Effervescent GREEN Dreams and Black HOLE Souls

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The greatest lesson of ALL IN my life..

is the blackest night of the soul..

can lead to the

brightest GREEN

of effervescent Hopes

of DREAMS AND

reality of life

constructed from abstract terms..

so written and LET be done….

IN Imagination

and Creativity

as SAME AS sane…

But tHere ARE places of dark..

wHere no Light can come in or escape..

YES.. the dark CAN live again…

So perhaps.. tHis earth IS both heaven or hell or a mixture of BotH..

And perhaps WE are ALL journeying together in a place called

LIFE..

Yes.. the greater lesson of my life IS

that tHere IS HOPE even wHEn THeRE’s NO hope…

TheRe IS iMagiNatIon and cre@ivity where none of those exist..

JUST waiting to bud OUT of cocoons of human hell…

@to exist once again.. IN Imagination and Creativity

COME TRUE as

DREAMS
AGAIN!
IN

heaven
NOW…

The butterfly flies again…..

And yes.. at times.. life stings a lot….

BUT ThErE IS ALLWAYS HOPE wHeRe

LOVE

LiVES

@NOW

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FeatNote:

Wife Katrina

surprises me with

a Curious George T-shirt..

with this

profoundly curious

primate taking it easy

just laying back in imagination

and wonderment about life

ALL DAY

EVERYDAY

in dreams of creativity…

AND

In the

Summer

of

2007

before my fall to

TOTAL human exhaustion

and

19 human chronic stress

related medically documented

disorders..

WHEN MY

BODY NO LONGER

IS MAKING SENSORY

INTEGRATION

A REALITY AS

I CHILL

IN

100

DEGREE TEMPERATURES..

i sit with her on a big recliner..

WATCHING THE

‘CURIOUS GEORGE’

MOVIE

and tears..

start to

stream

down

my face..

before they stop streaming

ALL TOGETHER

AS

i

suddenly realize

i

no

longer have

a heart.. a soul..

a

spirit

of

CURIOSITY..

i

am dead

for all practical

intents and purposes..

as there

is

no

more

wonder

in

my

life….BUT

BY GOD i’M THAT

CURIOUS PRIMATE

THAT i’M BORN TO

BE

AGAIN

NEVER GOING

THERE

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4 Responses to Effervescent GREEN Dreams and Black HOLE Souls

  1. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?f=20&t=276560&start=45

    ^^^

    Nah, ants and bees are way too ‘smart’ for ceasing to build nests and hives, per just one day stopping TO DO THIS, without REAL DISEASE.

    On the other hand, with humans, one can sit them behind a bright lit screen for hours on end everyday and feed them items full of fats and carbohydrates like Cheetos, until they succumb to disease, disorder, overall imbalance aka chronic stress, and or eventual suicide in a small percentage of ‘CASES’, OF really SMART humans.

    And with humans one can also talk the female demographic into female genital mutilation, as a way to social acceptance and associated self-esteem.

    And OH BOY THAT list of culturally inspired HUMAN INSANITY DOES GO ON..

    While animals in the WILD LIVE on WITH THE GOD OF NATURE IN BALANCE PER ANIMAL HOMEOSTASIS ALSO know as what Eastern Philosophies, per Religion, do for a lifetime to attain in human ways….

    The problem is humans, overall, are too ‘smart’ to simply live.

    And THAT IS A DIRECT AND INDIRECT RESULT OF insane culture and the byproducts of both science and technology.

    Humans are not evolved to live in large communes like Eusocial creatures, per example of the ANT or BEE.

    Humans are evolved to connect to around 150 to 200 sets of social eyes, give or take whatever humans can culturally get used to, per cultural environment, lived in.

    So the insanity, too, of culture is a tool used to repress, oppress, and subjugate human nature through illusory fears, to GET THEM UNDER CONTROL, to live in super sized societies.

    It’s kind of like a Big Mac or Whopper if one really THINKS ABOUT IT WITH COMMON SENSE.

    IN OTHER words, metaphor instead of concrete facts.

    Science shows that humans run on emotion for almost every rational decision.

    Science shows that science is not capable of repeating each unique human experiment, as emotion, imagination, creativity, and dreams are of the ‘Quantum’ mind (metaphor alert), and not a ‘Computer’ mind that is the REAL ILLUSION.

    THE ILLUSION of the concrete mind, is ‘set in stone’ by school.

    MOST All primitive peoples believe in an integrated natural phenomenon of GOD in NATURE, SIMPLY CAUSE THEY ARE NOT SET IN STONE.

    http://themindunleashed.org/2015/02/native-american-code-ethics.html

    FOR people who STILL HAVE COMMON SENSE, OR EVER HAD IT, AND ARE NOT BRAIN WASHED by culture to live a life of the insanity of mind and body imbalance, THIS is clear as the nose on ‘your face’ if ‘you’ have one, considering ‘you’ are a faceless avatar ‘too shy’ to come out as who ‘you’ are (quotes around ‘you’ means that is not specifically directed at ‘you’).

    There is not a specific gene identified as the empathy gene either.

    There is not a specific gene identified as the unconditional love gene either.

    There is not a specific gene identified for sadness either.

    There is not a specific gene identified for happiness either.

    There is not a specific gene identified for mischief either AND that list goes ON AND ON AND ON…..

    There are genes identified for so-called Psychopathy, however.

    There are genes identified for SO-CALLED Autism, however.

    MOST All science can do is identify that human happiness is powered number one by healthy social relationships.

    DUH, A SOCIAL ANIMAL NEEDING SOCIAL RELATIONSHIPS TO BE HAPPY…

    IN ‘THIS WORLD’ SOME FOLKS RELY ON ‘ROCKET SCIENTISTS’ TO ‘TIE THEIR SHOES’.

    And the metaphor for that is, it is a culturally designed phenomenon, the shoe thingy, that generally speaking eventually leads to bad feet, as to walk barefoot, or better yet to dance barefoot like our SO-CALLED primitive ancestors is to gain POTENTIAL true root strength and balance on the way to human heaven, also known as simple animal homeostasis and or MIND AND BODY BALANCE.

    It is quite amusing to me, to see folks arguing about if GOD exists..

    While the true argument, in an almost red-alert emergency mode for human survival, without POTENTIAL eventual human misery, SHOULD BE, DO ‘HUMAN BEINGS’ even EXIST ANYMORE.

    For any animal to live successfully is to live by instinct and intuition.

    And with that comes the peace of mind and body balance that once is an integral part of Human Nature aligned in balance with Mother Nature TRUE aka GOD and still IS FOR THE minority of so-called first world civilized human beings WITH FIRST WORLD so-called human PROBLEMS.

    AND HOW DOES THIS HAPPEN….

    PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE WHEN PRACTICED AS INSTINCTUAL AND INTUITIVE ART, like our so-called primitive ancestors did by remaining in mind and body balance like ‘your’ cat stalking the prey of a mouse in the backyard, or not being noticed by a potential predator dog, in yes, ‘invisible’ mind and body balance like a frigging NINJA IS AN AMAZING AND POSSIBLE WAY OF LIVING LIFE, LIKE IT ONCE WAS in mind and body BALANCE.

    PHYSICAL intelligence this way drives emotional regulation, per the ability to enhance pro-social emotions and blunt con-social emotions otherwise known by the American Indian as feeding one human wolf of emotions over the other in metaphor of myth.

    PHYSICAL intelligence this way drives sensory integration, like the ability for proprioception, where one can feel their way around one’s environment without the other five so-called regular senses.

    Most MODERN SO-CALLED CIVILIZED ‘humans’ rarely tap this type of human intelligence, and to have it more fully explored and developed, as what science names as the 6th sense now.

    Additionally, science now shows that PHYSICAL intelligence drives cognitive executive functioning including focus and short term working memory effectiveness.

    Any of this sounding familiar, per the symptoms of Autism.

    It should but even most scientists that study Autism do not have the common sense to figure ‘that’ out that is plain as the nose on ‘their’ face.

    It’s the nature of the beast of the mechanical cognition mind that is fed a strict diet of mechanical cognition ways of cultural ‘food’ that has lost its INSTINCTUAL AND INTUITIVE ability for the art of social cognition, per empathy and connecting language with emotion, and the art of physical intelligence like our so-called primitive ancestors did when foraging from sunrise to sunset, and dancing around the fire of night wildly, freely in mind and body balance connecting with other humans this way, and connecting with Mother Nature True, this way, with all six senses of human being operating like a finely tuned 6-cylinder race car set on fire to live.

    My cat who basks in the mid-day sun, rolling in the sand, spends ‘his’ time in mind and body balance, capturing prey and escaping predators, while maintaining status as an ‘invisible ninja’, also hugging the grass on a moonlit night with the clouds of human insanity passing right over ‘his’ head.

    And I do the frigging

    SAME sane sh**, PER METAPHOR.

    And I for one ‘TRULY SANE’ INDIVIDUAL, never ever question the existence of either my INSTINCTUAL AND INTUITIVE Nature NOW, or Mother Nature TRUE NOW AKA GOD OR ALL THAT IS NOW, like my so-called primitive UNCIVILIZED Sioux and Cherokee ancestors who have REAL COMMON SENSE LIVING IN MIND AND BODY BALANCE WITH GOD THAT IS ALL THAT IS, when not diluted by cultural INSANITY.

    ‘THEY’ CALL IT THE GREAT SPIRIT, among other metaphors but it was and IS AS clear, as the nose on ‘their’ faces that THIS GOD OF NATURE EXISTS.

    AND one can find this unifying reality of GOD as a common human archetype, NOT GENE, NO BIG SURPRISE, AMONG ALMOST ALL PRIMITIVE PEOPLE’S.

    IT DOESN’T TAKE A ROCKET SCIENTIST TO FIGURE THIS STUFF OUT.

    IN FACT, FACTS ARE OFTEN THE LIMITING FACTOR FOR THAT.

    SO therefore, Rocket Scientists often have LITTLE TO no clue or even reference point for what this even is as many are functionally retarded in ways of physical ALL NATURAL TRUE, INSTINCTUAL INTUITIVE INTELLIGENCE, including emotional regulation, sensory integration, cognitive executive functioning, short term working memory, AND FOCUS ON WHAT IS EVEN FRIGGING REAL, IN WHAT IT EVEN MEANS TO BE A HUMAN BEING.

    And that’s my monologue..

    FOR NOW. 😉

    _________________
    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

    Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !

    http://en.gravatar.com/katiemiafrederick

  2. https://theordinarilyordinary.wordpress.com/2015/02/13/ugly-truth/

    ^^^

    AND ADDITIONALLY Rafiah..

    Thank you for inspiring me through your words here that you may feel are simple but are awe inspiring to me…

    Given my life history and reality as is.. the words you inspire above.. are perhaps the most emotional AND SPIRITUAL SOULFUL meaningful words.. in reference to my unique life in darkness and light.. that i ever write…

    And truly that is something.. special.. as since i fall ill in 2007.. and start writing in 2010 i have written close to literally 10 million words on the Internet that are still a matter of record documented in black and white text.. in many places.. i travel online….

    So yes.. as the name Rafael is the he version of an Angel in Biblical Lore..

    You are the real life sHE Angel form of that….

    to me…

    :’ ‘ )

    There is no greater gift from one to another..

    than to inspire the soul of human being……

    AND by the way.. you can find the finished product on by blog titled..

    ‘Effervescent GREEN Dreams and Black HOLE Souls’….

  3. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?f=20&t=276560&p=6478759#p6478759

    ^^^

    DOES Dyscalculia lead to ‘asecularism’..

    Not likely, if Dyscalculia, the learning disability associated with doing math, is related to non-verbal disorder, as it often is.

    And not likely if that type of non-verbal learning disorder, includes lesions on the right hemisphere of the brain that can make it incredibly hard to visual images in one’s mind.

    And by the way, non-verbal learning disorder symptoms, where folks often excel on the verbal portion of standard I.Q. tests and do not do so well on the performance section, which includes visualizing images, is associated with approximately 50% of Asperger’s Syndrome cases diagnosed in the U.S., assessed as such in scientific research.

    To visual images in one’s mind is the potential to make dreams reality.

    It’s the human ‘Quantum’ mind in visual thinking mode and ACTION IN JUST DOING IT AND MAKING IT HAPPEN, WHEN THE FLESH AND BLOOD HITS THE real ROADs of life.

    It works.

    It works.

    It works.

    IT CAN AND WILL WORK..

    Unless one cannot visualize the dreams as images to make them flesh and blood human reality on the REAL ROADS of life…

    Life is LIKE ‘magicK’ when one can visualize dreams to make them come TRUE.

    Life is filled with the ‘PRESENTS’ OF this ‘GOD’ thingy when one can visualize dreams to make them come TRUE.

    ‘GOD’ IS ‘MAGICK’
    ‘MAGICK’ IS ‘GOD’..

    OTHERWISE KNOWN AS THE REALIZATION OF MORE OF HUMAN POTENTIAL aka THE HIGHER POWER THINGY…

    IT’S NOT HARD TO IMAGINE that WHEN ONE’S VISUALIZED dreams COME true THROUGH THE
    HUMAN ‘QUANTUM’ ‘magicKal’ POWERS OF imagination AND creativity in FLESH AND BLOOD REALITY on the roads of REAL life.

    And when one can write dreams down on paper, or types them in digital BRIGHT LIT SCREEN print and looks at them again and again..

    Perhaps THAT fills the ‘REQUIREMENT’ to visualize dreams.. JUST DO THEM AND MAKE THEM HAPPEN WHEN THE FLESH AND BLOOD HITS THE REAL ROADS OF LIFE..

    TO make DREAMS come True.

    For folks who cannot visualize dreams to make them come true..

    Perhaps to write them down and view them…

    IS

    Divine, in metaphor of course…..

    But of course, if one has no ‘MagicK’ EMOTIONS OF Human EMOTING RELATIVE FREE will, faith, hope, and or belief in one’s own human nature and trust in the rest of ‘Mother’ Nature ‘True’ aka GOD that can be a

    REAL HANDICAP

    TOO…..

    TO IMAGINE INTERNALLY OR externally view, in the case of symbols of print or other tangible evidence of VIEW AND CREATE dreams coming TRUE WHEN REALITY does hit the REAL roads of life, with the emoting power of human relative free will, faith, hope and or belief, WITH TRUST IN MOTHER NATURE true AKA GOD IS so-called ‘DIVINE’.

    AND just because I JUST systemized a meaning for GOD, makes it no less incredible when one experiences this HIGHER POWER THINGY IN DREAMS OF LIFE COME TRUE WHEN THE FLESH AND BLOOD HITS THE ROAD.

    AND THAT MY FRIEND, I CAN PROVE IN CASE STUDY SCIENTIFIC EVIDENCE.

    AS I DOCUMENTED THE WHOLE DAM THING IN REAL TIME, WHEN IT HAPPENED IN MY LIFE.

    FROM THE TIME I COULD NO LONGER VISUALIZE ANYTHING IN MY MIND BUT TEXT..

    TO THE TIME WHEN I PUT IT IN DIGITAL PRINT FIRST FOR DREAMS..

    AND IT ALL COMES TRUE IN so called ‘UNBELIEVABLE’ AMAZING REALITY FOR ME…

    And yes, most of it is still documented here…too….

    But the short version is I was totally and permanently assessed as disabled, both medically and legally, with absolutely no prognosis for recovery or possibility of cure from doctors for the synergy of 19 medically documented disorders, including the life threatening suicide disease of type two Trigeminal Neuralgia during all waking hours, for five LONG Years that was LIKE HAVING ONE’S EAR AND EYE DRILLED LIKE TEETH WITH NO NOVOCAINE, making the effective use of eyes and ears impossible for two years and almost impossible for the next three years, except for a dimlit screen and still incredible pain, when my only dreams in sleep are slides of text rolling on my mind’s ‘screen’, in dreams at night.

    And additionally, Sjogren’s syndrome, where my eyes made close to zero tears, where attempting to see was like swimming in salt water with eyes wide open..

    And Dysautonomia, where my blood pressure and heart rate are no longer controlled, in function, properly, by my autonomic nervous system in synch, and walking around the block makes one dizzy about to pass out or even standing up after eating a meal.

    And that’s only three, there was other stuff like Fibromyalgia, Alexithymia, Anhedonia, PTSD and associated panic attacks and severe generalized anxiety, depression, etc. etc. etc….

    The Autism Spectrum Disorder thingy I was diagnosed with, was the LEAST OF MY CONCERN, AS I HAD ALREADY OVERCOME THAT WELL BEFORE IN LIFE, enough to retire with financial independence with or without early retirement from a quarter of a century of government employment ending at the GS9 to 11 pay grade rate….

    ‘So let IT BE WRITTEN SO LET IT BE DONE.’

    I started with a personal blog for public purview..

    EVIDENCED IN MY CASE, IRREFUTABLY SO

    AS WORKING WHEN THE FLESH AND BLOOD HITS THE REALITY OF THE ROADS OF LIFE..

    ALL THE MEDICAL DISORDERS ARE RECOVERED OR SO-CALLED, IN REMISSION.

    AND now I am TERMED a Legend of Dance in my metro area, BY OTHERS, dance walking an all new style of martial arts mixed ballet everywhere I go in public now over three 3000 miles, in a little over 17 months..

    And the strength of my legs is now more than any Marine in my elite military gym, me at age 54, leg pressing 930LBS on Nautilus parallel leg press free weight machine 12 times, as already provided evidence for here, when the weight was ‘only’ 810LBS….

    Oh yeah, and I write free verse poetry too, LAUDED BY REAL LIFE PUBLISHING POETS, and I never did anything like that before I got sick..

    The HIGHER power of GOD IN HUMAN NATURE FULLER POTENTIAL is REAL.

    And tapping into this metaphorical thingy…

    IS REAL TOO..

    FOR THOSE WHO MAKE THEIR DREAMS COME TRUE, THROUGH VISUALIZATION OF HUMAN ‘QUANTUM’ POWERS OF IMAGINATION AND CREATIVITY SET FREE WITH THE TRUE EMOTING POWER OF HUMAN RELATIVE free will, faith, hope and belief in one’s own INSTINCTUAL AND INTUITIVE POWERS IN ALIGNMENT trust WITH Mother NATURE TRUE ‘who’ has ANOTHER METAPHORICAL NAME CALLED GOD, TOO.

    I JUST TOOK THE TIME TO EVIDENCE IT,

    AS I WAS A SCIENTIST BEFORE I BECAME A DREAMER AND A DREAMER BEFORE I BECAME A SCIENTIST, BORN AGAIN..NOW..

    IN DREAMS COME TRUE, when MY life HIT THE REAL ROADS OF REALITY NOW AGAIN, ALWAYS NOW.

    Believe it or NOT IT’s ALL TRUE

    AND THE BEST THING OF ALL,

    IS,

    I CAN PROVE IT TOO, IRREFUTABLY AS SUCH.

    IT’S TRUTH.

    AND UNLESS I AM SOME KIND OF REAL SUPERMAN, other folks CAN DO THIS TOO.

    I HAVE human relative free will, faith, hope, and belief they too, CAN JUST DO THIS TOO…!

    And sure there IS ALREADY EVIDENCE, AT LEAST SOME EVIDENCE, OF OTHER FOLKS WHO DO STUFF LIKE THIS
    TOO, WITH THE HIGHER POTENTIAL OF HUMAN BEING REALIZED WHEN THE FLESH AND BLOOD HITS

    the REAL ROADS OF LIFE.

    YES, THIS IS THE SAME BASIC metaphorical sh** or so-called gibberish that THE ‘TYPE’ OF folks per so-called Jesus, Buddha, Muhammad and others were AND are STILL talking about Per MOVING METAPHORICAL HUMAN POTENTIAL MOUNTAINS FULLER realized per this metaphorical HIGHER POWER OF GOD THINGY…

    THE ONLY real DIFFERENCE now IS the TECHNOLOGY IS AVAILABLE TO RECORD AND DOCUMENT THE TRUTH.

    I ‘just DID IT’.

    THAT’S all. 😉

    _________________
    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

    Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !

    http://en.gravatar.com/katiemiafrederick

  4. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?f=20&t=276560&start=120

    ^^^

    That’s cool..

    i like Felix the ‘CAT’ too..

    But..

    My favorite ‘cat’ is the Pink Panther.

    “He’s” REALLY cool too..:)

    ‘He’ wasn’t real

    Until ‘someone’ visualized, imagined and created ‘him’ too…

    And that’s ‘MAGICK’

    TOO..:)

    It’s kind of like “BETWITCHED”

    BUT “IT’S”,

    real TOO. 😉

    SUCH A CLEVER ‘CAT’

    that ‘GOD’ cat IS….

    TOO.

    😉

    _________________
    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

    Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !

    http://en.gravatar.com/katiemiafrederick

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