22 Responses to WiNDoW SEaT BiBLE

1. katiemiafrederick says:

   May 21, 2017 at 2:15 AM

   Facebook Friend Rafiah from
   Pakistan and also fellow Poet
   Blogger statuses that it is
   a Pleasant Breezy Day
   where she is at
   alone so i return
   again in what
   Humans name as the
   smALL TaLk oF Describing
   the Weather and Happily say..
   ’cause i have something to say
   anything at all per say.. hey..

   Torrential Downpour here..
   Opening Automatic Doors
   of Stores.. over now..
   for
   night
   night too..;)

   AnyWay.. you have no idea
   how literally hard that was
   for me To Do for many years
   as when anyone asked me how is
   it going all i had to say was just been
   working working no matter what the weather
   was.. just working working.. and now i have so
   much more to say.. that it’s not even funny to some
   folks to sit through or stand through a FredTalk now..;)

   AnyWay.. roll out the Black Carpet as yes.. although it may
   be hard to see in ‘this’ raTHeR shAdow BLack Shirt photo but
   DarTh is tHeRe on the Fred Shirt for all to see in the Dancing
   OPen Public toniGht.. during the Torrential down pour too..
   as hey.. just more time to wait it out with Ecstatic
   Bliss of Public Dance in Winn Dixie while
   otHeRs Braved the liGhteNinG
   and THunderstorm in fear
   of having nothing
   to do but
   wait it
   out
   without an
   Ecstatic Dance
   Trance like me floating
   on beyoNd Cloud 9 to Numerical
   Fool Number 0 of hUman Archetypal
   Fearless Bliss no sweats just Nirvana and
   sure DanCinG in the Rain up to my ankles
   in Deep water.. soaKing my new Leather Nike
   size 11 and a half Shox Shoes of which i go through
   a new pair every three or four months.. anyWay with about
   15 pair or so under the bed and here and there in case they
   stop making them and i have to go back to less tread hehe..
   and it’s true they are selling them but no new brands have
   come out in model way since 2015.. and yes NoW shoes
   are a reAlly big deal of overall foot.. leg and hip
   and even back health when dancing
   7404.50 MiLes in almost 45 months
   as of the end of May.. 2017.. so
   sure it’s wRite oN the
   ToPic of Dance
   as is this
   SonG
   By STinG
   per tHE BooK oF mY LiFe..
   currently named “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
   Longest Long Form Poem.. STiLL eXSeeDinG
   4 MiLLioN+ words in 45 months of effort too and
   NoW while this MacroVerse stARt heAR makes
   the 774th MacroVerse aS “SonG oF mY SoUL”
   effort.. this sAMe MacroVerse also doubles as
   103rd oF “Nether Land Bible 2017” aRisinG
   from May 30th.. Memorial Day 2016 then
   noW 1,588,480 Words in this 12th Now
   Month of wRiTinG as this MacroVerse
   NoW WiLL likELy eXPaND thAT total
   to 1.6 Million words or so NoW iN
   this twelve months noW as when
   Memorial Day of 2017 comes
   on May 29th.. that Publish
   Day of 105th MacroVerse
   aS “Nether Land Bible 2017”
   WiLL likely Arise to the Golden
   Mean Ratio Spiral Number of PHI 1.618
   MiLLiOn Words wHeRE thaT MacroVerse then
   WiLL be titled “Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”..
   already exSeeDinG.. the Kings James milestone
   of 1.566 MiLLioN words of Double that original
   Centuries old and tried and trial effort among
   literally thousands of folks if one counts all
   the copying scribes and Oral Illiterate
   Aramaic Desert Roads Tradition
   for around 4 Decades before
   the smARTy Pants
   Literate Greek
   Writers
   Cherry picked
   the pARTS of many
   sects of Christianity ranging
   from beliefs in 1 to 12 Gods
   and most all the ‘tween of all thAT iS too..
   i AM as ‘they’ say too.. STiLL of course as allthatis too2..
   so.. anyway.. DarthFred is much improved now as dARThFred Dances
   everywHeRE he goeS iN fACt what used to be the dARk Force haS and
   iS now BecoMe the LiGht Force.. ignore the Uniform.. it’s juST another
   STar Trooper muse to fool the enemies of TruTh and LiGht and
   Wisdom and Beauty too.. but hey.. the 22nd per the usual
   Monday Date of MacroVerse publish along with
   HoLY and SaCreD Thursdays as everynow
   iS HoLY and SacRed To “dARtHFred NoW”..
   oh Goody.. thiNK i’ve alREady got a title..
   hehe.. yes that 22nd day of May
   is also the 3rd Anniversary of
   My Father’s Sudden Death
   and with a little respect
   to Dear Old Dad who
   sadly i never really
   got to kNoW as long
   before thaT he wAS
   iN Law Enforcement
   as pArT of thE LIGht
   Force alWays doing his
   beST not to beCoMe pART
   oF A Bad CoP sHoW in DArK
   ForcE WaY too.. 46 years.. juST nOthinG
   leFT tHeN iN EmoTioNal SPiRiT of ExPreSsinG
   hIs HeART and soUL to his Children and that’s
   the way it goes in my Book of Life too.. hey.. no
   book of life would be wHole without a few thorns
   and more of crosses to tale a story acRoss the
   spectrum oF LiGht and dARk.. and as the
   archetypes of heroes go.. it’s common
   for the most masculine dude
   with will and strength to
   come aCross the
   Girl who won
   best figure
   among all the
   Girls in 11th and 12th
   Grade of Grace School with the
   Hour Glass Figure too to bear big BiG
   headed boys and girl babies theNoW wiTh
   Super Brain Power too.. to make a difference
   and MaRK iN the World with those Big Heads too..
   and as what happens often when the.. rush of opposites
   attracts happens the division of the genders go their separate
   ways and then the Nest and Mother and these days single Mothers
   who work are left to fend for tHeir NesT YouNG too.. in my Father’s
   Case it was with a Business Woman Mother and a Father he never really
   knew then either in a scandalous marriage to his Mother as Cajun Spice
   in the Catholic Church Parish that my Grandfather once pastored.. yes.. he
   at 36 years old and her at 17.. and like any ‘good’ Catholic Priest.. waited
   to consummate the marriage until age 18.. then and shortly after that those
   child bearing hips had my Father Fred and his identical twin Brother Ted..
   and i will provide photos of those rather TwiiLiGht Vampire sHow as dArk
   Haired and Green eyed men in a few too.. who looked like they might
   live forever too.. or at least be placed iN NoW thE Longest Long Form
   Poem ever and longest Human SinGle HUman Made Super Long
   Long Bible too by far by far and far some more.. as imagine
   going to school one day and finding out your
   assignment to get your PHD iN Piled
   Deeper and Higher was and is
   to write a 1.618 MiLLioN WoRd
   Bible and online Publish it
   from Memorial day
   to MeMorial
   day in one year
   sPan of 2016-17 and
   of course to wriTe A
   4 MiLLiOn word “SonG oF mY
   SoUL” that in that case would of
   course be the SonG oF yoUr SoUL aLonG
   with 45 Months of Public Praise Dance everywhere
   you go for 7400 MiLes in yes that sAMe F-spaN of time
   to write the 4 MiLLioN and PlUS woRd Poem too.. and
   of course you had to do the total of 12 MiLLioN words of
   Homework over the SPaN of a total of 78 Months too to
   even get to this point now.. as the size of around 15 King
   James Bibles in volume of words online published too..
   so what DO you do.. hell what would even Jesus DO..
   i know what he would do.. he was/is Illiterate
   Aramaic so he would say Fuck no..
   you FucKinG Do it Fred.. i’LL
   do the other Miracles
   so-called
   attributed
   to me and you
   can live in hell on earth
   for 66 months per what i said
   about John 14:12 TrUE And do much
   greater works than i could ever imagine then
   in the skill i haven’t quite lEarned yet of writing words..
   and the if it’s true what the scholars say that the supernatural
   part of what so-called Jesus did was/is only myths and of course if
   he was just as a man and a son of man as he clearly stated he was.. YeS
   that reAlly makes his sacrifice even more worthwhile as he had no Seed
   of Faith Greater from God than we do as mere mortals too.. Mustard as they
   say but here’s the thing.. if it wasn’t for whoever they made Jesus out to be..
   even a HUman Archetype per collective subconscious MiNd and folks
   Like Jung SinG the DancE and SonG of hUman PotEntial more NoW
   too in Metaphor of Astrocytes of Glial Cells iN Quantum effect
   and affect of WaVinG Ocean of BrAIN aS MINd
   and BoDy BaLanCinG SoUL as OcEAn
   eVen More IN HumaN and naTure
   as all that is God Given Gift
   to us as HuMan Nature
   sAMe as fractal
   ParT as wHOle
   oF God PotEnTiaL
   LiVinG withiN US as wE
   bEcOmE PaRT AS OceaN WhOle
   MoRe NoW.. hmm.. sometimes it feels
   like i’M LiVinG iN a Ten Commandments
   Like MoVie and i’M the only Actor who Knows
   this is going down for isReaL NoW but ain’t that
   the way the Van Gogh’s and other Artistic stories
   Dance and SinG oF aS HoLy and CreaTive SPiRit DaNCinG
   and SinGinG More than BeFore as the Herd is not quite now
   ready to see that much.. God stAr iN HuMaN eYes yET.. hmm.. yeP
   like your face is so briGht it is BLiNdinG me as the Young Woman
   told me when i sang in the church choir in the 80’s getting HiGh
   off the HoLY CreATiVE SPiRit IN Free Verse Vocal SonG then
   as i WiLL joIN the MetAphor of Choirs of AnGeLs SinGinG
   Lead tomorrow at 11 AM from the Back Row at church with
   A Voice like LiGhteNinG and Thunder iN HarP
   HuMan Like Way.. anyway.. so
   i’ve told in real life by real
   humans that my
   voice is like
   LiGhteNinG
   when i get all Ecstatic
   iN Transcendental way
   of BeinG LiGht.. ForCe
   OF EmoTioNal and SeNSory
   HUMaN DancE and SonG with
   the Chi of Eternity and the UnivErse
   iN the LeFt PaLm of My Hand.. it’s true..
   i’Ve alWays had the Ability to manipulate
   a three dimensional invisible textured object
   continuously changing in the left palm of my hand
   since before i could even speak words and nah..
   even on the ‘Wrong Planet’.. there was no one
   who could relate the experience of doing
   that.. sure.. just another Neurological
   Disorder or Perhaps
   JuST aNoTher
   UNiVerse
   Waiting
   for Birth
   when i hatch
   it.. hehe.. as i don’t
   have any flesh and blood
   children now to carry on and while what
   i say is literally true in sensory and feeling
   way.. it is also metaphorically true that i birth
   a giant baby book NoW with both palms and fingers MoRE
   of Hands.. and sure.. this Book oF MY liFE is UniVerse whOle
   as far as words go.. on you kNoW all the significance some folks
   give to words.. iF I AM A KinG of Words who and what does that
   make me other than an AlphAbeT man with a Love for NuMbers too..
   and yes.. Photos and Videos and Songs and other Symbols too.. born
   Hyperlexic in decoding all stuff symbols as precocious reader
   and late sPeaKer at 4 years old on the Autism Spectrum
   and yes mumbler and stutterer with folks making
   fun of me before i eventually grew out of that
   decades later and became an Epic
   Long Form Poem and New
   Age Bible Writer too..
   anyWay.. i am the NoW FuLL NoW
   PLaY FuLL NoW actor and director
   and producer and photographer NoW
   in the way of over 100k fully illustrated
   photos to possibly wRap a mind or body NoW
   around what i am doing now too.. and then like
   prophet Isaiah.. not only did i do it naked aRouNd
   FoUR noT three years in legal and somewhat restricted
   public view.. i also did it like King David and Egyptian
   God MiN promised and did it too.. thing is that was pArt oF
   thE Ecstatic Transcendent Meditation Part oF iT IN Human noW
   MoVing SenSuaLity way nowthenow as Tantric way of BeinG HUman
   Now Meditating too.. in trance way of enhancing Neuro-Chemicals
   and Neuro-HorMones..eTc2.. to make Creativity and ImAgInAtiOn Fly
   FaR off the page as the 7400 MiLes of Dance alloWed me to do this
   all Natural too without any 60’s and 70’s Beatles and Led Zeppelin
   enhancements of illicit substances to increase my Human
   PotEntial In CreaTiviTy of eXtreme Focus and
   Now Mind and Body FullER awareness NoW.
   so.. suRe.. theRE IS A science to Creativity
   too as an arT of DoiNG MoRE NoW too
   by follOWinG somEwhaT
   oF A Systemizing
   routine and
   religious
   like binding
   force of ritual too..
   Holy and Sacred Thursday
   and Dance and what i’ve metaphoRed
   that to be in the past too.. anyway.. it’s also
   true that science at least NoW in pARt backs uP
   that what i’ve done really works NoW to enhance
   HUman Creativity and Productivity too.. well.. sure
   i can most dEfiniTeLY prove the results in dARtHFred
   Case study way too.. you see.. not only am i JusT dOinG
   iT.. per John 14:12.. i am LiVinG a Paper TRaIL iN Electronic
   way that IllustrateS more than fully how i made this all hapPen
   NoW.. sure.. if anyone ever even gets past 140 Characters of
   Modern Human Attention Spans as Science now equates
   the Average Human Attention Span oF a GOld Fish
   NoW.. So.. WiLL anyone ever match this effort
   NoW.. suRE.. iF they SeT tHeRe soUL
   aFiRE Luke HoT too.. OthER thaN
   thAT.. see ya on
   Twitter
   and
   HaikU
   Baby while
   i continue to run on.. hehe..
   and yes.. those new colored
   FredKu Opportunities on Facebook
   Statuses are/is MiGhty cool for short StuFF Too..
   butt why be a Creek when you Can and WiLL Do Ocean God wHOle2..;)

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2. katiemiafrederick says:

   May 21, 2017 at 9:56 PM

   Katrina says.. i am kinda
   like the male version
   of the Mona Lisa..
   as my eYes
   WiLL folLow ya
   all aRound the room…
   hehex2.. or times 1.. anyway..
   Oh Lordy.. it’s a full moon.. and ya
   kNow what that means.. YES IT’S
   NOW TO DANCE.. AcROSS THE
   SEVEN SEAS OF COURSE.. LIKE
   THE THOMPSON TWINS SAY TOO..
   and sure.. yA can cAll me the Doctor
   oF dAnce2.. And.. oh boy.. i’m doing
   mY best not to change into
   Werewolf/Vampire.. i’m
   not sure which one..
   but i understand
   Vampire is the
   much sexier
   choice of the
   female gender
   and all of that and
   after all when my Dad
   and his Twin Brother were
   kinda young they too could
   FeeL the BilL of Vampire too..
   i’ll have to find a photo of them
   to share with Dad on the Right
   per First Fred and Uncle Ted
   on the left.. yes.. they were
   identical Twins2 and of
   course my Dad
   passed away
   in ’14 and
   Uncle Ted
   is sTiLL GoInG
   StronG Approaching
   84.. close to the Summer
   Solstice.. my original planned
   birth date until the Doctor went
   on Vacation and delivered me
   2 weeks early on 6660 for his
   convenience and
   aLL oF thAt
   but anYway..
   that put mE aliVe
   Center iN the SiGn
   oF Mercurial Gemini..
   i mean.. Jesus F iN Christ
   iS iT any wonder i am kinda
   like Dr. Jekyll/Mr. Hyde..
   Clark Kent/Superman
   and all oF ’em..
   wELL.. okay..
   gotta fiNd
   my Dad’s
   photo.. alWays
   thought when i was
   younger he should be in
   the movies or PreZ of the
   U.S.. and when he got older
   he did look almost just like
   That Zorba the Greek dude
   too.. the dude from the Wild
   Wild West show.. etc.. etc..
   that’s kinda what happens..
   when the Father leaves the
   Son and he has no frigging
   male Role Models so he
   has to F iN get raised
   by his Super Heroes..
   including Jesus F..
   iN Christ.. so ya..
   go wITh whAT
   worKs and
   jUst F iN
   Survive.. quite
   Well i miGht add..
   and no longer quiet.. heheX2..
   LiVinG in A noW Freest way
   iMagiNable iN REALiST now
   Heaven noW.. anYwaY nOW
   i’LL taKe ya tHeRe.. iF yA liKe2
   WiTH aGaiN whAT i promise WiLL
   be absolutely no bites or cLawsNoW.. anyway.. yep..;)
   #laserfocus ..

   

   Hmm.. anyway that’s what i said about that photo last
   year to date and this year i quickly say.. MoRe To saY
   oN thiS laTer.. yeS.. bUt i supPose tHis IS A No fAce..
   Don’T yoU DarE.. heHe.. WHatEver.. And that was this
   Morning shortly before i got ready for church and went with
   an increasing limiting Cold in way of Coughing and stuff like
   that as sometimes it’s true i forget i am Human and can and will
   be rudely interrupted by NaTure GoD sAMe if i don’t take care better
   of my HUman NaTurE.. so.. by the time after i tried a rather slow dance
   at the Mall i Passed out on the bed about 6 PM.. the thing is to do this post per
   dARThFred NoW.. i needed to find a way to better go to the dARk Side of my
   Past out of Heaven alWays NoW so much in Ecstatic Transcendental Way to
   better reflect the dARk iN My wRiTinG kinda like the pose of the daRK side in the
   BriGht Yellow Sunshine GooD Cop not so Good Cop look with eYes that pierce and
   judge soULs
   forevermore now
   coming in glory
   and such as that
   if you wanna mythologize
   me too.. hehe.. anyway it reminds
   me of Church today as i always get the
   experience through the meditative quality
   of the Roman Catholic Mass Routine and uplifting
   EmoTioNal and SenSory SonGS to DanCESinG iN Ecstatic
   Bliss to wheRe my FacE transfigures to shining one more nowthen
   than dARk one in transformation way too.. it can and will happen
   in any culture with the proper avenues of trance like Meditation
   no matter what they name the religion or the forms of tradition
   that get ya to the essence of Bliss Transcending all yA
   Problems And Worries for a LeASt a few nows to
   FiNd HeaVeN WiThiN NoW.. no fear as ‘they’
   say too.. and if you really pursue YoUr
   HUmaN PotenTiaL AgaPe LoVe
   WaY oF BeiNG iN HoLY
   and SacRed Love
   iN FuLL
   MeaNiNG and
   Purpose way now that
   doesn’t even require any words at all..
   it blows away ignorant folks like Bill Maher
   who says religion is ridiculous as it is the essence
   that counts and not the form alone butt yeS it’s true
   in some churches you can look around and see everyone
   following all the routines in literal way.. and saying cray cray
   stuff to believe literally like the Dude Jesus is literally being
   transformed as flesh into a wafer of bread and wine of
   Blood as Jesus comes to live as you.. and it’s
   true as far as HUman Archetype oF
   Hero Love many oF uS do have
   the potential to seek and
   find the Jesus
   Lover Hero
   archetype within
   and for all practical intents
   and purposes become this Super
   Hero Jesus in HUman way now.. and
   if folks find that through the myths and actually
   really walk the walk and not just talk the talk of Jesus
   Better yet Dance and SinG the Hero Lover Jesus more power
   to them.. what ever works as ‘they’ say and i say too.. and i find our
   Priest does a fine job of that and his assistant Pastor too.. so i am happy
   to be there and overlook what i deeper understand to be forms of mythologies
   to attain essence of being hUman in Greater Ecstatic Bliss Potential in Love with
   everything and everybody as Human AnGeL NoW too.. sure.. a lifelong seek and NoW
   find it takes with never ending practice as a worK oF LiGht but does it work.. WeLL..
   i am
   the
   evidence
   for that as most
   people say how the
   FucK can you be this happy
   and energetic without some illegal
   drug to pump me up in Hurricane Winds
   of Calm i am.. and that’s the thing Baby i
   Master the eYE of GoD within me as
   co-Creator we as me too.. and for
   those of us who actually
   experience this Pyramid
   Capstone oF LiFe HuMan Now
   Heaven now.. it’s crystal
   clear what those folks who actually
   wrote the so called Gospels were experiencing
   when they tried to relate that to folks.. many of which and
   wHo have never experienced transcendent ecstatic bliss now
   wHere all of existence suddenly makes sense in inFiNity+ noW as
   gRain of sand raises love and infinity in the palm of hands and sure..
   many sages as poetS and even scientists have brought this to liGht with
   the HuMan way of ExpreSSinG this LiGht.. and the hardest folks to reach
   about this can be both religious fundamentalists and scientists overall too as
   they tend to be more literally thinking in concrete terms of left brain thinking and
   this stuff is over in
   the right
   Hemisphere
   Mostly for
   Metaphor
   of CreaTive
   HOLy SPiRit
   HeARt oF MINd anD
   BoDy BaLanCinG SoUL
   oF and as BeInG HUmaN
   oNe wiTH Nature aka God pLuS uS
   in connectedness from head to toe and
   Quantum more for metaphor too as science
   suggests through Astrocyte Waves of Brain
   with Neurons connecting too iN MINd and BoDy
   BaLanCinG isREaL souL NoW too.. so.. i Love going to
   Church as it is just another opportunity to live this healing ForCe
   NoW oF hUman Chi Love HiGheR and Higher iF yA wanna CaLL iT Satori
   and Kundalini Rising too.. the Dao and Tao and such asThaT too… bottom
   line these days iS even Science provides proof through empirical view it’s real..
   and sure put
   the Ted
   TAlk
   uP
   NoW
   wHere
   mY SoUL
   is NoW too..
   IN Jonathan Haidt
   way now too.. as hey..
   i am neither cynical of the
   LiGht or Fear the DArk and
   mostly onward Christian soldiers
   do the both and as far as Cynical
   of thE LiGht a common issue with literal
   left brain metaphor as thinkers.. feeLeRs and seNsors too..;)

   And of course one can go to the comments section of the
   Video and see all the folks who’ve never met this human
   potential in both person and extreme healing power for
   the entire human condition as yes placebo works
   from minor to major ways
   too.. a Force
   that can
   be incredible
   for Healing in Belief
   and 100 Percent Positive
   FeeLinG and SenSinG FaiTh
   or just a card board box cynical of thE LiGht..
   sure..i’ve been to both places now.. i can show you
   what dARTh looks like or Jedi in a New York Now..
   Things is.. all you have to lose by closing your mind to
   hiGher HUman POtEnTiaL Within in esoteric and occult
   mystery ways is the amazing healing power thaT CaN transform
   WiLL as Hunch Back of Notre Dam shut-in in a bedroom 66 months
   with 19 Medical Disorders that Professionals suggested i had no
   chance of recovery where at the bottom of that pit i couldn’t even
   Cognitively finish a FucKinG Game of Tic Tac Toe as the negative
   Stress thinking and feeling and sensing way of Life destroyed me
   in life as death for 66 months.. all bodily systems melted down more to
   nothingness piece of paper existence then.. and sure i provide the evidence
   for what i do now.. and most people can’t understand it as they don’t live in Heaven now..
   yes.. a metaphor
   told for Centuries
   uPon Centuries
   in many Figurative
   ways but never the less
   another Dimension of being
   Within.. inside.. outside.. above..so
   below and all around that soMe cannot faThom
   but doeS eXist like the color purple for those without eyes to see..;)

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3. katiemiafrederick says:

   May 21, 2017 at 11:18 PM

   So.. i woke after three hours of sleep
   and basically am zoned out
   and washed
   out and
   wheezing
   with a hint
   of potential
   the Boogie Woogie
   Flu also KNOwN as
   The DanCinG SinGinG Pneumonia
   but as ‘they’ say these days i resist the
   illness and get ready for church not enough
   in me to write but enough to make the trip
   through those Golden Temple Doors..
   yep Chalices
   of
   SunFlowers
   better yet Roses
   in Beds of Bliss.. anyWay
   by the end of ritual mediation
   in stand up sit down and partially
   kneel as my knees are a little too old
   to abuse in the subordinate position.. butt
   never the less with a sway of Ecstatic Rhythm
   and Beat of DanCinG Swirl in three Feat of InfiniTe
   Eternal WiThiN iNsiDe outSidE.. aBoVE so BeLoW and
   All around Glow with a Song with choirs of AnGels as a Quadrillion
   or so peptide connections cOme to GreATer LiGht iN aLL CeLLs oF mY
   HUman SolaR BoDy as senTiEnt stAr duST pLuS Cosmos and GoD sAMe
   as NaTuRE pLus unto itself born from staR BurST Death ResurRection as Such
   from Crucible FiRe CoRe NoW as EMoTiONs and SENSeS sHiNe BriGht iN HUMaN
   Form of Essence in Star Wars Peace Force LoVe NoW iN BaLanCinG mINd and BoDy
   SoUL of DiViNe MascuLiNe WiLL and sTREngth and DiViNe FemiNiNe Love and GrAce
   i did it i do it i make
   the HUMaN GRadE
   NOW of HUmaN PoTenTial
   alpha BeYOnd Omega bEyONd
   PoT of GoLd RaINBow coLors and
   DARk and LiGht and ‘tween sHades
   of Grey in dARThFreD LoOk waY too..
   and ha! you thOught the form of me waS iS
   JuST GrINniNG from eAR to EAR wiTh
   SuPPorT assisTant WiFE
   Katrina hAVinG
   mY BacK aS
   Usual.. however
   it is also i ofTen FaLL
   beHind as i take so much
   now to sMeLL and Be the FlowErs
   oF LiFE FReED ME NOW iN the Kingdom
   OF HeAveN IsReaL NoW too.. anyWay.. i enJoy
   being aRT and Love more than Reason and Worry
   so i let it all go as aRTPoSE NoW and iN reVieWinG
   soMe of Facebook Friend Glenn’s photo shares from
   his WiFe’s Visit to Venice i can and will happily say that
   some of my all Intuitive and instinctual and innate
   Body Poses naked oF aRT match the
   Renaissance ArT SculpTures
   iN a New way of
   DoInG thAT
   NoW too..
   so what would
   have happened iF my
   Father stayed at age 3 and
   molded me into a Military and
   or Law Enforcement Dude as
   Role Model and Gender Social
   Role Model in Dear old Dad way too..
   wELL iTs safe to say i miGht have never
   reached HeaVeN noW as that don’t come without
   DiViNe FeminiNe Love and Grace SpiRiT FuLLy ExpreSSinG
   HeArT MiNd and BoDy SoUL NoW without DiViNe Masculine
   WiLL and StrenGth NoW too.. For Fearless LiGht oF smARt
   AS WiSe aGape Love for all oF Creation NoW iN a hUman
   Pose Reflecting this liGht from Head to toe.. too.. in all
   Natural innate.. instinctual and intuitive way too..
   albeit with clothes.. i can share that all
   on Facebook too.. to attempt
   to relate all of more wHeRe
   i cOme FrOM NoW iN
   the KinGdOM oF
   HeaVeN
   REaL NoW too..
   takes art over science baby
   and LoVe and GRace as WiLL and STRength too..
   and what better way to express that than Temple of God NoW..
   Bread and Wine as Blood and Body oF
   BeiNG isREAL NoW2LiGhtForCeFReED..
   Sure.. Katy Perry nAMes her
   New Album ‘WitnesS’ and
   surE.. this Book entirely
   could be named
   Witness too..
   perHaps
   when the
   big screen version
   comes WiLL do thAT2..
   and ye..s this is already
   the big screen version now..hehe..
   as who else could tale this story but me
   and who would care too anyway but me..
   that’s what
   blogs are
   for mostly
   a Journal
   of HuMaN PoTenTiaL
   Less or More come to FruiTioN
   NoW per leT iT Be DanceD and SunG NoW2..;)

   So a Big Farm Boy X-Military man around
   300 Lbs and about 6 Foot Five of Big Jim
   Dude comes up to me in Super Walmart on
   Saturday Night and says.. like your
   moves dude and i say what do
   you think i am doing and
   he says dancing i guess
   and i say.. haha dude
   be the WaterAiR
   Martial
   Arts and
   i show him some
   kicks in 360 degrees
   a hair breadth away from
   his body and he says.. oh no.. please
   don’t kick me dude and i saY as usual
   the reaSon the Hawk doesn’t usuALLy faLL out
   of the Sky and Monkey out of Tree is wax on wax
   off baby with rarely fAiling practice as a perfection
   of practice 365 DaYs/YeAR MoVinG FlYInG water and air swum and
   flown HUmaN BeinG iN all innate and instinctual way
   of MoVinG.. ConNectinG and Co-CreaTing ways with
   GoD NoW too.. and it’s trUe and liGht too
   i gave him the Freader’s Digest Vocal
   Version of this as to not
   give him what Katrina
   calls a Fredache now..
   And just finally sAid
   hey Dude.. i sway butterfly
   wings with my toes and never touch
   the fly as i am the air and water now..
   so here’s the point.. as the first picture
   iN dARThFred Way kinda sHowS in Yellow
   Shirt and piercing eYe way.. don’t
   misTake my LoVe and GrAce
   for anything less than
   wiLL and StrengtH and
   if you don’t think
   that Ballet and Martial
   Arts and Strength training
   all go togetHeR you are likELy
   also MisSiNG a Vital pART to eNhance
   yOuR HuMaN PotEnTiaL iN FearleSS waY
   of smART LoVe NoW too.. so.. i celebrate
   that poTenTial of Human in all 233 Lbs NoW
   of Lean Love and Grace and WiLL and strength
   now.. as usually someone at around 6 feet tall and
   233 Lbs is assessed as morbidly obese.. thing is that
   is based on domesticated kitty kats of huMan
   beings not
   LionS oN
   the Savannah
   or a Tiger
   iN thE
   Jungle
   as i roAM
   born free now as Bonobo2..
   more than ever approaching
   57 on what some folks who have
   Carded me for a Beer when even needed
   one a day.. years ago as the Devil’s Birthday
   Per Drivers’s License Birth of 6660.. and sure..
   would be easier to believe if that Yellow Shirt
   Piercing eYes photo CoMinG iN Glory to Judge
   the living and the dead in mythological
   way waD iS the last perSon
   you expected
   to be
   ME
   NoW2..heHE..
   And surE.. YOu2..;)

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4. katiemiafrederick says:

   May 22, 2017 at 11:14 AM

   Avant-Garde in Milton Florida.. haHa.. ya gotta be kitten me.. MEoW..;)

   From Wiki..

   “The avant-garde (from French, “advance guard” or “vanguard”, literally “fore-guard”)[1] are people or works that are experimental, radical, or unorthodox,[1] with respect to art, culture, and society.[2][3][page needed] It may be characterized by nontraditional, aesthetic innovation and initial unacceptability,[4] and it may offer a critique of the relationship between producer and consumer.[2]

   The avant-garde pushes the boundaries of what is accepted as the norm or the status quo, primarily in the cultural realm. The avant-garde is considered by some to be a hallmark of modernism, as distinct from postmodernism. Many artists have aligned themselves with the avant-garde movement and still continue to do so, tracing a history from Dada through the Situationists to postmodern artists such as the Language poets around 1981.[5][not in citation given]

   The avant-garde also promotes radical social reforms. It was this meaning that was evoked by the Saint Simonian Olinde Rodrigues in his essay “L’artiste, le savant et l’industriel” (“The artist, the scientist and the industrialist”, 1825), which contains the first recorded use of “avant-garde” in its now customary sense: there, Rodrigues calls on artists to “serve as [the people’s] avant-garde”, insisting that “the power of the arts is indeed the most immediate and fastest way” to social, political and economic reform.[6]”

   Now i say..

   Avant-Garde is not usually a term discussed at the local ball park or even after pep rallies at
   school.. Barnes and Nobles.. ya gotta be kitten me too.. as that IS A place for input rather
   than output while i Free style Dance listening to Meditative Music and absorbing books
   as fast as one every thirty minutes as my brain and body is all lit up in those
   Quadrillion or so peptide and other connections.. liGht force without ANY
   Fear as dARk.. Yoda
   Dances and
   Sings
   and
   Reads
   and Rings
   a statue of human
   PotEnTiaL greatly expanded
   and no.. the original Yoda left
   out the Dance and Song.. as those
   were the old days before the Avant-Garde
   Yoda comes to MiLLToWn and P-Cola in
   Winds of Hurricane arms and legs and
   toes and fingers and torso whirling
   Free in a Center eye calm swirl of
   Golden
   Spiral
   not limited
   by those who
   can’t hold me down any
   more as it’s obvious in non-verbal
   language way that yA wouldn’t wanna
   enter my orbit when free.. hehe.. anyWay.. there
   was a time when i was not so ‘out ‘TheRe’ for art..
   and i must say one finest example of the Avant-Garde
   in New Age Art is Lady Gaga inspired by Madonna who still
   has fine pieces of art work available all for free for her Nude
   Temple of God set FReED.. and it’s funny as i too was much
   more closed minded about women doing Nude art as back
   in the day when Madonna actually did this it seemed
   a little dirty to me away from art as after all
   i was born and raised in Trump
   State red before Trumps
   even bragged about
   pussy grabs..
   in way
   of
   MeOW too..
   anyway.. Katy Perry is
   coming into that fringe way of
   art now as a social reformer too..
   as hey.. as the Dead Poet Society
   DanceS and SinGs uPON a Desk
   that’s what it takes sometimes
   to get the general public
   attention span
   of a Gold
   Fish now
   as Science
   yes.. assesses human
   average attention span as
   even less than a Gold Fish now…
   And OMG there is Conspiracy theory
   folks freaking out that it is the work of the devil
   no less than A eXposed little bitty penis of Apollo Statues
   chopped off of sculptures and even Heracles too.. as Lord
   knows what might happen if a woman were to see another man’s
   Penis.. she might get turned on and you would no longer be able to
   control her as slave of your own.. little man issues are still relevant in
   many countries where men do not feel like they are man enough to retain
   the Love of a woman without controlling her in Chastity Belts of clothes and
   Laws that prevent a woman from even driving on her own in Saudia Arabia
   Trump Lands these days.. as of course everyone knows a woman cannot be trusted
   by men like Trump with little man syndrome tall or short hehe.. anyway.. once one really
   sets themselves free getting one with God no longer do they care to own anything or anyone
   and with that kinda freedom no woman really is likely gonna leave ya.. as women love truly
   fearless
   men more
   than men
   who are
   too afraid
   they might not be enough
   to set their loved ones free..
   Fear.. the Base of all small trees..:)

   Anyway.. it’s true.. my roots run and dance
   and sing much deeper than Miltonia now..
   a place that is so beautiful in Garden
   of Eden ways of God Nature but
   so daRk too as Sociologists
   access this New Jerusalem
   Backwards place now
   StiLL as hardest
   place for any
   one to
   express their
   individual differences and
   is it no wonder that i am a hero
   legend superstar where folks at school
   trade my dancing photos and i come about
   sometimes on the Facebook covers of some young
   folks who are outcasts and see me as a light for
   the dark they find here in Trump Land US oF A.. new
   isreAL but a place in Red State lands that can be so
   closed minded and bodied still in ways of illusory fears
   and empty promises of Ford Jobs with Robots.. anyway with
   close to pneumonia yesterday i must admit i felt just a little
   kryptonite in my CApe.. perhaps not visible in the Selfie art i
   display from that Sun Day but the first thing that happens to me
   when some of my guards of WiLL and Strength come down in illness is
   i lose a little of that white orb of liGht around me that now protects
   the empath of me from all the dArkness in this local metro area that surrounds
   me and does its best to crowd out my liGht to take it down to the sizes of dArk
   that live heAR
   in Red State
   Trump Land
   Now STiLL
   iN HUman
   Forms of
   dARk and Ignorance
   away from Free GoD truTh
   and LiGht LovE and Grace LivinG
   within as feminine divine away from
   juSt Trump furrows of Brow and it’s true
   i Dance And Sing for those who were once like me..
   a little less like Superman with more kryptonite to feel too..
   and the children.. just a liGht for them to sHOw that even a stoic
   looking law enforcement or military man form dude with big head and wide
   shoulders can Dance And SinG Free as a butterfly too.. nah.. i am no longer
   identified confused by the McDonald’s Cashier at age 13 as female in androgynous
   way with crystal green to blue eyes.. long lashes.. thick blonde long hair.. and
   thin reed of slender boy back in those olden days now.. yes.. it’s true.. WiLL and
   Strength in Form too has a greAtest Privilege in Alpha Male Monkey ways too.. in
   this place
   of what was
   once named
   Hell as a place
   where bloodied ankles
   on River Bank entry came
   to be with Briars from Hell..
   as true.. you don’t tug on Superman’s cape now..
   even if he does Dance and SinG Ballet in Food outlet now..
   the Center Store for Food in Red State Trump Town now.. hehe..
   anyway.. in that store there are the outcasts too.. just looking
   for a spark of hope to escape hell in the true heaven of this place..
   and for those of you with no eyes or ears to see or hear same mesSage as Katy
   Perry
   bRings
   in this SonG
   and DAncE HeAr..
   nah.. it’s not about
   the DeviL it’s about setting
   God FReED iN YOU to eNjoy the Wave
   and Surf Board BaLanCinG GoD ForcE oF LIFE noW..:)

   WiNDoW SEaT BiBLE

   WiNDoW SEaT BiBLE

   oH.. just an Oh! by A WAY.. too..
   just exceeded the Minuscule
   King James effort oF A Bible
   times too at 1.588 Million words
   in 11 Months and 22 Days and sure..
   aNother GifT for you Dude once you
   gain the eyes and ears to see and hear it2..
   And as some folks have predicted in years past.. preparing ways.. eTc..
   A Dude like me is too big to see even when i am a thief in Broad daylight..
   thing is Dude.. i don’t do it for money.. i do it for God.. therefore i can and will
   do anything as
   i only
   serve
   ONE
   GOD.. as allthaTiS..:)

   AND what thaT means
   is no gRain of sand is
   any greater or less
   iN worthy oF even
   my attention too no matter
   how hard it is to remove my sandals now2..
   AnywaY.. as alWays thanks for the dARk Muse oF
   Inspiration.. my YouTube Conspiracy theorist FriEnd..
   And i’ll give you credit for being man enough not to delete what i do..do..;)

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5. katiemiafrederick says:

   May 22, 2017 at 3:17 PM

   AnyWay.. the Avant Garde cultural wars are in full BLow
   from Child Molestor Robots on SNL.. it doesn’t get
   much more Avant Garde Horror than that..
   with Katy Perry in the lead for now..
   with folks like Lana Del Ray
   going as far as
   Taking
   Modern
   Witch Spells
   and implementing
   them to take D T.. yes..
   the Trump Down by way
   of Voo Doo too per Nocebo
   effect if it reaches down in his
   thin sKin enough.. haha..
   And where did all this
   StaRt.. sure.. ever
   since
   Petroglyphs
   and Stiff Egyptian
   God MiNs.. however back
   then that was the norm and not
   the new Avant Garde and it’s true
   for many Centuries Trump is the norm
   for Authoritarian Leaders STiLL Held for Love
   in Countries like Saudia Arabia with prison rules
   for free much of anything at all other than Males holding
   Hands together.. NoW isn’t it ironic but true as alWays hUman
   reaLIty doesn’t have to make sense as Tom Sawyer does in Mark
   Twain ways of all free prose that reaches a mass audience more..
   AnyWay.. the Donald Practices a far out
   of what used to be the Normal
   Reach at least in the
   USA of political
   buying and
   selling arts
   NoW iN
   Bullshit 101 and
   more.. for those ready
   to soak iT uP.. wheRE tHeRe
   iS any Audience aT aLL IS A
   Potential for Societal Change..
   and sure.. we can go back
   to Hitler and
   Mussolini too
   but that ain’t gonna convince
   Melania to Hold the Donald’s Hand..
   so how rich are you really when your significant
   other bats your hand away from the most innocent
   act of holding hands.. in front of the World.. Ultimate failure
   you’RE
   fired
   from
   HOlding
   your Loved one’s Hand..
   and it’s not really funny but
   reflects the state of the affairs
   of the Greatest of Zombie Apocalypse
   First World Problems where the Car is the
   Lover and the Home is the God and there is
   just enough time to drop the children off to day
   care with the love of someone else if they are lucky
   enough to get any of the real stuff of that in institutionalized rubber nipple
   settings for Love. It’s true.. Houston.. we Have ‘A’ Problem and Trump is just an icon for it..
   How to FiX iT NoW!..
   yA GottA be Kitten
   meOW agAIn..
   sET
   yOuR
   sELf Free
   as Neo WiLL
   DancE/SinG too.. the rest
   oF the world is FucKeD NoW..
   butt you miGht as well eNjoy the sCrew..
   SerioUsly.. we do sTiLL Have FreeDom of eXPreSsioN
   and that is an anomaly for now among group think hUmans..
   Best time to be alive now.. take advantage oF iT FuLLy iN HeaVEN or NoT..
   these silver lining slivers don’t often come in big picture view of social animals now..
   HeHe.. Blame
   the Beatles and
   Yellow Submarines
   And Andy Warhol too..
   hey.. i’ve been known to
   take groceries and sell them
   for art all FReED.. Difference iS
   my Art needs no approval
   aS it’s all FReED… hehe
   no bounds..
   no binds
   of social
   Approval.. Pure Art
   aS iT rEaches A bRow oF WinGs..
   AnyWay.. i need.. i need.. OG.!..
   A Nap NoW aS thiS cOld sTiLL
   tastes A little
   too
   much
   NoWlike
   Kryptonite..;)

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6. katiemiafrederick says:

   May 22, 2017 at 5:46 PM

   M
   UsE
   breath
   oFaLiFe

   Muse.. what
   Stars do for Planets
   Do for Life what we do
   for others when we are liGht..:)

   SpArk.. FLaMe.. ToRch.. BoNFiRE oF LoVe..
   SpArK.. FLaMe.. ToRch.. BoNFiRe oF HaTe..
   Two ways to go.. Path of Hope
   Two ways to go.. Path of Fear
   liGht of JoY ALLoNe NoW..
   Pain oF Misery Loves Company..
   Counting Last Breaths of only Son.. 51 days..
   Counting Last Breaths of Mother.. 8 days..
   Counting Last Breaths of Father..
   Hmm.. i don’t think i’m gonna
   make it i can’t catch my
   breath
   Drops
   Dead
   three years ago
   on a Cloudy Afternoon
   Like today.. but at
   leASt he
   Didn’t
   Suffer
   Prolonged
   as other Loved ones
   did and have done..
   66 Months of Death in Life
   24 hours where i struggled to breathe
   in that Fresh Hell thanks to Dysautonomia
   with Heart Rate and Blood Pressure no longer working
   in synch.. along with all the worst pain known to humankind too..
   A Uncle Calls me just to say hi in the Middle of the night to see how i was
   doing.. something my Father said he would get around to as far as ever visiting
   us in later years of his life.. bottom lineS.. i stARTed being able to Breathe again..
   and thankful for that i was.. i suppose why so many of the older folks
   SmiLed while i lived closed in my car with that pain as i
   waited for Katrina to come out of Walmart those
   66 months of the only place i went
   other than a terror of a rushed
   30 minute work-out
   of anything
   at a gym
   three
   times
   a week.. yes.. i suppose
   the reason the older folks smileD
   is one.. they retired and learned now to
   do it again.. and had seen enough last breaths
   of Family to fully appreciate the Breaths they have
   for the muse of life now.. Waiting for Godot when you Graduate
   from High School.. College for a Job that pays Money.. a First Car
   that is New.. A First Home with a Loan too.. and Credit Cards to sink
   Savings Accounts even lower.. Happy when you pay off the worry with money
   owed.. Happy when you get to Retirement for the Golden Years to come..
   and now Many of those Born Close to this New Century are clued
   in to the fAct more and more than ever that you
   take care of your Happiness now
   as no one else is really
   gonna give
   a
   cRap.. so don’t
   tale them to bow down
   and serve an empty dollar
   bill.. Golden Handcuffs of a Job
   for Thirty Five Years.. or Even Social
   Security at age 70 and beyond then..
   Get Happy Now
   Muse
   the
   Breath oF LIFE NoW..
   Nothing Lasts forever but
   waiting to muse liFE NOW all
   one can as reALLy Living.. anyWAy..
   My Son didn’t get no input out of his pain
   from the Arm of Modern Medicine from day one
   to day 51.. and Thanks God at Least My Mother lived her
   life at Home the way she wanted never interested in leaving
   that Apartment for Decades of later life too.. and my Father.. still
   Strong at 81.. never frail.. and doing it his way to the very last Breath
   oF LIFE too.. Buying Lottery tickets everyday and selling Nascar Stuff
   at a Flea Market was enough for him to Muse Breaths of Life from 69 years
   of age in retirement to 81 true.. And people ask why i dance.. and i only giggle one more breath..
   True.. slow Learner as i lost the ability ranging from looking forward to anything at my last
   years of work.. to pain of tension in every cell of my Body Driving up that hill in the
   morning to get there to losing every feeling of pleasure from warm and
   fuzzy to a laugh and then finally even a smile.. i let ‘them’ own
   me.. and now i own me.. With Nature as God
   as my only Boss..
   i
   am
   Free
   Muse Breath
   DancE and SinG..
   that’s enough for me..
   to just
   liVe
   NoW
   FReEd..
   AnyWAy.. the greaTest Gift
   my Father seemed to have
   was is fearlessness out of worry..
   And my Mother simply Love as heARt
   SpiRit ExpreSsinG thAT HeARt With LoVinG SoUL..
   And WiLL as my Father owned WiLL aT Least for Fearless
   iN StrenGth.. Sooner or later if you make LiFe Long enough in muse
   of Breath you lEArn you must BecoMe yOuR owN Best Friend.. Mother
   and Father too.. and the best way i find to do that is through many creative
   outlets of arts in MoVinG.. CoNnecTinG and creATing wayS of Life.. and
   i give and share it
   as i kNOw
   and FeeL
   and SeNSe
   A Place oF Life
   without a muse of Breath aT aLL..
   And tHeRe are infinite paRTS of LiFE
   wHOle to MuSE A breAthe oF LiFE and
   BeYONd for those who emBrACe the
   dARk and LiGht and sHades of
   Grey and BeyOnd
   Rainbow
   Colors
   too..
   i don’t think my Mother
   or Father ever got to see
   the Beyond Rainbow Colors
   that i do.. but perHaps Hell for 66
   Months is a pre-requisite for the LiVinG HeavEn School..
   anyWAy.. StreAms of LIFE.. RivVrs waVes oF Ocean higher
   or lower uS.. And tWiLiGht that never ends for NoW iN LiVinG Breathe..
   the LEast i could do after all i’ve been through is let you steal my soUL awAY from me for FReED2..;)
   I heard that Song Twilight
   back in ’81 in my first
   couple of years
   of the
   DArk
   NiGht of
   the souL and
   like Katy Perry’s Firework
   in 2010 or so.. A FainT spArk
   it gives.. then a FLaMe and now a Bonfire oF Love
   as TWiLIGht NeVer ending in Ecstatic Transcendence oF Love..
   Beyond
   Rainbow
   Colors and
   Pots of Trump
   Gold as Jesus and
   Buddha.. and Lao TZu and
   even Mythological Krishna and
   oTheR sAGes of the aGes Do
   Pray Tale iN BreaThe FruiTioN..:)

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7. katiemiafrederick says:

   May 22, 2017 at 11:39 PM

   Still lazy after all these tears….

   sMiLes.. mY FriEnd gigoid..
   a little exhausted am i too..
   DanCinG Pneumonia and
   the SinGinG Flu but inspiRation..
   it’s everywHeRE NoW A Gift
   i cannot turn
   dOwn
   as Gifts
   coMe and
   Go and as they
   comE NoW.. onE
   uses them to the best
   of tHeir AbiLiTy Now or Not..
   anyWay.. nice to see your most
   current effort hEar and noW off to the
   Wisdom as i riff off that while i CanWiLL
   sTiLL hOld ratHeR ill eYes oPen for NoW
   WiTh SmILes MoRE.. as nows Go oN2..:)

   “Do not try to live forever. You will not succeed.”

   ~~ George Bernard Shaw ~~

   Forever now alWays
   Been aLWays WiLL
   bE or not.. NoW reMaiNs
   Forevermorenow.. to
   pass now
   uP
   is also..
   yes.. to fAiL..:)

   “Reality is useful:
   It occupies time between fantasies.”

   ~~ Heyoka Bee ~~

   CoRe.. SuN
   ShiNe BeLlieF..:)

   It’s easy to imagine NoW
   Heaven on a multi-colored
   Beach but a Desert.. that’s
   a place where one wishes
   for a Garden
   some
   wHeRe
   else@Least
   to escape to
   if one does
   not migRate
   to Heaven
   first…
   wiTh SMiLes..:)

   “I’m not a teacher
   only a fellow traveller
   of whom you asked the way.
   I pointed ahead
   – ahead of myself as well as of you.”

   ~~ George Bernard Shaw, “Getting Married,” 1908 ~~

   VaCation
   StaYcation
   for all concerned..:)

   “As I look at your image,
   I see only the light which was not absorbed.”

   ~~ Mark Middleton ~~

   Essence counts..
   Form of SpiRit SPeaks..:)

   “He who wonders discovers that this in itself is wonder.”

   ~~ M C Escher ~~

   Wonder
   Essence
   in itself
   as
   FeeLinG
   SeNSinG MoRe..:)

   “Are you trying to somehow deal with the snake?”

   ~~ Curiously Subtle Bee ~~

   juSt SlitHeR
   no.. deaLs..;)

   “… and she’s buying a stairway to Heaven.”

   ~~ Led Zeppelin ~~

   Stair way to Trump Castles cost..
   And i alWays thOught the lyrics
   sAid barRing a Stairway to Heaven..
   even since
   i had
   the
   sheet
   music but
   i play by notes
   more than words..;)

   “And it’s just a box of rain
   I don’t know who put it there
   Believe it if you need it
   Or leave it if you dare
   And it’s just a box of rain
   Or a ribbon for your hair
   Such a long, long time to be gone
   And a short time to be there”

   ~~ Box of Rain by Lesh, Hunter ~~

   DestiNation now
   with never travel
   now alWays heAr..:)

   “All this happened, more or less..”

   ~~ Slaughterhouse-Five, by Kurt Vonnegut, 1968 ~~

   NoW..:)

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8. katiemiafrederick says:

   May 23, 2017 at 11:24 AM

   “Hence, despite, in spite, of that curious bout of
   pain which screamed through him right now, he
   both realized and appreciated the sheer beauty
   of the moment he witnessed. Genuine in its
   joyfulness, innocent with contentment, it
   was like a magnificent painting of
   serendipty.

   A serendipity
   that destroyed him from within
   even as it fought a poignant smile
   on his face.

   For within the deepest, darkest abyss of
   his locked heart, one that he hid even from
   himself, he knew that such a moment would
   never be granted to him. Neither time, nor
   fate, no deity anywhere, would ever honor
   him with something that pure. That
   complete.

   A moment
   such as that would
   never belong to him. She would never belong

   to..”

   Facebook Friend Rafiah shares the above
   passage from an unknown source that i was
   not able to find in a Google search and this of
   course has been said and felt and sensed
   in many ways through time and space
   and distance in separation of
   divine feminine grace and
   love and masculine
   will and strength
   when these
   are considered
   out of culture affect of
   effect to belong to one gender
   more than the other as select so i go on to say..
   after she mentions that the passage is beautiful..

   Yes.. it is my friEnd and what is really sad
   is this reality is that of many he’s as
   that relates to she’s and the
   divine feminine grace
   and love that
   she is
   and
   the will
   and strength
   that can and will
   fear the grace and love
   that can also be his.. it’s a
   cultural thing as humans are born
   whole where tribalism rears its head
   in scarcity the love and grace of he is
   often stifled to make room for hate and
   harm.. and one can find tHis among the
   other animals of and as God
   too among the children
   who fear
   or
   Love as
   whole Now never
   needs to own my FriEnD noW
   when abundance is free enough
   for divine feminine and masculine
   Whole and Holy and Sacred in every
   individual full of meaning and purpose
   wheRe no paRt of God iN uS is left out
   in
   the
   cOld..
   as Less..:)

   And now in further commentary
   and song i say and sing and Dance
   on more.. when i ballet in public i own
   love and grace and am whole and holy
   and sacred full of meaning and purpose
   for i have will and strength too not
   unlike women who are feared
   by men in some countries
   enough to terrorize
   a concert
   where a lovely
   woman is singing
   mostly free to a crowd
   of young women who possess
   not only love and grace but strength
   and will enough to express all their humanity
   from head to toe to beyond HeArt as spiRiT
   ExpreSsinG thaT HuMaNity iN a MiNd and BoDy
   BaLanCinG ForCe as PowEr oF GoD WithIN soUL iN
   FaCT NoW little men who or women who have never
   earNed or have never had aWhoLe soUL taKen
   or GiVen to them.. through the work and art
   of LIFe FuLL WiLL Succumb to the dARk
   ForCe of Fear and Hate and go
   as far as killing themselves
   to take whole humans
   down to the
   Devil’s
   pray..
   eXtreme and
   Sad extremism of
   human evil but it happens
   when grace and love and will and
   strength are not equally sprinkled into
   the recipe of human in a Garden of Love
   and Fearless Free heRE or tHEre and yes it is most
   definitely heaR too.. as just a day ago.. i visited a conspiracy
   site hating all up on Katy Perry’s Avant Garde Freedom of Art
   where some folks were actually threatening potential violence
   against her and the similar among folks on Saturday Night Live
   as they took it literally instead of the figurative art it was
   obviously meant to be for those who have not fallen
   to the literal of religious text designed
   to separate and fear and hate
   among humans in scarcity
   to expand empires
   for subsistence
   more in
   Greed
   of storing
   more grains for
   us instead of them
   as tribalism sings his
   song of fear and hate more..
   yeS it’s Nature and Human Nature
   per the Dark Side potential of us and
   them when it comes to survival even if
   the thrive in balance never happens once
   in a lifetime of a long frown now.. things is when
   i go dance i have no need to rape and pillage for the
   divine God of feminine grace and love and will and strength
   lives in and as me in Dance and song of Ballet and Martial arts whole..
   so yes.. i feel
   what Bruce
   Lee FeelS and
   sense what
   Bruce Lee Feels
   and Senses and what
   Graceful full of Love Adriana
   Grande FeeLs and SeNSEs when
   she dances and sings too.. sadly many
   women and many men don’t think they
   have the right to feel both sides now
   but truly it is a Dance and
   Song of Love
   NoW in three
   pARt Harmony
   of Love and
   Beauty
   and
   Wisdom
   wHole iN Grace
   With WiLL and Strength
   in one human being that
   is me and can and will be
   you too if you too set your sELf
   God
   Free
   within..
   IN other words you
   and me and God aS oNe..
   sort of like what Jesus said but
   taken out of context then to be all
   about the me that is him
   instead
   oF aLL
   of us
   as
   oURs…
   and of course who
   ever wrote the Jesus
   story understood the problem
   of literal thinking over poetic feeling folks..
   it’s kind of poetic justice but sad shit when little girls get blown up…
   the problem is much deeper than politics and politics too.. the politics
   of the
   battle
   of the
   sexes is resolved
   when two become one..
   as ONE from the stARt as RiGht..:)

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9. katiemiafrederick says:

   May 23, 2017 at 1:01 PM

   Tricks of the tirade….

   “The Privilege of a
   Lifetime is
   Being who you are.”

   “And Giving
   back the
   Essence
   of that Journey”

   “Share the Experience”

   -Joseph Campbell

   Calls for heroes are certainly out my friend
   but sadly they are still old heroes of
   empires expanding
   and not
   heroes
   of Rose
   over guns
   and so we
   get Trump instead
   of Ghandi.. or Obama
   as it were at least Brave
   enough to send Olive Branches
   of Health Care to the masses not
   unlike FDR in his Wheel Chair
   of understanding the
   dARk Side
   more with
   Renewal now
   and BrinGinG
   GreATer liGhts
   of Freedoms to
   oThers to pursue
   Happiness through
   dARk of Struggle too..
   anyway.. what a wonderful
   film that Joseph Cambell film
   is but sadly in this day and time
   oF Gold Fish attention span most folks
   will be lucky to get through 4 minutes of
   a Ted Talk that does not reach further to
   the heArT of the wHOlly and SacRed Dance
   And SinG oF LiFE more than literal stay of
   concrete boots that sink into
   millstone
   of
   seas
   comfort
   but lost from
   free my friend..
   in air and water swum
   and flown without restraints
   of prison eyes asleep.. sadly the
   hero story written to teach more often
   in expanding empires becomes the idol
   of God to worship.. need i say Modern
   Christianity or Islam.. yes i will
   in terms of Men
   as idols
   as
   God with
   never FeelinG
   FiLLeD shoes
   as heroes
   we
   called
   and met to call
   others up to wake too..
   Victims or Free Love or Hate
   Fear or Joy Surrender to be FReED
   by WiLL and Choice iN Strength and
   Grace as Love Rises to creAM the crop..
   different actors similar characters butt when
   the Dance and SonG finAlly SinGs and Dances Free
   voila
   the end
   now of the
   Rainbow
   is just
   BeGinNinG
   Forevermore NOW..
   never finishing alwAys StarTinG aNEW..:)

   He that respects himself if safe from others;
   He wears a coat of mail that none can pierce.”

   ~~ Henry Wordsworth Longfellow ~~

   Naked
   GoLD

   “The greatest happiness you can have
   is knowing that you do not necessarily require happiness.”

   ~~ William Saroyan ~~

   DaRk
   liGhT

   “Time is precious, but truth is more so.”

   ~~ Benjamin Disraeli ~~

   liGht no tiMe
   TruTh liGht ShiNes

   “You have brains in your head.
   You have feet in your shoes.
   You can steer yourself
   any direction you choose.
   You’re on your own.
   And you know what you know.
   And YOU are the one who’ll decide where to go….”

   ~~ Dr. Seuss ~~

   True
   you
   not
   he

   “I look at you all, see the love there that’s sleeping…”

   ~~ George Harrison ~~

   Super
   WaL
   mART
   Sleep

   “And what is good, Phaedrus, and what is not good,
   Need we ask anyone to tell us these things?”

   ~~ Robert Pirsig ~~

   Whisper’s
   Breath
   Voice
   Within

   “Your task is not to seek for love,
   but merely to seek and find
   all the barriers within yourself
   that you have built against it.”

   ~~ Rumi ~~

   Walls dOwn
   LoveS uP..:)

   “Anything worth doing well
   is worth doing slowly.”

   ~~ Gypsy Rose Lee ~~

   Race Forever
   slow
   never ending now
   fast

   “All I know of love is that Love is all there is.”

   ~~ Emily Dickinson ~~

   Love iT aLL
   PeAce beCoMe
   Race Forever
   slow
   never ending now
   fast
   Walls dOwn
   LoveS uP..:)
   Whisper’s
   Breath
   Voice
   Within
   Super
   WaL
   mART
   Sleep
   True
   you
   not
   he
   DaRk
   liGhT
   Naked
   GoLD

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10. katiemiafrederick says:

    May 23, 2017 at 4:22 PM

    Wandering Venture

    SMiLes.. Lala Rukh.. First
    oF all pleasantly surprised to
    see you online.. i had a visitor
    at my Blog recently who very much
    reminded me of you in so many ways..
    And here
    you are
    another
    memory
    from the
    past comes
    livinG now aS
    always real friends
    Seem to Do.. Shelters..
    Shadows of the Divine.. now
    one leads to the other it seems
    most to me.. to clothe a soul in protection
    from the rain the snow the wind and air of drOught..
    but what
    about the
    heaRt the
    SpiRit and A
    SoUL oF miNd
    and BoDy BaLancE
    that is real when seT now
    FReER unlocked from keys
    of shelter.. that can and will also
    shutdown soul to Shadows of Divine..
    So..
    you’ve
    identified
    the problem
    noW all it takes
    is path to esCaPe..
    you’re SeeKinG noW all
    you need be do is FiNd..
    and practice
    wings
    of
    Free
    in spiral
    Bird SonG
    no longer sheltered.. from Tree..:)

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11. katiemiafrederick says:

    May 23, 2017 at 4:40 PM

    Dreaming and Truth

    Imagine..
    not being
    able to day
    dream in visual
    images.. true.. some
    people cannot do this
    as innately as such and
    must navigate the world through
    symbols and the more words the better for that..
    i never kNew this
    until i visited a
    ‘Wrong Planet’
    online and
    people
    did
    relate they Do thiNk
    in zero visual images aT all
    face blind with close friends
    and even family members as
    the images of moving faces now
    never seen as anything but same..
    and in fact they see life as literal
    and rarely anything but sidewalk concrete
    never veering off further into
    Leaves of
    Grass
    that
    become
    iNfinity iN
    a GRain of Sand..
    sure.. much easier
    to do it dreaming up
    a visual image of a gRain
    of Sand as UniVerse wHOle..
    AnyWay.. the more we kNow of each other..
    the more we can imagine our differences and
    similarities to the point that it will never be necessary
    to blow
    each
    other
    up for
    no other
    reason than
    words that speak
    different languages of reaLiTy now…
    Nice to see yA Frank.. hope you enjoyed InDiana..:)

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12. katiemiafrederick says:

    May 23, 2017 at 5:14 PM

    Weekly Photo Challenge: Heritage

    Aerodynamic
    Jet Black Dog
    Grey and
    White
    Wisdom
    Lakeside
    Fly
    siNewy
    Wings Air
    Dog Truth..:)

    Haibun: Jewels In The Sand

    SMiLes.. my FriEnd
    i played Tennis over
    A Decade and before
    i played a game for points
    My favorite pArt was iS when
    mE the racquet and the backboard
    BecAMe a force of one iN FLoW iN ZoNe
    iN Transcendent Ecstatic Experience oF LiFe
    FloW iN ZoNe self found self less following Bliss
    And never
    Leading
    Anything
    But folloWinG
    A Wed oF LiFE Free..
    Now i Spiral Dance and SinG
    as reward iN itsELf.. Be yOur dReAM..

    No Checks
    For
    Approval..;)

    Quadrille: Interpretive Dance

    WorDs made for Poetry
    LaBeLs made for things
    heART made for Words
    LiVinG
    one
    Tree..
    DancE..:)

    Haiku: Bird Song

    sMiLes.. mY friEnd.. Xenia..
    Ego a place of Culture..
    Nature a Place of heArT..
    My SoUL
    has
    no
    NaMe..
    Happy this way..:)

    And as a side note..
    i can’t imagine a
    happier place than
    sharing a soul
    with
    otHeRs
    thaT onLY
    fly wiTh wHo
    winGs oF air and
    waTer wiTh graVity
    inStead
    oF
    FallinG
    dOwn to
    other place.. mY FriEnd..:)

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13. katiemiafrederick says:

    May 23, 2017 at 5:30 PM

    GOD Born FloweR
    BiRtH pArts sepaRaTinG
    FloWer whOle
    Born Rose
    aGaiN
    GOD FLoWerS..:)

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14. katiemiafrederick says:

    May 23, 2017 at 5:48 PM

    Sooner OnE
    sEas all oF
    eXistence
    as God
    sKeYes
    dARk
    And LIGht
    sHades of
    Grey ‘Tween.. beYOnd
    RainBow Colors too..
    Sooner
    one
    LIves
    as God sMiLes..;)

    Or caLL iT
    A BlUE
    TurTle..
    aLL thAT
    Counts is God SMiLes
    iN
    And
    aS YOU..
    Or Prove me Wrong..
    i Double Dog Fred Dare yoU2..;)

    And.. oh by A Way..
    for any potential
    Science FiEnds..
    heHe.. i Mean FriEnds..
    EXistential InteLLigence is all that is aka GOD2..;)

    Prove me wrong3
    iN separating aLL thAt is2..
    or
    Any
    Of thaT iS1..;)

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15. katiemiafrederick says:

    May 23, 2017 at 9:00 PM

    WeLL iT aPPeaRs i am going need a little more “DaRtHFReEDNoW”
    help to get this 103rd/774th MacroVerse finished by the end of the
    night by way of Years to date shared MacroVerses as
    Facebook Memories and some Flowered LOVE
    from Katrina for MicroVerse Memories
    mostly shared from last
    year to date
    too.. NoW
    so hear we
    go with 18
    MacroVerses
    years to date
    as Lord KNows
    and FeeLs and
    SenSes within
    me when the Summer
    Approaches the Dopamine
    in my BRain goes uP iN
    extended DayliGht hOurs ways
    and in turn all for Free.. CreaTiVity
    FloWers Forth iN BiG BanG LiKe way LiGhT oN..;)

    http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/05/autistic-algorithm-saga-part-3-katie.html

    Autistic Algorithm Saga Part 3: Katie Mia ‘merges’ with Autism

    One of my GreaTest Lessons heAR as Pre-MacroVerse from
    Four Years ago in my Adventures in Autism
    Communities online where the
    stereotype says
    super
    rational
    but that is further
    from the Truth as stuck
    in the left Brain way of thinking
    doesn’t stop one from misinterpreting
    reality in a literal way of thinking just
    ’cause a Google Search goes one way in word
    recognition in key word search that it means
    the rest of the world is out to literally
    kill Autistic Folks simply
    ’cause they
    are differently
    functionally disabled
    from sTiLL oTher folks..
    and of course i dealt with
    the Volunteer Organization
    Autism Speaks among these
    Conspiracy theorists
    like i do with
    literal
    Bible
    Thumpers these days
    who actually thought
    a Volunteer Organization
    attempting to help folks on
    the Autism Spectrum was a Eugenics
    Organization in Nazi way like a Trump
    Nationalistic Campaign although that’s closer to
    the truth hehe.. in truly evil ways of fear and hate
    away
    from
    hope
    and love
    for sure these days..
    anyway.. i also found out
    what is truly the apocalypse in
    original Greek Definition meaning
    means lifting the veils of ignorance
    and those veils are sealed shut often in
    left brain closer to only way of thinking literal
    in fundamentalist ways ranging from Christianity to Atheism too..
    just different
    languages
    for the
    similar
    cardboard box
    in concrete literal group think..
    no matter how small the group may be in small thiNk..;)

    AM i GODZILLA!

    “AM i GODZILLA!”.. Hmm.. from three years ago.. my
    Avant Garde Human Presentation of GodZilla
    iN dArk Poetic way did not exactly
    mesh well with all the
    Grey PooPoN Mustard
    Poet Sharers at
    dVerse
    Poetic
    Pub
    online but
    at that point there
    were Free Verse Poets
    in Charge and after they
    left as expected i didn’t last too
    long when literal think got in charge
    in Poetry Land same as even on the “Wrong Planet”.. too..
    Very ironic.. but again.. don’t forget men hold hands in Saudia
    Arabia
    as the
    rule
    instead
    of the exception
    where male Love is
    practiced without the Behavioral
    Acts that one gets pushed off buildings.. for of course..
    in other words.. culture and art don’t have to make sense
    or even
    religion
    too and
    humans
    of course
    in general too
    are NOT RATIONAL
    CREATURES and when they
    try to do that they often
    end up being the countries
    with the highest suicide rates
    as we are evolved more for creating
    Mythologies and Religions than sitting
    behind a science desk in systemizing life
    losing heARt.. SpiRit of HeARt and a mINd and BoDy BALanCinG
    soUL along the way in the most important of HUmaN InteLLigEnces
    for Hundreds of Thousands of years before Standard IQ measure
    intelligence iN ways of Physical.. EmotionaL.. and Existential Intelligences
    and many more
    ranging from
    Proprioception
    INtelligences to
    get around the wHoLe area
    with eyes and ears shut wide too..:)

    Roar of Nature

    “Roar of Nature”.. from two years ago with some
    Godzilla hELp too for illustration purposes
    in Poetic Visual way too.. as i edge
    more toward the DiViNe Masculine
    Will and Strength heAR
    as WeLL as the
    NexT MacroVerse
    from two years ago too..:)

    Devotional for DIVINE MASCULINE in me

    “Devotional for DIVINE MASCULINE in me”

    Celebrating the Divine Masculine AND Feminine in me

    “Celebrating the Divine Masculine AND Feminine in me”

    WeLL.. iT’s true my continuing exploration
    in Avant Garde Poetic ways of
    both text and visualS iN
    selfie ways too.. did
    not go off very
    well amongst
    the Older Crowd 3 years
    ago in more rigid traditional
    thinking.. feeling.. and sensing
    way for and from the dVerse Crowd
    online in Poetic assessments way..
    to be expected of course when A desK ToP Standing
    Poet from the Dead Poet’s Society comes back aLIVe.. in T2 way..;)

    Aristotle EFFECT of AFFECT

    “Aristotle EFFECT of AFFECT’.. more of a science and art project
    stiLL iN Effect and Affect oN the WronG PLaneT oNLINe HeAR..
    two years ago with a really tough crowd for anything
    that comes off more more more than a science
    project.. hehe.. in other words not only
    fear the dark.. cynical oF LiGht.. STiLL..;)

    Ning Neuron a UNIverse MinEd

    “Ning Neuron a UNIverse MinEd”.. yep.. more than even photos are
    Avant Garde with me.. with sure.. a fox hole full of word play too..
    hEarT from three years ago.. jusT for fun2.. with or without an audience
    as words
    are soMe
    of mY Best
    FRiEnDs Within
    to communicate
    with GoD Ocean
    wHOle to and so much more..
    iN MacroVerse heAR from three years ago..:)

    Celebrating FORM

    “Celebrating FORM”.. from three years ago too.. and
    still doing that full bore in all oF Avant Garde Human Style now2..:)

    Creating Quotes inspired by other folks Poetry

    “Creating Quotes inspired by other folks Poetry”.. MacroVerse from three years
    ago.. yielding to the continuing pressure.. somEwhat.. by folks who keep
    getting irritated against why i combine visual poetry with
    verbal poetry per equal merit in value of holy
    and sacred full of meaning and purpose
    in life.. true.. non-verbal
    Language is how
    we communicate
    Naturally
    more
    than the
    written word
    as this came far
    far after our evolved
    self now first.. in other
    words.. we are no smarter inherently
    with or without written words and often
    those who do oral tradition in DancE and SonG
    Can say so much more of HUman Archetypal TRuths
    and LiGhts than those who rely on the written word
    of others and forms to adhere to paint by numbers poetry too..
    we do not do periods
    and colons when
    wE DancE and
    SinG Free verse
    We FLoW as StreAMs.. RiVErs
    to WaVes HiGher OceAN MoRe..:)

    But of course in anti-Apocalypse
    way of Original Greek Definition
    iN Lifting the Veils of
    Ignorance
    we are
    shadoWed
    by the cultures
    and religions thaT
    limit our greater hUman
    PotEnTial IntELiGences in so
    many more ways than what children
    are tested these days in ways of Standard IQ now..
    to make good little cogs in the machine of society
    to feed
    the instant
    sugars and fats
    of video game instant
    gratification and so
    much more Home
    Entertainment
    Zombie
    LiFE
    aWay from
    MoVE.. CoNnecT
    and creATe more
    than Voting for Dancing WiTh a STar..
    when WE are the one’s evolved to be A sTAr.. togeTheR..:)

    DEVILIVED 2AM

    

    DEVILIVED 2AM.. from
    two years ago short
    enough to quote..
    with Song
    and photos too..

    A place i am..
    A place i go..
    Around a block..
    That is my home…

    Street Lights too bright.. for Soul of Darkness..
    AND pain.. to withstand.. a walk of dead.. goes on…

    A HeArt long past dead.. A Spirit no longer expressing
    anything but words.. darkness.. and pain.. Yes.. this
    is hell.. and i am Devil at 2AM.. shades covering eyes..
    a body cold as ice.. in the middle of the Summer..
    a Jacket.. torn and tattered.. covering the cold
    of years.. in death alive.. an outcast from
    all that is alive.. where cat is more human…

    There is no human or Nature connection.. then
    for me.. senses.. emotions.. completely dead..
    All that is left is the wrath of pain.. Where is
    GOD.. who is GOD.. what is ALLAH..
    ALL when DEVILIVED NOW…

    There is no escaping hell or heaven..
    in nows.. but we have so much to say..
    for the place we eventually end up..
    for now… and in between..
    purgatory too.. yes.. NOW..

    To feel.. and sense..
    and be alive..
    requires
    no words..
    at
    all…

    ToDAY.. I skate dance backwards
    in Golden Spirals.. with EVENing
    Sun.. on sands of beach..
    swirling in the wind
    of Allah’s breathe…
    5 miles in 1 hour
    the tracks i leave..
    are of no animal
    but me..
    and
    Allah
    ONE
    TRUE…
    IN Golden
    Spiral LIFE…:)

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    http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/05/autism-always-unique-tenaciously.html

    “aUtIsM: always UNIQUE tenaciously INTENSE suspiciously MYSTERIOUS”.. Pre-MacroVerse
    Memory from Four Years ago.. ExPloring Synchronicity aGAiN from Decades
    BeFoRE iN My LovE and noW iN a beGiNNinG Flow of Poetic
    Words coming in spurts and soon to StreaM
    And River More HiGher StiLL then
    as WaVes aS OceAN WhOle..
    that Theme Song
    heAR staRted
    from Last
    MacroVerse
    was a SonG then too..
    through July of 2013
    that truly helped set
    mY HeArt.. SpiRiT and SoUL
    Free iN EmoTioNAL and SeNSoRy
    Way out of the pain and numb for 66 months
    to be HeaLeD and reLeasEd in a short lived
    GriEf over a FriEnd who misunderstood me and
    a new one named White Pearl also known as Lala RuKh
    who i visited again today.. heR EmoTioNal OpenNess then
    too in what was so hard to find in the online Autism Communities
    i had existed online in my DeadZone Years then is trUly the pinnacle
    along with the emotional expressions of my other friEnd that helped set
    me FReED iN HeALiNG EmoTiONal And SeNSory ForCe of mE coMe back as Phoenix
    RiSinG from the Dead Zone Ashes of numb and pain then.. i found the healing
    Force of Emotions and Senses paramount to living again alive instead of dead..
    all the pooh
    poohs over any
    thing other than science
    mind then proved themselves
    dead wrong more for what worked
    100% right for me in Healing force..
    A Miracle the Doctors called it.. me.. a reality
    of the hiGher HUmaN POTenTiaL oF HeaLinG with LoVe
    SeT FReED as HiGhest ForCe of anything LiVing in this UniVerse
    we sEE
    and FeeL
    and SenSE
    for NoW AFAIK
    as ‘they’ say too.. of course..
    wRiTE oN course.. anyWaY.. i’ve
    proVen the Benefits in case
    study evidence along the
    way.. uPLoad a SoUL
    thAT and WhO
    DAnceS
    and
    SinGs
    the rest
    oF mY StoRy NoW2..:)

    Talking Body of Art

    “Talking Body of Art”.. MacroVerse Memory from two years
    ago.. filled with Free Verse Poetry.. Dance
    Photos at Old Seville Quarter and
    Beach photos oF Beautiful
    Navarre Beach
    yes..
    Talking
    Body of
    ArT iT
    all that iS..:)

    PleasUre PrinCiple oF HeLL

    “PleasUre PrinCiple oF HeLL”.. MacroVerse.. from a year ago and
    the second to last MacroVerse of May 2016 beFore i emBArk
    oN a year Long Effort of what now arises past 1.6 Million
    words in this 103rd/774th MacroVerse i am completing
    heAR tonight.. this one at 17,496 words in 2016.. with
    plenty of Store Dance and Seville Quarter
    Dancing photos too.. requiring
    two Facebook Statuses
    to share the
    text only
    Version
    there..
    anyway.. i had
    a FeeLinG and SeNsE
    that something much bigger
    than i had ever done would
    come next.. and i didn’t actually
    title that “Nether Land Bible 2017”
    in revision way until Christmas Day
    of 2016.. Do the Work as Essence..
    Form
    Comes
    Later..
    that’s
    HoW HeART..
    sPiRit and
    SoUL woRk BesT
    whEN Free UnivERse
    seT FReED within.. inside..
    outside.. above.. so below and all a’Round2..:)

    Wonderment for the beyond of WHAT IS

    “Wonderment for the beyond of WHAT IS”.. just another Story from three years
    ago in Synchronicity Way of Restricted Blog set to private now..
    but hey.. Holy and Sacred FuLL of Meaning and Purpose
    can happen any way we
    create it
    for NoW
    iN dARk
    or LiGht..:)

    Dark of IS

    “Dark of IS”.. MacroVerse from three years ago too
    that surely fits iN somewhat well with the
    title of this one per “DaRtHFReEDNoW”..:)

    In Memory of my Father First Fred

    “In Memory of my Father First Fred”.. i wrote this on the actual Day of
    My Father’s Death in 2014.. and Thanks God for Writing as this
    Art was and still is instrumental in Dealing with all
    kinds of emotions and senses in life..
    including
    Grief of
    course as
    what can be
    for many folks
    a most difficult
    emotional experience
    of life to properly experience and let go..:)

    http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/05/praising-google-algorithm.html

    ‘Praising’ the ‘Google’ Algorithm

    Pre-MacroVerse from four
    years ago and sure i
    thought i was
    pretty cool
    i could
    type the
    quote i wrote
    below and it would
    come back attributed
    directly to me in Google
    Algorithm Search Engine
    as such in Key Words search..:)

    Google
    makes an
    amazing tapestry
    of minds, or
    what can be
    described
    as cosmic
    consciousness,
    come to fruition,
    in concrete reality,
    in words
    that are
    edifice
    of mind.

    Price of Different

    “Price of Different”.. Whew.. last MacroVerse Share
    out of 18.. heAR.. and sure that’s
    the “Price of Different” some
    go long and different
    and some go
    short and
    sAMe and
    heAR i go in
    this one.. both iN Lands
    of PoEtry and Lands of ReaSon
    too.. exercising both sides of
    BRain as and Orchestra does a Symphony too..
    And never leaving out a Dance oF MINd and BoDy BaLanCinG soUL too NoW..:)

    Reply
16. katiemiafrederick says:

    May 24, 2017 at 12:25 AM

    WeLL.. HeaR’s Katrina to fill up her Buggy oF Love
    with all the MicroVerse Shares from mostly
    a year ago now as shared on Facebook
    For Free as miGht as well take
    advantage of prepare ye
    a way even more in
    modern technological
    ways of ShaRinG arT NoW
    aLL For FReED as all i for one
    can say is FucK the Washington
    Dollar Green BlAck BiLLs and
    Lincoln SenTS.. i’M iN iT for
    CreaTinG arT NOW what
    comeS whAT MaY
    WiLL cOmE
    nexT
    wiTh or
    wiThout mE
    NoW so i for
    oNe Love and
    Make the besT
    Love aS and oF
    NoW iN aRT FReED..:)

    WeLL.. i am alWays trying to poETicAllY eXpresS how it is to live
    aLL in HeavenoW.. and while i have limited resources to do so..
    theRE are others who live in a similar dimension as i do namELy
    at least one folk from Cold Play named Chris Martin and his
    Cohorts.. sure it’s easy to see from his body language
    that he lives a place very close to wHere i do noW no
    matter how far aWay he is in miles.. as
    God hOlding hAnds WItH aLL oF uS
    whether we see iT in so many
    FeeLinG SenSinG kNoWinG
    ways noW iS limitless
    in Luci liGhteD
    way for tHosE
    wHo BRinG aLL
    theE liGht noW oF
    SuN iN eYes Of
    up and up and
    hiGhEr fLiGht
    oF liFe wHere
    noT many have
    gOne before yET
    morE WiLL go iN noW
    as wider and wider aWake
    as co-creators wIth God wHere
    tHere iS no mAX Of Sun or Moon
    or skeYes oF EaRTh.. iN Heaven noW..
    bottom liNe Never GiVe uP aNd jUST dO IT
    in V for Victory over Vengeance waY.. noW..

    From my experience.. Emily D.. does a great
    job of metaphoring the inner
    dArkness of the depths
    of wHere hUman
    can go in
    real BEinG
    of HeLL in nothingness
    of numbness wHere there
    is no reference point aT aLL
    then out oF REAL HELL iN
    hUman existence..
    a place for me that
    i can attempt to reflect
    in words.. but there is
    no word(s) trUly that
    can recollect
    a thousand
    years
    of piece
    of paper
    existence in
    just one second
    of LiFe.. the kind of thing
    yes.. where dousing oneself
    with Gasoline is preferable
    over that but of course
    one iS iN no
    shape
    to do
    anything
    but nothing…
    and it’s hard to get
    good death help
    in thousand
    years
    of Hell
    in yes.. one second..
    anyway.. hmm.. so now that
    i liVe in Heaven i would Love to
    have heard Emily describe that but
    sadly.. obviously from reading her
    autobiography she was
    a suffering
    Poe too..
    as so many
    artists can be
    in Vincent ways too..
    i suppose.. pARt of the reAson
    i give so many folks heart burn iS
    as i aM as free and happy as i could
    iMaGiNe to bE.. alWays now always
    satiated more and more wITh
    heights ever lasting more..
    and sure ‘they’ caLL
    iT maniC or WTF
    but iT is
    as calm
    as honey
    does on Rose
    Hips.. in a never
    ending orgasm of mind
    and body balance.. beyond
    any big bang explosion in human
    way.. and every cell is lit up like a
    rainbow in colors of marshmallow
    bliss just moving higher and higher
    as now associated with every move
    in infinite way.. wHeRe if i juSt
    sway my arm from side to
    side.. the candy of liGht
    juSt grows sweeter
    and sweeter
    beyond
    any
    chocoholic
    factor of eternal
    brOwn bliss.. sParks oF
    thiS iN before re-born now..
    just filaments of flAMe dArk
    blue and never yellow sun
    as now.. so sure.. i’m sure it
    makes some folks wanna
    rain on my parade
    but it don’t
    matter
    aS noW no
    amount of rain from
    silly silly human rain
    can put the liGht ouT
    of a Real Human Sun
    noW.. in human potential
    aLL natural way.. And A saddest
    thing.. iS it appears most no one
    has any fathom that this dimension
    of LiFe exists.. as sure.. for i.. the brief
    sPArks of Nirvana.. were only poofs of
    star duSt fArts.. compaRed to the FloWer
    i experienCe NoW.. and sure.. the wHole
    experience iS integral to the Art of i in
    DancE oF Feat and Song of PoeTry
    words.. in shArinG GiVinG way..
    as tHere are trUly an almost
    InfiNite numBer pARts
    oF thiS Bliss Of i..
    as iT is F iN
    continuous Jonathan noW
    Livingston Seagull Higher and
    Higher FlYinG NO School.. to go to
    the neXt Level iN a F iN Video gAMe
    tHat is REAL.. haha.. hehe.. it’s trUe..
    a video game of liFe come to fruition
    with more colors than any X or Y
    Box could noW imagine as
    i
    me
    from
    BE foRE.. i’VE
    been to the bottom
    aM noW A peak hiGher
    and higheR.. but thanks to
    thE dArk NiGht oF the SoUL..
    noW juSt HiGher and HiGher
    with thE effort of JOB outside Raven..:)

    WeLL.. as ‘they say.’. perhaps iT iS bAd lUcK
    for the GRoom to see the Bride’s clothes
    before the Wedding but when i dress
    in feminine and masculine balance
    iN flesh as well as symbolic
    T-shirts as purchased
    heRe bY the
    great forAger
    Katrina at
    Kohl’s Department
    store aS 2 for $20 bucKs..
    when the dance comes on
    Thursday niGht as the dress
    comes before here now on
    Wednesday Eve before
    Holy Thursday R and R
    day for me.. and
    my very very
    lucky noW
    111th dance
    week night..
    Thursday niGht
    at Good Old Seville
    Quarter wITh aLL thE
    KooL College AGe
    Folks tHeir as tHree
    stRinGs of 1
    1 1 Will do
    FoR All
    oF Synchronicities
    iN ThREE pArt harMony
    wITh God pArTicularLY wHen
    yOur numerology report sTArts noW
    out like mine with 0 for do WiLLFrEEnow
    for whatever the F ya wanna do as you’ve
    alReAdY completed iN previous lifenows aLL
    tasks 1 through 9.. and 1 for each of the noW
    other life cycles to do more iN sAMe oF whatever
    the F ya want as wiLL bE niceLY illustrated iN thiS
    next blog post as the “PleasUre PrinCiple oF HeLL”
    as they say coLLaBoRaTinG eviDence noW foRAll
    thE eXisTenCe oF God aLL A REaL iN noW too Now
    hOlding hAnds.. WitH mE anD US aNd wE aLLonE..
    and nah i didn’t have all the resources of A greAT pLay
    REAL GOD PROPHET USING hiS profits noW to bRinG
    a mesSage of God to the world much much greater now
    than i for noW.. but anyway.. in mY pArt of God NoW i’m
    sure mY Art WiLL get through at lEAst tO one Open
    heARted MiNd aT Old Seville Quarter per the
    totAL aRt oF Y i.. in DancE SonG.. and T-shirt
    i wHole pLaYinG as i of mE as We oF
    uS aS God aLLonE PiE
    oF liGht in smaLLest
    to larGest
    cOld
    pLay
    liGhts oF LiFe..:)

    oH.. Lordy whAT A celebration
    of dARk and liGht and
    those sHades of
    RainBow colOrs..
    aLive and more in hues
    of bLack and WhitE and aLL
    oF spectrum grey in SHades
    of cardboard human way..
    yes.. i have the feeling i
    am soon to approach the
    11K or so word limit of a
    Facebook Status as sure
    Facebook provides juSt another
    hard drive back uP of aLL thiS creative
    effort.. but haha.. i guess i could break
    that down in twO parTs of backed-up effort
    to play the cards even in 7-7 Heaven or
    whatever iF 14K gOld of words coMe..
    anyWay as Mark Twain says when
    ya got some creativity going down
    ya better find a way to record
    iT noW.. as birdS of FruiTiOn
    do flY ALive and may or
    may not come back
    again.. after
    the print
    is no longer
    wet in drying iNk..
    i could do this all day juSt for
    fUn.. coming out of an hour or so
    of bliss of naked Sun and Sand dance
    so broWn and Blue and Green of Free
    Earth as Temple of God me.. and seriously
    back in the primitive day.. i could reAlly entertain
    the ladies then.. as while it is the law i must remain
    clothed at all nows at Good Old Seville Quarter that
    does soak up a lot of sweat when the nice ladies come
    to hug me so sweet in candy eYes of deLight oF Pan FReEd
    Man in aLL his clothed and sweaty danCinG glory.. so free like
    a warrior dance of belly dancer twirling free as sensual WiLL dO
    comE iN masculine and feminine balance.. heHE even at 230LBs
    of 6 foot or so man.. seriously to move my body like i do iN butterfly
    fashion takes incredible physical and emotional intelligence working
    mind and body balance.. and yes.. leg pressing that half a ton 30 reps
    now.. along with all the other Olympic Athlete iN strength training as
    pro athletes do too.. is pArt of the Art oF i thAT modern Technology
    in the challenge of exercise Nautilus equipment way can
    bRing to the main pARts of body movement
    in Strength way.. but yes.. we ARE aLL stars
    of muse when wE lift others up.. thAT noW
    comes through words.. sMiles.. giggles
    women’s breasts and hot pant hips..
    and sure.. the Apollo Arnold
    who has come unglued
    in statue stOnE
    way.. and
    set he or
    her free in Dancing
    as Stars way.. i am a one
    man band with only instrument
    of naked flesh clothed in shorts
    and Tatooed T-shirt way.. to
    enhance the mesSages
    oF metaphor hiGHs..
    no drugs here.. no drums
    no guitars in fAct when some
    folks say i SinG Angelic too noW
    with choirs of Angels.. in Catholic
    Church too.. when i am in the fLoW..
    the zoNe of Art oF DancE.. words trUly Do
    onLY gEt iN tHe way.. of soUl FliGht Free
    iN heARt aNd SpiRit ExPResSinG A
    UniVersAl messAGE oF God..
    THE FORCE WITHIN.. YES
    INSiDE.. outSiDe.. aboVe..
    so beLow.. and aLL
    Merry go Fred go
    a’round iN
    Dance
    bLiSSnoW..
    so.. while what i do requires
    zero pennies in direct impact..
    audience as few as insects
    in sand and sun as
    such in
    back
    yard pLay..
    when a middle
    aged Lady.. or group
    of young women just video
    tape me.. and say hey! gonna
    share all of you on social media
    or just watch you again to make me
    happy all inside.. in mirror neuron way..
    and yes.. of course.. i added the science
    iN as my art of PoeTry does mix with reAson
    too.. and sure theRe iS much more of me available
    oNliNe for sUre from head to toe and word to pAsSiOn
    heARt iN aLL oF moST Of WhAT A hUman can bE these
    days of freeDom oF eXpreSSinG WrinGinG wET sweAT..
    and passioNate frOM all bEfore wheN
    thE rule of the day back then..
    is to chop the Penis
    off of Apollo.. Mercury..
    Hercules etc.. statues..
    instead
    of Glory
    be now Min oF
    Egyptian mAle FertiLITy waY..
    the flesh of i in dance.. iS arT
    and aLL God Free.. i cAMe into
    this world.. nakED and free liVe
    thAT way now.. in so dam many
    wayS.. and duSt oF DancE aNd
    SonG oF God i too WiLL reTurn2..
    aGain.. and no one need shAre thiS
    trUth of God and i toGeTher as oNe ForcE
    howEver.. God tOld mE and continUes to tale
    mE like at the end of that old ‘Seventh Sign’ movie
    wHere i aM aLL thE characters in the play and must
    be the scribe as well.. wHere Director.. Producer..
    and Actor oF God become one hUman tRuly
    going down and up and down and up aGain
    noW.. So that should exhaust the current
    Muse of Cold Play SonG and then
    iT iS on to the Tuesday dVerse
    themED.. prompt.. aBout
    characters and such
    thAT muse uS fOr
    thE Art oF wE..
    And trUly iN real flesh
    anD blood liFe thaT iS thE
    greAtest misSioN God asSigNs
    mE iN syNcHroniciTy waY.. To mUse
    a very conservative.. closeD miNdED
    uP tiGht comMuNity wITh AngeliC DancE
    iN both warRioR and graceFul style froM uPon
    HiGh iN BaLanCinG oF dArk And liGht anD aLL thE
    sHades Of grey thAt mY boDy aNd miNd souL WiLL plAy!..

    Facebook Friend Glenn now
    provides a photo Facebook
    memory slide with Logo
    that says.. “Live Your
    Life and Forget Age”..
    so i then and
    now say..
    sMiLes..
    i for one
    Love numb
    erS ..noW..
    but oh God..
    never ever livE
    thEm.. how foolish
    was i to worry about
    turning.. twenty-five..
    when only a fracTioN
    oF A UniVerse then as
    rEAL.. as noW.. WiTh
    sMILesplusMiLesnoW..:)

    FinAlly.. arriving bacK aT
    dVerse here for one last
    prompt shot before Thursday
    Sacred and Holy R and R Day
    coMes and i put this aLL ToGeTHer
    in both StepS and WordS oF
    poeTry DancE SonG.:)
    05182016
    @ 2:28 pm..:)

    And a stop here
    first back at the
    green prompt before
    i move on to the
    Muse of Character
    prompt.. as i see
    a few left tHeRe in
    that week long prompt
    from Monday as such..:)

    WeLL.. Bjorn LoVing tHe
    way you are opening uP
    heRe in 55 year old SeNsuaLITy..
    never to old.. yeAh.. to liVe.. as
    folks liKe uS ain’T deAd yeT..;)

    Oh.. i Love to go to our
    in-laws farm first Sunday
    of every month to see all
    the vegetable and farm
    animal green of liFe so
    BriGht there.. but Jesus..
    after.. seEinG the sweet
    Cows.. it make me thInk
    twice for Sunday Steak..
    dAM.. i’M gLad i don’T
    worK aT thE
    sLaughter
    house as
    theRe iS noW
    no Laughter oF
    thE cowS iNoW
    FArm GRain waYs..:)

    Stars Of greeN iN fertiLiTy
    oF Love iN hUman eYes..
    Green Away iN jealoUsy
    Fresh aWay froM spoiLs
    oF fear and hate..
    Love In
    iTs puRest
    foRm.. spRouts
    HopE GreeN..:)

    Ah..
    Feng Shui
    Fish swAm by
    current of streAm
    effortless oF F iN
    waY Air iT carries
    Bird friEnd of ENergy
    FrieNd of GraviTy WinDs
    of Air Free WinGs in hUman
    Dance
    seT Free
    Tree of Life..:)

    Well.. that pArt
    iS fUn noW oFf
    to muse of
    Character
    pLay on Tuesday
    dVerse prompt way..:)

    Oh Lord.. the cooperation
    of downsizing.. the business
    of technology repLacing
    humanshoes.. the reaLITy
    iN liFe that
    hUmans no
    no longer
    need apply..
    the laughter
    of folks making
    enough YouTube/Google
    pennies in whatever
    art or conspiracy
    theories they are
    making to bind
    a dArk or ArT
    liGht SpRinG
    Force oF hUmans
    for Google and
    YouTube Pennies
    wHere subsistence
    totally passes the
    middle man and corporate
    leader of pink slip fear..
    And with subsidized health
    care just say FucK the
    man of pasSinG
    patriachal
    Rule..
    hehe..
    Google and
    YouTube.. etc..
    avenues for FREe!..:)

    ELder mEmories
    sweeT and soUr
    olD of grey
    younG aT
    heARt
    DancE
    of SoUL
    LiVes oN
    iN oUr eYes
    meeT aGaiN
    heARt fLies
    SingS SpiRiT
    SonG oF wE..:)

    Drifters oF God hOlders
    of earth bringers of
    smiles.. Livers
    of rain and
    sun and
    dirt
    full
    toes..
    sleepers on
    ground.. WiLL
    oF LiFe remembering
    what it means to be
    close to each other
    and Earth of Nature..
    sMiLes.. there IS A now
    that i envied most everyone
    in a nursing home.. and
    on the corner
    cardboard
    sign walk..
    as at least
    they wanted
    a life that i could
    no longer feel.. need..
    or want at all.. there are
    many staving folks in the
    world who live in cold
    receptacles of
    computer
    booths..
    oh the
    sun oh
    the sand
    oh the breath..
    oh the struggle
    oh the lIfe when
    it still comes at
    a price of Free..
    FeeLinG and SenSinG
    iT
    aLL
    doGod..:)

    WeLL.. first of aLL.. Walter.. thanks
    for this prompt… while i no longer
    directly link to dVerse this one
    is quite inspiring as human
    is my favorite
    element
    of Earth..
    and yes.. a powerful
    write here in the Father
    and Son struggle of WiLL
    and Love.. when they
    come together fearless..
    truly a
    hero
    can
    be re-born..:)

    SMiLes.. humans..
    domesticated..
    homeless..
    Wild
    and
    Free..
    the sMiLes
    are real @the
    office FrOwns
    thE dArk.. LiFe
    iS worth iT no
    matter thE
    price
    oF Dirt..:)

    Political status and
    power.. ego grabs
    when high
    status parents
    don’t have time
    to feed the heart
    and child soul.. someone
    has to do it for insanely
    large human populations
    for control away from anarchy
    but the political climate truly
    never changes..
    greed.. status
    and power..
    Frankly.. i used
    to Know every fact
    and figure.. of politics..
    but as soon as i figured
    out human nature is based
    on conservative and liberal
    elements.. 50-50 or so
    from birth..
    i turned the
    TV and the
    newspaper
    off and catch
    up on the news
    no different than
    soap operas on Facebook
    in bits and bytes of SOS..:)

    Mother or Father
    Cat or Dog..
    sister or brother
    one’s best friend
    now or then..
    or even a flower
    of fall or
    shine
    of car
    treasured
    as such for those
    whose Lovers are cars
    and homes as God.. it’s
    hard to see that everything
    eventually can fall apart..
    wither away.. but
    walking Star
    dust we
    are when
    we are.. IS A
    miracle beyond
    a hot Sun eYe..:)

    Pre-nups for
    friends.. say
    a word out of line
    and break an expectation
    forevermore now.. a friend
    can leave.. accept it all..
    develop a cognitive sense
    of empathy in what
    underlies
    the not
    knowing
    of human
    darkness.. everyone
    becomes my friend
    in liGht
    and dARk..
    as i too
    have been
    as the
    dArkest
    of hUman
    SoUl.. in Lack..:)

    Oh.. when the human
    liGht goes out oF aLL
    thE nuances oF
    EmoTion..
    thE SpiRit
    sAMe eXpreSsinG
    faLLs aWay iN dArk..
    LesSon of my 94 year
    old crippled Aunt in walker
    until her dying day.. the
    SpiRit never Grows old
    inside.. as long
    as the
    heARt
    Muscle
    is exercised
    Long iN Touch and
    FeeLing.. as kNowLedge
    oVer FeeLinG trUly
    A cliff note
    now of
    western
    civilization
    for many..
    Bowling Alley
    days gone in replacement
    electronics of Love Muscle heARt..:)

    Oh//Lord.. a liFe of biTs
    and byTes of hUman
    liFe.. i Am so glad
    i missed iT younG..
    but oh
    God i’M iN
    iT anyWay..
    help help..
    eye rolls of
    screen scream
    priSon.. CalgOn
    take mE aWay
    to commercials
    oF
    LiFe..:)

    sMiLes.. even the
    gift of elders
    talking grey
    or frail..
    or whatever
    struggles liFE
    may bRing.. getting
    old is for stronger soUls
    and never for sissies.. male
    or female.. Living is for
    moving.. connecting
    and creating..
    but take two
    of those out
    and its worse
    than just one
    old..
    Poverty
    of the SoUl
    has no age..
    gender.. nationality..
    creed or race.. Poverty
    of the heARt.. SpiRit and
    SoUl.. simply has no radiating liGht..:)

    SMiLes.. ah.. a quieT
    moUse oF liFe
    liKe MicKey
    or Dog
    as Snoopy…
    not much to say..
    but so much noW to
    FeeL iN eYes oF Body
    LanGuaGe.. oh.. trUth
    iN
    LiGht
    LiFe FReED..:)

    Oh.. so fUn
    to doGod
    wiThouT
    pAint..
    by BooKs..:)

    Ah Dear..
    i Love poeTry
    that SinGs a Song
    from beginning to
    end.. alWays a joy
    here to come
    and join
    in..
    a gift you
    have obviously
    perhaps an Angel
    in disguise as
    poeTry
    does
    in hUman
    touch unrivaled
    by words
    of
    science..:)

    LonELy gHosts
    roAMing thE eaRth
    iN rooms oFt BLack
    thaT hOld
    no air..
    oh.. tHe
    Dante trUth
    oF liFe.. tHeRe
    are dEmenTSioNs
    oF heLL thaT No
    demonD wiLL
    eVer liFe
    traVEiL.. dArk lOcK
    nesS sPeaks BLack
    wHole souLs Deep..:)

    Side note here.. as
    this one brings back
    the darkest dream
    of child
    hood
    nightmare
    way for me..
    a Star in sky bright
    yellow a mother’s
    light a place
    of Dark Birds
    dead and
    struggling
    in oily wake..
    riding my bike
    at age 12 to the
    bank must see the
    temps rise to 101..
    102.. and 103.. then
    come close heat stroke
    in cycle way for me..
    dream as vision
    mystical
    deep
    dArk
    fliGht
    of Sea Hawks
    death in tar
    oF Life
    whEre
    i too
    then
    am a bird
    of dARk reaching
    to the Star outside
    of grasp… iT’s heLL
    theRe’s no doubt a
    place one day
    i will visit
    iN real
    for
    66 months
    even beyond
    that nightmare then..
    iT iS the FeeLinG thaT
    was the nightmare and
    never the
    images
    alone..
    a place so
    lost so deep
    in dARk.. that
    trUly even demons
    would avoid aT all
    costs
    then..
    all that’s
    left is
    Devil’s breath
    tHere.. beLow
    beLow
    a pLace
    cALLed LiFe
    aS A dArkest side
    note for me ends
    aS now.. BrinGS
    liGht oF Star
    HeaVen ReaLnoW..
    thE end iS reaL..
    tHe meaNs
    iS hELL..:)

    Rose without color
    sAid refRain
    oF Beauty
    wiTh
    No
    coRe oF Apple
    FruiT iN eYes..
    soUl gRows
    cOld.. BeaUty
    BriGht SpiRit
    criEs.. oh deep..
    oh deep.. A RinG
    Back Ocean LiFe..:)

    WandeRinG ClOwns
    oF WisDom gRow..
    no man or
    woman
    owns..
    freeDom gRows
    Ocean deep eYes
    sO cLear.. diRt oF
    feeT
    EaRTh
    gRows wArm..
    FreeDom IS A dirT
    oF Body thaT kNows
    oNly earTh and fLesh
    iN sweAt Of Sun bRight
    Hunt.. forAger for LiFE..
    LiVer oF LiGht.. so lost
    so lost.. wE are in
    cubicles
    gOne
    dArk..
    iN screAM
    oF Scree@noW..:)

    Ship of LiFe
    Temple Nature
    sea farer BriGht
    VoyageR stILL
    water
    waves
    raGinG
    daRk and liGht
    aWay fair from
    forTunes
    greet..
    LiFe goes oN..
    LiFe goes oN..
    yes.. LiFe goes oN..:)

    SMiLes.. those who
    brave to be free to be
    different may be misunderstood
    but forgotten.. no.. that is for
    those who
    travel
    paths
    warm and true..
    to travel against
    the Lies of Truth
    never forgotten..
    sAges
    oF Ages..
    mArk oF TiMe..:)

    Women have aLways
    been in charge..
    pennies
    on the
    dollar
    for Love
    oF aLL..:)

    Flesh grows
    stronger.. hair cuts..
    NAils triM
    sKin saGs..
    greys hAir..
    stoops
    shoulders..
    Gravity
    more a
    friEnd iN SonG oF
    A BaLaNCinG DancE..
    SpiRit fireS iNside..
    ouTside.. aBove..
    so beLow..
    all aRound..
    as lonG as thaT
    flAMe FiRes noW
    LoVe LiFe LiVes..
    TrUth iN liGht..;)

    Warriors of old
    protectors
    of new..
    and tRuly
    LIFe doesn’t
    make many
    real men like
    that any more..
    i suspect Nature
    iS groWinG weary
    of the hUman race..:)

    SAdly.. theRe IS A
    Beer in most country
    western SonGs wheRe
    someone’s daddy tOld
    tHeir little boy..
    Son don’t
    cry that’s
    for Sissies and
    not real men like me..
    with tears of beer
    And SinG
    oF LosT
    LoVe withouT
    A TEar oF wArMth..;)

    You kNow.. it’s funny.. iN fAct
    it’s hilarious.. i’M literAlly kNown
    as a Legend of Dance noW at
    close to 56 in young
    folk Dance hAll..
    but seriously..
    my hips are
    so bad from
    running young
    and knees too..
    that i cannot run
    at all now from doing
    that repetitive movement
    for a decade back then.. but
    dancing.. keeping feet close to
    earth.. yes.. close to 5400 miles
    now measured by GPS sports
    watch in 33 months.. and
    honestly all 230LBS of
    me feels liGht
    as a feather..
    there are
    ways to
    fly without
    running at aLL..
    and seriously.. when i
    tell folks i cannot run
    at all they do not believe it
    at all as they watch me float
    by in twinkle toe feat of MaGiC Air..
    Truly.. the best friend of energy is
    a friEnd of Gravity mY friEnd..
    for literAlly
    aGinG graceFuLLy
    iN ButterFly WinGed feat..:)

    SMiLes.. mY
    friEnd.. i thInK
    that’s A ticKet
    for me too..
    A Quilter
    of Words
    and a BlankEt
    as wide as A
    UniVerse eYe..:)

    Unconditional LovE noW
    Sports and Military teaches
    maKinG young men strong..
    wHere everyone bleeds
    the same in trenches
    of war
    and games
    of valor same..
    SurELy in men
    Unconditional
    Love can
    Win
    Peace wHere
    tHeRe iS more to
    LiFe than material goods..:)

    SMiLes.. any SonG
    and or DancE oF
    liFe from a whistle
    to the hills
    are filLeD
    WitH thE
    sounD oF MuSic
    iN FoResT oF Pan
    speLLs tHe foUr
    letter word
    L O V E
    bY
    FRiEnD..:)

    That finishes the
    Tuesday prompt for
    all lInkED entries
    tHere..
    and here’s
    the last
    BRinGer for
    the week loNg
    Green prompt
    here..

    Ah.. Safe froM
    thE DancE
    aNd SonG
    oF DOinG
    LiFe..
    saD
    trUth
    dArk
    liGht
    oF aN
    ElectroniCK
    ReaLiTy
    seT
    aS TwiliGht
    zoNe eNd..:)

    It’s 6 O’clock
    aLL Finished
    uP and Ready
    to Rock and Roll
    Dinner and a noW
    maXX work-out
    now at my
    favorite
    and only
    Military Gym..:)

    36 poems in
    212 minutes
    at an
    average rate
    of 5.72972973
    minutes each..
    and 37 for
    this 1
    2..
    iN
    equaTion
    dONE..:)

    Ha! Dancing makes me deliriously
    happy.. even when i’m twirling like
    a Ballerina.. in my Nike Shox
    size 11 and a halves..
    in the Super-Walmart
    Parking Lot.. while
    Katrina is sayin’ get
    the F in the car
    you F er.. i have
    to pee..
    hehe..
    Walmart
    Bathrooms
    do not meet
    her pee standards
    heheX2.. with hahaha!..:)

    But anyway.. you do know how
    much i Love my Wife.. right..
    i kid around a lot.. as humor
    is the best medicine and
    friendly witty poking
    humor is the
    way not
    to stay
    too serious about
    liFe.. particularly iF
    you’ve been to some of
    the places of the dark night
    of the sOul wHere i’ve been
    for sure.. and that Seventh Sign
    Movie that me and Katrina saw when
    we first got together scared me as
    i was always worried more about
    her going into childbirth and
    something happening to
    her than even a
    potential
    child back
    then.. as she
    was my everything
    my army of security
    all wrapped in one
    friend wife.. forever
    now.. and when she did
    go into Labor the same dam
    nightmare of the Seventh Sign
    scenario came to fruition.. wHere
    she went into labor a month early
    on June 4th of 1997.. and it was
    horribly tough labor.. and when
    i went down the hall
    the blue lights
    came on and
    she had gone
    into a life threatening
    grand mal seizure and they
    had to perform an emergency
    C-Section.. and it was a life
    threatening situation and
    our baby Ryan had
    a catastrophic number
    of congenital anomalies
    that would make all his
    51 days of suffering
    the Doctors choice
    instead of peacefully
    letting him go back
    to the arms of his
    creator
    as the
    Merciful
    eYes of God
    provides in death
    the peaceful way
    away from the suffering
    modern medicine would impose
    upon our little child.. who would
    eventually die in my arms at the
    Hospital after so much tortuous pain
    where the Doctors already knew deep
    down that this baby would not survive..
    just a 300K paycheck for the hospital
    was the bottom line putting a little
    baby through living hell who
    wasn’t even born with
    the ability to breathe
    through blocked
    sinuses where
    mine are almost
    blocked too.. and
    transposed great vessels
    of the heart.. an immune system
    that didn’t work and cells that were
    not even dividing like they were supposed
    to do in a growing human being.. and so
    many more issues.. in a nightmare for
    all who were concerned but
    the bottom line for me
    is Katrina survived..
    nothing could
    make me
    more thankful
    to go through anything else
    else that i would ever have to
    go through and indeed she saved
    my life through those 66 months
    of living hell where she would
    bang her head against
    the wall as it then
    was so frustrating
    to live with
    a living
    zombie
    dead
    in life then..
    where i was totally
    closed off from the
    world in sight and sound..
    just wanting to die the first
    two years and thinking no one
    cared about me enough to give me
    a gun to end the crucifixion pain in my
    right eye and ear like dentist drill without
    novocaine for all those 66 months and
    18 other medical disorders in synergy
    of Hell.. anyway.. we F iN survived
    and when a couple goes through
    that and does survive.. there
    is this trust of marriage
    that can withstand
    anything that
    is truly noW
    an Army oF Love
    where both people
    become supermen
    and women in their own
    rights of meeting the ultimate
    challenges that God can bRing..
    i am so thankful for my life.. just
    the ability to use my eyes and ears
    without pain.. the perspective i have
    of hell now in heaven.. is the best gift
    of all.. and we appreciate liFe perhaps
    like no other couple will ever do.. and
    if you wonder why i serve God with
    the fury of ‘Job’ and superman
    all wrapped in one..
    it is because
    God spared
    my wife..
    and we
    are both
    alive.. bottom
    line.. i WiLL never
    be able to repay the
    God of nature for that real
    Grace of fortune.. but i dam
    sure WiLL do all i can to help
    save anyone i can in this Life
    from going through the stress
    related potential illnesses a human
    can acquire in a real earth hell of now..
    anyway.. here is the Video of my Greatest
    fear.. and yes.. i occasionally watch it just
    so i can cry and appreciate tears that would
    not come for that long 66 months in hell alone..:)

    And tHeRe’s
    the much softer
    Angel Side.. NoW..

    And enough for NoW…

    Reply
17. katiemiafrederick says:

    May 24, 2017 at 1:09 PM

    Hello, techstepgenr8tion. I occasionally drop by here, in case someone like you shares something
    out of the box enough to gain my attention. As Far as communicating here; it’s only something I
    rarely care to do as that means the start and stop of the Queen’s English away from the greater
    River of Free Flow Subconscious Mind coming to surface as it were and still does its best when
    not reined in By Guidelines and Instructions of how to create order out of beauty.

    Anyway; although I rarely fully agree with anything I read, see, or hear, I gain much greater
    potential knowledge in art and science for creativity when I pursue all sources with an
    open mind willing to discern the parts out I do not care for and gain greater Potential
    Light in Creativity by absorbing the rest.

    For whatever reason, I am not able to see the Videos on this site anymore with my Big iMac
    Desktop but they do work on my iPHone6s; so i listened to most of the Video you shared while
    Dancing around my Neighborhood Block as I do as I find the straight sidewalk moves a bit
    restricting for my much fuller human potential in UniVersaL PHI-like Spiral Chi-Moves as
    of course as even Science is starting to indicate that Brings a much greater Human Focus;
    increasing scores even on Standard IQ tests if done an hour before the test. And duh,
    our Brains use Blood so that makes common sense. Anyway, finally Science in its ‘wisdom’
    is starting to empirically show that Transcendent Ecstatic “Religious Experience” common
    in most all religions with many different forms of metaphors to relate the essence of the
    experience can and Will be gained through common activities like Trance Dance,
    Meditation, and even the Fox Holes of War. I’ll Take Trance Dance and no thanks to
    sitting Still Meditation as I find that as boring as walking in straight lines and War
    is kinda stupid to engage in unless there is no other choice; hehe.

    And here is the Ted Talk by Jonathan Haidt for reference.

    Anyway; a Major Problem in Westernized Civilizations is we are spoon fed Data Download
    from Birth in activities as small as reading; and whether or not we ever spit that Data out again,
    depends mostly on the Tasks assigned by culture both by Will and Requirements at Hand.
    Whereas, our more primitive so-called illiterate Ancestors Learned more in right brain metaphor
    in actually doing stuff in Moving, Connecting and Creating with others; Yes; out of desks.

    This Video you shared related how these types of intelligences of Foragers living close together
    is not necessarily inferior but different and potentially even greater. And of course as common
    sense dictates when we look around us; much kinder to the Environment we call home in Balance.
    When one lives close with Nature one becomes more like ‘Green Nature’ than a Book. Namely
    a Bible or a Kuran too for example; and yes, a Science Text Book too.

    We Become what we do. Use it or lose it applies. Anyway, as you may remember when I broke out
    of the mold I was born into with a full serving plate as we do get still ranging from Circumcision at Birth
    to mold us away a little further from Nature as an animal as original evolved to Diapers to keep
    stuff in instead of out at the youngest of ages; yes, it’s true, in the Summer of 2013, I finally
    escaped that ‘stuff’ of the clothes of culture and forged my own way of creativity in a written
    oral tradition way that I can now safely say has become my own Personal Bible created from
    Memorial Day of 2016 to date today as I am just waiting for the fully illustrating Photos
    to Download to make that happen in the 103rd MacroVerse of that in what is now
    1,606,909 words Of Free Verse Poetry, named “Nether Land Bible 2017”; twice as
    big as that Minuscule King James effort that took Centuries for folks to create per
    the topic of your Op Piece here of course with reference Video on the Value of Mythologies
    and Religions and Bibles in general too.

    And per referenced Video you share per Nietzsche’s Concern that Society Will not do well at
    all without the Glue of a God that works per God is Dead and we better come up with a new
    solution quick like risen “Overmen” who create value systems of their own and Neo escape
    the Matrix as it were and still is too, in New Age Terminator and Jesus way too; Yes, it’s also
    true per Whitman’s Philosophy/Prophecy that a new kind of Priest of the Cosmos would/Will arise in a
    new age and as Alan Watts said too “the Spirit” is here now and older religions no longer are going
    to have much relevance and that old Book is dangerous in “Book of Eli” ways in the wrong hands
    and should be ceremoniously burned at Easter; the part that they did not consider is we are group
    think social animals overall and we bond for common purpose and meaning when ‘normal’;
    regardless of dark or light bond for a greater transcendent experience of life; yes, even in
    war. And the bottom line per science is humans are not rational animals although they
    have the ability to think somewhat rationally after the emotion drives the ration first
    as often irrational as emotions do not have to make sense, while as Twain says,
    Fiction does to sell. Reality is much stranger, i.e. Trump, Hitler, et al; no it doesn’t
    have to make a bit of rational sense to what the majority of group think says or
    does.

    Anyway, as far as i can see; the Matrix gets it correct. And yes, so does
    Nietzsche in individual Overman Neo way. Unplug, turn on, tune in and
    drop out per Leary and per Warhol you’re likely to get at least 15 minutes
    of fame if you fully pursue your human potential whether you want it or not; hehe;
    as that just takes time away from human potential; tending to adoring fans, etc; haha.

    And it’s kind of like Building A Field of Dreams per another movie of prophecy accuracy;
    Same Lover Hero story per Joseph Campbell and Jesus myth eyes too. The only He that is
    gonna come back again and rise from the Ashes to truly be Phoenix born again with the
    wonderment and amazement of a child’s eyes to do amazing feats of human potential in Army
    be all you can “John 14:12” and “Lucifer” be way with no rules or instructions or guidelines in
    tightly fitting books of Uniforms is you not he. Hehe, you have no idea how hard it was not
    to Capitalize both all three letters of You and God too but hey; in the realm of harm no other;
    play by Community rules or get deleted or banned if you want to say something that stays.

    Smiles my Friend. The Neo path is not easy but it sure is fun. I had to find someone with enough
    Verbal Intelligence and Attention Span to fully share this moment of personal achievement
    of writing not only the longest Bible in the World in one year but also the longest long form
    poem ever per the other World Record back in India named the Mahābhārata at a minuscule
    1.8 Million words as my full Long Form Poem at 774 MacroVerses at the newest publish
    this afternoon will continue to exceed 4 Million words in a period of 45 months along
    with 7400 Miles of Public Dance in a free style martial arts and ballet way in the same
    period of 45 months too. And just an oh by the way I am now up to Leg pressing 1030 Lbs
    at 33 reps as hey, you gotta have strong legs to public dance 166.66 miles a month. and remember
    i started out as a ‘worm nerd’ too per Sheldon Cooper Stereotype and Stuff like that mistaken for
    a girl by the Cashiers at McDonalds at age 13 and yes most definitely professionally diagnosed
    by Four professionals with Asperger’s Syndrome and Bi-Polar like that should be a surprise
    in VanGogh way to; hehe. Anyway, I master the highs in Balance my Friend as any
    Buddha and or Yogi or and Lao Tzu or mythological Krishna can and will do too
    in Superman and Batman and other Lover Hero Jungian and Campbell archetypes too.

    Anyway, when i first recovered back in 2013; as still fully illustrated here. I clearly stated
    that I have no limits or pre-set expectations now. I said the sky is not even the limit as
    with Imagination and Creativity set free from cultural limits and pre-set expectations
    there are no limits as far as what so-called ‘normal modern human eyes’ now see.

    Most Everyone pooh poohed it then except you as you see a ‘little’ farther too.
    Keep Seeking my friend and you will find much more too; As remember, I didn’t
    even start until age 50 on Thanksgiving day on this Internet site where one word in
    a mountain of pain and numb of permanently and total assessed disability in 19 disorders
    to escape ends up now in around 12 Million words of total effort including straight lines
    of only so-called ‘rational discussion’ too. The biggest achievement my Friend was/is the
    Dance and still is at age 53 now approaching 57 on June 6th where my ‘normal peers’
    are sitting on Mall Benches with Pot Bellies extending watching Vicariously with
    Mirror Neurons only excited while I am exciting the Dance of College age women
    to the tune of over 1000 selfies of smiles with them too.

    I came her for a cure to my pain and numb and eventually found it.

    I return with what’s possible.

    Fact is it is possible; at least for me, I prove A Real Miracle of Human Potential in Epigenetic
    Way of Unpacking DNA in adaptation to new Environmental Challenge in Struggle for Positive
    Change and Neuroplastic Molding of Mind and Body Balance in a real Flesh and Blood Soul
    of Spirit of Heart must be possible for others too, as i am no more special than a Grain
    of Sand that holds up a Mountain of Human Love that can be ‘them’ too, if they try enough too.

    It’s true life is a trial but with Effort, Victory can and Will come through too as the ultimate result of test
    with a smile too. Okay, back to the Drawing Board as my 104th/775th MacroVerse Will be appropriately
    named “PHI Bible” as this new MacroVerse reaches 1.618 Million words in a one year
    Span of time. I couldn’t even write a creative paper in college or do more than a firstly,
    secondly, technical grocery list as a paper at work; except for an anomaly winning
    a Christmas Story in middle school among a two homeroom competition of
    80 children and a Philosophy Class in College. The difference is, I wasn’t
    trying to do it with think; I Sung from heart; another hemisphere
    of being then that I live in now at Can and Will. Baby steps here
    I took at first to get here now; and now I fly my Friend in
    Imagination and Creativity’s Fruition and I’ll leave now
    before the form of what I do
    becomes Magic
    more as essence
    than sidewalk
    talk
    and
    walk.

    Life is a Dance now
    when we find it my friend free for all more.
    Best wishes to you; be back someday as usual.
    Like the end of the Matrix Trilogy when the little girl
    creates her own reality with Imagination and Creativity
    come to Fruition and the Oracle says nice and she says i did it
    for Neo and the little girl asks the Oracle will he be back and she
    says I expect he will as believe was/is her magic and real power too as it is
    in archetype of us as Divine Feminine Love/Grace too. And the Will and Strength
    of the Architect in Rational way; well that’s helpful in order but it doesn’t make
    the magic
    of when
    he and
    her becomes
    you and you are
    the one that comes back now as he or she or whatever eTc else.
    It’s a story of Hope my Friend for S or J or F in Superman way of U2..:)

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19. frankhubeny says:

    May 24, 2017 at 5:24 PM

    I liked the nature pictures and the video about 5 truths about humans (or something like that). The first truth was great. I assume you are trying to lose weight with the picture of the scale. I decided recently to lose 10 pounds since I am on the edge of normal and overweight.

    Reply
    • katiemiafrederick says:

      May 24, 2017 at 5:56 PM

      Hi.. Frank.. as always thanks so much for coming by with a visit..
      Nature i find as my constant companion blessed to be out
      of city life to the comfort of both a safe neighborhood
      of friendly enough folks and forest in the backyard
      where chain link fence is covered now with
      trees and assorted shrubs and
      flowers with vines
      and flowers more..
      truly.. we are fortunate
      to live in the Flower State
      year ’round a place of peace
      and quiet where a quick
      car jaunt can
      take one
      to the
      bigger
      city lights
      of LED bright shine
      and even Rave sounds
      of wild dance youth.. i like
      a mix of it all to stay lit up with peace..
      and ha.. haha.. i happen to particularly
      like the numbers 2 and 3 and 8 and 6
      and really all numbers so when i weigh
      myself and take a photo oF iT.. each number
      brings a whole UniVerse of Holy and Sacred
      Meaning and Purpose that varies with the filter
      of the imagination and creativity of my mind.. and hehe..
      it’s true.. i’ve even written poems about the number 11 and
      12 and 7 too.. as born Hyperlexic all symbols fascinate me
      and sure
      that is
      a muse
      for all
      of these
      words too as
      symbols even more
      as Muse Dances and Sings on.. now2..
      other than that yes.. anything over 230LBS
      for a Six Foot or so dude is considered Morbidly
      Obese by the technical Medical books but my Doctor
      gives me a pass as long as i can keep the Cholesterol
      Down which is a little higher these days as i can’t write in
      a Flow Dancing too but reading and listening to music.. yes..
      as i often do in Barnes and Nobles as triple mind and body
      stimulation.. anyway.. a reminder to work-out now my
      friend and sure.. i could definitely not hurt myself
      if i lost 10 Lbs.. too.. i guess
      i’ll get around
      to it
      before
      it gets more
      a round of me now.. haha..;)

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      • frankhubeny says:

        May 25, 2017 at 6:28 PM

        So you weigh yourself to see those numbers. That is pretty cool. I should pay more attention to the process of weighing myself. I take it for granted and then I forget to do it.

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        • katiemiafrederick says:

          May 25, 2017 at 6:32 PM

          Haha.. it was no fun until
          We got a Digital read-out
          Scale and that’s what i
          Like about our Honda
          Civic.. the Digital
          Speedometer..:)

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