LuCiFreD’s MoM’s DaY

To Appropriately Respect..
Give.. Share.. Honor A
ForcE caLLeD SacReD
LoVe.. reQuires
thAn A Word..
A Bible.. or Even NoW
A Life.. For iS rEquires LoVe..
alWays aS EsSeNce oVeR FoRm..:)

For iS rEquires LoVe..
alWays aS EsSeNce oVeR

A Cool Art
Tool For FReED..:)

LiKe iT
oR nOt..
hE He..;)

Facebook is providing
Colored Backgrounds
for Fredku too..
iN mY
and stYle
of Haiku more..
so.. as alWays i take
full Advantage of what
is Free.. Freddy Free Loader
oF Love iN Peter Pan way i’LL Be..
juST ‘caUse
i CaN
WiLL as
and oVer
LoVE noW2.. FReED2..:)

i don’T thiNk one
iS supPosed to stART
EpiC MoMents wiTh
the word to
alone butt
i for one
Can and WiLL
as i neither muST
ThiNK or are two
for i Am One2 as MoRe NoW1..;)

AnyWay.. as ‘this’ MacroVerse is Named
“A GarDeN oF LoVe NoW2”.. i gAve/giVe
iT 6 Days of Effort and i
get no 7th dAy
of ReSt
as MoVinG
and Co-CreAtinG
iS alWays
and FuN
DaYs and
Happy Days too..
i could go on butt NoW STiLL..
i’Ve got a 100th MacroVerse CoMinG2
Now oF a ‘NetherLand Bible 2017’..2.. And
A 771st MacroVerse.. DouBLinG AS ‘SonG
oF mY SoUL’.. LonGeST LonG
FoRm PoEm Ever noW iN
the hiStoRy.. heRstory or
etcStory of hUmaNKiND
NoW aT LeASt on the
PLaneT earTh
per Google
at 4
M+ Words
NoW.. heHe..
and suRe.. i’ll
make this the end
and the beginning of
99 and 100 and 770 and 771 too.. Y noT..
noThinG to LoSe when oNe iS aLL FeeLeD uP
FiLLeD uP too..
And suRe thAT’s LoVe2..:)

Work Work Work.. never ends
in terms of shirts shirts shirts
and shorts shorts shorts now..;)

Oh LoRd.. NoW
Pre-Work-out FAce
after wRiting anoTheR
26,232 Word MacroVerse..
with “NetherLand Bible 2017”
AriSinG NoW to 1,521,252 words…
jusT ‘BouT 79K Words of 500 MiLes
HoMe.. to geT to 1.6 MiLLioN Words
by May 29th.. Memorial Day of 2017
since May 30th Memorial Day of
2016 to Double that Centuries
plUs LoNG Effort of that King
James Team
So.. whAT can
i DancESinG..
of Technology FuLLY
iN ToW.. A Force oF oNe
can do so much moRe NoW..
anyWay.. John 14:12 and otHer
Resources and Folks have done it
did it juST do iT2 like the Victory Goddess
Nike says too.. as far as Greek Gods Go too..
oh yeah.. did i mention the pARt ’bout fully illustrating
around 100K photos in 45 Months too iN Longest Long Form
Poem too.. easy to meaSure noW iN terms of surpasSinG
that 1.8 Million Word Effort from India too.. sure.. with
thousands of YouTube Music Videos.. liNks and
oTheR Stuff to eXpreSS aLL mY SoUL
uploadED CaN And WiLL Do to
lASt after the ashes
BecoMes StaR
DusT HeARt
SpiRiT too..
AgAin.. leASt
‘Till the neXt Go
’round Merry as ‘they’
say too.. STiLL NoW
iT is whaT iT iS so
be as you are
works for
Me NoW@LeaSt..:)


WeLL yes.. as you may have
guessed with 11 Facebook Profile
Pics this afternoon through evening
it’s time for a Bed Time Story
fully illustrated
with Profile
Pics aS Such..
nah.. no butts..
just Faces
and Wild
Cats and such
as That for NoW..
as once a Feral Yellow
Boy STiLL a Yellow Feral
Boy at HeaRT at SpiRit
at Call of the Wild
soUL.. aLL
is the transhumanism
of written language.. sure
after oral language with abstract
constructs for essence of life all around..
then with written language comes the trans-humanist
overall cultural tool of collecting intelligence and sure
MoVinG ConNecTinG Better and Co-CreaTinG Art too..
as juST anoTheR poTenTiaL kINd of hUman Intelligence
and as alWays use it or lose it applies to how well we are
inspired by seNsEs and EmoTioNs to gET the overALL JoB
of LIFe DoNe wiTh even a PoTenTiaL Free Verse DancE
and SonG of LiFe with Quantum metaphor
of unleash and release of the
miNd anD BoDy BaLanCinG
SoUL aS WELL and Better moRE..
AnD WiTh YeLLoW BoY uSinG hiS
WiLd and FReED Cat PoTenTial
in the first couple or so years
in the backwoods Forest
behind my hoMe then
as a neighborhood
thief of other
Kitty Kats
Food and water to
get by for years too..
he ain’t your average Domesticated
Hipster Cat.. this Cat WiLL sHoW yA
who is Boss.. no push over is he.. and
if he wants your attention.. he will reach
out and grab you.. kNoW.. and hold
you in his claws no less
than a mouse
of Capture
as to
size matters
not.. he is the
King of Nature
and Jungle too..
no matter if he IS A full
Grown LioN KinG of the Jungle
or not.. claws and jaws say it all..
when survive time hits the Forest and Jungles of Life..:)

Hmm.. Lucifer of Fox Flavor on Monday Night TV.. reading a Book
on your Feelings and you as he attempts to find a way to channel
aLL emotions for Force to liGht uP an ultimate sword to slice
through the gates of Heaven and get back home..
And eventually his Psychotherapist as it
ain’t easy being a Light Bringer
IN LA Los Angelos or iN
Santa Rosa
LA Lower
State of Flowers
Place either.. of course..
wRitE oN course.. anyWay.. then..
Lucifer’s Psychotherapist suggests
that he is repressing Emotions of Grief
and Pain not processed in former incidents
of loss.. and she suggests he open up to the pain
of those emotions and use that emotional pain to
Fuel his productivity and creativity too.. as far as
getting that sword LuKe Hot to Slice his
way back through Heaven’s Gates
now and i muSt admit as
the record sTiLL
sHows in Blog
Way i did
the sAMe thing
in remembering Pain iN
Full Losses through Blogging..
including photos of those lost loves
to generate EmoTioNs long repressed
Back to liFE aGaIN and although DARk
and SaD.. EVenTuaLLy A GateWay for
Joy and SmiLes and BeLLy LauGhs
too.. so.. are you FeeLinG
and SenSinG thE LiGht
oF isReAL HeaVeN
as opPosed to
thaT dArk
place aT
Hand that can
be the othER Place of HeLL..
WeLL.. iF not.. perHaps you may not
have spent much time in Hell.. the real
place like Lucifer has done in this TV Show
Version of a LIGht BrinGeR doubling uP in John
Milton’s “Paradise Lost” Version iN a place of torturing
those who are not very much oN/iN the Santa Claus HaPPy
Place for being good little boys and girls.. eTC.. too..
in oTheR Words.. Bad Santa.. also kNown as
the Devil.. tortures little boys and
girls who grow up and
do bad things
in a Fire
that never ends.. NoW
when God is Love.. so NoW..
Face Palm.. Massive Face Palm..
if God Can and WiLL not Forgive any
Trespassing done by the most beautiful
Angel.. how do you think you can and will
Get to HeaVen NoW.. sure.. not getting
shamed into FeeLinG Guilt is a step
forward as folks will shame folks
if they don’t wear the
correct color
and School
and StATe and
PoliTicS and sure..
Super Walmart too..
aS all these places have
in common one thing named
Group thInk NoW.. thaT Kills
inDividual HumaN FreeDoMs
WaY too ofTeN STiLL..anyWay..
the Lucifer Show suggested iT iS
impossible to control your eMoTioNs..
Hmm.. perHaps iF they woULd juST Free
Verse Dance.. tHeir Body would all NaturAlly
and InSTincTuaLLy and IntuivELy HeaL itsELf iN aS LiGht
throUgh reguLaTinG eMoTionS and inteGraTinG seNses.. aLL too trUE..:)

Hmm.. so.. when i am tying my shoe in the BiG Buggy Room at Walmart..
i find myself sitting next to one of those Bible Revelation..
the end is nigh alWays NoW.. according to the Quotes
from the little Bible Pamphlets aT Least
as you gonna believe.. Ghost NoW
Busters.. huh.. As Long
as You Bust iT ouT
aS a Rhythm oF
TruTh and
LiGht NoW
Never MiNd
Ghost BuSters
as they STiLL
WorShip and refLeCt
An aMazing close relationship
to iLLusoRy FeArs and empty promises too..
when Heaven is alWays aT Hand noW too.. for yes.. Now
For those FolKs who have the Patience to Find iT NoW aS tRuE LiGht..:)

Sleep Calls.. be back to tale the rest of the Bedtime
Story as i early rise BRinGinG a LiTTle MoRe
LiGht to a HomEfRoNT too.. and Jesus F
iN Christ.. “GarDeN oF LoVe NoW2”..
waS iS sTiLL too big to FiT the
Farm and Mall photos
in the Blog
Spot Archive
Version for all
my MacroVerses too..
anyWay.. WordPress carries
iT aLL oN iTs Shoulders NoW
as best as folks can and WiLL do2..;)


Okay.. it’s Morning sTaR liGht and i’m
Back to BrinG the Morning Story
pArT NOW and you kNow it’s
Funny how they name
liGht BringerS of
the Bible
as far
as Angels
go.. Devils who
juSt wanna go a little
Farther than those beFore..
sure.. that’s like that story of
Gabriel Blowing a Trumpet for
end days that is just a wonderful
little Negro Spiritual Song that
some how got put in the
original edition
of pulpit
in First Baptist
Churches and John
Milton in his Paradise Lost
a few Centuries ago decided to
make a Beautiful Angel Lucifer
into a Devil and now folks follow
suit STiLL in the First Baptist Church
and is it no wonder that me and Tayor Swift
and So many others these days won’t go to the First
Baptist Church for anymore than a potential anthropological
Visit to see what fear and hate will do to others.. well nah.. it’s
true the Gospel Singing can be uplifting but with Love as the unconditional
kind it means fearing and hating no others for tHeir differences and that’s the thing
about the
was speaking about in 26,232 words
in the last MacroVerse too.. and you see
my liGht BrinGer has passed away.. yes now..
mY MOTher.. so this is the saddest Mother’s
Day of aLL but also the day to remember
from all of wHere my Love comes from
my Mother as i sure DID NOT FIND
other than the Katrina
that i did find at work
as one of the
at the Bowling Center
aS Such who watched my
Mother’s SmiLe on my Face
and said i WANT/NEED some of that liGht
i haven’t seen that ‘Fore ’round these SouTh
pARts aMoNgst Men.. much.. so yes.. it’s true
NoW i too am now a liGht GiVer/BrinGer too.. so trUE iN
LiGht AND the thing is aS iN later years of my Mother’s lifE
they were adulterated by Bill O’Reilly’s and his pussy grabbing
crew.. same then as the Trump Lies and Pastors and child Molesting
Priests too.. i am enough of a liGht BringEr to visit these places but
i for one was and am privileged to a wider education than is provided
in church or school.. for my Priest and Pastor and God is found in Nature
Freed and my God wears no human clothes of deceit and fear over the
Naked State of
human without
yes.. My God
is the God of the
Forest.. the God of
the Beach… sure the God
under the Tree and in the
Desert.. the God who
and that is
and Free
wHo and ThaT
LiVes within me..
My God is Free and
WiLd.. My God understands the
Human Condition and the History of that
condition and the Difference is that you can subjugate
and control other Human Beings through illusory fears and
empty promises to produce and create selfishly for you..
i don’t play that Game for mY God within is Wild
and Free.. i Am hUman i was/am raised in a
Garden oF Love that had
no Trump Towers
of Greed and
and never
being enough
as a human without
stuff.. thing is i was and am
raised by a Force named Love of
the Unconditional Kind and a Mother
who would Love me even through the end
stages of Cancer all over her body and in her
brain when even then the Cancer in her brain twisted
her logic to think that my automatic (Holy Creative SpiRit)
writing is and was inspired by a Demon inside.. even through that
her heARt said i love you Freddy as the
HeARt rULes fiRst and LASt as
even science shows
we sTiLL
are NoW heARt
Creatures more
than bRain Creatures
unless we lose that or never
are Grown as Love or never have
it at all.. so.. when i see someone like Trump
i See a Garden that was never Grown FULLTALL with Love..
sure.. i’m sure he got plenty of stuff.. but stuff will never
as liGht as liGht
bringers do best.. sTiLL NoW..
anyWay.. ignorance breeds ignorance
breeds ignorance and more ignorance as
God’s become.. greedy and jealous men
in tribal way of Desert scarCity continuing..
i totAlly UnderSTand and FeeL and Sense the
Root Problems and the Human Being IS A very
plastic entity that can come as dArk BringEr or LiGht
BrinGer depending on the DNA recipe that comes or how sTiLL NoW..
that human is cooked in childhood as liGht or dArk.. and the thing
is.. some folks escape and say Fuck all that and reAlly do do tHeir
own thing as they coMe to realize and understand thaT God is the
Free Force
oF WiLd
Lives within
and in the case
of hUman BeinGS
the hiGhest Gift of Love
for Cooperation that makes all
of the transhumanist tools for creature
comfort possible that we see today.. thing is..
don’t become the tools if you can possibly do that..
use the tools.. don’t be used by the tools and become
a Zombie Apocalypse Robot too.. sure.. it heLps to
haVe a LIGht BrinGer MOTher at the stART.. so
Very Much but do youR best to becOme
thE LiGht oF Love and PerHaps
you too WiLL beCOMe
a liGht BringeR too..
anyWay.. i reAlly Do..
Love the Lucifer Show as it
exposes the mythology of the Bible
very well.. and neXt Week God is coming
incarnate on the Show as a rather Carpenter
Looking Dude with Longish Hair and a Beard..
AnD TruE God CoMes alWays NoW as aLL things too..
and best as i can see and sense and feel.. God coMes NoW
BeST as Love iN HuMaN Form too.. doesn’t seem like a Very
Nice Guy in either the Bible Old Testament Version or on the Lucifer
show.. so far too.. but perHaps this version on that show is a little complicated
and misunderstood too.. sure.. a lot complicated and for all practical intents and
too big
folks to see..
as hey.. i’m juST
human and even i AM
too big for most folks to see..
at least for what lives within named
as the Love as God too within as me too..
And how that is SpiRiT oF heART expreSsinG
as an Epic SoUL uPLoaDing NOW online as Love..
in a place with no Sun or Moon.. sure.. juSt another
of HeaVeN
and LiGht
2.. NoW STiLL..
oKay.. Facebook..
NexT sLiDe PLeASe
and it’s true.. Taylor Swift
was bullied as a child and STiLL
she had/has her Mother to lean on too..
now look how strong she is.. practically invincible.. she is..
that’s what Love does best.. explodes out of dARk Doors of Church..
in all the ways ChuRch of DArK comes in Fear and Separation away
in School
and Work
too.. away
aS wHoLe
ForCE NoW isREaL..:)

One pArt of the Guardian’s of the Galaxy Movie i could
relate to other than his Mother Dying of Brain Cancer
too.. yes.. the Star Lord Dude of course is
his relationship with his Father
as so far and distant
like he never
existed at
all.. and
how he.. separated far
from his Father looked
for substitutes on TV
like David Hasselhoff..
hmm.. interesting choice as
back in the Day i had Dudes like
James West off of the Wild Wild
West Show and Lee Majors off of
the 6 Million Dollar MAn
show too.. what
i liked
both role
models is they
were so much like
Lucifer too in that they
pursued their human potential
and even though James West was
a little Dude.. he could even kick
the Ass of that Big Dude who played
the Role of ‘Jaws’ in those Bond movies
too.. oh yeah.. and Sean Connery and the
other Bond Dudes too.. Fearless and Super
Cool like the relatively few hours and
times i spent with my Dad who
seemed so super
cool and
that Marlboro
Man Cigarette hanging
out of his hand and i think
i miGht have identified with
the Marlboro Man as a Father
figure too.. as quite honestly..
living in a household full of dripping
Estrogen.. although My Grandmother who picked
cotton was a ‘little’ stronger than most Women
’round these parts and the first Woman in town
to Wear Slacks while selling Car Parts as our small
town Version of Rosie the Riveter During World War II.. too..
yeaH.. as strange as it may sound.. my Grandmother was kinda a
Father Figure too.. seeing what my Mother’s super estrogen
influence was doing to me.. sort of making me Love
and sure.. too clumsy for grace but never
the less Love and a little
Less Strength
and WiLL
a Father
Figure can
and WiLL BRinG more
to the Nuclear Family
when it includes two role
models too.. it’s true.. do not
underestimate the Value and ForCe
oF WiLL and Strength that adds a Fortress
to the House of Love and Grace as WeLL..
and sure.. Ms. SwifT had a Father
like that in the home
who was real
and alive..
and that’s
probably.. a BiG
pArT oF Why she NoW
is invincible as shE
is with Strength and WiLL too..
although.. i haven’t researched that
pART of heR LiFe yet.. but i’m guesSinG iT’s TrUe..
Anyway.. i guess too.. i’m trying to look cool like James
West did back in the 60’s in his fearless looking Graceful
Poses too..
but hey..
do whatever
it takes to survive
even if it means
becoming the 12
Million Word
Long Form poems..
New Testaments.. Witnessing..
Bibles and all thAT Jazz too..
Whatever a liGht BringeR WiLL Do NoW
neXt WiTh StrenGtH and LoVe and Grace too..
YeS.. and sure.. approaching
7500 MiLes oF DanCe by
the 46th Month of doing
thAT too.. not quite uP
to 7400 hundred Miles yeT
in the 45th Month now but hey..
as the Dude in the Big Lebowski
Movie says.. another Role Model
of sorts.. lots of strands to keep
with in my
as thAt
Praise Dance
all around town
in Metro Area Stores..
keeps the Focus.. keeps
the Attention Span.. Laser NoW isREaL2..:)

So yeah.. Mother’s Day is CoMinG on Saturday and this is Thursday
and i WiLL probably Post this MacroVerse on Friday in honor
of Mother’s Day.. the first one without my Mother but
it’s true.. i do still have one Loving Stepmother
Left as my father’s second and third wife..
yes.. he married her twice.. and it’s
also true i used to have three
Mother’s at once in
this way too..
when his
and fourth
wife depending
on how you look at
the marital order and
how many times you do it
to one wife.. yes.. she passed
away back in 2006.. and she was
always a little distant from us like
Cinderella’s Step Mother too.. not saying
she was evil.. just not much for her Huband’s
kids.. it happens when there are issues of inheritance
to worry about on the minds of Wives in Socio-Economic
considerations and such as that.. but hey.. we
were just
as that is
what normal
healthy kids do..
anyway the Second and
Third Stepmother has alWays
been kind to us.. although i don’t
think i quite fit her standard to
be a Facebook Friend and that’s kinda
sad but i am surely kinda strange hehe.. too..
and truth is i am glad my Mother was Never on Facebook
as some of the stuff i do might have given her a heart attack
and killed
her even
than the Cancer
did.. as my Mother
went way the Conservative
Thinking route in her older ages for sure..
Anyway this picture is my personal card for all
the Mother’s out there.. as in some ways i am
the Mother’s Day Gift that keeps given
as a 233LB
by mY MoTher STiLL..
NoW in many more
ways than
for all
that i
do for SuRe..
seems like the unmarried
women Still Love me more..
i guess that’s Natural and to be expected too..
as so many Woman are looking for Father Figures
they too never had.. including ones to be married to too..
anyWay i’m gonna name this “iN HoNor oF LuciFred’s Mother”..
as hey..
i ain’t
of the fACT
that i am a liGht
Bringer.. named Fred
pursuing aLL of My
John 14:12
as you do kNow
don’t you that
the Lucifer Archetype
in the Bible as RiSinG
MoRNIng StAR and LiGht BrinGer
faLLinG to the eARTh from the
HeaVeNs liKe LiGhtEninG is juST
anoTher archetype for Prometheus too..
Fredenstein and all of ThaT Mythological Jazz too..
like a picture
with a leading
man at Old Seville Quarter too..
with the only highlights as Disco liGhts tHeRe2..;)

It’s true i’M Fearless and no matter how
much i act like a Ballerina that
often seems
to come
in the
Dance Halls
of Life.. and
it’s true2.. i remember
all those Women STiLL in the
Wildest DreaMs of Disco LIGhts..
but enough about tonight and my
160th Dance Week NiGht with all
the Cool College Age Folks (young women)
at Old Seville Quarter.. just another milestone
of my Life is to be a Gift to Women of all ages
as i Dance
and SinG
mY LiFe away
like the older
lady who sat next
to me at church and
said.. my.. my.. you have
a Beautiful Voice and i humbly
returned.. i don’t own it m’am..
my soUL BrinGS it as HoLy SpiRit
of HearT iN CreaTiVity DeeP Within..
And she sMiLed as WiDe as InfiniTy like a 16 year
old Girl.. as when i sPeak to someone they are the
Birth of a New Universe of LoVe for me.. true.. mostly when they are Women2..
and i don’t need to say anything or SinG anything at all when i Dance
as that
is my
as Non-Verbal
Language has/iS alWays
Been/Is Human’s GreATesT
WaYs of communicating
Truth wHeRE HiPs and
eYes don’t lie
SinGS too..
daRinG Folks
to kiss her on the Dance Floor too..
sure.. i’ve been pecked on the cheek on the Dance Floor
too.. out of respect for the WiLd and Free of me without fear..
and sure.. with some Women.. wanting me to remember them too.. as they
come for
too NoW..
and sure2..
i humbly accept
as i was an ugly duckling
once in my lifetime for sure..
but hey.. as my Mother said..
my Father was the best looking
man she ever saw and she thought who
ever was married to that half bearded
man as Beverage Agent visiting her in the
Court house when she worked there.. must be
the luckiest woman as those are the most beautiful
Green eyes i have ever seen on a devilish good looking
Jet Black Dark Haired man.. he asked her to marry him
on their first date and after they got married that
was all he said.. and he left when raising children
was more important to her at home than going out
to make money as is the cultural message
still more important these days too..
anyWay.. there was a little
hope for me in
at least
that i too
would grow up
and be a Devil
in Blue Jeans too..
too much Love for all of what goes with that STiLL Now..
as a selfie and a smile and love is enough for me STiLL..:)

Anyway.. heAR i am in front of the Psychotherapist’s Office in the
Historic District of Down Town Pensacola.. true.. one can
almost FeeL the Ghosts of Yesterday through
the exterior of old buildings heAr..
And it’s also trUe.. takes for
all practical intents
and purposes..
EaRS for
all i have
to say and do now..
yep.. Elephant eYes too..
or shall i better put that as Eagle EYes more..
and i ended up GiVinG my Favorite and only Psychotherapist
a Story then for the Entire Meaning oF Life as i often do online
too.. condensed into thirty minutes whERe TiMe Ceases to exist
and i muST taLe her it’s time for me to go and time for
you to listen to what the wife has to say about
the headaches i sTiLL often do liGht
BriGht too much BRinG
to the WiFe
who does
have Isis ears
literally as such..
but not the kinda elephant
ears that leave in a conversation
with me without a Fredache and more..
it’s true.. whereas my Mother always wished
my Father would talk and me too for many years
too.. particularly when i didn’t put words together
at all until age 4.. Women like me much more before
i open my mouth and the tSuNaMi coMes out now too..
otHeR than
i SinG
and aN
AnGeL oF LIGht
within SPeaks
more a
LoVe thAT
touches heART
now as a Free Dance
WiLL do for the WiLd and Free within..
yep.. my Counselor told me i have become
an apt story taler NoW in Vocal way now too..
but hey.. she is like a Genius in taKinG iT aLL iN too..
yes.. she too.. has Elephant EARs NoW2.. not many folks
can and will take all of me in.. but some folks manage it quiET well..
And for now this ends and stARts anoTher 11 FB Profile Pic Evening
and Morning
as liGht
DanceS and SingS oN..
and oh yeaH.. my Psychotherapist
seemed a little concerned when i told
her i was finishing up soon a Bible twice
as big as the old King James Version too..
kNoWinG DeLuSioNs of GranDeuR as pArT –
N-ParCEL of the Bi-PolAr spectrum too..
and i said.. Jesus F iN Christ jusT
NoW.. mY personal Version
Dear.. and yes.. it’s
much more holy
and sacred
full of meaning
and purpose to me than
the old antiquated version but
as in all stuff trans-humanism
StaRTinG WiTh the Written Word
and shared Collective KNowledGE
and PoTenTiAL InTeLLiGences MoRe..
i freely admitted too that there is no way
my Bible could be this Good if i didn’t read
the old antiquated Version first.. anyway as
John 14:12 says Greater Works Babe Greater
Works babe than even little old me can do noW2..
So.. Peace
the Spice
of John 14:12
sAlt and pePpeReD iN..
aS any GoLd ‘Member WiLL jusT Do2..;)


All PAges aLL BooKs
ALL BibleS ArE Trees
WiTh LEaves thaT
SpREad anD
FaLL thaT
to SUMmeR MoRE..:)

Hmm.. in the MoViE Guardians
of the Galaxy in both VoLuMe
one and two.. my FaVoriTe
moST eNdeARinG
of Course
iS mAiN
Cast MeMber
as GRooT as God
i AM GRooT i AM GRooT..
oKAy.. i aT LeASt GeT i Am
i Am i Am and i Am i am and NoW
We are GRoot too.. yes ..yOU and yes
mE.. Sly little liGht BrinGerS NoW those
Disney Folks are2.. sure all Mason inspired
iN SuPreMe likE LiGht GiVers as 33rd Degree
MaSoN Leading WaLT Disney too.. who didn’t get
his creative clothes on.. fully.. until his 50’s too.. then..
heY.. even Col. Sanders didn’t stART MaKinG Chicken until
he was contemplating Suicide in his sixties too.. and NoW when
i do New Age Renaissance Nude Art CloSinG iN NoW on 57 and
write the LoNgEST LonG FoRM Poem ever NoW and Biggest Bible
Book too as one as two and one as sAMe over 4M plUs words NoW
wITh a total of over 12 MilLioN Words too of HomEwork for all oF
this NoW on the WeB NeT Record that still hasn’t been deleted or
banned on discussion boards now.. thaT means.. yes.. STiLL…
consideRing.. i am born on the Autism
Spectrum without the abilLiTy
to even put words together
unTil age 4 or write
a creative paper
more than
secondly.. thirdly goeS oN
as a list of technical writing then
for Decades too before my spArK NoW
of CreAtiVity continUouSly arrived IN
HeaVeN NoW at age 53 in the year.. 2013..
most likELy it’s not too late for you to beCoMe
2.. A LuCiFEr LiGht BringER aNew2 as many folks
continue to do NoW as the hiStory.. and HeRsTory
And etCstories continUe to GLoW as LiGht BRinGers
DancE and SinG more in so many.. Arts and Sciences
ways noW2.. even more than ever beFoRE With the X-TRa
Aided Aids of Trans-humanist Tools available and easily
accessible and almost free now too.. this is the Newest
Renaissance Age for those Free and Wild enough
with sure.. enough laser focus too to
make art and science
aNew Way NoW
wHeRe few to
no hUmans
NoW too.. juST
an InViTAtion Card2..
i AM a Tree and yes..
for all practical intents
and purposes.. yes.. i AM
GRoot and so are You as ME…
too bad the original so-called Jesus
didn’t have Guardians of the Galaxy Volume II
back then as to not confuse the crowd that me
is you.. And God too.. Longer Root and ViNe GRooT wAy NoW too..
TruE.. as alWays trouble in the Forest
when the Trees can’t see the Forest
wHole wHeRE the MaPles screAM
Oppression and the Oaks jusT
shake tHeir head
but what
when the
Maples become
the Oaks and the
Oaks become the Maples.. hmm.. yes/no/yes
are yA seeing the liGht yeT.. yes.. sir/ma’m
the times are a changing and it’s all a Brand
New Experiment now wHeRe old rules no longer do
apply and we are still hUman and need two parent
families with somewhat predictable social roles if we
are not able to create our own like i currently Can and
WiLL as a somEwhat hermit trickster who dances in with
the crowds as drummer of my own sick and sweet beat..
yeah.. perHaps i could use Ms. Swift’s Song.. Shake
iT all off by now too but it’s not enough to FeeL
and Sense for we also have a
Rational Brain that
seeks to
others if functioning
properly with social bonding
neurohormone oxytocin and mirror
neurons that help share both pleasure and
pain of our other huMan Trees to make the Forest
a Wonderful Adventure and Place to play in and as is
A Tree oF LiFe with both reAson and sciEnce wiTh
a Mix of Conserving and Progressive Change
too.. it’s true.. i don’t often spend my
Squirrel Acorns.. so in some trUe waYs..
EVeN Me Too.. NoW.. participateS iN
Cautious wayS in saving
a lifelong Slush FuNd
of Money for the
Katrina Isis
Tree of a Mother’s
Love too.. as yeP.. it’s
Mother’s Day for her too.. no
matter if that only lasted 51 days or not..
she is StiLL Mother.. Wife and Sister Isis
Assistant All Seeing and worKing eYes and eArs
to hELp me too.. to do all thAT i do as Both ArTs and sCienceS Tree of LifE too..:)

AnyWay.. hermits need at least a few friends
to talk to @LeASt too.. so.. off to visit
Frank and Xenia and gigoid
too.. and after the 1.6 miLliOn
Word Bible eXcursion of “Memorial
Days Bible 2016-17”.. comes as the
105th MacroVerse of this Effort on
Monday.. May 29th in 1.6 Million words
of overall “SonG oF mY SoUL” as 4 Million
Words+ iN 45 months of that Effort too.. sure..
with the 7400 MiLes of Dance and or so of Public
Praise Dance too.. perhaps then.. the Story taLinG
Free Verse Poetry of a Year Long Bible can and slowly
WiLL change more towards Micro-Poetic ExPreSsioNs too
in more responses to LIVinG Folks as Many on dVerse trail
PoeTry flesh and blood Folks Poetry sites too.. even if i never
get Reciprocal Social communication from anyone but a few out
of 40 or 50 or so poetic tries.. hey.. at LeASt i KNow thEre is anotHeR
Being Human on the Other end of the online Telephone Line NoW.. hmm.. ELO
hmm.. humm.. SonG for That NoW too.. as i continue heAR spENdinG a Visit With Xenia
and Frank and the gigoid too.. nah.. not necessarily in that order too.. as NOW GoeS oN..:)

Hmm.. where was i.. oh yeah… that’s wHeRe i was/AM.. juSt added my Daily
Facebook Memories for further perusal to relate in this MacroVerse
too.. battling against the Facebook Security Captcha’s as i am
often mistaken for machine instead of human at the Rate/Strength
of Processing my BRain does actuAlly puts out.. NoW.. too.. hmm..
anyWay.. i convinced the Algorithm i AM
hUman and i am back2
off iN continuing
my visits so i can
commence my Thursday
Holy and Sacred FuLL
oF iT MeaNing and Purpose
Activities iN R and R ways oF LIGht2..;)

Haibun: Health Returns

KiNd Wishes
And Thanks
For Nature
And hUman
HeaLinG sAMe
As LoVe GroWs
MoRE wiTh DoG’s sKeYes
oF LiGht iN BreATHiNG EasE..:)

Quadrille: Love Echoes

Dog pAws…
SAnd underfeAt
DreaMs oN WinTEr
BlUe SpRinGS nOw
ProMiSe SuMmeR
FLowErs More as
FaLL WiNters
SpRinG Warms
MoRe as SuMmeR
CycleS oN LiGht LoVe LIFE NoW..:)

Haiku: Loch Torridon

Full Moon DreaMs
Solace of Dog
Sea Breeze..:)

Haiku: Simplicity

YeLLow StreAms..
SiMilar Dog DreAms..
All is water all is air aLL
iS Dog

Weekly Photo Challenge: Reflecting

Dog And
Seaweed Seas
oNe.. neVer
wHoLe PaWs Love..
And thaT remiNds me.. Hi


FloWer.. Weeds
GroW mELd MoRe
sAges WisDoM CoMes
TrUth NoW
oF LiGht Years
GoNe DreAms..
aS KinGdoM
CasTleS RisE..:)

Peaceful Soil

So BeLoW
iNsiDe OutsIde
all aRound Roots
are iNtroverts and
Leaves are Extraverts…
saVe the
Free the Roots..:)

NoW OtHer Than
thaT.. mY friEnd
Frank.. POetry
thaT LiVes on
foreVermorE NoW as Words..
And nOw wHen we DancE and
SinG iT toGeTheR We BeCoMe MoRe..:)

Rotating the stone….

Top of the Early Afternoon in Sunny
Flower State of Bliss my FriEnd
gigoid.. rePorting from jusT
aNoTheR New aGe
isReaL GarDeN
oF Eden..
sure.. wiTh
Eve watching
her Favorite TV
sHowS as any Lilith Isis Mary
Wonder Woman Free of Domination
(the fAct she never ages is plUs uP2)
Will do as she plEases NoW for sure..
So off to the Garden of Wisdom foR Now my FriEnd too..;)

“If you have a skeleton in your closet, take it out and dance with it.”

~~ Carolyn MacKenzie ~~

i’M gonna do that momentarily
after thiS and Sun and
Sand DancE FReED..
thing is i have
no closets
eiTheR mY FRiEnd..
and How FREEiNG iS
thaT.. juSt ask an Audience
i guess.. as i am too busy now
DanCinG WiTh SkELeToNs
to reALLy GiVe a CrAp
or a Cosmic
these Old New
Age Days FReED..:)

True.. Beauty
wHen CloSesT
sKeLeToNs Dance..:)

“Do not settle for less than the best your own excellence can command.”

~~ Anne McCaffrey ~~

And it usuAlly workS even
better without any
anxiety of
loss or
in humanly
designed gAMes
of Competition too..
SAdly.. some folks can’t
do the Work for the simple
Zen Love and Joy of DoinG it Now..
Back to root one human issue.. humans
are social animals who naturally play and compete
for the
overall of the species..
can get out of hand at times too oN course oF course..
In iNsanELy large groups living togEther as humans now too..:)

“Some people walk in the rain, others just get wet.”

~~ Roger Miller ~~

And sTill otHeRs Dance as
Guardians.. of the Galaxies
VolUme two says2.. tHeRe are
NoW two types of folks iN the
UniVerse.. those
who dance
who do not..;)

“There is no God.
But it does not matter.
Man is enough.”

~~ Edna St. Vincent Millay, “Conversation at Midnight” ~~

THeRe is no only
man as God
and trUth
matters are
iS God don’t
SpEAk only
English or hUman eitHeR..
iN fACT soMe folks miSS
God aLL ToGeTher aS oNe..
DaM.. miSsinG everYthing
wHOle how hard is
that to do..
and easy
sAMe i SinG
And DancE2 NoW1..;)

“There is no conclusive evidence of life after death.
But there is no evidence of any sort against it.
Soon enough you will know.
So why fret about it?”

~~ Lazarus Long, from Robert A. Heinlein’s “Time Enough For Love” ~~

As Science sHows more often
those who forecast
a Good Day
in KiND
NoW as
eFfect and
aFFect isReaL…
NoThing IS A ratHeR
SmALL MiLLeStone noW..
wHen ALL iS thE AlterNative
iN isREAL LiFe ISReaL NoW ReAL..
In OTheR Words..
those who do not
have 100 Percent
Faith that HeaVen iS
NoW ofTen miss out on
the isrEaL Placebo affect and
effect oF HeAveN NoW.. so.. suRe..
iN thaT waY2.. Belief isReaL and Best NoW too..:)

“Don’t be confused by surfaces; in the depths everything becomes law.
What is necessary, after all, is only this:
solitude, vast inner solitude.
Walk inside yourself and meet no one for hours
–that is what you must be able to attain.”

~~ Rainer Maria Rilke ~~

i FiNd Bliss Best
when DanCinG
in arm to arm
Free hUman
DanCinG.. suRE..
tHeRE are folks who
SiT STiLL alone and eXperience
Better and those who Dance Free
and Fly hiGher allone too and Glow..
And on top (bottom) of thaT considerRing
that Humans are Social Animals STiLL NoW
this makes little logical and scientific sense..
DanCinG Was/iS the First and Last Language
as Greater NoW STiLL
oF HUman
Social Languages
aS Science SHows sTiLL
too.. thing is.. Religion and Culture
overAll seeks control and order away from
MoVinG CoNnecTinG Co-CreaTinG NoW
A Free
oF LiFE..
Naked and
Free siMple
aS thE Bliss oF
A Dance WiTh Each
otHeR uNder a moonLit
CaMpfiRe BreeZe NiGht..:)

“It is almost impossible systematically to constitute a natural moral law.
Nature has no principles.
She furnishes us with no reason to believe
that human life is to be respected.
Nature, in her indifference,
makes no distinction between good and evil.”

~~ Anatole France ~~

IS A Human
Defined Abstract
Construct.. NaTure
has REasON eVen
heAR aT
LeASt oN
PlaNeT eARTh..
And on top of that
(bottom too as ‘they’
say) even Bonobos do
Oral Sex juSt to pleaSure
the other ape in altruistic ways..
too.. iN otHer Words.. FeeLinGs
and SeNSes have are alWays
Been aRe A Biggest
for LiFE
aT LarGe..
FeeLings and
SenSes Care.. iT’s
what Nature does best
when worKinG Healthy
iN BeinG HUmans and
latELy2.. Bonobos2 with
out the Drag oN
oF the
Virus of
Human Cultures2.. NoW too..
And oNce aGain as A smAll/BiG
trivia note.. the science proven
placebo effect and affect
is reaSon enough
to believe in
and wags
and NoW better
thriveS in liFE NoW2
and arrive even Better NoW
as Nows go on aS LiGht
aWay From dARk.. now..
oH yeaH and not only
do shaRed prayers
work for this
affect and
is as real
as shit hapPens
if one believes that
to be true in Nocebo imPact
on the opposite side of thE LiGht
coiN Towards DARk NoW tAiL too..
Heads.. liFe comes up heads now
more if one doesn’t believe in taiLs..
juSt a metaphor as coins don’t care..
And for the people who
don’t or can’t care..
and or believe
like this..
sure.. in
fine print
are limitations
and exclusions
of who Better enters
iNto a Kingdom of Heaven
now.. surE.. ain’t fair in one liFe @LeaST for
NOW tiMe but it’s juSt not PreSently pART oF thE Visible RUles..;)

Two siDes
oF A
NaturallY FoLLoWing..
iN LiGht or Dark dePeNDinG
on which siDe oF A CoiN one livES oN Freer oR iN dARk..;)

“Wherever your journey takes you, there are new gods waiting there,
with divine patience – and laughter.

~~ Susan Watkins ~~

That must be wonderful: I don’t understand it at all.

~~ Moliere~~

CyniCal oF thE LiGht
AfRaid Of thE dARk..;)

As Always
To thriVe
NoW FReED..;)


SaMe to you my FriEnd..
With these Wishes
to your Husband
and Canines too
JoY FuLL..
And Happy Mother’s
Day more to those hUmans
who care for the Children of
otHeR Animals Vibrant and ThriVinG too..:)


OceaN wAvE

Ha!.. mY
are WorKinG
aGAiN for


SeCond wAve oF Poetic
CoMment reSponses
aT Xenia’s Poetry SiTe..:)


Hmm.. looks like i’m gonna need some hELp
to finish this Mother’s Day Associated MacroVerse
Number 100/771 now named “LuCiFreD’s Mom’s Day”
so after finding the Angel of Death (the Devil) iN
Hell Fire Sponsored by the
Southern Church folks
aS Such ’round
these pARts
on a Metal Holed
Bench in the Big Buggy
Room in a pamphlet with
Plenty of Cherry Picked Verses
to support Fear and Hate at the
HiGhest Levels sponsored by what
they often name as a God of Heaven
and a Devil of eternal misery and suffering
in tortuous Hell.. like this liFe itsELf.. ain’t enough
challenge alone.. allone.. i mean iNiFiNitY Wide
Trump Style Face Palm PlUS steaL these days
oF Free by folks who would take Love away
in a
dreAm oF HeLL..
WeLL.. Heaven is much
better alWays NoW LiVinG
WiThiN.. iNsiDe.. ouTsiDe.. aBoVe
and so BeLoW for those who seek HeaVeN
NoW FiNd HeaVeN NoW and LiVe HeaVeN iN
the KinGDoM of God WiThiN and all around too
as the
OnE Does
too ONE through
HuMan eYes and eaRS FReED2..
OtHeR than that the 160th Dance Week
NiGht at Old Seville QuarTer is CoMinG
in a rather few minutes too.. so hey..
like Gloria Estefan Says.. theRE iS
alWAys NoW and sAMe ToDaY
as ToMMoRoW NOW too..
And Plenty oF tiMe then
to shaRe sOme
and some year or so
to date MicroVerses too..
SoMe of Which Celebrate Mother’s
Day too.. even WiTh AngEL KaTriNa
BlankETed iN skeYes oF aBoVe too in 2015..
anYWay.. oTheR than hUman ones this is the
First AngEL from aBoVe as cLouds coMe in a while to date..
funny.. somEthiNg tOld me to Go outside with mY smArT phOne
CaMera no matter what was going on inside this evening.. Funny
SynchroniCiTiEs for tHose wHo
JuST Do eXpeRience GoD WiNKs isReaL..:)

Hmm.. From AngEL iN the SkeYes
oF/FoR Last FB ProfilePic ..
NoW to Charlie’s AngeLs2..
Maggie on the left
through Chelsea
through Cortney on the right..
alWays makes me SMiLe WiTh
tHeir Free Style Dance iN Vogue..:)

And the Facebook Algorithm
complies nicely this
week and alLows
mE to upLoad
a Record of Dance
NiGht JuST foR FuN NoW2
in all Free Video Slide Presentation way2..;)

And i wake in the morning and reAlly no surprise
as those with 100% Luke Hot Faith as Pure aGaPe
Love for all do often receive when they
ask iN liGht for Positive thOughts
make Actions and Consequences
too.. in oTheR words
i left a nice
to Frank’s
Poetry yes
terday then
NoW iN Positive
LiGht ways.. yes.. so
NoW Frank returns with
juST the Muse for the
daynoW as i will repeat that heAR too..
with a change of a thEMe SonG thaT FiTs wRitE iN too..;)

SMiLes.. my FriEnd Frank.. ‘Synchronicity.’.
per A-Causal Connecting Principle Psychologically
Meaningful when all makes sense/FeeL and it’s
not supposed to make sense
according to the Mechanical
Cognition Systemizing
Science pARt of left Hemisphere
BRaiN that is much more prized
in Western Societies and even Eastern
Societies these days than the Ancestral
Potential of the Right Hemisphere of Dreamtime
wHere there are no Angles and Squares of Buildings
as one is more likELy to imagine and create Angels
and See the World as a Vincent Van Gogh spiral as
that is the way of Nature as PHI aS Golden Time Mean
of 1.618 ranging from Subatomic Quantum Particles in River
Flow to the Curled Fetus Curled Cat in Adult Comfort as well
and the Galaxies as they continue to Flow BeyONd InFinity wHere
theRe is no distance.. space and time wHeRE all is Dreamtime NoW..
SMiLes.. the Science World names stuff like this Pseudoscience of course
as THaT cannot empirically measure.. in scientific systemizing method the output
of the mind of someone who has entered into the no-time of the transcendental
huMan MiNd but ha!.. science is catching up a little bit as it verifies how we create
our realties
at least in
PArt by Measuring
tools for the real impact
of the effect and affect of
both the Placebo in shared
Positive prayers/beliefs and the Nocebo in
shared Negative prayers/’voodoo’ Beliefs
to alter tHeir future nows in negative or
positive action and consequence as
the positive attracts the positive
and the negative attracts the
negative as we in
the physical
too.. Now
it’s just common
sense but science as
far as the tool of scientific
method goes is just a tool..
a detail to get to a larger picture
butT Never BeYoNd INFiniTy wHOle
as Dreamtime now with many other
human abstractly constructed
symbols to get to the
crux of
uNlimited hUman
Potential wHere expectations
are only a tool as detail thinking
to arrive at a bigger picture of reaLiTy now..
SMiLes and NaturAlly when i write when i get
more into my left hemisphere of mechanical cognition
thinking my writing becomes more Angular in form
and less swirl and twirl in spiraling ways
as Ocean Waves.. No doubt thaT
Free Verse Poetry is a
Portal into
my Friend as
is Free Verse Dance
that many folks on the Dance
Floor accuse me of doing LSD
and other Dreamtime externally
created and consumed substances
to attain more of human potential beyond
the Angles and Squares of Building life now
from past and present in Neo Cortical Frontal
Lobe only constructed way.. Language Flows
wHen paRT of the River thaT iS God..
Language starts and
stops and
and sputters
when away from the
‘Looking Glass’ now..
And this is how the Beatles and
many folks from the Acid Generation of
Music created a space and a distance then
and a time out of time and distance space
and Sheet Music.. i am the Walrus.. i am the
Carpenter.. both the Walrus and the
Carpenter are God and so are
the Beatles and Lewis
Carrol too..
thing is God and
the Carpenter and
the Walrus wear few
clothes with buttons
and walls my friend
for they flow in Dreamtime NoW..
And sure.. it’s true.. many modern folks who move into the realm
of dreamtime NoW are often labeled with Mental Illness in a world
of angles and squares and sidewalks that never exceed the limits
of a linear CLOck World.. tick tock tick tock wHere the River
Ceases to exist .. and it’s true some folks never develop
the abiliTy to move easily in and out of the realm
of dreamtime to fit in to what culture excepts
in a day and time of Standard IQ
to fit in as another brick
in a Pink Floyd Wall
to keep the
cogs that
We nOW nicely oiLed
to keep the creature comforts
we have that are bought and sold
for a lifetime of dreamtime potential
in truly a Paradise lost.. Paradise lost my friEnd..
A Place wE trade for creature comforts wHeRe the Car
becomes the Lover and the House becomes the God
what have
we lost
thaT’s siMply
our sELf in Dreamtime NoW.. AND GOD..
Carl Sagan experimented with hallucinogenics
and as most people do as ‘they’ say as i for one
can go tHeir without any external aid.. Carl Sagan
Questioned reaLITy.. whether this reality was real
or the other one he cAMe to perceive
when ‘under the influence’ then..
The answer is simple..
We Create our
reaLiTies.. yes..
toGeTheR alWays now
very much dependent
on the rules that come of
culture before.. some cultures
provide paths and avenues and
vehicles and Vessels housed by
myths and other stories to
attain a greater
witHin DreAMtiMe
of Human Potential..NoW..
otHeRs put one behind a desk
sitting still most of our lives pouring
data in to be spit out later at some date
later or not.. then there is dreamtime.. a place
of Ecstatic Moving ConnecTing and CreaTinG Dance NoW
wHeRE there is no time.. distance or space in the ecstasy
of now.. thing is.. it has no Hard Angles as for all practical
intents and purposes we become Human AngELs within
this realm of Heaven inside that is given
and shared freely.. it’s hard for
a sidewalk or a wall to
see it as
it dances
S i N Gs NoW
one as leaves
and meaDow more
as Flowers with unlimited
colors that exceed a rainbow
sELf within as the ultimate pot of Gold
NoW.. truST me.. iF HE could go to the places
i go.. he would FucKinG GiVe uP His Billions.. yes.. all the Trumps..
and say.. oh my God i never kNeW.. i am so FuckinG Sorry for all that i did
in time
space and
distance locked
into a CLocK with no esCape..
sAdly.. i cannot put this experience
of liFe into a piLL but poEtry has alWays
NoW been IS A poTenTial portal oF ForM to spArK
someone else too as esSencE NoW DanCinG SinGinG
iNto noW
Now.. A key
is to unlock the
cLock of mind as
created in Westernized
Cultures with Distance
Space and DEAD LINES NOW..
AND that my FriEnd is what Starry Nights are trying to say..
i have the privilege of moving between both worlds at ease..
And that is key my friend in this culture of staying out of prescription
drugs that cure heaven AND loSing one’s way in never land nether coming back…
The first time i entered dreamtime was in my early twenties.. usual ‘time’ that
someone with Asperger’s Syndrome or Schizophrenia or even Bi-Polar
has a so-called Psychotic Break from ReaLiTy.. i had spent 16 years
of school by that ‘time’ nowthen.. and at age 21.. i wasthennow socially
isolated.. very poor.. eating peanut butter
sandwiches every day and
working to get through
in a UniversiTy..
with few
to no friends
and that my friend
was truly the insane
part.. a human being stuck
behind lectures and books getting
smarter and smarter in terms of standard
IQ.. becoming more socially isolated as requirements
grew.. is it no wonder that one day i said fuck this and
something inside guided me to a vision quest on a day
long walk on a beach.. it was magic then and it is MaGiC now
my friEnd.. only difference now is i am A Master of mY Dreamtime
NoW.. and sure.. i can easily write like a robot with long lines
and semi colons and periods too.. in limited ways
of 140 characters too.. but in dreamtime
there is no time.. there are no limits
or dreamtime
one flies in aS Heaven
truly it’s as simple as
thaT NoW and it’s also true i almost
got committed at age 21 when the drugs
they gave me prevented the analytical side of
my brain from bringing me back.. i threw away the
drugs and worked for decades as a model citizen
and employee too., until ‘they’ isolated me again and
put me behind a desk and killed the dreamtime altogether
and sent me to hell of my own volition too.. as i didn’t think
that saying no was a possibility in my life then.. now i say NO
and i have a label of both Asperger’s Syndrome and Bi-Polar NoW
and the Psychiatrist who is fairly young has done enough ‘new age’
research now to understand that there is no such thing as FUCKING
NORMAL.. as it is a societal construct of culture at most and sadly
at least
too.. NoW..
he identifies
that i have my
‘thing’ under control
managed through innate
instinct and intuition too..
in a Dance of Life Free
where the Circle
of me
will no
longer Fit
into a Society Square that
has the group thiNk mind
of cLocks now to withhold free
in 140 characters my friEnd.. now
i am now jusT a HuWoMaNifeStation
of HUmaN Dreamtime realized again..
And truly fortunate that culture sees me as
the less instead of more as far as labels go now..
you know they say.. never trust a psychiatrically labeled
person when they say it is society that is insane and not
them.. well.. all i can NoW say is look around at a world of Trump
and tale
i am
the FucKinG
iNsAne oNe noW..
hehe.. just a symbol
and a symptom my friEnd..
Trump is as the Devil Trickster
who is clearly DanCinG and
SinGinG now that the
World in the
USA is
so FucKeD
Up that it elected NoW A
isREaL Devil as tHeir Leader..
Meanwhile those who have Matrix Neo sET
Freed themselves.. DancE and SinG oN iN LiGht NoW
oF aGaPe Love that has no distance space or time.. anyWay
my FriEnd.. i see no random in life.. you brought me.. a small
gift of MusE by a LooKinG Glass that already exists in a Brandy Song
in a Guardian’s of the Galaxy Volume II Movie too.. trUe iN LiGht thiS
IS A place that not every one sees but this IS A place of Wonder Land NoW..;)

WeLL.. i alReaDy have 11 MacroVerses lined uP as tabs aCross a 27 inch iMac Screen NoW FuLLy
shared as Facebook Memories years to date and iN just endless doors of a newer age oF LiGht
Way Hotel California i create in Nautilus ways of endless Creative Chambers that only stARt
aNew as you could read one word i wRite and imagine Right or write or rite too in ways of
Good Art as iNspiration too.. metaphors are beYond inFIniTy as Metaphors are the essence
that lies or tales the truth beYOnd the form of Words aLone.. in oTheR Words Metaphors
are allone like and as GoD too.. a reflection of GreaTEr liGht than concrete
words alone bring
FoRcE within..
and it’s trUe iF
YouR BrAIn and Body
iN BaLanCinG ForcE hasn’t
been lit uP as 11 alpha
numerical K becomes two
ones with a bridge for
8 H Standing tALL
iNFiniTy NoW
it might
be a little
uncomfortable to
arrive and stay a little
longer at my version of Hotel
California Lower Alabama FloWer
State LA style oF FreeDoM NoW..
wHeRe the BeASt is me all
hairy aS Such thAT
you cannot kill
for i live
noW aS SoUL
as MiNd and boDy
SynerGetiC Force as
iSReal Modern Age Lucy’s
as LucifRed doeS Now too..
PleASe don’t get bent out of
shape oF Form as esSence as i use
yoUr evil tainted Words to mean somEThing
online aNew but that’s how metaphors do do they
change for the flavor of the Now of the present MoMenT oF Now..
in OThEr woRds.. you Make the MeaNinGS and PurPose and HOLY and
SacRed oF LIFe what it is as it changes less and or moRe
aCCorDinG to what your culture.. religion.. and society
overall teaches you in a plate FiLLeD UP from
BirTh NoW too.. tHeRE are no liMiTs
oF sKeYes as IMaGiNAtiON and
CreaTivity noW.. eXcept
for the ones you
make with
yoUr culture
yOur religion
yOUR society full
alloWs iN or Lose tow…
Are you naked and free or
arE you all bound up in clothes
of bind of DaRk or LiGht iN Cultural
Religious and Societal Glue.. weLL iT dePends
mostly on the Society and you have the poTenTial
to Matrix
Free yoursElF
too in your own
PersonALLy DesiGnEd
BiBle of YouR NaTuRe
as SiGnaTure MorE
oR LeSs as
a DancE and
SonG oF YouR SoUL NoW too..
or if you like you can visit me
heAR in HoTel LA Lower Alabama State
of FloWeRS to attempt to sParK yoUrsELF Free
too.. juST remember to check out pLease as this
is mY Version oF HoTel California all FlowErs as Such
and YOuR VerSioN may yeT or alReady be bigger and greater
than mIne
aS Even
a GRain
oF saLt or
a reaLaTiVelY
simple SonG from
a Pop Artist with
a sick enough beat
to gain a Billion views
as it tOuches heART.. the place
that most folks are trying to escape
from bRain.. sure.. the pART of MiNd iN
BoTh Head and rest of BoDy too.. thaT wants
to FeeL and SenSe liFE more than jusT KNow it NoW
in empty words.. eScapE to Heaven more iN A HoTeL CaliFornia liGht..:)

AnotHeR DeTour to Frank’s Place that i will save more toward the end of this
MacroVerse Now and for now back to the somewhat Mechanical Cognition
and Artistic Free FloWinG tAsk of Sharing MacroVerses and
Even Pre-MacroVerses from years to date past now
back to A
as AlWays
FoR noW iN liGht..:)

“Sacred Love of a Mother”.. MacroVerse share.. celebrating Mother’s
Day in 2014.. and later that Summer my Mother would start
losing unexplained weight rather fast as by that time
the Cancer was likely already progressing as years
before that she noted a lump in her breast
but refused to see any doctor..
would the Chemotherapy then
and such have killed her
earlier with
the weight
and anxiety
and fears all
associated with
that.. it’s hard to say
but apparently she did live
about 5 years WITH CANCER AND
THE two and a half year part
in steady and faster decline..
anyWay she did it her way
and we respected
her WiLL
as love
do when
Freeing oTheRS too..
no matter if one sees
eye to eye on the subject
at hand or breast or not.. it is
what is is a gift of Life and folks
have WiLL to decide how free and
the way they want to live
their lives
to the
of death
bed breath..:)

“To be Dust in the Wind” from three years ago too and for a change
in tHeme SonG too.. as Dust in the Wind too.. thing is we are more
than just dust and sAMe as thaT is NoW and BeForE and NoW agAiN
as resurrected SentiEnt StAR DusT Plus from Star Burst Death
as we rise aGaiN
aLiVE for
survive and
PoTenTial Thrive too..
as H8 whole 11K as two
Hemispheres of Brain aS ones
sTanDinG 8 INFiniTy+taLL
BecOMe BoTh Letter Art oF
PaiNt Brush and
Number of
Science Associated
HemisPHeRe of BrAIn too..
miNd and BoDy BALanCinG SoUL
from Head To Toe.. inside.. outside
above so below and.. all around too..
as we HUmaNs as Neurons of Brain and
eARThly Hemisphere the sAMe hOld
Hands oNLinE as two HemisPheREs
oF eARTh BecOme H WhoLe 8
of Stars
as Beurons more
as Glial Cells and
Astrocytes control the
Orchestra and Brain produced
Symphony noW in art and science way..
sAMe as dARk Matter of UniVerse supports
the Stars as eARTh whOle SUpPorts our Stand
as 8H InfiNiTy+ StanDinG INFiNiTy TaLL NoW+..
so sure.. tHeRE are two ways of LooKing at
the Dust in the Wind Song as jusT details
of Dust Floating in the Wind at ease
or the Miracle of Life as we
arise from DuST
to BE
a reflection
Fractal ParT of
the UNiVerse Cosmos
unto itself as mini-me
of God NoW wHOle as GoD GoES
aLL ThaT iS UniVerse pLus
more than Science eYes
as aid WiLL liKELy ComE
to see and
more than
Science WiLL
ever be able
to FeeL and SeNSe
as science is jusT a
Scribe of God that delivers
the materialistic bones with
out a source of liFe that are
the FiRE oF ouR EmoTioNs and
SenSes as StaR duST Breath
WaLKinG uPRiGht NoW
as Dolphins
the Seas
as SenTiEnt StAR
DuST SwiM LiFe NoW
too.. as we be the
water and the air too..
A Wonderful Gift liFe is
when Born Free Wild aGaIN..
as MeeK InHeRiT the eArTh and
God as UniVerse+ pLuS eVEn
MoRe NoW as wheN two
or moRe hUman
BeinGS hoLd
Hands a new
Birth of Neuron
StarliGht is Born
anew too.. and when
the World Holds Hands
tHeRE is no LongeR a Sky
For Limit as thAT is juST
a metaphor too oF unliMited
HUmaN potEnTial as mini-me GoD
NoW iN a Gold Member that is more than
a tower
or to
put it
a Trump Dick..:)

Oh yeah and God’s a Laugh
too and the UlTiMATe Tricksta SeT FReED too..
aT lEast
Form two
and three and more
and on and on as ‘they’
say in run on oral tradition too..;)

“Mercury aCross SuN”.. MacroVerse Memory DramaticaLLy increaSinG
in size to an average of around 10K word efforts several times
a week that would come more UniForm iN Memorial Day sTARt then
of “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. titled tSuNaMi 7tH WaVe oF LoVE
published online on May 30th.. yes Memorial Day of 2016 last year..

Anyway as far “Mercury aCross SuN” goes the opportunity to celebrate
a Celestial Event in Gratitude way of Life in General uSinG mY Greater
hUman PoTenTial iN ImAgInATioN and CreATiVity to raise my personal Neurochemicals
Neurohormones and othER SenTiEnt StAR duST pLuS of LiFE HiGher and HiGher iN
Positive thOught and DAncE and SinG Do For NoW.. yES jusT NoW the present
MOMent and MoMentos we create for life.. soMe other folks spell
iT MeMentos but hey.. i’d rather giVe Credit for liFe to
Moms more than Me when ever possible in Divine
Feminine Grace and Love way now too
as the foundation that a Divine
Masculine WiLL and Strength
Can iN PoTenTiaL make
BeinG oF HUMan
StAR Lord NoW
as mini-me of God
NoW too.. anyOne Can
and will do NoW not only
one man or a last prophet
as such or any selfishly brewed
fresh hell to continue to expand
Roman and Muslim Empires iN isiS
Trump ways either.. as tribal instinct
liVinG in areas of ScarCity aWay from abundance
of Heaven SoUl within WiLL do now in lowest levels
of Maslow’s Pyramid of sELf Actualization as FiLLed
up and FeeLeD uP HuMaN moRE NOW too.. it’s true we
try not to snicker but those who have found the
liGht and TrutH within have a little trouble
from Giggling when Trump is trying to
harm other folks and
just shoots himself
in the foot even
more.. it’s like
a face palms
wHERe you
would Love
to talk them into
DriNKing the never empty
Chalice of Love as Food and Drink
and Towerse of SoUL and spirit and HeaRt MorE too..
but as they
say.. even
if you are
lucky you
can lead them
to the water.. maKinG
them DriNk as a real K
do and
the rest of tHeiR
enTire waY oF Life
is the Job of JOB
for the JOBs who have
not yet come to the Kingdom
oF Heaven within and gained
a sWord of Love agAPe LUKe HoT
to forget their ways through to Heaven now..
as even Lucifer and crew on Fox metaphor with
a symbol of a FlAMing sWord of heART.. oF SpiRit
and MiNd
and BoDy
soUL WiTh eMoTiOns
REgulATinG and SenSes
Integrating even more
iN StaR WarS Chi Force
as Kundalini RisinG iN
Quadrillions of Chakra
concoctions in all peptide
connections of cells all around
the Body nOW even MoRE NoW as LIGht Beings We
as stAR
ForcE NoW
oF LoVe liGht TruTh NoW.
anyWay you can tUrn the FAUCET
TOO.. or you can hide in just a science
book or an antiquated Bible Book
from 3500 years and 2K or so
years ago too.. YouR WiLL
YouR Choice yOuR
Trump Golden
or Lab
dissecting a child
of God named FroDo BagGins2..;)

Oh yeaH and 24K GoLd is juST
anoTher way to
say X24 alpha
numerical way
in so-called
Secret Society way
in esoteric and occult
mystery school way of
X for transformation
and transfiguration
of BeinG HUman
Born agAIn
as Phoenix
froM ashes
When K11
of K
for HUman
as MiNi-Me of
God With 10J
plUs 11K ways
of Trans-humanism
tools from letters of
language art of mind to
numbers of science reason mind
to fiNAlly Reach the Capstone of
Pyramid of H WhoLe ParT as GoD infinity
8 alphanumerical StYle Standing tALL sure..
Letters and Numbers Join toGeTher aS just another
metaphor for the two sides of Brain as Hemispheres
and eArTh aS WeLL cominG toGeTher for the ecstatic
Transcendent Experience of Giving And Sharing and
Loving all otherwise known as aGAPe Love NoW
and the Kingdom of God within
as Heaven
now.. don’t
need no memberships
in any particular society
church.. religion or mystery
school to FeeL and SeNSE
and KNow the
and liGht
for that
spArk thaT
fLamE thAT
Torch lives
as Mini-me noW
as GOld Member2..;)

No Limits Baby
No Expectations Baby
No Fancy Mercedes Benz
No Trump Tower.. JuST
AS ANY LuciFreD WiLL DancE and SinG NoW too..
Believe it or not Ripley’s and Horatio’s too this is going uP for isREaL NoW2..
And it looks like i’m gonna need another Draft comment section and Profile Pic to fit all this
in as
so i can continue
to cruise as air as
River as Water wHole
as StREaMs BecoMe
Waves of
eVeN MoRE NoW2..;)


Bucket List

SMiLes.. mY friEnd Frank.. oN the
2nd Day beFore Mother’s Day
yoUr LiNe of Rhythmic
BreAthiNG SloWinG
uNTiL the
and can no longer
aS hUmaN ForM.. reMiNds
Me of the Doctor while my
Mother was slowly dying..
Cancer Consumed from
Head to tow.. no
water or
lAsTinG 8 Days longer
iN Rhythmic BreAthiNG
And the Doctor sAid heR
STronG heART kePT HeR
aLiVe thaT LonG iN
OF LoVe MoRe
to ExiSt iN BeDsIDE
oF LoVinG Children wHo
are/were heR entire World from the
Day we were/are born.. of what may come neXT..
ALL thAT LoVe and a Last Breath oF SiLence.. a Poignant
Moment as great as a BiG BanG to Me.. as she Breathed Love
into me
that lasts
iN a SMiLe
that WiLL
end NoW
as A Cheshire
sMiLe that Lasts NoW
forever NoW iN more than
A KA Memory as PreSent NOW..
saDly.. Egyptians Pharaohs Built Pyramids to
spRead tHeir soUL not much different reALLy
than Golden Trump Towers.. Meanwhile.. oTheR
Artists buiLt Hieroglyphs to BeTteR TaLe tHeir SoUls..
thing is.. Pharaohs could have beCoMe PoETs and sPreAD so Much more..
and mortar
down the road
as a bucKeT sTiLL
oF LIFe continUes
to DancE and SinG SoUL foR NoW..:)

By the way your last few
Poetic Efforts
are Stellar..
i don’t often
Rate poETry
but tHeRe
are a
that beg stellar..;)


FloWer.. Weeds
GroW mELd MoRe
sAges WisDoM CoMes
TrUth NoW
oF LiGht Years
GoNe DreAms..
aS KinGdoM
CasTleS RisE..:)

Frank Responds and i quote..

“That’s an interesting idea of walls
falling and castles rising. Thanks, Fred!”

And then i say..

Thanks my FriEnd
Frank as aLWays
thanks so
for all
the mUse
oF iNspiRaTion..:)

Peaceful Soil

So BeLoW
iNsiDe OutsIde
all aRound Roots
are iNtroverts and
Leaves are Extraverts…
saVe the
Free the Roots..:)

NoW OtHer Than
thaT.. mY friEnd
Frank.. POetry
thaT LiVes on
foreVermorE NoW as Words..
And nOw wHen we DancE and
SinG iT toGeTheR We BeCoMe MoRe..:)

Frank says in return as i quote him here again…

“I like the idea of leaves being extroverts
and roots introverts. Thanks, Fred!”

And finally i say..

mY friEnd
Frank now
i’ve coMe to See
RooT and
LeaveS ONe
As sKeYes aLLOne..:)


“KATiE MiA/Aghogday: My Perspective on Life”

“Autism and the Nautilus”

Two of the first truly Creative Pre-MacroVerses
Published online as first MacroVerse.. respectively
on 3.10.13 and Autism and the Nautilus on
4.27.13.. Before a 24 hour excursion
into writing a Garden of Band-Aid
on 6.6.13 that ended uP
as a thirteen day
add on until
as the header
says iN this
first really long

Finding, Expressing, Exposing
and Digitally Recording

One’s Soul
in art of

WHeRe this Idea cAMe
Deep within iN HoLy SpiRIt
Flow then to upLoad mY soUL
oNline and to further eXploRE mY
HUman PoTenTial then sTiLL at a
relatiVELy YounG Babe age then
at 53.. and when as the
professionals who
were treating
me exclaimed
i miraculously
recovered or went
into remission from
19 Medical Disorders
before the Bi-Polar pARt
came Diagnosed too iN Heaven
that caMe wiTh all that HiGher
Way oF BeinG too.. i had no
idea wHere i was going
neXt but that sAMe
little Sea
Birdie SpiRalinG
aroUnd mY SoUL
as HoLY SpiRit then
said far said far said
far with no limits or
expectations now jusT Flow
as Waves One as ParT of OceaN
WhOle GoD NoW oNe.. iN oTher words
i could at that point do nothing or everything
as my SpiRit was and is SeT free NoWthneNOW..
i decided on everything as i wanted to giVe it aLL and
iT ALL too..
And when i told
the Horatio’s back
at the Wrong Planet
who didn’t really believe
in Ripley’s Believe it or not..
they scoffed and said no way
you are just F iN Crazy.. sure i
was F iN Crazy and they still
mostly live on the Wrong
Planet and meanwhile
the viewing audience
in the metro
area of
public dance
names me everything
from Legend to Spirit Animal
to Pensacola Icon.. to Amazing
to Inspirational to Boss of Dance
need i say more as there is
more than that but the
point is sure.. some
of them still
me crazy
probably on
drugs and snicker
ridiculous looks too..
but that my FriEnds is the
Price of Being FReED.. no shame
aLL Naked as the Emperor as tRUE
KinG As LiGht needs no clothes or
Trump Golden Towers to rule.. as Free is
Free best when naked becomes a Dance
of Sand and Sun Free in an Ecstatic Dance
WiTh aLL oThers aS SinG iN NatuRE waY aLL
plUS too.. aka God ALLonEnoW.. TrUE iN and aS LiGht..:)

Hmm.. and regarding the Song 23 by Miley Cyrus and
Crew.. lots of esoteric alpha numerical symbols
and words like Fresh and Purp that are
just other words for the
Transcendent Human
River FloW
oF Ecstatic
Experience NoW
at Capstone
Level of
Fowler’s Faith
Pyramid LoVE NoW
when all of experience
is liGht of Pure aGaPe Love..
true these folks may use external
substances to get some semblance of
the all natural work it takes like free Style
Dance in 7300 pluS Miles in 45 months
Wearing Shades in the club with
shirts like mini skirts
that change
colors as
Grey or whatever
Flavor that Walmart
Sales as interchangeable
shirts each day for around
7 dollars and 75 Lincoln Sents..
and 23.. WeLL that’s the Number
for Synchronicity and J for 10 could
be Jordan or Jesus too depending on religious
or secular sports views.. as Foundation that one
GroWs on IN Ways of John 14:12 Higher and HIGher
too in Greater Works too.. to count ya BlesSiinGS Up more
and more as and with Gratitude now iN a spirAlinG Pyramid
MORe as and Be liGht NoW forevermore now more.. sure a
little easier Flow of sAiD of DancE and SinG than Did or do
unless ya take some external substances for a short cut that could
end up in a very bad trip and a trip to jail too.. i do ecstatic dance for
cheap thrills of FRESH alWays NoW.. sure works for me aT LeaST in the DancE HaLL oF LiFe2..;)

“AToMiC Power of Mother’s Day Love”.. from two years ago.. showcasing another
Trip To Biloxi Beaches and Casinos with a Fluffy Clouds Photo and a Pattern
of Katrina’s Face in a cozy cloud on the top left hand pARt of the
Photo for those with eyes and ears to see that now.. of course..
more than likely my eyes more as i see and hear her
most.. and that’s the way life goes..
liVe and lEarn and remember
what works and don’t
work now.. and
any kind of
a journal
is a way to
focus better on
what works and dont’ work
now.. and when you upload that
soUl oF BeinG HUmAn overall online
there is the opportunity for other folks
to be sparked more Wide aWake too..
born again as metaphors go..
Satori.. Kundalini RisinG.. eTc..
as HUmans BeCoMe
Masters of
Sure.. the path NOW can be a rocky
one wHeRe one must defeat metaphors
of archetypes within as ‘they’ say.. devils and
demons too.. to get the Child within of Wonder
A N G eL oF L i G hT ovER DeViL of dARKnow
AND Amazement all Loving and Free Back agAIn..
And sure.. you can be smART too in ways of Science
and Art.. just don’t let the Art take the Science away
or Science take the aRT away.. yeah Baby.. H8 whOle
STanDinG tALL infinity plUS NoW as Quantum
YiN And YanG BaLanCinG FoRcE
Metaphor for relEAsinG
and UnLeaShinG
MiNd and BoDy
B A L A N CinG
SoUL to the eYes
of Wonder oF Love and
Amazement of a Child sET FReED
cOmES to Be isREaL for yoU too NoW Free..agAIn..:)

AnyWay.. problem with Yogis and BuddhaS and
even Muhammad’s now too is sometimes
they don’t come down from the
Mountain.. the Beach..
the Desert or
even under
a Tree..
and as far as
all the above named
individuals.. none actually
write their own books now..
either dictated or spread through
oral traditions of potential change
in mistakes and or intent of change too..
as even Muhammad’s closet House Mate
Didn’t agree that the final printed Quran
was even all of what Muhammad
said as go figure he couldn’t
proof read it and had
to trust what
was being
back to him
too.. if he was
able to remember
all of what came his
way in the first place tHeRE
in TrUth oR Lie way either way now then now..
so.. sure.. i get the direct conduit and share it in
real time now.. it’s like ya got a court reporter inside
of a cave with me now.. and i am the court reporter too..
it’s not every day a real life auto-biography Rover tales
it ALL Going Down iN YoGi Written way in real time now alWays now..
but sure.. i have the trans-humanist tools now to attempt to save even
one soul from the Demon Devil place on eARTh that is the daRk
NiGht of the soUL.. however.. it is often DARK and Pain that
eventuAlly BRingS the greaTest LiGhts oF aLL.. but
on the oTher hand.. trust me.. you don’t wanna
go to the real place of hell on earth whERe
Within the experience oF liFE is
all there is is time and a second
lasts the Equivalent of
a 1000 years
Paper thin
of no feelings
or senses at all.. NoW
iN other words.. the Zombie
Apocalypse come true for you2
iN a sTAte oF DARk NiGht of the
SouL that could last.. i’M guesSinG
aT LeASt 66 months in Hell for you too..
LesSons Learned for me to Give and Share
as it just rises the Power of Love in Share And Give for
me.. EterANaLLy NoW iN and As LiFE oF and As Love isREAL..
anyWay.. the FloWers over heAR in the Paradise of Heaven within
even in
awful ways too..
you are welcome to
join me but closed
minds and bodies don’t usuAlly
hang with me in the plaCe oF uP..
as iT iS YouR Faith and Love thaT
takes yA tHEre as not miNd alone.:)

“Arrival of the Clown Shark” from three years ago.. a very nice crowd.. then..
overall.. at the dVerse Poetry Pub site when Brian And Claudia were in charge
and it’s interesting how some folks have so much
capacity for the creativity i bRing and understand
it crystal clear and other folks have little
clue and turn it around to suggest
that i am the one who doesn’t
have direction in what i do..
it’s like a person standing
on the top of a mountain
saying they have no idea how
they climbed that high by the audience
at hand.. truly.. i would be thrilled to come across
someone building a more epic Bible and Long Form 4M
pluS WoRd “SonG oF MY SoUL” Ocean WhOle GroWing
Poem as “NetherLand Bible 2017” soon to be “Memorial
Days Bible 2016-17” with 1.6 Million Words eXsEEDinG
twice the size of the old Antiquated King James effort
that has some really helpful clues to get into
Heaven within now as the Kingdom
of God as Love smART and
Fearless all within..
however.. there
are no pictures
then that illustrate
in non-verbal language
what that fearless love as smART
Looks like now.. we can twist the words
around all we like as Metaphors do swing
or we can and will transcend time.. distance
and space and paint by numbers poetry
and sheet music
and beCOmE
A CreAtiVE LiGht
MoRE iN a Journey
oF LiFE that has unlimited
paths with no pre-set expectations now..
Anyway.. my return in the comments section
to Brian kinda says it all in a minuscule MacroVerse
compared to what my HUman PotenTial GroWs as Sycamore
NoW to Do even more now.. in both reason of science and art
of Poetry in Dance and SinG even more now.. when you are in the
DArk and someone iS iN a Greater liGht.. ask questions instead of shooting first..
you too.. may learn something MorE and bEcome more wide aWake too iN EnLiGtTeninG way2..:)

Thanks Brian..

it’s no easy road to be a clown..

full of bruises..broken hearts as such..

AND ALL the inconveniences in between..

particularly for loving ones in the life of a sacred fool…

but the ultimate reward truly is freedom..

not only for the sacred fool..

but if for only one more..

touched as change..



Now back to the present
as future now..

TruTh is i didn’t
fit in as i was
too big..
that is
what Sycamores
do.. they continue to
Grow SuNliT as higheR..;)

And the truth is too.. if the naysayers
from dVerse had let me stay and tried
a little harder to understand the size of my
Branches and Leaves and Roots i likely would
have continued to moderate all of that as smaller
to fit in.. and that’s alWayS A Value of being A
Outcast in CREativity and even Science too..
the nows to do it without
interference from
the nay sayers
oF LiGht
rather mold
you into someone
tHeir size than what you
are currently GroWinG HiGher too..
as Gift oF PreSent Taller Tree oF LiFE noW..:)

‘tHeRe’ loss
for i can’t make anyone
either come now to this
water or drink from it as fountain FloWinG
more.. even if they wanted to too.. heHe..;)

And it’s true.. my Sycamore is too big for
most anyone to see now.. however it’s
also true.. i paint with all and more
with the colors of the Wind
and can prove
it as
the Wind..:)

“Dance And Song are always FREE”.. that trULy
iN Light Kinda says it all in either TitLe
alone or MacroVerse smallish
and even SonG
oF My
XXL+ heHe..;)

Kung Fu RAINBOW TREE ha! when huh! heh! when
yeP MoRe.. Martial Arts and Ballet Free Style
cOme to PLaY yes..
as human
animal the
confidence iN KnoWinG
moRe as FeeLinG and SenSinG
one can eScape Predator and capture
Prey and even FiGht rather than do FliGht
iF Necessary for Survive and Thrive.. to walk
TaLL WiTh Grace as a LiOn on the Savannah iN
the Bar Parking Lot and Walmart ParKinG
Lot too is the first liNe of Defense that
says.. nah.. you don’t want no
pArT of thiS MarTiaL
ArTs Baby as
i am
the water..
i am the air
and mix the water
and air in a perfect calm
eYe of Love and Grace with
a Fortress of WiLL and Strength aS iN Hurricane
NoW aS neVer ending Practice iN FleSH and BLood
as BeinG HUman actuALLy DoinG Martial Arts even
if you must spar with metal machines as a slip of a toe
to a head could kill someone dead with legs that press
1020 LBS STiLL cloSinG iN aT aGe 57 on 6660 as any
DeViL Lion BreW of Birthdate AnGeL too.. WiLL juST
Do STiLL at 33 Reps noW on a very difficult
Parallel Leg press machine with hands
raised to sKeYes of God like
a Free Verse Ballerina
LioN FuLL oF GraCe
and LovE and WilL
and StrenGth iN
ClAws and JaWs more
floating acRoSs the Savannah
Grass as Terrestrial Buttefly Tigers
do in Jungle Flowers oF India too..
serioUsly we are Animals too and take a clue
from they bow to no man as they stand tall and Wild
and Free aS God Within sET Free from Birth and Always Born Free..
Christian as
LiON Feels and
Senses iN AslaNdwaysnow2..;)

Whew and that finishes all the
MacroVerse Memories with Micro
Verse Memories and yes more new
poetic expressions CoMinG soon as
this NautiluST overall as Stately MaNSiON
MoRE hAS BeCOMe an entity of Creativity unto itself
as me.. and SonG of My SouL Ocean WhOle Poem..
like God
wHOle too..
as i continue
to play a PArT
oF aLL oF thATiS2..
and on top of that the
“Kung FU RAINbow TREE”
MacroVerse from two years ago..
that by the way faced a very difficult
Audience beyond an Horatio face at then
the Wrong Planet StiLL and thaT exists heAr
as they wanted almost no pArT of WhOle tHeir..
and yeS it reminds me that the clock hands say
go work-out as hey i’m human and animal and
i must take care of that everynow now.. less i become a worm again..
And that my Friends would be A disservice to God not to achieve the
hiGhest of human potentials all as Gift of this life as Miracle oF NoW..
a work
of Art
God to
sMILe Within BorN FReED NoW..:)


SoUL Eclipse
First LiGht..:)

A Trip to see Blogger Poet
Friend Victoria results
in four words and
two lines
suitable to fit
in FB new age
Colored Backgrounds..
Hmm.. and with the sMiLe
Emoticon of colon and parenthetical
Right curve it’s true for me a First liGht
of SoUL Eclipse was a first SMiLe i could
Feel in 66 Months of DaRk NiGht of a SoUL Eclipse..
and in this continuing Fred Style Haibun as LuCiFred’s
Fredbun and Fredku Haiku WiLL NoW Riff off of any Holy and
Sacred thingy iN existence eVen iF the FredkU comes longER be
fore the Fredbun to make it all FuLL of Meaning and Purpose to then
riSe uP Productive and Creative Neurohormones and Neurochemicals
in what some folks refer to As Kundalini RiSinG dividing that experience
to 7 localities of the Human Body when in actuaLiTy this Serpent is the
Vagal Nerve that reaches from Brain to Gut and transports signals of
Happiness uP or Dejection DOwn in Positive or Negative way wHere
eventually around a Quadrillion or so peptide and the such connections
get the message of liGht or DArk and yA Rise uP aGaiN iN ReBirTh
of Productivity and Creativity Quantum Metaphor of unLeAshinG
and reLeaSinG iN MINd and BoDy BaLanCinG soUL MoRE
iN MoVinG ConnecTing and Further
Productive CreaTing ways or
you fall you fall
and neXt
thing yA
FeeL and
SenSe whERE
Did/Does Happy Land Go
wHeRE iF yOU FiNd a way
you Can and WiLL MaKe Happy
Land alwAys now with pathS on
A Journey of Happy as a practice
of what works for you.. the aRts are
surely one way.. and free verse MoVinG
and otheR ConNecTing And creaTinG
ways of JuST DoIng that now but
by aLL Means PleASe do yOUr
Maintenance per
Haps a Nature walk
too on Happy Paths oF
A Journey continuing NoW
iN and as LiGht iN Positive
thOught and Action way to make
the Consequences oF that LIGht A
ReWArd of Positive EmoTioNs iN each
and every one of those Quadrillion or so SeNsoRy
Chakras close now to InFiniTy Connections different
every now where one not only Paints the Color
of the Wind but becOMes ColoR BeYOnd the
Brush as the Wind NoW as PoT oF GoLd
RainBow beCOmes aS and LiVinG
within you.. so.. anyWay that’s
juST one way to
puT iT as
Metaphors overall
Go beYOnd meaSures
oF InFinity as wE creATe them or Not..
More and MorE for sure or not as Curious George FuN..
anyWay.. make yOur Lucid WaKinG DreAms coMe to
Fruition iN MoVinG ConNecTing CreATing ways NoW..
and per a MacroVerse i left out from two years ago
to date.. linked below named “TRUE dreams NOW”
TrULy the American Dream in the Declaration
of Independence is the unalienable
right to Life and Liberty and the
Pursuit of Happiness.. it
don’t say the Form
of Stuff
the Essence
is the EmoTiOns
and SenSes that CoMe
as Experience for what we value
in liFE.. ranging from Naked Freedom
to Golden Trump Towers.. some folks make
Happiness much more complicated than a
Naked Dance of Connecting and Creating
iN MoVinG hUman Ways that is totALLy FReED..
wHeRE as in the You Tube Video the greatest
Fear of the same folks who voted in a Pussy
Grabber in Chief Fear the shape of Rihanna’s Nipple Exposed and FReED
through even a shear T-Shirt as mold.. when Violence is treasured over flesh we die…
or slow….
iN a Slow
or Fast Boil oF Life.

And sure there is a new song for that too
CoMinG Next by Katy Perry in a Bon APpeTiT PoT oF GoLd too..
as i finally get around to all the year to date MicroVerses to share too..:)

And yes that “TRUE dreams NOW”.. MacroVerse juST goes to sHow
FurThEr oN the Wrong Planet too.. how difficult it is
to sHoW MaGiC to any literally thinking
person.. religious or not..
same left
overall in group
thiNk ranks of Gold
Fish Attention Span or not2..;)

“Even a fool knows that you can’t touch the stars,
but it doesn’t stop a wise man from trying.”

~~ Judge Harry T. Stone ~~

“There’s more than one way to skin a cat,
but there ain’t no way to make the cat enjoy it.”
— Jed Clampett

A fine Juxtaposition.. i see here of sorts..
in these two quotes.. and true
it is a wise man who
does not discount
possibility and only
a true fool will stay
inside a
and starve
to death
a heARt…
but sadly
while ya
can’t now
make a cat
enjoy getting
skinned.. if the human
cultural norm says cutting
off the clitoris of a female human
in genital mutilaiton iS aNs in thing
to do.. as far as not falling
out of the social circle
for survival.. female
genital mutilation
is A way
to self esteem.. sTiLL NoW..
and that my friend.. illustrates
the power of belief in nocebo
voodoo way.. and reaching
for the Stars and MaKinG
hUman Stars happen..
thaT iS the
of noT
dying WitH
dArk sHades
oF noCebo.. noW.. lost..
Humans generate emoTiOns..
yeZ.. iOns of energy ..not much different
really than the sun above below as hUman
being and those neuro-hormones.. neuro-chemicals
thAT spARK the flAMe.. receive a happy mesSage Now
iN receptors In bodiLY Cells when the energy is positive floW…
We reap what we sew.. no doubt.. from Stars of humans..
to pleasureless females with a big grin of fear for not
being accepted
Heaven is better..
it’S not an imaginary place..
iT is real for those who find
It aWay from devils and
of real
hell now.. So lucky..
some of us.. at least..
in the Good Old USA.. To
find iT and say F U.. to the N poWer..
per.. folkS in other places who would
take hUman free a way.. just
for power.. status.. and
in the Devil
and Hell of hUman..
So SAdly REAL sTilL noW..:)

A story of a screen.. no.. not my computer.. a window screen of prison..
Yes.. the screen that let’s the air flow.. but another screen on the other
side of my bed will allow for that and bathroom window screen
as well.. anyway.. Hurricane Ivan
damaged our screens back
in ’04.. and instead
of repairing
them we opted
to store them in
the shed and put that
off for another day.. Well..
that other day came and comes
this week.. when my sister’s friend
repairs them all for free and installs
them too.. which was very nice of her..
as i ain’t much of a blue collar guy these
days in ways of manual labor.. as such..
but as i’ve often reported.. the worst
pArt of my 66 months of hell
was losing my emotional
regulation and sensory
integration.. and
to move..
connect and
create in artful
ways toward
creativity.. and
granted a close to five
decades or so of external
goals for rewards of grades or
money behavior.. just about erased
my imagination and creativity for around
4 decades.. particularly in the red state
fundamentalist Christian area i
lived in as stuff like art ..
including dance..
and even F
iN smiling
ear to ear
was not something
allowed by the bully
so-called Christian
boys.. if you didn’t wanna
get ostracized out of the social
circle or even worse.. beat up..
and although i was skin and bones
my somewhat unusual height of 5 foot
10 at age 13.. likely prevented that as
even at skinny.. height has its
advantages in a fight
as far as
reach of
whatever fists
exist and such
as that.. anyway..
back to emotions.. beauty
is an emotion.. hell no… not
just objective data from something
good looking.. and to lose the ability
to feel the beauty of a sunset is an incredible
loss of true magic in life.. and pArt of why i love
photography so much.. is the iPhone 5.. with the
retina display i purchased in March of 2013.. was
the first color display i could stand with my eye pain..
since even before i became disabled in 2008.. yes
the eye pain in stimulus of colors started well before
then in the Winter to Summer of 2007.. about the
same time i got chilled in the air of 100
degree temperatures in July.. 2007..
which was the strangest
thing ever.. for
me as always
a rather hot
blooded individual W/temp..
of 103 then.. as ‘Foreigner’
might say.. and now that i have
my senses regulated.. 33 or 103..
is comfortable to me.. in relative
terms.. of course.. so i increase my
ability to feel beauty and my ability
to imagine more to expand my horizons
of human magic through the art of photography
and while someone is just seeing an advertisement
in the mall.. i am feeling a masterpiece of God as
Manifest by human.. albeit motivated by bucks..
iT matters not as my imagination can make It
into a masterpiece of wonder..
expanding my being in
mind and body balance
soUl.. iN heARt oF emoTioNs
MoVinG ConnecTinG mE wiTh
aLL oF NatUre.. and cultUre..
as SpiRit both FeeLinG
and ExpreSsinG iN GiVinG
shaRinG ways.. and after
losing all of that when
the God of Nature shoWed
mE REAL HUMAN HeLL and the
Dante Rings of depth therein without
a drop of manna to drInk.. i pay God and
aLL oF God’s Nature back my shaRinG
inSights through introspection and much
greATer iMaGiNaTion.. in Creativity than
i could ever iMaGinE iN HeAveNoW.. tHEN..
so to make a longer story
sTiLL CoMinG shorter
i woke up and
saw the
prison bars
of Feng shui wHere
as the God Story of Miracles
last night so aptly described as
Fish Swum by water of Life and
Birds carried by the air instead
of Swimming Fish and Flying
birds.. iN the interconnectedness
of Nature one.. not unlike the
Dao way of Being too..
and no longer
is that escape
in my bedroom prisoned
by bars of screen that stop
5 feet away.. inStead oF floWinG
iN ZoNE of Nature through all the
Beauty of LiFe in my yard..
AND every single
on my blog
is sacred to me..
as trUly aLL iS Connected
in God’s eYes from head to toe
to Galaxies beyond and subatomic
particles and BEyonD below as well
as above.. so that Window is not just
a window and some pretty plants outside
that WinDow is a sacred WinDoW to God..
wHere i put my foot down instead of saying
yes dear.. as one who knows what to do to
stay married.. says to the wife.. and i said
that screen is going back in the shed
now.. i’m taking it down now..
and the wife is not
too happy
but i have
for one not so lucky
as i too be damned to hell
to find out the full expanse of
the gifts of God that are as simple
as the heaven of a room with a view..
as before.. there was no imagination..
no moving.. and connecting art of
life for me.. all there was
was hell..
and i for one
ain’t going back tHere
aGaiN.. and WiLL do aLL i KinD
to lEnd to otHeRs eYes that see and
bE heaVen noW.. in the Kingdom of GOD
REAL.. and it shouldn’t be surprising
that folks see God’s in the sky above..
when there was time for imagination
in the eternal etheralsphere.. of now..
for the ancient Greeks and Romans
to see chariots of Gods in
council of clouds iN
sKeYes.. ’cause
i saw them
too In
IMAginAtIon of pattern
SeeKinG way when i finAlly
Healed and returned to my
5 year-old state of bEinG before
entering hell.. yeah.. like when i was
three and could sense and feel God inside..
outside.. above.. so below.. and all around
as Nature.. just in a casual back yard
toddler stroll looking across
the River
Feng Shui..
also kNoWn..
sTiLL noW as the
black water river that
once was named as the
entry point to briar bush
banks of HELL also known
as Milton.. it’s true.. i grew up
on what was once literAlly named
as the bank of HELL.. before the thorns
of briars were removed.. and a mill
town for lumber to build replaced
HELL.. well.. for me.. i saw
heaven first.. per the
Kingdom of God
felt and sensed..
in God’s all
way then
in Feng Shui
way.. and true it became
hell again all over the place
for me.. but it was culture that
took that away.. and my willingness
to accept the illusions and rules thereof
and therein.. as cog in the machine of
human derived rules away from
God’s Nature.. i play
with God now..
and let other human’s
play with tools of separation..
and sure my wife will speak to
me again.. later today sometime..
but the truth is all there is.. is time
in hell.. so she can have all she wants
as i cannot convince her of the Heaven
i see and feel out that Window.. and if i
cannot convince the person i live with both
through hell and heaven.. how can i expect
to convince anyone else
heaven is real now.. WeLL
yeS.. lesSon
oF patience
in HeLL.. the Devil
knoWs better after
the fALL iN DArk NiGht of SoUl..
and wITh return to AngEL noW..
Fear is the killer of all that is good in
life.. all that is the Kingdom of God that is
Good and all that is Good that human
being feels and senses.. to lose
any freedom.. to repress
any sensuality.. feeling
or other sense that
does not harm
else is
a path
away from
wE GoD Free.. eternAlly noW
and i feel so sorry for someone
like Michael Jackson.. so full of art
and creativity.. and obviously so full of
fear from a childhood.. of abuse in forcing
perfection of rules oF art on him.. where his only
way to escape that was controlling his environment..
until one day the anxiety drove him to sleepless nights..
and the only escape was suicide for him.. and after 40
days of almost no sleep for me.. i can relate
to that kind of hell..
but it’s the same
with my wife..
a stepfather
standing over
her bed with a knife
when she was small.. one
of the only memories of her
childhood she has.. so her way
of dealing with that is obsessive compulsive
control over everything in her environment
that she can.. not unlike Oprah Winfrey..
who has so many fabulous homes..
after being raped when young…
or Joel Osteen.. and
his 10 million dollar
home.. perhaps
some bullies
called him
queer as
a pretty boy smiling
too.. threatening to beat
him up if he didn’t become a
man.. i haven’t looked into it closely
but just with my empath eyes.. recently
seeing him on a show before the mask comes
with his show of positive ways of dealing with
life that i applaud for what he does in
transforming the modern Christian
religion into one of
Christ the spirit
of Love away
from fear.. as human
archetype iN excellence
oF hUman huwomanifest
as God in temple oF
human being
flesh and blood..
but sTiLL.. most
anyone who has material
excess lacks a fuLL heARt..
SpiRit.. and SoUL of mInD
and body balance.. as there
is so much heaven all around..
inside.. outside.. above.. so below..
in just naked flesh being carried
by the Winds of God in Sands
of free.. Dancing
with the Gravity
of God
of Against God’s GraViTy
in PriSons.. of cultUre
and fear.. of hell ways
and demon devils
being reaL noW..
there iS an Art to soUl..
in moVinG CreaTinG
and Connecting
Real liFe noW..
and theRe can NoW
bE a science oF cognitive
empathy iN attempts
to help save
folks from
hell of fear
back to Heaven of
what can be Potential
Sacred Love aLL as the Christ
metaphor and archetype of
human SinGs
a SonG of SoUL..
yeah.. baby.. at the end
and the beginning.. the
finish and stARt of liFe
aLways noW iT iS aLL thAT
and how i wish
to see the sMiLe
of Heaven everlasting
eternAlly noW on otHeR
hUman bEinGs noW besides
jUst mE.. as yes.. even
iN HeaVen it CAN
And Now i smell
Pine Sol.. and my grandmother
who was psychologically and
physically abused by both
her Father and Husband..
and how she scrubbed those
floors from day to night
after picking cotton
to raise her
after waitressing
for 12 hours a day..
to support my mother
and how she finALLy
broke down and could
no longer do it.. and how
my mother supported her.. then
for the rest of her life.. and
how my sister and i but much
more my sister does that for
my mother now.. and how an
extended family of help no longer
exists as much in western so-called
first world civilizations now.. where
clean up crews take care of the remains
of old folks in apartments in Japan
as they have lost all connections
with other human beings in flesh
and blood noW wHere technology
reiGns over flesh… and
how my wife’s greatest
fear.. having no children.. is being
left all alone in later life.. and how
Yellow Boy is truly all her
Love now.. and how
she cannot relate
to what i am
as i cannot
be controlled any more
as just the floor as she
mops it now clean more..
and how allone i feel
yet how alone i can
feel she is.. but
how i cannot
take away
the everlasting
fear of childhood abuse..
not having enough to eat..
and living with little to less
trust in the good
of the world..
as she too was
abused at school..
for having to get those
reduced lunches and not
having the pretty clothes of
other girls.. the world sucks
when people hoard and forget
to give and share.. the world sucks
when folks don’t have an early loving
extended family and village environment..
when the human touch is King and Queen
over material items to buy at SuperWalmart
and store in garages.. when cars become
Lovers.. and homes become God..
when clothes become
and naked
life sucks..
i make love to
liFenoW FucK THAT…
BUT ALLONE i stay… aLiVE..
and the best thing about writing and
expreSsinG emoTioNs like this is i remember
why i Loved my Grandmother so much and
from my last post my friend Renee..
and of course Katrina too.. as they
struggled so much with a history of
abuse.. and Michael
Jackson too.. for i can
shed tears freely now..FReED..
without fear of some ignorant
Christian Red State boy for calling
me queer.. as i’ve worked my way
up to heaVen.. and no REAL FOOL..
but true ‘they’ kNow and feel not what they do.. as they live in
HELL.. AND that’s
the sAddest pARt oF aLL..
an opaque window thAT
has no
window @aLL
to heavenOw…
wITh FucKinG per·se·ver·ance..
iN “DancE SonG mY SoUl”.. yeS!..
and that’s the new naMe oF mY
approaching 4 MilLion Word
poem AkA “KATiE MiA FredericK!iI”
noW as thiS WiLL eventually bE the
667th macro verse of that
as named too..
jUst that..
it’s not enough
to SinG the kNoWledge
oF the Kingdom of God as
Heaven noW.. one may DancE
iT better to find It to open
up the WiNdow and
Breathe Free FiNally..
sadly.. i cannot convince
the wife.. who looks in form
like a Natural Ballet Dancer
to do even one step
of dance
free floWinG
in Feng Shui way..
but iF like me at ’53..
or ’63.. or even ’93..
if she ever takes
that first
step to
dance free..
freeing the emotions
of her body.. from the
tensions of fears iN past..
in regulation of heaven..
integrating her senses
from head to toe..
feeling the
of ecstasy
when the entire
body is one sexual
organ from head to
toe in mind and body
balance of MaKinG Love
to God free within.. outside..
above.. so below and all around FReED
kinda like mE..
anyWay.. the challenge
of liFe gOes oN.. i woNe
thE tEst oF FReED.. and all iS
left is the greAteSt challenge
to even take the closest
one’s to me..
to HeaVenoW..
wITh a spArk thaT
works for them..
or at lEast
a hint..
to the bliss..
the Nirvana of the Kingdom of God Heaven
Inheritance Free thAT caN bE wEfreeforALL..:)

sMiLes.. my friend Candice
thefeathered sleep… at 13..
before the boys tOld me i can’t
smile.. i wrote a play.. and a Christmas
story that won a prize among 80 kids
in two homeroom way..
my greAtEst surpriZe.. as
i could not logically..
in equation way..
figure out wHere the
heaVen in heLL those
emoTioN fillED words
cAMe from then..
and then all went
away except for a spark
in a philosophy class at 18..
wHere the oNe oF aLLInterdependent
Connectedness surfaces in words then..
uknoWinGest.. to me anywhere above..
collective unconsciousness archetypes
then.. of bEinG dEEpeR stEePed as
tea in text book ways..
so now.. i dreAM and
wRite as sAme butt mY frIEnd
tHere is no Heaven iN online but
words of i.. to give.. to share.. nothing
in return but silence most often.. and
that is wHy i dAnce.. i move.. connect..
and create in feat of feet.. as i feel iT aLL
more than iMaGiNaTioN alone.. tHeRe IS
A MinD tHere IS A BoDy.. but without both
iN MoVinG ConnEcTinG waYs oF CreatiViTy
as hEArt tHere is less than two ones of K 11 hOldinG
HAnds at H 8 oF INfInity eternAlly noW aka Heaven
NoW the BliSs the NirVana Satori aLwAYs noW..
and trUe rarEly in public does someone say
may i have this dance wITh yoU NoW..
but iT matters noT..
as after 5348 miles in
33 months noW.. most
everywHeRe i go.. someone
WiLL sMiLE aT mE wHeRever
i go.. in the metro area HeaR
of distance MoVinG
CreaTinG mE
DancE and SonG
oF SoUL noW and the
fools who see only the
fool of me without the sacred
pArt i Live within.. are MiSsinG
something iN liFe i wOUld LovE
to sHare iF they woULd juST
take a
i gET so lonely at
tIMes online too.. mY friEnd..
trYing to leave a Nautilust
shEll of aLL i kNoW.. FeeL.. and
SensE.. whiLe this staRbursT
creaTiViTy eXits as mE..
but i kNow
sEnse and
FeeL thAT
iS onLY
a Dance A Way
and when i have enough
of thiS online thinG.. i juSt
do iT as i AM A Dance oF sTAr2..:)

A SonG oF SoUL for grief.. a sacred
waY for mE noW for sure.. and
‘After the Love is Gone’..
was the that song
for me for decades
as that was the
Song as mentioned
in my last post playing
when my first Love broke
up with me.. and so whenever
i wanted to feel that deep emotion
of sadness.. i could play it on keyboard
as a pianist for decades then.. and yes.. i have
a new one named “Come What May”.. for when our
cat Moby was sick.. and i knew we would not have
much time left with him.. and when he was with
me WiTh bright green eyes..
purring on my leg..
i played it facing
the reality of what
would be me making
the decision sooner than
later to end his life peacefully
rather than struggle of misery and suffering
as best as i could to make his last days
’till the end in comfort then..
and after spending over 5 years
without a tear.. without even
a memory of what a sMiLe
felt like or even
if i had
ever really
felt a laugh
in my liFe aT aLL
as when memories of emotions
go.. there is no reference point
as there are not even emotions
of memories left..
in a black
hole soul
of death living liFe..
so yes.. when my first tear
came in April of 2013.. when
we faced the decision to put down
Sunny Boy.. Yellow Boy’s heir
apparent Son.. as he was
injured in a fight
and found
to have
kitty aids
then.. by a 6
LB terror neighborhood
block cat named Oreo
who was not
even afraid
of the
humans around the
block then.. a tear
came finAlly after the
event of putting him down..
and for the first time in over
5 years i felt strength in my
legs even though i still
retained my
ability to leg
press 500 LBS
with a weak feeling
in my entire body with
only pain that would never
go away.. until that moment
a tear of strength came.. and
what i cAMe to find Wisdom as then..
is that a tear is what makes us strongest
oF aLL.. and yes.. science even shows this
to be true now.. with dopamine increase
of innervating nerve muscles
stronger of course..
along with
and art in
MoVinG.. GroWinG
ConnecTinG.. MoTiVaTinG
MoRe way.. so i embrace
the sacredness of Grief now..
and my theory of why those sad
country music songs are so popular
to the patriarchs in the South
who are taught to
repress their
smiles.. their
and EmoTioNs
overall by screaming
daddies that say get
tough boy.. dam it..
get tough
is it gived
’em an excuse noW
to be human for just
a little.. while. and it’s
probably why they Love Jesus
so much.. as that gives ’em a little
opportunity to express the divine feminine
Love that is God as much as WiLL and Strength
in Fearless way of patriarch men to protect the home
and family.. and Tribe/Nation as such.. so i will come
what may.. in bliss and grief.. as they are both connected
in LiGht
and DArk
as God oF aLL
of i as mE..wE
After the Love iS gOne
iS trUly juST an invitation
iN groWinG HeaVen more.. and iT
was so hard for mE to figure out the
bitter sweet trUth oF aLL oF thAT then..
as i lived in head instead of body
of emoTioNs full in sOuL
and balance
F iN MiNd
and bOdy both baLan-
CinG but now i Understand
so much better and use God
given Nature to my advantage
instead of escape..
Nature has mercy..
and to floW
WiTH NatUre
instead of E-scape
iN flight or flight
away from fight
oF aLL Of
DArk aNd LiGht
iN NiGht Of Day..
iS sImplY
liFe.. The giFt..
thE PreSent.. tHe NoW oF God..
And while no doctor or therapist could
give me a pill to get my emotions back..
i found my own cure.. and interestingly
in the Movie Captain America.. Civil WAr..
Iron Man develops a millions of dollars
technology that allows him
to three dimensionally
visit the trauma’s
of his life’s past
that have
’caused demons
of repressed emotions
and resulting somatic
distress locked in a
body that keeps battle
scars unresolved of
the heARt.. SpiRit..
and soUl in or out
of Balance
as such..
i found a cheaper way..
truly almost a free way to get
mine back.. supported by decades of
nerds finding an avenue to transport
emotions of music to an online haven
of soUl in YouTube way..
and the poeTry
of connecting
emoTions to Language
came to be guide posts
and signs back to the
heARt of i.. and one
blog post
back in Spring
of 2013.. named
Autistic Love Letters
where i did that collage
of many of the folks and the
dog lost to me.. through ages
of slowly repressing the heARt
of i to escape the
path to groWing
that grief can bRing..
it was the spArk that stARted
bRinGinG me back to life.. and
there was a little online heart
break of a misunderstanding between
me and my first real online friend..
and a White Pearl of a new one
in July of 2013.. that
brought me back
to Life again.. aLL
yes.. the Saviors
of my liFe and
truly the cat
Oreo was the one
who initiated
the growth
my sOUl
back.. through
in ultimate effect
of killing one of
the greatest Love
of cats i had
then.. in
what was
left of
what i could
feel of anything then..
surprise.. surprise.. the dArk iS
liGht and the liGht can be dARk..
iT iS aLL onE.. grin and
bear it
as final
LeSsoN to me..
and for reference here..
the posts that truly cured
me.. the memory of Life..
and the help of
who brought
me back.. particularly
Steve Jobs.. as he got
that Retina Display to me..
in the initial spark of
beauty true..
to bRing
me Back to
Life as the
JOB.. a UniVErse
wE aLL aRe toGeTher
on forgotten
noW.. the
saddest paRt
oF liFE is death in Living HeLLnoW..
but the hope is.. iT is tHeRe noW..
even at the dArkest liGht oF aLL..:)

“Autistic Love Letters”


SeeKinG FinDinG PracTiCinG
YiN And YanG BaLanCe NoW
WitH tRee
oF LiFe
noW iN HeaVeNoW..
NoW iMaGiNe iF yA cAN
trUly iT’s noT harD to dO..
iF eVery chiLd coMes
inTo thiS WORlD..
wItH A waY
liKe thiS
yeS.. noW
tHiS sHiRt
sAys aLLtHatiS
aS Truth aNd LiGht
As GoD iN noW ReaL..:)

One of my only views of the world..
albeit blurry as i could only bear to
wear my sun glasses for
more than a few minutes
of excruciating pain
to take Katrina
to Walmart
during those
66 months of shut-in
Hell.. Pain is all i was..
locked in for almost the
first three years.. without
the ability to even read or
watch TV or listen to music
at all.. trapped in my mind
i was then.. and at home..
just sitting on the patio
staring off into
space before
the ability
to look at
a screen turned all
the way down in almost
total darkness of words..
a few inches away to attempt
to stand the eye pain without
the extra pain of prescription
shades.. of focus.. in association
with Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
worst pain known to mankind from
wake to sleep.. for all
those 66 months
of HeLL then.. pain..
and as of November..
Thanks Giving Day
of 2010.. the first
mountain of word
came.. but the hell.. one
of my only views of the
external world was this
dam wood fence at
Walmart all those
years then..
so yeah..
doing a little
reminiscing today
of wHere i’ve been
iN preparation to wHere
i WiLL go neXt.. as i continue
to gain greater memories of my
past life.. after illness took almost
everything away from me as Hell
then.. and the EMoTioNs that
are alWays associated wITh
Memories dArk come
FlooDing back
and bloGGinG
is one of the
best ways
to process iT aLL..
and perHaps.. who KnoWs..
even provide some inspiRaTioN
to someone else along the paths
of longer word journeys now..
bottom line.. it’s a healthy
thing to do.. to explore
the Inner UniVerse oF
hUman and share
as story talers
give.. few do
sTiLL exist
longer than Twitter
and ‘normal’ Facebook
Statuses as days oF OlD..
wheN thE hUman heARt
iS KinG anN QueeN oF WoRlD..:)

And here the patch of Dirt on River
of Downtown Milton..
on Willing Street
my home of
young.. and the
River i LooK aCross
at age 3.. before i can
speak at age 4.. sensing
feeling i have been here
forever wITh the God
of NaturE noW.. And
aLL iSreal.. forevernow..
as now can be then.. now..
and it’s kinda nice when
although your shotgun
home has been
torn down..
what is left
is like a Public
Park to explore
and yes.. reminisce
the days before school
days when all iS Nature
ONE as God and i then..:)

So.. i take a walk up the Hill on Pine Street West
as i walked to first grade school.. at Canal
Street Elementary school in
first grade shoes..
where German
Shepard Dogs
scared me..
thinking they
might bite my hands
then in walk to school..
always felt like those hands
must be protected at all costs
then for some reason or another..
come to fruition now at best
intuitive guess sTiLL..
anyway.. no
dogs today..
and what changed
from Milton High school..
when my Mother graduated
from the same building in the
50’s and Elementary
school for me in
mid 60’s eventually
became my Junior College
place of school.. in ’78 as well..
as College Freshmen then.
oh.. the smAll town liFe
then.. where everyone
knew your name..
and all looked out
for most everyone
then.. a walk to
the five and dime
in the other direction
North.. and just 20 miles
or so south.. to some of the
most beautiful sugar white
sands of beach in the World..
wRite here.. on the banks
and briars that grew
in a place once
called HeLL..
yes.. on
those banks
i am raised then
in small mill town
groWing to Metro
Area full population
Santa Rosa County
now wHere heavy
traffic replaces
Drives of Peace
most every day
oF LiFe.. on Front
Porches.. and fields
of playgrounds.. wHere
children breathe.. and
feel the moist grass between
toes away from screens of scream
as is the norm of close to heLL noW.. REAL..
anyway for all practical intents and purposes..
i am
5 again..
or maybe 7..
but never the less
A L L E L U I A noW..
Yah.. Praise ye YaH..:)

Ah.. Poetry.. an excellent way in either
reading and/or interpreting or/and
eVeN potentiAlly better.. iN
wRiTinG iT to strengthen
the connection between
EmoTioN and WordS
in written guideposts
aS Language..
iS association
iN greater expReSSinG
thAt EmoTioN aS SpiRit..
In written.. oraL.. and yes..
tHere iS non-verbal way noW
oF eXpreSSinG EmoTioN Too..
Of course iN ArT oF Facial expressions.. other
body language.. And perHaps the greAtesT
thing about free FloWinG Dance as
we water as swam or we air as
carried Free.. yeS.. FloWinG
aS oNe ZonE oF FoCuS
aS through MuSiC
of nuanced
WiTh dance
can bRinG posiTiVE
meMories oF EmoTioNs
iN cellular MeMorY
oF receptors
iN potential
hUman alWays
bliss.. wHere through
Bio-Feedback.. wE lEarn
to better regulate our EmoTioNs..
wITh.. yeS.. Relative Free WiLL
to suiT our deSires oF FeeLinG
and also integGraTinG SenSeS..
wHeRe wE arE onE FinELy
tunED FeRRaRi miNd
aNd BodY Balan-
CinG BeiNG soUL noW!..:)

Hmm.. photo of the ‘Clown Shark” as he arrives
three years ago.. iN LuCiFreD BeASt-like Fashion oF Jaws2..;)

And just a toddler
LuCiFred Clown ShArk heAr..;)

Short MicRoVerse from 2015 as
the rest of these MicroVerses mostly are from last year.. 2016..:)

Nerp, actuAlly the metaphor of the 3500 year Old TesTament still rings true with cutting edge science.

First tHere is dark then, then thEre is the light of the science Big Bang, and perhaps theRe is light BEfore dark as well in an INfinite ocean of the Force of God InFiNitY waves, as above so below.

Human arises from ‘Sagan’ star ‘dust’, bible dust, and ‘clay’; all matter that still moves at God Force atomic level.

And therE is yet no proof that dark is NOthing, in terms of a complete vacuum state for scientific metAphor, as well.

It’s not surprising that humans form God in anthropomorphizing way; but never the less, God is creating Force and Master of All that is, as ‘sane’ and same.

The greatest part of grief is it inspires..
The greatest part of human is truly emotions..
As they move human to greater heights of survival..
And sadly some ways of thought away from emotion..
suggest that EmoTioNs are inferior in some way.. and nothingness
of feeling is preferable over all natural human emotions that keep
the species feeling.. moving.. and feeling more for Flight of liGht..
instead of Flight away
from EmoTioNs TrUe..
and the time i spent on the
Wrong Planet.. the last resort
online as metaphor for the outcasts
of life.. stuck in books.. lecture halls..
and often analytical equations
in scientific one step
two step three four five..
to assess and stay
in repeatable ways
of being over and
over and over
again same..
as metaphor
as well… please..
as sure they do other
stuff too.. as this is just
a loose generality..
but anyway..
same is hell
Heaven is change..
and the way to move
is to feel first in ways
iN positive liGht oF EmoTioNs
In HiGher Vibrations Of LiFeNoW
as SonG iN DancE oF LiFe
Flows hiGher in positive
And sure.. while the
“Eckart Tolle” Goal noW
of now is simply existing
in the now.. desiring nothing
along with Buddha and others
in a middle way.. i wanna feel the
highs and lows too.. and come
back to the middle
to rest..
and even
in that place
of floating
bliss now
that is calm
and even like
a still Lake moonlit
way.. of inner peace..
Life is a circus.. a fair..
and a firework of survival..
And yes.. a liGht too BriGht
to dim with silence in breathes
of ease away from challenge..
Challenge bRinGs adaptation..
change and another way
to experience life..
as the human
race SinGs
and Dances
i On iN liGht
oF EmoTioNs MoVinG
uS hiGher and higHeR iN
all the nuanced ways noW oF
multi-verse rainbow life briGht..
Sure.. i wanna experience that
thing that “Eckart Tolle” the Buddha
and other have but i wanna do Pat
Benatar too.. as Promises in the DArk..
yes.. trUly Ark of Life can be dARk
as WeLL as liGht.. and when
aLL becomes saCred
from inside.. outside..
above.. so below and
all around..
liGht and
D a R K
AnD NonE iS DEatH..:)

Facebook Friend Sherri provides
the prompt of this SonG and DancE oF
poeTry by sharing the SonG oF
Promises In the Dark by
Pat Benatar..
and i say..

Thanks.. i literAlly
needed that
wRite now..;)
Every note of every
SonG and DancE
LiFe IS A poetic
prompt to me..

“The Powerful Play of Life Goes on and you May Contribute a Verse”

“What WiLL your Verse Be”

From the Robin William’s Dead Poet’s
Society remARKable SonG and DancE
aLL aBout LiFeNoW oF PasSioN JoY..
wHere the rules of art are
ripped out
of the
Book oF School..
and Neo becomes
the Poetry oF LIFe..
i don’t write FucKinG poEtry
for liKes and followers.. and
shares and such as thAT..
although i share iT
aLL for free
iN GiVinG
as that iS the way
oF hUman BeinG out
of the hOUses of StoRinG
GRain in AgriCULTural start
away from BeinG hUman
KiNd.. iN jealously and
greed.. anger.. and
hate and all stuFF
oF Fear away
i SinG and
have us
bE as US As wE..
and that iS why the
new ISraEL U.S. A.
and other free ways
thaT iS
for IS
aT lEaster
As hUman reborn
aS Free.. comes to
greATer FruiTioNoW..
as no longer is existence
predetermined by cultural
and religious existing rule
alone.. ALLONE iS Free as
GoD and We.. and the prophets..
as messengers oF GoD eXisT
wHereVer Fearless Love
as HuWoMan..
and SinG..
WitH TrUe
Relative Free WiLL..
wHeRe the F iN of Orca
is no longer limPed oVer..
hiGh wE SWi’M.. aS
JuSt anoTHeR
plaY oN poeTry..
FReED WiLLeY noW..
Yeah BaBy.. yoU kNow
aLL those selfies.. wITh
the left Arm raised as TriAngle
hiGh.. no that ain’t just an arm
thaT iS an Orca FiN Free
the Loose..:)

“The shoe that fits one person pinches another;
there is no recipe for living that suits all cases.”

~~ Carl Jung ~~

Carl Jung is one of my favorites
as he wasn’t afraid to step
out of the
shrink box..
all wrapped up as
such in mind altering
drugs.. in ways of neuro-chemicals
which are only a tiny ingredient of
the neuro-mix of human being.. iE
oxytocin.. being a great
pArt of the
mix of social
bonding that
the profession is
only recently addressing
and there are so many more
lost continents of mind that
at least Jung attempted
to seek.. find and
case study
way.. and the greaTest
thing about being a Bi-Polar..
Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde type..
as i readily admit from
my history as such..
i’ve seen both sides
up close.. and
inside.. outside..
above.. so below
and all around noW
and understand Now
why i scare the crap out
of some folks.. and excite
others to no end with wee i can’t
believe i’m meeting you now
man.. they are they and
me is me.. those are those
and us or them.. Bio-Diversity
and all diversity is the way
of change.. the way
oF God oF aLL Nature
don’T take a Rocket
Scientist or Chemist
Pope to get this
Basic tenant
oF aLL tHat iS
and sure.. yes..
Being the
Lunatic in a room..
can spell either fear
or eXciTeMent for
those who enter
different ways of
BeiNG hUman..
but what i kNow from
the dArKest liGhts and
BriGhTest niGhts is there
are some places the hUman
HeArt.. SpiRit and MiNd
and BoDy balance
or imbalance
as SoUL
goes thaT iS
organic in Nature
where only time can
cure some ills in Rest
and Recuperation back
into liGht from dARk..
iT is those who have
sunk and swam..
swam and
and swam
again.. that
Learn to Swim
iN liGht and Dark..
and the hardest pARts
can be the shades of grey
in purgatory of middle ‘tween
Heaven and Hell.. but i have
a hidden grin my frIEnd as
i’Ve seen ‘tween.. above
and below most ALL
aRounD oF aLL
both sIDes noW..
and no doubt the
colors beyond the
RainBoW i Live.. few
have.. enTeRed noW..
but.. iF i can gET heRe
noW.. i retain hope for
otherS in the DarKest
Dead iN LiFe..
and as far as the
government goes.. meh.. 25 years
worKinG for that three ring circus
too long.. to be worried about rule
makers and such as that and
anyway.. a truly crazy
to hide.. nothing
to fear.. and nothing
to hate.. but Loving LiFe..
yeS.. it’s
F iN Crazy
but IT’s Free
iT’s NoW anD as
Ferris Bueller saY iN etH
a miGhty grasp of WisDom
take a day off or yA miGht jUSt miSs iT..
So.. i took mY LiFe oFF and
LiVeOnoW.. thanks Ferris..
even if you are not
AM noW
And craZy
iS as smART does..
iN thE SpiRit oF George Carlin
oN course
oF course..
WiTH A FoRresT
VieW oF GumpTiOn..:)

So.. as balance goes..
and Yin and Yang SinGs
HiGher and higheR Free..
MoVing and CreaTinG i am
but i am MiSsing ConneCtinG
a little too much..
so in an attempt
@reaching more folks
one on onE noW
as noW iS aLL tHat
iS i travel to dVerse..
to connect
iN SoUl
of poeTry
tHeir and as far as
reciprocation.. i AM
usuAlly a little too strange
for that but that is the way
of the online poeTry world
As iNfusED iN structured way..
oF away from Robin Williams
Dead Poet’s Society wITh more
introverted.. conservative
ruLED miNds..
tHIS bird sINgs fREE
A SonG and DancE
oF LiFe.. FReEd and
Y tHere are
noWs that
SinG WitH
mE and WinD theY
Do Choirs of AngELs
coMe aLiVe as ET
iS real iN
SonG and
Dance both
on earth noW
and OnLinE too
iN eXTrAterrestrial
way as thaT is what
E Land IS A Land aWay
from real that can be anything
we like or dislike or totally ignore..
but in real liFe.. i cannot be ignoRed
any more than a rose.. in the middle of Desert SAndS
as i dance a liGht briGhter than the moon briGhT aT niGht..
but yes.. noW
theRe iS tHat
record online thaT
i promiSed God wOUld
last after the last SonG
and Dance oF mEnoW..
and iF yoU are one of mY
few friEnds yOu WiLL
kNoW FeeL i never
break a
to a friEnd
and or mY friEnd
God iN Covenant waY..:)

WeLL.. naH.. i don’TusAlly
share Thursday NiGht Dance
Shirts tHe niGht beForE DancE
aS Thursday NiGht WiLL bE
mY 110th Dance Week niGht
oF DoinG juSt thAT..
At Old Seville Quarter
wiTh aLL thE
Kool College
age folks tHeRe..
but Vincent Van Gogh
wITh aN S for HopE..
iT’S aBout placE..
wE hAve..
A SupeR
herO liKe thAT..:)

Believe it or not..
As Ripley sTiLL can
say.. i am not a word
person from birth.. i mean
duh.. didn’t speak until age
4.. so obviously a fAct.. as weLL
as Art of mE.. and trUly a form oF
Hyperlexia.. in interpreting and decoding
all stuff symbol.. is what i am.. a precocious
reader almost before speaker i was then..
although i could rarely maintain much
comprehension of whAT i read
other than the words
of forms
that i could
say in detail
way.. rather than
getting the bigger
picture then.. noW
in watching even
a movie and taling
iT back in
of telling speech
in verbal spoken
way.. so what’s wITh
aLL these words.. as visual
and numerical thInker is what
i am in symbolically navigating
my world back then.. wondering
watching.. all those talking
heads on news..
when WiLL i Flow
words like them
back then..
Well.. yeah.. i’M also
good then iN remembering
auditory lectures of Rote
fActs when focused iN
totAlly laser way aLL
In school then.. too..
and my visual and number
memory so great.. no contact
number list for me.. in personal
assistant way.. and let me tale you
all about the shirt i wore.. on a vacation
20 years ago.. down to the way it felt
on my neck yes.. back then too..
but words.. they
escaped the oral
way of presentation
in coherent flow way..
until the typewriter comes
and i have the opportunity
to back space and
delete iF
need be
for iT aLL
to make sense..
and after losing effective
use of my eYeSiGht and
HeARing for around 66
months from January
2008 to July of 2013..
i am forced into Navigating
the World.. and do it more..
when i start writing online
oN Thanks Giving
Day of 2010..
and it’s great to be able
to see anything even just
2 inches away from dimly
lit screen.. through the pain
of heLL StiLL trying my best
to escape it in mind of written
words.. then.. So.. the picture.. number
and interpreter reason Thinker STiLL becomes
words and the rest is history as record here..
and many folks online who are identified having
Autism.. actually have a non-verbal.. form of Autism
wHere the word part comes easy but identifying faces
and expressions can be very difficult.. including
Math associated stuff.. and moving out
of a literal stay of miNd into
the more figurative
metaphor stuff
oF LiFE iN aRT oF hUman
way noW.. so yes.. it’s worth
noting than many poets who navigate
the human mind and environment through
words over photos and number way..
WiLL not get along as well
with the way
i write..
as an eXVisual
image and number
tHInKer too.. but yes..
as iS the fAct of mY liFeNoW
tHeRe iS alWays challenge.. change…
and adaptation for neuroplasticity
in BRain Change way and
eVEn Epigenetics..
wHere wE unpack
our potential stored
DNA.. in genes.. and
make more more change
in even incredible and dramatic
change.. as is the case for
mE iN July
of 2013..
anyWay.. as i say aGaiN
Human Nature is Dynamic
aLways Changing
as adapting to
Challenge iN
and the Video.. as lInked
above about poeTry
iN TED Talk format
certainly SinGs a
SonG of THis
Nature oF
iN beInG
Human BeinG2..:)


WeLL.. a few detours
have deterred my Visit
back to dVerse and wHeRe
WiLL i sTart.. yes.. i’ll
go straight to the
last prompt
on Tuesday
wHere it’s about
Doors and opening
them and who.. now..
perhaps Writer’s own
the Wind.. as
Jim Morrison
WiLL likely
Ride too..
in memory
of the Doors
too.. yes..
wRiteR’s noW..:)

Doors oF ever noW..
open closeD
Brighter pathS
allone maY
kNoW noW..:)

FAcing tHe tesT
iN Door oF DeatH
Been tHeRE dONE
iT aLivE
aLiGht SHinE..:)

Doors oF tools
of human kind..
Guns and Roses..
Cars and Homes
yes.. fridges..
and stoves..
all doors
human touch..:)

Door of adults a
screened down porch
to children sitting at
a table one notch
Adults Sing
a song of
i wanna
more than
nursery rhymes
in grand ma’s
play pen
then.. they say
that’s where the
Kid’s eat..
i say..
i AM.. no
label just
a garden sTiLL..
in fertile soil..
Rose of i
so read

For me too..
walking down
a childhood road..
doors of old homes
antiquity sOld..
Lives inside

TiMe.. a River
and not a clock..
Life.. a now
and not
an end..
SAdly.. iN
more.. than liFe
oF Now.. Holy..
Insanity.. can
reign in
Nature.. has
the answer..
and Nike

The arriving or leaving
thaT multi-door of
liFe i’ve fAced
three nows
iN total..
one at 21..
two at 47..
three strikes
and i’m still
door remains
and then
i Dance..
back to doors
unless i’m wRiTinG
DancinG poetry
juST opening
old doors

the doors to
lonG ones for
me.. breWinG
Dr. Jekyll
to Mr.
as only
pLay oF
fiNdinG aLL
iS plaY in Y anG
oF LiFeNoW SonGs

YiN YanG
oF ‘PasSioN
foR LiVinG
Arts opeN DooRs
Of LiGht iN NiGht
DArk oF dAy noW..:)

Very quick side
note here..
a liFe oF Art..
side note ends..
and poeTry sTiLL
stArts and beGiNs..
with no end
or Finish

SMiLes.. i’LL
go doubting
Thomas route
iN opTioNaL
goSpel.. aWay
HeRe froM SAint
Francis.. Matthew..
All the rest..
best noW
oF aLL
don’t waiT..
WinDow fALLs..:)

doors to dance
StiLL relieve
me iN
of past..
trust me
not or yes..
when i say..
as Air Force
treating combat
veterans can say..
i’ve never
seen a case
of anxiety
as bad as
mine was
and no noW
longer iS
iN noW..
oF Dance..
they do happen..
but seriously..
body keeps
score.. to
free A priSon
oF iT iN iNterpretive
free style NO LESsONs
dance.. can bE A way
out free
of a priSon
iN mInd
and body
oF soUL..

i wouldn’T
be surprised
to date.. iF God
don’t sEnd A bEast
liKe GodZillA
tO tEach
A lesSon
fOr tranSgresSinG
aGAINsT Life
iN God’s
NatUre hOMe NoW
ouT oF BalanCinG
wRitE noW.. oH..
DoorS noW to
HeaVen alReaDy
openED.. hUmans
creaTe A heLL
iN doorS

Be back..
6:06 pm..

Pre-MacroVerse from Four years ago..
Back iN thE Logical Mind of the Left Brain
Wrong Planet more as sHells
of Words as literal more2
than figurative allone
and much deeper
than words shells
concrete aS Such aLOne..:)

“Autistic Love” and the “Science of Kindology”

And yes..
back at 10:30 pm..

Doorways to Energies..
Oh.. Doorways to Love..
Furry pets come and
go.. Electric ZonE
of heat.. cooL noW
and entertainment
morE.. soMenoWs
i dance mORe As
air and water..
allone plays
wITh mE

World of spoon fed from
birth domesticated cats
we are with
wrapped around
the fingers of culture
we are.. always school..
always work.. little
no looking
glass within
to move connect
and create internally
and DancE
A Hurricane
outside.. a calm
within we generate

Screen Doors of Love
Swing by in rhymes of
times gone by..
Love within
Sings a
of missing
Door sWings
of Love
just a new
door to be found
to Love even more..:)

EmoTioNs of hUmans
rust without trust..
hidden in
of pain..
cob webs
of empty
SinG in sHades
of grey.. colors
igNite iN bones
aflaMe iN want..
Love iS in the Air
BehOld a flAMe oF
SoUl moVinG
iN colOrs SpRinG..:)

Door aNew
Door aOld..
Door sOld
Door bOught
Door bRinGS
Change oF dArk
And liGht challenge
Adapt GroWinGs mOre..:)

Every gRain of SAnd
a Door open to the
oF aLL..
or closed
to the essence
of one man less..:)

Birds and Fish Navigate
within.. wITh birds
a Trigeminal
per Quantum
aS baffLED
bY science
StiLL.. oh!
hUmans take
from others
aNd siT STiLL..
ha! apeX predaTor
iN priSons oF electriC
chAIRS Guinea PigS
iN TwiliGht

Revolving Doors of input
output garbage in
data of cogs
in machines
of culture
to be filLed..
MoVinG.. CoNecTinG
CreaTinG Doors output
more than input spoon
birth.. Terminator
ways die when Internet
kills the TV
as long as
of output becomes
the Terminator 2 gAMe..
Neo Lives too in output GamE..:)

girls bore
now most
for FREE
don’t stop
with the first
dogs begging
for bones at the door..
DiVersiTy.. iT’s what God
has fOr DiNner aFter aLL iS
The trUtH anD
liGht don’T giVe
an F whAt thE
F hUman books thInk..
hehe.. bet i aT lEast lose one
so-called followeR
for this little
i shine
oF Truth JEWeL
but Jesus.. ‘they’..
the whore dogs..
Neutered Jesus..
noW thaT waS aN ulTiMate
sIN oF ForEver fOr MaKinG liFe REAL..:)

SMiLes.. in mountains..
in valleys.. streams.. rivers
to oceans.. sky above..
and fertile
legs ‘tween
free humans
in sands
oF Life
God oF Heaven’s
Kingdom Lives Free
when Free SinGS a
SonG of SoUl oF
uS.. So FReED..:)

LiFe of liGht
Art of Hell..
Dark SoUl
of Night
Door to liGht
liFe’s Serpent..
Reptilian BRaiN
Lives for Balance..
Fearless Love.. heARt’s
SpiRiT SinGs a Balance
MiNd and BoDy SoUl FReED..:)

NeedLE of birth
spoon fED cultUre..
Breeds Trees wITh
low limbs.. Leaves..
climb hiGh.. open
aBove DancE noW
SinGs beloW SonG
A SoUl oF FReED..:)

BomBs oF Love
LiVinG iN poeTry
LoVe.. BombS
Of SWords liVing
In BooKs oF haTe..
God of Hate..
oF Love
SoUL of SonG..
GoD FReED..:)

Feed a soUl..
young and cold..
GroW a heArt
old and wArm
SpiRit never
GroWs oLd
to eternal
YoUth inSide..:)

Ah.. LiFe rEborn iN Art
GarDen iNside
gRoWs ouTside..
aboVe.. so beloW
and aLL aRound..
morE.. aS
Big Bang
aBove.. Big
Bang beLow..
hUmans no

GHosts oF terrOr
builDinGs Of War
crumbLed tEars..
A SonG..
FiRe briGht
FirE SinGS
Bold Cold
oF LiFe..:)

fly deep South…
Beach White no Snows..
i stay Beach Free Life More..
LiFe’s A Beach..;)

Strangest Door of minD..
Hospital tAble cOld..
no more words..
Cold as
wake in cotton
clouds.. fuzzy
warm deliGht oF
Sleeping DreAM
aWake.. diD
i reAlly diE..
iS thiS reallY
heaVen noW..
enJoy iT while
It lasts lesSons
oF Hell iN Heaven’s
Hell Of Heaven aGain..
40 days of no Sleep ..
Back a LiFe..
ps.. True Story..
Door to LiGht oF LiFe..:)

And at 12:19 am..
that’s all folks..

OKay.. as
i’m back noW
and yeS noW for
all practical yeS..
noW intents and purposes
i am Jesus.. kindA liKe A
‘the dude coming out of
the Water.. the Waves..
The Ocean wHole’.. in
the video above..
just wanting
to give
Fun to other
folks without any
personal judgements
over what is good or evil..
in fAct more like what feels
good and does not harm
other pArts of God..
as happy
to survive
and thrive alivE noW
iT’s what Nature AKA
God does after aLL iS
DanceD and SunG
and tHe wHOle dAM
tHinG sTartS
aLL oVer
yes.. but the way
iS survive and thrive..
unmistakable everywhere
one looks in NatUre sTiLL
noW.. and hUmans A
of THe GreAT i AM..
A to Z.. yEs..
Alpha to
and beYonD
oF aLL thAT iS..
Namaste.. as i sEE
and FeeL and kNoW
thE Festive pARt oF
God iN yoU tO
and thRive
aLive aS WeLL..
aNd aGain foR All practical
intents and purposes i am Jesus..
that don’t mean i am literally Jesus
as mE.. as ME iS the Great i AM
HuWoManiFeST iN Me..
So i ‘DancE aNd SinG
GoD FReED’.. and
while tHeir cAn
CerTaiNly bE
aN inFiniTe numBer
of LabELs iN metapHOrse
foR this neXt Macro Verse
of tHe ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’..
numbeRinG numBer 667 noW
iN “KATiE MiA FredericK!iI”
Word Press VerSion onE LonG
poem oF WeLL oVer 3 MilLionoW
WoRds noW.. tens of thouSandS
of photos.. thoUsands oF
Videos.. and much
much more..
of a little
bit of the FuLL
current GoD word+ bible
unabridged thaT iS Internet
iN GOlden City in the sKeYes
oF FReED noW.. but sTiLL noW
oNly a tiny piece of tHe UniVerSal
maniFest oF GodALLONE i AMnoW NoW
iS God wants to
SurVive and thriVe..
kinDa liKe Girls juSt
wAnna hAve fUn.. anD
The soonEr wE sEE GoD
iN aLL and acCept thE iNheritance
oF God iN uS FReED tHe moReNOW
WE’LL giVe aNd sharE For FReED
aAd finAlly mORe oF God
WiLL bE supeR
KooLFooL SacReD
NaKeD noW
anD hapPy
WeaRinG sHaDes
liKe mE oR however
GoD likEs iT iN YoU
as Fearless Love..
iN BalanCinG
miNd and BoDy
way as planets
WiLL do in bliss
of orbit around
SuN Free easy
peacey moonlit
niGht oF BliSs
tWo Lovers embraCinG oNe
in BEach SAnds oF FloWinG
Passionate Love.. oF FReED..
So yeah.. Dance and Sing God FReED..
iT’s what i do.. for heaVen noW.. and iT F iN Works
too.. FREE..
seriOUsLY.. theE
UniVerSe can be
a cOld and lonELy
place without liFE..
Cherish iT.. GRoW It
Fearless.. iN Love
liKe a boat
Live.. Love
and Laugh..
Sing.. FReED
or like the video noW
sHows look for Seagull
sHit and you will find that
pARt of God too.. i choose
WinGs over sHit and jUST Fly
like ET on Terrestrial PlanET noW..
and wITh aLL that iS noW
sAid thiS
super LonG
of SinGinG
DanCinG aLL oF..
mE iS read to publish
on Word press after noW
i get the rest of mY
sHit ToGeTheR noW..
jUst for God FuN
FReED and liKe
i said and
did before..
i do not
break my
promises to
either friEnd
or Covenant
wITh God so
the record goes on
iN aLL the ways thAT comes aGaiN..
even if i am mostly like a thief in
the niGht wHere most people
even kNow
mY real
AM noW iN..
oh by a Way
i shaved my beard
when i was 24.. as
some of my girl FRIeNDS
tOld me you are too sexy
for that beard Fred.. you
are hiding your Angel Beauty..
and yes.. i kNow i Look more
like an olDer bEast now.. butT
LiON or whatEver.. fly RoBin FlY..
aLwaYs noW
for better or
worse and better
aGaiN wED iN DArk
and liGht.. masculine
and feminine as dualities
become onE and FReER NoW..
MoVinG Be jUst BE
ConNecTaRinG crEA
TinG Rivers mOre Ocean
wHoLe are wE noW Fearless
FReED aS LoVe.. God sMiLes..:)

ShiT.. ps..
alMost forGot ..
to say.. iN thaT
Video up tHeRe
THAt jesus got to go
to Venice California…
true the beaches are much
more beautiful here.. but as
mentioned earlier in this epic
Macro verse poem.. now to be
titled.. “DancE SinG GoD FReED”..
Milton is originally the place
named hell in the USA..
and as far as
Jesus’ teachings
about the outcasts
among us being
the first in
the Kingdom
of God later oN
or Now if ya gEt
tHeir noW.. sociologists
suggest that the ARE i live
in is the most difficult place
for a non-conformist Jesus-
liKe Dude in terms of different
from the norm to thrive alive..
so yes.. God gives me
quite a challenge
sending me to
HeLL with
a medical
assessed pain
known as type
two Trigeminal
Neuralgia worse
than the torture
pain of crucifixion..
and i was even born
in HeLL.. hehe.. literally
speaking per town history..
anyway.. they might have tried
to erase the sMiLes off of me
in school.. yes.. ’em so-
called Christian
Bully Boys..
but they
can’t stop
me from DanCinG SinGinG
noW totAlly wITh thE sKin
oF God FREE onLInEnoW..:)

Oh.. the signs
oF TrUth and liGht..
the letteRs.. the numbeRs..
the worDs.. and otHeR viSuaL
symBols.. seNses.. FeeLinGs kNoWinGs
oF aLL thAT iS and quiET hoNestLY.. noW A
Rear end oF mY car iN juSt a random taG
iSsued by the County Santa Rosa..
Tax Collector’s oFFicE.. noW
F in says iT
aLL iN
for those
who see.. feel..
and knoW farther
than form ways..
And.. oF course
aS WeLL.. the H
8 standing InFiNitY
sYmbol for HoNda
iN Civic way.. wHere
two halves of whole
iN K11 become H8 noW..
joining ones ToGeTher bRidge
yeS.. InFiNiTy.. stanDinG TaLL..
joiNinG HemisPheres of hUman
brAin leFt and RiGht in BaLanCinG..
as hemispheres west to east.. and
latitudes north to south of Earth
noW BeCoMeS oNe ForCe
aLL oF God FReED
iN hUWoMaNiFesT
waYah.. yeS.. noWfREE..:)

And yUP.. sPeaKinG
of siGns and sYmbols..
random as such.. noW
iN synchronicity way..
thAT is the shadow
of a human in battle
worn feet now approaching
6000 miles in 36 months of Dance
Walking most everywhere i go.. noW
in a martial arts and ballet-like way
around September 6th..
2016.. oN cuRrent
trajecTory oF aRound
166.66 Monthly MiLes
close to 5400 miles noW
oF i aS water
and aiR floaTinG
oN Terrestrial
Land FReED..
however.. not
without A price
of struggle of
course as the
dance has practically
shined my nails off
in some places of
war torn moves..
but anyway..
if one can
stand to look
at the casualties
as such.. in the dirt
and terrain of left
foot worn.. perhaps
a Lion or Man in robe
but it’s onLY up to ya
to determine

FAcebook profiLe phOto statUs thiNgY..
anD i noW aM eMBarKinG oN A Starry
Starry niTeniTe adVenture..
yeS.. chaNNeLinG VinCent..
To hELp mE DanCe..
oR aT lEasteR i caN
iMaGinE aLL thaTnow
iS iT.. iN ViSuAliZinG
iT.. noW aNd bRinG iT
To FruiTioNoW.. aS iS..
Or MayBeThIS wHole
statuS thingiE.. iS juSt
A MaGiC iNcANtaTioN..
oR thE plaCebo aFFeCt
iN QuaNtuM
floW oF Sub-Atomic
emPoWeRinG sTuFF..
iT WiLL Be aS wiLL bETrUeLiGht..:)

WilhELmiNa’s DanCinG
Shoes for mE a place to
go wHeRe FloW iN zoNE
iS number 1..
a way oF
liFe thaT
kNows aLL
Equal noW
and no Equal
aT aLL iN Balance
oF uP and DoWn
inside.. outside.. a
Merry Go ’round..
Before i found
i AM Dead..
Funny Little
i choose to believe
God IS A Laugh and maKe iT So
noW aS noW iS aLL tHAt iS.. jUSt So..
whaT coMes
oR NoT..
i choose YES..
And JuSt Do iT..
And so far i have
a running 3 yeAr streak
oF forTune’s DancE SonG FReED..:)


Rotating the stone….

SMiLes aGaiN.. my friEnd and Peace Be with you..
After 45 Months of non stop DancE and WRiTE NoW
iN SonG of PoeTry and 78 Months of total all wRite
online day in and day out with never a day oFF
from wRiTe.. wheRe the empiricAlly
MeaSuRed consequences of
that action can be counted
in terms of the 12 Million
or so words online in
those 78 Months
that are still left
and not
out by those
who hold different
enough opinions to
see what i do as not worthwhile
oF eXistence and the words no one
can currently delete out of A “SonG oF mY SoUL”
on the website that also holds around 100K photos
uploaded in visual way of the sAMe that i pay for each
year at a rate of 299 American Dollars with a Dance of
7300 pluS miLes Long W/those 4 Million words plUs noW
in the sAMe Period of 45 months now.. and my personal
Version oF A Bible as i for one cannot completely agree
with anyone else’s version of a Bible in written way to date..
as that arises to 1 year of 1.6 Million words by Memorial Day of
2017.. for whatever reaSon FeeLiNG and SeNsinG i am dRiven to do
all of this NoW SinCe Thanks Giving Day of 2010 to escape pain and
numb of emotions and to Celebrate the loss of that Pain and GaiN
oF EmoTioNs Standing on a Beach at the end of July.. 2013.. on
or about that date of the 22nd then.. CaLLeD to do this by a
Force within that is much hiGher than i ever experienced
before that some folks refer to as Kundalini Rising
and the First Baptist-like Folks call as Evil
As a Power of Suggestion and Emotional
reLease of Frenzied Dance and uninTelligible
Chants in a Tribe of EmoTioNal And Sensory
Spiritual charge of inspiration for greater liGht
oF EmoTioNs and SenSes.. sAMe in the Big
Pace Assembly of God Church down the road
close to where i do my BaLanCinG aCT of Free
StyLe Dance of Ecstatic Transcendence liGht and TruTh as the
Butterfly Human Floats out oF A Cocoon now.. hiGher in Super
Walmart too.. i’ve come to find people bind for common meaning
and purpose in Holy and Sacred ways from the extreme insane
of welcoming Female Genital Mutilation and the erasure of
Pleasure that serves for iNspiration for Productivity and
Creativity of Life to keep them uninspired in Desert
Lands of Scarcity without the WiLL to Move to
Greener Pastures of both Mates and
the Environment in general.. to
yes ..the so-called evangelical
core of church in the US
that hold dear a dear
leader where a
Pussy Grab
Describes his
entire character of
taking what is not his
and turning whatever was
Good about the archetypal
hero story of the Jesus Dude
into a Prostitute for Political Power
now as they always do in general
in the First Baptist Church anyway..
it’s true the First Baptist Folks call
the Assembly of God Folks evil noW for
tHeir Frenzied Dance out of mind to escape
worries of mechanical cognition ways of being.. Now
And it’s true.. the Folks in the Assembly of God Church
say they ain’t got spirit.. they ain’t got spirit our team does..
Go Team First Assembly of God.. Go Team First Assembly of
God and Paint the Bleachers Stained Glass Holy and Sacred
iN A PepRally more.. HUman NaTure my friEnd sTiLL of course is
Driven blind by Emotions in whatever the group think of the Social
Animal Comes to Share by.. wHoever is the current inspiring leader
in Great Dictator way of Charlie Chaplin too.. and the Best thing of all
about Being an Anthropologist at core for all my life now too iN trying to
figure out why the folks at church were more like devils and why the folks
they called devils like homosexuals were more like the Jesus i read about
in the New Testament.. it’s Nature my FriEnd and Human Nature we live in
as an in between World of dARk and LiGht in how we Color the World as
individuals and group think too.. some folks DO Matrix Neo Jesus escape
as Buddha and Krishna and Lao Tzu too.. whether in Fictional
Characters or True Scotsmen too.. Masons as they say
who look to human archetypes to escape but tend
to leave women out in Patriarchal way
as the fear of course is
someone else is gonna
have someone else’s baby to
raise if they get together.. not realizing
we share basically the same DNA and
come from the same General Place as
Source Material too.. hehe.. whether that
Be Egg or Sperm Different we sWiM iN the
SamE OcEan as water droplets and sure
SeMeN dropLeTs and Egg SHeLLs of LiFe too..
Don’t need no words though to understand all of this..
juSt a Naked Sand and Sun Dance Free preferable at the
Beach if that was legal down heAR in LA Lower Alabama Mill Town
way once named Hell for the Briars of River Bank too.. yes.. HeaR
iN Panhandle Way aS State of FloWers in County of FloWers Santa
Rosa wHere i attend Saint of FloWers Saint Rose as Church juST
for the Fun of SinGinG and HolDinG someone’s Hand if they
are open enough to do that with what some folks name
as a Legend of Dance in the Metro Area now and
other folks see as cray cray crayfish crazy man
who almost never wears the same shirt
in two places now.. anyWay.. i muST
Giggle a little my FRiEnd gigoid
as at the beginning of this
i was almost tempted
to say i am ready
for a vacation for at least
a day away from all of this and
NoW i am InspiRed to Go on and
as you kNow i See God as NaTuRe PluS
aLL Natural for what is Seen and Unseen and
FeLT and UnFelT and SenSed and not SenSed
too.. so it’s not hard for me to imagine now the faCT
ThaT God is so inspired as Nature plUs within mE.. NoW
that i am inspiRed again as Me.. and i SinG NoW Fuck the Vacation
and WriTE and DancE oN as you suggest too my FriEnd.. i suppose
the greATest accomplishment is finding Heaven in Hell or coming to
the realization and the truth and the sadness that some folks will
never find it now closed in the walls of group think away from
liGht aS FReED.. sAd thing my friend is Building a wall is
of the diSease
oF LiVinG aWay
frOM a DancE and
SinG from Naked and
FReED for even clothes
my FriendS are wHeRe the
wAlls stARt.. i toss
that evil to
Wind and becoMe the
Beach agAIN Naked NoW as
the wiNd and waTer DanceS and SinGs
in more colors than a brush and paint of
regular or unleaded church will ever bring
for the hiGh TeST i am.. my FriEnd.. OcTAne more
8 sTanding TaLLeR InFinity SeeinG and FeeLing and SeNsinG BeinG More..
NoW.. sure.. for all practical intents and purposes i’m not reAlly Jesus as
Jesus has become a prostitute in reaLiTy to most folks now..
Breaded with flours and tainted with wine and
cooked just right for Trumps to eat..
meanwhile my friEnd i
Strip off those
lies and
Live more like
Lucifer than a pot of GOld
and nah.. not the John Milton
Version out of Paradise Lost.. the
LA Lower Alabama Version of Garden
oF Eden heAR.. FloWers my friend.. PaNhandle CounTy
Flowers Saint of Roses eYes and eaRs oF Love.. NoW wRiTE
off of Exit 33 moving West on Interstate 10 in county tag size 33
too.. And as always thanks for the Inspiration.. people who seek find
what they are looking for.. people who sit die as death.. Good luck my friEnd
in your
i do hope
you find what
you are looking for..
hehe.. reminds me of
the ending scene of the
Planet of the Apes.. i’LL
Be the Beach and
enjoy that Young
47 year old
Woman with
the eternal
teenager form on the Back of my Horse..
And meanwhile Charlton Trump can complain
about his congregation blowing up all the STUFF..
And as the latest episode of the FoXLucifer show so eloquently
SinGS.. find the Emotional Pain.. eMbrace it and use it as a fiery
to open
the gates
of Heaven within…
iT’s the first Mother’s
Day without my Mother
and this will be the most
Epic MacroVerse i have
written in three days..
you see.. my friEnd..
i listen to the WiNd
wHeRe iT coMes
from NoW as my liNes
are alWays oPen foR A cALL oF Light
no matter Tears or Joy of DaRk or LiGht..
i DancE and SinG oN thE GoD i FeeL and SenSe..
So far a Lamp
with no
off switch as
juST A BlesSinG
oPen FoR NoW oN A iMaC2..;)

CRaP! shiT!.. i
alMoST forgot the
Moral of the Story..
last night when at gym..
the Retired Commodore
as a Captain of a Navy Military
Station.. what Sailors call as a
Mustang in the Navy who Rose
up from Enlisted Ranks to top
Officer Ranks too.. a Vietnam Vet
who once held a Catholic Mass in
the Fox Hole Killing Fields of Jungles
then when all the folks said Fuck the
Denominational Divisions.. let’s juST
HoPe and Pray we get the
FucK out of this place
alive.. as
Blood was all
that counted in
flesh and bones
way.. with the emotions
and senses of the now as
the only thing keeping them
toGeTheR and FiGhting allone..
anyway.. i asked him as he attends the
Catholic Church i visit have they found a Replacement
for the Bishop who recently moved to a HiGher role in
the Organizational Structure of the Pope Led Church..
He said “no”.. ‘they are waiting for you’.. and i said HA!
as this Dude is like stone cold serious who pays
attention to every fine detail and never
moves off of sidewalks as far as i
have seen of that disciplined
Gladiator of a man who
Still can Squat
400 Lbs heAR..
recently before
Battling a winning
War of Cancer now
at age 75.. FucKinG
Inspirational this man truly
is like Jack LaLanne and Bruce Lee.. A Real Rambo2..
ROCK.. and the such as that.. so yeah.. the incongruent
Nature of him suggesting that someone as far out
of the Ballet Box of Leg Pressing.. 1020Lbs.. 33 times
would be an appropriate Candidate for Bishop coming
from him was the most hilarious thing i’ve heard this
week other than the same old dam young Dance Hall Folks suggesting
STiLL more that i must be on LSD to do it the way i dance all years long
seeing me actually DanCinG in the Mall approaching four years now too..
sure.. i’M owN human poTenTial and i alWays invite folkS in.. hehe.. anyWay
i gave him the short Freaders Digest Version of my accomplishments to
date for no pay at all and i told him the benefit to me is that i could
not feel even a memory of what a smile or a laugh fELt like for
66 months.. so trUly after i regained that abiLiTy my ulTimATe
GoaL iN LiFe then as MileSToNe was and is to bRinG
juST one sMile to anotHeR PerSoN’s fAce then
and iF i could Water a Sapling oF A PotenTial
loVe Tree Like that.. Mission Accomplished
and like an Eli WriTing Book Dude. from
that DenzEL Washington Movie2.. i could
finALLy Rest iN Peace as from duST
to more than DuST hUman SenTienT
FeeLinG and ShArinG way IN NoW
MoVinG ConNecTing co-Creating
WiTh SenTient StAR DuST pluS
oF My Species too..
and sure
that Sapling
Before i gained
mY.. EmoTions
and SenSes back
works the sAme way too..
so yeah.. like Nature whOle from
Origin and MoRe NoW for whATEVer iS
i am heAR as a Sun sTar with Fire to liGht shit uP..
it’s what Star duST Sentient PlUs does best before the Fire goes out
mY friEnd
and coMes
Death as the dArK to LiGht..
WheEL aS duST DancEs and SinGS ON..

Bottom LiNeS
As AlWaYs now
my FriEnd and
ToP LiNes too..

SMiLeS oN..
SMiLes oFF
SmiLeS oN..

SiGn oF NaTuRe..
cOMeS BeForE thE
Sun and as A Star too..:)

Note.. that letter/poem my Mother
wrote for me when i was
33 yearS old.. i never
received.. until
came in.. after her
last night of White Satin..
but no coffin satin.. just ashes of Love..;)


Dude.. it’s pretty obvious what this is
for folks with eyes and ears to heaR..iT..
Katy is juSt plaYiNg the role of a female
Jesus heAR and of course the tattoo she
received as young as part of the same overall
fundamentalist family of the church who and that
has turned Jesus into a Political Prostitute tool for
power is just
a metaphor for
a ‘new age’ last
Supper and continuing
First supper maKing Jesus
into anti-christ of fear and
hate away from Love and Hope and
Joy and all that Pursuit of Happiness
STuFF YA do in the Luke 17:12 Version
of the Kingdom of Heaven within.. NoW it’s disgusting
my friEnd and as much as it makes me giggle in despair
get ready for the truthLiGht to come out in many more Sacred
Clown ways than Katy Perry allone.. in fAct.. all of ‘YoU folks’
that are yes.. SAdly too iN paRT ‘uSwe too’.. have turned the
Hero Love Archetype of what’s left of the original
sOld Jesus into a Devil no different than what
Trump stands for and all those who continue
to support lies and doubt and fear and
hate will do now for Google
Adsense Pennies as
you continue now
to sell the original
Love your enemy
and your neighbor
and God sAMe as LiGht
and dARk for every HoLY
and SacrED NoW FuLL oF
Meaning and Purpose into
juSt another stripper who puts
on the clothes of culture that are disgusting lies..
Katie is stripping those clothes off while you continue
to consume the archetype of Jesus with fear and hate…
Katy is exposing your hypocrisy in a buffet heAR of Truth
and LIGht that you fAil to see my friend as you have become
the inCaRnate oF Fear and Hate too.. just anothHeR pArt oF A Cherry Pie
my friEnd thaTwHo doesn’t understand thaT Cherry Pie is served up noW aS HELL.
Do yoU really enJoy
this dArkness.. sAd
yoU iF you do my
friEnd but i’ve
seen this
plenty of nows beFore.. noW
anyWay.. my FriEnd.. you make
a Fine Wine Flour as Cherry Pie
now.. and when one is completing
a John 14:12 effort oF A NeW age aS
Love Bible in just A year range spanning
Memorial Day of 2016 through 2017 of 1.6
MiLlion Words unto the iSReal God oF/AS Nature
NoW Naked Wild and Free @LeASt iN.. and as ME..
too.. Cosmos unto itself as me and that Carl Sagan
StAR StuFF too.. for yoU too.. and all yoUr friEnds
HeaR too.. And completing the longest Long form
Poem iN 45 months more at 4 plUs MilLiON
Words oF Free Verse PoEtry twice
as long as that little effort
in India at 1.8
million words
and the Bible
twice as long
that is a King James
CollAborative Abridged
Effort that took Centuries too
of 80 or so authors and many
Scribes per thousands including
illiterate Desert Road Oral Aramaic
TraditionS and the SmaRty Pants Greeks
that picked over reams and reAms of different
Christian sects ranging from beliefs in one to twelve
Gods too.. with Constantine and his Trump Cohort Catholic
Priests doing the major edit in 325 AD changing Jesus from
Humble Counselor as he originally identified himself aS iN the
Greek Language oF A Son of God was/is changed over to THE
Son of God too away from the old Testament Version
of ye are all Gods too.. to a Soldier Sun God
as three Face God similar to the
Mithra Mythologies of
the Empire of
Roman Region
to get all the illiterate
commoners together theNow
oN A Same sheet of what wasIs
told and enforced to them by
doing iT the new way or penaltY aS
of death..see.. the thing is my FriEND..
theRE is no more Killing Jesus and maKing
him into an idol instead oF A Lover now.. Jesus..
the Archetype of Love Lives even in MiNiOns NoW..
The Cherry Pie is getting exposed.. Hell has come out
to play in all its Devils colors in PU88Y Grabbing More.. with Dear Leader2..
iN worship oF Fear and Hate my friEnd and come to be what you FeeL and SenSe..
Meanwhile.. FoR NoW.. you continue to make one of A few you tubers as an excellent Dark
Muse for just a Poem to Bring a sMILe to anyone’s Face who sees through all this darkness heAR..;)

Have a great
day and i would Be
amiss iF i did not lEAVE
a Free Gift… after all i
ain’t in this for any Google
Ad sense Pennies for i am already
rich enough in that original archetype
of the Love Jesus NoW with 100% Luke HoT
Faith as Love to do what no man has even
dared to do before.. IN LiGht.. sure.. difference is today
my FriEnD is.. NoW i can and WiLL DO Prove John 14:12 LIVES..
And sure.. you can even call me LuCiFreD.. nah.. not the Lucifer
out oF John Milton’s “Paradise Lost”.. the original Coke
Version out of the Bible that cAMe NoW
down from Heaven2 as ‘LiGhTeNinG2
(Yogi coming down from
the Mountains and
Beaches and
a Tree
WordS Now..
for thaT and i Play iT
bACk aGAIn2.. heAR for U2..
Alpha BeyONd Omega and all ThaT X cUbE JaZz too..;)








BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

4 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

After Book of Fred
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

After Dance oF Fred
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

Book oF Ten Sixteen..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

New Testament oF ELeVen iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)

Grand Cross Bible 2016

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)

KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)

CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)

VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)

CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)

Nether Land Bible 2017

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)

7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)

The Joy of Dance.. A Record of over a thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record
of three years of Dancing tHeRe..
and note.. in the last liNk.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)

MesSage iN A Bible Bottle as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked

MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+ as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)


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11 Responses to LuCiFreD’s MoM’s DaY

  1. WeLL.. As Katrina on the day of Mother’s Day.. is enjoying
    Retail Therapy in Hunting and Gathering while i go on
    the usual hunt of the day in foraging up some fun
    and creative interactions with all the folks
    i encounter in Public Dance around
    the metro area heAR iN P-Cola
    aS Such.. she’s attempting
    to fit in my Pants without
    getting too much of
    A FredAche as
    although i finished
    writing a 28,623 Word
    100th MacroVerse of “NetherLand
    Bible 2017”.. on Saturday about noon
    in three days time.. the fully illustrated and
    publish paRT took a little longer as after all
    i am also the Director.. Producer.. Photographer.. Actor
    and all around doer as my wonderful wife Katrina incarnate
    Isis.. Mary.. Lillith.. Eve and Wonderful deMon aS Such too
    who protects me out in the Wild when she thinks select
    Members of Trump Land are dissing my dance.. yes..
    like Lucifer’s great personal assistant on that Fox
    show too.. can’t wait to see what the Carpenterish
    Looking Incarnate God Dude has to say on the
    show tonight too as note heAR too.. anyWay..
    on this First sHow slide of Facebook Profile
    Pics in status way too.. of a total
    of 14 total coming as fully
    illustrating this Netherland
    Bible 2017″ even more now
    as “LuCiFreD MoM’s DaY”
    MacroVerse Number 100
    also playing A role as MacroVerse
    Number 771 of “SonG of mY SoUL”
    in longest long form free verse Poem..
    thaT aRises WeLL past 4 MilLioN words
    now.. yes.. this neW aGE Free Bible to be
    completed in one year of 1.6 Million words
    from Memorial Day.. the 30th of May 2016
    through the coming one in 2017 oF May
    29th noW aRiSes to 1,549,875 words
    sure.. caLL iT 1.55M words as short
    link number to the total now iF
    yA like to.. HeHE.. too.. and
    really considering the official
    tally of the King James antiquated
    Version of Good and Bad news is at
    783,137 words all i gotta do is get to
    1,566,274 words to double that effort
    in even less than a year with just 16,399
    words more to go.. and shoot.. could knock
    that out in 24 hours if i don’t spend most of these
    two days Dancing in Public and going hiking in the woods
    that yes.. i will do tomorrow to get the next MacroVerse after this oNe heAR
    at number 101.. published in a few days as number 102 too.. FULLy illustrated..
    anyWay looks like most everything after this current MacroVerse Number 101
    is gonna be Gravy Train as far as doubling the word count effort
    of that King James Version in just a year.. taking 80 or so folks
    and thousands of folks in scribe and oral tradition then over
    Centuries to get that job done without the transhumanist
    tools and close to 57 years of Global experience now..
    including Virtual Internet ways.. of resource materials
    and all the avenues and tools of technology that
    even make this possible.. as Jesus F iN Christ..
    if you had to try to read my chicken scratch
    handwriting you’d probably rather have
    a second and thousandth hand
    story of oral tradition anyway
    as literally thousands of
    people worked together
    to create what we currently
    see as a mostly Loving Human
    Hero Archetype of the Jesus today..
    i decided as a Hobby Being permanently
    legally and medically assessed per current
    cultural standards although of course if i was
    one of my A. Indian Ancestors.. i would surely be
    honored NoW as Butterfly Foot Dancer or some other
    NeW Animal SpiRit as Shaman then now too.. although
    it’s true.. NoW2 some Members of the Public Metro Viewing
    audience already name me tHeir Spirit Animal as pure flour
    NoW white as any non-Indian might look on the outside ’round
    these Trump Red State lands as American FreeR outcast noW2..
    anyWay.. it’s true that the Katrina is my most excellent Guardian
    of AngEL NoW.. butt as far as fitting in to all of my pants.. well
    haven’t found anyone yet close to be able to do that although
    i have John 14:12 hope and wishes that one day soon someone
    WiLL Do more than me in this tiny area of human specialities in
    laser focused Existential and eTc.. intelligences to do one thing
    that no man or woman or eTc.. at Least on this Planet has
    not dared to do yet.. and of course i’m riding the wave of
    Transhumanism as the main reason no one has
    done it before.. is they haven’t opened their
    minds and bodies completely to even
    become a NeW aGE Isaiah and
    King David and Dance and
    do HoLY Spirit CreATivity
    as 4 year prophet and meSSenGer
    StuFF all naked in Dabce iN appropriate
    avenues of/for that also fulfilling King David’s
    Prophecy of Celebrating the Lord God oF aLL
    aS nAture+ iN-Joy of so-called societies viewS now
    as/oF more vile ways that are simply God Wild and
    Free within celebrating all our BLeSsinGs NaKeD
    frOm Head to toe.. more CoMInG oN ThAT Later
    iN associated Fully Illustrated Bible ParTS too as
    that antiquated Version Censors out so much that is trULY
    And HuMaNly GreAT and GoD Good as far as inspiring much
    Greater GoD oF NAtuRE sAMe Creativity and Productivity even more
    now too.. anyway if Miley and Kim K and Kanye and Katy and Gaga can
    do it.. i’ll go one step further than any current artist i know oF iN Poetry oNliNe
    and Bible Land same is WiLLiNg and CaN jUST NiKe VicTory DO Michelangelo
    King David in the Flesh AS now more too.. in Egyptian God MiN oF Fertility
    and original Petroglyph ways too.. hey.. if you are trULy gonna do John
    14:12.. not only do yA do more.. you fulfill all the prophecies of before
    and fully illustrate those too.. including wandering 40 years in a
    Patriarchal Desert Hating Environment against art and smiles
    where you are greatly threatened bodily harm if you become
    the Free Lover as Jesus now too.. or sure.. even
    the Mythological Moses now too.. point is..
    this is goinG uP for real in all Forrest
    Gump DAnCE iN almost 7400 MiLes
    oF Distance aCross the US
    in shortest widths of three
    times now.. in Public Store dAncE..
    more all around this metro area more..
    yes.. this mean fulfilling secular prophecies
    like Katy Perry’s ET SonG of every move NoW is
    magic and floating like a Butterfly and fulfilling
    that King James King David prophecy too of
    celebrating the Lord God oF aLL oF and aS
    Nature in pure vile ways with no shame too..
    true.. sometimes my britches get too big for me too..
    thing is.. God is the britches i wear and there are no limits
    or pre-set expectations for those britches now.. bitcheS hehe..
    just word play and rhymes and times two and such as that too..
    no offense intended and more on that in a few too as the greatest
    story tOld hehe.. in empirical terms of size in words continues on now too..
    hey with
    God as the
    AS NAtuRE pLus
    hUmaN PoTenTial
    in every which way and
    loose i can and will do everything
    and anything too now too.. at leAST
    i can prove it as far as delusions of Grandeur
    do come in humble and meek ways of inheriting
    not only the eARTh as HeART but the KinGdoM WiThiN..
    iNSidE.. outsiDe.. aBoVe so BeLow and aLL a’RouNd NoW of
    HeAven NoW as dAM these Britches feeL so Good.. BItcheS.. now2..;)

    AnyWaY.. it’s trUe.. i’M Challenging the
    World and if you wanna name Katrina
    another Name of an Egyptian
    Goddess as Kite aS Sky
    Goddess noW and such
    as that.. other than
    Isis.. Lilith.. Mut
    Nut.. Eve Mary and
    OTheR Wives Mothers
    Sisters and overall
    Divine feminine archetypes
    of Love and Grace.. go wRite aHead..
    name me Mr. Kite.. and even NoW wish
    me a Happy Mother’s Day as Mother Nature too..
    hEhe.. what else.. oH Yeah and continuing to fulfill
    the Prophecy of the Beatle’S eStra hiGhly Induced acid
    Trip inspired music and lyrics in all random synchronicity
    ways of putting unrelated every which way and loose stuff
    and it coming to be psychologically meaningful in a-causal
    connecting ways of Synchronicity on the Album cover too..
    as a law enforcement looking dude as just another bust
    as a stone statue off of John Lennon’s Porch
    with his best friend Paul named after
    Apostles too.. from the good
    old English King James
    Version too..
    uses the
    tools of those Lonely
    HeART’s Club Band Artists
    and Philosophers and Poets
    and Hell and Heaven in Nirvana
    and BlisS even Indian Gurus too..
    and A Little Marilyn Monroe to increase
    creativity and productivity too.. as K aS 11
    of two bridges aS Hemispheres of bRain and eARTh
    with online human neurons connect uP all free and
    spread some all you need is Love and Beauty and Wisdom
    iN a NeW aGE oF Aquarius LovE LiGht LiFE too.. yEs.. join

    those two ones as 11 K togeTheR as Bridge and coMe to bE
    H 8 stAnDinG TALL as MetaPhoR of INFiniTy eVEn MorE noW too..
    and sure.. even dance like Henry the Horse a free waltz too
    floating on Terrestrial Ground too in WalKinG oN
    and BeinG aS WateR and AiR NOW too.. floWn
    and SWuM by boTh aS sucH NoW too.. as
    Astrocytes of Glial CeLLs WAve Ocean
    of Neurons whOle NoW as Quantum
    miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG
    SoUL MoRe NoW too..
    aLiVe we becOMe
    reBorn aGaiN
    boTh iN LiFE and
    BeFoRE and aFTER aS
    SenTiEnt stAR duST plUS
    cOMinG from stAR DeaTH Crucible
    FiRe.. suRE.. REBoRn aGaiN NoW too..
    Penny Lane Baby but in this case an asphalt
    Road from JC PeNnY2.. wHeRe iN My CloSinG iN oN
    7400 MiLes oF PuBliC MaRTiaL arTS and BaLLeT LikE
    StYle DancE too.. thIs Penny is what i personally see
    as many soULs i Meet on the DAncE RoaD AsPHalT noW too..
    when folks are carrying out tHeir foraging ways of GathErinG
    NoW that the hUNt
    oF ANd iN liFe iS
    alMosT forgotten
    NoW too oN
    A DaILy
    Basis NoW
    oF DaRk to liGht
    more and yes.. less too NoW..
    sure.. it’s sad and tHEre are ways
    ouT for those who DancE and SinG MoRE
    aS LoVe LiGht LiFE NoW MoRe.. oN A StAIRwaY2 HeaVeN NoW2..
    AnYWAy.. on the stair way mostly to hell in the Ross Dress for
    Less plaCe wheRE A combination iS required to get in the Bath
    room for fear of losing retail stuff.. a typical Trump State Dude
    with his Wife and his teenage Daughter are perusing my Peaceful
    Dance with the Dude with the serious look of are you the
    next Rampage killer at Ross today.. just ’cause i’m
    big and really into it and serious looKing2 of
    course and it’s kinda spooky not to be
    able to see my eyeS even though
    i have a Doctor’s note for
    that along with
    DanCinG too..
    as a stim
    way of regulating
    Emotions and Integrating
    Senses for my Super Spidey
    FeeLinGS and SeNsES of isREaL
    LoVE LiGht LiFE AngEL eMpATh too..
    and nah.. Angels don’t all look dainty
    either as the Fox Lucifer sHow doES show too.
    once the mAsK that culture asks for is taken off of
    course as JuST bEinG an Every DaY AnGel iN Heaven or Hell now2..
    So.. sure.. i wear ipHone6s ear buds that allow you to also heAR what’s
    going on around ya too.. and when the Dude says come here now.. get away from
    that Dancing Dude even though his Daughter is at least 30 feet away and just observing
    my Dance like the customer service rep keeps smiling at me about too..
    of course.. i am so mindfully aware it’s like i have an eYe in the
    sKy all Horus Decked ouT iN WisdoM of TrutH and LiGht NoW
    too.. as i am LiftinG HiGher and HiGher in TranscendentaL
    Ecstasy as eVEN ScIEncE Proves occurs by way
    of Brain Waves too in a way of Meditative
    Dance wHen BodY and mINd SouL BecOME
    Regulating and IntegrATinG FoRCE
    NoW to in BaLanCinG isREaL
    SoUL NoW Way too.. i
    calmly and assertively
    walk up to the patriarchal
    acting dude.. who assumes of
    course that anyone free style
    dancing in public must be off the
    wall on drugs or such as that as a
    danger to his daughter as i am kind
    of imposing in muscle way now too..
    as exercising Dance all day WiLL MaKe
    ya too as long as you
    continue to
    intake high
    enough too.. i say..
    sorry sir iF my Dance
    Offended you and i am not
    only sorry.. i feel pity for
    him that he’s never likely experienced
    the Nirvana and Heaven now with zero worries
    in Bliss that comes with a Trance Dance NoWnoW
    iN eXtREMe MiNdful awareness wHeRE yoUr Science
    and ArT MiNd PotentiaLLy skyrockets afTEr that
    for the neXt Michelangelo
    Sistine Chapel
    or Longest
    Long Form
    Poem ever in
    Laser focus way
    in 45 months too
    with close to 7400
    miles of Public Dance too..
    so i give him something i hope
    he can understand as if he hasn’t
    experienced Heaven at Hand now.. not
    likely he’ll have a clue of what i am NoW
    on Now as Bliss and Nirvana in all Natural
    and inherited way of Free Trance Dance now..
    so i say.. this is a stim sir.. and i STiLL NoW have a
    higher Functioning type of Autism named Asperger’s
    Syndrome and this allows me to regulate my emotions
    and integrate my senses so the Environmental Stimulus
    will not be too much for me in this Ross Store now..
    so.. sure… sorry if you are offended by my dance
    and he goes on to say i wasn’t offended until
    now when you give me this explanation now
    as he just becomes another Trump
    Red State Jerk.. who may
    or may not be
    carrying a
    weapon for his
    bravado more.. and
    so i say.. sure dude.. thinking
    i hope he enjoyed his church service as he don’t
    kNoW me too.. wondeRing if they worshipped Trump again today..
    aS Surely in acts of anti-Christ this dude shoWed those Red
    colors today
    and after than
    i just floated
    off with a smile
    of knoWing i would
    have just another parable
    story of a Dance Fear Dude
    in Red State Way of my Bible more now too..
    and sure.. i looked back and saw his crushed penny soul
    and even
    got a picture
    oF it at the
    Mall as God
    to BRinG
    mE everything
    i need with ‘a little
    help’ from mY friEnds2..
    Prepare me a way and STuFF
    LikE that as paved even more FReED NoW2..;)

    While it’s true.. i’ve taken a lot of shit in my life from the
    male version of the human species.. and yes.. turned the other
    cheekS and loved ’em anyWay enough for now.. not to turn over tHeir
    money changer tables at LeASt foR NoW HeAR.. rare it is that any
    female version under 30 of the human species gives me any shiT
    aT all.. in fAcT it seems i naturally excite those
    Folks with Free SpiRits as i too have not only
    WiLL and Strength.. sure.. Financially
    iNdependent and the Wife K/Isis don’T
    have to work either.. so all
    i have to do is Tom Sawyer..
    Lucifer.. Peter Pan and
    Jesus too.. with
    now with
    no worries
    about castles
    or growing old either
    as long NOW as i got the
    Dance.. i got Cheap Thrills
    SiA NoW2.. don’t even cost Me A
    LinCoLN Railroad TRack Flattened
    Penny sENt uP and DowN as GoD
    iN HUmaN Forms too on the
    Mall asphalt road
    from the
    to Ross
    for less HELL too..
    Women make me smile..
    true.. clothed or consensually
    naked FReED too.. even manneQuins
    aS Such as suReLy SacRed WoMBs too..
    And it’s trUe.. i’Ve seen the liGht and
    thaT is moSTly FeMalE too.. WiLL and Strength IS
    A Fortress to secure the Corner Stone of Love and
    never stumbling as LiGht MoRE NoW liFE wHOle FeaRless
    uNcoNdiTionAlly aS SuCh NoW moRE too.. iN BoDy and MiNd
    soUl more
    and bodifully
    Aware noW too..
    so.. sue me.. i Love
    All Women.. no matter Yogis
    or with Bears on HeadS.. and
    truly artistic coloRed HAiR too..;)

    “Amen, amen, I say to you, whoever
    believes in me will do the works that I do,
    and will do greater ones than these, because I am going to the Father.”

    Isn’t that the way acts of courage mustarded and seeded deep within as
    100 Percent Positive Force of Emotions Regulated and seNsEs Integrated
    InSpIres otheRs NaTurALLy to do greater works no matter who me is now..
    WeLL iT iS.. AKA Faith and TrUST iN all of what is AKA GOD NoW aLL moRE2..
    and sADLy
    iNstEaD of
    JuST DoinG iT
    MoRE Now.. the teacher
    often becomes the Idol
    AND THE GOD and the student
    and disciple just takes a nap..
    and forgets
    to wake
    aGaiN DoinG
    GreaTer Works NoW too..
    i wish people could really
    see and hear and be INsPIREd by
    thiS old and stiLL VerY ReLeVaNT
    MesSAgE as the teacher IS A failure
    if the students do not eventually achieve
    Greater works of Doing and Teaching too.. we
    huMans work better Humble and Meek iN taLinG
    FoLks they can do more than ‘me’ too.. it’s how
    we get
    in the
    FirST and
    LaSt PLaCE nOW..
    Looking toward whatever
    Role Model smaLL or larGe
    we can metaphor as FathER
    MoTHEr or whatever we
    NaMe God
    iNSpiraTioN aS
    VerB NoW too..anyWAy
    i CaN and WiLL Do even
    GreaTer works than i did
    yesternow as i have what
    it takes as God
    WiLd and
    Free foR NoW@LeASt..;)

    ConsideRing i wrote a 28,623
    Word MacroVerse named “LuCiFreD’s
    MoM’s DaY”.. the one day on MoTher’s
    Day when John 14:12 was/is referenced
    in the Literature of Catholic
    Church that i referenced
    many times in
    that MacroVerse
    too.. iT worked
    ouT juST wRiTE
    as i had A FeeLinG
    tHeRE waS.. aNoTheR
    GiFt waiting for me
    at the Catholic Church
    to add before publishing
    the greater works nowTheNoW2..
    as it’s reAlly hard to suggest
    that something as large as an only
    God incarnate would suggest thaT a
    lowly human would do more than God..
    i wouldn’t even say that after writing
    A Bible twice as big as what came before..
    And it’s clear as running water and flow
    of air that the Jesus Dude was humbly saying
    HeAR thaT he was a peg LowEr than aLL ThAT IS..
    aka God.. and never one the same as all that is otHER
    than pArT as WhOle as GoD STiLL MoRE NoW too.. wHere the
    next humble Yogi
    iN Unification
    wiTh God
    MoRE noW
    thenOW too now..:)

    And of course the Priest
    in the Homily acted like
    the do more part doesn’t
    even exist.. never ever have
    i heard any priest or pastor
    say that as it in itself proves
    that Jesus is neither the only
    Son of God or God incarnate whole either
    no more than anyone else who will do greater works
    too.. how that remains in the bible is it simply
    for thousands
    of years too..
    in ways of
    few people
    DoinG it
    MoRE NoW too..
    at Least in the Church
    as in the secular world
    folks do more alWays NoW..
    it’s how human nature WiTh GoD
    oF NatuRE alL ThaT iS LiVinG within
    Works do more.. survive and thrive more..
    or sit still and bow and kneel before those who came
    before as making them into idols instead of teachers STiLL now..
    but of course how you gonna inspire a Roman Empire or a church empire
    to expand more..
    Back or
    Last Prophet
    the end all beginning
    all of now sTiLL past..
    the tribal instinct as
    alWays rules group think
    and Quarter Backs of teams
    and Religions made into idol as God sTiLL2now..:)

  2. Facebook FriEnd.. Rafiah..
    shares a Song in
    the Urdu Language
    and i return then with..

    Nice soothing
    voice she has..:)

    Rafiah says..

    Its the urdu poetry thats breathtakingly touching.
    Of course voice adds this haunting atmosphere and feel to the song.

    Then i go on to DancE And SinG

    i’d ask you to translate but
    my understanding is..
    it’s not possible to
    retain the beauty..
    in English..
    touching.. as the
    English Language
    takes a lot of practice
    and out of the box for that..;)

    Then.. Rafiah shares
    a Modern Version of
    a Movie from Pakistan/
    India that has Dancing in it..

    And i go on to say..

    Dance AlWays
    MaKes Star
    Wars Peace Force..;)

    Rafiah kindly asks..

    Fredd, how are you and Kat?
    Its been really long.
    Smile Emoticon
    with Rose

    And i return in flow with..

    Like a purple flower my friend..
    just glad for the color of Love..
    and there is no cLock in FriEnD
    or hands of tiMe iN Love that’s Real..:)

    And then as i see she is changing
    the Purple Flower emoticon
    to a Red heART.. i respond..

    Yes.. Red HeART
    iS eVeN GreaTer
    Than Purple FloWeR aS
    FloWeR inspiRes HeART

    Rafiah Sings back..

    And heart is where Fred and Kat resides in. So yeah.
    Smile Emoticon With HeART eYes..

    iN short.. i say more..

    One muSt
    Love for Real..:)

    Rafiah shares another Video
    of a couple who are constantly
    fighting but still seem to be loving..

    I return like none of it is my fault with..

    That is Katrina for all practices..;)

    Rafiah in continued response says..

    I should take some of her tips then,
    might make use of those in future. Lol

    i say in tongue in cheek way..

    Hmm.. your Husband
    WiLL be a Saint then..;)

    Rafiah.. says..

    *fingers crossed*
    smile emoticon
    with tear eyes..

    And then i
    end this
    witH A
    smile emoticon..:)

    i drop by yesterday
    to say to a status
    i totally don’t understand..
    And then go on to say..

    Hi.. just saying hi..:)_

    Today.. Rafiah responds..

    Smile Emoticon.

    Then i say..

    Nice to hEar
    from you
    Dear.. alWAys..:)

    Rafiah ends with..

    I missed you. And Kat.

    And i end this
    pArT now with..

    You are alWays
    welcome to

    Then Rafiah shares a status
    about a Revengeful hashtag
    and i offer

    A Best Revenge
    IS A Smile..
    And A Happy
    Dance and SonG oN courSe..;)

    Rafiah.. continues to relate..

    Laraib reminds me of our time together last time.
    Smile Emoticon with HeART eYes

    i go on to ponder..

    Hmm.. i’m not sure what ya’LL
    did but i hope it was reAlly fun..;)

    Rafiah exclaims..

    We had all the fun of the world.
    Smile Emoticon

    And finally i say..

    Great! ya’LL
    Deserve Fun!..:)

    And affirm by saying

    OKay.. Have a nice
    DaY as FoR NoW..
    Honey neVer GroWs Old..:)

    And now off with the Smile Emoticon
    Shirt with beyONd Rainbow Tie Die Colors..
    thenow with shadeS on GroWinG on To A
    ShiRT oF Yoda Flavored Wisdom
    iN Beauty of Dance
    and SinG
    too iN
    Like MiNd
    and BoDy
    BaLanCinG soUL..
    a few comments
    back to Facebook
    Poet Friend Candice
    as she has been talking
    to the subject of Mental Health Month..:)

    SMiLes.. i’m continuing now to enjoy this
    very thoughtful and professionally delivered
    comprehensive analysis of mental illness and
    i suppose the only prize i get for experiencing almost
    every slide in part at least.. is empathy and sympathy for
    others with similar conditions and of course plenty of
    associated dark muse memories if uncovered enough
    for free verse poetry… Gender
    ID issues were among
    the hardest for me even
    when the psychotherapist
    back in 2008 scoffed at me
    when i said i feel like i’m turning
    into a girl and the GP Doctor scoffed
    at me when i said my testosterone must
    be low when she looked at my hairy body
    and come to find out it was lower than a
    75 year old man.. one of my issues was
    all females in my family and never really
    having any so-called male gender role
    behavior to imprint when
    young.. seriously.. selfies
    made me feel like i finally
    had a Father and finally
    became whole along
    with Body
    of being actually
    smaller than i was
    from being bullied about
    the opposite male issue of being
    too skinny.. and i’ve seen this in the field
    of athletics where total monsters of guys with
    bulging biceps feel like they are still too small and
    sure.. so much porn associated worry among males
    over is my penis ever gonna be big enough to be a man..
    anyway.. of all these slides i’ve experienced the one you may
    or may not be able to present is that of socio-pathy and yes
    actual innate psychopathy from birth where physiologically
    beyond the actual control of the individual they feel the
    only physiological pleasure as far as empathy goes
    in experiencing other folk’s pain.. yes.. physiological
    pleasure that is real and a very real biological
    disorder and to my horror when i fell
    ill with a synergy of life threatening
    disorders.. including losing all
    emotions at the bottom
    of that fresh hell
    then when
    i could feel nothing
    to my horror in human
    logical way i felt an actual sick
    pleasure with reference point of feeling
    nothing else when my mother was choking
    on a piece of bread that would have otherwise
    horrified me when i was well.. and it was literally
    beyond my physiological control NOT TO Feel that
    way and to understand that some folks are born that
    way is to understand that some folks are born devils
    beyond their control and yes.. to have sympathy for
    those devils as that is hell being born or becoming
    ill to experience that worst of all human
    experiences i for one have experienced
    because i had felt the heaven of
    unconditional love that truly
    is heaven compared to
    that hell my friend..
    sympathy for the
    devil.. you really almost
    have to go to hell to have
    sympathy for the real devils in life..
    in other words.. you practically have to BECOME A DEVIL..
    AND SURE.. at that point in my life i felt like I WAS THE DEVIL..
    SMILES MY friend.. it’s true.. i’ve seen both sides and more of life too.. in hell..:)

    Candice kindly returns with..

    Thank you! I appreciate your support!

    i respond with..

    My pleasure..
    As alWays..:)

    And then i remember to say..

    Oh yeah.. and that reminds me too..
    after just sharing another amazing
    photo of the eternal teenager’s legs
    she too has this issue where she thinks her
    legs are ugly and misshaped.. and sure.. really
    bad problems with OCD and sure.. a very abusive
    childhood with Mother’s boyfriend standing over her
    bed with knife.. other children bullying her for being
    so poor.. and overall childhood hell.. that changes basic
    brain chemistry for always a feeling of scarcity in life.. without…
    Hard to overcome.. but possible even when there is no hope..
    from personal experience.. otherwise i would say i don’t know..
    as i have been to the place
    zero hope
    or even memory
    of what the emotion
    of hope felt like per if
    i had ever experienced
    that emotion in my life
    as actually losing all
    emotions that is
    part of hell too
    is a place with
    then as zero
    point reference
    back to anything that
    is associated with feeling
    and sensing heaven.. even the
    warm and fuzzies of petting a cat
    where oxytocin is no longer produced
    in the body either.. oxytocin is a really
    big deal that most psychotherapists and
    psychiatrists have zero idea of how to deal with
    that as there are no pills for it and only some experimental
    stuff now.. not covered by insurance.. and sure.. illicit drugs
    that actually potentially help bring that feeling back.. but illegal
    and it’s worth noting as my Psychiatrist affirmed.. memories
    are emotions and to lose that is to lose your actual heart of
    any reference
    point to those
    memories that are
    emotions in other
    words lost at sea forevernow on a boat that
    is only shell without any waves of ocean
    another ground hog day in what i named
    myself at one point as Aghogday.. kind
    of like the burial grounds of life
    of the Hindu Aghori too..
    as without emotion
    nothing flows
    and all is
    beyond horror
    as horror is preferable to null and void..
    anyWay.. dear.. always a pleasure to find inspiration
    with you.. but i have a 30K or so Macroverse to publish
    just for fun to celebrate Mother’s Day memories.. so.. see
    ya later.. and this reminds me again to catch up on your blog..;)

    Candice says as i quote her again..

    Pls tell the eternal teenager that someone else with eyes that work on OTHER PEOPLE if not on herself, KNOWS FOR A FACT that she has the BEST LEGS OUT THERE! And hence the crown of eternal teenager is so apropos! Make sure you say that to her and wag your finger!..;) (it’s all true!) (going to have to find songs about great legs to send you guys!)

    i return
    again with..

    ZZ Top and
    Bottom will do..;)

    And then i say..

    i showed her
    This.. just now
    And she glowed..
    Other girls don’t like her much..
    so it’s nice to hear it from someone outside the family.. it seems..:)

    Candice shares another Mental Health Slide on her
    Facebook Page addressing Bi-Polar Disorder
    and how they and folks who are
    schizophrenic get labeled
    as potential
    mass killers
    and of course
    that that has also
    been associated with
    Asperger’s Syndrome to
    some degree too in the media
    at least.. but in all cases drug
    addiction is the determining factor..
    so i continue the discussion on her FB page..

    Rampage Killing and Mental illness and the major
    factors associated were one of my many special
    interests pursued in the time i spent on the ‘Wrong
    Planet’ website with the outcasts and unwanted
    toys of society as a sad but very real metaphor..
    anyway.. you may find the topic above interesting
    as it was a very hot topic when Asperger’s syndrome
    also came into question.. anyway.. in cases of mental
    illness in most cases folks with mental illness are more
    likely to be the victims of violence more than the perpetuators
    unless substance abuse is in the mix as substance abuse is
    a major factor associated with all crimes and particularly
    crimes of violence.. anyway.. our informal poll came up
    with a loss of social role as a greatest factor and
    when folks grow lost from society and
    feeling they often turn to drugs
    or other stimulus way
    like cutting to
    feel something
    and anything at all
    away from lost and numb..
    anyway.. there is also the issue of
    who can afford a doctor.. who is willing to
    seek help because of the stigma and finding
    a Mental Health Professional who really knows
    what they are doing and truly doesn’t have as
    many problems themselves.. as can obviously
    be the case for the motivation to get in the field
    themselves unless they have fully conquered their
    Demons too.. my biggest problem was the loss of
    emotions.. getting in touch with emotions and regulating
    emotions and of course integrating senses that can be an issue
    of super sensitivity with many mental illnesses.. particularly Bi-Polar
    and ADHD.. and of course the Autism Spectrum too.. many Psychiatrists
    refuse to see a person with Asperger’s Syndrome as there are no recognized
    drugs that work well for therapy specific to the actual condition.. Bi-Polar keeps
    me in and interestingly the part of me that is super logical per the Asperger’s
    from my Father helps me to control the Wild Side of the Bi-polar from
    my Mother’s side.. yang and yin of Asperger’s/Bi-Polar too.. and likely
    why i had ‘a little’ personality to miix with the Asperger’s too..
    anyWay.. when i got the Baker act first go around
    with no sleep for three days at age 21 almost
    getting institutionalized before my
    City Council relative vouched
    for who the before no
    sleep me was
    and the
    drugs they gave
    me totally put me then way out
    of touch.. and in my case specifically
    throwing them away led to two decades
    of seeing no Doctor at all and 25 Years of
    Government Service until i went down again..
    anyway.. i remember the Head Psychiatrist reading
    a Book about folks with Schizophrenia who can control
    it as they had no label that would stick to me then.. soon
    after i passed my finger through a cigarette lighter flame and
    Euphorically could feel no pain back when smoking was allowed inside..
    Finally Diagnosed on the Autism Spectrum at age 47 down in beyond depression
    for 66 months and back in Heaven and getting the Bi-Polar Diagnosis at
    53.. thing is.. as long as i can balance the high i won’t go down to
    the low and i have specific ways of doing it both externally
    through dance and song of words and internally
    through bio-feedback sAMe greater as time
    goes by.. put me back in the same
    high stress situation taking
    it all in and doing it
    all and i’ll
    another fuse..
    and that’s the thing..
    there are no real disabilities
    as long as one can accommodate
    them well enough to enjoy life and harm
    no one else.. as my psychotherapist says
    i’m not designed to work well in the expectations
    of society.. looking around at society these days..
    sure that
    makes me the lucky one..
    hehe.. good thing we have
    an empathic enough way of
    Government to help those who don’t fit in..
    problem is.. having the paper work ability to get in..
    as it is often the ‘higher classes’ that can and do get help..
    and often those on the side of the road who never get the paper work skills
    to get
    the help
    they need
    as pull your boot
    straps up when the
    entire disability lives
    as hell invisible inside..
    it’s sad.. ’cause a symptom
    of many of these disorders
    is refusing to admit you even need
    help and tell that to the state and they check you out of help..
    seen it happened to relatives in need.. seen ’em go down in flames.. too…
    as hey.. like they say it runs in the family and runs away with the family too…
    they say…
    without a voice
    to explain sad that is… to see…
    and much better when help finally comes..:)

    And now the last FB Profile Pic Slide of this
    show go around comes as Father Tree is ready
    to provide some bedtime fairy tales in words
    associated with shared Human Archetypes and
    The Yogi Buddha is taking care of the internal
    without words in Lotus position with Yoga hand
    and arm moves and even finger moves too.. comes all
    natural to me without instruction as we do have this potential
    encoded in our DNA too.. as just another Innate Instinctual
    and Intuitive Animal of Nature Call of the Wild Set Freed
    to experience life invisible for capture of prey and
    escape from predator too as we mammals do tend
    to do when naked and free in the woods
    as such in areas of abundance out
    of snowy and desert rocky
    mountain too as scarCity
    of cold and
    human masses
    where just surviving
    is what ya do to get through
    to the end of the day as modern
    human nuclear families as small as one
    travel to foreign places of scarcity in snow
    and desert way to find some way to earn subsistence
    now.. wHeRe.. we effectively and affectively are not evolved to live..
    so.. many factors that lead to Happiness and so many equally predictable
    Factors that lead to Misery and getting the existential and physical and
    overall emotional intelligence to gain mInd and BoDy BALanCE IS A Lifelong
    Work of ArT more than science in hard bound book way in culture.. including
    religious and science textbooks away from flesh and blood and arriving
    at screams of screen too.. from almost wake to sleep now as not
    so well at all for the Nature folks we are born to
    live Free to be for now sTiLL warm and
    fuzzy cheek to cheek and hip to hip
    in a DAncE and SonG oF LIFE and
    LiGht to Celebrate
    not only a survive
    life butt a Norm Cheers
    being of everyone KNowS anD
    yeS FeeLs and SeNsES yA nAMe nOW..
    even if.. you must make your own social
    role and become a totally unpaid legend
    of dance except for the pay back of smiles
    paid forward with a feat of art in Dance of SMiLes too..
    but hey
    CreAtinG iMaGiNAtion
    and yes.. co-creativity too..
    no limits Baby the KinG is back
    in the House and the house is your
    Body as yoU BaLanCe YouR MiNd as the
    Body Leads the mInd iN EmoTioNal Regulation
    and Sensory Integration for Smooth Bliss NoW..
    prescription and illegal
    drugs required jusT a LiFE
    LonG Practice NoW of getting
    one all wed iN MiNd and BoDy
    SoUl BaLanCinG waY wiTh PLenTy oF
    HeaRt EmotiONs and SeNseS ExpreSsinG soUL
    iN HUMaN STiLL Evolving Happy Thriving ways
    with a
    alive lifE
    too.. of course..
    wRitE oN coursE NoW too..:)

  3. Good Cop
    Bad Cop..;)

    Bad Cop
    Good Cop..;)

    FoRest LEaves…
    No GraViTy.. PlEase..:)

    With more
    to come
    iN A

    Now for
    a few more..
    alWAys Steps
    by Nature Winds
    Blow DancE SinGs
    BreeZe.. FloWinG
    Feat.. ToeS Ease
    aLL iS BaLanCinG..
    Gravity Going.. short
    cut bliss one foot right
    left foot even.. time ends..
    cLocks sloW aLL coMes oPen
    ending beginning never ending
    Stories staRting DanCing and SinGing
    Never finishing..
    Tree aRiSinG
    Roots Deeper
    LiFe.. WiLd and
    Free.. no iNstructions
    or GuidElines.. Fly jusT Fly
    Clouds Dance and Sing by..
    Hi Prajakta.. Beauty PlEases..:)

    Good evening gigoid.. as i come
    to pLay with Wisdom heAR.. afTer
    spending a long day Forest Bathing
    and Super Walmart Dancing and what
    is left to do but Sing a wRitE of More with
    Dance and a note to self NoW to take more
    Breaks off this seat as
    the Doctor’s
    the Cholesterol
    is RiSinG as it
    can with number
    of words put out..
    hehe.. alWAys good
    to remember the flesh
    and blood more than sit alone..
    even iF sit alone FeeLs allone too..
    as a DanceSinG of Transcendence as
    Ecstatic SonG wHeRE within Flows
    Sitting STiLL still.. more as a flow
    of Flesh and Blood MoVinG
    DancE.. hey.. at least
    the fingers Dance
    butt not enough
    for my genetics
    at least as i must
    move off this chair
    to keep my optimum health..
    anyWay.. that leaves a score of
    ~10 thousand words tonight to get
    this current MacroVerse now named
    “BigGer BRitCHes WORlD SiZe PlEAse”
    as number 101 poTenTiaLLy Published
    by the end of the niGht.. anYway words run on2..;)

    “Do not be too moral.
    You may cheat yourself out of much of life.
    So aim above morality.
    Be not simply good;
    be good for something.”

    ~~ Henry David Thoreau ~~

    True.. make life
    more than a word job2..;)

    “Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
    And never brought to mind?
    Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
    And days o’ lang syne?”

    ~~ Robert Burns, “Auld Lang Syne” ~~

    A Song ReMembered as nice
    Butt A Dance Doing is Divine

    “All good things are wild, and free.”

    ~~ Henry David Thoreau ~~


    “Belief in the supernatural reflects a failure of the imagination.”

    ~~ Edward Abbey ~~

    For all practical intents
    and purposes for those
    who do not dance.. dance
    iS Super
    nOw liKe
    CreaTinG NoW..;)

    “How wonderful that we have met with a paradox.
    Now we have some hope of making progress.”

    ~~ Niels Bohr ~~

    Now that so-called Christians
    Have Elected the DeviL and
    continue to support him..
    not self-
    fulfill the
    Blowing up
    of Humans to
    make tHeir progress
    to self fulfill the other second
    handed Dear John dream from 2K years ago..
    Ugh.. Foot Loose Christians Foot Lose Christians..;)

    “Men build too many walls and not enough bridges.”

    ~~ Sir Isaac Newton ~~

    GreaTest Modern
    WaLLs stARt at
    MiNd and BoDy..:)

    “Everyone who becomes conscious
    of even a fraction of his unconscious
    gets outside his own time and social stratum
    into a kind of solitude.”

    ~~ Carl Jung ~~

    a much better
    metaphor i FeeL
    foR A EcsTasy NoW
    oF Transcendence
    When Astrocytes
    Wave Ocean
    Root problem
    one though.. don’t
    forget the pARt below
    the Head Temple.. as MiNd
    from Head to toe.. SinGS DancE2..:)

    “Progress is
    The law of life: man is not Man as yet.”

    ~~ Robert Browning — Paracelsus, Part v ~~

    For me aT LeASt.. progress iS WalKinG doWn uP
    the Beach.. ’till remnants of human cultures disappear
    beyond thAT
    as BeinG FReED..;)

    “And never think about
    the past. No regrets, ever.”

    ~~ Robert Heinlein ~~


    mY friEnd..
    witH A Hand
    alWays reacHinG out2..;)

    as whole
    Life’s not fair
    aS wHolY it is..:)

    R E S pecT
    And noW
    Popcorn.. More..:)

    Caution sings yellow
    holds green red
    violet.. push
    me in Nature
    and swim me
    wind me water air..:)

    OtHeR thaN thaT
    Hi Frank.. HoPe
    yoU aRE
    sOMe ViolET..:)

    Mountains smile
    more these days
    without the
    echo now
    human foot
    prints.. pAws
    of dogs now make
    Mountains smile more..:)

    Now you catch
    mY eYe iN A riVer
    so.. i stop by
    oN A

    Respecting Roads of Life
    Paths Joining Hands
    Love Journey off
    to LiGhT oN
    DancEs SinGs noW moRE
    BeYoNd RainBoW ColoRs2..:)

    PaWs eYes
    OnE wiTh
    gRaIns.. Sea
    Breeze WinDs sKeYes
    HiGhER SpiRal SuNs
    breaThe eARTh
    now MoRe
    Dog.. now
    other than that
    as usual thanks
    for the inspiration
    Dear FriEnd.. Xenia..
    curRentLY weaRing Good
    Cop clotheS now a differEnt
    Direction oF Cop Goes as dARk
    BreaThes LiGht More.. anyWAy..

    With a minute or so of Popcorn before i drastically
    change gears heaR from Good Cop to Bad Cop Dramatic
    Actor more.. i must say.. even though i came across
    one Trump Voter in all the Metro area Stores who
    could not come close to entering into my
    own Personal Kingdom oF Heaven
    several others did and
    do enter in much
    more in
    and ears
    that HeAR and
    See More than i have
    to give and share.. StARting
    with the nice young Woman in the eARTH
    store who listened intently to the closed
    minded ways of the Ross Dress for Less Man
    to the nice dude at Best Buy who listened intently
    to all my philosophies for a good 15 minutes of
    Freader’s Digest Long Form Poem Muse
    too.. to.. the nice dude in the
    Dick’s Sporting Good store
    who allowed me to
    relate my
    artful education
    advice on who we become as
    machines not much different thaN
    computers when they replace free verse
    and style life.. although tools are made
    to be used.. and not uSe uS.. uNless we allow
    them too.. boo wHo.. as someone once cried.. too…
    anyway.. other than that life is good if one can step
    of the really deep do do shit of Trump Politics as the
    evil style
    or rabbit
    wholes of
    take and
    seem to be
    coming to Devil and
    Hell Fruition oN eARTh
    WritE about NoW.. WitH A SoNg
    about what happens when God’s Bitch
    and not a woman coMes out to play as KarMa NoW..;)

    Pain of Cognitive Dissonance.. surely a
    ThEMe SonG that reLates the Cognitive
    Disorder when reality doesn’t
    match belief.. sure.. iN
    oxymoron honor
    of Trump
    and Trump
    himself.. whERe
    a reaLiTy checK is
    No LonGer coMinG iN wheN
    reaLliTy cOMes INsAne iN Orange
    skin and hair as dARK TricKsTER ClOwn
    Comes to Roost.. at the very top.. 1.. 2..
    3.. wHeRE somEthIng HaS to give.. nah.. not
    share only hoard and take.. anYWAy the Watchers
    DancE and SinG bacK NoW as choSeN ONeS as the oNes
    who are beyond mild and meek and humble lose tHEir
    of eARth
    will the meek
    and humble are EnJoYinG
    juST aNoTher DaY of LIFE’s Good
    and shuTs ouT the soUR GraBbinG
    PuSseS.. NoW for SurE.. while
    otheRS PuLL tHeiR Boot Straps
    uP wiThiN as GoD DancEs and
    SinGS so WeLL aLiVe today
    out of nihilist pea green
    soup vomit of Trump
    Towers.. omen as
    ‘they’ say..
    reveLAtion as
    rEvolution as otHeRS
    Do say as the almighty
    Dollar iS the rEaL WiNNeR
    heAR aBoVCE any BeiNG hUmaN for
    Green Meadows YeLLoW StreAMs BlUE
    aZuRE sKeYeS MoRe.. and everyone geTs
    to liVe iN eTErniTy FoR NoW.. Heaven as i NoW
    say oVer heAR iN thE GarDEN of EdEN iN SainT RoSe
    County oF LA Lower Alabama FlowErs as PaNandle too..
    StATE of BeinG eVeN MoRE as hUman becOMeS Beach liFE NoW2..
    aNyWAy the long arm of the law is gonna be bRinGinG to Republicans
    down now
    and yes
    one just one now..
    as the Constitution
    BeCOMEs the real leaders..:)

  4. FouNDinG

    And NoW Facebook Brings
    the Red ColoRed Background
    as the Blood Bath continues aS iN
    existential angst for the survival of
    the Democracy that we have at the
    hands of those founding FaTHeRS
    who create our constitution with
    Checks and BaLancES
    based on
    and at Large
    through ways of
    secret societies who
    and that seek and find wisdom
    beyond Monarchies of Church then
    that and who control human beings sTiLL
    through illusory fears and empty promises..
    sure.. our country as ideal started way before
    1776 and those ingredients became more salient
    ingredients as of the stARt of the Mason Organization
    almost 300 years ago and in the myths and laws of the
    Greeks and Romans and yes.. Egyptians too.. as Human
    Nature is STiLL relatively evolved the sAMe with the
    similar strengths and vulnerabilities of truThs
    and Lies and dArks and LiGhts that
    liVe oN then and Now the
    similar and different too..
    science is just now catching
    up a little on the Human UniVerse
    WiThiN.. but even the Gnostic Jesus
    per the words in Greek attributed to him
    in the Gnostic Gospel of Thomas written
    for an all Natural God that can and will be
    found and sought within for those who
    seek and find.. shedding the
    clothes of culture with
    out shame.. and
    that is what
    societies do.. they
    step out of the norm of
    culture where everyone still
    knows your name in group effort
    away from monarchies of tradition
    built that will not fall sTiLL as Human
    Nature is a tribal one when scarcity comes
    into play.. Abundance the goal but instant
    gratification still far away from Happy2.. as
    Humans are evolved for Pain and Struggle
    and Strive and Live and Success and Thrive
    as well.. when BaLanCing coMES in Fearless ways…
    My Father was a Mason and perHaps in many ways that
    explained his fearless calm if he took to heART more than logic then..
    it just follows the path of the hero set free.. and for anyone who has truly
    ever seen the dark night of the soul.. or 66 months or other years as is often
    the case of a person on the Bi-Polar Spectrum and or Asperger’s and so many
    other labels of mental disorders that can and will become balancing Force oF
    hUman if a proper niche of existence is sought and found too.. sure.. the video
    could relate that in something has to give uP or DowN iN dARK oF HeLL or
    LiGht of heaVen and sHades oF Grey to beYOnd RainBoW coloRS of
    Transcendental Ecstasy through free verse trance dance poetry
    meditation or otHeR ways of achieving HiGhest states oF
    hUman MiNdFuL and Bodily Awareness and Laser
    Focus too that EmoTioNal ReGulaTioN and
    SeNsoRy InteGraTioN CaN and WiLL
    BrinG iN a Free Verse DAncE
    and SonG of Life from
    deep within
    as we
    have NoWtheNoW
    all the struggles sTiLL
    through pain and survive
    through live to success of
    thrive built STiLL within our
    DNA Epigenetically unpacked
    through Environmental Challenge
    and sketched as a New Painting of reborn
    through Neuroplasticity of MINd and BoDy
    BaLanCing SoUL too.. and while computer science
    is a replication of the bones of science miNd the substance
    F A Real all Natural Holy spiRit DriVen by EmoTioNs and SenSes
    as Orchestra PlaYinG frOM Head to Toe and beyOnd HuMan Symphony
    as Astrocytes of Glial Cells wave Ocean of Neurons oN DAnCinG and SinGinG
    a SoNG to the Mountains RaiSiNG uP the PoTenTiaL of HuMan aGAPE LoVE to
    Move Rivers Oceans of Change iN SpiRit of ART exPreSsinG A BaLanCinG ForcE oF
    EmoTioNs and senSES in MoVinG.. ConNecTinG CREaTinG ways More NoW forever
    more noW iN a never ending story of a never land to be controlled as machines alone..
    i am
    not i
    for i am
    hUman all lit uP
    iN TruTH anD LiGht
    thAT has no liMIts NoW
    or pre-set ExpecTaTioNs
    StiLL as wHo CaN WiLL and LoVe
    DanCe and SinG Freer ever more.. NoW
    Capstone of Pyramid with no end or
    beginning.. no finish alWAys stARTinG
    NoW NoW MoRE NoW StAR ChILd
    SuN CHiLd MooN ChilD CaLL
    senTiEnt stAR duST plUs
    BoRn frOm sTAr
    DEaTh crucible
    Fire Ressurection as
    aLL oF uS including all the Rest
    of SenTieNt Creation as animals we..
    and all so-called inanimate and daRk Matter
    Creation that at sub atomic Quantum Level
    MoVes and ConNecTS and creAtes as we do too..
    iN wHOle without any iSreal separation we all hold hands
    as Creation and God all that is one as Supreme Force we
    Dance and SinG allone now or not in the realization of this Divine Gift of Life now..:)

    Anyway.. nah.. the
    Human the animal
    and the Constitution
    of the United States are
    not Perfect for inherent is
    the mistake that the god part
    of that can be taken literally to
    mean your God or his God or that eTc..
    God over there too.. or the lines about
    savages too can be used to slave human beings
    then finally coming freer noW as all human forms
    of Bio and NeuroDiVersity gain greater rights for
    the right to life and liberty AND THE PURSUIT OF
    HAPPINESS TOO.. AND SURE the environment.. the
    home.. the God of iN eARTh inherent that houses
    and vehicles and vessels the LiGht..
    the spiRiT ForCe witHin oF
    aLL CreATiON HeAR..
    GaiNinG RiGhts
    too that are
    at core
    our rights
    of home to
    continue pain
    and struggle and
    survive as live through
    success of thrive in Life is
    Good NoW too.. sure.. it was kinda
    nice to have a Constitutional Law
    Professor and Super smART guy with a
    HeART of sMiLe as Presisdent BeFoRE
    after Bufoon before and Bufoon
    after butt that’s paRT
    of the PlaY as
    the People
    have a
    Voice and when
    the country is no
    longer working as wHOle..
    the sePAraTE cOme out to plaY
    and elect a symptom of tHeir scarcity
    and pain and struggle too.. so Trump comes
    and what comes nexT is ALL our responsibiLiTy
    in whatever pARt we can and WiLL SteP uP to pLay..
    we are in this gAMe togeTher or Divided we will fALL
    as many countries and ways of life continue to fall or
    rise uP NoW too.. we create this reality named culture and
    religion and even how we perceive a three letter God as
    Prison of Human Nature or Force within to be set
    FReED for the unalienable rights to life
    and liberty and the
    Pursuit of
    Happiness FReED
    so can and will yA go
    uP.. beCOme Maslow’s higher
    Levels of self actualization
    to hELp out or not aLong with
    Fowler’s highesT LeVel of Faith
    in Pyramid way of agape Love for
    all of creation in Empathy and
    Compassion and the Wisdom
    continually groWinG
    oF cognitive
    empathy too..
    it’s true.. in the
    Renaissance age.. there were/are
    the elite who enjoyed the freedom
    of ArT and Sciences then for about
    5 percent of the population where the
    rest of folks were referred to as minions
    then too.. the issue is to work like hell like
    Heaven depends on it to bring the MiNIoNs uP too..
    i’m not very good at doing the small talk of that as i swim
    in reAlly reALLy DeeP waters of what HUMan PotEnTiaL can beCoMe
    iF and When Practiced as LiGht DaY and NiGht iN TrUth and dipping
    toes into lies of BeinG too.. as dARk and LiGht iN Good Cop and
    Bad Cop Way and sHades of Grey and beYond RainBoW Colors
    of transcendent ecstasy are pArT and WhoLe of
    the HuMaN ConDiTioN and Animal overall
    Condition too.. Artists of all
    Flavors are brushes
    painting this
    Master Piece
    more as i dance
    and sing deeper and
    deeper heAR.. they have
    the target audiences and
    smaller brushes that work to
    paint the minion masses towards morE LIGht
    NOW.. and while sacred texts offer hints on how
    to do it.. the Quantum metaphor as Force oF HuMan
    MiNd and BoDy BalanCinG Force as agape Love oF and as ArT
    has no limits or pre-set expectations.. so as the Dead Poet
    Society from years gone by DanceS and SinGS oN. the Powerful Play
    goeS oN aS weLL or not so well too.. as Love and Grace and WiLL
    and Strength or Hate and Fear under other authority control
    and spineless now.. as MiNioNs DAncE and SinG uP or down
    as Human is what
    we MoVe.. ConNecT
    and CreaTE too now
    as reaLiTy uP or Down
    Less or More NoW too.. iN
    WiLL and Choice as Strength
    iN LoVE and Grace as Heaven
    within as the Kingdom of God Free..
    or sure.. the other place too.. aS even without Love and
    Grace without WiLL of Choice iN StrengtH it Can and will Kingdom come too..
    yes.. the
    other place too..
    the Life is not Good Place2..:)

    AnyWay this ends and
    stARts and finishes
    and beGins the
    Good Cop
    and Story
    Between foR nOw..;)

    It’s Free
    Its Essence
    Needs no Form


    sMiLes.. myYFriEnd.. Xenia.. yes..
    it appears that ‘Moore’s Law’ now
    is dragging behind again.. heHe..
    as that Garden of Love Post with
    26K plus words and 28K plus
    words in comments
    section of
    for the
    Next MacroVerse
    after that equals now a
    Word Press Word count
    tally of 54,855 words along
    with 400 or so photos.. around
    40 or so YouTube Videos and other
    links that connect to 4 Million plUs
    Words of Long Form Poetry too as
    ‘SonG of My SoUL’.. A milestone for
    a year was and is to reach a double
    the effort of the word size of the
    King James effort from
    Centuries of effort
    in what
    Tools of Modern Technology
    in all the hard work of our ancestors
    bRinG to any one beinG HUMan in limitless
    ways of HUman PoTential noW iN a new experiment
    wheRE humans beCoMe much more than machines
    and machines will never catch up with the Ocean
    of Human Subconscious abilities as small as
    the abilLiTy to be our own alarm clocks
    asleep and with Faith/Belief wake
    up at a second before
    the clock rings
    @6 am too..
    a little
    example of
    what the entire
    enChiLada with the
    PoTEnTiaL of God and all
    our extensions of our human
    Nature as tools coming one in
    being in greater expectations coming
    to fruition without even trying hard now..
    we rest on bones and bloods of human giants
    of antiquity and rise higher as flesh and eYes NoW..
    wHeRE everYone bRinGS a New Verse of UniVerse NoW
    mY FriEnd..
    heHe.. otHeR
    than thaT thanks
    for coming by and
    hey.. i’m a traveling
    Blog anYwaY iN terms
    of what i live as liGht
    or dArk perceived
    by those
    read.. other than
    that may yOUr liGht shine oN..
    as Free LaMp BeinG hUman Now..:)

    And just A oh by A way..
    along with the inspiration
    of your poetry in the current Macro
    Verse humbly titled “BigGer Britches WORlD SiZe PlEAse”
    i am all set to exceed the 1.566 million words in less than
    twelve months from Memorial Day of 2016 through
    the 29th of this Month in this 101st MacroVerse
    as hey.. perhaps i’LL reach the PHI Golden
    Mean of 1.618 Number of a Million
    Words by Memorial Day
    2017 as that completes
    just another chapter
    oF ‘SonG oF mY
    SoUL’.. LonG
    ForM Free
    Verse Poem..
    as ‘Memorial
    Days Bible
    and yes..
    if you believe.. heHe..
    you can do more than me.. hAha..
    like the wife Katrina says… who would
    be crazy as you to do such a thing as that..
    hEhe crazy is as crazy does more more more..;)
    Hehex2.. okay.. i’ll
    stop now before
    you’re not able
    to oPen uP your
    own MacroVerse now2..;)

    And words to
    the likeS heAR
    aS wELL mY FriEnd..:)

    With Wings
    oF FuR

    Xenia returns the first response
    comment with a lack of interest
    in writing Longer Free Verse
    Poetry and complimenting
    me on the Volume
    of Creative
    my Journey
    of liGht and
    i go on to say..

    i do my
    Best to
    A Fall
    For Humble..;)

    And now i saY in terms
    of the meek will inherit
    the eARTh and the poor
    in spirit will
    gain the
    of Heaven
    within and
    sure in terms
    of John 14:12 more
    that you can and will
    do more than me with
    the Power of God
    within too..
    it’s totAlly
    all of this that
    the Jesus whoever
    the real dude was according
    to his own teaching would have
    ever suggested he was greater than
    a grain of sand as it’s true.. humble
    cannot fall as those who hold up grains
    of sand more than only Mountains of Love
    more than only this or that of God wHeRE
    no one can do more.. God iS WhoLe we are
    paRt.. we do more as PaRt but we never
    attain whole
    as it’s
    then God
    would be
    all alone
    again wHeRE
    the wHoLe Point
    of Big Bangs iNtuitivELy
    aS Such InstinctuAlly and
    iNnatELy too is the bio and
    neuro-diversity oF paRTs
    aLLoNe as Free WiLL
    ovER Love
    to hold
    as GoD
    SMiLes MoRE
    iNFiNiTy parTS allone
    WhOle Ocean oF Love MORe NoW
    as GoD SpRinGS MoRE as eYes/
    WiNgs on SpiRAls oF LoVe..:)

  6. Now for some MacroVerse
    and MicroVerse shares
    from a year ago and
    more as related by
    Facebook Algorithm
    all Free assistant as helper
    to get this 101st MacroVerse
    Record Breaker of Bible times
    two size finished for now and
    alWays stARtinG MoRE foR NoW too..
    the britches.. are yes.. continuing to get bigger..
    World WidE Pants more aS even David Letterman SinGs..
    As hey.. i do my best to attribute properlY aLL mY insPiRAtioNs..
    dArK to LiGht to
    of Grey
    to NoW BeyONd
    RAinBoW coLors2
    and juST incidEntAL
    as they say with a biG
    Cheshire CaT GriN too..
    iNFiniTy wiDe MOrE too wRiTe oN CouRse3..
    And as 11 MacroVerses Stretch aCross Tabs
    of 27 Inch iMac Screen.. heAR i go agAiN..
    to riff off of whaT i’ve alReaDy dOne
    as NauTiluST ShELL cOmEs
    MorE as StatEly
    Holmes words..
    NoW iN paRT miNe as whOle too..;)

    “Culture IF DisAbling”

    And sTarTinG NoW aS TheMe SonG by Donna Summer for SPrinG
    May of 2017.. 5.17.17.. i coMe aS the third Secret of “Our Lady of Fatima”..
    born from line of X-Catholic Irish Priest.. named Leo..
    from 1917.. revealed
    as me iN
    from that
    SuMmeR of
    1960 on the 6th
    of the 6th Month.. And now
    i have no idea why i DanceSinG
    that butt i juST did and do heheX2.. haHa WTF..
    i guess it was JusT anoTher Transcendental
    Religious Ecstatic experience as huMans can
    and WiLL GRoW eveN HiGher and take thaT
    liGht within at Hand and aT DAncE and SonG
    even more.. even more.. as Jonathan Sea
    Gull Spirals around Sun as Force
    oF BaLanCinG GoD WiThiN
    Quantum liGht fLiES
    eXposed iN
    EffoRt of NaTuRE
    SiGnAture Words.. MoRE
    i find culture both disabling
    and empowering and the
    Key is uSinG thaT forCe
    as tools of culture
    eVeN MoRe
    MoRE to
    LiGht MoRE noW..
    BRinG GoD ouT to
    Play as ‘they’ Say all
    humbly aS Such as GraIN of Sand MorE..
    Mountain oF Love RiSinG higher and hiGher now..
    one of
    i kinda
    guess aS Such2..
    anyWay.. thanks
    for the Song.. Donnna..
    iT liGhts uP mY Summer eYes2..;)

    “Artistic Love Layers”.. could be a Cake aS Such with many
    LayeRS and BeYOnd RainBow Colors as U of AUtistic
    changes R to ARtistic and U RemAiNs R oF Y i.. haha..
    anyWay.. ain’t no one gonna make a
    cake like this.. one..
    hehe.. not
    A Moore’s
    Law Super
    STiLL to come
    as ya can’t copy
    Rabbit wHOLes as
    Alice and WonderLands
    MoRE as an i Robot aLone
    wiThouT aLLONe transcendental
    HoLy SpiRit StreAMs of Ecstatic
    RiVer SonG as Astrocytes
    WaVe Neurons
    as Ocean
    and BoDy
    soUL MorE noW..:)

    “GOD is Written in ROCK and ROLL”.. tHis is TrUe..
    And in Donna Summer Cakes oF MacARthur Park too..
    and by a way.. the first one so far written in 2014
    and the second two so far written in 2015 with
    8 more for now to STiLL
    cOme as H8 joining
    Hands of K11 two
    ONEs as 8
    tALL inFiniTy
    sMILeS eVen moRe.. noW2..;)

    “DancE SinG GoD FReED’

    “Do you remember the Time” as
    Michael Jackson STiLL DancES
    and SinGS oN YouTuBe
    STiLL Free.. yep
    i LiVe iT NoW
    aT aLL.. yep
    that Ecstatic Trance
    Dance Kingdom oF HeaVen
    aS Such STuFF too as i bRinG
    miNe uP aT WiLL oVer Love as
    i go NoW.. cOMinG iN and ouT
    oF that Door of WiLL @LovE too NoW..:)

    “i am Frankenstein”.. sure.. Fredenstein.. Lucifer..
    Jesus.. the one as Neo.. Maitreya too and three
    as hey.. “they’ve” been Forecasting YOU to
    coMe as jusT anoTHeR
    Avatar and
    Face oF God
    too for a very
    lOnG tiMe
    alWays NOW
    oF eXistence too..
    as you SeeK and
    FiNd God withIN too
    and beCoMe Katy Perry
    Wide Awake with ET
    Firework too.. as God Avatar Now isRea2..1..2..
    as this MacroVerse comes from two years ago too..:)

    “Joker can be Wild AND Crazy”.. MacroVerse from three years
    ago and so TrUe the Trickster can be dArk or LIGht..
    those sHades of Grey and beYond Rainbow
    Colors of Transcendent LiGht of
    oF Heaven
    NoW too..
    as Rihanna
    and Star trek
    says too wHere no
    man and or woman.. eTc..
    dares to go unTiL NoW iN
    HUman INNeR UniVerse as SoUL WhOle MoRe NoW2..;)

    “CRY of big CULTURE”.. from two years ago.. can you
    HeAR iT.. i’Ve been HeaRinG iT since 1960.. and
    i’M trying my besTeST to eVEnTuaLLy change
    it to a sMiLe and God Laugh
    wiDer than hUman
    words of inFinity
    NoW trUe iN LiGht
    too.. so much faRTheR than BeFore..
    won’t you join me iN aRt to eXpress yOUr
    SpiRit of heaRt greater too iN MiNd and
    BoDy BalanCinG soUL Please.. @LeASt4NOW2..
    wE NeeD “BigGer BRiTCHes WORlD SiZe PlEAse”.. NoW2..;)

    ” #SupernatUreNoW ” .. hmm.. need i Dance and
    SinG MoRe iN and FrOm thiS MacroVerse
    from juST a Year ago.. sure..
    more coMiNg
    noW iN
    of SupernatUreNoW more too..;)

    “Forrest Gump style..if ya WiLL”.. yeP as K C and the SunShiNe
    Band STiLL DanceS oN and SinGs On NoW thaT’s
    the way i like it huh heh huh heh.. and
    i DO juST GO a little further
    than Forrest
    KinG David too.. heheX2..
    STiLL from three yeaRS ago2.. bY A WaY2..;)

    Hmm.. i thiNk i’ve listened to that Donna
    Summer Song four times now..
    it’S iN my head now..
    don’t have to
    play it anymore
    for inspiration aS iT
    bRings back EmoTioNal
    Memories of my first love
    Sonia.. and after the loss
    of mY Father and Mother
    in the last three years
    a Step Father before
    that and Katrina’s
    Sister after
    that and
    Cat Moby
    and an
    Aunt.. a
    and Yellow
    Boy experiencing
    some issues with
    Feline Leukemia now..
    jUSt the brew of dARk inspiRed
    liGht Grief to inSpire this Cross
    oF LiGht i carry more.. i give thanks
    to God of Nature all for all the pain
    and grief as we all work toGETher
    iN dARk and liGht.. make the
    best job JOB oF iT foR
    MorE LiGht NoW2..
    to KinGdoM
    is what i
    to Dance
    and SinG
    as CroSS oF LiGht STiLL
    long ago.. i lEArned.. carrying
    A Cross WiLL eventuaLLy carrY A GreaTeST LiGht2..:)

    “Terminating Sidewalks by NEO’.. now that’s a helluva
    metaphor in Heaven now for me@LeASt from 2
    years ago as exTenDinG thaT Force to NoW..
    i have ‘the power’ and understand
    it and use it to the best
    of my aBiLiTy NoW
    the eARTh
    as Meek..
    as the Heaven
    is not alWays clearly
    Visible to oTheRs iNside
    butt yes.. tHere are Hints that
    miGht make you thINk that someone
    experiencing Heaven now and who is
    touched that way like me for almost four
    years now at WiLL Over Love in Ecstatic
    Transcendental LiGht LiFe NoW iS own
    somEthinG othEr than the all Natural
    HiGher PoWer of God within
    that yes.. of course includes
    Material Reductionist
    Science elements
    as Neuro-Chemicals
    and Neuro-Hormones too..
    but tHeRe is a synErgy of ForCE LiGht
    as HuMans toGeTher HolDinG HandS oNline
    as Hive cOminG aLiVE NoW Eu-sociALLy
    as metaphor for hUmaN KiNd thaT is
    not cuRREnTly aN observable
    whOle Empirical
    that science
    wiTh a cuRREntly
    AntiQuaTEd Tool of
    one step to five step Scientific Method and
    more of what NoW cannot be measuReD
    NoW STiLL as no meaSuRinG tools do
    exist for hUman isReaL aLL NaTuRal
    MaGiC thaT iS cOmInG to LiGht
    for maNy Humans now..
    the ancestral
    ways of
    tHeir ancestors
    NoW sEt FreED
    as GoD HiGher PoWer
    of NaTuRE aLL WiThin them too..
    i do my little pArt as GrAIN oF Sand
    and otHeRs WoRK as HaRd as they
    can to seT otHeRs Free from the sidEwalks
    of Modern culTuRes too.. we cry we try we cry we try2..:)

    “i celebrate my ‘ROLLING FACE’ an urban dictionary term
    too sTiLL from three years ago as to what the
    younger generation refers to as peers
    who are taking drugs like
    Molly to approximate
    the all Natural
    of Transcendental
    Ecstasy NoW iN LiGht..
    thing is.. with synthetic ways
    to get tHeir tHeRe is the down
    pArt of PoTenTiaLLy no longer
    FeeLinG Beauty and Love too..
    and that’s way it takes work baby
    to geT wHeRe i am all Naturall aS Such..
    MoVinG iN and out of the Door of Transcendental
    Ecstasy almosT at WiLL oVer aGaPe Love transcendent LiGht foR ALL noW2..
    never ending
    story of Nether Land STiLL NoW aLivE LiGht..:)

    AnyWay that’s all for MacroVerse
    Memories for this 101st MacroVerse
    NoW.. i WiLL tAke a Break and
    bE back with the
    MicroVerse more
    Memories… eTc..
    And eVEntuALLy
    Publish then.. this
    Ground BreaKinG
    two times the size
    As “NetherLand Bible
    2017” aS iN comparison
    oF WoRd count to thaT
    rather much smaller King James Effort.. way back when..
    fully illustrated wiTh DanCE and SonG heAR morE too NoW..;)

  7. A PeNnY foR
    yoUr thOughTs..
    NaH.. FReED i iNsiST..;)

    Hmm.. i DancE aT all the
    oPen MiNded Stores.. iN oTheR
    Words.. places wHeRE unusual Folks
    work the best to be Free iN Dance WeLComInG
    as Strange
    as ‘them’
    as uS Now
    as yes..noW
    ME iN tRance
    DancE HiGher
    for the dAy and
    to this point at the
    Cordova Mall flying
    Butterfly Style up and
    down between the main
    Hall Mall where the stiffer
    elements of security don’t
    like the way i do iT aLL Free
    and best Busy.. a Place of Nerds
    and Eccentrics and Geeks sort
    oF liKe me into aRt among
    folks who’ve even
    heARd of
    Walt Whitman
    Free Verse style
    oF LiFE too.. away from
    Science forms closed iN grammar
    ways of labELs too.. appropriate punctuation
    more than two or three ellipses in River Flow
    and such as that.. anyWaY.. one reAson i take photos
    and lots of selfies is to record in real time the transfiguration
    and transformation of my Human Form in Flesh and Blood as
    the inner liGht eXpands from Head to Toe too.. if you rememberer
    that old 10 Commandments Movie and the folks in the village easily
    recognized that the Charleston Heston Version of Moses whoever
    after he came down from his personal Yogi Mountain
    and burning inner flAMe of Bush eterNaLLy
    i AM within aS Such.. yes.. the
    no name Force
    all over
    as Yoda
    does relate
    in Forest Yogi way
    too like Buddha under a
    tree and me coming down
    from the distance further than
    foot prints and condos at Navarre
    and Pensacola Beach on a Day Long
    Vision Quest aS Such NoW iN SpiraLinG
    DanCe.. like Sufi Dervish2.. although.. i don’t
    fly with anyone else but me and God Born freed WiThiN
    aGaiN Phoenix continuAlly RisinG aGaiN froM aShEs aS SucH..
    anYwaY.. i carry the flAMe of the Eternal Burning Torch within and
    it never gets all the way put out.. of course.. wRite oN Course but
    sTiLL in the sPiRit and liTeral way of empirical systemizing science
    as the record dictates and sHows sAMe.. i AM HiGh as a Mr. Kite in This sHow
    of Water Fountain FloWing FreeLy iN SMiLEs of eYes even beyond SHades of fACe..
    yes ice
    ice ice
    baby.. that
    was the SonG
    i was LiSTeNinG
    to with a SiCk bEAt then..;)

    YeP ViP
    XoX AoA
    STaY tHiRsTY
    AMiGos MoRe tHaN Me..;)

    NoW heAR coMeS some MicroVerse
    Shares and associated
    Visual Aids
    and YouTuBe
    Style Music
    from a year
    ago too..
    all oN
    of course
    as Personal Bible
    as SonG oF mY soUL
    GroWs oN to over 4 MiLLioN
    Words iN 45 Months too closinG
    iN on 7400 MiLes of Public dance
    in 45 Months too.. in oTher Words
    this New Age Bible Record sTuFF iN
    TaLk of 1.566 MiLLioN words Plus
    in this MicRoVerse Number 101
    doubling as MacroVerse
    Number 772 too..
    iS JuST a Rhetorical
    exercise iN LabELs as Such
    as i done GoT that Biggest
    Free Verse Religious and Associated
    all Free Verse Poem Longest Long Form
    Poem for Centuries on end beFore i did
    this at JuST 1.8 MillioN Words then beat
    by double and of course the King James Version
    beat by 5 times 1 lonG BeFoRE NoW.. at the 44 MoNth
    PoInT of thAT RHeToriCal Free Verse HoLY SPiRit inSpiRed
    automatic wRite too.. and the Kuran.. with all DO respect
    Got that beat by a 50 times to 1 in that small but still now
    cogent 80K word Effort not much more than what i do in a 1 to
    to 2 week period of writing theSe Days and Weeks aT LEAst with
    that lASt 55K word effort in one Blog Post spanning about 7 or 8 days
    with plenty of oTheR Flesh and Blood Activities in the Blue Room NoW
    and stores
    oF Free
    DancE More..
    anyWaY as ‘i say’..
    hEAR we go for sOme
    moRE Free Verse STuFF NoW..
    butt yes i must
    go work out
    first as
    Sons continue to Go..;)

  8. Per MicroVerse from
    a Year ago heAR..
    and more coming too..
    Original Duo of Trio..
    Charlie’s Angels..
    Cortney and
    Good Old
    Seville Quarter
    and my 110th
    Dance Week
    Thursday NiGht theRe..
    And in addendum.. speaking
    of Cortney.. Cortney.. a newly
    hired in Government employee Now
    working to conserve natural resources
    noW iN the wildlife of our local beach
    area.. shares an awesome photo
    of a Fish Eagle aka Sea Hawk..
    officially known as Osprey
    that are common to
    this area.. both
    at beach
    and River
    lands.. and the
    Osprey is capturing
    a fish up to its weight
    while the fish is swimming
    downward.. and with mighty
    Talons and Wings of Super
    Bird the Osprey as no human
    weight lifter could ever imagine
    REAL.. Lifts itself out of the water
    with wings of steel
    in NoW super bird
    way.. noW spRinGinG
    oh.. the stories of
    #supernature .. noW
    they go far beyond
    what human can do..
    functionally disabled
    by all the clothes of
    written words.. collective
    intelligence and all other
    clothes of culture.. sitting
    still for years.. in classrooms
    in front of screens where home
    room is now too.. for many.. from day
    break to sleep.. as weakness.. now in
    pre-type two diabetes
    assessed in
    school age
    children @
    noW around
    in statistical way..
    additionally Now close
    to 50 percent of clothed
    adult culture on some kind of
    pain killer for chronic.. often
    NoW stress related vague somatic
    pains.. and of course.. sky-rocketing
    rates of psychoptropic drugs to
    treat emotional illnesses
    of feelings/senses
    that are noW
    dys-regulated to
    almost non-existent
    from the battle ground
    of humans and their disabling
    clothes of cultural comforts.. etc..
    And then there is the
    oldest among
    the dragon fly
    who flies up to
    60 miles per hour..
    almost beyond human
    comprehension of feat
    in #supernature way..
    and what once noW
    was an oral and dance
    tradition of human being where
    the communication of life was once
    hours of daily oration and moving sign
    language to connect and create has been
    reduced to 140 characters in a twitter line
    of acronyms of u
    and u as uS noW..
    and a few more
    letters to get to
    the limit of u..
    and science
    suggests that
    the average human
    has the literal attention
    span of a gold fish now.. while
    human cultures continue to slowly
    as whole destroy the home for uS noW..
    and the Fish Eagle too.. so the government
    in at least some level of saving gRACE.. employs
    folks like Cortney to save some home.. at least
    in some way of effort now.. i am a FucKinG
    rare species of bird.. named human
    without all the clothes of culture..
    named hUman who uses
    culture to tHeir human
    potential advantage
    that slow
    misery of death..
    A human who says..
    Well yes.. there are twitter
    limits in life but i choose to
    go back NoW to my human iNnate
    potential #supernature noW hiGher
    Road and do more.. more.. morE Now..
    so.. after dancing a solid three hours
    without a water break.. in martial
    arts and ballet-likeall free style..
    in Feng Shui human way
    as one with wind and
    water at core of
    being noW juSt Now
    Nature.. some button
    down preppy dude says Molly
    huh.. and i shake his hand
    with the grip of Osprey
    with prey and
    say no dude..
    God.. it’s God..
    yes.. aLL #supernature
    God at hand heRe.. hEre..
    let me show ya a couple of things
    on Google and Youtube as i whip
    it right out as you know what they
    say about size doesn’t matter noW and
    all of that as truly a lot of it has to
    do with how yA aim the
    big picture at Ya
    pArts.. per say..
    and if you ever
    view my nude art..
    particularly recently..
    you will get MORE of the
    gist of that joke too.. he HE..
    SO.. i show him the handy dandy
    video of me leg pressing 930 LBS
    with the last two forty-five LB plates..
    teetering off the edge of the barbell
    machine.. with no room left to
    grow in weighT.. 14 times
    very slowly with
    arms raised in
    the air noW sTiLL
    aLL BaLanCinG as such
    with only legs as mechanical
    advantage in half a ton way.. yes STiLL nOW
    and then i go on to say.. i do it 30 times
    now but it would just be boring to upload
    longer and longer videos like that as this
    one is already 88 seconds long.. and
    the other one would be around
    three whole minutes like
    a song to sit through..
    and then.. i go on to say..
    not only do i do my Molly dancing
    all natural.. and by the way… i don’t
    drink or smoke either.. i do it every where
    i go as documented here too on Google
    iN Nike GPS sports watch way..
    approaching 5400 miles now
    in just 33 months..
    like the F iN Forrest
    Gump of dancing distances
    to and fro across the shores
    of USA in mountain high
    ways of moving that
    as such in human
    metaphor way.. yes.. sTiLL..
    oh yeah.. and then.. tHeRe’s
    writing poetry.. back in the old
    days when humans really used their now then
    potential.. back in India.. there is a 1.8
    million long poem still recorded.. noW
    and i tale him.. ya gotta be kidding..
    my poem is well over 3 million
    words still running now at
    667 macro verses
    of MACRO WHOLE..
    WRITE here at
    and here’s a short micro
    taste of what i do there in
    one macro verse at 338,630
    words with around 300 or so
    gorgeous beach photos
    titled ‘GodsUniVerse
    Novel3′.. as linked
    below.. and then i say..
    oh.. tHeRe iS somewHeRe
    between 600 to 800 photos
    of girls smiling ear to ear
    with me wRite here at
    Good Old Seville and
    on 110 blog posts too..
    now and then.. since i’ve
    been streaking a dance
    date here for 110 weeks
    now.. and after i tale him
    all of this.. in around a couple
    of minutes or so in lightening
    speed like voice.. his mouth is
    just left hanging open.. and
    he moves on his
    way in small
    and dam i forgot to
    show him some of
    my recent nude art..
    just in case.. he didn’t
    think i was man enough noW
    to be brave.. and stuff like
    that.. he He.. okay.. here’s
    the deal.. when i was 12 or 13..
    and the bully boys told me.. i was
    too weak looking to survive.. like
    the Osprey.. i didn’t give up lifting
    the fish.. and just get mad
    and pout.. or become a
    bully too.. but yes..
    i did kinda crush
    that young
    man’s hand..
    just a little
    bit noW last
    night in Xtra
    firm hand
    grip shake..
    teaching him
    a lesson
    his hand
    yeS.. back
    THEN.. too..
    for me..
    it was
    just a signal
    from the other
    swimming fish..
    albeit tough love
    in bullying that a change
    was needed to survive.. but
    truly it was a gift.. as now i can
    easily squeeze over two hundred pounds
    of effort at max machine provided human
    potential on the Nautilus hand
    squeeze machine.. in herculean
    effort.. and curl over 200 LBS
    with my biceps and
    with neck too..
    as for all practical
    intents and purposes
    in majority of equipment
    i am the strongest dude.. at the
    Elite Military gym now at NASWF noW
    yes.. mE approaching age 56 on June 6th..
    who used to be literally assessed
    as the weakest dude by others..
    and last kid picked on sports
    teams.. with always
    naturally occurring
    low levels of testosterone
    still measured in as border
    line low at 271.. in medical
    records currently as
    assessed as such
    in empirical way..
    but you see.. the fish hawk
    Jack LaLanne NoW has already
    long proved what an all natural
    dude without steroids can do..
    when he towed 60 or so boats..
    behind him in swimming way
    at over age 60.. and crap..
    he aint’ even no exception
    alone.. as even Arthur then..
    the head life guard dude
    i used to supervise.. as
    Athletic Director
    at the Air Station
    here at then Whiting
    Field could out swim
    all the 21 year old boys..
    at over 60.. and Arthur
    still competes in ballet
    well after 65 in actual
    theater events.. so truly..
    except for the poetry potential
    anomaly.. what i do ain’t that unique..
    yeah.. writing LONG POEM FREE VERSE
    is currently now my special LONG ReAD
    human super splinter skill.. and yes..
    i READiLY admit.. thiS iS
    a cultural acquired skill
    and not what
    suggest is innate
    human potential without
    culture.. but yeah.. science
    don’t understand the science
    of Quantum Mechanics as that
    applies to the human being
    mind and body iN noW
    unLeasHinG and
    reLeaSinG.. and many
    folks THoUGHT Einstein was
    nuts back when he said Nature
    is Krazy SuperNATURE OVER
    SUCH TOO.. anyWaY.. iN aLL stuff
    nature.. #supernature .. the magic
    as such of Nature potential
    is a truly easy formula of
    Use iT oR Lose iT
    as all stuff
    human nature
    and #supernature
    AKA GOD wHolE..noW
    DO one thing to the
    excess of the other thing
    and lose the other thing too..
    and that’s why i can’t cook..
    ’cause i don’t cook..
    as simple as thAT DO..
    and that’s why i used
    to walk stiff like a robot..
    cause i never walked ART
    like air and water..
    in Feng Shui Sea Hawk
    human way.. aLL of Nature..
    at least most oF it.. liVeS iN
    our DNA.. we are the fish..
    the toad.. and reptilian
    bird brain feATheRed
    friend as well..
    and what we do not
    often see is that overall
    God that lives as wE.. and
    to discount magic of #supernature
    still living as human potential
    is to discount God as
    whole still living
    within.. outside..
    up and down and
    merry go ’round..
    so yeah..
    i have a song
    for this named
    ET by Katy Perry
    as those in the REAL
    SENSE KnOW and
    HIGHER sTilL NoW
    AS US TOO.. noW
    TRUTH AND LIGHT OF #supernature
    in HuWoMaNiFeST
    Free waY noW juSt nOW..
    and as final LAUGH
    NOTE HERE.. i bet
    Cortney is glad i
    didn’t write
    all of this
    that iS
    paRt of
    my 3 plus
    Million Word
    poem noW on
    her personal
    Facebook page..
    cRapiT ain’t easy
    being a Vincent noW
    Van Gogh Superman..NoW..
    trust me.. it ain’t easy
    being superhuman@ALL
    as Supernature
    TrUe iN LiGht..
    LiFe’s a Beach
    and a Bitch.. iT’s
    the balance of dArk
    and liGht that maKes
    liFe.. F iN AwesoMe NoW..
    and ps.. oH crap.. my finger
    wavered and went to another
    page view.. thought i was gonna
    hafta start all over and do thiS aLL
    a GaiN.. WeLL friends.. the never ending
    and beginning story of no real start
    and finish oF ALL OF QUANTUM
    KNOW THAT i IntUit noW
    thAT is even too f iN Deep
    for any creative
    human word(s)..
    iS aLL About thaT..
    NOW aLL thaT iS n0w..
    never ending.. never
    starting.. never finishing
    never beginning NOW.. but
    NOW i am in bLow yoUr mind
    T E R R I T O R Y E T sTyLe
    or i am just on LSD or Molly
    or some other substance thing..
    other than my innate human potential
    as more fully realized now jUSt NoW..
    NO..! iF i lost aLL of these words.. iT iS
    just pArt of aN ongoing practice oF
    a briGhter noW iN
    TrUth and liGht..
    iN respect
    of dArk
    and huMan
    lieS noW..yES!..:)
    And ps.. thanks! Local
    107.3 FM Radio Station
    for giving me the song
    prompt of Katy Perry’s
    ET.. starting at the precise
    moment i left the garage in
    my car to arrive at the Dance
    and Song of Life Last niGht..
    First niGht.. Day never beginning
    or ending Start of LiFe NoW iN TrUth LiGht..:)

    Friend Rafiah.. shares
    her Facebook status
    that says.. ‘Life feels
    a lot better in dim lights.
    Can’t stand too much
    brightness.”.. and then
    i say then.. and noW..
    InTeResTinGly.. Rafiah..
    i used to be the sAMe kiNdA
    waY.. iN stress oF liGhtS BriGht..
    particularly after dealing wITh
    so much flight or fight stress in
    my work liFe.. the last two years
    tHeRe.. stress kiLLs.. noW..
    a sLow tortUre
    oF lifE..
    and liGht..
    but trUe tHe
    niGht iS meant
    to be relaXinG..
    my friEnd Rafiah..
    wHeRe thE Sun IS A noW
    FRiEnD oF liGht and not one
    to escape.. in yes.. been tHere
    dOne thAT fasHion too.. any waY..
    hope you are doing WeLL.. mY sweet
    friend iN aLL ah liFe’s dARk and liGht..:)

    Haha! i kid you not too..
    i was just looking for the
    wRite SonG as hurts so bad..
    and you provide this SonG mY
    Dear Friend HImali.. all the way
    from the Emirates of Arabia..
    to prompt my soUl.. noW..
    not on purpose of course..
    but as you Harry Potter
    kNow.. LIFe iS MaGiC
    when lived that
    way in yes..
    AngEL noW
    iN blood of
    moon and
    niGht oF
    Day..a TwiLIght
    of a thouSand years
    and more to wait NoW..
    a Love that WiLL never
    end or begin and aLways
    bE NoW iS onE that Hurts
    so good in all the dARk and
    liGht thaT LiFe iS noW to Offer
    Frozen and red HOT!..
    in the bLack..
    white.. and
    InFiNite sHades
    of color and hues
    of grey.. that liGht
    our lives so full
    of Wonder
    Lust for
    aLL that
    seeks to
    liVe and thriVe
    aS iN LoVinG tOuch oF LiFe..
    the path to Heaven is paved
    with hell.. the path to Hell is
    paved with heaven.. the Yellow
    Brick Road is red rum too..
    the Shining can be
    Play2 when
    Jack AND Jill
    pLay miraculously
    StiLL toGeThER FoReVer
    in DreAm oF now.. and as
    they say.. iF one has
    Steak and
    Ice creAm
    aLL tHerE LiFe..
    and becomeS boRed
    aLL wiTh the same old
    Old Phrases oF liFe
    iN World and Words
    noW.. tHeRe IS A neverLand..
    a pLace inside.. wHere delicious
    fantasY alWays tastes great.. so yes..
    dear.. you are a pARt oF mY story noW2..
    And yes.. my dear.. tHeir iS a SonG oF SouL
    For this by A Lady named Christina Perri that
    pure and
    Rock by definition
    of Name no different
    than Katy Perry and
    her Fire Work too..
    A thouSand years
    mY FriEnd.. a thouSAnd
    CAndLeS a Love tHat
    Never ends and that
    iS what the letter
    and words
    FRiEnD mean
    to mE and yoU
    alWays have
    A FRiEnD
    iN Fred.. yESnoW
    After aLL the glitz
    and glamour.. sweaty
    empasSioNeD embRAceS
    iN heiGhts of PleAsure are
    oVer iT is the Friend that lasts
    iN aLL oF uS trUe as Brothers and Sisters..
    and on toP of thAT.. tHeRe is already enough
    humans in the world.. to skip the other part.. WiTh SMiLes..
    be.. noW..
    and sorry iF ever
    you visit me.. i do not
    bite FriEnds.. i
    just nibble
    on them
    Witty Banter..
    And yes it’s true my friend..
    as the story of Katrina and i
    forever now does tale too.. back
    when she was Isis and i am Osiris..
    we are more like Brothers and Sisters noWstiLLnoW..:)

    Love my cat Yellow Boy..
    i StiLL love my cat Moby..
    although he is gone off of this
    terrestrial plane.. HiS heARt StiLL
    lives oN as pARt of mY SoUl.. and
    whenever a relationship of any FriEnd
    comes to me.. iT is the sAMe.. as i told
    my friend Rafiah.. long ago.. each human
    relationship of Pure Fearless Love.. is another
    MultiUniVerse existence oF God creaTinG anew..
    so when i have a friend.. no matter what age.. what
    gender.. albeit.. i’ve never had many male friends.. as
    i break that gender mOld too well.. now among the polar
    Genderized way.. of deep South Stiff collar males.. sure.. now
    i can be a rough boy too.. just shake my hand dude and i will
    crush it if that is what makes you feel like a man..
    i will tale the dudes in non-verbal language noW
    who try to challenge the grace
    noW of my FReED sTyLE
    ballet-like mode dance
    on the dance floors of liFe..
    but you see.. i have noW oN
    my feminine and masculine
    balanCinG.. tHeRe is nothing i
    have to have from another gender
    as i already have the balance inside..
    and what this allows me to do.. is Love
    Woman as friends.. with none of those
    contingencies as yoU kNow and
    FeeL.. what i mean.. as to truly
    Love God iS to Love aLL noW
    uniquely as creation sacredly
    and wHoLLy aLL..
    and i have to say
    when i am in the restroom
    at Old Seville Quarter and hEar
    the guys slander the opposite sex
    as a piece of ass.. some tits.. and
    the V below.. they are lucky i have
    sHades on.. as trust me when ‘the
    Devil.. nah.. not the ugly
    one.. the pretty
    one “LUCIFER”..
    BrINgER oF liGht
    and FreedoM to ALL..
    as metaphor please..
    as by God it’s just a
    common human archetype
    of mind and body balance
    souL.. BY GOD TOO.. THiS

    SpeaKinG of LiFe.. i Love
    Cycads.. here otherwise
    known as Sago Palms..
    and King Sago Palm..
    but not really part
    of the Palm
    family as
    Cycad instead..
    wHere Cycads are
    known as Evolution’s
    comeback Kid.. a somewhat
    perfect form of life.. relatively
    sPeaKing.. origin around
    280 million years ago
    sharing the planet
    with much larger
    Dragonflies and
    Roaches then
    wHere some
    Cycads can
    STilL noW
    live around
    a thousand
    years old.. yes..
    wRite hear sTiLL
    waiting for uS as Love
    oF aLL of Nature too aS
    Christina Perri saYs noW
    iN hEr SonG a “ThouSand
    Years”.. too in the day oF
    A lifelong noW Cycad Real..:)

    Ah.. a few of my favorite things..
    A song of Forever for mE noW
    WiTh no tiMe as aLL iS Now..
    Still writing it.. and
    illustrating it
    so many
    other ways
    in the longest
    poem ever now
    in this 668th Macro
    Verse that WiLL
    be named now
    as pArt noW oF
    the 3 Million plus word
    longest written poem
    ever titled “KATiE MiA
    FredericK!iI”.. at yes..
    the all Free Website
    with same
    here of
    course too
    now and truly
    the Song by Julie
    Andrews is a way
    to count one’s blessings
    for what one finds sacred
    and holy worth as living
    Life noW.. and i could
    write THAT forever..
    in fAct i’ll
    juSt do that
    noW at lEaster..
    and the “SonG oF
    mY SoUl” goes on..
    as when a person
    goes to
    AS i did back
    ‘then’ for 66 months..
    when i could not even
    catch my breath without
    awaking in hell of Dysautonomia..
    wHere my blood pressure and
    heart rate were no longer
    controlled by my
    nervous system
    so i would
    gasp for breath
    to excite my heart
    rate to get the blood
    back to my brain with
    no choice.. of what
    was left of
    my F’Ed
    up flight
    and fight
    stress response
    then.. with THAT pain
    i had.. wHeRe i tried to tale
    my mother then it was actually
    a scientifically assessed pain
    worse than crucifixion and of
    course nothing is more special
    than the Jesus.. as idol as such..
    as worshipped as such.. instead
    of Respected and Loved as
    any teacher of liFe
    should bE as weLL
    as aLL otHeR pArts
    of God’s creation too..
    but anyway.. she bought
    a book on the crucifixion of
    Jesus.. showed it to me to
    tale me about how bad it
    was and the first page i turned to
    in the book.. clearly stated that
    the only torture of pain worse
    than the slow asphyxiation
    like what i experienced
    with Dysautonomia
    too.. was the
    pain of my
    F IN PAIN..
    ETC.. SO i showed it too
    my mother but it didn’t
    matter to her that
    i experienced that
    pain through those
    40 days of February
    through Spring by
    chance in that Lent
    period too.. and the
    pain lived for 66 months
    of shut-in wake to sleep
    existence then..
    wHere i could
    not sleep then
    in the early
    40 days of Lent
    but one hour each
    night with a powerful
    alpha blocker to slow
    my heart rate down
    and get the breathing
    back.. to sleep.. with
    that dirt shallow
    one hour of sleep
    for the first 35 days
    of Lent then for me..
    with zero sleep the last
    5 of 40.. along then with
    18 other life threatening
    synergy of medical
    disorders.. including
    Sjogren’s Syndrome..
    where my eyes quit
    making tears.. then..
    Severe Degenerative
    Arthritis in spine precipitated
    somewhat early in life by
    a congenitally fused
    Vertebra.. yes.. from
    birth.. and spinal
    Severe Anxiety
    and Depression with
    associated panic attacks..
    and Anhedonia.. as well
    as Alexithymia.. etc.. but
    the worst of all pain was
    the numbness
    that was
    any imaginable
    burning hell of both
    Emotions and Senses
    of piece of paper existence..
    where truly one second was
    an eternity in a relative
    1000 years where
    all was time..
    in nothingness
    as close to separation
    in a dark night of soul
    away from feeling and
    sensing all oF God’s Nature.,,
    including mine.. for an eternity
    in hell time then.. so sure i have
    reason to celebrate liFe in all its
    dArk and liGht now and ‘tween
    that iS.. ’cause i kNow for
    sure that even
    in hell
    is EL
    for Heaven..
    a test from allthatis
    AKA EL as GOD..
    for me then..noW..
    but a blesSinG
    Now to kNow..
    seNse and
    FeeL thaT aLL
    that is is all worth
    iT as heaven now.. whether
    we can kNow it.. sense it
    and or feel it.. when hell
    comes in heaven now..
    two places.. one
    of hope and Love..
    one of fear and
    Hate.. and
    all EmoTioNs
    nuanced and senses
    associated with both…
    i choose thE LiGht placE noW..
    and invite folks iN..
    the water is hot..
    but it’s
    every ounce
    now oF aLL mY
    Favorite things thAt
    arE… trUly ALLiNoWthaTiS..
    And sPeaKinG of ALL oF thAT..
    haven’t made it back to dVerse
    for open LiNk Thursday Night
    yet.. but some other sTuFF
    cAMe uP.. and noW
    it’s now to
    wheRe dArk
    and liGht miX
    aS oNe eternAlly NoW oN..:)

    “At least I thought I was dancing,
    ’til somebody stepped on my hand.”

    ~~ J. B. White ~~

    That says iT aLL.. mostly..
    as there will always
    be those who say
    in the
    name of DancE..
    and SonG too..
    and i lEarned to
    have Faith iN mE
    and God
    as Nature
    iN mE noW2..
    hmm.. what else..
    oh yeah.. that magic
    thing.. i believe in Quantum
    Mechanics.. therefore.. with enough
    i noW rule
    WeLL enough
    for me.. yes..
    iN Magic
    NoW oF
    liGht noW to Now
    oN.. FieLD thAT bRinGS
    BaLanCE to Dark Lies
    beneath the
    oF liGht
    as StreAMs
    to Rivers to noW..
    Ocean wHoLLy Hope..
    iN Fearless Love.. oKay..
    that about covers iT aLL
    thAt iS for noW.. trip to
    the Casino tomorrow..
    more dance
    all around
    alWayS noW
    aN aDventure iN
    heaVen of noW aWaY
    from HeLL of theN..
    and sure mY
    faith.. mY
    hope.. myY
    fearless Love iS
    thE sAMe for yoU mY
    FriEnd.. as i have dOne
    the miracle thinGiE.. up close..
    documented iN fuLL and they
    ARE REAL.. at lEaster in My
    Phoenix RiSinG from the ashes
    iN Book and Tree oF LiFe FReED..
    aLL moNkeY Business HeRe.. mY FriEnd..
    i’LL bE A bird iN A tree tomorRoW climBinG air Of WiND
    WeLL BeFoRe SunSeT wHen DaY BreaK iS.. juSt iS noW..:)

    i told Katrina to set the
    alarm clock this morning
    and she complied
    and yes..
    tHere is an
    early morning
    SonG to gET uP
    for thiS noWoN
    too.. so noW oN2
    Happy Saturday..
    And iT’S oFF to
    Casinos for me
    iN Biloxi mostly
    to dance rather
    than play with
    one armed
    and Katrina
    is off to a baby
    shower to turn some
    ‘folks’ on.. whether she
    realizes it fully or noT.. Jesus..
    soMe beauty is juSt mADe
    to be shaRed and
    not hidden
    eYes.. iN TrUth
    oF liGht FReED..:)

    Bet ya 5 Facebook Likes..
    that only 1 person likes
    this and 5 like the
    previous KATiEm
    profile pic.. noW
    And lots more folks
    like the previous one
    and don’t like it.. hehe..
    and anyway.. just keeping
    the balance.. of Batman in day..
    And Superman in night.. and dark
    and light.. and feminine and masculine
    and beauty and the beast and the list now
    of enlightening and awakening ways of noW
    balance continues on infinitum alwayS NoW..:)

    Yes.. too halves must
    become whole to achieve
    AwaKeNinG oF enliGhTenMent
    in attainment oF Heaven noW..
    Nirvana.. Bliss.. the whole
    sHeBanG so hEre’S
    the otHeR
    oF thE
    story Now
    left and right..
    dArk and liGht
    uP and doWn..
    inside.. outside..
    and yes.. aLLa noW
    MerrY go A’round..:)

    penniewoodfall says..
    Something for you…
    this say’s it all…
    Pietroasa Bowl

    And after i watch
    the video she provides
    i say..

    From inside
    To outside the
    BOwL.. My friEnd
    A MaGiC ChaLiCe

    And then i say
    to gigoid after
    some more

    sMiLes.. for mE i only
    have faith in what i touch..
    what touches me..
    what i feel..
    what feels me..
    what i see.. what
    sees me.. what i taste
    what tastes me.. what i hear
    what hears me.. what i smell
    what smells me.. Etc.. and science
    suggests there are now 412 total
    nuanced emotions and
    many more senses..
    some of which of
    all of these
    some humans
    do not experience..
    the begGinG oF wisdom
    is to understand that none
    of us experience iT aLL and
    some of uS experience more..
    Some of us have the potential
    to experience more.. and
    some of us close
    off that
    through sHear
    wiLL of fear iN the
    dark and or cynicism
    of additional potential
    liGht.. there were so many
    days of dArk for me friend..
    and tHeRe is no end of the
    liGht i Now
    noW at the
    beginning of the
    Tunnel.. and after
    11 million words..
    and all of
    the approximation
    of what is real below
    and above that.. and all
    other symbols as such..
    the MaGiC iS noW
    reAL.. the potential
    is REal.. i wAs A trUly
    A fool not to believe
    in the real magic
    of that
    and that of
    course only
    comes through
    experience.. grace
    is a fool.. who kNows
    nothing.. Fool is
    a gRace
    FeeLs.. noW..
    iT’s aLL relative
    and a journey now
    wITh so many paths..
    sAdly.. too many folks
    take the short-cut away
    noW.. that
    leads nowhere
    but tHeRe.. aWaY..:)

    And now i say..
    as a participant
    Anthropologist wITh
    the study oF aLL of God
    oF Nature as is.. i find
    human nature
    and like
    the orbits
    of planets
    around Sun of
    Stars iT is usuAlly
    somewhat consistent
    and predictable to read the
    thOUghts of otHeRs.. not unlike
    Edward Cullen as such.. and
    much.. and yes.. i can read
    most people very
    well in
    mind meld
    Spock way..
    although.. not
    unlike Spock iF
    you.. aRound me..
    see my total Poker
    Face while doing this..
    you might realize how
    much steam of Hurricane
    extreme and calm in winds
    outside as opposed to inside
    out is inherently Nature Nurture
    all around as WeLL above so
    below too now.. so no..
    not many males
    WiLL actually
    click the
    as it is
    not what they
    call socially appropriate
    to communicate that one’s
    friend’s wife has sexy legs
    and butt in any way shape
    or form.. but it is
    very appropriate
    for your
    who are girls
    if you happen to
    be a male to comment
    that the wifey is super
    sexy so everything stays
    warm and baby cozy
    iN the House
    of Love who
    only kNows
    and FEELS
    friends and
    no enemies at aLL..
    trust me.. in the old days
    we would be one happy
    extended family doing the
    work of night sharing and
    raising babies too… i miss those
    days of past lives.. i really do.. but
    when you are a thousand and something
    year vampire and bite your wife way back
    when and she never ages.. she does make
    an excellent conversation piece as Fredward
    says about my Bella Dark haired girl now.. and
    sure.. she’s the one that let me bite her first.. that’s
    how love
    first server forevermore
    now.. iN aLL ways of FRiEnD
    forevermorenoW iN my own
    style noW oF LoVe’S fearless
    TWiLiGht waY noW..
    wITh Lots
    and Lots
    of hugs
    and kisses
    from God oF aLL
    that iS noW as the
    sAga continues foR NoW..
    bY A w aY.. i never watched
    the Saga i F iN deLivedeviLed iT..
    Oh yeah.. and believer it or NoT
    Ripley.. i am much older than
    i Look.. Jesus.. i’ve
    born from the
    origin of all ages cycleS..
    oF aLL that existS noW..
    like they say.. never let
    As reaLITy Rocks FictToN everyNOW..
    Yeah Baby.. don’t ya kNow tHis iS goinG
    up and
    down and
    uP again..
    for REAL
    alWayS noW..
    inside.. outside..
    miGht aS WeLL

    JuSt aNoThEr
    bATman CAt..:)

    And finAllY.. foR Now..
    TwiiLiGhT VerSioN..
    oF bATman2..
    And yes.. oF
    course.. VaN
    GogH noW

    Oh.. the dArk niGht
    oF the heArt. that
    can bE SpiRit
    iN eXpreSsinG
    and FeeLinG heARt
    oF SpiRiT aLonG WitH
    miNd and boDy BaLanCinG
    soUL.. noW.. but hell no.. psychiatry
    prescribes pills.. but has no way to
    help bRing back aLL oF thAT.. as
    to cure the root of symptoms
    miGht be the end of
    psychiatry as we
    kNeW anD
    KnoW iN noW..
    Inner UniVerse
    orchestrated by Billions
    of galaxy numbered connections
    and more as do sPeaK now.. as
    so many opportunities to
    move in brain
    way hiGhEr
    and Higher..
    as the older
    story goes.. inside..
    outside.. above.. so below
    and all around.. noW beyond
    the details of each neuron oF liFe
    Separate.. as aLL can be orchestrated
    finer.. but try to tale that to the REAL
    HUNCH BACK oF Notre DaMe..
    the monster i used to be..
    kNoWinG no FeeLinG
    aT aLL forgetting
    all memories
    iF had theN noW
    ever fELt a SMiLE
    before or laugh and
    of course the answer
    then was pyramid dust..
    but it already faded away
    too dispersed around me to
    make a difference then.. so after
    writing 11 or so million words..
    language connected to
    EmoTioNs.. poeTry
    does coMe.. but
    it doesn’t matter
    what one says or does…
    in the moment of heaven or
    hell reaL noW iN liFe.. no.. not as
    toddler liFE tEacHinG folks
    that children overall..
    are alReADy tHeRe..
    Anyway.. tHeRe IS
    A greAT ReAsoN
    we are here..
    to do what we can
    iN essence of the sPiRiT
    oF that phrase lET gO..
    as Fearless UnConDiTioNal
    sacRed Love.. wITh no
    frigGinG physical
    LiMiTs beYonD

    We are the bees and God is the nectar
    We are the nectar and God is the Bees
    All is the Buzz
    when we fly
    to be free..
    Free is the Bee
    that lives as Nectar
    in Buzz
    of Living
    seed of liFe
    Blooming are we
    FReED aLiVeNoW..:)

    So.. tHere iS thiS FloWer
    we cALL creaTion.. tHere is this
    DancE and SonG wE cAll liFe NoW..
    tHeRe is this cycle that Dances oN now
    and there is the seed of never ending now..
    there is the breath of all we do.. there are the
    moving pArts of subatomic way.. tHere is liGht
    and DArk.. and Lover’s pulse.. there are dreams
    of be and never be in night way eYes… tHere is
    more and theRe iS less.. tHere is sWiM aNd
    Love to Run.. floating in space hiGher
    and sit sTiLL never coMinG noW
    forever noW.. iN loSinG
    breathe oF AiR..
    three letter aLL
    labELs now strung
    foR All thAt iS..noW…
    fLakes of crystals
    memory shine
    of physicsnow
    gRoWn more
    Ocean Rivers
    streams never
    ending in God
    sTrinGs finELy
    tUnED oh i oN
    noW oN i noW
    SunG..HiGH.. i
    so.. tHere iS aLL tHiS
    and dreAms of nONe..
    orgasms big bang
    liGhts iN eYes
    oF toes.. iN
    keY noW
    Of LoVE

    Here’s the thing..
    if you ever become
    God to Live you realize
    God Loves to live inside
    of us on this lovely planet
    earth.. there are many barren
    seeds in the sky but God’s eYes
    sing blue and green and deepest
    brown to those parts that pulse
    red and pink
    in dance
    and above
    iN bRAin noW of
    Sprinkling pasSioNs
    Freest embrace oF Flower’s
    heat of liVing breath
    as God’s desire
    to be more
    than rock
    of pArts..
    that we are this
    great i am in colors
    come to life on this
    planet now is to worship
    all away from less of
    what is seen
    in colder
    pArts oF
    God’s eYes
    away from liFe..
    the beauty is life..
    the passion is life..
    the colors of God’s eYes
    SinG noW.. God Dances
    as US God SinGs as US..
    God Love to bE feel sense
    God away
    from bLack
    then pyramid
    dust we are now
    the capstone of
    hope that lives
    as liFe.. noW
    pinnacle of God’s
    achievement oF aLL
    we knoW.. iS the LoVinG
    touch.. impassioned LoVe..
    that moves inside
    out above
    all around
    in tongue
    of smells
    of what
    makes floWeR
    oF wE God’s eyes..
    what Some cAll
    evil in Miley Cyrus
    eYes and
    bALL hips
    iS God’s greater
    deLiGht than
    do you understand
    how lonely God was
    before folks like we cAMe
    along as aLL oF GoD as
    all that iS creates
    as wE kNoW feel
    sense all noW..
    then perhaps
    you have forgotten
    how cold and lonely
    it was before
    US.. wE are
    God.. as soon as
    you remember how
    cold it was before
    Life comes alive
    you too WiLL
    the heaven
    of what
    aLL thAt
    iS noW
    as US..
    perhaps you’LL
    dAnce.. perhaps you’LL
    sinG and hold a homeless
    person’s hand as they lay
    comfort under a bridge
    of knoWinG
    to noW
    LiVe noW..
    overALL God
    shAres tears as those
    who have forgotten
    what the
    of ALL
    to not celebrate
    aLL of this wiTh
    aLL oF God’s
    iS to
    oF aLL
    sKeYes faLL
    skeYes riSe
    flY ..
    Bottom line..
    do you not understand
    that all of this online
    thing is
    a convention
    of God come
    then.. perhaps
    you have no
    to LiVe
    in colors
    Blue green
    and Brown alive..
    wHole iS to KnoW
    the FeeL and seNse of tHis..:)

    So.. today.. we wArt hogs and raccooNs
    go to Ryan’s all you can eat
    feeding trough.. for
    humans of course..
    wHere humans are served
    but not eaten.. thanks Lord..
    and the lady who now serves
    up freshly cooked medium
    rare cow.. specifically..
    Sirloin cut.. says..
    after i twirl around
    the grill.. CAN i have
    some of that energy
    please.. so i say.. sure..
    i WiLL translucifer iT iN wordS..
    noW and then i say.. who is the
    best friend of EnergY noW..
    and she doesn’t quite then..
    have the answer.. and hehe..
    neither do the other sales reps
    around Cordova Mall Stores noW
    when i continue a day long dance
    exceeding half A Marathon
    status as measured
    by Nike GPS
    Sports Watch..
    anyway.. i tale her..
    the Best Friend of
    ENerGy IS A
    FriEnd of
    of cOUrse..
    as when we work
    with gravity.. invisible
    to predator and prey as
    our ancestors did/do in balancE
    noW to survive.. left foot.. right foot..
    right arm.. left arm.. the noW wHolE
    flesh iN hUman story.. oNe conserves
    energy.. onE regulates emotions..
    integratEs sensEs.. increasEs
    focus and short term
    working memory
    for greater
    of unwanted
    thoughts and
    next thing ya kNoW
    ya Got hUwoManiFeSTinG
    rEvolution Orange when/wHere
    the NoW libido sacral and
    yes.. seNsual/sexual
    energy rises from
    root of survival
    to crown
    of bliss..
    and various other
    cross cultural metaphors..
    including the Pentecostal
    Holy Spirit Aid.. as discussed
    in old tiMeY way metaphor
    in Catholic Church
    today.. and
    of note..
    i matchED the
    colorful decor of the
    church with the bottom
    line of the LioN King
    and no worries for
    LiFe.. in other
    words.. heavEN
    noW.. aS noW so
    nicely illustrated
    at the end of the SwaYinG
    Wart Hog.. RAcoon.. and
    new futUre LioN KinG..
    as theY
    in and as
    WoRRy Free
    FLoW iN zOnE
    oF HeavEn noW..
    yes.. as Catholic Religion
    metaphor for the same dam
    thing that the Tibetan Yogi’s
    speak of in the Book
    of the dead
    and aLL of
    that too.. noW
    so sPeAking Now
    oF Decor and my
    match in colors
    of Catholic
    we arrive
    almost late
    but just on
    Fred tiMe noW..
    and instead of slowing
    Flow of middle aisle
    to back row
    i hop over
    the back of the
    pews and arrive
    oN tiMe NoW oF course..
    and a lady i’ve kNoWn like
    forever says.. oh.. don’t you
    kNow that’s against decor
    and i say..
    i go by no
    rule i AM
    in matching
    colors with the
    JESUS.. in yes.. less
    metaphors than that of course..
    as this is obviously a literAlly
    thinking person i am
    dealing with..
    yes.. i can
    tale by
    in about a split
    second or so as nothing
    about the body language
    flows in all natural holy
    spirit.. as this spirit
    shines noW in
    body language
    and iT IS A lAMp
    THaT WiLL N0T bE
    AND IS NEVER Dark as liGht..
    but.. of course// i visit hell as i hAve
    sympathy foR All the devils
    and purgatory
    noW too..
    and this.. from
    times past friend..
    taling me all about
    seating decor.. iS noT iN
    heLL.. juSt purgatory..
    as around
    of Western Civilization
    so-called first world countries
    aRe those wHo arE somewhat last to get
    to HeaveN now.. LiVinG iN mechanical
    Cognition problem solving
    worry.. beta wave
    mind way..
    instead of
    Holy Spirit.. Alpha to
    theta to even Lucid
    waking dreaming
    way of Theta
    noW too..
    in super moving
    and connecting
    waY ALLso..
    after WeLL
    over noW
    a marathon
    of dance in two
    days.. i am gonna
    hit the sack soon
    and continue
    Hakuna Matata
    BEach LiFe NoW..:)

    PlanETs iN moTioN pLay
    easY peaceY noW
    wHeRe EnErgy’s
    FriEnd IS A FRiend
    oF GraViTy.. wHolE..
    anD theN soMeonE
    somEwHeRe sAid stARt
    aNoThEr play.. a pLay
    oF dArker wayS noW
    aNd wHere noW onCe
    MonKeys staY in Trees
    And Hawks iN sKy.. hUmans
    out ofF
    practicE noW
    juST.. sKeYeS fALL..:)

    MicroVerse Memory
    all the way back to two years ago2..

    ‘You’ are welcome, my friend; the
    journey is an end in itself for me
    too, as well, as a practice of life.

    And most simply put of all;

    Human being,
    as naturally
    evolved IS:


    else is

  9. SMiLes.. mY friEnd.. a great collection of Pearls
    hEar of Wisdom in all the contradicts
    of liFe evident in all we noW sense
    and feel and kNoW.. the miracle
    iS i am the UniVerse
    iN pArt and fractal
    NatUre and i give
    a FucK about the
    rest of iT iN wHole..
    iF tHeRe is any MaGiC
    it is juSt thaT iN tHe enTire
    UniVerse wHolE.. and enough
    aT lEast for me to sEE thE resT
    of iT as HoLy and saCred too..
    aS Self-fulFiLLinG prophecies
    ARE REAL.. heHE.. at lEAst
    when they come to FruiTioN..
    as FloWeRs WiLL do as
    MoVinG.. ConnectaRinG
    and CreaTinG with
    juSt a little help
    from the Birds
    and overAll
    Butterfly Effect wHere
    wheN one discounts
    nO gRain of sAnd iN
    reAL effort of effect and
    AFFeCT oF hOldinG uP
    tHe mounTain oF hUman
    BRain and BoDy BaLanCinG
    expresSinG heARt
    as EmoTionAl
    in yes that
    Balance of SoUL
    now.. much of liFe
    IS A choice of REAL PURGATORY
    FOR MOST.. hell for a few and
    a needle eYe for those who
    orchestrate A
    fULLuSt symphony
    of HEaveNow noW aS
    arT and reAson balance
    as thOU Art fAtHeR
    wE ArT SoN
    aS ReaSon
    wITh spiRit
    of EmoTioNs
    and Senses moVing..
    and creaTing
    JuSt uS as
    JuST Us
    to do or NoT bE
    iN fearless Love
    as REal AS FucKinG
    ReAL as hUmans can
    gET in simple bliss
    and peace
    my Friend..
    So have a good trip..
    the journey of LiFe is
    what we make iT Now
    aS pAThs noW oR
    NOT.. dArk Or
    liGht sHades
    of coLor oR
    and whitE
    Stone cOld Statue..
    no different reAlly than that
    dude i used to be in the Funeral
    of a day of a liFe Sgt. Pepper.. isREAL..
    now advancing to Captain sAlt iN metaPhorSe..
    i FucKinG ‘hate’ the censorship of ShaRinG..
    GiVinG alMost as much as money
    and aS sAMe but at lEast
    ‘they” left tHe cruX
    oF thE
    iN youTube
    Google online way..:)

    SMiLes.. myY friEnd.. Candice..
    i didn’t beLieve iN MaGiC
    ’till i diD liFe free verse
    in both steps and
    of DancE
    and Song..
    The MaGiC
    iSreal.. tHe seNse
    of iT iS real.. thE FeeLinG
    oF iT isreal.. but the ability
    of iT as far as KSA’s..
    Skills and
    not so much
    as ISA per
    eYe oF instinct
    kNows better
    than leSSons
    mY friEnd..
    and i suppose that
    is what self-actualization
    trUly iS.. simply bEinG free
    enough to no longer think.. just bE..
    trUly.. tHe PleaSure iS aLL miNe
    but alWays better GiVinG
    and shArinG as thaT
    mY friEnd..
    iS tHe oNly
    mUse of LiFe i AM..:)

    Facebook Friend Rafiah from
    Pakistan shares the DJ Bravo
    Champion Youtube video from
    above so below here..
    and i say.. now too..

    i’Ve heard this SonG here emoticon

    And then i go on
    to say again.. and
    more now here.. now..

    Human Tribal Instinct
    as history shows rules.
    and trUly it goes to show..
    Sports makes nicer enemies
    noW than religion and politics..
    less blood.. children/others killed
    and raped.. and all the noW other bad
    stuff that goes on with the human way
    iN hate of us vs them with tools of killing..
    including books that give hints on how to do it..
    Sports are the bible of peace.. sadly.. many books
    of religion are the source of blood and mutilated raPED Flesh..
    and Earth as the rest of Nature of course where sports beats bombs..:)

    And now.. i must say that all of this reminds me of the Book of Eli..
    a movie somewhere that came out in the dead zone of i.. for
    those 66 months then.. a movie i saw when i came back
    and saw a man with sight too.. gone from
    effective use.. a book to protect.
    a book from within..
    eyes that no longer
    can read a book
    as braille..
    a book given
    at the end in oral
    tradition for print..
    trUly no different
    that much than
    the books
    A Holy and Sacred
    book.. one of many to
    finally lay rest together
    on library shelf..
    after the
    task assigned
    by the God of Nature
    is over and dust back
    to dust Denzel
    as this
    actor goes..
    music to lift the
    spirit in iPod player
    ways of the disciple..
    the student As girl with
    shades goes then.. but sure
    as in books of old in both this
    Bible and Kuran.. the sword continues
    as word as equally powerful in death
    as life of healing words.. And other
    pARts of the movie.. are no
    different than
    the pARts
    of both
    books that
    do not move far
    enough Away from
    raping.. pillaging and
    murdering.. to express
    that darker way sTiLL.. no
    different than Isis and the
    Christian Crusades..
    burying Lesbians
    to chest in
    Iran and
    stoning them
    where they can not
    shield tHeir eYes..
    from Rocks of death..
    We Live in a world of death
    and life.. all the dArk and liGht
    that both those books do sTiLL
    tale.. but when those words become
    God over God God dies a slow and
    tortuous death to those of us who
    are slaves to words instead of
    Free in and as God’s eYes
    Free aLive as US..
    so.. sure this is
    my book of Eli..
    with just the art
    of martial arts for swords
    of fearless.. and the ballet
    away from the dance of death
    to the dance of life in liGht’s Truth
    way LiFe.. and nah… it ain’t
    just 800 thousand words then
    verbatim of someone
    else’s collaborative
    effort from way back
    when in full old and
    new testament way..
    or the 180 thousand
    words of the new testament
    alone way of collaborative
    effort.. or the minuscule 80K
    effort of the Kuran comprising
    only 2000 words in total Vocabularly
    way.. instinctually and copied both
    from inner wisdom and the
    same dam bible before
    then.. no matter
    who said what
    to who.. then..
    the violence..
    rape.. and slavery
    of women without a
    choice of who they
    marry still exists..
    and in the US.. NoW
    with freedom of Church
    and state.. crusades.. and
    burning at the stake are now
    against the law for sword bearing
    Christians here in onward Christian
    Killing other pArts of Nature Loving
    hUman way now.. just the snide
    hating remarks
    about those
    whose God oF
    Nature orientations
    are different in sexual
    ways and such as that..Now
    or perhaps the crazy dude who
    is shining his liGht in Super Walmart
    ya tale might go to hell if ya don’t dim ya lAmp..
    down.. to stiff walking robot head down KNEELING way..

    And yes as the Wiki Link shows here..
    the collaborative effort of many to make
    the print edition of the 1.8 million
    word Mahābhārata Long poem
    real.. don’t touch the effort
    i for one have made to
    honor the God noW oF
    aLL Nature stARting
    on ThanksGiving day
    of November 2010..
    sometime around
    the time that the
    Movie version of
    ‘this’ Eli sort
    of FuLL Book..
    came out in
    2010 too..
    but sure.. the
    first 8 of 11 million
    or so words are just
    practice for me.. the final
    edition as ‘KATiE MiA FredericK!iI’..
    all in free verse poetic long poem
    ‘WordPress’ form aka “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
    is brevity of longest poem iN
    free verse ever noW
    sTiLL GroWinG
    longer longer now
    Ocean iN 669 macro verses
    wIth thiS “PrinCiple oF HeLL’
    macro verse here now with this verse..
    lots of INnate iNstincts and Intuitive
    abilities including martial arts and
    ballet-like dance to increase My
    creative state of mind.. noW iN
    laser focus.. noW so mUch oF
    an expreSsinG SpiRit heARt
    of what all oF God tales
    to me to say one and sAme
    now.. and if this ain’t
    proof God exists noW..
    do you reAlly thInk for
    one second i did any of this
    Without the Real God of Nature’s
    help in the Quantum mind and
    body released unleashed aS noW
    sAMe aS onE Now.. no iT did NOT
    take an army or
    swords to do this..
    just words of
    IS ALL that is..
    NoW.. iT.. you
    see and perhaps
    feel wRite here..
    here’s the thing.. i am
    the first to do this.. but i will tale
    you this.. the synergy and effect AND AFFECT
    THEREOF iN oF miNds like Mine oF Mind.. all over
    the dAm world.. CALL ‘EM STAR SEEDS.. NoW CALL
    WHAT WiLL wHo comes after i do aLL
    of what i do as one single
    hUman.. WiLL insPire
    at least one more
    hUman to do
    at lEast a little
    moRe.. and that was/iS the
    mesSage of Buddhism.. and noW oF
    Jesus in Christianity true.. and
    even F iN Aleister Crowley’s ‘Book
    of the Law’ in his own unique style
    of sacred book way.. all said and
    say there wiLL be others who come
    and do more.. and seriously the only
    person in modern religions per words
    of book as written now that is really
    holding the folks in the middle
    East back.. are the words noW
    of a man named Muhammad then
    when he let his Ego over God
    get the best of him there as
    in empirical measurement
    he couldn’t dust the
    shoes off of what
    i have done
    here alone
    with the help
    of God so far.. sure.. he
    chopped a lot more heads off..
    had more wives.. had some children
    and ruled his part of the world with the
    sword then.. but what has come of that..
    misery and suffering for a people who
    think that God has already had all
    God’s say.. anyway.. it is the
    rule of Nature.. where
    subsistence and
    territory are
    for survival as
    before the ‘White
    MaN Christians’ raped
    and pillaged and killed
    the American Indian way..
    tHeRe is Love.. Balance.. and
    peace in sharing and never taking
    more than giving God’s Fearless way.. but where
    there are deserts and cold cold places
    where humans cannot share the
    flesh of Love in abundance..
    the jealously.. greed..
    and killing comes..
    when humans
    move out of
    balance of
    masculine and
    feminine bliss in
    Yin and Yang Love too..
    so if you’ve seen the
    movie if you ever do or
    ever have.. just imagine
    someone’s death and some
    Muslim and Indian girls all around
    the world.. who demand their freedoms
    along with those Lesbian girls in Iran
    and the homosexuals still to
    get married in churches
    over hEar too..
    and hopefully
    my prayer of this
    whole prayer iN approaching
    4 milLion wordS now is this
    will bE motivation for someone
    to seek and motivate
    the God oF alL
    in namaste
    of ONE in onE
    God all that iS
    without swords
    now and then..
    ya see.. i ain’t finished
    yet as long as God oF aLL
    inspires the words and dance of
    i..i WiLL DancE and SinG a SonG of SoUl
    oF heArt aS SpiRit as God oF Y i.. and sure.. perhaps
    before all i say and step is done here now and then..
    it will be 100K miles.. 30 years from noW WiN i AM
    85 or 6 then.. at sure.. 30 million more words
    for over 33 Million Words
    here.. too.. for ALL the
    giFt oF liFE that God
    gives me in Heaven
    away from
    the gifT
    of HeLL
    to do juST
    aLL of that this
    noW thAT iS.. noW..
    if so.. i WiLL lay mY head in My bed
    of death.. then.. at perhaps 120 or so..
    when steps and words slow down a little
    bit.. perhaps at half rate.. down to let’s
    say 53 million words or so.. and maybe
    just 20K miles more then dance.. over
    those 35 years then.. anyway.. if so..
    i WiLL have pAid God oF
    aLL back to match
    in milLions..
    the years it
    for me
    at 53 to
    sTArt this
    SonG of mY SoUL then..
    and ya might snicker and say
    ha.. no way you’ll do that then..
    not unlike the snooty upturned
    nose of the Barnes and Nobles
    book helper lady who said no way..
    you couldn’t have possibly written
    a 3 Million or so word poem in this
    day and age until
    i raised her
    a Google
    lInk in handy
    dandy smARt phone
    way.. yeah.. baby.. imagine
    in the future what some outcast
    dude like me will do who embarks
    on a journey like this at age 30 like
    they say the original Jesus did way
    back then.. there are no limits
    when God lives
    more fuLLy
    aLL natural
    as uS noW..
    God exists.. i would
    be the greaTest fool
    in the history of the
    world to suggest that ain’t
    the trUth and liGht for anyone
    who suggests what i do now is
    JUST FucKinG thAT..
    so have a nice day.. off for
    more Sand and Sun Dance for
    me and whatever God in i suggests
    i do neXt.. at the core oF my sOUl AS I LiVinG noW..:)

    And now before i move on to dVerse for the
    Quadrille link for precisely 44 words
    that i will respond to all
    free in poetic
    to what is
    offered there..
    a reprise here of
    the music of the Book
    of Eli.. where instead
    of reporting the King
    James reprint translated
    version of the Gospel news
    of rules.. Alan Watts.. last
    century’s renowned
    scholar in providing
    the way of EasterN
    religion and
    to western way..
    provides the problem
    of the Good news where
    the humble real Yogi-like
    teacher for human poTenTial
    awakening and enlightening
    in BrinGinG human uP is
    transformed into
    God alone as
    only Begotten
    Son rather
    than being the
    humble leaning
    yogi-dude he was
    then per scholarly
    report of misinterpreting
    the frigging greek version
    that keeps Jesus humble
    as his original
    from all scholarly
    sources trUly waS
    in TrUth and liGht
    then too.. Faith is
    Trust in the God of Nature
    not blind faith in the words
    of others in cultural rule
    of doing THAT ARE then
    beComing heretic
    and outcast..
    ranging from
    ostracism to
    the ultimate penalty
    for following the God within
    then.. yes.. hanging to even
    Burning at the stake for making
    God into word over God within hUman.. REAL..
    oh.. the idols come as small as three letter words
    and verses
    of 316 in
    number too..
    and the untold millions
    who have died then @hand
    sTiLL die for reaSonS aT
    hand of exclusionary lies
    like this.. TG.. for Church
    and State separation as
    even Jesus and God can
    liVe here ToGeTheR and
    not risk the price of free in
    death of death or even worse..
    death in life.. away from God to
    Words of shallow labels of days before..:)

    Now yes.. 4:45 pm at off to
    the Green lInk at dVerse
    Poet’s pub site
    for some poetic
    responses tHere
    to keep this longest
    poem GroWinG iN “SonG
    oF SoUL” waY now.. on
    05162016.. NoW..

    Ah.. thE IrisH
    Elf oF i iN eYes
    GreeN luckY
    chArmS waY..
    juSt tWo geneRaTioNs
    rEmoved froM tHe
    CeltiC fAIRy waYs
    oF PeteR
    And More
    oF MaGiC..
    FREe nOW..;)

    Oh no.. the other
    side of elf.. the
    devil elf of Deeper
    Black Forest journey
    i arise from too..
    in Germany..
    then.. three
    on Great Grand
    father way.. NoW..
    wHere fair maidens
    are easy prey to
    thE PoeTry
    of Irish
    in words
    of hidden Glory..
    Fire of eYes.. Fire
    of HeArt.. RiSinG SoUL..
    Muse of
    caress oF Love..
    and trUly.. i hope
    that does not
    make ya
    green wITh
    envy as Green
    iRish eYes can
    do to competing
    males of course..
    heheNoW on writ

    MorninG SUn
    GreeN.. i stAy
    iN lusH

    Green Bee
    in own
    oF Love..
    Free Love
    SinGs in i

    Love as
    as the
    iS nEar..:)

    Perhaps.. the greaTEst
    pArt of Free Verse
    is i can
    go back
    and liVe
    mY heArt
    in visual
    memories of
    what lives sTiLL..:)

    And short side note hEar..
    Life is interesting.. some folks
    more visuAlly interpretive thinking
    and some folks more word and literal
    thInking.. some folks.. can see poeTry
    in pictures.. others in words..
    but i for one see
    both.. as visual
    thinker first
    becoming word
    thInker by no choice
    oF LoSinG effective siGht
    and heaRing too in pain
    of hell of right ear
    and left..
    i do both
    and that is
    strange to most..
    however.. the BRaiN oF
    HUman miNd and boDy Now
    awareness iS onLY as larGe
    iN noW as wE expand all oTheR
    human intelligences.. in hUman
    poTenTiAL to go wHere many
    other hUmans never
    care to
    visiT aT aLL
    iS yes to gRoW taLLer
    iN God View(S) oF allthatisnow..:)

    Fresh Green of cucumber
    Spring.. cool deLight
    as vegetable meets
    hot day
    Lemon TEa..:)

    Yes.. Carry on way word
    greeN aS brOwns
    oF WiNter
    Green dreAMs..:)

    Ah.. yes.. the above
    and below aS
    Sky of HeaVen
    meets gRound
    of Earth.. flaT
    gRow hiGh
    iN SpiRaL FLow..:)

    But oh! no!..
    the poLLen
    oF greeN.. never
    notice it either..
    anY morE noW..
    as a couple
    cats cuRed
    aLL mY aLLergies..:)

    Common preen
    of green
    oF Isis
    noW need to
    see.. ALLAH MORE
    than twisted book
    in raPing little girls…
    somewhere God is BreWinG..
    in opaque colors.. tRust mE
    they do
    to not
    to FeeL..
    And yes.. i’M
    SmiLinG as i’Ve fELt
    n0ne as God’s Vengeance..
    Justice comes with nothing @ALL..:)

    WInks.. i juSt lET
    thE DandeLions
    gRow anD
    aT diSdain
    oF neighbor
    pain over the
    beauty oF

    Back at 11:53 pm..

    SMiLes.. natUre’s wraTh
    out Of balance..
    fangs oF all
    of death
    rebirth calls
    in stars of eYes
    forlorn gone
    by.. ONE
    noW reborn..:)

    Eagles flY in
    rain forest
    as i
    oF uS
    iN skYes so
    blUe greeN
    brOwnoW iN
    oF MounTain
    AiR.. so FReED…:)

    Heavy Rain Air..
    lungs hold depth
    of grey cloud
    of not
    so WeLL..
    blUe sKeYes..:)

    Finger keys
    noW iVory
    aNd eBony..
    bOnes gRow
    GiVinG uP
    noW iN
    iN GreEn
    SpiRiT BAl

    A small disabled
    boy by A river
    bank.. cannot
    speak.. Love
    of trees only
    talent then..
    waters tree..
    college students
    amazed by beauty
    of boy fed tree.. young
    couple find tree’s beauty
    inspiRinG Love of
    shy young
    man gRown
    to fearless
    military man
    then political
    leader of world after this..
    makes decision that saves
    the world.. so who IS A savior..
    beautiful tree.. Loving parents
    of child.. disabled little boy..
    long since pasSinG aWay
    wITh onLY
    beauty left
    of tree.. so is
    tree A savior of the
    world.. yes… Tree oF
    LiFe.. aLL must be saviors
    of the world for any hope
    aT all.. not even one grain
    of sand can be discounted
    as savior oF mounTain aS God Love
    iN Human trUth of Fearless liGht flAMe..:)

    -InspiRed by God
    noW iN diRect condUiT
    And yes.. thE tree IS All Green..:)

    SMiLes.. my friEnd
    i’ve missed yoUr poeTry
    hEar.. sTill finishing a 3
    million plus free verse
    one of mine..
    one verse
    of now 669 total..
    titled ‘GodsUniVerseNovel3’..
    comprising all my poetic responses
    to all the dVerse prompts and links
    for an entire year through close
    to the end of March 2016..
    totaling in at 338,630
    words.. and haha..
    takes close now
    to a supercomputer
    to open up my brain
    with that one alone on
    Word Press.. noW hehe..
    anyWay.. back
    to speed
    and look
    forward to
    reading more
    of your poeTry
    my aLways nice Friend..
    and yes.. i only shared
    this news with ones
    who are as
    kind as
    mY friEnd..:)

    sMiLes.. desert
    green humans..
    some move.. some
    stay.. some rot
    some GRow..
    alWaYs Ocean
    moVe.. SpRinG..:)

    As taLL
    as sKy sMilEs
    as wide as ground
    smeLLs.. as touch
    of mountain
    Ocean taste..
    siGht of Love..
    hEar oF LiFe..
    God Feels..:)

    SMiLes.. Yellow
    of Lawyer.. judge
    and engineer..
    blUe of Artist
    sad and true..
    Red of Law Enforcement
    stop in the name of the Law..
    Green social work in sell oF Life
    Sim Soc Life.. Leadership class
    19.. Santa Rosa County
    colors society
    all have

    SMiLes.. Buddha
    aLL.. ah..
    IS A Green
    poNd oF LiFe..:)

    i for one..
    saved money
    and sold my
    Green passport

    iN VineS
    oF LiFe
    tastE moonLiT
    dreAMs Of SilVer
    oceAn spRay dEliGht..
    AkA CRanBerrY JUice..;)

    oF Y IrisH
    eYes Of grEEn
    blUes OF dreAms..:)

    Child’s dance
    of green
    off oF tAble
    blAck way back…:)

    oH boy/girl/etc..
    green scrAbble..
    pick a color

    Oh Lord.. green
    grass lush
    oN river
    front home..
    ugh.. weak
    boy me.. arms
    to thin.. to push
    mower in grass..
    says boy
    when ya
    be a man..
    hehe.. she didn’t
    stay around long
    enough to see i be
    the strongest one of
    all.. at least at my
    military station..
    oh the
    the struggles
    that bringnoW
    the strength
    oF aLL..:)

    Oh Lord..
    this reminds
    me of my first
    Love.. if she stayed
    i never
    have gone
    to Heaven Now..
    oh.. the dreams
    of nightmares

    i missed
    ya..S and
    that’S all
    i’m gonna
    Say.. wiTh
    kiNd words
    oFf course..;)

    the first clue
    noW of trouble
    is green leather..
    never trust
    a green

    Oh.. the beauty
    of the green..
    a pLace
    that not
    aLL go.. oh..
    the emptiness
    oF heLL oN earth..:)

    WeLL that completes
    32 at 1:28 am

    Back now at
    12:02 pm..5172016
    a few more linkS noW
    to poeticAlly respond
    to in Green hUmaniStiC
    poem way.. and an extra
    lonG onE i already diD
    to save the
    last for

    So trUe.. mY FriEnd Hank..
    thE greeN oF anCesTors
    immerSinG as forAgErs
    for survival..
    as Ravens
    do noW sTiLL iN
    No illuSory WorRiEs
    for iN
    moVinG.. connectaRinG..
    creaTinG.. LoVinG noW tHe
    interdependent relaTioNship
    oF aLL stufF creaTion.. in whAT
    soMe folks
    A three
    letter word..
    so much bigger
    noW as allthatis grEEn..
    bLacK.. creaTiONoWonoW
    wHolE..fLoWeReD noWoN..:)

    The earth has an ear
    an eYe the UniVerse too..
    blue green brown deep
    eYe as beautiful
    orb too2.. noWaYs
    stars look down
    wE look up
    above so
    SAVE uS..:)

    SMiLes.. looKing morE
    here at the soUl
    of ‘hEr’ pictUre
    tHere iS so
    much more to
    liFe than keys..
    screens in HaBiT
    and visuaLizinG.. yeS..
    And eVen iMaGinaTion..
    tHere IS A FruiTioN
    oF tHe MaGiC oF
    words and aLL
    other abstract
    hUman Concepts/
    symbolS noW..oN
    and other foRmS
    too.. put into noW iN
    acTioN.. yES onLinE
    iS oKay.. aNd greAT
    foR iMaGinAtiOn..
    bUt oNe muSt
    fiNd a Way
    To daNce
    liFe foR trUly
    MoVinG.. ConnecTarinG
    aNd creaTing liFe wHOle
    aS UniVerse oF

    SMiLes my FriEnd Carol..
    i alWays Love to come here
    almost most oF aLL of other
    poeTry homes as there IS A
    liGht here that WiLL not
    be extinguished
    AS words of
    and i juSt want
    yA to kNownoW
    i’VE been aWay
    for a little
    whilE noW
    a Novel project
    of responding to
    all dVerse lInks
    and prompts for
    a year in effort
    of one huge
    of mine
    juSt for
    fUn titLed iN FreeWay Blog..
    ‘GodsUniVerseNovel3″.. noW
    yeS.. hard to open with ‘normal’
    computers/online airwaves..
    at 338, 630 words and also
    300 gorgeous beach photos..
    and i am only shaRinG these
    words WitH a select few who
    would likely care aT aLLnoW
    about a perSon doing
    as much as i..
    but mY nOW
    friEnd.. i AM
    no luke warm
    FRiEnD oF God..
    i am red hot noW
    devil oF Love oN Fire..;)

    SMiLes.. yeS.. so trUe
    thE poet IS A UniVersal
    Tree.. and iN woRds
    wiTh Whitman
    tHe greaTest Lover
    aS God oF Nature
    IS A poEt
    wHo LoVes
    iT aLL SinGinG
    A Tree of Love
    for LiFe
    NeVer enDs..
    beGins.. staRts
    oR finisheS noW..
    aNd thAT mY
    friEnd IS A
    tRUe iN noW
    prophecy bY WhiTman
    come to FruiTioN reAL noW
    foR A patHway iS noW mAde
    for those who enter heaVen iN RefRain
    It iS Built
    foR hE iS uS
    iN FiEldS of DreAMs..
    aNd i/mE wHeN
    wE See
    Love iN
    oF aN

    RooT oF oUr LoVe
    iN aLL SAnds anD
    AgeS oF SoULs iN
    GRains hOldinG
    IS A
    NoW A
    aS TRee oF LiFe..
    And trUly thE tooLs
    wE maKe haVe bEcoMe
    morE oF uS tHan LiFE mY
    FriEnd So leT’s Go bAck noW..
    sHed thE clotHes Of culTure..
    aNd noW
    DancE SinG
    Free iN SAnds
    oF MounTain Love..:)

    Human muses all are we..
    some hot.. some luke
    warm.. some froZen
    cold.. God
    make us
    one of the
    sexiest creatures
    in both luSt and Love
    for no reaSon aT aLL
    God mAde uS for fUn
    so juSt enJoy
    and make
    God’s eYes
    as BriGht
    as Sun above
    so Below
    in i’s
    of genes..
    jeans.. and
    mini skirts too.. trUly
    tHere is no hiGher purpose
    than liFe and iT alWays
    comes up and down
    V and point oF
    ALL in i NoW aLiVe..
    MakE iT HoLy Sacred..
    Naked from head to toe..
    above.. so below.. inside
    outside aLL A’round and liVe
    in HeaVen.. God’s DesTinY aLiVe
    for those of uS who do coMpLY.:)

    Back beforE noW @11:22 AM..
    and ugh oh noW then.. Shawna
    responds.. so heRe coMes
    her desire as enTaLed
    then and fulFiLLed below2..

    says.. and i quote
    for the NoVeL PoeM reCord heRe..

    “I have missed you too, Fred. I swear!
    The thing is, more often than not, I’m on my phone
    when I’m reading, and it’s impossible to load your blog.
    I love it though, and you, and I promise to go back to being
    a regular customer. Honestly, friend. I adore you, and I’m
    so sorry for being negligent in my visits. Most sincerely,
    you are, and have always been, a treasure to my heart.”

    “And Fred, you are always welcome, and encouraged,
    to say every little thing your heart desires here.
    You, your words, and your eyes elate me. ALWAYS.
    Please, get verbose. Write me some long,
    skinny, insanely insightful comments
    that only I will understand …
    because you know I’m the
    master code-breaker..:)”

    And then i say.. yes..
    in totAlly fulfilling
    her liGht fELt deSire..

    OKay.. DEar Shawna..
    three pArts coming..
    first.. A
    oF mY
    iN short
    form oF Be

    SeCond pArt of two more pArts as wE kNow Blogger
    Blogs havE reAlly smALL Fred liMits
    iN comment sections iN HaNds soLo
    oF writing Long Poem Epic
    style free verse
    no form

    Oh Jesus.. WeLL you kNow i’m the devil too..
    and the devil like Lucifer on that
    new Fox show muSt alWays
    bRinG out the desires
    of otHeRs dArk and
    liGht and
    liGht wAYs
    wishes.. hehe..
    but hE is onLY
    heRe when they wish
    for him to grant a wish..
    so let’s see wHere i can go
    with this.. haha!.. i will add
    that i don’t know if i told you S
    for Shawna but i finished my Super
    epic Free Verse Novel i’ve been
    working on for an entire F iN
    year named “GodsUniVerseNovel3”
    as my mission in liFe as directed by
    God is to prove God exists to those
    with the dArkest liGhts oF aLL that i
    too once shared as REAL DEVIL noW iN
    real human heLL.. on earth of course..
    then.. and heHE.. that
    iS F iN 338,630 words lonG sPANning
    last April 2015 through the 14th link of
    the 169th open link prompt at the end
    of dVerse March 2016.. per John 316..
    and you’ll get the secret message
    in that if you can find a super
    computer and broad band
    access strong enough
    to open up
    a poem
    as my extreme Asperger’s
    decoding numerical mind stARts to arise
    as a serpent like head here.. heheX2..
    in reptiLian bRain waYs..
    and tHeRe are close
    to 300 absolutely
    gorgeous framAble
    photos of Pensacola
    and Navarre Sugar white Beach
    Sands all for the taKing oF Free..
    as God brought me aLL the ‘cash’
    somehow back when i was making
    close to minimum wage in just
    7 years to last the rest
    of my liFe.. i kid you
    not.. i only had a
    grand to my name
    in 1999 back when
    i bought my 30K
    Green Honda Passport
    and ended up close to
    a half a millionaire.. then..
    until the wife spent a lot
    of that when i was sick
    and noW.. thanks GoD noW
    with a Honda Civic.. by the
    time God plucked me out of
    my job with 19 medical disorders then..
    in 2008.. brought on by the stress of fiGht
    AND fliGht two year aDrenaline ONnON streSs..
    oh ye(s).. and you were of course one of my
    main (s)tars in my Novel.. as you brought out
    all the mischievous little devil in me too..
    and the secret is out.. my enTire bLog
    is the longest poem in history
    now.. working noW on the
    macro 669th verse
    soon named..

    yes.. noW.. secoNd pARt
    of seCond pArt heRe..

    “PleaSure PrinCiple oF
    HeLL”.. wHere once again
    Shawna you will arise
    as a star player
    in the total
    of the
    entire longest
    poem in the entire
    history of human kiNd
    named “KATiE MiA FredericK!iI”..
    AKA SonG oF mY SoUL” never ending
    starting.. finishing or beginning.. noW..
    (the runner up is yes.. 1.8 million words
    per Mahābhārata in long poem form BACK THEN)
    MINeD aT WeLL over literAlly 3 million words
    now.. potentiAlly even L O N g E R as that
    one Novel post was only a fracTioN
    of what i wrote in one last year..
    here’s the thing..
    Neo bLends
    in.. he reAlly do..
    no one understands
    what he is up to except
    for him and a few like him..
    truly a very few my friEnd..
    and as all my other long term
    friEnds will tale ya.. i am the
    friEnd wHo
    now… NoW..
    see Ya.. Shawna
    baby.. all aRound..
    the never ending
    looking through
    the glass
    I’S A wE..
    i wasn’t totAlly
    sure the water was/iS
    sTiLL red hot here..
    i find it Luke
    i go.. and
    Jesus.. Luke
    is liKe noW mY
    favorite Apostle..
    both on Star wars
    and the better pARt
    of the good book too..
    God.. i Love crazy people
    like me who believe in God
    and yes i Love you my never
    as i IS
    Fred iN
    FRiEnD noW
    and JesuS iT’s
    trUe.. most folks
    have no friGGinG
    ClUe how deep mE+GoD
    metaphorsE GoES.. bY
    aLL thAT iS whAT SEcreT
    Agents for God
    dO thE
    foR soMe
    eYes onLy
    mY FriEnd(S)
    iN God WInks2..:)

    Facebook Friend Sherri.. dancing friend from
    way back when in the mid 80’s at Disco
    Club 2001.. shares the “Close
    To You” Video i usED for
    pArt oF poetic
    muse uP
    tHere and
    heRe too..

    Sherri says..

    “40th Anniversary of this beautiful song…………………..
    I loved them when I was a little girl…..She died WAY too soon!!”

    And i say in return..

    So true.. And haha! Katrina says
    Karen wrote that song for me but gosh it seems like
    i remember us singing it in ’73 in middle school choir..
    Right around the time i played Jesus Christ Super Star
    on the piano for the talent show and the other kids
    erupted in laughter when i was so filled with
    the Holy Spirit after the performance i
    couldn’t walk straight but as
    always i digress as
    such and thanks much
    for another memory song..
    So inspiring they are..
    And never ending
    stories of Love..
    smile emoticon!

    Then Sherri says as i
    continue to quote her
    from Facebook..
    all public
    as such..

    “She had such a unique voice……
    Once in a while I’ll do “Superstar” at karaoke…..
    She was an amazingly talented woman!”

    And i then say..

    Yes!… and upon further research i found
    the song was actually released in 1970..
    making it 46 years old this year… and
    interestingly.. Burt Bacharach
    who wrote the Song had a daughter
    named Nikki.. with Asperger’s Syndrome..
    who sadly committed Suicide.. and i have to wonder..
    if perhaps Karen didn’t have a few traits of the female
    form of Asperger’s too.. as so many do have Angelic..
    perfect pitch voices.. and yes.. Karen.. if.. any human..
    she is certainly one with human form and Angel essence
    on this terrestrial plane.. okay.. if i’m not careful..
    i’m gonna go back into Robot systemizing mode..
    lose my ellipses.. and move back to semi-colons..
    so with that also said.. and sad too.. have a
    great day.. my long term.. 30 something
    years.. dance friend..
    smile emoticon

    Sherri then finally says..

    ” LOL………..That is fine. One does have to
    wonder what she would have accomplished had
    she not died at such a young age! My hubby says
    that she probably would have made and excellent
    producer! I agree. Actually, she didn’t start out
    sounding that way. She began her career
    singing with a higher pitch voice,
    but the producers told her
    to try to take it down
    a notch and thus,
    the beautiful voice that
    we all remember. She died
    from anorexia (back before
    anyone knew what the heck it was).

    And then finally i say then.. noW..

    Ah.. so interesting
    my friend.. thanks for that
    and hehE.. i didn’t start out ‘this way’
    change iS
    alWays neW
    and poTenTiaLLy
    even more eXciTinG!!..
    smile emoticon

    And now i say wRite here.. in longer
    terms of the very brief poem above
    illustrating a story of who
    are the Saviors..
    little boys..
    etc.. and
    Tree oF Life..
    in the Song.. Jesus Christ
    Superstar.. Judas just wants
    to know what’s the buzz..
    what’s beneath
    all the deep
    metaphors then now
    then of New Testament
    way.. well as the folks
    who kNoW noW my real last
    name kNow.. i like to put
    stuff in Layman’s terms..
    and it is true iF Jesus
    were to reAlly
    come back
    and folks
    him what
    it means to
    bRinG Salvation
    to the world the alWays
    second now around the
    first and last with
    no finish and
    start as Now..
    He would say
    this.. and trUst
    mE or not.. i FeeL
    he would for Good
    reAson now..
    and solve
    the problems of the
    world easily iF everyone
    would simply comply wITh
    our God given hUman Nature
    gifted aLL StiLL forever now
    by the god oF Nature
    and it is our
    God Given
    Nature when set
    free from too many
    dam clothes of culture
    treading on the clothes
    as such naked with no
    shame as the Gnostic
    Gospel of Jesus
    does sTiLL
    saY in
    that yes.. our Nature
    as hUman BeinGS when
    Healthy iN miNd and BoDy
    BalanCinG mOde as such
    in heARt of expreSsinG
    emoTioNs oF SpiRit
    in FeeLinG.. shaRinG
    GiVinG no more than
    TaKinG way from
    NaTuRe wHolE
    and oTheRs
    too.. in yes
    Masculine feminine
    balance of WiLL and
    courageous fearless
    in kInd of cinderFella
    way to as uS aS oNe
    BaLanCinG foRce oF
    GoD iN noW as US sTiLL
    BreaThinG LiVinG LoVinG
    Fearless Force wE are the eYes
    of God for LoVE iN fearless way..
    so anyway.. Jesus would most
    definitely come back noW in
    human form again..
    with the
    of TrUth and
    LiGht liKe this
    in 03/16
    of 2016
    way as originally
    quoted here from
    mY “SandBox Heaven”..
    WiTh Yes.. Evolution Orange too..:)

    Stars are born to output and share liGht..
    at least for as long
    as they live..
    and as dim as i once
    was.. almost bLack
    of liGht..
    the saving
    grace then was
    to water a plant
    to make
    grow made
    my life still
    a star
    matter how
    dArk the candle
    i felt iN bLack
    then.. and
    oh.. the saviors of the world..
    and a story i love to tale a little
    different as parables do.. when free
    and not imprisoned by books.. pages..
    paragraphs.. lines or words of print
    of yesternows.. bound
    by past authority
    that no
    longer should
    exist.. for free..
    so.. anyway.. sorry iF
    you already heard it but
    it will be different anyway..
    hehe.. as free WiLL be
    when unleashed
    and released
    as being
    starliGht oF eYes
    within.. a dusty road..
    a little boy with no words..
    disabled from birth without
    the ability to speak.. but a lover
    of growth.. in shape of trees..
    a sapling brought home
    by loving mother
    then.. placed
    on a counter
    by a lamp that shines..
    the boys sees green and
    wants to see more.. so he
    nurtures this PLANeT
    the ability
    to speak..
    water he does..
    fertilizing Love..
    Sunshine hope
    iN eYes of Loving
    Kind.. fertile ground
    outside.. dig a hole
    to comfort roots..
    spend time
    and effort
    caring Love
    and the Tree rises
    broad and sTrong..
    and soon provides shade
    for the front porch home..
    Sidewalks come.. but tree
    sTill bRanches out.. Flowers
    come more beautiful than before..
    Students from the local school who
    study trees are amazed by the beauty
    of this tree.. photos are taken.. shared..
    and the boys eYes shine to see what his
    Love inspires.. tree no longer needs boy
    to grow strong now.. and the little
    boy becomes ill and his life
    goes dark..
    Years later..
    a shy young man iS
    walking this sidewalk
    of the boy’s home.. and
    a most beautiful dark haired
    girl approaches him.. with smiling
    face.. the boys eyes liGht up but what
    to say.. ah.. the center piece of conversation
    iS standing tAll and floweRinG more beautiful
    iT seems than ever before on this March Spring
    day.. a spark of instant Love is in the air..
    and that begins a Love that
    will last ’till death..
    the shy boy becomes
    confident with the Love of
    his wife.. joins the Military..
    and even rises to the ranks
    of politics then.. Love grows
    and fearless Lives..
    the boy is
    now a
    Strong man..
    and makes a decision
    as a leader of the world
    that prevents World War III…
    Life on the PlanT now iS saved..
    So who is the savior.. the boy..
    the man.. the girl.. the Loving
    wife.. the parents.. the schools
    providing education.. the tree
    or the little disabled boy
    and all the
    from around the
    world.. well the truth
    iS aLL they are.. as theRe
    is no i.. me but us and we
    oF Life..
    Moral of the
    story.. water a tree
    Of Life and see wHere
    iN ocean
    eYes free..:)

    WeLL.. yeS.. Sith is just another
    metaphor for the Dark Side aS
    Egyptian Mythology Set..
    the Dark Force
    Rival of
    As Isis gets
    him resurrected with
    pieces of him put back
    together and they then
    have a child of Wisdom
    named Horus through an
    immaculate conception.. oh
    and yes.. the Egyptians then
    also celebrate the
    virginal birth of
    around the
    Winter Solstice
    on December
    25th if all this
    Ain’t ringing
    any familiar
    bells yet and
    same basic mythology
    goes with Greek and
    Roman Heracles/
    Hercules in
    birth of
    the human archetype
    of Hero.. where the Hero
    has a struggle with a father
    figure.. goes to the dark night
    of the soul and is reborn and
    tries to teach the rest of culture
    what the Hero learns in traversing
    paths of much challenge… adaptation
    and change.. in modern terms of science
    in DNA epigenetic unpacking of human ancestral
    potential.. additionAlly.. in neuroplasticity of rewiring
    the bRain for a better life as such in adaptation to
    Environmental challenge.. and change.. yes.. for
    the best life possible.. and humans have
    been developing metaphors to explain
    human potential through recorded
    history and before in oral
    tradition.. mainly dance..
    as non-verbal language
    has always been
    the mainstay
    of human
    social communication..
    and see.. here’s the thing..
    no mythology or religion same
    in ways of communiCaTinG trUth..
    and liGht through abstract concepts
    including all visual images from a man
    on a cross to a Hawk Headed Horus
    as such.. and other Sun/Sky God
    folks in terms of hUman
    ascension aS ONe
    with GOD ALL OF
    AND LiGht as
    yes.. as mentioned
    many nows before..
    The essence of the
    HiGher potential of
    liVes in aLL of uS
    and iT iS up to Us..
    to find A journey and
    paths that work for US
    to become one with God..
    in feelings and sensing this
    more than empty words.. statues..
    or other empty metaphors without
    essence of symbol/abstract concepts..
    as the bONEs without flesh of LiVinG SoUL..
    and once you get the trUth and the liGht that
    this is heir gift for all Human Beings in potential
    way.. yA are no longer selfish in saying Ya can
    imprison God in abstract constructs per words..
    statues and other attempts that hUmans make
    to Express a greater potential in hUman
    waYs of liFe commonly understood
    iN science terms now as
    Epigenetic Neuroplastic
    potential.. self actualization..
    the mythology associated with
    the Human Hero archetype..
    as well as Tarot cards
    and other so called
    occult ways to
    open up the
    mysteries of the
    HUman INner
    Universe so we
    can share the way
    of better TruTh and liGht
    iN fuLLfiLLinG our God oF Nature
    given gifts of PoTenTial.. or
    with relative free will we can
    do not much of anything..
    and never find Heaven
    on Earth.. Yes the
    actual REAL FEELING
    Anyway.. this is partially inspired by a
    middle aged woman who was video
    taping me as she said my energy
    inspired her in non-verbal
    Super-Walmart way
    while i was dancing..
    spinning.. twirling
    Hurricaning Winds
    of i.. with calm
    Center eYeS
    balance where she
    says.. yes.. of course.. the
    Wisdom of Horus noW is what
    you have.. Now and yes.. where
    i Live that iS the last thing
    i expected to hear in Wisdom
    but never judge a book by its
    cover as iT iS thE inNer heARt..
    SpiRit.. and SoUL that generates
    the energy of essence thaT is
    the Force of God iN US..
    as any Jedi/Sith
    Dude or
    clearly understands
    after completing the
    Hero Journey successfully
    i dance on the
    Wild side with
    the caLL of God
    Free and i can easily
    move from Sith to Jedi..
    in the turn of a coin that
    is relative hUman Free WiLL..
    wheN/wHeRe Yin and Yang iS
    BaLanCinG and wE
    are best friEnds
    WitG gravity
    in FriEnD balance
    thaT iS tHe eNergy
    oF thE Force Within..:)
    uS aKa GODWHOLEwE..:)

  10. Ah.. the Starbright power of positivity..
    in human being as we shine liGht over dArk
    in peptide way.. peptide way you say.. is that a wave..
    well yes thaT is particles of peptides released in neurochemical
    way by the human bRain in Hypothalamus way.. wHeRe all
    the cells have receptors for Happy peptides that
    lead the way to cellular feeling
    memory for the
    next great
    of liFe in Yin
    Yang positive balance..
    nah.. it ain’t juSt 7 chakras in our
    bodies that make us happy happy.. NoW
    it is every frigging cell.. aLL our thOughts
    and other human abstract concepts/symbols
    associated with the memories of
    positive emotions that
    are chemical
    in Nature
    aloNG wITh
    the Grand Unified
    Theory oF all thaT iS
    Interdependently connected
    as thAT God THat liveS in/AS all thaT
    iS in both breathing and stone
    matter as energy
    samE noW..
    ah.. miXinG
    with science
    ya gotta love the
    raTioNaLITy in doing so..
    as trUly words associated
    with moving.. connecting
    and creaTinG EmoTioNs noW
    are what helps uS create
    as tools of NoW.. yeS..
    either heaven
    or hell
    iN hUman
    iNner being for almost
    iNfiNitE connections in new
    happy wiring of neurons and
    cellular strength in anticipation
    of the positive neurochemicals
    and neurohormones or the
    negative stress
    related ones
    in a slow
    of hUman
    purgatory to hELL
    as a way of liFe thAT
    we WitH relative free WiLL
    In however we associate positive
    emotions to grow or stagnate
    negative in stress
    and all stuff
    anxiety hate and
    other con-social
    TioNs relaTeD..
    too.. spells heLL noW
    in no uncertain eventual
    way of death star life..
    but ya see.. most
    will limit this
    to the thOughts
    we experience as
    words.. and will skirt the
    pARt oF liFe thAT iS core to
    underlYinG EmoTioNs
    of words that
    are the
    and sensory
    way of experiencing
    liFe in non-verbal ways
    of actually physically moving..
    connecting.. and creating too..
    in the oldest and most effective
    sTill language of human being
    that is the dance of liFe from
    shining eyes.. to hips
    and eyes that
    lie in all the
    dance of life that
    can be bliss.. nirvana..
    the heaven of now.. more
    than frigGinG sitTinG stiLL anD
    uSinG chants or breaths to
    E-scape EmoTioNs instead
    of embraCinG thE
    of Joy
    to liGht up
    the boDy/miNd in a dance
    oF aLL cells from head to
    toe.. generating what science
    still cannot measure much over
    the observer effect in Quantum
    physics as what humans
    observe impacTing
    and chanGing
    the physical
    reaLITy noW
    in subatomic
    way all around ’em
    as suns we are above so
    below oF thE Grand Unified
    theory of Allthatis thaT iS
    the reaLITy of God
    inside outside
    and merry go all around
    for those who don’t live in
    a self-fulfilling purgatory
    spectrum or hell now per
    the associated symbols
    of what they now sO
    believe whether that be..
    a belief in hell.. or sitting
    still and never generating and
    strengthening happy neuron
    wiring and cellular peptide
    memory ways..
    so ha! noW sTiLL
    religion in all its
    promises of hell and
    the end of the world..
    and other fear mongering
    ways of belieF to scare folks
    to believing in a superstition
    come true evil in
    voodoo nocebo
    effect as proven
    in science has the truth..
    DO AS THEY F iN create tHeir own
    hell in the way of negative symbols
    of liFe.. and the negative worry.. anxiety
    fear.. and exclusionary hate feelings
    in attempts to control those
    out of the
    group norm to
    keep the resources
    all in the Christian
    Church.. etc.. etc..
    for all religions that say
    the other one is bad bad bad
    and are going to hell hell hell..
    well hell is a self-fulfilling prophecy
    for those who make hell real.. by
    creating symbols that are
    for cells
    and neurons
    to wire now..
    and to remember
    hell in real grand
    Unified fear way..
    per stress
    way.. problem is.. hell
    works bAD for those who accept
    it and create it.. but the greaTesT
    thing oF all iS the God of Nature is
    merciful in anthropomorphic
    and a large pArt of
    wHere we go iN liFe
    is uP to uS and or the
    folks and what they say
    that we believe in either
    positive or negative
    down to what we thInk
    in words/abstract concepts/
    associated symbols/ and the negative
    noW or positive emoTioNs that imprison or FREE!
    the cELLs of our boDy/miNd to a lifelong purgatory
    or hell.. or go the Hakuna Matata Dance FREE
    of iN aS Heaven now.. YeS!.. YES! oh GOD yES!
    when i danCe noW.. NOW!
    i am not juSt a bag of
    old bones.. flesh.. muscle..
    ligaments and what not in
    material reductionist term
    way.. i am a Sun of positive
    shine.. in every cell.. whole..
    and AN instrument that plays A
    AND all the other metaphors including
    Kundalini RiSinG..
    IN iNfiNitE poTenTiAL
    oF THE NOW
    Grand Unified
    theory of particles
    waves.. and Field that
    existS Now as allthatis
    GodNow.. So noW iN YES!
    tHeRe is thE big poeTry
    of tHe WH0LE of LiFe..
    and there is thE smALL
    pictUre of The
    of material
    reductionism too..
    but the bottom line..
    is happiness.. joy.. nirvana..
    bliss in spiritual way has got
    A core element oF scientific proof
    and truth too.. and no one owns that
    but Nature God WHoLE.. and we are the
    heirs.. who without any FucKinG five step
    scientific method.. or F iN mythology
    book alone.. THaT bOTh can house the
    vehicles and vessels for thiS
    trUth and liGht too.. buTT
    YES! through juSt iNnate..
    iNstinctual.. iNtuitive power..
    aLL ah! noW! Gifted NaturAlly N0W bY
    GODALLTHATIS..noW.. yeS!.. Now!..NOW!..
    in bio-feed back from
    every cell of our
    body.. figureS thiS
    sHit out noW by whAT
    FucKinG Feels good
    and that baby is what
    iS behind all stuff good
    when in BaLanCinG noW..
    YeS!.. thE PleaSuRe
    as mY
    Friend Janet
    ilLUSTrates nicely
    with noW no FucKinG
    Words aT aLL.. butT
    oF course A SonG
    oF BriGht eMoTioNs
    E m P A S S ion inG
    takes uS oN oUr waY..
    and that’s why i DancE SinG
    A MeSsAge of Nirvana.. Bliss..
    and Joy in Heaven now.. as mY
    other friend Gloria Estefan so poeticAlly
    says.. WORDS JUST FucKinG GET IN THE WAY..
    and remember FucK iS
    iF yoU seeK and
    FucKinG iS noW
    iF yoU SeeK in GOD..
    and truly the direct conduit
    away from words of division
    iS The DancE and SonG
    oF tHe PleaSurE
    of old
    and new
    sAMe iN terms
    of bliss from
    head to
    as we
    planETs iN BaLanCinG
    circle the sUn aS ONe..
    iN terms of Star
    oF God
    noW iONoW..:)

    And OB A Way..
    iF iN thE Video oF Janet
    sHeis trUly doing a footloose
    without strict perfectionist DanCinG
    choreographed instruction of other
    way.. it works for positive flow..
    but as soon as one inserts
    the restrictions of
    mechanical cognition
    of you must move this
    way or that way to
    get it correct
    for someone
    view of
    tHe MoVinG..
    ConnecTinG and
    CreaTinG.. thiS has
    the negative action
    consequence potential
    of stress.. stress.. stress..
    where the friGGinG Ballerina
    kills herself ’cause
    she waS noT good
    enough to
    make someone
    else’s grAde..
    so whenever someone
    says do my dance moves
    and not yours.. i say..
    hey baby.. i ain’t doing
    tHis for any grAde but
    thE SonG oF mY SoUL..
    as the fish swum
    by the sea
    and the
    by the Air
    iN FunG ShUi waY..
    and the sAMe rUle applies
    to aLL iN liFe.. make it science
    and it sucks.. make it art and its
    fun.. yes.. just a generaLITy as
    the purgatory of order
    out of chaos
    is necessary
    for large cities
    oF huwoman bEinGs
    sTiLL onLY evoLVinG
    (note Love is REverse)
    before VinG to connect
    to noW around sTiLLnoW
    150 to 200 sets oF yes..
    NakED eYes non-verbAlly
    mostlY.. aT ArOUnd upwards
    oF 90% or so.. with the
    verbal preSENTaTioNs
    to accompany
    the stuff
    of eyes
    and hips..
    toes and
    torso.. arms
    and legs hands..
    and tip of Penis
    to depth of
    Vagina too noW
    as A intersects
    V for Star of David
    BaLanCinG femiNine and
    mascuLinE way.. and yes..
    obviously.. Janet has hEr
    masculine fUr oN..
    sHe is red hot
    to toe..
    and she does tHis wITh
    absolutely no plastic surgery
    too.. the power trUly coMes from WiThIn
    wHen BaLanCinG yIN AnD YanG oF GoD aLL thaT iS..
    And final note.. the SonG from Gloria comes from inTo thE liGht..
    Sees here’s the thing.. more aptly described as the FeeLinGS and
    SeNseS oF LiFe some folks associate the good with things whether
    that be locked into another person for the positive emoTioNs
    one feels/senses or a Teddy Bear.. the Love of a car as religion
    or the Love of a house as God.. ALL iS GoD.. to restrict
    FeeLinGs and SeNses as sOld to juSt one person..
    one car.. one house.. one cat or dog..
    iS to restrict Love and
    iF tHere is anything
    that the God of Love
    iT iS to
    restrict Love..
    as to Restrict
    Love is to Restrict
    God from FeeLinG SenSinG
    Good and what one has
    left over from
    that can
    be human
    created EviL..
    Love All BE aLL
    Be God Free or be
    somewhere lukewarm
    and in between
    even purgatory
    and potentially
    hell too.. noW
    when all is
    SacRed NOw
    all is Holy
    all is Love
    So yes.. i love
    you Friend.. and
    that is a Practice oF the
    GreAtEst Gift that God gives
    and enjoys as Fearless LoVe oF ALL..:)

  11. Hmm.. Well.. Considering this is now
    BeCoMinG a Super Epic
    Chapter of “SonG
    oF mY SoUL”
    at 4 MiLliOn
    pLUS words
    as “Nether Land
    Bible 2017′.. Now ARiSing
    far past the 1.566 Million word
    milestone to exceed the Old King
    James Version effort of a Centuries
    Old Bible in Long Term writing way
    of many many folks toTaLinG to
    get that JOB done.. as
    this 101st
    ‘BigGer Britches WORlD SiZe PlEAse’
    MacroVerse Doubles as 772nd MacroVerse
    as SonG of MY soUL in Rhetorical MeaSuRing
    ways of world in empirical analysis as of course
    add in just the “GodsUniverseNovel3” effort
    of April 2015 through March 2016
    comprising MicroPoetic
    Micro to MicroMicroMicro
    Verse Poetic Expressions as
    Free Verse PoEtry too at
    338,630 words as
    MeaSuRed by
    Word Press
    Word Counter
    too and now this
    effort with no estimate
    alone and empirically systemizing
    science way already goes way over
    the 1.8 Million Word old Standard for the
    Mahābhārata from Centuries told in oral
    tradition and written down with ‘chapters’
    as HoLy Books named as Bible like
    Sacred Text FuLL oF Meaning
    and Purpose too.. as groups
    of hUmans do NaturAlly
    do to bind for
    either dARk
    or LiGht it’s sTiLL
    what Humans do NoW to more2
    feel the warm and fuzzy cohesive
    glue of all Natural kitty Biscuits for
    Mama’s Milk in Adulthood too as all
    Natural Human Produced Oxytocin WiLL
    do in Humans who do have the capacity to feel
    that fully as science shows some do not.. particularly
    some folks on the Autism Spectrum too and for those folks
    who wonder why folks engage in so-called ‘silly small talk’ it is
    the feeling that counts as essence.. not whatever was said in form
    of Human Words.. as what comes through in Integration of FeeLinGS
    and Regulation of EmoTioNs is what lasts ’till death bed liGht.. in other
    words.. you only take the love you give with you in literal at that moment
    as gift of LifE BefoRE yOur eYes shut in the last wake of current star
    DuST PlUS SenTiEnt plUS LiFE Now.. as trUE.. we are all stARs AT
    Nature generating senses and emotions coRE to share or
    cloSing up in our own dark deep bLack
    Hole soULs now.. and that’s okay too
    as it takes all kinds of
    stars to make
    a galaxy
    of Love and Hope
    or hOlders of Fear and
    Hate and overall misunderstanding
    of the enTiRiTy more of the Human Condition
    as Galaxies SpirAl as uS sAMe and DiFferent too..
    naH.. it’s not juST thaT us or them are ignorant or stupid we
    just See and feeL and SenSE liFe Different.. some of
    us paying more mind to form and some of us living
    More life aS esSence.. and as a canary in a coal
    Mine of both Asperger’s and Bi-Polar it is
    both literally and metaphorically
    Correct to say.. i’ve seen
    fELt and SenSed
    BoTh siDES
    so.. iN a
    way i live
    in the Center
    of the HuMaN UniVErse
    i as metaphor only PLease as
    i KNoW.. FeeL anD senSE noT NoW
    whaT aLL oTheRs KnoW and FeeL NoW
    anD SenSE too..nOw but it’s trUe i’ve been
    around the bLock within.. inside.. outside
    and generAlly sPeaKing all a”RouNd as
    12 MiLLioN words or so say WiLL tell
    that tale in Empirical analysis
    too.. anyway.. i’ve been
    around enough ‘eggheads’..
    yeS.. iN iNCluDinG me to fully
    understand that if some folks don’t
    receive all of the detail thinking ways..
    they are more likely to fAil to see the Bigger Picture
    NoW.. so.. although 4 MiLLiON Words IS A rather conservative
    Estimate of what i have accomplished in my 45 Month LonGest
    LonG ForM Poem ever written in the HiStory.. HerStory
    and or eTc.. Story of HuMaNKiNd consideRing i am
    aRisinG now to 1.6 MiLLioN Words in 12
    MoNths too.. i am providing the
    systemizing analysis of
    words as size
    and discretely
    measured as such
    as some folks will not take
    a dam word you saY as serious without
    the detailed fACts to go along with the story
    Long or Twitter short.. and this effort is not just
    to prove that i did and do more with mY HuMan
    PoTenTial with the aid of trans-humanist tools now..
    it is to say since little old Autistic and Bi-Polar me who
    didn’t even speak to put words together until age 4 and
    who had problems writing anything more than firstly and
    secondly and thirdly until recently in my 50’s proves the Epigenetic
    and Neuroplastic Potential in this relatively small special area of intErest
    iN Writing Long Form Poetry Free Verse Poetry Free style now.. Holy Creative
    Spirit Automatic WriTing as ‘they’ say too now too.. and nah.. i’m NOT doing it for any
    money so i don’t need no gold stars.. followers or likes to scratch my ego any
    hiGher than Free to be me.. but it is kinda cool to be Dancing in the Avenues
    and Dance Hall Aisles of Super Walmart Trump life and to be able to prove
    that i did and do John 14:12.. yes.. an epic Bible WriTE Bigger than
    Lasagna now.. as ‘they’ say too.. and challenge them to do
    whatever they do in a more Epic John 14:12 WAY NOW
    TOO.. if they reAlly Believe iN ME too.. heHe.. different
    actors.. same characters and sAMe and
    diffeRent general pLay too.. but hey…
    we/i can prove iT aLL
    now with
    online liNk
    as smAll or
    and as big for
    me@ LeaST NoW
    inheriting the ART
    of CurRenT eARTh with
    to BRinG iN the isREaL Evidence NoW..
    And sure.. “BigGer Britches WORlD SiZe PlEAse” Now..
    is juST the point wHeRE i can empirical prove through
    Measurable Discrete ways that not only do i surpass
    the size of the Old King James Bible in terms of over
    1.566 MiLlioN words in twice the size of a 12 Month
    Term of publishing that all free online now too..
    yes.. i also far exceed in empirically
    and discrete measuring
    way thaT 1.8 MiLLioN
    Word Effort IN
    India too..
    and that’s
    cools as it also
    proves that what
    the law and medical
    field assess as permanently
    and totally disabled for life now..
    can be real superhuman Feats of
    Women and Men and eTC NoW iN
    Bio- and Neuro-Diversity as and oF hUman Form Now2
    Essence Dances and Sings more alWays when Free..
    if Nothing else i also prove that in ways of DanCinG
    Free iN Martial Arts and Free Style Ballet like
    ways for CloSinG iN on 7400 MiLes by
    this Weekend too.. juST 10 or so
    MILes away from that MileStoNe
    NoW too.. as MeASured
    EmPiricaLLy by
    Nike GPS
    Sports watch too..
    as i’Ve documented that in this
    Long Form Poem in a period of 45 months too..
    NoW since i stARTed this effort in Pre-macroVerse
    way 50 Months ago on 3.10.13 in Google Blog Spot
    way too.. as those Archive Blogs continue to Grow now too..
    numbeRinG 7 public and private ones total too.. overall with Word Press too..
    yes.. i get around for free and that’s the way i’LL keeP it.. Legend of Dance
    assessed by the more oPen MiNded Public is enough for me.. financiAlly
    independent.. so money means nothing to me other than Food and
    Shelter.. Flowers and Friends and Pets and Love Free for
    aLL NoW too.. With MoVinG CoNNecTinG
    CreAtinG aRT to make Heaven
    NoW iN MiNd
    and BoDy
    SoUL as
    SpiRit ExpreSsinG
    HeARt even more… serIOUsly.
    it would be shAMeFul not to upload
    my soul in all free give and share way..
    it’s not every now that someone makes
    the grade of Heaven and stays tHeRe..
    we have few sacred texts and
    books that allude to it
    but never a
    story told
    like this
    in real time
    now as Auto-biography
    Rover with around 100K Photos
    F U L L Y I L L U S T R A T I N G
    ThAT iT and thousands of YouTube Music
    Videos to accompany the entire EnChiLada
    With even moRE DancE and SonG too.. surE.
    totALLy eXpoSING as HUmaN FleSH anD Blood
    as FReEST aRT too.. but what ya gonna do with this
    Miracle oF Life,, if you reAlly appreciate the Gift oF aLL Free
    God LiVinG WiThiN.. if you lEAve any Member out of HoLY
    And SaCreD whOle NoW2.. i liVed you can SEEheAR ThAt on my Tombstone alReADy..;)



    AnyWay.. a conversation between
    me and one of my ‘elite’ Facebook friends
    sort of tales the never ending beginning
    starting always and never finishing
    human Story
    ride the
    wave as they
    say and enjoy
    the ups and downs
    if you can and will
    live in heaven now..

    So anyway..
    after my friend
    is somewhat chagrined
    for the Facebook output she
    receives overall among friends..

    i say with..

    WiNks.. this
    Means you Have Human Friends..
    Signed.. ReTired Spock/ET2…
    I’ve been aCross Galaxies and
    People are alike all over..
    even the Twilight Zone
    today proves that in Epic Case Study way..;)

    My Friend says..

    ‘No actually these people are regurgitating spoon
    fed garbage and then happily gobbling it up from each other.”

    i go on to say..

    In thaT case.. this
    is an “Area 51”
    ‘special place’.. yes.. i ‘like’
    that(this) butT iT’s not reaLiTy ‘stuff’..;)

    i go on to say more wRite oN course..

    AnyWay.. mY friEnd.. Humans bond over
    common binds.. it don’t matter
    what ‘color’ the ‘stuff’ is..
    they do it for
    the warm
    and fuzzies
    for those folks
    who are capable
    of feeling that oxytocin
    warm and fuzzy Sunday Morning ‘Stuff’..
    in other wordS.. at the end of the now the essence
    counts no matter strange the ‘colors’ of the ‘stuff’…;)

    And then i attempt to clarify
    and validate my communication
    even more.. then now..

    *just sayin’.. in case
    you wonder why
    humans are not logical..
    they are NOT logical (overall) when
    ‘healthy’.. even ‘science’ proves this out now..
    in Spock
    way too..
    hehe.. and
    in terms of
    current case study
    Politics with overwhelming
    case study evidence.. for sure…;)

    And as a side note.. i say this too then and now too..;)

    OBTW.. Trump Tweeted he was the source of a Witch
    Hunt this morning.. it’s literally true.. Google says so
    And Lana Del Ray was/iS iNstrumental in carrying
    the Spells out.. As Mark Twain says..
    Fiction has to make sense to sell
    but reaLiTy is the ‘stuff’..

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