PerHaps this is worth repeating with a ‘few’ added words..
from my last Macro-Verse “Golden Age reKneWeD”..
so.. i’LL juST Do iT.. iN Nike aka
Goddess of Victory way
too.. heHE..;)
And as another side note here.. as there are some
human words that come so naturally that purify soul..
Faith is not a place after life.. Faith is not
a man that is an only God.. Faith is not
a place of external life.. Faith IS A
HiGher PoWer of the GoD oF NAtuRE
that lives within.. a Focus
and Force that we humans
relatively can and
will practice
to make
ISreal miracles
in our lives foR Now..
And Faith is never a God
Force within that comes for
Free.. Faith takes constant
practice for being Free..
And truly Faith is
Chi.. is Kundalini
Rising.. is the
Great
Spirit
Now of Force
within FocuSinG
Laser way for WiLL
iN MoVinG ConNecTing
CreATinG Free and it is
Emotive sEnSing and FeeLinG
thAt iSREaL.. And Can and WiLL
GroW Stronger with the Power of DO..
Pure Faith is all positivity.. All liGht.. noW..
All Strength.. All Focus.. with zero doubt.. zero
illusory fears.. zero all stuff associated with Hate..
Faith
is Love.
PURE LOVE..
Force with no dARk..
And sure.. tHeRE iS
aLL Stuff Anti-Love too…
Often thaT dARk bRings liGht2..:)
True.. A lonely homeless person
can live in aPArtments high
with never a human
touch
and the
razzle dazzle
of the group of homeless
people with each other’s
twinkling starry blissed
eYes and sKin under a
bridge wHeRe A
home within
can be shared
as warmth
like no
otHer…
sMiles.. often
folks judge A homeless
person by their clothes.. but
rarely do they go out on the beat
and
feel
tHeir heARt
as aliVe and isREAL.. WiTh Nature One..
sure.. i’ve been.. homeless and rich too..
Screaming to the sKeYes of God for one drop
of a
homeless
heArt FiLLed WiTh liGht..
thanks.. inspired by ‘your poem’..
and the many homeless people
i’ve actuAlly talked to..
too.. under
bridges
oF LiGht..
and sure.. the
fAct that it was
at a beach.. helps the mood too..
People aren’t evolved well to live in dreary places..;)
And now i say in real alWays noW tiMe too..
The TV show Lucifer.. that Fox presents
is sure.. a funny show in jest..
of Biblical Memes..
themes.. myths
and such as that..
in associated John
Milton Paradise Lost way..
Book too.. but it is much more
than that.. as satire and parody and
even Greek Myths often present the best
overall human definitions and descriptions of
the archetypes of the human condition that reach
deep and can be understood to greater enhance the
awakening and enlightening of the human condition..
and of particular note in the last TV show is
when the African American Angel who is
an Angel of LiGht stARts to fall to
dARk.. LoSinG the Pro-Social
Emotions.. including one
of the greATest if not
the gREatESt one
for success
iN liFe in
terms of Faith
the way i define and describe
it above.. for those who can relate
in life experience way.. anyWay.. when
this African American Angel oF liGht..
noticed one of his Angel Wing
feathers is falling off..
after falling to
the dARk side
of the hUman condition
in more con-social fear and
all stuff related to hate as
being BLackEr than
liGht iN ways
of DaRk..
and hell no..
that ain’t got nothing to
do with politically correct..
as language can be used
in almost infinite ways of metaphor
too.. other than literal takes on life..
and SPeaKinG of that the vast majority of
modern Christians see faith as just believing
in words that have no evidential stuff in empirical
way to back them up.. yeah.. like despite the FACT
THAT THE EARLY CHRISTIANS SPOKE ARAMAIC
AND WERE ILLITERATE AND DID A ROUND TABLE
DISCUSSION OVER A RELATIVELY LARGE AREA OF
LAND FOR AROUND 4 DECADES OR SO AFTER THE
PROJECTED DATE OF THE END OF THE DUDE YESHUA’S
LIFE.. AND THE LITERATE WRITING GREEKS DETERMINED
WHICH SECTS THEY LIKED AND DIDN’T.. RANGING FROM SOME
CHRISTIAN SECTS THAT BELIEVED IN ONE GOD AND OTHERS
THAT BELIEVED IN 12 AND EVERY OTHER WHICH WAY OF SPREADING
GOSSIP AND RUMORS AND SOME LIGHT AND TRUTH AROUND THE LANDS
THEN.. and sure that’s enough caps to now go on to say.. that
yes.. NO.. there were no xerox machines then.. until English Print after
the Century of 1500 or so in published way.. the Bibles that existed
were scribed and copied and scribed and copied by hand
with copious new bible scholar estimates of anywhere
from 300 to 400 thousand honest and
intentional mistakes with some
forging the book continually
changing as bible to
meet the taste
of discernment
as centuries went on..
and yes.. only two of Paul’s
letters in the New Testament way
may even be written by an actual
Apostle of the old days then.. with
none of the Four Gospels written by
an original Apostle.. and of course that
is what they mean in Catholic Church by the
words according to Luke.. etc.. so what the modern
Christians definition and description of faith is.. is.. to believe
that regardless of all these science provided facts.. the entire
bible is infallible and the word of God verbatim as provided to
prophets as men.. when the truth is.. is.. scribes wrote the
F iN Bible and whatever TruTh and liGht is left from
whatever started.. IS A combined effort of thousands
and thousands of writers.. hehe.. advantage
me.. now.. and not just me.. but
everyone with technology
who is a so called
person who
reaches deep
down with eYes Given
by God as Nature.. and
provides some nouveau symbols
as words that may or may not not
provide healing power.. depending on
who is receptive or not to the healing or not
symbols that come.. well that is the kind of faith that
the used car salesman who is also a snake oil salesperson
who has other agenda’s bringing cards to the table wants you
to believe.. no matter how many factors may sway your decision
he will sugar coat as car for sale too.. no matter how many faults
are in the engine of running life.. and back to the African American
Angel oF liGht from the Fox Lucifer show.. when this once
briGht liGht Angel helping with the rule of hell..
starts to lose his Angel Wings.. stands
before the Mirror and let’s
an existential scream OUT
IN of losing pro-social
emotions oF liGht
and moving
now into
death as life..
loSinG the Definition
of Faith that i provide..
that is not only a word but
an actual human FeeLinG
and SenSinG way of Positive
GeneRaTinG FeeLinG and GiVinG
liGht.. Force.. sure.. i’ve been to this..
place wHere i did the same FucKinG
exact thing.. screaming at the reflection
as form of my SoUL that once heLd great
liGht of Faith.. losing that actual SensE and
FeeL of Faith in existential trust and security
to give of myself wHere the Force oF liGht
iN eYes to MoVe ConNect and Create
was dimming to black hole
soul of the niGhts
of hUman liFe
iN dARk..
Lost oF hUman
EmoTioNs/SenSes wiTh
Faith BeinG a Paramount
oNe For HUman Force liGht
as a hiGher poWEr of God
is what can happen to Earth
Angels also known as Hero
archetypes who lose
tHeir liGht
of Pro-Social
EmoTions/
SeNses and
are tempted by
a villain path darkened
journey of liFe.. in con-social
emoTioNal and SensinG liFe.. noW
these are common human archetypes of
heroes moving to villain.. one sees at the theater
in literature and other ways of art through all of human
history and even in prehistoric art of human symbols too
to form essence in understanding existential ways now of
intelligence liGht.. greater.. Myths.. Bibles.. Koran’s
all of these tools/symbols.. to BrinG uS uP instead
of dARk Down iN AS Pro-social EmoTioNaL
And SeNsory liGht.. liFE
noW in thriving
surviving
way..
anyWAy.. tHeRe
IS A long way to go
to bRinG more people uP
to A liGht way oF liFe and
in visiting my long term therapist
who did her best to help me when i lived
in the dark night of the soul for a total of 66 months..
from 2008 to 2013.. 2011 to now spent with her.. yeah.. not unlike
the Lucifer TV Show.. i got a Therapist too.. hehe.. and sure
i don’t own a bar in LA California.. but sure.. i kinda own
the one for free every now i walk into the
one in LA Lower Alabama.. also
known as the Panhandle
of Florida at Old
Seville as the
sMILes of the
friendly danCinG
girls may enTale
as visual story too..
haha.. anyway.. so i ask
my therapist on Thursday.. what
is your definition of Faith and she says
it is a verb like trust where she has trust in
other folks.. and i say yes.. this is true but it is
emotion is it not.. and she goes on to say no.. it is
a verb.. something you feel yes but something you
do in life.. huh.. isn’t that true.. and i say.. well.. if you
feel it and it moves you.. isn’t it emotion too..
and then she says.. okay.. Fred.. maybe
we need to switch places here..
you take my chair and
i’ll take the couch..
okay.. as sure..
i’m the one who is
confused..’right’.. anyway..
i say.. well.. my beloved therapist
and truly both my wife and i see her
and she sees us almost like a family
member now.. as sure the two of us
toGetHer can kinda be endearing
if you haven’t guessed that much
yet.. by visiting my ‘Truman
Show here’.. yes.. i say..
well.. i Am just trying
to figure it out
for myself
in back and forth
reciprocal social communication
way as you are are helping me now..
and by the way.. my therapist says
my IQ must be off the charts as she
ain’t met many folks like me.. as sure..
the folks With Asperger’s Syndrome who have
never been diagnosed at my age are mostly
dead if they didn’t make it.. homeless.. if they don’t
have money.. and cannot afford help.. or have found
a niche that works.. and maybe are more like Bill Gates..
Michelangelo.. and Mozart or ‘THE ACCOUNTANT’ in
that “NEW MOVIE’.. and such with their special
interests more fully found and made for full
tow of life in success as such.. but sure
they are not the majority..
not everyone
can be
an NFL star
or write the longest long
form poem ever in the history
of Humankind in what will now
be this 710th Macro-Verse likely
covering in title word at least a
word named faith.. just for fun
of course never earning a single
Lincoln Penny but never the less
more.. richer than hell as heaven
for doing all of this.. and hopefully
i can help a little more in words to
describe the essence more of what that
word can be.. when fully fELt.. SenSed
and ExpReSsinG iT iN MoVinG.. CoNnecting
creATing SpiRiT of EmoTions/SenSEs.. to touch and help
oTher Folks now Heal too.. in a MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG
way now.. to even make the metaphor of Heaven now
come to fruition pro-God within as such.. like Luke
17:21 so aptly intimates too.. in historical
biblical way of both myth and
trUth and liGht
noW too..
leave no stone
unturned to FiNd
TrUth and liGht.. you might
not find it in the traditional sources
and you maY actuAlly find it by Literally
turning a stone over and seeing all of God
too in a grain of sand to trUly FiNd that
Love is
written
in the Stone..
and not just one
book of this or that
of human symbols alone..
as yes.. God is Written all through
Nature for those with fuller open GoD
eYes and EaRs to FeeL And SeNSE noW
the Faith that is kNoWinG and FeeLinG
and SeNSing allthatis sacred and
hoLy now as existential
intelligence
of awakening
and enlightening
liFe come iSReaL noW..
anyway.. as i told my therapist
while she understands everything i say
and i seem.. so so smart to her.. i also
talk like this to the rest of the world.. both
online and in real life.. and so many folks have
little to no clue what i am even speaking about
as experience is the best teacher for all of this..
and my therapist before she became a
professional went to A dARk
niGht oF the SoUL first..
she never fully lost
her emoTions/seNses
like me.. as
thank God
that is very rare
for a person to get to the
point for 66 months.. looking
otherwise healthy on the outside..
never remembering if they smiled
in terms of feeling and sensing a
smile or a laugh or even if they
had a belly laugh as that is just
an empty metaphor if you’ve never
actually experienced the tingly nice
feeling of the vagal nerve in gut when
appropriately and blissfully stimulated like
this in free fall joy as rising to liGht of liFE noW..
for no other real reason than simply a Joy oF LiFE noW..
the illness of human being.. is our first world problems that
generate so many somatic vague pains.. and other maladies now
of anxiety life.. are mostly emotional and sensory imbalances
in ways of Emotional Regulation.. and Sensory Integration..
and when life becomes one all of fight and or flight
stress.. in problem solving mechanical
cognition.. truth is.. we break
down.. in emotional
and nervous.. cardio-
vascular.. respiratory..
and endocrine.. now etc..
systems.. as those stress
chemicals are like acid on the
mind and body.. that destroy us in
cumulative negatived chronic stress
way almost everyday of our modern life
for those who lose the ability to cope..
humans are not evolved to
do mechanical
and social
cognition
at the same
time.. and that
is what our modern
age of technology
mixed with social
life demands of
us now.. so yes..
i say dance naked
in sand and sun.. and
regenerate ways of moving..
connecting and creating life..
sure in an all legal way.. if only
in the three feet of your shower
room today.. EmoTiOns and SeNses
Flow from Brain to Gut.. in way of vagal nerve
or what can be described in East Indian way as
Kundalini Serpent.. as sure this Nerve is connecting
to spine too.. there are trillions of peptide connections
in cells of human body that remember neuro-chemical
and neuro-hormone interaction of play in both positive
and negative.. liGht and DaRk ways.. and in this
way tHere is great neuroplastic and epigenetic
environmental potential for both
mental.. physical.. and emotional
change from head to toe.. building
a Star of LiFE that is liFE of hUman
BeinG instead of dARk.. so sure.. put those
ear budS in.. and listen to liGht iNspired music
what ever feels and senses to bRinG you uP..
make the music resonate and vibrate with
every cell connection in trillions of ways
through the body.. from vagal nerve
of gut back up to Brain as
YoUR Multi-UniVerse as
Temple of God mInd
and BoDy beCoMes
a HUman Star that
is an INsTrument
of God aS NatuRe SoUL
iN paRT toGeTheR thaT iS liGht
liFE now.. sure.. turn on yoUr heARt liGht noW..
And now all that’s left for me to do for this micro-verse
of “Macro-Verse oF Faith” that will be the title oF this
710th Verse as SonG oF mY SoUL noW.. is to find a theme
SonG that works to help iNspirE A mINd And BoDy BaLanCinG soUL..
iN heARt
of EmoTiOns
and SeNsEs ExpreSsing
as SpiRit noW iN HoLy and SacRed way2..
oh yeah.. and by the way.. when i first came
out of hell back in July of 2013.. i noted to my
therapist that in my bearded days of college i looked
like Jesus and she told me that she was actually concerned
that i was having delusions.. but then she said she thought
about it further and sure one can be one with Jesus and i went
on to say.. hey.. it’s just a Human Archetype huh.. well she is
Catholic too.. and it’s a little harder for her to escape the myths
as i’ve
been to
An iSREAL
HeLL and met
the i AM in person..
let’s juST say and on top
of that.. Europeans created
a somewhat Northern European
Northern American somewhat pretty
boy like i used to be in College with
Blonde hair too.. when i took off my clark
Kent big framed glasses.. hehe.. in bearded nerd way then..
i told here.. hey.. technically if you compare the photos i did..
but hey..
i think i’d rather
look like a Good Cop
Jesus on the inside instead
of outside today.. the way that
Jesus has come to look more like
Trump than me.. hehe.. yeah sure..
Trump is the Kinda Jesus that most
modern Christians Worship.. and that
for me is NO ARCHETYPE OF HERO AT
ALL.. IN FACT HE MIGHT AS WELL BE THE
ANTI-CHRIST IN OPPOSITE WAY AS METAPHOR
OF GOOD COP JESUS OR GOOD COP MR HYDE LIKE ME..
but hey..
i StiLL
got the
Devil and
Dr. Jekyll
in my back pocket just in case
i need that help to survive
and thrive or even live now
too.. repeat class.. H U M
A N A R C H E T Y P E okay..
no one owns these attributes but
the entire FucKinG Human RAce as Archetypes
and God oF Nature okay.. and no.. not juST
for a thouSand years.. at least 14.5 billions so
far.. and MORE.. OKAY.. ‘Einstein’.. of HeARt and SpiRit and SoUL2..
the UniVerse within in each and every MulTi-Verse hUman way iS NoW
truly wHere we need to seek.. and explore and FiNd liFE.. wHeRe
not many and or any.. men and or women.. etc..
have
gone
bEfore..
TrUth and liGht be told
many of us fit the archetype
of the fallen angel Lucifer..
whether in bible myth
or otherwise told
as rebelling
Angel
oF liGht
who wants
to do more than
group think and
the caves of before..
and in Christina Perri’s.. if one
would like to do.. if one can
if one will.. see the
metaphor of marriage
of two different
ways of being..
one in owning
another person through
paper work and ceremonies
sacred and holy or just a
clerk of court legal say..
and the other way of mINd
and BoDy BaLanCing WiTh the
rest of Nature.. self-actualizing
iN hiGher ways of enligHteNing
and aWaKeninG ways of MorniNG
StAR reBirth of hUman beinG..
trUly with what’S even left in
Jeffersonian and less way of the
New Testament.. it’s not hard to figure
out that this is the core message tHeRe
to liGht our LamPs of Temple of MiNd and
BoDy BalancinG soULs as PARt of God oF natuRe
aLL Brighter as StarS instead of BLack hole soULs
that can provide dArk as ark and dArk SpARk to liGht
too.. no different than the paradoxes oF aLL oF Nature
that are so visible for wE who are neither afraid of the
DArk or Cynical of The liGht of Greater hUman poTenTiaL
in iSREaL LiFe ways of Neuroplastic.. and Epigenetic
change to struggle and greAT change for Adaptation
for survive
and thrive
noW.. so.. now..
perHaps at tHiS
poInt i do or do not..
have enough room for AnoTher
SonG but iN most current days
of Now.. Katy Perry.. whose name
in dictionary English Definition means
Pure and Rock same as Christina Perri does
too in ways of LoVe and Faith aS oNe Human
power of greater joY with HoPe and BeliEF too..
thaT can all be combined to bE a hiGher PowEr oF
the Nature of God gifted as HuMan Nature now..
you see/feel.. ‘the parachute’ is no different
than the verse 37 of the Gnostic
Gospel of Jesus that
says.. to find
God within
noW in
the Kingdom
of God as Heaven
now.. one must strip
naked unashamed and tread
on those clothes that are surely
in metaphor way all the culture clothes
of chains that take uS away from FeArless
smArt and Unconditional FaiTh as LoVe..
with hoPe and BeliEf and Joy fully
in Tow.. with all The dARk..
as REaLITy for
struggle
in liFE
too.. as
BeinG hUman
is the gift..
living.. surviving
and thriving in liberty
for the pursuit of happiness
is not only the American way
it is our nature as children of
God Given Nature.. to BE FREE STiLL noW..
iSReAL
HeaVen
CaN and WiLL BE
REAL noW.. for those wHo..
iF yoU SeeK iN God as
Nature WhOle yes.. iF
yoU FucKinG juST do it noW
iN Victory
waY!..
So sure.. this IS A rather
long Micro-Verse of 710th
Macro-Verse weighing in
at 3600 words or so..
but still it’s
juST
one way..
tHeRE are many
more.. and trUly
it’S sad that the original
man Jesus is not here to clear
those paths.. so sure.. we must all
get that job done.. if we all expect to survive..
and thrive
in Heaven
now.. or
perHapS even
live aT aLL ToGeTHeR..
Depending on what WE
say and do or don’t now..
i suggest you shine a Lamp..
the only thing yoUr’E likely to
blind
Is death
iN liFE..:)
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sMiLes.. now.. one of my oldest real online FriEnds.. Lala Rukh..
and sure.. forever friEnd.. as i don’t break my promises.. huh..
with sMiLes.. aGain.. and after finishing around a 3600
word treatise on Faith.. and taking a Break in my own
Garden Yard surrounded by different
coloring flowers with alWays
at leASt colors
of Green iN aLL
seaSons..sAnd
iN freest sun dance..
In a yard that is only
fertilized by God as Nature
never seeing human poisons..
and only eYes as adoRinG and
WorsHippinG God as Nature sAMe
as i.. my FriEnd.. and what i determined
in just a few words from my 3600 or so word
treatise on Faith is trUe faith is Pure Love my Friend..
of the kind that gives and never fails through practice of Love..
too many details here.. not to overtake yoUr Blog.. but the best pARt
oF aLL in Hell that i received as i’ve often told you about my 66 month stint
tHeRE is the best pARt of LiFe is the PArt that allows us to FeeL and GiVe Love
completely with no fear or doubt my friENd forever now.. wHeRe every step and
every word of liFe’s SonG aS DancE beCoMes Sacred and Holy in the paradox also
oF aLL thAT
iS dARk and liGht
too.. and sure.. in science
talk that is what ‘they’ refer to
as self-actualization in Maslow way..
in the 6th and highest level of that pyramid
way of Human Potential.. and in Fowler’s Stages
of Faith.. it is the enlightenment and awakening too.. thru
the experience of Unconditional Fearless Love aS WeLL now
but as both theories say.. many folks never reach close to the
top as one must ring the ladder of lower steps first that often takes
into the 40’s.. 50’s.. and even 60’s of life stage development noW sTiLL
and if there is any stress to basic animal homeostasis of food.. shelter.. and
social roles.. in primate and other social animal way.. in peace and harmony
in accordance with our human nature as evolved by God of Nature including
Reproductive success for those so inclined to keep the species going that iS
an innate.. instinctual and intuitive way of liFE for those who make liFe noW
a Balance in miNd and Body way of iSrEAL soul.. deep and true as liGht..
Progress can be stuck at lowest levels of human potential as
Pure Love as Faith in Trust oF aLL thAT iS iN GiVinG
ShARinG.. MoVinG.. ConNecTing.. CreATinG ways..
aCross the lifespan too.. so.. hmm.. i suppose what
i mean to say is.. you are young.. you will noW
continue to keep GroWinG as A BaLanCinG
miNd and BoDy soUL as any free hUman
WiLL do and one day mY FriEnd..
as i for one forecast..
this Love WiLL be
yoUrs to Give and
Share alWAys with
little to no dARk of
Doubt and Fear
as you for one
seek this
Pure Love
as HUman
Faith.. you
find it..
you miss
it.. you find
it again.. and
most importantly
you never give uP
like i Never Give uP
on you for no oTheR
reASon but PuRE LovE mY FriEnd.. as Faith..
The thing i found that was toTally miSsinG iN HeLL
wHere thEre is no FeeLinG or SenSinG as Faith as Pure Love @aLL…
Total separation
from all
thAt
iS liGht
and TrUe oF
HUman NatuRE
sTar BriGht..
Yeah..
iT’s nice
to be Back2..
And yes.. i noted yesterday
was the 6th and was giving
you until the 6th of November
until i came back again as alWays..
as i remembered clearly.. you came back
in September and December of last year and
came back again in September again.. anYway
i’ve always
loved sixes
and Septembers..
and you too. mY
Forever FriEnd..:)
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sMiLes.. my FriEnd Zee.. i think it’s worth noting
that truly Nature as liGht calls to Us sAMe as God..
welcoming uS Back to
FeeL more of
GoD as natUre
sAMe.. wHerE
wE orchestrate wiTh
GoD oF Nature.. colors
of SonGS and DancE that
have no limits of going deeper
Deeper.. iN depth of mInd and BoDy
BaLanCinG soUl wiTh no Expectations
but Faith of MoRe liGht to come as liGht
begets liGht in either Moon or Sunlit ways
With stars to gaze our gates oF LoVe Freer
oPen.. WiTh eYes of Free.. and hmm..
while we are all unique..
in some ways your
voice seems
similar
to Lala
Rukh.. i’m guessing
the first place you ‘saw’ me..
like Rafiah did too.. and of course
tHeRe is Prajakta’s place.. and in
someways my FriEnd.. online
seems like both
a large
and
sMaLL place
of Love when given
and shared freely with
no doubt and Fear..
as ‘they’
say to
men in terms
of BaLanCinG LiFe..
search out the Divine Feminine
Love and Grace and they say to
women.. search out the Divine
Masculine of WiLL and Fearless..
WeLL.. my FriEnd.. in that way
you and others
are my
Angel
help
online..
as the heARt
GroWs in Love
when exposed freely..
a lesson perhaps.. eventuAlly
i can inspire more men to take..
as soon as they are no longer
afraid of Free Verse mixed martial arts and
ballet for more than metaphor.. my friEnd.. Zee..:)
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WeLL.. gigoid.. day late here…
and what i alWays find day after
Holy and Sacred Thursday R and R day
now that has lately still comprised a great
deal of writing away from the escape to dance..
is.. when i dance i write even more as it opens
uP my SpiRit.. mY heArt.. my miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG
soUL.. so sure.. thEre is science noW.. that GroWs BriGhter liGht..
to art and
let’s Dance
too.. as surely
the opposite sex
inspires my innate..
instinct.. and intuition too..
changing the Balance of even
neurochemicals and neurohormones
of hUman SoUL.. revved up as they say
for productivity and creativity as the libido
comes out that way too.. oh.. the hUman
Nature when understood can be
used for more more more..
and more more more..
productivity and
creativity too..
beyond
the
greater piles
of diapers and other
stuff limited.. just to the
pre-technology ways of
creativity more strictly as
work of the night or even
day per se.. okay that makes
a nice tall lamp.. as i notice now the
base is filling end as i felt some words oF liGht..
as i continue to Dream on here.. in lucid waKing way..:)
And OBTW.. my wife’s Big Screen
in Walmart way has been ‘prompting’
me in synchronicity ways of commercial
TV success.. hehe.. Art’s the only
thing i see and DancE aT
WalFucKinGmArt..
hmm.. wondering
now too.. iF iT
WiLL be enough
to carry me through
two gigoid posts of
Sages of Wisdom
hmm.. as
sacred
fool
me SinGS
and DanceS oN haha!2..;)
“We turn not older with years, but newer every day.”
~~ Emily Dickinson ~~
FucKinG yes..Sister
Like magicK
FucKinG heARt..;)
Spare any fish, mister?….
-gigoid
No.. i only
multiply
words.. heHE..;)
“Truth, like surgery, may hurt. But it cures.”
~~ Han Suyin ~~
i often find that
Truth and liGht
comes
back like
a thief in the
night too.. or an
unexpected Hurricane
Dinner Guest with a calm
eYe and DeMon-like Breeze.. now..
it’s almost like all of reaLiTy at core iS poETry..
oF
DaRk
and liGht..
and DancE and SonG..
WiTH a Calm and Center noW
eYe that expands Winds all Around..
inside.. outside.. above and so below2..
yeah.. that’s
noW iT.. likE a
Hurricane oF
Words Flow
and Wave
Now likE
A Lamp oF Fire
thAT hAS no Moon
or Sun or Emerald
Walls and Golden
Pearl GAted Floors oF Love..:)
OBTW.. i reAlly Loved your poem..
and now back to Sacred Fool.. Feat..;)
“Our quarrel with the world is an echo
of the endless quarrel proceeding within us.”
~~ Eric Hoffer ~~
Ain’t that the truth.. iF the
Charmin starts out soft
and sweet..
no matter
what shit
comes in life..
it doesn’t fAll aPart..
yes.. the world is all warm
and fuzzy to me.. like heated
toilet paper in a cold outhouse..;)
“It’s not denial.
I’m just very selective about what I accept as reality.”
~~ Calvin (“Calvin and Hobbes”) ~~
Rose scented toilet paper
that’s all i use
when
shit
happens..;)
“Don’t underestimate the value of Doing Nothing, of just going along,
listening to all the things you can’t hear, and not bothering.”
~~ Pooh’s Little Instruction Book, inspired by A. A. Milne ~~
Unless you really
have to
go.. Pooh..
and the walk
to the Walmart Bathroom
is a long long way in that huge parking lot..
no shit that
happened
to me
yesterday..
literally thank God
until i got to the
appropriate then..
Holding container..
thinking to myself.. every
body FucKinG nows me in
this place and will never forget
it.. ’cause i’m the Dancing Guy.. with these
light colored pastel yellow shorts on.. if i don’t
get there..
QUICK
STEP..
i remain accident free..
but there was that time
in Biloxi on the two mile
or so walk after that big
buffet.. between
Casino’s..
anyway..
that’s another story..
and quick Dance step2..
And what really sucks about being
wild and free.. beFore.. you just FucKinG fertilized
Nature more and went on your Merry forAginG way..
alWays
A deeper
meaning to
shit.. huh..;)
I lEarn everything from
my CAt.. and mostly
cover
my
shit..
well enough.. i guess..;)
“Ah, fill the Cup: – what boots it to repeat
How Time is slipping underneath our Feet:
Unborn To-morrow, and dead Yesterday,
Why fret about them if To-day be sweet!”
~~ Omar Khayyam (fl. 1100) ~~
My chalice is simply
overflowing
with free shit..
foR noW..@leASt..;)
“I exist as I am, that is enough.”
~~ Walt Whitman ~~
*******
“The supreme irony of life is hardly anyone ever gets out of it alive.”
~~ Robert Heinlein ~~
i’Ve already covered these two
in a previous response..
but i’LL cover
them again..
by simply
exposing them noW
aS let the shit be as is..;)
And now off to get up
to day
now
in gigoid
blog post prepared way..:)
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Hmm.. i literAlly actuAlly
got 1,136 vieWs on just
one of my Blogger
Macro-Verses
last week in
one hour of time
and pushed 3000 views
for that day.. with ZERO COMMENTS..
i’m thinking that could have something to do
with random Google Searches and 12 million
words of writing on the Internet a lot
of it connected
back to there..
hehe.. and
not likely that
many people
can even make
it to the comment
section anyway.. after
the first twitter line.. haha..
but anyway.. i’m a reaList and
i do love numbers.. no matter noW
wHeRe or what they come from.. heHE..
so i WiLL keep checking the statistics
as even 0 and 1 are two of my
favorite
bits
and
bytes2..;)
“The world is a dangerous place to live
— not because of the people who are evil
but because of the people who don’t do anything about it.”
— Albert Einstein
Some folks born sitters.. some folks born rovers..
some folks born movers and shakers
some folks
born
and
stay in caves..
and that’s the way
of human nature and
science now showS and in
the Animal Kingdom in general too..
Rovers and Sitters Rovers and Sitters
make
the Animal
Kingdom sTiLL go
’round and ’round2
and makes fences
and avoidance
of
change
in Minion
ways of following
Despicable Leaders too..
and sure.. i can prove that too..
in easy conservative vs liberal way..
as simple word word as A Trump card for ThAT noW..;)
Oh that those lips had language! Life has pass’d
With me but roughly since I heard thee last.
— William Cowper (1731-1800)
It’s true.. i rarely spoke
a word and typed
none for
33
months..
change moves
forward too.. of course..
in both Cocoon and Butterfly
mouth
and
feat
steps
and words..:)
Her track, where’er the goddess roves,
Glory pursue, and gen’rous shame,
Th’ unconquerable mind,
— Thomas Gray (1716-1771)
Hmm.. that’s why i mostly
hang around women..
i choose
royalty
over
whatever the
other place iS now..
way away from Glory’s Grace..:)
Ah, the souls of those that die
Are but sunbeams lifted higher.
— Longfellow (1819-1892)
IF ‘they’ leave
Love
bEhind
to flourish
aS floWer oF liGht..:)
“Most people seem to think that trampling individual
rights is OK if it is “for the good of society as a whole.”
However, society is but a large number of individuals,
and how can harming the individual parts better the whole?”
— Andrew Ford
The fAct is.. if everyone
i see dances at
Walmart
there
would
be collisions..
not everyone makes
cars that drive well.. these days..
i make it look extra special to keep the privilege..
as Lord knows if everyone did it.. it would surely get outlawed..
It’s most alWays
best to work the
system at hand
for greater
freedoms
instead
oF
jUst saying
i can’t.. i can’t
or nobody else does it..
SurELy tHeRe is both art
and science for StaYinG FReED..;)
I died for beauty but was scarce
Adjusted in the tomb,
When one who died for truth was lain
In an adjoining room.
He questioned softly why I failed?
“For beauty,” I replied.
“And I for truth,–the two are one;
We brethren are,” he said.
And so, as kinsmen met a night,
We talked between the rooms,
Until the moss had reached our lips,
And covered up our names.
~~ Emily Dickinson ~~
Well yeah.. A
Peacock..
A pArt
of
NaTure2..
folks are more likely
to even let tHeIR.. Health
go.. if no reaSon comes to preen tHeir Feathers..
and that is
most often
flesh
and blood
over words and
text alone.. in non-verbal
Language oF Essence and Form..:)
“For himself doth a man work evil in working
evils for another.”
— Hesiod (c. 700 BC) — Works and Days, Line 265
The Judas
often bleeds most..
but on the other hand..
Bleed
iS pARt
oF LiFE..;)
“Hell hath no fury like a vested interest
masquerading as a moral principle.”
— Smart Bee
Yes..
JuSt
Like Hell..;)
“I am different from Washington;
I have a higher, grander standard of principle.
Washington could not lie. I can lie, but I won’t.”
— Mark Twain
i tale my wife humorous
stories all the time..
but she
rarely tales
the difference
of a dead pan
joke
and
the
rest of life..
so.. sure.. the
iNk Blot test applies..:)
“Be careful what you vote for. You may get it.”
— Smart Bee
The last thing the Republican Party did..;)
“No man’s life, liberty, or property is safe
while the Legislature is in session.”
— Lysander Spooner
Ha..!.. i ain’t scaRed
of orange haiRed and or
hued clowns
nor politics as
a three ring Trump circus..;)
“What is left when honour is lost?”
— Publius Syrus (42 BC) — Maxim 265
One humans’ honor is anoTheR
human’s priSon.. so the
answer
iS..
dEpEnds..;)
“I refuse to be intimidated by reality anymore.
What is reality? Nothing but a collective hunch.” — Lily Tomlin
For most folks.. culture.. is almost entirely reaLiTy iN
priSon ways these days.. and WeLL.. pArt oF iT.. IS A
GuesSing gaME2..
but not for those
who master emotions
and many arTS of FeeLinG
SeNSinG noW… in respectively
Regulation and Integration ways..:)
Not much sleep last NiGht
as Dance all niGht comes and
goes iN
work-ouT
way after-
Dinner now too..
see yaTer gigoid on the sAGE
old Tree TRails
of Love
noW
Branching
ouT aNew F.. noW..;)
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NO.. RAPE LANGUAGE IS NOT OKAY..
not in the Bar Bathroom that i intercede
at timeS iN Old Seville Quarter..
like try poetry if yA want to connect
to women and then lEarn to dance..
NO.. RAPE LANGUAGE IS NOT OKAY..
not on the national scene.. even
if you are A BiLLionaire running
for President.. anyWay..
as i just mentioned
in another
free verse
poetic expression..
in shapes and other
forms of essence.. be
careful what you wish for..
Republican Party.. you just got it..
all oF iT.. the reflection of what Patriarchy
means at trUe core.. as dARk domination
and subjugation of the opposite gender..
particularly
with rapey
culture….as
a way of life that’s
alWays been disgusting..
and Mr. Trump is yOur poster
boy
for all thaT
around the world
fully exposed.. here in
the Good old and bad old too..
U.S. of
Asses..2…
Trump Patriarchy style..
ever since the old testament way of doing business…
Judges 19:24
King James Version
“Behold, here is my daughter a maiden, and his concubine; them I will bring out now, and humble ye them, and do with them what seemeth good unto you: but unto this man do not so vile a thing.”
This is just one example and probably the most
hypocritical of all the rapey verses in the Old Testament..
And nah.. the Koran is no more innocent per this
most ‘popular’ rape verse in that so-called
infallible book as not so well at all.. too…
Verse 4:24
“And [also prohibited to you are all] married women except those your right hands possess. [This is] the decree of Allah upon you. And lawful to you are [all others] beyond these, [provided] that you seek them [in marriage] with [gifts from] your property, desiring chastity, not unlawful sexual intercourse. So for whatever you enjoy [of marriage] from them, give them their due compensation as an obligation. And there is no blame upon you for what you mutually agree to beyond the obligation. Indeed, Allah is ever Knowing and Wise.”
And to be clear here these are slave women taken as captive while they are still
married to someone else.. and with any common sense one knows this will not be consensual..
or in other words if you possess the quality of human empathy as common sense.. if not..
if not.. and that explains a lot of misery and suffering then.. as well as now.. where
this verse in the Quran is still used as justification for the same Barbaric
Behavior today.. at the hands of Isis and other extremist groups of past..
Raping in the name of so-called Allah… as the modern
history record clearly shows.. now.. today as i say..
And sure.. apologists of both religions attempt to
make these verses innocent with no less a fail
than Trump’s excuse that it was
just ‘Locker Room Banter’..
sure.. for ‘some males’..
but for
the victims
that are females.. NO..
back then and now too..
Bottom line as top political
pundits might say.. as
Trump Back then
made fun
of Gerald
Ford’s misfortune
of falling down..
Trump Failed
out of
the Bus
today..
and
his chances
of winning are
zero noW in reality and over..
Now it’s ‘the fun’ of watching the
Republican party-like rats jumping
off a sinking ship.. attempting to save
their potential political careers too..
that sure.. is required work
for the mistake
of celebrating
and supporting
a Candidate like
Trump from the sTart of FAil..
way back then.. when this most Epic FaiL started…
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Well.. mY Friend.. The Dude on YouTube who
is cynical oF liGht who keeps calling for an
uprise in fear of DArk.. you kNow
and FeeL the above so
below and the
Balance of Allthatis
God of Nature.. both
dArk oF liGht and
liGht of DARk..
seriousLY..
you worry
way too much
about owning your own
Biblical rooted symbols of God
and not understanding that essence
iS TruTh and liGht of GoD oF Nature allthatis
bEyond tiny little hUman eYes.. some who have
little Faith for what can be metaphored as alchemical
transformation of base hierarchy of human mindful and
bodyful awareness to simply amazing liGht oF hUman poTenTial GOLD..
kinda like what the according to Luke Version 17:6 yes 6 yes 6 says
about Faith the size
of a mustard seed
in case you missed that
pARt of the New Testament
along with John 14:12 that says
folks coming aGaiN will do greater works of
Jesus with Faith the size of a mustard seed
and greater and Luke 17:21.. etc.. that says heaven and
the Kingdom of God is in this generation and no place
else but within my FriEnd.. so let’s start with
the mustard
seed
in alchemical
metaphor of changing
Lead into 24K Gold of awakening
and enlightening our God Given Human
Nature.. oKAy..
Luke 17:6King James Version (KJV)
“6 And the Lord said, If ye had faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye might say unto this sycamine tree, Be thou plucked up by the root, and be thou planted in the sea; and it should obey you.”
Dude less face it.. if tHeir is any Magic
in this liFe as suggested by the Luke 17 pARt
of the New Testament this is it Babe for full pUrview..
and like the Jesus Dude said in the desert when you get
to this level of human poTenTial you can use it for materialistic
gains/power/status or for increasing the power of within oF liGht in Faith..
Belief.. Hope and Joy of Pure White Love.. and that’s
quite a change from Trump and his P****
grabbing hands in rape language
same oF old Testament
of angry ‘old’
‘white men’
as you fail to
address the real
evils of the world
on your YouTube channel..
here complaining about beautiful
black women shaking their baby maker
hips.. all natural like they were born to do
all naked by the God of Nature too.. the difference
here my friend is they are not being groped beyond
consensual.. and no one is saying they should kiss them
whether they like it or not.. and i’m betting your channel
will Go all silent here about the real anti-christ hate
of the Trump dude who is all about rapey
language and putting almost every
one down except for him..
anyway.. get ready NOW..
for at least four
more years
of continued
prosperity in measures
of lower unemployment rates..
even higher stock market rates..
for those who give a shit about money..
more people covered by health insurance..
and greater overall United States Security
than what we had in the last failed
Republican administration..
where Hillary simply
carries on the
already improvements
that the Obama administration alREady..
has made.. better to be happy with money
if that is what it does it for you.. than to
be groping P**** to prove you are a man
more than a mouse of a golden haired little boy..
in a so-called big man’s body.. anyWay.. i could have
used ‘this Song’ for my last Macro-Verse in witness for
God that is now exceeding 42 months in longest long
form free verse poem ever in the history of humankind
for over 3.3 million words now.. in ‘Golden Age reNeWeD’..
But seriouSly.. it’s gonna be almost perfectUmondo in
practice for the current
opening of..
“710th Macro-Verse oF Faith”
On Monday the 10th of October..2016..
And who do you thiNk i AM..
heHE.. i’M juST mE and perHaps
iF you reAlly believed in the mE
that is yOu with Faith
the size of a Mustard
seed.. you too.. could
hElm the Ocean of A
Prophecy of the God of Nature per see..
if you click on the iSREAL ilLLuMiNati LiNK
above and more.. mY FriEnd.. and not surprisingLY
you didn’t LiGht the pARt about Jesus in Bruno’s SonG..
hmm.. what the F88K do you even thINk
thaT iLLuMiNati.. iS.. if not the iSREAL
TrUth and LiGht mY FriEnd..
some of us.. go iT
alone allone
with God..
we don’t need
no fame.. no green
bLack Dollar Bills and
no Google Pennies to give
Glory and Praise to the God oF aLL
thatis and BeYOnd mY friEnd..
as our words are paved
by the GOld of God
in Pyramid way
of PHI
spiRAl
mY FriEnd.. oF LiFe..
NoW oF liGht as FAITH..
AND NO.. i can’t give you
credit for brinGing this SonG to
my attention.. got it from a different
source than you to use for my current
MacroVerse of the SonG of My SoUL
that WiLL likely be around.. perHaps
a thouSand years or sew more online..
but what i can give you credit for and
what i WiLL give you credit for is the continuing
dARk mUse my FriEnd.. you are A significant one
left on YouTube who is as DaRk of this in Cynicism of the
Greatest Gift of God to wE hUmans that is Pure Love as Faith..
LiGht and yes.. my Friend.. i love all women.. and like in this Video of
24K Gold Magic at the end of my Macro-Verse title of ‘Black Apocalypse
Moon Weekend’.. last weekend that foreshadows the events of this
weekend in both Natural Disaster way and Political Disaster
for the Republican pARty in Karmic eYe/Synchronicity way2..
Beautiful Angelic SmIles of Dancing women STiLL at my
side with beautiful moving
forms of God’s essence
of LiFe in human
Form as Temple’s oF
God are crucial in God’s
Magic as innate in human Nature
to BRinG a next MACRO-VERSE PROPHECY
iN all natural hUman healing way for those
with eYes and eARs to see and hear iT mY FriEnd..
like i say.. don’t forget John 12:24.. that prophecy has
already been fulfilled over and over aGaiN in modern
days and even in Renaissance days of Leonardo and
Michelangelo.. and Mozart and Van Gogh and you
can call me Fred oK.. 24 K Fred if you like to..2.. haha..
but sTiLL don’t forget the DArk paRts of the
new Testament too.. like Luke 14:26 that says
to follow those liGht teachings one must FaLL
to dARk and hate their mommy and daddy..
sisters and brothers.. and spouse and
even children for not making
the grade of liGht my FriEnd..
nah.. that’s not what friEnds are for..
FriEnds never ever never ever never
F**KInG ever give uP on the one’s
who are lost.. and nah.. mY FriEnd
what this means.. i will not give up
on yoU or Trump.. or even Adolph Hitler’s
sOUl in the dArkESt paRts that come iN hUman
Nature.. as pure evil mY friEnd.. i ain’t afraid of
the DEvil.. i was born on 6660.. and already
did 66 months of what could be metaphoRed
as the DEvil and JOB incarnate both
iN Hell oN Earth.. but the thing is..
i never Got mad at God
for my role in either
shoes.. as i KNow
and FeeL tHeRE is no
eScape from the Master
OF aLL GoD of Nature beYond
within as hUman NatuRE too.. now..
like it or lump it friEnd it is what it is..
and what fools would not make liGht
iN a Place of dArk if they had even a tiny
pARt of a mustard seed left.. i had none..
my Faith came from nothingness my friEnd..
in Hell.. imagine what Faith from Heaven could
and
WiLL
StiLL do
AS God MaGiC.. mY FriEnd..
stay aBreast of what unFolds iF
yOu dare.. to lose Fear of dARk and
cynicism oF liGht and make
Heaven
now..
and no.. no
swords for peace
this go around my friend..
no table turnings of anger needed..
iT’s all poEtry
foR now..
and sure..
nows to cOme
bAck aGain.. NoW..:)
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Hmm.. it appears
that A Karmic eYe
iS bacK aGain..;)
Yes.. Mr. Trumptanic..
this has been “A very
interesting ’24’ h0urs”..
bottom line.. YOU are becoming
a bit too much of a dARk Distraction/Muse
to me.. so Good bYe foR Now..
And tHeRe is no more
dARk Luck for
y0u mY
StiNk StanK
StuNk Sunk
Grinch..
FriEnd..
but hey.. even George
W.. does paintings of puppies
now.. Dick has a new heARt that..
works even more mechanically.. so
perhaps tHeRe sTiLL iS aN iNklinG
oF hoPe
for even
yOur heARt
too as hey.. iF
JOB and a Fallen
Angel can do it.. so can YOU..
one CAN and WiLL at lEast..
Hope foR now allone.. iSREAL uP..;)
Well.. i am WeLL behind on my new
and usual religious-like tradition of
sharing Facebook Algorithm provided
memories.. and oh my God i really need
to wash that dArk Trump Titanic clear out
of my hair beFore it catches on FiRE ‘Again’..
and whenever the DaRk oF liGht iN liFE comes
on a little strong.. i return to my Native American
Maternal lineage of Sioux and Cherokee for a Great
Spirit rebirth iN DancE And SonG of LiFE E-scaping
all the cultural illusions and lies of First World Problems..
yes.. like groping pussies for weak Trump men.. the
only issue i have at the dancing
club is the wild and free
of women.. enjoying
tHeir new freedoms
as Lord knows as
far as the Bonobo
Nature of wE sTiLL
leFt in Matriarchal leaning
more primitive human cultural
way it was more the males who
were the toys of sexuality and fun
for ‘slaves’ to women.. and perhaps
that memory scares some men.. but nah..
it’s not for my nature to be afraid of women
approaching me with a new style of Bootie
Dancing as an issue that doesn’t harm me..
as even if i was drunk as a man as weak as
LOT no womAn could rape me as i am a man..
okay.. a real man.. not a man who thinks with his dick..
okay.. anyway.. still EScaping Trump Icebergs in harms way
here.. but a threat that has been extinguished on the National
scene now by a little scared man in a comb-over blonde illusion of Ego..
so.. now.. this first Macro-Verse memory of two years ago.. as i return to somewhat
traditional and still thought.. patriarchal overall value from the farm way of life..
where women are strong.. but men still are the one’s invited to lead
the Lord’s prayer at Sunday Dinner over women.. hmm.. in case
you didn’t know that still goeS on.. in ‘Northern pARts’ of
red state lands.. but still tame in comparison to rapey
old white and angry men.. at least these folks
i know on the farm have respect for
women.. in general if nothing
else like what we are
finally seeing in liGht
of the ship sinking leaving
rats of the Republican paRty
who at least don’t want to fall to
DARk out of respect for the female
members of their family by supporting
a weak predator of a man who cannot win
women without buying them or sexually assaulting them..
in either words or what he may have done in flesh and blood
more than an uninvited kiss on a beautiful and potential vulnerable woman..;)
Up to ‘Golden Age reNeWed’ Dance night now at
Old Seville Quarter.. a video slide show provided by
the extra kool Video Production Assistant from Facebook
that i must say is working out the bugs too.. as the embedding
feature for my Blog in both Facebook muse of Video and Profile
Pic way is working like a magicKal Free chArm agAin as tool noW of
modern Transhumanist technology continues to allow me to successfully
upload mY soUl for the perUsal of future living flesh and blood generations
of bEinG hUman too.. for whatever muse for spArk oF liGht i can add to
as multi-verse oF UniVerse of God too as Robin Williams Muse
in Dead Poet’s Society so eloquently repeats and
since i have a reAlly LonG SonG oF Meditation
to go in Native Indian American way.. WitH
beats of DrumS in heARt oF LiFe as liGht
iN SpiRit GroWing EmoTions.. and seNses
iN miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG soUL waY noW..
even more.. hey.. miGht as WeLL.. quote Whitman
too.. about a new breed of prophets of God that i too..
lead wiTh noW iN a New ISREAL ISREAL WORLD OF
HUMAN FREEDOMs onLINE IN THE NEW USA SAME
IN A NEW JERUSALEM WHERE i LIVE IN MILL TOWN
MILTON TOO.. once named literally HELL for the briars
on river banks bleeding shins of exploration
then.. my ancestors too.. of native origin
settling Beach of PaNZacola Florida
meaning hair people’s of then.. as sure..
even i as the latest pictures show had long
hair too.. and even a beard when younger in
those shoes i wore2.. so sure.. as Whitman says..
StiLL iN words oF Y i.. heRE..
From the Preface to
‘Leaves of Grass”..
as quoted here..
http://www.bartleby.com/39/45.html
“9.. The known universe has one complete lover and that is the greatest poet. He consumes an eternal passion and is indifferent which chance happens and which possible contingency of fortune or misfortune and persuades daily and hourly his delicious pay. What baulks or breaks others is fuel for his burning progress to contact and amorous joy. Other proportions of the reception of pleasure dwindle to nothing to his proportions. All expected from heaven or from the highest he is rapport with in the sight of the daybreak or a scene of the winter woods or the presence of children playing or with his arm round the neck of a man or woman. His love above all love has leisure and expanse … he leaves room ahead of himself. He is no irresolute or suspicious lover … he is sure … he scorns intervals. His experience and the showers and thrills are not for nothing. Nothing can jar him … suffering and darkness cannot—death and fear cannot. to him complaint and jealousy and envy are corpses buried and rotten in the earth … he saw them buried. The sea is not surer of the shore or the shore of the sea than he is of the fruition of his love and of all perfection and beauty.”
“27.. There will soon be no more priests. Their work is done. They may wait awhile … perhaps a generation or two … dropping off by degrees. A superior breed shall take their place … the gangs of kosmos and prophets en masse shall take their place. A new order shall arise and they shall be the priests of man, and every man shall be his own priest. The churches built under their umbrage shall be the churches of men and women. Through the divinity of themselves shall the kosmos and the new breed of poets be interpreters of men and women and of all events and things. They shall find their inspiration in real objects to-day, symptoms of the past and future… . They shall not deign to defend immortality or God or the perfection of things or liberty or the exquisite beauty and reality of the soul. They shall arise in America and be responded to from the remainder of the earth.”
So sure.. it’s more than safe to say
that tHis prophecy has
surely dot com
TruE and liGht
iN FrUiTiOn oF mY
God oF NaturE
GiVen hUMan
PoTEntial.. as FAITH
and sure.. tHeRe
are many more prophets
in gangs of Kosmos TaKinG
tHeir place oF arTs as i sPeak noW..
wouldn’t you agree.. if you have any
idea what the FucKInG For the WiN i am on about now.. heHe..
yeah.. humor IS A titanic pARt of steering aWay from Aspergs.. too..
as i never leave bEhind neither the Paternal roots of Irish poEtry or elFiN WiT..;)
A Thousand Years of Sacred Love..
heHE.. need i say more.. perhaps
a ‘little’ show and tale iS iN
oRder
and ARt..;)
And heAR iN NeXt Chronological
and Synchronicity way of Facebook
Algorithm Provision IS A short
and very related quote
iN poetic way oF
me within
from
a year ago2..:)
Ah.. tHe challenge of graduating..
when thErE are no lonGer anY
classmates or teachers
in the room..
yet yes..
aLL iS possiBle..
WitH ONe.. sTiLL..:)
Blood Moon on the Asphalt..
and hey that almost sounds
as ominous as A Black Moon Apocalypse
Weekend of two years after that huh..
anyway.. every day a fEast
and celebration
iN aLL oF dARk
and LiGht that comes
iN thE SiLt miX of LiFe Now..:)
2777 words of dVerse Poetic Response..
and at this point iN Macro Verse way of
maKing a micro-micro Verse to every dVerse
prompt and poetic liNk and even Giving liNK
credit to each muse as hey.. who KnoWs oNe day noW..
someone someWheRE may coMe Back heRE to look.. heHe..
HeY yAh wHo yA HuHeH..
and they continue
to get credit
for inspiring
as muse
now for
mE.. now i juST
generAlly say dVerse
did it.. as most of the individuals
have no idea iN fathom of what i entirely do here..
and should they.. no.. they have tHeRe noW oWn
tRail oF liFE to Forge.. aHead iF they so Choose2..
but anyWay at this point i had no idea that
the year of 4/15 to 3/16 would bRinG
a Biggest Muse from dVerse
of one entire Macro-Verse
titled GodsUniVerseNovel3..
MaKinG 338,630
words of Free
Verse Micro-Micro
V E R S E noW..
poEtry in Micro
to Macro to
Ocean Whole
Poem VersE iN
SonG oF mY SoUL
Witness for GoD aLL of
NAtuRE as WhoLe as mY eYes
And eArs and SenSinG and FeeLinG bE mE..:)
Oh by the way.. juST remembeRinG AgAiN if you ARE
ForTune enough to see ‘thaT movie Lucy’ about
transhumanist way of hUman poTenTial NoW
God Given narrated by Morgan Freeman
more fully realized to all hUman
poTenTial Intelligences
achieved in
FruiTioN
way when
Lucy says
you never die..
kind of nonchalantly..
as she is navigating her
way through potential dangers..
WeLL iT’s tRUe in all perception
you never die noW.. Now.. can i prove
tHis noW.. yes.. can i prove thiS iN the FuTuRe..
WeLL.. mY FriEnds.. only God within as yoU SeeK
and FiNd GoD can prove thAT and you realize.. sENSe
and FeeL wiTh 100% Faith that you do.. oh.. does that
Mustard
Seed GroW
towards liGht
mY FriEndS.. and
you muSt work for thiS
Faith to maintain and retain
iT as iN GoD’s WoRd/WoRlD oF NatuRe
iT iS oNe oF Free Merit and NOT MeRiT FREE..:)
WeLL aLL caught uP noW after a quick visit to gigoid’s
place for wisdom muse of ancient and modern sAGes
then to poeticAlly dialect WiTh noW iN the future as
i Love challenges and trUly wish more folks would
challenge me to GaiN eveN more liGht iN liFe..
as i sure don’t wanna be the only
leader of any band..AiD..
i AM God’s Cheerleader
and Assistant but never any
political-like leader alone.. oKAy..
anyWay.. it seems at times now.. the
only place i trUly have to rest my Head
iS iN Dance and in nude ARt.. so i WiLL
be going to At LeAst one or two of those
places.. for most of the REST oF thIs weekend
too.. and yes.. i find R and R iN the SinGinG oF
Catholic Church as mY voice reaches Choirs oF anGels tHeRe
too trUe and liGht BelieVe iT oR noT FucKinG RiPleY OkAy as i can prove
this much in words
for sure that
continue
to exist
directly
from mE..
and noT adulterated
by the lies of hUmanS noW.. okAy..;)
Diamond eYes Life..
Macro-Verse from a year ago..
and this is more of a seNsual one too..
And what i remember about this one too..
is for my nether restricted site online.. heHe..
this was one of the most viewed then.. and perHaps
it was the HiLarity of more of me Dancing in the once
free provided Gif as Gift animations from the Google Algorithm
Free.. sure.. i could make more GiF gifts.. but StiLLs must do for thaT art
for now.. and as i can clearly see in
that art of A year ago.. approaching
the mid 230’s.. a year long approach
of responding iN poetic micro-micro
Verse way to every single prompt
liNk at dVerse that rated anywhere
from 60 to 100 or so a week..
took a toLL.. on the
spare tire in
the middle
hehe..
and even
my cholesterol
from a self imposed
milestone to never miss
a single liNk of poetic prompts
response for a full YeAR.. and it’s Pretty
easy to empirically asseSs the improvement
in physical form oF God’s Temple iN essence
mE in the art more to come after 3/16 and
mY cAll from God was finished for that
particular mega-FucKinG task then..
let’s juSt say it’s not alWays easy
NoW.. to bE mE but i juST
dO it for God.. FucKinG
Bottom liNe.. iN WTF
NoW FTW ViCtoRy
waY for FReED..
continuing
alWays
noW NoW juST NoW..
liGht oF GoD’s LaMp iSREAL2..:)
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Dharma: “What is the greatest mystery of all?”
Yudishthira: “That each day, death walks the earth,
and we continue to live as though we were immortal.”
~~ The Bhagvad Gita ~~
AMEN..
Need i say
more..
surE.. Ynot..:)
“Time…do you really believe the past arranges itself
for our convenience into those paltry little squares they print on calendars?”
~~ Subtle Bee ~~
Clock
A LocK
on ReaLiTy..:)
“Dignity does not consist in possessing honors,
but in deserving them.”
~~ Aristotle (384-322BC) ~~
Like Lombardi sAid too..
it’S iN the Excellence of
noW alWays thaT counts..
Essence liVes Form FAdes
and REgenerates too for
mUstard
seeds
thaT continue
to GroW toWard
liGht and never
ever giVe
uP iN
dArk
‘Tween
Earth purgatory2..:)
“What you see is from outside yourself,
and may come, or not, but is beyond your control.
But your fear is yours, and yours alone,
like your voice, or your fingers, or your memory,
and therefore yours to control.
If you feel powerless over your fear,
you have not yet admitted that it is yours,
to do with as you will.”
~~ Marion Zimmer Bradley, “Stormqueen” ~~
And that’s why
nobody or nothing
and everything
cannot
annoy
me now..
as i AM liGht..:)
“Sure, understanding today’s complex world of the future is a little
like having bees live in your head.
But there they are . . .”
~~ Firesign Theater, “I think we’re all Bozos on this Bus!” ~~
All those
Bees have
turned to
honey
due for
mE noW..
as i simply
shoe them aWay..
iN NikE Goddess
DanCinG SinGinG way..:)
“OMNIVERSAL AWARENESS?? Oh, YEH!!
First you need 4 GALLONS of JELL-O and a BIG WRENCH!!…
I think you drop th’WRENCH in the JELL-O
as if it was a FLAVOR, or an INGREDIENT…
…or…I…um…
HERE’S the WASHING MACHINES?”
~~ Zippy the Pinhead ~~
My secret
is.. my tool
is fully naked..:)
“What the meaning of human life may be I don’t know;
I incline to suspect that it has none.”
~~ H. L. Mencken ~~
LIVE.. CHECK
EVIL.. DEATH
DEVIL.. DEATH
LIVED.. CHECK
STRESSED.. DEATH
DESSERTS.. CHECK..
iS iN noW iN mAiL oF liGht..:)
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So.. the En Name Test
personality related generator..
tales me i have a Type B
personaLiTy and
i say noW.. for
sure..
And Or A..;)
Hmm.. the first Female President in United States History..
one for the record books today to come for sure..
And sure.. a reason to dance for Free..
while the rest of the town shoWed
frOwns hehe.. less.. and more..
haha.. anyWay.. a loss for
Patriarchy for sure..
And at least a gain
for Egalitarianism.. you
know and feel.. gentile or jew..
S E R V A N T O R F R E E now
woman or man no more.. now.. yeah..
like the better pArt of the new books says.. for sURe..;)
Sure.. yeS iT’s TrUe.. Now..
overall.. aT leASt.. Democrats
are Democats.. and Republicans
can be viewed as dogs too..
overall.. per se.. noW
oN ‘thiS’ CanDidate
DeBate Shirt oN
ANN for Animal
PlanET NeWs…
@lEast…;)
Politics.. yA gotta love it.. huh.. but hey.. it is a reflection of the human
tribal instinct and how when we stop the foraging for life toGetHeR
close to naked where social cooperation of the entire
relatively small homogenous tribe is required
for survival.. get along is a do or die
proposition when working
together means alive
vs.. the other
place
of
dead..
and then we started storing
grains and eventually this happened..
Luke 19:11-27
New King James Version (NKJV)
The Parable of the Minas
Taken Literally..
Trump and the Apprentice AND
YOU’RE FIRED! AND WORSE THAN THAT!
11 Now as they heard these things, He spoke another parable, because He was near Jerusalem and because they thought the kingdom of God would appear immediately. 12 Therefore He said: “A certain nobleman went into a far country to receive for himself a kingdom and to return. 13 So he called ten of his servants, delivered to them ten minas,[a] and said to them, ‘Do business till I come.’ 14 But his citizens hated him, and sent a delegation after him, saying, ‘We will not have this man to reign over us.’
15 “And so it was that when he returned, having received the kingdom, he then commanded these servants, to whom he had given the money, to be called to him, that he might know how much every man had gained by trading. 16 Then came the first, saying, ‘Master, your mina has earned ten minas.’ 17 And he said to him, ‘Well done, good servant; because you were faithful in a very little, have authority over ten cities.’ 18 And the second came, saying, ‘Master, your mina has earned five minas.’ 19 Likewise he said to him, ‘You also be over five cities.’
20 “Then another came, saying, ‘Master, here is your mina, which I have kept put away in a handkerchief. 21 For I feared you, because you are an austere man. You collect what you did not deposit, and reap what you did not sow.’ 22 And he said to him, ‘Out of your own mouth I will judge you, you wicked servant. You knew that I was an austere man, collecting what I did not deposit and reaping what I did not sow. 23 Why then did you not put my money in the bank, that at my coming I might have collected it with interest?’
24 “And he said to those who stood by, ‘Take the mina from him, and give it to him who has ten minas.’ 25 (But they said to him, ‘Master, he has ten minas.’) 26 ‘For I say to you, that to everyone who has will be given; and from him who does not have, even what he has will be taken away from him. 27 But bring here those enemies of mine, who did not want me to reign over them, and slay them before me.’”
Parable of the Talents in Matthew
is really worse than this in figurative turns
as not only do you die if you don’t deliver..
you are cast into a Fire for Eternity..
it’s just that in real life if
you are using this
as a political
excuse to extend
your territories as the
Christian religion did for
centuries.. this is your literal
back up here.. same as they
do in modern Isis days for fundamentalist
extremists who take the sacred text literal there
as well.. this makes both books seriously dangerous
as we are dealing with everyday readers and NOT F iN Saints..:)
And while some folks take a much kinder figurative approach in interpreting
these verses.. some who replace slaying someone with being cast out from
love.. which indeed can happen if one doesn’t follow the book of love
that is innately gifted to us by the God of nature as such..
from birth if love is nurtured and watered like a garden
of village kindly in feely touchy warm and
fuzzy way.. fertilizing and tending
that Garden of love..
particularly
from ages
0-3.. picture the
Indian woman with
baby attached to chest
through out the day for love
per se.. in the foraging for life..
instead of prisons of cribs and plastic
nipples of separation for instead of oxytocin devoted
nurturing from a flesh and blood teat of life.. yes.. the book
of life and love lives within.. when we need each other for
survival.. when we have technology to replace the human
touch.. we fall.. we fall.. we fall.. away from the greatest
human potential of Fearless smARt.. Unconditional
Love for each oTher.. like the youtube so-called
Christian dude who follows both parables
by the literal book.. and has an
intro on ‘ his shoe’.. showing
Jesus stomping on
the heads
of the
so-called
new age illuminati
folks.. with their pyramids now..
being thrown into a fire of hell too..
same as the Southern Baptist places
i have been to.. too.. in hell fire way
of eYes.. hmm.. yeah.. if you thought
Luke 14:26 for hating your mommy.. daddy..
kids and sisters and brothers was bad now this
one takes the dARk cake too.. when taken literally
of course.. and sure some us see all these parables
deeper if we experience God as real and spiritual but on
the other hand.. there have been the ‘angry white old men’..
who are pissed at the world and wanna take action whether it
is rampage killings.. or a fantasy of a super hero villain bad cop
Jesus coming back and killing all the folks they don’t like and sending
them to an eternity of fire.. but hey.. as long as they just make it a dark
fantasy.. and don’t kill anyone it’s one thing.. but it’s kinda scary when these
folks call for an uprising and you know what the mentality out there is with video
games and guns and such as that.. loss of social roles.. just ticking time bombs
waiting to go off Jihad style either foreign or domestic same story of LOST BOYS..
AND at times females.. etc.. too.. and then there is that other story about rape
in the bible and the dude offering up his virgin daughters instead of ‘it’
happening to a man.. and then you hear the story yesterday about
Trump talking about doing it with two women.. to each his and or
her own of course if it harms no one.. but then he starts
talking about his daughter being voluptuous and
starts talking about it being just fine if ‘Howard’
calls her a fine piece of ass.. and
all of the sudden it becomes
heir apparent that Mr.
Trump is more and
more looking
like all the
dARk archetypes
of being human fully
expressed in the old and
new testament of bible and
koran way too.. and it’s almost
like something prophetic is going on
here.. but truly it is the self-fulfilling
pArt of human dARk archetypes
gone awry from losing
humanity
for falling
to storing
grains.. going
the way of greed
and jealousy and the
overall dark side of being
hUman per se.. and what else
to say.. but follow the good book within..
you know and feel the liGht one Gifted by
God of Nature.. as it dam sure beats the
dARk side
of hUman
Nature as
well as Bibles
and Koran’s etc..
except for perhaps
Jainism as that is just very
OCD and hurts no Fucking human
beings and not even a bug per se..
if taken to the extreme of Loving everything
and harming nothing.. but on the other hand
if you do not consume germs.. look out for
autoimmune disorders too.. as let’s
face facts.. the snake
consumes
it’s tale..
we are
all pARt of
Nature in this
life of God toGetHeR
tHeRE is dARk and liGht
realities in pain site everywhere
but we have the higher power of
Fearless smARt Unconditional Love
at hand.. in heaven now.. if we seek..
find.. and use it.. particularly if it was
gardened in us by our caregivers as village
from birth.. hmm.. not so lucky on that paRt today..
as even science shows that empirical measured ways
of empathy are down falling severely in the last several
decades among college age adults as we continue to get
separated by the warm and fuzzy oxytocin human touch.
ending up with rampage killings.. and overall hate and discontent
instead of
the better
place
of heaven
now clearly at
our disposal if we
haven’t already sent
it straight to the big refuse
heap heAR on Earth as Hell..
i choose a tree of smaRt and
Fearless Unconditional Love as
my tree was watered and fed by
a Loving Mother.. with deep roots
that continue to branch out as LOVE..
but hey.. i am the lucky one.. oKAy..
Life also makes Trumps and Billaries too..
but yes.. i choose the ‘dEvil’ i know ‘better’2..;)
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A Couple of quick Facebook provided
Micro-Verses of Macro-Verse Memories/
fredparables from a year ago.. and a Macro-Verse
from two years ago too.. jusT for FuN!..;)
Oh the tree..
Oh the desert..
Oh the cave..
Oh the Beach..
Oh the desert..
a place of Jesus
to escape Religion..
Oh the cave..
a place of Muhammad
to escape Christianity..
Oh the beach..
i come back full circle..
i am A Tree wITh Forrest..
PS..
And Buddha too..:)
Yes.. my friend.. Zee.. beautiful words
of children who have not yet
forgotten how to live..
and i suppose
it is possible
to stay
that way
with freedom of
imagination and
creativity of us in a play
of life where we are the Directors
Producers and Actors of Now scene..:)
Hi Maria.. i think the whole
purpose of life.. is for us
to become our own
ministers of Truth
and Light..
and as
we
grow
older if
Freedom
plays True..
this Light becomes
brighter as God’s Truth
Manifest in us as children of
LiGht..:)
Well.. this fits toGeTheR very
WeLL.. with my last Micro-Verse
of Macro-verse ‘710th MacroVerse oF Faith”..
now huh.. if yA follow mE by words and not just me as a man
OK..;)
And this Macro-Verse “R U Autistic or Artistic”.. from
two years ago.. is surely a story of transformation from
caterpillar moving into cocoon.. And E-Scaping into
the flesh world in Butterfly Fearless Loving
Tiger way.. wHeRe the Art oF HeART..
comes fuller than just the HE
of me beFoRe ART made
mY heART complete
as HEART..
SpiRiT
expREsSinG
thaT heARt WiTh
aLL oTheRs in SonG
and DancE.. of LiFe Freer..
and basically.. my therapist who
knew me once as Autistic.. and sees me
as Artistic now.. thiNks seriously.. i have
done what some folks say is impossible and
have cured my Autism with the new Art of HE
that is
heARt
noW
of
ME..
WeLL.. in someways
i have but in someways
tHeRE is sTiLL challenge
as i don’t and truly cannot
do the so-called cultural norms
without much distress as God calls
me to a higher place of Nature.. with
much greater hUman PotEnTial expreSsinG
SpiRit oF miNd and BoDy BaLAnCinG soUL that
the outliers love and the inliers find very
uncomfortable in red state local
land in the New Jerusalem
of the new ISREAL IS ISREAL
U.S. OF A FOR GREATER human
freedoms of God’s children
set freer than ever beFore
to express tHeiR trUe WiLL
wiTh God without harming anyone
else.. but hey.. it doesn’t take much
to make stiff cardboard folks butt hurt
now// does it.. no it doesn’t// due dissension
noW and discernment is a pARt of the necessity
sTiLL of the dARk of liFE and taking chances too..
for changing what you can and accepting the rest as iS..
as LiFe IS A gAMe of dARk and liGht.. we can do our best
to direct.. produce and act oUr own pLays of LiFe but they
are alWays gonna intersect with the haters of what is different
in liGht
of one’s day
as opposed to
the perceived same
dArk of another PerSon’s
now for iSREAL too.. tHere
is Heaven and Hell on Earth iN
each his or own.. etc.. view oF
tHeiR Multi-Verse now.. try to get
along is the best we can do.. but
i for one.. refuse to give uP my
Free and TrUE relative WiLL
WiTh God oF Nature
and i AM legally
hurting
no one..
else including
me.. does my errancy
from the social norm butt
hurt folks.. yes it does..
but that’s life in the big city of GoD..
and i am building a City oF liGht with otHeRS
who see
and feel
and livE
A Heaven we Share noW..:)
Oh yeah.. and in case you think
i don’t look Autistic.. could have
ever possibly been Autistic just ’cause
i got big muscles now and Dance.. the proof
is in the post
and the photos..
i look more nerdy
than Sheldon Cooper
OK.. back then in the
Caterpillar days.. before
God sent me the cocoon and the way F iN OUT
to FREE
iN Heaven
noW AS WE
CONTINUE
TO BUILD THIS
CITY WTH NO PEARLY
GATES.. GOLDEN FLOORS
OR JADED EYES OF FEAR.. DOUBT.. AND HATE..:)
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i thInk iT iS absolutely
thrilling that the Catholic
Church had a festival today..
also in celebration now of the
First Woman President in the
U. S. o F A.. yes.. once.. aGain..
class repeat.. Gentile.. Jew.. Servant
or Free.. Woman or Man no more.. in other
words.. the dreAMn oF A Good Cop Jesus Dude..
Of A one World Order of EgalitarianisM iN Freeing
aLL of God’s Children for Life Liberty and the Pursuit
of Happiness.. iN A metaphor for iSREAL.. as the U. S.
oF A.. iS gRoWinG StrongER and liGhter as the fire
oF Lies..
of Patriarchy
go down the bowl
like a tide rolling out
as such.. of fear.. doubt..
and all stuff related to Trump-like hAte..
Yes.. Amazing Grace is anoThER word for thAT2..
Yes.. “My wife said
i could have a turn”..
much more on that soon.. he HE..
Facebook Friend Cortney shares a Slide
that says.. why are American women worried
about Trump Naughty words when 80 million now
purchased the book.. ‘Shades of Grey’.. thinking
iT wasn’t tHeir ‘locker room buddies’ as such.. and
Cortney expresses dismay in words to the effect
of yeah.. like the women that read the book want
some ‘rando’ ‘Grabbing them by the pussy’
as such.. so then i return with
what is A ‘little’ bEyond
A new century
oF UniVerse now
that consistS iN a limit
of 140 characters of twitter-verse
but never the less i wRite on hehe..
by then saying.. as sure it is expected
to be ignored until i use it here.. per se..
iT’s an entire global issue of Patriarchy..
been going down for several thousand
human years.. and is going
down the drain slowly..
as things change..
in the U.S.. sTill
about 40% of
registered
voters squared
in on the domination
of Angry White Old men over
the rest of A middle east village..
but sooner or later they will loosen up…
and wear make-up like the dudes do in South Korea..
Personally.. i don’t mind at all being dominated by women..
the Bonobo does it still.. and lives like a frigging Peter Pan..
and so
do
i..
He..he..;)
AnyWay this too reminds me of two Fredconvos..
i had with some folks at the Catholic Fall Festival..
a dude i graduated from high school.. and a lady
that was trying to sell my wife a hair apparatus in
a booth.. who asked me who i was looking for as i was
twirling very slowly in Tai-Chi-like state of total nirvana and
bliss several yards away in the middle of booth grass aisle..
making sure i stayed at least 10 feet away from all
folks walking by.. hmm.. big mistake asking
Fred a question.. hehe.. as the
Fredtalk starTS iTs way
deeper and deeper and
moving into more rabbit
wHoles until World Peace
has been solved noW and a thouSand
years of Peace of Heaven noW IS At hAnd..
haha.. anyway.. my fRieNd from High School..
asked Katrina how her Mental Health was after
hEaring the Fred run on.. in laser special interest focus
way.. and the lady said.. i can’t believe you remembered
all those precise numbers measuring what you’ve been doing
as i shared some of my special interests with her by the numbers too..
haha.. and it’s like no big deal to me.. as sure.. something about human
potential this and that and the other thing.. inside.. outside.. above.. so below
and all around oKay.. well anYway.. that’s allwRite ’cause at least i understand me.. hehE..
So anYway2.. #ModernJesus.. i just stroll through in bliss.. hoping to help someone as they
continue to dream of winning the church Raffle today.. that’s up to 3000 dollars and sure
i could help them find riches beyond dollar bills.. if they juST had Faith in what i had to
say.. but you kNow and see how that feels.. eArs and eYes to hear it and all of that and
that reminds me Now of one of the old test church verses today that said that God only
lives on the Earth in Israel Back from them old days then.. of course..
they didn’t have a Neil deGrasse Tyson telescope back in them
days to see much further than a flat patch of bigger earth..
so.. yA Gotta forgive for they knew not what they
do then.. but hey today.. there IS A much
bigger Nature one can see with
at least an aided eYe
and the sAMe
Bigger
God one
can FeeL and
SeNSe and KnoW
within with a little more
common sense and even a little
less bible and science book reading too..
it’s all iNnate.. iNstinctuaL and iNtuitive.. no books
required.. just walk out of the ocean and as Whitman
and Bruce says too… be the shores.. the waves.. the water.. air
sure.. be the kinda Jesus/Bruce who is FReED with Nature as God aS One
and simply live.. the bliss of the animal KinGdom that iS iN pARt FReED..
like
me
at
leASt..
whether you
believe in mE or
not haha..hehe.. hehuh.. oKAy..;)
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Snacks are currently
being prepared for
round one of
Trump
sLayInG.. heHe..
TKO in a few words or so..
be back for re-cap.. haha!..
as A Karmic eYe Looks.. deeper..;)
And the results are in.. no.. Mr. Trump.. NOT..
Rape Language is not just something that
happens that is locker room language.. it is
something that when it happens real men
say no.. you don’t say that
bottom line.. sure..
if you are in a gang
or in prison you might
say it to your fellow rapists..
and sure that’s why ‘they’ may
technically be now psychopathic
leaning maleS in.. those places..
whose behavior evilly does that..
but no.. other than that the answer
is no.. it is never acceptable anywhere
at any time to brag about sexual assault..
even if it is only a sick little man’s fantasy.. okay..
you fail.. you lose.. you really had to have the votes
of those Suburban women to win.. so yes.. you lose..
bottom
line.. oKAy..
and other than
that you were even
more creepy than AL
Gore with your predator
posture hovering behind
Hillary.. although of course
you do kinda look more fat than
fact.. as Hillary said.. when you sit down..
and also.. it kinda hurts yA to be beat by a woman..
huh..
yeah
it does
doesn’t iT.. oKay..;)
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All of this’TRUMPeXpectFORWOMEN’.. now
has got me thiNking about the time and place
and me that grew up all ‘innocent’ having
no idea what the sex act even fully was
until age 18.. in first ‘hand’ experience..
and all my crushes from the
time i was in.. yes..
Kindergarten..
were totally
emotional
with only the
hope of holding hands
and a hug for just the human
heArt warmth of being close to
the much fairer gender alWays
iN mY eYes of Life.. as Love..
anyWay.. ‘she’.. is one of my
innocent crushes in
highschool.. a year
younger than me
then.. and
always just
a FriEnd and
what the one outstanding
thing i remember is in my 1970
Maverick.. it had a public address
horn on it.. along with a CB Radio..
connecting to it as mega-phone
connection.. along with
a whip antenna..
fancy mag wheels..
that i purchased from
my mother.. paying 50 dollars
a month and paying my own insurance..
gas.. and upkeep.. funded by a Janitor job..
aS one of two other later part time jobs that then
would take me from age 16 through college.. and yeah..
i was one of the first folks to install fog lights as an
accessory on my car.. and i thought to myself.. this is
so cool.. why isn’t everyone else installing Fog lights
on their cars then.. as it was far from even an option from the
factory as such.. but anyway.. what i remember is passing by “this
girl’s”.. home at night.. and saying her name over the
P.A. system of my White Steed Maverick Car..
so sure that was my only way to text her..
later at night after school.. haha..
i had no clue.. no clue at all..
but the fAct i really liked this
girl as sure.. like Katrina..
she was as pure as
any Angel who
walked the
earth and
she still is
in so much of
a way to be respected
as a human being.. i suppose
some folks can’t understand how
disgusted.. i for one as a male am at Trump
now but there is a difference in Love of heArt noW
and Love of body parts to use like Car Salespersons..
to make
a
BUCK..
i AM THE
LUCKY ONE
TO LOVE WITH HEaRT..
and i am not ashamed to PA
that sTill to the world @Large..
And yes.. she ended up getting a law degree..
next.. marrying a military officer.. with lovely
children.. then.. and i don’t think i really saw her
again.. after college.. much.. until i went.. back to church..
three years ago.. she still.. as nice as ever with all due RESPECT..
a person who can’t
respect other human
beings falls short
of humanity and that’s truly sad
for all parties that are now part
of THAT…LOW EXPECTATION…
AND SURELY… not a place
for a respectful
leader
to
live who truly
serves others more
fully as LovE noW..
Oh yeah.. and i also remember
oh GoD.. the Movie Mind Memory
Maker i have that never ages like
always is forever and now.. at her home
playing my version of “Take the Long Way Home’
on her piano.. and she asking me how i did it the
way i did it.. that didn’t follow any notes.. and then..
that year of ’80.. at what is named as Scratch Ankle.. a festival
at hometown Milton.. seeing my lost first love then.. and her telling
me her new relationship was on the rocks but never the less it would always
be over between me and her.. feeling crushed and lonely some more and seeing
my crush here.. there.. and i had my opened somewhat fancy button down shirt on
with gold chain.. and to my total surprise my friend looked at the open collar
part and said.. oh that looks good.. referring to the dark chest hair that was
kinda a John Travolta in style thing then for men.. and that waS one of the few
things in that ’80
year that
made
me feel
like i was
a wanted toy of
humanity.. funny..
how far a word of
appreciation can go..
decades more.. in the light
of innocent eyes that just say
you are worthy to be on this earth..
and every time i interact with someone..
they are that person.. who could use that
word from a caring person.. and that is why
i treasure poetic words of heARt that touch juST that..
and spread them with love to even total strangers wherever i go..
so much
different
than a Trump outlook
on life.. and somedays
i wish i never left that place of lily white..
not even
a
little bit..
and today.. noW
is one of those days..
i wish for innocence lost.. everywhere..
yeah.. all this Trump stuff has got me FEELiNG..:)
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From the Merriam-Webster Dictionary:
Simple Definition of despicable:
“Very bad or unpleasant: deserving to be despised”
From popular cultural Movie Memes:
Simple Definition of Minion:
Group-think of ‘folks’ who
find the MOST Despicable
Leader and follow them wherever the ‘hell’ they go…
Calling a large portion of your
potential followers Deplorable:
Despicable.. but not as
Despicable as using
power and status
for an excuse
to brag about
sexually assaulting
women.. in general..
with any given common sense/EMPATHY
oF Basic God of Nature given hUMANiTy…
A phrase that will be remembered that
changed the course of politics for years to come:
“IT was JUsT Locker Room Language”..
JUsT one of those THINGS that HAPPENS..
YES.. SHiT HAPPENS..
but ‘you’ CAN’T juSt
cover this
shit uP
aS iT stiNks forever…
AND has REAL LiFE
CONSEQUENCES.
AnyWay.. as totally expected.. watching
Minions this morning.. even well known
fundmentalist so-called Christians.. defending
the Rape Language of Mr. Trump as no big deal..
“keep it behind closed doors”.. etc.. you know.. like
locker room doors..
MAYBE A LOCK
BOX HUH..
got news for YOU
MINIONS.. NOT
EVERYONE IS MINION..
BOTTOM LINE TRUMP
FOLKS/MINIONS.. YOU LOSE..
and NO.. it’s not really funny.. it’s truly
sad as it brings out the ‘NAZI PART’
of
human
Nature..
that is iSREAL..
and still prevalent
in all cultures where
folks blindly follow leaders/
MYTHS who/WHAT espouse harm to others..
NO MATTER WHO/WHAT THE FucK THEY ARE..
AND YES.. that even includes the BAD COP Jesus
in the New Testament too.. who/WHAT talks about
leading with swords and words of hate
and eternal torture of God’s children
too.. and that is no iSREAL human
being that is the devil
myth and ‘NAZI PART’
OF HUMAN BEING TOO..
THE TRUTH HURTS BUT
YES.. THE LIGHT WILL SET YOU FREE..
WITH FAITH AND BEING AS PURE LIGHT..
INNOCENT
AND FREE
OF CHAINS
OF DESPICABLE AND
MINION WAYS.. TO TRULY BEING SANE..:)
There is a very dark and ever present
potential of human being and we
have seen it rear its
ugly head
so much
more
as ever present
too.. along the side oF LiGht…
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SMiLes.. my FriEnd gigoid.. fiNding SoMe
humor in the dArkest of places/space..
iS
FTW
Bottom WTF
line of LemondAde
that/who refuses to
turn to soUr/ doUr..
and any sacred teXt/
P H i L O S O P H Y/
L O G O S/S C I E N C E
noW that does not contain
any humor is psychopathic
at core.. at least a little bit
as spot of A dARk souL aS Species..
BeinG
Human
onLY paRt
and Never wHOle
aS GoD iS Laugh2..
As i carry on a wayward
Sun as duST as wAves wiNd.. mY FriEnd..:)
“It is better to copulate than never.”
~~ Lazarus Long ~~
soMenoW in present
Days Masturbation can
and wiLL save the world
iN pARt
as whole
as over-population
sings a continuing death SonG/buzz
of other species.. including FucKinG
birds and all the Bees oF liFE2.. perHaps
overall ’tis better to masturbate than
copulate.. in a new age way aWay
from filling shore to
shore with
more
death
and destruction..
from the species
human foR now..
Sure.. the TrUth and
liGht doesn’t have to
feel all that ‘bad’ after all
iS said and dONE for LiFe as wHole..;)
What happens to the wide-eyed observer
when the window between reality and unreality breaks
and the glass begins to fly?”
~~ Subtle Bee ~~
As ELO says..
hold on tiGht..
as i say..
hold
on loose
And eventUally
geT AwHOle joB doNe..;)
i cannot tell a lie
but i can tale a tell..;)
“Nothing unreal exists.”
~~ Kiri-Kin-Tha’s Law of Metaphysics ~~
exists realun Thingno..
IF it makes as much
sense in reverse
iT
can be
either true
or false..
or
both..
at least
that’s what
Yoda says
both ways now..
Bottom lineS..
Now True And
False iSREAL..:)
“Eternity is a mere moment,
just long enough for a joke.”
~~ Hermann Hesse ~~
Laugh.. sMiLes
on God’s
INFiniTieS noW..:)
“When the situation is desperate,
it is too late to be serious.
Be playful.”
~~ Edward Abbey ~~
Laugh..
A first and
last breathe oF LIFe..:)
“A little nonsense now and then,
is cherished by the wisest men.”
~~ Willy Wonka, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory ~~
A great breakthrough for
me too.. treasure nonsense..
make it holy.. make it sacred
and suddenly ALL
MAKES SENSE..
F E E L I N G iT..
AS chaos becomes
canvas and all of LiFE
becomes Paint Brush as God
sAMe
wE..
aLiVe
and spiRaLinG
as sentient
star
dust
plus
wind and fire
and earth and waves are wE..
liFe a box of chocolates and rocks
juST waiting to be consumed and spit ouT 2..:)
“As for myself,
I always willingly acknowledge my own self
as the principal cause of every good and of every evil
which may befall me;
therefore I have always found myself
capable of being my own pupil,
and ready to love my teacher.”
~~ Giacomo Casanova ~~
eYes oF God
are
wE when I
takes
responsbiLiTy
for uS
aS
i aLivE noW!aLL..:)
A monk said to Joshu,
“Your stone bridge is widely renowned,
but coming here I find only a heap of rocks.”
Joshu said,
“You see only the stones and not the bridge.”
The monk said,
“What is the bridge?”
Joshu said,
“What do you think we are walking on?”
~~ Zen Bee ~~
GRains
oF sAnds hAnds wAves..
hOld MouNtains oF LovE noW..:)
“To see the world in a grain of sand,
And a heaven in a wild flower,
Hold infinity in the palm of your hand,
And eternity in an hour.”
~~ William Blake, “Auguries of Innocence” ~~
My first seNsory experience oF
LiFe.. an iSreal abLiTy in seNSinG
way of creaTing what FeeLs
like a three dimensional
alWays changing
textural
object
only in
my left hand..
that i can sTiLL
control @WiLL..
no one else has
ever told me they
are able to do that…
Even on the strangest
of Wrong Planets online..
aLL iT toLd me from a young
age.. is.. tHeIr is something special
‘i’ have
for you
to do..
mY FriEnd..
as i oF yOur eYes
and hands no matter
how sMall or LaRGe to coMe..
WiLL ‘you’ seriouSly be surprised
iF i create another Verse for A UniVerse
out of that hand in reAliTy of Me.. i for sure WiLL noT
as i was/AM
gifted
with
a left
hand that
creates as essence
oF multi-Verse moRe..
in oTheR words.. i was gifted
with the reaLiTy to KNow and
FeeL that my ReaLITy was/iS different
and that most certainly means tHeRE are
no limits or expectations that i will ever have
that can possibly chain the existence of God
in someone
else’s
eYes/hands..
mY FriEnd..now
And what A gift
of empathy from
birth that was/iS.. mY friEnd..:)
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Hi.. mY FriEnd Hank.. haven’t
had an opportunity to visit your
site in a quite awhile.. means
a lot to me that you took the time
and truly great effort to get to the
bottom line here of approaching 30K
words to even say hi.. and i am so glad
you enjoyed the beauty shared in the photography
that i Am so fortunate in the modern age to capture
beauty
with
the ease
of point and
shoot in a Garden
oF Eden thAT iSReaL
mY friEnd.. and alWays
worth shARing no matter
how long the journey
is that
never
ends
as Eden now
sure.. with Eve2..;)
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Headed over
To a next
Dance step
Off hand now..;)
“Go into yourself and see how deep the place is from which your life flows.”
~~ Rainer Maria Rilke in Letters to a Young Poet ~~
Two words/woRlds..
FucKinG
DeeP..
NoW..;)
“When the child was a child,
there were these questions:
Why am I me, and why not you?
Why am I here, and why not there?”
(“Als das Kind noch Kind war, gab es diese Fragen:
Warum bin ich mich, und warum nicht dich?
Warum bin ich hier, und warum nicht dort?”)
~~ Rainer Maria Rilke ~~
That Multi-UniVerse thingie
born in my left then/now/liVinG
hand solve(d)s THAT question quick..
i AM iS
DiVerSE..
And conStantly
CHANGING NOW..
God lives iN my left
hand.. cRap.. that muST
mean i AM FucKinG anointed.. huh..;)
“what would Chaos, or Entropy think?”
-gigoid.. et al..
As A wisest
sAGe sAid/says..
Don’t FucKinG liMit
God to human words..
and/or so-cAlled
hUman
ThINking..
unless you
WiLL fALL
to a God
as symbols/
idols/manmade
in chains and priSons
oF Fleas who see/feel NOt A wHole
Dog thaT feeds theM ONe Blood and Flesh oF LiFe..:)
“A wide-eyed, innocent UNICORN, poised delicately in a MEADOW
filled with LILACS, LOLLIPOPS and small CHILDREN
at the HUSH of twilight??”
~~ Zippy the Pinhead ~~
And that
was/iS
oNly
pARt
one oF A
WHOle Story2..;)
“It is one of the commonest of mistakes to consider
that the limit of our power of perception
is also the limit of all there is to perceive.”
~~ C. W. Leadbeater ~~
LiKe..
i also
sAid/say/feel/sense
etc..iNFinitY moRe..
And that’s juST
iN mY
LeFt
Hand2..
Yeah.. ‘some folks’ ‘sit’ aT thE
‘Right Hand of God’.. iN/aS mE..
God Lives/MOVES..
iN/AS iN pART mY
LefT haNd..NoW..
thaT makes mE
FucKinG SpeciaL A.. oKaY..
iN A leftarTist way of BeInG.. he.. HEart..;)
side note..
thiS FeLi hiGheR
BarD sTuFF
iS FucKinG FuN..
oKay noW..
continuing
A Practice
of A work now.2..;)
“To develop a complete mind:
Study the science of art;
study the art of science.
Learn how to see.
Realize that everything connects to everything else.”
~~ Leonardo da Vinci ~~
Jesus F iN
Christ.. somenows
iT FeeLs liKe soMe
oF wE are all oN the sAMe
pAGe
aT
LEast..;)
“If our behavior is strict, we do not need fun!”
~~ Zippy the Pinhead ~~
FucKinG
ruLes SucK
aS a necessary EviL2.. he HE..
FucK aLL the rules
while you do
them
KooL..;)
“I’m not afraid of storms, for I’m learning how to sail my ship.”
— Louisa May Alcott ~~ ~~
Surf FucKinG LiFe..
wiTh couRAge and KiNd
With Love oN Course..:)
“It is good to have an end to journey toward,
but it is the journey
that matters in the end.”
~~ Ursula K. LeGuin ~~
i’m ready
to go noW..
alWays i liVe..:)
“When this load is DONE
I think I’ll wash it AGAIN..”
~~ Zippy the Pinhead ~~
OKaY.. complete transParency
heRe.. heHe iN A tale way oF course..
Every liFe i come in to.. i lEarn
thaT World oF LiVinG
And saVe
liFE every way i can..
JuST foR NoW aLiVe..
i AM God’s JaNiTor.. alWAys..
oh.. the Laundry.. oh.. aLL the DirTy Laundry..
one load
at a now..
i
go..;)
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Now.. to kindly and courAGEouSly
end this “710th MacroVerse oF Faith”
oF Ocean WhoLe Poem.. i WiLL share
a few micro-micro-Verses2 as selflesSly.. he HE..
provided by the all free
Facebook
Algorithm
Poetry
Assistant
from a year ago..
and then i will publish
all of thiS oNline beforE itSeLf
gRoWs BiGger than a Multi-Verse more2..
after Lunch and a Holiday Gym hours
shortened day for Columbus Day2…
Challenge of the cold
piercing winds change..
Humans travel North
escape desert South..
piercing winds change..
humans adapt..
grow stronger..
Humans travel North
culture grows smarter..
humans change
escape desert South..
New World Nomads..
New IsRaEL Live Free..:)
Culture erasing imagination creativity..
Humans losing humanity slowly..
torturing death in life from birth..
rising alive.. dreams fruition..
Humans losing humanity slowly..
drifting away.. childhood suffocates..
Childhood sLows.. adults die as life..
torturing death in life from birth..
Spoon feeding culture
large plate from birth..
rising alive.. dreams fruition..
spark inside.. coming now..
imagination’s creativity.. Phoenix SpRinGs..:)
Ha! smiles Victoria.. the 15 responses.. mostly mine.. are a growing
new post that will be finished with the addition of some
photos i plan on taking at a Catholic Church Festival
later today.. and i’m glad you enjoyed the sand
photos.. as for so many years
i avoid getting
my feet dirty..
they hide
beyond
pure
virgin
100%
cotton
white
socks
with
soft skin bottoms.. as
on the Autism Spectrum
with my tactile sensitivities
i cannot touch any textures man
made with my bare skin feet.. including
carpet.. but stone floors are
okay.. including
sand floors
of nature..
i take great
pleasure now
with the bottoms
of my sand brown
and calloused feet..
i feel
earthy..
one FOrCE
wITh GOD..
i finAlly
feel
wild
and FREE
aLiVE.. again like
a child on the River
grass.. barefoot then..
The clothing of culture
are the only sins
i know
and
feel..
starting
with manmade
clothes.. as i am
not born
to even
touch
them..
without discomfort..
hmm.. except for
100% virgin
cotton
and silk..
smiles..
like
‘Rain
man’..
speaking
of the Rain..
i’m all about
the ‘Hanes’ but
we go to Walmart
not Kmart for that..
(movie reference..
for clarity.. just
in case..)
i’m almost
sure
you
get
that
cultural
TV trope..
but of course
almost is never
now.. enough for me..
smiles again.. W/wInKs..
And another shout-out to the Facebook Free
Algorithm for reminding me from a year ago2..
thaT i reAlly SHOULD
GO to visit
my Aunt
at the
Nursing home too..:)
Yeah.. and ‘whatever’
‘Paul Harvey’ sAid/says
at the end
of his
BROADcasts2..
AS A River oF
NoW wAveS oN WiTh SMiLes..
and sure the Bath water iS alWays
@lEAst a little
Dirty
2.. oN Course
oFF
course2..
as THeRE
can be no liGht
without A DaRK
Side oF all thatiS2
AkA
God noW..
aLWays noW2..
and if you thiNk
yoU can thRow A
Baby oF GoD noW ouT
WiTh A wash.. jUST trY
iT and don’T to see how thAT works oUT2..
sure..
noW juST
A word(s)
oF AdVice
from A ‘aLL
sEEinG’ KarMic eYe2..;)
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OH.. yeah.. and by A way..
An eXclamATioN
point from
A Karmic
eYe can
mean so many
things but for noW
the T-Shirt says Now..
I SHOULD HAVE COME
WITH A WARNING LABeL.. perHaps i do…
Remember.. the election in the year 2000
wHeRe some sTiLL suggest that it was stolen
from Gore and Given to Bush.. WeLL.. tHeRe are
Karmic consequences for every theft.. and
for every election we make in liFE
in terms of Can and WiLL and
whether or not we have
Faith in and as
OVERALL
PROCESS..
AND SURE that
goes far beyond elections
with votes.. ElecTioN WitH WiLL
oF A iSREAL Faith in and as aLL..
is what makes trees groW as Ocean WhOle..,
That much i can prove as ‘711 MacroVerse’..
oF Ocean Whole Poem coMes.. afTer
‘710th MacroVerse oF Faith’..
STiLL aLL approaching 4M
wordS it’s aLL in a turn of
A Friendly card
of number
foR now
and then nOW..:)
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Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
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And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
NoW..:)
Love iS
ALLTHaTis..:)
GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
LoVe NoW..:)
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Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..
After Book of Fred
And Purpose
of course too..
@lEast
for mE..:)
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)
After Dance oF Fred
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)
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Here.. the continuing “I’m The Boss”.. photos from my 710th MacroVerse oF Faith
continue.. and this is the Step-Father of the very nice Pacific
Islander gym attendant girl named Vida.. and this
Guy.. Furney.. comes from the oldest of
Bowling Center Days.. back since
1984.. Retired Chief from the
Navy with his deceased
now wife named Eva..
and new wife.. mother
of Vida.. Bowling
mainstays they were
then as the Bowling
Ball turns and noW
juST an intro here.. as Now
pArt of Coming ‘711 MacroVerse too’..;)
So.. now.. to the complete.. titLed way of
“BeYonD 711 MaCroVerse” as the number
711 has sacred technological and substantial
significance as such.. as sure.. there are 711 stores
7 to 11 pm.. of antiquity.. in local areas of the United States..
just a memory too.. of the
place that had the
temptation
wraps
around
Playboy magazines
funny how that’s what
i remember of the stores
huh.. hehe.. anyway..
we are human
Okay.. and
7 is what used
to be the number of
planets visible to the
human eye before we then
move to telescopes that
go further than
we can
see
with naked eYes..
and for me without shades
i cannot see a star at all but
the one inside.. hahax2.. and what
else.. yes.. 11 beyond the 10 digits
of hand wHere the opposable thumb now
and surely sacred one too.. allows us to then..
grasp sticks and construct alphabets in sanskrit
sands of SouthEast Asia.. in oldest Indian ways..
as sure doing it only with a pointer finger is like a
Smart phone without stylus.. in modern days too.. then..
oh.. the opposable thumb and visual spatial skills that allow
us to imagine connections ‘tween stars and copy those straight
lines and angles to soil.. and then stone tablets.. making written letter
language possible.. along with recorded collective intelligence to make greater
human tools to increase shelter.. security.. means of gaining overall subsistence..
and finally one of the greatest technological developments of all.. soft and cozy toilet
paper.. after the retirement of the Sears and Roebuck catalog for the purpose of THAT..
and now shaking hands with both hands
is considered possible.. however
we still veer away from
the left
hand
per se..
but at least
the old ignorance
is no longer present that
the left handers are inherently
evil.. and epileptics are no longer
demon possessed and perhaps noW one
day ignorant church going folks WiLL also come
to an original apocalyptic definition in Greek way
of lifting the veils of ignorance by ignorant men who
condemned homosexualS in the still ignorant parts
of the old testament per Leviticus to get a little
more specific.. of the human dARk that
still lives in the Trump souls
of men and women too..
sadly still.. oh..
the walls
and
chains of
ignorance and the
true Greek original definition
of taking those true babel walls down
to allow freedoms for all of God’s children..
that of course Trump souls of anti-christ hate
would take away even in rights to marriage if
the devil didn’t shoot himself in comb
over feats of transparent
Narcissism that has
no empathy
for even
the daughter
who sits as trophy
upon his lap and when
you make your daughter into
a trophy.. yes.. the evil of the old testament
rears its ugly snake head in metaphor as
no snake is as stupid as that of course..
as daughters who are treated as
more than possessions
are one’s who
thrive
in freedom
to raise strong
sons instead of
Trump one’s with no
heart but that of owning
God’s earth and the people who
are part of that.. even daughters
as trophies of slaves to sit upon
laps of eYes with little
to no heARt
of Humanity’s
Love as Faith
gifted higher and
higher power from
the God oF Nature
whOle iN pARt oF wE..
who sets our selves free
fearlessly with Love fully still in tow
of kind and courage.. so more about 11..
we are born with 10 fingers and 10 toes.. so what
about the 11th one.. well my son was born with an extra
digit so sure he made another evolutionary step of digits..
but the metaphor of course is human technology taking our
innate nature further through transhumanist extensions ranging
from sticks to smart phones.. and more to come.. but only if we retain
our empathy.. our compassion.. and our human touch will we be a hybrid
of human potential greater toGETher and not one that destroys not only
more of the Living eARTh but the species itself.. as Love is the only
thing that has ever held the human race toGeThER.. as
surely that balance is ultimately FucKeD up if someone
as dARk as Trump could come close enough
to the button
for nuclear
weapons..
that could
destroy life as
we know it on this
blue/green orb gift of Heaven
as gifted now sTiLL on eARTh
by the GoD of NaTuRE wHole..
that lives within we all and greATest
oF ALL with Fearless and smARt Love..
as hiGher poWer of God as HUman Nature Truth iN liGht..:)
And then there is dice.. yes.. six sided cubes.. and what Penrose
suggests is a sacred geometrical shape that holds the secrets to
a holographic UniVerse more and less.. away from big
bang theories of explosions for life but hey
that’s the way of the wind on
earth and the seeding
of life so below
and above
as life
goeS oN
for noW.. but anyway
six sided cubes have become
tools for addiction to money as God..
yeah.. Casino’s in Trump Slave dice
that hold us back from ever gaining greater
riches within the hUman soUL oF MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG way.. i see
elder people like my father
who played this
American
dream of
lotto.. even though
he had all the money that
would ever make him happy
as happiness is not an external
phenomenon.. happiness is a bio-chemical
star-like reaction of the miNd and BoDy sOuL
BaLaNCinG generated by heARt of FeeLinGs SenSES FROM
WITHIN.. and of course the theme SonG from Beyonce noW
from riGht beFore the year oF liGht started in 2015.. clearly
shows.. tHeRE IS A place of NirVAna and Bliss that comes from
within.. in what she does in both MoVinG and StiLL meditation with
mantras that only make sense to her in FeeLinG SenSinG ways of sacred and
holy but why make it so mysterious sticking your tongue out with party
hats at the ignorant masses.. bragging
about being so fresh when
the other folks live
in a virtual living
hell on earth..
a place that
is meant as Heaven for
wE for We who gain thiS
MiNd and BoDy BaLAnCing SoUL.. eXpReSsinG
iT to OtHerS in mirror neuron way aS SpiRit
as Miss Beyonce does do a great job of thAt in the video
of course.. but to be clear all she is drunk on is love.. not
unlike her previous video in mesmerizing meditation free style
dance on the beach when she becomes a beach of pure love
that has no
words
aT aLL..
and that’s the thing..
people who are ignorant
will dismiss it all with words
unless they see and feel and
sense more for themselves that
this love is real.. aided by no external
substances but the Force oF GoD’s Higher
power within.. as gifted by wE who retain our Freedoms
inherited as gift from God in simple to hiGher levels of
animal homeostasis bRight as shining StAR eYes from
head to toe and more.. as A liGht of A lamP of
wE shines hiGher and HiGher wHeRe the
KALE as Beyonce spells Kali
on her shirt.. is no
longer a destructive
Force of dArk but liGht
that rises out of the dArk of
Destruction that seeds the liGht oF wE
as Phoenix rising from ashes of wHaT was dARk beFore..
but you see.. not everyone and truly hardly anyone
is cut out to understand this from words alone..
it is only the experience of bliss
and nirvana that will
show you.. FuLLy
that all the
Trump money.. status
and power in the world will
never equal one tiny mustard seed
of the Faith that is real nirvana and
bliss alwAys now for those who seek
God within.. as hiGher power.. find this
inner Pure Love as fearless Strength in
kind and couRaGE and make iT an iSREaL
liFe practice to GroW iT as UniVerse of Love
alWays waiting for another verse bEyOnd to BehOld noW..
as iSreal
illuminati
liGht oF Truth
inside and not some
imaginary God in a Book
or as a man.. AS God lives so
briGht iN and aS eYes so aliVe
and Fresh forevermore now.. BriGht..
anyway.. i am three full Macro-Verses
behind in backinG-up free Facebook Hard
Drive space to copy and paste my last three
text only versions of “WaY uP HiGheR2”..
“Golden Age reKneWeD”.. And
“Black Moon Apocalypse
Weekend!” And
i’LL back uP
“710th
MacroVerse oF Faith”
iN text only way after i publish
this one on Holy and Sacred R and R
Thursday with A 130th Dance niGht
with all the Cool College Age Folks
at Old Seville Quarter iN P’cola metro
city way… While the Facebook all free algorithm
assistant and various Google and other online free
tools of new transhumanist automated secretaries do
help my creative duties so much.. i still must do the boring
repetitive systemizing science tasks of liFE that pale in comparison
to the free floW iN ZonE Art of creativity fully free verse set FReED..
as mE..
but hey..
not everyone
has a Super Strong Computer
and Broad enough Band access..
to open uP my fully illustrated Macro-Verses
or wanna wade down through all the comment draft writing
section too.. to see wHere the end even comes of all of that..
so i not only copy and paste to two Blogger Blogs as public..
i also copy and paste just all the text and YouTube lInks
in sequence as such on three Facebook pages..
not only for free back-up but for those
folks that might actually
not like beautiful
photos of Nature.. etc..
or not have the hardware
and Internet infrastructure to
open them up.. particularly to
risk setting their Samsung ‘smart’ phones
on fire.. nah.. that’s not funny but GO APPLE..
AS surely if not for Apple Products.. alWays reliable
and fast in transhumanist way.. there is no way i could
have written the longest long form poem number 11 in newer human
potential with technology that i have surpassed now with 3.3 million
words plus and close to 100K fully illustrated photos.. youtube videos..
etc.. for a poem noW in a way that has never ever been done before..
but hey.. just a pioneer
way for more to
come for those
who do it
just for fun..
as nah.. this ain’t
just a Trump Twitter thing..
this is A WHOLE ENCHILADA
BABY OF A HUMAN POTENTIAL.. A
TAJ MAHAL AND A 11TH WONDER OF A WORLD..
HEHE..
@least
as mE.. in Free ArT
WiTh GoD within.. inside..
outside.. above.. so below
and all around the globe.. plus..
AnyWay.. off to do boring mechanical
cognition shit for a while for must be done’s2..;)
The Facebook Algorithm slide show..
StILL doing a great job of providing
daily.. weekend.. and week memories..
particularly.. for those folks who shoot
tHeir life as stream of consciousness photography
and that too reminds me of a Facebook topic slide..
that Facebook Friend Ashe shared talking about the ills
of having weddings with everyone using their smart phones
as new modern age extension of human bodies.. as tools become
us in transhumanist technological ways greater and greater noW iN
Avatar Cyberspace.. tHeRE CAN bE A BaLaNCinG as tHeRe are
both costs and benefits in human way.. but as far
as paid photographers go.. it is often the ones
who do art for love rather than money
who go deeper in capturing moments
that no matter what the quality
iS.. in more expensive cameras..
ArT cannot be duplicated
for any less than the
trUe crEativE poWer
aS Fearless uNconditional
smARt Love way of BeinG
hUman.. yeah.. like the Song
‘Take the Long way Home’ that
i played for my old high school crush..
when she said how do you do that without the
notes.. computers must be programmed.. they
can only replicate a tiny bit of the FULL POTENTIAL
OF THE HUMAN miNd and BoDy BaLancing SoUL but what
a computer will alWays lack is SoUL and sAdly that is BeCominG
an ever presSinG reaLITy for hUmans who are bEcoMing more
Avatar noW than
hUman.. for me.. aLL
oF this IS A fancy pallet
FoR art in canvas.. and
paint brush way to give
and share with the World
for totAlly Free.. wHere incentives
for material stuff or awards as such
in all the online ways that comes now too
are no paRt of this but for the Joy of Now..
iN FloW iN ZoNE.. an investment only
in SoUL
as Art aLivE
for FReED as ME
with the HIGher PowEr
of God as mY Soul GroWing
higher and HIGher no matter
how sMAll or lARge the FaiTh
of anyone else in how i personALLy
define the HiGher PowEr oF iSReAL hUMan Faith..
the HiGher
ForCe of Art
potential with smARt
and Fearless Unconditional LoVE noW..
Giving and ShaRing aLL foR FReED Now..:)
Macro-Verse Memory from two years ago..
as reminded by Facebook of course..
but apparently this is one i missed
sharing the text version on Facebook
with but never the less.. “Chinese Tiger’s
End of Days” is about what would you do
for Survival and Love and what we are doing
to those stronger than we.. without Trump Guns of course..
yeah.. the word Trump can be used to Trump so many things
these days.. an incredible anti-christ-like name it is becoming
to be used
as only
symbol
of course that illustrates
so well the dArkest sides of
Human NatURe.. that surprisingly
not.. bRinGS out that Nature in others
too.. it’s like a Litmus test of dArk..
wHere the dArk
comes out
and
exposes
the minion weak
away from fearless
smARt LoVE that kNows
and FeeLs and SeNses no separation
From Whole oF Love that has no borders
and fences.. remember class.. gentile.. jew..
servant.. free.. woman or man no more when
aLL iS FReED eQual
as hUman opportunities
for rights to LIFE.. LibERty
and the pursuit oF Happiness
for all and of course that is metaphor
as social roles are important for human
Nature in successful living balance for free too..
so what would you do to save the love of loved one’s free..
some folks give the ultimate sacrifice of not life now but
soUl too.. more on that in the associated Macro-Verse
but there are also those who try to own the earth
and others as entitlements of selfish
greed in human way too..
and that is the Trump
that is attempting
to rule the
world but
who is
failing now..
iN all TrumP dARk ways..:)
This Macro-Verse Memory.. “Confidence Stripped”..
comes in from last year.. full of micro-micro
Verse poEtry as inspired by dVerse
online poet folks.. of course..
and bottom line..
i ain’t scared
from head
to toe
and much
much more..
as beach am i..
haha.. and all caught
up for now.. For all the
Macro-Verse Facebook Memories
from the last week or so.. and years ago too..
now off to new stuff for renewal after lunch
and sand and sun dance.. as fall cool
air comes and brings refreshment
in R and R ways of regeneration..
beyond the mechanical cognition
and thinking only ways of LiFe..
yeah.. as Beyonce says
in less than words..
711 baby..
i’m drunk
oN Love alWays FReED..
@LeASt for mE noW..;)
https://lifeconfusions.wordpress.com/2016/10/10/you-there/
HI Zee.. now..
eYes say so much..
about a heARt..
a spiRit oF
EmoTioNs
liGht to dARk..
to heaRt liVing
to dying death
as life.. and truly
it’s hard to go through life..
with never having eYes to shine
to OtHers what the feeLinGS are iNside..
as sHades for me hid the hell and store the heaven
Now Away from Greater liGht to share with otHers
in real liFE
now away
from words..
and i suppose that
is why i dance and sing..
as i kNow longer have eYes
that show a Dance of Song
as i must wear shades noW..
iN ways oF LoVe…When
we can love..
it’s best to love..
for when we can’t
all tHere is is
hide
it seems
to me.. of eYes
no longer shine to spread…
trULy.. eYes do say a soUL..
Dance and SonG will never
replicate an eYe of Love..
full now..
but
sure
i can try..
i cry for Love..
with tears of Joy mY FriEnd..
in Dance and Song a gift too.. oF Love..
wiTh Hopes and Wishes for you mY friEnd for eYes oF Love..:)
“Pain has an element of blank;
It cannot recollect
When it began, or if there were
A day when it was not.
It has no future but itself,
Its infinite realms contain
Its past, enlightened to perceive
New periods of pain.”
~~ Emily Dickinson
Sounds more like an absence
of EmoTions creaTinG Pain..
EmoTiOns cure..
bottom
line..
when
positive as liGht
moves as trillions of
peptide receptors in cells for
metaphor of neurohormones
and neurochemicals isREaL..
if only i could have
danced ‘naked’
with her..
or convinced
her to do it.. she
might have FeLT more.. and hUrt less..:)
Hello gigoid.. alWays welcome Pearls of wisdom
no matter Century.. Millennia.. or even
Aeons of star dust
sentient life..
and what to say
about ergonomic injury/PAIN..
to the human form as structure
from head to toe of repetitive restricted movements
ranging from walking on sidewalks to
constant trauma of martial
arts and even
traumatic
brain
injury
of contact
sports.. don’t do them
of course.. don’t even walk
straight for too long or one part
of the body will get out of balance
with the other one.. and next thing ya
kNow we are no longer foragers moving
in all directions.. inside.. outside.. above.. so
below and all around like any galaxy mini-me
human would to escape predator and capture prey
invisibly expending the least amount of energy in center
balance like the calm of Hurricane Winds of Energy as caloric
intake is rarely an all one can eat sugars and fats prize from a Super
Walmart all one can buy buffet of chips and sodas and stuff like that..
Moving isn’t the problem
How
we move
or don’t
move is..
at leASt that’s
what my body tales
me as i continue to get
even stronger at age 56..
never ever moving the same
and sure resting my feet while my
fingers take over.. albeit a ‘little’ too long
as sitting down.. ‘they’ say now is worse
than smoking a pack of cigarettes and sure
it only makes since.. stuff moves to survive..
in some
ways
at
least
of animation now..
but what cha gonna do
if that’s what you do to get
paid to do to live.. action
consequence..
dark or light..
positive or
negative..
it doesn’t
matter how
good we do the
job.. it’s how the job
does us in the end/
Beginning of now.. mY FriEnd..
there are cures so far beyond medical
science that ‘they’ know not what they do..
it comes from within2.. with no limits expected by oThers..
@least
for me..
and nah..
i did not alWays
FeeL like a Lucky one..
and nah.. never free..
one must
work
even
harder to heal..
even if that means
rest for 66 months..
for those like me who faiLeD E-Scape..:)
“I see my life go drifting like a river
From change to change; I have been many things –
A green drop in the surge, a gleam of light
Upon a sword, a fir tree on a hill,
An old slave grinding at a heavy quern,
A king sitting upon a chair of gold –
And all these things were wonderful and great;
But now I have grown nothing, knowing all.
Ah! Druid, Druid, how great webs of sorrow
Lay hidden in that small slate-coloured thing!”
— William Butler Yeats, “Fergus and the Druid”
Move
connect
create..
minus any
one of those.. incomplete..:)
“All things are the same,–familiar in enterprise, momentary in endurance, coarse in substance. All things now are as they were in the day of those whom we have buried.”
— Marcus Aurelius Antoninus (121-180 AD) — Meditations, ix, 14
That
changed..
except for Human Nature..;)
“Rights” is a fictional abstraction. No one has “Rights”, neither machines nor flesh-and-blood. Persons… have opportunities, not rights, which they use or do not use.”
— Lazarus Long, from Robert A. Heinlein’s “Time Enough For Love”
A wrongest
right not
using
rights.. so
many folks JuST DOn’t DO..;)
“Warning: Politicians can damage your wealth.”
— Smart Bee
And the worst possible
thing they can do.. is
convince you..
you
need it..;)
“The thief
Left it behind —
The moon at the window.”
— Ryokan
Priest.. Scientist..
Politician.. Philosopher
etc..
wHo
stOld..
Freedoms..
i follow the moon..
sHe aLways Glows
when
out from
bEhind cLouds oF Lies..;)
“At this precise moment, no reproach proceeding from men or gods can affect me: I have as good a conscience as if I had never existed.”
— E.M. Cioran
‘Sorry’ that
nothingness
meditation cRap
bores me to death as life..
i’LL move and
FeeL iT aLL..
even the bad
stuff
outside
for challenge
for even more liGht
ouT of dArk muse too..;)
“The notion that faith in Christ is to be rewarded by an eternity of bliss, while a dependence upon reason, observation, and experience merits everlasting pain, is too absurd for refutation, and can be relieved only by that unhappy mixture of insanity and ignorance called “faith”.”
— Robert G. Ingersoll
Me
means
me..
i have faith
in me.. and
that’s what ME sAid too..;)
“As God is my witness”
– I am that fool!” — Gomez Addams
Amen.. God IS A Joke
to me..
as Long
as i Laugh..
God Laughs
as mY Witness..:)
“You don’t fool me!!
You’re not really an idiot!!”
— Smart Bee
i’M reAlly
good
at
this..;)
“The improver of knowledge absolutely refuses to acknowledge authority, as such. For him, skepticism is the highest of duties, blind faith the one unpardonable sin.”
— Thomas Huxley (1825-1895)
onLY
Faith
i kNow
iSReaL..
’cause i seNse
And FeeL iSREAL..;)
“I’ll tell you what kind of guy I was. If you ordered a boxcar full of sons-of-bitches and opened the door and only found me inside, you could consider the order filled.”
— Robert Mitchum
Robert
Mitchum
WAS A great actor..
and great actors
also
sell cars too..
the most cars.. that is..
i hate buying shit.. i’M Free..
and never ever a son of A Bitch.. at lEAst to mE.. he HE..;)
“I would far rather be ignorant than wise in the foreboding of evil.”
— Aeschylus (525-456 BC) — Suppliants, 453
Judging from politics
lately..
ignorance
equals evil..
AKA
Trump equals Minions..;)
“After a while he realizes that she is beautiful
– he just hadn’t noticed it at first.”
— Lazarus Long
Beauty IS A
FeeLinG..
an EmoTioN
thaT groWs as FloWer
or withers as hUman..:)
“MAD, adj. Affected with a high degree of intellectual independence; not conforming to standards of thought, speech and action derived by the conformants from study of themselves; at odds with the majority; in short, unusual. It is noteworthy that persons are pronounced mad by officials destitute of evidence that themselves are sane. For illustration, this present (and illustrious) lexicographer is no firmer in the faith of his own sanity than is any inmate of any madhouse in the land; yet for aught he knows to the contrary, instead of the lofty occupation that seems to him to be engaging his powers he may really be beating his hands against the window bars of an asylum and declaring himself Noah Webster, to the innocent delight of many thoughtless spectators.”
— Ambrose Bierce, “The Devil’s Dictionary”
HeHe.. Ne0..
A secret sMiLe
of Mad..
when one understands iNsane..;)
“Half of the American people have never read a newspaper. Half never voted for President. One hopes it is the same half.”
— Gore Vidal
Jesus F. iN Christ..
alMost everyone reads
today.. a similar 33 percent
or more..
share
ignorance..
StiLL..
Human
Nature..
free
open
vs.
closed
ignorant..
And that’s genetics2..
as living in caves is
boring.. but there
are fewer
‘Tigers’
iN
‘THeRe’..;)
“Some days,
SB is just better than others…..”
-gigoid
SmArt Bees
keep
practicing tHeir Buzz..;)
Oh by the way.. i’Ve been
missing thumbs up..
and it only
seems
fitting
she
showed
uP at 7:11 this morning.. hehe..;)
The best thing about consolidating all my Free
Verse Micro-Poetry efforts from responding
to all dVerse Prompts and liNks from
4/15 to 3/16.. yes.. an entire year
and making one MacroVerse
out of that per GodsUniVerseNovel3..
AND OMG yes.. 338,630 words and around
300 super gorgeous Navarre Beach and Pensacola
Beach photos.. is it makes it so easy to print out
20 to 30 pages of Poetry and share that with
my mother as she really gives a shit
about it as she was an actual
published poet.. and poetry
isn’t really all the
rave hehe..
where i
rave dance
at in Good Old
Trump-Land U.S. of
Asses where locker room language
is more the standard here and thanks
god no grabbing P’s overheard at old
Seville Quarter but there was this one
guy bragging about.. his ‘relationship’
with a 60 year old woman.. hmm..and
i then thought of some really super
witty things to say.. considering
i am 56.. but i jusT let it go for
that night.. as sure.. i cannot
possibly do the ageism
discrimination as
he at least
made it sound
consensual if not
just a stereotypical
male conquest by males..
so anyway.. from what i can
actuAlly share with my mother as
sure it’s really hard to escape Trump
Land although she will not support him..
and i’ll give her conservative spirit credit
for that.. i’m up to 80,000 words of sharing..
and even just in sharing pARt of that with her..
the mountain of pages she’s been stacking..
makes surely almost two books.. worth
of HP all in one printer pages.. so i
came across this one today..
and said WTF i’ll share
it.. as all this Trump
stuff bRings found
memories like this2.. in
striking D i S tan CE oF A Karmic eYe..;)
School days.. the first day.. always exciting and
nerve wracking.. all senses.. emotions..
intellect focused for what
WILL
COME!
and grades 1 through 5.. not bad except
for that second year.. at Private Catholic School..
so advanced from my small town school.. in a two
story building.. walking distance from a river home..
and then across town.. small class rooms.. same teacher
all day long.. same kids all day long .. same friends to get to know..
and oh.. always at the top of the class.. only challenge NOT
to make anything less
than
A
A
A
Straight ACING
ALL STUFF SCHOOL..
hmm.. 11 years old comes
6th grade
a beast yet
unknown..
Halls of School Brightly Lit..
homeroom by 8 AM..
but many rooms
to come
with
different classes and different teachers
but still school as EASY AND FUN..
competing against friend Jill
who is the only
one who
can
top
me in
grades
before then..
so i smile brightly just waiting
for the games to begin.. but wait..
a new word comes i have not heard before..
an F word and not Fred by some bully boys
who tell me what the hell are you doing F word..
wipe that smile off your face mister we do not
allow boys to smile here.. don’t even think
about it.. but wait.. i’m not thinking
about it.. I’m just feeling it
but anyway.. don’t
know what
that
F word means.. just that those
boys got some kinda problem
for sure.. anyway class starts
and Amanda taps me on the shoulder
and says you know you have a FUNNY
SHAPED HEAD.. I’VE NEVER SEEN
ONE LIKE THAT..
hmm.. i’m
thinking a head’s
a head.. for thinking..
and dam i can’t see the back
of my head to know
what you
are talking
about..
but i’m too busy paying attention
to Ms. Bonner to become the
teacher’s pet as i can charm
any teacher into
believing
i
am the best
student ever if I just
look into her eyes and
never ever break contact..
’cause
it’s just
naturally
how i
connect
to others in
SPOCK MIND
MELD where student
becomes one with TEACHER
like
KUNG
FU
MY
FAVORITE
TV SHOW..
ALONG WITH
THE WILD WILD WEST..
oh and then it’s time for P.E.
and i get to sport my new school
sports shorts.. and Tammy says..
HaHA! Fred has bird legs..
and i look at my
legs and think
about wings..
and flying..
BACK from PE into math class
and there is all around sports fanatic
Murry who will one day become
Mr. High School.. Mr. Football..
Coach of the Football Team
and Athletic Director
at the
top
of
his game..
he turns around and says
peabody.. peabody.. peabody..
peabody.. ever so often..
and i’m thinking
hmm..
what
is
a PEA
BODY
Anyway..
Lynn on the other
side chimes in with
skank.. skanky.. skank..
and i’m thinking sounds
like skunk.. skunk..
skunk..
and i think i smell fine..
but she sure doesn’t look
like she likes me much..
this is getting challenging
and i’m starting to feel
like something
must be
very wrong
for
me to get all this less than
‘A’ Feedback from what at
this point seems like
the whole dam
school..
ah.. finally an escape..
the school bus comes..
i can finally relax but
WAIT!.. VICKY
in the
back of the bus..
turns around
to her friends and says look
look look aren’t his eye lashes
pretty they look just like a girls’
eyelashes.. and oh yeah back in
home room earlier some boy says
Hi Mr. Wanda McKenzie
you look just
like her..
and yes.. Wanda smiles
a lot and has semi-short
blonde hair and spectacles
and her daddy owns a
car dealership but
OH MY
GOD
if Vicky thinks i’ve
got long eyelashes that
must mean that boy
thinks I’m a girl
OH
GOD
GET
ME
HOME
QUICK
OFF
this bus.. my Dachshund
Charlie never judges me..
he will let me hug him
and roll around
at my feet
as always and never ever
call me the F word.. Skunk..
Peabody.. Long Eye Lash Girl..
Wanda.. Bird Legs..
and just let
me Love
him
free with smiles..
and that works out okay the
rest of the year.. but Charlie
finds a way to get outside
the gate and one
day my
only
real friend
outside of family
is laying on the side
of the road..
and i am
too
heartbroken to
even get near to
say goodbye..
and the whole family
cries.. and i never get another
dog and decide if i become my best
friend no one will ever hurt
me or
leave
me again..
except
me…
But oh no..!
Teachers
never
escape
School..
smiles..
Or Learners..:)
Ah.. yes.. the church continues to
serve the function of the village
supplying school needs for
life that parents often
can no longer do
without help..
and perhaps
the emotiOnal
ways of heArt
expressING as SpiRit
as human balanced
mind and body soUl
are among the
greaTest
school
tools
Church
can and
WILL
provide
for all schools
greatEST needs
to be met ALL Now..:)
Ah.. yes.. i can relate.. difficulty speaking
coherently straight with no mumbling
or stuttering to effectively
communicate.. straight
A’s are not enough when
one fails the speaking
parts in roles
of School..
and for
me the
writing no easier
to come up with
anything new..:)
Oh when school becomes work instead of play
the mechanical cognition can tick
down to robot
minds of
dissolution
of human being..
but society will just
not work without school..
and we must tick off
the bad parts.. and
continue on renew
as this land is our
land together
in well
being
and sickness
a Like for aLL.. NOw..:)
Nature’s school
never opening
never closing
JUST
i
CE
closed
case..:)
Truly sad the state does not allow
school.. to teach lessons of
humanity.. where ‘they’
are no longer teaching
those lessons at
home.. and nah..
not just a lower
socio-economic
thingy.. some
times the
highest
classes
are completely
disconnected
from humanity
AS those AT
highest
levels
determining
curriculum
of
Human
101..:)
Ah.. that look of the very first day
of entering school..
walking the
plank
no
ease..
mate
This is
uncharted human
land forged by insanity..;)
Ah.. me.. not smart enough to feel what school is doing
to me.. why Summer feels so much better
than school.. year.. of what
really counts in emotional..
physical.. existential
and in general
Human 101
Social
Intelligence
to move connect
and create life once again..:)
Ah.. yes.. a scholar.. a fighter..
but most importantly
a diplomat
and
negotiator
at age 5..:)
Ah.. yes.. a school of ADHD Hell.. where sitting still extends out all around
the year now.. in some places.. where Physical Education is
no longer even necessary in some high schools..
and if one is lucky emotions
are an art of human
for basic
survival
still allowing
that if that at all..:)
Ah.. sitters and rovers of school.. alike in most all of
animal kingdom.. in general as well..
where school can and will
be adventure
and for others
a challenge just to
get through
every now
of self-conscious
discomfort of
one level or
another
in speed
or slow..:)
Oh.. new rules school.. crystalized intelligence.. rote memory
of multiple choice facts.. figures.. but tHere is
fluid intelligence moving.. connecting.. creating
ART of human being IN ALL of Love
that comes in Light
and Truth of
Human Being
WELL..
water
of school
is sewAge
compared
to ART
fluidly
flowing
Creation
Activities
PARTiCles
WAVES
FiELD
imagi
NatiON
DREAMS
COME
FRUiT
i
ON WitH
I as actor
of i and
exclamatiOn
POINT SPIRiT!
expresSing
iPLAY
DIRECTORS
WENOWALL!..:)!
i have to say graduating close to
the top of a class of almost
four hundred in
high school..
that i learn
nothing of
value other
than two
of the three
R’s of ‘Rithmetic
and Reading and
truly graduating
like this with
little to no
ability
to oRate
or ‘rite
coherently
in creative thought
in output.. and even
after three degrees in
college the same dismal
report of school failing
me my basic humanity
of education as
multiple
choice is
enough then..
to pass me at
the top
of the
class…
THAT pArt of
education is
changing some..
but the ART of
Being Human
is nowHere
still in
the curriculum
of Westernized
schools from
moving.. connecting
to creating human
being Well NOW
with more than
Standard IQ
intelligences
that humans
are not
even evolving
for more or
less to begin
with except
for those cogs
in the machine
of walls of
society making
excess of comforts
in materialism way
possible as Zombies
grow larger in numbers..:)
Ah the beauty of the
inner monster.. the class clown..
the trickster.. the joker.. the sacred fool..
the inner being that does say free in so many words
of actions.. steps in human being that says wake
up crowd
and
step outside
the box
of
what you’re
used to
AS NEW
path
of
Freedom’s
Truth and Light..:)
Ah.. heArt a lit one.. warmer
yes.. in humid rivers flow..
no snow in North Florida
row.. but prison goes
up the hill a little
further in brick
story school..
to take
River
flow
away
eventually
freezing heArt
no longer wave
oh.. ocean blue
eyes i miss you
at 47.. but i flow
back to me at 55..
no signs of speed
limits for me..
i flow
i ride
i play
i pray
rivers
edge free
to waves
Ocean Blue
in i’s of I! now..:)
Joy
eYes..
romancing
emotions
moving connecting
creating flowing waves
ocean never ending..
so below.. a spark..
a light.. libido
never
ever
oceans
emotions
wheels of
Love
always
ending
words
below..
above
i LOVE
below
above
i
AM..:)
Ah.. mothers pride of children
like cubs of mother Lioness
step high step low
grow more
as Love
Flows..
in out
as tides
of dark
and Light..
a mix makes
birds buzz
and bees fly..:)
OH no.. and then
there’s work
and school
starts again..
and then
theRe’s
tires
and
re
tiring
life with
full rubber
on wheels of
life again.. a
Live we go
in golden
years
if
allowing
flow of
life
once
again..:)
Lynn.. of course write on course
it’s you again.. at the end
of this dVerse trail..
more and less..
and i never fail
to come again..
hehe.. and yes..
siblings alike
and all
homogenous
cultures tend
to get along
more than
different
abodes
but
different
rules now..
challenge of
eternity to
establish
rules
of compassion
and cooperation
wheRe different rules..:)
A sponge can hold much water..
float forever
on rivers
that move..
connect
to oceans
creating more..
but a sponge
that stills
in one
sink
of
dirty
water
grows
old with
mold before
ever truly creating more
absorbing ocean
instead
of just
one behavioral
sink.. and yeah..
there’s even a
link for
THAT..
smiles..
“Behavioral
Sink” on
Google..
ARE we
rats or
humans..
jury
hung
still
on THAT
chances
are both
and
lesson
learning
moving
connecting
creating
away from
sinks of US..:)
This time Sister..LYNN it is
hard to miss ya..
as we almost
tie at
19 for
me and
20 for you..
but i still
beat you
and expect
you to beat
me next time
as that is fair
enough
for me..
as tie
as well..:)
Ah yes.. the bell tolls for ending school..
and even larger Universities
where friendly eyes
too scared..
connections no
longer growing..
and oh NO WORK..
where all’s a dollar
so much easier
when doing it
with others
free even
with
restricting
school.. yes..
as much as i hate
school.. i miss the
friends more than
any restriction
of school..
and i
feel i
am far
from the
only one on that..
as Facebook friends
most often grow
with High Schools
past.. but nah..
i much too
weird
for them..
now..
but my
school now
is the world instead..:)
There is no schooling quite like the
schooling that is nature
abundant in
freedom of
curriculum of
life.. adding in the
ingredient of Unconditional
Love.. and school becomes
the child that still
feeds upon breast
of Love’s Milk..
where emotions
grow equally
free with
Intellect
too..
Village
always
raising
child before..
home schooling is
the way of hundreds
of thousands of years..
where brick
buildings
and other
mortified
structures
never
rule..
Free Education
Freest with
LOVE
of Village
home and
Family’s Loving
eYes.. allnowallone..:)
Ah.. greaTest thirst for anything in my life has been
the thirst for feeling.. granted exquisite ones
from birth but losing them
to knowledge ways
of robotic
mechanical
cognition being..
OH the LESSONS
OF LIFE LEARNING
well for me then..
THAT less than
70 standard IQ
emotional savants
are beyond measure
of intelligence for
ME
Moving..
Connecting
and Creating..
requiring DOING
moreover
thinking..
lesson
of many of
my less than
70 IQ
teachers
and mentors..
And of course
still major
measure
success in human
creativity making
children Loving
children..
at
any age
of being Well IN
Humanity’s NOw..:)
Child tiMe NOw reaLity
alArm clocks thEn
futURe illusiOn
human
kiNd
NOW
LiVes
ChiLd
eYes
REAL
Sch00l
noWinOW..:)
Oh.. my
goodness.. the
job of childhood speaks
trembling into adulthood
for me.. i always wonder
when will i learn how to well
learn speak.. after all.. my mother
and father do it so fluently.. so well..
ah.. but they never input like i do.. oh
to output is more than input before.. smiles..
and yes.. now i never ever.. no.. ever never shut UP..;)
Thanks Gabriella..
i needed this prompt..
smiles..:)
And
tears….
Ah.. yes.. my friend.. X.. as note above on the starting photo.. where My teacher Mrs. B for Bonner states on the earlier part of the school year.. the ‘Old Fred’.. and per the song by Jessie J.. above.. i go out and buy some weights.. and start health habits that last me the rest of my life.. and eventually in high school..
Gracie.. another one of my not so
well wishers from middle school..
comes up to me and tells me Fred..
you’ve really improved..
we are proud of you..
welcome to the human race..
in those words more or less..
And although my wish to have
a real girlfriend from Kindergarten
never materializes until
after high school..
i do not stop being nice with smiles..
and develop many close friendships..
and even one of the high school bullies who
announces me at the beginning of the Beta Club meeting.. who is then President of this club for nerds.. Welcome Ladies and Gentleman and Fred..and he later confides that you know what.. i can’t understand it..
you are everyone’s favorite person.. and yes.. he is talking about another Lynn.. who is my new best friend… who he has a crush on.. and she gives me her time as friend.. eating lunch with me everyday..
and trivia note.. we both tie at 11 out of
381 at the end of the high-school days..
And I always wish then that Lynn will be my girlfriend.. but First Baptist Girls only date First Baptist Boys.. and by then.. i am not part of any church at all.. except for the one out in nature.. but she calls me her best friend Fred and that is enough for me then.. as i don’t even know what sex is until sixteen years old.. and i don’t miss much.. as i Learn to Love girls for their personalities instead of T and A’s.. and the missing continent i know nothing at all about until after high school.. as Penthouse.. only gives an exterior view of that new horizon of feeling stuff in life…
Anyway.. during the period of my pain disorder.. i lose a lot of my long term memory.. with the emotions that leave me then.. and truly this entire blog has been therapy for me to regain my memories and humanity…
as i don’t think many people can possibly understand what it’s like to not even be able to remember if you ever smiled or belly laughed before.. as when emotions go.. there is no reference at all to any emotions as feelings are the reference point.. and not empty shells of words alone…
I spend today at an ophthalmologist office..
with those drops that dilate your eyes..
and a lot of time.. thinking about the
old days.. after i see this prompt..
and those feelings of sadness come back but more than
anything the joy of even being able to feel sadness.. as that is what makes us appreciate
Love as much as i do now.. for sure.. and truly without emotions it is
hard to feel GOD too.. so i AM BLESSED BEYOND BELIEF..
and i always hope my words or dance of life..
will help someone know and feel it is
okay to be different..
enjoy life as silly..
and be strong and courageous too…
I have lots of inspiration.. and I see my ‘old friend’ Murry again.. as he nears retirement as Athletic Director at the High School.. I have the joy of him meeting my still young looking wife in 25 years of marriage and reporting to him that yeah.. i become a Federal Military Installation Athletic Director and retire 5 or so years ago.. then.. when i see him.. and i tell him i just Write and Dance now.. for fun.. while my wife shops.. looking down at him from around 4 inches above.. 50 LBS or so plus in muscle.. and a bright white smile.. that defies his somewhat ‘older teeth’.. belly extending a little more.. and snow white hairs with the miles of life driven hard to get the biggest house on the block…
I have the biggest heArt..
That’s all that counts..
NOW
and
THEN..
SMiles..
and Lesson
for Infinity NOW
in my smAll view
of ALLTHATIS
AKA
GOD..:)
Yes.. Sherry.. ONE
thing LIFE Teaches
me WELL IS to Live IT
REAL and FULL..
and never ever
be afraid to
share it
100%
Real
as Truth and
Light and Dark..
and yeah.. modern science
even shows that humans are in
real empathy trouble as empirical
measures of college age adults
in ways of empathy are
decreasing at around
30 percent in the
last several
decades..
The Zombie Apocalypse
is a meme for reality
as humans
lose their
heArts
soUls
and spiRits..
and Truly the Internet
is a thriving place for Zombies
clear to see.. particularly on YouTube
as people have contests to see how
much of a Zombie in cruelness
to other humans they
can be.. the
best revenge
IS LOVE
LIVING
WELL IN
FLESH AND BLOOD..
BUT SADLY MANY FOLKS
WHO ARE BULLIED BECOME
THE BIGGEST BULLIES TOO..
UNCONDITIONAL LOVE
IS MUCH MORE FUN..
WITH BIG SMILES
AS JOY..:)
Hi Gabriella.. I sure hope schools take it more serious
but at least where i live.. i know the children do not..
overall.. and with the Internet there are more ways
to bully young folks than ever before..
and the only way to stop that i think..
is if the children are taught to Tolerate..
and Accept differences among their peers..
and Love better and stand together
against bullies when no adults are looking..
i do see that now on the Internet more often..
particularly on the gay issue that has always been the last pariah..
of the lesser seen by others.. overall.. in the United States culture..
it is always inspiring to me.. when I see folks stand up for others..
and acknowledge and honor their full humanity
no matter how different from the
Vanilla norm.. they may be..
smiles..:)
Ah.. thanks so much hailee’s comma
for stopping by and providing those kind words of
appreciation for what i do here today.. and yes.. intense
non-stop focus staring directly into another person’s eyes when
speaking with them.. is considered inappropriate and potentially..
intimidating by standard norm of human cultural rules..
and technically also a clinical symptom in some
forms of Asperger’s/Autism along with
extreme empathy for some and little for others..
however for me.. i Love people and am simply absorbing
all of their soul as part of me through the windows of
what they are deepest inside.. and i guess since i
wear shades now.. it is not nearly as disarming.. as before..
some folks say please don’t look so deep.. i feel like you are
undressing my soul.. and sure i am.. and hoping for something
both light and fascinating.. but yes.. i can see the darkness
of souls too.. as there is much more than meets the eye alone..
in eye to eye contact.. for within.. is the history of infinity
of each unique soul.. just waiting for me to see..
given the opportunity of course..
and i will love it if more folks show
their eyes on the Internet as truly i want
to see that greatest expression of soul
that comes through windows of us..
when within looks outside..
with us watching..
just patiently
watching..
to
absorb it all..
as all watchers can
and will do.. smiles..:)
Yes.. hailee’s comma..
Oh my Jessie…
i am singing and
dancing off the same sheet
of music from ‘her’ too..
as she just wants
the world to dance..
as nicely illustrated ‘below’..
and it ain’t about the ba bling ba bling..
smiles.. coconut man.. moon head.. and P..;)
Hi Kanzensakura.. after this experience i am fortunate and sprout up to almost my entire height in middle school.. albeit still at around 120 LBS.. but still.. for some reason no one has ever attempted to actually physically abuse me in life.. and now that i can fight back with ease.. anyway.. i am still happy not to have to.. the best offense can be a greatest defense.. and with a martial arts exhibition here and there.. in public.. words and actions get around.. smiles.. and when anyone bumps into me in the bar.. they quickly say my bad man.. excuse me..
i believe in being able to defend oneself and not having to ever have to use those skills to actually hurt someone.. IF possible.. as those skills become more proficient with practice.. and yeah.. 930LBS of kicking power 1 inch from any target i choose in exhibition illustrates that nicely.. in 360 degrees of movement.. smiles..
But most importantly.. the actual practice of it provides mind and body balance in emotional regulation and sensory integration.. better cognitive executive functioning in focus and short term working memory.. all clinical symptoms of Autism.. and essentially the real life working cure for me.. that allows me comfort in my own skin..
And to make a stranger of a friend.. from the roughest looking bar dudes.. to the fairest of them ‘all’ in dance.. smiles again.. i wanna connect with everyone.. and fearless pays that due.. in real flesh and blood life too..
And yeah.. overall.. school is insane in many ways.. as it teaches us to be cogs in an efficient working machine for the materialism excesses of culture.. and rarely to even be human again..
And this is my favorite song for that reality..
as i too become the logical one.. the clinical one..
then.. as culture decides.. i will then.. but nah.. i follow the
True Wild and Free ONE NOW.. THE GOD OF
no limitations or expectations as FREE..
knowing and most importantly FEELING SaMe..:)
Thanks Lynn.. and truly looking back on it..
some of it is silly now.. with adult eyes..
but of course so confusing then.. and yes.. i always want to see my friend Lynn again.. and of course Charlie too in heaven as that may be the case.. somewHere now then.. now.. and last class reunion.. i am a shut-in with illnesses and cannot go.. but certainly i will go to the next one.. which will be the 40th class reunion in 2018.. God willing.. of course.. smiles.. and thanks my friend Lynn.. two or three.. or however many friendly Lynns.. i meet in life..:)
Yeah.. Mary.. truly.. compared to losing Charlie.. i didn’t care what those kids did to me.. as long as my dog was okay.. but truly the memory of Charlie is what also helped me to get back from real human hell of no emotions for those 66 months of that beyond any human hell i can imagine before.. so yeah.. Charlie’s death as dark as it was then.. is still a light of my life.. and sacrifice for
that life of Charlie that continues in my eyes..
i don’t hold humans as any higher as Love as any other being..
they are ALL worthwhile as Nature IN 100% Love and Respect..
and my cats continue to teach me that lesson well..
Yellow Boy has Feline Leukemia but
Love makes an immune system
as strong as it can be.. and as much as Yellow Boy
is Loved that will be the medicine for him that no medicine from
Vet can bring.. other than that same Love from Vets who are
most often that Loving too.. with all animals as well..:)
Ah.. yes.. Marina Sofia.. in the Poet world and Artist World..
and even any World where there are achievers that break out of boxes there are often these stories of dark and bullying in childhood of those who use this darkness to inspire greater Artistic Light.. but then sadly there are the others.. the bullied who go on to extend the vicious cycle and become bullies more..
BUT ART WINS OUT
IN LOVE.. OF
HUMAN
EYeS..:)
Yeah.. bullying Sucks Claudia but as the following music video nicely illustrates in ‘Radioactive’ way there is a rising tide of opposition.. namely ART and LOVE that in TSunAmi Form IS washing away the residue of Darker ways of human beings.. some folks call it THE New Age..
THE Illuminati.. THE Real ONE about Truth and Light
and not the fake one that folks twist Just like Jesus’
teaching to repress human nature and oppress
others in domination through illusory fears
of subjugation and oppression..
Anyway.. pioneers from Jesus to most unlikely candidates
like Aleister Crowley are predicting this phenomenon for Centuries and Years..
and surely when an African American becomes President of the United States.. and a Woman is about to enter those doors too.. those are sealing signs of a new age of Art IN Love’s Freedom.. in ALL the COLORS that comes in..
and perhaps when a Gay President comes that will be the Seventh Seal of the Kingdom Jesus is speaking of when Love your neighbor as yourself with complete tolerance and acceptance of human differences becomes more than a rule and just a talking point to muse..
BUT the Dance of
Life that comes in
real flesh and
blood human
steps..
But yeah.. then there is Donald Trump who truly stands as a symbol for what most of the folks of my Local First Baptist towering church IS.. when folks enter my River Town.. SEE standing HIGH and LOW at core.. a clique.. a group of human beings.. where they SAY THEY ARE GOD’s chosen.. few..
and the others can wait behind a wall of division.. of true Anti-Christ Mission.. exemplified Ironically so.. in almost ludicrous clarity.. for anyone who can see through all the selfish serving lies of individual or group.. with real Truth and Light of Jesus eYes of Human Nature and the God of Nature as well..
BUT yes.. Tribal Instinct is pArt of GOD and Human Nature too.. and even this Anti-Christ Nature too.. and the solutions are any solutions that help to make the World ONE Tribe where all humans are tolerated.. accepted into
THAT UNIVERSAL TRIBE..
and of course the
first step of that is a
Dance of MOVING..
CONNECTING.. AND CREATING..
SAME STUFF THAT TRIBES OF OLD USE
TO ESTABLISH SHARING CONNECTIONS
AMONG STRANGERS OF SEPARATE TRIBES..
AND THE BACK BONE OF
THAT NOW… IS
INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY
AND LINES OF COMMUNICATION
THAT CONTINUE TO MOVE AND SPREAD
AROUND THE WORLD.. WHERE PEOPLE
FIND THAT YES.. WE ARE ALL ALIKE AT
CORE.. SHARING.. LOVING.. HUMAN
BEINGS WHEN SET FREE
IN COMMONALITIES
INSTEAD
OF
SEPARATING
DIFFERENCES
AND SURELY
DANCE IS
A UNIVERSAL
LANGUAGE THAT
WORKS FOR OUR ANCESTORS
AND CAN WORK NOW.. IF THAT
REVIVAL
CONTINUES
IN THE
WORLD
OF ART
MY FRIEND..
And SPORTS of ALL
KIND are certainly
part of that Tribal
Dance of one that
binds all together..
particularly Soccer
it seems as ALL
WORK to
MOVE THE
BALL TOWARDS
THE SAME
GOAL..
OF
ONE
NET
OF LOVE..
SOFTER AND
MORE LOVING
OF COURSE
THAN
AMERICAN
STYLE
FOOT
BALL
AND
no wonder
why.. truly..
as WE continue
to evolve OURONE
FEAT OF LOVE..:)
Ah.. yes Bjorn.. so often the medicine for bullying is the Love of Togetherness and all ways of Moving Imagination and in Connections of Creation Activity that come to rescue us from Bullies of Life.. from Cats and Dogs to books and brushes of painting human life Renewing Love as Creativity..:)
Ah yes.. so true Sumana Roy that human bullying is a crime and ‘they’ are most always in a Gang and Cowards in numbers.. and the saddest part perhaps of my bullying in the middle ages of school.. is that the one thing in common that almost
ALL of the bullies have in numbers (:Ha! ‘they’ have no idea then.. they are dealing with a budding Anthropologist/Psychologist/Sociologist/Health IN ART Scientist.. eventuAlly degreeING in UNIversITy of West Florida as such;)
IS the supporting ideology and human Arms
of the giant First Baptist Church in my local area..
And i without my ‘Robert Conrad’.. ‘Wild Wild West’ looking ‘James West’.. Law Enforcement officer (46 years in total terms of that) patriarchal influencing Father.. i am raised by Love dripping with the estrogen of an almost total female matriarchal influence from birth.. just seeing my father twice a year.. trying to quickly imitate that gender role.. BUT that doesn’t work.. obviously.. as i become soft as estrogen and matriarchy will Love..
And I have no clue what this First Baptist Patriarchy thingy is that I must imitate to become one of the MALE crowd then.. and i become a very androgynous looking human at that time that is soft smiling and moving contradicting all the rules of the First Baptist patriarchy fueled by homophobia.. and hate of anything that moves outside the First Baptist BOX of exclusion..
Sadly church is the core sin of bullying in my town.. then.. and sadly still.. just a few years ago.. the most prominent Local Radio so-called Christian Evangelist in my town is still promoting the ideology that ‘homosexual behavior’ is demon possessed with
his so-called Christian Manager of the Radio Station suggesting
that so-called Welfare MOTHERS SHOULD BE STERILIZED
BY LAW AFTER THE FIRST CHILD IF THEY
EXPECT TO STAY ON SO-CALLED WELFARE..
I am spitting nails listening to THAT but far too weak then with illness to confront face to face.. but still as weak as i am behind a computer with barely a voice to speak.. I confront the Preacher and Radio Station Manager online.. and both truly never do that again.. on Radio Air.. as far as I know now..
WORDS are powerful sWORDS..
much more powerful than my feet that now press half a ton
twenty five times.. and can hypothetically kick most ‘evil butt’..
one on one.. but nah.. I WiLL use Art of Words instead
of feat of physical harm.. and on top of that
I enjoy my freedom..
and do not want
to go to jail.. smiles..:)
Hi Glenn.. i still am amazed that i get away free from any beatings
on me.. or any significant fear of that.. but oh the
story different for friends as close as wife..
as my pretty little wife poor with no church
‘rich’ friends behind her in school..
is terrified every
day in school
that literally
mean
girls
are gonna
kill her dead..
they still
don’t
like her
for the same
beautiful reasons..
but nah.. she still thinks
it is just ’cause she was poor..
but that is no competition for
the boys.. as mean girls
continue to beat
the nice
and pretty
ones down..
If only ‘they’
realize real
beauty comes
from
within..
and flourishes
until death do
us
pArt..:)
Haha! Victoria obviously i ramble more.. as i am never
one to fit in holes.. except
for rabbit
ones
that never
go
one
way only..
i am a forked
road with
unlimited
roads
that go..
and there is
no individualized
plan that works
for me.. except
me.. and truly
these
avenues
of World
connections
provide more
avenues for US
who fit in no
wholes
round
or square
we are
PI flowing
in PHI
way..
with numbers
never ending
into Infinities
Truth and LigHT..:)
And for a relative sense
of how much more there is
to go.. that’s just close to 6,000 words
and there is about 56 times more poetry
than this in that one ‘little’ MacroVerse
of now what is reaching 711 wHole
Ocean Poem Macro-Verses..
well over 3.3M words now
and perhaps
even many
more than that..
as the best i can do
is estimate it to this point..
as MicroSoft word says that
would be approximately 30,000
printed pages.. excluding tens of
thousands of photos plus YouTube
Videos too.. just for ‘some sense’ oF iT..;)
11:17 pm..
still noW
on 10112016..
and making a visit
to a choice of a cloud
precisely 44 word Quadrille
prompt for inspiration at dVerse..
from Monday.. or a general one based
on celebration from Tuesday at this place
of online poets and many many links accumulating
tHere of poeTry as throughout the last two days as
i have
been engaged
in oTher wRiting
and DanCinG activities
in lieu of finding inspiration
there.. a little gas left from a night
full of Store DanCinG.. so let’s see how
the cLouds come next in Micro-Micro Freest
Verse
poetic ways..
with no number
limits at all but
F as alphanumeric
6 for Free.. yes.. FReED..:)
icy clouds Northern
morn.. dawns day
refreshed
away
from
Sweat of
Sun as Summer
roams lands South…
no relief.. cLouds peace..:)
SMiLes.. most
only colored leaves
are tans of sKin sTiLL
in Florida sun so far away from shades
of
pasty
white..;)
Clouds.. inK blots
expresSinG human
inner uniVerses multi-way
through life breezes.. some light
some heavy
some noW
stone walls
wHeRe fluffy turns
siNk a soul as dARk
holes in skies covered grey..
i used to pretend the clouds were
not there for relief..
now they
are all
as living
BeinG oF liGht
over clouds of
death
before..
clouds
really
do say
so much
about
being
hUman..
mY FriEnd..
TG.. they alWays change..
CloUd of DaRk to sKeYes oF Love..:)
There are no clouds
of dance
for
me..
all is sunshine toes
to fingers
BriGht..
with
only
clouds for
rest of feat.. in peaceful
skies no matter winter cold or Summer heat..:)
And as a side note here.. whenever i dance
i transform into ageless timeless
spirit.. and if could paint
a picture of what
i am..
all i am
is am a liGht am i oF Dance..
too many folks view God as noun
when God is MoVinG SounDinG
SonG
oF DAncE..
seriouSly..
Nataraja is
more oF God
than any word
of FucKinG Book..
DancE Baby ONE SonG as GOD..:)
Whale shadows
clouds of Ocean
Blue magnificent
moves free
through seas
of life..
plastic
humans
only
bLocKinG Breathe…
Side note of Truth and liGht..
Purpose of poEtry..
reminding folks
they
are human..
iF aT aLL possible..
to feel thaT attribute aGain..
loss children
sea
of
green
bLack
Bills
cloud Death..
taR oiLed birds
liVe plastic SoULs…
Sadly.. A rape culture
started in the old testament
around the time of concubines
and sharing daughters..
still reigns
slavery
and
pain
to women
all ways that comes…
there is no bravery/patriarchy
in weakness of man fallen clouds to rule….
October Skies of Northern
Florida.. respite from
all stuff
humidity..
including clouds..
but sure.. i Love
Equinox
September
sunset colors
too..
clouds
paint and
brush as canvas..:)
iN original greek definition,,
the term apocalypse means
lifting the veils of ignorance..
and those are
mighty
heavy
clouds
that are not
getting much
lighter these days
sTiLL Dark aS oWning ways..:)
i’m good to go
as long as i don’t
see any evangelical
Christians in THE CLOUD..
i think i’d rather find
Lucifer
and
Apollo
same
without
any hanging
Trump ornaments to go astray..
hehe.. one place.. i feel free here toNiGht
to let A greaTest disgust over slavery
come iN
poetic
words rest
here free..heHe..
FucK the people
who think they own the world..
and grab their hate by bAlls juSt for FuN..;)
So many dArk spots
cloud Sun SouL
Earth.. stars of liFE
sway dArk
to death
as owning
lifE.. Clouds faLL
lEaves SinG
Free..
alWays
clean Sun..
without an own..:)
WeLL.. ten is enough
foR noW.. perHaps
more later
as morn
rises
without clouds..
12:49 am
10122016..
So-called
Columbus day is here..:)
The En name test
special Facebook provided
personal improvement assistant..
says i am an Enchanting
Princess by the
name of Katie2
in a previous lifetime..
so i say..
Ha!
Sometimes
That’s what the
Katrina Princess
Calls me2..;)
WeLL.. the Karmic eye and beast mode
is out in full force again.. and i’m really having
a hard time.. motivating ‘my assistant’ to help me
in putting up.. all our outside Halloween Decorations..
including my favorite.. the 16 foot tall
grim reaper who has his hand
extended.. down.. you
know.. like he’s either
fixing to reap you
or grab something..
or perhaps offer ‘someone’
some ‘Halloween Candy..’
anyway.. who needs Trick
or Treat when you have access
to the news and dArk clowns visiting
the local town.. and the craziest clown
of all in truly Trump dArk ways on almost
every news channel.. no.. every news channel..
every day.. with the most evil trick next up his sleeve..
it’s hard for predators to change.. it’s almost like the
social role of the grim reaper reminding uS of the dark
and evil side of human nature iSREAL.. and
sure.. myths and religions and other
symbols remind us of the inner
UniVerse that is multi-verse
of each human being..
but.. seriously with
24 hour news
sources..
it’s
not hard to
realize the devil
is wE when the dArk
side lives as i.. of uS
no longer bRinGinG each
oThEr uP but tearing down whole
A potential liGht of the hUman race
to the dArkest doubt.. greed and hate..
that are the con-social emoTions that the
human race have alWays ‘mythed’ into ‘a devil’
broken out of chains incarnate as our human being..
the devil exists.. in the dArKest soULs of iSREAL
Evils hUman beings too.. and most often..
they are bred that way through either
social abuse or neglect..
particularly at a young
age but sure..
they can
also
literally come
that way through birth
through no fault of their
own but their God Given Dark
Nature too.. science proves this..
so what this sadly means.. is if one
is to love all of God one must find even
some compassion in their heARt of empathy
for sympathy for the devils and truly some of them
know not what they do.. and sure.. these folks have
always played a role.. where heart gets in the way of
getting the job of survival done for the tribe.. whether it
be the surgeon who has laid to rest any way of harming
others.. by cognitive gifts of moral code.. or the top warrior
who doesn’t hesitate at all to kill someone with their bare
hands to save the tribe.. but sadly there are those
who just exist to bring pain to other folks..
yes.. sadly.. there are the Trump folks..
and truly they do get sympathy
from
Devils..
the DArk
that lives in all
of we potentially if
this snake that is no
snake at all raises its
ugly head and says come hither..
to reap souls to dArkest days of iSREaL…
and at one point in my life.. i could never
fathom what it was that made devils tick..
all my experience said it just didn’t make
sense.. and truly.. if i was to fulfill my
full assigned mission of life..
God would move to
give me eYes
of the devil to
go along with
my Angel eYes..
i lEarned my dARk
lesSon well.. and yes..
i kNow and feel less of what
makes the devils tick.. never having
or losing the warm and fuzzy purrs of
actually feeling pro-social emotions of
connection.. where the only pleasure one
feels is pain and other more shallow emotions..
or in a worst case human scenario.. no feelings or senses at
all.. the lowest point of separation from all of God liGht and dARk..
wHere one will cry out to even feel an ounce of pain over the dArkest
night of Black Hole soul eternity wHere every second is a thousand
years wHere all tHere is is never ending time as illusion iSREAL2
Hell..
Hell
isReAL2
and pARt of the
highway tHeir
is Hands
now of
hither
own
pain..
dead
soul gain…
pit of hell..
here isREaL
aS Earth cOldsOldsoUls….
Another one of the best things about
improving poetic intelligence and yes that
is an intelligence of our ancestors before the
days of electronic entertainment.. and before even
the days of the written word developed as an art of life..
mostly for the comfort and trust of gaining existential intelligence
overall to gain peace of miNd and BoDy soUL
iN Harmony.. you kNow and FeeL .. perHaps..
like the Tibetan Monks
in Mountain
Monasteries
and Kung Fu schools..
and those who combine
art of painting and poetic Koans
for deeper meanings as cave art eYes
of greater light as condition now of being human..
hmm.. so what does a photo ‘ike this say.’. does it
spArk a Novel or otHer art of poetic interpretive eYes
that go deeper than literal constructed site.. well..
for me.. this photo lives.. with no interpretation
at all.. the colors spark my EmoTioNs
and the textures so diverse spaRk
mY many SenSory potentials
of seNsinG and FeeLinG
liFe too.. in much greater
miNdful awareness in
the now.. the greaTEst
PreSent of aLL beyond
materialistic promises.. of
future gains of liGht.. fully liGht
noW beYond RainBow oF sEnSinG
and FeeLinG liGht.. Yellow Bright
reaLliTy isREaL of JoY sofT
Pastel PiNks as Grace
oF Love.. Green
shoots out in
StriVe oF LiFe
and HuMan sands
hands to BRinG order
to the canvas.. brush and
paint of God.. God lives on
while human goes concrete sands
of stagnant water and air.. eYes of
God shines Bright in ALL of SeNSes
FeeLinGS wE when colors grow freely
as SpiRit air and water free.. Firing eARTh
as liFE moRE.. Ocean WhOle of BeauTy
GoD’s EYes ouRs DeLight.. so wITh
aLL that sAiD.. FeLT and SeNSeD
i AM properly mused to Develop
my poetic intelligence greater
in existential way too..
at dVerse Cloud
Prompt links..
in poetic way
and perHaps
even a Celebration
one.. before this pARTy continues..
tHeir is ReaSon and there is heARt..
THeiR is Art and THeir is science.. two
general ways the MiNd works too with
faith of pure love and trust or order
that imposes chains of reaSon
on human poTenTial for
greaTEr eYes of God..
however.. tHeir is
also ignorance..
wHere Apocalypse
in original definition
of lifting those veils of
ignorance come into play..
so all wE hUmans can greater
exercise the Art intelligences that
grow beyond the concrete walls of liFe..
sure.. scribes of God who empirically measure
in ways of science.. to a greaTesT science of art
and art of science.. to help lift the heaviest veils of
ignorance that are still ever present around wE and
in wE same who fall to clouds of illusions.. that are dArk..
instead of liGht or purgatory ‘Tween of concrete walls..
lift the concrete
walls aside..
and make
room
for
FloweRS
oF aRt.. they are
tHeRE aLreAdy waiting..
they exist.. question is.. do we….
To put it SoMEwhat bluntly.. now more..
WE are huwomanifestations oF and AS God..
every flower every human every gRain of sAnd..
somewhats wanna dance and otHeRwhats wanna grab….
Yes.. it’s true.. there are two faces in ‘this photo’
one of God
and one
of
Human
culture that
has become two faces of God….
if you can’t see God in all things..
you are missing a mighty big thing…
and serIOUsly God juSt GrinS and frOwns
@folks who try to shrink God into Concrete walls of Sand…;)
#ModernJesus
Hmm.. that’s an interesting hash tag..
just something that came to spirit.. you
kNow and FeeL.. huh.. the deeper pArt
that underlies our everynow concrete minds..
to get the job of modern cultural priSon done..
as Lord KNows and FeeLs too.. if we don’t… tHeRE
go all our creature comforts of order away from toil and
trouble.. or it that the illusion.. is the struggle.. the cross
of the animal kingdom the way to everyday intermittent
gratification in simple animal homeostasis.. so what..
you were expecting Jesus to only come back
with parable clothes..
without a
reaSon
to liFT the
veils of Ignorance
in TrUe Apocalypse way..
do you not even kNow and FeeL
what an iSREAL Jesus modern human
archetype is.. you kNow A poet warrior
and king and such as that in building fields
of dreams for King as i @lEast to coMe
as mE.. sure.. now that’s a deep
deep parable that
means if you
don’t believe
in me you’ll never
get to heaven now..
and find it in the only
place heaven iS in now..
and me.. is me.. and you and
we and uS ToGeTHER in this gAMe
of liFE all one or separate away from
Ocean wHOle poem eYes now too..
anyWAy.. we must all become
modern Jesus’
if we
expect
to live life
well in liberty
and pursuit of happiness
away from all stuff dArk strife..
doubt.. Jealousy.. Greed.. hate
you get the drift of hell.. oKay..
wELL Heaven IS A place i live..
i built a field of dreams of poEtry
of photos.. of Dance of liFe and Heaven
iSREAL for me.. believe that or not Ripley
i prove it every day.. juST for mE of course..
as i rule not a multi-Universe of a Grain of SAnd
any different than the smaller than subatomic Quantum
particles that make up that Multi-UniVerse as animation
too.. iSreAL as isREaL can be.. at smallest to largest levels
whole
are
wE..
i could go
on forevernow
iSREAL i WiLL
and TrUsT mE or
NoT ’cause in My FiEld
of DreAmS BoTh hE and
sHe cAMe Back as mE..
how ’bout you.. i’m juST here to cheerlead.. OK..
remember.. fight fight fight Go TEaM LIGht.. sure
Jesus can do anything huh.. if he or sHe seTS mind and BoDy
soUL BaLanCinG to
100%
FaITh Mode
tHere ain’t
nuThinG likE iT.. huh..;)
#iamtheWalrus
And whatever else
he or sHe
said..
and yes.. thE
‘clown photo’ is three
yearS old.. i understand
clOwn masks may get ‘outlawed’
like Halloween wHere i Live in Red state hell… this year…
it’s kinda sad when maKinG FuN of the Dark gets ‘outlawed’..
’cause
you
kNow
FeeL
iT iS iSreaL..
to either be afraid
of the DArk that’s iSREAL
or cynical of the liGht iSREAL
iS juST a JoKe on yOu my FriEnd(s) iN
purgatory now@most…. or HeAVen liGht.. @lEast..:)
“We must respect the other fellow’s religion,
but only in the sense and to the extent
that we respect his theory that his wife is beautiful and his children smart.”
~~ H. L. Mencken ~~
That reminds me..
in the last town hall
debate.. Hillary forgot
to tale the Devil
his
wife is
beautiful…
Funny how
Devils have
beautiful wives..
and even funnier
when Jokers do..
iN Fact Jesus F iN
Christ it’s Hilari0us..;)
“Do not go where the path may lead,
go instead where there is no path and leave a trail.”
~~ Ralph Waldo Emerson ~~
CRap.. i missed the first
quote.. but it will
come
out
on the tRail..;)
Regarding your wonderful
poem it’s worth noting
some folks
actuAlly
do drop dead happy..
seriouSlyS even in A last stroke of sex..
10 to
11..
12:01..
jUst
a thOught
of glass over
floWinG
fuLL
STuff..;)
“An idea that is not dangerous is
unworthy of being called an idea at all.”
~~ Oscar Wilde ~~
The best ideas
oF all
are
just
plain fun..
FucKinG Serious
poets and scientists
P R i E sTs Pastors..
Evangelical
Christians..
and philosophers
and etc..
the
JOKER
FEELS
BETTER..
the world needs
more Jim Carrey..;)
Follow the path of the unsafe, independent thinker.
Expose your ideas to the danger of controversy.
Speak your mind
and fear less the label of “crackpot”
than the stigma of conformity.”
~ Thomas J. Watson, Sr. ~~
Crackpots
have more
fun without crack..
when folks ask me when
i’m public dancing iF iT is
Crack that fuels mY liGht..
i say no..
i
AM
CRACK..;)
“The most wasted of all days is one without laughter.”
~~ E. E. Cummings ~~
FinAlly a poet.. scientist..
philosopher.. priest..
pastor..
Evangelical
Christian..
eTc..
finAlly
A Cummings
i AM CRACK who gets iT2..
Jesus F iN Christ.. EE..
Cracks mE uP even more..;)
“A process which led from amoeba to man
appeared to the philosophers to be obviously progress
– though whether the amoeba would agree with this opinion is not known.”
~~ Bertrand Russell ~~
Wondering here
if Bertrand
ever
danced
naked..
yeah.. like
EcKart Tolle..
it’s alWays now to Dance
naked
even
in the
sNoW..
if one is Yogi..
and yes i can prove
i did it but all legal in
my blacky tighties..
even on
Facebook..
Jesus that
was funny..
but not to Christians..
the one’s i know @most..
even my closet relatives who kNow mE noT..
hehE..
as
Facebook Friend..;)
“The fear of death is the most unjustified of all fears,
for there’s no risk of accident for someone who’s dead.”
~~ Albert Einstein ~~
ie..
as already
given.. last
and first stroke..;)
“Beauty is truth, truth beauty, –that is all
Ye know on earth, and all ye need to know.”
~~ John Keats — Ode on a Grecian Urn ~~
The more ‘ugly’ inspires
me the more is beautiful oF liFe.:)
“Let us endeavour to live that when we come to die
even the undertaker will be sorry.”
~~ Mark Twain, Pudd’nhead Wilson’s Calendar (1894) ~~
i can’t say he/she will be sorry..
but i sure will tale ya one trUth
and or liGht.. he or she will never forget
me..
if they see
me dance
iSrEAL juST
one time
at
Super Walmart..
SeriouSly.. how many
strangers doeS onE
remember
or even
see
at
Walmart..
They can’t
miss me..
even
when
they do..
Have a nice day
gigoid.. thanks
for
the
drive
thru..;)
Just a thOught heRe..
wondeRing if some folks
wonder what i expect to
get out oF all of this
writing @12
million
words
online..
in 6 years..
longest long
form free
verse poem
in the history
of humankind..
@3.3M words and
@6000 miles of
public dance in
three years..
@100K photos
to give
and
share..
in three
years sAMe..
@10,000 or so
nude art photos alike
as new age renaissance
Art in all male style..
leg pressing @Half
a Ton now
parallel style
with arms
raised
to
ballerina air up
to
@44
reps
now..
i have
just
one thing
to say..
it’s
worth
noting
in the wash
and rinse
and spin
and dry
cycle
of life..
#Kilroywashere
And @’711′.. 2..;)
First oF aLL.. juST to be clear..
i realize there is no changing your
ruse.. but once again.. Mr. Uprising
DoWnrising.. eTc.. anonymous
Avatar man.. i am here
for some poetic
muse.. so let’s
juSt have some
FuN.. oKay.. as seriouSly
too many folks thINk and FeeL
that God is all too seriouS like
aN Evil Joker in kinda Trump
ways of dARk inStead oF liGht
yes.. go team liGht go teAM go..
and sure we iSREAL illuminati CheerLeader
Folks say God TEAM GOD TEaM LiGHT..
and sure we are not fearful of the dArk
as GoD iS aLL dArK and liGht and
‘tween of shaded grey hues
and colors of BLack
and WhiTe
beYond
rainBow
floWeRS of sNOW
and that’s the really kool
thing about YOU HUMANS..
you as Carl Sagan once intimated
through a Movie named ‘Contact’ have
such a great propensity for beautiful
dreAMs and niGhtmares saMe..
and sure it’s alWays
Halloween here
as dArk
is liGht
as liGht iS dArk..
and i’d much rather
make FuN of Halloween
than take the dArK so daM
serIOUs that yoU create here
mY uprising friend of
HillaRity and
Hillary and
Billary
and
Obama..
TR U MP
same as all..
politics is no different
than the so-called religion
AWay from liGht you RinG heRE noW..
AnYway.. i have this SonG named ‘Kilroy
Was Here’.. and i needed a few more
words to end out that theme SonG
and thiS shouLd JuSt about
fill the BiLL.. for that ‘711’
M A C R O V E R S E
joB from GoD oF
aLL Nature
for isREaL
now..
and hey..
to trUly Love God
one muSt loVe dArk
in understanding sAMe..
so here IS A ‘710th
MacroVerse oF Faith’
as Part of Longest
Long Form Poem
and 42 month witness
for the GoD oF Nature
in the entire history of
humankind sTiLL noW
surpassing 3.3M words..
as gift to whomever
dares to see
more
TrUth
and liGht
than fear
of Dark
and
Cynicism
oF liGht..
See ya. when i see ya babe..
you may not kNow me but i KnoW you heHE..
and by the way.. seriouSly dude.. you can’t be so
naive to sTart out suggesting that Obama’s Beautiful
wife who surely doesn’t scare him or me or any real
man with her strength.. is a male with a six foot one
daughter.. and now you’ve gone to other extreme..
exclaiming and supporting Mr. Jones claim
that the Obama smells like sulfur
and is a frigging Demon too..
hmm.. at least you
didn’t think
Hurricane Matthew was
iS A real actual demon
too.. but hey.. it’s true
as science in biblical scholar
way shows.. there was never a Matthew
that actually even wrote a word in New Testament
way.. nor a Luke.. Nor a Mark.. Nor a John either my
friend.. perhaps two letters from Paul and the rest
is more or less changes.. scribe mistakes.. a
few trUth and lights and whatever came
out of 40 years of oral tradition
from illiterate Aramaic speakIng
folks after the death of whomever
the real Jesus dude was.. then..
after the super smart
literate Greeks
determined
which sects they
liked ranging from so-called
Christians with one to twelve Gods
and where anything goeS in 40 year old
round table passing around the illiterate
oral tradition.. and sure after that.. no Xerox
machines.. and reported 300 to 400 thousand
scribe mistakes as that’s what humans do when
they copy by hand over centuries before the first even
English Print Edition was put out in bound cover around
1500 or so.. ha!.. some of wE can do anything my friEnd..
as ye of
little faith
may not fully
understand yet..
but sure.. tHeRe are many
paths to God.. and i’M just
another Kilroywashere who found A way..
My friEnd.. an iSREAL way one from the
God who lives as mE within.. and you too..
as soon as you rise from ashes aGain too..
like a Phoenix
oF Free mY FriEnd..
hmm.. anyWay.. i went
further as i aLways do
wiTh 100% Faith wHere
you caN fiNd aN iSREAL Definition
of thaT FAiTh iN the liNk above with
zero mistakes from scribes oF old..
and you’LL also find Bruno Mars and
hiS great new SonG that says Money
ain’t sH88 with hashtag Jesus.. noW
B L E S S i N G ST RuE and LiGht too..
Oh.. Team liGht.. yA goDDa
LoVe aLL mY
iSREAL
iLLuMiNati
FriEnds noW..
who do yoU thINk
i reALLy aM myFriENd..
remember.. Kilroywashere..
don’t need.. no hashtags..
or other POUND S i G N S..
i’M practicALLy aLL ’round the eYe..
eAR GLobe alReady wiTh juST a bunch
of words and photos heHe.. eTc.. HasHtAg liGht..
ps.. don’t tale anyone i’M an isReAL Modern Jesus
it’s
kinda
A seCret.. oKAy..
kinda like hiStory
rePeats iTsElF and StuFF
liKe thaT iN hUmAN ArcHeTYPE way.. OK..
but hmm.. as hiStory shoWs.. somEonE alWays
letS
thE
Cat outta the bAG..
Me
oW..
what’s uP Pussy Cat..
iT’s a grab bag ya KNow..
FuLL oF Tricks and TreAts..
and while you are special enough
to get my attention.. trust me as the
record sHows.. i’ve given just as much and much
more attention to literAlly thouSands oF FoLks
around the world in six years now of writing 12 milLiOn
wordS oNline..
amaZinG huh..
that any
hUman
can do
allthatis oF tHis..heHE..
once aGaIN Horatio..
Kilroy
iAM
the
Walrus
iS
HeRe..;)
Sweaty and with a smile..
and or serious reAlly fUN Dance..
the mostly way i AM kNown iN the
General Public without a word..
hmm.. it beats 66 months
of bedroom living..
and car sitting
with pain
and numb.. at least..
And i was jUST thInking..
watching the latest news about
two older women reporting some more
Trump grabs.. when Hillary Rosen came on
to defend the other Hillary and somewhat prosecute
the Trump.. what a small world it is as she is the daughter
of my Stepmother’s Best Friend from Tally Town in Florida..
a place of college town where even the NewsPaper is
named the Tallahassee Democrat.. in that now
Republican Led Town.. as sure.. there is
some red state crew that lives there
along with the College folks..
and other folks of
progressive..
open.. more
liberal minded
ways of thinKing.. and
my Stepmother’s second
husband after dear old dad doing
the marriage thingy 4 times.. twice to
the Stepmother on topic here.. anyway..
she married a foreign diplomat next.. and i
finally had a real open minded male member of
the species to speak with on Tally trips in brief
encounters with “NASCAR” Hunting flesh
and blood dad there.. raised on a
patriarchal way of farm life..
and never escaping that
smaller school of
thought
from a younger
age of hilly billy ways
more of doing stuff in life..
but never the less.. his father
was a theological scholar.. and
all around philosophy dude too..
Piled Deeper and HiGhER yes. P. H. D.
X-Priest.. once counsel for the Vatican..
noted author.. of books and magazine editor..
and all around evangelistic speaker for the new
Protestant Christian way after ex-communication
for getting married to his cajun sweet-heart.. my
Grand ma.. at 17 yearS old or so.. ways out of his
parish pews style.. hmm.. controversies nothing
new in my family.. hehe.. with plenty of
low hanging skeletons in the closet
of heritage from Ireland Catholics..
traceable to the selling of the
past Guiness Beer Operations
buildings too in old Rainsford
way of Mark and others as such..
too.. as such2.. anyWay on topic
heRe.. smAll world aGain..
as oft reported paRt
of his 15 minutes..
(X-Catholic Priest GD)..
of old timey fame too..
was dining with Einstein..
in the socialist circles of New
York.. New York.. that both my
Paternal Granddad and Einstein
shared then.. and other notes of interest..
my Maternal great grand dad.. the President..
of his college debate team.. and a self educated
and passed bar exam person.. for lawyer.. also
met Geronimo in the flesh on a camp trail too..
and that Cajun Grandma on the Paternal
side.. would have never made it past..
a trip to Wakulla Springs.. if the
first Tarzan.. Johnny Weissmuller
wasn’t there to save here from drowning..
as she fell in and didn’t know how to swim..
oh the small.. small world it is.. and little
did they know then.. and never will they..
tHeiR underling would/WiLL eventually write
now the longest long form poem ever after
E-Scaping earth bound hell for 66 months..
yes.. TrUSt mE or noT.. stranger stuff than that goEs doWn..
for
isREaL
then and now2..;)
Facebook Provides an avenue for another wonderful two day show
of my flesh and blood activities in video slide way.. and i also say..
now that Facebook Friend Nicole shares a video that shows those stuffed
bear.. eTc.. claw machines you see in places like Super-Walmart..
and the all you can eat buffet.. and generally
speaking everywhere the lottery
buying population goes
to BuY beer.. cigarettes..
coffee beans.. and otHeR
consumer items to get through
the day so i say in return to Nicole..
That’s like
The rest of
The consumer
Way.. Stuff
Brings shallow
Joy.. i gave stuff
Up too.. including worrying when
someone scratches my metal glob of car..
or the aluminum siding on my house flakes..
it’s all stuff to me now..;)
And then i go on to say..
Art brings lasting joy
in moving connecting
and creating.. Art is Love..:)
And more on that next.. as i go on
to review some Facebook Algorithm
free assistant shared Macro-Verse Memories
from a year ago.. and more.. to date.. just for fun..
yes.. and JOY..;)
Oh yeah.. but first.. it’s also worth noting.. (at least
to me.. hehe).. that Facebook Friend Ashes provides
evidence that the constitutional amendment on the
latest ballot for November that talks to solar power
is actually a ruse to prevent the growth of solar
power in
Florida..;)
So as usual..
i add some ‘Fredtalk’.. and say..
yes.. sadly LA.. is continuing to spread to
Florida in Lower Alabama ways..
And then coincidentally.. in
synchronicity way (at least
for me).. Facebook Friend
Cortney Shares a Video Slide
that says.. the fact that Homosexuals
are born in Alabama is proof that homosexuality
is not a choice for human beings.. and i go on to say..
And neither is Alabama..
at least for me.. but it’s
worth noting that
we live in LA..
yes the lower
part.. here.. overall..;)
And now i say..
Well.. the truth is Alabama.. knows
not what it does.. there are great explantations..
for the widespread narrow ways of thinking there..
as yes.. its known as a Black Belt State.. along with
other narrow thinking places.. overall to live.. a place..
away from socio-economic resources.. where a bible belt
of old testament mostly ways came to flourish to bring social
cohesive power in the First Baptist churches for folks to help
each other out.. get job leads.. etc.. take care of each other as
humans need a common binding meaning and purpose of life liGht/dArk
in sacred and holy whatever ways.. to get through and survive.. even
if that means the different among us suffer for not fitting their
molds of life to make it work good enough to at least live..
reproduce and keep the basic cave way at least2 for
life going on.. going on some more.. with
sun made ice tea.. hunting.. fishing..
plenty of guns in the cabinet..
you know the Jeff Foxworthy
stereotypes.. huh.. of what Hillary
and her cohorts still refer to as the
‘other ones’ in society out of the
elite circles of city life abundance..
hmm.. truly it’s a half dozen and a Baker’s
dozen of thirteen or 6 or less eggs.. as tHeRe are
disadvantages of red neck ways vs.. white collar
ways in everyday life.. human connection beats
ignorance from what i see when the head hits the
pillow at the end of the night.. ‘they’ may sport frowns..
over Hillary and anti-oldtestament sentiments coming
to the forefront of cultural ways today.. in political way..
but in ‘tHeir’ ‘red neck’ farm home ways.. they still hold
hands during the ‘Lord’s Prayer’.. and mean love..
at least in their smaller farm group homes circles..
hey.. that’s better than being less than
a nuclear family in a big or small
town separated from flesh
and blood contacts..
as without true moving..
connecting and creating..
humans are lost.. just lost..
and the truth is you can do that
fishing and hunting with your forAging
buddies.. same as the good old days.. with
the good old boys way back when.. then.. so when i say
‘red neck’ that is not without an understanding of the
positive aspects of living the ‘red neck’ life.. as i as a
participant observer anthropologist and cheerleader for
God.. scribe.. etc.. prophet.. whatever.. messenger as
such too.. visit the farm once a month.. and those
folks do know and feel still how to be humanly
happy holding each others hands.. although
it’s true.. not a place where God’s folks
who are born differently would
be accepted much without rude
comments behind their small or big
backs but hey that is still the old testament
way and the part in the New Testament that says
hate the folks who don’t see life like the Jesus says you should..
but of course that wasn’t the Jesus who said love your enemy..
turn the other cheek.. those who live by the sword die by the
sword.. gentile.. jew.. servant.. free.. woman or man no
more.. no that is the one.. who says i bring a sword
instead of peace.. and i am FucKinG God.. follow
me FucKeRs or burn in hell for all of eternity..
yes.. the Trump Jesus is alive and well..
in those ‘red neck’ avenues too..
as long as you follow the
rules you are loved
as part of the family..
but if they find out you dance..
naked on the Internet.. you might..
not get the same level.. of non-stoning support.. hehe..
i can say that with a certainly level of jest.. as burning at the
stake for being epileptic.. left handed.. or whatever is no longer
FucKinG legal… where ‘those’ folks can exist peacefully with
those of we who are super not white bread folks.. at least..
in the good old U.S. oF A.. and of course it helps
to be a proficient 230LB martial artist.. to
do public ballet.. in red neck LA townS..
Lower Alabama Florida..
hmm.. people are different
yet same all over.. we do need
to move.. connect and create..
but we do need to learn better
how to understand each other better..
tolerate each other and even accept the
differences that are environmentally and genetically
‘inborn’ that we cannot change.. there will always be the
more conservative leaning genetically produced human being
per brain structure.. neurohormones.. and neurochemicals.. of
difference.. etc.. with environmental influence.. and the other
ones..
hehe..
like me..
Super liberal Super
Rover Super agents of FucKinG Change..;)
And now off to the two Macro-Verse memories as
i slowly bring this ‘BeYonD 711 Macro-Verse’
new testament of miNd as such to close..
as intuitively i kNow and FeeL i coming
close to the limit of 20K or so words..
where the Facebook Status function
will require three parts instead of two..
to even back up the text part of this..
to preserve what i continue to do in
more than one basket with the eggs here
i continue to deliver.. yes..
#iamtheeggman
hehe.. to keep it all toGetHer
yet diverse.. to keep it alive and
GroWinG as Nautilus shells WiLL..
for that little creature and or wizard
of OZ that lives inside.. hmm.. i could really
go crazy with these hashtags.. but that could
take some of my creative flow away into mechanical
cognition land.. checking to see who saw this or that
shared that or this.. how many followers i have now.. how
many likes i have now.. hmm.. views is enough to take snap
shots of now and then.. just for the record hehe.. as my KATiE/
MiA/Aghogday Blog.. 1 of 5.. public provided ones.. in Google
Blogger way.. is arriving in the next day or so.. at the magic
number 166K views.. as oh God… i Love all numbers
particularly sacred and holy ones that i make
as such.. as the more numbers i make
holy and sacred the deeper my
Ocean of Love grows..
and that’s the thing..
life is only as full
as the moment
is.. make it more
holy and sacred in every
way and make iT more positive
in liGht as eternal now.. now is all
there is.. live life as constant discontent
and live discontent.. live it all holy and sacred
in every mindful and bodily aware way.. and it
all becomes holy and sacred heaven eternally now..
people get stuck on owning symbols and forget it is
the sensory and emotional experience of life at essence
of heARt.. SpiRit expreSsinG thaT heARt.. and mInd
and BoDy BaLancinG souL overall that makes the
difference between FucKinG Heaven..
Hell and all the purgatory
‘tween that most folks
find in the
check-out
line of SuperWalmart
as their garages continue
to overfill with stuff.. stuff.. stuff..
essence in MoVinG.. COnNecTinG
and CreAtinG iS wHeRE HeavEn iS
for mE when all beCoMes.. Holy and
SacRed and as my fingers fly across
this keyboard in HoLy Spirit ways
inCluDing all these cap changes..
at close to 130 words per
miNute or so.. my wife
says Jesus.. it sounds like
you are WorKinG a FucKinG
JackHammer on that keyboard..
slow down Fred BeFore it eXplodes okay..
and is i say.. When the Holy SpiRit cOmes
you go agAin with it and come BacK aGaIn..
as when it comes.. it comes for Now.. and only NoW..
and as i say now.. with sacred shapes and archetypes
provided directly through me by God oF aLL within my friEnds..;)
So wHere was i..
yes..
Dancing Bears don’t break down..
all about miNd and BoDy BaLancE and
i would quote every word.. if it wasn’t so
easy to click on the liNk and fiNd all the TrUth
and liGht there as received by NoW A sAme hoLy
SpiRiT of Creativity in essence by the three word
metaphor of allthatis one God.. as force and hiGher
power within wE all no matter.. word or religion or other
symbols that
folks try to own
with greed and jealouSly
over the source oF GoD within
that is AlWays Free and never held
in Chains by any word or other human
abstract constructed symbol alone.. that essence
will live long after the last word is erased from the face of the
earth
as humanly
contrived.. constructed
and owned like stuff too..
as i once told my friEnd who
kept quoting limited verses out
of the Kuran and Hadiths.. that i had
already heard many times over before..
along with similar experiences about the
same bible verses i have read over and over
and heard over and over until they almost lose
their sacred and holy significance or lies from sheer
boredom.. tale me friend.. tale me friend.. tale me a new
story from God.. don’t you think God gets bored with the same
dam old thing.. written by human hands.. well.. ‘they’ thiNk God
lives as words..
no.. humans make
words. God lives as free
what comes from the holy
spirit is humans and that iS pARt
oF God and OK.. iN all the dARk and liGht
ways that come from God too.. but God iS all
and hUman is paRt.. and God has bigger eYes than
words.. as all words come from god as wE are all God
but only iN pARt.. oKay.. there are no only man Gods or
last prophets.. AS God is unlimited and only human
chains
God
as words
and other
Golden Calves
alone okay.. make
it all holy and sacred
and feel the heaven burn
as jewel of life oKay.. or not..
yoUr will and choice to create heaven
or stay in the same place that was created
before in caves of what yesternows brOught
iN pArt from GoD aLL too.. tHeRE is AlWays
more.. God is more like Lucifer than
a Jesus who can say no more..
or a Muhammad who
says no one will
but he..
that is snake
oil used car lot
sales people talk
for control and subjugation
all real prophets realize how smAll
they are as voices of God.. never ever
even having only or last as part of tHeiR
God vocabulary as reAL iSREAL alWays morE foR noW..:)
It goes without saying.. hehe.. i ain’t gonna get back
to dVerse in this one.. as Holy Spirit
rules when new
and iSREaL..
with no
human
rules @aLL
and WiTh hUman
rules too as all is interrelated
interconnected GOD aLL noW.. OK..;)
And now off to the second MacroVerse.. the last
one about bears from two years ago.. and this one
from last year.. titLed iT is IS IS is iT.. and trUly
it speaks to more about MiNd and BoDy
BaLanCinG our soUls and even more
towards makinG all HoLy and Sacred
in gaining more meaning and purpose
across the life span as we go.. and it also
speaks to what i make holy and sacred of numbers
as my numerology report speaks to the number
711.. as my first four challenges as documented
in photo way in this Macro-Verse.. are 0 then
1 then 1 then 1 across the lifespan for life
challenge numbers
with the number 1
life path number..
the number 7 for
life destiny number
and the number
11 for life
soul
number
and sure in terms
of what the folks constructed
who made this numerology holy
and sacred.. those numbers are
at the height of human potential
and perhaps it is just coincidence
that my numbers came out that way
giving me total free will and choice
for whatever the FucK i wanna do in this
liFE as an old soul who has done all the other
stuff required in previous lifetimes to get here to
this privilege to serve humanity this way for free now..
as one who seeks Truth and liGht and now promotes Peace
and harmony in the world.. if i can just avoid becoming
tyrannical in Trump ways of the Jesus temptation from
the devil of tyranny in the desert as such too.. as metaphor
and human archetype too of course.. well.. i take all meaning
and purpose as holy and sacred that i create and react to in life..
but it is all a fortune cookie to me.. wHeRe i choose liGht iN
positivity over negativity in dARk as Relative Free WiLL in
creating my own life now.. if the numerology report
sAid something negative i would make that into
Lemonade from Lemons too..
be careful what you
wish for.. make
it heaven
instead of
purgatory
or the worst
place of all.. numb
with pain in hell on earth..
i’ve learned my lessons WeLL..
in the tough crosses and knocks of
life.. tHeRe is alWays more to lEarn for a gRain of sAnd..
NoW like mE.. no matter how many times of what i may or
may not have accomplished in a previous lifetime or whatever
God had/has iN my miNd any oTheR moment that iS alWays now.. i rise..
i continue to rise.. as the other place is not rise.. and that’s the bottom
line..
i rise
OKay..and
yes that’s a WhOLE
lot oF OK’s i say today..;)
And with ‘that said’
i’m going on R and R
Holy and Sacred Thursday
Vacation.. with all the cool college
age folks from Old Seville Quarter
DanCinG iN my 130th Holy
and Sacred
week
created
way at
least for
me tonight..
don’t wait for
heaven.. make it happen
now.. or trust me you may
never see it.. as far as i kNow
and FeeL for noW.. aT lEAst..
with yes.. more fun DanCinG
photos coming after this 13th day
of October ends at around 3 AM
on the 14th oF October.. note to self..
put up the Halloween Decorations for
the kids in the neighborhoods who are
not afraid
of the dArk
enough to make
Fun oF iT like a
Happy Clown who ain’t scared
oF any pArt of God aLiVe noW..
and yes the ending photo of the
clown as i play thAT pARt too.. is
three yearS old too.. alWays three yeARsold..new..
For
FReED..;)
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