Whoami

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“A Tight Little Bundle
of Words that Unravel
themselves at the end”..
That’s called an
“Ovillego”..
a Poetry form
that some dude
or dudette came
up with that has a
formula of structure
that they named as
something special..
So what could i name
my form of dance.. sure
free verse dance as well
as poeTry but really what it
is is being in the flow.. the zONE
now with GOD.. there is a song called
‘Take the Long Way Home’.. by band ‘Super
Tramp’ that i used to play on the piano..
however.. i did not play music by all the
complicated sheet music instructions..
i did use the place of the notes on
the scale to determine where
the fingers were on
the keyboard.. not
unlike
the keyboards
i have both with
words and notes
that have a basic
form of infrastructure
as an avenue to sing
my song and dance
of free.. and
truly it
was the same with
Tennis.. i curved the ball
in a way that no one taught
me.. i played by how the
game felt in innate
instinct
and intuition
but the journey
of feeling the flow…
the zone.. of mindful
awareness away from
a culture of forms and
instruction.. in the mechanical
cognition state of mind.. was/iS surely
just a path of nirvana and bliss wHere
human becomes one with a tennis ball
and racquet.. a piano and notes.. or just
tHeir naked human body with feet connected
to God’s Mother Earth.. all free with Nature.. ‘The
Way We were’ to quote Barbara Streisand.. now how
many people remember the way we were.. you now
‘see’.. the way humans used to be is a place
of dream time in mindful awareness
wHere we felt the world more
than thought it in words
to make the forAge now
of life successful iN
inVisible balance
walKinG Ways
all natural
that do
not
break
the leaves
of fall to escape
predator and capture
prey.. no different reAlly
than what Tennessee sTill now
does in his soft and ballet-
like walk.. or Yellow Boy
when he enters into the
patio.. not feeling
for sure still
whether
prey or
predator exists
there for capture
or escape.. but the
ONE that remains true
in this now semi-domesticated
X-Feral cat.. is he is still mindfully
aware now in senses and feelings to the
environment around him in a constant
challenge of change.. wheRe on
the other hand.. domesticated
humans and animals
get it all
served
up
spoon-fed..
almost from Birth..
no.. that’s not the way
it was before.. now the
form is the way instead
of the essence of
Nature in uS..
that iS
the sAMe
as the essence
of God iN uS.. wheRe
even culture suggests that
God is somehow separate from
Nature.. as God becomes idols of
symbols as words instead of Nature
itself.. and then the saddest part of
all comes.. when that word God becomes
an angry word.. and even a word used now
to justify killing with.. as people now
who are psychopathic leaning..
who feel little in ways of
heARt.. SpiRit expresSinG
emoTioNal.. heARt.. WitH
sOul iN a miNd
and boDy
balancCinG
iN ways of
Now.. Moving.. Connecting
and Creating.. the Connecting
part is really important but the
mindful awareness in innate instinct
and intuition in being one with flow in
the zOne of Nature wITh God is also most
important too.. to ever.. truly gaining a
sOul iN miNd and boDy balance..
and additionAlly basic
animal homeostasis
away from stress
and worry
of the
illusory
past and future..
including illusory fears
and promises now like hell
and heaven after life when
those two metaphors of being
are right and wrong here now..
just now.. where sin is moving
away from the God of
Nature manifest iN
uS.. to the tools
that separate
us from
remembering
who and what we now
reAlly are still as God’s
evolving creatures of
Nature maniFest as uS
to Move.. Connect and
Create.. and honestly if not
for the fact that i was labeled and
treated like an outcast so many times
throughout the course of my life i would
have likely never escaped the lies of culture..
religion.. and even parts of science.. to find
my way back to truly remembeRinG the
way we were and yes.. in liGht
of Truth the way we
sTill can be as
free children
of God..
so now i WiLL emBark
in poetically responding
in song to all the poet’s from
dVerse in a way that flows with
me in the Zone of mindful awareness
with the God of Nature.. and what ever
essence iS maNifest here will be the
Nature of me and God set
free as one FORCE
of simply being
Natural
the way we
flow in zONE for now!..
and sure i did the forms at
dVerse for the Connection but
the Call of the Wild of God was so
much louder than any rule of human
sTill
now.. FREE..!
to limit that call
in any form or fashion
other than what is all
natural.. just
me and
God
FREE! iN
Dance and Song
of steps and words now
so free.. so free are WE..:)

(but first i’ll break for brunch)
after a very long night of Free Style
Dance where another guy comes up then
and asks me the question his friends
want to know.. if i am on drugs to dance
super wild and free for hours on end
solo.. and with girls brave enough
to dance with me..
and i say no.. of
course not.. just
free style
dance/martial
arts my friend..
and he says I KNEW IT..
I DO MARTIAL ARTS TOO..
DO YOU NOW DO THIS STYLE
THAT STYLE AND THIS STYLE
TOO.. AND i say no.. i am
the water
and
air..
that is
all my friend..:)

Brunch was good and back
for some more words.. first..
before.. i move on to dVerse
and tightly packed words
that move one with
God of Nature
with me as
usual in
flow of zONE..Now…
The mechanical cognition
of culture that solves problems
through abstract constructs is a
necessity for huge groups of human
beings.. who are only still evolved
to connect to 150 to 200 sets
of eyes.. and then the order
that starts with culture/
religion is more
restrictive AGAINST
THE GOD OF NATURE
MANIFEST IN HUMAN
BEING.. depending on
the general subsistence
potential of the environment
at hand for sustaining basic
human survival for existence..
so yes.. in countries of desert
and little water there are dowries
to insure that resources get fairly distributed..
as sure.. survival is more important than getting
the mate of choice.. and there are cultural methods
designed to get the job done for survival.. whether
they please the individual or not..
and sure.. there is harsh and
dry Sun as well.. so
covering the body
to both keep
moisture in
and Sun reflected
away from skin is also
a part of staying alive..
so sure.. in this way.. the
God of Nature.. more than any other
instinct says stay alive.. and sometimes
that does come through the tools that are
extensions of us.. through words.. that then
are written to record collective intelligence..
to spears and more advanced killing tools to capture
prey and protect against predator.. and cultures and
religions that control for order.. so the entire insanely
large populations of human beings living in groups can basically
yes.. just survive.. no matter how uncomfortable that survival may
be away from the balance of The God of Nature manifest in uS.. as Wild
and Free.. so yes.. we are domesticated animals now.. who live according
to the rules of tools.. from words.. to weapons.. to cultures to religions
to keep us under
the rule of
fools as well..
sadly enough when
we even call God names
and justify that to separate
ourselves from some other parts
of the God of Nature.. like folks
who have different hues of tan colors..
religions.. nationalities.. disabilities..
sexual orientations.. and cultures overall..
all actions that unify smaller groups but divide
and conquer.. so other groups get less than our
so-called favorite ones we align now with us
for a much smaller unity
of the human
species.. as whole..
as yes.. we all share
the same DNA.. and
blood and bones
that bleed
and break
and feed..
no different now
at core of the human
survival of all of us..
the fact is this is all a
new cultural.. religious
and science experiment..
the truth and liGht is
much easier to know
and feel now..
than where
the “Titanic”
is going next..
but what i do know and
feel is it is possible to
get back in the flow and zOne
of God manifest as human nature
as uS.. but Lord knows to escape
with subsistence provided in
what is required in our
cultures today..
means
disabled
or retired
IF culture provides
a means of living then..
beyond the mechanical cognition
activities that take one away now
from the flow and zOne of Being
One with the God of Nature
maniFest
as
US wheRe truly
the festival of
human can always
be now.. in both
Courage and
Kind
of
Unconditional
Loving ways
of Moving
Connecting
and Creating
now.. just now..:)

And now to dVerse..:)

But first.. my contribution
if anyone dares to come here
hehe.. and read all the way
down to now.. and it is
inspired by friend
gigoid’s website
as lInked..
as my baby’s now
of tiGhtly packed
words expanding
into infinituM
are inspiRed
e v e r Y
w H e R e..:)

It’s aLL about surviving
and then WE Play Now..
SomewheRe aLong tHe
LIne.. the second
pArt of Life
was/is
misSing…
thE rest iS
iN hiStory..
miNe Now
iN mindFUl
AwarEness
of Now..
iN mY
own
Play of
liFe as Director
i of actor I.. wHere
to bE is the ! of i..now
But no.. i cannot spEaKnow
for anyone else.. tHey muSt
lEarn to sPeak for themSElves..:)

SMiLes.. my friend..
yes.. ‘inane’ was a typo
for insane but it worked
so i kept it as is.. hehe..
and true non-sense
is Human
away from
Nature
that lives
within us
and FuN
am i when
i go with the
God of Nature
ONE i prove so
easiLY as A
LLHTATIS
NOW
MY FRIEND..
and yes.. when i first
read Pacal’s statement
that the problems of
humankind rest on
the inability to
sit still.. it
raises my ire
as i kNow and feel
so sure that sitting sTill
is A greaTest Fallacy of
modern cultures AND
RELIGIONS.. YES..
including Buddhism..
that move away from
the Present of moving now..
but yes.. when i go dance..
and folks attempt to guess
what drugs i am on that
allow me to go go go..
for hours on end
so fast.. fast.. fast..
haha.. me at 55 and
them at 20 or so
so out of
breath from
even attempting
to catch up to my
speed for a few minutes
here or there.. is.. i dance
on calm and center balance
and use all 230LBS to my
advantage to move with
the all natural gravity of
God instead oF against
iT.. and what this
means iS
i do move
like air and
water as all
ageless time
less present
as human
can be..
MoVinG NOW one
FORCE INSTEAD
OF PARTS AND
WAVES OF WHOLE
OF FIELD OF ALL..
SO yes.. although
the Center balance
is calm as hurricane
of me.. the arms and
legs and all other body
pArts move as field of
whole.. and what may
look like torrent
waves of
me is
the
Present
as the Gift
of Ocean ONE..
wHere positivity of all human
pro-social emoTions Reign
one FORCE as maniFest
in human Kind
and Courage
PRESENT
BEiNG
FREE!
U C L N O W F
UnConditional
LOVE N O W FREE..:)

And for now the flesh
and blood world
takes
present
tense
now..
so back to this
back to the future
now then now.. around
tonight.. i’m feeling now..
at dVerse then.. WiLL be FuN!..:)

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/01/mountain-low-valley-high-free-verse.html

Now…

2016

Glenn pondeRinG
on the Nature
of Real
on hiS
Facebook
page and i say..

As what Is written

iS what Is dOne…

2038

SMiLes.. my Good Friend
SOHEIR.. just saw your message
on my blog.. and be assured that
i will always answer your questions
without.. fail.. and for that matter
everyone else’s as well.. and i will
copy and paste this comment on
my blog to answer to your same
question there in regard
to judgement too..
How fortunate am i
at age three before i could
speak.. to meet God face to face
with God assuring me in how
God speaks to me non-verbally
that i have been here forevernow..
and all there is now.. so yes.. i am
100% sure there is a hereafter my
friend and that is alWays now..
i suppose other folks who
have not met God face to
face may have other
ideas about this..
but sure..
i am blessed
this way and cannot
hold that against them..
but i will tale you this friend..
THAT gift that God gave me of 100%
Faith.. Hope.. and Belief.. did not come
without a price for i would be Autistic..
weak.. and an outcast through most of
my life to be this close to God.. additionally
having the worst pain known to humankind
assessed by science as worse than crucifixion
66 months.. yes.. atypical Trigeminal Neuralgia..
that if now one thinks a toothache hurts.. imagine
a dentist drill without a drug for pain.. in one’s
right eye and ear to get a feel for that.. and
i realize you probably remember that but
it is part of this lesson from God my friend
that i endured as worse than any hell
fire imaginable
as preferable
to dowse
one’s self
with gasoline
and set oneself
on fire.. as a more
comfortable state
of being..
so God would
have me endure 18
other disorders too.. so i could
develop the empathy of more
than 14.5 billion years.. so i for
one would never ever rise to the
occasion to attempt to judge another
human being.. God’s Judgement is God’s
business.. and for no human to decide in
terms of how long hell will last or if hell
will come.. to gain some empathy for this
though.. one must go to hell first.. to
understand a little better
what hell is and that
place my friend is real
now.. and that place is
worse than the worse
pain known to mankind
as that place is total
separation from
God in
no feeling
at all my friend..
as less than a piece
of paper.. where a Ghost
howl is preferable and any
pain at all.. what a lesson that
was my friend.. not to have a
heaRt.. a SpiRit.. and a soUl.. so
after that God teaches me how
to be fearless.. stronger than
any other man where i
live both physically
and spiritually
in ways
of
Unconditional
Love.. and sure
i doubt i am the
only one.. but
sometimes
i wonder
my
friend…
but i am
too humble
to suggest i
am the only
one who truly
meets God Face
to Face and has this
kInd of faith.. hope
and belief as 100%..
Anyway.. i am off to
a Gospel Singing
Southern Baptist
Fire with my
wife..
and no..
that wasn’t
a typo.. my friend
as fear rules that
place more than Love
and they would surely
dam you to hell if they
knew you were Muslim..
but whenever they say
anything evil like that
about God’s children
they miss the
fire in
my eYes
that will
just shoot
‘lasers’ beyond..
behind.. the shades
of i.. and those ‘lasers’
will not be directed by
me..
they will
be directed
by God.. my friend..
as sure.. i have some
other ‘gifts’ too.. and
they are even too
strange
for anyone
to ask me
about..
as far as
i feel at least..
So.. Love you..
friend.. and see you later..:)

2669

SMiLes.. my friend SOHEIR
you warm my heArt.. and truly
when the United States went
to war with Iraq and i knew it
was all a lie.. just by looking at
the eyes of the people involved..
my heaRt went out to all your
peoples who
died so innocently
and cruel at the callous
hands of the
folks who
ran the administration
of this country then..
and perhaps
that is what
sets the
Politician
Bernie Sanders
apart from the
rest of ‘that’
crowd.. is
he too
understood
this and would
not support the
lie of war.. like other
people who could see
farther than the soulless
status and power of others
for just another God of Dollar Bill….
But we live in a new age now of
communication of global
ways of seeing the
greater liGht of
Truth over
darkness
with freedom
of human expression..
and yes.. on a global
basis.. all we humans
move.. connect..
and create..
much better
when we hold
different hands
together sAMe
my friend.. the U.S.
has some mighty bad
Karma.. as far as God’s
eYes go.. i can promise
you that.. and sure God
will get it all balanced
out eventually
as Balance
is alWays
God’s
way..
so.. sure i could
use your prayers now
over here too.. my friend
as surely the meek will
inherit the earth..
and no.. for
the most
part
that is
NOT
over here..
but never the less
it works for me.. to be
free.. so i do appreciate
the fact my country offers that
but in the future it needs to learn
how NOT to KILL FOR THE SPORT
OF DOLLAR
BILLS..
DEAD
SERIOUSLY
IS THAT MY
FRIEND..
AS
i wouldn’t
wanna be on
the other end
of the Gun of
God..
as sure..
i’ve
already
been there
and done it
in the dArkest
of all places i
can ever imagine
now.. my friend..:)

2985

Ah.. back from Southern Baptist Singing
and i have to say.. i feel that some of us
there shared a very positive spiRit of
God in sinGinG togetHer joyously..
no matter if i agreed with
all the songs
of word
or not..
a sPirit
of Joy
with human
empathy of emotion
lifting higher and higher
certainly existed theRe
now.. as they
say..
the SpiriT
of God was
with uS iN
Joy of
balance..
but no.. when they
get to the parts of a heaven
with golden floors and pearly
gates.. that is status and power
worlds of imagination.. God’s
heaven iS iN human heARt
SpiRit and SoUl.. not in
materials of gold
and pearl
to make
folks greater
rich than other
ones.. who don’t
believe in all the
Words they have
to sell to keep
folks trapped
within
the confines
of Church Doors
to keep the mortgage
paid.. and pastors in
shiny new clothes..
cars.. and homes..
as yes.. Church is
big business for
so-called non-profit
as it provides a way
for many folks to make
a living.. and that’s okay
as long as they don’t sentence
people who don’t believe the way
they do to hell.. and tonight was the
first night i have ever gone where there
was no mention of homosexuals going
to hell.. or people who are not so-called
saved believing Jesus is the only
begotten Son of God and yes
God incarnate above
all other human
beings.. which
is even totally
ridiculous if one
doesn’t have access to
the original gnostic gospels
associated with Jesus.. ’cause
the New Testament even states now
that Jesus reports people will come
after him to do much greater acts
of helping others.. through
greater faith.. hope and
belief.. set as
reality..
as human
potential that
truly already happens
iN terms of healing so many
others through arts and
sciences too..
as nows
go on..
and we gain
more comfort in
liGht and sadly
more strife in
dArk as well..
but that is
reality.. a balance
of the dark and liGht
on this terrestrial plane
and what we have iS now jUSt
to worship as a gift from
God always now..
that can be
the heaven
of now of
Hope and
Unconditional
Love if we make it
that way togeTher or a place
of Fear and hate that can lead
to Hell now as well.. it takes work
works work.. and action in practice
of human effort to make that happen..
theRe is no magic verse incantation..
out of the Bible to get to heaven now
alone.. it takes a concerted effort and
togetherness too of human ALLONE
bEinG to
get the
JOB
DONE
NOW
JUST
NOWoN..:)!..:)!

3432

Okay.. so Katrina’s friend invites us to Southern Baptist
Gospel Singing tonight.. and Katrina.. yes.. Katrina
picks this shirt out for me to wear.. as even she
gets tired of the end of the Gospel singing
where they usually list some folks who
are surely gonna burn eternally in hell..
Shirt says.. “JESUS LOVES YOU
but i’m his favorite”.. And Katrina’s
friend’s friend.. who is somewhere
over the age of 80.. duly chastises me as
when she reads the small print.. she says..
boy you are bad.. and i then go on to
explain the Katrina made me
do it.. but i don’t
think she
really
believes
Katrina
is THAT
KATRINA..
And the ironic
highlight of the
night.. was when the
Gospel Trio Lead Singer
sitting in front of me
turns around and says
you sing beautifully..
are you a Gospel
Singer..
and
our friend
quickly turns
around to him
and says.. he sings
in church.. as all
my singing stories
are already
shared with
this friend
in the
words
of wife Katrina
so golden true..
anyway.. i say i SinG
at St. Rose of Lima
ROMAN
CATHOLIC
CHURCH..
but i do not tale
him i lead
the choir
from the
very
last pew..
as my voice is
way.. way.. too..
powerful for
manmade
microphones
now.. as even
the choir can even
still hear me from
the very front with
microphones too..
but fortunately
i sing like
a loud
Angel
with yes
choirs of
Archangels
too.. wheRe
ever they may
sing.. whether
Southern Baptist
or Roman Catholic
it is the Angel Spirit
that counts no matter who
is who or whoami.. we are
all brothers and Sister’s
in the spiRit of all
of our human
potential
simply
and
complexly
now.. we
can sing
the best
we can.. togethEr
or let others SinG
our SonG
for Us..
i WiLL
SinG and
Dance Free
to the best
of my God Given
All natural potential abilities
continuAlly now.. juSt NOWoN!..:)

3758

Well.. hmm.. past midnight..
still have not gotten to
dVerse on this
16th day now
of January
2016..
so i’ll
start all
of that down
here.. as long as
i can keep my eYes
awake after Singing
all them Southern
Baptist songs..
and dancing
all around
free in
Super-Walmart
to raise my level
of mindful awareness
as well as moving.. connecting
and creative intelligence potential
now.. just now.. so here i go for now..:)

*
So many years before
recording nows..
bones come
bones stay
flesh grows
and away..
but what stays
beyond that now..
is the hEart of
human emoTiOns
expresSinG as
SpiRit.. in
what is left
of a flesh of
soUl.. gone beyond
eYes of flesh and blood
relationships.. the soUl
lives on in recorded history
of all arts and even sciences
as a greater pArt of human
continues to live
more and
more in
humanly made
records of the
E-World now
where dust
is only
old
as servers
serving up the
remains of humans
gone by.. and then
there is Love.. and
inspiration.. of what
all the humans before
still bRinG today
in living
eYes of
those who
Love those
from before..
on terrestrial plane..:)

Dragon Fruit
Bitter reptile’s
sweet
taste..
oh.. contradictions
of daRk and liGht
tasty iN deed..:)

Well.. that is the
first asterisk
site where
i comment
here as my
comments are
no longer welcome
on asterisks sites
for whatever reasons..
and one without an asterisk
but once again no risk as
creativity is at least
one pArt of life that
can be free.. when
it is practiced
as such
alWays
NOW..:)

yeah.. signing
off for now
as nite
nite
calls..
at a decent
hour for sleep
sleep and more
sleep now.. at
12:28 am..
1162016..:)

Okay.. finAlly
back at 1:34 pm..
and i’m starting with
‘this link’.. as shared
on Facebook Suzanne’s
page for
due
inspiRation..:)

SMiLes.. my home is nothing special..
but my backyard FoRest..
is priceless..
iN terms
of being
hUman
with a SoUl
of miNd and BoDy Balance.. NOW..
leaves of me fall free
as trees of Life..:)

And now on to dVerse..
after a WonderFul Warm
Winter day.. of Sand
Dance with Sun
of God..:)

but not before
a few more deTours
around the world..
now back here
again..
at 2:21 pm.:)

Hmm.. and only
31 poetic responses
to go.. interesting
how many times the
total is 33 over
the course of
months now..
33.. one of
my favorite
numbers
now wITh
wInKs..
more and
more words
of poeTry..:)

*
WeLL.. as i sit inside
gazing through 24
inch window glass
iN North
Florida
Winter
home..
grass half
green.. God’s
Garden of Life..
short and tAll
sTill GroWinG
Strong.. now..
how blessed
am i to be
planted
like
this in REAL
Garden of Eden
so warm and True
with God’s Light
so briGht WitH
Sun of
GOD..:)

(:..takes iPhone 6s
photo through
wiNdow
now
to illustrate
this in poetic
stream of
photos
too..;)

Muses free
Muses sold
Muses bought
Muses freed..
i would condense
my soUl.. but the
muse of heARt
is much too
great
to
priSon
TRULY
FREE
spiRit..
wheRe short
becomes long
and long becomes
short.. each dance
step.. each word..
aLL pArt of
InFiniTy
NOW
wHere
aLL iS
MUSE
FREE
MUSE
am
i..:)

sMiLes..
i mUst
say thiS certainly iS
inspiRinG
letTinG iT aLL hang out now
WitH blesSinGs
no lonGer disguiSinG
wHere secret soNgs stronG
RefRain.. echoes Free liVingSoNGs..:)

One of my favorite things to do now
that i am financially independent
is let fLaws
on material stuff like flaked
paint on aluminum
siding..
scratches on
cars and even small
dents
left as is
as attachment
to any
thing
material as
new is the
oldest
way
to
hell
for sure..:)

Breath of Nature.. Breath of Life
Breast
of us
breathes the same..
funny
how a
little more
flesh here and
theRe changes so much
as air
the
sAMe..:)

*
Sadly.. dark fears
liGht.. sadder sTill
dArk
iS fear..
hopefully
leaVinG liFe
Tree grows
hoPe replaCinG
Love liGht
Truth
Reigns
aGain
wheRe cLouds
are Love
no less
than
SuN..:)

SMiLes.. most aMaZing
pArts of mY liFe
are both living
stone cold
shy
and
Sun out
B r i G h t
to find out
how
both
sides
truLy live..
Sun out iS OMG
so much more fun
iN liGht.. i’LL
never go
cOld
stone
again..:)

Clock strikes
one.. clock
strikes
twelve
time
strikes
now.. aLL
iS ONE..:)

sMiLes..
greaTest
gift God
gives uS
iS caRinG..
sadly.. not all
folks practice thiS
gift.. or even have
iT@
aLL..:)

*
Like every
true Irish
born boy..
i have
an elf
of joy
guiding
tricks
and treats
mischievous
liGht eYes
behind
sHades
me grey
hues color more..
heAvens PreSent..:)

Hawk Lark
early
spies
winGs
deLiGht..
Hawk Fails
late Lark
flies
worm..:)

Love faLLs
raiN
riSinG
water
sAMe
drops
sorRow
Loves Bank..:)

Knitting bAlls
of human being
different colors
aLike intertWininG
Tapestry QuilTinG
becoMinG now
BlankEt
hUman
LOVE..:)

Paint without restraint
every ArTisT dream
at least for
those
who
Art
for Free..:)

Four wall offices..
no connections
out of theRe..
liFe iS
boRinG
’til
hiVe
iS born
aS ONe aGain..
now withOut foUr
wAlls fulLy FREE..:)

Ah.. Art
now human
aLL dresSinG
uP… Human
flesh
feeLinGs
Sun on
sKin..0%
credit
free
Loan
bONe iN
Re-port
oF uS..:)

SMiLes..
onLY way
2turn down
the heat on
wife.. for me
at least.. is to
shut-up and
write Fred..
4her
e-Scape..:)

SMiLes.. when no
friEnd comes..
latch-key
son..
fINds
a dog
connects
aGain a friEnd
iN woof remains
great.. A friend..:)

I folloWed all the rUles
in school from grades
1 through 18 then
all the regulations
of work from years
1 through 31.. now
and then i stoppEd
and devilived..
but only
after
recovery
from livevil rules..:)

Little do ‘they’ remember
or feel the fuller UniVerse
inside.. binoculars.. telescopes
that aid the eye so far.. but never
seeing
stars
of us..
so briGht
and liGht
just waiting
to come out
and play and
shine so BriLLiAnT..
hUman imagiNaTion
Moving.. ConnecTinG..
Creating.. Free aGain..:)

Smiles.. it’s ‘funny’ you kNow..
friend.. i followed all the
rules here.. and even
had my link removed
some time ago..
that’s why you
never see me link
here again.. as the
world is too large
for narrow minds..
however.. the folks
who write poeTry
here are treaSures..
and yes.. now as well..
Feelings.. too.. my friend..
are scarce online.. we feel..
only thing is.. this wouldn’t
be an issue.. if other folks who
do not follow the rules at all
get no admonishment at all..
and sure.. i have responded to
every single link here since
March of last year..
so i’ve seen it
over and
over..
certain
one’s picked
in cliques over
others.. for those
of us who don’t make
their grade of rules
or whatever
it is that
meets
the grade
of them..
Sorry.. it just makes
me righteously indignant
to see someone.. whomever..
threaten to remove a link..
for some.. and let others
go without a word..
what this
means
is it is
personal
and far from
professional my
friend.. or fair..
but alas
the world
grows
colder
online
when we don’t
have to face each other
face to face.. and trust
me.. the ‘man’
who wrote
that
would
never
tell you
he would
remove anything
of yours face to face..
i know the type
all
too well…
and with all
that said..
i dance
naked
and
don’t
give
an
F
for Fred
for what
anyone worries
about that my friend..
’cause i can.. just ’cause i can..
Rules are for work.. local.. state
and Federal Laws.. and that’s
all.. at
least for
me.. fully now..
And to be clear
just my opinion
of course.. but
i have a feeling
you will not
mind if
i freely
express
that here..
my friend..
you handled it
very professionally
with tact and reason..
and i did too.. the first
three times it happened
even when i was following
the rules..
but i have
limits too..
and truly
we all
should..
True..:)

SMiLes.. how
easy the moon
Loves as it
never
gives
up
liGht..
unTil
it’s
time
to sleep..
iN Truth..:)

SMiLes.. people
who truly
care..
walk
and talk
with honor..
and no longer
iS politics a place
to even have a chance
to win in the U.S. when
honor and integrity iS
pArt of that dream..
at least not on the
Conservative side..
it’s been a long ride
of
deceit..
and power
plays.. but
in general
people who are
truly lovers do not
now usuAlly make
the grade of rule makers
enforcers and leaders as
today that is a callous job..
to win…
and truLY
no prize
iN
effect’s
Affect..
no longer
iT seems.
as heARt…

For what i’ve lived the
saddest truth of all
i feel i’ve come to
know.. iS Love
truLY is the
responsibility
of parents and
peers.. and if
not started
early
like
wateRinG
a healthy plant..
will never have
a chance to grow at
all.. and truly it’s not
just an opinion..
the refrigerator
parent
and peer
effect of
LACK OF
AFFECT
iN human
connections
no longer
is a myth in science
and perhaps that is
why the screen addictions
of parents.. is the deadly
brew away from loving
touching children..
that one day
will become
the next
killing
rampage
spree..
people
take Love
for Granted
when it is
a garden
that must
be continuously
watered to grow at all..:)

Ah.. the murky
waters no longer
supporting fishing
life.. oh.. the cloudy
ways of work
no longer
human
where
only
machine
cogs need apply..:)

Talons fly for hunted
prey.. without
a pray to
escape..
sOils of
comfort..
soils of
blood..
some souls
sleepy comfy..
others alWays
just beLow
talons
grip…

SMilEs.. my friend..
i did not speak
until age four..
how fortuNate
am i to
sPeak
to God
before
words
of
human
at age 3..
and sTill
inside..
outside..
above.. so
below.. all around
me now.. alWays
God alwaYs NOW..:)

Prehensile thumb
and fingers
with sticks..
scratching
imaginary
connections
of stars in sAnd..
alphabets come..
sanskrit in-hand
and heArt.. Sans
Angles iN Star
connections
of alphabets..
Angels never
come to
human
form..
yEt sTill
exist beFore..
iN essence SoUl..:)

Words.. iN written
style.. guideposts..
furniture..
rooms..
iN association
oF emoTioNs
true.. no less
SonG..
recorded..
vinyl.. or digital..
words can guide
Us back to heARts..
lost.. language and
emoTion.. bed
fellows and
friends..
when Art
and words
hUman
become
heARt
poe
Try
uS..:)

Well.. when i worked
for the government
keeping secrets
is the law
by penalty
true..
but my law
now is truth..
no secrets
i have
to
keep
iN liGht..:)

Sages of the ages..
where pens write
from beyond
composed
words..
free floWinG
Wisdom as wise
and Old as the
UniVerse iN
InFiniTy n0w..
Truth in
liGht
as far as
we feel..
sense..
and move..
Star dust iS
uS.. wE fly
ALLONE..:)

SMiLes my
friend.. couldn’t
find a place to
comment
on
poet/try
so i leave
it here as
theRe is alWays
another way to
get stuff done
for those
who
learn
to never
ever give
up.. now..
and quite
honestly i thInk
it was my favorite
one.. but you know
F E E L N O W..
folks these days..
if the rules don’t
tale ’em how
to do it..
they just
give
up
and
take tHeir
toys with them..
hehe.. i never give up..
the lesson of over 14.5
billion years.. change
’til
it
works..:)

Well all done at
6:47 pm.. and this
was so much
fun.. still
haven’t
gone out
the door
for dance
shopping
tonight..
but sure
i am now
re-tired..
theRe are no
rules for free..
when the wheel of
life iS fresh rubber
alWays now for more..:)

5701

Fear Sucks..
Not Being able
to smiles sucks
too.. but some
folks are
even
afraid to
smile.. i learned
that early.. here in
red state.. ‘Modern
Christian Land’ of
patriarchy in the
early 70’s..
where there
was still Free
Love of the 60’s
revolution lingering..
and so much resistance
in red state areas.. as we
see today.. but in fact.. then..
my area was blue state
and it was the red
state folks state
of mind that
eventually
won that
battle here
now to the tune
of around 90% of
what is consensus
at the polling sites
that say red and
only red this way..
But the methods used to
make that happen were certainly
cruel then.. as any boy who smiled
in Middle School halls or city Parks
was literally told by bigger bully
boys.. THAT IS NOT ALLOWED
IN A THREATENING TONE..
or you are the F word and
not not Fred.. and yeah..
which sure.. is all F’ed up
in any real terms..
humanity..
that goes on..
now.. as the closed minded
ways of fear.. repression of
pro-social emotions.. and
all stuff related to hate..
is losing the battle..
and the stakes
ARE SO HIGH..
that even the ‘once
person’ so easy to hate
for being the symbol of
Big money.. is now a hero
of the almighty dollar.. in the
eyes of Red state views.. but no..
it’s not hard to understand really as
it is human nature that some humans
are born more fearful.. less open minded
and control is all that reduces their anxious
states of mind.. where others are born fear
free.. roving.. moving.. open minded.. smiling..
Loving.. with open arms to the world around them
and that is most often reinforced and assured
survival when the parent’s ways are the
same in Unconditional open-minded
liberal ways of freedom thinking
and feeling about other humans
and the rest of Nature AKA
God and US free..
But alas.. as always
in insanely large human
groups known as cities and
such as that.. order is required..
with rules.. and laws or anarchy will
be the result as humans are still evolving
for relatively small villages where like the
TV show “Cheers”.. ‘everyone knows
your name’.. and one’s name
is just another norm
of culture
where folks
take the gifts of others
and most give more than
they take from Nature ALL…
which is so far far out of balance
now.. as most all of us take more than
we give back to Nature ALL.. as any
spaceship sees.. or stars of skies..
with these aided eYes of stars..
as the earth is pock marked
and eaten away from
the cancer of
human
culture..
where culture
is either or a virus
and cancer that humans
working out of balance are
creating on this earth as we
speak.. but anyway.. some of
us see it from ground level
and there is enough
of it now..
to make
a ManiFestO
of it almost
everynow..
like i am
doing
here..
now..
hehe..
OH FREEDOM OF
EXPRESSION.. THE INTERNET..
SO MANY AVENUES TO GET A
MANIFESTO MULTIPLIED BY HUNDREDS
OUT.. where no longer are guns and bombs
required to
get the
attention
of more
than one
hermit in a shed…
The INTERNET is both a
curse and gift.. as ‘sit’ takes flesh
and blood connections away.. yet
it provides so many alternative ways
of giving and taking.. without harming
the flesh and blood
in the real
world
here..
but yes.. psychological
pain.. can hurt as much..
so one must develop a rather
thick skin.. to really say and feel
what’s on their mind and heart online
without getting burnt.. in ways of being human..
And after my own long term stay in severe pain..
anxiety.. alexithymia.. depression.. anhedonia..
panic attacks.. PTSD.. yes.. generally speaking
all the products of severe unrelenting fight
or flight fear.. and stress for years of
work and culture related crap..
along with the crap of
religious oppression
and repression
of human
nature
including
senses..
emotions..
and sensuality
from a very young
age.. when strong enough
to come back recovered i faced
my fears head on.. and illustrated
them publicly so no one would ever
be able to bring me down.. WitH
the fears i myself inStilled
as me…
Adventure therapy
is a new therapy for PTSD..
one of the most severe fear
related diseases.. of the
mind and body out of
balance..
and it dam
sure works
as my netherworld
art.. and public dance
proves in my life for sure..
my greatest fears of life..
are nothing now.. as i actually
enjoy what used to scare me the
most.. oh the way to fearless is
paved with
adventure
and courAGE
my friend.. and
at 55.. for what would
terrify most males my age..
is only a feather of deLiGht to me..
lots of work to
get here..
but all the
practice makes
life real and fearless
now.. and when fear is gone..
all gone.. amazing stuff happens
in human potential.. it’s a hot air balloon
that suddenly
finds
all the
air it ever
needs to
float now.. HiGHER..
and yes.. your words
and the words you bRinG
here are very inspiRinG..
friend gigoid..
that can most
definitely with
me be measured
by the volume and
intensity of my response..
liGht bRinGs liGht my
friend and
that is what
i inTend
to spRead.. Truth’s
liGHT.. morENOW..:)

6598

Ha! first of all..
what a coincidence
or Synchronicity..
i was commenting
on your blog at
precisely the same
time your were commenting
on my blog.. as the time stamp
proves without a doubt.. as mine
was a ‘little’ longer than yours..
hehe.. and thanks so much
for your visit today Zee..
as words of sharing life’s
experiences are truly
what’s important
in life.. as
with all
the wisdom
in the world
that is what
REAL PEOPLE
WiLL do iN the
Now that
never
begins
or ends
my friend..
and for me i really
never get cold.. wearing
shorts the last two and a half
years straight without fail..
but wife Katrina is
another story..
she says it
is Winter here
now.. and it has
gone down to
around
freezing in the
last couple of weeks
but even after some freezes
our grass is still green.. one
of the most unusual natural
events i’ve seen in my life..
as we do get down as
low as single
digits here
and rare
snows
once in
a decade or two..
there are always though..
so many consequences
to imbalance in Nature and
human when they get out
of balance.. through
the hand of human
or other aspects
of Nature
now..
Balance is always
best.. so i welcome Winter
Temperatures now as well..
although i count myself blessed now..
to have relative free will in regulation
of not only my body temperatures.. innate
and instinctual.. in intuitively adapting
myself to natural changes
of cold and hot..
but in emoTioNal
regulation.. and sensory
integration.. which truly the body
can lead first.. when we move in balance
with the Gravity of God in Center balance
fully grounded on God’s Blue.. Green
and Brown Earth..
secure.. in Trust
with GOD fearless
as human can be
away from illusory
ways of thinking and feeling
my friend.. where moving.. connecting
and creating is the way of life again..
free
as free
can be
with imagination
of no limits or expectations
in the now of Joy too.. my friend Zee..
and yes.. the ever lasting over chalice
floWinG food and drink of Unconditional
Courageous and Kind Love
is the yummiest
drink and food
of all of
oceans
true..
my friend..:)

6969

WeLL.. first of aLL
ah.. oh.. so..
ironicAlly your
first statement
says it all in
a real nut shell
of life where people
are afraid to be free..
to move.. to truly connect
and create.. without oppression
and repression of human senses..
emotions.. and yes.. sensuality
as well.. i love the way you
spell boundries here from
the beginning and
a killer of
creativity
spell
check
can be
when it comes
to human creativity
truly set free in stream
of conscious being that
truly is no different than
Muhammad in the Cave
where he reaches deep
inside.. and ‘heres’ the
voice of God forever
moreNow.. that is
WE.. that iS
timeless
ageless as
any real Angel
can be.. BOUNDries
are the problem.. and
moving out of the cave
of our culture now and
cultures of the past
has always
been the
human challenge
but that will never happen
as long as we and God are
chained in words my friend..
and not able to create our
own words of God
already gifted
to uS
iN so
much more
than words and
human culture as
we see and feel it now…
So.. i invite to you to make
more mistakes of creativity
my friend.. as when mistakes
come free..
so does
GOD
as free
iN uS..
as Unconditional
Love of all that is of
GOD from dArk to
liGht with no
beginnings
or ends..
whERe the
gift of PreSent
becomes the
gift of now..
the Gift
of God
we
hU
maniFEst
to others
fREeNOW..:)

And oh.. some
nows i get carried
away without the
personal touch..
by the way..
nice to
see you
again
in words
here.. friend
ZEE for NOw..:)

7249

Dear Facebook Friend
Rafiah.. shares a mesSage
from Pakistan that says..

Me: Don’t leave me.

Allah says:

So remember me
and I will
remember
you..

i say..

And Allah
lives as
inside
of
one
WitH
sMiLes
of course
friend Rafiah..
as Allah Loves
to join iN human
hands holding each
other as WeLL as Love
wHere River floWers grow
Oceans Gardens emPower..:)

And then i say..

Hello..;)

Rafiah says..

Hello to you too. smile emoticon
I have just returned from my
childhood friend’s wedding.
smile emoticon

i say..

SMiLes.. hope it was a wonderful
wedding and you had a great
time.. my friend..
smile emoticon

Rafiah says..

Its always nice to feel joy
in the happiness of
our close ones. :’)

i say..

That’s true my friend.. and perhaps the
saddest part of human being
is when we cannot
feel and celebrate
the joy of others..
that means you
are human
and i like
human
very much
my friend.. Rafiah..:)

7408

SMiLes.. my friend.. nice of you
to wade so far down in words
to come here to play
today.. now..
And i write for
fun in stream of
consciousness..
for me there is
a flow
and zOne
about it that
is pure bliss in
the journey of iT..
and the comments
section here iS wHere i
do the actual writing
one letter at a time..
i could close my
eyes and
never look
at it now..
the flow is
no different than
an ocean wave..
and still magic
when i center
it all
together
as a team
of art.. that
escapes the
55 year-old
UniVerSinG
increaSinGLy
becoMinG my
miNd.. expresSinG
so free as emoTions
can go in SpiRit SonG..
siMply a maniFeStation
of the Bliss.. the Nirvana..
the heaven that is my life
now.. My life used to be
so predictable.. so
controlled..
so ruled
by others
and now it just
flows free iN dance
and iN words of me..
and actuAlly i wrote
an entire Novel length
of 41,113 words as
Free verse poeTry
“GodsUniVerseNovel”
in this unique
free style
on December
26th.. then with
the comments
draft section
of writing bRinGinG
the whole joyous effort
to over 50,000 words..
SMiLes.. the ocean
doesn’t complain
when the rivers
fill it more..
it is onLy
the shores
‘who’ worry my
friend.. and it’s alWays
nice when someone stops
by to visit.. as this is just
a free place of Art no less
and sure.. much more..
wInks.. and best
New Wishes
of this year
now to
you..
friend..
Truedessa..:)

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14 Responses to Whoami

  1. http://gigoid.me/2016/01/16/more-chewy-than-pink/

    i think anything that glows
    is cool.. but ‘they’ are often
    considered toxic.. including
    me.. fireflies are my favorite..;)

  2. One more ‘Fredbun’ left
    from dVerse ‘Haibun’
    prompt from
    Monday..

    Most born explorers..
    seeking.. finding ways
    of new to eat.. to shelter..
    humans truly no different
    than cats and territory for
    food.. except holding hands..
    together to gather as one…

    Wonder’s muse
    hand in hand
    friends of now..:)

    And now to Sun
    and Sand Dance..
    Catholic Church..
    Mall Dance.. Book
    store and perhaps
    more.. more.. more..
    away from online walls..:)

  3. http://gigoid.me/2016/01/17/this-is-a-multi-zone-pass/#comment-17696

    Finding the joy and glow now
    iN the smAllest of luxuries
    in life.. from hot water
    to juices of different
    kinds.. was my
    Great Aunt
    Jettie’s
    PleaSure
    at.. 94…
    her eyes liGhTinG
    up and shining when
    she thought about the
    joy of the choice.. but a
    alas in her youth.. at an
    age before A grocery store..
    Orange juice was practically
    unheard of.. so the joy of OJ..
    was still her Senior dream but
    me at 47.. anhedonia.. loss of
    emotions.. most severe pain..
    a smile nor laugh no more..
    where one step at a
    time with walker
    Aunt Jettie
    out talked
    me with
    the real
    power of emotions
    she had over me
    as a weak
    specimen
    of humanity
    iN all ways of spiRit
    then.. anyway.. her
    briGht and Shining
    truly gloWinG way..
    defeated
    any
    number
    of age.. what she
    had.. i lost and had
    no idea how to get
    back as far as
    HeArt
    SpiRit
    SoUl..
    goes then..
    funny there is
    no prescription
    of pill known to
    bRinG emoTions
    back except for
    the street
    version
    of
    DMT..
    named
    Molly.. the
    Empathy.. Beauty..
    and Love Drug..
    but of course
    danger
    theRe
    iS when
    the substance
    leaves.. whatever
    exists of the EmoTioNs
    goes away even darker
    without
    emotions
    dead
    is life
    as far
    as i
    Feel..
    FriEnd.. gigoid..:)

  4. https://omabdalrahmaan.wordpress.com/2016/01/17/humans-for-sale/

    Yes.. Sadly in all of history since the
    Forager age.. humans are harnessed
    as slaves.. to serve those with
    greater power.. and the
    metaphors extend
    even further than
    named slavery
    as there
    are so
    many ways
    to be a slave
    when we are taken
    away from the Nature
    of Allah manifest in us..
    For whenever human imposes
    human will over the will of another
    human being human becomes slave..
    and billions of people live that way now
    across the globe.. in all countries now…
    Anyway.. thanks for sharing the video..
    Friend SOHEIR.. of this ever present
    problem.. and truly the metaphor
    of the ‘Matrix’ Trilogy of movies
    presents how far
    this phenomena
    goes..
    sadly
    still..
    and even
    growing more..
    as we speak now..
    and for those of us who
    gain our freedom.. the liGht
    of Allah iN uS iS unmistakable
    and often even seen as strange
    for those
    who are
    still enslaved
    and like in the
    prison in the video
    say we are fine.. as
    often.. captives can
    develop Stockholm
    Syndrome where
    they come to love
    their imprisoners
    no different truly
    now than closest
    family members
    but iT just goes to show
    that humans wiLL make the
    best of tHeir lot in life.. even if an illusion…

    SMiLes.. my friend.. no wheRe in my comment did i say
    that the Prisoners.. Love their captors.. or actually
    have Stockholm syndrome.. i said they can.. not
    they will.. and yes.. for starving people in
    any country.. being imprisoned with
    food can be better than
    starving to death..
    it’s just NOW A
    fact OF NATURE
    AS MANIFEST
    IN HUMAN
    BY ALLAH..
    not a judgement..
    and yes.. starving folks
    will eat other people as
    well.. matters not what the
    religion.. is.. and yes.. in fact
    parents will kill their newborn
    children if there is not enough to
    eat for the other children.. all this
    happens in many poor countries… and
    the fact is.. folks in rich countries.. could
    help.. but they are too concerned about
    accumulating more than
    they need to live..
    as they have
    no real
    love
    in their
    heArts that
    share compassion
    with ALL THEIR BROTHERS
    AND SISTERS MY FRIEND..
    and truly that is rare..
    and also part of the
    human condition..
    as truly humans
    are only evolved
    to live in relatively
    small and homogenous
    groups now.. instinctually
    still afraid of the different
    among them.. except now
    for those who
    are not
    afraid…
    The human condition
    mixed with culture is
    as complicated or as
    simple as humans
    make it..
    i write
    a lot.. but
    my happiness is extremely
    simple my friend.. it just
    requires.. food.. shelter..
    moving.. connecting..
    and creating sAMe..
    namely now..
    courageous
    and kind
    MOVING
    LOVE..
    what
    ALLAH does..
    is not complicated
    either.. truly.. IF one
    understands Human Nature..
    The world’s problems are not
    solved in books.. they are solved
    iN
    Human
    Nature as
    Manifest
    BY ALLAH..
    AND NO
    ONE
    ELSE..
    And yes.. the last
    pARt is my opinion..:)

    SMiLes.. my friend..actually there
    is report of Muslim eating
    other Muslim in Somalia..
    but it is not a Muslim
    issue.. it is a
    Human
    issue..
    as is always
    the case with
    human misery
    and suffering…
    Humans are capable
    of creating great dreams
    and great nightmares no matter
    where they live.. and as long as
    humans have some semblance
    of free will.. this will go in
    both dArk and liGht..
    as most problems
    start with
    children
    who
    do not
    have loving
    parents and peers..
    that is just part of human
    nature.. that can improve..
    but will still exist
    as long
    as there
    is flesh and
    blood human on
    this planet.. sadly
    and happily enough for
    both the dArk and liGht in
    LIfe.. but yes we can have
    the relative free will to make it LiGht..:)

    Well.. i for one.. hear a question here..
    as to why no one sympathizes with Muslims..
    so perhaps a little story to start.. my first encounter
    with folks in the Muslim religion was in the early
    90’s.. my wife and i living in a two story town-house
    duplex.. with next door neighbor.. a Muslim Man
    married to a converted American Woman..
    both were nice folks.. and happy
    together.. then..
    a few years later..
    Saudia Arabian Pilots
    being trained on the Navy
    Station i worked.. specifically
    supervising a Military Bowling
    Center where all these diminutive
    looking soldiers came in holding
    hands.. which is very odd and
    considered homosexual
    behavior for men
    in America then..
    so people made
    fun of them… and i kinda
    felt bad for them.. as they were
    so polite when they came up and
    asked for Chicken Sandwiches.. their
    main staple of sandwich food while
    they resided at the Navy Station.. they
    often called up and said can we have
    30 chicken sandwiches to go.. and we
    made the chicken sandwich dream come
    true for these Saudia Arabian pilots..
    so yes.. that was my first sympathy
    for these people.. as they were
    always nice to me.. but
    acted like my wife did
    not exist.. so she
    kinda thought
    they were
    a little rude..
    but i explained to her
    that was not appropriate
    in their culture to talk to other
    women.. as their religious standards
    and cultural standards that are one and
    same.. do not put women as equal with
    men.. and i know that was the way they
    were raised.. and many of the women
    accepted it as is.. as that is the
    way culture works.. a person
    does what is required
    for social acceptance
    or they pay the
    penalty..
    and some of this goes to
    the extreme in some African
    Countries where women’s sexual
    behavior is controlled by female
    genital mutilation.. but never the
    less some women are very
    proud of losing their
    female pleasures
    and consider
    it a great
    means of gaining
    self-esteem and couldn’t
    imagine having this female
    pleasure part.. to fill desiring
    ways of reproducing..
    other human
    beings..
    as they
    say just
    for fun….
    Well.. after that and during
    that there was the invasion
    of Iraq in 1991.. obviously all
    about protecting US interests
    in the oil rich middle east.. as
    seriously the US would be no
    more interested in the Middle
    East than Africa.. if it was not
    for the oil.. like all the slaves..
    murders.. and cannibalism in
    Burma where Muslims are
    being killed there unfairly
    and the rest.. there is
    no oil there.. so
    no interests
    in protecting
    U.S. interests there
    as it is all about politics
    when it comes to government
    my friend.. and politics and in many
    cases.. even religion.. is all about the
    almighty way of making dollar bills
    and gaining power and status greater
    and greater to fill a space in individual
    human who cannot feel the over filling
    chalice of what Love can be without
    fear and other con-social related
    emotions of hate.. so US interests
    in oil were protected then.. and
    then eventually as a response
    to that we got the terrorist
    attack of 9/11 as some
    folks didn’t like the
    fact that the US..
    was intruding
    on their
    local country
    business.. and then
    we got a destabilizing
    war.. and now we have
    ISIL.. as the the area was
    ripe for extremist soulless
    power plays.. for status now
    in religious extremist ways
    and that is all one hears now
    advertised on the media.. about
    folks.. namely Christians getting
    Crucified.. and beheaded.. all that
    tortuous stuff for not agreeing to
    the extremist Islam State law
    in interpretation of extremist
    Sharia Law.. where folks
    are whipped and stoned
    and hung and crucified
    and beheaded for veering
    from the established
    Extremist Sharia
    Law there for a
    State of Islam
    way.. and then of course
    in many extremist leaning
    Muslim countries reports of
    human rights offenses against
    women are reported rampantly
    from Rape of women.. to stove
    top burning of new wives who
    don’t meet the dowry requirement
    in Pakistan.. where i have made several
    female friends over the last few years..
    who are all very nice.. and sure.. that
    makes me very angry to hear about
    women treated that way.. but still
    these women are kind and loving
    people so i do have great sympathy
    for the suffering they encounter at
    the hands of males.. although some
    accept it as okay.. and others do
    not want to have to be
    accompanied by a male
    escort when they
    go out in public..
    it is a matter of
    human nature also
    that some humans are
    more open minded to
    change and some are
    not.. so what works
    for some.. as happy
    is extreme suffering
    and misery for
    human freedoms
    for others.. so if they
    like the way the religion and
    state control works for them..
    i am happy for them.. but if not
    i do believe it is against their human
    rights not to be free.. as God does
    NOT SEE WOMEN AS WORTH
    HALF THE VALUE AS MEN..
    in fact.. God probably likes
    women better as women
    live in peace and love
    much more than
    men.. obviously
    as men tend
    to be more aggressive
    and violent overall as part
    of Nature too.. anyway.. men
    ARE NOT WORTH MORE THAN
    WOMEN AND WHENEVER I HEAR
    THAT IT MAKES ME VERY INDIGNANT
    IN A RIGHTEOUS WAY WHEN PEOPLE
    HURT WOMEN LIKE THAT REGARDLESS
    OF REASON.. STATE OR RELIGION .. IT
    IS THE MISERY AND SUFFERING.. THAT
    IS THE DARK PART OF LIFE.. that can
    be resolved when folks are provided
    equal opportunities in life
    to be free..
    which is always
    the goal.. of any
    free being of GOD..
    however.. social roles are
    important.. and sure i am
    the head of the household
    where i live.. and that works
    well with my Nature and my
    wife’s Nature.. as she is
    naturally a submissive
    kinda person.. and
    although i try not
    to be.. i can be
    naturally
    a very dominant
    human too.. if i do
    not curb that tendency
    with cognitive control…
    i Love my wife.. so i try
    to give her as much control
    as she wants.. but say she starts
    spending all our money in the bank..
    yes.. i will have the final say so on that..
    and she doesn’t mind when it is necessary..
    obviously if she did.. i would not still be married
    after almost 26 years.. but the key is.. these social
    roles of somewhat dominant and submissive are
    natural parts of human nature in social roles
    with some men and women.. and not with
    others.. as both gender and sexual
    orientations are a spectrum
    and no cookies cutter part
    of God as God makes
    spectrums of human
    and the rest of
    nature differences
    and not one strict
    mold of any creature
    or inanimate creation..
    God creates art.. not
    concrete science alone
    my friend… so yes.. i am a good
    rule follower.. if i have to be.. and
    proved that all the way at the top
    of the class in school… and around
    a quarter of a century of the strict
    regulations of government work..
    so it is part of my Nature to
    both make and enforce
    rules of life.. which
    means i wasn’t
    always the easiest
    person to work for
    in the employer and
    employee relationship
    or in the marriage relationship
    when it came to micro-managing
    the details of life.. and yes a perfectionist
    too.. and that almost killed me with Type-
    A personality ways.. and i have worked
    very hard to change in more
    free ways.. to not
    be such
    a rigid person
    that i was before..
    and additionally.. most
    controlling people control
    because of fear instead of love
    and this applied to me.. very much
    then.. so anyway.. my wife used to
    be on a strict budget enforced by
    me of spending less than a
    hundred dollars a week
    for everything at stores
    for 20 years.. i got
    sick.. and had
    no choice but
    to relinquish
    that control.. and
    i was very fortunate
    that my wife was ripe
    and ready for the duty
    of being in control as she
    did a fine job.. and sure she
    got to spend lots of the money
    i had saved for the rainy day
    that finally came.. YES THE WHOLE
    FLOOD OF DARKNESS CAME FOR
    ME.. and no doubt part of that
    was Karma in being out of balance
    with God for so many years
    living as a controlling
    person who feared more
    than loved in the balance
    of 2 decades or more
    of life.. my wife
    and i get along
    great now.. as i think
    she probably hated me
    deep down for around two
    decades when i was so strict
    with her.. so sure.. i can feel the
    pain of both my wife.. and other
    women.. who are controlled in
    patriarchal ways.. but it is
    a very complicated
    human condition
    that we have
    with all the
    cultural complexities
    that exist now.. and perhaps
    overall your way may work
    better.. in your country for
    successful lives in areas
    where resources are
    not so high..
    and this
    leads to lots
    of children and increasing
    population.. as Muslims are
    definitely outpacing other
    religions and peoples
    in making new humans
    but my friend there is even
    a bigger picture.. of God and
    that is that humans overall
    are raping the earth for resources..
    and this planet will not be able to
    continue to hold the population that
    is vastly increasing.. where misery and
    suffering in ways of natural starvation and
    many other ways of suffering will increasingly
    be the rule of the day.. until somehow human
    gets in balance with the rest of God’s living
    Earth.. but you see… the Balance of God as
    Nature.. is truly the ONE STILL IN CONTROL..
    WHILE we like to think that human is
    the one in control… where the
    big picture of God comes
    in.. yes Nature overall
    is still the one
    in control..
    and most of the conflicts
    we see today.. that are attributed
    to religions.. politics.. philosophies..
    cultures.. are truly a much larger
    penalty paid by human for
    getting out of balance
    with God..
    and until
    folks figure out
    that GOD IS REAL
    AND THERE ARE REAL
    DEADLY CONSEQUENCES
    ALONG WITH MISERY
    AND SUFFERING..
    the misery and
    suffering of human in
    slavery.. starvation.. rape..
    aggression.. violence.. wars..
    and overall mental illness
    of human will increase..
    as we have
    seen over
    the last few decades
    and in general.. ever
    since human established
    huge civilizations.. overpopulating
    with over consuming humans out
    of balance.. so sure.. i have
    sympathy for human..
    including you of
    course dear.. and
    your loving Muslim
    friends.. but in my
    opinion.. one must
    Support God first and
    foremost.. as the God of
    Nature is still very much in control..
    and all we humans.. regardless of
    state.. culture.. religion.. or
    human nature differences
    will pay the
    prices if we
    do not heed
    the cautions and
    WARNINGS OF GOD
    that are all around
    us now.. but meanwhile
    as alway we should count
    our blesSinGs.. do the best
    we can.. and SinG a SonG of
    Love togetHer whenever
    possible my
    friend..
    not forgetting..
    the least among
    us that does include
    a gRain of God’s sand as well
    my friend.. Soheir.. now and always now..:)

    Yes.. my friend.. i knew immediately
    that the holding hands by men was
    for brotherhood.. in social bonding..
    Human is a fascinating creature
    in how customs differ so greatly
    from country to country from
    language to language
    to religion to religion
    to male to male
    to female to female
    to male to female
    and female to male
    and all the differences
    in between and outside
    of that.. but the bottom line
    is there is ONE essence that iS
    GOD that WE fall under submission
    too.. whether we realize that or not..
    and that is the God of allthatis Nature
    both known.. unknown.. seen… unseen..
    felt.. and not felt as well.. and the truth
    and liGht is some humans see.. know..
    and feel more of the God of Nature
    than others do.. so sure some
    humans have more
    gifts than
    others
    and i for one
    cannot raise myself
    above others.. when i for
    one am more blessed than
    others this way now..
    or less as
    before
    my friend..
    we are under
    God togetHer whethEr
    we call God.. Allah.. God
    or Allthatis.. the labels
    are not the essence..
    the essence
    iS God
    my Friend..
    SOHEIR.. a SonG
    of liFe i continue
    to SinG aLL Free
    as pArt of
    ALLTHATiS..:)

    Smiles my friend..
    Yes.. i understand the rules of the
    Koran well.. And the ONE God i know
    and feel wiLL never fit a word alone..
    As words are small to me.. But of course..
    Once again.. i meet God face to face before
    i speak at age 3.. so of course this gift colors
    my view of God differently than most who rely on
    verbal language for communication about God..
    i need no books to understand God my friend
    as i for one.. at least.. am born this way..:)

    SMiLes.. my friend..
    i see..
    i hear..
    i taste..
    i smell..
    i touch..
    i propriocept
    manifestations of
    God.. inside.. outside
    above.. so below..
    and all around..
    but God goes
    so much deeper
    than even words
    for senses..
    and feelings
    my friend..
    and at
    3.. i experience
    the trust and comfort
    of all protecting God..
    where there is zero
    fear.. and all Love..
    but this Love is
    not just the languages
    of Love of what normal
    human beings calls
    gifts.. acts of service..
    quality time.. words
    of affirmation..
    and the
    human
    touch
    of Love
    alone..
    or even with
    agape Love
    of Loving
    all without
    exception
    as Mother
    Nature now..
    For those who drop
    all fear.. for those who
    Love with all their heARt..
    God reveals more and more
    of God as nows go by.. and
    God WiLL take human higher
    in feeling God as experience
    more and more.. and God WiLL
    show human how to feel more of
    God more and more.. what i know
    and feel for sure my friend.. is God
    is infinitely greater than i can even
    imagine through my experience up
    to now.. and even more beautiful than
    i ever see before.. there is only more to
    look forward to when one lives with
    God my friend.. as God provides
    heaven to those with the
    greatest faith.. belief
    and hope without
    fear now..
    with no
    wait until
    death…
    no limits
    and no expectations
    even.. of how much more
    Beautiful and Loving one
    can experience God more
    now.. so in other words
    even if i could find
    the words
    to describe
    how i experience
    God there would likely
    not be words to describe
    that experience.. the next now
    my friend.. as God is full of surprise
    and wonders for the Human Child of
    God who never loses the eyes of Child
    that will always experience more of God my
    friend.. into Infinity and beyond of the eternal
    now that always can and will exist between
    God and
    All God’s
    children..
    if i could take
    you to wHere i am
    you would understand
    but sadly that is not
    how God works now..
    as every relationship
    between God and child
    is unique and precious
    no different in this way
    reAlly than each of your
    children and you my
    kind and
    loving
    friend..
    and Mother..:)

    Anyway.. i really enjoyed
    all our conversation SOHEIR
    as obviously you have a great
    hunger to experience more of
    God.. and truly God does not
    spit out humans
    who have
    this hunger
    100%..
    and yes..
    before this comment..
    i put 3,193 words
    on here today..
    if i ever
    overwhelm
    you.. please
    let me know..
    dear friend..:)

  5. Seriously.. not having mind and
    body balance is a real functional
    disability.. and that’s why i rarely
    have followers..
    like this..
    or any
    at
    all..
    hehe..
    And oh by the way..
    Shirt of the day..
    says.. in photo..
    “I’M THE BOSS
    my wife said i
    could have a turn”..
    more on that later..
    in the next new named
    blog post beyond whoami..;)

  6. Hanks says..

    Very exhaustively rendered. Great pics!

    i say..

    Hi.. Hank.. thanks for coming
    by today.. and visiting me now
    here at this “Whoami”.. on my..
    http://katiemiafrederickblogspot.com
    site that is usuAlly
    much faster than
    the Word Press
    site to open..
    and sans
    all my
    draft work
    in the comments
    section of Word Press..
    So glad you enjoyed the
    photos.. as sure there is
    a buffet of almost all
    kinda stuff here
    to select
    from..
    with
    sMiLes of course..:)

  7. Well.. considering i average anywhere from 20K to 40K words
    a week.. approaching a novel sized book each week.. all
    weeks of the year.. it should be no surprise that
    what i do is rather exhaustively rendered
    where there is also an average
    total of around 200 to 400
    photos a week.. sometimes
    more.. including my ‘nether
    blog’.. too.. and hmm..
    anywhere from 4 to
    12 to more
    YouTube
    videos as
    well.. multiple
    links elsewhere.. and
    the total picture is oh so
    exhaustive.. that to actually
    put some of my blog posts..

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/12/26/godsuniversenovel/

    namely the one that is
    41,113 words and
    269 photos with
    over a dozen You
    Tube videos.. over
    600 pages long in
    actual book print
    and of course one cannot
    watch actual videos in printed
    books.. or click on links to other
    online multi-UniVerses of humans
    either.. the average online poet..
    posts 1 to 3 poems a week..
    that are somewhere around
    200 words each.. with maybe
    one photo on average if that
    and way less than a video
    a week well at all..
    as most folks
    don’t do that..
    and the
    nether world
    linked blog..
    very very rare
    inDeed.. so
    is it no
    wonder
    i don’t have
    many folks commenting
    here.. well.. of course not..
    not everyone wants to
    visit Barnes and
    Nobles
    and
    leave
    a comment
    when Barnes and
    Nobles is online..
    smiles.. and
    so much
    more..
    anyway.. it is what
    i do.. and truly it is a joy
    and not exhausting to me at
    all.. as i am working toward human
    potential.. me against me with GOD
    and no one else but
    US..
    and when folks
    visit.. it is a joy
    too.. but truly
    something
    never expected
    from the get go of this
    blog adventure.. as it is
    a practice of Art.. and not
    a game to gain either likes
    or the almighty dollar bill..
    i’ve tasted hell.. and heaven
    in life.. and the middle
    way of peace
    and bliss
    is enough
    for me..
    with getting
    a ‘little help’
    from my
    friends now
    and then.. that literally
    have and do number in
    the many thousands.. whether
    very few of them consider me
    a friend.. or even remotely sane
    for that matter.. but i am
    as insane
    as a fox
    and by
    now many
    of us finAlly
    know what
    the Fox
    says..
    weLL..
    at least
    some of us..
    anyWays..:)

  8. https://anarmchairperfectionist.wordpress.com/2016/01/18/quaintrelle/

    WeLL.. the word Quaintrelle.. Reminds
    me of a Quaint version of a
    Southern
    Belle.. but
    of course much
    more independent
    in impact and affect
    of free beauty..
    hmm.. and i
    wondered
    what the male
    version of that would
    be and Google says Dandy..
    and Dandy is kinda like the
    older version of the
    metrosexual
    and now
    manscaping..
    but hey.. beauty is more
    than skin and clothes deep.. and for
    me represents a full experience
    of the human condition wheRe
    a person can experience
    both a masculine
    and feminine
    side as well..
    as Lord
    kNows.. smiLinG.. laugHinG..
    and even giggLinG iS a healthY
    way to be.. to live longer..
    and to express anger
    iN arts that are
    martial iS
    a great
    way
    NOT
    to keep it iN..
    hmm… i haven’t provided
    a word yet.. so i’LL go wITh an
    old fashioned one named Love..
    however.. Love iS a word of ART to
    me as iT can be ever growing.. iN ways
    of moving.. feeling.. sensing.. including
    sensuality.. n0w
    connecting and
    C R E A T i N G
    iN a Whitmanish
    way of seeing and
    FEELING ALL THE
    BEAUTY iN the wor(l)d..
    and to clear for the non-
    poets among uS.. the now
    Walt version of Whitman
    iS experiencing iT aLL..
    with no
    fear of
    Living
    now.. groWinG hUman
    bEinG Garden as
    courageous
    and
    kinD
    Love..
    hmm.. Cosmopolitan-
    Love miGht be a great
    two-word stand iN..
    as Love
    can be
    so selfish
    and limited otherwise..
    when not fully experienced
    and shared with aLL others
    including Nature as
    sAME.. yeah.. now..
    Unconditional-Love..
    that’s the REAL Love
    word(s)
    to me..
    my friend..
    Prajakta.. reAlly
    hard to do without the
    online hive of connecting
    so many different sAMe hands..
    and finAlly yes.. i for one have
    fALLen to textromancy..
    yeah that’s
    the ONE..
    textromancy..
    and danceromancy..
    quiTe a
    dAnDy
    two..;)

  9. http://gigoid.me/2016/01/18/fully-hydrogenated-crankcase-oil-please-2/

    Creativity.. the Art
    of free association..
    and the more associations..
    the greater the potential
    iN Art of Creativity now..
    Hmm.. politicians.. priests
    and enlightened gurus
    like Jesus and Buddha…
    Politicians seek status
    and power.. Priests
    seek power
    and status
    and Jesus
    and Buddha
    are enlightened
    ones.. who understand
    all the power is inside..
    a seed just waiting
    to germinate
    born again
    or the
    first
    now.. now..
    iN relative
    Free WiLL..
    and this reminds me
    of Godzilla and Boston..
    specifically the newest movie
    about Godzilla and the SonG
    “Higher Power” by Boston..
    where Godzilla gets the
    job dOne independently
    with the interdependent
    powers of Nature
    disregarding the
    folly then of
    humankind
    out of balance
    now with Nature
    in many cultural virus
    ways of being too.. and
    it kinda reminds me now of
    when i’m dancing free in public
    everywhere i go.. in total waves
    of ecstasy and bliss.. not even
    noticing the dismay and or
    joy of others viewing
    what Godzilla
    iN me does
    as metaphor
    of course..
    as Godzilla
    is more of
    a martial
    artist than
    dancer in his
    major movie
    star role as it
    were and still
    is now in
    movies new..
    anyway.. to truly
    Understand Jesus
    and or Buddha it’s really
    simple.. one must become
    Jesus and Buddha as they
    are basicAlly the sAMe
    two different humans
    at core who simply
    manage heaven
    now iN the
    higher power
    of emotional regulation
    sensory integration..
    imagination
    and moving
    creativity
    in what
    they just
    do in
    real flesh
    and blood life then..
    And Godzilla gives such
    a toothy grin to politicians
    and priests.. as he knows and
    feels the real way to JUST GET
    THE JOB OF LIVING IN BALANCE
    DoNE.. AND SURE IT’S FUNNER
    WHEN IT IS A DANCE MORE
    THAN A BATTLE
    BUT YES..
    LIFE IS
    BOTH A
    DANCE
    AND STRUGGLE
    IN LIgHT AND DaRK
    OF ALLTHATIS NOW..
    and of course the
    meek like Jesus
    and Buddha
    will inherit
    the earth
    now then now
    as the politicians
    and priests.. for almost
    all.. never ever had it
    to begin with as
    it is real.. inside..
    outside.. above
    so below.. now
    and all around
    and truly never in
    all the cultural clothes we
    wear.. including power and status..
    material gains.. that never ever feel
    or fill
    the never
    ending balance
    of Heaven of Nirvana
    that is bliss alWays now..
    and yeah.. sure that’s the way
    of the world.. there are the camels..
    the needles.. and the truly free among US
    iN
    Truth and LiGht..
    And the bottom
    line is ‘those’
    ‘metaphors’
    illustrate
    reality
    of the
    human condition
    when properly discerned
    away from the myths and
    illusions that house and
    vehicle and vessel
    core truths and
    liGhts
    of
    being
    hUmanOW..:)

    SMiLes..
    what iS human..
    i for OnE aM allthatis..
    to be iS All iS aLL i’LL bE..;)

  10. My friend SOHEIR.. from Egypt.. said some time
    ago.. you are lucky.. your wife has
    the face of a child..
    and yes.. theRe
    is an
    innocent
    face here..
    pure of Virgin
    spirit.. as ‘they’ say
    that can never be spoiled
    by human hands.. of other intention…:)

  11. Well.. now off to dVerse for their new Monday
    prompt.. that is specifically
    named Quadrille..
    a 44 word prompt
    that relates to
    dance used
    as a verb..
    and hmm.. i could
    go the strict route
    and do 30 to 40 or
    however many poetic
    responses come in this
    form now for this week long
    prompt.. that is long as last
    week’s Haibun prompt.. but
    for me dance is free.. sacred..
    and holy.. in ExpresSinG human
    emoTioN.. and while i wiLL keep
    it relatively short as i usually
    do in less than 50 word
    efforts of micro
    poetic expresSinG
    responses.. i will
    also keep it free as
    dance and SonG can
    be free flowing like
    waves of Oceans
    with the nameless
    navigator of i.. iN
    miNd and BoDy
    B A L A N C i N G
    soUl.. expresSinG
    tHe emoTioNal dance
    and SonG iN SinGinG
    i as free.. SpiRit of
    heArt now.. iN
    the dance
    and SonG
    of Life
    as stiLL
    evolving as
    God’s children
    US can be
    when FREE..
    or as ‘they’
    say the
    meta
    phor
    oF iS
    Ra
    EL.. Free Humans of God NOW..:)

    *
    Moving Dances human spiRit..
    oh.. emoTioNs you SinG so Free
    from head to toe.. to hand
    to legs.. to arms to nether
    pARts.. all so free…
    and when you join
    hands with
    other
    humans
    dance of toes
    of how friends
    SinG Together dancing
    ONE..:)

    sidenote..
    okay.. i did at
    least one
    expression
    to FILL THE
    legal requirement
    of the prompt.. 44 words.. and
    as alWays.. asterisks indicate
    sites that no longer welcome
    my input.. and this person
    who is a real detailer..
    as i too was at
    one point..
    through
    many of the poems..
    i have already reviewed
    before a nap earlier this
    afternoon.. with iPhone 6s
    in bed hands.. in poem after
    poem.. she corrected the usage
    of the word dance.. until finally
    she screwed up.. and forgot what
    the rules were herself..
    ah.. the Karma
    of the perfectionist..
    i know and feel too well..
    where eventually perfection
    comes and makes one look
    foolish when correcting
    others.. to
    the sharpest
    of pencil
    lead
    heads…
    side note ends…;)

    Ballet dancing 230 Lbs..
    even harder than
    dainty 115 lb
    slender
    legs..
    but still NOW
    often identified
    as a professional
    dancer i am..
    until women
    fall into
    my arms
    and i
    drop them..
    then they
    find out..
    never
    a lesson
    or rule of
    dance for
    me ALL FREE..:)

    side note again..
    okay.. i did 44 again
    and maybe i’ll do
    it more just
    for fun..
    come what
    may.. we will
    see.. but yes..
    this is true..
    some women
    at the dance
    hall with
    classical
    experience
    in ballet dancing
    assumed i was professionally
    oriented and just fell into my
    arms.. and seriously i wasn’t
    expecting it and they just
    dropped to the floor..
    as they say
    never judge
    anything
    by the
    dance
    clothes
    it wears
    alone..;)

    end side note
    AGAIN..;)

    Interestingly.. as my father
    aged never dancing
    age for him..
    compared
    to clothes of
    Anthony Quinn
    in still noble look..
    closing in on 80..
    life then..
    Lotto
    tickets
    replace
    dreams of him
    dancing free…
    but still standing
    when he dropped dead…
    conquering life… ever now..:)

    *
    Selfish human..
    Dancing greed..
    deep it runs.. now
    all ways of bullying
    lesser among us..
    from stronger
    men to weaker
    women.. to the
    IQ of intellectual
    bullying the greed
    perceiving greater
    dance of human against
    lower human dancing now
    goes on in human suffering…

    Humanity deviating now..
    Modern halls dancing life..
    reflecting nature changes
    as overpopulating humans
    changing behaviors with
    females hooking up with
    females.. rear to rear
    and no longer
    dancing now
    romancing
    cheek to
    cheek.. oh..
    the bootie
    dancing
    is tRuly
    An old/new
    human rule..:)

    SMiLes.. never much
    for dancing girls dancing life..
    with me.. wall flower am i in
    20’s… but once
    in a while a
    six pack
    of beer says
    liquor dances
    better.. no more
    drinks.. dancing
    life.. i free solo..
    now girls come
    to me so FREE..:)

    SpiRaLinG DanCinG
    dArk and liGht
    grace and beauty
    chaos and ugly
    dancing human
    SonG.. dancing
    life aLL liGht
    dArk..
    dancing UniVerse
    Dancing all the
    objects dancing
    ALL..
    now
    day and night
    Dancing just dancing…
    dArk then liGht SinGinG
    inspiRing dancing
    more.. InfiNity
    n0w.. Dancing…

    Dancing Life..
    Dancing Death..
    sport of Anger..
    sport of Love..
    feat of Grace..
    feat of Anger..
    dancing sMiLes..
    dancing grimaces..
    wHere we dance now..
    dances uS iN joy or fear..
    free or bondAge.. aLL
    dancing
    Life
    now
    dancing
    starting
    life now
    aGaiN..
    danCinG fRee..:)

    first part of side
    note.. reference last
    poetic expression..
    he/she asks me if
    i’m ‘dancing
    around the
    topic’..
    and i say..

    SpecificAlly.. dancing
    30 times with 44 words
    of sinGinG verbal dance..
    too long to read for mere
    mortals.. friend.. Hehe..
    WInks.. So i did not lInk..
    and left just one here..
    Thanks for
    your inspirational
    poeTry.. i come and go aLL
    around with preSent muse now..:)

    second part of sidenote here..

    as referenced
    earlier trying
    to clear up
    some ‘non-
    sense’ of
    ‘people’
    who can
    only ‘see’
    ‘concretely’
    it seems..
    iN terms
    of poeTry..:)

    In Bjorn’s example
    number #3.. it is
    clearly implied that
    the condition is the
    object.. the condition
    of ‘madness’ ..not the
    word..
    ‘itself’..
    i wasn’t
    an English
    teacher but
    yes.. i can
    read.. with
    all due respect
    of course.. and
    just trying to
    make sense
    of all of this
    from the
    outside
    in.. smiles…
    in other words
    Lillian.. yes.. you were
    good to go already.. before..:)

    side note ends..:)

    Dancing memories..
    feelings sway through
    hips and fingers..
    Dancing thinking
    so concrete..
    memories of
    dates..
    faces..
    places..
    but Love
    danCinG
    connecTinG
    sTill now
    sAMe..
    living life sAMe
    without feelings
    iS dancing liFe
    with no home
    being now..
    dancing
    hell
    iS
    no
    love memories
    connecting now..:)

    side note begins..
    After living life
    with no emotions
    for 66 months as
    a side-effect of the
    worst pain known
    to humankind..
    type two..
    Trigeminal
    Neuralgia
    from wake
    to sleep..
    truly it is a
    blesSinG
    that emotions
    are the
    last to
    go in
    Dementia..
    if nothing else..
    as i can surely
    say that no
    feeling
    is really
    Hell..
    as it is
    even worse than
    the worse pain
    known to
    humankind
    assessed as
    literally
    worse
    than
    crucifixion
    my friend…
    but sure.. some
    wheRe.. some place..
    tHere may be a darker
    hell that that as even worse….
    dancing alone… sings no song….
    end of side note…

    Summer SonG.. now..
    Bees Dance.. SinG
    more of SpRinG
    Dance Bees..
    DanCinG
    NoWs
    Dance
    bes.. now..
    Winter cOld
    covers Bees
    SonG.. FaLL
    comes.. Bees
    dance warm
    Winter home
    of Queen
    Be
    HoneY
    safe.. World
    stays.. ah.. living green
    SonG DanCinG SinGinG
    Homecoming alive aGain now..:)

    Dancing Loves..
    Dancing Jealousy
    of Lost Loves.. Garden
    Blessings.. long since
    lost in dancing others
    away from Love
    to others
    holding
    dear..
    Dance of Life..
    so soft.. so hard..
    tears.. come.. joy
    goes.. fears real..
    life pains.. dance
    of dArk
    liGht
    of
    Dance
    SpRinGs..:)

    *
    Dancing SNow of FroZen
    heARts thaWinG ways now
    of spiraLinG liGhts..
    SpiRit flows then to
    soUls deLight.. dArk
    foRest green
    comes back
    to WiNter
    feats of
    feet so true..
    Dancing sleds and
    skis.. assist our feet.. now
    Love grows warmer.. a SonG of Dance..:)

    DanCinG heArt
    free.. feAt aWay
    from dArk.. soUl
    fRee.. spRinGS from hands
    of harm.. medicine within..
    fearless surviving moves..
    swirling inside survives..
    armor of hate
    outside.. swirling
    spiRit rises
    above..
    pain
    of hammers
    nails.. dancing
    lives again iN
    human eyes..
    heaRt
    believing
    once again..:)

    DanCinG children’s dreams
    on stage.. Nutcracker Sings
    fair and lovely eyes of
    sweet ways of living
    liFe.. graceful moving
    innocent ways of youthful
    spiRit flies moves of sinGinG
    SonG of play.. oh what joy
    iS iN wonder cLouDs
    of dancinG
    free iN
    youngster’s eYes..:)

    Sanity danCinG relative
    ways of human bliss..
    oh.. sitting sTill WitH
    poeTry can please
    most sureLy now
    iN SonG of style..
    but the dancing flesh
    and blood.. spiRaLinG
    energy from head to toe
    has no earthly mortal
    equal
    iN
    screens oF
    flesh and blood..:)

    Home oF sAnd
    breathes air of
    dancing trees…
    human heARts
    free alive under
    bridges of soUl..
    oh.. SpiRit.. you grow when
    trees of living become
    dancing legs.. the free
    home withiN.. then
    reTurns
    iN dance..
    of uS.. ariSinG
    aGaiN.. danCinG
    SinGinG.. ways oF liFE..:)

    Dancing mysteries..
    of lives go on.. detectives
    breathing SonGs of intrigue..
    puzzle pieces come by as solving
    ways of crimes iN miseries thirSting
    for relief.. wITh pain still cominG
    so long ago.. still dancing
    hurt among
    lives
    gone by..
    cure a
    heArt..
    cries now..:)

    Planets Dancing orbits
    around the Sun.. five come
    into view aligning January 20th
    through February 20th of 2016..
    last closest two
    alignments in
    March of 2013..
    and another
    seven planets
    align
    iN July
    that same
    year then..
    ‘we’ beLIEVE
    amaZinG positive
    energy wiLL come
    from this.. sureLY.. iF..:)

    A form of poetry
    A form of dance
    A Form human
    dances all
    so much
    freer with
    no form at all..
    but sure a way..
    here and now then
    and back again.. dancing
    wanderlust for more adventure
    comes.. as sidewalks go.. free grass stays…:)

    Adventures oF liFe alWays
    best when flesh and blood
    moves.. iN aLL ways new
    wheRe emoTioNs fly
    freer.. iN moves
    of grace.. and
    sParks of
    liGht.. now..
    Dance life..
    Dance free..
    Dance Rain and Sun..
    wITh sAnds gRain feet
    feat as air and water..:)

    Moonlight
    dreams danCinG..
    midnight beaches
    diatoms gloWinG
    iN spiRaling sAnd
    shores.. waves of
    moist Summer’s eve
    wash away.. morning comes..
    glistening waters of
    Dancing sun
    rays..
    breeze
    sea oats
    swaying ’till
    seagulls
    match
    swirling
    skies
    of clouds
    brushing..
    evermore
    danCinG SinGs
    sonG.. never ending..:)

    Dancing dOne less
    Dancing doNe more..
    Dancing thrills real
    more donE dancing
    less Done Dancing
    dancing
    just
    DonE
    more
    than
    sitting still
    never dancing more..
    moves more.. over and
    over again.. different..
    never
    sAMe..
    arise again..
    dancing SonGs
    human free..
    no side
    walk
    home..:)

    Dancing WiNter sNow Love..
    hidden heArts of Frozen
    lore.. wedding
    dress of
    home
    alone..
    hope iS more
    than cold snow
    hands.. wish of
    three.. one of
    Love.. sNow
    sMiles back
    hAnds
    cOld
    now..
    wArm heARt bRings
    relief of Cold.. FroZen
    spiRit grows.. wedding home..:)

    *
    Dancing tickets to paradise
    one and same.. all or none..
    Dancing tickets to hell
    same and one.. none or all..
    Dancing tickets to now..
    all one trip
    different
    paths..
    no style
    same.. danCinG
    now displaYinG
    Rainbow colors
    life shines
    multi-uNiVerseS
    danCinG beyond rainBow colors..:)

    *
    Dancing Art
    away from Science..
    Dancing Real.. God’s
    Art free.. Dancing
    human.. Dancing ways..
    Dancing with
    God human
    free..
    no restrictions
    in body moves.. all
    is free from head
    to toe.. Sun
    Shines down
    on all of
    sKin
    no longer
    separate
    aLLone iN NOW..:)

    All caught up through
    25 and one more away
    from dVerse too..:)

    Back again.. the one
    more away is the
    one below
    from gigoid’s
    site.. to make
    30 total.. but for
    now at
    11:08
    1192016..
    four more
    to come from
    dVerse now..
    and this baby is
    getting reAlly
    long.. almost
    time to post
    this new
    one titled
    ‘DanCinG
    FloWers
    WiNter
    THorns’
    more
    to come in
    coming blog
    post comments
    section.. and
    perhaps some
    more then..
    after that..
    as come what
    may will come
    again.. then now..
    as a danCinG sinGinG me..:)

    Black bird soUls
    frozen HeArt SpiRits
    Dancing dead iN
    desert sNows
    sAnd.. cOld
    flesh.. blood
    BOnes no lonGer
    danCinG SonGs now
    of Youthful feeLinGs
    melting Frozen snows
    of desert heaRt back
    to life then and now
    reTiring crows black
    ariSinG SinGinG
    Phoenix fiRes
    back..:)

    Dancing histories loving
    embracing human touch
    from romancing brave soldiers
    danCinG shy damsels in diStress..
    to disco days.. slow dance
    songs.. enough whisky
    to brave the ask
    of dance..
    hmm..
    to joyful dance hall
    days.. wHere then.. everyone
    gets on the floor at once..:)

    Now it is women
    who approach
    women
    with
    bootie
    dances first..
    and oh.. God help
    me.. i’M juSt there
    to exercise.. in aerobic
    martial arts and ballet moves..
    happily married at 55..
    assaults from rear
    to front..
    dancing genders
    battle now.. dancing
    microcosms.. society large..:)

    DanCinG Boogie WonderlAnds..
    fLoors unkNown.. rabbit
    holes dancinG never
    exploRinG rules
    ‘fore iN dance..
    maKinG
    words and steps
    beYond pre-plan
    miNDs.. counting
    words and steps
    leads aWay
    fRom
    fRee..
    rUles of steps
    and words.. order
    reQuiRinG.. escaPinG
    rabBit hole paths
    knoWinG no now
    liMits..;)

    Dancing religion deaths..
    cold heARTinG eYes..
    raping little orphan
    girls.. burning
    lesser dowry
    wives on stoves..
    killing a hundred
    thouSand in desert
    lies war
    for all
    tHeir
    oiL..
    danCinG
    evilive
    DEvilivED..
    no diVine..
    dUSt
    be
    a desert
    alone
    with dancing kills
    sealing fate… now…

    All caught up
    and time
    to publish
    for now
    at least..;)

    12:13 pm
    1192016

  12. gigoid says:

    Thoughts flying along
    with this dancing song of joy;
    too much for haiku.

    But, I had to try…. nice one, my friend…

    I’m still doing, but, wanted to finish this before Leelu woke up from her latest rest. Took a while, as my eyes are needing new glasses, I think.

    Have a good one there on the Right Coast… well, near enough…. bottom coast, actually….

    See ya

    gigoid

    • i enjoyed your Haiku
      friend.. no Haiku
      too smAll
      or too
      LonG for
      me celebrating
      and seizing the
      preSent of now
      is now aGaiN..
      one step
      of dance
      one word
      of SonG
      one now
      the best of
      all times dancing Now
      my friend.. gigoid..:)

  13. http://gigoid.me/2016/01/19/assemble-the-marigolds-for-debarkation/#comment-17727

    Facing what felt like the reality of death
    three times in the 40 day period of
    no sleep during ‘my lent period’
    of 2008.. except for one hour
    the first day of 35 days
    helped along very
    shallow with
    an alpha
    blocker
    and no sleep
    at all the last
    35 of 40.. counting
    down the days to
    the final
    closing
    of the
    curtain of pain..
    it is one great source
    of comfort and confidence
    to know and feel how much
    of a blesSinG death is no
    matter what happens
    after that..
    a way
    out of misery
    and suffering that
    is worse than any hell
    imaginable is certainly
    a gift of life death is
    then and now..
    and sure..
    my son dying
    in my arms after
    51 days of nothing
    but tortuous pain
    extended by modern
    medical so-called
    miracles of
    living more
    the suffering
    dead alive..
    is the only
    part of his
    life where a peaceful
    look came to his face
    shortly before his last
    breath comes.. and with
    a child there is no morphine
    to ease the end.. then they just
    disconnect as there are no words
    to share of discomfort.. it’s just
    a baby with no personality
    huh.. but all living things
    sense and feel
    pain.. only
    an ignorant
    U N F E E Ling
    human would
    believe that no
    words mean no
    feelings same..
    no different than
    dementia.. where
    Love still lives in some..
    but the emptiness of losing
    one’s heArt.. spiRit of
    emoTions that are
    literAlly heARt
    in a minD and
    boDy out of
    balanCe is the death
    in life wheRE all tHere iS
    iS time and now never feels
    as now can never feel now..
    one must go to this hell
    first to understand
    it is disconnecting
    from the rest
    of the Universe
    that is the
    hell of
    human
    where only
    time exists..
    Heaven is now..
    that is enough for me..
    there is no choice for the best
    truths iN liGhts in liFe to trust
    what iS.. to the best of one’s
    ability.. as fear.. is A
    source of aLL
    disconnecting
    from the rest
    of the UniVerse
    free.. other animals
    only use neurohormones
    of fear.. for fight and flight..
    human so-called smart with
    memories and forecasts of futures
    with fear.. is truly the ‘dumbest’ animal
    of them all.. as human is the only animal
    who can forget how to feel connected free
    with the rest of the Universe now.. in TOTAL BALANCE..
    i live the lesSon of Pan of the FoRest.. dance life free now
    with nymphs who dance too.. SinG for Joy..
    yes.. Live FREE NOW SonG
    of eternal
    dance
    NOW..:)
    And by the way.. the first
    two realities of death
    were terrifying..
    but the last
    one was total
    peace.. and yes..
    i came back.. as
    my ‘JOB’ was far from dOne..;)

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