15 Responses to Balance of All Ah on Finger Tips

1. katiemiafrederick says:

   November 24, 2015 at 12:57 AM

   http://artifactsandfictions.com/2015/11/24/reading-patterns/

   ^^^

   A Square of Saturn and Neptune.. a celestial Alignment..
   and for those who feel or think the stars have little to do
   with human being.. they may be short sighted at least..
   as from Star Dust human arises and falls..
   where the cycle of dark and light
   continues as infinity now..

   And for me.. there is great significance
   and message in Planetary alignment in synchronistically
   meaningful ways.. like the 13 Star of David Planetary
   alignments that begin when my wife and i get married..
   in 1990.. and the last one for 100 years..
   ending on July 22nd.. on or about
   the day.. that i miraculously..

   Come into at least remission of
   19 medical disorders.. including type
   two Trigeminal Neuralgia.. the worst pain
   known to mankind.. actually assessed as a pain
   worse than crucifixion.. like having one’s teeth
   drilled without novocaine.. except.. it is in my eye and ear..
   instead of teeth.. and it lasts from wake to sleep for 66 months..
   from January of 2008 to July of 2013.. yes.. on or about that 22nd day..

   Anyway.. i am happy to come here to see this planetary event you bring
   awareness to today.. as i have no idea of it.. until now.. and the
   26th of this month.. in November.. is also my anniversary
   of precisely 60 months of writing.. when i first
   gain just enough tolerance to the pain..
   to withstand a mountain of each word
   of still pain.. with my screen turned
   all the way down..
   a few inches
   in front of it..
   as i can no longer wear
   prescription glasses.. as
   focus.. makes the pain that much worse..

   So.. 11 million words later.. seriously..
   literally 11 million measured words in 60 months for me..
   to escape pain.. and my first poetic words in early March of
   2013 as well.. and now there is great joy in the words i bRing..
   wherever i go.. to be living pain free and
   balanced in mind and body..
   like a planet orbiting
   the Sun free..

   Life is magical in white magic way.. for those..
   who make it all positive with faith.. hope.. and belief..
   Belief is real.. and no matter what the naysayers say..
   about astrology.. belief itself is white magic
   when all positive for natural healing..
   and sharing my friend..

   Thank you so much for allowing me
   an opportunity to celebrate something else in life..
   with this planetary event you bring.. here.. as the
   more meaning and purpose i gain in life.. just grows bliss
   higher and higher in light away from the dark of the old days..
   smiles my friend.. Suzanne..:)

   You as well.. My friend.. are an
   exceptional Human Being..
   And why I come here often
   now for inspiration..
   Although I do find
   inspiration iN
   All of Light
   and Dark as
   well in the Truest Art
   i see as Unconditional
   tough and passionate Love..

   http://artifactsandfictions.com/2015/11/22/its-all-about-power/

   Sadly.. Suzanne.. for about 12,000 years..
   Angles in fear of Nature become
   order instead of free..
   Spirals are
   truly the
   rule of
   Nature.. so
   even on sidewalks
   for straight order..
   i dance in spirals
   as i refuse to
   walk the
   straight
   and narrow
   lines of the lies
   of culture and religion..
   that is anything less..
   than spiraling
   free now
   as
   being
   REAL
   HUMAN NOW..
   Real Human Angels..
   only let it go as flow in
   Heaven spirals..
   never Angles
   of
   HELL..
   Angels fly
   on Terrestrial
   Plane.. in
   spiraling
   way..:)

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2. katiemiafrederick says:

   November 24, 2015 at 9:01 AM

   The brain is A Symphony of God unto God’s Self.. Rafiah..
   And this song plays it well as Scientists continue to provide
   hard and soft gray matter of evidence God is here within in
   microcosm of a Universe of mind as Stars.. Electrons..
   And People same as two hemispheres of
   Earth holding hands worth an Infinity
   Now iN Tears of Joy.. Yes.. God..
   Does this too..:)

   Quantum theory is continuing evidence by Scientists
   of the Infinite of God’s All Natural Magic..
   from the smallest of all of creation to
   the largest of all creation in continuing change..
   and the next step for a theory of all stuff human
   is evidence that our Mind is Quantum force that
   we direct as same with God as whole..
   i for one practice evidence
   for that in everynow..
   wheRre Art is the Science of the Quantum human mind
   unleashed and released as Force with GOD.. no limits..
   no expectations.. God is Free and so are
   We holding Quantum hands together..
   friend Rafiah.. no less that what we
   do in this sign language of
   Human/God
   Quantum Force
   on the Internet now..:)

   And the Infinite continuing UnaBridged Bible
   of God continues to Grow with A scribe of God heRe..
   Science.. wHere Science WiLL continue to be A greaTesT
   prophet of God.. witting or not on the iNdividual Level..
   with Art.. in Truth and Light.. as Love and Wisdom..
   wherE every number.. letter.. and other symbol..
   iS A UniVerse of God unto iTself as well..
   of which witHout.. tHeir will be no
   continUinG story of God for uS
   to shaRe as EvolVinG GroWinG..
   ART and Science.. friend. Rafiah..:)

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3. katiemiafrederick says:

   November 24, 2015 at 11:22 AM

   So.. i just post two of three links to
   “Balance of All Ah on Finger Tips”..
   i look out the Great Room Window..
   and see perhaps the most beautiful
   Red Cardinal perched in an Oak
   that i’ve ever seen..
   so i quietly attempt
   to go out the screen door..

   And the Cardinal flies off..

   i turn to my right and the sky
   catches my attention in that
   magical way that somenows happens..
   so with iphone6s still hand for Stellar Red Cardinal..

   i just point the camera upward and shoot.. and then
   viewing the photo from a distance.. there is a vague
   hand of sorts.. with the infinite hues of color of Sun
   in Center Balance..

   So what is real and
   what is imaginary.. as always WE decide..
   i decide that magic is real.. as both.. so in deed
   my life is magic too..

   God is magic..
   for those who see and hear.. AND FEEL
   more of God than letters and words alone..
   however.. those letters and words are pArt of God..
   howeverX2.. the Reality of God is Infinitely beyondX3..
   a book alone.. words.. or letters.. as same.. the God
   of All WilLLnever be chained by human books alone..
   as GOD is ALLONE.. All ah.. yes oNe..:)

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4. katiemiafrederick says:

   November 24, 2015 at 10:37 PM

   Yoda..
   iS wheRe
   iT’s reAlly aT..;)

   Hmm.. and off to go on a another Poetry Writing Rampage Spree..
   where the dVerse Poet’s Pub online gathering of Poet’s is going
   for a Tuesday prompt on emotions in a personal way to
   metaphor them in poetry as such.. like i don’t
   already do that.. almost everyday.. hehe..;)

   Anyway.. after reviewing the poems..
   so far.. while dance walking in stores..
   it seems that i am one of very few really
   happy folks in the group of Poets.. but yes..
   i started this entire writing endeavor.. at the bottom
   of the pit of Hell.. so i certainly can relate to unhappy
   people all too well.. and it can be very hard to come out
   of that dark pit of Life than can be a literal hell in life for
   some folks.. in the depths of anhedonic depression..

   EMOTION IS POWER.. EMOTE.. MEANS MOVE..
   AND THAT IS WHAT EMOTIONS DO.. MOVE US..
   SADLY SOME FOLKS RELY ON STRESS ASSOCIATED
   ANXIETY AND ADRENALINE TO GET THEM THROUGH THE DAY..

   Problem is THAT stress leads to the destruction of the human body
   in a slow burn to hell.. yeah.. been there done it.. figured out how
   to stay in heaven.. and ain’t going back to hell under any
   circumstances.. ’cause God provides me with a
   successful way to stay in Heaven always now..

   But yes.. again.. i will visit hell occasionally
   to help other folks get out.. but that can be the real
   biblical job of JOB of course.. as well.. as it can be so hard
   to get out of a place that is like a totally different Universe
   for those who exist in
   human real hell now..

   As opposed to the REAL
   Kingdom of God as heaven in
   A soUl that is a miNd and bodY in balance..
   WitH A heArt of emoTion.. and SpiRit expresSinG
   that emoTion in connecting with people and the rest
   of Nature as Allthatis.. AKA GOD NOWOnE with
   Unconditional Tough and Passionate
   Love n0w as WeLL..:)

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5. katiemiafrederick says:

   November 24, 2015 at 11:01 PM

   http://thejadematrix.blogspot.com/2015/11/self-possessed-marquess-planted-in.html?

   ^^^

   Ah.. the brand of culture..
   Stings so deep..
   when the world
   is running down
   bring it up..
   as entropy
   is only skin
   deep nOw
   in initials
   of someone
   else.. wHere
   oh by the way..
   Hi tHere S.. nice
   to see ya.. again..;)
   Ugh.. i left
   out the nOw
   wHere after
   deep.. now
   and oh.. i Love
   that song about
   Confident too.. by the wayX2..:).
   And wHere..
   after.. else..;)

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6. katiemiafrederick says:

   November 24, 2015 at 11:07 PM

   And now to dVerse..

   Sadly perhaps.. life is much too busy
   for folks to partake in nuanced
   complex emotions when
   all is go go.
   and challenges
   come come.. like
   a never ending faucet
   of what’s next.. well.. we
   do the best we can and move
   on.. but oh how.. emotions.. color
   the grey and black of life.. and sure
   poetry is one way to honor that and
   nice to see you Claudia.. you
   never play games..
   and i tend
   to like
   that form
   of being..
   where living
   is key.. and just
   bomb the other stuff dead..
   or alive
   as
   well..:)

   *
   One leSson of liFe is to cheRish
   nuanced passiOnate emoTions
   as truly
   ambiguous
   is colorless
   horizon on
   a sea
   of grey..
   some Buddhists
   would have us believe
   that grey is a way.. but
   nah.. i’ll color now..
   and even
   Yogi’s
   tend
   to go grey..
   i’ll sTicK WitH
   hAirs of grey and ReD N0W
   heArt pasSioNate aNd ReaL.:)

   *
   Sadly.. for many folks..
   at least in the U.S..
   Life is only
   as dArk as
   we imagine it..
   And sadly.. TV
   and the News too..
   does the imagining
   for many folks too..
   i don’t turn it on..
   tHere is Nature in
   the BackYard that
   doesn’t care about
   insanity at all..
   as truly
   only humans
   can be insane
   enough to Kill
   in the name of
   Nature/AKAGOD..
   cruel..
   But anyway..
   Happy people are
   everywheRe if one
   looks for the
   Lemonade
   people instead
   of Lemon people..
   My Lemonade Stand
   iS
   FREE
   of Lemons..:)

   Well..
   first of all
   this is beyond sad
   of course.. as i for one
   didn’t have an expressing
   Loving Father.. and a little
   derogatory here and there..
   is he.. but
   my Mother is
   All Love.. and
   her children are
   truly her first and
   last Love.. although
   there can be illness in
   that as well..
   per the
   ability
   to
   leave home..
   Tough Love is
   important too..
   but most importantly
   is some Love at all.. and
   you Loved your mother..
   and that is still
   key
   i for
   one see..
   as well..
   as we do have
   control of what we give
   back as free as Love can be..:)

   Without fear comes Love
   more.. and more the
   instinct to connect..
   and loneliness
   as well
   as now..
   the importance
   of that instinct
   to connect
   becomes
   stronger
   with
   out
   FEAR..
   at least
   for me.. smiles..:)

   *
   Sadly.. humans too.. are
   fish who are tortured
   when folks pick
   at tHeir
   scales
   of different..
   with little
   regard
   for the
   blood
   beneath..
   and overall
   the iNterNet..
   is a bloody fish
   without BAND Aid..:)

   Sadly.. so easy
   and lost
   a soul
   away
   from us
   can be now
   no longer
   belonGinG.. we..
   Finding it again..
   in US WITH HEART
   i know is possible
   at least
   for
   me..
   smiles..
   and best of hope
   in wishing change
   becomes soUl
   in
   home of
   your heArt
   too.. now..:)

   May new pups
   come your way
   to refresh
   a heArt
   of Young..:)

   *
   Mechanical coGnition.. friend
   of grey emotions..
   systemizing science
   miNd.. oH heArt..
   as Art friEnd
   of hUman..
   Social
   nuanCinG
   emoTioNal..
   cognitIonAL ART..:)

   The world.. a beautiful
   Green and Blue orb..
   where even stars
   shine down
   to miracle
   in Earth’s
   Glow..
   And sure.. there
   are dark leaves
   of humans with little
   to no heart.. spirit.. or
   soul.. volcanoes.. earthquakes
   and all types of Natural Disaster’s
   just waiting to happen.. to bRing
   Folks together
   again.. if not
   for just
   a moment..:)

   Smiles.. Love
   is the drug
   that muzzles
   hate.. Fear
   is the reality
   that feeds hate..
   We are the potential
   to make A change
   one heARt aT
   a tiMe N0w..
   with more than
   grace in Just
   Loving
   NOW..:)

   Face of Hate
   dRaw of Fear..
   Face of Love
   pAint no Fear..:)

   Castle Walls
   of heARt stone
   fortresspassing
   eYes of uS
   conNector
   Love..:)

   Star of Sky
   Sun of home
   Spirals now with
   Milky way ’round
   a black Hole Sun
   that keeps us in spiraling
   way as Earth of hear.. we
   too are Universe.. and Earth..
   and SpiraLinG Galaxy of home..
   vehicles and vessels in
   fractal home
   of all are we..
   and when
   we spiral
   move.. we
   too can become
   FeatherliGht..:)

   Full Moon..
   Land of Enchantment
   not even a hint of pollution..
   grey as moon.. sand
   planet..
   a desert
   with no life..
   but yet light
   at night..
   greaTeST
   gift iN
   sleepy
   hollow
   dreams
   filLinG wITh wonder
   Lust of lunar humans Free..:)

   Libido and Emotions
   Bedfellow friEnds
   of instinctual
   reality..
   Body EmoTions
   Head Logics..
   Moving Creates
   Feelings come
   ALiVE
   AGAiN..:)

   Pro-social emotions..
   including Love..
   a friend of
   memory..
   emptiness
   a way to
   lose
   a
   mind..
   emotions
   first.. logic
   last.. wHere
   Surviving iS tHe
   Prize..:)

   All caught
   up at 12:47 am..
   November 25th..:)
   17 poems and 100
   minutes of responses
   by me..5.88 minutes
   per response
   in Fred
   time now..;)

   11:27 am
   and now back
   to dVerse..

   *
   Well.. sadly and ironically.. the real agenda.. of the ISIL
   Terrorists is to make way for ISA and the
   Apocalypse.. this is not A Kingdom
   of Heaven they see.. sadly
   now.. and sadly
   there are many
   Christians that
   wanna end heavenow
   too.. who have never
   seen it now..
   as both hell and
   heaven exists on this
   terrestrial plane of earth
   with both Angels and Devils..
   with Angels of Fearlessness
   with Love and Devils of Fear
   with Hate.. and still.. in many ways..
   barbarism of Lies.. fear.. and
   hate still now happens
   in Africa all the time..
   with nary a word
   in our First
   World Pop Press..
   the tribal instinct
   of aversion towards
   different lives in both
   hate and fear..
   to cognitively understand
   we are all one species of DNA..
   is a logical jump that truly
   most people cannot
   make.. but until..
   we lose that
   fear and
   hate there
   will never
   be heaven
   now for them..
   ANYWAY.. God is in control
   and Mother Nature will have her
   way.. innately humans are no less
   Loving than the Bonobo who solves
   all agression.. violence.. and
   potential other warring
   ways with
   simple
   primate
   Unconditional
   Love.. if a Bonobo
   can do it as a Loving
   Tribe.. we at least have
   the potential of doing it
   on an individual
   level and the
   first step of
   that is
   WEAREONETRIBEOFHUMANBEING..:)

   A NEW WORLD ORDER
   OF AN OLD WORLD
   ORDER OF
   TRIBING
   UNCONDITIONALOVE..
   IF A MONKEY CAN DO
   IT SO CAN WE
   MON
   KEYS
   TOO..
   MON MEANS ONE..
   KEY IS LOVE
   AND WE HOLD
   THAT KEY IN
   OUR
   DNA
   FREE
   without lies of
   culture or religion to
   disguise the Love as uS..:)

   Smiles.. i’ve been in many Military
   Department head board meetings..
   on time of course.. but
   rarely did i see
   any humanity
   in there as mechanical
   cognition becomes the
   rules
   and empathy
   exists and exits
   out the backdoor
   as
   Love
   with Zero
   time as an
   illusion of DEADlines
   then.. oh.. to be retired
   and human
   is to finAlly
   be able
   to Live and Love
   away from the slavery
   of robotic goals in cogs
   of the
   machines
   of other rules
   away
   from
   Love..
   True Slavery is
   tRuly heARt
   deep.. i’ll
   never make
   another board
   room
   meeting
   again.. PERIOD..
   as time
   does NOT
   exist in
   Love
   as me..
   tick tock
   the clock
   spanks
   Love..
   WHErE KSA goals
   escape HUMANiTy.
   without ISA’s
   Instinct
   Skills
   Abilities..
   and sure i have
   an old chip on my shoulder
   as following all the K nowledge rules..
   by a hair of my
   neck..
   almost
   is the end of me..
   it is the slackers who
   often get it..
   real..
   as hard
   as it was
   for me to
   eventually
   admit then..
   and that is
   the most ironic
   pArt of Life of all..
   like in the movie
   ‘The Big Lewbowski’..
   the so-called losers
   win.. when REAL
   as being
   HUMAN..:)

   When time becomes
   a thief of feeling
   time is an
   enemy
   of heaRt
   SpiRit
   and sOul..
   ah.. the way of
   the culture is time
   ah the way of Nature
   is now of feeling being
   here moving.. connecting
   and
   creating..
   it still lives
   with escape..
   and escape is
   the hardest art of
   all to
   ART..
   at least
   these days
   of cLocks
   without
   souLs..:)

   Smiles.. a very smart
   woman.. no doubt you
   are in Geo
   physics..
   if i am
   remembering
   correctly now..
   and after achieving
   top of the class status
   and three degrees.. me
   as well.. i went
   a different
   route
   in human
   relations than
   array of facts..
   and so interesting
   it was how much in connection
   of emotions i am.. when working
   with people and not problem
   solving alone.. for almost
   2 decades..
   but back to
   the science of facts
   again.. and after 5 years..
   when the psychiatrist says
   use something other than
   adrenaline to motivate
   yourself.. i have
   zero connection
   in language to
   what my
   emotions
   are then..
   and how
   they even
   motivate me to do
   anything at all then..
   It is frigging amazing
   that the most important ART
   of human intelligence in the
   ways of moving.. connecting and
   creating.. is almost totally
   left out of school..
   and most areas
   of work today..
   and that is why
   i write my friend..
   to explore those deep
   emotions as a child
   that are mind
   and body
   again
   as me..
   So sure.. dance
   naked in Nature
   is my advice as free..
   as we have oxytocin
   receptors in the bottom
   of our feet to connect to
   Mother Nature when set free..
   And emotions flow through the
   body..
   and A write
   track is poeTry
   as poetry
   is A
   SonG of heART
   and poeTry SoNG
   and Dance
   is my way
   back
   to Human Being
   where HeArt reigns
   KinG
   and KinD
   and CouRAge
   as Human bEinG..
   more
   fully
   now..
   this has been a very interesting
   prompt.. as one can see how diverse
   this issue is.. even in the world of
   PoeTry as HeART..
   away from
   here the
   problem
   is much..
   much greater..
   as there is not even
   any acknowledgment
   of the
   issue of the
   biggest real deal
   of Human Being Real..
   Smiles.. pardon all the
   words.. but HEaRT is
   everything
   to me..
   and
   always
   worth
   groWinG
   at all costs..
   including words..
   wHere FREE iS FEE..;)

   12:38 pm..
   and now
   for Sand
   Dancing Free
   with Sun of course..:)

   Back at 10:38 pm..

   Depression ..a thief..
   in the night
   that seems
   to never end..
   but it can.. i know
   but didn’t feel then
   again.. Hope.. a message
   that no longer feels in the dark..
   Survival.. the only way.. to go on..
   Change is certain in life.. sooner or
   later.. and with zero feelings for me
   eventuAlly Change came..
   healing from within..
   nows.. and nows
   to go..
   Will
   to Survive.
   a wait of Life
   comes again..:)

   Struggle.. Face of Life..
   Clown.. expresSinG
   emotions.. Play of
   Life.. uS.. iNow..
   Human Being
   Struggle..
   Face of
   Life..
   still
   now..
   Clown..
   comes again..
   Emotions Live..:)

   And your Mom’s
   eyes will always
   live through you..:)

   All stuff anxiety..
   mostly fear of
   losing control..
   control an
   illusion..
   but will..
   a reality
   a strength
   of life growing
   older stronger and ageless
   by the change of will alive..:)

   Gift of Dog..
   no different
   than God living
   now never complaining..
   just living.. Life is God
   and Dog
   Lives
   whatever
   comes.. alive..
   Soldier of Living.. Dog..
   All God’s children free..:)

   Smiles.. the news..
   an ant bite..
   that never
   bites when
   off.. pesticide..
   iN moving outside..:)

   11:03 pm..
   and that’s all for
   now.. any additional
   poetic responses
   to poem’s
   from Tuesday
   dVerse links
   will be added
   in the comments
   section of the
   next blog post..
   titled..
   “5 Year Square
   Neptune Saturn Me”

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7. gypsy snow says:

   November 25, 2015 at 9:09 AM

   I love the pic of you in front of the Alabama shirt display. 🙂 Roll Tide.

   Your Subway looks yummy. Banana peppers are so delicious.

   Oh wow. That pic of Katrina in the mirror … I LOVE her dress! It’s blue, white, and black. So gorgeous. She has the most perfect body.

   Love this pic too:
   https://katiemiafrederick.files.wordpress.com/2015/11/img_8854.jpg?w=640&h=480

   A dance-off with Santa. I love it. 🙂 And you are so right. Dance is the best exercise ever. It will totally transform your body into a sleek mystique of lean.

   This is beautiful:
   

   Dude. I just looked you up. And did you know we’re only like 2 1/2 hours apart? How cool is that? It’s like we’re in the same world. 🙂

   That’s funny about Katrina’s height. I totally picture her as being tiny. But it’s an illusion. She’s taller than I am; she just looks so little in the photos next to you. LOL.

   This is a great thought:
   “there is no measure for God
   Intelligence in human beings..
   in terms of Standard IQ points..”

   LOL. I love this:
   “Smiles.. i will whip the
   pants off any Atheist in
   a God Debate” … My husband went through a super apologetics stage. He was doing all kinds of researching. We have a friend though who’s WAY into it. It’s all he will talk about. Literally. It drives his wife kind of batty. 🙂

   Ha: “i give ’em a tale headache”

   Dude. You crack me up: “OMG.. SEMANtics”

   I’m saving that Symphony of Science vid to watch later. Thanks.

   My oldest (you know, the one we’ve talked about before) has so much trouble with her faith. She wants absolute proof. And you know how bad her anxiety is. It stresses her out so much. She doesn’t even want to talk or think about God because she’s so worried/confused. So if you have any resources to share that might benefit her, I’d love to have the links.

   “Yes.. God is a tester too.. it’s just the way it works.. no escape” … Man, is that true. And I’m a “failer.” Every single time. 🙂 I NEVER grow up. LOL.

   I’m so with you. Nudity is art, and it really is a shame that we have to feel bad or wrong for appreciating bodies as art. It doesn’t have to be sexual. I was just talking to our librarian yesterday about how our bodies are art, and such an unbelievable example of God’s brilliance … we were talking specifically about the body’s ability to heal itself. Absolutely miraculous.

   “Behind every truly successful Jedi.. there is a Sith force of
   Nature.. in so called dark-side powering the will to survive” … Fascinating.

   “sensuality stuff is for gaining full balance in life” … So true. It’s really like a reset button. It totally recenters your brain and body. Gets your head straight, so to speak. Our brains get all jacked up throughout the day; we need to get it back on track with that sort of clearing out of all the garbage.

   “the long term assistant of everything for me” … That is really a brilliant, and accurate, way to look at marriage. I totally agree. We are all so inadequate and insufficient on our own. That’s why we need a partner. To assist us in daily living, in various regards.

   “His disciples said to him,
   “When will you be visible to us,
   and when shall we behold you?”
   He said, “When you strip naked
   without being ashamed, and
   take your garments
   and put them
   under your feet like little
   children and tread upon them,
   then you will see the child of the
   Living, and you will not be afraid.” … Wow. I’m gonna have to write this one down. I’ve totally got the “be a child” thing down. I just need to be more comfortable being naked … in all regards. That’s hard work. Really, it’s easier to be naked physically than emotionally, etc.

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8. katiemiafrederick says:

   November 25, 2015 at 10:21 AM

   Smiles.. Shawna.. ‘that’ must put you somewhere around the area of Montgomery.. and OMG yes.. this is Roll Tide Area too.. as much as Seminole area.. in fact.. many folks call the Northwest Panhandle of Florida.. LA for Lower Alabama.. this ain’t poetry land.. per Whitman and Kerouac.. and that’s for sure.. this is the land of the literal conservative.. where most every word of the poetry of the bible is taken literal too..

   And OmG.. for an extremely logical person with Asperger’s.. stuff like three God’s in one.. will make a head explode.. so relieved am i eventually to find in the Gnostic texts uncovered in Egypt in 1959.. like the Gnostic Gospels of Jesus.. as reported in the Gospel of Thomas.. i quoted and linked.. that the trinity thingy.. was a back room boardroom vote.. with Constantine and his Catholic Cohorts.. in 325 AD.. and of course it takes nearly 1450 years after Jesus until we can find one remaining intact printed bible in English that is left over and revised from what started as a writing expedition from what was left of oral tradition after 30 to 60 years.. AD..

   http://www.greatsite.com/timeline-english-bible-history/

   And sadly to me.. it is..
   when i point this out to
   some of my Christian friends
   and that’s what they say is faith..
   believing it ’cause someone told ’em it is so..

   Anyway.. protestantism was a start of getting away
   from priests as an intermediary between
   God and man..
   And Jesus in those
   gnostic texts and even
   Luke 17:21 teaches
   that the Kingdom
   of God lives
   now within..
   and the naked part in that
   Gnostic text is of course more
   than skin deep.. as it is shedding
   the clothes of organized cultures
   and religions that are most always
   purpose for creating
   order out of perceived
   chaos of Nature..

   But the truth is God is more like
   an LSD trip than a bible..
   for those who see with
   more than literal
   eyes.. and OMG
   those deeper meanings
   do still live in much of the
   New Testament when the Pineal
   Gland starts to make more all
   Natural DMT.. and we
   get all connected
   with allthatis
   AKA GOD
   and find
   and seek out
   so much more of this
   Nature we call reality
   now.. and FEEL IT.. FEEL
   IT IS THE BEST EVIDENCE OF
   ALL OF GOD AND THE KNOWING IS
   SEEING.. HEARING.. AND FEELING WITH
   GOD’S EYES AND HEART.. THE SYNCHRONICITIES
   IN SIGNS FROM GOD THAT CAN EVEN COME FROM
   AN ALGORITHM..
   THE WORLD OF GOD.. IN A FEW WORDS
   IS SO FAR BEYOND ANY PREACHER’S
   LIPS.. THAT KISS OF GOD IS A HIGH
   BEYOND
   A PULPIT
   OF ANYTHING
   IN A STRUCTURED BOOK OR
   CHURCH.. AS THE OBSERVER
   QUANTUM AFFECT AND EFFECT
   LIVES IN US.. AS GOD AND US CREATE
   REALITY TOGETHER ALONG WITH THE
   REST OF CREATION AS ONE FORCE NOW..

   okay.. that’s not likely gonna help your daughter with
   Asperger’s syndrome at her age now very much.. as she
   as a student of culture is fully clothed by that by now..
   and for me.. to escape that.. truly required the
   effective loss of my sight and hearing
   to give up spoon fed reality
   like Television and
   Video games..
   and all the
   other stuff
   that teaches
   us a reality far below
   what is possible when it is
   we who are the directors.. producers
   and actors of our own play of life.. and
   that is what i do here now.. my friend Shawna..
   i play life as me as actor.. producer.. and director..
   and if people wanna view or interact with that play
   they are always welcome.. to be or not to be with me..
   hehe..
   And seriously i do not think you would be lying if you
   just showed that symphony of science video and tale
   your daughter that these scientists are describing the
   Interdependent Force that is the relationship of all
   stuff in reality as ALL IS connected that they call
   Nature or the Cosmos.. and truly
   this is all the face of GoD
   where there is so
   much more
   of an LSD
   trip than this video
   relates.. but that comes
   best all naturally when the
   Pineal Gland starts awakening
   and enlightening more of the human
   reality of Unconditional Love with all of
   Nature.. in DMT ways.. my reality now is
   truly that born again thingy that Jesus was
   talking about but it is so much more than words
   alone.. so much more than a bible.. but it is is obvious
   once one gets to that place that Jesus is as real as us but
   no greater or no smaller as any true prophet will see that we
   are still evolving with a GoD of change and the true bible of
   God will never be an
   abridged one
   with a Chapter that ends..
   many psychopathic minds with
   little empathy will subjugate and
   control other human beings by saying
   they have the last word.. Bulls***… God
   has all the words.. and humans have pArt
   of that.. but only dust in a Universe of Song..
   that has no
   end or beginning
   that only God can
   wrap God’s mind around
   as ONE Force of ALL.. oh i Love
   Star Wars.. as nah.. the King of FORCE..
   the Universe is the Universe and beyond..
   no man or part alone.. ALLONE is GOD.. so
   yeah.. i’d let your Daughter see the beauty of
   what God has done.. far far beyond.. eyes
   of
   earth
   in books
   alone.. it’s simple..
   if a Bonobo can Love
   free without aggression..
   violence.. and wars against
   their own species.. Jesus lives
   with Bonobos.. and Humans
   live with
   devils
   of their
   own making..
   wE will dance
   with Bonobos
   my friend.. S..
   Naked of Culture..
   Religion.. and Clothes..
   Free with God aSaME..
   AND THANKS so much now
   for stopping by.. you always
   stimulate my creativity and
   that is the pARt of me
   that i do Love
   to be
   stimulated
   the mostNOW
   and you are now
   a great friend for that!..
   yeah.. mind F**KinG
   is FUNkING
   FUN..
   and never
   messy.. heHE..
   with no age.. gender..
   nationality.. red
   state.. blue eyes..
   or body sizes for
   compati
   bi
   liTY!..
   and Katrina
   weighs 115 and i
   weigh 230.. so technically
   i am twice the size of her.. haha!..
   and i thought you are probably
   at least my height.. and never
   imagined now you are
   shorter than her..
   but i am
   measuring
   your
   spirit
   and
   brain..
   that has
   no limits
   of time.. distance
   space.. or height of course..
   or
   weight..
   as feather
   is heArtspiRit
   miNd and BoDy
   NOWitH sOUler
   WinGs that have
   no beginNinG or end..:)

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9. katiemiafrederick says:

   November 25, 2015 at 10:46 AM

   One of my relatives sadly falling for the Right Wing
   Propaganda crap that All Muslims wanna
   see Americans dead..
   like the lies that
   Trump has been
   spreading and signs
   of Mosques that
   are fake
   to spread hate..
   discord and discontent..
   otherwise known as division
   from God’s gifted human species
   that works best with Unconditional
   Sharing and never collecting
   Jealous Love..
   And here is my
   Defense of Truth and Light..

   There are as many Fundamentalist Christians
   that will kill over lies as there are Extremists
   Muslims my friend.. and that is an historical fact
   from the Crusades on.. and the fact is we are all
   humans when we Love as gifted by God Unconditionally
   and that comes first without judging others as only
   God can do that.. there are more Loving Muslims
   than Christians who will not judge and
   i have documented just THAT..
   and that paRt is anecdotal of course..:)

   Reply
10. claudia says:

    November 25, 2015 at 11:48 AM

    hey – just wanted to say hi
    too much for me to read – i’m sorry – just having not that big attention span at the moment

    Reply
    • katiemiafrederick says:

      November 25, 2015 at 12:03 PM

      Smiles.. if more
      people could be like
      you and just tolerate
      and accept what they
      do not have now to see.. if they
      do not wanna see IT .. and just
      say Hi..
      perhaps
      world peace
      could come..
      anyway.. that’s what
      i do.. but for me at least
      i can have the attention
      span of
      Biblical
      JOB
      if
      necessary..
      the worst pain
      known to
      mankind
      does bring
      lessons of
      JOB after
      66 months
      or so..
      although i rather
      fly free.. smiles Claudia..
      and hi to you as well.. as
      you probably know i am a
      traveling blog who writes poeTry
      everywhere i go.. this is just my Universe
      in reflection of all of who i am here.. my Planets
      extend all over the multi-Universe of Internet now…
      to the literal
      tune of
      11 million
      words.. 80 THOUSAND
      OR SO PHOTOS.. AND
      AROUND 4435 MILES
      OF DANCE WALKING
      in 27 months..
      NOW IN FLESH
      AND BLOOD
      WAY.. YES
      THE WORDS
      equal
      13.6 bibles
      in poeTry and
      Prose way..
      since November
      26th.. Thanks
      Givingday
      2010..
      but i digress
      as i can.. i JUST
      can.. ’cause i for one
      AM TOTaLLY FREE..
      AND SO IS GOD AND
      THAT MY FRIEND IS
      WHY INFINITY
      IS SO
      LARGE2
      i reflect GOD
      LARGE3 AND
      i can prove it
      too.. down
      to Leg
      Pressing
      a half a ton..
      25 times now
      on a parallel leg
      press with arms raised
      in air like no other human
      on YouTube.. me at 55.. and
      the GOOD NEWS IS AFTER
      19 MEDICAL DISORDERS OTHER
      FOLKS CAN DO THIS TOO.. IF THEY
      JUST BELIEVE
      AND DO
      IT TOO..
      and truly that
      is the message of
      Jesus.. moving metaphor of mountains
      with believing and doing even
      more than he did then..
      the evolution
      of human
      potential in
      creation of
      ALL with GODNOW
      where this is the
      ONLY HEAVEN
      THAT
      EXISTS
      NOW.
      AND SADLY
      HELL AS WELL..
      ANGELS AND DEMONS
      AND CARDBOARD PURGATORY
      HUMANS
      TOO..
      WHERE
      PIECE OF PAPER
      EXISTENCE IS
      THE REALITY
      OF A THOUSAND
      YEARS OF HELL..
      IN ONE SECOND..
      MY HOME
      ONCE
      IN
      HELL AS
      DEVIL REAL..
      WHILE THIS
      GRINCH HEART
      CONTINUES TO
      EMPIRCallY
      GROW
      IN MEASURable..
      way..
      no one is
      gonna ever ‘gonna
      say theRe
      is no
      evidence
      for me..
      A
      GAIN
      as LOSS
      A GAIN
      i
      AiM
      i
      AM..:)

      Reply
11. katiemiafrederick says:

    November 25, 2015 at 2:29 PM

    From Himali’s Facebook Page..

    ^^^

    To empty a heArt Jar of human dArk notes.. to fill that Jar with an endless variety of limitless positive notes… is to grow a Light so Bright that matches The flLAmE oFSun iNIntenSitY to Grow a Garden of HumanONEASLove..

    And sURe.. theRe’s a SonG
    for that too.. my friend
    Himali.. n0w..
    as yes.. iF
    we SinG
    The liGht
    iN and pLay tHe
    Light Bright.. thE
    Sun ShInEs as uS
    toGetHeR asONeForCE..　

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12. katiemiafrederick says:

    November 25, 2015 at 2:52 PM

    Comment from Glenn on my blog post Alien of Creativity..:)

    ^^^

    Smiles.. Glenn.. for some folks.. the seasons bring levels of depression and joy.. for me levels of intensity of creativity for the last two years or so.. and i am down to about three Epic Posts a week now.. with one ‘supporting’ other post to go along with that a week.. so all together.. about 4 a week.. with the three that are word posts at around 5 to 6 thousand words a post now.. on average in main post text.. and i use all sources i travel for that..

    In the Sun bright months i was moving at 5 or 6 a week.. with at one time.. up to three or so.. additional supporting posts in my netherworld of Art for most.. with of course the greaTEST effort so far of around two or three days.. one post of close to 26K words including the comments section as one continuous flow..

    So yeah.. as the write column of my Blog says here.. for about..
    it’s really simple.. i like to write.. and that was all i could do before
    i could even enjoy it.. with the pain of type two Trigeminal Neuralgia
    from wake to sleep until around July 22nd of 2013..

    And what i always wanted to do..
    from the time i am in my early
    20’s is truly get better
    in creative arts
    of writing
    song.. and
    dance.. so far
    a goal then.. finally
    a realized Art in flow now..
    where there is never a writer’s
    block for me.. give me the digital
    ivories of a keyboard of words and
    my fingers just go.. go go.. and the
    same applies to a camera
    or a song to sing..
    the creative mind
    is magic.. and my
    problem when checking
    out a book about creativity
    like there might be an instruction
    manual for it.. in college that GOD
    i think I checked out 30 times and
    never then had the focus to even
    read it from
    front to back..
    is Yes.. ‘Pure’ Creativity
    comes as both a practice
    and a gift like magic.. from
    that first day on or about
    the first of March 2013..
    when like a guide
    of dreams..
    i awake
    with words
    and the driving
    force of self lives
    again in me.. like the
    couple of other sparks
    in writing a Christmas
    Story and Play in Middle
    School.. and a few
    Philosophy essays
    in College.. with
    the first real
    experiences
    of a magic of
    Life.. that comes
    deep within.. without
    much conscious analytical
    problem solving thought that
    ruled my life in school.. through
    much of work.. with even dreaming
    about math equations in school..
    but yes.. i knew something is
    missing then.. and that
    missing is moving..
    connecting..
    and creating
    and sharing that
    as giving never
    expecting anything
    in return at all except
    for the empathy of sharing
    free and bringing some spark
    of inspiration to someone else..
    It all works together.. Creativity
    guides me.. sure as God as whole..
    in me.. and i enjoy the ride wherever
    God in me.. as Creativity.. takes me next..
    And in understanding now this is now how it
    works.. through innate instinct and intuition..
    i now understand there is a cosmic
    life force of human
    creativity that is
    joined together
    in extremely mysterious
    ways beyond the science
    of method that currently exists..
    to ride that wave of GOD is greater
    Joy than i ever can imagine before..
    it is the journey and multiple
    paths that
    make life
    Bliss to me..
    as am i.. to share
    with others complete..
    for whatever they care
    to eat.. in mind
    and body
    balance as far as
    they can go.. too..
    i continue to go
    further
    and know
    no limits
    or expectations
    of others yet..
    for wHere
    i’ll go
    next..
    It Keeps Life Interesting
    Just like Heaven Now..;)

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13. katiemiafrederick says:

    November 25, 2015 at 3:54 PM

    HA! ha! ha! and more ha!..
    i think ‘the test’ gives this score to everyone..
    just to try to make ’em feel good.. as it is not
    even a dam test.. in the first place.. smiles..
    smile emoticon.. Hmm.. the fact they spelled
    sexy wrong is kinda disconcerting too.. but
    that’s okay.. as sexy or sex is cool.. for
    whatever reason.. hehe.. test results..

    From A generic share this now Facebook
    sexy test.. where i get a 92% on beauty..
    92% on sex appeal.. and 97% on looks..

    “Caution: hot! You are unbelievably sexy and
    one has to take a closer look to really believe it.
    You draw people towards to you and your beauty
    is the talk of the town that leaves quite a few jealous.
    Share your result on Facebook and show your
    friends how sexy/attractive you are!”

    Hehe.. Yoda.. sexy..
    wisdom and truth yes.. sexy nah..
    just a great way of being now..;)

    Reference the Yoda shirt..
    as that picture might change
    as time goes by.. everyday..

    WAit! now i get it..!
    They are talking about
    wife Katrina and not me..
    as she is on here too..
    and so pretty too..;)

    Anyway.. tomorrow.. iS
    Thanksgiving and truly
    thanks for me that i’m
    still living pain free
    now.. and
    pursuing
    still now
    Magic dReams
    of creativity..
    so checking back
    with dVerse when i get
    back from working out..
    to see if there is any
    more poetry there..
    already do my nude
    art yesterday.. as
    ‘morrow not enough
    time to fit that
    in with visiting
    in-laws.. my family
    in blood.. and heading
    out to celebrate my 86th
    dance week.. with all the
    Cool College Age folks at
    Old Seville Quarter.. publishing
    this post a little after midnight or so
    on the TG day of Thank God i’m still
    here day for me..
    where i will honor
    the words of this
    post with my personal
    Temple of God expression
    of all of who i am.. no holds
    barred.. no regrets.. no guilt
    for being a totAlly Free Child
    of
    FREE GOD AS
    WELL.. and this
    song certainly sings
    to human freedom of
    expression.. well.. and
    sure.. relatively speaking i
    guess i have a big butt too..
    for dancing and pressing half
    a ton
    of FUN..:)

    More Fun Dance photos coming in the
    wee hours of Black Friday.. as always there
    will be plenty of folks shopping.. perhaps
    even at 3 am.. when the Rave Dance
    ends.. and i can hardly
    walk out of my
    car in exhaustion
    when i get back home..
    but the fingers will still
    walk the walk of the
    message of
    creativity
    here
    ALL FREE
    ALWAYS NOW!..:)

    i listened to this song.. at least 10
    times Tuesday Night dancing
    in all the stores
    with Katrina..
    and boy does iT
    make
    me
    MOVE..
    !Force equals Music
    times Emotion
    equals
    MOVING..!
    LOVE’S
    RELATIVE
    FREE WILL..!F=ME=M!

    As i continue to explore
    the Inner UniVerse
    of me
    WitH
    RELATIVE
    FREE WILL
    WAY UNDER
    THE POWER OF LOVE.:)

    Oh yeah.. and this is my first sentence and
    paragraphs born online.. and now i am five..
    on November 26th ThanksGiving Day of 2010..
    then.. writing is truly my only savior
    in any approximation away
    from pain..
    and now
    an escape is
    a joy.. but just
    writing what i write
    below then.. takes me
    all night where every word
    is like climbing a mountain
    of pain.. both in eye and ear
    pain.. and even ability to use
    my mind then.. for the first
    time since January
    of 2008..
    when then i
    could not even
    muster the
    cognitive
    ability
    to play
    a game
    of tic
    tac
    toe..
    yeah..
    i’ve seen both
    sides now.. in so
    many more ways than one..
    and no.. i am no longer a canary
    and the coal mine i run with WILL..
    i wrote 8005 words on that website..
    until i stopped writing on it earlier
    in July of this year.. often posts
    that are thousands of words
    long there as well..
    words add up
    to sentences
    to paragraphs..
    pages.. books..
    and
    be
    yond..:)

    http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=144300

    Radios, Black & White TV, Color TV, Cable TV, VCR’s, Satelitte TV, Surround Sound, Heavy Metal, Computers, Cell Phones, Pornography, MP3 players, I Pads, I Phones, 24 Hour News Cycle, High definition TV etc.

    The evolution of technology bombards the human senses, and we become addicted to the adrenaline not realizing the effect on the health of ourselves or our children.

    Constant bad or good stimulation eventually will wear any living thing down and/or change the way it thinks and behaves. Especially, if you are experiencing it with no physical movement to burn off the adrenaline.

    I think many of the people born 40 or 50 years ago that are now diagnosed with aspergers might have symptoms of low functioning autism if they were born today.

    I couldn’t complete sentences until I was four years old, but managed to cope with the demands of life with high functioning autism and adhd. I can’t imagine being born today and having a chance of a successful independent life.

    I think we are the canaries in the coal mine.

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14. katiemiafrederick says:

    November 25, 2015 at 5:00 PM

    From Friend Rafiah’s.. Facebook Page..

    Rafiah.. presents a selfie of her two sisters..

    Katie Mia says..
    Yes.. Faces are better than words so where
    is yours.. Smiles..wink emoticon

    Rafiah says..
    Behind the camera. wink emoticon grin emoticon

    Katie Mia says.. That’s okay.. I for one have a photographic memory..
    And will never forget your eyes and smile.. Even after you erased it..
    But I understand that as my sister will never allow me to take a picture
    of her or my mother.. That makes me sad as I am a face person
    but they are word thinkers more than image thinkers..
    I used to be called the
    quiet one until I lost effective
    use of my vision for 66 months.. So yes..
    Change is possible towards words.. towards faces..
    Or towards extraverted or introverted.. liberal or conservative..
    as humans are gifted by Allah to create their reality with Hands of
    Allah.. Words.. And Faces too.. Smiles.. Oh yeah.. My sister
    and my mother play scrabble a lot.. I don’t like scrabble..
    I like meaning more than form..wink emoticon

    Rafiah says… I am also a face person.
    In fact I love staring things and people.
    But at times it can become embarrassing
    for others so I refrain my urge. tongue emoticon

    Rafiah says.. But I am word person as well. tongue emoticon

    Rafiah says.. I am confused now. I cant say. tongue emoticon

    Katie Mia says.. Oh gosh.. Me too.. But I would love to see
    a million of your silly faces..smile emoticon

    Rafiah shares a photo of she and
    her brother around
    3 to 5 years
    old or so..

    Katie Mia says.. Sweet faces..
    Thanks..smile emoticon

    Rafiah says.. That’s my brother, Momin, beside me.

    Katie Mia says.. Smiles.. I thought so.. You all look alike..
    Brother and Sisters.. and I can tell you will be very smart
    in that picture by your forehead of intelligence..smile emoticon

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