SpiRiT oF heaRT SoaRS

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There are only two shows i watch
now.. Lucifer and the Big Bang..
one shoe shows the
dArk can be
the liGhtest
and one show
shoes the liGht
can be the dArkest
with rather simple
but effective
form
of wit..
in other
words.. without
‘Grey Poupon’..
only if i could
learn to do that..
i miGht have an audience
that likes and comments
more.. but haha.. i’d
rather be odd
and just
be me..
so more ‘grey
poupon’ coming
but with a spicy
naked edge of course..
yeah.. i was Sheldon Cooper
until i evolved into Lucifer..
Sex over BRains..
baby.. is wHere
it’s alWays
been for
human
being..
leading
edge of below
so above.. let’s
get real and all of THAT..
but it’s F in Hilarious..
all he does iS F
and play
fair..
meanwhile Sheldon
plays with his collection
of flags.. video games..
or whatever and
rarely
gets the
real job of life
just done with one
or more mates like
Lucifer does so well..
Anyway.. repressing any pARt
of human Nature.. whether it be
emotions.. senses.. or yes.. sensuality
is the path back to hell.. where Lucifer
got F iN Sick and Tired of dealing
with the folks at the
Wrong Planet
there.. in hell.. THEN lives..
And seriously.. with feeling..
the Singularity is more than
robot way.. a movie named
‘Chappie’ or something like
that to illustrate that..
the movie ‘Lucy’
says it all
connect
back
to Lucy
the Ape..
and go far back
to REAL SANITY..smile emoticon

SMiLes.. i usually do Wiki cliff notes..
to catch up on the cultural
interest of the day..
if it interests
me.. or
serves
to better
converse on the
topic at hand..
and You
Tube is
a great
resource
for that too..
and without
commercials
with a DVR
and all of that
for just the two
shows i do watch..
there is not much left
of the meat of the show
after commercials go away..
So much to learn.. and never
to get bored.. i wished for a machine
i could ask any question to.. and
Google.. overall
serves up
a mighty
button
prize.. and the value
of uncensored freedom
of information is worth
its weight
in Gold
of all that
is out there
to partake of..
a never filling
glass of knowledge
and FEELinG of
A to Z iN
photos..
videos..
more..
of reality
and imagiNaTioN now..
the fAct that i can be
free is evidence
enough for
me that
iT iS
sTiLL
possible Now..
with tough practice
and never giving up..
iN KiND as WeLL as couRaGE..:)

sMiLes..
my friend..
ignorance
is a sad
by
product
of wanting
to belong..
outcast frees..:)

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Facebook Friend Rafiah.. responding to
the Beautiful photo of my wife
Katrina.. with our
Cat Elwood from
1996..

Rafah says..

I want to have my martial relationship
as loving and as compassionate as you two
have mashaa Allah. smile emoticon heart emoticon

i say..

SMiLes.. And wInks.. Yes.. we are
the marriage model for a new
world order..wink emoticon
Very sweet of you to say that
as well.. Dear friend..
Rafiah..smile emoticon

Great Niece Antaya says..

She’s so beautiful

i say..

Yes.. some stuff rarely changes..
And you are beautiful too.. great
niece tater..wink emoticon

Antaya says..

Thanks great uncle Fred

i say..
Smile Emoticon

And as a side note..
Antaya is pregnant
with what will be
Katrina’s first
great
great
niece..:)

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SMiLes.. SOHEIR
sadly.. reading
prophecy literally
doesn’t leave
God much
freedom..
in other words
in other words…
not likely that anyone
out of Muslim or Christian
Religions would recognize
ISA if he comes back again..
as he would
likely be
as Free as
God
WiLL
have
him be..
anyway
that’s what
God tells me..
i find the speaker
interesting and good
humored and friendly..
and have complimented
his interpretations before..
like the Island
and God
existing
on the Island
without any books..
but there are gonna
be problems if Jesus
comes back deaf
blind
and mute..
After All.. God
can do anything
with God’s children..
THAT would be less of
a miracle than a woman
being fertilized by something
other than
sperm..
i don’t need
no magic tricks
by God for faith..
belief.. or hope..
or tests of GOD..
as such.. now..
God is Real
to me and
magic
but
i do not portend
to understand that
magic in literal tricks
out of a hat or with
invisible
sperm
with respect
of course.. now..
one thing great about
the Catholic Pope Francis is he
says all God’s children are one
regardless of religion.. and God
tests us here for our God given
potential… and science is totally
compatible with God.. including
evolution.. however.. of course
he will tell one that a virgin
birth is possible too and
contradict himself
on the other
point..
and will say
that humans are taking
too much from Nature and
insist that all Catholics must
not practice birth control…
oh yeah.. and he
says Jesus
is the ONLY
begotten SON
of GOD too…
God gave me
a brain
and i
use it..
God gave me
creativity
and i see
magic
enough
iN that..
and no.. i do not see/feel aLL..
so perhaps there was a virgin
birth.. and perhaps Jesus will
come back just like the Kuran
says he will.. or perhaps
he is even God above
all other humans..
again.. i do not
portend to
know/feel
the will/
way of
God
alone..
God tells
me none
of that
is true..
but i can
always be
incorrect as
i am too humble
to suggest i kNow/feel anything
as THE final words.. too.. still..
i am confident in no one
who says
they do..
but i will
continue to listen..
watch.. and wait..
to see and
feel what
happens
next.. as yes..
we live in very
interesting times
as alWays now…
Here’s the point..
i believe in prophecy
too.. but i do not believe
any one human owns it..
otherwise it’s just a self
fulfilling prophecy by
humans who
enjoy
control
more than
God’s Freedom
as given to every human
as equal employer opportunities
to work for God.. there is a God of
merit.. that shows throughout all
of Nature.. it is highly unlikely anyone
gets a free ride
just based
on who they
are.. chances
are if Jesus
the REAL MAN
JESUS CAME
back today
he would
have
to do
MUCH MUCH
GREATER THINGS
than before to even
get noticed.. and not
not myths.. real stuff..
and of course if it didn’t
match literal words.. the
expectations of others..
he would
simply
come
like
a thief in the
night.. but sure
that’s how most
prophets come..
unrecognized by
those who
live
with
them..
or very
close.. thanks
SOHEIR.. ALWAYS
interesting to
come here
and visit
with
you..
several
thousand miles
way but well worth
it for both spirit and friend..:)

SMiLes my friend.. i do not speak Arabic..
so you and my other Muslim friends have helped me
understand concepts in the Kuran that are not clear
in the English translations.. so i welcome your information here..
and appreciate it very much.. i am your friend but i come here
for serious study of the Kuran as well.. from the Arabic
Language point of view.. and you obviously have
a passion to share that information…

Quite frankly.. as a weathered human
i see Muhammad as a warrior.. a successful one..
and a man heavily influenced by his culture at that time..
never the more though or less.. just a human being.. and
subject to the same human frailties we all are.. and yes..
it is obvious that Jesus and all the other prophets are
no more or less than this.. to me at least..
from my intense studies of them all…

There is some beautiful Truth and light in
the Kuran that i appreciate from the English
Translations i have read.. and also some better
ones when the Arabic is explained by experts in
the study of the Kuran.. which i have linked on
my blog in defense of the positive aspects
of the Kuran.. but.. and a significant but..

It is clear to me that everything in the Kuran
is NOT the Truth and liGht.. specifically the verses
accepting human slavery.. subjugation of women in value
in comparison to men.. and slaves as having less value..
and again.. having humans slaves in any way shape or form..
as well as obvious other selfish considerations..
like a woman is gonna receive a curse from
Angels if she is not in the
mood to have sex at night..

NO.. women are NOT sex robots..
unless they are forced or coerced into that..
with threats of curses from Angels and such as that..
just a form of verbal rape is what that is… without punches..
and bruises.. but psychological anguish from women who
are not hot to trot all the time…. Many are NOT.. .
so it becomes a service of subjugation..
when this is the case…

This is obviously selfish
human greed and historical cultural conditions
at work.. no more no less.. If you can somehow
justify how this is different in your Arabic
interpretations of the Kuran.. i would
appreciate that.. as quite frankly i
find it disgusting from a God
point of view.. in how this
is translated in the
English Version
of the Kuran.. .

And those who have condoned
this type of behavior will face
the judgement of God alone…
but again.. that’s what
God tells me.. i am only
human so.. again.. i will never
rise to say i have the last or first
word as only has God has that..
without any human
involvement at all…

It’s just my opinion..
with God backing me up..

I do not expect you to
believe that.. of course..

But discussion of the positive and
negative aspects are the only way to grow
in understanding.. the questions others may
have but will not ask because they are afraid of
offending you.. or other Muslims.. i Love you.. as a
human being.. so i don’t have to fear that.. and of course
God has my back.. so i don’t have to fear anything at ALL..
except for heights.. as God has other plans for
me now.. instead of falling…

When any human is raised up on
a pedestal to have received the last
or first word of God alone.. Misery and
Suffering of human beings is always the result..
history shows this fact over and over again..
All someone who is psychopathic leaning
has to do.. is threaten punishment
if one questions what has been
said or written before..

i see through psychopaths
both eye to eye and in written words my
friend.. no matter how old or new they are..
that is my special gift from God.. as empath..
for both devil and angel.. same.. and all ‘tween…
but sure just ‘tween me and God.. too.. as ONE Force now..
with all others too.. and the rest of Nature ALL.. GOD’s domain..:)

SMiLes my friend.. SOHEIR.. i understand that Cursing a
Wife with Angels for not having sex.. is not specifically
in the Kuran and that is why i called it ‘OTHER selfish considerations’..
as it is one of the most ridiculous things i have heard in my life..
Hadith.. Kuran.. or wherever else.. such foolishness comes from…

i didn’t expect that to confuse you
as you are well versed in the Kuran.. of course..

Sorry for not making it MORE clear than OTHER SELFISH
CONSIDERATIONS that it was specifically a Hadith related instruction…

However.. that is A smallest of offense AGAINST GOD.. AND GOD’S CHILDREN..
compared to what IS in the Kuran as translated in English below..
both about having sex with slaves.. and beating wives
who are not compliant.. light beating is still beating..
end of case study below.. my friend.. FROM THE
English translation of the Kuran..
waiting for your translation..
interpretation..
different..
if any..
of course…

AND slaves who are captured in war
DO NOT WILLINGLY HAVE sex with their captors..
only a FOOL and LIAR would believe they do..
except for the oddest of exceptions..

And trust me for those men who
DID THAT IF there is any HELL..
they are burning there.. in God’s terms of course…
and from what i know and FEEL of REAL HELL..
i wouldn’t wanna be them.. when they are
there too.. where a thousand
years is one second of
REAL HELL NOW…

AND no.. i am not angry
with you about this but yes..
trust me or not.. GOD is VERY
ANGRY WITH MUHAMMAD for accepting
this then.. IF HE DID.. AS translated
in English here.. as only common sense dictates..
for folks WITH A HEART.. OF ANY KIND AT ALL…

Or would you suggest it is A OK for men
who captures slaves to have sex with them..
if they are married.. to a loving woman..
when these slave women had loving
husbands of their own.. before
they were captured as sex slaves….

i can not believe you would.. but i
am waiting for your opinion on that..
as no one has provided it to me yet when
i ask.. the text goes silent…. and no..
it does not happen as often now.. but it still
happens.. and these are the verses in the Kuran
that oppressor rapists and other
psychopathic leaning men
use to JUSTIFY it..

THAT’s a problem we as
human beings and children of GOD
cannot afford to sweep under the carpet..
for base humanity as is.. around the world…
now.. with all due respect.. i for one believe…
when we say any man or woman has ALL the truth
and liGht from GOD… in however they gain it…

Quran (33:50) – “O Prophet! We have made lawful to thee thy wives to whom thou hast paid their dowers; and those (slaves) whom thy right hand possesses out of the prisoners of war whom Allah has assigned to thee”

Quran (23:5-6) – “..who abstain from sex, except with those joined to them in the marriage bond, or (the captives) whom their right hands possess…”

Quran (4:24) – “And all married women (are forbidden unto you) save those (captives) whom your right hands possess.”

Quran (24:32) – “And marry those among you who are single and those who are fit among your male slaves and your female slaves…”

Quran (2:178) – “O ye who believe! Retaliation is prescribed for you in the matter of the murdered; the freeman for the freeman, and the slave for the slave, and the female for the female.”

Quran (4.34) Men (those who are able to carry out their responsibilities) are the protectors and maintainers of women inasmuch as God has endowed some of people (in some respects) with greater capacity than others, and inasmuch as they (the men) spend of their wealth (for the family’s maintenance). Good, righteous women are the devoted ones (to God) and observant (of their husbands’ rights), who guard the secrets (family honor and property, their chastity, and their husband’s rights, especially where there is none to see them, and in the absence of men,) as God guards and keeps undisclosed (what should be guarded and private). As for those women from whose determined disobedience and breach of their marital obligations you have reason to fear, admonish them (to do what is right); then, (if that proves to be of no avail), remain apart from them in beds; then (if that too proves to be of no avail), beat them lightly (without beating them in their faces). Then, if they obey you (in your directing them to observe God’s rights and their marital obligations), do not seek ways against them (to harm them). (Be ever mindful that) God is indeed All-Exalted, All-Great.

SMiLes.. my friend.. i appreciate that very much..
and look forward to your research and opinions..
trust me.. i can read something as small as
the Kuran.. 80K.. or so words..
in one small sitting..
and write it in a
matter of weeks..
in deeper prose
and poetry..
and of course
any book
of poetry
is worth
reading more than
once… i have read these
verses an innumerable
amount of nows with
ease.. with depth
of understanding
too my friend..
from what
is available
in English to me..
as you might imagine..
knowing what i am
capable of
in
BLACK
AND WHITE
print.. with
all the
colors
too..
wInks..
i try to stay
humble.. but GOD
gives me great gifts..
so i continue to try.. to
restrain the highs
as well as lows..
as i do not
want to
fall
again..
as sure God
could make
me the Devil
again easy..
iN metaphor
of course.. or who
knows and feels.. perhaps not… as REAL..
i WiLL to submit to God iN liGht and dARk..:)

You are a very wise woman..
my friend SOHEIR..
it is true and
Universal Truth..
i for one believe
that any true prophet
of God will not raise him or
herself any higher
than a grain
of sand..
as the
Truth and
liGht iS Now..
that Grain of
Sand is God too…
And as you may notice..
in my blogs.. i have been
sharing scriptures from the
New Testament about the
prophet Jesus.. and truly
in what they call these
40 days of Lent..
through Easter
are the days
attributed to
Jesus’ test in the
desert where the Devil
tempted Jesus to escape
life through death.. in
metaphor of course
same as what
happened with
Moses in the desert
40 days then 40 years
learning never ever
to give
up on
God’s
grace.. and
truly that there
are somethings in life
harder than death if one
reAlly iS to become a true
soldier as servant of GOD…
Yeah.. i’ve met the Devil face
to face.. too.. the Devil iS real
and pArt
of God
too…
same challenge
for me.. my friend
same time of year..
8 years ago..
for precisely
40 days and
nights
of sleepless
challenge..
pain.. and
paper
thin
existence..
beyond now..
most human
comprehension
and same then..
last temptation
from the Devil
real who
can live
in ALL
of uS iN
greaTEst
Temptation now..
of separation from GOD…
i dare to say no one would
accept my heaven if they
truly knew and felt what
the hell was to
get here
now..
iN heaven..
i still hope
to pave some
spark of
way for
at
least
one person
to get to heaven now..
much much easier my friend..
but sure that is the job of JOB2..:)

SMiLes my friend..
either there is
ONE God of ALL
or more than
one God..
i for one
believe
in ONE
God of ALL..
aLL inclusive..
and that my friend
means NO EXCLUSIONS..
and Devils and Angels
are metaphors
but real
as human
beings.. when
that is their
incarnate
way of
being..
i understand
the Koran addresses
this literally different
but again.. my friend
i am a human poet..
and take
no
poeTry
literally….
Interpretation
can always be
different among
two folks.. and that
is the source of most all
disagreement
in religion..
different
interpretations
for different verses
of prophetic prose
and poetry…
it’s deep
stuff.. and
no doubt in my
mind.. from sharing
some of those verses
here that Muhammad
likely at some point
visited a real
place not
much
different
than the hell
i visited my friend..
God is too strong
to have
separate..
the illusion
is other
my
friend..
with all
due respect of course..
we will probably have to
disagree on this one.. unless
you go to hell and meet the devil
theRe.. it’s the only way i
kNow and feeL for sure..:)

SMiLes my friend.. God’s hand on our shoulder
is enough and complex is just more challenge to a
potential end result as gift.. Simple can be the greatest
blesSinG for humans.. Other Animals already share this
greater depth of heArt.. ALL
Natural with zero books..:)

SMiLes.. My friend.. The Kuran
has many beautiful words.. And i keep
a copy on my night stand.. Wish though
i could speak Arabic.. to read the original version..:)

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thefeatheredsleep..
poem unto herself..
Meaning..
Purpose..
Fluff.. Text..
Poetry.. emotions
senses.. and sensuality..
romance and raw sex..
anyway.. i need
inspiration
from all
corners
of the
human
soUl.. so i come
here to feed from
more poeTry
oF a SoUl..
that
explores
sOul
FREE…
and as far as meaning
and purpose goes.. Poetry
and emotions go..
senses and
sensuality..
Romance..
and yes.. raw sex..
your eYes.. my dear..
is a poem for all of that..
as truly i’m not much of a
word person..
but
eYes of
another human
being tale it all now
to me.. and you have
the eYes of a soUl
who has
seen and
felt more than
most.. but trUly
that’s what makes
uS human.. ALL THE
DaRK AND LIgHT MIXED
AS uS.. a kindred soul we are..
for obvious reasons and feelings..
and one day i am gonna write as
raw as
you do here..
but sure..
i’ve
already
done iT
iN real..
as truly
words
just
visit me..
i am all eYes..
F E E L i n G..
anyway.. i just
came here to
see your eYes
and soUl.. thanks
for that.. and kinda
surprised me no else
commented oN
eYes oF
thefeathered
sleep
SoUl..
And if that’s not
you.. how silly am
i but i feel it is for sure..
photo.. eYes.. or
not
my friend..
and on top of that
you visited my blog..
two posts there is
the equivalent
of visiting
50 posts
of the
average
blogger..
biGger
wInks..
yes.. i finished
a 60K word free
verse poeTry Novel..
including comments
in one blog post.. and
lots of that
inspiration
came from
here.. even if
i didn’t fill up
your blog like a
Tsunami of words..
you are one of two poets
i visit like that out of respect..
as you get plenty of respect now
without a tidal wave oF me..;)

Thanks.. my friend.. Truly your
face expresses art in
its greatest
form..:)

SMiLes.. My strength is truth and liGht..
iN how i see/feel iT.. of course..
Living life like that flows as
lies take time and Truth
and liGht iS alWays
now from
heArt..:)

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SMiLes and Love.. gigoid..
Human Epigenetics iS an
amazing phenomenon..
And truly if had a father..
patriarchal as my father
was.. i probably would
have never
done
poeTry at all..
and entered the military..
law enforcement..
or perhaps
wouldn’t
even be
alive today..
fully employed
with potential at
a younger much higher
testosterone fueled age..
i truly feel like the world would
and could be a much better place
if everyone could be confident in tHeir
own skin through martial arts as
a discipline of human
being.. where
truly a fight
is not
necessary when
one of two has no fear..
there is a power in calm hUman
Center Balance that exceeds any
fist or bomb employed
as change..
as all the others
do is destruction..
instead oF
Free.. and
thanks for sharing
your story.. about the cowboy…
tHere are fearless boys
and yes..
just
cow
boys..
and when i dance
free on the beach
iT truly iS iNfiniTe bliss..
beyond any words of poeTry
i can imagine iN words oF Infinity REAL..
Moving.. connecting.. and creating
dance as
one
ONE
Force oF
Naked Human Being
without the tools of
less than sacred
fools.. for now oF
being worry free REAL..:)

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Hi gigoid.. i suppose the greatest protection of
freedom of speech is when folks exercise
it.. and while rules of social acceptance
dictate people hold their tongues…
Without the other face
in direct distance..
the tongues
will and do..
swagger
here and there.
and wherever they
care to go.. when everyone
is nuts about their truth.. and
that makes Facebook oh.. so fun..!
it’s harder to gather up the nuts
from the empty shells
that are of
real
concern..
i don’t have much
faith in government efficiency
as i worked there too long
to see the inefficiencies..
including all the
contracts
associated
with it.. then..
it’s mostly based
on big picture.. big dollar
items.. where details
get all the
attention..
it’s really
insane..
but it is what it is..
and all we have for now..
and nah.. it’s not likely
to get any better..
as all large
populations
of heterogenous humans
are evolutionary insane..
it’s just a symptom of
our Nature out
oF balance
with the rest oF Nature..
the bigGest smALLest picture
of aLL
wE
possess too..
when iN balance..
anyway.. i don’t work
there anymore.. except
for when i ask questions
and it takes a month
to get answers
to simple
questions..
or even a
month to
get someone
to open up
a letter or
email..
as efficiency
means MORE
COMPUTERS..
LESS employees..
and less customer service to
we who count as citizens now..
i’m not afraid of the government
as stupid
is as stupid
does.. and i’m
smARt enough
to play by
rules.. NOW..
to my advantage..
but truly and sadly
most people are not..
and that’s what keeps
on running as is.. now..
IN OTHER words i could
fKing be Jesus and
no would
notice
me..
that’s
kinda hilarious
but it’s true in
an ocean
of info
OVERLORD..
and just another
Anthropology/
Sociology/
Psychology/
Philosophy/
Religion/
Science/
ETC./..
project
i’m
currently working on..
just for fun.. Ynot..;)

SMiLes.. we live in a human hive..
So i reverted back to Ape
as i was not successful
as inSect.. WInks..;)

4234

Well.. let’s see.. been awhile since i made it back to dVerse.. now i am
four prompts behind.. as i got as far as 4 links on the Quadrille lull
prompt for last Monday.. have yet to start on Thursday Rondel’s and
now there is a Monday weeklong Haibun prompt and one
for today.. Tuesday all about rooms..
as alWays one step.. one word
at a now.. and let the
flow continue here
on Quadrille’s except
no math for me in 44 word
limits.. yes.. juSt flow is now
wHere i’ll continue to go.. oh..
as anything associated with
hard core counting math..
just extinguishes the
flow back
into a
numbers
game
of paint
by numbers
poetry.. so
yes here i go..
with Quadrille
responses that will
be micro poetic in expression
however that comes.. what may.. now..:)

God sMiLes when we serve
God.. when we don’t..
the smile fades
just a little..
iN our
eYes..
of potential
Balance now..:)

Soughing Wind.. lonely
trees of Winter
dreams..
snow so white
soul so dark..
liGht so BriGht
reflecting..
ice
melts
slowly back..:)

Peace oF Nature
bRings wHeels now
oF human dreams..
sounds of culture
erases
potent
ial
imag
iNaTioN
never
seen
SinGs
Bird
iN lull..
oF bYes..:)

Soft touch of
baby’s breath..
peace glows
from lips
so sweet..
human
sleeps
a lull to
bye
other
ways
from baby
dreams..:)

Words death…
SonG
goes…
Emotions
word music
back.. to liFe aGain..
iN dance aLL.. iS wHole..:)

Ah yes.. lull of death..
been tHere done iT
wHere tHere iS
NO coming
back..
yet
awake
again..now
dead or alive..
iS iT life or
reAlly heaven
i’LL alWays kNownow..:)

Hell spoon feeds
from Heaven’s
birth.. Death
comes..
escape
culture strange…
Live now… as baby
breathes
floWers
colors
liFe Again..:)

Sensual Natures human
beinG reigns reins
rains BrigHter
WiNter wE
breathes.. a dance..
a SonG.. energy
explodes.. wE
A UniVerse pLays
spiRal
gOlden
WayS..:)

cOld feet
marriages
more than
two….now..
swimmingly
handsome.. too
many fish in ocean blues..
frilly
white
frowns
come back..;)

Emotions fiGht
observance
with aches
and pains..
sadness..
battles
leg pain…
necks.. strangle
headaches.. long now
away from comfort tear..
Emotions and Pain.. two
paths.. oNe balanCinG
iN peaceful
bliss..
emoTions
free.. moves
body/mind
way oF
Nature True..:)

Humans are the only
animals smart enough
to live and stay now
where
they
die naked..
oh.. the functional
disabilities of
human
clothes
iN places
for fur
no longer.. now
hairless apes..:)

Breaking here from
visit at my mother’s
house all lounged
out on
recliner
with iMac Pro
employed on
lap with
10 fingers
free to
type away..
back to Big
iMac at home
to do more
soon..
9:16 pm..
2162016..
Back at 11:47 pm..:)

SMiLes it all goes back to the escape from
the cave and entrance into the cage..
pre-prepared meals..
means conflict..
and a life
without
a true
forAGE
with Nature..
where the cave is
only for shelter and
humans are for entertainment..:)

Sometimes.. i forget how lucky
i am to be in complete control
oF thOughts and emoTions..
as once iT was ALL
CHAOS.. WiTH
ALMOST
ZERO
CONTROL..
aLL iS nOW..
anything
iS possible
iN change…
fiNding A
path that works
iS challenge..
A pLace to
fiNd first
iNside..:)

Ah.. yes.. UniCoRn.. 2am affect..
when waves of bRain
settle down from
Beta to
Alpha
to twiliGht
Theta creative
states.. worries
gOne.. miNd fLows..
MaGic MiNeDaLive aGaiN..:)

sPeaKinG oF Storms..
ramPage iN Gulf
Tornadoes here
yesterday all around
my home in Center Aim..
we are spared with little
torrent at all.. but widespread
destruction all around from
safe
base here..:)

Named storms of Europe now..
surprise Tornadoes
in Winter
Spring
of Florida too..
Weather changes..
And we survive on..:)

SMiLes.. i too.. rather
have words
lead me..
than attempt
to tale ’em
what
to
do..
we live in a sickly
society full of
prickly
rules
and
construction..:)

Human energy comes
and goes.. high and
low.. it swirls
a’round
oR siT
styles iN comma
semi-colon
states
oF
sTIII..:)

Water comes
Water goes..
hUman
fLows goes..
‘comes Water..:)

Green Daffodil sprOuts
break pebbles oF
February
SpRinG..
first siGn oF
March after
Valentine’s
Yellow Flower
Daffodil SinGs..:)

WeLL.. my.. my..
Lynn.. if not
for De’s third
i can count you
at the end once again..
alas.. i farthest of all
after De.. just three
prompts behind.. he
HE.. but haha..
never failed
to poeticAlly
comment
on any Dverse
poem yet..
since
April
of 2015..
and by Easter..
my own next
Novel iN Anthology
of that coming again..
iN ‘GodsUniVerseNovel3’..
in other words.. sMiles
and thanks for the
inspiration
and yes..
i loved
your
poem
by the way..
in other words..
i’m not here to
play paint by
numbers
poeTry
or
video games..
iN Blues scream oF death..;)

SMiLes
De.. you beat
Lyn at the end.. so
i must tale ya too.. now..
thanks for the inspiration
almost meeting my hobby
milestone.. of responding
to all dVerse poems.. since
April of 2015.. in whatever
poetic expression.. comes what may..
my third novel also coming just for fun..
compriSinG ALL OF THAT..
around Easter..
ah.. what hobbies
can.. do
for poe
try..
no sighs
when fully
employed
by now..
and sure i
LoL and
LuL
L whenever
F’s i like.. now..
F R E e D uh..:)

Well.. that’s the end
of the fourth prompt
behind.. all about
Quadrille Lulls..
now i say
bye..
and go
to sleep..
only three
more full
prompts
and about
80 or 90
or so.. more
poems formorrow..
catchup-sTill-comes..:)

2172016
12:45 am…

5142

Victoria says..

Sounds as though you enjoyed
Valentine’s Day–such a lovely wife.

i say..

SMiLes.. Victoria.. so
glad you were able
to visit with
me today.. on my

http://katiemiafrederick.blogspot.com

faster blogger site..
see you again
on the dVerse
trail.. currently
behind 4 prompts
but no milestone
too high…
iN April
i will have
poeticAlly
responded to
all prompts on
all links for one
entire dVerse year..
and i just
might publish
my third Novel..
of 40K or so
words with
all of that..
around
Easter..
and it will
be named
‘GodsUniVerseNovel3’..
the tortoise wins the
race when he never gives up..;)

5243

SpiRit oF HeARt communicates
through senses.. feelings..
sensuality.. raw
through mind
and boDy
balance..
the chill
of ecstasy when
one captures God’s
communication and
attention riSinG to
tears of eYes
ageless
timeless
refRaiN iN
God feeLinGs
human arising..
from toe to crown
oF hAir.. wE Live
a world of external..
God Lives uS internal
yes.. senses.. feelings
sensuality.. God iN uS
FeeLinG Love as uS..
God iN uS.. words..
approximations
for what
is Real NOW
inside.. outside..
above so below..
all around weNow..
God’s voice is no
word.. number.. or
other symbol oF idol
ALONE GOD’S VOICE
iS REAL.. GOD’S VOICE ALLONE..
iS ALL oF uS and aLL others
too.. when wE SinG a SonG
of liFe danCinG
FrEEd..:)

5362

Yes.. the
Sun iS shining
now.. Viv.. Yes..! Love
THaT change.. for N0W!..:)

SMiLes.. So True.. jannatwrite..
and OMG! My soUl lives online..
Tranhumance iS i.. for n0w at least..

SMiLes.. Lillian.. When i was cut off… then..
from the rest of flesh humanity for 66 months..
Becoming friends.. wITh words literAlly saved
my liFe.. Like those POW’s who etch words on
priSon wAlls.. and i suppose the sAMe can be
said for aLL human art as savior of our hEart
SpiRit.. and SouL.. iN liGht oF aLL truth now..

Yes.. friend.. ghostmmnc.. And now as a recovered
person from Fibromyalgia.. i for one FeeL the cause
to be in body/mind disconnect wHere mY cure now
iS Dance.. SonG.. and PoeTry.. to now once aGaiN
gain miNd and BoDy balance of Integrated SoUl..
and i for one believe now that human myths like
Pan and Apollo are centered on the truth and
liGht of these natural human heaLinG Forces
that were once now only Dance and SonG
before the written word.. now to a group
beat danCinG naKed fRee a’round a
moonlit campfire briGht… then..
Have we as a culTure now
trUly devolved
aGaiN
this way..
i FeeL yes..
and ‘think not’
to arrive at that
truth and liGht
without type
or
penow..:)

5574

Back at 9:33 am.. and now
on to Rondel poeTry at
dVerse online poeTry
site.. where
i WiLL continue
on in Free verse
style of
simply
being
free iN
Truth and LiGht
of what i am as me..:)

SMiLes.. Love iN uS
Love iN thEm..
Love iN uS
survives
when
real..
iN i AM Love..:)

*
Sad how words
can become almost
the only guide of our
lives.. wHere theRe iS
so much more iN senses
feeLinGs.. seNsuaLitY..
heLL yes.. rAw
seX.. let’S
geT Real..
And moving..
connecting creating
wheRe.. dance and martial
arts.. free floWing like
water wiTh no
instruction
can bRinG
uS more
aLive
iN proprioceptive
ways of minDful awareness
oF flesh and blood
plant and animal
environment
that iS
aliVe
iNside.. ouTside..
above.. so below..
aLL around
uS that can
rUSt iN
crUSty
remnants
oF tEXt
iN dead
human
DNA..
Intelligences rise
up out of text
dead oF
yestermorrow..:)

Tree Bark Scales
noW gRow oN GRow
off.. liVing tree
cares not
lives
life GRows
tAller never
weiGhing
scAles
oF othEr
trees..
LiGht liVes
iN oN LEaves
shaDow liGht..:)

*
Marionett oF poeTry
sTrinGS.. rhyme this
line with that line..
this word with 2nd
3rd and 5th word
in the line
before that..
WheRe does
Art gRow
when
stil
ted
by rules..
sure.. iN puppet
stRinGs of
concrete
sidewalk King’s Bluose..:)

Side note stARts..
WInks.. gotta love
some oN my asterisks
folks.. now..
i break aLL
tHeir rules
wITh ease
and pleAsure..
erase me.. delete
me.. blank me..now
moderate
me out..
but ya
can’t do
anything about
gettin’ rid
of me then..
or crucifYing
mY spiRit now..
why does history
alWays repeat itself..
tHeir are alWays innovative
hEartists.. knocked out of the ranks
of snooty knows.. and history
shows they alWays bounce
back with greater
creativity
than
ever before..
new grows
stay
sames..
side note
note endinG
with glee..
MaKing straight
A’s iS the least
oF ‘yoUr’ problems..
been tHere dOne iT
already and
perfectionIsm’s
slave oF rules
iS a path
way to
hell
iN
what
CAN be
fREeD heaven now..
WinGS oF BreeZe
free form from
side walk
HELL:.!.:)
yes.. now..
2 out of 25
asterisks iN
this group
of Rondel
poet’s
now..
in
dust
gone by
oh.. so..
predictable
same is now..
but 8 percent
of dissension
for what i am..
not sad at all
with 92% ayes
among
the
neyes
against
menow..meOW..
wITH pURRfiX..;)

SAdly we live
iN a world wHere
Intellect rUles
FeeLinG.. FeelinGs
free rule
intellect
when..
ignoRed..
wHole we
are when tRuly
free male and
female
dArk
and liGht
integrated ONE..
noThing to lose
when one iS ONE..
ONE iS ONE..
FeeLinG
oF ALL..:)

SAdly again..
when no longer
the hunt for
food is a jOint
effort oF forAGe
true.. stores become
real in yesternowmorrows
no longer now relevant..
a fiGht oF Survival Love..
moving connecting
creating live dissolves
iN human sidewalks
oF order
over free..
iN other words..
freedom can only
be attained at the individual
and smAll group level.. iN hUman
eYes onlY evolved to flesh connect
wITh 150 to 200 or so eYes of homogenous
other.. theRe is no escape from Nature..
but free iS Nature
so at lEast wE
can come back
for now
wHere We
are.. iNsanity
oF a society iN
population exploding
sTill oF hairless small
group apes.. is no
escape but
back to the
past as future
now once
more
now
free
iN
fur
of ancestral
truths core to uS..
liGht iN smAll moVing
connecting creative now
homogenous groups.. wHere
strife will alWays be
the different aMonG
uS togetHeR
iN Black and
White Spectrums
of aLL wE can bE
iN colored Life
oF RainBow
hopes..
now
iS
ALL that counts
for now at leaSt and
so much more humAn
potenTial great!ER N0W..:)

FeeLinGs oF eYes
noW alWays
more valUable
than
aN
iNfiniTy
oF words..
then..:)

SMiLes.. then now
alWays cautious
of church am i..
after aLL science
SayeS clergy
top ten
iN
psychoPathy
LoRe.. lesSon
lEarned bY
YEShua
now then..
so sAdly
forgotten
rotting
bye
divorced
bRide
oF church
then now..:)

SMiLes.. wE are ALL
ONE.. N0W.. hidden
truth we are aLL
mothers
and fathers
brothers
and sisters
oF ALLONE
tribe.. unTil..
wE own each other
and Nature.. aS LieS..:)

Answer iS simple
my friend.. and so
complex..
hard
as weLL..
as aBove
so beLow
dark above
light below
liGht rises
ouT oF dArk..
friEnd noW oF
liGht iS AlWays dARk..
those maKinG God then
Angel and Devil separate
most often now
fAil to
fiNd
greaTest
liGht as DArk..
but sure God iS
God oF dArk and
liGht ALL.. theRe is nOthing
but free iN WorKinG for God
iN both
dARk
and liGht
Free as GOD..
wILL PLeASE
LiGht
aS DArk..
ALLN0W..:)

Golden child born
at the end of
July 2013..
new reins
rain
son
iN NeW
EngLanD
rises..:)

SMiLes.. hUman
naTure waVes
oF connecTions
no lesS
wiLd
cAlls
Ocean
breeze iN
sAlt oF human tOuch
eYes blue seas brOwn..
green more aLivE..
God sMiles
iN rear
seats
oF human
pasSiOns..:)

PoeTry oF heARt
beats Jocks
alWays
real
miX
too.. beYond
REAL.. Free..:)

Living next to each
otHeR UniVerse
aWay.. UniVerse
so cold iN dArk..
so wArm iN
heArts liGht..
LiGht first
Truth
neXt..
Love over
WiSdom flYs
aS oNe.. N0W..:)

Same…
Zero now..
sidewalk
hell now
human
being..
robot
walk
Zombie
Apocalypse
R E A LiNow..
streets feet dead..:)

SMiLes.. i got
married.. then..
when i was
SUPER
poor..
nothing to
lose all to
gain as Love..
plus and minus
20K not spent
on wedding
gaLore..
ha!.. and
my 26th wedding
anniversary and my
sTill top muse hasn’t
aged
not
even
more than
26 years young…
our anniversary this
Sunday.. and hax2!..
i can prove
her never
aging by
photos long
term too..
Amazing
what the
Internet
can prove
MIRACLES ARE
REAL.. WHEN ETCHED ONLINE..
WitH
heARt
2.. everlasting..
dreams no longer myths..
crazy a heARt
weLL
deeper
than
sane..
gWins again..;)

SpRing Azaleas bloom
in Winter heat..
Winter
cOld floWers
wait for frosty
gRound..
Tornadoes
come next
iN balanCinG
revenge..
spectators
oF awEsome
Nature aLL are wE..:)

Our feral cat
Yellow Boy..
brave traveler
of days gOne
by.. feline
leukemia..
trapped
now inside..
Love an immune
system.. liFe gRows
LonG.. cAll oF
wiLd
smeLL
sTill stroNg..
cAlls mE too..
LesSon oF wiLd
hUman Free too..:)

Same.. an iNvenTion
that starts with sticks
scratching imaginary
connections of stars in
skies.. with prehensile
thumb engaged to
fingers in sand..
concrete letters
in sanskrit words..
collecting words..
words become
us next.. written..
maKinG trees into
predictable angles
squares and other
imaginary
connections
of sTar
sTill..
skY
scrapers
iN Walls
and Ceilings
of HouShunG priSons..
4 inch
screens
scream
sAMe
uS
now..
no longer
tRee of liFe
wE are dead alive..
Escape.. sImply
tUrn iT ALL oFF..
back
to
Nature
F-culture
e-Scape
back
to REAL..
all ya need
iS a meal and
some sImpLy shelTer
away from bUcks
of letters
and
words..
and otHer
concrete symbols..
WitH.. oF course.. otHeR
people and the rest of
Nature freer iN backyard HeaVens..:)

Ah.. sMiles.. my friend
after letting go of
a dear grey friEnd..
my wife and i just
talked about how
we never picked
out a cat..
the neighbor’s
cats rebeLLed
and owned
us
instead..
cats feel
love.. sadly
most people
onLY kNow..:)

SMiLes.. church
divide.. then..
witch unity
yes.. now..
Nature’s
true magic
rides free
iN uS
when ONE..
JuSt cAll
me Pan
for now..
or anything else..
no instructions
or guidelines
for my kinda
magic.. now
all innate..
instinctual
and intuitive.. my friend..
straiGht from riSinG source
that lives
as US.. white
and black
grey
‘tween
colors
beyond now..
rainBows aLiVe..:)

Sacred CeMetery
mesSAge..
alWays
liVe
noW..:)

PoeTry oF heARt
beats Jocks
alWays
real
miX
too.. beYond
REAL.. Free..:)

SMiLes.. buy
a cheap home
iN woods
alWays
Priceless
back
yard..
better
now ALL
PAID
oFF
fuLLY
Free iN
Tree oF i..
bRanching
leaves so far
no anchors left..
loan stones gone..:)

Now goes on..
human
time
trails
back..
forward noW on..
for we who are free..:)

Psychopathic folks
never escape view..
visual thinker
first
before
words come..
late at age 4…
eYes oF deceit
fail.. no escape
from eYes..
first..
teLL
taLes
liVe..
iNeYes..:)

All caught
up now to
Rondel challenge full 25
oF free verse from me..
a brunch break in the
middle and now
for real
lunch
bigger..
and after that
the start of
Monday Haibun
in Fredbun
style..
but first
a dance
in sand
and sun
FREE!..
one more
prompt after
that for Tuesday
homeroomstyle stuff..
and i’m all caught up..
unTil cycle sTarts
again
to
morrow..;)

1:07 pm
2172016

6994

Ancestors migrating across the globe.. Maternal Side Cherokee and Sioux from Asia over Bering Straight.. With English as well.. over Atlantic too.. Paternal Side.. long lost stories of black sheep X-Catholic Priest Grandfather born in Ireland of Rainsford Native Mother of Guinness Beer properties.. and born of Father from family of Watchmakers in Black Forest of Germany.. he starts at the Vatican as legal counsel.. moves on as Priest to South Africa.. then he has a Parish in Gator Land of Gainesville.. and moves further North to Panhandle of Perry County.. at 36.. finds a 17 year old Cajun girl.. super scandalous huh.. in pews.. with ancestors from France and Spain.. some of this unknown to me.. per Rainsford and Guinness Beer just last year.. when relatives from Ireland research and find us here….

And sure.. the Black Sheep of me groWing both DArker and LiGhter as records show.. irony abounds iN aLL about me now.. anyWaYs.. watching a documentary.. as sometimes TV specialist Katrina will provide.. for my quick view.. all about Bill Maher.. Solidad O’Brien.. and Bill O’Reilly from theRe.. they find common ancestors.. in Ireland.. and ha! perhaps i am too.. the world is a small place when DNA record resurface in either tongue or labs of yesteryears true.. so sure i have a German Surname but as the red hairs still left in my mustache do show.. there is a mischievous elf in me just waiting for March 17th.. to re-appear.. but
no.. i will
always
be a green
Pan too..
pied piper
of DeliGht
iN words do
GRow..
i go wHere
i like
and come
back now
to LiGht
aGaiN..:)

Okay.. that’s my style of HaiBun.. two stylish narrative prose and poeTry free verse paragraphs.. followed by a trailing end of free Verse poetry vertically sorta Haiku..
as so.. free.. is here.. please
join me
as the
pied
piper
of i..
continues
to sing free
without
even a
magic
flute
now..;)

oops.. that’s two and
half or more or so
Haikus here.. not
allowed in
official
poeTry
Land
in FRED
BUN STYLE..
but baby
there just
ain’t nothing
official about
the free that
is me.. it jUSt
flows and goes
forevernow
infinitum
iN Irish
eYes..
letting aLL GO..
no.. theRe’s
no dying..
did you
reaLLy think
theRE was.. thEre
iS only now ‘you big
Dummy’ like Red
Foxx might
say..
anyway..
what does
the Fox
say..
whatever
the F he likes
without harm of
course.. need no
bunnies.. when
grocery
stores
are top
heavy
full..
of milk.. for free..
online at
least..
all
virtual
as such..
hmm.. tasty
treats for me
G A l o r E..
kinda like
THAT
James
Bond
movie
if ya
sTill
feel what
i mean baby
now for sure..
Anyway a 6 foot
Elf at 230LBs of
muscle.. i am now..
and hmm.. as i re-call
a year ago.. i did this
on the 17th of February
then too.. yeah.. just look
it up Fred.. consult yoUr
at the tip of my
Fingers.. nifty
Secretary
Google
now..

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/02/18/magick-flute-2017/

Yes.. here it is.. and the Magic
Flute of 2017 forecast
in this post
published
on February
18 iS STill
here too.. now..
yeah.. don’t you
kNow then.. many of
my ancestors spent
their time dancing.. singing..
and drinking a pint or two of
ale.. or in the case of
my Indian one’s..
perhaps
a plant
or a mushroom
or two too..
all sober
for me..
got my
far out
epigenetic
genes aLL turned O’Now!..;)

Yeah.. i kNow.. i’ve become too much
of a mythical creature away
from sidewalks..
squares..
and other
angular
human
scared
stiff..
stuff.. now..
God doesn’t scare
me any more ’cause
God is my
play pal
alWays
FREE WitH
me now.. iN the
briGhtest beaches
and deep bLacKest
Forrest Gumption
oF me
now..:)

OMG! Fred! that poem
was too long they
miGht fire
ya from
Official
PoeTry
Land if
ya don’t
cut it short..
well no of course
not.. like that Indian
Girl said.. looKinG just
like wife Katrina.. in fact
me.. as John Smith
with Blonde
Hair too..
IF YOU FUCKING
CUT DOWN THE
SYCAMORE
YOU WILL
NEVER
FIND
OUT
HOW
TALL
IT WILL
GROW..
GET IT..
I AM A FUCKING
SYCAMORE GROwInG
Taller now sTill.. wInks..
we Elves can get
testy
now
and
then..;)

And yes.. don’t you kNow
and feel the colors
of the WiNd
are elf
green
as skyes
blue
eYes..
with Purple and Gold
Spangles of Mardi
Gras deLight
and i WiLL
SinG with
INfiniTy
as long
as the colors
of God hold
me true
and free
iN arms of Love..
wITh winds breeze
Fearless iN tales
of long and far
and now
so
me
hehe..
do you know
who am i
now..
that’s okay
only i WiLL
ever feel
that
as
me.. a unique
gift of God iT iS
and you
the
sAMe
pARt
of wHole
sAMe.. they
wILL never cut
me dOWn.. end
and beginning of
story already safe
on servers online..
groWing taller
sure but
alWays
just
tall
enough
for now
as aLways
fearless Love
WiLL just Have
all that iS.. GOD NOW..:)

And now.. skipping off to
the normal folk’s places..
Haibun dVerse Quotes
here i come.. now..
again..;)
4:13 pm…
Back at 4:44 pm..

almost work-out
now.. but i’LL sPit
a few out
iN poEtry
dVerse Haibun
land first..;)

For me at least..
a Female Captain
of a Military
station.. she.. my
boss.. loaded me
down with more
and more work..
broke me
down..
in a two
year span..
finAlly
for 5 years
almost dead..
and now i am
Free.. a big wet
kiss is coming her
way if i ever see
that sea
witch
of dArk
to liGhTest
bliss aGain..

Oops.. forgot the
Fredku..

Sea Witch then
no problems
now..:)

*
Well.. theRe are
domesticated cats
without a care..
and then
there are
Feral
cats who
know and
feel the
rules of the wIld..
always alert.. alWays
mind and body aware
they live.. while
domesticated
lives half
or less
of life..
now..

i’ll be half
and half..
o’joy..:)

Some fear dArk..
others cynic liGht
other animals
feel iT
aLL deLight
and struggle
sAMe liGht
or
dArk..
liVing FreE
RUles n0w..:)

Origin of all disorders
of lack oF empathy most
often start at birth
without a warm
breast.. then..
and hands
of touch
and feel..
path
is often laid
down for never
feeling or filling
essence nowiN
Chalice of heARt..

Grow garden Love
or never
LiVes Now..:)

*
True human
maturity
iS when
Love
lives
within
only
giving
never taking
never sorry…

alWays
love
living..:)

SMiLes.. tHere
iS a box of
chocolates
sitting on the
table from V Day..
but i’ll save it now
for my Sunday
anniversary
with wife..
as there is
both
sweet
and heavy
iN chocolate
so dark.. never
wiLL i guess more..

flavoRed dArk..
i’LL juSt
enJoy iT ALL..:)

AlWays change with
Nature first..
Humans bring
sAMe constructs
last.. SMeLLs
oF Nature
coNstant
first..

Nature’s way
change
Records same..:)

*
Friends come and
go.. families
more often
stay..
than
stray..
pets live
pets die..
When Love
Lives as
uS onE iT
never dies..

Love iS
worth
Living n0w..:)

TRain of Love
kNows no
tracks
but
Love..

Train Station Love
moves
aLways Love..:)

5:38 pm..
back later
after work
out
refresh..:)
Back at 11:20 pm..

Bare feet make us stronger
And we are born of Star Dust..
you’ve already found the
charming
Prince..
with blue
lake eyes..
so aLL..
oF this
iS real..

Dreams real
abyss
now gOne..:)

SmALL groups of foragers..
herders and even.. some
farmers.. closer to
Nature
away
from toils
and troubles
of human becoming
machine.. suicide
eYes.. ring
Zombie
truth…

sad away
from Nature close
so strong..:)

Ugh.. office work
sitting still.. rover
i.. almost then kills
me in just five years..
computer work okay
but supervise over
30 employees
iN front
of a
scream…

no place
for humans
me no machine..:)

Humans so versatile
pings ‘come sweet music
human touch ‘comes ping..

PingsinGs
Nature
adapts alWays..:)

SMiLes.. iN depth of mY
illness.. dreams so
strange as Ativan
comes and goes..
mansion in the woods
i dream of with swimming
pool and two story guest house..
ponds crystal clear iN forest green..

Now recovered
FoRest ManSioNs
houses mean noThing..:)

Adventure of liFe
starting at birth..
10 toes 10 fingers
breathing and warm..

stArt..
enough..
now let’s go..:)

dArk i welcome..
liGht i appreciate..
Life iS iT.. so
i move
ahead..
don’t look back…

DArk dreams
soothe
Appreciation’s liGht..:)

So let iT bE
writTen.. so leT
iT bE dOne.. sKin
and hAir may
fade
but spiRit
CAN alWays riSe..

SoUl.. gRowsOld
nOne
featheRed dreams..:)

66 months..
3 am.. i walked
then… niGht’s dArk..
street liGhts briGht
aS SuN.. stinGinG eYes
sTilL iN sHades.. oH..
VampiRe
liFe
real…
unTil morNing
staR oF LiFe comes
for me once more…

LiGht
reiGns
LiFe aGaiN..:)

RE:
Creation
Life’s stories
unfOld.. RE:

tiRinG
WHeels
may rubBer more..;)

i find.. with zero
worries and
100%
belief
magic
iS real
no iFs ands
or buts wrOng…

Moving..
connecting..
creating.. practice..:)

poeTry writTen
poeTry suNg
poeTry danCinG..

under
moon
liGht glows..:)

SinG hiGh
sunG Low
fAiry
tales
Spoke
wheels
spake
SonG..
tUrn oN…

Sun and Moon
feedBack
leT tHeir bE liGht..:)

dArK leSsonS
best when
Sun
comes
back..

RetUrn oF
liGht
briGht Peace reign..:)

Haibun.. a weeklong
Monday prompt
but caught
up now..
12:11 am..
2182016..
potentiAlly
more to come wITh
this.. and last catch
up prompt iN morning comes..:)

8553

It took me many years to truly appreciate how fortunate
i was to almost always be the odd out outcast
among the group i was iN..
nows for introspection
what a gift that
was.. lost then..
and found again..
ALL-n-ALL.. iS
ALL.. and no two
see/feel the sAMe
ALL.. larger.. and
smAller pARts we now
are.. but never the less
ALL-n-ALL iS Real enough
for us to be here now.. and
some live in Hell and others
live in Heaven.. been to both
places and yes
heaven is
a much
cooler
place to be
temperatures hot
and cold easy to
accommodate
iN sKin so
comfort
able
iN
Nature’s balance
again.. pArt wE
Are as wHole..
some forces
more
power
full than
others.. ah
but to now
disrespect
any pArt iS
to dis-respect
the Whole.. no
escape from pARt
no escape from Whole..
Art iS what i Love.. Art now
to be
iS
what
i am now..
wiTh relative
free will.. enough
to regulate emotions
and integrate senses
iS ALL-n-ALL for me..:)

8724

Bookmark here..
in this ‘comments
section’ now then..
for dVerse Tuesday
prompt all about rooms..;)

Okay.. back at 10:12 am..
2182016.. to get write
on that prompt
in micro to
macro
poetic
expression..;)

Hmm.. some
detours around
the world.. back
now again.. at
11:00 am..
with Sun
and Sand
dance coming
soon.. taking
precedence over
writing as
Thursday
iS holy
R and
R day
for flesh
and blood
FULL ACTIVITIES
FOR ME AWAY FROM
E-LINE SUFFO
CAT
iON..;)

but i’ll do
a few
(at
least
one)
what
the heLL
first..

And after
that it WiLL
be F
iN enough
for this
post
as OMG
this one
titled soon
as
‘SpiRit oF HeaRt SoaRS’ iS
gEttING way biG
and hiGh
too..;)

F iT..
i’m just
gonna stop
here.. and
Tuesday
Prompt
WiLL juSt
have to wait
for the comments
section iN the
next sOaRinG
post
theRe..
it’s F iN
now.. now..
to dance..
wITh some
ending comments..
as prelude below..
to my 98th week
of Rave
dance
at
Old Seville
Quarter too..
wheRe more fun
photos WiLL
be coming
soon
iN
way of
dance too..
and yes..
other
stuff
MORE
as
alWays
MORE..;)

8913

Perhaps the greatest problem of humankind is
they overAll have tHeir head stuck iN thEir aSs..
It’s not a nice thing to say true..
but sure sometimes the truth
doesn’t smELL good to folks..
First.. Second.. and third
word problem is God
as a concept
and a
noun
instead
of real
and a verb
that moves
instead oF
staGnates
as sAMe.. now
All the answers
to the UniVerse
are as Nautilus..
GOD moves as the
sHeLL that is the
work of the Nautilus
iN Golden Spiral way..
why sure Heaven and
Hell live in and as
a sHeLL with Hell
and EL..
and even
Mother
Nature
as SHe..
but most people
are too busy
living
inside
tHeir head
to see the sMaLLer
biG and smALL
picture asOne
FORCE
OF BEiNG…
To look outside
of one’s self.. to
move.. to connect..
to create.. iS the
journey and
pATh
oF the
Nautilus
and us
yes.. us
exists iN
and as the
Nautilus
too..
So yes.. God
exists iN and
as ALL.. and OMG
tHeir are siGns of
God even in the
the G of Sign
that when
removed
leaves
sin..
and sure
theRe is i
iN Sin
and
iN..
But to put iT iN
Layman terms
that is basiCally
another spelling
of my name in
precisely how
the sur
one
sounds..
that is also
the original
name for the
first sand
and water
silt God
reference iN
thAT book named
‘A History of God’
page 8… by
Karen Armstrong
per Lahmu
and
Lahamn
the rabbit whole
of i alOne.. continues to gain
depth and simplicity as now
gRows on.. ‘Build thee more
stately mansions’.. the logo
of my college wheRe
i gained those
three degrees..
a humble
Nautilus
for mascot
who builds the
visible form of the
Milky Way as sHeLL
without questions of iS
or end.. that last for aeons
as siGn of God sTill to come
as is.. then and now.. the UniVErse
of work the Nautilus does jUSt to live..
free as iS.. no questions just do it
as the Goddess
Nike
says
when she
sells shoes
for us to just
do it too.. free
as is.. three Nautilus
shells as three sixes sit
upon my desk.. i work out
with Nautilus machines since
i was 21.. the Nautilus sHell
and sixes have followed me
from birth born on
6660 so perhaps
that is an
o’Men
a’Men
of sorts
but who gives
a f**K.. i am just
here as the Nautilus
is to build a shEll and who
knows or feels perhaps one
day someone will tell the tale
of the Nautilus
that is me as
God as sAMe..
the smArter a person
iS in intelligence and
Art the easier it is to
see and feel God
at 100% faith
and belief
’cause
even with
Logic
the siGns
are so many
that the Truth and
Light of God as all
N ALL.. iS Mpossible
to miss.. as we are simply
and complexly eYes of
God tiNy and
smALL..
and the
GreAteSt
magic of
ALL iS God
talks back
to God
kNow
wITh or
wIThout
anyone else
to hEar a tree
fAlling iN the FoRest of ALL..
But anyway.. before i could
speak at age 3.. i kNew
this as an old
soUl already
of course
as my
ancestors
and i have
been here
aLL a long..
with no breaks
in that chain of struggle
and survival or otherwise
my Nautilus shell would not exist..
it’s a comfortable feeling to know and
feel wheRe i am.. whomever i am is..
that’s all i need to kNow and
feel.. even if most of
the rest of the
world..
lives
with tHeir
head up an aSs..
when they could
simply bE as GOD..
and sure compleX like
me..
as
tree..
YnoT..;)

So iN Short.. noW
whAt thiS mEans
gigoid iS.. yeS..
thE SHeLL
you wriTe
heRe matterS
A WhOLE
lOt..
and by the
way H iS tHe
symbol for
balanCinG God
iN/aS uS.. two ones
as 11/2 iN hemispheres
of Brain and heMispHeres
of earth joining togetHeR
at
Center
balance H..
add EL and
L
and
the story
juSt geTs stRanger..;)

FiNal
nOte:
thiS iS mY
proof for thE
exisTence oF God..
doesn’t take a RocKet
ScientiSt or PoPe to fiGure
out.. juSt
a hUman
iN NautilUs
esSence.. aS FRiEnD..;)

See.. i exist
everywHere..
even iN
FRiEnD
wIThout
thE sMaLL
leTTers..
in..;)

SMiLes.. gigoid.. you help
mY sHeLL gRow..
tHere iS no more
i can asK noW
oF anotHeR
hUman
bEinG
than that..
othER than
sHeLL N0W..
thAt iS i.. aS
NauTiLuSaLLsNOwOnOW..:)

9667

Facebook Friend Rafiah
provides a photo of a girl
sitting cross legged
on ground
with
lunch..
with only
lap and shoe
view of said girl…

i say..

FinAlly you share lunch on iPhone..
Looks interesting but have
no idea what some of it is..

#lostinus ..wink emoticon

Rafiah says..

There is milk tea in mug, raita in little
bowl, moli (raddish) kay prathay, and water.
I know you’ll google the desi terms. wink emoticon

i say..

Yes.. googling coming next..
As my Fredenstein Brain continues
to spread like TsunAmi..wink emoticon

Rafiah says..

Google biryani as well.
Thats we had for dinner. wink emoticon

i say..

Sounds tasty and i’ll
write on it..wink emoticon

earlier in the conversation
i say..

Oh yes and you have ballerina feet..
Dance next..wink emoticon

Rafiah says..

Those are Juwairyah’s ballerina feet.
Shes my very close friend. And sometime
i tell her your tales as well. grin emoticon

i say..

All Pakistani women are beautiful and have
Ballerina feet.. Including dear friend Rafiah..smile emoticon!

Rafiah provides photo
of three secretaries
or in actuality
girls at school
formally dressed..
at desk.. two
writing
intently
and one
casually viewing
papers.. and i say..

Photo says It.. smile emoticon
(as photo comment is in another language)

Rafiah says..

Photo says that its an examination and girls keep
writing and then dull students wonder about what
they are writing about. Like you are done with
Your exam and u turn around to see that
others are still busy and you get little worried.
Lol it is supposed to be humorous. tongue emoticon

i say..

SMiLes.. Reminds of school.. i finish iN 10 minutes..
Dream for fifty while others are finishing answers on test..
Now i keep writing no longer trapped in
turtle school or workZz..smile emoticon

#boredtodeathsmart ..wink emoticon

Rafiah changes Facebook
cover to girl
with hair
covering eyes
and 4 other strands
of hair attached to
4 other faces.. and
i say..

4 faces of Eve or Rafiah..
perhaps a tale to
come..wink emoticon

9998

Ha! i’m playing “hips” now ..’em..
i mean Shawna.. Yes..! Oh yes!!..
great song.. and i’m sure i’LL have
more to say later butt meanwhile..
thanks for coming by..:)!
Okay.. back..
just can’t
stand
pecking
on my
iphone6s..
one finger
is not enough..
And yes.. Love
All Shakira’s
songs and
truly
‘hips
don’t
lie’..
okay.. still
working on catching
up on dVerse prompts
two behind.. already
have visited your
always
temporary
site.. so going
there now to give
you some input..
’cause by
the now
that i
catch up
to open link
night you are
likely gonna
be long
long
gone..
sMiles
and sings..
hmm.. i mean
sinks.. dam
i mean
winks..
real time
baby now
it’s wHere
writing
is at
or mee..
wee
or
pee..
whatever
comes next
will come next
all free free like me..;)

Crap.. S..
almost sa
id iT aLL
i mean #1..
this poem of
yours named
‘Early to Climb’..
for Thursday
open link
night at
dVerse Poet’s
Pub.. sure does
bRing back
somewhat
traumatic memories..
aLL female household..
OMG! so much estrogen..
no one to teach me how
to pee.. and OMG.. like
Einstein and his shoe strings..
zippers were extra complicated
to me.. i think i got that figured
out somewhere
around
second grade..
the rest of it..
just no
memory..
PTSD
pee
trauma..
is better
than PSTD..
see later
@
ether
eal
net
LAnd..;)

Crap #2..
almost forgot
to tale
ya..
Brilliant!
as
alWays..;)

Ha! your
blog is
slowly
disappearing
while i write..
just
in the
nick of
now..
i guess
i get here..;)

What! it’s back!
your blog.. i mean..
don’t know how i
made most of
it disappear
but it’s back!
yeah.. wife Katrina
says.. i’m a lot
like Disney
World.
nice to
visit
but after
a while
carousels
get
dizzy..
yeah.. the
reason you
are so fun
is i
can’t
take
you
for
granted..
clever
as a
foxess
you are..;)

10,316

Okay.. i finished
my other related
blog duties..
so i can
now
end
this latest
epic post by
yes.. saying
next i am celebrating
my 98th Dance week
niGht with aLL the
cool college
age
folks
at Good
Old Seville
Quarter iN
Pensacola
Florida..
More fun photos
coming in this
blog post..
some
now
close
to the
we
wee..
hour
of 3 am
on Friday Morning
after the dance
of me
iS totally
exhausted
and while i miGht
look all smooth
moves and
all of that
during
the actual
3 hour
or so Marathon
Rave-like Ballet-
like and Martial-
arts-like dance..
when i get home and
liFt my self out of the
2014.. Honda Civic Coupe..
i will be walKinG
more like
Red Sanford
than
John
Travolta
and wife Katrina
wiLL be laughing
at me.. saying..
if only
your
dance
girl
friends
could
see ya now..
yeah sure.. i’m
old but like Sia
says my SpiRit
is sTill-like
Titanium..
never
ever
F iN
Giving up
the fiGht for
Life and Love
Free baby..
Free
verse
ME!..
So let me photograph
these moments as
aLL are
sacred
to me..
like my
hiGhly emoTioNal
and spirited friend
Adele says too..
and i’ll
do my
best to
act just
like a movie..
in Adele style2..
if i get the liGhTing
and tUne of me juSt
as
is now FREE as
as as.. is is.. as now..:)

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/02/spirit-of-heart-soars-free-verse-nude.html

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17 Responses to SpiRiT oF heaRT SoaRS

  1. gigoid says:

    Got here late, for me, again. only got part way through. Will be back, eyes getting sticky, must take advantage, as sleep is elusive.

    Mañana, brother…

    Love

    gigoid

    • SMiLes.. my friend Gigoid.. oh the sleep..
      totally can relate.. when in school.. i did not
      sleep nights.. in fact in the crib.. my mother tales me..
      i stayed up all night doing spirals around and around
      until i rubbed a callous on my right.. toe.. callous back..
      by the way.. as i spiral so much more now.. day and night..
      but thank goodness not in bed.. hehe.. and the evidence
      of course is in my backyard in the white sands foot print
      of i..
      ugh.. and after
      my pain went away
      and my mood went.. oh
      so high.. back in July
      of 2013.. 2 hours of sleep
      every night until November
      with the extended high
      of what truly can
      be described
      as the
      mania
      of Bi-Polar
      i guess.. or perhaps
      the high is what made
      the pain go away.. and part
      of the reason.. i am still high
      all the time.. with the addition
      of 2 to 4 hours of sleep
      now over 2.. sometimes
      6.. of that
      year.. too
      high..
      out of
      balance..
      balance is it for me..
      and the dance of life that
      thank goodness my health
      allows me to still do in number
      of miles close to 166 on average
      per month.. exhausts me to
      lullabies of sweat
      and yes..
      literal
      physical exhaustion
      with still unlimited mental
      energy.. down to the
      last drop of
      eyelid
      for the
      night.. the mind
      and body is an amazing
      machine oF aRt.. learning to
      make the most of iT.. truly
      did take me a full 53 years
      of practice.. and the practice
      goes on.. as it were.. as
      in fur.. an innate
      practice of
      ancestors
      long before
      in Lore of Pan
      of the Forest
      and his
      and
      her friends..:)

  2. And yes here.. i’ll have to say..
    Pan of the Forest is precisely
    and generAlly what i feel
    like when end of February
    days come.. and the enhancing
    Sun oF briGhter days glow..
    yes.. so do i..
    SpRinG iS me..
    a smeLL that iS
    me shining brighter
    and briGhter as the
    days grow longer
    in synch
    with
    rising hiGhs
    and greater
    creatiVitY.. no
    matter what the art
    of i comes next..
    and for the
    nomads
    among
    us.. the
    dopamine
    variant folks..
    the rovers.. obviously
    a dance hall with drink
    is a place they will be..
    and the dance of Pan
    spreads.. among
    frisky males
    and nymphs
    as well..
    and sure there
    are sirens here and
    theRe as well.. and i
    suppose from the results
    of dance.. last night empirically
    measured.. in sMiles of photos..
    Spring is SpRinging as
    dance.. briGht
    eYes and
    smiles
    do not
    lie when
    humans frolic
    with delight
    of liFe.. now..
    simple true and
    alive wHere the SpRing
    of life can and will sTilL come
    iF folks do not
    forget
    how
    to dance
    a frolic
    of liFe..
    Yellow Boy has
    not forgotten and
    he at around 8 or 9 years
    old.. is no less playful
    from the first
    day i met
    the Pan of him
    coming out of the
    woods for a cry
    of tender
    vittles
    under a shed
    that is ours of hope..
    hmm.. anyway.. celebrating
    my wife’s and i’s 26th anniversary..
    2212016.. in this post.. but the thing iS..
    we celebrate iT always now..
    as alWays n0w iS Christmas..
    New years.. the fourth of July..
    our birth day.. and the
    force bE
    wiTh ya..
    as Star Wars..
    says.. alWays now..
    the force iS with uS..
    and the shirt Katrina bought
    me.. did precisely as she’s predicted..
    in that shirt that says “I Know HTML
    How To Meet the Ladies”.. hehex2..
    some of the happiest group photos
    of my dance hall friends
    yet.. iN generating
    liGht and
    the empirical
    results are
    Unchained
    LiGhT..!
    And truly yes..
    for about Forty years
    much of my liGht iN creativity
    oF liFe was repressed and chained
    by a patriarchal red state Christian
    Fundamentalist way of card bored
    box people..
    i no longer
    live in this place..
    my backyard is free
    and so am i.. it does
    not matter iF ‘those’ folks
    dance with me or
    not ‘Pan
    oF i iS FREE’..
    hmm.. sounds like
    a potential title.. of jUst
    another epic post of words..
    photos.. and the dance of i..
    and the photos are so memorable in liGht..
    like Adele says.. i think i’ll copy
    and paste ’em.. to this post
    too.. if i do not flood it
    with other dance
    photos of
    life sTILL
    to come
    on this anniversary
    weekend always
    now..
    oh yeah… and one of
    my most favorite pARts of
    writing.. iS when i am in the
    flow.. the zOne of iT.. mY
    fingers danCinG.. including
    the return key
    of flow
    of languAge
    iN SonG of Voice
    the shapes are a SonG
    coming with publish as the
    words are centered balanCinG
    as mY SouL tRuly flows now
    without rUles.. SinG
    SonG way of
    spiRit oF HeARt..
    waves now of the
    ocean of it.. field
    and particles
    of i
    with the rest
    of the UnivErse
    of Nature coMinG aliVe
    iN the flesh of words
    that iS me
    alive
    online
    as well..
    and what i see
    most iS chalices
    and pyramids and
    other sacred shapes
    and forms come alive..
    the Interdependent
    Relationship oF
    aLL thAt iS..
    is God..
    so is
    thiS..
    when free
    unchained
    as Pan
    oF i
    and God
    s O F R E E O N e..
    and sadly through the ages
    the sages.. the philosophers..
    poets.. and priests.. not enough
    attention is sIMply
    paid
    to MOVING
    MOVING.. YES there iS
    CONNECTING.. CREATING
    BUT FIRST TheiR was DArk
    then liGht inspiring movement
    as dance.. then sound as SonG
    with poeTry of human coming
    late to the show..
    but take movement
    out of the story
    of human too..
    iN the greatest
    never ending story
    told of all that is
    the Interdependent Relationship
    oF ALL THAT IS.. and the death
    Star that can be the bLack
    wHole of human bEinG
    can SinK us
    down below
    farther
    than
    above..
    and HA!.. at 230 LBS..
    and around 6 feet.. add
    6 inches or so.. when i am
    on my ballerina toes.. the
    doctor has me diagnosed
    as morbidly obese…
    but she will
    not look
    at my nude
    photography to
    prove my point.. hehe..
    just kidding i haven’t
    given her the link
    YET..;).. anyway
    doctors
    and science
    rules do not
    fit everyone and..

    no.. she does not leg
    press close to half
    a ton now.. juSt
    with her arms
    raised in the
    air like
    no other
    human on
    Youtube on
    Parallel leg
    press machine
    14 times there
    and 25 times now..
    as nicely illustrated
    here.. with accompaniment
    going wildin’ by Paul McCartney..
    Rhianna.. and that guy who is
    married to Kim Kardashian
    yeah.. Kanye.. that’s his
    name.. yes.. i have a
    J Lo-like butt
    too butt dam
    it.. it is
    buns of
    steele
    no
    twerk
    here.. all
    ballerina
    and martial
    arts toes and
    striking feet..
    punching doors
    down with ease
    if need be.. now..
    anyway.. here’s the point
    when it comes to spirituality
    it ain’t something just that is
    an out of body experience or
    mind alone thingy.. every
    cell of the body and
    atom that comprises
    each cell and
    all the
    subatomic
    particles smaller
    than that are an infinite
    number of Chakras connections from head
    to toe.. that sure.. generate
    out in energetic flow beyond..
    as sure.. we are now mobile
    suns/UniVerses with creative
    relative free will
    aS WeLL.. and one
    of my favorite backyard
    videos.. to swirl around in..

    sand.. trance feat with feet of i..
    iS Kundalini meditation.. but thanks
    God.. i don’t speak the language as dam
    it.. i’m escaping words and instructions
    when i trance dance back to God ALLONE
    of Nature.. yes that interdependent
    relationship of ALL THAT IS.. oF
    WHICH i am BOTH PaRt and WHOLE..
    anyway what makes it trance
    music too.. in way
    of Kundalini
    rising iS..
    the musical scale
    riSinG frequencies
    oF sound of song
    iN hums of female
    human being now..
    but hell no.. i do
    not F in sit StILL..
    i do NOT concentrate
    on 7 mythical chakras..
    i am A CHAKra as Whole
    and infinite connections
    of ALL pARts.. OnE.. yes..
    ONE CHAKRA WITH PaRTS
    AS WHOLE connecTinG
    JUsT now..
    NOT JUST
    ONE AT BASE
    OF SPINE..
    ONE IN
    GROIN
    AREA..
    ONE AT
    BELLY..
    ANOTHER
    AT CHEST..
    THEN
    THROAT..
    AND BROW..
    AND CROWN
    OF HEAD..
    i AM the
    ThrOne oF
    CrOwn that
    iS GOD
    and
    wE
    sAMe
    when
    FREE FLOWING
    as planEts
    around Suns..
    Suns
    around
    Black Holes
    and GOD
    as uS
    NOW
    FREE
    WE FLOW
    iN ZoNe
    OF
    GOD uniVerseS
    moving.. yes..
    moving.. never
    standing sTill
    as sitting
    until
    the
    Star
    of us
    fades
    away
    to
    black
    whOle
    once again
    and comes now
    back as star
    duSt and uS
    aGaIn in the
    cycle of dArk
    and liGht and
    Dance and SonG
    wE stay WE mOVe
    wE liVE
    NOW..
    anyway.. for
    anyone brave
    enough.. i highly
    recommend nude art now
    in photos.. not necessarily
    shared.. with all.. but the artist
    that makes the body ART
    as the greAtest ArtiSt
    of GOD we kNoW and
    FeeL iS US..
    as temple
    oF GOD
    with
    no senses
    no emotions
    and hell no..
    no seNsuaLiTies
    repressed bY uS
    or oppressed
    by others..
    one of the
    major reaSonS i
    am fearless as i am is i
    AM comfortable enough noW
    to dance as passionately
    as any male has done any
    now of any age of human
    being.. totAlly naked
    dancing before
    the world.. and
    dancing.. clothed yes..
    NOwiN front of a village
    size crowd at Old Seville
    Quarter.. every Thursday
    niGht iN
    the holiest
    houses of churches
    that iS the Human
    dance of liFe set
    FREE iN eYes of
    emotions..
    senses..
    and yes
    once more
    SENSUALIties..
    SET FREE.. noW..
    so as i dance wilDly
    i excite the freest female
    crowd enough where totAlly
    strange females breeze by
    and stroke the torso that
    is my free flowing body
    in G rated terms
    of free.. but
    the thing iS
    they are
    not
    strangers..
    at that point
    in N0W wE
    aLL are ONE
    FORCE OF HUMAN
    BEING.. WITH
    NO ONE
    OWNING
    NO ONE
    BUT uS..
    and sure drinking
    likely has something
    to do with that as
    it eases repressing
    and oppressing iN
    hiBiTioNs.. i am
    drink and drug
    free as a
    practice now of
    dancing free now..
    it’s the way our
    ancestors lived
    and we will
    never know/
    F E E L
    true
    human
    happiness until
    we share a village
    hug like free
    hands roaming
    bodies
    of Love..
    and to be clear
    this leads no wheRe
    but
    LOVE..
    when TrUly
    F R E E..
    and sure..
    it’s clothed..
    but sadly it
    scares the
    LIVING
    HELL INTO
    FOLKS WHO
    HAVE NEVER
    EVER FELT
    HUMAN
    FREEDOM
    THIS WAY..
    SO ALIVE.. SO
    FREE WHEN
    GOD
    iS
    FREE
    aS
    WE..
    ‘Love
    Deeper
    alWays Now’..
    and potential
    titles of
    liFe
    keep
    coming
    again
    and again
    iN the REAL of i..
    in juSt another
    after Thursday
    niGht Dance
    manifestive
    i..
    “Apes Stronger
    Together”
    -Caesar..
    from..
    ‘Dawn of the
    Planet of
    the Apes’..
    Now
    again..

    i iN
    SinG
    SonG
    SouL
    DanCeNow..

    wiTh L for Love..:)

  3. http://gigoid.me/2016/02/19/instant-gratification-on-sale-tomorrow/

    SMiLes.. gigoid.. freedom is not
    worth the money it is now
    written on.. blackgreen..
    Hmm.. the American
    way.. the western
    way.. a symbol..
    whether dollar
    bill.. car.. or
    diamond
    ring.. symbols
    reign.. life on
    back burner..
    hell fire of
    greenblack
    dollars bills
    now of politics..
    clothed we are
    early in diapers
    that disguise
    the Nature
    of us now sTill
    sKin that desires
    Sun more than
    clothes.. clothes
    that cover
    all
    from
    ALLuSt
    freer now
    connecting
    rest oF Nature iN
    Free we are as born
    away from spoon FED
    dollar
    biLL
    dreams…
    of blackest
    darkest green…
    Every animal that
    wanders through the
    woods now
    N A K E D
    iS freer
    than
    dollar
    biLL humans..
    Slaves to the
    black
    green
    way..
    Tree am i
    Life aGaiN..
    ps.. written
    while on hold F
    iN hours with the
    Office of Personnel
    Management trying
    to get a frigging form signed
    so my wife will not have to
    pay a 100% penalty on
    her health nsurance
    for not
    signing
    up soon
    enough..
    after that is
    over.. maybe i
    won’t have to talk
    to those
    Fers
    for
    another
    4 or 5 years..
    hehe.. F’ers
    FEDERAL
    employee
    retirement
    system..
    yeah.. F**kers
    too.. didn’t think
    that not being able
    to use one’s eyes was
    a disability.. unless one is blind.. only depression and Bi-
    polar rings their bells of going postal nightmares.. i’ll stay crazy
    and
    clear
    of hells
    bells in
    red tape hell..
    shut the F uP robot
    and that oN hold song
    is boring me to frigging
    write
    poetry
    MORE
    ah.. the liGht
    alWays silver
    sliver
    burning
    in darkest
    dam
    dest
    idiotic
    human experiment
    on hairless apes
    gone
    insane..
    in robot
    song
    of
    Zombie
    Apocalypse..
    okay.. i’m done
    with the poem..
    pick up Fers..
    and they did
    at this last
    line now..
    hasta la
    vista.. ‘you
    s**k’.. golden hand cuffs
    of government slave service..
    and i’m back baby.. finAlly FreENowDAnce
    ALIVE..:)

    Thanks.. my friend.. gigoid..
    it can be tiring doing the
    job of other folks.. rarely
    patient enough to wait..
    i most often
    finished
    the sentences
    of most others..
    until the very end..
    WHEN the ‘higher’ ups
    at OPM.. then.. didn’t even
    understand the portability
    act that ensured i would
    still be eligible for civil
    service retirement
    after transferring
    over to what
    is named
    non-appropriated
    funds for about two
    years.. to end it all
    out at one month
    shy of 25 years..
    sick leave
    term
    counted
    in too..
    about a year
    and a half worth..
    including annual leave..
    as i almost never took
    sick leave during those
    close to 25 years..
    a model
    employee
    with a whistle
    blowing nose clean..
    i’ve since learned to
    break every rule that
    is not in the law
    books..
    and truly
    most of it
    was just
    government
    regulations gone insane..
    Anyway.. i had to find the law
    and email it to the director
    of the OPM’s
    office to
    prove my
    eligibility with
    no cost to them..
    as usual.. for my lawyer’s
    fee.. yeah.. i would have become
    a lawyer.. if i didn’t want a
    heARt.. SpiRit
    and soUl..
    and i chose
    the better
    latter letter
    of the heARt..
    finAlly then..
    @end of the road..
    and beginning back too.. @now..:)

  4. And here’s to our 26th anniversary..
    this Sunday.. February 21st 2016..
    my after dance partner..
    waiting for
    her stray
    cat
    to
    come home..
    yeah.. looks like
    i married Katrina at
    minus 0 years old..
    ‘The Age of Adaline’
    ain’t got nothin’ on her..
    yeah.. now.. it’s kinda like
    Beauty and the BeAST2..wink emoticon

    Ha..! i am-
    use myself
    so dam easy..
    with or without
    likes from other
    cats..wink emoticon

  5. sreeja.. says..

    Beautiful nature snaps! great spirit!

    i say..

    Thanks so
    much for
    visiting with
    me here on..

    http://www.katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com

    where access is faster to my
    wordy and photo intensive ways..
    yes.. accessibility is a real
    possibility.. here.. hehe..
    and so glad you could
    feel the meaning of the
    words and photos..
    both beautiful
    Nature.. and
    inspiRing
    SpiRit too..
    hope your
    nows are
    going beautifully
    and inspiring as
    WeLL.. my friend..:)

  6. Facebook Friend
    Ashe.. states she
    never wants to be
    called by the
    name
    Ashley
    again..
    (a past
    co-worker
    from Gov.
    days..
    Ashe
    sTill
    now is)

    i say..

    Ashe what..;)

    And ha! i’ve got the
    opposite problem
    now.. no more
    911 Fred..
    wherever i go
    now most everyone
    knows me by face..
    and almost no
    one knows
    my
    real
    name..
    hehE..
    but that
    in a sense..
    and or feeling..
    never changes..;)

  7. What i reAlly need
    is a short nap..
    but first i’ll
    finish the last
    added Haibun
    in response
    to the dVerse
    Monday
    prompt..
    in Fred
    bun style
    of course..
    some lines
    of narrative poetry
    and prose followed
    by a Fredku wRiTe
    oN course.. short
    or LonG
    from
    HaikuS
    passed..
    and pasSinG..:)

    SmiLes.. trimMer oF sidewalks..
    bushes.. and trees of
    undesirables.. once
    i am.. too..
    now weeds
    and wild vines
    are the greaTest
    of Life.. i for one
    see/feEL.. now..
    set FREE by i…

    DandeLion
    lives free..
    fiEld oF i..:)

    4:42 pm..
    2192016…
    got 66 more
    poetic expressions
    to go.. in the two
    prompts still
    behind on..
    minus
    the
    extra one
    caught up
    with
    Shawna
    in my last blog post..
    per Thursday
    Open Link
    prompt
    at
    dVerse
    poet’s
    pub..
    but
    yeah..
    nap first..
    and work-out
    soon to come..
    religiously
    as
    sorts..
    all togEtheR
    aS oNE..:)

  8. Connection.. ah yes.. connection to humanity..
    one can take it for granted.. but lose
    it as a shut-in with disability..
    and online is a life
    saving grace
    that has never
    been provided before
    for the shut-ins among
    us in dark caves of lonely..
    and when i was shut-in for
    66 months.. my only literal
    places of escape was the
    Parking Lot of Walmart
    while i sat there in
    my routine
    white
    T-shirt..
    cold or hot..
    rain.. or sun..
    for 66 months..
    as Walmart was
    a necessity for gaining
    subsistence.. for Katrina no
    matter how much that dentist drill
    in my right eye and ear..
    precluded the effective
    use of my eyes..
    other than
    point and
    guide a car
    with shades on
    and withstand the
    pain.. take those
    shades off that still
    hurt like hell.. as any
    focus of eyes with prescription
    lenses is like the drill of dentist
    getting wider and wider into
    a smaller hole
    of larger
    pain..
    and 8:30 pm..
    gym closes at
    9:00 pm.. the hunch
    back of Notre Dame
    with his tattered
    jacket..
    shades..
    and ear plugs
    tries to withstand
    the stereo and bright
    florescent lights
    that are
    as bright
    as previous
    Sun.. eYes to Sun
    before the pain erased
    all humanity away from me..
    ha!.. if i thought i was an
    outcast before..
    now i was living
    in a metal garbage
    bin.. all pain
    no human feelings
    at all.. but more pain
    and all pain more..
    from the core
    of every cell
    of my body
    with the worst pain
    known to mankind..
    wake to sleep for
    66 months.. type
    two Trigeminal
    Neuralgia..
    Fibromyalgia..
    severe degenerative
    arthritis of the spine..
    Dysautonomia..
    and associated
    coat hanger
    pain around
    the shoulders
    and neck..
    also partially
    precipitated early
    in life by a congenitally
    fused vertebra in my neck.
    a total of 19 medical disorders..
    including Severe Anxiety.. Alexithymia…
    Sjogren’s Syndrome.. where my eyes
    quit making tears.. Depression and
    associated Anhedonia.. and
    overall no emotions
    at all.. except
    for fear
    associated anxiety..
    oh yeah.. the Asperger’s
    thingy on the Autism Spectrum
    diagnosed in middle age..
    and Bi-Polar disorder..
    but ha.. that’s just
    my everynow
    normal
    from
    birth.. as strange
    as it can get here..
    too.. of course.. way
    outside the cultural box
    of human being norm.. whatever
    the hell culture says norm is.. anyway..
    i have much to celebrate.. and when i was
    shut-in.. i used to look at people’s faces on
    facebook.. as i was way too out of human
    functionality to interact act
    with so called normal
    folks.. but when i got
    my first iPhone
    in March of 2013..
    something about the
    retina display allowed
    me to actually look at colored
    photos tolerably at least.. for the
    first time in 5 years.. Nerve pain
    can be incredibly strange.. all
    there for 66 months.. and
    disappearing like a
    miracle on
    July 22nd.. or so
    of 2013.. anyway..
    i didn’t take a nap..
    i decided to celebrate
    my humanity on Facebook
    once again.. as i occasionally
    take photos of my profile pictures
    that illustrate a moving life of play
    iN Humanity again..
    this now a year’s
    worth since last
    February to the
    13th iN 2015..
    and sure what
    better way to
    celebrate an
    anniversary than to
    remind one’s wife that
    she is no longer married
    to a creature from the
    dark
    darkest
    abyss of
    life imaginable
    now to most folks..
    NAMED Human
    Hell.. glad
    i made it
    back from
    the underworld
    and sure.. i can
    prove it online..
    and if i ever get that
    pain again.. which i have
    no choice but to have 100% FAITH
    i will not.. at least there is proof
    now if emotions go away again..
    where there is no connection
    back to memories
    of emotions
    as memories
    of emotions
    are of course
    emotions and
    without emotions
    there are NO MEMORY
    OF EMOTIONS.. YEAH
    YOU’LL PROBABLY HAVE
    TO EXPERIENCE THAT
    ZERO BEING TO UNDERSTAND
    HOW MANY RINGS ARE TRULY
    IN THE BANDS AND STINGS
    OF DANTE’S
    HELL.. i will
    never be anything
    other than humble..
    as i have already been on
    a level of existence lower than
    a grain of sand.. however i will
    F-iN celebrate life.. every
    which way
    but loose
    and LOOSE…
    if for no
    one but
    my soUL
    alive
    and
    Kicking free again
    greater than ever
    before.. the reward
    of JOB lives on now as WeLL..
    anyway.. celebration photos
    in this next blog
    post named “Broken
    Arrows of Dreams Dance”
    whenever it comes now..
    as there is more
    celebrating to
    do in this
    always
    anniversary
    of living Free NOW!..
    And yeah.. my Love is
    as deep as the bLACKest
    ocean that i was before..
    and now.. yes.. iT
    iS Nirvana..
    iN the
    Kingdom
    of Heaven Nature
    Now wiTh GOD FREE aS sAMe..:)

  9. http://emthulian.blogspot.com/2016/02/addicted-to-you-avicii.html

    Ah.. that was so sweet of you..
    restoring your blog for me..
    my friend.. Shawna..
    yes.. i have fast eyes
    and if i get here..
    i don’t miss
    not even
    one
    tiny detail..
    Love your
    creativity always..
    keeps me guessing..
    not many people
    do.. hehe..;)

    http://emthulian.blogspot.com/2016/02/oh-just-little-tone-loc.html

    This is one of my favorites.. Shawna…
    and reminds me just now.. of an old
    girl friend.. well not really
    old.. about 21.. hmm..
    their still 21.. hehe..
    AND ALL PLATONIC NOW..
    anyway.. back
    in hmm.. ‘EM..
    ’87.. or so..
    her name was
    Deena and she
    was a sailor.. and
    they called ’em waves
    then.. ah.. a woman in
    Uniform.. all those rules
    and stuff.. with the hair
    let down.. and all around..
    well yeah.. i’m sure
    you can imagine..
    AND she was like
    a double Z and
    all that too..
    but anyway..
    we went to
    the 2001 disco
    club.. and she did this
    thing with a beer
    bottle
    and said
    that the
    beat of this
    Song would
    give her
    close
    to the
    big Oh.. oh yes.. yes… YEs..
    she was most definitely
    a wild thing.. oh the
    things she
    could do..
    kinda like
    that Jimmy
    Hendrix song..
    but no.. NOT me..
    then.. i wasn’t THAT
    EXPERIENCED..
    enjoy church..
    WAIT
    this
    is Friday..
    NOT
    Saturday..
    means i have
    another day
    to catch
    up on
    2 prompts
    behind.. just
    for fun..
    okay..
    later
    Shawna Baby..;)

    Hi.. thanks again.. S.. now for
    sharing “Whip My Hair”.. i’m kinda
    gun shy in a good way.. as i’ll comment here
    as yes.. you might disappear
    any second
    now..
    hehex2..
    Anyway.. you
    seem like
    Spock
    like me too..
    i swear.. i can
    mind meld with
    almost anyone..
    and the funniest thing
    is.. just standing next
    to ’em sometimes in
    my selfies.. it
    looks like
    i kinda
    morph into
    ’em.. in even
    sometimes spooky
    ways.. ah.. the magic
    of life.. unbridled
    as me..
    and you
    of course
    too.. Shawna
    Baby.. anyway.. off
    to hear that song
    now.. as not
    much of a
    word person..
    Ripley or not..
    am i still now..
    as far as concrete
    labels go sTiLL..
    and name that
    tune in one note
    or less is more of
    my game
    in auditory
    empath
    Spock
    way2..
    oh yeah..
    and i can do that
    neck pinch thingy..
    but really all i have to
    do is take my shades
    off and
    show ’em
    my yellow
    Sun Wolf
    eYes..
    with
    pretend..
    evil too..
    as mind melding
    with the dEvil can
    be super spooky
    too.. but sure
    Angels are
    more fun..
    so see ya
    in a few..
    Angel baby2..;)

    http://emthulian.blogspot.com/2016/02/last-summer.html

    One thing really cool i’ve noticed
    after visiting all those
    ‘highly functioning’ folks
    in the Autism online
    community.. is..
    often the
    women
    who have
    this edgy masculine
    side inside.. have
    these double
    ZZ’s and
    it’s really
    surprising
    how cocky
    they can be
    with double
    ZZ’s and i just
    think it’s fabulous..
    hehe.. as i swear there
    is an Exotic Egyptian
    Belly dancer2 living
    in me.. it’s
    F in
    hilarious
    ’cause at
    first look before
    i start moving
    the whole
    thing.. now..
    people often
    mistake me
    for law enforcement..
    FBI.. undercover..
    special forces..
    whatever
    James
    Bond
    says..
    anyway..
    i’m not seeing
    “Whip My Hair”..
    anywhere on your
    new play list here..
    but sure i youtubed
    it and yes.. i spread
    my colors everywhere
    i go too.. getting
    everyone
    all wet
    with ’em..
    whether
    they like it
    or not.. as Jesus
    sometimes ya have
    to do mouth
    to mouth
    from afar
    to bring
    ’em
    back
    to life
    like you
    ‘EM now..
    my friend S..
    i think it’s extra
    cute how you always
    look down in your
    selfies..
    all
    shy and
    innocent
    when i know/feel
    all about your
    edge2..
    and ps.. what
    i Love to do.. on
    the big dance floor
    is when some dull
    you know the ‘type’
    from the south dude comes
    up to me and starts mocking
    me.. i stand totally motionless
    like the eye of a Hurricane..
    and look them calmy
    directly in their
    eYes..
    through
    shades of
    course that
    makes it
    even more
    spooky..
    and they
    high tale
    it back to the farm..
    anyway.. i have a hidden
    bomb always ready to explode
    if
    necessary..
    and it ain’t
    soft..;)

    Ha! i missed this one..S..
    the ‘eye in the sun’
    but never the lesS
    iT reminds me of
    my last
    comment
    here.. now
    the best
    thing in the
    world is to be complete..WhOLE
    aLL balanCinG.. feminine and
    masculine.. liGht and Dark..
    yeah.. the hard and soft
    edges..
    as when a
    person iS A wHole.
    there is zero to
    fear
    AND
    ALL TO LOVE..
    the way humans
    were.. by
    Barbara
    StreiSand
    now iN the
    desSert Rose
    of mythological TRUTH
    and liGht iN statues
    NoW aLiVE..
    with flesh
    more
    of
    being
    human
    now.. jUsT now..
    hmm.. the places
    i can go free..
    juSt iN
    mY
    imaGiNaTioN..
    oh.. yes.. oh GOD yes..!
    iF more folks NOW
    could go to a place
    like that/this.. there would
    be zero/hero of greenest
    blackest
    dollar
    biLLs
    of
    heLL..
    no.. YES!
    iNHeaven
    STiLL
    now
    alWays
    reigns
    reins
    rains
    dRip
    drip oF
    human being..
    ever heard of a full
    body orgasm.. yeah
    it’s real and
    not messy
    @all.. oh yeah..
    and that reminds
    me.. back earlier in
    last century.. and i am
    alive serious about this..
    yeah.. back in the ‘Victorian
    Age’.. when women were all
    guilt tripped about tHeir pleaSures..
    and were labeled up having Hysteria..
    the way Doctor’s treated this frustration..
    was by manually masturbating them
    to orgasm.. seriously
    i did
    not..
    make this up..
    and here is
    the proof
    here.. no
    graphic photos
    in the video.. promise
    it is all science now.. then..

    And here is the most
    hilarious fun fact
    associated
    with that
    in the
    REAL
    SCIENCE
    VIDEO.. now..

    “Many Doctors’ complained that
    ‘it’ was a laborious and time
    consuming procedure, so
    the vibrator was invented
    as a form of
    self
    medication”

    OMG.. what a fun
    fAct that I never
    knew before..
    and i just
    kNow
    you WiLL
    appreciate IT
    even if it makes
    you erase your bLog
    so those church
    peers
    will not
    find the
    dEvil
    heRe..
    aGaiN..;)

    Ha and as long
    as i keep
    this
    up..
    i may never
    get back to my
    long lost prompts
    on
    dVerse
    but who
    gives an F
    i’ve got
    less
    messy
    stuff to
    do now..
    see ya..
    and yes.. my wife
    and i’s 26th anniversary..
    and she knows and feels
    all i do.. every letter and
    word.. and
    ain’t
    scared
    at all..
    i her taught
    what free is..
    even if she does
    not fully practice it like i do now..
    sadly
    enough
    i feel….
    but life goes
    on for
    fun
    anyway..
    there is no
    other solution
    i know
    to solve
    the worlds
    ills..
    as is..
    for now..:)

    em for me for
    you for now and
    nnamhel.. S..
    iS a backwards
    me.. wInks..
    figures..
    8 standing
    tALL inFiniTy
    too.. now..
    hehe.l..
    born on
    6660 and
    all of THAT
    Hellboy2..
    he did not
    fully
    mature
    until
    age 53
    either..
    and my
    mother’s
    name
    iS Helen..
    i kid you
    not..
    wiTh
    goats
    and
    rAms
    and stuff..
    as and ’cause
    i kNow/feel you
    now like spooky
    stuff2.. so i WiLL
    truth and liGht
    iN DArk aS WeLL
    a
    long
    long
    way
    from
    hell now..
    and Lord KnoWs..
    i sTiLL haven’t got
    stArted on those
    two prompts
    yEt.. juSt
    getting
    back from
    the tRain
    of
    R&R..
    aGaiN..
    stopping here
    at waystation
    Shawna..
    hmm..
    reminds
    me of
    waystation
    1.. i don’t
    thInk that
    dude WiLL
    ever
    come
    back..
    sAdly
    enough
    but wE mUst
    go on.. yes..
    as iS.. now..
    and haha..
    i just said i have
    a J LO butt iN the
    newest blog post
    i am writing now..
    gREAt butts feel alike..;)

    SMiLes.. my friend.. Shawna i can feel your
    true emotions coming through in this beautiful prose/poetry
    you write here.. oh the Love.. oh the FeeLinGs.. to be loved
    and to love.. like that song.. ‘Come What May’.. that i needed
    so much from ‘Moulin Rouge’.. to get the grief out for losing
    my cat friend Moby.. is all worth it.. in the end and beginning
    of now.. sMiLes.. my goal in life iS to Love and be A Love of as
    many people’s lives as i can before i die.. that’s all i now
    want or
    need iS
    Love.. and
    the dance.. is
    what has paved the
    way the most for that
    iN the flesh world now..
    and finAlly i am connecting..
    after trying so hard to make
    the emotion and words
    get glue.. online..
    seriously.. both
    in real life
    and online
    when i first
    started writing
    people said i was
    a computer and not
    a real human being..
    that has
    changed..
    TG..!
    Happy
    SUN
    DAY..
    and i’ve really
    enjoyed hanging
    out with you the last
    couple of days.. and yeah..
    sure.. i needed a break away
    from my current year long
    milestone of making a poem
    out of every poem on dVerse
    for an entire
    year..
    just
    ’cause
    i can..
    F.. competitions..
    and goals.. i just
    wanna
    do iT..
    like the
    Goddess
    of Victory..
    Nike says..
    now in
    bare
    feet
    of me..
    Love ya..
    Shawna Baby..
    hope you girls had
    a great night out!..:)

  10. https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/02/19/dance-of-the-magick-flute/

    http://gigoid.me/2016/02/20/interview-with-an-organic-penguin-groomer/

    Ah.. humans.. not unlike fleas.. sucking the blood out
    of an animal they cannot fully see.. gigoid..
    yes.. if the dog dies.. weE
    humans who culturAlly
    have removed ourselves
    from our kiNd and courAge
    ape ways.. will suffer
    the way
    of bees
    without
    a hive..
    the insects
    we are now.. poisoned
    slowly now as well by the
    same cultural ways iroNically
    that are killing the
    truly
    winged
    and buzzing
    ones.. free too…
    Anyway.. i’ve being
    seeing/feeling more of the dog
    lately.. and pretty sure ALL THAT
    IS THAT DOG HaS iT aLL LAID OUT
    AS iS AS ALwAYS NOW..
    what we do not see
    can both save us
    or kill uS.. now..
    better to come
    back home
    than..
    to lose
    the Dog forever..
    at least
    now..
    i respect the blood..
    i respect the dog..
    particularly.. when
    the dog is real
    and the dog
    most people
    worship does
    not even give them blood.. ironic isn’t it.. the
    Native Americans who sTiLL exist.. live peacefully
    with the dog as those who before did too..
    i don’t wanna
    be a cowboy..
    so i return
    NOW as
    INDIAN..
    LOVEnow
    THE REAL
    AMERICAN
    OLD
    New
    World
    STYLE..:)

    SMiLes my friend.. just getting
    back from a 9 or so mile
    Super-Walmart
    Jaunt
    in dance..
    and it’s nice
    to be free.. iS aLL..
    ALL that crap from culture
    that iS simply crap… iS so far
    gone in my past now..
    aLL iS left
    is the
    5 year
    old me..
    now before
    Kindergarten..
    and sure.. a little
    more.. except
    for ALL the lies
    of culture… more
    specifically.. politics..
    religion iN fundamentalist
    ways.. and All that holds
    human back
    from getting
    back to Nature
    BalanCinG now..
    it’s possible
    but until
    people
    realize they
    are no more special
    than the other animals
    who inhabit this planet..
    including trees.. plants..
    and even
    a gRain
    of Sand
    and less..
    they are doomed
    to a life of discontent..
    misery and suffering..
    Nature doesn’t
    lie and neither
    do humans
    with they
    live by
    THE REAL
    GOD OF NATURE
    WHO WILL HAVE
    HER WAY OF WHATEVER
    IS
    IS NOW..:)

    Ah.. one of my favorite efforts of one year ago..
    of course.. along the lines of the
    magic flute
    as well..
    with
    this epic
    music from
    the dreams
    of my DNA
    Sioux
    and
    Cherokee
    Crazy Horse
    Dance and
    sure.. the
    rest
    of me..
    FREE in
    the beat of the night
    around a campfire
    moonlit night
    hugging
    the grass
    of God at
    midnight..
    and the Sun
    in the mid-day
    sand.. no different..
    than a free cat
    at night or
    day..
    one with
    Nature..
    wheRe
    never
    was..
    is
    or
    will
    be any
    separation
    from THE REAL
    GOD OF NATURE
    THAT IS UNDEFEATABLE
    BY ANY HUMAN BEING WHETHER
    LEADER OF THE WORLD THE CHURCH
    OR PROPHETS OF OLD OR NEW..
    GOD IS FREE
    and the
    true and
    liGht
    of uS are
    NOW.. and sure
    the Mayans are Indians
    too.. and tHeir rules rule ART
    over us as free iN touch
    with God whether
    some of us
    see/feel
    the reality
    of change
    in the air
    since 2013
    now or not..
    ha.. even Justin
    Bieber has that
    one figured out..
    never
    just a book
    by its cover..
    age.. or look..
    there is always deeper
    oceans in the soUl of WE
    who set ourselves free though
    much challenge.. dArkness
    and yes.. truth and liGht..

    HA.. the beat
    iS coming back
    and we who are iN
    the Feel and know oF
    IT WILL NOT BE DEFEATED..
    wE are all Indigenous Indians
    of God
    when
    we
    REMember
    and are
    reborn
    aGaiN…
    don’t miss
    out.. seriously
    with no jest.. its
    simple.. just come
    back to Nature that
    is God and Human FREE..
    but you have to leave first..:)

  11. Okay.. crap.. i’m having a bit of an identity crisis.. issue..
    i was all set to be Yoda.. doing my Super-Walmart dance..
    while Katrina and her two sisters.. who are fixin’ to be
    Great Aunts and a Great Grandma.. are doing all
    that baby shopping.. getting ready for more
    baby showers as always the case with
    her side of the family it seems.. yes..
    extremely reproductively fit.. anyway..
    Katrina’s anniversary present was an Infinity tattoo..
    that her sisters decided to get too.. and my Anniversary
    present and the source of today’s identity crisis.. is.. ugh..
    just what i need.. a much bigger pen.. yes.. an Incredible
    Hulk pen..is just what i need to write even more..
    i’m currently going back and forth from Yoda..
    to something else.. could be Werewolf.. yes..
    it is almost the full moon.. in a day or so..
    or yes.. Incredible Hulk.. but more
    likely a hybrid of
    SOMETHING..;)

  12. Ah.. the answers to the world’s problems are not
    those of the world in essence as the God of
    Nature all free has already supplied those
    answers when iN balance
    oF human Nature..
    simply by moving..
    connecting.. and creating
    by giving more than taking
    otherwise known as Love
    in its greaTest courAge
    and kiNd way
    as Unconditional..
    i have studied this issue
    as much as i can born without
    a mask.. and taking the mask off
    again.. as much as possible to get
    all awakened and enlightened as such..
    but here’s the thing.. to be born naked
    without the clothes of culture does
    literally mean that too..
    to go back to
    our prehistory
    and understand
    what it is that makes
    human beings tick as flea
    in God of Nature
    God given
    human
    Nature..
    as wRite now..
    culture.. is overall
    a labyrinth of insane
    from birth taking us
    way.. way.. way out
    of human being
    Nature Balance..
    to
    move
    connect
    and create
    and give more
    in sharing than
    taking with other
    humans and the
    rest of Nature..
    it’s not hard
    to do
    when
    one
    is loving
    and loved
    in return..
    and yes..
    possible
    to do by loving
    much more than giving
    but Love is a balanced way
    for most folks in reciprocal
    social human communication
    too.. hmm.. face to face is sure
    the evolutionary way.. but sign
    language like Facebook and other
    social media will work somewhat
    okay for both a blind person
    and a semi-robot human
    being in four
    walls.. a ceiling
    in front of a flat
    screen computer
    all day long and
    most of the
    night
    too…
    so how does an insanely
    large population of human
    beings.. only evolutionary suited
    to around 150 to 200 sets of eyes
    who moves.. connects.. and creates
    best in small groups and villages like
    this adapt again.. well.. here’s the deal..
    all the tools of human ranging from
    sticks to scratch alphabets
    in sands to spears
    to atomic bombs
    are part of
    Nature too..
    an extension
    yes.. but never the less
    moving. connecting and
    creating new.. farther reach
    of human eyes and hands
    and brains
    as well
    and not
    so well too..
    but alas the dArk
    and liGht are ALL pARt
    of the mix too.. pain
    iS weakness leaving
    the body.. and
    it is also
    muse
    for
    pleasure
    too.. so it all
    comes out in a
    dark chocolate
    and vanilla shake
    of what is known
    fully as culture
    now.. from
    Katy Perry’s Dark
    Horse.. to that Super
    Collider thingy.. trying
    to find the God Particle
    of God as Nature too now.
    Prehistoric human beings
    from the artifacts of record
    shared it all as
    similar primitives
    do now.. in much
    smaller group
    cultures..
    who move.. connect
    and create in giving
    at least as much
    as taking..
    so in a way..
    as strange as it may
    seem.. that is what Social
    Media does.. with increasing
    nomadic pair bonding groups
    with small to smaller
    families searching an
    entire nation for
    subsistence
    traveling
    where
    the meat
    and vegetables
    can still be obtained..
    and OMG.. with stuff like
    PORN.. there is a “Bonobo
    Hand Shake” in the reality
    of the majority of humans
    super sexed need for
    variety in
    reducing
    frustration..
    aggression
    and violence..
    and even potential
    wars.. for those
    more sex
    charged
    human
    beings..
    yeah.. it’s just
    a keyboard
    and hand
    and fingers
    away.. a little colder
    than flesh and blood but
    still way hot enough to get
    the job of cooling off done..
    and it doesn’t matter
    what the local
    or church
    norm
    says..
    God will
    have her way
    with most of us..
    if we do not repress
    or get oppressed iN how
    God creates one of God’s
    sexiest creatures of aLL
    the human
    horny
    being..
    let’s not lie
    to ourselves
    it is the truth
    and liGht from
    below
    to
    above..
    all engorged
    as such.. as living
    passionate human
    being free as God
    will have us
    WHEN FREE..
    and the truth is as
    science is starting to show
    porn reduces the frequency
    of actual intercourse.. no shit
    sherlock.. it’s hard to do the
    wild thing with
    hands and
    fingers
    fully
    employed..
    and the fact of Nature is
    there are too many human
    beings taking way more than
    they give on this planet..
    and a first world
    reality
    is
    with greater
    technology..
    population
    goes
    down..
    and up too but
    not in and out
    as much as
    it were and is..
    as there is more
    to do than the work
    of the night of the primitives
    and plenty of technology to
    fill in the empty
    spaces
    of what
    flesh and blood
    does when truly free..
    in the forest of bountiful
    existence.. all balanced as such..
    wheRe the experiment of human
    being is eventually going.. is beyond
    any human prophecy now.. as it is
    an experiment that has never
    been tried before in the
    history books yet..
    and there is
    a synergy of neurons
    holding hands together
    and humans as well across
    global borders.. that has and
    will make Quantum leaps of
    logic into Art of heARt of
    human being.. yes..
    exciting times
    we live in..
    and
    Nature aka
    God still has her
    hands fully in the
    pie of human being..
    change stARts at the
    heARt level of human
    being.. and as we hold
    hands stronger togeTheR..
    WeLL.. the sky is no longer
    the limit.. as
    history
    already
    shows..
    with
    lunar
    and other
    landings.. now..
    the Universe within
    though.. is a largely uncharted
    territory of science recorded history
    and that’s the pARt.. i for one continue
    to explore and enjoy most as
    after all
    i’m more
    than a tool..
    i’m a sacred
    fool too.. brave
    enough to step out
    of the parameters
    and back
    into
    what
    came before..
    F R E E and
    BORN AGAIN..
    kinda like a
    perfect
    storm..
    if ‘you’ WiLL..
    as we all feel..
    in practice.. storms
    are not ‘perfect’ they
    kinda rave or rage on..
    and are free to become
    whatever iT iS they
    end and begin
    being
    now..
    climates
    change.. nature
    and human sAMe..:)

  13. Typical after Catholic Church..
    26th Anniversary photo of husband
    and wife.. and yes.. of course there is
    a living doll in ‘this photo’..wink emoticon

    Second Doll gift
    from our friend
    at church for the doll..;)

    Oh yeah.. and it was hilarious..
    where the fill-in priest asks
    who has an anniversary
    or a birthday.. where i
    am the only one to raise
    my hand and stand up.. in
    the entire Temple Church
    and i say.. “My Wife Katrina
    and i.. are celebrating our
    26th anniversary TODAY”..
    and time my comeback just
    right.. in my usual echoing
    booming.. voice.. NOW..
    and i say.. “YES..
    she is also
    26 years old”
    as well.. BD.. wise..;)

    Interesting story.. the ‘RIsen’ one.. and it was
    a lot like the New Star Wars movie..
    per the storm trooper
    human archetype
    of the villain
    becoming
    hero..
    anyway
    that’s all i’ll say..
    as not to be the spoiler
    for the end of the show..
    as the end of the show part
    is in a book anyway.. but just
    not the main character of the
    story whose perspective the
    entire story is told from..
    a brand new fictional
    character named
    Clavius..
    a Roman
    Tribune for the
    ‘dark force’.. as
    it were.. then as well..:)

  14. http://gigoid.me/2016/02/21/assembled-without-instructions/#comment-18264

    Well.. in ‘this one’.. “Assembled Without Instructions” is inspiration
    enough for me to write a Novel.. but that’s not coming ’till around
    April.. for the third installment of that..
    but yes.. how sad it is that human
    beings are Assembled With
    Instructions.. as the rest of
    Nature innately.. instinctually..
    and intuitively practices life
    free without sidewalks
    of hell
    binding
    them down
    to concrete purgatories
    of what came before..
    stick to the
    rules robot
    or you’ll
    get in
    social acceptance
    trouble and that means
    starvation.. no mates
    and stuff like
    that as
    social
    animals innately..
    need each other to
    get the meat
    and vegetables
    of life.. all in one
    soup of life
    a cross
    a fire..
    anyway.. it’s sad
    when folks become
    paperback books.. or hard
    covers too.. but pearls
    of wisdom.. i’ll take
    that pARt by
    mouth
    or
    book.. as some
    stuff is truly worth
    reading again and again,,
    the gift of all the historic pearls
    of wisdom you provide here.. my
    friend.. gigoid.. in ways of life..
    not just
    nouns
    and labels
    for men to worship
    and say they have the
    last word of the God of
    Mother Nature true and liGht now..
    as well as dArk and fAiry tales too..
    but alas.. myths are the hyperbole..
    to market the meat
    of the products
    and without
    that.. it would
    be harder to
    get the vehicles
    and vessels that house
    truth and liGht that have traveled
    this far.. in written and oral tradition
    of story taling.. dArk and liGht WhOLE..
    Anyway.. yes.. may the metaphorse
    be with ya.. friend gigoid.. as long
    as it rides
    free.. iN
    ALLNOW..
    wITh Love and
    KiND In couraGe..
    like Cindafella might say..;)

    Well.. as a side note here..
    even behind on two dVerse
    prompts from last Tuesday
    and Thursday.. ‘this post’
    is becoming monstrously
    long.. and i am ravageD
    tired from now celebrating
    our anniversary weekend..
    including 9 or so miles of
    dance walk on Saturday
    14 or so today..
    and even
    a movie
    at the local
    theater tonight..
    so.. i’m gonna sleep
    on it.. and try to get
    this one published tomorrow
    morning.. and then move on
    to dVerse in the comments
    section of that post..
    as yes.. i do need
    my cindafella
    beauty sleep..
    now..
    and then..
    and now..
    aGaiN..:)

  15. Back at 8:50 am..
    2222016.. and in reviewing
    the photos from yesterday.. i see
    i have surpassed the 100K photo number
    since the end of August 2013.. over a course
    of 30 months.. which averages out to 3333.33
    photos per month.. and just coming up to 5,000
    miles of Dance Walking.. of which i will provide a
    celebratory post just for that number.. when it comes..
    averaging 166.66 miles a month.. and yes.. i love
    synchronicity of numbers.. more inspiration..
    to write about milestone numbers
    of which i am now averaging
    in the last three years at 100K
    words a month.. have slowed
    down in more condensed
    poeTry flow as hard as
    that may be to believe
    from my narrative flow..
    at the Wrong Planet in
    the 8 million or so words
    i wrote there and other
    online sites.. for around 11
    million total words all now..
    since.. November 26, 2010..
    when the numbers flow like
    this.. in ones.. threes
    and sixes.. sTill now..
    and yes.. i’ve practically
    shared all the photos and
    miles online since August
    of 2013.. additionally
    since the end of
    July.. 2013.. around
    the 22nd.. standing
    on Navarre beach
    with my wife.. when
    i miraculously recovered
    from 19 life threatening illnesses..
    in synergy that even some of the
    professionals who were religious
    leaning.. affirmed was an actual
    miracle of the modern
    day of what is seen
    in the
    professional
    world of human
    maladies.. now..
    so.. sure.. i went
    from not being able
    to go into a store for 66 months
    to solo dancing in front of a crowd
    of hundreds who are my junior
    by three decades or so.. then and
    now at Old Seville Quarter.. for 98 weeks..
    and yes.. also doing that all so free iN
    dance iN public everywhere i go with
    zero social anxiety.. whereas.. before..
    i was overwhelmed with social
    anxiety and agoraphobia
    to the max..
    and yes i have
    shared scores of videos now..
    as well.. that are minuscule in number..
    in comparison to the voyeur video
    artists with their smart phones.. who
    have captured me everywhere i go
    in public in the last 30 months to
    dance.. haha.. my Paparazzi..
    as hell no.. there ain’t
    no one else dancing
    in public but
    me in a metro
    area of several
    hundred thousand
    folks in patriarchal
    footloose purgatory..
    more or less.. so it’s
    like capturing Rare Birds
    or Jaguars or something
    of that crazy nature.. hehe..
    to share all over
    Facebook..
    as i always
    hear.. i saw
    you on Facebook
    man.. you are famous..
    hehe.. i’m not famous..
    ’cause they don’t know
    my name.. and that’s
    the way i like iT
    baby.. the dancing
    guy is now enough..
    the other
    name they say..
    legend.. is much
    better.. as legends WiLL
    not be trapped in cAges
    oF
    human
    being
    culture..
    iN fame hell..
    i roam free now..
    under the Guidance
    of the God of Nature
    earning no money
    but free.. now2..
    as inherited and
    continuAlly
    experienced now
    and improved by
    by uS.. and i’m
    gonna cut that
    facebook collage
    that i was talking about
    way earlier in this post
    to only a month instead
    of a year.. as the history
    of my soUl continues
    to grow in other
    paths.. as
    WeLL..
    oN thiS
    post now
    wheRe mY soUl
    iS now here as no
    history
    @
    aLL..
    wheRe every
    now is an
    anniversary
    oF
    LIFe
    riSinG
    alWays
    NOW..:)

  16. Moving through a life of extreme challenge
    as well as extreme gifts.. is very interesting..
    and cold dark hell..
    when not at all..
    as death
    iN life..
    the opening video
    of this post illustrates where
    i live in moving photos very well..
    showing the inner
    walls of most
    fundamentalist
    Christian churches
    i have visited as well..
    where there is a certain
    entitlement of having
    access to words
    that means
    that one
    is above
    all
    the rest
    of humankind
    where Muslims
    and Buddhists
    and Atheists..
    and all the rest
    who are not the chosen
    ones of ‘us’ are gonna go
    to that fiery eternal damnation
    place for the rest of eternity..
    but the thing is..
    they.. for the
    most pArt
    are already
    there and are totally
    unaware that they are
    iN hell now.. as the window
    to heaven is clouded with
    words.. to feel heaven just..
    now in senses.. emotions..
    and human sensuality is no
    myth or fairy tale of a man
    God or the last
    prophet..
    or anyone
    else.. it is God
    yes.. the God
    of Nature’s gift to
    those of us who find
    it again.. from birth
    away from
    cultural..
    religious..
    and political
    lies that are all
    truly politics as all of
    these seek manmade
    order.. away from the
    God of Nature
    free..
    the thing that pisses me off most
    about cultures.. religions.. politics
    and yes.. even philosophy
    away from Nature
    that is from
    head to toe..
    inside outside.. yes..
    above so below and
    up again.. all around..
    is that it is all human slavery..
    and as i remember my most favorite
    part of the movie “The Ten Commandments”..
    coming again in cultural TV as it has since
    i was a little boy.. is Moses.. totally
    away from culture.. politics..
    religion.. and philosophy
    saying the simple statement
    that if there is a God that God
    would have no human slaves and
    all would be free.. yet that is precisely
    what both the Muslim and Christian
    religions continued to do for centuries..
    holding humans captive as slaves giving
    them less credit for being one
    of God’s children
    as all creatures
    are free..
    Karma is real..
    there is no doubt about that
    to me.. now.. as i have experienced
    the darKest and liGhTest pArts of Karma
    from A to Z and more of me with God
    of Nature together
    as the force
    we are
    iN yes..
    both dARk
    and liGht..
    but what i know for sure is this..
    any separation from God.. iN taKinG
    any pArt of God as Whole as less
    than the other.. is the
    true highway
    to HeLL for
    human being..
    just my learn-
    ED opinion of
    what i experience
    of GoD ALL NOW..
    but what i now is the
    more i give in liGht the more
    i receive in liGht back from GOD..
    and devolving back into dArk WiLL
    surely bRinG more dArk to my life..
    action.. consequence.. it’s the way
    of Nature.. bRing another human
    being down or other pARt of
    Nature.. in any way
    and bRing
    yourself
    down
    even
    lower
    and even
    to REAL hell.. but each
    human over the course of
    God’s eternity now.. WiLL have
    to practice that lesSon themselves
    between they and God alone ALLONE..
    and there ain’t no verse gonna save
    ’em now.. until
    they find
    the free
    verse
    of
    GOD
    WIThin
    that requires
    no words at all..
    and it don’t matter
    what they label themselves
    with.. from Atheist to Priest..
    God is no word
    alone
    God iS
    ALLONE
    FREE as
    uS
    when
    we free
    ourselves NOW
    alive and risen as
    God’s children once more
    and nowforevermore as
    now is the only
    eternity
    tHere
    iS..NOW..
    to put iT oFF..
    iS to never
    fiNd
    iT..
    @ALL..:)

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