It is the year
1976..
Sweet
16
he HE
for
me….
But no SEX
FOR
ME..
i
do not frigging even know
WHAT
IT
IS
YET!
SO WHAT DO i do…
i play Tennis all AFTERNOON
INTO THE NIGHT
YES!
TENNIS IS
MY
AFTERNOON DELIGHT!
all
AFTERNOONS
every
day
after school at the
CITY PARK!
Truly i’ve spent years at a tennis court
all time played.. CONSIDERED..
And yes..
at
least one person thought
i
WILL
be
a
professional at it..
as my serve was like a Tornado
of
STRANGENESS..
YES
i am/WAS
A
(has been)
SUPER FREAK
OF
TENNIS..
BUT!
IT
WORKED..
NEVER THE LESS..
HA
HA!
AND WHAT i loved and Love
most about
living
in
NORTH FLORIDA
IS
THE AFTERNOONS OF DECEMBER
WHEN
THE
TEMPERATURES
SPIKE UP
INTO SUNSHINE
AND
INDIAN SUMMER!
AND YES!
OMG!
YESTERDAY SHORTLY AFTER A COLD
THANKSGIVING
THE TEMPERATURES
RISE
BACK UP IN SUNSHINE
OF
MID
70’S
AND
THE
TREND OF INDIAN SUMMER
CONTINUES
TODAY..
SO
i
celebrate my AFTERNOON DELIGHT
HERE
TONIGHT
WITH PHOTOS
FROM THE PLAY
OF
TODAY!
And i do my best to be
a
FAUX GREEK GOD
IN
RENAISSANCE MALE
STRAIGHT NUDE
ART!
YES
A REAL! FAKE
BUT
NEVER THE LESS
i
try and try and try and try
to be a flesh and blood
work
of
art!
he HE.. YES.. MICHELANGELO
STYLE..!
And i think i’m getting better @IT closing in on 10,000
views on that restricted blog site
but
i’m not getting many comments
YES.. ACTUALLY NONE..
for
whatever reason
and
that’s
OK
as it’s the quiet ones
that often make
a difference
in
the
world
2
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In the English Language the words provided for love are very restrictive and in cultures that speak English most people do see love as a bonding type of warm feeling that can be related to the neurohormone oxytocin.
This neurohormone also by the way is the one that research suggests that SOME folks on the Autism Spectrum are deficient in.
The opinions on Love do vary across cultures per what it is and the complexity of what it is.
But there is a type of love that may be related to the neurochemical, DMT, or what some folks describe as the GOD or Spirit Molecule.
On the street it is referred to as Ecstasy and more recently Molly as synthetic versions made from the oil of sassafras the ingredient that was used historically in making Root beer but is no longer used as cocaine is no longer used in Coca Cola.
DMT is an empathogen drug and yes an empathy drug that can make a person feel like they LOVE THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE, far beyond the oxytocin affection bonding type love AND it appears that this may be the naturally occurring brain chemical related to Serotonin that is released when folks do extreme meditation including moving meditation like TAI CHI where mind and body becomes balanced and all fears disappear as well as ridding oneself of all con-social emotions like envy, greed, spite, hate and etc.
IT TRAVELS DOWN THE VAGAL NERVE FROM BRAIN TO GUT, and in my opinion this truly is the Kundalini Serpent as metaphor that has been used for thousands of years in Eastern Cultures. And yes, it is perhaps the metaphor for Holy Spirit as well.
And interestingly, THE EMOTION RELATED NEUROCHEMICAL PER SEROTONIN TRAVELING DOWN THE VAGAL NERVE ALLOWS US TO trust the world around us and feel self-esteem.
The neurochemical DMT per the street drug ecstasy that is illegal, by the way, powers a person to incredible physical feats sometimes to the point of self-injury as well.
But of course as with all drugs ingested externally they do not work the same way as when synthesized naturally through WILLED MIND AND BODY ACTIVITY, PER Yoga and TAI CHI, and even the ECSTATIC DANCES of our so-called ancestors wildy dancing free with the rhythms of drums and chants of voice.
But really the point is per power is that without fear which is the state of being of this higher power of what may be described as DMT per process of brain chemistry, SACRED LOVE IS INCREDIBLE HUMAN POTENTIAL.
WHEN One IS IN THIS state of mind creativity goes through the roof, and the ability for strength and confidence in succeeding in social interaction goes through the roof as well, as it is also the basis for a type of human charisma based on love and pro-social emotions instead of controlling others and con-social emotions.
It’s the type of state of mind, that moves metaphorical mountains, and for those who do gain the self-mastery of balance in mind and body to generate this type of love in mind and body balance, they DO MOVE METAPHORICAL MOUNTAINS.
IN MY CASE, 810 lbs. on a parallel leg free weight leg machine, after being so weak and sick I could not hardly raise my arms above my head after eating a meal without passing out during a 5 year stint a little over a year ago as almost a complete shut-in in my home in my bedroom.
YES I WAS like the frigging Hunch Back of Notre Dame, only going outside at 3AM when my eyes with sunglasses could tolerate the street lights to walk a little bit, when it was cool enough where I did not almost pass out.
But what caused almost all of my 19 medical documented disorders was chronic stress that is at core FEAR.
I AM ABSOLUTELY FEARLESS NOW, PER ALL ILLUSORY FEARS, BECAUSE OF THIS TYPE OF LOVE THAT IS THE HIGHER POWER OF WHAT MOST people have been describing as GOD for thousands of years.
Not easy to express this to a person that may of never experienced it as I only got short glimpses of this Nirvana/Bliss/SACRED LOVE throughout my lifetime not realizing how I created this state of mind and being, but now it is almost always my state of mind and being.
And one OTHER result OF THAT is dance walking a martial arts ballet style of dance walk in just 15 months for almost 2700 miles approaching the distance across the continental US in METRO AREA STORES WHILE MY WIFE SHOPS.
And as far as I know it is a unique style that no one has ever seen before per the hundreds of comments I have received.
And when I dance like this FULL BORE IN RAVE DANCE HALLS AND OTHER AVENUES FOR FEMALE AND MALE DANCE INTERACTION for up to 4 hours without a drink of water, IT ALMOST NEVER FAILS THAT SOMEONE COMES UP TO ME AND ASKS ME IF I’M on MOLLY.
AND THE REALITY IS I LIKELY AM BUT IT IS THE ALL NATURAL TYPE OF HIGH THAT IS NIRVANA, BLISS, OR WHAT CAN BE DESCRIBED AS THE SACRED LOVE OF LOVING EVERYTHING IN THE UNIVERSE AKA AS THE GOD EXPERIENCE PER ONENESS OF BEING WITH ALL that is. 🙂
YES IT IS THE ULTIMATE HUMAN POWER.
AND when used in a productive manner CAN MOVE the metaphorical mountains of life.
I hope the way I described it may be in a way that you can relate to, or someone else potentially in the listening audience as there IS NOTHING LIKE IT IN THE UNIVERSE I KNOW OF THAT IS BETTER FAR BEYOND ANY CONSUMER ORIENTED CRAP. 😉
AND IT IS ALL-FREE FOR ONE WHO FINDS IT and practices it, as IT DOES TAKE CONSTANT MIND AND BODY BALANCE WORK TO MAINTAIN IT.
THAT’S THE INCREDIBLE PART.
AND THERE IS NO PRICE OF MONEY THAT CAN VALUE IT, AS THIS SACRED LOVE IS INFINITE IN VALUE BEYOND all materialistic ways of life.
ALL IN MY OPINION, of course. 🙂
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THE COMFORT provided by the byproducts of culture is an illusion of power as the truth is it functionally disables human being per the most important types of intelligence per survival for close to the last million years of human being per physical and emotional intelligence NECESSARY FOR SUCCESSFUL SOCIAL COOPERATION.
AND YES, most definitely EMOTIONAL AND PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE IS NECESSARY FOR survival when cultural byproducts of technology DO NOT enable one otherwise.
Additionally, it enables human being per the VIRUS OF CULTURAL BYPRODUCTS TO imbalance the nature of what WE MUST DEPEND ON TO LIVE PER THE EARTH ITSELF, like a flea that sucks the blood of a dog.
Poison the dog of earth and the flea of human IS POISONED AS WELL.
Human being these days, OVERALL, is not NEARLY WHAT IT CAN BE PER the incredible potential inherent to emotional and physical intelligence our ancestors did PRACTICE AS A WAY of life, yes, in instinct, intuition and FEELING LIFE.
I WOULD RATHER LIVE WITHOUT ELECTRICITY than live a life of no ‘soul’ WITH it.
BUT I PERSONALLY have found a way to balance the BEST PARTS OF BOTH WORLDS.
And to be clear no soul means in this context a human with dead ways of moving and feeling.
Also known as robots, zombies, yes, the metaphors for dead human being alive does go on, for now at least.
Our ancestors are still smiling and LAUGHING AT US, per metaphor only, of course. 😉
I prefer to dance the dance of life, while I watch other cogs in a machine, accepting their REALITY, as is LIKE LEMMINGS STUFFED IN A METAL CAN OF DEATH IN LIFE.
People are resistant to change, and people who are resistant to change CAN BE easily controlled and subjugated by the will of others who ARE IN CONTROL WHO UNDERSTAND HOW human nature works for their ADVANTAGE.
That’s why the sheep of life are SO DAM PREDICTABLE AS THEY THINK THEY ARE IN CONTROL.
KNOWING ONE IS NOT is the first step to true HUMAN BEING FREEDOM AND TRUE HUMAN POWER.
FALSE HUMAN POWER IS THE ILLUSION of cultural byproducts as a HUMAN LIFE saver when in true AFFECT AND EFFECT, OVERALL, THEY KILL THE HUMAN HEART/SOUL.
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Yes I agree AND go to my blog site if you like and you will see I LIVE THIS PHILOSOPHY IN LIVING COLOR. 😉
I AM NOT STANDING STILL, or just talking, I am changing the world, ONE PERSON AT A TIME, moment by moment, through action and JUST DOING IT, LIKE my friends at Nike say. 😉
I’ve already made my mark and documented it as such.
If I die today my life is already complete, but nah, I GO ON, AS TRUE POWER IS IN UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AND PEACEFUL LIVING WAYS.
MY WAY IS BOTH OLD AND YOUNG, AND PERHAPS YOUR PATH IS JUST STARTING, I know not about that.
But never the less, my REAL PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU AND NEVER AGAINST YOU or ANYONE else.
As I can afford to be that way as my bank of SACRED LOVE IS OVERFLOWING WITH GOLD.
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Actually the idea that respect and equality run contrary to human nature is an antiquated idea based on the chimpanzee primate per alpha male behavior, violence, and domination.
Human beings share a similar empathy gene with the Bonobo and similar empathy related brain structures that no other primate shares.
While the chimpanzee rapes and pillages for domination the peaceful EASY LOVING BONOBO RESOLVES CONFLICT AND POTENTIAL VIOLENCE THROUGH pleasure seeking sexual behavior.
So yes, it’s perfectly natural to get turned on by SEX ALMOST ALL THE TIME FOR HUMAN BEINGS WHO SHARE much of the nature of the Bonobo including the Kinsey report that indicates that only about a third of human beings are truly innately monogamous by choice rather than cultural or religious dictation.
However, human beings and Bonobos in the wild are naturally matriarchal leaning social hierarchies where the females rule the roost through social cooperation for the most part.
The 20 studied most peaceful societies in the world are relatively small societies where sharing and social cooperation is the norm AND NOT collecting and chimpanzee like dominating alpha male structured patriarchy.
With the advent of Agriculture the ability to gain instant gratification grows greater and progressively through the Industrial age and now the Information Technology age.
This is not what human beings are evolved for as they stay healthy with intermittent gratification, more so than instant gratification.
THIS IS plain to see in a culture now where there are so many relatively CHEAP AND EASILY ACCESSIBLE WAYS TO INCREASE THE INNATE PLEASURE NEUROCHEMICAL DOPAMINE THAT HUMANS NOW FOR THE MOST PART SPEND LITTLE TIME exercising their human being in movement, PER PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE.
This includes non-verbal SOCIAL COMMUNICATION intelligence PER ways of EMOTIONAL INTELLIGENCE AND YES, THESE ARE the main type of intelligences that humans are innately evolved for to even survive in ways of social cooperation.
The negative impact of this on human beings that are no longer balanced per their innate human being ways of emotional and physical intelligence are pain killers of some kind used by almost 50 percent of the general population, sky rocketing use of anti-depressants even increasing in childhood cases of depression, as well as close to two thirds of school age children who are pre-type two diabetic.
NO, HUMAN BEING IS NOT JUST GETTING ALONG OKAY.
HUMAN SUFFERING IS MORE SILENT THAN THE PAST BUT IT SPEAKS A MIGHTY VOICE IN DISINTEGRATION OF PHYSICAL AND EMOTIONAL INTELLIGENCE.
THE STATISTICS BEAR THAT OUT IN IRREFUTABLE EVIDENCE.
AND rising cases of higher functioning autism per environmental risk factors specific to this discussion are relevant as well. Truly it shouldn’t take a rocket scientist to figure out if one doesn’t use it per emotional and physical intelligence one either doesn’t have it or loses it.
The American Education system is EFFECTIVELY ‘RETARDED’ WHEN IT COMES TO SCHOOLING FULL HUMAN BEING.
AND YES, EFFECTIVE when it comes to creating cogs in a very complex machine of culture.
The price of that, sadly as it may be for many folks, is losing their innate ancestrally valued human being.
EVEN SADDER than this IS MANY PEOPLE HAVE NO IDEA OR REFERENCE POINT TO even knowing what happened to them per cause of their HUMAN SUFFERING.
The saddest result of all is studies that show that college age adults have lost up to 30 percent of empirical measures of empathy in the last several decades.
This is the reason that people are turning into chimpanzees and losing the love and respect of the Bonobo who like human being overall, is innately evolved for basic loving ways and social cooperation.
The scientific now studied reason why is that humans have two pathways of the brain; one per mechanical cognition, yes to keep the machine of culture going and one for social cognition to keep the empathy of human being going.
When one pathway is used the other is repressed.
When one pathway is used to the exclusion of the other, the other withers away like a river that dries up of empathy or a systemizing mechanical cognition way of path of brain closing up that is necessary as well for the continued development of tools of culture for greater human comfort.
Human being requires a balance and when folks lose their innate respect for their fellow human beings it truly is a thermostat of the health of culture and HUMAN BEING.
AND CAT CALLS AGGRESSIVELY DONE RATHER THAN in truly loving ways OF DESIRE IN COMUNICATION that are consensual are A PART OF EVIDENCE FOR THAT.
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Well the truth is one cannot read poetry literally and expect to learn anything OF DEEPER SUBSTANCE.
Heaven is a state of mind of NIRVANA AND bliss that human being can share if properly mastered through relative free will.
HELL is a state of mind of misery AND SUFFERING that human being can share if NOT PROPERLY mastered through relative free will.
Dark stuff per the DEVIL of LIFE happens in life and Light stuff happens in life THAT some folks refer to GOD as being ONE, which in this case means both.
Some folks cannot exclude dichotomy out of their way of thinking so they divide life into good and bad, and other abstract constructs of human morality LIKE METAPHORS OF GOD AND DEVIL.
TRULY THE ISSUE IS GAINING MASTERY OVER ONE’S MIND WITH ONE’S MIND.
NOT AN EASY THING TO DO, AND a substantial reason there is NOW so much human suffering in the world.
THIS IS possible for FOLKS who see life more than skin deep, per literal ways of thinking.
Human being is powered by emotion and not fact.
Facts are simply the scribe of GOD and that’s a metaphor not a literal statement.
But almost impossible for folks to understand WHO cannot see deeper than skin deep.
But not totally impossible in my opinion, as I add Hope, Faith, Belief and Will of Emotions to the mix OF FULL HUMAN BEING LIFE that ARE REAL NATURAL EMOTIVE POWERS OF HUMAN BEING, REQUIRING ABSOLUTELY NO RELIGION OR NAME FOR A THREE LETTER WORD CALLED GOD.
THE KEY IS WHATEVER WORKS AND FOR SOME FOLKS RELIGION IS THE KEY.
THAT’S THE BOTTOM LINE AND ALL THAT MATTERS NOW AND IN THE END PER WHATEVER THE HELL OR HEAVEN WORKS FOR EACH DIVERSE THINKING HUMAN BEING.
AND YES OF COURSE THE STORY OF NOAH IS MYTH AND NOT LITERAL FACT, however myths have been used as vehicles to carry truth in lessons of life as long as human being has been relating ways of success in life.
A Story that is a powerful emotional laden myth lives on, without the myth and powerful emotion it is boring and dies off.
That’s just marketing science 101, and no reason the older generations shouldn’t take advantage of what sales folks do today.
It takes a good story to sell a way of and TO life.
Same basic principle to sell a car.
IN fact GOD is like a used car per no guarantees, no warranty and no manual to figure out the special features, but some folks try their best to get the most out of their used car, per whatever it takes.
I’ved studied IT EXTENSIVELY IN REAL LIFE and my USED CAR IS RUNNING LIKE A FERRARI.
YEAH MY GOD IS NAMED FERRARI FOR NOW.
THAT’S A MUCH COOLER NAME FOR GOD THAN GOD.
TOMORROW IT MIGHT BE MERCEDES.
THAT’S UP TO ME, SO NAH, I DON’T GIVE FOLKS TOO MUCH FLACK FOR WHAT THEY BELIEVE IN EITHER, PER WHATEVER WORKS FOR THEM. 🙂
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Why? Because subconsciously someone out there is hoping someone will convince him or her of it.
God exists it just isn’t a literal thingy.
When one overcomes that substantial roadblock, GOD is possible.
In other words we can create GOD or Leave GOD out of life.
But if I can prove GOD allows me to move metaphorical mountains, yeah I would be a big dummy to suggest that the concept of GOD in one’s life does not work cause it does and I have irrefutable evidence of it.
Yeah, with the interdependent relationship of all that is AKA GOD, fully realized, and utilized, I can lift 810 LBS in a Nautilus PARALLEL Leg Press with my legs, and yes IRREFUTABLE evidence of 12 reps available upon request. TO TOP that off I am 54 and have the measured testosterone level of 277 like a 75-year-old man.
WITHOUT THE REALIZATION AND UTILIZATION OF the Interdependent Relationship of ALL THAT IS aka GOD I can barely lift my arms over my head after eating without passing out and am almost a complete shut-in like the Hunchback of Notre Dame for five long years of literal human hell, additionally with 19 total documented medical disorders including type two trigeminal neuralgia that is considered in medical literature as the worst pain known to mankind and yes it is like having teeth drilled without Novocain but in my case it was in my eye and ear.
So yeah, I’m a big cheerleader for GOD as the realization and utilization of the Interdependent Relationship of ALL that IS took me out of the life of JOB.
Funny how history repeats itself and reality is stranger than fiction as IT DOESN’T HAVE TO MAKE SENSE, TO PARAPHRASE MARK TWAIN.
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