of the song “Isn’t it ironic”..
when all the directions we go.. come back
to surprises of the last place we think we’ll go..
i try not to think so much anymore.. of where i’m going..
where all can be accepted.. as coming naturally.. all the lands in now..:)
Ah.. yes.. the dry word of leaves without much feeling..
the barren desert of heart and soul.. not expressing spirit…
the lives of leaves livedevil in death of life.. not really living..
and the spring of all that come again.. alive.. in all the cycles..
of dark and light AS Life..:)
A color for the day.. a color for the senses..
a color sings emotions.. and a palette of all
for life as is.. in rainbow delight.. and
so much more.. where colors tread to live
in splashes of wonder to delight..:)
I tap into the stream of consciousness for one day
in writing a Christmas Story, in middle school,
a few days in philosophy class, at age 18,
and a drought until 2007
when it comes by way of piano,
until falling to illness,
and coming back in writing,
again, in March of 2013.
It has not left me yet, since 2013;
and when I do it; it is a blissful feeling
of non-effort; sometimes
taking two or three readings
for even me to understand what arises
from the fingertips of stream of consciousness.
Life is multi-dimensional in
potential fuller mindful awareness,
and there are levels of human heaven
and levels of human hell that not everyone experiences.
To taste a grand span of both hell and heaven,
brings about acceptance and tolerance
at core for understanding
how weak and strong
to motivate action;
not much different than humans.
The greatest change in human
being making culture
as complex as it is now, is the development of
written language, subsequent collective intelligence, and all
the complex cultures and social norms beneficial or not for the average human being.
And for me, I never realized how ‘human’ my cat is until I lost my emotions and cannot feel any oxytocin social bonding with other humans, including my wife; from a severe pain disorder.
At that point my cat definitely has a PAW up on me; as my cat veers away from my touch with his ears pinned back as a cat can sense a human without the output of affective emotion, as a dangerous source of potential harm.
These days there are many animals who retain emotions,
and many animals named human that lose them
by way of chronic social stress in all the
colors that comes in,
and shades of grey, as well.
AND BLACK AND WHITE, TOO..:)
Anyway, all I know is; I like science;
but full human life arising
to fuller human potential in
imagination and creativity through
greater physical intelligence, as well, to regulate
emotions, integrate senses, and increase focus
and short term working memory IS,
a 4 or 5 letter word named
as Magic or MagicK..:)
Fuller reality is much stranger than fiction,
as it does not have to make sense;
I live for the mysteries and fun of life,
and let other people worry about the ‘dirty’ details..;)
But anyway, it is nice to finally hear some relatively
new philosophy here, instead of the
same old school textbook stuff.
Those days are over for me;
to imagine and
create is far beyond the intelligence
of mechanical cognition; blessing IT IS..:)
“Consciousness, at least for me, requires a mental state
rather than a simple reflex. Amoebas do not have that.”
Well, there is one difference.
Amoeba’s have Amoeba DNA.
And a second old Fetus
has the DNA to
CREATE A UNIQUE
potential Eventual ‘Einstein’,
‘Beethoven’, ‘Bruce Lee’, and the
run of the mill ‘Fred’; & others.
Narrow minds see small things.
Broader minds see BigGER things.
That sums it up, rather nicely I think.
And no offense toward narrow minds;
Not reAlly different than the analogy of the Amoeba and the Fetus.
Nature AKA GOD produces Diversity. Only humans judge some
of that diversity less worthy of life on a philosophical level.
The rest of Nature lives on with
the survival of the fittest for reproduction
and general subsistence requirements for survival TO GO ON.
But of course when subsistence is the issue the weak go first;
Whether that is an infant that looks defective or a Lion cub.
And of course the Lion Cub is much more viable than an infant, as far
as Interdependent survival goes when human goes toe to CLAW with LION.
And as far as the game of survival goes; amoebas, roaches, and dragonflies
are likely to be here billions of years after much weaker humans, in the biggest
game of life AS survival goes, as they have already stood the test of evolutionary
challenge AS greaTEST test of all; yes, again, the ability to survive against all odds.
Every time a human aborts a child the rest of Nature goes YAY! Well nah; please do
NOT take that literal; But if the rest of Nature could talk in terms of the level of callous
suffering that has been inflicted on the rest of Nature, by the most heinous virus of all
that is human cultures; tHere WILL be a roar that WiLL ‘DEAFEN’, AS the strongest lungs,
FROM THE biggest ‘LION’ OF ALL; God as Metaphor of Course, for Nature.
Nature wins in the end; Evolutionary history shows that again and again;
And even Godzilla and Blue Oyster Cult. Life is NATURE; END OF STORY.
AND HUMANS OVERALL, ARE ‘STUPID’; END OF THAT
STORY TOO; Any animal that lives OUT OF BALANCE
WITH NATURE is ‘stupid’; big words or NOT; WITH
ability to separate ‘itself’ from the rest of nature
THAT overall is the beginning of existential
ANGST, and a life of general anxiety,
in the first place; Along with the
destruction of the rest of nature
with callous intention as
IT AKA GOD.
SOONER or later;
NATURE WILL HAVE
‘HER’ WAY with
And Nature has a way
of distributing ‘Karma’
‘evenly’, so things are not
looking too good for the ‘SAD’
eventual end of human beings;
Unless, ‘THEY’ straighten up and
GET IN BALANCE WITH SOME
REAL Unconditional Love for
GOD AKA THE REST OF NATURE.
Seriously, IF MOST ALL human beings understand
that GOD is Nature and Love Nature UnconditionALLY;
THAT CAN be a REAL LIFE SAVER, IN MORE WAYS THAN
one. And THAT makes all the REAL RELIGIOUS SENSE IN
Yes, God is much more like Godzilla than so-called Jesus; and Godzilla
and or Nature will F U S U P, IF ‘anyone’ GETS IN THE WAY OF NATURE that
IS GODZILLA; ONE and
same, AS metaphor
I LOVE ‘Godzilla’;
‘Godzilla’ makes me
WITH ALL DUE HUMOR INTENDED;
AND OH GOD, I hope that is
(;without some much
suggesting I am
insane, or whatever
is ‘their’ flavor of the moment,
of little personal attacks:)
Honestly; no doubt for people who have encountered
me in real life; and never see me dance or
write; i am probably the last person
by way of looks only that one
will pre-conceive me
230LBS of muscle
and a really big law enforcement
looking head, as yes, just like Tom Cats,
Law Enforcement dudes have big heads;
WHAT! YOU MEAN YOU DID NOT NOTICE;
LET’S JUST SAY,
I TAKE IT ALL IN
AND NOW I’M
AFTER 53 YEARS OF DOING THAT
with no real way to FULLY GET IT ALL OUT
LIKE THIS IN BLOG WAY WITH ALL THE PHOTOGRAPHS
MUSIC, SONGS, AND VIDEOS TOO!
YES, I always have much to say;
just no way to share the
insights I gather over
53 years and more
But anyway, this post, in part
is dedicated to the nice girls
who work at the Earth Store
in Cordova Mall; two of
who are pictured above
in my usual
of my experience of life;
AND the young lady on the left
tells me after mall management
no longer lets me do free style
dance in a peaceful way
that she will easily get
a petition of 100
the folks are loving
to watch it from before;
and I tell her that’s okay,
as Dick’s Sporting Goods
and other rented inside stores
are not CONTROLLED BY THE
MALL COPS; so management
gives me free rules to dance
a ballet graceful dance to
my soul, heart, and
AND BLISS OF COURSE;
And these freer minded folks
are beautiful to be around as
not only do i lift their spirits
through my own unique
ballet and martial
dance; THEY DO
LIFT MINE EVEN
HIGHER TOO, AND
MY FRIEND UP THERE
ON THE LEFT DELIVERS A NOTE
WITH THE NAME LINDSEY STIRLING,
AS SHE INTUITIVELY KNOWS THE
BEAUTIFUL VIOLIN MUSIC WILL
BE PERFECT FOR MY DANCE AND
YES! my friend is correct, so I dance
to Lindsey Stirling all weekend long
everywhere I go; as the gift of
inspiration to muse more
dance for me is always
the gifts of others
And Yes! these folks understand
the beauty of the artistic expression
of the nude human body and do
not think my art is perverted
in that way too; as human
sensuality in all ways
that comes in
IS proven BY SCIENCE
NOW, AS A CORE ORIGINATOR
OF ALL OF HUMAN CREATIVITY
AND PRODUCTIVITY, AS MENTIONED
HERE BY ME MANY TIMES BEFORE!
Nah, the human body is not a scar upon
the earth; when one dances in the golden
spiral of the GOD of Nature, one’s body
naturally reflects that beauty as well,
as one sees with the form of
all ballet practicers and
martial artists of
And yes! my nude art inspires others
as well; although it’s certainly not everyone’s
cup of human body that is the unique me;
that close to 3600 miles of dance walking
this way, approaching 21 months,
and all the 58 weeks of
Seville Quarter Rave
and the extreme strength
training, like leg pressing
the 930LBS, makes
not only the action of my
dance and writing poetic
expressions, AS ART;
BUT THE FORM OF MY BODY
FROM HEAD ALL THE WAY
DOWN TO TOES AS WELL!
IF I can bottle the way I feel always
in the bliss of now; I will make a billion
dollars off the FRED BLISS PILL THAT IS REAL;
However; there is no pill but practice, practice,
PRACTICE MIND AND BODY CENTERED
BALANCE EVERY NOW OF LIFE;
AND BEFORE ONE KNOWS
IT; NEVER IS ANY