as a seeker of truth..
i am a little troubled at wearing
i cannot say
what happens after this
as i do not
for sure IS YA
Only LIVE NOW
So i guess i’ll go from tHERe
Well ya KNOWnow my favorite words attributeD to th@man
THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN IS
WELL I KNOWNOW
AS MY EXISTENCE IS FINALLY
THERE FOR NOWMOREFOREVERNOW
THAT’S A LONG WORD
BUT IT GETS
AS THE RESURRECTION OF NOW
BUT WAIT! YA MIGHT SAY WHAT HAPPENS AFTER DEATH
BUT NO I SAY..
ALL THAT EXISTS IS NOW
SO WHY WORRY
SERIOUSLY AS NOW IS ALL THAT
and or m@ters
in the LONGEST RUN
BUT THE BETTER THING IS
WHEN HEAVEN IS NOW
So one might think or say…
SO OKAY FRED.. ALL THESE WORDS ARE KOOL
BUT WTF DOES ALL THIS
ABYSS INSTEAD OF BLISS
I DO NOT
WANNA LIVE IN
Well ya see..i’ve been there done that
at the end of 35 days with only 1 hour sleep each
night and none at all for the last 5 of 40
and yah..a thousand years
equivalent to just
And no that ain’t no metaphor..
it could have been 10 thousand years
as tHis hell
AND THE TRUE
Not A fiery red dude..with horns and a tail
as pain or even DOWSING
one WITH GAS
piece of paper existence
TRUE LITERAL HUMAN
THAT IS OVER AND my mind will
never let me come close to fully
But i got this little issue!
i do not ever .. ever.. never…ever….
wanna see anyone else
LITERAL HUMAN HELL
OF THE THOUSAND YEAR
WELL ..OK.. DAM THIS IS GETTING KINDA LIKE THAT
STUFF THAT TURNS ME OFF
I GUESS I MADE MY
AND JUST FORGET ABOUT THAT
TRAVELING AND STAYING
IN ULTIMATE HUMAN BLISS
THE LONGEST BESTEST
So how did i get tHERE
Well..while i certainly cannot take
i can certainly try my damdest
to DO my bestest
found this BLiSS of nowoneforevermorenow..
the longest word
THAT’S IT! THAT’S
The journey to Bliss for me..started at that low point
of Human Hell in April of
and THEN moving in my passport..
yes..my GREEN HONDA PASSPORT…
SLOWLY BUT SURELY
With a Tiger in the back
For the first 2 years after that Human Hell
i was eventually diagnosed with
19 medically disabling
where i had to stay in a dark
room for close to
completely stopped making tears..
on top of an atypical form of trigeminal neuralgia
or Sluder’s headache..that is known
as the worst pain to
and not a once in a while
one that is
And finally i could weather the computer
screen at lowest light settings
on November 26th 2010
to start a letter ..then a word..
somewhere close to 7 million
over the internet
like friggin seeds or something
and NOW written mostly
Well..OMG i do like logical discussions..and for the first 28 months..
my style of writing was described as computer
And yah i could not feel
anything but pain
s a good
But oh sh** a word sparked some emotions!
Yah!..the word synesthesia..uttered by a facebook
friend at the end of FEBRUARY 2013
and the rest is history
KATiE MiA Aghogday
and then KATiE MiA FredericK
by me and the
i like to call GOD..
OR WHATEVA YA WANNA
WELL GRADUALLY THE PAIN STARTED GOING AWAY!
THE HORRIBLE EAR AND EYE PAIN
THAT WOULD NOT
EFFECTIVELY SEE OR HEAR
And oh my GOD
Suddenly it all went away
on or about
July 22nd 2013
With emotions coming back
That was enough for me..
if i died ‘right’
all i could have ever
little did i know
there was much..much..much
more bliss to
Well..i also had stenosis of the neural canals in my spine..severe arthritis..
a congenitally fused T6 vertebrae..along with a
smaller right shoulder bone than
associated with Klippel
and my legs were goin
So the logical dude i was..i said heY!
walk in reverse now
it cannot hurt
and nah.. after what i went through..
there ain’t no anxiety or shame
left for anything anyone
think of me
SO MY JOURNEY OF REVERSE WALKING
AND NOW I’VE GOT CLOSING IN ON 500 MILES IN JUST
PER MY SUPER KOOL
NIKE PLUS GPS
THAT KEEPS TRACK
OF ALL OF
ON THE WORLD
Add in some music..and a natural progression toward
TAI CHI movements..chakra belly dance..
and whatever else that
and the result for me at least..along with
mind control of ethics
ALL THE TIME
At that point i started thinking about Jesus..and wondered
hey! that dude might be what some folks refer to
in REAL LIFE
SEEING ME FLOATING THROUGH THE AIR ON FEET
AND DANCING AND MOONWALKING
SAYING HEY DUDE YA LOOK LIKE A ZEN MASTER OVER THERE
WITH ALL YOUR KOOL AND RANDOM LOOKING
SO YAH IF JESUS WAS IN THE HEAVEN
THAT MUST MEAN HE WAS A BUDDHIST MONK
WELL YAH..HE WAS MY ROLE MODEL AS A YOUNG MAN
ANYWAY..SO THAT WOULD BE EVEN MORE SUPER DUPER KOOL..
AS I COULD TRULY SAY I WAS LITERALLY
WALKING IN THE
BLISSFUL AND PEACEFUL FOOTSTEPS
OF THAT REAL DUDE
WELL..IT DON’T GET MUCH BETTER THAN THAT..
BUT YAH..THAT’S WHAT I THOUGHT ON OR
ABOUT JULY 22ND 2013
SO I NEVER DOUBT
NOW THAT MORE
I AIN’T EVER EXPERIENCED IN THIS
NO DAM FAIRLY TALE OF IMAGINATION…
THIS IS ALL REAL STUFF THAT I CAN TOUCH AND FEEL
AND THAT YES..OTHER FOLKS IN REAL LIFE..CAN TOUCH
WHATEVER I AM
T SIMPLY IS
Well.. approaching 1222 words
i guess i’ll end/publish it here
and fill in the rest with some
oh and by the way..if i look a little uncomfortable
in those first three photos..
me giving me a dam
Ah..she’s so mischievous
Oh and by the way2
if i find myself walking on water
or any of that..i’ll make sure
i take my iPhone5 to get evidence
Yah!..not only did i find that Jesus WAS reportED to do
that but also some Full Buddhahood folks
one of my favorites
Hmm..at least some folks told me most all my life
i look like that
statue dude..in that
Sargent Pepper’s Lonely Hearts Club Band..
nah..maybe i’m Captain Salt
but i ain’t
and after all it’s just
a statue out of John Lennon’s
day in the life
AHHH..THE LAST NOTE
and this song
Something about Kashmir
strikes a chord with
but as usual..
AS ALWAYS.. interesting discussion ..on this topic at the Wrong Planet Website as quoted and linked here and only provided for education purposes for fair use..per any copyright concerns of the listening audience..as some of my friends in middle eastern countries..are censored from visiting there..most unfortunately…..2
I don’t think you get extra credit for the physical LENGTH of your posts. 😛
WELL AS ‘THEY’ say wit is the soul of brevity or brevity is the wit of soul…not sure which one at the moment..but i can look
it up on google anyway..someday….
And you can just call me the dude if ya like..(another ‘odd’ reference ‘correlated’ with the Big Lebowsi movie..provided by Aghogday)(scene where the dude asks if the Big Lebowski is into the brevity thing)
But at any rate..i suppose that means i was born a little short on wit..which oh my GOD was great..as i got so friggin intellectual later on..
i forgot to even have a soul.. i suppose…
but all the extra credit i was really looking for here was a response of any kind…
As as you may or may not know it is the interplay of the positive and the negative that makes this ‘WHOLE’ friggin dam thing work…yes i do
mean everything..allitis..and all of that…
So a little jab here or there..a little humor…or this or that ….
ONLY EVENTUALLy and essentiALLY STIMULATES THE GREATEST f***ing THING OF ALL..
may be a little deep for ya friend…
but i am speaking to the entire audience….
some who may be
But whoo00 knows
And that my friend
(if ya can understand it)
if not.. ya could ask a question…
and i would answer it..
that is all up
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!!!
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
Joined: Nov 26, 2010
PostPosted: Thu Jan 16, 2014 9:08 am
I wasn’t looking
for extra credit for
that ..my wife is FULLY
for all of that..wedgie and allth@
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!!!
and you only live once…..! 🙂
Yeah … I guess 2 .. Smiles and have a great NOW .. Friend 🙂
You may be right but if you have an exam tomorrow what will you do ? Live just now or you will prepare for the exam too along with enjoying the present ? Living in the moment is necessar but only when you have done enough preparations for the future.
So true.. In modern culture there are so many abstract requirements and expectations that living in the NOW is truly what the prophet Jesus described as the Rich Man as the camel entering the needle of now..or what can be described as heaven.. bliss..nirvana for this potential essence of Wh@is IS or whatever other term may be used by a specific structured religion for this abstract essence of wh@IS IS in the NOW…
But as i mentioned before the human complex language..collective intelligence..and complex cultures..are the barrier to simply live in the NOW..my cat enjoys it basking in the Sun or rolling around in the grass or sand to simply be HERE NOW in the moment of Bliss of being….
AS you likely know most of the prophets were financially secure in finding a way to NOW..including Muhammad and the Buddha..as it IS truly difficult to serve..
So that is most definitely my advantage now..along with the ethical and physical path to stay in the spiritual light of now…
It is extremely hard..and if i had not lived through all the adversities that over 5 decades of what modern cultures in addition to the regular weathering of life can do..
i would likely never have seen this light of NOW..as securely as i stay here NOW…
Love you..and appreciate your thought FULL comment..:)
About your financially secure point — If you say it in the context that Muhammad (SAW) was secure because He (SAW) was assure of the fact that Allah will give Him (SAW) share then you are right and this thing is right for every human being. But if you mean it other wise than just to clear you out, Muhammad (SAW) was in a habit of not collecting things, He used to give eatables to the poor and sometimes used to be hungry while he had enough food some minutes ago. He had not property or gold or money collected , All He (SAW) had was the company of Allah.
S being financially secure wasn’t a thing for Him (SAW).
Well.. there is a difference between wanting money and needing money..
A certain amount of money..trade..or other token.. is required for simple subsistence in life..
Muhammad was supported by his wife for that simple subsistence…
Without that subsistence..one does have to answer to some master to gain money for it..whether it is the customer who buys or trades the product that lead to subsistence..
or the Boss that provides whatever token there is to get the subsistence…
Same with Buddha..he was born a rich man…and in so being..did not have to worry about subsistence…until he got to the point that he decided to live as a poor man….
There really is no information about that on the prophet Jesus..only that at some point he may have been a carpenter…which if so ..he would answer to the customer or the boss.. for his subsistence..as master..2…
Muhammad (SAW) used to do trade and that was where he earned money but he never collected it, he was in a habit of giving it to the poor. He did trade all his life….He earned by working hard with his hands.
Trade is no different than money in my example here..the point is if his wife did not provide the means for subsistence he would have to answer to a master for it..other than his wife..which in this case was no master..a loving partner instead…
And this is not to say..that he could not have done the same..without that assistance..but it is just a potential barrier to that potentiality.. that he did not have… like the Buddha.
i provided the source above..that describes it in full..from an Islam organization if you are not educated in this..per his wife’s retirement from trade with Muhammad..after their marriage…
Also Lala in case that source is censored for you here is the quote that describes it:
“The marriage was a very happy one, and it produced a lady who was one of the four perfect women in all the history of mankind: Fatima daughter of Muhammad (ص). Before her, Qasim and Abdullah were born, but they both died at infancy.
By the time Khadijah got married, she was quite a wealthy lady, so wealthy that she felt no need to keep trading and increasing her wealth; instead, she decided to retire and enjoy a comfortable life with her husband who, on his part, preferred an ascetic life to that of money making.
The Messenger of Allah (ص) had no desire to accumulate wealth; that was not the purpose for which he, peace and blessings of Allah with him and his progeny, was created. He was created to be the savior of mankind from the darkness of ignorance, idol worship, polytheism, misery, poverty, injustice, oppression, and immorality. He very much loved to meditate, though his meditation deepened his grief at seeing his society sunk so low in immorality, lawlessness, and the absence of any sort of protection for those who were weak and oppressed.
Khadijah’s period of happiness lasted no more than 15 years after which her husband, now the Messenger of Allah (ص), started his mission to invite people to the Oneness of God, to equality between men and women, and to an end to the evils of the day. Muhammad (ص) was forty years old when the first verses of the Holy Qur’an were revealed to him. They were the first verses of Surat al-Alaq (chapter 96), and they were revealed during the month of Ramadan 13 years before the Hijra, at the cave of Hira in Jabal al-Noor (the mountain of light), his favorite place for isolation and meditation, a place which is now visited by many pilgrims. Muhammad (ص) went back home heavy-hearted, profoundly perplexed, deeply impressed by the sight of arch-angel Gabriel and by the depth of meaning implied in those beautiful words:”
yes i love doing it also when you think about it Buddhism basically is just trying to be like us 😆
(1) to lead a moral life,
(2) to be mindful and aware of thoughts and actions, and
(3) to develop wisdom and understanding
looks like were going to nirvana 🙄
Well dude.. that is exactly my philosophy…
EXCEPT.. I WILL REPLACE MORALS WITH ETHICS..AS MORALS IN GENERAL ARE OFTEN NOT ETHICAL AT ALL
The difference BEYOND THAT IS AND A HUGE IS..IS i have a totally open mind..and heart…AND SPIRIT..
THE TRINITY OF TOTAL HUMAN BEING..IF YA WILL..
LIKE THOSE CATHOLICS THAT START WITH THE FATHER AT THE MIND.. THE SON AT THE HEART..
AND THE SPIRIT ACROSS THE SHOULDERS..TO EXPRESS WHAT THEY CALL AS A SIGN OF THE CROSS…
THE FATHER IS THE MIND OR WHAT SOME FOLKS DESCRIBE AS THE BRAIN
THE SON OR SUN IS THE HEART OR FIRE OF CORE OF BEING AND EMOTION
THE HOLY SPIRIT IS THE ONE ALL ENCOMPASSING FORCE..THE CHI..THE QI..THE DAO..THE GOD..THE ALLAH..THE GREAT SPIRIT..THE CHRIST OR WHATEVER THE f**k WH@IS IS
IT AIN’T NO FRIGGIN CROSS OF DEATH..
IT IS THE SYMBOL FOR FULL RESURRECTION OF THE HUMAN BEING IN THE NOW..SIMPLY AS IS IS…IS NOW
Without ALLTHAT the eye of the needle
is completely closed…
And that my friend…
Will make yA the camel…
But there is one other thing…
If ya ever get there…
You will never roll your eyes
Notice the word ya..
instead of you..
Ya is directed at your spirit
You is directed at your
Same way most lost people around here..
look AT THE TRUE FORCE THAT EXISTS THAT SOME PEOPLE THROUGH ALL RECORDED HISTORY..
DESCRIBE AS GOD..ALLAH..CHRIST..THE GREAT SPIRIT..THE DAO..THE QI..THE CHI..THE HOLY SPIRIT OR WHATEVER THE f**k
IS SIMPLY THE ESSENCE OF WH@IS..IS
AS A NOUN
INSTEAD OF A VERB
GOD IS FORCE IS ENERGY..IS MOVEMENT
IT AIN’T NO DEAD VEHICLE OR VESSEL TO DESCRIBE A MYTHOLOGICAL BEING WITH A DISTINCT PERSONALITY…
LIKE A SILLY LITTLE ANT
GOD IS ALL
OR WHAT THAT LITTLE ANT
CAN SEE WITH HIS LITTLE OR BIG TELESCOPE..
IN JUST THE
GOD IS ALLITIS
And of course all of this is just my opinion..in totality..and the opinion of quite a few
other enlightened silly little human ants..
across recorded history..
as NOW IS NOWKNOWN
BUT NOT JUST A FRIGGIN
OF THE TOTALITY
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
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THE MAGNIFICENT WOMAN
by Lala Rukh
I am in love with that wonderful women who performs on the stage and people hold their breaths, their hearts skip the beats and magic of her glory en-wraps them in ecstatic joys — People say that she knows spell of bewitchment and she makes people unconscious by casting it but I don’t believe this, her magical beauty is mysterious enough to get entranced in.
She has booked a room that was abandoned for forty years, the room that is well known by a story that a woman burnt herself and her child here, forty years ago.
I can hear my own foot steps as I walk towards her room, my heart beats in my ears and I feel shivers while walking through that dead silent corridor but my fear is invaded over by excitement to meet that magnificent lady.
The door opens with an unfamiliar noise, tearing apart the intense silence — There lies a coffin in the center of an empty room and I am in a trance of that glowing beauty again as I open the cover.
I try to pull her out wondering who may have imprisoned my love inside the coffin, when I feel my leg clutched by tiny hands — I turn around and see a small child looking towards me with pain in eyes… Everything went dark.
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January 17, 2014 at 3:31 pm
woah..that’s what cha call a 360 degree turn..
bliss to misery…
We’ll first of all i love to watch women like this perform on stage…
Currently one of my favorites is Britney Spears..in her song called Work B***H
Well some folks around here call it dirty..and oh my god..some folks even go as far as calling her
a satan worshiper in what they describe as part of a mythological ‘evil’ illuminati…
But ya see..or KNOWnow..human beings have this thing..called a mirror neuron system..where they
can actually experience the actual experiences of others in a virtual mind kind of way when they watch
these other folks..
The greatest thing about Britney is that she incorporates..whether intentionally or naturally.. the TAI CHI
in her dance moves..so when watching her.. folks with an open mind..heart.and spirit..can simply experience
the force..energy..power..peace..of bliss that TAI CHI IS…in a virtual kind of way….
So in a way that makes MS. Britney a prophet or messenger of the power of this TAI CHI that really is not
substantially different that what folks call the DAO..the QI..the CHI..the holy spirit..the GOD..the ALLAH..the great spirit..
or whatever vehicle or vessel any human being can use to describe the essence of WH@IS IS…THIS essence of IS
The force..energy..power..peace..of bliss that simply IS DIVINE LOVE OVERALL
So now back to the 360 degree part…
That is the part i avoid at all costs in real life..and do not let anything like that enter my mind..heart..or spirit…
But not to say it is not effective for SOME people to escape what is truly bothering them at night.
OH..and.. by the way..
When i dance-walk through the huge local metro mall..for 23 miles and all of that..
i too..incorporate the TA CHI..naturALLy in my dance moves..
And yes..people tell me they experience..
my bliss..peace…power..and energy..CHI..
when they observe me doing this..
So..ya see..or KNOWnow..
a few months ago..
When i stated i could light UP a mall…
i then too..
was not kidding at all..
Oh god..sorry to keep going on and on..so finally one more thing..
My next post IS titled Dancing with GOD.
And as usual..i could not do IT
but my wife is pressing me on
a few assigned chores of the day…
so a little later
Thanks for the help LOVE
Rest assured, Pal, that we all were not created to live on this earth for nothing, for no purpose, for no message, for no goal, other than to smile now. Smile now and cry much tomorrow.
Well friend..thanks for calling a complete strange pal first of all..and i guess your concern for what seems to be
my soul is encouraging..
However..knowNOW this..i Know GOD..Allah or whatever one wants to call the ALL IT IS IT IS ALL ONE..silly little men do not
restrain or put chains on the ONE THAT IS ALL and I will tell you this both heaven and hell exist in the now..and i will
also tell you this..i have been to both places already..
And trust me friend you do not want to go to the real human hell..which is worst than any fiery place you could possibly imagine where every second is an eternity of a thousand years in the HELL of now..
I earned my smiles in now..and GOD..Allah..or whatever again ya wanna call the ALLITIS is very pleased with me..
Be careful who you personally judge in this life..
You never know for sure just who you may be talking to..
I live in the heaven of now..and it is impossible to live there with any personal judgements against other folks..illusory fears..or silly little imaginary chains wrapped around the all that IS..ONE!
Hope you live there to..one day friend..sincerely do….so have a nice day..if you can and if you WILL…smile in NOW..NOW is the gift of ALLAH..humans are the only silly animals..who believe in the fairy tale of the past and future…
But hell no..not me..life is to short for bullshit..from silly little human beings.