14 Responses to Whoami

1. katiemiafrederick says:

   January 17, 2016 at 9:32 AM

   http://gigoid.me/2016/01/16/more-chewy-than-pink/

   i think anything that glows
   is cool.. but ‘they’ are often
   considered toxic.. including
   me.. fireflies are my favorite..;)

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2. katiemiafrederick says:

   January 17, 2016 at 9:38 AM

   One more ‘Fredbun’ left
   from dVerse ‘Haibun’
   prompt from
   Monday..

   Most born explorers..
   seeking.. finding ways
   of new to eat.. to shelter..
   humans truly no different
   than cats and territory for
   food.. except holding hands..
   together to gather as one…

   Wonder’s muse
   hand in hand
   friends of now..:)

   And now to Sun
   and Sand Dance..
   Catholic Church..
   Mall Dance.. Book
   store and perhaps
   more.. more.. more..
   away from online walls..:)

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3. katiemiafrederick says:

   January 17, 2016 at 8:39 PM

   http://gigoid.me/2016/01/17/this-is-a-multi-zone-pass/#comment-17696

   Finding the joy and glow now
   iN the smAllest of luxuries
   in life.. from hot water
   to juices of different
   kinds.. was my
   Great Aunt
   Jettie’s
   PleaSure
   at.. 94…
   her eyes liGhTinG
   up and shining when
   she thought about the
   joy of the choice.. but a
   alas in her youth.. at an
   age before A grocery store..
   Orange juice was practically
   unheard of.. so the joy of OJ..
   was still her Senior dream but
   me at 47.. anhedonia.. loss of
   emotions.. most severe pain..
   a smile nor laugh no more..
   where one step at a
   time with walker
   Aunt Jettie
   out talked
   me with
   the real
   power of emotions
   she had over me
   as a weak
   specimen
   of humanity
   iN all ways of spiRit
   then.. anyway.. her
   briGht and Shining
   truly gloWinG way..
   defeated
   any
   number
   of age.. what she
   had.. i lost and had
   no idea how to get
   back as far as
   HeArt
   SpiRit
   SoUl..
   goes then..
   funny there is
   no prescription
   of pill known to
   bRinG emoTions
   back except for
   the street
   version
   of
   DMT..
   named
   Molly.. the
   Empathy.. Beauty..
   and Love Drug..
   but of course
   danger
   theRe
   iS when
   the substance
   leaves.. whatever
   exists of the EmoTioNs
   goes away even darker
   without
   emotions
   dead
   is life
   as far
   as i
   Feel..
   FriEnd.. gigoid..:)

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4. katiemiafrederick says:

   January 17, 2016 at 10:13 PM

   https://omabdalrahmaan.wordpress.com/2016/01/17/humans-for-sale/

   Yes.. Sadly in all of history since the
   Forager age.. humans are harnessed
   as slaves.. to serve those with
   greater power.. and the
   metaphors extend
   even further than
   named slavery
   as there
   are so
   many ways
   to be a slave
   when we are taken
   away from the Nature
   of Allah manifest in us..
   For whenever human imposes
   human will over the will of another
   human being human becomes slave..
   and billions of people live that way now
   across the globe.. in all countries now…
   Anyway.. thanks for sharing the video..
   Friend SOHEIR.. of this ever present
   problem.. and truly the metaphor
   of the ‘Matrix’ Trilogy of movies
   presents how far
   this phenomena
   goes..
   sadly
   still..
   and even
   growing more..
   as we speak now..
   and for those of us who
   gain our freedom.. the liGht
   of Allah iN uS iS unmistakable
   and often even seen as strange
   for those
   who are
   still enslaved
   and like in the
   prison in the video
   say we are fine.. as
   often.. captives can
   develop Stockholm
   Syndrome where
   they come to love
   their imprisoners
   no different truly
   now than closest
   family members
   but iT just goes to show
   that humans wiLL make the
   best of tHeir lot in life.. even if an illusion…

   SMiLes.. my friend.. no wheRe in my comment did i say
   that the Prisoners.. Love their captors.. or actually
   have Stockholm syndrome.. i said they can.. not
   they will.. and yes.. for starving people in
   any country.. being imprisoned with
   food can be better than
   starving to death..
   it’s just NOW A
   fact OF NATURE
   AS MANIFEST
   IN HUMAN
   BY ALLAH..
   not a judgement..
   and yes.. starving folks
   will eat other people as
   well.. matters not what the
   religion.. is.. and yes.. in fact
   parents will kill their newborn
   children if there is not enough to
   eat for the other children.. all this
   happens in many poor countries… and
   the fact is.. folks in rich countries.. could
   help.. but they are too concerned about
   accumulating more than
   they need to live..
   as they have
   no real
   love
   in their
   heArts that
   share compassion
   with ALL THEIR BROTHERS
   AND SISTERS MY FRIEND..
   and truly that is rare..
   and also part of the
   human condition..
   as truly humans
   are only evolved
   to live in relatively
   small and homogenous
   groups now.. instinctually
   still afraid of the different
   among them.. except now
   for those who
   are not
   afraid…
   The human condition
   mixed with culture is
   as complicated or as
   simple as humans
   make it..
   i write
   a lot.. but
   my happiness is extremely
   simple my friend.. it just
   requires.. food.. shelter..
   moving.. connecting..
   and creating sAMe..
   namely now..
   courageous
   and kind
   MOVING
   LOVE..
   what
   ALLAH does..
   is not complicated
   either.. truly.. IF one
   understands Human Nature..
   The world’s problems are not
   solved in books.. they are solved
   iN
   Human
   Nature as
   Manifest
   BY ALLAH..
   AND NO
   ONE
   ELSE..
   And yes.. the last
   pARt is my opinion..:)

   SMiLes.. my friend..actually there
   is report of Muslim eating
   other Muslim in Somalia..
   but it is not a Muslim
   issue.. it is a
   Human
   issue..
   as is always
   the case with
   human misery
   and suffering…
   Humans are capable
   of creating great dreams
   and great nightmares no matter
   where they live.. and as long as
   humans have some semblance
   of free will.. this will go in
   both dArk and liGht..
   as most problems
   start with
   children
   who
   do not
   have loving
   parents and peers..
   that is just part of human
   nature.. that can improve..
   but will still exist
   as long
   as there
   is flesh and
   blood human on
   this planet.. sadly
   and happily enough for
   both the dArk and liGht in
   LIfe.. but yes we can have
   the relative free will to make it LiGht..:)

   Well.. i for one.. hear a question here..
   as to why no one sympathizes with Muslims..
   so perhaps a little story to start.. my first encounter
   with folks in the Muslim religion was in the early
   90’s.. my wife and i living in a two story town-house
   duplex.. with next door neighbor.. a Muslim Man
   married to a converted American Woman..
   both were nice folks.. and happy
   together.. then..
   a few years later..
   Saudia Arabian Pilots
   being trained on the Navy
   Station i worked.. specifically
   supervising a Military Bowling
   Center where all these diminutive
   looking soldiers came in holding
   hands.. which is very odd and
   considered homosexual
   behavior for men
   in America then..
   so people made
   fun of them… and i kinda
   felt bad for them.. as they were
   so polite when they came up and
   asked for Chicken Sandwiches.. their
   main staple of sandwich food while
   they resided at the Navy Station.. they
   often called up and said can we have
   30 chicken sandwiches to go.. and we
   made the chicken sandwich dream come
   true for these Saudia Arabian pilots..
   so yes.. that was my first sympathy
   for these people.. as they were
   always nice to me.. but
   acted like my wife did
   not exist.. so she
   kinda thought
   they were
   a little rude..
   but i explained to her
   that was not appropriate
   in their culture to talk to other
   women.. as their religious standards
   and cultural standards that are one and
   same.. do not put women as equal with
   men.. and i know that was the way they
   were raised.. and many of the women
   accepted it as is.. as that is the
   way culture works.. a person
   does what is required
   for social acceptance
   or they pay the
   penalty..
   and some of this goes to
   the extreme in some African
   Countries where women’s sexual
   behavior is controlled by female
   genital mutilation.. but never the
   less some women are very
   proud of losing their
   female pleasures
   and consider
   it a great
   means of gaining
   self-esteem and couldn’t
   imagine having this female
   pleasure part.. to fill desiring
   ways of reproducing..
   other human
   beings..
   as they
   say just
   for fun….
   Well.. after that and during
   that there was the invasion
   of Iraq in 1991.. obviously all
   about protecting US interests
   in the oil rich middle east.. as
   seriously the US would be no
   more interested in the Middle
   East than Africa.. if it was not
   for the oil.. like all the slaves..
   murders.. and cannibalism in
   Burma where Muslims are
   being killed there unfairly
   and the rest.. there is
   no oil there.. so
   no interests
   in protecting
   U.S. interests there
   as it is all about politics
   when it comes to government
   my friend.. and politics and in many
   cases.. even religion.. is all about the
   almighty way of making dollar bills
   and gaining power and status greater
   and greater to fill a space in individual
   human who cannot feel the over filling
   chalice of what Love can be without
   fear and other con-social related
   emotions of hate.. so US interests
   in oil were protected then.. and
   then eventually as a response
   to that we got the terrorist
   attack of 9/11 as some
   folks didn’t like the
   fact that the US..
   was intruding
   on their
   local country
   business.. and then
   we got a destabilizing
   war.. and now we have
   ISIL.. as the the area was
   ripe for extremist soulless
   power plays.. for status now
   in religious extremist ways
   and that is all one hears now
   advertised on the media.. about
   folks.. namely Christians getting
   Crucified.. and beheaded.. all that
   tortuous stuff for not agreeing to
   the extremist Islam State law
   in interpretation of extremist
   Sharia Law.. where folks
   are whipped and stoned
   and hung and crucified
   and beheaded for veering
   from the established
   Extremist Sharia
   Law there for a
   State of Islam
   way.. and then of course
   in many extremist leaning
   Muslim countries reports of
   human rights offenses against
   women are reported rampantly
   from Rape of women.. to stove
   top burning of new wives who
   don’t meet the dowry requirement
   in Pakistan.. where i have made several
   female friends over the last few years..
   who are all very nice.. and sure.. that
   makes me very angry to hear about
   women treated that way.. but still
   these women are kind and loving
   people so i do have great sympathy
   for the suffering they encounter at
   the hands of males.. although some
   accept it as okay.. and others do
   not want to have to be
   accompanied by a male
   escort when they
   go out in public..
   it is a matter of
   human nature also
   that some humans are
   more open minded to
   change and some are
   not.. so what works
   for some.. as happy
   is extreme suffering
   and misery for
   human freedoms
   for others.. so if they
   like the way the religion and
   state control works for them..
   i am happy for them.. but if not
   i do believe it is against their human
   rights not to be free.. as God does
   NOT SEE WOMEN AS WORTH
   HALF THE VALUE AS MEN..
   in fact.. God probably likes
   women better as women
   live in peace and love
   much more than
   men.. obviously
   as men tend
   to be more aggressive
   and violent overall as part
   of Nature too.. anyway.. men
   ARE NOT WORTH MORE THAN
   WOMEN AND WHENEVER I HEAR
   THAT IT MAKES ME VERY INDIGNANT
   IN A RIGHTEOUS WAY WHEN PEOPLE
   HURT WOMEN LIKE THAT REGARDLESS
   OF REASON.. STATE OR RELIGION .. IT
   IS THE MISERY AND SUFFERING.. THAT
   IS THE DARK PART OF LIFE.. that can
   be resolved when folks are provided
   equal opportunities in life
   to be free..
   which is always
   the goal.. of any
   free being of GOD..
   however.. social roles are
   important.. and sure i am
   the head of the household
   where i live.. and that works
   well with my Nature and my
   wife’s Nature.. as she is
   naturally a submissive
   kinda person.. and
   although i try not
   to be.. i can be
   naturally
   a very dominant
   human too.. if i do
   not curb that tendency
   with cognitive control…
   i Love my wife.. so i try
   to give her as much control
   as she wants.. but say she starts
   spending all our money in the bank..
   yes.. i will have the final say so on that..
   and she doesn’t mind when it is necessary..
   obviously if she did.. i would not still be married
   after almost 26 years.. but the key is.. these social
   roles of somewhat dominant and submissive are
   natural parts of human nature in social roles
   with some men and women.. and not with
   others.. as both gender and sexual
   orientations are a spectrum
   and no cookies cutter part
   of God as God makes
   spectrums of human
   and the rest of
   nature differences
   and not one strict
   mold of any creature
   or inanimate creation..
   God creates art.. not
   concrete science alone
   my friend… so yes.. i am a good
   rule follower.. if i have to be.. and
   proved that all the way at the top
   of the class in school… and around
   a quarter of a century of the strict
   regulations of government work..
   so it is part of my Nature to
   both make and enforce
   rules of life.. which
   means i wasn’t
   always the easiest
   person to work for
   in the employer and
   employee relationship
   or in the marriage relationship
   when it came to micro-managing
   the details of life.. and yes a perfectionist
   too.. and that almost killed me with Type-
   A personality ways.. and i have worked
   very hard to change in more
   free ways.. to not
   be such
   a rigid person
   that i was before..
   and additionally.. most
   controlling people control
   because of fear instead of love
   and this applied to me.. very much
   then.. so anyway.. my wife used to
   be on a strict budget enforced by
   me of spending less than a
   hundred dollars a week
   for everything at stores
   for 20 years.. i got
   sick.. and had
   no choice but
   to relinquish
   that control.. and
   i was very fortunate
   that my wife was ripe
   and ready for the duty
   of being in control as she
   did a fine job.. and sure she
   got to spend lots of the money
   i had saved for the rainy day
   that finally came.. YES THE WHOLE
   FLOOD OF DARKNESS CAME FOR
   ME.. and no doubt part of that
   was Karma in being out of balance
   with God for so many years
   living as a controlling
   person who feared more
   than loved in the balance
   of 2 decades or more
   of life.. my wife
   and i get along
   great now.. as i think
   she probably hated me
   deep down for around two
   decades when i was so strict
   with her.. so sure.. i can feel the
   pain of both my wife.. and other
   women.. who are controlled in
   patriarchal ways.. but it is
   a very complicated
   human condition
   that we have
   with all the
   cultural complexities
   that exist now.. and perhaps
   overall your way may work
   better.. in your country for
   successful lives in areas
   where resources are
   not so high..
   and this
   leads to lots
   of children and increasing
   population.. as Muslims are
   definitely outpacing other
   religions and peoples
   in making new humans
   but my friend there is even
   a bigger picture.. of God and
   that is that humans overall
   are raping the earth for resources..
   and this planet will not be able to
   continue to hold the population that
   is vastly increasing.. where misery and
   suffering in ways of natural starvation and
   many other ways of suffering will increasingly
   be the rule of the day.. until somehow human
   gets in balance with the rest of God’s living
   Earth.. but you see… the Balance of God as
   Nature.. is truly the ONE STILL IN CONTROL..
   WHILE we like to think that human is
   the one in control… where the
   big picture of God comes
   in.. yes Nature overall
   is still the one
   in control..
   and most of the conflicts
   we see today.. that are attributed
   to religions.. politics.. philosophies..
   cultures.. are truly a much larger
   penalty paid by human for
   getting out of balance
   with God..
   and until
   folks figure out
   that GOD IS REAL
   AND THERE ARE REAL
   DEADLY CONSEQUENCES
   ALONG WITH MISERY
   AND SUFFERING..
   the misery and
   suffering of human in
   slavery.. starvation.. rape..
   aggression.. violence.. wars..
   and overall mental illness
   of human will increase..
   as we have
   seen over
   the last few decades
   and in general.. ever
   since human established
   huge civilizations.. overpopulating
   with over consuming humans out
   of balance.. so sure.. i have
   sympathy for human..
   including you of
   course dear.. and
   your loving Muslim
   friends.. but in my
   opinion.. one must
   Support God first and
   foremost.. as the God of
   Nature is still very much in control..
   and all we humans.. regardless of
   state.. culture.. religion.. or
   human nature differences
   will pay the
   prices if we
   do not heed
   the cautions and
   WARNINGS OF GOD
   that are all around
   us now.. but meanwhile
   as alway we should count
   our blesSinGs.. do the best
   we can.. and SinG a SonG of
   Love togetHer whenever
   possible my
   friend..
   not forgetting..
   the least among
   us that does include
   a gRain of God’s sand as well
   my friend.. Soheir.. now and always now..:)

   Yes.. my friend.. i knew immediately
   that the holding hands by men was
   for brotherhood.. in social bonding..
   Human is a fascinating creature
   in how customs differ so greatly
   from country to country from
   language to language
   to religion to religion
   to male to male
   to female to female
   to male to female
   and female to male
   and all the differences
   in between and outside
   of that.. but the bottom line
   is there is ONE essence that iS
   GOD that WE fall under submission
   too.. whether we realize that or not..
   and that is the God of allthatis Nature
   both known.. unknown.. seen… unseen..
   felt.. and not felt as well.. and the truth
   and liGht is some humans see.. know..
   and feel more of the God of Nature
   than others do.. so sure some
   humans have more
   gifts than
   others
   and i for one
   cannot raise myself
   above others.. when i for
   one am more blessed than
   others this way now..
   or less as
   before
   my friend..
   we are under
   God togetHer whethEr
   we call God.. Allah.. God
   or Allthatis.. the labels
   are not the essence..
   the essence
   iS God
   my Friend..
   SOHEIR.. a SonG
   of liFe i continue
   to SinG aLL Free
   as pArt of
   ALLTHATiS..:)

   Smiles my friend..
   Yes.. i understand the rules of the
   Koran well.. And the ONE God i know
   and feel wiLL never fit a word alone..
   As words are small to me.. But of course..
   Once again.. i meet God face to face before
   i speak at age 3.. so of course this gift colors
   my view of God differently than most who rely on
   verbal language for communication about God..
   i need no books to understand God my friend
   as i for one.. at least.. am born this way..:)

   SMiLes.. my friend..
   i see..
   i hear..
   i taste..
   i smell..
   i touch..
   i propriocept
   manifestations of
   God.. inside.. outside
   above.. so below..
   and all around..
   but God goes
   so much deeper
   than even words
   for senses..
   and feelings
   my friend..
   and at
   3.. i experience
   the trust and comfort
   of all protecting God..
   where there is zero
   fear.. and all Love..
   but this Love is
   not just the languages
   of Love of what normal
   human beings calls
   gifts.. acts of service..
   quality time.. words
   of affirmation..
   and the
   human
   touch
   of Love
   alone..
   or even with
   agape Love
   of Loving
   all without
   exception
   as Mother
   Nature now..
   For those who drop
   all fear.. for those who
   Love with all their heARt..
   God reveals more and more
   of God as nows go by.. and
   God WiLL take human higher
   in feeling God as experience
   more and more.. and God WiLL
   show human how to feel more of
   God more and more.. what i know
   and feel for sure my friend.. is God
   is infinitely greater than i can even
   imagine through my experience up
   to now.. and even more beautiful than
   i ever see before.. there is only more to
   look forward to when one lives with
   God my friend.. as God provides
   heaven to those with the
   greatest faith.. belief
   and hope without
   fear now..
   with no
   wait until
   death…
   no limits
   and no expectations
   even.. of how much more
   Beautiful and Loving one
   can experience God more
   now.. so in other words
   even if i could find
   the words
   to describe
   how i experience
   God there would likely
   not be words to describe
   that experience.. the next now
   my friend.. as God is full of surprise
   and wonders for the Human Child of
   God who never loses the eyes of Child
   that will always experience more of God my
   friend.. into Infinity and beyond of the eternal
   now that always can and will exist between
   God and
   All God’s
   children..
   if i could take
   you to wHere i am
   you would understand
   but sadly that is not
   how God works now..
   as every relationship
   between God and child
   is unique and precious
   no different in this way
   reAlly than each of your
   children and you my
   kind and
   loving
   friend..
   and Mother..:)

   Anyway.. i really enjoyed
   all our conversation SOHEIR
   as obviously you have a great
   hunger to experience more of
   God.. and truly God does not
   spit out humans
   who have
   this hunger
   100%..
   and yes..
   before this comment..
   i put 3,193 words
   on here today..
   if i ever
   overwhelm
   you.. please
   let me know..
   dear friend..:)

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5. katiemiafrederick says:

   January 18, 2016 at 12:45 AM

   Seriously.. not having mind and
   body balance is a real functional
   disability.. and that’s why i rarely
   have followers..
   like this..
   or any
   at
   all..
   hehe..
   And oh by the way..
   Shirt of the day..
   says.. in photo..
   “I’M THE BOSS
   my wife said i
   could have a turn”..
   more on that later..
   in the next new named
   blog post beyond whoami..;)

   Reply
6. katiemiafrederick says:

   January 18, 2016 at 1:02 AM

   Hanks says..

   Very exhaustively rendered. Great pics!

   i say..

   Hi.. Hank.. thanks for coming
   by today.. and visiting me now
   here at this “Whoami”.. on my..
   http://katiemiafrederickblogspot.com
   site that is usuAlly
   much faster than
   the Word Press
   site to open..
   and sans
   all my
   draft work
   in the comments
   section of Word Press..
   So glad you enjoyed the
   photos.. as sure there is
   a buffet of almost all
   kinda stuff here
   to select
   from..
   with
   sMiLes of course..:)

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7. katiemiafrederick says:

   January 18, 2016 at 1:33 AM

   Well.. considering i average anywhere from 20K to 40K words
   a week.. approaching a novel sized book each week.. all
   weeks of the year.. it should be no surprise that
   what i do is rather exhaustively rendered
   where there is also an average
   total of around 200 to 400
   photos a week.. sometimes
   more.. including my ‘nether
   blog’.. too.. and hmm..
   anywhere from 4 to
   12 to more
   YouTube
   videos as
   well.. multiple
   links elsewhere.. and
   the total picture is oh so
   exhaustive.. that to actually
   put some of my blog posts..

   https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/12/26/godsuniversenovel/

   namely the one that is
   41,113 words and
   269 photos with
   over a dozen You
   Tube videos.. over
   600 pages long in
   actual book print
   and of course one cannot
   watch actual videos in printed
   books.. or click on links to other
   online multi-UniVerses of humans
   either.. the average online poet..
   posts 1 to 3 poems a week..
   that are somewhere around
   200 words each.. with maybe
   one photo on average if that
   and way less than a video
   a week well at all..
   as most folks
   don’t do that..
   and the
   nether world
   linked blog..
   very very rare
   inDeed.. so
   is it no
   wonder
   i don’t have
   many folks commenting
   here.. well.. of course not..
   not everyone wants to
   visit Barnes and
   Nobles
   and
   leave
   a comment
   when Barnes and
   Nobles is online..
   smiles.. and
   so much
   more..
   anyway.. it is what
   i do.. and truly it is a joy
   and not exhausting to me at
   all.. as i am working toward human
   potential.. me against me with GOD
   and no one else but
   US..
   and when folks
   visit.. it is a joy
   too.. but truly
   something
   never expected
   from the get go of this
   blog adventure.. as it is
   a practice of Art.. and not
   a game to gain either likes
   or the almighty dollar bill..
   i’ve tasted hell.. and heaven
   in life.. and the middle
   way of peace
   and bliss
   is enough
   for me..
   with getting
   a ‘little help’
   from my
   friends now
   and then.. that literally
   have and do number in
   the many thousands.. whether
   very few of them consider me
   a friend.. or even remotely sane
   for that matter.. but i am
   as insane
   as a fox
   and by
   now many
   of us finAlly
   know what
   the Fox
   says..
   weLL..
   at least
   some of us..
   anyWays..:)

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8. katiemiafrederick says:

   January 18, 2016 at 11:06 AM

   https://anarmchairperfectionist.wordpress.com/2016/01/18/quaintrelle/

   WeLL.. the word Quaintrelle.. Reminds
   me of a Quaint version of a
   Southern
   Belle.. but
   of course much
   more independent
   in impact and affect
   of free beauty..
   hmm.. and i
   wondered
   what the male
   version of that would
   be and Google says Dandy..
   and Dandy is kinda like the
   older version of the
   metrosexual
   and now
   manscaping..
   but hey.. beauty is more
   than skin and clothes deep.. and for
   me represents a full experience
   of the human condition wheRe
   a person can experience
   both a masculine
   and feminine
   side as well..
   as Lord
   kNows.. smiLinG.. laugHinG..
   and even giggLinG iS a healthY
   way to be.. to live longer..
   and to express anger
   iN arts that are
   martial iS
   a great
   way
   NOT
   to keep it iN..
   hmm… i haven’t provided
   a word yet.. so i’LL go wITh an
   old fashioned one named Love..
   however.. Love iS a word of ART to
   me as iT can be ever growing.. iN ways
   of moving.. feeling.. sensing.. including
   sensuality.. n0w
   connecting and
   C R E A T i N G
   iN a Whitmanish
   way of seeing and
   FEELING ALL THE
   BEAUTY iN the wor(l)d..
   and to clear for the non-
   poets among uS.. the now
   Walt version of Whitman
   iS experiencing iT aLL..
   with no
   fear of
   Living
   now.. groWinG hUman
   bEinG Garden as
   courageous
   and
   kinD
   Love..
   hmm.. Cosmopolitan-
   Love miGht be a great
   two-word stand iN..
   as Love
   can be
   so selfish
   and limited otherwise..
   when not fully experienced
   and shared with aLL others
   including Nature as
   sAME.. yeah.. now..
   Unconditional-Love..
   that’s the REAL Love
   word(s)
   to me..
   my friend..
   Prajakta.. reAlly
   hard to do without the
   online hive of connecting
   so many different sAMe hands..
   and finAlly yes.. i for one have
   fALLen to textromancy..
   yeah that’s
   the ONE..
   textromancy..
   and danceromancy..
   quiTe a
   dAnDy
   two..;)

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9. katiemiafrederick says:

   January 18, 2016 at 11:46 AM

   http://gigoid.me/2016/01/18/fully-hydrogenated-crankcase-oil-please-2/

   Creativity.. the Art
   of free association..
   and the more associations..
   the greater the potential
   iN Art of Creativity now..
   Hmm.. politicians.. priests
   and enlightened gurus
   like Jesus and Buddha…
   Politicians seek status
   and power.. Priests
   seek power
   and status
   and Jesus
   and Buddha
   are enlightened
   ones.. who understand
   all the power is inside..
   a seed just waiting
   to germinate
   born again
   or the
   first
   now.. now..
   iN relative
   Free WiLL..
   and this reminds me
   of Godzilla and Boston..
   specifically the newest movie
   about Godzilla and the SonG
   “Higher Power” by Boston..
   where Godzilla gets the
   job dOne independently
   with the interdependent
   powers of Nature
   disregarding the
   folly then of
   humankind
   out of balance
   now with Nature
   in many cultural virus
   ways of being too.. and
   it kinda reminds me now of
   when i’m dancing free in public
   everywhere i go.. in total waves
   of ecstasy and bliss.. not even
   noticing the dismay and or
   joy of others viewing
   what Godzilla
   iN me does
   as metaphor
   of course..
   as Godzilla
   is more of
   a martial
   artist than
   dancer in his
   major movie
   star role as it
   were and still
   is now in
   movies new..
   anyway.. to truly
   Understand Jesus
   and or Buddha it’s really
   simple.. one must become
   Jesus and Buddha as they
   are basicAlly the sAMe
   two different humans
   at core who simply
   manage heaven
   now iN the
   higher power
   of emotional regulation
   sensory integration..
   imagination
   and moving
   creativity
   in what
   they just
   do in
   real flesh
   and blood life then..
   And Godzilla gives such
   a toothy grin to politicians
   and priests.. as he knows and
   feels the real way to JUST GET
   THE JOB OF LIVING IN BALANCE
   DoNE.. AND SURE IT’S FUNNER
   WHEN IT IS A DANCE MORE
   THAN A BATTLE
   BUT YES..
   LIFE IS
   BOTH A
   DANCE
   AND STRUGGLE
   IN LIgHT AND DaRK
   OF ALLTHATIS NOW..
   and of course the
   meek like Jesus
   and Buddha
   will inherit
   the earth
   now then now
   as the politicians
   and priests.. for almost
   all.. never ever had it
   to begin with as
   it is real.. inside..
   outside.. above
   so below.. now
   and all around
   and truly never in
   all the cultural clothes we
   wear.. including power and status..
   material gains.. that never ever feel
   or fill
   the never
   ending balance
   of Heaven of Nirvana
   that is bliss alWays now..
   and yeah.. sure that’s the way
   of the world.. there are the camels..
   the needles.. and the truly free among US
   iN
   Truth and LiGht..
   And the bottom
   line is ‘those’
   ‘metaphors’
   illustrate
   reality
   of the
   human condition
   when properly discerned
   away from the myths and
   illusions that house and
   vehicle and vessel
   core truths and
   liGhts
   of
   being
   hUmanOW..:)

   SMiLes..
   what iS human..
   i for OnE aM allthatis..
   to be iS All iS aLL i’LL bE..;)

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10. katiemiafrederick says:

    January 18, 2016 at 8:20 PM

    My friend SOHEIR.. from Egypt.. said some time
    ago.. you are lucky.. your wife has
    the face of a child..
    and yes.. theRe
    is an
    innocent
    face here..
    pure of Virgin
    spirit.. as ‘they’ say
    that can never be spoiled
    by human hands.. of other intention…:)

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11. katiemiafrederick says:

    January 18, 2016 at 8:51 PM

    Well.. now off to dVerse for their new Monday
    prompt.. that is specifically
    named Quadrille..
    a 44 word prompt
    that relates to
    dance used
    as a verb..
    and hmm.. i could
    go the strict route
    and do 30 to 40 or
    however many poetic
    responses come in this
    form now for this week long
    prompt.. that is long as last
    week’s Haibun prompt.. but
    for me dance is free.. sacred..
    and holy.. in ExpresSinG human
    emoTioN.. and while i wiLL keep
    it relatively short as i usually
    do in less than 50 word
    efforts of micro
    poetic expresSinG
    responses.. i will
    also keep it free as
    dance and SonG can
    be free flowing like
    waves of Oceans
    with the nameless
    navigator of i.. iN
    miNd and BoDy
    B A L A N C i N G
    soUl.. expresSinG
    tHe emoTioNal dance
    and SonG iN SinGinG
    i as free.. SpiRit of
    heArt now.. iN
    the dance
    and SonG
    of Life
    as stiLL
    evolving as
    God’s children
    US can be
    when FREE..
    or as ‘they’
    say the
    meta
    phor
    oF iS
    Ra
    EL.. Free Humans of God NOW..:)

    *
    Moving Dances human spiRit..
    oh.. emoTioNs you SinG so Free
    from head to toe.. to hand
    to legs.. to arms to nether
    pARts.. all so free…
    and when you join
    hands with
    other
    humans
    dance of toes
    of how friends
    SinG Together dancing
    ONE..:)

    sidenote..
    okay.. i did at
    least one
    expression
    to FILL THE
    legal requirement
    of the prompt.. 44 words.. and
    as alWays.. asterisks indicate
    sites that no longer welcome
    my input.. and this person
    who is a real detailer..
    as i too was at
    one point..
    through
    many of the poems..
    i have already reviewed
    before a nap earlier this
    afternoon.. with iPhone 6s
    in bed hands.. in poem after
    poem.. she corrected the usage
    of the word dance.. until finally
    she screwed up.. and forgot what
    the rules were herself..
    ah.. the Karma
    of the perfectionist..
    i know and feel too well..
    where eventually perfection
    comes and makes one look
    foolish when correcting
    others.. to
    the sharpest
    of pencil
    lead
    heads…
    side note ends…;)

    Ballet dancing 230 Lbs..
    even harder than
    dainty 115 lb
    slender
    legs..
    but still NOW
    often identified
    as a professional
    dancer i am..
    until women
    fall into
    my arms
    and i
    drop them..
    then they
    find out..
    never
    a lesson
    or rule of
    dance for
    me ALL FREE..:)

    side note again..
    okay.. i did 44 again
    and maybe i’ll do
    it more just
    for fun..
    come what
    may.. we will
    see.. but yes..
    this is true..
    some women
    at the dance
    hall with
    classical
    experience
    in ballet dancing
    assumed i was professionally
    oriented and just fell into my
    arms.. and seriously i wasn’t
    expecting it and they just
    dropped to the floor..
    as they say
    never judge
    anything
    by the
    dance
    clothes
    it wears
    alone..;)

    end side note
    AGAIN..;)

    Interestingly.. as my father
    aged never dancing
    age for him..
    compared
    to clothes of
    Anthony Quinn
    in still noble look..
    closing in on 80..
    life then..
    Lotto
    tickets
    replace
    dreams of him
    dancing free…
    but still standing
    when he dropped dead…
    conquering life… ever now..:)

    *
    Selfish human..
    Dancing greed..
    deep it runs.. now
    all ways of bullying
    lesser among us..
    from stronger
    men to weaker
    women.. to the
    IQ of intellectual
    bullying the greed
    perceiving greater
    dance of human against
    lower human dancing now
    goes on in human suffering…

    Humanity deviating now..
    Modern halls dancing life..
    reflecting nature changes
    as overpopulating humans
    changing behaviors with
    females hooking up with
    females.. rear to rear
    and no longer
    dancing now
    romancing
    cheek to
    cheek.. oh..
    the bootie
    dancing
    is tRuly
    An old/new
    human rule..:)

    SMiLes.. never much
    for dancing girls dancing life..
    with me.. wall flower am i in
    20’s… but once
    in a while a
    six pack
    of beer says
    liquor dances
    better.. no more
    drinks.. dancing
    life.. i free solo..
    now girls come
    to me so FREE..:)

    SpiRaLinG DanCinG
    dArk and liGht
    grace and beauty
    chaos and ugly
    dancing human
    SonG.. dancing
    life aLL liGht
    dArk..
    dancing UniVerse
    Dancing all the
    objects dancing
    ALL..
    now
    day and night
    Dancing just dancing…
    dArk then liGht SinGinG
    inspiRing dancing
    more.. InfiNity
    n0w.. Dancing…

    Dancing Life..
    Dancing Death..
    sport of Anger..
    sport of Love..
    feat of Grace..
    feat of Anger..
    dancing sMiLes..
    dancing grimaces..
    wHere we dance now..
    dances uS iN joy or fear..
    free or bondAge.. aLL
    dancing
    Life
    now
    dancing
    starting
    life now
    aGaiN..
    danCinG fRee..:)

    first part of side
    note.. reference last
    poetic expression..
    he/she asks me if
    i’m ‘dancing
    around the
    topic’..
    and i say..

    SpecificAlly.. dancing
    30 times with 44 words
    of sinGinG verbal dance..
    too long to read for mere
    mortals.. friend.. Hehe..
    WInks.. So i did not lInk..
    and left just one here..
    Thanks for
    your inspirational
    poeTry.. i come and go aLL
    around with preSent muse now..:)

    second part of sidenote here..

    as referenced
    earlier trying
    to clear up
    some ‘non-
    sense’ of
    ‘people’
    who can
    only ‘see’
    ‘concretely’
    it seems..
    iN terms
    of poeTry..:)

    In Bjorn’s example
    number #3.. it is
    clearly implied that
    the condition is the
    object.. the condition
    of ‘madness’ ..not the
    word..
    ‘itself’..
    i wasn’t
    an English
    teacher but
    yes.. i can
    read.. with
    all due respect
    of course.. and
    just trying to
    make sense
    of all of this
    from the
    outside
    in.. smiles…
    in other words
    Lillian.. yes.. you were
    good to go already.. before..:)

    side note ends..:)

    Dancing memories..
    feelings sway through
    hips and fingers..
    Dancing thinking
    so concrete..
    memories of
    dates..
    faces..
    places..
    but Love
    danCinG
    connecTinG
    sTill now
    sAMe..
    living life sAMe
    without feelings
    iS dancing liFe
    with no home
    being now..
    dancing
    hell
    iS
    no
    love memories
    connecting now..:)

    side note begins..
    After living life
    with no emotions
    for 66 months as
    a side-effect of the
    worst pain known
    to humankind..
    type two..
    Trigeminal
    Neuralgia
    from wake
    to sleep..
    truly it is a
    blesSinG
    that emotions
    are the
    last to
    go in
    Dementia..
    if nothing else..
    as i can surely
    say that no
    feeling
    is really
    Hell..
    as it is
    even worse than
    the worse pain
    known to
    humankind
    assessed as
    literally
    worse
    than
    crucifixion
    my friend…
    but sure.. some
    wheRe.. some place..
    tHere may be a darker
    hell that that as even worse….
    dancing alone… sings no song….
    end of side note…

    Summer SonG.. now..
    Bees Dance.. SinG
    more of SpRinG
    Dance Bees..
    DanCinG
    NoWs
    Dance
    bes.. now..
    Winter cOld
    covers Bees
    SonG.. FaLL
    comes.. Bees
    dance warm
    Winter home
    of Queen
    Be
    HoneY
    safe.. World
    stays.. ah.. living green
    SonG DanCinG SinGinG
    Homecoming alive aGain now..:)

    Dancing Loves..
    Dancing Jealousy
    of Lost Loves.. Garden
    Blessings.. long since
    lost in dancing others
    away from Love
    to others
    holding
    dear..
    Dance of Life..
    so soft.. so hard..
    tears.. come.. joy
    goes.. fears real..
    life pains.. dance
    of dArk
    liGht
    of
    Dance
    SpRinGs..:)

    *
    Dancing SNow of FroZen
    heARts thaWinG ways now
    of spiraLinG liGhts..
    SpiRit flows then to
    soUls deLight.. dArk
    foRest green
    comes back
    to WiNter
    feats of
    feet so true..
    Dancing sleds and
    skis.. assist our feet.. now
    Love grows warmer.. a SonG of Dance..:)

    DanCinG heArt
    free.. feAt aWay
    from dArk.. soUl
    fRee.. spRinGS from hands
    of harm.. medicine within..
    fearless surviving moves..
    swirling inside survives..
    armor of hate
    outside.. swirling
    spiRit rises
    above..
    pain
    of hammers
    nails.. dancing
    lives again iN
    human eyes..
    heaRt
    believing
    once again..:)

    DanCinG children’s dreams
    on stage.. Nutcracker Sings
    fair and lovely eyes of
    sweet ways of living
    liFe.. graceful moving
    innocent ways of youthful
    spiRit flies moves of sinGinG
    SonG of play.. oh what joy
    iS iN wonder cLouDs
    of dancinG
    free iN
    youngster’s eYes..:)

    Sanity danCinG relative
    ways of human bliss..
    oh.. sitting sTill WitH
    poeTry can please
    most sureLy now
    iN SonG of style..
    but the dancing flesh
    and blood.. spiRaLinG
    energy from head to toe
    has no earthly mortal
    equal
    iN
    screens oF
    flesh and blood..:)

    Home oF sAnd
    breathes air of
    dancing trees…
    human heARts
    free alive under
    bridges of soUl..
    oh.. SpiRit.. you grow when
    trees of living become
    dancing legs.. the free
    home withiN.. then
    reTurns
    iN dance..
    of uS.. ariSinG
    aGaiN.. danCinG
    SinGinG.. ways oF liFE..:)

    Dancing mysteries..
    of lives go on.. detectives
    breathing SonGs of intrigue..
    puzzle pieces come by as solving
    ways of crimes iN miseries thirSting
    for relief.. wITh pain still cominG
    so long ago.. still dancing
    hurt among
    lives
    gone by..
    cure a
    heArt..
    cries now..:)

    Planets Dancing orbits
    around the Sun.. five come
    into view aligning January 20th
    through February 20th of 2016..
    last closest two
    alignments in
    March of 2013..
    and another
    seven planets
    align
    iN July
    that same
    year then..
    ‘we’ beLIEVE
    amaZinG positive
    energy wiLL come
    from this.. sureLY.. iF..:)

    A form of poetry
    A form of dance
    A Form human
    dances all
    so much
    freer with
    no form at all..
    but sure a way..
    here and now then
    and back again.. dancing
    wanderlust for more adventure
    comes.. as sidewalks go.. free grass stays…:)

    Adventures oF liFe alWays
    best when flesh and blood
    moves.. iN aLL ways new
    wheRe emoTioNs fly
    freer.. iN moves
    of grace.. and
    sParks of
    liGht.. now..
    Dance life..
    Dance free..
    Dance Rain and Sun..
    wITh sAnds gRain feet
    feat as air and water..:)

    Moonlight
    dreams danCinG..
    midnight beaches
    diatoms gloWinG
    iN spiRaling sAnd
    shores.. waves of
    moist Summer’s eve
    wash away.. morning comes..
    glistening waters of
    Dancing sun
    rays..
    breeze
    sea oats
    swaying ’till
    seagulls
    match
    swirling
    skies
    of clouds
    brushing..
    evermore
    danCinG SinGs
    sonG.. never ending..:)

    Dancing dOne less
    Dancing doNe more..
    Dancing thrills real
    more donE dancing
    less Done Dancing
    dancing
    just
    DonE
    more
    than
    sitting still
    never dancing more..
    moves more.. over and
    over again.. different..
    never
    sAMe..
    arise again..
    dancing SonGs
    human free..
    no side
    walk
    home..:)

    Dancing WiNter sNow Love..
    hidden heArts of Frozen
    lore.. wedding
    dress of
    home
    alone..
    hope iS more
    than cold snow
    hands.. wish of
    three.. one of
    Love.. sNow
    sMiles back
    hAnds
    cOld
    now..
    wArm heARt bRings
    relief of Cold.. FroZen
    spiRit grows.. wedding home..:)

    *
    Dancing tickets to paradise
    one and same.. all or none..
    Dancing tickets to hell
    same and one.. none or all..
    Dancing tickets to now..
    all one trip
    different
    paths..
    no style
    same.. danCinG
    now displaYinG
    Rainbow colors
    life shines
    multi-uNiVerseS
    danCinG beyond rainBow colors..:)

    *
    Dancing Art
    away from Science..
    Dancing Real.. God’s
    Art free.. Dancing
    human.. Dancing ways..
    Dancing with
    God human
    free..
    no restrictions
    in body moves.. all
    is free from head
    to toe.. Sun
    Shines down
    on all of
    sKin
    no longer
    separate
    aLLone iN NOW..:)

    All caught up through
    25 and one more away
    from dVerse too..:)

    Back again.. the one
    more away is the
    one below
    from gigoid’s
    site.. to make
    30 total.. but for
    now at
    11:08
    1192016..
    four more
    to come from
    dVerse now..
    and this baby is
    getting reAlly
    long.. almost
    time to post
    this new
    one titled
    ‘DanCinG
    FloWers
    WiNter
    THorns’
    more
    to come in
    coming blog
    post comments
    section.. and
    perhaps some
    more then..
    after that..
    as come what
    may will come
    again.. then now..
    as a danCinG sinGinG me..:)

    Black bird soUls
    frozen HeArt SpiRits
    Dancing dead iN
    desert sNows
    sAnd.. cOld
    flesh.. blood
    BOnes no lonGer
    danCinG SonGs now
    of Youthful feeLinGs
    melting Frozen snows
    of desert heaRt back
    to life then and now
    reTiring crows black
    ariSinG SinGinG
    Phoenix fiRes
    back..:)

    Dancing histories loving
    embracing human touch
    from romancing brave soldiers
    danCinG shy damsels in diStress..
    to disco days.. slow dance
    songs.. enough whisky
    to brave the ask
    of dance..
    hmm..
    to joyful dance hall
    days.. wHere then.. everyone
    gets on the floor at once..:)

    Now it is women
    who approach
    women
    with
    bootie
    dances first..
    and oh.. God help
    me.. i’M juSt there
    to exercise.. in aerobic
    martial arts and ballet moves..
    happily married at 55..
    assaults from rear
    to front..
    dancing genders
    battle now.. dancing
    microcosms.. society large..:)

    DanCinG Boogie WonderlAnds..
    fLoors unkNown.. rabbit
    holes dancinG never
    exploRinG rules
    ‘fore iN dance..
    maKinG
    words and steps
    beYond pre-plan
    miNDs.. counting
    words and steps
    leads aWay
    fRom
    fRee..
    rUles of steps
    and words.. order
    reQuiRinG.. escaPinG
    rabBit hole paths
    knoWinG no now
    liMits..;)

    Dancing religion deaths..
    cold heARTinG eYes..
    raping little orphan
    girls.. burning
    lesser dowry
    wives on stoves..
    killing a hundred
    thouSand in desert
    lies war
    for all
    tHeir
    oiL..
    danCinG
    evilive
    DEvilivED..
    no diVine..
    dUSt
    be
    a desert
    alone
    with dancing kills
    sealing fate… now…

    All caught up
    and time
    to publish
    for now
    at least..;)

    12:13 pm
    1192016

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12. gigoid says:

    January 18, 2016 at 9:59 PM

    Thoughts flying along
    with this dancing song of joy;
    too much for haiku.

    But, I had to try…. nice one, my friend…

    I’m still doing, but, wanted to finish this before Leelu woke up from her latest rest. Took a while, as my eyes are needing new glasses, I think.

    Have a good one there on the Right Coast… well, near enough…. bottom coast, actually….

    See ya

    gigoid

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    • katiemiafrederick says:

      January 18, 2016 at 10:05 PM

      i enjoyed your Haiku
      friend.. no Haiku
      too smAll
      or too
      LonG for
      me celebrating
      and seizing the
      preSent of now
      is now aGaiN..
      one step
      of dance
      one word
      of SonG
      one now
      the best of
      all times dancing Now
      my friend.. gigoid..:)

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13. katiemiafrederick says:

    January 19, 2016 at 10:50 AM

    http://gigoid.me/2016/01/19/assemble-the-marigolds-for-debarkation/#comment-17727

    Facing what felt like the reality of death
    three times in the 40 day period of
    no sleep during ‘my lent period’
    of 2008.. except for one hour
    the first day of 35 days
    helped along very
    shallow with
    an alpha
    blocker
    and no sleep
    at all the last
    35 of 40.. counting
    down the days to
    the final
    closing
    of the
    curtain of pain..
    it is one great source
    of comfort and confidence
    to know and feel how much
    of a blesSinG death is no
    matter what happens
    after that..
    a way
    out of misery
    and suffering that
    is worse than any hell
    imaginable is certainly
    a gift of life death is
    then and now..
    and sure..
    my son dying
    in my arms after
    51 days of nothing
    but tortuous pain
    extended by modern
    medical so-called
    miracles of
    living more
    the suffering
    dead alive..
    is the only
    part of his
    life where a peaceful
    look came to his face
    shortly before his last
    breath comes.. and with
    a child there is no morphine
    to ease the end.. then they just
    disconnect as there are no words
    to share of discomfort.. it’s just
    a baby with no personality
    huh.. but all living things
    sense and feel
    pain.. only
    an ignorant
    U N F E E Ling
    human would
    believe that no
    words mean no
    feelings same..
    no different than
    dementia.. where
    Love still lives in some..
    but the emptiness of losing
    one’s heArt.. spiRit of
    emoTions that are
    literAlly heARt
    in a minD and
    boDy out of
    balanCe is the death
    in life wheRE all tHere iS
    iS time and now never feels
    as now can never feel now..
    one must go to this hell
    first to understand
    it is disconnecting
    from the rest
    of the Universe
    that is the
    hell of
    human
    where only
    time exists..
    Heaven is now..
    that is enough for me..
    there is no choice for the best
    truths iN liGhts in liFe to trust
    what iS.. to the best of one’s
    ability.. as fear.. is A
    source of aLL
    disconnecting
    from the rest
    of the UniVerse
    free.. other animals
    only use neurohormones
    of fear.. for fight and flight..
    human so-called smart with
    memories and forecasts of futures
    with fear.. is truly the ‘dumbest’ animal
    of them all.. as human is the only animal
    who can forget how to feel connected free
    with the rest of the Universe now.. in TOTAL BALANCE..
    i live the lesSon of Pan of the FoRest.. dance life free now
    with nymphs who dance too.. SinG for Joy..
    yes.. Live FREE NOW SonG
    of eternal
    dance
    NOW..:)
    And by the way.. the first
    two realities of death
    were terrifying..
    but the last
    one was total
    peace.. and yes..
    i came back.. as
    my ‘JOB’ was far from dOne..;)

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