Hi gigoid.. thanks for stopping by again today..
after yesterday’s marathon Christmas Family
adventure and Novel Writing experience..
i am on a bit of a hiatus from writing today..
to keep the balance in flesh and blood as well..
did have time to read what you wrote today.. enjoyed it much..
and am off to comment there now.. and review this Novel Post again..
for any changes.. as yes.. for axiom #2.. change continues to be GREAT!..:)
Yes.. and we are crossing paths back and forth here
after i get back from hearing you again..
and bRinGinG iN whatever
for me.. in
A wise father who survives challenge and shares advice..
beats a school goer pastor or priest who only preaches..
And Lawyers help make rules and interpret them and
sure get around rules too..
in finding loop holes
tiny and large..
becoming now the
of course Trump..
the Trump card is
fear of change.. but
change is here already..
starts in early to mid 90’s
with Personal computing
then online then broad-band
online and now there is less fooling
as we get a say so and an ear passing
our TV’s.. Libraries.. Work.. and Local
Church.. and sure third places away
from Work and Home Entertainment
like Bars and Bowling Places
where League Bowling
is now Solo Bowling
with ever changing
with Bars and Bowling
Places as they are third
places no less that Church
too.. to congregate together
and either worship drink..
ten pins.. or golden
fill a human
AS YES.. LOVE
IS A CONTACT SPORT..
IT COMES in ways of football
too.. where the Love of a favorite
team binds the social unit force
together against a common
enemy no less than
Church and the
and oh those terrible
Gators if you are a Seminole
Fan and Vices Verse in every
other way as well.. or not
so well.. when it
that iS naturAlly
we.. as humans need
to get it all together on a flesh
and blood playing field of sharing
humanity.. in yes.. a Contact Sport
ANYWAY.. in large
societies where humans
are only evolved to deal
with around 150 to 200
set of eyes.. we have
to have the rule makers..
the politicians.. and law
enforcers.. judges.. etc..
to make the whole
something away from
chaos to anarchy.. and
to me.. it’s kinda amazing
it works at all.. except yes..
at heArt.. we humans are still
Social Animals when we practice
our humanity as such.. if given the
chance.. and there is a range of empathy
from human empaths as metaphorical angels
as there are at least a few.. to the Cannibals
among us.. who only can get close to others
by literally eating them.. as it is a cold lone
road without human empathy
in touchy feely life..
so yeah.. i continue
to Contact Love
as a Sport
so i can
immune to eating
brains.. or a spectrum
leading to that.. in how
empathy is draining away from
human beings.. as science shows now..
to the tune of 30% in the last few decades
among College Age adults.. it’s a cold world
without feelings.. we need more Bowling Center’s
flesh and blood
Bowlers who Bowl
in the biggest League
of Humanity FEELING..:)
Ha! the gift
is actually your post here..
i awoke with the phrase “Love is a Contact Sport”..
this morning and feel before the day is over.. then..
i will have to do something with that phrase and
your post here provides just the inspiration i need..
all my words are free friend.. i’ve already lost
everything once.. and what i learned from
that iS to never own anything again..
in terms of attachment to any constructs of
ownership.. so sharing is my way.. no need to
attribute anything to me.. and a great honor it is
to share words here with you my friend.. gigoid..
as sharing and giving is where it’s at for me..
except for Material stuff as that is no longer
a part of my Love Language.. that is the realm
of my wife..in giving and getting material gifts..
and there is nothing wrong with that either..
but at one point in time every brick in my yard has
to be perfectly aligned in every garden.. and when
my wife moves them when i am sick.. i thought it
was the end of the world until i learned i was not a brick..
i am me in the flesh and that is all i am.. as all that comes
from me within.. i hope is Love.. my friend.. expresSinG as
sharing and giving in acts of service.. so in short i am
honored that you would share anything
i bring to the table of life..
as once again.. what i do
my friend.. is as free
as me.. sMiLes..:)
she is watching
there is a time in culture
where only movies with ethical
endings will appease the social consciousness..
and truly arts in all forms are a reflection of human
in that segment of time iN culture when ‘the movie’..
is brought to the big screen.. and interestingly.. lately..
there have been a lot of Heroes.. even more than anti-heroes..
like in this ‘Nightcrawler’ Movie.. Zombies..
Vampire movies.. and other shows like
the Sopranos.. Dexter.. etc.. where humans
in real life are becoming colder away from real
touchy feely human empathy.. where folks go gross..
when the autopsies come out.. instead of.. oh
that’s cool.. let’s watch it again..
There are ways to lose empathy
and ways to increase it.. and seriously..
chick flicks are a best way to gain it..
Disney Movies.. etc.. where cold
heart shows can actually
steal a little bit of human
empathy away.. at a time..
now.. along with war
games and the such..
WheRe what we feed
our unconscious mind is what we
will dream about at night.. so yes..
in hopes of sweet dreams for you friend..
Rafiah.. and nothing too creepy.. per movies
as dreams of the Twilight Zones of human mind..:)
it was a sad thing to watch..
True my friend…
And then in response
to my photo with shirt
that says hug life she says..
after i say..
And yes.. Hug Life.. Ynot!..wink emoticon
Ugh.. a lingering head cold.. and lack
of sleep from last night’s writing A Free
Verse PoeTry Novel.. escapade.. and now..
nite nite time is most definitely
here now!..smile emoticon!
Happy holidays and happy winters and happy
birthdays to our Prophets Muhammad and Jesus.
smile emoticon This time all these
synced together. heart emoticon
Smiles.. And the same to you as well..
And much stays green here still with Sunny
temperatures still reaching close to 80F..
i’m thinking it gets cold and snowy where you live..
But i can google to find out for sure and Google Earth
to see if there is any green left in Sialkot.. And i
did that once and all i saw was tightly packed homes..
And truly that made me sad for you.. If it is true..
As Nature’s ways rule.. But anyways.. always happy
to you.. My dear friend.. Rafiah.. And at any rate..
Online makes the world Zero degrees of Internet
separation and God said let US live in the
E-World too.. And December 25th 2010..
is my first day when i post my smiling
baby avatar for hope of Love to be me again..
And i hoped enough to make that magic real..
Smiles Again with December 25th Love in the
E-World of Contact.. And this is a beach too..
Reference movie Contact with Jodie Foster..
And the Disney song.. It’s a small world
after ALL.. And i am five years-old online..
Reference Movie Avatar of my baby photo..:)
Back to Rafiah’s Page where she is happy
to be eating some Pine Nuts.. and
i have lots of pine trees where i live..
Must try pine nuts some time… i tried
money for happiness.. And ugh.. Utter
failure on that except not having to
have a master of work and only working
for God is 100 percent #Happytome ..
We dont have pines Here in punjab.
Pine nuts are very expensive treat,
so they are rare things. smile emoticon
i love Pine trees..
Truly the wind sings through Pine
needles when the Winter North winds come..
But still fog off the gulf for now..
And i wanna eat some Pine
Nuts even more as you
are making them seem
We have fields on our
rear side of home. smile emoticon
i like wide open fields very much..
and i am glad to hear that Rafiah..
i would hate to think of you trapped
in a city full of buildings as homes..
with not much Mother Nature.. now..:)
And as a side note here.. sad.. yes.. but many
folks do not feel the spirits of the Forest..
the Beach.. the Mountains.. the Ocean..
or even in
family.. as a human
emotional heArt can
flow dead.. with
properly.. wheRe feeling
and giving these Forest/
Spirits are no longer
pArt of the
if it is.. ever was
at all.. and this is
part of the sickness
of what is described as
psychopathy.. not feeling
the social warmth between
human beings.. and the receptors
for oxytocin.. the social
that are even rich
on our feet..
as we touch
truly iN this
are connected.. And one
might say it is just neurohormones
of science.. no big deal.. but it is
the biggest deal of human social
cooperation.. CONTACT AND
AS WHEN FOLKS
SPIRIT THIS WAY..
THEY ARE TRULY COLD
INSIDE.. AND FOR FOLKS
LIKE ME WHO ARE OVER-FLOWING
WITH IT FROM BIRTH.. CHRONIC
NEVER ENDING STRESS CAN DAMAGE
THE SYSTEMS OF THE HUMAN BODY..
INCLUDING THE BODILY SYSTEMS
ASSOCIATED WITH OXYTOCIN..
MIRROR NEURONS.. AND
ALL OTHER ASSOCIATED
EMPATHY TO OTHER FOLKS..
SO.. AS A METAPHOR.. some of
us are swimming with these
Spirits of the Forest/Beach/
and others of
them or never
come with this
raft-boat of social
AND LOVE FROM THE GET
GO.. as a horrible innate
issue.. where a human is truly
basically born or becomes a
and that is
of all.. to live
without a soul.. as
for us folks who CONTACT..
CONNECT.. AND FEEL EACH OTHER
STRONGLY IN POSITIVE LIGHT LOVE
WAYS.. IS wHere the Rich
Man is the Camel and
we are the eye
of the Needle
that is the
cannot fit through..
or like looking through
a window and never being
able to enter into the
other side.. and
thEre are ways
and grow it
stronger.. if it
even exists at ALL..
as use or lose applies
to all stuff animal human
being.. Love is a drug.. but
it is not totally free.. it takes
practice.. practice.. practice..
to develop the Human Love Muscle
Harder.. Faster.. and Softer
in human CONTACT.. CONNECTIONS
IN SOCIAL COOPERATION OF HUMAN
WITH PEACE AND LOVE
ALL NATURALE AS
THE GOD OF
SOULS.. ARE BALANCED
IN MIND AND BODY.. PLUS
HEART AND SPIRIT AS ONE
NOW.. we with
the Holy Spirits
of the Forest/Beach/
AS ONE FAMILY
OF GOD.. NO SALES PRICE
TO PUT ON HUMAN LOVE..:)
And truly for folks who are human this way.. theRe are no
human boarders.. as Love connects uS all in Passionate..
Courageous.. and Unconditional way..
and until one feels
both how big
then now.. so
of the human
who only seeks
as they will
never be able to
fill up a golden
chalice now with any
and that is hell..
real hell now.. and
ironically.. some folks
have no idea they even
exist in ‘that other place’..
with the so-called Poor
Folks of the
like me and
as Children of GOD
Now.. JUST NOW..allone
with ALL of GOD as Nature NOW..:)
And yes.. i have been on the other
side of that Dark Window of human
heArt mind blindness.. in feeling
ways with Humans and the
rest of Nature..
as i always
feel the oxytocin
way of touching other
humans with even just
my eyes.. of Love
numbers of other
100K variety of humans
then.. and the CONTACT
OF HUMAN CONNECTING
LOVE IS SO GREAT
ME I NEVER AGE..
AS THE HUMAN CONNECTION
OF LOVE.. IS TRULY THE FOUNTAIN
OF YOUTH AND HAPPINESS WHEN THE LOVE
MUSCLE IS EXERCISED LIKE A HUMAN
JUST NOW.. AS
LOVE IS NOW WHEN
FELT.. GIVEN AND SHARED
FREELY WITH ALL OTHERS
AND THE REST OF NATURE
AKA GOD NOW..
AND THE first beyond
terrifying and sad
moment that i realize
i have lost my human
sharing being.. is
when i can no longer
feel the oxytocin warmth
of continuing the social
bond with my cats..
can sense it
and his ears peel
back when my hand
even comes close
to his head..
then he is then..
and the darkness
kept sinking.. and truly
it was a physiological
issue of constant two
year fight or flight
stress.. and the
will burn a
brain out like
acid.. as even
agrees is a fact..
and destroying almost
all other bodily systems
in a slow or faster burn
too.. and truly this chronic
never ending 2 year work related
stress event.. leads to many of
the 19 medical disorders i
am diagnosed with
we are human..
and we must take
steps to keep our
minds and bodies balanced
in animal homeostasis..
or we will definitely
break down.. in
of our nerves..
endocrine.. and all
other systems of the
human body.. stress not
only kills it maims the
of real metaphorical
death as life.. now.. as
without a heart.. spirit..
or soul.. fully functioning..
the Rings of Dante’s
hell come dead
and all that
as real in life is
both the prevention to
never go to real literal
human hell and to get out
as well.. as i did on or about
July 22nd 2013.. i arise again
reborn is.. becoming
human again.. for those
of us who suffer through
the challenges of life..
and are shot
as a fallen
hero.. or just
a nobody like
me now.. then..
who is erased
from my history
and the history
of the Planet
as Life then…
Thanks my friend..
and the night after staying up last night..
writing until 4 am.. is truly just getting
started for me.. after working-out a couple
of hours.. a little more writing here.. shower..
fresh shorts and a huggable cat as a T-shirt..
off to Rave Dance i go.. coming back around 3 am..
with more photos for my ‘next blog post’.. that will
probably be titled “Love is a Contact Sport”..
wheRe hopefully one day more humans will
share to exercise their most important muscle..
the heARt ONe.. my friend.. yes.. moving.. connecting..
creating.. with imagination too.. wE mosT aLL become
Loving Arts of each other togeThER as unifying instead
of separating human Force respectively as Love and Hope..
vs Hate and Fear.. so once again.. may thAT REAL FORCE
OF LOVE BE WITH YOU MY FRIEND.. WITH HOPE.. LESS FEAR..
WHErE THE LIgHT iS ThE POSITIVE ENERGY WE CONTINUE TO bRinG
to the World as FREE FOLKS WITHOUT CHAINS OF RESTRAINT..
iN FEAR.. yes.. sMiLes again.. and see ya later..
friend gigoid.. busy day tomorrow with more Catholic
Church.. all ya can eat buffet.. with little sleep.. mall
dance shopping.. while Katrina enjoys the after Christmas Sales..
maybe a Barnes and Nobles stop-off.. but will surely be by to comment
at your place sometime tomorrow evening.. hopefully if
not sooner.. with sMiLES of funx@back at ya.. then..:)
Ashe Friend from Facebook..
wanting to accomplish
a feat of disconnecting
from the E-World and
running away for
make it an
i say.. then..
Are you sure you are up to it..
wInks.. but it is a great idea..
i hope you secure the proper person
to make it a real adventure.. i’m more
of a monkey than a human anyway.. all i do
is write and dance.. and sure.. sing along at
times as well.. and i love this song and will use
any excuse available.. to share it freely.. for now..;)
Trying to describe my Dance techniques to
my Mother while just doing it.. but reAlly
there are no words for it.. just dance..
just dance.. dance..wink emoticon
And Speaking of that.. off to work-out
at my favorite NASWF Military Gym.. a few
final TOUCHES on that Novel i finished last night..
and i’m ready to entertain.. the college age and other
age folks at Old Seville Quarter.. for my 90th
Rave Dance Week Dance..
And yes.. i’ll be the one
doing most of the Raving..
and waving my arms and hands..
hips.. toes.. feet.. legs.. fingers..
and all the other stuff.. above..
so below.. outside.. inside
and all around…
Yes.. like a Human
UniVerse and or Galaxy does..
remaining wild and free.. like the rest
of ALLTHATIS AKA GOD AS WELL..
YES THAT’S JUST SWELL..
iN THE JUST DOING iT OF
ALL THAT IS.. FREE.. WILD
AND FREE.. ANYWAY.. SEE
YA LATER.. move.. move on..
i go.. for now..smile emoticon!
Oh yes.. all most forgot..
“I TRIPLE DOG DARE YOU”..
And seriously.. so far.. i’ve been kissed by three
“Strange Girls” on the dance floor.. to my surprise..
but sure.. just pecks on the cheeks.. and yes..
of course Katrina knows all about it..
and that’s how other folks greet
others folks in other countries..
so.. so what..wink emoticon
And then another time..
a ‘strange’ girl just grabbed
both cheeks of my butt while
i was stretching my calve muscles..
sure.. bent over.. and then she rubbed
my belly and exclaimed.. oh your stomach
is hard.. yes.. it lifts around 250 LBS or so
at the gym so it should stay hard for now..;)
And hmm.. what other adventures..
yes there are those ‘wild and crazy’
bootie dances.. where the rear
attacks the front.. and i use my
quick martial arts moves with my
legs to protect the other parts..
from floor assault by arrears…
Anyway.. Shakira’s ‘Dare LA LA LA’
song along with my ‘Triple Dog Dare You’
Shirt reminded me of all of that.. and it is
seriously hilarious.. considering i’m just
about old enough to be all these girls
grandfather’s but hey.. i’m just there
to exercise and retain my hard middle
core of being.. and keep it calm too..
in a flight of dance.. free.. so free..:)
OH yes.. and also to spread
positive inspiring energy..
however it comes.. goes..
and is received by others..
yes.. hopefully POSITIVE
AND NOW.. i better go
or i am gonna be super late..!..;)
Posted on December 26, 2015
FULLY ILLUSTRATED FREE verse poeticAlly described
post provided above.. and two below that may be easier
to open depending on computer and or Internet access
Well.. okay folks.. this is a Real Free Verse Poetry Novel.. a trilogy of
sorts of my last three blog posts named.. “Last and First Verses of
GOD”.. “SonG oF mY soUL”.. and finAlly “Birth of LiGht”..
and if nothing else.. a catchy title.. huh..;)
Anyway.. my entire blog now consists of 618 chapters
of ONE REALLY LONG FREE VERSE POEtRY POEM
@WELLOVER Three Million Words that truly
as whole IS THE “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
but yeah.. the acronym.. real name..
and name sake of wife.. says more of that too..
named KATiE MiA FredericK!iI.. with more about that
at the end of this 41,113 word Novel.. that is finished for Now..
one of a kind with around 269 photos.. dozens of music and
informative videos.. and even more stuff that is too much to
mention here.. as the constraints ‘here’ in the ‘comments
section’ are about 10K words
where it doesn’t even begin
to touch the new
stuff in the third
pArt of the trilogy as ONE
GodsUniVerseNovel.. for NOW..:)
So.. happy reading.. as a financiAlly
independent person i do whatever the
Fred i like.. and that’s nice ’cause i’ve
been in that other place of cultural
controls of work too..
and yes.. real human
heaven is a much better
place for now..
now that i find
OF HEAVEN.. iS JUST NOW..
FOR ME AT LEAST.. JUST NOW..:)
AND YES.. 90th Week Rave Dancing
coming tonight.. but will be adding photos
of that in my next blog post adventure
titled.. “Love is a Contact Sport”
yes… SMiLeS of CONNECTIONS
In short.. i
That the birds
of light and love
eventually live again..
and where there is the bird
of light and love Murphy’s rule
is softer and even a blessing at
times when the LiGht of Love rules..
Yes.. The enemy of Murphy is Love
when even Murphy.. Becomes human
Lesson of the ages..
At least.. To me.. For Now..
friend.. gigoid.. Yes Ned.. And
Best wishes for a great family
visit!.. with your children
and grand children..
as a sport
Wife Katrina.. Me..
and frolicking Dance friend..
and Jack and Jill of all trades
from Natural Resources to Power Lifting..
to Mall sales of elegant clothes.. Cortney..;)
this is a good blurry pic
I thought it was cool..
’cause it was like an action dancing photo..
now if i can just talk Katrina into actually dancing..
she can hang looser too.. smiles..wink emoticon
She is smiling!!!
Yeah.. but if ya dance all the time
ya smile inside too.. more.. more.. more..
as ya know and feel.. feathering around in balance..
i would Love to see Katrina dance just for the Hell of it..
but if i can’t talk her into it.. who can.. wInks..
and i’ll never give up.. either..smile emoticon
Katrina.. Fred… Jesus.. and Joseph..
with Jesus clapping as a baby.. truly
thrilled that i am dancing for him in front
of the Manger.. after Church.. and he cries..
it is much more fun than regular Catholic Baby Baptism..
Yeah.. another Baptism at Church.. today.. where babies
are dumped head first into flowing water.. screaming in fear..
yeah.. sure.. dance.. YNOT dance for the baby instead of turning
the baby upside down and pouring water on the baby’s head..
i’ll have to talk to the Pope about that.. perhaps
in a blog post.. in words like this..wink emoticon
i played the piano and sang for the Catholic Church
Choir through the 80’s.. and shortly after my wife and
i got married.. i no longer had the physical and emotional
energy to do it anymore.. and fell away from the Church..
and in that 7 year period of time through 1997..
when our first and only child is born with horrible
life threatening disorders.. ‘they’ remembered
me as member of the Catholic Church..
And while we sat waiting on the
verdict from the treating Doctors
in effect of whether our baby could
survive a little longer.. the Catholic Church
Deacon calls me and warns me if he does
not come to the Hospital and Baptize the
Baby.. the baby will go to purgatory.. and
potentially then to an eternal fire of Hell..
Yeah.. sure.. like All the American Indians who had
empathy for other human beings and Nature.. and would
never torture a little baby by turning the baby upside down
and pouring water on the baby’s head.. while the onward
Christian Soldiers slaughtered them for the land they
refused to own.. that is God’s LAND ALLONE..
Yes.. it’s a lot like Gulf War Torture of Water
Boarding but one wouldn’t get that unless
one is the baby huh.. i get it ’cause
i am an Angel EMPATH
i AM ‘born that
It is truly a barbaric practice started by Religion..
no different than female genital mutilation..
except for scale of suffering..
and male genital mutilation
that is still commonly
practiced in this
country shortly after birth..
God makes us the way we are
from birth for good reason.. we are not fish..
and we deserve pleasure and protection from
the elements of the environment to make life what
it is evolved to be free.. without crazy human
So.. when the baby today in
church is screaming in terror..
most everyone giggles.. and or
makes jokes.. including the Priest..
i cannot help but to wonder then..
who really has human empathy in
that church and who really does NOT..
as both Katrina and i.. can only feel the
terror of the baby.. and it is ZERO JOKE TO US..
AND FROM OUR EXPERIENCE WITH THAT
DEACON WHO EVEN SAID HE HAD THE
AUTHORITY FROM GOD TO SAVE MY
SON FROM HELL.. JUST SHOWS..
WHO HAS THE TRUE HEART
OF CHRIST NAMED LOVE..
AND WHO DOES NOT..
HUMAN SUFFERING AND MISERY
IS NO JOKE.. FOR THOSE OF US
WHO TRULY FEEL THE PAIN AND
SUFFERING OF OTHERS…
FOR THOSE OF US
WITHOUT THAT KIND.. YES..
KIND OF SOUL.. they truly are living in
‘the other place’ already now.. and just don’t
recognize it.. truly sad.. how many folks these days..
truly do not have a heart.. spirit.. or soul.. regardless
of how often they make so called communion..
REAL COMMUNION IS LOVING OTHER
HUMAN BEINGS.. AND THAT NEVER SPELLS
ANY KIND OF HUMAN TORTURE.. INCLUDING
TURNING A BABY UPSIDE DOWN AND POURING
WATER OVER THEIR HEAD LIKE THEY
ARE A FISH.. INSTEAD OF HUMAN…
And this is just a few examples that i
abhor about ignorant religious practices..
but sure.. it is symptoms of THE REST…
of human religious generated ignorance..
misery.. and human suffering.. NOW..
And no.. it ain’t hard to figure out
for folks who truly have a heart..
And for folks who don’t..
it is simply beyond sad
that they do not or cannot
feel the reality
of other human
pain and suffering.. unless
they experience it themselves…
As much as i Love those smiling photos
with wife Katrina.. and frolicking dance friends..
as well as smiling words with kind friends from
around the world.. trust me.. you would NOT
wanna see me angry.. and just in case
anyone wonders if i am soft online..
and someone who could be
easily taken advantage of
in the real world in ways of weakness..
i do show a little bit of my other fiery
Wookiee side as well.. as the one thing
in this world that will rise my ire.. is injustice
in harming any other human or the rest of Nature
NOT WARRANTED.. by THE GOD OF NATURE..
so in this way i am a soldier of GOD in PROTECTING
HUMAN FREEDOMS AS WELL AS GOD OF
NATURE FREEDOMS AS WELL..
EVEN THOUGH no matter what
any ignorant religion.. culture or
person is gonna dream up next..
GOD WILL REMAIN FREE..
NO MATTER WHAT..
IF Love and Peace
is ever gonna truly expand
around this globe.. Ignorance
must be the real weed of the
world along with all stuff associated
with Fear and Hate.. removed.. now..
But sure.. tolerance and acceptance of
differences goes with that too.. and no matter
how strongly i feel Baptism is a true evil of the
Catholic Religion.. there is nothing i can do to change
that now.. so i tolerate it and accept it as one of those
things in life.. i cannot change.. but speak to.. in rational
and poetic ways.. of course..;)
So.. anyway.. in real life.. i truly am
amazingly strong.. assessed as an amazing
dancer.. at least by the female audience at Old Seville
Quarter.. but occasionally my graceful style of ballet
mixed with all free style martial arts.. scares the
homophobes among us.. who themselves
are terrified they might be gay and
attracted to another male.. yes..
namely me and other males..
when we do graceful stuff in
life that the females love..
like poetry.. and ‘intoxicating’ dance..
But that scares the literal pants off
some repressed males.. who have
repressed an entire hemisphere of
emotional divine feminine grace..
from early in childhood when
their daddies and culture
in general.. tell ’em to be
big stiff as a board men..
rapidly and dying of heart
attacks early.. as Love once again..
is the REAL Fountain of Youth and Bliss
in Grace of Life.. and Gracefully aging as well..
where middle-age becomes a place of stronger..
and smarter.. both in art and science.. as well as
HUmAN HEaRT!..smile emoticon
So anyway.. to make a potentially
much longer dance story shorter.. on three
occasions at the Dance Hall.. i have to use
Wookiee Force against this kind of Injustice..
immobilizing three males.. who ‘think’ they are big men..
and have never ever come up against a real wild and free
Wookiee man.. who is the loyalest of friends.. who will
ALWAYS RECIPROCATE COMMUNICATION
WITH FRIENDS.. WITHOUT FAIL..
AND WILL REMEMBER FRIENDS
UNTIL THE DAY HE OR SHE.. SAID
AND WHO will
also defend friends as well when
injustice is sensed and felt.. and we Wookiees..
if we have to move into a physical fight.. fight with
no rules of school.. and do things.. no school
boys have ever seen before..
i will avoid a confrontation at
all costs.. and even walk away.. but when
someone pins me to the wall.. i will stand my ground..
and easily immobilize the opponent.. in a way..
that will not land me in Jail.. heHE..
AND the video above.. is an
excellent tool.. to take a young
male who thinks he is big and strong..
aside.. and show him just how much power
and potential damage to other human beings..
is IN THESE HIPS OF BEAUTY.. GRACE..
AND YES.. IF NECESSARY.. THE DANCE
OF DEATH.. in Kung Fu school words too..;)
Yes.. Love is not only Passionate..
and Unconditional.. it must be courageous
and tough too.. as the best of US WOOKIEES..
KNOW.. FEEL AND PRACTICE NOW..
iN REAL LIFE TOO…smile emoticon
living as Well..
in Balance.. NOW
Environment.. iS US..
Nature will have HeR
way for Balance..
out of balance
of Nature OUT
of balance.. wHere
the environment including
US is out of balance.. taking
more than giving..
as is.. including
US.. always NOW
SO.. as i sit here
winds howling.. multiple
Tornado Warnings.. all morning
long.. it is a clear result of Nature
OUT OF BALANCE and it matters just Now..
NOT who is at fault.. global warming
by the hands of human or the rest
of Nature of
THAT IS THE
FORCE OF BALANCE
WILL HAVE HER WAY..
and eventually Winter
will come for now..
and the human
is Tornados and
out of balance
here.. there is no
separation of US
as Nature.. and whenever
any part of nature is put out
of balance.. there will be another
consequence of Nature to put it
back in balance..
and in the case
suffering of other
parts of our environment
as US as to enslave any
part of it and harm
any part of it now..
as the Balance
and when one
as Nature now
one gains respect
for what has always
been real.. US who can
never truly be separated
from the environment as integral
pArts in action and consequence..
either dark or light.. or negative
or positive.. the price to pay
of dark to light..
The price to pay for humans
who ravaged the Americas and
its indigenous people’s who lived
in reverence and worship for the
environment all around them
as the life giving source
of the great spirit
that lives in
not.. is a way
of life that works..
well in balance..
are plenty like they
were when these continents
of the Americas are in balance..
and humans are not even noticeable
in effect from Space when stars look
down upon the human face.. but now
that human face has become a monster
of culture on the planet earth.. defacing
and wasting the other parts of us
will of all
Human cultures are a
horrible virus to the
earth.. not the innate
human who when in
balance before now
10 to 12 thousand
years ago.. then..
is a way of
Balance of all of
us as environment
as balance.. so then
comes agriculture and
collecting the other pArts
of the environment become
a way of life.. then comes
industry.. and tools
made by humans
of our living
now the IT
from our living
as heads somewhere
without bodies at all
in the E-world place..
but at least we can
now reach across
the 7 seas..
to see the problem
from the beginning..
to allow folks to see
what freedom truly
looks like when living
free.. to share our dreams..
our nightmares.. without
restraint.. to share our righteous
indignation against slavery now of
other parts of the GOD of Nature
that are all humans regardless
of tan of skin.. nationality..
and all other
Yes.. there was a price
to pay for invading other
lands in balance and taking
that balance away.. and that
price is the Karma of Nature..
whether it is a Tornado in the
middle of 80 degree
in the Winter
of North Florida
or human suffering at
the hands of humans grown
so sick away from the terms
of balance of freedoms of
God’s Nature where now
as slaves of either
sex or work is the
standard instead of
balance and freedom..
The human is not the
virus alone.. but the
culture is a human
experiment that is
from sea to sea
along with the rest of the
Earth.. and ‘Tornados’ are still
coming.. bigger than human has
ever seen before.. as in terms of
balance.. the Nature that is feeling God
in the eyes of Human is suffering from one side
of the globe to the other.. and the rest of
Nature as us.. so far.. is letting it go..
and if we do not fix it hand in
hand.. the Godzilla
will once again
have her ways in
the eyes of a Tornado
that no human has seen
before.. Nature aka GOD
is angry.. very angry.. as
someone is torturing her
children that is her
her winds of change
to get it back in balance
there will be pieces to
pick back up and
if we are smart
enough to follow
the real rule of God
that is ONLY BALANCE..
BUT THE MOST DIFFICULT
CHALLENGE IS THE SMART WILL
BE IN HUMAN INNATE INSTINCT
AND INTUITION OF THE ORIGINAL
INDIGENOUS PEOPLES OF THE EARTH
WHO COULD NOT SEPARATE THEMSELVES
IN AN ILLUSION AWAY FROM NATURE AS
THE ONLY GOD THAT HAS EVER OR WILL
EVER EXIST.. so yeah.. written language..
collective intelligence and
culture in the ways
of holding hands
be a path
of God of Nature
balance.. but on the
other hand it is the
Devil that BrINgS us
THE FIRST PLACE..
SO WE MUST LEARN
A WAY IN FEELING TO
MAKE THE DEVIL OUR
HELPER AND FRIEND AND
THAT MY FRIEND gigoid
will take Imagination..
Apple of Knowledge..
but sure.. Balance is
as GOD OF
B A L A N C E..
IN OTHER WORDS
there are no real answers
yet.. we must imagine them..
create them.. and art them and
make these dreams come to fruition
no less than the dream time of
our ancestors who
come up to me
bootie dance with
me.. back to
know it is
in balance now of
the BUTT OF FEMALES
WILL RULE MALES ONCE
MORE.. NO DIFFERENT
who still live in remote
areas of the world
and who ruled
balance by the
rule of the female
butt.. for all human
history until 10 to
12K years ago..
yeah.. as Shakira
says.. HIPS DON’T
LIE.. NO.. THEY
SOMETIMES THE ANSWERS
ARE BELOW INSTEAD OF
ABOVE.. IN A BOOTIE
ONCE MORE FOR
HUMAN BEING.. WHERE
MALES ARE ONCE MORE
JUST TOYS FOR FEMALE
freely with relative
free will of JOY WILD..
like i said before..
W H E r E
Love IS A
AS HUMAN AND REST
OF NATURE BALANCE..
MAKING THAT WORK WILL
NOW ALWAYS NOW BE THE REAL
MIRACLE now BEFORE THE BIGGER
TORNADO OF GOD’s BUTT COMES..
as US.. inoW
JusT now Living
trUly aLive Now..
Smiles with Love
too.. my friend..
now is enough
to hold on to it..
Now is only free when free iN
relative human free will for us Now
US or WE in terms of ALL of Nature
NOW is truly A Perfect Word as GODinforce
as practice when practice iS a BalanceNow..:)
So sure.. while in some areas of the World women
are losing the so-called battle of the
sexes.. in others they are
coming to rule..
who win.. win
strong with emotions
fully expresSinG.. as that
bRinGS strength of focus..
memory and mind.. as emotion
is the glue of human intelligence
expressed as standard IQ as well..
And males moreover.. no longer
hunters in a foraging way of life..
no longer with clear
in a life increasingly
where social roles
are muddled and
the price of ultimate
survival in even being
able to survive and reproduce
with their gonads left intact
of fearless male
So sure.. there is a price to pay
for human slavery.. and the price
of subjugating women.. for control
including reproductive freedoms
through illusory fears
women to institutionalized
rape of marriage as well..
accepted by women as
no choice to be
that rule by
ways of human
slavery.. is the
rise again of matriarchy
world wide.. and one can
see this even in the lab as
levels of male testosterone have
been falling surely as an environmental
way of allowing women to take the rules
of slavery away from men..
it is a subtle process
ruled by GOD
as to put
of stress like
rape of arranged marriages
is to impact the sons who
will come for generations
as well.. as a women
males who are more
unlikely to reproduce
as it is a sign that
resources are low
are or not..
is to pay the
price of Karma in
God of nature terms
of reality.. as there is
no ultimate escape for the
demand of GOD of Balance..
so sure.. we see
the effects of this
in politics and
men are slowly
losing the battle
of the sexes in a global
way now.. as freedom of
is the most
message of all..
where women are
free enough to express
both their feminine and masculine
natures.. and males are becoming
weaker and weaker in both ways
of human Nature..
as fear rules
and there are fewer
clearer social roles
for humans trying to
These changing cycles of the balance
of Nature are nothing new.. what
comes around goes around.. and the
matriarchy that was once the human
way is coming
fast and furiously
in some parts of the
to pay and males
will suffer overall
for what their ancestors
did long ago and continue
to do to women now.. in terms
of illusory fears in subjugation
and slavery for their fellow human
beings.. and the signs are clear
in places like Japan.. where
the young folks no longer
even care to copulate
with flesh and
of the opposite
sex.. where make-up
and glamour shots for
men.. are the same as
for women.. or even
more.. in South
is getting muddy..
harmed each other
and the rest of Nature
and if they are not capable
of change back to balance..
the way of John Calhoun’s
rat utopia.. and the
may be the
but again in the
beginning and the
end with no end or
beginning.. the GOD
of Nature will have
her way as human
it is the
from an apex
as it moves toward
eradicating its very
own species off the face
of the earth.. in how it
predators each other and
the rest of
The Ally is
Love as a Contact
Sport.. and the
devil is all
but LOVE.. it is
truly easy to see
for those of us with
TRUTH AND LIGHT
L O V E..:)
More from Rafiah’s Facebook
page.. as she highlights
one of her
Soccer is a great!
sport..! Rafiah.. not as
harmful to the human body as Football..
as repeated trauma is really insane
in terms of
and it is a sport
that the world can
enjoy together to
express our tribal
instincts in relatively
peaceful wayS away
to yes.. World
WAR I I I..
Sports is yes..
A potential real
savior for the human
species when practiced
as a global human team EFFORT!..:)
And now a another side
note from me… wRite on course..
One of my favorite writers Richard Bach..
is great positive inspiration.. back
in the day.. when i am
in metaphor now as
i reach out for human
potential in both poetry
and dance.. in ways that no
human.. as far as i know and
feel has gone before.. in recorded
history at least..
i could not relate
the metaphor of flying
in air to flying on the terrestrial
plane of earth.. then.. but truly the art
of human movement now as free flowing
dance are infinite ways of human movement
than can take us higher and higher in agility..
balance.. feather like impact on the
earth in center point calm
of our human
but our spiraling
arms and legs are Hurricane
Winds of both grace and Power
that belies the calm center
of the Hurricane WE..
the rest of Nature
AKA GOD and dance
free in balance with GOD
as one driving Force of
Peace and powerful
in both poeTry and
Dance.. i have to move
on to many other places in
life to expand my human Seagull
potential in metaphor of Bach’s
Book about Jonathan Livingston
Seagull.. and i come back
to places to
i learn.. to
from time to time..
but what makes me
different than most
is i’ve been to real
human hell and
me from greater
Light in Heaven as LIFE!
with all the contact of Love
that goes along with that
aLL NaturAlly too!
And Richard Bach
also writes a book named
‘ONE’ that is a similar real life
human and cultural potential
in REALIZED PROPHECY LIKE
imagining a place
where folks freely share their
talents and are rewarded for them
by merit of each and every human
with equal opportunity.. and realizing
that by the grace or curse of Nature we too could
be in the other person’s shoes of either darker
or lighter fences as
rule of Life..
And he suggests that
globally sport will replace
the need for aggression.. violence..
and wars against those viewed as
different and not pArt
of the country
THE RULE OF WORLD
LOVE AND PEACE WHEN TRULY
SPORT BECOMES THE LOVE
OF A CONTACT
REST OF THE
GLOBE AS US!
And Google and other
Online avenues provide
ways to share talent of ART!
The Truth is there are human
prophets who tune into more
and give future answers based
on the present observations of now..
There are humans who rise above the
constraints of others and serve humankind
to free humankind greater the way that
Nature as GOD will have human
be.. as what
as free as
and the LIGHT
IS LOVE.. A GIFT THAT
NOT ALL ANIMALS POSSESS
EQUALLY BUT AN INNATE ONE
IN HUMAN WHEN PRACTICED AS
AN ART OF LOVE
CAN AND WILL
IN LIFE.. WHEN WE ALL BECOME
SUPER SEAGULLS IN ONE TEAM
REST OF NATURE
AS GOD OF COURSE
IN BALANCE IN A REAL
Smiles.. my friend Leah.. i’ve truly never really been into
Christmas Cards.. only really symbols for my mother’s
actual relationships with people over the years..
online is much better than a card
any day for me..
in sharing so much
more than simple
platitudes of life..
yes.. all of online
is a card to me..
and a very
always a place
to find another card
in another place online..
if the other cards go away..
which sure.. is sometimes the case…
i am happier than i’ve ever been before..
simply ’cause i have everything all in me now
i am today.. NOW.. theRe are no expectations
or limitations for me..
truly i am free
in happiness.. and have
myriads of ways to connect
to other human beings where
amazingly the once shut-in person
for 66 months is recognized as the
dancing guy by almost everyone in
a metro area of several hundred thousand
as yes.. when ya live in ‘Footloose’ town
in the Facebook age..
ya Face gets shared
much when ya
dare to dance
free for over 4600
miles in 28 months..
all places public now..
in fact.. the amount of
attention gets a little uncomfortable
now and then.. as truly it feels great
to dance.. and that is the reason i
do it.. as i connect to me and
Nature as GoD
and others only
if they care
for our primitive ancestors
are a way of life..
are way of life as ONE
Force of human Nature..
The industrial age.. and
The IT age brings the illusion
sometimes that we are independent
and in no need of the connection of others
now.. but as far as i can see.. that is the sickness
of the world now
evolved to be..
This is the right planet to me..
i became the wrong human being
to live here.. so i went to the Wrong
Planet for a while.. with other smartY
pants humans who fell lost in life
without clear social
roles and human
i didn’t understand
when younger that Love
was a muscle that must be
exercised to keep.. and surely
dance is a way.. that keeps me
in a full contact sport of Love now
my friend Leah.. i view everyone of
your emails as a Christmas and Birthday
card to me.. my friend.. as every now
is the birth of me
and never the
same as Another
again.. i came to the Wrong
Planet on Thanksgiving day
November 26, 2010..
as science and
left as ART..
in the philosophy..
politics.. and religion
of Human Life.. science
is no longer enough for me..
as i find ART as the height of
human expresSinG Life for
now.. but sure.. every once
in a while i visit the
to see if there
the Art of
to view.. and sadly
it is the same Aghogday
now that it was before.. only
difference really is i am no longer
Aghogday.. for the feminine Love
that is KATiE MiA in Art of Grace
of the dance of human has
been joined with
of me that
i attempted to share
my Jonathan Livingston
Experience of True and LiGht
Human awakening at the Wrong
Planet.. and they are only interested
in science for the most part and that
is their will and not mine..
but my will now is
free in a relative
way.. and sadly
is truly the one
getting me banned
for a month.. insists
that he does not have..
and truly he does NOT..
as free will is relative
give that to him
or anyone else there..
they must earn it with
the blood.. sweat.. and
tears of awakening
that will be
and never mine alone..
and truly i did feel like
Lucifer in Hell when i lived
on that Wrong Planet.. and
when ‘booka’ whatever her
name banned me..
it was truly
ticket out of
what i truly
see as a metaphor
of restricted online
hell now.. and i am
the one who decided
to make it a permanent
vacation.. from hell for now
on.. in Staycation of Heaven that
is now for me.. you would think
that folks wouldn’t get mad
at the Devil for
an Angel.. of
but when one
is in Hell
i still observe
Hell from above..
a couple of times a
month to see if anything
significant has changed
but the fire looks the
to me.. as
anyway.. i await
your next Birthday/
present/ as lines
of you my friend
here.. with no
you are the
gift.. and so is everyone
else to me.. sometimes the
gifts come and sometimes
they leave.. but i my friend
am giving that never
is the pArt
HUMAN BEING NOW..
YES.. THE RELATIVE FREE WILL OF CHOICE
TO MAKE LOVE A CONTACT SPORT NOW!..:)..!
i have a hard time wishing anyone more
than a happy now.. so i extend
for now.. my
Smiles.. my friend..
in a world of leaders..
most commonly to have
a desire for status and
power to lead.. means in
effect.. a loss of affect to
be filled by human Love
in sharing and giving
the ones who
make the rules
will drain every ounce
of resources of where
power and status will
take them.. as they
fill a hole of soul
that can only
God of Nature
intends as human
Love.. no doubt
we need rule
order in huge
populations or anarchy
and chaos will be the end
result of humans only evolving
still now.. to connect to 150 to 200
sets of eyes.. the entire planet is out
of balance.. and as far as God’s eYes
go God views the Earth as one living
creation of GOD..
of God’s home
for us.. expands
all across the globe..
with sure.. the US having
very dirty hands of
here in slaughtering
a kind way of Love
in Reverence of THe
Great Spirit of
of Nature ONE..
the entire weight
of the balance of dark
as in favor of light for a
thriving home of us.. is
certainly a dark place
as the US.. but nah..
not much darker
of an Apex predator
that is only smart
There is room for much
humility and subservience
to the God of Nature to get
back in Balance and the
Lighter GRACES OF
the GOD of NATURE..
will destroy all of
us.. in a world
that are more effective
killing machines seriously
pointed directly at the
in dirty bombs
come our way..
i hate it yes.. but
there is no Love
in Power and Status
as history shows over
i Love the
US for the
the US gives
me.. as i depend
on God and
and can do
that here.. and there
is zero i can do to bring
Love to Hearts.. Spirits..
and Souls.. who are the
leaders and rule makers
of the way things will
continue to go..
blood will shed
and even more sadly
it appears that it will
be the innocents from
your area of the world
who will suffer at the
greatest hands of power
and status.. as where there
is no Love.. there is no respect
for human life.. no matter what
of literal human
hell.. making the
rules and power
no matter what
country fear and
hate lives in it
that is light
it will do us all the best
if we pray for Peace and
Love and it will do the Middle
East as a whole even better if they
never ever.. do something like 9/11
to the Lion over here.. that is deficit
Love over there..
as whole.. and not just
limited to rogue
noticing all the
Love that exists
over theRe.. human
iS Love.. when best
expresSinG.. but sadly
all stuff cultural rules
as it is mostly
It’s really sad to
have no real answers
but sometimes all one
can do is do the best
and sure.. my
for now.. my friend.. Imran..:)
Yes.. i get by with a ‘little help from my friends’..
and sure cosmic consciousness..
yes.. it’s in our DNA
and our ancestors
from the origin
of GOD beginning
never ending as well..
as ALL THAT IS.. AND
YES.. WITH A ‘LITTLE
HELP’ FROM I. T.
TOO.. as at least..
now.. for folks who have
not sought and found a
way to aWake and liGht
up to their human potential
within.. there are glimpses on
Google in literal empirical ways..
for those who have not yet..
found the Truth
as it is
JUST NOW.. LIGHT
AND TRUTH LIVES AS US!..
AS THE FORCE WE TRULY
CAN BE AS WISDOM AND LOVE
INCARNATE AS GOD’S CHILDREN NOW!..:)