Awakening Force iN uS



Smiles.. Happy Thanksgiving
now again.. Himali.. As thanks
cannot be repeated enough..
All nows are in essence
thank yous to me..
To God
With Namaste
to all others too..:)


There comes a now.. Maria.. when humans
are unconditional Love living in small
groups where each individual life is the
potential difference of survival or death
of the social unit of one and that is as
close to heaven as humans ever get..
There is a now where
humans are expendable
and easy to delete
as tools become God
instead of human.. FortuNately..
some of we still exercise the WiLL under
Live and Love to be human as God directs
still for human being in heaven of oneness..
Now.. Instead of hell of separation from living OnE..:)


Smiles.. my friend SOHEIR..
in Allah’s reality
Flowers of life
as colors
diversity of
Life as we know it
and feel it on this
Earth.. and theRe
iN Infinity
as WeLL..
WHere GreaTesT
Hues of Violet are
tempered by the
whites and blacks in
‘tween and outside too..
And it is the challenges..
work.. and practice of the LigHt
that will bring us out of the dArk..
with patience as truly the greaTesT
Arks of Challenge can and do come
in the DARK of LiGht..
Some people believe
they can just recite
some words
or an entire
bible perhaps..
and never act on it
and grow in liGht.. Allah the
God of challenge is not the
director of easy my friend..
There is more to God
than believing
a man died
and provided
a sacrifice for Love..
if we will Live long enough
we will all be called to sacrifice for
Love.. and although life is a gift of
it takes
work.. and
practice to Grow
the Light out of DARK..
as above so below..
those of us who
carry on
in LiGht my friend..
by Dark..
the Lovely Flowers
that arise from
the darkest
when fertile..
of course.. my friend..:)


So true the Golden Age of Islam
in Endeavors of science brings
Light to the Crusade
Age of
Darkness to the
Development of
the Gift of Allah
in Reason to
our minds
in both Science
and Art.. and i do love
the spiraling architecture
that Rose up out of
the Angles
of Western
ways of building
as the Golden Spiral
mean of Allah seen through
all of the Universe from the largest
and smallest visible to the human
aided and unaided eye.. as reflected
in the
of Science..
my friend.. Imran Ali..:)


The Force Awakens..2..
and oh Goodness what a Light..
the Star Wars Series.. has/is been/being..
for the culture of the West to better understand
other points of view of religions as provided in
metaphor of the series.. expanded now.. to
number 7.. where even the Storm
Trooper variety of beings..
gains access to the Force.. and hell..
i mean.. heaven and hell yes.. dark and light..
Human Awakening and Enlightening is the
real deal.. in life.. where the Force in us..
is the power of God throughout all
of Nature and beyond what we
can see with human aided
eyes.. of Science too..
So sure.. may
the Force be with
you and me.. as well..:)

The Force Awakens..1..
No.. i didn’t pick
‘this’ shirt(s) out..
for working out.. Katrina does..
but.. wInks..wink emoticon..
The Intense look of focus..
required to burn the 5000 calories..
that are still being consumed and will
continue to be consumed in massive left-overs
from Thanksgiving.. Dinner(s).. smiles..
with dedication to working
all this out..wink emoticonx2..
Man.. it’s like.. every time i look up..
the sky is trying to tale me something.. yeah..
sundog’s on each side of the Sun.. per..
“Sundogs form when
sunlight passes
plate-shaped ice crystals
in cirrus clouds, which act
like a prism and refract
light, according to a NASA release.
Also known as parhelia, they can be seen
anywhere in the world, but are most
visible when the sun
is low in the sky.”


The writer of this ethereal
Kansas Music.. states clearly
that it comes out of thin air..
original creativity
is not a
it is an
of wholeness
inherent to the
Force.. the power of
self that goes beyond
the conscious mind of
planning.. scheduling
and making grades
in school..
it is the
higher power
yes.. the awakening
Force in human being..
just waiting on the other
side of always been with
us.. just to tear down
the walls.. to be
all we can
be in harmony
shining through
and smiling through
all who break up with
the past and
set them
free with ALL that
is as Nature free in us..
so far beyond restricting
sidewalks of life.. we fly
with Stars unattached
to strings
of the past..
we are

AND WITH that said..
i travel to dVerse for
open link night and
see what
has in
for me there..
no $price.. the onLY
fee is FREE the
US to be
FREE Creating
Creations of all that is FREED..:)

For every child not Loved
For every culture not Love
For every way not Love
Love grows
when Loved..
Love dies
when raped
with fear and hate…

And so i respond first
with an Asterisk to the
individual and coming soon
his counterpart who asks for
a response to a prompt at dVerse
on a topic of change.. so i respond
in kind along the specific guidelines
of less than 24 lines.. with
a metaphor of a Desert Isle
no less than Plato’s
where i find the
power of change
within me with
escape from
and even
a book of
Rumi as Rumi
finds his way
i find mind
in inner
of enlightening
way.. and even go to
the dam trouble to explain
this to both so-called
Christian folks who
cannot see this
light of being
reborn that is
precisely the message
that Buddha.. Jesus..
Lao Tzu.. mythical
Krishna.. Thoth
and all the
of the
ages speak to
with similar
metaphors too..
but these folks
are stuck with
the flesh of a man..
yes.. just a man no less
no more than any other man
by his own words a humble
teacher.. the man
Jesus.. not
the Soldier
God of Constantine
created by his
his psychopathic
leaning need for
and higher
status.. power
and control over
the expanding Roman Empire
along with his Catholic
Cohort leaders
seeking the same
thing.. they have
historically done
now as well..
of control
and power now..
well.. sadly the way
of Jesus then.. in me and
others is still seen as a wayward
way in the rest of the Western
Christian culture that knows
and feels little of the
real man Jesus
then.. instead
a Anti-Christ way
of separation.. in using
steely knives to slay the different
among us.. and in my case deleting
me will work as they will never
likely in this flesh
and blood world
have to face my
searing blue eyes
of truth and light
face to face..
the weak
among us
walk in dark..
the weak among us
come out of dark..
but some refuse
to hear
and see light
even IF IT IS
but i digress..
with righteous indignation
as yes.. sometimes the dark
of words is a way to light
to inspiring
of light
from dArk..
thing is.. i can still
be inspired greater and
greater for those who have
deleted me out of their Universe..
the Truth and Light lives within..
just waiting to escape to the
outside of us..
and i hope
the same for
them.. but if they
continue to delete the
different among them
out of their
the light
may never
come to
and that makes
me sad.. and why i kept
coming back even after being
treated this way two times before..
but hey.. sooner or later
it’s time to shake
the sandals
off and
go to the
next house..
and so far..
only 6 people
from dVerse have
closed their doors
to me.. and sure.. that
is their prerogative.. with
never anything
me visiting
their home in
peace.. i come
in peace..
i go..
out of dark
comes the greaTesT
lights of All as liGht..
there are no walls too
tall for me to
jump over
but it is sad
when a person only
comes to spread Truth
and Light and are shut out
in the dark of other minds
who refuse
to change
to the Truth and Light
of All that is so much
farther than one
with the
help of GOD
the Light continues
to gain bright in human
eyes without fear and hate..
of the
among us now..:)

Nature knows no
Human Terrorism..
only humans
from fear..
other animals
respond to challenge
in kind
and courage..
ways of just
with God
as Nature on
their side as free
is tHeir goal..
not fear
created by
tRuly weak
human beings..
Apex creature.. ha..!
Apex of hate falls
under Nature
of tough
passionate Love
of Survival of the whole..
Godzilla will be ashamed

Easy to judge the
evil.. as evil
is the
And Peers of fear
as hate as evil.. much
harder to
with Fearless Love
but the only way
the vicious cycle
of this child..
and Love
iN Child of Love..:)

Okay number three complete.. only two asterisks
folks out of 17 links so far.. and no..
not surprising at all..
that they want
theIR poetry
to be first
2 out of 3
Links so far..
sure.. as always
in reality the first will
be last.. and the last first..
Altruism AKA Unconditional..
LOVE just works that way for those..
so employed
free lance
by God
like THAT..:)

11:07 am..
Holiday Hours
at gym with early
closing.. work-out
now.. be back later..;)

Back at 4:47 pm..
with side-note by
me before i proceed
back with dVerse
to finish the
rest.. so
far.. theRe..
Twilight nap wake
sinGs reverie
of endless
iN words you
come to me without
effort.. only pleaSure
you bRing.. yes ringS
softly in pastels
SinG ‘tween
sHades beauty
spreads dArk
of infinite
mind.. oh

With mini-foot-note
here.. some folks have
difficulty separating my
prose from poetry
or wHere
my poeTry
stops period..
i am a poem..
a dance
a song..

But anyway.. never the less
and always more.. the Star
wars of the battle of the
force of dArk and liGht
moves on in all cultural
metaphors of ways
of being..
of open
minds and
closed minds..
liberals and conservatives..
often leads to a battle
of ‘bad blood’
the both
of different
spectrums of human
Nature as we as human
reflect the dark and light
of allthatis.. as
the gAMe of
daRk and
liGht moves on
and the energy
produced motivates
what will be as
and light
sing the
refrain of
us to hold hands
as one Force of
GoD as Dark for
order and
for art..
Order and Art..
truly a balance
is required as
God is Science
and Art
with no limits
or expectations
but what is
for now..
as we play
our roles as
directors.. producers
and actors of this play
or we just sit in the
audience.. as critics
rulers.. or
to never
ending story
of Us goes on
for now..
so yeah..
back to
dVerse and
shades of
with ‘Black
Widow’ coming
a little later..
wInks again.. for now..;)

Yes.. all rested up
with twilight nap.. and now
ramPage poeTry writing spree continues..
as usual after the
dance of night
and liGht..;)

Mementos of Loved
ones live in
wait.. eyes
of Love
before shine
bright in stuff
of Love..
of clouds
sing there
too.. dark..
oh past now
you create
stuff of late

City of mind..
music of heARt..
paths inside
rooms outside
to grow..
hum a
a new song..
build cities anew..:)

Sharpener of words
dulls.. of minds.. boreds..
Sleep in day
Death of play..
Add a line Adaline..
Adaline forever sublime..:)

Humans are born
with two innate fears
of falling and heights..
all others are learned
but fear is no
power only
and warning
and dimming
of Love..
Love is the power
that rules over fear..
for those who are
Fearless and
men.. yes S.. Hope
women iS aRe A way..
iF onLY ‘tHey’ ‘fELt’
‘IT’ thAT waY.. ‘thEy’

Poles of weapons
deceptions of capture
willing slaves
of submission
and the dance
and South
goes on..
to tilt one
way or the other..
life goes on..
or not..
yeah.. sure..
ya can lead
a horse to…
o.. a drinking
whole or whatever..
stalLioNs run free..:)

Bridges to differences
relate commonalities
sameness sings now
hymn of oneness
together ships
on oceans
that do
more than
pass a night’s
foggy regress..:)

Pieces heArt..
full song
Lovers sing
songs.. past
more real.. pass
paths.. back now..
soUl unsplinteRinG..
spiRit bRings
heArt lives
again.. Love’s
verse.. SpRings..:)

Humans are humans
and when Love is not
grown in the garden
of human
lifeless cogs
in a machine
of whatever rules
them.. these terrorists
are simply lost young men
who have no love or
social roles
to bind
them with
love.. as
life now..
in the
young males
are truly no
just lone
wolf’s without
other wolves
A call
for death..
with dark
ideology of
fear’s hate now..
whenever human
elevates human to God..
no matter if it is an only
son of God
or the last
word here or there..
freedoms are lost..
people are lost..
God lives
best in Love
of heArt.. expresSinG
SpiRit of balanCinG
mind and body
Now.. the only REAL
answer to this is Love..
and i live in a small town
too.. with relatives who are ignorant
of the true loving nature of folks who
call their religion Islam.. i do more
than talk the talk..
i walk with Muslims
and share their
of Love as same
as loving WE..
in my community
of hard hearts of
as well..
one loving hand
at a time.. takes
PATIENCE.. but that is the greatest
jewel about the Internet.. WE finAlly
have the ability to hold hands with Muslims
in places where the hijab is never seen at all..:)

Waves endless Oceanow..:)
Oceans dreams needs no rules
flow alive.. waves flow
easy.. polishing
diamond sand
our gulf
beaches.. living
here rules of waves
becomes my life.. and
truly when we breathe
still lives
in veins
expression in
flow of words
comes same
now in
Lights Truths
Waves endless Oceanow..:)

Carol Campbell.. you are
a priceless soul.. my
and all others
on course too..
with or

+ Ocean

Hmm.. and speaKinG
of course change
on course here
on song from
‘Black Widow’
in the Sand’..
Light.. yes..
somewhat rare
but priceless
when it comes free..:)

Well.. smiles.. one interesting
phenom about uploading a soul
online full with photos
of mementos too..
is it’s nice to
know you can
always go back..
and sure there are
moments of pain and
suffering in life.. wheRe the
past brings the only respite
of that hell in now.. so after
enduring THAT.. I DO UPLOAD
NOW.. so in case i lose soul
again.. i can at least
type in a name
and find
it and
gain it back..
once again..
seriously.. an incredible
tool for a little potential
insurance to get it back..
and yes.. my father too..
passes in May of 2014..
and if i wanna go back
and visit the old family
home.. it still lives online
with Mementos fully intact..
long gone in physical reality now.. home
sell under contract.. freshly painted too..
but nah.. i am too busy
making new
memories now
to even go back
one day.. or
line.. or
even word..
or letter of
yesternow.. smiles..
but still insurance of
soul then.. now..
then.. smiles
again.. as well..
And OMG selling
that home has been
a real pain in another city..
go by
and come

Finally.. back
with dVerse
12:01 am
a little
with Internet
connection.. all
fixed now
it appears
for now
at least..
and now
to finish
the rest..
and hopefully
to post a new
post tonight..:)

A Greatest Verse
of Uni-verse
is in magic
of human
wheRe poeTry
iS a rule.. and
not always
of old

Whenever a child
giggles a Universe
is born
how some
folks cannot
see magic
in life
of a
but those
of who feel..iT
know it all..smiles..:)

Whenever the least
of us is left
God is
left behind..
this man
in heaven
an Angel’s
hand is extended

Particles of thoughts
Random parts..
bounce in
echo of mind..
where a table
can be me..
the roaring
Air from a
ventilation system
may not separate from
i.. oh Integration.. of
senses.. oh regulation..
of emotions.. oh
of we… of us..
of i..
we sing
in steps
of being
yes.. separating
from oneself is
a most difficult
to be
or to be..
but oh.. change
always possible.. my friend..
as whole once again or first now..:)

My fat cat
sat on the garage
floor climbing car
to garage door..
sat again..
and again
and again..
from there
to lay down
again and again..
and now he barely
gets into the litter box..
just goes to
show sh**
when any animal
sits still.. even
with 9 lives..
pay the

Smiles.. when meaning
is made out of chaos
of non-sense..
the best non-sense
is less sense and more
imagination for the road..:)

No greater
Art than
as passion
does not thInk
pasSioN heArts..:)

What an amazing now we have
to be a poet alive.. with endless
inspiration of prompts in
a Universe
of World
culture at our
fingertips always
now.. where one human
can live a thousand vicarious
lifetimes in one life..
a multi-universe
of human
and the art
of that is an experiment
never written or sung before..
No limits.. No expectations.. UP..:)

Often i tale the story
of being three
before i can
and feeling..
with adult mind
same as now at
55 that i have been
here forever right
at home..
no worries..
just home now..
back again..
i stay..
a wonderful
fearless place
it is to truly feel
this home within
now my friend..
and people ask
me why always
am i so happy..
i know
and feel it too..
forever is now..
and now is
Zero doubt..
Zero fear for me..
and what a gift that is..
my friend..

Ah.. humans treasure
sight and hearing..
oh.. but other
and sense
so much..
than smelling
life as cedar
no less
more when
fuller savored..:)

Done at 1:07 am.. now..
to publish


Smiles.. SOHEIR..
I’ve studied this question before..
And while I still do not see any definitive
literal evidence that the prophet Muhammad is
in the bible.. Within the interpretation of metaphor
it is possible to come to that figurative conclusion
but I will not limit God to any parameters of first
and last as that is not the place of a servant in
submission to God unless one believes they are
as great as God and nah.. I for one am way
too small for that and strong as well..
ONLY God is first and last..:)

Smiles.. My friend.. Perhaps he is..:)

Smiles Imran.. i am responding here.. because
the Internet is still very slow in my area..
due to all this commercialism of Thanksgiving..
and i am not seeing the specific reply options because of that issue…

I like your presentation of this as you are presenting evidence and not
dictating it as the God’s Truth directly from God’s mouth..

We humans filter God the best we can with our mouths..
yet our mouths are filters of God and not God’s voice alone..

For the Christians of your area
that spread around the world..
Jesus is the prophet for them to the
tune of over 2 billion people in the world..

And for the Muslims who are approaching
2 billion people in the world.. Muhammad is
the prophet for them.. around the world.. as well..

Those are both incredible achievements of two men of earth
to filter the voice of God in human words.. but again.. human
words are human words.. God’s voice is the voice of Infinity of
all distance and space.. and beyond.. that certainly is not specific
to any one human language.. culture.. and or religion.. or one human alone…

The evidence for that is simple and direct.. neither Jesus or Muhammad
lives or has lived on other planets.. sure someone can say they do..
but that doesn’t make it correct.. and nah.. none of that is in
the Quran or Bible.. but sure.. someone could twist some words
as metaphor around to say that.. if they are intent on doing
that.. but nah.. i will not fall for that…

But of course in the days of Jesus and Muhammad..
human eyes are not open with the aided tools of science
that the golden age of Islam helps bring.. so they cannot see
the probability that there are likely intelligent children of God on
these other planets.. that may be well beyond our capacities in
both intelligence and Love… they would have to have the
Love to continue to exist and not blow each other
up in a world war.. and that’s for sure.. if
they are smarter than us.. which considering
the size of the Universe.. is a likelihood of course…

We can thank Islam for these tools of the aided eye of human..
in part.. by the Golden Age of Islam’s increasing Wisdom in the way of Science..
that did not listen to the closed minded ways of Christianity’s
rule of Nations then.. and stay closed up..

So Credit Muhammad here again..

Sadly the worst way to God is through the worship of another person..
as when that other person is worshipped instead of God within..
God may be lost or never found within.. per the individual’s
perceptions and feelings of God within.. and that
is the saddest part of the way modern
Christianity is interpreted.. worshipping
a man as God instead of God that lives within..
as the Force of the Universe in all of Infinity and beyond..

The real Jesus as reported in the Gnostic Gospels.. uncovered
in Egypt in 1959.. speaks to God living within.. and this
message still exists in the New Testament in metaphor
of Luke 17:21.. additionally this verse makes it
clear in metaphor that heaven is now..
for those who find it within…

But people tend to ignore that and
continue to interpret the metaphors of the
parables of poetry in the bible to make Jesus
a God and of course Constantine and the Catholics
of that date in 325 AD make God into three persons as a
Trinity of God.. Jesus ..and the Holy Spirit.. and put
him on a throne away from his self-acclaimed place
of humble prophet and healer.. and sure that is
sad to me.. but it is part of the human tribal
instinct.. as gifted by God too for basic subsistence and survival..
to elevate the Quarterback of the team.. President.. Prophet.. or whomever..
to a place of Supreme importance in the heart of human..
as people tend to Love their Leaders of choice..
again.. part of human instinct.. to look to
someone else.. for the followers among us..

But here’s the thing.. there are sheep and
there are shepherds.. the sheep will follow the
direction of the shepherds as they either
speak to the heart or speak to the fear
of human.. the light is the heart..
and the dark is the fear.. the
light is the Angel and the fear
is the demon and or devil..

i for one speak directly
to a God of Angels as Light..

I for one.. disregard the Demons as nothing at all..
they do not exist in my Universe now at all..
but sure i have met them before
up close and personal
in the eyes of fear
and hate.. so
yes.. for me..
demons and
dark exist
without a
doubt in metaphor
as is.. then.. for sure..
but no.. not for me..
at all.. now.. zero
demons as
for me.. my friend.. now..

God gives me that choice as human being..
with the gift of relative free Will and Love..

Even at age 3.. before i can speak.. i see the Angels
of God all around me as light.. in metaphor of course..
beyond words and images..
as Truth and Light
in Wisdom with
no Words or
that need no
humans.. cultures..
religions.. books..
words.. letters.. numbers
or other human symbols
at all.. God Lives
within.. then..
it is a no
then and
a no brainer
now.. that God
exists and is
as is now..
to me then
and now..
Perhaps not everyone is born with
that gift that God gives me at age
3 to know God and Feel God wtih
no images or words then.. within..
So perhaps it is definitely
good that the shepherds
Muhammad and Jesus
exist.. to bring
that Truth
and Light
to others
who do
not find
at age
3 within
with zero doubt
or fear my friend..
like me.. then.. i would
not want
to take
from any of
them.. if not
everyone is
this way
me.. then.. and now..
So in other words.. it gives
me great Joy that you find
Muhammad in the bible..
that you Love Muhammad
so much.. and that you
through this
God within..
and perhaps you too
found God before you
had words at age
3.. i do not
know this
of you..
so i
cannot judge
that for you.. my friend..
But the bottom line is this..
and i will quote your beautiful
words here.. in evidence of
that.. as metaphor too
of course..
and the Internet
will let me open
the words to quote
it so i will paraphrase
you here.. in taking
a suitcase of Love
and disregarding
all the words
of God my
friend.. i need
no grammarians
or Linguists to
find God in
my heart
or anywhere
God exists
in Infinity and
beyond.. so sure.. i am
impressed by the great memory in
ability of the man in the video
provided here to quote
and reference
all those
texts.. but in
God’s words.. no..
as they are far
unless we make
God equivalent to
ourselves and i for one
friend.. am not falling for
that human
snake oil..
never.. zero
NO NOT.. at all..
ALL.. AH.. YES..
OR MAN ALONE.. again..
the evidence is clear..
as above
so below..
inside outside
all around

*correction up there.. the Internet
would NOT let me open
your quote.. Imran..
and i spelled
with as wtih..
but perhaps
that is how
spells with..
i am no one
to judge
GOD.. my
no one
at all
again.. my
friend.. arrogance..
is a long lost enemy
of mine as well…..;)

Smiles my friend.. SOHEIR..
No where in my comment did I say
Muslims worship Muhammad.. Love yes..
Worship no.. and that is a clear advantage
to how Islam is understood by Muslims..
In my eyes at least.. and it is fine
with me if an individual believes
Muhammad is the last messenger
for them of God.. but for me
the only true messenger of God
is the face of God.. i for one..
Receive ALL my guidance and direction
from Infinitely.. always now.. My friend.. Smiles..:)


I’ll be back.. At some point in now..
When shoppers free up the Internet for other stuff..
Meanwhile.. But mostly nicewhile.. I’m going dancing
with shopping Katrina.. Observing the worship of stuff
that people fill their baskets with in something or
anything to make a difference in emptier feelings
of life as is.. Happy feet I go.. No matter what
comes or goes.. And sure I’ll document that too..
In photos more than two..
Insert Arnold video here..

of I’ll be back then or
now whenever the spending slows down
and Internet gets back faster to catch
up with my brain.. He..he..wink emoticon..;)

Well.. Internet connection resolved now
by the good hands folks at AT&T..
sending a technician out later..
in case i burned out the
lines of transmission
here.. hehe..
but anyway..
yeah.. it’s time to dance..
AND.. next blog post..
titled “Awakening
Force iN uS”.. coming
later after i finish up
with the rest of
dVerse too..







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10 Responses to Awakening Force iN uS

  1. Glenn Buttkus says…

    Flop sweat pours off this old poet after a medium large dose (6566 words, 86 images, & 9 videos this time. Your 5 year stats, Jesus rides your pen, brother, is actually 11 million words, bang me with a banjo, man, that is about 35 bibles, all the Gnostic texts, plus the Dead Sea scrolls thrown in for grins) of FRED; damn–2 sand shots, multiple cat shots (mostly Yellow Boy) with the happy Katrina with all her female family & friends, (nice, 23 sky shots, several killer red flowers images, couple dozen selfies in 4 different T-shirts, food porn, store ads, mall vignettes, & time to wax philosophic; I admire the research you have done on the Gnostics. My favorite line 2nite is /but the truth is God’s image is more/an LSD trip than a bible/ Christ, I dig that notion. At my site, my BLACKTHORNE saga continues, up to episode 50 now, starting in 2013, with almost 5 hours of audio done with it as recitations.

    • Smiles.. Glenn.. thanks for visiting me over here..
      at ..a place of faster downloads..
      without the equivalent of several more thousands words in the comment section..
      with that new one coming here shortly.. as i will include your words back over
      at Word Press in consolidation for poeTry wordy purposes.. haha.. and yes..
      i think technically 11 million words is around 13.6 bibles in length..
      but yes.. it does seem like 35 sometimes too.. hehe.. and i enjoyed
      your BLACKTHORNE.. saga very much as the Wild and
      Free Appaloosa story.. i can relate to.. too..
      of course.. on the trail of mind and body balance
      so far here..
      and still haven’t
      gotten around to doing recitations..
      but yeah.. there’s always something new now..
      as far as i can see for now..:)

  2. SMiLes.. one may not ever truly Love Unconditionally
    until they embrace the gold of dark.. and are no longer
    afraid of the dArk nor truly cynical of the Light..
    for many folks who insist on controlling
    other folks through illusory fears
    to subjugate human sensory
    and emotional freedoms..
    including reproductive freedoms..
    it is the fear of emptiness..
    of their soul..
    that truly is
    the emptiness they

    DO NOT FEEL.. that can be without fear..
    at all.. but emptiness is much worse than fear..
    therefore what is commonly referred to as psychopathic
    leaning folks with little to no pro-social empathy attempt
    to rule other parts of God’s Creation.. often namely other humans..
    to pull their heart strings to see them jump with fear
    and emotional pain.. this is all some can feel power..
    status.. in the control of other
    parts of God’s Creation..

    Love is the binding social force
    that cures all of this.. for those who feel..
    pro-social emotions and empathy.. there is no such thing
    as jealous Love for someone who is fearless in tough and
    passionate unconditional Love.. and that’s A science
    of the art of the human heArt as
    emoTioNs expresSinG SpiRit as such..

    And miNd and BoDy BalanCinG in moving
    with feedback in cognitive regulating of emotions
    and senses.. integrating for soUl of human being..
    yes to look within.. to balance with this relative
    human free with the power of Love is to be
    set free with Truth and Light..

    As Wisdom and Love holding hands
    as one human together.. both hemispheres
    of brain connecting and holding hands together
    in synchrony.. in reason and art.. with other human beings..
    in peace and harmony as both hemispheres of the
    electrons of atoms.. neurons of human
    mind and body.. as yes..

    People connecting and holding
    hands across the world no different really
    in spirit of core atomic forces of celestial bodies
    that orbit each other in peace and harmony to hold
    the Universe together with some forces that
    scientists may never ever fully see and
    measure.. even with the aided eye..

    Never the less the magic of science is
    ART and we all of God’s creation when in harmony
    and peace hold hands together as one force as GOD Alive now..
    moving singing a song of God’s voice together now..
    in Art of moving dance as well.. Infinity lives
    on for now together always again and again..
    now.. as the cycle.. falls and springs..
    in Summer and Winter of Dark and light
    move on.. and sing for now.. smile emoticon..:)

  3. From Friend Rafiah’s Facebook Page..

    Good morning.. i mean afternoon to evening in Pakistan.. friend Rafiah..
    and truly when we sing a song of science and bring emotion into the mix
    of a literal symphony of science we bring God’s magic human Nature of
    Infinite nuanced emotions into the mix of reality now..

    And the best thing about human emotions..
    sometimes sadly misSinG with fewer emotions
    expressing by monotoning voicing scientists is
    that emotion is the glue of human memory and decision making..

    So.. sadly some scientists can hardly tie their shoes as the
    emotions of movement in mind and body balance with human cognitive
    executive functioning abilities.. including focus and short term
    working memory may not work well in a sitting or standing
    still position of either listening or giving lectures..

    in what can be boring monotone voices of robot style
    of being in mechanical cognition mind so far away from
    fuller human being as gifted by Allah.. so much higher
    in overall human potential.. where human becomes
    not just a robot but a Ferrari of emotional
    heat in electro-magnetic radiation as well..

    As the human body literally can heat up
    with moving human emotions with a warm
    heart literally and metaphorically as is
    with the magic song of human emotions that even yes..
    can impact the static of the remnant song of Allah..
    in big bang band way.. between those TV stations..
    of static reflecting the big bang as well..
    when human roars a heat of emotions changing
    static as voice of roar of human emotions in heated moving ways..

    So yeah.. static in someway.. is the song of Allah.. the remnants
    of the roar of God at the beginning in moving ways of song in dark to light..
    and we are a reflection of that as well.. in stars ourselves when we live
    with a balance of emotions and reason expresSinG as well..
    but if not.. we can become a black hole sun..
    where other folks rotate around our negative energy..
    and are inspired by it.. to generate their own Suns and
    daughters of God’s energy.. from within.. to outside..
    above so below and all around as they reflect more of all of GOD as IS..

    But perhaps instead of scientists.. they should have sent a poet to sing
    this song as well.. ’cause Richard Dawkins is dead incorrect alive when he says
    humans are not evolved to understand this without the aid of science..

    the patterns of God are all around us to discern totally innately..
    intuitively and instinctually as above so below.. in senses.. feelings..
    and reason as art.. inside.. outside.. and all around.. some of us with
    God’s eyes of art will need no tools of science to understand this..

    And some of us with science eyes alone.. will never see it through the
    Art eyes of God.. but still they have half the pie of God..
    as God has eyes of Science too.. but sure.. a full pie..
    instead of half a brain.. is infinitely greater in
    light for now.. for sure.. my friend..

    We have to guard.. seek.. and find..
    more of our Art of Allah as gifted in our minds
    and bodies in balance.. less science.. the darker part of Allah..
    takes the Light of Art of Allah in human emotions expresSinG HeArt
    of human being as spiRit.. in miNd and body balancing soUl..
    my friend.. for now.. As iS God in us more fully..

    I learn this from studying human beings..
    science did not have the tools to help me bRinG
    back my human being in balance but the Art
    of God within.. is Infinitely more powerful
    than Science my friend..
    As that Art
    is a Universe
    as expansive outside
    as is within.. the human
    miNd and BoDy balance
    in symphony
    of harmony
    and peace
    of courage
    and kind
    AS Wisdom
    AND emoticon

  4. From Friend Himali’s Facebook Page..

    Himali presents a woman covered
    up with clothes.. with just
    a place for a straw to
    drink.. for the
    cold natured
    among us..

    Katie Mia says..

    Ha! smiles.. i am never cold..
    even when it is cold
    but yeah..
    i used to be
    cold too.. in 100 degree
    heat where a breeze
    fills/feels a chill of me..
    so i have sympathy
    for that
    state of
    being too..
    but i must
    say warm
    is cool..wink emoticon

    Himali says..

    Woww !!! Katie I haven’t lived in cities
    with extreme winters so I feel really cold
    at times tongue emoticon
    I guess Florida has
    amazing weather

    Katie Mia says..

    Yes.. we do have amazing weather
    here in North Florida.. but still it gets
    around 18 degrees F.. in Winter time..
    but i just don’t feel cold anymore.. smiles..
    no long pants in over two years for me..
    just shorts.. or less .. smiles again..:)

    Himali says..

    Amazing !!! I think I would
    love Florida smile emoticon

    Katie Mia says..

    Oh.. yes.. it’s probably why i don’t desire to travel much..
    i already readily admit this is heaven over here..
    i wish everyone could live here.. smiles again..
    if more space of course..wink emoticon

  5. Well.. the nice thing about the plot of land you are raised on becoming a public park of sorts.. and eventually a River Restaurant.. per the New Owners of this Sand.. Grass and river front.. sand the place the once shot-gun one-hundred year-old home.. exists.. before another owner buys it an puts it up on power poles.. in case another catastrophic flood the size of Ivan’s wrath of Hurricane Wind and Water comes…

    But seriously it is never the house in my estimation that is the gift but the Nature that surrounds the home.. and in this case it just don’t get much better than River Front Living.. except for the Beach.. another place i wanted to go in blessings and thanks today as well.. but Katrina shopping takes precedence as Christmas approaches.. and there is always interesting stuff going on in the mall.. if just for interesting people.. to the tune of thousands walking together.. not often connecting in words but yes.. most definitely in non-verbal communication.. as all so-called ‘normal’ human beings do…

    Anyway it’s always nice to go back home..
    When it is a pleasant one..
    And the River is always
    a harmonious..
    and blissful
    place to be..
    at least to help
    generate that peace
    of mind and body balance
    within free now aS BALANCeFreeall..:)

    Okay.. and as to why i make the
    unusual poses i make in photos..
    nah.. i don’t just do it in photos..
    they are the equivalent of Yoga
    Postures that bring energy in the
    way of relaxing tension.. increasing
    sensory integration.. and regulating
    emotions.. what truly can be explosive
    human energy.. metaphor of course as i
    ain’t blown up yet.. haha.. well.. not lately
    @least.. smiles.. Kat says i have crab claws..
    and i say that perhaps i am an Antenna now like
    Battery Cables.. to gain iN electromagnetic energy
    wherever i go for now.. and surely the cup or chalice..
    is of upmost human importance as human archetype..
    for the simple reason that humans cannot live without
    water for long as it comprises around 90% of our body
    constitution and weight.. so yes.. perhaps my arms are
    the human archetypal symbol.. of chalice as in temple
    of true God as us.. that needs no gold plated cups to
    connect to God as simply us.. and yeah.. i guess my
    head in this case.. sticking up in the middle of
    my Chalice of Temple of God is the
    FLamE of enlightenment in
    potential i can be too..
    in mind and body
    balance as WeLL..
    no cup or chalice
    required.. just iN
    the flesh.. inner
    and outer.. above
    so below.. all around
    stuff that constitutes
    my Universe and
    for emoticon

    Oh yeah.. and by the way.. in regard
    to today’s signature T-Shirt..
    two Cat friends celebrating
    with paws up and
    together as they
    simply ignite
    the big bang..
    with cLaws
    of Love in
    Art of LiGht
    and DArk of
    Science.. as WeLL..:)

  6. From Friend Rafiah’s Facebook Page..

    Rafiah says..

    Tabla + Sitaar= Witchcraft

    i say..

    Well.. i remember.. the Sitaar as an instrument
    used in one of the Beatle’s famous songs named
    “Within you Without you”.. and didn’t remember
    that the percussion for the drums instrument..
    used in that song is named the Tabla..

    So i look up a song on Youtube that is
    supposed to be a famous Tabla and Sitaar song..
    named the best one ever.. by Rivi Shankar and
    another person… and there is no magic there for me..

    While the Beatle’s manage to get emotion into their song..
    it sounds monotonous to me without hardly any emotions
    at all in the traditional song.. but the idea of Nirvana for
    some folks is escaping emotions all together..
    which i personally feel is antithetical to
    human nature as emotions are
    what moves human beings..

    For me Nirvana
    is a constant state of bliss
    in pro-social emotions otherwise
    known as the place of Heaven is Now..
    through the words attributed to the man Jesus..
    take Love out of the equation to get nothingness..
    is just nothing.. yes.. escape from anxiety as the
    emotion of fear can be escaped through the
    experience of no emotion AKA nothingness..

    But nothingness as far as i can see is just as much
    of a hell as fear.. all things considered of course..
    and whenever i hear a monotone
    voice.. it is a sign that someone
    has escaped human
    pro-social emotions..
    and that
    is not a
    sign to me at all..

    In fact.. i might be more
    comfortable with an angry voice.. as at least i feel it is alive..
    in AFFECT.. THE STUFF that moves humans through emotions..
    and without it.. there can truly be little human Love expressed
    for each other for positive EFFECT.. in social bonding ways..

    Anyway.. no witchcraft or magic here for me..
    as true magic is in emotions namely the expression
    of the feeling of love.. not just an empty word or ideology.. smiles..

    And as a side note.. interestingly.. modern science theory related
    to a quantum theory of mind.. suggest that the electrical activity
    of the mind.. in measurable sound.. is similar to the
    a-harmonious sound in how folks play the Sitaar
    instrument.. but perhaps the mind that
    was being measured was in a
    state of not much emotion..

    i’ll have to research that further.. i guess..
    interesting it is.. as most often scientists try to separate
    all stuff emotion from science.. which is a little crazy for
    anything associated in science with humans..
    as ‘normal’ human beings are
    emotional beings first and foremost
    over science beings.. the irony goes on..
    and on.. away from the source of what we are..
    in some areas of science.. sadly.. still..

    But truly science still wins over human
    ignorance over how the Nature of God works in us..
    for sure.. i for one see.. my friend.. Rafiah.. including
    superstitions.. of course.. as well.. but hey.. even
    Voodoo works per the Nocebo effect and affect
    in science terms.. for those
    who believe in evil stuff..

    Love is the way over all negative stuff..
    the conquerer of fear and hate.. Love IS..
    STILL NOW in Human Terms and many other
    animal terms as well.. in this Life now.. toward
    a Real Kingdom of God as Heaven now..
    just our Life NOW..

    And sure the
    best way to control human beings..
    is to take pro-social emotions away from them..
    as pro-social emotions.. namely Love.. iS
    what truly empowers human beings..
    for success in Life as is now..

    And sure.. a state of fear or nothingness
    to subjugate and control other human beings for control..
    is an AFFECTIVE and EFFECTIVE WAY to reduce the
    affect of human beings in this life now.. for total effect of success..

    Anything associated with fear and hate.. is the real devil now..
    and sure nothingness motivates nothing but nothingness
    while nothingness exists now.. a no brainer really..
    that should be.. a no brainer.. unless someone
    convinces someone otherwise.. through superstitions
    of the past… and present of lies… away from
    what Human Nature reAlly is as gifted by
    God all Naturally through
    innate instinct and intuition..

    Sure.. go to a cave.. a desert.. a beach..
    or under a tree in the forest.. without the footprint of lies..
    and the truth and light of pro-social emotions will come again..
    in simple bliss of being human.. now just now.. with God
    as Wild and Free.. with real Wisdom of Love..
    as Truth and Light in Feeling.. my friend..:)

  7. Well.. i Love
    writing stuff that is as applicable
    a thousand years ago as a thousand years in the future..
    but that’s just me.. smiles.. there is no old news in good news..
    particularly truly good news of the Heaven of now.. JUST Now..
    as far as i know and feel.. it doesn’t get any better than that..
    overall.. for humans in this life.. at least.. and sure that’s
    what we know now and feel
    now too.. now.. just now..

    i’LL Just say the
    potentials in Heaven now..
    are limitless with no cultural or so-called religious
    sidewalk expectations.. for those who gain entry from within..
    as encoded in our DNA.. all naturAlly by GODAllthatis.. same
    stuff Jesus is talking about to help other folks gain entry too..
    before other folks make him a God.. three centuries or so
    after he dies.. to worship.. instead of a man who finds
    an internal path to Live in the Kingdom of God AKA
    Heaven now.. So hard to relate.. but true.. as now..
    for those of us who live in Heaven now.. the other
    dimension on this terrestrial plane.. far
    from the Camels needle..
    of small…

    So i’m driving to
    Catholic Church yesterday..
    and the song ‘Gloria’ by Michael W. Smith comes on
    and i imagine.. yes.. just imagine.. that instead of a
    Congregation pointing toward a man
    on a cross
    the congregation finAlly hears the true message of
    Jesus that God lives within and the Kingdom of
    Heaven lives in us now.. when we finally
    gain the same Mind and Body Balance
    that Kundalini Yogi brings to
    successful practitioners..

    Or just so-called naked savages gain dancing with each
    other freely around the moonlit campfires of night for hours
    on end in waves of continuing ecstasy with God.. no different
    really than me doing my freestyle TAI CHI in Barnes and Nobles
    yesterday evening.. for an hour or so.. while reading a book
    about Kundalini.. and listening to Chicago’s “Chicago IX”
    Album.. with iPhone 6s ear buds.. seeing freely that this
    needs no instruction at all.. it is simply a matter
    of regulating emotions and integrating
    senses like all the other free animals of the
    earth do with the art of movement.. when yes..
    free and wild..
    like me.. smiles..

    And sure.. as Jesus..
    the real man Jesus.. escapes religion and culture
    of his time.. and takes his 40 day walk in Nature of
    the Desert there.. he finds the same experience
    separated from religion of his day and culture then..
    that is patriarchal and restricts human emotions and sensory
    experiences.. basically comes back to the rest of his tribe..
    and says it’s a lie (current cultural and religious ideology
    then same as today in many parts of the world)
    and gets to God’s Nature for human within..
    through innate instinct and intuition..
    with the Higher Power of God
    gifted to all of God’s animate
    inanimate creation who live
    free and wild…
    And the saddest part of all..
    is yes.. he is made into an earthly King..
    where all he was saying is all of this lives within you..
    this peace and harmony of internal bliss.. the nirvana..
    the Kundalini Rising.. the Great Spirit.. the CHI.. the KI..
    the QI.. who knows.. a trillion different metaphors for
    any being that may live on any planet who has found
    the same Universal Reality of Peace of Mind and body
    iN BALANCE now.. JUST emoticon..:)

    Well.. ANYway.. my dream is for the congregation one
    day to experience the Heaven of now.. and to
    share that experience in song
    with all others
    with how
    God will have uS
    as free again
    as Loving
    come again..
    as free and wild
    before the apple
    of Lies.. propagated
    by cultures and religions
    for subjugation and control
    over other human beings with
    A SONG

  8. In general.. human societies
    directed by woman..
    per evolutionary
    history of that
    work better..
    for the simple reason..
    and yes.. FEELING NOW
    women matriarchAlly motivate
    with the Power of Love then and now
    overall.. and Men with PATRIARCHY
    ..the power of fear.. OVERALL..
    WITH misery and suffering
    in all stuff hate associated
    with the power of Fear.. AS with
    Love comes Grace and True
    Strength within to power
    us for more
    success in Life..
    but just ask A
    how that
    works and she
    will tale ya..
    in power more
    of strength
    as Love
    my friend(S)..
    BUT SURE.. ‘YOU’



    Well.. my friend Suzanne.. sad to see you go.. but happy to see you go where heArt will follow in writing another Novel.. and for me this current short story of dream you bring here.. about a girl named Katrina.. who will escape the lies of culture she sees.. to embark on a journey and paths of new ways of thinking and doing.. is certainly a similar journey and path i embark on.. after being subsumed by culture and work outside of myself for several decades too.. and truly after all of that.. i have the challenge of recognizing that i have truly learned close to nothing about life as Nature intends it.. for me.. by doing what is expected of me by both work and culture.. religion is something i had left far before in organized and structured way.. and truly not much light for me there until much later now recently.. when the deeper metaphors finally make sense to me in feeling.. as i too am able to create these metaphors finally too.. after five decades of life… so freely iNOW..

    Anyway.. it’s nice that you are leaving
    this blog up.. as truly i see much
    truth and light in your words..
    and zero weirdness
    or strangeness
    here at all..
    as you
    from heart..
    spirit and soul..
    the real place of
    human expresSinG more
    than external influences of
    whatever is the flavor of now..
    my friend… so.. best wishes to you..
    and may Truth and Light remain as ALLY..:)

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