Victory Song’s Dance of Love

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Smiles.. Revels1.. All of Allah is music..

Even science shows the earth and the sun sings as they dance and the origin of the Big Bang as forecast by the Bible and Quran is music.. Only human twists and makes music and words evil like terrorists who kill in the name of Allah.. Allah’s greatest felt and known human force is the song and dance of the universe..

The real hell is to stop dancing and singing as when the sun and angels stop singing and dancing they will fall from the heaven.. Discordant music can bring one down.. Other music lifts spirit no less than planets.. Allah is almighty song and dance..:)

Smiles my friend.. acoustic tools of musical instruments are simply extensions of the vocal chords that allow us to express emotional heart and spirit as emotion in mind and body balance.. To fear music.. as music is expression of emotion no less than human vocal chords.. is to fear both human and Allah.. instead.. oh Love.. Allah’s greatest song of emotion gifted to us..

‘Evil humans’ have been attempting to subjugate..

Oppress and repress emotions of humans for centuries

as humans can be controlled better for greed in this weakened state of heart..

And science proves this now.. And allows some of us to awake to the truth and light of Allah and yes.. Song and dance too..

i serve no human.. Culture.. Or religion but Allah as truly evil humans who support fear.. And greed.. Will attempt to silence the song and dance of Allah and Allah’s free children.. And that’s what i know and feel.. My friend.. from facing Allah face to face and song and dance.. No human words reQuired.. Only music of Allah as truth and light and song and dance if Allah as same..:)

Another person asks me to provide evidence..

And i say..

Sure my friend.. I dance and Sing the song and music of Allah..
11 million word now in five years online.. all you are welcome.. to listen or not..
Sincerely.. with the unconditional tough and passionate love of Allah and
to be crystal clear I am a prophet of Allah in how we define that
in the west as a humble teacher who can be any human..
God is an EEO employer for those who
submit it all as instruments of Allah..:)

And of course ‘they’ scoff with
an icon that relates that..;)

And i say..

Smiles my friend..
Rumi is instrument too..
Laugh all you like and
the tears can be real too..:)

Quote.. as the signature quote
at the beginning of this
nice blog.. authored
by Revels1..

by Rumi..

“When you do things from your soul,
you feel a river moving in you, a joy.”

i say..
The river is balance of human
emotion and senses
as a free
iN being..:)

i say again.. now..
away from
the blog
as well..

I have
relatively few friends..
as i serve only one

And that’s
totAlly oKay..
as God is the
greaTEsT ALLy
and yes.. TEST2..

And as a footnote.. here..
if the ignorant Terrorists who are brain washed
to believe God is an evil being that supports killing
of other human beings for greed.. power.. and status
could just hear this song.. once a week for 18 years..
perhaps they would not be able to pull triggers of AK47’s
and kill hundreds of innocent human beings.. if they just
can find God on their shoulders instead of devil’s
of human beings…and sure they could kill me too..
for saying this but God will only raise me up to
face them again.. AND AGAIN..
face to face..
no less than what i see fully
of the face of Allah
as well or
not so well….

And the song
moves on..
and my words
dance and song..
will live on too..
regardless of what
to my flesh..
my soul lives..
On line..

Oh yes.. and sPeaKinG
of Masters hear..
another worth
sharing that
music and
dance as a Song
of God with zero
words.. can
it.. no
evil hear
my friend..
no see it..
no speak it..
Dance it.. SinG
it WitH zero words..

And speaking
of trees

TheRe is that temptation to stray
from Humble.. but it is the
only H sWORD that will
work with
the tribal
human instinct..
people will rarely
use rationality.. a
gift of reason
like Love from
God if the
red of
the white
of Love.. and
if i just say
‘you ignorant
fools’ a
of pride that
is also part
of the human
tribal instinct..
yes.. gifted from
God too for historical
protecting of subsistence
resources.. that
ain’t gonna

Mix rationality
with Love
and Magic
can be
the empirical
and poetic result..;)

Someone has to
step up
and sure..
i have Zebra
like a Jack Rabbit
set free in fields
of God


Well.. i’ve only finished 12 of 38 responses
to dVerse online Poet’s pub Thursday Open link
with such a wonderful variety of
open minded and hearted
poetry.. and considering
that takes up almost
2000 words
side notes
from me..
i figured i would
go on somewhat of a
word diet and limit
the last post to
3000 words
hehe.. if it keeps on
going on at that pace
10K plus is gonna come
from just in that part of
my free verse
anyway.. a few
detours in Pakistan
today.. a prophetable
experience for sure..
and now just for fun..
a detour again
to Pakistan
on Facebook
to see friend
Rafiah.. to keep
the lighthearted going
in small talk too.. just
to prove i’m a human
and not just
an imitation
and yes.. perhaps
later tonight i will continue
on to complete the 38 or so
poetic links still to come that
will measure at least 26 for
me more.. before all of that is
said and done..
but i do also
have a lifelong
now covenant
with GOD to
dance this message
in flesh and blood with
zero words or audible music
too.. and that sign language is
coming to public stores after
i relate my connection
to Rafiah and
warm my bare
feet in the sands
of dance in
my back yard
as bare with God
as bear can be..:)


WeLL smiles.. my real S friend..
and so good to see and hear
you visit here today..
as you truly know
and feel how to
connect with other human
beings as i see and here
you do it.. everywhere i go
online.. and ha!.. from my memory
of seeing you in the photos.. there
is a woman who looks almost just
like you at Old Seville Quarter
last Thursday Night and i am
remembering your note
about you and
your husband
and the
Subway buy
one eat one
sub free.. then
and i’m thinking
nah.. that can’t
be Shawna.. she lives
miles from me.. but nah..
that girl lives in my heart too..
and i’ll see her sometime online
i’m sure..
as there are
some things
in life one
can truly
faith in
and that is
friends my friend
Shawna na na na
no yah.. still now..
you are always theNOw..
a gift and blessing to me
when i see you hear nowTHEn..:)


From Rafiah’s
Facebook Page..

Rafiah says..

Amrood. heart emoticon

i say..

All tropical fruits.. Tasty..:)

Rafiah says..

Amrood is guava in urdu.
Google helped you,
right? wink emoticon

i say..

Slowly and painstakingly..
I am learning the language..;)

Rafiah says..

Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy grin emoticon
grin emoticon grin emoticon

i say..

And of course you are
my inspiration..heart emoticon

Rafiah says..

My ‘yayyyyyyyyyy’ vanished somewhere.
I did comment it? Or i didn’t? tongue emoticon

i say..

I am still seeing and feeling it..
It never disappears for emoticon

Rafiah says..

Now i see it as well. Lol what
witchcraft is this? tongue emoticon
facebook is trolling me. tongue emoticon

i say..

I am the magician..
He hex2..wink emoticon


Shirt of the day says ROCK ON..
and i role wherever i go.. like hmm..
something.. different..
all the nows that
i go on now..
Music is a drug of Love..
and i find out today..
there are some
people in the
world who are literally
terrified of it.. and still
think it is the work of the
devil no less than Kevin
Bacon’s old home..
of Footloose..
where folks
are afraid
that music
will make them sinners..
well.. i got news.. it’s not likely
that anyone will become a terrorist..
who listens to music that lifts the spirit..
as why else would they be willing to give
their life.. if they could truly hear the
song of Allah in their heArt now..
and God is the most
beautiful song of
all in all that
is for now..
and humans
reflect God in all their
instruments that reflect..
the emotional heARt
of spiRit in a soUl
that dances
and sings..
a song
of balance..
the music of
God within us
rule of Life..
And sadly with the way
the human tribal instinct
works.. people will believe
anything to avoid being
cast out of the tribe..
no matter if it
is female
genital mutilation
for self esteem taking
away the gift of pleasure
as provided by God in
reinforcement for
the act of survival..
or fear of a magic flute..
that simply takes us now
further in expressing our
connection with other folks..
Nature and GODAsonEfORCE


Smiles.. Suzanne.. generally speaking
there are two ways to attack
the darkness that comes
in life.. one being Victory
that the Greek Winged
Goddess Nike nicely
represents as metaphor
and myth.. and one as
Vengeance.. that is truly
a devil’s tool of fear and hate..
the answer is simple.. Love.. and
these young men who are recruited
and brain washed to do these horrifying
acts to other innocent humans beings are lacking
in the human empathy of Love that will naturally
avert humans from harming other humans.. sadly
tools of killing break that aversion weaker as
there are no hands on throats to suffocate
the life of others.. struggling slowly..
but most all there is little
to no empathy
that even
relates as
human being..
the medicine is Love..
and the challenge is a prescription
of Love for young males in countries
feeling they have nothing to live for
other than giving their
life for an ideal
of fear and hate..
where truly they could
give their life for Love
and see Allah now..
and see women
more than
just property
where 72 virgins
have more than firm
breasts and a heart to
love more than an object
to rule and use like a steak
from a side of beef.. or
a little female child to
be raped
in the name
of GOD/Allah..
humans are capable
of beautiful dreams and
also thank God more rarely
incredibly horrifying nightmares
of a human heart
injected with Love from
birth.. particularly in the
formative years where
those heart
strings become
an instrument
of beautiful
to truly
connect to other humans
as precious and worth keeping..
All of them.. from A to Z as one
tribe of
human being..

Hi again Suzanne..
The four directions
of east.. west..
north and south..
move farther than
sidewalks of life..
in one direction of life..
the sacred drum of the shaman
will take us further in the present
of now and dance in moving in all
directions three dimensionally
will connect us better
to the Universe
and feel it
all over
the vibrations of reality
resonate at all levels
and places of
reality now
as hawks wings
or seagulls spiral
around a Sun now
reality more expansive
than sidewalks of life..
where a note of
music.. a number..
a letter.. or a word
can both hold
the Universe
as fractal
and describe
it as one force of ONE..:)


Smiles.. my friend Soheir..
the illness of the
heArt that
never grows
Love is the issue
here and no specific
religion or country
as this is a Universal
human problem
wherever love
does not grow..
there are many humans
living in the U.S. who feel
this way about their own
country who would Love
to see the government here
fold up and go away..
not realizing the
teat of survival
they hold
to their mouth
everyday.. but these
poor folks in spirit..
also have little
true Love in
their heARt or they
would be promoting Unity.. like
you are doing here my friend.. instead
of division… strife.. all stuff relating
to fear.. hate.. aggression.. violence
and warring ways of life.. sadly science
shows that humans who never learn
the Love of Empathy may have no
cure at all.. i hope for more.. but
from what i see in life..
these barbarian acts
are just a symptom
of Barbarians..
who have
no heart..
the best cure for
terrorism of all kinds
including all types of slavery..
subjugation.. control.. repression
oppression.. for greedy rule is to
Love our children and the children
of other folks.. the best we can
to grow a garden of human
Love Stronger and
with less truly weak
weeds of human beings
who would rather kill
and die
than Live
with Allah now..
Allah is here now..
and with heart now..
there is no greater
reward than
the gift now..
the connection
with all others
and Nature for those
who grow a soul in Life
of a empty
wish after
Love lessons now.. is the cure
to all these human nightmares
of fear.. hate.. misery.. of human suffering..:)







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12 Responses to Victory Song’s Dance of Love

  1. So.. i’m dancing at the beach in sugar sand so deep
    air expanding out to see as breeze
    becomes me as one with
    waves of gulf
    free.. in
    colors of
    light as
    magic now
    Lovers walk
    ahead.. now
    Lovers sit
    with each
    other on
    sands and
    shores of
    peace and
    my Lover
    is God
    as Nature
    whole with
    all others too..
    God touches me in
    ways.. that most may
    never feel now.. i wish
    they WiLL n0w fAll
    in Love
    UP with
    God of
    this way
    i wish..
    IT IS
    My third
    wish to GOD of Nature

    Smiles Suzanne..

    I’m always attempting to improve my philosophies of life..
    I appreciate your ideas here and I learned something new
    of the origin of the term Nike in myth and
    metaphor of the winged
    Greek Goddess of
    Victory.. and truly
    I learn something new from all
    poems as they often come from soul with
    the best lessons of life.. Smiles again..:)


    Smiles.. Suzanne.. againx3.. Truly.. i could write a sitting Novella on this wonderful topic you bring to light here on life’s purpose of what you speak here as a beautiful and true quote in light to me as well.. per.. “It’s about being connected to nature – to the world around me – to the people in my community – and my internet community – it’s about our right to live in a free and just society where all are equal.”

    Ways of enlightening sparks of others to this purpose and mission in life.. is the way of the general metaphor of the Bodhisattva who has completed a satisfied state of White Light Love being.. in life.. and more than anything wishes to share and elevate that feeling and way of life in others.. so yes..

    The Yogi comes down from the mountain.. as White Light Love is never selfish and withholding.. and that is in our DNA as evolving humans in one lifetime in true epigenetic effect of unpacking DNA in today’s science terms.. as science is finally slowly catching up to Yogi’s in the Internal measurement of the human Universe.. albeit still slowly as the clunky scientific method cannot adequately measure human heart.. spirit.. and soul.. as that is a non-repeatable unique experience as experiment that cannot even be adequately repeated from second to second in one person’s existence as truly we are infinite beings.. every second of our lives.. no less than the rest of the Universe..

    But it is difficult to successfully tale this to a ‘scientist’ either in profession or metaphor.. who has not become the metaphor of Yogi.. Carl Sagan approached that.. with the help of external substance drugs.. but these fuller enlightened scientists are not common as the mechanical cognition mind as exercised constantly excludes more than half of human internal potential as expressed in life.. in terms of Moving heArt.. spiRit.. and soUl..

    So it can be a self fulfilling prophecy that scientists may never prove God exists.. as whole.. in science terms.. as those are not the terms that connect to God more fully.. ironically enough.. and sadly enough too.. as it can be almost impossible to get through to a person.. who is not currently capable of seeing the other side.. for biological/environmental reasons.. ironically enough too.. and sadder as well.. as it is the act and practice of science that is blinding them and not allowing them to see more .. and yes.. there is science behind what i am saying.. too.. so far in the metaphor of infantile form.. exploring the internal Universe of human mind and body balance in all its complexity and simplicity as well.. yes.. it helps to have the ‘weapon’ of science too.. to bring greater understanding to scientists too.. so ironic.. yes.. but true…

    Some of us are almost born this way as empaths.. feeling so much in senses and emotions that we need no external substances or drugs.. to achieve it.. a common metaphor for this that some folks take as literal is the star seed.. indigo child.. crystal child.. etc.. but nah.. it’s in our DNA.. this our home.. obviously.. but as usual.. myths often house the vehicles and vessels of truth and light.. but i need look no further for home than my backyard.. but of course all is one.. so all the stars are home too.. in elementary ways of the ingredients of life.. but not a place where any of us likely could survive as breathing human beings.. now.. or anytime before.. as we balance with the balance of this real home earth…

    Again.. i have written a 9800 word comment before.. where the formatting of Word Press falls apart.. and all becomes one big wall of block text.. so i will try to bring it to a close.. i often say that when i am talking with folks to just to remind my lips and or hands to stop one day soon now.. wInks for now..;)

    Humans are multi-colored human beings.. a fascinating opportunity and task in my life is to participate in a county wide leadership class named a sim-soc society.. as the military civilian employment life was grooming me up the ladder in administration of government programs.. and in that class and simulated society over a year of classes.. we are taught there is a primary color wheel of human beings in ways of personality that are green.. red.. blue.. and yellow.. and they graph that with a personality test to see where we fall.. i suppose i am one of the lucky ones as i fall almost directly in the middle of the color wheel graph.. with all the colors like a chameleon of sorts.. and i suppose that is part of being an empath.. seeing with so many eyes.. of human..

    In short.. the green folks are human connectors who can make the sales deals of successful human interactions either in love or material goods.. the red folks are the folks who enforce the laws like policeman.. military.. etc.. the yellow folks are the folks who make and interpret the rules like lawyers and judges.. and the blue folks are the artists.. who are often very emotional with ups and downs.. yes.. the soul tortured artist.. of what we often see online in the poetry world here.. but anyway..

    These are just the primary colors of personality illustrated here that make a society function.. there is a full color spectrum of human beings and beyond.. as some of us see so much differently and hear so much differently the lessons and general reality of life.. for example.. my tactile sensitivity innately is so jacked up i cannot stand to touch anything manmade.. so i spend my life with my hands closed.. and balled in fists.. to avoid the discomfort of even touching my pants.. unless they are silk.. and nah.. no silk pants for me.. smiles.. and no long pants either.. i can touch the skin and fur of my legs.. so i wear shorts.. even in the snow and 18 degree weather here in North Florida.. when that rarely happens.. smiles.. again…

    Human cognitive empathy is a life long process of learning to gain sympathy over the differences of other human beings.. to understand the differences of human beings.. is to better tolerate and accept the differences of others.. fortunately i am financially independent and can do the Bodhisattva thingy.. with no terms of commercial interest.. publishing books or any of that stuff.. a reality of gaining human subsistence for some.. and a great privilege i have too with the privilege that comes with a athletic looking military/law enforcement white middle age serious looking guy in real life.. that allows me to get away with many antics of joy to help other folks.. like dancing an extreme ballet/martial arts-like dance everywhere i go in public that most people would not be able to get away with.. so i count my blessings in this way regularly as it allows me better to serve no masters other than Love.. Love in general.. as Nature as well.. in what i understand is the higher power of GOD as gifted in us.. as well…

    So anyway.. life is a never ending story of Loving and Connecting and Learning more about each other to me to better tolerate and accept each other and help each other in growing a world garden of Human Love.. and what i feel and know and understand with human innate.. instinctual.. and intuitive knowledge of the DNA kind.. for what some folks describe with the term gnostic.. is that we as a species are evolving in just one life at an increased pace that comes with our increased ability to connect as a global tribe to learn more about the differences of each other.. to hold hands better without aversions of differences that are not understood well.. i see this garden of human growing no different than a mound or a hive of Eusocial insects.. difference being that we are all different and alike too.. and yes.. of course.. much more complicated too.. these journeys and multi-dimensional paths will continue like an infinite painting that has no end or beginning in beauty of art.. and like all art.. with blue human ups or downs.. there will be valleys at lowest depths and mountains at highest peaks.. but the bottom line is

    in human
    terms of tolerating
    and accepting each
    other as brother and sisters
    ONE with the rest of Nature and
    this is proof that GOD EXISTS IN US..
    IT didn’t take 9800 words but this is
    my proof for people who
    ask me for evidence
    in less than
    11 million
    or 9800 words..
    smiles.. my friend
    Suzanne.. and i’ll
    keep working on my
    evidence for

    Smiles.. Love to you as well.. my friend Suzanne..
    and yes.. it is quite a job of JOB in metaphor to
    find metaphors to help folks find the lights and
    truths of life that will work the best for them..
    there are thousands of ways.. and more..
    to metaphor basically simple essences of life..
    to grow as human heart.. spirit and soul..
    and an unlimited number of ears who hear
    differently.. so the work goes on as a
    practice of Love.. not much different than
    medicine.. i guess.. with potential fewer side effects though..
    for sure.. as Love is a drug that can focus on the problem..
    if experienced.. of course.. both Love and problems..
    of which the second is more common it seems
    these nows for sure.. for most folks..
    sadly enough.. but potentially fixable
    with practice and effort.. with Will and Love..
    and sure.. Grace too.. now.. smiles again..;)

  2. ^^^

    Oh what a long day.. a nice one too..
    on Pensacola Beach.. starting out as Batcat
    and ending up as kATman BEach.. anyway..
    a blog post titled something like that coming
    tomorrow or whenever.. but for now..
    the last post “Victory
    Song’s Dance of Love”..
    coming back again..
    with faster links to blogspot blogs..
    on Facebook.. for friends and other folks there..
    and back to responding in poetic responses to 28 more
    poems from Thursday Night open link night at dVerse..
    if i can stay awake to do that.. hehe.. as dancing
    in the deep sand at the beach with Athletic shoes..
    every which way.. can be rather exhausting..
    after 10 miles or so of doing it.. like Nike says..;)

  3. My first trip to the beach with my new iPhone 6s camera.. that promises better photos and doesn’t fail here.. as the quality rivals that of my wife’s Grand or so costing telephoto lens camera.. as it almost looks surreal capturing a still shot like this.. at the beach.. particularly the texture of the water.. where one might imagine walking on water like this.. but i had to settle for floating on sand.. which who knows.. likely feels better.. as i haven’t tried the walking on water thingy yet.. yet..;)

    Anyway.. an absolutely euphoric environment at the beach this evening.. and it’s pretty amazing that one can only see one couple enjoying this beauty in front of me walking on the beach.. it’s kinda sad thinking of all the folks on screens when they could be in a real world of beauty to feel in so many senses and emotions free as a beach.. with eYes of GOD.. yeah.. kATman Beach.. where “Atman” is a real deal.. per other philosophies and philosophers who address that metaphor as well.. for awakened and enlightened human beings..

    I took a total of 135 photos today.. and it was very difficult for me to arrive at a favorite one.. per the beach pictures.. as there is an endless palette in hues of color this evening.. but seeing is not enough.. one must be there to feel the bliss of Mother Nature in her most peaceful Love in Harmony generating state.. i for one know of or experience.. what a blessing to live here.. and perhaps a curse not to.. but the good news is.. so much bliss can be generated inside with eyes closed as well.. in free flowing dance and song of life..:)

    Oh by the way..
    yes.. this is that place
    ‘they’ forecast.. HEAVEN..
    HOW NICE of God
    to send me here..
    i owe God big
    time.. this
    debt i will
    pay in
    continuing always
    now as a Joyful Labor
    of Unconditional
    Tough and
    Love once
    again emoticon..:)

  4. Yah.. a SonG
    for that too..:)

  5. And finally a resounding note here
    from friend Himali’s Facebook Page..
    and good night from me..
    as responding to poetry
    will have to wait one more
    day for sleep here..:)

    Yes! I remain the oldest child in my hometown
    and with Will and Love stay that way now..
    Also as a clown to bring Smiles.. Laughs..
    And Joy.. As well as introspective thought
    to those adults who might like to join me..
    The eyes of a child clown..
    Smiles again.. Himali..:)



    Smiles.. Suzanne.. This is what is wonderful about photography..
    Just for fun.. Finding beauty in both the large and small things in life..
    Dark and Light.. And of the brightest of all places.. That is where I s
    pend yesterday.. With my iPhone 6s camera and a dance in deep
    white sugar sand like Tai Chi spirals that never end in now with
    pastel colors of twilight on similar vibration and wave length
    with sea oats.. Emerald green gulf.. And me..
    And sure with poetry who needs photos..
    I for one cherish them without
    effective use of my sight for 66 months..
    A blessing.. Such a gift to me now.. The beach as me..:)

  7. A full night sleep after a full day of of Art in dance..
    and now for poetry.. after a dance in sand and sun again..
    in my own backyard of beach and paradise true and light..:)

  8. HI Sherri.. my dance friend.. of our ages.. winks.. and Smiles..
    i already did/do ‘write a book’.. 11 million words on the Internet..
    seriously literally 11 million words on the anniversary date
    when i started all of this.. November 26th.. 2010..
    5 years ago.. to escape the endless pain in my eye
    and ear of type two Trigeminal Neuralgia.. i
    personally like the electronic form of blogs for doing this..
    as i can add as many photos as i like with all the beautiful
    youtube songs that bring so much emotional inspiration
    to me along with words that never quite fit the full size
    of inspiration of image and song notes to me..
    additionally i abhor the restrictions of creativity..
    that come with the ‘Official way of doing stuff’ in life..
    Art is for beauty to me in both science and art..
    where no culture or religion can control me in
    free spirit of art in words and steps..
    and this is just another note to
    add to a tapestry of all that is..
    simply flowing like a river wheRe the
    river of spirit inside me decides where to go next..
    with little to no effort with the tide of God behind and with me.. smiles..:)

    Smiles my lovely friend Sherri.. i appreciate the art that lives in you
    where you can appreciate my words.. sadly perhaps.. i come
    across relatively few who tell me they do.. considering
    the effort i put into sharing it with the Unconditional
    Love that lives in me.. but those who do i treasure
    and appreciate.. as that light fuels the art
    in me even more.. for now it is enough to
    share it with friends like you.. here..
    and other strangers who are never strangers
    to me who become friends of art as well..
    and maybe one day.. when the art of writing slows..
    i might think and feel about publishing some of it..
    smiles.. but for now just art.. just art.. and Lord
    knows i’ve already written enough poems for an entire library of me..
    in print.. wInks.. big Inks.. from me and smiles.. emoticon..:)

    Thanks so much Sherri.. you are only the second person who has ever encouraged
    me to publish my poetry.. anywhere in this world.. and i encounter thousands
    of poet’s work a year.. rarely with any comments from them at all..
    and for me.. i can never let a human
    conversation go
    and ha! i am the
    so-called diagnosed Autistic
    one with Asperger’s..wink emoticon..;)

    Yeah.. i think “that’s” the deal.. i’m usually the only one who can
    fully understand what i say.. even though it makes sense to me..
    and i suppose that is the thing.. that makes me Autistic
    with Asperger’s syndrome.. i wanna connect to other people
    really bad and have friends.. but it’s hard for them to get me..
    and easy for me to get me.. so ha.. at least someone always gets me..
    winks.. and much love to you.. my friend of over 30 years now.. and sure..
    you are a little bit like me in ways of different
    and that is what I love about
    you too.. smiles again..
    smile emoticon..:)

    And now to dance
    before i get
    back with
    the art
    of responding
    to the rest
    of dVerse
    open link
    night poet’s
    with 28 more
    poems and
    responses coming
    from me.. but clouds
    are coming.. so i am
    gonna enjoy the
    life giving
    this morning..:)

  9. Hi Leah.. as they say Synchronicity.. my Emails continue to increase the more connections i make online.. a little concerned i might have missed an email from you again.. so my plan is to connect with you to make sure all is okay with you today.. and i get this email.. cool.. synchronicity again.. but nah.. this isn’t the first time i wonder how you are doing in your recovery from the burns.. after a month now of you returning to the flesh and blood bigger world..

    And oh yes.. your world in Romania.. as a child.. on the soils of war.. death and destruction.. is so far removed from the gentle soils where i live.. where being Autistic in that higher functioning way is challenging and eventually a life or death situation for me.. with the chronic stress of social challenges at work.. and all my stress related illnesses.. but nothing like your challenges on both your soil and in your home as you have related before..

    So i can only imagine the stress of the issues of terrorism discord that brings to you
    in Europe now.. in Germany as well.. where you live now.. just a hop
    skip and jump away.. with issues there as well..

    So glad you are feeling joy again.. perhaps my greatest obstacle to recovery for those 66 months of shut-in hell beyond 19 physical disorders mostly as a result of never ending chronic work related stress.. is the loss of not only pleasure but even the ability to feel sadness with a tear.. and as i think i have already related to you.. the death of a cat friend Sunny boy.. son of Yellow Boy.. injured in the wild with kitty aids diagnosed.. and us having the decision to put him down.. to keep the rest of the neighborhood strays alive and well.. is what finally brings a tear of relief for me.. in sadness..

    And in feeling this great weakness inside of almost zero emotions.. and zero tears.. with that tear.. i finally feel strength in my legs that had been leg pressing close to 500 LBS still over this 66 months.. with a feeling of spiritual power in what i consider the equivalent of emotional feelings of strength.. that made me feel so weak inside without that emotional spirit.. and so empty those 66 months in continuum.. no matter what the leg press numbers say empirically.. then.. except for that short respite of a few tears in April.. coming with my creative spark in March of 2013..

    And now there is almost half a ton slowly surely on a free weight parallel leg press machine.. with arms raised in air like a ballet dancer pumping iron in action.. but urethane sure.. as nah.. i don’t wanna crack the floor hehe.. for twenty-five times at ease.. but yes.. the grinch heart that grows.. so much bigger in size.. can be empirically measured too.. as the force of love in my heart.. converted to LBS as well..

    And i do mean this literally too.. as there is new science here too.. available in research.. finally understanding better of the internal Universe of human emotions.. senses.. down to the flesh and blood level and up to the multi-verse of human emotions and senses in feeling innate instinctual and intuitive ways of being..

    And force of physical power too.. where every human connection is a unique and growing Universe unto itself.. so yeah.. this here is the Universe of Fred and Leah in connection.. separate.. yet similar to all others in many ways.. too.. but still unique.. always special in it’s own way..
    like us as individuals as well.. he her..;)

    And finally recovery.. almost miraculously.. yes.. miraculously in an all natural way.. from pain and emotional emptiness.. in July of 2013.. with my first belly laugh in early August of 2013.. of which before i did not have a reference point of memory feeling if i had ever even smiled or laughed.. as without feeling there is no reference point of remembering feelings as remembering feelings are feelings of course.. a catch 22 of magnitude in real human hell now.. most certainly.. and why folks will self injure to feel pain over numbness when this emotional death in life comes..

    Anyway.. i work my heARt OUT now.. like an Olympic Sport in metaphor.. as i’ve been to that hell of no feeling.. and i ain’t going back.. and poetry.. dance.. photography in all i do and all other art i participate in of human connections.. is my insurance that I will not.. ’cause God HEAVEN IT.. (there is no damn in heaven) there is science to happiness of heArt too.. and science is faith too.. in assurance of continuing success.. in life of joy.. in what i just do now..:)

    And sure.. the Wrong Planet.. website overall.. is like ‘they say’ .. an overall great place for misery loves company.. particularly in that PPR.. Politics.. Philosophy.. and Religion section that was the only part that truly interested me.. with the Autism Speaks political controversy as just a mindless exercise of obvious logic that i would never win but kept fighting against.. then.. per dark emotional social cohesive forces of the imaginary demon of Autism Speaks that people used to bind together in the joy of misery.. that feels better than nothing of course…

    Sadly.. there is not much in school or college.. including psychology about the art and or science of emotional health.. that comes in metaphors of human heart.. spirit expressing that emotion of heart.. or the soul of a mind and body that is balanced at center.. neither stuck in just mind or body alone.. or too much of reality of existence in one yang or yin science or art way.. exclusive of the other…

    i went to the Wrong Planet for an escape from pain.. but now with my full emotions back.. and creativity as well.. that left me for about 40 years.. in the crude patriarchal ways of my small home town.. including the military administrative work life.. that says boys can’t smile or do art as boys just don’t do that.. AND without fuller expression of emotions.. art dies in heart.. spirit.. and soul.. without a doubt to me..

    And sometimes boys and girls try to bring emotion back with art as emotion becoming art and art becoming emotion.. music.. dance.. song in general.. painting.. yes art in general.. so many places of human journeys and paths to bRing hEart back to life.. as true human joy of Loving life just as it is for now.. needing nothing more but Life.. and appreciating that gift from the God of Nature so much they must share it with all others in a natural human altruistic way of unconditionAlly Loving life in all the ways that can and does come in life.. in art of human eyes.. connecting to all humans and Nature one..

    Like the Phoenix of me that is rising in that creative spark and tear in 2013.. and finAlly on a beach.. in July of that year.. going back the first time in 66 months.. where i FEEL ONE WITH THE WAVES AGAIN.. never an intellectual exercise there alone.. AN EXPANSIVE FEELING OF BLISS AS ONE WITH NATURE WHOLE.. with clear feeling that all of Nature and Beyond ISGODONe and same with us. NOWonE… with never any separation of illusory fears.. and all hate associated stuff related to illusory fears..

    A school of heart.. is never a science alone..
    and that is why we rarely see it in school..
    as school.. is more science than true human related art..
    and society has become more science than art.. even in ways
    of religion.. sadly as such in literal ways of being..
    rather than being in an expansive fuller living
    artistic and creative mind..

    So on December 25th.. 2010.. i finally get the strength and resolve.. where every word i type then is like a mountain of pain in my eye.. to scan my baby photo of the child with bright blue eyes.. that my mother tales me.. reaches out to every stranger to hug them.. not for them to hug me.. hmm.. yeah.. sounds like the opposite of Autism huh.. but my problem is i could not speak until age 4.. and my mind operates fast.. with senses and emotions so sensitive.. jacked up.. as an empath.. receiving what seems like the internal world as a radio receiver of external energy emotional and sensory.. and information.. in general of all types.. that when i finally could speak it comes out really fast and scattered.. as there is so much in there to get out..

    And yes.. i have a new diagnosis now by Doctors of Bi-Polar not specified.. disorder.. as when i get into that Doctor’s office and have to explain everything in ten minutes that is going on in my life.. it comes out really fast like this.. fast enough for me to process it fine.. as i have all the contexts.. but hey.. it’s hard to communicate thousands of words in 10 minutes completely coherently and slow.. so basically they think i’m ‘crazy’.. and might need something to slow me down..

    But what they don’t understand after viewing me since this diagnosis two years ago before i get well.. is this is how i’ve always been.. people loving me to death.. before i open my mouth.. yeah.. strange girls at dance events years ago then.. too.. as i give ’em a headache with all my passion of communicating too fast and too complicated for the ‘normal’ human to understand..

    And yeah.. fast is crazy huh.. and i am fast.. so fast.. and even my dance.. has become too much.. for most people to join me in.. even in the biggest dance halls of fast.. hehe.. but the reality is i am as peaceful as the eye of the hurricane of me.. inside no matter how fast the external winds come out.. hehe.. truly i am a Hurricane in this sense.. as metaphor.. Hurricane Fred haha.. all the time.. never dying out for now..;)

    But they see the joy in me.. and truly want some of what i’m on..
    people have been asking me for it all my life.. when i am healthy..

    So now i am sharing it with them..

    but nah..

    i cannot give it to ’em
    as i was born this way
    and the shining lights
    of that baby’s eyes

    Love you friend..
    and you know and feel
    i will always be here for
    you when you wanna
    chat.. and
    i feel you
    will always
    come back
    when you
    are ready for
    another LARGE injection
    of me.. hehe.. all NOW
    in joy my friend..
    all in
    JOY NOW..
    with smiles
    and grins
    and laughs
    now THANKS2
    and to you
    too.. my friend
    Leah.. smiles AGAIN..:)

    Yeah.. we have something
    in common don’t we..
    i know i’m not
    very clear
    as well.. but
    i keep trying
    and so glad
    you tolerate
    and accept

  10. Smiles.. friends mean everything to me..
    and i suppose if i ever enjoy enough
    of life with friends.. the only poetry
    that will come
    from me is
    in words
    to friends..
    and sure it is already
    that way in a sense
    and feelings as i see
    and feel everyone as a friend
    whether now they see me that
    way in dark or light.. no different
    than when i am a baby.. but no
    one now.. can keep me from
    hugging others in poetry
    and dance.. whether
    a hug
    or not..
    in steps
    or words..
    a Baby of
    Love WiLL
    FiND a way..:)

  11. Well.. it’s 2:24 pm..
    11162015.. to minute..
    and yes now i am
    making it back
    to dVerse to
    finish 28 poetic
    responses to poetry
    there from Thursday
    Open Link Night just
    for fun and Love too..:)

    Art of open forest roads
    lined by trees of
    nature’s details
    moving on as
    open future
    just a path
    no destination
    reAlly but going
    on and on now..
    as free and open..
    there is a now where
    i can not feel of any of
    this truth and light of Nature
    experience but the primitive
    excellence of innate IQ lives
    as me again.. on the open road of Living
    free and will enough for fortune’s Love breeze..:)

    Life of Nature
    color seasons bright
    Love of human

    Smiles.. i am always sad.. when ‘they’ tale me
    they cannot see/feel God.. but i understand
    as they may never see as through
    of the
    who loves
    me.. there are
    miracles in life
    and the fAct that
    my wife is in my life..
    is all the evidence i need
    to believe in an all merciful
    i know NOW
    and feel not so
    well of pain sad+
    as then.. a tree of
    Love lives with me now..:)

    Sadly.. there are many
    empty vessels of human
    beings just waiting
    to get the human
    race back..
    comes in bits
    of thrown away
    apple core of
    evil in
    heArtless eYes..
    somenows illustrating
    dark shadows in death
    as religious groups and
    othernows framing as
    the entire human race..
    evil now black
    snares of death..
    even when living..
    Love is the answer
    but an answer long
    ago never painting
    vehicles and
    vessels of
    and hate
    in terrorist wake…

    If there is any magic in dementia
    it is the emotions that
    go last.. if there
    is any terror
    in life
    is when
    the emotions
    go first.. and the
    mind is left sinking
    and knowing a
    never ends..
    and of course that
    can happen at any
    age of human hell..
    this earth
    just now
    in eYes
    deep beyond
    human heArt…

    A taste of nature
    the sweetest dream
    more than cookies
    and ice cream
    sure a
    in naked
    butt an
    echo of
    free that never ends
    in flesh that connects to all..:)

    Smiles.. i suppose nameless forces
    can be harder to relate to..
    than labeling one’s
    of anthropomorphic
    sweet Abigail..
    of gale force winds
    is kinder than
    that flood
    a human home
    but tests are
    in all
    and Abigail
    is teacher whose
    gale will be heard..:)

    Sadly.. the message of
    Jesus can be
    missed unless
    his prophecy
    of folks
    after him..
    yes.. doing
    much more..
    comes true..
    i trust
    on this
    one as
    already true..
    and still now coming
    true to save the world..:)

    Smiles.. tears.. gift
    saving Grace..
    through crystal

    Smiles.. i’ll make another comment on one of your other poems..
    (:..i don’t do candy at all..;) just a note on your Post Script question..
    per wordpress posting features.. if you don’t like the new blue
    screen editor for posting.. you can click on dashboard first
    and click on posts next.. and then click add new post..
    that will take you back to the old black/gray and white
    wordpress editor.. that keeps the
    posting options same as in the past..

    the new version
    stopped hyperlinking
    photography automatically
    to the wordpress library..
    which can help
    stop folks
    from scraping
    photography and
    using it for their own sites..
    which is really okay with me..
    as i try not to own art.. haha..

    But i just want people to be able to enlarge the photos
    when the hyperlink works.. taking one back to the larger
    word press library photo.. as my blog is almost equally
    photography with poetry and prose.. and not one
    for slow computers and or slow
    broadband access for sure..;)

    Oh.. no.. dizzy.. no fun..
    Vertigo i used to get
    from just standing up
    from a meal or walking
    around the block as
    my blood no
    longer makes
    it to my head..
    where brain
    and nervous
    system now
    no longer
    and blood
    in synch..
    only cure
    is making..
    stronger to pump
    blood.. and now
    i spin with bigger
    muscles and dizzy no
    longer controls me.. hehe..
    A butterfly lives on land again..
    but oh noX2.. my wife gets dizzy
    from just watching
    me dance spin

    Dragon fly WinGs
    oldest flying
    and longest
    living being
    along with
    roaches of crawling
    night and flying skies
    both are credit to
    wheRe balance
    stays key
    to being
    all Gods
    eYes.. brave and free
    Whole allone and never
    the roach and
    the dragon fly
    are brothers
    and sisters
    friends too.. still now
    of God and us too..:)

    Highlight fairs around
    the world sing
    stars of joy
    in human
    heart.. as humans
    are made to live
    together and
    it is the
    that can
    be lonely
    and truly insane..
    at least an online
    connection can
    bRinG dreams
    of real
    again together
    free and sane..:)

    Slow pause.. death
    abrupt ending
    where now
    last forever
    in pain
    and joy..
    where death
    makes life
    and life
    death real..
    light and dark..
    the human condition…

    Smiles.. i too take my
    heart.. tears.. fears..
    putting them in a box..
    and fortunately now
    for me.. i then am
    able to retrieve
    the heart and
    tears minus
    a lesson
    and accomplishment
    of a lifetime of me..
    total Love
    with zero

    A place where skin
    becomes fibers
    of a couch..
    an air of
    system where
    roar’s air becomes
    human being
    a place
    to grow
    wings.. a heart
    grows in body
    moving.. regulating
    integrating whole
    in emotional
    and sensory
    a butterfly
    emerges well again..
    yes.. been there done
    it for over 5 years..
    reaching 66
    months.. then..
    but yes.. again..
    even at my age
    and greater.. life
    can and will get
    better.. as nows go by..
    and for me every step forward
    is key to
    dark as
    not so well.. finAlly..
    and now.. so very well..:)

    Smiles.. interestingly.. a phenomenon
    of changing brain waves
    from beta
    stress to
    to theta flow
    in creative
    cosmic freer
    like connections
    to all around us..
    can and will occur
    on a country drive
    without stress
    that fall
    us down
    to beta
    as stress.. comes us..
    and some folks only
    find it in places like this
    where meditative flow
    comes real.. true.. and free
    and we let all the other stuff go..
    away.. from a new wave.. of peace..:)

    Human condition.. so varied
    and freed and trapped
    and tried and
    and burned
    until emotions
    and senses
    come under
    control and
    all peace
    of river
    and winds
    breeze.. Credit
    human written
    language.. collective
    intelligence and all of
    culture for drifting away
    from inner control.. without
    all the distractions that rarely
    change.. Nature changes and
    makes it harder to get stuck
    in associations of
    but sure..
    manual drive
    is possible too..
    where Diwali
    lives inside
    us shifting gears
    of light dark as all of we..:)

    Imagine a race of human beings
    all of them sitting still
    or standing sit
    with heads
    bent down
    in great
    to the God
    of a five inch
    screen.. growing
    a little bit at least..
    in screen size
    still down..
    from the Savannah
    we go to a scream of
    a four
    inch screen..
    wheRe love letters
    are lost in candy crush

    A change so real.. a change so close..
    from hunting and gathering
    to escape the cave..
    to agriculture
    and planting
    to harvest
    to machines
    and automanwomen
    holding gears and levers
    in industrial way.. to
    Info technology
    and back
    to the
    what comes
    around goes around..
    but i’m staying outside..;)

    Ah.. before the apple..
    before the fall
    there are
    and free
    apple in the
    eYeS of Nature’s Goal
    living.. just living.. to be..
    as is is now.. floWeRinG ALive..:)

    ThrOne iS readY
    pastUre free..
    it is we who
    must study
    hiM.. wheRe
    greater iS necessary..
    setting entire world free..:)

    Smiles.. a little box can follow us
    around all our life..
    or we can
    live now..
    as.. as is
    as Love..:)

    Freedoms new gifts
    from centuries
    old of prisons
    in so many
    ways of
    souls… to
    escape back
    to soft love holds
    a place that sings
    an archetype wholENonE..:)

    Star wars is not my wife’s pleasure..
    Internet ways of connecting
    or problem solving
    so unlike
    her.. Best of
    life is in change
    so opposites do
    the best
    in me too..
    she in her room
    and me in mine..
    i see my father
    and his
    third wife
    do this and
    now i am here..
    no longer now on
    couch intWinInG
    as Love.. but best
    friends make it
    in decades
    trial.. oh different.. i Love..:)

    Black leafalls now
    on concrete streets
    moods risEn..
    what comes next..
    concrete crack..
    sprout peaks
    agaIn.. graIn
    sAnd now liVes..

    Nomads of modern
    days spread out
    from villages..
    two by two..
    opposites of
    ark they stray..
    where togetherness
    leaves.. loneliness
    thrives.. an
    answer.. an
    Interent hands..:)

    Candy apple red..
    oh fruits desire..
    but all that
    is the
    taste inside..:)

    Paths of wooded roads.. trees straight
    trees cooked.. leaves
    colored.. leaves
    faded.. with
    life what
    just journey..
    Living Now..:)

    28 poems
    in four hours
    around 6
    minutes a-
    peace in
    fun for me.. sWinGinG
    through the words
    with the greaTesT
    of ease..
    a pARtY
    with my fingers
    comes to a real
    keyboard close..
    and now.. oh GOD
    it’s finally WORK-OUT NOW!..:)

    and now to post
    when i come back.:)

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