STiLL Dreams Dance

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Well.. after midnight..
for you.. friend Soheir..
iN Egypt.. and yes.. now
Sunny still FloWeRinG
days here in
the State
of Flowers
long for
Florida..
And.. also.. a few
miles down the road
the City of Pensacola
the oldest now assessed
City in the U.S.. by ways of
Spanish Explorers and the
Panzacola (hair people)
Indians who once
are our
native
Indians
of longer
settlement
before the Spanish..
Oh.. and Egypt.. in the
cradle of civilization..
majestic Pyramids
built to the
Golden
Spiraling
Standard of
PHI in Nature
in mean of 1.618..
reflecting mathematical
ratios of Nature in both
Golden Pyramids..
and beautiful 5
petaled white
flowers
with
Center
Sun as color
to accentuate form
of Flower in that
greenery of flower
you provide as gift
here for my
family.. thanks..
i Love aLL Flowers
human or not..
sMiLes
again..
Friend Soheir
and have A sweet
night’s sleep.. for now..:)

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http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/02/godsuniversenovel2-free-verse-nude.html

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/02/09/godsuniversenovel2/

GodsUniVerseNovel2
Published on WordPress by
KATiE MiA FredericKiI!
2/09/2016

FULLY ILLUSTRATED FREE verse Poetically described
post provided above.. and two below that
may be easier to open.. depending
on computer and or Internet access
speed..:)

http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2016/02/godsuniversenovel2.html

http://katiemiafrederick.blogspot.com/2016/02/godsuniversenovel2.html

And yes.. at 51,639 Words.. Scores of
Videos.. and Hundreds of Photos..
yes.. illustrating iT aLL..
not nearly enough
space ‘here’.. on
‘Facebook’
to give it..
‘justice’..
as it
were…
and is now..
yeah.. a REAL
Free Verse Poetry
Novel.. like it’s never
been done before.. at
least not on Google
recorded
history..
except
for
‘GodsUniVerseNovel’

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/12/26/godsuniversenovel/

part one.. haha..
hehe.. ah..
but now it’s
the journey
and aLL the paths
that count.. not
the destination
and yes.. the
destination
and the destination
iS alWays now.. and
to make the best
oF now..
iS bEinG
HERE
NOW..
with more
and more
rabbit
holes
to
explore
with the
GREEN
PiLL OF LiFE..
AKA TREE OF
LIfE.. NOT
JUST
KNOW
LEDGE..;)

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Hi gigoid.. thanks for coming by and i’m glad you enjoyed
the story here as is.. and your comment about
the troubles of attaching to material
treasures is a first human
problem.. as
all other
animals
live relatively
free without human
clothes of culture.. one
of my favorite movies.. the
Planet of the Apes.. back in ’68
when i was 8 moving to age 9..
coming out of that movie..
questioning already
the cultural
lies of
an animal
living away from
Nature.. Charlton riding
on that horse.. with perhaps
the most beautiful girl in the
world on the back of his
horse.. in a pristine
Nature of
beach
front paradise..
bitching ’cause the
humans blew it all
up and let it
all go
back
to pristine
Nature as such..
i’m thinking (now) man.. this
ain’t no dam video game..
check out that sweet girl
on the back of your
horse wHo
wOUld do
anything at
aLL to please ya
now.. juSt enjoy
A hunt of
life.. now
and breathe the
fresh air without
atomic
fumes
of human
idiocy.. yes..
thanks God they
blew it all up..
and the
Apes
took over from
soft and domesticated
other primates.. who
no longer
developed
the innate.. instinctual
and intuitive tools..
for social
cooperation
without frigging
guns.. bombs..
and pointy
war
heads
iN killing
fields of
SUPER HUMAN
IGNORANCE SET
iN prison then and now..
anyWay.. Apes stronger
togetHeR.. to quote
the new
Ape
Caesar..
the kind and couRAge
oF Ape iS riSinG aGaiN
iN human primate
culture kNow..
too.. perhaps
thinLY sparsed
around the globe…
but hell ya.. some out
of the domesticated
element of life..
are re-
wiLdING
again.. and
slowLy coming
inTo PasSioN and
Fashion at least
wheRe i live
one on
me..
hehe..;)

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Hi gigoid.. nice to
see you here as well..
on this last chapter of
my newest Novel..
to be titled ‘soon’..
‘GodsUniVerseNovel2’..
all over 51K words..
a zillion photos
and videos too..
likely coming now..
‘in the morning’..
as i am just
about
ready
to faLL
asleep ‘now’..
from lack of sleep
‘last night’.. which
is great as i’ve done
long..long stretches
with difficulty
gaining any
sleep at aLL..
Love as WeLL..
and see ya later..
like clockwork
orange
work..
iN yes..
rEvolution
O R A N G e..:)

683

Hi.. Cousin Phil (female
nickname in Ireland)..

So sorry.. that we are
not able to attend the Re-Union…
We were so looking forward to both meeting
family and seeing the Ireland of our ancestors..

i would Love to continue to receive any information
regarding the Re-Union (photos.. etc.) if they become
available.. as i believe there was mention
of that in the latest group E-Mail…

i continue to be a prolific writer
myself.. mostly associated with philosophy..
religion.. and almost everything else.. smiles..
iN Free Verse Poetry Style.. publishing online..
a 41K word Novel.. and 51K word Novel..
iN December and ‘today’.. respectively…

And i have also written about the family
i have learned of in Ireland.. thanks to
the wonderful information you provided
to us in the family biographical information..

There is really no market for Free Verse
Poetry Novels.. smiles.. in way of Money..
but thankfully that is no longer an issue..
with the sale of my Father’s estate..
also putting us debt free in
way of home and car…

So i continue to write for free..
and have no desire to make
anymore money than I have..
and doing it just for fun as a
passion.. has allowed me to go
some places that perhaps no other
artist has gone.. in writing poetry…

However.. it is some consolation that
i have 1.3 million or so views on Google Plus..
and other avenues of sharing as well.. The new
Online avenues of sharing Art.. provide a level
playing ground.. without the rigorous rules
and regulations that money making
can make art into a science..
instead of art.. in my opinion..

Freedom is my passion..
in both writing and dance..
closing in on 5000 miles of
dance walking.. now closing
in on 30 months..
additionally everywhere
i go.. in a very conservative area..
which is both challenge and pleasure.

And interestingly.. i have been named as
everything from the dancing guy to dance
legend by random audience
members who are
strangers in public.

Life is amazing..

Smiles.. that’s all i know..

And Feel..:)

Particularly..
after being a
shut-in..
in my
home.. for
66 months..
before the new
vocations away
from illness and
also from
Government
work for 24 years…

Free is better..:)

and hope the Re-Union
exceeds your expectations..:)

Not much problem sending
you a photo of my wife Katrina
and i.. there are
around 60 plus
thousand more
as our lives
are more
or less MORE
ALL ONLINE..
But this is one of
my favorites.. i take
life as fun.. and perhaps
this photo illustrates
the Pan
of i
the best..
My wife.. hasn’t
loosened up as
much as me..
but i
retain hope..
smiles again..
Thanks so much
for connecting with us..

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And if you search on “Katie Mia Frederick”..
my Pen name that i write under now..
or “Aghogday”.. acronym for another
ground hog day.. when i was ill…
there iS UniVerses more..
but proceed with
caution..
as trust
me..
there
is now
NO ONE
LIKE ME..
and i suppose
the same could
be said for
that Grand
Father
LEO
too..
It’s probably not
a link you’ll wanna
share with perhaps
anyone else..
But i feel
i owe this to
you.. even if the
rest of my family
wants to keep
me more
hidden
too..
yes..
i too..
am the Black
Sheep but i
am gloWing too..
And why not.. here are the two
Novels.. but it will take an avenue
of fast broadband
access to open
them up
as well as
a powerful
computer..
this is
cutting
edge of
‘something’..

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/12/26/godsuniversenovel/

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/02/09/godsuniversenovel2/

No doubt.. i inherited
something unusual
from Leo but
N0W
at age
55..
i can’t complain..
i’m still here..
Love..
Fred and Katrina

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SMiLes.. My friend.. Cabrogal..
i’ve been wandering the poppy fields
of Oz more often in my life than not..
Perhaps the all natural gift of Bi-Polar
that in my case is mostly Oz instead of
melting witches.. And i didn’t get diagnosed
until the pscychiatrist observed what i was in Oz..
Away from hell in now for the 66 months i spent there..
The diagnosis a valued one too.. Extending my happy
re-Tirement to regular retirement age with the government
this June at 56.. Anyway.. yeah.. i feel almost always invincible
in what used to be Clark Kent clothes.. Don’t even need tights
or cape now and have staying in heaven now down to a
science of art at least for me.. Relaxing higher than
ever in the poppy field(S) of Oznow..
hmm.. somehow i lost this
comment in my last
Blog post
effort.. novel
effort that is.. now
but anyway.. i met
Cabrogal.. on Lala
Rukh’s site from
Pakistan..
Cabrogal..
Aborigine from
Australia.. direct
blood line as such..
also on the Autism Spectrum
with Bi-Polar.. and experiencing
some similar experiences of the
human awakening and
enlightening way
of liFe
aLL
Natural
and somenows and then..
Spontaneous experiences
of Life often confused with
mental illness in the west
but a badge of honor now
in other more instinctual
and intuitive leaning
ways of miNd
and bOdy
balance
more
over iN
Eastern
cultures..
with some of wE outliers..
in the western world
coming out as A
metaphorical now..
Buddha or whomever
as it were and is for now..
when the Yogi comes
down from
the Mountain
and spends some
nows with the
natives as
it is now
and were
then as well..
except back then
rarely did a Yogi
come down from
the Mountain.. and that
bRings me to my next thought
of my Mr. Miyagi.. A Karate Kid
shirt that i wore dancing at
Super-Walmart tonight
in my ballet.. martial
arts like style
with zero
lessons
and guidelines
from human books..
or instructors but
anyway i got
to tell one
group
of males..
it’s just
wax on
wax off
baby..
‘Happy Days’
are here again..
yes.. reference
Mr. Miyagi’s role
in that show as
the cook iN
mastery
of relative
free will..
oh yeah.. and that
reminds me of the
sacred Tarot Journey of the
hero through the dark night
of the soul.. and all the other
cards challenges of life now
awakening to enlightening
human beings
from the journey
of the fool to
the fool
again..
free
at the pinnacle
of life’s liGht
now iN what
Maslow might
name as
authentic
self
being
now..:)

http://jessicadavidson.co.uk/archives/tarot-and-the-heros-journey/

Interesting link
here borrowed
from Cabrogal’s
website that explores
THAT fully in depth..
similar to all
the other
recipes
for Super
Hero.. iN
literature..
movies.. and aLL
other Art portrayals
of the Human and
Jung approved
archetypes..
prevalent
and real
when
sought
found
exercised
as meaning
and purpose in life..
And the Sacred Fool..
the Trickster.. and yes..
the Trickster Poet..
dancer.. shaman
and warrior too…
are real human
archetypes
before even
history of
human
now..
iN language
and collective
intelligence
written
way..:)

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Well.. goodness.. two dVerse prompts
behind.. again.. one on the 44 word
Quadrille..
a week
long
Monday
Prompt..
using the
word ‘lull’
for inspiration
hehe.. kinda an
oxymoron huh..
but yes.. we can
get inspired by
almost anything
dARk and liGht..
including the
word lull now..
if we set our
miNd’s and
boDy’s fulLy
to iT for now..
and then there iS
a Tuesday Prompt
about three pre-selected
cookie fortunes to get inspired
about and write about.. would
be kinda nice to pick ya own..
which haha.. precisely
is what non-linking
folks who
are just
doing the commenting
for poetic fun like me
can freely
and easily
do in free
writing stream
of consciousness
way of writing now..
yeah.. i kNow.. i say
now a lot but hey..
that’s aLL theRe
is so why
not give
now
its
JUST
DOnow
respect
and repeat now
as much now
living
now
as now
we caN
iN alWays
changing nows
special ways.. now..
So.. I’ll start here with
the Quadrille Monday
prompt.. then stARt
Tuesday’s prompt iN
another comments
section.. so the
food will not
touch
each
other..
hehe..
if i do not
fall asleep
first after
8 or so
miles
of Dance
Walking
in steps
earlier
before aLL the
words come again now..:)

SMiles.. sTill.. far far
behind.. and i think
i’ll skip over to
the Tuesday prompt
and come here
later..
Lots of
side duties
other than
writing today..:)

10:39pm
2102016..

Back at 5:35 pm..
20122016..
A true Lull
here getting
back to lulls
of Quadrilles
more..
almost
workout now
but a few
minutes to
lull a
way..;)

Words away from active
life.. life away
active way..
Verbs more
doing..
nouns
lull
a bye
active
ways of
doing
Life..
SinG more
a Dance of Life..
Books cry pass
alive..
dead
crys
of
nouns
don’t sing
SonG Living Now..
Bye Lulls liGht eYes..:)

Lull stress.. now live..
Stress now.. lulls life..
H A M M O C K N 0 W
SWinGs ‘tween trees
Love liFe
balance
bEinG
Tree
ofF Life..
SpRinGS
dreams
lull goes
by.. gulls
white WinGs
oF
Sun..
spiral
Golden ever
more.. hiGher..
darker.. BriGhter
Loving now.. iS
Real.. Dream
tiMe onLY
NoW..:)

*
Loving Lulls
HeArt leaves
fall.. smiLinG
feats dance
comes back..
Sun sTill
shines
rivers
love couRsinG
through veins
as rivers do..
SinG Life
oh yes..
i do..
SonG
Lives
iN Love
oF mE..
Oceans wide..
seas flow
tides
move
iN and
ouT waves
LOVE..:)

Finger tip iN water
ripples waves
chills
finger..
waves
dissipating
fear stays..
pain grows
heArt warms
Tip oFFinger
warms hEarts
edge oF
water
shores
softer..
GRains oF
Hands Holding
greater togeTheR
sOils soUl
taKinG
Reign..
oF LiFe
lulls
Live
Now
Freeallone
SonG ReaL Now..:)

6:23 pm..
Four to warm
up.. more after
work out..!..:)

Back at
9:53 pm..
but this entire
post is getting mega
long again.. so time
to publish.. and the
rest of the weeklong
prompt for lulls
oF Quadrille..
iN poetic
response
coming
later
iN
this
Next
Blog
Post..
titled
STiLL Dreams Dance..:)

2309

And here is my bookmark
for dVerse Tuesday
in ‘this comments
section’..:)

10:41 pm..
2102016..

And here i am
again.. skipping
past the Monday
Quadrille prompt
as i like to do
the 44 word count
thingy for that..
but for now..
i just wanna
fLow
iN the
zOne of
poeTry
and not
do any
mathematical
poetic stuff..
for now.. at least..
Yes.. dVerse Tuesday
prompt all about cooKing
fortunes or whatever else..
i’ll just go with
the flow.. at
least..
again..
now..;)

*
Shoes.. who needs
shoes.. but people
with virgin feet..
oh.. sand
gRains
‘tween
toes
twinkle
in starlit
dust oF now..
iN Balance feat..:)

*
Shoes holding
my feet upright
and firm.. make
the floor of hands
happy beyond my feat..:)

Side note here ^.. this
person forgot to delete
my comment in my comment
post so i removed the
asterisk.. and then
they let this one
go only to delete
it later plus the
one on the comment
post before..
hmm.. the
trouble
folks
go to
for
division
wInks..
end
of side note..;)

ForTunes oLd.. Fortunes
TOld.. believing new..
placebo works..
Voodoo new
yes.. nocebo
real.. too..
old
or new..:)

*
WeLL.. while it’s
true in nows past
that a coffin nail
is all that exists
of human enTrails
after years of
de
comp
osit
ion..
includ
ing cof
fins..i
existnow
here too..
and i for one
can prove iT
wiTh lInks
even
after
coffin’
nAils
are aLL
that’s left
oF ashes now
urned me..;)

SMiLes.. for years..
alone a youth.. watching
movie goers.. park
people holding
hands.. and
all the other
lovers coo..
i wondered
too.. when
someone
would make
me happy.. then
i lEarned how to do
it.. and no longer do
i yEarn.. iN Earning now..:)

Ah.. yes.. words
attach emoTions
no different now
than a favorite
chair or golden
calf.. hUmans
and tHeir
idols
move
emoTions
as we aLL
now Love
idols.. WeLL..
onLY problem
iS when three
letters BEcomes
iT aLL as idol then
instead of real now
and yes.. of course
longer words
too.. 5 or 6
or more
oF course..:)

*
Loving feet
are no imagination..
oxytocin receptors
on bottoms of feet..
are where the
social
bonding
to both
earth and
other humans
in dance can
even be empiricAlly
measured iN those
who have not
forgotten
how to
connect..
create.. and
move too with
feathered
barefoot
feats..
touching
gRains oF
sAnd to
beat oF
toes of other
sOuls.. heArt
iN balance oF
feat iN SpiRit Dance..:)

Candy words..
treats oF mouth
symbols
iN heARt
beyond
a tongue..
you SinG
so sweet..:)

Merry heARts
reflect dance
oF sHoes iN
barefeat
spiRit..
wHere
sImplY
iS dance
and aLL
words..
never
enough..
now.. a
simple
move
connect
create
oF LiFe
sOles..:)

OMG.. words..
words.. words..
11 million
or so
just
printed
by ‘me’ iN
60 months
or so.. dance
dance.. dance..
escape iT
aLL
FREE..
Happy!
Feat..;)!

Uni
verse
oF words
me too.. fliGht
of dance no
words
can
tale..
oF me..:)

SMiLes..
every forTune
cookie works
for me.. as
i don’t
read
’em
i dance
’em..:)

A beast
pArt of bEing
homeLess iS
beinG hungry
and walKing..
amazing now
how so many
people are never
reAlly hungry or
walk
like
that
to find
A meal as liFe..

First world
problems
stufF’ed..:)

Sidenote..
i don’t give
an F iF anyone
ever reads iT
as It iS F
iN
me..
side note
begins
and ends
again..;)

As above so
below.. Merry
HeARts
rain
SpiRit
rayS now
oF SunsoUls..:)

A shoe of art
a feat of dance
a bare of toes..
a hare
of human
wanders
through
rabbit
wholes
oF wonder..:)

Oh no.. shoes
root of all now..
‘evil’.. protecting
yes.. but stronger
no.. ah yes.. now
barefoot
makes
aLL the
rest so much
more Real..
aWay from
tools
as humans
ending@shoes…

Fearless
feat
oF Red..;)

OMG..!
yay! toes..!
i’ve been
waiting for
someone
out of the
group now
pRaiSinG
feat.. bare
like this..:)

Steps and Words
half and half..
half forever
noWon
servers..
othEr
hAlf
realnow..:)

Barefoot sHoes
i love best..
strength
beLow
strength
aBove..:)

With side note
and ha! most
muscle heads
have no idea
that even strength
of neck stArts at
feet.. as whenever
feet are weak the
rest of the human
body is inhibited
from getting stronger
as ya can’t hold
up a tree
with
frig
GinG
leave
weak
toes..
it’s like
an achilles heal
but truly it’s
the whole
foot
soul
core
of what
it means
to live
as an
earth dWeLLer..
end of side note..
feat of weLLfeet..:)

SMiLes..
ha! i’m
apparently
the only one
associated
with dVerse
who figured
out now how
to comment
and that’s
’cause i now
go barefoot..
aLmost
allnow..
and so do seals..
that’s why they don’t
worry over humans..
secure they are..
iN tHeir feats..
yes.. humans
who go barefeat
remember this too..
But seriously.. as a note
the LInkie goes to a page
with no comments
or liking buttons
clearly
visible..
but yeah..
i found the
other door..
wInks again..
Correction..
i remember
the other buttons
too.. after visiting
them again.. for likes..:)

Ah.. yes.. steps
and feats of
words and
shoes or
shoeless
alWays
best feat
juStiNFlow..:)

SMiLes.. its
true for me too..
i write and step
for TruthliGht n0w
oF God iN me.. no..
never an audience
as it’s
just God
and me..
short
and LoNg
and God
deserves
more
than
three
letters..
so i kiNdLy
oblige.. so
far.. wiTh
11 milLion..
and close
to 5,000
miles of
steps
in 30
months
oF Dance..
anyone.. who
cares to see
and FEEL
what WE
did..
sure..
they are
welcome..
Ynot.. God
iS free and
so Is me..
and we
who
juSt
do iT
FREE..
iN
Vic
tor
Y
as Goddess
Nike says sTill NOW..:)

i can’t seem now to
get those forTunes
iN focus..
what i do
kNOw
and FeeL
for me..
iS steps
and words
are great
to find a
hiGher
now..
iN SonG
and Dance
no matter now
wHere they’ve
been before..
new in bare
feat..
iS
wHere
i’LLbe..:)

SMiLes.. earlier
humans invent
letters to collect
wisdom.. then
they invent
spears
to kill
friends..
then cars
and bikes
instead
of walKing
and now
they sit..
sTill..
and
rarely
move..
yeah..
it’s better
to walk
than
run..
as running
is for fears..
sitting still
is for
giving
up.. and
walKing
iS yes..
KinG
of prey
and predator
when invisible
of course.. yes..
it can be complicated
finding a simple way back..
to an invisible K.I.S. S. oF walKinG..
original
dance
of
human being..
FREE as Nature
sWirLinG iN
bacKyardS
oF real..:)

Ah.. yes
a hot
bath..
a warm
bed.. now..
and toilet
paper.. our
ancestors
say look
at what
we did
so you
can
have
that..
ugh
yeah..
first
word
prob
lems..
Merry
Christ
mas
alWays
now..:)

Lover of words
alWays has
friends..
Dance
oF Lovers
alWays
Loves.. so for one.. loNg..
i can’t go wroNg.. wiTh tWo..:)

SiN of PoeTry
Worry..
Poetry
oF Nature
BlisSinGs..:)

PersonAlly.. i never
want to be
famous..
LegEnds
are tOld
not
made..
sMiLes..
and what
i love best
about life..
to be
soLd
and
never seLL..
or even make
money.. FREE!..:)

Ah.. moon.. traveling
with me.. when
i ride..
oh.. i.. traveLinG
Moon.. when
i dance..:)

1:22 pm..
2112016..
hmm.. finishing
29 poetic
expressions
and now 4
side notes..
including
this one
since 2102016
at 10:41 pm..
do the math
Fred.. that’s
33 in 151 minutes
making an average
of 4.57575758 minutes
per poetic
expression
effort..
a world
record for
me at least..
and proof that
practice leads
to practice..
wInks..;)

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Ah.. insanity.. i’m
crazy in Love with
that topic.. only out
of interest.. of course..
hehe..
but if i had
a dollar now
for every person
who thinks i am
crazy in dancing
life opposed
to minus
a dollar
for the
awesome
calls.. it would be
a hard fought battle
here in footloose town
for sure.. where moving
anything but robot.. is like
a cardinal sin if it is off
the sports
fields
of course..
Yeah.. that crazy
and insane word gets
tossed around a lot but
the legal definition of not
being in control of one’s
cognitive executive
functioning
can certainly
be a prison
named
human..
and hell
as me on
40 days with
one hour of sleep..
the first 35 out of 40
with a powerful alpha
blocker for just that
one hour of
cardboard
shallow
sleep..
and none the
last 5 out of 40
when Lent started
tomorrow on or
about as such.. 8
years ago.. in 2008..
definitely showed
me i don’t wanna
go to the real
insane and
crazy land
again
of
tortuous
lack of sleep..
hmm… and the
pain disorder i had
would probably drive
most folks crazy too..
and likely.. technically
insane too.. in a legal
way worse
off than
an invalid
in a nursing
home.. but the
job of JOB has
its learning lessons
all cut out inherently
as such.. when hell
comes to human..
the nuances of
darkness are
as incredibly
complex
as the nuances
of liGht iN happy
happy happy
feelings
and talk..
away from
the other place of
the dark night of
the human
soUl..
spiRit
and
heARt..
Anyway.. as far as common
use of the terms crazy
and insane.. go..
usually iT iS
wild and
free now considered
AS SUCH by conservative
leaning minds and us
liberals think similar
and feel similar
about
our
brothers
and sisters..
who fit Einstein’s
definition of insanity
as the same ole’ dam
ways of doing stuff
over and
over
and
over
again.. it’s relative..
yes.. my normal is
extremely insane to
some folks.. and their
normal is like a dentist
drill in my eye and ear
too.. but hey.. that’s
only if i have
to do
that again..
i’ll choose
wild
and
free
as
that is
just me..:)

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Facebook Friend Rafiah.. shares
an article illustrating nicely how
far marriage traditions in
Modern Muslim countries
differ from the original
instructions for marriage
in the Kuran.. most
specifically that
the male
himself
provides
the Dowry and not
either the female’s
family or the
male’s
family..

Rafiah says..

Yes, religion is perfect,
people aren’t. smile emoticon

And i say..

Only God can be called perfect and only God can determine
what perfect is.. Lesson of two revised books that say holding
female slaves and forcing sex on them is okay.. That’s not
okay with God to enslave any creature..
As God lives in ALL those creatures
and to enslave any creature
makes God very angry..
and trust me no one
wants to face the wrath
of God.. Face to Face…
At least from what i
understand of
that experience…
Also to be clear.. i understand
there are many literal defenses that
the Kuran does not condone raping
female captures and slaves from war..
But anyone with a heart will feel
the fact that female captures
in war will NOT consent freely
to sex without duress to Muslim captors
in the presence of their husband.. Yeah..
religion is disgusting in many ways promoting
much ignorance and suffering still.. and why i
ONLY follow the God of Nature as God does
NOT deceive..smile emoticon
Also.. my personal definition
of slavery.. is taking the free will
away from any human being..
or other creature.. and that
my friend starts as early
as Kindergarden when
the teacher says.. sit
still and do not fidget..
really difficult for someone
like me to do.. and easy for
sitters to do.. but rovers no..
they must move.. move move..
or suffer a spectrum of human misery
across the life span.. and that’s just one example..
humans are not cookie cutter carbon copies of each other..
and no one rule will apply to all.. even Love.. as
some folks are not born to feel it.. yes..
life is both dArk and liGht..
and who are we to question
God about that.. not much.. really..
but servants TO God.. there is no escaping
that submission but going against the God of Nature..
and that is between each human and God ONLY.. now..
to get it figured out and tailor made so we fit
within the clothes of God suited to us..
by God.. uniquely.. my friend..
yeah.. it’s like the Matrix..
slaves are everywhere i look..
over here in the U.S. too.. including
me of before..
i for one escaped
the Matrix of the lies of culture
back to the God of Nature who i for
one see and feel without the help of
anyone else.. but sharing what is..
now..smile emoticon

And as a
final note..

free range Chicken tastes better..
there is a reason for that.. a scientific one..
they are not filled with stress hormones
their entire life.. as food slaves…

So yeah.. free range humans
taste better too..
but to be clear..
taste here
is a metaphor
as i am no longer
a Zombie.. as metaphor
either.. smiles.. and Winks..

the parable of the free range
Chicken.. and the truth is the
Chicken and the Egg came at
the same time.. and there
is no time
but
now..

And wife Katrina bought me
a T-shirt.. from Kmart..
i will be wearing
Very soon that
illustrates
this point well..
and there is a song
for that too.. hmm..
perhaps you can
get access to
it..
sMiLes..
again..
with
wInk..:)

And then i say on another similar point..

Hi.. Rafiah.. you are a very intelligent woman..
and can see through many more lies than
most.. but sadly many cannot..
and that is the problem
at hand in the world..
the fact is throughout
history many folks do not
have and specifically most
folks do not have the innate
and environmentally assisted
ability to understand deep metaphors
of poetry.. including the Bible and Kuran..
and sadly.. the issue is.. this means..
that psychopathic leaning individuals
twist it anyway they like to control
the masses as history and present
shows to control folks now.. and even
make folks believe that a man or men..
who once thought himself or themselves..
even to be mad.. in some instances..
hearing Angels
in a cave has
the final word
from God..
A man who lived his
life in the slave trade of
other human beings and
somehow didn’t get the
info from God that.. the
trade of humans he was
iN was the biggest sin of aLL..
but of course..
that would
have cost
his way..
resources.. huh..
and spOiled the rules
of wars…. i learned a long
time(now) ago to tale the difference
between a man of God and
a man of men..
a man of men..
will control for gain..
a man of God will
give for sharing…
And owning other
humans.. is the first
way only
then/now.. my
Friend.. Rafiah..
So honestly.. what
that tales me from the
get go is both the Kuran
and Bible are great books
of Poetry that describe the
context of human struggles..
and success of the now at hand..
but truly no more than any other
poet in any other land at any other
now who does
the same..
but again..
one must be
humble.. giving..
sharing.. to see iT as
truth and liGht this way..
as a gRain of sand and no more..
that holds up Mountains of God and more..:)

Rafiah says..

I told my brother that Freddy called me an intelligent woman,
and he was like he says because he don’t know about you,
just as grass is greener on
the other side. tongue emoticon

i say..
Ha.. i don’t have to know ya..
i feel ya..wink emoticon

Rafiah says..

I don’t know why it’s such like that some times folks are mean
and twisted themselves, but manage to hide under the false pretence
that they are okay to mess up, as they are given this liberty,
and drag religious scriptures to wrongly justify their own
wrong actions. But that’s actually living a lie,
but such lame smartpants does not know
that Lord can’t be cheated.

i say..

Like i said..
You ARE smart..
smile emoticon
And smArt..
smile emoticon

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My understanding is that about 1% of the population
is not capable of feeling Love at all as far
touchY feelY Love goes..
with other humans
and animals.. gigoid..
yes.. BORN THAT WAY..
so it is any surprise
that the top percent
controls the rest of
the resources
away from
other humans
or in the top 10
vocations.. of
psychopathy
checklist
points..
the clergy
ranks in the top 10..
no.. it’s not..
as that’s
what religion
is all about too..
controlling the resources
from food to vagina.. and
other related items for
subsistence
of selfish
genes.. and gains..
hmm.. sharing is the
way of human being..
freedom is the way of life..
but truly there are no Universals
that apply to any one human
being.. as we are all
both same
and unique
UniVerses
as humans
fractals
of the
wHole.. iN
aLL beYond
rainBow colors..
i believe in magic
’cause it’s REAL
AND i for one
can
PROVE
iT WITH
GOOGLE LiNKS..
AND wInks now..
with the placebo
and nocebo
effect
and
affect..
of course..
empiricAlly
measurable
and provable
iN mY liFe too..;)

Wise words my friend.. indeed.. FLow iN the ZOne..
Mindfully aware.. wheRe the answers are aLL at
the Beach.. in the Forest.. on River’s edges
and wHerever else basic subsistence
is plentiful for balance now..
i believe in Karma
and no
doubt..
the misery and
suffering i see aLL
around me now.. most
everywhere i go.. both offline
and on.. is a direct result of selfish
humans who decided to own each
other and the earth as a lifeless
part of Nature without
any right to
exist
on its
own without
some ridiculously
ignorant human beings
making the rules of taking
and collecting.. instead of
giving and sharing.. humans..
overall.. have already dug tHeir
own grave and are just
laying there
rotting
slowly
while the indigenous
ones of uS aLL naturAlly
do come back to liFe now..
and yes.. simply exist..
moving.. connecting
and creating.. wE
Free Indians
again.. now..
meanwhile.. i enjoy
the spOils of the ‘whiteman’..
kNowing and most imporTanTly
FEELING that this place now
is a little sliver of heaven
out of the entire UniVerse..
wheRe i get
both heaven..
a warm bed..
a hot shower..
and toilet paper..
and yeah.. that beautiful
wife on back of the horse
who at her pleasure pleases
my every desire.. is
icing
now on
my cake..
sMiLes again..
i’m not sure what
i did to deserve heaven
other than trying harder
than most juSt to exist..
my friend.. gigoid.. now..
i am a beach
i surf
the earth
iN breeze..
and i show
other folks how
to do it.. and of
course it is
mostly
the children
and young adults
who can even see me..
yeah.. and as a final note..
a small child about 100 feet
down the Aisle at Walmart
hiding in a side Aisle
watching me dance
my wild and
free Wal
mart dance..
coming out in
the middle of the
Aisle jumping up
and down squealing
with delight and yes..
excited applause..
hmm.. every
minute or so..
going back into
hiding.. like the
child then now
just arrived at
Disney World…
yeah…
sure..
i am
Mickey
Mouse2..;)

5490

Go to school.. for 18 years or so..
lEarning a little biT oF iT aLL..
and none of other more
important stuff..
like how to
regulate
emotions..
integrate
senses..
for miNd
and boDy
balance
for simple
animal homeostasis
that only specialist
primates named
human fail
to do
a majority
oF tHeir life..
Ah.. yes.. specialization
and a modern technological
society.. where it all comes
down to efficiency..
best bang
for the
buck..
humans need
not apply..
hmm.. yeah..
worth the video
on that again too..

Yes.. there was a more so-cAlled
primitive now.. as actuaLLY MORE
advanced now..
iN wAys oF
uSinG So
much more
of potential
hUman
intelligenceS..
wHere more or
less.. every human
to survive must put
on or take off tHeir
Renaissance clothes
as man or woman..
to get ALL THE
JOBS DONE..
NOW THE WORLD
IS A CULTURAL BUFFET
OF BROADBaND OPTiONS
BUT THE DailY GRiND
Of WORKInG
DAY
iS often
now nArrow
as a 15 inch
to 4 inch
screen
or so..
A grand experiment
and human is faiLinG
miserably
to get
back
Jack
and JiLL
oF aLL TrAdes..
And that reminds me
again.. oF mY first
year College
Philosophy
teacher
alWays
pReacHinG
specialization
wiLL be the faLL
oF humankind..
so functionAlly
disabled humans
are on so many potential
ways of intelligence
now iN action
oF common
sense
way..n0W..:)

Ah..yes.. low tech..
baby is wheRe
it’s at..
for feeLinG
more of Life..
than cold heARted
devices becoming
hUmans now..
touch.. feel..
smeLL.. now
propriocept..
more than
eYes or
Ears WiLL
ever
here..
now..
onLY
now..
E-World..
approximation
of reality so let
it be written
so let
it be
now..
away from online
coals.. cola.. and
all other sources
of instant
gratification
wHere.. heLL iS
alWays finding a
meal.. wHere no longer
hungry for life are humans..
Survival.. yeah.. base instinct
to gRow.. in flesh and blood off
lines
now oF
tying knots
iN aLL BElow
a BRain
discnow
connect
fRom boDy
WHole..:)

SMiLes.. Living as wild again in an increasingly tame culture has its
intrinsic rewards if not captured by the more domesticated among
uS.. put down and drugged as it were and as it is now with both
prescriptions and words of those who are less.. inhibited as
humans.. let’S just say.. and do.. hehe.. my friend Gigoid..

Anyway.. ‘they’ tried to hold me(us) back..
And now i work ‘tHeir’ world and words
all to my freedom.. advantage as is..
i wouldn’t trade wheRe i’m at now..
for all the clothes
of culture
‘they’
wear
hehe..
Anyway.. the DRD4 dopamine
gene thingy is a real thingy..
and haha.. Bi-Polar…
ADHD.. and
True Asperger’s..
the kind that the
original Hans Asperger’s
dude diagnosed folks with..
language delays
included..
is all
the same
F iN thing
more or less
when misdiagnosed
as a disorder instead
of WILD AND FREE STILL..
40 thousand years of domestication
since around the first steps of intercourse
between Roving Neanderthals and their sitting
cousins from down south.. isn’t long enough
to filter
‘US’ out now still
from the population..
remnant genetics remain..
and the hair of me from
head to toe
is still
now
a flAMe
of Freedom..
with some red
hairs too.. mixed..
after escaping
‘their’ way..
but dam
i hate
to go the
route of us
vs them..
but let’s
face it..
it’s the
tribal instinct
at core.. of a mixed
up human race at core..
And the gAMe goes on
of those more likely
imprisoned
or free..
no.. God’s
not fair in a
human cultural
sense.. and oh
yes again.. the
game goes on..
some of us
are chosen
now with
more gifts
than the rest..
and called as such
for the game
changing
PLAYS oF FREER FREEDOM..
Seriously.. every F iN hero myth
from Devils to Angels to Doctor Jekyll’s to
Mr. Hyde’s.. Supermen to BAtmen and
so much more..
is frigging about
folks with
this wild
and free way
of genetics and
epigenetics come
back to life.. and truly
those of us who enjoy iT now
free wish others could partake
of iT as WeLL.. but sadly perhaps
they just do not have what iT takes..
Whatever my ancestors did to keep
it.. i give great thanks.. Stay wild and
free my friend..
theRe ain’t A
better way
of Living
iN the
flesh
and blood
of WE.. Now..
and yes.. of course
we need the sitters..
for order in insanely
large populations..
of hairless apes..
but i’ll stay in
my back
yard and
choose a leash
that suits me
and not now
a sitter’s
lease..
on liFe..
Hairy.. Wild.. and
Free.. no less reAlly
than Yellow Boy now..
with tiger stripes almost visible..
but partiAlly hidden from ‘tHeir’ view..:)

Dogs are domesticated.. Cats are tRuly not
and that’s why cats teach better wild and free
rules among cats who are uS.. SMiLes of TAbby stRays..
sAMe Tiger stRipes.. JuSt iN compact.. STill igniTable esSence..;)

When truly human.. Humans
are cool too.. Thanks at
least for lesSons of
cats and dogs..;)

6321

Steps and Words
Words and Steps
Wax on Wax Off
Wax Off Wax On..:)

6335

Yes.. guess what.. the chicken or the
egg.. first.. just ask a chicken
and they will tale ya..
it’s a mute poiNt..
wE live iN n0w..
cocka
doodle
do..
where do
you live now..
first or as last..
or jUst now.. and
OMG of course as
science and even
bibles of 3500
ears ago..
wRite oN
course..
humans
are born
oF Star DuSt..
and WE are tHe
Cosmos unto iTselF..
like Carl Sagan and
YeShua.. says..
Star
children
of GOD wE
aLLare.. and going
WitH God’s gravity
n0w.. iS of course..
write on course..
sTiLL now..
jusT
N0W..
And sPeaKinG
of now.. my 97th week
of Rave dance.. tonight..
Thursday niGht.. wITh
all the Cool College aGe
folKs.. and i for one
WiLL be hOWLinG
@thEmoon no matter
iF iT iS onLY a quarter
size of fuLL
or not
toniGht..
wITh more fun
dance photos coming
soMewheRe a’round the
wee Friday Morning
hour of 3 am..
perhaps in
my next
blog post.. too..
named “STiLL
Dreams Dance”..
if i gEt hEr dOne..
before i go.. otheRwise
coming on Friday.. after
i recuperate from
Marathon
DANCE!
toNiGhT!..:)

6519

The true reality of life.. that even Quantum Physics
iS seeing more clearly as of late in the last
few decades.. is realiTy is stranger than
fiction.. and life is more like
a dream we create as
reality iN relative
free WiLL..
than a
random
glob of glue
some folks THiNK
they are.. ’cause they
cannot see deeper than
science of old in cold objective
fActs.. weLL the FACT of science
iS now.. that emoTioNs are the glue
of human intelligence.. and not the
cold hard logic.. created by
sketching imaginary
connections
of stars in
sand
with sticks
making alphabets
like Sanskrit and then
making a 5 step method
of observation and repetition
of observation.. to verify that
the same dam thing happens
again and again.. and again..
like clock work of time..
when truth and liGht
is time iS relative
and aLL iS NOW..
hmm.. don’t
try to make
a rocket
scientist into
a dreamtime
maker fruiting
Lucid Dreams
to come true in
liGht of now.. as equations
of repetition are not created
iN science to measure
the non-repeatable
experiment
that is
the
human emoTional
moving connecting
creating child of GoD
when human creates
and becomes a work
of Art like allthatis
all around us..
for those
of us..
not so lost
in mechanical
problem solving
equations now of
complex culture
that we cannot see
the magic in liFe as
truth and liGht.. now
wheRe the sunset
of us so wants to
rise as morning
star again..
but now onLY
a sliver of a moon
we are.. hanging on
to twilight life..
missing the
siGns
as dARk..
instead of
liGht to fiX
uS once more
as liGht guides us NOW.:)

6799

And.. yeS.. oN a briGhter note..
DANCE FRED DANCE..
RUN FOREST RUN..
TREE SinG
FReED..
OWN
And
Stayin’
OWN..
LuciD
Dreams
FrUiTreal..:)

6821

#wherewildthingsare

FAcebook Status..
Wild.. Hairy..
and Free..

FAcebook Status..
Wild.. Hairy..
and Free..x2..
AND READY
TO DANCE!..;)

6838

“As far as we can discern, the sole purpose of
human existence is to kindle a light of meaning
in the darkness of mere being.” — C. G. Jung

This is my favorite quote from your pearl diving
today.. gigoid.. And as synchronicity will have
it.. it now relates
well to another
video i came
across with
this rather
zealous
LoPorto
fellow..
about photons
and plants and
the continuing
quest for liGht
iN aLL DArkness
oF what iS as WeLL..
along the way of those
Symphony oF Science
Videos i shared recently here..

aLL.. ah.. iNteLLigeNce oF FloWeRinG PlAnts
requires no human mind or body intelligence
iN ways of feeLinG or senses..
yet.. some humans restrict
thEir purpose iN meaning
now and then.. to only
worded feelings and
senses.. yes..
theRe iS MUCH
more to meaning
and purpose when the
liGht wE are iS the liGht
we make.. now as UniVERse
unto itSelf.. stiLL traveLinG as LiGht..
iN
DArk..:)

So hard it is to
give up on that
95% or so..
who can’t
seem to
get the
deeper
liGht
of lIfe
iN Truth of
Connection with aLL..
wheRe truLY no words
can describe the
experience
adequately..
not even
poeTry..
nowiN
end and
beginning
of now it iS
a mE gAMe
to connect
back to
aLL..
i could dance beaches
of bliss and never come
back online.. but theRe
is that other 5 percent
who have a chance
to be spArKed
to liGht
and
iGnited
to greater
liGhts now..
and while i work
for the 95% iT iS
likely i wiLL only
reach few.. but
each individual
iS a potential
UniVerse
oF Love
just
waiting to
break out of
a canary’s coal
mine oF death iN Life.:)

SMiLes..
smart iS
as SmArt
does iS..:)

7127

BArk.. purrs.. cAlls
oF monKeys SinG
sAMe refRain of
affective emotional
contagion Of Empathy
that bonds uS togeTHeR
seeKinG liGht for survival..
iN aLL the ways that comes
iN animal support of each other..
IT’s powerful stuff and humans
are stellar Star examples oF
bEinGs wITh
great potential
to see farther
than any reptile
does in FeeLinG
the pain and pleaSure
of other beinGs.. but sadly
then there were words leading
to tools of spears.. but yet..
extensions of tools too..
iN StRings of Guitars
and Pianos.. that
extend our
vocal
chords of
feeLinGs now iN
empathy producing
emoTioNs.. to ourselves
and others.. and farther
out into the future iN
media oF HeARt
as WeLL..
it’s a balance..
bE a tool of heARt
or Be a tool of aggression..
violence.. wars.. and overall dark..
But the bottom line is.. these animals
FeeL the truth and liGht of others
and the rest of Nature..
so far away from
what can
be a greaTesT
animal virus of all
that is now manmade
cultures for taking more
than giving.. and
collecting
over sharing
paws
for Love..
anyway.. have
a purrfectLy nice
now.. friend Prajakta..
and give a monKey
from India..
a hug for
me too..
oh yeah.. and
by the way.. if you
made it through
my entire last
novel blog post..
you now deserve
a medal of honor
or a Purple heart..
and a monkey kiss..
with big Winks oF Ink..;)

7366

Back.. when trapped in the chaos of money
makers and collectors of stuff..
ladders of success to
somewhere.. perhaps
a date to retirement..
yet.. golden hand
cuff calfs of
government
employment
where rules and
regulations tale one
all to do.. down to
the letter
of concrete
words
set
in
hell..
Lady Gaga.. in the
other place.. totAlly free
not giving an F iF others
like her style of creativity
or not.. school yes..
degree of
art..
yet freer still
iN exploRinG
new ways of ART
like this song G.U.Y.
exploring the fAct that social
roles are important.. yet.. Love
iS greaTeSt oF aLL virtues
of human being
when
Fearless
of course
iN a Dance oF Life..
away from illusory
fears that control
others and
us of course..
So.. dance of
Michael Jackson..
and the ways of Ghandi
and Jesus.. and sure
another coffin
or another
statue now..
in that famous
Beatle’s Album..
Sgt. Pepper’s
Band
oF Aid
from the
sAges
of our
ages..
continuous
changes and cycles
of human nature
that go back
and forth
as well
iN social
roles of Patriarchy
Egalitarian and
Matriarchy ways
of social roles
iN greaTEst
battle of aLL..
yes..
the
battle of
duality.. iN
masculine and
feminine.. dArk
and liGht but
to wear
iT ALL
iN
Balance
oF aLL ages
iS the greaTest
ONE oF ALLnow..:)

Yes.. i dance to move.. connect..
but yes.. mostly i dance
to create.. and
Thursday
niGht the
greaTest
moving
connecting
and creating
flows over to at
least the next day..
as can be empiricAlly
measured by the output
of my happy creativity
in words.. words
so easy to count
along with
steps of
dance and
miLes with
GPS sports
watch.. but feeling..
hey.. that is beyond
science and empiricAlly
designed tools as such
as all human emotional
experiences are unique
ranging from dArkest
black hole
soul to
Super
Nova..
of me
for now
he HA!
HE Happy Feats..
more than
bread
and
wine
at
least for
Now iN FREE!..:)

7697

SMiLes.. my friend
SOHEIR.. perhaps
the best
Friday quote
you provide
yet.. that
heARt iS
riches.. And human
tools.. whether money
or even written words
are only extension of
human heARt
in dARk away from
Hope and Love.. or
liGht away
from Fear
and Hate..
it doesn’t matter
if any words were ever
written.. this iS Universal
truth that wIll last iN liGht
longer
and earlier
than any
written
human
concept
my friend..
and with that said..
it is the journeys
and paths of Love
that count.. now..
and it is
the fearless
that is required
to successfully
embark and move
iN Loving ways
of bEinG..
and that
way is magic
too.. as connections
of Love WiLL grow
regardless
of human
concepts
limited
to walls
now of
words..
perseverance
iS what Love takes
i Love people so hard
sometimes they get tired..
as it is a muscle i continue
to grow stronger now..
iN steps
and words..
and the paths
online are like Real
life too.. i am too strange
to go to strange places
uninvited..
so i wait
for places
to come
to me..
and God
has not disappointed
yet.. yes.. magic friend..
you stArt my next post
with flowers of yellow
and you end it here too..
with another 10K effort
to add to all the rest.. So
heir.. enJoy a starry weekend..:)

SMiLes.. may aLL now.. end and
beginning week be yoUrs.. Whatever is
at hand.. i literally never stop worKing
for Free.. Even iN dreams oF sleep..
Only a gift now iS.. But yes..
Being employed by God for
FREE iS ALL FReED..:)

Yes.. WInks.. Different
says iT all.. And yes..
i enjoy iT ALL.. LiGht
and dArk.. But it iS iN aLL
perspective of going to REAL
Hell.. 66 months first..
LeSsonS lEarn…:)

Ameen..
friend..
Yes.. Reward iS
Heaven now frEed..:)

WeLL.. okay..
down here at
the bottom..
arriving somewhere
around 10K words
of more Gods
Uni
verse for
me of course..
and mentioning
a 7th chapter
to go along
with the
rest of
the 6 blog
posts in Word
Press comprising
the first 6 chapters
of my second novel
post.. now titled
GodsUniVerseNovel2..
it could be the
comments section
there that comprise
this next blog
post.. or
others
linked..
options
are always
great now..:)

8074

Anyway.. i suppose i owe
my detractors through the years
big time.. particularly the moderators
and the administrators from both the
Wrong Planet and the top dogs at
dVErse mired in rules.. but
never the less..
sending me
just the
ticket
i for
one
need sTill
now to be complete
in ways of moving..
connecting.. and
creating now..
and the same
applies throughout
the years as well.. as God
knows and feels i would not be
nearly as dedicated to the mission
at hand if not for the haters
who inspire me on
against all
odds.. and
truly understanding
the magic of Life.. theRe
iS no odds for against.. for
those who with the emotive
powers of hope.. faith
and belief.. and namely
Love.. will find a way..
to the liGht once again
from the dArkest niGhts
of human miNds and
boDys in soUlFul
balance.. to heARt
expresSinG SpiRit
oF emoTioNs..
nicely.. too..
yes.. once again..
a reborn of human
experience wHere the
old world becomes new!…:)

Anyway.. times two..
Biloxi trip for multiple
Casinos’s.. on Church Tour
Bus coming at 9 am on Saturday..
the day before Valentine’s day..
loaded with iMac Pro.. likely
more words to come iN way of
poEtry in the comments
section oF this
next
new
blog
post now..
including many
MORE
Beautiful Biloxi Beach
Photographs sTill to come..
along with Sun.. Sky.. Boats..
Docks.. swirling boardwalks
around the Interstate Loop
around the I-10 bridge
to Biloxi..
Seagulls..
hopefully no
more dead fish..
as encountered..
iN
the fish kill
of last Month’s..
marathon of beach
and Casino Dance WalKing
event.. oh so free in free
verse steps
of
life and words
otherwise kNown as
dancing
and SinGinG
Life for
FREE
now
juSt
NOW..:)

8362

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/02/still-dreams-dance-free-verse-nude.html

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20 Responses to STiLL Dreams Dance

  1. Facebook Friend Rafiah..
    From Pakistan says..

    Dolly Parton – Little Sparrow
    No truer song has been written ever.

    i say..

    Dolly Parton’s ‘Little Sparrow’.. Rafiah..
    Sad.. yes.. but not always true.. and true..
    pArt of the reason more women are loving
    women.. i see it every week through decades
    of female disappointment and change…
    Anyway.. your breadth of worldly
    cultural interests.. continue to
    amaze me.. so young..
    and so
    deep..
    and truly.. at
    least wheRe i’m
    from THAT.. my friend..
    is unusual for both
    genders..
    and why
    i go so far..
    to find
    friends..smile emoticon

    Rafiah says..

    This is one of my very favourite songs
    since very long. I heard it today after
    a long time, i couldnt
    keep my tears at bay. :’)

    i say..

    OBTW.. i just completed all 60K words..
    including my comments section of the last
    blog post Novel.. and you helped me write it..
    so thanks dear.. for that.. and all you got
    was visits from me.. little Sparrow..;)

    Tears are great.. by the way.. too..
    enjoy your tears.. when i lost mine
    for 5 years.. i missed them
    very much..smile emoticon

    Rafiah says..

    I love you my very kind and
    dear friend. smile emoticon

    i say..

    i’ll always Love you my friend..
    and truly God willing.. i will always be
    your friend.. as long as you will have
    me hear.. and it means a lot to me..
    that you can tell me that..smile emoticon

    Rafiah provides a song by one
    of those singing shows from
    Britain.. that is
    described
    as very
    sensual/
    sexy/
    and the
    girl singing
    it is like super
    shy and amazingly
    humble.. as yes..
    she is an
    obvious
    stunner
    in every
    way.. singing
    my funny
    Valentine
    and
    i say..

    heArt RUles..:)

    And side note here..

    Humans are addicted to living and loving..
    no doubt we have our addictions in life..
    as life is an addiction that makes
    the lowest dArkest niGhts
    of heLL..
    not worth
    leaving in
    even choice
    of death..
    and for me at
    least.. i am so glad
    that i learned to love
    women first before i knew
    anything about sex.. true..
    all my friends that were
    girls were always friends
    first then..
    and Love iS
    a Sparrow and
    Dove who refuses
    to be fixed and
    stay in one place..
    every Love i have
    with other human
    beings.. regardless
    of gender.. age..
    or other differences
    iS based on Unconditional
    Fearless Love that requires
    absolutely nothing in return..
    and each Love connection is as
    Unique and Special.. as when any
    humans connect with Love.. truly
    a new Love Creation oF God iS
    come to life in this life now…
    Sadly.. when i showed a photo of my
    wife to ‘the guys’ from Seville..
    their answer was.. are you gonna
    rail that when you get home..
    obviously.. most all their
    lessons of
    Love came
    from Porn..
    Sex is Sacred
    but Love begins
    and ends all that
    is holy
    now..
    when cherished
    as Love can
    be when
    free..
    as
    WHOlE..
    Now..
    and never
    caged iN
    a Sparrow hell..:)

    Back at 6:52 pm
    2132016.. after
    a 9.33 mile
    dance walk
    adventure
    all around
    the beaches and
    casinos of Biloxi free..
    today.. the Casino of choice
    iN our church tour bus.. now
    iS.. the Palace.. the only
    non-smoking Casino
    in Biloxi town..
    clear skies iN
    there.. but
    there iS
    something about
    smoking and gambling
    and even Bowling that
    goes together and yes..
    that is the nomad gene
    and the desire to
    stimulate
    oneself
    socially
    or in ways
    of stuff..
    the Hard Rock is
    my favorite.. all age
    groups attend and there
    is always a rock and roll
    edge of spirit iN the
    atmosphere that i feed
    higher off of to do
    my free dance
    of life
    as style..
    and one of the
    folks in our group
    won over 13K.. so
    he was certainly excited
    as well as the other folks
    for him.. but gambling and
    money.. not something that
    excites me at all.. but
    dancing and writing
    and Love
    yes once
    again
    aLLnoW
    addictions
    for me.. yes
    that at least
    contribute something
    more than money and
    smoke to a world
    that is in dire
    need of
    positive
    emoTioNs
    in moving
    connecting
    and creating
    human Arts of
    heArt..now with
    spiRit expreSsinG
    that emoTionAl avenue
    of life so much hiGher
    and hiGher than ever bEforE..
    iN a miNd and boDy balanCinG
    as soUl
    once
    again.:)

  2. I like the double meaning of your title. Still as a reference to time, still as a reference to stillness (lack of movement).

    • Hi Adrianna.. sMiLes.. i Love
      to play with words and
      i Love it when
      they talk
      back with
      double meanings..
      and even new meanings
      the next day after a long
      night of writing when
      my bRain
      and
      heArt
      are
      fresh again..
      thanks for stopping
      by.. and be seeing ya
      later on the dVerse trail..:)

  3. And yes.. one of the reasons i wear shades..
    as to not burn holes in the eYes of others..
    hehe.. and yes.. per this quote and
    linked song..

    “Mama always told me
    not to look into the eyes of the sun
    But mama, that’s where the fun is..”

    No.. given the proper
    mindset.. Jack
    Nicholson or
    the new Lucifer
    ain’t got nutHinG..
    on me.. as far as
    ‘the look’..
    evil eye
    or whatever..
    the saying goes
    trust me i’m not
    even angry in ‘this photo’..;)

    See the thing is.. that’s a raw photo..
    no Hollywood special effects..
    like ‘this’..
    nah.. the
    devil don’t
    scare me at
    all.. already
    been theRe
    and dOne ’em..
    And yes.. almost
    time for a Haircut..
    it’s starting to look
    a little
    wooly as it
    were and is
    for
    now..;)

  4. Well.. while the green tint.. and
    Star Wars Logo.. is not
    visible in this selfie
    T-shirt video.. it will
    be in the ‘next new
    blog post’ coming in
    ‘a day or so’..
    oh.. yeah..
    clear that
    may the
    Rasta Force
    be with you
    and also
    wITh
    wE..smile emoticon

  5. http://gigoid.me/2016/02/13/scrap-all-the-intricate-filigree/#comment-18178

    Yes.. definitely more ways to create
    than art.. reproduction.. for instance..
    humans.. so proficient to just do this..
    Hmm.. i missed having kids
    after the first one
    passed away..
    and i for one
    have a tremendous
    respect for anyone
    who rears children..
    or goes into the
    military.. is a caregiver
    to the less advantaged
    and fortuned among us
    as you were.. firefighters..
    law enforcement.. army
    marines.. navy.. air
    force.. but most
    of all Janitors
    as they
    provide
    greater lifespans
    overall for human
    beings than any of the
    ‘fore mentioned.. as the
    smallest bugs are the
    biggest killers
    of humans
    throughout the
    ages.. so far at least..
    Anyway.. yes.. there are
    too many humans in the world
    sucking the life out of it..
    but that’s the way of
    the world..
    it starts
    at the breast
    for mammals at
    least.. so breasts
    overall are best..
    i’ve always
    felt
    that
    way
    from birth..
    me and breasts
    always get
    along best..
    sTiLL
    now..:)

    And as a side note
    here.. still haven’t got
    back to finish
    off the
    Monday
    Quadrille
    prompt at
    dVerse or
    even stARted
    the Thursday
    one about
    Rondel’s
    which is
    math
    poeTry
    that i will let
    loose on anyway..
    and i am kinda
    tired so
    it’ll
    just have
    to wait.. as
    being reTired
    truly means floWinG
    with challenge but
    not insanity
    oF stress
    iN pressure
    as one can
    do that to
    themselves
    easily without
    any help from others
    if they do not carefully
    listen to what the body
    says to the mind about
    aLL of living iN Balance.. NOW..:)

  6. Yeah.. i forgot something..
    have to get it done by the 14th..

    Okay..
    back to
    full FlEdGeD
    Angel.. Fred..
    but yes.. i’ll
    keep the DEvil
    iN my back pocket
    iF i need some help
    iN the dArk of LiFe.. 

    Oh yeah.. Happy Valentine’s
    Day from me.. and a special
    gift.. i gave my wife.. 26 years ago..
    yes.. the SonG tales iT aLL from back then..;)

  7. HA!.. Facebook is F iN Fun..
    even when no
    one plays
    with
    me..
    we outcasts..
    falliN Angels
    and the such
    must
    aMuse
    our
    selves..
    and keep
    moving Forward.. NOW..;)

  8. Holding up a palm
    with one hand
    iS not
    easy..:)

  9. STiLL Dreams Dance
    Posted on February 13, 2016 by katiemiafrederick

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/02/13/still-dreams-dance/

    Well.. first of all.. whenever i write something under
    10K words.. it is some reason to celebrate..
    as it fits on Facebook.. hehe.. and
    yes.. by now it is Valentine’s
    Day.. i am all fresh out of
    Roses.. but somewhere
    embedded in the post
    (fully illustrated) is a gift
    for all
    who i
    Love..
    well.. at least
    50%.. anyway..;)

    FULLY ILLUSTRATED FREE verse.. poeticAlly
    described post provided above.. and two below
    and one hidden somewhere else.. that
    may be easier to open.. depending
    on speed of computer and Internet
    access and yes..
    of course..
    who ‘you’
    ‘are’..;)

    http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2016/02/still-dreams-dance.html

    http://katiemiafrederick.blogspot.com/2016/02/katie-mia-frederickii-new-beginnings.html

    It’s Valentine’s Day and
    and i’m gonna unleash
    a green eyed Monster
    at Catholic Church.. then
    the Mall.. and no.. not
    jealousy.. a
    green eye
    monster..
    irony
    is my
    forte.. in other
    words.. my Incredible
    Hulk shirt that i ripped
    the first day i wore it..
    and Katrina finally
    sewed up
    for this
    special day..
    Incongruent
    humor.. yeah..
    that’s the ticket..
    and the rose of i..;)

  10. ‘This photo’ is from 1996.. 20 years ago..
    Katrina with our first beloved cat.. in our New
    home of 3 years old.. Elwood.. yes.. cat and
    home at that age.. and there is someone else in
    that photo too.. yes.. she is pregnant.. notice.. the
    only time she had hips that wide in her entire life..
    all the way up to 138 LBS.. by due date.. then..
    anyway she was 26 years old in that photo..
    one year shy of the age of that woman
    in the movie.. ‘Age of Adaline’..
    and yes.. PROOF.. that she
    hasn’t aged since the age of 26..
    in years after that.. okay.. it’s Valentine’s Day..
    as they say.. focus on the wife.. now.. get those
    Valentine’s points.. i am honest to a fault..wink emoticon

  11. SOHEIR says:

    Hello Fred dear bro!
    Happy valentine day for you and Katie!
    May all your day are full of love and happiness!
    Flowers for you and Katie!
    Smiles:-)

    • Hi.. Dear Sis.. SOHEIR..
      a long day of dance walking
      for me.. at 16.52 miles today..
      just arriving back and i guess you
      will be arriving at morning wake
      soon in Egypt.. Lovely to
      see your flowers
      on my iPhone
      today.. a highliGht
      of my day friend..
      and theRe iS art
      iN the Love of
      you.. iN sending
      just what my fortune
      cookie said was iN mY
      future today.. God iS
      watching over
      uS friend..
      iN ALL WAYS
      iN ALL PLACES..
      iN a boat
      of floWers
      iN water
      of Love..
      MaRK MY
      WORDS..
      GOD
      iS beyond
      any human
      comprehension
      oF simple human science..
      and beyond any book ever
      written.. so far
      at least..
      proof coming
      later as the
      camera
      does
      not
      lie..:)

  12. There is someone hiding behind me..
    if ‘you’ look real hard there is a hint of who he is..
    additionally that’s what i look like when i sing at church..
    singing to the top of the Catholic Temple DoME..wink emoticon

    Yes.. fight or flight..
    it appears he is
    gonna fly..wink emoticon

    Dance Friend.. Cortney Tyson
    and Wife Friend.. Katrina…
    Cortney.. Mall Star Seller..
    and Katrina.. Mall Star Buyer..;)

    Jesus.. i can do anything with a little
    help from my friends.. and if ‘you’
    look real close.. the Wizard of
    Oz.. is on TV.. too.. and toto
    too.. yes toto.. thiS
    iS Kansas
    too..wink emoticon

    A great day.. and as sometimes happens when i am
    dancing free in my ballet and martial arts
    way.. some of the more patriarchal ones..
    out of what they feel will be hearing
    distance from me.. is heard
    by Wife Katrina..
    and while i
    understand what
    i am doing.. iN maKinG
    me.. both incredibly strong
    and fearless in equal meaSure
    too.. of course.. the general
    audience of stuck iN
    the mud of modern
    days.. has no clue
    to what iT means
    to have fearless way..
    in moving.. connecting..
    creating human being..
    where every nuance oF
    muscle move iS tRuly
    sacred and holy
    iN God’s
    Balance
    of Gravity..
    so sure.. when i come
    up to the register line..
    all tall and calm like the
    peaceful eye of a
    Hurricane..
    with obvious
    sTill potential
    oF unkNowN wInds
    an obviously smart
    alec.. ‘fly boy’..
    as it were.. now..
    yeah.. the kind
    fresh out of
    college with
    whatever degree..
    who does his work-
    outs on cell phones
    instead of warrior style
    stuff.. and the cashier..
    are chatting about
    my style of
    being so
    i come up
    and ask the cashier
    if she had a great
    Valentine’s day
    and ask
    the wet
    behind the
    ears pilot the
    same thing.. then
    and extend my
    hand out with a
    VERY firm handshake..
    meanwhile.. iF they
    were wondering
    if i was
    crazy.. at
    this point
    they are hoping
    with all tHeir
    might
    that
    they
    are NOT
    correct now..
    anyway.. it’s easy
    to say anything behind
    someone’s back.. but much
    harder to face the same person
    face to face.. when their expectations
    ARE
    SHATTERED..
    THERE iS NO GREATER
    FEELING AND WAY IN LIFE
    THAN FEARLESS LOVE.. STRENGTH
    AND COURAGE iN MEASURE oF KiND NOW..:)

  13. http://gigoid.me/2016/02/14/salivating-in-tandem/#comment-18183

    Happy Valentine’s.. gigoid..
    and just back from around
    16 miles of dance
    walking and 8 miles
    yesterday.. coming about
    a mile or two short
    of my weekend
    milestone on
    that.. and i appreciate
    all 10 pearls of Wisdom
    here.. as it provides affirmations
    of what i already know and feel
    innately.. instinctually.. and intuitively
    as human being.. who knows or feels..
    after 55 years.. could have read it before
    or perhaps it’s genetic memory or flying
    in the atmosphere.. bottom line is
    Truth and LiGht
    exists.. iN ways
    of Wisdom and Love..
    and reading deeper into
    a book named ‘Sex at
    Dawn’.. even
    chimpanzees
    if left alone by
    scientists will
    live more peaceful..
    most everything starting
    with the Agricultural
    age.. has been
    and now
    iS a human
    virus of culture..
    iN total earth
    misery..
    The innate..
    instinctual and
    intuitive way
    oF WiLd and
    Free iS a way
    of peace.. all sharing
    where guilt is collecting
    and giving is KinG.. now…
    Yes.. the Beatles were correct
    true prophets of the God of Nature..
    ‘All ya need
    iS Love’..
    the touchy
    feely kiNd too..
    to make Peace
    a way of Life.. now..
    everything else is just
    a hard pill to swallow.:)

  14. http://artifactsandfictions.com/2016/02/15/connect-and-share/

    SMiLes my friend.. Suzanne.. the most peaceful way
    of living as shown by Science and Anthropology
    is the primitive way of moving.. connecting
    and creating that inherently includes
    sharing and giving as a group
    where the individual is
    respected same
    as group..
    but the other
    common element
    of the 20 most peaceful
    societies in the world is not
    only do they do these core Truths
    and liGhts of humanity they are also
    small homogenous societies as well..
    there ‘lies’ the problem.. humans are only
    evolved currently to connect to 150 to 200
    sets of eyes or so.. and sure there
    are outliers who do more or
    less and cultures overall
    now that are comfortable
    with less or more..
    but the
    bottom line
    is there are limits
    to human connections
    and sharing that can go
    in the direction of distress..
    and eventually misery and suffering..
    as always a balance is required.. and
    perhaps the saddest situation is the
    human dog who is left
    in the backyard
    all day
    without someone
    to play with but a typewriter
    and a file cabinet in an office..
    and at least with photos of cats
    and sunsets there is the oxytocin
    release that makes us feel
    more like happy
    dogs..
    than
    Wolves howling
    at the moon.. hoping
    for the connection and
    sharing back with the rest
    of the pack.. as it were and
    still is now.. the truth now of
    Anthropology and Science is
    that no.. our prehistory was
    not short and brutish..
    it was more kind
    and courage..
    where folks
    shared it
    all
    down to
    the reproduction
    of life.. as well as
    all subsistence gaining
    activities.. and yes.. no matter
    how much it chagrins some folks
    we are becoming human slowly again.
    even if only in virtual ways..
    of sharing cats.. sunsets
    and the even
    more
    base human
    ways of being human….
    With three degrees and
    over three decades in the work
    world.. and 11 million words..
    i can comfortably say
    i’ll take
    sunsets
    and kitty cats
    and photos of so and
    so’s favorite things..
    over all the
    11 million words
    of deep stuff i have written..
    simply because when i couldn’t
    feel those cats and sunsets for
    almost 5 years.. in oxytocin way..
    all i could do is write in hopes of feeling
    again.. humans talk to connect in feelings
    and truly feelings at the end of the day
    is all that counts
    in human
    ways
    of
    being…
    i don’t need any
    money.. but yes..
    i do need
    cats and
    sunsets
    and other human beings..
    and even a photo of a face..
    is better than just a typewriter..
    and a file
    cabinet
    of life..
    that is where the
    real hell is.. in mechanical
    cognition away from human
    feelings and science even shows
    that yes.. spend a life in that pipeline
    of life.. and the other pipe of feelings will
    wither away.. Love is the Drug in dopamine..
    serotonin and oxytocin way that humans
    as long as they are
    human will always
    crave and that’s also
    why Internet usage is
    higher during the
    work week..
    faces
    over
    cogs in machines..
    but yes.. i will still
    write deep thoughts
    as that is my odd nature..
    it is odd you know.. my friend..
    My wife and cat are infinitely
    more popular
    than
    my
    words..
    and that’s okay
    with me.. as they
    are more important
    to me as well.. in Infinite way..
    anyway i always appreciate your
    deep thoughts.. as it encourages
    my odd ways
    even
    more..;)

  15. Hmm.. and that brings me to my next
    thought and history.. after losing
    my humanity for around 66
    months.. the escape from
    the Wrong Planet..
    a place where
    logical
    discussions
    are valued over kitty
    kats and sunsets
    and all
    the other
    sentimental
    stuff of life..
    it is hell
    for a social
    animal to live this
    way.. and it is an indication
    of an illness of humanity where
    logic overrides the feeling of being
    human.. and i will thank God for Facebook
    to the top of my soul.. as it is based on the
    science of being human specific to
    the deficits of Autism that
    include sharing
    mutual interests..
    reciprocating communication..
    and yes most importantly making
    the human connection and
    yes there is a great
    science of non-verbal
    communication as well
    in still photos of selfies
    of human
    emotion..
    in fact selfies
    are a large part of
    what brought my humanity
    back as i simply had feedback
    to see my facial expressions
    even when there
    was no
    one to
    share them with..
    And i saw the same pattern
    on the Wrong Planet.. people
    would stay there.. and slowly
    learn to at least connect through
    monologues.. and some would eventually
    gain their social wings.. leave hell.. in Angel
    broken wings and go to Facebook as
    the purgatory as such
    back to the
    flesh and blood
    world if they won
    back their
    humanity
    in flesh and blood..
    so i went greater steps forward
    than that.. as i learned after 18 or so
    years of mechanical cognition activities
    in school.. and 30 or so in work that
    humanity in me.. was not
    that at all.. in robot way..
    when
    only problem
    solving cog in machine..
    so sure i went all the way back
    to the humanity before the Apple
    of Agricultural ways where our real
    peace and happiness tells the truth
    naked.. dancing around a campfire
    of moonlit night and
    sun bright day
    as one
    tribe
    of human
    being.. albeit
    some of it is only
    legal in restricted way
    online.. but hey.. it is
    a step backwards and
    forwards and the
    same now..
    as Science
    and Anthropology
    provides truth and liGht
    before the Apple FAll of humanity
    AWAY FROM MOVING.. CONNECTING
    AND SHARING NAKED AND FREE WITH
    THE GOD OF NATURE.. AS WE ARE OBVIOUSLY
    STILL EVOLVED TO BE.. AS WHAT DO FOLKS DO
    AT WORK.. 50% OF MALES LOOK AT PORN..
    AND 33% OF FEMALES ACCORDING
    TO RESEARCH..
    THERE IS A REASON
    FOR THIS.. FEELING HUMANITY..
    A WELL THAT HAS BEEN
    DRY FOR
    10 TO 12
    THOUSAND
    YEARS FOR MUCH
    OF HUMANITY.. hips
    and eyes in the words
    and FEELING of Shakira
    do not
    lie..
    in human way
    of being.. but
    sure people
    can continue
    to lie to themselves
    and others and pay the
    consequence of inaction
    to the God of Nature
    away from
    human
    Nature..
    God of Nature
    in my Human Nature
    works and sure i can empirically
    prove that in both photos and words..
    but what i cannot full show you is the
    bliss and heaven i feel inside..
    almost all the time..
    as that is the
    reward
    from God
    in coming
    BACK TO GOD
    GIVEN HUMAN NATURE..
    IT IS BOTH SCIENCE AND
    ART.. AND THOSE WHO
    REFUSE
    TO COME
    BACK and have
    no idea there
    is even any
    coming back..
    will continue to pay the
    price of a sedentary cold
    and unfeeling populace
    with frowns
    and grimaces
    instead of butterfly
    feel of flying human being..:)

  16. And so this brings me back to why i write
    poetry.. poetry is expressing our human
    feelings.. in what we see and feel
    as meaning and purpose
    in life..
    it is likely
    the first way
    humans communicated
    in sing song of voicing
    emotions before
    we became
    input
    machines
    of written
    collective
    intelligence..
    free verse poetry
    is at the root of talking
    human.. a flow of emotion
    off the tongue of being free..
    and probably why i have been
    avoiding getting back to my milestones
    of responding to the two prompts i am
    so far behind on.. in Quadrille’s and
    Rondel’s.. is it is based on
    paint by number
    restrictions
    of words
    and that makes
    it a mechanical cognition
    activity away from human
    art of expresSinG freely
    and i just never was one
    for cross word puzzles
    or scrabble..
    as i was the
    one
    who was
    furiously attempting
    to escape a mechanically
    cognition orientated mind
    that for me likely takes
    much greater effort
    than others..
    being on
    the Autism
    Spectrum..
    and no doubt my
    Standard IQ points and
    apple of the teacher’s eye
    in straight A ways of conformity
    brought me to the prison of life
    in both mental and physical disordered
    way of life in middle life.. burning out the
    flAMe of my humanity to ashes as it were..
    with the phoenix arising once again.. in way
    of dance
    and poetry
    and other ways
    of expresSinG the
    humanity of my hEart..
    including literal sinGinG..
    higher and higher until i was
    born again as a human being..
    in feeling life innately..
    instinctually
    and intuitively
    once more..
    to step out
    of the box of culture
    today.. is to grow one’s
    human wings again..
    to stay..
    is to
    stay in prison..
    lesson and revelation
    of 66 months of hell for me..
    The Lucifer portrayed on that
    new TV show.. is more human
    than human
    devils
    who live
    today..
    witting
    or not.. in cold
    and unfeeling way..
    But yeah.. a little mechanical
    cognition is balance too..
    for rationed way
    of order
    too..
    and after
    almost a marathon
    of dance in connecting
    to the general public over
    the weekend.. and just free
    writing over the Valentine’s
    weekend.. sure i can
    do a little scrabble
    and CROSSword
    puzzle now..
    so it’s back
    to catching up
    on paint by numbers
    poetry.. as i’ve got lots
    of catching up to do to continue
    my milestone of responding to
    every single poem.. provided
    by the dVerse Online Poetry
    site since March of Last
    year.. and who
    knows.. perhaps
    my next GodsUniVerseNovel3..
    will be an anthology of an entire
    year of doing that.. it’s just a cut
    copy and paste of March away
    from now.. and when
    the dude.. the top
    administrator
    dude..
    last March
    attempted to Brow
    Beat me into cutting
    my creative stuff short to
    his liking last March..
    is what inspired
    me to do
    even more
    and that is when
    my unabridged way
    of responding to all
    dVerse prompt
    links stARted..
    so sure thanks..
    control of order dude..
    you helped set me higher
    and higher free as the true
    free bird i am.. who with the
    proper inspiration of folks like
    ‘you’.. even in dArk ways of liGht
    will make someone like me soar even
    higher and higher.. to wheRe no Jonathan
    Livingston Seagull has gone before..
    even if solo
    around
    the Sun
    of me
    and
    GOD..:)

  17. A GOlden
    PreSent
    etched
    iN
    Sun
    now..
    iS Love..
    AlWays NOW

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