Mountain low Valley HiGh

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Learning to Love iT aLL
and chances are
one WiLL Love
wITh
JoY
noW
bEcoMinG
LiGht of Joy..
Finding Balance
surfing Life.. most
importantly sharinG iT
WitH the rest of Nature..:)

i can write an infinite number
of odes to Joy.. as i’ve been
to the other place
of no hope..
faith in
anything
or Belief iN
anything at aLL
the black hole
Sun of
human
being
NONE..
BUT a dARK
foRce back to
liGht briGhter
than ever before
as a star shiNinG
briGhTly iN human
form as liGht flows now..:)

(insert E,W,and Fire song here..;)

A major roadblock to joy is
syntax and semantics.. tribal
language.. holds on form..
instead of essence..
prayer is real and
works when shared
and believed.. the Placebo
effect in science proves this
with no doubt.. but true science
also shows only a third of folks
get a benefit.. so no.. prayer
doesn’t always
work..
as not all
folks have the
ability to alter the
course of their lives
with believing positive
stuff.. however as always
change is possible and that
is where hope comes in and
for those who have success
with the placebo effect of
prayer that is REALLY
REAL AND no less
magical with
a science
word
for the
same essence
of TRUTH AND LIGHT
OR NOT.. and yes.. the
opposite evil of the
‘Nocebo effect’ is
as real
as bringing
on negative impacts
of life with downward thoughts
as any voodoo that any so-called
witch doctor can do.. and yes they
harm.. vs.. white magic witch doctors
help with the placebo effect.. just
another way of cognitive
behavioral therapy
where the
self of
we
learns to
guide as relative
free WiLL for positive
change.. in life always
now.. through just doing
it with action.. reading
a book is not
enough..
life takes
JUST DOING IT
TO GET IT DONE FOR
JOY OR YES.. PAIN.. AS
NOT WELL AS WELL.. now
And that’s the simple pArt
of Joy.. wHere iT really gets complicated
iS the pArt wHere if ya really wanna stay happy
ya never leave bootcamp.. as a military metaphor
for folks like me.. who started off way too weak
to serve the ’cause to protect Liberty
and Justice for all in the freest
ways possible.. yea sure
when it works out
that way
on a
National
Level.. but anyway..
Nature and Human Joy
Spells constant and unrelenting
work as a practice of becoming
fearless and loving too.. like
Cinderella or fella in
Kind and Courage..
the now modern
version applies
as well too..
there are no
shortcuts
to lasting
Balance.. Peace..
and Joy in Life..
it takes a Soldier
of Love to be Hero iN
God’s world that’s Nature
ONE.. iS just not a place
for folks who do not
want to fight
for survival
and joy
in the
most peaceful
ways possible.. which
for me.. is basically the
way of a Yogi.. however
there are no Loving Yogi’s
who will not insist on coming
down from the mountain of human
balance in bliss of heaven’s nirvana
now.. not to bRinG other humans UP..
UNless a Yogi.. goes the black hole
sun way.. now.. and refuses
to shine the lamp
for others
to find
a
way too..
anyway.. i have
many privileges in life..
and curses as well.. i know
little.. FEELING what works for me..
but i share.. ’cause yeah.. NOW..
i can irrefutably
prove
how
well what
works for me
does.. it ain’t
sidewalk
talk..
it’s
free my friend..
gigoid.. on earth
for now at least..
i Live as Leaves of
Grass.. GRains of Sand
and Oceans that flow
across shores with
no boundaries..
and there is no
wheRe i WiLL go welcome
or not.. that i will not now learn
something to share in the joy of
liFe.. both liGht and
dArk as it is
ALL REAL..
and
sAMe as
GODALLTHATIS
EVERCHANGING
EVERREADY
EVER
NOW..:)

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http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/01/winter-green-smell-grass-free-verse.html

Back to dVerse
Haibun Monday..
with more Fredbun’s
to come in unofficial
poetic response
in micro
and macro
all free
verse
poeTry
way..;)

SMiLes.. Flower
and Hawk n0w
liVe SpiRaLinG
dReams ’round
Sun or Bees
SunG aS
SonG of
Free..

FloWers spiRaL
Golden eYes
aLL..:)

Now then electric
floweRinG fish so
deep as ocean
black miles so low..
Grows strangest
liGhts of life
of all..
and to
thINk humans
are more special
than the rest
as far
as
aided
science can
see.. the humbling
pArt is liFe as aLL
that iS
now…

What else
need be but
colors of now..:)

SMilEs.. perhaps the saddest
of aLL iS SonG oF..
hUman.. never
finding ways
to sing.. thanks
to the drones.. the
robots.. who bRing
avenues online
to
sing
that SonG…

WheRe tool
and human
sings LovesHeArt..:)

Force Cold
and Hot of
Nature’s
CLawS..
liFe
cLings on…

Star dust
breathes..
again…:)

Best thing i love
about poeTry
iN pictures
iS human
bEinGs shaRinG
more than teXt
onLiNe.. iNow..

Rare iS A
face Real
iN Poetry..

Photos tale
more..
hUman pictURe..:)

Well.. all caught
up for now.. time
for sand dance
iN brilliant
cool Sun
of Winter
day.. as tan
days sTill for me..
in athletic wear
of God
allthatis
born as me
aS iS4N0W..:)

1122016
12:27 pm…

Back at 12:10 pm
1132016
with four
more Haibun
links from
dVerse to
respond to
before
mid-day
Sand and Sun
dance starts..:)

COldest sTar dUSt
niGhts.. sTiLL smeLL
sCent oF liGht..
seedS Of dusT
stiLL
uS…

WiNter cOld
StaR duSt briGht
LiFe sTill coMes..:)

SMiLes.. why do humans
get cOld in Winter..
they wear clothes
and hibernate
in homes..
behind
screens
that become
life.. now…

i wear
shorts
outLiFElive..:)

Seed of
WiNter
never worries..

TAllest Free
once
a
seed..

i lost
my
Haibun..
my Haiku..
not to worry..;)

Hmm.. quick side
note for the potential
casual reader.. i don’t
do poetry forms
stRict
i
am worry
free..
and
essence
R E A L..
and poeTry
AM i now..
side note
ends..;)

Ah.. the mind..
Oh.. the body..
Wow.. the balance..

Mountain
low
Valley hiGh..:)

11:31 am
1142016
a couplet more..:)

Green of Centipede reigns until
January Second Week
Winter’s breath
too.. here…

Frost Kiss
violet
Bloom Azalea..:)

Train song..
evidence
nows
gONe by..
SonG
proof
Train now..

Hear Now
Train
Track SinGs..:)

11:38 am…

1032

And now to dVerse Tuesday’s
prompt on taking on the
persona of another
human being..
fable.. or
myth.. in ways
of poeTry to expand
one’s cognitive empathy
pass what they normally
do to move.. connect
and create in life..
and yeah..
ahem..
i do that
all the time..
whether folks
notice or not..
never judge the
essence of a book
or me by the cover you
see.. as i could make myself
anything from Devil to Angel
on cAll of Director i as Actor I
of play of life WitH ALLTHATIS
AKA God..
and often
iN my online
travels during the
5 years.. i have been
named many other
personas when i’m
just being me..
ranging from
Buddha to
a great Lawyer
and almost every
character in between..
as i reflect the world
i live in from
A to Z
and more..
as Ynot fly
a Zen Art of Ego
that works the best
in the Environment of
Empathy in connection
with others free.. the
chameleon arrives
in style
wherever
he(r) goes for
the color that
suits the now
of others
too..
Peace is
in cooperation
and balance and
harmonious relationships..
some folks use this human
power for strife.. and while sometimes
that comes intended or not from me..
it is the Love of Harmony that
sets me
free the
most
now!..
Remembering one of my
most outrageous ones
if i can pull up the
creativity to
do it.. NOW..

i am the Harlot
of aLL Lands of earth
butt i come for your women
and not your men.. i am A
secret pleasURre.. tHeir deSire..
A Harlot that loves women.. like
women who love women..
with grace
and flair..
butt hips that
work circles ’round
mounds.. wITh
oral sation
groWinG Love
Gardens soft
hard
sparkLinG..
tinGly
deLiGhts
rains PleaSure
reigns Love
reins aLL
iN LAir
of
i..:)

Okay.. that’s my contribution..
if anyone goes down on
what i do
this far
iN
words..

And that’s kinda
like a Fredbun too..
in last stanza now..
And i did my best
to keep iT appropriate
for PG 13 rated view..;)

Smiles.. the only way.. i feel now..
to fully understand psychopathy
is altogether to lose heArt
and i can say i’ve
been tHere
and it’s
beyond
scary
to say
the least
that there ARE
STONE cold humans
walking the earth
with no cares
of humanity
come now
dead or
alive
as
well..
And truly if they
always exist like
that tHeir term
here is hell
as there
is nothing
worse
than a
human
with no soul..
but sure i have
empathy for even
that human-less condition
as that kind of empathy cannot
possibly come as it is no empathy
at all
when
not felt
as such..
And to be clear..
i don’t really know
for sure if that is what
you are describing here..
but it comes close enough
to my memory of what that
dead place
in life
was like..:)

*
My wife is the female
version of Dorian
Grey.. perhaps
better termed
as the ‘Age
of aDaline’
sTill sAMe
age.. as her
at 45.. but
even younger
looking.. brighter
young face illuminating
all rooms.. where even the
Starbucks guy puts
Queen Katrina
on her
Frappe
cup
as he bows
down to her
beauty as
any
King
will..
So isn’t it amazing
she let’s me go dancing
with beautiful young
twenty-somethings to
tunes of selfies
of 600 total..
every
Thursday
Night week..
93 times now
on my blogs
this week..
you see the
Queen of the
World never
fears
another
woman as
she kNows
deep down
who she
alReady
is.. whether
spoken or not
it is clear as
her white illum
iNaTinG grinOW..;)

*
Immigrants coming to
a culture no longer
appreciating the
gifts of God’s
Green Earth
banding together
as a real culture
in a culture no
longer willing
to see the
dream now
that still
lives with
hard work..
hope.. and
togetherness..
Yes.. it’s all
about soul.. grace..
kind and courage to
survive.. and thrive
together as one species
who reAlly lives free now..
and hell yes.. it mostly
now.. comes
iN
Brown..
increasingly
as before..
‘we’ get
here..
Brown
iS
FREE..
and i’m
still working
on my tan but
i already did
my tiMe to
be freeST
N0W..;)

Side note here..
Victoria.. when i first
visit the dVerse trail..
a most beautiful
hawk lands
on my swing
of 20 years..
the swing is
22 now..
and A
Hawk
just comes for the
second time ever
back long enough
for me to photo him
for my 696th post
in my longest
running blog..
a siGn for
sure..
a dream
come true..
and yes.. now
as i continue
to learn how
to create reality
as i go in Hawk’s
eYes fruition
for what
comes
now..
anyway.. i thought
you might remember
that Hawk.. but if not..
‘he’ IS coming soon
again..
in a day
or so..:)

It’s reAlly hard for most
Americans to imagine now
a real war on homeland
soils.. but easier to
Love a country
when all
can be
lost..
and one
iS actuAlly
aware of iT…

Strength iN
KiNd Love of
FamiLy
and counTry..:)

A study of U.S. Presidents
is amazing.. as it doesn’t
provide a view of invincible
men.. so much.. as a view
of broken men.. some
mended.. but some
living by
the skin
of
darkness
to motivate what
it is then that makes
them leaders now
so high-n-might
in a so-called
free world..
but yeah..
things are better
for many than in
Lincoln days and
Candidates.. are
still as outlier
as they now
were then..
more than
obviously
that pARt
of leadership
iS nothing new..:)

3:44 pm..
and all caught
up on the Tuesday
Prompt for now..
Dance Shopping
coming in
all of
Katrina’s
Favorite stores
TG.. put the Key
board.. mouse
and scroll
pad down..
and move
free..!
baby!
MOVe!..:)

Dance is finished
for the night.. but
still sinGinG PoeTry
for the day.. now
niGht
here.. back
at 9:37 pm..
to catch
up to
dVerse
now..:)

i love mythology.. ancient
and modern.. so many
potential paths
carry through
your words
here.. and truly
all mythologies..
from Egyptian..
to Greek.. to now
Abrahamic religions
to Hindu.. Japanese
and Chinese variations
house vehicles and vessels
of human abstract constructs
that describe the human archetypes
oF our inner UniVerses.. that are no less
amazing with Wonder than the outside
one’s Telescope sees.. difference iS
inside is art.. and while telescopes
and scientific methods
attempt to
set
measurable
reality in stone..
the inner Universe
of Human is constantly
changing and truly a
non-repeatable
experiment
less the
illusions
of material
reductionism and
modern psychology..
and psychiatry..
breaking down
the mind now
to neuro-hormones..
neuro-chemicals..
and outwardly
observable
behavioral
actions..
oH.. the oracle
of the Inner Universe
and Morpheus.. the ever
changing dream of human
that manifests as us too..
for those of us
with super
charged
relative
free will..
but that is
ART and not science..
no text book will ever
match.. or science method..
But yes.. poeTry and dance
iS a SonG of human Art
that comes
to tale
a much
larger human
Truth and LiGht
as heARt expresSinG
SpiRit.. iN miNd and
BoDy balanCinG soUl..
no short-cuts in
pills.. other
than the
placebo
one
of
belief
that makes
a positive direction
of the UniVerse of we..
yes.. there is much more
than a grain of truth in
human mythologies..
liGht
heART
iS
iN
Truth
N0W..:)

SMiLes..
humans will
worship the
smallest of
junk..
if that is
what they
are told to do..
by others for
acceptance
true or
false.. matters
not.. small
or large..
the flavors
of culture
taste the
same as different..
large and small..:)

Fuhrer’s right
Fuhrer’s wrong
Fuhrer’s left
Fuhrer’s none..
bottom line
no
more..
rightly
gone..:)

i suppose.. now
iF liFe iS a soap
opera.. wow..
fragments
are never
lost..
sMiLes..
and alWays
found.. wInks..:)

Tribal
instinct
from birth
to death
escape within..:)

SMiLes.. sadLY
enough.. quintessential
Lovers most often fail
essential..:)

Yeah.. dam..
in REAL
liFe..
Humpty
alWays
has to put
himself
back
together
again..:)

SMiLes..
regret so
beautiful..
mistake or
not opposed
to callous..
regret..
gift
of sorrow’s
rebirth now..:)

More detours..
iN between.. but
all caught up
at 10:55 pm..:)

Back at 2:45 pm..
1132016..
playing catch
up again..;)

SMiLes.. WInks
it’s as plain as a
yelLow
combover
to some of us..
but no.. not wheRe
i live for most of them.. 90%..
Thanks God for the Internet
as the Valley is Low here
for the
MounTaiN
of Love..
but yes..
i come
down to dance
not unlike the
GRinch carVing
tHe Real Christ
mas.. roasTed
bEast
dISh..:)

i agree.. My friend..
All of Politics.. Religion..
and Philosophy.. is a PoeTry
prompt to me.. In fact of Art..
All of life is.. To me..
SMiLes more..:)

Sadly.. there are some
folks and some cultures who/
that cannot bear the thought
that women have a choice..
and those are most all
weak
folks/
cultures
@
heARt
most often fostered
first by daddies
and or mommies
who say
boys
don’t cry..
they do or
they dry up
and eventually
blow
away….
taking much
wreckage with
tHeir storm of
fear
and
hate…

‘You kNow’.. it’s ‘funny’..
i don’t think i’ve ever
had someone come to
my blog and provide
comments
of generalized
platitudes.. i find
now.. so much..
as i
explore so
many poetic
ways of life online..
and i rarely get comments..
but they all seem like true
friends.. when i do get
them.. so i suppose
it’s all
worth
it.. my friend..
as sometimes
trUly Loving
folks take
an effort..
however..
i didn’t speak
until age 4.. so
sure.. some of
us have an excuse..
wInks.. and others
simply try harder
to Love
and
eventuAlly
succeed
wheRe
Life
counts..:)

Love.. a flower..
not all feel..
Human
an
object
all some
see..
if only
humans could
feel like animals
they too.. could be free..:)

Coming back from
a visit to a shrink..
30 miles or so
from home
of Free..
Clouds of rainbows
colors horizon far
and i’ll be damed
if the Greek and
Roman Gods..
God
did not
disPlay
as cLouds
of
heARt..
Oh.. imagiNaTioNscReaTiviTy
now you fly so hiGh and color
ful.. oh science.. you never
ending same
stick
in the mud…
but no.. i’ll never
tale my shrink
about the
colors
of
the sky..
but he learned
the higher healing
power of dance..
from me.. now..
he then quits..
his practice..
now teaching
THAT as therapy
inStead.. so i just
didn’t have enough
time
to
show
hiM aLL
the colors
of Love..:)

WeLL.. the truth iS
human are only props
to some folks.. but the
bigger truth can be..
they are born
that way
and truly
it is not
tHeir
fault..
dARk
does
not always
now make
human sense..
as even they can
become fearless
warriors now
saVinG now
A reset World
WitH heaRts
or nOt..
gAMe
alWays
OnE
WoN..:)

Weather of human..
what ease inside
all bundled
up.. cool
and warm..
outSide Real..
they will have
the final bees
say.. on the
eventual
meal
inside..:)

SMiLes..
first A
drag
on fly
then A
roaches
WinGs
and now
drones
encroach
iN killing
life.. when
insects large
programmed
to kill.. or even
deliver mail..
balance
of Nature
less longer
moves.. no
longer meek
inherits earth.:)

all caught
up..for now..
3:49 pm..:)

Last response..
11:49 am

Life becomes
hell where there
is only fear.. and
worry.. wHere Love
can find no room.. but
sorrow.. with sorrow even
leaving in dark so cold..
Where there is Love
there is fortune
where
not
cold
just
cOld…

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SMiLes.. and you my friend
are a favorite muse of mine..
No less than Olivia Newton John
style and Xanadu..
Per MAGIC.. Shawna..
too.. And you are one
i will never ending story
forget wITh a roll tide for
the road as the
dance of now
continues..:)

2994

Hi Glenn.. thanks for coming by..
and the white tipped tail cat is Tennessee..
for clarification.. a cat who is owned by a neighbor
down the road.. who decided to adopt us on a part
time basis.. as they have kids and dogs.. and there
is plenty of peace and quiet two doors down..
for cat bliss as it were and is..
all peaceful as animal
homeostasis.. smiles..
Yellow boy is totally confined to inside..
as he has feline leukemia and can no longer
mix with the other strays around the block..
but his health is fine for now.. as sure..
Love boosts any animal immune system..
that receives love as comfort.. and feral or not..
Yellow boy can feel that from humans obviously
for humans who empathy and can feel the
emotional contagion change hands.. to
paws.. in sharing.. feelings…
Thanks for sharing my photos..
and every disadvantage in life..
is a potential advantage..
if the challenge is overcome
with adaptation for change..
for the better.. either sooner
or later.. my friend.. what
works does work.. in practice…
And ha! there is actually well
over 10K selfies.. altogether..
but keeping in mind that after my
shut-in illness with the extreme pain..
and loss of emotions.. as well as effective
use of eyesight and hearing for anything
other than close and blurry dimly lit computer screens..
at the end of 66 months.. i literally had no conscious
perception of what expressions looked like on my face..
So the mirror is a friend.. to get me back.. and it’s always
Good for folks on the Autism Spectrum to practice
non-verbal expressions in selfies and with
mirrors for therapy..
most people can take that for
granted.. but no.. others have to really
work hard on the stuff that are non-issues to
others.. and a large part.. of why folks who have
accommodated symptoms of Autism all their life
to fit in.. eventually fall-out from the demands of
social stress by middle age.. and of course higher
functioning Autism has always gone un-diagnosed..
with more people showing symptoms than ever before
on a broader Autism phenotype.. as the environment
away from reciprocal and nonverbal social communication..
is rampant in the developed world across all demographics
of human beings.. where the environment plays a huge
role in potential functional disabilities in
human reciprocal communication..
including non-verbal language..
And regarding the mall photos..
i image American Culture for what
my life is here.. whether i agree with it or not..
just to share that with folks of other cultural heritages..
to see what it is like here in a typical American day..
which of course is always centered around the
institution of shopping.. buying.. and all the
commercial advertising associated with the
shopping.. however.. i often find funny little
synchronicities.. that are likely now only
meaningful to me.. associated a-causally
between the photos and my writing.. that truly
are God wInks.. if only for me.. and sure i count
that as purpose and meaning in life.. and also
among my many blessSingS as a now almost
totAlly free human being.. smiles.. friend Glenn..:)

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Hi gigoid.. such a kind and thoughtful reply and so insightful.. as always
too.. i see culture as mostly insane and away from human
nature now.. but i bought into the lies before
and my canary in the coal
mine nervous
system
got me
out early
which was both
a curse then but
a wonderful blesSinG
now that i enjoy life and
now culture adapts to me..
within the local.. state.. and
federal laws that protect
people who have
what are
named
as functional
disabilities to
participate with
their accommodations
for disability.. and truly
without dance.. i would
not have the bliss i have
now.. so sure it is my Wheel
Chair to bliss.. ironicAlly and
i can’t hardly expect folks
to understand that
unless they
have walked
in my shoes..
of course..
and you
have at least partially
done that in your very
challenging and work
stress related life.. as well..
which gives you much greater
insights than the average Joe
at Work.. or at Walmart or
the Mall.. haha..
the joys
of life are
mine for sharing
for free.. give or
take.. yes it is..
what it is..
now.. and
i am
what i
for one
will to be
and it is all
good to me..
my friend.. gigoid
for now.. as iS NOW..:)

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The greater the emotional power
of the song.. the greater the spirit
of emotion.. inspires me to dance..
and the song ‘Pressure’ and
‘Come What May’.. as
they fit so many
emotional
experiences
of my life.. reflect
a powerful emotional
spirit of experience.. in
me currently still.. so i
was basicaLLy soaRinG
higher and higher in free
style martial arts and ballet-like
spins in the wide middle-aisle
of Super-Walmart Last night..
and Target before that.. to
the tune of five or so miles
as this was not a total
all day marathon
event of
dance
shopping..
my feet and
legs were fresh
and strong and the
skill of dance in practice
is a cumulative one.. both
in new moves.. balance..
and overall agility but
yes.. since i make
the steps up as
i go with
the GOD
of Nature that
lives within me..
it ain’t something
that anyone has
ever precisely
seen before..
so voyeur
facebook
videos
come for
several
reasons as Katrina
and i were recently discussing..
how many folks wear super cool
Maui Jim $660 dollar Shades at
night in Walmart.. how many folks
dance in any way.. shape.. or form
in Walmart.. how many folks
do a very unusual
style of martial
arts and ballet
like dance with
spins and all..
at Walmart..
and then..
how many
230 LB very
muscular looking
dudes do this.. and
then.. how many have
law enforcement type
haircuts.. and a clean
cut overall look.. and then..
how many dudes wear T-Shirts
and shorts when it’s close to
freezing outside.. and then
how many dudes do it
who are 55 years old..
so as one can see
this doesn’t
fit any molds
of social
norms..
particularly considering
that my local red state area
of 90% REPUBLICAN VOTERS..
EVEN IF THE CANDIDATE IS
AS COLD HEARTED AS
TRUMP.. with three
military bases
in the
area assessed
sociologically
in the link
below as..

http://mic.com/articles/76309/if-you-can-t-stand-hipsters-these-11-cities-are-for-you#.UI8N9fmLy

the worst place
to be different in
the good old USA..
NO THIS IS NOT THE
LAND OF OPEN MINDS..
THIS IS AS CLOSED AS IT
GETS BABY TO THE DIFFERENT
AMONG US.. and my area also at
one point in time held the record book
title.. of having the most churches per
square mile of any locality in the U. S..
SO YES.. my type of exercise in
Walmart.. is extremely incongruent
in everyday words of what one might
expect to see there.. and yes.. i had to
fight mighty hard with my justifications
to do it.. as my wheel chair to escape
the pain of severe degenerative spinal
arthritis precipitated early by a
congenitally fused vertebra
from birth… along with
spinal stenosis where
if i stand still for a
very long time
my legs
will go numb
not unlike someone
with carpal tunnel
syndrome now.. where
their fingers go numb
when repetitively doing
one motion over and over..
it’s smart to move both feet
and hands differently over the
course of life.. ’cause ergonomic
injuries are greater in potential when
the human body only moves one way..
and yeah.. moving all around
like i do.. can make ya
incredibly stronger..
as the
following
video provides
irrefutable proof
for in living color
in poundage
of close to
half a ton
pressing
that with legs
on parallel leg
press machine with
my arms raised in the
air 14 times slowly and
surely in the video that
is now up to 25 reps
over the course of
three minutes or
so.. again now..
as no more
weight plates
will fit on the
machine designed
for professional athletes
by the Nautilus Corporation..
and gyms with enough money
to buy Nautilus Machines.. like
the close to a million dollars
of equipment at my military
gym.. that i helped arrange
to purchase before i
left that job
as Athletic
Director in
2008..
it’s probably
the best equipped
Navy gym in the
US.. particularly
for a base
the size
of this
Naval Air
Station…

And yes.. i make my gorilla (or other wild animal) growl
when i lift as it increases both focus and power..
same reason Lions and other animals do
it when defending their territory
as such.. and normally
all smaller animals
get the hell
out of the
way..
as the
louder the
growl usually
indicates the stronger.
more fierce animal of
Nature.. that gets his
or her way.. of the
jungle.. the desert..
the mountains..
under a tree.
and yes
on a
beach too..
Nature merits strength
i mean duh.. let’s not
kid ourselves that
Nature and
or God
is a dam
Wimp
’cause most all
moving stuff animate
and rocks is nuclear
powered at core..
and that
is some
mighty
powerful
stuff.. all
this God stuff
is.. and sadly most
humans don’t nearly
live up to their wild and
free God potential.. and yes..
this was the Message of Jesus
and other Nature inclined sages
of the ages.. that humans
don’t come close
to using their
potential
in the
wild kingdom
of God anymore..
but HAHA!.. I FOUND
THE ANSWERS AND CAN
PROVE THEM TOO.. and they
ain’t anything that my feral Yellow
Boy CAT don’t already know and feel
all innately.. instinctually.. and
intuitively gifted by the
God of Nature..
and i’ve
seen Yellow
Boy when wild in
action snagging a
squirrel with a head
start of 100 feet or so..
lightening gold is what
he looked like with a hearty
catch of squirrel carrying him
with ease flying across the
fence with his newly earned
lunch.. put him at the size of
a Lion.. and no you would never
F with yellow boy.. as the Lion
is a much greater predator
of course.. and most other
animals.. than the so called
naked apex predator.. the
human who is a watered
down now domesticated
creature.. not
much different
than our Moby
grey whale cat..
who can now barely
squat his weight in
the litter box after
a life of instant
gratification
and purrs
only..
yes God purrs
but God growls
too manifest in all
of us.. whether we use
all our potential or NOT..
So anyway.. back to Super -Walmart
last night.. yes the Spirit of God is upon
me in terms of the emotions and strength
manifest in me by God and the similar
potential that all other human animals
have when utilized and practiced
for human excellence..
and while i’m spinning
through the aisles.. a young
woman.. hmm.. 17 or so
in high school age i’m
thinking comes up
aside me and
starts
to spin
with me up
and down the aisles..
probably some gymnastics
and ballet official lessons in
her youthful past.. and i am
cautious.. as any 55 year old
man must be in our culture
when approached by
an underage woman..
and i feel relieved to
see her boyfriend
with his
smartphone
camera.. as they
are simply trying
to share something
wild and crazy captured
on their candid camera
for the social media
world they live
in to share
and that is precisely
part of my Master Plan
to set more folks free with
the potential of their higher
power of the God of Nature
manifest in them set free and
wild and fearless to Love God more
as Love cannot live where fear exists..
as fear is the real core devil of all stuff
associated with hate.. including doubt..
greed.. jealously.. and other negative
con-social emotions that in that
dark way naturally seek
to divide and conquer
instead
of unify
for social cooperative
ways of courageous
kind Unconditional
Love in
all
Pro-social
emotion positive
ways of life to make
life work out together
instead of
against
each
other
as hairless apes..
so a pleasure it was to
dance ballet-like spinning
moves with the young lady
while surely they will broadcast
the event to all their Facebook
friends.. with my shirt
that says..
“HI IT’S ME
FROM THE INTERNET”
AS SERIOUSLY FOR GOOD
REASON.. it’s hard to find
anyone in my several
hundred thousand
metro area
population
that ain’t
heard
about the
‘wild and
crazy
dancing
man/guy’
from Northweset
Florida ‘Footloose’
town.. Yes.. in this
way for all practical
intents and purposes
i am Kevin Bacon in
six degrees of separation
too.. as me and this metro
area fit together now.. like
Butter and cheese.. and
that’s just the
first thing
that came
out of
my
fingers..
hehe… now..
Anyway.. back to
Super-Walmart now..
when the young woman
and her boy friend have
retreated down the aisle
and my wife.. who they
do not realize is my
wife.. is walking by
them away
from me..
the young
man is telling
his giggling girl
friend.. who is obviously
a little high now herself
in engaging with
ballet
like
dance with
me.. THAT man
is obviously
high on drugs
that is often the case
when young women get
somewhat excited over
my freely expressed emotions
in dance.. after walking too long
with their cardboard box boyfriends..
to throw some water on the giggles
of their girl friends.. it’s one
of those things
that fearful
males
do
to protect
their ‘property’
as it were and still
is.. just natural that’s
all.. so she spots her
parents in the distance
and says oh no.. i wonder
if they saw me dancing with
that guy.. my wife then says..
i’m his wife.. so maybe you
should move farther away
from him.. not
to get in trouble
so.. she is off in the
distance explaining
the whole thing to
her obviously
fundamentalist
leaning Christian
Parents.. and i think
oh GrEAt! it’s time for
a Fredlecture.. and hopefully
by the end of it they will not
have a headache processing
the speed of my intellectual
stimulation.. quick witty remarks
and other stuff.. so i approach them
not in fierce dance style.. but a calm
predator walk.. not unlike Yellow Boy
when he is approaching his prey.. yes.
let there be no mistake i am no longer
a beta male.. i am now an alpha male..
body language says it all NOW THEN..
AND THAT IS JUST NATURAL.. i am
just walking naturally now how GOD
has its free and wild creatures
do when FEARLESS NOW..
so i am totally calm like
the eye of Katrina..
the Hurricane
with winds
as strong
as i care to
blow in words
at will.. so the first
thing i say is.. do ya think
i’m sexy.. NO.. i didn’t really
say that.. just making sure you
are awake at this point if you
make it this far.. heHE..;)
i said do you think i’m
on drugs.. and there
is just open mouths
and blank stares..
’cause remember
i am 230LBS and
look somewhat
like a college
linebacker
in person..
could be Sheriff’s
department.. FBI..
secret service.. or
yes.. SOLDIER OF GOD..
ANYWAY.. next i say.. have
you ever heard of King David
and the Bible and his dance
before the Ark of the Covenant..
and then i say.. well as you can
see unlike David.. i have a shirt
and shorts on.. but the essence
of what i am doing is the
same.. to LOVE GOD
WITH ALL YOUR HEART
MEANS TO ELIMINATE
ALL ILLUSORY FEARS..
and a great way to do that
is to dance free in public..
to do it with few clothes
on is best.. but
shirts and shoes
are required here..
so i do it this way..
AND GUESS WHAT!
YES.. I AM FEARLESS
NOW.. KING DAVID WAS
CORRECT.. PUBLIC DANCE
WILL MAKE one FEARLESS.. IT WORKS..
and now i am able to Love the God of
Nature with all my heart.. with zero
doubt.. greed.. jealously and all
stuff associated with hate..
and then i go on to say..
now seriously.. if i was
really crazy on drugs
i wouldn’t be
able to get
on our high
security military
base would i.. so i go
on to tell them i retired
as Athletic Director at
the Military Station
and show them
my handy dandy
YouTube video of
what dance like mine
will do for power of legs..
and then i go on to remind them
of what Jesus is reported as saying
in the New Testament about folks
doing more than he.. with the
power of Faith.. Hope.. and
Belief.. after he goes away..
and then i say.. i ain’t
moving Mountains
yet.. but that
is a lot
of weight
for a 55 year
old dude.. huh..
and yes.. by this
point they still have
their mouths hanging
open a little bit.. look
kinda dazed.. but
they all shake
my hand
and say
have
a nice
day.. and
i’m thinking
YES! MISSION
ACCOMPLISHED.. A
SOLDIER OF GOD
DOES IT AGAIN..
IN THE MANiFEST
ARTFUL FORM OF
i that I is now..
the SACRED CLOWN
IS NOT A CONCEPT THAT
i INVENTED THE SACRED CLOWN/
WARRIOR CLOWN/SHAMAN ARE
HUMAN ARCHETYPES that have
been around longer than recorded
history.. as it is in our genetics
that certain ones of us
evolve epigenetically
in one lifetime.. to
do outrageous
stuff to show
a truly
insane
society
how crazy what
they think the social
norm REALLY IS.. NOW..
so yeah.. i got on the
Internet in my grey
underwear in the
first pARt of 2014..
in the beginning of
my SACRED CLOWN
MISSION.. and yes..
remember the ‘King
Of the Jews’ crown
of thorns.. yes
people made
fun of the
‘Sacred Clown’
Jesus too.. but Ivy
is my crown of Nature
Truth and Light and i am
the one who wears it in
metaphor without the
hand of anyone
else.. in
a vine
of Courageous
Love that spreads
everywhere i go.. and
hell yeah.. the American
Indians were doing this
long before the
really insane
‘White Man’
Culture.. pushed
it’s way on this continent
of God’s Green and Blue
earth.. with killing tools..
instead of
wit
of
human
being.. for social
change to make
human wild and
free again..
instead
of repressed..
oppressed..
and subjugated
with illusory fears..
in a literal hell on earth
of their own making.. where
‘before the apple’ humans lived
with God of Nature instead of
against God of Nature.. and
sure our relative free will
allows us to live
in hell or heaven..
but it is the
‘Sacred Clown’
or ‘Soldiers of God’
and ‘Healing Shamans’..
innately assigned mission
to bring human being back
wild and free.. to keep the
entire living planet manifest
as God in Balance as God’s
way is balance.. and some
times it takes a little
satire and fun
to get
folks
attention
B A C K
to being
H U M A N..
AND REBORN AGAIN..:)

http://dreamflesh.com/essays/clownpath/

http://dreamflesh.com/essays/warriorpath/

http://dreamflesh.com/essays/shamanism/

No.. there is nothing new under the Sun of
God that i am doing here.. the only difference
with me and most folks.. who might have
the potential to do this..
is i am fearless
enough
to do
it free…
and sure there
are others.. like
Miley Cyrus.. Katy
Perry.. David Bowie..
Freddie Mercury.. etc..
who get paid big bucks
for it.. and yes that is what
is required to reach the largest
audiences then.. but thanks to
folks like Steve Jobs.. and
Bill Gates who are also
sacred clowns and
warriors in their
own innate..
and creative
ways.. the
INFORMATION
TECHNOLOGY BACK
BONE.. NOW.. allows
one to just be a LEGEND
and not have to deal
with all the pain
associated
with
fame..
FAME
SUCKS..
IT DOESN’T
TAKE A ROCKET
SCIENTIST TO FIGURE
THAT OUT.. but the way
of the Legend.. earned
without money.. is
the way of
Jesus..
and that is
the message proven
to have the greatest impact
overall.. THE LEGEND.. WHO NOW
needs nothing.. but life.. and
helping other folks
in NEW
AND
CREATIVE
WAYS.. NOT
SEEN IN THE
SOCIAL NORM
TO MAKE
CHANGE
JUST HAPPEN
one human at a time..
a family.. and audience
in a dance hall.. Facebook.. folks reading
stuff on blogger blogs.. the creative
potentials today practically that are
free.. and require no path to fame
and misery of being
unfree.. are
almost
limitless
for the truly
imaginative
and creative ones
among us.. who once
again hear the call of
Mother Nature TRUTH
and LiGHT aka GOD
planted in our
DNA..
as human
archetypes
expressed in
all Natural
and Holy
Spirit
of God
living within..
in a soft resurrection
of faith.. hope.. and belief
in M O V I N G M O U N T A I N S
ONE GrAin of sand at a now.. JUST NOW..:)

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StILL good morning on the west
coast of Northern California to ya..
friend gigoid.. and cat leelu asleep…
In the Tarot.. the Fool Card of Zero..
is obviously the highest
human archetype
to aspire
to as
it is
carefree
and in general
FREE.. seriously
with a smile.. laugh..
and wINks.. it just don’t
get any better than it is
for a free lance Jester..
to be employed as
a Court Jester..
NO THANKS..
of course unless
one needs money
for bread and
water..
not
much choice
huh.. Thanks
for retirement
options of the
past still open
to the fortunate
among us.. to no
longer worship the
almighty work of
the dollar..
so yeah..
don’t know if you’ve
seen that tarot card but
for all practical intents and
purposes that is Yellow Boy
at my side.. wInks.. bozo i’ll
be.. but no.. i don’t work for
Google pennies
i WORK FOR FREE!..;)

And sure.. i’ve
written about
this before..;)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/05/11/arrival-of-the-clown-shark/

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/05/15/joker-can-be-wild-and-crazy/

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/11/16/fool-dancing/

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SMiLes.. my friend.. writersdream9..
i ‘normally’ only respond to
links now.. on dVerse..
and folks who make it clear
now.. i do not overwhelm
them.. by commenting
on my blog first..
as yes..
i realize i
can be overwhelming
as i am no ‘normal’
human
being
at all..
and almost
from birth.. people
let me feel that in
no uncertain terms..
and that is something
i learned to overcome..
as there are two ways iN
dealing with bullies.. one is
vengeance and the other
is Victory.. Victory is
the h0NEy of liFe
iN unification..
the common core
of the Baha’i faith
that i have studied
intensely.. like all other
religions.. sadly there is
usually.. always.. at least
one glitch that precludes me
from calling myself an actual
part of the religion.. including
the Catholic one i attend every
Sunday.. and those are concerning
basic human rights.. to Love whomever
one will Love.. as all Love at essence iS
consensuAlly TRuLY ‘SamE Love’.. an
excellent modern song.. now illustrating
what i am getting to here.. that suffices
the point clearly without many more
details here.. as a person born
by the God of Nature on the
Autism Spectrum not able
to speak until age 4 with
problems with verbal
communication
throughout most of my life..
i am outlier in the way i communicate
that comes directly from THAT challenge..
additionally.. i was born rather fragile looking
and at times.. confused for the other gender when
young.. yeah.. but sure.. no longer is that the
case.. as yes.. the strong survive.. and
that potential is in most all of our
DNA if we accommodate
the challenge.. but never the
less.. i know the pain of outcast
all too well.. and yes..
it is time for another
Messenger of God..
in Baha’i faith words..
and if need be.. milLions
to set that pArt of God’s
record straight.. as nah..
God’s diversity is no straight
line.. it is infinite in paths and
spectrums of humans.. both in
gender.. sexual orientations..
and all other differences of
lifE that the savior of
science has
cleared up..
for many outcasts
in Life.. as we move away
from the patriarchal controls
of the past.. so heavy handed against
anyone reAlly then.. except for ‘white’ middle
age patriarchs with money.. tools of weapons..
and status.. to low brow the rest of humanity..
as it were and continues to be in many countries..
Change is now.. and WHO knows.. perhaps in someways
Obama is NOW one of those new messengers as he refuses
to let the herd of patriarchy mute his stance on all human
rights iN equality for all humans to love whom they WiLL
with Unconditional Love.. there are no ifs and or buts for
that my friend.. all are children of God.. all diversity
that can be unification..
if enough of us
go the
path
of Unconditional
Love.. but sadly.. some
still fear the different
among the Children
of God..
and yes..
God and his
‘New Messengers’
are taking care of that
as WE SPEAK.. SMILES AGAIN..
the Unconditional Love is the
God thing
through
and through
when FREE..
i find your post highly
inspiring.. but don’t ‘worry’
i will now return to the shorter
and free verse way
of me
on dVerse..
wInks..
PS.. i visit literally visit
all dVerse lInks through
the course of this year..
literAlly commenting in
poetic réponse to
tens of thousands
of posts.. through
the last few
years..
i feel
liGht
when i
see it
in words
and it is here.. my friend..
and that is the hiGhest
compliment anyone
WiLL
get
from
me..
other than
a poem.. wInks
again.. short
and LonG..
WitH
ONE
LOVE oNe GOD..:)

SMiLes again.. my friend.. out of all the religions.. the
Baha’i faith is one of the best i’ve studied
so far.. and i realize all the details
entailed.. and i wasn’t suggesting
the religion limits Love.. now..
whereas Catholicism does..
however.. science does
now show that
homosexuality
is a part of Healthy Human
Nature and even more
so among our closest
primate cousins.. the
Bonobo.. who rarely
ever engages in harmful
conflicts with each other..
unlike the raping and pillaging
chimpanzee.. that nihilists used
to compare humans directly too..
as coming in this world with
an evil.. nature.. Truth iS..
humans are not
the virus..
culture is..
in many still
sad ways now..
anyway.. never
the less.. i have great
respect for your religion
but on the other hand i have
standards that no religion has
met yet.. and
perhaps
that’s
not too strange
either.. sMiles..
as we are truly
all different in
someway
as well
as
sAMe..
and i for one
have learned to
tolerate all the
differences at hand…
That makes for a peaceful way..:)

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‘Shirt of the day’ says..
“I’M MUCH MORE
INTERESTING ON THE
INTERNET”.. NOW..
i say.. it depends
on who you
ask..;)

And ‘this’ night time shirt says..
“HI ITS ME FROM THE
INTERNET”
yes.. it’s true..
in the 3 dimensional
world.. folks ‘think’
i’m too interesting to
even guess what i do online..
hehe.. ‘LOTS they don’t kNow’..

So our neighbors who are the
real parents of the ginger cat
Tennessee who hangs around
our yard.. for years now..
are sitting in front of
us at church
and they
show us
a quick
pic of Tennessee..
all bundled under the
covers at home on their
trusty smart phone..
and i say..
yes i am a
writer and i’ve
shared the face
of Tennessee all
around the world..
and you know when
he got sick and was
all a bag-a-bones.. yes..
he got well in part ’cause
folks prayed for him around
the world.. and so she said
no wonder he has such a
big ego.. i’ll have to
see him
online..
meanwhile
Katrina is puckering
up mighty tight thinking
OMG don’t YOU DARE
GIVE THEM YOUR
LINKS.. they
ain’t ready
for
ALL OF
THAT YET..
and yes..
i know
better
than THAT..
most of the time
what stays on Fred’s
sites stays there
way out
of the
flesh and blood
world.. except for
a few prized very open
minded friends who
can HANDLE IT
ALL.. with
NO
FEAR..;)

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The most ironic part of church
to me is the truth and liGht
iS seen mostly after life..
and over 2000 years ago..
at least.. without change..
That leaves a very wide
gap
of
additional
Truth and
LiGht now..
in fact
it leaves all
the truth and
liGht out
of
Now..
And that is
just plain inane..
However the reality is
for so many years.. to
stray from the past and
future meant outcast from
the tribe as whole then and
potential starvation..
misery..
and suffering
and even illusory
nightmares now of a
place off earth named
hell.. so what better way
to fix that than make hell
now.. hell no.. no longer..
Free is possible..
when Now
becomes
REAL..
and yes i still
enjoy singing.. even
if most people are too
wrapped up in minds
of worry to hold my
hand during
the so-called
Lord’s prayer..
the temptation
to go to prison
hell here is the
worst
temptation
of all for at
least
now
away
from FREE..
Yes.. the River
Flows NOW..
And glad to hear
your relief of pain
is still flowing free too..
Friend gigoid.. what works
works..
now
iN practice..:)

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SMiLes.. when humans are free to express
all tHeir Truth and LiGht
the dArkest Rivers
of false
become
paths to Truth..
There is nothing
kind about a road
or an online
avenue
until inhabited
by the SpiRit
expresSinG
H e A R t
emoTioNs..
senses..
yes..
SENsualiTies..
in a miNd and
boDy coming
back to balanCe
FREE.. now..
these are the best
of nows my friend as no
longer the deep of us in
River’s liGht are shut-out
from surfacing
to the
Truth of Now..
where ‘Priests’
are ‘Pedophiles’
and ‘Whores’
are
‘Saints’..
and dArk
is finAlly cAlled
out for what iT iS..
whEre liGht
breathes
aGain..
thefeatheredsleep..
Not often when a name
becomes the last
line iN Dance
of poeTry
but then and
now a name fits in..:)

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Katrina picks out and purchases
a Yoda Case for my Mac Pro..
but no.. the R2D2 Lunch Box..
was far to minuscule to
house the meals i et..
i mean
eat..
And i betcha.. if
i had her face and
body.. i’d be much
more popular.. by
way of likes..
both on
FACEbook..
and WordPress..
but that’s OK..
better to have
true and
tried
friends..
as the outlier
among me..
Anyway.. tonight
is my 93rd Rave Dance
Night celebration week..
at Old Seville Quarter.. with
all the cool.. college age folks..
but first.. i gotta another blog
post to make..
at least one..
titled..
‘Mountain
Low
Valley HiGh’..
with more fun Dance
photos added to this post..
sometime around
the wee hour
of 3 am..
on Friday
Morning..
so be
back at
least by then..
with more more
more stuff to add..:)

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Hi.. Sister Soheir.. so glad
to see you back.. will now
be reading and commenting
on your next post soon.. my
friend.. Hope you are doing
great.. and happy you Love
WordPress… as well..
SMiLes My Friend..
surely there is a hell
and anyone who would
harm one hair on the face
of Allah that is all that is..
with callous..
will be in
this hell..
it is like
a pool
with
no
end
or beinning..
fire surrounds
it where one hopes
to reach the flames
to end
now..
but there
is no escape..
or visit through
a window on the
other
side
of beginning
and end now…

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  1. “A Tight Little Bundle
    of Words that Unravel
    themselves at the end”..
    That’s called an
    “Ovillego”..
    a Poetry form
    that some dude
    or dudette came
    up with that has a
    formula of structure
    that they named as
    something special..
    So what could i name
    my form of dance.. sure
    free verse dance as well
    as poeTry but really what it
    is is being in the flow.. the zONE
    now with GOD.. there is a song called
    ‘Take the Long Way Home’.. by band ‘Super
    Tramp’ that i used to play on the piano..
    however.. i did not play music by all the
    complicated sheet music instructions..
    i did use the place of the notes on
    the scale to determine where
    the fingers were on
    the keyboard.. not
    unlike
    the keyboards
    i have both with
    words and notes
    that have a basic
    form of infrastructure
    as an avenue to sing
    my song and dance
    of free.. and
    truly it
    was the same with
    Tennis.. i curved the ball
    in a way that no one taught
    me.. i played by how the
    game felt in innate
    instinct
    and intuition
    but the journey
    of feeling the flow…
    the zone.. of mindful
    awareness away from
    a culture of forms and
    instruction.. in the mechanical
    cognition state of mind.. was/iS surely
    just a path of nirvana and bliss wHere
    human becomes one with a tennis ball
    and racquet.. a piano and notes.. or just
    tHeir naked human body with feet connected
    to God’s Mother Earth.. all free with Nature.. ‘The
    Way We were’ to quote Barbara Streisand.. now how
    many people remember the way we were.. you now
    ‘see’.. the way humans used to be is a place
    of dream time in mindful awareness
    wHere we felt the world more
    than thought it in words
    to make the forAge now
    of life successful iN
    inVisible balance
    walKinG Ways
    all natural
    that do
    not
    break
    the leaves
    of fall to escape
    predator and capture
    prey.. no different reAlly
    than what Tennessee sTill now
    does in his soft and ballet-
    like walk.. or Yellow Boy
    when he enters into the
    patio.. not feeling
    for sure still
    whether
    prey or
    predator exists
    there for capture
    or escape.. but the
    ONE that remains true
    in this now semi-domesticated
    X-Feral cat.. is he is still mindfully
    aware now in senses and feelings to the
    environment around him in a constant
    challenge of change.. wheRe on
    the other hand.. domesticated
    humans and animals
    get it all
    served
    up
    spoon-fed..
    almost from Birth..
    no.. that’s not the way
    it was before.. now the
    form is the way instead
    of the essence of
    Nature in uS..
    that iS
    the sAMe
    as the essence
    of God iN uS.. wheRe
    even culture suggests that
    God is somehow separate from
    Nature.. as God becomes idols of
    symbols as words instead of Nature
    itself.. and then the saddest part of
    all comes.. when that word God becomes
    an angry word.. and even a word used now
    to justify killing with.. as people now
    who are psychopathic leaning..
    who feel little in ways of
    heARt.. SpiRit expresSinG
    emoTioNal.. heARt.. WitH
    sOul iN a miNd
    and boDy
    balancCinG
    iN ways of
    Now.. Moving.. Connecting
    and Creating.. the Connecting
    part is really important but the
    mindful awareness in innate instinct
    and intuition in being one with flow in
    the zOne of Nature wITh God is also most
    important too.. to ever.. truly gaining a
    sOul iN miNd and boDy balance..
    and additionAlly basic
    animal homeostasis
    away from stress
    and worry
    of the
    illusory
    past and future..
    including illusory fears
    and promises now like hell
    and heaven after life when
    those two metaphors of being
    are right and wrong here now..
    just now.. where sin is moving
    away from the God of
    Nature manifest iN
    uS.. to the tools
    that separate
    us from
    remembering
    who and what we now
    reAlly are still as God’s
    evolving creatures of
    Nature maniFest as uS
    to Move.. Connect and
    Create.. and honestly if not
    for the fact that i was labeled and
    treated like an outcast so many times
    throughout the course of my life i would
    have likely never escaped the lies of culture..
    religion.. and even parts of science.. to find
    my way back to truly remembeRinG the
    way we were and yes.. in liGht
    of Truth the way we
    sTill can be as
    free children
    of God..
    so now i WiLL emBark
    in poetically responding
    in song to all the poet’s from
    dVerse in a way that flows with
    me in the Zone of mindful awareness
    with the God of Nature.. and what ever
    essence iS maNifest here will be the
    Nature of me and God set
    free as one FORCE
    of simply being
    Natural
    the way we
    flow in zONE for now!..
    and sure i did the forms at
    dVerse for the Connection but
    the Call of the Wild of God was so
    much louder than any rule of human
    sTill
    now.. FREE..!
    to limit that call
    in any form or fashion
    other than what is all
    natural.. just
    me and
    God
    FREE! iN
    Dance and Song
    of steps and words now
    so free.. so free are WE..:)

    (but first i’ll break for brunch)
    after a very long night of Free Style
    Dance where another guy comes up then
    and asks me the question his friends
    want to know.. if i am on drugs to dance
    super wild and free for hours on end
    solo.. and with girls brave enough
    to dance with me..
    and i say no.. of
    course not.. just
    free style
    dance/martial
    arts my friend..
    and he says I KNEW IT..
    I DO MARTIAL ARTS TOO..
    DO YOU NOW DO THIS STYLE
    THAT STYLE AND THIS STYLE
    TOO.. AND i say no.. i am
    the water
    and
    air..
    that is
    all my friend..:)

    Brunch was good and back
    for some more words.. first..
    before.. i move on to dVerse
    and tightly packed words
    that move one with
    God of Nature
    with me as
    usual in
    flow of zONE..Now…
    The mechanical cognition
    of culture that solves problems
    through abstract constructs is a
    necessity for huge groups of human
    beings.. who are only still evolved
    to connect to 150 to 200 sets
    of eyes.. and then the order
    that starts with culture/
    religion is more
    restrictive AGAINST
    THE GOD OF NATURE
    MANIFEST IN HUMAN
    BEING.. depending on
    the general subsistence
    potential of the environment
    at hand for sustaining basic
    human survival for existence..
    so yes.. in countries of desert
    and little water there are dowries
    to insure that resources get fairly distributed..
    as sure.. survival is more important than getting
    the mate of choice.. and there are cultural methods
    designed to get the job done for survival.. whether
    they please the individual or not..
    and sure.. there is harsh and
    dry Sun as well.. so
    covering the body
    to both keep
    moisture in
    and Sun reflected
    away from skin is also
    a part of staying alive..
    so sure.. in this way.. the
    God of Nature.. more than any other
    instinct says stay alive.. and sometimes
    that does come through the tools that are
    extensions of us.. through words.. that then
    are written to record collective intelligence..
    to spears and more advanced killing tools to capture
    prey and protect against predator.. and cultures and
    religions that control for order.. so the entire insanely
    large populations of human beings living in groups can basically
    yes.. just survive.. no matter how uncomfortable that survival may
    be away from the balance of The God of Nature manifest in uS.. as Wild
    and Free.. so yes.. we are domesticated animals now.. who live according
    to the rules of tools.. from words.. to weapons.. to cultures to religions
    to keep us under
    the rule of
    fools as well..
    sadly enough when
    we even call God names
    and justify that to separate
    ourselves from some other parts
    of the God of Nature.. like folks
    who have different hues of tan colors..
    religions.. nationalities.. disabilities..
    sexual orientations.. and cultures overall..
    all actions that unify smaller groups but divide
    and conquer.. so other groups get less than our
    so-called favorite ones we align now with us
    for a much smaller unity
    of the human
    species.. as whole..
    as yes.. we all share
    the same DNA.. and
    blood and bones
    that bleed
    and break
    and feed..
    no different now
    at core of the human
    survival of all of us..
    the fact is this is all a
    new cultural.. religious
    and science experiment..
    the truth and liGht is
    much easier to know
    and feel now..
    than where
    the “Titanic”
    is going next..
    but what i do know and
    feel is it is possible to
    get back in the flow and zOne
    of God manifest as human nature
    as uS.. but Lord knows to escape
    with subsistence provided in
    what is required in our
    cultures today..
    means
    disabled
    or retired
    IF culture provides
    a means of living then..
    beyond the mechanical cognition
    activities that take one away now
    from the flow and zOne of Being
    One with the God of Nature
    maniFest
    as
    US wheRe truly
    the festival of
    human can always
    be now.. in both
    Courage and
    Kind
    of
    Unconditional
    Loving ways
    of Moving
    Connecting
    and Creating
    now.. just now..:)

    And now to dVerse..:)

    But first.. my contribution
    if anyone dares to come here
    hehe.. and read all the way
    down to now.. and it is
    inspired by friend
    gigoid’s website
    as lInked..
    as my baby’s now
    of tiGhtly packed
    words expanding
    into infinituM
    are inspiRed
    e v e r Y
    w H e R e..:)

    http://gigoid.me/2016/01/15/morning-sux-redux/

    It’s aLL about surviving
    and then WE Play Now..
    SomewheRe aLong tHe
    LIne.. the second
    pArt of Life
    was/is
    misSing…
    thE rest iS
    iN hiStory..
    miNe Now
    iN mindFUl
    AwarEness
    of Now..
    iN mY
    own
    Play of
    liFe as Director
    i of actor I.. wHere
    to bE is the ! of i..now
    But no.. i cannot spEaKnow
    for anyone else.. tHey muSt
    lEarn to sPeak for themSElves..:)

    http://gigoid.me/2016/01/14/the-last-bus-to-procyon-iv/

    SMiLes.. my friend..
    yes.. ‘inane’ was a typo
    for insane but it worked
    so i kept it as is.. hehe..
    and true non-sense
    is Human
    away from
    Nature
    that lives
    within us
    and FuN
    am i when
    i go with the
    God of Nature
    ONE i prove so
    easiLY as A
    LLHTATIS
    NOW
    MY FRIEND..
    and yes.. when i first
    read Pacal’s statement
    that the problems of
    humankind rest on
    the inability to
    sit still.. it
    raises my ire
    as i kNow and feel
    so sure that sitting sTill
    is A greaTest Fallacy of
    modern cultures AND
    RELIGIONS.. YES..
    including Buddhism..
    that move away from
    the Present of moving now..
    but yes.. when i go dance..
    and folks attempt to guess
    what drugs i am on that
    allow me to go go go..
    for hours on end
    so fast.. fast.. fast..
    haha.. me at 55 and
    them at 20 or so
    so out of
    breath from
    even attempting
    to catch up to my
    speed for a few minutes
    here or there.. is.. i dance
    on calm and center balance
    and use all 230LBS to my
    advantage to move with
    the all natural gravity of
    God instead oF against
    iT.. and what this
    means iS
    i do move
    like air and
    water as all
    ageless time
    less present
    as human
    can be..
    MoVinG NOW one
    FORCE INSTEAD
    OF PARTS AND
    WAVES OF WHOLE
    OF FIELD OF ALL..
    SO yes.. although
    the Center balance
    is calm as hurricane
    of me.. the arms and
    legs and all other body
    pArts move as field of
    whole.. and what may
    look like torrent
    waves of
    me is
    the
    Present
    as the Gift
    of Ocean ONE..
    wHere positivity of all human
    pro-social emoTions Reign
    one FORCE as maniFest
    in human Kind
    and Courage
    PRESENT
    BEiNG
    FREE!
    U C L N O W F
    UnConditional
    LOVE N O W FREE..:)

    And for now the flesh
    and blood world
    takes
    present
    tense
    now..
    so back to this
    back to the future
    now then now.. around
    tonight.. i’m feeling now..
    at dVerse then.. WiLL be FuN!..:)

  2. Glenn pondeRinG
    on the Nature
    of Real
    on hiS
    Facebook
    page and i say..

    As what Is written

    iS what Is dOne…

    NOw..:)

  3. SOHEIR says:

    Hi Fred!
    How have you been my brother?
    Your belief in God is great indeed!
    I asked you a question but you did not answer?
    If you consider it something wrong to ask such question please tell me?
    I asked you if you believe in the life after death or not?
    Also I like to know if you believe in the day of judgment or not?
    If you do not like curiousity do not answer..
    Thanks Fred..
    Smiles!

    • SMiLes.. my Good Friend
      SOHEIR.. just saw your message
      on my blog.. and be assured that
      i will always answer your questions
      without.. fail.. and for that matter
      everyone else’s as well.. and i will
      copy and paste this comment on
      my blog to answer to your same
      question there in regard
      to judgement too..
      How fortunate am i
      at age three before i could
      speak.. to meet God face to face
      with God assuring me in how
      God speaks to me non-verbally
      that i have been here forevernow..
      and all there is now.. so yes.. i am
      100% sure there is a hereafter my
      friend and that is alWays now..
      i suppose other folks who
      have not met God face to
      face may have other
      ideas about this..
      but sure..
      i am blessed
      this way and cannot
      hold that against them..
      but i will tale you this friend..
      THAT gift that God gave me of 100%
      Faith.. Hope.. and Belief.. did not come
      without a price for i would be Autistic..
      weak.. and an outcast through most of
      my life to be this close to God.. additionally
      having the worst pain known to humankind
      assessed by science as worse than crucifixion
      66 months.. yes.. atypical Trigeminal Neuralgia..
      that if now one thinks a toothache hurts.. imagine
      a dentist drill without a drug for pain.. in one’s
      right eye and ear to get a feel for that.. and
      i realize you probably remember that but
      it is part of this lesson from God my friend
      that i endured as worse than any hell
      fire imaginable
      as preferable
      to dowse
      one’s self
      with gasoline
      and set oneself
      on fire.. as a more
      comfortable state
      of being..
      so God would
      have me endure 18
      other disorders too.. so i could
      develop the empathy of more
      than 14.5 billion years.. so i for
      one would never ever rise to the
      occasion to attempt to judge another
      human being.. God’s Judgement is God’s
      business.. and for no human to decide in
      terms of how long hell will last or if hell
      will come.. to gain some empathy for this
      though.. one must go to hell first.. to
      understand a little better
      what hell is and that
      place my friend is real
      now.. and that place is
      worse than the worse
      pain known to mankind
      as that place is total
      separation from
      God in
      no feeling
      at all my friend..
      as less than a piece
      of paper.. where a Ghost
      howl is preferable and any
      pain at all.. what a lesson that
      was my friend.. not to have a
      heaRt.. a SpiRit.. and a soUl.. so
      after that God teaches me how
      to be fearless.. stronger than
      any other man where i
      live both physically
      and spiritually
      in ways
      of
      Unconditional
      Love.. and sure
      i doubt i am the
      only one.. but
      sometimes
      i wonder
      my
      friend…
      but i am
      too humble
      to suggest i
      am the only
      one who truly
      meets God Face
      to Face and has this
      kInd of faith.. hope
      and belief as 100%..
      Anyway.. i am off to
      a Gospel Singing
      Southern Baptist
      Fire with my
      wife..
      and no..
      that wasn’t
      a typo.. my friend
      as fear rules that
      place more than Love
      and they would surely
      dam you to hell if they
      knew you were Muslim..
      but whenever they say
      anything evil like that
      about God’s children
      they miss the
      fire in
      my eYes
      that will
      just shoot
      ‘lasers’ beyond..
      behind.. the shades
      of i.. and those ‘lasers’
      will not be directed by
      me..
      they will
      be directed
      by God.. my friend..
      as sure.. i have some
      other ‘gifts’ too.. and
      they are even too
      strange
      for anyone
      to ask me
      about..
      as far as
      i feel at least..
      So.. Love you..
      friend.. and see you later..:)

      • SOHEIR says:

        I enjoyed reading and I believe every word here.
        You are blessed Frid and lucky also.
        I learned a lot from you my friend.
        Thanks a lot indeed!
        Smiles my dear brother:-)

        • SMiLes.. my friend SOHEIR
          you warm my heArt.. and truly
          when the United States went
          to war with Iraq and i knew it
          was all a lie.. just by looking at
          the eyes of the people involved..
          my heaRt went out to all your
          peoples who
          died so innocently
          and cruel at the callous
          hands of the
          folks who
          ran the administration
          of this country then..
          and perhaps
          that is what
          sets the
          Politician
          Bernie Sanders
          apart from the
          rest of ‘that’
          crowd.. is
          he too
          understood
          this and would
          not support the
          lie of war.. like other
          people who could see
          farther than the soulless
          status and power of others
          for just another God of Dollar Bill….
          But we live in a new age now of
          communication of global
          ways of seeing the
          greater liGht of
          Truth over
          darkness
          with freedom
          of human expression..
          and yes.. on a global
          basis.. all we humans
          move.. connect..
          and create..
          much better
          when we hold
          different hands
          together sAMe
          my friend.. the U.S.
          has some mighty bad
          Karma.. as far as God’s
          eYes go.. i can promise
          you that.. and sure God
          will get it all balanced
          out eventually
          as Balance
          is alWays
          God’s
          way..
          so.. sure i could
          use your prayers now
          over here too.. my friend
          as surely the meek will
          inherit the earth..
          and no.. for
          the most
          part
          that is
          NOT
          over here..
          but never the less
          it works for me.. to be
          free.. so i do appreciate
          the fact my country offers that
          but in the future it needs to learn
          how NOT to KILL FOR THE SPORT
          OF DOLLAR
          BILLS..
          DEAD
          SERIOUSLY
          IS THAT MY
          FRIEND..
          AS
          i wouldn’t
          wanna be on
          the other end
          of the Gun of
          God..
          as sure..
          i’ve
          already
          been there
          and done it
          in the dArkest
          of all places i
          can ever imagine
          now.. my friend..:)

  4. gigoid says:

    I’ll be back….

    🙂

    gigoid

  5. Ah.. back from Southern Baptist Singing
    and i have to say.. i feel that some of us
    there shared a very positive spiRit of
    God in sinGinG togetHer joyously..
    no matter if i agreed with
    all the songs
    of word
    or not..
    a sPirit
    of Joy
    with human
    empathy of emotion
    lifting higher and higher
    certainly existed theRe
    now.. as they
    say..
    the SpiriT
    of God was
    with uS iN
    Joy of
    balance..
    but no.. when they
    get to the parts of a heaven
    with golden floors and pearly
    gates.. that is status and power
    worlds of imagination.. God’s
    heaven iS iN human heARt
    SpiRit and SoUl.. not in
    materials of gold
    and pearl
    to make
    folks greater
    rich than other
    ones.. who don’t
    believe in all the
    Words they have
    to sell to keep
    folks trapped
    within
    the confines
    of Church Doors
    to keep the mortgage
    paid.. and pastors in
    shiny new clothes..
    cars.. and homes..
    as yes.. Church is
    big business for
    so-called non-profit
    as it provides a way
    for many folks to make
    a living.. and that’s okay
    as long as they don’t sentence
    people who don’t believe the way
    they do to hell.. and tonight was the
    first night i have ever gone where there
    was no mention of homosexuals going
    to hell.. or people who are not so-called
    saved believing Jesus is the only
    begotten Son of God and yes
    God incarnate above
    all other human
    beings.. which
    is even totally
    ridiculous if one
    doesn’t have access to
    the original gnostic gospels
    associated with Jesus.. ’cause
    the New Testament even states now
    that Jesus reports people will come
    after him to do much greater acts
    of helping others.. through
    greater faith.. hope and
    belief.. set as
    reality..
    as human
    potential that
    truly already happens
    iN terms of healing so many
    others through arts and
    sciences too..
    as nows
    go on..
    and we gain
    more comfort in
    liGht and sadly
    more strife in
    dArk as well..
    but that is
    reality.. a balance
    of the dark and liGht
    on this terrestrial plane
    and what we have iS now jUSt
    to worship as a gift from
    God always now..
    that can be
    the heaven
    of now of
    Hope and
    Unconditional
    Love if we make it
    that way togeTher or a place
    of Fear and hate that can lead
    to Hell now as well.. it takes work
    works work.. and action in practice
    of human effort to make that happen..
    theRe is no magic verse incantation..
    out of the Bible to get to heaven now
    alone.. it takes a concerted effort and
    togetherness too of human ALLONE
    bEinG to
    get the
    JOB
    DONE
    NOW
    JUST
    NOWoN..:)!..:)!

  6. Okay.. so Katrina’s friend invites us to Southern Baptist
    Gospel Singing tonight.. and Katrina.. yes.. Katrina
    picks this shirt out for me to wear.. as even she
    gets tired of the end of the Gospel singing
    where they usually list some folks who
    are surely gonna burn eternally in hell..
    Shirt says.. “JESUS LOVES YOU
    but i’m his favorite”.. And Katrina’s
    friend’s friend.. who is somewhere
    over the age of 80.. duly chastises me as
    when she reads the small print.. she says..
    boy you are bad.. and i then go on to
    explain the Katrina made me
    do it.. but i don’t
    think she
    really
    believes
    Katrina
    is THAT
    KATRINA..
    And the ironic
    highlight of the
    night.. was when the
    Gospel Trio Lead Singer
    sitting in front of me
    turns around and says
    you sing beautifully..
    are you a Gospel
    Singer..
    and
    our friend
    quickly turns
    around to him
    and says.. he sings
    in church.. as all
    my singing stories
    are already
    shared with
    this friend
    in the
    words
    of wife Katrina
    so golden true..
    anyway.. i say i SinG
    at St. Rose of Lima
    ROMAN
    CATHOLIC
    CHURCH..
    but i do not tale
    him i lead
    the choir
    from the
    very
    last pew..
    as my voice is
    way.. way too..
    powerful for
    manmade
    microphones
    now.. as even
    the choir can even
    still hear me from
    the very front with
    microphones too..
    but fortunately
    i sing like
    a loud
    Angel
    with yes
    choirs of
    Archangels
    too.. wheRe
    ever they may
    sing.. whether
    Southern Baptist
    or Roman Catholic
    it is the Angel Spirit
    that counts no matter who
    is who or whoami.. we are
    all brothers and Sister’s
    in the spiRit of all
    of our human
    potential
    simply
    and
    complexly
    now.. we
    can sing
    the best
    we can.. together
    or let others SinG
    our SonG
    for Us..
    i WiLL
    SinG and
    Dance Free
    to the best
    of my God Given
    All natural potential abilities
    continuAlly now.. juSt NOWoN!..:)

  7. Well.. hmm.. past midnight..
    still have not gotten to
    dVerse on this
    16th day now
    of January
    2016..
    so i’ll
    start all
    of that down
    here.. as long as
    i can keep my eYes
    awake after Singing
    all them Southern
    Baptist songs..
    and dancing
    all around
    free in
    Super-Walmart
    to raise my level
    of mindful awareness
    as well as moving.. connecting
    and creative intelligence potential
    now.. just now.. so here i go for now..:)

    *
    So many years before
    recording nows..
    bones come
    bones stay
    flesh grows
    and away..
    but what stays
    beyond that now..
    is the hEart of
    human emoTiOns
    expresSinG as
    SpiRit.. in
    what is left
    of a flesh of
    soUl.. gone beyond
    eYes of flesh and blood
    relationships.. the soUl
    lives on in recorded history
    of all arts and even sciences
    as a greater pArt of human
    continues to live
    more and
    more in
    humanly made
    records of the
    E-World now
    where dust
    is only
    old
    as servers
    serving up the
    remains of humans
    gone by.. and then
    there is Love.. and
    inspiration.. of what
    all the humans before
    still bRinG today
    in living
    eYes of
    those who
    Love those
    from before..
    on terrestrial plane..:)

    Dragon Fruit
    Bitter reptile’s
    sweet
    taste..
    oh.. contradictions
    of daRk and liGht
    tasty iN deed..:)

    Well.. that is the
    first asterisk
    site where
    i comment
    here as my
    comments are
    no longer welcome
    on asterisks sites
    for whatever reasons..
    and one without an asterisk
    but once again no risk as
    creativity is at least
    one pArt of life that
    can be free.. when
    it is practiced
    as such
    alWays
    NOW..:)

    yeah.. signing
    off for now
    as nite
    nite
    calls..
    at a decent
    hour for sleep
    sleep and more
    sleep now.. at
    12:28 am..
    1162016..:)

    Okay.. finAlly
    back at 1:34 pm..
    and i’m starting with
    this link.. as shared
    on Facebook Suzanne’s
    page for
    due
    inspiRation..:)

    http://www.motherearthnews.com/natural-health/herbal-remedies/forest-bathing-ze0z1301zgar.aspx

    SMiLes.. my home is nothing special..
    but my backyard FoRest..
    is priceless..
    iN terms
    of being
    hUman
    with a SoUl
    of miNd and BoDy Balance.. NOW..
    leaves of me fall free
    as trees of Life..:)

    And now on to dVerse..
    after a WonderFul Warm
    Winter day.. of Sand
    Dance with Sun
    of God..:)

    but not before
    a few more deTours
    around the world..
    now back here
    again..
    at 2:21 pm.:)

    Hmm.. and only
    31 poetic responses
    to go.. interesting
    how many times the
    total is 33 over
    the course of
    months now..
    33.. one of
    my favorite
    numbers
    now wITh
    wInKs..
    more and
    more words
    of poeTry..:)

    *
    WeLL.. as i sit inside
    gazing through 24
    inch window glass
    iN North
    Florida
    Winter
    home..
    grass half
    green.. God’s
    Garden of Life..
    short and tAll
    sTill GroWinG
    Strong.. now..
    how blessed
    am i to be
    planted
    like
    this in REAL
    Garden of Eden
    so warm and True
    with God’s Light
    so briGht WitH
    Sun of
    GOD..:)

    (:..takes iPhone 6s
    photo through
    wiNdow
    now
    to illustrate
    this in poetic
    stream of
    photos
    too..;)

    Muses free
    Muses sold
    Muses bought
    Muses freed..
    i would condense
    my soUl.. but the
    muse of heARt
    is much too
    great
    to
    priSon
    TRULY
    FREE
    spiRit..
    wheRe short
    becomes long
    and long becomes
    short.. each dance
    step.. each word..
    aLL pArt of
    InFiniTy
    NOW
    wHere
    aLL iS
    MUSE
    FREE
    MUSE
    am
    i..:)

    sMiLes..
    i mUst
    say thiS certainly iS
    inspiRinG
    letTinG iT aLL hang out now
    WitH blesSinGs
    no lonGer disguiSinG
    wHere secret soNgs stronG
    RefRain.. echoes Free liVingSoNGs..:)

    One of my favorite things to do now
    that i am financially independent
    is let fLaws
    on material stuff like flaked
    paint on aluminum
    siding..
    scratches on
    cars and even small
    dents
    left as is
    as attachment
    to any
    thing
    material as
    new is the
    oldest
    way
    to
    hell
    for sure..:)

    Breath of Nature.. Breath of Life
    Breast
    of us
    breathes the same..
    funny
    how a
    little more
    flesh here and
    theRe changes so much
    as air
    the
    sAMe..:)

    *
    Sadly.. dark fears
    liGht.. sadder sTill
    dArk
    iS fear..
    hopefully
    leaVinG liFe
    Tree grows
    hoPe replaCinG
    Love liGht
    Truth
    Reigns
    aGain
    wheRe cLouds
    are Love
    no less
    than
    SuN..:)

    SMiLes.. most aMaZing
    pArts of mY liFe
    are both living
    stone cold
    shy
    and
    Sun out
    B r i G h t
    to find out
    how
    both
    sides
    truLy live..
    Sun out iS OMG
    so much more fun
    iN liGht.. i’LL
    never go
    cOld
    stone
    again..:)

    Clock strikes
    one.. clock
    strikes
    twelve
    time
    strikes
    now.. aLL
    iS ONE..:)

    sMiLes..
    greaTest
    gift God
    gives uS
    iS caRinG..
    sadly.. not all
    folks practice thiS
    gift.. or even have
    iT@
    aLL..:)

    *
    Like every
    true Irish
    born boy..
    i have
    an elf
    of joy
    guiding
    tricks
    and treats
    mischievous
    liGht eYes
    behind
    sHades
    me grey
    hues color more..
    heAvens PreSent..:)

    Hawk Lark
    early
    spies
    winGs
    deLiGht..
    Hawk Fails
    late Lark
    flies
    worm..:)

    Love faLLs
    raiN
    riSinG
    water
    sAMe
    drops
    sorRow
    Loves Bank..:)

    Knitting bAlls
    of human being
    different colors
    aLike intertWininG
    Tapestry QuilTinG
    becoMinG now
    BlankEt
    hUman
    LOVE..:)

    Paint without restraint
    every ArTisT dream
    at least for
    those
    who
    Art
    for Free..:)

    Four wall offices..
    no connections
    out of theRe..
    liFe iS
    boRinG
    ’til
    hiVe
    iS born
    aS ONe aGain..
    now withOut foUr
    wAlls fulLy FREE..:)

    Ah.. Art
    now human
    aLL dresSinG
    uP… Human
    flesh
    feeLinGs
    Sun on
    sKin..0%
    credit
    free
    Loan
    bONe iN
    Re-port
    oF uS..:)

    SMiLes..
    onLY way
    2turn down
    the heat on
    wife.. for me
    at least.. is to
    shut-up and
    write Fred..
    4her
    e-Scape..:)

    SMiLes.. when no
    friEnd comes..
    latch-key
    son..
    fINds
    a dog
    connects
    aGain a friEnd
    iN woof remains
    great.. A friend..:)

    I folloWed all the rUles
    in school from grades
    1 through 18 then
    all the regulations
    of work from years
    1 through 31.. now
    and then i stoppEd
    and devilived..
    but only
    after
    recovery
    from livevil rules..:)

    Little do ‘they’ remember
    or feel the fuller UniVerse
    inside.. binoculars.. telescopes
    that aid the eye so far.. but never
    seeing
    stars
    of us..
    so briGht
    and liGht
    just waiting
    to come out
    and play and
    shine so BriLLiAnT..
    hUman imagiNaTion
    Moving.. ConnecTinG..
    Creating.. Free aGain..:)

    Smiles.. it’s ‘funny’ you kNow..
    friend.. i followed all the
    rules here.. and even
    had my link removed
    some time ago..
    that’s why you
    never see me link
    here again.. as the
    world is too large
    for narrow minds..
    however.. the folks
    who write poeTry
    here are treaSures..
    and yes.. now as well..
    Feelings.. too.. my friend..
    are scarce online.. we feel..
    only thing is.. this wouldn’t
    be an issue.. if other folks who
    do not follow the rules at all
    get no admonishment at all..
    and sure.. i have responded to
    every single link here since
    March of last year..
    so i’ve seen it
    over and
    over..
    certain
    one’s picked
    in cliques over
    others.. for those
    of us who don’t make
    their grade of rules
    or whatever
    it is that
    meets
    the grade
    of them..
    Sorry.. it just makes
    me righteously indignant
    to see someone.. whomever..
    threaten to remove a link..
    for some.. and let others
    go without a word..
    what this
    means
    is it is
    personal
    and far from
    professional my
    friend.. or fair..
    but alas
    the world
    grows
    colder
    online
    when we don’t
    have to face each other
    face to face.. and trust
    me.. the ‘man’
    who wrote
    that
    would
    never
    tell you
    he would
    remove anything
    of yours face to face..
    i know the type
    all
    too well…
    and with all
    that said..
    i dance
    naked
    and
    don’t
    give
    an
    F
    for Fred
    for what
    anyone worries
    about that my friend..
    ’cause i can.. just ’cause i can..
    Rules are for work.. local.. state
    and Federal Laws.. and that’s
    all.. at
    least for
    me.. fully now..
    And to be clear
    just my opinion
    of course.. but
    i have a feeling
    you will not
    mind if
    i freely
    express
    that here..
    my friend..
    you handled it
    very professionally
    with tact and reason..
    and i did too.. the first
    three times it happened
    even when i was following
    the rules..
    but i have
    limits too..
    and truly
    we all
    should..
    True..:)

    SMiLes.. how
    easy the moon
    Loves as it
    never
    gives
    up
    liGht..
    unTil
    it’s
    time
    to sleep..
    iN Truth..:)

    SMiLes.. people
    who truly
    care..
    walk
    and talk
    with honor..
    and no longer
    iS politics a place
    to even have a chance
    to win in the U.S. when
    honor and integrity iS
    pArt of that dream..
    at least not on the
    Conservative side..
    it’s been a long ride
    of
    deceit..
    and power
    plays.. but
    in general
    people who are
    truly lovers do not
    now usuAlly make
    the grade of rule makers
    enforcers and leaders as
    today that is a callous job..
    to win…
    and truLY
    no prize
    iN
    effect’s
    Affect..
    no longer
    iT seems.
    as heARt…

    For what i’ve lived the
    saddest truth of all
    i feel i’ve come to
    know.. iS Love
    truLY is the
    responsibility
    of parents and
    peers.. and if
    not started
    early
    like
    wateRinG
    a healthy plant..
    will never have
    a chance to grow at
    all.. and truly it’s not
    just an opinion..
    the refrigerator
    parent
    and peer
    effect of
    LACK OF
    AFFECT
    iN human
    connections
    no longer
    is a myth in science
    and perhaps that is
    why the screen addictions
    of parents.. is the deadly
    brew away from loving
    touching children..
    that one day
    will become
    the next
    killing
    rampage
    spree..
    people
    take Love
    for Granted
    when it is
    a garden
    that must
    be continuously
    watered to grow at all..:)

    Ah.. the murky
    waters no longer
    supporting fishing
    life.. oh.. the cloudy
    ways of work
    no longer
    human
    where
    only
    machine
    cogs need apply..:)

    Talons fly for hunted
    prey.. without
    a pray to
    escape..
    sOils of
    comfort..
    soils of
    blood..
    some souls
    sleepy comfy..
    others alWays
    just beLow
    talons
    grip…

    SMilEs.. my friend..
    i did not speak
    until age four..
    how fortuNate
    am i to
    sPeak
    to God
    before
    words
    of
    human
    at age 3..
    and sTill
    inside..
    outside..
    above.. so
    below.. all around
    me now.. alWays
    God alwaYs NOW..:)

    Prehensile thumb
    and fingers
    with sticks..
    scratching
    imaginary
    connections
    of stars in sAnd..
    alphabets come..
    sanskrit in-hand
    and heArt.. Sans
    Angles iN Star
    connections
    of alphabets..
    Angels never
    come to
    human
    form..
    yEt sTill
    exist beFore..
    iN essence SoUl..:)

    Words.. iN written
    style.. guideposts..
    furniture..
    rooms..
    iN association
    oF emoTioNs
    true.. no less
    SonG..
    recorded..
    vinyl.. or digital..
    words can guide
    Us back to heARts..
    lost.. language and
    emoTion.. bed
    fellows and
    friends..
    when Art
    and words
    hUman
    become
    heARt
    poe
    Try
    uS..:)

    Well.. when i worked
    for the government
    keeping secrets
    is the law
    by penalty
    true..
    but my law
    now is truth..
    no secrets
    i have
    to
    keep
    iN liGht..:)

    Sages of the ages..
    where pens write
    from beyond
    composed
    words..
    free floWinG
    Wisdom as wise
    and Old as the
    UniVerse iN
    InFiniTy n0w..
    Truth in
    liGht
    as far as
    we feel..
    sense..
    and move..
    Star dust iS
    uS.. wE fly
    ALLONE..:)

    SMiLes my
    friend.. couldn’t
    find a place to
    comment
    on
    poet/try
    so i leave
    it here as
    theRe is alWays
    another way to
    get stuff done
    for those
    who
    learn
    to never
    ever give
    up.. now..
    and quite
    honestly i thInk
    it was my favorite
    one.. but you know
    F E E L N O W..
    folks these days..
    if the rules don’t
    tale ’em how
    to do it..
    they just
    give
    up
    and
    take tHeir
    toys with them..
    hehe.. i never give up..
    the lesson of over 14.5
    billion years.. change
    ’til
    it
    works..:)

    Well all done at
    6:47 pm.. and this
    was so much
    fun.. still
    haven’t
    gone out
    the door
    for dance
    shopping
    tonight..
    but sure
    i am now
    re-tired..
    theRe are no
    rules for free..
    when the wheel of
    life iS fresh rubber
    alWays now for more..:)

  8. http://gigoid.me/2016/01/16/more-chewy-than-pink/

    Fear Sucks..
    Not Being able
    to smiles sucks
    too.. but some
    folks are
    even
    afraid to
    smile.. i learned
    that early.. here in
    red state.. ‘Modern
    Christian Land’ of
    patriarchy in the
    early 70’s..
    where there
    was still Free
    Love of the 60’s
    revolution lingering..
    and so much resistance
    in red state areas.. as we
    see today.. but in fact.. then..
    my area was blue state
    and it was the red
    state folks state
    of mind that
    eventually
    won that
    battle here
    now to the tune
    of around 90% of
    what is consensus
    at the polling sites
    that say red and
    only red this way..
    But the methods used to
    make that happen were certainly
    cruel then.. as any boy who smiled
    in Middle School halls or city Parks
    was literally told by bigger bully
    boys.. THAT IS NOT ALLOWED
    IN A THREATENING TONE..
    or you are the F word and
    not not Fred.. and yeah..
    which sure.. is all F’ed up
    in any real terms..
    humanity..
    that goes on..
    now.. as the closed minded
    ways of fear.. repression of
    pro-social emotions.. and
    all stuff related to hate..
    is losing the battle..
    and the stakes
    ARE SO HIGH..
    that even the ‘once
    person’ so easy to hate
    for being the symbol of
    Big money.. is now a hero
    of the almighty dollar.. in the
    eyes of Red state views.. but no..
    it’s not hard to understand really as
    it is human nature that some humans
    are born more fearful.. less open minded
    and control is all that reduces their anxious
    states of mind.. where others are born fear
    free.. roving.. moving.. open minded.. smiling..
    Loving.. with open arms to the world around them
    and that is most often reinforced and assured
    survival when the parent’s ways are the
    same in Unconditional open-minded
    liberal ways of freedom thinking
    and feeling about other humans
    and the rest of Nature AKA
    God and US free..
    But alas.. as always
    in insanely large human
    groups known as cities and
    such as that.. order is required..
    with rules.. and laws or anarchy will
    be the result as humans are still evolving
    for relatively small villages where like the
    TV show “Cheers”.. ‘everyone knows
    your name’.. and one’s name
    is just another norm
    of culture
    where folks
    take the gifts of others
    and most give more than
    they take from Nature ALL…
    which is so far far out of balance
    now.. as most all of us take more than
    we give back to Nature ALL.. as any
    spaceship sees.. or stars of skies..
    with these aided eYes of stars..
    as the earth is pock marked
    and eaten away from
    the cancer of
    human
    culture..
    where culture
    is either or a virus
    and cancer that humans
    working out of balance are
    creating on this earth as we
    speak.. but anyway.. some of
    us see it from ground level
    and there is enough
    of it now..
    to make
    a ManiFestO
    of it almost
    everynow..
    like i am
    doing
    here..
    now..
    hehe..
    OH FREEDOM OF
    EXPRESSION.. THE INTERNET..
    SO MANY AVENUES TO GET A
    MANIFESTO MULTIPLIED BY HUNDREDS
    OUT.. where no longer are guns and bombs
    required to
    get the
    attention
    of more
    than one
    hermit in a shed…
    The INTERNET is both a
    curse and gift.. as ‘sit’ takes flesh
    and blood connections away.. yet
    it provides so many alternative ways
    of giving and taking.. without harming
    the flesh and blood
    in the real
    world
    here..
    but yes.. psychological
    pain.. can hurt as much..
    so one must develop a rather
    thick skin.. to really say and feel
    what’s on their mind and heart online
    without getting burnt.. in ways of being human..
    And after my own long term stay in severe pain..
    anxiety.. alexithymia.. depression.. anhedonia..
    panic attacks.. PTSD.. yes.. generally speaking
    all the products of severe unrelenting fight
    or flight fear.. and stress for years of
    work and culture related crap..
    along with the crap of
    religious oppression
    and repression
    of human
    nature
    including
    senses..
    emotions..
    and sensuality
    from a very young
    age.. when strong enough
    to come back recovered i faced
    my fears head on.. and illustrated
    them publicly so no one would ever
    be able to bring me down.. WitH
    the fears i myself inStilled
    as me…
    Adventure therapy
    is a new therapy for PTSD..
    one of the most severe fear
    related diseases.. of the
    mind and body out of
    balance..
    and it dam
    sure works
    as my netherworld
    art.. and public dance
    proves in my life for sure..
    my greatest fears of life..
    are nothing now.. as i actually
    enjoy what used to scare me the
    most.. oh the way to fearless is
    paved with
    adventure
    and courAGE
    my friend.. and
    at 55.. for what would
    terrify most males my age..
    is only a feather of deLiGht to me..
    lots of work to
    get here..
    but all the
    practice makes
    life real and fearless
    now.. and when fear is gone..
    all gone.. amazing stuff happens
    in human potential.. it’s a hot air balloon
    that suddenly
    finds
    all the
    air it ever
    needs to
    float now.. HiGHER..
    and yes.. your words
    and the words you bRinG
    here are very inspiRinG..
    friend gigoid..
    that can most
    definitely with
    me be measured
    by the volume and
    intensity of my response..
    liGht bRinGs liGht my
    friend and
    that is what
    i inTend
    to spRead.. Truth’s
    liGHT.. morENOW..:)

  9. The meal looks yummy! It looks like you guys didn’t have much cold there yet?! Isn’t it winters there? 🙂

    • Ha! first of all..
      what a coincidence
      or Synchronicity..
      i was commenting
      on your blog at
      precisely the same
      time your were commenting
      on my blog.. as the time stamp
      proves without a doubt.. as mine
      was a ‘little’ longer than yours..
      hehe.. and thanks so much
      for your visit today Zee..
      as words of sharing life’s
      experiences are truly
      what’s important
      in life.. as
      with all
      the wisdom
      in the world
      that is what
      REAL PEOPLE
      WiLL do iN the
      Now that
      never
      begins
      or ends
      my friend..
      and for me i really
      never get cold.. wearing
      shorts the last two and a half
      years straight without fail..
      but wife Katrina is
      another story..
      she says it
      is Winter here
      now.. and it has
      gone down to
      around
      freezing in the
      last couple of weeks
      but even after some freezes
      our grass is still green.. one
      of the most unusual natural
      events i’ve seen in my life..
      as we do get down as
      low as single
      digits here
      and rare
      snows
      once in
      a decade or two..
      there are always though..
      so many consequences
      to imbalance in Nature and
      human when they get out
      of balance.. through
      the hand of human
      or other aspects
      of Nature
      now..
      Balance is always
      best.. so i welcome Winter
      Temperatures now as well..
      although i count myself blessed now..
      to have relative free will in regulation
      of not only my body temperatures.. innate
      and instinctual.. in intuitively adapting
      myself to natural changes
      of cold and hot..
      but in emoTioNal
      regulation.. and sensory
      integration.. which truly the body
      can lead first.. when we move in balance
      with the Gravity of God in Center balance
      fully grounded on God’s Blue.. Green
      and Brown Earth..
      secure.. in Trust
      with GOD fearless
      as human can be
      away from illusory
      ways of thinking and feeling
      my friend.. where moving.. connecting
      and creating is the way of life again..
      free
      as free
      can be
      with imagination
      of no limits or expectations
      in the now of Joy too.. my friend Zee..
      and yes.. the ever lasting over chalice
      floWinG food and drink of Unconditional
      Courageous and Kind Love
      is the yummiest
      drink and food
      of all of
      oceans
      true..
      my friend..:)

  10. https://lifeconfusions.wordpress.com/2016/01/16/words/

    WeLL.. first of aLL
    ah.. oh.. so..
    ironicAlly your
    first statement
    says it all in
    a real nut shell
    of life where people
    are afraid to be free..
    to move.. to truly connect
    and create.. without oppression
    and repression of human senses..
    emotions.. and yes.. sensuality
    as well.. i love the way you
    spell boundries here from
    the beginning and
    a killer of
    creativity
    spell
    check
    can be
    when it comes
    to human creativity
    truly set free in stream
    of conscious being that
    truly is no different than
    Muhammad in the Cave
    where he reaches deep
    inside.. and ‘heres’ the
    voice of God forever
    moreNow.. that is
    WE.. that iS
    timeless
    ageless as
    any real Angel
    can be.. BOUNDries
    are the problem.. and
    moving out of the cave
    of our culture now and
    cultures of the past
    has always
    been the
    human challenge
    but that will never happen
    as long as we and God are
    chained in words my friend..
    and not able to create our
    own words of God
    already gifted
    to uS
    iN so
    much more
    than words and
    human culture as
    we see and feel it now…
    So.. i invite to you to make
    more mistakes of creativity
    my friend.. as when mistakes
    come free..
    so does
    GOD
    as free
    iN uS..
    as Unconditional
    Love of all that is of
    GOD from dArk to
    liGht with no
    beginnings
    or ends..
    whERe the
    gift of PreSent
    becomes the
    gift of now..
    the Gift
    of God
    we
    hU
    maniFEst
    to others
    fREeNOW..:)

    And oh.. some
    nows i get carried
    away without the
    personal touch..
    by the way..
    nice to
    see you
    again
    in words
    here.. friend
    ZEE for NOw..:)

  11. Dear Facebook Friend
    Rafiah.. shares a mesSage
    from Pakistan that says..

    Me: Don’t leave me.

    Allah says:

    So remember me
    and I will
    remember
    you..

    i say..

    And Allah
    lives as
    inside
    of
    one
    WitH
    sMiLes
    of course
    friend Rafiah..
    as Allah Loves
    to join iN human
    hands holding each
    other as WeLL as Love
    wHere River floWers grow
    Oceans Gardens emPower..:)

    And then i say..

    Hello..;)

    Rafiah says..

    Hello to you too. smile emoticon
    I have just returned from my
    childhood friend’s wedding.
    smile emoticon

    i say..

    SMiLes.. hope it was a wonderful
    wedding and you had a great
    time.. my friend..
    smile emoticon

    Rafiah says..

    Its always nice to feel joy
    in the happiness of
    our close ones. :’)

    i say..

    That’s true my friend.. and perhaps the
    saddest part of human being
    is when we cannot
    feel and celebrate
    the joy of others..
    that means you
    are human
    and i like
    human
    very much
    my friend.. Rafiah..:)

  12. Truedessa says:

    Hi, I see you are still never short on words 🙂 as I was reading through yours I saw various shapes..a lamp, a tree etc…were these intentional or just random works of art? Cool either way.

    • SMiLes.. my friend.. nice of you
      to wade so far down in words
      to come here to play
      today.. now..
      And i write for
      fun in stream of
      consciousness..
      for me there is
      a flow
      and zOne
      about it that
      is pure bliss in
      the journey of iT..
      and the comments
      section here iS wHere i
      do the actual writing
      one letter at a time..
      i could close my
      eyes and
      never look
      at it now..
      the flow is
      no different than
      an ocean wave..
      and still magic
      when i center
      it all
      together
      as a team
      of art.. that
      escapes the
      55 year-old
      UniVerSinG
      increaSinGLy
      becoMinG my
      miNd.. expresSinG
      so free as emoTions
      can go in SpiRit SonG..
      siMply a maniFeStation
      of the Bliss.. the Nirvana..
      the heaven that is my life
      now.. My life used to be
      so predictable.. so
      controlled..
      so ruled
      by others
      and now it just
      flows free iN dance
      and iN words of me..
      and actuAlly i wrote
      an entire Novel length
      of 41,113 words as
      Free verse poeTry
      “GodsUniVerseNovel”
      in this unique
      free style
      on December
      26th.. then with
      the comments
      draft section
      of writing bRinGinG
      the whole joyous effort
      to over 50,000 words..
      SMiLes.. the ocean
      doesn’t complain
      when the rivers
      fill it more..
      it is onLy
      the shores
      ‘who’ worry my
      friend.. and it’s alWays
      nice when someone stops
      by to visit.. as this is just
      a free place of Art no less
      and sure.. much more..
      wInks.. and best
      New Wishes
      of this year
      now to
      you..
      friend..
      Truedessa..:)

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