Talking.. Shh.. wITh GOD2

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https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/02/23/talking-shh-with-god/

When i think of GOD i think of life..

all of life.. and all of inanimate life…

When i think of GOD

i experience life in emotion

and senses that connect me to the environment of Nature…

In fact.. i do not have to think of GOD to experience GOD…@ALL.

How fortunate am i to walk so many miles of desolate beaches in youth away

from all of human culture.. just
me and sun.. sand.. waves.. sea oats.. seagulls and emerald green gulf…

And somewhere along the line i no longer need

a rocket scientist or priest

to understand that this GOD that is all around me..

above and so below is inside me and outside me too..

and when i go and when all humans go off this earth..

if that beach or desert or mountain is still here.. or even those stars or even darkness.. GOD still lives in all of that with or without breath.. atoms.. light.. or even darkness….

So whenever I hear folks imagining a dead GOD

that has no being that one can reach out..

touch and feel in the quartz of sand or the breast of woman..

or heat or blizzard winter of night or day.. i only think

of THAT three letter word as idol.. and precisely

what the myth of Jesus and Moses

did not find in the

40 days of

desert

that is the same as beach to me….

i have my 40 days of ‘Lent’.. almost 7 years ago..

starting in the beginning of March

and ending before Easter

when i give myself up for dead

after 40 almost totally sleepless days

and nights with 1 hour of sleep the first 35 of 40

that no sleeping pill will bring and only an alpha blocker

will put me down for that 1 hour of each day sleep..

and then there is the last 5 of 40

with no sleep relief at all..

and the letting go of life

for dead finally..

at the hospital….

Even through

5 long years of

suffering after that..

after coming back to life

at the hospital.. in metaphor

of heavy Ativan injections

that make sleep

a possibility..

as well as life again..

in all the other illness suffering..

to live today.. for me NOW..

is to wonder still..

if i did die

and go

to heaven..

as i can not imagine

any heaven better than now..

just to have the gift of life… AS IS NOW.

i understand why folks try to escape

the real GOD and make an

imaginary IDOL

GOD in their mind…

i understand why folks

who suffer in this world

imagine another life

in another world

of heaven

someday other than now…

But i hope these people one day will just open their ‘eyes’ and ‘see’ the GOD of Mother Nature TRUE above.. so below.. all around.. inside and outside of their being too… and then maybe they too will know and live heaven now… like the myth of Jesus and Moses do…. in their beach of desert.. as well….

But until then.. imagination is real too.. and imagination is better than greater suffering.. any now of now…..

-whatever it takes.. the human motto for survival.. does still apply….always now…..

That was just a play on words and a coincidence that my insomnia happened during the period of Lent for exactly 40 days from the MARCH PERIOD OF 2008 and OH MY GOD my wife and I were counting everyday, minute, and second of that real literal human hell.

There are few tortures worse than THAT MUCH LACK OF SLEEP, if any at all. The record for going without sleep at all is 264 hours or 11 days.

I couldn’t sleep for several reasons. One was Chronic Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia PAIN LIKE A Dentist drilling my right eye and ear during all waking hours; Two was Dysautonomia where my autonomic nervous system was all out of whack to the point where if I fell asleep I would stop breathing; and three was Sjogren’s Syndrome, where my eyes quit making tears almost all the way.

For the first 35 days no sleeping pills would put me down, and the doctor prescribed an Alpha blocker to slow my heart down as my adrenal glands were stuck in the on position, as part of the Dysautonomia, and with the drug I went into only a shallow sleep for less than an hour a day. For the last 5 days of 40, even the Alpha Blocker quit working.

A trip to the emergency room, and a heavy injection of Ativan was the only thing that finally brought relief of sleep, and according to my doctor I was close to having a potential life ending seizure, as that is what CAN AND DOES HAPPEN WHEN FOLKS GO anywhere close to that extreme of no sleep. The state of being at the end was an ice cold body with no perceptible feelings at all except for a burning indescribable pain all over my body worse than fire that increased every second of the last 5 days of no sleep like Dante’s rings of hell, as it was like GOD showing me if you think this is bad just wait for the next second and you will see what REAL PAIN IS….

The PAIN was worse than anything imaginable.. even worse than the Trigeminal Neuralgia pain, burning with real fire, Fibromyalgia that I was already diagnosed with, too, and the feeling of swimming under salt water with one’s eyes wide open, per not having any tears for eyes, where even that gel stuff for dry eyes didn’t help that pain substantially. And no drug ever remediated the cranial nerve pain of Trigeminal Neuralgia.. after that…. until I naturally recovered

WITH THE HELP OF GOD,

IN JULY OF 2013.

FOR the next five years from 2008 to 2013, I had to take Ativan to have any possibility of sleep, and that in itself made me somewhat of a Zombie, after I had lost almost all my emotions to the pain, already.

Now I connect to GOD through a style of martial arts and ballet dance walk that is measured by Nike GPS sports watch at over 3000 miles, approaching 18 months now.

The dance puts me in a state of theta wave mind that is extremely connective to the holy spirit which is another metaphor for altered consciousness and greater connection to the much greater creative potential of the ‘Quantum mind’ UNLEASHED with GOD as a synergistic force, rather than the illusion of separation from GOD for humans who are in a Zoo of prison, per FUNCTIONALLY DISABLED deficits in physical intelligence, emotions, senses and all that combines in synergy to better connect WITH GOD.

Fasting works for some folks, meditation for others, and there are many others ways but ‘TRANCE’ dance is the best way for me to reach this Theta BRAIN wave between dream and awake lucid creative dreaming mind WITH GOD….ALLOWING the subconscious mind to create in an autonomous flowing way.. without the interference of logical planning thoughts…. AKA THE HOLY SPIRIT, Kundalini Awakening, CHI, QI, KI, and all the other cross cultural metaphors for THE NATURAL way of connecting to GOD, the Great Spirit of the American Indians, or whatever metaphor is used to describe the ACTION VERB OF GOD, NON-ANTHROPOMORPHIZED.

People who have not experienced this ALTERED WAY OF ‘QUANTUM MIND’ UNLEASHED TRULY HAVE no idea what they ARE MISSING IN LIFE, as this IS the same way our so-called Primitive ‘uncivilized’ ancestors connect to GOD FREE in sharing spirit with all others and the rest of Nature WITHOUT illusions of separation from GOD promoted by a mechanical cognition leaning robot ‘WESTERNIZED’ way of MATERIALISTIC COLLECTING things in an illusion of what life CAN BE IF PROPERLY PRACTICED without the ‘sin’ of away from GOD.

For those ancestors like the ones who do this now

THERE IS NEVER EVER

ANY

QUESTION ABOUT

GOD EXISTING

CAUSE WHEN

ONE DOES

THIS GOD IS REAL..

AN ACTION VERB FORCE

AND NO FRIGGING FAIRY TALE.

IT’s JUST ABOUT CONTACT.. that’s all…..WITH ALL…:)

NO WORDS EVEN NECESSARY….. OR SO-CALLED WORD.

And SURE IT’S LITERALLY IMPOSSIBLE to show this to someone or truly FULLY put it into words as it is an entirely sensory emotional experience that can truly only be approximated through poetic expression

OF THE EXPERIENCE IT DOES

bring in human awakened enlightened life….

yeah the

TRUTH AND THE LIGHT.

Science can talk about it too, but science and the folks who stay in the ‘left brained’ Universe view.. simply don’t have a CLUE ABOUT WHAT ANY OF THIS IS, as One must EXPERIENCE IT FIRST TO UNDERSTAND IT FULLY, and then THE LIGHTS COME ON, AND ‘THEY’ ‘SAY’.. OH! NOW I GET IT. AHA! 💡 💡 💡

YES.. THE TRUTH AND THE LIGHT AKA ‘THE ALL SEEING EYE’ OR EVEN ILLUMINATI PER THE RECORD OF JESUS’ WORDS ON THE SAME TRUTH AND LIGHT if understood in metaphor instead of literally.

AND ‘then’ ‘some material reductionist’ will come and say that’s just brain chemicals that make you FEEL LIKE YOU are connecting to GOD.

And then some ‘bird’ will come along and say that’s just wings that makes birds fly.

And then some ‘tick’ will come along and say that’s just blood that makes dogs run.

WELL, i’ve ‘GOD’ news for the naysayers.

Blood is not what makes dogs run, alone.

Wings are not what make birds fly, alone.

And brain chemicals are not what make humans connect to GOD, alone.

i mean DUH..

It takes practice.. practice.. practice.. to fly, run, and CONNECT TO GOD.

AND THAT’S just ‘common sense’, a so-called ‘right brain’ attribute..

The stuff other animals can take for granted never ever separated from GOD.

Culture and or Religion, overall, is the virus or the evil or the devil that takes human away from the rest of Mother Nature TRUE, aka GOD.

And that’s just sad for the folks who CAN SEE THIS.

I WATCH “‘EM” PASS ME BY EVERYDAY,

in PUBLIC STORES AND STRAIGHT LINED SIDEWALKS, ‘LIKE’ ‘NEO’ flowing in GOLDEN SPIRAL movement in PHYSICAL/EMOTIONAL/SENSORY INTELLIGENCE

seen all over GOD’s creation, AND the other metaphors for ‘THAT’ per ‘NEO’.

PEOPLE who understand this have been attempting to be ‘THE SHEEPDOG’ THAT BRINGS THE Light and TRUTH to the sheep, but truly that’s the job of JOB.

And it takes a lot of JOBS to get that job DONE, LITERALLY REMEMBERED CORRECTLY, FOR CENTURIES….AS WELL…

IT’S ‘JUST’ A ‘MATTER’ OF ‘WHO’ WILL STEP UP AND ‘JUST DO IT’, like Nike says…..without words

..alone….

ALLONE IS THE WAY….

The REAL ILLUMINATI IS NOT A BODY ORGANIZED BY CORPORATE INTERESTS.

THE REAL ILLUMINATI IS NOT A BODY ORGANIZED BY CULTURE AND OR RELIGION.

THE REAL ILLUMINATI IS ORGANIZED BY HUMANS WORKING WITH GOD, AS SUPER SOLDIERS OF GOD.

THEY COME IN MANY COLORS, FLAVORS, AND WAYS……IN ONE ‘BODY’ OF ‘CHRIST’.. as ‘Just’ one metaphor for THAT.

AND ‘they’ are STILL HERE NOW.

IN GROWING NUMBERS….

Can you recognize them…

IF SO.. YOU TOO

ARE POTENTIaLLy

one of ONE, OR WE, OR US, OR ME, OR YOU…:)

That’s the problem with anthropomorphizing GOD.. as the darkness comes with the light.. and GOD AS NATURE GETS ALL THE CREDIT.. to me.. whether it is a cataclysm and the ending of all life on earth from a comet hitting

SQUARE IN AIM..

or a Sunny bright morn..

and GORGEOUS tanned girl

without a bikini…. (my wife by the way..ha!ha!:)….

To stay humble and blessed AND STRONG AND CONFIDENT.. IS to know all the darkness AND LIGHT of GOD that CAN be.. SO to thank what IS FOR WHAT IS.. AS IS….FOR NOW….

I don’t know of any fair GOD.. all I know is GOD as Nature TRUE… and come ‘hell’ or high water.. there is no use in blaming anyone for THAT..:)

THERE IS NO ‘GOOD’ OR ‘EVIL’ IN MY BOOK.. only myth of METAPHOR OF what GOD can do…. and YES that THINGY folks call GOOD and EVIL that I TOO.. use as metaphor too.. AFTER all is said and done.. WRITTEN language is just a human TOOL…. yes A METAPHOR IS all OF THAT…. CONCRETE or soft for tell of tales….

But I’ve been to the most dark AND LIGHT of places AND with or without feelings.. blaming is just.. a dead end road…..dead or alive….Anthropomorphized GOD..FORCE OF NATURE.. AS GOD OR NOT…

The blame game is just a waste of time and that’s ALL tHere IS to THAT..:)

AND CERTAINLY a source of much human death and destruction by the hand of human illusion that CAN kill so well…..with tools of ANTHROPOMORPHIZED ‘gunS’ and ANTHROPOMORPHIZED TRIBAL DEVELOPED..

QUARTER BACK GOD…

Hmm… tribal “Quarter Back GOD”.. i think i’ll use that one.. somewhere else..;)

Human kind is a sentient manifestation of THE GOD of Nature..

And yeah I worship the GOD of Nature from the time I get up and the sun shines on my naked body doing TAI-CHI-like movement in total mind and body balance listening to whatever music on Youtube I like with my ear buds from iPhone hooked up to me like I’m into A ‘cultural hive’ of life.. in love.. with all that is inside me… outside me.. all around me.. above AND so below…

Humankind is one form of sentient manifestation of THE GOD of Nature, and my cat Yellow BOY is another form that ‘smells better’ than I do.

We (EVERY CREATURE IN THE FRIGGING UNIVERSE) all have our strengths and weaknesses in diversity of uncountable ways of perceiving life, and that’s what makes this whole thing so frigging REAL LIFE MAGICKAL NOW IS that humankind has made a way of life for one who takes advantage of it IN MIND AND BODY BALANCE to SERIOUSLY LIVE IN A RELATIVE HEAVEN NOW, considering what the other animals have to deal with on a daily basis out in the UNIVERSE WILD….

I mean, seriously, just the benefit of toilet paper and not having an itchy butt is heaven, ain’t it…

A warm shower…

Whatever the hell ya wanna eat at the all ya can eat buffet….

‘72,000’ virgin LOOKING FEMALES MADE UP ALL LIKE THAT TO LOOK at if one’s IN to THAT…available on the Interwebz…

Hell, this is what some extremist Muslim folks die for, as martyrs, just to get ‘into’ 72 or 49 or whatever number of virgins they are promised in an imaginary afterlife that the American male gets for free on the Interwebz uncensored as such….in a virtual HIGH DEF WAY….

IS IT ANY WONDER there are no more terrorist acts of great note IN THE good OLD U.S.A. WHEN A POTENTIAL terrorist gets here and finds THIS IS REAL HEAVEN…NOW!

WHO knows if that is the reason but sure it could be part of it.. just imagine the thrill in comparison of uncensored Internet over here as compared to over THERE..

HELL that could LEAD TO WORLD PEACE, IF EVERYONE GETS A PIECE of that HEAVEN LIKE action….

MR. DENT, really, this is so simple.

Back in the day folks have the innate instinct and intuition that there are laws and a driving FORCE of Nature known as the three letter word GOD that brings order to life when studied, learned, understood better, and practiced.

Religion is all there is for science then…

And Now there is science that calls the GOD thingy, then, Nature NOW….

The problem is with rigid black and white thinkers who are afraid of change, whether it is another labeled name for the THREE LETTERED WORD OF THE GOD of Nature LIKE ALLAH OR WHATEVER, OR EVEN GODZILLA, or WTF, OR the refusal to bring to light the understanding that the essence of truth remains the same no matter the language, culture, religion, or science labels that SCRIBE THAT TRUTH.

The INNATE INSTINCTUAL INTUITIVE POTENTIAL that human emotion and sensory abilities bring to the table of human when enhanced through regulation and integration through physical intelligence as the driving force is the essence of TRUTH, AND WRITTEN words as metaphors designed by human beings are simply symbols as tools to guide one better with THE Truth and the LIGHT OF THAT EMOTIONAL AND SENSORY LIFE!

Human relative free will in balancing mind and body; belief, hope, faith, and the attribute of unconditional LOVE ARE NOT JUST EMPTY WORDS; THEY ARE SYMBOLS, WORDS, LABELS, TOOLS, FOR THE ESSENCE OF HUMAN TRUTH EMOTING ACTION in life….

Science cannot cover everything as everything is not a repeatable experiment, particularly when it comes to the TRUE MAGICKAL EMOTING POWER OF ALL OF POTENTIAL IN ABILITIES driven by humans emotions and senses.

MAGICK, by the way, is a term originated by the British Occultist and Poet, Aleister Crowley, and it simply means the pursuit of the inner life of human being to reach greater human potential.

Religion, Culture, and Science are benefits but also, at times, roadblocks, in exploring, REGULATING AND INTEGRATING the inner driving force of emotional and sensory intelligence POWERED BY PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE that is a healing and DRIVING force for greater human potential…

WE are THE EMOTIONS AND SENSES OF the GOD of Nature UNBOUND IN THE METAPHOR OF the POTENTIAL OF THE ‘QUANTUM’ human mind AND BODY IN BALANCE unleashed.

A child of GOD is simply what that is.. the EMOTIONS AND SENSES OF GOD UNLEASHED….

HUMANS ALREADY MOVE MOUNTAINS;

THEY ARE VISIBLE SKYSCRAPERS AND ALL OTHER MONUMENTS CREATED BY THE tools of written abstract human language aka the WORD OF GOD UNABRIDGED AND ALL OTHER SENTIENT COMMUNICATION in the UNIVERSE bringing MORE tools of COLLECTIVE RECORDED INTELLIGENCE PER BYPRODUCTS OF complex culture, as WE bridge the gap of GOD WITH WE AND WE BECOME ONE WITH GOD….A MIGHTY MANIFESTED SENTIENT FORCE.. always working stronger together than alone……

IF ALL THAT AIN’T WORTH WORSHIPPING, NOTHING IS…

NIHILISM IS THE ‘EVIL’; relative Human FREE WILL balancing mind and body, BELIEF, FAITH, HOPE, and TRUST IN WHAT IS, IS THE MEDICINE.

THE RESULT THAT CAN BE THAT IS ALL AROUND US FOR THOSE WHO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF IT, IN MIND AND BODY balance WHO simply live in REAL HEAVEN NOW…

AND yeah, sure, there is that other place for people who don’t appreciate AND ACT ON, PER ‘just doing It, where they REaLLY ARE NOW…..

IT’S ALL METAPHOR BUT AT ESSENCE OF TRUTH IT’S ALL REAL TOO…

And this is my favorite movie clip that CAN apply to NOW.

The form of metaphors DO NOT MATTER alone

PER different vehicles and vessels that house the truth.

The essence of TRUTH IS WHAT COUNTS.

AND WHEN one

ARRIVES IN BLISS AND STAYS THERE NOW..

There is NOW FOREVER IN HEAVEN NOW.

It just does NOT get any better than that..

And I for one, don’t even need the 72K virgins

to make me feel that way…..

To master heaven is TO LIVE REAL

forevermorenow….

Anything else is meaningless fluff….

or NIHILISM, TAKE your pick….

WITH DUE RESPECT OF COURSE…
if ya get THIS far..:)

And truly I WILL like nothing

better than IF YOU

AND EVERYBODY ELSE DOES NOW..

‘They’ WILL JUST be smiling foreverMOREnow.. that’s all….

SORRY.. books and school will NOT TEACH one this,

for one WHO has THE POTENTIAL to hear it,

PRACTICE IT, IN ACTION NOW….

And there are many Paths that work

JUST AS amazing in real life

HUMAN BEING MAGICK

Miracles NOW.

AspE writes:

You are insane.

aghogday writes:

I CERTAINLY hope so as if that’s TRUE THAT PUTS ME in an excellent ‘TRADE’ of life:

http://www.goodreads.com/quotes/924-here-s-to-the-crazy-ones-the-misfits-the-rebels-the

Quote:
“Here’s to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The troublemakers. The round pegs in the square holes. The ones who see things differently. They’re not fond of rules. And they have no respect for the status quo. You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them. About the only thing you can’t do is ignore them. Because they change things. They push the human race forward. And while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world, are the ones who do.”

-Steve Jobs

And on top of that when a person can have this much fun at age 54, who the hell wants to BE the peg that FITS in the hole of hell..OF LIFE….

I live in heaven BABY and I can prove THAT HERE.

IF YOU CAN’T SMILE BY THE END OF THIS..

Check your pulse….

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/12/09/gods-muse-of-dance/

Whatever the hell I am IT WORKS AND THAT’S AN IRREFUTABLE FACT.

I didn’t make well over a hundred gorgeous smiling girls happy like THAT WITHOUT SOMETHING
UNIQUE and special about ME.

Like I said, It Just don’t get any better than this…

‘Call me back’ when you are age 54 and tell me if you can do THAT.

Oh yeah, and let’s see if you go to the gym and LEG PRESS 930 LBS with your legs 12 times like I did tonight, and in case you missed IT here is the irrefutable evidence of one videoed slow rep. when I was ‘just’ at 810LBS two months ago with my female gym attendant friend exclaiming ‘HOLY SH**’. The other 11 reps. are evidenced in high-definition panoramic view in the comment section of the Youtube video below, just in case you missed THAT EVIDENCE earlier in the thread…too…

Dude or dudette.. or whatever you are.. I don’t wanna be anyone but me, and no matter who or WHAT you are, I can only hope you feel the same way about YOU.

OH GOD.. SOMETIMES the folks around here

are so predictable.. it’s amusing.. inspiring..

for just 500 more words..or so..:)

Keep it coming.. A ‘Real Life Superman’..

DOES NOT get tired….OR EVER GIVES UP..

to ‘little’ people.. personal attacks…..

The lowest hierarchy of critical thinking THAT EXISTS….

heHE….;)

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7 Responses to Talking.. Shh.. wITh GOD2

  1. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?f=20&t=275387&start=540

    ^^^

    Haha..! Synchronicity again.. interestingly enough.. i am wearing that shirt again.. in my post linked above.. per “GOD’s Muse of Dance”…

    Same as last time.. when you brought Sheldon in on the defense team..;)

    Except that was a different post where you posted the “Schrodinger’s GINGER (is that cat dead or alive) Cat” photo from THAT CAT post..:)

    An ELEPHANT OR ASPIE NEVER FORGETS..;) WITH rote memory FULLY STILL IN tact and TOW..:)

    So tick tack toe that..;) what THE hell..:) Just.. Ynot..;)

    DO IT! 🙂

    be free…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………

    ^^^
    * different as there are scores more girls in THAT CAT post now..:)

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    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

    Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !

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  2. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?f=20&t=277446&start=15

    ^^^

    Lana Del Rey WEARS the AMERICAN INDIAN HEADDRESS for 64Million public views.. at the 7 minute point in the video linked below.. and no one complains.. at least NOT in the Youtube comments.. section…

    Of course she IS REALLY FREE.. “AND WILD.. HAS FUN.. AND BELIEVES IN THE COUNTRY AMERICA USED TO BE.. the person she wants to become.. the freedom of the OPEN ROAD.. AND HER MOTTO IS THE SAME AS EVER.. she believes in the kindness of strangers.. and when she’s at war with herself SHE RIDES… she just rides… and then she states.. who are you.. are you in touch with all your ‘darkest’ fantasies.. have you created a life where you can experience them… i have.. i am F**King CRAZY..

    BUT I AM FREE…”

    And that’s what the REAL AMERICAN INDIANS DID AND DO TOO.. THEN AND NOW….

    Yes.. I AM PART OF THAT… free thingy….TOO..:)

    “I JUST DO IT”..

    AND TRULY that’s all that separates folks like Lana and me.. from the rest of the herd.. or sheep……

    WE DANCE WALK THE TALK….. LIKE THE AMERICAN INDIANS DID.. AND DO TOO..:)

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  3. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?f=20&t=277446&start=30

    ^^^

    I’ve already started a new tribe.. you can join if you like..

    In fact.. I’m called MASTER CHIEF AGHOGDAY..

    SERIOUSLY.. YOU CAN LOOK IT UP ON GOOGLE AND FIND IT RIGHT NOW..:)

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/12/25/master-chief-aghogday/

    AND i’ve written millions of words about my tribe.. LITERALLY.. AND OVER A million people have viewed my ways.. per the link here..:

    for evidence if ya like..

    https://plus.google.com/+KateMia/posts

    Kate Mia
    19 followers|1,031,175 views

    i go my own WAY and follow no other……

    AND THAT’S WHAT THE most indigenous of folks do..

    regardless of color.. ethnicity.. national origin or so called race..

    There is only one race..

    HUMAN BEING….

    and that’s my tribe… all the way…

    INDIGENOUS STYLE…….

    AND HELL.. NO I DON’T WEAR A HEADDRESS..

    I GO FULLY NAKED….

    WILD AND FREE FULL BORE…..

    PERHAPS that’s why I only have 19 followers.. AND ALL THOSE VIEWS…..;)

    AND OH by the way.. my wife is American Indian AND PACIFIC ISLANDER.. per indigenous there.. AFTER.. all is said and done.. AMERICAN INDIANS ARE ACTUALLY INDIGENOUS ASIANS… PER that Bering Straight thingy..

    We are all immigrants in the ‘new world’.. and that’s just a fact….:)

    i guess that’s my “Autism” talking huh.. but nah.. that’s just an abstract label.. too….

    I have no desire to wannabe anything..

    i

    simply

    am
    Now
    and that’s all there is to IT.

    NOW.

    People who are afraid to be free.. in anyway.. are simply not free…

    This country is free.. it is only individuals who build their own castles and PRISONS of NOT FREE…. WHO ARE NOT FREE…

    WEAR the headdress.. photo it here.. and i will simply applaud what the ‘true braves’ do.. to be FREE….

    PC IS NEVER FREE…….!

    And that’s just my opinion.. whatever another person wants to think.. they are entitled to it.. but the chances of changing my relative free will in a country THAT IS TRULY FREE AND LEGALLY SUPPORTS THAT freest way of life.. ARE SIMPLY NIHL….. i used to do PC all the dam time.. it almost killed me.. so I GAVE IT ALL UP.. AS WILD AND UNDOMESTICATED HUMAN ONCE AGAIN FREE!

    IT JUST DOESN’T get more INDIAN THAN THAT.. PER INDIGENOUS undomesticated human WILD AND FREE spirit1!

    And HELL YES.. I CAN PROVE THAT IN VIVID REDSKIN LIVING COLOR!..too..;)

    http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=277448

    ^^^

    Yes… everything in real existence is a spectrum…

    It is only humans who try to restrict that.. at least on this planet.. with abstract language.. collective intelligence.. and the byproducts of complex culture in tow….

    I gave up labels…

    IT SET ME FREE..:)

    AND YEAH.. believe it or not the cashier at McDonalds mistook me for a girl when I was thirteen years old.. as hard as that might be to imagine now and 113 LBS more later..:) i used to have thick flowing blonde hair.. in fact the ladies in the salon used to say.. oh my god that boy HAS SO MUCH HAIR….

    And yeah.. when i was a baby almost everyone thought I was a girl.. my eyes were too blue.. and my eyelashes were simply too long.. no boy could be that pretty.. hehe!..;)

    Things change.. oh BOY DO THEY CHANGE..;)

    I HAD A LATE PUBERTY IN my 50’s.. haha!

    But I dam sure understand this ISSUE ALL TOO WELL….

    HEHE.. what haven’t i experienced huh..;)

    Seriously.. ABOUT the only thing I haven’t done.. is the gay thing.. i’m just a lady’S man.. and THAT PART WILL NEVER CHANGE…. JUST call me a ‘gift’ of sorts.. with sarcasm in tow..;)

    http://www.bbc.co.uk/science/humanbody/sex/add_user.shtml

    Speaking of that, a cool test linked here to determine Brain SEX ID..

    I score precisely in the middle and so does my sister, with both of us diagnosed on the Autism Spectrum.

    My wife is way up there in the female brain territory…:)

    But yeah.. i definitely LOOK ALL MALE NOW..;)

    AND YEAH.. my wife looks ALL FEMALE NOW TOO.. but she too is recognized as a boy when a small girl.. per gender stereotypes in ‘looks’…

    And she never ages.. people remarking she looks the same as the day we married her at age 19 and me at 29.. twenty-five years ago.. and sure.. that’s kinda nice.. and she doesn’t work out and still has a six pack.. never getting fat.. so yeah.. there’s some testosterone in that ‘butterfly’ somewhere too…:)

    And I have the medically accessed testosterone of 277, as low as 75 year old male.. per latest documented test this year.. but that doesn’t stop me from leg pressing 930LBS twelve times…just last night…

    HUMAN nature.. strange.. bizarre.. and truly magicKAL.. when human potential is more fully pursued.. and met.. regardless of gender and or sexual orientation… i just don’t have the ability to truly judge and look down on a person who is different.. or look up for that matter either.. i guess i was born that way.. like ‘our’ androgynous friend Lady Gaga.. who is very likely on the broader Autism phenotype too..;)

    AND ALWAYS full of surprises..

    and a textbook example of

    NEVER EVER JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER… alone….

    The HUMAN BEING inside IS like A UNI-VERSE… ALLONE.. the outside.. is only temporal expression..always a relatively small extension.. of HUMAN Uni-verse.. for only now…;)

    CLIMB EVERY MOUNTAIN FORGE EVERY STREAM FOLLOW EVERY RAINBOW UNTIL YOU FIND YOUR DREAMS…. AND SO ON AND SO FORTH.. NOW.

    climb EVERY MOUNTAIN..;)

    AGAIN.

    THE VALLEYS ALWAYS END.

    THE END IS ALWAYS THE BEGINNING…TOO..;)

    FOR

    NOW.

    The metaphor.. TO INSPIRE.. NO MATTER WHERE IT COMES FROM.. IS JUST THAT…

    DOING IS JUST ALL THAT COUNTS… when flesh and blood hits the REAL ROADS OF LIFE…

    ‘JUST DO IT’…

    EVEN NIKE has that one figured out…

    It does NOT take a rocket scientist TO TRULY FLY..ON Terrestrial Land..;)

    i MEAN… duh.. even the real life JONATHAN TRULY LIVINGsTON SEAGULL CAN EVIDENCE THAT…;)

    i for one.. JUST DO IT EVERY NOW OF EVERYDAY…

    IT MAKE THINGS CLEAR CUT.. SIMPLE.. AND BRILLIANT.. ALL AT THE SAME TIME…..

    But one can ask THE REAL LIFE audience.. if one likes… about the evidence..;)

    i FOR one carry it everywHere i go.. IN TOW.. just letting IT go.. in free flow… ESSENCE OF FORM…

    AKA CREATIVITY..

    A FAR FAR GALAXY AWAY FOR SOME FOLKS..

    i know.. i used to live in that cardboard box place….

    too….. in another galaxy far far away……..

    It’s kinda like never visiting the ‘other hemisphere’ of one’s brain..

    Literally speaking as science now.. even suggests…..

    Two HEMI-SPHERES working in ‘perfect’ harmony of mind and body balance is truly art and science combined in mind..

    AKA

    THE ‘QUANTUM’ HUMAN MIND UNLEASHED…

    THEN COME THE HUMAN MIRACLES FULLY FLOWING in human way…

    AND THAT MY friend.. is what i.. for one.. evidence.. every now of my life….

    It doesn’t matter how i get HERE.. ALL THAT MATTERS IS IT’S REAL……………..

    EVEN the ‘Lord of the Rings’ CAN WORK FOR THAT..:)

    RELATIVE HUMAN FREE WILL, FAITH, HOPE,

    BELIEF
    AND
    TRUST in Human and Mother Nature TRUE..

    ARE THE KEY INGREDIENTS

    FOR human miracles fully utilized for reality TRUE….

    THE METAPHORS ARE JUST TOOLS.. NO MATTER WHAT THEY ARE OR

    WHERE THEY COME FROM…

    THE EMOTIVE POWER OF THE EMOTIONS MAKING THINGS HAPPEN IN REAL LIFE…

    are REAL.

    PERIOD. ..

    END AND
    BEGINNING
    OF
    HUMAN STORY.
    _________________
    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

    Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !

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  4. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?f=20&t=275387&start=555

    ^^^

    I don’t drink anymore but never the less, the ‘BIG LEBOWSKI’ MOVIE is like my video bible.. and ‘the dude’ for all practical intents and purposes is a peaceful easy living loving ‘Jesus’ who DOESN’T give a F ABOUT PC. 🙂

    TRULY I walk in THE “dude’s”
    footsteps now..:)..

    And of course the TAI CHI dance walk stuff ‘he’ does in the movie, as BALANCED MIND AND BODY WELL..;)

    And yeah.. the fact I worked in and managed a Military Bowling Center almost two decades brings a certain flavor of greater fondness.. as well.. as nostalgia.. for a dying breed of social interaction in the alleys of life..:)

    Virtual ways of social interaction will NEVER EVER replicate that for me…:)

    It was like working at “Cheer’s” where everyone knew your name knew you were strange but loved you all the same…

    And THAT IS the core message of THAT MOVIE OF LIFE..:) as well.

    Per that Cheers clip above.. i’m not 11 months old.. i don’t have a mom named Lilith.. and there is no man at the Seville Quarter Bar I know now where i RAVE dance every Thursday Night.. as of 48 weeks tonight named Norm…

    But yeah.. my name is Frederick…

    And if it wasn’t for that Military Bowling Center for almost two decades of work there.. i might not have ever learned to speak coherently with my Hyperlexic form of Autism…

    And if wasn’t for THE new Bar.. Seville Quarter.. In Pensacola.. FL.. i might not have learned to speak with “magicK’ ‘FEaT’..;)

    Sometimes LIFE is SIMPLY ‘MAGICK’ for ‘those’ ‘who’ CAN ‘SEE’ THE free verse POETRY IN IT.. IN ALL WAYS.. THAT MAKES IT..

    SO….:)

    AND IT IS OFTEN THE STRANGEST OF creators.. per WRITERS.. directors.. producers.. and ACTORS ‘WHO’ DO….:)

    So yeah.. maybe i’m “a” “Moonchild” too..;)

    http://www.goodreads.com/work/quotes/311130-the-moonchild

    Moonchild Quotes:

    “It is a terrible error to let any natural impulse, physical or mental, stagnate. Crush it out, if you will, and be done with it; or fulfil it, and get it out of the system; but do not allow it to remain there and putrefy. The suppression of the normal sex instinct, for example, is responsible for a thousand ills. In Puritan countries one inevitably finds a morbid preoccupation with sex coupled with every form of perversion and degeneracy. ”
    ― Aleister Crowley, Moonchild

    “It is necessary, in this world, to be made of harder stuff than one’s environment.”
    ― Aleister Crowley, Moonchild

    “Nothing any man can do will improve that genius; but the genius needs his mind, and he can broaden that mind, fertilize it with knowledge of all kinds, improve its powers of expression; supply the genius, in short, with an orchestra instead of a tin whistle. All our little great men, our one-poem poets, our one-picture painters, have merely failed to perfect themselves as instruments. The Genius who wrote The Ancient Mariner is no less sublime than he who wrote The Tempest; but Coleridge had some incapacity to catch and express the thoughts of his genius – was ever such wooden stuff as his conscious work? – while Shakespeare had the knack of acquiring the knowledge necessary to the expression of every conceivable harmony, and his technique was sufficiently fluent to transcribe with ease.”
    ― Aleister Crowley, Moonchild

    “The first condition of success in magick is purity of purpose.”
    ― Aleister Crowley, The Moonchild

    “Look at the testimony of literature. In the days of chivalry our sympathies go with the Knight-errant, who redresses wrongs; with the King, whose courage and wisdom deliver his people from their enemies. But when Kingship became tyranny, and feudalism oppression, we took our heroes from the rebels. Robin Hood, Hereward the Wake, Bonnie Prince Charlie, Rob Roy; it was always the Under Dog that appealed to the artist.”
    ― Aleister Crowley, The Moonchild

    Honestly.. some folks think anything they haven’t seen before is insanity.

    And i for one am never born that way… but taken to the REAL Insanity

    of attempting to control and stay same PER culture and religion

    AND even science as same… but truly insane ..

    IN MY BOOK.. AT LEAST..:)

    THANK GOD..;)

    LIFE IS SIMPLY A THRILL the OTHER way..:)

    AND TOTALLY TRULY SANE..:)

    CRAZY IS SANE.. haha!.. isn’t that IRONIC…

    One of the most hilarious things about that video is in the first comment

    where some Interwebz literalist starts to argue that the stuff in the

    video ain’t ironic…

    Polishing life..

    is waste.. like polishing a car..

    I used to spend hours on end polishing my Camaro..

    Now I take my NEW Honda through the car wash once a year.. and don’t paint the scratches…

    I take my greatest pleasure

    NOW

    INTHE IMPERFECTION AND THE NON-REPEATABLE EXPERIMENT THAT IS THE HUMAN HEART.. SOUL.. AND SPIRIT..

    MANIFEST
    IN
    the practice of
    CREATION ACTIVITY…

    THE OTHER WAY.. TRULY.. ALMOST KILLED ME..

    NOW i just float through life LIKE A BUTTERFLY and CAN sting like a bee.. if need BEE..;)

    IT’S JUST THE BUTTERFLIES AND BEES FREE..

    THAT’S STILL ALL..

    IT
    IS…:)

    WITH OF COURSE THE DRAGON FLY AND THE ROACH AS THE TRUE SURVIVORS OF LIFE….

    TO learn from Nature AND PRACTICE LIFE ALWAYS is to be FREE.. SURVIVE.. AND MOST IMPORTANTly TRULY LIVE… ALIVE… FULLy LIVE..LIVED..:)

    THE reverse of that.. per liveVIL.. is JUST THAT OR.. deviLived..;)

    Yes.. that’s truly iconic…;)

    I can make things so complicated here… AND i know i do.. and that is.. what can expand minds.. not averse to change…

    But truly off this computer.. I just dance and sing a song of life… with other flesh and blood human beings.. whether they want to join in or not… as a ‘piper’ of sorts…

    Same stuff humans have always done.. but forget.. particularly after childhood.. puberty.. college.. and particularly marriage.. Haha! when comfort zones CAN come TO rule…. one’s life in prison.. comfortably numb…eventually….

    DEAD IN HEART.. SOUL.. AND SPIRIT…

    Sometimes a most beautiful girl can block the STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN…

    AND TRULY

    THAT’S

    IRONIC MY FRIEND..

    AND ALMOST TRUE IN MY LIFE..

    WHERE THE GREATEST GIFT AND LOVE

    CAN BE THE GREATEST CHALLENGE

    IN TRULY LOSING HEART.. SOUL..

    AND SPIRIT…

    THERE ARE NO EASY ANSWERS BUT TO LOOK WITHIN..

    AND FEEL LIFE THE WAY IT WORKS

    FOR one’s self as you

    SO ELOQUENTLY

    TRUTH BEFORE..;)

    🙂

    So I’ll leave with this for now..

    as I continue to stair A way to heaven..NOW..

    where up is down..

    and down is up..

    so above..

    so
    be

    low..:)

    It it is what it is..
    and i’ll just be what
    i
    am..:)

    if it’s to be
    it’s up to me..

    TO again..

    ‘JUST DO IT’..;)

    _________________

    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

    Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !

    http://en.gravatar.com/katiemiafrederick

  5. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?f=20&t=275387&start=555

    ^^^

    kraftiekortie writes:

    If people would stop berating each other and questioning each other’s ethics, intelligence, honesty, etc. all the time, I believe PPR would be able to welcome more comers. This could be a really educational Subforum.

    aghogday writes:

    And a place for creativity too.. per that so-called the ‘insanity card’.. whenever forms.. out of the box… do form.. and come in words.. videos.. photos.. and other symbolic expression.. and the full potpourri that modern human CAN AND DOES bring to the table of life.. WHEN FREE.. WITH expression.. particularly.. IN CREATION ACTIVITY..

    Life with no ‘freespice’.. is rather bland.. at least to me..:)

    _________________
    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

    Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !

    http://en.gravatar.com/katiemiafrederick

  6. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?f=20&t=276461&start=30

    ^^^

    As science now shows human beings, the healthy balanced ones, are born with the innate instinct and intuition for full fledged emotional contagion of affective empathy, with cognitive empathy coming later depending on how nurturing the environment is.. AKA AS THE GREATEST GIFT FROM MOTHER NATURE TRUE AKA GOD TRUE FOR HUMAN BEING SOCIAL ANIMAL COOPERATIVE SUCCESS AND SURVIVAL…

    If one wants healthy ethical children, just find a nurturing wife AND OR HUSBAND.

    If not, don’t..

    Some folks make excellent parents, and some folks do not.

    It’s the way of the GOD of Mother Nature TRUE and there IS NO big black book that is going to change GOD given Human Nature including the scientific fact now THAT LUST IS A CORE SOURCE OF HUMAN CREATIVITY AND PRODUCTIVITY..

    SO IT’S BEST TO GET ‘LAID’ SOMEHOW OR AT LEAST THINK ABOUT SOMETHING ABOUT THAT OVERALL..

    TO CREATE AND PRODUCE.. A BETTER LIFE for humans.

    It’s just human 101.. big black book or not…

    Humans come prepackaged for the propensity of Love..

    Grow that garden of Love or not.

    That’s mostly up to Mothers, NOT BIG BLACK BOOKS, OR A PATRIARCHAL BIBLICAL INTERPRETATION THAT says boys don’t cry or have a heart.

    THAT IS ONE surest way, to potential prison, or worse.. in life.. broken marriages AND all that stuff of the dead human heart, soul, and spirit…

    And meanwhile people are worried about who made who.

    That’s irrelevant to both reality and NOW PER the only thing that ever exists NOW.. called NOW.

    But anyway.. PER WHO MADE WHO..

    THAT DESERVES THIS..;)

    AND FOR THE REST OF EVERYTHING.. else…

    LIKE THE TRUE MODERN PROPHETS.. ‘THE BEATLES’ SAY..

    And the so-called dude ‘Jesus’.. PER THAT GOLDEN RULE

    THINGY…

    ‘ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE’.

    ‘IT’S EASY’

    And sorry.. i’m not feeling any warm and fuzzies yet.. from ya.. pal.. 😉

    Perhaps LOVE is the issue..huh..;)

    JUST GIVE IT TO SOMEONE.. else.. I HAVE PLENTY.. AND I ALWAYS LIVE IN THE REAL HEAVEN OF NOW..

    LIFE IS SO EASY WHEN ONE TRULY LISTENS TO THAT SO-CALLED DUDE NAMED JESUS..

    AND ACTS AND DANCES AND OR WALKS THE MESSAGE

    INSTEAD OF JUST TALKING THE TALK…

    OR CHANGING THE HISTORICAL RECORD OF ‘JESUS’ PROMOTING THE HUMBLE
    YOGI LEANING TEACHER to the frigging SOLDIER KING of the Universe and worshipping the HUMBLE man AS idol of GOD….

    OR CAUSING HATE AND DISCONTENT PER THAT METAPHORICAL DEVIL STUFF….

    LIKE those hateful dudes yelling stuff at folks at intersections waving that black book that becomes a weapon of hate
    instead of the gospel aka good news.. PER UNCONDITIONAL GOLDEN RULE LOVE….

    And to be clear I am not YELLING just accentuating important points, as bold can be so offensive..:)

    I am as calm as a river of love flowing into the Ocean of Love that IS TRULY GOD.. MANIFEST IN HUMAN BEING.. IN EMOTIONS.. SENSES.. PER CONTACT WITH GOD.. IN SELF.. INSIDE.. OUTSIDE.. ALL AROUND.. above and so BELOW..:)

    And the love a person has for others is directly related to the love a person has for their Temple of GOD also known as self all the way in flesh and blood….

    People who do not love themselves rarely are capable of GOD’s gift of Love..for all others…unconditionally per the GOLDEN RULE…

    Try a selfie.. if ya will or like.. it works for me..;)

    I love myself.. oh so much.. but I love all others just as much..:) AND I AM ABLE TO FULLY EXPRESS that unconditional love everywhere I go like MAGICK.

    That’s how GOD works per FULLER HUMAN POTENTIAL WHEN FULLER EMOTIONALLY AND REASONABLY LIVED AS ART AND SCIENCE BALANCED.. YIN AND YANG.. PLUS ALL those other flowered metaphors of making life work best expanding human potential to human miracles manifest come TRUE AS REAL…..AS UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.. THE HIGHEST HUMAN EMOTING POWER FOR REAL LIFE ACTION.. IN ‘JUST DOING LIFE AS IS BEST FOR NOW’..:)

    BUT ANYWAY.. NEVER THE LESS.. SMILES AND LOVE.. AND HAVE A NICE DAY IN NOW FRIEND!..:)

    AND smell a flower.. along the way.. if ya will.. if ya can…

    YnOT..;) ‘FORGET ME NOT’.. OR whatever flower ya can find!

    Ah you inspire the Love of ‘Jesus’ in my heArt.. AHH…! that’s how the dark beCOMES LIGHT!.. again! AND GOLDEN RULE LOVE!..RULES THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN NOW!

    GOD IS AMAZING NOW.. I DON’T NEED A BOOK TO UNDERSTAND TRUTH!..:)

    Join ‘US’ ‘want’ ya.. or be ‘led’ behind.. goD ‘allows’ that choice as part of HUMAN Relative Free Will…

    There is always more than one path… otherwise all of this will be indescribably boring like HELL..;)

    ‘GOD’ SOMETIMES.. FOR SOME ‘REASON’.. this FEELS like a mount, or something.. and i’m not talking about SEX!..;)

    But that’s what real Christians do.. they teach.. NOT preach.. and they learn as disciples AKA students of HISTORICAL Jesus NOT FRIGGING FOLLOWERS OR WORSHIPPERS OF A HUMBLE MAN. 🙂

    And YES.. THEY ABSOLUTELY LOVE SEX TOO.. MOST OF ‘EM ANYWAY….

    CHRISTIANITY IS OUTSTANDING WHEN TAUGHT THE JESUS WAY..:)

    PER THE TOPIC AT HAND FULLY DESCRIBED like ‘i’ came down from a MODERN ‘Mountain’ or something ONLINE..;)

    JUST WALKING IN FOOTSTEPS.. BUT NOT FOLLOWING.. THAT’S ALL….

    _________________
    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

    Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !

    http://en.gravatar.com/katiemiafrederick

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