There are only two shows i watch
now.. Lucifer and the Big Bang..
one shoe shows the
dArk can be
the liGhtest
and one show
shoes the liGht
can be the dArkest
with rather simple
but effective
form
of wit..
in other
words.. without
‘Grey Poupon’..
only if i could
learn to do that..
i miGht have an audience
that likes and comments
more.. but haha.. i’d
rather be odd
and just
be me..
so more ‘grey
poupon’ coming
but with a spicy
naked edge of course..
yeah.. i was Sheldon Cooper
until i evolved into Lucifer..
Sex over BRains..
baby.. is wHere
it’s alWays
been for
human
being..
leading
edge of below
so above.. let’s
get real and all of THAT..
but it’s F in Hilarious..
all he does iS F
and play
fair..
meanwhile Sheldon
plays with his collection
of flags.. video games..
or whatever and
rarely
gets the
real job of life
just done with one
or more mates like
Lucifer does so well..
Anyway.. repressing any pARt
of human Nature.. whether it be
emotions.. senses.. or yes.. sensuality
is the path back to hell.. where Lucifer
got F iN Sick and Tired of dealing
with the folks at the
Wrong Planet
there.. in hell.. THEN lives..
And seriously.. with feeling..
the Singularity is more than
robot way.. a movie named
‘Chappie’ or something like
that to illustrate that..
the movie ‘Lucy’
says it all
connect
back
to Lucy
the Ape..
and go far back
to REAL SANITY..smile emoticon
SMiLes.. i usually do Wiki cliff notes..
to catch up on the cultural
interest of the day..
if it interests
me.. or
serves
to better
converse on the
topic at hand..
and You
Tube is
a great
resource
for that too..
and without
commercials
with a DVR
and all of that
for just the two
shows i do watch..
there is not much left
of the meat of the show
after commercials go away..
So much to learn.. and never
to get bored.. i wished for a machine
i could ask any question to.. and
Google.. overall
serves up
a mighty
button
prize.. and the value
of uncensored freedom
of information is worth
its weight
in Gold
of all that
is out there
to partake of..
a never filling
glass of knowledge
and FEELinG of
A to Z iN
photos..
videos..
more..
of reality
and imagiNaTioN now..
the fAct that i can be
free is evidence
enough for
me that
iT iS
sTiLL
possible Now..
with tough practice
and never giving up..
iN KiND as WeLL as couRaGE..:)
sMiLes..
my friend..
ignorance
is a sad
by
product
of wanting
to belong..
outcast frees..:)
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Facebook Friend Rafiah.. responding to
the Beautiful photo of my wife
Katrina.. with our
Cat Elwood from
1996..
Rafah says..
I want to have my martial relationship
as loving and as compassionate as you two
have mashaa Allah. smile emoticon heart emoticon
i say..
SMiLes.. And wInks.. Yes.. we are
the marriage model for a new
world order..wink emoticon
Very sweet of you to say that
as well.. Dear friend..
Rafiah..smile emoticon
Great Niece Antaya says..
She’s so beautiful
i say..
Yes.. some stuff rarely changes..
And you are beautiful too.. great
niece tater..wink emoticon
Antaya says..
Thanks great uncle Fred
i say..
Smile Emoticon
And as a side note..
Antaya is pregnant
with what will be
Katrina’s first
great
great
niece..:)
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SMiLes.. SOHEIR
sadly.. reading
prophecy literally
doesn’t leave
God much
freedom..
in other words
in other words…
not likely that anyone
out of Muslim or Christian
Religions would recognize
ISA if he comes back again..
as he would
likely be
as Free as
God
WiLL
have
him be..
anyway
that’s what
God tells me..
i find the speaker
interesting and good
humored and friendly..
and have complimented
his interpretations before..
like the Island
and God
existing
on the Island
without any books..
but there are gonna
be problems if Jesus
comes back deaf
blind
and mute..
After All.. God
can do anything
with God’s children..
THAT would be less of
a miracle than a woman
being fertilized by something
other than
sperm..
i don’t need
no magic tricks
by God for faith..
belief.. or hope..
or tests of GOD..
as such.. now..
God is Real
to me and
magic
but
i do not portend
to understand that
magic in literal tricks
out of a hat or with
invisible
sperm
with respect
of course.. now..
one thing great about
the Catholic Pope Francis is he
says all God’s children are one
regardless of religion.. and God
tests us here for our God given
potential… and science is totally
compatible with God.. including
evolution.. however.. of course
he will tell one that a virgin
birth is possible too and
contradict himself
on the other
point..
and will say
that humans are taking
too much from Nature and
insist that all Catholics must
not practice birth control…
oh yeah.. and he
says Jesus
is the ONLY
begotten SON
of GOD too…
God gave me
a brain
and i
use it..
God gave me
creativity
and i see
magic
enough
iN that..
and no.. i do not see/feel aLL..
so perhaps there was a virgin
birth.. and perhaps Jesus will
come back just like the Kuran
says he will.. or perhaps
he is even God above
all other humans..
again.. i do not
portend to
know/feel
the will/
way of
God
alone..
God tells
me none
of that
is true..
but i can
always be
incorrect as
i am too humble
to suggest i kNow/feel anything
as THE final words.. too.. still..
i am confident in no one
who says
they do..
but i will
continue to listen..
watch.. and wait..
to see and
feel what
happens
next.. as yes..
we live in very
interesting times
as alWays now…
Here’s the point..
i believe in prophecy
too.. but i do not believe
any one human owns it..
otherwise it’s just a self
fulfilling prophecy by
humans who
enjoy
control
more than
God’s Freedom
as given to every human
as equal employer opportunities
to work for God.. there is a God of
merit.. that shows throughout all
of Nature.. it is highly unlikely anyone
gets a free ride
just based
on who they
are.. chances
are if Jesus
the REAL MAN
JESUS CAME
back today
he would
have
to do
MUCH MUCH
GREATER THINGS
than before to even
get noticed.. and not
not myths.. real stuff..
and of course if it didn’t
match literal words.. the
expectations of others..
he would
simply
come
like
a thief in the
night.. but sure
that’s how most
prophets come..
unrecognized by
those who
live
with
them..
or very
close.. thanks
SOHEIR.. ALWAYS
interesting to
come here
and visit
with
you..
several
thousand miles
way but well worth
it for both spirit and friend..:)
SMiLes my friend.. i do not speak Arabic..
so you and my other Muslim friends have helped me
understand concepts in the Kuran that are not clear
in the English translations.. so i welcome your information here..
and appreciate it very much.. i am your friend but i come here
for serious study of the Kuran as well.. from the Arabic
Language point of view.. and you obviously have
a passion to share that information…
Quite frankly.. as a weathered human
i see Muhammad as a warrior.. a successful one..
and a man heavily influenced by his culture at that time..
never the more though or less.. just a human being.. and
subject to the same human frailties we all are.. and yes..
it is obvious that Jesus and all the other prophets are
no more or less than this.. to me at least..
from my intense studies of them all…
There is some beautiful Truth and light in
the Kuran that i appreciate from the English
Translations i have read.. and also some better
ones when the Arabic is explained by experts in
the study of the Kuran.. which i have linked on
my blog in defense of the positive aspects
of the Kuran.. but.. and a significant but..
It is clear to me that everything in the Kuran
is NOT the Truth and liGht.. specifically the verses
accepting human slavery.. subjugation of women in value
in comparison to men.. and slaves as having less value..
and again.. having humans slaves in any way shape or form..
as well as obvious other selfish considerations..
like a woman is gonna receive a curse from
Angels if she is not in the
mood to have sex at night..
NO.. women are NOT sex robots..
unless they are forced or coerced into that..
with threats of curses from Angels and such as that..
just a form of verbal rape is what that is… without punches..
and bruises.. but psychological anguish from women who
are not hot to trot all the time…. Many are NOT.. .
so it becomes a service of subjugation..
when this is the case…
This is obviously selfish
human greed and historical cultural conditions
at work.. no more no less.. If you can somehow
justify how this is different in your Arabic
interpretations of the Kuran.. i would
appreciate that.. as quite frankly i
find it disgusting from a God
point of view.. in how this
is translated in the
English Version
of the Kuran.. .
And those who have condoned
this type of behavior will face
the judgement of God alone…
but again.. that’s what
God tells me.. i am only
human so.. again.. i will never
rise to say i have the last or first
word as only has God has that..
without any human
involvement at all…
It’s just my opinion..
with God backing me up..
I do not expect you to
believe that.. of course..
But discussion of the positive and
negative aspects are the only way to grow
in understanding.. the questions others may
have but will not ask because they are afraid of
offending you.. or other Muslims.. i Love you.. as a
human being.. so i don’t have to fear that.. and of course
God has my back.. so i don’t have to fear anything at ALL..
except for heights.. as God has other plans for
me now.. instead of falling…
When any human is raised up on
a pedestal to have received the last
or first word of God alone.. Misery and
Suffering of human beings is always the result..
history shows this fact over and over again..
All someone who is psychopathic leaning
has to do.. is threaten punishment
if one questions what has been
said or written before..
i see through psychopaths
both eye to eye and in written words my
friend.. no matter how old or new they are..
that is my special gift from God.. as empath..
for both devil and angel.. same.. and all ‘tween…
but sure just ‘tween me and God.. too.. as ONE Force now..
with all others too.. and the rest of Nature ALL.. GOD’s domain..:)
SMiLes my friend.. SOHEIR.. i understand that Cursing a
Wife with Angels for not having sex.. is not specifically
in the Kuran and that is why i called it ‘OTHER selfish considerations’..
as it is one of the most ridiculous things i have heard in my life..
Hadith.. Kuran.. or wherever else.. such foolishness comes from…
i didn’t expect that to confuse you
as you are well versed in the Kuran.. of course..
Sorry for not making it MORE clear than OTHER SELFISH
CONSIDERATIONS that it was specifically a Hadith related instruction…
However.. that is A smallest of offense AGAINST GOD.. AND GOD’S CHILDREN..
compared to what IS in the Kuran as translated in English below..
both about having sex with slaves.. and beating wives
who are not compliant.. light beating is still beating..
end of case study below.. my friend.. FROM THE
English translation of the Kuran..
waiting for your translation..
interpretation..
different..
if any..
of course…
AND slaves who are captured in war
DO NOT WILLINGLY HAVE sex with their captors..
only a FOOL and LIAR would believe they do..
except for the oddest of exceptions..
And trust me for those men who
DID THAT IF there is any HELL..
they are burning there.. in God’s terms of course…
and from what i know and FEEL of REAL HELL..
i wouldn’t wanna be them.. when they are
there too.. where a thousand
years is one second of
REAL HELL NOW…
AND no.. i am not angry
with you about this but yes..
trust me or not.. GOD is VERY
ANGRY WITH MUHAMMAD for accepting
this then.. IF HE DID.. AS translated
in English here.. as only common sense dictates..
for folks WITH A HEART.. OF ANY KIND AT ALL…
Or would you suggest it is A OK for men
who captures slaves to have sex with them..
if they are married.. to a loving woman..
when these slave women had loving
husbands of their own.. before
they were captured as sex slaves….
i can not believe you would.. but i
am waiting for your opinion on that..
as no one has provided it to me yet when
i ask.. the text goes silent…. and no..
it does not happen as often now.. but it still
happens.. and these are the verses in the Kuran
that oppressor rapists and other
psychopathic leaning men
use to JUSTIFY it..
THAT’s a problem we as
human beings and children of GOD
cannot afford to sweep under the carpet..
for base humanity as is.. around the world…
now.. with all due respect.. i for one believe…
when we say any man or woman has ALL the truth
and liGht from GOD… in however they gain it…
Quran (33:50) – “O Prophet! We have made lawful to thee thy wives to whom thou hast paid their dowers; and those (slaves) whom thy right hand possesses out of the prisoners of war whom Allah has assigned to thee”
Quran (23:5-6) – “..who abstain from sex, except with those joined to them in the marriage bond, or (the captives) whom their right hands possess…”
Quran (4:24) – “And all married women (are forbidden unto you) save those (captives) whom your right hands possess.”
Quran (24:32) – “And marry those among you who are single and those who are fit among your male slaves and your female slaves…”
Quran (2:178) – “O ye who believe! Retaliation is prescribed for you in the matter of the murdered; the freeman for the freeman, and the slave for the slave, and the female for the female.”
Quran (4.34) Men (those who are able to carry out their responsibilities) are the protectors and maintainers of women inasmuch as God has endowed some of people (in some respects) with greater capacity than others, and inasmuch as they (the men) spend of their wealth (for the family’s maintenance). Good, righteous women are the devoted ones (to God) and observant (of their husbands’ rights), who guard the secrets (family honor and property, their chastity, and their husband’s rights, especially where there is none to see them, and in the absence of men,) as God guards and keeps undisclosed (what should be guarded and private). As for those women from whose determined disobedience and breach of their marital obligations you have reason to fear, admonish them (to do what is right); then, (if that proves to be of no avail), remain apart from them in beds; then (if that too proves to be of no avail), beat them lightly (without beating them in their faces). Then, if they obey you (in your directing them to observe God’s rights and their marital obligations), do not seek ways against them (to harm them). (Be ever mindful that) God is indeed All-Exalted, All-Great.
SMiLes.. my friend.. i appreciate that very much..
and look forward to your research and opinions..
trust me.. i can read something as small as
the Kuran.. 80K.. or so words..
in one small sitting..
and write it in a
matter of weeks..
in deeper prose
and poetry..
and of course
any book
of poetry
is worth
reading more than
once… i have read these
verses an innumerable
amount of nows with
ease.. with depth
of understanding
too my friend..
from what
is available
in English to me..
as you might imagine..
knowing what i am
capable of
in
BLACK
AND WHITE
print.. with
all the
colors
too..
wInks..
i try to stay
humble.. but GOD
gives me great gifts..
so i continue to try.. to
restrain the highs
as well as lows..
as i do not
want to
fall
again..
as sure God
could make
me the Devil
again easy..
iN metaphor
of course.. or who
knows and feels.. perhaps not… as REAL..
i WiLL to submit to God iN liGht and dARk..:)
You are a very wise woman..
my friend SOHEIR..
it is true and
Universal Truth..
i for one believe
that any true prophet
of God will not raise him or
herself any higher
than a grain
of sand..
as the
Truth and
liGht iS Now..
that Grain of
Sand is God too…
And as you may notice..
in my blogs.. i have been
sharing scriptures from the
New Testament about the
prophet Jesus.. and truly
in what they call these
40 days of Lent..
through Easter
are the days
attributed to
Jesus’ test in the
desert where the Devil
tempted Jesus to escape
life through death.. in
metaphor of course
same as what
happened with
Moses in the desert
40 days then 40 years
learning never ever
to give
up on
God’s
grace.. and
truly that there
are somethings in life
harder than death if one
reAlly iS to become a true
soldier as servant of GOD…
Yeah.. i’ve met the Devil face
to face.. too.. the Devil iS real
and pArt
of God
too…
same challenge
for me.. my friend
same time of year..
8 years ago..
for precisely
40 days and
nights
of sleepless
challenge..
pain.. and
paper
thin
existence..
beyond now..
most human
comprehension
and same then..
last temptation
from the Devil
real who
can live
in ALL
of uS iN
greaTEst
Temptation now..
of separation from GOD…
i dare to say no one would
accept my heaven if they
truly knew and felt what
the hell was to
get here
now..
iN heaven..
i still hope
to pave some
spark of
way for
at
least
one person
to get to heaven now..
much much easier my friend..
but sure that is the job of JOB2..:)
SMiLes my friend..
either there is
ONE God of ALL
or more than
one God..
i for one
believe
in ONE
God of ALL..
aLL inclusive..
and that my friend
means NO EXCLUSIONS..
and Devils and Angels
are metaphors
but real
as human
beings.. when
that is their
incarnate
way of
being..
i understand
the Koran addresses
this literally different
but again.. my friend
i am a human poet..
and take
no
poeTry
literally….
Interpretation
can always be
different among
two folks.. and that
is the source of most all
disagreement
in religion..
different
interpretations
for different verses
of prophetic prose
and poetry…
it’s deep
stuff.. and
no doubt in my
mind.. from sharing
some of those verses
here that Muhammad
likely at some point
visited a real
place not
much
different
than the hell
i visited my friend..
God is too strong
to have
separate..
the illusion
is other
my
friend..
with all
due respect of course..
we will probably have to
disagree on this one.. unless
you go to hell and meet the devil
theRe.. it’s the only way i
kNow and feeL for sure..:)
SMiLes my friend.. God’s hand on our shoulder
is enough and complex is just more challenge to a
potential end result as gift.. Simple can be the greatest
blesSinG for humans.. Other Animals already share this
greater depth of heArt.. ALL
Natural with zero books..:)
SMiLes.. My friend.. The Kuran
has many beautiful words.. And i keep
a copy on my night stand.. Wish though
i could speak Arabic.. to read the original version..:)
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thefeatheredsleep..
poem unto herself..
Meaning..
Purpose..
Fluff.. Text..
Poetry.. emotions
senses.. and sensuality..
romance and raw sex..
anyway.. i need
inspiration
from all
corners
of the
human
soUl.. so i come
here to feed from
more poeTry
oF a SoUl..
that
explores
sOul
FREE…
and as far as meaning
and purpose goes.. Poetry
and emotions go..
senses and
sensuality..
Romance..
and yes.. raw sex..
your eYes.. my dear..
is a poem for all of that..
as truly i’m not much of a
word person..
but
eYes of
another human
being tale it all now
to me.. and you have
the eYes of a soUl
who has
seen and
felt more than
most.. but trUly
that’s what makes
uS human.. ALL THE
DaRK AND LIgHT MIXED
AS uS.. a kindred soul we are..
for obvious reasons and feelings..
and one day i am gonna write as
raw as
you do here..
but sure..
i’ve
already
done iT
iN real..
as truly
words
just
visit me..
i am all eYes..
F E E L i n G..
anyway.. i just
came here to
see your eYes
and soUl.. thanks
for that.. and kinda
surprised me no else
commented oN
eYes oF
thefeathered
sleep
SoUl..
And if that’s not
you.. how silly am
i but i feel it is for sure..
photo.. eYes.. or
not
my friend..
and on top of that
you visited my blog..
two posts there is
the equivalent
of visiting
50 posts
of the
average
blogger..
biGger
wInks..
yes.. i finished
a 60K word free
verse poeTry Novel..
including comments
in one blog post.. and
lots of that
inspiration
came from
here.. even if
i didn’t fill up
your blog like a
Tsunami of words..
you are one of two poets
i visit like that out of respect..
as you get plenty of respect now
without a tidal wave oF me..;)
Thanks.. my friend.. Truly your
face expresses art in
its greatest
form..:)
SMiLes.. My strength is truth and liGht..
iN how i see/feel iT.. of course..
Living life like that flows as
lies take time and Truth
and liGht iS alWays
now from
heArt..:)
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SMiLes and Love.. gigoid..
Human Epigenetics iS an
amazing phenomenon..
And truly if had a father..
patriarchal as my father
was.. i probably would
have never
done
poeTry at all..
and entered the military..
law enforcement..
or perhaps
wouldn’t
even be
alive today..
fully employed
with potential at
a younger much higher
testosterone fueled age..
i truly feel like the world would
and could be a much better place
if everyone could be confident in tHeir
own skin through martial arts as
a discipline of human
being.. where
truly a fight
is not
necessary when
one of two has no fear..
there is a power in calm hUman
Center Balance that exceeds any
fist or bomb employed
as change..
as all the others
do is destruction..
instead oF
Free.. and
thanks for sharing
your story.. about the cowboy…
tHere are fearless boys
and yes..
just
cow
boys..
and when i dance
free on the beach
iT truly iS iNfiniTe bliss..
beyond any words of poeTry
i can imagine iN words oF Infinity REAL..
Moving.. connecting.. and creating
dance as
one
ONE
Force oF
Naked Human Being
without the tools of
less than sacred
fools.. for now oF
being worry free REAL..:)
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Hi gigoid.. i suppose the greatest protection of
freedom of speech is when folks exercise
it.. and while rules of social acceptance
dictate people hold their tongues…
Without the other face
in direct distance..
the tongues
will and do..
swagger
here and there.
and wherever they
care to go.. when everyone
is nuts about their truth.. and
that makes Facebook oh.. so fun..!
it’s harder to gather up the nuts
from the empty shells
that are of
real
concern..
i don’t have much
faith in government efficiency
as i worked there too long
to see the inefficiencies..
including all the
contracts
associated
with it.. then..
it’s mostly based
on big picture.. big dollar
items.. where details
get all the
attention..
it’s really
insane..
but it is what it is..
and all we have for now..
and nah.. it’s not likely
to get any better..
as all large
populations
of heterogenous humans
are evolutionary insane..
it’s just a symptom of
our Nature out
oF balance
with the rest oF Nature..
the bigGest smALLest picture
of aLL
wE
possess too..
when iN balance..
anyway.. i don’t work
there anymore.. except
for when i ask questions
and it takes a month
to get answers
to simple
questions..
or even a
month to
get someone
to open up
a letter or
email..
as efficiency
means MORE
COMPUTERS..
LESS employees..
and less customer service to
we who count as citizens now..
i’m not afraid of the government
as stupid
is as stupid
does.. and i’m
smARt enough
to play by
rules.. NOW..
to my advantage..
but truly and sadly
most people are not..
and that’s what keeps
on running as is.. now..
IN OTHER words i could
fKing be Jesus and
no would
notice
me..
that’s
kinda hilarious
but it’s true in
an ocean
of info
OVERLORD..
and just another
Anthropology/
Sociology/
Psychology/
Philosophy/
Religion/
Science/
ETC./..
project
i’m
currently working on..
just for fun.. Ynot..;)
SMiLes.. we live in a human hive..
So i reverted back to Ape
as i was not successful
as inSect.. WInks..;)
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Well.. let’s see.. been awhile since i made it back to dVerse.. now i am
four prompts behind.. as i got as far as 4 links on the Quadrille lull
prompt for last Monday.. have yet to start on Thursday Rondel’s and
now there is a Monday weeklong Haibun prompt and one
for today.. Tuesday all about rooms..
as alWays one step.. one word
at a now.. and let the
flow continue here
on Quadrille’s except
no math for me in 44 word
limits.. yes.. juSt flow is now
wHere i’ll continue to go.. oh..
as anything associated with
hard core counting math..
just extinguishes the
flow back
into a
numbers
game
of paint
by numbers
poetry.. so
yes here i go..
with Quadrille
responses that will
be micro poetic in expression
however that comes.. what may.. now..:)
God sMiLes when we serve
God.. when we don’t..
the smile fades
just a little..
iN our
eYes..
of potential
Balance now..:)
Soughing Wind.. lonely
trees of Winter
dreams..
snow so white
soul so dark..
liGht so BriGht
reflecting..
ice
melts
slowly back..:)
Peace oF Nature
bRings wHeels now
oF human dreams..
sounds of culture
erases
potent
ial
imag
iNaTioN
never
seen
SinGs
Bird
iN lull..
oF bYes..:)
Soft touch of
baby’s breath..
peace glows
from lips
so sweet..
human
sleeps
a lull to
bye
other
ways
from baby
dreams..:)
Words death…
SonG
goes…
Emotions
word music
back.. to liFe aGain..
iN dance aLL.. iS wHole..:)
Ah yes.. lull of death..
been tHere done iT
wHere tHere iS
NO coming
back..
yet
awake
again..now
dead or alive..
iS iT life or
reAlly heaven
i’LL alWays kNownow..:)
Hell spoon feeds
from Heaven’s
birth.. Death
comes..
escape
culture strange…
Live now… as baby
breathes
floWers
colors
liFe Again..:)
Sensual Natures human
beinG reigns reins
rains BrigHter
WiNter wE
breathes.. a dance..
a SonG.. energy
explodes.. wE
A UniVerse pLays
spiRal
gOlden
WayS..:)
cOld feet
marriages
more than
two….now..
swimmingly
handsome.. too
many fish in ocean blues..
frilly
white
frowns
come back..;)
Emotions fiGht
observance
with aches
and pains..
sadness..
battles
leg pain…
necks.. strangle
headaches.. long now
away from comfort tear..
Emotions and Pain.. two
paths.. oNe balanCinG
iN peaceful
bliss..
emoTions
free.. moves
body/mind
way oF
Nature True..:)
Humans are the only
animals smart enough
to live and stay now
where
they
die naked..
oh.. the functional
disabilities of
human
clothes
iN places
for fur
no longer.. now
hairless apes..:)
Breaking here from
visit at my mother’s
house all lounged
out on
recliner
with iMac Pro
employed on
lap with
10 fingers
free to
type away..
back to Big
iMac at home
to do more
soon..
9:16 pm..
2162016..
Back at 11:47 pm..:)
SMiLes it all goes back to the escape from
the cave and entrance into the cage..
pre-prepared meals..
means conflict..
and a life
without
a true
forAGE
with Nature..
where the cave is
only for shelter and
humans are for entertainment..:)
Sometimes.. i forget how lucky
i am to be in complete control
oF thOughts and emoTions..
as once iT was ALL
CHAOS.. WiTH
ALMOST
ZERO
CONTROL..
aLL iS nOW..
anything
iS possible
iN change…
fiNding A
path that works
iS challenge..
A pLace to
fiNd first
iNside..:)
Ah.. yes.. UniCoRn.. 2am affect..
when waves of bRain
settle down from
Beta to
Alpha
to twiliGht
Theta creative
states.. worries
gOne.. miNd fLows..
MaGic MiNeDaLive aGaiN..:)
sPeaKinG oF Storms..
ramPage iN Gulf
Tornadoes here
yesterday all around
my home in Center Aim..
we are spared with little
torrent at all.. but widespread
destruction all around from
safe
base here..:)
Named storms of Europe now..
surprise Tornadoes
in Winter
Spring
of Florida too..
Weather changes..
And we survive on..:)
SMiLes.. i too.. rather
have words
lead me..
than attempt
to tale ’em
what
to
do..
we live in a sickly
society full of
prickly
rules
and
construction..:)
Human energy comes
and goes.. high and
low.. it swirls
a’round
oR siT
styles iN comma
semi-colon
states
oF
sTIII..:)
Water comes
Water goes..
hUman
fLows goes..
‘comes Water..:)
Green Daffodil sprOuts
break pebbles oF
February
SpRinG..
first siGn oF
March after
Valentine’s
Yellow Flower
Daffodil SinGs..:)
WeLL.. my.. my..
Lynn.. if not
for De’s third
i can count you
at the end once again..
alas.. i farthest of all
after De.. just three
prompts behind.. he
HE.. but haha..
never failed
to poeticAlly
comment
on any Dverse
poem yet..
since
April
of 2015..
and by Easter..
my own next
Novel iN Anthology
of that coming again..
iN ‘GodsUniVerseNovel3’..
in other words.. sMiles
and thanks for the
inspiration
and yes..
i loved
your
poem
by the way..
in other words..
i’m not here to
play paint by
numbers
poeTry
or
video games..
iN Blues scream oF death..;)
SMiLes
De.. you beat
Lyn at the end.. so
i must tale ya too.. now..
thanks for the inspiration
almost meeting my hobby
milestone.. of responding
to all dVerse poems.. since
April of 2015.. in whatever
poetic expression.. comes what may..
my third novel also coming just for fun..
compriSinG ALL OF THAT..
around Easter..
ah.. what hobbies
can.. do
for poe
try..
no sighs
when fully
employed
by now..
and sure i
LoL and
LuL
L whenever
F’s i like.. now..
F R E e D uh..:)
Well.. that’s the end
of the fourth prompt
behind.. all about
Quadrille Lulls..
now i say
bye..
and go
to sleep..
only three
more full
prompts
and about
80 or 90
or so.. more
poems formorrow..
catchup-sTill-comes..:)
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12:45 am…
5142
Victoria says..
Sounds as though you enjoyed
Valentine’s Day–such a lovely wife.
i say..
SMiLes.. Victoria.. so
glad you were able
to visit with
me today.. on my
http://katiemiafrederick.blogspot.com
faster blogger site..
see you again
on the dVerse
trail.. currently
behind 4 prompts
but no milestone
too high…
iN April
i will have
poeticAlly
responded to
all prompts on
all links for one
entire dVerse year..
and i just
might publish
my third Novel..
of 40K or so
words with
all of that..
around
Easter..
and it will
be named
‘GodsUniVerseNovel3’..
the tortoise wins the
race when he never gives up..;)
5243
SpiRit oF HeARt communicates
through senses.. feelings..
sensuality.. raw
through mind
and boDy
balance..
the chill
of ecstasy when
one captures God’s
communication and
attention riSinG to
tears of eYes
ageless
timeless
refRaiN iN
God feeLinGs
human arising..
from toe to crown
oF hAir.. wE Live
a world of external..
God Lives uS internal
yes.. senses.. feelings
sensuality.. God iN uS
FeeLinG Love as uS..
God iN uS.. words..
approximations
for what
is Real NOW
inside.. outside..
above so below..
all around weNow..
God’s voice is no
word.. number.. or
other symbol oF idol
ALONE GOD’S VOICE
iS REAL.. GOD’S VOICE ALLONE..
iS ALL oF uS and aLL others
too.. when wE SinG a SonG
of liFe danCinG
FrEEd..:)
5362
Yes.. the
Sun iS shining
now.. Viv.. Yes..! Love
THaT change.. for N0W!..:)
SMiLes.. So True.. jannatwrite..
and OMG! My soUl lives online..
Tranhumance iS i.. for n0w at least..
SMiLes.. Lillian.. When i was cut off… then..
from the rest of flesh humanity for 66 months..
Becoming friends.. wITh words literAlly saved
my liFe.. Like those POW’s who etch words on
priSon wAlls.. and i suppose the sAMe can be
said for aLL human art as savior of our hEart
SpiRit.. and SouL.. iN liGht oF aLL truth now..
Yes.. friend.. ghostmmnc.. And now as a recovered
person from Fibromyalgia.. i for one FeeL the cause
to be in body/mind disconnect wHere mY cure now
iS Dance.. SonG.. and PoeTry.. to now once aGaiN
gain miNd and BoDy balance of Integrated SoUl..
and i for one believe now that human myths like
Pan and Apollo are centered on the truth and
liGht of these natural human heaLinG Forces
that were once now only Dance and SonG
before the written word.. now to a group
beat danCinG naKed fRee a’round a
moonlit campfire briGht… then..
Have we as a culTure now
trUly devolved
aGaiN
this way..
i FeeL yes..
and ‘think not’
to arrive at that
truth and liGht
without type
or
penow..:)
5574
Back at 9:33 am.. and now
on to Rondel poeTry at
dVerse online poeTry
site.. where
i WiLL continue
on in Free verse
style of
simply
being
free iN
Truth and LiGht
of what i am as me..:)
SMiLes.. Love iN uS
Love iN thEm..
Love iN uS
survives
when
real..
iN i AM Love..:)
*
Sad how words
can become almost
the only guide of our
lives.. wHere theRe iS
so much more iN senses
feeLinGs.. seNsuaLitY..
heLL yes.. rAw
seX.. let’S
geT Real..
And moving..
connecting creating
wheRe.. dance and martial
arts.. free floWing like
water wiTh no
instruction
can bRinG
uS more
aLive
iN proprioceptive
ways of minDful awareness
oF flesh and blood
plant and animal
environment
that iS
aliVe
iNside.. ouTside..
above.. so below..
aLL around
uS that can
rUSt iN
crUSty
remnants
oF tEXt
iN dead
human
DNA..
Intelligences rise
up out of text
dead oF
yestermorrow..:)
Tree Bark Scales
noW gRow oN GRow
off.. liVing tree
cares not
lives
life GRows
tAller never
weiGhing
scAles
oF othEr
trees..
LiGht liVes
iN oN LEaves
shaDow liGht..:)
*
Marionett oF poeTry
sTrinGS.. rhyme this
line with that line..
this word with 2nd
3rd and 5th word
in the line
before that..
WheRe does
Art gRow
when
stil
ted
by rules..
sure.. iN puppet
stRinGs of
concrete
sidewalk King’s Bluose..:)
Side note stARts..
WInks.. gotta love
some oN my asterisks
folks.. now..
i break aLL
tHeir rules
wITh ease
and pleAsure..
erase me.. delete
me.. blank me..now
moderate
me out..
but ya
can’t do
anything about
gettin’ rid
of me then..
or crucifYing
mY spiRit now..
why does history
alWays repeat itself..
tHeir are alWays innovative
hEartists.. knocked out of the ranks
of snooty knows.. and history
shows they alWays bounce
back with greater
creativity
than
ever before..
new grows
stay
sames..
side note
note endinG
with glee..
MaKing straight
A’s iS the least
oF ‘yoUr’ problems..
been tHere dOne iT
already and
perfectionIsm’s
slave oF rules
iS a path
way to
hell
iN
what
CAN be
fREeD heaven now..
WinGS oF BreeZe
free form from
side walk
HELL:.!.:)
yes.. now..
2 out of 25
asterisks iN
this group
of Rondel
poet’s
now..
in
dust
gone by
oh.. so..
predictable
same is now..
but 8 percent
of dissension
for what i am..
not sad at all
with 92% ayes
among
the
neyes
against
menow..meOW..
wITH pURRfiX..;)
SAdly we live
iN a world wHere
Intellect rUles
FeeLinG.. FeelinGs
free rule
intellect
when..
ignoRed..
wHole we
are when tRuly
free male and
female
dArk
and liGht
integrated ONE..
noThing to lose
when one iS ONE..
ONE iS ONE..
FeeLinG
oF ALL..:)
SAdly again..
when no longer
the hunt for
food is a jOint
effort oF forAGe
true.. stores become
real in yesternowmorrows
no longer now relevant..
a fiGht oF Survival Love..
moving connecting
creating live dissolves
iN human sidewalks
oF order
over free..
iN other words..
freedom can only
be attained at the individual
and smAll group level.. iN hUman
eYes onlY evolved to flesh connect
wITh 150 to 200 or so eYes of homogenous
other.. theRe is no escape from Nature..
but free iS Nature
so at lEast wE
can come back
for now
wHere We
are.. iNsanity
oF a society iN
population exploding
sTill oF hairless small
group apes.. is no
escape but
back to the
past as future
now once
more
now
free
iN
fur
of ancestral
truths core to uS..
liGht iN smAll moVing
connecting creative now
homogenous groups.. wHere
strife will alWays be
the different aMonG
uS togetHeR
iN Black and
White Spectrums
of aLL wE can bE
iN colored Life
oF RainBow
hopes..
now
iS
ALL that counts
for now at leaSt and
so much more humAn
potenTial great!ER N0W..:)
FeeLinGs oF eYes
noW alWays
more valUable
than
aN
iNfiniTy
oF words..
then..:)
SMiLes.. then now
alWays cautious
of church am i..
after aLL science
SayeS clergy
top ten
iN
psychoPathy
LoRe.. lesSon
lEarned bY
YEShua
now then..
so sAdly
forgotten
rotting
bye
divorced
bRide
oF church
then now..:)
SMiLes.. wE are ALL
ONE.. N0W.. hidden
truth we are aLL
mothers
and fathers
brothers
and sisters
oF ALLONE
tribe.. unTil..
wE own each other
and Nature.. aS LieS..:)
Answer iS simple
my friend.. and so
complex..
hard
as weLL..
as aBove
so beLow
dark above
light below
liGht rises
ouT oF dArk..
friEnd noW oF
liGht iS AlWays dARk..
those maKinG God then
Angel and Devil separate
most often now
fAil to
fiNd
greaTest
liGht as DArk..
but sure God iS
God oF dArk and
liGht ALL.. theRe is nOthing
but free iN WorKinG for God
iN both
dARk
and liGht
Free as GOD..
wILL PLeASE
LiGht
aS DArk..
ALLN0W..:)
Golden child born
at the end of
July 2013..
new reins
rain
son
iN NeW
EngLanD
rises..:)
SMiLes.. hUman
naTure waVes
oF connecTions
no lesS
wiLd
cAlls
Ocean
breeze iN
sAlt oF human tOuch
eYes blue seas brOwn..
green more aLivE..
God sMiles
iN rear
seats
oF human
pasSiOns..:)
PoeTry oF heARt
beats Jocks
alWays
real
miX
too.. beYond
REAL.. Free..:)
Living next to each
otHeR UniVerse
aWay.. UniVerse
so cold iN dArk..
so wArm iN
heArts liGht..
LiGht first
Truth
neXt..
Love over
WiSdom flYs
aS oNe.. N0W..:)
Same…
Zero now..
sidewalk
hell now
human
being..
robot
walk
Zombie
Apocalypse
R E A LiNow..
streets feet dead..:)
SMiLes.. i got
married.. then..
when i was
SUPER
poor..
nothing to
lose all to
gain as Love..
plus and minus
20K not spent
on wedding
gaLore..
ha!.. and
my 26th wedding
anniversary and my
sTill top muse hasn’t
aged
not
even
more than
26 years young…
our anniversary this
Sunday.. and hax2!..
i can prove
her never
aging by
photos long
term too..
Amazing
what the
Internet
can prove
MIRACLES ARE
REAL.. WHEN ETCHED ONLINE..
WitH
heARt
2.. everlasting..
dreams no longer myths..
crazy a heARt
weLL
deeper
than
sane..
gWins again..;)
SpRing Azaleas bloom
in Winter heat..
Winter
cOld floWers
wait for frosty
gRound..
Tornadoes
come next
iN balanCinG
revenge..
spectators
oF awEsome
Nature aLL are wE..:)
Our feral cat
Yellow Boy..
brave traveler
of days gOne
by.. feline
leukemia..
trapped
now inside..
Love an immune
system.. liFe gRows
LonG.. cAll oF
wiLd
smeLL
sTill stroNg..
cAlls mE too..
LesSon oF wiLd
hUman Free too..:)
Same.. an iNvenTion
that starts with sticks
scratching imaginary
connections of stars in
skies.. with prehensile
thumb engaged to
fingers in sand..
concrete letters
in sanskrit words..
collecting words..
words become
us next.. written..
maKinG trees into
predictable angles
squares and other
imaginary
connections
of sTar
sTill..
skY
scrapers
iN Walls
and Ceilings
of HouShunG priSons..
4 inch
screens
scream
sAMe
uS
now..
no longer
tRee of liFe
wE are dead alive..
Escape.. sImply
tUrn iT ALL oFF..
back
to
Nature
F-culture
e-Scape
back
to REAL..
all ya need
iS a meal and
some sImpLy shelTer
away from bUcks
of letters
and
words..
and otHer
concrete symbols..
WitH.. oF course.. otHeR
people and the rest of
Nature freer iN backyard HeaVens..:)
Ah.. sMiles.. my friend
after letting go of
a dear grey friEnd..
my wife and i just
talked about how
we never picked
out a cat..
the neighbor’s
cats rebeLLed
and owned
us
instead..
cats feel
love.. sadly
most people
onLY kNow..:)
SMiLes.. church
divide.. then..
witch unity
yes.. now..
Nature’s
true magic
rides free
iN uS
when ONE..
JuSt cAll
me Pan
for now..
or anything else..
no instructions
or guidelines
for my kinda
magic.. now
all innate..
instinctual
and intuitive.. my friend..
straiGht from riSinG source
that lives
as US.. white
and black
grey
‘tween
colors
beyond now..
rainBows aLiVe..:)
Sacred CeMetery
mesSAge..
alWays
liVe
noW..:)
PoeTry oF heARt
beats Jocks
alWays
real
miX
too.. beYond
REAL.. Free..:)
SMiLes.. buy
a cheap home
iN woods
alWays
Priceless
back
yard..
better
now ALL
PAID
oFF
fuLLY
Free iN
Tree oF i..
bRanching
leaves so far
no anchors left..
loan stones gone..:)
Now goes on..
human
time
trails
back..
forward noW on..
for we who are free..:)
Psychopathic folks
never escape view..
visual thinker
first
before
words come..
late at age 4…
eYes oF deceit
fail.. no escape
from eYes..
first..
teLL
taLes
liVe..
iNeYes..:)
All caught
up now to
Rondel challenge full 25
oF free verse from me..
a brunch break in the
middle and now
for real
lunch
bigger..
and after that
the start of
Monday Haibun
in Fredbun
style..
but first
a dance
in sand
and sun
FREE!..
one more
prompt after
that for Tuesday
homeroomstyle stuff..
and i’m all caught up..
unTil cycle sTarts
again
to
morrow..;)
1:07 pm
2172016
6994
Ancestors migrating across the globe.. Maternal Side Cherokee and Sioux from Asia over Bering Straight.. With English as well.. over Atlantic too.. Paternal Side.. long lost stories of black sheep X-Catholic Priest Grandfather born in Ireland of Rainsford Native Mother of Guinness Beer properties.. and born of Father from family of Watchmakers in Black Forest of Germany.. he starts at the Vatican as legal counsel.. moves on as Priest to South Africa.. then he has a Parish in Gator Land of Gainesville.. and moves further North to Panhandle of Perry County.. at 36.. finds a 17 year old Cajun girl.. super scandalous huh.. in pews.. with ancestors from France and Spain.. some of this unknown to me.. per Rainsford and Guinness Beer just last year.. when relatives from Ireland research and find us here….
And sure.. the Black Sheep of me groWing both DArker and LiGhter as records show.. irony abounds iN aLL about me now.. anyWaYs.. watching a documentary.. as sometimes TV specialist Katrina will provide.. for my quick view.. all about Bill Maher.. Solidad O’Brien.. and Bill O’Reilly from theRe.. they find common ancestors.. in Ireland.. and ha! perhaps i am too.. the world is a small place when DNA record resurface in either tongue or labs of yesteryears true.. so sure i have a German Surname but as the red hairs still left in my mustache do show.. there is a mischievous elf in me just waiting for March 17th.. to re-appear.. but
no.. i will
always
be a green
Pan too..
pied piper
of DeliGht
iN words do
GRow..
i go wHere
i like
and come
back now
to LiGht
aGaiN..:)
Okay.. that’s my style of HaiBun.. two stylish narrative prose and poeTry free verse paragraphs.. followed by a trailing end of free Verse poetry vertically sorta Haiku..
as so.. free.. is here.. please
join me
as the
pied
piper
of i..
continues
to sing free
without
even a
magic
flute
now..;)
oops.. that’s two and
half or more or so
Haikus here.. not
allowed in
official
poeTry
Land
in FRED
BUN STYLE..
but baby
there just
ain’t nothing
official about
the free that
is me.. it jUSt
flows and goes
forevernow
infinitum
iN Irish
eYes..
letting aLL GO..
no.. theRe’s
no dying..
did you
reaLLy think
theRE was.. thEre
iS only now ‘you big
Dummy’ like Red
Foxx might
say..
anyway..
what does
the Fox
say..
whatever
the F he likes
without harm of
course.. need no
bunnies.. when
grocery
stores
are top
heavy
full..
of milk.. for free..
online at
least..
all
virtual
as such..
hmm.. tasty
treats for me
G A l o r E..
kinda like
THAT
James
Bond
movie
if ya
sTill
feel what
i mean baby
now for sure..
Anyway a 6 foot
Elf at 230LBs of
muscle.. i am now..
and hmm.. as i re-call
a year ago.. i did this
on the 17th of February
then too.. yeah.. just look
it up Fred.. consult yoUr
at the tip of my
Fingers.. nifty
Secretary
Google
now..
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/02/18/magick-flute-2017/
Yes.. here it is.. and the Magic
Flute of 2017 forecast
in this post
published
on February
18 iS STill
here too.. now..
yeah.. don’t you
kNow then.. many of
my ancestors spent
their time dancing.. singing..
and drinking a pint or two of
ale.. or in the case of
my Indian one’s..
perhaps
a plant
or a mushroom
or two too..
all sober
for me..
got my
far out
epigenetic
genes aLL turned O’Now!..;)
Yeah.. i kNow.. i’ve become too much
of a mythical creature away
from sidewalks..
squares..
and other
angular
human
scared
stiff..
stuff.. now..
God doesn’t scare
me any more ’cause
God is my
play pal
alWays
FREE WitH
me now.. iN the
briGhtest beaches
and deep bLacKest
Forrest Gumption
oF me
now..:)
OMG! Fred! that poem
was too long they
miGht fire
ya from
Official
PoeTry
Land if
ya don’t
cut it short..
well no of course
not.. like that Indian
Girl said.. looKinG just
like wife Katrina.. in fact
me.. as John Smith
with Blonde
Hair too..
IF YOU FUCKING
CUT DOWN THE
SYCAMORE
YOU WILL
NEVER
FIND
OUT
HOW
TALL
IT WILL
GROW..
GET IT..
I AM A FUCKING
SYCAMORE GROwInG
Taller now sTill.. wInks..
we Elves can get
testy
now
and
then..;)
And yes.. don’t you kNow
and feel the colors
of the WiNd
are elf
green
as skyes
blue
eYes..
with Purple and Gold
Spangles of Mardi
Gras deLight
and i WiLL
SinG with
INfiniTy
as long
as the colors
of God hold
me true
and free
iN arms of Love..
wITh winds breeze
Fearless iN tales
of long and far
and now
so
me
hehe..
do you know
who am i
now..
that’s okay
only i WiLL
ever feel
that
as
me.. a unique
gift of God iT iS
and you
the
sAMe
pARt
of wHole
sAMe.. they
wILL never cut
me dOWn.. end
and beginning of
story already safe
on servers online..
groWing taller
sure but
alWays
just
tall
enough
for now
as aLways
fearless Love
WiLL just Have
all that iS.. GOD NOW..:)
And now.. skipping off to
the normal folk’s places..
Haibun dVerse Quotes
here i come.. now..
again..;)
4:13 pm…
Back at 4:44 pm..
almost work-out
now.. but i’LL sPit
a few out
iN poEtry
dVerse Haibun
land first..;)
For me at least..
a Female Captain
of a Military
station.. she.. my
boss.. loaded me
down with more
and more work..
broke me
down..
in a two
year span..
finAlly
for 5 years
almost dead..
and now i am
Free.. a big wet
kiss is coming her
way if i ever see
that sea
witch
of dArk
to liGhTest
bliss aGain..
Oops.. forgot the
Fredku..
Sea Witch then
no problems
now..:)
*
Well.. theRe are
domesticated cats
without a care..
and then
there are
Feral
cats who
know and
feel the
rules of the wIld..
always alert.. alWays
mind and body aware
they live.. while
domesticated
lives half
or less
of life..
now..
i’ll be half
and half..
o’joy..:)
Some fear dArk..
others cynic liGht
other animals
feel iT
aLL deLight
and struggle
sAMe liGht
or
dArk..
liVing FreE
RUles n0w..:)
Origin of all disorders
of lack oF empathy most
often start at birth
without a warm
breast.. then..
and hands
of touch
and feel..
path
is often laid
down for never
feeling or filling
essence nowiN
Chalice of heARt..
Grow garden Love
or never
LiVes Now..:)
*
True human
maturity
iS when
Love
lives
within
only
giving
never taking
never sorry…
alWays
love
living..:)
SMiLes.. tHere
iS a box of
chocolates
sitting on the
table from V Day..
but i’ll save it now
for my Sunday
anniversary
with wife..
as there is
both
sweet
and heavy
iN chocolate
so dark.. never
wiLL i guess more..
flavoRed dArk..
i’LL juSt
enJoy iT ALL..:)
AlWays change with
Nature first..
Humans bring
sAMe constructs
last.. SMeLLs
oF Nature
coNstant
first..
Nature’s way
change
Records same..:)
*
Friends come and
go.. families
more often
stay..
than
stray..
pets live
pets die..
When Love
Lives as
uS onE iT
never dies..
Love iS
worth
Living n0w..:)
TRain of Love
kNows no
tracks
but
Love..
Train Station Love
moves
aLways Love..:)
5:38 pm..
back later
after work
out
refresh..:)
Back at 11:20 pm..
Bare feet make us stronger
And we are born of Star Dust..
you’ve already found the
charming
Prince..
with blue
lake eyes..
so aLL..
oF this
iS real..
Dreams real
abyss
now gOne..:)
SmALL groups of foragers..
herders and even.. some
farmers.. closer to
Nature
away
from toils
and troubles
of human becoming
machine.. suicide
eYes.. ring
Zombie
truth…
sad away
from Nature close
so strong..:)
Ugh.. office work
sitting still.. rover
i.. almost then kills
me in just five years..
computer work okay
but supervise over
30 employees
iN front
of a
scream…
no place
for humans
me no machine..:)
Humans so versatile
pings ‘come sweet music
human touch ‘comes ping..
PingsinGs
Nature
adapts alWays..:)
SMiLes.. iN depth of mY
illness.. dreams so
strange as Ativan
comes and goes..
mansion in the woods
i dream of with swimming
pool and two story guest house..
ponds crystal clear iN forest green..
Now recovered
FoRest ManSioNs
houses mean noThing..:)
Adventure of liFe
starting at birth..
10 toes 10 fingers
breathing and warm..
stArt..
enough..
now let’s go..:)
dArk i welcome..
liGht i appreciate..
Life iS iT.. so
i move
ahead..
don’t look back…
DArk dreams
soothe
Appreciation’s liGht..:)
So let iT bE
writTen.. so leT
iT bE dOne.. sKin
and hAir may
fade
but spiRit
CAN alWays riSe..
SoUl.. gRowsOld
nOne
featheRed dreams..:)
66 months..
3 am.. i walked
then… niGht’s dArk..
street liGhts briGht
aS SuN.. stinGinG eYes
sTilL iN sHades.. oH..
VampiRe
liFe
real…
unTil morNing
staR oF LiFe comes
for me once more…
LiGht
reiGns
LiFe aGaiN..:)
RE:
Creation
Life’s stories
unfOld.. RE:
tiRinG
WHeels
may rubBer more..;)
i find.. with zero
worries and
100%
belief
magic
iS real
no iFs ands
or buts wrOng…
Moving..
connecting..
creating.. practice..:)
poeTry writTen
poeTry suNg
poeTry danCinG..
under
moon
liGht glows..:)
SinG hiGh
sunG Low
fAiry
tales
Spoke
wheels
spake
SonG..
tUrn oN…
Sun and Moon
feedBack
leT tHeir bE liGht..:)
dArK leSsonS
best when
Sun
comes
back..
RetUrn oF
liGht
briGht Peace reign..:)
Haibun.. a weeklong
Monday prompt
but caught
up now..
12:11 am..
2182016..
potentiAlly
more to come wITh
this.. and last catch
up prompt iN morning comes..:)
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It took me many years to truly appreciate how fortunate
i was to almost always be the odd out outcast
among the group i was iN..
nows for introspection
what a gift that
was.. lost then..
and found again..
ALL-n-ALL.. iS
ALL.. and no two
see/feel the sAMe
ALL.. larger.. and
smAller pARts we now
are.. but never the less
ALL-n-ALL iS Real enough
for us to be here now.. and
some live in Hell and others
live in Heaven.. been to both
places and yes
heaven is
a much
cooler
place to be
temperatures hot
and cold easy to
accommodate
iN sKin so
comfort
able
iN
Nature’s balance
again.. pArt wE
Are as wHole..
some forces
more
power
full than
others.. ah
but to now
disrespect
any pArt iS
to dis-respect
the Whole.. no
escape from pARt
no escape from Whole..
Art iS what i Love.. Art now
to be
iS
what
i am now..
wiTh relative
free will.. enough
to regulate emotions
and integrate senses
iS ALL-n-ALL for me..:)
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Bookmark here..
in this ‘comments
section’ now then..
for dVerse Tuesday
prompt all about rooms..;)
Okay.. back at 10:12 am..
2182016.. to get write
on that prompt
in micro to
macro
poetic
expression..;)
Hmm.. some
detours around
the world.. back
now again.. at
11:00 am..
with Sun
and Sand
dance coming
soon.. taking
precedence over
writing as
Thursday
iS holy
R and
R day
for flesh
and blood
FULL ACTIVITIES
FOR ME AWAY FROM
E-LINE SUFFO
CAT
iON..;)
but i’ll do
a few
(at
least
one)
what
the heLL
first..
And after
that it WiLL
be F
iN enough
for this
post
as OMG
this one
titled soon
as
‘SpiRit oF HeaRt SoaRS’ iS
gEttING way biG
and hiGh
too..;)
F iT..
i’m just
gonna stop
here.. and
Tuesday
Prompt
WiLL juSt
have to wait
for the comments
section iN the
next sOaRinG
post
theRe..
it’s F iN
now.. now..
to dance..
wITh some
ending comments..
as prelude below..
to my 98th week
of Rave
dance
at
Old Seville
Quarter too..
wheRe more fun
photos WiLL
be coming
soon
iN
way of
dance too..
and yes..
other
stuff
MORE
as
alWays
MORE..;)
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Perhaps the greatest problem of humankind is
they overAll have tHeir head stuck iN thEir aSs..
It’s not a nice thing to say true..
but sure sometimes the truth
doesn’t smELL good to folks..
First.. Second.. and third
word problem is God
as a concept
and a
noun
instead
of real
and a verb
that moves
instead oF
staGnates
as sAMe.. now
All the answers
to the UniVerse
are as Nautilus..
GOD moves as the
sHeLL that is the
work of the Nautilus
iN Golden Spiral way..
why sure Heaven and
Hell live in and as
a sHeLL with Hell
and EL..
and even
Mother
Nature
as SHe..
but most people
are too busy
living
inside
tHeir head
to see the sMaLLer
biG and smALL
picture asOne
FORCE
OF BEiNG…
To look outside
of one’s self.. to
move.. to connect..
to create.. iS the
journey and
pATh
oF the
Nautilus
and us
yes.. us
exists iN
and as the
Nautilus
too..
So yes.. God
exists iN and
as ALL.. and OMG
tHeir are siGns of
God even in the
the G of Sign
that when
removed
leaves
sin..
and sure
theRe is i
iN Sin
and
iN..
But to put iT iN
Layman terms
that is basiCally
another spelling
of my name in
precisely how
the sur
one
sounds..
that is also
the original
name for the
first sand
and water
silt God
reference iN
thAT book named
‘A History of God’
page 8… by
Karen Armstrong
per Lahmu
and
Lahamn
the rabbit whole
of i alOne.. continues to gain
depth and simplicity as now
gRows on.. ‘Build thee more
stately mansions’.. the logo
of my college wheRe
i gained those
three degrees..
a humble
Nautilus
for mascot
who builds the
visible form of the
Milky Way as sHeLL
without questions of iS
or end.. that last for aeons
as siGn of God sTill to come
as is.. then and now.. the UniVErse
of work the Nautilus does jUSt to live..
free as iS.. no questions just do it
as the Goddess
Nike
says
when she
sells shoes
for us to just
do it too.. free
as is.. three Nautilus
shells as three sixes sit
upon my desk.. i work out
with Nautilus machines since
i was 21.. the Nautilus sHell
and sixes have followed me
from birth born on
6660 so perhaps
that is an
o’Men
a’Men
of sorts
but who gives
a f**K.. i am just
here as the Nautilus
is to build a shEll and who
knows or feels perhaps one
day someone will tell the tale
of the Nautilus
that is me as
God as sAMe..
the smArter a person
iS in intelligence and
Art the easier it is to
see and feel God
at 100% faith
and belief
’cause
even with
Logic
the siGns
are so many
that the Truth and
Light of God as all
N ALL.. iS Mpossible
to miss.. as we are simply
and complexly eYes of
God tiNy and
smALL..
and the
GreAteSt
magic of
ALL iS God
talks back
to God
kNow
wITh or
wIThout
anyone else
to hEar a tree
fAlling iN the FoRest of ALL..
But anyway.. before i could
speak at age 3.. i kNew
this as an old
soUl already
of course
as my
ancestors
and i have
been here
aLL a long..
with no breaks
in that chain of struggle
and survival or otherwise
my Nautilus shell would not exist..
it’s a comfortable feeling to know and
feel wheRe i am.. whomever i am is..
that’s all i need to kNow and
feel.. even if most of
the rest of the
world..
lives
with tHeir
head up an aSs..
when they could
simply bE as GOD..
and sure compleX like
me..
as
tree..
YnoT..;)
So iN Short.. noW
whAt thiS mEans
gigoid iS.. yeS..
thE SHeLL
you wriTe
heRe matterS
A WhOLE
lOt..
and by the
way H iS tHe
symbol for
balanCinG God
iN/aS uS.. two ones
as 11/2 iN hemispheres
of Brain and heMispHeres
of earth joining togetHeR
at
Center
balance H..
add EL and
L
and
the story
juSt geTs stRanger..;)
FiNal
nOte:
thiS iS mY
proof for thE
exisTence oF God..
doesn’t take a RocKet
ScientiSt or PoPe to fiGure
out.. juSt
a hUman
iN NautilUs
esSence.. aS FRiEnD..;)
See.. i exist
everywHere..
even iN
FRiEnD
wIThout
thE sMaLL
leTTers..
in..;)
SMiLes.. gigoid.. you help
mY sHeLL gRow..
tHere iS no more
i can asK noW
oF anotHeR
hUman
bEinG
than that..
othER than
sHeLL N0W..
thAt iS i.. aS
NauTiLuSaLLsNOwOnOW..:)
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Facebook Friend Rafiah
provides a photo of a girl
sitting cross legged
on ground
with
lunch..
with only
lap and shoe
view of said girl…
i say..
FinAlly you share lunch on iPhone..
Looks interesting but have
no idea what some of it is..
#lostinus ..wink emoticon
Rafiah says..
There is milk tea in mug, raita in little
bowl, moli (raddish) kay prathay, and water.
I know you’ll google the desi terms. wink emoticon
i say..
Yes.. googling coming next..
As my Fredenstein Brain continues
to spread like TsunAmi..wink emoticon
Rafiah says..
Google biryani as well.
Thats we had for dinner. wink emoticon
i say..
Sounds tasty and i’ll
write on it..wink emoticon
earlier in the conversation
i say..
Oh yes and you have ballerina feet..
Dance next..wink emoticon
Rafiah says..
Those are Juwairyah’s ballerina feet.
Shes my very close friend. And sometime
i tell her your tales as well. grin emoticon
i say..
All Pakistani women are beautiful and have
Ballerina feet.. Including dear friend Rafiah..smile emoticon!
Rafiah provides photo
of three secretaries
or in actuality
girls at school
formally dressed..
at desk.. two
writing
intently
and one
casually viewing
papers.. and i say..
Photo says It.. smile emoticon
(as photo comment is in another language)
Rafiah says..
Photo says that its an examination and girls keep
writing and then dull students wonder about what
they are writing about. Like you are done with
Your exam and u turn around to see that
others are still busy and you get little worried.
Lol it is supposed to be humorous. tongue emoticon
i say..
SMiLes.. Reminds of school.. i finish iN 10 minutes..
Dream for fifty while others are finishing answers on test..
Now i keep writing no longer trapped in
turtle school or workZz..smile emoticon
#boredtodeathsmart ..wink emoticon
Rafiah changes Facebook
cover to girl
with hair
covering eyes
and 4 other strands
of hair attached to
4 other faces.. and
i say..
4 faces of Eve or Rafiah..
perhaps a tale to
come..wink emoticon
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Ha! i’m playing “hips” now ..’em..
i mean Shawna.. Yes..! Oh yes!!..
great song.. and i’m sure i’LL have
more to say later butt meanwhile..
thanks for coming by..:)!
Okay.. back..
just can’t
stand
pecking
on my
iphone6s..
one finger
is not enough..
And yes.. Love
All Shakira’s
songs and
truly
‘hips
don’t
lie’..
okay.. still
working on catching
up on dVerse prompts
two behind.. already
have visited your
always
temporary
site.. so going
there now to give
you some input..
’cause by
the now
that i
catch up
to open link
night you are
likely gonna
be long
long
gone..
sMiles
and sings..
hmm.. i mean
sinks.. dam
i mean
winks..
real time
baby now
it’s wHere
writing
is at
or mee..
wee
or
pee..
whatever
comes next
will come next
all free free like me..;)
Crap.. S..
almost sa
id iT aLL
i mean #1..
this poem of
yours named
‘Early to Climb’..
for Thursday
open link
night at
dVerse Poet’s
Pub.. sure does
bRing back
somewhat
traumatic memories..
aLL female household..
OMG! so much estrogen..
no one to teach me how
to pee.. and OMG.. like
Einstein and his shoe strings..
zippers were extra complicated
to me.. i think i got that figured
out somewhere
around
second grade..
the rest of it..
just no
memory..
PTSD
pee
trauma..
is better
than PSTD..
see later
@
ether
eal
net
LAnd..;)
Crap #2..
almost forgot
to tale
ya..
Brilliant!
as
alWays..;)
Ha! your
blog is
slowly
disappearing
while i write..
just
in the
nick of
now..
i guess
i get here..;)
What! it’s back!
your blog.. i mean..
don’t know how i
made most of
it disappear
but it’s back!
yeah.. wife Katrina
says.. i’m a lot
like Disney
World.
nice to
visit
but after
a while
carousels
get
dizzy..
yeah.. the
reason you
are so fun
is i
can’t
take
you
for
granted..
clever
as a
foxess
you are..;)
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Okay.. i finished
my other related
blog duties..
so i can
now
end
this latest
epic post by
yes.. saying
next i am celebrating
my 98th Dance week
niGht with aLL the
cool college
age
folks
at Good
Old Seville
Quarter iN
Pensacola
Florida..
More fun photos
coming in this
blog post..
some
now
close
to the
we
wee..
hour
of 3 am
on Friday Morning
after the dance
of me
iS totally
exhausted
and while i miGht
look all smooth
moves and
all of that
during
the actual
3 hour
or so Marathon
Rave-like Ballet-
like and Martial-
arts-like dance..
when i get home and
liFt my self out of the
2014.. Honda Civic Coupe..
i will be walKinG
more like
Red Sanford
than
John
Travolta
and wife Katrina
wiLL be laughing
at me.. saying..
if only
your
dance
girl
friends
could
see ya now..
yeah sure.. i’m
old but like Sia
says my SpiRit
is sTill-like
Titanium..
never
ever
F iN
Giving up
the fiGht for
Life and Love
Free baby..
Free
verse
ME!..
So let me photograph
these moments as
aLL are
sacred
to me..
like my
hiGhly emoTioNal
and spirited friend
Adele says too..
and i’ll
do my
best to
act just
like a movie..
in Adele style2..
if i get the liGhTing
and tUne of me juSt
as
is now FREE as
as as.. is is.. as now..:)
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Got here late, for me, again. only got part way through. Will be back, eyes getting sticky, must take advantage, as sleep is elusive.
Mañana, brother…
Love
gigoid
SMiLes.. my friend Gigoid.. oh the sleep..
totally can relate.. when in school.. i did not
sleep nights.. in fact in the crib.. my mother tales me..
i stayed up all night doing spirals around and around
until i rubbed a callous on my right.. toe.. callous back..
by the way.. as i spiral so much more now.. day and night..
but thank goodness not in bed.. hehe.. and the evidence
of course is in my backyard in the white sands foot print
of i..
ugh.. and after
my pain went away
and my mood went.. oh
so high.. back in July
of 2013.. 2 hours of sleep
every night until November
with the extended high
of what truly can
be described
as the
mania
of Bi-Polar
i guess.. or perhaps
the high is what made
the pain go away.. and part
of the reason.. i am still high
all the time.. with the addition
of 2 to 4 hours of sleep
now over 2.. sometimes
6.. of that
year.. too
high..
out of
balance..
balance is it for me..
and the dance of life that
thank goodness my health
allows me to still do in number
of miles close to 166 on average
per month.. exhausts me to
lullabies of sweat
and yes..
literal
physical exhaustion
with still unlimited mental
energy.. down to the
last drop of
eyelid
for the
night.. the mind
and body is an amazing
machine oF aRt.. learning to
make the most of iT.. truly
did take me a full 53 years
of practice.. and the practice
goes on.. as it were.. as
in fur.. an innate
practice of
ancestors
long before
in Lore of Pan
of the Forest
and his
and
her friends..:)
And yes here.. i’ll have to say..
Pan of the Forest is precisely
and generAlly what i feel
like when end of February
days come.. and the enhancing
Sun oF briGhter days glow..
yes.. so do i..
SpRinG iS me..
a smeLL that iS
me shining brighter
and briGhter as the
days grow longer
in synch
with
rising hiGhs
and greater
creatiVitY.. no
matter what the art
of i comes next..
and for the
nomads
among
us.. the
dopamine
variant folks..
the rovers.. obviously
a dance hall with drink
is a place they will be..
and the dance of Pan
spreads.. among
frisky males
and nymphs
as well..
and sure there
are sirens here and
theRe as well.. and i
suppose from the results
of dance.. last night empirically
measured.. in sMiles of photos..
Spring is SpRinging as
dance.. briGht
eYes and
smiles
do not
lie when
humans frolic
with delight
of liFe.. now..
simple true and
alive wHere the SpRing
of life can and will sTilL come
iF folks do not
forget
how
to dance
a frolic
of liFe..
Yellow Boy has
not forgotten and
he at around 8 or 9 years
old.. is no less playful
from the first
day i met
the Pan of him
coming out of the
woods for a cry
of tender
vittles
under a shed
that is ours of hope..
hmm.. anyway.. celebrating
my wife’s and i’s 26th anniversary..
2212016.. in this post.. but the thing iS..
we celebrate iT always now..
as alWays n0w iS Christmas..
New years.. the fourth of July..
our birth day.. and the
force bE
wiTh ya..
as Star Wars..
says.. alWays now..
the force iS with uS..
and the shirt Katrina bought
me.. did precisely as she’s predicted..
in that shirt that says “I Know HTML
How To Meet the Ladies”.. hehex2..
some of the happiest group photos
of my dance hall friends
yet.. iN generating
liGht and
the empirical
results are
Unchained
LiGhT..!
And truly yes..
for about Forty years
much of my liGht iN creativity
oF liFe was repressed and chained
by a patriarchal red state Christian
Fundamentalist way of card bored
box people..
i no longer
live in this place..
my backyard is free
and so am i.. it does
not matter iF ‘those’ folks
dance with me or
not ‘Pan
oF i iS FREE’..
hmm.. sounds like
a potential title.. of jUst
another epic post of words..
photos.. and the dance of i..
and the photos are so memorable in liGht..
like Adele says.. i think i’ll copy
and paste ’em.. to this post
too.. if i do not flood it
with other dance
photos of
life sTILL
to come
on this anniversary
weekend always
now..
oh yeah… and one of
my most favorite pARts of
writing.. iS when i am in the
flow.. the zOne of iT.. mY
fingers danCinG.. including
the return key
of flow
of languAge
iN SonG of Voice
the shapes are a SonG
coming with publish as the
words are centered balanCinG
as mY SouL tRuly flows now
without rUles.. SinG
SonG way of
spiRit oF HeARt..
waves now of the
ocean of it.. field
and particles
of i
with the rest
of the UnivErse
of Nature coMinG aliVe
iN the flesh of words
that iS me
alive
online
as well..
and what i see
most iS chalices
and pyramids and
other sacred shapes
and forms come alive..
the Interdependent
Relationship oF
aLL thAt iS..
is God..
so is
thiS..
when free
unchained
as Pan
oF i
and God
s O F R E E O N e..
and sadly through the ages
the sages.. the philosophers..
poets.. and priests.. not enough
attention is sIMply
paid
to MOVING
MOVING.. YES there iS
CONNECTING.. CREATING
BUT FIRST TheiR was DArk
then liGht inspiring movement
as dance.. then sound as SonG
with poeTry of human coming
late to the show..
but take movement
out of the story
of human too..
iN the greatest
never ending story
told of all that is
the Interdependent Relationship
oF ALL THAT IS.. and the death
Star that can be the bLack
wHole of human bEinG
can SinK us
down below
farther
than
above..
and HA!.. at 230 LBS..
and around 6 feet.. add
6 inches or so.. when i am
on my ballerina toes.. the
doctor has me diagnosed
as morbidly obese…
but she will
not look
at my nude
photography to
prove my point.. hehe..
just kidding i haven’t
given her the link
YET..;).. anyway
doctors
and science
rules do not
fit everyone and..
no.. she does not leg
press close to half
a ton now.. juSt
with her arms
raised in the
air like
no other
human on
Youtube on
Parallel leg
press machine
14 times there
and 25 times now..
as nicely illustrated
here.. with accompaniment
going wildin’ by Paul McCartney..
Rhianna.. and that guy who is
married to Kim Kardashian
yeah.. Kanye.. that’s his
name.. yes.. i have a
J Lo-like butt
too butt dam
it.. it is
buns of
steele
no
twerk
here.. all
ballerina
and martial
arts toes and
striking feet..
punching doors
down with ease
if need be.. now..
anyway.. here’s the point
when it comes to spirituality
it ain’t something just that is
an out of body experience or
mind alone thingy.. every
cell of the body and
atom that comprises
each cell and
all the
subatomic
particles smaller
than that are an infinite
number of Chakras connections from head
to toe.. that sure.. generate
out in energetic flow beyond..
as sure.. we are now mobile
suns/UniVerses with creative
relative free will
aS WeLL.. and one
of my favorite backyard
videos.. to swirl around in..
sand.. trance feat with feet of i..
iS Kundalini meditation.. but thanks
God.. i don’t speak the language as dam
it.. i’m escaping words and instructions
when i trance dance back to God ALLONE
of Nature.. yes that interdependent
relationship of ALL THAT IS.. oF
WHICH i am BOTH PaRt and WHOLE..
anyway what makes it trance
music too.. in way
of Kundalini
rising iS..
the musical scale
riSinG frequencies
oF sound of song
iN hums of female
human being now..
but hell no.. i do
not F in sit StILL..
i do NOT concentrate
on 7 mythical chakras..
i am A CHAKra as Whole
and infinite connections
of ALL pARts.. OnE.. yes..
ONE CHAKRA WITH PaRTS
AS WHOLE connecTinG
JUsT now..
NOT JUST
ONE AT BASE
OF SPINE..
ONE IN
GROIN
AREA..
ONE AT
BELLY..
ANOTHER
AT CHEST..
THEN
THROAT..
AND BROW..
AND CROWN
OF HEAD..
i AM the
ThrOne oF
CrOwn that
iS GOD
and
wE
sAMe
when
FREE FLOWING
as planEts
around Suns..
Suns
around
Black Holes
and GOD
as uS
NOW
FREE
WE FLOW
iN ZoNe
OF
GOD uniVerseS
moving.. yes..
moving.. never
standing sTill
as sitting
until
the
Star
of us
fades
away
to
black
whOle
once again
and comes now
back as star
duSt and uS
aGaIn in the
cycle of dArk
and liGht and
Dance and SonG
wE stay WE mOVe
wE liVE
NOW..
anyway.. for
anyone brave
enough.. i highly
recommend nude art now
in photos.. not necessarily
shared.. with all.. but the artist
that makes the body ART
as the greAtest ArtiSt
of GOD we kNoW and
FeeL iS US..
as temple
oF GOD
with
no senses
no emotions
and hell no..
no seNsuaLiTies
repressed bY uS
or oppressed
by others..
one of the
major reaSonS i
am fearless as i am is i
AM comfortable enough noW
to dance as passionately
as any male has done any
now of any age of human
being.. totAlly naked
dancing before
the world.. and
dancing.. clothed yes..
NOwiN front of a village
size crowd at Old Seville
Quarter.. every Thursday
niGht iN
the holiest
houses of churches
that iS the Human
dance of liFe set
FREE iN eYes of
emotions..
senses..
and yes
once more
SENSUALIties..
SET FREE.. noW..
so as i dance wilDly
i excite the freest female
crowd enough where totAlly
strange females breeze by
and stroke the torso that
is my free flowing body
in G rated terms
of free.. but
the thing iS
they are
not
strangers..
at that point
in N0W wE
aLL are ONE
FORCE OF HUMAN
BEING.. WITH
NO ONE
OWNING
NO ONE
BUT uS..
and sure drinking
likely has something
to do with that as
it eases repressing
and oppressing iN
hiBiTioNs.. i am
drink and drug
free as a
practice now of
dancing free now..
it’s the way our
ancestors lived
and we will
never know/
F E E L
true
human
happiness until
we share a village
hug like free
hands roaming
bodies
of Love..
and to be clear
this leads no wheRe
but
LOVE..
when TrUly
F R E E..
and sure..
it’s clothed..
but sadly it
scares the
LIVING
HELL INTO
FOLKS WHO
HAVE NEVER
EVER FELT
HUMAN
FREEDOM
THIS WAY..
SO ALIVE.. SO
FREE WHEN
GOD
iS
FREE
aS
WE..
‘Love
Deeper
alWays Now’..
and potential
titles of
liFe
keep
coming
again
and again
iN the REAL of i..
in juSt another
after Thursday
niGht Dance
manifestive
i..
“Apes Stronger
Together”
-Caesar..
from..
‘Dawn of the
Planet of
the Apes’..
Now
again..
i iN
SinG
SonG
SouL
DanCeNow..
wiTh L for Love..:)
http://gigoid.me/2016/02/19/instant-gratification-on-sale-tomorrow/
SMiLes.. gigoid.. freedom is not
worth the money it is now
written on.. blackgreen..
Hmm.. the American
way.. the western
way.. a symbol..
whether dollar
bill.. car.. or
diamond
ring.. symbols
reign.. life on
back burner..
hell fire of
greenblack
dollars bills
now of politics..
clothed we are
early in diapers
that disguise
the Nature
of us now sTill
sKin that desires
Sun more than
clothes.. clothes
that cover
all
from
ALLuSt
freer now
connecting
rest oF Nature iN
Free we are as born
away from spoon FED
dollar
biLL
dreams…
of blackest
darkest green…
Every animal that
wanders through the
woods now
N A K E D
iS freer
than
dollar
biLL humans..
Slaves to the
black
green
way..
Tree am i
Life aGaiN..
ps.. written
while on hold F
iN hours with the
Office of Personnel
Management trying
to get a frigging form signed
so my wife will not have to
pay a 100% penalty on
her health nsurance
for not
signing
up soon
enough..
after that is
over.. maybe i
won’t have to talk
to those
Fers
for
another
4 or 5 years..
hehe.. F’ers
FEDERAL
employee
retirement
system..
yeah.. F**kers
too.. didn’t think
that not being able
to use one’s eyes was
a disability.. unless one is blind.. only depression and Bi-
polar rings their bells of going postal nightmares.. i’ll stay crazy
and
clear
of hells
bells in
red tape hell..
shut the F uP robot
and that oN hold song
is boring me to frigging
write
poetry
MORE
ah.. the liGht
alWays silver
sliver
burning
in darkest
dam
dest
idiotic
human experiment
on hairless apes
gone
insane..
in robot
song
of
Zombie
Apocalypse..
okay.. i’m done
with the poem..
pick up Fers..
and they did
at this last
line now..
hasta la
vista.. ‘you
s**k’.. golden hand cuffs
of government slave service..
and i’m back baby.. finAlly FreENowDAnce
ALIVE..:)
Thanks.. my friend.. gigoid..
it can be tiring doing the
job of other folks.. rarely
patient enough to wait..
i most often
finished
the sentences
of most others..
until the very end..
WHEN the ‘higher’ ups
at OPM.. then.. didn’t even
understand the portability
act that ensured i would
still be eligible for civil
service retirement
after transferring
over to what
is named
non-appropriated
funds for about two
years.. to end it all
out at one month
shy of 25 years..
sick leave
term
counted
in too..
about a year
and a half worth..
including annual leave..
as i almost never took
sick leave during those
close to 25 years..
a model
employee
with a whistle
blowing nose clean..
i’ve since learned to
break every rule that
is not in the law
books..
and truly
most of it
was just
government
regulations gone insane..
Anyway.. i had to find the law
and email it to the director
of the OPM’s
office to
prove my
eligibility with
no cost to them..
as usual.. for my lawyer’s
fee.. yeah.. i would have become
a lawyer.. if i didn’t want a
heARt.. SpiRit
and soUl..
and i chose
the better
latter letter
of the heARt..
finAlly then..
@end of the road..
and beginning back too.. @now..:)
And here’s to our 26th anniversary..
this Sunday.. February 21st 2016..
my after dance partner..
waiting for
her stray
cat
to
come home..
yeah.. looks like
i married Katrina at
minus 0 years old..
‘The Age of Adaline’
ain’t got nothin’ on her..
yeah.. now.. it’s kinda like
Beauty and the BeAST2..wink emoticon
Ha..! i am-
use myself
so dam easy..
with or without
likes from other
cats..wink emoticon
sreeja.. says..
Beautiful nature snaps! great spirit!
i say..
Thanks so
much for
visiting with
me here on..
http://www.katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com
where access is faster to my
wordy and photo intensive ways..
yes.. accessibility is a real
possibility.. here.. hehe..
and so glad you could
feel the meaning of the
words and photos..
both beautiful
Nature.. and
inspiRing
SpiRit too..
hope your
nows are
going beautifully
and inspiring as
WeLL.. my friend..:)
Facebook Friend
Ashe.. states she
never wants to be
called by the
name
Ashley
again..
(a past
co-worker
from Gov.
days..
Ashe
sTill
now is)
i say..
Ashe what..;)
And ha! i’ve got the
opposite problem
now.. no more
911 Fred..
wherever i go
now most everyone
knows me by face..
and almost no
one knows
my
real
name..
hehE..
but that
in a sense..
and or feeling..
never changes..;)
What i reAlly need
is a short nap..
but first i’ll
finish the last
added Haibun
in response
to the dVerse
Monday
prompt..
in Fred
bun style
of course..
some lines
of narrative poetry
and prose followed
by a Fredku wRiTe
oN course.. short
or LonG
from
HaikuS
passed..
and pasSinG..:)
SmiLes.. trimMer oF sidewalks..
bushes.. and trees of
undesirables.. once
i am.. too..
now weeds
and wild vines
are the greaTest
of Life.. i for one
see/feEL.. now..
set FREE by i…
DandeLion
lives free..
fiEld oF i..:)
4:42 pm..
2192016…
got 66 more
poetic expressions
to go.. in the two
prompts still
behind on..
minus
the
extra one
caught up
with
Shawna
in my last blog post..
per Thursday
Open Link
prompt
at
dVerse
poet’s
pub..
but
yeah..
nap first..
and work-out
soon to come..
religiously
as
sorts..
all togEtheR
aS oNE..:)
Connection.. ah yes.. connection to humanity..
one can take it for granted.. but lose
it as a shut-in with disability..
and online is a life
saving grace
that has never
been provided before
for the shut-ins among
us in dark caves of lonely..
and when i was shut-in for
66 months.. my only literal
places of escape was the
Parking Lot of Walmart
while i sat there in
my routine
white
T-shirt..
cold or hot..
rain.. or sun..
for 66 months..
as Walmart was
a necessity for gaining
subsistence.. for Katrina no
matter how much that dentist drill
in my right eye and ear..
precluded the effective
use of my eyes..
other than
point and
guide a car
with shades on
and withstand the
pain.. take those
shades off that still
hurt like hell.. as any
focus of eyes with prescription
lenses is like the drill of dentist
getting wider and wider into
a smaller hole
of larger
pain..
and 8:30 pm..
gym closes at
9:00 pm.. the hunch
back of Notre Dame
with his tattered
jacket..
shades..
and ear plugs
tries to withstand
the stereo and bright
florescent lights
that are
as bright
as previous
Sun.. eYes to Sun
before the pain erased
all humanity away from me..
ha!.. if i thought i was an
outcast before..
now i was living
in a metal garbage
bin.. all pain
no human feelings
at all.. but more pain
and all pain more..
from the core
of every cell
of my body
with the worst pain
known to mankind..
wake to sleep for
66 months.. type
two Trigeminal
Neuralgia..
Fibromyalgia..
severe degenerative
arthritis of the spine..
Dysautonomia..
and associated
coat hanger
pain around
the shoulders
and neck..
also partially
precipitated early
in life by a congenitally
fused vertebra in my neck.
a total of 19 medical disorders..
including Severe Anxiety.. Alexithymia…
Sjogren’s Syndrome.. where my eyes
quit making tears.. Depression and
associated Anhedonia.. and
overall no emotions
at all.. except
for fear
associated anxiety..
oh yeah.. the Asperger’s
thingy on the Autism Spectrum
diagnosed in middle age..
and Bi-Polar disorder..
but ha.. that’s just
my everynow
normal
from
birth.. as strange
as it can get here..
too.. of course.. way
outside the cultural box
of human being norm.. whatever
the hell culture says norm is.. anyway..
i have much to celebrate.. and when i was
shut-in.. i used to look at people’s faces on
facebook.. as i was way too out of human
functionality to interact act
with so called normal
folks.. but when i got
my first iPhone
in March of 2013..
something about the
retina display allowed
me to actually look at colored
photos tolerably at least.. for the
first time in 5 years.. Nerve pain
can be incredibly strange.. all
there for 66 months.. and
disappearing like a
miracle on
July 22nd.. or so
of 2013.. anyway..
i didn’t take a nap..
i decided to celebrate
my humanity on Facebook
once again.. as i occasionally
take photos of my profile pictures
that illustrate a moving life of play
iN Humanity again..
this now a year’s
worth since last
February to the
13th iN 2015..
and sure what
better way to
celebrate an
anniversary than to
remind one’s wife that
she is no longer married
to a creature from the
dark
darkest
abyss of
life imaginable
now to most folks..
NAMED Human
Hell.. glad
i made it
back from
the underworld
and sure.. i can
prove it online..
and if i ever get that
pain again.. which i have
no choice but to have 100% FAITH
i will not.. at least there is proof
now if emotions go away again..
where there is no connection
back to memories
of emotions
as memories
of emotions
are of course
emotions and
without emotions
there are NO MEMORY
OF EMOTIONS.. YEAH
YOU’LL PROBABLY HAVE
TO EXPERIENCE THAT
ZERO BEING TO UNDERSTAND
HOW MANY RINGS ARE TRULY
IN THE BANDS AND STINGS
OF DANTE’S
HELL.. i will
never be anything
other than humble..
as i have already been on
a level of existence lower than
a grain of sand.. however i will
F-iN celebrate life.. every
which way
but loose
and LOOSE…
if for no
one but
my soUL
alive
and
Kicking free again
greater than ever
before.. the reward
of JOB lives on now as WeLL..
anyway.. celebration photos
in this next blog
post named “Broken
Arrows of Dreams Dance”
whenever it comes now..
as there is more
celebrating to
do in this
always
anniversary
of living Free NOW!..
And yeah.. my Love is
as deep as the bLACKest
ocean that i was before..
and now.. yes.. iT
iS Nirvana..
iN the
Kingdom
of Heaven Nature
Now wiTh GOD FREE aS sAMe..:)
http://emthulian.blogspot.com/2016/02/addicted-to-you-avicii.html
Ah.. that was so sweet of you..
restoring your blog for me..
my friend.. Shawna..
yes.. i have fast eyes
and if i get here..
i don’t miss
not even
one
tiny detail..
Love your
creativity always..
keeps me guessing..
not many people
do.. hehe..;)
http://emthulian.blogspot.com/2016/02/oh-just-little-tone-loc.html
This is one of my favorites.. Shawna…
and reminds me just now.. of an old
girl friend.. well not really
old.. about 21.. hmm..
their still 21.. hehe..
AND ALL PLATONIC NOW..
anyway.. back
in hmm.. ‘EM..
’87.. or so..
her name was
Deena and she
was a sailor.. and
they called ’em waves
then.. ah.. a woman in
Uniform.. all those rules
and stuff.. with the hair
let down.. and all around..
well yeah.. i’m sure
you can imagine..
AND she was like
a double Z and
all that too..
but anyway..
we went to
the 2001 disco
club.. and she did this
thing with a beer
bottle
and said
that the
beat of this
Song would
give her
close
to the
big Oh.. oh yes.. yes… YEs..
she was most definitely
a wild thing.. oh the
things she
could do..
kinda like
that Jimmy
Hendrix song..
but no.. NOT me..
then.. i wasn’t THAT
EXPERIENCED..
enjoy church..
WAIT
this
is Friday..
NOT
Saturday..
means i have
another day
to catch
up on
2 prompts
behind.. just
for fun..
okay..
later
Shawna Baby..;)
Hi.. thanks again.. S.. now for
sharing “Whip My Hair”.. i’m kinda
gun shy in a good way.. as i’ll comment here
as yes.. you might disappear
any second
now..
hehex2..
Anyway.. you
seem like
Spock
like me too..
i swear.. i can
mind meld with
almost anyone..
and the funniest thing
is.. just standing next
to ’em sometimes in
my selfies.. it
looks like
i kinda
morph into
’em.. in even
sometimes spooky
ways.. ah.. the magic
of life.. unbridled
as me..
and you
of course
too.. Shawna
Baby.. anyway.. off
to hear that song
now.. as not
much of a
word person..
Ripley or not..
am i still now..
as far as concrete
labels go sTiLL..
and name that
tune in one note
or less is more of
my game
in auditory
empath
Spock
way2..
oh yeah..
and i can do that
neck pinch thingy..
but really all i have to
do is take my shades
off and
show ’em
my yellow
Sun Wolf
eYes..
with
pretend..
evil too..
as mind melding
with the dEvil can
be super spooky
too.. but sure
Angels are
more fun..
so see ya
in a few..
Angel baby2..;)
http://emthulian.blogspot.com/2016/02/last-summer.html
One thing really cool i’ve noticed
after visiting all those
‘highly functioning’ folks
in the Autism online
community.. is..
often the
women
who have
this edgy masculine
side inside.. have
these double
ZZ’s and
it’s really
surprising
how cocky
they can be
with double
ZZ’s and i just
think it’s fabulous..
hehe.. as i swear there
is an Exotic Egyptian
Belly dancer2 living
in me.. it’s
F in
hilarious
’cause at
first look before
i start moving
the whole
thing.. now..
people often
mistake me
for law enforcement..
FBI.. undercover..
special forces..
whatever
James
Bond
says..
anyway..
i’m not seeing
“Whip My Hair”..
anywhere on your
new play list here..
but sure i youtubed
it and yes.. i spread
my colors everywhere
i go too.. getting
everyone
all wet
with ’em..
whether
they like it
or not.. as Jesus
sometimes ya have
to do mouth
to mouth
from afar
to bring
’em
back
to life
like you
‘EM now..
my friend S..
i think it’s extra
cute how you always
look down in your
selfies..
all
shy and
innocent
when i know/feel
all about your
edge2..
and ps.. what
i Love to do.. on
the big dance floor
is when some dull
you know the ‘type’
from the south dude comes
up to me and starts mocking
me.. i stand totally motionless
like the eye of a Hurricane..
and look them calmy
directly in their
eYes..
through
shades of
course that
makes it
even more
spooky..
and they
high tale
it back to the farm..
anyway.. i have a hidden
bomb always ready to explode
if
necessary..
and it ain’t
soft..;)
Ha! i missed this one..S..
the ‘eye in the sun’
but never the lesS
iT reminds me of
my last
comment
here.. now
the best
thing in the
world is to be complete..WhOLE
aLL balanCinG.. feminine and
masculine.. liGht and Dark..
yeah.. the hard and soft
edges..
as when a
person iS A wHole.
there is zero to
fear
AND
ALL TO LOVE..
the way humans
were.. by
Barbara
StreiSand
now iN the
desSert Rose
of mythological TRUTH
and liGht iN statues
NoW aLiVE..
with flesh
more
of
being
human
now.. jUsT now..
hmm.. the places
i can go free..
juSt iN
mY
imaGiNaTioN..
oh.. yes.. oh GOD yes..!
iF more folks NOW
could go to a place
like that/this.. there would
be zero/hero of greenest
blackest
dollar
biLLs
of
heLL..
no.. YES!
iNHeaven
STiLL
now
alWays
reigns
reins
rains
dRip
drip oF
human being..
ever heard of a full
body orgasm.. yeah
it’s real and
not messy
@all.. oh yeah..
and that reminds
me.. back earlier in
last century.. and i am
alive serious about this..
yeah.. back in the ‘Victorian
Age’.. when women were all
guilt tripped about tHeir pleaSures..
and were labeled up having Hysteria..
the way Doctor’s treated this frustration..
was by manually masturbating them
to orgasm.. seriously
i did
not..
make this up..
and here is
the proof
here.. no
graphic photos
in the video.. promise
it is all science now.. then..
And here is the most
hilarious fun fact
associated
with that
in the
REAL
SCIENCE
VIDEO.. now..
“Many Doctors’ complained that
‘it’ was a laborious and time
consuming procedure, so
the vibrator was invented
as a form of
self
medication”
OMG.. what a fun
fAct that I never
knew before..
and i just
kNow
you WiLL
appreciate IT
even if it makes
you erase your bLog
so those church
peers
will not
find the
dEvil
heRe..
aGaiN..;)
Ha and as long
as i keep
this
up..
i may never
get back to my
long lost prompts
on
dVerse
but who
gives an F
i’ve got
less
messy
stuff to
do now..
see ya..
and yes.. my wife
and i’s 26th anniversary..
and she knows and feels
all i do.. every letter and
word.. and
ain’t
scared
at all..
i her taught
what free is..
even if she does
not fully practice it like i do now..
sadly
enough
i feel….
but life goes
on for
fun
anyway..
there is no
other solution
i know
to solve
the worlds
ills..
as is..
for now..:)
em for me for
you for now and
nnamhel.. S..
iS a backwards
me.. wInks..
figures..
8 standing
tALL inFiniTy
too.. now..
hehe.l..
born on
6660 and
all of THAT
Hellboy2..
he did not
fully
mature
until
age 53
either..
and my
mother’s
name
iS Helen..
i kid you
not..
wiTh
goats
and
rAms
and stuff..
as and ’cause
i kNow/feel you
now like spooky
stuff2.. so i WiLL
truth and liGht
iN DArk aS WeLL
a
long
long
way
from
hell now..
and Lord KnoWs..
i sTiLL haven’t got
stArted on those
two prompts
yEt.. juSt
getting
back from
the tRain
of
R&R..
aGaiN..
stopping here
at waystation
Shawna..
hmm..
reminds
me of
waystation
1.. i don’t
thInk that
dude WiLL
ever
come
back..
sAdly
enough
but wE mUst
go on.. yes..
as iS.. now..
and haha..
i just said i have
a J LO butt iN the
newest blog post
i am writing now..
gREAt butts feel alike..;)
SMiLes.. my friend.. Shawna i can feel your
true emotions coming through in this beautiful prose/poetry
you write here.. oh the Love.. oh the FeeLinGs.. to be loved
and to love.. like that song.. ‘Come What May’.. that i needed
so much from ‘Moulin Rouge’.. to get the grief out for losing
my cat friend Moby.. is all worth it.. in the end and beginning
of now.. sMiLes.. my goal in life iS to Love and be A Love of as
many people’s lives as i can before i die.. that’s all i now
want or
need iS
Love.. and
the dance.. is
what has paved the
way the most for that
iN the flesh world now..
and finAlly i am connecting..
after trying so hard to make
the emotion and words
get glue.. online..
seriously.. both
in real life
and online
when i first
started writing
people said i was
a computer and not
a real human being..
that has
changed..
TG..!
Happy
SUN
DAY..
and i’ve really
enjoyed hanging
out with you the last
couple of days.. and yeah..
sure.. i needed a break away
from my current year long
milestone of making a poem
out of every poem on dVerse
for an entire
year..
just
’cause
i can..
F.. competitions..
and goals.. i just
wanna
do iT..
like the
Goddess
of Victory..
Nike says..
now in
bare
feet
of me..
Love ya..
Shawna Baby..
hope you girls had
a great night out!..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/02/19/dance-of-the-magick-flute/
http://gigoid.me/2016/02/20/interview-with-an-organic-penguin-groomer/
Ah.. humans.. not unlike fleas.. sucking the blood out
of an animal they cannot fully see.. gigoid..
yes.. if the dog dies.. weE
humans who culturAlly
have removed ourselves
from our kiNd and courAge
ape ways.. will suffer
the way
of bees
without
a hive..
the insects
we are now.. poisoned
slowly now as well by the
same cultural ways iroNically
that are killing the
truly
winged
and buzzing
ones.. free too…
Anyway.. i’ve being
seeing/feeling more of the dog
lately.. and pretty sure ALL THAT
IS THAT DOG HaS iT aLL LAID OUT
AS iS AS ALwAYS NOW..
what we do not see
can both save us
or kill uS.. now..
better to come
back home
than..
to lose
the Dog forever..
at least
now..
i respect the blood..
i respect the dog..
particularly.. when
the dog is real
and the dog
most people
worship does
not even give them blood.. ironic isn’t it.. the
Native Americans who sTiLL exist.. live peacefully
with the dog as those who before did too..
i don’t wanna
be a cowboy..
so i return
NOW as
INDIAN..
LOVEnow
THE REAL
AMERICAN
OLD
New
World
STYLE..:)
SMiLes my friend.. just getting
back from a 9 or so mile
Super-Walmart
Jaunt
in dance..
and it’s nice
to be free.. iS aLL..
ALL that crap from culture
that iS simply crap… iS so far
gone in my past now..
aLL iS left
is the
5 year
old me..
now before
Kindergarten..
and sure.. a little
more.. except
for ALL the lies
of culture… more
specifically.. politics..
religion iN fundamentalist
ways.. and All that holds
human back
from getting
back to Nature
BalanCinG now..
it’s possible
but until
people
realize they
are no more special
than the other animals
who inhabit this planet..
including trees.. plants..
and even
a gRain
of Sand
and less..
they are doomed
to a life of discontent..
misery and suffering..
Nature doesn’t
lie and neither
do humans
with they
live by
THE REAL
GOD OF NATURE
WHO WILL HAVE
HER WAY OF WHATEVER
IS
IS NOW..:)
Ah.. one of my favorite efforts of one year ago..
of course.. along the lines of the
magic flute
as well..
with
this epic
music from
the dreams
of my DNA
Sioux
and
Cherokee
Crazy Horse
Dance and
sure.. the
rest
of me..
FREE in
the beat of the night
around a campfire
moonlit night
hugging
the grass
of God at
midnight..
and the Sun
in the mid-day
sand.. no different..
than a free cat
at night or
day..
one with
Nature..
wheRe
never
was..
is
or
will
be any
separation
from THE REAL
GOD OF NATURE
THAT IS UNDEFEATABLE
BY ANY HUMAN BEING WHETHER
LEADER OF THE WORLD THE CHURCH
OR PROPHETS OF OLD OR NEW..
GOD IS FREE
and the
true and
liGht
of uS are
NOW.. and sure
the Mayans are Indians
too.. and tHeir rules rule ART
over us as free iN touch
with God whether
some of us
see/feel
the reality
of change
in the air
since 2013
now or not..
ha.. even Justin
Bieber has that
one figured out..
never
just a book
by its cover..
age.. or look..
there is always deeper
oceans in the soUl of WE
who set ourselves free though
much challenge.. dArkness
and yes.. truth and liGht..
HA.. the beat
iS coming back
and we who are iN
the Feel and know oF
IT WILL NOT BE DEFEATED..
wE are all Indigenous Indians
of God
when
we
REMember
and are
reborn
aGaiN…
don’t miss
out.. seriously
with no jest.. its
simple.. just come
back to Nature that
is God and Human FREE..
but you have to leave first..:)
Okay.. crap.. i’m having a bit of an identity crisis.. issue..
i was all set to be Yoda.. doing my Super-Walmart dance..
while Katrina and her two sisters.. who are fixin’ to be
Great Aunts and a Great Grandma.. are doing all
that baby shopping.. getting ready for more
baby showers as always the case with
her side of the family it seems.. yes..
extremely reproductively fit.. anyway..
Katrina’s anniversary present was an Infinity tattoo..
that her sisters decided to get too.. and my Anniversary
present and the source of today’s identity crisis.. is.. ugh..
just what i need.. a much bigger pen.. yes.. an Incredible
Hulk pen..is just what i need to write even more..
i’m currently going back and forth from Yoda..
to something else.. could be Werewolf.. yes..
it is almost the full moon.. in a day or so..
or yes.. Incredible Hulk.. but more
likely a hybrid of
SOMETHING..;)
Ah.. the answers to the world’s problems are not
those of the world in essence as the God of
Nature all free has already supplied those
answers when iN balance
oF human Nature..
simply by moving..
connecting.. and creating
by giving more than taking
otherwise known as Love
in its greaTest courAge
and kiNd way
as Unconditional..
i have studied this issue
as much as i can born without
a mask.. and taking the mask off
again.. as much as possible to get
all awakened and enlightened as such..
but here’s the thing.. to be born naked
without the clothes of culture does
literally mean that too..
to go back to
our prehistory
and understand
what it is that makes
human beings tick as flea
in God of Nature
God given
human
Nature..
as wRite now..
culture.. is overall
a labyrinth of insane
from birth taking us
way.. way.. way out
of human being
Nature Balance..
to
move
connect
and create
and give more
in sharing than
taking with other
humans and the
rest of Nature..
it’s not hard
to do
when
one
is loving
and loved
in return..
and yes..
possible
to do by loving
much more than giving
but Love is a balanced way
for most folks in reciprocal
social human communication
too.. hmm.. face to face is sure
the evolutionary way.. but sign
language like Facebook and other
social media will work somewhat
okay for both a blind person
and a semi-robot human
being in four
walls.. a ceiling
in front of a flat
screen computer
all day long and
most of the
night
too…
so how does an insanely
large population of human
beings.. only evolutionary suited
to around 150 to 200 sets of eyes
who moves.. connects.. and creates
best in small groups and villages like
this adapt again.. well.. here’s the deal..
all the tools of human ranging from
sticks to scratch alphabets
in sands to spears
to atomic bombs
are part of
Nature too..
an extension
yes.. but never the less
moving. connecting and
creating new.. farther reach
of human eyes and hands
and brains
as well
and not
so well too..
but alas the dArk
and liGht are ALL pARt
of the mix too.. pain
iS weakness leaving
the body.. and
it is also
muse
for
pleasure
too.. so it all
comes out in a
dark chocolate
and vanilla shake
of what is known
fully as culture
now.. from
Katy Perry’s Dark
Horse.. to that Super
Collider thingy.. trying
to find the God Particle
of God as Nature too now.
Prehistoric human beings
from the artifacts of record
shared it all as
similar primitives
do now.. in much
smaller group
cultures..
who move.. connect
and create in giving
at least as much
as taking..
so in a way..
as strange as it may
seem.. that is what Social
Media does.. with increasing
nomadic pair bonding groups
with small to smaller
families searching an
entire nation for
subsistence
traveling
where
the meat
and vegetables
can still be obtained..
and OMG.. with stuff like
PORN.. there is a “Bonobo
Hand Shake” in the reality
of the majority of humans
super sexed need for
variety in
reducing
frustration..
aggression
and violence..
and even potential
wars.. for those
more sex
charged
human
beings..
yeah.. it’s just
a keyboard
and hand
and fingers
away.. a little colder
than flesh and blood but
still way hot enough to get
the job of cooling off done..
and it doesn’t matter
what the local
or church
norm
says..
God will
have her way
with most of us..
if we do not repress
or get oppressed iN how
God creates one of God’s
sexiest creatures of aLL
the human
horny
being..
let’s not lie
to ourselves
it is the truth
and liGht from
below
to
above..
all engorged
as such.. as living
passionate human
being free as God
will have us
WHEN FREE..
and the truth is as
science is starting to show
porn reduces the frequency
of actual intercourse.. no shit
sherlock.. it’s hard to do the
wild thing with
hands and
fingers
fully
employed..
and the fact of Nature is
there are too many human
beings taking way more than
they give on this planet..
and a first world
reality
is
with greater
technology..
population
goes
down..
and up too but
not in and out
as much as
it were and is..
as there is more
to do than the work
of the night of the primitives
and plenty of technology to
fill in the empty
spaces
of what
flesh and blood
does when truly free..
in the forest of bountiful
existence.. all balanced as such..
wheRe the experiment of human
being is eventually going.. is beyond
any human prophecy now.. as it is
an experiment that has never
been tried before in the
history books yet..
and there is
a synergy of neurons
holding hands together
and humans as well across
global borders.. that has and
will make Quantum leaps of
logic into Art of heARt of
human being.. yes..
exciting times
we live in..
and
Nature aka
God still has her
hands fully in the
pie of human being..
change stARts at the
heARt level of human
being.. and as we hold
hands stronger togeTheR..
WeLL.. the sky is no longer
the limit.. as
history
already
shows..
with
lunar
and other
landings.. now..
the Universe within
though.. is a largely uncharted
territory of science recorded history
and that’s the pARt.. i for one continue
to explore and enjoy most as
after all
i’m more
than a tool..
i’m a sacred
fool too.. brave
enough to step out
of the parameters
and back
into
what
came before..
F R E E and
BORN AGAIN..
kinda like a
perfect
storm..
if ‘you’ WiLL..
as we all feel..
in practice.. storms
are not ‘perfect’ they
kinda rave or rage on..
and are free to become
whatever iT iS they
end and begin
being
now..
climates
change.. nature
and human sAMe..:)
Typical after Catholic Church..
26th Anniversary photo of husband
and wife.. and yes.. of course there is
a living doll in ‘this photo’..wink emoticon
Second Doll gift
from our friend
at church for the doll..;)
Oh yeah.. and it was hilarious..
where the fill-in priest asks
who has an anniversary
or a birthday.. where i
am the only one to raise
my hand and stand up.. in
the entire Temple Church
and i say.. “My Wife Katrina
and i.. are celebrating our
26th anniversary TODAY”..
and time my comeback just
right.. in my usual echoing
booming.. voice.. NOW..
and i say.. “YES..
she is also
26 years old”
as well.. BD.. wise..;)
Interesting story.. the ‘RIsen’ one.. and it was
a lot like the New Star Wars movie..
per the storm trooper
human archetype
of the villain
becoming
hero..
anyway
that’s all i’ll say..
as not to be the spoiler
for the end of the show..
as the end of the show part
is in a book anyway.. but just
not the main character of the
story whose perspective the
entire story is told from..
a brand new fictional
character named
Clavius..
a Roman
Tribune for the
‘dark force’.. as
it were.. then as well..:)
http://gigoid.me/2016/02/21/assembled-without-instructions/#comment-18264
Well.. in ‘this one’.. “Assembled Without Instructions” is inspiration
enough for me to write a Novel.. but that’s not coming ’till around
April.. for the third installment of that..
but yes.. how sad it is that human
beings are Assembled With
Instructions.. as the rest of
Nature innately.. instinctually..
and intuitively practices life
free without sidewalks
of hell
binding
them down
to concrete purgatories
of what came before..
stick to the
rules robot
or you’ll
get in
social acceptance
trouble and that means
starvation.. no mates
and stuff like
that as
social
animals innately..
need each other to
get the meat
and vegetables
of life.. all in one
soup of life
a cross
a fire..
anyway.. it’s sad
when folks become
paperback books.. or hard
covers too.. but pearls
of wisdom.. i’ll take
that pARt by
mouth
or
book.. as some
stuff is truly worth
reading again and again,,
the gift of all the historic pearls
of wisdom you provide here.. my
friend.. gigoid.. in ways of life..
not just
nouns
and labels
for men to worship
and say they have the
last word of the God of
Mother Nature true and liGht now..
as well as dArk and fAiry tales too..
but alas.. myths are the hyperbole..
to market the meat
of the products
and without
that.. it would
be harder to
get the vehicles
and vessels that house
truth and liGht that have traveled
this far.. in written and oral tradition
of story taling.. dArk and liGht WhOLE..
Anyway.. yes.. may the metaphorse
be with ya.. friend gigoid.. as long
as it rides
free.. iN
ALLNOW..
wITh Love and
KiND In couraGe..
like Cindafella might say..;)
Well.. as a side note here..
even behind on two dVerse
prompts from last Tuesday
and Thursday.. ‘this post’
is becoming monstrously
long.. and i am ravageD
tired from now celebrating
our anniversary weekend..
including 9 or so miles of
dance walk on Saturday
14 or so today..
and even
a movie
at the local
theater tonight..
so.. i’m gonna sleep
on it.. and try to get
this one published tomorrow
morning.. and then move on
to dVerse in the comments
section of that post..
as yes.. i do need
my cindafella
beauty sleep..
now..
and then..
and now..
aGaiN..:)
Back at 8:50 am..
2222016.. and in reviewing
the photos from yesterday.. i see
i have surpassed the 100K photo number
since the end of August 2013.. over a course
of 30 months.. which averages out to 3333.33
photos per month.. and just coming up to 5,000
miles of Dance Walking.. of which i will provide a
celebratory post just for that number.. when it comes..
averaging 166.66 miles a month.. and yes.. i love
synchronicity of numbers.. more inspiration..
to write about milestone numbers
of which i am now averaging
in the last three years at 100K
words a month.. have slowed
down in more condensed
poeTry flow as hard as
that may be to believe
from my narrative flow..
at the Wrong Planet in
the 8 million or so words
i wrote there and other
online sites.. for around 11
million total words all now..
since.. November 26, 2010..
when the numbers flow like
this.. in ones.. threes
and sixes.. sTill now..
and yes.. i’ve practically
shared all the photos and
miles online since August
of 2013.. additionally
since the end of
July.. 2013.. around
the 22nd.. standing
on Navarre beach
with my wife.. when
i miraculously recovered
from 19 life threatening illnesses..
in synergy that even some of the
professionals who were religious
leaning.. affirmed was an actual
miracle of the modern
day of what is seen
in the
professional
world of human
maladies.. now..
so.. sure.. i went
from not being able
to go into a store for 66 months
to solo dancing in front of a crowd
of hundreds who are my junior
by three decades or so.. then and
now at Old Seville Quarter.. for 98 weeks..
and yes.. also doing that all so free iN
dance iN public everywhere i go with
zero social anxiety.. whereas.. before..
i was overwhelmed with social
anxiety and agoraphobia
to the max..
and yes i have
shared scores of videos now..
as well.. that are minuscule in number..
in comparison to the voyeur video
artists with their smart phones.. who
have captured me everywhere i go
in public in the last 30 months to
dance.. haha.. my Paparazzi..
as hell no.. there ain’t
no one else dancing
in public but
me in a metro
area of several
hundred thousand
folks in patriarchal
footloose purgatory..
more or less.. so it’s
like capturing Rare Birds
or Jaguars or something
of that crazy nature.. hehe..
to share all over
Facebook..
as i always
hear.. i saw
you on Facebook
man.. you are famous..
hehe.. i’m not famous..
’cause they don’t know
my name.. and that’s
the way i like iT
baby.. the dancing
guy is now enough..
the other
name they say..
legend.. is much
better.. as legends WiLL
not be trapped in cAges
oF
human
being
culture..
iN fame hell..
i roam free now..
under the Guidance
of the God of Nature
earning no money
but free.. now2..
as inherited and
continuAlly
experienced now
and improved by
by uS.. and i’m
gonna cut that
facebook collage
that i was talking about
way earlier in this post
to only a month instead
of a year.. as the history
of my soUl continues
to grow in other
paths.. as
WeLL..
oN thiS
post now
wheRe mY soUl
iS now here as no
history
@
aLL..
wheRe every
now is an
anniversary
oF
LIFe
riSinG
alWays
NOW..:)
Moving through a life of extreme challenge
as well as extreme gifts.. is very interesting..
and cold dark hell..
when not at all..
as death
iN life..
the opening video
of this post illustrates where
i live in moving photos very well..
showing the inner
walls of most
fundamentalist
Christian churches
i have visited as well..
where there is a certain
entitlement of having
access to words
that means
that one
is above
all
the rest
of humankind
where Muslims
and Buddhists
and Atheists..
and all the rest
who are not the chosen
ones of ‘us’ are gonna go
to that fiery eternal damnation
place for the rest of eternity..
but the thing is..
they.. for the
most pArt
are already
there and are totally
unaware that they are
iN hell now.. as the window
to heaven is clouded with
words.. to feel heaven just..
now in senses.. emotions..
and human sensuality is no
myth or fairy tale of a man
God or the last
prophet..
or anyone
else.. it is God
yes.. the God
of Nature’s gift to
those of us who find
it again.. from birth
away from
cultural..
religious..
and political
lies that are all
truly politics as all of
these seek manmade
order.. away from the
God of Nature
free..
the thing that pisses me off most
about cultures.. religions.. politics
and yes.. even philosophy
away from Nature
that is from
head to toe..
inside outside.. yes..
above so below and
up again.. all around..
is that it is all human slavery..
and as i remember my most favorite
part of the movie “The Ten Commandments”..
coming again in cultural TV as it has since
i was a little boy.. is Moses.. totally
away from culture.. politics..
religion.. and philosophy
saying the simple statement
that if there is a God that God
would have no human slaves and
all would be free.. yet that is precisely
what both the Muslim and Christian
religions continued to do for centuries..
holding humans captive as slaves giving
them less credit for being one
of God’s children
as all creatures
are free..
Karma is real..
there is no doubt about that
to me.. now.. as i have experienced
the darKest and liGhTest pArts of Karma
from A to Z and more of me with God
of Nature together
as the force
we are
iN yes..
both dARk
and liGht..
but what i know for sure is this..
any separation from God.. iN taKinG
any pArt of God as Whole as less
than the other.. is the
true highway
to HeLL for
human being..
just my learn-
ED opinion of
what i experience
of GoD ALL NOW..
but what i now is the
more i give in liGht the more
i receive in liGht back from GOD..
and devolving back into dArk WiLL
surely bRinG more dArk to my life..
action.. consequence.. it’s the way
of Nature.. bRing another human
being down or other pARt of
Nature.. in any way
and bRing
yourself
down
even
lower
and even
to REAL hell.. but each
human over the course of
God’s eternity now.. WiLL have
to practice that lesSon themselves
between they and God alone ALLONE..
and there ain’t no verse gonna save
’em now.. until
they find
the free
verse
of
GOD
WIThin
that requires
no words at all..
and it don’t matter
what they label themselves
with.. from Atheist to Priest..
God is no word
alone
God iS
ALLONE
FREE as
uS
when
we free
ourselves NOW
alive and risen as
God’s children once more
and nowforevermore as
now is the only
eternity
tHere
iS..NOW..
to put iT oFF..
iS to never
fiNd
iT..
@ALL..:)