Love is a Contact Sport

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Hi gigoid.. thanks for stopping by again today..
after yesterday’s marathon Christmas Family
adventure and Novel Writing experience..
i am on a bit of a hiatus from writing today..
to keep the balance in flesh and blood as well..
did have time to read what you wrote today.. enjoyed it much..
and am off to comment there now.. and review this Novel Post again..
for any changes.. as yes.. for axiom #2.. change continues to be GREAT!..:)

Yes.. and we are crossing paths back and forth here
after i get back from hearing you again..
and bRinGinG iN whatever
comes next
for me.. in
SonG..
of SoUL..
sMiLes..;)

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A wise father who survives challenge and shares advice..
beats a school goer pastor or priest who only preaches..
And Lawyers help make rules and interpret them and
sure get around rules too..
in finding loop holes
tiny and large..
with democrats
and republicans
becoming now the
same.. exception
of course Trump..
the Trump card is
fear of change.. but
change is here already..
starts in early to mid 90’s
with Personal computing
then online then broad-band
online and now there is less fooling
as we get a say so and an ear passing
our TV’s.. Libraries.. Work.. and Local
Church.. and sure third places away
from Work and Home Entertainment
like Bars and Bowling Places
where League Bowling
is now Solo Bowling
with ever changing
Open Bowlers..
notice how
i capitalize
all stuff
associated
with Bars and Bowling
Places as they are third
places no less that Church
too.. to congregate together
and either worship drink..
ten pins.. or golden
chalices to
fill a human
with some
kind of
CONTACT..
AS YES.. LOVE
IS A CONTACT SPORT..
IT COMES in ways of football
too.. where the Love of a favorite
team binds the social unit force
together against a common
enemy no less than
Church and the
Devil.. Bowling
Alley Opposing
League Teams..
and oh those terrible
Gators if you are a Seminole
Fan and Vices Verse in every
other way as well.. or not
so well.. when it
comes to
the social
organism
that iS naturAlly
we.. as humans need
to get it all together on a flesh
and blood playing field of sharing
humanity.. in yes.. a Contact Sport
OF
LOVE..
ANYWAY.. in large
societies where humans
are only evolved to deal
with around 150 to 200
set of eyes.. we have
to have the rule makers..
the politicians.. and law
enforcers.. judges.. etc..
to make the whole
deal approximate
something away from
chaos to anarchy.. and
to me.. it’s kinda amazing
it works at all.. except yes..
at heArt.. we humans are still
Social Animals when we practice
our humanity as such.. if given the
chance.. and there is a range of empathy
from human empaths as metaphorical angels
as there are at least a few.. to the Cannibals
among us.. who only can get close to others
by literally eating them.. as it is a cold lone
road without human empathy
in touchy feely life..
so yeah.. i continue
to Contact Love
as a Sport
in Practice
and reAlly
get good
at it
so i can
be totally
immune to eating
brains.. or a spectrum
leading to that.. in how
empathy is draining away from
human beings.. as science shows now..
to the tune of 30% in the last few decades
among College Age adults.. it’s a cold world
without feelings.. we need more Bowling Center’s
and less
screens
away from
flesh and blood
Bowlers who Bowl
in the biggest League
of Humanity FEELING..:)

Ha! the gift
is actually your post here..
i awoke with the phrase “Love is a Contact Sport”..
this morning and feel before the day is over.. then..
i will have to do something with that phrase and
your post here provides just the inspiration i need..
all my words are free friend.. i’ve already lost
everything once.. and what i learned from
that iS to never own anything again..
in terms of attachment to any constructs of
ownership.. so sharing is my way.. no need to
attribute anything to me.. and a great honor it is
to share words here with you my friend.. gigoid..
as sharing and giving is where it’s at for me..
except for Material stuff as that is no longer
a part of my Love Language.. that is the realm
of my wife..in giving and getting material gifts..
and there is nothing wrong with that either..
but at one point in time every brick in my yard has
to be perfectly aligned in every garden.. and when
my wife moves them when i am sick.. i thought it
was the end of the world until i learned i was not a brick..
i am me in the flesh and that is all i am.. as all that comes
from me within.. i hope is Love.. my friend.. expresSinG as
sharing and giving in acts of service.. so in short i am
honored that you would share anything
i bring to the table of life..
as once again.. what i do
my friend.. is as free
as me.. sMiLes..:)

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From Friend
Rafiah’s..
Facebook
Page..

She indicates
she is watching
the movie
Nightcrawler
and..

i say..

Interesting..
there is a time in culture
where only movies with ethical
endings will appease the social consciousness..
and truly arts in all forms are a reflection of human
in that segment of time iN culture when ‘the movie’..
is brought to the big screen.. and interestingly.. lately..
there have been a lot of Heroes.. even more than anti-heroes..
like in this ‘Nightcrawler’ Movie.. Zombies..

Vampire movies.. and other shows like
the Sopranos.. Dexter.. etc.. where humans
in real life are becoming colder away from real
touchy feely human empathy.. where folks go gross..
when the autopsies come out.. instead of.. oh
that’s cool.. let’s watch it again..

There are ways to lose empathy
and ways to increase it.. and seriously..
chick flicks are a best way to gain it..
Disney Movies.. etc.. where cold
heart shows can actually
steal a little bit of human
empathy away.. at a time..
now.. along with war
games and the such..

WheRe what we feed
our unconscious mind is what we
will dream about at night.. so yes..
in hopes of sweet dreams for you friend..
Rafiah.. and nothing too creepy.. per movies
as dreams of the Twilight Zones of human mind..:)

Rafiah says..

it was a sad thing to watch..

i say..

True my friend…

And then in response
to my photo with shirt
that says hug life she says..

after i say..

And yes.. Hug Life.. Ynot!..wink emoticon
Ugh.. a lingering head cold.. and lack
of sleep from last night’s writing A Free
Verse PoeTry Novel.. escapade.. and now..
nite nite time is most definitely
here now!..smile emoticon!

Rafiah says..

Happy holidays and happy winters and happy
birthdays to our Prophets Muhammad and Jesus.
smile emoticon This time all these
synced together. heart emoticon

i say..

Smiles.. And the same to you as well..
And much stays green here still with Sunny
temperatures still reaching close to 80F..
i’m thinking it gets cold and snowy where you live..
But i can google to find out for sure and Google Earth
to see if there is any green left in Sialkot.. And i
did that once and all i saw was tightly packed homes..
And truly that made me sad for you.. If it is true..
As Nature’s ways rule.. But anyways.. always happy
to you.. My dear friend.. Rafiah.. And at any rate..
Online makes the world Zero degrees of Internet
separation and God said let US live in the
E-World too.. And December 25th 2010..
is my first day when i post my smiling
baby avatar for hope of Love to be me again..
And i hoped enough to make that magic real..
Smiles Again with December 25th Love in the
E-World of Contact.. And this is a beach too..
Reference movie Contact with Jodie Foster..
And the Disney song.. It’s a small world
after ALL.. And i am five years-old online..
Reference Movie Avatar of my baby photo..:)

Back to Rafiah’s Page where she is happy
to be eating some Pine Nuts.. and

i say..

i have lots of pine trees where i live..
Must try pine nuts some time… i tried
money for happiness.. And ugh.. Utter
failure on that except not having to
have a master of work and only working
for God is 100 percent #Happytome ..
smile emoticon!

Rafiah says..

We dont have pines Here in punjab.
Pine nuts are very expensive treat,
so they are rare things. smile emoticon

i say..

i love Pine trees..
Truly the wind sings through Pine
needles when the Winter North winds come..
But still fog off the gulf for now..
And i wanna eat some Pine
Nuts even more as you
are making them seem
very tasty..:)

Rafiah says..

We have fields on our
rear side of home. smile emoticon

i say..

i like wide open fields very much..
and i am glad to hear that Rafiah..
i would hate to think of you trapped
in a city full of buildings as homes..
with not much Mother Nature.. now..:)

And as a side note here.. sad.. yes.. but many
folks do not feel the spirits of the Forest..
the Beach.. the Mountains.. the Ocean..
or even in
one’s own
home with
family.. as a human
emotional heArt can
flow dead.. with
what science
identifies
as oxytocin
and oxytocin
receptors no
longer working
properly.. wheRe feeling
and giving these Forest/
Beach/Mountain/Ocean/HOME
Spirits are no longer
pArt of the
human experience
if it is.. ever was
at all.. and this is
part of the sickness
of what is described as
psychopathy.. not feeling
the social warmth between
human beings.. and the receptors
for oxytocin.. the social
bonding neurohormone
that are even rich
on our feet..
as we touch
mother
earth
with our
toes and
truly iN this
Oxytocin SpiRit
are connected.. And one
might say it is just neurohormones
of science.. no big deal.. but it is
the biggest deal of human social
cooperation.. CONTACT AND
CONNECTION..
AS WHEN FOLKS
CANNOT FEEL
AND GIVE
FEELING
SPIRIT THIS WAY..
THEY ARE TRULY COLD
INSIDE.. AND FOR FOLKS
LIKE ME WHO ARE OVER-FLOWING
WITH IT FROM BIRTH.. CHRONIC
NEVER ENDING STRESS CAN DAMAGE
THE SYSTEMS OF THE HUMAN BODY..
INCLUDING THE BODILY SYSTEMS
ASSOCIATED WITH OXYTOCIN..
MIRROR NEURONS.. AND
ALL OTHER ASSOCIATED
BODILY SYSTEMS
ASSOCIATED
WITH HUMAN
CONTACT IN
FEELING AND
GIVING EMOTIONAL
EMPATHY TO OTHER FOLKS..
SO.. AS A METAPHOR.. some of
us are swimming with these
Spirits of the Forest/Beach/
Ocean/Mountains/Home..
and others of
us.. either
drowned in
life without
them or never
come with this
raft-boat of social
CONTACT.. COOPERATION
AND LOVE FROM THE GET
GO.. as a horrible innate
issue.. where a human is truly
basically born or becomes a
heARtless.. spiRitless.
soUlLess creature
and that is
the emptiest
human reality
of all.. to live
without a soul.. as
for us folks who CONTACT..
CONNECT.. AND FEEL EACH OTHER
STRONGLY IN POSITIVE LIGHT LOVE
WAYS.. IS wHere the Rich
Man is the Camel and
we are the eye
of the Needle
that is the
entry the
camel
cannot fit through..
or like looking through
a window and never being
able to enter into the
other side.. and
thEre are ways
to exercise
this Love
Muscle
and grow it
stronger.. if it
even exists at ALL..
as use or lose applies
to all stuff animal human
being.. Love is a drug.. but
it is not totally free.. it takes
practice.. practice.. practice..
to develop the Human Love Muscle
Harder.. Faster.. and Softer
in human CONTACT.. CONNECTIONS
IN SOCIAL COOPERATION OF HUMAN
SOCIAL
BLISS
WITH PEACE AND LOVE
ALL NATURALE AS
THE GOD OF
NATURE WILL
HAVE IT..
WHEN OUR
SOULS.. ARE BALANCED
IN MIND AND BODY.. PLUS
HEART AND SPIRIT AS ONE
FORCE WITH
THE GOD
OF NATURE
NOW.. we with
the Holy Spirits
of the Forest/Beach/
Mountain/Ocean/Home
SET FREE
TO LIVE
AGAIN
TOGETHER..
AS ONE FAMILY
OF GOD.. NO SALES PRICE
TO PUT ON HUMAN LOVE..:)

And truly for folks who are human this way.. theRe are no
human boarders.. as Love connects uS all in Passionate..
Courageous.. and Unconditional way..
and until one feels
both how big
and small
this world
is always
now..
one does
not enter
heaven until
then now.. so
no..
dont’
be jealous
of the human
who only seeks
material items
out of
the
Human
HeArt..
SpiRit..
and
SoUL..
as they will
never be able to
fill up a golden
chalice now with any
thing but
a bottom
less
pit
of still
everlasting
eternal
empty..
and that is hell..
real hell now.. and
ironically.. some folks
have no idea they even
exist in ‘that other place’..
with the so-called Poor
Folks of the
Forest
in Heaven
around them
like me and
others just
now.. just
now..
WHO
ARE the
riches of
Love incarnate
as Children of GOD
Now.. JUST NOW..allone
with ALL of GOD as Nature NOW..:)

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/12/godsuniversenovel-free-verse-nude-poetry.html

And yes.. i have been on the other
side of that Dark Window of human
heArt mind blindness.. in feeling
ways with Humans and the
rest of Nature..
as i always
feel the oxytocin
way of touching other
humans with even just
my eyes.. of Love
for almost
two decades
serving and
working with
numbers of other
humans approaching
100K variety of humans
then.. and the CONTACT
OF HUMAN CONNECTING
LOVE IS SO GREAT
IN HUMAN
BLISS..
THAT MOST
PEOPLE TALE
ME I NEVER AGE..
AS THE HUMAN CONNECTION
OF LOVE.. IS TRULY THE FOUNTAIN
OF YOUTH AND HAPPINESS WHEN THE LOVE
MUSCLE IS EXERCISED LIKE A HUMAN
FEELING
OLYMPIC
SPORT NOW..
JUST NOW.. AS
LOVE IS NOW WHEN
FELT.. GIVEN AND SHARED
FREELY WITH ALL OTHERS
AND THE REST OF NATURE
AKA GOD NOW..
JUST
NOW!..:)
AND THE first beyond
terrifying and sad
moment that i realize
i have lost my human
heart.. spirit..
and soul..
of free
feeling.. giving
sharing being.. is
when i can no longer
feel the oxytocin warmth
of continuing the social
bond with my cats..
and my
Cat Arthur
can sense it
and his ears peel
back when my hand
even comes close
to his head..
as averse
to the
Devil
Incarnate
then he is then..
and the darkness
kept sinking.. and truly
it was a physiological
issue of constant two
year fight or flight
stress.. and the
associated cortisol/
adrenaline stress
hormones that
if not
burned off
will burn a
brain out like
acid.. as even
Medical Science
agrees is a fact..
and destroying almost
all other bodily systems
in a slow or faster burn
too.. and truly this chronic
never ending 2 year work related
stress event.. leads to many of
the 19 medical disorders i
am diagnosed with
then..
we are human..
and we must take
steps to keep our
minds and bodies balanced
in animal homeostasis..
or we will definitely
break down.. in
a literal
medical
science
break down
of our nerves..
cardio/respiratory/
endocrine.. and all
other systems of the
human body.. stress not
only kills it maims the
human heart..
spirit..
and soul
in working
definitions
of real metaphorical
death as life.. now.. as
without a heart.. spirit..
or soul.. fully functioning..
the Rings of Dante’s
hell come dead
slowly
and more
surely
everynow
as life..
and Love
and all that
Love practices
as real in life is
both the prevention to
never go to real literal
human hell and to get out
as well.. as i did on or about
July 22nd 2013.. i arise again
as
human
being..
and this
is truly
what being
reborn is.. becoming
human again.. for those
of us who suffer through
the challenges of life..
and are shot
down
by life
as a fallen
hero.. or just
a nobody like
me now.. then..
who is erased
from my history
and the history
of the Planet
in practical
ways
of death
as Life then…

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Thanks my friend..
and the night after staying up last night..
writing until 4 am.. is truly just getting
started for me.. after working-out a couple
of hours.. a little more writing here.. shower..
fresh shorts and a huggable cat as a T-shirt..
off to Rave Dance i go.. coming back around 3 am..
with more photos for my ‘next blog post’.. that will
probably be titled “Love is a Contact Sport”..
wheRe hopefully one day more humans will
share to exercise their most important muscle..
the heARt ONe.. my friend.. yes.. moving.. connecting..
creating.. with imagination too.. wE mosT aLL become
Loving Arts of each other togeThER as unifying instead
of separating human Force respectively as Love and Hope..
vs Hate and Fear.. so once again.. may thAT REAL FORCE
OF LOVE BE WITH YOU MY FRIEND.. WITH HOPE.. LESS FEAR..
WHErE THE LIgHT iS ThE POSITIVE ENERGY WE CONTINUE TO bRinG
to the World as FREE FOLKS WITHOUT CHAINS OF RESTRAINT..
iN FEAR.. yes.. sMiLes again.. and see ya later..
friend gigoid.. busy day tomorrow with more Catholic
Church.. all ya can eat buffet.. with little sleep.. mall
dance shopping.. while Katrina enjoys the after Christmas Sales..
maybe a Barnes and Nobles stop-off.. but will surely be by to comment
at your place sometime tomorrow evening.. hopefully if
not sooner.. with sMiLES of funx@back at ya.. then..:)

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Ashe Friend from Facebook..
wanting to accomplish
a feat of disconnecting
from the E-World and
running away for
one day
with just
the right
person to
make it an
adventure and
i say.. then..

Are you sure you are up to it..
wInks.. but it is a great idea..
i hope you secure the proper person
to make it a real adventure.. i’m more
of a monkey than a human anyway.. all i do
is write and dance.. and sure.. sing along at
times as well.. and i love this song and will use
any excuse available.. to share it freely.. for now..;)

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Trying to describe my Dance techniques to
my Mother while just doing it.. but reAlly
there are no words for it.. just dance..
just dance.. dance..wink emoticon

And Speaking of that.. off to work-out
at my favorite NASWF Military Gym.. a few
final TOUCHES on that Novel i finished last night..
and i’m ready to entertain.. the college age and other
age folks at Old Seville Quarter.. for my 90th
Rave Dance Week Dance..

And yes.. i’ll be the one
doing most of the Raving..
and waving my arms and hands..
hips.. toes.. feet.. legs.. fingers..
and all the other stuff.. above..
so below.. outside.. inside
and all around…

Yes.. like a Human
UniVerse and or Galaxy does..
remaining wild and free.. like the rest
of ALLTHATIS AKA GOD AS WELL..
YES THAT’S JUST SWELL..

iN THE JUST DOING iT OF
ALL THAT IS.. FREE.. WILD
AND FREE.. ANYWAY.. SEE
YA LATER.. move.. move on..
i go.. for now..smile emoticon!

Oh yes.. all most forgot..
“I TRIPLE DOG DARE YOU”..

And seriously.. so far.. i’ve been kissed by three
“Strange Girls” on the dance floor.. to my surprise..
but sure.. just pecks on the cheeks.. and yes..
of course Katrina knows all about it..
and that’s how other folks greet
others folks in other countries..
so.. so what..wink emoticon

And then another time..
a ‘strange’ girl just grabbed
both cheeks of my butt while
i was stretching my calve muscles..
sure.. bent over.. and then she rubbed
my belly and exclaimed.. oh your stomach
is hard.. yes.. it lifts around 250 LBS or so
at the gym so it should stay hard for now..;)

And hmm.. what other adventures..
yes there are those ‘wild and crazy’
bootie dances.. where the rear
attacks the front.. and i use my
quick martial arts moves with my
legs to protect the other parts..
from floor assault by arrears…

Anyway.. Shakira’s ‘Dare LA LA LA’
song along with my ‘Triple Dog Dare You’
Shirt reminded me of all of that.. and it is
seriously hilarious.. considering i’m just
about old enough to be all these girls
grandfather’s but hey.. i’m just there
to exercise and retain my hard middle
core of being.. and keep it calm too..
in a flight of dance.. free.. so free..:)

OH yes.. and also to spread
positive inspiring energy..
however it comes.. goes..
and is received by others..
yes.. hopefully POSITIVE
AND INSPIRING…
FOR NOW..;)

AND NOW.. i better go
or i am gonna be super late..!..;)

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https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/12/26/godsuniversenovel/

GodsUniVerseNovel
Posted on December 26, 2015

FULLY ILLUSTRATED FREE verse poeticAlly described
post provided above.. and two below that may be easier
to open depending on computer and or Internet access
speed..:)

http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2015/12/godsuniversenovel.html

http://katiemiafrederick.blogspot.com/2015/12/godsuniversenovel.html

Well.. okay folks.. this is a Real Free Verse Poetry Novel.. a trilogy of
sorts of my last three blog posts named.. “Last and First Verses of
GOD”.. “SonG oF mY soUL”.. and finAlly “Birth of LiGht”..
and if nothing else.. a catchy title.. huh..;)

Anyway.. my entire blog now consists of 618 chapters
of ONE REALLY LONG FREE VERSE POEtRY POEM
@WELLOVER Three Million Words that truly
as whole IS THE “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
but yeah.. the acronym.. real name..
and name sake of wife.. says more of that too..
named KATiE MiA FredericK!iI.. with more about that
at the end of this 41,113 word Novel.. that is finished for Now..
one of a kind with around 269 photos.. dozens of music and
informative videos.. and even more stuff that is too much to
mention here.. as the constraints ‘here’ in the ‘comments
section’ are about 10K words
where it doesn’t even begin
to touch the new
stuff in the third
pArt of the trilogy as ONE
GodsUniVerseNovel.. for NOW..:)

So.. happy reading.. as a financiAlly
independent person i do whatever the
Fred i like.. and that’s nice ’cause i’ve
been in that other place of cultural
controls of work too..
and yes.. real human
heaven is a much better
place for now..
now that i find
Heaven.. the
REAL KINGDOM
OF HEAVEN.. iS JUST NOW..
FOR ME AT LEAST.. JUST NOW..:)

AND YES.. 90th Week Rave Dancing
coming tonight.. but will be adding photos
of that in my next blog post adventure
titled.. “Love is a Contact Sport”
yes… SMiLeS of CONNECTIONS
IN HUMAN
CONTACT
NOW
JUST
NOWALLONE!..:)!
And OBTW..
53,380
total
words
with
comments
section..:)

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In short.. i
agree with
Emily here..
That the birds
of light and love
eventually live again..
and where there is the bird
of light and love Murphy’s rule
is softer and even a blessing at
times when the LiGht of Love rules..
Yes.. The enemy of Murphy is Love
when even Murphy.. Becomes human
friend too..
Lesson of the ages..
At least.. To me.. For Now..
friend.. gigoid.. Yes Ned.. And
Best wishes for a great family
visit!.. with your children
and grand children..
how nice
as a sport
of Love
iN..
CONTACT!..:)

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Wife Katrina.. Me..
and frolicking Dance friend..
and Jack and Jill of all trades
from Natural Resources to Power Lifting..
to Mall sales of elegant clothes.. Cortney..;)

Cortney says..

this is a good blurry pic

i say..

I thought it was cool..
’cause it was like an action dancing photo..
now if i can just talk Katrina into actually dancing..
she can hang looser too.. smiles..wink emoticon

Cortney says..

She is smiling!!!

i say..

Yeah.. but if ya dance all the time
ya smile inside too.. more.. more.. more..
as ya know and feel.. feathering around in balance..
i would Love to see Katrina dance just for the Hell of it..
but if i can’t talk her into it.. who can.. wInks..
and i’ll never give up.. either..smile emoticon

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Katrina.. Fred… Jesus.. and Joseph..
with Jesus clapping as a baby.. truly
thrilled that i am dancing for him in front
of the Manger.. after Church.. and he cries..
it is much more fun than regular Catholic Baby Baptism..

Yeah.. another Baptism at Church.. today.. where babies
are dumped head first into flowing water.. screaming in fear..
yeah.. sure.. dance.. YNOT dance for the baby instead of turning
the baby upside down and pouring water on the baby’s head..
i’ll have to talk to the Pope about that.. perhaps
in a blog post.. in words like this..wink emoticon

i played the piano and sang for the Catholic Church
Choir through the 80’s.. and shortly after my wife and
i got married.. i no longer had the physical and emotional
energy to do it anymore.. and fell away from the Church..
and in that 7 year period of time through 1997..
when our first and only child is born with horrible
life threatening disorders.. ‘they’ remembered
me as member of the Catholic Church..

And while we sat waiting on the
verdict from the treating Doctors
in effect of whether our baby could
survive a little longer.. the Catholic Church
Deacon calls me and warns me if he does
not come to the Hospital and Baptize the
Baby.. the baby will go to purgatory.. and
potentially then to an eternal fire of Hell..

Yeah.. sure.. like All the American Indians who had
empathy for other human beings and Nature.. and would
never torture a little baby by turning the baby upside down
and pouring water on the baby’s head.. while the onward
Christian Soldiers slaughtered them for the land they
refused to own.. that is God’s LAND ALLONE..
Yes.. it’s a lot like Gulf War Torture of Water
Boarding but one wouldn’t get that unless
one is the baby huh.. i get it ’cause
i am an Angel EMPATH
GET.. THAT..BABY…
i AM ‘born that
way’
like
Lady Gaga
says
now
too..:)

It is truly a barbaric practice started by Religion..
no different than female genital mutilation..
except for scale of suffering..
and male genital mutilation
that is still commonly
practiced in this
country shortly after birth..

God makes us the way we are
from birth for good reason.. we are not fish..
and we deserve pleasure and protection from
the elements of the environment to make life what
it is evolved to be free.. without crazy human
NON-NATURAL practices..

So.. when the baby today in
church is screaming in terror..
most everyone giggles.. and or
makes jokes.. including the Priest..
i cannot help but to wonder then..
who really has human empathy in
that church and who really does NOT..
as both Katrina and i.. can only feel the
terror of the baby.. and it is ZERO JOKE TO US..

AND FROM OUR EXPERIENCE WITH THAT
DEACON WHO EVEN SAID HE HAD THE
AUTHORITY FROM GOD TO SAVE MY
SON FROM HELL.. JUST SHOWS..
WHO HAS THE TRUE HEART
OF CHRIST NAMED LOVE..
AND WHO DOES NOT..

HUMAN SUFFERING AND MISERY
IS NO JOKE.. FOR THOSE OF US
WHO TRULY FEEL THE PAIN AND
SUFFERING OF OTHERS…

FOR THOSE OF US
WITHOUT THAT KIND.. YES..
KIND OF SOUL.. they truly are living in
‘the other place’ already now.. and just don’t
recognize it.. truly sad.. how many folks these days..
truly do not have a heart.. spirit.. or soul.. regardless
of how often they make so called communion..

REAL COMMUNION IS LOVING OTHER
HUMAN BEINGS.. AND THAT NEVER SPELLS
ANY KIND OF HUMAN TORTURE.. INCLUDING
TURNING A BABY UPSIDE DOWN AND POURING
WATER OVER THEIR HEAD LIKE THEY
ARE A FISH.. INSTEAD OF HUMAN…

And this is just a few examples that i
abhor about ignorant religious practices..
but sure.. it is symptoms of THE REST…
of human religious generated ignorance..
misery.. and human suffering.. NOW..

And no.. it ain’t hard to figure out
for folks who truly have a heart..

And for folks who don’t..
it is simply beyond sad
that they do not or cannot
feel the reality
of other human
pain and suffering.. unless
they experience it themselves…

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As much as i Love those smiling photos
with wife Katrina.. and frolicking dance friends..
as well as smiling words with kind friends from
around the world.. trust me.. you would NOT
wanna see me angry.. and just in case
anyone wonders if i am soft online..
and someone who could be
easily taken advantage of
in the real world in ways of weakness..

i do show a little bit of my other fiery
Wookiee side as well.. as the one thing
in this world that will rise my ire.. is injustice
in harming any other human or the rest of Nature
NOT WARRANTED.. by THE GOD OF NATURE..
so in this way i am a soldier of GOD in PROTECTING
HUMAN FREEDOMS AS WELL AS GOD OF
NATURE FREEDOMS AS WELL..

EVEN THOUGH no matter what
any ignorant religion.. culture or
person is gonna dream up next..
GOD WILL REMAIN FREE..
NO MATTER WHAT..

IF Love and Peace
is ever gonna truly expand
around this globe.. Ignorance
must be the real weed of the
world along with all stuff associated
with Fear and Hate.. removed.. now..

But sure.. tolerance and acceptance of
differences goes with that too.. and no matter
how strongly i feel Baptism is a true evil of the
Catholic Religion.. there is nothing i can do to change
that now.. so i tolerate it and accept it as one of those
things in life.. i cannot change.. but speak to.. in rational
and poetic ways.. of course..;)

So.. anyway.. in real life.. i truly am
amazingly strong.. assessed as an amazing
dancer.. at least by the female audience at Old Seville
Quarter.. but occasionally my graceful style of ballet
mixed with all free style martial arts.. scares the
homophobes among us.. who themselves
are terrified they might be gay and
attracted to another male.. yes..
namely me and other males..
when we do graceful stuff in
life that the females love..
like poetry.. and ‘intoxicating’ dance..

But that scares the literal pants off
some repressed males.. who have
repressed an entire hemisphere of
emotional divine feminine grace..
from early in childhood when
their daddies and culture
in general.. tell ’em to be
big stiff as a board men..

Meanwhile.. aging
rapidly and dying of heart
attacks early.. as Love once again..
is the REAL Fountain of Youth and Bliss
in Grace of Life.. and Gracefully aging as well..
where middle-age becomes a place of stronger..
and smarter.. both in art and science.. as well as
HUmAN HEaRT!..smile emoticon

So anyway.. to make a potentially
much longer dance story shorter.. on three
occasions at the Dance Hall.. i have to use
Wookiee Force against this kind of Injustice..
immobilizing three males.. who ‘think’ they are big men..
and have never ever come up against a real wild and free
Wookiee man.. who is the loyalest of friends.. who will
ALWAYS RECIPROCATE COMMUNICATION
WITH FRIENDS.. WITHOUT FAIL..
AND WILL REMEMBER FRIENDS
UNTIL THE DAY HE OR SHE.. SAID
WOOKIEE.. DIES…

AND WHO will
also defend friends as well when
injustice is sensed and felt.. and we Wookiees..
if we have to move into a physical fight.. fight with
no rules of school.. and do things.. no school
boys have ever seen before..

i will avoid a confrontation at
all costs.. and even walk away.. but when
someone pins me to the wall.. i will stand my ground..
and easily immobilize the opponent.. in a way..
that will not land me in Jail.. heHE..

AND the video above.. is an
excellent tool.. to take a young
male who thinks he is big and strong..
aside.. and show him just how much power
and potential damage to other human beings..
is IN THESE HIPS OF BEAUTY.. GRACE..
AND YES.. IF NECESSARY.. THE DANCE
OF DEATH.. in Kung Fu school words too..;)

Yes.. Love is not only Passionate..
and Unconditional.. it must be courageous
and tough too.. as the best of US WOOKIEES..
KNOW.. FEEL AND PRACTICE NOW..
iN REAL LIFE TOO…smile emoticon

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Balance..
the way
alWays
now of
all things..
moving.. being..
living as Well..
in Balance.. NOW
Environment.. iS US..
Nature will have HeR
way for Balance..
eventuAlly
no matter
what humans
out of balance
attempt
to do
to rule
other parts
of Nature OUT
of balance.. wHere
the environment including
US is out of balance.. taking
more than giving..
raping
enslaving
the environment
as is.. including
US.. always NOW
SO.. as i sit here
winds howling.. multiple
Tornado Warnings.. all morning
long.. it is a clear result of Nature
OUT OF BALANCE and it matters just Now..
NOT who is at fault.. global warming
by the hands of human or the rest
of Nature of
the GOD
THAT IS THE
FORCE OF BALANCE
WILL HAVE HER WAY..
and eventually Winter
will come for now..
and the human
price to
pay as
part of
the Environment
is Tornados and
potential death
of we
as part
of Nature
out of balance
here.. there is no
separation of US
as Nature.. and whenever
any part of nature is put out
of balance.. there will be another
consequence of Nature to put it
back in balance..
and in the case
of Human
Slavery
in pain..
misery and
suffering of other
parts of our environment
as US as to enslave any
part of it and harm
any part of it now..
to own
it
now
is to
enslave GOD
as the Balance
of Environment
and when one
defines GOD
as Nature now
as environment
one gains respect
for what has always
been real.. US who can
never truly be separated
from the environment as integral
pArts in action and consequence..
either dark or light.. or negative
or positive.. the price to pay
will eventually
be somewhere
on the
spectrum
of dark to light..
The price to pay for humans
who ravaged the Americas and
its indigenous people’s who lived
in reverence and worship for the
environment all around them
as the life giving source
of the great spirit
that lives in
all things
creation..
breathing or
not.. is a way
of life that works..
well in balance..
particularly
when resources
are plenty like they
were when these continents
of the Americas are in balance..
and humans are not even noticeable
in effect from Space when stars look
down upon the human face.. but now
that human face has become a monster
of culture on the planet earth.. defacing
and wasting the other parts of us
as environment
against the
will of all
species
and
life giving
Earth home
resources…
Human cultures are a
horrible virus to the
earth.. not the innate
human who when in
balance before now
10 to 12 thousand
years ago.. then..
when foraging
is a way of
give and
take of
sharing
Loving
respectful
Balance of all of
us as environment
as balance.. so then
comes agriculture and
collecting the other pArts
of the environment become
a way of life.. then comes
industry.. and tools
made by humans
become
extensions
of our living
bodies.. and
now the IT
age where
we inhabit
screens
and often
are almost
disconnected
from our living
moving bodies..
as heads somewhere
without bodies at all
in the E-world place..
but at least we can
now reach across
the 7 seas..
and all
continents
to see the problem
from the beginning..
to allow folks to see
what freedom truly
looks like when living
free.. to share our dreams..
our nightmares.. without
restraint.. to share our righteous
indignation against slavery now of
other parts of the GOD of Nature
that are all humans regardless
of tan of skin.. nationality..
religion.. sexual
orientations..
and all other
human differences..
Yes.. there was a price
to pay for invading other
lands in balance and taking
that balance away.. and that
price is the Karma of Nature..
whether it is a Tornado in the
middle of 80 degree
temperatures
in the Winter
of North Florida
or human suffering at
the hands of humans grown
so sick away from the terms
of balance of freedoms of
God’s Nature where now
owning
other humans
as slaves of either
sex or work is the
standard instead of
balance and freedom..
The human is not the
virus alone.. but the
culture is a human
experiment that is
destroying
each other
from sea to sea
along with the rest of the
Earth.. and ‘Tornados’ are still
coming.. bigger than human has
ever seen before.. as in terms of
balance.. the Nature that is feeling God
in the eyes of Human is suffering from one side
of the globe to the other.. and the rest of
Nature as us.. so far.. is letting it go..
and if we do not fix it hand in
hand.. the Godzilla
of Nature
will once again
have her ways in
the eyes of a Tornado
that no human has seen
before.. Nature aka GOD
is angry.. very angry.. as
someone is torturing her
children that is her
the same..
and when
she unleashes
her winds of change
to get it back in balance
there will be pieces to
pick back up and
put togeThEr
if we are smart
enough to follow
the real rule of God
that is ONLY BALANCE..
BUT THE MOST DIFFICULT
CHALLENGE IS THE SMART WILL
BE IN HUMAN INNATE INSTINCT
AND INTUITION OF THE ORIGINAL
INDIGENOUS PEOPLES OF THE EARTH
WHO COULD NOT SEPARATE THEMSELVES
IN AN ILLUSION AWAY FROM NATURE AS
THE ONLY GOD THAT HAS EVER OR WILL
EVER EXIST.. so yeah.. written language..
collective intelligence and
culture in the ways
of holding hands
online could
be a path
back
to sanity
of God of Nature
balance.. but on the
other hand it is the
Devil that BrINgS us
to this
EVIL IN
THE FIRST PLACE..
SO WE MUST LEARN
A WAY IN FEELING TO
MAKE THE DEVIL OUR
HELPER AND FRIEND AND
THAT MY FRIEND gigoid
will take Imagination..
Creativity
and the
Art of
humans
before the
Apple of Knowledge..
but sure.. Balance is
on OUR
SIDE
when
we live
as GOD OF
B A L A N C E..
IN OTHER WORDS
there are no real answers
yet.. we must imagine them..
create them.. and art them and
make these dreams come to fruition
no less than the dream time of
our ancestors who
lived life
as THE
GOD OF
BALANCE..
AND now
when women
come up to me
and aggressively
bootie dance with
me.. back to
front..
i smile..
’cause i
know it is
GOD’s Karma
in balance now of
FEMALE BOOTIE
DANCING WHERE
the BUTT OF FEMALES
WILL RULE MALES ONCE
MORE.. NO DIFFERENT
THAN OUR
INDIGENOUS
MATRIARCHAL
LEANING ANCESTORS..
who still live in remote
areas of the world
and who ruled
the rules
as divine
feminine
balance by the
rule of the female
butt.. for all human
history until 10 to
12K years ago..
yeah.. as Shakira
says.. HIPS DON’T
LIE.. NO.. THEY
SERIOUSLY DON’T..
SOMETIMES THE ANSWERS
ARE BELOW INSTEAD OF
ABOVE.. IN A BOOTIE
DANCE
OF FREEDOM..
ONCE MORE FOR
HUMAN BEING.. WHERE
MALES ARE ONCE MORE
JUST TOYS FOR FEMALE
DESIRE.. AND
TOOLS
FOR
FOOD..
with males
complying
freely with relative
free will of JOY WILD..
like i said before..
Art
of moving..
connecting..
and creating..
W H E r E
Love IS A
CONTACT
SPORT.. NOW
WORKING WELL
WHEN PRACTICED
AS HUMAN AND REST
OF NATURE BALANCE..
MAKING THAT WORK WILL
NOW ALWAYS NOW BE THE REAL
MIRACLE now BEFORE THE BIGGER
TORNADO OF GOD’s BUTT COMES..
Yes..
FriEnd
when iN
BALANCE
GodSMiLes
as US.. inoW
JusT now Living
trUly aLive Now..
Smiles with Love
too.. my friend..
now is enough
for me..
that i
live
and
refuse
to own
by attempting
to hold on to it..
Now is only free when free iN
relative human free will for us Now
US or WE in terms of ALL of Nature
NOW is truly A Perfect Word as GODinforce
as practice when practice iS a BalanceNow..:)

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So sure.. while in some areas of the World women
are losing the so-called battle of the
sexes.. in others they are
coming to rule..
and women
who win.. win
strong with emotions
fully expresSinG.. as that
bRinGS strength of focus..
memory and mind.. as emotion
is the glue of human intelligence
expressed as standard IQ as well..
And males moreover.. no longer
hunters in a foraging way of life..
no longer with clear
social roles..
in a life increasingly
where social roles
are muddled and
vague..
are paying
the price of ultimate
survival in even being
able to survive and reproduce
with their gonads left intact
of fearless male
human being..
So sure.. there is a price to pay
for human slavery.. and the price
of subjugating women.. for control
including reproductive freedoms
through illusory fears
and heavy
handed
ways of
controlling
and enslaving
women to institutionalized
rape of marriage as well..
accepted by women as
no choice to be
accepted
by societies
that rule by
heavy handed
ways of human
slavery.. is the
rise again of matriarchy
world wide.. and one can
see this even in the lab as
levels of male testosterone have
been falling surely as an environmental
way of allowing women to take the rules
of slavery away from men..
it is a subtle process
ruled by GOD
as to put
women
in places
of stress like
the institutionalized
rape of arranged marriages
is to impact the sons who
will come for generations
as well.. as a women
under social
stress
when
pregnant
will spawn
males who are more
unlikely to reproduce
as it is a sign that
resources are low
whether or
not they
are or not..
to enslave
women
in human
suffering
is to pay the
price of Karma in
God of nature terms
of reality.. as there is
no ultimate escape for the
demand of GOD of Balance..
so sure.. we see
the effects of this
in politics and
religion
as the
fear is
true that
men are slowly
losing the battle
of the sexes in a global
way now.. as freedom of
expression spreads
and freedom
is the most
contagious
message of all..
where women are
free enough to express
both their feminine and masculine
natures.. and males are becoming
weaker and weaker in both ways
of human Nature..
as fear rules
when human
emotions
are repressed
and there are fewer
clearer social roles
for humans trying to
just survive
in what
is natural
balance..now..

http://www.neoteny.org/download-evolution-autism-social-change/

These changing cycles of the balance
of Nature are nothing new.. what
comes around goes around.. and the
matriarchy that was once the human
way is coming
slowly and
surely and
fast and furiously
in some parts of the
world now..
but again
it is
the price
to pay and males
will suffer overall
for what their ancestors
did long ago and continue
to do to women now.. in terms
of illusory fears in subjugation
and slavery for their fellow human
beings.. and the signs are clear
in places like Japan.. where
the young folks no longer
even care to copulate
with flesh and
blood members
of the opposite
sex.. where make-up
and glamour shots for
men.. are the same as
for women.. or even
more.. in South
Korea..
the water
is getting muddy..
social roles
are getting
vague..
humans have
overpopulated and
harmed each other
and the rest of Nature
and if they are not capable
of change back to balance..
the way of John Calhoun’s
rat utopia.. and the
beautiful ones..

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_B._Calhoun

may be the
way of
human
beings too..
but again in the
beginning and the
end with no end or
beginning.. the GOD
of Nature will have
her way as human
continues
to show
it is the
farthest
thing away
from an apex
predator yet..
as it moves toward
eradicating its very
own species off the face
of the earth.. in how it
predators each other and
the rest of
Nature
now..
The Ally is
Love as a Contact
Sport.. and the
devil is all
stuff
associated
with anything
but LOVE.. it is
truly easy to see
for those of us with
TRUTH AND LIGHT
EyEs of
L O V E..:)

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More from Rafiah’s Facebook
page.. as she highlights
one of her
favorite
Soccer
Players..

i say..

Soccer is a great!
sport..! Rafiah.. not as
harmful to the human body as Football..
as repeated trauma is really insane
in terms of
human
health..
and it is a sport
that the world can
enjoy together to
express our tribal
instincts in relatively
peaceful wayS away
from human
conflicts..
ranging
from
agression
to violence
to yes.. World
WAR I I I..
Sports is yes..
A potential real
savior for the human
species when practiced
as a global human team EFFORT!..:)

And now a another side
note from me… wRite on course..

One of my favorite writers Richard Bach..
is great positive inspiration.. back
in the day.. when i am
imprisoned by
work.. his
book
Jonathan
Livingston
Seagull..
has
truly
become me
in metaphor now as
i reach out for human
potential in both poetry
and dance.. in ways that no
human.. as far as i know and
feel has gone before.. in recorded
history at least..
on Google
haha!
i could not relate
the metaphor of flying
in air to flying on the terrestrial
plane of earth.. then.. but truly the art
of human movement now as free flowing
dance are infinite ways of human movement
than can take us higher and higher in agility..
balance.. feather like impact on the
earth in center point calm
of our human
being..
where
at core
we
are peace
but our spiraling
arms and legs are Hurricane
Winds of both grace and Power
that belies the calm center
of the Hurricane WE..
when WE..
COME TO
balance with
the rest of Nature
AKA GOD and dance
free in balance with GOD
as one driving Force of
Peace and powerful
Winds of
Nature
as US!
So yes..!
in both poeTry and
Dance.. i have to move
on to many other places in
life to expand my human Seagull
potential in metaphor of Bach’s
Book about Jonathan Livingston
Seagull.. and i come back
to places to
share what
i learn.. to
be banished
from time to time..
but what makes me
different than most
is i’ve been to real
human hell and
nothing
can detour
me from greater
Light in Heaven as LIFE!
with all the contact of Love
that goes along with that
aLL NaturAlly too!
And Richard Bach
also writes a book named
‘ONE’ that is a similar real life
human and cultural potential
in REALIZED PROPHECY LIKE
HIS FIRST
BOOK ABOUT
THAT SUPER
SEAGULL
TOO..
imagining a place
where folks freely share their
talents and are rewarded for them
by merit of each and every human
with equal opportunity.. and realizing
that by the grace or curse of Nature we too could
be in the other person’s shoes of either darker
or lighter fences as
rule of Life..
And he suggests that
globally sport will replace
the need for aggression.. violence..
and wars against those viewed as
different and not pArt
of the country
of US
when US
THUS BECOMES
THE RULE OF WORLD
LOVE AND PEACE WHEN TRULY
SPORT BECOMES THE LOVE
OF A CONTACT
SPORT
FREE
WITH THE
REST OF THE
GLOBE AS US!
And Google and other
Online avenues provide
ways to share talent of ART!
The Truth is there are human
prophets who tune into more
and give future answers based
on the present observations of now..
There are humans who rise above the
constraints of others and serve humankind
to free humankind greater the way that
Nature as GOD will have human
be.. as what
might be
termed as
messengers
of GOD..
when truly
as free as
GOD iS
Nature
FREE!
and the LIGHT
IS LOVE.. A GIFT THAT
NOT ALL ANIMALS POSSESS
EQUALLY BUT AN INNATE ONE
IN HUMAN WHEN PRACTICED AS
AN ART OF LOVE
CAN AND WILL
OVERCOME
TREMENDOUS OBSTACLES
IN LIFE.. WHEN WE ALL BECOME
SUPER SEAGULLS IN ONE TEAM
OF HUMAN
LIFE
WITH THE
REST OF NATURE
AS GOD OF COURSE
IN BALANCE IN A REAL
LOVE AS
A
CONTACT
SPORT!

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Smiles.. my friend Leah.. i’ve truly never really been into
Christmas Cards.. only really symbols for my mother’s
actual relationships with people over the years..
online is much better than a card
any day for me..
in sharing so much
more than simple
platitudes of life..
yes.. all of online
is a card to me..
and a very
colorful
one at
that as
there is
always a place
to find another card
in another place online..
if the other cards go away..
which sure.. is sometimes the case…
i am happier than i’ve ever been before..
simply ’cause i have everything all in me now
i am today.. NOW.. theRe are no expectations
or limitations for me..
truly i am free
and self-sufficient
in happiness.. and have
myriads of ways to connect
to other human beings where
amazingly the once shut-in person
for 66 months is recognized as the
dancing guy by almost everyone in
a metro area of several hundred thousand
as yes.. when ya live in ‘Footloose’ town
in the Facebook age..
ya Face gets shared
much when ya
dare to dance
free for over 4600
miles in 28 months..
all places public now..
in fact.. the amount of
attention gets a little uncomfortable
now and then.. as truly it feels great
to dance.. and that is the reason i
do it.. as i connect to me and
Nature as GoD
and others only
if they care
to..
Social connections
for our primitive ancestors
are a way of life..
from birth..
where
survival
and cooperation
are way of life as ONE
Force of human Nature..
The industrial age.. and
The IT age brings the illusion
sometimes that we are independent
and in no need of the connection of others
now.. but as far as i can see.. that is the sickness
of the world now
moving away
from what
we are
evolved to be..
This is the right planet to me..
i became the wrong human being
to live here.. so i went to the Wrong
Planet for a while.. with other smartY
pants humans who fell lost in life
without clear social
roles and human
connections
becoming
words
and
equations
of human
mind
more
than feeling
human beings..
i didn’t understand
when younger that Love
was a muscle that must be
exercised to keep.. and surely
dance is a way.. that keeps me
in a full contact sport of Love now
my friend Leah.. i view everyone of
your emails as a Christmas and Birthday
card to me.. my friend.. as every now
is the birth of me
now anew
and never the
same as Another
Groundhog Aghogday
again.. i came to the Wrong
Planet on Thanksgiving day
November 26, 2010..
as science and
left as ART..
in the philosophy..
politics.. and religion
of Human Life.. science
is no longer enough for me..
as i find ART as the height of
human expresSinG Life for
now.. but sure.. every once
in a while i visit the
Wrong Planet
to see if there
is anything
new about
the Art of
Politics..
Religion
and Politics
to view.. and sadly
it is the same Aghogday
now that it was before.. only
difference really is i am no longer
Aghogday.. for the feminine Love
that is KATiE MiA in Art of Grace
of the dance of human has
been joined with
the Masculine
Peaceful ruler
of me that
is
Frederick..
i attempted to share
my Jonathan Livingston
Experience of True and LiGht
Human awakening at the Wrong
Planet.. and they are only interested
in science for the most part and that
is their will and not mine..
but my will now is
free in a relative
way.. and sadly
when ‘The
Walrus’.. who
is truly the one
responsible for
getting me banned
for a month.. insists
that he does not have..
and truly he does NOT..
as free will is relative
art and
not science
alone now
my friend..
i cannot
give that to him
or anyone else there..
they must earn it with
the blood.. sweat.. and
tears of awakening
human being..
that will be
their path..
their journey..
and never mine alone..
and truly i did feel like
Lucifer in Hell when i lived
on that Wrong Planet.. and
when ‘booka’ whatever her
name banned me..
it was truly
a temporary
ticket out of
what i truly
see as a metaphor
of restricted online
hell now.. and i am
the one who decided
to make it a permanent
vacation.. from hell for now
on.. in Staycation of Heaven that
is now for me.. you would think
that folks wouldn’t get mad
at the Devil for
changing into
an Angel.. of
TRUTHLIGHT NOW..
but when one
is in Hell
the Devils
look
like
Angels..
i still observe
Hell from above..
a couple of times a
month to see if anything
significant has changed
but the fire looks the
same..
and the
same is
truly what
hell means
to me.. as
Aghogday
is
then
but
will
never be
the sAME
for now..
my friend..
anyway.. i await
your next Birthday/
Card/Christmas
present/ as lines
of you my friend
here.. with no
expectations
but what
you care
to
give
when
and what
to send
of
you
to me..
you are the
gift.. and so is everyone
else to me.. sometimes the
gifts come and sometimes
they leave.. but i my friend
am giving that never
stops..
and that
is the pArt
of Human
ART
WitH
Relative
FREE WILL
i OWN
AS MY
OWN
HUMAN BEING NOW..
YES.. THE RELATIVE FREE WILL OF CHOICE
TO MAKE LOVE A CONTACT SPORT NOW!..:)..!
i have a hard time wishing anyone more
than a happy now.. so i extend
that wish
to you
now again..
for now.. my
Friend Leah..
from your
Friend..
KMF..;)

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Smiles.. my friend..
in a world of leaders..
most commonly to have
a desire for status and
power to lead.. means in
effect.. a loss of affect to
be filled by human Love
in sharing and giving
that Love
with other
humans..
the ones who
make the rules
will drain every ounce
of resources of where
power and status will
take them.. as they
fill a hole of soul
that can only
be truly
filled
as the
God of Nature
intends as human
Love.. no doubt
we need rule
makers
to establish
order in huge
populations or anarchy
and chaos will be the end
result of humans only evolving
still now.. to connect to 150 to 200
sets of eyes.. the entire planet is out
of balance.. and as far as God’s eYes
go God views the Earth as one living
creation of GOD..
the killing
of God’s home
for us.. expands
all across the globe..
with sure.. the US having
very dirty hands of
killing God’s
home in
balance of
us from
the origin
of the
natives
here in slaughtering
a kind way of Love
in Reverence of THe
Great Spirit of
GOD that
underlies
and is
aLL pArt
and whole
of Nature ONE..
the entire weight
of the balance of dark
as in favor of light for a
thriving home of us.. is
certainly a dark place
as the US.. but nah..
not much darker
than the
rest of
the
so-called
advanced world
of an Apex predator
that is only smart
enough
to destroy
the home
and fruit
of what
God gives
Human to
even
exist..
There is room for much
humility and subservience
to the God of Nature to get
back in Balance and the
Lighter GRACES OF
the GOD of NATURE..
and sure
nuclear bombs
will destroy all of
us.. in a world
War III..
but the
US answer
for that
is newer
advanced
nuclear
bombs
that are more effective
killing machines seriously
pointed directly at the
Middle East..
if the
big acts
of terrorism
in dirty bombs
come our way..
i hate it yes.. but
there is no Love
in Power and Status
as history shows over
and over..
i Love the
US for the
FREEDOM
the US gives
me.. as i depend
on God and
not
country
alone
to be
FREE..
and can do
that here.. and there
is zero i can do to bring
Love to Hearts.. Spirits..
and Souls.. who are the
leaders and rule makers
of the way things will
continue to go..
and sadly
it seems
much more
blood will shed
and even more sadly
it appears that it will
be the innocents from
your area of the world
who will suffer at the
greatest hands of power
and status.. as where there
is no Love.. there is no respect
for human life.. no matter what
cold
lips
say..
in microphones
of literal human
hell.. making the
rules and power
plays of
fear
and hate..
no matter what
country fear and
hate lives in it
destroys all
that is light
in
its
path..
it will do us all the best
if we pray for Peace and
Love and it will do the Middle
East as a whole even better if they
never ever.. do something like 9/11
to the Lion over here.. that is deficit
of
seeing
Love over there..
as whole.. and not just
limited to rogue
warriors
of Hell..
without even
noticing all the
Love that exists
over theRe.. human
iS Love.. when best
expresSinG.. but sadly
all stuff cultural rules
rarely
spells
Human Love..
as it is mostly
designed by
Logic
devoid
of LOVE..
It’s really sad to
have no real answers
but sometimes all one
can do is do the best
they can
with
what they
have.. it’s
what God
does
after
all
is
said
and done..
and sure.. my
philosophy too..
for now.. my friend.. Imran..:)

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Yes.. i get by with a ‘little help from my friends’..
and sure cosmic consciousness..
collective consciousness..
yes.. it’s in our DNA
and our ancestors
from the origin
of GOD beginning
never ending as well..
as ALL THAT IS.. AND
YES.. WITH A ‘LITTLE
HELP’ FROM I. T.
INFORMATION
TECHNOLOGY
TOO.. as at least..
now.. for folks who have
not sought and found a
way to aWake and liGht
up to their human potential
within.. there are glimpses on
Google in literal empirical ways..
for those who have not yet..
found the Truth
and Light
as it is
gifted
to human
WITHIN.. NOW..
JUST NOW.. LIGHT
AND TRUTH LIVES AS US!..
AS THE FORCE WE TRULY
CAN BE AS WISDOM AND LOVE
INCARNATE AS GOD’S CHILDREN NOW!..:)

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23 Responses to Love is a Contact Sport

  1. Guess you guys had some rain over there! Do you guys ever get snow as well? 🙂
    Hope you had a wonderful Christmas! Happy days ahead 🙂

    • HI Zee.. thanks so much for visiting with me today..
      and oh yes.. so much rain last week.. all
      clouds.. but yes.. finAlly
      Sun is peeking out today..
      and i am soon going to do
      a sand dance with the Sun
      to celebrate the Life Giving
      Sun that brightens
      all of our lives
      outside
      inside
      above
      so below
      and all around
      us.. and yes.. although
      snow is rare here.. it is
      magical and special to me..
      as it is rare here.. and in 1973..
      1977.. and 1993.. we get real
      Snow Storms.. and all
      are so magical
      to the
      Southern
      Florida always
      tanned boy that
      is me.. year ’round
      as i am a Green Life
      Sun Loving HeArt
      as LiGht..
      in this Paradise
      of Northwest Florida
      Sugar White beaches
      like Snow Year ’round
      in Emerald Green Gulf
      swaying sea oats.. and
      Seagulls golden Spiraling
      Around the Sun.. Rivers..
      Lush Forests.. Wild Life..
      the Hawks SonG as Spiral
      Around Sun and wildlife too..
      but i digress.. into beauty and
      although there is lack of Magical
      Snow.. God provides so much more
      of allthatis beauty here in Paradise my
      friend..
      and that last
      Snow Storm
      labeled by our Weather
      Channel as Thunder Snow
      with winds approaching 80 miles
      an hour on the Ides of March 13th
      1993.. some label as the Storm of

      https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/1993_Storm_of_the_Century

      Century.. and i’ll never forget the snow
      fall accumulating on fresh Pink Azalea
      Blooms.. and my wife etching “I Heart
      Fred” with the symbol of a Heart on
      the Hood of our Cavalier Car.. still
      freshly married we are at only
      three years then..
      my wife of course
      looking the same
      as she does now..
      never aging still
      at age 45 moving
      to age 46 now.. and i have
      that picture.. will find it and
      provide it here as well.. have used
      it before.. and will dig through several
      hundred posts to use it again.. smiles…
      anyway.. anything is possible in God’s
      Nature.. even a heavy snow on March
      13th.. in Paradise.. my friend..
      anyway.. thanks for inspiring
      that memory.. as what
      i find as best in life
      is the ability
      to be
      inspired
      more and
      more in Love
      of Life and ALLTHATIS
      AS GOD my friend NOW
      just NOW.. and sure sweet
      memories of the past are nice
      to recall in poetic ways and
      shares with other nice
      folks like
      you.. my friend
      Zee.. for now..:)

  2. https://lifeconfusions.wordpress.com/2015/12/29/photograph/

    Oh.. emotional pain.. same as physical pain in the brain..
    Oh Love.. Oh connection.. yes.. neurohormone
    of oxytocin social connection.. Serotonin trust
    rising.. comfort in Love’s
    eYes warms the
    human
    heARt
    expresSinG
    SpiRit human
    SoUl balanced
    as one with other
    flesh and blood being(s)..
    Oh.. yes.. emotional Pain..
    when flesh of other caring
    leaves.. oxytocin drops now
    along with Serotonin trust..
    the world becomes colder
    yet dopamine expands
    and the search moves
    on for another Light
    in the territory
    that is
    Life..
    First Loves are
    so sweet and
    so bitter when
    they go..
    even..
    second
    and third
    and so on Loves..
    and if we are reAlly
    fortunate that dopamine
    stimulator bRinGs us to
    a place of finding Oxytocin
    and Serotonin.. in our deepest
    Self.. the place of All of Nature
    and GOD as that is all that is
    that truly Lives as
    self when
    awakening
    as uS my friend..
    and sometimes it is this
    cloud of emotional pain
    that bRinGs the LiGhtest
    Love of ALL that is GOD
    Living
    Within
    as US..
    wheRe we become
    the Light of Love
    that no one can
    ever take
    away again..
    and is ours to
    give for more and more
    whether received or not
    from others more..
    Balance
    of LiGht
    is Love
    my friend.. Zee..:)

  3. http://gigoid.me/2015/12/29/if-a-then-b-c-is-odd-z-is-imaginary/

    A major feeling in my life is when human makes God Z
    as imaginary less that A through Z and all thatis as Nature..
    then human becomes less than human.. and sure this
    is the case from the first male
    genital mutilation practice..
    i giggled when i first googled
    the Gospel of Thomas where
    that Gnostic common sense
    Jesus says that this male
    genital mutilation practice
    is basically ridiculous
    and just another
    part of God
    Inherent as whole
    protection against
    the harsher elements
    of the Natural Environment.
    as us.. and GOD as WELL..
    For what i believe
    God iS
    as Mother Nature
    Truth and Light for NOW..
    some of the greaTest Godstians
    are Indians of all cultures past
    and present..
    and fairly many
    Atheists
    same..
    and Muslims
    at least are clued
    into that God IS ONE..
    above and beyond who
    believes that the syntax
    and semantics of this
    word or that
    word
    matches
    the essence of
    ALLTHATIS NOW
    SO sure.. i imagine
    Jesus.. Buddha.. Muhammad..
    probably the first Z guy Zoroaster
    are getting at the crux of the matter
    that yes God is REAL and GOD iS NOW
    but sure language differences warp
    the essence of Truth and Light
    here and theRE as humans
    are but a speck of dust
    of ALLTHATIS
    AKA
    GOD
    NOW AS
    NATURE TRUTH
    AND LIGHT AND
    SURE.. THE DARK AS WELL..
    SO.. i read your blog post here..
    as i am spinning around in the
    first real sunshine of a week..
    doing martial arts kicks
    sparring with my toes
    and privet bushes
    trimming leaves
    with speed
    of kick
    and
    toenails
    one.. and i think
    and feel oh so nice
    it is to be a human
    animal with
    Nature
    ONE
    as God
    AGAIN..
    God is no wimp..
    it should be evident
    in all of Nature and
    God’s Animal Kingdom
    ONE.. FERAL MALE CATS are among
    the friendliest of cats according to reputable
    Vets.. and sure there is a military metaphor
    here as well.. as working for the military for
    over two decades i can for sure say
    Feral men are the kindest loving
    unconditional men who have
    done war.. in the trenches
    where the color
    of blood
    is all
    the same..
    and sure i am the
    test for that as weak
    men picked fun at me..
    the weird unbalanced
    nerd autistic
    boy and
    man
    i was then..
    THEY always treated
    me like a human being
    no less than me.. as THEY were
    strong enough inside not to have
    bring the weaker among them down
    further and that is the truth.. as they
    were all shipmates.. woman and man
    black or white.. even the don’t ask
    don’t tell among them..
    were all one crew
    of one ship..
    but it was the struggle..
    the fight of life that made
    them the best Lovers of Life..
    not the pampered ways of smart
    phones.. that never fight back..
    we are human.. and until
    we establish our ability
    to stand our ground we all
    always be less loving than
    our potential offense and
    defense of
    Loving Best..
    Becoming the strongest
    quickest kicker has made me
    perhaps the most Loving of all
    the males around me where i live..
    the poetry comes from the dark as
    the weakness and pain leaves the
    human heart.. and Martial Heartist
    is what i am now.. as the strong and
    courageous tough pArts of Human
    make them the most
    Loving animal
    that can be..
    but domesticate
    us into worms and
    we will be no less than
    angry tamed wolves..
    there is the call of
    God that will always
    be the Call of the Wild
    and Free of the most Loving
    Animal that can be
    us when Wild
    Free and
    Kind
    in
    Courage
    as WE.. NOW..
    So sure.. Bruce Lee
    is the closest human
    to Jesus i know..
    he will walk
    a way
    from a fight
    when necessary
    but he will F in turn over
    a money changer table
    in a heart beat.. when
    necessary.. and sure
    he knows that those
    who live by the
    sword will
    die by
    the sword
    but some things
    life like the Call
    of the Wild in God’s
    Nature of Freedom
    are worth dying for
    then and now..
    but sure
    until folks
    like me and Yellow
    Boy have truly tasted the
    Call of the Wild.. they have
    never even lived at all.. the
    Devil is truly Domesticated
    man.. and the Angel
    is the Wild
    Wolf Call
    of the
    Wild that still
    lives in the KIND
    OF
    US
    WITH GOD AS
    THE MOST NOBLE
    WOLF OF ALLTHATIS..
    i AM THE BEAST..
    AND WILL
    NEVER BE
    ASHAMED
    TO BE THE
    BEAST THAT
    GOD
    MAKES
    ME WILD
    AND FREE
    AND LOVING SAME..
    AND I CAN F IN PROVE
    THE BEFORE AND AFTER
    OF THE DEVIL WEAK
    AND THE
    ANGEL
    STRONG
    AFTER THE
    PAIN OF WEAK
    GOES
    AWAY
    AND
    i
    come AGAIN..
    aLive Human Being
    God’s child i am NOW..
    Martial HeARtist FREE.. A BEAST..:)

  4. gigoid says:

    Yo, Dancer….

    *tired smile*

    Just finished, tired eyes…. It’s all still swirling in there, so, for now, my initial response is this, which I found just before starting to finish this post, while putting together the final old-school pearl for the last section tomorrow…(Serendipity strikes again!….). It’s a piece of advice on how to live, the answer to which YOU found along your journey, and now share with everyone through dancing, and spreading the joy you feel…. Playing Love as a Contact Sport…

    “Be what you is, ’cause if you is what you ain’t, then you ain’t what you is.”~~ Satchel Paige

    Brother, you is what you is….. Love in motion…

    Gonna let the rest percolate a while….

    Cya

    Piece and Love, brother & sister

    gigoid

    • HI gigoid..
      Thanks for stopping by..
      another busy day of dancing
      in all the stores.. celebrating
      my 600th dancing event in
      28 months now for an
      average distance
      of 7.7 miles.. totaling
      4635 miles.. and yes..
      i love to celebrate milestones
      and will be doing my third
      year annual review
      of my E-World and
      Real World adventures
      for coming New Year’s
      Eve.. as it is the one
      day i stay in and
      Review the past
      year from beginning
      to end.. to see we’re
      i’ve been and where i
      continue to go Different
      in CELEBRATION OF
      AXIOM #2 CHANGE AS
      WELL.. i am pleased as punch
      that many of the age old stereotypes
      of my youth about older that i thought for sure will apply
      to me.. DO NOT.. after watching Father Vegetating
      after his all consuming effort of Law Enforcement
      in Leon County Florida for 46 years there.. mostly
      watching TV.. scratching Lottery Tickets in hopes
      of beating his Rich Brother in the game of
      collecting money.. but mostly what
      i for one see of him is sitting in
      that same chair.. with
      nary a word to
      say to anyone
      and that’s okay
      as he probably is the
      one.. along
      with his eccentric
      Father/X-Catholic Priest who gives
      me the Asperger’s Genes.. of difficulty
      in doing the appropriate Reciprocal
      Communication stuff like small
      talk.. i do long talk..
      and he did
      almost
      no talk
      at all.. in FACT..
      HIS IDENTICAL
      TWIN BROTHER NEVER
      SAID ONE WORD TO MY
      MOTHER THE ENTIRE TIME
      MY MOTHER WAS MARRIED
      TO MY FATHER FOR AROUND
      THREE YEARS.. and after the
      marriage my father basically
      never talked to my mother
      until he said.. you need
      to get a job to
      bring more money
      in and she balked
      at that ’cause she
      had the belief that children
      need at least one parent at
      home all the time.. and yes.. i got
      that to 3.. and without that .. chances
      are i would never be the ‘Angel Empath’
      i am today.. as that part comes from my
      Mother.. and nah.. not my Father..
      at least not in expresSinG it
      with other folks as his
      Mother was fairly
      cold as a
      18 year old
      first mother not
      ready for Mother duties..
      passing most of the duties
      onto her parents.. as is often
      the case.. anyway.. when Mothers
      become Mothers before they fully
      emotionally mature.. as human
      being.. yes.. sometimes
      stuff gets stunted
      in use or lose
      terms.. or
      innate issues..
      but anyway.. a Mother’s
      Love is paramount to who i
      still am today.. if raised by my
      Father.. i might have never developed
      much of an expresSinG SpiRit with other
      folks.. but Lord knows my father rarely
      expressed any anxiety or fear..
      and that was the part
      i wanted so bad to
      learn from him..
      but i had to become
      my own Father.. so late
      in life to learn the fearless
      pArt of Life for now.. but it
      it sure is nice to have both
      Love and Fearless.. and that
      is a very powerful human equation
      to have good years in review.. in expanding
      Human potential.. and that is what i do here..
      attempt to push the limits of my Human Being..
      document and record how i do it.. in empirical means
      of both science and art.. and share it freely for anyone
      to gain any spark to help them on their way iN Developing
      and expanding their human potential as well.. Thanks GOD..
      i no longer work for ‘THE MAN’.. AS GOD OF NATURE IS
      A MUCH BETTER
      EEO EMPLOYER.. YES
      THE BEST BOSS OF ALL
      NOW JUST NOW AS FREE!..:)

  5. Well.. it’s true.. it no longer takes a Full Moon..
    And oh.. behind.. on providing the faster links
    here.. for my latest blog post titled “Love is
    a Contact Sport”.. coming next.. and
    really might like to call the next
    post.. ‘Beast of GOD’..
    Butt.. it’s time for
    my annual END
    NOW of the Year..
    “KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
    2015 A Year in Review”..
    a three year annual blog
    tradition.. as a rule now..
    posting every December
    31st.. since 2013.. when
    i first come out of Human
    Hell that year.. around the
    22nd of July 2013.. so yeah..
    I’ll Stick with that yearly
    tradition and perhaps
    add in some beastie
    stuff too.. as
    usual
    heHE..
    butt anyway..
    more fun stuff coming
    Soon to a Facebook Theater
    here.. and no that really
    does not look like a
    Katie Mia.. in ‘that
    photo(s)’ but yes..
    even the
    hairiest
    beast(s)
    with fangs..
    namely wolves..
    have a soft nuturing
    side too.. when left Wild
    And Free as God Will Have
    Wolves without the Devil
    of Domesticated Human
    Culture to screw things
    all out of Balance
    for the Call
    of the Wild
    AKA NOW
    THE CALL OF GOD..
    FREE AS GOD IS
    AND WE TOO..
    WHEN WE
    BECOME
    NEO AND
    ESCAPE THE
    MATRIX NOW OF
    ALL THE ILLUSIONS
    OF HUMAN CULTURES..
    AWAY FROM MOTHER NATURE
    TRUTH AND LIGHT IN ALL INNATE
    INSTINCTUAL AND INTUITIVE WISDOM
    AND YES NOW.. TOUGH UNCONDITIONAL
    PASSIONATE.. COURAGEOUS LOVE NOW..:)

  6. Yes.. even wolves on the night
    smile.. with white
    fang..wink emoticon
    And no.. THAT iS
    not White Fang..
    that is Katrina..wink emoticon

    Reference more of
    “Jack London”
    and his
    literary
    achievements
    in ways of half
    domesticated
    dogs
    and wolves
    WitH Calls of
    THE
    WiLdin’!ONE!NOW!..:)

  7. From Dancing Facebook Friend
    Sherri’ Page.. of my ‘Club 2001’ Disco
    Dancing years of
    the 80’s..
    Madonna..
    George Michael
    and etc.. etc.. etc..
    i say..

    Young people..
    have no idea how
    hard life was
    without
    YouTube..
    it would
    have been
    so great to have it then..
    but still so great and
    even better to have it
    now.. as i for one
    can appreciate
    unlimited access
    to almost all the
    music ever
    made
    in recorded
    human music history!..:)

    Sherri says..

    You and my hubby would agree
    on this…..LOL….He is a
    music freak!!…LOL

    i say..

    Yeah.. i use almost every bit and byte..
    of that 15 GB’s of data on my Smart Phone
    for mostly listening to YouTube..smile emoticon

    Sherri says..

    Rock on ….LOL

    i say..

    smile emoticon
    exclamation point..;)

  8. SMiLes gigoid..

    Relative Reality i Learn..

    And i Love Google.. as for all the
    690 Blog Posts in total i have made..
    including before i come to Word Press..
    back when i start with Blogger March 2013
    Google is a great way to insure that creative
    titles generated from within.. are originally new..
    in Relative Reality of course too.. as truly there is
    even in science a determination of genetic memory
    as real.. and truly science knows not how deep that
    goes.. but yes.. there is plenty of places in so-called
    Junk DNA for Nature AKA GOD to put it as nows go
    on for now and now nowmoreeverforevermorenow..
    and that is one of my favorite 25 letter words to
    be now just now in now.. and sadly.. speaking
    of modern Christianity THAT IS about as far
    away from the words of the original
    reported gnostic Jesus than can
    be.. in recitation of John
    3:16 in THAT is
    the end story
    of what
    one
    does to
    go somewhere
    great when one hits
    the dirt nap.. and i can
    only imagine that if Jesus
    is alive today.. at least in
    metaphors like this
    he will be
    rolling his
    eyes in infinity
    now.. of yes.. there
    is a sucker born every
    day.. and a snake oil
    salesman directing
    that way..
    as of
    course if one
    is gonna make
    a person accept
    a tough job that
    really sucks they
    are gonna promise
    them at least a reasonable
    reward at the end of the work
    day.. and for the early Roman
    underlings of that empire that
    day was a life of poor and
    suffering.. while even
    in the New
    Testament in
    Luke 17:21 words
    say the Kingdom
    of God/Heaven is
    here now
    within
    inside
    outside
    above
    so below
    and all around
    just now.. and then
    Jesus goes on to say
    that in heaven there will
    be no marriages
    and we all be
    like friends
    as Love..
    yes there
    is some paraphrasing
    going on here.. but yes
    in every gospel there
    is some paraphrasing
    going on there too..
    so why not keep
    the paraphrasing
    going as the
    essence of
    the syntax
    and semantics
    is what counts
    so we continue
    to paraphrase
    to get that
    through
    to all
    the views
    that see a different
    color of the Rainbow
    of Reality now.. in yes..
    a relative way of different
    in each Unique Human
    Universe that is reality
    now.. yes.. as Kinsey
    studies clearly show
    some humans
    are monogamous
    and some are not..
    more than likely Jesus
    in real life.. made his rounds
    in the house of the friendly women
    spreading peace as it made a living
    but yes.. more than likely better
    ways to do it.. but there
    was no E-search
    for jobs
    then..
    Each human one
    flavor of an iridescent
    reality that colors multi-Universe
    perceptors as human beings and
    all other sentient beings that filter
    reality through tHeir different lenses
    some brighter and other duller filaments
    of bulbs.. growing even brighter as learning
    how to sail the ocean of their Universe smooth
    comes to fruition greater and greater with a sweeter
    fruit of life.. we live in a world where the philosophers
    as the sages of the ages.. are on the furthest back burner
    now.. where the female butt truly is the sage of the new age..
    easily seen in pop-culture now.. where ‘the Kardashian’ rules
    from the rear instead of head.. and should that be surprising..
    no.. not really.. as humans become more like machines
    as cogs of a machine.. and the sign of fertility is a sure
    way back.. to real human being at core
    of what we are as surviving animals
    and one sees this in modern
    music as well.. as it is
    becoming more and
    more like a rather
    simple driving
    beat around
    drums of
    the midnight
    fire in eyes of
    naked so-called
    savages dancing wildLY
    around the fire raising tHeir
    mindful awareness higher and
    higher until they feel the oneness
    non-separable form from the rest of
    Nature.. escaping any illusion
    of human memories of
    past and future
    worries
    and are
    for all
    practical intents
    and purposes free
    eYes of God once more..
    and here is where i see
    perhaps the real Jesus
    and one or more of his
    ‘friends’ in an ‘orgy’
    with so-called
    ‘prostitute’
    women
    then..
    free as
    non-
    married
    humans
    can be..
    truly not
    likely that
    Jesus was a
    monogamous
    leaning man
    if he suggested
    there will be no marriage in
    heaven.. nor was Muhammad
    of course.. as his idea of heaven
    per his revelation of God in human
    Nature.. was a place where women
    never aged and erectile dysfunction
    never came.. as an oxymoron if
    you will.. with wInks..
    i’ve always been
    monogamous
    through my
    life but
    sure
    aren’t
    most
    weak
    men
    monogamous..
    and afraid their
    wives will leave for
    stronger men.. sure that
    is nature.. more than culture
    as far as i see.. Jesus.. obviously
    super confident for a man and
    Muhammad too.. neither
    seeing the need for
    just one
    wife
    forevermore..
    and we all know
    about the 7 year
    itch anyway..
    the only
    way
    marriages
    truly last is if
    there are best
    friends who fill
    the deficits in opposites
    attracts of what the other
    is not as good at doing..
    my wife doesn’t dance..
    or write poetry.. and
    she does everything
    else.. all i do is
    dance.. write
    poetry.. and
    sing.. so
    here’s
    a pair
    that keeps on working
    one on one and enough
    as that.. at this point
    you may be asking
    hmm.. oh my God
    is he gonna
    write
    53K words
    and truly i could
    but you see my friend
    to describe the relative
    reality i continue to learn
    is an infinite reality with
    no top or bottom.. end
    or beginning it truly
    is a room with
    no ceiling
    and if there
    is a real bible
    for God it will
    be a never
    ending
    story
    my
    friend
    as the real
    relative that is
    GOD as never
    ending story
    2..
    but for
    now..
    i’ll stick
    with “SonG
    oF mY SoUL”
    for the title
    of my
    3 million
    or so word
    bible.. wheRe
    it is all just
    relative
    reality
    of
    God
    in
    my
    eYes..
    of
    GOD..
    friend..
    and yes
    it keeps
    on going
    with no end
    on-site until
    my words no
    longer come..
    and the truth
    is we are all the
    word(s) of God
    as flesh
    from
    head to
    toe and more
    and more than
    words.. so much
    more than words..
    my
    friend..
    Seriously.. if Jesus really
    came back the only place
    he would be comfortable to
    spread all his good news
    would be the house of
    an Atheist.. who
    never judges
    anyone
    as
    less
    than
    the other..
    but again.. as long
    as we are human.. human
    WiLL.. will reflect different relative
    realities with different eYes of
    God.. so there will be
    infinite Jesus’
    Judas’
    and Pilate’s
    and original
    Jews.. just
    different semantics..
    syntax.. and other cultural
    clothing.. as the iridescent
    human continues to color
    the eYes of GOD whole
    as the beautiful
    fractals
    of diversity
    i know and
    feel for now..
    all the answers
    are relative as reality
    is now through all the
    colors of human being
    that paint
    our
    eYes
    now.. dark
    and Light
    where
    each
    eye
    pair or one
    is an Earth
    a Sun.. a Galaxy
    a Universe a Fractal
    of ALLTHATIS as GOD..
    And all i know and feel now
    for me.. my friend.. tHis.. now
    the best of time now for any creature
    anywhere in any place in the Universe
    who is free now.. in this little corner
    of Paradise
    for me..
    and yes
    by now..
    you likely
    know now
    the theme
    song for this verse
    of the bible of me..
    And my verses are
    never numbered
    sequentially..
    total numbers
    of words will
    do for numbers
    of me.. my friend..
    And your bible here is
    one of my favorites yet..
    as my interest is colored
    by number of words that do come
    when i enter into the house of
    inspiration of
    the bible
    of another
    blog my friend..
    or sure just another
    SonG oF mY soUL..
    but others titled
    are
    surely
    cooler than
    mine.. if not
    as long.. hehe..
    i am a traveling
    blog and bible
    kinda like the
    Book of Eli
    and Denzel
    Washington
    with shades
    and martial arts
    to protect his book..
    except mine comes
    from collective unconsciousness
    aka Cosmic Consciousness.. et al..
    and never from pages.. alone my friend..
    but you know and feel.. when i first walked
    in Walmart and saw the cover of that
    movie.. seriously.. and i do
    mean literally in the
    way God speaks
    to me..
    long before
    i was a martial
    artist or saw
    the movie..
    God told
    me that
    would
    be me
    in some
    synchronicity-
    like way.. so in a way
    empirically in all the school
    logic i have been taught from
    the beginning.. fiction is not
    nearly as strange
    as reality
    my
    friend..
    as truly
    it doesn’t
    have to make
    sense.. but perhaps
    the strangest thing of
    all is.. it makes perfect
    sense to me now.. but
    i’m not sure i will ever
    give justice to that
    larger reality
    of God
    in words
    my friend..
    it will likely take
    a real life Spock
    to mind meld with
    me to see that too..
    and perhaps
    that person
    lives
    as well..
    as the half-breed
    Vulcan i truly am
    my
    friend..
    in the episode
    of StarTrek never written
    until now.. wInks.. again..
    Humans are truly magic
    when they learn
    how to use
    that
    relative
    magic that
    is reality now..
    to Master it is
    a job of Infinity
    nowoneforevermoreverforonenow..28..
    InFiNitY
    Standing
    TaLL..
    And oh by the
    way.. if you ever
    see the Movie
    ‘Lucy’.. enjoy
    the view..
    “prepare
    ye a way”..
    “so let it be
    written.. so let
    it be dOne”..
    as elders of
    a gentle race
    come together
    to tale the story
    of a pilot who leaves
    no trace.. yellow streams
    of Kashmir liGht.. of India
    and Pakistan.. under the
    Summer Moon.. will
    come
    again…..
    paraphrased
    from Led Zeppelin
    on the last one.. my friend..
    what most people don’t understand
    is every creature in the entire worlds tales
    the story of GOD.. and we are ALL prophets/
    MESSENGERS of Nature as God WiLL
    tale the story OF NOW
    NOW
    with
    us
    NOW..
    to exclude any
    prophet/MESSENGER
    is not to have the MUCH
    LARGER
    story
    of
    GOD..
    i was born without
    the filter to exclude.. my friend..
    like Lady Gaga.. one of my favorite
    prophets of the same old New
    age says.. in
    ‘Born
    this Way’..
    yeah.. that’s
    the same song
    for this verse.. i’ll
    use now.. with ‘Kashmir’
    coming in second.. and
    the “Best of Times”
    by Styx
    coming
    in third..
    wait! a little
    voice with
    no name in
    my head says
    change course and use Kashmir
    and i say.. Okay Boss..
    my Pilot
    with
    no name..
    that leaves
    no trace but
    ‘tHis’.. my friend..
    the only thing special
    about me.. friend.. is.. i listen
    to everyone with equal LOVE..
    and perhaps that is the greaTest
    Human Super Power of ALL.. and
    yes.. i for one.. am 100% sure it is..
    but the coolest thing of all is God
    came and visited me in 2010
    under a shed..
    in the form
    of a Yellow
    Cat.. i learned
    the most from
    him.. but first
    he saved
    my
    heArt..
    my best
    friend.. yes..
    my heArt.. now
    as WHOLEnONE..
    in other words it
    will not
    stop
    groWinG..
    kinda like
    a tSUNaMi..
    after a meteor
    makes the gulf
    and human being..
    spreading n0w like a
    nice human(s) virus online..;)

  9. Oh ‘these’ Facebook vanity quizzes
    are great conversation pieces.. so
    i share one on my page.. and

    Rafiah says..

    Fancy cars, exotic holiday destination,
    a fat bank account and love of your life…
    yummm grin emoticon

    i say..

    Smiles.. i wonder what you
    will get..wink emoticon

    Rafiah says..

    Me too. smile emoticon

    i say..

    i already know..wink emoticon

    So now off to see the results
    of Rafiahs’ page.. before
    i made the comment
    ‘i already know’..;)

    i say..

    See.. you are really fortunate..
    As that is all that is truly important.. Love..
    And special people to Love.. And beautiful
    life discoveries.. Of course.. As well..smile emoticon

    Rafiah says..

    you are all that; lovely, special
    and beautiful life discovery.

    I was thinking earlier about what
    made my 2015 special and
    I thought about you.

    i say..

    Oh.. You are so sweet..
    You bring a tear to my eye..:”)..
    And of course i feel the same about you..
    My dear treasure of my friend.. Rafiah..
    There are no doubts iN Allah’s
    Love..smile emoticon!

    Rafiah says..

    *jogs for an hour*
    *wants to eat gajreela later* unsure emoticon

    i say..

    (after Googling ‘gajreela’)

    It’s great you are jogging.. Rafiah..
    and hey.. at least carrots are
    good for you and will help you
    see better.. as ‘they’ say..
    at least you don’t
    want to eat a
    whole bowl of
    chocolate.. and i just
    eat several pieces of
    fudge.. coconut.. and
    caramel Christmas treats
    and now i must work-out
    about three hours and
    go to my niece’s
    wedding..
    so enjoy
    your after run high
    with or without a carrot desert!..
    and speaking of scary movies.. my
    niece use to see Gargoyles when
    she was little.. enter into her home
    and one time one left a Gargoyle
    print on the bathroom
    mirror that her
    mother verified
    too.. and then
    they moved
    out of that home..
    and no more Gargoyles
    as far as i know for now..
    and she is expecting a baby
    instead..wink emoticon

    Rafiah says..

    Nani is coming home. Can not think of a better
    way to spend new year’s eve other than being among
    such loyal relations. ‪#‎Gramsarebestthingintheworld‬

    i say..

    That is so great! Glad you will see your Grandmother tonight..
    and Hope you have a wonderful New Year’s Eve with family..
    no dance for me again.. on this Thursday Night.. honoring
    the Year and the Now New with writing and thoughts and
    feelings of Kind family.. and friends like you as well..
    my friend Rafiah..:)

  10. http://decodinghappyness.com/2015/12/31/make-me-your-story/

    Lovely poem of course Himali..
    and Lovely Beach for two..
    that reminds me so much
    of the Beaches here in
    the Northern Panhandle
    of Florida.. particularly
    around what is named
    as the San Destin
    area as the water
    is so shallow that
    it almost always
    Glows an Emerald
    Green Color as pictured
    in this photo.. and all the
    sands of the beaches here
    are Sugar White.. but sadly
    most of our dunes washed
    away by Hurricanes in the
    mid 2000’s.. but still standing
    in the San Destin area.. with
    so many graceful sea oats swaying
    in the Gulf Breeze.. and the night often
    even without moonlight and stars glows
    in calm surf shores.. truly a magical way with
    diatoms like fireflies of the sea.. so dreamy..:)

  11. Yin
    and
    Yang
    of White
    Kitties.. and
    Black Puppies..:)

    Now ‘this Profile Facebook Status Pic’..
    is just a little more complicated.. this is
    my Grand Niece.. Antaya Jennings.. now
    Antaya Wallace and her husband..
    Airion (such a cool name).. per
    marriage ceremony ‘tonight’.. and she is pregnant
    with my Great niece or nephew.. gender not yet
    determined.. and what that means is.. she is Katrina’s
    Sister’s Daughter’s Daughter who is fixing to have another
    Son or Daughter.. but anyway..
    the Wedding was lovely with
    great food too! at the reception..:)

  12. https://omabdalrahmaan.wordpress.com/2015/12/30/happy-new-year/

    In the country i am
    from.. yes.. in Fredland..
    ‘we’ have a tradition of
    New Year’s gifts to good
    friends.. so a short story
    for you.. perhaps i told
    it before.. but it always
    changes as Allah’s eyes
    too.. in all we see and
    feel around us.. Allah
    always new..
    with us
    to
    atom
    by atom
    second by
    second all
    moving.. connecting
    creating.. anew no cloud
    the same.. no snow flake
    or human finger print..
    All News iS Now my
    friend.. and no
    atom too
    small
    to
    be
    the good
    of Change..
    i was gonna tale another
    story but i am not in
    charge
    alone
    ALLONE
    iS Allah
    with me..
    and you too
    of course.. my
    good friend SOHEIR..:)

    Well.. you are certainly welcome..
    my Sister SOHEIR..
    glad i brought
    humor and
    laughs to you
    with smiles of
    course too.. and
    so sorry about your
    husband’s passing..
    i noticed your
    poem in your
    language on
    your other blog
    said “i miss him”..
    and my intuition
    then told me
    your husband
    had passed
    away.. but i couldn’t
    read your language to
    make sure.. and didn’t
    think it appropriate to
    ask.. but i’m glad you
    mentioned it so
    i can express
    my feeling
    for you
    in that
    regard my friend.. Bless you.. Love..:)

  13. From Ashe Friend’s Facebook Page..

    We are notes in this beautiful concert
    of existence. If we don’t play ourselves, nobody will.

    i say..

    Keep playing Ashe.. Softer and Louder..
    ExpresSinG more and more of the SonG that is you..
    In concert with others or not.. it is the play that SinGs you..:)

    Sidenote begins..

    Ashe is at least a budding poet
    whether she knows it or not..
    smiles.. and sure she
    is definitely doing
    the Asperger
    flavory
    thingie..
    whether diagnosed
    or not with a so-called
    disorder that is truly not
    a disorder at all as long as
    one can find a niche that fills
    unique.. and seriously if not
    for chronic never ending
    social stress at
    work.. i
    would
    have never
    fell to truly disabling
    effects of chronic stress
    associated disorders that
    are labeled as autoimmune
    disorders.. that is truly the body’s
    message to get out of life threatening
    stress.. in other words.. it is the body
    screaming save me now
    you stupid
    mind..
    and truly the mind
    is stupid as far as the reasoning
    ability goes to keep on going
    when the body says no..
    and that is what literally
    almost kills me when
    i start to believe the
    fallacies of
    what the
    system
    known
    as culture
    that can be
    the paths of illusory
    ways of being so far
    passing what we are evolved
    as.. as human being in moving
    connecting and creating ways
    of being.. this autism stuff
    that i was diagnosed with
    as a disorder at least
    for this form
    of what
    i am as
    human being..
    becomes a disorder
    as we empaths like Ashe
    and i who take it all in and i
    do mean feeling to the point where
    we cannot separate the rest
    of the world and all its
    pain and suffering
    from us..
    do exactly
    that in a world that
    has truly gone both colder
    and insaner away from what
    it even means to be human being..
    To be an empath is to be a giver..
    the taking is so easy.. as at
    least for me.. i feel
    the other person
    through
    and
    through..
    the pain.. the sorrow
    and yes.. perhaps i am
    A best lover as i feel the
    pleasure too.. and most every
    woman i have been with talks
    more about the way my hands
    feel.. than any other part
    of me.. but i suppose
    those hands
    have
    become
    words too.. and
    of course the smiling
    eyes now covered with
    shades.. while some men
    go along in their life wondering
    how much pleasure they can get
    in one night stands with women..
    i already feel their pleasure
    just from their female
    eyes..
    is all it takes
    for me.. to arouse
    my all natural human
    love.. as quite frankly i
    am not just a Pen
    or is
    i am an
    entire
    Pen
    and IS..
    to put it tactfully
    i am more than
    a frigging
    tool..
    Love is feeling
    the pleasure of others
    same.. as well as pain..
    and knoWinG and FEELING
    THERE ARE NO LIMITS TO
    FEEL AND FILL THAT LOVE
    HIGHER AND HIGHER WITH
    NO LIMITATIONS OR EXPECTATIONS
    BUT unless one is truly a human empath
    also known as metaphorical Angel one will
    not understand this.. and will also not understand
    that as all Messengers and Prophets of God as
    Metaphor who are truly empaths as
    well as Angel metaphors..
    when i say Jesus goes
    to the home of
    Peace giving
    women..
    and has
    an orgy
    with the prostitutes
    of women.. it is the
    prostitution of Love
    that is an Orgy
    of Love..
    that is the
    giving of Love..
    that may just be
    a communion of souls
    around a fire at night.. perhaps
    it is cold and not unlike a group
    of monkeys at a zoo.. they can
    gain comfort from
    the primate
    touch that is Love
    of Warmth of Giving..
    no.. it is not men who are
    taught that their penises are
    all they are as connectors to
    the opposite sex.. it is men who
    feel the pleasure of the opposite
    sex.. in all its intricate emotional
    sensory and sensual ways..
    carefully watered
    and grown..
    yes.. higher
    and higher
    as Loving
    humans can go..
    anyway.. i got your
    attention if you got this
    far with the words Jesus
    Prostitute and Orgy in the
    same verse of ‘my bible’
    but yes.. when i use
    quotes it is a
    metaphor alert..
    and in this case one that
    requires much additional
    reading to find the meaning..
    i am a ‘sexual organ’ from head
    to toe.. but no.. not the Bill Clinton
    Definition of Sex.. the Life giving
    Sex that truly separates humans
    and Bonobos.. from most all
    other primates.. as
    peaceful Loving
    creatures
    when they
    move.. connect
    and create.. in Loving
    Touching ways harmoniously
    together brinGinG each other
    into an orgasm of Life
    that never
    ends..
    and then the
    child is the prize
    of the village
    instead
    of the competition
    of one man or woman…
    and in my case the child
    of me is my Dance and Poetry
    and yes my kind of Sex is not
    the Penis and Vagina kind
    i appreciate the
    most.. mY kind
    of sex is
    in worshipping
    the other human
    being as part
    of GoD
    the same..
    and sure i Love women..
    all shapes and sizes..
    shades of tan
    and colors
    of hair..
    each unique
    soul.. beyond
    the flesh of being
    but never the less
    the flesh
    as well..
    as living now..
    to be touched in
    more ways with
    hands
    that
    give in
    ways of heArt..
    of spiRit.. of soUl
    of being now.. just now..
    the Bill Clinton Def. of Sex
    is for procreation but Human
    Sex is for a life that is an orgasm
    of joy.. a better way for me
    to describe Sex..
    is what attracts
    us enough to each
    other so we
    do not
    freeze to
    death
    on a cold
    Winter day..
    sadly today.. if
    humans faced freezing
    weather with no clothes
    they would freeze to death
    in fear of Penis and Vagina
    getting
    too close…
    yes.. there is
    so much more to
    a Penis and a Vagina
    than a Vagina and a Penis..
    there is the ocean now always..
    behind
    the ships
    that sail the
    human being..:)

    Sidenote
    ends
    in this
    verse
    of the
    SonG oF
    mY SoUL..

    Footnote now of feat of feet..;)

    So yeah.. when i go to a dance hall..
    sure me at 55.. happily married
    and not concerned at all with
    what is described as the
    Bill Def. of Sex..
    and the
    so-called
    young studs
    are talking about
    railing women..
    i will bring
    the young
    ladies
    higher..
    at least
    some of them..
    with my dance
    than they can
    ever imagine
    with just
    6 inches
    or so
    of
    the rest of
    their potential
    6 foot or so
    Pen
    of
    IS..
    there are more ways to
    squeal with delight
    than
    a moan
    of domination..
    and sure not only
    is there dance..
    theRe is
    poetry
    too..
    wheRe words
    become the
    dance of
    the SoUL
    of mY SonG..
    i have no small goals
    and truly no goals at all..
    my way now in life is to bring
    my definition of sex in pleasure
    to ‘all the women in the entire world’..
    as i wanna be the gift that even keeps
    giving
    long
    after
    this 6 feet
    of Universe i occupy
    stays after i leave in
    unconditional and
    yes passionate
    giving love
    that
    lasts
    much longer
    than ‘viagra’ will
    never know..
    or
    feel..
    he
    He..
    in other words
    women have been
    put down for 10 to
    12 thousand
    years..
    pArt
    of my
    mission
    from GOD
    is to continue
    to help iN lifting them up..
    And no.. i don’t need any
    Viagra.. not even
    a fleshy
    tool..;)

    1 Footnote ends..
    2 beings..

    And trust me so-called
    patriarchal leaning
    men.. who call
    themselves
    Christians
    or Muslims
    if you really
    believe that either
    Jesus.. Muhammad..
    or God approves
    with the way
    ‘you’ dominate
    and subjugate
    women to
    forced
    marriages
    and sex
    and
    raping female
    slaves or whatever
    sickness that arrives
    from the time male empaths
    who honor women
    arrive on
    this earth..
    and you really
    think that you
    pay a price
    for sin
    to God..
    the
    greatest
    Sin is to opress
    the relative free
    natural God Given
    will of another
    human
    being..
    and for those
    who force women
    to be their
    property
    and or
    slaves which
    is the same
    dam thing..
    sure.. you
    will answer
    to the God of
    Nature in how
    God takes ‘care’
    of those humans
    who get out of
    balance in God’s
    Natural ways of being now..
    and that answer will be
    God’s alone ALLONE..
    then and
    now..
    with ‘you’…

    2 ends…

  14. http://gigoid.me/2015/12/31/after-adding-penalties-its-free/

    Be..

    The greatest thing about the essence
    is it does not have to be reincarnated
    as it is already carnated as floWer of
    DArk and
    LiGht of
    Truth..
    DArk then
    LiGht.. then
    moving or dancing
    then sound or song..
    As above so below
    wE continue
    to SinG..
    and as
    now will have it
    words of Lao Tzu
    speak Jesus now
    then gnostic
    ’59 Thomas
    version
    from the
    dead
    ‘see’
    ‘two’…
    para
    phraSinG
    sAMe.. Now..
    There are Those who fear the dArk
    and Others who are cynical of liGht..
    never realiZinG i am paraphraSinG
    Plato on that one
    until now..
    thanks
    to the
    direct Quote
    from you.. but
    sure he probably
    paraphrased that
    from Socrates but
    like Jesus we have
    no actual quotes from him..
    Essence requires no faith
    Faith is better eMotion in
    Believing
    in the
    Smart
    Be
    that
    IS..
    And the more one understands
    of that Smart Be that is ALL the more
    one appreciates the SonG Be SinGs.. NOW
    wheRe Hope and Trust become OnE and
    sAMe as equal emoTioNs of Belief iN
    NOW..
    i believe in
    the Be of Now
    with All my heARt
    SoUL and SpiRit as
    Force with ONE BE
    i be
    i am.. Now..
    My God i can
    prove without a doubt
    with finger prints of
    a SonG that iS tHe
    HeARt and SpiRit
    of
    soUL
    BE.. NOW.
    both smARt
    and FEELING
    LiVE
    NOW
    wHere aLL
    nows be
    NEW
    NOWS
    NOW..:)

    Yes.. i am the
    adult version
    of Dr. Suess..;)

    Happy New NOW
    and may now
    always
    be
    God2
    you..
    friend
    gigoid..

    God is what
    we make now
    end and
    beginning
    of story

    Be..:)

    Smiles.. well.. not officially..
    penniewoodfall.. my friend..
    considering i had to Google
    the ‘précis style’.. i’m kind of a
    complicated parrot
    as more than
    likely.. as
    a Hyperlexic
    child.. not putting
    words together
    until age 4..
    later diagnosed
    on the Autism Spectrum
    in middle age.. iN whatever
    way i learned to speak that
    was very difficult with no help
    back in those 1960’s days..
    with much teasing
    from the children
    then.. comes
    to what i am
    now.. as i continue
    to adapt in ways
    of verbal and written
    speaking still.. my friend..
    it is unusual.. no doubt..
    as perhaps i might be
    the most unusual
    of all
    simply
    ’cause
    i survived my
    friend.. and did what
    ever it naturally took
    to keep afloat in how
    i swim with the currents
    of culture now.. free in charge..
    instead of culture in charge of me..
    but yeah.. i think that is a fair analysis
    looking from the outside in.. but when i
    write.. i flow.. through stream of conciseness
    writing at speeds approaching 130 words
    a minute.. that can barely keep up
    with what comes out of both my
    mind and fingers..
    too fast
    for me
    to purposefully
    slow down or control
    in any analytical way..
    but hey.. the river will
    find a way eventually to flow
    as water is the most powerful force
    of weather
    known..
    and sure..
    i am the
    water or
    perhaps
    the air that
    drives it.. in metaphor
    of course.. for now..
    but sure.. interesting
    question.. and thanks
    for asking.. i learn
    a new term
    today
    for what
    i do.. and
    sure.. i’ve heard
    scores of other
    official analyses
    for the free of me before..;)

    Another fair assessment
    per tumultuous.. my friend..
    but much louder in the
    real world..
    sMiles..
    and thanks
    for the show..
    and i agree with
    that as well.. and
    guess what.. i can
    prove it works..
    smiles
    again.. and
    that woman in
    the show looks
    almost identical
    to my wife..
    wInks
    again..
    that made
    me smile all
    nice inside..
    and i have room for
    that song somewhere
    else.. asWeLL..4N0W..:)

  15. Well.. okay.. it’s 12:16 pm
    12312015
    all caught
    up with the
    Presents of
    Friends and
    FamiLY now..
    so now.. now
    for the
    rest of
    ‘KATiE MiA FredericK
    A Year in Review 2015’..:)

    And for reference here are
    the first two years of
    review here:

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2013/12/31/katie-mia-frederick-2013-a-year-in-review/

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/12/31/katie-mia-frederick-2014-a-year-in-review/

    While i’m not so much goal oriented i do
    Love Milestones as markers for review
    of where i have been and
    where i continue
    to go as
    human
    being free..!..:)

    And with that said in 2015.. with no
    directed goals.. i’ve gone farther
    than ever before..

    Starting with my mile marker
    Celebrating 3000 miles of
    dance in February of 2015

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/02/02/3000-miles-of-dance-walking-now/

    And in that same month advancing to Leg Pressing
    930 LBS on parallel Leg Press machine with
    arms raised in air.. like no other
    human does it on YouTube
    14 times as videoed
    here.. and
    now by
    the end of the
    year.. still slowly
    and surely pressing
    this maxed out machine
    25 times with ease as a
    feather liGht.. until
    it gets boring
    like row
    row
    your
    boat
    gently
    down
    the stream..;)

    With a mix of a Tiger/Gorilla/Crocodile
    rumbling roar as well.. for more..:)

    And then by the time March rolls around
    i start commenting on not just some of dVerse
    Poetry and recording it all here
    in micro to macro poetic
    expressive free
    verse style..
    i comment on all
    without fail continuing
    until now.. with my last
    over Fifty Thousand Word
    Blog post..
    with A
    41,113
    Word
    main post..
    A True Free
    Verse Poetry
    Novel titled
    ‘GodsUniverseNovel’
    as linked again here..

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/12/26/godsuniversenovel/

    With numerous other steps
    to get to that Novel size.. ranging
    from 7K to 11K to 14K to 17K to 26K as well..
    the PoeTry keeps goIng.. groWinG with yes..
    WinGs of Words
    flying higher
    and hiGher
    like
    a Jonathan
    Livingston
    Seagull Poet
    and Dancer..
    oh yeah.. and
    more about dance..
    as well as celebrating
    666 months since conception
    of human being.. tHere
    is 666 Months of Dance
    as linked here..

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/03/19/666-months-of-dance/

    of what will document eventuAlly
    an entire year with smiling photos
    of many of the nice folks.. namely
    mostly young women from
    Seville Quarter in
    Pensacola Florida..
    as i now move
    into my
    91st week
    of doing that
    this Saturday
    Night in total..
    since March of
    2014.. when
    i first
    started
    this weekly
    Marathon
    Endeavor
    of Rave-Like
    Dance with all
    the cool young
    college age folks
    at Old Seville Quarter..
    incidentally.. somewhere in
    the world there was a solar
    eclipse on the 20th of March
    as well.. yeah.. i like
    astronomy too..;)

    And hmm.. after dVerse
    moves from the Free Verse
    Management of starting the
    endeavor with folks Brian and
    Claudia from that
    nice online
    adventure
    the next
    folks are not
    so inclined to
    accept what i do
    in XXXTREMLY LONG
    FREE VERSE.. so the
    trouble trickles in
    slowly and more
    surely to
    put a
    stop to
    my creative
    style there..
    Anyway.. first there
    is a kindly worded
    suggestion to change..
    then a deletion of a poem..
    cause i am in a rush to a Dr.’s
    Appt.. and miss a rule word in
    a title there.. with not
    even the option
    to correct one
    dam word..
    And then finally
    earlier this fall
    a poem is deleted
    even after i follow
    every single written
    rule of what is on the
    site.. and go to the
    frigging trouble
    to explain what
    it means as
    the more
    concrete
    administrators
    ain’t got a clue
    what my really deep
    metaphors mean in reference
    to Plato’s cave and TRUE
    AND REAL ENLIGHTENING
    AND AWAKENING
    OF HUMAN
    BEING
    NOW.. JUST
    NOW IN THE
    HEAVEN OF
    NOW..
    reference
    this post
    here..

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/09/15/30347/

    And sure it’s obvious as the 50K poetry play
    nose on my face.. that i don’t fit their
    mold and may have never been
    welcome there
    if it weren’t
    for the good
    and kind
    Samaritan
    folks
    of Brian
    and Claudia..
    where even a
    real Jesus.. Jack Kerouac
    or Walt Whitman could survive
    there with all their good and
    free ARTS.. non-censored and
    unabridged from the less
    accepting human
    beings of
    what much fuller
    human creativity
    can be in both
    theory
    and
    practice
    free without
    forms of the
    frigging
    past..
    yeah..
    sometimes
    new is hard
    to get used too..
    but little do they
    know.. then.. i ain’t
    in it for any frigging
    Word Press Brownie like
    points or the online
    Publishing manuals
    guiding folks
    to make
    a frigging
    couple of
    dimes off
    a poem
    book here
    or there.. i am A
    Johnathan Livingston
    Seagull Poet and Dancer
    just moving higher and freer
    is my practice of life and not
    the frigging almighty dollar
    of who likes who
    are who
    makes that
    dime or this
    dime here or there
    in Google Advertisement
    Pennies.. $2.99 E-Books..
    or whatever.. i do this
    for God and Me and
    whomever will
    share it..
    it ain’t
    no dollar
    or status
    that rules
    my life to stay
    back with the others
    of what is the flavor
    of the moment
    in social
    Twitter
    depth
    minds
    for now..
    Anyway.. considering
    they are well aware
    as poet scientists of how
    this has gone with other poet’s
    who step outside the box in human
    history.. ya’d think.. they could see
    what was goin’ on here with me as
    a Beautiful Mind
    Poet of A New
    Age iN feeling
    too.. but nah..
    some folks need
    iT spelled out
    in concrete ways
    of passing tiMe sAMe..
    and that’s okay too.. as
    science shows God makes some
    humans all natural like that and
    besides.. someone has got to volunteer
    to make the rules to get the list up..
    so i can continue to get inspired
    and copy and paste
    my inspirations
    here for the
    Love of continuing
    New age of technological
    abilities to create more
    innovative and much
    deeper art
    than has
    ever been
    accomplished
    before.. whether or not..
    anyone else has the expanse
    of mind or interest to take
    even a twitter
    fraction of it
    in.. it
    didn’t
    Stop Jonathan
    the Seagull
    and it
    will not
    stop the
    free Seagull who
    i continue to develop
    with my spirit of GOD
    Free just free baby now..!

    Anyway.. the irony of it is truly
    delicious.. and as you see i can
    use the darkness of the controlling
    subjugating oppressing.. Higher
    levels of
    creativity
    as inspiration..
    to take me even higher..
    when they tolerated me
    while mumbling under
    their breath..
    WTF
    this ain’t
    how it’s been
    done before..
    OH NO..! CHANGE!
    i’m terrified i ain’t
    seen nothing like this before!

    And no.. i was not nearly this free
    my entire life.. and once
    a timid sick
    shut-in for
    66 months
    so i know
    and feel less
    of the darker
    less feeling
    and creating
    side.. so yes..
    i have empathy
    for ‘THEM’ VS.
    ‘US’ TOO..
    WITH
    wInks..
    every story
    needs a little
    human drama
    in dArk and
    liGht to keep
    the audience guesSinG
    even more.. i’ve already
    been to hell.. and if anyone
    thinks they had a negative
    snowflake
    in hell
    effect on
    me they are
    forgetting i am
    the snowflake who
    refuses to melt..
    and sure a special
    one..
    YnoT just
    admit the
    friGinG special
    Truth as it sure
    don’t hurt MEnOW..;)

    Yeah.. like John Nash..
    i already had a Beautiful
    Mind.. where school.. and work..
    then.. and the rest of cultural
    illusions and lies
    used it up
    and discarded
    me like i never
    existed at all..
    but you see.. not
    unlike John Nash i came
    back but unlike John Nash
    i said my F iN beautiful
    Mind iS nothing without
    a beautiful heaRt..
    spiRit.. and
    balanced miNd
    and boDy as
    SoUL to
    go along
    with it..
    you see..
    i’m not here
    to solve an equation..
    or make a dollar..
    or any of that..
    i am only
    here to
    make ONe
    and that
    friend
    is me
    and God
    and others
    and the rest
    of nature as
    GOD the sAMe
    and i am F in
    Killing that with
    success every now
    of Life now
    as every now
    is a New
    Year
    to me
    now..
    and for those
    who stay with me
    on this ride.. all i can
    say is wow.. you did part
    of it too.. and you can do
    more than me.. as we all
    share basicAlly
    the same
    DNA
    and
    epigenetic
    potential when
    we find more
    of our human
    potential
    by looking
    withiN.. wHere
    N0W the beautiful
    human hEart SpiRit
    and SoUL in miNd
    and boDY balance
    tRuly still lives
    under the rules of
    the God of Nature
    free..
    sMiLes
    as broad
    as InFiNiTy
    as no dimensions
    of limits or expectations for
    now.. and we too.. when we truly
    master our relative human free will
    and become ONE with the GOD of Nature
    like most other animals do simply
    like my cat in the midday
    Sun rolling in the sand
    or hugging the
    grass under
    the moon-lit
    rays of God’s truth
    Free just Free the
    call of we together
    as WiLL and Free
    as God
    iS
    NOW..:)

    And what else.. yes..
    of course.. then comes
    my 4000 Miles Celebration
    of Dance Walking my martial
    arts and ballet-like mix
    everywhere in the metro
    area.. where Katrina
    shops.. which is yeah..
    just about every major
    store there is.. so
    plenty of opportunities
    on several days of the
    week to pack the miles
    on greater and greater
    anywhere up to 12 hours
    a day.. as linked here..

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/08/23/4000-miles-of-dance-walking-now/

    And then on December 6th 2015..
    i celebrate 666 Months of LiGht
    for the celebration of my life
    since my actual birth
    day on 6660..
    in this post
    here..

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/12/06/666-months-of-light/

    Oh yeah.. and there is that netherworld
    of that other work of Art i do in all
    new age Renaissance male nude art..
    likely perhaps
    like no other
    55 year old
    male has ever
    done in the
    history of
    recorded art..
    nah.. certainly
    not considered
    as social acceptable
    mass produced art..
    butt never the less
    a practice i started in
    January 2014.. to totally
    free myself from the
    bondages of
    human cultural
    lies.. to wear
    clothes away
    from the
    God of
    Nature
    that lives
    iN US Free and
    Wild.. and this
    activity of Art..
    sensuous as it is
    in sharing way can
    be empirically measured
    as enhancing my overall
    creative efforts not unlike
    my Rave Dance usually done
    every Thursday Night except
    when Christmas Eve and
    New Year’s falls
    on Thursday
    Night
    and it gets
    moved to Saturday
    Night like this
    year does..

    Anyway.. although of course
    it is a thankless art.. hmm..
    except for some of the women
    who have ‘shared’ it and
    said yeah
    that’s
    really cool
    in the more
    open minded
    bar girl way
    of life..
    as Michelangelo
    clearly stated from
    the get go of his male
    nude art.. the nude is the
    height iN expression of the Art
    of the human being.. and sure
    i go a further length of that
    a little harder and rougher
    than Michelangelo’s David
    in both flesh and blood
    and wild and
    free.. but it is
    what it is and by
    God the last effort
    here in 2015.. is what
    i understand from my wife
    who is a steady customer..
    as my best effort
    yet.. that
    sure.. will
    be linked
    along with this..
    and oh by the way..
    Google almost decided
    to get rid of these free
    adult avenues of Artful
    Sensual human expressions
    as the height of human
    freedom of speech..
    and their customers
    balked loud enough
    for them to keep the
    avenues free and open..
    and meanwhile i closed up
    my first year’s effort as i
    jokingly named it my Free
    Lance Stripper Blog.. ’cause
    yeah.. it’s much more than
    stripping.. it is a frigging
    Olympic effort to get it done
    truly as art.. so i picked
    the best.. and started
    a New Blog in
    March of
    2015
    named
    ‘FREE verse
    nude POETRY’..
    so there wouldn’t
    be any confusion over
    if it was a pay per view event..
    heHE.. or just Free Art always
    commercial free..
    as human
    truly
    is still
    evolving to be
    as free.. there is
    truly no freedom like
    being confident in one’s
    own born iN flesh and blood
    way by the God of Nature to stand
    tall and yes.. erect.. no
    less than the
    Egyptian God
    Min.. as a sign
    of the fertility
    of the
    creativity
    of human
    being..
    yes..
    still to
    come in GroWinG
    more Creative ways
    than has been done before!
    The key is free
    is
    and always
    will be
    simply
    FREE
    as GoD
    still evolves
    us to be just BE..:)

    And finally of course
    the friends who continue
    to play with me.. particularly
    my frolicking dancing Charlie’s
    Angels.. Courtney.. Chelsea.. and
    Maggie from Seville Quarter in the
    flesh and blood world since the Summer
    of 2014.. and others are very important
    and inspiring folks in my life for creativity
    too.. along with my old and new online friends
    for the year.. my longest friend who is sticking
    with me regularly online since Summer of 2014.. my
    friend from Pakistan.. Rafiah.. and then this year..
    some new regulars.. Glenn.. Leah.. Shawna.. Himali.. Soheir
    Imran.. gigoid.. and others who come by when they can..
    that i appreciate very much both online and off…
    To the tune truly of 100’s and thousands and
    even more.. as truly my dance effort
    has likely inspired me and others
    the most.. as i understand
    from others
    i am
    shared this
    way by the
    video voyeurs
    of the Facebook
    age.. everywhere
    i go.. all around
    the world.. in
    Facebook
    sharing
    way..
    but ha..
    most of them
    are not on my
    Friends list..
    interestingly
    enough..
    as sure..
    i’m not
    exactly
    the easiest
    friend to explain
    to the rest of your
    Facebook friends on
    or offline
    hehe..
    and sure
    for me that
    is both a Badge
    of Merit and Honor
    for human freedom
    away from
    the limits
    and expectations
    of a mechanical cognition
    culture that sadly continues
    to move farther and farther
    away from evolving
    human being
    and more
    as
    robotic
    machine..
    i hope to inspire
    folks to move.. connect..
    and create.. and every inspiration
    that any human being can do to
    bRinG this freeR way of being
    to others is truly ultimately
    vital in the success of
    the species in
    a destination
    away from
    human
    suffering
    and misery.. sure
    that is worth 11
    million words..
    and 5000 miles
    approaching iN
    Dance Walking
    and 80 thousand
    or so photos..
    in a SonG
    oF mY SoUl
    that continues
    to grow and grow
    as human freedom will
    when set wild and free with
    Kind and
    Courage
    to keep
    it all iN
    GoD’s Balance
    for human being now!..:)

    Anyway.. perhaps this is finished
    and even though it is kinda wet
    outside it is time to dance
    with sand
    and water
    as silt
    to soothe
    greater the
    freedoms of
    my connection
    with THE GOD OF NATURE FREE..:)

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/11/26/5-year-square-neptune-saturn-me/

    And no.. not quite finished.. as linked.. there is
    this post named ‘5 Year Square Neptune Saturn Me’..
    that celebrates a full 60 months of writing since
    November 26th of 2010.. in starting this entire
    writing endeavor.. on the Wrong Planet website
    escaping the all waking hours pain of
    type two Trigeminal Neuralgia
    understood by modern science
    as the worst pain known
    to mankind that in
    my case is
    like having
    teeth
    drilled without
    Novocaine except
    the pain is in my right
    eye and ear.. making effective
    use of my sight and hearing
    next to impossible.. then..
    and yes 18 other disorders..
    where after two years of this since
    January of 2008.. i finally
    withstand the pain enough
    to turn the screen all
    the way down.. a few
    inches from
    screen to
    write
    to
    attempt
    to escape a
    pain that no
    doctor’s drug
    will touch..
    and eventually
    comes 8005 posts
    on the Wrong Planet
    website.. somewhere around
    8 million words there and
    3 million words here on
    my blogs.. to make
    11 Million total
    as i go on and
    on and on
    more..
    so yes.. definitely
    a Thanksgiving day in
    Pain that eventuAlly
    ends the pain
    on around
    July 22nd
    of 2013..
    moving to
    poetics
    in March
    of 2013..
    and eventually
    leaving the Wrong
    Planet of Hell in
    Hate and Discontent
    that often lives there
    with no plans of changing
    in July of 2015 as well..
    staying in Hell an
    additional
    2 years
    after i
    recover
    in what i hoped
    might help some other
    folks escape but sadly
    in the human condition
    of dArk.. it is the
    negative that
    binds some
    people together
    as they are too
    cynical of the liGht
    to attempt a real human
    vision quest to escape
    the dArk.. where blogging
    for my own liGht in poeTry
    is the first step.. and
    finAlly dance and
    martial arts
    in a way
    of
    free style
    human dance
    seals the
    Freedom of
    Heaven now
    nowforever
    morenownow
    for me now..
    truly no different
    than Jonathan Livingston
    Seagull.. i went back to
    share what God taught me
    in all natural ways..
    but the cynics
    of the liGht
    chose
    to stay
    in their
    dArk of Hell
    and shooed
    an Angel
    of liGht away..
    i can only hope
    they eventuAlly
    find their way
    out to greater
    human potential
    as God knows and
    feels in me the only
    way out of dArk was
    my own search with
    God within.. infinite
    paths and infinite answers
    for those who never give
    up to be at peace
    and mind and
    body
    balance
    just now
    in the real
    metaphor
    of the
    present
    of Heaven..
    no more hell for
    me.. my time there
    is over forevernow..:)

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  16. http://decodinghappyness.com/2015/12/31/signing-off-2015/

    Hello Himali.. and Happy New year to you..
    still before 6 pm here..
    last year.. and into
    Next year for
    you there
    in India
    at 4 to 5
    or so..
    am
    2016..
    SMiLes
    i wear a watch
    Nike GPS style
    for distance but
    rarely check the
    time.. truly it is the
    distance that counts
    no longer when
    the hand
    strikes time..
    sidewalks and
    clocks.. two killers
    of dreams my
    friend.. also
    known as
    dream
    time
    where only
    distance and
    space exists
    and now is all
    there
    is..
    n zero w
    n 0 w
    iS.. real..
    distance
    and space becomes free as us and we..:)

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  17. From Long Term Friend.. since
    1980 or so..
    Facebook
    Friend
    Bennie’s
    page now
    addressing
    a shared post about
    worldly events.. like
    Trump heading
    up the
    Republican
    ticket so far..
    and an assessment
    of the world going
    to hell in a hand-
    basket..

    i say..

    Yes.. reality
    is stranger than fiction…
    WheRe no way.. is the
    thought before..
    for all these
    ends
    the now
    means then..
    But yes.. it’s
    always been
    this kinda
    hell.. less..
    or more.. Interwebz
    put an exclamation
    point thousands of times..
    where before.. we didn’t even hear it..
    Anyway.. Happy New YEAR..
    what the Hell WTF
    For the Win..
    Bennie..:)

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  18. Well.. Happy New Year to you as well..
    Leah.. and you are there
    in Germany
    and i am
    still here
    in last year
    by now..
    and i hope you
    enjoyed the concert
    very much.. i have actually
    stayed in all day long doing
    my yearly ritual of assessing
    milestones.. hehe.. without
    goals of this year.. as i’ve
    done the previous two
    years.. and
    i must say
    that becoming
    closer friends
    with you
    this year..
    as the nice person
    who impressed me so
    much as a moderator on
    the Wrong Planet before..
    has been a real
    joy and
    one i hope
    to keep for
    years
    to come..
    and with that said.. i am
    looking for the perfect
    song to end this year..
    and it will be the one
    below.. a song forgotten
    by me until now for
    some reason..
    and the fact
    that i have
    any friends
    at all
    after what
    i’ve been through
    in life is joy enough
    wheRe this song is a happy
    one that brought so many tears
    in my early twenties.. no feeling
    at all in my late forties to early
    50’s and now that i am truly
    in Love with
    Now.. at 55
    it now as new is
    a joy of a song
    as there is no
    Same Auld Lang Syne
    when now is always new..
    But sure i can still go back
    to school and feel that
    old familiar
    pain and that
    is the best feeling
    of all.. the fact that it
    is both real and old
    my
    friend..
    always
    now
    as
    a New
    Auld Lang Syne..:)

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  19. http://xpoet73.blogspot.com/2015/10/joey.html

    Just stopping
    by to wish you a New
    New Year now and
    more joys in the
    flesh and blood
    life with your
    boys..
    as truly
    this still
    is not a
    place for
    human beings..
    oh the smells..
    oh the tastes..
    oh the touches
    and proprioceptions
    oh 1 percent or less
    of real life
    lives
    online..
    as we are
    more than
    2 dimensional
    Avatars and text
    images away from
    this place.. you
    did the best
    thing..
    keep
    doing it..
    life is too short
    to live as avatars/text..
    oh.. did i mention that
    human speech is less
    than human too.. sure it is
    as it too.. is sign language
    for what is
    real
    my friend..
    X marks the
    spot when real..
    and i am just
    here to
    lure
    folks
    away..
    as a soldier
    of the real
    God of
    Nature
    my
    friend..:)

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