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SMiLes.. My friend.. gigoid..
Never a rush iN
truly
re-
tired..
SMiLes.. there are way too many coincidences
in our two posts.. including a representation
of Mary in the last video titled “Tropico”..
and all the associated
‘rape’ of women
in all the
forms
that comes
in.. for there to
be any coincidence
but Synchronicity in life
today my friend.. and for the
God of Nature i know.. and feel
the greater we are a pArt of God
of Nature.. the greater the ART and
Tapestry of Synchronicity is illustrated
in our lives like real magic.. the closer
i get to God of Nature the more i and
others become an Art of God in play
of real life now.. truly there is more
to the Quantum Human as well
as the rest of Nature when
unleashed and released
as fuller Quantum
Nature through
human relative
free will
of fuller human
potential when truly
wild and free.. escaping
the true Matrix of human
tools from Written Language
to Collective Recorded human
Intelligence to all of what
makes the liGht and
DArk of human
cultures from
nuclear
killing
bombs to the
toilet paper that
eases the itch of
rears.. and for me
to re-Tire is a state
of being.. and hell no
not an economic security
only.. as there is no security
other than human relative free will
of being in control of our own regulation
of emotions and integration of our senses
in total.. as mindful aware human being.. the
Yogi’s Understand this.. and all other balanced
human beings.. who live by the true power of now
iN mind and body balance.. when it lives refreshed
in a constant state of rejuvenation.. and sure
it can be done with human relative
free will as already proven
in the Eastern Arts
of moving
meditation
and philosophy
as such that carries
a human balanced and
strong from born again
like this until the last
dying die of balance
with Nature
True as
GOD
as One
Force of uS
and ALLTHATIS
now just now in
eternal
bliss
where tires
are the tires of human
being that constantly retread
over a lifetime and never come
to the cruel bare wheel of a culture
gone insane.. to bring a human down
to total animal exhaustion now aka Hans
Selye’s “General Adaptation Syndrome”…
i had all the money i could ever then
need.. beyond my wife’s shopping
habits.. when i ‘retired’ disabled
from truly General Adaptation
Syndrome iN two years
of flight or fight
stress syndrome
with or without
my Federal retirement
but no i was far from retired
as there was zero rubber
left on my wheels..
the golden
handcuffs
of federal
employment
cut all the way
to the bone.. where
i became tHeir slave for
that monetary lifetime
reward of pay and
health insurance..
including
my disabled
wife with epilepsy
then.. before she
was assessed
as disabled
and received assistance
for her lifelong permanent
disability.. yes.. those
golden handcuffs
where i came
to believe that
no matter what..
i had to do that
last decade of
work.. a reward..
was what almost killed
me.. and my superiors knew
very well they could have me do
anything they wanted me to do..
no matter how far over
my capacity as
a human
being..
as i was
a commodity
to them and not
even a frigging human
being.. yeah.. i beat the
system.. it did not kill me
and only took 66 months of
my life away from culture
and that was the best
pain i ever had
to truly
escape all the
lies i know and feel
of cultures and religions
now.. so much time then for
introspection.. that most
people likely never find
in life today
with
escape from
the matrix of culture..
and all that comes with
that.. nah.. i will never fully
escape.. as culture is necessary
for an insanely large population
of humans evolved for
150 to 200 sets
of eyes
to survive..
but this matrix
no.. no longer controls
me.. i control it to the
satisfaction of the
rubber now
that never
ends on my wheels..
and i will fulfill my human
excellence in dreams instead
of nightmares.. as long as this
wave lasts.. yes i will
ride it in balance
to the best of
my ability
and at the
end..
at least..
i will be able to
say i lived.. it’s
a hell of a better
ride.. with me surfing
it instead of someone
else surfing me.. sMiles..;)

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/12/katie-mia-frederick-2015-year-in-review.html

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SMiLes..

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Miraculous_births

A virgin birth as a myth used to elevate the
status of a cultural hero is certainly no new
tool of marketing hyperbole to spread
a myth housing truth or lies
in these vehicles and
vessels to spread
oral tradition
then and
sure to
sell everything
now.. in marketing
101 of appealing
to basic
human
emotions
of hope
and fear..
a better myth
of hope sure than
the fear of death but
never the less in the context
of original text.. virgin means
pure spirit.. and not a state of being
in between the legs..
and sure
that other
thing is just a concern
for weak men who fear
free women.. who
control their
own
reproductive
destiny.. as they
do now.. here at
least.. yeah..
Karma is
a bitch huh..
and the same type of
weak men.. now live their
life on ‘reddit’ and other online
sites.. bitching about how free
women are bitches.. boo who yeah
these are the same kind of
weak men that brought
women down from
the get go..
men who
are just
afraid
they are not
man enough to be
the second in line for
a women who has experienced
something better than they.. not
even having enough frigging
emotional intelligence to
understand and FEEL
that women
make love
to 6 feet or so
of body.. mind..
and mostly
H E a R T..
and not 6 inches..
give or take whatever…
But such is the life for
little boys and sure
girls too.. who
were never
loved
in touch with feely
ways of Unconditional
Love from Birth by their
Parents.. Love is grown
as a garden.. not something
that can be bought at either
Walmart or Fancy Malls… it
takes work and practice
practice practice..
and it starts
at home..
from the
get
go
of born..
the best answer to
rape.. is children who
are loved from the get
go.. in all ways rape comes..
from men to a culture that
enslaves folks
as cogs
as humans
become robots
in Real Zombie Apocalypse
way now.. beyond sad that is..
but Hope is Love and REAL TOO..:)

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TheRe is nothing more contagious than the LiGht of Freedom..
Love.. and Peace.. when practiced and exercised
as a true sPort of life..
And sPeaKinG of Mozart..
the “Magic Flute” is among
my favorites.. as it recognizes
God iN Human and seeks to
bring a dream of heaven on
earth a reality now..
instead of some
empty promise after
life.. the only place one
knows for sure.. A better
bet is now.. no doubt but only
for those who do not fear life..
sadly to fear death is to never
live.. as to fear is to truly
never be free of
the darker
side of
life..
Fear is the nightmare..
the Devil incarnate in us..
the evil daughter and son of
human rationality that pays
more attention to the past
and future than the present
of now..
and truly
if i had not already
faced a worse fate
than death in what is
properly named the
suicide disease.. a pain
named type two trigeminal
neuralgia.. assessed as worse
than flesh and blood crucifixion
for an entire 66 months.. i might
never have come to Fully Love Life
as i have zero fears of death over Love
of life..
perhaps
the only way to
truly become fearless
of death.. to experience
the reality that death is truly
a gift.. and perhaps
our sanitization
away
from
the reality
that death
is a miracle
of life that ends
human suffering is
why more folks fear death
as a fear of life more than
Loving life itself now..
one of the saddest
things i ever see
now.. are people
in church looking
forward to death
as not a relief from
human suffering that often
comes at the end.. but the
beginning of a heaven that they
never ever found here.. man.. that is
so dam sad.. the saddest part of all
is how many people
damn themselves
to hell in life
by
fearing
death.. and believing
empty promises of the psychopaths
of history that always sell the same
dam snake oil in another flavor
for subjugation
of human
being through
illusory fears
and promise of something
better after the human suffering
and misery that is often imposed
as simply/complexly now a prison
of mind
and body
dying living
out of balance
in the past and future
illusions of humans lies..
and promises.. for control…
i pull my own heArt stRinGs
i am no puppet
but
me..
smiles..
and i both sing
and dance the magic
flute of Heaven now
on this earthly KinGdom
iN gift of heaven as bestoWed
to those who receive the gift
still wild and free as PAN
wILL
BE..
in the
Present of NOW..
it’s really not that hard to see..
God does live as us
on beaches
without
footprints
of the lies of
human cultures
and or religions..
but sure.. there are
no beaches as deserts
until one sees the grains
of sand
of
God..
now as Present..
sure.. i live in Paradise..
it’s easier to feel as waves..
of the big picture of GULF
as GOD
instead
of
grains
of sand..
it takes now
much greater
vision to see God
as a Grain of Sand..
but yes.. all is possible
in the eyes of God smaller
than
a
gRAiN
of sand..:)

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Love to you as well my friend..
And Synchronicity ‘rules’ again..
just got back from my Sand and
Sun Dance with a rendition of
the “Book of Eli”.. with
Alan Watts..
providing
still now some
common sense
and revision
knowledge
of the bible
to the ‘common’
misguided ‘Christian’
still of the day now..
yeah.. it’s too much
responsibility for
most folks
to be
An
Art of God
but fortunately
some still find
their way.. and
Alan Watts certainly
runs in that expanded
way of human being as
far as i for one can see..
As always the closed
system vs the open
system.. the
two meet
and
create what is
for now.. i’ll
just be
happy..
for now..
and ride the wave
in balance as long as
i carries I.. for Ego I of i..
with spiRit! WitH tHe Rest
of US as Nature..
aka
GOD..
in all
God’s
Parcel
and pArtS..:)

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Hi gigoid.. thanks for stopping
by.. and yes.. a dreamer
as opposed to
one far ahead
with focus
says it well
for my father
opposed to his
twin brother.. but
what i often notice
about identical twins..
in general.. is although
they look very much alike..
tHeir personalities can be
total opposites.. which yes..
seems almost the case
for my father
and his identical
twin brother..
and their half
brother sired after my
Cajun Grandmother remarried
a Jewish heritage man then..
moving from yes.. X-Catholic
Priest.. immigrant from Ireland and..
my Grandfather’s father from Germany..
a watch-maker there from a still famous
family of watchmakers now.. digressing
here into family history.. and interestingly
my Grandfather’s Mother.. a native of
Ireland of the Rainsford name.. once
having family that held the deed
to the property that the
now famous
Guinness Beer
Operation originates at..
with my middle name coming
from Arthur Guinness as well..
but back to the original thought..
my Father’s half-brother is all
talk while both my father and
his identical twin brother were
are almost
no
talk.. at least
around me then..
an interesting
Paternal family
it was for the
rare bi-annual
visits i saw my father
and never really got to
know him.. for all the decades
of my life.. but hey.. never saw
him angry.. or depressed.. or
even fearful.. to the day
he dropped dead..
suddenly
at age 81 in
2014.. so give
and take as in
all stuff
liGht
and dArk..
taking the best
and remembering
the best as liGht.. Ynot..
that’s what he appeared to
do after all.. it just took
me much longer to
get in the
groove
of positive..
at least for now..:)

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God.. i love my Apple products..
from small to large..
yes.. iPod to iPhone 6s
to iPad Air.. to Mac Pro
to 27″ all in one iMac
now.. all still
as fast and
efficient as
out of the
box.. now
never with
a virus or any
of that other
Microsoft crap..
hmm.. yes.. people
cried for Jobs like
Martin Luther King
and Lennon when he
passes away from
Pancreatic cancer
but that was
before any
of my
Apple
days.. starting
in March of 2013..
and seriously a gift
from the God of Nature
that first iPhone 5 was
for me.. as with my type
two Trigeminal Neuralgia
eye pain.. it was the first
screen i could look at without
excruciating pain.. finally actually
being able to see the beauty of nature
again in color photos.. 4 inches big.. i seriously
could not feel the emotion of beauty before that..
as the eye pain was far too overwhelming for any
feeling but pain..
so yeah.. overall
YEAH thanks for the
Retina Display.. Mr. Steve
Jobs with all his INTENSE
EFFORT AND FOCUS TO GET
THE NEWEST PRODUCT TO THE
CUSTOMER TO PUT HIS BELOVED
APPLE COMPANY AT THE TOP OF
THE CORPORATE HEAP BEFORE
HE DIES.. IS YES.. PART AND PARCEL
OF WHAT SAVED MY SOUL AS WELL..
BACK TO THE HUMAN BEING i
USED TO BE AND SURE
MORE MORE MORE..
anyway.. after watching
CNN’s Sunday Night
documentary on Steve Jobs..
not sugar coated like the movie
i saw with Ashton Kutcher playing
his character then.. in Summer of
2013.. first movie.. after i recovered
with my Maui Jim Sunglasses.. finAlly
relaxing my optic nerve enough to
watch any dam movie at all..
yes.. lots of human
effort and human
misery and suffering
went into all the Apple
products so excellently
built with both art and
ergonomics in mind
in Zen way of
computing
now..
so yeah.. i appreciate
all the liGht and all the
dark sacrifices back then
that always now make
my Apple Communication
devices what they are today..
as they are integral now.. in both
my recovery as human being..
as well as to art the art of me
as fully in imagination
and creativity
as i do
today..
additionAlly..
with thanks
of course to
Word Press
and Google..
including YouTube
and ‘all their friends’
and the ones i have too..
it’s a group effort in truly
infinite
ways..
as always
for human
being N0W..:)

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What i like about the specific
Catholic Church i visit all Sundays..
is it does not downgrade other
human religions.. and
suggest that people
are going to hell
if they don’t
believe their
way.. etc..
and in reading
your comment up
there.. if Muslims in
ALL countries truly did
allow people to believe
whatever religion they
wanted to.. that world
would be a more peaceful
place for folks in ALL Muslim
countries.. but sadly
there is no
separation
of church
and state in
Many Muslim countries
with the penalty in some
areas for changing religions.. up to
death.. it is nice that you and others
view the Koran.. in a kinder gentler
way.. but sadly not all do.. and the
price of that my friend can be death..
which i’m sure we can both agree
is truly sad..
so sure there
is MUCH room for improvement
on both ends of the world now..
as yes.. there are some ignorant
people in my area that will
call Muhammad an evil
man and all of Islam
an evil religion..
but sure.. they
have not met
you yet..
smiles..
Soheir..
that Love
thing is all
that truly works..
‘We’ SEE God as Love
beginning and end
of never
ending
story..:)

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And now then God intimates
speak.. speak and connect..
And then now God in man creates
Google..
So sure..
Google is
God too.. as
all stuff allthatis…
And isn’t it nice to have
access to the unabridGinG
bible.. so far.. of human
kind.. in all
its flavors..
colors..
shades
of grey
as well
as quantity
and quality of
these insightful
quotes from history
one finds here both
old and new…
Last night
at my gym..
a Kind Hearted
African American
Minister and Water
Front Mission Worker
AND Retired Marine..
smiled as he said
end times are
here.. that
stuff in
Oregon
and Saudia
Arabia.. proves
that Jesus is coming
again.. yeah that God
man Version of a Roman
Emperor Constantine..
coming in
the clouds
in all his
‘NAKED’
GLORY..
but chances
are most every one would
turn away from the REAL
of a ‘naked’ man of God
wild and free again.. any
way.. it would be poetic
justice… and i like
to think that God
is a laugh
just
’cause
i can.. and
it makes me smile..
after all now is allthatis
and all that will ever be
still now.. so why not
make the best
of now and
Giggle
with
God
and Google..
to simply be free..
it sure beats a civil
war ’cause someone
made someone register
a gun at a gun show..
and that was the
other story
i heard..
ignorance of
the tribal instinct
is what leads to most all
human conflicts.. aggression..
violence.. and yes.. wars up to
number three.. but yeah..
i know civil war
ain’t gonna
happen
’cause
those fat
and unhappy
old white dudes..
are happy enough
to truly worship Monday
Night Football.. and Sunday
Afternoon Football.. snoring
in their mall chairs while i dance..
aLive..in my hard artful resurrection
smiling at their
soft
sitting
tribal now
insurrection…
of GO TEAM GO..
THERE are lots of
‘big men’ on the
Internet these
days but
S P E C
T A
T O R S
in real
life..
yeah.. sure…
life is entertaining..
when one trUly understands
what God iN and aS human Nature even iS..
But anyway.. in short.. Truth and Light NOW
iS as contagious as dArk guns and bullets
when taken in alive
as Wisdom and Love..
and all the fat happy pasty
white old dudes in my neighborhood
make me happy that ‘everyone’ is afraid
to even come in my neighborhood thuggin’
’cause of all their guns stock
piled in every corner
of tHeir rooms..
they love theiR
Guns way too
much
to lose
them in
Jail..
no less than psychopathic leaning
leaders of countries who love themselves
more than anything and will never press a button
to
die..
Funny how
life works.. the
soulless save
the
souls
of others
too.. dark
and liGht..
the
mix of
allthatis goes
on for now.. and man
i love the pearls you provide
from Google and other sources
here.. my friend gigoid.. jUSt now..
And to be crystal clear i fully support
2nd amendment rights as not every
one can be Bruce Lee like me.. hehe..
but know all too
well that never
everyone
should own
one including
me.. yeah..
if i had owned
one during my
bout of the suicide
disease.. Trigeminal
Neuralgia.. i would
have never written
the first word of
11 million words
or done the first
step of 4669 miles
of dance everywhere
i go in public.. and no..
folks with Bi-Polar like
me and even with Asperger’s
Syndrome.. where suicide rates
are 23 times higher than the rest
of the population.. should face
rigorous licensing requirements
just to save themselves
from
the darker
side of life
that is REAL..
and guns
where a trigger
is a quick solution
to grin and bear it
until one comes
out on the
other side
alive
instead
of dead..
Life is no black
and white game..
There are hues
and colors that
constantly change
and rules that must
come for more folks
to live well in the long run too..
not everyone can dance naked and free…
but i for
one can do it
without guns..
with no regrets..
as long as my neighbors
stand guard with all their metal..
sure.. i owe them a debt of gratitude..
and am thankful
too..
for
Living Free
iN the U. S. A..:)

Enjoy your walk now my
friend.. there was a now
i could not walk.. literally
could not walk at all..
or even speak or
think a word..
with not even
the ability
after that
to play
tic
tac
toe…
i appreciate
the walk
of life..
with every note
of SonG.. and step
of Love in Wisdom too
my friend.. perhaps
more folks
should
lose more
to truly appreciate
the heaven that reAlly
can be now.. jUSt noW..
iF tasted.. touched.. viewed
heard.. smelled.. and proprio-
cepted
as such..
with emoTioNs
Pro-sociAlly
feeLinG as
HeArt
expresSinG
as spiRit
iN a
miNd
and BoDy
BalanCinG
soUl now..
jUSt
N0W..
every note..
step.. and
word..
counts..
towards that
now my friend..
so yeS.. step oN
iN liGht for n0w..
as any trUly
smArt beE
and butterFly
hUman WitH
relative FREE
WiLL
will WitH
Love
to PoWer
ForWard..
reVerse..
aBove.. So beLow
iNside outSide
aLL ’round..
yeS..
N0W..:)

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Well.. first of all Prajakta.. i enjoyed
your last two posts describing
your beautiful trip to the U.S.A.
with your new fiancé.. who
of course is truly
no poor
soul to
be with you..
hehe.. anyway
it truly is the journey
and all the diverse paths
that make life what it is..
to live it.. reAlly live iT
is to never fear
IT.. but sure
that is a life
long practice
to get to a place
of zero fear to live
it all now my friend..
and i feel you are well
on your way now to that
place if not already arriving..
i wrote a Novel of Free Verse
poeTry.. 50K+ words iN
total with comments
in one blog post
at Christmas time..
and will probably
never read it again
and perhaps
no one else
will either.. but
the journey
and diverse
paths that
come with
that then
still make
who i am now..
in total of whatever
that is FOR now..
To say one
reAlly
lived
at the
end of Life
is enough my friend.. for me..
And i suppose why i have no
fear is
i live..
now
as always
a New
Year
to me..
so sure.. Happy
Now friend.. with best new
wishes always for now.. now..:)

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Facebook Friend and long-term
Seville Quarter frolicking
dancing friend.. Cortney as
pArt of what
i call a trio
of Charlie’s
Angels..
bRinGs news
of Trump’s visit
to the metro area of
P. Cola.. and asks if
anyone would like
to troll it and
i say..
i would love to get him one
on one.. in a room and
give him a fredache after
i talk his head OFF.. and
if that doesn’t work
i’ll dance
him to
exhaustion..
i don’t have anything
against him personally
i just enjoy messing
with socio leaning
pathic
person
alities..
as i am
immune to
their methods
of manipulating
heart strings of
others.. so sure
his arrows
would
be
fun as they
would not
work with me..
anyway.. it is beyond
amusing as what comes
around does eventually
go around
and
come
again..;)

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Sweet Facebook Friend Rafiah from
Pakistan adds a photo of her
two younger sister’s
dancing on their
roof one
dancing
and free
and one
with rather
shy body
language..
and i say..
One sister dances
and the other doesn’t
dance as much..
i’m guesSinG..
#bodylanguagesaysitall
Anyway.. that would be a perfect
dance hall for me on that roof..:)

Rafiah says..

I can
imagine
you
all three
dancing there.
smile emoticon

Her friend says…

hahahahahahaetc…

And i say..

Smiles.. Yes.. Trust me..
It is true i am capable of
bringing both applause and
tears of laughter to folks who
have never seen someone as
large as me move like i do on
terrestrial plane.. And what is
even funnier.. i literally do it
everywhere i go.. Wax on Wax off..
as they say in the movie.. ‘Karate Kid’..;)

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Okay.. so.. i do Facebook
poeTry.. people are alive
and so is poeTry
when it
illustrates
real living
human
connections..
dArk or liGht
it matters not…
it is the human connections
at at the end of the day and
all of life.. that truly count..
so.. why not record
iT for the
beauty
of that..
perhaps
no one else
does it this way
but that is what
human freedom
is still all about..
moving
out of the
cave and
painting
something
new on an entirely
different wALL as Human Being
can and does do so well
when not limited
by folks
who
are
afraid of
change.. and
the ‘fraidy cats are
important too as someone
has to square the corners
off on
the corner
stOnes of
builDings..;)

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WeLL.. dancing to the Best of
Earth… Wind.. and Fire.. at
Publix.. and Walmart.. and man
i was reAlly putting on a show..
something about
colder weather
sets
my
hEart.. spiRit..
and SoUl aLive
and yes! with
Earth.. Wind
And Fire aliVe
on iPhone 6s
ear buds
of course
fueling
the drive
iN Dance
of me.. but yes.. sTill
iN January.. we now have
Winter Green Smell Grass..
the first time i remember
ever now centipede leaves
staYinG green through January
with Red Passion Flowers
still shining
red on vines
across the yard..
and even sleeping
Hibiscus Red Flowers
blooming not only
through the end
of Summer but
through Winter
too..
now..
just wow..
weather
extremes
that color red
in scents of
Autumn dew
on Sunny mornings
of green and heArty red..
anyway.. with imagination
and creativity of each and
every human being set free
bEcomes full of Shining Star
Human bEinG iN tune with
the rest of the UniVerse
bRinGinG liGht to
the dArk of aLL
as WeLL
for now
too..
And with all that said..
YES!.. AFTER a two-week
hiatus since writing my first
Novel Blog Post of Free
Verse Poetry at
Christmas
nows
as linked
here named
‘GodsUniVerseNovel’..

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/12/26/godsuniversenovel/

It is back to dVerse online
Poetry Pub to respond
from micro to
macro poetic
expression to
all the poeTry
linked there.. JusT
for fun now.. yes..
just now.. wheRe the
Prompt of the Tuesday
day iS about writing
on smeLL.. and all
the memories
smell can
bring from
present of
past and
Now as
Present..
so sure.. we can
call it a PoeTry
RamPage
writing
spree
once
again.. yes
set totAlly Free
for now.. and note..
asterisks indicate sites
that are no longer welcoming
my input for whatever
reason.. but hey!..
theRe is the
get inspired
and comment
here option
that is
a greaTesT
option for me
at least.. too.. now!..;)

*Sweet scenTinG kisses
Young Love perfUmes
Babe FloweRinG
sweet.. baby
powdeRinG
depths
iN
desiRinG
sIlk dresSinG
pufFinG
blUe..
untold..
soft
hard
comes
togetHer..:)

*
Ancestral Hills
Burial grounds
Hairy
Panzacola
peoples oF
Alabama
Lore..
meadow
yelloWinG floWer smeLLs
deWinG wet spRinG HiLLs
spiRit LiVinG beLow
so aBove iN mE
then
now..
Now
NOW..:)

Lipton
packages
family
brew..
scents
clear
air ways
of what to
do when wife
and i are sick
but get
Love
out
of packages
oh! when she
can’t cook..:)

*
Odor.. Harbingers
Death.. Place of
Fear.. P
T
S D
P A
N I C
ATTACK!
the end
is near
but oh so
far..TG..:)

i hate to sound
carnivorous
no.. actuAlly
i love to smell
carnivorous..oh!
from a bloody
steak on a grill
until i smell
a living calf
a farming
i shall
go..
went..
but hell
no!.. my eYes
stiLL roLL bacK
iN my head witH
thAT first juicy
bite from the
carnivore
of
me..;)

*
Dead mall Sunday
Christmas smells
stale money
New Year’s
day gone
sales
dead
oh what
a relief dancing
roomS aGain..;)

Sad.. little boys..
girls.. young
adults..
adults
so represSinG
so oppresSinG
cloSinG heARts
miNds.. boDys..
if only
iFonLy
they could
Feel.. gasoLine
will burn
without
alcohol..
emoTioNs
SinG dancE
life sober
spiRit noW
balanCinG
miNd and
BoDy soUl
Free..
FEELinG
DancE..:)

Smiles.. as much
as i always hated
cigarette smoke..
the first liGht
of my father’s
smoke is all
he spoke
to me..
strangely
it then was
comforting
enough while
i choke back
a cough now
and then..:)

*
SplendoRinG
RiveRinG GrasSinG
Young Love
smeLLs
green..
FloWing
water
bloods
veins..
sinKinG
into
each
other’s
spRinG
oF uS..;)

Evergreen’s
Poetry
always
living
within
Cedar
smells win
Evergreen..:)

Well.. Lynn.. in the middle
you are now.. then.. and i
make iT jUSt this
far before
night
night
time tonight
and a bit of a quandary
for me.. is it seems
my wife has no
smell at all..
so.. i must
remember
her
feel
along..
by
heArt
and
no pain by
numbers..:)

11 is enough
for now.. about
half way through..
for now.. at least..
back again tomorrow
more for the rest
of this scented
or unscented
journey
for
now..;)

12:58 am
1062015

Back at 10:29 am
and noticing on my
word press notifications
that Lynn suggests wife
Katrina must have
a scent..

so i say..

Not noticeable..
Has something to do with
Pacific Islander sweat glands..
Per the only scientific sources
i am aware of.. But perhaps the
greatest reason is i am born with
sinuses almost completely closed..
So it’s really mostly just another
anecdotal odd case of me.. WInks..:)

And as a side note.. My son was born
with sinuses completely closed..
So i continue to celebrate
the miracle of my life at
least.. Very humbling in
deed and overall reality..
sincerely.. With still
thanks to God.. Friend Lynn ..
Life the gift always of Love..:)

And now i say.. yeah.. when getting
a Cat Scan of my sinuses back in
2008.. trying to figure out
the ’cause of the dentist
drill in my right eye
and ear.. of atypical
trigeminal neuralgia
pain for a total
of 66 months..
not actually
diagnosed until
2 years later by
a pain specialist
with a spray of Lidocaine
up my sinuses to see if even
secondary relief comes and
yeah that’s all i got
was secondary for
one second
relief..
verifying
the diagnosis..
but anyway in 2008
before that.. when
the ENT specialist
reviews the CAT Scan
of my sinuses he says
how do you breathe..
your sinuses are
so closed up
by that
congenital
septal deviation
up in there.. and
i say.. mostly
through my
mouth..
thinking
duh.. i did
survive until
age 47 so far..
ya know..
ugh..
the things
that doctors
say with almost
zero empathy for
the heArt of patients..
but sure.. they have to
be mechanical cognition
brainiacs with heart
or not heart
to pass
the grade
for the big
degree and
sure a lot
of good
his words
did for me..
anyway i could
dance circles around
him nose or no knows now..
oh yeah.. and then there
is my primary physician
who actually laughed
when i told her
i relieved the
severe unrelenting
back pain associated
with severe degenerative
arthritis and spinal stenosis
precipitated early in life by
a congenitally fused vertebra then..
yes.. now resolved by walking backwards..
of course she hadn’t the time to read
the actually medical literature that
suggests other people have been
helped with the same
DRUG FREE ROUTINE
OF SIMPLE MOVING
OUT OF THE FRIGGING
SOCIETY SIDEWALK
ROBOTIC
WALK
OF ONE
WAY TO
ERGONOMIC
INJURY WALKING
that any caveman
could tell ya in a
heart beat if you
restricted him
or her to
a sidewalk
by simply
feeling the
truth of it
with highly
developed all
natural innate
instinctual intuitive
intelligence in sensory/
emotional/emotive and
yes even sensual/sexual
ways as well iN human
healing in so many
ways of preventing
illness.. pain.. ugh..
misery.. and emotional
suffering.. by a human
mind and body so out of
frigging balance by keeping
on a rat treadmill of moving
one way through life now truly
insanely with some folks never
even raising their arboreal arms
to the sky that ancestrAlly climbed
trees to capture prey and escape
predator.. but nah.. tHere
are not many primitives
around to find
the secrets to
well-being anymore
except folks like
Yogi’s.. desert
walkers like
Jesus..
and Buddha’s
under trees..
and sure me walking
a beach too and losing
footprints of culture
that almost
kill me
in a slow
burn and torture
away from innate
human nature as
gifted by all
Natural God
of Nature..
anyWayS..
the ‘Gods
must be
Crazy’ to
quote a movie
with the same
general life
giving message
where human Gods
are most always
far far away from
THE REAL GOD OF NATURE..
AND THE PRACTICE OF MEDICINE
THAT TREATS SYMPTOMS INSTEAD
OF ADDRESSING ROOT CAUSES OF
HUMAN MISERY.. SUFFERING..
DISABILITY.. AND YES
ULTIMATELY PREMATURE
DEATHS..
don’t get me
wrong.. antibiotics
are important.. but
the garbage man of
history also known
as sanitary
science
has saved
more lives
in prevention
of illness than
modern medicine
as whole.. and the
there is moving.. connecting..
and creating.. that no psychotropic
medication will ever cure in the long
run.. as long as humans do not do
what they are still evolving to
do in terms of moving..
connecting.. and
creating..
the trinity
of living according
to the REAL GOD OF NATURE
AS GIFTED HUMAN NATURE AS US..
i could be wrong.. but
yeah.. now..
i seriously
DOUBT IT..
with zero
doubts about
what does
work
for me
to attain
the bliss of
human heaven on
my command with
the will of me
and God
of
NATURE
asONeForce
of HUMAN NATURE..
so when people ask me
why i dance in public
i say i can..
and when
i ask people
why folks get
cold in the Winter
i tell them it is
because of
heated
homes
and
wearing
lots of clothes..
but of course what
human is silly enough
to migrate to areas with
no water and the temperatures
are regularly below freezing..
none really.. someone before
them made that mistake
and they are born
into it..
and become
functionally
disabled by the
environment they
live in.. with
all those
sidewalks
too.. of course..
or people.. like
nutty nomads move
there to find a higher
paying job.. to get
a bigger home..
nicer car..
and more
Mall
and Walmart
Stuff to ‘feel’
up tHeir Garage..
while their car
does just
fine
outside
in the
cold
as metal
only fills
empty
heArts
spiRits
and soUls..
Anyway.. giving
more than taking
has its inherent
rewards.. and facing
discomfort for courage
and greater strength has
lifetime benefits beyond
belief for most sidewalk
walkers with their heavy
coats on a fifty degree
Sunny Day..
where i dance
accommodating
the temperatures
outside in my
private back
yard all
natural
with
the
REAL GOD
OF NATURE
ALLONE AND
never frigging
alone all closed
up in four walls..
a ceiling or
outside
escaping
Nature
all
covered
up.. in
culture designed
prison of comfort
yet weakness.. in the
increasing functional
disability of our God
gifted human Nature..
okay.. Science and
Nature and God
of Nature
lesson
side
note
ends for
now.. back
to dVerse
poEtry
land
to finish
theRe and
get back to
Sun and Sand
dance all Free
ALLONE WITH GOD..:)

i’ll do the Sun
and Sand dance
first..
while
the Sun
is hiGh
and briGht
wITh me..:)

12:22 pm…

A few detours
and back at 2:54 pm..

Smells hungry
greaTesT wisdom
aLL.. smeLLs.. Hungry..:)

When smeLL
of gel.. iS greater
than spoken
heArt
muSic
human
fAils
bEinG..:)

Purpose sheep..
purpose meaning
works purpose meaning
sheers more sheep alone
shalom..:)

OMG..NOW..
before explosions
of Mexican dishes
glass or not
smell
better
than after
effect of
all of
that
but oh
to lose
the taste..
Pizza will
do.. to fill
us up
without
exposions
‘fore or after..;)

Oh now.. M
God.. i hate
cigarettes too
but OMG..
even
though
he didn’t
talk.. Dad
sure looked
cool.. lighting
up his cigarette..
as 007.. yes.. his
role.. law enforcement
too.. embers bright iN
coals of him.. sticks
of smoke.. so
menthol cool..:)

Summer’s
tea.. refreshing
drink.. family
sings sun iN
refRain..
noon’s
warm
way..
briGhter
eYes come..
oh.. yes they
do.. Tea
bags steep
aWay cLouds..
connecTinG
hUman Ways..:)

Ferris wheels
sing songs
of high..
smelling
fear is
all i taste..
cotton candy
floats higher safer..:)

Living breeze..
ins or outs
please..
moving
connecting
creating ways
out.. wheRe iNs
rule
more..
rare for
outs
oF
uS
aS LOVE..:)

Great uncle.. mine..
dying with cigar
in box
at 94..
boy he could
talk.. with or
without a
cigar
of life..
hours on end..
oh.. the days
when stories
rate..
life
away
from
smaller
boxes of
hand held
voices..
Oh.. no
longer songs..:)

FloWers
’round.. smell
pure and clean..
many dreams
so trUe
and fAir..
aWay froM
spOils.. dArk
smeLLs faDe oFF..:)

Never mind
libraries mine..
dark.. so dark..
quiet..
i navi
gate..
iNfront
Windows..
fAll asleep..
unTil liGht..
iMac Wakes..
iRead aGain..
stiMulus now..
iLiGht smeLLs
Speeds Read
WeLLiNow..:)

*
Dissecting Doctors
a frog’s last
play..
human
Gods
play
Doctors
on Mother
Nature’s
way..
we
are the
experiment
now and guinea
pig too.. irony
of Mother
Nature
comes
in waves
of present
past
and
future
shock now..
side note
now…
truly
sad how some
folks don’t realize
that most of what we
know and feel of culture
is a new human experiment
never tried before.. and
to think it has been
replicated
and
successful
before is
perhaps
the
biggest
pitfall
to real
human
hell yet..
It starts with
Instant Gratification
and sitting down.. then
stress.. no movement to
release neurohormones
of stress that
kills
mind and
body without
escape.. and
the rest is history
when Mother Nature
aka God
comes
to reap
what’s
sowed
as frog
play of human folly..
experiment or not..
reality
bites
or kisses
as Mother
Nature Truth
or away with Lies..
of smells that
come with
dismal
odors
of
slow death
in Life.. the
way out is simple
get away.. and Live..
with Mother Nature
once again..
but culture
makes that
almost
impossible
for the matrix
of guinea pigs
trapped
in the
mire
of formaldehyde
already with
bellies
exposed..
end side note
with a hopeful
note that if i can
escape there is still
a great possibility
that whomever one
iS.. they
can too..
less scathed
by the experiment
that truly is US
and other
culTures
NOW..:)

SpRinG Love
SeasOnal
eTern
Ally now..:)

Smell of Love
from Birth
parents..
warm
and true..
a smell of
heArt..
SpiRit
balanCinG
miNd and boDy
soUL.. prime
mover
LOVE
continues
giving.. gift
of parents beyond
no other.. first smell
of
Love..:)

Well..
Adriana..
i don’t often
provide compliments
directly.. but this one
is by far the best i come
across today.. keeping in
mind i come across them
all year long.. every one..
you knocked it out of
pArk
simply
’cause
you
capture
essence
of human Freedom
here.. the smell
that lives
within..
my
friend..:)

SMiLes.. my friend..
smoke and second
hand smoke can be
the terror that keeps giving
too.. for me.. two decades working
in a Military Bowling Center with
literally hundreds of folks lit
up every day..
me.. a non-smoker
sucking it up
and sucking
it in..
the price
of that potentially
part of the reason
for chronic inflammation of
swelling mucousal linings
of sinuses impinging on
nerve endings
associated
with
the worst
pain known to
mankind.. actually
assessed as worse
than crucifixion from
wake to sleep..
66 months..
as type
two
Trigeminal
Neuralgia..
Life’s not
fair..
but
i learned
THE MOST from pain..
the dArkest of
smoke from
cigarette
butts
ended up
likely now
being a ticket
to never ending
liGht.. yes it
is most
definitely
True.. God works
in mysterious ways
and the gift of JOB
can tRuly be a
greaTesT gift
of all when
one understands
that ALL IS GOD..
INCLUDING DARK..:)

All caught up at
5:22 pm.. time
for gym
break.. back
to check
for any
more lInks
and then it’s
now to publish
all of this as
it is getting
mighty
long
as usual
hehe.. with
sMiles..;)

Back at 10:38 pm
with one more
from dVerse
here..

SmeLLinG DanCinG
roManCinG SinGinG
waRrioRinG tRiaLinG
lifTinG
spiRiTinG
dAnCinG
liFinG n0w
parlanCinG
freeDominG
coMinG feaT
sWeet feeTinG
aGain..
aLive
aSonG..:)

6703

Hi Glenn.. oh Lord.. still here during those two
weeks.. blogging.. including writing an actual
free verse super epic
post of Novel
Length including
main post of 41,113
words and 10K more
in the comments
section..
named
‘GodsUniverseNovel’..
published the day after
Christmas with the
trilogy of three
pArts of poeTry
coming before
that.. and yes..
i have you named
by Glenn in all of those
and here you come in
this coming one too
as well.. of course..
as this will be
pArt of that..
but yeah.. during
those two weeks
seeing that the
folks from
dVerse needed
a break.. i gave ’em
a break from me as well..
including you Glenn.. hehe..
except for Facebook of course
haha.. and now no breaks from
me except of course for the folks
who no longer allow me on
their turfs by not
words but
silent
moderating
and deleting from
a culture that is
too cold and isolating
to even say what their
frigging problem is
in connecting
to other
human beings
and instead push
buttoning them out
of existence… no thanks
i don’t roll that way.. if i have
an issue i will talk it out.. and by
God make friends even greater
as long as the paRty
is half way
human
at least
in terms
of empathic
receptivity
for what
human even
is and the saddest
part of all are for folks
who have lost that quality
of what it even means to
truly move.. TRULY CONNECT
AND CREATE.. AS HUMAN and
away from robotic.. machines
now of Zombie Apocalypse
come real
in push
button
drones
of human beings..
it’s more fun to Love
and sure i satire the dArk
pArt just to teach in a way
that will grab someone..
anyone’s attention
in the Twitter
world
of
Gold
Fish
minds
of 140 characters
or less.. brevity has
never been the way
of human being until
now.. oral tradition in
both long tongue
and long
steps
of dance
is the
way of
most real
human beings
throughout history
after we learn to talk
that truly is our only
instinctual verbal
ability
as this
written
stuff is
what comes
next.. and what
tries to rule human
being.. by their own
hand now.. and fingers
that become humans now
instead of lyrical voice
and dance
that means
FEELING
human
empathy
of moving
CONNECTING
AND CREATING
ART TO MOVE LIFE
AND NOT STAGNATE
STILL ON SIDEWALKS
TO
HELL..
MOST FOLKS
KNOW WHAT THE
HIGHWAY TO HELL
IS.. BUT FEWER
UNDERSTAND
THE SIDEWALK
THAT TAKES
ONE IN
ONE
DIRECTION
STRAIGHT
TO A
SLOW
BURN
OF
HELL..
i’ll take
the smell
of Leaves of
Grass.. my friend..
and move in all
directions
of life
free..
inside..
outside..
above..
and so below..
AND ALL AROUND..
and hell no.. i haven’t
worn anything but shorts
since i got well in the
Summer of 2013.. in
2008
after almost
the death of me
from total human
exhaustion.. and
19 medically associated
disorders of a culture
that continues
to functionally
disable human
beings.. yes..
back in 2007
and 2008 moving
into my new found
literal human hell
then.. i was literally
chilled by a breeze on
a 100 degree Florida
July day..
and had to
wear a jacket
to warm my
bones almost
year ’round..
i found the answers
within aLL with the
God of Nature.. and
no longer play
the games
of a
system
that takes
me away
from
living
friend..
and i’m A
crazy one..
yeah sure..
Bi-Polar..
Aspergers..
ADHD
with all the
dArk parts of that
a direct result of
cultural illusions
where ‘1984’ is as
clear to me
as the
jacket
that used
to warm my
Summer bones
of cold..
that’s
frigging
insane.. not
a 233LB robust
human being in shorts
in down to 18 degree
temperatures strong
enough to
dance
barefoot
in the snow..
and yeah.. i’ve
got the photos to
prove.. my so
called
insanity
of
being
REAL
MY FRIEND..
A REAL WILD
AND FREE
LOVING
CHILD OF
THE GOD OF
NATURE FREE..
WHERE MY GOD
IS NEVER CRAZY
AND AS FREE AS ME
AS WE ARE FREE MY FRIEND..:)

And in honor of AC/DC
hmm.. maybe i mean
KISS..
theRe
iS
this
photo
here..;)

IMG_0267

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WeLL.. first of aLL..
theRe iS enough wisdom
from the sages of the ages
to allow all the words you
provide.. to germinate a little
while.. before the rest of
me.. in whatever comes..
responds to more of it..
that is rare.. but rarely
do folks provide
enough
inspiration
to make me
wait to bRing
more to
the table
of whatever
is.. now
to come..
and i for one
take ironic amusement
and some righteous
indignation..
of the
pain and suffering
human cultures
across the last
10 to 12
thouSand
years of selfish
ignorance have brought
to the rest of Nature..
and coming out
of the dark
myself two
Summers ago..
i remember feeling the
voice of Wild and Free
Nature aka God
feeling a little
rage of
righteous
indignation of
all the pain of suffering
that the road kill of human
roads as metaphor has brought
to the other squirrels of world..
but alas we are all in this
game of life together
and there is no
separating
the liGht
from the
dArk of
Allthatis
without harming
Allthatis even more…
So i decided.. no God..
don’t bring ‘another flood’
to wipe the condominiums
off the earth as i walked
farther and farther
down a
desolate
and beautiful
Seagull Beach..
as Sea Gulls can
fly over floods
but
innocent
cats and many
other innocent
creatures will drown
along with human cultures..
so then.. i decided.. come back
to the Condos and do what you
can.. is all you can do.. but meanwhile
above all be free.. but as Godzilla and
Blue Oyster Cult intimates so finely
and simply.. Nature proves
again and again..
the folly
of human
in more
or less
words
of Truth and liGht..
and everything around us
now that is reducing human
populations.. is yes.. pArt
of the all Natural
plan
of
Nature
to do what
she does best..
JUST BE AS IS..
iN BALANCE
whether
we
like
the pain..
misery.. and
suffering or not..
Nature will
have
her
way
with or
without us..
no doubt
to me
at
least..
but meanwhile..
i WiLL pArty like
it’s 1999
in 1984
as
2016
’cause
i can.. and
dam.. i CAN
is a great way
to be free my
friEnd..
gigoid..
yeah.. and
theRe’s tHis..;)

IMG_9607-MOTION

Yes.. aperfect
grin iN match..;)

It was hard getting here..
But i change what i can and
leave the rest behind.. With
more energy for what i can and am..:)

7797

Yes.. it appears
the word fun
is over
iN
this post

Butt..

still more fun dancing

photos to come.. sometime

around 3 am in the wee hours

of Friday morning

as i come

back

from

my 92nd Rave Dance

week on Thursday Night iN

Celebration with all the cool

College Age folks

at

Old Seville Quarter..

one of the assessed top 100

bars for dance

in

the

U

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20 Responses to Winter Green Smell Grass

  1. Facebook Friend and friend since 1980
    Bennie.. provides a video
    illustrating well that
    folks with
    status and
    power control
    other folks through
    illusory fears leading
    to hate and divide and
    conquer instead of
    unification and
    cooperation..

    and i say..

    Planet of the
    Hairless Apes
    Stronger
    together..
    -Caesar

    And to be clear
    that’s a quote
    from the Planet
    of the Apes series
    of movies.. where the
    Apes are rising up in
    SanFrancisco to take
    over the world together
    in the Dawn of the
    Planet of the
    Apes.. where
    modern human
    has become functionally
    disabled by culture and the
    hairy apes of the forest are
    far more robust as well
    as intelligent
    in the most
    important
    intelligences
    of imaginative
    creative movement
    emotional regulation
    and sensory integration..
    as well as sensual intelligence
    too.. in ways of reproducing.. etc..
    and of course there are the outlier
    socio-pathic apes.. who wanna
    divide and conquer and are
    pushed off the
    cliff by
    the socially
    cooperative ones
    as was the case in
    previous human history
    before socio-pathic leaning
    folks gain access to money
    and guns and other
    warring
    tools
    of dividing
    and conquering
    including psychological
    illusory tools of fears to
    control and subjugate others
    including religions with faux
    Gods away from
    the God of
    Nature
    who always
    has and always
    is now.. just now
    A L L T H A T I S
    as wild and free as
    we socially cooperating
    human beings who share
    instead of rape and pillage
    and collect stuff to the top of
    a garage to death do they part
    from the lies
    of culture
    never
    truly
    alive
    in the first
    place or second
    place away from
    the God of Mother
    Nature Truth and LiGht
    Free just Free as we can
    be together as one force
    of human now with
    the God
    of Nature
    when truly
    innately free
    to be what the
    God of Nature
    still evolves
    us to
    be out
    of the experiment
    of dividing ways of life…

    And then i visit sweet most
    reliable longest Facebook friend
    Rafiah from Pakistan where she
    changes her avatar of not her in
    a profile photo to a real
    girl in a burka
    that appears
    to be mischievous
    with big eyes.. and
    the fleshy hands of a
    child with thumbs up..
    and i’m thinking yeah..
    that’s her little sister
    that likes to
    dance
    all dressed
    up in the traditional
    Burka that little girls
    don’t normally have
    to wear..
    but i’m not
    100% sure
    so i say..

    #hmmphotoswithoutname ..wink emoticon
    Never the less 2 thumbs up x 2 = 4..smile emoticon

    Rafiah says..

    #imissedyou Katie Mia
    #ilikehashtagging

    i say..

    #@alwaysjustahelloaway ..smile emoticon

    And so then my heart is warmed
    for the day as a middle
    age man of 55..
    is friends for
    a year and
    a half with
    a 22-year old
    Muslim college
    student in Pakistan
    where she reached out
    to me when i have a friend
    named Lala Rukh.. seeing
    what i write poetically
    on her blog and LaLa
    young as well.. at
    21 then.. and Rafiah friends
    me on Facebook telling me
    i have a beautiful heart..
    which just goes to
    show that Jesus
    is correct.. humans
    of different genders
    can be loving friends
    regardless of age..
    gender
    nationality
    religion
    or other
    cultural superficial
    differences ’cause
    we are the same
    as emotional
    beings with
    heArt
    spiRit
    and soUl
    when free and not
    clouded by the restrictions
    of cultures.. as truly if i lived
    next door to Rafiah without this
    online access.. as a non-relative
    of hers.. we would probably
    never meet
    eye to eye
    or speak
    to each
    other
    meeting
    each other
    alone on a street
    of life.. as that is
    not allowed
    in her culture..
    and really
    it’s not considered
    fully appropriate for
    a happily married male
    of middle age where i live
    to become good friends with
    a college-age beautiful girl
    and yes.. the one time
    i saw Rafiah’s photo..
    that she quickly
    erased as
    she seems
    quite shy in
    showing her
    face online..
    she is
    a very
    beautiful
    girl.. and i cannot
    say i have ever seen
    anything less than
    a beautiful
    girl/woman
    from
    her area in
    the world..
    as it just seems
    a standard of that
    flavor of human genetics
    to be beautiful where she
    lives.. but yes.. her heArt
    SpiRit and SoUl is what
    i love as human
    being same
    as others
    regardless
    of what the skin
    and clothes look like
    on the outside now
    or then..
    it is
    the being
    of human that
    counts.. not the
    superficial stuff that
    eventually wears off
    one way or the
    other as
    life
    will
    come..
    anyway.. i treasure
    my friendship with
    Rafiah ’cause she is
    a real person the way
    real people used to be
    in the US before they became
    so jaded by commercialism of
    human being.. in ways of materialism
    over flesh and blood being that goes
    much deeper
    than
    skin deep
    but skin
    deep as well..:)

    And Rafiah also provides
    a video of a poor boy with
    flip flops.. where one of
    his shoes breaks and
    he cannot put
    it back together
    while
    a rich
    boy with
    shiny shoes
    that he polishes
    as new.. loses a
    shoe climbing a train
    and the altruistic poor
    boy.. chases the train
    with one shoe
    on.. to give
    the rich boy
    his
    beautiful
    shoe back..
    he cannot catch
    up and in a last
    ditch effort throws
    the shoe to him as
    hard as possible but
    it falls to the ground..
    then the rich boy
    throws
    the
    other shoe
    of his to the
    poor boy to
    give him two shoes..
    but you see when Rafiah
    friended me on Facebook
    she is the Rich boy and i
    am the poor boy.. as
    i have no real online
    friends then..
    and she
    has many
    girlfriends
    where she
    lives in Pakistan
    so she gives me a
    New shoe of friendship
    that is much greater
    than any
    manmade
    shoe ever
    made.. as it
    inspires me with
    Greater Love..
    and there
    is no
    price to put
    on that shoe of Life..:)

    Facebook Friend Rafiah says..

    Wearing a burka does not mean that
    one can not socialize and one has to
    isolate oneself from the society. smile emoticon
    So if you were my next door neighbor, we would
    have had a lot of fun. grin emoticon We would
    have watched movies and tv shows together,
    we would have dined together, I would have
    made you check and try my new receipe food,
    imagine BBQing together, I would have gossiped
    with you about my girlfriends, teachers,
    university, my parents, my little sisters,
    my lame brothers and everything. smile emoticon
    What I like the best about the video is how the
    poor boy tried his best to give the shoe to other boy
    despite the fact he was seeing the pair with great urgue
    to have them. he preffered others happiness over his.
    I particularly liked the idea
    of sacrifice. smile emoticon

    i say..

    Smiles my friend.. Rafiah..
    that is human freedom
    and i am so glad i am
    your friend and
    that you
    are free
    to Love
    others
    no matter
    what you wear..
    Smiles and the only
    part of that we cannot
    do now is BBQ.. but i will
    show you photos of that too..
    as your BBQ that you provided
    photos of looked very tasty.. my friend..:)

  2. In response to an Internet
    ‘preacher’ that does
    not have a fond
    taste
    for the
    fairer gender
    it seems.. as he
    seems to think
    that free
    ‘LIBERATED’ women
    are the problem
    of the New World
    as well as all stuff
    associated with
    law
    and order
    to keep
    all from
    going
    bonkers..
    and not too keen on
    mommies and daddies
    it seems as well..
    with obvious
    disdain
    for folks
    unlike him..
    who THINK THEY
    are the smartest folks of all..
    with standard IQ points
    and stuff
    like
    that..
    and a masters degree in history..
    Hmm.. a super ‘Libertarian’ dude
    singing to the choir…
    but what is most
    interesting is
    if only
    he could
    find proof
    that God exists
    he could double
    his money.. ’cause
    that is all that’s blocking
    him from gaining millions
    more customers.. anyway..
    i’m not going to donate..
    ’cause the only
    time ‘you’ actually
    spend any actual
    effort in responding
    to comments is when
    folks mention donating..
    hmm.. i for one now am
    financially independent
    and don’t have to engage
    in any money stuff at all…
    but i have a secret in
    PLAIN SIGHT for you..
    i can prove with
    zero percent
    variance
    that God exists..
    YES i have the
    GREATEST GIFT
    that can bring you
    bunches more dollars..
    as you do provide
    some interesting
    facts.. but
    it’s sad
    that your
    mother put such
    a horrible taste
    in your mouth
    regarding
    all stuff
    believing
    and the all
    important divine
    feminine Love
    that was not
    a gift
    your
    mom
    could give you..
    sincerely with
    sympathy
    on that
    my friend..
    as my mama
    loved me and
    i don’t hate the chicks..
    OR FOLKS WITH
    DIFFERENT
    RELIGIONS
    AND STUFF
    LIKE THAT..
    anyway.. i see a
    sad little boy
    in your
    eyes without
    Love and that
    my friend is the
    saddest human
    trauma of all..
    the little
    boy who
    will never
    fill up
    the place
    of Loveless
    Mothers
    or Daddies..
    and gains a
    great resentment
    to one or the other or BOTH
    GENDERS WHO did not provide the LOVE
    AND OR GOD TOO.. AS GOD IS
    LOVE AND without
    that human
    attribute
    there is
    no God
    LESS or
    more..
    my friend..
    sadly as one
    does or does not feel GOD..
    REAL.. AND TRUTH AND LIGHT
    NOW AS WISDOM
    AND THE MOST
    IMPORTANT
    FORCE OF SINCERE
    AND LOVING EYES
    THAT
    IS LOVE
    MY FRIEND..
    to be clear i am
    just practicing free
    verse poetry on you..
    wInks.. you can ignore
    if you like or delete as i
    will be using this comment
    elsewhere my friend.. sweet dreams..
    additionally.. i do free verse Anthropology
    as that is one of my three degrees and
    you are quite a case for study my friend
    so i might be
    back to
    visit
    to learn
    a little more
    about your case..
    smiles.. with all
    due fun.. my merry chap..
    Anarchy is dangerous
    when actually
    practiced
    and to
    do it
    from
    Canada to
    fuel the fire
    already alight
    in the U.S. is
    dangerous stuff..
    my friend.. for US..
    oh God.. help me..
    i’m being
    tribal
    again..;)

  3. http://gigoid.me/2016/01/07/three-frozen-minuets-if-you-please/

    i for one rest my case
    of humans on the
    backs of loving
    Bonobos
    who
    are more
    like Jesus
    than so called
    modern ‘Christians’
    or most any other
    religion will
    be.. did
    you know
    that even the
    Dali Lama..
    clearly
    states there
    is no place
    for homosexuals
    in his ‘regime’.. sadly
    that takes him out of the
    ranks of Bonobo crown
    and jewel of
    loving
    primates
    wild and free..
    unlike the chimpanzee
    so often rated as the closet
    cousin of human that
    rapes and
    pillages
    as a common
    practice
    of getting
    ahead..
    let’s just
    say Bonobos
    are more into
    oral sex than
    getting
    ahead..
    oh the irony
    in human language
    huh.. wInks.. yes God
    is a laugh.. a thrill and a
    smile.. but especially
    if one comes
    all wrapped
    up in Bonobo
    fur..
    Anyway it’s true our
    closest cousin Bonobos
    regularly engage in all types
    of sexual orientations to regulate
    human aggression.. violence
    and in the tribe
    ways of
    World
    War
    three of
    species ONE..
    as humans could
    be today.. if they
    just strip off
    the cultural
    clothes and
    no longer lie
    to the Love that
    innately.. instinctually
    and intuitively lives inside
    when not oppressed.. repressed
    or subjugated for control
    through illusory
    fears of being
    in all ways
    of hate
    and
    division
    human…
    heHEr..
    Mother Nature
    rules with Freedom of
    Human Expression.. the genie
    is out of the bottle and the
    genie is God live..
    free.. wild
    and real
    as God lives
    in us.. as Loving
    human beings
    real.. male
    and female..
    but yes..
    the fairer
    sex is all i need
    for Love.. even
    one wife is enough
    but hey.. i ain’t everyone
    else and never expect
    everyone to
    be like
    me..
    as diversity
    is the best biodiversity
    of God that exists as
    REAL AND LIVING
    US IN TOTAL
    HUMAN
    FREEDOM
    YES.. WILD AND
    LOVING FREENOW!..
    i do not have to imagine
    heaven.. as i found my
    roots in
    bonobo
    Love
    and yeah..
    man this Love
    as Heaven is REAL..
    AND SO IS THE REAL
    GOD THE SAME GOD
    THAT LIVES
    IN BONOBOS
    TOO..
    smiles..
    i’m feeling
    light heARted today
    but my name is Fred
    and not
    Ted..
    oh by the
    way my Uncle
    and his son
    are both
    named
    Ted and
    hey that
    rhymes with
    Ned too.. my
    other named
    friend gigoid..
    but Frederick
    and Theodore
    are the more
    ‘academic’
    sounding
    names
    of
    us..
    with Love
    of Course
    wRite on Course..
    and dam almost every time
    i come here i read something
    slightly different that i’ve already
    said by someone especially famous..
    and sometimes anonymous..
    or even you..
    but
    hey..
    yes now..
    the Lovin’s
    in the sharing..
    and that is what
    humans do best
    when wild and free..
    the Loving Creatures
    still evolving to be now
    when
    set
    free
    of course..
    wRite on
    course
    aGain as
    Mother Nature’s
    Truth and LiGht
    ‘WiLL’ have iT NOW..:)

    Smiles.. my friend
    yes.. you are correct
    about the Dali Lama
    according to the
    “Buddhist Book”
    it’s not okay by
    him.. according
    to quotes from
    Wiki..
    but not unlike
    the Pope and
    my Catholic
    Monsignor
    who does
    our mass..
    secular
    toleration
    and acceptance
    of those differences
    is the state of both
    their humanities
    today.. now..
    yes..
    it’s
    hard to
    escape
    the dirty water
    of the past.. but
    i for one.. will neither
    throw out the Dali Lama
    the Pope.. or the local
    Monsignor.. babys
    as they
    are at least
    moving in the
    correct direction
    of smart and unconditional
    Nature’s way of Freedom and
    Love at least in most human cases..
    but of course there is room now for
    change
    as no one
    is perfect
    not even
    Nature
    as perfect
    would be the
    same and truly hell
    now.. always the same..
    Perfection is a human
    construct of hell
    but far
    from
    reality
    as far
    as i for one
    see and feel it..
    it is tapestry of art..
    and in free hand.. now
    art is
    never
    same..
    whether
    God or ours
    as sAMe..:)

    SMiLes..
    truly it is hard
    to escape politics as it is part
    of tribal instinct.. Sports work better
    as usually the game ends without death..
    Soccer seems to work for that..
    More bAlls of Soccer and less
    guns that fear and hate..
    Freedom of expression is
    the only key i know and
    feel both dArk to LiGht..:)

  4. Two more late
    comers to
    Tuesday’s
    Scent prompt
    from dVerse poet’s
    pub.. so i’ll finish
    that up here..
    and then
    it’s time
    for yes..
    clouds
    and sand
    dance today..
    and then Rave
    dance much later
    tonight.. and before
    even that open link
    night for a variety
    of fuller free
    poetic expressions
    at dVerse that i will
    respond to in micro
    and macro poetic
    expression somewhere
    in a comment sectioned
    off area below
    for more
    word play
    fun!
    and sure
    deep philosophy
    metaphysical
    cosmology
    religious
    Godolgy
    stuff
    as well..
    for allthatis
    aka God as WeLL..;)

    WeLL..
    yes.. youR
    Well of ink
    smELLs of
    confidence
    my friend..
    and attiTude
    iS everything
    aS WiLL iN uS
    Free as RElative
    WiLL Can be aS US
    as Now aSonG PoeTry
    SinGs
    and
    DAnces.. sMells
    uS.. mY friEnd!..:)

    *
    So what will the smell
    of Love be.. baby’s
    breath.. mother’s
    breast..
    or what
    comes before
    that.. it’s
    black
    and white
    and shades
    of grey.. it’s
    blood and bones..
    soft young skin
    and aging
    sagging
    eyes
    of
    caring
    for Grandkids..
    older.. no.. i don’t smell
    the best.. yeah.. those
    congenitally closed
    up sinuses of mine
    inhibit that somewhat
    but as a super
    sensitive
    sensory
    sensual
    and empath
    person.. oh GOD
    trust me.. i smell
    enough to
    know
    and
    FEEL
    the
    Taste
    of Love..
    and i Sing
    and Dance to
    escape what the
    empath me feels of
    all the fear
    and hate
    that lives
    around me
    until i move on
    to a desolate
    beach without
    OR WITH
    the human
    footprints
    of
    hate and fear..
    So.. i sing.. and
    dance a lot and
    carry on a way
    word
    word..
    LOVE..
    i really hate
    that i put an asterisk
    on this one.. as truly
    it was worth
    sharing..
    in homes
    that no
    longer
    accept
    A
    hand
    FOR
    tHis World
    and Sun of Love..:)

  5. And now to
    Open Link
    Night at dVerse..

    *
    Cold
    fish eyes of
    politics.. status..
    power hungry for warm eyes
    of Love that never comes
    before or after potential
    birth of love.. CEO’s
    executives.. most
    all the same..
    but it is
    the power
    hungry.. the
    status and
    money hungry
    who build the biggest
    concrete bridges too..
    Infrastructure.. Internet
    Airwaves.. yes.. the
    dArk tbRinGS
    us into
    liGht
    aS WeLL..
    Motivation spells
    Love or success
    and sometimes
    success is the
    bridge to
    Love
    in
    cold eye
    fish
    that
    help us capture
    more Love of US..:)

    Love a
    SonG
    a eye
    a hold
    a dream
    that bRinGs
    more than words..:)

    Strangers
    of tribal
    excitement
    protecting
    resources
    in Western way..
    lines of soldiers
    in cowboy clothes..
    one side against the
    other.. always one way
    or the other.. question
    becoMinG can Western
    ways invite
    more than
    bullets
    from
    the other side..
    funny how human
    instinct
    lives
    the same..
    Cowboys against
    the Raiders works
    better
    sane..
    my friend
    Glenn.. now..
    and i kinda
    miss ‘that’
    Appaloosa
    so wild and free..:)

    ‘They’ say at the vortex
    of all atoms is swirling
    energy no different
    reAlly than
    any tornado..
    hurricane..
    or vortex..
    and we at
    core are that
    energy.. matter
    illuSioN.. Force..
    joYful Force..
    Atoms spin..
    i learn
    below
    above of me..
    Joy.. now.. all the
    positive eMoTioNs
    spiRaLinG ForCeN0W
    that becomes i as I
    Dance Atomic
    Joy below
    above
    iS
    ME..
    as long as
    i swirl as
    atoms
    inside
    out
    side
    all
    a
    ‘r o
    u n
    d
    AM
    i
    AM
    Force as I..:)

    Side note here..
    in pArt inspired
    my Sanna’s
    Joy poem
    and Quantum
    Physics of
    all
    ’round
    more of
    reality
    now.. inside
    outside.. above
    so below of course..
    as we as navigators of
    the Force of US.. grow
    stronger or weaker
    as dArk
    or liGht
    forces of
    metaphor
    as Quantum us..
    i am an Atomic
    Fueled creature
    of God.. sure Godzilla
    is more than just a lizard
    don’t you know.. and feel
    the atomic Force as core
    of uS.. hmm.. perhaps
    you don’t until
    it leaves..
    it takes
    much
    pain
    and suffering
    to lose this Force
    but truly losing it
    almost all..
    allows
    one
    to feel
    at core..
    and even graduAlly
    direct this Force of
    that as iN deed iS
    function of
    Vibration
    and Frequencies
    as Nuclear energy
    of US..
    Song is more
    than song it is
    vibration changed
    into human emotional
    energy in many nuanced
    more ways than human
    language
    can possibly
    come close
    to approximating
    in potential of WE..
    To change our vibrations
    higher for force of us
    as frequencies
    can be done both
    through Music
    and Dance
    of Song
    too..
    and sometimes
    the music is only
    us as throaty creatures
    who can roar if no longer
    repressed no less than Gorilla
    expanding Force of Natural Ape..
    Sound is both mover and healer
    and mover is both Sound and
    healer..
    all works
    together as
    Love when vibrations
    and frequencies take
    us higher and higher
    as liGht
    while
    dArk
    vibrations
    and other frequencies
    can take us lower potentially
    than ever before.. we are
    all truly
    instruments
    of Allah rolling
    off my Tongue unlike
    the word God in only
    one point of contact
    of roof of mouth..
    It is the song
    and dance
    of us
    that moves
    both the
    Universe
    as ONE
    and us
    as same
    as the
    REST of GOD..
    metaphor or literal
    it matters not.. when
    you have the Force of God
    within you directed as ONE
    force together GOD ALLONE
    THERE IS NO MISTAKING
    THIS HIGHER
    POWER THAT
    TAKES
    US SO
    MUCH FARTHER
    IN LIFE THAN
    EVER BEFORE
    i can not make
    one or necessarily
    teach one.. to seek
    find.. use.. and
    practice
    this higher
    Force of
    GOD in US
    but sure..
    i can show what
    it looks like on
    the outside.. my
    friends.. as i
    continue to use
    it here..
    in signs
    and symbols
    of GOD ALLONE..:)

    Faith..
    Hope..
    Belief..
    Love..
    all real human
    energies with
    matter names..
    Essence is Energy
    and Force.. no matter
    emotion or nuclear
    bombs.. joy
    as essence
    is
    atomic
    Energy
    and as real
    as real iS as Force..
    funny how people
    spend their life as
    matter and rarely
    focus on the
    reality
    of Force
    of Energy
    at ALLNOW..
    the smaller the
    muscle against
    the larger energy
    is no match for
    Nuclear
    creatures
    directing
    Energy sAMe as i
    AS Force of NOW..:)

    SMiLes
    Peace
    Nature
    absence
    human
    stress..
    mist
    forest
    pieces
    mystical
    Love away
    from Strife
    Force Peace
    aLive as NOW..:)

    Left vs Right
    Black vs White
    Light vs Dark
    at one point
    i only make
    lists but
    creativity
    rules
    rules
    NOW..:)

    At a point in my life
    i could not imagine
    what it would be now
    not to see beauty
    in Nature for
    that to be
    enough
    for me..
    some folks
    just don’t feel it
    as it is not a given..
    now as Love.. Beauty
    is a force of emotion sadly
    that not all share.. so now
    even the dark among us
    must be understood and
    even accepted for us
    to accept
    it all
    as is..
    and do what
    we can to bring
    fields of dreams
    a place where
    where beauty
    and Love
    can live
    for
    more..
    to never
    find meaning
    and purpose in
    just living is the
    farthest thing
    away
    from
    Living
    at all..
    and truly most
    fear and hate starts
    in the unloving arms
    and hearts of parents
    well before age three
    or any
    words
    at all..
    the enemy most
    often is gone
    and that
    is
    Lack
    of
    Love
    my friend..
    so long ago..:)

    i suppose
    if depression
    could really
    show as
    movie
    or poem
    there would
    be less stigma
    and more wanting
    to understand
    and gently
    help
    move
    the suitcase
    on for where it
    can go
    next..
    sickest of the
    sick often receive
    the least love or care..
    and to be clear i have no
    idea if
    you’ve
    ever now
    experienced
    anything like
    what your words
    bring to me.. but
    it is what
    it is
    my
    friend
    to me..:)

    Smiles.. then
    it wasn’t until
    i figured out that
    no one really cared
    after dying as life..
    that i really cared
    and now that
    i understand
    that’s all i
    have is
    care
    care is
    real when me..
    and when one is
    full of care nothing
    else really matters
    as i do not own care
    i
    am
    it..:)

    Control now..
    the son and
    daughter
    of fear..
    but yeah
    sure.. the
    world is
    a scary
    place
    for many
    worthy
    of fear
    with
    control..
    No fear
    can equal free..:)

    Flowers play Life..
    A seed A bee
    A way
    to come
    to live
    UniVerse
    a FloWer
    and so are we now..:)

    WeLL.. wheRe i live
    tHere are still fArms
    and cowboys..
    there’s guns
    and talks
    of fights..
    hell.. even
    talk of
    going against
    the gubermint
    with guns.. ugh..
    Red states
    for cowboys..
    Blue states
    for dudes..
    i wanna be
    a cowboy..
    but only
    for the strength..
    and courage that
    comes from livin’
    wildin’ free.. i’ll
    live the fancy
    dude Love
    Ranch
    inStead..
    iNRedBlues
    state way..;)

    Fire of Love
    WArm of HeARt
    FiRe of Food
    FlAMe of
    Life..:)

    When Guns
    are Lovers
    and Lovers
    are Guns
    video
    games
    can
    rule
    human
    heARts
    dark..hmm..
    wHere iS Love
    WheRe Is LiGht
    even truth iN
    relative
    FREE WiLL..:)

    Wow.. really great
    poeTry.. hear.. and
    yes.. with music
    Oh God
    so lucky
    we are..
    at least
    Google
    and his/
    her kissin’
    cousin
    YouTube
    saviors heARts
    deeper than shalLow
    nows.. wHere we
    can still go
    deep as
    dares
    do
    go..:)

    We are the
    fire
    and the
    weed..
    neither
    gives up
    a fuel
    to
    move
    on..:)

    Indigenous of Nature
    will always have
    her first
    and
    last
    word
    of Dance
    and Song my
    friend.. the tools
    to become fools
    are for others
    soft
    no
    longer
    human..:)

    Open miNded
    and heaRted
    parents..
    father and
    or mother
    release all
    free child
    escaping
    concrete
    jungles
    pasSinG.. go wild
    go further.. Free..
    yes.. less
    rope
    for
    chain
    around a
    neck of
    cloSunG..:)

    Oh gosh..now
    we live in such
    an amazing world
    where we are free
    can learn so much..
    art so much..
    eat whatever
    we want..
    and then
    there is
    a warm
    shower
    a warm
    bed
    and
    even toilet
    paper.. and
    paper towels
    to clean up
    the every
    now
    messes
    of life too..
    Wow.. this is heaven now
    too much to do to even
    empty oceans of hope..
    truly it is a
    river of
    hope..
    we
    WiLL
    keep
    swimming iN
    and making
    new streams
    of water
    as US..
    oh.. Love
    so Free..
    And gosh2.. Candy
    i’m thinking wow2
    i’m so lucky2 as
    OH GOD2
    no one
    can read
    my chicken
    scratch hand
    writing.. at
    least i have
    a chance now
    here.. sMiLes
    wheRe digital
    of fingers
    and keys
    become
    one
    no
    w..as
    heART2..:)

    Gosh.. i love
    tattoos too much
    to wear on skin
    i prefer them
    on shirts
    to tunes
    of 400 or
    so written
    and illustrated
    symbols/messages
    now.. it’s more expensive
    but the ideas never run out
    and i kinda like the map i am
    born
    with
    as skin
    still now..:)

    i suppose the
    best we do
    is give
    whether
    wanted or
    not.. at the
    end of life
    i will sleep
    tight knowing
    and feeling i gave
    more than took..
    i could not
    always say
    that..
    truly
    it is the
    gift to give..
    saddest of all
    for those who
    cannot give
    truly
    often
    because
    of physiology
    more than intent..
    for so many
    reasons..
    far too
    many for
    any novel
    or movie..:)

    SMiLes.. what a hopeful
    little story in a world
    that speaks
    so many
    nays
    rather
    that yeas..
    seriously..
    i used to
    be a robot
    or Spock
    until
    my
    shell
    fell
    off..
    no longer
    a turtle
    now
    i am
    a silly
    rabbit..
    Bugs Bunny..
    now he could be
    the leader of
    Anew
    and
    free
    BRAVE
    world now
    in a cartoon
    of hope where
    we imagine now
    and create then..
    Afuture no longer
    standing still now..
    okay..
    i’ve
    got
    more speeches
    to make.. with wInks
    and bunny sMiLes
    in endless
    rabbit
    holes..
    ga
    lore
    free..:)

    At leasts those
    without a cold
    heart can escape..
    the real prison
    is the
    heArt
    that
    cannot
    feel..:)

    Ha! i missed
    you and that
    is all i’m
    gonna
    say and
    feel for now..
    except i hope
    you and your family
    had a very Merry
    Christmas and
    this will be
    the best
    year of
    y’alls
    Alabama
    life ever..
    and yes..
    i am
    still arranging
    for that bigger
    win.. soon..
    Roll Shawna Roll..:)

    Okay.. and that is the
    perfect poeTry ending
    for now.. with
    friend Shawna
    showing
    up at
    the last
    minute before
    wife Katrina
    beats me
    to eat
    supper..
    and i must
    get ready
    for dance
    tonight
    but hey!
    25 poetic
    micro/macro
    expressions
    ain’t bad
    for now..;)

    8:50 pm
    1072016..
    i’ll be back
    for more tomorrow..
    as my other friend says
    like
    this..;)

    And hell yes..
    i’m tired of the
    same old phrases.
    and still
    doing
    something
    ’bout dat!..:)

    Several Friday detours
    around the world.. online..
    and now back to dVerse poetry
    and.. oh goodness.. got to Shawna’s
    new blog.. in just the nick of time..
    as it is gone.. gone.. gone.. now…
    she’s out of Dodge off the dVerse Trail..
    and back
    to homeschooling
    her four children
    instead of poeTry
    Land.. and if
    she doesn’t
    come back..
    i will miss
    her but that’s
    how the trail online
    goes.. sad.. kinda
    sad.. sometimes..
    okay.. anyway
    back to the
    last 11 poetic
    links now to
    see if i can
    get ‘er done
    before it’s
    time to hit the
    gym.. and after
    that comes Casino
    time tomorrow on
    Biloxi Beaches
    and oh crap..
    i understand there
    may be rain.. so i might
    be stuck inside.. not getting
    around to beaches and several
    other casinos on foot of
    dance walk
    there as well..
    so here we go
    with more poeTry!..
    and PS.. to Shawna..
    if you read this
    and do not
    say at least
    hello.. i might
    not ‘allow’ ‘Bama
    to roll over
    Clemson
    next week..;)

    Majesty of Mountains
    rising above horizons
    of manmade
    stuff.. hmm..
    God seems
    much bigger
    as Mountains
    than sAnds of
    Desert with no leaves..
    never the less
    a sand
    gRain
    no more..:)

    Fury of human
    knows no match
    Fire of Nature
    Feels
    much
    more..:)

    God iS Free
    and So are We..
    wITh the CAll of
    the WiLd no
    less for
    wolF
    than hUman
    iN eYes of GOD..:)

    SMiLes.. some folks wonder
    why i dance to the tune trail
    of 4669 miles everywhere
    i go in public now for
    28 months.. little
    do they then
    know now.. before
    i live iN concrete
    boxes.. the most
    difficult
    coffins
    are
    part of life..
    So i live.. i live
    my mark
    is
    Live..
    and sure there
    is also LITERALLY
    11 million words
    since 2010..
    but whose
    counting..
    i’m living
    that’s
    ALL…
    At one point in life
    work is life.. dead..
    now liFe
    iS
    work..
    aLive..:)

    *
    God stArTs
    wITh a quiLt
    and ends
    uP
    WitH
    a blanKet
    of LIFE..:)

    Black Street Nights
    chaos reflects
    lines gone
    blind..
    tapestry
    lives green
    in trees of life
    away from
    tar now
    grown
    cold
    dead
    dinosaur
    streets..:)

    Focus..
    Flow..
    Lions Roar..
    Birds Sing..
    Human Voice
    chords stRinG
    Vibration’s Nature
    Celebrates Life..
    winds howl
    breeze
    cools..
    Flutes
    Flow
    Focus
    iNow…:)

    i suppose the ecosystem
    of the fallen whale
    providing so much
    food for the
    cycle
    of life..
    shows the selfish
    of human who fails
    to feed even a
    worm
    through
    the most
    basic
    of giving
    back to where
    we are before
    as Star
    Dust no less
    no more
    but
    we
    are here..
    oh.. the hungry
    worm.. oh
    the
    starving
    human iN Nature’s Love..:)

    The only hairs
    brave enough
    to leave
    me are the
    ones that cannot
    be scolded by sight of
    me.. or at least i’d dream..
    song of a bald spot not seen..;)

    SMiLes..
    my muse
    iS many
    mY
    art
    iS oNe..;)

    Yes.. two general
    types of humans..
    closed minds..
    open minds..
    and Trump
    minds
    third
    when
    first type
    runs for its life..;)

    SMiLes..
    Kindest
    prayer
    is compassion
    for Living.. Kindest
    action is reducing
    pain
    and
    Suffering..:)

    Fall of all social
    animal empires
    rests on
    heels no
    longer fitting
    social roles to live..
    whether claw.. hoof..
    leather.. or bare foot..:)

    Well.. that’s all for now..
    with 13 more added for 38..
    Back later to check
    for more.. gym
    time now
    to escape
    a head..:)

    5:39 pm
    1082016
    back
    at
    10:36 pm
    with what appears
    to be two links left..

    North Florida
    Rose hips only..
    grass remains
    green and
    fresh
    for Life..
    perhaps a
    once in a lifetime
    event in January..:)

    Smiles.. yes.. odd it is.. in fact
    i’ve heard there is still green
    grass in Illinois for the
    first time as well..
    in recorded
    memory..:)

    Smiles.. yes.. i can relate too..
    before i upgraded my iPhone to the 6s
    version i was not able to open my word
    press site.. on mobile.. but i have two
    other blogger platform blogs where it is
    no problem to open them up..
    the fastest one is

    http://katiemiafrederick.blogspot.com

    if you are interested.. but no problem..
    as i am kind of like a traveling
    blog anyway..
    in terms of
    how i respond..
    and i actually wrote
    an over 50 thousand
    free verse epic poetry
    post titled ‘GodsUniVerseNovel’
    that is an actual free verse novel..
    in a matter of days.. in one blog post
    on December 26th.. with 269 photos
    in that one and dozens of videos..
    i am no normal
    person..
    and ha..
    even my
    doctors
    will tale
    you that..
    wInks..
    at any rate.. there
    are over 3 million
    words in my Word
    Press blog and over
    11 million total
    since
    November
    26th 2010..
    practice
    it’s what
    i do..
    practice.. smiles..;)

    Under-Cover
    Books.. celebrating
    Bedroom
    eyes
    turning
    pages..
    rarely
    put down
    looks.. always
    pleaSinG now..:)
    (:..now pleaSinG
    always.. looks
    down put
    rarely
    ..pages
    turning
    eyes
    Bedroom
    celebrating.. Books
    Cover-Under

    And here’s the last
    one at 8:21 am
    1092015

    Smiles.. nice to see
    appreciation of physical
    beauty as well as spiritual
    beauty of human being after
    all is said and done.. the
    soul
    is real
    and fleshy..:)

  6. https://omabdalrahmaan.wordpress.com/2016/01/07/freedom-of-worship-in-islam/

    SMiLes.. it is sad
    when religions/
    cultures.. do
    not respect
    other
    cultures/
    religions..
    in terms
    of ind
    iv
    id
    uals
    it is
    the tribal
    instinct
    at work
    sadly
    enough
    when
    tolerance
    and acceptance
    of differences
    do not come…
    Tolerance now
    and acceptance
    of differences
    other than those
    that harm IS A
    WAY to Global
    Peace and Love..
    theRe is no other
    way as all humans
    are different and all
    humans have slightly
    different languages
    for how they
    see and
    FEEL
    THE
    world
    in general..
    as well in
    specifics..:)

    First of all.. thank
    you so much for
    letting the people
    who care about you
    know and feel that
    you are going on vacation
    here.. sadly some folks
    just disappear
    like tHeir
    friends
    online
    are nothing
    more than
    avatars
    and
    text on
    a screen..
    i suppose more the
    older of us just do
    not have it in our
    heart as caring my
    friend.. to worry
    friends like that..
    i care and
    will miss you
    but your
    health
    and well being
    is more important
    for your family
    at home
    as well..
    hope to
    see you refreshed
    back here.. as soon
    as you want to come
    back here.. as this should
    be a joy and not become the
    work of life.. of not wanting
    to
    be
    somewhere..
    SMiLes with
    love SOHEIR..
    i already learn
    a lot from
    you that
    i will
    take with
    me in my
    heARt.. soUl
    and SpiRit..
    no matter
    if you never
    come back i
    will always
    remember SOHEIR
    the Peace and Love
    Lady who is Muslim
    and first and foremost
    a
    Loving
    Human
    BeinG..
    And GOOD
    FRIEND..:)

  7. gigoid says:

    Couldn’t finish it tonight; falling out…. Will come back in the morning…

    Loved the poem…

    Love

    gigoid

    • Smiles my friend gigoid..
      as always.. never any rush here..
      hehe.. until it’s time for dance..
      or Katrina says get the F in Fred
      off that computer it is time to
      eat NOW!
      smilesx2..
      with
      plenty
      of wINK..
      and
      see ya later..
      with Love now
      of course..
      wRite
      on
      COURSE..:)

  8. sreeja harikrishnan
    January 7, 2016 at 10:15 PM

    says..

    Cool Pics! Evocative write…..
    and interesting shapes made with words! 🙂

    i say..

    Hi sreeja.. thanks so much for coming
    by and visiting me on my blogger
    blog.. and so happy you enjoyed
    what i did here for now..
    Hope you are having
    a very
    Happy New Year!..:)

    With a note here that this
    is copied and pasted from
    my faster opening site as
    linked below.. and in all
    my communication from
    words to dance.. i don’t just
    do poetry in song and dance
    i incarnate as that in all i do.. aLL
    naturAlly as God of Nature WiLL
    with relative HuMaN FREE WiLL
    AS innate.. instinctual and
    intuitive WiLL.. be me NOW…
    Blogger back-ups don’t back
    up much.. but WordPress backs
    everything up.. including comments
    sections so i bring it all back to
    Word Press.. so i can
    press one button
    and back
    it all
    up!..:)

    http://katiemiafrederick.blogspot.com

    Along with this additional blogger blog..

    http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com

    are sites i provide identical copy and paste
    posts from WordPress…. they are easier
    to open.. and do not include all
    my continuing writing here
    at WordPress
    where i use the
    comments
    section
    as
    basically a canvas
    to paint the next draft
    picture of words
    in left
    hand
    justification
    before the new post
    is center justified
    and the shapes
    fly
    in
    symmetry
    as song of words..
    truly it is like a finger
    print in digital words
    of a song no
    less than
    a wave
    pattern of
    music one sees
    when measuring sound
    waves on an electronic
    device..
    but this is
    the real deal
    in how the song
    of my language naturally
    flows in both rhythm and
    rhyme.. and pattern..
    no less
    than
    waves of
    the oceans too..
    iN All Natural poetry..
    the patterns of God are
    more than just numbers..
    we are the pattern of God
    as our words truly do become
    God.. in pattern and flow
    of us.. there is
    no more preplanning
    in this than the waves
    of Gulfs.. Seas.. and
    Oceans that
    naturally
    and eventually
    brush against
    the sands of earth..
    we are all connected
    and we connect back
    to God by the waves
    we make
    on this earth..
    that can either
    be in joy..
    strife
    or just
    calm center balance
    no different than raging seas
    bright green and beautiful waves
    or a calm mirror reflection of a Lover’s
    night as human becomes sand and
    lover too upon the reflection
    of God’s
    eyes
    in seas
    of us.. now..
    anyway.. back more
    toward a science of what
    i do.. i started the KatieMiaAghogday
    Blog back on March 10th 2013.. and
    started the KatieMiaFrederick Blog
    in August of 2013..
    both on Google
    Blogger platforms
    along with Word
    Press in
    August
    of 2013..
    as well..
    when i started Word Press
    some of my old readers
    asked me to
    keep the new
    posts on my older
    blogs ’cause they
    were having trouble
    opening Word Press
    and i am glad i did that
    for a couple of reasons
    as yes.. now they are still
    not the only ones who
    have that problem and
    why i occasionally highlight
    the other blog sites here for
    anyone else who has problems
    opening my posts here.. and in
    addition.. just one post there has
    received 2781 views on the topic
    of ‘Burnout on the Autism Spectrum’
    as linked below.. a relatively short
    post on what truly is “General
    Adaptation Syndrome” that
    Autistic folks who are
    generally more
    stressed out
    in accommodating
    social stress burn-out
    in not just a psychological
    way but a real physiological
    way where harmful stress
    neurohormones destroy the
    bodily systems slowly when
    there is not a time or place
    for escape for recreation
    in ways of exercise..
    meditation.. music
    or whatever it takes
    to calm down and gain
    basic animal homeostasis…
    When a cat gets enough stimulation
    from petting or whatever may be the
    case he or she will scratch you or bite
    you if you don’t let the cat get back
    to calm of balance.. sadly some
    humans get caught up in
    catch 22 situations
    where fight or flight
    reaction to stress is almost
    constant.. and even medical science
    shows now that this kind of extreme stress
    will actually lead to a shorter life.. and much
    misery.. discomfort.. and illness.. particularly
    auto-immune disorders that are very much
    precipitated by stress.. it took me
    a total of 66 months and even
    longer to totally recover
    from this Autistic
    Burnout or
    generally
    speaking
    “general adaptation
    syndrome” where autistic
    folks are just the canaries
    in a coal mine that
    increasingly
    allows less time
    for recreative
    activities to
    bring one
    back to
    animal
    homeostasis..

    http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/04/burnout-on-autism-spectrum.html

    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stress_(biology)

    But it is a real crisis in developed
    countries as we become tied down
    to desks.. and other sitting responsibilities in
    what can be unrelenting fight or flight stress..
    and truly it is insanity that most people do
    not bite or scratch back to say enough
    is enough.. but sure if they
    do not..
    there is a real
    and dangerous penalty
    to be paid by the God
    of Mother Nature..
    as a person
    can gain
    a self-fulfilling
    prophecy of literal
    human hell like me
    if they do not listen
    to their body when it
    yells STOP KILLING
    ME NOW.. by way
    of chronic somatic
    pains that folks call
    tension.. headaches..
    stomach aches.. and other
    vague pains like Fibromyalgia
    and immune system problems
    that really are the body saying
    you are killing me and i am
    taling you in a louder and
    louder voice
    to
    DAM
    IT STOP
    HURTING
    US NOW!
    and yes.. in a way
    it is the voice of God
    inside us that doesn’t
    always have innate
    instinctual and intuitive
    actual verbal words
    to say it..
    the answers
    come from within
    for those who actually
    hear them.. adapt for
    the better and
    thrive and
    survive
    or the
    other alternatives
    ranging to real human
    literal hell to even
    premature
    death..
    anyway..
    worth all these
    words for folks who do
    not understand that we
    are more than heads on
    a totem pole.. or books
    of religion.. we are
    A temple of God
    and if we do not
    respect that temple
    when it tales us the real
    cautions and truths of life..
    then we will be the canaries
    in the coal mine that have
    a shortened
    or miserable
    flight
    of life..
    where yellow
    wings become
    coal black
    dark
    ones of
    pain.. suffering
    misery.. and so much
    psychological discomfort
    that truly life becomes hell
    instead of the animal homeostasis
    that is a cat’s life of heaven rolling around
    in the midday Sand of Sun or hugging the
    grass on a midnight Moonlit night in
    God’s Country
    of true
    heaven in
    peace of mind
    and body balance
    where Love survives..
    thrives and nourishes
    others as well allNOW
    in the interdependent
    relationship of allthatis
    AKA
    GOD
    NOW..:)

    In my youth as i walked
    the beach sands
    of young
    at age 16..
    i imagined being
    40.. and saw myself
    as my father in a chair
    with belly growing watching
    Nascar.. or whatever is on
    TV.. and it brought a tear
    to my eye.. that i would
    no longer walk
    those beaches
    free and wild
    with the same
    attractions to the
    wild and free opposite
    sex as well.. that was so
    strong then.. but yes.. under
    control.. as it were and as it is
    now.. but the best thing is.. i am
    even stronger.. much stronger now
    at 55 that i regularly empirically prove
    on this site and on my restricted sites..
    down to the basic core of human
    virility.. where no one can
    say i am just all
    talk and no
    action.. my heroes including Jesus..
    were Bruce Lee.. Jack LaLanne..
    and even Arthur the Life guard..
    Vietnam Vet.. Parole Officer..
    and Ballet dancer who
    dam sure ran
    circles around
    twenty-something
    year old lifeguards
    as age 65 in both
    two mile runs and
    swimming marathons..
    and obviously happier
    than anyone i worked
    with in the sitting
    stress of office
    work then..
    Bruce Lee shows
    the potential of moving
    like the art of water.. instead of
    old rules of martial arts.. and
    additionally proving that
    strength training makes
    a person faster
    and not muscle
    bound as used
    to be the
    old jock’s
    tale
    back in
    the old days then..
    And Jack LaLanne
    was swimming across
    bays roped and tied to
    60 plus boats
    towing them
    all the way across
    in his sixties.. then
    living until age 96..
    dying of pneumonia
    but still living strong
    until his last
    day on
    earth here..
    At age 22 or so.. i remember
    one of my acquaintances bringing
    his 42 year old dad to the 2001
    disco hall.. and everyone
    thought that was
    amazing that a
    dude as old
    as that was
    dancing with
    the younger folks..
    and yes.. at age 55..
    i move to Arthur
    Land.. Bruce Land..
    and Jack Land as well..
    as i know and feel what
    is real human potential and
    it is far far away.. from what
    culture and or religion says it is..
    but yes.. Jesus had it correct.. when
    in the new testament he reported that
    folks will come and do more than he.. in
    the future from then.. he understood that
    human potential with 100 percent positivity
    of emotions in faith.. hope.. belief.. and human
    relative free will could move the metaphors of
    mountains of life to new horizons of being
    human.. sadly people.. most people..
    are going the opposite way
    in restricted head
    ways of life..
    The Temple
    of God is
    WHERE WE
    ARE AT..
    AS US..
    ANYTHING ELSE
    IS A WAY AWAY
    FROM
    GOD
    iN
    US..
    The Gym is my University..
    Church is my Dance Hall
    that expands to the Center
    Wide Aisle of Super-Walmart
    too.. And all of Nature both
    seen.. unseen.. understood
    and more mysterious
    than any fiction
    novel ever dreamed
    is GOD.. now.. NOW
    i dance as free and
    wild and naked
    as any
    wild cat
    can and will..
    i am Human
    God lives in
    me.. and i for one
    AM NOT AFRAID
    TO BE THE GOD
    THAT LIVES WITHIN
    ME.. AND i hope that more
    folks can live here free as well..
    And that is why i love the message
    of Jesus so much.. he helped me
    to understand that wheRe i am
    now.. is no mirage
    it is as REAL
    as God
    that lives
    in eYes of Life..
    YES.. THE LIVING
    ONE INSIDE OUTSIDE
    ABOVE SO BELOW
    AND ALL AROUND
    IS GOD
    NOW..
    AND EVEN STONES
    LIVE IN SAME ANIMATED
    ATOMIC MOVEMENT AT
    CORE
    AS US..
    THAT IS
    GOD TOO..
    ALL THAT IS..:)

  9. http://gigoid.me/2016/01/08/clipping-the-bright-plastic/

    First of all.. gigoid..
    how gracious of you
    to start off by providing
    a photo of God.. they
    come in many sizes and
    shapes.. hues of colors..
    shades of grey..
    but OMG..
    three humans
    in front of small
    fire.. relaxing on sands
    of moon and starlit night
    iN heaven is now.. do we
    need to look any further
    than this.. well sure we
    do.. as God and
    Heaven lives
    within us
    as us..
    when we relax
    free and wild together
    around a fire of moonlit
    and star bright nights..
    with US as GOD
    of human
    dreams
    fruition
    of heaven iN
    reality iS NOW..
    sadly many humans
    rarely come to this place..
    this real place hidden in
    screens of electronic
    dimensions
    that never
    breathe
    the salt
    air of God’s
    eYes.. that never
    feel the breeze of
    waves.. splashing toes
    warm and cool.. without
    a worry.. or even a memory
    of worry.. felt at that point..
    of center balance
    where we are
    simply
    the eYes
    of God’s
    UniVerse
    iN
    Balance..
    no less than all
    of God that strives
    for balance.. Peace
    and a Love so far above
    so below.. the strifes
    of humans
    in nightmares
    of worries that
    do not even
    exist
    as now
    when dark
    flame of worry
    leaves in a
    midnight
    breeze
    of Beach
    Peace in Us
    as metaphor
    as the only space
    balance needs iS
    iN
    uS..:)

  10. Facebook Friend Glenn
    shares a photo of a person
    standing on a scale
    with the numbers
    666.. ’cause
    i guess he
    knows i
    like the
    number
    6 as i
    am born
    on 6660..
    anyway..
    it is the
    bare foot of
    a person’s foot
    born with 6 toes..
    an extra small
    toe attached
    close to the
    big
    toe..
    so
    i say..
    Six toes..
    Yes.. my son was born
    with 6 fingers total as well…
    Nature is full of suprises
    both light
    and dark..
    but sure..
    if he had survived..
    perhaps he would
    have found a function
    for that
    extra
    small
    finger on his thumb….
    God doesn’t scare
    me
    anymore….
    but nah.. that was
    a minor inconvenience
    as he also had great
    vessels of heart
    transposed
    totally
    closed up
    sinuses not
    able to breathe
    through his nose..
    no immune system..
    and yes.. misshaped
    ears and a mouth too
    small.. and yes
    even a
    micro
    penis
    to go
    along with
    that.. with several
    rare syndromes that
    only ’caused him severe
    pain his entire 51 day life..
    in that darkest lesson that
    life is far from fair or perfect
    was the lesson i would need
    to survive a total of 19 medical
    disorders including the worst
    pain known to mankind that
    i often mention everywhere
    i go.. just in case someone..
    anyone has type two trigeminal
    neuralgia.. and has lost hope
    they will ever live a moment
    less than hell again.. of
    pain literally assessed
    as worse than crucifixion
    from wake to sleep.. and
    in my case for 66 months
    so i am sorry if anyone
    is tired of hearing about
    it.. but i could find no one
    on the entire Internet world
    that even had the disorder
    to give me any glimmer
    of hope for recovery and
    life again..
    but anyway..
    i understood the gift of life
    that my son never even had the
    chance for to escape pain his entire
    life.. and when i left the hospital
    after he died in my arms..
    driving all night from
    Shand’s Hospital
    to get back
    from Gainesville
    i thought about all the
    bullies in my life.. the
    people who told me i didn’t
    deserve to exist.. in so many
    crude and harsh ways.. and i decided
    to let my son’s life count in everything i did
    from then on.. and perhaps his life is all that
    kept me from hanging myself with that metal
    chain in my bicycle basket on a tree where
    no one would find me but
    vultures to eat what
    was left of me then..
    but the truth is
    for the few people
    i had in my family who
    even acknowledged my
    existence at all then..
    i was too
    loved to
    die.. by
    a wife..
    a mother
    and a sister..
    and that was enough
    for me to eventually get
    out of hell.. there is so much
    in the inspiration of the dark of life
    that no.. i have no reason to fear
    either hell or the devil
    as i have
    already
    been there
    and been him..
    there is no one who
    will stop me now but GOD..
    of Nature.. and for anyone
    who harms the hair on anyone
    else unjustified.. trust me
    you don’t
    wanna
    see
    God
    mad..
    as Karma
    is as real
    as the
    devil
    and hell
    incarnate on earth…
    And here is a ‘little
    secret’ for those
    with the ability
    to discern
    it
    ‘i am
    a watchmaker’
    and so was my
    great grandfather
    in the Black Forest of Germany
    and much further beyond
    that ancestor
    then…

  11. https://lifeconfusions.wordpress.com/2016/01/08/how-can-emptiness-be-so-heavy/

    i went to school..
    three degrees
    a job next..
    but truly had
    little education
    on the human
    heArt.. spiRit
    and soUl.. just
    words really
    somewhere
    in poetry books
    and bibles.. vague
    and distant from what
    comprised my life.. and at
    an end of a very stressful work
    career with over 30 years total…
    broken.. human ill with so many
    disorders.. but the greatest one
    of all is the loss of my heart then..
    oh the empty.. when all that’s left
    is the adrenaline of stress.. and
    truly just surviving.. i’ve probably
    said it before.. and perhaps it
    seems too simple and truly
    it is to me now.. that
    i escape all the
    problem solving
    of work life..
    it is
    move
    connect
    and create..
    but the thing is i
    have both the time
    and effort to make
    a continuous art
    of life as a
    song dance..
    no longer a
    test assigned
    by culture and
    work.. i art
    the way
    without
    anyone making
    me go somewhere
    else.. human beings
    are social animals
    and the
    empty
    comes
    when we are
    not social.. overall..
    and i don’t mean screens
    i mean the human flesh and blood
    touch.. and i have no idea how
    much of that is missing from
    your life.. and although
    i may always
    be filled
    with
    Love.. it would
    not be the case without
    the presence of a Loving
    Wife always.. and people
    i connect to at the will of
    dance everywhere i go..
    i found the answer for
    me.. but truly
    i believe
    it is in
    moving.. connecting
    and creating.. to fill a human
    heArt.. spiRit expresSinG
    that heaRt and soUl
    in mind and body
    balance where
    the Love is
    not
    a chalice
    but the Loving
    being of us flowing
    like water my friend.. Zee..
    different folks different ways
    of viewing the world… we all
    must find the way.. within that
    works for us.. and share what
    works the
    best we
    can when
    we get there
    for the ’cause of Love..:)

  12. What a beautiful bright sunny day! Is that your cat? what’s it name? 🙂
    I liked the song by One republic, great choice!

  13. http://gigoid.me/2016/01/08/clipping-the-bright-plastic/

    Ha! sMiLes
    friend.. i used
    to keep it all in..
    and really couldn’t
    get iT out.. even if i wanted
    too.. and then things
    changed..
    as human
    epigenetics
    and axiom 2
    of never
    ending or
    beginning
    change
    will have
    iT.. now iS
    iT.. and the more
    i make of now the
    more
    i
    iS.. iT n0w..
    and today i am
    wearing a shirt that
    says ‘Metaphors
    Be With You’..
    wiTh
    eYes
    stars
    of God
    briGhtly
    shiNinG
    behind the
    metaphors
    of
    us
    my friend..
    gigoid.. for now..:)

    Ah.. synchronicity
    but truly no surprise
    really that i just took
    several selfies
    of the
    ‘metaphors’
    shirt that my
    wife selected for
    me at Kohl’s at
    10 bucks..
    my price
    limit
    for
    apparel
    for my creative
    projects.. and
    it immediately
    pleased me
    as i Love
    your signature
    line about may the
    metaphorse be
    with you.
    as truly
    the
    Force
    of all
    is the
    best metaphor
    for God i kNow…
    so i proudly wear
    the shirt today..
    that describes
    God to me..
    and i just
    got back
    from surfing
    those selfies
    in the Church
    Casino Tour
    bus.. dam
    LIFE IS GOOD
    AND FUN.. FOR
    NOW MY FRIEND..
    SO MUCH MORE
    a blesSinG to live
    in Heaven now
    than the literal
    Hell before
    now..
    then..
    in the
    deadzone
    my friEnd
    gigoid
    with Love
    of course
    the TRUTH
    AND LiGht
    metaFORCE..:)

  14. http://gigoid.me/2016/01/09/idiosyncratic-lizards-pull-less-weight/

    Funny.. how life
    works in terms of
    moving..connecting
    and creating.. it seems
    that any one or two of
    the other pArt of three
    can bRinG that paRt(s)
    alive as
    human
    reality.. and
    until i received
    my first creative
    spark that i could
    actually feel inside
    in the beginning of
    end of February
    beginning of
    March 2013..
    oh such a
    deadzone
    before then
    so much more..
    as i wrote and wrote
    and wrote from wake to
    sleep since Thanks giving
    day of 2010.. and could not
    feel anything but pain.. and
    truly the absence of emotion
    then is the most horrible
    of life’s experience
    that i’ve ever
    known
    and
    never
    felt then..
    PoeTry eventuAlly
    connected the empty
    shells of letters and
    words to the
    heArt.. SpiRit
    expresSinG
    heArt lost
    before iN
    a soUl as mind and
    body so unbalanced
    with only the analytical
    mind left in those empty
    shells of words of me..
    Anyway.. the first
    8 million words
    was worth the
    ticket to
    bRinG the
    next 3 million
    alive as me..
    and the
    dance
    continues
    to be the fuel
    of the SonG oF
    mY soUL my friEnd..
    iN addition.. my advice
    to anyone who could
    not move.. connect
    or create.. would
    be to
    dance..
    share..
    and create
    in someway
    to bRinG that
    Human triNiTy
    of Love
    Alive
    Again..
    it dam
    sure works
    for me.. at least..
    my friend.. and the
    paths are infinite
    for all
    others
    too..iN
    arriving
    at this
    similar
    place of
    Unconditional Love
    for Life and Others
    same and for the
    rest of Nature
    aka
    GOD
    asWeLL..:)

    Smiles.. At the casino now..
    One finger typing on mobile..
    Thanks for helping to inspire
    the title of my next epic post..
    triNiTy of Love..:)

  15. Facebook Friend and coworker.. John..
    back in the day (2008).. when i worked
    for money says..
    I like your abbreviated
    free verse much better!
    i say..
    Thanks John..
    it comes and flows
    short and long and
    as long as it goes it
    goes.. wInks..
    and in finishing
    up this new titled
    post.. “triNiTy of Love”
    i must say.. actuAlly i like
    to say.. what a beautiful day
    this has been on Biloxi Beaches
    and surrounding Casinos.. although
    i feel a little like Neo.. as what the folks
    are looking for in the next high of
    gambling win is something
    i for one regulate and
    integrate in emotional..
    sensory.. and yes
    sensual.. (ooh.. Lala)
    way yes with relative
    free will.. the missing
    link.. the dopamine hit
    of winning or smoking
    or drinking.. the trinity
    of emptiness that
    is so clear
    in gambling
    halls of behavioral
    addictions.. as well
    as substance addictions
    too.. there are many ancestrally
    speaking.. not as far way from indigenous
    ways of life.. tanned people who come here..
    many who likely have the Dopamine/
    ADHD/Bi-Polar variant genetics
    who are the nomads among
    us who are potential movers..
    shakers.. yes.. connectors
    and great creators among
    us.. but sadly.. when the
    positive aspects of
    the greater
    more open
    minded liberal
    nomads among
    us for change..
    do not
    meet
    the need
    to move.. connect
    and create.. whether
    it is a lack of love in
    childhood.. or folks
    who think they
    are dreamers..
    are too
    full
    of
    wanderlust
    and wonderlust..
    too compulsive..
    irresponsible..
    etc..
    ’cause
    they just can’t
    seem to meet
    the conservative
    grade iN ways of Life
    in culture.. yes.. the missing
    potential.. can be squandered
    on behavioral addictions.. ranging
    from Video Games.. to Gambling..
    to excessive porno.. instead of
    actually creating something
    new to fill the empty
    dopamine space
    that comes
    in ways
    of stimulation
    when one creates
    something anew.. now
    as well as the social
    bonding hormone..
    oxytocin when
    we successfully
    socially bond
    with others
    and get that
    warm and fuzzy
    human feeling..
    and if one never
    gets that.. ugh oh..
    potential problem alert..
    but even people who don’t
    get the warm and fuzzies
    can still make ethical
    decisions in life
    not to harm
    others..
    but that
    warm and fuzzy
    is a great way to
    feel in both oxytocin
    and serotonin trust..
    comfort.. so yeah..
    often addictions come
    instead of warm and
    fuzzies.. ugh oh..
    and sometimes
    activities that
    harm others
    too.. now too..
    sadly enough
    as the empty
    heARt is hard
    to fill.. even with
    just dopamine hits
    of pleasure.. but anyway..
    perhaps some of the greatest
    innovations in both material
    life and art have come
    from folks
    who have
    the empty
    inside that drives
    them to create anew
    and get that next dopamine
    hit of pleasure.. as we are
    still evolving to be.
    so yeah.. ‘everyone’
    knows about adrenaline
    associated neurohormones
    that excite us.. the pleasure
    of dopamine and the comfort
    and trust of serotonin and
    oxytocin.. and to be clear
    oxytocin is the social
    bonding neurohormone
    where we even have
    receptors on our feet
    to get comfort from
    touching the sand
    of the earth with
    our Loving toes..
    oxycontin.. is
    that dangerous
    pain drug.. among
    others that sadly close
    to 50 percent now of
    Adult American Folks
    take regularly to treat
    many types of somatic
    pains.. often coming as a
    result of a mind
    and body out of
    balance in ways of
    repressed or out of
    control emotions.. senses
    that are not integrated.. and
    lost focus and short term
    working memory.. that
    all suffer when we
    get out of
    emotional..
    sensory..
    and yes..
    even sensual
    balance.. oh God YES!.. all
    the sensations associated
    with S E X.. not to beat
    around the bush
    about it..
    if you
    get the
    drift wood..
    of what i am
    saying here..
    now.. to keep
    this Facebook
    friendly as we kNow
    there are no issues now
    of too much
    prudence with
    me.. haha.. heHE..
    and stuff like that..
    But anyway.. an oft
    not spoken of.. special
    neurochemical is that
    of all Natural DMT
    produced by
    the Pineal gland..
    also in drug form
    named Molly
    as an illegal
    synthesized
    drug on the
    street..
    but the
    thing is.. humans
    can manufacture their
    own all Natural DMT
    which is also known
    as the Love Neuro-chemical
    as it increases human empathy
    both to other humans as well
    as Nature true.. like OH GOD THAT
    GRASS HAS NEVER BEEN THAT
    GREEN OR OH MY GOD LOOK
    AT THAT SUNSET..
    OR GOD EVERYONE
    LOOKS HOT AND
    DELICIOUS TODAY
    AS ALL THE BODILY
    TIDES COME IN
    FOR ACTION
    TO GO OUT
    TOO..
    well.. yes.. some of
    us find ways to get
    this enlightening all natural
    high without any illegal drugs
    and we just float around on
    fluffy marshmallow kumb
    a
    lala cloud
    9’s.. while folks
    think dam i wish
    i had some of what
    that dude or dudette
    is on.. it ain’t no mirage
    folks.. it is dam sure real..
    if i could bRinG anyone
    to feel like i do most
    all the time.. and
    put it into
    a healthy
    drug.. i could
    solve world hunger
    in a heart beat.. ’cause
    when one is under the influence
    of the all natural GOD DRUG..
    one becomes the gift that
    cannot stop giving..
    case in point
    all these
    words..
    hehe…
    to me.. it appears
    it can be generated
    by listening to electronic
    trance music along with
    free style spiraling dance
    of 360 degrees.. ’cause
    most every time i do
    that lots of folks
    think i’m
    super high
    and the truth
    is yes.. i am totally
    and completely ONE
    with the God of Nature
    and she provides this
    all natural way
    of being
    to be one
    with her..
    AKA GOD..
    AND SURE.. the
    so-called primitive
    indigenous peoples
    that are our ancestors..
    as well.. often danced around
    fires of night enhanced with moonlight
    that ain’t no different really than a rave
    dance.. with or without the external
    substance drugs to get one higher
    and higher with God.. while drums
    beat on.. and human
    empathy grows until
    we are a frigging
    SOUL TRAIN
    OF
    MOVING
    CONNECTING
    AND CREATING
    HUMAN BEINGS..
    but as the ‘white man’
    said.. them are dam savages..
    we are puritans. who zip
    our women up tight
    along with our
    trowsers..
    they are truly
    fools without God
    then and sadly still
    until like that
    Ice Princess from
    that Disney Frozen
    movie.. they find a
    way to seek.. and
    practice.. and feel
    God of Nature inside..
    outside.. above.. so below
    and all around.. to just let it
    ALL go.. and flow baby.. the way
    the
    real
    INDIANS
    OF GOD HAVE
    DONE FOR LITERALLY
    THOUSANDS OF YEARS
    BEFORE
    ALL THE
    COMPLEXITY
    AWAY FROM
    GOD GETS HERE
    TO ROB US OF OUR
    INHERIT GIFT OF BLISS
    AS TRULY WHEN ONE
    BECOMES ONE WITH
    GOD THERE
    JUST
    AIN’T
    NO HIGHER
    PLACE.. BUT HELL
    NO.. RARELY DOES
    ONE FIND GOD
    iN
    FOOTLOOSE
    TOWN.. BEFORE
    THE FEET CONNECT
    TO GOD
    AGAIN..
    iN yes.. a
    tRiNity of
    Love of
    MOVING
    CONNECTING
    AND CREATING
    ONE WITH GOD NOW..
    yeah.. and i’m still sitting
    on the dock of the bay
    with God on the
    Casino Tour Bus
    traveling across
    the bridge of
    bay on
    MacPro
    finger
    tips
    of
    GOD..:)

  16. What one does in the Casino
    Elevator is supposed
    to stay in the
    Casino..
    and then
    ‘God’ created
    the smart phone..
    and the rest now is
    Recorded History.. heHe..
    Yes.. and when one
    iS married for
    almost 26 years..
    this is what one
    can do in the
    Casino
    Elevator..
    Just have FUN
    without messy details..
    Sadly.. theRe
    was no
    Chandalier..
    except for
    the metaFORCE..;)

    And in case..
    in regard to this
    next blog post..
    titled “triNiTy
    of Love”..
    theRe is any
    question as to
    whether or not
    i am sitting on
    the dock of the
    bay today.. here
    is the irrefutable
    empirical evidence
    here.. now.. juSt now..;)

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