“The Age of Katrina”.. yes.. someOne oF
A Play on words as associated with
the Movie ‘The Age of Adaline”..
about another woman
who never seems
to age.. pulled over
by cops who seem to
think she can’t be who she
says she is as at age 45.. as
she looks like she is still around her
late twenties.. WeLL.. the Katrina for
all practical intents and purposes looks
even younger than the actress in that movie..
With Palm Sunday coming as her 47th Birthday on Sunday too..
And one of my favorite things about art is counting one’s blesSinGs
in more ways than juSt thOughts that drift a way.. sure.. take a photo
of what you had for lunch or of your wife.. as the gift lasts longer for otHeRs
to FeeL and SeNSe those FeeLinGS and SenSes of LiFE.. and that’s what
ART is for.. to
house the sPiRit
and heART and SoUL
iN HouSiNGS of Vehicles
and Vessels that carry on
for give and share.. you
see the Nautilus
iTs entire liFe
Back juSt MoVinG
ForWard MaKinG A Life
A work of ART.. and with that
said.. be back in a few for i have
more bleSSinGS to count and return
WiTh aRT.. and i guess i should read
what i just wrote.. at leASt one time just for the Heaven oF Fun..
This is my Heaven.. i ShAre it WiTh A World aLL Free in Flesh and
Blood too.. thing is.. long ago.. i lEarned the Value of counting
one’s BleSsinGS as ArT to bRinG a heART.. a SpiRit and
a SoUL back to HeaVeN of forevermore NoW.. sure..
as usual i can prove it as art WiLL do for hUman
heARt.. A Garden oF Band Aid.. as in repAiring
damAge to A Garden oF Love as heART..
also as A Band And Tribe of aid
to otheRs as both
miNd and Artists
in Social Empathic
MiNd BrinG to othErs
iN GiVE and ShaRE for Art
tHiS waY aS GiFt and ShaRE aS LoVe..
And some of who that have retired or are financially
as such as fortunate.. can and WiLL DO IT ALL FOR
FREE.. and those of us who go BeYOnd the Norm
and ComMon of yesternow time as Lock oF cLock
go further as further and different can challenge the patience
of those who do not seek and find change in life for more.. for more
of hUman poTenTiaL.. now.. the Lucifer BrinGer oF LiGht beFore
John Milton turned that Bible Metaphor into the Devil.. hey.. it works
for prettier stories too.. outside of the Bible way of words.. as Gabriel’s
Trumpet story is no where in that book outside of an oral tradition of Negro
Folk tales from Centuries moving past.. we are all eYes and eaRs and
alMoST iNfiniTE SenSes and FeeLinGS as EmoTiOns oF’As God MoVinG
too.. iN arT
are not ready
to move out of the
cave yet.. and others
are surfing terrestrial land
on feat of feet.. i walk on Land..
i am Sentient StaR DuSt pLus NoW
born of Crucible Fire oF sTAR DeAth.. NoW
Resurrection oF BoTh LiGht and Love Born now
as Love.. too.. the HiGhest GiFt and ShARe of GoD
Nature sAMe.. NoW i AM A MirACle oN THiS PlanET
EaRTh of BlUe and Green and BroWn Beauty NoW..
And all Jesus.. per the original coke version before the
Trumps of Expanding the Roman Empire in Constantine
way was trying to do.. when he came to tHiS greAtEsT TrUth
in whatever original words he sAid as the hiStory tales the sAMe
TrUths and LiGhts iN other words of God’s eYes and eARs iN hUman
YOU ARE TOO..
YOU ARE PART
AND WHOLE AS
GOD AS OCEAN
WHOLE AND UNIVERSE
PLuS MoRe.. it’s so obvious
for those of wE and uS and i and ME..
and ours who see this from youngest
ages.. butt for otHers iT is much harder
to see and hear this tRuTh wiTh more than
juST Organs of eyes and ears.. so we lend a
hand in all free give and share.. a hand uP to
HeaVeN NoW as greATest inheritance from
GoD and NatuRE plUs sAMe.. it’s
what Love does.. never
NoW as MirAcle oF LiGht
we as GoD coMe to LiGht
iN hUman eARs and eYes
Quantum metaphor unleash
and release oF LiGht SpeeD lOve
pLuS NoW forevermore now.. so i just
picked uP the Jesus bALl and original metaphor
of Lucifer too.. and fly with it now.. some folks will
catch uP.. NoW and otheRS LaTer WiTh HoPe.. i pRay LoVe..
and WiLL@LeASt thaT NEVER EVER GIVES UP FOR LiGHT..
anyway.. Back to the Katrina.. A derivative of the name Katherine
and Katie too.. wHo/that means Pure in original Baby names way.. i celebrate
my greATest Lover and Assistant now.. both Pure Angel and Guardian of Angels too..
as this Number 91.. MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. beGins NoW with
title as “Age oF Katrina NoW”.. staRting that Bible on Memorial Day of 2016..
the 30th day per say and do then.. of May.. NoW a riSinG WiTh the last
“CHilD’s PLaY@HanD”.. MacroVerse as Number
90.. at a total of 1,345,168 words and
the now current Number 91.. as
“Age of Katrina NoW’.. also
doubLinG as the 762nd
the end of August
2013.. along with
Public Free verse
Dance now approaching
7200 MiLes in this 44th Month
of Effort in April of 2017.. along
with 4 Million plUs words in entire
44 month noW iN Effort of Ocean
wHole Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
AriSing STiLL pass 4 MiLLiON words as Longest
Free Verse.. Long Form Poem recorded on Google
@LeASt and more for now.. ilLusTrated with ThouSands
of Music Videos and over 100K of my original photos too..
that also evidences the FloW of GoD sPeak in Images of
Synchronicity too.. in God WiNks as ‘they’ say for
a job WeLL DoNe With Relative
Free and TrUE liGht
paRT as GoD
and as the
SonG by Lana Del
Ray.. so artistiCally
puT iT iN the Center
H FloW of Alpha Numerical
Number 8 Standing TaLL iNfinity
as two ones oF K aS Alpha-Numerical
Number 11 Joining Hands toGEthER as
LeFt HemiSpHeRe and RiGht HemiSpHeRe
oF BrAiN in Systemizing and ArT miNd coMe toGeTher
iN greaTer poTenTial of Quantum MiNd And BoDy unLeashed
and reLeAsed as SyNergy of Force NoW as the rest of the GloBe
stARts to awAke and enlighTen wHole as HuMan Hands join togeTher
NoW in LeFt and RiGht eARTh HemiSpHeRe and North and South lATiTude
too.. HoPefully we will heLp the infant Trumps among us to gain tHeir Love
WinGS of God in smaRt and Fearless way2 and avoid FucKinG World War III..
thE PuRE LiGht oF Love..
more on LiGht and anotHeR
very special hUman BeinG(s) and
heR Children in a few.. but for now
i’LL read what i juST wrote just for
fun.. sureLy it’s what Beethoven would
have done if he had his hearing then.. too..
Perseverance Baby.. it’s what the Autism Spectrum does best..
sure.. in broader phenotype way.. mixed with stuff like thAt Bi-Polar thingie
too.. in terms of human labELs doing tHeir best to deScribe Human Miracles now..
yeP.. REAL FUCKING SUPERMENWOMEN NOW.. coMe to LiGht as Star deaTh STiLL does..
Make no mistake about it.. i am A Messenger and prophet of God in old timey way come to
Fruition as New age now2.. Son of men and women am i in Band-Aid way.. oh yeah.. yoU2..
And that reminds me to liNk that Pre-MacroVerse finished on June 6th of 2013..
“Garden of Band-Aid”..
from the cocoon of
earthly HeLL.. 24 hours
of writing with feet sweLLed
uP then.. NoW WalKinG on
the Water of Terrestrial FlY Land..
And if i lose a few likes and follows by
taLiNg the TrUthLliGht.. MozARTS are iN it
onLY for the Love oF God as BE ART.. OKay..
sure.. With a ‘Little hELp’ from friEnds on all the
of Life in Band-Aid way.. sUre2..
count yoUr BleSsingS as ‘they’ say..
anyWays.. i have a luST for LIFE And
A Luke HoT PeN.. iT iS.. overALL..
WiTh So much more to
“Visting the Garden of Band-Aid”.. (again..;)
And as my friEnd.. Rafiah.. recently said.. in announcement of
her engagement.. she hopes her new husband will
love her so much that
age too.. nah..
DO NOT disCount
NoW.. tHe POWER OF
THE FORCE OF
i say NOW..
iN HeaVen NoW..
for yoU Horatio’s too..
or those WiTh little Faith
IN AND AS THE FORCE OF LOVE..
YES.. A FORCE.. NOT AN ONLY MAN..
and sure.. if you want to.. you can caLL IT
Aphrodite.. Venus.. or Jesus.. or even Lucifer.. too..
or whaTever Lights yoUr Life aS Love.. for isREaL NoW..
oF Love LiVes
as LiGht when iSreal..:)
Rafiah.. responds back on her blog in regard to a poetic expression
Regarding Love and Dance and Song and Marriage too..
Marriage, writing, dancing, singing and that too with your Babe,
you two are goals to be honest. (Three heart eye smile Emoticons)
And i return in comment.. just now aS well..
SMiLes.. my friEnd.. Rafiah.. as so many
people for so many thouSands
of years have come to A TruTh
and liGht to share for Eons
never end.. A Golden rule
in all the symbols
that coMes as GiVinG
and shaRinG LoVE NoW..
and Co-creaTing ways
with God as the resT
of NatuRe plUs
of what we
See.. SeNse and
FeeL from LIGht
to dArk beYond eYes
and eaRs as organs.. ‘tween
sHades of Grey.. beYOnd RainBow
Colors more.. LoVe is The RuleART WiTh WiLL
that drives us forward to survive and thrive more..
HolDinG Hands toGeTher thaT SPeLLs liFE noW..
A MaGiC thaT iS the Miracle of Sentient Star DuST
PlUs uS coMes to liFe from Crucible of Star Burst
Death resurrection as we Breathe now.. anyWay..
yoU StILL Live in
my prayers and
hopes more for
you mY friEnd.. and
your coming husband too..
And as one of my favorite
letters as i write back and forth
to FriEnds and maKe iT paRt as
Ocean WhOle now oF A Long Form
Poem of 4 MiLLion+ words as IS A
Casual Conversation as FriEnds.. As
Facebook Memory from a year ago today2..
And hehe.. as the Internet forevermore now
goes in server ways.. heAR iT aS iS aGaIn Now..;)
Ah.. a photographic memory..
blessing and curse.. but yes..
mostly blessing.. and this a fine
tribute to your teacher.. my friend..
Rafiah.. but truly this is your noble
look.. as was in the first of five selfies
you have shared here since i’ve known
your Facebook presence.. and remember
your first Facebook go around with your
Seagull presence from the beach on my
about section.. and now you’ve
moved from Seagull
to Queen yourself..
i suppose Allah
express the beauty
of themselves.. so a
prayer is your face.. my friend..
Not unlike the seagull on beach..
prayer of selfie.. no different reAlly
than photo blessings of Supper true..:)
Know that you have very special place in my heart.
Your love makes me all cozy and baby like
all over again. I like you a lot Sir.
WeLL.. thank you.. cozy baby..
Same here.. Too.. And that feeling
is oxytocin as chemistry will do..
With real human friends..
Back to the future now..
SMiLes.. my friEnd that
is the kind of Love that
little children have for their
Grandmother and Grandfather
wiTh Hands of wrinkle or Hands of smooth..
with Grey hairs of head.. or dArkest shine
of BLack.. stooped and bent walk or Fearless
Stride.. Love kNows no Gender.. no Age.. no Religion..
no Nation.. no Sexual Orientation.. no Disability.. eTc..
Love NoW aLL Free
SeNSEs NoW2.. yes..
LoVe IsREAL.. Yes2..2
And As ‘they’ say sTiLL
“To Sir With Love’.. And
i never even had to come
to Dinner.. just be a friEnd..
And by the way.. i reAlly Love
that photo that you shared of your
Family from what looked like years
ago on Facebook.. as that is my friEnd
Rafiah.. Sweet and Pure Angel alWays to me..
and sure.. in some ways.. the Daughter i never had..:)
Hehe.. and yes.. the way i aged the photo is.. you were
much taller than your sisters then.. With sMiLes of Love.. StiLL..
or weight either..;)
SMiLes.. my friEnd..Rafiah.. i am Celebrating
Katrina’s 47th Birthday come
what ‘they’ name
in the Christian
Religion over here..
yes.. this Sunday.. and
what about Romance.. as you say..
HeRE.. True Romance is/are the struggles
that Couples Survive as WiLL of Love..
even during periods that Love may not
be fELt.. And A first rUSh of Romance
can be a lUSt for life that never ends
too.. as one CaN/WiLL Romance
A Flower or A
say with poETry
and oTher forms
of ArT and even
Science to giVE and ShaRe..
This Love.. ThiS liGht.. This luST
for LiFe.. is whAT bRinGs us closer
After the Love FeeLs that iT may
Be gone forever dARk.. i suppose
one thing about arranged marriages..
is.. some folks never have to lose tHeir
First Loves in heARt BreaK way.. and that
reminds me of my First Romance… My First
Love at age 18.. as ‘they’ say back in the River-side
Disco Days too.. of Virgin Love.. yep.. me and her..
i was alWays the Kind who would want to marry the
First one i Loved.. as for me Love was enough to work
on forever with the same person in this liFE @LeASt..
And as Synchronicity WiLL HaVE it iN all oF HuMan
EmoTioNs and SenSes and Lore of ArT too.. when
my First Love Broke up with me on a Dance
Floor.. A Song by Earth Wind and
Fire was PlaYinG Named..
“After the Love is Gone”..
And i suppose no
it was for me..
the beST paRT
was Sonia then
told the trUth of how
she feLT and iF not for that
i surely would have married her
and probably had healthy children
as she ended up being a real baby machine..
hehe.. thing is.. i would have never gone to hell the
first time and met Katrina.. or i would have never gone
to Hell the Second time.. Retiring early and meeting A
Innocent Love of my friEnd Rafiah either.. i would have
probably never earned Three College Degrees if i finished
college at all.. maybe.. never retired early from the Government..
Financially Independent at age 47.. either.. enduring 66 months
of hell on eARth after too.. Write the Longest Long Form Poem
in 44 Months or be named Dance Legend by the Local
Metro Audience Doing Public Dance for around 7200
Miles in 44 months too.. no WAY.. without some HeLL2..
for me@leASt.. SMiLes.. my FriEnd.. yes.. wHiLe the
INtense Romance of a First Time Love can
Seem to last forever in the moment..
iT IS A luST for Life iN all things
God as NaTure plUs
Heaven on eARTh
as all becomes Holy
and Sacred.. Full of Meaning
and Purpose as a Work of God’s Master Piece
aRT uS aS pArT of GoD’s eYes and eArs more..
SMiLes.. it used to be for Decades i would listen
to that SonG.. ‘After the Love is Gone’.. and it would
bRinG sTiLL Tears of Sorrow until i reAlly went to
HeLL on eARTh.. now.. i realize Love never ends
God is the
wHo Lives witHin..
When we become
A Romance of God aS oNe..
We too becOme God’s GreATest Gift..
Written in the StARs.. Written in the Stone as ARt..
iT Be DoNe..
KinGdoM cOMe NoW..:)
Oh.. by the way.. to more fully
illustrate what i am SinGinG
heaR in these two Poetic
Blog posts of yours..
i invite you to listen
to three Songs..
by Earth, Wind
and Fire.. sure.. on
YouTube too.. first one is..
in order.. if you will.. hAha..
“After the Love is Gone”
“In the Stone”
i’d liNk ’em heaR..
but as i remember..
i don’t think your Blog
likes YouTube liNks.. too much.. hehe..;)
Blogger Poet Friend.. rhthaephua..
from years past.. when we both used
to link our ‘stuff’.. to the dVerse
Poet’s Pub online.. unfortunately..
it seems.. the administrators had
a hard time understanding
where her poetry
LiKe me too.. or
NOT.. hehe.. haha… anyWay.. never
the less.. A friEnd As i say now.. too..
As she actually now takes the time and
effort to read through an entire MacroVerse
as titLed.. “DiViSioN bELLs oF uNiTy”.. the
actual 70th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible
2017”.. hehe.. and yes.. now.. STiLL.. 20 MacroVerses
to catch up on copying and pasting about 840K words now
‘cross 3 Facebook Pages.. total.. yep.. split in half per
each MacroVerse.. NoW sTiLL about 120 FB Statuses to copy
to make all of that fit in.. at least if i copy and paste
two a week.. i don’t fall any further behind than i am..:)
Nice one there, worth the time.
Hi rythaephua.. thanks
so much for stopping by
and yes.. taking the time to
read one of what i call a MacroVerse
now.. and thank Goodness you picked
a relatively small one at 10K words as
they are averaging around 15K.. these days..
and oh.. my Goodness.. all the photos require
a very fast broad band access and computer to
stARts to catch up
with all of what i do here..
Hehe.. guess.. i am filling uP
my ReTireMent years with words
oF ThiS and StePs of DancE..
anyWay.. alWays good
to heaR from
you mY FriEnd
as i alWays enjoy
dropping by your Blog
and reading your inspiring
Poetry there.. Best Wishes..
My FriEnd.. for a Lovely Day alWays noW..:)
Hahahaha, I can tell but 15K is no joke at all, that’s like a whole book you know. You’re really doing so well, I salute you my friend. And yes, you are really filling up your retirement years. Nice one there. Many thanks too for your continuous presence at my blog, you are a gold-mine friend to cherish. Thanks, really.
sMiLes my friEnd.. yes.. it’s true..
rythaephua.. sometimes i do write 40K words
in a week as a literal Novel effort of words2..
And that’s why sometimes i just ‘like’.. extremely
busy folks in the work world posts and poetry as
i do not
of all my words..
as hey.. i used to work
too.. in fact after gaining
three college degrees.. i actually
spent close to two decades working
at a Military Bowling Center Serving
up shoes.. instead of words to folks online
now.. people used to tale me i was wasting
my life and potential and i should be making
so much more money.. including my
Father’s side of the family..
but on the other
my Mother was
all about Love and
never ever about money..
My Father Died with ‘a lottery
ticket in his hand’.. for metaphor my friEnd..
And my Mother’s last grasp on life was a sMiLe
and Love for her children for the only thing in
her life that counted was/is Love.. It’s
true my friEnd that friEnds
and Love are Gold.. yes..
oF A Mother
Venus as ‘they’ say..
Sure.. Aphrodite has some
children too.. as the story continues..
Love mY FriEnd THE hiGhest Gift of God as
Nature sAMe.. and alWays a Garden to GroW GoLd..
And my Mother’s Name was Helen which in original
Greek Definition means Shining Light with liGht as just another word for
Love.. AnyWay.. thanks again for visiting.. considering that most Poets
do about two posts a week on average at about 150 words.. it takes
about a year at that pace to write 15K words in what the Tsunami
of my fingers makes on average.. every three to four days now..
so.. what that means.. is for tit for tat.. you don’t have to
visit me over here for another year.. hehe.. meanwhile.. as
alWays.. i will be over at your place to pay
this one back.. haha.. and sure..
i may write some more
Free Verse thoughts
over at your place
again.. in the future..
but never feel like you need
to respond in kind if you don’t have
time.. as Lord knows when i worked.. i
rarely had time to say more than sincerely
yours in a card or your FRiEnD Fred.. i am now
just fortunate as time no longer exists to me at all..
and yes.. my friEnd that is my wish for you too.. to escape
time and to live in Heaven alWays now.. truly it’s as possible
i lived in
for 66 months..
and sure.. off and on
when younger too.. so..
Heaven to you too.. WiTh
SMiLes of LoVe.. mY FriEnd..:)
Well said, Love for humanity is everything. Thanks for lessons.
And now a change of Pace
with Lana Del Rey or sure.. could
be the Katrina as American Indian
Princess in metaphor of course as the
Indians lived as Indians and Enlisted Chiefs..
Disney intimated as such
as Pocahontas.. anyWay..
Katrina will alWays be my
Indian Princess as any Disney
Queen Will be or Isis as Goddess
who puts Osiris Back toGeThER agAin..
sure and i guess as fearless as i looked toward
my Father as SuperHero.. the stance oF Fearless
i Present in Public Dance now.. may be a little comforting to
those folks who
like that.. you know..
what ‘they’ say.. Daddy
issues now and all of that..
as Katrina never met her
Father either.. and it seems
that it was often Women Distant
from their Fathers who came to
me most for the Love
of my Mother
Within liGht of
eYes now closed by
sHades and replaced by Words
and SonG of Poetry and Steps of
Dance.. for beFore all it took with a hairy
chest in John TraVolta STiLL Vogue open collar in
the 80’s.. were smiling eyes and Bright teeth across
the counter of a Bowling Alley Counter.. then.. as the
Warrant Officer said.. Fred.. you leave the Women
‘Dripping’ as they leave the counter.. to my surprise
of course and then he said.. if you weren’t really
afraid you’d whip ‘it’ out too.. and i said nah..
with a look at least.. trying to stay out
of trouble and sure.. coming
close at times in
of PinBall machines
and stuff like that.. Cold
Terraza Floor at That Bowling
Center i’ve been told.. and some Women
in UniForm saying i must have ‘that body’..
anyway.. all that’s left is DancE And SonG NoW
in a SpiRit that has no age.. juST Spirit of HeARt
and miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG soUL.. and Two women
heAR.. and often i’LL meet the Women who don’t dance and
are more the intoxicated Spirit other than Dance who ask what
Drugs i am on.. excitingly.. as they can somewhat relate but ain’t
never seen anyone this uninhibited and free and never ever ending
full energy in Marathon Trance Dance of 3 hour tour.. and then the
Spirited Young College Woman often ‘tween under age Drinking sTiLL
so called legal and tender from ages 18 to 21.. around the reserve of
college Hipster guys.. never quite coming to something as wild and
fearless as me these days.. just wanting to let loose with
Sober Intoxicated Joy letting it all Go Go Go..
as Free Spirit WiLL Do and Do and Do..
not pictured but
variety of Dancing
Woman.. SigNature Twerks
on the dance Hall Rails inviting
Bootie Dances if not Forcing them
on male fronts.. Yes.. Wilder and Freer
as Lana Del Rey can be in her Video heRe
too.. and the TrUth iS iN liGht it takes all Kinds
of being human to make a RAce oF all of Beings now..
i Love iT aLL.. particularly the Free Spirited CaLL that comes
without external excitation in way of drugs and alcohol as it’s
true with have Heaven inside.. jusT waiting 14.5 Billion years of
Naked and Free..
yes.. it’s tRue i ride too.. i juST ride too..
And with that SunG.. as Garden of Band
Aid continues forevermore now heAR.. more
as VisiT LiVinG HeRE noW.. A Few Facebook
MacroVerse/MicroVerse Memories to give and
share more for Free.. as work-out time arriving
NoW.. already eating the cook-out Food now of the
Goddess Katrina.. and what better way to present
her first in Sublime Rainbow Circle.. of Sun LiGht
Behind a Grill.. as ‘they’ say a way to man’s heARt
through the Stomach and all of that… in the Long Term
Stay of love after the Passion of the lustFuLL niGhts.. so heAR i go WiTh..
Four years ago.. Pre-MacroVerse named “Parents and Privilege on the Autism Spectrum”..
as that relates to Mommy And Daddy issues in yes.. as science does now show
“Refrigerator Parent”.. issues.. as if touchy feely Love does not happen in
Nurturing a Garden of Love in children in the first 3 years of
life the wiring necessary for the social oxytocin Love as
neurohormone pathways may never come and
the end result can and will be too..
Difficulties with Reciprocal
and even OCD like
Behavior that is almost
identical to the Behavioral
Assessed Disorder of Autism
that has few medical tests alone to assess
in terms of physiology alone.. still not Kosher to
say the phrase “Refrigerator Parent’.. but anyone
with common sense can even see what happens to
a kitten or a puppy who is not cuddled with the warm
and fuzzy Love with arms away from Electronic Devices and
what not of neglect these days.. open arms/paws felled cold outside of Love
as Love FAils to Grow..
as Garden oF Love more..
Yep.. Love yoUr children with more than sTuFF..
Pick them up when they cry.. carry them to Male
and Female Breast Love them like the Human Species
will live or die as paRT/wHole based on the Love you Give them now away from Trumps..:)
“SIDEWALK TO hell”.. MacroVerse Memory from three
years ago.. more about MiNd and BoDy imBaLanCinG
as that comes with NDD.. Nature Deficit Disorder
in hUman way.. it’s true.. much of what
they call Autism.. in at lEast
hiGher Functioning way
may have more
to do with
in all the ways that
comes or does not come in just one lifetime
now.. hey.. i’ve changed in Positive liGht from almost
total dARk.. AS the Canary in the Coal MinD Dances and
Sings..NoW.. iF i can do it.. ‘you’ may be able to.. too.. in REAL TERMS
OF ENVIRONMENTAL EPIGENETICS AND NEUROPLASTICITY TOO
CHANGE INSTEAD OF THE
opposite place of Nature Deficit Disorder
that is a mighty GroWinG First World and
NoW inCreasing Second and Third World problem too..
as we Diminish the liFe Line oF Social Empathic Cognition heARTfuLLhUman..
With more and more ways of Mechanical Cognition Machine/Robot
so-calLed life now..
oF a MiNd
soUL.. no new news heAR..
as even the Terminator and
Matrix and Avatar and Emerald
Forest Movies and so much more
Art of the past alReady aLerts uS in
Global Warning way too.. even more NoW..
Yes.. CLIMaTE CHANGE WiTHiN.. A FIRST
WORLD MOSTLY GROWiNG PROBLEM…:)
Yep.. Non-Verbal Language can and WiLL Say iT aLL too..
iN photo memory from a year ago.. too.. WiTh SMiLes2..:)
MicroVerse Memory from a year ago.. at FriEnd gigoid’s Blog Place..:)
“A coward is much more exposed to quarrels than a man of spirit.”
This is a particularly wise one from Thomas Jefferson today..
friend gigoid.. as truly to walk tall and fearless is to avoid
conflict.. and to be confident
is to not need conflicts
that does not
as vibRant bEinG oF LiFe..
And it remind me of Yellow Boy.. the
feral one vs.. our cat Moby.. the
big domesticated one..
as he hid from any
into the home..
but Yellow boy moves
directly toward the stranger
and sniffs his hand to see what
iT is.. human.. those hands that feed..
are for fights
and reproductive rights..
As you know i Love the written
word.. and the more i play with
it the more i engage my
in fuLL of now..
in floW.. iN ZoNe..
but no.. that’s not enough..
as gaining this state of beinG
oF miNd.. helped to cure me of my
pain.. but it was the dance of lifE
that set me free with the
rest of humanity
iN liGht noW..
i never experienced before..
and iT is true.. when a human walks
witH strength and confident grace..
eyes do not challenge as much..
and often look
unless it is the
female of the species
who is bold as well.. hehe..
i Love being animal more than
a human.. i truly do.. as before
i lived in ideas in my head almost
i life as wild
cat free.. and that
is the best feeling i can
imagine.. being comfortable
in my own furry skin..
i never ever had that
before in my life..
after age five..
but the photos
comfortable in tHeir
own skin.. and that my friend
is what is also increasingly evident..
among a population that is now assessed
by science as having the attention span of a gold
fish.. overall.. a population where there is a disconnect
between mind and body balance.. is a population who will
or catastrophe of the future..
and yes.. inevitably.. it is coming..
as i have seen the hatred from where
it comes from.. up close.. and personal..
and unlike.. when Hurricane Katrina
came.. this go around..
i for one will
in my own skin..
thAT iS a huge plUs
iN enjoYing liFe.. as i live
in a place that has no
by others.. iN fAct..
they would probably
Love the Nature oF iT
so much.. they would
drop the bomb and
embrace the God of Nature FREE..:)
Original MicroVerse too..
in Poetry Free Verse Letter Form
from a year ago.. too.. with Friend Candice..
at her Blog named ‘the featheredsleep.. too..:)
SMiLes.. my friend.. the feathered sleep..
this reminds me of my own real struggle
with illness.. depression.. anxiety..
for 66 months..
and this is hell to
escape.. iT truly is..
i didn’t think i would ever
escape.. the darkness.. the
anxiety.. the river of hades
of alL iT meanS
to be alive.. moving..
connecting and creating..
but truly i imagined myself
out of that place in the written
word first.. and what became word
became living life.. and reality now..
beyond my wildest dreams
then.. but what i kNow noW..
iS we do create our own realities
iF and when we are able to find a
path to make iT happen..
and blogging trUly
was A blesSinG
to me.. as
all i could
i turned online.. so i made
my own liGht.. my own truth
and my own liFe more real than ever before…
Most people cannot understand in the flesh
and blood life.. how anyone could be as
happy as i am..
but the fAct
is i aM
i wiLL and Can….
WiLL and Do iS aN
ultiMate truth and liGht
oF liFe.. and more beautiful
than ever when ruLed bY Free
and Fearless Love.. mY friend.. the
Feathered sleep.. may yoUr WinGs
liGht iN LiFe
wheRe trUe paTh
oF JoY iS alWays noW..
or perHaps wE WiLL
Dance iN spiRit
the feathered sleep says..
“You have already turned so much
around by being the luminescent soul
that you are as well as a prodigious
empath and all round good person, the
world sorely needs more
people with your heart”
And i say..
SMiLes.. mY friend..
Believing iN sprout
And thank you
As one of the
As you are
A gift.. My friend..:)
And finAlly from a year ago..
MicroVerse Memory with FriEnd
SOHEIR From Egypt and next to work-out..:)
Ah.. yes.. synchronicity.. my friend..
back in the dead zone for those 66
months it was non-existent but
continues to accelerate
now as i stay
floW as a practice
oF art as the tapestry
Of allthatis naturAlly
streams along as no
separation ‘tween iT
and that my
friend iS trUly
greaTest magic misSinG
then.. back in the dead zone..
and noW iT seems when one
goes wiTh tHeir trUe WiLL Now
for each individual.. that iS when
liFe SinGS the most beautiful SonG
oF aLL my friend.. iF you WiLL.. a perfect
practice oF SonG iN Fearless Unconditional
Love.. theRe iS no way thiS whole thingy could
fiX iT self to mE.. iF not for real aLL natural magic
with the hUman
miNd and BoDy balance
coming with the metaphorical..
Quantum bEinG WitH the rest
oF Nature.. unleashed.. released..
iN Balance.. a
feeling and sensing
gAMe that iS beyond
words oF i.. mY friend..
yet as real.. as any label or
symbol.. i for one.. feel or sense
So in other
words.. i have
great hope.. faith
and belief the whole
thing WiLL work out..
iN caring way.. but no..
i kNow not how that
WiLL be.. iT
SMiLes.. My friend..
i never play the lottery
Either.. But some how
i won it beyond all
ThaT iS my
For me.. At least..
It would be unreasonable
To not have hope with my own
Personal evidence at hand now..
But no.. i still refuse to
play the lottery now or
gamble.. as money is a
Tool that no longer
Rules me.. i’LL
SMiLes.. my friend.. SOHEIR
iT’s True.. Allah iS WitH uS
when wE humbly ask
way.. even iF
tHere are no words
to completely describe
iT iN hUman Language
way.. and ha!.. jUst wrote
about this a few minutes ago..
somewhere else.. as the tapestry
of God fLows when we Flow as oNe
mY friend.. and may
aLL yoUr prayers worded
or not be fulfilled 10
fold for noW..
As i alWays say
for now.. i’ll be back..
with or without that
Video Clip of Arnold..
to accompany tHiS.. SonG oF i..:)
Hello.. Frank.. as alWays..
thanks so much for your
visit to my Blog to wade
so far down and to make
thoughtful comments as well..
Lots of Great Prompts at dVerse
lately that i’ve totally been missing..
now.. except for some general muse
iN Free Verse Flow.. noW as i move a little
more Now away from MicroMicroVerses.. this
year.. to more of streAm aS LonGeR MicroVerses
as parT of MacroVerses whole as i push toward
a completion of my own personal Bible of close
to 1.6 Million words on Anniversary date as stARt
of that Bible on Memorial Day of 2016.. coming closer
to that Milestone too.. and perHaps.. focusing a little more
back on MicroMicroVerse Poetic Expressions that i enjoyed so
much at dVerse for a year straight then from April of 2015 to March
of 2016.. responding to every single prompt and link in poetic expression
then.. making the GodsUniVerseNovel3 MacroVerse of 338,630 words beyond
in that year then..
anyWay.. this.. “BeYonD April Fred’s Day”..
MacroVerse was a lot of fun to me.. And in
terms of “Big Foot Saw Me but Nobody
Believes Him’.. is kinda the story of
my life in flesh and blood way away
from online.. Doing that Public
Dance.. approaching 7200
miles now in the 44th
month..and it’s truly
way.. as before
that for 66 months
i did spend that stint mostly
in a Uniform White of Underwear
as shut-in.. not too much different
really.. than the Beautiful Mind story
of John Nash.. thing is.. my wife stuck with
me and that makes all of the difference in what is now..
Love,, the Most Powerful Muse when never giving up even when all hope is lost..
Bare Bones of Love my FriEnd.. the WiLL to survive.. aGAInst aLL odds to evenTuaLLy
Walk on Land
but to float as Yoga
and Tai-Chi Like BaLanCinG
MoVinG cAN and WiLL EvEnTuaLLy
LiterAlly do in hUman Terms of Flesh
and Blood ArT NoW.. So.. Thrive to yoU2.. wiTh sMiLes..:)
On our Usual Monthly trip to see
the Therapist Licensed Clinical
Social Worker for the wife and
i as long term clients
for the Dead Zone
in that 66 month
parT of liFe
it’s difficult to describe
all the parTS of lifE whOle
thaT come out in clinical setting
ways.. And it’s kinda like my
long term favorite TV and
only BiG BanG show i
was doing Two Jobs
at once.. and ended up
Line Dancing at a Western
Cowboy Style Bar.. with a fairly
Bad Cold too.. as i’ve been enduring
too.. not holding me back though.. from
doing anything i usually do.. and even through
my Mother’s Illness/Death.. only Two Weeks of Nude Art
missed.. not skipping a beat on DanCinG.. Working Out..
Writing or anything else.. thing is.. these are all activities
that keep me WeLL and
of the past in Positive
thOughts and Actions for
Positive Change continuing
now.. but it’s true.. to maintain
that i do it all Luke Hot to the Extreme..
And as i showed the Therapist the Video
Clip of “the Accountant”.. Movie.. “Daily Routine”..
mY liFe is BeYoNd an Olympic Sport of juST doing it
ALL NoW.. looks easy maybe from the outside in.. but full
tears to get
wheRE i am
at NoW.. Keeping
it that way is still a cross
of sorts.. a joyous one mostly
with Content to Joy to SpiRit
Soaring too.. never the
of sorts for what
i reap for what i sow
as Olympic SporT LuST for Life.. isReAL NoW..
and next.. tomorrow.. Sunshine on Biloxi Beaches
as i dance the day away on SideWalk Roads
and SAnd of Beach too.. SpiRaLinG WiTh
Seagulls around the Sun too.. while
the Katrina plays the Church
and Casino Provided
hehe.. with a hundred
or so photographs of Nature
And.. eTc.. Captured and alWays
Close to 9 Miles or So of Public Dance..
trUth is.. i never stop working for God all Free..
Luke Hot is the challenge of a Life aS Full Bore Love..
anyWaY as ‘they’ say.. Baby.. i came for the EnLIGTeNinG..:)
Biloxi Black Beach Weekend..2017..
Seriously.. an Annual Event..
wHeRe i had no idea
i was Dancing
Annual Event.. FuLL Blown..
hmm.. until i asked.. and while
i had plenty of video voyeurs
videotaping me.. no one had
any questions for me.. hehe..
as they ain’t seen
Middle Aged.. could
be Law Enforcement
Associated Dancing Man
Let Loose and Wild as any
Ballet Mix of Martial Arts Free Verse WiLL
DO.. aLL For Fly.. anyWay.. i reAlly enJoyed
iT.. iN fAcT.. iT was much more fun than the
usual crowd there.. as they seemed to appreciate
my Art of Dance like ‘they’ Do per Ethnic Group at
Old Seville Quarter too.. analyzing all the moves..too..
and who kNows.. maybe trying soMe style out at hoMe later
oN.. iN synch to the smART Phone Capture Device put on repeat..
And how lucky i was.. to be able to capture all of this Cultural Event
to share on the coming.. “Age oF Katrina NoW”.. 91st MacroVerse
As pART oF “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. wiTh the world per say/DO..
And my Favorite pARt.. today.. was when a crowd of Folks around
some VERY shiny cars.. And
peRfect iN Details
oF heARTy Vehicle colorful
DisPlay.. anyWay.. a Dude
Threw A bunch of Dollar Bills
uP in the Air for Cheap Thrills and
i actually captured some of the Dollar
Bills Floating to the Sands of Beach along
with a rather extensive collection of Empty Beer
Bottles.. accompanying the Dollar Bills.. on the ground..
AnyWay.. i Love Different Cultural and Ethnic Expressions
iN all the artFuL ways ‘they’ come.. And Dam it.. i missed the
Twerk Fest.. yes.. the Twerk Fest on Friday to kick iT aLL oFF..
Plenty of Butt..
wHeRE lots oF
Women were not shy
at all at this Biloxi Black Beach
in very colorFuLL Bikini weAR ALL
Weekend.. iN faCT.. as i was Dancing
my way down on the sidewalk by the Main Beach
Road.. it seems.. i motivated one VERY Healthy Woman
to jump out of her car in stalled traffic and start Dancing and
Twerking in the middle of the road.. oh.. what a day.. oh.. yes..
what a day..
Fights.. or any
Acts of Aggression
JuST a good times event..
For aLL Free iN Beach way of SuN-N-FuN..
WiTh me Joining iN oN aLL the Fun.. yep.. kinda
like Steve Martin in that Oldie Movie.. “The Jerk”..
iN oTheR words.. i fit right in without a seAM.. oR NoW
aS the Wife Katrina’s Pet Name for me someNoWs.. per AH..
when i don’t pay close enough attention to all her detaLeD iNstructions..;)
And after 9 or so miles of Free Verse Dance.. yep.. full bore.. in
Beach Sands too.. the thousand mile stare came by the end of
the Afternoon.. and i captured some of those eYes.. like
all my Friends were doing at the Beach.. as Lord kNows..
i must have seen hundreds of folks doing selfies
in every imaginable pose available
for hUman Being.. hmm..
for me.. heHe
And consideRing that
yeP.. this post ain’t juSt
about me.. and is titLed under
the Header as associated with the
Katrina too.. i managed to talk her
into some rather tAMe poses for selfies too..
any tiMe soon..;)
And thank Goodness.. the
FB Algorithm Video
is not crashing Facebook..
as it’s been doing for about
a week now.. so.. i managed to
Fit in two Slide Show Presentations
JuSt for Fun too.. running Thursday
through today’s activities to further
Document the goingS on too.. juSt for
Posterity sakes.. although i didn’t
have room for any tweaks per do..
iN Ethnic Acts of Dance.. what
else.. yes.. plenty else..
in ways of MacroVerses
and MicroVerses and
Way of ART too..
wherever.. ‘sHe’ goEs neXT
in Boogie Wonderland NoW..WaY..;)
WeLL.. the morning stARTed Off with a
Facebook Share relating signs of
Synchronicity of Seeing
repeated 3’s and
such as that
that personal Angels
are looking over ya iN
greAteST beYond care.. as
far as Systemizing Science Measurable
Experimental Method ways go.. thing is..
Happy Happy.. means plenty of Dopamine in the
BrAin with many othER Happy Neuro-chemicals.. and
Neuro-hormones.. and other sTuFF that Science ain’t
got a fuller Quantum ViEW yET.. eitHeR at smALLesT
and LarGesT Observer affect and effect as we
are most deFiniTeLY pART as whOle oF aLL
thaT is inseparable oTheR than iLLusion
and Nature Deficit Disorder ways..
like maKing shiny cars
your Personal God
for Happiness saying
tHeRe ain’t NO otHeR
way but collecting sTuFF
for a Sense of Power and Status..
even iF one never has anything more
than a Garden pARTy on a Yacht that never streAMs..
Seas Winds.. Deep BluE.. WaTer wAves..Ocean WhOle..NoW2..:)
And yes.. wRitE after that the FB Algorithm all Free Memory
Assistant and Mechanical Robot Slave to me in Secretary
way for Free NoW too.. BRinGS AnoTher actual Synchronicity
11:11 Memory.. immediately after i label the video share
about it as “Synchronicity”.. and after that
the next Facebook MicroVerse
Memory from a year ago..
stARts off with
too.. sure.. as i
share that heAR too..;)
Hmm.. 11:11 pm.. now..
and quick note.. i’m thInking
here.. no road to dVerse tRails
of poetry yet.. as other stuff comes
up.. but never the less theRe iS alWays
poetic prompts wherever i go.. thInk.. or feel..
but i am considering again.. the blesSinG of being
the last kid picked on teams in school.. and the bullying
for being androgynous and weak looking too.. and getting out
of college.. with three degrees but little writing or oral skills
in social cognition or creativity.. leading to about 18 years working
at a Bowling Center.. passing out shoes and collecting dirty rental
shoes back from the customers day in and out.. thousands and
thousands of feet and eyes of folks i see.. but the
humility.. empathy.. sympathy.. and compassion
that becomes me after all of that.. WiLL
eventually come back.. even after
living in deadzone pain..
SoUL HeLL for
66 months.. riSinG
like a phoenix in the
cooling fires of waves
at beach at the end of
July of 2013.. so now..
i adhere to the Neo
school of no rules
martial arts and dance..
the Robin Williams Dead
Poet’s society of tear the
FiN rules out of the how to
do poetry book.. for the snob hobs
who WiLL onLY adhere to Queen Victoria
rules in words and tight panty hose and such
as those sidewalks so narrow and false one
cannot even breathe out of breast free
So sure.. an
ode to free this
iS iN aLL mY style..
as there is no copyright
worry for me.. as no one
SMiLes.. as Synchronicity
continues to brew..
affect in effect
of you’s and i’s
and we’s and me’s
and uS’ of Allthatis for rEal..
Anyway.. the naked truth can hurt
as fully illustrated in the video above..
but the Nature oF hUman iS beautiful as free
as at least what science shows of it… in those
incredible symphony of science videos we also
share.. It’s hard to go naked in this world.. but God
dam it’s fun.. Impulsive intuitive actions.. Bi-polar
and ADHD too.. extreme focus to get the job
done.. yes.. Asperger’s too.. but the bottom
line is yes.. crazy than the rest works
to get the job dOne.. and some
nows iT takes
the rest of way..
the point is.. there are
many other sprouts just waiting
to bloom.. to find them and sprinkle
them.. with sparks may just be enough
to make the liGht come back baby
iN Free my friend..
oh the flow.. oh the ZonE..
should i reAlly care iF anyone
comes with me.. WeLL.. trUly the
only way to get here iN the
first place iS
and that my
friend is why the
Devil’s among uS wILL
never come.. until they too..
set themselves free iN Angel
caRinG ways.. iS iT possible..
to sit for sure.. to move.. more
difficult.. to connect after
moving easier.. to
for FREE Of Tree
oF LiFe to spRead
in liVinG words oF Nature
liVinG i.. sMiLes.. just brushing
waves of i.. smooth now across
shores.. of what iS real.. my friend..
and yes.. crazy too.. Big Bangs don’t
go off without a wild and free
song or dance.. of other
sMiLes.. my friend.. gigoid.. one of favorite movies..
“One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest”.. says it real..
truly a culture that imposes routine over reality
of change.. is insane.. or in Einstein’s definition
of Insanity.. doing it over and over again..
is truly insane.. as Nature
doesn’t work that way..
and the quickest way
to Kill the God of nature
is to trap her now in words
or books.. of hidden lies
to control others who
sistren to insure
the beaks of children
and theiR children get
thEir fill and more for
the offspring of they..
oh God.. a Labyrinth
of cultural hell.. storing
grain has become.. wHere
now the tools.. books.. words
and other.. are human and God too..
in idols of other than God of Nature true…
But of course.. like Jack.. one must find a way
to escape the camel of culture first.. to arrive
at thiS destination as free.. and to escape
the Nurse RatchED.. as Church and
State and big bLack Legal
of the Needle
noW.. sTiLL.. no different
reAlly than the stories oF
2K years ago.. sTiLL trapped
iN gRaiNs Of yesternows.. some
10K or so.. years before that.. so.. yes..
when you first indicated your postulates
of truth and liGht.. per main too.. was aLL iS
change and thou art God.. let’s do lunch..
that is the real God.. including all of the
rest of Nature.. that has been
put down to
tHis truth and liGht
of REAL.. and that labyrinth
of words.. politics.. as state and
religion.. hides the God of Nature
In clothes aS idols oF tools iN heLL
now.. i avoided the lobotomy..
and still remain
give me Liberty
or give me death..
onLY frEE iS life.. REAL..
sADly.. so many others have
accepted the lobotomy at hand
in culture.. in state.. in church.. as
they shuffle by with eYes and hands
and feat oF feet..
and that’s the
iT’s a heLL oF an
anchor iN truth for
Tree Of LiFeNow LiGht..:)
HeaRs the thing as i Love to
SinG and DancE jusT DO.. soMe folks
senSe and FeeL MoRe..
but juST beCause
one person cannot
relate doesn’t mean
anoTheR WiLL not.. even
iF iT muSt be ‘the one’
perSon(S) who Can and WILL..
YeP Pers Do And do do MoRE..NoW2..:)
“Play of Letters Together”
“JUDGEMENT DAY.. ELOHIM”
A Trilogy lineup acRossthe
sPan of three plUS yeArs noW..
PoEtry and reAsoN..DanceS and
SinGs oN..continuing lIke thiS..
iN Ancient MacroVerse way.. heHe..
wRitE oN CourSe PresenTLY as the
Ocean WhOle 4M Word plUS Free Verse
Longest Long Form poem
oF ThE oTheR
STuFF getS aLL DoNe..;)
AnyWay.. by the end of the
DaY.. i sHared a Facebook Consumer
oriented shaRe for me.. in a story
about ‘those’.. two men in the Hospital
And a beautiful Tale as Story that
evenTuaLLY was IS A pArT
of the wHOle
105 Million views
some folks probably have
seen the Good Samaritan who
writes stories aBouT A Beach.. BeforE
Folks Recognize.. Angels Do Walk
aMonG uS as WeLL aS US wHeN wE
wHo earn our wings.. juSt Do..
i give and share..
LiGht aS LiFe..:)
A Miracle everyNoW..NoW aLL NoW
One WiTh iT aLL FiTs toGeTHeR..
SuBliMe.. GoD as ‘they’ sayNoW..
And i’M SaYinG nOW aS eARTh
WiNd and FiRe does too iN aLL
those ways i
to Love God iN
iS aS sCiEnce and aRt
allThAT iS moRE and
MoRe.. NoW iN GOld
oF StAR BurSt DeAth
aS Crucible FiRe
DuST uS plUs MoRe..NoWNoW..
As LiGht and TrUth GroWs oN.. NoW..
MoRe and MoRe too as GoLd oF LiGht..
And as eARTh WiNd And FiRe DanceS NoW..
and SinGS too.. Let yoUr FeeLingS sHow..
And nah.. i haven’t woke uP on Sunday
alWays NoW MoRe For
God as NaTure LiGht and TruTh NoW
Free MoRE.. buTT in the SuNday oF early
Twenties coming out of DARk Bi-Polar-like
Asperger Days then into the liGht of DancE and
SonG once aGaIn.. one of my favorite things to do
on SuNday morning beForE i Played the Piano and
SanG for The Church Choir.. (Dance restricted
more to the 2001 Disco Club iN the early
to mid to late 80’s then too..;).. anyWay
i guzzled a Cup of Coffee to
get even hiGher iN
Piano and SonG
to the eARth
WiNd and FiRe
SonGs of.. ‘In the Stone’..
And “Let Your Feelings Show’..
to take me even hiGher noW in the
SpiRit oF Cassette Track Radio too..
iT sTiLL worKs for DancE and SonG Now..
And for words of PoeTry to relate the oneness
WiTh GoD as ALL ThAT is too.. more and more iN
Total HoLY SaCred FuLL of Meaning and Purpose LiFE
aLL thAT iS in my perSoNal iNNer UniVerse.. WiThiN.. iNside..
ouTside.. aBove.. beLow.. so aboVe.. And all a’RouNd moRe NoW2..
of Love ‘fore me
thAT works.. A Lamp
oF liGht as LoVe LiFe..
FearLess and smART thaT
DancEs and SinGs even moRe
NoW.. wHeRe NoW iS Forevermore
NoW iN and As HeaVen as a TruE LiGht
KinGdom of God within to all a
‘Round noW too.. wHeRe
allone IS A Way oF
liFe Never alone.. wHeRE
yes.. i have enough muStard Seed LovE
as Faith to wriTE.. A.. 1.317 MiLlioN WorD
“NetherLand Bible 2017”.. in 10 Months too..
ending March 30th.. 2017.. stARTinG on Memorial
Day of 2016.. Long Term as they say for a Baby too..
iN A 88th MacroVerse of “MesSage iN A Bible Bottle”2..
And yep.. a much shorter term for a Bible as any recorded
hiStory or herStory or eTCstory in HUman way on record now2..
to date noW in measurable objective ways2.. And that’s now what2
A New Witness and a Testament2 is2.. proof2 of whaT iS NoW mOre2..
iN hUman FeeLinGS and SenSes morE2.. to find Abstract Constructs2
of Symbols DeepeR wiThin as HOLy and CreATive SPiRit DanceS and SinGs
More.. NoW.. unLeasHed and reLeAseD as MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG soUL
Quantum Metaphor NoW oF heART eXpreSSinG aS SpiRit eVen MoRE NoW2..
AnyWay.. if i have (yes)..
to.. i’LL evenTuALLy
Do enough to allow
i AM.. iS NoW2..
After all.. when we met
OuR SonG was/is.. “Right Here Waiting”..
not sure.. if i convinced my Mother wHo
i AM is before she died.. but i cry.. i tried..
too.. to hELp her understand i AM IS YOU NOW2..:)
Hmm.. STiLL a little more lefT
oN.. “Let Your Feelings Show”..
As A Seagull Rises out of the
Red Zone.. and Flies hiGher
as yes.. iT iS Sunday.. pAlm
Sunday Morning.. and Yes..
the 47th Birthday of what i often
term as Goddess Incarnate Born
this Generation as iSiS Katrina too.. as
metaphor only of course in Synchronicity
WaY aS HoLy and SacRed.. FuLL of Meaning
and Purpose to the Rhythm STiLL of the SonG LeT
yOur FeeLinGs sHoW every day every day every day..
as in original Oral Tradition SonGs of TrUTh and liGht
were/are both reMembeRed and SunG wiTh the aLL Natural
Force of Rhythm as at core oF aLL LiGht Energy in Existence
WaY.. aLL is MuSiC.. all is ViBraTioN.. aLL is SounD as SonG and MoVinG
NoW as DancE From DArk aS LiGht aS DancE to SonG as hUman BeinGs
stART WiTh DancE and SonG of Voice and traNsfer thAT SonG NoW to Lyrics
oF MuSiC as Free Verse PoETry too.. in the written word of God as all wHo
DancE and SinG this way in both Voice and written Word are A Voice of God
As each and every
on oThER plaNets2..
BuilDinG aNew iN Complex
Abstract Constructs as they
DancE and SinG A SonG of GoD
MoRe.. aS Tree oF LiFe Branching out
as Roots oF hUman Vocal Chords expand
to Musical Instruments in HoLy and SaCreD
Rhythm and VibRaTioN as SounD as SonG
iNspiRinG MoVinG as DancE As A
Cosmic Dancer wHo/ThAT
iS thAT ONE
lives iN aLL
coNtinUinG to eVolVe NoW
iN mINd and BoDy BaLanCinG
soUL.. and hAha.. not reALLy but
never the less heHe.. folks who thOught
and ThiNk thaT God can be trapped in Chains
of OnE BooK alone.. trULy thAT is ratHeR LiMiTinG
for a ‘Dr. Strange’.. who goES Beyond the priSoN NoW
thaT Folks have institutionalized GoD iN Books oF ‘Fore..
Hmm.. aT LeASt.. i have a T-ShirT purchased by A New
aGe Goddess Isis to illustrate this nicely on her Palm Sunday 47th..
How fortunate am i i am to have
all these Free Transhumanist Tools
to reLate thAT Transfigured Shine on
my Face wHeRe in those years
of Mid-Twenties.. A fellow
i must cover my
Face.. Fred.. for your’s
now is shining too briGht..
sure.. i guess it could have
Been the Son in mY eyes
or Sun Shining SpArkling
as the teeth that are my sMiLe..
heHe.. yes.. the TransHumanist Tools
oF Facebook and Google and Word Press
and all the rest of Social Media Tools too..
whereas in so-called Communities the rules are
DeSiGned as Such from the Wrong Planet to So-Called
Free online Poetry Communities to inhibit any TrUE LiGht GroWth..
sure.. unwitting too..
for any Jonathan
to aRise WiTh LiGht
oF GoD as NatuRE sAmE
pLuS more than the curRent
BeLL CuRve of the HearD
aS Sheep aT Hand.. and sure.. tHeRe
are Systemizing Shepherds as Rule
and Guideline Makers to
iNsure the HeaRd
at Hand as
Do not GAin Discomfort
from a Jonathan LiVinSton
SeAGuLL BreAKinG SouNd
as DancE and SonG Barriers Naked
and Free aWay from the clothes of CuLTurE
And sure.. the ReliGioNs sAMe oF BeForE..
AnyWay.. ‘the Goddess’.. this morning is likely
FiXinG to taLe me to get my Ass off this
Computer Keyboard Dance and SonG
BeFoRE i am late to Church in
how ironic thaT is for
she likely does
and kNoW aLL
oF WhAT she does
in relationship to what is
my Covenant as Humble and
Very Prolific Servant oF God and
Nature sAMe in DancE and SonG Man NOW..
as juSt anoTher no nAMe SoN of Man and GoD allone..
So i’LL cut this particular teXt as Facebook Status alone..
And continue to allone it with hows i do the reST oF iT.. as Paste too..;)
(‘you better get moving.. it’s 9:40.. what are you waiting ON.. huh’.. hehe..
at leaST she hasn’t resorted to GET YOUR ASS OFF THAT COMPUTER.. yET..;)
are you wearing..’)
See ya later..
i’LL be back..
(‘I’M NOT going to
get your shirt if
you DON’T GET MOVING’..;)
YES.. see ya later.. later on toniGht..;)
Haha! Shawna Baby.. i seem
to still be recovering
from the Dancing
a common cold
to a Die Hard.. hehe..
i suppose i shouldn’t scoff
at it though.. as my First Cousin..
my age.. actually did just get over
Pneumonia.. precipitated by the same
kind of common cold that never slows me down..
and therefore stays a little longer than those who sip
hey.. i slept 8 hours
last night and feel much
better as Monday is about
as much sitting time as i get
on any day if i rest at all.. in
terms of just not doing
anything at all.. and
anyway.. i have
but to think about you every few
days to miss you as the only place i know
to find you is on dVerse when you use an alias
there in your continuing Ninja Blogs that come
anew with new names if they come at all.. and
i haven’t seen you there it seems since the new Trump Reign.. hehe..
but never the less.. i do keep looking for you.. although my visits
to dVerse as far as commenting have been sparse lately as
my personal bible of 1.34 Million words so far in 10 months
takes more of a story than short parable-like
MicroMicroVerses in poetic
expressions to what
hiStory shows.. human
beings communicated in oral
tradition singing as the rhythm of that
in synch.. yep.. in synchronicity too.. as i see
you currently have a Jung related Blog today that
i will make sure i visit quick before it goes poof in the ethersphere
of yesternows.. and considering that the theme in today’s 91st MacroVerse
of that “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. starting on Memorial Day of 2016.. is
not only Katrina’s 47th Birthday arriving on Palm Sunday but a general
theme of Friends too.. and how they relate to a “Garden of Band-Aid”..
as in Healing Power of Love.. as Most of my soUL is uploaded as
SonG of My SoUL.. Long Form Poem whole of 4 Million
Words pLus since the end of August.. 2013.. in this
doubling 762nd MacroVerse for that much
Longer Ocean WhOle Poem that
a 1.34 Million Word Bible
is only a chapter
in.. of course
with an entire year of
commenting on all the links
and prompts at dVerse arriving
as GodsUniVerseNovel3.. at 338,630 words
long.. so yes.. it is kind of a Miracle of Technology that
you were able to open up my Blog to date.. hehe.. from the
Slower Broad Bands of Upper Alabama.. in perhaps scarCity way
too.. hehe.. down here in Lower Alabama.. LA..2.. County of Saint
Rose and my Saint Rosa Catholic Church… all about Roses in the
Flower State Panhandle.. A place that’s picture perfect for Both Flowers
and Trees.. and yes.. the photos with Katrina are with my Back Yard Trees..
And sometimes when i am about and out i imagine spotting you in a flesh
and blood face.. hmm.. perhaps a premonition if you do actually
ever move down here.. in synchroniCity ways.. and in the
Lucifer Show.. it’s also about LA like the song with
Lana Del Ray.. and i also tend to dip my
Dancing aS Star toes with the
locals here on Tuesday
too.. as synchroniCity
continues to Roll
in as Lucifer
a Bar in the West
Coast LA.. but owns one in
terms of money.. where i own
the one down here in terms of
Cheers “Norm” of Dance where everyone
seems to know me by the name of “MVP” of dance
yep.. literally that’s what the Dudes call me.. and it’s
mostly Legend by the Ladies… hehe.. yep.. literally aS Such..
anyWay.. the funniest part is.. i never spend a dime there past
the membership card that costs about a Dollar a night for Cheap thrills..
and nah.. that’s not my Peace Pillow.. don’t need no neck support for Peace.. heheX2..
And yes.. i’M Feeling better already as i saw my friend Shawna on my SmART Phone
this morning and jumped out of bed at 6 am.. with 8 hours of sleep.. 10 pm.. rarely
does my head hit the bed that early.. but i literally danced over 20 miles yesterday
Cheap smiles to
literally hundreds of
folks around the metro area..
for what is the price of a smile..
just another Day of Dance my Friend..
Am i thriving while i’m Driving Dance..
My soUL Soars my fRiEnd.. so much
that the DSM5 calls it a Disorder..
Heaven IS A Disorder
in a Land
so ironic that
can be for those who
can handle both Heaven and Hell NoW..
and not only survive but navigate a Sail of Soul.. free WAY..
meanwhile.. other folks are busy selling thEm for Dollar bILLS..
anyWay.. as your friendship continues to be the pARt where i count
my BleSSinGS as continuing paRt of a ‘Garden of Band-Aid’.. the Shawna-
Fred Chapter Dances and Sings on more.. and i’ll probably get to remember
this next Year as Facebook Brings it back as a Story Book Memory too.. haha..
maybe one day after i’m long gone.. they’ll bring us alive on the Big Screen too..
Hey! after all.. that’s what happened at the end of the Pee Wee Herman Movie
And the Gold Member Movie too.. with Austin Powers.. And i have the real
Circus of Play
Land too.. and
i don’t even have
to hide what i do
in the theater
in my Underwear
On Facebook and
lose family member
friends along the way to TOTALLY FREE..
hmm.. what else.. Love ya.. Shawna Baby.. see you REAL soon..;)
Oh God.. seriouSly Shawna.. Baby..
the wife stripped it all down
the other day..
and i must
stay perKy ’till age
47 as a miracle
goes as Perky
sTuff to reLate..
and i reAlly wrote a long
response back to your long
lost note of getting back to me
as they saY in
101.. Breasts are worshipped
more in primitive societies in times
of scarCity where voluptuous hips
are otherwise worshipped in
ways of fertility in
4 or 5 or 12
or 15 children to
better populate the village
for basic foraging and subsistence
needs so everyone can free dance
naked around moonlit Bliss niGhts
of the night’ and
all of that going all the
way around the world of
the village too.. breasts.. breasts..
breasts.. every where i look at ‘signs’
in the mall.. breasts.. breasts.. breasts
and more breasts.. its’ true… i Love breasts
too.. but even more i love is eYes that sparKle
lie as Shakira says..
in non-verbal language too..
of hello.. we are human together..
or bigger perky
or not so perky breasts..
and other pARTs of Humans
made for Love to continue a breath and breast of life..
funny.. how there are few blurred lines when humans Dance Naked..
are Bonobos as
Love.. hehe.. as i extend
a Handshake.. as i sAid before..
And gosh it never fails.. you always
find a way to extend the perky pARTs of my Bi-polar
in ways of Creativity.. too.. hehe.. i guess if you didn’t
have to go
get some Lithium..
Katrina is like my grounding
Force.. at least.. when she is dressed..;)
(note: Theme Song of this MicroVerse
contributed by Shawna on the
second part of this
it’s all about.. Mama”..;)
nAMe EmiLie JunG..;)
now i get
with yes.. this other
oh yeah.. and my
Mother Passed away
in February.. the 22nd.. but hey..
Your Birthday is still on the 10th.. of December.. too..
that was really hard but her Love sTill Lives in/as me..:)
OKay.. S.B.. i finished aLL your output for
the last several days.. alWays
keeping in miNd/heART thaT
of one of my MacroVerses
Weighing in at an
an average of
15K more words
at the bottom and
if one does count the
comments section and
does not even count two to
three hundred photos.. that’s
the average output of most so-called
Online Poet’s who average.. two.. 150 Word
Poems every week for a year.. and at least
yA don’t have
to wait for
to Load.. haha..
hehe.. anyWay.. we/
you are more
And to be honest..
i particularly enjoyed
all the mammary deLights
i found them quite tit
as of soon..
And as alWays
of art and science
thaT yoU BRinG iN
Creativity is alWays
intoXicating to my
soUL and miNd
and BoDy wHole..;)
Facebook Friend Rafiah responds back to my last Poetic Comment
on her Blog Poem as related earlier in this MacroVerse all
about.. “Age of Katrina NoW’.. as follows..
What great pleasure it is reading your comment here!..:) Love is a beautiful thing and something very mysterious in nature for me. So i often wonder about the truth and reality and greater significance of this emotion, hence this post..:) How very beautiful it is that my friend Freddy opens up to me and trusts me enough to share his own experiences and lessons. I feel pleased.
And i return again.. NoW with..
Beautiful Response my FriEnd..
Rafiah.. at a Restaurant now..
Celebrating.. Katrina’s.. 47th..
Birthday and will have more..
To say.. later at home with
Ten Fingers Free.. away
From one finger play
On SmART phone
Love.. coming.. then..:)
Rafiah.. sweetly responds back with..
I am so happy for you two that I want to give you two a group hug..:)
Happy Birthday Kat. Happy being the most amazing and beautiful person you are. Happy making your husband drenched in love for you and ever wanting you. (Heart eYes Emoticon)
And i.. with thanks.. say..
So.. Sweet Rafiah..
As i relay that
To Katrina now..:)
And as promised,, i come back again for
some more words about the Topic oF Love..
Oh.. Goodness.. Rafiah.. passed out last
night with over 20 Miles of Dance During
the Day.. and so much to eat to go along
with that.. And i surely hope your new Husband
is rich enough to take you to all the best places
to eat too.. as i know how well you cook on your own too..
And hey.. as ‘they’ say.. After all the Romance Heat has driven its
way.. A way to the Husband’s Heart is through the Food.. hehe..
as i thiNk too.. in the past we already talked about
the Five Languages of Love as Systemizing
Science speaks to in terms of
Touch iN Hugs.. Acts
And Words of Affirmation..
As i continue to count my BleSsinGS
heAR in a Story of mY SouL as pART
of my Friendship with close to Three Year
Friend Online.. Rafiah.. NoW.. THE 6th Language
of Love is what i Love to Call God’s Love.. sure.. Allah’s
Love as you say over ‘there’ and some folks say over
‘here’ too.. and the Secularists tend to call it Agape
Love in Poetry Books too.. This Love is
Positive liGht in Metaphor..
100% Faith as Trust
iN Nature iN AS
wHeRe all that is dArk
and liGht is God.. ‘tween
sHades of Grey BeYonD RainBow
Colors of HUman SiGht in FeeLinG too..
And SeNSinG Waves of Bliss as Heaven
MoRE alWays eTERnAlly NoW.. this lOve
has no Science Measured liMits.. this Love
is Metaphor of Quantum iN AS no Distance.. Space
or Time.. This Love is.. yes.. God and it is much
more than a hug.. This Love is liGht..
this LovE is dARK.. this Love
is aLLso Co-Created
With all thAT is
NAtuRe pLus.. this
Love is eternAlly Now..
And this Love totAlly Forgets
Death as this Love only Lives my FriEnd..
as all thAT iS iN eYes of Human as GoD LoVes as uS..
And as they say in the Christian Religion.. when two or
more people.. eTc.. come toGeTher as BroThers and SiSters.. eTc..
without regard to Blood.. eTc.. Relationship.. iN SpiRit.. eTc.. NoW..
this Love Grows as Ocean
this Love continues
to GRow now.. online
too.. HolDinG Hands among
all Peoples Now and this Love
in FeeL and SenSe of HOlding oNline
Hands has/iS the Quantum Force of Love
iN Synergy of Force More ALL..NoW..
to glUe this World of HUmans
A Hive of Eu-socialist
Cooperation.. yes.. to save ouR ass..
as hey.. there are also Jokers of Love too..
aWay from Orange burnt ways of Hell my friEnd.. in Golden Towers..
the Real Nuclear option.. mY friEnd.. is Love thaT groWs
hOlding online hands..
Band Aid.. NoW….
And as John Lennon from the
Beatles did NoT say.. in his Song ‘Imagine’..
i never imagine there is no Heaven now.. heAR..
as i live Heaven now.. the 6th place away from Hell..
nah.. NOT.. Seventh Heaven.. Sixth Heaven.. YeS.. And some
folks are so afraid of the Number 6.. they totAlly
miss the REAL HEAVEN NOW HeRe..
And reAlly.. the number
6 is beautiful even
when it comes
in 3’s.. or
as 9 as both
the Golden PHI Mean
of 1.618.. seen all through
Nature and God sAMe.. as the
fetus gains comfort in curl and
the kitty cat too.. and the Patterns
of the Sun Flower Swirl.. and Hurricanes
and Waves of Ocean.. and yes.. even the
way my words flow in form on Page in Pyramid
shape often as Trees too.. as the Breath of God Speaks
Through Hands of Free Flowing Love iN zoNe oF GoD aLL too..
as ‘they’ SunG in the Movie ‘Frozen’.. let iT go.. my friEnd.. Spiral as the
Galaxy that Loves Free in our Sentient Star DuST plUs eYes Born NoW
from the Crucible FiREs of StAR BursT Death.. yes.. as isReal Resurrection
of Eons more as BeinG hUman Miracle WalKinG on thiS Beautiful
Blue Green Brown Orb Heaven of eARTh now for those who
realize the struggles of 14.5 Billion years or so….
oF what it took/takes to
and what it takes
us my friEnd to fully
See this Heaven.. to heAR
iT.. to FeeL iT.. to SenSe iT aLL
And mosT importantly to DancE
iT and SinG iT stripping off the clothes
of Society and the such that allows
us in the first place to forget
it from born that way
as a Child of
as Garden of Love
to share that Love with
all others Free.. as any Bonobo
sTiLL remembers how to do as an
Agape Love of Ape.. kicking back after
the FoRage Day of Love and Survival toGeTHeR
to rise.. to thrive.. to enJoy this Great Struggle and Adventure oF Life..
to make The iSreal MaGiC wHeRE all beCOMes LoVE
As LiGht.. The 6th Heaven.. mY.. friEnd..
And the Song “Imagine”..
Yes.. A “Cover SonG”..
liGht of tHis thOught..
Quite WeLL.. i FeeL and
SenSe iN toGeTheRrness
As Peace mY friEnd.. aS isREal
DreAM’s FruiTioN.. YeS.. Heaven NoW..:)
Katrina.. heAR.. heRe After Church.. WiTh
Some Extended Family Members..
From the Common Homeland
oF thE.. Philippine Islands..
And now for a
nap of sorts
to a Literal..
mA L L D AyeR.. too..
WeLL.. Back am i.. after
a detour to Pakistan now
and Upper Alabama too..
with a Very Devoted Muslim
Young Woman and then with
the wife.. yes.. the wife of a Southern
Baptist Pastor… as i say.. Shawna Baby..
oh yeah.. and that nap i took at 10 PM..
of the passing out variety oF A Full intoxicated day
substances as ‘they’ say..
but the Love as/of/iN Crucible Fire
of soUL from stARs duSt mE that sTiLL
Drives the DancE and SonG oF i aLive..
And heAR.. i am pictured sTiLL tall and broad
with blonde to now greying hair.. close to 57
on my own Birthday coming on June 6th with
3 Island Girls total.. originating in ancestory or
off a boat from the Islands of the Philippines and
yes too.. on a tour bus with all tHeir First Generation
FiL-AM.. mEmbERs as overall group as many of these women
found their American Spouses off a Navy Boat too.. but the most
amazing thing NoW is.. same as one sees with the Ethnic Groups
of Mexicans.. Japanese.. Chinese.. Vietnamese.. East Indians.. eTc..
and yes.. STiLL.. American Indians too.. eTc.. it’s the binds that keep them
toGeTher in/as common cultural grounds.. yes.. the religions of tHeir
or other cultural
traditions and symbols
that bind them toGeTher
better as Love iT iS what sTiLL
successful surviving thriving
humans have/do alWays done
DO through hiStory and the
Clearly Defined Social
Roles where humans see
and hear tradition and symbols
sAMe as Holy and Sacred Full of
Meaning And Purpose.. And truly the
sickness of human is when they lose
their clearly Defined Social Roles and
Commonly Held Holy and Sacred Full
of Meaning and Purpose Traditions and symbols of Life..
And the FAct of the matter is.. no matter how difficult a pill
of reaLity to swallow.. the outcasts of life have little to none of this..
and that is where so much of the pain comes for those who are outcast
from life.. from those who have disabilities.. to those who don’t fit the
mold of fat or thin.. to those who are poor in clothes away from rich..
to different sexual orientations.. to those whose hands are discarded
from holding more.. i am from that territory of Desert home.. even
in the most Abundance of Green Ground.. Blue Skies and
Multi-colored State and County/Church of home.. a mix
i was of androgynous male loving females..
as boy from Kindergarten days.. could
not put words together even with
out-reached arms to others
until age 4.. and after
as ‘mumbles’.. not much
different really than a Happy
Penguin who had not yet lEarned DancE
SonG steps of Creativity to connect more..
i found a niche among nerd friends at school..
i found a niche in a Military Bowling Center with
a smile in teeth and eyes that handed out shoes
from the protection of a Shoe Top Counter.. and
after i burned out from a ladder of importance i
never wanted to climb.. at work.. i was lost and
erased from the world
i may be a smARTy
Pants but i understand the
value of religion and i do feel
empathy and compassion for those
who are outcast from the oxytocin of Love
that the tribe feels Naked and furry as friends together..
things is.. things are.. when i was young and outcast i find/found
an imaginary to real friend in a man called Jesus.. nah.. not because
he was any kind of only God but only because he stood up and protected
the outcasts among the tribe.. then.. and providing them an entry to be more
fully alive to both survive and thrive as pArT of the Bigger Group of Humanity.. too..
And yep.. i think about those folks.. the Homosexuals who are held back from what
they name as a Sacrament of Love as the old paRts of the Old T still rule
from the Leadership of a church that has not yet come into the
21st Century more fully away from the Planet Earth
as the EgoCentric Center of the UniVerse now..
and the Truth is.. those two Filipino women..
with the shortest one.. still Eternal
Teenager too like Katrina
at age 47 in Loving
Spirt and Form
more than born as bread..
as herStory prays and tales more..
it’s true.. the white Folks of the New World
are missing out on something warm and true..
Love.. juST Love that gives and shares.. yes.. i am
an outsider and so was the theMe and the MeMe of the
Jesus too.. you know.. just the common man.. who emptied
his pockets with his Friends and set out on a mission of
Unconditional Love accepting hand-outs from those
who Loved as well.. and shaking off
the sandals from places
to/too.. NOT sorry.. i don’t see
Jesus NoW iN a three piece suit
or in a statue.. or Golden Tower
Heaven.. just a man.. just a son of
man/woman.. looking for a place to lay is weary head in and as Love..
so.. sure.. sometimes.. in the back Pew of Church and at the
end of church as i am dancing around lone.. in the crowd
there.. i imagine i am Jesus and wonder why
still see me
until Palm Sunday
Weekend comes and
the Black Folks notice me
on Saturday at Biloxi Black Beach
Weekend and make me feel right at
home as the Dancing Man there and
yes.. the Filipinos always make me
feel part of their family like they did
at the Bowling Center too..
it’s true.. no one
mostly even fully recognize
Jesus these days and in my
life so far.. i’ve found this to
be anecdotally true.. yeS it’s
true.. at the Dance Hall on Thursday
Night.. a Young Filipino Military Man from
who saw me at the Whiting Field Gym came
and brought me a cup of water at the end of the Dance..
these Women heAR.. fed me on the Bus.. for free for Love
as they treat everyone else too.. But most importantly.. they
continue to allow me to see that Love Still Lives heaR.. and NeAR.. they
give me hope for the human race in more of what i see than white overall…
And it’s true.. at the mall yesterday… Great Great Aunt Katrina saw her Great
Great African American Niece of mixed heritage there too.. i couldn’t be any more
proud of her like the two young males who were the first two males i’ve seen in the mall
of the local variety who were/are brave enough as homosexuals to hold hands
openly in the mall.. sure.. more common among women.. but still.. a relatively
dangerous/rare thing to do among the ‘rednecks’.. hear.. of the
white variety of course.. and sure.. i could pass
for ‘redneck’ as my neck is often
that color too.. and as
i approached them
at Star Bucks as
the Dancing man
to laud their brave
and likely often outcast
souls there.. they looked a
little wary.. like a cat who had been
kicked by the neighbors more than
once for a morsel of acceptance.. and
i just imagined myself as Jesus and
said you guys are awesome
just the way
and tHeir eYes lit
up.. and the Katrina
said the same thing to
them as well.. it’s’ true.. for
all practical intents and purposes
‘we’ are Mr. and Mrs.. Jesus today..
just casually sitting in the Back Row
of Catholic Church.. watching what goes
on in the News.. mostly her.. monitoring that too..
two sTiLL.. so-called Permanently Disabled assessed
citizens in the U.S.A.. both Medically and Legally too..
just God’s and Goddesses
no different reaLLy than
up in ‘cultural clothes’..
that bind that bind as Love..
And as i paraphrase a commenter
from the Earth Wind and Fire
YouTube SonG.. StaR..iT’s
raised/raises the Vibration
of the Dance and Song of the Planet
Earth and by God i put that SonG on repeat
SpiRit ever liVinG
And LoVing oN now..
Send yOur Love to
the Future as Sting says too..
Oh yeah.. and when the ‘Older
Goddess’.. asked me if ‘this’
photo was/is gonna be in the
News Paper tomorrow/today..
jokingly so.. she asks/asked..
send it to the world
And i reAlly mean that FriEnd..
As ‘they’ say… so let it be sAid..
so let it be WriTten.. butt more importantLY.. JUsT F iN DO iT..
yoU.. miGht JuSt FeeLinG SenSinG
ReaP neXt.. from juSt doing DO..:)
And now.. as ‘they’ say.. to slow it down a little
and come to a finish point of this 91st MacroVerse
of “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. And doubling as the
762nd MacroVerse effort aS “SonG oF mY soUL”..too.
Ocean WHole Poem.. STiLL exceeding 4M words
to go along with inclusive year long
coming Chapter of 1.345 Million
words plUs.. this 91st MacroVerse
Effort heAR.. and now that reminds
me.. not only did the nice Filipino
Folks Feed me.. one nice Woman offered
to Massage my Leg.. stretching it out
a little after the Bus Tour ride and
yes.. she eventually did my shoulder
all free as a trained masseuse.. she
was in school.. some people
are so nice.. just
for free you
isREaL hUman LiGht..
ReAson enough as ‘they’ say allone2..
And with that sAid.. some MacroVerse
and MicroVerse shares as all Free
Facebook algorithm helper/
Assistant Can and
WiLL do for
any warm and
fuzzies..of Love.. hehe..
from years pasSinG aS wriTing too..:)
“Musing Heaven and Hell”
Hmm.. not so Casual Conversations with
the Folks online at the Wrong Planet..
some hell bent on believing
see reality as
not much more than
less than sentient star duSt pluS us..
in other words.. if it don’t come out
of the maNual from beFore it might
as well not exist out of
half a brain.. by
the words of science coming now too.. to a theater closer to aLL LiGht..
And in Poetry way.. also the StARting insPiRation of words written
PoeticAlly eventuAlly from April 2015.. to make a 338,630
word GodsUniVerseNovel3.. yep.. in an entire year through
3.31.2016.. responding to every single Prompt
and Link at dVerse Poetry
“i am ELOHIM AND”..
It’s kinda straight forward..
exploring the form of self with
selfies.. and just a stArT of thAT more..
as Elohim for metaphor of anima and animus..
Feminine Divine Love and Grace With Masculine
Divine WiLL and Strength.. and sure.. tHeRe
is ReAsoN and WiSdom wHo thaT beLongs
to both of those..
too as collective kNowLedge
as well as Intuition too..:)
“i DARE! to DANCE WITH! AND kiss! ELOHIM!”..
So.. shall i go a little further with Selfie Poses and
even do a SelFie Gif Dance in my Underwear
to further expose my online Freedom
in all legal ways..
sure.. of course..
but not to the continued
chagrin of associated relatives
who are afraid of someone on FB who
dares be this free with God all that is..
or.. the more reserved in Poetry Land too..
who will turn an eye pass a woman’s naked breast/butt
but yell foul.. umpire.. foul.. at the sight of A Grown man
in yes.. no less than A Speedo one might find on a Conservative Beach..
so.. sure.. i also exposed some Foul Double Standards along the way of Hypocrisy too..
to censor me AND
OR de-Friended me..
more.. i went FULL BORE
AND i DO MEAN FULL MORE..;)
“DANCE! the fountain of YOUTH!”
Sure.. with more of me Exploring
God within in my Greyie Tighties Form
butt NoT too much for PG related STuFF..
iN Form of EsSence FuLL miNd and BoDy SoUL..
iN other words.. ouTsiDe of Restricted Adult PlayGround Blogs..:)
Three Pre-MacroVerses from four Years ago.. full of reaSon
while i was mostly stuck in left Brain ways of thinking
like the rest of many poor souls on the
Wrong planet too.. onLiNe..
Force as they
say.. stuck in Yang
away from Yin.. TrUth
sure.. some of that to find..
liGht.. not much in reaLiTy oF
FeeLinG.. SeNSinG and ExpreSSinG
HeART as SpiRiT as EmoTioNs and
seNses (LOVE) more than empty
Book without ART..
aka minus Love of BeInG HUMan MoRe..:)
“ToM Theory of Mind/”Mind Blindness” and Autism”
“Prevalence of Personality Disorders Co-Morbid with the Autism Spectrum”
“The Major Factor Underlying the Increase in Rampage Killings”
Back in my Free Lance.. Scientist Days.. this was the most popular
Opinion Piece i authored on the Wrong Planet.. achieving over
80K views years ago then.. and still one of the most
popular Google hits in search way with any
of these Title key words.. toGeTher..
Original Post coming shortly after
the Sandy Hook Terror..
and as expected
in Rampage Killings
Yes.. Loss of Social
Roles among young males..
A Real problem.. Males with no social roles..
ending up mostly with Drug related or other
Basement Dwelling Video Game issues for real..
no joke here.. for real.. a growing problem..
as humans no longer need apply as automation
continues to consume human jobs full and gone..
you know.. the ones with real roles and not just
someone who types away.. or inputs stuff never seeing
A Created product to give and share to connect for survive and
touchy feely Love..
empty souls.. empty.. Trump Souls…
Wheels of LIGHT LOVE with a change oF TUne in SonG theMe too..
And short enough to Quote in Deeper Meaning isReaL hUman ways too..:)
if a river only flows one way..
it runs out of water…
ALL of thIS..
than emptiness of
always better than..
Knowledge is nothing..
FEELING IS ALL
ALL the COST of FREE WILL
the wheels of
the sleep of LOVE..
i love Elohim..
and i knowNOW..
and i hope always..
the wheels of life
LOVE AND LIGHT
me and ya..
dedicated to Gino Vannelli..
one of the artists
who puts deep
and to folks who are good friends
No matter the cost..
Those were mostly MacroVerse
Memories from two and three years ago..
And heAr are a couple of MicroVerse memories from a year ago..:)
WiTh a change of ThEme SonG aGaiN.. Y not..;)
Ah.. emotions.. feelings that run from BRain to Gut
through vagal nerve and spread out to receptors
in cells all over one’s body and sure before
science the limited but sure scribe
of God carefully maps
out in someways
HOW wE FeeL.. and sense..
there are infinite connections
as uS iN Moving FeeLinG..
all around.. and that’s
the thing.. Science measures
repeatable observable phenomena
and we humans are highly restricted
from what we can be when set free..
in terms of all potential emotions..
senses and sensuality
as the cAll of the
WiLd that StiLL
lives iN uS yes..
sAMe as cALL oF God
REAL.. when iN balance and
Free heaven.. when out of balance
and prisoned hell on this terrestrial plane..
Frequencies of vocal chords express human
moving emotions to connect and create.. Instruments
as same.. copy and expand human emotions.. the tools
of human Love and all other potential emotions grow
beyond the human
allone.. and more
creates the UniVErse
within more.. and more..
as we humans cooperate
and expand our potential
as Life WiLL
LiVe when FREE now..
and hmm.. or humm.. the
frequencies of humming meditation
to fiRe and un-repress human emotions
from lower frequency growls for the fight
of life.. to soprano song of Love in Romance
for comforting connections of neurochemicals
neurohormones.. namely dopamine.. serotonin
oxytocin and yes.. even aLL natural DMT when
set free higher and higher as body and mind balance..
and no for me.. no rules.. just move like wind and water
free.. and in the video above.. it’s full of rules and points here
and there on the body for focus.. but when moving free in every
which way the mind and body balanCinG WiLL.. iN terms of freeing
senses.. emotions.. and sensuality.. the best way i know iS in sUn
and sAnd.. and sUre.. water too.. but with rules come the
mechanical cognition mind.. and reaSon.. wHere the free
animal moves iN balance
to conserve energy
and be invisible
to both predator
is trUly free in moving
dancing humming singing..
the way to bliss.. nirvana..
and heaven now.. to feel
the naked sun and be the
wind and water.. Is to Live
free.. no rules reAlly.. balance
and free expresSinG oF wHo wE
are when tHe cALL of the WiLd that
God SinGs true as SonG oF SoUL
and this SonG is dedicated
to Yellow Boy.. feline leukemia
restricts him. in a cave of dead
things.. where his paws are glued
to the only thing that lives inside that
iS uS.. his refuge.. the smells and sights
of a screened in back patio.. but escaping
today twice.. just to roll around in the warm
sands free.. immediately wild and free again..
in the fiGht and Love for the real purpose oF
iT aLL as God’s
eYes and sKin wE are..
wHere we are the arms of
God that hugs each other and
Nature true iN sands of eYes thaT truth
iN liGht.. and yes.. Yellow Boy cAMe back
with kind and soothing.. words.. me crawling
at his level on the sand slowly and quietly
as one force
oF SUn.. WiNd
and Sand true liGht..
And here’s the thing
God lives as Nature.. and do
you really thInk… feel.. or say..
that God iS happy as astronaut
coming back from Satellite view
to planet that is cancer in destruction
of cultural out of balance human tools..
God iS REAL and GOD LIVES real iN
aLL of Creation noW.. to harm any hAir
out of balance.. iS to bE God dARk and
deVil way.. and is tHeir a price for
doing this.. do you see the
misery and suffering
iN faces of God
Go.. WeLL.. Karma
iS action consequence
noW.. and people are paying
for out of balance everywHere God’s
eYes of dARk are liVing less that liGht
of positive flow in ZonE of Balance now Truth..
to pay the piper iS simple.. to live in balance
of liGht or out of balance in dArk.. the way
back is simple.. but culture is complex..
there is no purpose of dancing
iN the sand.. sun.. and
Winds of balance
as God WiLL
do when FREE..
So dance.. So Sing
So Move.. connect
and Create.. it’s no one’s
choice reALLy fRee but me..
we.. us.. you.. and i now FReED..:)
~~ Spock ~~
Patterns of Force, stardate 2534.7.
“He that feareth is a slave,
were he never so rich, were he never so powerful.
But he that is without fear is king of all the world.”
~~ E. R. Eddison, The Worm Ouroboros ~~
one i must say Rules
and Loves the world
in terms of
bEinG Force oF
human dArk and
liGht.. and when i look
to the difference of myself
and my father.. so similar iN
many ways now but so different
in the choice for status.. power
and money.. and truly it starts
iN a nursery of
his mother told
don’t pick up
that child who is
crying in the Nursery..
my Grandmother owned..
OR that child will come to think
the world owes ‘it’ something
and never learn independence..
hmm.. yes.. that part of my father
was never filled up as a child.. apparently..
at least not from the mother as his grand
parents did most of the raising.. i hear..
but as they say this is most
often a cycle of one
where my grandmother
used lots of words that said
Love.. but the loving touch that
my mother owned so well.. was
missing to the point where instead
of being where the grown-ups were
a step-up in her home.. when we stayed
in the afternoon.. living in her city for a year..
in child rearing duties.. we were relegated to
cots with the tiny tots.. and i remember feeling
like i was in prison.. and she was the warden
locking us in a cot.. me.. an old soul at age 7..
wITh and where my loving mother
alWays alloWinG copious
amounts of Loving freedom..
bottom line was.. no matter how
fearless my father was he was
missing that certain something
named expresSinG Love.. truLY..
yes.. to rule one’s
iT does take
as it’s true.. i trusted
the world completely
and found out it was
far away from true..
the gift of Fearless
perfect storm of Love..
and i think that has to come
later in life when the Yin of
Love and the fearless of Yang
come toGeTheR finAlly and
shake hands with
a Willow Olive
break.. true i was too
Loving and soft.. and was
missing the other side
that my father
the best pARt
that iS Love.. but the
bottom line iS i have all i need
in the Fearless Love of Life and
trUly when one has that one iS
iS the servant of
aLL ’cause they have
iT aLL to give.. and nothing
iN return as necessary to fiLL
up a space that was never satisfied
iN the young hugs or school hugs of liFe..
Love lives.. Fearless Lives.. both thrive iN Now..
And the truth iS we need aLL kinds of humans to
make whaT iS
as there are
so many kinds
of humans that
make the world
what iT is.. now..
and no.. i wasn’t
willing to have the
chairs broke against
my back In breaking up
bar room brawls like my father
was.. knowing he was asking for
that in his 46 years of Law Enforcement..
So.. sure.. Nature provides many kinds
to get the jobs
but aGaiN.. as i often now
say.. i for one.. hit the jackpot
oF Fearless Love.. now.. to be a
humble servant and truly
kNow and feel when one
iS tHe King of fuLLness
iS NoW THE
priZe oF the
sages of the ages
iN bliSS.. nirVana…
yeS.. heaVen noW..
SMiLes but i do get
carried away iN the
out put Of liFe n0w..
and loss count of
the date.. forgetting
today was the 9th of April..
my wife’s 46th birthday.. just reminding
me now that no King is perfect except
the Queen who serves him well iN
So today iS
“Isis” day for the
Queen who never
ages.. and one who
worships his wife.. iS
one who has a happy liFe..
Sadly that iS likely why Spock
iS King and Queen
iN MoVinG ConNecTaRion..
wiNninG planEt for mE..et..aL…
And yes.. my father was like Spock..
married three times.. and truly mY
financial independence in terms
of money in the bank..
was not needing
for 26 years..
the best bank
account of aLL..
he left my mother
’cause she wanted to
stay home and raise the
kids.. she stayed until age
three.. where the cut-off date
for the brain in pruning the window
for a liFe aS Love ends.. as scientists
now say.. so his gift to me.. was leaving
me with Love and his future dream of
Life is ironic
too.. as dARk
leads to liFe in so
many curses and
gifts iN real LiGhT2..:)
AdditionAlly per the
topic of this for
per “Age of Katrina NoW”..
Photo of Katrina with her Sister
to her Amusement and per a little
Comic Tragedy at 5 years younger
has been mistaken in Public
the Ageless Goddess
Isis.. from three years ago..:)
And now a photo from a year ago.. illustrating
Fully that the Katrina gets Kool Aid from me..
often reTaLinG a Story that when we met and i was
poor IN BUCKS RICH IN SPIRIT.. i promised
she would never age if she let me
take her hand.. as ‘they’ saY
iN marriage way2
and i say2
way going down
for isREaL ReaLiTy sHow NoW2..
oh yeah.. and when i compared the
Katrina to the age of Adaline in church
last year.. i roused her temperament to red..
with blush.. so this year at Church i stood up
PROUDLY AND SAID.. from the back row.. i will
add as this voice comes atomicAlly
BooMinG through NOW2..
“i’ve Been Cautioned
not to go on all about how
the Lovely Wife Katrina never
ages.. but i digress.. never the
less.. she turns age 47 today.. on
to sinK iN her seat..
and not get the really red
face of mad against me.. heHe..
And as i exited the Church.. i told
the old Tennis Buddy/Now Monsignor..
from High School Days in 1975..
And Square Nerd like me in the
Beta Club for Top Ten
School Mates and
Eleven for me
out of a
yes.. i said animately
as i am now curved and
no longer square and plastic
in steps and words.. “You kNow..
Mike.. i was voted the Wittiest Boy
in 2nd Grade at Private Catholic School”..
and i guess he thought i was reciting a poem
again.. in his divided attention.. shaking several
hundred hands of worship coming out of the Church
as he just
that’s ReAlly Beautiful”..
me thinking a chuckle was/is warranted.. haha..
AnyWay.. when i received that reward at the end
of 2nd Grade in the rigors and stress of Catholic
Private Big School then.. i had no frigging idea
what witty meant.. hoping it meant i was smART
but more than likely meaning i was/am an
Sacred Fool.. then2..
AnyWay.. the bottom
lines of all this
Sacred Fool Chatter/Dance/
SonG IS All my efForT iN aLL
i do/did led/leads to the Biggest
Human Reward/Prize of/aS Katrina Now2..
See.. the thing is.. i am/was alReady
Gifted with the GreaTest
Reward of my
Zealot Servant of
God aS naTuRe sAMe..
So.. ThE RiVeR karMa FlowS oN..
reMeMber.. no diStance.. sPace.. or tiMe.. WHEN LOVE..:)
BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
4 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
GRains oF SaNd
oF LoVe NoW..:)
GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)
After Book of Fred
of course too..
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)
After Dance oF Fred
Stop DanCinG noW..:)
Book oF Ten Sixteen..
9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)
New Testament oF ELeVen iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen
New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen
Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)
12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016
12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016
Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
2016.. iT iS wHAt
2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen
Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)
Grand Cross Bible 2016
61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
aS thiS beComeS
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review
A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)
CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)
VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017
The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)
CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn
Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)
Nether Land Bible 2017
NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
rest of the Bible
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)
7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)
The Joy of Dance.. A Record of over a thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record
of three years of Dancing tHeRe..
and note.. in the last liNk.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)
MesSage iN A Bible Bottle as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
Flash Back to around.. hmm..
1992 or so at a Re-union..
My Rich Uncle with a huuge..
Million plUs Dollar Home
on the Shalimar point
of the Emerald
shows me the
Diamond Ring he buys
his wife.. who very much
like Katrina is Native A. Indian
and about the same size..
A Beauty Queen for
sure in her
Lovely in Spirit too..
And he turns to me and
says what will you buy your
wife when she reaches close to
the age of 50 then.. And what about
all of this..then.. in reference to his Lovely
Beach Emerald Coast Estate.. hehe.. umm..
well.. making somewhere close sTiLL.. hmm..
to just a few dollars over minimum wage.. then..
i was thinking.. WeLL hmm.. must get a home of any
kind for purchase first before i think about luxuries.. then
like that and truth is.. Diamond rings don’t do a thing for
either me or the Katrina.. hmm.. so occasionally on her Birthday..
since she loved Dolphins.. i would pull up some off of computer search..
and make her a Graphic Card with several Different Dolphin poses.. a little
different each year.. with nothing much of anything to say but LOVE FRED..
in fAct.. when anyone ever
asked me how/what i was/am
doing.. i only had
working.. yes.. just..
working working as any
Human Computer could thennow
say quickly in rote recognition then
of what they were as Data Download
Machine and Valuable Problem Solver
Commodity at the workplace then.. so yes..
i’ve moved uP to the high Rise of sorts as the
Jeffersonian’s Might say.. a Birthday Card to the
Wife Katrina.. consisting.. NoW of 17,944 words.. 368 photos..
16 YouTuBe Videos to accompany the words and photos too..
in tHeMe SonG ways.. 2 Facebook
Video Slide Presentations..
Links in the
and 25 of the
usual variety of
MacroVerse Links in
the Footnotes as always
per say and do.. and a miscellaneous
link on Carl Jung.. as oh Lord.. the Synchronicity
continued to flow as noted on Saturday.. as i looked
at my watch and there was 11:11 am.. 3:33 pm..
and 1:11 PM as well as the clock changed to
1:12 PM.. yep on the same day.. and
sure i talked about that already
that morning.. in several
ways as a Facebook
as such.. so okay.. if my
subconscious mind is that
great as an alarm clock look
in power of suggestion ways..
during the day.. jusT imagine
what else as much of a seemingly
miracle i might accomplish in just 4 days..
yeah.. like Dancing in Public for over 30 miles over
the weekend and finishing the rest of this all within
the same four days.. A Hell/Heaven of a Birthday Card.. but
iT’s not everyday that the Katrina who seemingly never ages turns
47 on Palm Sunday.. and if you’ve ever noticed.. the two
statues over my file cabinet i photo now and then and
will again now.. one is of the Greek God Apollo of
Poetry and one is of the Greek Goddess of Youth..
Hebe.. two momentos from My Father’s
home after he passed away..
purchased by my 2nd
a bunch of
stuff for their
home and renovated
it after retiring with all the
drop money and stuff like that
from Working for the State and
Law Enforcement.. each of them..
respectively.. the thing is Horatio’s
Life is much more strange in reality
and often makes much more
sense than fiction
per science speak..
Art sPeaks Different
when Free as the Langauge
and DO of Magic Art and hUmans come
to be one as LiGht as Love as TruTh too..
anyWay.. it’s 1:37 AM.. And NoW 1:38AM.. And oN to bed..
And hear goes A toast to all the folks who think all i do is Dance
dole.. yes.. the
Trump Members of
‘My Family’.. too..
the one’s who think they
KnoW Jesus the
all clothed of course
in white linen spotless robes..
Jesus and they of course too
like Peas in a Ivory Podcast..
making ‘Murica Great again with War threats
too of the three that trust me you won’t wanna
see.. even if you are hoping for Apocalypse Now..
where the only Jesus thaT iS gonna come back is as you too..
Rise like Katy
says and get to work..OK..
in the real H place first..;)
Thank you again for all the giving and sharing dear friend that our broadband can just about carry until the light takes over ☺ Many happy 47th birthday wishes for Katrina 🎈🎈 and wishing you both a wonderful week ☺💖 xxx
Hello.. my Dear FriEnd.. Xenia Tran.. i’m alWays so excited
and inspired when anyone perseveres enough
to get to the end of what i do.. to leave
a lovely comment.. and while
Word Press has no limits
that i am aware of
breaks down close
to the 10K word limit
in one comment that yes..
as you might imagine.. i broke
that limit.. before.. hehe.. on the other hand..
the Google Blogspot format does have limits
on the length of lone posts and i reached that recently
with my MacroVerse of 6 months record of Smiling Dance
photos that i had to truncate to fit in on the four copy and paste
Blogs.. i use for various other purposes and mostly for back-up too..
and additionally those Google powered Blogs are much faster to
open as Google has the much Greater Horsepower in terms
of infrastructure in computer power and broad band
access on their end to make that happen..
thing is.. one doesn’t get notifications
on comments with the
Word Press Brings..
And oh Lord.. while i write
a lot.. i read even more.. and i
literally made it an Olympic event
to get inspired enough no matter what
poem came my way for several years at dVerse
then for an Olympic Like on-Hands effort of Poetry
school.. by feel where the form always comes after
the feel.. and that’s how the human mind works anyway
according to science.. feelings first.. reasons next.. and
what i find is.. the more i get in touch with feelings and senses
the more the reason flows and makes Quantum feeL and seNse..
hehe.. if that makes any sense other than the flow that comes
to the pAge as i continue to just let it go.. hehe.. so now
i am a faucet of creativity and for all practical
intents and purposes.. the Ice
Frozen no longer
now a perfect girl of
the systemizing boy as
science of form that came
before as Mechanical cognition mind
did its best to rule then in left brain ways
of science over art.. anyWay.. back to Nature
aS eVen as i may have already mentioned
ART is literAlly 60 percent of smART when
the letters come out as evolved to be..
anyWay.. thanks so much my
dear friEnd.. Xenia.. with
oF Freedom as aRT..
as i continue to Love your
Blog as voice of your Beautiful Rescue Dogs..:)
Thank you my friend, I can relate to the Feelings First before the poem taps me on the shoulder or points my camera to what is alive in that moment. Smiles across the miles my friend, long may your Art flow! :o) xxx
For Art as yoU..:)
WeLL.. the first thing.. when i came heAR this morning..
my Old Young FriEnd Rum Blue.. yes.. S.B.. Shawna
Baby.. was is to click on your User
Name like pinching you
to make sure
oF your Blog..
am i to afFirm you
so far are fulfilling
a desire to stay in one
place a little longer as Emilie
Jung.. and speaking of Synchronicity
for my friEnd who is born on my Mother’s
Birthday.. Emily was the name picked out
for Ryan.. our only son.. if he would have been
an only daughter.. with the baby name meaning
of ‘she knows’.. and other folks term it as striving
and industrious.. and not unlike Emily Dickinson..
i truly Love your Poetry and would very much love
to read it.. every day.. even if you forbid me.. hehe..
and censored me from ever commenting on
it again.. as i still get around
who have banned
my broad band mind
from over ‘there’.. hehe..
like i ain’t the one with the
longest long form free verse
poem over here.. anyway.. at 4 Million
plus words if we have to measure
our Science Dick Art with form
rulers.. haha.. and likes after
all ‘they’ do and
say or Dance
and Sing like me..
now.. the Brain is the
biggest sexual organ..
and sure.. you get to see miNd
all the time in meaSure way
of juST how big that
Fred Head is
tHeRe is no
hiding it anYmore.. in sELfies..
everywhere i go as DancesonG
arT at leASt these days my friEnd..
with not even a restricted liNk wTtH
A Trickster griN smile.. what else.. Yes.. of
course.. you little slY enabler you.. asKing me
to leave more comments on your blog.. as ‘they’
say.. be careful what you wish for.. butt i will do my
best not to overwhelm you with the Hurricane of my biG head..
And by the way.. i am shifting this comment as duplicate over to
my current MacroVerse.. Celebrating Katrina’s 47th Birthday to
add in all the coming stuff i pick up from your place in a few..
after i eat the cold breakfast i’ve forgotten to eat..
hmm.. amazing i still weigh 233LBs.. butt one
must have big shoulders
to hold that big head uP..
and my Dancing Legs
and Butt probably
half of thAT Eighth
oF a Ton and a little more too..
in terms of Eight more LBs..
as i love numbers2..like 88..
and 89 and 90 like the
Helmet Visors say on
on the Song
‘Bad Blood’ by Taylor
Swift from her Album Titled ’89’..
oh.. the Free Association of CreaTiViTy
aS UniVerse of miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG
soUL that need have no liMits or expecTations
And FReED.. and yeS it’s
true my MacroVerses now of hmm..
88.. 89.. and 90.. oF ”Nether Land
Bible 2017′.. are special too..
And by the way.. that Katrina
MacroVerse IS A iSReal Blow
Hard oF A Hurricane noW
of Words.. Photos.. too..
Youtube Videos.. Now..
Myriads oF multi-Verses
oF ALiCe in WonderLand
Rabbit wHOle liNks too..
aS endless labyrinth paThs
and jOURney too.. if your BRoad
Band access can hanDle thaT.. And Computer too..
WiLL yes!.. Boost you uP eVeN hiGheR in upPer AlabAMa FliGht..;)
Shawna responds on her blog in reference to the recent loss of my Mother..
You poor baby. Nothing is ever the same after you lose your mommy..:(
But I know K takes excellent care of her little boy..:)
And i say in return..
YeS.. it’s trUe.. Katrina Mother Sister Wife
Goddess Isis can
do it.. true..
see Ya Soon..;)
ruFuSinG to poUr..
Note to sELf..
check out thaT
PRompT oN dVerse
all aBout drizZLinG sOme moRe..
Jesus F iN Christ.. can’T beLieve
iT caN be
uP to 44.. words
as more NoW/ to make 44../Drizzles
moRE.. if yoU kNow whaT i meAn…
wiTh hanDy wiPes oF RAin60.. NoW..;)
Oh yeaH.. and i’M gOnna
use thE Walrus SonG
bY Jim Carrey..
P. Romp wiTh
as ‘they’ say.. oN CourSe..;)
per fuller reciPe..
Note to sELf agAinx2
Sun and Sand
TanNinG iN an ‘English Garden”..
ELder LovE.. AncestRAl LoVe.. EmoTioNs..
SenSes.. liVinG SuBConsciouS iN A sEa
And OcEAn anD InNeR UNiVerse.. yeS..
WiThiN.. inSiDe.. outSide.. aBove..
So.. beLoW.. anD
withiN we rIDe
witH A SpARk oF
FeeLinG SenSinG MiNdfuL
And BoDiFuL or leSS AwarEness
aNd Perception more as A cAmEL
anD ELEpHanT riSe tHrough A Needle
oF aN aLLeR seEinG eYe thAN beFoRe
And WoMeNsioN too oF oNe
BeinG MoRE as HUmaN noW..
YeS iN terms of JunG.. leT youR shaDow
out to pLay or sELf DeStruCt moRe
PoeTry and aLL aRT
through the aGes even more
acceptable wayS noW to oPen A Door
foR A ShadoW to PLaY A Renaissance
NoW A NeW aGe wHeRe more than 5 Percent
oF ELiTE can CoMe wHeRe few do go beFoRE..
A KeY reALLy..IS A DAncE and SonG aS sKeYes
MoRe to pass a CaMel through an eYe oF A Needle
WinGs beYOnd LIvingsTons
friEnd.. S.B.. A
wondeRful NoW to LiVe
eXpresSinG shaDow mOre
eveN iF it
LiNks aS StatUe’s Lore.. yes.. Myths too..
as ‘tHey’ say.. 24K aS X for tranSforMation..
transFiGuration as huMan fAces streAM seAS
As RiVers aS WaVes MasterPieceS OceaN uNiVerSe wHOle..
And now i say away from
Shawna’s place as the Joker
or Trickster laughs at ‘YOU’..
nah.. not me this go around
The Trump at the Trump Fans
that Trump actually
abhors the folks he portends
to represent enough to do the
exact opposite of what he promised
to do when the shit hits the fan as
it is doing now.. truly a clue.. was reading
between the lines when he said in his campaign
that he could shoot someone in broad daylight and
his fans would support him anywho.. welcome.. to the
if you think they
give a shit about
common folks if they
never left a Golden
Spoon of doing
care to do without
shame of harming other
folks.. rude awakening coming nexT
or noT.. depending on how much blood one can soak up
from the killing fields of ignorance under a net’s cast..
the funniest part of all.. he wears about the most liberal
underwear a Conservative can imagine.. under the hidden covers..
of that too..
as he casts a broader shadow net
as Dark Trickster come to roost as rule..
feeding off of those who live in Maslow’s
lowest level of ScarCiTy Fears away from Abundance…too..;)
Long Day at the N.A.S.A… Office all day..
now for @lEast to re-tire and gain
fresh new rubber for tomorrow..
iN other words.. sleep..
can BRinG oN
sOMe REAL Challenges
butt more on that for
tomorrow as nite nite niGht arises..
WiTh FuLL Moon in FuLL BLooM too..:)
So.. i shoot aCross the Moon
this Morning BeYonD the
SuN back over
free with the
Hey!.. You.. kNow..
W-23 IS A letter
number for Synchronicity..
for transFiguRation.. as 24
And TransForMaTioN FReED.. NoW
iN StrawBerry Fields Forever NoW..
reLeased when i am 7 years old in ’67..
same year.. my future face in stone was/is
pLastered on the Sgt Pepper’s Album Cover
in that burial ground scene like a FuLL
Moon Child Soon sTiLL coMinG..NoW
seen for rise 40 years later
when i died as life aT
age 47.. in ’07..
in ’13.. after
enDuRing a 40 year
DrOught of Creativity
in the Patriarchal.. F.C. Desert
oF Fear/Hate in LA.. Lower Alabama
heRE iN PaNhandle PArt State oF Flowers..
yeP.. aT aGe 13 iN ’73.. what else.. oh.. yeah..1!
NoW anYthing goes wheniN Free verSinG FuLL oF iT aS Holy
And Sacred Meaning And Purpose in HeaVen now.. SpiRiT
EXpReSsinG HeaRT iN MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG SoULs Force
WiTh a Dance
A SonG oF
LoVe LiGht LiFe..
anYWAy.. much more Fun
than A Alabaster Long Stone Face
And juSt a Mustache to Cover ALbuM SMiLes..
And cRap! that reMiNds me..
i wrote 17,944 words all about
how the Goddess Isis/Katrina
incarNate these days
of course in
never changing wayS Ages
all the way from twenties..
never wears make up too..
and when she wakes up she
never even has bed hair and
wears a model
Wife who still has a soul
without make believe.. hehe..
anyway as the River Flows i could
go on as Ocean wHole.. hehe.. thanks
in word count for comments
much less than the Word Press 10K..
LimiT.. Oh yeaH and Trivia note2.. ‘they’
tranSlated.. then.. the rest of the Gnostic
Gospel of Jesus iN English in ’59.. when
i was/am seeded oN the Fall Equinox of ’59
’59 as A
As pAuse for nOw..
aS i cELeBrate Easter Year alWayS NoW..:)
And juSt aNoTHeR
quiCK W note.. aSide..
in tHat Lana
Del Rey SonG
that beGins wiTh a Strawberry.. as
i dipped my Dance toes in the City
as alWAys too..
23 as ‘they’ continue to Dance And Sing..;)
Shawna Baby.. aka emilie jung.. returns with..
You still think I’m X, don’t you?..;) I swear I’m not.
And then she says..
Yes, Katrina is definitely a goddess.
Then i go on to say as Kate Mia..
i say too..
at one point..
that movie was rated X.. too..;)
emilie jung says..
Ha. Nope. I’m not Brian either..:P
I saw him at the pool the other day, though.
Or at least a guy who looked EXACTLY like him. It was so bizarre.
Emilie continues too..
I didn’t realize that was a movie title.
I’m looking it up now.
She also adds..
That looks very funny.
And as i said earlier..
*Strawberry Fields Forever NoW…
emilie jung aka Shawna Baby says..
That sounds so beautiful. A few years ago, we were friends with a family who cultivated a HUGE strawberry “patch” … just for one spring. We got to go over for a birthday party and pick fresh, sun-warmed berries. They were the most delicious, heavenly snack.
And yes.. i go on to elaBoRate..
Hmm.. Strawberries were always a bit too tART
for me.. and OMG.. you kNow FeeL SeNsE Tactile
Touch Sensitivities.. those
Roach hair bumps
oN thE Straw
it for me in
Oh.. yeaH.. and @HandsPeaKinG of the
Beatles.. StrawBerry Fields Forevermorenow..
and the Life of Brian.. George Harrison.. from the
Original Beatles per the original Beatle from Carl Jung’s
Synchronicity ScArab Beatle the entire Band is based oN upOn Name..
Funded yes.. G.H.. A/the
Life of Brian.. 2..
it’s a small small world..
it’s a small small world..
According to Disney2..
moRe to coMe.. Ms. E. JunG..;)
As another one of those news update screens
flashes across the iPhone6s scream that says
Russian Nuclear Capable Fighter Jet
passes near Japan..
to get a charge
out of the
Audience aS Such..
HeArs A thing.. yeah..
tHeRe is someone iN Charge
and it is the Director Producer
and the Actor iN and as yoU.. some
folks decide they will Follow otHeRs instead..
yeah.. it’s Rocket
Science alRiGhty when
stone underneath FloWers of God..:)
OKay.. change the Profile Pic NoW pLease on FB..
OK.. just a copy and paste away with Transhumanist tools..
Meanwhile those of us who get the Occult Symbolism in Lana Del
Rey’s video starting with the Field with Flowers/SB.. coming
into Focus and the obvious HoneyComB of X’s as Patterns
on the Windows with the obvious H symbolism
as 8 standing tall alpha Numerical Symbol
as two ones make 11 alpha numerical
K.. Joining toGeThER as leFt
Hemisphere of Systemizing
ONE wHole PoWeR
with Right Brain
HUman MetApHoRuS oF Force
Bridging two ones as 11K sAMe
as 8H whOle HUmAN InFiniTy StanDinG tALL..
and sure.. Lana seems a little smug as she has iT aLL..
iN oTheR words God Lives Free iN Her.. and sure it’s
just a coincidence and personally meaningful to me..
in Synchronicity A-Causal connecting way that
i basicAlly am doing the sAMe thing she
is doing in BiG LA over heAR
in little Lower Alabama
Panhandle State of
for dollar bills or
the Record Companies
or anything else as truLy
God Loves Cheap thrills BeST within when FREE
of others as slave
owners now.. in other
words the humble and meek
and so-called overall poor
of dollar bills do inherit
the ART of eARTh as wHOle
H HUmAn BeinG
do it.. hanging
low or never
of womb iN
other words free
ever been to a big fish
tank of Dolphins.. obviouSly..
inMately smARTer than human beings
as they don’t even spend all day doing shit
to eventually kill life on the planET eARTh
until it arises again Free out of the Ocean
after ignorant FucKinG Stupid Dirty Dam
cultures and religions of innately
nice hUmans finish ‘tHeir thing’..
anyWaY.. aS the Dolphin
spends its day
all day.. unless they
find themselves alone
and commit suicide as life
is not worth living separated
from other Dolphins.. and worth
noting that per a recent study that
came across a reliable source as Facebook
Friend.. Mike.. 40 percent of adult humans
report they feel substantially alone even
with 2000 FucKinG FaceBook Friends as the
human being is only evolved to comfortably
connect to about 150 to 200 Acquaintances
and about 5 close friends one lets
iT aLL go with.. iN otHeR
words it’s like
shit.. it means
nothing but taking
up space you don’t use..
’cause you can’t fit anything
that’s real associated with your
life that you do in a Garage of shit..
reminder to self.. need to clean out my
old work-out room of shit one day when
i pause from Free FloWinG Verse Creativity
in Steps and Words Less.. when and if i need that
space again.. like if the Gym closes down with essential
Forces only if the Nation gets struck by a dirty bomb for
away from the
Mafia Boss in charge..
in even more trouble with the
laws and regulations oF A Nation
to protect us from fresh hell like that..
let’s continue to hope it works.. as folks
with no soul can and will do fresh hell all over again..
anyWAy.. Dolphins are still swiRling with tHeir Friends in
A Dance oF liFe liGht in the bigger ocean or imprisoned
by dum dammed ass human Cultures/religions who
aint’ got a clue
as they shuffle
on by God sMILes as ME..:)
So yeaH.. it’s true Lana is Giggling at ‘you’….
NaH..i feel sorry for ‘you’.. and encourage ‘you’ to Dance and Sing
and Laugh with JoY soArinG souLs
as any Free Dolphin WiLL juST DO..
in priSon of tank.. or as Free Ocean now
never seParATe alWays H wHOle BeinG God NoW..
See HEars anoTheR
thing.. the word Occult
is just another word for
mysteries that some folks don’t kNow..
And while Sacred Text in Bibles and the Such
do offer some hints of Deeper meaning.. the how
to do it yourself’s are misSinG of course as
that would give the power to each
with no need
to continue to
in pews of churches
or politician’s coffers
or whatever folks do to earn
whatever it is they think they
need to live as happy and content
now.. meanwhile.. the meek continue to
inherit the eARTh.. and yes.. sure.. some
of the rich and famous do too.. as God/NaTuRE iS
alWays an equal employment opportunity provider
as all is symbol
as form aBove essence
as LiVinG LIGht oF JoY
and soaRinG soUL Bliss.. NoW
iN a LiFe LonG Play of DancE and SonG..FREE..:)
WeLL.. of course i’M not neAr finished with this
one as i have some Facebook All Free Supplied
MacroVerse and MicroVerse Memories to date
to share from years ago too.. and i do
Love those Ego Facebook
Test Boosters like
of rEaL EmoTinG
S E N S i N G noW
And hUman HeaLinG
Power as even Science
must admit now does even
better in dedicated meditation..
in Positive FloW oF EMoTiNG and SenSinG
thaN even opiates of Morphine now.. but nah..
try to convince someone sitting on their butt..
CogniTion aWay too
from BuilTiN WiThiN
InTuitiVe FloW WiTh GoD
as WiTh NatuRe Gravity instead
of Against.. sitting stagnant and sTiLL..
in other wordS even more HeaLinG wiTh
Meditation DanCinG than siTTinG STiLL
without even more poTenTiAL SonG oN..
iN aS hUman EmoTinG
so.. one Ego Booster
contributor says.. You
are a warrior at heart and
a fighter in soul.. You work
hard for your dreams and achieve
them at any cost.. Your ability to
fight for your dreams is you hidden talent..
and next please as Facebook thinks my only names
are Katie and Mia.. without the Frederick male pArts per say
and do iN WiLL and Strength to go aLong with the Divine Feminine
KATiE Force Pure in Love and Grace as Mia meaning close to God
as form of Divine Form as male form name Michael or alternative
meanings of Family too.. anyWay.. actuAlly the name Frederick
Means Peaceful Ruler and my real middle name Arthur
means Strong and my last name means Protector
of the Land per say or do eARTh NoW too
as overall overall over all all as all NoW
we do aS pArT of and as wHOle GoD NoW2..
so.. the next booster says.. this is Katie..
She does not want perfection.. true.. no
longer do i line up bricks in perfect
circles around my Garden of Eden
Flower Beds or trim the
grass of leaves
of life too..
hoW i JuSt
do it noW2..
and then it says.. she
wants it content.. she feels
it all.. the good and the bad and
the worse.. in other words i only look
at wife porn one day a week so it all won’t
feel like ‘that’.. yes.. no matter what.. she me chooses
to believe in the Good.. as what better way than that to juST Do..
as she me is caring and loving and does it with all her heart and soul..
yes.. i do.. even when looking at wife porn too.. once a week per do.. she
me and can brighten your day with her me’s smile..she lives..she laughs..and
she..cries.. too.. yes.. don’t forget the power of just one tear to bring a soul
back from a heart grave of spirit.. and yes.. she.. me.. never gives up because
i believe that life is beautiful
and there is always hope..
true yeS.. even iF one
cannot feeL iT otHeRs
Do feel Hope now…
A waiting gAMe
never the less
as long as humans
live free somewhere
@LeASt.. thEre is
alWays hope as
so.. sure.. sad poets
are important and i rarely
see sad dancers if ever aT aLL..
and all my laughs mostly are happy too..
wiTh SMiLes too.. that i for one can prove
in photo evidence brings joy to other Dancers too..
So.. sorry if my Heaven.. no.. not really.. gets on your Nerves..
it is what
of God iN Heaven NoW..
as promised in this generation
then that is always now now.. too..
at Hand at Feet from head to toe as Temple of God NoW..
i’d love to
turn you on too..
NoW iN juSt anoThEr
Day in the liFE of sHe me2
as i continue to Ace the Life test..
that makes the grade NoW..@LeAStAFAiK..;)
So.. sure.. i’LL Start with some MicroVerses from a year ago..
Hi gigoid.. thanks for stopping by and OMG.. you just
reminded me to use that photo of Yellow Boy and
Katrina Singing the Hills are alive with the
sound of music..
and when i sing
it like i did on the
river today.. i really
get into to it too.. and some
folks probably think i look upset..
but truly i am floating with Love
so below and all around
as iT were and iS for Heaven…
Bliss.. Nirvana and all that JaZZ
visit the mountains
some now but mountains
will work as metaphor For aLL
the wonderful bodies of water
captuRinG aS streAM
oF consciousness photography
way too.. as aLL can bE in a dance
And poetic SonG of Life aLL REALnOW..:)
Living on the River as the
Water.. Nature sPeaks to me
at age 3.. go build an ark
out of dArk..
a room with
a view.. a yard
wiTh Trees and Plants
of every color.. size and
shape.. groWinG free as
Life pleases.. and then.. yes..
become the view and paint
with aLL tHe Colors
a voice noW..
FeeLinG thiS yes..
as a great flood in
Labyrinth misery and
suffering namED culture
would surely come to kill
me 44 years or so later
at 47.. but the first
coming that year
at age 3.. separating
me from River and
i as water free floWinG
iN zONe oF noW.. no different
reAlly than flOating iN Rose
Of womb that iS realiTy
iN n0 separation
wITh all that iS..
RealiTy iS Rose
thAT alWays blooms
when UnITy iS
SMiLes.. mY friend
never dies alive..
truly defeat oF
death iS iN NoWlife..
And gosh my friend.. thiS iS
a treaSure post.. enough muse
here to write at least a Novel
or more in size from me..
as i Love to
all the colors
i see.. in the Labyrinth
oF allthatis created by human
too.. as the greater i experience
aLL these colors iN now filtering
and recycling aNew as color
i.. the more alive i
aM iN aLL thAT
can create as Real..
theRe iS submission to Nature
to breathe.. for air.. to eat for food..
to reproduce to carry on.. for some..
and to both drink the water of Life
and flow the sAMe
as the ocean
Water oF FloWinG LiFe..
but to adhere to the rules of
men in words of lies.. heLL
God oF Nature
and i are free breathing
eating.. and drinking
and SonG oF
And at the sTart of just
another 10K or so blog
post of Free verse poeTry
iN aLL i do in wriTinG on
line.. free verse photography
and FucKinG free verse mE
God oF Allthatis
when Nature iS
set free as US..
i have a title already
inspired by what you do
here my friend.. “Window Ark”..
and from 1993.. when we first
built our home.. i built that Ark
as our yard.. Garden of
iT aLL juST
fiNe aS WeLL
as metaphor too..
my only respite from
the hell of this Fucking
labyrinth of culture that
imprisoned the creative
soUl of i past then to
’73.. when the
red state Christians
closed the art of i down
then.. in school of Dante’s
Hell.. and work.. when it comes too..
my only respite.. once or twice a month..
building an Ark as Nature true.. no trims
from me.. wife insists on a few now with a
hire of a gardener who prunes
now.. as i edged before..
and hand removED
i aM a wEEd NOW..
end and beginning
of story noW liVinG
TRUE and FREE
oF LiVinG FReED..:)
As far as i kNow.. tHirst.. theRe iS spArk..
then flAMe.. and soMeNoW fiRst
withiN uS as
liGht from dArk
aLive.. but wItH
what price.. living
liFe.. but with what
mercy.. staying AlIVE..
as Dance and SonG
from beginning to
wAves oF BeInG
dRops oF uS WinDinG
StrEamS iN riVers oCeaN
wE.. fLamE reMaiNs i nOw..
aLL and protector oF LiVinG NoW…
Struggle to LIVe balance to BE noW
SparK for more DArk
for less Black hole
wE to bE2
Rise or FALL
ALL N ALL NOW
HEAVEN OR HELL
DEVIL OR ANGEL REAL
AND ALL OF PURGATORY ‘TWEEN
Yes.. My friend.. i understand..
As my spark was more or less
Gone for 40 years.. Ugh..
Desert of creativity..
“I’m living at a peak of clarity.. and beauty I never Knew existed..
Every part of me is attuned to the work… i soak it up into my pores
during the day.. and at night.. in the moments before i pass off into
sleep.. ideas explode into my head like fireworks.. There is no
greater joy than the burst of solution to a problem..
Incredible that anything could happen to take
away this bubbling energy.. the zest that
fills everything i do.. it’s as if all
the knowledge i’ve soaked in
during the past months has
coalesced and lifted
me to a
peak of light
This is beauty.. love… and
truth.. all rolled into one..
This is Joy..
Flowers for Algernon..
Excerpt taken from the
New John Elder Robison
A Memoir of Brain
Change and Emotional
Awakening.. a 28 dollar
or so.. book for purchase
at Barnes and Nobles.. about
how Mr. Robison.. a man diagnosed
with Asperger’s Syndrome in middle
age.. turns on his emotions in connecting
to other human beings finAlly in full.. through
therapy of Trans-Cranial Magnetic Stimulation..
In other words.. magnets lead the way to neurons
making new connections in the brain firing it all
up in emotional way.. better than before..
and hmm.. i fixed my heArt too..
but it was through the SonG
and Dance of Poetry and
Feet.. that yes..
neurons in holding
hands together in new
neuroplastic ways of change
along with some mighty interesting
epigenetics.. considering i went from
a 44 to 45 on the Autism Quotient Quiz
as general scan for the potential of Autism..
down to 11.. additionally 55 to 95 on the
Emotional Quotient test.. and from
INTJ personality to ENFP.. And
on the non medical tested
quiz for Asperger’s..
titled.. the Aspie
like a polar opposite
change all from the period
of June 2013 through August 2013..
in.. yes.. just a two month period
of time.. a major change in brain
and body balance all together
me a freedom
change at the age
of 53 that i had no
idea was possible before
then.. other than a fairly temporal
stint of social disinhibition at age
21.. also that could be termed
as Bi-Polar in someways
as it can for now..
but the question is
or better put the answer
is.. this free way of moving
connecting and creating that
i experience now.. is infinitely
better as heaven in now wheRe
there is no time but now..
in yes.. heaven now..
on.. yes dragon
of time was me lost
in space and distance
out of emotional regulation
and sensory integration of
a miNd and boDy balanCinG
soUl.. with heaRt pumping
exquisite emotions true..
iN SpiRit expresSinG sAMe
with others as any finely tuned
ferarri.. soUl… spiRit.. and heARt
WiLL do N0W in quantum fashion expanse
and form of unleashing and releasing now
much higher potential iN the intelligence
of human moving.. connecting.. and creating
now.. and of course what i did iS relatively free
whereas TMS.. Trans-cranial Magnetic Stimulation
that my insurance wouldn’t cover when the doctors
gave up on helping me in others ways.. is still a very
expensive therapy that definitely helps Mr. Robison..
and possibly can help others.. but yes.. there are
other exercises that are all natural
to increase all associated with
that are relatively
free that i feel are likely
of the same process basically
in stimulating the neurons and new
developing pathways in connections
of all the neural journey in potential
And yes.. i understand
that this is very deep stuff
for those who can take tHeir
emotional health in mind
and body balance
of senses in balance
for granted but some of us
are basically lost iN heARt oF liFE
and can sure dam use some help
miNd and boDy
soUl.. now.. juSt now..
school doesn’t do the job..
church tries.. and now we have
TMS.. but as always from the day
of GreeK Gods like Apollo and the
God of the forest Pan.. there is the
SonG and Dance oF feet and PoeTry
that serves that same general
day one of the
revised alphabet flavor
of the day as it were then
and now for PERSONAL GROWTH
COME BACK AGAIN.. any questions
and i’d be happy to answer them.. but yes..
as i’ve been told.. i blow the brains of most
people up.. with aLL i put out but the truth
iS.. mY solutions
have worked miracles
for mE with the Innate..
Instinctual.. Intuitive gifts
provided all free noW from the
God oF Nature.. the potential
iS certainly tHere iN coPious
amounts.. the answer
tales the truth
YOU.. and me..
and we.. and uS..
and i for sure for N0W..:)
Side note NoW.. iF i AM gonna
call God any pronoun
NATuRe wHOle plUs..:)
MacroVerse Memory from 4 years ago in mostly science HE miNd way.. from
the Wrong Planet of course and other online Autism HE communities.. with sHe too..
“Autism and Unwarranted Fear Based on Label Alone”
WeLL.. as the rain drops stARt falling.. yes..
NoW at Home.. as sTARtinG to wRite this now.. coMinG DoWn uP..
“Dancing April Rains”.. as i’ve been tOld i have Style.. even
from two years ago heAR.. with so much more Art of PoETry NoW aRound thE Globe..:)
“ESCAPING the bump and grind of dance…”.. yeS and developing style.. 3 years
ago as Divine Feminine Grace and Love turn into full bore Divine Masculine StrengtH
And WiLL iN A SomEwhaT
for that as the
old one goes to
more private aS Such..
with still soMe copy and
paste links from/of the early ones
from 2014.. as style comes more..:)
“FruiT SaviorS”.. MacroVerse Memory from a year ago.. as
i stARt to review a full year of MicroMicroVerse
Poetic expressions to each and every link and
prompt from the dVerse online PoeTry Pub
from April of 2015 through March of 2016
full that will eventually
come to be
of just one MacroVerse
of 763rd total noW including
the yet to be named one i am
wRiTinG noW in 2017.. IN Ocean
WhOle Longest Long Free Verse Poem
at 4 Million Plus words arriving now
in 44 months on Word Press since August
of 2013.. Doubling too.. as 92nd MacroVerse
of “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. stARTinG that
on Memorial Day May 30th.. Publish as the
91sT/762nd MacroVerse.. “Age oF Katrina
NoW BringS the Total Words of “Nether
Land Bible 2017” to.. 1,363,112 words..
and as i met a dear old High School Friend..
a fellow graduate heaR in Mill town way of
’78.. who i have not seen for close to two
Decades back in my Bowling Center WorKinG days..
she said.. you look Great Fred.. but nah.. she didn’t
see me in hell for 66 months either.. and i told her my
Witness and Testimony all about God exists within in me
as Kingdom of Heaven NoW.. and how i’ve done it did it per
John 14:12.. her eye brows raiSing just a little past when
i tale her i AM surpassed the 42 month witness and testimony
thingie forecast at 44 months and 4 Million words now..
along with arriving now at 44Months/7200 miles of
public praise dance in all Free Verse Martial
Arts and Ballet Like Bruce Lee ways
too like A Nut cracker sweet on fire..
yes.. she is African American by the
way.. the only ethnic group
for the most pARt that
don’t pooh pooh or
woo woo my John
NoW.. iN yes..
Acing ‘the test’
and MaKinG the grade
what.. do you mean..
‘YOU’ DIDN’T GET THE
MEMO FROM JOHN 14:12..
as i say to the ‘white folks’
from around these mill town pArts
of God wHole too.. in sure.. ‘red neck’ ways too..
and So do i..
And it’s true. i feel
blessed to live in a era
and place where i can so DO that
with no fear.. either mythological
or real.. as i am way too dam FucKinG
Deep for the ignorant oF FeaR and Hate
to now.. other
than a FucKinG FroWn..
So.. sure.. i’M SMiLinG
at it’s trUe i would Love
to turn ‘theM’ oN2.. iF only
they could and would.. CaN and WiLL
oPen tHeir eYes and ears more than see and hEar..:)
Fortunately.. tHeRe IS A wHole Army of Super Soldiers for
God of Nature LiGht.. some WoRkinG Volunteers like me more hidden
and some putting themselves on the front line for pay like Taylor
Swift and Katy Perry.. and all tHeiR Crew of TeAM liGht too.. and it’s
true.. ain’t easy doing it the fame and fortune way.. if anything i got
this grade and free pay of reward aS Heaven NoW WiThin A Breeze compared
to much of what
they go through
to send a mesSAGE
to you.. so.. do your really
think the Taylor Swift Video
is just another Romance Style
SonG of a Man and a Woman separate..
Well you see.. if you don’t think there
are Deeper Occult Meanings in at leASt the
original Jesus Gnostic Gospel of Thomas Story
non-filtered from Emperor Trump Sun God Monolithic
Idol Statue as the Middle of Town Constantine back
in Bible Censoring and Edit and Revision days of Nicene Council
BackRoom Board Bible Catholic Scribers then.. the same stuff
of.. as above so below.. and yes.. combine the Divine Feminine
and Divine Masculine to make one woman or man no more.. yep..
gentile.. jew.. servant or free.. no more.. this stuff
yes.. this occult.. this mystery
of Deeper meaning LiFe LiGht
TrUth can be carefully
that reMain past
the eYes of Trump
eYes for Bucks.. and
other pew offering money
table Change.. but can and
do most people seek it and find it..
well.. if the results of the last election
and continuing support from the pews for Trump
are any indication.. hell no.. they voted the real
anti-Christ in as far as Sermon on the Mount of Olives..
Matthew.. Chapter 5.. vVrses 1 though 11.. total opposite
from what is reported in the New T as instruction from the Jesus dude.. NoW
for any disciple as student worth tHeir weight as GRain of Sand isreaL Love NoW2..
both literal and
metaPhoruS for any
Horse WiTh Sense..
So.. wheRe Fear
and hell real
on this eARThly plane
of Beauty and Wisdom
LoVe and LiFE liGht
noW.. it’s a
this Heaven NoW..
if you don’t find it
Within.. it doesn’t exist
at all beyond Trump Towers of Hell.. for you at most..
juSt saYiN.. juSt DanCiN.. juST SinGiN.. thAT’s aLL ThAT iS..:)
“SPaRK oF NaTuRE”..
Yep.. i have a 763rd/92nd
MacroVerse title.. NoW..
and not to be
in occult ways2..
yes.. Ark iN Spark..
Spark iN NatUre too
oF God as yoU.. iF
you can read more
than eYes and eArs iN TrUe liGht..
NoW within eterNaLLy NoW..
the TorCH oF aS
SMiLes.. my FriEnd.. Xenia.. while
now most of the mammals on eArth..
WeLL.. actuAlly.. all of the Mammals oN
EARTh except hUman Mammals.. ‘see’
Song and Non-Verbal Language iN
Chords of Voice over words of
course NoW as MusiC Equals
SonG Equals Voice of
of thaT EmoTioN NoW
As spiRit SinGS oN aS Words too..
And Dance of Non-Verbal Language
even more.. With Surely Whales and
Dolphins and Dogs heArinG and
SinGinG hiGher notes of Spirit
heArT.. wHeRe soUL comes
aLiVe for a wet nose
or flipper extending
A HeARt FeLT connection
as oxytocin Love come alive..
in social bonding Force of Puppy Love..
it’s true.. so.. sadly.. i must admit.. i have known
some Dogs more human than the two footed variety at times.. my friEnd..
AnyWay.. Dogs and other Mammals are not bound by words to miss A SonG oF heART..:)
SMiLes.. mY friEnd Frank..
Purple People Eaters gives
a whole new meaning to
the Twilight Zone
in a recipe ready
Spaceship for take
out humans back at home..
yes.. Rock and Roll over the
Space waves can save lives
when Rock N Love
than a profession
of serving humans
uP aS cosmic culinary deliGht..
anyWaY as we miGht kNow by NoW
A Planet that does not love toGether
neVer lifts off further than self destruction..
ain’t buying Stephen Hawking’s theory that
‘they’ would wanna destroy us.. as that sentiment
would have likely destroyed them before they ever meet us…
i am us i mean they..;)
As i quote Frank he says..
Good point about self destruction.
If they want to destroy us they (or we) will never lift off.
I suspect that purple people eater was too busy singing in the rock band to eat any people.
And i return with..
Note to sELfzz
To Free Style Dance
And Kim and Putin too..;)
Just anotHeR Dance wiTh A
FriEnD i graduated WitH
in ’78 from MHS at
Circle K iN ’17..
as the story
oF Y i..
on as a DancE and SonG
that never ends in never ending
story and Nether Land Bible 2017 too..:)
JuSt a Note..
Missing Niece Found..
Safe and Sound..:)
Yes.. ALL’s WeLL
that ends WeLL.. and
it’s a little bit like the twilight
zone when one of your relatives
is on the Afternoon Metro TV News..
in missing person ways.. with child in tow too..
hoping it did not progress to CNN and Fox News like
the last Milton dARk
be.. TG as ‘they’ say..:)
AnyWay.. Flash Dance Back to my African
American Friend and Friends From High School..
i also had another friend named Lisa from up on the
HiLL away from my home.. as this nice woman as
pictured with smile.. is Hurley.. and me and
Lisa Played Tennis hours on end
at the City Park.. she always
was dressed in a
well before they
started playing Tennis
of course.. and i see her around
town sometimes too.. as she works
at a bank now and her brother told
me he expected that one day
i would turn pro as a Tennis
player as after all.. i spent
almost all day
and every night
away from school..
as Racquet and Ball and
Me became one with back board
too.. and i curved the ball the way
i curve my body now when i dance..
all free style.. and i could never understand
why folks were so concerned about winning
as it was just about tennis racquet.. ball and
me becoming one in FloW iN ZoNe as one WiTh
God.. kinda like Poetry and Dance now.. as FloW iN
ZoNe iS alWays ArT over SpoRt when the competition for
prizes and points is removed from thoughts of words that distance
one often more than TaKinG one to FLoW iN ZoNE.. and it’s that way when
i sing.. too.. as in my mini breakdown and spiraling manic three months at age
21 in a break from College.. i Sang some Lionel Richie at an African American
Church and the
Pitch i am born
with all naturally per
Dance and Sing as that’s
the way the SonG of F Y i goes..
i love to Dance and Sing.. never ever
thought i would create anything anew as
i mostly just parroted whatever it was with a little
improv along the away.. things change though.. as
life can most definitely get a creative sPark later when
Chi as positive leARned iNnate INstintual iNtuitive Force
as Synergy PowEr.. is simply liFe as FloW iN ZonE WiTh
Zero point illusory fears and worries toWard dArk aWay from liGht..
Lamp of FloW iN ZoNe WiTh almost limitless Energy as liGht Love hUman NoW..
Oh yeah.. and Hurley reminded me that in the next year comes our 40th
High School Reunion.. yep.. just about 39 year now since i graduated
from High School.. and 34 years since i graduated from College
and 10 years since i worked in a money paying job in a
non-sick status as i was on paid annual and sick
leave until i officially retired in July
of 2009.. and yep.. it is close to
45 months since i got out of
Hell.. miraculously as such
reported by the professionals
who were helping me then as assessed
me as never getting back with humanity as such
as thriving as am now.. for sure.. in Happy ways..
with no buffers for anxiety other than a prescription
for Dance.. yes.. i literally have a prescription from
a Doctor for Dance.. even made it my Facebook Profile Pic..
when i received it from him as a Doctor’s excuse to store management
if i lost the ability to talk management into giving me that privilege with
skills on thennow
full speed.. hehe..
anyway if my Heaven holds
out until next year for that
40th High School Reunion.. can
you imagine how many minds i’ll blow..
well.. won’t be no problem for me @LeASt..
i’LL probably even dance free for them as class clown sTiLL..
but if anything i will be the one easing out of robot clothes STiLL2..;)
Happy birthday to Katrina! I enjoyed the Earth Wind & Fire songs and, being from Chicago, I found the idea of starting a new calendar with After Cubs entertaining. Best wishes!
Hi.. Frank.. i’m actually beyond
amazed that two people actually
were able to both open and comment
at the end of this super long Blog post.
Thanks.. so much for wading down into the
depths here so deep in the comments section..
and so glad you
Wind And Fire
Songs as that
group has alWays
brought so much liGht
to my heARt.. SpiRit noW
and SoUL SoARinG hiGher
and HiGher.. particularly With
Dance as steps floating more
on Terrestrial Land.. ‘Lady Sun’..
was one i hadn’t listened to in
Decades.. such energy.. yes,,
such liGht inFused into
BeinG as Love.. any
way.. i will surely
to the Birthday Girl of the week..
hehe.. and as far as the new age
Calendar Starting with AC After Cubs instead
of AG After ‘Gru’ iN Minion way.. i think for now
i’ll settle NoW for avoiding World War III as the bar
is getting raised closer to surviving at all in politics these days..
as an entire globe.. so.. sad to say.. hopefully.. folks will finally
wake up to the importance of actuAlly voting next go ’round..
but time forgets hiStory my friend as now will do and repeat itself more..
who never had/have/can/seek/
find/WiLL an opportunity to wake uP..
And smell the action/consequence oF KarMa isREaL..:)
First.. a MicroVerse Memory
from a year ago.. and
sure.. a longer memory than that too..
“A modern day warrior
Mean, mean stride
Today’s Tom Sawyer
Mean, mean pride
Though his mind is not for rent
Don’t put him down as arrogant
His reserve, a quiet defense
Riding out the day’s events
What you say about his company
Is what you say about society
Catch the mist, catch the myth
Catch the mystery, catch the drift
The world is, the world is
Love and life are deep
Maybe as his skies are wide
Today’s Tom Sawyer
He gets high on you
And the space he invades
He gets by on you
No his mind is not for rent
To any god or government
Always hopeful, yet discontent
He knows changes aren’t permanent
But change is
What you say about his company
Is what you say about society
Catch the witness, catch the wit
Catch the spirit, catch the spit
The world is, the world is
Love and life are deep
Maybe as his eyes are wide
Exit the warrior
Today’s Tom Sawyer
He gets high on you
And the energy you trade
He gets right on to the friction of the day”
Facebook Profile photo
as the new age
music oF course.. noW..:)
And now to the present Day..
Facebook Friend Greg.. and Decades Long Term Co-Worker from the Bowling Center Days..
provides the standard argument by Clergy and their related minions that
Love is supposed to be selfless and not for any kind
of measurable empirical gain by the one doing
the giving.. and sure Oxytocin is hard
to measure ‘buy’ the gallon
the pet of
a cat.. as a ‘really SMart’..
Rabbi uses an analogy of
Fish Love for the kind of Love
one has for fish when they kill
it and boil it and eat it too.. hmm.. anyway i go on to say..
Altruism would have never made it this far if it didn’t feel good..
however.. some folks do not get the warm and fuzzies when they
give.. and that’s where CEO’s.. Stock Brokers and yes.. Clergy.. too..
are/is on the top list of professions rating high on the Psychopathy check
list for cold hearted human beings.. some of who only feel a sense of twisted
reward when others suffer.. Yep.. Biology 911.. the folks who say the homeless
or those with mental illness disabilities they cannot see with their heart.. to yes..
outpour assistance without sizing up what they look like they could do per ‘the flesh’..:)
Spirit is just a metaphor that “HES” have a harder time with as flesh that does not feel..
particularly.. in areas of desert environmental scarcity where males are bred to kill in tribal
conflicts (PATRIARCHY) and the normal aversion to kill members of the same species per feel good altruism.. is extinguished by hardening the hearts of up and coming male killing warriors
and voila.. one gets an Angry Jealous External Controlling God instead of the Great Spirit iN
Lands of Abundance or the Buddha living within as the Gnostic Jesus did his best to relate
to ignorant men of heart and spirit same otherwise known as theory of mind blind.. in Verse
37 of the Gospel of Thomas.. Censored out of the current book by Trump Constantine
who he and his Catholic Trump Cohorts made Yeshua into A Mithra leaning of
the Region Soldier Sun God as Constantine Trump erected a
Towering Monolithic Statue of himself in his Metro
area to be worshipped as idol.. same as Jesus
and rarified abstract constructs in books as idols
of words same.. and that’s Anthropology 101..
of wHo the current Trump has a degree in from
Penn State who the Joker uses to pull what’s left
of the red state hearts of jealousy.. greed.. fear.. and hate
who tell the homeless to pull up your bootstraps or starve in
anti-Christ way.. per the Beatitudes… the American Indian enjoyed
that same Good Cop Jesus photo of God living within as altruistic warm
and fuzzy love as a spirit of abundance that easier comes in an environment
with enough to eat with intermittent reinforcement as instant gratification can
destroy pro-social cooperative and altruistic naturally giving emotions too..
where life is happy happy and content at the end of the day in a successful
forage for life dancing together naked as a village in thanks giving for the gift
of life feeling the moonlight from head to toe.. inside.. outside.. above..so below
and all around AKA GOD.. in some larger human circles within.. the message of
Jesus lost that some folks still find and save and attempt to still relate as disciples
AKA Students of Wisdom as Truth as LiGht as Love as Life..:)
And oh by the way.. the Rabbi’s analogy is Bull Shit as it
Verily applies to the Cannibal Variety of Psychopath.. seriouSly..
a growing red state epidemic of emotional retardation intelligence for
folks who could not color Trump as just another Devil.. way before he
ran for President.. like living behind an opaque window that feels not what it does..:)
Oh yeah and in the Interim Greg’s Sister.. Jill.. provides just a few words of
Matthew 6:3 that says.. “Your right hand isn’t supposed to know what your
left hand is doing when you give”.. and additionally i say now.. well
it’s true one can Trump Manipulate whatever is left of red
state heart strings to gain his cause.. however
to discount the value of Cognitive
Empathy in terms of
as that relates to better
understanding and gaining emotional
and existential intelligence per the overall human
condition.. yep in example of understanding that some
folks are born without the ability or are bred that way without
the capacity to feel the warm and fuzzies when they even pet a kitty
kat.. as hey.. even territorial warriors like cats can be bred for warm and fuzzy love
as they don’t
other if it
don’t F iN FeeL Good
for more than fur.. as the
Feral Warrior Yellow boy spending
his first few years in the woods of subsistence
and reproductive competition with other cats in
territorial way.. does not give a shit about any other
cat but the humans who give him both tender vittles
back in the day
when he did Kitty
Biscuits while mammalian
oxytocin nurturing wise sucking
mama cat’s teat for a stint of touchy
feely love.. same as he would have done
if he was a woman cat and had kittens too..
as nurture is both born and bred as Nature and Environment too..
and it’s true.. out in the woods.. cats abandoned by Mother cats don’t
survive.. so what this means is.. Yellow Boy had the Advantage of gaining
the core of touchy feely love from birth.. where sadly some kids never get that
a distance instead..
and raised with electronic
devices instead of hugs..
a First World Epidemic
or Red State
Boys like me in youth..
Bullied for even trying
to smile down heaR in Trump Land.. then..
although that is changing as culture does..
at least where Abundance lives with not
too much instant gratification..
much of that change..
in a World Growing in Instant Gratification
way.. life is evolved for struggle and adaptation
and if one is lucky enough to be a mammal with
warm and fuzzies too..
even be bred
as a mammal that is too..
you know.. with mammary glands
mouth to teat from birth and all of that too..
Thing is.. we are animals and mammals and to distance
ourselves from what we are innately evolved to be is to become a tool
the greAteST Gift
we are blessed with and
by Nature God the SAMe.. and DiffeRent..
use it or lose it as in all stuff applies.. yes.. with
apples and apples and apes and being human too..
True story.. too.. i helped to Define the word empathy..
hehe.. at least as A Wiki Editor way back in the day of my
case study research on the Wrong Planet online where both deficiencies
of human Cognitive empathy and hell yes.. Affective empathy.. too
do not harm
to get off
on feeling their
discomfort.. and that
variety of human Trump showed
its face.. let’s just say more than a thousand
times in Reptilian only way brain.. with sure.. some
logic to go along with cold HEarts too.. not all folks
but yes.. many folks.. both deficient in cognitive and
affective touchy feely oxytocin love too.. the kind that drives
folks to more than monologues.. yes.. back and forth thank you’s
and such as that.. anyWay.. i was born an empath in metaphor way..
my mother was the same as Aphrodite as such in heART way.. my sister
is the same too.. it is kinda rare with someone With Aspeger’s but it happens
when the Father who cannot express emotions who is Super Masculine with
a rugged stubble of Law Enforcement Beard comes to the Court House to
do some Paper Work and his Green
eyes alone mesmerize the
Woman Clerk who was
Voted as having
Senior Class years..
yep.. my mother and you
know what ‘they’ say about women
with hour glass figures.. they have hips
big enough to bore big headed babies like
the big head that is still evident as it lives upon my shoulders..
yep.. all 12 inches of it from tip of chin to top of head.. yes empirically
measured as such.. a really king sized ruler of a head and yes sure too.. potential
Law Enforcement.. Clergy.. CEO.. or Stock Broker if not bred my Mother as BRead of Love..
thing is.. while i was born an empath.. i did not have a good repertoire or even ability
to speak well as young to express the emotional side of my being.. some
folks name this Alexithymia in trouble connecting language
to even sometimes intense emotions and empathy with and
for other folks and this is common in 85%.. per
study of folks on the Higher Functioning Autism
Spectrum with or without the ability
to feel the neurohormone
oxytocin touchy feel way
of turn on your heart light now..
And it’s true.. like it or not as far as politically
correct or not.. the refrigerator parent phenomenon
as how it exacerbates the disabling social symptoms of
the Autism Spectrum is what brings some Autistic folks
without a motivation to say thanks in a conversation as they
don’t get the warm and fuzzies that humans who are raised more
than by Barney the Purple Dinosaur in a crib with a plastic nipple
while mom and dad are doing 60 hours of moving up work away from home..
to a 4 inch
days while children’s
arms fall to side as cold hearts bred
without a bread of life as heARt liGht Now..
And yes.. direct interactions with close to 100K folks
over close to two decades working with the General Public
at a Bowling Center was truly the University of Human Being
where i learned much more about human beings than a Degree
in Anthropology and Social Sciences Interdisciplinary and even Health
Science as my three degrees from the UniVersity of West Florida could ever
bring.. and.. Oh Lord.. back in he deadzone pain/numb days where i lost my ability to
Feel the oxytocin warm and fuzzies of even feeling the pet of a cat.. i interacted
with or at least read the inner Universe of what was cold or dead or alive in words
of likely close to 100K thousand folks too for years of reading and writing during
all waking hours trying to escape the worst assessed pain known
to humankind of type two Trigeminal Neuralgia from wake
to sleep for 66 months.. like a Dentist Drill in right eye
and right ear with no novocaine and
with no drug that could
sure.. writing became
meditation and as science
proves now.. meditation is up
to 27% more effective than the opiate
of pure Morphine.. as one’s learned WiLL
through Bio-Feed Back of FeeLinGS and SenSEs
can yes.. come to gain a skill of shutting down the Thalamus
of the Brain to totally bypass pain.. it’s what other animals do
you kNow who are in touch and feel of more than just words of being..
yes.. we have an epidemic of prescription and illegal drug addiction in this
Country escalating to close to one third of the population as clinical studies
do show too.. and as science shows too.. a major cause of addiction is the inability
to feel the warm and fuzzies by either innate causes or social neglect/abuse whether
by parents and others from ages 0 to 3.. never watering and feeding a Garden of Love
in a child in touchy feely actual hugs of life.. or later in life through social neglect and
abuse in school/work/church/eTc.. by peers too.. and of course as humans become more like machines as it also becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy as Candy Crush
replaces Bowling in Leagues with hi fives
of the human
of oxytocin more
than continuous instant
Gratification from Dopamine
in bright color screens of continuous reward…
There is an emptiness to games without face to
face human hugs and that my friends is a lack of love
in what humans are most evolved to do as social animals
for both cooperation in survive and thrive aLive in touchy feely yes NAKED LOVE..
IT IN AND
TAKE IT OUT
AND THANK YA
M’AM OR SIR AS IT
GETS DONE IN 10 MINUTES OR SO..
AND sure that’s better than no oxytocin at all..
as even cold hearted Athletes get a little bit of
their ‘self’ to
more than emptiness
during a competitive ball game too..
You see.. this aint’ the kind of stuff they
usually teach in either grade school or even college..
it’s supposed to be common sense.. but what even scientists
are starting to learn and nicely illustrate is HeART as the trio
of Physical and Emotional And Existential Intelligences are the
most important intelligences of all in a survive and thrive of life
like they have always been before humans were made more as machines than
humans from birth away from teat and hugs the same in warm and fuzzies more..
‘they’ say and do
too or not in ways of
social abuse and neglect too..
So.. sure.. how high can the Sycamore Grow
and how much can one paint with all the colors
of the wind.. this isn’t stuff that can easily be measured
by science as Human heART is of course both literally
and metaphorically comprised as mostly ART away from
repeatable systemizing science experiment
is the illusion
of science and
ART is more the reality of
life.. as diFFeREnt.. hey.. what makes sense/FEEL
these days in Politics still ruled by emotions.. as
case always open in the next fresh hell or heaven
come as Kingdom
with Paint with
the Colors of the
Wind.. thanks M’am and Sir With Love..
and nah.. no one can cut this Sycamore Tree
down now.. although they tried real hard in the
heARTless places of the Wrong Planet and the
heARTless niches of Poetry
as people are
alike and different
all over too.. just different
clothes and labels houSing yeS.
similar essences of Being Human as vehicles and vessels
either toward dArk or LIGht as heARt.. SpiRit and SoUL more or less..
and sure some in the abyss and others beYond RainBow Colors of Wind NoW..:)
And yes.. in ‘this’ particular FB profile pic of Sycamore Distance
Clouded by Sky and blue.. grows taller in the neighborhood
with relatives as close as Sister with some fears
of past to cut it down to avoiding it
falling on home
and cars the
same.. kinda like
when the Septic
Tank Folks told me
to cut the Dog Wood
Tree down and i said
no it is a living thing..
and Septic Tanks are Dead
and can be bought and replaced
as same as different as life is precious
as alive.. so hear are a few more supporting
Documents of science in Pre-MacroVerse and
MacroVerse way of years gone by with some
Poetic MicroVerses in Support of heART to
rise uP again heAR as hand of tool
for more out
of chains in books
that chain god in small
as a three letter word or
one humble man who never ever
wanted to be worshipped by others
only to give a gift of Love in Teaching words..
so clergy if you really believe in love why do you
in less it’s
just another Tribal
God to sue to defeat
others in selfish and jealous greed..
sure it’s because you wanna own God.. either
in words or your favorite Quarterback whether
that be an only Son of God or a last prophet
as such.. Got news for you.. no one man will
ever be able to paint all the colors of the wind..
and yes i am A KinG OF WORDS EMPIRICALLY PROVABLE NoW
iN BOTH SCIENCE AND ART IN THE LAST 77 MONTHS COMING AT
THE END OF THIS MONTH WITH 12 MILLION WORDS WHOLE ONLINE..
LONGEST LONG FORM POEM EVER AND BIBLE TOO.. 4 MILLION WORDS
PLUS iN 44 MONTHS AND 1.317 MILLION WORDS GROWING NOW IN JUST 10 MONTHS
OF CREATING THAT BIBLE AS MESSAGE IN A BIBLE BOTTLE TOO.. STiLL GrOWinG
OceAN wHOle PER doing John 14:12 and
just like the
YeS ..Coke VerSioNs
of Jesus challenging
others to do more too..
as hey.. even the Beatles
talked about ‘me’ coming around
like Rush Did in Tom Sawyer too
in benefit for Being Mr. Kite off
a Circus flyer too in only psychological
meaningful way in Synchronicity God sPeak
and Winks in A-Causal connecting principle ways too..
what else.. hmm.. that other theme song ran out.. need the Police..
Colors of the Wind too..in Paint allone NoW2..;)
Hmm.. ‘that’ was/iS reAlly
fUn.. iT’s kinda cool
and aLL iS left
iS to create more
after flood of Lies
die.. iN Freedom i
NoW liVinG nOW..
so now to next
of two weeks
and a few
And the Monday
in a short
and a few words
of Haiku after that..
and as usual.. i WiLL
Ah.. to enjoy
now.. take iN
aLL colors noW
oF FaLL Winter’s
SpRing Summer’s heat..
but to share iT aLL
for generations to
come.. aLL fREe..
that mY friEnd
for aLL.. mY friend..:)
Side note begins heRe..
One of two or three
asterisks here left
on dVerse who do not
tolerate the diversity
oF my art Of creaTiViTy
and delete mYart
and should allow..
but the thing is..
two inspirations above..
couldn’t STaND A fAct
that multi-media poeTry
iN visuals was/iS no less..
or perhaps even
words.. and even
hasn’t quite caught
up wItH aLL i do..
or even noW
or the state
iF they wanted
to now.. so NoW
why should A
Sycamore bE felLed
before gRoWn.. for reAson
other.. than to
than to have the
abiLITy to iGnoRe
a taLLer tree and
i AM noW..
oF Story NoW
as i refuse
to leT anyone
cut me dOWN
i onLy look
sAdly.. i miGht
say.. as iT iS noW
a lonely road for
trees who have few
to no friends who
IT’s a BiG
somenow.. at least..
as side note ends for MoRE..
Yes.. that reminds me.. tHere
iS a SonG to go aLonG WitH
tHiS.. i often use
oF Y i
TrUly.. yoU rUle..;)
AlWaYs.. sMiLes from
mE.. when someone
almost totAlly disregards
the prompt rules and gets
aWay wITh iT scot free.. iF
they are a name
air of a poetry
site up.. in other
words.. the ‘in crowd’
that i for one
refuse to bE
pArt oF noW
the free oF
iN the history
of Art clearly
history of the
tRuLy notEd artists
of significance now..
iS kinda hilarious..
as those kiNd
BE In iT..
just for some
of fame or money
or multi-likes and
followers for Now..
iN doing arT fREE..
i’ve been named a
Legend of Dance
that iS as shocKinG
to me.. considering
how i was basically
seen as a dizzy fly
iN mY own skin
for five and a third
decAdes of LiFe with an
F iN Diagnosis oF Autism
by sTILL.. THREE PROFESSIONALS
NOW.. BUT OF COURSE..
here’s the thing.. iF
i do not.. at least.. report
iT aLL iN evidence noW..
who WiLL gain
do all oF thiS
AND THAT AND THE
OTHER THING MORE..
and sTiLL never
seek money or fame..
Just do iT..! i respect
Nike..! no matter how much
money they make.. juSt
oF REAL HUMAN
VICTORY iN LiVing
Life and bEinG the
best ya can bE for no
finish.. and stARt of
side note oF
this round ends..
ShaRinG with anyone
iS juSt icinG on the
cake and as history
best when iT
spReads to otheRs
reaL.. as wE arE
iN thiS gAMe wITH
God toGeTHEr and to
give and share the most
iS what iS real iN A
REAL MILESTONE NOW OF
otHer poeTry noW..
so many folks have
tried to copy right
God and over and
iS an original
and so are aLL oF
God’s trUly fREE
along the way..
or why not write
a story about the
dams along the
is fun is FuN
when iN FloW
so far.. this
year.. iN my
yard.. an orange
Azalea iS mY
SAdly.. i didn’t
notice.. any dArker
Cherry blossoms @aLL..:)
SMiLes.. mY friend.. then..
iN a life full of distractions
i made a Garden of the
perimeters of mY yard
bLocKinG out aLL
iT.. finAlly i
am Garden Free..:)
Colors oF Y
YoU kNow.. iT’s
sO trUe.. LiFe iS
iT iS foR noW.. gRoWinG FReE…
True.. mY friend..
suicide iS a word
used too much
these days.. childhood
depression.. pre-diabetes.. type two
iN children…. school age.. now thirty
three percent of U.S. population.. yes..
Around Fifty percent of the nation’s
adults now.. too.. on some kind
of pain killer..
rates of prescriptions
to cure all of misery
done it too.. but
aLL WeLL n0w juSt
bY the real aLL FReED
effort oF moving.. connecting..
creating noW as REAL.. my friend…
a child thEn iN mY
arms.. i can certainlY
relate.. but mY voW
thenow.. was/iS to gO
oN for hE..
oF bE reaL noW..
iS ReaL iT
aLL i kNow..:)
sMiLes.. mY friEnd..
paRt oF tHe reAson
i art visuals
aS greateR piCtUre
oF NoW ReaL.. caN iS..
SMiLes.. mY friEnd..
oh.. thE iSsue oF sElf
when the rest of the World’s
feeLinGs overwhelms aLL of one..
i used to feel thiS way too.. and evenTuaLLy
even lost the abiLITy to FeeL beauty or Love aT
aLL.. for 66 moNths..
but one sees .. i FeeL
is rael.. now
or at least.. as
hehe.. as standing on
a beach at the end oF
July 2013.. iT aLL cAMe
roaRinG bacK oN wAve thaT
hasN’t.. and i have faiTh.. WiLL
neVer enD.. as Ocean.. i fOr NoW…
SMiLes.. mY friEnd
i usED to THiNk
but joy is not.. quiet..
as frequent.. and noW
alWays worth revisiting
as iT comes and goes..
wIth sMiLes and Laughs
oF course.. oN course..
foR me.. happiness
iS liFe without stress..
and likely only humans
do it to
as.. i too
liVe theRe too..
frees animal liFe..:)
comPared to uS..:)
more beautiful than ever..
iS more art
iN NatUre Now
aS hUman WilL
makE.. iT iS reaL
aLL oF liFe..
SCensE oF floWer
thrOat.. baBy’s breaTh
DREaMs niGht terrOrS..
aLL iS diffErenT
WeLL.. even living
iN the world..
as such.. more challenge
than liVinG worK distances..
sure.. for.. at least.. uS iNow…
Live forEver noW..
difficult or easy..:)
One thiNg i Love
iN folks and
living spaces thereof
iS aLL the beauty i rarely
seE noW iN mounTains..
woRds take mE tHere..
iS noT wortHy REal..:)
For mE.. the River..
spiRit iNsiDe ForCe..
Take me to
iN raTinG NatUre
aS God’s pAiNt..
QuicK.. fiNd A
Oh.. how the
rain can motiVate
for this one..
heAR.. from a year ago..
God Lives iN
mE.. no numbers..
no words.. or
1 plus God
iT’s thAt simple
and thaT BiG aLLasOnE…
And anyone.. who reAlly feels
thiS as more than words.. as words
are only empty sHells oF nothingness
IN essence of
as words real too…
but nOthing iS alWays
less than feeLinG REAL..
and oh.. the artists of hiStory
Lore.. LEaving behind hand
prints iN Cave art ReaL..
in eYes oF
uS iN hands
of past as
real as now..
tRuLy iT would
have been sad iF
hands of art.. had been
lost forever in a drawer
never opened.. and
trUlY ReaL iN thE
best oF aLL
to lEave hAnds
oF Art iS better
than ever before..
i kNow tHe trials and
tribulations of the Band
Aids hUman art noW that’s
come before.. when a human
staNds up to the rest of hiS or heR
tribe and says.. tHere iS moRE.. a more
beautiful way to exist than what culture says
iS real for now.. and trUly that’s aLL the real
humble sages of the ages.. named from
book worm to only son of God
sTiLL have to say
tHere iS more
tHeRe Is more
and the greATest
sIn oF all as Living
God.. iS to say wE
are staying here
S Y Mbols…
says do more baby..
do mORe chiLd noW.. Now..
and the best reportED words
and n0w truEST words of Jesus
sTiLL.. NoW theRe wiLL bE so many
more who WiLL do greater works
than i.. but trUly onLY folks noW
who juST do iT.. without regard
to chains of Now.. WiLL
ever make THAT
doNe iT to tHe terms
and coNditions of many
new accomplishments that
are in NO BIBLE OR KURAN
OF OLD NOW.. LOOK ArOUND
AND SEE THE MIRACLES.. THEY
ARE ALL AROuND uS AND REAL NOW..
THERE WiLL bE MORE BiBLES AND KuRANS
Of THE FUTURE iN JUST ONE HUMAN BEING
THAN EITHErS JESUS.. MUHAMMAD.. BUDDHA..
LAO TZU.. KRISHNA.. OR ANY OTHER MYTHoLOGICAL
FoR ONE SIMPLE/COMPLEX
REAsON.. We ARE HoLDING
HaNDS ArOUND A WORLD N0W..
AND THE SYnERGY OF THaT iS BotH
LIMITLESS WiTH ZERO EXPECTATIONS
NEXT.. NoW.. N0W
iS HeAR FOR THOSE WHO
AiR iT OUT AND See
God iS smiLinG
wide and wider
iN those who
oF ReaL noWs..
Ha.!.. iF oNly tHe
so cAllEd ‘red neck’
oR RE-tiring comPaNy..
wHo provides the tiRe
Of thiS inspiRaTiOn
NoW can see
whAt hE/It did..
iT/he too.. WilL re
Tire and dOiT2MOrEnoW.:)
iF thiS becomes
more work than fUn..
i wILL pursue another
path too.. lesSoN oF the
priSon oF others too long
iN a system of liFe aWay from
Free.. but as ‘they’ say make
the best oF iT
that iS juSt
rest and relaxation
mY friEnd.. and i am
truly bleSsEd as the
Wheel of Life iN
for now to keep
spinning ’round and
’round wIth no end
but like i say..
nothing inspires me..
yes.. even n0thing
inspires me.. so tHere
is sTiLL room for a Novel
here.. for sure.. wIth juSt
yoUr one quote that says..
“A ship in harbor is safe — but that is not what ships are for.”
~~ John A. Shedd ~~
Some folks live in the shed
of other folks maKinG
iS not reAl @ALL
when NOW.. and
to put iT aLL iN a book..
or in four wAlls and a ceiLinG
Ain’t living at all including thiS
liGht box screAM.. as tHeir
iS So much more
and creating than
sitting stILL.. the
wiLL and iT
does as been
tHere done iT
as no harbor
iS safe for a LiVing
Living dos it..
but never the less.. hehe..
it’s raining outside today
so Fingers WiLL do
the dance of NoW..
as sure.. fingers
inside to outside..
above.. so below..
aLL around aLive
BLogging Friend SOHEIR
provides a video about
the meaning of LIFE
with the cavEat
iT can only
a Last prophet
of God in a book
written in 632 AD or so..
And i say.. fortunately still
cached in my smart phone
record.. as it appears she
has deleted it from
her site.. as we aLL
know so many
that they are
the only and last
words of God.. the last
prophet.. the only Son
of God.. and all the
other tribal instincts
to hoard gRain..
or in one man..
noW God Giggles
at humans who try
to chain God in words..
or just in one human being..
and God’s gift to humans
through human trials and
God into a
noW oF more
words sTiLL NoW.. NOW..
as Long as hUmans and now
servers oF words keep kicking
real online.. yes.. all humans are
messengers and prophets of God
and so is aLL of the rest of Nature too..
aS God IS aLL.. No separation means
SO YES.. wE are
aLL eYes.. ears
and hands of God
and Yellow Boy too
iN pAws and cLaws..
and to limit that..
iS the height
and the human
misery and suffering
that we still see all around
us.. for those who would
maim.. kill.. and harm in the name
of an imaginary God somewhere
in a cave that told ’em to do iT..
to harm and or Kill another
pARt oF God.. humans
are insane.. God iS
as we aLL
go to the
at the end and
the beginning of Now..:)
Anyway.. so my comment
here.. to the zealous young
Muslim man screaming
into the video that
EL sTiLL.. now..
giving glory to
the REAL Sun
iS ‘tiLL greaTest
gift oF God 2US..:)
Until age four
and meets God
Forever Face to
Face at age 3..
And finAlly relates
One can say
noW for 100%
or other than
iN aLL oF
Me to write
So let iT
So lEt the gifts
(Back to the future hear
as for the last 10 months
plus i have been writing the
Equivalent of much more than
a Koran every month at an
average of over 130K
words A month as hey..
provable too iN
science systemizing ways as scribe more2..
and artist sAMe and DiFFeRenT more too2..;)
(Now.. back to a year ago more2..:)
And another note here..
Ignorance lives when folks
are trapped in words of Yester
nows.. wiTH separation of church
and state and online freedom theRe
are virtuAlly trUly groWinG inFiniTe
ways iN paths and journeys
to bE ONE
wiTh God noW..
aWay from aLL the
illusory ways of thInKinG
trapped in words of yesternows..
the saving grace iS God lives iN
and as aLL of US.. when hUmans
are trUly free and share
and reason through
the symbols of humans
that have come to
be numbers.. letters..
words.. and all other tools
as symbols too.. the commonalities
that bind us together like fearless Love
gRow stronger.. and the falsehoods of the
past grow weaker..
FREEDOM iS the way
oF God.. end and beginning
of the story that sTiLL lives
inside.. outside.. above.. so
below.. and all around uS now..
Freedom iS intoxicating more
than any priSon
zoo the hUman
SpiRit reaL oF
emoTions and senses..
including seNsuaLITy Real..
the spiRit/SoUl of Human arts
from non-verbal dance to
the most beautiful oF all
and etc.. etc.
arts.. Freedom’s hope
iN Free eYes oF God
has come to pass
THAT IS LIVING
REAL FOR THOSE
WHO JUST F iN do IT
as vicTory wiTH and as
NOW RE aL..:)
WeLL.. 11:11 pm..
and now to get back
to dVerse.. i guess..
before i run out of
all day dance steam..
as dancing iN Nature WiLL
dam sure relax ya.. and make
ya sleep like a baby again..
So yes.. back to that Octain
prompt thingy that i am doing
aLL Free style as aLways now..
where i left off.. in the last
blog post with 10 and have
19 more to go to
finish 29 from
3 weeks ago.. Thursday..
March 24th.. as it were and
sTiLL iS as poeTry lives On..
and on.. and on.. and on.. some more..;)
Words alWays noW..
symbols for essence..
i’d rather dance..
and words do..
iF i do caffeine
fare the weLLer
than a Band on
Ship.. for sure..;)
SAdly there iS
no peace noW
iN a Goddess
stolen for killing
Devils saMe iN aS
Fear.. Anger.. and Hate…:)
iF onLY hUmans
could sEE the world
as endless round
sMiLes.. my friend..
80.. i felt at 21..
16.. at 22..
105.. at 47..
and 16 again
at 53-55.. no longer
am i sure that aging even
or odd numbers are even real..:)
The way we were can
last for decades and
cloSure can last
inTact.. aS WeLL..:)
Emotions oF sadness..
joy.. fear.. doubt.. rage
412 labeled ones
are said to
than that iN Nuanced
way.. but to guide them
as dance in bio-feedback
way.. is to regulate them and
integrate senses to be fully
less feels more..:)
Ah.. i Love
aLL that Jazz..
so new.. rarely
any rules for now..
sadly.. like poeTry..
the ‘modern mind’
no words can
to Life as Word
sMiLes.. a long
walk for me iN
wITH Rain drops
faLLinG on my head..
and soft as LiFe..:)
Concrete foot steps now
failing to flow with dance..
sinking to the bottom
of car trunks..
a child does not
receive Love.. human
becomes ripe for all psychopathic
leaning operations.. away from Love..:)
me three sacred
feet.. as well as feet..
and the air i WiLL
and last shall
DanCinG solo everywheRe
i go.. proficient to the eye..
but in the dance
i have no
idea how to
do it.. and yikes..
they fall to floor..
but usually.. keep
oN dancing noW..:)
FlOaTinG noW on
with gravity as friend
in every which way.. iT
iS the all Natural way
of groWing liFE
Okay.. that checks
off the last 19 poetic
response efforts to all
the links on this prompt..
at 12:44 am..
Now.. to a
from four years ago
in more Case-Study
Evidence at the Wrong Planet online..:)
The “Broader Amish Autism Phenotype” vs. “The Autistic Matrix”
“NUDE ART HE HeARTS”
it or not.. Horatios..
WriTE on topic too..
and yes all
in the beginning
Adam and Eve scene
in just another Garden
of Paradise Eve Morn Born..
per this MacroVerse from three years ago too..:)
“MagicK BUS of Dark and LIGHT in Hands and Feat”
Yes.. MacroVerse from two years ago..
And yes.. same heAR.. as it’s kinda
Thursday Holy and Sacred
Full of Meaning and purpose
R and R Day for me NoW..
in more ways than
Dancing SonG Words..
as ultiMately.. i’ll
end up celebrating a
156th Dance Week at Old
Seville Quarter with all the
Cool College Age Folks there
with more photos coming to this
Current MacroVerse as Smiling Dance
Photos around 3AM on 4.14.2017.. yes
Good FridaY2 as ‘they’ say.. and
yes.. for now.. Thursday.. the
13th for fun as
as Dance and
SonG off of this
Scream of Screen and Keyboard too.. wHEw..;)