and Strength
    or it could just be a smile or a couple of eyes that say
    i LovE LiFE
    Now
    or wHo
    kNoWs even
    A Bootie Dance
    that Lights The Fire oF
    A Dance and Song that
    Harms no one NoW and Gives
    More Spirit to LIFE.. Be Free.. it’s what
    God does Best.. Do it with Love and Grace
    in a WiLL and Strength thaT is eXtremely Careful
    Not to Harm anyone else.. and True.. ‘it’ WiLL never Be
    Perfect for it was/is.. we would with NO WiLL.. BE iRobots
    now painting by numbers..
    and
    So would
    God as God Numbers and Letters are
    Free with Beyond InFinite Meanings
    And Purposes in Holy and Sacred Ways
    thaT ‘We’ Humans with Relative Free Will
    Are Free
    to
    Co-Create
    unless someone
    Forces God into just
    One Word or one Book
    aS one coMes to Believe God
    is a Lesser God
    of just
    one
    Word
    and one
    Book Trapped..
    never able to escape
    And Create Different as the
    Tapestry of Different is what Flowers most..
    Either God Flowers in you or not.. YouR Choice YouR WiLL..
    Your Freedom or not…
    thing is.. if you nAMe
    the Beyond Quantum
    Force of God as Human
    Words as three letters do you
    Respect God as Free
    For tHeRe is
    NeVeR
    ReaL
    LoVE
    WitHouT
    FREE..
    For
    any
    thing
    else
    spells
    FEAR..
    So BE
    Free in
    you and
    others.. look around
    you.. Nature does ‘it’ best
    in as you Free.. THE Three Letter Word..
    Yep.. iF You Are Really Loving Free without
    Fear.. And Strong WitH Will and Grace.. Pat yoursELf on THE Back
    AnD
    cALL
    God LoVE…
    C O N G R A T U L A T i O N S
    You made iT.. ‘YouR’ Free JusT FReED..:)

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14. katiemiafrederick says:

    November 25, 2017 at 12:23 AM

    Sure.. it’s Just A Cliche but
    A Reality of Losing what you Love
    to appreciate it is much more ReaL
    in other words of
    have you gone without
    Food.. Water.. Shelter..
    Have you Lost the Life of
    A Loved One.. Pet or Human..
    Particularly a Spouse or ‘Significant Other’..
    A Child.. A Sibling.. A Mother and or Father..
    Health and Well Being in all Disorders that
    may come.. and last but Certainly not
    Least.. Have you Faced what
    Seems like the Certainty
    of Death in an immediate
    now of no reprieve.. and yes..
    Chances are by the Age Sector of
    your 50’s and Above.. that you may
    have experienced most all of these up
    and Closest of Challenges for Struggle
    Becoming More of a Veteran of Love
    Appreciating Love More in all the
    Ways Love of Life in General
    per other Humans and
    All the Rest of
    Nature comes
    and goes within.. inside..
    outside.. above.. so below
    and all around.. and sure.. if one navigates
    these Struggles and Challenges through Rough
    Seas there is the potential then to Stream to River
    More to Ocean Whole to become NoW a Wave and a Surf
    Board of Balance that and who Understands how to co-navigate
    and co-create NoW with a potential very complicated Inner Universe
    that as whole for many as metaphor is understood as a SoUL A pARt
    WHoLe oF aLL tHaT iS for what some folks identify as something as small
    and large as a three letter Word G O D.. for the Greatest Size oF aLL is Experiencing
    God as and
    is Love
    the Force
    that and wHo
    Moves Mountains
    of Positive Change within..
    inside.. outside.. above.. so below
    and all around.. and as ‘they’ say
    It’s More than a Feeling and
    More than a Word
    For Love
    is Best
    Experiencing
    Than Heard or Seen..
    And in A Most General
    of Terms the same applies
    to A Three Letter Metaphor as God
    where sadly some folks hear and see
    the Word and most sadly really miss the
    Experience of the Four Letter Word Love
    as Love Fits inside God like a GLoVE
    ironiCaLLy Enough LiterAlly as such
    by First Initial and as ART is
    60 Percent of SmART
    and eARTh and
    75 Percent
    of
    pART so in other Words
    the Proof is also literal.. heHe
    Love and Art is integral to all oF Existence
    as we experience it at least and more like most..
    For those who become a Force of Love ExpresSing
    Art in all the Forms Art comes that we can and will actually
    Feel and Sense more as Do than just See and Hear Deep within as
    SoUL of All ThAT iS as some folks name the entire experience G O D..
    wHeRE all BeCoMEs MoVinG CoNNecTinG CreATinG InTeGraTinG pARt WhOle
    as the three letter
    word that becomes
    a MultiVerse View
    of as God
    otherwise
    known and felt
    and sensed NoW as YOU..
    so.. this is an ‘overview’.. now comes
    the Personal Experiences of little old me..
    Appreciating and Giving Thanks for 57 years
    and around 5.5 Months of Living on eARTh
    rounded off on the 25 Day of November
    2010 to 606 Months of Living then
    50 Years and 6 months before
    my first Written Word online
    came as the great
    Struggle already
    spoken to some in this Thanks
    Giving MacroVerse of Gratitude now
    in the year 2017.. anyway it stARTed with
    a Pet.. his name was Toby.. a Yellow Cat and
    my First Pet who lived with us in my Grand Mother’s
    River Front Home.. a Strong Arm’s Throw from a Rail
    Road Trestle across the River where Trains Shook
    the Concrete Block Foundation of Old Wooden Floors…
    Toby used to snuggle up to me when i took naps before
    i became allergic to all cats.. and that is a pARt of a Oxytocin
    Social Love Bonding Force all Fuzzy and Warm that i currently enjoy
    NoW and Katrina too now that we once again have a live-in pet who
    Gives us everyday Love.. yep.. a day came where Toby was sleeping
    on the Back Porch of that River Front home but his eyes did not close when
    i first met death and separation of Love up close and personal at around
    age 6 or so.. for that was the
    only Cat that my Grand
    Mother ever allowed
    inside who
    could
    give Nap
    Hugs like Toby did..
    sure.. it was probably too much
    for her.. she had lost her Mother Young..
    Lost a Husband who could be abusive..
    Miscarried Children as many Mothers
    do.. and Lost a Dog she Loved for
    Years and Lived a Life Working so
    hard to make ends
    meet.. never
    Feeling the Security
    of Abundance that some folks
    take for Granted until My Mother took it upon
    herself to take care of her in her Fifties.. and sure.. living
    without Pets inside is probably what led to my Pet Allergies after that..
    for i didn’t overcome it until i lost the Feelings of Love and a Strange Resistance
    to Pet allergies inside the home of probably just getting exposed and inoculated
    again.. for i was surely more desperate for Love than my air ways closing up for
    a while at least.. but not before a spell of not being able to Catch my Breath
    For a Day that seemed to last Forever.. Part and Parcel of Dysautonomia..
    A Condition Greatly Exacerbated by Chronic Work Related Stress for
    11 years.. culminating in fight or flight stress for the last 2 years
    of that.. with resulting auto-immune diseases such
    as Sjogren’s Syndrome.. type two Trigeminal
    Neuralgia from Wake to Sleep too.. in
    accord with my eyes no longer
    making tears like swimming in salt
    water with eyes wide open.. and of course
    what felt like a Dentist Drill without Novocaine
    from wake to sleep with the only help ever found as
    far as medical drugs go.. Ativan.. to put me to sleep for
    an escape i could only measure as pain when i woke back up..
    but still.. the loss of Love and the Feeling of Emotions and Memories
    of Emotions as Emotions are Memories in a Catch 22 in Hell now then in a
    BLacK Abyss of Numb with no connection out.. was the worst pain then now of
    all.. even worse to me at least than what Science identifies as the Worst
    Human Pain known per Trigeminal Neuralgia.. type two or one.. where
    type one is Acute and Intermittent and type two is Chronic and ever
    lasting from wake to sleep.. yes.. i skipped about Four Decades
    or so after Toby but i wanted to get the worsT pARt over
    as fast as i can even here for the Record of Giving
    Thanks not only to LiGHt oF LoVE but the
    BLack Abyss of dARkNess iN LiFE
    that surely can and will
    be a GreaTest
    Ark to
    everlasting
    LoVE NoW as LiGHt too
    aLong with all the other challenges
    of liFe in dArk as Well as not so Well
    in even places with Zero Hope and Zero
    Point of not only Feelings but Senses too.. yes
    for me then the bottom most pARt of the dARk Months
    of my SoUL for 66 Months in my own Personal DArkest Lent
    in the Spring of 2008.. after 35 days of only one hour of
    sleep brought on each night with a Powerful Alpha Blocker
    to reduce the Heart rate of my Dysautonomia out of Heart
    Rate and Blood Pressure Synch.. and the 5 of the last
    of 40 days with no sleep at all.. as Dante’s Hell Rings
    of total pain progressed to A Total Piece of
    Paper numb when all became the
    illusion of time and
    every second
    becomes the experience
    of a Thousand Years in Hell when
    one Feels and Senses nothing at all in
    what becomes a personal reality experienced
    of disconnection to all that is.. in other words.. a
    Living Dead Experience then of Separation from what many
    Folks Identify as the Actual Experience of God as all that is
    Nature plUS LiVinG within as an overall Ocean wHole oF LoVE
    Both in
    Feeling
    and Sensing
    all that LiFE is NoW….
    i’m sure folks have a different
    Version of Hell on Earth and sure
    this is my story of Hell that words will
    never compete against as the actual experience
    then.. surely.. an excellent reference point in written
    words at least to the place i live now as Heaven on Earth
    a Place of Fearless Unconditional Love Living with expresSing
    Love
    in all of
    Art NoW aS
    Dance and Song Free..
    anyway.. after arriving back
    to that future now back to around
    Four Decades or so before the age
    of 47 in January of 2008.. the first month
    of a steadily increasing month of the Rings
    of Hell then in what would totally come to 66
    months in Hell generally as such.. yes there was
    also Fibromyalgia as if the other pain wasn’t enough
    and on that line of pain.. Severe Degenerative Arthritis
    in my spine precipitated rather early by a Congenitally
    Fused Vertebra as an incidental finding in an MRI
    then.. with some Spinal Stenosis too.. and yes..
    Coat Hanger Pain in Shoulders and Neck
    Associated with Dysautonomia… Severe
    Depression and Anxiety and
    Associated Anhedonia..
    Panic Attacks.. and
    a Dash
    of PTSD with
    the already addressed
    Alexithymia in this Thanks Giving
    MacroVerse too.. Mood Lability as the
    Diagnosis of Bi-Polar Disorder wouldn’t come
    until the Doctors came to know me in Heaven on Earth
    as i had to learn how to modulate the LiGht in my Life
    as Pure Joy and Bliss the same as tolerating the dArKesT Pain and Numb
    in the previous 66 months of hell as the pain and numb finally went away
    on or about 7.22.13.. as finally fully re-entering Humanity as a Public
    Dancer Later in August of 2013.. and sure.. finally Diagnosed with
    Asperger’s Syndrome on the Autism Spectrum in what was
    obviously already adapted to as struggle from the
    the age i finally learned to speak in putting
    words together at age 4.. as my Form
    of the Condition was more
    like the Hyperlexic
    Children originally
    identified by Hans Asperger
    in the Nazi controlled era of
    Germany where he struggled to show
    the value of these children.. so they wouldn’t
    be exterminated then.. as he himself identified
    the same traits in himself of what he overcame
    to eventually become a Successful Doctor to help other
    folks out of the more DArk areas of Life too.. not unlike
    the Current Doctor in “The Good Doctor” show that is a top rated
    show on TV now where a “Little Sheldon” Show too.. provides similar
    struggles when in a Youth where there was no Diagnosis of Asperger’s
    Syndrome then that truly only becomes an official disorder when the
    symptoms interfere with Life as efforts to deal with Social Interactions
    become too much as that Human Capacity becomes exhausted more as
    i finally succumbed to that after going toe to toe with a Female
    Captain of a Base as an Athletic Director in two areas
    of Professional Life.. neither of which i was
    Inherently Socially Cut out to do as a
    Person not yet diagnosed on
    the Autism Spectrum
    then.. sure i am
    more cut out as an
    Individual Dancer/Poet and a ‘Tennis
    Player’.. now.. surely more than Couples
    Dancing unless it is simply somewhat
    of a tight hug on the Dance Floor
    accompanied with a general
    lust/love for life up close
    and personal more
    too.. and team sports..
    nah.. too many moving
    parts for a mind that moves
    like lightening before the thunder comes next..
    in other words later when i finally am able to express
    all of what i see and hear and feel and sense.. Spidey
    Senses i really do have too as far as not being able to touch
    Human Made things without great discomfort.. but human.. yes..
    Flesh is A-OK as long as no one is rubbing their hands still now
    across my clothes.. or sweeping the floor.. particularly a Rug..
    Oh God.. Towels out of the Dryer and other Clothes are the worst
    to touch.. but the Good and Bad part of that is i am extra good at feeling sensing
    other folks pain and pleasure.. as my ‘significant others’ throughout life suggest
    i have a
    rather
    ‘special’
    touch to give
    as ‘they’ say..
    sure.. there is a whole
    lot more to the flesh and
    blood touch than what meets
    the eye and ear.. extreme empathy
    as far as emotions go too.. where i used
    to not be able to separate my emotions from
    the emotions of an Entire Walmart Store where
    folks live in scarcity so much in misery and suffering
    now to now too.. Public Dance and iPhone Ear Buds surely
    is the
    medicine
    for that as in
    technical speak
    that’s why i got a prescription
    for Dance from my newest Psychiatrist
    to back me up in case someone doesn’t
    believe in Store Management or such that
    that Public Dance is my Wheel Chair so i don’t have
    to Vicariously Feel the Hell of Hundred’s of Folks Misery
    and Suffering as yes.. i Have the Empath Version of Autism..
    not the Version where folks feel other people very little as basically
    objects in
    their environment
    to use.. as on the ‘Wrong
    Planet’ ‘those folks’ admitted to
    that problem and the struggles beyond
    the flesh and blood warm and fuzzy connection
    as i lost that in hell too.. although i had a reference
    point at least in vague words as past of the Heaven of
    Love i Lived before.. it’s true.. some poor souls have no
    Reference Point
    of Heaven NoW
    at all.. and those
    are the ones i wish
    i could help feel and
    sense Heaven the most
    of all now.. as i do understand
    the full emptiness of what they experience
    as at Most a Purgatory Shades of Grey Experience of Life..
    it’s true.. when i
    see ‘Trumps’ like
    this with little Real
    Human Connection of
    Love i see dead people living
    that i wish could come to Heaven now..
    at least for a visit with me.. all warm and fuzzy
    as such with Beyond Rainbow Colors experiencing LifELiGHT too..
    anyWay.. there were other Miscellaneous Health Related Disorders
    eventually tallying up to 20.. all of which with one smell related disorder
    to make 21.. that i continue to Transcend for Heaven now.. and now finally
    Back to Four Decades before age 47.. where my Grandmother’s Best Friend then..
    Uncle Ed as affectionately named by us.. as somewhat of a Surrogate Grandfather
    too.. as both of my Grandfather’s died long before i am born.. yep.. my first view
    in the Funeral Home then.. and before that praying with all my might that
    he would never die when he was sick.. but he was old.. it was his
    Season of Life Natural for Death then.. in his 80’s.. a Ripe
    Old Life lived as a Train Engineer for the
    Federal Government then.. his
    Daughter.. the Editor
    of ‘Woman’s Day’
    and a little two story
    home.. he lived in with
    a spiraling staircase steep
    to his Bedroom that my Grandmother
    Helped Clean with a Picture of a Young Looking
    Wife that he had lost Decades before.. Sadness yes but
    he had friends.. still in his 80’s and they played Cards too
    at his Home and he talked for hours with my Grandmother then
    and her other Elder Relatives too.. back then.. Small Town
    life as everyone’s name was ‘Norm’.. at the Five and Ten
    Dime Store.. Down Town..”Cheers” just a walk from our
    River Front Home.. and yeah.. no
    Air Conditioning much in
    that neighborhood then..
    Hot Water was Boiled
    For Baths so Chilly..
    Front Porches got
    used and
    people actually
    reached out and touched
    their neighbors then with hand
    shakes and hugs hello and goodbye..
    and yes.. they talked for hours on end as most
    of their entertainment then.. smiles and hugs were
    the only reward then.. and as far as i know there were
    not any Bootie Dances but the potential for Closed Doors..
    and sure
    Closets
    too for what
    was or wasn’t
    accepted in public
    purview then.. humans
    are humans they do human
    as humans do.. Nature NoW WiLL
    Have her/his ways in the open or closed still…
    Struggles after that of not being accepted by
    peers.. and obvious concern by a Father that
    i wasn’t growing quickly enough into the man he
    had become.. but sure.. it would have helped if he
    stayed but that’s how life goes too.. a locality where if
    A Boy with a Loving Mother with no Father to say boys can’t
    express emotions.. not even a smile.. Where a Visit to a City
    Park in Middle School Age and in the Hallways of School too are met
    with so-called Onward Christian Soldier Boys of the Southern Baptist
    Style that say.. boy you are the F Word and not Fred if you Dare to smile
    in this town or laugh and you
    gotta be kidding
    you never
    get
    to cry here..
    and if you don’t play
    team sports you can never
    be a real boy either.. sure.. exacerbated
    by the fact that the McDonald’s Cashier
    identified me as Miss at age 12 too..
    me wondering why and confused
    of what it takes not to be
    called Miss then..
    sure..
    about the date
    i convinced my Mother
    to purchase me some Plastic
    and Concrete Weights from K-mart
    as all the Estrogen in a Matriarchal Family
    that consisted almost all of Women.. left me
    with No Male Models or Androgen Enhancing
    Rough and Tumble Play with Aprons Strings
    of Attachment to a Mother where the Father abandons
    the Family where something vital goes amiss that may take
    Decades to regain.. when one Figures out finally how to become
    their own Father if that is what it takes to feel finally comfortable in one’s own skin..
    yeah.. my Father Didn’t Die but what did i know.. at age 3 when he left and didn’t come back..
    i can only vaguely ever remember ever having a live-in Father although my Mother said i was
    so attached to him.. it was like i worshipped him then.. in that case God Left God Left.. God
    didn’t seem
    like God
    Cared
    and after
    that God Visited
    about a Twice a year
    for a Day trip then.. but i can’t
    remember in words and that’s no surprise
    considering i didn’t speak until age 4.. but what
    i do remember is.. i had a hard time of letting anything
    go for most of my life.. even material things for some things
    can’t
    easily
    be replaced
    if ever at all..
    my only Dog Charlie..
    who seemed like my only
    Friend outside of my Immediate
    Family in Middle School then getting out
    of the yard somehow… perhaps wanting to
    meet me at the School Grounds then at my old
    Elementary School where we got off the bus then to walk
    back home.. on the side of the road by the Tennis Courts
    at the City Park.. a place he would never meet me again..
    Riding by on the Bus where Vicki taunted me to the other
    Children saying look look.. he has eyelashes just like a girl..
    anyway.. My Mother and Sister.. we all cried at Charlie’s Passing
    but it was too much.. the only Dog
    who would ever
    be our
    Dog
    For the
    Rest of my Life
    After that… Anyway the
    BesT pARt of all was my Mother
    Gave us Unconditional Love no matter
    what.. she let us be us.. with never any
    musts for what we are to be in life next..
    and that was enough.. enough for me to never
    Give up on life/love then.. but i must admit when my First
    Girl Friend said goodbye on the Dance Floor.. she sixteen..
    me nineteen.. in ’79.. when the Song by Earth Wind And Fire
    named “After the Love is Gone” was being played for the Slow
    Dance when she came close and said i don’t Love you anymore..
    i suppose that’s why i felt a little sad.. when what seemed like a rather
    ‘Wild Girl’ who rather Forced a Bootie Dance on me.. spinning me around like a
    Hot Top and Bottom for a Face to Face Closer Dance with eyes that started to say i like you
    much more than a Bootie
    Dance then.. i didn’t
    want to hurt her
    and push
    her away..
    i engaged her
    as kind as i could
    in a distant enough
    way where she finally said
    Then.. Thanks For the Dance as
    Lord knows who.. i thought the
    Guy she was with stepped up and
    they left with each other then.. who knows2..
    it was ThanksGiving perhaps she was visiting
    Her Cousins and She was really Lonely Looking
    for any love at 2 AM.. i’ll probably never know3 but
    that’s okay for she did leave with a smile and a thank you2
    and that’s a lot better than “After the Love is Gone” for i can relate..
    to being hurt
    by someone
    i love or like
    so much.. too..
    anyway.. i’ve never
    Approached a Woman to
    Dance at Old Seville Quarter
    to Dance as a Married Man Happily
    as such i am.. but i do Love Dance Friends
    who stay Dance Friends and don’t make Life
    into a more Complicated Bootie Dance Way of Life..
    Meanwhile.. men are Grabbing Women in non-consensual
    Ways.. sorry can’t do it.. for i had a Mother who Gave me Sacred
    Love where
    it Naturally
    Follows STiLL NoW
    that all Women are
    Sacred too.. i have a not
    so nice taste in my Heart
    for the Cold Patriarchy in my Red
    State Trump Locality as Emotional
    Intelligence for what Moves us most and
    Best as Love is often missing and does lead
    to early Heart Attacks After Mall Benching Professional
    Sports for Decades of Recreation other than a Moving heART..
    but hey.. i understand
    the Value of Emotional
    Arts so i dance i just dance and sing..
    Yeah.. i lost my Father in 2014.. he lived his
    Life for what he found Good in Life.. particularly the
    purchase of 500 Dollars or so a week in Lottery tickets
    in a Leisure Surely Deserved after working 46 years of
    Law Enforcement with a Florida State Record of doing that
    when he retired at age 69.. spending the Next 11 years doing
    whatever he wanted and the hardest part of Losing him is i never
    got to know
    him and
    he seemed like
    he never wanted to know
    me but you see.. his Form of
    Asperger’s Syndrome was in many
    ways worse than mine.. for his Mother
    who Ran a Nursery told my Mother who wanted
    to Pick up the Crying Baby in the Crib.. Leave that
    Baby alone or he will never learn to live on his own..
    sure my
    Father
    did..
    My Father
    did live on hiS owN..
    surely a Reap of at what
    his Mother also couldn’t fully give..
    as a Young Teenage Mother earlier Married
    to an X-Catholic Priest of her Parish then..
    anyway.. part of the reason i’m here.. so what right do i have
    to complain.. that’s the thing.. it takes a whole lot of Struggle
    and Relatively Speaking a Miracle of Nature and God that any of us HeAR
    exist at all anywHeRe NoW.. so yeah.. i came back from Hell long enough more
    to say Goodbye when i became okay again.. Good Bye to my First Step Mother’s
    Third Husband who we were very close to around Christmas of 2013.. bye to
    my Father before Suddenly Dropping Dead on May 22nd of 2014.. bye
    to Katrina’s Sister around Christmas of 2014.. oh and while i
    was sick in hell.. i missed saying Good Bye to My First
    Step Mother and my Step Sister as she
    succumbed to her Cocaine
    Habit from the
    Inheritance
    she Gained
    from my first
    Step Mother then..
    and my Great Aunt Jettie
    who helped me so much as she
    had more wind in her soul to carry
    a tune of help than i could relate as a human
    being then.. i never really said goodbye.. i just kinda let her go..
    for she was the one who remained strong for me too like my Mother
    and Sister and Katrina no matter what.. and then there was Big Cat Moby
    who i really enjoyed snuggling with too after i fully felt the Warm and
    Fuzzies.. back in February or so of 2015.. and my Aunt Passing
    Away around Christmas of 2016.. Second Cousin of a Drug
    overdose too shortly after that who i never really knew
    And A Greatest Challenge of all as my Mother Started to
    Lose Unexplained Weight in the Summer of 2014..on a steady
    sure decline refusing to go to the Doctor finally falling
    on Valentine’s Day in 2017.. from
    Stage Four Breast
    Cancer undiagnosed
    spread as Bone Cancer
    and finally in a Bleeding Cancer
    in her Brain as she endured it for
    at least two and a half years with at most
    a Bayer Aspirin now and then for what she
    related as Hip Pain then.. and as she endured her
    last days with what the Doctor Described as still a Very
    Strong Heart without any Food or Drink as her Wishes to
    Leave this life with no life support for 8 days.. what she left me
    FULL with is Love.. the Love that a Mother Nourishes.. particularly from
    the young child ages of 0 to 4 with Hugs and Kisses that Never fully truly
    go away and when they do can and will surely come back as Essence More FuLL
    of Mother’s
    Love in
    the Child’s
    Soul forevermore now.. then.. now more..
    and yeah.. During Those 66 Months of Hell before..
    then i faced then what seemed like the surety of Death
    Four times.. once with a Panic Attack in the Hospital..
    once.. at the Start of not being able to Catch my Breath
    Due to Dysautonomia for a Full Day.. and towards the end
    of that Night were i just wanted someone to put me out of my
    misery and that would be enough.. where my Uncle Bob called
    and somehow talked me into Breathing Again.. as everything was
    out of whack about me by then.. and then at the end of my 40 day
    stint with almost no sleep.. after failing to muster the strength to
    Drive either into a Tree or Jump off a Bridge as My Sister found
    me at the Bottom of the Bridge.. then Driving me 80 Miles an Hour
    saying she couldn’t live without a Brother and
    would rather die without me then.. so i said
    no.. not you.. i’ll live for now
    okay.. as i continued
    to think of a way
    to end
    a Dentist
    Drill in my right
    eye and ear.. finally
    Agreeing to go to the Hospital
    as my Family wouldn’t Force that
    Decision on me.. i Refused to take any
    Anti-Anxiety Medication but it was the Ativan
    Pumped into my Veins that finally put me to sleep
    when all was cold and numb and i couldn’t pull even
    another word out of my Head to tell the Nurse i wasn’t
    on any kind of illicit Drug as she kept punching my Chest
    with her Thumb to Get a Response from me then.. i thought for
    sure i would Be Naked Food for Dogs somewhere on the side of a
    Road.. Yeah.. not sleeping for almost Forty Days will put you in mighty
    strange places like a Devil inside that says i gotta die now to escape
    while another voice says you are loved stay you are loved stay and my
    Mother’s
    initial
    Voice
    Won out
    from Gardened
    Childhood Love..
    Yeah.. i appreciate Life and
    i appreciate the Struggles even
    more for it’s True Pain and Numb
    have made me even a Stronger Believer
    and Be-Er oF and as Love Now.. and can/will i Personally Judge
    another Person.. no.. hell no.. i’ve been to hell and i understand
    all the
    Non-Colors
    of hell all too well
    to understand i will never
    fully walk in the shoes of someone
    else’s hell to judge them as any lesser
    than the less i have experienced of life hell too..
    helping to show other folks the way out that’s an Art
    of Love with a mix
    of colors
    dARk to
    LiGht too..
    truly an art more
    than a science that and
    who can and will only be felt
    and sensed best as Giving
    Love Unconditionally Now..
    and yes at nows tougher too..
    anyway.. this is my ThanksGiving
    Story of Numb and Pain as the 25th
    of November is arriving in about 30 Minutes
    as that gives me minutes enough to read what i just
    wrote to see if it makes any comprehensive feel and sense..
    and yeah.. gonna need at least one long song for this.. crossing
    my fingers.. hehe.. now that it will fit in one Word Press Comment
    now for it will surely exhaust what’s left of the FB Profile Pics to fit it in..
    Oh yeah.. and when i was 21.. Recovering
    from Severe Depression off and on
    for about 2 years after my
    First Love Broke
    up with me
    going into a manic
    state then.. with no sleep
    for three Days and given a shot
    of Thorazine as i was talking a little
    bit out of my Head for sure then.. i was
    sure that was the end too.. for my Body was
    So Cold and the Emergency Room Tech couldn’t
    Get a Blood Pressure Reading on me then.. still something
    inside was still living strong something inside that was saying to
    me and not the Doctor’s then.. you will suffer.. you will suffer but one
    Day you will Be Happy in Heaven forevermore now then.. sure.. it wasn’t
    A Good Idea to say that out loud for they thought i was addressing them..
    as a Baker act came next.. a two week stay and only with the help of a Woman
    City Councilman to get out.. who was an extended relative who knew me as the First Sophomore
    in High School along with Another Person that year in School to be put in the National Honor
    Society then.. as the boy as always the apple on the Teacher’s Desk too.. yes..
    Just a Personal
    Prophecy
    of Misery
    and Suffering
    and then Redemption
    that and wHo Would
    eventually now come
    true.. who knows maybe
    one of those times i really
    died and this is Heaven after
    Death…. How would i really know.. how
    does anyone really know.. for even Quantum
    Physics has no real hold on reality as a Hologram
    or whatever it is now.. with all encoded as reality
    in the smallest and the largest of God aLL NoW and
    all that Super-Normal comes to be as reaLiTy now too.. i feel
    i sense.. i Love Without Fear and that’s enough if it is to
    be like
    my Uncle
    Told me
    it’s up to me..
    And for now that’s
    How Life Works for me iN HeaVeN isREaL..
    And nah.. i didn’t Forget my Son Ryan as already
    talked too so far in this TG MacroVerse now.. at the end
    of his 51 days.. Cradling Him in my Arms the First and last
    time not hooked up to Machines with the Mercy of his last
    Heart Beat out
    of Pain
    now..still
    it’s true..
    Death Sleeps NoW as
    Peace out of Misery and Suffering Most..
    My Wife couldn’t Bear to Hold Him.. and i
    suppose the only reason i could was Because of mY Mother.. HeART fELt
    Yeah.. it kinda pisses me off still when i see people Disrespect Women..
    but i understand
    why for they
    could not
    have
    possibly
    been loved as
    much as i was by my Mother..:)

    Reply
15. Himali Shah says:

    November 25, 2017 at 11:45 AM

    Yellow boy looks so comfy 🙂 I love your beautiful garden, Fred xx Kat looks so pretty… Helllloooooooooooove Fred , Kat & Yellow Boy !

    Reply
    • katiemiafrederick says:

      November 25, 2017 at 3:09 PM

      Helloooove HiMaLi Again
      Not only Once A FriEnd..
      in Returning online today
      As a Visit with me at my Blog
      Home but also twice and thrice
      with Comment Responses
      On Her Blog
      too.. wait..
      two not three
      for i am counting
      the Comment yet
      to come in response
      to the Post on 27 Traits
      of Himali in Being Human
      on Her 27th Birthday this Month..
      Hmm.. hehe.. perHaps i’m Psychic
      at least in getting ahead of my words..
      Anyway.. i’m Glad You Enjoyed the Ever Flowering
      Garden Eternally All year Now of Florida Milder Winter
      Weather.. And Yellow Boy is an Expert on Comfy.. Keeping
      Laps Warm of what you compliment as Kat pretty.. Yes.. Fred..
      Kat and Yellow
      Boy are
      Very Happy
      to Have you as
      A Surprise Thanks
      Giving Friend to an
      oPen Table oF LiFE FReED
      And my hopes and wishes are
      alWays sAMe with you too my
      Extra Kinda
      and
      Brave FriEnd..
      Keep Going for you
      are only 27.. So Young
      With the World at your Fingers
      And Athletic Toes all housed in
      Royal Purple Athletic Shoes and Velvet Purple Skirt..
      i Have Close to a Photographic Colored Memory and Royal Purple
      is Very
      Hard
      to Forget
      WitH More SMiLeS
      mY FriEnd For Your 27th Birthday Now..
      Thanks For Stopping By and Wading down
      57 Thousand or So Words through Draft Comments
      hAha.. A Thousand Words for every year of my LiFE..
      And 300 or so Photos to say Hi today.. Hehe..
      it Can take
      a whole
      Lot of
      Work
      to be mY
      friEnd these days..
      Oh yeah.. and PS.. i really missed
      you but not as much as the first time
      around as it seems like now you will
      always come
      back
      to
      be my FriEnd..
      that surely doesn’t
      alWays Happen.. Thanks for That..
      As i am only DanCinGSinGinG Farther Out of A Box
      tHaT’s Harder for most folks to join.. as EsCaPE..
      but sure A
      Price of
      Free
      is never Cost Free..:)

      Reply
      • Himali Shah says:

        November 28, 2017 at 2:22 AM

        Thank you a million for this most precious birthday wish Fred. I have never met you or Kat, but I feel like you are my family 🙂 Hugs

        Reply
        • katiemiafrederick says:

          November 28, 2017 at 8:02 AM

          Hey..
          Everyone
          With Wings
          Is
          Directly
          PArt of
          Our
          Family..:)

          Reply
16. katiemiafrederick says:

    November 25, 2017 at 12:55 PM

    God Art and Love
    Breathes is LiFE
    IS Change
    Means no End
    God and Art Laugh Same
    As Love When Trapped iN
    A Book With The End A Word
    True Art No End
    Begins of
    Mean
    Book Ends Definitely a Metaphor
    for What Happens When Love
    and Art and God
    And
    Generally
    Speaking Creativity
    Becomes A Systemizing
    Science of Same.. Trust me or
    Not True Original Creativity is
    Quantum
    Magic
    Beyond Any Systemizing
    Science that if ever there
    is Proof For God Original
    True Creativity is it
    that Streams
    that Flows
    River
    as
    Waves of Ocean Whole..
    True it’s what sets Man apART from Tools as Machines..
    True it’s what sets God and Art and Love Separate than what
    can fully
    be
    experienced
    in all forms that Humans
    Create as Abstract Constructs
    that only Approximate the Inner Essence Experience
    of God and Art and Love as Generally Speaking Creativity.. sure
    anyone can improve on what i say for i see an Open Source God
    And Art and Love as Generally Speaking Creativity.. and you bet Human
    Lust for all of
    Living
    is base
    is core
    at the Pyramid
    of ever rising God
    and Art and Love and
    Generally Speaking Human
    Nature at the Capstone of Human
    Potential in all seeing eyes of Creativity More
    aLWays Means Beginning never ending end now..
    True Original Creativity can and will Be Shallow or Deep
    perhaps just a Drum Beat and a Simple Rhythm of Dance
    and a Chant of a Few Words over and over until a Meditative
    Moving Ascendent Transcendent Ecstatic Mind and Body Higher
    Awareness comes.. Pure Genius
    Yes as Art
    in Rap
    Songs
    where some
    folks see shallow
    Others Dance Beyond
    iNFiniTY Free in Bliss
    in Nirvana.. Satori
    Kundalini
    Rising
    Pow Wow
    Tribal Dances in
    all Hemisphere and Longitude
    ways from Head to toe Prana
    the Chi Ki Qi Force comes
    to be all metaphors for
    an Indian Great
    Spirit
    Come to Life as Reality NoW within..
    inside.. outside.. above.. so below.. and all around..
    so.. are all these deep Deep Long Form Poem Ways
    in even longer Record Ways of Modern Fruition Necessary
    For the Essence of the Experience of Heaven within.. Hell no
    just a
    Rihanna
    Song
    Will Do..
    Something about Umbrella
    Orange Encompassing all like Raindrops
    of Sparks in the Fire Light of Heaven Uncovered
    Experienced as Time out of Time Distance out of Distance
    Space out of Space Beyond Infinity Now Pure Love Agape Arrives all Free
    God is in the
    room and
    the Room is you..
    now of course for those
    with ‘tight anal sphincters”
    as a Rather Very Crude Metaphor
    for uptight as yes that’s not the only
    physical or spiritual pART affected
    in effect for being closed minded
    and bodied is a state of being
    not only from head to
    toe butt Beyond
    Infinity
    too
    as Pure Agape Open
    Love For ALL as a Systemizing
    Science Material Reductionist might
    warn.. don’t be that way and let your brains
    fall out.. in other words.. Neocortical Control
    in Frontal Lobe way that becomes so restricted
    that folks have to Drink Alcohol or do some kind of
    other external substance to unleash and let Go and
    finally feel and sense life more.. and yes.. Generally Speaking
    as far as Creativity goes more Unwinding tHeir Free and Wild Loving
    God
    Nature
    within as
    Super Normal PluS
    Being Human For now..
    open up and live or close down
    and die as life that’s part of why ‘Bud’
    ‘Light’ signs are displayed most everywhere you go..
    just imagine if ‘they’ could Dance and Sing like little old
    me.. Black Friday would never come for Drug Makers
    of all kinds
    they would
    be in
    the Red
    with nothing to sale
    as Free comes Free..
    yeah.. i understand it might
    be offensive for some to hear
    this but keep in mind i’ve lived 57 years
    as your parents tell you stuff like this too..
    there was once a day when i had to have Four
    Beers to muster up enough Freedom to even walk into
    a Dance Hall with Two More Drinks before the courage to Dance
    somewhat
    free but
    still too
    rigid
    to raise
    my hands above my head
    to reach up to the sky as God within Free.. NoW
    And in College approaching 19 years then of total
    School in Official Transcripted ways.. so many years
    of Systemizing Science Mind of Downloading Facts
    from Lectures and Books.. A Spark of Writing in
    A Contest Winning Original Christmas Story
    in Middle School among two homerooms
    of 80.. Writing A Play and Acting
    in it too in Middle School too..
    Snuffed out by a Patriarchal
    Culture that threatened
    i would/will never
    succeed
    With a Freedom of
    Art in even the least basics
    of so-called Science in Being a Man..
    threatened as such by even the art of the smile..
    off into College as a Freshman lit up shortly in a
    Philosophy Class with another Flow iN StreAM oF
    Consciousness Writing from Supraorganism of Mind..
    sure.. it’s hard to explain but never the less when you
    experience it you understand what Magic Finally is
    as the words pour out without any preplanning
    and effort as you next ask yourself
    who the hell wrote that as
    i never met
    the
    real me before..
    all self-actualized
    if only for a half an hour
    or whatever it takes beyond
    Infinity of space.. time or distance..
    to become one with all eternally then/now..
    hand in hand with God and when Dancing Feet
    to Feet with God sAMe and Different alWays Changing too..
    Okay.. so i write a 5 Million Plus Word Longest Long Form Poem
    Ever that doubles as a Bible with several Subchapters of Baby Bibles
    of that Mother along with the Father as 12 Million Words online now as
    my 7 Year Birthday of Living online in Words and Photos and Videos
    of all kinds of
    Art comes
    to Fruition now..
    As the Wife Katrina who
    i often Lovingly Refer to as
    Egyptian Goddess Isis incarnate
    on Earth now who says don’t compare
    me to that Woman as she thinks she’s not
    that attractive.. ugh.. First World Problems
    of Staying Born Pretty never needing
    Make-up Believe for Beautiful
    Still now at age 47.. anyway
    as she says who cares..
    who in the World
    would ever
    wanna
    do that anyway but you..
    and all that Public Dance at 8400
    Miles Plus in 51 Months of that too..
    and that’s key to Original Creativity
    you.. yes you.. are an original Flavor of
    God not yet met.. in the so-called Real World Now..
    and Brave.. yes Brave for even Biology and Modern
    Science as i will also leave a YouTuBe Modern Discussion
    about the Difficulty of Being Creative in a Modern Technology
    Filled World.. along with two links to some very Artistic Human
    Produced Endeavors that i met on the Wrong Planet by actual
    Very Original Creative Artists there that will never be matched
    or bought either for it is so far out of the Box but Worth
    Sharing by me for i can see deeper than most
    simply for i take the effort to do it then and
    now still leaving no stones unturned
    of out of the Box Creativity even
    if it comes from areas
    i don’t agree with
    at all
    for there was also another Fellow
    who used a Neanderthal Theory
    of Autism to suggest that Folks from Africa
    and the Middle East had inferior Genes compared
    to Folks on the Autism Spectrum with their unique
    and artistic talents that have come to be.. not realizing
    that it is the Environment that counts most and the more
    there is scarcity and rigid controls in all Systemizing
    Science ways of Rigid Culture and Religions
    particularly those Dark Age Cultures
    and Religions in Victorian
    Ways that attempt
    to Corset
    Lust and
    make it illegal to
    be Human with a Libido
    as a Source of all Human Creativity
    and Productivity that Free Lust for Life
    in all the ways that comes both literally and
    metaphorically as a Free Organism of Life..
    in other ways of saying that word of life
    like a Big Bang of Creativity and
    Human Productivity too..in
    Human ways
    of Creativity
    and Productivity
    and yes.. greater Social
    Cooperation too in abundance
    without the scarcity of misery loves company
    and blowing folks up for Brain Washing Dreams
    for what becomes illegal of Freedom to Do on
    Earth in Heaven now.. God experiences a Giant
    Face Palm whenever one attempts to Chain
    God Nature Wild and Free in Human
    now but that’s what fear does..
    snuffs out all that’s Free
    and Loving Wild
    now..
    snuffs out
    Human Potential
    in Creativity and Productivity
    and even Social Cooperation
    without some so called Divisions
    of Religions Blowing up other Divisions
    of the Same Religion who disagree with the
    Style of Religious and Cultural Clothes of Rules
    or Freer Ways of life one opposed to the other in
    a path
    to
    Death
    as the Sword
    Rules over Life
    And more Humans
    Die in Misery Loves Company
    for nothing at all but Fear and Hate..
    so do i expect my Bible and Long Form Poem
    to sell.. hell no.. i’ll never sell the “SonG oF mY SoUL”
    to any Devil of Money.. and trust me in a World where the
    New Standard For Deeper ways of Looking at the World
    is 280 Characters i hold no illusions that breaking the rules of the
    Standard of Group think Pay Anything mostly but other folks saying
    who the hell would wanna do what you do anyway but you.. for i am free
    and you
    is you
    and
    me is Different
    now and Free to DO
    more and not restricted
    to what you do now.. as this
    is the Beauty of Freedom of Expression
    in Free Countries.. we get to be the Free God
    that and who Lives within us as unique Star Point
    of Light never duplicated ever before or ever again
    as each Unique Now of Creativity is ever Changing Colors
    Beyond Rainbow Restrictions now.. Being originally Creative in years
    before often meant just doing it for the means of the art of the moment
    in a way that would never be Shared or Given to others Free like an Emily
    Dickinson Poem Shuffled Away in Drawers never to be seen again until
    the Fortune of Seeking and Finding New Creativity comes and is finally
    appreciated more.. by others.. now.. tHeRe are Free Avenues to share
    and Give in ways like YouTube and Blogs.. where money need
    no longer Be A Part of the Creative Pie.. these are the
    days that Every Truly Free and Original Artist
    Dreams of then and now.. for we
    understand we do Art
    for God within…
    We are not LooKinG
    for a Target Audience to sell
    our SoUL.. We just want to be and express
    all of this Gift of Life that comes to be We now..
    I do all of this in Direct Conduit of Thanks Giving
    WitH God.. and sure there are enough Creative Souls
    of We Whole in the World to share and give some of this
    aLL oF OuR soUL too from head to toe and more.. all Free now
    MoRE WitH no restraints harming no one else as there is an off switch
    on this Bible and no one is Forced to read/see by Penalties up to Death..
    Yeah.. it’s also True that Walt Whitman.. Was a Real Prophet and part of
    no Cultural Church or Religion for he predicted the Priests of the Cosmos
    would come as Free Lance Artists of God but where he got it Wrong is where
    many Open Minded and Bodied Folks still do.. For the Conservative more Closed
    Minded Rigid Rule Makers for a Society that is Controlled more by Guidelines so
    one Person’s Brand and Way of Creativity doesn’t snuff out another potential much
    Different way of Creativity
    or just the choice
    and will
    for those
    Folks who for whatever
    Reason or Art find no way
    to Create now and would rather
    have no pART of any Art now to
    be as Happy as they will be or not..
    not all humans live in abundance and the more
    scarcity there is in ways of obtaining Subsistence
    and Shelter and even Mates the more rules there are
    required to Survive in Large Populations of Human Beings
    so even more Pain and Suffering in Misery Loves Company
    will not come now.. It’s Reality Conservative is often necessary
    For Base Surviva..l it can be a Hard Red Pill for some to swallow
    NoW or a Green Pill of Balance out of Just Blue too.. but it’s the way
    Life Works as Even Science is starting to show now.. Humans are
    not evolved well to live in Scarcity of Large Populations either so
    A price of Living Out of Balance as Nature Evolves us for areas of
    the Environment That Are Abundant with Much Smaller Groups
    of Human Beings Who Live A More Naked Dance
    of LiFE in Giving and Sharing all in a Song
    that is Free that Works.. it’s like the
    Matrix Series of Movies on
    Philosophy says
    too.. not everyone can or
    will unplug to Pure and Original
    Creativity now but those who can and
    will.. will do it for the DeLiGht of the Fruition
    of Heaven now.. no.. i am not sorry for BeinG
    Free and Quite Frankly i’m Titanium now.. i’ve got
    this ‘Stuff’ Figured out for me at least NoW unplugged
    and if ya wanna ride aLong with me in LiGht you are Welcome
    if not that’s fine.. please find a way that works for you.. i am free and i am
    not sorry
    for
    just being
    all of me i can and will Be iN
    As Love Wild and God FReED..
    Meanwhile.. i am Glad someone continues to Pave the Road
    And Prepare me a way to do all of this.. Hats off to the Construction workers too..
    You are doing a Great Job.. And i hope whatever it takes you are even Happier than me..
    and if you
    want to sure
    go ahead.. Write
    a Poem/Bible Longer than
    now than me.. the challenge is out
    for that but i’m not gonna hold my Breath..
    in this life at least.. i will continue to Breathe Free.,
    Titanium
    i AM
    2.. pART oF aLL ALiVE..NoW..FReED..
    And yes Officially Today.. 11.25.2017
    “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM’
    Yep.. took a lot of Words to get a Title for this that Works
    but that’s what i do.. i never give up and get the JOB DoNE..
    and as
    far as
    i kNoW
    FeeL and
    SeNSE tHaT’s
    wHat God Does too..
    so.. i only RefLecT tHis GifT BacK..
    like the Army Says All i can and WiLL Be iN aS LoVE NoW..:)

    https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B3dPqM3qgNSiY3p5TmFRMjhSekdyaV8wWUw0MTZiUQ/view

    Click to access andrewbook-download.pdf

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17. katiemiafrederick says:

    November 25, 2017 at 2:40 PM

    https://decodinghappyness.com/2017/11/25/perks-of-dating-a-geek/

    Not only a Photo of a Newly
    Minted Beauty at 27 years
    of Age in Sporty
    Royal
    Purple
    Attire with
    Athletic Shoes
    to Match a Velvet
    Dress obviously Very
    Very Physically Fit Head to Toes…
    Yes.. a Resume for Human now
    That speaks more than a Pretty
    Face And Fashionable Leisure
    Wear.. But a Hint.. A Studious
    Focused Face too.. Obviously
    Looking Down at Professional
    Notes.. Smiling with no Relatable
    Fears to SHow.. oF Anxiety heAR..
    27 Notes of Humanity Potential for
    27 Years.. Birthday Comes now in the
    11th Month.. November 2017.. and yes
    Speaking of 11’s.. 11 in Rank Famous
    out of all the Certified Accountant Finals
    in India in July of 2013.. 560 Marks earned
    not far at all away from the most Marks earned
    at 575.. hmm.. i was number 11 out of a Class of
    381 in High School.. Tied with my Best Friend Lynn..
    what a Surprise that was to have in common so at least
    as Friends we share the Number 11 in at least one way now..
    too.. hehe.. i am
    so fortunate
    to finally
    Have
    A Famous
    Friend Online but
    What i Love most about
    Himali.. is her Kind and Courage
    too.. and i am Very Happy that Himali
    Will Be Able to Choose a Prospective Husband
    who allows her to be free in Continuing her Resume
    of Humanity now.. for she is highly Qualified as Human
    And will have to Work Very Hard to Find a Suitable Match for her..
    but it’s true
    often
    suitable
    matches are
    totally opposite so
    perhaps the match
    won’t even like Numbers..
    Surely God will Find just the
    Magic For Himali that Helps
    Her Search.. Meanwhile.. She WiLL
    Continue to Fulfill Her Human Potential
    in Both Numbers and Art too..anYWay.. Hellooove
    HiMaLi.. my Famous Online Accountant Friend and
    Also Famous in Art of Being Human to me too.. Nice
    to See You Making your Mark Again Online For Free..:)

    sMiLes.. WiNks tHis is a
    Best Case Effort For
    Kat-Fred to
    Rock
    iN A
    Famous LooKinG Pic..
    Like HiMaLi.. So Glam
    WitH GRaVaTaR SMiles2..;)

    Helloooove HiMaLi Again
    Not only Once A FriEnd..
    in Returning online today
    As a Visit with me at my Blog
    Home but also twice and thrice
    with Comment Responses
    On Her Blog
    too.. wait..
    two not three
    for i am counting
    the Comment yet
    to come in response
    to the Post on 27 Traits
    of Himali in Being Human
    on Her 27th Birthday this Month..
    Hmm.. hehe.. perHaps i’m Psychic
    at least in getting ahead of my words..
    Anyway.. i’m Glad You Enjoyed the Ever Flowering
    Garden Eternally All year Now of Florida Milder Winter
    Weather.. And Yellow Boy is an Expert on Comfy.. Keeping
    Laps Warm of what you compliment as Kat pretty.. Yes.. Fred..
    Kat and Yellow
    Boy are
    Very Happy
    to Have you as
    A Surprise Thanks
    Giving Friend to an
    oPen Table oF LiFE FReED
    And my hopes and wishes are
    alWays sAMe with you too my
    Extra Kinda
    and
    Brave FriEnd..
    Keep Going for you
    are only 27.. So Young
    With the World at your Fingers
    And Athletic Toes all housed in
    Royal Purple Athletic Shoes and Velvet Purple Skirt..
    i Have Close to a Photographic Colored Memory and Royal Purple
    is Very
    Hard
    to Forget
    WitH More SMiLeS
    mY FriEnd For Your 27th Birthday Now..
    Thanks For Stopping By and Wading down
    57 Thousand or So Words through Draft Comments
    hAha.. A Thousand Words for every year of my LiFE..
    And 300 or so Photos to say Hi today.. Hehe..
    it Can take
    a whole
    Lot of
    Work
    to be mY
    friEnd these days..
    Oh yeah.. and PS.. i really missed
    you but not as much as the first time
    around as it seems like now you will
    always come
    back
    to
    be my FriEnd..
    that surely doesn’t
    alWays Happen.. Thanks for That..
    As i am only DanCinGSinGinG Farther Out of A Box
    tHaT’s Harder for most folks to join.. as EsCaPE..
    but sure A
    Price of
    Free
    is Never Cost Free..:)

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18. katiemiafrederick says:

    November 25, 2017 at 3:39 PM

    Facebook Friend Cris Speaks to an Intelligent
    Question that is rather a Potential Loaded one2..
    heHe.. as Far as what the Function of Government
    is and if our Government is Successful in providing
    for the Needs of its Citizens as of course as i ELaBoRaTE
    a Little MoRE HeAR.. we are living a Brand New Human Experiment
    as Automation Replaces the Social Roles and Jobs for Subsistence that
    Humans once more easily gained from Employers that saw their Employees
    More as Social Humans who have the intrinsic need to Move and Connect
    and Create in actually Seeing and Touching the Response of those they
    Help in achieving Basic Subsistence and even a Thrive of life then
    and now same but so different now that there is a disconnect
    of what we work to do and where that work goes next
    to eventually Help or Hurt other Flesh and
    Blood Human Beings.. in other words
    Unemployment rates even if they
    go lower have little to nothing
    to do with if Human Being is
    being fulfilled as Naturally Evolved
    to Survive and even Thrive in Moving
    Connecting and Creating now.. we have some
    real problems and if they are not addressed Fairly..
    Soon.. Mosque-Like Explosions aS Surely as Southern
    Baptist Reins of Terror in Domestic Terrorism will be next
    to come more.. take away social roles.. take a way Jobs and put
    Folks in a Greater Environment of Scarcity and it may be ‘your’
    More Uptown Church in all the ways that comes as human binds
    next for those Humans.. particularly males.. who no longer feel they
    have a place to move and connect and create toGeTher to Make LifE ReaL..
    so.. anyway in words shorter i go on to say..
    alWays with a Novel Potential of Writing
    in my Back Pocket in Case anyone
    cares to pursue an issue in longer form
    of thinking and caring and Art with me now..

    So i return in saying another longer than
    ‘normal’ MesSage in Facebook StreAM of thOught..

    For now but it is the opinion of some
    Politicians that only the already
    Rich Rate for Welfare in
    Terms
    of
    Tax Hand-outs..
    but hey.. We Vote
    for what we get and
    Ignorance doesn’t always
    do the math to arrive at the bottom
    line of what
    Souls are
    really saying..
    Yes.. All Good Governments
    Provide for the Welfare of the Well Being
    of their Citizens other than Reverse
    Robin Hoods
    of the
    Ghettos of Poor Souls Rich With Filthy Money..:)

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19. katiemiafrederick says:

    November 26, 2017 at 9:56 AM

    Windows into the Souls of otHeRS
    otherWise kNoWn as mind
    and body and all
    else
    of existence
    experience now..
    sure as ‘they’ say God..
    as i casually go on to say..
    We most all get the option to
    Create a ReaLiTy of Love Hope and
    Joy and sAdly some of us take the other
    rather generalized
    option
    of
    Fear and Hate
    and Misery Loves Company
    by our very will in fear to look within
    openly for answers and keep going when
    the answers do not match the Paradigm we’ve
    been given all our life.. an open mind and body is
    an extremely valuable resource to find the answers and
    not all folks as even Science sHows are open source Human
    Beings as tHeRe
    is a spectrum
    that moves
    from
    someone like
    me to someone fixed
    as a Machine in never Changing
    Machine of literal interpretations of Books
    ’cause someone else said so for the fAct is
    take and read a book of any kind and start a round
    table discussion and one will end up with those who
    attribute factors to a flat earth and others who create
    Nirvana with a Dance of Life out of one word in that Book..
    whatever the
    book is
    it is
    Clear that We
    Color the pAges based
    on our experiences and what
    we are fed in life as far as what we
    lEarn that tastes good often reinforced
    by the merits fed to us by other folks like
    that first bitter taste of beer or choke of cigarette
    that folks overcome for the addiction of what they NoW
    eventually
    find as
    Pleasure
    and the ‘tween
    of that in spectrum
    of living too.. but as
    far as what binds us for
    Social Cohesion.. no matter
    iF iT iS A Holy and Sacred Full
    of Meaning and Purpose Scientific
    Method for the Cohesive Religious
    Force Among Scientists or a Common Focus
    on an only Son Man God as Jesus more clearly
    Visible as a Soldier Sun God in Days of Early Roman
    Empire Catholic Expanding Christian Soldiers who kill
    for opportunities for more Territory.. Subsistence.. Shelter
    and Potential Mates as we particularly continue to see this
    among those
    who would
    also Love to
    Expand a ‘Muslim’
    Empire in Sects of Killing
    Violence away from Love and
    Peace.. no different really than the
    History of the so-called Peaceful Loving
    Christian Religion that burned so called Heretics/Pagans
    to the stake with just enough ‘Weapons of Mass Killing”
    like Semi to Automatic Grade Weapons.. to ‘mow ’em all down’
    in the old days of killing for materialistic gains way for power
    and status too.. and of course we have drones now that are
    fabulous for
    button pushers
    but not so fabulous
    for Civilian Casualties
    and the such of Death
    as that in Killing Ways..
    True.. Overall.. Humans
    Have not evolved
    as one would
    have
    hoped they
    would with so many
    so-called religions of
    Hope and Love for Peace
    and Harmony now but of course
    if one reads any of the Books of these
    Abrahamic Religions Literally it is very easy
    to interpret them for Justification to Kill others
    for what it says literally in those books to Expand
    Power and Status and General Materialistic Gains for those
    Folks not Saturated in Feeding and Watering a Garden of Empathy
    Sympathy and Compassion in General Warm and Fuzzy Nurturing Feelings as LoVE
    And Senses for the Rest of Humanity and Nature aLL.. but of course that is much
    more likley
    to come in
    A Small Indian
    Tribe All Naturally
    With Creeks Teeming with
    Plenty of Fish to eat By a Warm
    Beach where everyone shares and
    gives for common search for subsistence
    and shelter and mates coming to fruition with
    plenty of common holy and sacred meaning and
    purpose that everyone shares/give to get the Jobs dONe
    toGEThER that make LiFE Work iN both Survive of Foraging
    And Thrive of Dancing close to Naked TogeTheR by a Campfire
    Moonlit Night of Hope Love and Joy.. hmm.. Reminds me of the Dance
    On Thursday Night
    And the Basic Instinct
    of Love and Lust and how
    What seemingly was a highly
    Intoxicated Woman in the Second
    paRT of that Rise that Force of Basic
    Instinct of a Human Minding their own
    Business Dancing with an Exotic Dance
    that starts at one’s Knees rises and falls
    and rises again.. and turns around face
    to face for more of this Basic Instinct
    of Life but then there is Love and
    the Bonding Force of that
    with a Wife that says
    this is as far as
    i go as
    Love is the Binding
    Force that is stronger
    than Lust when two folks are
    pair bonded for life.. sure.. it helps to
    stay sober for surely the instinct of lust
    is intoxicating enough all by itself and i have
    no idea if that woman was drinking anything at all
    But She Surely Brought that Basic Human Instinct of Lust
    as Force to me that night in a Very Wild and Free Intoxicating
    way that can surely be re-focused and used for other Creativity
    than Basic Human Reproduction.. seriously.. you should see how
    ‘great i dance’ after the Bootie Dancer moves the other way..
    hehe.. anyway.. as far as Existential Intelligence Goes.. i
    Understand my Human Nature and i understand
    the Science of Lust and Love for yes
    there is empirical data that suggests
    that Lust in Males particularly
    is A Source oF aLL Human
    Creativity and Productivity
    And With Women Lust is more a
    Source that inspires Cooperation.. particularly
    Among Women as the More Gathering pArt ToGEtheR
    For a Forage of Life in how that goes in Modern Life too..
    one can see this in rather small Groups of Bonobos as the
    Matriarchal Power and Force comes STiLL From Groups of Female
    Bonobos Cooperating for the Forage and Males mostly relegated
    as ‘Sex Slaves’ and Hunters for High Protein Prey and other ways
    of Helping to Gather Together for the Daily Overall Subsistence
    And after the Jobs are done they kick back and relax
    as most really smART other Animals otHeR
    Than HUman BeinGs who work
    80 Hours a Week in a
    High Powered Law
    Firm Do.. heHe..
    So.. How
    smART Are
    HUmANs REaLLy
    NoW iN Terms of Hope and
    Love and Joy Loves Company
    of sAMe/DiFFeReNT or those who work work work work
    for Green Stuff and rarely ever get a break of Joy
    iN LiFE.. Yes.. the Pure Joy oF A Free Dance on a Thursday
    Night with JusT aNoTHeR Happy Go Lucky Bootie Dancer of Life..
    Fortunately.. my Life Long Pair Bonder the Katrina Laughs off the
    Bootie Dancing as an Innocent Part of Human Nature but of course
    when you never age what is there to Be Jealous of unless you are
    a Woman attempting to steal you away from your wife.. hehe.. no..
    it doesn’t happen everyday that a 47 year old Woman can
    Still Pass for a College Student Every day.. but hey
    as the Legend Goes.. heHe.. by Modern
    Mythology only hAha.. i was
    very poor when i
    met Katrina
    so i promised
    her if she married
    me she would never
    age and voila mission
    accomplished if only at
    the after the effect Mythological
    Story NoW for fulfilling prophecies
    that are self made after the fact of life
    now.. as Lord knows just read the Bible and
    see how many times the concrete evidence is that
    someone just said it in A Book.. And you can arrive at
    almost any comment section of a Controversial You Tube
    Video and find Big Foot
    Believers
    and
    Nihilists
    in the same
    Case Study Sample and
    as a Free Lance Anthropologist now
    too.. amazed at how Humans Create their
    own realities with a ‘little help’ from their friends
    And to seriously be so arrogant to think that the reality
    you and your friends have created is the only one that is
    valid as far as Sacred and Holy Texts goes is to completely
    miss the essence of ReaLiTy in Creating it now as Groups and Individuals
    still for the Forms we Create to represent our ReaLiTies sET iN stONe.. anYWay..
    wHat i know for sure is no matter how much i Love my Wife the instinct for
    reproduction is so strong that it still turns me on when a strange woman
    who is rather attractive makes that attraction 10 times stronger
    by starting at my knee with her buttocks and rubbing
    up and in and down and up and in over and
    over very vigorously until i react
    and she spins me around
    face to face
    hypnotically
    looking into my shades
    with eyes so big and shiny
    hehe.. gotta Love Human Nature..
    she not fully realizing that mostly i am
    A Participant Observer Anthropologist Poet
    out in the Field like John Nash in a Book excited
    to report his Human Nature finding in a Poem in
    the next few days.. i’ve been a rather Cerebral
    Poetic and even Romantic thinking
    Dude as that spans
    the Depth
    of Intellect
    to the Poetry
    of Loving Still
    Ocean eyes of intoxicating
    tingling feelings and senses
    from head to toe.. but what i can and
    will i say other than i am Scientist and
    Artist too.. and it’s True not unlike John Nash
    in a Bar as soon as i stArt to ELaBorATe in Vocal
    Speak of Intellect the thrill is suddenly gone for the
    other party in More Romantic Flow.. yeah.. it was like that
    for me in school.. most of the Girls thought i was strange when
    i went all on my ‘Sheldon Cooper’ Fred-talks of Life until i went
    to the Beta Club Convention for Nerds in South Florida in the
    Spring all tanned from my isolated walks on the Beach Hair
    Sunlit Blonde more.. leaving my ‘Napoleon Dynamite’
    Wire Frames in the Hotel Room going
    to the Convention Dance and
    a Young Woman who
    had never
    heard me
    talk latching onto
    me like Glue as a Young
    Man’s Dreams of Ecstasy
    comes more true even in just
    A Body Close Kiss that lasts nearly
    all night long with no Fred-Talk at all..
    then.. as i can’t remember her name but i’ll
    never forget that all night kiss.. yes that
    stayed fully clothed for after all it was A
    Convention For Nerds that were after
    all is said and done Human too
    More than just a Math
    Equation Making
    Machine.. those
    were still
    the days
    And it’s always nice
    to come to find i am still Human
    too.. hehe.. even with all the Scientist
    Still mixed in with the Artist but anyway
    i’ll Have to add in the John Nash Video Clip
    as it was pretty obvious ‘that girl’ was waiting
    for a Kiss too that never was ever gonna happen..
    hey.. i tell everyone in that Club i’m 57 and Married
    NoW when the Music is not so Loud they can’t hear me..
    And word gets around.. but this is the first time i ever saw
    that Woman.. not unlike the Young Woman down south at the Nerd Convention..
    So what’s my conclusion.. Girl Power.. Matriarchy is coming back as suggested
    by a link i provided by an out of the box scientist early in this MacroVerse as Cycles
    go in Evolution in the same generation even.. when the Environment requires it
    for continuing Human Survival for when Women Cooperate and stand toGeTHeR
    iT Makes a Culture Stronger for the Truth is the Nurturing Power of Love
    that Hormonally speaKing in evolution.. the Female Gender
    is overall better at accomplishing in life is the Glue
    that has always kept Societies Flourishing
    Stronger together.. and these
    Bootie Dances
    are simply
    Women
    shoWinG
    tHeir Dominance
    in Society once again overall
    just like the influx of Women Power
    Bonding Together and Showing the Abuse
    that men in power and status use for non-consensual
    acts of sexual pleasure.. i cannot even imagine paying a stripper
    for a lap dance for i am an empath and get no pleasure if am just
    an object for a buck when the other person ain’t turned on at all..
    i Feel the other Person’s
    Pleasure and
    that is
    the most
    intoxicating
    part of all to me..
    without that there is
    nothing at all for me for i
    cannot view the other person
    just as another object for personal selfish gain..
    So.. sure.. i am very happy that Young Woman enjoyed her Dance..
    Snd if only John Nash had at least learned to Dance as hey Napoleon
    Dynamite Did it and ‘Sheldon’ has been observed doing that at least in a Country
    Music SonG Inspired Dance on his Show.. And that might have been enough to save John
    Nash
    from
    GoinG
    Bonkers in
    the opposing created
    ReaLiTy oF A Bootie Dance
    that works but of course the Real
    Dude John Nash was nothing like a
    Russell Crowe in real life for its’ True2.. Nerds
    can be attractive to the opposite sex too as long
    as they keep their mouth shut.. hehe.. unless the
    other person is a Nerd too..
    And of
    course
    if they Learn
    to Dance And
    actuAlly JusT Do it too..
    just some things i think about
    on Sunday Morning Before Katrina
    says get your ass off that Computer
    or we are gonna be late to Church but
    hey i have A StRing of Days of Doing the Writing
    And Photography Work NoW of Producing the Longest
    Ever Current Long Form Poem named “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. As A
    Bible too Fully illustrated for 51 Months in over 5 Million
    Words and around 130K Total Photos included and linked
    With Thousands of YouTube Videos and other Miscellaneous
    Links for Wisdom and Beauty and Science too.. And i stARTed all this
    when LiVinG iN Hell on Earth with 19 Medical Disorders.. still considered
    Legally and Medically Permanently Disabled with Asperger’s Syndrome
    and Bi-Polar Disorder too.. On the Wrong Planet on November 25th of
    2010 as i continue to Celebrate A 7 Year-Old Birthday of Existence in
    Writing and Photographs Uploading my Soul as a Free ‘Auto-Biography
    Roving’ Dude for now.. without stop for a total of 2555 Days NoW iN A
    String of Never Ending Beauty and Wisdom hehe.. for how many really outstanding Poets
    And other Artists/Scientists are there wHo didn’t have a touch or hug of Both of these so-called
    out of the Box Human Disorders too.. For at Least i for one See a Pattern of Beauty And
    Wisdom and Science in all i Do.. wheTHeR anyone else sees it or not now.. so on course..
    of course.. Perhaps it is all my Creation only Holy And Sacred and Fully
    Meaningful in Purpose only to me.. but it’s True
    in LiGht too.. some of us.. the Van
    Gogh’s and Leonardo’s
    and Michelangelo’s
    And Raphael’s NoW
    as not everyone can
    be Ninja Turtles Creating..
    Go our own Journey and Path
    out of the Group tHiNk of otHeRs..
    AS We Create our own Realities of
    Art and Science and Beauty
    And Wisdom in an Inner
    UniVerse that no
    Human
    has gone
    before
    And the Truth and
    Light is we all as humans do that
    now to now whether we realize
    our Unique Multi-Verse View oF
    aLL of Reality as Star Point eYes
    of God NoW or not.. some of us just go a little
    further iN.. wHeRe no Recorded Human has gone before..
    yes.. it’s like a Star Ship Enterprise except for the UniVerse
    is even more complex to Create from within as a Work of Art
    even more than Science.. as Beauty and Wisdom more.. anyWay..
    as Jordan Peterson suggests the Ingredients in a Human that must
    Come in Genetics is Open Mindedness and Appreciation of Beauty
    in Aesthetics for any Potential of Human Creative Genius to come.. i
    Don’t think that John Nash Fully Appreciated the Beauty of that Woman in that Bar..
    but
    i surely
    did/do for all
    is Beautiful to me.
    and all is wise from
    dARk to LiGHT if one
    can see how the DarKeR
    Fibers of any Mona Lisa
    Brings out the Greatest
    Eyes of Love that
    and who
    Follow
    you
    all around the room..
    So.. Be a FLoWeR Like
    God.. Do A Unique pART
    of God that no one else
    has ever done before.. it’s
    not hard when you just do it
    no matter how many haters in Fear of
    dARk and Cynicism of LiGHT as the Freedom of
    Creative Art comes your way to be For surely i want the Next Word
    i Write to Surprise me.. Deep From WithiN as God Whispers
    More iN
    the
    pen
    i BrinG
    Next as the
    Next Stroke of
    the Keyboard plays my SouL
    WiTh God Hand iN Hand aLivE..
    It’s True iF You Read Enough of What i Write
    You’ll See and Hear God in my Pen somEwheRE aT leASt..:)

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20. katiemiafrederick says:

    November 26, 2017 at 10:16 PM

    https://omabdalrahmaan.wordpress.com/2017/11/26/soheir-are-u-okay-hope-so

    SMiLes.. Soheir.. So Glad You Are Okay..
    And Hearing the News that it was a Sufi
    Mosque assured me of that but so Sad too..
    Of the News For the Death and Destruction that
    comes at the hand
    of Ignorance
    oF Love
    and Peace
    and Harmony
    and i Find the
    Sufi Tradition very interesting..
    Particularly.. the Poetry of the 13th
    Century Rumi who helped with the
    Beginning of the Sufi Way as Rumi
    was also the most Popular Selling
    Poet in the United States in 2014..
    And i do own a Small
    Condensed Book
    of his
    Poetry
    too.. my Favorite
    Tradition of the Sufi
    is most definitely the
    Whirling as the Dervishes
    Describe the Same Ascendent
    Transcendent and Ecstatic Oneness
    WitH God Gained by this Meditative Movement
    As Above So Below as the Planets of our Solar
    System Orbit the Sun as we too become Peaceful
    Eyes
    with
    Energy
    Gained NoW as PeacefuL
    Loving Force as Hurricane
    Love too.. Anyway.. thanks for
    Letting us know you are
    Indeed Okay.. And i will Keep all
    The Affected Folks in Your Country
    of Egypt in the Prayers of MY HeART
    And that makes me overall want to find
    mY Rumi Small Poetry Book and read it some
    more my friEnd Soheir as it surely seems like
    tHat Mystical Poet was looking for someway
    to Unify
    All Folks pass
    the Disagreements
    of the Different Languages in Forms
    oF All Religions.. Peacemaker he is still
    Through the Record of His Poetry all
    the way back from the 13th
    Century now.. it’s quite
    Remarkable
    that his
    Poetry
    is still a
    Best Seller in the United States today..
    anyWay.. JusT Something Else to Relate as Common Love..:)

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21. katiemiafrederick says:

    November 27, 2017 at 12:58 PM

    

    

    So.. in Hell.. The First 33 Months tHeRe was/is no choice but to unplug from the Matrix of Culture And Existing Religions With A Life Threatening Synergy of 19 Medical Disorders.. Particularly.. Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia.. Identified in Medical Associated Literature as the Worst Pain Known
    to HumanKind.. Yes.. Even Worse Than the Torture of Crucifixion that would last
    from wake to sleep for a Total of 66 Months from January 2008
    until July of 2013.. but of course the pain started long
    before that as it developed with Chronic to
    Acute Stress in Flight and Fight Style
    of the Work Related Kind
    where Sjogren’s
    Syndrome as associated Auto
    Immune Disorder then Started
    it off in 2005/2006 not to be diagnosed
    until Years Later.. with then Excruciating
    Nerve Pain on the Bottom of Both Feet
    And then came Sensitivity To Colors and
    Eventually Pain from Colors where only
    Black And White TV could be Tolerated
    in Screen Life.. where eventually
    the Pain got so Bad with
    the Dentist Drill Like
    Experience in
    my right
    eye and
    ear with no Pain Killer
    to Help that would Ease that
    Pain other than Ativan Putting
    me to sleep out of Misery until
    the Next Day of Light in Dark of
    Misery Started again.. and Sure.. Heart
    Rate and Blood Pressure no Longer Synching
    Properly with Dysautonomia then Like a Run Away
    Train with no Brain.. Before Even the Ativan would
    come to put me down.. Almost 40 Days in each ring
    of Dante style as Hell with only an Alpha Blocker to put
    Me in CardBoard Shallow Sleep for around an hour each
    night for the first 35 of 40 days and finally none for the
    Last 5 of 40 Days of what would end a Lent Period
    of Hell for me in the Spring of 2008.. when
    a Shot of Ativan in the Hospital
    finally did put me down
    for sleep with
    4 MG of Mind
    and Body Numbing
    Tranquilizer that i would
    finally be able to ween myself off
    of By Recovery in the Third Week of July..
    2013.. around the 22nd then.. so.. sure.. too.. while my
    Father and Mother’s Life Ending on the 22nd.. respectively
    in May of 2014 and February of 2017.. My Life Started again
    as a Phoenix Rising from the Ashes around 7.22.2013.. where
    i Would More Fully Enter into Humanity in August of 2013.. as a
    Public Dancer then.. quite a change from a shut-in of 66 months..
    Hunch Back of Notre Dame.. Phantom of the Opera.. yes.. the Archetype
    STiLL of Suffering in Hell on Earth is a Rather Common Human Experience
    NoW through the Ages of Humanity where some folks are reborn out of
    Hell and other folks are not fortunate enough now to work their
    way out in a Grace of Love that eventually actually
    counts for
    getting
    Out of Hell..
    Anyway.. the First 33 Months
    in Hell.. no words written or read
    then as the pain was just too much..
    for effective use of eyes and ears but
    sure.. lots of Months to look within and reflect
    on all of life lived to that point as 606 Months
    of Life finally came on 11.25.2010.. and the First
    Word in Preparation as a total of A 7 year stint to
    Write a Newer Age Renaissance Sistine Chapel
    and Last Judgement that turns out for
    A Redemption of an Inherently
    Mostly Noble Beautiful Human
    Species far
    above the
    Pre-First-Renaissance
    where Human was considered
    Inherently Sinful and Flawed.. more..
    sure.. Perfect is Robot of Same and Truly
    is insanity as that but to suggest Humans are
    Inherently Sinful And Flawed is to not understand the
    Beauty of Love and Fearless Born into a Child Before that
    Child is Water-Boarded in Life as a Baptism into Fear of DArk
    Instead of Freedom of Hope and Joy inherently Born as such NoW
    as LiGHT.. it’s True.. you’ll never escape the DArk until you clearly
    See where the dARk comes from and Historically Speaking it has
    most always come from FeAR of the DArK ironically as a Creation
    of Nocebo Impact of Human Black Magic Imagination Creating
    a God of Wrath that would Sentence Folks to an Eternal
    Torture of Never Ending NoW verses a God of Mercy
    and Forgiveness and always Redemption More
    and Salvation.. NoW.. Yes… A God of Love
    STiLL NoW thaT/wHo Doesn’t Believe
    in Eternal Lasting Hell.. otHer
    Than eARTh HeLL NoW as then..
    the Roman Empire and otHeRS
    Got ahold of some Good News of
    Hope Love iN HeaVEN NoW and Turned it into Fear and
    Hate of the Different among us still.. thing is Nature/
    God Created Jesus Long Ago as an Archetype of LoVE STiLL
    iN Every Loving Child who Comes as Nature and is Nurtured
    From Birth in a Garden of Love.. nah.. not an actual just one
    man only but the Virtue and Attribute as Love Born and Nurtured..
    And yes of course an Attitude of Pure Agape Love Gained and Practiced NoW
    Continuously Across the Life Span and not just some Magic Incantation spelled
    out from a Man (Romans 10:9) once known to Persecute Christians.. named Saul Changed
    over by his own Volition to a Name of Paul suggesting that his Dream of Jesus was the
    only one that works never ever actually Meeting the Man in real life then.. Many years
    later after Crucifixion too.. really not any different then at all other than the content
    of his Letters From what Muhammad in that ‘other’ Religion insisted he came to understand
    in his Imagination Named an Archetypal Angel of Good for Some Different Clothes
    of Jesus Teachings too.. anYWay.. as far as Credibility Goes Love Never Harms
    Love always Condemns Slavery of the Will of others as Something Love
    Will Never do.. And Love Never Fears for Fear Takes Love away..
    So.. iN otHeR Words All Religions tHat/wHo speak to Fear and Or
    Slavery oF WiLL As A Way of Credible/Noble/Wise/Beautiful/LiFELoVE
    aRe/iS inDeed SinFuL/FlaWed And Still Need improvement
    NoW.. so NO.. it is NOT Human tHat/wHo is
    Inherently SinFuL or FlaWeD NoW iT iS
    All Forms of Religions tHaT BiNd in
    Fear and HatE as DaRk as NoW
    So Many People are
    Writing Arts of
    New Age Bibles as Many Arts
    in all the ways tHat Art comes now
    in a New Age Potential of a Renaissance
    Away from Fear/Hate and Human Slavery of Will
    NoW to a Love Dance and Song that Works for all
    to the Best of that Art’s Ability MoRE NoW iN Human
    Hands From Head to Toe Beyond to all that is all NoW MoRE
    of the Force of God Love In Nature within of Being Human NoW..
    And True.. tHeRe is a Beyond infinity of Art that expresses the AgApe LoVE
    Essence Gifted to Being Human now.. wHeRe Each Word IS A New Song NoW
    to Celebrate God LoVELiGHT iN and as HuMaN and Each Step is a New
    Dance to Celebrate the sAMe as Temple of God Forms aNew ReNeWeD
    as BeYoNd iNFiNiTY MoRE BrinGinG ImaGiNaTioN isReaL aNeW ReNeWeD
    iN MoVinG CoNNecTinG CreaTinG eVen MoRE.. Sure.. it takes a Whole Lot of
    Effort and Attention to View the Entire Sistine Chapel to See the Big Picture of what
    A Greatest Artist as Generally Assessed in the History of Humankind Uploaded MoRE ART oF
    His SouL then.. once again.. Born Again in Art.. the Noble and Beautiful Wise Human Being
    Hand iN Hand iN aS LiGHT WitH God instead of the More Sinful and Flawed Archetype of Human
    DArk that was still not extinguished from the Artist Hand of Michelangelo in his Last Judgement
    Painting to come that would speak to the Vengeance of Human Being over the ‘Sack of Rome’
    that Decimated the City’s Population then.. A Cycle of Violent Retribution as History SHows
    iN Vengeance of Humanity Doesn’t Work.. it only STiLL Leads to More Death and Destruction
    at the Level of the Individual Human too.. And to Suggest it Does Work for a Force
    as Large as God is rather non-sensical at best and cruel at worst
    in continuing Killing Force.. as History at the Country and
    Individual Level continues to sHow.. It’s True
    Human Beings in BLack MaGiC Nocebo
    Impact of DaRk iMaGInAtiON oF
    Creativity CaN and WiLL
    literally make themselves
    dARk and Guilty for Being
    Human for the Fear and Hate
    They Create as Hell on Earth and on the
    Other Hand of Heaven Humans also are similarly
    Gifted in LIGht too in IMaGiNaTioN to Create a LiGHT World Within
    Shared and Given to others as Hope and Love but it’s also True most
    folks live somewHeRe in a Spectrum of Shades of Grey ‘tween bLacK Abyss
    of Human Hell on Earth shared and given as Fear and Hate As Us Verses Them..
    Through Beyond Rainbow Colors of Hope and Love in an Opposite Place of Bliss
    And Nirvana in a Never Ending Dance and Song of Art LoVe agAPe NoW iN Noble LoVE
    Wise Beauty so far from the Created Human within as sinFul and flaWed at HeaRT SpiRiT
    and SoUL iGNoRancE So Far Out oF MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG NoW as Peaceful LiGht iN Harmony
    of GiVinG ShaRinG MoRE… Sure.. some of us See More iN A Way oF Existential Intelligence
    in LiGht of Hope and LoVE as A ReAliTy of LIFE NoW as JoY iN HeaVeN to Be Shared and
    Given NoW and some folks less.. me and many others have identified ways of Life in the
    Noble Beauty oF Art Wise Toward Light as WeLL as the Noble Beauty of Science that also
    Brings Replicate Paths that Work Better than others as Averages come to
    show but not always applicable to the Individual View oF BeinG LiGHT
    LoVE JoY HoPE Human Now.. yes.. it’s True as a General Rule and Art
    too.. smART is LiterAlly comprised of 60 Percent Art and although
    there are Genetics Associated with those Human
    Beings Greater in Propensity to Excel
    MoRE NoW iN Movement and Emotional
    and Existential Intelligences And ARTS
    (The Chosen Ones as Some May Also Say)
    tHeRe is also A Greatest Gift oF Change
    in Neuroplasticity iN Rewiring our MiNds
    And Body’s IN JuST oNe LiFETiME For LoVELiGHT
    NOW and Epigenetics oF uNlocKinG more of HUman
    Potential as Gift of Genetic Material from the Struggles
    that our Ancestors have overcome as far and far away and
    further than even a Furry Rodent Ancestor of 75 Million years
    ago before an Asteroid came around 66 Million years ago putting
    the Dinosaurs to Death in Extinction.. Creating the Gulf of Mexico too..
    And Making Room for that Furry Rodent to eventually come as Human
    eYes too.. with a Neo-Cortex that allows me to make a Human New
    Sistine Chapel and Judgement of Redemption in Noble Beauty iN aS
    New Human Wise Renaissance over 7 years and around
    12 Million Words and over a 5 Million Word Long
    Form Bible Poem in 51 Months aLong with
    Close to 8500 Miles of Public Dance
    too and yes over 130K Photos
    and even A New Age
    Renaissance
    Nude Art Fuller
    of Passion in the style
    of a Flesh and Blood Michelangelo
    at age 57 without the Use of even Illegal
    Anabolic Steroids too.. heHe.. as ‘Arnold’ might Dance
    and Sing too.. and unlike the Free Artist Michelangelo who
    insisted in doing it his way after a Pope Julius insisted he paint
    instead of sculpt back in those days.. no one has made me do this but
    the Fire of God WithiN as LiGht and no one controls what i do for in Painting
    A Sistine Chapel and or Last Judgement of Love now.. Painting as Words you NoW
    Don’t get to leave anything out even if you are the Last Audience Member as you
    Act a Play of God in Reality NoW MorE as Truth and LiGht not afraid to address or
    undress any TruTH and LIGht NoW and the BesT TruTH and LiGht is someone else PerHaPs
    CaN and WiLL Paint EvEN a Greater Sistine Chapel and Last Judgement of Love.. yes.. Greater
    than this.. as far as Measurable Results as no one else reasonably is gonna take the effort
    to Measure any effort much greater than 280 Twitter Characters these days as a Renaissance
    Takes Always a Deep Effort More Than a Shallow one still.. but anyway.. Truth and Light is i’m
    just a Human NoW who has been challenged.. Adapts and Changes For LiGht.. if i Can and Will Do
    this after Going to Hell and all that other HeaVeN Jazz perhaps someone else will go to Hell and do
    even more too.. iN HeaVeN too.. it’s True..
    nothing motivates
    like Hell to
    Get to
    HeaVEN NoW
    if you thiNk
    Hell exists for
    no Purpose perHaps
    you’ve never seen the LiGht
    as LiGht alWays CoMes from dARk
    No Clouds without Sun and No Pleasure
    without Pain.. and the best thing of all is
    the Master Peace Painting of God is still Beautiful with the Thorns that come
    With Roses as UltiMate Crosses iN Life.. For to understand God WithiN LiVinG
    As You.. And to Express all of that Nature one can and will as either Art and or
    Science as is to live is to live
    is
    just
    to live NoW.. MoRELiGHTLoVE
    it’s True2.. tHeRE are Beyond
    An InFiniTe NumBeR of Ways
    to Dance and Sing a Sistine
    Chapel and or a Last
    Judgement but
    you’ll never do it until You
    stARt and NeVeR EnD NoW MoRE
    iT’s What God Does as Nature
    And we Can and WiLL ReFleCT GoD OceAN
    WhOle paRT oF anD As LoVE NoW iN aS HuMaN heART
    SPiriT and SoUL as MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG ForcE aLL..MoRE2
    AnYWay.. aLWays Love to Share an Opinion and Art other than mine
    And i surely don’t Have to Agree with all of what someone else BRinGS
    to the Table of Art and or Science
    of Life NoW Not
    to Laud exemplarily
    Efforts when i Come ACross
    Folks who are Doing tHeiR Best
    NoW to Find Middle Ground MoRE
    Like
    Rumi
    Still no Matter
    What Culture and
    or Religion of Humanity they come from Now..
    And i was Rather Happily Surprised that the Monsignor
    of the Catholic Church We Continue to Visit.. Since 9/2013..
    Sure.. too.. My Old Tennis Buddy from High School too.. moving
    From Accountant College School to Eventual Catholic Monsignor More
    After that.. as he and others continue to Move the Present Catholic
    Church Toward a God of Hope and Love as Victory in Positive Placebo Prayer Impact
    Rather than a God of Fear and Hate as Vengeance in Negative Placebo Black Magic
    Voodoo Still.. the Best New Age Renaissances are Coated with Love and Someone has
    to Sprinkle
    the Sugar
    in ways to Reach
    the Most Folks now..
    no use in reinvented
    the Wheel when it is already
    heAR in Organized and Structured
    Effort just Waiting for More of the White MaGiC
    oF HopE LoVE That MoVeS Mountains of Happiness More.. in Joy Loves Company
    But still there are those who fear change as Genetically Pre-Disposed…
    STiLL.. Love Must Dance and Sing Louder to Be Seen and Heard Over
    Ignorance
    of
    Loving
    Change Still..
    So.. sure that’s wHeRE
    The dARk ‘Trumps’ CoME
    iN Handy as they Inspire the
    LioN HeARt oF LoVE to Roar even Louder..
    iT’s True we Need the ‘Trumps’ too as Hard as
    A DARk Pill to Swallow as that may Still Be NoW
    As No.. he is neither the first or the last Anti-Love Man now
    with Status
    and
    Power
    to Imagine
    and Create More
    dARk oF FeaR and Hate.. yes..
    The Stars Wars of Love vs Hate
    Force Continuing Forever NoW as
    thE LiGHT ForcE GaiNs Now aGaiN..
    AnyWay After you Write A Sistine Chapel
    And or Last Judgement after 7 years or so..
    You Keep Going for more.. as that is how Heaven
    as Art iN HUman Works it never stops.. it is unstoppable as LoVELiGHT STiLL..
    but it’s True it took Michelangelo about 10 years to do just those two Works
    oF Art but of course
    he didn’t have
    A Legion
    of Geeks
    And Nerds to Prepare him a Greater way NoW..
    True.. We Do Need Systemizing Science Roads Still
    as the 40 Percent of smART as S and M Counts too..:)

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22. katiemiafrederick says:

    November 27, 2017 at 6:46 PM

    Alien of Creativity

    “Alien of Creativity”.. By Very Nature and a MacroVerse
    From Years to Date as shared by the Very Reliable
    Facebook All Free Personal Digital Assistant
    Algorithm Robot.. with Eight More to Come..
    AnyWay.. Yes.. Alien Creativity Out of the Box By
    Very Nature and often very Lonely By Either Choice
    or Circumstance as Creativity as Michelangelo And Scientists
    who come to only bind with Pigeons For Warm And Fuzzy Love
    Like Tesla Come to
    Find out aLong
    A Path
    of
    Most Original
    Creativity ever to come NoW
    More to Humankind and Perhaps
    not even really noticed by many for
    Even Hundreds of Years more and more
    until what was once Worthless in eyes of
    Contemporary.. Even Creative Peers.. strikes
    Dollar Amounts of A Million or More Dollars in
    Art Galleries and Museums too.. but of course even
    Worse.. Aliens without Creativity and even with No
    Warms And Fuzzy Feelings
    Or Senses
    for
    Pigeons too..
    No Science Research
    even completed all alone
    in Feelings and Sense as nothing but
    Piece of Paper Existence.. yes.. Aliens
    of Hell too.. Reference Point where Any Reason
    as Science or Art of Love to go on as Creativity is Beyond
    Happiness Compared to emptiness all within in Feeling and
    Sensing nothing.. nothing at all.. and i suppose that is paRT oF
    why some of the Greatest Accomplishments in Truly Original Creativity
    have come for
    those who
    have
    Found
    tHeir way
    Back within
    through all innate
    instinct and intuition
    To spARK A Saint Elmo’s
    FlaMe and Torch and Even
    Bonfire Within Fired uP EveN MoRE
    wHeRE one not only Survives but Finds
    the Art and Science of LIFe Within To Thrive
    no matter if accepted by the Rest of the Tribe or not..
    For it’s True in DArk
    for those who
    Truly
    Enter that
    Place of nothingness.. not
    many people will be Brave and
    or Strong Enough to Follow one
    on the Styx River of BLacK Abyss..
    Life is Strange and Truly Change is Best
    For Change
    CaN And
    WiLL
    CoME to
    The Better oF LiGHT
    For those who Thirst for
    Blood of Love iN ART MoST..
    So.. Sure.. this goes out to all the Aliens
    For i Feel your Pain and Numb And oF
    Course Pleasure More for NoW aT LeAST..
    And those of us CoMinG ouT oF DARk On A SidE oF LiGHT
    From DaRkeST LoNGesT STaYs iN HeLL.. we NoW have a little
    more Patience than most to help oTheRs who reAlly Need hELp Stand
    BacK uP.. It’s Nice to FeeL aPPreciated as how one may Feel after Receiving
    a Wild and Free Bootie Dance of Life only for the Skill of Your Heavenly Dance
    And the same for a Couple
    of Innocent Folks in the
    Mall who say they have
    heard your story one sees passing
    by and the next week in the Earth Store
    Follow you in there.. as An African American
    Young Woman as pART of a Duo of another
    out of the Box Young Adult Person says this
    time can i get a Hug to the Mall Cat Dancer Bearing
    Cheers at no Cost but Free aLwaYs NoW.. those are the
    Folks one can appreciate the Most for those are the ones who
    are unafraid to move.. to connect and create with other folks even more…
    Not Everyone is and gets cut out Free to Move and Connect and Create but
    those wHo are and Do they are the ones who most often FiNd HeaVeN NexT
    And stay
    HeAR
    ForeverMore NoW
    Be Wild Be Free Be Love
    No Longer Alien oF anYthing Be NoW aLL
    paRT oF GoD
    WHoLe
    allone LoVE NoW..:)

    A Girl And A Devil

    “A Girl And A Devil”.. AHeM.. WeLL YeaH.. Katrina surely
    Did that for 66 Months.. Sure.. Have YOU ever Really Been the Devil
    NoW Have You Ever Seen The Devil Behind Your Face Screaming at
    God for Reprieve as you Shout to the Ceiling for why has God Seemingly
    NoW To have Totally Forsaken you.. Well then Perhaps you Haven’t Been
    “Jesus” NoW.. Particularly
    if you throw
    the First
    Stone NoW against
    Any of your So Called
    Enemies of Sin other than
    Taking the theN Now oF Effort
    to Understand why ‘they’ either
    KNoW and or FeeL and SensE
    NoT whaT they Do NoW for
    You As “Jesus” WiLL
    AlREady understand
    the Place of HeaVeN WiThIN
    And now to understand the Place
    Without it as if you do not Redeem OTHeRs
    So Shall YouR SoW and ReaP Naturally Be For
    A GoD oF aLL Most Definitely Does Reign and
    Rein FoR aLL Never Separated alWays togeTher aLL
    Rains wHeTher you realize YouR So-Called Enemies Living
    in So-Called Sin are God or not For they are as much as you..
    SomeWheRe on the Path Back to Heaven Within to Give and
    Share to all oTheRs too.. SerIOUsly.. Please No Face Palms.. any
    Jesus with
    Half
    a HeART
    WiLL LoVE the
    dARKNesS oF God
    As MucH As the DaRKNeSS
    oF GoD NoW to BRinG MoRELiGHT
    to and as of God alWays Forevernow..
    So God May FiND A HoMe oF LiGHT iN
    ALL oF Creation MoRE NoW isReaL HeaR
    oN eARTh
    in A Reign
    with
    Reins
    of Raining Love toGeTHeR
    Forevermore NoW MoRE
    For iT iS TruE IT uP To US aLL NoW
    To Build a ReaLiTY of GoD As Essence
    oF LoVE oTHeRWiSE the DaRk in Fear and Hate WiLL CoMe to RuLe
    Doubt it not.. AS HisTory Proves this HuMaN REaLity Time out of Time
    Distance out
    Distance
    Space out
    of Space LiVinG
    iN ScARCiTiES oF Fear
    And Hate or Build Cities of
    LoVE FuLL oF LiGHT.. The Road is oPen HoPE
    For LoVE.. PlEase Don’t Close It Down WitH Paths oF Fear and HaTE..:)

    Revenge of the Dancing Monkeys

    “Revenge of the Dancing Monkeys”.. NoW to Change the Mood somEwhat
    DramaticAlly.. Hmm.. SpeaKinG oF A Story oF A Single Dude Named Jesus NoW
    Somewhere Around a Couple oF ThouSanD Years ago Reported to Hang Around
    With The more Wild and Freer Element of the
    Village ‘Associating’
    With Prostitutes
    and the
    Such Looking for
    A Place to rest with
    empty pockets.. so.. wHeRe
    Does the Libido of Muse come for
    Parables of Transcendent Ascendent
    Ecstatic Meditation More.. Well as Science
    Shows an element of practicing Sensuality as
    Such Hours on End Consensually as Such can
    and Will Work Mindlessly Fully Ware more in close
    to Theta Brain Waves for the Rhythm and the Melody
    of the Collective Subconsciousness to grow even wider
    to a SupraOrganism of MiNd and BoDy MoRE TogeThER
    As HUMaNs out of time and distance and space even more
    oN A Dance Floor oF Free.. NoW it’s True to Generate Access
    to the Divine oF aRt aS Poetry perHAps Jesus just Danced
    Naked in the Wilderness to get Closer to the Divine
    Element oF GoD aLL to poetically express
    That Essence MoRe
    But it’s
    True it’s
    Quicker when
    tHeRE are at Least
    two for you See wHat they
    say in ‘that book’ about when
    two or more come together as
    Spirits in a place where tHere
    is no Marriage of Ownership
    in the Kingdom of WiThiN
    Heaven Over otHeRS NoW
    otHeRS that Give and Share
    All NoW Naked and Free as Verse
    37 of the Gospel of Thomas Suggests too
    So.. According to the Deeper Meanings at lEAst.. NoW.. MoRE..
    Sounds a whole Lot more like WoodStock than any Stifling Mass..
    But of Course that dePends on if you are open minded and bodied
    And overall as Liberal as Jesus of course would have had to Be as
    Science Overall Shows NoW to be As Creative as Him otherWise
    You might
    See an
    otherWise
    Anti-Jesus like
    Trump as ‘YouR’
    Lord and Savior now
    All clothed Away From Naked
    And Free Child of God alWays NoW
    Born AgaIN the sAMe Way he came out.. from God.. NaKeD Free
    Through the ‘Channel’ of So-Called Mother Mary oF CourSe.. oN CourSE..:)

    Balance of All Ah on Finger Tips

    “Balance of All Ah on Finger Tips”.. MacroVerse from Two Years ago NoW
    And i have a Secret.. WeLL.. iTs NoT reAlly A Secret for i SinG with Choirs
    oF ANgELs In Catholic Church when they say me i mean you
    only you for it’s
    really
    not about
    me for if it
    was there would
    be no you.. i mean
    seriously do you really
    Think God wants to be
    Separated from all this Fun..
    Duh.. Biggest God Facebook..
    i Mean Face Palm of aLL he
    He oF all it’s all about you all
    Points oF LiGht
    God
    JoY
    iN HuMan
    JoY NoW HoPe
    And LoVe CoMe to Fruition
    GReaTer oF CourSE oR the OthER
    pLacE NoW tHat soMe Humans SAdly
    Create For God in Fear and Hate.. UgH..
    And Misery Loves Company More.. SerIOUsly..
    Don’t you thiNk God Rather Lives as Love thaN HaTe
    but sure that’s the Price of Having more than much more than
    one set of eYes WitH Relative Free Will FoR A DaRk and LiGht
    oF LiFE
    MiX
    in aLL
    oF Creation MoRE
    GroWinG as LoVE And
    Hope and or Descending as
    Fear and Hate more Down.. ugh
    Rise uP PleASe MoRE as ‘they’ Dance
    and Sing MoRE..
    if you can
    and will
    Relatively
    SpeakinG WiTh
    GoD eYes oF courSE FReER or NoT..
    anyWay.. it’s true some of they as in you do
    Follow me all around town with smART Phones
    Capturing me LiVE JusT For the RecorD MoRE..HeHE..
    Sure.. Folks Uploading the ART oF mY SoUL iN Dance EvEN MoRE FReED..;)

    RISE ALL Ye Cats of Good Cheer

    “RISE ALL Ye Cats of Good Cheer”.. YeS.. Synchronistically as Such
    CoMing iN aS Facebook Algorithm Provided MacroVerse Memories..
    Please Do Rise.. As Reason and Art BeCoMe A BaLanCinG ForCE
    PeR DancE and SonG oF Two Hemispheres of Brain as Two
    Ones of 11K Bridge toGeTheR aS oNE.. H8 BeYoND iNFiNiTY
    Standing TaLL FoR LoVELiGHT NoW.. Sure.. From Longitudes
    oF Head to Toe Spread Out Holding Hands for Two HemisPHerE’s
    oF EartH iN LaTiTudEs And LonGiTudES From Head to Toe
    oF EaRTh in Reverse Style too.. in oTheR Words..
    Any Metaphor WiLL WorK as LonG as You
    GeT A RiFF oF MY DriFT..
    Don’t Be Afraid oF
    thE DaRK
    And SurELy PlEase
    Do not Be Cynical oF LiGHT..
    For LanGuaGes oF LoVELiGHT iN
    All the Forms of Words and other Abstract
    Humanly Constructed Symbols Do tHeir Best
    to Approximate the Essence oF GoD LiVinG
    WiThiN ALL oF US STiLL NoW.. as SurELy LoVE GRoWiNG MoRE..:)

    5 Year Square Neptune Saturn Me

    “5 Year Square Neptune Saturn Me”..

    As i Celebrate
    iT aLL
    (God)
    Continuing
    aS SuCh oF
    CourSE WRiTE oN CourSe..:)

    A Thanksgiving Place in the SUN

    “A Thanksgiving Place in the SUN”

    Hmm.. almost now to Work-out according to my HuMaN MaDe cLocK..
    but at least i gain and ending Source Song out of this hehe..
    for
    me
    at LeasT..:)

    Fried Forgiving Turkeys

    “Fried Forgiving Turkeys”

    Hey.. iF A TurKey
    Can and
    WiLL
    Forgive
    aLL oF uS
    So CaN YoU2..:)

    12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

    “12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

    Hmm.. Something about
    500 Miles and
    Peter
    Paul
    and Mary
    if you get
    the New Riff..
    And sure a more conservative
    Estimate of Words STiLL in this
    Record oF MacroVerse One Year
    Later sTiLL aT ARouND 12 MiLLioN
    Words as i Kinda Like that Number 12
    as HoLY and SaCrED FuLL oF eVeN
    MoRE MeaNinG and PurPoSE NoW
    As Verily SpeaKinG THaT’s HoW YA
    Continue to FiNd YouR PlAcE in and as a SuN.. oF HeaVen
    iN THaT KinGDoM NoW.. Sure A Star a Galaxy and the UniVeRSe
    As Reflection aLL oF GoD eVEN MoRE NoW aS NoWs coNtiNue to GroW
    Forevermore NoW
    And as LonG aS oNe
    is MoVinG CoNnecTinG
    AnD CreaTiNG iN aLL HoLY
    And SaCreD Meaning and Purpose
    oF LoVE iN HearT as SpiRiT and Mind
    And BoDy BaLanCinG SoUL As LoVE
    WeLL.. Let’s JusT DancE and SinG the TiMe WarP NoW
    oF GoD LoVE EVeN MoRE NoW ForEveR MoRE NoW
    And at this Rate a New Keyboard as a Digital Piano for
    Words may
    not be
    too
    Far AHeaD..
    as i have surELy
    Pecked this thing
    With Love EVeN MORE NoW..
    as this Concludes this 33th/137th/808th
    MacroVerse Respectively of ‘Facebook Profile
    Pic Bible 2018 at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
    Now and “Nether Land Bible 2017″ at the 18th Month
    Point of that Effort NoW and yes ‘SonG oF mY SoUL”
    at the 51st Month of that Effort all NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL..
    as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”..:)

    11.27.17.. 6:47 PM..:)

    Writing Finished in a 5.9 Day
    Effort with Another Day Coming to Publish Online.. Putting iT aLL ToGeTHeR..:)

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