Balance of All Ah on Finger Tips

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Well.. it takes all of 28 months..
but my new way of thinking and feeling
is finally starting to rub off on Katrina..
it appears.. HE heR..;)

Hmm.. she doesn’t fill up
that 48 inch doorway nearly like i do..
haha.. she looks kinda lonely there..
compared to me.. hehe..;)

Robot dance off.. between R2D2Fred2..
and Automan Dance Santa at Super-Walmart..
But you have to press Santa’s buttons to
get him to dance.. this Robot..
me dances free..;)

I seriously weigh 230LBS..
but i seriously don’t look like i weigh
230LBS when i’m all stretched out like this..
oh what dance can do for a human body..
as shape shifter too.. smiles.. and winks..:)

Hi SOHEIR.. Good Evening there in Egypt..
as a pink rose dusted white bouquet of
Flowers.. In cream pouring
vessel.. is an Ace
of Cards to Katrina
and i as present of
now beauty.. in
Present of
Pink Shelves and
Red hearted kindness.. as well..
smiles.. and hope you have a great
night’s rest.. with the present of
‘morrow as now well.. my friend..:)

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Rafiah says..

I would like to shop in the mall in the photos..:D
And eat that amazing stuff that is in the photo.

Katie Mia says..

Who knows.. one now.. my wife and i may take you my friend..
to shop at the Mall and eat Japanese Teriyaki Chicken/
Fried Rice/Vegetables on the Mall Restaurant grill..
as i do my best to do that now..
from across
the ocean..
thousands of miles
away.. but close
as now
comes..
sMILeS..
and WInks..
Friend Rafiah..:)

Rafiah says..

Adopt me you two

and then spoil me more..:P..:D

Katie Mia says..

We already do..

In spirit..

And yes.. more
spoiling coming..

i am looking for
a daughter.. for a very long now..
and sure.. i have one in spirit now.. Rafiah..;)

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Rafiah says..
23 hrs.. Sialkot, Pakistan..
Calls A : Doesn’t get picked up.
Calls B : Ditto
Calls C: Ditto
What’s with everybody lol?

Katie Mia says..
Hello..wink emoticon

Rafiah says.. smile emoticon

Rafiah says.. Reminds me of Adele’s hello. grin emoticon

Katie Mia says.. You are sharp..wink emoticon
I called you last..smile emoticon

Rafiah says.. Thank you for that. smile emoticon

Katie says.. smiles.. I called you in three other places.. With three almost complete.. On ‘the other line’ a riddle of sorts you are soon to figure out.. Since you are like or like Sherlock with a key to puzzles.. Or detectives in Skyfall..wink emoticon

Now off the other line.. and completing a total of five calls back to you..
and the final hint.. is.. you made the first call about 11 days.. ago..
in a place i always return your calls.. whether they are to me or not..
wInks..wink emoticon

Rafiah says… Katie Mia you got me curious.
What sort of puzzle? And I am not smart like Sherlock
or those detectives. So you better tall me directly. tongue emoticon

Katie Mia says.. Yes.. it’s true.. you are not here where i live.. so there is no way for sure.. to tale you how much taller i am than you.. tongue emoticon.. on your typo on tall me instead of tell me..

And my wife is Five Feet six inches tall.. to give you some perspective on how tall i am.. in that photo in my latest blog post on my blog.. when i am asked to flex my arm muscles.. hehe.. and you are like a poet who does not know it.. as you answered the call both here and on my blog in two of the five places i called you back..

The other three places are
on my personal Facebook Page..
and my other two Facebook Pages..
with identical Blog Posts texts..
that include my response back to the general call you
made about guilty pleasures on your blog First in
earlier November.. about 11 days ago.. yesterday..

And okay to be even more clear and direct.. as i love silly banter.. but i also hold zero secrets in this life from anyone.. when they ask for clear directions from me.. on what i speak of in this life.. or act upon.. in play of life as directed and produced by i and God together..

Around the time God healed me miraculously in an

all Natural God way from all my illnesses..

In Summer of 2013.. God asks me to

upload my soul online.. and to do this..

the technical writer i am must become a poet..

which will entail over 11 million words of practice from

the time i started this writing endeavor.. on Thanksgiving Day..

November 26th.. 2010..

on the Wrong Planet (a website).. per the worst pain known to mankind..

type two Trigeminal Neuralgia.. writing being the

only approximation to escape any of that pain..

as no drug will work to feather it at all..

And yes.. that disorder.. is like someone drilling my teeth

without novocaine from wake to sleep.. starting in January of 2008.. except it is in my right eye and right ear.. seriously then.. hell lives in my right eye and ear.. but God has a way of motivating us.. like this.. as required in God’s eyes of course.. and perhaps it is penance for my sins in life from before.. as no.. i am not perfect.. at least not then.. Winks.. wink emoticon…

But anyway.. Rafiah.. our friendship.. is pArt of my soul.. so as God communicates to me then.. in God’s Language.. which is infinitely superior than any Written Human Language.. much more complicated and sometimes taking over 5 decades to more fully understand.. but perhaps no human will ever fully understand God’s Language.. i continue to follow through..

And Rafiah and Freddy’s Friendship will never die.. no matter what happens.. to us.. in flesh and blood life.. as long as servers live.. that can technically be as long as humans and servers survive on this planet.. in total.. my friend.. perhaps over a thousand years..

And let’s hope.. pray.. and have faith.. for the sake of the entire planet.. that it doesn’t end soon in a big bang.. of frigging human’s own creation.. i have Faith we will stop that from happening in some way.. and yes.. God tales me.. we as friends will be some part.. if just a Butterfly wing pArt.. of that.. my dear friend.. Rafiah.. a name of an Angel..

And yes.. again.. i Love you.. as a Sister..

a Daughter.. and Family.. sure.. Angel too.. and..

in general.. friend.. and there will never be a True Love for anyone

greater than that.. my friend.. with a tear of joy.. that you called me back..

yes.. Love my friend.. it is worth all the calls of effort iNow..:”)..!

So.. see ya later.. you are a Sherlock..
whether you know it or not.. and a poet
of Love to me.. whether you say it or not..;)

Never hesitate.. to ask me any question..
and i do mean any question.. @ALL..
i am an open book.. of
God.. my friend..
WHO will not
close
for a very long NOW..:)

Yes.. Rafiah..
God is much smarter than Atheists and or Scientists..
but not all Atheists are Scientists.. of course..
including you and me.. and so am i..
as there is no measure for God
Intelligence in human beings..
in terms of Standard IQ points..

Smiles.. i will whip the
pants off any Atheist in
a God Debate to the point
they ban and delete me
and i’ve already done it
and can prove it in links..
in terms of documentation..

i make their head explode if
they do not delete or ban me..
and hey.. that’s online.. if it is in person..
they run away with their tales tucked between their legs..
and i’m not kidding either.. as i give ’em a tale headache..
as i talk like Lightening and Thunder.. fast and very assertively..
and kinda loud.. wInks.. both in jest and seriousness..wink emoticon..;)

And.. as a side note here.. OMG.. SEMANtics.. ‘everyone’ gets so hung up on labels..
when the essences described are essentially the same.. OMG again.. for instance..
this great video about a ‘Symphony of Science’ narrated by Scientist Carl Sagan..
and some of his famous Scientist Friends.. talks to the Interdependent
Relationship of All of Nature.. and how we are all connected..
and goes on to say.. that human beings are the
Cosmos unto itself in how we actually
even physically reflect the
Cosmos as whole.. Some
name God.. God.. others
name God Allah..
and still others..
describe the same essence
of God.. as the Cosmos.. but the
bottom line is.. the essence of Truth
and Light.. iS basicAlly the same.. and
i’m not sure if you can view this video..
in Pakistan.. without the proxy thingy..
but it is a beautiful video..
uplifting and inspiring..
definitely worth
looking at..
as it describes..
God in science metaphor..
instead of other book metaphors..
The essence always.. alpha to omega
of allthatis as REAL.. YES.. GOD too.:)

Rafiah says.. What good can be brought out of exploding atheists.

Sometimes when they are arrogant, it does feel alright about making them mad.

But it is better to make them see and feel the presence of God. Otherwise debating is pointless.

Katie Mia says.. Smiles.. Rafiah.. very rarely will an Atheist admit they are angry.. when a discussion of the reality of God is underway.. in what they call a debate.. but the truth is.. in terms of the original man Yeshua.. as reported in the Gnostic Gospel of Thomas.. censored out of the Bible.. by folks associated with

Roman Emperor Constantine.. who made a humble prophet..

now named as Jesus.. Isa.. etc.. into a Soldier God of the Universe

in accordance with the Mithra Religion.. to expand the Roman Empire..

then.. that also ironically

kept and continued to eventually spread worldwide..

nuggets of Gold in Truth and Light as Wisdom and Love remaining today in the bible..

IS the fact that Jesus then would have likely be named an Atheist by Christians today.. as Jesus then.. as reported in that Gnostic Gospel of Jesus.. sees God as all Natural.. with examples like removing the foreskin of a male baby.. as ridiculous as God as Nature provides that foreskin for a reason.. and

that reason clearly is to protect that baby from environmental elements so that baby will one day be able to reproduce.. it was only humans who were afraid of the fact that they are one with Nature and other animals.. to remove part of God’s gift to make God less than what God is in human.. to protect human.. yes..

Yes.. Jesus was one of the first real scientists of the world.. who broke through myths of the past.. and made life simple and real as one of happiness Living with Love instead of hate and fear.. by the same kind of psychopathic leaning folks with little empathy then.. who will do the same thing.. now..

that the religious and political leaders did then..

to subjugate humans for control.. with illusory fears..

to scare them.. into believing if they do not follow their rules.. THAT..

THEY will be excluded from the tribe.. the social group.. the culture.. yes.. all of these terms for the same basic human tribal instinct.. as applied to culture and life.. and basically they will starve to death and die.. or worse.. in being crucified or burned at the stake.. hung or whatever.. the flavor of the

torture of the current moment.. if they do not comply

with the cultural/religious rule of the moment.. ha!

banning and deleting on the Internet now..

not nearly as bad a punishment.. huh..

at least for Americans.. anyway..

The way that i make Atheists heads explode.. is not through anger my friend.. but through the cognitive dissonance that in Truth and Light of Wisdom and Love.. many of them are more in affect and effect better so-called Christians.. that reflect the true teachings of Jesus.. as reported then.. some of which is censored out of modern revised bibles.. now…

The fact is.. many Christians.. are living further away from that Message of Jesus that the Kingdom of Heaven lives within.. inside.. outside.. above.. so below and all around us now.. just now.. than Atheists who refuse to believe

any of the original lies propagated by Roman Emperor

Constantine and his Catholic Cohorts then to expand the Roman Empire..

and that message even still exists in the present revision of the New Testament in Luke 17:21.. but people often paint over it with and disregard it.. instead of amplifying the truer REAL meaning..now…

God provides the gift of discernment.. it is in our DNA.. no human liar can take that away from those God eYes gifted in us.. all naturally.. and sure much of nature.. will never be understood by Science as that Nature lives within

the Infinite Nature of the human mind and body.. in balance or out of balance.. as a non repeatable experiment ’cause it changes every second.. and the scientific method is not a tool.. to adequately measure that experiment of

human in process.. other than generally observable..

changing behavior.. that cannot be repeated as precisely the same..

But hey.. there is always room for the development of additional tools.. but they will look more like Art than science as God is more Art than science for those who see more of God and this is generally the part that Atheists fail in.. as they sometimes do not believe in the real power of Faith.. Hope.. and the Power of Belief that can realistically be measured.. in general.. by the scientific measure of the Placebo and Nocebo affect/effect that is the same generally as the success of Prayer and Voodoo.. for those who believe in either..

Believe is a real all natural power of Humans who use it.. and that is the pArt that i try to help Atheists with.. just to help them realize the higher power of Nature AKA GOD does live within.. for those who seek it.. find it.. and use it in a real way of all natural works.. to live in Heaven now.. And no.. God doesn’t care in the least.. what symbol of construct of human letters and words a different culture uses to house God as no matter if it is

A to.. too.. or Z.. in other words Nature is just fine..

as long as the essence is Truth and light..

as Wisdom and Love.. as God exists now..

But sure.. i have to speak their language to do this.. and it is often.. that it is too deep for their mechanical cognition ways of thinking to process.. so sure.. it gives ’em a headache.. as their comfort zones of the past have been exceeded.. but that’s what life is all about change too.. to meet the new challenge.. adapt.. and survive..

And yes thriving as well in the balance of Love and

Survival in the present of the

Heaven of the Kingdom of God

that can and will live within for those who do exercise it

inside.. outside.. above.. so below.. and all around.. smiles..

Yes.. the gift is present.. for those who open it and use it now..

in practice my friend.. yes.. in practice.. it is more than idols

of golden calves or words.. it is just doing it now..

so yeah.. Nike in message.. at least..

is a good Real Jesus Christian

too.. smiles… again..

it is the essence that is the Truth and Light..

not just words and labels as words as Idols alone.

And yes.. it is always worth trying to help anyone.. and there are some folks who are adverse to complex feelings.. and will only listen to some semblance of Logic.. but yes.. God is more than Logic.. and so are humans who are in a state of soUl.. in mind and body balance.. where they have emotion of HeArt.. are able to express that emoTioN of heArt adequately with other humans as SpiRit..

to feel nature and other humans

as an interdependent

relationship of all things creation..

in connection of allthatis.. AKA GOD..

and communicate this adequately in

measure of human feelings..

where other folks

can understand

them and feel them too..

No challenge.. too big for me dear.. but the reality is..

even science now shows that some humans are innately

and environmentally pre-disposed

to a conservative closed

minded way of being.. and other are pre-disposed as

innately and environmentally to a liberal open minded

way of being.. and ironically enough it is often both

so-called fundamentalist Christians..

and Militant Atheists who are birds of the similar feather..

of conservative closed minded ways of thinking.. so yes..

it is the job of Biblical JOB to get through to the other side..

And yes.. God creates this all natural challenge as well..

to keep folks like me.. very busy.. and I guess to keep life Interesting.. as

God is like a Trickster too.. but the ultimate intentions are always one’s of God’s eyes of Truth and Light too.. sometimes mysterious.. and well beyond human understanding..

And that is where Faith in God comes in for those of use.. who find a way to understand God’s way of Language that is often one of signs of synchronicity that can come in any way of life that touches our feelings and logic.. as A higher force of God’s communication to us.. and within us.. as higher as us.. my friend..

So smiles.. again Rafiah.. it doesn’t really have to be this complicated.. but humans sleep in the bed they make.. and yes.. it is one with many sheets that cover the face of God for now.. sadly enough.. but that is what relative free will does.. providing that choice.. to live in Heaven or Hell..

i choose Heaven.. live in

Heaven always now..

practice it always now.. and visit Hell at nows and thens.. to attempt at least.. to help folks get out of a prison of both culture/religion.. and of their own making.. of a Hell here on earth.. a place truly still evolving as Heaven for those who find it.. utilize it.. and practice it now as real..

Yes.. God is a tester too.. it’s just the way it works.. no escape.. but accommodating challenge in success or failure now.. as adapting to what is.. as reality now.. God’s reality in full.. both dark and light.. and all the hues of infinite colors of reality that live inside and outside of dark and light too..

And sure that last part will be gibberish to many Atheists and Modern day Christians.. but that is the nature of the beast of Understanding my friend.. learning a new way of thinking.. AND FEELING.. to see AND FEEL more of what is.. now.. and then..:)

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Smiles.. my friend.. Rafiah.. and glad your guilty pleasures are only food..
emotions.. heart.. spirit.. soul.. and such.. as sure.. we need to stay
in mind and body balance.. so continue to indulge in theater and
music as it feeds the soul of Art.. a Soul.. a hungry
fellaโ€™ or gal..:)

Yes.. My friend.. Rafiah..
always balance..
In all stuff human..:)

And the rest of creation too.. sometimes
i write too much.. so when that
happens i dance more
to balance it
out in
the FLESH AND
BLOOD WORLD..
but there is
no Rafiah
there.. so
i must come
back here too.. wInks..
deep wInks.. so.. too..

It’s hard to tale but that
symbol.. non-centered
left side now generated..
shape in the last stanza..
is an F for Freddy..
in word shape of
the words that
precede this
too.. he
HE.. in
other words.. too..

And it also kinda looks
like the State of
Florida as
inverse..
too.. but i
digress..too.. now..
in ways
of
cre
at
ing cha
lice-N-F too..;)

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One of the best things about Mall Dancing is..

if you look long and hard enough.. or graceful enough..

as may be the case with Dance..

one will surely finally come upon..

someone who has some common interests with you..

as is definitely the case in this photo ‘here’.. although no matter what i tried.. i could not talk my fellow cast members of Star Wars into dancing with me.. and Katrina and i visit the Earth Store yesterday.. and talk with a nice young employee there.. about dance.. my life history.. etc..

And she asks for the blog link to my blogs.. and

we just say type in Katie Mia.. on Google..

and you seriously can’t miss it.. but as usual we

caution her about my Nude Art.. saying you don’t

wanna click on those links.. as it is kinda out there..

And with a completely straight face she tales me and

Katrina.. that yes.. she will click on that..

as she is open minded like some other folks i know as well..

anyway.. not everyone is all uptight.. about a naked male body..

some folks think the human body.. in all forms.. is A OK..

IN ITS ALL NATURAL full FORM.. so yeah.. maybe

there is hope for the world after all.. smiles..:)

And oh yeah.. if there is one thing that is getting advertised

as much as Christmas everywhere one goes around here.. it is Star Wars Fever along with the new Battlefront associated video game.. Star Wars is everywhere.. and yes.. i think i like it better than the commercial message of Christmas plastered everywhere else.. in store life these days..

The Star Wars series..
provides many
valuable lessons
about the human condition..
truly no less.. than church or school..:)

Behind every truly successful Jedi.. there is a Sith force of

Nature.. in so called dark-side powering the will to survive..

in base animal passions..

yes.. this includes aggression and sex..

more finely tuned as human sensuality and emotions

in all stuff life.. but you see.. the Jedi.. has its issue too..

of blocking the Natural aspects of human that include desire..

a major roadblock in success of Buddhist leaning folks too..

to enter in Heaven now.. is not allowing themselves to feel..

AS seriously.. if not.. the place they are living in is Purgatory..

not the Heaven that can be life now.. as gifted by the God of Nature

of both Survival and basic human Pleasure..

that through the ages still now includes sensuality..

Yes.. all stuff that can lead to the sexual act for reproduction.. and of course really important libido stuff.. this sex and sensuality stuff is for gaining full balance in life and not only surviving.. but moving.. connecting.. and creating best for truly thriving in life..

And take any element out.. and ya get robotic moving and sounding human beings.. that recede into an illusory shell of existence that does not move.. connect.. or create as fully as life can be.. when more fully expressed.. and hell yes.. don’t think or feel for one second.. if ‘you’ will of course.. that all of what I do is not a pArt of Science too..

As i spend most of the Day of Thursday like a holy day

to engage in human sensual ways of life..

from Nude Art to dancing around the campfire of

human sensuality under moon or not.. with incredibly

beautiful members of the opposite sex..

in an art of Rave Dance at Old Seville Quarter..

while the male onlookers will see what happens next.. but yes..

i always go home alone.. ’cause i ain’t ever really alone.. i fly with the God of Nature allone.. and besides.. on top of that.. my wife is at least as gorgeous as any girl there.. and she meets all my needs of survival that really count so i can continue to do this.. so nah..

i ain’t gonna spoil the best thing i’ve got going for me on this earthily plane.. namely that woman.. Katrina.. yes.. the long term assistant of everything for me.. for over 26 years.. and 26 this February.. per the official marriage date.. although we hooked-up like some people do.. officially on September 21st 1989.. yeah..

i know too much information and all of that..

but i am getting into the nitty gritty of human details here.. so Ynot huh..

After all we are all adults here.. huh.. as ya gotta be pretty dam smart

to even get this far in this mega-multi-paragraph..non twitter-stuff..

of adult oriented things.. tactfully put as such.. so that’s enough

for the Facebook crowd.. as i’ll finish more

of this nitty gritty comment

on my blog site.. as we wanna stay within

community standards here of course..

Just in case someone wanders in the room here from ages 13 to 18.. A-OK..

i keep my Sith stuff.. under restricted links.. but let’s just put it this way.. it is both

an Art and Science tested fAct that after Thursday Night ends.. my creativity sky-rockets the next day.. in empirical writing measures of that..

Creativity lives below as so above.. inside.. outside.. all around.. and to repress any of these God given all natural ways of life.. in senses or emotions.. is too simply stagnate to the degree the fuller pArts of our human nature

are oppressed or repressed through cultural/religious lies

for to subjugate human nature through illusory fears.. for control.. and sure..

for materialistic.. power.. and status gains.. for psychopathic leaning folks with little empathy of the stuff called Love.. that is the greaTesT human emotional Force of ALL..

And THAT LOVE.. will balance that Sith Lust stuff.. for Surviving Thriving Humanity.. in the REAL KNGDOM OF GOD.. AS JUST NOW.. THE REAL PRESENT GIFTED TO US THROUGH THE PLEASURE OF THE PRESENT OF GOD THAT LIVES WITHIN US ALWAYS LIVING NOW..

JUST NOW.. that yes.. can be expressed
in beautiful ways for eyes that see it now..
as a part of God and nothing less as God
iS ALLONE of ALL so-called
DARK AND LIGHT..
ALLTHATISGOD..:)

And sure.. as far as anymore
nitty gritty stuff goes..
photos tale
much more
than words
in feelings
of human emotions
and sensuality as non-
verbal communication of
human has always been
THE core of human
reciprocal
social
communication
in ALL WAYS
THAT COMES NOW..
i FOR ONE HAVE NO
FEARS OF BEING HUMAN
WITH GOD IN ME OUTSIDE
OF ME.. ABOVE.. SO BELOW
AND YES.. ALL
AROUND
ME TOO NOW..:)

And sure the original Jesus
as reported in the gnostic
Gospel of Thomas as
linked and quoted
here is one
with me
on most all of this
as well.. again.. now
as reported.. of course
now too.. just now.. as well..:)

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/11/dark-and-light-circles-of-life-free.html

http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm

37) His disciples said to him,
“When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked
without being ashamed, and
take your garments
and put them
under your feet like little
children and tread upon them,
then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”

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15 Responses to Balance of All Ah on Finger Tips

  1. http://artifactsandfictions.com/2015/11/24/reading-patterns/

    ^^^

    A Square of Saturn and Neptune.. a celestial Alignment..
    and for those who feel or think the stars have little to do
    with human being.. they may be short sighted at least..
    as from Star Dust human arises and falls..
    where the cycle of dark and light
    continues as infinity now..

    And for me.. there is great significance
    and message in Planetary alignment in synchronistically
    meaningful ways.. like the 13 Star of David Planetary
    alignments that begin when my wife and i get married..
    in 1990.. and the last one for 100 years..
    ending on July 22nd.. on or about
    the day.. that i miraculously..

    Come into at least remission of
    19 medical disorders.. including type
    two Trigeminal Neuralgia.. the worst pain
    known to mankind.. actually assessed as a pain
    worse than crucifixion.. like having one’s teeth
    drilled without novocaine.. except.. it is in my eye and ear..
    instead of teeth.. and it lasts from wake to sleep for 66 months..
    from January of 2008 to July of 2013.. yes.. on or about that 22nd day..

    Anyway.. i am happy to come here to see this planetary event you bring
    awareness to today.. as i have no idea of it.. until now.. and the
    26th of this month.. in November.. is also my anniversary
    of precisely 60 months of writing.. when i first
    gain just enough tolerance to the pain..
    to withstand a mountain of each word
    of still pain.. with my screen turned
    all the way down..
    a few inches
    in front of it..
    as i can no longer wear
    prescription glasses.. as
    focus.. makes the pain that much worse..

    So.. 11 million words later.. seriously..
    literally 11 million measured words in 60 months for me..
    to escape pain.. and my first poetic words in early March of
    2013 as well.. and now there is great joy in the words i bRing..
    wherever i go.. to be living pain free and
    balanced in mind and body..
    like a planet orbiting
    the Sun free..

    Life is magical in white magic way.. for those..
    who make it all positive with faith.. hope.. and belief..
    Belief is real.. and no matter what the naysayers say..
    about astrology.. belief itself is white magic
    when all positive for natural healing..
    and sharing my friend..

    Thank you so much for allowing me
    an opportunity to celebrate something else in life..
    with this planetary event you bring.. here.. as the
    more meaning and purpose i gain in life.. just grows bliss
    higher and higher in light away from the dark of the old days..
    smiles my friend.. Suzanne..:)

    You as well.. My friend.. are an
    exceptional Human Being..
    And why I come here often
    now for inspiration..
    Although I do find
    inspiration iN
    All of Light
    and Dark as
    well in the Truest Art
    i see as Unconditional
    tough and passionate Love..

    http://artifactsandfictions.com/2015/11/22/its-all-about-power/

    Sadly.. Suzanne.. for about 12,000 years..
    Angles in fear of Nature become
    order instead of free..
    Spirals are
    truly the
    rule of
    Nature.. so
    even on sidewalks
    for straight order..
    i dance in spirals
    as i refuse to
    walk the
    straight
    and narrow
    lines of the lies
    of culture and religion..
    that is anything less..
    than spiraling
    free now
    as
    being
    REAL
    HUMAN NOW..
    Real Human Angels..
    only let it go as flow in
    Heaven spirals..
    never Angles
    of
    HELL..
    Angels fly
    on Terrestrial
    Plane.. in
    spiraling
    way..:)

  2. The brain is A Symphony of God unto God’s Self.. Rafiah..
    And this song plays it well as Scientists continue to provide
    hard and soft gray matter of evidence God is here within in
    microcosm of a Universe of mind as Stars.. Electrons..
    And People same as two hemispheres of
    Earth holding hands worth an Infinity
    Now iN Tears of Joy.. Yes.. God..
    Does this too..:)

    Quantum theory is continuing evidence by Scientists
    of the Infinite of God’s All Natural Magic..
    from the smallest of all of creation to
    the largest of all creation in continuing change..
    and the next step for a theory of all stuff human
    is evidence that our Mind is Quantum force that
    we direct as same with God as whole..
    i for one practice evidence
    for that in everynow..
    wheRre Art is the Science of the Quantum human mind
    unleashed and released as Force with GOD.. no limits..
    no expectations.. God is Free and so are
    We holding Quantum hands together..
    friend Rafiah.. no less that what we
    do in this sign language of
    Human/God
    Quantum Force
    on the Internet now..:)

    And the Infinite continuing UnaBridged Bible
    of God continues to Grow with A scribe of God heRe..
    Science.. wHere Science WiLL continue to be A greaTesT
    prophet of God.. witting or not on the iNdividual Level..
    with Art.. in Truth and Light.. as Love and Wisdom..
    wherE every number.. letter.. and other symbol..
    iS A UniVerse of God unto iTself as well..
    of which witHout.. tHeir will be no
    continUinG story of God for uS
    to shaRe as EvolVinG GroWinG..
    ART and Science.. friend. Rafiah..:)

  3. So.. i just post two of three links to
    “Balance of All Ah on Finger Tips”..
    i look out the Great Room Window..
    and see perhaps the most beautiful
    Red Cardinal perched in an Oak
    that i’ve ever seen..
    so i quietly attempt
    to go out the screen door..

    And the Cardinal flies off..

    i turn to my right and the sky
    catches my attention in that
    magical way that somenows happens..
    so with iphone6s still hand for Stellar Red Cardinal..

    i just point the camera upward and shoot.. and then
    viewing the photo from a distance.. there is a vague
    hand of sorts.. with the infinite hues of color of Sun
    in Center Balance..

    So what is real and
    what is imaginary.. as always WE decide..
    i decide that magic is real.. as both.. so in deed
    my life is magic too..

    God is magic..
    for those who see and hear.. AND FEEL
    more of God than letters and words alone..
    however.. those letters and words are pArt of God..
    howeverX2.. the Reality of God is Infinitely beyondX3..
    a book alone.. words.. or letters.. as same.. the God
    of All WilLLnever be chained by human books alone..
    as GOD is ALLONE.. All ah.. yes oNe..:)

  4. Yoda..
    iS wheRe
    iT’s reAlly aT..;)

    Hmm.. and off to go on a another Poetry Writing Rampage Spree..
    where the dVerse Poet’s Pub online gathering of Poet’s is going
    for a Tuesday prompt on emotions in a personal way to
    metaphor them in poetry as such.. like i don’t
    already do that.. almost everyday.. hehe..;)

    Anyway.. after reviewing the poems..
    so far.. while dance walking in stores..
    it seems that i am one of very few really
    happy folks in the group of Poets.. but yes..
    i started this entire writing endeavor.. at the bottom
    of the pit of Hell.. so i certainly can relate to unhappy
    people all too well.. and it can be very hard to come out
    of that dark pit of Life than can be a literal hell in life for
    some folks.. in the depths of anhedonic depression..

    EMOTION IS POWER.. EMOTE.. MEANS MOVE..
    AND THAT IS WHAT EMOTIONS DO.. MOVE US..
    SADLY SOME FOLKS RELY ON STRESS ASSOCIATED
    ANXIETY AND ADRENALINE TO GET THEM THROUGH THE DAY..

    Problem is THAT stress leads to the destruction of the human body
    in a slow burn to hell.. yeah.. been there done it.. figured out how
    to stay in heaven.. and ain’t going back to hell under any
    circumstances.. ’cause God provides me with a
    successful way to stay in Heaven always now..

    But yes.. again.. i will visit hell occasionally
    to help other folks get out.. but that can be the real
    biblical job of JOB of course.. as well.. as it can be so hard
    to get out of a place that is like a totally different Universe
    for those who exist in
    human real hell now..

    As opposed to the REAL
    Kingdom of God as heaven in
    A soUl that is a miNd and bodY in balance..
    WitH A heArt of emoTion.. and SpiRit expresSinG
    that emoTion in connecting with people and the rest
    of Nature as Allthatis.. AKA GOD NOWOnE with
    Unconditional Tough and Passionate
    Love n0w as WeLL..:)

  5. http://thejadematrix.blogspot.com/2015/11/self-possessed-marquess-planted-in.html?

    ^^^

    Ah.. the brand of culture..
    Stings so deep..
    when the world
    is running down
    bring it up..
    as entropy
    is only skin
    deep nOw
    in initials
    of someone
    else.. wHere
    oh by the way..
    Hi tHere S.. nice
    to see ya.. again..;)
    Ugh.. i left
    out the nOw
    wHere after
    deep.. now
    and oh.. i Love
    that song about
    Confident too.. by the wayX2..:).
    And wHere..
    after.. else..;)

  6. And now to dVerse..

    Sadly perhaps.. life is much too busy
    for folks to partake in nuanced
    complex emotions when
    all is go go.
    and challenges
    come come.. like
    a never ending faucet
    of what’s next.. well.. we
    do the best we can and move
    on.. but oh how.. emotions.. color
    the grey and black of life.. and sure
    poetry is one way to honor that and
    nice to see you Claudia.. you
    never play games..
    and i tend
    to like
    that form
    of being..
    where living
    is key.. and just
    bomb the other stuff dead..
    or alive
    as
    well..:)

    *
    One leSson of liFe is to cheRish
    nuanced passiOnate emoTions
    as truly
    ambiguous
    is colorless
    horizon on
    a sea
    of grey..
    some Buddhists
    would have us believe
    that grey is a way.. but
    nah.. i’ll color now..
    and even
    Yogi’s
    tend
    to go grey..
    i’ll sTicK WitH
    hAirs of grey and ReD N0W
    heArt pasSioNate aNd ReaL.:)

    *
    Sadly.. for many folks..
    at least in the U.S..
    Life is only
    as dArk as
    we imagine it..
    And sadly.. TV
    and the News too..
    does the imagining
    for many folks too..
    i don’t turn it on..
    tHere is Nature in
    the BackYard that
    doesn’t care about
    insanity at all..
    as truly
    only humans
    can be insane
    enough to Kill
    in the name of
    Nature/AKAGOD..
    cruel..
    But anyway..
    Happy people are
    everywheRe if one
    looks for the
    Lemonade
    people instead
    of Lemon people..
    My Lemonade Stand
    iS
    FREE
    of Lemons..:)

    Well..
    first of all
    this is beyond sad
    of course.. as i for one
    didn’t have an expressing
    Loving Father.. and a little
    derogatory here and there..
    is he.. but
    my Mother is
    All Love.. and
    her children are
    truly her first and
    last Love.. although
    there can be illness in
    that as well..
    per the
    ability
    to
    leave home..
    Tough Love is
    important too..
    but most importantly
    is some Love at all.. and
    you Loved your mother..
    and that is still
    key
    i for
    one see..
    as well..
    as we do have
    control of what we give
    back as free as Love can be..:)

    Without fear comes Love
    more.. and more the
    instinct to connect..
    and loneliness
    as well
    as now..
    the importance
    of that instinct
    to connect
    becomes
    stronger
    with
    out
    FEAR..
    at least
    for me.. smiles..:)

    *
    Sadly.. humans too.. are
    fish who are tortured
    when folks pick
    at tHeir
    scales
    of different..
    with little
    regard
    for the
    blood
    beneath..
    and overall
    the iNterNet..
    is a bloody fish
    without BAND Aid..:)

    Sadly.. so easy
    and lost
    a soul
    away
    from us
    can be now
    no longer
    belonGinG.. we..
    Finding it again..
    in US WITH HEART
    i know is possible
    at least
    for
    me..
    smiles..
    and best of hope
    in wishing change
    becomes soUl
    in
    home of
    your heArt
    too.. now..:)

    May new pups
    come your way
    to refresh
    a heArt
    of Young..:)

    *
    Mechanical coGnition.. friend
    of grey emotions..
    systemizing science
    miNd.. oH heArt..
    as Art friEnd
    of hUman..
    Social
    nuanCinG
    emoTioNal..
    cognitIonAL ART..:)

    The world.. a beautiful
    Green and Blue orb..
    where even stars
    shine down
    to miracle
    in Earth’s
    Glow..
    And sure.. there
    are dark leaves
    of humans with little
    to no heart.. spirit.. or
    soul.. volcanoes.. earthquakes
    and all types of Natural Disaster’s
    just waiting to happen.. to bRing
    Folks together
    again.. if not
    for just
    a moment..:)

    Smiles.. Love
    is the drug
    that muzzles
    hate.. Fear
    is the reality
    that feeds hate..
    We are the potential
    to make A change
    one heARt aT
    a tiMe N0w..
    with more than
    grace in Just
    Loving
    NOW..:)

    Face of Hate
    dRaw of Fear..
    Face of Love
    pAint no Fear..:)

    Castle Walls
    of heARt stone
    fortresspassing
    eYes of uS
    conNector
    Love..:)

    Star of Sky
    Sun of home
    Spirals now with
    Milky way ’round
    a black Hole Sun
    that keeps us in spiraling
    way as Earth of hear.. we
    too are Universe.. and Earth..
    and SpiraLinG Galaxy of home..
    vehicles and vessels in
    fractal home
    of all are we..
    and when
    we spiral
    move.. we
    too can become
    FeatherliGht..:)

    Full Moon..
    Land of Enchantment
    not even a hint of pollution..
    grey as moon.. sand
    planet..
    a desert
    with no life..
    but yet light
    at night..
    greaTeST
    gift iN
    sleepy
    hollow
    dreams
    filLinG wITh wonder
    Lust of lunar humans Free..:)

    Libido and Emotions
    Bedfellow friEnds
    of instinctual
    reality..
    Body EmoTions
    Head Logics..
    Moving Creates
    Feelings come
    ALiVE
    AGAiN..:)

    Pro-social emotions..
    including Love..
    a friend of
    memory..
    emptiness
    a way to
    lose
    a
    mind..
    emotions
    first.. logic
    last.. wHere
    Surviving iS tHe
    Prize..:)

    All caught
    up at 12:47 am..
    November 25th..:)
    17 poems and 100
    minutes of responses
    by me..5.88 minutes
    per response
    in Fred
    time now..;)

    11:27 am
    and now back
    to dVerse..

    *
    Well.. sadly and ironically.. the real agenda.. of the ISIL
    Terrorists is to make way for ISA and the
    Apocalypse.. this is not A Kingdom
    of Heaven they see.. sadly
    now.. and sadly
    there are many
    Christians that
    wanna end heavenow
    too.. who have never
    seen it now..
    as both hell and
    heaven exists on this
    terrestrial plane of earth
    with both Angels and Devils..
    with Angels of Fearlessness
    with Love and Devils of Fear
    with Hate.. and still.. in many ways..
    barbarism of Lies.. fear.. and
    hate still now happens
    in Africa all the time..
    with nary a word
    in our First
    World Pop Press..
    the tribal instinct
    of aversion towards
    different lives in both
    hate and fear..
    to cognitively understand
    we are all one species of DNA..
    is a logical jump that truly
    most people cannot
    make.. but until..
    we lose that
    fear and
    hate there
    will never
    be heaven
    now for them..
    ANYWAY.. God is in control
    and Mother Nature will have her
    way.. innately humans are no less
    Loving than the Bonobo who solves
    all agression.. violence.. and
    potential other warring
    ways with
    simple
    primate
    Unconditional
    Love.. if a Bonobo
    can do it as a Loving
    Tribe.. we at least have
    the potential of doing it
    on an individual
    level and the
    first step of
    that is
    WEAREONETRIBEOFHUMANBEING..:)

    A NEW WORLD ORDER
    OF AN OLD WORLD
    ORDER OF
    TRIBING
    UNCONDITIONALOVE..
    IF A MONKEY CAN DO
    IT SO CAN WE
    MON
    KEYS
    TOO..
    MON MEANS ONE..
    KEY IS LOVE
    AND WE HOLD
    THAT KEY IN
    OUR
    DNA
    FREE
    without lies of
    culture or religion to
    disguise the Love as uS..:)

    Smiles.. i’ve been in many Military
    Department head board meetings..
    on time of course.. but
    rarely did i see
    any humanity
    in there as mechanical
    cognition becomes the
    rules
    and empathy
    exists and exits
    out the backdoor
    as
    Love
    with Zero
    time as an
    illusion of DEADlines
    then.. oh.. to be retired
    and human
    is to finAlly
    be able
    to Live and Love
    away from the slavery
    of robotic goals in cogs
    of the
    machines
    of other rules
    away
    from
    Love..
    True Slavery is
    tRuly heARt
    deep.. i’ll
    never make
    another board
    room
    meeting
    again.. PERIOD..
    as time
    does NOT
    exist in
    Love
    as me..
    tick tock
    the clock
    spanks
    Love..
    WHErE KSA goals
    escape HUMANiTy.
    without ISA’s
    Instinct
    Skills
    Abilities..
    and sure i have
    an old chip on my shoulder
    as following all the K nowledge rules..
    by a hair of my
    neck..
    almost
    is the end of me..
    it is the slackers who
    often get it..
    real..
    as hard
    as it was
    for me to
    eventually
    admit then..
    and that is
    the most ironic
    pArt of Life of all..
    like in the movie
    ‘The Big Lewbowski’..
    the so-called losers
    win.. when REAL
    as being
    HUMAN..:)

    When time becomes
    a thief of feeling
    time is an
    enemy
    of heaRt
    SpiRit
    and sOul..
    ah.. the way of
    the culture is time
    ah the way of Nature
    is now of feeling being
    here moving.. connecting
    and
    creating..
    it still lives
    with escape..
    and escape is
    the hardest art of
    all to
    ART..
    at least
    these days
    of cLocks
    without
    souLs..:)

    Smiles.. a very smart
    woman.. no doubt you
    are in Geo
    physics..
    if i am
    remembering
    correctly now..
    and after achieving
    top of the class status
    and three degrees.. me
    as well.. i went
    a different
    route
    in human
    relations than
    array of facts..
    and so interesting
    it was how much in connection
    of emotions i am.. when working
    with people and not problem
    solving alone.. for almost
    2 decades..
    but back to
    the science of facts
    again.. and after 5 years..
    when the psychiatrist says
    use something other than
    adrenaline to motivate
    yourself.. i have
    zero connection
    in language to
    what my
    emotions
    are then..
    and how
    they even
    motivate me to do
    anything at all then..
    It is frigging amazing
    that the most important ART
    of human intelligence in the
    ways of moving.. connecting and
    creating.. is almost totally
    left out of school..
    and most areas
    of work today..
    and that is why
    i write my friend..
    to explore those deep
    emotions as a child
    that are mind
    and body
    again
    as me..
    So sure.. dance
    naked in Nature
    is my advice as free..
    as we have oxytocin
    receptors in the bottom
    of our feet to connect to
    Mother Nature when set free..
    And emotions flow through the
    body..
    and A write
    track is poeTry
    as poetry
    is A
    SonG of heART
    and poeTry SoNG
    and Dance
    is my way
    back
    to Human Being
    where HeArt reigns
    KinG
    and KinD
    and CouRAge
    as Human bEinG..
    more
    fully
    now..
    this has been a very interesting
    prompt.. as one can see how diverse
    this issue is.. even in the world of
    PoeTry as HeART..
    away from
    here the
    problem
    is much..
    much greater..
    as there is not even
    any acknowledgment
    of the
    issue of the
    biggest real deal
    of Human Being Real..
    Smiles.. pardon all the
    words.. but HEaRT is
    everything
    to me..
    and
    always
    worth
    groWinG
    at all costs..
    including words..
    wHere FREE iS FEE..;)

    12:38 pm..
    and now
    for Sand
    Dancing Free
    with Sun of course..:)

    Back at 10:38 pm..

    Depression ..a thief..
    in the night
    that seems
    to never end..
    but it can.. i know
    but didn’t feel then
    again.. Hope.. a message
    that no longer feels in the dark..
    Survival.. the only way.. to go on..
    Change is certain in life.. sooner or
    later.. and with zero feelings for me
    eventuAlly Change came..
    healing from within..
    nows.. and nows
    to go..
    Will
    to Survive.
    a wait of Life
    comes again..:)

    Struggle.. Face of Life..
    Clown.. expresSinG
    emotions.. Play of
    Life.. uS.. iNow..
    Human Being
    Struggle..
    Face of
    Life..
    still
    now..
    Clown..
    comes again..
    Emotions Live..:)

    And your Mom’s
    eyes will always
    live through you..:)

    All stuff anxiety..
    mostly fear of
    losing control..
    control an
    illusion..
    but will..
    a reality
    a strength
    of life growing
    older stronger and ageless
    by the change of will alive..:)

    Gift of Dog..
    no different
    than God living
    now never complaining..
    just living.. Life is God
    and Dog
    Lives
    whatever
    comes.. alive..
    Soldier of Living.. Dog..
    All God’s children free..:)

    Smiles.. the news..
    an ant bite..
    that never
    bites when
    off.. pesticide..
    iN moving outside..:)

    11:03 pm..
    and that’s all for
    now.. any additional
    poetic responses
    to poem’s
    from Tuesday
    dVerse links
    will be added
    in the comments
    section of the
    next blog post..
    titled..
    “5 Year Square
    Neptune Saturn Me”

  7. gypsy snow says:

    I love the pic of you in front of the Alabama shirt display. ๐Ÿ™‚ Roll Tide.

    Your Subway looks yummy. Banana peppers are so delicious.

    Oh wow. That pic of Katrina in the mirror … I LOVE her dress! It’s blue, white, and black. So gorgeous. She has the most perfect body.

    Love this pic too:
    https://katiemiafrederick.files.wordpress.com/2015/11/img_8854.jpg?w=640&h=480

    A dance-off with Santa. I love it. ๐Ÿ™‚ And you are so right. Dance is the best exercise ever. It will totally transform your body into a sleek mystique of lean.

    This is beautiful:

    Dude. I just looked you up. And did you know we’re only like 2 1/2 hours apart? How cool is that? It’s like we’re in the same world. ๐Ÿ™‚

    That’s funny about Katrina’s height. I totally picture her as being tiny. But it’s an illusion. She’s taller than I am; she just looks so little in the photos next to you. LOL.

    This is a great thought:
    “there is no measure for God
    Intelligence in human beings..
    in terms of Standard IQ points..”

    LOL. I love this:
    “Smiles.. i will whip the
    pants off any Atheist in
    a God Debate” … My husband went through a super apologetics stage. He was doing all kinds of researching. We have a friend though who’s WAY into it. It’s all he will talk about. Literally. It drives his wife kind of batty. ๐Ÿ™‚

    Ha: “i give โ€™em a tale headache”

    Dude. You crack me up: “OMG.. SEMANtics”

    I’m saving that Symphony of Science vid to watch later. Thanks.

    My oldest (you know, the one we’ve talked about before) has so much trouble with her faith. She wants absolute proof. And you know how bad her anxiety is. It stresses her out so much. She doesn’t even want to talk or think about God because she’s so worried/confused. So if you have any resources to share that might benefit her, I’d love to have the links.

    “Yes.. God is a tester too.. itโ€™s just the way it works.. no escape” … Man, is that true. And I’m a “failer.” Every single time. ๐Ÿ™‚ I NEVER grow up. LOL.

    I’m so with you. Nudity is art, and it really is a shame that we have to feel bad or wrong for appreciating bodies as art. It doesn’t have to be sexual. I was just talking to our librarian yesterday about how our bodies are art, and such an unbelievable example of God’s brilliance … we were talking specifically about the body’s ability to heal itself. Absolutely miraculous.

    “Behind every truly successful Jedi.. there is a Sith force of
    Nature.. in so called dark-side powering the will to survive” … Fascinating.

    “sensuality stuff is for gaining full balance in life” … So true. It’s really like a reset button. It totally recenters your brain and body. Gets your head straight, so to speak. Our brains get all jacked up throughout the day; we need to get it back on track with that sort of clearing out of all the garbage.

    “the long term assistant of everything for me” … That is really a brilliant, and accurate, way to look at marriage. I totally agree. We are all so inadequate and insufficient on our own. That’s why we need a partner. To assist us in daily living, in various regards.

    “His disciples said to him,
    โ€œWhen will you be visible to us,
    and when shall we behold you?โ€
    He said, โ€œWhen you strip naked
    without being ashamed, and
    take your garments
    and put them
    under your feet like little
    children and tread upon them,
    then you will see the child of the
    Living, and you will not be afraid.โ€ … Wow. I’m gonna have to write this one down. I’ve totally got the “be a child” thing down. I just need to be more comfortable being naked … in all regards. That’s hard work. Really, it’s easier to be naked physically than emotionally, etc.

  8. Smiles.. Shawna.. ‘that’ must put you somewhere around the area of Montgomery.. and OMG yes.. this is Roll Tide Area too.. as much as Seminole area.. in fact.. many folks call the Northwest Panhandle of Florida.. LA for Lower Alabama.. this ain’t poetry land.. per Whitman and Kerouac.. and that’s for sure.. this is the land of the literal conservative.. where most every word of the poetry of the bible is taken literal too..

    And OmG.. for an extremely logical person with Asperger’s.. stuff like three God’s in one.. will make a head explode.. so relieved am i eventually to find in the Gnostic texts uncovered in Egypt in 1959.. like the Gnostic Gospels of Jesus.. as reported in the Gospel of Thomas.. i quoted and linked.. that the trinity thingy.. was a back room boardroom vote.. with Constantine and his Catholic Cohorts.. in 325 AD.. and of course it takes nearly 1450 years after Jesus until we can find one remaining intact printed bible in English that is left over and revised from what started as a writing expedition from what was left of oral tradition after 30 to 60 years.. AD..

    http://www.greatsite.com/timeline-english-bible-history/

    And sadly to me.. it is..
    when i point this out to
    some of my Christian friends
    and that’s what they say is faith..
    believing it ’cause someone told ’em it is so..

    Anyway.. protestantism was a start of getting away
    from priests as an intermediary between
    God and man..
    And Jesus in those
    gnostic texts and even
    Luke 17:21 teaches
    that the Kingdom
    of God lives
    now within..
    and the naked part in that
    Gnostic text is of course more
    than skin deep.. as it is shedding
    the clothes of organized cultures
    and religions that are most always
    purpose for creating
    order out of perceived
    chaos of Nature..

    But the truth is God is more like
    an LSD trip than a bible..
    for those who see with
    more than literal
    eyes.. and OMG
    those deeper meanings
    do still live in much of the
    New Testament when the Pineal
    Gland starts to make more all
    Natural DMT.. and we
    get all connected
    with allthatis
    AKA GOD
    and find
    and seek out
    so much more of this
    Nature we call reality
    now.. and FEEL IT.. FEEL
    IT IS THE BEST EVIDENCE OF
    ALL OF GOD AND THE KNOWING IS
    SEEING.. HEARING.. AND FEELING WITH
    GOD’S EYES AND HEART.. THE SYNCHRONICITIES
    IN SIGNS FROM GOD THAT CAN EVEN COME FROM
    AN ALGORITHM..
    THE WORLD OF GOD.. IN A FEW WORDS
    IS SO FAR BEYOND ANY PREACHER’S
    LIPS.. THAT KISS OF GOD IS A HIGH
    BEYOND
    A PULPIT
    OF ANYTHING
    IN A STRUCTURED BOOK OR
    CHURCH.. AS THE OBSERVER
    QUANTUM AFFECT AND EFFECT
    LIVES IN US.. AS GOD AND US CREATE
    REALITY TOGETHER ALONG WITH THE
    REST OF CREATION AS ONE FORCE NOW..

    okay.. that’s not likely gonna help your daughter with
    Asperger’s syndrome at her age now very much.. as she
    as a student of culture is fully clothed by that by now..
    and for me.. to escape that.. truly required the
    effective loss of my sight and hearing
    to give up spoon fed reality
    like Television and
    Video games..
    and all the
    other stuff
    that teaches
    us a reality far below
    what is possible when it is
    we who are the directors.. producers
    and actors of our own play of life.. and
    that is what i do here now.. my friend Shawna..
    i play life as me as actor.. producer.. and director..
    and if people wanna view or interact with that play
    they are always welcome.. to be or not to be with me..
    hehe..
    And seriously i do not think you would be lying if you
    just showed that symphony of science video and tale
    your daughter that these scientists are describing the
    Interdependent Force that is the relationship of all
    stuff in reality as ALL IS connected that they call
    Nature or the Cosmos.. and truly
    this is all the face of GoD
    where there is so
    much more
    of an LSD
    trip than this video
    relates.. but that comes
    best all naturally when the
    Pineal Gland starts awakening
    and enlightening more of the human
    reality of Unconditional Love with all of
    Nature.. in DMT ways.. my reality now is
    truly that born again thingy that Jesus was
    talking about but it is so much more than words
    alone.. so much more than a bible.. but it is is obvious
    once one gets to that place that Jesus is as real as us but
    no greater or no smaller as any true prophet will see that we
    are still evolving with a GoD of change and the true bible of
    God will never be an
    abridged one
    with a Chapter that ends..
    many psychopathic minds with
    little empathy will subjugate and
    control other human beings by saying
    they have the last word.. Bulls***… God
    has all the words.. and humans have pArt
    of that.. but only dust in a Universe of Song..
    that has no
    end or beginning
    that only God can
    wrap God’s mind around
    as ONE Force of ALL.. oh i Love
    Star Wars.. as nah.. the King of FORCE..
    the Universe is the Universe and beyond..
    no man or part alone.. ALLONE is GOD.. so
    yeah.. i’d let your Daughter see the beauty of
    what God has done.. far far beyond.. eyes
    of
    earth
    in books
    alone.. it’s simple..
    if a Bonobo can Love
    free without aggression..
    violence.. and wars against
    their own species.. Jesus lives
    with Bonobos.. and Humans
    live with
    devils
    of their
    own making..
    wE will dance
    with Bonobos
    my friend.. S..
    Naked of Culture..
    Religion.. and Clothes..
    Free with God aSaME..
    AND THANKS so much now
    for stopping by.. you always
    stimulate my creativity and
    that is the pARt of me
    that i do Love
    to be
    stimulated
    the mostNOW
    and you are now
    a great friend for that!..
    yeah.. mind F**KinG
    is FUNkING
    FUN..
    and never
    messy.. heHE..
    with no age.. gender..
    nationality.. red
    state.. blue eyes..
    or body sizes for
    compati
    bi
    liTY!..
    and Katrina
    weighs 115 and i
    weigh 230.. so technically
    i am twice the size of her.. haha!..
    and i thought you are probably
    at least my height.. and never
    imagined now you are
    shorter than her..
    but i am
    measuring
    your
    spirit
    and
    brain..
    that has
    no limits
    of time.. distance
    space.. or height of course..
    or
    weight..
    as feather
    is heArtspiRit
    miNd and BoDy
    NOWitH sOUler
    WinGs that have
    no beginNinG or end..:)

  9. One of my relatives sadly falling for the Right Wing
    Propaganda crap that All Muslims wanna
    see Americans dead..
    like the lies that
    Trump has been
    spreading and signs
    of Mosques that
    are fake
    to spread hate..
    discord and discontent..
    otherwise known as division
    from God’s gifted human species
    that works best with Unconditional
    Sharing and never collecting
    Jealous Love..
    And here is my
    Defense of Truth and Light..

    There are as many Fundamentalist Christians
    that will kill over lies as there are Extremists
    Muslims my friend.. and that is an historical fact
    from the Crusades on.. and the fact is we are all
    humans when we Love as gifted by God Unconditionally
    and that comes first without judging others as only
    God can do that.. there are more Loving Muslims
    than Christians who will not judge and
    i have documented just THAT..
    and that paRt is anecdotal of course..:)

  10. claudia says:

    hey – just wanted to say hi
    too much for me to read – i’m sorry – just having not that big attention span at the moment

    • Smiles.. if more
      people could be like
      you and just tolerate
      and accept what they
      do not have now to see.. if they
      do not wanna see IT .. and just
      say Hi..
      perhaps
      world peace
      could come..
      anyway.. that’s what
      i do.. but for me at least
      i can have the attention
      span of
      Biblical
      JOB
      if
      necessary..
      the worst pain
      known to
      mankind
      does bring
      lessons of
      JOB after
      66 months
      or so..
      although i rather
      fly free.. smiles Claudia..
      and hi to you as well.. as
      you probably know i am a
      traveling blog who writes poeTry
      everywhere i go.. this is just my Universe
      in reflection of all of who i am here.. my Planets
      extend all over the multi-Universe of Internet now…
      to the literal
      tune of
      11 million
      words.. 80 THOUSAND
      OR SO PHOTOS.. AND
      AROUND 4435 MILES
      OF DANCE WALKING
      in 27 months..
      NOW IN FLESH
      AND BLOOD
      WAY.. YES
      THE WORDS
      equal
      13.6 bibles
      in poeTry and
      Prose way..
      since November
      26th.. Thanks
      Givingday
      2010..
      but i digress
      as i can.. i JUST
      can.. ’cause i for one
      AM TOTaLLY FREE..
      AND SO IS GOD AND
      THAT MY FRIEND IS
      WHY INFINITY
      IS SO
      LARGE2
      i reflect GOD
      LARGE3 AND
      i can prove it
      too.. down
      to Leg
      Pressing
      a half a ton..
      25 times now
      on a parallel leg
      press with arms raised
      in air like no other human
      on YouTube.. me at 55.. and
      the GOOD NEWS IS AFTER
      19 MEDICAL DISORDERS OTHER
      FOLKS CAN DO THIS TOO.. IF THEY
      JUST BELIEVE
      AND DO
      IT TOO..
      and truly that
      is the message of
      Jesus.. moving metaphor of mountains
      with believing and doing even
      more than he did then..
      the evolution
      of human
      potential in
      creation of
      ALL with GODNOW
      where this is the
      ONLY HEAVEN
      THAT
      EXISTS
      NOW.
      AND SADLY
      HELL AS WELL..
      ANGELS AND DEMONS
      AND CARDBOARD PURGATORY
      HUMANS
      TOO..
      WHERE
      PIECE OF PAPER
      EXISTENCE IS
      THE REALITY
      OF A THOUSAND
      YEARS OF HELL..
      IN ONE SECOND..
      MY HOME
      ONCE
      IN
      HELL AS
      DEVIL REAL..
      WHILE THIS
      GRINCH HEART
      CONTINUES TO
      EMPIRCallY
      GROW
      IN MEASURable..
      way..
      no one is
      gonna ever ‘gonna
      say theRe
      is no
      evidence
      for me..
      A
      GAIN
      as LOSS
      A GAIN
      i
      AiM
      i
      AM..:)

  11. From Himali’s Facebook Page..

    ^^^

    To empty a heArt Jar of human dArk notes.. to fill that Jar with an endless variety of limitless positive notes… is to grow a Light so Bright that matches The flLAmE oFSun iNIntenSitY to Grow a Garden of HumanONEASLove..

    And sURe.. theRe’s a SonG
    for that too.. my friend
    Himali.. n0w..
    as yes.. iF
    we SinG
    The liGht
    iN and pLay tHe
    Light Bright.. thE
    Sun ShInEs as uS
    toGetHeR asONeForCE..ใ€€

  12. Comment from Glenn on my blog post Alien of Creativity..:)

    ^^^

    Smiles.. Glenn.. for some folks.. the seasons bring levels of depression and joy.. for me levels of intensity of creativity for the last two years or so.. and i am down to about three Epic Posts a week now.. with one ‘supporting’ other post to go along with that a week.. so all together.. about 4 a week.. with the three that are word posts at around 5 to 6 thousand words a post now.. on average in main post text.. and i use all sources i travel for that..

    In the Sun bright months i was moving at 5 or 6 a week.. with at one time.. up to three or so.. additional supporting posts in my netherworld of Art for most.. with of course the greaTEST effort so far of around two or three days.. one post of close to 26K words including the comments section as one continuous flow..

    So yeah.. as the write column of my Blog says here.. for about..
    it’s really simple.. i like to write.. and that was all i could do before
    i could even enjoy it.. with the pain of type two Trigeminal Neuralgia
    from wake to sleep until around July 22nd of 2013..

    And what i always wanted to do..
    from the time i am in my early
    20’s is truly get better
    in creative arts
    of writing
    song.. and
    dance.. so far
    a goal then.. finally
    a realized Art in flow now..
    where there is never a writer’s
    block for me.. give me the digital
    ivories of a keyboard of words and
    my fingers just go.. go go.. and the
    same applies to a camera
    or a song to sing..
    the creative mind
    is magic.. and my
    problem when checking
    out a book about creativity
    like there might be an instruction
    manual for it.. in college that GOD
    i think I checked out 30 times and
    never then had the focus to even
    read it from
    front to back..
    is Yes.. ‘Pure’ Creativity
    comes as both a practice
    and a gift like magic.. from
    that first day on or about
    the first of March 2013..
    when like a guide
    of dreams..
    i awake
    with words
    and the driving
    force of self lives
    again in me.. like the
    couple of other sparks
    in writing a Christmas
    Story and Play in Middle
    School.. and a few
    Philosophy essays
    in College.. with
    the first real
    experiences
    of a magic of
    Life.. that comes
    deep within.. without
    much conscious analytical
    problem solving thought that
    ruled my life in school.. through
    much of work.. with even dreaming
    about math equations in school..
    but yes.. i knew something is
    missing then.. and that
    missing is moving..
    connecting..
    and creating
    and sharing that
    as giving never
    expecting anything
    in return at all except
    for the empathy of sharing
    free and bringing some spark
    of inspiration to someone else..
    It all works together.. Creativity
    guides me.. sure as God as whole..
    in me.. and i enjoy the ride wherever
    God in me.. as Creativity.. takes me next..
    And in understanding now this is now how it
    works.. through innate instinct and intuition..
    i now understand there is a cosmic
    life force of human
    creativity that is
    joined together
    in extremely mysterious
    ways beyond the science
    of method that currently exists..
    to ride that wave of GOD is greater
    Joy than i ever can imagine before..
    it is the journey and multiple
    paths that
    make life
    Bliss to me..
    as am i.. to share
    with others complete..
    for whatever they care
    to eat.. in mind
    and body
    balance as far as
    they can go.. too..
    i continue to go
    further
    and know
    no limits
    or expectations
    of others yet..
    for wHere
    i’ll go
    next..
    It Keeps Life Interesting
    Just like Heaven Now..;)

  13. HA! ha! ha! and more ha!..
    i think ‘the test’ gives this score to everyone..
    just to try to make ’em feel good.. as it is not
    even a dam test.. in the first place.. smiles..
    smile emoticon.. Hmm.. the fact they spelled
    sexy wrong is kinda disconcerting too.. but
    that’s okay.. as sexy or sex is cool.. for
    whatever reason.. hehe.. test results..

    From A generic share this now Facebook
    sexy test.. where i get a 92% on beauty..
    92% on sex appeal.. and 97% on looks..

    “Caution: hot! You are unbelievably sexy and
    one has to take a closer look to really believe it.
    You draw people towards to you and your beauty
    is the talk of the town that leaves quite a few jealous.
    Share your result on Facebook and show your
    friends how sexy/attractive you are!”

    Hehe.. Yoda.. sexy..
    wisdom and truth yes.. sexy nah..
    just a great way of being now..;)

    Reference the Yoda shirt..
    as that picture might change
    as time goes by.. everyday..

    WAit! now i get it..!
    They are talking about
    wife Katrina and not me..
    as she is on here too..
    and so pretty too..;)

    Anyway.. tomorrow.. iS
    Thanksgiving and truly
    thanks for me that i’m
    still living pain free
    now.. and
    pursuing
    still now
    Magic dReams
    of creativity..
    so checking back
    with dVerse when i get
    back from working out..
    to see if there is any
    more poetry there..
    already do my nude
    art yesterday.. as
    ‘morrow not enough
    time to fit that
    in with visiting
    in-laws.. my family
    in blood.. and heading
    out to celebrate my 86th
    dance week.. with all the
    Cool College Age folks at
    Old Seville Quarter.. publishing
    this post a little after midnight or so
    on the TG day of Thank God i’m still
    here day for me..
    where i will honor
    the words of this
    post with my personal
    Temple of God expression
    of all of who i am.. no holds
    barred.. no regrets.. no guilt
    for being a totAlly Free Child
    of
    FREE GOD AS
    WELL.. and this
    song certainly sings
    to human freedom of
    expression.. well.. and
    sure.. relatively speaking i
    guess i have a big butt too..
    for dancing and pressing half
    a ton
    of FUN..:)

    More Fun Dance photos coming in the
    wee hours of Black Friday.. as always there
    will be plenty of folks shopping.. perhaps
    even at 3 am.. when the Rave Dance
    ends.. and i can hardly
    walk out of my
    car in exhaustion
    when i get back home..
    but the fingers will still
    walk the walk of the
    message of
    creativity
    here
    ALL FREE
    ALWAYS NOW!..:)

    i listened to this song.. at least 10
    times Tuesday Night dancing
    in all the stores
    with Katrina..
    and boy does iT
    make
    me
    MOVE..
    !Force equals Music
    times Emotion
    equals
    MOVING..!
    LOVE’S
    RELATIVE
    FREE WILL..!F=ME=M!

    As i continue to explore
    the Inner UniVerse
    of me
    WitH
    RELATIVE
    FREE WILL
    WAY UNDER
    THE POWER OF LOVE.:)

    Oh yeah.. and this is my first sentence and
    paragraphs born online.. and now i am five..
    on November 26th ThanksGiving Day of 2010..
    then.. writing is truly my only savior
    in any approximation away
    from pain..
    and now
    an escape is
    a joy.. but just
    writing what i write
    below then.. takes me
    all night where every word
    is like climbing a mountain
    of pain.. both in eye and ear
    pain.. and even ability to use
    my mind then.. for the first
    time since January
    of 2008..
    when then i
    could not even
    muster the
    cognitive
    ability
    to play
    a game
    of tic
    tac
    toe..
    yeah..
    i’ve seen both
    sides now.. in so
    many more ways than one..
    and no.. i am no longer a canary
    and the coal mine i run with WILL..
    i wrote 8005 words on that website..
    until i stopped writing on it earlier
    in July of this year.. often posts
    that are thousands of words
    long there as well..
    words add up
    to sentences
    to paragraphs..
    pages.. books..
    and
    be
    yond..:)

    http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=144300

    Radios, Black & White TV, Color TV, Cable TV, VCR’s, Satelitte TV, Surround Sound, Heavy Metal, Computers, Cell Phones, Pornography, MP3 players, I Pads, I Phones, 24 Hour News Cycle, High definition TV etc.

    The evolution of technology bombards the human senses, and we become addicted to the adrenaline not realizing the effect on the health of ourselves or our children.

    Constant bad or good stimulation eventually will wear any living thing down and/or change the way it thinks and behaves. Especially, if you are experiencing it with no physical movement to burn off the adrenaline.

    I think many of the people born 40 or 50 years ago that are now diagnosed with aspergers might have symptoms of low functioning autism if they were born today.

    I couldn’t complete sentences until I was four years old, but managed to cope with the demands of life with high functioning autism and adhd. I can’t imagine being born today and having a chance of a successful independent life.

    I think we are the canaries in the coal mine.

  14. From Friend Rafiah’s.. Facebook Page..

    Rafiah.. presents a selfie of her two sisters..

    Katie Mia says..
    Yes.. Faces are better than words so where
    is yours.. Smiles..wink emoticon

    Rafiah says..
    Behind the camera. wink emoticon grin emoticon

    Katie Mia says.. That’s okay.. I for one have a photographic memory..
    And will never forget your eyes and smile.. Even after you erased it..
    But I understand that as my sister will never allow me to take a picture
    of her or my mother.. That makes me sad as I am a face person
    but they are word thinkers more than image thinkers..
    I used to be called the
    quiet one until I lost effective
    use of my vision for 66 months.. So yes..
    Change is possible towards words.. towards faces..
    Or towards extraverted or introverted.. liberal or conservative..
    as humans are gifted by Allah to create their reality with Hands of
    Allah.. Words.. And Faces too.. Smiles.. Oh yeah.. My sister
    and my mother play scrabble a lot.. I don’t like scrabble..
    I like meaning more than form..wink emoticon

    Rafiah says… I am also a face person.
    In fact I love staring things and people.
    But at times it can become embarrassing
    for others so I refrain my urge. tongue emoticon

    Rafiah says.. But I am word person as well. tongue emoticon

    Rafiah says.. I am confused now. I cant say. tongue emoticon

    Katie Mia says.. Oh gosh.. Me too.. But I would love to see
    a million of your silly faces..smile emoticon

    Rafiah shares a photo of she and
    her brother around
    3 to 5 years
    old or so..

    Katie Mia says.. Sweet faces..
    Thanks..smile emoticon

    Rafiah says.. That’s my brother, Momin, beside me.

    Katie Mia says.. Smiles.. I thought so.. You all look alike..
    Brother and Sisters.. and I can tell you will be very smart
    in that picture by your forehead of intelligence..smile emoticon

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