Well.. it takes all of 28 months..
but my new way of thinking and feeling
is finally starting to rub off on Katrina..
it appears.. HE heR..;)
Hmm.. she doesn’t fill up
that 48 inch doorway nearly like i do..
haha.. she looks kinda lonely there..
compared to me.. hehe..;)
Robot dance off.. between R2D2Fred2..
and Automan Dance Santa at Super-Walmart..
But you have to press Santa’s buttons to
get him to dance.. this Robot..
me dances free..;)
I seriously weigh 230LBS..
but i seriously don’t look like i weigh
230LBS when i’m all stretched out like this..
oh what dance can do for a human body..
as shape shifter too.. smiles.. and winks..:)
Hi SOHEIR.. Good Evening there in Egypt..
as a pink rose dusted white bouquet of
Flowers.. In cream pouring
vessel.. is an Ace
of Cards to Katrina
and i as present of
now beauty.. in
Pink Shelves and
Red hearted kindness.. as well..
smiles.. and hope you have a great
night’s rest.. with the present of
‘morrow as now well.. my friend..:)
I would like to shop in the mall in the photos..:D
And eat that amazing stuff that is in the photo.
Katie Mia says..
Who knows.. one now.. my wife and i may take you my friend..
to shop at the Mall and eat Japanese Teriyaki Chicken/
Fried Rice/Vegetables on the Mall Restaurant grill..
as i do my best to do that now..
thousands of miles
away.. but close
Adopt me you two
and then spoil me more..:P..:D
Katie Mia says..
We already do..
And yes.. more
i am looking for
a daughter.. for a very long now..
and sure.. i have one in spirit now.. Rafiah..;)
23 hrs.. Sialkot, Pakistan..
Calls A : Doesn’t get picked up.
Calls B : Ditto
Calls C: Ditto
What’s with everybody lol?
Katie Mia says..
Rafiah says.. smile emoticon
Rafiah says.. Reminds me of Adele’s hello. grin emoticon
Katie Mia says.. You are sharp..wink emoticon
I called you last..smile emoticon
Rafiah says.. Thank you for that. smile emoticon
Katie says.. smiles.. I called you in three other places.. With three almost complete.. On ‘the other line’ a riddle of sorts you are soon to figure out.. Since you are like or like Sherlock with a key to puzzles.. Or detectives in Skyfall..wink emoticon
Now off the other line.. and completing a total of five calls back to you..
and the final hint.. is.. you made the first call about 11 days.. ago..
in a place i always return your calls.. whether they are to me or not..
Rafiah says… Katie Mia you got me curious.
What sort of puzzle? And I am not smart like Sherlock
or those detectives. So you better tall me directly. tongue emoticon
Katie Mia says.. Yes.. it’s true.. you are not here where i live.. so there is no way for sure.. to tale you how much taller i am than you.. tongue emoticon.. on your typo on tall me instead of tell me..
And my wife is Five Feet six inches tall.. to give you some perspective on how tall i am.. in that photo in my latest blog post on my blog.. when i am asked to flex my arm muscles.. hehe.. and you are like a poet who does not know it.. as you answered the call both here and on my blog in two of the five places i called you back..
The other three places are
on my personal Facebook Page..
and my other two Facebook Pages..
with identical Blog Posts texts..
that include my response back to the general call you
made about guilty pleasures on your blog First in
earlier November.. about 11 days ago.. yesterday..
And okay to be even more clear and direct.. as i love silly banter.. but i also hold zero secrets in this life from anyone.. when they ask for clear directions from me.. on what i speak of in this life.. or act upon.. in play of life as directed and produced by i and God together..
Around the time God healed me miraculously in an
all Natural God way from all my illnesses..
In Summer of 2013.. God asks me to
upload my soul online.. and to do this..
the technical writer i am must become a poet..
which will entail over 11 million words of practice from
the time i started this writing endeavor.. on Thanksgiving Day..
November 26th.. 2010..
on the Wrong Planet (a website).. per the worst pain known to mankind..
type two Trigeminal Neuralgia.. writing being the
only approximation to escape any of that pain..
as no drug will work to feather it at all..
And yes.. that disorder.. is like someone drilling my teeth
without novocaine from wake to sleep.. starting in January of 2008.. except it is in my right eye and right ear.. seriously then.. hell lives in my right eye and ear.. but God has a way of motivating us.. like this.. as required in God’s eyes of course.. and perhaps it is penance for my sins in life from before.. as no.. i am not perfect.. at least not then.. Winks.. wink emoticon…
But anyway.. Rafiah.. our friendship.. is pArt of my soul.. so as God communicates to me then.. in God’s Language.. which is infinitely superior than any Written Human Language.. much more complicated and sometimes taking over 5 decades to more fully understand.. but perhaps no human will ever fully understand God’s Language.. i continue to follow through..
And Rafiah and Freddy’s Friendship will never die.. no matter what happens.. to us.. in flesh and blood life.. as long as servers live.. that can technically be as long as humans and servers survive on this planet.. in total.. my friend.. perhaps over a thousand years..
And let’s hope.. pray.. and have faith.. for the sake of the entire planet.. that it doesn’t end soon in a big bang.. of frigging human’s own creation.. i have Faith we will stop that from happening in some way.. and yes.. God tales me.. we as friends will be some part.. if just a Butterfly wing pArt.. of that.. my dear friend.. Rafiah.. a name of an Angel..
And yes.. again.. i Love you.. as a Sister..
a Daughter.. and Family.. sure.. Angel too.. and..
in general.. friend.. and there will never be a True Love for anyone
greater than that.. my friend.. with a tear of joy.. that you called me back..
yes.. Love my friend.. it is worth all the calls of effort iNow..:”)..!
So.. see ya later.. you are a Sherlock..
whether you know it or not.. and a poet
of Love to me.. whether you say it or not..;)
Never hesitate.. to ask me any question..
and i do mean any question.. @ALL..
i am an open book.. of
God.. my friend..
WHO will not
for a very long NOW..:)
God is much smarter than Atheists and or Scientists..
but not all Atheists are Scientists.. of course..
including you and me.. and so am i..
as there is no measure for God
Intelligence in human beings..
in terms of Standard IQ points..
Smiles.. i will whip the
pants off any Atheist in
a God Debate to the point
they ban and delete me
and i’ve already done it
and can prove it in links..
in terms of documentation..
i make their head explode if
they do not delete or ban me..
and hey.. that’s online.. if it is in person..
they run away with their tales tucked between their legs..
and i’m not kidding either.. as i give ’em a tale headache..
as i talk like Lightening and Thunder.. fast and very assertively..
and kinda loud.. wInks.. both in jest and seriousness..wink emoticon..;)
And.. as a side note here.. OMG.. SEMANtics.. ‘everyone’ gets so hung up on labels..
when the essences described are essentially the same.. OMG again.. for instance..
this great video about a ‘Symphony of Science’ narrated by Scientist Carl Sagan..
and some of his famous Scientist Friends.. talks to the Interdependent
Relationship of All of Nature.. and how we are all connected..
and goes on to say.. that human beings are the
Cosmos unto itself in how we actually
even physically reflect the
Cosmos as whole.. Some
name God.. God.. others
name God Allah..
and still others..
describe the same essence
of God.. as the Cosmos.. but the
bottom line is.. the essence of Truth
and Light.. iS basicAlly the same.. and
i’m not sure if you can view this video..
in Pakistan.. without the proxy thingy..
but it is a beautiful video..
uplifting and inspiring..
as it describes..
God in science metaphor..
instead of other book metaphors..
The essence always.. alpha to omega
of allthatis as REAL.. YES.. GOD too.:)
Rafiah says.. What good can be brought out of exploding atheists.
Sometimes when they are arrogant, it does feel alright about making them mad.
But it is better to make them see and feel the presence of God. Otherwise debating is pointless.
Katie Mia says.. Smiles.. Rafiah.. very rarely will an Atheist admit they are angry.. when a discussion of the reality of God is underway.. in what they call a debate.. but the truth is.. in terms of the original man Yeshua.. as reported in the Gnostic Gospel of Thomas.. censored out of the Bible.. by folks associated with
Roman Emperor Constantine.. who made a humble prophet..
now named as Jesus.. Isa.. etc.. into a Soldier God of the Universe
in accordance with the Mithra Religion.. to expand the Roman Empire..
then.. that also ironically
kept and continued to eventually spread worldwide..
nuggets of Gold in Truth and Light as Wisdom and Love remaining today in the bible..
IS the fact that Jesus then would have likely be named an Atheist by Christians today.. as Jesus then.. as reported in that Gnostic Gospel of Jesus.. sees God as all Natural.. with examples like removing the foreskin of a male baby.. as ridiculous as God as Nature provides that foreskin for a reason.. and
that reason clearly is to protect that baby from environmental elements so that baby will one day be able to reproduce.. it was only humans who were afraid of the fact that they are one with Nature and other animals.. to remove part of God’s gift to make God less than what God is in human.. to protect human.. yes..
Yes.. Jesus was one of the first real scientists of the world.. who broke through myths of the past.. and made life simple and real as one of happiness Living with Love instead of hate and fear.. by the same kind of psychopathic leaning folks with little empathy then.. who will do the same thing.. now..
that the religious and political leaders did then..
to subjugate humans for control.. with illusory fears..
to scare them.. into believing if they do not follow their rules.. THAT..
THEY will be excluded from the tribe.. the social group.. the culture.. yes.. all of these terms for the same basic human tribal instinct.. as applied to culture and life.. and basically they will starve to death and die.. or worse.. in being crucified or burned at the stake.. hung or whatever.. the flavor of the
torture of the current moment.. if they do not comply
with the cultural/religious rule of the moment.. ha!
banning and deleting on the Internet now..
not nearly as bad a punishment.. huh..
at least for Americans.. anyway..
The way that i make Atheists heads explode.. is not through anger my friend.. but through the cognitive dissonance that in Truth and Light of Wisdom and Love.. many of them are more in affect and effect better so-called Christians.. that reflect the true teachings of Jesus.. as reported then.. some of which is censored out of modern revised bibles.. now…
The fact is.. many Christians.. are living further away from that Message of Jesus that the Kingdom of Heaven lives within.. inside.. outside.. above.. so below and all around us now.. just now.. than Atheists who refuse to believe
any of the original lies propagated by Roman Emperor
Constantine and his Catholic Cohorts then to expand the Roman Empire..
and that message even still exists in the present revision of the New Testament in Luke 17:21.. but people often paint over it with and disregard it.. instead of amplifying the truer REAL meaning..now…
God provides the gift of discernment.. it is in our DNA.. no human liar can take that away from those God eYes gifted in us.. all naturally.. and sure much of nature.. will never be understood by Science as that Nature lives within
the Infinite Nature of the human mind and body.. in balance or out of balance.. as a non repeatable experiment ’cause it changes every second.. and the scientific method is not a tool.. to adequately measure that experiment of
human in process.. other than generally observable..
changing behavior.. that cannot be repeated as precisely the same..
But hey.. there is always room for the development of additional tools.. but they will look more like Art than science as God is more Art than science for those who see more of God and this is generally the part that Atheists fail in.. as they sometimes do not believe in the real power of Faith.. Hope.. and the Power of Belief that can realistically be measured.. in general.. by the scientific measure of the Placebo and Nocebo affect/effect that is the same generally as the success of Prayer and Voodoo.. for those who believe in either..
Believe is a real all natural power of Humans who use it.. and that is the pArt that i try to help Atheists with.. just to help them realize the higher power of Nature AKA GOD does live within.. for those who seek it.. find it.. and use it in a real way of all natural works.. to live in Heaven now.. And no.. God doesn’t care in the least.. what symbol of construct of human letters and words a different culture uses to house God as no matter if it is
A to.. too.. or Z.. in other words Nature is just fine..
as long as the essence is Truth and light..
as Wisdom and Love.. as God exists now..
But sure.. i have to speak their language to do this.. and it is often.. that it is too deep for their mechanical cognition ways of thinking to process.. so sure.. it gives ’em a headache.. as their comfort zones of the past have been exceeded.. but that’s what life is all about change too.. to meet the new challenge.. adapt.. and survive..
And yes thriving as well in the balance of Love and
Survival in the present of the
Heaven of the Kingdom of God
that can and will live within for those who do exercise it
inside.. outside.. above.. so below.. and all around.. smiles..
Yes.. the gift is present.. for those who open it and use it now..
in practice my friend.. yes.. in practice.. it is more than idols
of golden calves or words.. it is just doing it now..
so yeah.. Nike in message.. at least..
is a good Real Jesus Christian
too.. smiles… again..
it is the essence that is the Truth and Light..
not just words and labels as words as Idols alone.
And yes.. it is always worth trying to help anyone.. and there are some folks who are adverse to complex feelings.. and will only listen to some semblance of Logic.. but yes.. God is more than Logic.. and so are humans who are in a state of soUl.. in mind and body balance.. where they have emotion of HeArt.. are able to express that emoTioN of heArt adequately with other humans as SpiRit..
to feel nature and other humans
as an interdependent
relationship of all things creation..
in connection of allthatis.. AKA GOD..
and communicate this adequately in
measure of human feelings..
where other folks
them and feel them too..
No challenge.. too big for me dear.. but the reality is..
even science now shows that some humans are innately
and environmentally pre-disposed
to a conservative closed
minded way of being.. and other are pre-disposed as
innately and environmentally to a liberal open minded
way of being.. and ironically enough it is often both
so-called fundamentalist Christians..
and Militant Atheists who are birds of the similar feather..
of conservative closed minded ways of thinking.. so yes..
it is the job of Biblical JOB to get through to the other side..
And yes.. God creates this all natural challenge as well..
to keep folks like me.. very busy.. and I guess to keep life Interesting.. as
God is like a Trickster too.. but the ultimate intentions are always one’s of God’s eyes of Truth and Light too.. sometimes mysterious.. and well beyond human understanding..
And that is where Faith in God comes in for those of use.. who find a way to understand God’s way of Language that is often one of signs of synchronicity that can come in any way of life that touches our feelings and logic.. as A higher force of God’s communication to us.. and within us.. as higher as us.. my friend..
So smiles.. again Rafiah.. it doesn’t really have to be this complicated.. but humans sleep in the bed they make.. and yes.. it is one with many sheets that cover the face of God for now.. sadly enough.. but that is what relative free will does.. providing that choice.. to live in Heaven or Hell..
i choose Heaven.. live in
Heaven always now..
practice it always now.. and visit Hell at nows and thens.. to attempt at least.. to help folks get out of a prison of both culture/religion.. and of their own making.. of a Hell here on earth.. a place truly still evolving as Heaven for those who find it.. utilize it.. and practice it now as real..
Yes.. God is a tester too.. it’s just the way it works.. no escape.. but accommodating challenge in success or failure now.. as adapting to what is.. as reality now.. God’s reality in full.. both dark and light.. and all the hues of infinite colors of reality that live inside and outside of dark and light too..
And sure that last part will be gibberish to many Atheists and Modern day Christians.. but that is the nature of the beast of Understanding my friend.. learning a new way of thinking.. AND FEELING.. to see AND FEEL more of what is.. now.. and then..:)
Smiles.. my friend.. Rafiah.. and glad your guilty pleasures are only food..
emotions.. heart.. spirit.. soul.. and such.. as sure.. we need to stay
in mind and body balance.. so continue to indulge in theater and
music as it feeds the soul of Art.. a Soul.. a hungry
fella’ or gal..:)
Yes.. My friend.. Rafiah..
In all stuff human..:)
And the rest of creation too.. sometimes
i write too much.. so when that
happens i dance more
to balance it
the FLESH AND
but there is
i must come
back here too.. wInks..
deep wInks.. so.. too..
It’s hard to tale but that
left side now generated..
shape in the last stanza..
is an F for Freddy..
in word shape of
the words that
other words.. too..
And it also kinda looks
like the State of
too.. but i
One of the best things about Mall Dancing is..
if you look long and hard enough.. or graceful enough..
as may be the case with Dance..
one will surely finally come upon..
someone who has some common interests with you..
as is definitely the case in this photo ‘here’.. although no matter what i tried.. i could not talk my fellow cast members of Star Wars into dancing with me.. and Katrina and i visit the Earth Store yesterday.. and talk with a nice young employee there.. about dance.. my life history.. etc..
And she asks for the blog link to my blogs.. and
we just say type in Katie Mia.. on Google..
and you seriously can’t miss it.. but as usual we
caution her about my Nude Art.. saying you don’t
wanna click on those links.. as it is kinda out there..
And with a completely straight face she tales me and
Katrina.. that yes.. she will click on that..
as she is open minded like some other folks i know as well..
anyway.. not everyone is all uptight.. about a naked male body..
some folks think the human body.. in all forms.. is A OK..
IN ITS ALL NATURAL full FORM.. so yeah.. maybe
there is hope for the world after all.. smiles..:)
And oh yeah.. if there is one thing that is getting advertised
as much as Christmas everywhere one goes around here.. it is Star Wars Fever along with the new Battlefront associated video game.. Star Wars is everywhere.. and yes.. i think i like it better than the commercial message of Christmas plastered everywhere else.. in store life these days..
The Star Wars series..
about the human condition..
truly no less.. than church or school..:)
Behind every truly successful Jedi.. there is a Sith force of
Nature.. in so called dark-side powering the will to survive..
in base animal passions..
yes.. this includes aggression and sex..
more finely tuned as human sensuality and emotions
in all stuff life.. but you see.. the Jedi.. has its issue too..
of blocking the Natural aspects of human that include desire..
a major roadblock in success of Buddhist leaning folks too..
to enter in Heaven now.. is not allowing themselves to feel..
AS seriously.. if not.. the place they are living in is Purgatory..
not the Heaven that can be life now.. as gifted by the God of Nature
of both Survival and basic human Pleasure..
that through the ages still now includes sensuality..
Yes.. all stuff that can lead to the sexual act for reproduction.. and of course really important libido stuff.. this sex and sensuality stuff is for gaining full balance in life and not only surviving.. but moving.. connecting.. and creating best for truly thriving in life..
And take any element out.. and ya get robotic moving and sounding human beings.. that recede into an illusory shell of existence that does not move.. connect.. or create as fully as life can be.. when more fully expressed.. and hell yes.. don’t think or feel for one second.. if ‘you’ will of course.. that all of what I do is not a pArt of Science too..
As i spend most of the Day of Thursday like a holy day
to engage in human sensual ways of life..
from Nude Art to dancing around the campfire of
human sensuality under moon or not.. with incredibly
beautiful members of the opposite sex..
in an art of Rave Dance at Old Seville Quarter..
while the male onlookers will see what happens next.. but yes..
i always go home alone.. ’cause i ain’t ever really alone.. i fly with the God of Nature allone.. and besides.. on top of that.. my wife is at least as gorgeous as any girl there.. and she meets all my needs of survival that really count so i can continue to do this.. so nah..
i ain’t gonna spoil the best thing i’ve got going for me on this earthily plane.. namely that woman.. Katrina.. yes.. the long term assistant of everything for me.. for over 26 years.. and 26 this February.. per the official marriage date.. although we hooked-up like some people do.. officially on September 21st 1989.. yeah..
i know too much information and all of that..
but i am getting into the nitty gritty of human details here.. so Ynot huh..
After all we are all adults here.. huh.. as ya gotta be pretty dam smart
to even get this far in this mega-multi-paragraph..non twitter-stuff..
of adult oriented things.. tactfully put as such.. so that’s enough
for the Facebook crowd.. as i’ll finish more
of this nitty gritty comment
on my blog site.. as we wanna stay within
community standards here of course..
Just in case someone wanders in the room here from ages 13 to 18.. A-OK..
i keep my Sith stuff.. under restricted links.. but let’s just put it this way.. it is both
an Art and Science tested fAct that after Thursday Night ends.. my creativity sky-rockets the next day.. in empirical writing measures of that..
Creativity lives below as so above.. inside.. outside.. all around.. and to repress any of these God given all natural ways of life.. in senses or emotions.. is too simply stagnate to the degree the fuller pArts of our human nature
are oppressed or repressed through cultural/religious lies
for to subjugate human nature through illusory fears.. for control.. and sure..
for materialistic.. power.. and status gains.. for psychopathic leaning folks with little empathy of the stuff called Love.. that is the greaTesT human emotional Force of ALL..
And THAT LOVE.. will balance that Sith Lust stuff.. for Surviving Thriving Humanity.. in the REAL KNGDOM OF GOD.. AS JUST NOW.. THE REAL PRESENT GIFTED TO US THROUGH THE PLEASURE OF THE PRESENT OF GOD THAT LIVES WITHIN US ALWAYS LIVING NOW..
JUST NOW.. that yes.. can be expressed
in beautiful ways for eyes that see it now..
as a part of God and nothing less as God
iS ALLONE of ALL so-called
DARK AND LIGHT..
And sure.. as far as anymore
nitty gritty stuff goes..
of human emotions
and sensuality as non-
verbal communication of
human has always been
THE core of human
in ALL WAYS
THAT COMES NOW..
i FOR ONE HAVE NO
FEARS OF BEING HUMAN
WITH GOD IN ME OUTSIDE
OF ME.. ABOVE.. SO BELOW
AND YES.. ALL
ME TOO NOW..:)
And sure the original Jesus
as reported in the gnostic
Gospel of Thomas as
linked and quoted
here is one
on most all of this
as well.. again.. now
as reported.. of course
now too.. just now.. as well..:)
37) His disciples said to him,
“When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked
without being ashamed, and
take your garments
and put them
under your feet like little
children and tread upon them,
then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”
A Square of Saturn and Neptune.. a celestial Alignment..
and for those who feel or think the stars have little to do
with human being.. they may be short sighted at least..
as from Star Dust human arises and falls..
where the cycle of dark and light
continues as infinity now..
And for me.. there is great significance
and message in Planetary alignment in synchronistically
meaningful ways.. like the 13 Star of David Planetary
alignments that begin when my wife and i get married..
in 1990.. and the last one for 100 years..
ending on July 22nd.. on or about
the day.. that i miraculously..
Come into at least remission of
19 medical disorders.. including type
two Trigeminal Neuralgia.. the worst pain
known to mankind.. actually assessed as a pain
worse than crucifixion.. like having one’s teeth
drilled without novocaine.. except.. it is in my eye and ear..
instead of teeth.. and it lasts from wake to sleep for 66 months..
from January of 2008 to July of 2013.. yes.. on or about that 22nd day..
Anyway.. i am happy to come here to see this planetary event you bring
awareness to today.. as i have no idea of it.. until now.. and the
26th of this month.. in November.. is also my anniversary
of precisely 60 months of writing.. when i first
gain just enough tolerance to the pain..
to withstand a mountain of each word
of still pain.. with my screen turned
all the way down..
a few inches
in front of it..
as i can no longer wear
prescription glasses.. as
focus.. makes the pain that much worse..
So.. 11 million words later.. seriously..
literally 11 million measured words in 60 months for me..
to escape pain.. and my first poetic words in early March of
2013 as well.. and now there is great joy in the words i bRing..
wherever i go.. to be living pain free and
balanced in mind and body..
like a planet orbiting
the Sun free..
Life is magical in white magic way.. for those..
who make it all positive with faith.. hope.. and belief..
Belief is real.. and no matter what the naysayers say..
about astrology.. belief itself is white magic
when all positive for natural healing..
and sharing my friend..
Thank you so much for allowing me
an opportunity to celebrate something else in life..
with this planetary event you bring.. here.. as the
more meaning and purpose i gain in life.. just grows bliss
higher and higher in light away from the dark of the old days..
smiles my friend.. Suzanne..:)
You as well.. My friend.. are an
exceptional Human Being..
And why I come here often
now for inspiration..
Although I do find
All of Light
and Dark as
well in the Truest Art
i see as Unconditional
tough and passionate Love..
Sadly.. Suzanne.. for about 12,000 years..
Angles in fear of Nature become
order instead of free..
even on sidewalks
for straight order..
i dance in spirals
as i refuse to
lines of the lies
of culture and religion..
that is anything less..
Real Human Angels..
only let it go as flow in
The brain is A Symphony of God unto God’s Self.. Rafiah..
And this song plays it well as Scientists continue to provide
hard and soft gray matter of evidence God is here within in
microcosm of a Universe of mind as Stars.. Electrons..
And People same as two hemispheres of
Earth holding hands worth an Infinity
Now iN Tears of Joy.. Yes.. God..
Does this too..:)
Quantum theory is continuing evidence by Scientists
of the Infinite of God’s All Natural Magic..
from the smallest of all of creation to
the largest of all creation in continuing change..
and the next step for a theory of all stuff human
is evidence that our Mind is Quantum force that
we direct as same with God as whole..
i for one practice evidence
for that in everynow..
wheRre Art is the Science of the Quantum human mind
unleashed and released as Force with GOD.. no limits..
no expectations.. God is Free and so are
We holding Quantum hands together..
friend Rafiah.. no less that what we
do in this sign language of
on the Internet now..:)
And the Infinite continuing UnaBridged Bible
of God continues to Grow with A scribe of God heRe..
Science.. wHere Science WiLL continue to be A greaTesT
prophet of God.. witting or not on the iNdividual Level..
with Art.. in Truth and Light.. as Love and Wisdom..
wherE every number.. letter.. and other symbol..
iS A UniVerse of God unto iTself as well..
of which witHout.. tHeir will be no
continUinG story of God for uS
to shaRe as EvolVinG GroWinG..
ART and Science.. friend. Rafiah..:)
So.. i just post two of three links to
“Balance of All Ah on Finger Tips”..
i look out the Great Room Window..
and see perhaps the most beautiful
Red Cardinal perched in an Oak
that i’ve ever seen..
so i quietly attempt
to go out the screen door..
And the Cardinal flies off..
i turn to my right and the sky
catches my attention in that
magical way that somenows happens..
so with iphone6s still hand for Stellar Red Cardinal..
i just point the camera upward and shoot.. and then
viewing the photo from a distance.. there is a vague
hand of sorts.. with the infinite hues of color of Sun
in Center Balance..
So what is real and
what is imaginary.. as always WE decide..
i decide that magic is real.. as both.. so in deed
my life is magic too..
God is magic..
for those who see and hear.. AND FEEL
more of God than letters and words alone..
however.. those letters and words are pArt of God..
howeverX2.. the Reality of God is Infinitely beyondX3..
a book alone.. words.. or letters.. as same.. the God
of All WilLLnever be chained by human books alone..
as GOD is ALLONE.. All ah.. yes oNe..:)
iT’s reAlly aT..;)
Hmm.. and off to go on a another Poetry Writing Rampage Spree..
where the dVerse Poet’s Pub online gathering of Poet’s is going
for a Tuesday prompt on emotions in a personal way to
metaphor them in poetry as such.. like i don’t
already do that.. almost everyday.. hehe..;)
Anyway.. after reviewing the poems..
so far.. while dance walking in stores..
it seems that i am one of very few really
happy folks in the group of Poets.. but yes..
i started this entire writing endeavor.. at the bottom
of the pit of Hell.. so i certainly can relate to unhappy
people all too well.. and it can be very hard to come out
of that dark pit of Life than can be a literal hell in life for
some folks.. in the depths of anhedonic depression..
EMOTION IS POWER.. EMOTE.. MEANS MOVE..
AND THAT IS WHAT EMOTIONS DO.. MOVE US..
SADLY SOME FOLKS RELY ON STRESS ASSOCIATED
ANXIETY AND ADRENALINE TO GET THEM THROUGH THE DAY..
Problem is THAT stress leads to the destruction of the human body
in a slow burn to hell.. yeah.. been there done it.. figured out how
to stay in heaven.. and ain’t going back to hell under any
circumstances.. ’cause God provides me with a
successful way to stay in Heaven always now..
But yes.. again.. i will visit hell occasionally
to help other folks get out.. but that can be the real
biblical job of JOB of course.. as well.. as it can be so hard
to get out of a place that is like a totally different Universe
for those who exist in
human real hell now..
As opposed to the REAL
Kingdom of God as heaven in
A soUl that is a miNd and bodY in balance..
WitH A heArt of emoTion.. and SpiRit expresSinG
that emoTion in connecting with people and the rest
of Nature as Allthatis.. AKA GOD NOWOnE with
Unconditional Tough and Passionate
Love n0w as WeLL..:)
Ah.. the brand of culture..
Stings so deep..
when the world
is running down
bring it up..
is only skin
oh by the way..
Hi tHere S.. nice
to see ya.. again..;)
Ugh.. i left
out the nOw
and oh.. i Love
that song about
Confident too.. by the wayX2..:).
And now to dVerse..
Sadly perhaps.. life is much too busy
for folks to partake in nuanced
complex emotions when
all is go go.
come come.. like
a never ending faucet
of what’s next.. well.. we
do the best we can and move
on.. but oh how.. emotions.. color
the grey and black of life.. and sure
poetry is one way to honor that and
nice to see you Claudia.. you
never play games..
and i tend
is key.. and just
bomb the other stuff dead..
One leSson of liFe is to cheRish
nuanced passiOnate emoTions
would have us believe
that grey is a way.. but
nah.. i’ll color now..
to go grey..
i’ll sTicK WitH
hAirs of grey and ReD N0W
heArt pasSioNate aNd ReaL.:)
Sadly.. for many folks..
at least in the U.S..
Life is only
as dArk as
we imagine it..
And sadly.. TV
and the News too..
does the imagining
for many folks too..
i don’t turn it on..
tHere is Nature in
the BackYard that
doesn’t care about
insanity at all..
can be insane
enough to Kill
in the name of
Happy people are
everywheRe if one
looks for the
of Lemon people..
My Lemonade Stand
first of all
this is beyond sad
of course.. as i for one
didn’t have an expressing
Loving Father.. and a little
derogatory here and there..
is he.. but
my Mother is
All Love.. and
her children are
truly her first and
last Love.. although
there can be illness in
that as well..
Tough Love is
but most importantly
is some Love at all.. and
you Loved your mother..
and that is still
as we do have
control of what we give
back as free as Love can be..:)
Without fear comes Love
more.. and more the
instinct to connect..
of that instinct
for me.. smiles..:)
Sadly.. humans too.. are
fish who are tortured
when folks pick
is a bloody fish
without BAND Aid..:)
Sadly.. so easy
can be now
Finding it again..
in US WITH HEART
i know is possible
and best of hope
in wishing change
May new pups
come your way
Mechanical coGnition.. friend
of grey emotions..
miNd.. oH heArt..
as Art friEnd
The world.. a beautiful
Green and Blue orb..
where even stars
And sure.. there
are dark leaves
of humans with little
to no heart.. spirit.. or
soul.. volcanoes.. earthquakes
and all types of Natural Disaster’s
just waiting to happen.. to bRing
again.. if not
is the drug
is the reality
that feeds hate..
We are the potential
to make A change
one heARt aT
a tiMe N0w..
with more than
grace in Just
Face of Hate
dRaw of Fear..
Face of Love
pAint no Fear..:)
of heARt stone
eYes of uS
Star of Sky
Sun of home
Spirals now with
Milky way ’round
a black Hole Sun
that keeps us in spiraling
way as Earth of hear.. we
too are Universe.. and Earth..
and SpiraLinG Galaxy of home..
vehicles and vessels in
of all are we..
too can become
Land of Enchantment
not even a hint of pollution..
grey as moon.. sand
with no life..
but yet light
filLinG wITh wonder
Lust of lunar humans Free..:)
Libido and Emotions
a friend of
a way to
Surviving iS tHe
up at 12:47 am..
17 poems and 100
minutes of responses
by me..5.88 minutes
and now back
Well.. sadly and ironically.. the real agenda.. of the ISIL
Terrorists is to make way for ISA and the
Apocalypse.. this is not A Kingdom
of Heaven they see.. sadly
now.. and sadly
there are many
wanna end heavenow
too.. who have never
seen it now..
as both hell and
heaven exists on this
terrestrial plane of earth
with both Angels and Devils..
with Angels of Fearlessness
with Love and Devils of Fear
with Hate.. and still.. in many ways..
barbarism of Lies.. fear.. and
hate still now happens
in Africa all the time..
with nary a word
in our First
World Pop Press..
the tribal instinct
of aversion towards
different lives in both
hate and fear..
to cognitively understand
we are all one species of DNA..
is a logical jump that truly
most people cannot
make.. but until..
we lose that
now for them..
ANYWAY.. God is in control
and Mother Nature will have her
way.. innately humans are no less
Loving than the Bonobo who solves
all agression.. violence.. and
potential other warring
Love.. if a Bonobo
can do it as a Loving
Tribe.. we at least have
the potential of doing it
on an individual
level and the
first step of
A NEW WORLD ORDER
OF AN OLD WORLD
IF A MONKEY CAN DO
IT SO CAN WE
MON MEANS ONE..
KEY IS LOVE
AND WE HOLD
THAT KEY IN
without lies of
culture or religion to
disguise the Love as uS..:)
Smiles.. i’ve been in many Military
Department head board meetings..
on time of course.. but
rarely did i see
in there as mechanical
cognition becomes the
exists and exits
out the backdoor
time as an
illusion of DEADlines
then.. oh.. to be retired
is to finAlly
to Live and Love
away from the slavery
of robotic goals in cogs
of other rules
True Slavery is
WHErE KSA goals
and sure i have
an old chip on my shoulder
as following all the K nowledge rules..
by a hair of my
is the end of me..
it is the slackers who
often get it..
as it was
for me to
and that is
the most ironic
pArt of Life of all..
like in the movie
‘The Big Lewbowski’..
the so-called losers
win.. when REAL
When time becomes
a thief of feeling
time is an
ah.. the way of
the culture is time
ah the way of Nature
is now of feeling being
here moving.. connecting
it still lives
and escape is
the hardest art of
Smiles.. a very smart
woman.. no doubt you
are in Geo
if i am
and after achieving
top of the class status
and three degrees.. me
as well.. i went
array of facts..
and so interesting
it was how much in connection
of emotions i am.. when working
with people and not problem
solving alone.. for almost
but back to
the science of facts
again.. and after 5 years..
when the psychiatrist says
use something other than
adrenaline to motivate
yourself.. i have
in language to
motivate me to do
anything at all then..
It is frigging amazing
that the most important ART
of human intelligence in the
ways of moving.. connecting and
creating.. is almost totally
left out of school..
and most areas
of work today..
and that is why
i write my friend..
to explore those deep
emotions as a child
that are mind
So sure.. dance
naked in Nature
is my advice as free..
as we have oxytocin
receptors in the bottom
of our feet to connect to
Mother Nature when set free..
And emotions flow through the
and A write
track is poeTry
SonG of heART
and poeTry SoNG
is my way
to Human Being
where HeArt reigns
as Human bEinG..
this has been a very interesting
prompt.. as one can see how diverse
this issue is.. even in the world of
PoeTry as HeART..
as there is not even
issue of the
biggest real deal
of Human Being Real..
Smiles.. pardon all the
words.. but HEaRT is
at all costs..
wHere FREE iS FEE..;)
with Sun of course..:)
Back at 10:38 pm..
Depression ..a thief..
in the night
to never end..
but it can.. i know
but didn’t feel then
again.. Hope.. a message
that no longer feels in the dark..
Survival.. the only way.. to go on..
Change is certain in life.. sooner or
later.. and with zero feelings for me
eventuAlly Change came..
healing from within..
nows.. and nows
a wait of Life
Struggle.. Face of Life..
emotions.. Play of
Life.. uS.. iNow..
And your Mom’s
eyes will always
live through you..:)
All stuff anxiety..
mostly fear of
of life growing
older stronger and ageless
by the change of will alive..:)
Gift of Dog..
than God living
now never complaining..
just living.. Life is God
Soldier of Living.. Dog..
All God’s children free..:)
Smiles.. the news..
an ant bite..
iN moving outside..:)
and that’s all for
now.. any additional
will be added
in the comments
section of the
next blog post..
“5 Year Square
Neptune Saturn Me”
I love the pic of you in front of the Alabama shirt display. 🙂 Roll Tide.
Your Subway looks yummy. Banana peppers are so delicious.
Oh wow. That pic of Katrina in the mirror … I LOVE her dress! It’s blue, white, and black. So gorgeous. She has the most perfect body.
Love this pic too:
A dance-off with Santa. I love it. 🙂 And you are so right. Dance is the best exercise ever. It will totally transform your body into a sleek mystique of lean.
This is beautiful:
Dude. I just looked you up. And did you know we’re only like 2 1/2 hours apart? How cool is that? It’s like we’re in the same world. 🙂
That’s funny about Katrina’s height. I totally picture her as being tiny. But it’s an illusion. She’s taller than I am; she just looks so little in the photos next to you. LOL.
This is a great thought:
“there is no measure for God
Intelligence in human beings..
in terms of Standard IQ points..”
LOL. I love this:
“Smiles.. i will whip the
pants off any Atheist in
a God Debate” … My husband went through a super apologetics stage. He was doing all kinds of researching. We have a friend though who’s WAY into it. It’s all he will talk about. Literally. It drives his wife kind of batty. 🙂
Ha: “i give ’em a tale headache”
Dude. You crack me up: “OMG.. SEMANtics”
I’m saving that Symphony of Science vid to watch later. Thanks.
My oldest (you know, the one we’ve talked about before) has so much trouble with her faith. She wants absolute proof. And you know how bad her anxiety is. It stresses her out so much. She doesn’t even want to talk or think about God because she’s so worried/confused. So if you have any resources to share that might benefit her, I’d love to have the links.
“Yes.. God is a tester too.. it’s just the way it works.. no escape” … Man, is that true. And I’m a “failer.” Every single time. 🙂 I NEVER grow up. LOL.
I’m so with you. Nudity is art, and it really is a shame that we have to feel bad or wrong for appreciating bodies as art. It doesn’t have to be sexual. I was just talking to our librarian yesterday about how our bodies are art, and such an unbelievable example of God’s brilliance … we were talking specifically about the body’s ability to heal itself. Absolutely miraculous.
“Behind every truly successful Jedi.. there is a Sith force of
Nature.. in so called dark-side powering the will to survive” … Fascinating.
“sensuality stuff is for gaining full balance in life” … So true. It’s really like a reset button. It totally recenters your brain and body. Gets your head straight, so to speak. Our brains get all jacked up throughout the day; we need to get it back on track with that sort of clearing out of all the garbage.
“the long term assistant of everything for me” … That is really a brilliant, and accurate, way to look at marriage. I totally agree. We are all so inadequate and insufficient on our own. That’s why we need a partner. To assist us in daily living, in various regards.
“His disciples said to him,
“When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked
without being ashamed, and
take your garments
and put them
under your feet like little
children and tread upon them,
then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.” … Wow. I’m gonna have to write this one down. I’ve totally got the “be a child” thing down. I just need to be more comfortable being naked … in all regards. That’s hard work. Really, it’s easier to be naked physically than emotionally, etc.
Smiles.. Shawna.. ‘that’ must put you somewhere around the area of Montgomery.. and OMG yes.. this is Roll Tide Area too.. as much as Seminole area.. in fact.. many folks call the Northwest Panhandle of Florida.. LA for Lower Alabama.. this ain’t poetry land.. per Whitman and Kerouac.. and that’s for sure.. this is the land of the literal conservative.. where most every word of the poetry of the bible is taken literal too..
And OmG.. for an extremely logical person with Asperger’s.. stuff like three God’s in one.. will make a head explode.. so relieved am i eventually to find in the Gnostic texts uncovered in Egypt in 1959.. like the Gnostic Gospels of Jesus.. as reported in the Gospel of Thomas.. i quoted and linked.. that the trinity thingy.. was a back room boardroom vote.. with Constantine and his Catholic Cohorts.. in 325 AD.. and of course it takes nearly 1450 years after Jesus until we can find one remaining intact printed bible in English that is left over and revised from what started as a writing expedition from what was left of oral tradition after 30 to 60 years.. AD..
And sadly to me.. it is..
when i point this out to
some of my Christian friends
and that’s what they say is faith..
believing it ’cause someone told ’em it is so..
Anyway.. protestantism was a start of getting away
from priests as an intermediary between
God and man..
And Jesus in those
gnostic texts and even
Luke 17:21 teaches
that the Kingdom
of God lives
and the naked part in that
Gnostic text is of course more
than skin deep.. as it is shedding
the clothes of organized cultures
and religions that are most always
purpose for creating
order out of perceived
chaos of Nature..
But the truth is God is more like
an LSD trip than a bible..
for those who see with
more than literal
eyes.. and OMG
those deeper meanings
do still live in much of the
New Testament when the Pineal
Gland starts to make more all
Natural DMT.. and we
get all connected
and seek out
so much more of this
Nature we call reality
now.. and FEEL IT.. FEEL
IT IS THE BEST EVIDENCE OF
ALL OF GOD AND THE KNOWING IS
SEEING.. HEARING.. AND FEELING WITH
GOD’S EYES AND HEART.. THE SYNCHRONICITIES
IN SIGNS FROM GOD THAT CAN EVEN COME FROM
THE WORLD OF GOD.. IN A FEW WORDS
IS SO FAR BEYOND ANY PREACHER’S
LIPS.. THAT KISS OF GOD IS A HIGH
IN A STRUCTURED BOOK OR
CHURCH.. AS THE OBSERVER
QUANTUM AFFECT AND EFFECT
LIVES IN US.. AS GOD AND US CREATE
REALITY TOGETHER ALONG WITH THE
REST OF CREATION AS ONE FORCE NOW..
okay.. that’s not likely gonna help your daughter with
Asperger’s syndrome at her age now very much.. as she
as a student of culture is fully clothed by that by now..
and for me.. to escape that.. truly required the
effective loss of my sight and hearing
to give up spoon fed reality
like Television and
and all the
us a reality far below
what is possible when it is
we who are the directors.. producers
and actors of our own play of life.. and
that is what i do here now.. my friend Shawna..
i play life as me as actor.. producer.. and director..
and if people wanna view or interact with that play
they are always welcome.. to be or not to be with me..
And seriously i do not think you would be lying if you
just showed that symphony of science video and tale
your daughter that these scientists are describing the
Interdependent Force that is the relationship of all
stuff in reality as ALL IS connected that they call
Nature or the Cosmos.. and truly
this is all the face of GoD
where there is so
of an LSD
trip than this video
relates.. but that comes
best all naturally when the
Pineal Gland starts awakening
and enlightening more of the human
reality of Unconditional Love with all of
Nature.. in DMT ways.. my reality now is
truly that born again thingy that Jesus was
talking about but it is so much more than words
alone.. so much more than a bible.. but it is is obvious
once one gets to that place that Jesus is as real as us but
no greater or no smaller as any true prophet will see that we
are still evolving with a GoD of change and the true bible of
God will never be an
with a Chapter that ends..
many psychopathic minds with
little empathy will subjugate and
control other human beings by saying
they have the last word.. Bulls***… God
has all the words.. and humans have pArt
of that.. but only dust in a Universe of Song..
that has no
end or beginning
that only God can
wrap God’s mind around
as ONE Force of ALL.. oh i Love
Star Wars.. as nah.. the King of FORCE..
the Universe is the Universe and beyond..
no man or part alone.. ALLONE is GOD.. so
yeah.. i’d let your Daughter see the beauty of
what God has done.. far far beyond.. eyes
alone.. it’s simple..
if a Bonobo can Love
free without aggression..
violence.. and wars against
their own species.. Jesus lives
with Bonobos.. and Humans
wE will dance
my friend.. S..
Naked of Culture..
Religion.. and Clothes..
Free with God aSaME..
AND THANKS so much now
for stopping by.. you always
stimulate my creativity and
that is the pARt of me
that i do Love
and you are now
a great friend for that!..
yeah.. mind F**KinG
with no age.. gender..
state.. blue eyes..
or body sizes for
weighs 115 and i
weigh 230.. so technically
i am twice the size of her.. haha!..
and i thought you are probably
at least my height.. and never
imagined now you are
shorter than her..
but i am
of time.. distance
space.. or height of course..
miNd and BoDy
WinGs that have
no beginNinG or end..:)
One of my relatives sadly falling for the Right Wing
Propaganda crap that All Muslims wanna
see Americans dead..
like the lies that
Trump has been
spreading and signs
of Mosques that
to spread hate..
discord and discontent..
otherwise known as division
from God’s gifted human species
that works best with Unconditional
Sharing and never collecting
And here is my
Defense of Truth and Light..
There are as many Fundamentalist Christians
that will kill over lies as there are Extremists
Muslims my friend.. and that is an historical fact
from the Crusades on.. and the fact is we are all
humans when we Love as gifted by God Unconditionally
and that comes first without judging others as only
God can do that.. there are more Loving Muslims
than Christians who will not judge and
i have documented just THAT..
and that paRt is anecdotal of course..:)
hey – just wanted to say hi
too much for me to read – i’m sorry – just having not that big attention span at the moment
Smiles.. if more
people could be like
you and just tolerate
and accept what they
do not have now to see.. if they
do not wanna see IT .. and just
anyway.. that’s what
i do.. but for me at least
i can have the attention
the worst pain
although i rather
fly free.. smiles Claudia..
and hi to you as well.. as
you probably know i am a
traveling blog who writes poeTry
everywhere i go.. this is just my Universe
in reflection of all of who i am here.. my Planets
extend all over the multi-Universe of Internet now…
to the literal
words.. 80 THOUSAND
OR SO PHOTOS.. AND
AROUND 4435 MILES
OF DANCE WALKING
in 27 months..
NOW IN FLESH
in poeTry and
but i digress
as i can.. i JUST
can.. ’cause i for one
AM TOTaLLY FREE..
AND SO IS GOD AND
THAT MY FRIEND IS
i reflect GOD
i can prove it
a half a ton..
25 times now
on a parallel leg
press with arms raised
in air like no other human
on YouTube.. me at 55.. and
the GOOD NEWS IS AFTER
19 MEDICAL DISORDERS OTHER
FOLKS CAN DO THIS TOO.. IF THEY
and truly that
is the message of
Jesus.. moving metaphor of mountains
with believing and doing even
more than he did then..
ALL with GODNOW
where this is the
HELL AS WELL..
ANGELS AND DEMONS
AND CARDBOARD PURGATORY
PIECE OF PAPER
OF A THOUSAND
YEARS OF HELL..
IN ONE SECOND..
no one is
gonna ever ‘gonna
From Himali’s Facebook Page..
To empty a heArt Jar of human dArk notes.. to fill that Jar with an endless variety of limitless positive notes… is to grow a Light so Bright that matches The flLAmE oFSun iNIntenSitY to Grow a Garden of HumanONEASLove..
And sURe.. theRe’s a SonG
for that too.. my friend
as yes.. iF
iN and pLay tHe
Light Bright.. thE
Sun ShInEs as uS
Comment from Glenn on my blog post Alien of Creativity..:)
Smiles.. Glenn.. for some folks.. the seasons bring levels of depression and joy.. for me levels of intensity of creativity for the last two years or so.. and i am down to about three Epic Posts a week now.. with one ‘supporting’ other post to go along with that a week.. so all together.. about 4 a week.. with the three that are word posts at around 5 to 6 thousand words a post now.. on average in main post text.. and i use all sources i travel for that..
In the Sun bright months i was moving at 5 or 6 a week.. with at one time.. up to three or so.. additional supporting posts in my netherworld of Art for most.. with of course the greaTEST effort so far of around two or three days.. one post of close to 26K words including the comments section as one continuous flow..
So yeah.. as the write column of my Blog says here.. for about..
it’s really simple.. i like to write.. and that was all i could do before
i could even enjoy it.. with the pain of type two Trigeminal Neuralgia
from wake to sleep until around July 22nd of 2013..
And what i always wanted to do..
from the time i am in my early
20’s is truly get better
in creative arts
dance.. so far
a goal then.. finally
a realized Art in flow now..
where there is never a writer’s
block for me.. give me the digital
ivories of a keyboard of words and
my fingers just go.. go go.. and the
same applies to a camera
or a song to sing..
the creative mind
is magic.. and my
problem when checking
out a book about creativity
like there might be an instruction
manual for it.. in college that GOD
i think I checked out 30 times and
never then had the focus to even
read it from
front to back..
is Yes.. ‘Pure’ Creativity
comes as both a practice
and a gift like magic.. from
that first day on or about
the first of March 2013..
when like a guide
and the driving
force of self lives
again in me.. like the
couple of other sparks
in writing a Christmas
Story and Play in Middle
School.. and a few
in College.. with
the first real
of a magic of
Life.. that comes
deep within.. without
much conscious analytical
problem solving thought that
ruled my life in school.. through
much of work.. with even dreaming
about math equations in school..
but yes.. i knew something is
missing then.. and that
missing is moving..
and sharing that
as giving never
in return at all except
for the empathy of sharing
free and bringing some spark
of inspiration to someone else..
It all works together.. Creativity
guides me.. sure as God as whole..
in me.. and i enjoy the ride wherever
God in me.. as Creativity.. takes me next..
And in understanding now this is now how it
works.. through innate instinct and intuition..
i now understand there is a cosmic
life force of human
creativity that is
in extremely mysterious
ways beyond the science
of method that currently exists..
to ride that wave of GOD is greater
Joy than i ever can imagine before..
it is the journey and multiple
Bliss to me..
as am i.. to share
with others complete..
for whatever they care
to eat.. in mind
balance as far as
they can go.. too..
i continue to go
of others yet..
It Keeps Life Interesting
Just like Heaven Now..;)
HA! ha! ha! and more ha!..
i think ‘the test’ gives this score to everyone..
just to try to make ’em feel good.. as it is not
even a dam test.. in the first place.. smiles..
smile emoticon.. Hmm.. the fact they spelled
sexy wrong is kinda disconcerting too.. but
that’s okay.. as sexy or sex is cool.. for
whatever reason.. hehe.. test results..
From A generic share this now Facebook
sexy test.. where i get a 92% on beauty..
92% on sex appeal.. and 97% on looks..
“Caution: hot! You are unbelievably sexy and
one has to take a closer look to really believe it.
You draw people towards to you and your beauty
is the talk of the town that leaves quite a few jealous.
Share your result on Facebook and show your
friends how sexy/attractive you are!”
Hehe.. Yoda.. sexy..
wisdom and truth yes.. sexy nah..
just a great way of being now..;)
Reference the Yoda shirt..
as that picture might change
as time goes by.. everyday..
WAit! now i get it..!
They are talking about
wife Katrina and not me..
as she is on here too..
and so pretty too..;)
Anyway.. tomorrow.. iS
Thanksgiving and truly
thanks for me that i’m
still living pain free
so checking back
with dVerse when i get
back from working out..
to see if there is any
more poetry there..
already do my nude
art yesterday.. as
‘morrow not enough
time to fit that
in with visiting
in-laws.. my family
in blood.. and heading
out to celebrate my 86th
dance week.. with all the
Cool College Age folks at
Old Seville Quarter.. publishing
this post a little after midnight or so
on the TG day of Thank God i’m still
here day for me..
where i will honor
the words of this
post with my personal
Temple of God expression
of all of who i am.. no holds
barred.. no regrets.. no guilt
for being a totAlly Free Child
FREE GOD AS
WELL.. and this
song certainly sings
to human freedom of
expression.. well.. and
sure.. relatively speaking i
guess i have a big butt too..
for dancing and pressing half
More Fun Dance photos coming in the
wee hours of Black Friday.. as always there
will be plenty of folks shopping.. perhaps
even at 3 am.. when the Rave Dance
ends.. and i can hardly
walk out of my
car in exhaustion
when i get back home..
but the fingers will still
walk the walk of the
i listened to this song.. at least 10
times Tuesday Night dancing
in all the stores
and boy does iT
!Force equals Music
As i continue to explore
the Inner UniVerse
THE POWER OF LOVE.:)
Oh yeah.. and this is my first sentence and
paragraphs born online.. and now i am five..
on November 26th ThanksGiving Day of 2010..
then.. writing is truly my only savior
in any approximation away
an escape is
a joy.. but just
writing what i write
below then.. takes me
all night where every word
is like climbing a mountain
of pain.. both in eye and ear
pain.. and even ability to use
my mind then.. for the first
time since January
when then i
could not even
i’ve seen both
sides now.. in so
many more ways than one..
and no.. i am no longer a canary
and the coal mine i run with WILL..
i wrote 8005 words on that website..
until i stopped writing on it earlier
in July of this year.. often posts
that are thousands of words
long there as well..
words add up
Radios, Black & White TV, Color TV, Cable TV, VCR’s, Satelitte TV, Surround Sound, Heavy Metal, Computers, Cell Phones, Pornography, MP3 players, I Pads, I Phones, 24 Hour News Cycle, High definition TV etc.
The evolution of technology bombards the human senses, and we become addicted to the adrenaline not realizing the effect on the health of ourselves or our children.
Constant bad or good stimulation eventually will wear any living thing down and/or change the way it thinks and behaves. Especially, if you are experiencing it with no physical movement to burn off the adrenaline.
I think many of the people born 40 or 50 years ago that are now diagnosed with aspergers might have symptoms of low functioning autism if they were born today.
I couldn’t complete sentences until I was four years old, but managed to cope with the demands of life with high functioning autism and adhd. I can’t imagine being born today and having a chance of a successful independent life.
I think we are the canaries in the coal mine.
From Friend Rafiah’s.. Facebook Page..
Rafiah.. presents a selfie of her two sisters..
Katie Mia says..
Yes.. Faces are better than words so where
is yours.. Smiles..wink emoticon
Behind the camera. wink emoticon grin emoticon
Katie Mia says.. That’s okay.. I for one have a photographic memory..
And will never forget your eyes and smile.. Even after you erased it..
But I understand that as my sister will never allow me to take a picture
of her or my mother.. That makes me sad as I am a face person
but they are word thinkers more than image thinkers..
I used to be called the
quiet one until I lost effective
use of my vision for 66 months.. So yes..
Change is possible towards words.. towards faces..
Or towards extraverted or introverted.. liberal or conservative..
as humans are gifted by Allah to create their reality with Hands of
Allah.. Words.. And Faces too.. Smiles.. Oh yeah.. My sister
and my mother play scrabble a lot.. I don’t like scrabble..
I like meaning more than form..wink emoticon
Rafiah says… I am also a face person.
In fact I love staring things and people.
But at times it can become embarrassing
for others so I refrain my urge. tongue emoticon
Rafiah says.. But I am word person as well. tongue emoticon
Rafiah says.. I am confused now. I cant say. tongue emoticon
Katie Mia says.. Oh gosh.. Me too.. But I would love to see
a million of your silly faces..smile emoticon
Rafiah shares a photo of she and
her brother around
3 to 5 years
old or so..
Katie Mia says.. Sweet faces..
Rafiah says.. That’s my brother, Momin, beside me.
Katie Mia says.. Smiles.. I thought so.. You all look alike..
Brother and Sisters.. and I can tell you will be very smart
in that picture by your forehead of intelligence..smile emoticon