Well.. Hello My Dear Friend.. Himali..!!..
your face here on the U.S. celebrated Holiday
of April Fred’s Day.. hehe.. i mean.. April Fool’s Day..
iS certainly a pleasant surprise.. to see your shining happy face..
and as noted on your blog.. as an International Chartered Accountant..
if i remember correctly.. you must be very busy this time of year..
thanks so much for dropping by with nice words
of appreciation here about the photos i share..
the first body of water is named
Bear Lake.. a spring
fed lake about
20 miles from where
i live in the same county..
the second body of water is
just an overflow from that lake
down a meadow hill..
and the third
body of
water is named Krul Lake..
and is a swimming hole with
the nice hiking trail connecting
both lakes.. so very peaceful it was
on this beautiful Spring Tuesday of this
week.. wHere truly God’s country speaks
the peace of Nature’s Bliss.. and the flowers
before the Lake photos are at my home Garden
as well as the ending flowers after the Lake photos..
as Spring is coloring my yard with sweet way of flourishing
life.. and thanks for the financial wish.. truly a hallmark year
in finances for us.. already.. finally selling my father’s estate after
a year and a half of renovating and on the market.. paying our home
and car off.. from those proceeds.. and experiencing a level of financial
freedom now that should last until our dying days.. a wonderful feeling
and hehe.. you remind me it is time to do my taxes.. which have always
been a breeze for me for the blessing
of the math mind long before
i wrote anything creative
of substance..
and speaking of creativity
i really miss all your art my friend
and as i know you have taken a nice
long vacation from online.. including
social media.. i do hope to see
your art online free
again.. when
that is pArt
of the Art of
your life again..
also of note too.. in case
your spam folder or junk folder
in email caught it.. i did drop a couple
of hello notes to you through your gmail
over the last three months.. but did not
expect a reply.. just wanting to
let you know i was
thinking of you..
in case you
didn’t
get the emails..
as i told you before
and truly meant it from
the start.. there will always
be a friend in me.. with zero
strings attached in expectation
of reciprocation.. as Lord knows
i know and feel the challenges of
the dark and liGht of Life my friend..
so anyway.. so happy to hear from
you and all the best of wishes
for you..
my good
friend.. Himali..:)
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http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/03/sand-box-heaven-free-verse-nude-poetry.html
Oh Facebook Memories.. yes.. some change less than others..
and this one sTiLL.. April Fred’s day from
a year ago.. on mY day Fool’s
Day.. but yes..
in a
Sacred way..;)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/04/01/april-freds-day/
Reference.. recent
Facebook dance
profile photos..
and bloG
related
STuFF..
Ah.. Minions..
alWays looking
for someone
despicable
to follow..
wink emoticon
So.. of course.. there
just so happens.. to be
at least 6 girls with
the same shirt
on..wink emoticon
Minions 2.. and yes..
missing the nice
blonde haired
striped shirt
girl in ‘this’ photo..
but anyway.. many
more fun dance photos
coming to my latest blog
post titled ‘Sandbox of Heaven’..
celebrating my 104th dance
week.. on Thursday Night..
with all the cool college
age folks.. at Seville..smile emoticon
And yes.. speaking of MINions.. THAT
reminds me of what minions are.. yes.. ThEY
are normally nice people who tend to have this
strange desire to mindlessly follow truly despicable
folks for a common unifier of social bonding.. and sadly
it is often.. in stuff like my religious quarterback is better
than your religious quarterback..or my label for God
is the only one for the essence of whaT iS ReaL..
and we have the best religion oF all and or..
governments are bad..
or the whole
world
is out
to get us..
or the ‘man’ rules
over all of us in a vague way..
but freedom.. oh freedoM.. from the
minion way THAT requires fearless Love
and not afraid to move from the group
think of otherwise nice folks who
will fall to despicable
ways of illusory
thinking ranging
from female genital
mutilation to circumcision
to stoning Lesbians to death
after burying them up to tHeir breasts
so they will NOT be able to shield their
eyes from Rocks.. truly the minions
of despicable leaders can lead to
the darkest moments of the
human race but WAIT!
ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF
THINGs.. there is the mythological
God MIN.. of Egyptian first made
up God way.. and this is a pretty cool
first male figure man as he so to speak
spreads his seed over the fertile banks
of the Nile.. for a great growing year
to establish a better feeding
way of life..
and speaking of MIN..
hmm.. i’m sure i can
find a photo of him somewhere..
perhaps as metaphor now iN a
restricted link i share.. buTT.. umm..
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Min_(god)
Well.. i guess we can keep it G-Rated for
here.. and just provide a Wiki link but the
technical aspect of Min.. is he holds
an erect penis with his
left hand and has
his right hand
raised..
and no..
an exposed
Penis was not a big
deal.. no pun intended..
back in those Egypt days
as my God it was really warm
and the dress of the day was
commonly none..
in other
words they
had a healthy
self image shared
of the naked human
form in essence of liGht
as iT were and iS.. and did you
know and FEEL THE REAL MEDICALLY
ESTABLISHED HEALTHY REASON FOLKS
LIKE MICHAEL JACKSON ARE always grabbing
at their crotch.. yes.. Miley Cyrus’ too.. well not
only are they copying the Egyptian God Min..
science establishes the reason for this
as shared on a recent
Meridith TV show
as
Info gathered from
Men’s Health Magazine
when ya touch your crotch
and keep it there it helps iN releaSinG oxytocin
the super cool social bonding neurohorMONE..
as does all penis and vagina related
touching activities either self or other..
and what this brings is both comfort
and more of a willingness to socially
bond with other folks.. and
that my ‘minions’ is why
our closest primate
cousin the bonobo
always have Love and
Peace over Anger and
Violence and other warring
ways of primates.. simply ’cause
they are always touching themselves
and rubbing up with other Bonobos in
this kind and sensual way.. to establish
primate
peace..
and yes..
it is also an open
sign of confidence to
open one’s genitals up
for public perusal and yes..
in a way a hierarchy of dominance
as the fearless folks do tend to be successful
over the timid one’s who per se.. keep tHeir
legs closed and the ‘tween all private
as such..
Nature is a beautiful
THING but sadly Minions
around the world
have
lost
tHeir
so now
heiRed
way from
MIN the dude
who understood wHere
and how the God of Nature
iN Peace and Love speaks
between the Legs.. so
sure.. the Penis
and Vagina
are tools for peace
when not hidden
and left
untouched..
funny how folks..
some minions..
call love
evil.. truly sad in fActs..
but that is what happens
when minions follow the
despicable leaders among us
who would control through illusory
fears.. and keep folks out of the oxytocin
loving way of yes.. i TOUCH MYSELF..
hmmm.. i thInk tHeir is a song for that
but sometimes i have to say
i love
fucking science..
it is a best way
for the minions to
escape the despicable
leaders throughout history
who imprison the Vagina
and Penis… from
ALL NATURAL
GOD’S LOVE..
NAH.. FOLKS.. i ain’t
the crazy one.. yes.. a
sacred fool BuTT
i’m just the
one WHO FEELS IN
TRUTH AND LIgHT..
with science the scribe of God
who has my back and other parts..
like professional baseball players..
who
KEEP IT
REAL AND ADJUSTED
iN LOVE AND CONFIDENCE..
so yeah baby.. touch yourself
and Love your DNA
brothers
and sisters
free.. in feeling
FEARLESS
spiRit of Love..
trUly wE live in exciting
times when we no longer
have to feel guilty to F iN
even be human N0W as God oF
Penis and Vagina FREE Children..
And yes.. this clearly establishes
the FaCT THAT THE BOOTIE DANCE
WORKS FOR
WORLD
PEACE..
people wiLL follow
God iF allowed to Free
in God given human Nature way!..
Dance in the dArk or liGht alWays
yoUr
choice..
iN relative
WiLL oF liGht
or dArk Of Truth..
as the God of Nature
speaks in human feeling way..
WIDE
AWAKE..
In LiGht
or sTiLL
asleep iN dArk..:)
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‘Evolution Orange’.. the last SonG of the
last blog post and pARt of the iAm
Earth Wind and Fire
Album of 1981..
i.. alWays the
interpreting
decoding
one..
wanting
to open aLL
the hidden mysteries
of liFe.. and that is what
‘they’ call the occult.. sAdly
modern religions then and now hide
the truth and liGht of the All
Natural God oF Nature.. away
from who would otherwise
be free
iN being
hUman.. open
to more of the mysteries
of liFe to awake iN the briGhter
LiGht of God given gifts of free
iN
human Nature now..
So.. truly Evolution Orange
could be A bible verse oF
a new world of age iN
being human peace..
so i’ll interpret
iT.. thiS way..
Orange is the symbolic
color iN metaphor of
the second
sacral
chakra
the creative one
un-inhibiting sensual
and emotional ways of being
iN connecting to other human beings
and the rest of nature.. yes the same oxytocin
release that is provided when we touch ourselves
‘down there’ or are touched by others.. or in mirror
neuron way watch someone else touch someone
else or even imagine iT.. iS.. even provided further
down in root chakra way in oxytocin receptors
of our feet.. now to be clear.. these chakras
are symbolic metaphors of how all
Natural God continues
to evolve us aLL..
sadly some
folks
will take
any metaphor
as literal.. and start
to imagine stuff far from
what is real.. and that iS okay
too.. as long as the essence of
what iS liGht and true gets
through for the best
potential
of
being human
now.. as Fearless
Love.. but sadly.. hmm..
around half the world is afraid
to touch themselves as that was
what the cruel original folks told ’em
they couldn’t do so THEY themselves could
leave THEM needy in ways of senses and
emotions to control THEM iN subjugation
iN prison of mind and body out of balance
so they can gain reproductive
controls as well
as material
gains..
iN poltico/socio/
religio dominant way..
but here’s the thingy..
evolution orange iS the free
release of human sensuality
and emotions.. in connecting
to other human beings.. and
the rest of aLL oF Nature both
unseen and perhaps not
felt yet..
and more..
IS HERE NOW AND
spreading while i sPeak..
i ain’t the only one by far far far..
and modern popular culture through
music.. literature.. theater.. and all other
arts are leading this way of being free
with god of Nature as gifted
iN uS.. as that is what
human with godAsOne
says when Free
iN aLL ways
oF spiRit iN senses
and emoTions.. in fulfilling
greater human potential in moving..
connecting.. creating.. giving.. sharing
all natural fearless human Love.. sure
it’s contagious as that is how God naturally
evolves us to be.. as even science.. the
limited but worthy scribe of
God is finAlly staRting to
prove now..
as God iS REAL
THE INTERCONNECTING
INTERDEPENDENT FORCE
OF ALL THAT LIVES INSIDE US..
OUTSIDE US.. ABOVE.. SO BELOW
AND ALL AROUND US NOW.. yes.. more
than a cross.. truly limitless in direction
and metaphorical meanings
and purpose iN LiFE
as the movers..
the connectors..
and the creators of
LiFe worKinG hand iN hAND
wITh the God of Nature increasingly
mindfully and bodily aware in baLance
of SoUl and HeArt iN SpiRit oF sensuality
and emoTiOns.. in moving.. connecting
creating.. sharing and giving ways..
or sTiLL aSleep iN the dArk
dark ways of humans
who would
control
over giVing the
True Force of Fearless
Love back to the Minions
of potential human greaTness
iN humble and fearless Love FREE..
butt you see.. i’ve understood and felt
this aLL my life.. culture did take it away
and i hid it from me for decades but
trUly the TrUTH and liGhts of
the God oF Nature
when once
again found
when seeKing
iT aLL inside.. outside..
above so below.. noW and
all around.. WiLL set ya own
self free naked from culture
as a Child of God oF Nature
once again.. or perhaps
feeLinG like
the
first now
REALnOW..
yeah baby..
when you are tHere iN
Heaven noW.. iT FeeLs like
the first and ending beginning
N0W alWaysnow iN BlisS
greater than
ever before
aLways
noW gRowinG
iN fearless Ocean LOVE..
and that is my pro-social rant of the
day fostered truly by my pro-social sensual
and emotional experiences of yesterday as
thoroughly documented iN Online
way.. iT iS a path that works
for mE to find the heaven
of moving.. connecting..
creating.. shaRing
and giVing Now and
sure i understand why tHis
full freedom wITH the God of
Nature might scare some folks
as that iS what despicable cultures..
religions.. and leaders do.. scare the
minions into hell of oppresSinGrepresSinG
tHeir God Given Human Natures now
on this terrestrial
plane..
and trUly
friends that iS despicable
and worth changing iN whatever
way wE can to get back free with
the REAL GOD WHO LIVES INSIDE
US.. OUTSIDE US.. ABOVE SO BELOW
AND ALL AROUND.. AND SURE i say that
over and over.. ’cause Lord Knows enough
evil people throughout history have made
God invisible instead
of totAlly
clear iN
ALLAROUNDUS
WHEREFAITHISREAL
ANDSELFEVIDENT
iN aLLareas of
liVing
nOW
iN BliSS
as REAL
HeavenOW..:)
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“A Naked Pearl
The Answer”
**************
Always we hope
Someone else has the answer
Some other place will be better
Some other time it will all work out.
This is it.
No one else has the answer
No other place will be better
And it has already turned out.
At the center of your being
You have the answer;
You know who you are and what you want.
There is no need to turn outside
For better seeing.
Rather abide at the center of your being
For the more you leave it
The less you learn.
Search your own heart and see
the way to do is to be.
~~ Lao Tzu ~~
Well that my friend
is worth repeating again
and again.. but sadly for many
folks the real problem is how to
accomplish this in a world ruLed
by external limitations and expectations
to move.. connect.. and create free iN
shaRinG and GivinG ways as even
science now shows humans
are naturAlly evolved
to practice
tHiS
WeLL iN
Balance
of LiVinG now…
no dollar amounts..
aLL of value can be found
iN the moving.. connecting..
creating.. giVing shArinG
way of liFe..
For me iT is the Art
of escaping a truly Frankenstein
head of thinking to get back iN
touch with emotional
regulation and
sensory integration..
greater focus and
short term working
memory way now..
tHere iS no possible
way i could gain this by
sitting still meditation..
as
it bores
the hell out of
me to sit stiLL aT all..
so stimming iS mY way
to this bliss of balance..
and getting away
from all and or
any illusory
fears of Life..
and truly i use song
in a relative way to gain
focus through hums of sound
to focus through strength training
to keep the positive energy high..
all innate.. instinctual and intuitive..
the aRt of Dance and SonG like
this are to me.. but requiring
both feminine grace
and strong
moves in
SonG and Dance
way.. and truly that is why
most dudes and some females
wiLL never gain Yin and Yang
feminine and masculine balance
ONE.. as they are afraid
of their other internal
gender to BRinG
wide
awake
as One
force of First
time now.. as
balance iN
Heaven
now
can
aLways
be as practice
of bio-feedback real
from head to toe..
inside.. outside..
and all
around..
above and below..:)
Okay.. note here.. as many folks
ask me.. how am i so productive..
how do i write so much.. how do i dance
3 solid hours at Good Old Seville Quarter
in continuing practice of excellence and
never even need a drink of water..
and dance walk everywhere i
go now for over 5100 miles
in 31 months.. leg press
around half a ton 25
times.. yada yada yada..
well folks it’s just like Yoda
said.. the FORCE iS REAL
AND JUST A WAITIN’ FOR
THOSE.. who free tHeir
emotions.. senses..
in moving.. giving..
and shaRinG ways..
it is an act of Nature
tHeir is no woo in God.. as
God iS aLL rEAL and FreeNOW
and for those who do not practice
a way of fearless love wiTh
God.. trULy iT iS so sad..
particularly
iF tHeir
iS a way
A PATH iN
J O U R N E Y
that WiLL work
for them to do iT..
but culture.. politics..
and or the religions of
the past in myths and
lies hold them back
from the truth
and liGht
of GOD’s
gift oF FORCE
TO US all free iN
the TOTAL CALM
of the eYe of Hurricane
with unlimited WiNds
gRoWinG FREE iN
ocean of uS.. butt see here’s
the deal.. i follow no one but the
God of Nature.. which means i play
no deals with the devils of culture.. politics
or religions.. to gain social acceptance into
the club of whatever ‘they’ determine is the flavor
of the day.. my flavor is eternity in heaven now..
i would Love for folks to share that.. as truly
WHEN ONE ARRIVES HERE NATURE
SAYS HELP FOLKS GET HERE
TOO.. as yes.. the Gift of being
Human iS an Altruistic
one from God
ALL of
Nature
when set
free as even
science shows
now.. where Jesus
as human archetype
already lives in healthy
minds and bodies in balance
from birth as being human free..:)
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SMiLes.. my friend.. so much more of the
colors of you i see after reading all
of what you share in HeArt
here now thefeathered
sleep away
from
AlbinoPhoenix
here.. and this beginning
away from the material
goods of luxury are
my blesSinG reAlly
too.. as iT left me
hungry to
rise up
into
human comfort
too.. but my greAtest
bleSsinG i guess.. iS bEinG
born aLL NaturAlly hiGh..
where any drug
only
brought
me down
lower than
kite of i.. no less
than Sun of skies
in i of I.. lost thaT yeS..
eventuAlly through the weight
of culture.. school.. and work.. but
what comes from the water returns
when free alive again.. as Nature WilL
provide.. with the darkness of Culture..
School.. Work.. and Church ways into
the dArk of nightmares
human
reaL..
Thanks.. my friend..
for sharing it aLL sAdly
folks these days are too afraid
of either sharing or giving.. what iS
more of they.. and true too.. wE live iN
a Twitter and 20 second commercial
clip age.. wheRe the average
human has the attention
span of a literal gold
fish.. and yes much
of this applicAble to me
iN a large portion of my liFe
where i could not concentrate
long enough to finish even a chapter
in a book from school.. auditory rote
memory of lectures my saving grace..
Free Dance now with SonG.. the
savior of my
focus back
to free
and unlimited
child of Wild i am
again.. and yes now..
as hiGh as the Kite
that flies
mY Sun..
But now my friend..
i Will not write for gold
fish as My name iS not
even whale iT iS
cAlm Hurricane
Center and
Winds more
limitless than
My wife’s name
sake Hurricane Katrina..
sMiLes.. Winds never trapped
noW bY
gOldfish
tRaiLs..;)
sMiLes my friend.. i lEarn
much in new feeling
from reading
your poeTry
alWays
a pleasUre
to come here..:)
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WeLL.. i am currently 167 links behind
aka six dVerse prompts since two weeks
ago.. Monday.. in my milestone
of catching up and
doing my
third Novel
of Free verse
PoeTry just
for fun..
and that makes
almost double the
effort of what i did
with 90 in the last
blog post.. titled
Sand Box Heaven..
but off to work-out first
and wE wiLL see NOW what
happens neXt iN noW Free..
wheRe the poeTry prompt
iS all about the
verb and
noun
MELT..
in what they
limit as precisely
44 Quadrille Words
but just flow iN sTream for
me.. iN poeTic response(S)..:)
4012016..
5:50 pm..:)
Hmm.. back at 11:36 am
on April 2nd.. and hmm.
it seems like staying 6 prompts
behind has been the ‘norm’ around
hEre lately.. so perhaps that iS a greAT
place to stay.. if that iS hoW the fLow aLL
Natural stream In free writing goes for now..
after aLL iS said and dOne in terms of
spReading truth and LiGht iN terms
of Wisdom and Positive energy
GiVinG and shAriNG wiTh otHeRs
Free perhaps the Dance iS wHere
i shine briGhtest and perhaps
the SonG cannot be heard
by most.. so yes..
muSt focus on
both as
balance
as theRe are
alWays those
SmArt phone Video
shares done free by
the vieWinG audience
to air my ministry of
Center balance
Hurricane
DaNCE..
i wITH
WinDS STiLL
spreaDing on
Social Media as
aLl my anonymous friends
shAre what i tEach in DancE
ALL free as social media allows
so fREElY NoW.. ah.. but anyWay
as they say prepare ye a way
for the truth and liGht
and that belongs to
God and N0W no
one iN particular
so leT iT rain..
leT the shARinG
continue.. so
be Free aS
God growS
strongEr
iN aLL oF
uS ALL NaturaLLy
as Natural Magic
Will do when more
hUmans hOld hAnds
and bE as iT weRe
and sTill iS before
the Apple of Cultural..
Political.. and Religious
Chains oN God As God AS wHOle
WiLL aLways be free and evenTuALLy
the virus of human culture.. politics
and false religions wITh evil God essences
wiLL FAiL wITH God @theHeLm.. oF aLL our SoULs..
so wITh ALLthatis said.. perhaps no more poeTry today but
yeah.. baby
iT’s now
to
DANCe
and eat
cake.. Ynot..
(reference ‘Cake
by the Ocean’ by DNCE)
noW bE as Free as thiS!..
hmm.. lost track of what
i was originAlly saYinG..
oh the joy oF ADHD and
eTc.. yeah.. i kinda
feel ‘guilty’ about
not paying taxes
(NOT REALLY)
BUT anyway.. yes
money or not giving
and sharing iS hUman
God Given life FORCE
for all greAT! balanCinG
survival.. yes.. of course..
along with moving.. connecting
and creating.. SO! what i’ll do..
no matter how far i am behind on
the so called now that iS aLL that
counts anyway.. in terms of 6 prompts
this or that 6 behind or ahead of 6..
i WiLL make iT a practice oF
milesToneS instead of
deadlines and
catch-ups..
to make my
yearly GodsUniVerseNovel
Celebration of a year
of responding to ALL
Dverse prompts and
lInks on or about
April 15TH.. yes
TAX DAY
iN
Novelway
FREE ShOW
ME THE MONEY
BABY iN TERMS
OF WORDS AND STEPS..
and yes.. i’ll then do my
tax return too.. indicating
of course.. the big fat zero
wHere iT says to pay green backs..
yeah.. i WiLL give.. not just to
the USA.. but the entire world..
so ‘they’ can continue
to kick me around
like a Soccer
Ball however
they find
me..
like a TEam
wHeRe ever ‘tHey’
find my words and steps..
ah.. a joY to bE free and
DEADLINE FREE.. HEHE.. AND
on top of that.. no one WiLL
have to scroll through my pretty
poetic responses and say oh God
i wish that pest KMF would go
away.. and alWays easy WiLL bE
to find my
responses
at the
very bottom
of everyone’s
comments section..
hehe.. and no more
twiddling my fingers
waiting for everyone to
get tHeir last poems iN
by the end of the week as
two weeks ago iS alWays
aLL caught
uP
for
them..
sorry. i probably
lost you.. in the full
context of what i am sPeaKing
but sure i’ll blAMe iT oN thE
ADHD.. and JoKinG too.. YNOT..
Dance on
baBy and
bE free
iN the
PoeTry of
LiFe set free..
still taKinG note..
dictaTioN.. et..al..etc..
by
A
WAY..;)
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YeS..
thaT Is
abouT thE
waY iT allthaTisiS
FuNny ‘littLe’ synchronoCities..
wHere tHe REaL SINGULARItY
iS THaT oF ONe WHErE
HuMAN
AnD
GoD
BeCoMeS
ONE.. yaH..
thE More i kNow..
seNse.. And gRow wITh
God oF Ocean FREE n0w
wITh no boundAries tHe
morE i SEe/FEeL oF TrUth
liGht wHen aLL iS sAid
aNd dONe.. noW
GOD iS thE Giggle
oF deAtH untiL
LaUgh
coMes
aGaiN..
anD yEs..
sTiLL taKinG
DictaTion to0 unTil
ThE GriN oF InFiniTy
RiSes A G a i N iN
WAve oF OCean
BliSS.. WaTer
droP i
SinGs
FaLLinG
RiSinG eVer
moRe iN NoW..
SHores exTendinG
fArTheR thAn i InFiNitYnoW..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/05/11/arrival-of-the-clown-shark/
Celebrate April Fool’s day always
now.. it’s what sacred clowns
do alWays
now..;)
One of the Kids from Middle
school.. labeling me
as such..
having no
idea of the
‘magnitude’
of tHeir “prophecy”
then.. heHe.. now..;)
And nah.. they didn’t believe me
back then.. when i said.. tRust
me.. you don’t even wanna see
me angry when i am
‘fooling around’..;)
Yeah.. what Jack Nicholson said..
‘wait ’till they get a load of me’..
but really i’m just
fulfiLLinG Katy
Perry’s
ET.. etc..
prophecy..
listen to the
words closely..
heHe.. as lInkeD
heRe as comment..
Did you kNow that the
name Katy means pure..
and the name Perry means
male form of Peter AKA Rock..
well now ya kNow.. tRust mE
or NoT while God and i Giggle..
and or Google as iT waS or iSnOW..
Yes.. and truSt meX2.. iF ‘you’ could see
my eYes.. in tHis photo not even ‘Jack’
could maintain
gaZe
wiTh
mE..
pARt of wHy
i wear these
cool sHades..
don’t wanna
bUrn anYone’s
eYes to HeLL..
(:..reference
Lucifer shoW
oN Fox now..;)
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i share one of those Facebook
‘ennametest’ thingies..
that picks my
‘apostles/angels
from my existing
Facebook friends..
all 49 of ’em..he..
HE.. yeah.. hmm..
and interestingly
some of the folks
who it picks rarely
like any of my stuff..
and no.. not many people
do actually check the
like box..
but it
seems
they
are looking..
like on blogs
but not leaving
a visible record
of their looking haha..
other than what my
stats say.. so
i say on
Facebook..
after
i’ve made
Peter Lorre’s
Vanity card
my
profile
photo..
Hmm…
Very Interesting..
and yeah.. it figures..
the frigGinG Algorithm
determines i’m juSt
a bunch of words..
dam iT.. i’m gonna
change that
soon..
i mean
seriously.. no
one much may
‘like’ my ‘stuff’..
but ya gotta
admit.. thiS
clown
iS F iN
Hilarious..
whaT..!
no F iN
Hilariousf..
look aGaiN..;)
As promised..
i’m back as an
Angel.. changed
from words alone..;)
And that’s what
Katrina says about ‘that’..
And this is my FBI LOOK..
AND OR SECRET SERVICE..
and i think there is a SonG for
that.. that i will add in the
comments section
just for
fun..
and haha..
imagine this..
if you haven’t seen
my dance antics.. a dude
with this look on their face
at the Hobby Lobby and or
Jo Ann’s Arts and Crafts
accompanying his wife
with her new
bead obsession
thingy.. breaks out in
joyous NUTcracker
like ballet.. in his own
little world.. per se..
and as usual.. all the
‘older’ folks are pretending
not to look.. as a wild pack of
‘young women’ in a group
of about.. 5.. run up and
video tape the whole dam
thing for social
media..
half the dead
pan fun.. is the
serious ass law enforcement
face i can put on.. while i dance
like i’m jumping over the moon
and back
iN balance
of course..
Life is Hilarious
when ya know and
feel just the things to
do to pull the toughest
funny bones of all.. but
i suppose it might
just scare
some folks..
but seriously
folks.. when was the
last time a ballet-like
dancer went on a
mean rAmPAge as
such.. grace spells
Love over hate..
end and
beginning
of story now.. no
matter the serious
F
iN
fACE..;)
Oh.. and
Superman’s
Dad too.. in the
Video of course..
yeah.. “it’s” only a movie..
after all is said and dOne..;)
Okay.. then.. back to
the Clown Shark
meme.. an Orca
also kNown as
a Killer Whale..
whenever.. they
are released from
captivity.. tHeir FiN
once limped over now
rises aGaiN tAll and strong
kinda like my dance routine
style of getting mY FiN back uP..
yeah.. like Free Willy.. wiTh WiLL..;)
i remind me of.. someone….
yeah.. weLL.. alMost..;)
Just anotHeR
gAMe ofF
Good SharK
bAd SHark..;)
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A few things i find fascinating.. weLL.. yeah..
more than a few.. but in the 2000’s.. serial
killing went down 300 percent..
vs.. the 70’s.. 80’s.. and 90’s..
and while teenage rampage
killing was quite rare until
the 90’s.. it has skyrocketed
since.. in relative terms.. of course..
and of course serial killers are often
psychopaths.. or other mentally ill
related actual diagnoses.. and yes..
most often it is some kind of sickness
oF hUman empathy that precipitates
the killings.. so.. rampage killings way
up.. as they were almost unheard of
in the 50’s.. and serial killings way
down.. but it appears
that our online
world
vicarious
twisted benefits..
at least give the
zero degree folks
with empathy something
else to do.. like everyone else
out of the flesh and blood life of
living
and killing
hUmanS now..
Bottom line for the teenage
rampagers.. are the loss of defined
social roles in life.. a place with the
pack oF work liFe sTILL hanGinG.. togEtHer..:)
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A few thoughts here.. after reading
over the “Science of Evil” last
night in B and N.. a book
by Simon Baron
Cohen.. while
totally free
doing my Tai-Chi
dance-like moving
and listening
to one
of my
favorite
Alan Parson’s
best of Albums..
The book breaks down
Empathy into zero degrees
of measure.. per P zero
negative for Pychopathy..
B zero negative for
Border Line
Personality Disorder..
and N zero negative
for Narcissism as all
disorders of human affective
and or cognitive empathy.. per
feeling someone else’s feeling/pain
to understanding it cognitively and expresSing
that understanding appropriately from seeing
non-verbal language in eyes to expressing
non-verbal language in mimicking and
speaking with body language..
and of course psychopaths
have almost zero feeling
for the feelings and
pain of others…
Borderline folks
can have issues with
Affective and Cognitive
Empathy.. as well as
folks with Narcissism and
the bottom line is both they and
others can suffer for it.. ranging from
prison time.. to broken human relationships..
and then there are what he terms as the Zero
positive spectrum of empathy disorder where
folks with Asperger’s Syndrome experience
difficulties with cognitive empathy but instead
of having a low code of morals as psychopaths
often do.. folks With Asperger’s often have a
Super Moral Code where the truth reigns over
what is even appropriate for the social norm
at hand.. so in other words.. for instance..
they rarely see myths as literal.. including
the one’s at church.. they
question everything
and if it is what
they see as
truth and
liGht they repeat it
over and over as they have
checked the facts over and over
and they are dam sure THINKING they
are correct in systemizing ways of understanding
patterns and equations that they got it all correct
and other folks
are wrong
wrong
wrong..
okay.. yeah.. i’m kinda like
that huh.. but through five and
a half decades of life.. OMG.. enough
observation and practice working with
around 200K or so human beings in my then
2 decade public relations career with the government..
and wake to sleep online in autism and poetry communities
and many other communities for over 5 years now.. i’ve come
to understand what makes human being tick tock as well in
terms of cognitive empathy practiced through many trial
and error ways through decades of just doing
it with all the tough knocks that have come
with that.. particularly early on.. yeah..
i’ve got stories.. about that.. that could
go on and on but for now..
it’s pretty obvious i see
and interpret
REAL PATTERNS
IN LIFE THAT MOST OTHER
FOLKS DO NOT SEE.. SO WHAT THIS
MEANS OVERALL IS A TOUCH OF ASPERGER’S
IS PROBABLY A PART OF THE BRAIN OF MOST PHILOSOPHERS
AND PRIESTS AND OTHER HISTORICAL SAGES OF THE AGES
THAT ACTUALLY GO AGAINST THE GRAIN OF CULTURAL
NORMED LIKES.. YES.. like my Grandfather Leo..
the X-Catholic priest.. who basically said this
is frigging bull shit.. i’m gonna snag me a
17 year old cajun wife out of
my parish
and have
a couple of
twin boys..
namely.. my uncle
and father.. who can
carry on the mission
of the name
in metaphor
of course..
And yes now.. with the expanse of online
knowledge systematizing folks like me who have
also become proficient in both types of empathy as
many folks with Asperger’s have extreme affective
empathy like me where for years.. i had more awareness
of other folks feelings than even my own as a separate human
entity.. and that is really hard when ya get into Super-Walmart..
the home of the poor folks stress.. getting by pay check to
pay check in crappy jobs or no frigging job at all
as slave to society as it works now..
so anyway.. i see/FEEL much deeper
than most folks.. and
online knowledge
and art has
enhanced
that so very much..
while there are
things i do
that no one else
does.. ranging from dancing
everywhere i go.. to nude art..
there are empirical reasons i do this
that work in synch with the art of life.
when science becomes balanced with
art.. per left hemisphere of brain and
right hemisphere brains way of thinking
and doing art.. from the interpretive to
analytical ways
of
gaining balance
in art and science
of life.. and sure i’ve
explained why many times..
ranging from the art of emotional
regulation and sensory integration in
moving.. connecting.. and creating ways..
and how sexual energy.. allows greater levels
of creativity and productivity.. as well as leading
to higher cooperative efforts among human beings..
and yes..
I FiN PRACTICE
WHAT i PREACH
AS MY STRICT MORAL
CODE WILL HAVE iT
NO OTHER
WAY.. AND
sure.. you can bet your
bottom or top dollar that
folks like the real Jesus Dude..
Lao Tzu.. and probably even
Muhammad.. to some degree..
had Asperger’s syndrome as well
as all the other sages of the ages..
who broke from the social
norm at the time
in history
of their
‘REVELATIONS’
OF what they saw to be
truth and liGht over the
history of where they
came.. and the
same is true for
many artists and
musicians as interpreting
music.. and patterns thereof
with extreme focus in a narrow
pArt of life.. is what makes the standout
in art who they become in the top of the charts..
as it were
and is for
now..
misunderstood
we are.. crazy we
are seen.. but real we
are and change we make
continuing always now!
WE WILL NOT BE
IGNORED WHEN
ALL IS SAID
AND
DONE..
and what’s ironic is
Simon Baron Cohen..
obviously has a touch of
Asperger’s too.. as he systemizes
Love into a science as well.. well
yeah.. God Lives in patterns
they are
everywhere
i’m always shocked
when folks say they’ve never
met God face to face.. i mean
JESUS CHRIST.. GOD IS EVERYWHERE
DAM IT.. CAN’T YOU SEE GOD FACE TO FACE..
yes.. i can
kinda get
ZEALOUS TOO..
but folks with the
truth and liGht tend
to do that.. as history shows
thank goodness burned at the stake..
hanging.. and stoning are not part of the
cultural norm too.. just deleting and banning
online.. and moderated out as such.. but this
is a brand new frontier with alWays somewhere
else to to move
on to relatively
still unscathed and
still kicking alive with
THE TRUTH AND LIgHT..
yeah.. jesus.. we are and
JESUS WE WILL BE..
and to be clear that’s
a metaphor or poem..
in ALL OF THIS.. REAL..
DO YOU SEE THE PATTERN
YET.. YOU DO KnOW THAT IS
WHAT JESUS WAS SAYING TOO..
THE REAL JESUS’.. ANYwAY.. NOW…
Anyway.. additionAlly.. a few personal trivia
notes to go along with the topic at hand
and feelings and patterns as it were and
is for now.. i was the first 10th grader
in my High School to ever be
inducted into the National
Honor Society..
voted as wittiest
boy in second grade
private Catholic school..
and yes i am diagnosed
by three professionals with
Asperger’s syndrome with
paper work on hand for proof..
which means yes.. i could probably
get some of my poetry published..
more easily if i played up the
i am an Autistic Poet card..
but nah.. ’cause i was
just smart enough to
get diagnosed for
disability credit
for not getting into
a job niche that i was
not suited for that would
literally kill me with stress..
per the social demands i am
not innately made to do.. Simon
Baron Cohen.. who has been an
Autism Expert for decades also suggests
that close to 15 percent of the population is
on a broader systemizing Autism Phenotype..
So many accomplished folks have this syndrome
who have fit themselves into niche’s of special
interest that work where they excel above
many others.. and make their mark in
science or art.. i am no different
really than many of them..
just labeled..
by another
systemizing
person named
as Doctor as such..
All our DNA is basically
the same.. it is just expressed
differently depending on environmental
challenges or not.. my challenges in the
environment.. are what make me stand out
now from bullies to being poor.. if it does
not kill your spirit
it makes
you grow
into something
else more beautiful
and artful iN smArt..;)
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Typical After Church..
Husband and Wife photo..;)
Typical Fred pose..
with Katrina’s Great Niece
Chevy.. no.. not the car..
the little girl with
the Easter
Egg Hunt
Basket..
with more fun
farm photos coming
to my ‘soon coming’
blog post.. titled..
“FReED MiNions”..
and no.. not
“Fried Onions”..
also of note..
in case the Sun is
shining off our skin
and clothes too bright..
both the little girl Chevy
and i have peace symbol
and sign.. proudly displayed
on our T-shirt sMiLes of peace..:)
Yeah.. Baby.. it’s more clear
to see In ‘thiS photo’.. it’s aLL about
Victory iN Peace.. and after today’s
Catholic Mass Homily that was aLL about
Peace per words of Monsignor Mike.. my
Old Tennis Buddy.. the Lady next to me.. who
also just so happened to be an old high school mate
who graduated in the year after Monsignor Mike did..
asked me.. did i know
in advance what the
Mass would be about..
and i said.. nah.. but yah..
this kinda stuff happens to
me all the time.. and it’s true
the closer a person is to the
God of Nature.. the more the
pattern of the tapestry of God’s
Art becomes one with one’s being
alWays now.. wHere God truly speaks
iN symbols and signs.. beyond human
words.. and i swear.. iF you reAlly get
close to God.. you discover God has
an incredible sense of humor
in the art of iT aLL
when walKinG iN liGht
as iT iS a protector against
the attraction of dARk iN Life..
an aLL Natural Law oF aLL things
iN tHe UniVerse
as liKe
attracts
likE noW
and stILL
the opposite
iN dArk can geT
toGeTheR to make liGht
real as the hUman condition
and the rest of NatUre too.. yes..
iT’s Like having All the cake and
iCinG too
aLL iN onW
n0w
Of Heaven
True but you’ll
have to find a
way here in this
other dimension to
discover the realLiTy
oF God’s reAl maGiC iN Now..:)
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SMiLes.. the only asshole i’ve ever
come aCross iS hUman cultUres..
religions.. and politiCs.. aLL
daughters and sons
of words..
Do away
wITh aLL the
words.. iN written
waY.. and wE wiLL depend
oN each other and Love Free
aGaiN.. but trUe.. Pandora’s
alpHabet has already been
reLeased.. and getting riD
Of thE alphabeT
soUp..
iS gonna
probably take
a major cataCLYSM
or a miracle of Love..
but as they say..
Nature
WilL
have
hEr way
evenTually
as God’s
redress
of
ReaL
as Nature
RinGs a SonG
oF real but i can
Believe iN Heaven
and make iT realNow..
my my..
magicK
iS REAL
but only
when iT
iS.. lesSon
oF thE Oracle
over the architect
aS the REAL WInNER..
iN Victory PeAce
Of BEinGnoW..
juSt BeiNg
FRe
ED
N0W
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KATiE MiA FredericK!iI 
Hi Leah.. it never seems to fail..
right when i think about writing to
you to make sure you are okay.. i hear from
you.. but oh my goodness thanks for sending
the second Email asking if i am still watching
the Lucifer show.. as i totally missed your email
sent on Thursday.. and did a search on your
user name to find this one.. oh God.. i get so
much eMail that i never open up.. and if
i did open it up.. i would never have
any fun.. smiles..
but alWays glad to
hear from you my friend..
and to stARt off i guess i WiLL
reply to your last OBTW question
to say.. yes.. watching every Lucifer
show and really enjoying the
humor of human archetypes
set free.. where the devil
becomes the angel
and the angel
becomes the
devil and so ironic
that what is free and Loving
per no money.. moving.. connecting
and creating.. is what is termed as
more likely evil in all fundamentalist
viewing religions.. including human
sensuality that is what sets our
closest primate cousins the
Bonobo all free of
violence and
most tribal
warring ways..
yeah.. monkey business
could teach humans a whole
lot on how to be peaceful easy
Loving joyful primates once again..
but people are too smart to feel
the truth and liGht of that
iN LuciFeRED way iT seems..
as cynical of the liGht
and afraid of the
dARk..
and sorry to hear
you are having problems
with the Romanian consulate
in passport issues and so glad
your sister is okay in Brussels..
as another darkness that comes
from so called Gods turning
into Devils.. of the
dArkest
dark of human nature..
and of course.. the U.S. in admin..
ways is just as bad.. in false
wars for lies.. like the
Iraq fiasco that in
real has opened
up this Isis
crap like
a rotten
can of
spOiled
sardines…
Ignorance Kills
the same as Lies..
and Love only Lives
when it tOuches heARt
more than words in a big
bLack
book
of so many
lies as well
and not so well..
And speaking of the Devil..
yes.. my birthday is 6660.. also
known as June 6th, 1960.. not a problem
sharing.. and whenever i used to visit the store
cashiers over here in red state fundie town..
the cashiers literally showed fear
when they saw the three
sixes on my driver’s
license.. oh the
price of
ignorance
runs deep
even for
a beer..
hehe..
and ha!
that story is hilarious
about the guy in Scandinavia
asked to prove that he was a male..
if that ever happens to me.. i will not
have to unzip my pants.. i’ll just give ’em
a link and say.. i’ll do it in an poetic and all
artful masculine with graceful mixed way…
Naked freedom is truly awesome.. as
truly there is nothing to hide
when more than skin
deep becomes
literally
real.. without
the clothes of culture
covering up what is REAL
in beinG human.. for now..
And HAx2 at the American
Political Scene.. it’s Karma.. the colors
of the Tea Party’s evil way has come to pass
in candidate FACE.. WITH BLEACHED BLONDE
COMB OVER FULLY in toW as well.. Trump has
zero chance of winning the election.. as even
some Republicans won’t have anything to do
with him.. it’s laughable.. and truly not
even worth watching to me..
as the dirt comes true
in hateful ways
and lies
of ways
are exposed
for what they truly
are.. pure division and hate..
of us vs them.. and build us a
bigger castle away from them..
And they call themselves Loving
Christians.. the Devil rears his
ugly
head..
and Lucifer
Lives on in liGht
in human archetype
metaphor of course..
as it is the essence of what
is real that is real.. end and beginning
of story now.. and even science proves
out how the altruistic Jesus
archetype.. lives
in human
Nature
when free
and balanced
away from cogs
of mechanical cognition
stuck in a file cabinet of dead..
And sorry to hear about your husband’s
troubles at work.. it is an insane work world
as is.. as far as i am concerned.. and when i
didn’t have to go back.. i truly hit the lottery
even with the worse pain known to mankind
from wake to sleep for those 66 months..
and truly i can say.. the only real
bright human moment
on the ‘Wrong Planet’
was meeting you..
as you are
human
and in essence and
what was left of many
folks there was from human
to me.. and if hell exists.. for
many it exists there like an opaque
window to what is real.. in human
heARt.. SpiRit.. and SoUL.. ReaL
as emotional being.. yes..
it is/was the opposite
for me..
FEELING iT
ALL TOO MUCH
but finAlly getting
iT all balanced in emotional
regulation and sensory integration
albeit at a cost of 166 miles a month
in dance walking.. but it’s truly interesting..
i am in complete control of my thoughts and
feelings now.. whereas before.. they were in
control of what i loosely named me.. before
for all those decades in life.. and my wife
has the same problem i had
then in controlling unwanted
worrisome.. thoughts..
but truly i do not
believe i could
have ever accomplished
this if i worked at most any
job now that culture deems
normal.. just to live 3 minutes
of the way i live now then..
would have been
heaven
beyond belief
as where i live now..
is a place of mind and
body balance that matters
not wherever i go now
to rest or walk.. iT is aLL
free a UniVerse within..
Real.. as all that
heaven and nirvana
and bliss stuff they talk
about as sages of the ages..
worth all the pain and suffering
to get here.. my friend.. as all thaT iS
real iS now.. and iT aLL feels eternal
to me for
now..
and somehow
i feel for sure it
will always be that
way.. just like the pain
will never come back
and if it does
i can
make it go
away.. as i do
with the structural
arthritic issues still
clearly visible on cat
scans and MRI’s..
and i hope
the same
for you
my friend..
as i’m sure the
paths are many but
i feel sure the journey
iN long iS samE for potential
free.. back to the heaven of now..
No worries.. about not reciprocating
communication.. once i know and feel
someone they alWays live in me.. no
matter if there is direct contact
or not..
but alWays a
happy now when
i hear from a friend..
my friend Leah..
and my latest
word play
is
FRiEnD
yes a
Fred in Friend
or vice versa sAME..:)
It’s worth noting that science now shows the only
thing that really separates a Yellow striped cat like
Yellow boy from a Tiger who is feral in the wild is size…
iN terms of killing in hunting skills..
both are equivalent for their
relative size and strength..
and for two Years before.. Yellow Boy
made his entry into our life.. as a wild cat
living in the woods snagging squirrels in lightning
fast action.. in a dry spell of weather.. crying under
our shed for water in his emaciated state of around
7 or 8 Lbs then.. vs. 15 Lbs now of solid body builder
skin tight muscle cat.. even after ‘the operation’ years ago..
when a Feline Leukemia diagnosis.. forced his entry inside
as a totally inside cat.. AS opposed to our other cat
who succumbed recently to challenges of diabetes
and arthritis.. a year or two younger than Yellow
Boy are like two different animals all together..
one raised with the hunt
of life in total state of being..
and the other waiting for
the next meal to be
hand delivered..
the lesson of
domesticatED vs. ferAL..
iN terms oF health and
well being.. is one of
much greater brain
and body power noW
iN general spRrit oF
Force iN Living aS
WELL BEING REAL..
BUT WHAT is even more amazing..
is how Loving an all natural killing machine
can become.. when provided kindness in return
in way of pets and predictable subsistence.. Yellow
Boy interacts with purpose.. and there is no question that
he is at least 10 times more mindfully and bodily aware
in balance still of his environment in 360 degrees..
never taking predictability for granted.. always
alert for the newest environmental change..
and challenge.. alWays waKinG to
spring into action on the screened-in
porch while the sun shines on his golden fur..
he.. taKing iTaLL iN.. in smells and sights of
Nature full and whole as one and he of God of Nature ONE….
Anyway.. the doctors many years ago now.. with the diagnosis of
Feline Leukemia didn’t have much hope for him.. but his wild nature
of healing himself trumps anything a vet can say or do.. as he is
the healthiest looking and acting cat i have ever come across..
and this cat has been my greatest teacher in my efforts
to un-domesticate myself back into a mindfully
And bodily aware animal.. wild and free..
seeing that we share much of the same
DNA as mammals and the thing that
makes us truly aLL sAme iS wE are
aLL A maniFestation of NatUre as Star
duSt bRinGs uS heRe oNe and sAMe..
from the point of the origin iN cycle oF
what iS alWays noW dARk and liGht..
deaTh and LiFe.. Winter and
Summer as Fall Springs again..
To bE one with Nature iS to
Be one wITh God as sAMe..
no BLacK Books required
to be God ONE aS SamE..:)
SMiLes.. my friend.. iN my teens i lEarned
that once my footprints were all that was
left in view after the condos disappeared
on the beach..
the lies were gone
and free was real..
as peace..
but i stopped
going after i was married..
to wife.. mortgage.. car loan..
credit card bills.. a zillion unrelated
to life associated facts with a quarter
of a century attached to one employer
as government.. rules and regulations..
and after all of that took my life away..
arriving back on that beach.. 18 years
later in 2008.. i swear it felt like i had
a comet tail attached to what was
real.. and shaking that tale/lie off..
was the best thing
i could have
ever imagined
that i could not
imagine then..
once again the
beach lives as me..
no illusion.. JUST REAL BLISS
AS NATURE WILL HAVE IT
FREE IN REAL
ANIMAL
HOMEOSTASIS
OF SURVIVING
WELL.. in moving..
connecting.. creating
giving.. sharing way..
TO EXIT LIES..
IS TO LIVE REAL..
i say thank you to God
as Nature aLL real and sticK
my tongue out aLL StiFF
At human
lies in big
bLack
books..
sort of like ‘Kali’.. or
the Fred Character iN
that movie calLed.. ‘Big Hero 6’..;)
Ah.. the gun issue.. almost as fun as discussing abortion…
and whether or not God exists.. and truly debating these
issues will all the egg head folks like me on the Wrong
Planet website.. during my 66 months of dentist drill
like pain in my right eye and ear..
that no drug would touch
is all that kept me going..
and truly my greatest wish
before i tolerated hell would have
been to have any gun i could operate
then to end it quickly and as painlessly
as possible.. but wait.. even dousing myself
with gasoline and getting all lit up in heat
was preferable to that pain.. that was
beyond any imagination in migraine
way before hell
came knocking
in my right eye and ear..
So.. with that and loss
of all of my emotions i can
understand the challenges
of living dead as alive.. and
when i discuss these things..
i never fall clearly on one side
or the other.. as my mind tends
to spread out in all directions as it
were and is for now.. sTiLL heheRe..
but living as a weak and defenseless
person relatively speaking with not much
user gained instincts skills in abilities into
how to operate my body in full three dimensional
space.. no matter if my legs pressed a quarter of a ton
then.. vs. a half a ton now.. when i lost the ability to even
go into a Whataburger for 5 minutes.. or even make it
to the shower for a bath as i was so weak.. i came
to find out why some folks wanna have
more protection than fists of fury
and kicks of feet.. and generally
speaking ninja sKills
as not all folks
are cut out
to earn
that way
all naturally
like i have now..
with zero doubts..
i cannot have a gun..
as a gun could spell a quick
end to me.. if that pain ever came
back.. no matter what i might say/feel now..
as pain and loss of emotions can change
all about a human
being.. except
perhaps a strict
moral code..
like mine sure..
that prevented me
from acting out on any
dead heart/spirit/soul way of being
alive then.. but anyway.. guns are not
for everyone.. and when human beings
live in large enough groups where folks don’t
know each other that iS really insane considering
how we are naturally evolved to be to connect
to 150 to 200 friendly eyes.. the super
altruistic nature of human beings..
more than even Bonobo when
free.. becomes one of
closer to devil
than angel true..
in large ‘civilized’ cities..
eyes look down and away
instead of bright connecting
and shiny stars of cooperating
for survival.. and we become
killers of humanity rather
than lovers together
for survival..
so the gun is
the equalizer
for hearts grown
to stone.. and sadly enough
the equalizer that makes love unknown….
as always survival is the bottom line.. so yes..
GUN.. a necessary
evil as tool
no different than
the written words.. cultures
and religions that take Love
out of the word HUMAN.. and
the other deadLINE.. as long as
human is human iT iS
easier to kill with
stone
than
fist.. wheRe
only life lives
WeLL.. wITh HeARt..
and yeah.. the fAct that all my
so-called redneck neighbors are
armed to the hilt with guns and i live
in a state where property trumps life..
they pay the price for me to live fearless
in a neighborhood.. that is safe enough
to leave the doors open… as only a
person who would welcome
death.. would enter
one of these
Florida
homes..
baby.. as hell
yes this is the wild
wild west.. where gun
draws are real in drawers..
and hidden
socks
of
ending life..
i live fearlessly now
with zero anxiety and
aLL Love ALL n ALL..
iT works for me..
and the new
style thugs
in bar parking
lots after seeing
what i can do with
my body.. move away
from me.. in smart phone eyes..
and pudgy fingers that rap tap now..
particularly as i look like i would carry
a gun
and be
sKiLled with
it as Law enforcement
heads will often do..
and so often
confused
as
undercover
wherever i go..
ah.. the privilege.. white
of the male.. the muscle..
and the fearless looking
alpha head dude.. it even
trumps Trump one on one..
if ya add in the brains and heARt wONe..;)
1:28 pm..
4042016
and back to dVErse
two weeks ago Monday
pursuing the melting
prompt.. in verb with
object.. verb without
object.. and noun
way.. oh my FREE
God i never
learned any
of the rules
of grammar and
stiLL made straight
A’s in English classes
as i did iT all natural without
instructions of this or that
or the other thing in speed
limits of
55.. and yes..
the Quadrille
form of this
prompt is actually
44 words.. but hell
no i can’t drive 55.. baby..
and expect to be free
no matter if
it is 44
or
1001
ways
to clip
my Wings
Short of aLL i can
be for now as Free..:)
Spring Loves with
or without eYes…
melt of hate
melt of anger
fear of melting
heArt.. lives in Spring..:)
Funny how humans
make imaginary
connections
of stars in
skies
into alphabets..
words.. and books
of lore..
and no
longer look
at sKeYes oF Real..
greater and more
mysterious than
any lore.. book or
words
as
idols
for REAL..:)
*
Ah.. muse of words..
Muse of Statue stones..
Muse of flesh uncovered
wins the game of Muse..
unclothed
and real
melted ONE..:)
*
Hidden MocKing
bird watches waits
and sings back A
Spring
of
Melting
Soul..:)
A SinG without meltED
heaRt.. no matter
vocal chord..
instrument
or other
sounding
device
iS no SonG
oF ALL iN
SpiRit Free..:)
Ah.. recently.. a poet
named Lillian did say
that boys and men remain
Pan when free.. now that
i’m free
i totAlly agree..
as melting
back
to
ALL oF i..:)
Ice crack bergs
cavern long deep
froZen and worn..
Tunnel oF vision
holds
until
human
melts real..:)
Waters oF Nile
fLow alWays now..
PyrAmid dust
aWay.. ’till
duSt cOmes
aGaiN.. aS Free..:)
Ah.. this reminds me
oF childhood iN free..
play outside and the
dark means dark instead
of lies In
liGht
inside..:)
Ha.. i’ll go in another
direction as this reminds
me of.. oh no..! ice
cream
and steak
again..
oh.. the challenge..
oh.. the thrill.. of
having
nothing
and sTart..
again..
and yes
for soMe feeLinG
i thInk that’s how
the
wHole
thing
works
iN sweet
and sOur
UniVerse way..:)
Oh.. Center Balance..
a star’s true liGht now..
You SinG a SonG
so warm
and true
yoUr arms
oF bliSs
are
mine
iN mind
and body
balance.. i Dance..
i SinG yoUr SonG..:)
Ah.. the blisS
oF seeing..
feeLinG..
no separation
iN TwiLiGht
skEyes
Of
Earth
and i..:)
SMiLes.. onlY reAl
difference between
most folks
and
hiM..
iS A sNowman
soUl iN
eYes
thaT
Love..:)
Ancestors
melt
iN
eYes oF aLL..:)
SMiLes.. i neVer
liveD unTil i lEarnEd
To enJoy chocoLate
melt
shirts
and otHeR
soiLed
waYs oF SoUl..:)
SMiLes
theRe’s
something
FunEreaL
about online..
i never figUred
out unTil i cAMe
to thiS ceMeTery..
Late..;)
Ocean soUl
withIn.. hidDen
streams river
out seas
oF sKeyes
iN
liGht aWay
froM oCean
fLoors
expoSed
as SpiRit
GroWinG
heARt onCe AGaiN..:)
UniVerse withiN
foUr seaSons
more
insIDe
WinGs
spReading
ouT.. faLL
SprinGing
Winters
Summer
balance
liVinG
asONeNoW..:)
SMILes.. vacaTions
trUly mAde for
Lovers to
get
toGeTheR
more than
away..
Oh..
staYcation Love..:)
Oh.. to welcome
Spring with featheRed
WinG..
Ah.. SaD oF
WiNter onLY
SpRinGs foRward
iN noW
Of i.. Green PiLL Love..:)
Truly sAd
whaT iS Love iNside
often fAils to
SpRinG
iN fAll..:)
SAdly.. humans are not
evolved to live in groups
of more than 150 to 200
Friend eYes.. more thaN..
wheN gRain iS stored..
means greed.. envy..
power.. status
and rules
materially
gaiNinG higher
now but how can
wE look aWay
from
sufferinGs
Misery noW oF
humaN iNsaniTy..
for what makes
hUmaniTy CaRinG..:)
Oh.. gosh.. this reminds
me of college and only
two things i made..
Tuna and
Peanut
butter sandwiches
and melting cheese
in my only microwave
tool of cooking.. ugh..
hot tuna and cold
peanut
butter.. oh
No.. school
years were
not the best to eat..;)
Quick side note..
it’s like Karaoke..
it’s just for fun
and feeling
with
no
hOlds
baRred
foR! FReEDiN!
Dance and SonG..!
as side note ends..
wITh IRish eYes..
wiTh not
a pint
oF
Stout
to gEt mE
thrOugh aLive..
poeTry LiVes aGaiN
iN onLine heRmes bar..
In thoth Of thot of i..;)
LiFe Of flAMe
joiN mE noW..
i wiTh uS..
wE
wArm
liGhts
bE..:)
Sadly.. greaTest control
humans have over
others iS finding
ways to harden
hearTs
from head
to toe
to Loved
ones near
to cut tHeir
SpiRit
from
SoUl
oF heARt iN fEars..
saDDer.. perHaps noW
are those who have
opportunities to
Love as
Free..
squandeRinG
iT iN spOils oF
Plenty Soils Free..:)
Well.. oKaY.. 3:30 pm..
25.. and a note and more
from
me iN 122
minutes now..
noW for sAnd
dance and eat
and what comes
next as maY..;)
Yes.. do the math
now Fred that’s
4.88 minutes
per poetic
response
effort..
even without
the side notes
added.. ha! science
and art bedfellows of fun..;)
http://ramanmauve.blogspot.com/2016/04/blog-post_4.html
Hi.. just dropped by to say Hi and
thank you for the Peter
Pan song.. a couple
of weeks
ago as i
catch up to
it now..
hope
you are
doing well..
now.. Raman Mauve..
aka Shawna iN current expresSinG..:)
http://ramanmauve.blogspot.com/2016/04/shimmera.html
And here is a two week in advance
response to Shawna’s offering
for today’s dVerse prompt
for ‘Shimmer’ poems..
at 11:42 pm..
4042016..
and i’m
ready
for bed
now.. more
fun Nature
photos coming
iN ‘morrow way..:)
SMiLes.. people
who like humans
alWays
shimmer
real..
and yes..
there are real
people in the world..
i’ve met a few.. here and theRe..
something
about
them
lasts..
it’s a soUl..
he
Art
and
SpiRit
oF wE..:)
Yeah.. baby.. S..
ya kNow we’rE
deep wheN wE
can see so much
iN juSt
one word
or letteR
UniVersEreal..;)
Facebook Rafiah sees my
current Yellow Boy Facebook
Profile photo.. and says Kitty
Love with one of those
big smiley face heARt
eyes sticker..
And i say..
Yes.. my friend.. Rafiah..
Paws and eYes of Love..:)
And before that she says..
Hunger pangs when you wake up in the
middle of the night… unsure emoticon
And then i say..
Yep.. i had those last night too.. about 3 am.. sTill
writing.. ending.. and too tired to grab a bite
to eat for empty stomach..
roaring.. feed me
now Freddy
now..:)
Rafiah says..
I drank a big mug of milk
then. grin emoticon
i say..
Ah.. yes.. mug of milk.. and
they say if you warm it up
it makes you sleep
even better..
smiles..
with warm
milk dreams..
my friend.. Rafiah..:)
Rafiah says..
Tonight I’ll have warm milk with a cardamom
in it and a bit of sweetener. smile emoticon
Have you ever tried cardamom milk?
It’s the best thing ever.
i say..
sMiLes.. My friend..
Haven’t tried it but will
certainly pursue what it is
with Google.. Winks..:)
And now i say..
Just practicing
the so-called small
talk that socially binding
friends do.. instead of making
it all into a science project of fActs..;)
Rafiah provides a selfie of her
teacher and her from school..
and i go on to say.. then..
Ah.. a photographic memory..
blessing and curse.. but yes..
mostly blessing.. and this a fine
tribute to your teacher.. my friend..
Rafiah.. but truly this is your noble
look.. as was in the first of five selfies
you have shared here since i’ve known
your Facebook presence.. and remember
your first Facebook go around with your
Seagull presence from the beach on my
about section.. and now you’ve
moved from Seagull
to Queen yourself..
i suppose Allah
smiles when
Allah’s children
express the beauty
of themselves.. so a
prayer is your face.. my friend..
Not unlike the seagull on beach..
prayer of selfie.. no different reAlly
than photo blessings of Supper true..:)
Rafiah says..
Know that you have very special place in my heart.
Your love makes me all cozy and baby like
all over again. I like you a lot Sir.
i say..
WeLL.. thank you.. cozy baby..
Same here.. Too.. And that feeling
is oxytocin as chemistry will do..
With real human friends..
Connecting
trUe..smile
emoticon
Hmm.. trying to
get my game face
on to work-out
changing gears
drasticAlly from
writing heARt felt
SpiRit SoUl iN
balance WiTh
writing poeTry..
and the Lucifer TV
show from Fox takes
a break tonight.. so we watch
a History of God on National Geographic..
with Morgan Freeman Narrating the story..
and while i’ve heard that Morgan Freeman
is an Atheist.. he just doesn’t belief in one
official version of God in One Book..
he has experienced his own
near death experience..
and discounts little..
in the realm..
of unknown where even
science is showing now that
human awareness lives on
after the brain technically
is no longer showing
signs of electrical
activity..
so yeah..
it’s wide open
to interpretation..
but probably wise to
live a Loving Life if for
nothing more than Loving
Now and all others and the
rest of Nature aka God too.. FeeLinG
it’s the best way i kNow and interesting
that the ancient pharaohs from Egypt
left their own style of Facebook
memoirs for posterity purposes..
in keeping what they cAlled
the KA of Spirit going
iN instance for
Ramses..
3000 years
later.. anyone
refers to his name
and life then.. which
is still a common one of
course sTiLL continuing
on in the 10 commandments
annual TV show noW too..
so let it be written..
yes.. so let it be
done and
modern technology
provides an edifice online
of even more of what folks
show as they would in words
in real flesh and blood life..
as often can be the
case.. we live iN
interesting nows..
wHere soUls live
online as long
as servers house the
Souls of nows expresSinG
that shalLow or OMG.. aS
F iN Deep
as mE..
heHE.. thE
soUl liVes oN..
onLinE.. iN server waY..;)
Yeah.. and spEaKinG of
uploading soUls and
beauty on line..
it’s hard to believe
at least for me….
from the olden
14.4K modem
days that i can
F iN take a photo
like this with a cell phone
camera.. and upload iT
in an instant.. wHere i used
to watch photos slowly slowly
scrolling down the square for
up to an F iN hour to download…
Technology moves
ahead iN soUl..
oF hUman
moVinG
waY.. liGht
and trUe too..
for noW..
oh yeah..
and that
my friend(s)
iS a Florida
Native Azalea..:)
http://decodinghappyness.com/2016/04/05/seeking-a-great-perhaps/
Aha!.. so Himali drops offline.. to become an
accomplished e-Magazine writer.. yes.. that
is wonderful news.. dear Himali.. as
to pursue yoUr creative
dreams in
now
is alWays
a ‘great perhaps’
and a way to growth
in moving connecting
and ‘passionately’
creating ways
of being now..
i’m not sure how to pull
up all those happy emoticons
for congratulations
and success..
but i’m
sure
you
get the drift
and flow hehe..
and SMiLes.. i am
so happy and proud of
you as creater.. my friend..
and am looking forward now to
both your online presence again..
and your new stories.. shared as well..:)
Ah.. Florida.. yes.. “Florid AHH!!” alWays
State of Flowers and Beauty.. Prajakta..
and you and your sister certainly
add to that on your trip along with
your handsome fiancé..
and of particular
note.. your
mixed heritage
brings such an
exotic shade of
eye color..
human beauty
is the greatest flower
of all in my opinion
particularly
when
unique..
as i see it here..
Your trip looks like so
much fun.. and i really
feel fortunate to live
somewhere like
this for
a lifetime..
my friend..
and yes! Harry Potter
and Magic.. it can be
real for sure when what
we imagine is what we create
as real.. fearless.. passionate and
Lovingly so.. when free as human..:)
Another thought here.. after watching
the History of God with Morgan Freeman
last night.. particularly uncanny and creepy
was the transhuman singularity attempt
of a very rich woman who is attempting
to make her partner eternal as robot..
but no.. there is more to human
than flesh.. or words.. theRe
is real soul
of eYes
and feeLinG..
and if i have any
goal of after life here..
it is to keep Loving with
words.. photos.. and other
stuff.. when folks randomly
stumble across me.. years and
years into the future online..
as i have created many
paths back to Love
the best way
i feel
and kNow
how.. to help others
find the greaTest potentials
of Love and Fearless Balance that i for
one feel blessed with now… tHeRe
are general ways to approach the
metaphor of getting awake and enliGhTened
iN thiS life.. but not many people have tOld
it from an autobiographical REALiTY..
with tHeir own peN and more.. iS..
wITh photos and videos to
accompany that to really
get a better feel
of what
iT’s aLL about
iN reality out of
just a book less..
It is better to make
liFe organic with words
than flesh that someone
else other than the creator
makes.. but trUly iN mY opinion
that takes poeTry over just words
for concrete stuff.. and that took me
an entire lifetime to develop any
potential for that.. well..
5 decades at least..
and truly there are two main
ways to create iN liFe.. one is
with offspring.. one is with
art.. and of course
both can
lead
to a legacy
of liFe.. as whatever
inspires iT makes It
real from now to
now alWays
NOW..
Love never
ages when REAL..:)
And i feel truly blessed as
in this post i will be able to pay
tribute to 8 extremely inspirational
people i have met online since arriving
back in 2010.. who are still with me
now.. in words
here.. and those
folks are chronologically
speaking.. in terms of
meeting these folks
online.. Leah.. Lala
Rukh.. Prajakta.. Rafiah..
Shawna.. and as of
late Himali.. and
gigoid…
And of particular
note.. of two people
who no longer
visit back
online..
is Brian
Miller and
Claudia.. as truly
i might not have become
the free verse poet i am now..
if not for their acceptance of free
writing that is as extreme as mine..
Brian Miller actually commenting on
my first very abstract free verse 6K
poem titled Revelation 66..
yeah.. the revelation of
my 66 months
in hell..
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/07/revelation-66.html
actually at the
time i named it that
as it was my 66th post..
but deeper meanings can
always come if we imagine
them real and make them real now..
And yes.. Brian Miller and Claudia
were the originators of the dVerse
Poet’s Pub.. i still enjoy it but it
was a much more open and
friendly place for creativity
and human interaction
before they left..
but that’s what
free likes
to do..
get
away from rules..
and someone has to
do the dirty deed for human
groups to function cooperatively..
however the community decides
the social norm will come..
but sadly creativity
with too many
rules
becomes
science over
art.. and that is
wheRE i too.. pArted ways
from linking my freedom tHere..
and would love to thInk that both
Claudia and Brian are like Himali
and offline still creating in tHeir
own way free of
the distractions
of what online
can become
in terms of
human politics
and strife of discontent..
O N E a n d S a m E..
and yes.. there are literAlly
hundreds of thousands of other
folks.. likely millions.. and even
billions.. and more.. including
the UniVerse and More
as God that have
inspireD
the art and
science of i
now.. nOne any
less important
than the
gRain oF
sAnd that holds
up the mountain
of i.. mE.. We..
and uS
alWayS
N0W..:)
SMiLes.. what we sense and feel iS real..
Words are a concrete/abstract illusion..
vehicles and vessels as home
for what is real..
Knowledge iS
experience.. aLL
else iS second hand
stuFF.. as iT were and Is
for now.. wE are raised In
a fArm/Zoo Of words.. no less than
fish or birds imprisoned/bred iN wires/
jars as words.. i keep that iN feeLinG
and Senses when i Dance and
SinG liFe without written
words oF symbols
for what
iS REAL is RA eL..
wITh KA for SpiRit..
as the experience
of aLL that iS thaT iS..
i.. and pARt of aLL
i FeeL and sense
aS real.. N o W..
and A best thiNg
oF aLL.. iS.. while words
stay the same WitH various
interpretive meanings..
and feeLinGs/senses
and also change NoW
as attached iN noW..
Feeling and senses
eXpand and contraCt
no less or more now
than metapHorus
as liGht noW iN
BLack hole S0Ns
and Galaxies
Of LiFe..
that
come from
dArkest
rEaches oF EiTHeR
hUman AND duSt..
So iN other
words
whatever
wE create goes
On for Now.. REAL..
when wE become
creators.. wE are
a Creator.. oF aLL..
Nature is THE creator
oF aLL wE see/feel no
doubt aBout
thaT
for folKs
who are pARt
and parcEl oF aLL..
IF i accomplish anything
iN liFe.. i hope thaT iS
to convince
a few folks
thaT
words
are not HUman..
God.. or NatUre alOne..
allone iS bigger than Roman
Numerals.. and accompanying empire..
as
Church
and State..:)
sMiLes.. my friend.. iN mY work/school-career.. the onlY
TIME for introspection and self kNoWleDgE in 42 years..
From age 5.. was mowinG grAss and driVing to
Tallahassee on the Interstate..
twice a year.. to visit
my father..
Yes.. noW..
therE are some
folks who try to own
the earth as oyster oF
tHeir own.. but tHeRe
are others oF uS who enGage
iN Life and Earth aS Pan oF noW..
As an epic pLay and gRound Of ReAL…
Culture.. Religion.. and Politics.. are
priSons but Nature reMains fRee
and uS who
fiNd A wE
practice as never
ending perfection as practice
iN liVing great.. and as alWAys
the hardest priSons are those
of senses and emotions
aLL barRed up..
wHeRe moving 360
degrees can free iT aLL
as so much more for N0W..
when liFe becomes more art than science..
i WiLL to bE the change i seek and that’s enough..
and i’m 5
aGaiN
works for me..
as Pan of I..
As alWays REAL..
happiness iS an iNside..
ouTside.. aBove.. so beLow..
aLL aRounD practicE oF
liFe
iN balance..
trUly simple
withoUt aLL thE
garbAge…
hUnt..
gatHeR..
eaT.. dancE..
sleep.. and take
a crap wHere no
one steps oN iT w/pisSinG…
i find iT works withouT fAil
butT i’M a dreAMer wHo coMes trUe iN liGht..;)
Wookiees
saY iT aLL..
iN RiVeR walKinG
Free..
GOlden CroWn
oF Love
aLL thaT iS
kiNd
couRaGe
FREE.;)
Ha! get me out of ‘this’
Target Dryer..
theRe’s no
gravity
iN hEre..
Or maybe i’m a
Petroglyph..;)
Katrina says ‘they’ should
make ‘this’ a permanent
graven image of
me on the Target
Big Red Ball..
and better
yet.. i should
do iT aLL
New Age Male Renaissance
Nude Art style.. and of
course.. not everyone
can imagine that
as well.. as
some folks
likely
can..;)
Dimensions of LiFe.. not limited
bY science for sUre.. as ‘they’
are not repeatAble
for anyone
but one
and trUly
not even onE
aS noW alWays
changes from n0w
to nOw.. but oh thE
diversity of experience..
C H A N G E iS delicious
withOUT illusory fears..
and of course
illusory
fears
are what
leads to neatly
edged sidewalks
of one way highways
to heLL of sAMe away
from growth and different…
Miracles exist beyond the ‘norm’
of belief.. as i as cynical as any
IN thE reaSon of noW.. and the
more dimensions of human
potential that i experience
through n0w.. the
more i realize
Harry
Potter
iS both
real and me..
iN juSt anotHeR
dimension oF course
mY F R i E n D
FReED..
aS iNner
liGht iS eternal
now.. and the ego
can bE Zen arT
per se
oF
i directing
I in Play
Of liFe
wITh
spiRit!
exciTing
a sImply
awesOmE liFe..
but aGaiN sTiLL
worKinG oN the
pILL that changes
otHeRs.. thirst step
iS
out
of
FEAR
and inTo
liGht of change
for different bEinG
LiFe iN moVinG
conNecting
creaTinG
waY..
wHere graVitY
iS floAting pi
iN I sKeYes
oF
i..:)!
SMiLes my friend..
gigoid.. in regard to CRAZY..
i’ve been Baker acted
twice in life.. once when
i was 21.. after a severe
depression.. precipitated
by the break-up of a first
Love.. and a lonely life of
a janitor’s job at night
in isolated buildings
and college
life with then
few friends
or money..
breaking out
in mania out of
depression.. 3 days
without sleep.. and
my mother insisting
on getting my head
checked and me
raising my
voice
at some
hospital
technicians
without the sleep
and them thinking i
might be dangerous..
and yes.. after 40 sleepless
days of 2008.. and wanting to
jump off a bridge.. but the thing is
while the first go around i had plenty
of imagination and creativity to get me
through.. emotions were dead the second
go around.. and i remember not having
motivation to do anything.. and the
so-called schizophrenic folks
in there.. while i was
numb in pain..
having a jolly
good old
now
pretending
they were someone
else.. i would have given
my life for just an ounce of
their so-called crazy imagination
to escape a world of pain and numbness
then.. after all.. more than anything.. i just
wanted to escape the pain and
numbness..
even if
it meant
escaping
life altogether..
anyway.. i fucking
value crazy now as it
was fucking hard for me
to escape logic and make
life magic as what we make
it is
what it
is and i fucking
make it awesome
as i kNow what death
feels
like
iN life..
all too well
from what no
longer exists as now..
my friend.. i have nothing
to hide.. and that’s a good feeling..
along with everything to give and sharEfree..:)
April 6th.. 4062016..
as you may remember
i love numbers and all
symbols.. as they reflect
the human mind and the
order/art all that is.. aka
God.. Allah.. Kundalini
R i S i n G.. the..
Force.. the Dao..
the Ki.. the Qi..
the Ka
the Chi..
the
great
American
Indian spiRit
as some oF
my ancestors
and i sTiLL say
for now
mY friend
Lala Rukh
of old of new
of now and sAMe
as Love can and WiLL
be to mE.. as those gifts God
sEnds and beGiNs are aLWaYs
real iN noW aGaiN i say my friend as REaL..
oh yes.. all the life’s one can live in aLL the
experiences that modern liFe bRings both
flesh and blood and iN mirror neuron way
oF aLL giVinG and shaRinG Media
that comes our way over
seconds.. hours.. minutes..
decades.. centuries and
even to the point
of the origin
oF aLL oF
BeGinniNg
and ending
noW iN Life..
anyWay.. wHeRever
whAtever and whenever
you are doing n0w.. hope
iS alWays iN change iF and
when we can.. WiLL and Do
leave
fear behind
my friend.. as
hope kind and Love
WiLL alWays defeat
fear anger and hate
as a course oF
Nature as
gifted
bY
God
as US
when set free..
sUre.. easier said
than dOne but mY
Life iS proof that God
iS possible iN uS.. iF
wE as mE as uS..
never
give uP
iN NoW
as trUly
magic
and miracle
my F R i eNd..
wHere God iS
hook and
we are bait
Fishing ONeNoW
UmbreLLa LOVEsWiLL..:)
WeLL..
back to dVerse
Poetry prompts
iN two weeks ago
Tuesday prompt
about words for
groups of birds
and other animals
same.. everything
iN Nature inspires me
Most.. all that is.. so
inspiration WiLL
not be hard
for me
to find
@least..:)
2:35 pm..
4062016…
DArk oF moon..
BriGht Of Sun
SinGingG
woRds..
Day dreAMs
NiGht sHares
so long to reaSon
Jack Rabbit’s SonG..:)
*
Scare crows..
smARter Crows grow
tools.. moVinG to out
smArt hUmans
bLack
crow
kNows
better..:)
*
SMiLes.. peaCocks
floWer briGhtest
sImply ’cause
tHey
got
the
job doNe
iN flYing colors..;)
Birds Words….
Colors
all that
counts as Flying
without letters
gravity
earth
bound
iN book..:)
Gravity.. friend oF
birds lone.. toGeThEr
aLLaSoNe…
Humans
dRag feet
alone..
balance
comes all0ne..
one right bird
foot balances
left..
peace
lives On..:)
Spiraling sky
Spiraling words
Spiraling waves
Bird moves..
connects
creates
ONE..:)
Ah.. a UniVerse
of Birds..
encyclopedia
of words floWinG
flying freely among
sentences
that move
no less
than
WinGs
that fly hiGher
than lower.. my friEnd..:)
Humming Bird
brides Nature..
feeds nectar..
swims
hiGher
Ocean Free..
never fear
depth
of
seer..:)
Harbinger
of death
human
comes
crows
pared
human way..:)
ugh.. yes.. rules.. regulations
city council
presidential
election all the same
birds fly
free of human insane..;)
Yeti..
STill
Freddie..
Sasquatch
dreAMs hAIRy
real and stINKy..;)
SpiRAling Hawks
and Seagulls
see the
Sun for
whaT iS.. exalTaTioNs
flYing ’round
and ’round..
now.. free
goes..:)
“MOCKEROSEROUS”
Mocking bird
Tyrannosarous Rex
and yet a hairy yeti..
As Wookiee too..
By
God
you’ve
captured
mE iN one word..
otHeR than freddie…;)
“MOCKEROSEROUS2”
Lake kNows no
gravity wHere
Swan Lake
flows..
Ballet
form
essence..
human
balance
free
effortlesss
with gravity…
human
drag
on..:)
SMiLes..
Bird kNows
no words..
alWays
hope
and
Free..
no fear
iN NatUre..:)
So many birds
but never any
parrots
here
but
one says
iT aLL
coMe
bacK AgAiN..:)
Birds SinG attraction..
soMe hUm SonGs oF nectar
STiLL otHeRs withoUt feAthErs
grOwl for strength and focUs..:)
SMiLes..
God
wastes
no food..:)
Ah.. birds
hOld the
secret
of liFe..
flY
with gravity..
and trUly hUmans
frEE WiLL do this too..
invisible from prey and
predator.. human flys land..:)
Side note here..
language is not
just a tool for
me.. it is play
thing
true
and too..
as side
note
ends
for
now..;)
SMiLes..
God’s greAtest
beauty iS iN
the muse..
and today’s
women are
up to date
God..;)
Oh.. my God..
parliamentary
procedure of Owls..
sitTinG down the
law of
Nature
just iN now
hoot hoot..
who cares..;)
TheY fly
TheY fly
parrot
says
that’s
aLL
tHey
kNows..;)
Art and muse
one iN liFe
without
as death
iN art
oF paint
and words..
and yeah.. baby..
i take advantage of
iT too.. the max.. and
It sHows In word
count
and photos
trUe.. tHeRe iS
a science to creatiViTy..
leave out the sex..
and tHeir
Is not
much
depth..
of what
makes
iT aLL..:)
SMiLes..
Birds above
Human murders
and cRaven illness
Crows kNow
fly
more
than fAll..:)
One wiTh hummingbird
challenging gravity
wiTh
greAtesT
ease..
One witH
gRound hUmans
partner gravity
wIth
dance..
Hummingbird
dance free iN
eYes oF feet..:)
sMiLes..
beauty
oF no..
can be LiFe..
And smArt
heroes Live
to do more noW..
too many folks..
are waiting…
on dead
heroes..:)
SMiLes.. i’LL
go iN anotHeR
direction
and say..
cuckoo
undeRstAnds
A nEst..;)
Oh tweet
oF birds..
gosSip tAils
Of hUman
woRds..
teLL
tale..
‘we’ live
LiFe
frEE..
strifeLeSS..
aiRinG
truth iN FLiGht
OF sKeyes..:)
Just dropping by
to check
out the
mountainous
deserts.. sweet
on top.. and
inspecting
iT aLL
noW..
without
any more
words of
hiLLs
and vaLLeys
iN
beLow..
have
fUn..;)
SMiLes..
yes.. trUly
iT’s simple
wITh
poeTry
any
thing
goes.. fly
RoBin fLy..
BAtman
iS juSt
a stiFF..;)
Ha! SMiLes..
aLL birds liVe
iN Heaven..
N0W..
In fAct
onLY
hUmans
hAve
lost
TheiR
Free..
maKinG
tHeRe’s HeLL..:)
SMiLes.. my friend..
aLL birds tEach
a lesSon to land
mammals like
uS.. FLow wITh
gOlden spiRAl
PHi
’round
Sun
witH
EartH
WiNd
WaTer
and FiRe oF
wAves iN ocean
sAMe.. inviSible
to preDator and
pRay.. masteRinG
graViTy
iN
co
op
WiTh
God iNow..:)
WeLL that ends
mY fliGht oF
poeTry for noW..
Now for dinner
a work-out
and
per
haps
a pARt
here aGaiN..
with “ChaSinG
Tales” coMinG
tomorrow aS WeLL..:)
5:05 pm..
04062016..
150 minutes..
32 poetic
responses..
calculator
says..
4.6875
minutes
in effort
each.. not
including
side notes..
including this..;)
Real Life.. Flesh
and Blood Facebook
Friend aLL the way back
from college..
over 33 years
ago.. yes..
Benny..
shares a
Facebook
poster saying..
“I’m so glad i grew up
in the 70’s and 80’s…
i did so much
stupid stuff..
and there
is not
a record
of it anywhere..”
And i say..
after i check the
like button of course..
But on the other
handS.. ‘crazy’
no longer
stands
out..wink emoticon
And truly that is why.. iN my opinion
as side note here.. why this is the
greatest era ever to drop
out and tUne iN
iS aS iT
weRe and
iS iN creation
activity now..
yeah.. baby..
folks like Miley
Cyrus and so many
others pave the way
for human freedoms unlimited
with little room for i ain’t eva’
seen that before.. iN expecT
ATiOnS noW..
and even iF
iT iS something
brAnd new.. kinda
like some oF
the stuFf..
i do..
iT juSt goes
along with the mEMe
Of Now.. oF crazy
as the
new
black
baby..
alWays
trUly freE
iN noW..
for those who
can afford to be FREe..
of course.. as the system
for bucks.. overall.. yes..
sadly enough..
sTill frOwns..
oN thE
rogues
among uS
for more totAlly frEE..;)
Hi again.. the other Mary..
and haha! speaking of infinite
“pi’s” my website is kinda like that..
averaging around 20K or so words
including the comments section and
somewhere around 3 GB of photos
on each blog post.. in latest style..
and up to around 100 poems now
from dVerse too.. as i am coming
up on my first annual milestone
this April of poeticAlly responding
to every single prompt and every
single link.. and making my
third blog style free
verse Novel.. where
this one will be well
over 100K words..
or perhaps even
200K.. i stopped
counting long ago..
and let the Word Press
engine do that.. and yes.. technology
is just now catching up to my brain.. hehe..
as the iPhone 6s.. with LTE Broad Band
access and iMac computers with fast
Broad Band access will open me
up.. but even before i purchased
my latest iPhone 6s.. i could
not open me up
on Mobile
either..
anyway..
technology is
slowly catching up..
but it becomes more questionable
as time goes on.. if many other folks
will even be interested in what i am
doing.. as it is pursuing human potential..
which means moving ahead and not looking back..
anyway.. if you are ever interested in what i am doing..
my two blogger blogs are basically a copy and paste
of what i do on Word Press.. and they are much more
streamlined and open much more quickly and my views
are somewhere around 300 to 400 there a day.. much
more than what i get on Word Press.. for obvious
reasons.. but anyway.. the fastest blog
is at:
http://katiemiafrederick.blogspot.com
And i also occasionally provide this
information on my Word Press blog
and will use this as a copy and
paste to explain what
i’m doing there..
as well again..
anyway.. i’m basically
a traveling blog anyway..
responding iN poetry way..
and the responses i get are
kind enough for me wherever i go
now .. when folks have time.. i’m retired..
extremely healthy now.. after 66 months of
shut-in severe illness from the years of 2008
through 2013.. and after a 40 year drought of
creativity.. basically during my work/school career.. i am
gonna make the most of this creative spurt as i kNow/feel
what it’s like to have no idea how to be creative.. liFe
iS much
better
wITh
moving..
connecting
and creating..
without iT.. truly..
iT is dead to me..
anyway.. thanks again..
The Other Mary.. you have
always been a very nice person..
whenever i visit you.. and i appreciate
that very much my friend.. God Bless..:)
“A coward is much more exposed to quarrels than a man of spirit.”
This is a particularly wise one from Thomas Jefferson today..
friend gigoid.. as truly to walk tall and fearless is to avoid
conflict.. and to be confident
is to not need conflicts
for spirit
that does not
regularly exist
as vibRant bEinG oF LiFe..
And it remind me of Yellow Boy.. the
feral one vs.. our cat Moby.. the
big domesticated one..
as he hid from any
male stranger
coming
into the home..
but Yellow boy moves
directly toward the stranger
and sniffs his hand to see what
iT is.. human.. those hands that feed..
that’s all
he needs
to smell..
as cats
are for fights
and reproductive rights..
As you know i Love the written
word.. and the more i play with
it the more i engage my
imagination and
creativity
in fuLL of now..
in floW.. iN ZoNe..
but no.. that’s not enough..
as gaining this state of beinG
oF miNd.. helped to cure me of my
pain.. but it was the dance of lifE
that set me free with the
rest of humanity
bOld
and trUe
iN liGht noW..
wiTh ultiMate
fearless confidence
i never experienced before..
and iT is true.. when a human walks
witH strength and confident grace..
eyes do not challenge as much..
and often look
away..
unless it is the
female of the species
who is bold as well.. hehe..
i Love being animal more than
a human.. i truly do.. as before
i lived in ideas in my head almost
only..
and now
i life as wild
cat free.. and that
is the best feeling i can
imagine.. being comfortable
in my own furry skin..
i never ever had that
before in my life..
after age five..
but the photos
before that
show
a child
of Nature
comfortable in tHeir
own skin.. and that my friend
is what is also increasingly evident..
among a population that is now assessed
by science as having the attention span of a gold
fish.. overall.. a population where there is a disconnect
between mind and body balance.. is a population who will
melt
at any
national crisis
or catastrophe of the future..
and yes.. inevitably.. it is coming..
as i have seen the hatred from where
it comes from.. up close.. and personal..
and unlike.. when Hurricane Katrina
came.. this go around..
i for one will
be comfortable
in my own skin..
thAT iS a huge plUs
iN enjoYing liFe.. as i live
in a place that has no
value to
be destroyed
by others.. iN fAct..
they would probably
Love the Nature oF iT
so much.. they would
drop the bomb and
embrace the God of Nature FREE..:)
Ah.. yes.. synchronicity.. my friend..
back in the dead zone for those 66
months it was non-existent but
continues to accelerate
now as i stay
iN
ZonE oF
floW as a practice
oF art as the tapestry
Of allthatis naturAlly
streams along as no
separation ‘tween iT
and i..
and that my
friend iS trUly
greaTest magic misSinG
then.. back in the dead zone..
and noW iT seems when one
goes wiTh tHeir trUe WiLL Now
for each individual.. that iS when
liFe SinGS the most beautiful SonG
oF aLL my friend.. iF you WiLL.. a perfect
practice oF SonG iN Fearless Unconditional
Love.. theRe iS no way thiS whole thingy could
fiX iT self to mE.. iF not for real aLL natural magic
mY friend..
with the hUman
miNd and BoDy balance
coming with the metaphorical..
Quantum bEinG WitH the rest
oF Nature.. unleashed.. released..
and sIMply
and complexly
iN Balance.. a
feeling and sensing
gAMe that iS beyond
words oF i.. mY friend..
yet as real.. as any label or
symbol.. i for one.. feel or sense
or even
kNow
for REAL..
So in other
words.. i have
great hope.. faith
and belief the whole
thing WiLL work out..
iN caring way.. but no..
i kNow not how that
WiLL be.. iT
iS beyond
words..
aGaiN..
mY FriEnd..:)
SMiLes.. My friend..
i never play the lottery
Either.. But some how
i won it beyond all
Reasoning odds..
ThaT iS my
Magic and
Most ironically
For me.. At least..
It would be unreasonable
To not have hope with my own
Personal evidence at hand now..
But no.. i still refuse to
play the lottery now or
gamble.. as money is a
Tool that no longer
Rules me.. i’LL
Stay wiTh
Art
Of
Thrive..
sMiLes..:)
SMiLes.. my friend.. SOHEIR
iT’s True.. Allah iS WitH uS
when wE humbly ask
in terms
oF Love
iN fearless
way.. even iF
tHere are no words
to completely describe
iT iN hUman Language
way.. and ha!.. jUst wrote
about this a few minutes ago..
somewhere else.. as the tapestry
of God fLows when we Flow as oNe
iN ZonE
oF
ALLah..
Happy Friday..
mY friend.. and may
aLL yoUr prayers worded
or not be fulfilled 10
fold for noW..
iN fearless
Love..:)
https://thefeatheredsleep.wordpress.com/2016/04/06/water-grows-deep-blue/
SMiLes.. my friend.. the feathered sleep..
this reminds me of my own real struggle
with illness.. depression.. anxiety..
shut-in agoraphobia
for 66 months..
a perfect
storm
of dead
human living..
and this is hell to
escape.. iT truly is..
i didn’t think i would ever
escape.. the darkness.. the
anxiety.. the river of hades
iN pAint
oF pain..
that only
fuNKs..
deeper
and deeper
into darkness
of dissolution
of alL iT meanS
to be alive.. moving..
connecting and creating..
but truly i imagined myself
out of that place in the written
word first.. and what became word
became living life.. and reality now..
beyond my wildest dreams
then.. but what i kNow noW..
iS we do create our own realities
iF and when we are able to find a
path to make iT happen..
and blogging trUly
was A blesSinG
to me.. as
all i could
find was
dark everywhere
i turned online.. so i made
my own liGht.. my own truth
and my own liFe more real than ever before…
Most people cannot understand in the flesh
and blood life.. how anyone could be as
happy as i am..
but the fAct
is i aM
’cause
i wiLL and Can….
WiLL and Do iS aN
ultiMate truth and liGht
oF liFe.. and more beautiful
than ever when ruLed bY Free
and Fearless Love.. mY friend.. the
Feathered sleep.. may yoUr WinGs
liGht iN LiFe
wheRe trUe paTh
oF JoY iS alWays noW..
or perHaps wE WiLL
Dance iN spiRit
and fiNd
iT
toGeThEr
mY friEnd..:)
the feathered sleep says..
“You have already turned so much
around by being the luminescent soul
that you are as well as a prodigious
empath and all round good person, the
world sorely needs more
people with your heart”
And i say..
SMiLes.. mY friend..
Believing iN sprout
oF seeds..
And thank you
That rates
As one of the
Most eloquent
Compliments
i have
Ever
Received
As you are
A gift.. My friend..:)
Put on a Happy Face..
Wait!.. i did that
in the last
profile
photo
status
thingy..
anyway.. celebrating
my 105th week of dancing
at Old Seville Quarter tonight
with all the cool college age folks..
who will be dancing theRe.. and yes..
here in a way.. more fun dance photos
coming around the wee witching hour
of 3 am on Friday morning.. but
meanwhile.. OMG.. the latest
post.. ‘ChaSinG Tales’..
is reAlly getting
long.. so now
to gatHeR
thAt aLL toGeThEr..
and publish online..
before the rave of
dance staRts and
goes on and on..
until the new photos
arrive in ‘ChaSinG
Tales’ soon to come..:)