Hi gigoid.. thanks for stopping by again today..
after yesterday’s marathon Christmas Family
adventure and Novel Writing experience..
i am on a bit of a hiatus from writing today..
to keep the balance in flesh and blood as well..
did have time to read what you wrote today.. enjoyed it much..
and am off to comment there now.. and review this Novel Post again..
for any changes.. as yes.. for axiom #2.. change continues to be GREAT!..:)
Yes.. and we are crossing paths back and forth here
after i get back from hearing you again..
and bRinGinG iN whatever
comes next
for me.. in
SonG..
of SoUL..
sMiLes..;)
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A wise father who survives challenge and shares advice..
beats a school goer pastor or priest who only preaches..
And Lawyers help make rules and interpret them and
sure get around rules too..
in finding loop holes
tiny and large..
with democrats
and republicans
becoming now the
same.. exception
of course Trump..
the Trump card is
fear of change.. but
change is here already..
starts in early to mid 90’s
with Personal computing
then online then broad-band
online and now there is less fooling
as we get a say so and an ear passing
our TV’s.. Libraries.. Work.. and Local
Church.. and sure third places away
from Work and Home Entertainment
like Bars and Bowling Places
where League Bowling
is now Solo Bowling
with ever changing
Open Bowlers..
notice how
i capitalize
all stuff
associated
with Bars and Bowling
Places as they are third
places no less that Church
too.. to congregate together
and either worship drink..
ten pins.. or golden
chalices to
fill a human
with some
kind of
CONTACT..
AS YES.. LOVE
IS A CONTACT SPORT..
IT COMES in ways of football
too.. where the Love of a favorite
team binds the social unit force
together against a common
enemy no less than
Church and the
Devil.. Bowling
Alley Opposing
League Teams..
and oh those terrible
Gators if you are a Seminole
Fan and Vices Verse in every
other way as well.. or not
so well.. when it
comes to
the social
organism
that iS naturAlly
we.. as humans need
to get it all together on a flesh
and blood playing field of sharing
humanity.. in yes.. a Contact Sport
OF
LOVE..
ANYWAY.. in large
societies where humans
are only evolved to deal
with around 150 to 200
set of eyes.. we have
to have the rule makers..
the politicians.. and law
enforcers.. judges.. etc..
to make the whole
deal approximate
something away from
chaos to anarchy.. and
to me.. it’s kinda amazing
it works at all.. except yes..
at heArt.. we humans are still
Social Animals when we practice
our humanity as such.. if given the
chance.. and there is a range of empathy
from human empaths as metaphorical angels
as there are at least a few.. to the Cannibals
among us.. who only can get close to others
by literally eating them.. as it is a cold lone
road without human empathy
in touchy feely life..
so yeah.. i continue
to Contact Love
as a Sport
in Practice
and reAlly
get good
at it
so i can
be totally
immune to eating
brains.. or a spectrum
leading to that.. in how
empathy is draining away from
human beings.. as science shows now..
to the tune of 30% in the last few decades
among College Age adults.. it’s a cold world
without feelings.. we need more Bowling Center’s
and less
screens
away from
flesh and blood
Bowlers who Bowl
in the biggest League
of Humanity FEELING..:)
Ha! the gift
is actually your post here..
i awoke with the phrase “Love is a Contact Sport”..
this morning and feel before the day is over.. then..
i will have to do something with that phrase and
your post here provides just the inspiration i need..
all my words are free friend.. i’ve already lost
everything once.. and what i learned from
that iS to never own anything again..
in terms of attachment to any constructs of
ownership.. so sharing is my way.. no need to
attribute anything to me.. and a great honor it is
to share words here with you my friend.. gigoid..
as sharing and giving is where it’s at for me..
except for Material stuff as that is no longer
a part of my Love Language.. that is the realm
of my wife..in giving and getting material gifts..
and there is nothing wrong with that either..
but at one point in time every brick in my yard has
to be perfectly aligned in every garden.. and when
my wife moves them when i am sick.. i thought it
was the end of the world until i learned i was not a brick..
i am me in the flesh and that is all i am.. as all that comes
from me within.. i hope is Love.. my friend.. expresSinG as
sharing and giving in acts of service.. so in short i am
honored that you would share anything
i bring to the table of life..
as once again.. what i do
my friend.. is as free
as me.. sMiLes..:)
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From Friend
Rafiah’s..
Facebook
Page..
She indicates
she is watching
the movie
Nightcrawler
and..
i say..
Interesting..
there is a time in culture
where only movies with ethical
endings will appease the social consciousness..
and truly arts in all forms are a reflection of human
in that segment of time iN culture when ‘the movie’..
is brought to the big screen.. and interestingly.. lately..
there have been a lot of Heroes.. even more than anti-heroes..
like in this ‘Nightcrawler’ Movie.. Zombies..
Vampire movies.. and other shows like
the Sopranos.. Dexter.. etc.. where humans
in real life are becoming colder away from real
touchy feely human empathy.. where folks go gross..
when the autopsies come out.. instead of.. oh
that’s cool.. let’s watch it again..
There are ways to lose empathy
and ways to increase it.. and seriously..
chick flicks are a best way to gain it..
Disney Movies.. etc.. where cold
heart shows can actually
steal a little bit of human
empathy away.. at a time..
now.. along with war
games and the such..
WheRe what we feed
our unconscious mind is what we
will dream about at night.. so yes..
in hopes of sweet dreams for you friend..
Rafiah.. and nothing too creepy.. per movies
as dreams of the Twilight Zones of human mind..:)
Rafiah says..
it was a sad thing to watch..
i say..
True my friend…
And then in response
to my photo with shirt
that says hug life she says..
after i say..
And yes.. Hug Life.. Ynot!..wink emoticon
Ugh.. a lingering head cold.. and lack
of sleep from last night’s writing A Free
Verse PoeTry Novel.. escapade.. and now..
nite nite time is most definitely
here now!..smile emoticon!
Rafiah says..
Happy holidays and happy winters and happy
birthdays to our Prophets Muhammad and Jesus.
smile emoticon This time all these
synced together. heart emoticon
i say..
Smiles.. And the same to you as well..
And much stays green here still with Sunny
temperatures still reaching close to 80F..
i’m thinking it gets cold and snowy where you live..
But i can google to find out for sure and Google Earth
to see if there is any green left in Sialkot.. And i
did that once and all i saw was tightly packed homes..
And truly that made me sad for you.. If it is true..
As Nature’s ways rule.. But anyways.. always happy
to you.. My dear friend.. Rafiah.. And at any rate..
Online makes the world Zero degrees of Internet
separation and God said let US live in the
E-World too.. And December 25th 2010..
is my first day when i post my smiling
baby avatar for hope of Love to be me again..
And i hoped enough to make that magic real..
Smiles Again with December 25th Love in the
E-World of Contact.. And this is a beach too..
Reference movie Contact with Jodie Foster..
And the Disney song.. It’s a small world
after ALL.. And i am five years-old online..
Reference Movie Avatar of my baby photo..:)
Back to Rafiah’s Page where she is happy
to be eating some Pine Nuts.. and
i say..
i have lots of pine trees where i live..
Must try pine nuts some time… i tried
money for happiness.. And ugh.. Utter
failure on that except not having to
have a master of work and only working
for God is 100 percent #Happytome ..
smile emoticon!
Rafiah says..
We dont have pines Here in punjab.
Pine nuts are very expensive treat,
so they are rare things. smile emoticon
i say..
i love Pine trees..
Truly the wind sings through Pine
needles when the Winter North winds come..
But still fog off the gulf for now..
And i wanna eat some Pine
Nuts even more as you
are making them seem
very tasty..:)
Rafiah says..
We have fields on our
rear side of home. smile emoticon
i say..
i like wide open fields very much..
and i am glad to hear that Rafiah..
i would hate to think of you trapped
in a city full of buildings as homes..
with not much Mother Nature.. now..:)
And as a side note here.. sad.. yes.. but many
folks do not feel the spirits of the Forest..
the Beach.. the Mountains.. the Ocean..
or even in
one’s own
home with
family.. as a human
emotional heArt can
flow dead.. with
what science
identifies
as oxytocin
and oxytocin
receptors no
longer working
properly.. wheRe feeling
and giving these Forest/
Beach/Mountain/Ocean/HOME
Spirits are no longer
pArt of the
human experience
if it is.. ever was
at all.. and this is
part of the sickness
of what is described as
psychopathy.. not feeling
the social warmth between
human beings.. and the receptors
for oxytocin.. the social
bonding neurohormone
that are even rich
on our feet..
as we touch
mother
earth
with our
toes and
truly iN this
Oxytocin SpiRit
are connected.. And one
might say it is just neurohormones
of science.. no big deal.. but it is
the biggest deal of human social
cooperation.. CONTACT AND
CONNECTION..
AS WHEN FOLKS
CANNOT FEEL
AND GIVE
FEELING
SPIRIT THIS WAY..
THEY ARE TRULY COLD
INSIDE.. AND FOR FOLKS
LIKE ME WHO ARE OVER-FLOWING
WITH IT FROM BIRTH.. CHRONIC
NEVER ENDING STRESS CAN DAMAGE
THE SYSTEMS OF THE HUMAN BODY..
INCLUDING THE BODILY SYSTEMS
ASSOCIATED WITH OXYTOCIN..
MIRROR NEURONS.. AND
ALL OTHER ASSOCIATED
BODILY SYSTEMS
ASSOCIATED
WITH HUMAN
CONTACT IN
FEELING AND
GIVING EMOTIONAL
EMPATHY TO OTHER FOLKS..
SO.. AS A METAPHOR.. some of
us are swimming with these
Spirits of the Forest/Beach/
Ocean/Mountains/Home..
and others of
us.. either
drowned in
life without
them or never
come with this
raft-boat of social
CONTACT.. COOPERATION
AND LOVE FROM THE GET
GO.. as a horrible innate
issue.. where a human is truly
basically born or becomes a
heARtless.. spiRitless.
soUlLess creature
and that is
the emptiest
human reality
of all.. to live
without a soul.. as
for us folks who CONTACT..
CONNECT.. AND FEEL EACH OTHER
STRONGLY IN POSITIVE LIGHT LOVE
WAYS.. IS wHere the Rich
Man is the Camel and
we are the eye
of the Needle
that is the
entry the
camel
cannot fit through..
or like looking through
a window and never being
able to enter into the
other side.. and
thEre are ways
to exercise
this Love
Muscle
and grow it
stronger.. if it
even exists at ALL..
as use or lose applies
to all stuff animal human
being.. Love is a drug.. but
it is not totally free.. it takes
practice.. practice.. practice..
to develop the Human Love Muscle
Harder.. Faster.. and Softer
in human CONTACT.. CONNECTIONS
IN SOCIAL COOPERATION OF HUMAN
SOCIAL
BLISS
WITH PEACE AND LOVE
ALL NATURALE AS
THE GOD OF
NATURE WILL
HAVE IT..
WHEN OUR
SOULS.. ARE BALANCED
IN MIND AND BODY.. PLUS
HEART AND SPIRIT AS ONE
FORCE WITH
THE GOD
OF NATURE
NOW.. we with
the Holy Spirits
of the Forest/Beach/
Mountain/Ocean/Home
SET FREE
TO LIVE
AGAIN
TOGETHER..
AS ONE FAMILY
OF GOD.. NO SALES PRICE
TO PUT ON HUMAN LOVE..:)
And truly for folks who are human this way.. theRe are no
human boarders.. as Love connects uS all in Passionate..
Courageous.. and Unconditional way..
and until one feels
both how big
and small
this world
is always
now..
one does
not enter
heaven until
then now.. so
no..
dont’
be jealous
of the human
who only seeks
material items
out of
the
Human
HeArt..
SpiRit..
and
SoUL..
as they will
never be able to
fill up a golden
chalice now with any
thing but
a bottom
less
pit
of still
everlasting
eternal
empty..
and that is hell..
real hell now.. and
ironically.. some folks
have no idea they even
exist in ‘that other place’..
with the so-called Poor
Folks of the
Forest
in Heaven
around them
like me and
others just
now.. just
now..
WHO
ARE the
riches of
Love incarnate
as Children of GOD
Now.. JUST NOW..allone
with ALL of GOD as Nature NOW..:)
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And yes.. i have been on the other
side of that Dark Window of human
heArt mind blindness.. in feeling
ways with Humans and the
rest of Nature..
as i always
feel the oxytocin
way of touching other
humans with even just
my eyes.. of Love
for almost
two decades
serving and
working with
numbers of other
humans approaching
100K variety of humans
then.. and the CONTACT
OF HUMAN CONNECTING
LOVE IS SO GREAT
IN HUMAN
BLISS..
THAT MOST
PEOPLE TALE
ME I NEVER AGE..
AS THE HUMAN CONNECTION
OF LOVE.. IS TRULY THE FOUNTAIN
OF YOUTH AND HAPPINESS WHEN THE LOVE
MUSCLE IS EXERCISED LIKE A HUMAN
FEELING
OLYMPIC
SPORT NOW..
JUST NOW.. AS
LOVE IS NOW WHEN
FELT.. GIVEN AND SHARED
FREELY WITH ALL OTHERS
AND THE REST OF NATURE
AKA GOD NOW..
JUST
NOW!..:)
AND THE first beyond
terrifying and sad
moment that i realize
i have lost my human
heart.. spirit..
and soul..
of free
feeling.. giving
sharing being.. is
when i can no longer
feel the oxytocin warmth
of continuing the social
bond with my cats..
and my
Cat Arthur
can sense it
and his ears peel
back when my hand
even comes close
to his head..
as averse
to the
Devil
Incarnate
then he is then..
and the darkness
kept sinking.. and truly
it was a physiological
issue of constant two
year fight or flight
stress.. and the
associated cortisol/
adrenaline stress
hormones that
if not
burned off
will burn a
brain out like
acid.. as even
Medical Science
agrees is a fact..
and destroying almost
all other bodily systems
in a slow or faster burn
too.. and truly this chronic
never ending 2 year work related
stress event.. leads to many of
the 19 medical disorders i
am diagnosed with
then..
we are human..
and we must take
steps to keep our
minds and bodies balanced
in animal homeostasis..
or we will definitely
break down.. in
a literal
medical
science
break down
of our nerves..
cardio/respiratory/
endocrine.. and all
other systems of the
human body.. stress not
only kills it maims the
human heart..
spirit..
and soul
in working
definitions
of real metaphorical
death as life.. now.. as
without a heart.. spirit..
or soul.. fully functioning..
the Rings of Dante’s
hell come dead
slowly
and more
surely
everynow
as life..
and Love
and all that
Love practices
as real in life is
both the prevention to
never go to real literal
human hell and to get out
as well.. as i did on or about
July 22nd 2013.. i arise again
as
human
being..
and this
is truly
what being
reborn is.. becoming
human again.. for those
of us who suffer through
the challenges of life..
and are shot
down
by life
as a fallen
hero.. or just
a nobody like
me now.. then..
who is erased
from my history
and the history
of the Planet
in practical
ways
of death
as Life then…
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Thanks my friend..
and the night after staying up last night..
writing until 4 am.. is truly just getting
started for me.. after working-out a couple
of hours.. a little more writing here.. shower..
fresh shorts and a huggable cat as a T-shirt..
off to Rave Dance i go.. coming back around 3 am..
with more photos for my ‘next blog post’.. that will
probably be titled “Love is a Contact Sport”..
wheRe hopefully one day more humans will
share to exercise their most important muscle..
the heARt ONe.. my friend.. yes.. moving.. connecting..
creating.. with imagination too.. wE mosT aLL become
Loving Arts of each other togeThER as unifying instead
of separating human Force respectively as Love and Hope..
vs Hate and Fear.. so once again.. may thAT REAL FORCE
OF LOVE BE WITH YOU MY FRIEND.. WITH HOPE.. LESS FEAR..
WHErE THE LIgHT iS ThE POSITIVE ENERGY WE CONTINUE TO bRinG
to the World as FREE FOLKS WITHOUT CHAINS OF RESTRAINT..
iN FEAR.. yes.. sMiLes again.. and see ya later..
friend gigoid.. busy day tomorrow with more Catholic
Church.. all ya can eat buffet.. with little sleep.. mall
dance shopping.. while Katrina enjoys the after Christmas Sales..
maybe a Barnes and Nobles stop-off.. but will surely be by to comment
at your place sometime tomorrow evening.. hopefully if
not sooner.. with sMiLES of funx@back at ya.. then..:)
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Ashe Friend from Facebook..
wanting to accomplish
a feat of disconnecting
from the E-World and
running away for
one day
with just
the right
person to
make it an
adventure and
i say.. then..
Are you sure you are up to it..
wInks.. but it is a great idea..
i hope you secure the proper person
to make it a real adventure.. i’m more
of a monkey than a human anyway.. all i do
is write and dance.. and sure.. sing along at
times as well.. and i love this song and will use
any excuse available.. to share it freely.. for now..;)
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Trying to describe my Dance techniques to
my Mother while just doing it.. but reAlly
there are no words for it.. just dance..
just dance.. dance..wink emoticon
And Speaking of that.. off to work-out
at my favorite NASWF Military Gym.. a few
final TOUCHES on that Novel i finished last night..
and i’m ready to entertain.. the college age and other
age folks at Old Seville Quarter.. for my 90th
Rave Dance Week Dance..
And yes.. i’ll be the one
doing most of the Raving..
and waving my arms and hands..
hips.. toes.. feet.. legs.. fingers..
and all the other stuff.. above..
so below.. outside.. inside
and all around…
Yes.. like a Human
UniVerse and or Galaxy does..
remaining wild and free.. like the rest
of ALLTHATIS AKA GOD AS WELL..
YES THAT’S JUST SWELL..
iN THE JUST DOING iT OF
ALL THAT IS.. FREE.. WILD
AND FREE.. ANYWAY.. SEE
YA LATER.. move.. move on..
i go.. for now..smile emoticon!
Oh yes.. all most forgot..
“I TRIPLE DOG DARE YOU”..
And seriously.. so far.. i’ve been kissed by three
“Strange Girls” on the dance floor.. to my surprise..
but sure.. just pecks on the cheeks.. and yes..
of course Katrina knows all about it..
and that’s how other folks greet
others folks in other countries..
so.. so what..wink emoticon
And then another time..
a ‘strange’ girl just grabbed
both cheeks of my butt while
i was stretching my calve muscles..
sure.. bent over.. and then she rubbed
my belly and exclaimed.. oh your stomach
is hard.. yes.. it lifts around 250 LBS or so
at the gym so it should stay hard for now..;)
And hmm.. what other adventures..
yes there are those ‘wild and crazy’
bootie dances.. where the rear
attacks the front.. and i use my
quick martial arts moves with my
legs to protect the other parts..
from floor assault by arrears…
Anyway.. Shakira’s ‘Dare LA LA LA’
song along with my ‘Triple Dog Dare You’
Shirt reminded me of all of that.. and it is
seriously hilarious.. considering i’m just
about old enough to be all these girls
grandfather’s but hey.. i’m just there
to exercise and retain my hard middle
core of being.. and keep it calm too..
in a flight of dance.. free.. so free..:)
OH yes.. and also to spread
positive inspiring energy..
however it comes.. goes..
and is received by others..
yes.. hopefully POSITIVE
AND INSPIRING…
FOR NOW..;)
AND NOW.. i better go
or i am gonna be super late..!..;)
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https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/12/26/godsuniversenovel/
GodsUniVerseNovel
Posted on December 26, 2015
FULLY ILLUSTRATED FREE verse poeticAlly described
post provided above.. and two below that may be easier
to open depending on computer and or Internet access
speed..:)
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2015/12/godsuniversenovel.html
http://katiemiafrederick.blogspot.com/2015/12/godsuniversenovel.html
Well.. okay folks.. this is a Real Free Verse Poetry Novel.. a trilogy of
sorts of my last three blog posts named.. “Last and First Verses of
GOD”.. “SonG oF mY soUL”.. and finAlly “Birth of LiGht”..
and if nothing else.. a catchy title.. huh..;)
Anyway.. my entire blog now consists of 618 chapters
of ONE REALLY LONG FREE VERSE POEtRY POEM
@WELLOVER Three Million Words that truly
as whole IS THE “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
but yeah.. the acronym.. real name..
and name sake of wife.. says more of that too..
named KATiE MiA FredericK!iI.. with more about that
at the end of this 41,113 word Novel.. that is finished for Now..
one of a kind with around 269 photos.. dozens of music and
informative videos.. and even more stuff that is too much to
mention here.. as the constraints ‘here’ in the ‘comments
section’ are about 10K words
where it doesn’t even begin
to touch the new
stuff in the third
pArt of the trilogy as ONE
GodsUniVerseNovel.. for NOW..:)
So.. happy reading.. as a financiAlly
independent person i do whatever the
Fred i like.. and that’s nice ’cause i’ve
been in that other place of cultural
controls of work too..
and yes.. real human
heaven is a much better
place for now..
now that i find
Heaven.. the
REAL KINGDOM
OF HEAVEN.. iS JUST NOW..
FOR ME AT LEAST.. JUST NOW..:)
AND YES.. 90th Week Rave Dancing
coming tonight.. but will be adding photos
of that in my next blog post adventure
titled.. “Love is a Contact Sport”
yes… SMiLeS of CONNECTIONS
IN HUMAN
CONTACT
NOW
JUST
NOWALLONE!..:)!
And OBTW..
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total
words
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comments
section..:)
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In short.. i
agree with
Emily here..
That the birds
of light and love
eventually live again..
and where there is the bird
of light and love Murphy’s rule
is softer and even a blessing at
times when the LiGht of Love rules..
Yes.. The enemy of Murphy is Love
when even Murphy.. Becomes human
friend too..
Lesson of the ages..
At least.. To me.. For Now..
friend.. gigoid.. Yes Ned.. And
Best wishes for a great family
visit!.. with your children
and grand children..
how nice
as a sport
of Love
iN..
CONTACT!..:)
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Wife Katrina.. Me..
and frolicking Dance friend..
and Jack and Jill of all trades
from Natural Resources to Power Lifting..
to Mall sales of elegant clothes.. Cortney..;)
Cortney says..
this is a good blurry pic
i say..
I thought it was cool..
’cause it was like an action dancing photo..
now if i can just talk Katrina into actually dancing..
she can hang looser too.. smiles..wink emoticon
Cortney says..
She is smiling!!!
i say..
Yeah.. but if ya dance all the time
ya smile inside too.. more.. more.. more..
as ya know and feel.. feathering around in balance..
i would Love to see Katrina dance just for the Hell of it..
but if i can’t talk her into it.. who can.. wInks..
and i’ll never give up.. either..smile emoticon
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Katrina.. Fred… Jesus.. and Joseph..
with Jesus clapping as a baby.. truly
thrilled that i am dancing for him in front
of the Manger.. after Church.. and he cries..
it is much more fun than regular Catholic Baby Baptism..
Yeah.. another Baptism at Church.. today.. where babies
are dumped head first into flowing water.. screaming in fear..
yeah.. sure.. dance.. YNOT dance for the baby instead of turning
the baby upside down and pouring water on the baby’s head..
i’ll have to talk to the Pope about that.. perhaps
in a blog post.. in words like this..wink emoticon
i played the piano and sang for the Catholic Church
Choir through the 80’s.. and shortly after my wife and
i got married.. i no longer had the physical and emotional
energy to do it anymore.. and fell away from the Church..
and in that 7 year period of time through 1997..
when our first and only child is born with horrible
life threatening disorders.. ‘they’ remembered
me as member of the Catholic Church..
And while we sat waiting on the
verdict from the treating Doctors
in effect of whether our baby could
survive a little longer.. the Catholic Church
Deacon calls me and warns me if he does
not come to the Hospital and Baptize the
Baby.. the baby will go to purgatory.. and
potentially then to an eternal fire of Hell..
Yeah.. sure.. like All the American Indians who had
empathy for other human beings and Nature.. and would
never torture a little baby by turning the baby upside down
and pouring water on the baby’s head.. while the onward
Christian Soldiers slaughtered them for the land they
refused to own.. that is God’s LAND ALLONE..
Yes.. it’s a lot like Gulf War Torture of Water
Boarding but one wouldn’t get that unless
one is the baby huh.. i get it ’cause
i am an Angel EMPATH
GET.. THAT..BABY…
i AM ‘born that
way’
like
Lady Gaga
says
now
too..:)
It is truly a barbaric practice started by Religion..
no different than female genital mutilation..
except for scale of suffering..
and male genital mutilation
that is still commonly
practiced in this
country shortly after birth..
God makes us the way we are
from birth for good reason.. we are not fish..
and we deserve pleasure and protection from
the elements of the environment to make life what
it is evolved to be free.. without crazy human
NON-NATURAL practices..
So.. when the baby today in
church is screaming in terror..
most everyone giggles.. and or
makes jokes.. including the Priest..
i cannot help but to wonder then..
who really has human empathy in
that church and who really does NOT..
as both Katrina and i.. can only feel the
terror of the baby.. and it is ZERO JOKE TO US..
AND FROM OUR EXPERIENCE WITH THAT
DEACON WHO EVEN SAID HE HAD THE
AUTHORITY FROM GOD TO SAVE MY
SON FROM HELL.. JUST SHOWS..
WHO HAS THE TRUE HEART
OF CHRIST NAMED LOVE..
AND WHO DOES NOT..
HUMAN SUFFERING AND MISERY
IS NO JOKE.. FOR THOSE OF US
WHO TRULY FEEL THE PAIN AND
SUFFERING OF OTHERS…
FOR THOSE OF US
WITHOUT THAT KIND.. YES..
KIND OF SOUL.. they truly are living in
‘the other place’ already now.. and just don’t
recognize it.. truly sad.. how many folks these days..
truly do not have a heart.. spirit.. or soul.. regardless
of how often they make so called communion..
REAL COMMUNION IS LOVING OTHER
HUMAN BEINGS.. AND THAT NEVER SPELLS
ANY KIND OF HUMAN TORTURE.. INCLUDING
TURNING A BABY UPSIDE DOWN AND POURING
WATER OVER THEIR HEAD LIKE THEY
ARE A FISH.. INSTEAD OF HUMAN…
And this is just a few examples that i
abhor about ignorant religious practices..
but sure.. it is symptoms of THE REST…
of human religious generated ignorance..
misery.. and human suffering.. NOW..
And no.. it ain’t hard to figure out
for folks who truly have a heart..
And for folks who don’t..
it is simply beyond sad
that they do not or cannot
feel the reality
of other human
pain and suffering.. unless
they experience it themselves…
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As much as i Love those smiling photos
with wife Katrina.. and frolicking dance friends..
as well as smiling words with kind friends from
around the world.. trust me.. you would NOT
wanna see me angry.. and just in case
anyone wonders if i am soft online..
and someone who could be
easily taken advantage of
in the real world in ways of weakness..
i do show a little bit of my other fiery
Wookiee side as well.. as the one thing
in this world that will rise my ire.. is injustice
in harming any other human or the rest of Nature
NOT WARRANTED.. by THE GOD OF NATURE..
so in this way i am a soldier of GOD in PROTECTING
HUMAN FREEDOMS AS WELL AS GOD OF
NATURE FREEDOMS AS WELL..
EVEN THOUGH no matter what
any ignorant religion.. culture or
person is gonna dream up next..
GOD WILL REMAIN FREE..
NO MATTER WHAT..
IF Love and Peace
is ever gonna truly expand
around this globe.. Ignorance
must be the real weed of the
world along with all stuff associated
with Fear and Hate.. removed.. now..
But sure.. tolerance and acceptance of
differences goes with that too.. and no matter
how strongly i feel Baptism is a true evil of the
Catholic Religion.. there is nothing i can do to change
that now.. so i tolerate it and accept it as one of those
things in life.. i cannot change.. but speak to.. in rational
and poetic ways.. of course..;)
So.. anyway.. in real life.. i truly am
amazingly strong.. assessed as an amazing
dancer.. at least by the female audience at Old Seville
Quarter.. but occasionally my graceful style of ballet
mixed with all free style martial arts.. scares the
homophobes among us.. who themselves
are terrified they might be gay and
attracted to another male.. yes..
namely me and other males..
when we do graceful stuff in
life that the females love..
like poetry.. and ‘intoxicating’ dance..
But that scares the literal pants off
some repressed males.. who have
repressed an entire hemisphere of
emotional divine feminine grace..
from early in childhood when
their daddies and culture
in general.. tell ’em to be
big stiff as a board men..
Meanwhile.. aging
rapidly and dying of heart
attacks early.. as Love once again..
is the REAL Fountain of Youth and Bliss
in Grace of Life.. and Gracefully aging as well..
where middle-age becomes a place of stronger..
and smarter.. both in art and science.. as well as
HUmAN HEaRT!..smile emoticon
So anyway.. to make a potentially
much longer dance story shorter.. on three
occasions at the Dance Hall.. i have to use
Wookiee Force against this kind of Injustice..
immobilizing three males.. who ‘think’ they are big men..
and have never ever come up against a real wild and free
Wookiee man.. who is the loyalest of friends.. who will
ALWAYS RECIPROCATE COMMUNICATION
WITH FRIENDS.. WITHOUT FAIL..
AND WILL REMEMBER FRIENDS
UNTIL THE DAY HE OR SHE.. SAID
WOOKIEE.. DIES…
AND WHO will
also defend friends as well when
injustice is sensed and felt.. and we Wookiees..
if we have to move into a physical fight.. fight with
no rules of school.. and do things.. no school
boys have ever seen before..
i will avoid a confrontation at
all costs.. and even walk away.. but when
someone pins me to the wall.. i will stand my ground..
and easily immobilize the opponent.. in a way..
that will not land me in Jail.. heHE..
AND the video above.. is an
excellent tool.. to take a young
male who thinks he is big and strong..
aside.. and show him just how much power
and potential damage to other human beings..
is IN THESE HIPS OF BEAUTY.. GRACE..
AND YES.. IF NECESSARY.. THE DANCE
OF DEATH.. in Kung Fu school words too..;)
Yes.. Love is not only Passionate..
and Unconditional.. it must be courageous
and tough too.. as the best of US WOOKIEES..
KNOW.. FEEL AND PRACTICE NOW..
iN REAL LIFE TOO…smile emoticon
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Balance..
the way
alWays
now of
all things..
moving.. being..
living as Well..
in Balance.. NOW
Environment.. iS US..
Nature will have HeR
way for Balance..
eventuAlly
no matter
what humans
out of balance
attempt
to do
to rule
other parts
of Nature OUT
of balance.. wHere
the environment including
US is out of balance.. taking
more than giving..
raping
enslaving
the environment
as is.. including
US.. always NOW
SO.. as i sit here
winds howling.. multiple
Tornado Warnings.. all morning
long.. it is a clear result of Nature
OUT OF BALANCE and it matters just Now..
NOT who is at fault.. global warming
by the hands of human or the rest
of Nature of
the GOD
THAT IS THE
FORCE OF BALANCE
WILL HAVE HER WAY..
and eventually Winter
will come for now..
and the human
price to
pay as
part of
the Environment
is Tornados and
potential death
of we
as part
of Nature
out of balance
here.. there is no
separation of US
as Nature.. and whenever
any part of nature is put out
of balance.. there will be another
consequence of Nature to put it
back in balance..
and in the case
of Human
Slavery
in pain..
misery and
suffering of other
parts of our environment
as US as to enslave any
part of it and harm
any part of it now..
to own
it
now
is to
enslave GOD
as the Balance
of Environment
and when one
defines GOD
as Nature now
as environment
one gains respect
for what has always
been real.. US who can
never truly be separated
from the environment as integral
pArts in action and consequence..
either dark or light.. or negative
or positive.. the price to pay
will eventually
be somewhere
on the
spectrum
of dark to light..
The price to pay for humans
who ravaged the Americas and
its indigenous people’s who lived
in reverence and worship for the
environment all around them
as the life giving source
of the great spirit
that lives in
all things
creation..
breathing or
not.. is a way
of life that works..
well in balance..
particularly
when resources
are plenty like they
were when these continents
of the Americas are in balance..
and humans are not even noticeable
in effect from Space when stars look
down upon the human face.. but now
that human face has become a monster
of culture on the planet earth.. defacing
and wasting the other parts of us
as environment
against the
will of all
species
and
life giving
Earth home
resources…
Human cultures are a
horrible virus to the
earth.. not the innate
human who when in
balance before now
10 to 12 thousand
years ago.. then..
when foraging
is a way of
give and
take of
sharing
Loving
respectful
Balance of all of
us as environment
as balance.. so then
comes agriculture and
collecting the other pArts
of the environment become
a way of life.. then comes
industry.. and tools
made by humans
become
extensions
of our living
bodies.. and
now the IT
age where
we inhabit
screens
and often
are almost
disconnected
from our living
moving bodies..
as heads somewhere
without bodies at all
in the E-world place..
but at least we can
now reach across
the 7 seas..
and all
continents
to see the problem
from the beginning..
to allow folks to see
what freedom truly
looks like when living
free.. to share our dreams..
our nightmares.. without
restraint.. to share our righteous
indignation against slavery now of
other parts of the GOD of Nature
that are all humans regardless
of tan of skin.. nationality..
religion.. sexual
orientations..
and all other
human differences..
Yes.. there was a price
to pay for invading other
lands in balance and taking
that balance away.. and that
price is the Karma of Nature..
whether it is a Tornado in the
middle of 80 degree
temperatures
in the Winter
of North Florida
or human suffering at
the hands of humans grown
so sick away from the terms
of balance of freedoms of
God’s Nature where now
owning
other humans
as slaves of either
sex or work is the
standard instead of
balance and freedom..
The human is not the
virus alone.. but the
culture is a human
experiment that is
destroying
each other
from sea to sea
along with the rest of the
Earth.. and ‘Tornados’ are still
coming.. bigger than human has
ever seen before.. as in terms of
balance.. the Nature that is feeling God
in the eyes of Human is suffering from one side
of the globe to the other.. and the rest of
Nature as us.. so far.. is letting it go..
and if we do not fix it hand in
hand.. the Godzilla
of Nature
will once again
have her ways in
the eyes of a Tornado
that no human has seen
before.. Nature aka GOD
is angry.. very angry.. as
someone is torturing her
children that is her
the same..
and when
she unleashes
her winds of change
to get it back in balance
there will be pieces to
pick back up and
put togeThEr
if we are smart
enough to follow
the real rule of God
that is ONLY BALANCE..
BUT THE MOST DIFFICULT
CHALLENGE IS THE SMART WILL
BE IN HUMAN INNATE INSTINCT
AND INTUITION OF THE ORIGINAL
INDIGENOUS PEOPLES OF THE EARTH
WHO COULD NOT SEPARATE THEMSELVES
IN AN ILLUSION AWAY FROM NATURE AS
THE ONLY GOD THAT HAS EVER OR WILL
EVER EXIST.. so yeah.. written language..
collective intelligence and
culture in the ways
of holding hands
online could
be a path
back
to sanity
of God of Nature
balance.. but on the
other hand it is the
Devil that BrINgS us
to this
EVIL IN
THE FIRST PLACE..
SO WE MUST LEARN
A WAY IN FEELING TO
MAKE THE DEVIL OUR
HELPER AND FRIEND AND
THAT MY FRIEND gigoid
will take Imagination..
Creativity
and the
Art of
humans
before the
Apple of Knowledge..
but sure.. Balance is
on OUR
SIDE
when
we live
as GOD OF
B A L A N C E..
IN OTHER WORDS
there are no real answers
yet.. we must imagine them..
create them.. and art them and
make these dreams come to fruition
no less than the dream time of
our ancestors who
lived life
as THE
GOD OF
BALANCE..
AND now
when women
come up to me
and aggressively
bootie dance with
me.. back to
front..
i smile..
’cause i
know it is
GOD’s Karma
in balance now of
FEMALE BOOTIE
DANCING WHERE
the BUTT OF FEMALES
WILL RULE MALES ONCE
MORE.. NO DIFFERENT
THAN OUR
INDIGENOUS
MATRIARCHAL
LEANING ANCESTORS..
who still live in remote
areas of the world
and who ruled
the rules
as divine
feminine
balance by the
rule of the female
butt.. for all human
history until 10 to
12K years ago..
yeah.. as Shakira
says.. HIPS DON’T
LIE.. NO.. THEY
SERIOUSLY DON’T..
SOMETIMES THE ANSWERS
ARE BELOW INSTEAD OF
ABOVE.. IN A BOOTIE
DANCE
OF FREEDOM..
ONCE MORE FOR
HUMAN BEING.. WHERE
MALES ARE ONCE MORE
JUST TOYS FOR FEMALE
DESIRE.. AND
TOOLS
FOR
FOOD..
with males
complying
freely with relative
free will of JOY WILD..
like i said before..
Art
of moving..
connecting..
and creating..
W H E r E
Love IS A
CONTACT
SPORT.. NOW
WORKING WELL
WHEN PRACTICED
AS HUMAN AND REST
OF NATURE BALANCE..
MAKING THAT WORK WILL
NOW ALWAYS NOW BE THE REAL
MIRACLE now BEFORE THE BIGGER
TORNADO OF GOD’s BUTT COMES..
Yes..
FriEnd
when iN
BALANCE
GodSMiLes
as US.. inoW
JusT now Living
trUly aLive Now..
Smiles with Love
too.. my friend..
now is enough
for me..
that i
live
and
refuse
to own
by attempting
to hold on to it..
Now is only free when free iN
relative human free will for us Now
US or WE in terms of ALL of Nature
NOW is truly A Perfect Word as GODinforce
as practice when practice iS a BalanceNow..:)
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So sure.. while in some areas of the World women
are losing the so-called battle of the
sexes.. in others they are
coming to rule..
and women
who win.. win
strong with emotions
fully expresSinG.. as that
bRinGS strength of focus..
memory and mind.. as emotion
is the glue of human intelligence
expressed as standard IQ as well..
And males moreover.. no longer
hunters in a foraging way of life..
no longer with clear
social roles..
in a life increasingly
where social roles
are muddled and
vague..
are paying
the price of ultimate
survival in even being
able to survive and reproduce
with their gonads left intact
of fearless male
human being..
So sure.. there is a price to pay
for human slavery.. and the price
of subjugating women.. for control
including reproductive freedoms
through illusory fears
and heavy
handed
ways of
controlling
and enslaving
women to institutionalized
rape of marriage as well..
accepted by women as
no choice to be
accepted
by societies
that rule by
heavy handed
ways of human
slavery.. is the
rise again of matriarchy
world wide.. and one can
see this even in the lab as
levels of male testosterone have
been falling surely as an environmental
way of allowing women to take the rules
of slavery away from men..
it is a subtle process
ruled by GOD
as to put
women
in places
of stress like
the institutionalized
rape of arranged marriages
is to impact the sons who
will come for generations
as well.. as a women
under social
stress
when
pregnant
will spawn
males who are more
unlikely to reproduce
as it is a sign that
resources are low
whether or
not they
are or not..
to enslave
women
in human
suffering
is to pay the
price of Karma in
God of nature terms
of reality.. as there is
no ultimate escape for the
demand of GOD of Balance..
so sure.. we see
the effects of this
in politics and
religion
as the
fear is
true that
men are slowly
losing the battle
of the sexes in a global
way now.. as freedom of
expression spreads
and freedom
is the most
contagious
message of all..
where women are
free enough to express
both their feminine and masculine
natures.. and males are becoming
weaker and weaker in both ways
of human Nature..
as fear rules
when human
emotions
are repressed
and there are fewer
clearer social roles
for humans trying to
just survive
in what
is natural
balance..now..
http://www.neoteny.org/download-evolution-autism-social-change/
These changing cycles of the balance
of Nature are nothing new.. what
comes around goes around.. and the
matriarchy that was once the human
way is coming
slowly and
surely and
fast and furiously
in some parts of the
world now..
but again
it is
the price
to pay and males
will suffer overall
for what their ancestors
did long ago and continue
to do to women now.. in terms
of illusory fears in subjugation
and slavery for their fellow human
beings.. and the signs are clear
in places like Japan.. where
the young folks no longer
even care to copulate
with flesh and
blood members
of the opposite
sex.. where make-up
and glamour shots for
men.. are the same as
for women.. or even
more.. in South
Korea..
the water
is getting muddy..
social roles
are getting
vague..
humans have
overpopulated and
harmed each other
and the rest of Nature
and if they are not capable
of change back to balance..
the way of John Calhoun’s
rat utopia.. and the
beautiful ones..
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_B._Calhoun
may be the
way of
human
beings too..
but again in the
beginning and the
end with no end or
beginning.. the GOD
of Nature will have
her way as human
continues
to show
it is the
farthest
thing away
from an apex
predator yet..
as it moves toward
eradicating its very
own species off the face
of the earth.. in how it
predators each other and
the rest of
Nature
now..
The Ally is
Love as a Contact
Sport.. and the
devil is all
stuff
associated
with anything
but LOVE.. it is
truly easy to see
for those of us with
TRUTH AND LIGHT
EyEs of
L O V E..:)
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More from Rafiah’s Facebook
page.. as she highlights
one of her
favorite
Soccer
Players..
i say..
Soccer is a great!
sport..! Rafiah.. not as
harmful to the human body as Football..
as repeated trauma is really insane
in terms of
human
health..
and it is a sport
that the world can
enjoy together to
express our tribal
instincts in relatively
peaceful wayS away
from human
conflicts..
ranging
from
agression
to violence
to yes.. World
WAR I I I..
Sports is yes..
A potential real
savior for the human
species when practiced
as a global human team EFFORT!..:)
And now a another side
note from me… wRite on course..
One of my favorite writers Richard Bach..
is great positive inspiration.. back
in the day.. when i am
imprisoned by
work.. his
book
Jonathan
Livingston
Seagull..
has
truly
become me
in metaphor now as
i reach out for human
potential in both poetry
and dance.. in ways that no
human.. as far as i know and
feel has gone before.. in recorded
history at least..
on Google
haha!
i could not relate
the metaphor of flying
in air to flying on the terrestrial
plane of earth.. then.. but truly the art
of human movement now as free flowing
dance are infinite ways of human movement
than can take us higher and higher in agility..
balance.. feather like impact on the
earth in center point calm
of our human
being..
where
at core
we
are peace
but our spiraling
arms and legs are Hurricane
Winds of both grace and Power
that belies the calm center
of the Hurricane WE..
when WE..
COME TO
balance with
the rest of Nature
AKA GOD and dance
free in balance with GOD
as one driving Force of
Peace and powerful
Winds of
Nature
as US!
So yes..!
in both poeTry and
Dance.. i have to move
on to many other places in
life to expand my human Seagull
potential in metaphor of Bach’s
Book about Jonathan Livingston
Seagull.. and i come back
to places to
share what
i learn.. to
be banished
from time to time..
but what makes me
different than most
is i’ve been to real
human hell and
nothing
can detour
me from greater
Light in Heaven as LIFE!
with all the contact of Love
that goes along with that
aLL NaturAlly too!
And Richard Bach
also writes a book named
‘ONE’ that is a similar real life
human and cultural potential
in REALIZED PROPHECY LIKE
HIS FIRST
BOOK ABOUT
THAT SUPER
SEAGULL
TOO..
imagining a place
where folks freely share their
talents and are rewarded for them
by merit of each and every human
with equal opportunity.. and realizing
that by the grace or curse of Nature we too could
be in the other person’s shoes of either darker
or lighter fences as
rule of Life..
And he suggests that
globally sport will replace
the need for aggression.. violence..
and wars against those viewed as
different and not pArt
of the country
of US
when US
THUS BECOMES
THE RULE OF WORLD
LOVE AND PEACE WHEN TRULY
SPORT BECOMES THE LOVE
OF A CONTACT
SPORT
FREE
WITH THE
REST OF THE
GLOBE AS US!
And Google and other
Online avenues provide
ways to share talent of ART!
The Truth is there are human
prophets who tune into more
and give future answers based
on the present observations of now..
There are humans who rise above the
constraints of others and serve humankind
to free humankind greater the way that
Nature as GOD will have human
be.. as what
might be
termed as
messengers
of GOD..
when truly
as free as
GOD iS
Nature
FREE!
and the LIGHT
IS LOVE.. A GIFT THAT
NOT ALL ANIMALS POSSESS
EQUALLY BUT AN INNATE ONE
IN HUMAN WHEN PRACTICED AS
AN ART OF LOVE
CAN AND WILL
OVERCOME
TREMENDOUS OBSTACLES
IN LIFE.. WHEN WE ALL BECOME
SUPER SEAGULLS IN ONE TEAM
OF HUMAN
LIFE
WITH THE
REST OF NATURE
AS GOD OF COURSE
IN BALANCE IN A REAL
LOVE AS
A
CONTACT
SPORT!
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Smiles.. my friend Leah.. i’ve truly never really been into
Christmas Cards.. only really symbols for my mother’s
actual relationships with people over the years..
online is much better than a card
any day for me..
in sharing so much
more than simple
platitudes of life..
yes.. all of online
is a card to me..
and a very
colorful
one at
that as
there is
always a place
to find another card
in another place online..
if the other cards go away..
which sure.. is sometimes the case…
i am happier than i’ve ever been before..
simply ’cause i have everything all in me now
i am today.. NOW.. theRe are no expectations
or limitations for me..
truly i am free
and self-sufficient
in happiness.. and have
myriads of ways to connect
to other human beings where
amazingly the once shut-in person
for 66 months is recognized as the
dancing guy by almost everyone in
a metro area of several hundred thousand
as yes.. when ya live in ‘Footloose’ town
in the Facebook age..
ya Face gets shared
much when ya
dare to dance
free for over 4600
miles in 28 months..
all places public now..
in fact.. the amount of
attention gets a little uncomfortable
now and then.. as truly it feels great
to dance.. and that is the reason i
do it.. as i connect to me and
Nature as GoD
and others only
if they care
to..
Social connections
for our primitive ancestors
are a way of life..
from birth..
where
survival
and cooperation
are way of life as ONE
Force of human Nature..
The industrial age.. and
The IT age brings the illusion
sometimes that we are independent
and in no need of the connection of others
now.. but as far as i can see.. that is the sickness
of the world now
moving away
from what
we are
evolved to be..
This is the right planet to me..
i became the wrong human being
to live here.. so i went to the Wrong
Planet for a while.. with other smartY
pants humans who fell lost in life
without clear social
roles and human
connections
becoming
words
and
equations
of human
mind
more
than feeling
human beings..
i didn’t understand
when younger that Love
was a muscle that must be
exercised to keep.. and surely
dance is a way.. that keeps me
in a full contact sport of Love now
my friend Leah.. i view everyone of
your emails as a Christmas and Birthday
card to me.. my friend.. as every now
is the birth of me
now anew
and never the
same as Another
Groundhog Aghogday
again.. i came to the Wrong
Planet on Thanksgiving day
November 26, 2010..
as science and
left as ART..
in the philosophy..
politics.. and religion
of Human Life.. science
is no longer enough for me..
as i find ART as the height of
human expresSinG Life for
now.. but sure.. every once
in a while i visit the
Wrong Planet
to see if there
is anything
new about
the Art of
Politics..
Religion
and Politics
to view.. and sadly
it is the same Aghogday
now that it was before.. only
difference really is i am no longer
Aghogday.. for the feminine Love
that is KATiE MiA in Art of Grace
of the dance of human has
been joined with
the Masculine
Peaceful ruler
of me that
is
Frederick..
i attempted to share
my Jonathan Livingston
Experience of True and LiGht
Human awakening at the Wrong
Planet.. and they are only interested
in science for the most part and that
is their will and not mine..
but my will now is
free in a relative
way.. and sadly
when ‘The
Walrus’.. who
is truly the one
responsible for
getting me banned
for a month.. insists
that he does not have..
and truly he does NOT..
as free will is relative
art and
not science
alone now
my friend..
i cannot
give that to him
or anyone else there..
they must earn it with
the blood.. sweat.. and
tears of awakening
human being..
that will be
their path..
their journey..
and never mine alone..
and truly i did feel like
Lucifer in Hell when i lived
on that Wrong Planet.. and
when ‘booka’ whatever her
name banned me..
it was truly
a temporary
ticket out of
what i truly
see as a metaphor
of restricted online
hell now.. and i am
the one who decided
to make it a permanent
vacation.. from hell for now
on.. in Staycation of Heaven that
is now for me.. you would think
that folks wouldn’t get mad
at the Devil for
changing into
an Angel.. of
TRUTHLIGHT NOW..
but when one
is in Hell
the Devils
look
like
Angels..
i still observe
Hell from above..
a couple of times a
month to see if anything
significant has changed
but the fire looks the
same..
and the
same is
truly what
hell means
to me.. as
Aghogday
is
then
but
will
never be
the sAME
for now..
my friend..
anyway.. i await
your next Birthday/
Card/Christmas
present/ as lines
of you my friend
here.. with no
expectations
but what
you care
to
give
when
and what
to send
of
you
to me..
you are the
gift.. and so is everyone
else to me.. sometimes the
gifts come and sometimes
they leave.. but i my friend
am giving that never
stops..
and that
is the pArt
of Human
ART
WitH
Relative
FREE WILL
i OWN
AS MY
OWN
HUMAN BEING NOW..
YES.. THE RELATIVE FREE WILL OF CHOICE
TO MAKE LOVE A CONTACT SPORT NOW!..:)..!
i have a hard time wishing anyone more
than a happy now.. so i extend
that wish
to you
now again..
for now.. my
Friend Leah..
from your
Friend..
KMF..;)
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Smiles.. my friend..
in a world of leaders..
most commonly to have
a desire for status and
power to lead.. means in
effect.. a loss of affect to
be filled by human Love
in sharing and giving
that Love
with other
humans..
the ones who
make the rules
will drain every ounce
of resources of where
power and status will
take them.. as they
fill a hole of soul
that can only
be truly
filled
as the
God of Nature
intends as human
Love.. no doubt
we need rule
makers
to establish
order in huge
populations or anarchy
and chaos will be the end
result of humans only evolving
still now.. to connect to 150 to 200
sets of eyes.. the entire planet is out
of balance.. and as far as God’s eYes
go God views the Earth as one living
creation of GOD..
the killing
of God’s home
for us.. expands
all across the globe..
with sure.. the US having
very dirty hands of
killing God’s
home in
balance of
us from
the origin
of the
natives
here in slaughtering
a kind way of Love
in Reverence of THe
Great Spirit of
GOD that
underlies
and is
aLL pArt
and whole
of Nature ONE..
the entire weight
of the balance of dark
as in favor of light for a
thriving home of us.. is
certainly a dark place
as the US.. but nah..
not much darker
than the
rest of
the
so-called
advanced world
of an Apex predator
that is only smart
enough
to destroy
the home
and fruit
of what
God gives
Human to
even
exist..
There is room for much
humility and subservience
to the God of Nature to get
back in Balance and the
Lighter GRACES OF
the GOD of NATURE..
and sure
nuclear bombs
will destroy all of
us.. in a world
War III..
but the
US answer
for that
is newer
advanced
nuclear
bombs
that are more effective
killing machines seriously
pointed directly at the
Middle East..
if the
big acts
of terrorism
in dirty bombs
come our way..
i hate it yes.. but
there is no Love
in Power and Status
as history shows over
and over..
i Love the
US for the
FREEDOM
the US gives
me.. as i depend
on God and
not
country
alone
to be
FREE..
and can do
that here.. and there
is zero i can do to bring
Love to Hearts.. Spirits..
and Souls.. who are the
leaders and rule makers
of the way things will
continue to go..
and sadly
it seems
much more
blood will shed
and even more sadly
it appears that it will
be the innocents from
your area of the world
who will suffer at the
greatest hands of power
and status.. as where there
is no Love.. there is no respect
for human life.. no matter what
cold
lips
say..
in microphones
of literal human
hell.. making the
rules and power
plays of
fear
and hate..
no matter what
country fear and
hate lives in it
destroys all
that is light
in
its
path..
it will do us all the best
if we pray for Peace and
Love and it will do the Middle
East as a whole even better if they
never ever.. do something like 9/11
to the Lion over here.. that is deficit
of
seeing
Love over there..
as whole.. and not just
limited to rogue
warriors
of Hell..
without even
noticing all the
Love that exists
over theRe.. human
iS Love.. when best
expresSinG.. but sadly
all stuff cultural rules
rarely
spells
Human Love..
as it is mostly
designed by
Logic
devoid
of LOVE..
It’s really sad to
have no real answers
but sometimes all one
can do is do the best
they can
with
what they
have.. it’s
what God
does
after
all
is
said
and done..
and sure.. my
philosophy too..
for now.. my friend.. Imran..:)
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Yes.. i get by with a ‘little help from my friends’..
and sure cosmic consciousness..
collective consciousness..
yes.. it’s in our DNA
and our ancestors
from the origin
of GOD beginning
never ending as well..
as ALL THAT IS.. AND
YES.. WITH A ‘LITTLE
HELP’ FROM I. T.
INFORMATION
TECHNOLOGY
TOO.. as at least..
now.. for folks who have
not sought and found a
way to aWake and liGht
up to their human potential
within.. there are glimpses on
Google in literal empirical ways..
for those who have not yet..
found the Truth
and Light
as it is
gifted
to human
WITHIN.. NOW..
JUST NOW.. LIGHT
AND TRUTH LIVES AS US!..
AS THE FORCE WE TRULY
CAN BE AS WISDOM AND LOVE
INCARNATE AS GOD’S CHILDREN NOW!..:)
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KATiE MiA FredericK!iI 
Guess you guys had some rain over there! Do you guys ever get snow as well? 🙂
Hope you had a wonderful Christmas! Happy days ahead 🙂
HI Zee.. thanks so much for visiting with me today..
and oh yes.. so much rain last week.. all
clouds.. but yes.. finAlly
Sun is peeking out today..
and i am soon going to do
a sand dance with the Sun
to celebrate the Life Giving
Sun that brightens
all of our lives
outside
inside
above
so below
and all around
us.. and yes.. although
snow is rare here.. it is
magical and special to me..
as it is rare here.. and in 1973..
1977.. and 1993.. we get real
Snow Storms.. and all
are so magical
to the
Southern
Florida always
tanned boy that
is me.. year ’round
as i am a Green Life
Sun Loving HeArt
as LiGht..
in this Paradise
of Northwest Florida
Sugar White beaches
like Snow Year ’round
in Emerald Green Gulf
swaying sea oats.. and
Seagulls golden Spiraling
Around the Sun.. Rivers..
Lush Forests.. Wild Life..
the Hawks SonG as Spiral
Around Sun and wildlife too..
but i digress.. into beauty and
although there is lack of Magical
Snow.. God provides so much more
of allthatis beauty here in Paradise my
friend..
and that last
Snow Storm
labeled by our Weather
Channel as Thunder Snow
with winds approaching 80 miles
an hour on the Ides of March 13th
1993.. some label as the Storm of
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/1993_Storm_of_the_Century
Century.. and i’ll never forget the snow
fall accumulating on fresh Pink Azalea
Blooms.. and my wife etching “I Heart
Fred” with the symbol of a Heart on
the Hood of our Cavalier Car.. still
freshly married we are at only
three years then..
my wife of course
looking the same
as she does now..
never aging still
at age 45 moving
to age 46 now.. and i have
that picture.. will find it and
provide it here as well.. have used
it before.. and will dig through several
hundred posts to use it again.. smiles…
anyway.. anything is possible in God’s
Nature.. even a heavy snow on March
13th.. in Paradise.. my friend..
anyway.. thanks for inspiring
that memory.. as what
i find as best in life
is the ability
to be
inspired
more and
more in Love
of Life and ALLTHATIS
AS GOD my friend NOW
just NOW.. and sure sweet
memories of the past are nice
to recall in poetic ways and
shares with other nice
folks like
you.. my friend
Zee.. for now..:)
Thanks for sharing your precious memories, that was really wonderful ! Memories you can forever cherish…Have a great day ahead 🙂
Smiles.. To you as well my friend Zee.. With thanks and Allah’s blessings with you always now..:)
https://lifeconfusions.wordpress.com/2015/12/29/photograph/
Oh.. emotional pain.. same as physical pain in the brain..
Oh Love.. Oh connection.. yes.. neurohormone
of oxytocin social connection.. Serotonin trust
rising.. comfort in Love’s
eYes warms the
human
heARt
expresSinG
SpiRit human
SoUl balanced
as one with other
flesh and blood being(s)..
Oh.. yes.. emotional Pain..
when flesh of other caring
leaves.. oxytocin drops now
along with Serotonin trust..
the world becomes colder
yet dopamine expands
and the search moves
on for another Light
in the territory
that is
Life..
First Loves are
so sweet and
so bitter when
they go..
even..
second
and third
and so on Loves..
and if we are reAlly
fortunate that dopamine
stimulator bRinGs us to
a place of finding Oxytocin
and Serotonin.. in our deepest
Self.. the place of All of Nature
and GOD as that is all that is
that truly Lives as
self when
awakening
as uS my friend..
and sometimes it is this
cloud of emotional pain
that bRinGs the LiGhtest
Love of ALL that is GOD
Living
Within
as US..
wheRe we become
the Light of Love
that no one can
ever take
away again..
and is ours to
give for more and more
whether received or not
from others more..
Balance
of LiGht
is Love
my friend.. Zee..:)
http://gigoid.me/2015/12/29/if-a-then-b-c-is-odd-z-is-imaginary/
A major feeling in my life is when human makes God Z
as imaginary less that A through Z and all thatis as Nature..
then human becomes less than human.. and sure this
is the case from the first male
genital mutilation practice..
i giggled when i first googled
the Gospel of Thomas where
that Gnostic common sense
Jesus says that this male
genital mutilation practice
is basically ridiculous
and just another
part of God
Inherent as whole
protection against
the harsher elements
of the Natural Environment.
as us.. and GOD as WELL..
For what i believe
God iS
as Mother Nature
Truth and Light for NOW..
some of the greaTest Godstians
are Indians of all cultures past
and present..
and fairly many
Atheists
same..
and Muslims
at least are clued
into that God IS ONE..
above and beyond who
believes that the syntax
and semantics of this
word or that
word
matches
the essence of
ALLTHATIS NOW
SO sure.. i imagine
Jesus.. Buddha.. Muhammad..
probably the first Z guy Zoroaster
are getting at the crux of the matter
that yes God is REAL and GOD iS NOW
but sure language differences warp
the essence of Truth and Light
here and theRE as humans
are but a speck of dust
of ALLTHATIS
AKA
GOD
NOW AS
NATURE TRUTH
AND LIGHT AND
SURE.. THE DARK AS WELL..
SO.. i read your blog post here..
as i am spinning around in the
first real sunshine of a week..
doing martial arts kicks
sparring with my toes
and privet bushes
trimming leaves
with speed
of kick
and
toenails
one.. and i think
and feel oh so nice
it is to be a human
animal with
Nature
ONE
as God
AGAIN..
God is no wimp..
it should be evident
in all of Nature and
God’s Animal Kingdom
ONE.. FERAL MALE CATS are among
the friendliest of cats according to reputable
Vets.. and sure there is a military metaphor
here as well.. as working for the military for
over two decades i can for sure say
Feral men are the kindest loving
unconditional men who have
done war.. in the trenches
where the color
of blood
is all
the same..
and sure i am the
test for that as weak
men picked fun at me..
the weird unbalanced
nerd autistic
boy and
man
i was then..
THEY always treated
me like a human being
no less than me.. as THEY were
strong enough inside not to have
bring the weaker among them down
further and that is the truth.. as they
were all shipmates.. woman and man
black or white.. even the don’t ask
don’t tell among them..
were all one crew
of one ship..
but it was the struggle..
the fight of life that made
them the best Lovers of Life..
not the pampered ways of smart
phones.. that never fight back..
we are human.. and until
we establish our ability
to stand our ground we all
always be less loving than
our potential offense and
defense of
Loving Best..
Becoming the strongest
quickest kicker has made me
perhaps the most Loving of all
the males around me where i live..
the poetry comes from the dark as
the weakness and pain leaves the
human heart.. and Martial Heartist
is what i am now.. as the strong and
courageous tough pArts of Human
make them the most
Loving animal
that can be..
but domesticate
us into worms and
we will be no less than
angry tamed wolves..
there is the call of
God that will always
be the Call of the Wild
and Free of the most Loving
Animal that can be
us when Wild
Free and
Kind
in
Courage
as WE.. NOW..
So sure.. Bruce Lee
is the closest human
to Jesus i know..
he will walk
a way
from a fight
when necessary
but he will F in turn over
a money changer table
in a heart beat.. when
necessary.. and sure
he knows that those
who live by the
sword will
die by
the sword
but some things
life like the Call
of the Wild in God’s
Nature of Freedom
are worth dying for
then and now..
but sure
until folks
like me and Yellow
Boy have truly tasted the
Call of the Wild.. they have
never even lived at all.. the
Devil is truly Domesticated
man.. and the Angel
is the Wild
Wolf Call
of the
Wild that still
lives in the KIND
OF
US
WITH GOD AS
THE MOST NOBLE
WOLF OF ALLTHATIS..
i AM THE BEAST..
AND WILL
NEVER BE
ASHAMED
TO BE THE
BEAST THAT
GOD
MAKES
ME WILD
AND FREE
AND LOVING SAME..
AND I CAN F IN PROVE
THE BEFORE AND AFTER
OF THE DEVIL WEAK
AND THE
ANGEL
STRONG
AFTER THE
PAIN OF WEAK
GOES
AWAY
AND
i
come AGAIN..
aLive Human Being
God’s child i am NOW..
Martial HeARtist FREE.. A BEAST..:)
Yo, Dancer….
*tired smile*
Just finished, tired eyes…. It’s all still swirling in there, so, for now, my initial response is this, which I found just before starting to finish this post, while putting together the final old-school pearl for the last section tomorrow…(Serendipity strikes again!….). It’s a piece of advice on how to live, the answer to which YOU found along your journey, and now share with everyone through dancing, and spreading the joy you feel…. Playing Love as a Contact Sport…
“Be what you is, ’cause if you is what you ain’t, then you ain’t what you is.”~~ Satchel Paige
Brother, you is what you is….. Love in motion…
Gonna let the rest percolate a while….
Cya
Piece and Love, brother & sister
gigoid
HI gigoid..
Thanks for stopping by..
another busy day of dancing
in all the stores.. celebrating
my 600th dancing event in
28 months now for an
average distance
of 7.7 miles.. totaling
4635 miles.. and yes..
i love to celebrate milestones
and will be doing my third
year annual review
of my E-World and
Real World adventures
for coming New Year’s
Eve.. as it is the one
day i stay in and
Review the past
year from beginning
to end.. to see we’re
i’ve been and where i
continue to go Different
in CELEBRATION OF
AXIOM #2 CHANGE AS
WELL.. i am pleased as punch
that many of the age old stereotypes
of my youth about older that i thought for sure will apply
to me.. DO NOT.. after watching Father Vegetating
after his all consuming effort of Law Enforcement
in Leon County Florida for 46 years there.. mostly
watching TV.. scratching Lottery Tickets in hopes
of beating his Rich Brother in the game of
collecting money.. but mostly what
i for one see of him is sitting in
that same chair.. with
nary a word to
say to anyone
and that’s okay
as he probably is the
one.. along
with his eccentric
Father/X-Catholic Priest who gives
me the Asperger’s Genes.. of difficulty
in doing the appropriate Reciprocal
Communication stuff like small
talk.. i do long talk..
and he did
almost
no talk
at all.. in FACT..
HIS IDENTICAL
TWIN BROTHER NEVER
SAID ONE WORD TO MY
MOTHER THE ENTIRE TIME
MY MOTHER WAS MARRIED
TO MY FATHER FOR AROUND
THREE YEARS.. and after the
marriage my father basically
never talked to my mother
until he said.. you need
to get a job to
bring more money
in and she balked
at that ’cause she
had the belief that children
need at least one parent at
home all the time.. and yes.. i got
that to 3.. and without that .. chances
are i would never be the ‘Angel Empath’
i am today.. as that part comes from my
Mother.. and nah.. not my Father..
at least not in expresSinG it
with other folks as his
Mother was fairly
cold as a
18 year old
first mother not
ready for Mother duties..
passing most of the duties
onto her parents.. as is often
the case.. anyway.. when Mothers
become Mothers before they fully
emotionally mature.. as human
being.. yes.. sometimes
stuff gets stunted
in use or lose
terms.. or
innate issues..
but anyway.. a Mother’s
Love is paramount to who i
still am today.. if raised by my
Father.. i might have never developed
much of an expresSinG SpiRit with other
folks.. but Lord knows my father rarely
expressed any anxiety or fear..
and that was the part
i wanted so bad to
learn from him..
but i had to become
my own Father.. so late
in life to learn the fearless
pArt of Life for now.. but it
it sure is nice to have both
Love and Fearless.. and that
is a very powerful human equation
to have good years in review.. in expanding
Human potential.. and that is what i do here..
attempt to push the limits of my Human Being..
document and record how i do it.. in empirical means
of both science and art.. and share it freely for anyone
to gain any spark to help them on their way iN Developing
and expanding their human potential as well.. Thanks GOD..
i no longer work for ‘THE MAN’.. AS GOD OF NATURE IS
A MUCH BETTER
EEO EMPLOYER.. YES
THE BEST BOSS OF ALL
NOW JUST NOW AS FREE!..:)
Well.. it’s true.. it no longer takes a Full Moon..
And oh.. behind.. on providing the faster links
here.. for my latest blog post titled “Love is
a Contact Sport”.. coming next.. and
really might like to call the next
post.. ‘Beast of GOD’..
Butt.. it’s time for
my annual END
NOW of the Year..
“KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
2015 A Year in Review”..
a three year annual blog
tradition.. as a rule now..
posting every December
31st.. since 2013.. when
i first come out of Human
Hell that year.. around the
22nd of July 2013.. so yeah..
I’ll Stick with that yearly
tradition and perhaps
add in some beastie
stuff too.. as
usual
heHE..
butt anyway..
more fun stuff coming
Soon to a Facebook Theater
here.. and no that really
does not look like a
Katie Mia.. in ‘that
photo(s)’ but yes..
even the
hairiest
beast(s)
with fangs..
namely wolves..
have a soft nuturing
side too.. when left Wild
And Free as God Will Have
Wolves without the Devil
of Domesticated Human
Culture to screw things
all out of Balance
for the Call
of the Wild
AKA NOW
THE CALL OF GOD..
FREE AS GOD IS
AND WE TOO..
WHEN WE
BECOME
NEO AND
ESCAPE THE
MATRIX NOW OF
ALL THE ILLUSIONS
OF HUMAN CULTURES..
AWAY FROM MOTHER NATURE
TRUTH AND LIGHT IN ALL INNATE
INSTINCTUAL AND INTUITIVE WISDOM
AND YES NOW.. TOUGH UNCONDITIONAL
PASSIONATE.. COURAGEOUS LOVE NOW..:)
Yes.. even wolves on the night
smile.. with white
fang..wink emoticon
And no.. THAT iS
not White Fang..
that is Katrina..wink emoticon
Reference more of
“Jack London”
and his
literary
achievements
in ways of half
domesticated
dogs
and wolves
WitH Calls of
THE
WiLdin’!ONE!NOW!..:)
From Dancing Facebook Friend
Sherri’ Page.. of my ‘Club 2001’ Disco
Dancing years of
the 80’s..
Madonna..
George Michael
and etc.. etc.. etc..
i say..
Young people..
have no idea how
hard life was
without
YouTube..
it would
have been
so great to have it then..
but still so great and
even better to have it
now.. as i for one
can appreciate
unlimited access
to almost all the
music ever
made
in recorded
human music history!..:)
Sherri says..
You and my hubby would agree
on this…..LOL….He is a
music freak!!…LOL
i say..
Yeah.. i use almost every bit and byte..
of that 15 GB’s of data on my Smart Phone
for mostly listening to YouTube..smile emoticon
Sherri says..
Rock on ….LOL
i say..
smile emoticon
exclamation point..;)
SMiLes gigoid..
Relative Reality i Learn..
And i Love Google.. as for all the
690 Blog Posts in total i have made..
including before i come to Word Press..
back when i start with Blogger March 2013
Google is a great way to insure that creative
titles generated from within.. are originally new..
in Relative Reality of course too.. as truly there is
even in science a determination of genetic memory
as real.. and truly science knows not how deep that
goes.. but yes.. there is plenty of places in so-called
Junk DNA for Nature AKA GOD to put it as nows go
on for now and now nowmoreeverforevermorenow..
and that is one of my favorite 25 letter words to
be now just now in now.. and sadly.. speaking
of modern Christianity THAT IS about as far
away from the words of the original
reported gnostic Jesus than can
be.. in recitation of John
3:16 in THAT is
the end story
of what
one
does to
go somewhere
great when one hits
the dirt nap.. and i can
only imagine that if Jesus
is alive today.. at least in
metaphors like this
he will be
rolling his
eyes in infinity
now.. of yes.. there
is a sucker born every
day.. and a snake oil
salesman directing
that way..
as of
course if one
is gonna make
a person accept
a tough job that
really sucks they
are gonna promise
them at least a reasonable
reward at the end of the work
day.. and for the early Roman
underlings of that empire that
day was a life of poor and
suffering.. while even
in the New
Testament in
Luke 17:21 words
say the Kingdom
of God/Heaven is
here now
within
inside
outside
above
so below
and all around
just now.. and then
Jesus goes on to say
that in heaven there will
be no marriages
and we all be
like friends
as Love..
yes there
is some paraphrasing
going on here.. but yes
in every gospel there
is some paraphrasing
going on there too..
so why not keep
the paraphrasing
going as the
essence of
the syntax
and semantics
is what counts
so we continue
to paraphrase
to get that
through
to all
the views
that see a different
color of the Rainbow
of Reality now.. in yes..
a relative way of different
in each Unique Human
Universe that is reality
now.. yes.. as Kinsey
studies clearly show
some humans
are monogamous
and some are not..
more than likely Jesus
in real life.. made his rounds
in the house of the friendly women
spreading peace as it made a living
but yes.. more than likely better
ways to do it.. but there
was no E-search
for jobs
then..
Each human one
flavor of an iridescent
reality that colors multi-Universe
perceptors as human beings and
all other sentient beings that filter
reality through tHeir different lenses
some brighter and other duller filaments
of bulbs.. growing even brighter as learning
how to sail the ocean of their Universe smooth
comes to fruition greater and greater with a sweeter
fruit of life.. we live in a world where the philosophers
as the sages of the ages.. are on the furthest back burner
now.. where the female butt truly is the sage of the new age..
easily seen in pop-culture now.. where ‘the Kardashian’ rules
from the rear instead of head.. and should that be surprising..
no.. not really.. as humans become more like machines
as cogs of a machine.. and the sign of fertility is a sure
way back.. to real human being at core
of what we are as surviving animals
and one sees this in modern
music as well.. as it is
becoming more and
more like a rather
simple driving
beat around
drums of
the midnight
fire in eyes of
naked so-called
savages dancing wildLY
around the fire raising tHeir
mindful awareness higher and
higher until they feel the oneness
non-separable form from the rest of
Nature.. escaping any illusion
of human memories of
past and future
worries
and are
for all
practical intents
and purposes free
eYes of God once more..
and here is where i see
perhaps the real Jesus
and one or more of his
‘friends’ in an ‘orgy’
with so-called
‘prostitute’
women
then..
free as
non-
married
humans
can be..
truly not
likely that
Jesus was a
monogamous
leaning man
if he suggested
there will be no marriage in
heaven.. nor was Muhammad
of course.. as his idea of heaven
per his revelation of God in human
Nature.. was a place where women
never aged and erectile dysfunction
never came.. as an oxymoron if
you will.. with wInks..
i’ve always been
monogamous
through my
life but
sure
aren’t
most
weak
men
monogamous..
and afraid their
wives will leave for
stronger men.. sure that
is nature.. more than culture
as far as i see.. Jesus.. obviously
super confident for a man and
Muhammad too.. neither
seeing the need for
just one
wife
forevermore..
and we all know
about the 7 year
itch anyway..
the only
way
marriages
truly last is if
there are best
friends who fill
the deficits in opposites
attracts of what the other
is not as good at doing..
my wife doesn’t dance..
or write poetry.. and
she does everything
else.. all i do is
dance.. write
poetry.. and
sing.. so
here’s
a pair
that keeps on working
one on one and enough
as that.. at this point
you may be asking
hmm.. oh my God
is he gonna
write
53K words
and truly i could
but you see my friend
to describe the relative
reality i continue to learn
is an infinite reality with
no top or bottom.. end
or beginning it truly
is a room with
no ceiling
and if there
is a real bible
for God it will
be a never
ending
story
my
friend
as the real
relative that is
GOD as never
ending story
2..
but for
now..
i’ll stick
with “SonG
oF mY SoUL”
for the title
of my
3 million
or so word
bible.. wheRe
it is all just
relative
reality
of
God
in
my
eYes..
of
GOD..
friend..
and yes
it keeps
on going
with no end
on-site until
my words no
longer come..
and the truth
is we are all the
word(s) of God
as flesh
from
head to
toe and more
and more than
words.. so much
more than words..
my
friend..
Seriously.. if Jesus really
came back the only place
he would be comfortable to
spread all his good news
would be the house of
an Atheist.. who
never judges
anyone
as
less
than
the other..
but again.. as long
as we are human.. human
WiLL.. will reflect different relative
realities with different eYes of
God.. so there will be
infinite Jesus’
Judas’
and Pilate’s
and original
Jews.. just
different semantics..
syntax.. and other cultural
clothing.. as the iridescent
human continues to color
the eYes of GOD whole
as the beautiful
fractals
of diversity
i know and
feel for now..
all the answers
are relative as reality
is now through all the
colors of human being
that paint
our
eYes
now.. dark
and Light
where
each
eye
pair or one
is an Earth
a Sun.. a Galaxy
a Universe a Fractal
of ALLTHATIS as GOD..
And all i know and feel now
for me.. my friend.. tHis.. now
the best of time now for any creature
anywhere in any place in the Universe
who is free now.. in this little corner
of Paradise
for me..
and yes
by now..
you likely
know now
the theme
song for this verse
of the bible of me..
And my verses are
never numbered
sequentially..
total numbers
of words will
do for numbers
of me.. my friend..
And your bible here is
one of my favorites yet..
as my interest is colored
by number of words that do come
when i enter into the house of
inspiration of
the bible
of another
blog my friend..
or sure just another
SonG oF mY soUL..
but others titled
are
surely
cooler than
mine.. if not
as long.. hehe..
i am a traveling
blog and bible
kinda like the
Book of Eli
and Denzel
Washington
with shades
and martial arts
to protect his book..
except mine comes
from collective unconsciousness
aka Cosmic Consciousness.. et al..
and never from pages.. alone my friend..
but you know and feel.. when i first walked
in Walmart and saw the cover of that
movie.. seriously.. and i do
mean literally in the
way God speaks
to me..
long before
i was a martial
artist or saw
the movie..
God told
me that
would
be me
in some
synchronicity-
like way.. so in a way
empirically in all the school
logic i have been taught from
the beginning.. fiction is not
nearly as strange
as reality
my
friend..
as truly
it doesn’t
have to make
sense.. but perhaps
the strangest thing of
all is.. it makes perfect
sense to me now.. but
i’m not sure i will ever
give justice to that
larger reality
of God
in words
my friend..
it will likely take
a real life Spock
to mind meld with
me to see that too..
and perhaps
that person
lives
as well..
as the half-breed
Vulcan i truly am
my
friend..
in the episode
of StarTrek never written
until now.. wInks.. again..
Humans are truly magic
when they learn
how to use
that
relative
magic that
is reality now..
to Master it is
a job of Infinity
nowoneforevermoreverforonenow..28..
InFiNitY
Standing
TaLL..
And oh by the
way.. if you ever
see the Movie
‘Lucy’.. enjoy
the view..
“prepare
ye a way”..
“so let it be
written.. so let
it be dOne”..
as elders of
a gentle race
come together
to tale the story
of a pilot who leaves
no trace.. yellow streams
of Kashmir liGht.. of India
and Pakistan.. under the
Summer Moon.. will
come
again…..
paraphrased
from Led Zeppelin
on the last one.. my friend..
what most people don’t understand
is every creature in the entire worlds tales
the story of GOD.. and we are ALL prophets/
MESSENGERS of Nature as God WiLL
tale the story OF NOW
NOW
with
us
NOW..
to exclude any
prophet/MESSENGER
is not to have the MUCH
LARGER
story
of
GOD..
i was born without
the filter to exclude.. my friend..
like Lady Gaga.. one of my favorite
prophets of the same old New
age says.. in
‘Born
this Way’..
yeah.. that’s
the same song
for this verse.. i’ll
use now.. with ‘Kashmir’
coming in second.. and
the “Best of Times”
by Styx
coming
in third..
wait! a little
voice with
no name in
my head says
change course and use Kashmir
and i say.. Okay Boss..
my Pilot
with
no name..
that leaves
no trace but
‘tHis’.. my friend..
the only thing special
about me.. friend.. is.. i listen
to everyone with equal LOVE..
and perhaps that is the greaTest
Human Super Power of ALL.. and
yes.. i for one.. am 100% sure it is..
but the coolest thing of all is God
came and visited me in 2010
under a shed..
in the form
of a Yellow
Cat.. i learned
the most from
him.. but first
he saved
my
heArt..
my best
friend.. yes..
my heArt.. now
as WHOLEnONE..
in other words it
will not
stop
groWinG..
kinda like
a tSUNaMi..
after a meteor
makes the gulf
and human being..
spreading n0w like a
nice human(s) virus online..;)
Oh ‘these’ Facebook vanity quizzes
are great conversation pieces.. so
i share one on my page.. and
Rafiah says..
Fancy cars, exotic holiday destination,
a fat bank account and love of your life…
yummm grin emoticon
i say..
Smiles.. i wonder what you
will get..wink emoticon
Rafiah says..
Me too. smile emoticon
i say..
i already know..wink emoticon
So now off to see the results
of Rafiahs’ page.. before
i made the comment
‘i already know’..;)
i say..
See.. you are really fortunate..
As that is all that is truly important.. Love..
And special people to Love.. And beautiful
life discoveries.. Of course.. As well..smile emoticon
Rafiah says..
you are all that; lovely, special
and beautiful life discovery.
I was thinking earlier about what
made my 2015 special and
I thought about you.
i say..
Oh.. You are so sweet..
You bring a tear to my eye..:”)..
And of course i feel the same about you..
My dear treasure of my friend.. Rafiah..
There are no doubts iN Allah’s
Love..smile emoticon!
Rafiah says..
*jogs for an hour*
*wants to eat gajreela later* unsure emoticon
i say..
(after Googling ‘gajreela’)
It’s great you are jogging.. Rafiah..
and hey.. at least carrots are
good for you and will help you
see better.. as ‘they’ say..
at least you don’t
want to eat a
whole bowl of
chocolate.. and i just
eat several pieces of
fudge.. coconut.. and
caramel Christmas treats
and now i must work-out
about three hours and
go to my niece’s
wedding..
so enjoy
your after run high
with or without a carrot desert!..
and speaking of scary movies.. my
niece use to see Gargoyles when
she was little.. enter into her home
and one time one left a Gargoyle
print on the bathroom
mirror that her
mother verified
too.. and then
they moved
out of that home..
and no more Gargoyles
as far as i know for now..
and she is expecting a baby
instead..wink emoticon
Rafiah says..
Nani is coming home. Can not think of a better
way to spend new year’s eve other than being among
such loyal relations. #Gramsarebestthingintheworld
i say..
That is so great! Glad you will see your Grandmother tonight..
and Hope you have a wonderful New Year’s Eve with family..
no dance for me again.. on this Thursday Night.. honoring
the Year and the Now New with writing and thoughts and
feelings of Kind family.. and friends like you as well..
my friend Rafiah..:)
http://decodinghappyness.com/2015/12/31/make-me-your-story/
Lovely poem of course Himali..
and Lovely Beach for two..
that reminds me so much
of the Beaches here in
the Northern Panhandle
of Florida.. particularly
around what is named
as the San Destin
area as the water
is so shallow that
it almost always
Glows an Emerald
Green Color as pictured
in this photo.. and all the
sands of the beaches here
are Sugar White.. but sadly
most of our dunes washed
away by Hurricanes in the
mid 2000’s.. but still standing
in the San Destin area.. with
so many graceful sea oats swaying
in the Gulf Breeze.. and the night often
even without moonlight and stars glows
in calm surf shores.. truly a magical way with
diatoms like fireflies of the sea.. so dreamy..:)
Yin
and
Yang
of White
Kitties.. and
Black Puppies..:)
Now ‘this Profile Facebook Status Pic’..
is just a little more complicated.. this is
my Grand Niece.. Antaya Jennings.. now
Antaya Wallace and her husband..
Airion (such a cool name).. per
marriage ceremony ‘tonight’.. and she is pregnant
with my Great niece or nephew.. gender not yet
determined.. and what that means is.. she is Katrina’s
Sister’s Daughter’s Daughter who is fixing to have another
Son or Daughter.. but anyway..
the Wedding was lovely with
great food too! at the reception..:)
https://omabdalrahmaan.wordpress.com/2015/12/30/happy-new-year/
In the country i am
from.. yes.. in Fredland..
‘we’ have a tradition of
New Year’s gifts to good
friends.. so a short story
for you.. perhaps i told
it before.. but it always
changes as Allah’s eyes
too.. in all we see and
feel around us.. Allah
always new..
with us
to
atom
by atom
second by
second all
moving.. connecting
creating.. anew no cloud
the same.. no snow flake
or human finger print..
All News iS Now my
friend.. and no
atom too
small
to
be
the good
of Change..
i was gonna tale another
story but i am not in
charge
alone
ALLONE
iS Allah
with me..
and you too
of course.. my
good friend SOHEIR..:)
Well.. you are certainly welcome..
my Sister SOHEIR..
glad i brought
humor and
laughs to you
with smiles of
course too.. and
so sorry about your
husband’s passing..
i noticed your
poem in your
language on
your other blog
said “i miss him”..
and my intuition
then told me
your husband
had passed
away.. but i couldn’t
read your language to
make sure.. and didn’t
think it appropriate to
ask.. but i’m glad you
mentioned it so
i can express
my feeling
for you
in that
regard my friend.. Bless you.. Love..:)
From Ashe Friend’s Facebook Page..
We are notes in this beautiful concert
of existence. If we don’t play ourselves, nobody will.
i say..
Keep playing Ashe.. Softer and Louder..
ExpresSinG more and more of the SonG that is you..
In concert with others or not.. it is the play that SinGs you..:)
Sidenote begins..
Ashe is at least a budding poet
whether she knows it or not..
smiles.. and sure she
is definitely doing
the Asperger
flavory
thingie..
whether diagnosed
or not with a so-called
disorder that is truly not
a disorder at all as long as
one can find a niche that fills
unique.. and seriously if not
for chronic never ending
social stress at
work.. i
would
have never
fell to truly disabling
effects of chronic stress
associated disorders that
are labeled as autoimmune
disorders.. that is truly the body’s
message to get out of life threatening
stress.. in other words.. it is the body
screaming save me now
you stupid
mind..
and truly the mind
is stupid as far as the reasoning
ability goes to keep on going
when the body says no..
and that is what literally
almost kills me when
i start to believe the
fallacies of
what the
system
known
as culture
that can be
the paths of illusory
ways of being so far
passing what we are evolved
as.. as human being in moving
connecting and creating ways
of being.. this autism stuff
that i was diagnosed with
as a disorder at least
for this form
of what
i am as
human being..
becomes a disorder
as we empaths like Ashe
and i who take it all in and i
do mean feeling to the point where
we cannot separate the rest
of the world and all its
pain and suffering
from us..
do exactly
that in a world that
has truly gone both colder
and insaner away from what
it even means to be human being..
To be an empath is to be a giver..
the taking is so easy.. as at
least for me.. i feel
the other person
through
and
through..
the pain.. the sorrow
and yes.. perhaps i am
A best lover as i feel the
pleasure too.. and most every
woman i have been with talks
more about the way my hands
feel.. than any other part
of me.. but i suppose
those hands
have
become
words too.. and
of course the smiling
eyes now covered with
shades.. while some men
go along in their life wondering
how much pleasure they can get
in one night stands with women..
i already feel their pleasure
just from their female
eyes..
is all it takes
for me.. to arouse
my all natural human
love.. as quite frankly i
am not just a Pen
or is
i am an
entire
Pen
and IS..
to put it tactfully
i am more than
a frigging
tool..
Love is feeling
the pleasure of others
same.. as well as pain..
and knoWinG and FEELING
THERE ARE NO LIMITS TO
FEEL AND FILL THAT LOVE
HIGHER AND HIGHER WITH
NO LIMITATIONS OR EXPECTATIONS
BUT unless one is truly a human empath
also known as metaphorical Angel one will
not understand this.. and will also not understand
that as all Messengers and Prophets of God as
Metaphor who are truly empaths as
well as Angel metaphors..
when i say Jesus goes
to the home of
Peace giving
women..
and has
an orgy
with the prostitutes
of women.. it is the
prostitution of Love
that is an Orgy
of Love..
that is the
giving of Love..
that may just be
a communion of souls
around a fire at night.. perhaps
it is cold and not unlike a group
of monkeys at a zoo.. they can
gain comfort from
the primate
touch that is Love
of Warmth of Giving..
no.. it is not men who are
taught that their penises are
all they are as connectors to
the opposite sex.. it is men who
feel the pleasure of the opposite
sex.. in all its intricate emotional
sensory and sensual ways..
carefully watered
and grown..
yes.. higher
and higher
as Loving
humans can go..
anyway.. i got your
attention if you got this
far with the words Jesus
Prostitute and Orgy in the
same verse of ‘my bible’
but yes.. when i use
quotes it is a
metaphor alert..
and in this case one that
requires much additional
reading to find the meaning..
i am a ‘sexual organ’ from head
to toe.. but no.. not the Bill Clinton
Definition of Sex.. the Life giving
Sex that truly separates humans
and Bonobos.. from most all
other primates.. as
peaceful Loving
creatures
when they
move.. connect
and create.. in Loving
Touching ways harmoniously
together brinGinG each other
into an orgasm of Life
that never
ends..
and then the
child is the prize
of the village
instead
of the competition
of one man or woman…
and in my case the child
of me is my Dance and Poetry
and yes my kind of Sex is not
the Penis and Vagina kind
i appreciate the
most.. mY kind
of sex is
in worshipping
the other human
being as part
of GoD
the same..
and sure i Love women..
all shapes and sizes..
shades of tan
and colors
of hair..
each unique
soul.. beyond
the flesh of being
but never the less
the flesh
as well..
as living now..
to be touched in
more ways with
hands
that
give in
ways of heArt..
of spiRit.. of soUl
of being now.. just now..
the Bill Clinton Def. of Sex
is for procreation but Human
Sex is for a life that is an orgasm
of joy.. a better way for me
to describe Sex..
is what attracts
us enough to each
other so we
do not
freeze to
death
on a cold
Winter day..
sadly today.. if
humans faced freezing
weather with no clothes
they would freeze to death
in fear of Penis and Vagina
getting
too close…
yes.. there is
so much more to
a Penis and a Vagina
than a Vagina and a Penis..
there is the ocean now always..
behind
the ships
that sail the
human being..:)
Sidenote
ends
in this
verse
of the
SonG oF
mY SoUL..
Footnote now of feat of feet..;)
So yeah.. when i go to a dance hall..
sure me at 55.. happily married
and not concerned at all with
what is described as the
Bill Def. of Sex..
and the
so-called
young studs
are talking about
railing women..
i will bring
the young
ladies
higher..
at least
some of them..
with my dance
than they can
ever imagine
with just
6 inches
or so
of
the rest of
their potential
6 foot or so
Pen
of
IS..
there are more ways to
squeal with delight
than
a moan
of domination..
and sure not only
is there dance..
theRe is
poetry
too..
wheRe words
become the
dance of
the SoUL
of mY SonG..
i have no small goals
and truly no goals at all..
my way now in life is to bring
my definition of sex in pleasure
to ‘all the women in the entire world’..
as i wanna be the gift that even keeps
giving
long
after
this 6 feet
of Universe i occupy
stays after i leave in
unconditional and
yes passionate
giving love
that
lasts
much longer
than ‘viagra’ will
never know..
or
feel..
he
He..
in other words
women have been
put down for 10 to
12 thousand
years..
pArt
of my
mission
from GOD
is to continue
to help iN lifting them up..
And no.. i don’t need any
Viagra.. not even
a fleshy
tool..;)
1 Footnote ends..
2 beings..
And trust me so-called
patriarchal leaning
men.. who call
themselves
Christians
or Muslims
if you really
believe that either
Jesus.. Muhammad..
or God approves
with the way
‘you’ dominate
and subjugate
women to
forced
marriages
and sex
and
raping female
slaves or whatever
sickness that arrives
from the time male empaths
who honor women
arrive on
this earth..
and you really
think that you
pay a price
for sin
to God..
the
greatest
Sin is to opress
the relative free
natural God Given
will of another
human
being..
and for those
who force women
to be their
property
and or
slaves which
is the same
dam thing..
sure.. you
will answer
to the God of
Nature in how
God takes ‘care’
of those humans
who get out of
balance in God’s
Natural ways of being now..
and that answer will be
God’s alone ALLONE..
then and
now..
with ‘you’…
2 ends…
http://gigoid.me/2015/12/31/after-adding-penalties-its-free/
Be..
The greatest thing about the essence
is it does not have to be reincarnated
as it is already carnated as floWer of
DArk and
LiGht of
Truth..
DArk then
LiGht.. then
moving or dancing
then sound or song..
As above so below
wE continue
to SinG..
and as
now will have it
words of Lao Tzu
speak Jesus now
then gnostic
’59 Thomas
version
from the
dead
‘see’
‘two’…
para
phraSinG
sAMe.. Now..
There are Those who fear the dArk
and Others who are cynical of liGht..
never realiZinG i am paraphraSinG
Plato on that one
until now..
thanks
to the
direct Quote
from you.. but
sure he probably
paraphrased that
from Socrates but
like Jesus we have
no actual quotes from him..
Essence requires no faith
Faith is better eMotion in
Believing
in the
Smart
Be
that
IS..
And the more one understands
of that Smart Be that is ALL the more
one appreciates the SonG Be SinGs.. NOW
wheRe Hope and Trust become OnE and
sAMe as equal emoTioNs of Belief iN
NOW..
i believe in
the Be of Now
with All my heARt
SoUL and SpiRit as
Force with ONE BE
i be
i am.. Now..
My God i can
prove without a doubt
with finger prints of
a SonG that iS tHe
HeARt and SpiRit
of
soUL
BE.. NOW.
both smARt
and FEELING
LiVE
NOW
wHere aLL
nows be
NEW
NOWS
NOW..:)
Yes.. i am the
adult version
of Dr. Suess..;)
Happy New NOW
and may now
always
be
God2
you..
friend
gigoid..
God is what
we make now
end and
beginning
of story
Be..:)
Smiles.. well.. not officially..
penniewoodfall.. my friend..
considering i had to Google
the ‘précis style’.. i’m kind of a
complicated parrot
as more than
likely.. as
a Hyperlexic
child.. not putting
words together
until age 4..
later diagnosed
on the Autism Spectrum
in middle age.. iN whatever
way i learned to speak that
was very difficult with no help
back in those 1960’s days..
with much teasing
from the children
then.. comes
to what i am
now.. as i continue
to adapt in ways
of verbal and written
speaking still.. my friend..
it is unusual.. no doubt..
as perhaps i might be
the most unusual
of all
simply
’cause
i survived my
friend.. and did what
ever it naturally took
to keep afloat in how
i swim with the currents
of culture now.. free in charge..
instead of culture in charge of me..
but yeah.. i think that is a fair analysis
looking from the outside in.. but when i
write.. i flow.. through stream of conciseness
writing at speeds approaching 130 words
a minute.. that can barely keep up
with what comes out of both my
mind and fingers..
too fast
for me
to purposefully
slow down or control
in any analytical way..
but hey.. the river will
find a way eventually to flow
as water is the most powerful force
of weather
known..
and sure..
i am the
water or
perhaps
the air that
drives it.. in metaphor
of course.. for now..
but sure.. interesting
question.. and thanks
for asking.. i learn
a new term
today
for what
i do.. and
sure.. i’ve heard
scores of other
official analyses
for the free of me before..;)
Another fair assessment
per tumultuous.. my friend..
but much louder in the
real world..
sMiles..
and thanks
for the show..
and i agree with
that as well.. and
guess what.. i can
prove it works..
smiles
again.. and
that woman in
the show looks
almost identical
to my wife..
wInks
again..
that made
me smile all
nice inside..
and i have room for
that song somewhere
else.. asWeLL..4N0W..:)
Well.. okay.. it’s 12:16 pm
12312015
all caught
up with the
Presents of
Friends and
FamiLY now..
so now.. now
for the
rest of
‘KATiE MiA FredericK
A Year in Review 2015’..:)
And for reference here are
the first two years of
review here:
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2013/12/31/katie-mia-frederick-2013-a-year-in-review/
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/12/31/katie-mia-frederick-2014-a-year-in-review/
While i’m not so much goal oriented i do
Love Milestones as markers for review
of where i have been and
where i continue
to go as
human
being free..!..:)
And with that said in 2015.. with no
directed goals.. i’ve gone farther
than ever before..
Starting with my mile marker
Celebrating 3000 miles of
dance in February of 2015
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/02/02/3000-miles-of-dance-walking-now/
And in that same month advancing to Leg Pressing
930 LBS on parallel Leg Press machine with
arms raised in air.. like no other
human does it on YouTube
14 times as videoed
here.. and
now by
the end of the
year.. still slowly
and surely pressing
this maxed out machine
25 times with ease as a
feather liGht.. until
it gets boring
like row
row
your
boat
gently
down
the stream..;)
With a mix of a Tiger/Gorilla/Crocodile
rumbling roar as well.. for more..:)
And then by the time March rolls around
i start commenting on not just some of dVerse
Poetry and recording it all here
in micro to macro poetic
expressive free
verse style..
i comment on all
without fail continuing
until now.. with my last
over Fifty Thousand Word
Blog post..
with A
41,113
Word
main post..
A True Free
Verse Poetry
Novel titled
‘GodsUniverseNovel’
as linked again here..
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/12/26/godsuniversenovel/
With numerous other steps
to get to that Novel size.. ranging
from 7K to 11K to 14K to 17K to 26K as well..
the PoeTry keeps goIng.. groWinG with yes..
WinGs of Words
flying higher
and hiGher
like
a Jonathan
Livingston
Seagull Poet
and Dancer..
oh yeah.. and
more about dance..
as well as celebrating
666 months since conception
of human being.. tHere
is 666 Months of Dance
as linked here..
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/03/19/666-months-of-dance/
of what will document eventuAlly
an entire year with smiling photos
of many of the nice folks.. namely
mostly young women from
Seville Quarter in
Pensacola Florida..
as i now move
into my
91st week
of doing that
this Saturday
Night in total..
since March of
2014.. when
i first
started
this weekly
Marathon
Endeavor
of Rave-Like
Dance with all
the cool young
college age folks
at Old Seville Quarter..
incidentally.. somewhere in
the world there was a solar
eclipse on the 20th of March
as well.. yeah.. i like
astronomy too..;)
And hmm.. after dVerse
moves from the Free Verse
Management of starting the
endeavor with folks Brian and
Claudia from that
nice online
adventure
the next
folks are not
so inclined to
accept what i do
in XXXTREMLY LONG
FREE VERSE.. so the
trouble trickles in
slowly and more
surely to
put a
stop to
my creative
style there..
Anyway.. first there
is a kindly worded
suggestion to change..
then a deletion of a poem..
cause i am in a rush to a Dr.’s
Appt.. and miss a rule word in
a title there.. with not
even the option
to correct one
dam word..
And then finally
earlier this fall
a poem is deleted
even after i follow
every single written
rule of what is on the
site.. and go to the
frigging trouble
to explain what
it means as
the more
concrete
administrators
ain’t got a clue
what my really deep
metaphors mean in reference
to Plato’s cave and TRUE
AND REAL ENLIGHTENING
AND AWAKENING
OF HUMAN
BEING
NOW.. JUST
NOW IN THE
HEAVEN OF
NOW..
reference
this post
here..
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/09/15/30347/
And sure it’s obvious as the 50K poetry play
nose on my face.. that i don’t fit their
mold and may have never been
welcome there
if it weren’t
for the good
and kind
Samaritan
folks
of Brian
and Claudia..
where even a
real Jesus.. Jack Kerouac
or Walt Whitman could survive
there with all their good and
free ARTS.. non-censored and
unabridged from the less
accepting human
beings of
what much fuller
human creativity
can be in both
theory
and
practice
free without
forms of the
frigging
past..
yeah..
sometimes
new is hard
to get used too..
but little do they
know.. then.. i ain’t
in it for any frigging
Word Press Brownie like
points or the online
Publishing manuals
guiding folks
to make
a frigging
couple of
dimes off
a poem
book here
or there.. i am A
Johnathan Livingston
Seagull Poet and Dancer
just moving higher and freer
is my practice of life and not
the frigging almighty dollar
of who likes who
are who
makes that
dime or this
dime here or there
in Google Advertisement
Pennies.. $2.99 E-Books..
or whatever.. i do this
for God and Me and
whomever will
share it..
it ain’t
no dollar
or status
that rules
my life to stay
back with the others
of what is the flavor
of the moment
in social
Twitter
depth
minds
for now..
Anyway.. considering
they are well aware
as poet scientists of how
this has gone with other poet’s
who step outside the box in human
history.. ya’d think.. they could see
what was goin’ on here with me as
a Beautiful Mind
Poet of A New
Age iN feeling
too.. but nah..
some folks need
iT spelled out
in concrete ways
of passing tiMe sAMe..
and that’s okay too.. as
science shows God makes some
humans all natural like that and
besides.. someone has got to volunteer
to make the rules to get the list up..
so i can continue to get inspired
and copy and paste
my inspirations
here for the
Love of continuing
New age of technological
abilities to create more
innovative and much
deeper art
than has
ever been
accomplished
before.. whether or not..
anyone else has the expanse
of mind or interest to take
even a twitter
fraction of it
in.. it
didn’t
Stop Jonathan
the Seagull
and it
will not
stop the
free Seagull who
i continue to develop
with my spirit of GOD
Free just free baby now..!
Anyway.. the irony of it is truly
delicious.. and as you see i can
use the darkness of the controlling
subjugating oppressing.. Higher
levels of
creativity
as inspiration..
to take me even higher..
when they tolerated me
while mumbling under
their breath..
WTF
this ain’t
how it’s been
done before..
OH NO..! CHANGE!
i’m terrified i ain’t
seen nothing like this before!
And no.. i was not nearly this free
my entire life.. and once
a timid sick
shut-in for
66 months
so i know
and feel less
of the darker
less feeling
and creating
side.. so yes..
i have empathy
for ‘THEM’ VS.
‘US’ TOO..
WITH
wInks..
every story
needs a little
human drama
in dArk and
liGht to keep
the audience guesSinG
even more.. i’ve already
been to hell.. and if anyone
thinks they had a negative
snowflake
in hell
effect on
me they are
forgetting i am
the snowflake who
refuses to melt..
and sure a special
one..
YnoT just
admit the
friGinG special
Truth as it sure
don’t hurt MEnOW..;)
Yeah.. like John Nash..
i already had a Beautiful
Mind.. where school.. and work..
then.. and the rest of cultural
illusions and lies
used it up
and discarded
me like i never
existed at all..
but you see.. not
unlike John Nash i came
back but unlike John Nash
i said my F iN beautiful
Mind iS nothing without
a beautiful heaRt..
spiRit.. and
balanced miNd
and boDy as
SoUL to
go along
with it..
you see..
i’m not here
to solve an equation..
or make a dollar..
or any of that..
i am only
here to
make ONe
and that
friend
is me
and God
and others
and the rest
of nature as
GOD the sAMe
and i am F in
Killing that with
success every now
of Life now
as every now
is a New
Year
to me
now..
and for those
who stay with me
on this ride.. all i can
say is wow.. you did part
of it too.. and you can do
more than me.. as we all
share basicAlly
the same
DNA
and
epigenetic
potential when
we find more
of our human
potential
by looking
withiN.. wHere
N0W the beautiful
human hEart SpiRit
and SoUL in miNd
and boDY balance
tRuly still lives
under the rules of
the God of Nature
free..
sMiLes
as broad
as InFiNiTy
as no dimensions
of limits or expectations for
now.. and we too.. when we truly
master our relative human free will
and become ONE with the GOD of Nature
like most other animals do simply
like my cat in the midday
Sun rolling in the sand
or hugging the
grass under
the moon-lit
rays of God’s truth
Free just Free the
call of we together
as WiLL and Free
as God
iS
NOW..:)
And what else.. yes..
of course.. then comes
my 4000 Miles Celebration
of Dance Walking my martial
arts and ballet-like mix
everywhere in the metro
area.. where Katrina
shops.. which is yeah..
just about every major
store there is.. so
plenty of opportunities
on several days of the
week to pack the miles
on greater and greater
anywhere up to 12 hours
a day.. as linked here..
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/08/23/4000-miles-of-dance-walking-now/
And then on December 6th 2015..
i celebrate 666 Months of LiGht
for the celebration of my life
since my actual birth
day on 6660..
in this post
here..
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/12/06/666-months-of-light/
Oh yeah.. and there is that netherworld
of that other work of Art i do in all
new age Renaissance male nude art..
likely perhaps
like no other
55 year old
male has ever
done in the
history of
recorded art..
nah.. certainly
not considered
as social acceptable
mass produced art..
butt never the less
a practice i started in
January 2014.. to totally
free myself from the
bondages of
human cultural
lies.. to wear
clothes away
from the
God of
Nature
that lives
iN US Free and
Wild.. and this
activity of Art..
sensuous as it is
in sharing way can
be empirically measured
as enhancing my overall
creative efforts not unlike
my Rave Dance usually done
every Thursday Night except
when Christmas Eve and
New Year’s falls
on Thursday
Night
and it gets
moved to Saturday
Night like this
year does..
Anyway.. although of course
it is a thankless art.. hmm..
except for some of the women
who have ‘shared’ it and
said yeah
that’s
really cool
in the more
open minded
bar girl way
of life..
as Michelangelo
clearly stated from
the get go of his male
nude art.. the nude is the
height iN expression of the Art
of the human being.. and sure
i go a further length of that
a little harder and rougher
than Michelangelo’s David
in both flesh and blood
and wild and
free.. but it is
what it is and by
God the last effort
here in 2015.. is what
i understand from my wife
who is a steady customer..
as my best effort
yet.. that
sure.. will
be linked
along with this..
and oh by the way..
Google almost decided
to get rid of these free
adult avenues of Artful
Sensual human expressions
as the height of human
freedom of speech..
and their customers
balked loud enough
for them to keep the
avenues free and open..
and meanwhile i closed up
my first year’s effort as i
jokingly named it my Free
Lance Stripper Blog.. ’cause
yeah.. it’s much more than
stripping.. it is a frigging
Olympic effort to get it done
truly as art.. so i picked
the best.. and started
a New Blog in
March of
2015
named
‘FREE verse
nude POETRY’..
so there wouldn’t
be any confusion over
if it was a pay per view event..
heHE.. or just Free Art always
commercial free..
as human
truly
is still
evolving to be
as free.. there is
truly no freedom like
being confident in one’s
own born iN flesh and blood
way by the God of Nature to stand
tall and yes.. erect.. no
less than the
Egyptian God
Min.. as a sign
of the fertility
of the
creativity
of human
being..
yes..
still to
come in GroWinG
more Creative ways
than has been done before!
The key is free
is
and always
will be
simply
FREE
as GoD
still evolves
us to be just BE..:)
And finally of course
the friends who continue
to play with me.. particularly
my frolicking dancing Charlie’s
Angels.. Courtney.. Chelsea.. and
Maggie from Seville Quarter in the
flesh and blood world since the Summer
of 2014.. and others are very important
and inspiring folks in my life for creativity
too.. along with my old and new online friends
for the year.. my longest friend who is sticking
with me regularly online since Summer of 2014.. my
friend from Pakistan.. Rafiah.. and then this year..
some new regulars.. Glenn.. Leah.. Shawna.. Himali.. Soheir
Imran.. gigoid.. and others who come by when they can..
that i appreciate very much both online and off…
To the tune truly of 100’s and thousands and
even more.. as truly my dance effort
has likely inspired me and others
the most.. as i understand
from others
i am
shared this
way by the
video voyeurs
of the Facebook
age.. everywhere
i go.. all around
the world.. in
Facebook
sharing
way..
but ha..
most of them
are not on my
Friends list..
interestingly
enough..
as sure..
i’m not
exactly
the easiest
friend to explain
to the rest of your
Facebook friends on
or offline
hehe..
and sure
for me that
is both a Badge
of Merit and Honor
for human freedom
away from
the limits
and expectations
of a mechanical cognition
culture that sadly continues
to move farther and farther
away from evolving
human being
and more
as
robotic
machine..
i hope to inspire
folks to move.. connect..
and create.. and every inspiration
that any human being can do to
bRinG this freeR way of being
to others is truly ultimately
vital in the success of
the species in
a destination
away from
human
suffering
and misery.. sure
that is worth 11
million words..
and 5000 miles
approaching iN
Dance Walking
and 80 thousand
or so photos..
in a SonG
oF mY SoUl
that continues
to grow and grow
as human freedom will
when set wild and free with
Kind and
Courage
to keep
it all iN
GoD’s Balance
for human being now!..:)
Anyway.. perhaps this is finished
and even though it is kinda wet
outside it is time to dance
with sand
and water
as silt
to soothe
greater the
freedoms of
my connection
with THE GOD OF NATURE FREE..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/11/26/5-year-square-neptune-saturn-me/
And no.. not quite finished.. as linked.. there is
this post named ‘5 Year Square Neptune Saturn Me’..
that celebrates a full 60 months of writing since
November 26th of 2010.. in starting this entire
writing endeavor.. on the Wrong Planet website
escaping the all waking hours pain of
type two Trigeminal Neuralgia
understood by modern science
as the worst pain known
to mankind that in
my case is
like having
teeth
drilled without
Novocaine except
the pain is in my right
eye and ear.. making effective
use of my sight and hearing
next to impossible.. then..
and yes 18 other disorders..
where after two years of this since
January of 2008.. i finally
withstand the pain enough
to turn the screen all
the way down.. a few
inches from
screen to
write
to
attempt
to escape a
pain that no
doctor’s drug
will touch..
and eventually
comes 8005 posts
on the Wrong Planet
website.. somewhere around
8 million words there and
3 million words here on
my blogs.. to make
11 Million total
as i go on and
on and on
more..
so yes.. definitely
a Thanksgiving day in
Pain that eventuAlly
ends the pain
on around
July 22nd
of 2013..
moving to
poetics
in March
of 2013..
and eventually
leaving the Wrong
Planet of Hell in
Hate and Discontent
that often lives there
with no plans of changing
in July of 2015 as well..
staying in Hell an
additional
2 years
after i
recover
in what i hoped
might help some other
folks escape but sadly
in the human condition
of dArk.. it is the
negative that
binds some
people together
as they are too
cynical of the liGht
to attempt a real human
vision quest to escape
the dArk.. where blogging
for my own liGht in poeTry
is the first step.. and
finAlly dance and
martial arts
in a way
of
free style
human dance
seals the
Freedom of
Heaven now
nowforever
morenownow
for me now..
truly no different
than Jonathan Livingston
Seagull.. i went back to
share what God taught me
in all natural ways..
but the cynics
of the liGht
chose
to stay
in their
dArk of Hell
and shooed
an Angel
of liGht away..
i can only hope
they eventuAlly
find their way
out to greater
human potential
as God knows and
feels in me the only
way out of dArk was
my own search with
God within.. infinite
paths and infinite answers
for those who never give
up to be at peace
and mind and
body
balance
just now
in the real
metaphor
of the
present
of Heaven..
no more hell for
me.. my time there
is over forevernow..:)
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http://decodinghappyness.com/2015/12/31/signing-off-2015/
Hello Himali.. and Happy New year to you..
still before 6 pm here..
last year.. and into
Next year for
you there
in India
at 4 to 5
or so..
am
2016..
SMiLes
i wear a watch
Nike GPS style
for distance but
rarely check the
time.. truly it is the
distance that counts
no longer when
the hand
strikes time..
sidewalks and
clocks.. two killers
of dreams my
friend.. also
known as
dream
time
where only
distance and
space exists
and now is all
there
is..
n zero w
n 0 w
iS.. real..
distance
and space becomes free as us and we..:)
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From Long Term Friend.. since
1980 or so..
Facebook
Friend
Bennie’s
page now
addressing
a shared post about
worldly events.. like
Trump heading
up the
Republican
ticket so far..
and an assessment
of the world going
to hell in a hand-
basket..
i say..
Yes.. reality
is stranger than fiction…
WheRe no way.. is the
thought before..
for all these
ends
the now
means then..
But yes.. it’s
always been
this kinda
hell.. less..
or more.. Interwebz
put an exclamation
point thousands of times..
where before.. we didn’t even hear it..
Anyway.. Happy New YEAR..
what the Hell WTF
For the Win..
Bennie..:)
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Well.. Happy New Year to you as well..
Leah.. and you are there
in Germany
and i am
still here
in last year
by now..
and i hope you
enjoyed the concert
very much.. i have actually
stayed in all day long doing
my yearly ritual of assessing
milestones.. hehe.. without
goals of this year.. as i’ve
done the previous two
years.. and
i must say
that becoming
closer friends
with you
this year..
as the nice person
who impressed me so
much as a moderator on
the Wrong Planet before..
has been a real
joy and
one i hope
to keep for
years
to come..
and with that said.. i am
looking for the perfect
song to end this year..
and it will be the one
below.. a song forgotten
by me until now for
some reason..
and the fact
that i have
any friends
at all
after what
i’ve been through
in life is joy enough
wheRe this song is a happy
one that brought so many tears
in my early twenties.. no feeling
at all in my late forties to early
50’s and now that i am truly
in Love with
Now.. at 55
it now as new is
a joy of a song
as there is no
Same Auld Lang Syne
when now is always new..
But sure i can still go back
to school and feel that
old familiar
pain and that
is the best feeling
of all.. the fact that it
is both real and old
my
friend..
always
now
as
a New
Auld Lang Syne..:)
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http://xpoet73.blogspot.com/2015/10/joey.html
Just stopping
by to wish you a New
New Year now and
more joys in the
flesh and blood
life with your
boys..
as truly
this still
is not a
place for
human beings..
oh the smells..
oh the tastes..
oh the touches
and proprioceptions
oh 1 percent or less
of real life
lives
online..
as we are
more than
2 dimensional
Avatars and text
images away from
this place.. you
did the best
thing..
keep
doing it..
life is too short
to live as avatars/text..
oh.. did i mention that
human speech is less
than human too.. sure it is
as it too.. is sign language
for what is
real
my friend..
X marks the
spot when real..
and i am just
here to
lure
folks
away..
as a soldier
of the real
God of
Nature
my
friend..:)
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