flowered in clouds and
blanketed well in comfort
in the top
that can be me..
is a very watered down version
I present on the Internet to generate laughs.
If ‘you’ wanna find out how good I am at dance,
you can call Seville Quarter in Pensacola FL,
and ask any employee about the big guy with shades
who dances Thursday nights, and they WILL clue ‘you’
in on what I am fully capable of friend..;)
And on top of that my wife gets too dizzy
if she watches me at full speed
to even videotape me,
and that’s a fact..:)
And if ‘you’ wanna see
the full extent of my strength,
‘you’ are welcome to view my nude art,
if ‘you’ really wanna see the flesh and blood muscle
that LIVES under the oversized T-shirts I wear in public,
as I don’t need to flaunt my full speed skills of dance or muscles everywhere I go.
I choose to be a ‘Clown Ninja’, my friend, as well as whatever else moves my spirit for now.
Meanwhile, ‘you’ are too afraid to show your face here while I dance naked in full bore male glory before the world, in restricted adult link of course, in free verse nude poetry that I share with high brow poets, to both their chagrin and delight around the world in the International Poetry clubs I hang with.
And on top of that,
I just finish an 11,135 word epic free verse post;
that the darkness of you helps to generate, my friend..;)
So please do keep fueling my creative fires,
with your little attempts of personal attacks
from a ‘little man’, who is ‘too afraid’
to ‘show his face’ in public online..;)
I already have a good idea
of how ‘you’ look,
by ‘your words here’, already, friend,
photo or not; what is left of ‘your’ spirit rings or not in ‘your words here’…
Truly, wife Katrina is a saint, and still equally gorgeous, with a ‘disorder’ of never aging, at 45, and I can even prove that in ‘cloud facts’, as I take a picture, a random one of clouds, for my latest, 11K-plus, free verse poetic post, and her face ‘magically’ appears in the clouds, as verified by her.
And it’s time to put some more heart, soul, and expressed spirit IN, to celebrate both the Unconditional Love of my mother and my wife, for tommorrow’s Mother’s day post; as you might imagine, my wife is a mighty strong woman, to openly share the fact that I share my nude art, with some of my 21 year-old or so, very open minded gorgeous dance partners at Old Seville Quarter, as no one dances like I do in my free verse nude poetry, anywhere in the world, per UNIQUE, AS strange ART can get..;)
But what can I say; it’s considered both high brow and low brow art,
depending on how open-minded the art circle is that shares it;
and yes, again, some of my dance partners are very open minded artists, of freest expression like me.
I stand upon the bones of many men and women, who give their life for freedom of expression, and i celebrate and honor that in the freest ways possible, both fearless and me..:)
And for me, per ‘wRite’ on topic; that is precisely what life is; the full experience of heart and soul in connecting to other humans, and the rest of nature; and expressing full emotions of spirit to connect with others and nature in growing ways from birth to death.
When I die, I will be able to let go, knowing, I LIVED, and that is much more than I can say for the last two years in art, as compared to the previous 52, in a deck of cards of robot mechanical cognition mind, where so-called normal people literally compare the way I express myself to a frigging computer; that OMG, I am dim-witted enough in social cogniton then, to take as a ‘Sheldon Cooper’, DUH, compliment.
I’ve lived a life of science, and to grow to,
IN, and AS, Art of heART, and Soul expressed,
as SpiriT, is the bliss of life, I FEEL always, forevermore now..:)
And I encourage people here to pursue that if they care to, can, and or will..:)
But nah, the nude art thingy, is advance ART 9999..6666.. in FREE VERSE ART cLaSS..;)
Not everyone is either cut out, or in shape, for that kinda art, for sure..:)
Yes, most definitely
a paradigm shift of cultural
induced change is well underway as we speak.
Humans are becoming more ‘selfie’ oriented,
if you will; and that’s a good thing for the survival of the world;
as generally more self obsessed folks looking within for answers,
aren’t as much in a rush to reproduce.
Overpopulation, is the major issue now
in the world for long term human survival,
so all the activities other than re-
production are healthy ones now;
opposed to reproduction and greater numbers of
human population to survive as a species in the distant past.
Of course, this doesn’t mean there will not be a great deal of human discomfort,
misery, and suffering, as this change happens, and folks become more disconnected in flesh and blood relationships, like Japan;
but never the less, less flesh and blood relationships means less sex, overall; and less sex in terms of reproduction is a goal; the world needs to greater accomplish to survive.
No easy answers; but exciting to be a part of it, for hopefully a few more decades to see the results from my Ivory Tower of comfort.
Change is happening; and it’s fascinating to watch
as a Participant Anthropologist Observer
in the real life action, of it, as well..:)
There is no doubt that over-population and issues of confinement,
per issues of restricted environmental space, are an issue of social stress;
and the problem of instant gratification, among rats and among humans exposed to similar environmental challenges.
A LACK OF human empathy that generates personal attacks on others for no other reason BUT to feel something of attempting to cause others pain, because of a heart and soul that is empty of nurturing love from ‘smarty pants’ mothers and fathers, who spend all their time with materialistic and intellectual gains,
are the cause of much human misery and suffering.
To understand the deficit of empathy that science shows is increasing, by the day, in modern cultures, where humans are becoming more machine than human, is to have empathy for those who truly do not have the most important KIND of intelligence in social cognition to share and socially cooperate, in a Positive and Unconditional Loving Way.
And as mentioned before, in the last post, the modern psychology of science, suggests that children not properly nurtured before the age of 2, never develop the wiring for human Unconditional Love FOR nurturing each other for survival,
so true evil can be something that is not taught,
in terms of nurturing love.
The ‘reptiles’ are often those children
who are not nurtured under the age of 2,
as truly what remains is the reptile brain,
so the Illuminati conspiracies about reptiles
gaining control of the world,
are true in this sadder than imaginable
METAPHOR IN reality of those humans today,
who have a reptile brain but not much of a heart and soul
capable of sharing and expressing unconditional nurturing love…
Yeah, truly mother’s, father’s, and friend’s day,
should be a national holiday
of recognition FOR those humans
who still have both the potential and practice of
Unconditional Love in REAL LIFE NOW..:)
THERE IS NO HUMAN GIFT GREATER IN THE UNIVERSE THAN THE MOTHER’S LOVE THAN CAN BE THE BOY, GIRL, MAN, OR SINGLE WOMEN’S LOVE AS WELL..:)
AND thanks Ana, I think THAT IS gonna be my Mother’s day post and gift to my mother who is all unconditional love when I am growing up, making me the kind and loving man I am today.
But no doubt, my strength comes from my law enforcement father of 46 years, who has no earthly idea how to express love or nurture much more than a cat that truly is all of what proves his humanity, to me, as boy and man.
Eventually, I have to find that strength in my own ‘eyes’, provided as only genetic gift, as my father never shares his love or strength with me in real life; but yah, having one intensely loving parent can be enough, to make love grow stronger, than most people can imagine, in real life now..:)
ONE thing, anyone can do, with positive energy, is express that energy in some kind of loving expression of human SpiRiT, whether it be words or action of inspiring others.
IF EVERYONE today, starts actually acting
the part of the positive change they want to see in the world,
instead of complaining about the negative things in the world;
the positive energy will be tremendous for every now change.
Obviously, though; we live in a world where some people connect and socially bond over negativity, and others try to inspire others through positive action, in being the change they want to see.
Anyway, no effort of positivity
is too small to change the world.
And as far as saviors of the world go,
I often repeat the following story that I make up as I go, to illustrate that where:
There is a young disabled boy who loves to water a small sapling tree, taking great care of that sapling in all ways he knows and feels he can. That tree grows into a tree that is so beautiful that college educated ‘tree specialists’ take notes and photos on the unique, and ‘strong’ tree it becomes. More often though, poets write about the beauty of the tree.
Anyway, one day a shy young man, walking down a sidewalk
in front of the tree, meets a sparky young woman,
who is eager to meet this handsome shy man.
The otherwise shy man, sees the tree
and stops the young woman,
and with glowing eyes
speaks of the
beauty of the tree.
Immediately a spark is made
between these two that eventually grows
into a tree of love too.
And this young woman brings
the young man out of his shell,
and he goes on to eventually
become a military leader,
and a great political leader, as well.
IN fact, the young man makes a political decision
that is recognized as saving most of the world’s population
from looming World War Nuclear Three.
So who is the savior of the world; this young man; all the friends and school teachers who help this young man when he is in school; his parents who nurture him as a child; the young woman who takes him out of his shy shell; the tree; or the disabled boy who waters the tree.
Well, in fact and feelings, the answer to the quiz
IS A RESOUNDING ALL OF THE ABOVE,
AS ALL PARTS OF THIS YOUNG MAN’S LIFE
COME TOGETHER TO MAKE THE REALITY
THAT HE IS in TOTALITY OF LIFE EXPERIENCE.
AND THAT is how GOD works, as basically the
BUTTERFLY EFFECT AND AFFECT,
IN POSITIVE AND NEGATIVE
WHEN IT COMES TO HUMANKIND.
THERE IS NO POSITIVE ACTION TOO SMALL;
THAT EVENTUALLY MAY WORK, IN PART,
TO SAVE THE WORLD; THEREFORE,
IT IS THE POSITIVE ACTIONS
THAT ARE THE SAVIOR OF THE WORLD;
FOR WHATEVER MAY COME TO BE IN THE FUTURE;
NO ONE PERSON CAN SAY THEY ALONE ARE THE SAVIORS,
WHEN almost everyone, in some way, is a supporting player
of the entire team of GOD THAT IS ALL THAT IS ALLONE! ON EARTH! FOR NOW!..:)
SO YES, FOR THOSE WHO CHOOSE LIGHT OVER DARK, per positive action verses negative action, THEY ALL ARE THE SAVIORS OF THE WORLD, for as long as humans, other creatures, and the earth, continue to exist.
And there are innumerable ways that one can ‘SEND THEIR LOVE INTO THE FUTURE’, AS NICELY put, in artistic effort by the great music artist STING, AS WELL; as this song too; will last as long as YouTube Rings this Truth!
Change starts with the human soul felt as heart,
and expressed as spirit, ALL in emotional life of human beings.
POSITIVE Emotion; LIKE FAITH, HOPE, BELIEF, AND HUMAN RELATIVE FREE WILL, inspire action and life; to grow those emotions into a beautiful garden of expression, IS Love of
GOD, expressed as humans..:)
History shows that is often the outcast or disabled person who makes the greatest difference in world history, from depressed Lincoln, to horribly ill John Kennedy whose assistant carries a full brief case in cocktail of prescription drugs to keep him going during his presidency.
And of course the religious and art worlds are full of these same kind of unlikely heroes of humanKIND.
And, both Bill Gates and Steve Jobs, as nerd and geek, respectively, start out in the same basement/garage scenario at the wealthy parents home. Their outcast stature in youth, drives them to do stuff that no one thinks of before, more or less, with the help of other outcasts like them.
So yes, it’s a bit of a privilege to be an outcast in this world, as the in-club is often full of cultural illusion through religions, and such as that for social bonding; that the outcast does not filter as much into bias, for potentially greater ways of making breakthroughs in life.
The meek and the outcasts are a bit of the same thing in the bible. AS it is those who are not bound to societal rules who often step up, and make the change for positive human effect and affect; in what is written about history of humankind, unleashed and released, in fuller ‘Quantum’ Power of mind and body balanced, or not..:)
Oh goodness, DARKNESS, AND LIGHTNESS,
the recipe for Saint Katrina is an easy loving one and a hard one too.
It starts with a poor mother looking for love, and that mother’s single mother finding love in her children, and several prospective coming fathers for Katrina’s mother, for a whole brood of step brothers and sisters;
living in a small home, still poor, relying on each other for survival,
and then the basic morals and ethics provided by the fundamentalist Christian way of life in our Patriarchal Christian area, in North Florida; that while far from perfect, still ‘talks’ to the merits of Unconditional Love.
Katrina’s mother, is far too chronically socially stressed, to give her Unconditional Love; but in the extended family she finds that through her grandmother, who she is attached to like Apron strings, with the sibling rivalries ongoing for subsistence; that are not always pretty, of course.
Tough Love, is the way of learning an Unconditional Love that will never leave here or her siblings; as now her older sister plays that role by raising the children of her other sister, who dies from cancer, now in another small home,
on the same piece of land; with little to no income; but the front porch is still there across the railroad tracks, and the connection of Love of scores of offspring, now generated from Katrina’s very troubled single mother,
ARE STILL HELD TOGETHER
ON THAT PORCH OF LIFE,
BY UNCONDITIONAL TOUGH LOVE.
So yeah; that quality AND QUANTITY
of Tough Unconditional Love is what gives Katrina
the strength to stay with me during the real tough times, when the Unconditional Love that lives in me gifted by my Saint Mother, who gets the gift of Tough Unconditional Love from her ‘poor’ SAINT Mother, is extinguished in me,
from the ‘RIGOR MORTIS’ OF chronic social stress
FROM the modern machine oriented work world
WITH SOULLESS CREATURES WITHOUT HEARTS,
named as humans, OFTEN BEHIND THE CURTAINS
THIS MODERN OZ of HELL.
Yes, Katrina does her best to nurture a human
that loses their heart, soul, and expressed spirit
for five long years of Zombie death
numbering 19, in synergy of life threatening, stress related ones.
And that tough love from her childhood, in part, with all the other folks who inspire me back to life, eventually makes both her and me, the winners in a Life of Unconditional Tough Love that is truly possible, for success
in Unconditional Loving LIFE,
for those FOLKS with
strong enough LIVING WILLS
to make it through to the other side of LOVE.
So yeah, the recipe is Hard Love;
Love so Hard that it is worth it every now to simply; LOVE HARD AND SOFT.
So yeah, LOVE IS THE BATTLE FIELD, AND ‘THE SAINTS’ ARE THE WINNERS OF THE BIGGEST WAR OF LOVE THAT IS
NAMED AS HUMAN LIFE OR NOT, IN WHATEVER IS LEFT, OF LIFE FOR NOW AS LOVE.
TRULY, some folks are not part of that world of TOUGH Unconditional LOVE, and they may never get it; and I can only call
that HELL ON EARTH, looking through the mirror of ALICE IN WONDERLAND OF LOVE OR NOT.
AND this video describes it well,
for those who have experienced
this fuller experience
of living AND LOVING life.
‘WIDE AWAKE’ IS POSSIBLE.
And yeah; at one point in my life,
I AM ‘THE woman’ trembling,
in death IN LIFE,
in a wheel chair;
JUST LIKE THAT.
AND NOW, I TOO; AM WIDE AWAKE IN THE BLISS OF THE GARDEN OF EDEN,
GIFTED BY THE GOD OF NATURE, IN THE TAPESTRY OF THE ARTOFALLTHATISFORNOW.
“Aghogday speaks in metaphor.
All poets are like that. They are expanding upon what is “real.”
What is “real is “real”–but could stand a little “artificial” embellishment.
It’s understandable that those who think logically, scientifically,
would find “embellishment of the real” to be somewhat irritating.
But we need this–we need this in order for there to be hope.
What is “purely real” is not good in many instances.
What we have to do is to expand from the “purely real.”
Just like the pioneers in Internet technology did.
What was “real” in 1995 is merely a speck of “real” today.”
Thanks Kraftie Kortie;
that’s a perfect poetic expression
of explanation that is worth quoting