YOU ONLY LIVE NOW

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WeLl yah…

as a seeker of truth..

i am a little troubled at wearing

this shirt..

as

i cannot say

what happens after this

life

reAlly

can

i

no

i

 cannot

as i do not

kNOW

it

ALL

but

wh@icansay

for sure IS YA

Only LIVE NOW

my

friend(s)

So i guess i’ll go from tHERe

and further

explore

NOW

iN

HEre

!

Well ya KNOWnow my favorite words attributeD to th@man

JESUS

IS

THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN IS

NOW

!

WELL I KNOWNOW

FOR

SURE

THIS

2

IS

TRUE

!

AS MY EXISTENCE IS FINALLY

THERE FOR NOWMOREFOREVERNOW

!

DAM!

THAT’S A LONG WORD

BUT IT GETS

THE

IMPACT

OF FULL

NOW

A

CROSS

I

THINK

!

AS THE RESURRECTION OF NOW

IS

ONLY

NOW

!

BUT WAIT! YA MIGHT SAY WHAT HAPPENS AFTER DEATH

BUT NO I SAY..

ALL THAT EXISTS IS NOW

SO WHY WORRY

ABOUT

ANY

THING

OThER

THAN

NOW

!

SERIOUSLY AS NOW IS ALL THAT

COUNTS

and or m@ters

in the LONGEST RUN

OF

NOW

!

BUT THE BETTER THING IS

WHEN HEAVEN IS NOW

AND BLISS

IS

yOURS

NOW

!

HEAVEN

IS

!

FOREVERMORE

NOW

!

So one might think or say…

SO OKAY FRED.. ALL THESE WORDS ARE KOOL

BUT WTF DOES ALL THIS

MATTER

IF

ALL

I

FEEL

I

S

ABYSS INSTEAD OF BLISS

NOW

!

OMG

!

I DO NOT

WANNA LIVE IN

HELL

NOWFOREVERMORE

NOW

!

Well ya see..i’ve been there done that

at the end of 35 days with only 1 hour sleep each

night and none at all for the last 5 of 40

and yah..a thousand years

of hell

tHERe

is

equivalent to just

one second

of

NOW

!

And no that ain’t no metaphor..

it could have been 10 thousand years

as tHis hell

is

REALLY

HELL

AND THE TRUE

HUMAN

ABYSS

!

Not A fiery red dude..with horns and a tail

in everlasting

fire

as pain or even DOWSING

one WITH GAS

AND LIGHTING

THE

MATCH

is

better

than

the

piece of paper existence

that is

ABYSS

!

the

TRUE LITERAL HUMAN

HELL

!

WELL..

THAT IS OVER AND my mind will

never let me come close to fully

remembering

IT

NOW

!

T

G

!

But i got this little issue!

i do not ever .. ever..  never…ever….

wanna see anyone else

visit

tHis

LITERAL HUMAN HELL

OF THE THOUSAND YEAR

HUMAN ABYSS

OF

EVEN

1

SECOND

OF THIS

LITERAL

HELL

!

WELL ..OK.. DAM THIS IS GETTING KINDA LIKE THAT

FIRE AND

BRIM

STONE

STUFF THAT TURNS ME OFF

ANYWAY

SO

I GUESS I MADE MY

POINT..

AND JUST FORGET ABOUT THAT

NOW

AS

NOW

IS

ALLABOUT

TRAVELING AND STAYING

IN ULTIMATE HUMAN BLISS

NOWONEFOREVERMORE!

THE LONGEST BESTEST

WORD

YET

!

!

So how did i get tHERE

!

Well..while i certainly cannot take

ya tHERE..

i can certainly try my damdest

to DO my bestest

to tell

ya

how

i

personAlLy

found this BLiSS of nowoneforevermorenow..

the longest word

yet

!

but

WAIt

!

BLISSNOWONEFOREVERMORENOWBLISS

THAT’S IT! THAT’S

wHERE

I

M

@

NOW

!

The journey to Bliss for me..started at that low point

of Human Hell in April of

2008

and THEN moving in my passport..

yes..my GREEN HONDA PASSPORT…

SLOWLY BUT SURELY

TO GET

tHERE

NOW

!

With a Tiger in the back

!

NO
W

2

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For the first 2 years after that Human Hell

i was eventually diagnosed with

19 medically disabling

disorders..

including

Sjorgren’s Syndrome

where i had to stay in a dark

room for close to

8 months..

as my

eyes

completely stopped making tears..

on top of an atypical form of trigeminal neuralgia

or Sluder’s headache..that is known

as the worst pain to

mankind

in modern

medical literature

and not a once in a while

pain

!

one that is

all

the

time

!

And finally i could weather the computer

screen at lowest light settings

on November 26th 2010

to start a letter ..then a word..

paragraph..page..

and

NOW

!

somewhere close to 7 million

words spread

all

over the internet

like friggin seeds or something

like

that

!

and NOW written mostly

here

!

Well..OMG i do like logical discussions..and for the first 28 months..

my style of writing was described as computer

without emotions..

And yah i could not feel

anything but pain

so

that I

s a good

analysis

!

But oh sh** a word sparked some emotions!

Yah!..the word synesthesia..uttered by a facebook

friend at the end of FEBRUARY 2013

and the rest is history

!

KATiE MiA Aghogday

and then KATiE MiA FredericK

were

created

!

by me and the

All encompassing

FORCE

!

i like to call GOD..

ALLITIS..

ALLAHGODALLAH

OR WHATEVA YA WANNA

CALL THE

IS

TH@IS

WH@IS

!

I

S

I

S

!

WELL GRADUALLY THE PAIN STARTED GOING AWAY!

THE HORRIBLE EAR AND EYE PAIN

THAT WOULD NOT

LET ME

EFFECTIVELY SEE OR HEAR

MUCH AT

ALL

!

WAS SLOWLY

GOING

A

W

A

Y

!

And oh my GOD

!

Suddenly it all went away

on or about

July 22nd 2013

!

With emotions coming back

as powerful

as

eva

!

That was enough for me..

if i died ‘right’

then

!

It’s

all i could have ever

asked for

but

little did i know

then

!

there was much..much..much

more bliss to

come

!

NOW

!

Well..i also had stenosis of the neural canals in my spine..severe arthritis..

a congenitally fused T6 vertebrae..along with a

smaller right shoulder bone than

left

associated with Klippel

Feil

syndrome..

and my legs were goin

numb when

walking

forward

!

So the logical dude i was..i said heY!

i think

i’ll

walk in reverse now

!

it cannot hurt

after

all

!

and nah.. after what i went through..

there ain’t no anxiety or shame

left for anything anyone

might

think of me

as long

as

all

that pain

IS

GONE

!

SO MY JOURNEY OF REVERSE WALKING

STARTED

‘RIGHT’

THERE

!

AND NOW I’VE GOT CLOSING IN ON 500 MILES IN JUST

FOUR MONTHS..

PER MY SUPER KOOL

NIKE PLUS GPS

WATCH..

THAT KEEPS TRACK

OF ALL OF

THAT

2

!

ON THE WORLD

WIDE

WEB

!

Add in some music..and a natural progression toward

TAI CHI movements..chakra belly dance..

Meditation..

Martial

arts..

and whatever else that

comes natural

goes

!

and the result for me at least..along with

mind control of ethics

and

emotions

IS

SIMPLY

BLISS

ALL THE TIME

NOW

!

At that point i started thinking about Jesus..and wondered

hey! that dude might be what some folks refer to

AS

me

in REAL LIFE

NOW

!

SEEING ME FLOATING THROUGH THE AIR ON FEET

AND DANCING AND MOONWALKING

LIKE OUR

FRIEND

MJ

!

SAYING HEY DUDE YA LOOK LIKE A ZEN MASTER OVER THERE

WITH ALL YOUR KOOL AND RANDOM LOOKING

MOVES

!

SO YAH IF JESUS WAS IN THE HEAVEN

NOW

THAT MUST MEAN HE WAS A BUDDHIST MONK

LEANING DUDE

LIKE

ME

2

NO

W

!

http://buddhistfaith.tripod.com/gospel/

WELL YAH..HE WAS MY ROLE MODEL AS A YOUNG MAN

ANYWAY..SO THAT WOULD BE EVEN MORE SUPER DUPER KOOL..

AS I COULD TRULY SAY I WAS LITERALLY

WALKING IN THE

BLISSFUL AND PEACEFUL FOOTSTEPS

OF THAT REAL DUDE

JESUS

!

WELL..IT DON’T GET MUCH BETTER THAN THAT..

BUT YAH..THAT’S WHAT I THOUGHT ON OR

ABOUT JULY 22ND 2013

2

SO I NEVER DOUBT

NOW THAT MORE

AMAZING THINGS

I AIN’T EVER EXPERIENCED IN THIS

YES..THIS..REAL LIFE

NOW..

IS

MORE

2

COME

2

!

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NO DAM FAIRLY TALE OF IMAGINATION…

THIS IS ALL REAL STUFF THAT I CAN TOUCH AND FEEL

AND THAT YES..OTHER FOLKS IN REAL LIFE..CAN TOUCH

AND

FEEL

2

!

BLISS

IS

ALLITIS

ALLAGODALLAH

OR

WHATEVER I AM

JOINED WITH

NOW

!

I

T SIMPLY IS

IS

BLISS

ALLAsonE

!

Well.. approaching 1222 words

NOW

!

so

i guess i’ll end/publish it here

and fill in the rest with some

evidence..photos..videos..

ETC.

later

!

oh and by the way..if i look a little uncomfortable

in those first three photos..

my wife

IS

hiding behind

me giving me a dam

wedgie

!

Ah..she’s so mischievous

THAT

GIRL

!

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Oh and by the way2

if i find myself walking on water

or any of that..i’ll make sure

i take my iPhone5 to get evidence

of that

2

!

Yah!..not only did i find that Jesus WAS reportED to do

that but also some Full Buddhahood folks

and yes!

one of my favorites

!

Ninjas

2

!

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Hmm..at least some folks told me most all my life

i look like that

statue dude..in that

Sargent Pepper’s Lonely Hearts Club Band..

Album Cover..

nah..maybe i’m Captain Salt

but i ain’t

no friggin

Sargent Pepper..

and after all it’s just

a statue out of John Lennon’s

yard

right…

just

a

n

o

t

h

e

r

day in the life

ISALL………………………

NOW

AHHH..THE LAST NOTE

OF THAT

SONG

LUV

IT

NOW

2

!

and this song

2

Something about Kashmir

strikes a chord with

me

3

but as usual..

i digress..

have..

a..

nice..

NOW

😉

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14 Responses to YOU ONLY LIVE NOW

  1. AS ALWAYS.. interesting discussion ..on this topic at the Wrong Planet Website as quoted and linked here and only provided for education purposes for fair use..per any copyright concerns of the listening audience..as some of my friends in middle eastern countries..are censored from visiting there..most unfortunately…..2

    http://www.wrongplanet.net/postp5858777.html#5858777

    zer0netgain wrote:

    I don’t think you get extra credit for the physical LENGTH of your posts. 😛

    aghogday wrote:

    WELL AS ‘THEY’ say wit is the soul of brevity or brevity is the wit of soul…not sure which one at the moment..but i can look
    it up on google anyway..someday….

    And you can just call me the dude if ya like..(another ‘odd’ reference ‘correlated’ with the Big Lebowsi movie..provided by Aghogday)(scene where the dude asks if the Big Lebowski is into the brevity thing)

    But at any rate..i suppose that means i was born a little short on wit..which oh my GOD was great..as i got so friggin intellectual later on..

    i forgot to even have a soul.. i suppose…

    but all the extra credit i was really looking for here was a response of any kind…

    As as you may or may not know it is the interplay of the positive and the negative that makes this ‘WHOLE’ friggin dam thing work…yes i do
    mean everything..allitis..and all of that…

    So a little jab here or there..a little humor…or this or that ….

    ONLY EVENTUALLy and essentiALLY STIMULATES THE GREATEST f***ing THING OF ALL..

    LOVE
    IN ETERNITY…
    NOW
    HERE
    NOW
    1

    1!

    BUT that
    may be a little deep for ya friend…

    but i am speaking to the entire audience….
    some who may be

    as friggin
    deep

    as

    me

    But whoo00 knows

    maybe

    an
    owl

    or whoooo……..

    And that my friend

    is the

    secret

    to

    the

    whole
    dam
    thing…

    (if ya can understand it)

    if not.. ya could ask a question…

    and i would answer it..

    but
    that is all up

    to
    you
    period

    my friend.
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    aghogday
    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
    Phoenix

    Joined: Nov 26, 2010
    Age: 53
    Posts: 5846

    PostPosted: Thu Jan 16, 2014 9:08 am

    oh yah…

    wedgie…

    and ALL
    OF THAT…;)
    2

    I wasn’t looking
    for extra credit for

    that ..my wife is FULLY
    responsible

    for all of that..wedgie and allth@
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  2. Lala Rukh says:

    You may be right but if you have an exam tomorrow what will you do ? Live just now or you will prepare for the exam too along with enjoying the present ? Living in the moment is necessar but only when you have done enough preparations for the future.

    • So true.. In modern culture there are so many abstract requirements and expectations that living in the NOW is truly what the prophet Jesus described as the Rich Man as the camel entering the needle of now..or what can be described as heaven.. bliss..nirvana for this potential essence of Wh@is IS or whatever other term may be used by a specific structured religion for this abstract essence of wh@IS IS in the NOW…

      But as i mentioned before the human complex language..collective intelligence..and complex cultures..are the barrier to simply live in the NOW..my cat enjoys it basking in the Sun or rolling around in the grass or sand to simply be HERE NOW in the moment of Bliss of being….

      AS you likely know most of the prophets were financially secure in finding a way to NOW..including Muhammad and the Buddha..as it IS truly difficult to serve..

      2 masters…

      So that is most definitely my advantage now..along with the ethical and physical path to stay in the spiritual light of now…

      It is extremely hard..and if i had not lived through all the adversities that over 5 decades of what modern cultures in addition to the regular weathering of life can do..

      i would likely never have seen this light of NOW..as securely as i stay here NOW…

      Love you..and appreciate your thought FULL comment..:)

      • Lala Rukh says:

        About your financially secure point — If you say it in the context that Muhammad (SAW) was secure because He (SAW) was assure of the fact that Allah will give Him (SAW) share then you are right and this thing is right for every human being. But if you mean it other wise than just to clear you out, Muhammad (SAW) was in a habit of not collecting things, He used to give eatables to the poor and sometimes used to be hungry while he had enough food some minutes ago. He had not property or gold or money collected , All He (SAW) had was the company of Allah.
        S being financially secure wasn’t a thing for Him (SAW).

        • Well.. there is a difference between wanting money and needing money..

          A certain amount of money..trade..or other token.. is required for simple subsistence in life..

          Muhammad was supported by his wife for that simple subsistence…

          http://www.al-islam.org/articles/khadijah-daughter-khuwaylid-wife-prophet-muhammad-yasin-t-al-jibouri

          Without that subsistence..one does have to answer to some master to gain money for it..whether it is the customer who buys or trades the product that lead to subsistence..

          or the Boss that provides whatever token there is to get the subsistence…

          Same with Buddha..he was born a rich man…and in so being..did not have to worry about subsistence…until he got to the point that he decided to live as a poor man….

          There really is no information about that on the prophet Jesus..only that at some point he may have been a carpenter…which if so ..he would answer to the customer or the boss.. for his subsistence..as master..2…

          • Lala Rukh says:

            Muhammad (SAW) used to do trade and that was where he earned money but he never collected it, he was in a habit of giving it to the poor. He did trade all his life….He earned by working hard with his hands.

            • Trade is no different than money in my example here..the point is if his wife did not provide the means for subsistence he would have to answer to a master for it..other than his wife..which in this case was no master..a loving partner instead…

              And this is not to say..that he could not have done the same..without that assistance..but it is just a potential barrier to that potentiality.. that he did not have… like the Buddha.

              i provided the source above..that describes it in full..from an Islam organization if you are not educated in this..per his wife’s retirement from trade with Muhammad..after their marriage…

  3. Also Lala in case that source is censored for you here is the quote that describes it:

    http://www.al-islam.org/articles/khadijah-daughter-khuwaylid-wife-prophet-muhammad-yasin-t-al-jibouri

    “The marriage was a very happy one, and it produced a lady who was one of the four perfect women in all the history of mankind: Fatima daughter of Muhammad (ص). Before her, Qasim and Abdullah were born, but they both died at infancy.
    By the time Khadijah got married, she was quite a wealthy lady, so wealthy that she felt no need to keep trading and increasing her wealth; instead, she decided to retire and enjoy a comfortable life with her husband who, on his part, preferred an ascetic life to that of money making.

    The Messenger of Allah (ص) had no desire to accumulate wealth; that was not the purpose for which he, peace and blessings of Allah with him and his progeny, was created. He was created to be the savior of mankind from the darkness of ignorance, idol worship, polytheism, misery, poverty, injustice, oppression, and immorality. He very much loved to meditate, though his meditation deepened his grief at seeing his society sunk so low in immorality, lawlessness, and the absence of any sort of protection for those who were weak and oppressed.

    Khadijah’s period of happiness lasted no more than 15 years after which her husband, now the Messenger of Allah (ص), started his mission to invite people to the Oneness of God, to equality between men and women, and to an end to the evils of the day. Muhammad (ص) was forty years old when the first verses of the Holy Qur’an were revealed to him. They were the first verses of Surat al-Alaq (chapter 96), and they were revealed during the month of Ramadan 13 years before the Hijra, at the cave of Hira in Jabal al-Noor (the mountain of light), his favorite place for isolation and meditation, a place which is now visited by many pilgrims. Muhammad (ص) went back home heavy-hearted, profoundly perplexed, deeply impressed by the sight of arch-angel Gabriel and by the depth of meaning implied in those beautiful words:”

  4. http://www.wrongplanet.net/postp5860423.html#5860423

    kazma wrote:

    yes i love doing it also when you think about it Buddhism basically is just trying to be like us 😆

    (1) to lead a moral life,
    (2) to be mindful and aware of thoughts and actions, and
    (3) to develop wisdom and understanding

    looks like were going to nirvana 🙄

    aghogday wrote:

    Well dude.. that is exactly my philosophy…

    EXCEPT.. I WILL REPLACE MORALS WITH ETHICS..AS MORALS IN GENERAL ARE OFTEN NOT ETHICAL AT ALL

    The difference BEYOND THAT IS AND A HUGE IS..IS i have a totally open mind..and heart…AND SPIRIT..

    THE TRINITY OF TOTAL HUMAN BEING..IF YA WILL..

    LIKE THOSE CATHOLICS THAT START WITH THE FATHER AT THE MIND.. THE SON AT THE HEART..
    AND THE SPIRIT ACROSS THE SHOULDERS..TO EXPRESS WHAT THEY CALL AS A SIGN OF THE CROSS…

    SO..

    THE FATHER IS THE MIND OR WHAT SOME FOLKS DESCRIBE AS THE BRAIN
    THE SON OR SUN IS THE HEART OR FIRE OF CORE OF BEING AND EMOTION
    THE HOLY SPIRIT IS THE ONE ALL ENCOMPASSING FORCE..THE CHI..THE QI..THE DAO..THE GOD..THE ALLAH..THE GREAT SPIRIT..THE CHRIST OR WHATEVER THE f**k WH@IS IS
    ASonE

    IT AIN’T NO FRIGGIN CROSS OF DEATH..
    IT IS THE SYMBOL FOR FULL RESURRECTION OF THE HUMAN BEING IN THE NOW..SIMPLY AS IS IS…IS NOW

    Without ALLTHAT the eye of the needle

    is completely closed…

    And that my friend…

    Will make yA the camel…

    But there is one other thing…

    If ya ever get there…

    You will never roll your eyes

    again..

    period

    Notice the word ya..
    instead of you..

    Ya is directed at your spirit

    You is directed at your

    noun..

    Same way most lost people around here..

    look AT THE TRUE FORCE THAT EXISTS THAT SOME PEOPLE THROUGH ALL RECORDED HISTORY..

    DESCRIBE AS GOD..ALLAH..CHRIST..THE GREAT SPIRIT..THE DAO..THE QI..THE CHI..THE HOLY SPIRIT OR WHATEVER THE f**k

    IS SIMPLY THE ESSENCE OF WH@IS..IS

    AS A NOUN
    INSTEAD OF A VERB

    GOD IS FORCE IS ENERGY..IS MOVEMENT

    IT AIN’T NO DEAD VEHICLE OR VESSEL TO DESCRIBE A MYTHOLOGICAL BEING WITH A DISTINCT PERSONALITY…

    LIKE A SILLY LITTLE ANT

    OF
    A
    HUMAN
    BEING..

    GOD IS ALL

    NOT
    JUST
    A
    SILLY
    LITTLE
    HUMAN
    BEING
    PERSONALITY

    OR WHAT THAT LITTLE ANT
    CAN SEE WITH HIS LITTLE OR BIG TELESCOPE..
    IN JUST THE
    LIMIT
    OF
    ALL
    OF
    THAT

    GOD IS ALLITIS
    ASonE

    And of course all of this is just my opinion..in totality..and the opinion of quite a few
    other enlightened silly little human ants..
    across recorded history..

    as NOW IS NOWKNOWN

    BUT NOT JUST A FRIGGIN
    NOUNKNOWNOW
    OF THE TOTALITY
    OF
    WH@IS IS
    NOW

    FTW

    NOT

    WTF

    IS
    IS
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  5. THE MAGNIFICENT WOMAN

    by Lala Rukh

    http://shadowsofthedivine.wordpress.com/2014/01/17/that-magnificent-woman/

    I am in love with that wonderful women who performs on the stage and people hold their breaths, their hearts skip the beats and magic of her glory en-wraps them in ecstatic joys — People say that she knows spell of bewitchment and she makes people unconscious by casting it but I don’t believe this, her magical beauty is mysterious enough to get entranced in.

    She has booked a room that was abandoned for forty years, the room that is well known by a story that a woman burnt herself and her child here, forty years ago.

    I can hear my own foot steps as I walk towards her room, my heart beats in my ears and I feel shivers while walking through that dead silent corridor but my fear is invaded over by excitement to meet that magnificent lady.

    The door opens with an unfamiliar noise, tearing apart the intense silence — There lies a coffin in the center of an empty room and I am in a trance of that glowing beauty again as I open the cover.

    I try to pull her out wondering who may have imprisoned my love inside the coffin, when I feel my leg clutched by tiny hands — I turn around and see a small child looking towards me with pain in eyes… Everything went dark.

    ——————————————————————————

    A Flash fiction written for Lillie McFerrin Writes : Five Sentence Fiction – Clutch. We have to include the word “clutch” in our story and take inspiration from the photo given. Five sentences is what this challenge requires, no word limit. Click on the link if you want to participate.

    katiemiafrederick says:
    January 17, 2014 at 3:31 pm

    woah..that’s what cha call a 360 degree turn..

    from
    bliss to misery…

    We’ll first of all i love to watch women like this perform on stage…

    Currently one of my favorites is Britney Spears..in her song called Work B***H

    Well some folks around here call it dirty..and oh my god..some folks even go as far as calling her
    a satan worshiper in what they describe as part of a mythological ‘evil’ illuminati…

    But ya see..or KNOWnow..human beings have this thing..called a mirror neuron system..where they
    can actually experience the actual experiences of others in a virtual mind kind of way when they watch
    these other folks..

    The greatest thing about Britney is that she incorporates..whether intentionally or naturally.. the TAI CHI
    in her dance moves..so when watching her.. folks with an open mind..heart.and spirit..can simply experience
    the force..energy..power..peace..of bliss that TAI CHI IS…in a virtual kind of way….

    So in a way that makes MS. Britney a prophet or messenger of the power of this TAI CHI that really is not
    substantially different that what folks call the DAO..the QI..the CHI..the holy spirit..the GOD..the ALLAH..the great spirit..
    or whatever vehicle or vessel any human being can use to describe the essence of WH@IS IS…THIS essence of IS

    The force..energy..power..peace..of bliss that simply IS DIVINE LOVE OVERALL

    So now back to the 360 degree part…

    That is the part i avoid at all costs in real life..and do not let anything like that enter my mind..heart..or spirit…

    But not to say it is not effective for SOME people to escape what is truly bothering them at night.

    my friend..

    LOVExx
    YA

    OH..and.. by the way..

    When i dance-walk through the huge local metro mall..for 23 miles and all of that..

    i too..incorporate the TA CHI..naturALLy in my dance moves..

    And yes..people tell me they experience..

    my bliss..peace…power..and energy..CHI..

    when they observe me doing this..

    As so…

    So..ya see..or KNOWnow..

    a few months ago..

    When i stated i could light UP a mall…

    i then too..

    was not kidding at all..

    my friend..

    lovexx

    Oh god..sorry to keep going on and on..so finally one more thing..

    My next post IS titled Dancing with GOD.

    And as usual..i could not do IT

    without

    a
    little
    help
    from
    my
    friend(s)…..

    but my wife is pressing me on
    a few assigned chores of the day…

    so a little later

    that
    will come2

    Thanks for the help LOVE

  6. Rest assured, Pal, that we all were not created to live on this earth for nothing, for no purpose, for no message, for no goal, other than to smile now. Smile now and cry much tomorrow.

    • Well friend..thanks for calling a complete strange pal first of all..and i guess your concern for what seems to be
      my soul is encouraging..

      However..knowNOW this..i Know GOD..Allah or whatever one wants to call the ALL IT IS IT IS ALL ONE..silly little men do not
      restrain or put chains on the ONE THAT IS ALL and I will tell you this both heaven and hell exist in the now..and i will
      also tell you this..i have been to both places already..

      And trust me friend you do not want to go to the real human hell..which is worst than any fiery place you could possibly imagine where every second is an eternity of a thousand years in the HELL of now..

      I earned my smiles in now..and GOD..Allah..or whatever again ya wanna call the ALLITIS is very pleased with me..

      Be careful who you personally judge in this life..

      You never know for sure just who you may be talking to..

      my friend..;)

      I live in the heaven of now..and it is impossible to live there with any personal judgements against other folks..illusory fears..or silly little imaginary chains wrapped around the all that IS..ONE!

      Hope you live there to..one day friend..sincerely do….so have a nice day..if you can and if you WILL…smile in NOW..NOW is the gift of ALLAH..humans are the only silly animals..who believe in the fairy tale of the past and future…

      But hell no..not me..life is to short for bullshit..from silly little human beings.

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