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Well.. i could write several Novels based just on ‘this shirt’..
But thank goodness someone already
beat me too it.. hehe..
Compared to Alice in Wonderland
with a Jabberwocky.. hmm.. wacky..
wocky.. whatever.. anyway.. yes.. compared
to Alice on one of the dVerse prompts by
a very nice PHD in Psychology.. was also a
Tennis Star from the University of Miami..
and yes 80 years old too.. i believe in
reciprocating good favors.. now.. and
and at first.. i didn’t know if she
was laughing at me or with
me but she clarified it
was all just
for fun..
hehe..
it isn’t often
that i get a poem
written about me.. at
least not one that explicitly
says Katie Mia Frederick..
but yes.. i do explore
many rabbit holes..
and as many times
as i have heard..
are ya smoking
some mushrooms..
at Old Seville Quarter..
where i am celebrating my
99th week of dancing there
with all the cool college age folks
tonight.. i’ll give ’em what they
dream of
with this
shirt tonight..
but remember
Beware of the
Jabberwocky..
too..
and YNOT
Alice too..
or perhaps
dream is a better word..
at least for some iN strange..smile emoticon

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/02/tornado-poetry-and-me-free-verse-nude.html

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SMiLes.. my friend..
yeS.. secret iN plain
siGht.. UniVerse moves
iN Balance and wE
as fractals oF
iT.. mini-me’s
of ALLTHATIS
Celebrate liFE
best when
iN balance
iN aLL ways
of dualities
also seen throughout
Physical Nature as well..
Anyway.. speaKinG of celebrating
liFe.. off to dance with folks 3 decades
my junior.. as for me.. now at least..
age is just
a number
and i
am younger
iN SpiRit for N0W
and groWinG EveN
iN BALANCE N0W
younger in SpiRit
alWays
NoW
wITh
perhaps an
oldest soUl as
weLL iN preSenT oF NOW..
hope you are feeling much
better gigoid.. and WiLL be
dropping by tomorrow
fuLL sTeam.. wRite on
course
iN
SpiRit!
heARt
and SoUl
of i as mE..
and I as WeLL!..:)

SMiLes my friend.. gigoid..
late.. late.. night
and just
getting
back up
to speed
in blog
land.. hehe..
hope you slept well..:)

346

Facebook Friend Rafiah says..

Women’s life is what her men tell her to.

i say..

That’s sad.. Katrina tells and yells
at me what to do all the time..
and it never makes me
angry as i am no
better than
her and
willing
less..
but that was the
way of human ancestral
past before agriculture when
humans are foragers and science
plays this out now.. in the record
of pre-history artifacts.. as well
as current ‘primitive’ societies
still forAginG for a living..
the fear of MANY
men is they
will lose
control and
women will once again
be in charge of the battle
of the sexes.. truth be tOld
that truth and liGht is already
occurring around the
world at it is only
God’s Nature for
human being
surfacing
again..
and i for one..
document this amazing
changing human Nature
through out my life now..
where even Hillary
Clinton becoming
President in
the US is
indication
that Patriarchy
once again will sooner
or later go the way of the
Dinosaur age..
women rule
by cooperation
men hunt with swords..
men who hunt other men
and women for sport..
will fail in God’s eYes
soon enough as
God oF Nature
WiLL alWays
have her
way.. and
mArk my words..
coming to a town near
you too.. before you
rest in duSt..
my friend
Rafiah..:)

570

Quadrille
Timely Repeat
and Response..
So sad that so many
who talk about the truth
setting one free would hope
in the same breath
that the earth
would
end
in ashes
tomorrow
self fulfilling
prophecies
real for
those
who
believe in
the truth of Ash..:)

Misky from dVerse
suggests there is
no Truth in Ash
and i say..

Yes.. True..
And i readily admit..
My metaphors aren’t always clear.. wInks..
And particularly.. When they are also literal one and same..
Humans will believe anything the culture says is true..
Depending on the whim of now to avoid outcast status..
As history shows over and over to extremes of
Female Genital Mutilation to Institutionalized
Rape as Marriage and for some the literal truth
that ashes means destruction is their
metaphorical truth for next stop Heaven.. ..
Truth is relative in the eyes of fools for liED..
Even in sitting still my friend for animals evolved
to move from birth to death.. For human the truth
is always relative to the flavor of the culture and or
religion at hand in science and or art in aLL the Shades
oF Grey and hues of colors.. Including white and black..:)

766

SMiLes.. my friend.. navasolanature.. thanks so much
for coming by and visiting with me today..
and what you see here is part of
a year long effort of
responding to
every single
link and every
single prompt
on dVerse for an entire
year of response in collaboration
and poetic response.. and early on
i explained in detail to the dVerse team
of what i was doing in pioneering a new
way of writing poetry with what technology
allows now in way of combining visual
poetry and culturally relative
art in the ways of photos..
youtube music videos..
etc.. and with all
my unfailing participation..
i was hoping they could at least
overlook the breadth of what i was
doing in exploring this new way of
writing poetry both in complexity
and size of effort.. however.. they
continued to pressure me to
do less.. and eventually
more or less ran
me off
in attempting
to restrict what i was
doing to even participate..
additionally.. making rules that
were obviously directed specifically
at me.. even suggestions for limitations
in open links.. that were starting to stifle
other poets as well.. so it was good
that i left.. both for others
and me..
as it allowed me even more
time for my new exploration of
poetry and i was able to publish
my first Free Verse Novel in
December titled..

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/12/26/godsuniversenovel/

weighing in at over 40K words with main post
and over 50K words with associated
poetry in comments section..

and this month..
February.. this free
verse Novel titled..

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/02/09/godsuniversenovel2/

weighing in at over 50K words with main post
and exactly 60K words with associated
poetry in the comments section there..

And my next Novel effort coming in the next
month or so.. will be titled ‘GodsUniVerseNovel3’..
and will be an unabridged Novel of all my
micro to macro poetic expressions
to all the dVerse prompts in the
entire last year..
as i have not
missed any.. even
the ones on sites where
some of the folks moderate
or delete me out for
whatever reason
they do..
and that’s
fine but i have
the ability to be inspired
by whatever i like and write
it here.. there is no possible
censorship here.. as i
pay for this blog
and follow
the Word Press
rules that are generous..
in freedom of expression..
all the way to my restricted
nude art links.. fully explored..
And this new Novel effort
will likely be over
100K words..
as i average
around 4K or so
words in poetic
responses back
to all the
dVerse
prompts
and links..
per week..
i am planning on using
much fewer photos and
videos as the last two
efforts were pushing
even the capabilities
of my fast computer
and Broad Band access
and with photos would have
literally taken over 1000 pages
to print.. and impossible to fully
do that anyway.. as one cannot
directly link videos in print.. hehe..
which is an integral part of the
cultural ingredients of what
i more fully do here..
And when
i started exploring
the avenue of nude art..
is when the feathers first
started getting ruffled at dVerse
as the hypocrisy of scantily clad
or nude females is A okay.. but
males.. no.. no.. no.. as a work
of art from head to toe free..
anyway.. i’m
surprised some of
the more fundamentalist
religious leaning folks didn’t
kick me out immediately.. and
yes.. they tried.. but back then..
there were more free
thinking folks
running the show
in terms of Brian
and Claudia.. who
themselves were free verse
poets who didn’t particularly care
to do paint by numbers art either..
so i survived for a while..
until shortly after
they left..
and left
for good..
Brian seeing the
new rules.. too restrictive
as well.. for freedom of expression..
FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION..
YEAH.. some of us
still believe in
that all the way..
smiles..
anyway..
it’s all good for
me.. is what i know and feel..
as i always adapt and survive..
folks have been telling me you
are not good enough or you do too
much all of my life.. and the
one who never
gives up
continues
to produce..
CREATE..
and explore
new frontiers
where folks
have not gone
before.. and no one
yet has cut down this
Sycamore tree that in
words of paint
the colors
of the
wind.. in
that Indian
movie in our
American Pilgrim
heritage says will
grow taller now
as is
the case
here.. with bigger
wInks.. and what
comes what may..
for now.. my friend..
i see/FEEL.. ALL uS humans
iN this game of life toGetHeR..
both conservative and liberal
leaning.. with big and small
efforts.. or tall or short
walls of
freedom..
but i for
one RETAIN
MY FREEDOM IN
FULL.. JUST ‘CAUSE
i CAN.. and truly for those
who understand how to be
free.. there has never been
a now better than
now for iT..
but again..
for those
who both understand
and are even willing
to be free..
yes.. one
must will
to be free..
free will is
not free.. but worth
the relative effort to
be FREE.. wiTh NATUREnow..:)

Oh.. and by the way..
actuAlly this entire
blog is a Novel..
with well over
600 chapters
and thousands
and thousands
of mini-chapters
in ALL of those
chapters in no
particular
order..
that is truly
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..
over 3 million words..
and the Sycamore is still
groWinG.. with actually almost
an infinite number of Novels
that can be produced and
CREATED
from iT
already
now..
Grow
is what
mY soUL
continues to do..
some folks are still
and placid lakes
but i am raVinG
balanCinG
wAveS oF
an Ocean
Free..
my friend..;)

SMiLes my friend.. navasolanature..
thanks for visiting here on my
about section.. overview as such..
again.. and all the pain is gone..
back in July of 2013.. it all
seriously miraculously
disappeared
on that day
on the same
beach as pictured
here.. after that
the real fun started
in both flesh and blood
life and blog life as well..
sMiLes.. there is a much
larger force driving me friend..
and that Force
is all that is
NOW..:)

1788

Friend.. Imran provides
a historically correct
context for the verses
in the Kuran associated
with Slavery and
female
concumbines..
on SOHEIR’s
Blog
and i say..

SMiLes my friend..
thanks so much for the details
of the historical context and I’ve
already read similar defenses..
which are reasonable for the history in question..
However.. in God’s eyes.. Improvement of slavery
or limited rights of men in subjection of slaves is not
the God answer as God lives in every human being
and to enslave any human being.. Even in requiring
marriage by law for those children of God
who are not biologically suited for
marriage by the hand of God
is to enslave God and
this my friend while historically..
Obviously impossible to accomplish
until 200 years ago.. Does not make any of it
less of a sin in God’s eyes as God makes all God’s
human children free.. So of course Muhammad will
be forgiven for accepting the practice of slavery
as is then but that did not come from God
unless God is part slave.. i cannot possibly
believe God is a slave my friend..
One only need to look at the rest of
Nature to see that reality.. And that my
friend is why i look to Nature for God instead
of human language before i could speak at age three..
The only true bible of God is Nature untainted by the hand
and mouth of human.. But give human credit.. Human history
considered.. Of course Muhammad was a great prophet who
improved the welfare of slaves in his instructions from God
but the truth is there would be innumerable prophets
after Muhammad to do even more and in the
New Testament.. Jesus predicted this over
6 centuries before Muhammad.. And there
is still much work to do my friend as all human
prophets from the entire Universe as many and
more as the grains of Sand of the Earth’s beaches
continue to do.. So yes.. Peace be upon prophet
Muhammad for the best he could do given historical
context but In God’s eyes.. All such prophets both famous
and totally unknown in human books are of equal value
as all these grains hold up the mountain of God’s
greatest gift Human feels as Love.. my friend..
where there will always be room for existing
and future prophets to improve.. as Love is
both art and science.. My friend.. Imran..
So my only disagreement given historical
context is it is impossible in God’s eyes that
either Muhammad will be the last prophet of God
or the Quran the final book of God as no human can
make God any kind of slave.. Including the parts of that
are human as God is A to Z not just in book terms per literal but ALL..
Yes simple as ALL that is my friend and beyond any word’s
comprehension for those of us who see and
feel God with more than words..
My friend.. INFINITY more and
beyond that word as well
out of Submission to
THE GOD OF ALL

Friend Imran..
asks if God
Almighty
can do
anything
and
i say..

Yes.. Beyond
human words my friend
but God of ALL requires NO TEST
from human as While human is pArt..
God is ALWAYS MORE.. in other words
i understand my authority as a flea requiring
blood from my master the Dog.. Some human
fleas believe they can test or enslave THE DOG
and as history shows they eventually fail no matter
how hard they try and God giggles..
At least in pArt iN Dog terms..
Of course beyond the
comprehension of
the human flea..:)

Imran asks..

“Good now tell me
Can he throw you out
from his dominion ?

can he create
another uncreated ?”

i say..

Hi Imran.. i for one am
100% sure WEALL (have)
(been) are here forever now so
that is all a moot point to me..
however.. not all folks have
met God face to face.. NOW..
so they
do not have
my advantage..
and honestly
i feel sorry
for them..
and would
like for them
to meet God face
to face now so now..
they will never ever
fear again now and accept
that now is heaven now
and now is gift of God
to us from GOD
and with us NOW..
and create iT.. thuS..
when we enjoy life
we make God happy
and when we harm anyone
away from their relative free
WILL we make God very unhappy..
but to be clear i will never speak
DIRECTLY for God or TEST
God.. so sure..
i could be
incorrect in logical
human terms but my
faith and belief
FEELS
i am
100% sure
that this is Truth
and liGht.. and sure..
Christians.. Muslims
and Atheists.. will say i have
no proof.. but this.. my friend
is beyond the
realm
of PROOF in places
that words DO NOT
EXIST AT ALL
BUT HUMAN
IMAGINATION
OTHER as
created
by human
with God too..
It’s all relative
and never separated
when one lives with
GOD ALWAYS NOW..
and to put it off..
is the personal
hell that some
folks
create
for themselves
who have either
forgotten God
or never
SOUGHT..
NOW..
taken
the effort
to truly do
so iN liGht..
understanding
and feeling the
dARk as important
as the liGht in maKinG
ALL of this that is REAL NOW..
it’s almost futile to attempt
to discuss this in human words
to make human words sense
of it.. but i try and keep
trying to
help others
in finding
some
TRUST iN
LOVE iN NOW..
instead of waiting
for something in
the future when
ALL iS alWays now..
TO BE clear God
is alWays now
and so
are wE
and that’s
ALL THAT
COUNTS NOW..
it’s simple.. walk
the beach
and be wiTh
and as God
as B E A C H F R E E..
but first ya have to
find the beach
and learn
and feel
to walk
as GODFREE..
iN BALANCE ALLways
my friend.. alWays now..:)

Imran.. i think we are having miscommunication here.
Did you open up SOHEIR’s website.. Look at all the comments..
And see where i made a new comment on the very bottom
of the comments where i said it was a moot point?

And NO Muhammad is NOT the last prophet as only
GOD has GOD’s FULL message as God speaks
more than human flea language..
The Kuran is a revelation from
God my friend but the message is
flawed at core because it does not
directly and clearly denounce human slavery
in all forms and yes the Christian bible is flawed as well..
Particularly.. The Old Testament with flaws in the New Testament
as well.. All words fall short of the glory of God and
God allows each human to find God with
zero human words and no little flea
human will ever reveal all of God..
As ALL of God is beyond human
comprehension.. You see my
friend i have met the ALL MIGHTY.. FACE to face
and the Kuran is set up by men who have not..
Otherwise they would never limit God by
suggesting more humans would never
bring a better message..
And do greater works..
As even Jesus said they would
continue to do.. As reported properly in
the New Testament and in my comment at the end of
this comments section i explained how we all are here
forever now but as i clearly stated above
i DO not test GOD or instruct the master
by telling GOD what GOD cannot do
because i for one have experienced
many surprises.. Including real miracles that
i never before knew was possible and when i describe
those experiences perhaps another prophet has experienced
them but that makes me no less or no more than ANY other
human being who has walked the earth now..
God deals in much greater terms than
human A to Z’s and first to lasts..
Greater than what little flea human
currently terms as human words and whomever
suggested Muhammad was the last suggested he was the
best ’cause no human could reveal more of God and that
my friend is the greatest sin of all.. Minds closed to more
of what God has to reveal.. And history shows this clearly in
the number of deaths in the belief some human brought the best
and final revelation of God.. Prophets are everywhere
my friend now.. WRite now.. And one will
know and feel this if and when
they meet more of God
Face to face..:)

Imran.. asks
me how many
times i’ve read
the Quran and if
i understand it all…

And i say..

Hundred of times and enough to understand
it is clearly flawed at core as it accepts
human slavery and does not clearly and directly
instruct human to wipe human slavery OFF the Earth NOW..
NO IFS.. ANDS.. OR BUTS or face the WRATH of God and that is
MY REVELATION from GOD NOW and yep when that
happens ALL CAPS come too with
continued smiles and A
CLEAR WARNING from GOD..:)

Imran goes on to provide
text from the Kuran that
there was improvement
in the slave
conditions..
historically
speaking..

And i say..

SMiLes my friend GOD DEALS in NOW not
later or before ALL is NOW the past is gone..
Let it go and listen to what GOD has to say NOW..
Another revelation of GOD NOW each human choice to
accept or FACE the consequences and each human will
hear their own personal message from GOD with ZERO BOOKS
and WORDS as the ALMIGHTY speaks with LIGHT in other words
i do NOT have to deliver any message as THAT is directly
between GOD and each human being but sure it’s cool
to share for those who can see and hear it OUT
of past antiquated human flea words..:)

Imran says he doesn’t impose
his views on others and doesn’t
like it when others impose their
views on him..

i say..

Like GOD says in LIGHT that is ONLY
between you and GOD i do not impose my
will on anyone else nor does any human
or any word do that to me..
No matter how hard human
flea words try..:)

Imran goes on to
provides more Kuran text..
where the Kuran promotes
improvement of the slavery
condition.. historically.. speaking…

And i say..

SMiles my friend.. Tell me something new from GOD..
the old stuff i’ve already read bores me..
GOD is alWAys new NOW for those who seek
and see more of GOD.. If the QURAN
delivered a STRONG enough message of FREEDOM..
ALL Muslim women would be free to marry who they like
or NOT at all.. DOWRY is state sponsored prostitution
for those forced into it and RAPE as well.. GOD IS VERY
ANGRY and those concerned will see the
consequence of this greatest sin of
slavery from GOD.. NO IFS.. ANDS or BUTS..
GOD HATES ALL FORMS of NON-CONSENSUAL
human SLAVERY.. End and beginning
of GOD story now..:)

Imran suggests what i say
is boring.. and he would
like shorter answers
and that i am
cherry picking
with prejudice
prejudgement
and wishful
thinking…

i say..

Dude it’s simple..
FREEWILL and LOVE..
Any thing less is DARK away
from LIGHT and i’m free to write
11 million new words from GOD with
LOVE ’cause no human or book owns me..
If you want to be owned by another man’s
words that is your choice and not mine..:)

Imran goes on to provide true
words from the Kuran that in
practice should reflect
in all Muslim
cultures
that there
is NO
COMPULSION
IN RELIGION
and as everyone
already knows of
course this is NOT
the case in MANY
MUSLIM STATE
countries.. so
words mean
ZERO GOOD
IF NOT
PRACTICED
AS GOOD..
ya don’t
get to practice
other religions in
many Muslim Countries..
and the human misery now
and suffering attributed
and justified in the
name of God is
JUST DISGUSTING..
AND.. Sure the same
is true of
Christianity
through the
ages as well..
and significantly
now as well.. particularly
among the outcasts
like homosexuals
as dictated still
a practice in effect
of suggesting their
all natural GOD GIVEN
human behavior is
demon possessed
and such
garbage as
that.. that i myself
have documented over
the last several
years.. even
in my own
local
community..
and refuted directly
to those directly
involved in
this greatest
sin of human
being too..
to subjugate
other humans
to the will
of real devils
who have no feelings
for other folks God
creates as different..
anyway.. side note ends
and back to the
conversation..;)

i say..

God abides by NO human religion
ALONE as GOD IS FREE AND ALLONE
and as a child of GOD
i reflect this too..:)

Imran goes on to
say that is
my thinking
and i am
imposing
my view…

i say..

Dude.. If ya are 100% secure
in your faith in GOD.. NO HUMAN
can impose any view on you..
And that is why i am always
the last one standing in any
discussion about GOD or banned or deleted
as crucifixion is against the law.. Stoning
and stuff like that too..
At least over here…
My faith is 100%..
So no one imposes anything on me
and i fear NO different viewpoint..
No matter if my views come from
GOD or not my friend
it is only my view
i bring.. Take it
all as a grain of sand..
Your WILL with GOD..
Never mine.. Alone..
Friend..:)

Imran says
beautiful..

And i say..

SMILE EMOTICON..

i go on to say..

Bottom line my friend is
GOD is currently recruiting good
men and women to reveal MORE of GOD NOW..
look deep within anew and you too..
May become one of many chosen ones now..
At last count there is somewhere close to 144K..
But that was just out of a Book my friend..
GOD expects more from human as
HUMAN has this POTENTIAL
programmed into human DNA
by THE MASTER of ALL.. so sure my friend..
Like the ARMY says BE ALL YOU CAN BE NOW..
GOD believes you CAN JUST DO IT and so does NIKE..
Yeah.. GOD’S messengers ACT in mysterious ways too..
my friend.. But the bottom line is GOD works and
those who listen directly to GOD can be prophets too..
Even those who war and profit from the message too..:)

Imran says..

what can be asserted without evidence
can be dismissed without evidence

i say..

God laughs at human proof my friend
as GOD is greater.. And science
is still a flea and less..:)

Imran goes on to say that

God laughs on wishful thinking
and hallucinations as well..

i say..

Yeah dude.. And when Muhammad
first started hearing voices he thought
he was mad.. Like i said.. God’s messengers
act in mysterious ways.. According to modern
science all prophets who hear voices are psychologically
sick.. Like i said.. GOD laughs at human proof and science
is a flea or less.. Either that or all prophets are just
sick in the head.. Ha! i laugh at human proof
and science too as neither rules either me
or God and i’m sure Muhammad and Jesus
would agree with me.. Not the men who
wrote the books.. The real men Jesus and
Muhammad.. Even Muhammad’s closest male
friend disputed the Kuran as flawed from
Muhammad’s original words and that my friend
is why i look to God and write my own bible..
Human memory is flawed except for those gifted
with photographic memory and even that memory is not perfect..
Again my friend.. all stuff associated with human fall short oF
the FULLER Glory of GOD ALLONE.. End and beginning now oF God Story..:)

Imran goes on to say..
and i am quoting him here..

“Now your dirt has come out.

No worries bro there r thousands like you.

Muhammad agreed with God Almighty
and God Almighty agreed with Him.

You are responsible to
your actions and thinking.
This is my last message to you.

You just be a witness that I am a Muslim i e;
submit my will to the will of God Almighty !”

And i say..

Dude.. like you.. i’m just reporting the history..
Like you tit for tat.. Bud.. It is what it is.. Huh..
i live now.. history is for book worms.. Like me too..
Balance baby.. Is where it’s at..:)

And now as a side note..
A Facebook memory from a year
ago.. that i wrote.. that is
timely and will likely
alWays
be true
as long
as flea
humans
rule the
world away
from FREE GOD..:)

yeah.. i say..
then and now true..

Freedom is NOT free;

Never has been never will be.

Some folks are willing to die for IT.

Some folks are willing to be afraid of IT,

and DO in effect eliminate
the greater potential for IT,

by their overall, fearful ways…

ONE and the ONLY THING FOR for sure IS,

“IT’S” ALWAYS AT LEAST, ’50 shades of Grey’….

And NOT even

JUST,

RED, WHITE, AND BLUE……

And now i say..
a new kinda
catchy phrase..

End and beginning
oF God Story
now..;)

And now a little
secret here.. that should
really should not be a secret
but will be viewed with historical
context of pre-conceived notion
and pre-judgement ’cause
someone told’
’em that’s the
last word bullshit..
THAT video up there..
about Me, Myself and..
I.. that ain’t no ordinary
run of the mill video about
a rock star and his girl-friend
singing a duet.. the message is much
deeper that ignorant folks will not
see as deeper meaning..
the girl.. will just be viewed
as another sleazy girl.. because
many people view girls who have
authority as sleazy.. as many
folks fear free women..
as they are weak
men and women..
who are
intimidated
by stronger
willed human
beings.. the women
is playing the role of
the little voice inside
that is a person’s soul
direction in the real
word of God that
comes free all
inside that
requires
no human
words at all..
in other words it
can be sensed and felt..
without
words..
and sadly some
folks do not experience
this at all.. as they
are ruled by culture..
instead of
soUL..
whether that
be what is on
TV or at the
religious pulpit
every Sunday..
at least
in some
cases..
and the struggle
is the rock star FOR
freedom where fame is
slowly killing his soul..
as often happens.. as fame
is not a good thing
for human
freedom
AT
ALL..
there is no
real human
freedom
with
modern
real fame.
as all becomes
prisoner of the
expectation of others..
so yeah.. those kind of modern
human prophets who survive the
challenge of fame..
are very much
admired in my eyes..
as i will not sacrifice FOR
fame to get a message
out for my
personal
human freedom..
i will do my
small part
but freedom
is not something
in my book worth
giving up
for any
promise
of culture
riches or fame..
anyway.. this is a great
video.. particularly as so
many folks THINK Fame is
a great thing..
it shows
the down
side at
the end
in the car crash
and goes back to
the beginning
when the young
man lived only
for creativity
and a message
that did not
include
the trappings
of fame.. with
all the dark THAT brings
to the greatest of all human
gifts from GOD that is Free
Will as Freedom with Love
as the
driving
Force
for liGht
and Wisdom
True.. YES..
it’s a practice..
a never ending
and beginning
story
iN
practice
wITh the God
of NATURE ALL REAL..:)

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Ya.. can’t herd
cats.. same applies
to some of the population
as all of the people can’t
be fooled
all of the time..
thank God i’m not
all of the people
and all of the
people
are not
the same..
hmm..
my favorite
rather simple Ted Talk
that illustrates the innate
issue of us vs them..
is this one.. below..
per liberals..
the free thinking
moving Rover folks
fearless as such
as often
may be
the case..
vs.. the scaredy
cat.. cautious folks
who are rarely truly
free cats at all.. per more
closed mind and body out
of balance ways of thinking
and feeling.. of course it can
go the other way too.. when us
liberal folks go way out on the fringe
and get ourselves killed skydiving
or whatever
hehe..
ranging
from falling
to STD’s..
hmm..
the truth
will set ya free
and if one is not
cautious enough
the truth may contain
some clap
too.. in darker
ways of Nature
free and human
prisoner same..
so yeah..
rules and boundaries
are important.. free and
roving is important and
a balance is required..
and the problem with
society overall out
of balance
is the rule
makers are always
fighting with the free
folks to make what is is..
and hmm.. it does suck for
many folks but on the other
hand.. truth and liGht be told
it doesn’t suck for
everyone
and.. no..
life’s
not
a bitch for
everyone as some
folks learn the balance
of life in both red and blue
pill way
to the
relative
free will
freedom
of the
Green Pill
now.. in other
words.. every role
counts iN dark and liGht
and humans.. they
keep trying
insanely
free and
cautious too..
Now.. most other
Animals have it
relatively easier..
even without a soft
bed.. hot water..
and grocery
stores..
as at least
they have no
illusory fears fostered
by rule makers who would
clothe freedom from head to toe..
but yeah.. careful careful
or those
nether
pArts
will freeze off
as always balance
and understanding
that all roles play a pArt..
even that meteor that makes
the Gulf of Mexico now.. getting
rid of the dinosaur.. and now the
footprints that have become
the virus of human
culture..
that is killing
like a meteor
only slower
and more
painfully
for the
rest
of the
Earth Race
for now.. but yeah..
there’s always the next
meteor for change
down the
road..
of whatever
may come next..
it’s all a matter of
perspective.. my
friend
in liGht
and dARk
of balance
oF now..
but for now
Life is Good and
i’ll ride that wave..
as long as now allows..
as ocean free me alive..
Oh yes.. and also a SonG..;)

SMiLes.. my friend
being Free scares the
hell out of or into folks
as it is impossible to be
free following the party line
of any human culture i am aware of..
now still.. the conundrum of course is
through history NOT FOLLOWING
the party line of culture means
no subsistence of sharing
either jobs or collected
food.. likely in
the forage
of life too..
before
Agriculture..
Secret iNsite..
a pArtY oF ONE..
inviting everyone to
come but not getting
upset if God
doesn’t
show..
amazing isn’t
it that half the
world or so is
waiting for Nature
to show her face..
and ha! Love
the next song
as it illustrates
the foolishness
of so called
smart humans
in ape terms oF Now..
i’ll give ’em Nature Free GOD and
‘they’ ‘can’ keep the God ‘they’ OWN..
and create away.. from Mother Nature True..:)

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To find Art iN ALL oF liFe iS to become Art too..
To find God iN ALL oF liFe iS to become God too..
To find Nature as ALL ART as beauty dArk and liGht
iS to see GOD too..
To understand that aLL iS
Nature including human artifacts
is to see more of GOD2.. to understand
we will never see all that is.. iS
humility oF knowing and
feeling
mysteries of GOD
that WiLL alWays
continue to be uncovered
as long as humans seek..
and do not
become only
artifacts of the past..
such a narrow view of
the potential of GOD that
iS alWays REAL NOW FOR
THOSE who continue to
seek.. find.. see.. and feel
more oF God now.. too..
theRe is nothing in
the photo but
footprints of
my physical
form.. yet.. there is
the dance of i.. created
by i with God as i too..
as Nature iN me WiLL
ALL NaturAlly do now
when set free as ART..
however.. beauty iS..
as.. even iN footprints..
simple human footprints
iN sand… one finds other
images.. as reality is what
we create as now
becomes Art
instead oF
only
Footprints
iN sand.. so
yes..
Footprints oF heARt..
is what we are
at core
oF Living
more fully
NoW.. Free to express..
see.. and feel more too.. n0w..:)

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When i was a little boy people use to tell me i was
too emotional.. boys would call me queer ’cause
i smiled too much.. but little did i understand
the depth of gift all that emotion was..
as emotion is the fuel of heARt
and Art is the wood of HeARt
that moves human..
glues memories..
and makes
the human
heARt..
SpiRit
and SoUL
REAL and not
just words in any
book.. words etched
as heArt of emoTioNaL
SpiRit Free.. and as a human
being who lost all their heARt..
SpiRit and mind and body
balance oF SoUl.. this is
real hell and no
fairy tale of
fire
and brimstone
iN after life world..
this is the common
experience of hell
that humans
who
lose there
emotions have
experienced as hell
and even other animals
too.. who are
emotionally
abused..
mostly by
humans
now..
Social Animals.. including
humans must move.. connect
and create.. to keep the fire
of Art in heARt.. when
we become
rulers
of 12 inches
in measuring
instead of living
we no longer
rule
with
human
heARt
SpiRit
and SoUL..
anyway.. when i first
lost my heARt.. and could
no longer feel the warmth of
what humans normally experience
in oxytocin bonding ways.. with
my cat.. it was beyond
horrifying as i had
no idea
up to that
point that
feeling of all
natural comfort
could go away..
all for me taken away
by constant analytical
stress of a human made
by culture.. school.. and
work into a robot
overheating
computer
instead
of feeling
being.. free..
i could sense when
my cat curled up on the
bed that he could feel
comfort in his place
in the Universe..
as culture
had not taken
that away from him..
and he had more gift
in the Universe then
that was not possible
for me to experience
at all as the black
hole Sun
had
become me..
and yeah.. your poem
reminds me of laying in bed
screaming at the top of my lungs
to feel anything at all.. but it was all
gone.. gone.. gone.. and there were
no instructions to bring it back.. back
back.. like falling into an
endless pit..
is it any wonder
that is how sacred
texts describe
hell..
no it’s not..
’cause it’s real
and without emotions..
cognitive functions like
controlling thoughts with
free will.. go away too..
along with memories
as emotions do glue
memories too..
to be saved..
is to
be saved
from hell like this..
or perhaps to be
helped not
to go
in the first
place.. my friend..
Anyway.. ‘this’ is a good place
for folks who do fall into this
pit of hell.. not sure if this
is a first person poem or
third person
poem..
but never
the less the hell
is real.. and the good
place to be is to feed
the human heARt
with ARt..
as much as
possible.. in moving..
connecting and creating..
’cause it is a muscle that
will atrophy as Love if not
nourished and exercised
by aLL human arts oF heARt now..
And you know and feel what’s really
sad.. as far as i know and feel.. school..
and work teaches none of this.. church
and home should but i’ve been to both these..
places where there iS no lesSon oF heARt at aLL..
anyway a very inspiring poem.. friend Zee.. Thanks..:)

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So sure..’ this’ is
Foot Prints oF heARt.. too..
see any familiar feet..
whoever that is
with the ‘horns’
is all lit up
on the left..
Love Raw
photography..
it can be combustible..:)

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Back to dVerse
with one more
Monday Quadrille
to respond to on
that week long
prompt that
seems
to be
all finally
petered out
as of now.:)

Sad in Life
when expectations
become more than human..
when children are no longer
brought uP by village..
and raised.. instead
by bumble
bee
hard discs
of memories
etched online..:)

And now to dinner
and a work-out.. back
later.. perhaps.. to
catch-up to two
more dVerse
prompts
for the
week in Mocking
Bird Tuesday
prompt and
first person
me prompt
on Thursday..
but yeah.. i already
wrote about me.. hehe..
and that reminds me.. haven’t
posted the text version of that
on Facebook yet.. just for
fun.. so i’ll do that
next.. before
the rest..
yes.. just
for fun..:)

5:32 pm..
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AND thank goodness 2 out of 3 Charlie’s Angels came..
with a fill in friend to take Maggie’s place for the third..
with.. their friend.. Chelsea.. and Cortney.. left
to right.. and sweet friend.. Cortney said i was
a Celebrity.. at Thursday Night
dance but i reminded
her.. only ‘they’ know
my
name..
less or more..:)

Hmm.. a selfie
for every time and place..
particularly now.. wInks..smile emoticon

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http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm

37) His disciples said to him, “When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked without being ashamed, and
take your garments and put them under your feet like little
children and tread upon them, then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”

Freedom.. MAN..
there just ain’t nothing
like IT.. and i don’t mean
just red.. white.. and blue..
freedom..
i’m speaking
of hairy primate
freedom.. back
to Nature
before
the clothes of
culture.. but yeah..
with a hot shower..
warm bed.. toilet
paper.. and
AC that
makes Summers
in Florida much
easier
on folks too..
and sure.. some
lunch and dinner..
and breakfast too..
but nah.. so simple
yet so complicated these
days to get back
to being
unashamed
to just
be human..
without all the rules
of real fools who take
so much of that away..
Anyway.. the longer i live
free and the freer i live free the
more i realize how even in the U.S.
i was doing some serious slave time for
decades here too.. and the more i visit
other countries where this WONDERFUL
opportunity for freedom does
not exist.. particularly
for women.. the
more i appreciate
all i’ve done to
make myself
truly
free in a place
where that is even possible..
so sure.. i Love the country
too.. even with all
the frigging
dead souls
who run
things..
hmm.. i ain’t gonna
run for crap.. so how can
i expect anyone else too..
with
half a heArt…
fortunately the folks
who set it all up.. were
thinkers more than B.S’ers..
Freedom was forecast as possible
and it is
in isolated
incidences TRUE..
still.. Life is Good..
ONLY WHEN FREE..:)

Too bad Thomas 37 up there
didn’t stick better than
John 3:16
but i’ll
keep practicing
37.. no matter
who says it
first
or
last..
we are human
animals and Nature
is God.. it’s always
been
just
that simple..
and always
will be.. in this reality.. now@least..:)

It’s so frigging ironic that the Symphony
of Science understands God better than
the frigging
Pope..
at least
now for sure..
but hey his
degree in
Chemistry is
somewhat of a plus
in understanding more as Evolution continues..:)

The only explanation i can truly find for why i am happy
always now.. is i am free of being ruled by other humans
and ha! i don’t make enough
money on a yearly
basis to
even
pay taxes
but i need so
little to make me
happy.. that no one
rules me anymore as they
have nothing i need to be free..
except for the rules in existence that allow that human potential..
Thank you gigoid.. every time i come here it’s like all the sages of
the ages
are telling
me.. Amen Fred
you are on the right
track baby.. keep going
keep going.. and never
look
back..
the effort that you take to present
the words of all these great sages through
out history regardless of nationality.. religion
or any other
human
division
is priceless
in affirming Truth
Light in Love and Wisdom…
namely Relative Free Will
with the Fuel
oF Love NOW..
to keep great stuff
moving.. connecting..
and creating throughout the
ages of Truth and LiGht.. seriously
living this way.. is like being liGht at essence..
no bounds.. no walls.. no ceilings.. no cultural clothes..
@FREE
@FIRST
@LAST
@JUST NOW..
no beginning or end..:)

Ah yes.. my friend.. gigoid.. back now from
around close to 20 miles of dance.. i caught
that capitalization mistake after i pressed
the post button.. and one thing better about
the Disqus commenting feature
i have on one of my
other blogs is
it allows
edits.. but
yes i noticed
i made that mistake
before as well.. and edited
what i copied on my site
as i did this time as too..
yes.. to hold essence
in purpose and
meaning oF
life iN whatever
that symbol may be whether
literal material or name.. as sacred.. iS
nOw.. A smARt thing to do.. and FEEL..
as the more
we Love
and hold
sacred the more
we are happy as sacred
really iS purpose and meaning
in lifE when held high as liGht
rather than the dArker
emoTions of liFe..
and thanks
for describing what
the origin of the name
gigoid is.. as my Pen
Name of course is
sacred to me
too.. where
KATiE MiA
is acronym
for Kind Autistics
Taking in Everything
Mindful in Awareness
and of course Frederick
is my real name.. but
the KiI! for
FredericKiI!
kinda looked
cool as it mixed
the dark of kill
with the liGht of
i (soUL) as director
of actor I.. ego..
with exclamation
point !.. as symbol
for spiRit!..
heArt related
of course.. as
source for
human
emoTioNs..
and iT floWed
iN balance
more poeticAlly
than my real masculine
sounding name that
literally means
Peaceful Ruler
for Frederick
and Strong
for
Arthur..
and keeper of
the land for the last
name that i don’t share
as a practice online.. very often..
anyway.. i’ve pretty much made
the entire Universe and more into
Holy ground
and so it’s
hard for
me to get
lonely as Holy
ALLONE iS noW
alWays FRiEnD..:)

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WeLL.. lots of detours today..
all around the world..
and haven’t moved
on to dVerse
Mocking Bird..
prompt from Tuesday
or checked the Monday
prompt again.. for additional
Quadrille responses to add
above.. and yeah.. Katrina
yelling get out the door
as dance shopping
is coming now..
so i guess
i will be back
with dVerse later
on.. but meanwhile..
wanted a bookmark here..
with an appropriate song
about MOCKINGJAYS..;)

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3:37 pm..

Back at
11:45 pm..
catchup game
begins again..
in response
to Narrative
stories.. with
Mockingbirds
sprinkled
in..
like me
hehe..;)

*
Snow Birds melt
oN sidewalks oF
hot electric
lines strung
oN hell poles
No longer
tele
phoning
voice..
Mocking
Bird..
has
his say..:)

*
Killing Fields
of soulless birds
with no words..
but death
but death
but death
Mocking Bird
can say no more…

Forevermorenow
MockingjayS
SinG
onLY now..
and now aGaiN..:)

Somewhere a Mocking
Bird hears the pain
of the outcast..
Somewhere a
human feels
the cry of
an outcast..
Now the now
is for the outcast
oF free.. and those with
stones of hate will fall
will fall
will fall
away
to fear
and hate..
falling
falling
falling
never fully
feeling LOVE..
While the outcast
and Mocking bird sing
a refrain
together
oF
Love
oF
Love
oF
Love
THE only REAL
triNiTy oF SACRED LOVE..:)

Field oF floating maiden
spiRit dreams.. sunSet
BRings cLose to
eYes lonGinG
to feeL
agaiN..
floWers Of
hope riSe aGain..
oN WinGs oF MockinGjay
bLends
oF Faith…:)

*
LEarning to talk
before one at age 4 can
speak.. ah.. challenge..
no defeat.. point to
what ya.. want..
mother complies..
not able to speak
fluidly sTill in
middle school.. no
problem just ace the
tests.. no teacher..
will question
the voice
of
stutter
and misdirection..
continue on.. until
the end of college and
three degrees.. and find a
job anywhere.. oh please.. where
output is not much of an issue..
oh input.. oh input. oh input..
you come.. you come.. and
come again.. but output
where are you 20 to
30 to 40 hope after
40.. death at 47
rebirth at 53..
ah Mocking
Bird
finAlly
you SinG
aGaIN..:)

PoeTry..
mockinGbird
foR sOuL..:)

*
Secret Agent
X-File X-Men
mocKingbird
hero again..
Superman Batman
Robin sing
Mocking
bird
repeat
hero again..:)

Heat of liFe.. riSes
iN steP uPs.. n0w..
fAlls In paths
unknown..
feeLinG lifE
leaving facts..
floWing birD
wiNG oF feaT..
bAre and whoLe..:)

Lesson of Spartacus..
Freedom
dies
slower
iN slaves..:)

A panhandler tonight in Winn
Dixie.. tattered clothes.. a place
out of the cold he
wanders..
middle class
CASHIER
preppies get
scared.. call the
police.. three cops
to tale panhandler
never wanna
see you
in here
again..
Jesus laughs
on his way out…
and gives the Panhandler
another ride to heaven FREE..:)

Bi-annual visits to father
never really bonding at
all.. over 5 decades or so..
rewind to 21.. 2 children
and a man in a boat..
at my father’s
lake front
home..
father falls
into the water..
drowns.. children
scream we love our
daddy.. we love our daddy..
and i wonder what would i do…

Escape from Loveless
home iN hopes
oF arms that
Love..
hope
hope
hope..
Mocking Bird
SinGs.. WiLL Love
arrive as refRain
aGain
aGain
aGain.. reFrain..:)

Meaning and purpose..
Indian way of giving
giving giving..
sky homes
fly
out of caves
of bright
colors
no
longer home..:)

*
MockinG Bird soldiers
fAll iN line.. repeat
march.. line up
line up..
fall
to wilDer WinGed
steps oF warriOr glow..:)

Mocking Bird humans
learning new
songs
never boring
old trees with
wood pecker beaks..:)

Camp human emotion
no longer
a part of
school machines
of input input input..
where Love
goes
after
school..
back to
machines of school..:)

Pinnacle of technology..
network down..
head
on desk.. nap..
while machines snoRe.. back
to nothing
more.. more
Mockingjay giggles… more.. more..:)

4 in 1
5 in 1
6 in 1
hUman mockinG
bird gRows more
SonG oN song on..
beaKs
oF
creaTiviTy..:)

Love menDs
Love wiNs
Love spEnds
Love..:)

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1:33 am..
20 is enough
for now.. back
tomorrow..:)

Back at 9:03 am..
response number
21 coming here..
as a response
to a poem about
human’s wildin’
iT In Nature
getting back to
roots of FREEDOM..

Freedom is hunger
for more
than comfort..
Mocking bird
SinGs new
SonG
oF
FREE..:)

And i say as side note here..
THE GOD OF NATURE IN HUMAN
NATURE AND ALL OTHER CREATURES
OF GOD IS AN AMAZING BEAUTY
THAT HAS NO MATCH..
but take human away
from Mother Nature or
any other animal to four
walls.. ceilings.. locked in
a cave.. with all you
can eat tender vittles
and litter box ease..
from birth
and slow
misery.. suffering
and a tortuous life of
frowns often comes or
couch potato comfort
with a life that
ends in
Super
Walmart
carts that carry
300LBS humans to
still hell… now..
and i watched the
difference of what happens
closely.. daily.. hourly.. minutely
between two cats.. Moby a refugee
declawed from a comfy sweatered home..
yes a cat with a sweater outside as
the poor baby might get cold
with only his fur.. don’t
get me wrong.. mighty
cute.. but the
bottom line
is adapt
to challenge..
change.. or slowly
rot away into oblivion
and this is just as true
for the exercise of any human
intelligence from head to toe
and nether
pArts
too..
so today.. Yellow
boy at 8 years old…
golden fur.. and even
with a lifelong condition
of feline leukemia.. the
difference between him and
Moby was the early kittenhood
of free and wild instead of
enclosed in walls with
tender vittles heaven..
Moby had skills of
opening cabinets
looking for
food.. but
Yellow Boy had lifetime
survival skills of the
FRIGGING CALL OF THE
WILD THAT IS GOD
ONE AND
SAME..
the illusion is domesticated
is free.. nothing could be more
from the truth.. Yellow Boy even
enclosed in our home by force so he
will not infect the neighborhood strays and
get infected by disease and die himself..
is still lightening gold fast quick..
a flash is he.. like a record
breaker for the 100 meter
dash.. and when he escapes
out into the backyard miles
of trails to capture him
and bring him back
again.. this
cat is Fucking
Superman compared
to Moby and i learned
my lesson from Yellow
Boy and i am Fucking
wildin’ again.. as
i saw Moby
not able
to lift
his soft body
high enough
to even
get off
the floor..
cat arthritis..
diabetes.. from the
simple sin of sitting
still.. and never being
hungry for
freedom of
survival in life..
sure i could sit still
and rot.. i could complain
about all my structural infirmities
that still show up on X-rays in way
of severe degenerative arthritis.. a
congenitally fused vertebra in my neck..
congenitally closed up sinuses from
birth that make breathing
hard out the nose.. ETC..
but the thing is..
i for one have found
that my ancestors struggles
for life have evolved my DNA
for incredible epigenetic adaptation
potential for change in challenge where
Fucking
Clark
Kent
becomes
Fucking
Superman
again.. and Fuck yes..
i am both passionate and
zealous about this potential
change for others ’cause i can
fucking prove the change down
to the
hair and
flesh and
vitality now..
yeah fully prove
it.. no doubts.. no
bullshit down to the
core of my wildin’ human
being.. yellow boy gold
i become again
with the help
of ALL NATURAL
GOD SINGING THE
SONG OF THE CALL
OF THE WILD ONCE
AGAIN UNPACKED
FROM DNA
CLOSED
UP
AND IMPRIsONed
LIKE A FUCKING
CHASTITY BELT
LOCKED ON PECKERS
AND VAGI’S OF FOOLS OF
HUMANS WHO CHOOSE ROBOT
OVER
GOLDEN
FUR LIGHTENING
LIFE.. HA! i AM
ANIMAL OF GOD FREE
AND i FOR ONE CAN
F
iN
prove it..
and sure there
are nows where the
F word is appropriate
’cause serious wild will
save your soul and F in LIFE..
the call of the wild applies to US2..
MOCKINGJAY SINGS
AGAIN..
and WiLL bE
back later.. aGaiN..
full day of flesh
activities coming
first BACK TO THE
WILD INDIAN
OF GOD
DANCE
FOR ME..
more results coming
next Thursday in what
it does for the real
flesh of the
Temple
of God
that iS me
and US..
as hairy
primate
free
once
AGAIN..
Ha! and ya’ll thought
i was crazy.. this is
JUST A FUCKING
SCIENCE
PROJECT
OF ART…
GET IT..
TRUST
ME.. Y’ALL
WiLL like IT2..
But sure.. i’m a
mad scientist..
isn’t that true
for the
ones ya’
remember..
i’m already
noted as a legend
by the general
public
just for
dance..
and they
ain’t seen
nuThIng
yet..
well at
least most
of them..
except
those in
my closest
circles..
who are FREE..
AND THAT’S THE
WAY i like it baby
mysterious like Batman
as Superman gets too much press..
i’d rather dance with the pale moon LIgHT..;)

Back at 9:47 pm.. this post iS lonG
enough for Footprints oF heARt..
so more MockingJay thOughts..
coming iN the comments
of that post..
along with
ME narrative
poetic responses
from Thursday’s
dVerse prompt..
as i continue
wITh sKateS oN
iN pAle
MoonliGht..
oF F iN FREeD..
after..e..Now..;)

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Just another UFO..;)

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And may the FORCE be with ya..
without Wars.. preferably..
iF @ALL possible..;)

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Typical after Church Husband and Wife
photo.. both with winning
sMiLes of course..
and more to that
story coming
in the next profile
photo status thingy
now.. as always
to a Theater
named
Facebook
here.. and of course..
my Blog as well.. to
back it all up.. as it were..
as ya never know when Facebook
might get all strange and wacky too..;)

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Okay.. well this is kinda interesting.. hmm..
at least to me.. of course.. wInks.. as i am
the topic of the science project in
this case.. yes.. okay.. i stand at
around six feet tall and weigh
in at a full 230 LBS with
light work-out wear
on.. and my doctor
has me assessed as
morbidly obese but where
it gets interesting is wHere’s
the beef.. hehe.. well it is the
density of my body that puts it up
there in the 230’s more than the
space i occupy as far as literal
distance from side to side goes..
in other words.. the reason
i can leg press around half
a ton.. 25 times.. surely
and slowly with this
Ballerina somewhat
Arnold body.. on a
parallel leg press machine
like no other human does on
Youtube.. with arms raised iN
the air.. is i HAVE unlocked
my epigenetic potential..
and basically am a
frigging hairy
ape
again with shape..
now as far as innate genetic
potential.. goes.. very fragile
looking from a young age i was..
not unlocking this epigenetic potential
fully until after age 53.. which is quite
fascinating really as most folks think
ya peak out in strength at 30 or so..
well.. obviously that ain’t the case
if yah dance close to 5,000 miles
ballet and martial arts style DANCE
everywhere ya go now in public
and keep challenging
the human
body to
more weight
in strength training.. too..
ape i am as ape i practice..
poet i am as poetry i practice..
i am as i AM the closer i get
to God by practicing
innate.. instinctual..
and intuitive.. wild
Indian balancing
dance too.. now..
and as mentioned
earlier today it ain’t
all talk.. i can prove
it as i do here..
again free as..
this is a science
project on human
potential.. using myself
as the guinea pig and
case study.. in all around
human intelligence
beyond that
Standard IQ stuff..
namely existential..
emotional.. physical
and creative intelligence
mixed with sensual intelligence
too and much more to come
of course as that
comes too..
all naturally
and sure i get my
curvy figure from my mother
as she was voted best figure
in high school.. with more evidence
of that coming in her 17 year old
age photo as well.. as i keep
the evidence
coming as
these days..
no one
frigging
believes anything
without a frigging book..
photo.. Ted talk.. or whatever..;)

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SMiLes.. as always Victoria.. thanks for
visiting with me on Google Plus..

https://plus.google.com/+KateMia/posts

where it can be easier to
get to the comments
section as well..
as the faster
Google Blogger
Blog Formats..
and yes..
Tornadoes are
awesome destructive
forces.. and problems always
come greater in Tornado power
when either Mother Nature is all
out of balance in warmer and cooler..
and human being in dArk and liGht
ways as well..
lesson of the sAges
of all the ages.. now..
balance my friend..
away from ALL
i LLLu SoRy FEARS..
down to core of
the body and not
just mind
balance..
as both join
hands in an i am
oF greaTesT i AM..:)

oh by the weigh..
OMG.. my head is
literally big..
probably weighs
50 Lbs of that
230 LB weight..
hee hee..wink emoticon

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i am..
that’s all
i need to feel..
and the only thing
that really counts
iN.. any holy
book..
i am..
and wE are
aLL i am and
am
iS
IT iS ALL
i am.. that iS..
i am what i am
what i am i’LL be..
with a shot of Love
and the comfort of
fearless to
keep
i am
all happy now..
wHere everyone
feels i am..
separation
the illusion..
culture.. the divide..
yes.. including
governments..
religions
and
the source
of all evil of
THAT MONEY
or anything
less than
giving
and Sharing
iN reciprocation way..
The 20 assessed most
peaceful societies in the
world have three to four things
in common.. still now.. all are small..
all is sharing and giving
and everyone
knows
your name..
could be Cheers
and i am the
Bartender..
Winks..
and Norm..
well.. not so
Norm but
Norm enough
for human bliss..
Really i think it all goes
back to Anthropology..
humans still evolved
to connect to only
150 to 200 sets
of eyes..
in social animal
way.. live in insanely
large human populations
creating equally insane
cultural devices
to keep
enough
order away
from anarchy..
AFTER those panhandle
Hurricanes in the 2000’s
it was clear to see that
without the cultural
infrastructure..
including
govern
ment..
church..
and money..
human was no more
than roaches coming
out of a spray of Raid..
almost completely
disabled
functionally
as such by culture..
religion.. and money..
the only kinda freedom
there truly is.. is naked
freedom.. and
rarely
do humans
taste that
anymore..
at the teat
of culture.. including
government.. religion
and money.. innately we are
free.. culturally we are above
and below..
insane
and slaves
to government..
religion and money..
i try to stay as far
out out of that
fray in
REAL
AFFECT
AND EFFECT as
possible but yes..
i visit it all regularly
just to assess it for
my current Anthropological
study of the species.. as A Relative
ALL natural and Free ET away
from
culture’s
Insanity..
oF a twiLiGht zone
that is REAL HELL..
iN WAYS OF GOVERNMENT
AKA POLITICS.. RELIGION
AND MONEY THAT ARE
ALL AT
ESSENCE
HUMAN POLITICS
OF CONTROLLING
INSANELY LARGE
HUMAN POPULATIONS..
It’s nice out here in the country
where i live.. Forest as far as i can
see in the backyard.. but hell
is lurking not far from where
eYes of living
trees spread
leaves of freedom
high and low as balance..
i visit hell
but i always
come back to heaven..
and when i visit hell
i wear my
protective
Angel wings
and float among
the minions of devil
fed.. creatures of the dark..
sad.. i could help.. ’em.. i reAlly
could.. but they haven’t seen
Angel
WinGS
before..
just horns of
government..
religion.. and money..:)

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8 Responses to Footprints oF heARt

  1. Lazarus and a Beer..
    A story of two men..
    AT the bottom of the pit
    of hell in 40 sleepless days..
    during the Lent period of 2008..
    i would have paid a million dollars
    or infinity more if a drop of
    beer could have given
    me an ounce of
    comfort to
    quench the
    death of my soUL
    in hell.. but at that point
    there was no remedy for
    the fire burning numb inside
    me then.. so yesterday we are
    coming out of Barnes and Nobles..
    and a large Black man is walking toward me
    and says sir can i speak to you.. i am not
    homeless.. i have a job.. but i am out of
    money and if i could only have one
    wish now before i go back
    to the evil that is my
    wife it would be
    a beer.. can you spare
    me a couple of dollars for a beer..
    and i said.. wow..!.. OMG.. what honesty you have..
    if i had a dollar on me i would give it to you..
    but i do not carry money.. and i said bless
    you for your honesty my friend..
    honesty is always the
    best option.. i
    exclaimed..
    as i walked away..
    and so i asked the money
    keeper.. my wife.. when i
    got to my car.. where she was
    waiting for me there.. if we could
    spare the honest man who wanted
    a beer a few dollars.. and she says
    yes.. and we are wanting to go
    see and document the
    destruction of
    the Tornado last
    week as the sunset is coming
    soon.. but instead we go search for
    the black man and i decide to give
    him a $5 bill.. to get two beers
    if he likes.. and he has already
    traveled several city blocks
    on foot.. and we see him
    on the side of the
    road and
    we stop by
    and give him the 5 dollar
    bill and i tell him.. when i was in
    hell i would have paid a million
    dollars for that beer
    if i could have
    gained
    any relief
    from the fire
    then.. ANYway..
    the thing is.. regardless
    of what he would do with
    the 5 dollar bill.. some folks..
    who had money.. had a kind gesture
    for him that day.. and what
    i kNow/FEEL for sure..
    iS no act of kindness
    no matter what it is
    is too
    small
    to save
    the world..
    it could even
    be a beer to a man
    who wanted a little
    comfort from the angst of life..
    and ha! if you go to a psychiatrist..
    it is no less addictive to get a pill
    of Ativan.. and actually MORE ADDICTIVE
    TO GET A PILL OF ATIVAN.. and one would
    buy their friend a beer in a bar.. why not
    a stranger on the street
    who is just
    another
    human
    brother
    or sister..
    ALIVE
    WHO JUST
    WANTS RELIEF
    FROM AN INSANE WORLD..
    and to be clear i do not drink or
    smoke or even do caffeine but
    i totally understand
    why people
    do.. and i dam
    sure ain’t the one
    that is gonna point
    out the board that
    i’ve experienced in my
    sleepless eyes as REAL
    back
    then..
    Life is a real bitch
    in hell.. folks
    in heaven
    should
    care about
    that and do whatever
    they can to help..
    whether the
    prudes and
    propers or
    prescription pill pushers
    say it is correct or not..
    after all Jesus changed
    the water into
    wine..
    huh..
    and only fools
    would think it is
    FUCKING GRAPE JUICE..
    SURE.. there was angst then too..
    i would have taught the black
    man or at least showed
    him how to
    dance..
    to relieve his angst..
    but he probably already
    saw me do it somewhere
    in town.. and knew and felt
    that he could be honest
    with this man who is
    honest
    enough
    to dance free
    and wild again..
    perhaps it was his
    ‘roots’ that could see
    THAT TRUTH AND LIGHT..
    or HA! MAYBE i’m like Lucifer
    in that new Fox TV SHOW AND
    FOLKS TELL ME THEIR HONEST
    DESIRES
    WITH
    NO LIES..
    WHEN i peer into
    tHeir soul wITh
    sHades
    oF eYEs..;)

  2. https://lifeconfusions.wordpress.com/2016/02/26/state-of-mind/

    You are welcome.. my friend Zee..
    Thanks for your kind and appreciative words
    for what my spirit shared with you iN response to
    your iNspiRaTioNal words.. And yes iT iS true that
    my success iS the smile won from the bullies
    of liFe and true too.. No matter what happens
    to me iN flesh that smile wiLL live oN
    as Cheshire Cat iN eYes oF
    others iT has touched iN
    Dance oF liFe and sheLL oF Nautilus
    i leave behind.. my friend.. aS aLL We trUly
    take wiTh uS iS Love wE give forevernow.. n0w
    My friend.. Zee.. Sleep peacefully.. i do and WiLL..
    Fully feeLinG i LiVed and LoVed.. LiVe and LoVe..:)

  3. https://lifeconfusions.wordpress.com/2016/02/29/mountain-you/

    Losing Love in Life i’ve experienced..
    sad and depressing in human connection..
    empty hole of comfort needing
    re-connection.. no where
    to find it.. whether
    break up
    or separation
    in death.. but even
    greater is losing the connection
    with God as when i did and could
    feel nothing of God in Nature anywhere..
    i just wanted to go to the beach and hug
    GOD and bring GOD back.. in fact i fell to
    the ground in my back yard
    and literally hugged
    the grass and
    the Love
    of God was
    no longer there
    for me to feel at aLL..
    my heart and blood pressure
    was no longer working correctly..
    ill close to death i was then..
    so i just wanted to run
    and run and run
    until i exploded
    with blood
    to escape hell then..
    but i was too tired to
    run at all.. so i was
    stuck here more…
    and then i dreamed about
    someway to swim off into
    the ocean waves.. perhaps
    at the bottom of the ocean was
    God again with me.. perhaps i could
    come back alive again.. but i was too
    afraid as even the edge of the Gulf water
    iN Summer chilled my weak body then..
    and the pain from the disorder
    i had was so bad then too..
    looking for a tree with
    a chain in a bicycle
    basket where
    the birds
    could feast
    their fill on what
    was left of me.. as at
    least my life would serve
    some purpose then.. but the
    thing is.. somehow.. i never gave up..
    there was this WiLL gifted to be that was
    even above aLL Faith.. Hope.. and Belief
    that was extinguished out of my liFe then..
    they call it the reptile brain.. same one gifted
    to Dinosaurs too.. it will survive at all costs..
    when all else
    is gone
    from life..
    So sure..
    the Lizard brain
    saved me.. the literal
    human reptile brain gifted
    by God.. so whenever i see
    a Chameleon change colors
    i know and
    feel iT iS
    possible
    for a human
    to go
    from
    black hole to SUN..
    once again.. Friend Zee..
    thanks for yoUr inspirational
    words that sparK the SpiRiT
    oF mY heARt and SoUL SinGinG
    a SonG of God once more.. n0w..:)!

  4. Facebook Friend Rafiah
    shares a Muslim Hadith..
    regarding Adam of the
    Old Testament and the
    Quran and associated
    forgiveness of sins..
    where God is
    all merciful..

    and i say..

    Interestingly.. the name
    Adam means dirt.. then..
    iT comes from humble
    origin.. and those
    who continue
    to see.. FEEL
    humility n0w
    as no more
    than grain
    oF
    sand..
    flourish now
    iN Tree of LiFe
    that iS of course
    fed by dirt no less
    than weNow Mountains
    oF Love who stand upoN
    gRains oF human Dirt now
    iN FloWeRinG LOVE ALLONe..:)

  5. http://gigoid.me/2016/02/29/ladders-climbing-themselves/#comment-18344

    Jesus has come back so many
    F iN times and has failed
    miserably to change
    the world..
    problem was
    someone else
    held the Microphone
    of his voice.. that’s no
    longer the case.. as
    the megaphone’s
    been released
    by the
    nerds of
    yesterday
    changing into
    an ocean wave
    of Jesus ONLINE..
    The truth and LiGhT
    WiLL ONLY SET ONE
    FREE iF HEArD iN ORIGINAL
    ALL NATURAL FORM.. from mouth
    to breast in suckling form ALLiNNATE..
    And the coolest thing of
    all is swords
    are no longer
    necessary
    as we
    have
    mega
    sWORDs..
    of electronic JOY
    unleashed and released
    as the Quantum Human mind
    and body iN balance.. becomes
    the real deal as both hemispheres
    reach the 11 balance lined as H WHOLE…
    iN both mind and earthly global way of Free..
    A really tall.. thin.. spindly boy played the
    song ‘Jesus Christ Superstar’ in a
    middle school talent show..
    13.. or so he was then
    in ivory and keyboard
    way.. problem was
    he was shaken
    to the core
    iN
    the inspiRaTioNal spiRit
    of the music over words
    and couldn’t walk straight then..
    meeting an eruption of laughter
    from school mates.. i just want
    to.. i just want to know and
    feel what it all means
    then.. but none of
    those Christian
    School mates
    are at all
    like
    the
    man in the song..
    movie.. or book.. too..
    nor their parents.. nor their
    churches.. why is it that
    poor me.. my mother and
    sister are so much
    more like he..
    ah.. humility..
    the secret..
    live on a river
    WITH NATURE..
    in an old shot-gun
    home.. bare necessities..
    Live with Love over material
    stuFF.. Learn Love is the
    way over all else in life..
    the Truth and LiGht
    hasn’t changed..
    the only
    thing i
    was missing
    then.. was the
    fearless to play
    AND SinG the
    SonG again..
    in Mocking
    Jay way.. away from
    a town Milton.. named
    once as hell for dark reaSon sTill..
    most churches per square mile in the
    record books for locality then.. but the
    farthest away from
    Jesus.. than
    perhaps
    anywhere
    in the Universe
    then/now.. they have
    one wish and one wish only
    and that was/is to bring Jesus
    back again.. be careful what
    ya wish
    for..
    as self-
    fulfilling
    prophecies
    can happen again..
    Jerusalem in the west
    iS RA EL as the US of A
    and history repeats itself
    again.. around the same
    latitude of earth too..
    only thing is this
    Jesus is too
    F in SmArt
    to get crucified
    again..
    he’ll
    come with
    dance instead
    and just keep ’em
    guessing eternity
    iN hell or heaven
    either dancing
    liFe or
    sitting
    still
    in the
    dark place sTill.. now..
    Being Jesus iS a challenge
    iN Mocking Jay Way..
    but OMG..
    it’s the
    greaTEst
    art of liFe
    i know and feel now..
    and that’s what they tale
    uS iN Catholic Church all
    the time.. be Jesus or
    ya can’t be
    good enough
    to get that bread and wine..
    Problem is.. ya have to see/FEEL
    ALL OF JESUS FIRST..
    BOTH
    MYTH
    AND MAN
    OF US FREE WiTH LOVE..
    as aLL iT iS.. iS Love and Fearless that counts..
    so i probably won’t change the world.. NO..
    but maybe i’ll inspire
    someone else
    to be Jesus
    WHO WILL..
    or at least
    try to my dying
    last day.. for the
    greATest hobby i feel and know now..
    iN MOCKING J WAY.. i’ll dance
    Love and Fearless
    ’till
    the last
    foot drops..
    OMG.. what will i
    do after that.. sure..
    there’s alWays poeTry
    and a better book..
    than old good
    way..:)

    Ha..!.. SMiLes.. rest iN peace alive.. my friend..
    gigoid.. with Love.. and the answer to ‘the test’
    can be easily answered
    by my wife..
    turn the
    liGht off Fred..
    you are F iN..
    Blinding me.. and true
    story.. when i sang in the church
    choir and actually played the piano
    through the decade of the 80’s at Catholic
    Church.. after i finished singing.. one
    of the peer female singers
    said turn off
    your face
    with her hands
    over her eyes.. it is too
    briGht she said.. and i had no idea
    what she was talking about..
    but she was serious..
    and when one of my
    girlfriends in the
    middle 80’s took the
    first video i ever saw of
    myself with focused
    eyes.. on her..
    it unnerved me..
    as i finally figured out
    why that girl i went to the prom
    with.. when i was 21 was talking
    about when she said..
    your eyes
    are scaring
    me.. and several
    other girls said i
    pierced their soul
    with my eyes.. i was just
    interested! then.. in aLL
    cases… but i suppose
    i’m all tuned up as it were
    and as i rose again..
    after the liGht
    went out
    of my eYes..
    totally.. for 66 months..
    in hell.. hmm.. oh.. the metaphors
    of life.. to be a briGhtest Angel
    in one life and
    dArkest
    one too..
    in the same
    life.. dying
    twice or more..
    and
    living
    again..
    and again..
    hmm.. yeah..
    Nature makes
    an interesting brew..
    and i suppose it’s just
    the archetype of Dr.
    Jekyll and Mr. Hyde..
    where he finally gets
    to understand both faces..
    and adjust accordingly for balance..
    but anyway.. the strangest thing happened
    during those years of writing in the darkness..
    my words
    in both writing
    and voice acquired
    my eYes until gradually
    i no longer expressed the
    laser option iN eYes before..
    to overwhelm folks again.. with LiGhT..
    the light just migrated out of my eyes to
    another
    place(s)..
    of expression..
    and a few folks
    can receive it without
    getting totally blinded
    by whatever this is now..
    often it surprises me.. not
    unlike the 80’s.. after i finish..
    with the
    briGht
    eYes
    oF words..
    that are left
    now of whatever
    i am for now free..:)

    Typical thousand..
    mile/infinity stare..;)

  6. Katrina..Thrilled to be doing SpRinG cleaning
    even the crossed windows
    are a
    joy
    to clean..
    hmm.. i ain’t
    the one with a
    body of a dancer..
    or the face of a 21 year old
    same as 25 years ago.. but
    Katrina yes.. with zero make-up too..
    and she never works-out past cleaning
    home and shopping.. and eats
    junk food everyday..
    but never the less..
    now never another
    ounce or another
    day on the
    forever youth
    of Angel now
    Katrina.. always now
    as was before.. again.. now..
    and now the Sun comes out again.. forecast for this
    week NO TORNADOES.. a storm is over with for now..:)

  7. And now’s she’s trimming trees..
    look at those forearm muscles..
    All Pacific Islander and Native
    American..
    wild breed human..
    i have to work-out like
    a frigging Olympic athlete
    to have any muscle def..
    at all.. hmm..
    yeah.. it’s all
    about native
    genetics too..
    it was a long way to walk
    across the Bering Strait to get
    to North America.. and
    Lord knows what they
    had to do
    to arrive
    at the Pacific Islands..
    yeah.. the strong survive..
    and go far.. and keep going…
    Being cautious and sitting
    in one space..
    might be safer..
    but it is the spices of
    life that travel farthest..
    and keep
    going and going
    without restraint…
    one more
    step for
    Wild and
    Free with God now..
    perhaps i should just
    be working
    in the yard
    and shut
    the H up..
    instead
    oF
    sitting
    in this
    dark
    bedroom still.. hehe..wink emoticon..
    Anyway.. the least i can do is
    go out and inspect the job..;)

  8. Okay.. she passed inspection and perhaps
    it is time for a song now..
    dedicated to friends
    who do all
    the work
    as well as being
    guardians of Angels..
    or angels of Guardians..
    same thing i guess..
    even Lucifer has
    one on his
    new
    show..;)

    You know how they say all those
    Hollywood Stars made a deal
    with the devil for fame..
    well.. i made one
    with God to help
    save the
    World..
    perhaps you think
    i am kidding..
    hmm.. WeLL..
    Sting said in a song
    one n0w.. ‘Mephistopheles is not your name..
    But i know what you’re up to just the same…
    i will listen hard to your tuition..
    And you will see it
    come to its fruition’..
    it’s just a poem or
    a SonG..
    after.. all
    is said
    and done..eh..
    or maybe it’s a magicK
    incantation and speLL..
    for a Moonchild or
    something of
    that Nature..
    never ending story
    as such.. WeLL.. wE WiLL see..
    oh yeah.. pArt of the
    rest of the SonG
    PoeM..here..
    ‘Devil and the deep blue sea behind me
    Vanish in the air you’ll never find me..
    i will turn your face to alabaster..
    Then you’ll find your
    servant is
    your master’..
    nah.. i don’t
    wanna
    hurt anyone
    or be anyone’s
    master.. hope no
    one takes ‘iT’ like that..
    out of frigging context..
    and nah.. i’m not ready
    to disappear yet.. offline..
    but yeah.. i am
    gonna take
    a ‘little
    vacation’..
    and publish
    now before leap
    year is gone.. and
    i promise i will not
    be back on the 29th of
    February for at least
    3 more years.. wInks..
    but meanwhile.. vacation
    photos coming in the next
    blog post after this really
    short 3K or so post titled
    “Lazarus and a Beer”..;)

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