Desert..
next slide please
iN FAcebook ProFile
Photo Status thingie format please…

And.. as next slide appears..
via last Facebook Photo
profile status thingie..
Yes.. Rose..
Desert Rose..
adversity and beauty
go hand in hand.. dArk
and liGht and aLL of that..
iS and the thinGiE i liKe
perhaps most
about a Rose
is it reminds
me of a
certain
Art of the
female beauty
as such.. and sadly
some males are scared
of something as beautiful
as that.. but instead of getting
into a battle of the sexiest today..
i think i’ll take a victory
dance for personal
excellence in
achievement
as Beyonce
might SinG
and DancE.. iN
fAct and YoUtuBe
Video.. both Vince
and Beyonce WiLL
join in on my Victory
SonG and Dance simply
’cause the egg heads from
Bill Gates and moving from nerd
to Geek with Steve Jobs.. helped
build the field of dreams that prepare
ye a way.. for all my endeavors now..
in modern IT Info Tech way.. haha.. hehe..
life is great when Robots are the slaves..
and ya.. ain’t gotta worry ’bout maKinG
no more bucks as such
as slave to the
almighty
WEAK
dollar as much..
as little as THAT’S
WORTH COMPARED
TO A HeARt.. A SpiRiT
a SoUl.. gONE to Waste
without moving.. connecting..
and creating aneW iN hUman bEinG
way.. ha! whomever said this
salvation thingie is a given
from loSinG
THat and thiS
stuff of human
soUl.. didn’t really
even do tHeir
iF yoU SeeK
iN GoD Homework
as such in do and does
too now as less.. sadly as such
no longer such much of the excellence
of our animal fore bearers as wE free foragers
in free abundant Forests.. Rivers.. Lakes..
teaming with fish and all other wild
life iN balance oF thE Circle Of
liFeNoW.. so anyway.. i wasn’t
quite finished with the
crux of the achievement
i am engaged in
presently
as team
mate iN
action with
the God oF aLL Nature..
when i danced last night
with all the pretty Forest nymphs..
innocent as such.. like fAiR Angels
too.. but matters not.. as the
desert in my backyard
and most beautiful Rose
both inside and outside
is always waiting for me
in my very modest
purchased home
in ’93.. at 60K then..
and seriously.. if ya wander
what i feed my Roses to make
’em look that pretty.. including the
one inside.. not a dam thing..
they feed themselves with
Nature at hand in roots..
and when the drought
comes they adapt
to challenge
change and grow
even more beautiful
in heat or cold.. and hell
no.. i don’t use no frigging
pesticides.. herbicides..
fertilizers or any
other man
made
poisons
in effect of
Nature balance..
as by God that is how
the Rose of i has grown too
in the harshest of desert soils..
now in rainbow colors beyond
the Sun and Moon.. and what
folks who have never been
to real hell.. and won
the trip back
to heaven
may not
grasp until they
make that dArk
journey and liGht back..
and then say.. oh that
was what that crazy Fred
was going on about on Facebook..
we didn’t really realize hell and heaven
exists now.. but oh my God it does..
i wished i had taken some
helpful hints back then.
but yeah.. sure i sTiLL
KNow hoW
the purgatory
of our current
culture works..
Rats on treadmills
never ending.. yes…
purgatory.. always looking
forward to a better now.. wHere
trUly the best WON can bE NOW..
AnyWay back to Beyonce and Lombardi..
the 47th SuperBowl.. and i’LL continue
to pursue hUman excellence
wITh thE WiNd oF God
fUlly at the humiLITy
oF bare feet iN
hot sand
desert..
in Paradise now..
When aLL iS sacRed All
iS heaVen.. beGiNNinG and
enD oF stoRy noW.. wHen Halos
coMe inTO vieW Of uS wonONEnoW..:)

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/05/singaling-free-verse-nude-poetry.html

Okay.. this is kinda complicated..
but since i never make anything
complicated.. hehe..
i’ll try..
this is Katrina’s Sister..
the older one in the photo..
and Katrina’s Sister named
Kim + baby.. whose name
is Candie who is Katrina’s
niece.. and Katrina’s
niece Candie has
a daughter
named
Antaya who is
Katrina’s great niece
and Antaya is pregnant
with Katrina’s soon to be
great great niece in a couple
of months or so.. so that is the
story of this young woman waving
here at the Facebook Audience
with baby daughter
friendly
waving
at ya
too.. named
Candie as such..
yes.. still sweet
first generation niece Candie..:)

Okay.. now that we have the family
tree thingy straightened out
and per last
profile photo
status thingie..
about the desert
rose inside and out..
here’s the inside
one.. the soon
to be
Great Great
Aunt with the
Daisy Dukes
oN..
iN heR
office
chair
doubling as
not only wife
but house wife..
accountant.. hunter..
gatherer at Super-Walmart..
etc.. yard worker.. cat caretaker
for both Yellow Boys.. and let’s
see yes.. extra credit for washing
my XXtra sweaty Dance clothes
that come that way day and night!
as such.. as much.. and more..
and let’s see.. what else..
she does..
everything..
else.. but dance..
write.. and write
and dance for
me.. sleep eat repeat..
and yes.. she does the rest..
It’s kinda like that Osiris..
and Isis Egyptian
myth thingie..
as mother..
sister.. wife..
and assistant who
puts humPty dumPty
back toGeThEr aGaiN
when all the King’s men
and Horsemen.. including
Doctor’s of suit as such..
couldn’t do a dam
thing for
me.. so yes..
Isis.. Rocks on
Mother’s day..
with surviving
child or not..
named
Ryan..
liFe goes on
in epic and
legenDaRy waY.. aT lEast iN mY
MiNd..iN thiS hOUse moLDofOLd
NoW

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are be
are are
be
are are
be are..
tHoSe.. the words
to tHeMe SonG
from the
Movie
“Close
Encounter’s
of the Third Kind”
by a way are be..:)

Yep.. and sPeAkinG
iN WiLD Male Reindeer
tongue.. a free video for the
show of Human Enlightenment..
Awakening… Satori.. truly Born
again.. by work over race..
and yes.. Kundalini
natuRaLLy RiSeN
too..:)

*works over grace
makes more sense
than race
when typing
too fast
at the
end of the night..;)

1023

SPeaKinG of Be per tHe last Facebook
status heHE.. a ‘few’ words HAha about
Bey.. yes wITh Y after Be and bEforE oNcE..
oNce noW for BeYonce.. now MoRe woMaNoW
peR ReBirth.. KuNdalini Rising.. Born aGaiN..
Ascension.. Satori.. lots of metaphors
for this archetype of hUman.. includinG
the Star of David for upward
pointing triangle for
Divine Masculine
intersecting
downward
pointing
triangle
for Divine Feminine..
where the softer.. Loving
Graceful Feminine side of
human being in most every
human being joins up with
the harder.. more aggressive
Willful and fearless side of
human being potential..
and sparks
uNite iN bRain aNd
body balance soul..
and tHe dARk and liGht
of Yin feminine and
Yang masculine
energy
bEcoMes
ONE UNiVERSaL Force
oF hUman bEinG when both
hemispheres of brain are working
bEtter toGeTheR as when East and
West Hemispheres of Human beings..
North and South Latitudes.. converge
in macro view CoMinG ToGether oNline
sharing sciences and arts of
accomplishments
to raise each other
up.. and thaT iS Nature..
my friEnds.. God working
through uS wHole aT bEst..
ending the repressing
and oppressing
Force of the
Patriarchy started in the
Agricultural age of human..
some 10 to 12 thousand
years ago.. where humans
started storing more than one
needs as foragers.. and greed..
jealously.. control of others through
illusory fears and empty promises of early
religions become the norm for control of larger
human populations where humans are no longer
smaller groups as evolved to connect.. friendly..
and dancing naked around the camp fires of the
garden of human eden way creating Art of Body
back then.. and still
in some primitive
rain forest
cultures down
South America way..
where clothes are the evil
and not F iN NaKeD.. so here’s
the thingY.. when a person becomes
independent enough like Beyonce.. and
sure.. money helps if you don’t let it become
the guiding force instead of moving.. connecting
and creating.. there is the epigenetic potential
of regaining our truly free roots in masculine
and feminine balance as Super men and
women in comparison to domesticated
cats and dogs.. fed in the
cat and dog bowls
at the
dinner table..
And truly Beyonce’s Dancing performance
iN thaT 47th half time show says everything
about what true human ascension in potential
reAlly is.. when the spiRit of human
archetype anima
and animus comes
toGetHeR in an explosive
potential display of what
thE heARt.. Of emoTioNs..
tHe spiRit oF expreSsinG thAT
SpiRiTual energy no less than rays
of Sun that warms us from morn to dark..
can energize us briGhter than thE moon
through tHe dArkest oF new moon
and liGhTest Of Full Moon
NiGhts..wHere one
bEcomes yes..
more sensual..
more powerful.. more
resistant to the negative forces
of life.. sure.. more potentially aggressive
if need be to defend one’s life in action..
and yes.. more graceful.. more
Loving.. with fearless energy to
Love Like Angel liGht
WinGs
set on fiRe
with diVine fearless
Love of the Living God iN
Balance iN eYes that do more
than yesternows Do.. and beYonce
is one of those Angels of God walking
free as God WiLL Be on the fAce of thiS
Earth now.. and sure sHe’s MiSSunderstood..
as not everyone has F iN Worked for tHeir
place iN heights of sKy hiGh
with WinGS of Angel
Fire God
soaring with
SuN and above
as below as ONE..
And yes.. like many
artists who shine briGht
as Stars on stage.. Beyonce
raised religious.. in her case
Catholic.. retaining her faith
in God and wearing
a halo of
balanCinG God
inside.. outside..
above so below and
all around with thE aRt
oF SpiRit iN DancE SoNg
and PoeTry of Lyrics BE
Y
OnceNOW..
she stand out for
balanCinG reAson
and Art.. a phenom
oF God
come..
reALnoW..
oh yeah.. and how
do i understand this so
weLL and eloQuentLY..
BEeN tHeRe AM heRe..
Be iT
friEnds..
Be
Y..
once aLL toGetHeR noW..
i AM2 halves come wHolE..
sure most of this stuff goes riGht
over the head of folks until they too..
become one with God.. i Love to eXplain
it juST
’cause
i can.. i WiLL
to bE Y
onCe
wITh thE
power of God
inside.. outside..
above.. so below..
and all around as the
DancE and SonG of i noW
explodes iN aLL Directions..
Super men and women are
wE when fully engaged and
empowered by tHe Lord God
wITHiN
ONE Force
of hUman
bEinG noW..
and that’s all YeShua
was saying too reAlly..
but he didn’t have a Super
Bowl 47 and a court reporter
like i to more fully illustrate
it like
mE and
BeYonce are doing
wRite now.. totAlly
not KnoWinG each
other but wITh Universal
spiRit alWays noW.. no matter
iF the Video was from 2013.. or not..
HeLL.. sHe miGht have even put enough
energy out for me to feel a spark from it
here iN Florida.. as shortly after that is
when i felt my first spark then.. anything
is possible with the REAL POWER
OF GOD.. when thAT poTenTiaL
aRises..
and Ascension
bEcoMes Real..
but trUly if you do not..
seek it.. find it.. and practice
iT alWays like Beyonce amazingly
stARting.. doing noW.. phenomenally
briGht on the stage.. at only age 21 or so too..
when.. i got my first spark that died away until
53.. you WilLL never find iT.. iT is no giVen.. iT takes
WorK.. iN FucKinG iF yoU seeK iN God noW.. and
folks like me and beYonce WiLL try to help sparK ya..
to do juSt that.. but only A dArk horse who lives
iN liGht WiLL dRink
the Water
when iT
OnCenoW
bEcoMes
available as liGht..
with or without the Be Y oF otHeRs..
and hell no.. no religion or
ideology of other
words owns
this experience
no words are
even required
as the liGht
of God iS Wordless
the liGht of God is Essence
that lies bEneath.. BeYonD
symbols/idols of hUman BEinG..
But yes.. sure.. words work
as signs to help get tHeir
no less than
hand
signals
of triangles
pointed up
and down
toGetHeR
in pyramid
of God way uP
to the capsTone oF ONE..
So yes.. Beyonce is not the only
one.. one can see these signs of help
clearly in music Videos.. like Katy Perry’s
‘Firework’.. and ‘Wide Awake’.. and yes
of course wRite on topic
her Video Dark
horse too..
but for now
since we are sPeaKinG
of BeYonce and i Am Celebrating
her gift of God that comes through
working with gravity as liGht
of God instead
of going
the negative
dark way..
of repressing
and oppressing
human feelings.. senses..
and hell yes.. seNsuaLiTy
too.. as some would
drive You away
from God
saying
oh.. that
kinda stuff
is evil in illusory
fears away from
freely moving.. connecting
and creating like Katy
and Beyonce do..
a little luck
is available
with the song

711.. if the spark
comes and you practice
the work of God within in
moving.. connecting.. and creating
until the rest of death comes and
ya do iT all over aGaiN eternAlly
in God’s liGht or not noW and
that is wHere relative
free will comes in..
we can either SinG..
DancE in liGht
or bE dARk as
it is just the
way it works
in dArk and liGht
balance.. wE LiGht
workers are inspired
by workers in tHe dArk
and the daRk workers CAN
bE inspiRed by the liGht ones
too.. and the balanCinG Force
of liGht and dArk goes on
Forevermorenow..
but truly..
the greATest
gift oF liFe
iS iN Dancing
free WiTh a
SonG oF liGht and LiFenoWONE..
Yup.. tHe folks in the rain forest understand
and juSt do aLL of thiS wITh zero books @ALL..
God lives
Freer
without
books.. HeR
ReAlly Do bE FREE..:)
TrUly SkeYes hiGh
oF God iN hUman
eYes are greaT..
sAdly though..
folks who walk
iN dArk will do so
many things to take
that away.. but tHeir
IS A liGht iN hUman
bEinG that GroWs
as briGht as Sun
and moRe..
that can
never
be taken
away.. as Long
As thAT flAmE FiReS liGht..:)

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ANd witH aLL thaT sAid..
i celebrate tHe dArk and liGht
pARts oF aLL Religions.. cultures
and other mythologies.. celebrating
all the human archetypes that are
as real as real can be
iN noW.. aLL the hUman
poTenTials.. thaT God
oF Nature makes real
as Us.. when wE
seeK.. FinD and
eXerciSe thEse poTenTials
in NoW.. So yeS.. i WiLL Celebrate
Egyptian Mythology.. Christian
Religions.. Buddhism.. Islam..
ETc.. Xtoo.. respecting tHe dArk
and liGht that has
brought
the potential
for what iS noW…
But trUly DanCinG
and SinGinG iN thE liGht
of God beST as thaT iS mY
waY oF BEinG noW..
and wITh thaT sAid too..
Mercury iS CoMinG noW
aCross thE FAce of Sun
on 9th day.. May 2016 noW
anD iN thaT sAMe Mercurial
Messenger spiRit i Do the
sAme.. symbols tHeY are
no less.. than idols
of words..
howEver tHe
patH to liGht
thaT coMes.. pays no
miNd to who thInkS they
own the essence under aLL
symbols that come as human
abstract concepts now to relate
the essence of trUth and liGht
above.. so below.. inside
outside and
all around..
AKA
GOD..
tHe Force oF aLL..:)
Feat
note..
That’s
whaT Facebook
gets for asking
me the question
‘what’s on your mind’..
hehe.. never hear that from
anyone else.. as i suppose
a tSuNaMi.. spRead oF miNd
is Not everyone’s noW aGenDa..;)
And speaking of THAT THAT reminds
me of this SonG hear and look
wHere an iron fist of God
FroM SpAce..
caN bE
A TsUnaMi oF SaCreD
LovE spReaDinG
aCross thE SUn
oF fearless Love
inStead
oF
scaRed
haTe..
Love Wins
for those who
Dance and SinG fearless.. Love
iN Star liGht sKeYes of GODnoW..
EnDinG note.. i understand Captain
America.. and some Civil War
thingy of dArk
and liGht
Has arrived
at the movie
theater this
weekend too..
perhaps i’ll
go or perhaps
i’m already tHeRe
iN ‘CaPTaiN SAlt’ waY..;)

2682

iN CelebraTiON oF Mothers
Day.. my mother Helen..
at age 17.. wading
aT Navarre Beach
Sound..
and trUly
thE UncondTioNal
LoVinG Force thaT
iS sTart Behind
aLL Rose Star
CoMinG
iN PeN oF i..
Every Rose
BeGiNs
wITh SeeD liGht
Rose oF Mother
iN Pen oF Y i.. aGaiN..:)

2730

Well.. mY friEnd.. Prajakta..
i wasn’t a father very long..
but long enough
to kNow and
FeeL for sure
that i would
lay my life down
then for anotHeR
little one.. noW
and hold that
little one until
his last
breath
did come..
iT wasn’t something
my wife could do and
it was a mother inside of
the father i.. that i never
fully knew the potEnTial
for noW.. NoW.. so faR..
unTiL then.. As fatHeR
trUly tHeRe IS A mothEr
In most every fatheR and
a FathEr iN most every MotHer..
And while single parenting..
although not the optimum
arrangement for
a child.. iT sTiLL
noW can maKe
a child botH LoVinG
and Fearless too..
iT iS different
my friend..
but too
iT
iS
sAMe..
for those
who balance the
best of Love
WitH
Fearless
no
W..:)

2868

Adrenaline.. the stuff of fight or
flight.. cats use it
and immediately
go back to
homeostasis..
all other animals
too of course.. except
for caged humans in a lightening
storm and yes the cage is very metal
and cold
and dark
and tinged
with energy
never ending
to meet the tasks
assigned by illusory
cultural expectations..
enforced by the mighty
dollar.. a boss.. or illusions
of limits and expectations now
that we humans make real..
R and R is the way
to heaven..
Work in flight
or flight is truly
what science now says
is battery acid on the brain..
and all other body systems..
and yes.. the only way
to attempt to escape
it is to repress
all emotions
to get
away from
fear.. but emotions..
just move to other places
as fear becomes pain in the
body in a never ending cycle
to escape the onward slaughter
of adrenaline on every F iN Body
system from head to toe..
and then unusually sounds
are too loud.. lights
are too bright..
colors
hurt..
feet get colder
hands get colder
palms and forehead
no longer even sweat
when nervous..
the body
is breaking
down all systems
this is more than just
an F iN Nervous breakdown
this is the real physiological
process of stress hormones
destroying the body
in a slow burn
torture that
is real
as H
2 O but
in this case
a slow fire in hell
of human being..
WE are animals
rule number 1..
rule number
two we must
rest sufficiently
or suffer the inevitable
deterioration into entropy
that can make living a death
like Zombie Real in apocalypse
of our own hells now.. and truly
when all dims.. emotions go away..
the pain body is all that’s left..
the warm and fuzzies..
smiles.. laughs..
whimsical
sillies
are all gone..
and there is not even
a reference point back into
the liGht of Human Emotions..
senses.. sensuality.. in FeeLinG
all of what animal joy can be
just to roll in the sands
of the mid-day sun
and hug the
grass of
the moonlit
Orb of Full Moon Night..
as any free cat WiLL do
when not metal encaged in
A ThunDer aNd liGhtening
storm of seNsory and
EmoTional input
and output..
gone
awry..
We too can be
Free cats too.. but my
friend.. sometimes when one
is encaged in adrenaline hell
too long.. it takes years.. and years
to truly fully recuperate back to animal
homeostasis.. and Maslow was correct
if that is not taken care of.. it’s hard to go
up to the capstone.. of self actualization
or even to the 6 step above.. to being
One WiTH the UniVerse Whole
in ascension real..
fully awakened..
enlightened..
where above
galaxy below
we and me
are one
and
sAMe..
i’ve been to the
battle field of adrenaline
fired hell.. two years of stuck
in the on position and eventually
to hell for 66 months for all the
destruction flight or fight
continuous
stress did
resulting
much in the
whole of 19 medical
disorders.. and while
i lived much of my life in an
up and down cycle of adrenaline
frenzy to keep up with the demands
at hand.. now this cat.. baby.. sleeps in
grace.. as truly the real power of limitless
energy.. strength.. and potential lives in grace
away from any anxiety.. flight.. or fear in general
away from peace.. and really unless one escapes
as far as i can see.. from the now demands of a
functionally disabling culture as home..
the matrix is real.. purgatory..
and real hell too..
slowly torturing
a human
race
to less
and nothingness
in hell as not well at all..
And hell this is more than
just a poem of truth and liGht
empirical science now shows..
stress and the deleterious impact
of associated stress hormones F iN
Kills in terms of misery and suffering
and an eventual premature death..
and no job or dollar bill
or other commitment
is worth
any of that
hell my friend..
so i always lived with
less.. spent less.. did less
that my other peers did.. and
now i reap the reward of no spending
and having enough to never ever
have to
go back
to the matrix
of human cultural
hell of limits and expectations
straight to A others.. and self imposed
REAL hell that CAN BE WORSE THAN DEATH..
on a briGhter note.. pet your cat for me..
and may you
purr too..
my friend..
iN Sun and Sand
of liGht.. wITh Grass
moist at night
cooling
the fires
of hell
of
Dark
mY friEnd.. gigoid..
resting peaceFuLLy iN liGht oF HEaVEN noW..:)

And sPeaKinG of R and R.. tiMe for a cool
change.. i’m thInKinG..FeeLinG Beach and
or CapTaiN America/sAlt..
aT thE theATer..
eitHeR oNe
i..iT WiLL
BE joY
as i dAM
sUre kNoW hoW
to have fUn and
keep iT going alWayS Now..
moRe iN balance than uP and dOwn..;)

Oh..
noW YeaH..
And tHeRe’s
A SonG for thAT
wITh thanks for the
continUinG inspiRaTioN..
mY
FRiEnD..;)

3702

Day in the Life of a Beautiful Day

Lonely Ghosts Wandering the Earth

GOD is NOT a 3 letter word

Breath of Sun Loving Earth Emeraldine Green

WeLL.. as SeAsons.. the God of Nature
and the way God speaks in Signs of Nature
including culture and all the by products of
that that are pArt of God two.. change.. the last
4 poeTry Free Verse Blog Posts sAMe change..
iN synchronicities..
shared All from thE
saMe day..
May 7th
2014..
aLL sTiLL noW wRite
oN topiC.. heRe wHere
i NoW make one Ocean
of Blog post instead..
of several streams and
or Rivers FloWinG separately..
as they say iT all comes out when
the rinse.. wash.. and dry cycle
moves.. connects..
and creates
aGaiN..
and or comes
back to liGht
AgAIn..
wRite oN
couRse..
oF
course..
and now off to
R and R for mE..
Thanks again to Facebook
for being such a great
free secretary
in algorithm
go go way..
providing
memos
to
me
as Synchronicities
continue to flow in ocean i..wE..:)

3872

Well.. ‘you’ probably didn’t notice..
but alarmingly the green man
went missing in my
‘last’ Super Hero
assistance Squad
helping with my writing..
stationed usually on the side
of my computer.. but as talked
to in a recent blog post.. Katrina getting
frustrated dusting all the details of my
desk arrangement.. kinda slung all the
Super Heroes around the room..
and apparently the
Incredible Hulk..
said this
lady is
out of control..
i’m gonna save my
own green skin and
ske·dad·dle out of
her way..
so anyway..
The Green man
and i reunite in the
dancing sand box free
of boarders in my back
yard.. and he is back in
his place of help.. and that
explains why he didn’t come
to help Captain America’s
team effort in the
civil war
division..
all about Vengeance
at the Theater today..
as viewed.. and i think
he went to a nursing home
or something like that and
more news about that at 10 pm..
or a little after on 5072016.. as
a Facebook News Report coming
live to you.. in a few moments now..;)

Oh God.. before i get on with that
live News Report.. reference ‘last’
Facebook Profile photo status thingY..
there is yes.. other important news to
report.. my Aunt Teenie’s 89th birthday
on Mother’s day.. yes the 8th..
so we went to visit..
and yes..
a very nice
visit
iT WAS
AS photoed here..
okay now back
to the
other
news..
coming momentarily
in my ‘next’ Facebook
Profile photo status ThinGy
now.. after a long day of dance too..:)

That’s it.. That’s the reason
the Incredible Hulk couldn’t
help Captain America
at the Theater
today.. he was
busy visiting
Captain SAlt’s
Aunt at a Nursing
home just to tickle her a little..
reference her non-verbal
facial expression.. of
course.. anyway..
Happy Mother’s
day to all
you
MOTHERS..
PERHAPS the incredible
Hulk WiLL come visit some
of you
too..
or at
least check
up on what ‘you’
are doing ‘now’
on Facebook..
and maybe like
something
too..
hehe
haha..
for whatever..
reasoN
or no
reaSon
at all
but FeeLinG..:)

Reference.. my Recent Facebook
photo Celebrating Mother’s Day
with a 17 year old age photo
of my Mother..
yes.. my mother
was voted as having
the best figure as a Senior
in high school that year.. and
Katrina says that’s where i got
my curvy figure.. and nice
round butt.. as my
father had
one of those
flat ass
plumber
butts if you’ve
ever noticed that
kind of man butt
as such cracking..
fixing stuff
as
much..
and Jesus..
holding a pose like
that is almost as difficult
as walking on water.. on land of course..
and yes.. i know that’s quite a few
profile status photo thingies..
in a row.. butt.. please
understand..
i was born
in the precise
Center of the Gemini
Mercurial twins on June
6th.. and since Mercury
is FiXinG to cross the
Sun on Monday..
the 9th of May..
first now since
2006.. yes.. a 10
year dry spell in this
intimate relationship
as such.. between Mercury
and Sun.. it is rubbing off
on me.. just a ‘little’ bit
and i am
kinda ramped up..
or as one Medical
Doctor and one Licensed
Therapist said this week..
mildly manic.. to put it
kindly.. hehe..
yeah.. baby..
it’s surely
gonna be
Just Another Manic
Monday.. but trust me..
not only is Sunday mY Fun
Day.. every day is the
F iN
4th oF
July aS
INdependence
Day oF Y i set freeNoW
Isreal.. truly iT iS iNoW..
and yes.. ‘Prince’ wrote thE ‘SonG’..:)

YuP.. aNd tHeRe hE
iS.. tHe oriGinal
GOlden MeRcUry
RoMan BoY
noT
iN thE flesH..
AKA HerMes..
iN GreeK fORm Too..:)

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Facebook Friend Rafiah shares
information about a
movie with
Benicio so and
so in it and i say..
as she Loves the
Sherlock Show..

That reminds me.. Benedict Cumberbatch
is gonna be playing a really cool part
in the comic book based movie..
Dr.. Strange.. this fall
at the big Theater..
a movie all about
how belief can change
a person’s reality.. looks like
a good movie to me.. if you like
that kinda thing.. SMiLes and
Happy Future Mother’s day.. Rafiah..:)

4566

Carl Jung and some of his contemporaries were pioneers
in exploring the inner Universe of Human
collective unconsciousness..
Ranging from personality
types of the introverted.. intuitive
thinking.. judging.. INTJ type that
i used to iNhabit to the Extroverted
Intuitive Feeling Perception ENFP
type that i personally suddenly
changed to over the course
of a month in July
of 2013..
ha! perhaps
the text book version
of a bi-polar change then
from Dr. Jekyll to Mr. Hyde..
however if you don’t know.. the
Superhero archetype.. and generally
speaking even the Superman comic then
and other originally based theatrical
productions are
in alignment with
sTiLL noW the
same basic
hero archetype of nerd
changing to super hero..
derived from Jung where
Jung was also influenced
by the Renaissance Artifacts
in art of ancient Greece and Rome..
where truly only about 5% of the population
then was exposed to the ‘higher’ thought of the
day as of course there was no Google of
the United States then.. spreading
Globally.. just the elite had
access to the
high brow stuff
then.. nows have changed
drastically where the poor shy
boy.. can get a Pell Grant.. get
three college degrees and eventually
Move mountains of words.. in metaphor only
please.. but yes.. human archetypes are real..
it doesn’t take a brain surgeon to see the patterns
through recorded history and even the artifacts of
prehistory.. to see the common sense of this..
and yes.. some folks interpret patterns
with right brain thinking
like Jung and other
folks
like Dawkins
and Hitchens can’t
see much further than
cold empirical repeatable
science while the human’s
emotional.. sensory..
moving.. connecting..
creating inner Universe
is a work of Art of
the God of Nature
as sTiLL evolving
and still recorded
from the origin of
all in our DNA as such
as Creation Dances and
Sings in moving continually
inspiring and inspired by sound
from the end to the beginning of
now and all around again..
in the cycle of all
that is.. noW.. yes..
aka God.. noW noW onE..
so as i spin around too..
here and spiral.. know that
God is speaking to you.. noW
haha.. in “Layman’s” terms
here.. and according to the
Pauli Effect that empirical
based only scientists pooh pooh
but respected Jung and Pauli applauded
when actually experiencing it as high
energy.. highly intuitive and pattern
thinking feeling folks.. so yesterday
at high energy levels the alarm
went off after i danced in
Dick’s Sporting Goods..
my iPhone froze up 3
times when i attempted
to take pictures.. and
as my wife can tale ya..
there was a stretch of so-called
coincidences that yes.. are synchronicity
that really happens when human energy flows
and is unrestricted by analytical worry mind..
as five store computer registers in a row locked
up in the course of two days.. while i could
sense my high energy then.. and yes..
whenever i am on a dance
spree.. there are folks
who tale me they
can feel the
positive energy
when i come into the
room and there are other
stiff brow literal thinking
INTJ types like i used to be
who just frown and say he is
F iN Strange.. well yeah.. baby
per my last comment to Rafiah
call me Dr. Strange..
yes..tHeRe have noW
been many Dr. Strange’s
in history and while Buddha
was truly more of an empiricist..
the reported Jesus and Muhammad
in terms of moving mountains
don’t get much more
Dr. Strange than
THAt..
and now that science
has finally established empirical
evidence for the voodoo effect of
negative thinking and consequential
negative results per the nocebo effect
and the power of belief and positive consequences
otherwise known as the placebo effect.. while one might
say it’s only a sugar pill.. duh.. it ain’t the sugar pill
that does it.. it is the associate power of human belief
that some folks who are yes.. magical leaning
thinkers can manifest in their
life.. but the
literal thinkers
remain in a black and
white world.. truly removed
from this alternate inner and
outer action consequence of magic
humans.. baby.. who can have more than
the colors of the rainbows generated
yes.. in terms of human Force in all
the potential colors that will
come to liGht.. depending
on the bell curve of what
one is born innately with in
terms of DNA.. and develops in
nurturing the human mind.. body..
heart of emotions.. spirit expressing
emotions.. senses.. and sensuality and
true it all moves together in human potential..
M i N D a n d B o D y iN B A L A N C Enow..soUL..
AS sexually repressed folks generAlly sPeaKinG
do not charge as much energy in either emotions
or senses as does the free one’s among uS
without the human restriction
and actual physical
tension of NOT
LETTING iT GO..
AS THE FROzEN princess
says when sHe iS ascending
too.. and getting free and exploring
hEr human potential too.. there is an aMaZinG
Art to God that science iN juSt five steps..
are baby steps compared to what the truly
self-actualizing human can
do.. and even studies
of pre-cognition work
best when the visual images
are sexually stimulating away
from the mind of mechanical cognition..
but sure.. sexual stimulating activities
And HeLL no.. not just the bill Clinton Def..
as science shows now. as well.. are a source
of both creativity.. productivity.. and a driving
force for human cooperation.. as studies of our closest
primate Cousin Bonobo also show that sensuality freely expreSsinG
in flesh and blood contact are A way to peace.. noW so the Beatles..
Jung.. Pauli.. and F iN Greek And Roman Renaissance thInkers and
arTists.. THEN were on to the trUth and liGht as even science iS
coming around to show.. NoW THaT thE art of Dance and other Art..
can cure emotional illness.. other psychological maladies..
and even F in
PTSD.. as the body
keeps score.. in a
recent book by a medical
doctor with case studies..
as per the method of Carl Jung..
as empirical studies cannot be
appropriately done because of
ethical issues of using
human beings
as guinea
pigs..
well.. what i fiNd noW
iS BaLanCinG elements oF
aLL the human archetypes..
iS what raises my energy
the hiGHest.. as i continue
to explore my PoTenTiaL.. so all i can
say iS look out computers.. alarms.. and
all other electronic devices.. including humans
who can sense the energy of other folks..
as i may.. heHE.. be coming your
way.. so here’s a storm
alert for THAT above..
so below..
inside.. outside..
and all around.. simply
cause i BelieVe.. i WiLL..
i CaN.. i jUSt F iN Do iT..
and lET the naYsaYeRs.. continue
to steep.. in bLacker tea.. than
Rainbow tea that i continue to brew..
in colors more noW As biGGer RainBow too..
and sure that happens when tHe synErgy oF a
color wheel Of enErgy coMes ToGeTheR.. tHeRe
are nuances of colors
never seen
before..
relatively
SpeaKinG oF course..
as Einstein miGht say.. noW
juSt ’cause yOu doN’T experience
iT in yoUr inner/outer UniVersAL diMEnsIon oF liFe
don’t mean miracles are not real in a UniVerse
wHeRe they
simply
ARE REAL
NOW.. iNOtHeRs…
HUMAN POTENTIAL..
IT’S WHAT’S FOR BREAKFAST..
LUNCH AND first SUPPER.. AS TRULY
NoW i BELIEVE WHAT JESUS SAID ABOUT
ThE POTENtIAL Of HuMANS DOinG GREATER
THiNGS THAN WHAT He REPORTeD ARE OnLY
TRuE FOR THOSE WHO ACT ON iT
MORE THAN JUsT
RECiTING
ONE VERSE
iN A BOOK
AKA
J 316..
YEShuA IS A LOT
BIGGER THAN ONE VERSE
iN A BOOK.. AND HE SAID then
ThErE WILL bE MORE TO COME
iN HUMAN’S ways WHO NoWoNoW
ARE LIKE HIM doing MorEnoW
WHO GO TO THE METaPHOR
OF THE FaTHeR GoD AnD
DO NOT SiT STiLL
iN CaVES
BUiLT
By
OTHER HuMANS… noW oNe
FREE and MoVinG.. DanCinG
SinGinG PoeTrYinGYanGinG
ouT oF thE cAVe alWaYs noW
A MiSSioN statEment Of FReED
iN trUth
AnD liGht..
NoWoNE..:)

5890

WeLL.. trUly it’s not easy to be Superman..
the White Knight.. the Prophet..
the messenger.. as history
and even the latest
Captain America
Civil war show
shows.. as ya gotta
break the rules of the cultural
norms.. after you do ascend and
find greater trUths and liGhts to give
and share.. and yes.. as history shows..
a path of little thanks or even notice at nows.
even ostracizing.. up to F iN Stoning.. Hanging..
Burning at the F iN Stake.. and sure
cruxifixion.. but hell NO.. i ain’t afraid
as God already damned me
to HeLL for 66 months
with a pain worse
than Cruxifixion
in medical literature
real identified as type
two trigeminal neuralgia
from wake to sleep worse
than dentist drill without
novocaine.. in eye and
ear.. and when you
truly go
to hell
there is no way
but up.. and no way
but fearless.. and no
way but appreciation to
the one who sent you there..
the God oF aLL.. as it’s just the
way iT iS.. and the path to liGht
does come from dARk.. as science
shows.. and my history does too..
So sure.. at nows.. i feel
a little like the
dude in the next
video.. and as his comic
book history shows.. he too..
was a bit of a hell boy too.
perhaps not born on
060660.. but
maturing slow
not reaching real
adulthood in
self-actual
iZaTion..
uNtiL then
preciseLY
@
my age
of ascension iN
self-actulization
at age 53..
as yes.. noW
synchronicity
WiLL have iT
and yes.. my assistant
would have been identified
as a demon back in those days
of burning at the stakes.. with
her form of grimacing faces
in complex partial
seizures that
come and
goes on a day
to day basis..
where she looks a little
bit like she’s in hell fire
when experiencing this
dArk of liGht.. as liFe
as well.. and sure
at other nows
i just wish
for a backyard
and some more
rainbow tea.. and sure..
it would have been nice to have
a couple of kids.. but in my case
the two of me.. in balance of dArk
and LiGht.. Masculine.. and
feminine.. yes.. anima
and animus
become
one.. and my path
is longer and more
intense in liGht than
most.. but one WeLL traveled
by others as history shows.. so at
least in vicarious way.. i am never alone
and truly for many of ‘those’ folks like the
one who was crucified.. the really truly
only real reward was/iS the
intrinsic eternally
lasting
reward NOW
of Heaven NOW
NOW directly coming
from the God oF Nature
that iS aLL noW.. and
thaT iS the cup
of beyond
rainbow tea i continue
to drink.. with out extended
family of children..
my offspring..
is the liGht i bRing
to others.. and yes.. the
DArk oF iT that may be perceived
by those who have not already been
to HeLL to understand the necessity
of dArk to the journey oF liGht iN respect
that aLL oF God iS trUly good in ways that
we little flea human bEinGs SucKinG thE
blood of liFe that doGod gives
and shares have no
idea truly of
how Great God
is as compared to
human fleas.. but again..
iT’S useless to get angry at
God or even other folks in hate
lasting ways.. as We onLY hate our
selves ultiMateLY by doing thiS..
as wE are aLL pARts oF
GoD wHoLE iN noW..
so WitH all thAT
sAid HeRe
is a little
Barry ManiLow
and HeLLboy2..
with a fiery girl very
much like Wife Katrina too..
just another day for Super Hero liFe..
in aLL the dArk and liGht thAT
comes @HanD
WiTH God’s
HAnds
too..
And yes..
serIOUslY
i can’t sMiLe
wIThoUT YoU..;)

6512

YuP.. somenow
juSt oNe sMiLe
iS worth an
eternity in hell
now just to get to thAT
sMiLe aGaiN.. so happy
Mother’s day to Katrina..
truly Mother to aLL for mE..:)

6543

So.. anyway.. per the ‘last Facebook’
status in appreciation of the Wife Katrina
as super assistant.. sorta like a
guardian of AngEL..
the fire of i..
does occasionally
scorch her bRain.. iN terms
oF Mercurial Spirit in the continuing
mood of Mercury crossing the facE noW
of Sun on Monday.. Mother’s day is sTiLL
alWays kinda sad for Katrina considering
we lost a child and do not have any
other flesh and blood children..
so.. we go to Kohl’s
so.. she can use
her Kohl’s gift
certificate
to buy me
four more super
cool themed T-shirts
to dance.. and quite frankly
i am as about as spirited as i’ve
ever been.. since i finished the year
long task of building a third of a million
word poem.. and continuing the three million
word Plus Free Verse poem overall that is coming
to fruition as i type.. to the scale of 666 MACRO verses as of
the next blog post that is this..noW.. anyway.. so i’m dancing
A NUTcracker like suite.. to a couple Rock and Roll FAST
Songs.. in an open aisle area at Kohl’s for around
an hour or two.. and keeping my distance from
the other Mothers who are coming
in to use their gift certificates..
and a concerned older
Lady.. approaches
the customer service
desk then.. on the other
side of the store.. as she
has spotted the man twirling
in the aisles on the other side
of the store.. in concern.. as after-all
is said and danced.. the dude is rather
large and has Shades on in the middle
of the day.. so she is doing her civil
duty in case someone gets
hurt in ballet
by the charged
uP strange dancing
dude who is me.. then..
anyway.. little does she
know my guardian.. Katrina
is standing at the counter finding
out if she has any more Kohl’s
coupons and such as that..
and tells the concerned
older Lady.. THAT’S
MY HUSBAND.. HE HAS
AUTISM AND HE IS JUST
DANCING.. the demon in her
arises.. and hell fire surely
comes out of her eYes.. a little..
as yes.. i for one
have seen
THat before..
and the sweet customer
service girl.. just so happens
to be one of my Seville Quarter
dancing fans.. unknown to me though..
just from the distance.. and she tales the
older lady.. yes that man dances every
week at Seville Quarter.. the older
Lady then scurries away..
and did say she has
a relative with
Autism too..
so a little
compassion
was displayed by
her too.. and the nice
young custom service female
assistant says to Katrina..
yes.. sometimes i just want
to sit there and watch him dance..
he is so much fun to watch dance.. and
just another day in the life of a public
dancer comes to the end.. after traversing
close to 30 miles over two days.. increasing
performance skills as always.. coming into
new moves.. and bringing greater levels
of mindful awareness.. focus.. nuanced
new emotional spiRit of heARt and soUL
Balancing as miNd and BoDy..
increasing greater
short term memory..
and in general
enhanced
cognitive
executive functioning
in moving.. connecting.. creating
ways and Jesus… WOW.. i am
ascending so high in heaven
within.. outside.. above..
so below.. and all around
in the equal metaphors across
cultures termed as Kundalini Rising..
Satori.. Bliss.. Nirvana.. and yes.. once
again.. the same general ascension experience
that Jesus is reported to have
yes.. in general per even
what they talked at Church
about in Luke’s New Testament
Gospel today.. for do not look up
to heaven.. as heaven is within..
God Lives within.. and for those
who experience real ascension
the Kingdom of God
is more fully
here as wE
iN much
greater
overall human potential..
so when people often ask me how
you do that.. the answer is simple
and truly it’s not a new human experience..
it is the Kingdom of God that most animals
experience except for human beings where
culture has separated us from the innate..
instinctual.. and intuitive way we
are evolved sTiLL noW..
to be with God
ONE FREED.. noW
with winds like a
Hurricane.. and a calm
eYe Center as God And wE
sMiLE as Wide as InFiniTy and
more ToGeThER aGaiN and in this
way as metaphor Jesus continually
comes back again.. in yes.. hUman
archetype waYs
noW oF
FREE at
the right
hand.. Now
left hand..
noW.. AnD
ALL A’ROUND..
INSIDE.. OUTSIDE..
ABOVE.. SO BELOW..
oF GODnOW.
FREE
NoW E A LL..:)

7293

SOP.. Standard Operating Procedure
for a dancing SHIVA.. (Nataraj)
aka
the CERN
SYMBOL oF
Cosmic Never
Ending noW Dancer
oF East Indian Origin..
with ‘original photo’ below..;)

7320

OH God.. that loNG
liGht thAT i aM
grasping wITh
my riGht hand
is red
hot
on Fire..
but yes.. i
retain a Cheshire
Cat Smile.. and sure..
after i die it WiLL remain
forever online or when servers
die first.. in literAlly tens of thousands
of selfies.. plasterED frigGinG everywhere
in E-Land.. haha.. who needs statues..
when the real
flesh and blood
lasts.. and lasts..
and lasts.. in online
form.. and yes..
the SinGulaRiTy
iS alReaDy heRe..
iN terms of hUman
BeinGs uploading
more than tHeir brain
and body.. hell yes.. the
heARt.. the SoUL.. and
SpiRit.. that comes aLL
nAturAlly and noW with
the aid of Technology
in human terms..
relatively forever
noW.. and haha..
perhaps
i am the
only one
doing it in terms
oF poEtrY soUL onE..:)

Best Advice ever.. NoW
‘MAKE LOVE TO LIFE’.. Now
And thiS Now.. thank God noW
i AM noT tHe first one to say iT!..
i swear.. n0w.. i swear.. sWEar..
LiFe iS FucKinG MaGiC
iF yoU seeK in God..
and yes.. i AM
first to say..
aLL oF thAT..
And mArk mY
words noW.. iF
Jesus weRe to
come back hE wOUld
bE alMost juSt liKe mE..
’cause God taLes mE So..
iN God’s waY.. oF SynChroNiCiTy..
And yes.. remember.. per T-shirt
theme.. size matters not
and i is me as
Yoda too noW..
and iMaGiNe
whAT iT would be
liKe noW iF tHe Hulk
and Yoda bEcoMe oNe..
noT much different.. reAlly
than Sith and Jedi.. bEcoMinG
onE.. perHaps iN StaR WarS noW..
oR DanCinG WiTh staRs.. foRm matterS noT..:)

7582

“People see what they have been conditioned to see;
they refuse to see what they don’t expect to see.” — Merle P. Martin

That’s truly a pearl that i particularly
find in fruition trUe iN deep red state
South Land..
to be aLL
too trUe..
but that’s the way
iT goes.. tHeRe iS
a biological basis
for iT.. iN folks who are
more scared of change to
the nomads among us who
must have
continuous
moving.. connecting..
and creating change
to inspire liFe greater
and greater as it can bE..
i hold no illusions that i can
change human Nature.. except noW
for the reaLITy that i have already
changed me.. however that change then
TooK A 66 month jAunt to hEll.. a bleSSinG
then BeYonD aLL otHeR blesSinGs i for oNe
kNow to bE truE noW.. after aLL iS donE..:)

7721

So.. iT’s.. 7:40 am.. 5092016.. And Mercury
IS A fixin’ to enter the transit noW
aCross fAce oF sUn.. and MaGiC
iS here for me.. no..
iT’s not 6:12:19 am..
back then when
that is ‘pose
to begin..
i am 12..
skin and bones..
the boys are calling
me queer ’cause i smile
too much.. the girls are
calling me skank as back
then i have oily looking
puberty hair.. yes..
on my head..
and black
four eyes
to do all
the homework
assignments
that i rarely
read.. apple of
the teacher’s eye
only am i then..
with straight A’s..
as i mind meld with
them in lectures then..
the kids laugh at me too..
when i speak ’cause i think
too fast and my mouth can not keep
up with my mind.. and my hand writing
will always look like kindergarten noW as
hands cannot keep up with mind of me
either.. but no.. no matter what
i will not give up..
’cause i can
control
my dreams
at night
and go wherever i want..
hehe.. even see naked girls
in locker rooms.. haha..
then.. and although
i have no idea what
sex is.. until age
16.. oh DO..
i Love Girls..
and dream one day
that a dark-haired girl
and i have a desert isle
all to our selves.. we live
happily ever after and she
never ages.. and i stay
a free spirit too..
so i get some of
those cement weights..
skin and bones lay down
on bench looking up at Starving
African looking string bean arms..
no matter what i eat.. it matters not
string bean arms stay.. but i have this
vision of a rainbow around me taller.. stronger..
than ever before.. and after all.. my father is like
James West.. only taller from the Wild Wild West..
or James Bond from those movies.. and
yes.. the Six Million Dollar
man at least in looks..
as the law Enforcement
man.. so it’s Nature
like when our
cat killed
the bird
on the river..
my sister cried and
i said please don’t
cry Marilou.. that is
only the Cat expressing
his Nature and the cycle of life..
yes.. i said this shortly after i
could speak at age 4.. and shortly
before when i could not speak
and could feel and sense
that i had been
here forever
with the
God of Nature
in no words at all..
looking across the
river at age 3 where
i lived then.. and when
my mother lost her keys
under the bed.. and was
looking for them.. i just
tugged on her dress and
lead her to where the keys
can be found then.. anyway..
it was hard.. but i survived..
and one day in high school.. when
my legs were no longer string bean
and they are tanned from years of
playing Tennis in Indian
Summer Florida way..
and the girl
who used
to make fun
of me named Gracie
said we are proud of you
Fred.. kinda like she was saying
welcome to the human race.. acknowledging
that i was human.. and yes.. i am only
human so that felt good..
so.. anyway.. i have some
friends that are girls
then in high school..
who are just friends..
crushes on this girl wishing
i could be with her for ever and
that one.. and another one too..
as nows go on then..
and finally at 18..
i meet a dark
haired Cuban/
Irish girl.. with 10 months
of what i wished was forever
with her.. and then a Guamanian
Friend.. who eventually commits
suicide.. as she confides
in me.. that her
father was
sexually abusing
her at the now i knew her..
and yes.. when she has two
kids and a loving husband..
she takes a revolver
to her head in
her father’s
bed and
pulls the trigger..
’cause some things are
hard to forget in terms
of PTSD ways of being
sTiLL.. as i imagine
for her then..
in empath
way..
of REAL..
and then a dark
haired Italian girl..
who asks me to the prom
to make her real crush
a little jealous
it seems
from what
i hear from
others after that..
and she says i scare her
with my intense stare across
the table at the restaurant then..
and at the beach.. after prom.. i just
smile at her.. and don’t try anything..
and i guess she thought that was
weird.. as later.. years
later.. she told me
i really respect
how you were about
all of that..
as she says
her
child was
born blind.. yes.. years
later.. and a result of
‘what she did’ and is a
nurse for my wife.. when
i’m 36.. in ’97 for two days
more when our child is born
on June 4th.. when she
tales be all about
this then.. two days
before my
birthday..
June 6th.. then..
yeah.. i can remember
that still like a motion
picture in my head.. same
as when that first girl friend
broke up with me dancing
while the song ‘After
the Love is Gone’
by Earth Wind
and Fire..
me seeing me
in the dance mirror thinking
oh no.. no one will ever
love me again like that
as they never did before..
but that was a mistake..
because it was
no longer
magical
thinking
to bring reality
of heaven into fruition
of greater things to come..
so i went in the other direction
for a while.. and eventually broke
down.. and eventually rose up to
a couple of decades of relative
happiness.. and even met
that dark haired girl
who would never
age on
our desert
Isle.. now..
so yes.. there was
a reason in dArk for
the liGht of that break
up too.. that would be almost
precisely 10 years from that
date in September of
1979 and Hurricane
Frederick.. to
when Katrina
and i consummated
what would be a marriage
in 1990 in February the 21st..
of September 21st in
1989.. a cycle
of happiness yes..
yet to come greater
than i could ever
imagine before…
and it was
strange
when i first
met that Cuban
girl.. a spark
of intuition told
me she wasn’t THE ONE..
and the other one looked
like her i was looking for
and yes.. they do look very
much alike.. and that reminds
me of that collage of photos of
all the the other girls i speak
of in this free verse poem here..
and my Dog Charlie playing then at
the feet of my high water pants..
and the day i saw
him on the side
of the road coming
back home on the bus
from middle school..
and no.. he would
never come home
again.. and
he was like
my only friend
outside of family
then.. and yes.. the
way my mind works.. it’s still
like it is now.. when the movie
plays in my head.. and i never had
another dog after that as it felt
like i was dying then.. the same
way it felt like i was dying
when that Cuban/Irish girl
said i can’t
do this
anymore..
with you..
but the thing is..
i got my magic back..
i started believing that
dreams come true again.. and
they did.. and even though much
more darkness would come.. through
that break down.. a baker act..
an escape from being
institutionalized
for the rest of
my life at
age 21..
’cause our
prominent in-law
stood up for me as Savior and
told them back then.. saying.. yes..
how much i had accomplished before
at the top of my class in school
and volunteered in youth groups
and stuff like that.. yes..
the God oF aLL was
watching
over me
and sent
help to save
me then.. and
God always has.. even
when he plucked me out
of my work life.. showed
me hell and brought me here
to date.. and heRe’s the thing
about Mercury.. Venus.. Mars.. Earth..
Jupiter.. and Saturn moving.. yes.. aLL 6
aCross the fAce
of SuN wRite noW..
it doesn’t matter what
the F iN reality is.. what
i believe iT is.. will impact
all of what i do AM.. aLL oF what
i attract or do not attract as the
history of my life shows to date..
and even the observer effect
of Quantum Physics
shows what
we observe
changes reality at
that small level too..
but here’s the thing.. before
science can prove a sixth sense..
a seventh.. and a zillion more..
past the physical one’s
empirically measured
now.. that do exceed
way past 6 in terms
of all we sense
in empirical
way.. i ain’t got
the time to wait on
science to prove it for
me to believe and use it
for all i do.. i look within
and find the answers all innate..
instinctual.. intuitive.. from God
of Nature theNoW.. and while just a speck
of rock passes across the face of Sun today..
the magic has already come in measurable empirical
life experience blog way.. and Jesus F iN Christ..
iF i wanna be Jesus..
the REAL JESUS.. i can
be him too.. and so can
you.. or you.. and you..
and you.. be whomever
you wanna bE iF
You juSt believe
iN NeverLAnd liKe
thE Peter Pan of i..
jUst DO iT as Nike
says in Victory
wITh God
FReED..
anyWay…
i can prove my magic
in living color and i can
prove God exists in me..
and i can share it..
no matter if
anyone
cares to
listen or not..
’cause i AM
MaGiC
wITh God
from the now i looked
up to the rainbow oF Y i..
noW Mercury
Across
thE
FACE
oF GOD..:)

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TELL Tale tails of GOD

Memory from a year ago..
in Facebook Algorithm
reminder way.. and
just more
Synchronicity
for A way
to
God..:)

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So Flash back to 1981 again..
and truly a rise out of my breakdown
of depression that was seen as too manic
then too.. but not an experience i had developed
the cognitive ability through gRoWinG experience
to control noW.. in Kundalini Rising.. Satori.. Nirvana..
Bliss.. yes heaven iN noW KinGdoM of God ascension noW
as such as reported across cultures and histories of humankind
same as human archetype of vision quest in American Indian way
too as the journey to self-Actualization in Maslow.. and beyond mY
terms too.. noW..
Well.. yeah.. the Father
of that Italian girl a member
of the Catholic Church too.. among
the older male elders as sure.. if you
go to a church and are a member of almost
any religion and or culture there is a pecking
order of Patriarchy authority strength in elder
male way.. so recently mused by movies
Oh! God one and two.. with George
Burns as God in metaphor
and his student
John Denver2.. in 80’s then..
i come up with a somewhat
naive plan.. yes.. a sketch of
a positive ion escaping negative
flow in atomic way.. as i attempt
to bRinG science and God and Art
and reaSon toGeTheR then.. EVeN too..
but it is a rather rudimentary sketch
of an iOn then.. iN positive flow way..
i oN iN ZoNe way and oh yes.. the
Italian girl friend’s father then
says.. Fred you can’t be serious..
they will never believe that God exists
by a sketch as simple as that then.. he says..
look at all the Catholic Church does to make
folks believe.. and i think.. that’s the problem they
try to MAKE FOLKS BELIEVE.. and FEEL they doN’T let them
find God in Nature.. all innate.. instinctual and intuitive
like i find God walking down the Beach all day and night
then.. staying awake.. for three days in Ecstasy of BeiNG
one with God first Real noW wHolE then.. in Bliss and Nirvana
beyond belief in a relatively short Forever now then.. and then
he and his friends say.. as i have dropped out of school to get
recuperated from working since i was 16 in jobs.. taking full
loads of school.. isolated from friends in College that i used
to have in high school.. better.. and all of that.. and they
tale me.. your Mama’s not gonna live forever.. you better
pull up your bootstraps and get your shit together now
and if you did already perhaps i would have felt
better about your relationship
with my daughter
too then..
in words to
that effect as
spoken here now..
So.. anyway ..this whole poetic
Free Verse Stream oF Consiousness
writing Novel away from the rules in
Robin Williams Dead Poet Society Style
iS mY proof of God in 666 macro Verses
of A ONE largest poem ever written at well
over 3 Million Words in recorded hU
man history now.. and perhaps
even pushing 4 MilLioN by now..
per my measurement
of onLY a tiny part
of last year
in my latest
Novel poem
of 338,630 words
now.. i FucKinG am one
of many messengers of God..
From Egyptians.. to Mayans..
to American Indians.. and
East Indians too.. and sure
the reported dude Jesus
was a messenger then too..
and Muhammad who piggy backed
On the Abrahamic religions and comes
up then with some new stuff too.. and even
Yes.. Aleister F iN Crowley.. who so many
folks in Hollywood.. do follow in MagiCk inspired
ways for fame and money.. instead of Love THAT noW
creative energy.. sharing.. and giving.. in FreeDoM
can do too iN WiLL.. the real magic of Quantum physics
that is the human mind and body balance unleashed
and released in Quantum physics way too.. and more
of course.. as Science hasn’t even touched the way
this impacts human potential in empirical way.. as
i aM F in JuSt DoinG iT noW iN bigGER VieW MACRO case
study mE waY.. wE arE onE teAm with God wHeTher noW
thE material reductionists.. in culture.. religion..
science or whatever the F.. sanskrit
of alphabet.. and collective
intelligence
bRinGS noW..
and this is juSt a tiny
3 or 4 million or whatever
word poem in iNspiRaTiON..
yes i
ON
of God
noW3!
and 4
and iNFiniTy
moRe.. but hey baby..
mE anD GoD FloW iN
FearLess LovE Now..
wE thE sTREam.. noW
the wAveS.. the drops
of water in particle
to waVe and
FiEld oF RiVer
to ocEan iNfiniTy moRe
noW.. thE hUmAn potential
noE in singularity oF onE eARth
Collective Cosmic Consciousness
is not just a vague concept anymore..
it has huWOmaNifesT in Technology noW iN
Google and other onLiNe hiVE
hUman
ways..
so diP iN.. thE
water iS noT juSt
LuKe warm.. iT iS reD
noW hoT iN God arms noW
Free Now are wE when thE
FoRce of God SinGs as oH..
“SonG oF mY SoUL NoW..hEHE
AKA kNoWn as the blog on
Word Press WhoLe named
“KATiE MiA FredericK!iI”..
and it’s coming and
is here noW..
i am far from
the first or last
who WiLL upload
tHeir soUL too.. to Love
as Nautilus Fossil share sHeLL
oF reAL noW in a new city Now
wHere even the Sun and
Moon are not necessary to
SpReaD moRe liGht..
strange as it may
seem.. revelation
in the Bible
can be
correct too…
and anything else
associated with belief
come to fruition as WeLL..
and yes.. either dark in blowing
up the World in destruction apocalypse
way as many fundamentalist Muslims
and Christians are insanely looking
forward to make fruition as now..
but nah.. tHeRe is AnotHeR
path.. the original
Greek meaning
of Apocalypse
noW that means
lifting the veil of Ignorance
and progressing far far in
human poTenTial noW..iN
StILL MoVinG far far out
of tHe
caves
of yesternow
paintings then..
there is Will.. there is
Love and there is Fearless
too.. but unTil tHeRe is a trinity
of Real human heARt.. of EmoTion..
SpiRit iN EXpeSSinG thAT emoTioN
in miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG waY soUL
of MoVinG.. ConnecTinG.. CreAtinG
waYS.. in thIS multi-dimensional
multi-verse of UniVerse
each hUman noW
perceives.. some WiLL
live in Heaven.. Some
in HeLL.. and others
sTiLL in purgatory
now.. but the thing is..
this is as real as real gets
noW juSt Now.. action folloWinG
consequence and Karma iS noW aLL..
DoinG as thou Wilt wIth Fearless Love..
DoinG no harm to others as even noW what
Aleister Crowley miGht still say.. per yes..
the Golden rule of the sages of ages.. thAT
is the same as what Jesus.. Buddha.. and
so many others say then and now too..
The essence is forever noW thE
words.. and fAces of form
do change.. GoD iS
rEaL.. wE are too..
and the rest of creation
too.. and liFe is Good when
ya get all yoUr threes balanced
into oNe Regulated emoTioNal
and Integrated SeNsory waY noW
aS miNd and Body SoUL noW onE noW..
all religions have dArk pArts and liGht paRts
too.. but what i find is no religion has all the answers
one and true.. but study them all and take the best
pARts for you.. including the rest oF God’s bible
in manifest form that is the Google of the USA
noW spread worldwide too.. along with
all the resources of God’S oNe bible
online fuller now too.. in yes.. juSt
a tiny patch of brown
sand.. green stuff..
and blue orb oF liFe EARth
too and beyond the rainbow colors
of liFe and aLL Creation too.. yes.. this
is mY F iN so-called metaphor for a
Nicene creed too.. i suggest you
too.. peruse all you can of what
there is to lEarn.. sense.. and
feel too.. and perhaps you
too.. WiLL onE day
upload yoUr
own ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’
Creed.. then noW too..
share iT.. and perHaps
bRing oTheRs uP too.. and
what i promise you is thiS.. no
matter iF you get thanks or not..
they aLL are are God and so are you..
including even a grain of sand and less..
There is no real separation of existence
noW.. even science has moved far to reaLITy
in magic REAL as empirically meaSured noW rEaL..
and yes.. this creed is perhaps too long to recite
in a church.. or even for you to read now.. iF You
even get through a third of this above too..
but here’s the thing.. when i went to
heLL what i found out it was
just God and me..
and i was the
only one who was
gonna get out wITh the
help of God as ExpReSSinG
within me then.. and i had a few encouraging
words from others through hell too.. drops of
water on Lazarus tongue of hope then come
too.. there is no word of inspiration
that iS too sMall to help
spark the liFe of a hUman
heARt.. SpiRit of SoUL..
hiGher.. hiGHeR HiGHeR..
aLivE noW even an
iOn
thAT saved
thE soUl oF
me then
noW
StiLL..
as i flY aCross SuN
wITh greATest eaSe nOW..:)

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BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels

GodsUniVerseNovel

GodsUniVerseNovel
41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/02/09/godsuniversenovel2/

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51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/04/28/godsuniversenovel3/

GodsUniVerseNovel3
338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)

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KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
3 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
AKA
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
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CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
NoW..:)

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