ugh.. private anything.. but yeah..
too many NAkED humans can be scary..
but no.. humans are not evolving to shut down inside caves
without moving.. connecting.. and creating.. and yeah.. THAT moving..
connecting.. and creating.. thingy.. is getting kinda preachy too.. i guess.. but peAches kINg and crEme.. lie as truTh in the human toUch.. and to reach out of obliviOn is to liVe.. i trY the cave.. i lOOkwIThinK.. but the answer is still IN
the human touch
And now thEre is THE
HiVE of visualiziNg
as we miNd
But anyway.. us BEES drones
and Queens have a smell
for pollen and making
hoNey.. as biRds fLy
and whEn we worK
ABOVE SO BE
And that’s my
my old and
Oh.. XYZ THAT Feeling
it’s LIKE1 when
i talk to myself..
yeah.. it’s like1..
When i siNg
wheN i siGn
no one WiLL
While at present I don’t
conform to any official form of Haibun..
and have not taken detailed note or study of it.. i like the general idea of mixing Science/Fiction/Descriptive Prose with Art/Haiku-like Poetry.. something i have been enjoying doing experimentally for a long time.. albeit not much fiction.. and of course we need both.. to effectively communicate in really delivering a message of new and old that is of some real meaningful effect of reason and affect of art.. but anyway.. i like the general idea.. and can certainly adapt to the specifics as well..:)
do i share
is blessed as i..
my suspicion is
no one is
what i feel is worth sharing..
for those who may have less
IS all of me..
And this is a global thingy..
mileage varies.. i am not speaking
to the feathered nests
of U.S. Luxury ya
know now only..
this is a global venture far from
the Instant gratification that many
United States folks take for granted…
The world can be a very lonely place..
i am not lonely.. i am connected to Nature..
and other humans through flesh and blood IN Art
of dance everywhere i go in life.. i am never lonely..
but i know the feel and lack of feel of THAT other place..
where a warm sun ray of afternoon front
porch comfort disappears
into cold concrete..
AS i watch and FEEL horrifyingly
for me in January 2008 until
that connection to GOD comes back in July of 2013..
in 66 months of death of human heart.. spirit ..and soul..
so out of mind and body balance that there is almost no me
left to salvage.. and i no longer even feel comfort petting a cat..
where Arthur Cat’s ears pin back to FEEL the COLD touch
of Zombie human potential danger at ear..
and eye of Feeling CAT..
where scratch of cat
feels more than numb.. of heart grown cold…
This emptiness is hard for people to understand who
never experience IT.. and what i fear more for others is..
is that some people have never felt the fullness of life that IS
connection TO GOD as Nature.. that is our inherent
gift of innate.. instinctual and intuitive human
from birth as Nature GOD GIVES.. WE
human beings more fully alive…
To feel the paws of
to feel the nature of birdS that sit upon
these lines as well.. but most importantly..
never to become the lines themselves and
always have the hearT’S bird wings and
squirrel paws freely connecting..
flesh and blood and
Nature of GOD
rest of it
as emotional and sensory spirit
of heart in human balanced mind and body soul…
When i am 7 or 8 in ’68.. i watch a movie named..
‘Planet of the Apes’ and at the end
of the movie when the
humans lose their voice
of speech except for one..
they still have non-verbal connection..
that naked smell of human touch delighting
senses and feeling.. on beaches of bikinis
or speedos or not.. these are the
heights of human bliss
and not the
sky-scraping souls of humans off this
surface of human heart.. spirit and soul..
in mind and body balance ONE WITH
THE REST OF NATURE AKA GOD…
SO when Charlton Heston rides upon the beautiful pristine beaches of East coast with perhaps the most beautiful girl on the face of earth then.. with her arms draped around his newly earth worn mostly naked body.. two of them.. as unit feeling human flesh.. peace of nature upon them as Spirit of GOD.. there comes a half sunk Liberty FACE.. CHEST AND FEET.. with no sight of Twin Towers then.. as well.. and he says “YOU finally really did IT YOU murderers.. you blew IT UP.. GOD DAM YOU.. GOD dam YOU ALL… to HELL’..
And then there is the
of human heaven
again.. but of course
the movie takes a modern
human cultural take on the REST
I am shell shocked at 7 or 8 from seeing
this.. and coming home.. stepping out of
the car in the evening humidity of river
air.. i see metal tower with lines
and RED flashing LIGHT over the
horizon of trees and
house.. and i
ALL THIS STUFF
OF HUMAN TOOLS…
I see BEACH heaven now.. and skyscraper
AS one of human’s greatest edifices
to shrine a human prison
of hell.. there are
of humans within
may never kNow and
FEEL AS GOD NOW..
AND UNTIL THEY DO
OR IF THEY CAN.. THERE
WILL BE NO GOD FOR THEM..
SO YEAH.. THE SPOOKY MUSIC
AT THE END OF THIS MOVIE
TRULY FOR THOSE
STILL LOCKED UP
AND THE SAME
STORY IS REPEATED
IN THE MOVIE
HOME IS NATURE
OF GOD ARE
can no longer
I watch the movie the Emerald
Forest in 1985.. about the time
of the introduction of the
VCR.. CD players
and the coming
IT MAKES a lifelong
impact on me..
of the Apes’
in ’68 and
it is too late
as i cannot
even bear to
looks at colored
illnesses numbering 19..
AND i Overhear someone
say that after that movie
some of the folks
are so impacted
by the reality of
their cold city
a place as beautiful
like this exists and they
have never ever been part
of it at all.. WELL I AM ThERE
AGAIN.. AND PERHAPS YOU
ARE SOMEWHErE ELSE..
but if I can
HeRE TO REAL
AS AN OLDER
AND LIGHT COMES
REAL IN NOW OF
Anyway.. for someone like me who
has both livedevil
iN Heaven and Hell
and Heaven again..
i will do anything
I used to watch “Mutual of Omaha’s Wild Kingdom”..
i loved that show.. but there always seemed like
tHere IS something missing..
and guess WHAT!..
i FIND IT..
wild and free me.. but anyway..
along those lines of thIS next Blog Post..
‘Emerald Forest Reigns’.. NOW for me.. at least..
Jack London.. and the wolf dog of course.. LIVES AGAIN!..:)
And ha! the Work-out T-Shirt of the day.. says DO YOU EVEN LIFT..
WITH A CURLY BAR BELL UP FRONT.. AND
that really is hilarious that i wear that shirt.. as it is not long ago..
that people suggest i am too timid to go over to the free weight side..
as i slowLY put 10-45 LB weights on each side of the Parallel Leg Press..
do a little free style ballET and marTIAL arts exhibition to warm up
and then slowly press the weight
straight out.. around
25 times for this total
of 930LBS with press mechanism..
with my arms raised to ceiling like no else
does it anywhere on YouTube at any age.. as all the force is on my legs..
with no mechanical advantage of upper body helping out… any way..
life is fun.. so much fun.. when you use close to all yoUr human potential
instead of just 1 or 2 percent.. of all the myriads of other potential human
intelligences that go so far beyond Standard IQ measures of what
the cultural and religious system says human smarts
is all about.. it has little to nothing to do with
human creativity.. and even
a Kung Fu Black belt dude..
has no idea IN PRACTICE OF what
the air and water of Bruce Lee truly
is until they flow it through innate..
instinct and intuition instead of taking
little bitty lessons one by one..
the discipline is in the practice
of something new in imagination
and creativity all innate.. instinctual and intuitive..
out of the box.. instead of someone else’s box developed
over thousands of years whether it comes in martial arts instruction..
a bible.. or science text book that has been revised time and time again..
with nothing much new.. of what GOD’s evolving human being can truly
do with much greater human pOTENTIAL REALIZED.. INSTEAD OF
FALLEN ASLEEP FOR THOUSANDS OF YEARS THROUGH CULTURAL
AND RELIGIOUS LIES.. TO CONTROL.. TO SUBJUGATE THROUGH
ILLUSORY FEARS TO SELFISHLY COLLECT MATERIALISTIC GOODS
AND MAKE THE OVERALL TRIBE A SLAVE INSTEAD OF WILD AND
FREE HUMAN BEINGS.. TO LIVE AS HUMAN ZOO..
IS NOT TO LIVE AT ALL.. PERIOD..