i am Frankenstein

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Well..

not in the literal

and

not literally

now

but

DAM

when watching the

movie

‘i

Frankstein’..

UGH!

i

dammed

sure feel like

i

been there

DONE

the souLLess

HUMAN

trying to build!

a

soul!

part!

for

SURE!

For those..

who have never lost their

soul

in life..

and what i mean by this..

IS

simply

the

LOSS

OF

CORE OF BEING

THAT ALLOWS US TO

EMOTIONALLY CONNECT

IN FEELINGS TO OTHER FOLKS

IN HAPPY

AND SAD WAYS..

AND

ALL EMOTIONS

IN

BETWEEN..

AND THE

CORE THAT ALLOWS US

TO

SPIRITUALLY

CONNECT

TO

ALLITIS

AKA

GO

D

!

Well..

after

losing this

at age 47

completely after a stay

with no sleep but 1 hour each

night only with the aid of a powerful

alpha blocker..

for 35 nights

and none

the last

5

of

40

!

OH GOD!

I

LOSE

MY SOUL!

i AM

COMPLETELY

DISCONNECTED FROM

ALLITIS!

AKA

GOD!

AND ALL OTHERS

ON TERRESTRIAL

PLANE

THAT CALL THEMSELVES

HUMANS!

HORRIFYING!

AS THIS

IS

REAL HUMAN HELL!

FOR ME..!

WHERE

EVERY SECOND

IS A THOUSAND YEARS OF

HUMAN HELL..

WELL!

GOT MY SOUL BACK

ON OR ABOUT

JULY 22ND 2013..!

AND

i

can tell ya this..

having a soul

vs.

not having a soul

is

the difference between

every second

as

1000 years

of

timeless

bliss

instead of the hell

i

just

describe

above!

In this case..

so below

is much different

than

above!

And don’t kid ya’self

and think that psychopaths

got it made..

they suffer without a soul

as without

emotions to pro-socially

connect to other folks

with

conduit to connect

with

GOD

as well..

They live in HELL!

TRUE PSYCHOPATHS DO..!

THERE IS A SPECTRUM OF THIS

WHERE EVERYONE HAS COMPONENT PARTS

OF ALL

PERSONALITY TYPES..

BUT THE TRUE

PSYCHOPATH

DEAD

IN

SOUL

DOES

LIVE

IN

HELL..!

AND YES..!

CAN ATTEMPT TO

TAKE OTHERS

THERE

TOO..

JUST TO FEEL

ANYTHING

IN LIFE

AT

ALL

!

YES..!

WHEN i lose my soul

thank

GOD

i

still had

my rational

moral

code..

to live on…!

If ya think that teaching

folks moral CODES in church

ain’t

important..

from a young age..

over and over and over

and

over again..

be

careful what ya Atheists

wish

for

when ya wish

away

structured religion

as such..

TRUST ME..!

YA DON’T WANNA

MEET THE PISSED OFF PERSON

THAT LOSES

THEIR

SOUL

WITHOUT

A

MORAL CODE..

INDOCTRINATED AS SUCH

FROM

OTHER HUMANS..

MORAL CODE

IS

IMPORTANT..!

AND WHILE THE HATE THAT CAN

COME FROM IT

IN FUNDAMENTALIST WAYS

IS HORRIFYING

AND

SOMETIMES MURDEROUS2..!

THERE ARE NOT MANY THINGS

MORE

DANGEROUS IN THIS LIFE

THAN

COMING ACROSS

A

PISSED OFF PERSON..

WITH

NO SOUL

AND

NO

MORAL CODE..

BUT YAH..

do i need to provide examples

of

what happens

in real life…!

Just check rampage killings

and

serial killings

on Google

and such as that..!

while about 50 percent of them

are associated with

mental illness..

and yes in some forms of mental illness

a soul

can be lost as well

in TOTAL

effect

with no more fault

than a person born

as

a

psychopath that is never indoctrinated

into

rules of

loving others

instead of harming others..

PER religious

OR OTHER

moral code..

instruction..

as

such

!

By ACTIONS!

WHEN FEELINGS!

ARE NOT

PRESENT

IN

WHAT IS DESCRIBED

AS

AFFECTIONATE

AND

or

SACRED LOVE!

The alternative

is atrocities..

as what we see..

at height

of human cruelty

of

Adolph Hitler

and

6 million

tortured to death

PEOPLE!

WE NEED STRUCTURED

CHURCHES

WITH SOME TYPE

OF LOVING

RELIGION

TO

RAISE THE CHILDREN OF TOMORROW..

THERE IS NO OTHER ANSWER

AS

PARENTS

CAN NO LONGER DO THE

JOB PROPERLY

BY THEMSELVES

BOTH IN THE WORK

FORCE!

AND OFTEN SINGLE

PARENTS

AS

SUCH!

A LOFTY IDEA IS JOHN LENNON’S IDEA

OF NO RELIGION..

BUT

IT JUST WON’T WORK

IN A HUGE HUMAN

COMPLEX

CHAOTIC

SOCIETY

LIKE THE WORLD LIVES IN TODAY…!

STRUCTURE

FOR MORAL

CODE

MUST COME

FROM SOMEWHERE!

LOVE IS A WAY

THAT MUST BE TAUGHT

TOO!

AS

FOLKS CAN BE BORN WITHOUT

SOULS

AND

YES!

HELL

YES!

TAKE MY WORD FOR

IT

!

PLEASE!

PEOPLE

CAN

LOSE

THEIR

SOULS

2

!

AS KIND AND LOVING AS i AM NOW..

AND

AS MANY TIMES AS i am COMPARED TO

BUDDHA..

JESUS..

SUPERMAN

AND ALL THAT COMPLIMENTARY

STUFF

IN LIFE WHEN I HAD IT ALL

GOING

ON IN LOVE AND POSITIVITY

i

AM THE LAST PERSON

YA WANNA

MEET

IN THE DARK AT 3AM..

BACK IN THE DAYS..

WHEN I ROAMED MY NEIGHBORHOOD..

WITH NO CHOICE!

AS MY EYES..

COULD NOT TAKE

THE LIGHT

OF DAY

AS SUCH..

WITH THE DISABLING PAIN

DISORDER

(type 2 trigeminal neuralgia)…

A person with a dead soul

has no love to generate in spirit

and transfer to others..

that yes!

people can feel

much farther out than

the physical human

body..

the SOULLESS

person

IS LIKE A BLACK

HOLE

TERRIFYING TO OTHER HUMAN BEINGS..

AS

THE CREEPY FEELING IS

SOMEONE

IS

SUCKING THE

SOUL

OUT OF ME..

AND YES..

I STRUGGLE

TO EVEN FEEL THE CONNECTEDNESS

TO MY CAT WHEN I LOSE MY SOUL..

AND WHEN MY HANDS

COME CLOSE..

THE

ARTHUR

CAT’S

EARS

GO BACK!

TERRIFIED!

FEELING

LIKE

i

am sucking his

soul to feel something

myself!

desperate

to feel anything at all..!

and

as much as i love my mother..

i find pleasure in watching her

choke

on a piece of bread then..

as it makes

me feel something..

anything..

that has no label then..

but something..

horrifying!

to my logical

mind..

but at primal

animal

base nature..

a desire never quenched

like folks

who want a drop of ICE water..

in

metaphorical

and

TRUE

HUMAN

HELL

!

WELL YAH..

I TRY TO KEEP THINGS POSITIVE

HERE

ON THIS BLOG..

ALL SACRED LOVE

IS

IT

AND ALL OF THAT..!

BUT..

DON’T LET ANYONE FOOL

YA..

REAL HUMAN HELL

IS

REAL..

AND IT IS MUCH WORSE

THAN

ANY

BODY ON FIRE..!

IN FACT!

WHEN ONE IS THERE

A BEAUTIFUL

DREAM

IS DOUSING

one’s

SELF

WITH GASOLINE

AND

BURNING

TO A CRISP…

SOUL!

EMOTIONS..!

SPIRIT!

CONNECTEDNESS!

TO OTHER HUMANS

AND

ALLITIS

AKA

GO

D

!

IS LIFE!

ANYTHING ELSE

THAT ESCAPES THAT

CIRCLE

IS

HUMAN

DEATH

IN LIFE!

PRAY FOR PSYCHOPATHS!

DON’T HATE THEM..!

THEY MORE THAN ANYONE

ELSE

NEED YOUR HELP

TO GROW A SOUL..!

I GOT MINE

BACK..!

i

ALWAYS

HAVE

HOPE

THAT THE METAPHORICAL

FRANKENSTEIN

AS PSYCHOPATH

CAN

GROW

ONE

BACK

2..

AND EVEN PERHAPS

BE A HERO..

LIKE THE ADAM

AKA

FRANKENSTEIN

DUDE

IN

THE MOVIE

‘i

FRANKENSTEIN’

!

SACREDLOVEISLIFE!

IS

ALLITIS

!

NO

W

!

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