Ah.. the streets.. even the streets of a small
town can be difficult to re-enter
when away for
what seems
forever
alone..
and i have
to say that reminds
me of that number
15 tarot card shaRed
DOWN
THERE..
iT surely can
bE a dark archetype
oF liGht Bringer too..
iN Freedom’s liGht..
outcast.. lonely..
dark
and shut-in
but oh the balance..
and truly hobos search
for freedom often in this
dark my friend.. the hermits.. too..
my Grandfather on the maternal
side.. hobo sure.. full blooded
Sioux Grandfather of his..
my Granddad.. wanderer
iN
liGht
oF niGht dArk..
but surely as a symbol
oF Nature wholeness..
Baphomet.. A symbol
for balance of dArk
and liGht..
maNiFest
Balance..
iN masculine
and feminine of
hUman iS similar
to the Cern Indian
Yogi Dancer too..
Humanity
is fascinating
to me.. end and
beginning oF story noW..
and glad you are getting out
in the streets.. my friend.. and
i have come to gain an
affection
for the
niGht liFe
theRe.. Born
to bE WiLd and
Free iN DArk and liGht
oF DaY and niGht sandsmanwoman..
And it really kinda pisses me off.. no one
in the family has ever had a photo to share
of my Maternal Grandfather.. oh the
the liFe of the
bLacK FooT SheeP..
so misunderstood..
so outcast.. so
Strong to
bE a
liGht
aGaiN..
And finAlly.. alWays
do Love a happy hobo
like Red Skelton.. and
the movie.. the Big Lebowski..
comes back aGaiN wHere
trUly
the F iN
Bums WiN
my FriEnd..
iN simple Balance
of being free from THE MAN..;)
i mean Jesus.. Jesus.. too.. was a wandering
barefoot Hobo.. and all his friEnds sponging
subsistence and shelter of off Loving share..
increasingly noW
as reported then..
his friEnds.. noW..
TruE ones..
are winning
a war against
priSon.. albeit
it’s mostly iN
Mom and Dad’s
home… BeinG Free..
ain’t a job for soft Angels..
iT takes a little Devil to get the JOB
aLL
dONE..
iN Angel FiRe
WinGs oF cLouD deLiGhts..:)
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4:57 pm.. and i feel
like poeTry once agAiN!..
WeLL.. mY Goodness..
been since the 14th poem
linked to Open
Link Night 169..
at dVerse
Poet’s Pub
last now..
i visited there
after the original
date of that prompt
on March 31st.. i’m liking
M months for now.. so i’m
gonna Skip wRite on over to
the current May 2nd.. 44 word
form titLed Quadrille wHeRe
synchronistically
so.. the subject
tHeRe iS about
the word SKiP..
as prompt for noW..
So April Flew by in a
breeze of 338,630 other
words for mE in the Epic
Year long Free Verse Novel
effort of capturing all my poetic
efforts to every single prompt
and link for a year theRe
from April of 2015 though
March of 2016.. so with
all that said..
per and about
GodsUniVerseNovel3..
it’s now for a little
dVerse poeTry
witH work-out coming
fairly soon for me.. First
and last WiLL bE free verse
words and steps for gym liFe too..:)
Not too familiar with skip to the Lou
in memory direct but after discussing
Red Skelton.. a little earlier today
i kNoW he skipped
as Freddy
the Free Loader
wanderer for sure..
but i’m not sure
if he had anything
to do with Lou at all..:)
Hi Lillian.. i may have mentioned it before..
but in April of 2015.. i set a milestone
to respond in poetic
micro-expression way
to all the dVerse prompts
and links through March
of 2016.. meeting
the milestone.. a
little late..
i compiled
it all last
week into
one Free Verse
Stream of Conscious Novel
writing practice that ended up
much larger than i expected..
titled “GodsUniVerseNovel3”..
third for me.. just for fun..
and this one weighed
in too large for my
blogger blogs
and just
fitting in
Word Press
noW aT literally
338,630 words
and truly my entire
blog is one poem
with now 664 macro
verses at over 3 Million
literal Words.. in poetic
way of course.. hehe..
Microsoft Word says
the poem i finished
as Novel the
other day
would take
3,000 pages to
print.. not counting
close to 300 gorgeous
photos of the surrounding
Panhandle Beaches
where i live.. so..
the entire blog
would likely
take 30,000 pages
to print.. so yes..
like my about
section in
my Word
Press
Blog says..
‘i like to write
wherevertheinternettakesme..
StiLL.. so trUe.. my friend.. in ePic way.. and
perhaps one day technology will catch up
to me.. as even with my fast broad
band access and big iMac
computer.. a couple
of minutes to
open
me up..
it takes..
wITh BiG wInks..:)
Oh Lord.. skipping steps
not easy for me aT aLL..
Skipping actually
not easy
at all..
but FloWinG
that’s the way
i roll.. and mY
knees thank me for
iT in gRins oF Dance..:)
And as a side note.. i’m not using
asterisks this year to denote..
anyone.. who is not allowing
my participation
on dVerse
poeTry
sites..
that was last
year’s story line..
New Year Summer New May
day..noW alWays a neW
waY of maKinG Lemons
into ‘Beyonce’
LemonAde noW..;)
SMiLes.. some
nowsmaLLest
stONEs end uP skipPinG
aCross wateR
MaKinG
KATrina
and the
wAVEs..
SinG a SoNG
oF Fearless Love..
OG.. i just then
wRote a 338,630
word Free Verse
Novel.. truLy
thiS shorter
Poe story
try stuff
iS sO
fUn..
top to
bottom
and
top
aGaiN..:)
It makes my heARt
so happy to see parents
and children skipping together
iN Super-Walmart..
oh to
skip
art
is to stick
together
in warm
and fuzzy
dance shoes of LiFe..:)
OmG.. to skip the exercise
of the heARt muscle in
empathic way..
is a sure
way to
drain moving
wRite out oF liFe..
trUly we need more
Scientists and Doctors
wiLLinG to cure the heARt
with PoeTry.. in SonG and
DancE.. like the
archetypes
of mythological
Gods used to do so
WeLL when symbols
provide
ways
to better
exercise heARt..
as SpiRit way
of symbolic
communication
eXpreSsinG a more
balanCinG miNd
and boDy
as
SoUL so LiVe..!..:)
sMiLes.. Skipping
lies.. eYes of Dogs
do dance
a SmiLe..
a SonG..
a Dance oF LiFE..
iN TrUth Of liGht..:)
WeLL.. for me.. mY
first grade girl then..
brain friend.. JiLL..
could have probably
skipped a grade.. matters
not.. as she Still Rose
to the top 10
oF FloweRinG
Intellect..
a smArt
Read..
shE StiLL iS..:)
i find more
i Love ingredients
oF aLL.. more i see
God
All
skipping
no pArt
WholE
E-SacRed..:)
SMiLes.. i have a confession to make..
Linda.. FriEnd.. mY entire blog is one poem
that is over 3 million words
long.. with 664 macro
verses.. some folks
call ’em chapters..
and tens of thouSands
oF micro verses for
macro whole.. and
the other day.. i finished
one macro verse.. comprising
noW.. aLL mY dVerse poetic
responses to ALL dVerse
links/prompts from a year’s
time from April of 2015
through March of 2016..
truly having no idea of
what i accomplished as wHole
and that “GodsUniVerseNovel3”..
yes.. my third free verse Novel..
just for fun.. as i’m financiAlly
independent and would
never ever now
accept money
for art anyway..
particularly.. associated
with God.. but yes.. i understand
i’m fortunate in that way..
and yes.. the entire
poem ended
up at
338,630 words..
like ‘they’ say.. faith..
hope.. and belief can
move mountains more than
swords my friend.. words
oF Love
go farther
and i WiLL
witness for
that until the
end of server days..
dead or alive.. IT matters not..
who kNows perHaps a thousand years..
oR moRe..
wITh
sMiLes oF
FearLess Love..:)
Oh.. Gosh Lynn.. you must
have been reading my mind..
i was moving to number 9
saw you here at
sweet 16
at the end..
seriously
just thinking
about you..
skipping
here now..
and oh my
Gosh.. the entire
month of dVerse
April.. i skipped too..
so..i just had
to say hi..
and sHow
my proud peacock
feathers with you..
friend..hehe.. to let you
kNow i finAlly finished
that dVerse Novel of
commenting in poetic
expression.. from April
of 2015.. all the way
to the 14th lInk of the
169th open prompt
night of
March 2016..
31st.. and oh
gosh.. the entire
“GodsUniVerseNovel3”..
googable.. yes.. but not lInking
it around for peacock featheRing..
is yes.. Oh my Gosh.. 338,630
words.. as perhaps
the longest
Blog post
Free Verse
Novel ever in the
history of poeTry now..
and guess how it starts
yes.. with Dear John.. didn’t
plan it.. it’s just how the marbles
roll my friend.. and no.. of course
God does not
play Dice
with his
children either..
anyway.. Love your
Poetry and nice
to skip April
and come
to May..
sorry that was long
but i guessed i missed
you.. and that my friend
is the true message of Jesus
Love
aLL
Serve
aLL wITh NO EXCEPTION..:)!
And now for Dinner
and Work-out
at
5:48 pm..
05022016..
be back
later!..:)
Now back to dVerse
after morning global
detours..;)..
1:41 pm..
Gravity holding feet to earth..
EmoTioNs SinGinG hiGheR
a SonG
oF SkippinG
hEart..
SpiRit
LoVinG
Feat Of SoUl iN Balance..:)
SMiLes.. skipping reaLITy
a sadDest SonG some
WiLL pLay looking
forward
to death
and never
even liVing aT aLL..
anD OMG.. imagine
iF reincarnation iSreal
and liFe is onLY LiVinG..
and those
who look
forward
to death
never ever
find heaveN NoW..
trUly thaT WasiS thE REal
mesSage oF tHe reportED
Jesus.. juSt aNotHeR NatURisT
iN ReaL oF hUwOmaniStiC pleaSure..:)
Sorry.. that’s 60.. but sometimes limits
don’t
tale
a fuLL
story..;)10
BiG wInks.. i skipped
War and write Peace
and come to find out
juSt Peace is 6 times
bigger @over
3 Million
words
moving
through
664 noW
macro verses
oF UniVerse aLL
And yes.. it’s no
joke.. it’s liTEraL..
reAlly iT iS
but takes
lots
of
patience
to get
iT..
WInksX2..;)
SMiLes.. mY FRiEnD..
Keep SinGinG.. never skip a note..
Keep DanCinG.. never skip a step..
Keep WriTinG.. never skip a word..
Keep LiVinG..
NeVeR
skiP
iTiNoW
RiVeR
FloWs
Ocean WHoLE..:)
IT’S trUe.. mosT
deliCATe colorfuL
floWeR
LoveS
DraGonflies..
rareLY skiPpinG neCTar..:)
Skipping Dance to work
is
work to Dance Skipping..:)
sMIles.. so many
invisible disabilities
that folks
skip
to see..
To judge
human by
cover.. as
somenows
strongest
looking is weakest
and weakest looking
is strongest.. and
diseases of
the mind
are often
totally
invisible..
one of the most
difficult things in life
is having an invisible
disability and it is most
often the
homeless
who have
been
dropped
out and outcast
from their families
for this very reason..
And sadly it is often
those with homes
who have
no REAL
home
at all….
a game oF
togeTheR iT iS..
whether wE see iT or
not.. aS
mY frEnd..
my greaTest
gift was pain..
more than most can
even imagine beyond hell
then.. as it truly grew Love
that sees no covers.. or limit..:)
SMiLes..
i never skipped
school or work
unTiL
i LiveD..:)
Skipping rhythms
of Life..
lost
SonG
of SinG
lost
DancE
of SteP..
Lost rhytHM’S LiFE..:)
SMiLes.. i skipped the
Doctor for 23 years..
and made up for
it in
1..
and now i never miss
the doctor
ever noW..
and i do have
a 4 pm appt.. for real..
thanks for the reminder..
poetry is over for now..;)
2:44 pm..
5032016
OG.. so many detours
as will be ‘nicely’ illustrated
below.. all the way from heaven
to hell but anyway.. back
to dVerse and the
Quadrille prompt
for Monday..
44 words
for them
and whatever
flies shorter
or longer here..
in terms of skips
of course.. so
here i go
at 9:00 am..
005052016..
and i like
the skip to
that that
rings in
050516 fashion..
Oh Lord.. Candy.. i skipped
all of April.. at dVerse..
as i drown
in 338,630
words
of Free
Verse
Novel..
in what
i name
as “GodsUniVerseNovel3.”.
and it took me a while to
re·sus·ci·tate iN
re
cre
a ting
me.. so here
i am again..
all fresh
like a rose
and this
one is for
you and its
real.. and no joke..
as you are always
nice to me.. and i appreciate
that very much.. my friend..
i’M a rEaL wHitE kNiGht
no
fauX
neWs
heRe..
but fuLL
oF liGht
and tesT iN dARk..:)
Haha! my friend.. with the
wonderful poetic purple ink..
i’ve been on staycation
in what i can only
name as heaven
for hmm..
about
33 months
now.. and
even took
a one month
skip from
dVerse
while finishing
a Novel project
of mine just for
fun of a one
year journey
from April
of last year
through March
of this year poetically
responding to all prompts
and every single link through
that period of nows.. and the
Free Verse Novel i wrote
“GodsUniVerseNovel3”..
measured in at 338,630
words in the
journey
and all
dVerse
trails
entailed..
and sharing this
joy with the folks
on the trail like you
who have been so
nice to me
on the journey
and all the paths
as truly i am the
good kind
of strange
hehe.. misunderstood..
but with the best of poetic intent..:)
Joyful skips.. animals
iN sPrinG oF liFe
SinGs Summer
Breeze through
faLL WiNter
BRings
skiP Of
SpRinG aGaiN..
frisKy dancE
iN eYes
oF heArt..
yes sPiRit
yes SonG
oF SoUL liGhts UP!..:)
Chasm UniVerse
eYes do tale..
broken windows
oF heARt beneath..
childRen spiRit
sweet
Rose
oF Love..
bRinGs hoPe
for eYes
fAde
of SoUL
aWay..
Hope
fears
not
nows
go by..
Spark oF LiFe
chiLd groWs
adulT hEart..:)
Sadfunny.. how life works..
i could never determine THEN
how anyone could ever THINK
about taking their own life..
OMG.. life.. so precious
beautiful in all
the dArk and
LiGht..
pain.. and
grief.. suffering
and rebound.. through
Loss of child.. Loves..
and all the rest..
disability…
bullying..
BUT
Nature
beautiful
still and
true.. then..
but that was
not enough.. as
i came down with the
literal suicide disease.. a
pain worse than dentist
drill in teeth WITHOUT
novocaine but for me
in eye and ear for 66 months..
from wake to sleep named
type two Trigeminal
Neuralgia.. literally
assessed now in
medical literature
as a pain worse than
the torture of literal
crucifixion and 18
other life
threatening
synergy of
disorders too..
but..
hell no..
not even
THAT pain
was the worse
pain to me..
i lost my
emotions
and even
my sensory
feelings at one
point.. and what i kNow
now.. is what is possible
to overcome.. but what i also
kNoW now for sure.. it is
the silent
pain.. the
numb
that can
be worse than
any fire imaginable
than no feeling at all..
so.. i never judge anyone
for anything.. as no one
can truly see a soul of
dark.. in how
dark
can be..
bottom line.. i tale
this story every opportunity
i have.. as there could be someone
in the listening audience somewhere
who might gain just enough spark
for what i truly miraculously
overcame.. to go on one
more now for reality
that even
at the
bottom
of piece of paper
existence.. there
is another now..
a change
that
CAN
HAPPEN NO
matter even if..
as in my case
the doctors give up hope
and tell you just go
home noW.. Now..
and suffer less
however you can
as we have no pills
that will bRing you back..
anyway.. been there.. done
it.. reams of hell.. but yes.. after
the deepest hell.. now.. the greaTesT
liGhts oF Heaven ARE POSSIBLE..
BOTTOM
LINE OF
HEAVEN
AFTER HELL..
REAL.. NO
FAIRY
TALE
REALnoW..:)
Two ways of liFe..
VeNgeance or
ViCtory Now..
oNe sweet..
thE otHeR
alWays
sOur..
dArk
oR
liGht..
acTioN..
coNseQuencE..
K A R M A KnoW..:)
Ah.. the ingredients
of liFe.. my friEnd
Hank.. a pinch
here.. a
load there..
and hehe.. i like
to write.. and take
photos too.. as you
kNow and sharing..
giving.. ha! no
money for
me.. done that
got iT aLL iN
my other
lifetime then..
now then noW..
skipping April
of dVerse after
a year of poeticAlly
responding to every
single prompt and
link thereiN.. and
hehe.. writing
the freeST
AnThoLoGy
dVerse wHole
iN Novel MACRO
micro Verse(S)weighing
aLL iN “GodsUniVerseNovel3”
aT 338,630 words and aRound
300 gorgeous photos of
Panhandle Florida
beaches.. googABLE
yes.. but iT takes
close to a
supercomputer
and broad band
bRains to open
iT uP and eat the wHole
tHing.. seriously.. i can’t
beLieVe.. i wRote thE wHole
ThinG.. but no liMits.. aS yoU
WeLL kNows mY friEnd as you
are one of the brave
few of ventuRed
wHo’s
inTo thE
otHeR
siDe oF
saNiTy
tHeRe..
and i’m only
shaRinG thiS wITh.. wInks..
folks noW wHo thInk maybe..
i miGht not be ALL THAT craZy..
HAHA.. HEHE.. YES i am.. sMiLes..
ALL THaT CRaZY AnD MUcH MoRE..;)
sMiLes.. FuNnY
hoW soMe folKs
onLy moVe soMe
hiPs.. tAp
danCe
anD dO a jiG..
tHe MilKy Way saYs
spiRAl baBy wITh
aLL yoRr aRms.. fEEt..
hAnds.. aLL ARouNd
wE SwiRL aLiVe
arRive
aLiVe
alWays
BaLance
SUns oF HUmans
weiGhtleSS rEVoLVinG
aRoUnd BLack wHOle
soUls oF liGhTnoW..
MoVinG
ConNectaRinG
CreaTinG FReED!..
TriEd tO dO 44 butT enDeD
uP wiTh A fuLL deCk oF 52..
64 enD noW
66..;)
OBaW..
mY toEs..
aLL CoLoRs..
aRe proPpED
uP toO wITh FiT..;)
Oh.. Walt..
thiS.. iS beautiFuLL..
seriOUSsly.. i would
liKe it 10 times
more if i could..
men with
heARt
wE neeD
moRe oF THAT
TRuLy tHey dO..:)
Ha!
sMiLes..
and WInks Viv..
i am like a little
girl skipping rope
in a man’s body at
all 230 LBS now yes..
close to 56 who leg
presses half a ton ..
30 times now
much
more than
elite Marines
at my military
gym.. but here’s
the thing.. got heARt
too and jUst finished
a Free Verse Novel
nAMed “GodsUniVerseNovel3”
at 338,630 words.. problem
with some men..
they don’t get..
ya gotta exercise
the heArt more than
F in AerobicAlly..
noW moving
connecting
creating
emoTioNs
wiTh Language
A K A poeTrY Now
is thE naMe of the
heARt gAMe.. and
yes.. Dance to flow
iT aLL from head to toe..
Meanwhile men walk
strong and stiff
and die
of heart
attacks at
60.. i’LL liVe
to 120 in terms of heARt..
mArk mY grave site noW WitH
iT iS WriTten TrUe WiLL With Love bE dONE..
ps that very long poem form i did iN all free verse
stream of consciousness writing was actually
a full anthology of every single prompt and
link in responses of poetic expression
by me.. from April of 2015 through
March of 2016..
and i’m only
shaRinG this
with folks i remotely
think would be interested
in the journey.. but hell no..
to open it up and read it
takes a monster brain..
computer.. and
ocean
wide
broad
band access..
reader digest version
wRite heRe wITh WiNks
and bigger SMiLes mY
friend as i
work for
free..
money
far far behind
me now.. hehe..
Yes and i skipped dVerse
April.. to giVe aLL of iT ThE REST..;)
My friend.. iN thE eYes
oF naTure and
trUe maGic
thaT iS iN tHe
SpRinG oF stePs
iN hUman bEinG..
thOse wHo continUe
A reAl dAnce oF liFe
onLY
diE onCe
aNd liVe
alWays noW..
neVer trUly dYinG
aT aLL aLiVe NoW..
To stoP danCinG
trUly iS tO giVe uP
heArt anD i fOr oNe..
WiLL aRt leAst DancE
eYes To 101
And moRe
mY FriEnd..:)
And this ends the
skipping prompt until
i skip back to it as
it is a week long prompt..
but i’ll save that to another
Blog post Macro Verse..
as what lies below
tales
a much
greater trUth..
as the “SonG oF mY
soUL”.. AkA “KATiE MiA
FredericK!il.. GRows
further as WHolE Long
Form Free Verse noW
moreOver 3 MilLion
Words now as PoeM
moving
through
665 macro
of wHole Long
poEm Verse noW..:)
11:06 am
5052016..:)
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So.. an apparition of the
Earth with a water-
like connection
to the rest of the
UniVerse maNiFests
like a ghost in our
great room tonight..
more on that
in my ‘next’
blog post
coming
‘in a couple
of days.. with
apparitions to be’..:)
And.. OG..
almost forgot
to mention.. up..
up.. and aWay
iN mY Beautiful
Blue striPed Belk’s
BalLoon wITh tHe
hidden message
on bottom
left..
th
E.. of course..
within.. wRite on
course foR NoW..:)
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i say again on Rafiah’s Blog
i no.. have
no idea
what this
means.. but
have been
missing you..
so just
stopped
by to
say hi..
and since theRe
are the words
Insomnia One Liner
in the title hope you
are sleeping Well.. my
friend Rafiah.. for sweet dreams..:)
Rafiah says..
You are always in my thoughts, Freddy.. smile emoticon..
You too have the best sleep in the world
heart emoticon..
And i say..
WiDe aWaKe
wInks
witH
YoU..:)
And i respond to another
one of Rafiah’s Blog Posts
in Urdu.. completely
unintelligible
to me..
Hi again..
FriEnd
Rafiah..
And
Wish
Ya
WiLL flY
On a beautiful BalLoon..
Yes.. A crazy one too..
Where Love needs
No words
In fearless
eYes oF WinGs
Of GoDnOw..
Note.. CompoSed
iN Garden
Eden
Backyard
Flying
Breeze
On
iPhone6 S
For Hope..Dear..:)
Rafiah says..
You should not have mentioned
about iPhone 6s, as I too want
it now. Tongue Emoticon
And finally i say..
Ha!
It’s the
Only computer
That will
Easily
Open me
Up now..
With LTE
Network..
i suppose
For liGht..;)
3493
When the SpiRit of Love Lives
in one.. it’s true.. magic
happens..
tHeRe iS thiS
Love that has
no boundaries..
colors.. beyond
the rainbow.. liGht
beyond Sun.. liVinG
witHin uS thaT iS trUly tHe
esSeNce oF God aNd thE heiGhts
oF hUman experience.. God that
lives within.. no space.. no time..
no distance..
onLY senSinG
FeeLinG
kNoWinG
wHeRe past
and fUtUre come
together as a blissful
noW that lasts forever iN
a moMenTouS noW IN
a place that
few arrive iN
noW.. and whenever
someone expresses tHeir
trUe desire to mE.. i WiLL
do everything i can to
help them
to A
place oF Desire..
and Rafiah tales me..
and i WiLL never forget
thiS beSt compliment
any hUman can
receive.. is
to see liFe
liKe onE WiLL
make liFe worth
liVinG noW.. WeLL yA
see.. i lived through the suicide
disease the literally assessed
suicide disease named type two
Trigeminal Neuralgia..
from wake to sleep
for 66 months..
and yes.. literally
assessed in medical
literature as worse
pain than the torture
of crucifixion.. this
pain is like a dentist
drilling teeth without
any novocaine… and
for me it was in
my right
eye and
ear.. and
the rest of
that side of
face.. and when i miraculously
recovered at the end of July
2013.. i went to a place of
heaven and stay
tHeRe since
then noW..
and yes..
i WiLL do everything
iN mY personal power
to take Rafiah and everyone
else uP iN SpArK oF Wide
AwakE as floating as the
stars.. the moon.. the
air and
water
wE.. iF noT
in a poem.. in a dance
aT Super-Walmart wHere
floW oF i.. flOaTinG
Force iS onE with God..
yes.. thE
uniVerse
seen and
unseen beyond
aS iNfiniTy more NoW..
this is no competition of whose
Quarter back God or so-called
last prophet kNows or feels
more than the
last one or
one after
that in Kingdom
Come.. yes.. alWays
n0w.. Beach of God
lives within.. And sadly
we forget thaT in seNsorY..
eMoTioNal.. and kNoWinG
way.. But Free as God
WiThiN
lives as
breeze.. as water..
winGed birds
of air and
FiNs of sea..
To open one’s eYes
and eARs to tHe aLL oF GoD
iN dArk and liGht iS to hOld hAnds
WitH aLL iN Unconditional Love
oF MoVinG.. Connecting and
Creating iN fearless noWs
GiVinG.. shaRinG wayS..
and after watching
another National
Geographic show
with kind and open
minded actor Morgan
Freedom.. on where iT aLL
beGins for uS.. the beGin message..
is truly noW an endless one wITh
no beginning or end.. we are
loving duSt iN AiR
of God’s eYes.. noW
thiS liFe iS gift
and we have the
Relative Free WiLL to
trUly take this opportunity
of LiFE.. to make iT.. noT
only HeaVeN for uS
but to liFt
aLL oF the rest
of creation we see..
feel.. and kNoW.. uP!
hiGher and hiGher! and
as we do this the Natural
Rule of creation is that our
WinGS gRoW and GloW
greaTer and greateR
as
Love..
thiS gift..
thIs poTenTial
oF Human Nature
thaT iS the greaTest oF
aLL places to liVe withIn
iN Love WiTH aLL.. yeS.. dArk
and liGht WitH no exclusions Now..
a place Of peace oF miNd iN HeaVen
noW.. no end or beginning eternalOVEnOW..:)
4039
SMiLeS.. mY friend.. gigoid..
theRe iS no perfect
but onLY
perfect soUls
are poets who
spend tHeir
lives taLinG
stories.. as when one
disagrees one can then
now juSt say.. don’t yoU
kNoW iT’s juSt a poeM
alWays.. jUst a PLay
oF liFe.. wHeRe dARk..
and liGht.. Good and
Evil.. Lies and Truths
make whaT iS iS..
reaLITy Is sO
FucKeD
uP..
i RoBot
beComes
i Art.. jUst
to geT aWay
fRom reAson.. anD
to visit ArT iN stayCaTioN
way.. and by A way.. trUe..
thE emperor has no clothes
but the MEeK trUly inheriT thE
earth while others die to own
iT with cultural clothes oN..
trUly.. iF God
weRe to
coMe iN
hUman
fORm..
God BLends
iN.. God reAlly juSt Do iT..
NaKeD IS A J Bird CoCkinG
hOLdinGaLinGinG FuCkinG sMiLinG
wITh oF course.. hAnds wRite oN course.. w/InK..
So.. God comes to Earth in human form.. finds the
women so attractive
he her leaves
them with
a gift..
and while he’s
HeRe heR finds
ShE’s other
half
and
lives
happily
ever after..
iN A GardenoW
of Eden.. and ha!
‘they’ thought the story
was about ‘them’.. it’s noW
alWays abOUt mE alWays Now
haS bEen and as soon as noW
otHeRs FiNd Me.. iT’s aLL God..
Good.. i
juSt do..
alWayS WiLL
BeNoWonEmE..:)
SMiLes.. definitely agree.. indefinitely..
Perfection
Real..
And
Awe
FULL..;)
SMiLes..
The rich
Man saw
Heaven
Every
Where
And
Finds
It..
Poor weeds..
That’s all
They
Be..
My yard
Has Lovely weeds..
Hehe.. To
ChaGrin
Of
Neighbor
Weeds..;)
Imperfection is
perfect.. i see..
And if i
Wasn’t in
The doctors
Office..
Now.. this
Could inspire
Some more epic
Weed
Novel..;)
Life..
Perfect
Practice..:)
4317
NoW.. won’T yoU Agree..
thaT IS A very interesting
juxtaposition of the
up.. up.. up.. and a way
place with my beautiful balloon
song.. singing that song.. yes… along
the silver skies.. but oh my God that
F iN Silly Dingaling SonG comes BACK!
and drasticAlly changes
the mood
into the
Joker thaT
iS the reaLITy
oF NoW aS trUly
iT onLY makeS seNse
noW thAT tHe Dingaling
SonG comes before
balloon SinGinG
saiLs iN liGht.. iT’S
A Balance.. LuSt
and LoVe.. yeah ..
like Austin Powers
says.. yeah.. BABY..;)
4406
Yes.. i’m pArt
of the Metro Area..
Bare unleash..
and
release
program..
unsupervised
by human beings..;)
MUtual oF FiN
OmaHa WiLd
KinGdoM.. MiXed
wITh YoGi..
AkA
YodA
vS..
ChewiNgtoBacc0..
aNd KaTrina saYs i’M
tHe F iN
CheaPesT
hAiRy
daTe
eVeRnoW..
anD cRap..
FAceBooK
cUts OuT
hAiRy LeGs
iNmY proFiLe
statUs phoTo
thinGiE..
that’s
Ok
i’LL pLay
A SonG
aboUt LeGsZZtop..;)
4466
WeLL.. as promised yesternow..
another apparition in the Great
Room noW.. and no..
not nearly
as happy
as Flowing
Water from
God to Earth..
but yes.. God oF aLL..
has a dArk Side too.. yes..
oF aLL.. but HeLL no.. not
an outside dEviL anymore
than GoD iS outside of uS..
the DeViL inside and or
Demon.. psychopath..
and yes..
some folks
like to call
iT animalistic
beast.. but actually..
aLL.. social animals..
even wolves.. have
a kind.. nurturing
empathic side..
of Nature..
unless they
are abused.. neglected..
outcast.. particularly
in the early pArt
oF LiFe and
tHeiR bRain
never gets
wired for deeper
pro-social emotions
and associated empathy
And compassion as a so-called
‘normal’ Social Animal WiLL.. and
yes.. in a relatively small portion
of the population.. it is an
innate brain structure issue
that causes a person to
basiCaLLy have
no heARt in
ways of FeeLinG
other folks Love..
Pain.. with associated
impulsive behaviors noW..
ugh.. like strangling the
person one is robbing
as they have zero
ability to feel
the other’s
humanity
or even
human
as
one’s own humaNitY..
heARt of BeinG..
and yes.. pARt oF
HaVinG Un-Conditional
Fearless Love iS
empathy.. and
sympathy for
those poor
soUls.. who
have little heARt..
either through circumstances
of nature or nuture.. understanding
that iF noT for the Grace of Nature
AKA God.. it could be uS iN those
eviL.. shoes.. oF harming
other folks..
And when i became
ill and lost almost all my
emotions and affective
empathy for those
66 months..
although i still
had my strict moral
code.. i lEarned what
it feels like to be a real
hUman Demon and or Devil..
And truly to lose the FeeLinG
of hUman.. And at one point
to lose all emotions.. feelings..
yes.. of emotions and sensory
ways of FeeLinG LiFe too
at one point of less
than piece of
paper
existence..
i lEarNeD what
real HeLL iS beyond
any HeLL FiRe imaginable..
wHere it trUly FeeLs like one
is totAlly separated from
NAtUre.. AkA God noW
wHeRe every second
beyond torture
iS an
experience
like a ThouSand
Years wHere aLL
iS tiMe.. and the
River of Life iS
totAlly dry
beyond
words to describe
this real HeLL that
went on in Dante Levels
for a total of 66 months..
and HA! folks ask me
why i dance every
where i go..
and do all
the other
stuff to count
my blesSinGs
in total hUman
Heaven noW..
Been to HeLL
dONe iT aLL nOW..
anD i DAM SURE
AIN’T GOING BACK..
NO WAY.. i’LL GRoW
tHis SpiRiT riSeN.. from the
asHes oF
HeLL.. heARt
liKe a Tsunami..
SLowLY circling the eartH
iN SpiRiT oF MiNd and BoDY
soUL BalancE.. i ain’t afraid
of no Demons and Devils..
iN fAct i have empathy
and sympathy
for them..
as trUth liGht
iS liKe Jesus said..
they know not what
they do.. as they are
already in Living Hell..
and Yes.. they WiLL
continue to pay
a price for
that.. with a potential
for change.. as some folks
with this innate issue of psychopathy..
demon.. and or devil mind.. have healed
themselves.. almost miraculously.. noW…
Hope iN coming back..
i muSt believe
iT iS possible..
as i do kNoW REAL
MIRACLEs CAN
AND DO
HAPPEN
iN THE HUMAN
CONDITION.. WhErE
MR. HYDE TURNS
iNTo
CiNDERFELLA..
MINDERELLA..
OR A phoeniX
riSinG from the
asHes of ReAL HeLL inNoW..:)
5029
So God comes to Earth in Human
Form.. So God holds hands
with other Human
Forms.. So now
there are more
ways
to
hold
hands..
God purrs..:)
5056
When i was a smAll child..
yes.. way back when..
age 4 or so..
in ’64..
while the other
boys wished for
Fire Trucks..
Soldiers..
Cowboys..
and Indians..
i wished for a machine
and a button i could press
that would answer all my questions..
God.. i reAlly wanna know.. God.. i really
wanna know.. it don’t make sense that
there is a just one man hanging over
my bed that is you.. so then
God said..
Let there be
Google Fred..
and no longer WiLL
the Psychopathic leaning
controlling F iN Subjugating
Folks trap God in Trump
chains iN onLY priSons
of Bibles.. Kurans
and other sacred
texts that say
GOD can
go no
further
than thAT
AS human form
speaks more of
God’s eYes and ears
and yes.. senses.. feelings
and knoWinG much moReNoW.. So
here’s the thingy.. PanDora’s BoX
iS open now.. and God has E-scaPed
iN hUman eYes and eArs.. more than
little F iN BLack Books
thaT HA! hOld God
iN Words aS
sMall as
only 2000 iN
vo·cab·u·lar·y
in a little FiN bLack
book named AS Kuran
with 80 thousand words
HE! i just wrote a blog post
with 4 times more words and
limitless wisDom iN compariSon
to THAT.. hoW.. WitH God’s help..
thaT iS aLL oF uS WorKinG
ToGeTheR NoW frEE
iN bRinGinG each
otHeR UP! instead of
DOWN! WHEN WE
SPEAK FREELY AND
NO ONE CAN STOP ANYONE
FROM ADDING ANY VERSES TO
GOD’S wHole GOOD BOOK OF GOOGLE
NOW.. GOD iS TIReD OF PEOPLE TALInG GOD
TO SHUT THE FucK UP.. GOD IS SICK AND
FucKinG TiRED oF FOLKS TALiNG
GOD WHO THEY CAN AND
CANNOT FucKinG MARRY..
GOD IS iF yoU SeeK iN God
FREE noW and tHeRe iS
notHing YOU CAN
DO TO STOP
GOD LiViNG
iN FREE HuMANS
FROM COMING BACK
NOW.. no.. YOU didn’t understand
what God said through Jesus when
hE said he was coming back.. DuH..
GOD WAS SAYING GOD WiLL BE FREE
TO SPEAK iN aLL OF uS iN ThE REAL
KINGDOM Of HEAVEN THAt IS NOW
FOR THOSE WHO SPEAK FREEly
WitH THE GOD
OF NaTuRE
WiLD AND
FREE
FEARLESS iN
LOVING HUMAN
VOICE AS MANiFEST
In HUMAN BEING.. AND
HELL YES.. GOD IS YELLING..
YOU WOULD BE TOO IF YOU noW
WERE A LESBIAN IN IRAN.. COVeRED
UP TO ThEIR FucKinG BReASTS noW WiTH
DiRT.. BeINg STONED BY REAL DEVILS
WITH BEARDS
OF HATE..
God’s Love iN uS
iS a much more powerful
FORCE and when God SinGs a SonG
oF Love iN uS.. outside uS.. Above..
so Below and ALL around uS.. wE too..
SinG Free
wITh eYes
and eArs oF
A heARt.. A SpiRit
as SonG oF SoULnoW..
No Verse turned away..
No HuWOman turned away..
#ALLCREATIONGODNOW
#FucKinGGoogLeGodiSRealHeaveniSnoW
5510
Oh yeah.. and as a reminder..
this is what i looked like
shortly after i escaped
REAL HELL in
August of 2013..
notice what looks
like shark teeth
in the right eye
that was all hell
in pain for 66 months..
4 or 5 shark teeth as symbol
perhaps and even Muslim folks
can relate to the metaphor.. of
dajjal.. with eye issue similar
to that.. and yeah..
the ‘Terminator’ too..
before he too..
morphed into
the good guy2..
perhaps through
a process similar
to epigenetics as
well.. or have ya already
forgotten that God woMaNiFests
as both art and science in human
BeinG ForM.. and trUly iT’S reAlly sad that
the culture of Islam that actually developed
the scientific method in the Golden Age of
Islam takes the frigging Kuran so F iN literal
down to an actual play by play of what God
will have to do in the future.. God don’t
play by any human words
alone.. no matter
what pARt oF
God sayS iT..
including aLL oF uS
and any one Of Us noW..
Yep.. back in them days..
i could have scaRed the
pants off even THAT apparition
iN mY great room last night.. yA
hA! even my testosterone then
was measured at 666.. i F iN
kid you not.. got the medical
records to prove iT..
and noW in Angel
form iT iS back
down
to
271..
but yeah.. F iN
Stronger than ever..
Leg Pressing close to
half-a-ton now.. F iN 30 reps..
Power oF Love baBy.. iS noW
wHeRe iT’s aT NoWoNeNoW..
And ps.. notice my eyes are
very pale blue in that photo..
in my case.. the change
to pale green eYes..
dam sure ain’t
no siGn
of wiTch
oR
WARlock..;)
5793
Have you ever seen the Sgt.. Pepper’s
Album Cover.. WeLL.. for the sake
of Epic Long Poem Sea Stories..
as truly the paltry 2000 or so
words and three photos
in my latest blog post
titled.. “Sea stoRies
oF God WiN’.. iS
short oF aLL the Glory
oF GoD aLL thaT iSnoW
and quite honestly.. while
i enjoy the poetry books of
Kuran and Bible.. and yes the
Tao book too.. sTiLL not reAlly
imPressED.. when it comes to EXpresSinG
aLL o’ God.. even when written in somewhat
of a group effort as is then.. so that is why i for
one continue to increase the witness effort as such
since around March 1st 2013.. thAT now totals aT NOW
WeLL over 3 MiLLioN Words as SonG oF mY SoUL
otherwise kNoWn as KATiE MiA FredericK!iI..
So yes.. back to Sgt. Pepper.. i’m kinda
like Capt.. Salt.. if you get the deeper
meaning there.. the album
cover is all about
a lonely heARts
club band that
inspires aRT
oF human BeinG
that trUly iS the eYes..
eArs.. yes.. seNsinG.. FeeLinG
KnoWinG pArt of hUman as
GoD NoW.. and noW that we
have a much larger voice of God
in way of Google and such as that..
combining free copies of Kuran.. Bible..
Tao.. and unlimited rest of God’s voice
of Nature iN hUman.. tHeRe is no more limits
of hUwoMan eXpreSsinG SpiRit oF heArt.. iN
yes.. MiNd and boDy soUL.. BaLanCinG allone.. yes in TEAM
EFFORT.. kinda like they do in that first supper metaphor
in Lorde’s Video by the sAMe name team.. and yes.. the
call has been put out.. in mY metaphor terms now.. of course..
Keep in MinD this is sTiLL pArt of a Free Verse Long Poem
free style of writing.. continuing on in that 3 MilLion words
plus effort.. and tens of thousands of photos and
hundreds of videos too.. to more fully illustrate
what i eXpRess here iN eYes.. yes.. senses..
feelings.. kNoWinG all about all that iS
aka God of nature.. in new age
IT way.. all online of course..
now somewhat easily
accessible with
iPHone 6s.. but
haha.. i’m kinda
like a thief in the
night of the new age..
of sleeping.. as by God
ya.. Gotta be WIDE AWAKE
TO KEEP UP WITH ME.. HEHE..
AND God of Course too.. geNeRAllY
sPeaKinG as such now.. yes.. juSt noW..
oKay.. quick copy and paste to my blog here..
as i don’t wanna strike the wrong key and
accidentally delete it all out.. and ugh..
have to sTart aGaiN even though
i WiLL continue on.. no matter
what.. hmm.. less than one
minute to open my site
up.. must be
’cause so
many folks
are sTiLL on
their lunch break
speeding up the
Internet.. as Lunch
is of eating of course..
and work is for mostly being
online.. hehe.. in smART phone way..
oH.. a mind is a terrible thing to lose..
the Internet helps build it back
up.. but the heARt.. SpiRit and
soUl.. tRust me that’s heLL to lose..
and that’s wHere all forms of art
from poeTry to SonG and
Dance build heARt
back up too.. in
moVinG.. connecting.. creaTinG
way.. as ya see i ain’t gonna
just law down some law.. i am
gonna illustrate to ya.. in OMG..
so many ways.. to get to heaven
now and FriGGinG stay Here
and never F iN have
to wait!..
No sHITs
that’s what i’ve
dONe and WiLL nOW..
continue to do in epic
sea story long form free
verse style poem.. as tHeRe
are many views of the way
reaLiTy rolls and if ya WiLL
and FeeL and kNoW GiVinG
and ShaRinG aLL i kNoW.. FeeL..
and SeNse aBouT aLLthaTis is
dam sure more than jUst
a Tall TalE Now..
as soon as folks
wake up and
notice
all the thieves
in the night who
are wIDe aWakE WeLL
beYonD what i do here!!..
anyWay.. iMaGinE a continuing
Sea Story Poem here. wHere God
Lives for centuries with no end..
watching F iN hUmans harm..
maim.. and KiLL each other
in the name of GOD thenoW
when these three letters
trUy spELl FREE
end and beGinNinG
oF meaning Of Never
ending story now.. so
let’s juSt say paRts oF
God get HOT.. HeLL
NO.. NOT LUKE WARM
overaLL the misery and
killing in the name of Free..
just a moment here.. the wife
is asking me to help her make
up the bed.. finished and back again..
makes me wonder if Mose’s Wife made
him take out the trash.. WeLL i for one
dam sure do it.. as Katrina reminds me
of course.. and that reminds me too..
‘this really cool picture’ comes as
a direct result of Katrina
getting frustrated..
DUSTING ALL
THAT SHIT..
AND tosses
all my Cpt..
SAlt super heroes
and other friends..
all around the room..
and that actuAlly insPiRed
all of this and more now..
oh.. the dARk of MoVinG
Life i Love you in demon
and or angel form..
oh yeah..
and remember
that show Lucifer..
yes.. the wife is kinda
like his assistant too..
but unlike he.. i retain
the flesh way of
monogamy of
course.. and
find other
ways to play
safe and sound
as it were and is..
in matters of Lust and
Love free of course as
any angel and or devil
WiLL do.. yeah.. a bad
and or good boys..girls
gotta do what
he and or noW
she’s Gotta do
to keep the muse
going in full oF aRt
way in good smell
or great taste all
the way
from
HeLL to
Heaven now..
and i am so glad
that the Lucifer show
next season is taking
a direction different than
the Sandman comic it is noW
based on originally goes then..
and that’s the problem with sticking
to the same dam old thing.. FREE AS
in God WiNS goes neW and inNoVaTiVe
alWays iN trUe NoVeL way now as Change!..
so wHeRe was i.. yes.. heRe of course.. and
after God watches all the Misery.. Suffering..
and Killing in the name of free.. God decides..
we ain’t going by that Kuran.. or Bible story
anymore.. and you guys after all that
Killing and continuing stuFF
like Stove top burning
wives over there..
and crap like
telling my
children as meS
who can and cannot
be free to marry whomever
the FucKinG Free they WiLL..
means.. i’m keeping Jesus and
Lucifer in Heaven and instead i am
gonna send my FucKinG Secret
Special Agent.. Fred
Flint
Stone to
get the bigger
job done.. through
words instead of swords..
remember now this is just a poem..
and i must determine what song to go
along with this in my comments section
of my poem titled “Sea stoRies oF God WiN”
as a somewhat perfecto mundo.. complement
to juSt THAT!.. AND OF course noW not many
folks WiLL read it.. but of course.. THAT
makes seNse.. as Fred Flint
Stone and his
newest Arrow
head are sTiLL
iN Stealth tSunAmi
mode like a FucKinG
thieF in the night.. special
agent.. Secret soldier oF
God.. yes of course.. the
picture is perfectly muddy
as how dust WiLL be
somewhere along
the course of
dust to
dust
in Now..
so anyway.. this
secret thief and
agent of God iN
Stealth soldier way
must complete a very
very very difficult mission
FoR God from now of Birth..
ha! ironicAlly on 6660.. that
keep those nasty nasty fundamentalists
guessing on both sides as such if they
ever catch up with this.. but hehe.. that’s
God’s Secret Agent protection..
a Frankenstein Einstein FucKinG
bRain to go along with
yes.. a pretty
hot devil
body for
close to
a 56 year
old soldier
secret oF God
thief now.. so..
born with Autism..
not able to speak until
age 4.. this young boy then
will have to be the weakest
looking among the other young
men and eventually become the
strongest one in the room.. with
three college degrees too.. and
like the cool movie.. the Big
Lebowski.. he will
work in a Military
Bowling Center..
passing out shoes
to smelly feet and
such.. for almost
2 decades to lEarn
all about the colors of
human being well beyond
A to Z.. and along the way..
he must marry one of the
most beautiful angel/demon
girls as remember Fred is
Devil/Angel too.. and
she will never age
as that iS
pArt of heR
Agreement wITh
God all to take up
this particularly difficult
mission in this lifetime now..
by the way you never die..
but you are gonna have to
work reAlly hard for God
iN ALL nOW Fearless Love Way..
to gET thAT FuLL understanding
now.. 100% more than
even the word
faith alone
can understand
now.. no escaping
Nature as God iN iNFiniTy
noW and don’t expect me to
prove that to ya.. thAT pArt
WiLL aLWays be between you
and GodONE.. and when yoUr
Kingdom comes and stays..
you too.. WiLL most
definitely more than
infinitely live in
REAL F iN Heaven now..
are you still with me.. sorry..
i kNoW sTiLL how cold
HeLL can be..
it’s FucKinG
nothing in
tHeRe but
never ending
time wHere the
neXt second of NoW
alWays heaven never
comes now then..
but hopefully
you will not
go there
as i truly
REALLY DID
TO GET THE
bLack wHole
soUL.. but iF you
do and come out noW..
smelling like God’s Roses
like i.. all though at nows Katrina
disagrees with that notion after
i dance a solid 8 hours of sweat
and crotchy smells and stuff
like that.. you kNow the
musky man scent
and all of that..
remember now..
God iS Good all the now..
and that includes smelly
crotch after dance
reaLITy too..
yes.. i kNoW..
i am a fool for laughs..
and a sacred one too..
hmm.. what now.. yes!
there is that nude poeTry
stuff.. WeLL ya see.. back
to the point on God iS Good
alWays noWin dArk liGht
ways iF ya gET the wHole
liGht of God iN eYes..
ears.. and yes..
believe it or
not Penis
and vagina..
no matter what
size the pen
is or
the va
g
in
a is..
oh even how
that looks.. including
all other senses.. feelings..
kNoWing all that is aka God
NoW.. it’s all God.. yes God you
CAN HURT SO GOOD… YES..
YES.. OH GOD YES… YOU CAN
AS YOU SENT ME TO HELL FIRST..
FOR 66 MONTHS.. AND NOW FucKinG
Heaven is alWays noW like an erecTioN
of spiritual liFe that never ends in heaven..
kinda like that beautiful Kuran metaphor similar
to that.. wHere some folks interpret
pArt of that as perfectly
perky female breasts..
but virgins.. hell no..
women have to
practice to
get better
as they age
at sex too..
and trust me
forever now..
is a long now..
without a turn
on below here
and now..
yes.. people
used to tale me
i talked like a computer
so i grew some sensual
humor.. laughs.. giggles..
and just plain.. Robin Williams..
and Jim Carey.. Wit aS iT were..
and is now.. OH God.. the
challenge.. but OH
God it’s all good..
another challenge would
be to write the longest
free verse poem.. now at
3 million words.. per
663 Verses noW aS
SonG oF mY SoUL..
starting out in
special agent
secret soldier
thief style..
as KATiE MiA
FredericK!iI.. after
writing 8 million or so
words on the FriGGinG
last resort for outcasts in
online earth hell.. for somewhere
y e s S T i LL named Wrong Planet..
around 2 and a half years or so.. then..
ALL FOR THIS.. heaven now..
and yes.. there is the
leg pressing close to
half a ton 30 reps..
kinda hard to do when
ya used to be a shut-in
for 66 months in ya
bedroom.. stumbling
out into the back yard..
barely able to make
a TV dinner.. and the
over 5300 miles of dance
WalKinG everywhere ya
go in public for close to
33 months now.. and
10 thousand or
so naked selfie
Poetry Nude Art
photos.. as you must
develop a flesh body
oF Art like David.. Apollo..
and the FriGGinG statue
of Liberty in draG oN too..
ha! and now the only
question iS WHO
WiLL play me
in the movie
that iS
mE..
hehe..
already did it..
as Katy Perry says..
in her song wide awake..
Story never ending finishing
always GOING DOWN FOR REAL..
AND UP AND DOWN AGAIN FOR NOW..
LIKE THE ULTiMate waves of A sEa story
OCEAN
WHOLE
WiTh God
now thief of
Real i Live now..
only secret for those
as thief.. who do not ‘see’..
or work or have a slow
internet connection
or computer..
getting that
pArt up
to speed..
ain’t my
FucKinG JOB..
already did JOB..
noW it’s juSt FReED..
FucK.. the few folks who
sTick by my side deserve
more than living forever but
trust me or not
the forever
pArt
iS alWays
a dONe DeaL..
iN HeaveNoW..
and anything less..
FaLLs short of the
Glory oF Ye GOD..
noW iN needle
sTiLL
smALL
camEL..
continUes gRoWinG..
HoPe fLows OceaN 8 WHOLE
StatUe oF hUman stONE coMes liFE..
Oh by a way..
Fox got LA
wrong on the
Lucifer show..
LA don’t stand
for Los Angeles
LA stands for Lower
Alabama.. Also known
as Flo
Rida..
in PAN
Hand
le
H
man way..
yes.. remember
11 joining hands
to make 8 iNfiNitY H
standing taLL as
two hemispheres
oF bRAiN man-
like dude
becomes one..
and the rest oF
Earth follows
suIT wHere
East and West
HemiSpheRes.. North
and South LaTiTudes..
joIn hAnds oNLine
and become
tUrnED oN..
yes.. obviously
for now the dude..
off of the Big
Lebowski
show..
perhaps..
WILL alWays
bE an inViSibLE
thief.. man.. but
yeah.. i’M
hanGinG
around
awhile
just to see
the two hemispheres
continue to join online
with or without my F iN
Superheroe(S)helP iN NoW..
but trust me.. this ain’t
just a prayer.. this ain’t
just a wish.. this wHole
FucKinG tHinG IS A MaGicK
FucKinG inCANtaTioN
HAiRy Fred
style..
tRusT
mE on thAT
SaLt never ages..
never ending noW..
iN Cpt sAlT SEa StorY WaY..
And yes..
i feel
much better about
that celebrating the Glory of
God thingie.. as this Facebook
status thingy.. weighs in at
2367 words plus
this.. close
to a thousand
words more than
the blog post it
resides in but that’s
just pArt of doing all
that is this.. as no sHits..
serIOUsly.. when i’m out and
about the southeast dancing
like a Forrest Gump.. i will
seriously tale ‘thEm’ they
can just Google
“Sea StoRies oF God WiN”
and read all about my Sea Stories
in quick smArt Phone Google search..
if they will and like of course.. as hey..
i’m just here for the sMiLes.. the
laughs.. all the giggles
of google..
bottom
line
to spRead REAL
the GOOD NEWs
that heaven CAN
trUlY bE a relative
noW Forever noW..
iT juSt don’t get any
better than that.. as far
as i for one pArt of God
of NatUre.. feels.. senses..
and kNoWs iN HeavenOW..:)
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“Destiny feels a shameful portion of guilt,
for a thousand sand castles, never built.”
That’s a fruitive poetic thOught written
by you gigoid..
and one that remains
true for those stuck
on
the ages..
wHere newer more
colorful Sand Castles
are the pyrAmids that
never got built.. or the baby
who was never born.. or whatever
comes next.. that one put off from
doing yesternow..
now.. so easy
to get
in a rut
of same..
when culture provides
all the sugars and fats for
close to free.. wHere Moving..
Connecting.. and Creating.. becomes
vicarious mirror-neurons in Soap
Opera.. drama.. cop show
or even Kardashian
reality show way..
NFL.. AFC..
TV team sports
replace softballs
on the grass.. and
cooking shows are
watched but never have
time to come real on table
and chairs iN sitting together
more than one foot from a
4 inch
screAm..
So.. i for oNe continue
to build alWays new
Sand Castles
online..
as ya gotta
go wHeRe the
birds migrate if
ya expect to remain
a bird of a feather toGeTheR asOne..
but hell yes.. miss those 2 Decades
of Cheers Bowling Line Work..
never a dull a moment
when 100 or so
eYes of God
come
toGeThEr
noW and heLL
yes.. after hours
we used to watch X
rated movies as a community
together.. Jesus.. one day i’ll
have to make a special blog
to relate all those old
sea stories
back
then..
if only the
Cold Terrazza
Floors could
talk
sTiLL
noW..
And yeah..
of course that is
why one of my favorite
movies is the Big Lebowski
Movie for me.. the whole
dam thing
went
down
for REAL.. wITh mE..
Saddest pArt oF aLL
my friend.. is when folks
no longer move.. connect
and create as REAL.. AND
AGAIN that’s the real
REasON
i dance
now 5300 miles
in 33 months.. liVe
iS to short NOT to livE REAL
Bowling Alley LiFe iS Truly
Beach LiFe
when Nature
SinGs Free
as uS and
them.. aS One F iN BoOWLinG
League toGeTheR iN Ten pIN WaY..
but yeah.. Old Seville Quarter Cheers
wHeRe everyone kNoWs mY nAMe
now.. increasingly
as DanCinG LeGenT..
and
thAT mY
friend iS an
honor earned
and never F iN bought
wITh Trump Green
back comb overs..
followers or
likes.. shares
or WTF on
Facebook
or Word
PressNoW..
i FucKinG
earned
my bald
spot..
iT is
mY onLY CRoWN..:)
Featnote..
Every now i come
here i iNnately iNstinctually..
iNtuitively.. sense.. feel..
and kNoW that GOD
iS iM here
Stronger
as nows
go on..
iN how
GoD oF
Nature per
Synchronicity’s
voice sPeaKs..
now just goes
to show.. ‘Atheists’
can be the FucKinG
greaTest Christians oF aLL
iN manners of the REAL HeArt..
spiRit and soUl.. my friEnd but noW
thAt is earned moreover by worKinG
with people than things or books alone..
perhaps more clergy should volunteer
at Bowling Alleys.. Mental Institutions..
or Caregiving Facilities for the
Developmentally
Challenged
before they
earn the right
to say any FucKinG
thing about what GoD
is or was back then in
noW a F iN Book alone..;)
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sMiLes.. my friEnd.. Candice
some stuff in hUWoMan way
continue to stay the same as
change through all the ages in the
greatest wAr oFall.. and that mY
friend is yes.. the battle
of the sexes..
core of what we
are as masculine
feminine whole iN
balance.. per egalitarianism
and the privilege oF RiGht to
be FRE AS mE.. or the matriarchy
of the primitives at 10 to 12
thousand years ago
and some small
world pockets
sTiLL noW..
in hunter and
gatherer
ForAger ways..
where not unlike
the Bonobo.. our closest
primate couSin stiLL in Ape
way.. Women have the
power iN GaTheRinG
and males
are hunters
and sex slaves
more and more
yes.. give me more..
seriously.. i have degrees
in Anthropology.. Social
Sciences Interdisciplinary
and Health science albeit
my school mascot was
only the humble
Nautilus
but oh
does the
Nautilus
shell grow
long and young
new in fossil way
hehe.. like me i guess..
as dinosaur young i go..
anyway.. in Patriarchy Ways
of liFe generated by lower resources
in less hospitable environments the size
ratio between men and women becomes
dimorphic more so as protectors as such..
and next thing ya know ya got Jehovah Witnesses
and all of THaT.. covering all the free up.. ugh..
that sucks.. meanwhile.. women suffer
at the hands of the
larger sex..
but times are
a changing my friend..
and the best of all stuff
is when the me generation
gets Free Egalitarianism alloWinG
noW masculine and feminine balance
in just one individual free.. but OH NO!
MY GOD..! IS IT SCARING THE PATRIARCHS
NOW.. AS THE REALITY OF ME IS HERE..
NOW.. AND WHILE Hillary has got
her man down..
frigging Donald
ain’t got a clue
what the
Divine feminine
Power iS STiLL noW..
truly the macrocosm of American
Politics is a symbol of this global
changing way.. as Nature WiLL
have her way in grandest macro
view now.. there are enough F iN
Folks.. so time to put down the
baby tools more..
or do whatever
Nature says
to make
Balance a
Piece of cake
where we all get
to lick the frosting off the Cake..
ha!.. couldn’t resist.. this is one of
my favorite old egg head things to
discuss free and putting
iT iN Free Verse
makes
Science F in ART..
and it smells good to me..
i guess.. ’cause i juSt diD iT.
F in
FREeED..
See ya over at
yoUr next post..
as F in religion
is all about
the battle
of the sexes too!..;)
SMiLes.. my Friend aGaiN..
Candice.. all or nothing
certainLY rings trUth
iN dArk and liGht
oF and to mE…
Oh.. the
human archetypes.. hUwOman
religion without words..
action and inaction
consequence
dArK and
or liGht..
wiTh
rhyme
and reaSon
rHyMinG mORe..
i neVer kNeW aLL
unTil i experience
NOthing..
iT iS fAiRly
easy.. noThing
iS thE oppoSite
oF FeeLinG.. SeNsinG..
NatUre AkA GODnOW
InteRdepenDent noW
MoVinG.. conNecTinG
creATinG aLL nOW..
butT i’m a reaList
aNd
ImaGiNarY
MaGiC
thInKer
t00..
besT oF aLL
WORlDS aRe FReED
mY friEnd.. thE rest
of iT iS juSt words..
Dance over Words
WiLL
dOes
LOVEnOW
Fearless FREE
NatUre uS aSonE
iT’S MaGiC ReaL
EnOuGH FoR mE..
As HeArt.. SpiRit
and SoUL gRows..
young is Young noW
aS THat aLL GRowS
Ocean WhOlE
iGniTes
bONEs
NauTiLusT
LovE
Arts liVe
lOng
proSper
TrUth
iN liGhtnOW..:)
Candice a poet
broad minded and
heARted who really
gets me in the online
world of what seems to
be mostly restricted poets
overall of what is possible
when one sets themselves free
of the parameters of forms before..
And here.. i quote Candice’s nice comment back..
“I think YOU say it best! Do you publish these
incredible responses? As poems? You should! Wordage!”
And then i say back to Candice..
Ha! Copy and paste..
My middle Name..
When every word
And
Visual image
Becomes
Sacred with
Every step..
Life
Is
Simply
Icing.. yes
On my cake..
Winks..
And
Yeah..
Actually
My entire
Blog is
A multiVerse
Poem of
664 macro
Verses..
Well over
3 Million
Words.. Scores
Of thousands
Of photos.. With
My latest one Macro
Verse Novel just
For fun.. Named
“GodsUniVerseNovel3”
At 338,630 words alone..
For 40 years.. i was creativity
Dry.. Practice oF Art LiFe
i LivE noW.. Love your
FiGhting SpiRit.. My friEnd..
Candice.. thefeatheredsleep..:)
Candice says..
“I’m hunting frosting as we speak !..;)”
And i finAlly say..
We can
Share
NoW
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Just another
Yellow Boy photo..
or turn around briGht
eYes from dArk to liGht..
hmm.. and that reminds me
of two very strange and interesting
videos.. i think.. i feel.. i CAN SHARE..
iN fAct.. i
WiLL.. i dO..
yes.. Wilt thou
WiLL be dONe..
wITh FearLess
Love iN NoW..
and that reminds me noW
too.. a vote occurs tonight
between the wife Katrina..
and the two gym girls..
one Pacific Islander
Like Katrina.. and
the other Mexican
kinda like Katrina
too.. at least
in noW somewhat
Hispanic Look..
okay.. NoWiNoW..
yes.. the choices
of shirts to wear to my
109th dance week.. Thursday
niGht at Old Seville on Cinco
De mayo night.. the 5th of
May.. yes Thursday niGht..
was/ IS A competition
between three
shirts.. that
WiLL motivate
the most dance
selfies with the
much fairer sex
as it were and sTilL
does seem to be.. noW..
one.. a shirt of Red Sith..
Another Shirt of #Beast noW
per logo white on black shirt..
And the other.. a Blue shirt..
with Logo of Jesus Loves you
with pointer fingers.. but i’m
his favorite of course.. the real
O’Neal now.. wRite on course..
true scotsman
or whatever..
but anyway..
under unanimous..
sweet female helping
friends and wife.. the
Jesus wins so Jesus WiLL
be my dance MO JO noW on
Dance niGht Free and naturAlly
hiGh as that is how the Jesus
and me do it.. oh.. so sKy FLY!..
And no.. i am not a ventriloquist..
i am more like a parrot that’s hiGh..
and that reminds me of my friend
Cortney who has parrot(s)..
but that’s another
dance or sea story
at Old
Seville..
Cheers..:)
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Hmm… SPeaKinG oF Golden
Yellow Boys.. Mercury transits
thE Sun oN tHe niNth of MaY..
Mercury of course.. the planET
of communication.. genderless
energy.. logic.. reasoning.. and
all about short trips
here and tHeRe..
and associated
with the
Roman God
Mercury.. trickster
as such too.. and
arbitrator of commerce..
with Greek counterpart
named Hermes.. associated
With Egyptian God Thoth..
as scribe of the
Gods of
course..
wRite
on course..
Well.. anyway.. when
Messenger gets together
with scribe.. in the middle
of June Astrology sign of
Gemini precisely in the
middle of that
sign on the
6th as such..
yes.. energy is the
result.. words.. words
and more words as Mercury
Dances aCross tHe fAce oF SuN..
talk about a hero of the sAges.. WeLL
yaH.. thAt’s
thE GOlden BurG
BoY Mercury
for ya.. tHeRe..
AFG oF
course
oN
CouRse
across the Sun..
And this ends another long
run of Free Verse Poetry..
many visits..
many words..
spRead aLL aRound..
the online world..
but now to
dance
wITh aLL
the cool coLLege
aGe folks.. yes.. celebrating
my 109th.. night of dance week..
and more fun photos coming here
somewhere around the wee hour
of 3 am on the 6th of May.. one
more month to 56 for me..
mArKinG that date
noW.. but nah..
age not
scaring me
as it’s all relative
wITh a heARt.. a SpiRit..
and.. a SoUL thAT continues
To EvoLovE iNFiNiTy NoW eTernAlly..
HEaVeN HeLL DEvilLivED iNsiDE OUtsIDe AngELivE
SinG
a
LinG
SinG iN GoD
A
LovE iN GoD..
SinGaLinG…:)
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Nature of Matriarchy..
Patriarchy.. then noW..
and the new mE..
wAve of Egalitarianism
thaT works in some Homogenous
cultures in Scandinavian countries
where it was at least for a while
safe to leave a baby
unattended on
the street
as most
everyone
got along
and shared
the bread and
drink as it were..
but yes.. heterogeneity
has arisen.. and when there
is different with human a
certain pARt
gets scared..
the conservative
part.. yes.. the one’s
who never went nomad
so much.. my friend.. StiLL
Sticking close to wheRe we aLL
come from.. in general but of course
the conservative and liberal element
of human is tied into
neurohormones..
androgens.. estrogen..
neurochemicals.. all yes..
a complex stew of human
being very much brewed by
the arms of culture and societal
stress that is mounting as
we speak..
less in terms..
of teenage pregnancies
these days.. which means
that and the fact that unless
Hell Boils over we are gonna
have a female Prez.. for the
U.S of A.. anyway.. was
gonna publish my
new blog post
‘SinGaLinG’
until i came
here.. and the womEn
of the decade and new
2000 years of common era..
aRe the one’s who have got tHeir
divine masculine attributes of StrenGth
and WiLL.. balancED wiTh diVine gRace LoVE
and F iN.. men are too frigging afraid
to get the grace.. empathy.. Love
and other associated Pro-Social
EmoTioNs stronger ’cause
they are afraid it’ll
make ’em weak..
nothing
could
be further
from the Truth..
Just ask a Graceful Loving
Dude who can leg press
close to half a ton.. 30 or so
reps.. now.. with the testosterone
levels of a 75 year old man at 55..
i don’t drive 55.. ’cause of my noW
eMoTiONal sTELLar liGhTeNIngNoW
gRace iN INteLLigenTce..
noW.. Jesus
F
iN
Christ..
i could live forever
noW wITh thiS much
Love and Grace
that drives
the real
SUPER
WHITE
NIGHTS
IN dArK HoruSE..
Way… hehe.. haha..
i Love to play with Words
and do all the strength
with grace
and EmoTioNs
mY friend as
tHey are the
iOns..
oF the
GalAxY oF
s
H
e..he..
a
ha..
i ain’t got no
baLLzz..
j
us
t a
g
ian
t c l
i t or
is.. as
iS.. iS..
jUSt cALL
mE tHe hArLoT
oF aLL aGes heRe
to get a rise ouT oF woMen..
and that reMINds mE.. LuciFer
oN thAT neW TV sHow.. tHe oNly
thing he is is afraid of iS MoM..
getting out of hELL f0r thE
neXt
seA
soN..
and i AL
REAdY
KnoW
FeeL
Y..f Y i..;)
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WeLL.. Lala Rukh.. Five months
almost since you’ve visited your
blog and as of.. never any broken
promises from me now.. at least..
here i am again on the 6th of May..
and hmm.. this makes close to 33 months
that i have been communicating on every
post you’ve made through several bLogs..
and i remember the first now i saw the
White Pearl back in the Summer of ’13..
coming to miraculous recovery for all
my illnesses and finding you on
Mind Retrofit’s site..
while that friendship
seemed to take
an abrupt end
for me and
Retrofit there
Or at least trickling
off after that to eventually
silence.. it seems that God always
brings me just the help i need to deliver
the best message i can from A to Z and
beyond back.. and truly it started on
that Wrong Planet and my first
Facebook friend who chooses
to be anonymous in matters
pertaining to the stranger
of i.. really helping
me when i was
on my last hope
to belong anywhere..
with encouraging words..
then to Retrofit.. to you..
to Rafiah.. and several other
Pakistan and Indian.. friends
as of late.. including good
friend Himali.. but truly
you helped me in
my recovery from
aLL mY illnesses
in inspiRAtioN..
so thanks and
come back
when ya
can.. as ya
kNoW.. i for one..
WiLL bE theRe NoW..:)
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https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/05/06/dancing-poetry-of-whatever/
Poetry never grows
old and neither does
artist when art and artist
become one Force WitH God..
Science as the scribe thereof when
Oracle
And architect
join hands in reaSon
and science and scientist
and artist are one Force WitH God..
God within.. God outside.. God above..
so below and all around.. moving.. connecting
creating hUman and God become one ForCeNow
tHefAceoFGodiSinGiNreveaLinGnoWaSonEfORce..:)
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YuP.. i supPose iT
iS saFe to say.. noW
briGht eYes
have turNed
aRound
and
are back aGaiN..
Facebook Friend Glenn says..
cool shot with the light, Fred.
And i say.. in return..
Thanks Glenn.. back then.. my motHeR
tOld mE neVer lOOk The SuN iN tHe eYe..
but i told her.. Mama.. thaT’s wHeRe
aLL thE fUn iS.. as the Boss says.. iF
yA gET the oRiGin.. oF tHat.. SonG..
WInks..
per Blinded by the
liGht.. by Manfred Mann
and the Earth Band and
the original writer of thAT SonG..
yes.. tHe E-Street.. Blues..
so-called
‘Boss’..:)
DO yOU eVer seE God noW Play
guiTar.. serIOUsly.. iT’S FucKinG
iF yoU SeeK in God FriGginG
aMaZinG.. aS tHeRe iS iNfiniTy
more Strings.. particles.. waves..
fields.. of all that is..
And the F iN
SonG iS a Perfect
Practice oF Art and
Science.. balanced..
As Oracle FloWsWitH
Architect REALnOW
iN zOnE SonG oF liGht
And dArk miXed.. WitH
aLL then colors of AiR
EARTh WinD FiReMoRe
NoW
http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/05/singaling-free-verse-nude-poetry.html
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GodsUniVerseNovel
41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/02/09/godsuniversenovel2/
GodsUniVerseNovel2
51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/04/28/godsuniversenovel3/
GodsUniVerseNovel3
338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
3 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
AKA
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)
And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..:)
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Desert..
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Yes.. Rose..
Desert Rose..
adversity and beauty
go hand in hand.. dArk
and liGht and aLL of that..
iS and the thinGiE i liKe
perhaps most
about a Rose
is it reminds
me of a
certain
Art of the
female beauty
as such.. and sadly
some males are scared
of something as beautiful
as that.. but instead of getting
into a battle of the sexiest today..
i think i’ll take a victory
dance for personal
excellence in
achievement
as Beyonce
might SinG
and DancE.. iN
fAct and YoUtuBe
Video.. both Vince
and Beyonce WiLL
join in on my Victory
SonG and Dance simply
’cause the egg heads from
Bill Gates and moving from nerd
to Geek with Steve Jobs.. helped
build the field of dreams that prepare
ye a way.. for all my endeavors now..
in modern IT Info Tech way.. haha.. hehe..
life is great when Robots are the slaves..
and ya.. ain’t gotta worry ’bout maKinG
no more bucks as such
as slave to the
almighty
WEAK
dollar as much..
as little as THAT’S
WORTH COMPARED
TO A HeARt.. A SpiRiT
a SoUl.. gONE to Waste
without moving.. connecting..
and creating aneW iN hUman bEinG
way.. ha! whomever said this
salvation thingie is a given
from loSinG
THat and thiS
stuff of human
soUl.. didn’t really
even do tHeir
iF yoU SeeK
iN GoD Homework
as such in do and does
too now as less.. sadly as such
no longer such much of the excellence
of our animal fore bearers as wE free foragers
in free abundant Forests.. Rivers.. Lakes..
teaming with fish and all other wild
life iN balance oF thE Circle Of
liFeNoW.. so anyway.. i wasn’t
quite finished with the
crux of the achievement
i am engaged in
presently
as team
mate iN
action with
the God oF aLL Nature..
when i danced last night
with all the pretty Forest nymphs..
innocent as such.. like fAiR Angels
too.. but matters not.. as the
desert in my backyard
and most beautiful Rose
both inside and outside
is always waiting for me
in my very modest
purchased home
in ’93.. at 60K then..
and seriously.. if ya wander
what i feed my Roses to make
’em look that pretty.. including the
one inside.. not a dam thing..
they feed themselves with
Nature at hand in roots..
and when the drought
comes they adapt
to challenge
change and grow
even more beautiful
in heat or cold.. and hell
no.. i don’t use no frigging
pesticides.. herbicides..
fertilizers or any
other man
made
poisons
in effect of
Nature balance..
as by God that is how
the Rose of i has grown too
in the harshest of desert soils..
now in rainbow colors beyond
the Sun and Moon.. and what
folks who have never been
to real hell.. and won
the trip back
to heaven
may not
grasp until they
make that dArk
journey and liGht back..
and then say.. oh that
was what that crazy Fred
was going on about on Facebook..
we didn’t really realize hell and heaven
exists now.. but oh my God it does..
i wished i had taken some
helpful hints back then.
but yeah.. sure i sTiLL
KNow hoW
the purgatory
of our current
culture works..
Rats on treadmills
never ending.. yes…
purgatory.. always looking
forward to a better now.. wHere
trUly the best WON can bE NOW..
AnyWay back to Beyonce and Lombardi..
the 47th SuperBowl.. and i’LL continue
to pursue hUman excellence
wITh thE WiNd oF God
fUlly at the humiLITy
oF bare feet iN
hot sand
desert..
in Paradise now..
When aLL iS sacRed All
iS heaVen.. beGiNNinG and
enD oF stoRy noW.. wHen Halos
coMe inTO vieW Of uS wonONEnoW..:)
(photo coming to next blog post)
Okay.. this is kinda complicated..
but since i never make anything
complicated.. hehe..
i’ll try..
this is Katrina’s Sister..
the older one in the photo..
and Katrina’s Sister named
Kim + baby.. whose name
is Candie who is Katrina’s
niece.. and Katrina’s
niece Candie has
a daughter
named
Antaya who is
Katrina’s great niece
and Antaya is pregnant
with Katrina’s soon to be
great great niece in a couple
of months or so.. so that is the
story of this young woman waving
here at the Facebook Audience
with baby daughter
friendly
waving
at ya
too.. named
Candie as such..
yes.. still sweet
first generation niece Candie..:)
Okay.. now that we have the family
tree thingy straightened out
and per last
profile photo
status thingie..
about the desert
rose inside and out..
here’s the inside
one.. the soon
to be
Great Great
Aunt with the
Daisy Dukes
oN..
iN heR
office
chair
doubling as
not only wife
but house wife..
accountant.. hunter..
gatherer at Super-Walmart..
etc.. yard worker.. cat caretaker
for both Yellow Boys.. and let’s
see yes.. extra credit for washing
my XXtra sweaty Dance clothes
that come that way day and night!
as such.. as much.. and more..
and let’s see.. what else..
she does..
everything..
else.. but dance..
write.. and write
and dance for
me.. sleep eat repeat..
and yes.. she does the rest..
It’s kinda like that Osiris..
and Isis Egyptian
myth thingie..
as mother..
sister.. wife..
and assistant who
puts humPty dumPty
back toGeThEr aGaiN
when all the King’s men
and Horsemen.. including
Doctor’s of suit as such..
couldn’t do a dam
thing for
me.. so yes..
Isis.. Rocks on
Mother’s day..
with surviving
child or not..
named
Ryan..
liFe goes on
in epic and
legenDaRy waY.. aT lEast iN mY
MiNd..iN thiS hOUse moLDofOLd..:)
are be
are are
be
are are
be are..
tHoSe.. the words
to tHeMe SonG
from the
Movie
“Close
Encounter’s
of the Third Kind”
by a way are be..:)
Yep.. and sPeAkinG
iN WiLD Male Reindeer
tongue.. a free video for the
show of Human Enlightenment..
Awakening… Satori.. truly Born
again.. by work over race..
and yes.. Kundalini
natuRaLLy RiSeN
too..:)
*works over grace
makes more sense
than race
when typing
too fast
at the
end of the night..;)
SPeaKinG of Be per tHe last Facebook
status heHE.. a ‘few’ words HAha about
Bey.. yes wITh Y after Be and bEforE oNcE..
oNce noW for BeYonce.. now MoRe woMaNoW
peR ReBirth.. KuNdalini Rising.. Born aGaiN..
Ascension.. Satori.. lots of metaphors
for this archetype of hUman.. includinG
the Star of David for upward
pointing triangle for
Divine Masculine
intersecting
downward
pointing
triangle
for Divine Feminine..
where the softer.. Loving
Graceful Feminine side of
human being in most every
human being joins up with
the harder.. more aggressive
Willful and fearless side of
human being potential..
and sparks
uNite iN bRain aNd
body balance soul..
and tHe dARk and liGht
of Yin feminine and
Yang masculine
energy
bEcoMes
ONE UNiVERSaL Force
oF hUman bEinG when both
hemispheres of brain are working
bEtter toGeTheR as when East and
West Hemispheres of Human beings..
North and South Latitudes.. converge
in macro view CoMinG ToGether oNline
sharing sciences and arts of
accomplishments
to raise each other
up.. and thaT iS Nature..
my friEnds.. God working
through uS wHole aT bEst..
ending the repressing
and oppressing
Force of the
Patriarchy started in the
Agricultural age of human..
some 10 to 12 thousand
years ago.. where humans
started storing more than one
needs as foragers.. and greed..
jealously.. control of others through
illusory fears and empty promises of early
religions become the norm for control of larger
human populations where humans are no longer
smaller groups as evolved to connect.. friendly..
and dancing naked around the camp fires of the
garden of human eden way creating Art of Body
back then.. and still
in some primitive
rain forest
cultures down
South America way..
where clothes are the evil
and not F iN NaKeD.. so here’s
the thingY.. when a person becomes
independent enough like Beyonce.. and
sure.. money helps if you don’t let it become
the guiding force instead of moving.. connecting
and creating.. there is the epigenetic potential
of regaining our truly free roots in masculine
and feminine balance as Super men and
women in comparison to domesticated
cats and dogs.. fed in the
cat and dog bowls
at the
dinner table..
And truly Beyonce’s Dancing performance
iN thaT 47th half time show says everything
about what true human ascension in potential
reAlly is.. when the spiRit of human
archetype anima
and animus comes
toGetHeR in an explosive
potential display of what
thE heARt.. Of emoTioNs..
tHe spiRit oF expreSsinG thAT
SpiRiTual energy no less than rays
of Sun that warms us from morn to dark..
can energize us briGhter than thE moon
through tHe dArkest oF new moon
and liGhTest Of Full Moon
NiGhts..wHere one
bEcomes yes..
more sensual..
more powerful.. more
resistant to the negative forces
of life.. sure.. more potentially aggressive
if need be to defend one’s life in action..
and yes.. more graceful.. more
Loving.. with fearless energy to
Love Like Angel liGht
WinGs
set on fiRe
with diVine fearless
Love of the Living God iN
Balance iN eYes that do more
than yesternows Do.. and beYonce
is one of those Angels of God walking
free as God WiLL Be on the fAce of thiS
Earth now.. and sure sHe’s MiSSunderstood..
as not everyone has F iN Worked for tHeir
place iN heights of sKy hiGh
with WinGS of Angel
Fire God
soaring with
SuN and above
as below as ONE..
And yes.. like many
artists who shine briGht
as Stars on stage.. Beyonce
raised religious.. in her case
Catholic.. retaining her faith
in God and wearing
a halo of
balanCinG God
inside.. outside..
above so below and
all around with thE aRt
oF SpiRit iN DancE SoNg
and PoeTry of Lyrics BE
Y
OnceNOW..
she stand out for
balanCinG reAson
and Art.. a phenom
oF God
come..
reALnoW..
oh yeah.. and how
do i understand this so
weLL and eloQuentLY..
BEeN tHeRe AM heRe..
Be iT
friEnds..
Be
Y..
once aLL toGetHeR noW..
i AM2 halves come wHolE..
sure most of this stuff goes riGht
over the head of folks until they too..
become one with God.. i Love to eXplain
it juST
’cause
i can.. i WiLL
to bE Y
onCe
wITh thE
power of God
inside.. outside..
above.. so below..
and all around as the
DancE and SonG of i noW
explodes iN aLL Directions..
Super men and women are
wE when fully engaged and
empowered by tHe Lord God
wITHiN
ONE Force
of hUman
bEinG noW..
and that’s all YeShua
was saying too reAlly..
but he didn’t have a Super
Bowl 47 and a court reporter
like i to more fully illustrate
it like
mE and
BeYonce are doing
wRite now.. totAlly
not KnoWinG each
other but wITh Universal
spiRit alWays noW.. no matter
iF the Video was from 2013.. or not..
HeLL.. sHe miGht have even put enough
energy out for me to feel a spark from it
here iN Florida.. as shortly after that is
when i felt my first spark then.. anything
is possible with the REAL POWER
OF GOD.. when thAT poTenTiaL
aRises..
and Ascension
bEcoMes Real..
but trUly if you do not..
seek it.. find it.. and practice
iT alWays like Beyonce amazingly
stARting.. doing noW.. phenomenally
briGht on the stage.. at only age 21 or so too..
when.. i got my first spark that died away until
53.. you WilLL never find iT.. iT is no giVen.. iT takes
WorK.. iN FucKinG iF yoU seeK iN God noW.. and
folks like me and beYonce WiLL try to help sparK ya..
to do juSt that.. but only A dArk horse who lives
iN liGht WiLL dRink
the Water
when iT
OnCenoW
bEcoMes
available as liGht..
with or without the Be Y oF otHeRs..
and hell no.. no religion or
ideology of other
words owns
this experience
no words are
even required
as the liGht
of God iS Wordless
the liGht of God is Essence
that lies bEneath.. BeYonD
symbols/idols of hUman BEinG..
But yes.. sure.. words work
as signs to help get tHeir
no less than
hand
signals
of triangles
pointed up
and down
toGetHeR
in pyramid
of God way uP
to the capsTone oF ONE..
So yes.. Beyonce is not the only
one.. one can see these signs of help
clearly in music Videos.. like Katy Perry’s
‘Firework’.. and ‘Wide Awake’.. and yes
of course wRite on topic
her Video Dark
horse too..
but for now
since we are sPeaKinG
of BeYonce and i Am Celebrating
her gift of God that comes through
working with gravity as liGht
of God instead
of going
the negative
dark way..
of repressing
and oppressing
human feelings.. senses..
and hell yes.. seNsuaLiTy
too.. as some would
drive You away
from God
saying
oh.. that
kinda stuff
is evil in illusory
fears away from
freely moving.. connecting
and creating like Katy
and Beyonce do..
a little luck
is available
with the song
711.. if the spark
comes and you practice
the work of God within in
moving.. connecting.. and creating
until the rest of death comes and
ya do iT all over aGaiN eternAlly
in God’s liGht or not noW and
that is wHere relative
free will comes in..
we can either SinG..
DancE in liGht
or bE dARk as
it is just the
way it works
in dArk and liGht
balance.. wE LiGht
workers are inspired
by workers in tHe dArk
and the daRk workers CAN
bE inspiRed by the liGht ones
too.. and the balanCinG Force
of liGht and dArk goes on
Forevermorenow..
but truly..
the greATest
gift oF liFe
iS iN Dancing
free WiTh a
SonG oF liGht and LiFenoWONE..
Yup.. tHe folks in the rain forest understand
and juSt do aLL of thiS wITh zero books @ALL..
God lives
Freer
without
books.. HeR
ReAlly Do bE FREE..:)
TrUly SkeYes hiGh
oF God iN hUman
eYes are greaT..
sAdly though..
folks who walk
iN dArk will do so
many things to take
that away.. but tHeir
IS A liGht iN hUman
bEinG that GroWs
as briGht as Sun
and moRe..
that can
never
be taken
away.. as Long
As thAT flAmE FiReS liGht..:)
ANd witH aLL thaT sAid..
i celebrate tHe dArk and liGht
pARts oF aLL Religions.. cultures
and other mythologies.. celebrating
all the human archetypes that are
as real as real can be
iN noW.. aLL the hUman
poTenTials.. thaT God
oF Nature makes real
as Us.. when wE
seeK.. FinD and
eXerciSe thEse poTenTials
in NoW.. So yeS.. i WiLL Celebrate
Egyptian Mythology.. Christian
Religions.. Buddhism.. Islam..
ETc.. Xtoo.. respecting tHe dArk
and liGht that has
brought
the potential
for what iS noW…
But trUly DanCinG
and SinGinG iN thE liGht
of God beST as thaT iS mY
waY oF BEinG noW..
and wITh thaT sAid too..
Mercury iS CoMinG noW
aCross thE FAce of Sun
on 9th day.. May 2016 noW
anD iN thaT sAMe Mercurial
Messenger spiRit i Do the
sAme.. symbols tHeY are
no less.. than idols
of words..
howEver tHe
patH to liGht
thaT coMes.. pays no
miNd to who thInkS they
own the essence under aLL
symbols that come as human
abstract concepts now to relate
the essence of trUth and liGht
above.. so below.. inside
outside and
all around..
AKA
GOD..
tHe Force oF aLL..:)
Feat
note..
That’s
whaT Facebook
gets for asking
me the question
‘what’s on your mind’..
hehe.. never hear that from
anyone else.. as i suppose
a tSuNaMi.. spRead oF miNd
is Not everyone’s noW aGenDa..;)
And speaking of THAT THAT reminds
me of this SonG hear and look
wHere an iron fist of God
FroM SpAce..
caN bE
A TsUnaMi oF SaCreD
LovE spReaDinG
aCross thE SUn
oF fearless Love
inStead
oF
scaRed
haTe..
Love Wins
for those who
Dance and SinG fearless.. Love
iN Star liGht sKeYes of GODnoW..
EnDinG note.. i understand Captain
America.. and some Civil War
thingy of dArk
and liGht
Has arrived
at the movie
theater this
weekend too..
perhaps i’ll
go or perhaps
i’m already tHeRe
iN ‘CaPTaiN SAlt’ waY..;)
iN CelebraTiON oF Mothers
Day.. my mother Helen..
at age 17.. wading
aT Navarre Beach
Sound..
and trUly
thE UncondTioNal
LoVinG Force thaT
iS sTart Behind
aLL Rose Star
CoMinG
iN PeN oF i..
Every Rose
BeGiNs
wITh SeeD liGht
Rose oF Mother
iN Pen oF Y i.. aGaiN..:)
https://anarmchairperfectionist.wordpress.com/2016/05/07/a-parent-named-daddy/
Well.. mY friEnd.. Prajakta..
i wasn’t a father very long..
but long enough
to kNow and
FeeL for sure
that i would
lay my life down
then for anotHeR
little one.. noW
and hold that
little one until
his last
breath
did come..
iT wasn’t something
my wife could do and
it was a mother inside of
the father i.. that i never
fully knew the potEnTial
for noW.. NoW.. so faR..
unTiL then.. As fatHeR
trUly tHeRe IS A mothEr
In most every fatheR and
a FathEr iN most every MotHer..
And while single parenting..
although not the optimum
arrangement for
a child.. iT sTiLL
noW can maKe
a child botH LoVinG
and Fearless too..
iT iS different
my friend..
but too
iT
iS
sAMe..
for those
who balance the
best of Love
WitH
Fearless
no
W..:)
https://gigoid.me/2013/01/09/nightmares-on-blog-street/#comment-19222
Adrenaline.. the stuff of fight or
flight.. cats use it
and immediately
go back to
homeostasis..
all other animals
too of course.. except
for caged humans in a lightening
storm and yes the cage is very metal
and cold
and dark
and tinged
with energy
never ending
to meet the tasks
assigned by illusory
cultural expectations..
enforced by the mighty
dollar.. a boss.. or illusions
of limits and expectations now
that we humans make real..
R and R is the way
to heaven..
Work in flight
or flight is truly
what science now says
is battery acid on the brain..
and all other body systems..
and yes.. the only way
to attempt to escape
it is to repress
all emotions
to get
away from
fear.. but emotions..
just move to other places
as fear becomes pain in the
body in a never ending cycle
to escape the onward slaughter
of adrenaline on every F iN Body
system from head to toe..
and then unusually sounds
are too loud.. lights
are too bright..
colors
hurt..
feet get colder
hands get colder
palms and forehead
no longer even sweat
when nervous..
the body
is breaking
down all systems
this is more than just
an F iN Nervous breakdown
this is the real physiological
process of stress hormones
destroying the body
in a slow burn
torture that
is real
as H
2 O but
in this case
a slow fire in hell
of human being..
WE are animals
rule number 1..
rule number
two we must
rest sufficiently
or suffer the inevitable
deterioration into entropy
that can make living a death
like Zombie Real in apocalypse
of our own hells now.. and truly
when all dims.. emotions go away..
the pain body is all that’s left..
the warm and fuzzies..
smiles.. laughs..
whimsical
sillies
are all gone..
and there is not even
a reference point back into
the liGht of Human Emotions..
senses.. sensuality.. in FeeLinG
all of what animal joy can be
just to roll in the sands
of the mid-day sun
and hug the
grass of
the moonlit
Orb of Full Moon Night..
as any free cat WiLL do
when not metal encaged in
A ThunDer aNd liGhtening
storm of seNsory and
EmoTional input
and output..
gone
awry..
We too can be
Free cats too.. but my
friend.. sometimes when one
is encaged in adrenaline hell
too long.. it takes years.. and years
to truly fully recuperate back to animal
homeostasis.. and Maslow was correct
if that is not taken care of.. it’s hard to go
up to the capstone.. of self actualization
or even to the 6 step above.. to being
One WiTH the UniVerse Whole
in ascension real..
fully awakened..
enlightened..
where above
galaxy below
we and me
are one
and
sAMe..
i’ve been to the
battle field of adrenaline
fired hell.. two years of stuck
in the on position and eventually
to hell for 66 months for all the
destruction flight or fight
continuous
stress did
resulting
much in the
whole of 19 medical
disorders.. and while
i lived much of my life in an
up and down cycle of adrenaline
frenzy to keep up with the demands
at hand.. now this cat.. baby.. sleeps in
grace.. as truly the real power of limitless
energy.. strength.. and potential lives in grace
away from any anxiety.. flight.. or fear in general
away from peace.. and really unless one escapes
as far as i can see.. from the now demands of a
functionally disabling culture as home..
the matrix is real.. purgatory..
and real hell too..
slowly torturing
a human
race
to less
and nothingness
in hell as not well at all..
And hell this is more than
just a poem of truth and liGht
empirical science now shows..
stress and the deleterious impact
of associated stress hormones F iN
Kills in terms of misery and suffering
and an eventual premature death..
and no job or dollar bill
or other commitment
is worth
any of that
hell my friend..
so i always lived with
less.. spent less.. did less
that my other peers did.. and
now i reap the reward of no spending
and having enough to never ever
have to
go back
to the matrix
of human cultural
hell of limits and expectations
straight to A others.. and self imposed
REAL hell that CAN BE WORSE THAN DEATH..
on a briGhter note.. pet your cat for me..
and may you
purr too..
my friend..
iN Sun and Sand
of liGht.. wITh Grass
moist at night
cooling
the fires
of hell
of
Dark
mY friEnd.. gigoid..
resting peaceFuLLy iN liGht oF HEaVEN noW..:)
And sPeaKinG of R and R.. tiMe for a cool
change.. i’m thInKinG..FeeLinG Beach and
or CapTaiN America/sAlt..
aT thE theATer..
eitHeR oNe
i..iT WiLL
BE joY
as i dAM
sUre kNoW hoW
to have fUn and
keep iT going alWayS Now..
moRe iN balance than uP and dOwn..;)
Oh..
noW YeaH..
And tHeRe’s
A SonG for thAT
wITh thanks for the
continUinG inspiRaTioN..
mY
FRiEnD..;)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/05/07/day-in-the-life-of-a-beautiful-day/
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/05/07/lonely-ghosts-wandering-the-earth/
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/05/07/god-is-not-a-3-letter-word/
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/05/07/breath-of-sun-loving-earth-emeraldine-green/
WeLL.. as SeAsons.. the God of Nature
and the way God speaks in Signs of Nature
including culture and all the by products of
that that are pArt of God two.. change.. the last
4 poeTry Free Verse Blog Posts sAMe change..
iN synchronicities..
shared All from thE
saMe day..
May 7th
2014..
aLL sTiLL noW wRite
oN topiC.. heRe wHere
i NoW make one Ocean
of Blog post instead..
of several streams and
or Rivers FloWinG separately..
as they say iT all comes out when
the rinse.. wash.. and dry cycle
moves.. connects..
and creates
aGaiN..
and or comes
back to liGht
AgAIn..
wRite oN
couRse..
oF
course..
and now off to
R and R for mE..
Thanks again to Facebook
for being such a great
free secretary
in algorithm
go go way..
providing
memos
to
me
as Synchronicities
continue to flow in ocean i..wE..:)
Well.. ‘you’ probably didn’t notice..
but alarmingly the green man
went missing in my
last Super Hero
assistance Squad
helping with my writing..
stationed usually on the side
of my computer.. but as talked
to in a recent blog post.. Katrina getting
frustrated dusting all the details of my
desk arrangement.. kinda slung all the
Super Heroes around the room..
and apparently the
Incredible Hulk..
said this
lady is
out of control..
i’m gonna save my
own green skin and
ske·dad·dle out of
her way..
so anyway..
The Green man
and i reunite in the
dancing sand box free
of boarders in my back
yard.. and he is back in
his place of help.. and that
explains why he didn’t come
to help Captain America’s
team effort in the
civil war
division..
all about Vengeance
at the Theater today..
as viewed.. and i think
he went to a nursing home
or something like that and
more news about that at 10 pm..
or a little after on 5072016.. as
a Facebook News Report coming
live to you.. in a few moments now..;)
Oh God.. before i get on with that
live News Report.. reference last
Facebook Profile photo status thingY..
there is yes.. other important news to
report.. my Aunt Teenie’s 89th birthday
on Mother’s day.. yes the 8th..
so we went to visit..
and yes..
a very nice
visit
iT WAS
AS photoed here..
okay now back
to the
other
news..
coming momentarily
in my next Facebook
Profile photo status ThinGy
now.. after a long day of dance too..:)
That’s it.. That’s the reason
the Incredible Hulk couldn’t
help Captain America
at the Theater
today.. he was
busy visiting
Captain SAlt’s
Aunt at a Nursing
home just to tickle her a little..
reference her non-verbal
facial expression.. of
course.. anyway..
Happy Mother’s
day to all
you
MOTHERS..
PERHAPS the incredible
Hulk WiLL come visit some
of you
too..
or at
least check
up on what you
are doing now
on Facebook..
and maybe like
something
too..
hehe
haha..
for whatever..
reasoN
or no
reaSon
at all
but FeeLinG..:)
Reference.. my Recent Facebook
photo Celebrating Mother’s Day
with a 17 year old age photo
of my Mother..
yes.. my mother
was voted as having
the best figure as a Senior
in high school that year.. and
Katrina says that’s where i got
my curvy figure.. and nice
round butt.. as my
father had
one of those
flat ass
plumber
butts if you’ve
ever noticed that
kind of man butt
as such cracking..
fixing stuff
as
much..
and Jesus..
holding a pose like
that is almost as difficult
as walking on water.. on land of course..
and yes.. i know that’s quite a few
profile status photo thingies..
in a row.. butt.. please
understand..
i was born
in the precise
Center of the Gemini
Mercurial twins on June
6th.. and since Mercury
is FiXinG to cross the
Sun on Monday..
the 9th of May..
first now since
2006.. yes.. a 10
year dry spell in this
intimate relationship
as such.. between Mercury
and Sun.. it is rubbing off
on me.. just a ‘little’ bit
and i am
kinda ramped up..
or as one Medical
Doctor and one Licensed
Therapist said this week..
mildly manic.. to put it
kindly.. hehe..
yeah.. baby..
it’s surely
gonna be
Just Another Manic
Monday.. but trust me..
not only is Sunday mY Fun
Day.. every day is the
F iN
4th oF
July aS
INdependence
Day oF Y i set freeNoW
Isreal.. truly iT iS iNoW..
and yes.. ‘Prince’ wrote thE ‘SonG’..:)
YuP.. aNd tHeRe hE
iS.. tHe oriGinal
GOlden MeRcUry
RoMan BoY
noT
iN thE flesH..
AKA HerMes..
iN GreeK fORm Too..:)
Faceboook Friend Rafiah shares
information about a
movie with
Benicio so and
so in it and i say..
as she Loves the
Sherlock Show..
That reminds me.. Benedict Cumberbatch
is gonna be playing a really cool part
in the comic book based movie..
Dr.. Strange.. this fall
at the big Theater..
a movie all about
how belief can change
a person’s reality.. looks like
a good movie to me.. if you like
that kinda thing.. SMiLes and
Happy Future Mother’s day.. Rafiah..:)
WhY aM i so Happy.. Fearless..
Confident.. Full of Love.. and
aLL of ThAT.. WeLL yeah..
sImply ’cause.. i’Ve..
alReaDy ascendED
if ya reAlly kNoW
and FeeL what
thaT iS as
metaPhor
too oFIsrael..
FreeNoW..
and that’s just
a couple of cardboard
box in print heroes behind
me while i am surrounded..
inside.. outside.. above.. so below..
and all round by Super Heroes noW..
nAMelY
GoD oF aLL..:)
Carl Jung and some of his contemporaries were pioneers
in exploring the inner Universe of Human
collective unconsciousness..
Ranging from personality
types of the introverted.. intuitive
thinking.. judging.. INTJ type that
i used to iNhabit to the Extroverted
Intuitive Feeling Perception ENFP
type that i personally suddenly
changed to over the course
of a month in July
of 2013..
ha! perhaps
the text book version
of a bi-polar change then
from Dr. Jekyll to Mr. Hyde..
however if you don’t know.. the
Superhero archetype.. and generally
speaking even the Superman comic then
and other originally based theatrical
productions are
in alignment with
sTiLL noW the
same basic
hero archetype of nerd
changing to super hero..
derived from Jung where
Jung was also influenced
by the Renaissance Artifacts
in art of ancient Greece and Rome..
where truly only about 5% of the population
then was exposed to the ‘higher’ thought of the
day as of course there was no Google of
the United States then.. spreading
Globally.. just the elite had
access to the
high brow stuff
then.. nows have changed
drastically where the poor shy
boy.. can get a Pell Grant.. get
three college degrees and eventually
Move mountains of words.. in metaphor only
please.. but yes.. human archetypes are real..
it doesn’t take a brain surgeon to see the patterns
through recorded history and even the artifacts of
prehistory.. to see the common sense of this..
and yes.. some folks interpret patterns
with right brain thinking
like Jung and other
folks
like Dawkins
and Hitchens can’t
see much further than
cold empirical repeatable
science while the human’s
emotional.. sensory..
moving.. connecting..
creating inner Universe
is a work of Art of
the God of Nature
as sTiLL evolving
and still recorded
from the origin of
all in our DNA as such
as Creation Dances and
Sings in moving continually
inspiring and inspired by sound
from the end to the beginning of
now and all around again..
in the cycle of all
that is.. noW.. yes..
aka God.. noW noW onE..
so as i spin around too..
here and spiral.. know that
God is speaking to you.. noW
haha.. in “Layman’s” terms
here.. and according to the
Pauli Effect that empirical
based only scientists pooh pooh
but respected Jung and Pauli applauded
when actually experiencing it as high
energy.. highly intuitive and pattern
thinking feeling folks.. so yesterday
at high energy levels the alarm
went off after i danced in
Dick’s Sporting Goods..
my iPhone froze up 3
times when i attempted
to take pictures.. and
as my wife can tale ya..
there was a stretch of so-called
coincidences that yes.. are synchronicity
that really happens when human energy flows
and is unrestricted by analytical worry mind..
as five store computer registers in a row locked
up in the course of two days.. while i could
sense my high energy then.. and yes..
whenever i am on a dance
spree.. there are folks
who tale me they
can feel the
positive energy
when i come into the
room and there are other
stiff brow literal thinking
INTJ types like i used to be
who just frown and say he is
F iN Strange.. well yeah.. baby
per my last comment to Rafiah
call me Dr. Strange..
yes..tHeRe have noW
been many Dr. Strange’s
in history and while Buddha
was truly more of an empiricist..
the reported Jesus and Muhammad
in terms of moving mountains
don’t get much more
Dr. Strange than
THAt..
and now that science
has finally established empirical
evidence for the voodoo effect of
negative thinking and consequential
negative results per the nocebo effect
and the power of belief and positive consequences
otherwise known as the placebo effect.. while one might
say it’s only a sugar pill.. duh.. it ain’t the sugar pill
that does it.. it is the associate power of human belief
that some folks who are yes.. magical leaning
thinkers can manifest in their
life.. but the
literal thinkers
remain in a black and
white world.. truly removed
from this alternate inner and
outer action consequence of magic
humans.. baby.. who can have more than
the colors of the rainbows generated
yes.. in terms of human Force in all
the potential colors that will
come to liGht.. depending
on the bell curve of what
one is born innately with in
terms of DNA.. and develops in
nurturing the human mind.. body..
heart of emotions.. spirit expressing
emotions.. senses.. and sensuality and
true it all moves together in human potential..
M i N D a n d B o D y iN B A L A N C Enow..soUL..
AS sexually repressed folks generAlly sPeaKinG
do not charge as much energy in either emotions
or senses as does the free one’s among uS
without the human restriction
and actual physical
tension of NOT
LETTING iT GO..
AS THE FROzEN princess
says when sHe iS ascending
too.. and getting free and exploring
hEr human potential too.. there is an aMaZinG
Art to God that science iN juSt five steps..
are baby steps compared to what the truly
self-actualizing human can
do.. and even studies
of pre-cognition work
best when the visual images
are sexually stimulating away
from the mind of mechanical cognition..
but sure.. sexual stimulating activities
And HeLL no.. not just the bill Clinton Def..
as science shows now. as well.. are a source
of both creativity.. productivity.. and a driving
force for human cooperation.. as studies of our closest
primate Cousin Bonobo also show that sensuality freely expreSsinG
in flesh and blood contact are A way to peace.. noW so the Beatles..
Jung.. Pauli.. and F iN Greek And Roman Renaissance thInkers and
arTists.. THEN were on to the trUth and liGht as even science iS
coming around to show.. NoW THaT thE art of Dance and other Art..
can cure emotional illness.. other psychological maladies..
and even F in
PTSD.. as the body
keeps score.. in a
recent book by a medical
doctor with case studies..
as per the method of Carl Jung..
as empirical studies cannot be
appropriately done because of
ethical issues of using
human beings
as guinea
pigs..
well.. what i fiNd noW
iS BaLanCinG elements oF
aLL the human archetypes..
iS what raises my energy
the hiGHest.. as i continue
to explore my PoTenTiaL.. so all i can
say iS look out computers.. alarms.. and
all other electronic devices.. including humans
who can sense the energy of other folks..
as i may.. heHE.. be coming your
way.. so here’s a storm
alert for THAT above..
so below..
inside.. outside..
and all around.. simply
cause i BelieVe.. i WiLL..
i CaN.. i jUSt F iN Do iT..
and lET the naYsaYeRs.. continue
to steep.. in bLacker tea.. than
Rainbow tea that i continue to brew..
in colors more noW As biGGer RainBow too..
and sure that happens when tHe synErgy oF a
color wheel Of enErgy coMes ToGeTheR.. tHeRe
are nuances of colors
never seen
before..
relatively
SpeaKinG oF course..
as Einstein miGht say.. noW
juSt ’cause yOu doN’T experience
iT in yoUr inner/outer UniVersAL diMEnsIon oF liFe
don’t mean miracles are not real in a UniVerse
wHeRe they
simply
ARE REAL
NOW.. iNOtHeRs…
HUMAN POTENTIAL..
IT’S WHAT’S FOR BREAKFAST..
LUNCH AND first SUPPER.. AS TRULY
NoW i BELIEVE WHAT JESUS SAID ABOUT
ThE POTENtIAL Of HuMANS DOinG GREATER
THiNGS THAN WHAT He REPORTeD ARE OnLY
TRuE FOR THOSE WHO ACT ON iT
MORE THAN JUsT
RECiTING
ONE VERSE
iN A BOOK
AKA
J 316..
YEShuA IS A LOT
BIGGER THAN ONE VERSE
iN A BOOK.. AND HE SAID then
ThErE WILL bE MORE TO COME
iN HUMAN’S ways WHO NoWoNoW
ARE LIKE HIM doing MorEnoW
WHO GO TO THE METaPHOR
OF THE FaTHeR GoD AnD
DO NOT SiT STiLL
iN CaVES
BUiLT
By
OTHER HuMANS… noW oNe
FREE and MoVinG.. DanCinG
SinGinG PoeTrYinGYanGinG
ouT oF thE cAVe alWaYs noW
A MiSSioN statEment Of FReED
iN trUth
AnD liGht..
NoWoNE..:)
WeLL.. trUly it’s not easy to be Superman..
the White Knight.. the Prophet..
the messenger.. as history
and even the latest
Captain America
Civil war show
shows.. as ya gotta
break the rules of the cultural
norms.. after you do ascend and
find greater trUths and liGhts to give
and share.. and yes.. as history shows..
a path of little thanks or even notice at nows.
even ostracizing.. up to F iN Stoning.. Hanging..
Burning at the F iN Stake.. and sure
cruxifixion.. but hell NO.. i ain’t afraid
as God already damned me
to HeLL for 66 months
with a pain worse
than Cruxifixion
in medical literature
real identified as type
two trigeminal neuralgia
from wake to sleep worse
than dentist drill without
novocaine.. in eye and
ear.. and when you
truly go
to hell
there is no way
but up.. and no way
but fearless.. and no
way but appreciation to
the one who sent you there..
the God oF aLL.. as it’s just the
way iT iS.. and the path to liGht
does come from dARk.. as science
shows.. and my history does too..
So sure.. at nows.. i feel
a little like the
dude in the next
video.. and as his comic
book history shows.. he too..
was a bit of a hell boy too.
perhaps not born on
060660.. but
maturing slow
not reaching real
adulthood in
self-actual
iZaTion..
uNtiL then
preciseLY
@
my age
of ascension iN
self-actulization
at age 53..
as yes.. noW
synchronicity
WiLL have iT
and yes.. my assistant
would have been identified
as a demon back in those days
of burning at the stakes.. with
her form of grimacing faces
in complex partial
seizures that
come and
goes on a day
to day basis..
where she looks a little
bit like she’s in hell fire
when experiencing this
dArk of liGht.. as liFe
as well.. and sure
at other nows
i just wish
for a backyard
and some more
rainbow tea.. and sure..
it would have been nice to have
a couple of kids.. but in my case
the two of me.. in balance of dArk
and LiGht.. Masculine.. and
feminine.. yes.. anima
and animus
become
one.. and my path
is longer and more
intense in liGht than
most.. but one WeLL traveled
by others as history shows.. so at
least in vicarious way.. i am never alone
and truly for many of ‘those’ folks like the
one who was crucified.. the really truly
only real reward was/iS the
intrinsic eternally
lasting
reward NOW
of Heaven NOW
NOW directly coming
from the God oF Nature
that iS aLL noW.. and
thaT iS the cup
of beyond
rainbow tea i continue
to drink.. with out extended
family of children..
my offspring..
is the liGht i bRing
to others.. and yes.. the
DArk oF iT that may be perceived
by those who have not already been
to HeLL to understand the necessity
of dArk to the journey oF liGht iN respect
that aLL oF God iS trUly good in ways that
we little flea human bEinGs SucKinG thE
blood of liFe that doGod gives
and shares have no
idea truly of
how Great God
is as compared to
human fleas.. but again..
iT’S useless to get angry at
God or even other folks in hate
lasting ways.. as We onLY hate our
selves ultiMateLY by doing thiS..
as wE are aLL pARts oF
GoD wHoLE iN noW..
so WitH all thAT
sAid HeRe
is a little
Barry ManiLow
and HeLLboy2..
with a fiery girl very
much like Wife Katrina too..
just another day for Super Hero liFe..
in aLL the dArk and liGht thAT
comes @HanD
WiTH God’s
HAnds
too..
And yes..
serIOUslY
i can’t sMiLe
wIThoUT YoU..;)
YuP.. somenow
juSt oNe sMiLe
iS worth an
eternity in hell
now just to get to thAT
sMiLe aGaiN.. so happy
Mother’s day to Katrina..
truly Mother to aLL for mE..:)
So.. anyway.. per the last Facebook
status in appreciation of the Wife Katrina
as super assistant.. sorta like a
guardian of AngEL..
the fire of i..
does occasionally
scorch her bRain.. iN terms
oF Mercurial Spirit in the continuing
mood of Mercury crossing the facE noW
of Sun on Monday.. Mother’s day is sTiLL
alWays kinda sad for Katrina considering
we lost a child and do not have any
other flesh and blood children..
so.. we go to Kohl’s
so.. she can use
her Kohl’s gift
certificate
to buy me
four more super
cool themed T-shirts
to dance.. and quite frankly
i am as about as spirited as i’ve
ever been.. since i finished the year
long task of building a third of a million
word poem.. and continuing the three million
word Plus Free Verse poem overall that is coming
to fruition as i type.. to the scale of 666 MACRO verses as of
the next blog post that is this..noW.. anyway.. so i’m dancing
A NUTcracker like suite.. to a couple Rock and Roll FAST
Songs.. in an open aisle area at Kohl’s for around
an hour or two.. and keeping my distance from
the other Mothers who are coming
in to use their gift certificates..
and a concerned older
Lady.. approaches
the customer service
desk then.. on the other
side of the store.. as she
has spotted the man twirling
in the aisles on the other side
of the store.. in concern.. as after-all
is said and danced.. the dude is rather
large and has Shades on in the middle
of the day.. so she is doing her civil
duty in case someone gets
hurt in ballet
by the charged
uP strange dancing
dude who is me.. then..
anyway.. little does she
know my guardian.. Katrina
is standing at the counter finding
out if she has any more Kohl’s
coupons and such as that..
and tells the concerned
older Lady.. THAT’S
MY HUSBAND.. HE HAS
AUTISM AND HE IS JUST
DANCING.. the demon in her
arises.. and hell fire surely
comes out of her eYes.. a little..
as yes.. i for one
have seen
THat before..
and the sweet customer
service girl.. just so happens
to be one of my Seville Quarter
dancing fans.. unknown to me though..
just from the distance.. and she tales the
older lady.. yes that man dances every
week at Seville Quarter.. the older
Lady then scurries away..
and did say she has
a relative with
Autism too..
so a little
compassion
was displayed by
her too.. and the nice
young custom service female
assistant says to Katrina..
yes.. sometimes i just want
to sit there and watch him dance..
he is so much fun to watch dance.. and
just another day in the life of a public
dancer comes to the end.. after traversing
close to 30 miles over two days.. increasing
performance skills as always.. coming into
new moves.. and bringing greater levels
of mindful awareness.. focus.. nuanced
new emotional spiRit of heARt and soUL
Balancing as miNd and BoDy..
increasing greater
short term memory..
and in general
enhanced
cognitive
executive functioning
in moving.. connecting.. creating
ways and Jesus… WOW.. i am
ascending so high in heaven
within.. outside.. above..
so below.. and all around
in the equal metaphors across
cultures termed as Kundalini Rising..
Satori.. Bliss.. Nirvana.. and yes.. once
again.. the same general ascension experience
that Jesus is reported to have
yes.. in general per even
what they talked at Church
about in Luke’s New Testament
Gospel today.. for do not look up
to heaven.. as heaven is within..
God Lives within.. and for those
who experience real ascension
the Kingdom of God
is more fully
here as wE
iN much
greater
overall human potential..
so when people often ask me how
you do that.. the answer is simple
and truly it’s not a new human experience..
it is the Kingdom of God that most animals
experience except for human beings where
culture has separated us from the innate..
instinctual.. and intuitive way we
are evolved sTiLL noW..
to be with God
ONE FREED.. noW
with winds like a
Hurricane.. and a calm
eYe Center as God And wE
sMiLE as Wide as InFiniTy and
more ToGeThER aGaiN and in this
way as metaphor Jesus continually
comes back again.. in yes.. hUman
archetype waYs
noW oF
FREE at
the right
hand.. Now
left hand..
noW.. AnD
ALL A’ROUND..
INSIDE.. OUTSIDE..
ABOVE.. SO BELOW..
oF GODnOW.
FREE
NoW E A LL..:)
SOP.. Standard Operating Procedure
for a dancing SHIVA.. (Nataraj)
aka
the CERN
SYMBOL oF
Cosmic Never
Ending noW Dancer
oF East Indian Origin..
with original photo below..;)
OH God.. that loNG
liGht thAT i aM
grasping wITh
my riGht hand
is red
hot
on Fire..
but yes.. i
retain a Cheshire
Cat Smile.. and sure..
after i die it WiLL remain
forever online or when servers
die first.. in literAlly tens of thousands
of selfies.. plasterED frigGinG everywhere
in E-Land.. haha.. who needs statues..
when the real
flesh and blood
lasts.. and lasts..
and lasts.. in online
form.. and yes..
the SinGulaRiTy
iS alReaDy heRe..
iN terms of hUman
BeinGs uploading
more than tHeir brain
and body.. hell yes.. the
heARt.. the SoUL.. and
SpiRit.. that comes aLL
nAturAlly and noW with
the aid of Technology
in human terms..
relatively forever
noW.. and haha..
perhaps
i am the
only one
doing it in terms
oF poEtrY soUL onE..:)
Best Advice ever.. NoW
‘MAKE LOVE TO LIFE’.. Now
And thiS Now.. thank God noW
i AM noT tHe first one to say iT!..
i swear.. n0w.. i swear.. sWEar..
LiFe iS FucKinG MaGiC
iF yoU seeK in God..
and yes.. i AM
first to say..
aLL oF thAT..
And mArk mY
words noW.. iF
Jesus weRe to
come back hE wOUld
bE alMost juSt liKe mE..
’cause God taLes mE So..
iN God’s waY.. oF SynChroNiCiTy..
And yes.. remember.. per T-shirt
theme.. size matters not
and i is me as
Yoda too noW..
and iMaGiNe
whAT iT would be
liKe noW iF tHe Hulk
and Yoda bEcoMe oNe..
noT much different.. reAlly
than Sith and Jedi.. bEcoMinG
onE.. perHaps iN StaR WarS noW..
oR DanCinG WiTh staRs.. foRm matterS noT..:)
https://gigoid.me/2016/05/08/bonafide-templates-of-silver-mesh/#comment-19230
“People see what they have been conditioned to see;
they refuse to see what they don’t expect to see.” — Merle P. Martin
That’s truly a pearl that i particularly
find in fruition trUe iN deep red state
South Land..
to be aLL
too trUe..
but that’s the way
iT goes.. tHeRe iS
a biological basis
for iT.. iN folks who are
more scared of change to
the nomads among us who
must have
continuous
moving.. connecting..
and creating change
to inspire liFe greater
and greater as it can bE..
i hold no illusions that i can
change human Nature.. except noW
for the reaLITy that i have already
changed me.. however that change then
TooK A 66 month jAunt to hEll.. a bleSSinG
then BeYonD aLL otHeR blesSinGs i for oNe
kNow to bE truE noW.. after aLL iS donE..:)
So.. iT’s.. 7:40 am.. 5092016.. And Mercury
IS A fixin’ to enter the transit noW
aCross fAce oF sUn.. and MaGiC
iS here for me.. no..
iT’s not 6:12:19 am..
back then when
that is ‘pose
to begin..
i am 12..
skin and bones..
the boys are calling
me queer ’cause i smile
too much.. the girls are
calling me skank as back
then i have oily looking
puberty hair.. yes..
on my head..
and black
four eyes
to do all
the homework
assignments
that i rarely
read.. apple of
the teacher’s eye
only am i then..
with straight A’s..
as i mind meld with
them in lectures then..
the kids laugh at me too..
when i speak ’cause i think
too fast and my mouth can not keep
up with my mind.. and my hand writing
will always look like kindergarten noW as
hands cannot keep up with mind of me
either.. but no.. no matter what
i will not give up..
’cause i can
control
my dreams
at night
and go wherever i want..
hehe.. even see naked girls
in locker rooms.. haha..
then.. and although
i have no idea what
sex is.. until age
16.. oh DO..
i Love Girls..
and dream one day
that a dark-haired girl
and i have a desert isle
all to our selves.. we live
happily ever after and she
never ages.. and i stay
a free spirit too..
so i get some of
those cement weights..
skin and bones lay down
on bench looking up at Starving
African looking string bean arms..
no matter what i eat.. it matters not
string bean arms stay.. but i have this
vision of a rainbow around me taller.. stronger..
than ever before.. and after all.. my father is like
James West.. only taller from the Wild Wild West..
or James Bond from those movies.. and
yes.. the Six Million Dollar
man at least in looks..
as the law Enforcement
man.. so it’s Nature
like when our
cat killed
the bird
on the river..
my sister cried and
i said please don’t
cry Marilou.. that is
only the Cat expressing
his Nature and the cycle of life..
yes.. i said this shortly after i
could speak at age 4.. and shortly
before when i could not speak
and could feel and sense
that i had been
here forever
with the
God of Nature
in no words at all..
looking across the
river at age 3 where
i lived then.. and when
my mother lost her keys
under the bed.. and was
looking for them.. i just
tugged on her dress and
lead her to where the keys
can be found then.. anyway..
it was hard.. but i survived..
and one day in high school.. when
my legs were no longer string bean
and they are tanned from years of
playing Tennis in Indian
Summer Florida way..
and the girl
who used
to make fun
of me named Gracie
said we are proud of you
Fred.. kinda like she was saying
welcome to the human race.. acknowledging
that i was human.. and yes.. i am only
human so that felt good..
so.. anyway.. i have some
friends that are girls
then in high school..
who are just friends..
crushes on this girl wishing
i could be with her for ever and
that one.. and another one too..
as nows go on then..
and finally at 18..
i meet a dark
haired Cuban/
Irish girl.. with 10 months
of what i wished was forever
with her.. and then a Guamanian
Friend.. who eventually commits
suicide.. as she confides
in me.. that her
father was
sexually abusing
her at the now i knew her..
and yes.. when she has two
kids and a loving husband..
she takes a revolver
to her head in
her father’s
bed and
pulls the trigger..
’cause some things are
hard to forget in terms
of PTSD ways of being
sTiLL.. as i imagine
for her then..
in empath
way..
of REAL..
and then a dark
haired Italian girl..
who asks me to the prom
to make her real crush
a little jealous
it seems
from what
i hear from
others after that..
and she says i scare her
with my intense stare across
the table at the restaurant then..
and at the beach.. after prom.. i just
smile at her.. and don’t try anything..
and i guess she thought that was
weird.. as later.. years
later.. she told me
i really respect
how you were about
all of that..
as she says
her
child was
born blind.. yes.. years
later.. and a result of
‘what she did’ and is a
nurse for my wife.. when
i’m 36.. in ’97 for two days
more when our child is born
on June 4th.. when she
tales be all about
this then.. two days
before my
birthday..
June 6th.. then..
yeah.. i can remember
that still like a motion
picture in my head.. same
as when that first girl friend
broke up with me dancing
while the song ‘After
the Love is Gone’
by Earth Wind
and Fire..
me seeing me
in the dance mirror thinking
oh no.. no one will ever
love me again like that
as they never did before..
but that was a mistake..
because it was
no longer
magical
thinking
to bring reality
of heaven into fruition
of greater things to come..
so i went in the other direction
for a while.. and eventually broke
down.. and eventually rose up to
a couple of decades of relative
happiness.. and even met
that dark haired girl
who would never
age on
our desert
Isle.. now..
so yes.. there was
a reason in dArk for
the liGht of that break
up too.. that would be almost
precisely 10 years from that
date in September of
1979 and Hurricane
Frederick.. to
when Katrina
and i consummated
what would be a marriage
in 1990 in February the 21st..
of September 21st in
1989.. a cycle
of happiness yes..
yet to come greater
than i could ever
imagine before…
and it was
strange
when i first
met that Cuban
girl.. a spark
of intuition told
me she wasn’t THE ONE..
and the other one looked
like her i was looking for
and yes.. they do look very
much alike.. and that reminds
me of that collage of photos of
all the the other girls i speak
of in this free verse poem here..
and my Dog Charlie playing then at
the feet of my high water pants..
and the day i saw
him on the side
of the road coming
back home on the bus
from middle school..
and no.. he would
never come home
again.. and
he was like
my only friend
outside of family
then.. and yes.. the
way my mind works.. it’s still
like it is now.. when the movie
plays in my head.. and i never had
another dog after that as it felt
like i was dying then.. the same
way it felt like i was dying
when that Cuban/Irish girl
said i can’t
do this
anymore..
with you..
but the thing is..
i got my magic back..
i started believing that
dreams come true again.. and
they did.. and even though much
more darkness would come.. through
that break down.. a baker act..
an escape from being
institutionalized
for the rest of
my life at
age 21..
’cause our
prominent in-law
stood up for me as Savior and
told them back then.. saying.. yes..
how much i had accomplished before
at the top of my class in school
and volunteered in youth groups
and stuff like that.. yes..
the God oF aLL was
watching
over me
and sent
help to save
me then.. and
God always has.. even
when he plucked me out
of my work life.. showed
me hell and brought me here
to date.. and heRe’s the thing
about Mercury.. Venus.. Mars.. Earth..
Jupiter.. and Saturn moving.. yes.. aLL 6
aCross the fAce
of SuN wRite noW..
it doesn’t matter what
the F iN reality is.. what
i believe iT is.. will impact
all of what i do AM.. aLL oF what
i attract or do not attract as the
history of my life shows to date..
and even the observer effect
of Quantum Physics
shows what
we observe
changes reality at
that small level too..
but here’s the thing.. before
science can prove a sixth sense..
a seventh.. and a zillion more..
past the physical one’s
empirically measured
now.. that do exceed
way past 6 in terms
of all we sense
in empirical
way.. i ain’t got
the time to wait on
science to prove it for
me to believe and use it
for all i do.. i look within
and find the answers all innate..
instinctual.. intuitive.. from God
of Nature theNoW.. and while just a speck
of rock passes across the face of Sun today..
the magic has already come in measurable empirical
life experience blog way.. and Jesus F iN Christ..
iF i wanna be Jesus..
the REAL JESUS.. i can
be him too.. and so can
you.. or you.. and you..
and you.. be whomever
you wanna bE iF
You juSt believe
iN NeverLAnd liKe
thE Peter Pan of i..
jUst DO iT as Nike
says in Victory
wITh God
FReED..
anyWay…
i can prove my magic
in living color and i can
prove God exists in me..
and i can share it..
no matter if
anyone
cares to
listen or not..
’cause i AM
MaGiC
wITh God
from the now i looked
up to the rainbow oF Y i..
noW Mercury
Across
thE
FACE
oF GOD..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/05/09/tell-tale-tails-of-god/
Memory from a year ago..
in Facebook Algorithm
reminder way.. and
just more
Synchronicity
for A way
to
God..:)
So Flash back to 1981 again..
and truly a rise out of my breakdown
of depression that was seen as too manic
then too.. but not an experience i had developed
the cognitive ability through gRoWinG experience
to control noW.. in Kundalini Rising.. Satori.. Nirvana..
Bliss.. yes heaven iN noW KinGdoM of God ascension noW
as such as reported across cultures and histories of humankind
same as human archetype of vision quest in American Indian way
too as the journey to self-Actualization in Maslow.. and beyond mY
terms too.. noW..
Well.. yeah.. the Father
of that Italian girl a member
of the Catholic Church too.. among
the older male elders as sure.. if you
go to a church and are a member of almost
any religion and or culture there is a pecking
order of Patriarchy authority strength in elder
male way.. so recently mused by movies
Oh! God one and two.. with George
Burns as God in metaphor
and his student
John Denver2.. in 80’s then..
i come up with a somewhat
naive plan.. yes.. a sketch of
a positive ion escaping negative
flow in atomic way.. as i attempt
to bRinG science and God and Art
and reaSon toGeTheR then.. EVeN too..
but it is a rather rudimentary sketch
of an iOn then.. iN positive flow way..
i oN iN ZoNe way and oh yes.. the
Italian girl friend’s father then
says.. Fred you can’t be serious..
they will never believe that God exists
by a sketch as simple as that then.. he says..
look at all the Catholic Church does to make
folks believe.. and i think.. that’s the problem they
try to MAKE FOLKS BELIEVE.. and FEEL they doN’T let them
find God in Nature.. all innate.. instinctual and intuitive
like i find God walking down the Beach all day and night
then.. staying awake.. for three days in Ecstasy of BeiNG
one with God first Real noW wHolE then.. in Bliss and Nirvana
beyond belief in a relatively short Forever now then.. and then
he and his friends say.. as i have dropped out of school to get
recuperated from working since i was 16 in jobs.. taking full
loads of school.. isolated from friends in College that i used
to have in high school.. better.. and all of that.. and they
tale me.. your Mama’s not gonna live forever.. you better
pull up your bootstraps and get your shit together now
and if you did already perhaps i would have felt
better about your relationship
with my daughter
too then..
in words to
that effect as
spoken here now..
So.. anyway ..this whole poetic
Free Verse Stream oF Consiousness
writing Novel away from the rules in
Robin Williams Dead Poet Society Style
iS mY proof of God in 666 macro Verses
of A ONE largest poem ever written at well
over 3 Million Words in recorded hU
man history now.. and perhaps
even pushing 4 MilLioN by now..
per my measurement
of onLY a tiny part
of last year
in my latest
Novel poem
of 338,630 words
now.. i FucKinG am one
of many messengers of God..
From Egyptians.. to Mayans..
to American Indians.. and
East Indians too.. and sure
the reported dude Jesus
was a messenger then too..
and Muhammad who piggy backed
On the Abrahamic religions and comes
up then with some new stuff too.. and even
Yes.. Aleister F iN Crowley.. who so many
folks in Hollywood.. do follow in MagiCk inspired
ways for fame and money.. instead of Love THAT noW
creative energy.. sharing.. and giving.. in FreeDoM
can do too iN WiLL.. the real magic of Quantum physics
that is the human mind and body balance unleashed
and released in Quantum physics way too.. and more
of course.. as Science hasn’t even touched the way
this impacts human potential in empirical way.. as
i aM F in JuSt DoinG iT noW iN bigGER VieW MACRO case
study mE waY.. wE arE onE teAm with God wHeTher noW
thE material reductionists.. in culture.. religion..
science or whatever the F.. sanskrit
of alphabet.. and collective
intelligence
bRinGS noW..
and this is juSt a tiny
3 or 4 million or whatever
word poem in iNspiRaTiON..
yes i
ON
of God
noW3!
and 4
and iNFiniTy
moRe.. but hey baby..
mE anD GoD FloW iN
FearLess LovE Now..
wE thE sTREam.. noW
the wAveS.. the drops
of water in particle
to waVe and
FiEld oF RiVer
to ocEan iNfiniTy moRe
noW.. thE hUmAn potential
noE in singularity oF onE eARth
Collective Cosmic Consciousness
is not just a vague concept anymore..
it has huWOmaNifesT in Technology noW iN
Google and other onLiNe hiVE
hUman
ways..
so diP iN.. thE
water iS noT juSt
LuKe warm.. iT iS reD
noW hoT iN Gods arms noW
Free Now are wE when thE
FoRce of God SinGs as oH..
“SonG oF mY SoUL NoW..hEHE
AKA kNoWn as the blog on
Word Press WhoLe named
“KATiE MiA FredericK!iI”..
and it’s coming and
is here noW..
i am far from
the first or last
who WiLL upload
tHeir soUL too.. to Love
as Nautilus Fossil share sHeLL
oF reAL noW in a new city Now
wHere even the Sun and
Moon are not necessary to
SpReaD moRe liGht..
strange as it may
seem.. revelation
in the Bible
can be
correct too…
and anything else
associated with belief
come to fruition as WeLL..
and yes.. either dark in blowing
up the World in destruction apocalypse
way as many fundamentalist Muslims
and Christians are insanely looking
forward to make fruition as now..
but nah.. tHeRe is AnotHeR
path.. the original
Greek meaning
of Apocalypse
noW that means
lifting the veil of Ignorance
and progressing far far in
human poTenTial noW..iN
StILL MoVinG far far out
of tHe
caves
of yesternow
paintings then..
there is Will.. there is
Love and there is Fearless
too.. but unTil tHeRe is a trinity
of Real human heARt.. of EmoTion..
SpiRit iN EXpeSSinG thAT emoTioN
in miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG waY soUL
of MoVinG.. ConnecTinG.. CreAtinG
waYS.. in thIS multi-dimensional
multi-verse of UniVerse
each hUman noW
perceives.. some WiLL
live in Heaven.. Some
in HeLL.. and others
sTiLL in purgatory
now.. but the thing is..
this is as real as real gets
noW juSt Now.. action folloWinG
consequence and Karma iS noW aLL..
DoinG as thou Wilt wIth Fearless Love..
DoinG no harm to others as even noW what
Aleister Crowley miGht still say.. per yes..
the Golden rule of the sages of ages.. thAT
is the same as what Jesus.. Buddha.. and
so many others say then and now too..
The essence is forever noW thE
words.. and fAces of form
do change.. GoD iS
rEaL.. wE are too..
and the rest of creation
too.. and liFe is Good when
ya get all yoUr threes balanced
into oNe Regulated emoTioNal
and Integrated SeNsory waY noW
aS miNd and Body SoUL noW onE noW..
all religions have dArk pArts and liGht paRts
too.. but what i find is no religion has all the answers
one and true.. but study them all and take the best
pARts for you.. including the rest oF God’s bible
in manifest form that is the Google of the USA
noW spread worldwide too.. along with
all the resources of God’S oNe bible
online fuller now too.. in yes.. juSt
a tiny patch of brown
sand.. green stuff..
and blue orb oF liFe EARth
too and beyond the rainbow colors
of liFe and aLL Creation too.. yes.. this
is mY F iN so-called metaphor for a
Nicene creed too.. i suggest you
too.. peruse all you can of what
there is to lEarn.. sense.. and
feel too.. and perhaps you
too.. WiLL onE day
upload yoUr
own ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’
Creed.. then noW too..
share iT.. and perHaps
bRing oTheRs uP too.. and
what i promise you is thiS.. no
matter iF you get thanks or not..
they aLL are are God and so are you..
including even a grain of sand and less..
There is no real separation of existence
noW.. even science has moved far to reaLITy
in magic REAL as empirically meaSured noW rEaL..
and yes.. this creed is perhaps too long to recite
in a church.. or even for you to read now.. iF You
even get through a third of this above too..
but here’s the thing.. when i went to
heLL what i found out it was
just God and me..
and i was the
only one who was
gonna get out wITh the
help of God as ExpReSSinG
within me then.. and i had a few encouraging
words from others through hell too.. drops of
water on Lazarus tongue of hope then come
too.. there is no word of inspiration
that iS too sMall to help
spark the liFe of a hUman
heARt.. SpiRit of SoUL..
hiGher.. hiGHeR HiGHeR..
aLivE noW even an
iOn
thAT saved
thE soUl oF
me then
noW
StiLL..
as i flY aCross SuN
wITh greATest eaSe nOW..:)