i think anything that glows
is cool.. but ‘they’ are often
considered toxic.. including
me.. fireflies are my favorite..;)
http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/01/mountain-low-valley-high-free-verse.html
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One more ‘Fredbun’ left
from dVerse ‘Haibun’
prompt from
Monday..
Most born explorers..
seeking.. finding ways
of new to eat.. to shelter..
humans truly no different
than cats and territory for
food.. except holding hands..
together to gather as one…
Wonder’s muse
hand in hand
friends of now..:)
And now to Sun
and Sand Dance..
Catholic Church..
Mall Dance.. Book
store and perhaps
more.. more.. more..
away from online walls..:)
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Finding the joy and glow now
iN the smAllest of luxuries
in life.. from hot water
to juices of different
kinds.. was my
Great Aunt
Jettie’s
PleaSure
at.. 94…
her eyes liGhTinG
up and shining when
she thought about the
joy of the choice.. but a
alas in her youth.. at an
age before A grocery store..
Orange juice was practically
unheard of.. so the joy of OJ..
was still her Senior dream but
me at 47.. anhedonia.. loss of
emotions.. most severe pain..
a smile nor laugh no more..
where one step at a
time with walker
Aunt Jettie
out talked
me with
the real
power of emotions
she had over me
as a weak
specimen
of humanity
iN all ways of spiRit
then.. anyway.. her
briGht and Shining
truly gloWinG way..
defeated
any
number
of age.. what she
had.. i lost and had
no idea how to get
back as far as
HeArt
SpiRit
SoUl..
goes then..
funny there is
no prescription
of pill known to
bRinG emoTions
back except for
the street
version
of
DMT..
named
Molly.. the
Empathy.. Beauty..
and Love Drug..
but of course
danger
theRe
iS when
the substance
leaves.. whatever
exists of the EmoTioNs
goes away even darker
without
emotions
dead
is life
as far
as i
Feel..
FriEnd.. gigoid..:)
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Yes.. Sadly in all of history since the
Forager age.. humans are harnessed
as slaves.. to serve those with
greater power.. and the
metaphors extend
even further than
named slavery
as there
are so
many ways
to be a slave
when we are taken
away from the Nature
of Allah manifest in us..
For whenever human imposes
human will over the will of another
human being human becomes slave..
and billions of people live that way now
across the globe.. in all countries now…
Anyway.. thanks for sharing the video..
Friend SOHEIR.. of this ever present
problem.. and truly the metaphor
of the ‘Matrix’ Trilogy of movies
presents how far
this phenomena
goes..
sadly
still..
and even
growing more..
as we speak now..
and for those of us who
gain our freedom.. the liGht
of Allah iN uS iS unmistakable
and often even seen as strange
for those
who are
still enslaved
and like in the
prison in the video
say we are fine.. as
often.. captives can
develop Stockholm
Syndrome where
they come to love
their imprisoners
no different truly
now than closest
family members
but iT just goes to show
that humans wiLL make the
best of tHeir lot in life.. even if an illusion…
SMiLes.. my friend.. no wheRe in my comment did i say
that the Prisoners.. Love their captors.. or actually
have Stockholm syndrome.. i said they can.. not
they will.. and yes.. for starving people in
any country.. being imprisoned with
food can be better than
starving to death..
it’s just NOW A
fact OF NATURE
AS MANIFEST
IN HUMAN
BY ALLAH..
not a judgement..
and yes.. starving folks
will eat other people as
well.. matters not what the
religion.. is.. and yes.. in fact
parents will kill their newborn
children if there is not enough to
eat for the other children.. all this
happens in many poor countries… and
the fact is.. folks in rich countries.. could
help.. but they are too concerned about
accumulating more than
they need to live..
as they have
no real
love
in their
heArts that
share compassion
with ALL THEIR BROTHERS
AND SISTERS MY FRIEND..
and truly that is rare..
and also part of the
human condition..
as truly humans
are only evolved
to live in relatively
small and homogenous
groups now.. instinctually
still afraid of the different
among them.. except now
for those who
are not
afraid…
The human condition
mixed with culture is
as complicated or as
simple as humans
make it..
i write
a lot.. but
my happiness is extremely
simple my friend.. it just
requires.. food.. shelter..
moving.. connecting..
and creating sAMe..
namely now..
courageous
and kind
MOVING
LOVE..
what
ALLAH does..
is not complicated
either.. truly.. IF one
understands Human Nature..
The world’s problems are not
solved in books.. they are solved
iN
Human
Nature as
Manifest
BY ALLAH..
AND NO
ONE
ELSE..
And yes.. the last
pARt is my opinion..:)
SMiLes.. my friend..actually there
is report of Muslim eating
other Muslim in Somalia..
but it is not a Muslim
issue.. it is a
Human
issue..
as is always
the case with
human misery
and suffering…
Humans are capable
of creating great dreams
and great nightmares no matter
where they live.. and as long as
humans have some semblance
of free will.. this will go in
both dArk and liGht..
as most problems
start with
children
who
do not
have loving
parents and peers..
that is just part of human
nature.. that can improve..
but will still exist
as long
as there
is flesh and
blood human on
this planet.. sadly
and happily enough for
both the dArk and liGht in
LIfe.. but yes we can have
the relative free will to make it LiGht..:)
Well.. i for one.. hear a question here..
as to why no one sympathizes with Muslims..
so perhaps a little story to start.. my first encounter
with folks in the Muslim religion was in the early
90’s.. my wife and i living in a two story town-house
duplex.. with next door neighbor.. a Muslim Man
married to a converted American Woman..
both were nice folks.. and happy
together.. then..
a few years later..
Saudia Arabian Pilots
being trained on the Navy
Station i worked.. specifically
supervising a Military Bowling
Center where all these diminutive
looking soldiers came in holding
hands.. which is very odd and
considered homosexual
behavior for men
in America then..
so people made
fun of them… and i kinda
felt bad for them.. as they were
so polite when they came up and
asked for Chicken Sandwiches.. their
main staple of sandwich food while
they resided at the Navy Station.. they
often called up and said can we have
30 chicken sandwiches to go.. and we
made the chicken sandwich dream come
true for these Saudia Arabian pilots..
so yes.. that was my first sympathy
for these people.. as they were
always nice to me.. but
acted like my wife did
not exist.. so she
kinda thought
they were
a little rude..
but i explained to her
that was not appropriate
in their culture to talk to other
women.. as their religious standards
and cultural standards that are one and
same.. do not put women as equal with
men.. and i know that was the way they
were raised.. and many of the women
accepted it as is.. as that is the
way culture works.. a person
does what is required
for social acceptance
or they pay the
penalty..
and some of this goes to
the extreme in some African
Countries where women’s sexual
behavior is controlled by female
genital mutilation.. but never the
less some women are very
proud of losing their
female pleasures
and consider
it a great
means of gaining
self-esteem and couldn’t
imagine having this female
pleasure part.. to fill desiring
ways of reproducing..
other human
beings..
as they
say just
for fun….
Well.. after that and during
that there was the invasion
of Iraq in 1991.. obviously all
about protecting US interests
in the oil rich middle east.. as
seriously the US would be no
more interested in the Middle
East than Africa.. if it was not
for the oil.. like all the slaves..
murders.. and cannibalism in
Burma where Muslims are
being killed there unfairly
and the rest.. there is
no oil there.. so
no interests
in protecting
U.S. interests there
as it is all about politics
when it comes to government
my friend.. and politics and in many
cases.. even religion.. is all about the
almighty way of making dollar bills
and gaining power and status greater
and greater to fill a space in individual
human who cannot feel the over filling
chalice of what Love can be without
fear and other con-social related
emotions of hate.. so US interests
in oil were protected then.. and
then eventually as a response
to that we got the terrorist
attack of 9/11 as some
folks didn’t like the
fact that the US..
was intruding
on their
local country
business.. and then
we got a destabilizing
war.. and now we have
ISIL.. as the the area was
ripe for extremist soulless
power plays.. for status now
in religious extremist ways
and that is all one hears now
advertised on the media.. about
folks.. namely Christians getting
Crucified.. and beheaded.. all that
tortuous stuff for not agreeing to
the extremist Islam State law
in interpretation of extremist
Sharia Law.. where folks
are whipped and stoned
and hung and crucified
and beheaded for veering
from the established
Extremist Sharia
Law there for a
State of Islam
way.. and then of course
in many extremist leaning
Muslim countries reports of
human rights offenses against
women are reported rampantly
from Rape of women.. to stove
top burning of new wives who
don’t meet the dowry requirement
in Pakistan.. where i have made several
female friends over the last few years..
who are all very nice.. and sure.. that
makes me very angry to hear about
women treated that way.. but still
these women are kind and loving
people so i do have great sympathy
for the suffering they encounter at
the hands of males.. although some
accept it as okay.. and others do
not want to have to be
accompanied by a male
escort when they
go out in public..
it is a matter of
human nature also
that some humans are
more open minded to
change and some are
not.. so what works
for some.. as happy
is extreme suffering
and misery for
human freedoms
for others.. so if they
like the way the religion and
state control works for them..
i am happy for them.. but if not
i do believe it is against their human
rights not to be free.. as God does
NOT SEE WOMEN AS WORTH
HALF THE VALUE AS MEN..
in fact.. God probably likes
women better as women
live in peace and love
much more than
men.. obviously
as men tend
to be more aggressive
and violent overall as part
of Nature too.. anyway.. men
ARE NOT WORTH MORE THAN
WOMEN AND WHENEVER I HEAR
THAT IT MAKES ME VERY INDIGNANT
IN A RIGHTEOUS WAY WHEN PEOPLE
HURT WOMEN LIKE THAT REGARDLESS
OF REASON.. STATE OR RELIGION .. IT
IS THE MISERY AND SUFFERING.. THAT
IS THE DARK PART OF LIFE.. that can
be resolved when folks are provided
equal opportunities in life
to be free..
which is always
the goal.. of any
free being of GOD..
however.. social roles are
important.. and sure i am
the head of the household
where i live.. and that works
well with my Nature and my
wife’s Nature.. as she is
naturally a submissive
kinda person.. and
although i try not
to be.. i can be
naturally
a very dominant
human too.. if i do
not curb that tendency
with cognitive control…
i Love my wife.. so i try
to give her as much control
as she wants.. but say she starts
spending all our money in the bank..
yes.. i will have the final say so on that..
and she doesn’t mind when it is necessary..
obviously if she did.. i would not still be married
after almost 26 years.. but the key is.. these social
roles of somewhat dominant and submissive are
natural parts of human nature in social roles
with some men and women.. and not with
others.. as both gender and sexual
orientations are a spectrum
and no cookies cutter part
of God as God makes
spectrums of human
and the rest of
nature differences
and not one strict
mold of any creature
or inanimate creation..
God creates art.. not
concrete science alone
my friend… so yes.. i am a good
rule follower.. if i have to be.. and
proved that all the way at the top
of the class in school… and around
a quarter of a century of the strict
regulations of government work..
so it is part of my Nature to
both make and enforce
rules of life.. which
means i wasn’t
always the easiest
person to work for
in the employer and
employee relationship
or in the marriage relationship
when it came to micro-managing
the details of life.. and yes a perfectionist
too.. and that almost killed me with Type-
A personality ways.. and i have worked
very hard to change in more
free ways.. to not
be such
a rigid person
that i was before..
and additionally.. most
controlling people control
because of fear instead of love
and this applied to me.. very much
then.. so anyway.. my wife used to
be on a strict budget enforced by
me of spending less than a
hundred dollars a week
for everything at stores
for 20 years.. i got
sick.. and had
no choice but
to relinquish
that control.. and
i was very fortunate
that my wife was ripe
and ready for the duty
of being in control as she
did a fine job.. and sure she
got to spend lots of the money
i had saved for the rainy day
that finally came.. YES THE WHOLE
FLOOD OF DARKNESS CAME FOR
ME.. and no doubt part of that
was Karma in being out of balance
with God for so many years
living as a controlling
person who feared more
than loved in the balance
of 2 decades or more
of life.. my wife
and i get along
great now.. as i think
she probably hated me
deep down for around two
decades when i was so strict
with her.. so sure.. i can feel the
pain of both my wife.. and other
women.. who are controlled in
patriarchal ways.. but it is
a very complicated
human condition
that we have
with all the
cultural complexities
that exist now.. and perhaps
overall your way may work
better.. in your country for
successful lives in areas
where resources are
not so high..
and this
leads to lots
of children and increasing
population.. as Muslims are
definitely outpacing other
religions and peoples
in making new humans
but my friend there is even
a bigger picture.. of God and
that is that humans overall
are raping the earth for resources..
and this planet will not be able to
continue to hold the population that
is vastly increasing.. where misery and
suffering in ways of natural starvation and
many other ways of suffering will increasingly
be the rule of the day.. until somehow human
gets in balance with the rest of God’s living
Earth.. but you see… the Balance of God as
Nature.. is truly the ONE STILL IN CONTROL..
WHILE we like to think that human is
the one in control… where the
big picture of God comes
in.. yes Nature overall
is still the one
in control..
and most of the conflicts
we see today.. that are attributed
to religions.. politics.. philosophies..
cultures.. are truly a much larger
penalty paid by human for
getting out of balance
with God..
and until
folks figure out
that GOD IS REAL
AND THERE ARE REAL
DEADLY CONSEQUENCES
ALONG WITH MISERY
AND SUFFERING..
the misery and
suffering of human in
slavery.. starvation.. rape..
aggression.. violence.. wars..
and overall mental illness
of human will increase..
as we have
seen over
the last few decades
and in general.. ever
since human established
huge civilizations.. overpopulating
with over consuming humans out
of balance.. so sure.. i have
sympathy for human..
including you of
course dear.. and
your loving Muslim
friends.. but in my
opinion.. one must
Support God first and
foremost.. as the God of
Nature is still very much in control..
and all we humans.. regardless of
state.. culture.. religion.. or
human nature differences
will pay the
prices if we
do not heed
the cautions and
WARNINGS OF GOD
that are all around
us now.. but meanwhile
as alway we should count
our blesSinGs.. do the best
we can.. and SinG a SonG of
Love togetHer whenever
possible my
friend..
not forgetting..
the least among
us that does include
a gRain of God’s sand as well
my friend.. Soheir.. now and always now..:)
Yes.. my friend.. i knew immediately
that the holding hands by men was
for brotherhood.. in social bonding..
Human is a fascinating creature
in how customs differ so greatly
from country to country from
language to language
to religion to religion
to male to male
to female to female
to male to female
and female to male
and all the differences
in between and outside
of that.. but the bottom line
is there is ONE essence that iS
GOD that WE fall under submission
too.. whether we realize that or not..
and that is the God of allthatis Nature
both known.. unknown.. seen… unseen..
felt.. and not felt as well.. and the truth
and liGht is some humans see.. know..
and feel more of the God of Nature
than others do.. so sure some
humans have more
gifts than
others
and i for one
cannot raise myself
above others.. when i for
one am more blessed than
others this way now..
or less as
before
my friend..
we are under
God togetHer whethEr
we call God.. Allah.. God
or Allthatis.. the labels
are not the essence..
the essence
iS God
my Friend..
SOHEIR.. a SonG
of liFe i continue
to SinG aLL Free
as pArt of
ALLTHATiS..:)
Smiles my friend..
Yes.. i understand the rules of the
Koran well.. And the ONE God i know
and feel wiLL never fit a word alone..
As words are small to me.. But of course..
Once again.. i meet God face to face before
i speak at age 3.. so of course this gift colors
my view of God differently than most who rely on
verbal language for communication about God..
i need no books to understand God my friend
as i for one.. at least.. am born this way..:)
SMiLes.. my friend..
i see..
i hear..
i taste..
i smell..
i touch..
i propriocept
manifestations of
God.. inside.. outside
above.. so below..
and all around..
but God goes
so much deeper
than even words
for senses..
and feelings
my friend..
and at
3.. i experience
the trust and comfort
of all protecting God..
where there is zero
fear.. and all Love..
but this Love is
not just the languages
of Love of what normal
human beings calls
gifts.. acts of service..
quality time.. words
of affirmation..
and the
human
touch
of Love
alone..
or even with
agape Love
of Loving
all without
exception
as Mother
Nature now..
For those who drop
all fear.. for those who
Love with all their heARt..
God reveals more and more
of God as nows go by.. and
God WiLL take human higher
in feeling God as experience
more and more.. and God WiLL
show human how to feel more of
God more and more.. what i know
and feel for sure my friend.. is God
is infinitely greater than i can even
imagine through my experience up
to now.. and even more beautiful than
i ever see before.. there is only more to
look forward to when one lives with
God my friend.. as God provides
heaven to those with the
greatest faith.. belief
and hope without
fear now..
with no
wait until
death…
no limits
and no expectations
even.. of how much more
Beautiful and Loving one
can experience God more
now.. so in other words
even if i could find
the words
to describe
how i experience
God there would likely
not be words to describe
that experience.. the next now
my friend.. as God is full of surprise
and wonders for the Human Child of
God who never loses the eyes of Child
that will always experience more of God my
friend.. into Infinity and beyond of the eternal
now that always can and will exist between
God and
All God’s
children..
if i could take
you to wHere i am
you would understand
but sadly that is not
how God works now..
as every relationship
between God and child
is unique and precious
no different in this way
reAlly than each of your
children and you my
kind and
loving
friend..
and Mother..:)
Anyway.. i really enjoyed
all our conversation.. SOHEIR..
as obviously you have a great
hunger to experience more of
God.. and truly God does not
spit-out humans
who have
this hunger
100%..
and yes..
before this comment..
i put 3,193 words
on here today..
if i ever
overwhelm
you.. please
let me know..
dear friend..:)
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Hanks says..
Very exhaustively rendered. Great pics!
i say..
Hi.. Hank.. thanks for coming
by today.. and visiting me now
here at this “Whoami”.. on my..
http://katiemiafrederickblogspot.com
site that is usuAlly
much faster than
the Word Press
site to open..
and sans
all my
draft work
in the comments
section of Word Press..
So glad you enjoyed the
photos.. as sure there is
a buffet of almost all
kinda stuff here
to select
from..
with
sMiLes of course..:)
3620
Well.. considering i average anywhere from 20K to 40K words
a week.. approaching a novel sized book each week.. all
weeks of the year.. it should be no surprise that
what i do is rather exhaustively rendered
where there is also an average
total of around 200 to 400
photos a week.. sometimes
more.. including my ‘nether
blog’.. too.. and hmm..
anywhere from 4 to
12 to more
YouTube
videos as
well.. multiple
links elsewhere.. and
the total picture is oh so
exhaustive.. that to actually
put some of my blog posts..
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/12/26/godsuniversenovel/
namely the one that is
41,113 words and
269 photos with
over a dozen You
Tube videos.. over
600 pages long in
actual book print
and of course one cannot
watch actual videos in printed
books.. or click on links to other
online multi-UniVerses of humans
either.. the average online poet..
posts 1 to 3 poems a week..
that are somewhere around
200 words each.. with maybe
one photo on average if that
and way less than a video
a week well at all..
as most folks
don’t do that..
and the
nether world
linked blog..
very very rare
inDeed.. so
is it no
wonder
i don’t have
many folks commenting
here.. well.. of course not..
not everyone wants to
visit Barnes and
Nobles
and
leave
a comment
when Barnes and
Nobles is online..
smiles.. and
so much
more..
anyway.. it is what
i do.. and truly it is a joy
and not exhausting to me at
all.. as i am working toward human
potential.. me against me with GOD
and no one else but
US..
and when folks
visit.. it is a joy
too.. but truly
something
never expected
from the get go of this
blog adventure.. as it is
a practice of Art.. and not
a game to gain either likes
or the almighty dollar bill..
i’ve tasted hell.. and heaven
in life.. and the middle
way of peace
and bliss
is enough
for me..
with getting
a ‘little help’
from my
friends now
and then.. that literally
have and do number in
the many thousands.. whether
very few of them consider me
a friend.. or even remotely sane
for that matter.. but i am
as insane
as a fox
and by
now many
of us finAlly
know what
the Fox
says..
weLL..
at least
some of us..
anyWays..:)
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WeLL.. the word Quaintrelle.. Reminds
me of a Quaint version of a
Southern
Belle.. but
of course much
more independent
in impact and affect
of free beauty..
hmm.. and i
wondered
what the male
version of that would
be and Google says Dandy..
and Dandy is kinda like the
older version of the
metrosexual
and now
manscaping..
but hey.. beauty is more
than skin and clothes deep.. and for
me represents a full experience
of the human condition wheRe
a person can experience
both a masculine
and feminine
side as well..
as Lord
kNows.. smiLinG.. laugHinG..
and even giggLinG iS a healthY
way to be.. to live longer..
and to express anger
iN arts that are
martial iS
a great
way
NOT
to keep it iN..
hmm… i haven’t provided
a word yet.. so i’LL go wITh an
old fashioned one named Love..
however.. Love iS a word of ART to
me as iT can be ever growing.. iN ways
of moving.. feeling.. sensing.. including
sensuality.. n0w
connecting and
C R E A T i N G
iN a Whitmanish
way of seeing and
FEELING ALL THE
BEAUTY iN the wor(l)d..
and to clear for the non-
poets among uS.. the now
Walt version of Whitman
iS experiencing iT aLL..
with no
fear of
Living
now.. groWinG hUman
bEinG Garden as
courageous
and
kinD
Love..
hmm.. Cosmopolitan-
Love miGht be a great
two-word stand iN..
as Love
can be
so selfish
and limited otherwise..
when not fully experienced
and shared with aLL others
including Nature as
sAME.. yeah.. now..
Unconditional-Love..
that’s the REAL Love
word(s)
to me..
my friend..
Prajakta.. reAlly
hard to do without the
online hive of connecting
so many different sAMe hands..
and finAlly yes.. i for one have
fALLen to textromancy..
yeah that’s
the ONE..
textromancy..
and danceromancy..
quiTe a
dAnDy
two..;)
4310
Creativity.. the Art
of free association..
and the more associations..
the greater the potential
iN Art of Creativity now..
Hmm.. politicians.. priests
and enlightened gurus
like Jesus and Buddha…
Politicians seek status
and power.. Priests
seek power
and status
and Jesus
and Buddha
are enlightened
ones.. who understand
all the power is inside..
a seed just waiting
to germinate
born again
or the
first
now.. now..
iN relative
Free WiLL..
and this reminds me
of Godzilla and Boston..
specifically the newest movie
about Godzilla and the SonG
“Higher Power” by Boston..
where Godzilla gets the
job dOne independently
with the interdependent
powers of Nature
disregarding the
folly then of
humankind
out of balance
now with Nature
in many cultural virus
ways of being too.. and
it kinda reminds me now of
when i’m dancing free in public
everywhere i go.. in total waves
of ecstasy and bliss.. not even
noticing the dismay and or
joy of others viewing
what Godzilla
iN me does
as metaphor
of course..
as Godzilla
is more of
a martial
artist than
dancer in his
major movie
star role as it
were and still
is now in
movies new..
anyway.. to truly
Understand Jesus
and or Buddha it’s really
simple.. one must become
Jesus and Buddha as they
are basicAlly the sAMe
two different humans
at core who simply
manage heaven
now iN the
higher power
of emotional regulation
sensory integration..
imagination
and moving
creativity
in what
they just
do in
real flesh
and blood life then..
And Godzilla gives such
a toothy grin to politicians
and priests.. as he knows and
feels the real way to JUST GET
THE JOB OF LIVING IN BALANCE
DoNE.. AND SURE IT’S FUNNER
WHEN IT IS A DANCE MORE
THAN A BATTLE
BUT YES..
LIFE IS
BOTH A
DANCE
AND STRUGGLE
IN LIgHT AND DaRK
OF ALLTHATIS NOW..
and of course the
meek like Jesus
and Buddha
will inherit
the earth
now then now
as the politicians
and priests.. for almost
all.. never ever had it
to begin with as
it is real.. inside..
outside.. above
so below.. now
and all around
and truly never in
all the cultural clothes we
wear.. including power and status..
material gains.. that never ever feel
or fill
the never
ending balance
of Heaven of Nirvana
that is bliss alWays now..
and yeah.. sure that’s the way
of the world.. there are the camels..
the needles.. and the truly free among US
iN
Truth and LiGht..
And the bottom
line is ‘those’
‘metaphors’
illustrate
reality
of the
human condition
when properly discerned
away from the myths and
illusions that house and
vehicle and vessel
core truths and
liGhts
of
being
hUmanOW..:)
SMiLes..
what iS human..
i for OnE aM allthatis..
to be iS All iS aLL i’LL bE..;)
4775
My friend SOHEIR.. from Egypt.. said some time
ago.. you are lucky.. your wife has
the face of a child..
and yes.. theRe
is an
innocent
face here..
pure of Virgin
spirit.. as ‘they’ say
that can never be spoiled
by human hands.. of other intention…:)
4821
Well.. now off to dVerse for their new Monday
prompt.. that is specifically
named Quadrille..
a 44 word prompt
that relates to
dance used
as a verb..
and hmm.. i could
go the strict route
and do 30 to 40 or
however many poetic
responses come in this
form now for this week long
prompt.. that is long as last
week’s Haibun prompt.. but
for me dance is free.. sacred..
and holy.. in ExpresSinG human
emoTioN.. and while i wiLL keep
it relatively short as i usually
do in less than 50 word
efforts of micro
poetic expresSinG
responses.. i will
also keep it free as
dance and SonG can
be free flowing like
waves of Oceans
with the nameless
navigator of i.. iN
miNd and BoDy
B A L A N C i N G
soUl.. expresSinG
tHe emoTioNal dance
and SonG iN SinGinG
i as free.. SpiRit of
heArt now.. iN
the dance
and SonG
of Life
as stiLL
evolving as
God’s children
US can be
when FREE..
or as ‘they’
say the
meta
phor
oF iS
Ra
EL.. Free Humans of God NOW..:)
*
Moving Dances human spiRit..
oh.. emoTioNs you SinG so Free
from head to toe.. to hand
to legs.. to arms to nether
pARts.. all so free…
and when you join
hands with
other
humans
dance of toes
of how friends
SinG Together dancing
ONE..:)
sidenote..
okay.. i did at
least one
expression
to FILL THE
legal requirement
of the prompt.. 44 words.. and
as alWays.. asterisks indicate
sites that no longer welcome
my input.. and this person
who is a real detailer..
as i too was at
one point..
through
many of the poems..
i have already reviewed
before a nap earlier this
afternoon.. with iPhone 6s
in bed hands.. in poem after
poem.. she corrected the usage
of the word dance.. until finally
she screwed up.. and forgot what
the rules were herself..
ah.. the Karma
of the perfectionist..
i know and feel too well..
where eventually perfection
comes and makes one look
foolish when correcting
others.. to
the sharpest
of pencil
lead
heads…
side note ends…;)
Ballet dancing 230 Lbs..
even harder than
dainty 115 lb
slender
legs..
but still NOW
often identified
as a professional
dancer i am..
until women
fall into
my arms
and i
drop them..
then they
find out..
never
a lesson
or rule of
dance for
me ALL FREE..:)
side note again..
okay.. i did 44 again
and maybe i’ll do
it more just
for fun..
come what
may.. we will
see.. but yes..
this is true..
some women
at the dance
hall with
classical
experience
in ballet dancing
assumed i was professionally
oriented and just fell into my
arms.. and seriously i wasn’t
expecting it and they just
dropped to the floor..
as they say
never judge
anything
by the
dance
clothes
it wears
alone..;)
end side note
AGAIN..;)
Interestingly.. as my father
aged never dancing
age for him..
compared
to clothes of
Anthony Quinn
in still noble look..
closing in on 80..
life then..
Lotto
tickets
replace
dreams of him
dancing free…
but still standing
when he dropped dead…
conquering life… ever now..:)
*
Selfish human..
Dancing greed..
deep it runs.. now
all ways of bullying
lesser among us..
from stronger
men to weaker
women.. to the
IQ of intellectual
bullying the greed
perceiving greater
dance of human against
lower human dancing now
goes on in human suffering…
Humanity deviating now..
Modern halls dancing life..
reflecting nature changes
as overpopulating humans
changing behaviors with
females hooking up with
females.. rear to rear
and no longer
dancing now
romancing
cheek to
cheek.. oh..
the bootie
dancing
is tRuly
An old/new
human rule..:)
SMiLes.. never much
for dancing girls dancing life..
with me.. wall flower am i in
20’s… but once
in a while a
six pack
of beer says
liquor dances
better.. no more
drinks.. dancing
life.. i free solo..
now girls come
to me so FREE..:)
SpiRaLinG DanCinG
dArk and liGht
grace and beauty
chaos and ugly
dancing human
SonG.. dancing
life aLL liGht
dArk..
dancing UniVerse
Dancing all the
objects dancing
ALL..
now
day and night
Dancing just dancing…
dArk then liGht SinGinG
inspiRing dancing
more.. InfiNity
n0w.. Dancing…
Dancing Life..
Dancing Death..
sport of Anger..
sport of Love..
feat of Grace..
feat of Anger..
dancing sMiLes..
dancing grimaces..
wHere we dance now..
dances uS iN joy or fear..
free or bondAge.. aLL
dancing
Life
now
dancing
starting
life now
aGaiN..
danCinG fRee..:)
first part of side
note.. reference last
poetic expression..
he/she asks me if
i’m ‘dancing
around the
topic’..
and i say..
SpecificAlly.. dancing
30 times with 44 words
of sinGinG verbal dance..
too long to read for mere
mortals.. friend.. Hehe..
WInks.. So i did not lInk..
and left just one here..
Thanks for
your inspirational
poeTry.. i come and go aLL
around with preSent muse now..:)
second part of sidenote here..
as referenced
earlier trying
to clear up
some ‘non-
sense’ of
‘people’
who can
only ‘see’
‘concretely’
it seems..
iN terms
of poeTry..:)
In Bjorn’s example
number #3.. it is
clearly implied that
the condition is the
object.. the condition
of ‘madness’ ..not the
word..
‘itself’..
i wasn’t
an English
teacher but
yes.. i can
read.. with
all due respect
of course.. and
just trying to
make sense
of all of this
from the
outside
in.. smiles…
in other words
Lillian.. yes.. you were
good to go already.. before..:)
side note ends..:)
Dancing memories..
feelings sway through
hips and fingers..
Dancing thinking
so concrete..
memories of
dates..
faces..
places..
but Love
danCinG
connecTinG
sTill now
sAMe..
living life sAMe
without feelings
iS dancing liFe
with no home
being now..
dancing
hell
iS
no
love memories
connecting now..:)
side note begins..
After living life
with no emotions
for 66 months as
a side-effect of the
worst pain known
to humankind..
type two..
Trigeminal
Neuralgia
from wake
to sleep..
truly it is a
blesSinG
that emotions
are the
last to
go in
Dementia..
if nothing else..
as i can surely
say that no
feeling
is really
Hell..
as it is
even worse than
the worse pain
known to
humankind
assessed as
literally
worse
than
crucifixion
my friend…
but sure.. some
wheRe.. some place..
tHere may be a darker
hell that that as even worse….
dancing alone… sings no song….
end of side note…
Summer SonG.. now..
Bees Dance.. SinG
more of SpRinG
Dance Bees..
DanCinG
NoWs
Dance
bes.. now..
Winter cOld
covers Bees
SonG.. FaLL
comes.. Bees
dance warm
Winter home
of Queen
Be
HoneY
safe.. World
stays.. ah.. living green
SonG DanCinG SinGinG
Homecoming alive aGain now..:)
Dancing Loves..
Dancing Jealousy
of Lost Loves.. Garden
Blessings.. long since
lost in dancing others
away from Love
to others
holding
dear..
Dance of Life..
so soft.. so hard..
tears.. come.. joy
goes.. fears real..
life pains.. dance
of dArk
liGht
of
Dance
SpRinGs..:)
*
Dancing SNow of FroZen
heARts thaWinG ways now
of spiraLinG liGhts..
SpiRit flows then to
soUls deLight.. dArk
foRest green
comes back
to WiNter
feats of
feet so true..
Dancing sleds and
skis.. assist our feet.. now
Love grows warmer.. a SonG of Dance..:)
DanCinG heArt
free.. feAt aWay
from dArk.. soUl
fRee.. spRinGS from hands
of harm.. medicine within..
fearless surviving moves..
swirling inside survives..
armor of hate
outside.. swirling
spiRit rises
above..
pain
of hammers
nails.. dancing
lives again iN
human eyes..
heaRt
believing
once again..:)
DanCinG children’s dreams
on stage.. Nutcracker Sings
fair and lovely eyes of
sweet ways of living
liFe.. graceful moving
innocent ways of youthful
spiRit flies moves of sinGinG
SonG of play.. oh what joy
iS iN wonder cLouDs
of dancinG
free iN
youngster’s eYes..:)
Sanity danCinG relative
ways of human bliss..
oh.. sitting sTill WitH
poeTry can please
most sureLy now
iN SonG of style..
but the dancing flesh
and blood.. spiRaLinG
energy from head to toe
has no earthly mortal
equal
iN
screens oF
flesh and blood..:)
Home oF sAnd
breathes air of
dancing trees…
human heARts
free alive under
bridges of soUl..
oh.. SpiRit.. you grow when
trees of living become
dancing legs.. the free
home withiN.. then
reTurns
iN dance..
of uS.. ariSinG
aGaiN.. danCinG
SinGinG.. ways oF liFE..:)
Dancing mysteries..
of lives go on.. detectives
breathing SonGs of intrigue..
puzzle pieces come by as solving
ways of crimes iN miseries thirSting
for relief.. wITh pain still cominG
so long ago.. still dancing
hurt among
lives
gone by..
cure a
heArt..
cries now..:)
Planets Dancing orbits
around the Sun.. five come
into view aliGninG January
through February of 2016..
last closest two
alignments in
March of 2013..
and another
seven planets
align
iN July
that same
year then..
‘we’ beLIEVE
amaZinG positive
energy wiLL come
from this.. sureLY.. iF..:)
A form of poetry
A form of dance
A Form human
dances all
so much
freer with
no form at all..
but sure a way..
here and now then
and back again.. dancing
wanderlust for more adventure
comes.. as sidewalks go.. free grass stays…:)
Adventures oF liFe alWays
best when flesh and blood
moves.. iN aLL ways new
wheRe emoTioNs fly
freer.. iN moves
of grace.. and
sParks of
liGht.. now..
Dance life..
Dance free..
Dance Rain and Sun..
wITh sAnds gRain feet
feat as air and water..:)
Moonlight
dreams danCinG..
midnight beaches
diatoms gloWinG
iN spiRaling sAnd
shores.. waves of
moist Summer’s eve
wash away.. morning comes..
glistening waters of
Dancing sun
rays..
breeze
sea oats
swaying ’till
seagulls
match
swirling
skies
of clouds
brushing..
evermore
danCinG SinGs
sonG.. never ending..:)
Dancing dOne less
Dancing doNe more..
Dancing thrills real
more donE dancing
less Done Dancing
dancing
just
DonE
more
than
sitting still
never dancing more..
moves more.. over and
over again.. different..
never
sAMe..
arise again..
dancing SonGs
human free..
no side
walk
home..:)
Dancing WiNter sNow Love..
hidden heArts of Frozen
lore.. wedding
dress of
home
alone..
hope iS more
than cold snow
hands.. wish of
three.. one of
Love.. sNow
sMiles back
hAnds
cOld
now..
wArm heARt bRings
relief of Cold.. FroZen
spiRit grows.. wedding home..:)
*
Dancing tickets to paradise
one and same.. all or none..
Dancing tickets to hell
same and one.. none or all..
Dancing tickets to now..
all one trip
different
paths..
no style
same.. danCinG
now displaYinG
Rainbow colors
life shines
multi-uNiVerseS
danCinG beyond rainBow colors..:)
*
Dancing Art
away from Science..
Dancing Real.. God’s
Art free.. Dancing
human.. Dancing ways..
Dancing with
God human
free..
no restrictions
in body moves.. all
is free from head
to toe.. Sun
Shines down
on all of
sKin
no longer
separate
aLLone iN NOW..:)
All caught up through
25 and one more away
from dVerse too..:)
Back again.. the one
more away is the
one below
from gigoid’s
site.. to make
30 total.. but for
now at
11:08
1192016..
four more
to come from
dVerse now..
and this baby is
getting reAlly
long.. almost
time to post
this new
one titled
‘DanCinG
FloWers
WiNter
THorns’
more
to come in
coming blog
post comments
section.. and
perhaps some
more then..
after that..
as come what
may will come
again.. then now..
as a danCinG sinGinG me..:)
Black bird soUls
frozen HeArt SpiRits
Dancing dead iN
desert sNows
sAnd.. cOld
flesh.. blood
BOnes no lonGer
danCinG SonGs now
of Youthful feeLinGs
melting Frozen snows
of desert heaRt back
to life then and now
reTiring crows black
ariSinG SinGinG
Phoenix fiRes
back..:)
Dancing histories loving
embracing human touch
from romancing brave soldiers
danCinG shy damsels in diStress..
to disco days.. slow dance
songs.. enough whisky
to brave the ask
of dance..
hmm..
to joyful dance hall
days.. wHere then.. everyone
gets on the floor at once..:)
Now it is women
who approach
women
with
bootie
dances first..
and oh.. God help
me.. i’M juSt there
to exercise.. in aerobic
martial arts and ballet moves..
happily married at 55..
assaults from rear
to front..
dancing genders
battle now.. dancing
microcosms.. society large..:)
DanCinG Boogie WonderlAnds..
fLoors unkNown.. rabbit
holes dancinG never
exploRinG rules
‘fore iN dance..
maKinG
words and steps
beYond pre-plan
miNDs.. counting
words and steps
leads aWay
fRom
fRee..
rUles of steps
and words.. order
reQuiRinG.. escaPinG
rabBit hole paths
knoWinG no now
liMits..;)
Dancing religion deaths..
cold heARTinG eYes..
raping little orphan
girls.. burning
lesser dowry
wives on stoves..
killing a hundred
thouSand in desert
lies war
for all
tHeir
oiL..
danCinG
evilive
DEvilivED..
no diVine..
dUSt
be
a desert
alone
with dancing kills
sealing fate… now…
All caught up
and time
to publish
for now
at least..;)
12:13 pm
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i enjoyed your Haiku
friend.. no Haiku
too smAll
or too
LonG for
me celebrating
and seizing the
preSent of now
is now aGaiN..
one step
of dance
one word
of SonG
one now
the best of
all times dancing Now
my friend.. gigoid..:)
6937
Facing what felt like the reality of death
three times in the 40 day period of
no sleep during ‘my lent period’
of 2008.. except for one hour
the first day of 35 days
helped along very
shallow with
an alpha
blocker
and no sleep
at all the last
35 of 40.. counting
down the days to
the final
closing
of the
curtain of pain..
it is one great source
of comfort and confidence
to know and feel how much
of a blesSinG death is no
matter what happens
after that..
a way
out of misery
and suffering that
is worse than any hell
imaginable is certainly
a gift of life death is
then and now..
and sure..
my son dying
in my arms after
51 days of nothing
but tortuous pain
extended by modern
medical so-called
miracles of
living more
the suffering
dead alive..
is the only
part of his
life where a peaceful
look came to his face
shortly before his last
breath comes.. and with
a child there is no morphine
to ease the end.. then they just
disconnect as there are no words
to share of discomfort.. it’s just
a baby with no personality
huh.. but all living things
sense and feel
pain.. only
an ignorant
U N F E E Ling
human would
believe that no
words mean no
feelings same..
no different than
dementia.. where
Love still lives in some..
but the emptiness of losing
one’s heArt.. spiRit of
emoTions that are
literAlly heARt
in a minD and
boDy out of
balanCe is the death
in life wheRE all tHere iS
iS time and now never feels
as now can never feel now..
one must go to this hell
first to understand
it is disconnecting
from the rest
of the Universe
that is the
hell of
human
where only
time exists..
Heaven is now..
that is enough for me..
there is no choice for the best
truths iN liGhts in liFe to trust
what iS.. to the best of one’s
ability.. as fear.. is A
source of aLL
disconnecting
from the rest
of the UniVerse
free.. other animals
only use neurohormones
of fear.. for fight and flight..
human so-called smart with
memories and forecasts of futures
with fear.. is truly the ‘dumbest’ animal
of them all.. as human is the only animal
who can forget how to feel connected free
with the rest of the Universe now.. in TOTAL BALANCE..
i live the lesSon of Pan of the FoRest.. dance life free now
with nymphs who dance too.. SinG for Joy..
yes.. Live FREE NOW SonG
of eternal
dance
NOW..:)
And by the way.. the first
two realities of death
were terrifying..
but the last
one was total
peace.. and yes..
i came back.. as
my ‘JOB’ was far from dOne..
Now continues…
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OMG, you haven’t added a 1000 words in Comments yet; more to come after surfing the dVerse trail of poets, responding to other poets, which you do already in spades. You are very altruistic to visit so many of the dVerse sites, & they do not reciprocate, because your writing, your postings are too macabre for them, who refuse to follow you on FB, where one can get data answers as to Fred’s past, present, & future. Today was a Fred-Slim, 5 videos, 30 + images, loving the one of Katrina & Yellow Boy inside watching TV together. Plus the thorns without the birds, Katrina in high boots & warm white coat, braving the FLA winter, another Sunday in your liberal Catholic church, several sparkling selfies in restroom mirrors, & store selfies, my fave the one U posted on FB, with the naked headless silver mannequins lined up behind U; a little food porn to stoke our salivary glands, as U launch into the 7400 word poem where first Allah gets the spotlight, soon shared by God & AllThatIs. My play rehearsals go well, with my scruffy beard becoming huge’ play opening in 2 weeks, THE FANTASTICS being a great musical, & my part as the aged Shakespearian actor being a plum. I used Leonard Cohen as the poet I responded to 2day 4 dVerse; hope U dig it.
Well.. friend Glenn.. you are the first words
to arrive in the comments section of my
blog.. and since i like to write
wherevertheinternet takes
me.. that means you
are now the
headliner of
the next blog post..
at least for here.. and
whatever that may mean
for next…
and still continuing on with
the week long Quadrille
44 word prompt for
verbal dance..
and will
be starting
here shortly
on the prompt
for response to
other folks poetry..
hehe.. like i haven’t
already done that
literally at least
scores
of thousands
of times.. as documented
all over this blog already now..
and what else.. hmm.. something
about ‘For Your Eyes Only’..
using that Sheena Easton
Song for a considerable
inspiration of muse..
as it was quite
prominent in
my first
‘vision quest’
back in ’81..
when that
Bond song
was red hot..
but anyway.. thanks
so much for being the
first to come by and comment
today.. and there will likely be
at least one more i’m thinking..
hmm.. maybe two.. who knows..
but truly.. i am blessed to get
so much inspiration out
of dVerse.. as i might
make myself look
good to suggest
that this is a
total
selfless
altruistic effort
just to please others..
but hey.. for some writers
with writer’s block.. they would
pay big bucks for inspiration to
break that writer’s bLock.. ugh but
sure some of them.. are OMG..! doing
this stuff for a living..!.. while this is
all play for me.. in sharing only
ways.. so whether or not
anyone returns my cAlls
or not.. the gift is
the art my
friend..
and that gift
stays here for free..
relatively forever as
long as server fees and
free Google Blogger sites
serve up.. years and years
from now.. so i suppose
that sharing truly is
an altruistic thingy..
but it is an
interdependent
relationship never the less
with other human beings..
whether they verbally
socially reciprocate
communication
with me
or not..
i for one
always appreciate
the muse of the day..
whether liGht or even
dArk.. muse for an
artist.. is living
giving blood
to imagination
and creativity set
free.. and hey.. like they
say.. in dancing ways too..
and my nether art stuff as well..
it all comes out in the white wash
and dirty underwear as such my friend..
but it is pARt of ALLTHATIS.. AND ALLTHATIS
is
my
Muse
for ART..
no one
excluded
here my friend
no matter if i am
included anywhere
else or not.. this
place is
all free
now..
my friend..
Glenn..:)
And
greatest fortune
to you.. in youR
musical theatrical
performance in THE
FANTASTICS production..
and yes.. i will be responding
to your poetry soon… of course..
using the poetry for muse in
real time stream of
consciousness
all free verse
poeTry
too..
and.. in my life..
at least.. now..
almost
everything that
moves and does
not move
is a poeTry
prompt for me..
through the course
of fully living now
to the epic
best
now
can be
in the REAL
HEAVEN OF NOW!.:)
Shirt of the day says..
“LIVING THE DREAM”..
ALL Connected as it
were and as it is..:)
And.. at the end of a long day.. both writing poeTRy about
Dance and Dancing in all public areas too..
now it’s now.. to slip into some
comfortable evening attire..
or out of it or however
that may work..
and write some
more as allthatis for now.:)
And yes.. ‘this song’ has been following Katrina and
i
everywHere we go today.. and her cell phone
just started auto playing it.. so
if guess it will be at least
one of the topics..
of my next
blog post..
whatever
that
may
be..:)
Hi gigoid..
getting released
from pain.. is certainly
one miracle in life i can
say that iS TRULY REAL..
and happened to me..
but getting emoTioNs
back iS the gift
that keeps
moving.. giving
and the treaSure
of HeARt.. SpiRit
of EmoTioN..
and mind and
body balanCinG
soUl that i for one
do share
most
definitely
aLLFREeNOW..:)
Back to dVerse
44 word Quadrille
all about the verb
of dance..
where several
links continue
to accumulate
through the
course of
the entire
week.. so i
will be coming
back to this specific
comments section
for that here until
the next post
comes.. probably..
Thursday or so…:)
Dancing inertia..
forward.. backward
up.. down..
all around
inside outside
all atoms inside
spinning electrons
positive ions do tale
a larGe story in briGht
eYes of yestermorrow
now.. de-
tales
are smAll
big picture
tales Uni-
Verse whole..
seven more
words of danCinG
plus thirty seven…:)
And PS.. so far now..
i’ve done 33 Quadrilles
in response to Quadrilles
before i respond iN dancing
poeTry to the prompt
about responding
to prompts
again..
and what
else.. oh yeah..
tHeRe iS dancCinG
DanCinG aGaiN
and thanks for
the Quadrille
dancing prompt.. now 34…:)
Dancing childhood dreams
of parents and friends
for greater escape
from predators
aGaiNst prey..
praYinG for
another
way oF
Hope
for
more.. oh.. Faith
Believes iN Miracles
away from jaws of fear
escaping danger
iN the nick
of doubt
where
Hope
leaves..
fAll..
riSe..:)
Dancing misty waves
of ocean stays..
barely lit
in noon
day
way..
blEsSings
curSinGs
bridGinG cross
seas..
deaths
destructions..
resurrections
soft.. and danCinG..
Delicate.. BalanCinG
RiSinG aGaiN.. Free..
spLash oF FoG
comes back
circLinG
breezes
Infinity
SinGs
ViolEt
DArk RiVers..
floWinG liGhts
desert sands..:)
Planets Dancing BriGht
iN January sky.. align
hi 5.. most
popular ones
put on a
cosmo
show..
ancestors of
old and new
look to sky..
brilliant patterns
iN eYes of God..
reminding uS
that we
too are
briGht
stars in
balance aligNinG n0w
more.. UniVerses WE..:)
All caught up
for now..
1192016
9:06 pm..:)
One more
at 5:01
pm.
1202016..
Wind chime remedies..
bLending Dancing
cures now..
hUman
heARt..
SonG.. WinD..
and metal come togetHer
iN harmonious deliGhts..
wheRe technology
briGhter SinGs
human
SonG N0w..
Air of Peace..
Winds of Lair..
breath
desires
life.. humans
hold hands iN
chimes.. greater
LoVinG ALL
TogetHer
ONE..:)
Back at
10:47 pm..
with the
last
Quadrille
for now..:)
Dancing Winter through
January.. first one here
as well.. Azalea blooms
comes in January.. never
seen by me either..
when hell
freezes over..
now here iN
Summertime
January
2016..
anything
seems possible
now.. and perhaps
this non-changing
season is evidence
of just that for now..:)
OKay.. now off to dVerse
to the newest prompt
that makes poeTry
prompts to write
more poeTry
too.. and as
mentioned
above.. all
iS poeTry
and dance
prompts sAME
to me.. so this is
just another now to
now.. fun creative practice
for me to celebrate the now
of heaven even more with others
joining in on singular efforts while
i for one.. use all the prompts in
lInks for poeTry
iN me..
okay..
so i
insPire
myself..
miGht aS WeLL..;)
*
Nature are we at core..
Free are we in flesh
and blood… when
wE listen to
rhythms
of
heARt
that
cAll to uS
iN balance..:)
*
Gold Loves none..
shines bright..
dulls
heARt
sInks spiRit
soUl old..:)
Well.. while i realize
the Facebook app now
says you are Brazilian..
Glenn.. the forms
iN visuals
remind
me of
Aztec
here.. and
what would
the Mayans
say ’bout today
here now.. oh.. then
wHere did the shining
enlightenment of human
being go.. okay.. i found
it here.. and a few more
places online.. perhaps
the Mayan clock was
still off
a decade
or so..
but the tide..
and not just ‘bama..
is riSinG.. i can now
feel iT everywheRe
no less than
planets
aligning
five
at
a
time..
now..
my friend..:)
Human
sidewalks
and language take
angles
iN order
so much fear in straights
of words
that
never veer from
sidewalks
killing
spirals
of uS free
iN sacred balance..:)
Empty words
without feeling
Empty ways
without
touching
words
words
without feelings…
sHells.. boNes..
of
human
no longer bEinGs..:)
Love a Verb
God a Verb
Now a Verb
Life a Verb…
Love
no
Word..
Fear
NO… LOVE..:)
Poets..
Singers
Dancers..
heARters
ALL
live
oN
as Love
painTing colors
more.. Love gRows
young.. dead or alive
Love
Lives
on.. iN eYes
that feel uS now..:)
Trickster of mind
and emotions
culture
of problem
solving.. heARts
of moving connecting
creating.. fires
put out..
art grows dArk..
liGht
comes
back..
EmoTions
move life..
are Spirit..
Mind and
body balance
iS SoUl for n0w…:)
iN a practiced world
a balance of masculine
and feminine could
be a way..
to be filled
up in every now
with never anything
missing from
the
package
of us.. some
people are born
this way.. truly they are..
staying that way now is the
challenge of all cultures..:)
There are those who stand
above beds of innocents
with knives.. awaiting
the pleasure
of feeling
pain
of other’s
fears unwrapped..
but fortunately they
only number iN the
single digits.. of
dark now then
in numerical
nightmares
of dead
eye
creatures
of the night..
sadly.. i know
of those and feel
them.. oh too close..
under the knife
of the
darkest
watchman soul…
Push and pull
now of the old
man and the sea..
balance is the key..
but the old man out
to sea further away
from moon
tides
to bring
the scales
of fish back
to breed again..
Man spells doom..
but Nature knows
no spells of the old
man.. drowns out@sea…
The first apple
A written word..
a nibble of distance
from God then.. now..
UniVerse away
from real..
oh.. labels
oh.. illusions
you are
not real..
but i play
with you
just for fun..
sMiLes.. just
for fun.. now..:)
We are the stars
We are the moon..
when we move spirals
around our UniVerse now..
Flowing one with Nature.. no
less than other animals free..
Hawks spiral around
Sun.. and human
sticks to
sidewalk hell
in angles and
straights of
separation
sAMe
now..:)
Crimes of domestication..
humans come first..
prehensile thumb
scratches alphabet
with sticks in
sand.. sanskrit
comes next..
recorded
written
intelligence..
tools become
human.. human
no longer free
and wild..
human
dogs
sit in Kennels
behind screens..
no less than ‘scream’..:)
Hellos and see you
laters.. once the
human way.. now
text.. cold
hard text..
links..
ghosting humans..
sharing someone
else’s heArt..
no need to
even
create
one’s
heARt
now..
empathy
dying slowly..
30% according
to studies among
college age adults..
a world overpopulating..
Nature’s response to destroying
the earth.. well of course.. the
Zombie Apocalypse.. do you
really think it’s a
myth.. youth
in Japan
no longer
now interested
in REAL INTERCOURSE
with the opposite
sex.. now clean-up
crews for elders
no longer with
any contacts
at all..
scraped
off the
carpet
rotting
at the end
of life old..
but that’s just
the start.. isolated
cannibalism here and
there.. text becomes
human..
Zombies
are real..:)
It all started
with they made
‘him’ ‘the god’..
a human
being..
and oh
my ‘God’..
a man at
that.. my
God is no
religion.. no
church.. no
book.. page..
word.. alone..
no savior.. my
God iS Nature
aLL that iS seen..
felt.. not seen..
and not
felt as well..
no escape for
me or anyone
else.. from
Nature.. my friend..
sure.. i can prove my
God exists.. with
zero error
from
REAL..:)
School.. Work.. culture.. tools..
and even written words..
killer of the human
emoTioNal heARt
ExpresSinG
SpiRit..
flesh and
blood soUl
of mind and
body balanCinG
toes iN contact
with earth.. oxytocin
receptors on feet
unclothed
naked
love
bonding
with sands
of Nature
once again.
it’s possible
to come back..
but not as a rich
man.. not as a word..
but a moving.. connecting
creating human being alive..:)
17 links from dVerse all
caught up for now.. be
back later tomorrow
for more.. more
more..
12:33 am..
2202016..
Back at
5:15 pm..
catching
up on two
more links..:)
As a person who serves folks for almost
two decades in a humble job serving
out somewhat dirty
shoes to equal
customer feet..
working at a Mlitary
Bowling Center.. after
coming out of
college with
3 degrees and
little ability still
to either write
or speak creatively..
i was missed from
there for years.. as
customers let me
know.. my service
was appreciated and
it made a difference..
in terms of
human
connections..
a value it was
to be of service..
but as an Administrator
of ‘Bigger stuff’.. the end
was not the same.. as truly
it is the service that people
miss the most and not
the rules of overlords..
by far..
Lesson of my
life.. to serve is truly
to be missed at the
end of however long
that service lasts..
and the other
jobs are
simply
not
worth
it to me..:)
Leaves of trees..
Leaves of children
fall and rise..
and come
again..
laughter
joy.. tears
and fear..
Love Wins the prize
either bundled up
and cold iN play
or sleeping
soundly
iN wam
bed..:)
All caught
up at 5:19 pm..:)
Finished too late to think… but, a fine bit of dancing, for sure, mon ami….
Try not to get too bored….stay busy….
😉
Boogie on, bro
gigoid
SMiLes.. my friend..
there was a day..
about 1990 or so..
sitting in a Bowling
Center.. plenty of social
interaction… but oh so
missing the intellectual
stimulation of school days..
then an office computer..
some little game with
a snake eating its
tail.. and then
i knew i
would
never ever
be bored again..
and that was the
beginning of geekdom
and nerdom.. much
further for me..
as the human
i was
transformed
into more machine
than human blood..
digital me
was
born..
for the
first time
ever then..
an escape from
the social stresses of
life then.. but an escape
from my humanity as well
in the long slow burn of
video alone games
away from
the
flesh and
blood human touch
of socialbondom Love..
friend gigoid..
nah.. never
bored.. now..
but steer
all away
from
video games n0w..
to keep my humanity iN FLOW..:)
Hello Fred my friend!
How have you been?
I hope everything is okay.
I was about to ask you about how you worship God without fear…but I changed my mind cause I discovered that I have to study fear in Islam first..fear in Arabic means ( khaouf) and it is mentioned using other words which have the meaning of fear inside as a part of a whole which contains others meanings…
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Here is a photo of a prayer for you my friend.
SMiLes.. my friend.. Soheir.. i have read much about how
Muslim people interpret fear in Islam.. and as in all
religions the opinions vary in accordance with
how individuals interpret the metaphors of
the sacred text..
so sure.. as a Muslim
it is for you to study and
interpret the sacred text
to arrive at confidence within
your own beliefs.. and of course
i would not expect you to agree with
any of my opinions on this.. as you know
while i believe that Muhammad was a messenger
of God and a powerful and influential one certainly then..
quite frankly we are all to some degree.. the eyes.. ears..
and mouths of God.. some more effective and influential
than others.. some more helpful and harmful than others..
but of course.. at the end of the day.. that all comes down
to the filter of human understanding and how human
will understand the metaphors and so-called
concrete realities of life within the
scope of how large or small
their eyes.. ears and
mouth of Allah are..
but no.. while i believe
that Muhammad was an
incredibly successful warrior
and leader.. Muhammad falls
as lesser among the many prophets
of humanity who became famous or perhaps
never famous at all.. if they were weaker.. and
not warriors.. politicians.. or priests… The warrior
often makes a great case for tribal strength
and fear in others.. but the Love is not
as great as it could be
without fear
my friend..
and only
Courage
and Kind..
but alas.. humans
are born with only two
innate fears.. falling and
fear of noises.. all other fears
are learned.. and when there is aggression
and violence.. one must learn to protect themselves
in defense and offense if one is going to be able to
Love God with all their heArt.. without the fear
that will Naturally limit love.. as the state
of mind of fear… is one that
inhibits Love..
as it is
for base
survival in fight
or flight means
of hand to feet
combat or
running
away..
so naturally like in the
wilderness.. the Tom Cat
is more fearless.. courageous..
and even kinder to human beings..
’cause he is confident in his ability
to both defend himself in warring
ways with other Tom Cats..
and capturing both
prey and
females
for reproduction..
but no.. not all Tom cats
are equal in this natural
ability.. nor or all
female cats
weak
and
timid..
there is even a spectrum
of differences in behavior
of Cats.. and humans that are much
more complex than that as a human
being has reasoning abilities to remember
past details in abstract constructs of language to
forecast the future.. and live in an almost constant
state of rationally constructed fear.. that is extremely
truly illusory and irrational.. as they live in almost
constant.. unrelenting.. limiting fear to
move.. connect.. create.. or
even love other human
beings.. and the
rest of allthatis
GOD ONE
AND sAMe…
It takes not much time
to create a fearful human
being.. spoon-fed with fears
from birth.. that can be both
cultural and religious in
illusory fears..
it took
me years
to lose all my illusory
fears.. and sure.. at times
they come back to me in
spurts of memory way..
but God gifts human
beings with
the ability
to pray..
yes.. to pray..
some folks call it
cognitive behavioral
therapy but it is truly
no different than Muhammad’s
soldiers who feared before they
went into Battle and prayed to
Alllah for fearlessness for
the fight.. to find
the power
of hope
and fearlessness
inside.. and even science
now provides the scientific
term placebo.. to show
how powerful
belief is
for
positive change
in behaviors and effective
results in life for as you say
in the blessing from Allah
to gain Prosperity..
Happiness..
and Hope..
and if anyone
thinks that material
prosperity will bring
happiness alone.. of course
we know and feel they are
incorrect.. as it is often fear
of loss of material goods or
even owning other human
beings as material goods
that brings human
great anxiety
in fear..
of losing
that control my
friend.. and the greatest
way any culture or religion
can control other human beings
in subjugation.. through fear for gaining
selfish desire for power.. status.. and
material gains.. is to institute
a reign of fear.. as we
see in America
where we
have false
fears in exaggerating
terrorist attacks
and as we
see in
ISIL controlled
territories.. where there
are threats of extreme physical
punishment.. like beheadings..
and crucifixions and the
such for not following
extreme interpretations
of the sacred texts in
Islam..
hmm..
all of this is why
i discount religions
and or cultures as providing
all the answers for me to Loving
God with all my heArt.. and of
course respecting God with
all my heaRt too..
’cause psychopathic
leaning humans with little
fear or love in their heart will most
always twist anything they can around
to put their subordinates into a state of fear
so they can control them.. and sadly these individuals
as long as they are in that state of fear will never ever
meet God face to face… my friend.. or gain the Holy
Spirit of God inside to do incredible amazing
positive miracles in
life my friend..
both individually
and collectively as a society
of God that moves… connects
and creates as free.. and i understand totally
my friend.. that you and i may never see life completely
eye to eye.. but that is how God makes all of God’s
children with different eyes.. so God will
never get bored my friend..
and that is just
another metaphor
my friend.. the prophet
that God makes me and infinite
numbers of others throughout infinity
now.. as you kNow… the way i feel that it is
no less blasphemous toward God to suggest
any human no matter who they are.. as either
the only begotten son of God or
the last prophet of God…
in my opinion those
words whomever
they come from
come far
far away
from the God of
Infinity my friend..
as no one has the last
anything on God ’cause God
has no endings or beginnings
and this is far far.. from any human
being or science abilities to get their
pin head brains around.. but never the less
in God’s world that is complete.. a grain of sand
is no less important than the mountain it stands
upon.. and these are just grains of sand i am
speaking for God now
my friend..
through God’s eyes
small and large and infinitely
many in our sensual organs of
eyes.. ears.. and mouths.. where God
may create other beings on other planets
of God’s Universe.. with ways of perceiving
God much GREATER AS PROPHETS OF
GOD.. that we cannot even fathom on
this speck of dust
named earth..
but never the less
even if we are the only
one’s with this potential
we all have unique gifts
my friend as messengers
of God.. none last.. or
only.. ever in eYes
as infinite
as God’s
eye’s
so many..
my friend..SOHEIR..
Anyway.. i am looking forward
to hearing your opinions on fear
on your blog one day my friend..
and who knows or feels.. my
message may be different
then.. as i am only
a
stu
dent
of God
and.. now
realize i know
and feel nothing
compared to God..
so sure.. i have due
respect for God.. but no
fear of God as long as God
tells me in God’s voice now that
is never recorded in text now that
i stand in the balance of God’s Graces
now my friend.. just now.. God.. will take
care of aLL the rest.. in God’s scope that is
beyond all human and science understanding
as grains of
Sand
we
are
now..
fearing any of THAT
is just a waste of Love..:)
Anyway.. just to be clear i have
much respect for all the prophets
of God.. regardless of what God tells
me now.. is both their accomplishments
and failures my friend.. and one of my
favorite verses attributed to Jesus..
of course removed from the modern
versions of the New Testament as
it would give power of
fearless Love to the
human and
away from
religious
rule is
the following..
recovered around
the area of Egypt my
friend.. with other gnostic
texts recovered around
1959.. the year
before my
birth.. so
sure.. as they
talk about resurrection
of Jesus.. in someways
perhaps he was uncovered
and resurrected in 1959..
through the discovery
of those words..
but we will
never know
for sure if we
have any of Jesus’
words for sure as even
top scholars suggest that
only 18% of the New Testament
words.. come from Jesus.. so sure
i can never really say for sure if he is
correct or incorrect in all he says as
much is reported through second
hand.. and perhaps
a thousand hands
of degrees of
separation
from his mouth..
but truly that matters not
as again.. all humans are
God’s children and all
children of God iN
some degree
are messengers
of God.. even
if they have no
mouths.. no ears..
or no eyes at all..
as we see with the
Great woman Helen Keller
who could not speak.. hear..
or see my friend.. never the less
she knew God true.. no less than
i at age 3 before i could speak my friend
what a gift that was to both me and Helen
Keller where she was provided sign language
and when i once again.. could not effectively
see.. hear.. or talk in my environment to
participate in the flesh and blood
world.. that God through all
God’s messengers
on earth holding
hands in efforts
provided me
this tool
of keyboard
that i still use as
a messenger of God
with Keyboard my friend..
as the truth is.. all of human language
is sign language.. that approximates a
gift of communication from God.. the
keyboard is just an extension of
that my friend.. no different
than a piano.. or other
musical instruments
in essence now..
that carry the
voice of
emotions of
God as manifest in
uS.. far far through
space too.. on the
airwaves of
God
too.. perhaps
there are others
who are listening
and have
far far
more to
say than
me or others
here on Earth
my friend.. but i am
never too large to listen
to more my friend.. as i know
and feel all of creation belongs
to god ONE AND SamE as NOW..:)
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Psalm+37
Psalm 37..
as reported
from David
in the Old
Testament:
1. Do NOT fret.. etc..
that’s how it starts off..
the rest of it in 40 verses
is consumed with political..
and base tribal oriented fear..
so i for one do not
take
heed..
as God
is no politician
alone most certainly..
all though we humans
are certainly instinctually
tribal in Nature with
cognitive abilities
to overcome
that.. now..
in ways of
praying in
positive
belief
ways
for unity
instead of
the separation
and the division
of the old testament
then.. with a new
testament
of Courage
and Kind
LOVE..
my
Friend..:)
http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm
Jesus as reported
in the Gnostic
Gospel of Thomas..
Verse 37:
His disciples said, “When will You become revealed to us and
when shall we see You?”
Jesus said, “When you disrobe without being ashamed and take
up your garments and place them under your feet like little
children and tread on them, then [will you see] the Son of the
Living One, and you will not be afraid”
Jesus apparently did everything
he could to tale his disciples
over and over again..
that he was just
another son
of man..
no more
important
than anyone else
and God exists in
us with no cultural
clothing at all..
but sadly
still
rarely does
any Christian even
understand the most
important and truly
good news of Jesus
that we are all children
of God no less or important
in all of God’s eyes than
the other my friend
or the grain
of sand
that holds
up the Mountain
my friend.. to come
to truly Love God with
all one’s heart.. one must
escape all the clothes
of religions and
cultures
to become
ONE WITH
NAKED GOD in uS..
NO LONGER AFRAID
MY FRIEND.. NO LESS
THAN ADAM OR EVE
BEFORE THE
APPLE
OF CULTURAL
AND RELIGIOUS
CLOTHES OF FALSE
KNOWLEDGE AS WELL…
And seriously dancing naked
or almost naked like King
David did as reported
in the bible is a great
way to become
fearless iN Love
with God..
sadly..
there are
relatively few of
us left that have
that type
of courage..
but yes.. there
are still many in
numbers alone
out of 7 billion
or so humans
now..
objectively
measured
as such..
particularly in
smaller so-called
primitive cultures that
live ONE with God whether
there is a word for God to
trap God in or not as
smaller than
Infinity and
beyond..
my friend..
anyway.. back to
the Gospel of Thomas
Jesus also suggests that one
must hate one’s father and mother..
brother and sister.. for their
ways of the past.. and he did
not come for peace but
with a sword..
so no.. i do not
agree with all
of what Jesus
has to say there
either.. as i will
continue to
Love my
Mother
and Father
Unconditionally
no matter how much
i disagree with them
on their views of
limiting God my
friend.. and
that includes
everyone else
who i may feel is
misled or misguided
now.. as we are all grains
of God’s sand equally important
to God always and forever now.. worthy
of Love and Respect that comes with
understanding more of both
human nature..
religions.. and
cultures now..
and Jesus didn’t have
Google.. or 18 years of school..
so sure.. he was correct to say
of course.. that others will do much
more than he in the future.. as God
does not create humans
to stagnate
and never
fulfill their
greater.. much
greater human potentials
in mind and body balance
my friend.. and Jesus was
humble enough at least
to understand
the truth
and liGht of that
as of course reported
but those words ring
Truth iN liGht no
matter what
messenger
of God
wrote
them first
and continues
to write them now
in many other metaphors
of Truth and liGht just now.
or many times then.. in history.. now..
SMiLes.. my friend.. i realize.. you asked
for none of this.. but aS alWays God
that lives within
me..
guides
my Pen
as
IS..
and i am
not an easy
friend to keep..
as theRe iS a
TSunAmi
of God
iN me
that continues
to spread more now..
but yes.. i am only
human and
i Love
Friends
like
you..
SOHEIR..
who Love God
with all tHeir
heARt too
no matter
fear
or
not..
GOD iS LOVE
And so am i
for now
@
LEAST..:)
Oh my God!
🙂
I promise one day I will make a post about fear God willing.
You are a big ensyclopedia Fred.
Take care!
Yes.. my friend i have been
referred to as a book
of sorts before..
and perhaps a
big Encyclopedia
is a metaphor for me..
and in fact.. as i remember
online i was named Encyclopedia
before.. but that was in another
discussion away from the
topic of religion and
God.. but of
course
every
really
good Encyclopedia
must have the ability
to discuss more than
one topic.. anyway
your comment
made
me smile..
thank you
friend..
SOHEIR
and always enjoy
all your topics
on your
blog..
no matter
if we agree or not..:)
Of course I am upset about what you said about prophet Mohammed cause he is the dearest to my heart after God..but at least you are not a hypocrate..
You have only one face or that is what I feel uptil now!
Have a good evening Fred!
SMiLes.. My friend..
i was hoping to express
my feelings in a way that
respected your individual
right to believe in your heart
what it is you believe.. and while
i may not agree with all of your religion
or even the one i visit each week.. Hopefully
the common belief in God and Love will be enough
for friends.. and i have faith and belief it will
be with God’s gift to human of SMiLes with Love..:)
Yes the common belief in God and love will be enough for friends..
I follow blogs of people from different countries who do not follow any religion but they believe in God and I enjoy most of what they write as I do with you Fred..
Smiles:-)
Again SMiLeS to
you SOHEIR and
you are alWays
welcome
iN
Fredland..:)
They say death and taxes are all the
common problems.. HUMANS SHARE..
Friend gigoid..
but plumbing
problems..
are the core
frustrations
that humans have
shared since the
beginning
of humanity..
yeah.. the
Sanitation man
has saved far more
lives than doctors
alone..
and toilet
paper is
a real
Jewel
at the
end of a day..
and even more so
at the beginning of a day..
at least for me.. anyway..
so.. while i do
not think
that all
plumbing
problems are
contagious.. we
enjoyed the help of
the Septic Tank Pumper
today.. after our toilet sounded
like it was having some indigestion..
while my wife did the Laundry last
night.. anyway..
just a call
away.. and
a pumper
is here
to quickly
rid us of shit
happens.. once
again.. an no
i will never make
the Word Press honor
rolls either for MORE THAN
OBVIOUS reasons hehe.. now..
but anyway.. when i heard
you had plumbing
problems it
reminded
me
of our
Septic Tank
pumper friend..
and surely enough
we had about a
two hour
visit
today.. where i became
a porto blog outside
filling him
with
info..
as he emptied
the other end of
OUR T A N K..:)
SHIT HAPPENS..
BUT THOSE WHO
KNOW HOW TO
CLEAN IT UP
ARE THE
REAL
WINNERS
AT THE
END
AND
BEGINNING
OF THE DAY FOR NOW..
Always.. ready for the next
adventure.. Now.. friend..:)
Hmm.. i forgot
to write my usual
ode to flowers.. now..
delivered by friends..
regarding the Red Rose
and inscription of words..
prosperity.. happiness..
and hope.. that i did
address sans
FloWeRinG
Red
Rose
gift…
Red Rose Flower of
Life from beginning of
creation with no end
or beginning..
Red
FloweRinG Rose
still as true
and real no matter
what the beginning
or projected
end.. N0w…
Red Rose of
now.. with thorns
of yesterday we
learn to
avoid
now..
never worried
over future thorns
as thorns now are
enough to avoid..
Oh.. the pattern
of Golden PHI
mean.. 1.1618
ratio.. you SinG
a SonG of God throughout
yoUr red FloWeRinG life now..
no less than Nautilus Shells..
Sun Flowers.. Curled Cats at
sleep.. and Fetus oF comfort
in mother’s womb.. and the
Milky Way with Suns and
Planets spiRaLinG
sAME.. trUly
we are one
Flower one
Red Rose of
God with
petals
of us
floWeRinG
sAMe and different
as others in ONE tapestry
that is the fullest work of
Art that is God iN Flower
of endless faith..
hope and belief…
THAT Flower
does
exist
now..
for God’s
eYes ONE
and onLY
ALLONE..:)
Thank you.. my friend..
penniewoodfall.. i was thinking
you wrote ‘that’ and i truly believe
there is a UniVersal Poet inside of all of us..
Just waiting to escape the science of culture
and return to Art as the core of Nature is truly Art..
whereas.. modern cultures are increasingly changing
Nature into an illusion of science away from the
Nature of Art that is more a river
than a sidewalk.. My friend..:)
Remember.. Katrina
is the one who picks
my shirts out..
and ‘this one’ is no
exception.. but.. i
may be wrong..;)
Anyway.. celebrating my
94th Rave Dance week
on Thursday Night
with all the
cool
college
age folks there..
at Old Seville Quarter
and more dance photos will
be coming sometime
after the wee
Friday
morning
hour
of
3 am..
in ‘this’
next blog
post titled
“WeYeS oF GOD”..
yes..
wee!
Wee!
dancing
is fun now!..:)