To Appropriately Respect..
Give.. Share.. Honor A
ForcE caLLeD SacReD
LoVe.. reQuires
morE
thAn A Word..
A Bible.. or Even NoW
A Life.. For iS rEquires LoVe..
alWays aS EsSeNce oVeR FoRm..:)
For iS rEquires LoVe..
alWays aS EsSeNce oVeR
FoRm..:)
FaceBook..
A Cool Art
Tool For FReED..:)
LiKe iT
oR nOt..
hE He..;)
Facebook is providing
Colored Backgrounds
for Fredku too..
iN mY
Version
and stYle
of Haiku more..
so.. as alWays i take
full Advantage of what
is Free.. Freddy Free Loader
oF Love iN Peter Pan way i’LL Be..
juST ‘caUse
i CaN
and
WiLL as
and oVer
LoVE noW2.. FReED2..:)
i don’T thiNk one
iS supPosed to stART
EpiC MoMents wiTh
the word to
alone butt
i for one
Can and WiLL
as i neither muST
ThiNK or are two
for i Am One2 as MoRe NoW1..;)
AnyWay.. as ‘this’ MacroVerse is Named
“A GarDeN oF LoVe NoW2”.. i gAve/giVe
iT 6 Days of Effort and i
get no 7th dAy
of ReSt
as MoVinG
CoNnecTinG
and Co-CreAtinG
iS alWays
Sun
DaY..
and FuN
DaYs and
Happy Days too..
i could go on butt NoW STiLL..
i’Ve got a 100th MacroVerse CoMinG2
Now oF a ‘NetherLand Bible 2017’..2.. And
A 771st MacroVerse.. DouBLinG AS ‘SonG
oF mY SoUL’.. LonGeST LonG
FoRm PoEm Ever noW iN
the hiStoRy.. heRstory or
etcStory of hUmaNKiND
NoW aT LeASt on the
PLaneT earTh
per Google
Records
at 4
M+ Words
NoW.. heHe..
and suRe.. i’ll
make this the end
and the beginning of
99 and 100 and 770 and 771 too.. Y noT..
noThinG to LoSe when oNe iS aLL FeeLeD uP
WiTh
SeNSes
FiLLeD uP too..
And suRe thAT’s LoVe2..:)
Work Work Work.. never ends
in terms of shirts shirts shirts
and shorts shorts shorts now..;)
Oh LoRd.. NoW
Pre-Work-out FAce
after wRiting anoTheR
26,232 Word MacroVerse..
with “NetherLand Bible 2017”
AriSinG NoW to 1,521,252 words…
jusT ‘BouT 79K Words of 500 MiLes
HoMe.. to geT to 1.6 MiLLioN Words
by May 29th.. Memorial Day of 2017
since May 30th Memorial Day of
2016 to Double that Centuries
plUs LoNG Effort of that King
James Team
Collaboration
So.. whAT can
i DancESinG..
Transhumanism
of Technology FuLLY
iN ToW.. A Force oF oNe
can do so much moRe NoW..
anyWay.. John 14:12 and otHer
Resources and Folks have done it
did it juST do iT2 like the Victory Goddess
Nike says too.. as far as Greek Gods Go too..
oh yeah.. did i mention the pARt ’bout fully illustrating
around 100K photos in 45 Months too iN Longest Long Form
Poem too.. easy to meaSure noW iN terms of surpasSinG
that 1.8 Million Word Effort from India too.. sure.. with
thousands of YouTube Music Videos.. liNks and
oTheR Stuff to eXpreSS aLL mY SoUL
uploadED CaN And WiLL Do to
lASt after the ashes
BecoMes StaR
DusT HeARt
SpiRiT too..
AgAin.. leASt
‘Till the neXt Go
’round Merry as ‘they’
say too.. STiLL NoW
iT is whaT iT iS so
be as you are
NoW
Be..
works for
Me NoW@LeaSt..:)
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WeLL yes.. as you may have
guessed with 11 Facebook Profile
Pics this afternoon through evening
it’s time for a Bed Time Story
fully illustrated
with Profile
Pics aS Such..
nah.. no butts..
just Faces
and
poses
and Wild
Cats and such
as That for NoW..
as once a Feral Yellow
Boy STiLL a Yellow Feral
Boy at HeaRT at SpiRit
at Call of the Wild
soUL.. aLL
that’s
misSinG
is the transhumanism
of written language.. sure
after oral language with abstract
constructs for essence of life all around..
then with written language comes the trans-humanist
overall cultural tool of collecting intelligence and sure
MoVinG ConNecTinG Better and Co-CreaTinG Art too..
as juST anoTheR poTenTiaL kINd of hUman Intelligence
and as alWays use it or lose it applies to how well we are
inspired by seNsEs and EmoTioNs to gET the overALL JoB
of LIFe DoNe wiTh even a PoTenTiaL Free Verse DancE
and SonG of LiFe with Quantum metaphor
of unleash and release of the
miNd anD BoDy BaLanCinG
SoUL aS WELL and Better moRE..
AnD WiTh YeLLoW BoY uSinG hiS
WiLd and FReED Cat PoTenTial
in the first couple or so years
in the backwoods Forest
behind my hoMe then
as a neighborhood
thief of other
Kitty Kats
Food and water to
get by for years too..
he ain’t your average Domesticated
Hipster Cat.. this Cat WiLL sHoW yA
who is Boss.. no push over is he.. and
if he wants your attention.. he will reach
out and grab you.. kNoW.. and hold
you in his claws no less
than a mouse
of Capture
as to
him
size matters
not.. he is the
King of Nature
and Jungle too..
no matter if he IS A full
Grown LioN KinG of the Jungle
or not.. claws and jaws say it all..
when survive time hits the Forest and Jungles of Life..:)
Hmm.. Lucifer of Fox Flavor on Monday Night TV.. reading a Book
on your Feelings and you as he attempts to find a way to channel
aLL emotions for Force to liGht uP an ultimate sword to slice
through the gates of Heaven and get back home..
And eventually his Psychotherapist as it
ain’t easy being a Light Bringer
IN LA Los Angelos or iN
Santa Rosa
LA Lower
Alabama
Panhandle
State of Flowers
Place either.. of course..
wRitE oN course.. anyWay.. then..
Lucifer’s Psychotherapist suggests
that he is repressing Emotions of Grief
and Pain not processed in former incidents
of loss.. and she suggests he open up to the pain
of those emotions and use that emotional pain to
Fuel his productivity and creativity too.. as far as
getting that sword LuKe Hot to Slice his
way back through Heaven’s Gates
now and i muSt admit as
the record sTiLL
sHows in Blog
Way i did
precisely
the sAMe thing
in remembering Pain iN
Full Losses through Blogging..
including photos of those lost loves
to generate EmoTioNs long repressed
Back to liFE aGaIN and although DARk
and SaD.. EVenTuaLLy A GateWay for
Joy and SmiLes and BeLLy LauGhs
too.. so.. are you FeeLinG
and SenSinG thE LiGht
oF isReAL HeaVeN
as opPosed to
thaT dArk
place aT
Hand that can
be the othER Place of HeLL..
WeLL.. iF not.. perHaps you may not
have spent much time in Hell.. the real
place like Lucifer has done in this TV Show
Version of a LIGht BrinGeR doubling uP in John
Milton’s “Paradise Lost” Version iN a place of torturing
those who are not very much oN/iN the Santa Claus HaPPy
Place for being good little boys and girls.. eTC.. too..
in oTheR Words.. Bad Santa.. also kNown as
the Devil.. tortures little boys and
girls who grow up and
do bad things
eternally
now
in a Fire
that never ends.. NoW
when God is Love.. so NoW..
Face Palm.. Massive Face Palm..
if God Can and WiLL not Forgive any
Trespassing done by the most beautiful
Angel.. how do you think you can and will
Get to HeaVen NoW.. sure.. not getting
shamed into FeeLinG Guilt is a step
forward as folks will shame folks
if they don’t wear the
correct color
underwear
to
Church
and School
and StATe and
PoliTicS and sure..
Super Walmart too..
aS all these places have
in common one thing named
Group thInk NoW.. thaT Kills
inDividual HumaN FreeDoMs
WaY too ofTeN STiLL..anyWay..
the Lucifer Show suggested iT iS
impossible to control your eMoTioNs..
Hmm.. perHaps iF they woULd juST Free
Verse Dance.. tHeir Body would all NaturAlly
and InSTincTuaLLy and IntuivELy HeaL itsELf iN aS LiGht
throUgh reguLaTinG eMoTionS and inteGraTinG seNses.. aLL too trUE..:)
Hmm.. so.. when i am tying my shoe in the BiG Buggy Room at Walmart..
i find myself sitting next to one of those Bible Revelation..
the end is nigh alWays NoW.. according to the Quotes
from the little Bible Pamphlets aT Least
as you gonna believe.. Ghost NoW
Busters.. huh.. As Long
as You Bust iT ouT
aS a Rhythm oF
TruTh and
LiGht NoW
Never MiNd
Ghost BuSters
as they STiLL
WorShip and refLeCt
An aMazing close relationship
to iLLusoRy FeArs and empty promises too..
when Heaven is alWays aT Hand noW too.. for yes.. Now
For those FolKs who have the Patience to Find iT NoW aS tRuE LiGht..:)
Sleep Calls.. be back to tale the rest of the Bedtime
Story as i early rise BRinGinG a LiTTle MoRe
LiGht to a HomEfRoNT too.. and Jesus F
iN Christ.. “GarDeN oF LoVe NoW2”..
waS iS sTiLL too big to FiT the
Farm and Mall photos
in the Blog
Spot Archive
Version for all
my MacroVerses too..
anyWay.. WordPress carries
iT aLL oN iTs Shoulders NoW
as best as folks can and WiLL do2..;)
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Okay.. it’s Morning sTaR liGht and i’m
Back to BrinG the Morning Story
pArT NOW and you kNow it’s
Funny how they name
liGht BringerS of
the Bible
as far
as Angels
go.. Devils who
juSt wanna go a little
Farther than those beFore..
sure.. that’s like that story of
Gabriel Blowing a Trumpet for
end days that is just a wonderful
little Negro Spiritual Song that
some how got put in the
original edition
of pulpit
scaring
in First Baptist
Churches and John
Milton in his Paradise Lost
a few Centuries ago decided to
make a Beautiful Angel Lucifer
into a Devil and now folks follow
suit STiLL in the First Baptist Church
and is it no wonder that me and Tayor Swift
and So many others these days won’t go to the First
Baptist Church for anymore than a potential anthropological
Visit to see what fear and hate will do to others.. well nah.. it’s
true the Gospel Singing can be uplifting but with Love as the unconditional
kind it means fearing and hating no others for tHeir differences and that’s the thing
about the
REAL LIGHT
BRINGERS AS
MOTHERS WHEN LOVE
LIVES UNCONDITIONAL AS
MOTHERS IT CAN RAISE THAT
GARDEN OF LOVE NOW2 that i
was speaking about in 26,232 words
in the last MacroVerse too.. and you see
my liGht BrinGer has passed away.. yes now..
mY MOTher.. so this is the saddest Mother’s
Day of aLL but also the day to remember
from all of wHere my Love comes from
my Mother as i sure DID NOT FIND
THAT LOVE IN CHURCH
DID NOT FIND
THAT LOVE
IN SCHOOL
DID NOT
FIND THAT
LOVE AT WORK
OR WITH FATHER..
other than the Katrina
that i did find at work
as one of the
audience
members
at the Bowling Center
aS Such who watched my
Mother’s SmiLe on my Face
and said i WANT/NEED some of that liGht
i haven’t seen that ‘Fore ’round these SouTh
pARts aMoNgst Men.. much.. so yes.. it’s true
NoW i too am now a liGht GiVer/BrinGer too.. so trUE iN
LiGht AND the thing is aS iN later years of my Mother’s lifE
they were adulterated by Bill O’Reilly’s and his pussy grabbing
crew.. same then as the Trump Lies and Pastors and child Molesting
Priests too.. i am enough of a liGht BringEr to visit these places but
i for one was and am privileged to a wider education than is provided
in church or school.. for my Priest and Pastor and God is found in Nature
Freed and my God wears no human clothes of deceit and fear over the
Naked State of
human without
cultural
clothes..
yes.. My God
is the God of the
Forest.. the God of
the Beach… sure the God
under the Tree and in the
Desert.. the God who
and that is
WiLd
and Free
wHo and ThaT
LiVes within me..
My God is Free and
WiLd.. My God understands the
Human Condition and the History of that
condition and the Difference is that you can subjugate
and control other Human Beings through illusory fears and
empty promises to produce and create selfishly for you..
i don’t play that Game for mY God within is Wild
and Free.. i Am hUman i was/am raised in a
Garden oF Love that had
no Trump Towers
of Greed and
Jealously
and never
being enough
as a human without
stuff.. thing is i was and am
raised by a Force named Love of
the Unconditional Kind and a Mother
who would Love me even through the end
stages of Cancer all over her body and in her
brain when even then the Cancer in her brain twisted
her logic to think that my automatic (Holy Creative SpiRit)
writing is and was inspired by a Demon inside.. even through that
her heARt said i love you Freddy as the
HeARt rULes fiRst and LASt as
even science shows
NoW..
we sTiLL
are NoW heARt
Creatures more
than bRain Creatures
unless we lose that or never
are Grown as Love or never have
it at all.. so.. when i see someone like Trump
i See a Garden that was never Grown FULLTALL with Love..
sure.. i’m sure he got plenty of stuff.. but stuff will never
duplicate
the
Love
grown
Within
as liGht as liGht
bringers do best.. sTiLL NoW..
anyWay.. ignorance breeds ignorance
breeds ignorance and more ignorance as
God’s become.. greedy and jealous men
in tribal way of Desert scarCity continuing..
i totAlly UnderSTand and FeeL and Sense the
Root Problems and the Human Being IS A very
plastic entity that can come as dArk BringEr or LiGht
BrinGer depending on the DNA recipe that comes or how sTiLL NoW..
that human is cooked in childhood as liGht or dArk.. and the thing
is.. some folks escape and say Fuck all that and reAlly do do tHeir
own thing as they coMe to realize and understand thaT God is the
Free Force
oF WiLd
thAt
Lives within
and in the case
of hUman BeinGS
the hiGhest Gift of Love
for Cooperation that makes all
of the transhumanist tools for creature
comfort possible that we see today.. thing is..
don’t become the tools if you can possibly do that..
use the tools.. don’t be used by the tools and become
a Zombie Apocalypse Robot too.. sure.. it heLps to
haVe a LIGht BrinGer MOTher at the stART.. so
Very Much but do youR best to becOme
thE LiGht oF Love and PerHaps
you too WiLL beCOMe
a liGht BringeR too..
anyWay.. i reAlly Do..
Love the Lucifer Show as it
exposes the mythology of the Bible
very well.. and neXt Week God is coming
incarnate on the Show as a rather Carpenter
Looking Dude with Longish Hair and a Beard..
AnD TruE God CoMes alWays NoW as aLL things too..
and best as i can see and sense and feel.. God coMes NoW
BeST as Love iN HuMaN Form too.. doesn’t seem like a Very
Nice Guy in either the Bible Old Testament Version or on the Lucifer
show.. so far too.. but perHaps this version on that show is a little complicated
and misunderstood too.. sure.. a lot complicated and for all practical intents and
purposes
too big
for
most
folks to see..
as hey.. i’m juST
human and even i AM
too big for most folks to see..
at least for what lives within named
as the Love as God too within as me too..
And how that is SpiRiT oF heART expreSsinG
as an Epic SoUL uPLoaDing NOW online as Love..
in a place with no Sun or Moon.. sure.. juSt another
reflection
of HeaVeN
and LiGht
BrinGers
onLine
2.. NoW STiLL..
oKay.. Facebook..
NexT sLiDe PLeASe
and it’s true.. Taylor Swift
was bullied as a child and STiLL
she had/has her Mother to lean on too..
now look how strong she is.. practically invincible.. she is..
that’s what Love does best.. explodes out of dARk Doors of Church..
in all the ways ChuRch of DArK comes in Fear and Separation away
in School
and Work
too.. away
from
GoD
aS wHoLe
ForCE NoW isREaL..:)
One pArt of the Guardian’s of the Galaxy Movie i could
relate to other than his Mother Dying of Brain Cancer
too.. yes.. the Star Lord Dude of course is
his relationship with his Father
as so far and distant
like he never
existed at
all.. and
how he.. separated far
from his Father looked
for substitutes on TV
like David Hasselhoff..
hmm.. interesting choice as
back in the Day i had Dudes like
James West off of the Wild Wild
West Show and Lee Majors off of
the 6 Million Dollar MAn
show too.. what
i liked
about
both role
models is they
were so much like
Lucifer too in that they
pursued their human potential
and even though James West was
a little Dude.. he could even kick
the Ass of that Big Dude who played
the Role of ‘Jaws’ in those Bond movies
too.. oh yeah.. and Sean Connery and the
other Bond Dudes too.. Fearless and Super
Cool like the relatively few hours and
times i spent with my Dad who
seemed so super
cool and
fearless
with
that Marlboro
Man Cigarette hanging
out of his hand and i think
i miGht have identified with
the Marlboro Man as a Father
figure too.. as quite honestly..
living in a household full of dripping
Estrogen.. although My Grandmother who picked
cotton was a ‘little’ stronger than most Women
’round these parts and the first Woman in town
to Wear Slacks while selling Car Parts as our small
town Version of Rosie the Riveter During World War II.. too..
yeaH.. as strange as it may sound.. my Grandmother was kinda a
Father Figure too.. seeing what my Mother’s super estrogen
influence was doing to me.. sort of making me Love
and sure.. too clumsy for grace but never
the less Love and a little
Less Strength
and WiLL
that
a Father
Figure can
and WiLL BRinG more
to the Nuclear Family
when it includes two role
models too.. it’s true.. do not
underestimate the Value and ForCe
oF WiLL and Strength that adds a Fortress
to the House of Love and Grace as WeLL..
and sure.. Ms. SwifT had a Father
like that in the home
who was real
and alive..
and that’s
probably.. a BiG
pArT oF Why she NoW
is invincible as shE
is with Strength and WiLL too..
although.. i haven’t researched that
pART of heR LiFe yet.. but i’m guesSinG iT’s TrUe..
Anyway.. i guess too.. i’m trying to look cool like James
West did back in the 60’s in his fearless looking Graceful
Poses too..
but hey..
you
do whatever
it takes to survive
even if it means
becoming the 12
Million Word
Man..
heHe..
Long Form poems..
New Testaments.. Witnessing..
Bibles and all thAT Jazz too..
Whatever a liGht BringeR WiLL Do NoW
neXt WiTh StrenGtH and LoVe and Grace too..
YeS.. and sure.. approaching
7500 MiLes oF DanCe by
the 46th Month of doing
thAT too.. not quite uP
to 7400 hundred Miles yeT
in the 45th Month now but hey..
as the Dude in the Big Lebowski
Movie says.. another Role Model
of sorts.. lots of strands to keep
with in my
head
man..
as thAt
Praise Dance
all around town
in Metro Area Stores..
keeps the Focus.. keeps
the Attention Span.. Laser NoW isREaL2..:)
So yeah.. Mother’s Day is CoMinG on Saturday and this is Thursday
and i WiLL probably Post this MacroVerse on Friday in honor
of Mother’s Day.. the first one without my Mother but
it’s true.. i do still have one Loving Stepmother
Left as my father’s second and third wife..
yes.. he married her twice.. and it’s
also true i used to have three
Mother’s at once in
this way too..
when his
third
and fourth
wife depending
on how you look at
the marital order and
how many times you do it
to one wife.. yes.. she passed
away back in 2006.. and she was
always a little distant from us like
Cinderella’s Step Mother too.. not saying
she was evil.. just not much for her Huband’s
kids.. it happens when there are issues of inheritance
to worry about on the minds of Wives in Socio-Economic
considerations and such as that.. but hey.. we
were just
looking
for
love..
as that is
what normal
healthy kids do..
anyway the Second and
Third Stepmother has alWays
been kind to us.. although i don’t
think i quite fit her standard to
be a Facebook Friend and that’s kinda
sad but i am surely kinda strange hehe.. too..
and truth is i am glad my Mother was Never on Facebook
as some of the stuff i do might have given her a heart attack
and killed
her even
sooner
than the Cancer
did.. as my Mother
went way the Conservative
Thinking route in her older ages for sure..
Anyway this picture is my personal card for all
the Mother’s out there.. as in some ways i am
the Mother’s Day Gift that keeps given
as a 233LB
card
Delivered
by mY MoTher STiLL..
NoW in many more
ways than
one
for all
that i
do for SuRe..
seems like the unmarried
women Still Love me more..
i guess that’s Natural and to be expected too..
as so many Woman are looking for Father Figures
they too never had.. including ones to be married to too..
anyWay i’m gonna name this “iN HoNor oF LuciFred’s Mother”..
as hey..
i ain’t
ashamed
of the fACT
that i am a liGht
Bringer.. named Fred
pursuing aLL of My
John 14:12
Potential
too..
as you do kNow
don’t you that
the Lucifer Archetype
in the Bible as RiSinG
MoRNIng StAR and LiGht BrinGer
faLLinG to the eARTh from the
HeaVeNs liKe LiGhtEninG is juST
anoTher archetype for Prometheus too..
Fredenstein and all of ThaT Mythological Jazz too..
as far as REAL HUMAN ARCHETYPES WiTHiN DO COME AGAIN TOO..
alWays
and
forEver
like a picture
with a leading
man at Old Seville Quarter too..
with the only highlights as Disco liGhts tHeRe2..;)
It’s true i’M Fearless and no matter how
much i act like a Ballerina that
often seems
to come
through
in the
Dance Halls
of Life.. and
it’s true2.. i remember
all those Women STiLL in the
Wildest DreaMs of Disco LIGhts..
but enough about tonight and my
160th Dance Week NiGht with all
the Cool College Age Folks (young women)
at Old Seville Quarter.. just another milestone
of my Life is to be a Gift to Women of all ages
as i Dance
and SinG
mY LiFe away
like the older
lady who sat next
to me at church and
said.. my.. my.. you have
a Beautiful Voice and i humbly
returned.. i don’t own it m’am..
my soUL BrinGS it as HoLy SpiRit
of HearT iN CreaTiVity DeeP Within..
And she sMiLed as WiDe as InfiniTy like a 16 year
old Girl.. as when i sPeak to someone they are the
Birth of a New Universe of LoVe for me.. true.. mostly when they are Women2..
and i don’t need to say anything or SinG anything at all when i Dance
as that
is my
SonG
as Non-Verbal
Language has/iS alWays
Been/Is Human’s GreATesT
WaYs of communicating
Truth wHeRE HiPs and
eYes don’t lie
as
Shakira
SinGS too..
daRinG Folks
to kiss her on the Dance Floor too..
sure.. i’ve been pecked on the cheek on the Dance Floor
too.. out of respect for the WiLd and Free of me without fear..
and sure.. with some Women.. wanting me to remember them too.. as they
come for
selfie’s
too NoW..
and sure2..
i humbly accept
as i was an ugly duckling
once in my lifetime for sure..
but hey.. as my Mother said..
my Father was the best looking
man she ever saw and she thought who
ever was married to that half bearded
man as Beverage Agent visiting her in the
Court house when she worked there.. must be
the luckiest woman as those are the most beautiful
Green eyes i have ever seen on a devilish good looking
Jet Black Dark Haired man.. he asked her to marry him
on their first date and after they got married that
was all he said.. and he left when raising children
was more important to her at home than going out
to make money as is the cultural message
still more important these days too..
anyWay.. there was a little
hope for me in
at least
those
words
that i too
would grow up
and be a Devil
in Blue Jeans too..
too much Love for all of what goes with that STiLL Now..
as a selfie and a smile and love is enough for me STiLL..:)
Anyway.. heAR i am in front of the Psychotherapist’s Office in the
Historic District of Down Town Pensacola.. true.. one can
almost FeeL the Ghosts of Yesterday through
the exterior of old buildings heAr..
And it’s also trUe.. takes for
all practical intents
and purposes..
Elephant
EaRS for
all i have
to say and do now..
yep.. Elephant eYes too..
or shall i better put that as Eagle EYes more..
and i ended up GiVinG my Favorite and only Psychotherapist
a Story then for the Entire Meaning oF Life as i often do online
too.. condensed into thirty minutes whERe TiMe Ceases to exist
and i muST taLe her it’s time for me to go and time for
you to listen to what the wife has to say about
the headaches i sTiLL often do liGht
BriGht too much BRinG
to the WiFe
Katrina
who does
have Isis ears
literally as such..
but not the kinda elephant
ears that leave in a conversation
with me without a Fredache and more..
it’s true.. whereas my Mother always wished
my Father would talk and me too for many years
too.. particularly when i didn’t put words together
at all until age 4.. Women like me much more before
i open my mouth and the tSuNaMi coMes out now too..
otHeR than
when
i SinG
and aN
AnGeL oF LIGht
within SPeaks
more a
SonG
oF
LoVe thAT
touches heART
now as a Free Dance
WiLL do for the WiLd and Free within..
yep.. my Counselor told me i have become
an apt story taler NoW in Vocal way now too..
but hey.. she is like a Genius in taKinG iT aLL iN too..
yes.. she too.. has Elephant EARs NoW2.. not many folks
can and will take all of me in.. but some folks manage it quiET well..
And for now this ends and stARts anoTher 11 FB Profile Pic Evening
and Morning
Story
as liGht
DanceS and SingS oN..
and oh yeaH.. my Psychotherapist
seemed a little concerned when i told
her i was finishing up soon a Bible twice
as big as the old King James Version too..
kNoWinG DeLuSioNs of GranDeuR as pArT –
N-ParCEL of the Bi-PolAr spectrum too..
and i said.. Jesus F iN Christ jusT
NoW.. mY personal Version
Dear.. and yes.. it’s
much more holy
and sacred
full of meaning
and purpose to me than
the old antiquated version but
as in all stuff trans-humanism
StaRTinG WiTh the Written Word
and shared Collective KNowledGE
and PoTenTiAL InTeLLiGences MoRe..
i freely admitted too that there is no way
my Bible could be this Good if i didn’t read
the old antiquated Version first.. anyway as
John 14:12 says Greater Works Babe Greater
Works babe than even little old me can do noW2..
So.. Peace
Baby
with
the Spice
of John 14:12
sAlt and pePpeReD iN..
aS any GoLd ‘Member WiLL jusT Do2..;)
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All PAges aLL BooKs
ALL BibleS ArE Trees
WiTh LEaves thaT
SpREad anD
FaLL thaT
RiSes
AS SpRinG
frOM WiNtER NoW
to SUMmeR MoRE..:)
Hmm.. in the MoViE Guardians
of the Galaxy in both VoLuMe
one and two.. my FaVoriTe
moST eNdeARinG
Character
of Course
iS mAiN
SuPPoRTinG
Cast MeMber
as GRooT as God
AS NaTuRE plUS sAMe
i AM GRooT i AM GRooT..
oKAy.. i aT LeASt GeT i Am
i Am i Am and i Am i am and NoW
We are GRoot too.. yes ..yOU and yes
mE.. Sly little liGht BrinGerS NoW those
Disney Folks are2.. sure all Mason inspired
iN SuPreMe likE LiGht GiVers as 33rd Degree
MaSoN Leading WaLT Disney too.. who didn’t get
his creative clothes on.. fully.. until his 50’s too.. then..
heY.. even Col. Sanders didn’t stART MaKinG Chicken until
he was contemplating Suicide in his sixties too.. and NoW when
i do New Age Renaissance Nude Art CloSinG iN NoW on 57 and
write the LoNgEST LonG FoRM Poem ever NoW and Biggest Bible
Book too as one as two and one as sAMe over 4M plUs words NoW
wITh a total of over 12 MilLioN Words too of HomEwork for all oF
this NoW on the WeB NeT Record that still hasn’t been deleted or
banned on discussion boards now.. thaT means.. yes.. STiLL…
consideRing.. i am born on the Autism
Spectrum without the abilLiTy
to even put words together
unTil age 4 or write
a creative paper
more than
secondly.. thirdly goeS oN
as a list of technical writing then
for Decades too before my spArK NoW
of CreAtiVity continUouSly arrived IN
HeaVeN NoW at age 53 in the year.. 2013..
most likELy it’s not too late for you to beCoMe
2.. A LuCiFEr LiGht BringER aNew2 as many folks
continue to do NoW as the hiStory.. and HeRsTory
And etCstories continUe to GLoW as LiGht BRinGers
DancE and SinG more in so many.. Arts and Sciences
ways noW2.. even more than ever beFoRE With the X-TRa
Aided Aids of Trans-humanist Tools available and easily
accessible and almost free now too.. this is the Newest
Renaissance Age for those Free and Wild enough
with sure.. enough laser focus too to
make art and science
aNew Way NoW
wHeRe few to
no hUmans
have
eXpLorEd
NoW too.. juST
an InViTAtion Card2..
i AM a Tree and yes..
for all practical intents
and purposes.. yes.. i AM
GRoot and so are You as ME…
too bad the original so-called Jesus
didn’t have Guardians of the Galaxy Volume II
back then as to not confuse the crowd that me
is you.. And God too.. Longer Root and ViNe GRooT wAy NoW too..
TruE.. as alWays trouble in the Forest
when the Trees can’t see the Forest
wHole wHeRE the MaPles screAM
Oppression and the Oaks jusT
shake tHeir head
but what
hapPens
when the
Maples become
the Oaks and the
Oaks become the Maples.. hmm.. yes/no/yes
are yA seeing the liGht yeT.. yes.. sir/ma’m
the times are a changing and it’s all a Brand
New Experiment now wHeRe old rules no longer do
apply and we are still hUman and need two parent
families with somewhat predictable social roles if we
are not able to create our own like i currently Can and
WiLL as a somEwhat hermit trickster who dances in with
the crowds as drummer of my own sick and sweet beat..
yeah.. perHaps i could use Ms. Swift’s Song.. Shake
iT all off by now too but it’s not enough to FeeL
and Sense for we also have a
Rational Brain that
seeks to
understand
others if functioning
properly with social bonding
neurohormone oxytocin and mirror
neurons that help share both pleasure and
pain of our other huMan Trees to make the Forest
a Wonderful Adventure and Place to play in and as is
A Tree oF LiFe with both reAson and sciEnce wiTh
a Mix of Conserving and Progressive Change
too.. it’s true.. i don’t often spend my
Squirrel Acorns.. so in some trUe waYs..
EVeN Me Too.. NoW.. participateS iN
Cautious wayS in saving
a lifelong Slush FuNd
of Money for the
Katrina Isis
incarnate
Tree of a Mother’s
Love too.. as yeP.. it’s
Mother’s Day for her too.. no
matter if that only lasted 51 days or not..
she is StiLL Mother.. Wife and Sister Isis
Assistant All Seeing and worKing eYes and eArs
to hELp me too.. to do all thAT i do as Both ArTs and sCienceS Tree of LifE too..:)
AnyWay.. hermits need at least a few friends
to talk to @LeASt too.. so.. off to visit
Frank and Xenia and gigoid
too.. and after the 1.6 miLliOn
Word Bible eXcursion of “Memorial
Days Bible 2016-17”.. comes as the
105th MacroVerse of this Effort on
Monday.. May 29th in 1.6 Million words
of overall “SonG oF mY SoUL” as 4 Million
Words+ iN 45 months of that Effort too.. sure..
with the 7400 MiLes of Dance and or so of Public
Praise Dance too.. perhaps then.. the Story taLinG
Free Verse Poetry of a Year Long Bible can and slowly
WiLL change more towards Micro-Poetic ExPreSsioNs too
in more responses to LIVinG Folks as Many on dVerse trail
PoeTry flesh and blood Folks Poetry sites too.. even if i never
get Reciprocal Social communication from anyone but a few out
of 40 or 50 or so poetic tries.. hey.. at LeASt i KNow thEre is anotHeR
Being Human on the Other end of the online Telephone Line NoW.. hmm.. ELO
hmm.. humm.. SonG for That NoW too.. as i continue heAR spENdinG a Visit With Xenia
and Frank and the gigoid too.. nah.. not necessarily in that order too.. as NOW GoeS oN..:)
Hmm.. where was i.. oh yeah… that’s wHeRe i was/AM.. juSt added my Daily
Facebook Memories for further perusal to relate in this MacroVerse
too.. battling against the Facebook Security Captcha’s as i am
often mistaken for machine instead of human at the Rate/Strength
of Processing my BRain does actuAlly puts out.. NoW.. too.. hmm..
anyWay.. i convinced the Algorithm i AM
hUman and i am back2
off iN continuing
my visits so i can
commence my Thursday
Holy and Sacred FuLL
oF iT MeaNing and Purpose
Activities iN R and R ways oF LIGht2..;)
KiNd Wishes
And Thanks
For Nature
And hUman
HeaLinG sAMe
As LoVe GroWs
MoRE wiTh DoG’s sKeYes
oF LiGht iN BreATHiNG EasE..:)
Dog pAws…
SAnd underfeAt
DreaMs oN WinTEr
BlUe SpRinGS nOw
ProMiSe SuMmeR
FLowErs More as
FaLL WiNters
SpRinG Warms
MoRe as SuMmeR
CycleS oN LiGht LoVe LIFE NoW..:)
Full Moon DreaMs
Solace of Dog
Sea Breeze..:)
YeLLow StreAms..
SiMilar Dog DreAms..
All is water all is air aLL
iS Dog
FeeLs..
SenSes
isREaL..:)
Dog And
Seaweed Seas
oNe.. neVer
WAves
SepArate
OceaN
wHoLe PaWs Love..
And thaT remiNds me.. Hi
Xenia..
WiTh
Love..:)
ThOughts
FloWer.. Weeds
GroW mELd MoRe
sAges WisDoM CoMes
MisTakes
TrUth NoW
oF LiGht Years
GoNe DreAms..
aS KinGdoM
coMes
WAlls
FaLL..
CasTleS RisE..:)
AboVe
So BeLoW
iNsiDe OutsIde
all aRound Roots
are iNtroverts and
Leaves are Extraverts…
saVe the
Leaves..
Free the Roots..:)
NoW OtHer Than
thaT.. mY friEnd
Frank.. POetry
IS A
DreAM
thaT LiVes on
foreVermorE NoW as Words..
And nOw wHen we DancE and
SinG iT toGeTheR We BeCoMe MoRe..:)
Top of the Early Afternoon in Sunny
Flower State of Bliss my FriEnd
gigoid.. rePorting from jusT
aNoTheR New aGe
isReaL GarDeN
oF Eden..
sure.. wiTh
Eve watching
her Favorite TV
sHowS as any Lilith Isis Mary
Wonder Woman Free of Domination
(the fAct she never ages is plUs uP2)
Will do as she plEases NoW for sure..
So off to the Garden of Wisdom foR Now my FriEnd too..;)
“If you have a skeleton in your closet, take it out and dance with it.”
~~ Carolyn MacKenzie ~~
i’M gonna do that momentarily
after thiS and Sun and
Sand DancE FReED..
thing is i have
no closets
or
secrets
eiTheR mY FRiEnd..
and How FREEiNG iS
thaT.. juSt ask an Audience
i guess.. as i am too busy now
DanCinG WiTh SkELeToNs
to reALLy GiVe a CrAp
or a Cosmic
Sneeze
these Old New
Age Days FReED..:)
True.. Beauty
EsCapes
wHen CloSesT
sKeLeToNs Dance..:)
“Do not settle for less than the best your own excellence can command.”
~~ Anne McCaffrey ~~
And it usuAlly workS even
better without any
anxiety of
loss or
win
in humanly
designed gAMes
of Competition too..
SAdly.. some folks can’t
do the Work for the simple
Zen Love and Joy of DoinG it Now..
Back to root one human issue.. humans
are social animals who naturally play and compete
for the
betterment
overall of the species..
can get out of hand at times too oN course oF course..
In iNsanELy large groups living togEther as humans now too..:)
“Some people walk in the rain, others just get wet.”
~~ Roger Miller ~~
And sTill otHeRs Dance as
Guardians.. of the Galaxies
VolUme two says2.. tHeRe are
NoW two types of folks iN the
UniVerse.. those
who dance
and
those
who do not..;)
“There is no God.
But it does not matter.
Man is enough.”
~~ Edna St. Vincent Millay, “Conversation at Midnight” ~~
THeRe is no only
man as God
aLoNe
aLLoNE
and trUth
matters are
iS God don’t
SpEAk only
English or hUman eitHeR..
iN fACT soMe folks miSS
God aLL ToGeTher aS oNe..
DaM.. miSsinG everYthing
wHOle how hard is
that to do..
verily
hard
and easy
sAMe i SinG
And DancE2 NoW1..;)
“There is no conclusive evidence of life after death.
But there is no evidence of any sort against it.
Soon enough you will know.
So why fret about it?”
~~ Lazarus Long, from Robert A. Heinlein’s “Time Enough For Love” ~~
As Science sHows more often
those who forecast
a Good Day
receive
that
in KiND
NoW as
PLacebo
eFfect and
aFFect isReaL…
NoThing IS A ratHeR
SmALL MiLLeStone noW..
wHen ALL iS thE AlterNative
iN isREAL LiFe ISReaL NoW ReAL..
In OTheR Words..
those who do not
have 100 Percent
Faith that HeaVen iS
NoW ofTen miss out on
the isrEaL Placebo affect and
effect oF HeAveN NoW.. so.. suRe..
iN thaT waY2.. Belief isReaL and Best NoW too..:)
“Don’t be confused by surfaces; in the depths everything becomes law.
What is necessary, after all, is only this:
solitude, vast inner solitude.
Walk inside yourself and meet no one for hours
–that is what you must be able to attain.”
~~ Rainer Maria Rilke ~~
i FiNd Bliss Best
when DanCinG
in arm to arm
Crowds
oF
Free hUman
DanCinG.. suRE..
tHeRE are folks who
SiT STiLL alone and eXperience
Better and those who Dance Free
and Fly hiGher allone too and Glow..
And on top (bottom) of thaT considerRing
that Humans are Social Animals STiLL NoW
this makes little logical and scientific sense..
DanCinG Was/iS the First and Last Language
as Greater NoW STiLL
alWays
oF HUman
Non-Verbal
Social Languages
aS Science SHows sTiLL
too.. thing is.. Religion and Culture
overAll seeks control and order away from
MoVinG CoNnecTinG Co-CreaTinG NoW
A Free
DancE
oF LiFE..
Naked and
Free siMple
aS thE Bliss oF
A Dance WiTh Each
otHeR uNder a moonLit
CaMpfiRe BreeZe NiGht..:)
“It is almost impossible systematically to constitute a natural moral law.
Nature has no principles.
She furnishes us with no reason to believe
that human life is to be respected.
Nature, in her indifference,
makes no distinction between good and evil.”
~~ Anatole France ~~
Principle
IS A Human
Defined Abstract
Construct.. NaTure
has REasON eVen
as
we
sPeaK..
heAR aT
LeASt oN
PlaNeT eARTh..
And on top of that
(bottom too as ‘they’
say) even Bonobos do
Oral Sex juSt to pleaSure
the other ape in altruistic ways..
too.. iN otHer Words.. FeeLinGs
and SeNSes have are alWays
Been aRe A Biggest
ReAson
STiLL
for LiFE
aT LarGe..
FeeLings and
SenSes Care.. iT’s
what Nature does best
when worKinG Healthy
iN BeinG HUmans and
latELy2.. Bonobos2 with
out the Drag oN
oF the
Virus of
Human Cultures2.. NoW too..
And oNce aGain as A smAll/BiG
trivia note.. the science proven
placebo effect and affect
is reaSon enough
to believe in
puppy
dog
taleS
and wags
and NoW better
thriveS in liFE NoW2
and arrive even Better NoW
as Nows go on aS LiGht
aWay From dARk.. now..
oH yeaH and not only
do shaRed prayers
work for this
affect and
effect…
Voodoo
is as real
as shit hapPens
if one believes that
to be true in Nocebo imPact
on the opposite side of thE LiGht
coiN Towards DARk NoW tAiL too..
Heads.. liFe comes up heads now
more if one doesn’t believe in taiLs..
juSt a metaphor as coins don’t care..
And for the people who
don’t or can’t care..
and or believe
like this..
sure.. in
fine print
are limitations
and exclusions
of who Better enters
iNto a Kingdom of Heaven
now.. surE.. ain’t fair in one liFe @LeaST for
NOW tiMe but it’s juSt not PreSently pART oF thE Visible RUles..;)
Two siDes
oF A
coiN
NaturallY FoLLoWing..
iN LiGht or Dark dePeNDinG
on which siDe oF A CoiN one livES oN Freer oR iN dARk..;)
“Wherever your journey takes you, there are new gods waiting there,
with divine patience – and laughter.
~~ Susan Watkins ~~
That must be wonderful: I don’t understand it at all.
~~ Moliere~~
CyniCal oF thE LiGht
AfRaid Of thE dARk..;)
A BaLanCE
As Always
To thriVe
aLiVe
NoW FReED..;)
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SaMe to you my FriEnd..
With these Wishes
to your Husband
and Canines too
with
JoY FuLL..
And Happy Mother’s
Day more to those hUmans
who care for the Children of
otHeR Animals Vibrant and ThriVinG too..:)
WiNks
WiTh
..nALLy..:)
aS WeLL
OceaN wAvE
DreAms..:)
Ha!.. mY
notiFIcations
are WorKinG
aGAiN for
Word
Press
SMiLes..;)
LovE
TideS
SMiLes..:)
SeCond wAve oF Poetic
CoMment reSponses
aT Xenia’s Poetry SiTe..:)
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Hmm.. looks like i’m gonna need some hELp
to finish this Mother’s Day Associated MacroVerse
Number 100/771 now named “LuCiFreD’s Mom’s Day”
so after finding the Angel of Death (the Devil) iN
Hell Fire Sponsored by the
Southern Church folks
aS Such ’round
these pARts
on a Metal Holed
Bench in the Big Buggy
Room in a pamphlet with
Plenty of Cherry Picked Verses
to support Fear and Hate at the
HiGhest Levels sponsored by what
they often name as a God of Heaven
and a Devil of eternal misery and suffering
in tortuous Hell.. like this liFe itsELf.. ain’t enough
challenge alone.. allone.. i mean iNiFiNitY Wide
Trump Style Face Palm PlUS steaL these days
oF Free by folks who would take Love away
forever
in a
abstract
constructed
dreAm oF HeLL..
WeLL.. Heaven is much
better alWays NoW LiVinG
WiThiN.. iNsiDe.. ouTsiDe.. aBoVe
and so BeLoW for those who seek HeaVeN
NoW FiNd HeaVeN NoW and LiVe HeaVeN iN
the KinGDoM of God WiThiN and all around too
as the
LiVinG
OnE Does
too ONE through
HuMan eYes and eaRS FReED2..
OtHeR than that the 160th Dance Week
NiGht at Old Seville QuarTer is CoMinG
in a rather few minutes too.. so hey..
like Gloria Estefan Says.. theRE iS
alWAys NoW and sAMe ToDaY
as ToMMoRoW NOW too..
And Plenty oF tiMe then
to shaRe sOme
MaCroVerse
MeMoRies
and some year or so
to date MicroVerses too..
SoMe of Which Celebrate Mother’s
Day too.. even WiTh AngEL KaTriNa
BlankETed iN skeYes oF aBoVe too in 2015..
anYWay.. oTheR than hUman ones this is the
First AngEL from aBoVe as cLouds coMe in a while to date..
funny.. somEthiNg tOld me to Go outside with mY smArT phOne
CaMera no matter what was going on inside this evening.. Funny
little
SynchroniCiTiEs for tHose wHo
JuST Do eXpeRience GoD WiNKs isReaL..:)
Hmm.. From AngEL iN the SkeYes
oF/FoR Last FB ProfilePic ..
NoW to Charlie’s AngeLs2..
Maggie on the left
through Chelsea
through Cortney on the right..
alWays makes me SMiLe WiTh
tHeir Free Style Dance iN Vogue..:)
And the Facebook Algorithm
complies nicely this
week and alLows
mE to upLoad
a Record of Dance
NiGht JuST foR FuN NoW2
in all Free Video Slide Presentation way2..;)
And i wake in the morning and reAlly no surprise
as those with 100% Luke Hot Faith as Pure aGaPe
Love for all do often receive when they
ask iN liGht for Positive thOughts
make Actions and Consequences
too.. in oTheR words
i left a nice
Poetic
Response
to Frank’s
Poetry yes
terday then
NoW iN Positive
LiGht ways.. yes.. so
NoW Frank returns with
juST the Muse for the
daynoW as i will repeat that heAR too..
with a change of a thEMe SonG thaT FiTs wRitE iN too..;)
SMiLes.. my FriEnd Frank.. ‘Synchronicity.’.
per A-Causal Connecting Principle Psychologically
Meaningful when all makes sense/FeeL and it’s
not supposed to make sense
according to the Mechanical
Cognition Systemizing
Science pARt of left Hemisphere
BRaiN that is much more prized
in Western Societies and even Eastern
Societies these days than the Ancestral
Potential of the Right Hemisphere of Dreamtime
wHere there are no Angles and Squares of Buildings
as one is more likELy to imagine and create Angels
and See the World as a Vincent Van Gogh spiral as
that is the way of Nature as PHI aS Golden Time Mean
of 1.618 ranging from Subatomic Quantum Particles in River
Flow to the Curled Fetus Curled Cat in Adult Comfort as well
and the Galaxies as they continue to Flow BeyONd InFinity wHere
theRe is no distance.. space and time wHeRE all is Dreamtime NoW..
SMiLes.. the Science World names stuff like this Pseudoscience of course
as THaT cannot empirically measure.. in scientific systemizing method the output
of the mind of someone who has entered into the no-time of the transcendental
huMan MiNd but ha!.. science is catching up a little bit as it verifies how we create
our realties
at least in
PArt by Measuring
tools for the real impact
of the effect and affect of
both the Placebo in shared
Positive prayers/beliefs and the Nocebo in
shared Negative prayers/’voodoo’ Beliefs
to alter tHeir future nows in negative or
positive action and consequence as
the positive attracts the positive
and the negative attracts the
negative as we in
the physical
world
too.. Now
it’s just common
sense but science as
far as the tool of scientific
method goes is just a tool..
a detail to get to a larger picture
butT Never BeYoNd INFiniTy wHOle
as Dreamtime now with many other
human abstractly constructed
symbols to get to the
crux of
almost
uNlimited hUman
Potential wHere expectations
are only a tool as detail thinking
to arrive at a bigger picture of reaLiTy now..
SMiLes and NaturAlly when i write when i get
more into my left hemisphere of mechanical cognition
thinking my writing becomes more Angular in form
and less swirl and twirl in spiraling ways
as Ocean Waves.. No doubt thaT
Free Verse Poetry is a
Portal into
Dreamtime
my Friend as
is Free Verse Dance
that many folks on the Dance
Floor accuse me of doing LSD
and other Dreamtime externally
created and consumed substances
to attain more of human potential beyond
the Angles and Squares of Building life now
from past and present in Neo Cortical Frontal
Lobe only constructed way.. Language Flows
wHen paRT of the River thaT iS God..
Language starts and
stops and
stutters
and sputters
when away from the
‘Looking Glass’ now..
And this is how the Beatles and
many folks from the Acid Generation of
Music created a space and a distance then
and a time out of time and distance space
and Sheet Music.. i am the Walrus.. i am the
Carpenter.. both the Walrus and the
Carpenter are God and so are
the Beatles and Lewis
Carrol too..
thing is God and
the Carpenter and
the Walrus wear few
clothes with buttons
and walls my friend
for they flow in Dreamtime NoW..
And sure.. it’s true.. many modern folks who move into the realm
of dreamtime NoW are often labeled with Mental Illness in a world
of angles and squares and sidewalks that never exceed the limits
of a linear CLOck World.. tick tock tick tock wHere the River
Ceases to exist .. and it’s true some folks never develop
the abiliTy to move easily in and out of the realm
of dreamtime to fit in to what culture excepts
in a day and time of Standard IQ
to fit in as another brick
in a Pink Floyd Wall
to keep the
cogs that
become
We nOW nicely oiLed
to keep the creature comforts
we have that are bought and sold
for a lifetime of dreamtime potential
in truly a Paradise lost.. Paradise lost my friEnd..
A Place wE trade for creature comforts wHeRe the Car
becomes the Lover and the House becomes the God
what have
we lost
overall
thaT’s siMply
our sELf in Dreamtime NoW.. AND GOD..
Carl Sagan experimented with hallucinogenics
and as most people do as ‘they’ say as i for one
can go tHeir without any external aid.. Carl Sagan
Questioned reaLITy.. whether this reality was real
or the other one he cAMe to perceive
when ‘under the influence’ then..
The answer is simple..
We Create our
reaLiTies.. yes..
toGeTheR alWays now
very much dependent
on the rules that come of
culture before.. some cultures
provide paths and avenues and
vehicles and Vessels housed by
myths and other stories to
attain a greater
UniVerse
witHin DreAMtiMe
of Human Potential..NoW..
otHeRs put one behind a desk
sitting still most of our lives pouring
data in to be spit out later at some date
later or not.. then there is dreamtime.. a place
of Ecstatic Moving ConnecTing and CreaTinG Dance NoW
wHeRE there is no time.. distance or space in the ecstasy
of now.. thing is.. it has no Hard Angles as for all practical
intents and purposes we become Human AngELs within
this realm of Heaven inside that is given
and shared freely.. it’s hard for
a sidewalk or a wall to
see it as
it dances
S i N Gs NoW
one as leaves
and meaDow more
as Flowers with unlimited
colors that exceed a rainbow
sELf within as the ultimate pot of Gold
NoW.. truST me.. iF HE could go to the places
i go.. he would FucKinG GiVe uP His Billions.. yes.. all the Trumps..
and say.. oh my God i never kNeW.. i am so FuckinG Sorry for all that i did
that
was
evil
in time
space and
distance locked
into a CLocK with no esCape..
sAdly.. i cannot put this experience
of liFe into a piLL but poEtry has alWays
NoW been IS A poTenTial portal oF ForM to spArK
someone else too as esSencE NoW DanCinG SinGinG
enteRinG
iNto noW
dreamtime
Now.. A key
is to unlock the
cLock of mind as
created in Westernized
Cultures with Distance
Space and DEAD LINES NOW..
AND that my FriEnd is what Starry Nights are trying to say..
i have the privilege of moving between both worlds at ease..
And that is key my friend in this culture of staying out of prescription
drugs that cure heaven AND loSing one’s way in never land nether coming back…
The first time i entered dreamtime was in my early twenties.. usual ‘time’ that
someone with Asperger’s Syndrome or Schizophrenia or even Bi-Polar
has a so-called Psychotic Break from ReaLiTy.. i had spent 16 years
of school by that ‘time’ nowthen.. and at age 21.. i wasthennow socially
isolated.. very poor.. eating peanut butter
sandwiches every day and
working to get through
in a UniversiTy..
with few
to no friends
and that my friend
was truly the insane
part.. a human being stuck
behind lectures and books getting
smarter and smarter in terms of standard
IQ.. becoming more socially isolated as requirements
grew.. is it no wonder that one day i said fuck this and
something inside guided me to a vision quest on a day
long walk on a beach.. it was magic then and it is MaGiC now
my friEnd.. only difference now is i am A Master of mY Dreamtime
NoW.. and sure.. i can easily write like a robot with long lines
and semi colons and periods too.. in limited ways
of 140 characters too.. but in dreamtime
there is no time.. there are no limits
or expectations..in dreamtime
one flies in aS Heaven
truly it’s as simple as
thaT NoW and it’s also true i almost
got committed at age 21 when the drugs
they gave me prevented the analytical side of
my brain from bringing me back.. i threw away the
drugs and worked for decades as a model citizen
and employee too., until ‘they’ isolated me again and
put me behind a desk and killed the dreamtime altogether
and sent me to hell of my own volition too.. as i didn’t think
that saying no was a possibility in my life then.. now i say NO
and i have a label of both Asperger’s Syndrome and Bi-Polar NoW
and the Psychiatrist who is fairly young has done enough ‘new age’
research now to understand that there is no such thing as FUCKING
NORMAL.. as it is a societal construct of culture at most and sadly
at least
too.. NoW..
he identifies
that i have my
‘thing’ under control
managed through innate
instinct and intuition too..
in a Dance of Life Free
where the Circle
of me
will no
longer Fit
into a Society Square that
has the group thiNk mind
of cLocks now to withhold free
in 140 characters my friEnd.. now
i am now jusT a HuWoMaNifeStation
of HUmaN Dreamtime realized again..
And truly fortunate that culture sees me as
the less instead of more as far as labels go now..
you know they say.. never trust a psychiatrically labeled
person when they say it is society that is insane and not
them.. well.. all i can NoW say is look around at a world of Trump
and tale
me
i am
the FucKinG
iNsAne oNe noW..
hehe.. just a symbol
and a symptom my friEnd..
Trump is as the Devil Trickster
who is clearly DanCinG and
SinGinG now that the
World in the
USA is
so FucKeD
Up that it elected NoW A
isREaL Devil as tHeir Leader..
Meanwhile those who have Matrix Neo sET
Freed themselves.. DancE and SinG oN iN LiGht NoW
oF aGaPe Love that has no distance space or time.. anyWay
my FriEnd.. i see no random in life.. you brought me.. a small
gift of MusE by a LooKinG Glass that already exists in a Brandy Song
in a Guardian’s of the Galaxy Volume II Movie too.. trUe iN LiGht thiS
IS A place that not every one sees but this IS A place of Wonder Land NoW..;)
WeLL.. i alReaDy have 11 MacroVerses lined uP as tabs aCross a 27 inch iMac Screen NoW FuLLy
shared as Facebook Memories years to date and iN just endless doors of a newer age oF LiGht
Way Hotel California i create in Nautilus ways of endless Creative Chambers that only stARt
aNew as you could read one word i wRite and imagine Right or write or rite too in ways of
Good Art as iNspiration too.. metaphors are beYond inFIniTy as Metaphors are the essence
that lies or tales the truth beYOnd the form of Words aLone.. in oTheR Words Metaphors
are allone like and as GoD too.. a reflection of GreaTEr liGht than concrete
words alone bring
without
any
LiVinG
Synergetic
FoRcE within..
and it’s trUe iF
YouR BrAIn and Body
iN BaLanCinG ForcE hasn’t
been lit uP as 11 alpha
numerical K becomes two
ones with a bridge for
8 H Standing tALL
iNFiniTy NoW
it might
be a little
uncomfortable to
arrive and stay a little
longer at my version of Hotel
California Lower Alabama FloWer
State LA style oF FreeDoM NoW..
wHeRe the BeASt is me all
hairy aS Such thAT
you cannot kill
for i live
online
noW aS SoUL
as MiNd and boDy
SynerGetiC Force as
iSReal Modern Age Lucy’s
as LucifRed doeS Now too..
PleASe don’t get bent out of
shape oF Form as esSence as i use
yoUr evil tainted Words to mean somEThing
online aNew but that’s how metaphors do do they
change for the flavor of the Now of the present MoMenT oF Now..
in OThEr woRds.. you Make the MeaNinGS and PurPose and HOLY and
SacRed oF LIFe what it is as it changes less and or moRe
aCCorDinG to what your culture.. religion.. and society
overall teaches you in a plate FiLLeD UP from
BirTh NoW too.. tHeRE are no liMiTs
oF sKeYes as IMaGiNAtiON and
CreaTivity noW.. eXcept
for the ones you
make with
yoUr culture
yOur religion
yOUR society full
alloWs iN or Lose tow…
Are you naked and free or
arE you all bound up in clothes
of bind of DaRk or LiGht iN Cultural
Religious and Societal Glue.. weLL iT dePends
mostly on the Society and you have the poTenTial
to Matrix
Neo
Free yoursElF
too in your own
PersonALLy DesiGnEd
BiBle of YouR NaTuRe
as SiGnaTure MorE
oR LeSs as
a DancE and
SonG oF YouR SoUL NoW too..
or if you like you can visit me
heAR in HoTel LA Lower Alabama State
of FloWeRS to attempt to sParK yoUrsELF Free
too.. juST remember to check out pLease as this
is mY Version oF HoTel California all FlowErs as Such
and YOuR VerSioN may yeT or alReady be bigger and greater
than mIne
aS Even
a GRain
oF saLt or
a reaLaTiVelY
simple SonG from
a Pop Artist with
a sick enough beat
to gain a Billion views
as it tOuches heART.. the place
that most folks are trying to escape
from bRain.. sure.. the pART of MiNd iN
BoTh Head and rest of BoDy too.. thaT wants
to FeeL and SenSe liFE more than jusT KNow it NoW
in empty words.. eScapE to Heaven more iN A HoTeL CaliFornia liGht..:)
AnotHeR DeTour to Frank’s Place that i will save more toward the end of this
MacroVerse Now and for now back to the somewhat Mechanical Cognition
and Artistic Free FloWinG tAsk of Sharing MacroVerses and
Even Pre-MacroVerses from years to date past now
back to A
future
agaIN
as AlWays
FoR noW iN liGht..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/05/10/sacred-love-of-a-mother/
“Sacred Love of a Mother”.. MacroVerse share.. celebrating Mother’s
Day in 2014.. and later that Summer my Mother would start
losing unexplained weight rather fast as by that time
the Cancer was likely already progressing as years
before that she noted a lump in her breast
but refused to see any doctor..
would the Chemotherapy then
and such have killed her
earlier with
the weight
and anxiety
and fears all
associated with
that.. it’s hard to say
but apparently she did live
about 5 years WITH CANCER AND
THE two and a half year part
in steady and faster decline..
anyWay she did it her way
and we respected
her WiLL
as love
WiLL
do when
Freeing oTheRS too..
no matter if one sees
eye to eye on the subject
at hand or breast or not.. it is
what is is a gift of Life and folks
have WiLL to decide how free and
the way they want to live
their lives
to the
very
end
of death
bed breath..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/05/10/to-be-dust-in-the-wind/
“To be Dust in the Wind” from three years ago too and for a change
in tHeme SonG too.. as Dust in the Wind too.. thing is we are more
than just dust and sAMe as thaT is NoW and BeForE and NoW agAiN
as resurrected SentiEnt StAR DusT Plus from Star Burst Death
as we rise aGaiN
aLiVE for
both
survive and
PoTenTial Thrive too..
as H8 whole 11K as two
Hemispheres of Brain aS ones
sTanDinG 8 INFiniTy+taLL
BecOMe BoTh Letter Art oF
PaiNt Brush and
Number of
REaSoNinG
Science Associated
HemisPHeRe of BrAIn too..
miNd and BoDy BALanCinG SoUL
from Head To Toe.. inside.. outside
above so below and.. all around too..
as we HUmaNs as Neurons of Brain and
eARThly Hemisphere the sAMe hOld
Hands oNLinE as two HemisPheREs
oF eARTh BecOme H WhoLe 8
INFiniTy StanDING TALL
MORE AS UNiVerse
coMprised
of Stars
as Beurons more
as Glial Cells and
Astrocytes control the
Orchestra and Brain produced
Symphony noW in art and science way..
sAMe as dARk Matter of UniVerse supports
the Stars as eARTh whOle SUpPorts our Stand
as 8H InfiNiTy+ StanDinG INFiNiTy TaLL NoW+..
so sure.. tHeRE are two ways of LooKing at
the Dust in the Wind Song as jusT details
of Dust Floating in the Wind at ease
or the Miracle of Life as we
arise from DuST
to BE
a reflection
Fractal ParT of
the UNiVerse Cosmos
unto itself as mini-me
of God NoW wHOle as GoD GoES
aLL ThaT iS UniVerse pLus
more than Science eYes
as aid WiLL liKELy ComE
to see and
suReLy
more than
Science WiLL
ever be able
to FeeL and SeNSe
as science is jusT a
Scribe of God that delivers
the materialistic bones with
out a source of liFe that are
the FiRE oF ouR EmoTioNs and
SenSes as StaR duST Breath
WaLKinG uPRiGht NoW
as Dolphins
Swim
the Seas
as SenTiEnt StAR
DuST SwiM LiFe NoW
too.. as we be the
water and the air too..
A Wonderful Gift liFe is
when Born Free Wild aGaIN..
as MeeK InHeRiT the eArTh and
God as UniVerse+ pLuS eVEn
MoRe NoW as wheN two
or moRe hUman
BeinGS hoLd
Hands a new
Birth of Neuron
StarliGht is Born
anew too.. and when
the World Holds Hands
tHeRE is no LongeR a Sky
For Limit as thAT is juST
a metaphor too oF unliMited
HUmaN potEnTial as mini-me GoD
NoW iN a Gold Member that is more than
a tower
or to
put it
Frankly
a Trump Dick..:)
Oh yeah and God’s a Laugh
too and the UlTiMATe Tricksta SeT FReED too..
aT lEast
iN
HUMaN
Form two
and three and more
and on and on as ‘they’
say in run on oral tradition too..;)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/05/09/mercury-across-sun/
“Mercury aCross SuN”.. MacroVerse Memory DramaticaLLy increaSinG
in size to an average of around 10K word efforts several times
a week that would come more UniForm iN Memorial Day sTARt then
of “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. titled tSuNaMi 7tH WaVe oF LoVE
published online on May 30th.. yes Memorial Day of 2016 last year..
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/05/30/tsunami-7th-wave-of-love/
Anyway as far “Mercury aCross SuN” goes the opportunity to celebrate
a Celestial Event in Gratitude way of Life in General uSinG mY Greater
hUman PoTenTial iN ImAgInATioN and CreATiVity to raise my personal Neurochemicals
Neurohormones and othER SenTiEnt StAR duST pLuS of LiFE HiGher and HiGher iN
Positive thOught and DAncE and SinG Do For NoW.. yES jusT NoW the present
MOMent and MoMentos we create for life.. soMe other folks spell
iT MeMentos but hey.. i’d rather giVe Credit for liFe to
Moms more than Me when ever possible in Divine
Feminine Grace and Love way now too
as the foundation that a Divine
Masculine WiLL and Strength
Can iN PoTenTiaL make
iN a HUWoMaNIFeST
BeinG oF HUMan
StAR Lord NoW
as mini-me of God
NoW too.. anyOne Can
and will do NoW not only
one man or a last prophet
as such or any selfishly brewed
fresh hell to continue to expand
Roman and Muslim Empires iN isiS
Trump ways either.. as tribal instinct
liVinG in areas of ScarCity aWay from abundance
of Heaven SoUl within WiLL do now in lowest levels
of Maslow’s Pyramid of sELf Actualization as FiLLed
up and FeeLeD uP HuMaN moRE NOW too.. it’s true we
try not to snicker but those who have found the
liGht and TrutH within have a little trouble
from Giggling when Trump is trying to
harm other folks and
just shoots himself
in the foot even
more.. it’s like
a face palms
wHERe you
would Love
to talk them into
DriNKing the never empty
Chalice of Love as Food and Drink
and Towerse of SoUL and spirit and HeaRt MorE too..
but as they
say.. even
if you are
lucky you
can lead them
to the water.. maKinG
them DriNk as a real K
iN
G WiLL
do and
practice
the rest of tHeiR
enTire waY oF Life
is the Job of JOB
for the JOBs who have
not yet come to the Kingdom
oF Heaven within and gained
a sWord of Love agAPe LUKe HoT
enough iN PURE FAITH AS BELIEF
AS A HUMAN EMOTION AND SENSE TOO..
to forget their ways through to Heaven now..
as even Lucifer and crew on Fox metaphor with
a symbol of a FlAMing sWord of heART.. oF SpiRit
and MiNd
and BoDy
BaLanCinG
soUL WiTh eMoTiOns
REgulATinG and SenSes
Integrating even more
iN StaR WarS Chi Force
as Kundalini RisinG iN
Quadrillions of Chakra
concoctions in all peptide
connections of cells all around
the Body nOW even MoRE NoW as LIGht Beings We
Become
as stAR
wARs
Peace
ForcE NoW
oF LoVe liGht TruTh NoW.
anyWay you can tUrn the FAUCET
OF HOLY AND SACRED FULL OF MEANING
AND PURPOSE ALL THE WAY UP AS ‘THEY’ SAY
TOO.. or you can hide in just a science
book or an antiquated Bible Book
from 3500 years and 2K or so
years ago too.. YouR WiLL
YouR Choice yOuR
Trump Golden
Tower
or Lab
Experiment
dissecting a child
of God named FroDo BagGins2..;)
Oh yeaH and 24K GoLd is juST
anoTher way to
say X24 alpha
numerical way
in so-called
Secret Society way
in esoteric and occult
mystery school way of
X for transformation
and transfiguration
of BeinG HUman
Born agAIn
as Phoenix
RiSinG
froM ashes
When K11
of K
iN
G7
for HUman
as MiNi-Me of
God With 10J
plUs 11K ways
of Trans-humanism
tools from letters of
language art of mind to
numbers of science reason mind
to fiNAlly Reach the Capstone of
Pyramid of H WhoLe ParT as GoD infinity
8 alphanumerical StYle Standing tALL sure..
Letters and Numbers Join toGeTher aS just another
metaphor for the two sides of Brain as Hemispheres
and eArTh aS WeLL cominG toGeTher for the ecstatic
Transcendent Experience of Giving And Sharing and
Loving all otherwise known as aGAPe Love NoW
and the Kingdom of God within
as Heaven
now.. don’t
need no memberships
in any particular society
church.. religion or mystery
school to FeeL and SeNSE
and KNow the
TrUth
and liGht
for that
spArk thaT
fLamE thAT
Torch lives
as Mini-me noW
as GOld Member2..;)
No Limits Baby
No Expectations Baby
No Fancy Mercedes Benz
No Trump Tower.. JuST
ALL THE WAY UP BABY.. HEAVEN WITHIN NOW..
AS ANY LuciFreD WiLL DancE and SinG NoW too..
Believe it or not Ripley’s and Horatio’s too this is going uP for isREaL NoW2..
And it looks like i’m gonna need another Draft comment section and Profile Pic to fit all this
in as
FB
backUp2..
so i can continue
to cruise as air as
River as Water wHole
as StREaMs BecoMe
Waves of
Ocean
wHoLe
eVeN MoRE NoW2..;)
11,101
SMiLes.. mY friEnd Frank.. oN the
2nd Day beFore Mother’s Day
yoUr LiNe of Rhythmic
BreAthiNG SloWinG
uNTiL the
BuckEt
eMpties
and can no longer
Be FiLLeD FoR NoW
aS hUmaN ForM.. reMiNds
Me of the Doctor while my
Mother was slowly dying..
Cancer Consumed from
Head to tow.. no
water or
food
lAsTinG 8 Days longer
iN Rhythmic BreAthiNG
And the Doctor sAid heR
STronG heART kePT HeR
aLiVe thaT LonG iN
Rhythmic
BreAthiNG
OF LoVe MoRe
to ExiSt iN BeDsIDE
oF LoVinG Children wHo
are/were heR entire World from the
Day we were/are born.. of what may come neXT..
ALL thAT LoVe and a Last Breath oF SiLence.. a Poignant
Moment as great as a BiG BanG to Me.. as she Breathed Love
into me
thennow
that lasts
forevernow
iN a SMiLe
that WiLL
NeVer
end NoW
as A Cheshire
sMiLe that Lasts NoW
forever NoW iN more than
A KA Memory as PreSent NOW..
saDly.. Egyptians Pharaohs Built Pyramids to
spRead tHeir soUL not much different reALLy
than Golden Trump Towers.. Meanwhile.. oTheR
Artists buiLt Hieroglyphs to BeTteR TaLe tHeir SoUls..
thing is.. Pharaohs could have beCoMe PoETs and sPreAD so Much more..
than
Bricks
and mortar
down the road
as a bucKeT sTiLL
oF LIFe continUes
to DancE and SinG SoUL foR NoW..:)
By the way your last few
Poetic Efforts
are Stellar..
i don’t often
Rate poETry
but tHeRe
are a
few
that beg stellar..;)
ThOughts
FloWer.. Weeds
GroW mELd MoRe
sAges WisDoM CoMes
MisTakes
TrUth NoW
oF LiGht Years
GoNe DreAms..
aS KinGdoM
coMes
WAlls
FaLL..
CasTleS RisE..:)
Frank Responds and i quote..
“That’s an interesting idea of walls
falling and castles rising. Thanks, Fred!”
And then i say..
Thanks my FriEnd
Frank as aLWays
thanks so
much
for all
the mUse
oF iNspiRaTion..:)
AboVe
So BeLoW
iNsiDe OutsIde
all aRound Roots
are iNtroverts and
Leaves are Extraverts…
saVe the
Leaves..
Free the Roots..:)
NoW OtHer Than
thaT.. mY friEnd
Frank.. POetry
IS A
DreAM
thaT LiVes on
foreVermorE NoW as Words..
And nOw wHen we DancE and
SinG iT toGeTheR We BeCoMe MoRe..:)
Frank says in return as i quote him here again…
“I like the idea of leaves being extroverts
and roots introverts. Thanks, Fred!”
And finally i say..
SMiLes
mY friEnd
Frank now
i’ve coMe to See
beLieve
Key
iS
BeinG
RooT and
LeaveS ONe
As sKeYes aLLOne..:)
11,502
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/03/katie-miaaghogday-my-perspective-on-life.html
“KATiE MiA/Aghogday: My Perspective on Life”
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/04/autism-and-nautilus.html
“Autism and the Nautilus”
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/06/visiting-garden-of-band-aid.htm
Two of the first truly Creative Pre-MacroVerses
Published online as first MacroVerse.. respectively
on 3.10.13 and Autism and the Nautilus on
4.27.13.. Before a 24 hour excursion
into writing a Garden of Band-Aid
on 6.6.13 that ended uP
as a thirteen day
add on until
6.19.2013
as the header
says iN this
first really long
Pre-MacroVerse..
Finding, Expressing, Exposing
and Digitally Recording
One’s Soul
in art of
‘E-Soul’
WHeRe this Idea cAMe
Deep within iN HoLy SpiRIt
Flow then to upLoad mY soUL
oNline and to further eXploRE mY
HUman PoTenTial then sTiLL at a
relatiVELy YounG Babe age then
at 53.. and when as the
professionals who
were treating
me exclaimed
i miraculously
recovered or went
into remission from
19 Medical Disorders
before the Bi-Polar pARt
came Diagnosed too iN Heaven
that caMe wiTh all that HiGher
Way oF BeinG too.. i had no
idea wHere i was going
neXt but that sAMe
little Sea
GuLL
LIke
Birdie SpiRalinG
aroUnd mY SoUL
as HoLY SpiRit then
said far said far said
far with no limits or
expectations now jusT Flow
as Waves One as ParT of OceaN
WhOle GoD NoW oNe.. iN oTher words
i could at that point do nothing or everything
as my SpiRit was and is SeT free NoWthneNOW..
i decided on everything as i wanted to giVe it aLL and
sure..
shARe
iT ALL too..
And when i told
the Horatio’s back
at the Wrong Planet
who didn’t really believe
in Ripley’s Believe it or not..
they scoffed and said no way
you are just F iN Crazy.. sure i
was F iN Crazy and they still
mostly live on the Wrong
Planet and meanwhile
the viewing audience
in the metro
area of
public dance
names me everything
from Legend to Spirit Animal
to Pensacola Icon.. to Amazing
to Inspirational to Boss of Dance
need i say more as there is
more than that but the
point is sure.. some
of them still
name
me crazy
probably on
drugs and snicker
ridiculous looks too..
but that my FriEnds is the
Price of Being FReED.. no shame
aLL Naked as the Emperor as tRUE
KinG As LiGht needs no clothes or
Trump Golden Towers to rule.. as Free is
Free best when naked becomes a Dance
of Sand and Sun Free in an Ecstatic Dance
WiTh aLL oThers aS SinG iN NatuRE waY aLL
plUS too.. aka God ALLonEnoW.. TrUE iN and aS LiGht..:)
Hmm.. and regarding the Song 23 by Miley Cyrus and
Crew.. lots of esoteric alpha numerical symbols
and words like Fresh and Purp that are
just other words for the
Transcendent Human
River FloW
oF Ecstatic
Experience NoW
at Capstone
Level of
BeinG
Human
Fowler’s Faith
Pyramid LoVE NoW
when all of experience
is liGht of Pure aGaPe Love..
true these folks may use external
substances to get some semblance of
the all natural work it takes like free Style
Dance in 7300 pluS Miles in 45 months
Wearing Shades in the club with
shirts like mini skirts
that change
colors as
Wolf
Grey or whatever
Flavor that Walmart
Sales as interchangeable
shirts each day for around
7 dollars and 75 Lincoln Sents..
and 23.. WeLL that’s the Number
for Synchronicity and J for 10 could
be Jordan or Jesus too depending on religious
or secular sports views.. as Foundation that one
GroWs on IN Ways of John 14:12 Higher and HIGher
too in Greater Works too.. to count ya BlesSiinGS Up more
and more as and with Gratitude now iN a spirAlinG Pyramid
MORe as and Be liGht NoW forevermore now more.. sure a
little easier Flow of sAiD of DancE and SinG than Did or do
unless ya take some external substances for a short cut that could
end up in a very bad trip and a trip to jail too.. i do ecstatic dance for
cheap thrills of FRESH alWays NoW.. sure works for me aT LeaST in the DancE HaLL oF LiFe2..;)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/05/10/atomic-power-of-mothers-day-love/
“AToMiC Power of Mother’s Day Love”.. from two years ago.. showcasing another
Trip To Biloxi Beaches and Casinos with a Fluffy Clouds Photo and a Pattern
of Katrina’s Face in a cozy cloud on the top left hand pARt of the
Photo for those with eyes and ears to see that now.. of course..
more than likely my eyes more as i see and hear her
most.. and that’s the way life goes..
liVe and lEarn and remember
what works and don’t
work now.. and
any kind of
a journal
is a way to
focus better on
what works and dont’ work
now.. and when you upload that
soUl oF BeinG HUmAn overall online
there is the opportunity for other folks
to be sparked more Wide aWake too..
born again as metaphors go..
Satori.. Kundalini RisinG.. eTc..
as HUmans BeCoMe
Masters of
REgulating
EMotioNs
and
inteGrAting
SenSEs NoW aLLONE..
Sure.. the path NOW can be a rocky
one wHeRe one must defeat metaphors
of archetypes within as ‘they’ say.. devils and
demons too.. to get the Child within of Wonder
A N G eL oF L i G hT ovER DeViL of dARKnow
AND Amazement all Loving and Free Back agAIn..
And sure.. you can be smART too in ways of Science
and Art.. just don’t let the Art take the Science away
or Science take the aRT away.. yeah Baby.. H8 whOle
STanDinG tALL infinity plUS NoW as Quantum
YiN And YanG BaLanCinG FoRcE
Metaphor for relEAsinG
and UnLeaShinG
MiNd and BoDy
B A L A N CinG
SoUL to the eYes
of Wonder oF Love and
Amazement of a Child sET FReED
cOmES to Be isREaL for yoU too NoW Free..agAIn..:)
AnyWay.. problem with Yogis and BuddhaS and
even Muhammad’s now too is sometimes
they don’t come down from the
Mountain.. the Beach..
the Desert or
even under
a Tree..
and as far as
all the above named
individuals.. none actually
write their own books now..
either dictated or spread through
oral traditions of potential change
in mistakes and or intent of change too..
as even Muhammad’s closet House Mate
Didn’t agree that the final printed Quran
was even all of what Muhammad
said as go figure he couldn’t
proof read it and had
to trust what
was being
said
back to him
too.. if he was
able to remember
all of what came his
way in the first place tHeRE
in TrUth oR Lie way either way now then now..
so.. sure.. i get the direct conduit and share it in
real time now.. it’s like ya got a court reporter inside
of a cave with me now.. and i am the court reporter too..
it’s not every day a real life auto-biography Rover tales
it ALL Going Down iN YoGi Written way in real time now alWays now..
but sure.. i have the trans-humanist tools now to attempt to save even
one soul from the Demon Devil place on eARTh that is the daRk
NiGht of the soUL.. however.. it is often DARK and Pain that
eventuAlly BRingS the greaTest LiGhts oF aLL.. but
on the oTher hand.. trust me.. you don’t wanna
go to the real place of hell on earth whERe
Within the experience oF liFE is
all there is is time and a second
lasts the Equivalent of
a 1000 years
Paper thin
Existence
of no feelings
or senses at all.. NoW
iN other words.. the Zombie
Apocalypse come true for you2
iN a sTAte oF DARk NiGht of the
SouL that could last.. i’M guesSinG
aT LeASt 66 months in Hell for you too..
LesSons Learned for me to Give and Share
as it just rises the Power of Love in Share And Give for
me.. EterANaLLy NoW iN and As LiFE oF and As Love isREAL..
anyWay.. the FloWers over heAR in the Paradise of Heaven within
smell
awful
sweet
even in
awful ways too..
you are welcome to
join me but closed
minds and bodies don’t usuAlly
hang with me in the plaCe oF uP..
as iT iS YouR Faith and Love thaT
takes yA tHEre as not miNd alone.:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/05/11/arrival-of-the-clown-shark/
“Arrival of the Clown Shark” from three years ago.. a very nice crowd.. then..
overall.. at the dVerse Poetry Pub site when Brian And Claudia were in charge
and it’s interesting how some folks have so much
capacity for the creativity i bRing and understand
it crystal clear and other folks have little
clue and turn it around to suggest
that i am the one who doesn’t
have direction in what i do..
it’s like a person standing
on the top of a mountain
saying they have no idea how
they climbed that high by the audience
at hand.. truly.. i would be thrilled to come across
someone building a more epic Bible and Long Form 4M
pluS WoRd “SonG oF MY SoUL” Ocean WhOle GroWing
Poem as “NetherLand Bible 2017” soon to be “Memorial
Days Bible 2016-17” with 1.6 Million Words eXsEEDinG
twice the size of the old Antiquated King James effort
that has some really helpful clues to get into
Heaven within now as the Kingdom
of God as Love smART and
Fearless all within..
unCoNditionAlly..
however.. there
are no pictures
then that illustrate
in non-verbal language
what that fearless love as smART
Looks like now.. we can twist the words
around all we like as Metaphors do swing
or we can and will transcend time.. distance
and space and paint by numbers poetry
and sheet music
and beCOmE
A CreAtiVE LiGht
MoRE iN a Journey
oF LiFE that has unlimited
paths with no pre-set expectations now..
Anyway.. my return in the comments section
to Brian kinda says it all in a minuscule MacroVerse
compared to what my HUman PotenTial GroWs as Sycamore
NoW to Do even more now.. in both reason of science and art
of Poetry in Dance and SinG even more now.. when you are in the
DArk and someone iS iN a Greater liGht.. ask questions instead of shooting first..
you too.. may learn something MorE and bEcome more wide aWake too iN EnLiGtTeninG way2..:)
Thanks Brian..
it’s no easy road to be a clown..
full of bruises..broken hearts as such..
AND ALL the inconveniences in between..
particularly for loving ones in the life of a sacred fool…
but the ultimate reward truly is freedom..
not only for the sacred fool..
but if for only one more..
touched as such..in change..
MISSION ACCOMPLISHED..
THE CLOWN CAN REST IN PEACE..;)
Now back to the present
as future now..
TruTh is i didn’t
fit in as i was
too big..
and
that is
what Sycamores
do.. they continue to
Grow SuNliT as higheR..;)
And the truth is too.. if the naysayers
from dVerse had let me stay and tried
a little harder to understand the size of my
Branches and Leaves and Roots i likely would
have continued to moderate all of that as smaller
to fit in.. and that’s alWayS A Value of being A
Outcast in CREativity and even Science too..
the nows to do it without
interference from
the nay sayers
oF LiGht
who
would
rather mold
you into someone
tHeir size than what you
are currently GroWinG HiGher too..
as Gift oF PreSent Taller Tree oF LiFE noW..:)
SAdly
thaT’s
‘tHeRe’ loss
for i can’t make anyone
either come now to this
water or drink from it as fountain FloWinG
more.. even if they wanted to too.. heHe..;)
And it’s true.. my Sycamore is too big for
most anyone to see now.. however it’s
also true.. i paint with all and more
with the colors of the Wind
and can prove
it as
you
can
not
hold
the Wind..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/05/12/dance-and-song-are-always-free/
“Dance And Song are always FREE”.. that trULy
iN Light Kinda says it all in either TitLe
alone or MacroVerse smallish
and even SonG
oF My
SoUL
XXL+ heHe..;)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/05/12/kung-fu-rainbow-tree/
Kung Fu RAINBOW TREE ha! when huh! heh! when
yeP MoRe.. Martial Arts and Ballet Free Style
cOme to PLaY yes..
Fearless
means
as human
animal the
confidence iN KnoWinG
moRe as FeeLinG and SenSinG
one can eScape Predator and capture
Prey and even FiGht rather than do FliGht
iF Necessary for Survive and Thrive.. to walk
TaLL WiTh Grace as a LiOn on the Savannah iN
the Bar Parking Lot and Walmart ParKinG
Lot too is the first liNe of Defense that
says.. nah.. you don’t want no
pArT of thiS MarTiaL
ArTs Baby as
i am
the water..
i am the air
and mix the water
and air in a perfect calm
eYe of Love and Grace with
a Fortress of WiLL and Strength aS iN Hurricane
NoW aS neVer ending Practice iN FleSH and BLood
as BeinG HUman actuALLy DoinG Martial Arts even
if you must spar with metal machines as a slip of a toe
to a head could kill someone dead with legs that press
1020 LBS STiLL cloSinG iN aT aGe 57 on 6660 as any
DeViL Lion BreW of Birthdate AnGeL too.. WiLL juST
Do STiLL at 33 Reps noW on a very difficult
Parallel Leg press machine with hands
raised to sKeYes of God like
a Free Verse Ballerina
LioN FuLL oF GraCe
and LovE and WilL
and StrenGth iN
ClAws and JaWs more
floating acRoSs the Savannah
Grass as Terrestrial Buttefly Tigers
do in Jungle Flowers oF India too..
serioUsly we are Animals too and take a clue
from they bow to no man as they stand tall and Wild
and Free aS God Within sET Free from Birth and Always Born Free..
as
any
Christian as
LiON Feels and
Senses iN AslaNdwaysnow2..;)
Whew and that finishes all the
MacroVerse Memories with Micro
Verse Memories and yes more new
poetic expressions CoMinG soon as
this NautiluST overall as Stately MaNSiON
MoRE hAS BeCOMe an entity of Creativity unto itself
as me.. and SonG of My SouL Ocean WhOle Poem..
sure..
kinda
like God
wHOle too..
as i continue
to play a PArT
oF aLL oF thATiS2..
and on top of that the
“Kung FU RAINbow TREE”
MacroVerse from two years ago..
that by the way faced a very difficult
Audience beyond an Horatio face at then
the Wrong Planet StiLL and thaT exists heAr
as they wanted almost no pArT of WhOle tHeir..
and yeS it reminds me that the clock hands say
go work-out as hey i’m human and animal and
i must take care of that everynow now.. less i become a worm again..
And that my Friends would be A disservice to God not to achieve the
hiGhest of human potentials all as Gift of this life as Miracle oF NoW..
BecoMe
a work
of Art
and
allow
God to
sMILe Within BorN FReED NoW..:)
13,952
https://victoriayoun.wordpress.com/2017/05/12/the-whisper-of-possibility/
SoUL Eclipse
First LiGht..:)
A Trip to see Blogger Poet
Friend Victoria results
in four words and
two lines
of
poetic
Expression
suitable to fit
in FB new age
Colored Backgrounds..
Hmm.. and with the sMiLe
Emoticon of colon and parenthetical
Right curve it’s true for me a First liGht
of SoUL Eclipse was a first SMiLe i could
Feel in 66 Months of DaRk NiGht of a SoUL Eclipse..
and in this continuing Fred Style Haibun as LuCiFred’s
Fredbun and Fredku Haiku WiLL NoW Riff off of any Holy and
Sacred thingy iN existence eVen iF the FredkU comes longER be
fore the Fredbun to make it all FuLL of Meaning and Purpose to then
riSe uP Productive and Creative Neurohormones and Neurochemicals
in what some folks refer to As Kundalini RiSinG dividing that experience
to 7 localities of the Human Body when in actuaLiTy this Serpent is the
Vagal Nerve that reaches from Brain to Gut and transports signals of
Happiness uP or Dejection DOwn in Positive or Negative way wHere
eventually around a Quadrillion or so peptide and the such connections
get the message of liGht or DArk and yA Rise uP aGaiN iN ReBirTh
of Productivity and Creativity Quantum Metaphor of unLeAshinG
and reLeaSinG iN MINd and BoDy BaLanCinG soUL MoRE
iN MoVinG ConnecTing and Further
Productive CreaTing ways or
you fall you fall
and neXt
thing yA
FeeL and
SenSe whERE
Did/Does Happy Land Go
wHeRE iF yOU FiNd a way
you Can and WiLL MaKe Happy
Land alwAys now with pathS on
A Journey of Happy as a practice
of what works for you.. the aRts are
surely one way.. and free verse MoVinG
and otheR ConNecTing And creaTinG
ways of JuST DoIng that now but
by aLL Means PleASe do yOUr
preVenTaTive
hUman
Maintenance per
Haps a Nature walk
too on Happy Paths oF
A Journey continuing NoW
iN and as LiGht iN Positive
thOught and Action way to make
the Consequences oF that LIGht A
ReWArd of Positive EmoTioNs iN each
and every one of those Quadrillion or so SeNsoRy
Chakras close now to InFiniTy Connections different
every now where one not only Paints the Color
of the Wind but becOMes ColoR BeYOnd the
Brush as the Wind NoW as PoT oF GoLd
RainBow beCOmes aS and LiVinG
within you.. so.. anyWay that’s
juST one way to
puT iT as
Metaphors overall
Go beYOnd meaSures
oF InFinity as wE creATe them or Not..
More and MorE for sure or not as Curious George FuN..
anyWay.. make yOur Lucid WaKinG DreAms coMe to
Fruition iN MoVinG ConNecTing CreATing ways NoW..
and per a MacroVerse i left out from two years ago
to date.. linked below named “TRUE dreams NOW”
TrULy the American Dream in the Declaration
of Independence is the unalienable
right to Life and Liberty and the
Pursuit of Happiness.. it
don’t say the Form
of Stuff
as
the Essence
is the EmoTiOns
and SenSes that CoMe
as Experience for what we value
in liFE.. ranging from Naked Freedom
to Golden Trump Towers.. some folks make
Happiness much more complicated than a
Naked Dance of Connecting and Creating
iN MoVinG hUman Ways that is totALLy FReED..
wHeRE as in the You Tube Video the greatest
Fear of the same folks who voted in a Pussy
Grabber in Chief Fear the shape of Rihanna’s Nipple Exposed and FReED
through even a shear T-Shirt as mold.. when Violence is treasured over flesh we die…
fast
or slow….
iN a Slow
or Fast Boil oF Life.
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/05/11/true-dreams-of-now/
And sure there is a new song for that too
CoMinG Next by Katy Perry in a Bon APpeTiT PoT oF GoLd too..
as i finally get around to all the year to date MicroVerses to share too..:)
And yes that “TRUE dreams NOW”.. MacroVerse juST goes to sHow
FurThEr oN the Wrong Planet too.. how difficult it is
to sHoW MaGiC to any literally thinking
person.. religious or not..
same left
thinking
brain
individuals
overall in group
thiNk ranks of Gold
Fish Attention Span or not2..;)
“Even a fool knows that you can’t touch the stars,
but it doesn’t stop a wise man from trying.”
~~ Judge Harry T. Stone ~~
“There’s more than one way to skin a cat,
but there ain’t no way to make the cat enjoy it.”
— Jed Clampett
A fine Juxtaposition.. i see here of sorts..
in these two quotes.. and true
it is a wise man who
does not discount
possibility and only
a true fool will stay
inside a
cave
and starve
to death
a heARt…
but sadly
while ya
can’t now
make a cat
enjoy getting
skinned.. if the human
cultural norm says cutting
off the clitoris of a female human
in genital mutilaiton iS aNs in thing
to do.. as far as not falling
out of the social circle
for survival.. female
genital mutilation
is A way
to self esteem.. sTiLL NoW..
and that my friend.. illustrates
the power of belief in nocebo
voodoo way.. and reaching
for the Stars and MaKinG
hUman Stars happen..
thaT iS the
placeBo
power
of noT
dying WitH
dArk sHades
oF noCebo.. noW.. lost..
Humans generate emoTiOns..
yeZ.. iOns of energy ..not much different
really than the sun above below as hUman
being and those neuro-hormones.. neuro-chemicals
thAT spARK the flAMe.. receive a happy mesSage Now
iN receptors In bodiLY Cells when the energy is positive floW…
We reap what we sew.. no doubt.. from Stars of humans..
to pleasureless females with a big grin of fear for not
being accepted
into
Hell
now..
Heaven is better..
it’S not an imaginary place..
iT is real for those who find
It aWay from devils and
demons
of real
hell now.. So lucky..
some of us.. at least..
in the Good Old USA.. To
find iT and say F U.. to the N poWer..
per.. folkS in other places who would
take hUman free a way.. just
for power.. status.. and
cruelty
in the Devil
and Hell of hUman..
So SAdly REAL sTilL noW..:)
A story of a screen.. no.. not my computer.. a window screen of prison..
Yes.. the screen that let’s the air flow.. but another screen on the other
side of my bed will allow for that and bathroom window screen
as well.. anyway.. Hurricane Ivan
damaged our screens back
in ’04.. and instead
of repairing
them we opted
to store them in
the shed and put that
off for another day.. Well..
that other day came and comes
this week.. when my sister’s friend
repairs them all for free and installs
them too.. which was very nice of her..
as i ain’t much of a blue collar guy these
days in ways of manual labor.. as such..
but as i’ve often reported.. the worst
pArt of my 66 months of hell
was losing my emotional
regulation and sensory
integration.. and
abilities
to move..
connect and
create in artful
iMagiNaTiOn
ways toward
creativity.. and
granted a close to five
decades or so of external
goals for rewards of grades or
money behavior.. just about erased
my imagination and creativity for around
4 decades.. particularly in the red state
fundamentalist Christian area i
lived in as stuff like art ..
including dance..
and even F
iN smiling
ear to ear
was not something
allowed by the bully
so-called Christian
boys.. if you didn’t wanna
get ostracized out of the social
circle or even worse.. beat up..
and although i was skin and bones
my somewhat unusual height of 5 foot
10 at age 13.. likely prevented that as
even at skinny.. height has its
advantages in a fight
as far as
reach of
whatever fists
exist and such
as that.. anyway..
back to emotions.. beauty
is an emotion.. hell no… not
just objective data from something
good looking.. and to lose the ability
to feel the beauty of a sunset is an incredible
loss of true magic in life.. and pArt of why i love
photography so much.. is the iPhone 5.. with the
retina display i purchased in March of 2013.. was
the first color display i could stand with my eye pain..
since even before i became disabled in 2008.. yes
the eye pain in stimulus of colors started well before
then in the Winter to Summer of 2007.. about the
same time i got chilled in the air of 100
degree temperatures in July.. 2007..
which was the strangest
thing ever.. for
me as always
a rather hot
blooded individual W/temp..
of 103 then.. as ‘Foreigner’
might say.. and now that i have
my senses regulated.. 33 or 103..
is comfortable to me.. in relative
terms.. of course.. so i increase my
ability to feel beauty and my ability
to imagine more to expand my horizons
of human magic through the art of photography
and while someone is just seeing an advertisement
in the mall.. i am feeling a masterpiece of God as
Manifest by human.. albeit motivated by bucks..
iT matters not as my imagination can make It
into a masterpiece of wonder..
expanding my being in
mind and body balance
soUl.. iN heARt oF emoTioNs
MoVinG ConnecTinG mE wiTh
aLL oF NatUre.. and cultUre..
as SpiRit both FeeLinG
and ExpreSsinG iN GiVinG
shaRinG ways.. and after
losing all of that when
the God of Nature shoWed
mE REAL HUMAN HeLL and the
Dante Rings of depth therein without
a drop of manna to drInk.. i pay God and
aLL oF God’s Nature back my shaRinG
inSights through introspection and much
greATer iMaGiNaTion.. in Creativity than
i could ever iMaGinE iN HeAveNoW.. tHEN..
so to make a longer story
sTiLL CoMinG shorter
i woke up and
saw the
prison bars
of Feng shui wHere
as the God Story of Miracles
last night so aptly described as
Fish Swum by water of Life and
Birds carried by the air instead
of Swimming Fish and Flying
birds.. iN the interconnectedness
of Nature one.. not unlike the
Dao way of Being too..
and no longer
is that escape
in my bedroom prisoned
by bars of screen that stop
5 feet away.. inStead oF floWinG
iN ZoNE of Nature through all the
Beauty of LiFe in my yard..
AND every single
photo
on my blog
is sacred to me..
as trUly aLL iS Connected
in God’s eYes from head to toe
to Galaxies beyond and subatomic
particles and BEyonD below as well
as above.. so that Window is not just
a window and some pretty plants outside
that WinDow is a sacred WinDoW to God..
wHere i put my foot down instead of saying
yes dear.. as one who knows what to do to
stay married.. says to the wife.. and i said
that screen is going back in the shed
now.. i’m taking it down now..
and the wife is not
too happy
but i have
sympathy
for one not so lucky
as i too be damned to hell
to find out the full expanse of
the gifts of God that are as simple
as the heaven of a room with a view..
as before.. there was no imagination..
no moving.. and connecting art of
life for me.. all there was
was hell..
and i for one
ain’t going back tHere
aGaiN.. and WiLL do aLL i KinD
to lEnd to otHeRs eYes that see and
bE heaVen noW.. in the Kingdom of GOD
REAL.. and it shouldn’t be surprising
that folks see God’s in the sky above..
when there was time for imagination
in the eternal etheralsphere.. of now..
for the ancient Greeks and Romans
to see chariots of Gods in
council of clouds iN
sKeYes.. ’cause
i saw them
too In
IMAginAtIon of pattern
SeeKinG way when i finAlly
Healed and returned to my
5 year-old state of bEinG before
entering hell.. yeah.. like when i was
three and could sense and feel God inside..
outside.. above.. so below.. and all around
as Nature.. just in a casual back yard
toddler stroll looking across
the River
of
Feng Shui..
also kNoWn..
sTiLL noW as the
black water river that
once was named as the
entry point to briar bush
banks of HELL also known
as Milton.. it’s true.. i grew up
on what was once literAlly named
as the bank of HELL.. before the thorns
of briars were removed.. and a mill
town for lumber to build replaced
HELL.. well.. for me.. i saw
heaven first.. per the
Kingdom of God
felt and sensed..
in God’s all
connected
way then
in Feng Shui
way.. and true it became
hell again all over the place
for me.. but it was culture that
took that away.. and my willingness
to accept the illusions and rules thereof
and therein.. as cog in the machine of
human derived rules away from
God’s Nature.. i play
with God now..
and let other human’s
play with tools of separation..
and sure my wife will speak to
me again.. later today sometime..
but the truth is all there is.. is time
in hell.. so she can have all she wants
as i cannot convince her of the Heaven
i see and feel out that Window.. and if i
cannot convince the person i live with both
through hell and heaven.. how can i expect
to convince anyone else
heaven is real now.. WeLL
yeS.. lesSon
oF patience
in HeLL.. the Devil
knoWs better after
the fALL iN DArk NiGht of SoUl..
and wITh return to AngEL noW..
Fear is the killer of all that is good in
life.. all that is the Kingdom of God that is
Good and all that is Good that human
being feels and senses.. to lose
any freedom.. to repress
any sensuality.. feeling
or other sense that
does not harm
someone
else is
a path
away from
wE GoD Free.. eternAlly noW
and i feel so sorry for someone
like Michael Jackson.. so full of art
and creativity.. and obviously so full of
fear from a childhood.. of abuse in forcing
perfection of rules oF art on him.. where his only
way to escape that was controlling his environment..
until one day the anxiety drove him to sleepless nights..
and the only escape was suicide for him.. and after 40
days of almost no sleep for me.. i can relate
to that kind of hell..
but it’s the same
with my wife..
a stepfather
standing over
her bed with a knife
when she was small.. one
of the only memories of her
childhood she has.. so her way
of dealing with that is obsessive compulsive
control over everything in her environment
that she can.. not unlike Oprah Winfrey..
who has so many fabulous homes..
after being raped when young…
or Joel Osteen.. and
his 10 million dollar
home.. perhaps
some bullies
called him
queer as
a pretty boy smiling
too.. threatening to beat
him up if he didn’t become a
man.. i haven’t looked into it closely
but just with my empath eyes.. recently
seeing him on a show before the mask comes
with his show of positive ways of dealing with
life that i applaud for what he does in
transforming the modern Christian
religion into one of
Christ the spirit
of Love away
from fear.. as human
archetype iN excellence
oF hUman huwomanifest
as God in temple oF
human being
flesh and blood..
but sTiLL.. most
anyone who has material
excess lacks a fuLL heARt..
SpiRit.. and SoUL of mInD
and body balance.. as there
is so much heaven all around..
inside.. outside.. above.. so below..
in just naked flesh being carried
by the Winds of God in Sands
of free.. Dancing
with the Gravity
of God
instead
of Against God’s GraViTy
in PriSons.. of cultUre
and fear.. of hell ways
and demon devils
being reaL noW..
there iS an Art to soUl..
in moVinG CreaTinG
and Connecting
Real liFe noW..
and theRe can NoW
bE a science oF cognitive
empathy iN attempts
to help save
folks from
hell of fear
back to Heaven of
what can be Potential
Sacred Love aLL as the Christ
metaphor and archetype of
human SinGs
a SonG of SoUL..
yeah.. baby.. at the end
and the beginning.. the
finish and stARt of liFe
aLways noW iT iS aLL thAT
iS
aLL
aBout
soUl..
and how i wish
to see the sMiLe
of Heaven everlasting
eternAlly noW on otHeR
hUman bEinGs noW besides
jUst mE.. as yes.. even
iN HeaVen it CAN
gET
lonELy
@NoW….
And Now i smell
Pine Sol.. and my grandmother
who was psychologically and
physically abused by both
her Father and Husband..
and how she scrubbed those
floors from day to night
after picking cotton
to raise her
sisters..
after waitressing
for 12 hours a day..
to support my mother
and how she finALLy
broke down and could
no longer do it.. and how
my mother supported her.. then
for the rest of her life.. and
how my sister and i but much
more my sister does that for
my mother now.. and how an
extended family of help no longer
exists as much in western so-called
first world civilizations now.. where
clean up crews take care of the remains
of old folks in apartments in Japan
as they have lost all connections
with other human beings in flesh
and blood noW wHere technology
reiGns over flesh… and
how my wife’s greatest
fear.. having no children.. is being
left all alone in later life.. and how
Yellow Boy is truly all her
Love now.. and how
she cannot relate
to what i am
anymore..
as i cannot
be controlled any more
as just the floor as she
mops it now clean more..
and how allone i feel
yet how alone i can
feel she is.. but
how i cannot
take away
the everlasting
fear of childhood abuse..
not having enough to eat..
and living with little to less
trust in the good
of the world..
as she too was
abused at school..
for having to get those
reduced lunches and not
having the pretty clothes of
other girls.. the world sucks
when people hoard and forget
to give and share.. the world sucks
when folks don’t have an early loving
extended family and village environment..
when the human touch is King and Queen
over material items to buy at SuperWalmart
and store in garages.. when cars become
Lovers.. and homes become God..
when clothes become
sacred
and naked
becomes
evil..
life sucks..
i make love to
liFenoW FucK THAT…
ALONE i MAY BE
BUT ALLONE i stay… aLiVE..
and the best thing about writing and
expreSsinG emoTioNs like this is i remember
why i Loved my Grandmother so much and
from my last post my friend Renee..
and of course Katrina too.. as they
struggled so much with a history of
abuse.. and Michael
Jackson too.. for i can
shed tears freely now..FReED..
without fear of some ignorant
Christian Red State boy for calling
me queer.. as i’ve worked my way
up to heaVen.. and no REAL FOOL..
WILL EVER TAKE THAT WAY FROM THIS SACRED FOOLnoW..
but true ‘they’ kNow and feel not what they do.. as they live in
REAL PURGATORY
OR
HELL.. AND that’s
the sAddest pARt oF aLL..
an opaque window thAT
has no
window @aLL
to heavenOw…
i AiM to BREAK THAT..
wITh FucKinG per·se·ver·ance..
iN “DancE SonG mY SoUl”.. yeS!..
and that’s the new naMe oF mY
approaching 4 MilLion Word
poem AkA “KATiE MiA FredericK!iI”
noW as thiS WiLL eventually bE the
667th macro verse of that
as named too..
jUst that..
it’s not enough
to SinG the kNoWledge
oF the Kingdom of God as
Heaven noW.. one may DancE
iT better to find It to open
up the WiNdow and
Breathe Free FiNally..
sadly.. i cannot convince
the wife.. who looks in form
like a Natural Ballet Dancer
to do even one step
of dance
free floWinG
in Feng Shui way..
but iF like me at ’53..
or ’63.. or even ’93..
if she ever takes
that first
step to
dance free..
freeing the emotions
of her body.. from the
tensions of fears iN past..
in regulation of heaven..
integrating her senses
from head to toe..
feeling the
sensuality
of ecstasy
when the entire
body is one sexual
organ from head to
toe in mind and body
balance of MaKinG Love
to God free within.. outside..
above.. so below and all around FReED
kinda like mE..
anyWay.. the challenge
of liFe gOes oN.. i woNe
thE tEst oF FReED.. and all iS
left is the greAteSt challenge
to even take the closest
one’s to me..
to HeaVenoW..
wITh a spArk thaT
works for them..
or at lEast
a hint..
to the bliss..
the Nirvana of the Kingdom of God Heaven
Inheritance Free thAT caN bE wEfreeforALL..:)
sMiLes.. my friend Candice
thefeathered sleep… at 13..
before the boys tOld me i can’t
smile.. i wrote a play.. and a Christmas
story that won a prize among 80 kids
in two homeroom way..
my greAtEst surpriZe.. as
i could not logically..
analytically..
mathematically..
in equation way..
figure out wHere the
heaVen in heLL those
emoTioN fillED words
cAMe from then..
and then all went
away except for a spark
in a philosophy class at 18..
wHere the oNe oF aLLInterdependent
Connectedness surfaces in words then..
uknoWinGest.. to me anywhere above..
collective unconsciousness archetypes
then.. of bEinG dEEpeR stEePed as
tea in text book ways..
so now.. i dreAM and
wRite as sAme butt mY frIEnd
tHere is no Heaven iN online but
words of i.. to give.. to share.. nothing
in return but silence most often.. and
that is wHy i dAnce.. i move.. connect..
and create in feat of feet.. as i feel iT aLL
more than iMaGiNaTioN alone.. tHeRe IS
A MinD tHere IS A BoDy.. but without both
iN MoVinG ConnEcTinG waYs oF CreatiViTy
as hEArt tHere is less than two ones of K 11 hOldinG
HAnds at H 8 oF INfInity eternAlly noW aka Heaven
NoW the BliSs the NirVana Satori aLwAYs noW..
and trUe rarEly in public does someone say
may i have this dance wITh yoU NoW..
but iT matters noT..
as after 5348 miles in
33 months noW.. most
everywHeRe i go.. someone
WiLL sMiLE aT mE wHeRever
i go.. in the metro area HeaR
of distance MoVinG
ConnecTinG..
CreaTinG mE
DancE and SonG
oF SoUL noW and the
fools who see only the
fool of me without the sacred
pArt i Live within.. are MiSsinG
something iN liFe i wOUld LovE
to sHare iF they woULd juST
take a
Dance
from
mE..
i gET so lonely at
tIMes online too.. mY friEnd..
trYing to leave a Nautilust
shEll of aLL i kNoW.. FeeL.. and
SensE.. whiLe this staRbursT
creaTiViTy eXits as mE..
but i kNow
sEnse and
FeeL thAT
Heaven
iS onLY
a Dance A Way
and when i have enough
of thiS online thinG.. i juSt
do iT as i AM A Dance oF sTAr2..:)
A SonG oF SoUL for grief.. a sacred
waY for mE noW for sure.. and
‘After the Love is Gone’..
was the that song
for me for decades
as that was the
Song as mentioned
in my last post playing
when my first Love broke
up with me.. and so whenever
i wanted to feel that deep emotion
of sadness.. i could play it on keyboard
as a pianist for decades then.. and yes.. i have
a new one named “Come What May”.. for when our
cat Moby was sick.. and i knew we would not have
much time left with him.. and when he was with
me WiTh bright green eyes..
purring on my leg..
i played it facing
the reality of what
would be me making
the decision sooner than
later to end his life peacefully
rather than struggle of misery and suffering
as best as i could to make his last days
’till the end in comfort then..
and after spending over 5 years
without a tear.. without even
a memory of what a sMiLe
felt like or even
if i had
ever really
felt a laugh
in my liFe aT aLL
as when memories of emotions
go.. there is no reference point
as there are not even emotions
of memories left..
in a black
hole soul
of death living liFe..
so yes.. when my first tear
came in April of 2013.. when
we faced the decision to put down
Sunny Boy.. Yellow Boy’s heir
apparent Son.. as he was
injured in a fight
and found
to have
kitty aids
then.. by a 6
LB terror neighborhood
block cat named Oreo
who was not
even afraid
of the
largest
humans around the
block then.. a tear
came finAlly after the
event of putting him down..
and for the first time in over
5 years i felt strength in my
legs even though i still
retained my
ability to leg
press 500 LBS
with a weak feeling
in my entire body with
only pain that would never
go away.. until that moment
a tear of strength came.. and
what i cAMe to find Wisdom as then..
is that a tear is what makes us strongest
oF aLL.. and yes.. science even shows this
to be true now.. with dopamine increase
of innervating nerve muscles
stronger of course..
along with
creativity
and art in
MoVinG.. GroWinG
ConnecTinG.. MoTiVaTinG
MoRe way.. so i embrace
the sacredness of Grief now..
and my theory of why those sad
country music songs are so popular
to the patriarchs in the South
who are taught to
repress their
smiles.. their
laughs..
and EmoTioNs
overall by screaming
daddies that say get
tough boy.. dam it..
get tough
boy..
is it gived
’em an excuse noW
to be human for just
a little.. while. and it’s
probably why they Love Jesus
so much.. as that gives ’em a little
opportunity to express the divine feminine
Love that is God as much as WiLL and Strength
in Fearless way of patriarch men to protect the home
and family.. and Tribe/Nation as such.. so i will come
what may.. in bliss and grief.. as they are both connected
in LiGht
and DArk
as God oF aLL
of i as mE..wE
After the Love iS gOne
iS trUly juST an invitation
iN groWinG HeaVen more.. and iT
was so hard for mE to figure out the
bitter sweet trUth oF aLL oF thAT then..
as i lived in head instead of body
of emoTioNs full in sOuL
and balance
F iN MiNd
and bOdy both baLan-
CinG but now i Understand
so much better and use God
given Nature to my advantage
instead of escape..
Nature has mercy..
and to floW
WiTH NatUre
instead of E-scape
iN flight or flight
away from fight
oF aLL Of
DArk aNd LiGht
iN NiGht Of Day..
iS sImplY
liFe.. The giFt..
thE PreSent.. tHe NoW oF God..
And while no doctor or therapist could
give me a pill to get my emotions back..
i found my own cure.. and interestingly
in the Movie Captain America.. Civil WAr..
Iron Man develops a millions of dollars
technology that allows him
to three dimensionally
visit the trauma’s
of his life’s past
that have
’caused demons
of repressed emotions
and resulting somatic
distress locked in a
body that keeps battle
scars unresolved of
the heARt.. SpiRit..
and soUl in or out
of Balance
as such..
i found a cheaper way..
truly almost a free way to get
mine back.. supported by decades of
nerds finding an avenue to transport
emotions of music to an online haven
of soUl in YouTube way..
and the poeTry
of connecting
emoTions to Language
came to be guide posts
and signs back to the
heARt of i.. and one
particular
blog post
back in Spring
of 2013.. named
Autistic Love Letters
where i did that collage
of many of the folks and the
dog lost to me.. through ages
of slowly repressing the heARt
of i to escape the
misunderstood
path to groWing
that grief can bRing..
it was the spArk that stARted
bRinGinG me back to life.. and
there was a little online heart
break of a misunderstanding between
me and my first real online friend..
and a White Pearl of a new one
in July of 2013.. that
brought me back
to Life again.. aLL
yes.. the Saviors
of my liFe and
truly the cat
Oreo was the one
who initiated
the growth
of
my sOUl
back.. through
in ultimate effect
of killing one of
the greatest Love
of cats i had
then.. in
what was
left of
what i could
feel of anything then..
surprise.. surprise.. the dArk iS
liGht and the liGht can be dARk..
iT iS aLL onE.. grin and
bear it
as final
LeSsoN to me..
and for reference here..
the posts that truly cured
me.. the memory of Life..
and the help of
everyone
who brought
me back.. particularly
Steve Jobs.. as he got
that Retina Display to me..
in the initial spark of
beauty true..
to bRing
me Back to
Life as the
Job
cures
JOB.. a UniVErse
wE aLL aRe toGeTher
on forgotten
as
separate
noW.. the
saddest paRt
oF liFE is death in Living HeLLnoW..
but the hope is.. iT is tHeRe noW..
even at the dArkest liGht oF aLL..:)
“Autistic Love Letters”
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/06/autistic-love-letters.html
“OREO THE MEANING OF LIFE”
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/07/oreo-meaning-of-life.html
SeeKinG FinDinG PracTiCinG
YiN And YanG BaLanCe NoW
WitH tRee
oF LiFe
God
aLwaYs
noW iN HeaVeNoW..
NoW iMaGiNe iF yA cAN
trUly iT’s noT harD to dO..
iF eVery chiLd coMes
inTo thiS WORlD..
wItH A waY
liKe thiS
FearLess
LoVeNoW..
yeS.. noW
tHiS sHiRt
sAys aLLtHatiS
aS Truth aNd LiGht
As GoD iN noW ReaL..:)
One of my only views of the world..
albeit blurry as i could only bear to
wear my sun glasses for
more than a few minutes
of excruciating pain
to take Katrina
to Walmart
during those
66 months of shut-in
Hell.. Pain is all i was..
locked in for almost the
first three years.. without
the ability to even read or
watch TV or listen to music
at all.. trapped in my mind
i was then.. and at home..
just sitting on the patio
staring off into
space before
the ability
to look at
a screen turned all
the way down in almost
total darkness of words..
a few inches away to attempt
to stand the eye pain without
the extra pain of prescription
shades.. of focus.. in association
with Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
worst pain known to mankind from
wake to sleep.. for all
those 66 months
of HeLL then.. pain..
and as of November..
Thanks Giving Day
of 2010.. the first
mountain of word
came.. but the hell.. one
of my only views of the
external world was this
dam wood fence at
Walmart all those
years then..
so yeah..
doing a little
reminiscing today
of wHere i’ve been
iN preparation to wHere
i WiLL go neXt.. as i continue
to gain greater memories of my
past life.. after illness took almost
everything away from me as Hell
then.. and the EMoTioNs that
are alWays associated wITh
Memories dArk come
FlooDing back
and bloGGinG
is one of the
best ways
to process iT aLL..
and perHaps.. who KnoWs..
even provide some inspiRaTioN
to someone else along the paths
of longer word journeys now..
bottom line.. it’s a healthy
thing to do.. to explore
the Inner UniVerse oF
hUman and share
as story talers
give.. few do
sTiLL exist
longer than Twitter
and ‘normal’ Facebook
Statuses as days oF OlD..
wheN thE hUman heARt
iS KinG anN QueeN oF WoRlD..:)
And here the patch of Dirt on River
of Downtown Milton..
on Willing Street
my home of
gRoWinG
young.. and the
River i LooK aCross
at age 3.. before i can
speak at age 4.. sensing
feeling i have been here
forever wITh the God
of NaturE noW.. And
aLL iSreal.. forevernow..
as now can be then.. now..
and it’s kinda nice when
although your shotgun
home has been
torn down..
what is left
is like a Public
Park to explore
and yes.. reminisce
the days before school
days when all iS Nature
ONE as God and i then..:)
So.. i take a walk up the Hill on Pine Street West
as i walked to first grade school.. at Canal
Street Elementary school in
first grade shoes..
where German
Shepard Dogs
scared me..
thinking they
might bite my hands
then in walk to school..
always felt like those hands
must be protected at all costs
then for some reason or another..
come to fruition now at best
intuitive guess sTiLL..
anyway.. no
dogs today..
and what changed
from Milton High school..
when my Mother graduated
from the same building in the
50’s and Elementary
school for me in
mid 60’s eventually
became my Junior College
place of school.. in ’78 as well..
as College Freshmen then.
oh.. the smAll town liFe
then.. where everyone
knew your name..
and all looked out
for most everyone
then.. a walk to
the five and dime
in the other direction
North.. and just 20 miles
or so south.. to some of the
most beautiful sugar white
sands of beach in the World..
wRite here.. on the banks
and briars that grew
in a place once
called HeLL..
yes.. on
those banks
i am raised then
in small mill town
groWing to Metro
Area full population
Santa Rosa County
now wHere heavy
traffic replaces
Sunday
Drives of Peace
most every day
oF LiFe.. on Front
Porches.. and fields
of playgrounds.. wHere
children breathe.. and
feel the moist grass between
toes away from screens of scream
as is the norm of close to heLL noW.. REAL..
anyway for all practical intents and purposes..
i am
5 again..
or maybe 7..
but never the less
A L L E L U I A noW..
Yah.. Praise ye YaH..:)
Ah.. Poetry.. an excellent way in either
reading and/or interpreting or/and
eVeN potentiAlly better.. iN
wRiTinG iT to strengthen
the connection between
EmoTioN and WordS
in written guideposts
aS Language..
iS association
iN greater expReSSinG
thAt EmoTioN aS SpiRit..
In written.. oraL.. and yes..
tHere iS non-verbal way noW
oF eXpreSSinG EmoTioN Too..
Of course iN ArT oF Facial expressions.. other
body language.. And perHaps the greAtesT
thing about free FloWinG Dance as
we water as swam or we air as
carried Free.. yeS.. FloWinG
aS oNe ZonE oF FoCuS
aS through MuSiC
of nuanced
EmoTioN
WiTh dance
can bRinG posiTiVE
meMories oF EmoTioNs
iN cellular MeMorY
oF receptors
iN potential
hUman alWays
bliss.. wHere through
Bio-Feedback.. wE lEarn
to better regulate our EmoTioNs..
wITh.. yeS.. Relative Free WiLL
to suiT our deSires oF FeeLinG
and also integGraTinG SenSeS..
wHeRe wE arE onE FinELy
tunED FeRRaRi miNd
aNd BodY Balan-
CinG BeiNG soUL noW!..:)
Hmm.. photo of the ‘Clown Shark” as he arrives
three years ago.. iN LuCiFreD BeASt-like Fashion oF Jaws2..;)
And just a toddler
LuCiFred Clown ShArk heAr..;)
Short MicRoVerse from 2015 as
the rest of these MicroVerses mostly are from last year.. 2016..:)
Nerp, actuAlly the metaphor of the 3500 year Old TesTament still rings true with cutting edge science.
First tHere is dark then, then thEre is the light of the science Big Bang, and perhaps theRe is light BEfore dark as well in an INfinite ocean of the Force of God InFiNitY waves, as above so below.
Human arises from ‘Sagan’ star ‘dust’, bible dust, and ‘clay’; all matter that still moves at God Force atomic level.
And therE is yet no proof that dark is NOthing, in terms of a complete vacuum state for scientific metAphor, as well.
It’s not surprising that humans form God in anthropomorphizing way; but never the less, God is creating Force and Master of All that is, as ‘sane’ and same.
The greatest part of grief is it inspires..
The greatest part of human is truly emotions..
As they move human to greater heights of survival..
And sadly some ways of thought away from emotion..
suggest that EmoTioNs are inferior in some way.. and nothingness
of feeling is preferable over all natural human emotions that keep
the species feeling.. moving.. and feeling more for Flight of liGht..
instead of Flight away
from EmoTioNs TrUe..
and the time i spent on the
Wrong Planet.. the last resort
online as metaphor for the outcasts
of life.. stuck in books.. lecture halls..
and often analytical equations
in scientific one step
two step three four five..
to assess and stay
in repeatable ways
of being over and
over and over
again same..
as metaphor
as well… please..
as sure they do other
stuff too.. as this is just
a loose generality..
but anyway..
same is hell
Heaven is change..
and the way to move
is to feel first in ways
iN positive liGht oF EmoTioNs
In HiGher Vibrations Of LiFeNoW
as SonG iN DancE oF LiFe
Flows hiGher in positive
emotive
way..
And sure.. while the
“Eckart Tolle” Goal noW
of now is simply existing
in the now.. desiring nothing
along with Buddha and others
in a middle way.. i wanna feel the
highs and lows too.. and come
back to the middle
to rest..
and even
in that place
of floating
bliss now
that is calm
and even like
a still Lake moonlit
way.. of inner peace..
Life is a circus.. a fair..
and a firework of survival..
And yes.. a liGht too BriGht
to dim with silence in breathes
of ease away from challenge..
Challenge bRinGs adaptation..
change and another way
to experience life..
as the human
race SinGs
and Dances
i On iN liGht
oF EmoTioNs MoVinG
uS hiGher and higHeR iN
all the nuanced ways noW oF
multi-verse rainbow life briGht..
Sure.. i wanna experience that
thing that “Eckart Tolle” the Buddha
and other have but i wanna do Pat
Benatar too.. as Promises in the DArk..
yes.. trUly Ark of Life can be dARk
as WeLL as liGht.. and when
aLL becomes saCred
from inside.. outside..
above.. so below and
all around..
liGht and
D a R K
ALL IS LIfE..
AnD NonE iS DEatH..:)
Facebook Friend Sherri provides
the prompt of this SonG and DancE oF
poeTry by sharing the SonG oF
Promises In the Dark by
Pat Benatar..
and i say..
Thanks.. i literAlly
needed that
wRite now..;)
Every note of every
SonG and DancE
oF
LiFe IS A poetic
prompt to me..
WitH
BiG
WInKs..:)
“The Powerful Play of Life Goes on and you May Contribute a Verse”
“What WiLL your Verse Be”
From the Robin William’s Dead Poet’s
Society remARKable SonG and DancE
aLL aBout LiFeNoW oF PasSioN JoY..
wHere the rules of art are
ripped out
of the
Book oF School..
and Neo becomes
the Poetry oF LIFe..
i don’t write FucKinG poEtry
for liKes and followers.. and
shares and such as thAT..
although i share iT
aLL for free
iN GiVinG
ways
as that iS the way
oF hUman BeinG out
of the hOUses of StoRinG
GRain in AgriCULTural start
away from BeinG hUman
KiNd.. iN jealously and
greed.. anger.. and
hate and all stuFF
oF Fear away
from
Free..
i SinG and
Dance
FOR
FREE..
BOTTOM LINE
OF LIFE FREE
AS GOD
WiLL
have us
bE as US As wE..
and that iS why the
new ISraEL U.S. A.
and other free ways
of BEiNG ALL
thaT iS
Sun
as
GOD..
for IS
RA
EL..
aT lEaster
As hUman reborn
aS Free.. comes to
greATer FruiTioNoW..
as no longer is existence
predetermined by cultural
and religious existing rule
alone.. ALLONE iS Free as
GoD and We.. and the prophets..
as messengers oF GoD eXisT
wHereVer Fearless Love
as HuWoMan..
DancE
and SinG..
WitH TrUe
Relative Free WiLL..
wHeRe the F iN of Orca
is no longer limPed oVer..
hiGh wE SWi’M.. aS
FreE WiLL
bEnOW..
JuSt anoTHeR
plaY oN poeTry..
FReED WiLLeY noW..
Yeah BaBy.. yoU kNow
aLL those selfies.. wITh
the left Arm raised as TriAngle
hiGh.. no that ain’t just an arm
thaT iS an Orca FiN Free
WiLL oN
the Loose..:)
“The shoe that fits one person pinches another;
there is no recipe for living that suits all cases.”
~~ Carl Jung ~~
Carl Jung is one of my favorites
as he wasn’t afraid to step
out of the
psychiatrist
shrink box..
all wrapped up as
such in mind altering
drugs.. in ways of neuro-chemicals
which are only a tiny ingredient of
the neuro-mix of human being.. iE
oxytocin.. being a great
pArt of the
mix of social
bonding that
the profession is
only recently addressing
and there are so many more
lost continents of mind that
at least Jung attempted
to seek.. find and
practice..
through
case study
way.. and the greaTest
thing about being a Bi-Polar..
Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde type..
as i readily admit from
my history as such..
i’ve seen both sides
up close.. and
inside.. outside..
above.. so below
and all around noW
and understand Now
why i scare the crap out
of some folks.. and excite
others to no end with wee i can’t
believe i’m meeting you now
man.. they are they and
me is me.. those are those
and us or them.. Bio-Diversity
and all diversity is the way
of change.. the way
oF God oF aLL Nature
don’T take a Rocket
Scientist or Chemist
Pope to get this
Basic tenant
oF aLL tHat iS
and sure.. yes..
Being the
greAtest
Lunatic in a room..
can spell either fear
or eXciTeMent for
those who enter
different ways of
BeiNG hUman..
but what i kNow from
the dArKest liGhts and
BriGhTest niGhts is there
are some places the hUman
HeArt.. SpiRit and MiNd
and BoDy balance
or imbalance
as SoUL
goes thaT iS
organic in Nature
where only time can
cure some ills in Rest
and Recuperation back
into liGht from dARk..
iT is those who have
sunk and swam..
swam and
sunk..
and swam
again.. that
Learn to Swim
iN liGht and Dark..
and the hardest pARts
can be the shades of grey
in purgatory of middle ‘tween
Heaven and Hell.. but i have
a hidden grin my frIEnd as
i’Ve seen ‘tween.. above
and below most ALL
aRounD oF aLL
both sIDes noW..
and no doubt the
colors beyond the
RainBoW i Live.. few
have.. enTeRed noW..
but.. iF i can gET heRe
noW.. i retain hope for
otherS in the DarKest
liGht
oF ALL
Dead iN LiFe..
and as far as the
government goes.. meh.. 25 years
worKinG for that three ring circus
too long.. to be worried about rule
makers and such as that and
anyway.. a truly crazy
person
has
nothing
to hide.. nothing
to fear.. and nothing
to hate.. but Loving LiFe..
yeS.. it’s
F iN Crazy
but IT’s Free
iT’s NoW anD as
Ferris Bueller saY iN etH
a miGhty grasp of WisDom
take a day off or yA miGht jUSt miSs iT..
So.. i took mY LiFe oFF and
LiVeOnoW.. thanks Ferris..
even if you are not
REAL
i
AM noW
And craZy
iS as smART does..
iN thE SpiRit oF George Carlin
wRite
oN course
oF course..
WiTH A FoRresT
VieW oF GumpTiOn..:)
So.. as balance goes..
and Yin and Yang SinGs
HiGher and higheR Free..
MoVing and CreaTinG i am
but i am MiSsing ConneCtinG
a little too much..
so in an attempt
@reaching more folks
one on onE noW
as noW iS aLL tHat
iS i travel to dVerse..
to connect
iN SoUl
SpArks
of poeTry
tHeir and as far as
reciprocation.. i AM
usuAlly a little too strange
for that but that is the way
of the online poeTry world
As iNfusED iN structured way..
oF away from Robin Williams
Dead Poet’s Society wITh more
introverted.. conservative
ruLED miNds..
tHIS bird sINgs fREE
A SonG and DancE
oF LiFe.. FReEd and
Y tHere are
noWs that
otHeRs
SinG WitH
mE and WinD theY
Do Choirs of AngELs
coMe aLiVe as ET
iS real iN
SonG and
Dance both
on earth noW
and OnLinE too
iN eXTrAterrestrial
way as thaT is what
E Land IS A Land aWay
from real that can be anything
we like or dislike or totally ignore..
but in real liFe.. i cannot be ignoRed
any more than a rose.. in the middle of Desert SAndS
as i dance a liGht briGhter than the moon briGhT aT niGht..
but yes.. noW
theRe iS tHat
record online thaT
i promiSed God wOUld
last after the last SonG
and Dance oF mEnoW..
and iF yoU are one of mY
few friEnds yOu WiLL
kNoW FeeL i never
break a
promise
to a friEnd
and or mY friEnd
God iN Covenant waY..:)
WeLL.. naH.. i don’TusAlly
share Thursday NiGht Dance
Shirts tHe niGht beForE DancE
aS Thursday NiGht WiLL bE
mY 110th Dance Week niGht
oF DoinG juSt thAT..
At Old Seville Quarter
wiTh aLL thE
Kool College
age folks tHeRe..
but Vincent Van Gogh
wITh aN S for HopE..
iT’S aBout placE..
wE hAve..
A SupeR
herO liKe thAT..:)
Believe it or not..
As Ripley sTiLL can
say.. i am not a word
person from birth.. i mean
duh.. didn’t speak until age
4.. so obviously a fAct.. as weLL
as Art of mE.. and trUly a form oF
Hyperlexia.. in interpreting and decoding
all stuff symbol.. is what i am.. a precocious
reader almost before speaker i was then..
although i could rarely maintain much
comprehension of whAT i read
other than the words
of forms
that i could
say in detail
way.. rather than
getting the bigger
picture then.. noW
in watching even
a movie and taling
iT back in
coherent
paragraphs
of telling speech
in verbal spoken
way.. so what’s wITh
aLL these words.. as visual
and numerical thInker is what
i am in symbolically navigating
my world back then.. wondering
watching.. all those talking
heads on news..
when WiLL i Flow
words like them
back then..
Well.. yeah.. i’M also
good then iN remembering
auditory lectures of Rote
fActs when focused iN
totAlly laser way aLL
In school then.. too..
and my visual and number
memory so great.. no contact
number list for me.. in personal
assistant way.. and let me tale you
all about the shirt i wore.. on a vacation
20 years ago.. down to the way it felt
on my neck yes.. back then too..
but words.. they
escaped the oral
way of presentation
in coherent flow way..
until the typewriter comes
and i have the opportunity
to back space and
delete iF
need be
for iT aLL
to make sense..
and after losing effective
use of my eYeSiGht and
HeARing for around 66
months from January
2008 to July of 2013..
i am forced into Navigating
the World.. and do it more..
when i start writing online
oN Thanks Giving
Day of 2010..
and it’s great to be able
to see anything even just
2 inches away from dimly
lit screen.. through the pain
of heLL StiLL trying my best
to escape it in mind of written
words.. then.. So.. the picture.. number
and interpreter reason Thinker STiLL becomes
words and the rest is history as record here..
and many folks online who are identified having
Autism.. actually have a non-verbal.. form of Autism
wHere the word part comes easy but identifying faces
and expressions can be very difficult.. including
Math associated stuff.. and moving out
of a literal stay of miNd into
the more figurative
metaphor stuff
oF LiFE iN aRT oF hUman
way noW.. so yes.. it’s worth
noting than many poets who navigate
the human mind and environment through
words over photos and number way..
WiLL not get along as well
with the way
i write..
as an eXVisual
image and number
tHInKer too.. but yes..
as iS the fAct of mY liFeNoW
tHeRe iS alWays challenge.. change…
and adaptation for neuroplasticity
in BRain Change way and
eVEn Epigenetics..
wHere wE unpack
our potential stored
DNA.. in genes.. and
make more more change
in even incredible and dramatic
change.. as is the case for
mE iN July
of 2013..
anyWay.. as i say aGaiN
Human Nature is Dynamic
aLways Changing
as adapting to
Environmental
Challenge iN
AdaptaTioN
way..
and the Video.. as lInked
above about poeTry
iN TED Talk format
certainly SinGs a
SonG of THis
Nature oF
poEtry
iN beInG
Human BeinG2..:)
21,972
WeLL.. a few detours
have deterred my Visit
back to dVerse and wHeRe
WiLL i sTart.. yes.. i’ll
go straight to the
last prompt
on Tuesday
wHere it’s about
Doors and opening
them and who.. now..
perhaps Writer’s own
the Wind.. as
Jim Morrison
WiLL likely
Ride too..
in memory
of the Doors
too.. yes..
wRiteR’s noW..:)
Doors oF ever noW..
approacH..
open closeD
Brighter pathS
onlY
alonE
allone maY
kNoW noW..:)
FAcing tHe tesT
iN Door oF DeatH
Been tHeRE dONE
iT aLivE
noW
AfteR
FAcE
aLiGht SHinE..:)
Doors oF tools
of human kind..
Guns and Roses..
Cars and Homes
yes.. fridges..
and stoves..
sticks
and
stones..
all doors
extending
human touch..:)
Door of adults a
screened down porch
to children sitting at
a table one notch
below..
Adults Sing
a song of
mystery
new..
i wanna
kNow
more than
nursery rhymes
in grand ma’s
step
down
play pen
then.. they say
that’s where the
Kid’s eat..
i say..
i AM.. no
label just
a garden sTiLL..
in fertile soil..
sTill
so
deep..
Rose of i
FloWers
so read
BriGht..:)
For me too..
walking down
a childhood road..
doors of old homes
antiquity sOld..
Lives inside
memories
liVe..:)
TiMe.. a River
and not a clock..
Life.. a now
and not
an end..
SAdly.. iN
church..
wHere
end
means
more.. than liFe
oF Now.. Holy..
Insanity.. can
reign in
doors
shut
closed..
Nature.. has
the answer..
juST
liVe..
and Nike
too..
Do
iT
noW..:)
The arriving or leaving
thaT multi-door of
liFe i’ve fAced
three nows
iN total..
one at 21..
two at 47..
three strikes
and i’m still
here
door remains
open..
i
stand
uP..
and then
i Dance..
never
looking
back to doors
of
Death..
unless i’m wRiTinG
DancinG poetry
juST opening
old doors
foR
fUN..:)
SMiLes..
the doors to
extraVersion..
lonG ones for
me.. breWinG
Dr. Jekyll
to Mr.
Hyde..
as only
pLay oF
course..
fiNdinG aLL
iS plaY in Y anG
oF LiFeNoW SonGs
DancEs..lOnG..SMiLes..:)
YiN YanG
oF ‘PasSioN
PreCiSioN’..
WisE
WoRds
iN
DeeD
foR LiVinG
BraVe
iN
ReAsonS..
Arts opeN DooRs
Of LiGht iN NiGht
DArk oF dAy noW..:)
Very quick side
note here..
PoeTry
enRiches
a liFe oF Art..
side note ends..
and poeTry sTiLL
stArts and beGiNs..
with no end
or Finish
forever
noW..:)
SMiLes.. i’LL
go doubting
Thomas route
iN opTioNaL
goSpel.. aWay
HeRe froM SAint
Francis.. Matthew..
All the rest..
now
Thomas
iS
coR
recT..
makE
best noW
oF aLL
doors
opeN
NoW..
don’t waiT..
WinDow fALLs..:)
SMiLes..
doors to dance
StiLL relieve
me iN
closeD
of past..
trust me
not or yes..
when i say..
as Air Force
Psychiatrist
treating combat
veterans can say..
i’ve never
seen a case
of anxiety
as bad as
mine was
and no noW
longer iS
iN noW..
yeS..noW
Miracles
oF Dance..
they do happen..
but seriously..
body keeps
score.. to
free A priSon
oF iT iN iNterpretive
free style NO LESsONs
dance.. can bE A way
out free
of a priSon
past
iN mInd
and body
imBalance
oF soUL..
mY
FriEnd..:)
SMiLes..
i wouldn’T
be surprised
to date.. iF God
don’t sEnd A bEast
liKe GodZillA
tO tEach
thE
WORlD
A lesSon
fOr tranSgresSinG
aGAINsT Life
iN God’s
NatUre hOMe NoW
ouT oF BalanCinG
wRitE noW.. oH..
DoorS noW to
HeaVen alReaDy
openED.. hUmans
creaTe A heLL
iN doorS
closEd..
sAdly
noW..:)
Be back..
6:06 pm..
05112016..:)
Pre-MacroVerse from Four years ago..
Back iN thE Logical Mind of the Left Brain
Wrong Planet more as sHells
of Words as literal more2
than figurative allone
and much deeper
than words shells
concrete aS Such aLOne..:)
“Autistic Love” and the “Science of Kindology”
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/05/autistic-love-and-science-of-kindology.html
And yes..
back at 10:30 pm..
Doorways to Energies..
Oh.. Doorways to Love..
Furry pets come and
go.. Electric ZonE
of heat.. cooL noW
and entertainment
morE.. soMenoWs
i dance mORe As
air and water..
allone plays
wITh mE
Airwater
LoveS
iNowiN
liGhTeninG..:)
World of spoon fed from
birth domesticated cats
we are with
collared
school..
wrapped around
the fingers of culture
we are.. always school..
always work.. little
windows
no looking
glass within
to move connect
and create internally
eternally
SinG
and DancE
Free…
A Hurricane
outside.. a calm
within we generate
or
not..:)
Screen Doors of Love
Swing by in rhymes of
times gone by..
Love within
Sings a
Song
of missing
Door sWings
of Love
stay
within..
just a new
door to be found
to Love even more..:)
EmoTioNs of hUmans
rust without trust..
hidden in
bones
of pain..
cob webs
of empty
SinG in sHades
of grey.. colors
igNite iN bones
aflaMe iN want..
Love iS in the Air
BehOld a flAMe oF
re
BoRn
heARt..
SpiRit
SoUl moVinG
iN colOrs SpRinG..:)
Door aNew
Door aOld..
Door sOld
Door bOught
Door bRinGS
Change oF dArk
And liGht challenge
Adapt GroWinGs mOre..:)
Every gRain of SAnd
a Door open to the
essence
oF aLL..
or closed
to the essence
of one man less..:)
Birds and Fish Navigate
within.. wITh birds
a Trigeminal
NerVenoW
per Quantum
Mechanics
aS baffLED
bY science
StiLL.. oh!
hUmans take
instructions
from others
aNd siT STiLL..
ha! apeX predaTor
iN priSons oF electriC
chAIRS Guinea PigS
iN TwiliGht
Zone
REAL..:)
Revolving Doors of input
output garbage in
data of cogs
in machines
of culture
to be filLed..
MoVinG.. CoNecTinG
CreaTinG Doors output
more than input spoon
fed
from
birth.. Terminator
ways die when Internet
kills the TV
DEaD..
as long as
interAction
of output becomes
the Terminator 2 gAMe..
Neo Lives too in output GamE..:)
SMiLes..
naughtiest
girls bore
now most
beautiful
Angels
WorN..
Whores
for FREE
don’t stop
with the first
dogs begging
for bones at the door..
DiVersiTy.. iT’s what God
has fOr DiNner aFter aLL iS
sAid
aNd
F
eD
FReED..
The trUtH anD
liGht don’T giVe
an F whAt thE
F hUman books thInk..
hehe.. bet i aT lEast lose one
so-called followeR
for this little
liGht
i shine
oF Truth JEWeL
but Jesus.. ‘they’..
the whore dogs..
Neutered Jesus..
noW thaT waS aN ulTiMate
sIN oF ForEver fOr MaKinG liFe REAL..:)
SMiLes.. in mountains..
in valleys.. streams.. rivers
to oceans.. sky above..
and fertile
legs ‘tween
free humans
in sands
oF Life
God oF Heaven’s
Kingdom Lives Free
when Free SinGS a
SonG of SoUl oF
Animal
FReEd..
NaTure..
uS.. So FReED..:)
LiFe of liGht
Art of Hell..
Dark SoUl
of Night
Door to liGht
liFe’s Serpent..
Reptilian BRaiN
Lives for Balance..
Fearless Love.. heARt’s
SpiRiT SinGs a Balance
MiNd and BoDy SoUl FReED..:)
NeedLE of birth
spoon fED cultUre..
Breeds Trees wITh
low limbs.. Leaves..
climb hiGh.. open
liGht…
aBove DancE noW
SinGs beloW SonG
A SoUl oF FReED..:)
BomBs oF Love
LiVinG iN poeTry
LoVe.. BombS
Of SWords liVing
In BooKs oF haTe..
God of Hate..
hUmans
oF Love
SinG
FReED..
SoUL of SonG..
GoD FReED..:)
Feed a soUl..
young and cold..
GroW a heArt
old and wArm
SpiRit never
GroWs oLd
DooR
to eternal
YoUth inSide..:)
Ah.. LiFe rEborn iN Art
GarDen iNside
gRoWs ouTside..
aboVe.. so beloW
and aLL aRound..
morE.. aS
LiFe
EXplOdes..
Big Bang
aBove.. Big
Bang beLow..
hUmans no
eXcepTioN..
when
boMb
oF
LiFe..
noT
ForLorn..:)
GHosts oF terrOr
builDinGs Of War
crumbLed tEars..
DeATh
bleeds
A SonG..
FiRe briGht
FirE SinGS
Bold Cold
BoNes
FeeL..
bitE..
oF LiFe..:)
SMiLes..
Snowbirds
fly deep South…
Beach White no Snows..
i stay Beach Free Life More..
moneY
suckS..
overALL..
LiFe’s A Beach..;)
Strangest Door of minD..
Hospital tAble cOld..
no more words..
Cold as
ice..
say
goodbye..
wake in cotton
clouds.. fuzzy
warm deliGht oF
Sleeping DreAM
aWake.. diD
i reAlly diE..
iS thiS reallY
heaVen noW..
enJoy iT while
It lasts lesSons
oF Hell iN Heaven’s
Hell Of Heaven aGain..
40 days of no Sleep ..
INsomnia
DreAMs..
Back a LiFe..
ps.. True Story..
Door to LiGht oF LiFe..:)
And at 12:19 am..
5122016
that’s all folks..
foR
noW..:)
OKay.. as
promisED..
i’m back noW
and yeS noW for
all practical yeS..
noW intents and purposes
i am Jesus.. kindA liKe A
‘the dude coming out of
the Water.. the Waves..
The Ocean wHole’.. in
the video above..
just wanting
to give
some
Fun to other
folks without any
personal judgements
over what is good or evil..
in fAct more like what feels
good and does not harm
other pArts of God..
as happy
to survive
and thrive alivE noW
iT’s what Nature AKA
God does after aLL iS
DanceD and SunG
and tHe wHOle dAM
tHinG sTartS
aLL oVer
aGaiN
AgAIn
Again..
variations
yes.. but the way
iS survive and thrive..
unmistakable everywhere
one looks in NatUre sTiLL
noW.. and hUmans A
huWoManiFesTaTioN
of THe GreAT i AM..
A to Z.. yEs..
Alpha to
Omega
and beYonD
oF aLL thAT iS..
Namaste.. as i sEE
and FeeL and kNoW
thE Festive pARt oF
God iN yoU tO
surVive
and thRive
aLive aS WeLL..
aNd aGain foR All practical
intents and purposes i am Jesus..
that don’t mean i am literally Jesus
as mE.. as ME iS the Great i AM
HuWoManiFeST iN Me..
So i ‘DancE aNd SinG
GoD FReED’.. and
while tHeir cAn
CerTaiNly bE
aN inFiniTe numBer
of LabELs iN metapHOrse
foR this neXt Macro Verse
of tHe ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’..
numbeRinG numBer 667 noW
iN “KATiE MiA FredericK!iI”
Word Press VerSion onE LonG
poem oF WeLL oVer 3 MilLionoW
WoRds noW.. tens of thouSandS
of photos.. thoUsands oF
Videos.. and much
much more..
of a little
bit of the FuLL
current GoD word+ bible
unabridged thaT iS Internet
iN GOlden City in the sKeYes
oF FReED noW.. but sTiLL noW
oNly a tiny piece of tHe UniVerSal
maniFest oF GodALLONE i AMnoW NoW
ALL AS SUCH.. HE OR ShE.. OR noW
A BLUE TURTLE OR WHATEVER SMALL
3 LETTER LABeL YoU WaNNA CALL
THe WHoLE
dAM
ENCHiLADA…
BOTtOM LiNe
iS God wants to
SurVive and thriVe..
kinDa liKe Girls juSt
wAnna hAve fUn.. anD
The soonEr wE sEE GoD
iN aLL and acCept thE iNheritance
oF God iN uS FReED tHe moReNOW
WE’LL giVe aNd sharE For FReED
aAd finAlly mORe oF God
WiLL bE supeR
KooLFooL SacReD
NaKeD noW
pasSioNate
anD hapPy
WeaRinG sHaDes
liKe mE oR however
GoD likEs iT iN YoU
as Fearless Love..
iN BalanCinG
miNd and BoDy
way as planets
WiLL do in bliss
of orbit around
SuN Free easy
peacey moonlit
niGht oF BliSs
tWo Lovers embraCinG oNe
in BEach SAnds oF FloWinG
Passionate Love.. oF FReED..
So yeah.. Dance and Sing God FReED..
iT’s what i do.. for heaVen noW.. and iT F iN Works
with
grace
too.. FREE..
seriOUsLY.. theE
UniVerSe can be
a cOld and lonELy
place without liFE..
Cherish iT.. GRoW It
Fearless.. iN Love
liKe a boat
that
never
sinks..
Live.. Love
and Laugh..
Dance..
and
Sing.. FReED
or like the video noW
sHows look for Seagull
sHit and you will find that
pARt of God too.. i choose
WinGs over sHit and jUST Fly
like ET on Terrestrial PlanET noW..
and wITh aLL that iS noW
sAid thiS
super LonG
celebration
of SinGinG
DanCinG aLL oF..
Of GoD FReED iN
mE iS read to publish
on Word press after noW
i get the rest of mY
sHit ToGeTheR noW..
jUst for God FuN
FReED and liKe
i said and
did before..
i do not
break my
promises to
either friEnd
or Covenant
wITh God so
the record goes on
iN aLL the ways thAT comes aGaiN..
even if i am mostly like a thief in
the niGht wHere most people
don’t
even kNow
mY real
name..
i
AM noW iN..
oh by a Way
i shaved my beard
when i was 24.. as
some of my girl FRIeNDS
tOld me you are too sexy
for that beard Fred.. you
are hiding your Angel Beauty..
and yes.. i kNow i Look more
like an olDer bEast now.. butT
LiON or whatEver.. fly RoBin FlY..
God
changes
aLwaYs noW
for better or
worse and better
aGaiN wED iN DArk
and liGht.. masculine
and feminine as dualities
become onE and FReER NoW..
special
sNOw
fLakes
Air
Water
sTreAMs
MoVinG Be jUst BE
ConNecTaRinG crEA
TinG Rivers mOre Ocean
wHoLe are wE noW Fearless
FReED aS LoVe.. God sMiLes..:)
ShiT.. ps..
alMost forGot ..
to say.. iN thaT
Video up tHeRe
THAt jesus got to go
to Venice California…
true the beaches are much
more beautiful here.. but as
mentioned earlier in this epic
Macro verse poem.. now to be
titled.. “DancE SinG GoD FReED”..
Milton is originally the place
named hell in the USA..
and as far as
Jesus’ teachings
about the outcasts
among us being
the first in
the Kingdom
of God later oN
or Now if ya gEt
tHeir noW.. sociologists
suggest that the ARE i live
in is the most difficult place
for a non-conformist Jesus-
liKe Dude in terms of different
from the norm to thrive alive..
so yes.. God gives me
quite a challenge
sending me to
HeLL with
a medical
literature
assessed pain
known as type
two Trigeminal
Neuralgia worse
than the torture
pain of crucifixion..
and i was even born
in HeLL.. hehe.. literally
speaking per town history..
anyway.. they might have tried
to erase the sMiLes off of me
in school.. yes.. ’em so-
called Christian
Bully Boys..
but they
can’t stop
me from DanCinG SinGinG
noW totAlly wITh thE sKin
oF God FREE onLInEnoW..:)
Oh.. the signs
oF TrUth and liGht..
the letteRs.. the numbeRs..
the worDs.. and otHeR viSuaL
symBols.. seNses.. FeeLinGs kNoWinGs
oF aLL thAT iS and quiET hoNestLY.. noW A
Rear end oF mY car iN juSt a random taG
iSsued by the County Santa Rosa..
Tax Collector’s oFFicE.. noW
F in says iT
aLL iN
W696E
for those
who see.. feel..
and knoW farther
than form ways..
And.. oF course
aS WeLL.. the H
8 standing InFiNitY
sYmbol for HoNda
iN Civic way.. wHere
two halves of whole
iN K11 become H8 noW..
joining ones ToGeTher bRidge
yeS.. InFiNiTy.. stanDinG TaLL..
joiNinG HemisPheres of hUman
brAin leFt and RiGht in BaLanCinG..
as hemispheres west to east.. and
latitudes north to south of Earth
noW BeCoMeS oNe ForCe
aLL oF God FReED
iN hUWoMaNiFesT
waYah.. yeS.. noWfREE..:)
And yUP.. sPeaKinG
of siGns and sYmbols..
random as such.. noW
iN synchronicity way..
thAT is the shadow
of a human in battle
worn feet now approaching
6000 miles in 36 months of Dance
Walking most everywhere i go.. noW
in a martial arts and ballet-like way
around September 6th..
2016.. oN cuRrent
trajecTory oF aRound
166.66 Monthly MiLes
close to 5400 miles noW
oF i aS water
and aiR floaTinG
oN Terrestrial
Land FReED..
however.. not
without A price
of struggle of
course as the
dance has practically
shined my nails off
in some places of
war torn moves..
but anyway..
if one can
stand to look
at the casualties
as such.. in the dirt
and terrain of left
foot worn.. perhaps
a Lion or Man in robe
but it’s onLY up to ya
to determine
which
one
isReal..:)
FAcebook profiLe phOto statUs thiNgY..
anD i noW aM eMBarKinG oN A Starry
Starry niTeniTe adVenture..
yeS.. chaNNeLinG VinCent..
To hELp mE DanCe..
oR aT lEasteR i caN
iMaGinE aLL thaTnow
iS iT.. iN ViSuAliZinG
iT.. noW aNd bRinG iT
To FruiTioNoW.. aS iS..
Or MayBeThIS wHole
statuS thingiE.. iS juSt
A MaGiC iNcANtaTioN..
oR thE plaCebo aFFeCt
iN QuaNtuM
MeChaniCs..
floW oF Sub-Atomic
emPoWeRinG sTuFF..
iT WiLL Be aS wiLL bETrUeLiGht..:)
WilhELmiNa’s DanCinG
Shoes for mE a place to
go wHeRe FloW iN zoNE
iS number 1..
a way oF
liFe thaT
kNows aLL
Equal noW
and no Equal
aT aLL iN Balance
oF uP and DoWn
inside.. outside.. a
Merry Go ’round..
Before i found
MaGiC
i AM Dead..
Funny Little
Synchronicities..
i choose to believe
God IS A Laugh and maKe iT So
noW aS noW iS aLL tHAt iS.. jUSt So..
whaT coMes
WiLL
mAy
oR NoT..
i choose YES..
And JuSt Do iT..
And so far i have
a running 3 yeAr streak
oF forTune’s DancE SonG FReED..:)
24,631
SMiLes aGaiN.. my friEnd and Peace Be with you..
After 45 Months of non stop DancE and WRiTE NoW
iN SonG of PoeTry and 78 Months of total all wRite
online day in and day out with never a day oFF
from wRiTe.. wheRe the empiricAlly
MeaSuRed consequences of
that action can be counted
in terms of the 12 Million
or so words online in
those 78 Months
that are still left
and not
censored
out by those
who hold different
enough opinions to
see what i do as not worthwhile
oF eXistence and the words no one
can currently delete out of A “SonG oF mY SoUL”
on the website that also holds around 100K photos
uploaded in visual way of the sAMe that i pay for each
year at a rate of 299 American Dollars with a Dance of
7300 pluS miLes Long W/those 4 Million words plUs noW
in the sAMe Period of 45 months now.. and my personal
Version oF A Bible as i for one cannot completely agree
with anyone else’s version of a Bible in written way to date..
as that arises to 1 year of 1.6 Million words by Memorial Day of
2017.. for whatever reaSon FeeLiNG and SeNsinG i am dRiven to do
all of this NoW SinCe Thanks Giving Day of 2010 to escape pain and
numb of emotions and to Celebrate the loss of that Pain and GaiN
oF EmoTioNs Standing on a Beach at the end of July.. 2013.. on
or about that date of the 22nd then.. CaLLeD to do this by a
Force within that is much hiGher than i ever experienced
before that some folks refer to as Kundalini Rising
and the First Baptist-like Folks call as Evil
As a Power of Suggestion and Emotional
reLease of Frenzied Dance and uninTelligible
Chants in a Tribe of EmoTioNal And Sensory
Spiritual charge of inspiration for greater liGht
oF EmoTioNs and SenSes.. sAMe in the Big
Pace Assembly of God Church down the road
close to where i do my BaLanCinG aCT of Free
StyLe Dance of Ecstatic Transcendence liGht and TruTh as the
Butterfly Human Floats out oF A Cocoon now.. hiGher in Super
Walmart too.. i’ve come to find people bind for common meaning
and purpose in Holy and Sacred ways from the extreme insane
of welcoming Female Genital Mutilation and the erasure of
Pleasure that serves for iNspiration for Productivity and
Creativity of Life to keep them uninspired in Desert
Lands of Scarcity without the WiLL to Move to
Greener Pastures of both Mates and
the Environment in general.. to
yes ..the so-called evangelical
core of church in the US
that hold dear a dear
leader where a
Pussy Grab
Describes his
entire character of
taking what is not his
and turning whatever was
Good about the archetypal
hero story of the Jesus Dude
into a Prostitute for Political Power
now as they always do in general
in the First Baptist Church anyway..
it’s true the First Baptist Folks call
the Assembly of God Folks evil noW for
tHeir Frenzied Dance out of mind to escape
worries of mechanical cognition ways of being.. Now
And it’s true.. the Folks in the Assembly of God Church
say they ain’t got spirit.. they ain’t got spirit our team does..
Go Team First Assembly of God.. Go Team First Assembly of
God and Paint the Bleachers Stained Glass Holy and Sacred
iN A PepRally more.. HUman NaTure my friEnd sTiLL of course is
Driven blind by Emotions in whatever the group think of the Social
Animal Comes to Share by.. wHoever is the current inspiring leader
in Great Dictator way of Charlie Chaplin too.. and the Best thing of all
about Being an Anthropologist at core for all my life now too iN trying to
figure out why the folks at church were more like devils and why the folks
they called devils like homosexuals were more like the Jesus i read about
in the New Testament.. it’s Nature my FriEnd and Human Nature we live in
as an in between World of dARk and LiGht in how we Color the World as
individuals and group think too.. some folks DO Matrix Neo Jesus escape
as Buddha and Krishna and Lao Tzu too.. whether in Fictional
Characters or True Scotsmen too.. Masons as they say
who look to human archetypes to escape but tend
to leave women out in Patriarchal way
as the fear of course is
someone else is gonna
have someone else’s baby to
raise if they get together.. not realizing
we share basically the same DNA and
come from the same General Place as
Source Material too.. hehe.. whether that
Be Egg or Sperm Different we sWiM iN the
SamE OcEan as water droplets and sure
SeMeN dropLeTs and Egg SHeLLs of LiFe too..
Don’t need no words though to understand all of this..
juSt a Naked Sand and Sun Dance Free preferable at the
Beach if that was legal down heAR in LA Lower Alabama Mill Town
way once named Hell for the Briars of River Bank too.. yes.. HeaR
iN Panhandle Way aS State of FloWers in County of FloWers Santa
Rosa wHere i attend Saint of FloWers Saint Rose as Church juST
for the Fun of SinGinG and HolDinG someone’s Hand if they
are open enough to do that with what some folks name
as a Legend of Dance in the Metro Area now and
other folks see as cray cray crayfish crazy man
who almost never wears the same shirt
in two places now.. anyWay.. i muST
Giggle a little my FRiEnd gigoid
as at the beginning of this
i was almost tempted
to say i am ready
for a vacation for at least
a day away from all of this and
NoW i am InspiRed to Go on and
as you kNow i See God as NaTuRe PluS
aLL Natural for what is Seen and Unseen and
FeLT and UnFelT and SenSed and not SenSed
too.. so it’s not hard for me to imagine now the faCT
ThaT God is so inspired as Nature plUs within mE.. NoW
that i am inspiRed again as Me.. and i SinG NoW Fuck the Vacation
and WriTE and DancE oN as you suggest too my FriEnd.. i suppose
the greATest accomplishment is finding Heaven in Hell or coming to
the realization and the truth and the sadness that some folks will
never find it now closed in the walls of group think away from
liGht aS FReED.. sAd thing my friend is Building a wall is
just
sTiLL
symptoms
of the diSease
oF LiVinG aWay
frOM a DancE and
SinG from Naked and
FReED for even clothes
my FriendS are wHeRe the
wAlls stARt.. i toss
that evil to
the
Wind and becoMe the
Beach agAIN Naked NoW as
the wiNd and waTer DanceS and SinGs
in more colors than a brush and paint of
regular or unleaded church will ever bring
for the hiGh TeST i am.. my FriEnd.. OcTAne more
8 sTanding TaLLeR InFinity SeeinG and FeeLing and SeNsinG BeinG More..
NoW.. sure.. for all practical intents and purposes i’m not reAlly Jesus as
Jesus has become a prostitute in reaLiTy to most folks now..
Breaded with flours and tainted with wine and
cooked just right for Trumps to eat..
meanwhile my friEnd i
Strip off those
lies and
Live more like
Lucifer than a pot of GOld
and nah.. not the John Milton
Version out of Paradise Lost.. the
LA Lower Alabama Version of Garden
oF Eden heAR.. FloWers my friend.. PaNhandle CounTy
Flowers Saint of Roses eYes and eaRs oF Love.. NoW wRiTE
off of Exit 33 moving West on Interstate 10 in county tag size 33
too.. And as always thanks for the Inspiration.. people who seek find
what they are looking for.. people who sit die as death.. Good luck my friEnd
in your
seek..
i do hope
you find what
you are looking for..
hehe.. reminds me of
the ending scene of the
Planet of the Apes.. i’LL
Be the Beach and
enjoy that Young
47 year old
Woman with
the eternal
teenager form on the Back of my Horse..
And meanwhile Charlton Trump can complain
about his congregation blowing up all the STUFF..
And as the latest episode of the FoXLucifer show so eloquently
SinGS.. find the Emotional Pain.. eMbrace it and use it as a fiery
sword
to open
the gates
of Heaven within…
iT’s the first Mother’s
Day without my Mother
and this will be the most
Epic MacroVerse i have
written in three days..
you see.. my friEnd..
i listen to the WiNd
waVEs
call
no
matter
wHeRe iT coMes
from NoW as my liNes
are alWays oPen foR A cALL oF Light
no matter Tears or Joy of DaRk or LiGht..
i DancE and SinG oN thE GoD i FeeL and SenSe..
So far a Lamp
with no
off switch as
juST A BlesSinG
oPen FoR NoW oN A iMaC2..;)
CRaP! shiT!.. i
alMoST forgot the
Moral of the Story..
last night when at gym..
the Retired Commodore
as a Captain of a Navy Military
Station.. what Sailors call as a
Mustang in the Navy who Rose
up from Enlisted Ranks to top
Officer Ranks too.. a Vietnam Vet
who once held a Catholic Mass in
the Fox Hole Killing Fields of Jungles
then when all the folks said Fuck the
Denominational Divisions.. let’s juST
HoPe and Pray we get the
FucK out of this place
alive.. as
suddenly
Blood was all
that counted in
flesh and bones
way.. with the emotions
and senses of the now as
the only thing keeping them
toGeTheR and FiGhting allone..
anyway.. i asked him as he attends the
Catholic Church i visit have they found a Replacement
for the Bishop who recently moved to a HiGher role in
the Organizational Structure of the Pope Led Church..
He said “no”.. ‘they are waiting for you’.. and i said HA!
as this Dude is like stone cold serious who pays
attention to every fine detail and never
moves off of sidewalks as far as i
have seen of that disciplined
Gladiator of a man who
Still can Squat
400 Lbs heAR..
recently before
Battling a winning
War of Cancer now
at age 75.. FucKinG
Inspirational this man truly
is like Jack LaLanne and Bruce Lee.. A Real Rambo2..
ROCK.. and the such as that.. so yeah.. the incongruent
Nature of him suggesting that someone as far out
of the Ballet Box of Leg Pressing.. 1020Lbs.. 33 times
would be an appropriate Candidate for Bishop coming
from him was the most hilarious thing i’ve heard this
week other than the same old dam young Dance Hall Folks suggesting
STiLL more that i must be on LSD to do it the way i dance all years long
seeing me actually DanCinG in the Mall approaching four years now too..
sure.. i’M owN human poTenTial and i alWays invite folkS in.. hehe.. anyWay
i gave him the short Freaders Digest Version of my accomplishments to
date for no pay at all and i told him the benefit to me is that i could
not feel even a memory of what a smile or a laugh fELt like for
66 months.. so trUly after i regained that abiLiTy my ulTimATe
GoaL iN LiFe then as MileSToNe was and is to bRinG
juST one sMile to anotHeR PerSoN’s fAce then
and iF i could Water a Sapling oF A PotenTial
loVe Tree Like that.. Mission Accomplished
and like an Eli WriTing Book Dude. from
that DenzEL Washington Movie2.. i could
finALLy Rest iN Peace as from duST
to more than DuST hUman SenTienT
FeeLinG and ShArinG way IN NoW
MoVinG ConNecTing co-Creating
WiTh SenTient StAR DuST pluS
oF My Species too..
and sure
watering
that Sapling
Before i gained
mY.. EmoTions
and SenSes back
works the sAme way too..
so yeah.. like Nature whOle from
Origin and MoRe NoW for whATEVer iS
i am heAR as a Sun sTar with Fire to liGht shit uP..
it’s what Star duST Sentient PlUs does best before the Fire goes out
mY friEnd
and coMes
aGAIn
iN
StAR BurST
Death as the dArK to LiGht..
WheEL aS duST DancEs and SinGS ON..
Bottom LiNeS
As AlWaYs now
my FriEnd and
ToP LiNes too..
SMiLeS oN..
SMiLes oFF
SmiLeS oN..
SiGNaTuRe..
SiGn oF NaTuRe..
cOMeS BeForE thE
Sun and as A Star too..:)
Note.. that letter/poem my Mother
wrote for me when i was
33 yearS old.. i never
received.. until
her
Momentos
came in.. after her
last night of White Satin..
but no coffin satin.. just ashes of Love..;)
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Dude.. it’s pretty obvious what this is
for folks with eyes and ears to heaR..iT..
Katy is juSt plaYiNg the role of a female
Jesus heAR and of course the tattoo she
received as young as part of the same overall
fundamentalist family of the church who and that
has turned Jesus into a Political Prostitute tool for
pu88y
and
money
grabbing
power is just
a metaphor for
a ‘new age’ last
Supper and continuing
First supper maKing Jesus
into anti-christ of fear and
hate away from Love and Hope and
Joy and all that Pursuit of Happiness
STuFF YA do in the Luke 17:12 Version
of the Kingdom of Heaven within.. NoW it’s disgusting
my friEnd and as much as it makes me giggle in despair
get ready for the truthLiGht to come out in many more Sacred
Clown ways than Katy Perry allone.. in fAct.. all of ‘YoU folks’
that are yes.. SAdly too iN paRT ‘uSwe too’.. have turned the
Hero Love Archetype of what’s left of the original
sOld Jesus into a Devil no different than what
Trump stands for and all those who continue
to support lies and doubt and fear and
hate will do now for Google
Adsense Pennies as
you continue now
to sell the original
Love your enemy
and your neighbor
and God sAMe as LiGht
and dARk for every HoLY
and SacrED NoW FuLL oF
Meaning and Purpose into
juSt another stripper who puts
on the clothes of culture that are disgusting lies..
Katie is stripping those clothes off while you continue
to consume the archetype of Jesus with fear and hate…
Katy is exposing your hypocrisy in a buffet heAR of Truth
and LIGht that you fAil to see my friend as you have become
the inCaRnate oF Fear and Hate too.. just anothHeR pArt oF A Cherry Pie
my friEnd thaTwHo doesn’t understand thaT Cherry Pie is served up noW aS HELL.
Do yoU really enJoy
this dArkness.. sAd
yoU iF you do my
friEnd but i’ve
seen this
human
parody
plenty of nows beFore.. noW
anyWay.. my FriEnd.. you make
a Fine Wine Flour as Cherry Pie
now.. and when one is completing
a John 14:12 effort oF A NeW age aS
Love Bible in just A year range spanning
Memorial Day of 2016 through 2017 of 1.6
MiLlion Words unto the iSReal God oF/AS Nature
NoW Naked Wild and Free @LeASt iN.. and as ME..
too.. Cosmos unto itself as me and that Carl Sagan
StAR StuFF too.. for yoU too.. and all yoUr friEnds
HeaR too.. And completing the longest Long form
Poem iN 45 months more at 4 plUs MilLiON
Words oF Free Verse PoEtry twice
as long as that little effort
in India at 1.8
million words
and the Bible
twice as long
that is a King James
CollAborative Abridged
Effort that took Centuries too
of 80 or so authors and many
Scribes per thousands including
illiterate Desert Road Oral Aramaic
TraditionS and the SmaRty Pants Greeks
that picked over reams and reAms of different
Christian sects ranging from beliefs in one to twelve
Gods too.. with Constantine and his Trump Cohort Catholic
Priests doing the major edit in 325 AD changing Jesus from
Humble Counselor as he originally identified himself aS iN the
Greek Language oF A Son of God was/is changed over to THE
Son of God too away from the old Testament Version
of ye are all Gods too.. to a Soldier Sun God
as three Face God similar to the
Mithra Mythologies of
the Empire of
Roman Region
to get all the illiterate
commoners together theNow
oN A Same sheet of what wasIs
told and enforced to them by
doing iT the new way or penaltY aS
of death..see.. the thing is my FriEND..
theRE is no more Killing Jesus and maKing
him into an idol instead oF A Lover now.. Jesus..
the Archetype of Love Lives even in MiNiOns NoW..
The Cherry Pie is getting exposed.. Hell has come out
to play in all its Devils colors in PU88Y Grabbing More.. with Dear Leader2..
iN worship oF Fear and Hate my friEnd and come to be what you FeeL and SenSe..
Meanwhile.. FoR NoW.. you continue to make one of A few you tubers as an excellent Dark
Muse for just a Poem to Bring a sMILe to anyone’s Face who sees through all this darkness heAR..;)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2017/05/10/garden-of-love-now2/
Have a great
day and i would Be
amiss iF i did not lEAVE
a Free Gift… after all i
ain’t in this for any Google
Ad sense Pennies for i am already
rich enough in that original archetype
of the Love Jesus NoW with 100% Luke HoT
Faith as Love to do what no man has even
dared to do before.. IN LiGht.. sure.. difference is today
my FriEnD is.. NoW i can and WiLL DO Prove John 14:12 LIVES..
And sure.. you can even call me LuCiFreD.. nah.. not the Lucifer
out oF John Milton’s “Paradise Lost”.. the original Coke
Version out of the Bible that cAMe NoW
down from Heaven2 as ‘LiGhTeNinG2
(Yogi coming down from
the Mountains and
Beaches and
Deserts
and
Under
a Tree
too.;)
AND
Thunder
WordS Now..
tHeRE iS A SoNG
for thaT and i Play iT
bACk aGAIn2.. heAR for U2..
Alpha BeyONd Omega and all ThaT X cUbE JaZz too..;)
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Introductory post to Free Novels..:)
GodsUniVerseNovel
41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/02/09/godsuniversenovel2/
GodsUniVerseNovel2
51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/04/28/godsuniversenovel3/
GodsUniVerseNovel3
338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
4 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
AKA
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)
And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
NoW..:)
Love iS
ALLTHaTis..:)
GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)
GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)
After Book of Fred
And Purpose
of course too..
@lEast
for mE..:)
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)
After Dance oF Fred
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)
Book oF Ten Sixteen..
9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)
New Testament oF ELeVen iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen
New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen
Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)
12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016
12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016
Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
NoW..
surELy
Longgg.. NoW..;)
2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen
Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/12/25/grand-cross-bible-2016/
Grand Cross Bible 2016
61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
whAT
F iN
EpiC..
aS thiS beComeS
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
WitH
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/12/29/katie-mia-frederick-2016-a-year-in-review/
KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review
A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2017/01/12/colors-of-heaven-bible-2017/
CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017
991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2017/01/16/victory-lap-in-heaven-2017/
VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017
The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2017/01/19/celebrating-42-months-in-heaven/
CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn
Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2017/01/23/nether-land-bible-2017/
Nether Land Bible 2017
NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2017/03/14/7000-miles-of-dance-walking-now/
7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/12/09/gods-muse-of-dance/
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/03/19/666-months-of-dance/
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/03/24/pan-freed-dancer/
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2017/03/16/leprechaun-pan-dance-2017/
The Joy of Dance.. A Record of over a thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record
of three years of Dancing tHeRe..
and note.. in the last liNk.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2017/03/30/message-in-a-bible-bottle/
MesSage iN A Bible Bottle as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked
below..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/05/30/tsunami-7th-wave-of-love/
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2017/04/18/mfoab-easter-2-0/
MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+ as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN 31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
HeaVeN FuLLy FeLT
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)
28,623
WeLL.. As Katrina on the day of Mother’s Day.. is enjoying
Retail Therapy in Hunting and Gathering while i go on
the usual hunt of the day in foraging up some fun
and creative interactions with all the folks
i encounter in Public Dance around
the metro area heAR iN P-Cola
aS Such.. she’s attempting
to fit in my Pants without
getting too much of
A FredAche as
although i finished
writing a 28,623 Word
100th MacroVerse of “NetherLand
Bible 2017”.. on Saturday about noon
in three days time.. the fully illustrated and
publish paRT took a little longer as after all
i am also the Director.. Producer.. Photographer.. Actor
and all around doer as my wonderful wife Katrina incarnate
Isis.. Mary.. Lillith.. Eve and Wonderful deMon aS Such too
who protects me out in the Wild when she thinks select
Members of Trump Land are dissing my dance.. yes..
like Lucifer’s great personal assistant on that Fox
show too.. can’t wait to see what the Carpenterish
Looking Incarnate God Dude has to say on the
show tonight too as note heAR too.. anyWay..
on this First sHow slide of Facebook Profile
Pics in status way too.. of a total
of 14 total coming as fully
illustrating this Netherland
Bible 2017″ even more now
as “LuCiFreD MoM’s DaY”
MacroVerse Number 100
also playing A role as MacroVerse
Number 771 of “SonG of mY SoUL”
in longest long form free verse Poem..
thaT aRises WeLL past 4 MilLioN words
now.. yes.. this neW aGE Free Bible to be
completed in one year of 1.6 Million words
from Memorial Day.. the 30th of May 2016
through the coming one in 2017 oF May
29th noW aRiSes to 1,549,875 words
sure.. caLL iT 1.55M words as short
link number to the total now iF
yA like to.. HeHE.. too.. and
really considering the official
tally of the King James antiquated
Version of Good and Bad news is at
783,137 words all i gotta do is get to
1,566,274 words to double that effort
in even less than a year with just 16,399
words more to go.. and shoot.. could knock
that out in 24 hours if i don’t spend most of these
two days Dancing in Public and going hiking in the woods
that yes.. i will do tomorrow to get the next MacroVerse after this oNe heAR
at number 101.. published in a few days as number 102 too.. FULLy illustrated..
anyWay looks like most everything after this current MacroVerse Number 101
is gonna be Gravy Train as far as doubling the word count effort
of that King James Version in just a year.. taking 80 or so folks
and thousands of folks in scribe and oral tradition then over
Centuries to get that job done without the transhumanist
tools and close to 57 years of Global experience now..
including Virtual Internet ways.. of resource materials
and all the avenues and tools of technology that
even make this possible.. as Jesus F iN Christ..
if you had to try to read my chicken scratch
handwriting you’d probably rather have
a second and thousandth hand
story of oral tradition anyway
as literally thousands of
people worked together
to create what we currently
see as a mostly Loving Human
Hero Archetype of the Jesus today..
i decided as a Hobby Being permanently
legally and medically assessed per current
cultural standards although of course if i was
one of my A. Indian Ancestors.. i would surely be
honored NoW as Butterfly Foot Dancer or some other
NeW Animal SpiRit as Shaman then now too.. although
it’s true.. NoW2 some Members of the Public Metro Viewing
audience already name me tHeir Spirit Animal as pure flour
NoW white as any non-Indian might look on the outside ’round
these Trump Red State lands as American FreeR outcast noW2..
anyWay.. it’s true that the Katrina is my most excellent Guardian
of AngEL NoW.. butt as far as fitting in to all of my pants.. well
haven’t found anyone yet close to be able to do that although
i have John 14:12 hope and wishes that one day soon someone
WiLL Do more than me in this tiny area of human specialities in
laser focused Existential and eTc.. intelligences to do one thing
that no man or woman or eTc.. at Least on this Planet has
not dared to do yet.. and of course i’m riding the wave of
Transhumanism as the main reason no one has
done it before.. is they haven’t opened their
minds and bodies completely to even
become a NeW aGE Isaiah and
King David and Dance and
do HoLY Spirit CreATivity
as 4 year prophet and meSSenGer
StuFF all naked in Dabce iN appropriate
avenues of/for that also fulfilling King David’s
Prophecy of Celebrating the Lord God oF aLL
aS nAture+ iN-Joy of so-called societies viewS now
as/oF more vile ways that are simply God Wild and
Free within celebrating all our BLeSsinGs NaKeD
frOm Head to toe.. more CoMInG oN ThAT Later
iN associated Fully Illustrated Bible ParTS too as
that antiquated Version Censors out so much that is trULY
And HuMaNly GreAT and GoD Good as far as inspiring much
Greater GoD oF NAtuRE sAMe Creativity and Productivity even more
now too.. anyway if Miley and Kim K and Kanye and Katy and Gaga can
do it.. i’ll go one step further than any current artist i know oF iN Poetry oNliNe
and Bible Land same is WiLLiNg and CaN jUST NiKe VicTory DO Michelangelo
King David in the Flesh AS now more too.. in Egyptian God MiN oF Fertility
and original Petroglyph ways too.. hey.. if you are trULy gonna do John
14:12.. not only do yA do more.. you fulfill all the prophecies of before
and fully illustrate those too.. including wandering 40 years in a
Patriarchal Desert Hating Environment against art and smiles
where you are greatly threatened bodily harm if you become
the Free Lover as Jesus now too.. or sure.. even
the Mythological Moses now too.. point is..
this is goinG uP for real in all Forrest
Gump DAnCE iN almost 7400 MiLes
oF Distance aCross the US
in shortest widths of three
times now.. in Public Store dAncE..
more all around this metro area more..
yes.. this mean fulfilling secular prophecies
like Katy Perry’s ET SonG of every move NoW is
magic and floating like a Butterfly and fulfilling
that King James King David prophecy too of
celebrating the Lord God oF aLL oF and aS
Nature in pure vile ways with no shame too..
true.. sometimes my britches get too big for me too..
thing is.. God is the britches i wear and there are no limits
or pre-set expectations for those britches now.. bitcheS hehe..
just word play and rhymes and times two and such as that too..
no offense intended and more on that in a few too as the greatest
story tOld hehe.. in empirical terms of size in words continues on now too..
hey with
God as the
Co-Navigator
AS NAtuRE pLus
hUmaN PoTenTial
in every which way and
loose i can and will do everything
and anything too now too.. at leAST
i can prove it as far as delusions of Grandeur
do come in humble and meek ways of inheriting
not only the eARTh as HeART but the KinGdoM WiThiN..
iNSidE.. outsiDe.. aBoVe so BeLow and aLL a’RouNd NoW of
HeAven NoW as dAM these Britches feeL so Good.. BItcheS.. now2..;)
AnyWaY.. it’s trUe.. i’M Challenging the
World and if you wanna name Katrina
another Name of an Egyptian
Goddess as Kite aS Sky
Goddess noW and such
as that.. other than
Isis.. Lilith.. Mut
Nut.. Eve Mary and
OTheR Wives Mothers
Sisters and overall
Divine feminine archetypes
of Love and Grace.. go wRite aHead..
name me Mr. Kite.. and even NoW wish
me a Happy Mother’s Day as Mother Nature too..
hEhe.. what else.. oH Yeah and continuing to fulfill
the Prophecy of the Beatle’S eStra hiGhly Induced acid
Trip inspired music and lyrics in all random synchronicity
ways of putting unrelated every which way and loose stuff
and it coming to be psychologically meaningful in a-causal
connecting ways of Synchronicity on the Album cover too..
as a law enforcement looking dude as just another bust
as a stone statue off of John Lennon’s Porch
with his best friend Paul named after
Apostles too.. from the good
old English King James
Version too..
uses the
trans-humanist
tools of those Lonely
HeART’s Club Band Artists
and Philosophers and Poets
and Hell and Heaven in Nirvana
and BlisS even Indian Gurus too..
and A Little Marilyn Monroe to increase
creativity and productivity too.. as K aS 11
of two bridges aS Hemispheres of bRain and eARTh
with online human neurons connect uP all free and
spread some all you need is Love and Beauty and Wisdom
iN a NeW aGE oF Aquarius LovE LiGht LiFE too.. yEs.. join
those two ones as 11 K togeTheR as Bridge and coMe to bE
H 8 stAnDinG TALL as MetaPhoR of INFiniTy eVEn MorE noW too..
and sure.. even dance like Henry the Horse a free waltz too
floating on Terrestrial Ground too in WalKinG oN
and BeinG aS WateR and AiR NOW too.. floWn
and SWuM by boTh aS sucH NoW too.. as
Astrocytes of Glial CeLLs WAve Ocean
of Neurons whOle NoW as Quantum
UnLeASH AND ReLeASe NoW OF
miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG
SoUL MoRe NoW too..
aLiVe we becOMe
reBorn aGaiN
boTh iN LiFE and
BeFoRE and aFTER aS
SenTiEnt stAR duST plUS
cOMinG from stAR DeaTH Crucible
FiRe.. suRE.. REBoRn aGaiN NoW too..
Penny Lane Baby but in this case an asphalt
Road from JC PeNnY2.. wHeRe iN My CloSinG iN oN
7400 MiLes oF PuBliC MaRTiaL arTS and BaLLeT LikE
StYle DancE too.. thIs Penny is what i personally see
as many soULs i Meet on the DAncE RoaD AsPHalT noW too..
when folks are carrying out tHeir foraging ways of GathErinG
NoW that the hUNt
oF ANd iN liFe iS
alMosT forgotten
NoW too oN
A DaILy
Basis NoW
oF DaRk to liGht
more and yes.. less too NoW..
sure.. it’s sad and tHEre are ways
ouT for those who DancE and SinG MoRE
aS LoVe LiGht LiFE NoW MoRe.. oN A StAIRwaY2 HeaVeN NoW2..
AnYWAy.. on the stair way mostly to hell in the Ross Dress for
Less plaCe wheRE A combination iS required to get in the Bath
room for fear of losing retail stuff.. a typical Trump State Dude
with his Wife and his teenage Daughter are perusing my Peaceful
Dance with the Dude with the serious look of are you the
next Rampage killer at Ross today.. just ’cause i’m
big and really into it and serious looKing2 of
course and it’s kinda spooky not to be
able to see my eyeS even though
i have a Doctor’s note for
that along with
DanCinG too..
as a stim
way of regulating
Emotions and Integrating
Senses for my Super Spidey
FeeLinGS and SeNsES of isREaL
LoVE LiGht LiFE AngEL eMpATh too..
and nah.. Angels don’t all look dainty
either as the Fox Lucifer sHow doES show too.
once the mAsK that culture asks for is taken off of
course as JuST bEinG an Every DaY AnGel iN Heaven or Hell now2..
So.. sure.. i wear ipHone6s ear buds that allow you to also heAR what’s
going on around ya too.. and when the Dude says come here now.. get away from
that Dancing Dude even though his Daughter is at least 30 feet away and just observing
my Dance like the customer service rep keeps smiling at me about too..
of course.. i am so mindfully aware it’s like i have an eYe in the
sKy all Horus Decked ouT iN WisdoM of TrutH and LiGht NoW
too.. as i am LiftinG HiGher and HiGher in TranscendentaL
Ecstasy as eVEN ScIEncE Proves occurs by way
of Brain Waves too in a way of Meditative
Dance wHen BodY and mINd SouL BecOME
Regulating and IntegrATinG FoRCE
NoW to in BaLanCinG isREaL
SoUL NoW Way too.. i
calmly and assertively
walk up to the patriarchal
acting dude.. who assumes of
course that anyone free style
dancing in public must be off the
wall on drugs or such as that as a
danger to his daughter as i am kind
of imposing in muscle way now too..
as exercising Dance all day WiLL MaKe
ya too as long as you
continue to
keep
caloric
intake high
enough too.. i say..
sorry sir iF my Dance
Offended you and i am not
only sorry.. i feel pity for
him that he’s never likely experienced
the Nirvana and Heaven now with zero worries
in Bliss that comes with a Trance Dance NoWnoW
iN eXtREMe MiNdful awareness wHeRE yoUr Science
and ArT MiNd PotentiaLLy skyrockets afTEr that
for the neXt Michelangelo
Sistine Chapel
or Longest
Long Form
Poem ever in
Laser focus way
in 45 months too
with close to 7400
miles of Public Dance too..
so i give him something i hope
he can understand as if he hasn’t
experienced Heaven at Hand now.. not
likely he’ll have a clue of what i am NoW
on Now as Bliss and Nirvana in all Natural
and inherited way of Free Trance Dance now..
so i say.. this is a stim sir.. and i STiLL NoW have a
higher Functioning type of Autism named Asperger’s
Syndrome and this allows me to regulate my emotions
and integrate my senses so the Environmental Stimulus
will not be too much for me in this Ross Store now..
so.. sure… sorry if you are offended by my dance
and he goes on to say i wasn’t offended until
now when you give me this explanation now
as he just becomes another Trump
Red State Jerk.. who may
or may not be
carrying a
concealed
weapon for his
bravado more.. and
so i say.. sure dude.. thinking
i hope he enjoyed his church service as he don’t
kNoW me too.. wondeRing if they worshipped Trump again today..
aS Surely in acts of anti-Christ this dude shoWed those Red
state
colors today
and after than
i just floated
off with a smile
of knoWing i would
have just another parable
story of a Dance Fear Dude
in Red State Way of my Bible more now too..
and sure.. i looked back and saw his crushed penny soul
and even
got a picture
oF it at the
Mall as God
continues
to BRinG
mE everything
i need with ‘a little
help’ from mY friEnds2..
Prepare me a way and STuFF
LikE that as paved even more FReED NoW2..;)
While it’s true.. i’ve taken a lot of shit in my life from the
male version of the human species.. and yes.. turned the other
cheekS and loved ’em anyWay enough for now.. not to turn over tHeir
money changer tables at LeASt foR NoW HeAR.. rare it is that any
female version under 30 of the human species gives me any shiT
aT all.. in fAcT it seems i naturally excite those
Folks with Free SpiRits as i too have not only
WiLL and Strength.. sure.. Financially
iNdependent and the Wife K/Isis don’T
have to work either.. so all
i have to do is Tom Sawyer..
Lucifer.. Peter Pan and
Jesus too.. with
Michael
Jackson
DanCinG
SinGinG
now with
no worries
about castles
or growing old either
as long NOW as i got the
Dance.. i got Cheap Thrills
SiA NoW2.. don’t even cost Me A
LinCoLN Railroad TRack Flattened
Penny sENt uP and DowN as GoD
iN HUmaN Forms too on the
Mall asphalt road
from the
hiGhway
to Ross
Dress
for less HELL too..
Women make me smile..
true.. clothed or consensually
naked FReED too.. even manneQuins
aS Such as suReLy SacRed WoMBs too..
And it’s trUe.. i’Ve seen the liGht and
thaT is moSTly FeMalE too.. WiLL and Strength IS
A Fortress to secure the Corner Stone of Love and
never stumbling as LiGht MoRE NoW liFE wHOle FeaRless
uNcoNdiTionAlly aS SuCh NoW moRE too.. iN BoDy and MiNd
BaLanCinG
soUl more
Mindfully
and bodifully
Aware noW too..
so.. sue me.. i Love
All Women.. no matter Yogis
or with Bears on HeadS.. and
truly artistic coloRed HAiR too..;)
“Amen, amen, I say to you, whoever
believes in me will do the works that I do,
and will do greater ones than these, because I am going to the Father.”
Isn’t that the way acts of courage mustarded and seeded deep within as
100 Percent Positive Force of Emotions Regulated and seNsEs Integrated
InSpIres otheRs NaTurALLy to do greater works no matter who me is now..
WeLL iT iS.. AKA Faith and TrUST iN all of what is AKA GOD NoW aLL moRE2..
and sADLy
iNstEaD of
JuST DoinG iT
MoRE Now.. the teacher
often becomes the Idol
AND THE GOD and the student
and disciple just takes a nap..
and forgets
to wake
uP
and
get
ReboRn
aGaiN DoinG
GreaTer Works NoW too..
i wish people could really
see and hear and be INsPIREd by
thiS old and stiLL VerY ReLeVaNT
MesSAgE as the teacher IS A failure
if the students do not eventually achieve
Greater works of Doing and Teaching too.. we
huMans work better Humble and Meek iN taLinG
FoLks they can do more than ‘me’ too.. it’s how
we get
heAR
this
Far
in the
BeYOnd
FirST and
LaSt PLaCE nOW..
Looking toward whatever
Role Model smaLL or larGe
we can metaphor as FathER
MoTHEr or whatever we
NaMe God
oF
iNSpiraTioN aS
VerB NoW too..anyWAy
i CaN and WiLL Do even
GreaTer works than i did
yesternow as i have what
it takes as God
LiVinG
aLL
WiThiN
WiLd and
Free foR NoW@LeASt..;)
ConsideRing i wrote a 28,623
Word MacroVerse named “LuCiFreD’s
MoM’s DaY”.. the one day on MoTher’s
Day when John 14:12 was/is referenced
in the Literature of Catholic
Church that i referenced
many times in
that MacroVerse
too.. iT worked
ouT juST wRiTE
as i had A FeeLinG
tHeRE waS.. aNoTheR
GiFt waiting for me
at the Catholic Church
to add before publishing
the greater works nowTheNoW2..
as it’s reAlly hard to suggest
that something as large as an only
God incarnate would suggest thaT a
lowly human would do more than God..
i wouldn’t even say that after writing
A Bible twice as big as what came before..
And it’s clear as running water and flow
of air that the Jesus Dude was humbly saying
HeAR thaT he was a peg LowEr than aLL ThAT IS..
aka God.. and never one the same as all that is otHER
than pArT as WhOle as GoD STiLL MoRE NoW too.. wHere the
next humble Yogi
iN Unification
wiTh God
doeS
even
MoRE noW
thenOW too now..:)
And of course the Priest
in the Homily acted like
the do more part doesn’t
even exist.. never ever have
i heard any priest or pastor
say that as it in itself proves
that Jesus is neither the only
Son of God or God incarnate whole either
no more than anyone else who will do greater works
too.. how that remains in the bible is it simply
has
been
ignored
for thousands
of years too..
in ways of
few people
juST
DoinG it
MoRE NoW too..
at Least in the Church
as in the secular world
folks do more alWays NoW..
it’s how human nature WiTh GoD
oF NatuRE alL ThaT iS LiVinG within
Works do more.. survive and thrive more..
or sit still and bow and kneel before those who came
before as making them into idols instead of teachers STiLL now..
but of course how you gonna inspire a Roman Empire or a church empire
to expand more..
without
making
your
Quarter
Back or
Last Prophet
the end all beginning
all of now sTiLL past..
the tribal instinct as
alWays rules group think
and Quarter Backs of teams
and Religions made into idol as God sTiLL2now..:)
Facebook FriEnd.. Rafiah..
shares a Song in
the Urdu Language
and i return then with..
Nice soothing
voice she has..:)
Rafiah says..
Its the urdu poetry thats breathtakingly touching.
Of course voice adds this haunting atmosphere and feel to the song.
Then i go on to DancE And SinG
i’d ask you to translate but
my understanding is..
it’s not possible to
retain the beauty..
in English..
And
breath
taking
touching.. as the
English Language
takes a lot of practice
and out of the box for that..;)
Then.. Rafiah shares
a Modern Version of
a Movie from Pakistan/
India that has Dancing in it..
And i go on to say..
Dance AlWays
MaKes Star
Wars Peace Force..;)
Rafiah kindly asks..
Fredd, how are you and Kat?
Its been really long.
Smile Emoticon
with Rose
colored
Cheeks..
And i return in flow with..
Like a purple flower my friend..
just glad for the color of Love..
and there is no cLock in FriEnD
or hands of tiMe iN Love that’s Real..:)
And then as i see she is changing
the Purple Flower emoticon
to a Red heART.. i respond..
Yes.. Red HeART
iS eVeN GreaTer
Than Purple FloWeR aS
FloWeR inspiRes HeART
eVeN
MoRe..:)
Rafiah Sings back..
And heart is where Fred and Kat resides in. So yeah.
Smile Emoticon With HeART eYes..
iN short.. i say more..
One muSt
never
tire
of
Painting
Love for Real..:)
Rafiah shares another Video
of a couple who are constantly
fighting but still seem to be loving..
I return like none of it is my fault with..
That is Katrina for all practices..;)
Rafiah in continued response says..
I should take some of her tips then,
might make use of those in future. Lol
i say in tongue in cheek way..
Hmm.. your Husband
WiLL be a Saint then..;)
Rafiah.. says..
*fingers crossed*
smile emoticon
with tear eyes..
And then i
end this
pART
witH A
smile emoticon..:)
i drop by yesterday
to say to a status
i totally don’t understand..
And then go on to say..
Hi.. just saying hi..:)_
Today.. Rafiah responds..
Hello
Rosie
Cheek
Smile Emoticon.
Then i say..
Nice to hEar
from you
Dear.. alWAys..:)
Rafiah ends with..
I missed you. And Kat.
And i end this
pArT now with..
You are alWays
welcome to
visit..:)
Then Rafiah shares a status
about a Revengeful hashtag
and i offer
free
advice..
A Best Revenge
IS A Smile..
And A Happy
Dance and SonG oN courSe..;)
Rafiah.. continues to relate..
Laraib reminds me of our time together last time.
Smile Emoticon with HeART eYes
i go on to ponder..
Hmm.. i’m not sure what ya’LL
did but i hope it was reAlly fun..;)
Rafiah exclaims..
We had all the fun of the world.
Smile Emoticon
And finally i say..
Great! ya’LL
Deserve Fun!..:)
And affirm by saying
OKay.. Have a nice
DaY as FoR NoW..
Honey neVer GroWs Old..:)
And now off with the Smile Emoticon
Shirt with beyONd Rainbow Tie Die Colors..
thenow with shadeS on GroWinG on To A
ShiRT oF Yoda Flavored Wisdom
iN Beauty of Dance
and SinG
too iN
Yogi-
Like MiNd
and BoDy
BaLanCinG soUL..
a few comments
back to Facebook
Poet Friend Candice
as she has been talking
to the subject of Mental Health Month..:)
SMiLes.. i’m continuing now to enjoy this
very thoughtful and professionally delivered
comprehensive analysis of mental illness and
i suppose the only prize i get for experiencing almost
every slide in part at least.. is empathy and sympathy for
others with similar conditions and of course plenty of
associated dark muse memories if uncovered enough
for free verse poetry… Gender
ID issues were among
the hardest for me even
when the psychotherapist
back in 2008 scoffed at me
when i said i feel like i’m turning
into a girl and the GP Doctor scoffed
at me when i said my testosterone must
be low when she looked at my hairy body
and come to find out it was lower than a
75 year old man.. one of my issues was
all females in my family and never really
having any so-called male gender role
behavior to imprint when
young.. seriously.. selfies
made me feel like i finally
had a Father and finally
became whole along
with Body
Dysmorphia
of being actually
smaller than i was
from being bullied about
the opposite male issue of being
too skinny.. and i’ve seen this in the field
of athletics where total monsters of guys with
bulging biceps feel like they are still too small and
sure.. so much porn associated worry among males
over is my penis ever gonna be big enough to be a man..
anyway.. of all these slides i’ve experienced the one you may
or may not be able to present is that of socio-pathy and yes
actual innate psychopathy from birth where physiologically
beyond the actual control of the individual they feel the
only physiological pleasure as far as empathy goes
in experiencing other folk’s pain.. yes.. physiological
pleasure that is real and a very real biological
disorder and to my horror when i fell
ill with a synergy of life threatening
disorders.. including losing all
emotions at the bottom
of that fresh hell
then when
i could feel nothing
to my horror in human
logical way i felt an actual sick
pleasure with reference point of feeling
nothing else when my mother was choking
on a piece of bread that would have otherwise
horrified me when i was well.. and it was literally
beyond my physiological control NOT TO Feel that
way and to understand that some folks are born that
way is to understand that some folks are born devils
beyond their control and yes.. to have sympathy for
those devils as that is hell being born or becoming
ill to experience that worst of all human
experiences i for one have experienced
because i had felt the heaven of
unconditional love that truly
is heaven compared to
that hell my friend..
sympathy for the
devil.. you really almost
have to go to hell to have
sympathy for the real devils in life..
in other words.. you practically have to BECOME A DEVIL..
AND SURE.. at that point in my life i felt like I WAS THE DEVIL..
SMILES MY friend.. it’s true.. i’ve seen both sides and more of life too.. in hell..:)
Candice kindly returns with..
Thank you! I appreciate your support!
i respond with..
My pleasure..
As alWays..:)
And then i remember to say..
Oh yeah.. and that reminds me too..
after just sharing another amazing
photo of the eternal teenager’s legs
she too has this issue where she thinks her
legs are ugly and misshaped.. and sure.. really
bad problems with OCD and sure.. a very abusive
childhood with Mother’s boyfriend standing over her
bed with knife.. other children bullying her for being
so poor.. and overall childhood hell.. that changes basic
brain chemistry for always a feeling of scarcity in life.. without…
Hard to overcome.. but possible even when there is no hope..
from personal experience.. otherwise i would say i don’t know..
as i have been to the place
with
zero hope
or even memory
of what the emotion
of hope felt like per if
i had ever experienced
that emotion in my life
as actually losing all
emotions that is
part of hell too
is a place with
then as zero
point reference
back to anything that
is associated with feeling
and sensing heaven.. even the
warm and fuzzies of petting a cat
where oxytocin is no longer produced
in the body either.. oxytocin is a really
big deal that most psychotherapists and
psychiatrists have zero idea of how to deal with
that as there are no pills for it and only some experimental
stuff now.. not covered by insurance.. and sure.. illicit drugs
that actually potentially help bring that feeling back.. but illegal
and it’s worth noting as my Psychiatrist affirmed.. memories
are emotions and to lose that is to lose your actual heart of
any reference
point to those
memories that are
emotions in other
words lost at sea forevernow on a boat that
is only shell without any waves of ocean
another ground hog day in what i named
myself at one point as Aghogday.. kind
of like the burial grounds of life
of the Hindu Aghori too..
as without emotion
nothing flows
and all is
dead
sea
stagnant..
beyond horror
as horror is preferable to null and void..
anyWay.. dear.. always a pleasure to find inspiration
with you.. but i have a 30K or so Macroverse to publish
just for fun to celebrate Mother’s Day memories.. so.. see
ya later.. and this reminds me again to catch up on your blog..;)
Candice says as i quote her again..
Pls tell the eternal teenager that someone else with eyes that work on OTHER PEOPLE if not on herself, KNOWS FOR A FACT that she has the BEST LEGS OUT THERE! And hence the crown of eternal teenager is so apropos! Make sure you say that to her and wag your finger!..;) (it’s all true!) (going to have to find songs about great legs to send you guys!)
i return
again with..
ZZ Top and
Bottom will do..;)
And then i say..
i showed her
This.. just now
And she glowed..
Other girls don’t like her much..
so it’s nice to hear it from someone outside the family.. it seems..:)
Candice shares another Mental Health Slide on her
Facebook Page addressing Bi-Polar Disorder
and how they and folks who are
schizophrenic get labeled
as potential
mass killers
and of course
that that has also
been associated with
Asperger’s Syndrome to
some degree too in the media
at least.. but in all cases drug
addiction is the determining factor..
so i continue the discussion on her FB page..
http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=218916
Rampage Killing and Mental illness and the major
factors associated were one of my many special
interests pursued in the time i spent on the ‘Wrong
Planet’ website with the outcasts and unwanted
toys of society as a sad but very real metaphor..
anyway.. you may find the topic above interesting
as it was a very hot topic when Asperger’s syndrome
also came into question.. anyway.. in cases of mental
illness in most cases folks with mental illness are more
likely to be the victims of violence more than the perpetuators
unless substance abuse is in the mix as substance abuse is
a major factor associated with all crimes and particularly
crimes of violence.. anyway.. our informal poll came up
with a loss of social role as a greatest factor and
when folks grow lost from society and
feeling they often turn to drugs
or other stimulus way
like cutting to
feel something
and anything at all
away from lost and numb..
anyway.. there is also the issue of
who can afford a doctor.. who is willing to
seek help because of the stigma and finding
a Mental Health Professional who really knows
what they are doing and truly doesn’t have as
many problems themselves.. as can obviously
be the case for the motivation to get in the field
themselves unless they have fully conquered their
Demons too.. my biggest problem was the loss of
emotions.. getting in touch with emotions and regulating
emotions and of course integrating senses that can be an issue
of super sensitivity with many mental illnesses.. particularly Bi-Polar
and ADHD.. and of course the Autism Spectrum too.. many Psychiatrists
refuse to see a person with Asperger’s Syndrome as there are no recognized
drugs that work well for therapy specific to the actual condition.. Bi-Polar keeps
me in and interestingly the part of me that is super logical per the Asperger’s
from my Father helps me to control the Wild Side of the Bi-polar from
my Mother’s side.. yang and yin of Asperger’s/Bi-Polar too.. and likely
why i had ‘a little’ personality to miix with the Asperger’s too..
anyWay.. when i got the Baker act first go around
with no sleep for three days at age 21 almost
getting institutionalized before my
City Council relative vouched
for who the before no
sleep me was
and the
drugs they gave
me totally put me then way out
of touch.. and in my case specifically
throwing them away led to two decades
of seeing no Doctor at all and 25 Years of
Government Service until i went down again..
anyway.. i remember the Head Psychiatrist reading
a Book about folks with Schizophrenia who can control
it as they had no label that would stick to me then.. soon
after i passed my finger through a cigarette lighter flame and
Euphorically could feel no pain back when smoking was allowed inside..
Finally Diagnosed on the Autism Spectrum at age 47 down in beyond depression
for 66 months and back in Heaven and getting the Bi-Polar Diagnosis at
53.. thing is.. as long as i can balance the high i won’t go down to
the low and i have specific ways of doing it both externally
through dance and song of words and internally
through bio-feedback sAMe greater as time
goes by.. put me back in the same
high stress situation taking
it all in and doing it
all and i’ll
blow
another fuse..
and that’s the thing..
there are no real disabilities
as long as one can accommodate
them well enough to enjoy life and harm
no one else.. as my psychotherapist says
i’m not designed to work well in the expectations
of society.. looking around at society these days..
i’m
pretty
sure that
makes me the lucky one..
hehe.. good thing we have
an empathic enough way of
Government to help those who don’t fit in..
problem is.. having the paper work ability to get in..
as it is often the ‘higher classes’ that can and do get help..
and often those on the side of the road who never get the paper work skills
to get
the help
they need
as pull your boot
straps up when the
entire disability lives
as hell invisible inside..
it’s sad.. ’cause a symptom
of many of these disorders
is refusing to admit you even need
help and tell that to the state and they check you out of help..
seen it happened to relatives in need.. seen ’em go down in flames.. too…
as hey.. like they say it runs in the family and runs away with the family too…
help!
as
they say…
without a voice
to explain it..so sad that is… to see…
and much better when help finally comes..:)
And now the last FB Profile Pic Slide of this
show go around comes as Father Tree is ready
to provide some bedtime fairy tales in words
associated with shared Human Archetypes and
The Yogi Buddha is taking care of the internal
without words in Lotus position with Yoga hand
and arm moves and even finger moves too.. comes all
natural to me without instruction as we do have this potential
encoded in our DNA too.. as just another Innate Instinctual
and Intuitive Animal of Nature Call of the Wild Set Freed
to experience life invisible for capture of prey and
escape from predator too as we mammals do tend
to do when naked and free in the woods
as such in areas of abundance out
of snowy and desert rocky
mountain too as scarCity
of cold and
huddled
penguin
human masses
where just surviving
is what ya do to get through
to the end of the day as modern
human nuclear families as small as one
travel to foreign places of scarcity in snow
and desert way to find some way to earn subsistence
now.. wHeRe.. we effectively and affectively are not evolved to live..
so.. many factors that lead to Happiness and so many equally predictable
Factors that lead to Misery and getting the existential and physical and
overall emotional intelligence to gain mInd and BoDy BALanCE IS A Lifelong
Work of ArT more than science in hard bound book way in culture.. including
religious and science textbooks away from flesh and blood and arriving
at screams of screen too.. from almost wake to sleep now as not
so well at all for the Nature folks we are born to
live Free to be for now sTiLL warm and
fuzzy cheek to cheek and hip to hip
in a DAncE and SonG oF LIFE and
LiGht to Celebrate
not only a survive
life butt a Norm Cheers
being of everyone KNowS anD
yeS FeeLs and SeNsES yA nAMe nOW..
even if.. you must make your own social
role and become a totally unpaid legend
of dance except for the pay back of smiles
paid forward with a feat of art in Dance of SMiLes too..
but hey
with
MoVinG
CoNnecTing
CreAtinG iMaGiNAtion
and yes.. co-creativity too..
no limits Baby the KinG is back
in the House and the house is your
Body as yoU BaLanCe YouR MiNd as the
Body Leads the mInd iN EmoTioNal Regulation
and Sensory Integration for Smooth Bliss NoW..
NaH.. NO SLOT MACHINES..
prescription and illegal
drugs required jusT a LiFE
LonG Practice NoW of getting
one all wed iN MiNd and BoDy
SoUl BaLanCinG waY wiTh PLenTy oF
HeaRt EmotiONs and SeNseS ExpreSsinG soUL
iN HUMaN STiLL Evolving Happy Thriving ways
with a
survive
alive lifE
too.. of course..
wRitE oN coursE NoW too..:)
Good Cop
Bad Cop..;)
Bad Cop
Good Cop..;)
FoRest LEaves…
No GraViTy.. PlEase..:)
With more
to come
iN A
few..;)
Now for
a few more..
alWAys Steps
by Nature Winds
Blow DancE SinGs
BreeZe.. FloWinG
Feat.. ToeS Ease
aLL iS BaLanCinG..
Gravity Going.. short
cut bliss one foot right
left foot even.. time ends..
cLocks sloW aLL coMes oPen
ending beginning never ending
Stories staRting DanCing and SinGing
Never finishing..
Tree aRiSinG
Roots Deeper
LiFe.. WiLd and
Free.. no iNstructions
or GuidElines.. Fly jusT Fly
Clouds Dance and Sing by..
Hi Prajakta.. Beauty PlEases..:)
Good evening gigoid.. as i come
to pLay with Wisdom heAR.. afTer
spending a long day Forest Bathing
and Super Walmart Dancing and what
is left to do but Sing a wRitE of More with
Dance and a note to self NoW to take more
Breaks off this seat as
the Doctor’s
Visit
says
the Cholesterol
is RiSinG as it
can with number
of words put out..
hehe.. alWAys good
to remember the flesh
and blood more than sit alone..
even iF sit alone FeeLs allone too..
as a DanceSinG of Transcendence as
Ecstatic SonG wHeRE within Flows
Sitting STiLL still.. more as a flow
of Flesh and Blood MoVinG
DancE.. hey.. at least
the fingers Dance
butt not enough
for my genetics
at least as i must
move off this chair
to keep my optimum health..
anyWay.. that leaves a score of
~10 thousand words tonight to get
this current MacroVerse now named
“BigGer BRitCHes WORlD SiZe PlEAse”
as number 101 poTenTiaLLy Published
by the end of the niGht.. anYway words run on2..;)
“Do not be too moral.
You may cheat yourself out of much of life.
So aim above morality.
Be not simply good;
be good for something.”
~~ Henry David Thoreau ~~
True.. make life
more than a word job2..;)
“Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And never brought to mind?
Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And days o’ lang syne?”
~~ Robert Burns, “Auld Lang Syne” ~~
A Song ReMembered as nice
Butt A Dance Doing is Divine
“All good things are wild, and free.”
~~ Henry David Thoreau ~~
AS
S
DancE
“Belief in the supernatural reflects a failure of the imagination.”
~~ Edward Abbey ~~
For all practical intents
and purposes for those
who do not dance.. dance
iS Super
Natural
nOw liKe
emoTions
moVing
neVer
ConNectinG
CreaTinG NoW..;)
“How wonderful that we have met with a paradox.
Now we have some hope of making progress.”
~~ Niels Bohr ~~
Now that so-called Christians
Have Elected the DeviL and
continue to support him..
hopefully
they
will
not self-
fulfill the
Blowing up
of Humans to
make tHeir progress
to self fulfill the other second
handed Dear John dream from 2K years ago..
Ugh.. Foot Loose Christians Foot Lose Christians..;)
“Men build too many walls and not enough bridges.”
~~ Sir Isaac Newton ~~
GreaTest Modern
WaLLs stARt at
MiNd and BoDy..:)
“Everyone who becomes conscious
of even a fraction of his unconscious
gets outside his own time and social stratum
into a kind of solitude.”
~~ Carl Jung ~~
SouLiTude..
a much better
metaphor i FeeL
foR A EcsTasy NoW
oF Transcendence
When Astrocytes
Wave Ocean
WhoLe
BrAIN
Root problem
one though.. don’t
forget the pARt below
the Head Temple.. as MiNd
from Head to toe.. SinGS DancE2..:)
“Progress is
The law of life: man is not Man as yet.”
~~ Robert Browning — Paracelsus, Part v ~~
For me aT LeASt.. progress iS WalKinG doWn uP
the Beach.. ’till remnants of human cultures disappear
like
A
night
mare
virus
and
beyond thAT
as BeinG FReED..;)
“And never think about
the past. No regrets, ever.”
~~ Robert Heinlein ~~
Carefully
ignoring
my
Foot
Prints2..;)
Thanks..
mY friEnd..
witH A Hand
alWays reacHinG out2..;)
Con
su
Me
Me
su
Con
as whole
Life’s not fair
aS wHolY it is..:)
R E S pecT
And noW
EnJoy
Popcorn.. More..:)
Caution sings yellow
holds green red
blue
never
reaching
violet.. push
me in Nature
and swim me
wind me water air..:)
OtHeR thaN thaT
Hi Frank.. HoPe
yoU aRE
eNjoYiNg
sOMe ViolET..:)
Mountains smile
more these days
without the
echo now
of
human foot
prints.. pAws
of dogs now make
Mountains smile more..:)
https://jerichobone.blogspot.com/2017/05/the-rest.html
Now you catch
mY eYe iN A riVer
so.. i stop by
oN A
rAft
mo
ment..
foR
juSt
iN
E-bOnes2..;)
Respecting Roads of Life
Paths Joining Hands
Love Journey off
to LiGhT oN
LiFE
sMells
FloWeRs
DancEs SinGs noW moRE
BeYoNd RainBoW ColoRs2..:)
EMoTioNs
SeNsES
SpRinG
DoG
PaWs eYes
OnE wiTh
gRaIns.. Sea
Breeze WinDs sKeYes
HiGhER SpiRal SuNs
breaThe eARTh
now MoRe
am
i
am
Dog.. now
other than that
as usual thanks
for the inspiration
Dear FriEnd.. Xenia..
curRentLY weaRing Good
Cop clotheS now a differEnt
Direction oF Cop Goes as dARk
BreaThes LiGht More.. anyWAy..
i
am
Dog2..;)
With a minute or so of Popcorn before i drastically
change gears heaR from Good Cop to Bad Cop Dramatic
Actor more.. i must say.. even though i came across
one Trump Voter in all the Metro area Stores who
could not come close to entering into my
own Personal Kingdom oF Heaven
several others did and
do enter in much
more in
eYes
and ears
that HeAR and
See More than i have
to give and share.. StARting
with the nice young Woman in the eARTH
store who listened intently to the closed
minded ways of the Ross Dress for Less Man
to the nice dude at Best Buy who listened intently
to all my philosophies for a good 15 minutes of
Freader’s Digest Long Form Poem Muse
too.. to.. the nice dude in the
Dick’s Sporting Good store
who allowed me to
relate my
special
physical
artful education
advice on who we become as
machines not much different thaN
computers when they replace free verse
and style life.. although tools are made
to be used.. and not uSe uS.. uNless we allow
them too.. boo wHo.. as someone once cried.. too…
anyway.. other than that life is good if one can step
of the really deep do do shit of Trump Politics as the
evil style
or rabbit
wholes of
take and
hoard
seem to be
coming to Devil and
Hell Fruition oN eARTh
WritE about NoW.. WitH A SoNg
about what happens when God’s Bitch
and not a woman coMes out to play as KarMa NoW..;)
Pain of Cognitive Dissonance.. surely a
ThEMe SonG that reLates the Cognitive
Disorder when reality doesn’t
match belief.. sure.. iN
oxymoron honor
of Trump
and Trump
himself.. whERe
a reaLiTy checK is
No LonGer coMinG iN wheN
reaLliTy cOMes INsAne iN Orange
skin and hair as dARK TricKsTER ClOwn
Comes to Roost.. at the very top.. 1.. 2..
3.. wHeRE somEthIng HaS to give.. nah.. not
share only hoard and take.. anYWAy the Watchers
DancE and SinG bacK NoW as choSeN ONeS as the oNes
who are beyond mild and meek and humble lose tHEir
very
perch
of eARth
will the meek
and humble are EnJoYinG
juST aNoTher DaY of LIFE’s Good
and shuTs ouT the soUR GraBbinG
PuSseS.. NoW for SurE.. while
otheRS PuLL tHeiR Boot Straps
uP wiThiN as GoD DancEs and
SinGS so WeLL aLiVe today
out of nihilist pea green
soup vomit of Trump
Towers.. omen as
‘they’ say..
reveLAtion as
rEvolution as otHeRS
Do say as the almighty
Dollar iS the rEaL WiNNeR
heAR aBoVCE any BeiNG hUmaN for
Green Meadows YeLLoW StreAMs BlUE
aZuRE sKeYeS MoRe.. and everyone geTs
to liVe iN eTErniTy FoR NoW.. Heaven as i NoW
say oVer heAR iN thE GarDEN of EdEN iN SainT RoSe
County oF LA Lower Alabama FlowErs as PaNandle too..
StATE of BeinG eVeN MoRE as hUman becOMeS Beach liFE NoW2..
aNyWAy the long arm of the law is gonna be bRinGinG to Republicans
down now
and yes
more
than
one just one now..
as the Constitution
BeCOMEs the real leaders..:)
FouNDinG
FaTHeRS
LiVE
And NoW Facebook Brings
the Red ColoRed Background
as the Blood Bath continues aS iN
existential angst for the survival of
the Democracy that we have at the
hands of those founding FaTHeRS
who create our constitution with
Checks and BaLancES
based on
Human
Nature
at
smALL
and at Large
through ways of
secret societies who
and that seek and find wisdom
beyond Monarchies of Church then
that and who control human beings sTiLL
through illusory fears and empty promises..
sure.. our country as ideal started way before
1776 and those ingredients became more salient
ingredients as of the stARt of the Mason Organization
almost 300 years ago and in the myths and laws of the
Greeks and Romans and yes.. Egyptians too.. as Human
Nature is STiLL relatively evolved the sAMe with the
similar strengths and vulnerabilities of truThs
and Lies and dArks and LiGhts that
liVe oN then and Now the
similar and different too..
science is just now catching
up a little on the Human UniVerse
WiThiN.. but even the Gnostic Jesus
per the words in Greek attributed to him
in the Gnostic Gospel of Thomas written
for an all Natural God that can and will be
found and sought within for those who
seek and find.. shedding the
clothes of culture with
out shame.. and
that is what
secrets
societies do.. they
step out of the norm of
culture where everyone still
knows your name in group effort
away from monarchies of tradition
built that will not fall sTiLL as Human
Nature is a tribal one when scarcity comes
into play.. Abundance the goal but instant
gratification still far away from Happy2.. as
Humans are evolved for Pain and Struggle
and Strive and Live and Success and Thrive
as well.. when BaLanCing coMES in Fearless ways…
My Father was a Mason and perHaps in many ways that
explained his fearless calm if he took to heART more than logic then..
it just follows the path of the hero set free.. and for anyone who has truly
ever seen the dark night of the soul.. or 66 months or other years as is often
the case of a person on the Bi-Polar Spectrum and or Asperger’s and so many
other labels of mental disorders that can and will become balancing Force oF
hUman if a proper niche of existence is sought and found too.. sure.. the video
could relate that in something has to give uP or DowN iN dARK oF HeLL or
LiGht of heaVen and sHades oF Grey to beYOnd RainBoW coloRS of
Transcendental Ecstasy through free verse trance dance poetry
meditation or otHeR ways of achieving HiGhest states oF
hUman MiNdFuL and Bodily Awareness and Laser
Focus too that EmoTioNal ReGulaTioN and
SeNsoRy InteGraTioN CaN and WiLL
BrinG iN a Free Verse DAncE
and SonG of Life from
deep within
as we
have NoWtheNoW
all the struggles sTiLL
through pain and survive
through live to success of
thrive built STiLL within our
DNA Epigenetically unpacked
through Environmental Challenge
and sketched as a New Painting of reborn
through Neuroplasticity of MINd and BoDy
BaLanCing SoUL too.. and while computer science
is a replication of the bones of science miNd the substance
F A Real all Natural Holy spiRit DriVen by EmoTioNs and SenSes
as Orchestra PlaYinG frOM Head to Toe and beyOnd HuMan Symphony
as Astrocytes of Glial Cells wave Ocean of Neurons oN DAnCinG and SinGinG
a SoNG to the Mountains RaiSiNG uP the PoTenTiaL of HuMan aGAPE LoVE to
Move Rivers Oceans of Change iN SpiRit of ART exPreSsinG A BaLanCinG ForcE oF
EmoTioNs and senSES in MoVinG.. ConNecTinG CREaTinG ways More NoW forever
more noW iN a never ending story of a never land to be controlled as machines alone..
i am
not i
Robot
for i am
hUman all lit uP
iN TruTH anD LiGht
thAT has no liMIts NoW
or pre-set ExpecTaTioNs
StiLL as wHo CaN WiLL and LoVe
DanCe and SinG Freer ever more.. NoW
Capstone of Pyramid with no end or
beginning.. no finish alWAys stARTinG
NoW NoW MoRE NoW StAR ChILd
SuN CHiLd MooN ChilD CaLL
senTiEnt stAR duST plUs
BoRn frOm sTAr
DEaTh crucible
Fire Ressurection as
aLL oF uS including all the Rest
of SenTieNt Creation as animals we..
and all so-called inanimate and daRk Matter
Creation that at sub atomic Quantum Level
MoVes and ConNecTS and creAtes as we do too..
iN wHOle without any iSreal separation we all hold hands
as Creation and God all that is one as Supreme Force we
Dance and SinG allone now or not in the realization of this Divine Gift of Life now..:)
Anyway.. nah.. the
Human the animal
and the Constitution
of the United States are
not Perfect for inherent is
the mistake that the god part
of that can be taken literally to
mean your God or his God or that eTc..
God over there too.. or the lines about
savages too can be used to slave human beings
then finally coming freer noW as all human forms
of Bio and NeuroDiVersity gain greater rights for
the right to life and liberty AND THE PURSUIT OF
HAPPINESS TOO.. AND SURE the environment.. the
home.. the God of iN eARTh inherent that houses
and vehicles and vessels the LiGht..
the spiRiT ForCe witHin oF
aLL CreATiON HeAR..
GaiNinG RiGhts
too that are
at core
only
our rights
of home to
continue pain
and struggle and
survive as live through
success of thrive in Life is
Good NoW too.. sure.. it was kinda
nice to have a Constitutional Law
Professor and Super smART guy with a
HeART of sMiLe as Presisdent BeFoRE
after Bufoon before and Bufoon
after butt that’s paRT
of the PlaY as
the People
have a
Voice and when
the country is no
longer working as wHOle..
the sePAraTE cOme out to plaY
and elect a symptom of tHeir scarcity
and pain and struggle too.. so Trump comes
and what comes nexT is ALL our responsibiLiTy
in whatever pARt we can and WiLL SteP uP to pLay..
we are in this gAMe togeTher or Divided we will fALL
as many countries and ways of life continue to fall or
rise uP NoW too.. we create this reality named culture and
religion and even how we perceive a three letter God as
Prison of Human Nature or Force within to be set
FReED for the unalienable rights to life
and liberty and the
Pursuit of
Happiness FReED
so can and will yA go
uP.. beCOme Maslow’s higher
Levels of self actualization
to hELp out or not aLong with
Fowler’s highesT LeVel of Faith
in Pyramid way of agape Love for
all of creation in Empathy and
Compassion and the Wisdom
continually groWinG
oF cognitive
empathy too..
it’s true.. in the
Renaissance age.. there were/are
the elite who enjoyed the freedom
of ArT and Sciences then for about
5 percent of the population where the
rest of folks were referred to as minions
then too.. the issue is to work like hell like
Heaven depends on it to bring the MiNIoNs uP too..
i’m not very good at doing the small talk of that as i swim
in reAlly reALLy DeeP waters of what HUMan PotEnTiaL can beCoMe
iF and When Practiced as LiGht DaY and NiGht iN TrUth and dipping
toes into lies of BeinG too.. as dARk and LiGht iN Good Cop and
Bad Cop Way and sHades of Grey and beYond RainBoW Colors
of transcendent ecstasy are pArT and WhoLe of
the HuMaN ConDiTioN and Animal overall
Condition too.. Artists of all
Flavors are brushes
painting this
Master Piece
more as i dance
and sing deeper and
deeper heAR.. they have
the target audiences and
smaller brushes that work to
paint the minion masses towards morE LIGht
NOW.. and while sacred texts offer hints on how
to do it.. the Quantum metaphor as Force oF HuMan
MiNd and BoDy BalanCinG Force as agape Love oF and as ArT
has no limits or pre-set expectations.. so as the Dead Poet
Society from years gone by DanceS and SinGS oN. the Powerful Play
goeS oN aS weLL or not so well too.. as Love and Grace and WiLL
and Strength or Hate and Fear under other authority control
and spineless now.. as MiNioNs DAncE and SinG uP or down
Now
too..
Illuminati
as Human is what
we MoVe.. ConNecT
and CreaTE too now
as reaLiTy uP or Down
Less or More NoW too.. iN
WiLL and Choice as Strength
iN LoVE and Grace as Heaven
within as the Kingdom of God Free..
or sure.. the other place too.. aS even without Love and
Grace without WiLL of Choice iN StrengtH it Can and will Kingdom come too..
yes.. the
other place too..
the Life is not Good Place2..:)
AnyWay this ends and
stARts and finishes
and beGins the
Good Cop
Bad
Cop
and Story
Between foR nOw..;)
It’s Free
Its Essence
Needs no Form
sMiLes.. myYFriEnd.. Xenia.. yes..
it appears that ‘Moore’s Law’ now
is dragging behind again.. heHe..
as that Garden of Love Post with
26K plus words and 28K plus
words in comments
section of
Draft
Poem
for the
Next MacroVerse
after that equals now a
Word Press Word count
tally of 54,855 words along
with 400 or so photos.. around
40 or so YouTube Videos and other
links that connect to 4 Million plUs
Words of Long Form Poetry too as
‘SonG of My SoUL’.. A milestone for
a year was and is to reach a double
the effort of the word size of the
King James effort from
Centuries of effort
in what
Transhumanist
Tools of Modern Technology
in all the hard work of our ancestors
bRinG to any one beinG HUMan in limitless
ways of HUman PoTential noW iN a new experiment
wheRE humans beCoMe much more than machines
and machines will never catch up with the Ocean
of Human Subconscious abilities as small as
the abilLiTy to be our own alarm clocks
asleep and with Faith/Belief wake
up at a second before
the clock rings
@6 am too..
juSt
a little
example of
what the entire
enChiLada with the
PoTEnTiaL of God and all
our extensions of our human
Nature as tools coming one in
being in greater expectations coming
to fruition without even trying hard now..
we rest on bones and bloods of human giants
of antiquity and rise higher as flesh and eYes NoW..
wHeRE everYone bRinGS a New Verse of UniVerse NoW
mY FriEnd..
heHe.. otHeR
than thaT thanks
for coming by and
hey.. i’m a traveling
Blog anYwaY iN terms
of what i live as liGht
or dArk perceived
by those
who
read.. other than
that may yOUr liGht shine oN..
as Free LaMp BeinG hUman Now..:)
And just A oh by A way..
along with the inspiration
of your poetry in the current Macro
Verse humbly titled “BigGer Britches WORlD SiZe PlEAse”
i am all set to exceed the 1.566 million words in less than
twelve months from Memorial Day of 2016 through
the 29th of this Month in this 101st MacroVerse
as hey.. perhaps i’LL reach the PHI Golden
Mean of 1.618 Number of a Million
Words by Memorial Day
2017 as that completes
just another chapter
oF ‘SonG oF mY
SoUL’.. LonG
ForM Free
Verse Poem..
as ‘Memorial
Days Bible
2016-17’..
and yes..
if you believe.. heHe..
you can do more than me.. hAha..
like the wife Katrina says… who would
be crazy as you to do such a thing as that..
hEhe crazy is as crazy does more more more..;)
Hehex2.. okay.. i’ll
stop now before
you’re not able
to oPen uP your
own MacroVerse now2..;)
And words to
the likeS heAR
aS wELL mY FriEnd..:)
With Wings
oF FuR
too..;)
Xenia returns the first response
comment with a lack of interest
in writing Longer Free Verse
Poetry and complimenting
me on the Volume
of Creative
Flow
through
my Journey
of liGht and
i go on to say..
WiNks..
i do my
Best to
ReTaiN
GRain
oF
Sand
Status..
Nary
A Fall
For Humble..;)
And now i saY in terms
of the meek will inherit
the eARTh and the poor
in spirit will
gain the
riches
of Heaven
within and
sure in terms
of John 14:12 more
that you can and will
do more than me with
the Power of God
within too..
it’s totAlly
illogical
considering
all of this that
the Jesus whoever
the real dude was according
to his own teaching would have
ever suggested he was greater than
a grain of sand as it’s true.. humble
cannot fall as those who hold up grains
of sand more than only Mountains of Love
more than only this or that of God wHeRE
no one can do more.. God iS WhoLe we are
paRt.. we do more as PaRt but we never
attain whole
as it’s
simple
logic
then God
would be
all alone
again wHeRE
the wHoLe Point
of Big Bangs iNtuitivELy
aS Such InstinctuAlly and
iNnatELy too is the bio and
neuro-diversity oF paRTs
aLLoNe as Free WiLL
ovER Love
to hold
Hands
as GoD
SMiLes MoRE
iNFiNiTy parTS allone
WhOle Ocean oF Love MORe NoW
as GoD SpRinGS MoRE as eYes/
WiNgs on SpiRAls oF LoVe..:)
Now for some MacroVerse
and MicroVerse shares
from a year ago and
more as related by
Facebook Algorithm
all Free assistant as helper
to get this 101st MacroVerse
Record Breaker of Bible times
two size finished for now and
alWays stARtinG MoRE foR NoW too..
the britches.. are yes.. continuing to get bigger..
World WidE Pants more aS even David Letterman SinGs..
As hey.. i do my best to attribute properlY aLL mY insPiRAtioNs..
dArK to LiGht to
sHadES
of Grey
to NoW BeyONd
RAinBoW coLors2
and juST incidEntAL
as they say with a biG
Cheshire CaT GriN too..
iNFiniTy wiDe MOrE too wRiTe oN CouRse3..
And as 11 MacroVerses Stretch aCross Tabs
of 27 Inch iMac Screen.. heAR i go agAiN..
to riff off of whaT i’ve alReaDy dOne
as NauTiluST ShELL cOmEs
MorE as StatEly
ManSioN
OliVer
wendEll
Holmes words..
NoW iN paRT miNe as whOle too..;)
“Culture IF DisAbling”
And sTarTinG NoW aS TheMe SonG by Donna Summer for SPrinG
May of 2017.. 5.17.17.. i coMe aS the third Secret of “Our Lady of Fatima”..
born from line of X-Catholic Irish Priest.. named Leo..
from 1917.. revealed
as me iN
1960
CoMinG
from that
SuMmeR of
1960 on the 6th
of the 6th Month.. And now
i have no idea why i DanceSinG
that butt i juST did and do heheX2.. haHa WTF..
i guess it was JusT anoTher Transcendental
Religious Ecstatic experience as huMans can
and WiLL GRoW eveN HiGher and take thaT
liGht within at Hand and aT DAncE and SonG
even more.. even more.. as Jonathan Sea
Gull Spirals around Sun as Force
oF BaLanCinG GoD WiThiN
Quantum liGht fLiES
eXposed iN
Humanly
deSiGNed
EffoRt of NaTuRE
SiGnAture Words.. MoRE
i find culture both disabling
and empowering and the
Key is uSinG thaT forCe
as tools of culture
eVeN MoRe
MoRE to
eXpoSe
LiGht MoRE noW..
BRinG GoD ouT to
Play as ‘they’ Say all
humbly aS Such as GraIN of Sand MorE..
Mountain oF Love RiSinG higher and hiGher now..
one of
kind
i kinda
guess aS Such2..
anyWay.. thanks
for the Song.. Donnna..
iT liGhts uP mY Summer eYes2..;)
“Artistic Love Layers”.. could be a Cake aS Such with many
LayeRS and BeYOnd RainBow Colors as U of AUtistic
changes R to ARtistic and U RemAiNs R oF Y i.. haha..
anyWay.. ain’t no one gonna make a
cake like this.. one..
hehe.. not
even
A Moore’s
Law Super
computer
STiLL to come
as ya can’t copy
Rabbit wHOLes as
Alice and WonderLands
MoRE as an i Robot aLone
wiThouT aLLONe transcendental
HoLy SpiRit StreAMs of Ecstatic
RiVer SonG as Astrocytes
WaVe Neurons
as Ocean
wHOle
MiNd
and BoDy
BaLanCinG
soUL MorE noW..:)
“GOD is Written in ROCK and ROLL”.. tHis is TrUe..
And in Donna Summer Cakes oF MacARthur Park too..
and by a way.. the first one so far written in 2014
and the second two so far written in 2015 with
8 more for now to STiLL
cOme as H8 joining
Hands of K11 two
ONEs as 8
Standing
tALL inFiniTy
sMILeS eVen moRe.. noW2..;)
“DancE SinG GoD FReED’
“Do you remember the Time” as
Michael Jackson STiLL DancES
and SinGS oN YouTuBe
STiLL Free.. yep
i LiVe iT NoW
wiTh
nO
TiMe
aT aLL.. yep
that Ecstatic Trance
Dance Kingdom oF HeaVen
aS Such STuFF too as i bRinG
miNe uP aT WiLL oVer Love as
i go NoW.. cOMinG iN and ouT
oF that Door of WiLL @LovE too NoW..:)
“i am Frankenstein”.. sure.. Fredenstein.. Lucifer..
Jesus.. the one as Neo.. Maitreya too and three
as hey.. “they’ve” been Forecasting YOU to
coMe as jusT anoTHeR
Avatar and
Face oF God
too for a very
lOnG tiMe
alWays NOW
oF eXistence too..
as you SeeK and
FiNd God withIN too
and beCoMe Katy Perry
Wide Awake with ET
Firework too.. as God Avatar Now isRea2..1..2..
as this MacroVerse comes from two years ago too..:)
“Joker can be Wild AND Crazy”.. MacroVerse from three years
ago and so TrUe the Trickster can be dArk or LIGht..
those sHades of Grey and beYond Rainbow
Colors of Transcendent LiGht of
Euphoric
Ecstasy
oF Heaven
NoW too..
“BeYond’
as Rihanna
and Star trek
says too wHere no
man and or woman.. eTc..
dares to go unTiL NoW iN
HUman INNeR UniVerse as SoUL WhOle MoRe NoW2..;)
“CRY of big CULTURE”.. from two years ago.. can you
HeAR iT.. i’Ve been HeaRinG iT since 1960.. and
i’M trying my besTeST to eVEnTuaLLy change
it to a sMiLe and God Laugh
wiDer than hUman
words of inFinity
NoW trUe iN LiGht
too.. so much faRTheR than BeFore..
won’t you join me iN aRt to eXpress yOUr
SpiRit of heaRt greater too iN MiNd and
BoDy BalanCinG soUL Please.. @LeASt4NOW2..
wE NeeD “BigGer BRiTCHes WORlD SiZe PlEAse”.. NoW2..;)
” #SupernatUreNoW ” .. hmm.. need i Dance and
SinG MoRe iN and FrOm thiS MacroVerse
from juST a Year ago.. sure..
more coMiNg
noW iN
ways
of SupernatUreNoW more too..;)
“Forrest Gump style..if ya WiLL”.. yeP as K C and the SunShiNe
Band STiLL DanceS oN and SinGs On NoW thaT’s
the way i like it huh heh huh heh.. and
i DO juST GO a little further
than Forrest
Gump
and
KinG David too.. heheX2..
STiLL from three yeaRS ago2.. bY A WaY2..;)
Hmm.. i thiNk i’ve listened to that Donna
Summer Song four times now..
it’S iN my head now..
don’t have to
play it anymore
for inspiration aS iT
bRings back EmoTioNal
Memories of my first love
Sonia.. and after the loss
of mY Father and Mother
in the last three years
a Step Father before
that and Katrina’s
Sister after
that and
Cat Moby
and an
Aunt.. a
Second
Cousin..
and Yellow
Boy experiencing
some issues with
Feline Leukemia now..
jUSt the brew of dARk inspiRed
liGht Grief to inSpire this Cross
oF LiGht i carry more.. i give thanks
to God of Nature all for all the pain
and grief as we all work toGETher
iN dARk and liGht.. make the
best job JOB oF iT foR
MorE LiGht NoW2..
to KinGdoM
CoME
within..
is what i
continUe
to Dance
and SinG
as CroSS oF LiGht STiLL
long ago.. i lEArned.. carrying
A Cross WiLL eventuaLLy carrY A GreaTeST LiGht2..:)
“Terminating Sidewalks by NEO’.. now that’s a helluva
metaphor in Heaven now for me@LeASt from 2
years ago as exTenDinG thaT Force to NoW..
i have ‘the power’ and understand
it and use it to the best
of my aBiLiTy NoW
InheriTinG
the eARTh
as Meek..
as the Heaven
is not alWays clearly
Visible to oTheRs iNside
butt yes.. tHere are Hints that
miGht make you thINk that someone
experiencing Heaven now and who is
touched that way like me for almost four
years now at WiLL Over Love in Ecstatic
Transcendental LiGht LiFe NoW iS own
somEthinG othEr than the all Natural
HiGher PoWer of God within
that yes.. of course includes
Material Reductionist
Science elements
somewhat
measurable
as Neuro-Chemicals
and Neuro-Hormones too..
but tHeRe is a synErgy of ForCE LiGht
as HuMans toGeTher HolDinG HandS oNline
as Hive cOminG aLiVE NoW Eu-sociALLy
as metaphor for hUmaN KiNd thaT is
not cuRREnTly aN observable
whOle Empirical
phenomenon
that science
can
meaSuRE
wiTh a cuRREntly
AntiQuaTEd Tool of
one step to five step Scientific Method and
more of what NoW cannot be measuReD
NoW STiLL as no meaSuRinG tools do
exist for hUman isReaL aLL NaTuRal
MaGiC thaT iS cOmInG to LiGht
for maNy Humans now..
remembering
the ancestral
GreaTer
liGht
MaGiC
ways of
tHeir ancestors
NoW sEt FreED
as GoD HiGher PoWer
of NaTuRE aLL WiThin them too..
i do my little pArt as GrAIN oF Sand
and otHeRs WoRK as HaRd as they
can to seT otHeRs Free from the sidEwalks
of Modern culTuRes too.. we cry we try we cry we try2..:)
“i celebrate my ‘ROLLING FACE’ an urban dictionary term
too sTiLL from three years ago as to what the
younger generation refers to as peers
who are taking drugs like
Molly to approximate
the all Natural
poTenTial
Experience
of Transcendental
Ecstasy NoW iN LiGht..
thing is.. with synthetic ways
to get tHeir tHeRe is the down
pArt of PoTenTiaLLy no longer
FeeLinG Beauty and Love too..
and that’s way it takes work baby
to geT wHeRe i am all Naturall aS Such..
MoVinG iN and out of the Door of Transcendental
Ecstasy almosT at WiLL oVer aGaPe Love transcendent LiGht foR ALL noW2..
Works
Baby
Practice
Works
Baby
Practice
never ending
story of Nether Land STiLL NoW aLivE LiGht..:)
AnyWay that’s all for MacroVerse
Memories for this 101st MacroVerse
NoW.. i WiLL tAke a Break and
bE back with the
MicroVerse more
Memories… eTc..
And eVEntuALLy
Publish then.. this
Ground BreaKinG
two times the size
As “NetherLand Bible
2017” aS iN comparison
oF WoRd count to thaT
rather much smaller King James Effort.. way back when..
fully illustrated wiTh DanCE and SonG heAR morE too NoW..;)
A PeNnY foR
yoUr thOughTs..
NaH.. FReED i iNsiST..;)
Hmm.. i DancE aT all the
oPen MiNded Stores.. iN oTheR
Words.. places wHeRE unusual Folks
work the best to be Free iN Dance WeLComInG
as Strange
as ‘them’
as uS Now
as yes..noW
ME iN tRance
DancE HiGher
for the dAy and
to this point at the
Cordova Mall flying
Butterfly Style up and
down between the main
Hall Mall where the stiffer
elements of security don’t
like the way i do iT aLL Free
and best Busy.. a Place of Nerds
and Eccentrics and Geeks sort
oF liKe me into aRt among
folks who’ve even
heARd of
Walt Whitman
Free Verse style
oF LiFE too.. away from
Science forms closed iN grammar
ways of labELs too.. appropriate punctuation
more than two or three ellipses in River Flow
and such as that.. anyWaY.. one reAson i take photos
and lots of selfies is to record in real time the transfiguration
and transformation of my Human Form in Flesh and Blood as
the inner liGht eXpands from Head to Toe too.. if you rememberer
that old 10 Commandments Movie and the folks in the village easily
recognized that the Charleston Heston Version of Moses whoever
after he came down from his personal Yogi Mountain
and burning inner flAMe of Bush eterNaLLy
i AM within aS Such.. yes.. the
no name Force
all over
as Yoda
does relate
in Forest Yogi way
too like Buddha under a
tree and me coming down
from the distance further than
foot prints and condos at Navarre
and Pensacola Beach on a Day Long
Vision Quest aS Such NoW iN SpiraLinG
DanCe.. like Sufi Dervish2.. although.. i don’t
fly with anyone else but me and God Born freed WiThiN
aGaiN Phoenix continuAlly RisinG aGaiN froM aShEs aS SucH..
anYwaY.. i carry the flAMe of the Eternal Burning Torch within and
it never gets all the way put out.. of course.. wRite oN Course but
sTiLL in the sPiRit and liTeral way of empirical systemizing science
as the record dictates and sHows sAMe.. i AM HiGh as a Mr. Kite in This sHow
of Water Fountain FloWing FreeLy iN SMiLEs of eYes even beyond SHades of fACe..
yes ice
ice
baby
ice ice
baby.. that
was the SonG
i was LiSTeNinG
to with a SiCk bEAt then..;)
YeP ViP
XoX AoA
STaY tHiRsTY
AMiGos MoRe tHaN Me..;)
NoW heAR coMeS some MicroVerse
Shares and associated
Visual Aids
and YouTuBe
Style Music
from a year
ago too..
all oN
ToPiC
of course
as Personal Bible
as SonG oF mY soUL
GroWs oN to over 4 MiLLioN
Words iN 45 Months too closinG
iN on 7400 MiLes of Public dance
in 45 Months too.. in oTher Words
this New Age Bible Record sTuFF iN
TaLk of 1.566 MiLLioN words Plus
in this MicRoVerse Number 101
doubling as MacroVerse
Number 772 too..
iS JuST a Rhetorical
exercise iN LabELs as Such
as i done GoT that Biggest
Free Verse Religious and Associated
all Free Verse Poem Longest Long Form
Poem for Centuries on end beFore i did
this at JuST 1.8 MillioN Words then beat
by double and of course the King James Version
beat by 5 times 1 lonG BeFoRE NoW.. at the 44 MoNth
PoInT of thAT RHeToriCal Free Verse HoLY SPiRit inSpiRed
automatic wRite too.. and the Kuran.. with all DO respect
Got that beat by a 50 times to 1 in that small but still now
cogent 80K word Effort not much more than what i do in a 1 to
to 2 week period of writing theSe Days and Weeks aT LEAst with
that lASt 55K word effort in one Blog Post spanning about 7 or 8 days
with plenty of oTheR Flesh and Blood Activities in the Blue Room NoW
and stores
oF Free
DancE More..
anyWaY as ‘i say’..
hEAR we go for sOme
moRE Free Verse STuFF NoW..
butt yes i must
go work out
first as
carry
on
wayward
Sons continue to Go..;)
Per MicroVerse from
a Year ago heAR..
and more coming too..
Original Duo of Trio..
Charlie’s Angels..
Cortney and
Chelsea
from
Good Old
Seville Quarter
and my 110th
Dance Week
Thursday NiGht theRe..
And in addendum.. speaking
of Cortney.. Cortney.. a newly
hired in Government employee Now
working to conserve natural resources
noW iN the wildlife of our local beach
area.. shares an awesome photo
of a Fish Eagle aka Sea Hawk..
officially known as Osprey
that are common to
this area.. both
at beach
and River
lands.. and the
Osprey is capturing
a fish up to its weight
while the fish is swimming
downward.. and with mighty
Talons and Wings of Super
Bird the Osprey as no human
weight lifter could ever imagine
REAL.. Lifts itself out of the water
with wings of steel
in NoW super bird
way.. noW spRinGinG
oh.. the stories of
#supernature .. noW
they go far beyond
what human can do..
functionally disabled
by all the clothes of
written words.. collective
intelligence and all other
clothes of culture.. sitting
still for years.. in classrooms
in front of screens where home
room is now too.. for many.. from day
break to sleep.. as weakness.. now in
pre-type two diabetes
assessed in
school age
children @
noW around
one-third
in statistical way..
additionally Now close
to 50 percent of clothed
adult culture on some kind of
pain killer for chronic.. often
NoW stress related vague somatic
pains.. and of course.. sky-rocketing
rates of psychoptropic drugs to
treat emotional illnesses
of feelings/senses
that are noW
dys-regulated to
almost non-existent
from the battle ground
of humans and their disabling
clothes of cultural comforts.. etc..
And then there is the
oldest among
creatures..
the dragon fly
who flies up to
60 miles per hour..
almost beyond human
comprehension of feat
in #supernature way..
and what once noW
was an oral and dance
tradition of human being where
the communication of life was once
hours of daily oration and moving sign
language to connect and create has been
reduced to 140 characters in a twitter line
of acronyms of u
and u as uS noW..
and a few more
letters to get to
the limit of u..
and science
suggests that
the average human
has the literal attention
span of a gold fish now.. while
human cultures continue to slowly
as whole destroy the home for uS noW..
and the Fish Eagle too.. so the government
in at least some level of saving gRACE.. employs
folks like Cortney to save some home.. at least
in some way of effort now.. i am a FucKinG
rare species of bird.. named human
without all the clothes of culture..
named hUman who uses
culture to tHeir human
potential advantage
rather
that slow
misery of death..
A human who says..
Well yes.. there are twitter
limits in life but i choose to
go back NoW to my human iNnate
potential #supernature noW hiGher
Road and do more.. more.. morE Now..
so.. after dancing a solid three hours
without a water break.. in martial
arts and ballet-likeall free style..
in Feng Shui human way
as one with wind and
water at core of
being noW juSt Now
Nature.. some button
down preppy dude says Molly
huh.. and i shake his hand
with the grip of Osprey
with prey and
say no dude..
God.. it’s God..
yes.. aLL #supernature
God at hand heRe.. hEre..
let me show ya a couple of things
on Google and Youtube as i whip
it right out as you know what they
say about size doesn’t matter noW and
all of that as truly a lot of it has to
do with how yA aim the
big picture at Ya
pArts.. per say..
and if you ever
view my nude art..
particularly recently..
you will get MORE of the
gist of that joke too.. he HE..
SO.. i show him the handy dandy
video of me leg pressing 930 LBS
with the last two forty-five LB plates..
teetering off the edge of the barbell
machine.. with no room left to
grow in weighT.. 14 times
very slowly with
arms raised in
the air noW sTiLL
aLL BaLanCinG as such
with only legs as mechanical
advantage in half a ton way.. yes STiLL nOW
and then i go on to say.. i do it 30 times
now but it would just be boring to upload
longer and longer videos like that as this
one is already 88 seconds long.. and
the other one would be around
three whole minutes like
a song to sit through..
and then.. i go on to say..
not only do i do my Molly dancing
all natural.. and by the way… i don’t
drink or smoke either.. i do it every where
i go as documented here too on Google
iN Nike GPS sports watch way..
approaching 5400 miles now
in just 33 months..
like the F iN Forrest
Gump of dancing distances
to and fro across the shores
of USA in mountain high
ways of moving that
as such in human
metaphor way.. yes.. sTiLL..
oh yeah.. and then.. tHeRe’s
writing poetry.. back in the old
days when humans really used their now then
potential.. back in India.. there is a 1.8
million long poem still recorded.. noW
and i tale him.. ya gotta be kidding..
my poem is well over 3 million
words still running now at
667 macro verses
of MACRO WHOLE..
WRITE here at
katiemiafrederick.com
and here’s a short micro
taste of what i do there in
one macro verse at 338,630
words with around 300 or so
gorgeous beach photos
titled ‘GodsUniVerse
Novel3′.. as linked
below.. and then i say..
oh.. tHeRe iS somewHeRe
between 600 to 800 photos
of girls smiling ear to ear
with me wRite here at
Good Old Seville and
on 110 blog posts too..
now and then.. since i’ve
been streaking a dance
date here for 110 weeks
now.. and after i tale him
all of this.. in around a couple
of minutes or so in lightening
speed like voice.. his mouth is
just left hanging open.. and
he moves on his
way in small
human
view..
and dam i forgot to
show him some of
my recent nude art..
just in case.. he didn’t
think i was man enough noW
to be brave.. and stuff like
that.. he He.. okay.. here’s
the deal.. when i was 12 or 13..
and the bully boys told me.. i was
too weak looking to survive.. like
the Osprey.. i didn’t give up lifting
the fish.. and just get mad
and pout.. or become a
bully too.. but yes..
i did kinda crush
that young
man’s hand..
just a little
bit noW last
night in Xtra
firm hand
grip shake..
teaching him
a lesson
his hand
would
remember..
yeS.. back
THEN.. too..
for me..
it was
just a signal
from the other
swimming fish..
albeit tough love
in bullying that a change
was needed to survive.. but
truly it was a gift.. as now i can
easily squeeze over two hundred pounds
of effort at max machine provided human
potential on the Nautilus hand
squeeze machine.. in herculean
effort.. and curl over 200 LBS
with my biceps and
with neck too..
as for all practical
intents and purposes
in majority of equipment
i am the strongest dude.. at the
Elite Military gym now at NASWF noW
yes.. mE approaching age 56 on June 6th..
who used to be literally assessed
as the weakest dude by others..
and last kid picked on sports
teams.. with always
naturally occurring
low levels of testosterone
still measured in as border
line low at 271.. in medical
records currently as
assessed as such
in empirical way..
but you see.. the fish hawk
Jack LaLanne NoW has already
long proved what an all natural
dude without steroids can do..
when he towed 60 or so boats..
behind him in swimming way
at over age 60.. and crap..
he aint’ even no exception
alone.. as even Arthur then..
the head life guard dude
i used to supervise.. as
Athletic Director
at the Air Station
here at then Whiting
Field could out swim
all the 21 year old boys..
at over 60.. and Arthur
still competes in ballet
well after 65 in actual
theater events.. so truly..
except for the poetry potential
anomaly.. what i do ain’t that unique..
yeah.. writing LONG POEM FREE VERSE
is currently now my special LONG ReAD
human super splinter skill.. and yes..
i READiLY admit.. thiS iS
a cultural acquired skill
and not what
scientists
suggest is innate
human potential without
culture.. but yeah.. science
don’t understand the science
of Quantum Mechanics as that
applies to the human being
mind and body iN noW
BaLanCinG..
unLeasHinG and
reLeaSinG.. and many
folks THoUGHT Einstein was
nuts back when he said Nature
is Krazy SuperNATURE OVER
WHAT THEY KnEW THEN.. AS
SUCH TOO.. anyWaY.. iN aLL stuff
nature.. #supernature .. the magic
as such of Nature potential
is a truly easy formula of
Use iT oR Lose iT
as all stuff
human nature
and #supernature
AKA GOD wHolE..noW
DO one thing to the
excess of the other thing
and lose the other thing too..
and that’s why i can’t cook..
’cause i don’t cook..
as simple as thAT DO..
and that’s why i used
to walk stiff like a robot..
cause i never walked ART
like air and water..
in Feng Shui Sea Hawk
human way.. aLL of Nature..
at least most oF it.. liVeS iN
our DNA.. we are the fish..
the toad.. and reptilian
bird brain feATheRed
friend as well..
and what we do not
often see is that overall
God that lives as wE.. and
to discount magic of #supernature
still living as human potential
is to discount God as
whole still living
within.. outside..
up and down and
merry go ’round..
so yeah..
i have a song
for this named
ET by Katy Perry
as those in the REAL
SENSE KnOW and
FEEL NOW OF SU
PER GOD AS THE
HIGHER sTilL NoW
POWER OF GOD
WHO LIVES STILL
AS US TOO.. noW
iN FISH EAGLE WAY..
WILL UNDERSTAND THE
BIGGER STORY OF KATY
PERRY’S FISH TALE.. WHERE
WE ESCAPE THE NUTS AND BOLTS
OF THE TERMINATOR WAY OF LIFE..
And SeT OURSELVES FREE IN THE
TRUTH AND LIGHT OF #supernature
So
FReED
in HuWoMaNiFeST
Free waY noW juSt nOW..
and as final LAUGH
NOTE HERE.. i bet
Cortney is glad i
didn’t write
all of this
that iS
paRt of
my 3 plus
Million Word
poem noW on
her personal
Facebook page..
cRapiT ain’t easy
being a Vincent noW
Van Gogh Superman..NoW..
trust me.. it ain’t easy
being superhuman@ALL
as Supernature
TrUe iN LiGht..
LiFe’s a Beach
and a Bitch.. iT’s
the balance of dArk
and liGht that maKes
liFe.. F iN AwesoMe NoW..
and ps.. oH crap.. my finger
wavered and went to another
page view.. thought i was gonna
hafta start all over and do thiS aLL
a GaiN.. WeLL friends.. the never ending
and beginning story of no real start
and finish oF ALL OF QUANTUM
MECHANICS PLUS ALL OF THE
REST THAT SCIENCE DON’T
KNOW THAT i IntUit noW
thAT is even too f iN Deep
for any creative
human word(s)..
iS aLL About thaT..
NOW aLL thaT iS n0w..
never ending.. never
starting.. never finishing
never beginning NOW.. but
NOW i am in bLow yoUr mind
T E R R I T O R Y E T sTyLe
or i am just on LSD or Molly
or some other substance thing..
other than my innate human potential
as more fully realized now jUSt NoW..
NO..! iF i lost aLL of these words.. iT iS
just pArt of aN ongoing practice oF
a briGhter noW iN
TrUth and liGht..
iN respect
of dArk
and huMan
culTuRE
narRow
streAm
lieS noW..yES!..:)
And ps.. thanks! Local
107.3 FM Radio Station
for giving me the song
prompt of Katy Perry’s
ET.. starting at the precise
moment i left the garage in
my car to arrive at the Dance
and Song of Life Last niGht..
First niGht.. Day never beginning
or ending Start of LiFe NoW iN TrUth LiGht..:)
Friend Rafiah.. shares
her Facebook status
that says.. ‘Life feels
a lot better in dim lights.
Can’t stand too much
brightness.”.. and then
i say then.. and noW..
InTeResTinGly.. Rafiah..
i used to be the sAMe kiNdA
waY.. iN stress oF liGhtS BriGht..
particularly after dealing wITh
so much flight or fight stress in
my work liFe.. the last two years
tHeRe.. stress kiLLs.. noW..
a sLow tortUre
oF lifE..
and liGht..
but trUe tHe
niGht iS meant
to be relaXinG..
my friEnd Rafiah..
wHeRe thE Sun IS A noW
FRiEnD oF liGht and not one
to escape.. in yes.. been tHere
dOne thAT fasHion too.. any waY..
hope you are doing WeLL.. mY sweet
friend iN aLL ah liFe’s dARk and liGht..:)
Haha! i kid you not too..
i was just looking for the
wRite SonG as hurts so bad..
and you provide this SonG mY
Dear Friend HImali.. all the way
from the Emirates of Arabia..
to prompt my soUl.. noW..
not on purpose of course..
but as you Harry Potter
kNow.. LIFe iS MaGiC
when lived that
way in yes..
both
DevIiveD
AngEL noW
iN blood of
moon and
niGht oF
Day..a TwiLIght
of a thouSand years
and more to wait NoW..
a Love that WiLL never
end or begin and aLways
bE NoW iS onE that Hurts
so good in all the dARk and
liGht thaT LiFe iS noW to Offer
Frozen and red HOT!..
in the bLack..
white.. and
InFiNite sHades
of color and hues
of grey.. that liGht
our lives so full
of Wonder
Lust for
aLL that
seeks to
liVe and thriVe
forvernowmoreNoWmoRE
aS iN LoVinG tOuch oF LiFe..
the path to Heaven is paved
with hell.. the path to Hell is
paved with heaven.. the Yellow
Brick Road is red rum too..
the Shining can be
Play2 when
Jack AND Jill
pLay miraculously
StiLL toGeThER FoReVer
in DreAm oF now.. and as
they say.. iF one has
Steak and
Ice creAm
aLL tHerE LiFe..
and becomeS boRed
aLL wiTh the same old
Old Phrases oF liFe
iN World and Words
noW.. tHeRe IS A neverLand..
a pLace inside.. wHere delicious
fantasY alWays tastes great.. so yes..
dear.. you are a pARt oF mY story noW2..
And yes.. my dear.. tHeir iS a SonG oF SouL
For this by A Lady named Christina Perri that
means
pure and
Rock by definition
of Name no different
than Katy Perry and
her Fire Work too..
A thouSand years
mY FriEnd.. a thouSAnd
CAndLeS a Love tHat
Never ends and that
iS what the letter
and words
FRiEnD mean
to mE and yoU
alWays have
A FRiEnD
iN Fred.. yESnoW
After aLL the glitz
and glamour.. sweaty
empasSioNeD embRAceS
iN heiGhts of PleAsure are
oVer iT is the Friend that lasts
iN aLL oF uS trUe as Brothers and Sisters..
and on toP of thAT.. tHeRe is already enough
humans in the world.. to skip the other part.. WiTh SMiLes..
if
need
be.. noW..
and sorry iF ever
you visit me.. i do not
bite FriEnds.. i
just nibble
on them
with
friEndly..
Witty Banter..
And yes it’s true my friend..
as the story of Katrina and i
forever now does tale too.. back
when she was Isis and i am Osiris..
we are more like Brothers and Sisters noWstiLLnoW..:)
Love my cat Yellow Boy..
i StiLL love my cat Moby..
although he is gone off of this
terrestrial plane.. HiS heARt StiLL
lives oN as pARt of mY SoUl.. and
whenever a relationship of any FriEnd
comes to me.. iT is the sAMe.. as i told
my friend Rafiah.. long ago.. each human
relationship of Pure Fearless Love.. is another
MultiUniVerse existence oF God creaTinG anew..
so when i have a friend.. no matter what age.. what
gender.. albeit.. i’ve never had many male friends.. as
i break that gender mOld too well.. now among the polar
Genderized way.. of deep South Stiff collar males.. sure.. now
i can be a rough boy too.. just shake my hand dude and i will
crush it if that is what makes you feel like a man..
i will tale the dudes in non-verbal language noW
who try to challenge the grace
noW of my FReED sTyLE
ballet-like mode dance
on the dance floors of liFe..
but you see.. i have noW oN
my feminine and masculine
balanCinG.. tHeRe is nothing i
have to have from another gender
as i already have the balance inside..
and what this allows me to do.. is Love
Woman as friends.. with none of those
contingencies as yoU kNow and
FeeL.. what i mean.. as to truly
Love God iS to Love aLL noW
uniquely as creation sacredly
and wHoLLy aLL..
and i have to say
when i am in the restroom
at Old Seville Quarter and hEar
the guys slander the opposite sex
as a piece of ass.. some tits.. and
the V below.. they are lucky i have
sHades on.. as trust me when ‘the
Devil.. nah.. not the ugly
one.. the pretty
one “LUCIFER”..
BrINgER oF liGht
and FreedoM to ALL..
as metaphor please..
as by God it’s just a
common human archetype
of mind and body balance
souL.. BY GOD TOO.. THiS
ANGeL’s BLUE EyES WHEN
IN DEViL GREEN WiLL PIERCE
THE STEEL OF HATE iN MAkiNG
HUMANS INTO OBJECTS INSTEAD oF HeART..:)
SpeaKinG of LiFe.. i Love
Cycads.. here otherwise
known as Sago Palms..
and King Sago Palm..
but not really part
of the Palm
family as
Cycad instead..
wHere Cycads are
known as Evolution’s
comeback Kid.. a somewhat
perfect form of life.. relatively
sPeaKing.. origin around
280 million years ago
sharing the planet
with much larger
Dragonflies and
Roaches then
wHere some
Cycads can
STilL noW
live around
a thousand
years old.. yes..
wRite hear sTiLL
waiting for uS as Love
oF aLL of Nature too aS
Christina Perri saYs noW
iN hEr SonG a “ThouSand
Years”.. too in the day oF
A lifelong noW Cycad Real..:)
Ah.. a few of my favorite things..
A song of Forever for mE noW
WiTh no tiMe as aLL iS Now..
Still writing it.. and
illustrating it
so many
other ways
in the longest
poem ever now
in this 668th Macro
Verse that WiLL
be named now
“#Supernature”
as pArt noW oF
the 3 Million plus word
longest written poem
ever titled “KATiE MiA
FredericK!iI”.. at yes..
the all Free Website
with same
title..
here of
course too
now and truly
the Song by Julie
Andrews is a way
to count one’s blessings
for what one finds sacred
and holy worth as living
Life noW.. and i could
write THAT forever..
in fAct i’ll
juSt do that
noW at lEaster..
and the “SonG oF
mY SoUl” goes on..
as when a person
goes to
REAL
HELL
AS i did back
‘then’ for 66 months..
when i could not even
catch my breath without
awaking in hell of Dysautonomia..
wHere my blood pressure and
heart rate were no longer
controlled by my
nervous system
properly..
so i would
gasp for breath
to excite my heart
rate to get the blood
back to my brain with
no choice.. of what
was left of
my F’Ed
up flight
and fight
stress response
then.. with THAT pain
i had.. wHeRe i tried to tale
my mother then it was actually
a scientifically assessed pain
worse than crucifixion and of
course nothing is more special
than the Jesus.. as idol as such..
as worshipped as such.. instead
of Respected and Loved as
any teacher of liFe
should bE as weLL
as aLL otHeR pArts
of God’s creation too..
but anyway.. she bought
a book on the crucifixion of
Jesus.. showed it to me to
tale me about how bad it
was and the first page i turned to
in the book.. clearly stated that
the only torture of pain worse
than the slow asphyxiation
like what i experienced
with Dysautonomia
too.. was the
pain of my
F IN PAIN..
THAT I INHERITED
FROM GOD.. NAMED
AS TYPE TWO TRIGEMINAL
NEURALGIA.. ATYPICAL
TRIGEMINAL NEURALGIA..
ETC.. SO i showed it too
my mother but it didn’t
matter to her that
i experienced that
pain through those
40 days of February
through Spring by
chance in that Lent
period too.. and the
pain lived for 66 months
of shut-in wake to sleep
existence then..
wHere i could
not sleep then
in the early
40 days of Lent
but one hour each
night with a powerful
alpha blocker to slow
my heart rate down
and get the breathing
back.. to sleep.. with
that dirt shallow
one hour of sleep
for the first 35 days
of Lent then for me..
with zero sleep the last
5 of 40.. along then with
18 other life threatening
synergy of medical
disorders.. including
Sjogren’s Syndrome..
where my eyes quit
making tears.. then..
Severe Degenerative
Arthritis in spine precipitated
somewhat early in life by
a congenitally fused
Vertebra.. yes.. from
birth.. and spinal
stenosis..
Fibromyalgia..
Severe Anxiety
and Depression with
associated panic attacks..
and Anhedonia.. as well
as Alexithymia.. etc.. but
the worst of all pain was
the numbness
that was
beyond
any imaginable
burning hell of both
Emotions and Senses
of piece of paper existence..
where truly one second was
an eternity in a relative
1000 years where
all was time..
in nothingness
as close to separation
in a dark night of soul
away from feeling and
sensing all oF God’s Nature.,,
including mine.. for an eternity
in hell time then.. so sure i have
reason to celebrate liFe in all its
dArk and liGht now and ‘tween
that iS.. ’cause i kNow for
sure that even
in hell
is EL
for Heaven..
a test from allthatis
AKA EL as GOD..
for me then..noW..
but a blesSinG
Now to kNow..
seNse and
FeeL thaT aLL
that is is all worth
iT as heaven now.. whether
we can kNow it.. sense it
and or feel it.. when hell
comes in heaven now..
two places.. one
of hope and Love..
one of fear and
Hate.. and
all EmoTioNs
nuanced and senses
associated with both…
i choose thE LiGht placE noW..
and invite folks iN..
the water is hot..
but it’s
worth
every ounce
now oF aLL mY
Favorite things thAt
arE… trUly ALLiNoWthaTiS..
And sPeaKinG of ALL oF thAT..
haven’t made it back to dVerse
for open LiNk Thursday Night
yet.. but some other sTuFF
cAMe uP.. and noW
it’s now to
work-out..
wheRe dArk
and liGht miX
aS oNe eternAlly NoW oN..:)
“At least I thought I was dancing,
’til somebody stepped on my hand.”
~~ J. B. White ~~
That says iT aLL.. mostly..
as there will always
be those who say
stop
in the
name of DancE..
and SonG too..
and i lEarned to
have Faith iN mE
and God
FolloWed
as Nature
iN mE noW2..
hmm.. what else..
oh yeah.. that magic
thing.. i believe in Quantum
Mechanics.. therefore.. with enough
observation..
i noW rule
thE-WORlDnoW
WeLL enough
for me.. yes..
iN Magic
NoW oF
CHanGinG
liGht noW to Now
oN.. FieLD thAT bRinGS
BaLanCE to Dark Lies
beneath the
TrUth
oF liGht
as StreAMs
to Rivers to noW..
Ocean wHoLLy Hope..
iN Fearless Love.. oKay..
that about covers iT aLL
thAt iS for noW.. trip to
the Casino tomorrow..
more dance
all around
Biloxi
there..
alWayS noW
aN aDventure iN
heaVen of noW aWaY
from HeLL of theN..
and sure mY
faith.. mY
hope.. myY
fearless Love iS
thE sAMe for yoU mY
FriEnd.. as i have dOne
the miracle thinGiE.. up close..
documented iN fuLL and they
ARE REAL.. at lEaster in My
Phoenix RiSinG from the ashes
iN Book and Tree oF LiFe FReED..
aLL moNkeY Business HeRe.. mY FriEnd..
i’LL bE A bird iN A tree tomorRoW climBinG air Of WiND
WeLL BeFoRe SunSeT wHen DaY BreaK iS.. juSt iS noW..:)
i told Katrina to set the
alarm clock this morning
and she complied
with
Legs..
and yes..
tHere is an
early morning
SonG to gET uP
for thiS noWoN
too.. so noW oN2
Happy Saturday..
And iT’S oFF to
Casinos for me
iN Biloxi mostly
to dance rather
than play with
one armed
bandits..
and Katrina
is off to a baby
shower to turn some
‘folks’ on.. whether she
realizes it fully or noT.. Jesus..
soMe beauty is juSt mADe
to be shaRed and
not hidden
from
beauty’s
eYes.. iN TrUth
oF liGht FReED..:)
Bet ya 5 Facebook Likes..
that only 1 person likes
this and 5 like the
previous KATiEm
profile pic.. noW
And lots more folks
like the previous one
and don’t like it.. hehe..
and anyway.. just keeping
the balance.. of Batman in day..
And Superman in night.. and dark
and light.. and feminine and masculine
and beauty and the beast and the list now
of enlightening and awakening ways of noW
balance continues on infinitum alwayS NoW..:)
Yes.. too halves must
become whole to achieve
AwaKeNinG oF enliGhTenMent
in attainment oF Heaven noW..
Nirvana.. Bliss.. the whole
sHeBanG so hEre’S
the otHeR
pArt
oF thE
sanDal
story Now
left and right..
dArk and liGht
uP and doWn..
inside.. outside..
and yes.. aLLa noW
MerrY go A’round..:)
penniewoodfall says..
Something for you…
this say’s it all…
mostly…;)
Pietroasa Bowl
And after i watch
the video she provides
i say..
SMiLes
And
Thanks
From inside
To outside the
BOwL.. My friEnd
penniewoodfall..
A MaGiC ChaLiCe
ReaList
oF
NoW..:)
And then i say
to gigoid after
some more
associated
comments..
sMiLes.. for mE i only
have faith in what i touch..
what touches me..
what i feel..
what feels me..
what i see.. what
sees me.. what i taste
what tastes me.. what i hear
what hears me.. what i smell
what smells me.. Etc.. and science
suggests there are now 412 total
nuanced emotions and
many more senses..
some of which of
all of these
some humans
do not experience..
the begGinG oF wisdom
is to understand that none
of us experience iT aLL and
some of uS experience more..
Some of us have the potential
to experience more.. and
some of us close
off that
potential
through sHear
wiLL of fear iN the
dark and or cynicism
of additional potential
liGht.. there were so many
days of dArk for me friend..
and tHeRe is no end of the
liGht i Now
experience
noW at the
beginning of the
Tunnel.. and after
11 million words..
and all of
what
underlies
the approximation
of what is real below
and above that.. and all
other symbols as such..
the MaGiC iS noW
reAL.. the potential
is REal.. i wAs A trUly
A fool not to believe
in the real magic
of that
before..
and that of
course only
comes through
experience.. grace
is a fool.. who kNows
nothing.. Fool is
a gRace
wHo
nothing
FeeLs.. noW..
iT’s aLL relative
and a journey now
wITh so many paths..
sAdly.. too many folks
take the short-cut away
from
noW.. that
leads nowhere
but tHeRe.. aWaY..:)
And now i say..
as a participant
Anthropologist wITh
the study oF aLL of God
oF Nature as is.. i find
human nature
fascinating
and like
the orbits
of planets
around Sun of
Stars iT is usuAlly
somewhat consistent
and predictable to read the
thOUghts of otHeRs.. not unlike
Edward Cullen as such.. and
much.. and yes.. i can read
most people very
well in
empath
mind meld
Spock way..
although.. not
unlike Spock iF
you.. aRound me..
see my total Poker
Face while doing this..
you might realize how
much steam of Hurricane
extreme and calm in winds
outside as opposed to inside
out is inherently Nature Nurture
all around as WeLL above so
below too now.. so no..
not many males
WiLL actually
click the
like
button
as it is
not what they
call socially appropriate
to communicate that one’s
friend’s wife has sexy legs
and butt in any way shape
or form.. but it is
very appropriate
for your
best
friends
who are girls
if you happen to
be a male to comment
that the wifey is super
sexy so everything stays
warm and baby cozy
comfortAble
iN the House
of Love who
only kNows
and FEELS
friends and
no enemies at aLL..
trust me.. in the old days
we would be one happy
extended family doing the
work of night sharing and
raising babies too… i miss those
days of past lives.. i really do.. but
when you are a thousand and something
year vampire and bite your wife way back
when and she never ages.. she does make
an excellent conversation piece as Fredward
says about my Bella Dark haired girl now.. and
sure.. she’s the one that let me bite her first.. that’s
how love
works
first
come
first server forevermore
now.. iN aLL ways of FRiEnD
forevermorenoW iN my own
style noW oF LoVe’S fearless
TWiLiGht waY noW..
wITh Lots
and Lots
of hugs
and kisses
from God oF aLL
that iS noW as the
sAga continues foR NoW..
bY A w aY.. i never watched
the Saga i F iN deLivedeviLed iT..
Oh yeah.. and believer it or NoT
Ripley.. i am much older than
i Look.. Jesus.. i’ve
practicAlly
been
aRouNd
forevernow
born from the
origin of all ages cycleS..
oF aLL that existS noW..
like they say.. never let
A REAL STORY GO TO WASTE..
As reaLITy Rocks FictToN everyNOW..
Yeah Baby.. don’t ya kNow tHis iS goinG
up and
down and
uP again..
for REAL
alWayS noW..
inside.. outside..
miGht aS WeLL
Merry
Go
A
‘RouND..:)
JuSt aNoThEr
bATman CAt..:)
And finAllY.. foR Now..
TwiiLiGhT VerSioN..
oF bATman2..
And yes.. oF
course.. VaN
GogH noW
bATman1..2..3..:)
Oh.. the dArk niGht
oF the heArt. that
can bE SpiRit
iN eXpreSsinG
and FeeLinG heARt
oF SpiRiT aLonG WitH
miNd and boDy BaLanCinG
soUL.. noW.. but hell no.. psychiatry
prescribes pills.. but has no way to
help bRing back aLL oF thAT.. as
to cure the root of symptoms
miGht be the end of
psychiatry as we
kNeW anD
KnoW iN noW..
Inner UniVerse
orchestrated by Billions
of galaxy numbered connections
and more as do sPeaK now.. as
so many opportunities to
move in brain
way hiGhEr
and Higher..
as the older
story goes.. inside..
outside.. above.. so below
and all around.. noW beyond
the details of each neuron oF liFe
Separate.. as aLL can be orchestrated
finer.. but try to tale that to the REAL
HUNCH BACK oF Notre DaMe..
the monster i used to be..
kNoWinG no FeeLinG
aT aLL forgetting
all memories
iF had theN noW
ever fELt a SMiLE
before or laugh and
of course the answer
then was pyramid dust..
but it already faded away
too dispersed around me to
make a difference then.. so after
writing 11 or so million words..
language connected to
EmoTioNs.. poeTry
does coMe.. but
it doesn’t matter
what one says or does…
in the moment of heaven or
hell reaL noW iN liFe.. no.. not as
toddler liFE tEacHinG folks
that children overall..
are alReADy tHeRe..
Anyway.. tHeRe IS
A greAT ReAsoN
we are here..
to do what we can
iN essence of the sPiRiT
oF that phrase lET gO..
as Fearless UnConDiTioNal
sacRed Love.. wITh no
frigGinG physical
LiMiTs beYonD
juST
noW..:)
We are the bees and God is the nectar
We are the nectar and God is the Bees
All is the Buzz
when we fly
to be free..
Free is the Bee
that lives as Nectar
in Buzz
of Living
Flower
seed of liFe
Blooming are we
FReED aLiVeNoW..:)
So.. tHere iS thiS FloWer
we cALL creaTion.. tHere is this
DancE and SonG wE cAll liFe NoW..
tHeRe is this cycle that Dances oN now
and there is the seed of never ending now..
there is the breath of all we do.. there are the
moving pArts of subatomic way.. tHere is liGht
and DArk.. and Lover’s pulse.. there are dreams
of be and never be in night way eYes… tHere is
more and theRe iS less.. tHere is sWiM aNd
Love to Run.. floating in space hiGher
and sit sTiLL never coMinG noW
forever noW.. iN loSinG
breathe oF AiR..
three letter aLL
labELs now strung
foR All thAt iS..noW…
fLakes of crystals
memory shine
dreAms
more
Quantum
Mechanics
of physicsnow
gRoWn more
Ocean Rivers
streams never
ending in God
sTrinGs finELy
tUnED oh i oN
noW oN i noW
SunG..HiGH.. i
so.. tHere iS aLL tHiS
and dreAms of nONe..
orgasms big bang
liGhts iN eYes
oF toes.. iN
keY noW
Of LoVE
LiVeS
KNo
W..:)
Here’s the thing..
if you ever become
God to Live you realize
God Loves to live inside
of us on this lovely planet
earth.. there are many barren
seeds in the sky but God’s eYes
sing blue and green and deepest
brown to those parts that pulse
red and pink
in dance
below
and above
iN bRAin noW of
Sprinkling pasSioNs
Freest embrace oF Flower’s
heat of liVing breath
as God’s desire
to be more
than rock
and
space
of pArts..
Realization
that we are this
great i am in colors
come to life on this
planet now is to worship
all away from less of
what is seen
above..
in colder
pArts oF
God’s eYes
away from liFe..
the beauty is life..
the passion is life..
the colors of God’s eYes
SinG noW.. God Dances
as US God SinGs as US..
God Love to bE feel sense
God away
from bLack
then pyramid
dust we are now
the capstone of
hope that lives
as liFe.. noW
pinnacle of God’s
achievement oF aLL
we knoW.. iS the LoVinG
touch.. impassioned LoVe..
that moves inside
out above
all around
in tongue
of smells
of what
makes floWeR
oF wE God’s eyes..
what Some cAll
evil in Miley Cyrus
eYes and
wrecking
bALL hips
iS God’s greater
deLiGht than
Moon
Cold
lips..
do you understand
how lonely God was
before folks like we cAMe
along as aLL oF GoD as
all that iS creates
as wE kNoW feel
sense all noW..
then perhaps
you have forgotten
how cold and lonely
it was before
God
cAMe
US.. wE are
God.. as soon as
you remember how
cold it was before
Life comes alive
you too WiLL
understand
the heaven
of what
aLL thAt
iS noW
as US..
perhaps you’LL
dAnce.. perhaps you’LL
sinG and hold a homeless
person’s hand as they lay
comfort under a bridge
of knoWinG
God’s
WiLL
to noW
LiVe noW..
overALL God
shAres tears as those
who have forgotten
what the
gift
of ALL
noW
means..
to not celebrate
aLL of this wiTh
aLL oF God’s
miGht
iS to
miss
the
point
oF aLL
no
w..
sKeYes faLL
skeYes riSe
faLL
or
flY ..
Bottom line..
do you not understand
that all of this online
thing is
a convention
of God come
to
fruition…
then.. perhaps
you have no
empathy
for
God’s
WiLL
to LiVe
in colors
Blue green
and Brown alive..
wHole iS to KnoW
the FeeL and seNse of tHis..:)
So.. today.. we wArt hogs and raccooNs
go to Ryan’s all you can eat
feeding trough.. for
humans of course..
wHere humans are served
but not eaten.. thanks Lord..
and the lady who now serves
up freshly cooked medium
rare cow.. specifically..
Sirloin cut.. says..
after i twirl around
the grill.. CAN i have
some of that energy
please.. so i say.. sure..
i WiLL translucifer iT iN wordS..
noW and then i say.. who is the
best friend of EnergY noW..
and she doesn’t quite then..
have the answer.. and hehe..
neither do the other sales reps
around Cordova Mall Stores noW
when i continue a day long dance
exceeding half A Marathon
status as measured
by Nike GPS
Sports Watch..
anyway.. i tale her..
the Best Friend of
ENerGy IS A
FriEnd of
GraViTy..
of cOUrse..
as when we work
with gravity.. invisible
to predator and prey as
our ancestors did/do in balancE
noW to survive.. left foot.. right foot..
right arm.. left arm.. the noW wHolE
flesh iN hUman story.. oNe conserves
energy.. onE regulates emotions..
integratEs sensEs.. increasEs
focus and short term
working memory
for greater
control
of unwanted
thoughts and
next thing ya kNoW
ya Got hUwoManiFeSTinG
rEvolution Orange when/wHere
the NoW libido sacral and
yes.. seNsual/sexual
energy rises from
root of survival
to crown
of bliss..
and various other
cross cultural metaphors..
including the Pentecostal
Holy Spirit Aid.. as discussed
in old tiMeY way metaphor
in Catholic Church
today.. and
of note..
i matchED the
colorful decor of the
church with the bottom
line of the LioN King
and no worries for
LiFe.. in other
words.. heavEN
noW.. aS noW so
nicely illustrated
at the end of the SwaYinG
Wart Hog.. RAcoon.. and
new futUre LioN KinG..
as theY
continue
tHeir
ascent
in and as
WoRRy Free
FLoW iN zOnE
oF HeavEn noW..
yes.. as Catholic Religion
metaphor for the same dam
thing that the Tibetan Yogi’s
speak of in the Book
of the dead
and aLL of
that too.. noW
so sPeAking Now
oF Decor and my
match in colors
of Catholic
Church..
we arrive
almost late
but just on
Fred tiMe noW..
and instead of slowing
Flow of middle aisle
to back row
pew..
i hop over
the back of the
pews and arrive
oN tiMe NoW oF course..
and a lady i’ve kNoWn like
forever says.. oh.. don’t you
kNow that’s against decor
and i say..
i go by no
rule i AM
Decor
in matching
colors with the
REAL MESSAGE OF
JESUS.. in yes.. less
metaphors than that of course..
as this is obviously a literAlly
thinking person i am
dealing with..
yes.. i can
tale by
body
language
in about a split
second or so as nothing
about the body language
flows in all natural holy
spirit.. as this spirit
shines noW in
body language
and iT IS A lAMp
THaT WiLL N0T bE
HiD.. AS LIGHT SHINES
AND IS NEVER Dark as liGht..
but.. of course// i visit hell as i hAve
sympathy foR All the devils
and purgatory
children
heRe
noW too..
and this.. from
times past friend..
taling me all about
seating decor.. iS noT iN
heLL.. juSt purgatory..
as around
95-plus
percent
of Western Civilization
so-called first world countries
aRe those wHo arE somewhat last to get
to HeaveN now.. LiVinG iN mechanical
Cognition problem solving
worry.. beta wave
mind way..
instead of
Holy Spirit.. Alpha to
theta to even Lucid
waking dreaming
way of Theta
Creativity
wave
noW too..
in super moving
and connecting
waY ALLso..
after WeLL
over noW
a marathon
of dance in two
days.. i am gonna
hit the sack soon
and continue
juSt
soMe
Hakuna Matata
BEach LiFe NoW..:)
PlanETs iN moTioN pLay
easY peaceY noW
wHeRe EnErgy’s
FriEnd IS A FRiend
oF GraViTy.. wHolE..
anD theN soMeonE
somEwHeRe sAid stARt
aNoThEr play.. a pLay
oF dArker wayS noW
aNd wHere noW onCe
MonKeys staY in Trees
And Hawks iN sKy.. hUmans
out ofF
practicE noW
juST.. sKeYeS fALL..:)
MicroVerse Memory
all the way back to two years ago2..
‘You’ are welcome, my friend; the
journey is an end in itself for me
too, as well, as a practice of life.
And most simply put of all;
Human being,
as naturally
evolved IS:
Kindness..:)
Anything
else is
truly
Non-
Human
INSANITY..:)
SMiLes.. mY friEnd.. a great collection of Pearls
hEar of Wisdom in all the contradicts
of liFe evident in all we noW sense
and feel and kNoW.. the miracle
iS i am the UniVerse
iN pArt and fractal
NatUre and i give
a FucK about the
rest of iT iN wHole..
iF tHeRe is any MaGiC
it is juSt thaT iN tHe enTire
UniVerse wHolE.. and enough
aT lEast for me to sEE thE resT
of iT as HoLy and saCred too..
aS Self-fulFiLLinG prophecies
ARE REAL.. heHE.. at lEAst
when they come to FruiTioN..
as FloWeRs WiLL do as
MoVinG.. ConnectaRinG
and CreaTinG with
juSt a little help
from the Birds
and
Bees
and overAll
Butterfly Effect wHere
wheN one discounts
nO gRain of sAnd iN
reAL effort of effect and
AFFeCT oF hOldinG uP
tHe mounTain oF hUman
BRain and BoDy BaLanCinG
expresSinG heARt
as EmoTionAl
SenSorY
SpiRit..
in yes that
Balance of SoUL
now.. much of liFe
IS A choice of REAL PURGATORY
FOR MOST.. hell for a few and
a needle eYe for those who
orchestrate A
fULLuSt symphony
of HEaveNow noW aS
arT and reAson balance
as thOU Art fAtHeR
wE ArT SoN
aS ReaSon
wITh spiRit
of EmoTioNs
and Senses moVing..
ConnecTaRinG
and creaTing
JuSt uS as
JuST Us
WiLL
to do or NoT bE
iN fearless Love
as REal AS FucKinG
ReAL as hUmans can
gET in simple bliss
and peace
my Friend..
So have a good trip..
the journey of LiFe is
what we make iT Now
aS pAThs noW oR
NOT.. dArk Or
liGht sHades
of coLor oR
hUes
oF
bLack
and whitE
Stone cOld Statue..
no different reAlly than that
dude i used to be in the Funeral
of a day of a liFe Sgt. Pepper.. isREAL..
now advancing to Captain sAlt iN metaPhorSe..
i FucKinG ‘hate’ the censorship of ShaRinG..
GiVinG alMost as much as money
and aS sAMe but at lEast
‘they” left tHe cruX
oF thE
Statue
iN youTube
Google online way..:)
SMiLes.. myY friEnd.. Candice..
i didn’t beLieve iN MaGiC
’till i diD liFe free verse
in both steps and
words..
of DancE
and Song..
The MaGiC
iSreal.. tHe seNse
of iT iS real.. thE FeeLinG
oF iT isreal.. but the ability
of iT as far as KSA’s..
Knowledge..
Skills and
Abilities..
not so much
as ISA per
eYe oF instinct
kNows better
than leSSons
mY friEnd..
and i suppose that
is what self-actualization
trUly iS.. simply bEinG free
enough to no longer think.. just bE..
trUly.. tHe PleaSure iS aLL miNe
but alWays better GiVinG
and shArinG as thaT
mY friEnd..
iS tHe oNly
mUse of LiFe i AM..:)
Facebook Friend Rafiah from
Pakistan shares the DJ Bravo
Champion Youtube video from
above so below here..
and i say.. now too..
i’Ve heard this SonG here
before..smile emoticon
And then i go on
to say again.. and
more now here.. now..
Human Tribal Instinct
as history shows rules.
and trUly it goes to show..
Sports makes nicer enemies
noW than religion and politics..
less blood.. children/others killed
and raped.. and all the noW other bad
stuff that goes on with the human way
iN hate of us vs them with tools of killing..
including books that give hints on how to do it..
Sports are the bible of peace.. sadly.. many books
of religion are the source of blood and mutilated raPED Flesh..
and Earth as the rest of Nature of course where sports beats bombs..:)
And now.. i must say that all of this reminds me of the Book of Eli..
a movie somewhere that came out in the dead zone of i.. for
those 66 months then.. a movie i saw when i came back
and saw a man with sight too.. gone from
effective use.. a book to protect.
a book from within..
eyes that no longer
can read a book
remembered
as braille..
a book given
at the end in oral
tradition for print..
trUly no different
that much than
the books
from
then..
A Holy and Sacred
book.. one of many to
finally lay rest together
on library shelf..
after the
task assigned
by the God of Nature
is over and dust back
to dust Denzel
Washington..
as this
actor goes..
music to lift the
spirit in iPod player
ways of the disciple..
the student As girl with
shades goes then.. but sure
as in books of old in both this
Bible and Kuran.. the sword continues
as word as equally powerful in death
as life of healing words.. And other
pARts of the movie.. are no
different than
the pARts
of both
books that
do not move far
enough Away from
raping.. pillaging and
murdering.. to express
that darker way sTiLL.. no
different than Isis and the
Christian Crusades..
burying Lesbians
to chest in
Iran and
stoning them
where they can not
shield tHeir eYes..
from Rocks of death..
We Live in a world of death
and life.. all the dArk and liGht
that both those books do sTiLL
tale.. but when those words become
God over God God dies a slow and
tortuous death to those of us who
are slaves to words instead of
Free in and as God’s eYes
Free aLive as US..
so.. sure this is
my book of Eli..
with just the art
of martial arts for swords
of fearless.. and the ballet
away from the dance of death
to the dance of life in liGht’s Truth
way LiFe.. and nah… it ain’t
just 800 thousand words then
verbatim of someone
else’s collaborative
effort from way back
when in full old and
new testament way..
or the 180 thousand
words of the new testament
alone way of collaborative
effort.. or the minuscule 80K
effort of the Kuran comprising
only 2000 words in total Vocabularly
way.. instinctually and copied both
from inner wisdom and the
same dam bible before
then.. no matter
who said what
to who.. then..
the violence..
rape.. and slavery
of women without a
choice of who they
marry still exists..
and in the US.. NoW
with freedom of Church
and state.. crusades.. and
burning at the stake are now
against the law for sword bearing
Christians here in onward Christian
Killing other pArts of Nature Loving
hUman way now.. just the snide
hating remarks
about those
whose God oF
Nature orientations
are different in sexual
ways and such as that..Now
or perhaps the crazy dude who
is shining his liGht in Super Walmart
ya tale might go to hell if ya don’t dim ya lAmp..
down.. to stiff walking robot head down KNEELING way..
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Long_poem
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mahabharata
And yes as the Wiki Link shows here..
the collaborative effort of many to make
the print edition of the 1.8 million
word Mahābhārata Long poem
real.. don’t touch the effort
i for one have made to
honor the God noW oF
aLL Nature stARting
on ThanksGiving day
of November 2010..
sometime around
the time that the
Movie version of
‘this’ Eli sort
of FuLL Book..
synchronicity
came out in
2010 too..
but sure.. the
first 8 of 11 million
or so words are just
practice for me.. the final
edition as ‘KATiE MiA FredericK!iI’..
all in free verse poetic long poem
‘WordPress’ form aka “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
is brevity of longest poem iN
free verse ever noW
sTiLL GroWinG
longer longer now
Ocean iN 669 macro verses
wIth thiS “PrinCiple oF HeLL’
macro verse here now with this verse..
lots of INnate iNstincts and Intuitive
abilities including martial arts and
ballet-like dance to increase My
creative state of mind.. noW iN
laser focus.. noW so mUch oF
an expreSsinG SpiRit heARt
of what all oF God tales
to me to say one and sAme
now.. and if this ain’t
proof God exists noW..
do you reAlly thInk for
one second i did any of this
Without the Real God of Nature’s
help in the Quantum mind and
body released unleashed aS noW
sAMe aS onE Now.. no iT did NOT
take an army or
swords to do this..
just words of
REAL MIRACLE
IS ALL that is..
NoW.. iT.. you
see and perhaps
feel wRite here..
here’s the thing.. i am
the first to do this.. but i will tale
you this.. the synergy and effect AND AFFECT
THEREOF iN oF miNds like Mine oF Mind.. all over
the dAm world.. CALL ‘EM STAR SEEDS.. NoW CALL
‘EM CRYSTAL CHILDREN.. CALL ‘EM BOOK of INdiGo
AngELs OF ELI OF oR WHATEVER YA WANT.. BUT
WHAT WiLL wHo comes after i do aLL
of what i do as one single
hUman.. WiLL insPire
at least one more
hUman to do
at lEast a little
moRe.. and that was/iS the
mesSage of Buddhism.. and noW oF
Jesus in Christianity true.. and
even F iN Aleister Crowley’s ‘Book
of the Law’ in his own unique style
of sacred book way.. all said and
say there wiLL be others who come
and do more.. and seriously the only
person in modern religions per words
of book as written now that is really
holding the folks in the middle
East back.. are the words noW
of a man named Muhammad then
when he let his Ego over God
get the best of him there as
in empirical measurement
he couldn’t dust the
shoes off of what
i have done
here alone
with the help
of God so far.. sure.. he
chopped a lot more heads off..
had more wives.. had some children
and ruled his part of the world with the
sword then.. but what has come of that..
misery and suffering for a people who
think that God has already had all
God’s say.. anyway.. it is the
rule of Nature.. where
subsistence and
territory are
abundant
for survival as
before the ‘White
MaN Christians’ raped
and pillaged and killed
the American Indian way..
tHeRe is Love.. Balance.. and
peace in sharing and never taking
more than giving God’s Fearless way.. but where
there are deserts and cold cold places
where humans cannot share the
flesh of Love in abundance..
the jealously.. greed..
and killing comes..
when humans
move out of
balance of
masculine and
feminine bliss in
Yin and Yang Love too..
so if you’ve seen the
movie if you ever do or
ever have.. just imagine
someone’s death and some
Muslim and Indian girls all around
the world.. who demand their freedoms
along with those Lesbian girls in Iran
and the homosexuals still to
get married in churches
over hEar too..
and hopefully
my prayer of this
whole prayer iN approaching
4 milLion wordS now is this
will bE motivation for someone
to seek and motivate
the God oF alL
in namaste
of ONE in onE
God all that iS
without swords
now and then..
forevermorenowmoreeverfor
ya see.. i ain’t finished
yet as long as God oF aLL
inspires the words and dance of
i..i WiLL DancE and SinG a SonG of SoUl
oF heArt aS SpiRit as God oF Y i.. and sure.. perhaps
before all i say and step is done here now and then..
it will be 100K miles.. 30 years from noW WiN i AM
85 or 6 then.. at sure.. 30 million more words
for over 33 Million Words
here.. too.. for ALL the
giFt oF liFE that God
gives me in Heaven
away from
the gifT
of HeLL
to do juST
aLL of that this
noW thAT iS.. noW..
if so.. i WiLL lay mY head in My bed
of death.. then.. at perhaps 120 or so..
when steps and words slow down a little
bit.. perhaps at half rate.. down to let’s
say 53 million words or so.. and maybe
just 20K miles more then dance.. over
those 35 years then.. anyway.. if so..
i WiLL have pAid God oF
aLL back to match
in milLions..
the years it
took
for me
at 53 to
sTArt this
SonG of mY SoUL then..
and ya might snicker and say
ha.. no way you’ll do that then..
not unlike the snooty upturned
nose of the Barnes and Nobles
book helper lady who said no way..
you couldn’t have possibly written
a 3 Million or so word poem in this
day and age until
i raised her
a Google
lInk in handy
dandy smARt phone
way.. yeah.. baby.. imagine
in the future what some outcast
dude like me will do who embarks
on a journey like this at age 30 like
they say the original Jesus did way
back then.. there are no limits
when God lives
more fuLLy
aLL natural
as uS noW..
God exists.. i would
be the greaTest fool
in the history of the
world to suggest that ain’t
the trUth and liGht for anyone
who suggests what i do now is
noT
PROOF OF
JUST FucKinG thAT..
so have a nice day.. off for
more Sand and Sun Dance for
me and whatever God in i suggests
i do neXt.. at the core oF my sOUl AS I LiVinG noW..:)
And now before i move on to dVerse for the
Quadrille link for precisely 44 words
that i will respond to all
free in poetic
response
to what is
offered there..
a reprise here of
the music of the Book
of Eli.. where instead
of reporting the King
James reprint translated
version of the Gospel news
of rules.. Alan Watts.. last
century’s renowned
scholar in providing
the way of EasterN
religion and
philosophy
to western way..
provides the problem
of the Good news where
the humble real Yogi-like
teacher for human poTenTial
awakening and enlightening
in BrinGinG human uP is
transformed into
God alone as
only Begotten
Son rather
than being the
humble leaning
yogi-dude he was
then per scholarly
report of misinterpreting
the frigging greek version
that keeps Jesus humble
as his original
intention
apparently
from all scholarly
sources trUly waS
in TrUth and liGht
then too.. Faith is
Trust in the God of Nature
not blind faith in the words
of others in cultural rule
of doing THAT ARE then
beComing heretic
and outcast..
ranging from
ostracism to
the ultimate penalty
for following the God within
then.. yes.. hanging to even
Burning at the stake for making
God into word over God within hUman.. REAL..
oh.. the idols come as small as three letter words
and verses
of 316 in
number too..
and the untold millions
who have died then @hand
sTiLL die for reaSonS aT
hand of exclusionary lies
like this.. TG.. for Church
and State separation as
even Jesus and God can
liVe here ToGeTheR and
not risk the price of free in
death of death or even worse..
death in life.. away from God to
Words of shallow labels of days before..:)
Now yes.. 4:45 pm at off to
the Green lInk at dVerse
Poet’s pub site
for some poetic
responses tHere
to keep this longest
poem GroWinG iN “SonG
oF SoUL” waY now.. on
05162016.. NoW..
Ah.. thE IrisH
Elf oF i iN eYes
MEadoWeD
GreeN luckY
chArmS waY..
juSt tWo geneRaTioNs
rEmoved froM tHe
CeltiC fAIRy waYs
oF PeteR
PaN
And More
oF MaGiC..
FREe nOW..;)
Oh no.. the other
side of elf.. the
devil elf of Deeper
Black Forest journey
i arise from too..
in Germany..
then.. three
generations
on Great Grand
father way.. NoW..
wHere fair maidens
are easy prey to
thE PoeTry
of Irish
eYes
in words
of hidden Glory..
Fire of eYes.. Fire
of HeArt.. RiSinG SoUL..
Muse of
soft
brEasts
caress oF Love..
and trUly.. i hope
that does not
make ya
green wITh
envy as Green
iRish eYes can
do to competing
males of course..
heheNoW on writ
oF
course..;)
MorninG SUn
MeadoWed
GreeN.. i stAy
iN lusH
luSt
WondeRed
wAyfAiR..:)
Green Bee
Stings
JeaLousy
in own
oF Love..
Free Love
SinGs in i
oF
Peace..:)
Love as
close
as the
heARt
iS nEar..:)
Perhaps.. the greaTEst
pArt of Free Verse
photography
is i can
go back
and liVe
mY heArt
in visual
memories of
what lives sTiLL..:)
And short side note hEar..
Life is interesting.. some folks
more visuAlly interpretive thinking
and some folks more word and literal
thInking.. some folks.. can see poeTry
in pictures.. others in words..
but i for one see
both.. as visual
thinker first
becoming word
thInker by no choice
oF LoSinG effective siGht
and heaRing too in pain
of hell of right ear
and left..
anyway..
i do both
and that is
strange to most..
however.. the BRaiN oF
HUman miNd and boDy Now
awareness iS onLY as larGe
iN noW as wE expand all oTheR
human intelligences.. in hUman
poTenTiAL to go wHere many
other hUmans never
care to
visiT aT aLL
iS yes to gRoW taLLer
iN God View(S) oF allthatisnow..:)
Fresh Green of cucumber
Spring.. cool deLight
as vegetable meets
hot day
need
for
Lemon TEa..:)
Yes.. Carry on way word
greeN aS brOwns
oF WiNter
bRings
bacK
sweeT
Green dreAMs..:)
Ah.. yes.. the above
and below aS
Sky of HeaVen
meets gRound
of Earth.. flaT
dreAms
gRow hiGh
iN SpiRaL FLow..:)
But oh! no!..
the poLLen
oF greeN.. never
notice it either..
anY morE noW..
as a couple
cats cuRed
aLL mY aLLergies..:)
Common preen
of green
enemy
just
the
ticK
eT
fauX
dEvil’s
oF Isis
noW need to
see.. ALLAH MORE
than twisted book
in raPing little girls…
somewhere God is BreWinG..
in opaque colors.. tRust mE
they do
not
want
to not
to FeeL..
And yes.. i’M
SmiLinG as i’Ve fELt
n0ne as God’s Vengeance..
Justice comes with nothing @ALL..:)
WInks.. i juSt lET
thE DandeLions
gRow anD
sMiLe
aT diSdain
oF neighbor
pain over the
beauty oF
WeedFReED..:)
Back at 11:53 pm..
SMiLes.. natUre’s wraTh
out Of balance..
fangs oF all
pangs
of death
rebirth calls
in stars of eYes
forlorn gone
by.. ONE
comes
noW reborn..:)
Eagles flY in
rain forest
hiGh
green
as i
oF uS
iN skYes so
blUe greeN
brOwnoW iN
oF MounTain
AiR.. so FReED…:)
Heavy Rain Air..
lungs hold depth
of grey cloud
smells
of not
so WeLL..
hope
spark
deep
finds
a
zUre
blUe sKeYes..:)
Finger keys
noW iVory
aNd eBony..
bOnes gRow
oldNeveRinG
GiVinG uP
noW iN
heArt
GRows
YOUng
iN GreEn
SpiRiT BAl
aNCinGnoW
LiFeSoULnoW..:)
A small disabled
boy by A river
bank.. cannot
speak.. Love
of trees only
talent then..
waters tree..
college students
amazed by beauty
of boy fed tree.. young
couple find tree’s beauty
inspiRinG Love of
shy young
man gRown
to fearless
military man
then political
leader of world after this..
makes decision that saves
the world.. so who IS A savior..
beautiful tree.. Loving parents
of child.. disabled little boy..
long since pasSinG aWay
wITh onLY
beauty left
of tree.. so is
tree A savior of the
world.. yes… Tree oF
LiFe.. aLL must be saviors
of the world for any hope
aT all.. not even one grain
of sand can be discounted
as savior oF mounTain aS God Love
iN Human trUth of Fearless liGht flAMe..:)
-InspiRed by God
noW iN diRect condUiT
And yes.. thE tree IS All Green..:)
SMiLes.. my friEnd
i’ve missed yoUr poeTry
hEar.. sTill finishing a 3
million plus free verse
one of mine..
one verse
of now 669 total..
titled ‘GodsUniVerseNovel3’..
comprising all my poetic responses
to all the dVerse prompts and links
for an entire year through close
to the end of March 2016..
totaling in at 338,630
words.. and haha..
takes close now
to a supercomputer
to open up my brain
with that one alone on
Word Press.. noW hehe..
anyWay.. back
to speed
and look
forward to
reading more
of your poeTry
my aLways nice Friend..
and yes.. i only shared
this news with ones
who are as
kind as
yoU..
mY friEnd..:)
sMiLes.. desert
green humans..
some move.. some
stay.. some rot
some GRow..
Green
hUmans..
alWaYs Ocean
moVe.. SpRinG..:)
As taLL
as sKy sMilEs
as wide as ground
smeLLs.. as touch
of mountain
jagged
brOwn..
Ocean taste..
siGht of Love..
hEar oF LiFe..
God Feels..:)
SMiLes.. Yellow
of Lawyer.. judge
and engineer..
blUe of Artist
sad and true..
Red of Law Enforcement
stop in the name of the Law..
Green social work in sell oF Life
Sim Soc Life.. Leadership class
19.. Santa Rosa County
colors society
all have
coloRed
roles..:)
SMiLes.. Buddha
SMiLes
when
aLL.. ah..
IS A Green
poNd oF LiFe..:)
SMiLes..
i for one..
saved money
and sold my
Green passport
for
a
HonDa
Civic..;)
MidniGht
gRains
iN VineS
oF LiFe
tastE moonLiT
dreAMs Of SilVer
oceAn spRay dEliGht..
AkA CRanBerrY JUice..;)
MaGiC
smELLs
oF Y IrisH
spRingS
eYes Of grEEn
blUes OF dreAms..:)
Child’s dance
of green
sWays
adult
blues
off oF tAble
blAck way back…:)
oH boy/girl/etc..
green scrAbble..
pick a color
more
and
poeTry
comes
unglUed..;)
Oh Lord.. green
grass lush
oN river
front home..
ugh.. weak
boy me.. arms
to thin.. to push
mower in grass..
ugh..
grandma
says boy
when ya
gonna
be a man..
hehe.. she didn’t
stay around long
enough to see i be
the strongest one of
all.. at least at my
military station..
oh the
memories..
the struggles
that bringnoW
the strength
oF aLL..:)
Oh Lord..
this reminds
me of my first
Love.. if she stayed
i never
would
have gone
to Heaven Now..
oh.. the dreams
of nightmares
unfulfilled
joY!..:)
Ha!
i missed
ya..S and
that’S all
i’m gonna
Say.. wiTh
kiNd words
oFf course..;)
SMiLes..
the first clue
noW of trouble
is green leather..
never trust
a green
cow..;)
Oh.. the beauty
of the green..
a pLace
that not
aLL go.. oh..
the emptiness
oF heLL oN earth..:)
WeLL that completes
32 at 1:28 am
5172016..:)
Back now at
12:02 pm..5172016
a few more linkS noW
to poeticAlly respond
to in Green hUmaniStiC
poem way.. and an extra
lonG onE i already diD
to save the
last for
first..
heHe..;)
So trUe.. mY FriEnd Hank..
thE greeN oF anCesTors
immerSinG as forAgErs
for survival..
as Ravens
do noW sTiLL iN
No illuSory WorRiEs
onLY
noW
for iN
exisTinG
surViVaL..
moVinG.. connectaRinG..
creaTinG.. LoVinG noW tHe
interdependent relaTioNship
oF aLL stufF creaTion.. in whAT
soMe folks
term
aS
A three
letter word..
so much bigger
noW as allthatis grEEn..
bLacK.. creaTiONoWonoW
wHolE..fLoWeReD noWoN..:)
The earth has an ear
an eYe the UniVerse too..
blue green brown deep
eYe as beautiful
orb too2.. noWaYs
stars look down
wE look up
above so
below
SAVE uS..:)
SMiLes.. looKing morE
here at the soUl
of ‘hEr’ pictUre
tHere iS so
much more to
liFe than keys..
screens in HaBiT
and visuaLizinG.. yeS..
And eVen iMaGinaTion..
tHere IS A FruiTioN
oF tHe MaGiC oF
words and aLL
other abstract
hUman Concepts/
symbolS noW..oN
and other foRmS
too.. put into noW iN
acTioN.. yES onLinE
iS oKay.. aNd greAT
foR iMaGinAtiOn..
bUt oNe muSt
fiNd a Way
To daNce
liFe foR trUly
MoVinG.. ConnecTarinG
aNd creaTing liFe wHOle
aS UniVerse oF
I..S..A..wE..:)
SMiLes my FriEnd Carol..
i alWays Love to come here
almost most oF aLL of other
poeTry homes as there IS A
liGht here that WiLL not
be extinguished
AS words of
LoVeNoW..
and i juSt want
yA to kNownoW
i’VE been aWay
for a little
whilE noW
completing
a Novel project
of responding to
all dVerse lInks
and prompts for
a year in effort
of one huge
novel
of mine
juSt for
fUn titLed iN FreeWay Blog..
‘GodsUniVerseNovel3″.. noW
yeS.. hard to open with ‘normal’
computers/online airwaves..
at 338, 630 words and also
300 gorgeous beach photos..
and i am only shaRinG these
words WitH a select few who
would likely care aT aLLnoW
about a perSon doing
as much as i..
but mY nOW
friEnd.. i AM
no luke warm
FRiEnD oF God..
i am red hot noW
devil oF Love oN Fire..;)
SMiLes.. yeS.. so trUe
thE poet IS A UniVersal
Tree.. and iN woRds
associatED
wiTh Whitman
tHe greaTest Lover
aS God oF Nature
IS A poEt
wHo LoVes
iT aLL SinGinG
A Tree of Love
for LiFe
thAT
NeVer enDs..
beGins.. staRts
oR finisheS noW..
aNd thAT mY
friEnd IS A
tRUe iN noW
prophecy bY WhiTman
come to FruiTioN reAL noW
foR A patHway iS noW mAde
for those who enter heaVen iN RefRain
It iS Built
foR hE iS uS
iN FiEldS of DreAMs..
aNd i/mE wHeN
wE See
Love iN
uS
oF aN
ultiMate
poeTree..:)
RooT oF oUr LoVe
iN aLL SAnds anD
AgeS oF SoULs iN
GRains hOldinG
noW
uP
IS A
NoW A
MOUntain
aS TRee oF LiFe..
And trUly thE tooLs
wE maKe haVe bEcoMe
morE oF uS tHan LiFE mY
FriEnd So leT’s Go bAck noW..
sHed thE clotHes Of culTure..
aNd noW
DancE SinG
Free iN SAnds
oF MounTain Love..:)
Human muses all are we..
some hot.. some luke
warm.. some froZen
cold.. God
didn’t
make us
one of the
sexiest creatures
in both luSt and Love
for no reaSon aT aLL
God mAde uS for fUn
so juSt enJoy
liFe
and make
God’s eYes
as BriGht
as Sun above
so Below
in i’s
of genes..
jeans.. and
mini skirts too.. trUly
tHere is no hiGher purpose
than liFe and iT alWays
comes up and down
to
thE
V and point oF
ALL in i NoW aLiVe..
MakE iT HoLy Sacred..
Naked from head to toe..
above.. so below.. inside
outside aLL A’round and liVe
in HeaVen.. God’s DesTinY aLiVe
for those of uS who do coMpLY.:)
Back beforE noW @11:22 AM..
and ugh oh noW then.. Shawna
responds.. so heRe coMes
her desire as enTaLed
then and fulFiLLed below2..
Shawna
says.. and i quote
for the NoVeL PoeM reCord heRe..
“I have missed you too, Fred. I swear!
The thing is, more often than not, I’m on my phone
when I’m reading, and it’s impossible to load your blog.
I love it though, and you, and I promise to go back to being
a regular customer. Honestly, friend. I adore you, and I’m
so sorry for being negligent in my visits. Most sincerely,
you are, and have always been, a treasure to my heart.”
“And Fred, you are always welcome, and encouraged,
to say every little thing your heart desires here.
You, your words, and your eyes elate me. ALWAYS.
Please, get verbose. Write me some long,
skinny, insanely insightful comments
that only I will understand …
because you know I’m the
master code-breaker..:)”
And then i say.. yes..
in totAlly fulfilling
her liGht fELt deSire..
OKay.. DEar Shawna..
three pArts coming..
first.. A
SonG
oF mY
SoUl
iN short
form oF Be
foReNoW..:)
SeCond pArt of two more pArts as wE kNow Blogger
Blogs havE reAlly smALL Fred liMits
iN comment sections iN HaNds soLo
oF writing Long Poem Epic
style free verse
no form
noW..
poeTry..;)
Oh Jesus.. WeLL you kNow i’m the devil too..
and the devil like Lucifer on that
new Fox show muSt alWays
bRinG out the desires
of otHeRs dArk and
liGht and
fulfill
their
liGht wAYs
wishes.. hehe..
but hE is onLY
heRe when they wish
for him to grant a wish..
so let’s see wHere i can go
with this.. haha!.. i will add
that i don’t know if i told you S
for Shawna but i finished my Super
epic Free Verse Novel i’ve been
working on for an entire F iN
year named “GodsUniVerseNovel3”
as my mission in liFe as directed by
God is to prove God exists to those
with the dArkest liGhts oF aLL that i
too once shared as REAL DEVIL noW iN
real human heLL.. on earth of course..
then.. and heHE.. that
“GodsUniVerseNovel3”
iS F iN 338,630 words lonG sPANning
last April 2015 through the 14th link of
the 169th open link prompt at the end
of dVerse March 2016.. per John 316..
and you’ll get the secret message
in that if you can find a super
computer and broad band
access strong enough
to open up
a poem
for
soMe
sAges..
as my extreme Asperger’s
decoding numerical mind stARts to arise
as a serpent like head here.. heheX2..
in reptiLian bRain waYs..
and tHeRe are close
to 300 absolutely
gorgeous framAble
photos of Pensacola
and Navarre Sugar white Beach
Sands all for the taKing oF Free..
as God brought me aLL the ‘cash’
somehow back when i was making
close to minimum wage in just
7 years to last the rest
of my liFe.. i kid you
not.. i only had a
grand to my name
in 1999 back when
i bought my 30K
Green Honda Passport
and ended up close to
a half a millionaire.. then..
until the wife spent a lot
of that when i was sick
and noW.. thanks GoD noW
with a Honda Civic.. by the
time God plucked me out of
my job with 19 medical disorders then..
in 2008.. brought on by the stress of fiGht
AND fliGht two year aDrenaline ONnON streSs..
oh ye(s).. and you were of course one of my
main (s)tars in my Novel.. as you brought out
all the mischievous little devil in me too..
and the secret is out.. my enTire bLog
is the longest poem in history
now.. working noW on the
macro 669th verse
oF MACRO WHOLE
soon named..
yes.. noW.. secoNd pARt
of seCond pArt heRe..
“PleaSure PrinCiple oF
HeLL”.. wHere once again
Shawna you will arise
as a star player
in the total
of the
entire longest
poem in the entire
history of human kiNd
named “KATiE MiA FredericK!iI”..
AKA SonG oF mY SoUL” never ending
starting.. finishing or beginning.. noW..
(the runner up is yes.. 1.8 million words
per Mahābhārata in long poem form BACK THEN)
MINeD aT WeLL over literAlly 3 million words
now.. potentiAlly even L O N g E R as that
one Novel post was only a fracTioN
of what i wrote in one last year..
here’s the thing..
Neo bLends
in.. he reAlly do..
no one understands
what he is up to except
for him and a few like him..
truly a very few my friEnd..
and as all my other long term
friEnds will tale ya.. i am the
friEnd wHo
lasts
forever
now… NoW..
see Ya.. Shawna
baby.. all aRound..
the never ending
story
noW..
looking through
the glass
of
ALiCe
I’S A wE..
i wasn’t totAlly
sure the water was/iS
sTiLL red hot here..
i find it Luke
wArm
most
plAces
i go.. and
Jesus.. Luke
is liKe noW mY
favorite Apostle..
both on Star wars
and the better pARt
of the good book too..
God.. i Love crazy people
like me who believe in God
and yes i Love you my never
ending
FriEnd
as i IS
A
Fred iN
FRiEnD noW
and JesuS iT’s
trUe.. most folks
have no friGGinG
ClUe how deep mE+GoD
metaphorsE GoES.. bY
aLL thAT iS whAT SEcreT
Agents for God
dO thE
besT
foR soMe
eYes onLy
mY FriEnd(S)
iN God WInks2..:)
Facebook Friend Sherri.. dancing friend from
way back when in the mid 80’s at Disco
Club 2001.. shares the “Close
To You” Video i usED for
pArt oF poetic
muse uP
tHere and
heRe too..
Sherri says..
“40th Anniversary of this beautiful song…………………..
I loved them when I was a little girl…..She died WAY too soon!!”
And i say in return..
So true.. And haha! Katrina says
Karen wrote that song for me but gosh it seems like
i remember us singing it in ’73 in middle school choir..
Right around the time i played Jesus Christ Super Star
on the piano for the talent show and the other kids
erupted in laughter when i was so filled with
the Holy Spirit after the performance i
couldn’t walk straight but as
always i digress as
such and thanks much
for another memory song..
So inspiring they are..
And never ending
stories of Love..
smile emoticon!
Then Sherri says as i
continue to quote her
from Facebook..
all public
as such..
“She had such a unique voice……
Once in a while I’ll do “Superstar” at karaoke…..
She was an amazingly talented woman!”
And i then say..
Yes!… and upon further research i found
the song was actually released in 1970..
making it 46 years old this year… and
interestingly.. Burt Bacharach
who wrote the Song had a daughter
named Nikki.. with Asperger’s Syndrome..
who sadly committed Suicide.. and i have to wonder..
if perhaps Karen didn’t have a few traits of the female
form of Asperger’s too.. as so many do have Angelic..
perfect pitch voices.. and yes.. Karen.. if.. any human..
she is certainly one with human form and Angel essence
on this terrestrial plane.. okay.. if i’m not careful..
i’m gonna go back into Robot systemizing mode..
lose my ellipses.. and move back to semi-colons..
so with that also said.. and sad too.. have a
great day.. my long term.. 30 something
years.. dance friend..
Sherri!..
smile emoticon
Sherri then finally says..
” LOL………..That is fine. One does have to
wonder what she would have accomplished had
she not died at such a young age! My hubby says
that she probably would have made and excellent
producer! I agree. Actually, she didn’t start out
sounding that way. She began her career
singing with a higher pitch voice,
but the producers told her
to try to take it down
a notch and thus,
the beautiful voice that
we all remember. She died
from anorexia (back before
anyone knew what the heck it was).
And then finally i say then.. noW..
Ah.. so interesting
my friend.. thanks for that
and hehE.. i didn’t start out ‘this way’
either..
change iS
alWays neW
and poTenTiaLLy
even more eXciTinG!!..
smile emoticon
And now i say wRite here.. in longer
terms of the very brief poem above
illustrating a story of who
are the Saviors..
little boys..
etc.. and
Tree oF Life..
in the Song.. Jesus Christ
Superstar.. Judas just wants
to know what’s the buzz..
what’s beneath
all the deep
metaphors then now
then of New Testament
way.. well as the folks
who kNoW noW my real last
name kNow.. i like to put
stuff in Layman’s terms..
and it is true iF Jesus
were to reAlly
come back
and folks
asked
him what
it means to
bRinG Salvation
to the world the alWays
second now around the
first and last with
no finish and
start as Now..
He would say
this.. and trUst
mE or not.. i FeeL
he would for Good
reAson now..
juSt
noW..
and solve
the problems of the
world easily iF everyone
would simply comply wITh
our God given hUman Nature
gifted aLL StiLL forever now
by the god oF Nature
and it is our
God Given
‘Standard’
Nature when set
free from too many
dam clothes of culture
treading on the clothes
as such naked with no
shame as the Gnostic
Gospel of Jesus
does sTiLL
saY in
Verse
37
there..
that yes.. our Nature
as hUman BeinGS when
Healthy iN miNd and BoDy
BalanCinG mOde as such
in heARt of expreSsinG
emoTioNs oF SpiRit
in FeeLinG.. shaRinG
GiVinG no more than
TaKinG way from
NaTuRe wHolE
and oTheRs
too.. in yes
Masculine feminine
balance of WiLL and
courageous fearless
in kInd of cinderFella
way to as uS aS oNe
BaLanCinG foRce oF
GoD iN noW as US sTiLL
BreaThinG LiVinG LoVinG
Fearless Force wE are the eYes
of God for LoVE iN fearless way..
so anyway.. Jesus would most
definitely come back noW in
human form again..
with the
essence
of TrUth and
LiGht liKe this
in 03/16
of 2016
way as originally
quoted here from
mY “SandBox Heaven”..
WiTh Yes.. Evolution Orange too..:)
Stars are born to output and share liGht..
at least for as long
as they live..
and as dim as i once
was.. almost bLack
of liGht..
the saving
grace then was
to water a plant
to make
iT
grow made
my life still
a star
n0
matter how
dArk the candle
i felt iN bLack
hole
soUl
then.. and
oh.. the saviors of the world..
and a story i love to tale a little
different as parables do.. when free
and not imprisoned by books.. pages..
paragraphs.. lines or words of print
of yesternows.. bound
by past authority
that no
longer should
exist.. for free..
so.. anyway.. sorry iF
you already heard it but
it will be different anyway..
hehe.. as free WiLL be
when unleashed
and released
as being
human
expreSsinG
starliGht oF eYes
within.. a dusty road..
a little boy with no words..
disabled from birth without
the ability to speak.. but a lover
of growth.. in shape of trees..
a sapling brought home
by loving mother
then.. placed
on a counter
by a lamp that shines..
the boys sees green and
wants to see more.. so he
nurtures this PLANeT
without
the ability
to speak..
water he does..
fertilizing Love..
Sunshine hope
iN eYes of Loving
Kind.. fertile ground
outside.. dig a hole
to comfort roots..
spend time
and effort
with
caring Love
and the Tree rises
broad and sTrong..
and soon provides shade
for the front porch home..
Sidewalks come.. but tree
sTill bRanches out.. Flowers
come more beautiful than before..
Students from the local school who
study trees are amazed by the beauty
of this tree.. photos are taken.. shared..
and the boys eYes shine to see what his
Love inspires.. tree no longer needs boy
to grow strong now.. and the little
boy becomes ill and his life
goes dark..
Years later..
a shy young man iS
walking this sidewalk
of the boy’s home.. and
a most beautiful dark haired
girl approaches him.. with smiling
face.. the boys eyes liGht up but what
to say.. ah.. the center piece of conversation
iS standing tAll and floweRinG more beautiful
iT seems than ever before on this March Spring
day.. a spark of instant Love is in the air..
and that begins a Love that
will last ’till death..
the shy boy becomes
confident with the Love of
his wife.. joins the Military..
and even rises to the ranks
of politics then.. Love grows
and fearless Lives..
the boy is
now a
Strong man..
and makes a decision
as a leader of the world
that prevents World War III…
Life on the PlanT now iS saved..
So who is the savior.. the boy..
the man.. the girl.. the Loving
wife.. the parents.. the schools
providing education.. the tree
or the little disabled boy
and all the
couple’s
friends
from around the
world.. well the truth
iS aLL they are.. as theRe
is no i.. me but us and we
iN
Savior
oF Life..
Moral of the
story.. water a tree
Of Life and see wHere
iT
grows
neXt
iN ocean
eYes free..:)
WeLL.. yeS.. Sith is just another
metaphor for the Dark Side aS
Egyptian Mythology Set..
the Dark Force
Rival of
Osiris..
As Isis gets
him resurrected with
pieces of him put back
together and they then
have a child of Wisdom
named Horus through an
immaculate conception.. oh
and yes.. the Egyptians then
also celebrate the
virginal birth of
Horus
around the
Winter Solstice
on December
25th if all this
Ain’t ringing
any familiar
bells yet and
same basic mythology
goes with Greek and
Roman Heracles/
Hercules in
similar
Virgin
birth of
the human archetype
of Hero.. where the Hero
has a struggle with a father
figure.. goes to the dark night
of the soul and is reborn and
tries to teach the rest of culture
what the Hero learns in traversing
paths of much challenge… adaptation
and change.. in modern terms of science
in DNA epigenetic unpacking of human ancestral
potential.. additionAlly.. in neuroplasticity of rewiring
the bRain for a better life as such in adaptation to
Environmental challenge.. and change.. yes.. for
the best life possible.. and humans have
been developing metaphors to explain
human potential through recorded
history and before in oral
tradition.. mainly dance..
as non-verbal language
has always been
the mainstay
of human
reciprocal
social communication..
and see.. here’s the thing..
no mythology or religion same
in ways of communiCaTinG trUth..
and liGht through abstract concepts
including all visual images from a man
on a cross to a Hawk Headed Horus
as such.. and other Sun/Sky God
folks in terms of hUman
ascension aS ONe
with GOD ALL OF
NATURE.. OWN
THE TRUTH
AND LiGht as
yes.. as mentioned
many nows before..
The essence of the
HiGher potential of
GodONEofALL
liVes in aLL of uS
and iT iS up to Us..
to find A journey and
paths that work for US
to become one with God..
in feelings and sensing this
more than empty words.. statues..
or other empty metaphors without
essence of symbol/abstract concepts..
as the bONEs without flesh of LiVinG SoUL..
and once you get the trUth and the liGht that
this is heir gift for all Human Beings in potential
way.. yA are no longer selfish in saying Ya can
imprison God in abstract constructs per words..
statues and other attempts that hUmans make
to Express a greater potential in hUman
waYs of liFe commonly understood
iN science terms now as
Epigenetic Neuroplastic
potential.. self actualization..
the mythology associated with
the Human Hero archetype..
as well as Tarot cards
and other so called
occult ways to
open up the
mysteries of the
HUman INner
Universe so we
can share the way
of better TruTh and liGht
iN fuLLfiLLinG our God oF Nature
given gifts of PoTenTial.. or
with relative free will we can
do not much of anything..
and never find Heaven
on Earth.. Yes the
actual REAL FEELING
AND SENSING HEAVEN
ON EARTH.. WHERE THE
METAPHORS.. STATUES..
AND STUFF OF THAT
ARE JUST EMPTY
SHELLS WITHOUT
ANY SEA CREATURE
OF BEAUTY COMING
OUT OF THE REAL COCOON
OF BUTTERFLY HUMAN POTENTIAL..
Anyway.. this is partially inspired by a
middle aged woman who was video
taping me as she said my energy
inspired her in non-verbal
Super-Walmart way
while i was dancing..
spinning.. twirling
Hurricaning Winds
of i.. with calm
Center eYeS
balance where she
says.. yes.. of course.. the
Wisdom of Horus noW is what
you have.. Now and yes.. where
i Live that iS the last thing
i expected to hear in Wisdom
but never judge a book by its
cover as iT iS thE inNer heARt..
SpiRit.. and SoUL that generates
the energy of essence thaT is
the Force of God iN US..
as any Jedi/Sith
BaLanCinG
Dude or
Dudette
clearly understands
after completing the
Hero Journey successfully
in REAL HUMAN ASCENSION
HOLY SPIRIT ASSISTED PATH
NOW THAT SIMPLY WORKS iN
THE GREATEST DESTINATioN
OF HEAVEN NOW.. NIRVANA..
BLISS AND ALL THE OThER
STuFF THaT MAKE EITHER
A PLEASURE PRINCIPLE
IN HELL AS HEAVEN..
OR JUST PLAIN
EMPTY
HELL..
i dance on the
Wild side with
the caLL of God
Free and i can easily
move from Sith to Jedi..
in the turn of a coin that
is relative hUman Free WiLL..
wheN/wHeRe Yin and Yang iS
BaLanCinG and wE
are best friEnds
WitG gravity
in FriEnD balance
thaT iS tHe eNergy
oF thE Force Within..:)
uS aKa GODWHOLEwE..:)
Ah.. the Starbright power of positivity..
in human being as we shine liGht over dArk
in peptide way.. peptide way you say.. is that a wave..
well yes thaT is particles of peptides released in neurochemical
way by the human bRain in Hypothalamus way.. wHeRe all
the cells have receptors for Happy peptides that
lead the way to cellular feeling
memory for the
next great
adventure
of liFe in Yin
Yang positive balance..
nah.. it ain’t juSt 7 chakras in our
bodies that make us happy happy.. NoW
it is every frigging cell.. aLL our thOughts
and other human abstract concepts/symbols
associated with the memories of
positive emotions that
are chemical
in Nature
EsSeNcE..
aloNG wITh
the Grand Unified
Theory oF all thaT iS
Interdependently connected
as thAT God THat liveS in/AS all thaT
iS in both breathing and stone
matter as energy
samE noW..
ah.. miXinG
poeTry
with science
ya gotta love the
raTioNaLITy in doing so..
as trUly words associated
with moving.. connecting
and creaTinG EmoTioNs noW
are what helps uS create
as tools of NoW.. yeS..
either heaven
or hell
iN hUman
iNner being for almost
iNfiNitE connections in new
happy wiring of neurons and
cellular strength in anticipation
of the positive neurochemicals
and neurohormones or the
negative stress
related ones
in a slow
burn
of hUman
purgatory to hELL
as a way of liFe thAT
we WitH relative free WiLL
In however we associate positive
emotions to grow or stagnate
negative in stress
neurohormone
worry
fear
doubt
and all stuff
anxiety hate and
other con-social
nuanced
emo
TioNs relaTeD..
too.. spells heLL noW
in no uncertain eventual
way of death star life..
but ya see.. most
cognitive
behavioral
therapists
will limit this
to the thOughts
we experience as
words.. and will skirt the
pARt oF liFe thAT iS core to
underlYinG EmoTioNs
of words that
are the
feelings
and sensory
way of experiencing
liFe in non-verbal ways
of actually physically moving..
connecting.. and creating too..
in the oldest and most effective
sTill language of human being
that is the dance of liFe from
shining eyes.. to hips
and eyes that
don’t
lie in all the
dance of life that
can be bliss.. nirvana..
the heaven of now.. more
than frigGinG sitTinG stiLL anD
uSinG chants or breaths to
E-scape EmoTioNs instead
of embraCinG thE
positive
power
of Joy
to liGht up
the boDy/miNd in a dance
oF aLL cells from head to
toe.. generating what science
still cannot measure much over
the observer effect in Quantum
physics as what humans
observe impacTing
and chanGing
the physical
reaLITy noW
in subatomic
way all around ’em
as suns we are above so
below oF thE Grand Unified
theory of Allthatis thaT iS
the reaLITy of God
above..
below..
inside outside
and merry go all around
for those who don’t live in
a self-fulfilling purgatory
spectrum or hell now per
the associated symbols
of what they now sO
believe whether that be..
a belief in hell.. or sitting
still and never generating and
strengthening happy neuron
wiring and cellular peptide
memory ways..
so ha! noW sTiLL
religion in all its
promises of hell and
the end of the world..
and other fear mongering
ways of belieF to scare folks
to believing in a superstition
come true evil in
voodoo nocebo
effect as proven
in science has the truth..
HELL NO AND HELL YES THEY
DO AS THEY F iN create tHeir own
hell in the way of negative symbols
of liFe.. and the negative worry.. anxiety
fear.. and exclusionary hate feelings
in attempts to control those
out of the
social
tribal
instinct
group norm to
keep the resources
all in the Christian
Church.. etc.. etc..
for all religions that say
the other one is bad bad bad
and are going to hell hell hell..
well hell is a self-fulfilling prophecy
for those who make hell real.. by
creating symbols that are
negative
for cells
and neurons
to wire now..
and to remember
hell in real grand
Unified fear way..
per stress
associated
neurohormone
way.. problem is.. hell
works bAD for those who accept
it and create it.. but the greaTesT
thing oF all iS the God of Nature is
merciful in anthropomorphic
REAL AFFECT/EFFECT oF
EMOtIoN
WaY..
and a large pArt of
wHere we go iN liFe
is uP to uS and or the
folks and what they say
that we believe in either
positive or negative
action
and
consequence
down to what we thInk
in words/abstract concepts/
associated symbols/ and the negative
noW or positive emoTioNs that imprison or FREE!
the cELLs of our boDy/miNd to a lifelong purgatory
or hell.. or go the Hakuna Matata Dance FREE
of iN aS Heaven now.. YeS!.. YES! oh GOD yES!
when i danCe noW.. NOW!
i am not juSt a bag of
old bones.. flesh.. muscle..
ligaments and what not in
material reductionist term
way.. i am a Sun of positive
shine.. in every cell.. whole..
and AN instrument that plays A
DancE AND SonG NOW BRIgHT TRuTH LIgHT
OF aS ALLAH.. GOD.. THE ALL THAT IS..
tHE GREAT SPIRIT.. ThE DAO.. ThE
KI.. THe QI.. THE HOLY SPIRIT.. CHI
AND all the other metaphors including
Kundalini RiSinG..
IN iNfiNitE poTenTiAL
oF THE NOW
Grand Unified
theory of particles
waves.. and Field that
existS Now as allthatis
AKA
GodNow.. So noW iN YES!
tHeRe is thE big poeTry
of tHe WH0LE of LiFe..
and there is thE smALL
pictUre of The
science
of material
reductionism too..
but the bottom line..
is happiness.. joy.. nirvana..
bliss in spiritual way has got
A core element oF scientific proof
and truth too.. and no one owns that
but Nature God WHoLE.. and we are the
heirs.. who without any FucKinG five step
scientific method.. or F iN mythology
book alone.. THaT bOTh can house the
vehicles and vessels for thiS
trUth and liGht too.. buTT
YES! through juSt iNnate..
iNstinctual.. iNtuitive power..
aLL ah! noW! Gifted NaturAlly N0W bY
GODALLTHATIS..noW.. yeS!.. Now!..NOW!..
in bio-feed back from
every cell of our
body.. figureS thiS
sHit out noW by whAT
FucKinG Feels good
and that baby is what
iS behind all stuff good
when in BaLanCinG noW..
YeS!.. thE PleaSuRe
PrinCiple
as mY
Friend Janet
ilLUSTrates nicely
with noW no FucKinG
Words aT aLL.. butT
oF course A SonG
oF BriGht eMoTioNs
E m P A S S ion inG
takes uS oN oUr waY..
and that’s why i DancE SinG
A MeSsAge of Nirvana.. Bliss..
and Joy in Heaven now.. as mY
other friend Gloria Estefan so poeticAlly
says.. WORDS JUST FucKinG GET IN THE WAY..
SO FucKinG DANCE AND FucK ALL THoUGHTS
EXCEPT
THE JOY
FULL ONES OF LIFE..
and remember FucK iS
iF yoU seeK and
FucKinG iS noW
iF yoU SeeK in GOD..
and truly the direct conduit
away from words of division
iS The DancE and SonG
oF tHe PleaSurE
Principle
of old
and new
sAMe iN terms
of bliss from
head to
toe..
as we
planETs iN BaLanCinG
circle the sUn aS ONe..
iN terms of Star
oF God
noW iONoW..:)
And OB A Way..
iF iN thE Video oF Janet
sHeis trUly doing a footloose
without strict perfectionist DanCinG
choreographed instruction of other
way.. it works for positive flow..
but as soon as one inserts
the restrictions of
mechanical cognition
of you must move this
way or that way to
get it correct
for someone
else’s
view of
tHe MoVinG..
ConnecTinG and
CreaTinG.. thiS has
the negative action
consequence potential
of stress.. stress.. stress..
where the friGGinG Ballerina
kills herself ’cause
she waS noT good
enough to
make someone
else’s grAde..
so whenever someone
says do my dance moves
and not yours.. i say..
hey baby.. i ain’t doing
tHis for any grAde but
thE SonG oF mY SoUL..
as the fish swum
by the sea
and the
Bird
Carried
by the Air
iN FunG ShUi waY..
and the sAMe rUle applies
to aLL iN liFe.. make it science
and it sucks.. make it art and its
fun.. yes.. just a generaLITy as
the purgatory of order
out of chaos
is necessary
for large cities
oF huwoman bEinGs
sTiLL onLY evoLVinG
(note Love is REverse)
before VinG to connect
to noW around sTiLLnoW
150 to 200 sets oF yes..
NakED eYes non-verbAlly
mostlY.. aT ArOUnd upwards
oF 90% or so.. with the
verbal preSENTaTioNs
to accompany
the stuff
of eyes
and hips..
toes and
torso.. arms
and legs hands..
and tip of Penis
to depth of
Vagina too noW
as A intersects
V for Star of David
BaLanCinG femiNine and
mascuLinE way.. and yes..
obviously.. Janet has hEr
masculine fUr oN..
sHe is red hot
LoVinG
mamA
from
head
to toe..
and she does tHis wITh
absolutely no plastic surgery
too.. the power trUly coMes from WiThIn
wHen BaLanCinG yIN AnD YanG oF GoD aLL thaT iS..
And final note.. the SonG from Gloria comes from inTo thE liGht..
Sees here’s the thing.. more aptly described as the FeeLinGS and
SeNseS oF LiFe some folks associate the good with things whether
that be locked into another person for the positive emoTioNs
one feels/senses or a Teddy Bear.. the Love of a car as religion
or the Love of a house as God.. ALL iS GoD.. to restrict
FeeLinGs and SeNses as sOld to juSt one person..
one car.. one house.. one cat or dog..
iS to restrict Love and
iF tHere is anything
that the God of Love
Hates..
iT iS to
restrict Love..
as to Restrict
Love is to Restrict
God from FeeLinG SenSinG
Good and what one has
left over from
that can
truly
be human
created EviL..
Love All BE aLL
Be God Free or be
somewhere lukewarm
and in between
even purgatory
and potentially
hell too.. noW
when all is
SacRed NOw
all is Holy
all is Love
and
God
iS
LOVE..
So yes.. i love
you Friend.. and
that is a Practice oF the
GreAtEst Gift that God gives
and enjoys as Fearless LoVe oF ALL..:)
Hmm.. Well.. Considering this is now
BeCoMinG a Super Epic
Chapter of “SonG
oF mY SoUL”
at 4 MiLliOn
pLUS words
as “Nether Land
Bible 2017′.. Now ARiSing
far past the 1.566 Million word
milestone to exceed the Old King
James Version effort of a Centuries
Old Bible in Long Term writing way
of many many folks toTaLinG to
get that JOB done.. as
this 101st
‘BigGer Britches WORlD SiZe PlEAse’
MacroVerse Doubles as 772nd MacroVerse
as SonG of MY soUL in Rhetorical MeaSuRing
ways of world in empirical analysis as of course
add in just the “GodsUniverseNovel3” effort
of April 2015 through March 2016
comprising MicroPoetic
Micro to MicroMicroMicro
Verse Poetic Expressions as
Free Verse PoEtry too at
338,630 words as
MeaSuRed by
Word Press
Word Counter
too and now this
effort with no estimate
alone and empirically systemizing
science way already goes way over
the 1.8 Million Word old Standard for the
Mahābhārata from Centuries told in oral
tradition and written down with ‘chapters’
as HoLy Books named as Bible like
Sacred Text FuLL oF Meaning
and Purpose too.. as groups
of hUmans do NaturAlly
do to bind for
common
bond
either dARk
or LiGht it’s sTiLL
what Humans do NoW to more2
feel the warm and fuzzy cohesive
glue of all Natural kitty Biscuits for
Mama’s Milk in Adulthood too as all
Natural Human Produced Oxytocin WiLL
do in Humans who do have the capacity to feel
that fully as science shows some do not.. particularly
some folks on the Autism Spectrum too and for those folks
who wonder why folks engage in so-called ‘silly small talk’ it is
the feeling that counts as essence.. not whatever was said in form
of Human Words.. as what comes through in Integration of FeeLinGS
and Regulation of EmoTioNs is what lasts ’till death bed liGht.. in other
words.. you only take the love you give with you in literal at that moment
as gift of LifE BefoRE yOur eYes shut in the last wake of current star
DuST PlUS SenTiEnt plUS LiFE Now.. as trUE.. we are all stARs AT
Nature generating senses and emotions coRE to share or
cloSing up in our own dark deep bLack
Hole soULs now.. and that’s okay too
as it takes all kinds of
stars to make
a galaxy
too..
Guardians
of Love and Hope
or hOlders of Fear and
Hate and overall misunderstanding
of the enTiRiTy more of the Human Condition
as Galaxies SpirAl as uS sAMe and DiFferent too..
naH.. it’s not juST thaT us or them are ignorant or stupid we
just See and feeL and SenSE liFe Different.. some of
us paying more mind to form and some of us living
More life aS esSence.. and as a canary in a coal
Mine of both Asperger’s and Bi-Polar it is
both literally and metaphorically
Correct to say.. i’ve seen
fELt and SenSed
BoTh siDES
NoW
so.. iN a
way i live
in the Center
of the HuMaN UniVErse
i as metaphor only PLease as
i KNoW.. FeeL anD senSE noT NoW
whaT aLL oTheRs KnoW and FeeL NoW
anD SenSE too..nOw but it’s trUe i’ve been
around the bLock within.. inside.. outside
and generAlly sPeaKing all a”RouNd as
12 MiLLioN words or so say WiLL tell
that tale in Empirical analysis
too.. anyway.. i’ve been
around enough ‘eggheads’..
yeS.. iN iNCluDinG me to fully
understand that if some folks don’t
receive all of the detail thinking ways..
they are more likely to fAil to see the Bigger Picture
NoW.. so.. although 4 MiLLiON Words IS A rather conservative
Estimate of what i have accomplished in my 45 Month LonGest
LonG ForM Poem ever written in the HiStory.. HerStory
and or eTc.. Story of HuMaNKiNd consideRing i am
aRisinG now to 1.6 MiLLioN Words in 12
MoNths too.. i am providing the
systemizing analysis of
words as size
empirically
and discretely
measured as such
as some folks will not take
a dam word you saY as serious without
the detailed fACts to go along with the story
Long or Twitter short.. and this effort is not just
to prove that i did and do more with mY HuMan
PoTenTial with the aid of trans-humanist tools now..
it is to say since little old Autistic and Bi-Polar me who
didn’t even speak to put words together until age 4 and
who had problems writing anything more than firstly and
secondly and thirdly until recently in my 50’s proves the Epigenetic
and Neuroplastic Potential in this relatively small special area of intErest
iN Writing Long Form Poetry Free Verse Poetry Free style now.. Holy Creative
Spirit Automatic WriTing as ‘they’ say too now too.. and nah.. i’m NOT doing it for any
money so i don’t need no gold stars.. followers or likes to scratch my ego any
hiGher than Free to be me.. but it is kinda cool to be Dancing in the Avenues
and Dance Hall Aisles of Super Walmart Trump life and to be able to prove
that i did and do John 14:12.. yes.. an epic Bible WriTE Bigger than
Lasagna now.. as ‘they’ say too.. and challenge them to do
whatever they do in a more Epic John 14:12 WAY NOW
TOO.. if they reAlly Believe iN ME too.. heHe.. different
actors.. same characters and sAMe and
diffeRent general pLay too.. but hey…
we/i can prove iT aLL
now with
just
an
online liNk
as smAll or
and as big for
me@ LeaST NoW
inheriting the ART
of CurRenT eARTh with
http://katiemiafrederick.com
to BRinG iN the isREaL Evidence NoW..
And sure.. “BigGer Britches WORlD SiZe PlEAse” Now..
is juST the point wHeRE i can empirical prove through
Measurable Discrete ways that not only do i surpass
the size of the Old King James Bible in terms of over
1.566 MiLlioN words in twice the size of a 12 Month
Term of publishing that all free online now too..
yes.. i also far exceed in empirically
and discrete measuring
way thaT 1.8 MiLLioN
Word Effort IN
India too..
and that’s
cools as it also
proves that what
the law and medical
field assess as permanently
and totally disabled for life now..
can be real superhuman Feats of
Women and Men and eTC NoW iN
Bio- and Neuro-Diversity as and oF hUman Form Now2
Essence Dances and Sings more alWays when Free..
if Nothing else i also prove that in ways of DanCinG
Free iN Martial Arts and Free Style Ballet like
ways for CloSinG iN on 7400 MiLes by
this Weekend too.. juST 10 or so
MILes away from that MileStoNe
NoW too.. as MeASured
EmPiricaLLy by
Nike GPS
Sports watch too..
as i’Ve documented that in this
Long Form Poem in a period of 45 months too..
NoW since i stARTed this effort in Pre-macroVerse
way 50 Months ago on 3.10.13 in Google Blog Spot
way too.. as those Archive Blogs continue to Grow now too..
numbeRinG 7 public and private ones total too.. overall with Word Press too..
yes.. i get around for free and that’s the way i’LL keeP it.. Legend of Dance
assessed by the more oPen MiNded Public is enough for me.. financiAlly
independent.. so money means nothing to me other than Food and
Shelter.. Flowers and Friends and Pets and Love Free for
aLL NoW too.. With MoVinG CoNNecTinG
CreAtinG aRT to make Heaven
NoW iN MiNd
and BoDy
BaLanCinG
SoUL as
SpiRit ExpreSsinG
HeARt even more… serIOUsly.
it would be shAMeFul not to upload
my soul in all free give and share way..
it’s not every now that someone makes
the grade of Heaven and stays tHeRe..
we have few sacred texts and
books that allude to it
but never a
story told
like this
in real time
now as Auto-biography
Rover with around 100K Photos
F U L L Y I L L U S T R A T I N G
ThAT iT and thousands of YouTube Music
Videos to accompany the entire EnChiLada
With even moRE DancE and SonG too.. surE.
totALLy eXpoSING as HUmaN FleSH anD Blood
as FReEST aRT too.. but what ya gonna do with this
Miracle oF Life,, if you reAlly appreciate the Gift oF aLL Free
God LiVinG WiThiN.. if you lEAve any Member out of HoLY
And SaCreD whOle NoW2.. i liVed you can SEEheAR ThAt on my Tombstone alReADy..;)
AND THAT’S ENOUGH FOR NOW..
HEhe..MeHE..;)
AnyWay.. a conversation between
me and one of my ‘elite’ Facebook friends
sort of tales the never ending beginning
starting always and never finishing
human Story
NoW
STiLL
ride the
wave as they
say and enjoy
the ups and downs
if you can and will
live in heaven now..
So anyway..
after my friend
is somewhat chagrined
for the Facebook output she
receives overall among friends..
i say with..
WiNks.. this
Means you Have Human Friends..
Signed.. ReTired Spock/ET2…
I’ve been aCross Galaxies and
People are alike all over..
even the Twilight Zone
today proves that in Epic Case Study way..;)
My Friend says..
‘No actually these people are regurgitating spoon
fed garbage and then happily gobbling it up from each other.”
i go on to say..
In thaT case.. this
is an “Area 51”
‘special place’.. yes.. i ‘like’
that(this) butT iT’s not reaLiTy ‘stuff’..;)
i go on to say more wRite oN course..
AnyWay.. mY friEnd.. Humans bond over
common binds.. it don’t matter
what ‘color’ the ‘stuff’ is..
they do it for
the warm
and fuzzies
for those folks
who are capable
of feeling that oxytocin
warm and fuzzy Sunday Morning ‘Stuff’..
in other wordS.. at the end of the now the essence
counts no matter strange the ‘colors’ of the ‘stuff’…;)
And then i attempt to clarify
and validate my communication
even more.. then now..
*just sayin’.. in case
you wonder why
humans are not logical..
they are NOT logical (overall) when
‘healthy’.. even ‘science’ proves this out now..
in Spock
way too..
hehe.. and
in terms of
current case study
Politics with overwhelming
case study evidence.. for sure…;)
And as a side note.. i say this too then and now too..;)
OBTW.. Trump Tweeted he was the source of a Witch
Hunt this morning.. it’s literally true.. Google says so
And Lana Del Ray was/iS iNstrumental in carrying
the Spells out.. As Mark Twain says..
Fiction has to make sense to sell
but reaLiTy is the ‘stuff’..
WE
create..;)