Facebook Friend and friend since 1980
Benny.. provides a video
illustrating well that
folks with
status and
power control
other folks through
illusory fears leading
to hate and divide and
conquer instead of
unification and
cooperation..

and i say..

Planet of the
Hairless Apes
Stronger
together..
-Caesar

And to be clear
that’s a quote
from the Planet
of the Apes series
of movies.. where the
Apes are rising up in
SanFrancisco to take
over the world together
in the Dawn of the
Planet of the
Apes.. where
modern human
has become functionally
disabled by culture and the
hairy apes of the forest are
far more robust as well
as intelligent
in the most
important
intelligences
of imaginative
creative movement
emotional regulation
and sensory integration..
as well as sensual intelligence
too.. in ways of reproducing.. etc..
and of course there are the outlier
socio-pathic apes.. who wanna
divide and conquer and are
pushed off the
cliff by
the socially
cooperative ones
as was the case in
previous human history
before socio-pathic leaning
folks gain access to money
and guns and other
warring
tools
of dividing
and conquering
including psychological
illusory tools of fears to
control and subjugate others
including religions with faux
Gods away from
the God of
Nature
who always
has and always
is now.. just now
A L L T H A T I S
as wild and free as
we socially cooperating
human beings who share
instead of rape and pillage
and collect stuff to the top of
a garage to death do they part
from the lies
of culture
never
truly
alive
in the first
place or second
place away from
the God of Mother
Nature Truth and LiGht
Free just Free as we can
be together as one force
of human now with
the God
of Nature
when truly
innately free
to be what the
God of Nature
still evolves
us to
be out
of the experiment
of dividing ways of life…

And then i visit sweet most
reliable longest Facebook friend
Rafiah from Pakistan where she
changes her avatar of not her in
a profile photo to a real
girl in a burka
that appears
to be mischievous
with big eyes.. and
the fleshy hands of a
child with thumbs up..
and i’m thinking yeah..
that’s her little sister
that likes to
dance
all dressed
up in the traditional
Burka that little girls
don’t normally have
to wear..
but i’m not
100% sure
so i say..

#hmmphotoswithoutname ..wink emoticon
Never the less 2 thumbs up x 2 = 4..smile emoticon

Rafiah says..

#imissedyou Katie Mia
#ilikehashtagging

i say..

#@alwaysjustahelloaway ..smile emoticon

And so then my heart is warmed
for the day as a middle
age man of 55..
is friends for
a year and
a half with
a 22-year old
Muslim college
student in Pakistan
where she reached out
to me when i have a friend
named Lala Rukh.. seeing
what i write poetically
on her blog and LaLa
young as well.. at
21 then.. and Rafiah friends
me on Facebook telling me
i have a beautiful heart..
which just goes to
show that Jesus
is correct.. humans
of different genders
can be loving friends
regardless of age..
gender
nationality
religion
or other
cultural superficial
differences ’cause
we are the same
as emotional
beings with
heArt
spiRit
and soUl
when free and not
clouded by the restrictions
of cultures.. as truly if i lived
next door to Rafiah without this
online access.. as a non-relative
of hers.. we would probably
never meet
eye to eye
or speak
to each
other
meeting
each other
alone on a street
of life.. as that is
not allowed
in her culture..
and really
it’s not considered
fully appropriate for
a happily married male
of middle age where i live
to become good friends with
a college-age beautiful girl
and yes.. the one time
i saw Rafiah’s photo..
that she quickly
erased as
she seems
quite shy in
showing her
face online..
she is
a very
beautiful
girl.. and i cannot
say i have ever seen
anything less than
a beautiful
girl/woman
from
her area in
the world..
as it just seems
a standard of that
flavor of human genetics
to be beautiful where she
lives.. but yes.. her heArt
SpiRit and SoUl is what
i love as human
being same
as others
regardless
of what the skin
and clothes look like
on the outside now
or then..
it is
the being
of human that
counts.. not the
superficial stuff that
eventually wears off
one way or the
other as
life
will
come..
anyway.. i treasure
my friendship with
Rafiah ’cause she is
a real person the way
real people used to be
in the US before they became
so jaded by commercialism of
human being.. in ways of materialism
over flesh and blood being that goes
much deeper
than
skin deep
but skin
deep as well..:)

And Rafiah also provides
a video of a poor boy with
flip flops.. where one of
his shoes breaks and
he cannot put
it back together
while
a rich
boy with
shiny shoes
that he polishes
as new.. loses a
shoe climbing a train
and the altruistic poor
boy.. chases the train
with one shoe
on.. to give
the rich boy
his
beautiful
shoe back..
he cannot catch
up and in a last
ditch effort throws
the shoe to him as
hard as possible but
it falls to the ground..
then the rich boy
throws
the
other shoe
of his to the
poor boy to
give him two shoes..
but you see when Rafiah
friended me on Facebook
she is the Rich boy and i
am the poor boy.. as
i have no real online
friends then..
and she
has many
girlfriends
where she
lives in Pakistan
so she gives me a
New shoe of friendship
that is much greater
than any
manmade
shoe ever
made.. as it
inspires me with
Greater Love..
and there
is no
price to put
on that shoe of Life..:)

Facebook Friend Rafiah says..

Wearing a burka does not mean that
one can not socialize and one has to
isolate oneself from the society. smile emoticon
So if you were my next door neighbor, we would
have had a lot of fun. grin emoticon We would
have watched movies and tv shows together,
we would have dined together, I would have
made you check and try my new receipe food,
imagine BBQing together, I would have gossiped
with you about my girlfriends, teachers,
university, my parents, my little sisters,
my lame brothers and everything. smile emoticon
What I like the best about the video is how the
poor boy tried his best to give the shoe to other boy
despite the fact he was seeing the pair with great urgue
to have them. he preffered others happiness over his.
I particularly liked the idea
of sacrifice. smile emoticon

i say..

Smiles my friend.. Rafiah..
that is human freedom
and i am so glad i am
your friend and
that you
are free
to Love
others
no matter
what you wear..
Smiles and the only
part of that we cannot
do now is BBQ.. but i will
show you photos of that too..
as your BBQ that you provided
photos of looked very tasty.. my friend..:)

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/01/winter-green-smell-grass-free-verse.html

1211

In response to an Internet
‘preacher’ that does
not have a fond
taste
for the
fairer gender
it seems.. as he
seems to think
that free
‘LIBERATED’ women
are the problem
of the New World
as well as all stuff
associated with
law
and order
to keep
all from
going
bonkers..
and not too keen on
mommies and daddies
it seems as well..
with obvious
disdain
for folks
unlike him..
who THINK THEY
are the smartest folks of all..
with standard IQ points
and stuff
like
that..
and a masters degree in history..
Hmm.. a super ‘Libertarian’ dude
singing to the choir…
but what is most
interesting is
if only
he could
find proof
that God exists
he could double
his money.. ’cause
that is all that’s blocking
him from gaining millions
more customers.. anyway..
i’m not going to donate..
’cause the only
time ‘you’ actually
spend any actual
effort in responding
to comments is when
folks mention donating..
hmm.. i for one now am
financially independent
and don’t have to engage
in any money stuff at all…
but i have a secret in
PLAIN SIGHT for you..
i can prove with
zero percent
variance
that God exists..
YES i have the
GREATEST GIFT
that can bring you
bunches more dollars..
as you do provide
some interesting
facts.. but
it’s sad
that your
mother put such
a horrible taste
in your mouth
regarding
all stuff
believing
and the all
important divine
feminine Love
that was not
a gift
your
mom
could give you..
sincerely with
sympathy
on that
my friend..
as my mama
loved me and
i don’t hate the chicks..
OR FOLKS WITH
DIFFERENT
RELIGIONS
AND STUFF
LIKE THAT..
anyway.. i see a
sad little boy
in your
eyes without
Love and that
my friend is the
saddest human
trauma of all..
the little
boy who
will never
fill up
the place
of Loveless
Mothers
or Daddies..
and gains a
great resentment
to one or the other or BOTH
GENDERS WHO did not provide the LOVE
AND OR GOD TOO.. AS GOD IS
LOVE AND without
that human
attribute
there is
no God
LESS or
more..
my friend..
sadly as one
does or does not feel GOD..
REAL.. AND TRUTH AND LIGHT
NOW AS WISDOM
AND THE MOST
IMPORTANT
FORCE OF SINCERE
AND LOVING EYES
THAT
IS LOVE
MY FRIEND..
to be clear i am
just practicing free
verse poetry on you..
wInks.. you can ignore
if you like or delete as i
will be using this comment
elsewhere my friend.. sweet dreams..
additionally.. i do free verse Anthropology
as that is one of my three degrees and
you are quite a case for study my friend
so i might be
back to
visit
to learn
a little more
about your case..
smiles.. with all
due fun.. my merry chap..
Anarchy is dangerous
when actually
practiced
and to
do it
from
Canada to
fuel the fire
already alight
in the U.S. is
dangerous stuff..
my friend.. for US..
oh God.. help me..
i’m being
tribal
again..;)

1718

i for one rest my case
of humans on the
backs of loving
Bonobos
who
are more
like Jesus
than so called
modern ‘Christians’
or most any other
religion will
be.. did
you know
that even the
Dali Lama..
clearly
states there
is no place
for homosexuals
in his ‘regime’.. sadly
that takes him out of the
ranks of Bonobo crown
and jewel of
loving
primates
wild and free..
unlike the chimpanzee
so often rated as the closet
cousin of human that
rapes and
pillages
as a common
practice
of getting
ahead..
let’s just
say Bonobos
are more into
oral sex than
getting
ahead..
oh the irony
in human language
huh.. wInks.. yes God
is a laugh.. a thrill and a
smile.. but especially
if one comes
all wrapped
up in Bonobo
fur..
Anyway it’s true our
closest cousin Bonobos
regularly engage in all types
of sexual orientations to regulate
human aggression.. violence
and in the tribe
ways of
World
War
three of
species ONE..
as humans could
be today.. if they
just strip off
the cultural
clothes and
no longer lie
to the Love that
innately.. instinctually
and intuitively lives inside
when not oppressed.. repressed
or subjugated for control
through illusory
fears of being
in all ways
of hate
and
division
human…
heHEr..
Mother Nature
rules with Freedom of
Human Expression.. the genie
is out of the bottle and the
genie is God live..
free.. wild
and real
as God lives
in us.. as Loving
human beings
real.. male
and female..
but yes..
the fairer
sex is all i need
for Love.. even
one wife is enough
but hey.. i ain’t everyone
else and never expect
everyone to
be like
me..
as diversity
is the best biodiversity
of God that exists as
REAL AND LIVING
US IN TOTAL
HUMAN
FREEDOM
YES.. WILD AND
LOVING FREENOW!..
i do not have to imagine
heaven.. as i found my
roots in
bonobo
Love
and yeah..
man this Love
as Heaven is REAL..
AND SO IS THE REAL
GOD THE SAME GOD
THAT LIVES
IN BONOBOS
TOO..
smiles..
i’m feeling
light heARted today
but my name is Fred
and not
Ted..
oh by the
way my Uncle
and his son
are both
named
Ted and
hey that
rhymes with
Ned too.. my
other named
friend gigoid..
but Frederick
and Theodore
are the more
‘academic’
sounding
names
of
us..
with Love
of Course
wRite on Course..
and dam almost every time
i come here i read something
slightly different that i’ve already
said by someone especially famous..
and sometimes anonymous..
or even you..
but
hey..
yes now..
the Lovin’s
in the sharing..
and that is what
humans do best
when wild and free..
the Loving Creatures
still evolving to be now
when
set
free
of course..
wRite on
course
aGain as
Mother Nature’s
Truth and LiGht
‘WiLL’ have iT NOW..:)

Smiles.. my friend
yes.. you are correct
about the Dali Lama
according to the
“Buddhist Book”
it’s not okay by
him.. according
to quotes from
Wiki..
but not unlike
the Pope and
my Catholic
Monsignor
who does
our mass..
secular
toleration
and acceptance
of those differences
is the state of both
their humanities
today.. now..
yes..
it’s
hard to
escape
the dirty water
of the past.. but
i for one.. will neither
throw out the Dali Lama
the Pope.. or the local
Monsignor.. babys
as they
are at least
moving in the
correct direction
of smart and unconditional
Nature’s way of Freedom and
Love at least in most human cases..
but of course there is room now for
change
as no one
is perfect
not even
Nature
as perfect
would be the
same and truly hell
now.. always the same..
Perfection is a human
construct of hell
but far
from
reality
as far
as i for one
see and feel it..
it is tapestry of art..
and in free hand.. now
art is
never
same..
whether
God or ours
as sAMe..:)

SMiLes..
truly it is hard
to escape politics as it is part
of tribal instinct.. Sports work better
as usually the game ends without death..
Soccer seems to work for that..
More bAlls of Soccer and less
guns that fear and hate..
Freedom of expression is
the only key i know and
feel both dArk to LiGht..:)

2432

Two more late
comers to
Tuesday’s
Scent prompt
from dVerse poet’s
pub.. so i’ll finish
that up here..
and then
it’s time
for yes..
clouds
and sand
dance today..
and then Rave
dance much later
tonight.. and before
even that open link
night for a variety
of fuller free
poetic expressions
at dVerse that i will
respond to in micro
and macro poetic
expression somewhere
in a comment sectioned
off area below
for more
word play
fun!
and sure
deep philosophy
metaphysical
cosmology
religious
Godolgy
stuff
as well..
for allthatis
aka God as WeLL..;)

WeLL..
yes.. youR
Well of ink
smELLs of
confidence
my friend..
and attiTude
iS everything
aS WiLL iN uS
Free as RElative
WiLL Can be aS US
as Now aSonG PoeTry
SinGs
and
DAnces.. sMells
uS.. mY friEnd!..:)

*
So what will the smell
of Love be.. baby’s
breath.. mother’s
breast..
or what
comes before
that.. it’s
black
and white
and shades
of grey.. it’s
blood and bones..
soft young skin
and aging
sagging
eyes
of
caring
for Grandkids..
older.. no.. i don’t smell
the best.. yeah.. those
congenitally closed
up sinuses of mine
inhibit that somewhat
but as a super
sensitive
sensory
sensual
and empath
person.. oh GOD
trust me.. i smell
enough to
know
and
FEEL
the
Taste
of Love..
and i Sing
and Dance to
escape what the
empath me feels of
all the fear
and hate
that lives
around me
until i move on
to a desolate
beach without
OR WITH
the human
footprints
of
hate and fear..
So.. i sing.. and
dance a lot and
carry on a way
word
word..
LOVE..
i really hate
that i put an asterisk
on this one.. as truly
it was worth
sharing..
in homes
that no
longer
accept
A
hand
FOR
tHis World
and Sun of Love..:)

2734

And now to
Open Link
Night at dVerse..

*
Cold
fish eyes of
politics.. status..
power hungry for warm eyes
of Love that never comes
before or after potential
birth of love.. CEO’s
executives.. most
all the same..
but it is
the power
hungry.. the
status and
money hungry
who build the biggest
concrete bridges too..
Infrastructure.. Internet
Airwaves.. yes.. the
dArk tbRinGS
us into
liGht
aS WeLL..
Motivation spells
Love or success
and sometimes
success is the
bridge to
Love
in
cold eye
fish
that
help us capture
more Love of US..:)

Love a
SonG
a eye
a hold
a dream
that bRinGs
more than words..:)

Strangers
of tribal
excitement
protecting
resources
in Western way..
lines of soldiers
in cowboy clothes..
one side against the
other.. always one way
or the other.. question
becoMinG can Western
ways invite
more than
bullets
from
the other side..
funny how human
instinct
lives
the same..
Cowboys against
the Raiders works
better
sane..
my friend
Glenn.. now..
and i kinda
miss ‘that’
Appaloosa
so wild and free..:)

‘They’ say at the vortex
of all atoms is swirling
energy no different
reAlly than
any tornado..
hurricane..
or vortex..
and we at
core are that
energy.. matter
illuSioN.. Force..
joYful Force..
Atoms spin..
i learn
below
above of me..
Joy.. now.. all the
positive eMoTioNs
spiRaLinG ForCeN0W
that becomes i as I
Dance Atomic
Joy below
above
iS
ME..
as long as
i swirl as
atoms
inside
out
side
all
a
‘r o
u n
d
AM
i
AM
Force as I..:)

Side note here..
in pArt inspired
my Sanna’s
Joy poem
and Quantum
Physics of
all
’round
more of
reality
now.. inside
outside.. above
so below of course..
as we as navigators of
the Force of US.. grow
stronger or weaker
as dArk
or liGht
forces of
metaphor
as Quantum us..
i am an Atomic
Fueled creature
of God.. sure Godzilla
is more than just a lizard
don’t you know.. and feel
the atomic Force as core
of uS.. hmm.. perhaps
you don’t until
it leaves..
it takes
much
pain
and suffering
to lose this Force
but truly losing it
almost all..
allows
one
to feel
at core..
and even graduAlly
direct this Force of
that as iN deed iS
function of
Vibration
and Frequencies
as Nuclear energy
of US..
Song is more
than song it is
vibration changed
into human emotional
energy in many nuanced
more ways than human
language
can possibly
come close
to approximating
in potential of WE..
To change our vibrations
higher for force of us
as frequencies
can be done both
through Music
and Dance
of Song
too..
and sometimes
the music is only
us as throaty creatures
who can roar if no longer
repressed no less than Gorilla
expanding Force of Natural Ape..
Sound is both mover and healer
and mover is both Sound and
healer..
all works
together as
Love when vibrations
and frequencies take
us higher and higher
as liGht
while
dArk
vibrations
and other frequencies
can take us lower potentially
than ever before.. we are
all truly
instruments
of Allah rolling
off my Tongue unlike
the word God in only
one point of contact
of roof of mouth..
It is the song
and dance
of us
that moves
both the
Universe
as ONE
and us
as same
as the
REST of GOD..
metaphor or literal
it matters not.. when
you have the Force of God
within you directed as ONE
force together GOD ALLONE
THERE IS NO MISTAKING
THIS HIGHER
POWER THAT
TAKES
US SO
MUCH FARTHER
IN LIFE THAN
EVER BEFORE
i can not make
one or necessarily
teach one.. to seek
find.. use.. and
practice
this higher
Force of
GOD in US
but sure..
i can show what
it looks like on
the outside.. my
friends.. as i
continue to use
it here..
in signs
and symbols
of GOD ALLONE..:)

Faith..
Hope..
Belief..
Love..
all real human
energies with
matter names..
Essence is Energy
and Force.. no matter
emotion or nuclear
bombs.. joy
as essence
is
atomic
Energy
and as real
as real iS as Force..
funny how people
spend their life as
matter and rarely
focus on the
reality
of Force
of Energy
at ALLNOW..
the smaller the
muscle against
the larger energy
is no match for
Nuclear
creatures
directing
Energy sAMe as i
AS Force of NOW..:)

SMiLes
Peace
Nature
absence
human
stress..
mist
forest
pieces
mystical
Love away
from Strife
Force Peace
aLive as NOW..:)

Left vs Right
Black vs White
Light vs Dark
at one point
i only make
lists but
creativity
rules
rules
NOW..:)

At a point in my life
i could not imagine
what it would be now
not to see beauty
in Nature for
that to be
enough
for me..
some folks
just don’t feel it
as it is not a given..
now as Love.. Beauty
is a force of emotion sadly
that not all share.. so now
even the dark among us
must be understood and
even accepted for us
to accept
it all
as is..
and do what
we can to bring
fields of dreams
a place where
where beauty
and Love
can live
for
more..
to never
find meaning
and purpose in
just living is the
farthest thing
away
from
Living
at all..
and truly most
fear and hate starts
in the unloving arms
and hearts of parents
well before age three
or any
words
at all..
the enemy most
often is gone
and that
is
Lack
of
Love
my friend..
so long ago..:)

i suppose
if depression
could really
show as
movie
or poem
there would
be less stigma
and more wanting
to understand
and gently
help
move
the suitcase
on for where it
can go
next..
sickest of the
sick often receive
the least love or care..
and to be clear i have no
idea if
you’ve
ever now
experienced
anything like
what your words
bring to me.. but
it is what
it is
my
friend
to me..:)

Smiles.. then
it wasn’t until
i figured out that
no one really cared
after dying as life..
that i really cared
and now that
i understand
that’s all i
have is
care
care is
real when me..
and when one is
full of care nothing
else really matters
as i do not own care
i
am
it..:)

Control now..
the son and
daughter
of fear..
but yeah
sure.. the
world is
a scary
place
for many
worthy
of fear
with
control..
No fear
can equal free..:)

Flowers play Life..
A seed A bee
A way
to come
to live
UniVerse
a FloWer
and so are we now..:)

WeLL.. wheRe i live
tHere are still fArms
and cowboys..
there’s guns
and talks
of fights..
hell.. even
talk of
going against
the gubermint
with guns.. ugh..
Red states
for cowboys..
Blue states
for dudes..
i wanna be
a cowboy..
but only
for the strength..
and courage that
comes from livin’
wildin’ free.. i’ll
live the fancy
dude Love
Ranch
inStead..
iNRedBlues
state way..;)

Fire of Love
WArm of HeARt
FiRe of Food
FlAMe of
Life..:)

When Guns
are Lovers
and Lovers
are Guns
video
games
can
rule
human
heARts
dark..hmm..
wHere iS Love
WheRe Is LiGht
even truth iN
relative
FREE WiLL..:)

Wow.. really great
poeTry.. hear.. and
yes.. with music
Oh God
so lucky
we are..
at least
Google
and his/
her kissin’
cousin
YouTube
saviors heARts
deeper than shalLow
nows.. wHere we
can still go
deep as
dares
do
go..:)

We are the
fire
and the
weed..
neither
gives up
a fuel
to
move
on..:)

Indigenous of Nature
will always have
her first
and
last
word
of Dance
and Song my
friend.. the tools
to become fools
are for others
soft
no
longer
human..:)

Open miNded
and heaRted
parents..
father and
or mother
release all
free child
escaping
concrete
jungles
pasSinG.. go wild
go further.. Free..
yes.. less
rope
for
chain
around a
neck of
cloSunG..:)

Oh gosh..now
we live in such
an amazing world
where we are free
can learn so much..
art so much..
eat whatever
we want..
and then
there is
a warm
shower
a warm
bed
and
even toilet
paper.. and
paper towels
to clean up
the every
now
messes
of life too..
Wow.. this is heaven now
too much to do to even
empty oceans of hope..
truly it is a
river of
hope..
we
WiLL
keep
swimming iN
and making
new streams
of water
as US..
oh.. Love
so Free..
And gosh2.. Candy
i’m thinking wow2
i’m so lucky2 as
OH GOD2
no one
can read
my chicken
scratch hand
writing.. at
least i have
a chance now
here.. sMiLes
wheRe digital
of fingers
and keys
become
one
no
w..as
heART2..:)

Gosh.. i love
tattoos too much
to wear on skin
i prefer them
on shirts
to tunes
of 400 or
so written
and illustrated
symbols/messages
now.. it’s more expensive
but the ideas never run out
and i kinda like the map i am
born
with
as skin
still now..:)

i suppose the
best we do
is give
whether
wanted or
not.. at the
end of life
i will sleep
tight knowing
and feeling i gave
more than took..
i could not
always say
that..
truly
it is the
gift to give..
saddest of all
for those who
cannot give
truly
often
because
of physiology
more than intent..
for so many
reasons..
far too
many for
any novel
or movie..:)

SMiLes.. what a hopeful
little story in a world
that speaks
so many
nays
rather
that yeas..
seriously..
i used to
be a robot
or Spock
until
my
shell
fell
off..
no longer
a turtle
now
i am
a silly
rabbit..
Bugs Bunny..
now he could be
the leader of
Anew
and
free
BRAVE
world now
in a cartoon
of hope where
we imagine now
and create then..
Afuture no longer
standing still now..
okay..
i’ve
got
more speeches
to make.. with wInks
and bunny sMiLes
in endless
rabbit
holes..
ga
lore
free..:)

At leasts those
without a cold
heart can escape..
the real prison
is the
heArt
that
cannot
feel..:)

Ha! i missed
you and that
is all i’m
gonna
say and
feel for now..
except i hope
you and your family
had a very Merry
Christmas and
this will be
the best
year of
y’alls
Alabama
life ever..
and yes..
i am
still arranging
for that bigger
win.. soon..
Roll Shawna Roll..:)

Okay.. and that is the
perfect poeTry ending
for now.. with
friend Shawna
showing
up at
the last
minute before
wife Katrina
beats me
to eat
supper..
and i must
get ready
for dance
tonight
but hey!
25 poetic
micro/macro
expressions
ain’t bad
for now..;)

8:50 pm
1072016..
i’ll be back
for more tomorrow..
as my other friend says
like
this..;)

And hell yes..
i’m tired of the
same old phrases.
and still
doing
something
’bout dat!..:)

Several Friday detours
around the world.. online..
and now back to dVerse poetry
and.. oh goodness.. got to Shawna’s
new blog.. in just the nick of time..
as it is gone.. gone.. gone.. now…
she’s out of Dodge off the dVerse Trail..
and back
to homeschooling
her four children
instead of poeTry
Land.. and if
she doesn’t
come back..
i will miss
her but that’s
how the trail online
goes.. sad.. kinda
sad.. sometimes..
okay.. anyway
back to the
last 11 poetic
links now to
see if i can
get ‘er done
before it’s
time to hit the
gym.. and after
that comes Casino
time tomorrow on
Biloxi Beaches
and oh crap..
i understand there
may be rain.. so i might
be stuck inside.. not getting
around to beaches and several
other casinos on foot of
dance walk
there as well..
so here we go
with more poeTry!..
and PS.. to Shawna..
if you read this
and do not
say at least
hello.. i might
not ‘allow’ ‘Bama
to roll over
Clemson
next week..;)

Majesty of Mountains
rising above horizons
of manmade
stuff.. hmm..
God seems
much bigger
as Mountains
than sAnds of
Desert with no leaves..
never the less
a sand
gRain
no more..:)

Fury of human
knows no match
Fire of Nature
Feels
much
more..:)

God iS Free
and So are We..
wITh the CAll of
the WiLd no
less for
wolF
than hUman
iN eYes of GOD..:)

SMiLes.. some folks wonder
why i dance to the tune trail
of 4669 miles everywhere
i go in public now for
28 months.. little
do they then
know now.. before
i live iN concrete
boxes.. the most
difficult
coffins
are
part of life..
So i live.. i live
my mark
is
Live..
and sure there
is also LITERALLY
11 million words
since 2010..
but whose
counting..
i’m living
that’s
ALL…
At one point in life
work is life.. dead..
now liFe
iS
work..
aLive..:)

*
God stArTs
wITh a quiLt
and ends
uP
WitH
a blanKet
of LIFE..:)

Black Street Nights
chaos reflects
lines gone
blind..
tapestry
lives green
in trees of life
away from
tar now
grown
cold
dead
dinosaur
streets..:)

Focus..
Flow..
Lions Roar..
Birds Sing..
Human Voice
chords stRinG
Vibration’s Nature
Celebrates Life..
winds howl
breeze
cools..
Flutes
Flow
Focus
iNow…:)

i suppose the ecosystem
of the fallen whale
providing so much
food for the
cycle
of life..
shows the selfish
of human who fails
to feed even a
worm
through
the most
basic
of giving
back to where
we are before
as Star
Dust no less
no more
but
we
are here..
oh.. the hungry
worm.. oh
the
starving
human iN Nature’s Love..:)

The only hairs
brave enough
to leave
me are the
ones that cannot
be scolded by sight of
me.. or at least i’d dream..
song of a bald spot not seen..;)

SMiLes..
my muse
iS many
mY
art
iS oNe..;)

Yes.. two general
types of humans..
closed minds..
open minds..
and Trump
minds
third
when
first type
runs for its life..;)

SMiLes..
Kindest
prayer
is compassion
for Living.. Kindest
action is reducing
pain
and
Suffering..:)

Fall of all social
animal empires
rests on
heels no
longer fitting
social roles to live..
whether claw.. hoof..
leather.. or bare foot..:)

Well.. that’s all for now..
with 13 more added for 38..
Back later to check
for more.. gym
time now
to escape
a head..:)

5:39 pm
1082016
back
at
10:36 pm
with what appears
to be two links left..

North Florida
Rose hips only..
grass remains
green and
fresh
for Life..
perhaps a
once in a lifetime
event in January..:)

Smiles.. yes.. odd it is.. in fact
i’ve heard there is still green
grass in Illinois for the
first time as well..
in recorded
memory..:)

Smiles.. yes.. i can relate too..
before i upgraded my iPhone to the 6s
version i was not able to open my word
press site.. on mobile.. but i have two
other blogger platform blogs where it is
no problem to open them up..
the fastest one is

http://katiemiafrederick.blogspot.com

if you are interested.. but no problem..
as i am kind of like a traveling
blog anyway..
in terms of
how i respond..
and i actually wrote
an over 50 thousand
free verse epic poetry
post titled ‘GodsUniVerseNovel’
that is an actual free verse novel..
in a matter of days.. in one blog post
on December 26th.. with 269 photos
in that one and dozens of videos..
i am no normal
person..
and ha..
even my
doctors
will tale
you that..
wInks..
at any rate.. there
are over 3 million
words in my Word
Press blog and over
11 million total
since
November
26th 2010..
practice
it’s what
i do..
practice.. smiles..;)

Under-Cover
Books.. celebrating
Bedroom
eyes
turning
pages..
rarely
put down
looks.. always
pleaSinG now..:)
(:..now pleaSinG
always.. looks
down put
rarely
..pages
turning
eyes
Bedroom
celebrating.. Books
Cover-Under

And here’s the last
one at 8:21 am
1092015

Smiles.. nice to see
appreciation of physical
beauty as well as spiritual
beauty of human being after
all is said and done.. the
soul
is real
and fleshy..:)

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SMiLes.. it is sad
when religions/
cultures.. do
not respect
other
cultures/
religions..
in terms
of ind
iv
id
uals
it is
the tribal
instinct
at work
sadly
enough
when
tolerance
and acceptance
of differences
do not come…
Tolerance now
and acceptance
of differences
other than those
that harm IS A
WAY to Global
Peace and Love..
theRe is no other
way as all humans
are different and all
humans have slightly
different languages
for how they
see and
FEEL
THE
world
in general..
as well in
specifics..:)

First of all.. thank
you so much for
letting the people
who care about you
know and feel that
you are going on vacation
here.. sadly some folks
just disappear
like tHeir
friends
online
are nothing
more than
avatars
and
text on
a screen..
i suppose more the
older of us just do
not have it in our
heart as caring my
friend.. to worry
friends like that..
i care and
will miss you
but your
health
and well being
is more important
for your family
at home
as well..
hope to
see you refreshed
back here.. as soon
as you want to come
back here.. as this should
be a joy and not become the
work of life.. of not wanting
to
be
somewhere..
SMiLes with
love SOHEIR..
i already learn
a lot from
you that
i will
take with
me in my
heARt.. soUl
and SpiRit..
no matter
if you never
come back i
will always
remember SOHEIR
the Peace and Love
Lady who is Muslim
and first and foremost
a
Loving
Human
BeinG..
And GOOD
FRIEND..:)

Smiles my friend gigoid..
as always.. never any rush here..
hehe.. until it’s time for dance..
or Katrina says get the F in Fred
off that computer it is time to
eat NOW!
smilesx2..
with
plenty
of wINK..
and
see ya later..
with Love now
of course..
wRite
on
COURSE..:)

5698

sreeja harikrishnan
January 7, 2016 at 10:15 PM

says..

Cool Pics! Evocative write…..
and interesting shapes made with words! 🙂

i say..

Hi sreeja.. thanks so much for coming
by and visiting me on my blogger
blog.. and so happy you enjoyed
what i did here for now..
Hope you are having
a very
Happy New Year!..:)

With a note here that this
is copied and pasted from
my faster opening site as
linked below.. and in all
my communication from
words to dance.. i don’t just
do poetry in song and dance
i incarnate as that in all i do.. aLL
naturAlly as God of Nature WiLL
with relative HuMaN FREE WiLL
AS innate.. instinctual and
intuitive WiLL.. be me NOW…
Blogger back-ups don’t back
up much.. but WordPress backs
everything up.. including comments
sections so i bring it all back to
Word Press.. so i can
press one button
and back
it all
up!..:)

http://katiemiafrederick.blogspot.com

Along with this additional blogger blog..

http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com

are sites i provide identical copy and paste
posts from WordPress…. they are easier
to open.. and do not include all
my continuing writing here
at WordPress
where i use the
comments
section
as
basically a canvas
to paint the next draft
picture of words
in left
hand
justification
before the new post
is center justified
and the shapes
fly
in
symmetry
as song of words..
truly it is like a finger
print in digital words
of a song no
less than
a wave
pattern of
music one sees
when measuring sound
waves on an electronic
device..
but this is
the real deal
in how the song
of my language naturally
flows in both rhythm and
rhyme.. and pattern..
no less
than
waves of
the oceans too..
iN All Natural poetry..
the patterns of God are
more than just numbers..
we are the pattern of God
as our words truly do become
God.. in pattern and flow
of us.. there is
no more preplanning
in this than the waves
of Gulfs.. Seas.. and
Oceans that
naturally
and eventually
brush against
the sands of earth..
we are all connected
and we connect back
to God by the waves
we make
on this earth..
that can either
be in joy..
strife
or just
calm center balance
no different than raging seas
bright green and beautiful waves
or a calm mirror reflection of a Lover’s
night as human becomes sand and
lover too upon the reflection
of God’s
eyes
in seas
of us.. now..
anyway.. back more
toward a science of what
i do.. i started the KatieMiaAghogday
Blog back on March 10th 2013.. and
started the KatieMiaFrederick Blog
in August of 2013..
both on Google
Blogger platforms
along with Word
Press in
August
of 2013..
as well..
when i started Word Press
some of my old readers
asked me to
keep the new
posts on my older
blogs ’cause they
were having trouble
opening Word Press
and i am glad i did that
for a couple of reasons
as yes.. now they are still
not the only ones who
have that problem and
why i occasionally highlight
the other blog sites here for
anyone else who has problems
opening my posts here.. and in
addition.. just one post there has
received 2781 views on the topic
of ‘Burnout on the Autism Spectrum’
as linked below.. a relatively short
post on what truly is “General
Adaptation Syndrome” that
Autistic folks who are
generally more
stressed out
in accommodating
social stress burn-out
in not just a psychological
way but a real physiological
way where harmful stress
neurohormones destroy the
bodily systems slowly when
there is not a time or place
for escape for recreation
in ways of exercise..
meditation.. music
or whatever it takes
to calm down and gain
basic animal homeostasis…
When a cat gets enough stimulation
from petting or whatever may be the
case he or she will scratch you or bite
you if you don’t let the cat get back
to calm of balance.. sadly some
humans get caught up in
catch 22 situations
where fight or flight
reaction to stress is almost
constant.. and even medical science
shows now that this kind of extreme stress
will actually lead to a shorter life.. and much
misery.. discomfort.. and illness.. particularly
auto-immune disorders that are very much
precipitated by stress.. it took me
a total of 66 months and even
longer to totally recover
from this Autistic
Burnout or
generally
speaking
“general adaptation
syndrome” where autistic
folks are just the canaries
in a coal mine that
increasingly
allows less time
for recreative
activities to
bring one
back to
animal
homeostasis..

http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/04/burnout-on-autism-spectrum.html

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stress_(biology)

But it is a real crisis in developed
countries as we become tied down
to desks.. and other sitting responsibilities in
what can be unrelenting fight or flight stress..
and truly it is insanity that most people do
not bite or scratch back to say enough
is enough.. but sure if they
do not..
there is a real
and dangerous penalty
to be paid by the God
of Mother Nature..
as a person
can gain
a self-fulfilling
prophecy of literal
human hell like me
if they do not listen
to their body when it
yells STOP KILLING
ME NOW.. by way
of chronic somatic
pains that folks call
tension.. headaches..
stomach aches.. and other
vague pains like Fibromyalgia
and immune system problems
that really are the body saying
you are killing me and i am
taling you in a louder and
louder voice
to
DAM
IT STOP
HURTING
US NOW!
and yes.. in a way
it is the voice of God
inside us that doesn’t
always have innate
instinctual and intuitive
actual verbal words
to say it..
the answers
come from within
for those who actually
hear them.. adapt for
the better and
thrive and
survive
or the
other alternatives
ranging to real human
literal hell to even
premature
death..
anyway..
worth all these
words for folks who do
not understand that we
are more than heads on
a totem pole.. or books
of religion.. we are
A temple of God
and if we do not
respect that temple
when it tales us the real
cautions and truths of life..
then we will be the canaries
in the coal mine that have
a shortened
or miserable
flight
of life..
where yellow
wings become
coal black
dark
ones of
pain.. suffering
misery.. and so much
psychological discomfort
that truly life becomes hell
instead of the animal homeostasis
that is a cat’s life of heaven rolling around
in the midday Sand of Sun or hugging the
grass on a midnight Moonlit night in
God’s Country
of true
heaven in
peace of mind
and body balance
where Love survives..
thrives and nourishes
others as well allNOW
in the interdependent
relationship of allthatis
AKA
GOD
NOW..:)

In my youth as i walked
the beach sands
of young
at age 16..
i imagined being
40.. and saw myself
as my father in a chair
with belly growing watching
Nascar.. or whatever is on
TV.. and it brought a tear
to my eye.. that i would
no longer walk
those beaches
free and wild
with the same
attractions to the
wild and free opposite
sex as well.. that was so
strong then.. but yes.. under
control.. as it were and as it is
now.. but the best thing is.. i am
even stronger.. much stronger now
at 55 that i regularly empirically prove
on this site and on my restricted sites..
down to the basic core of human
virility.. where no one can
say i am just all
talk and no
action.. my heroes including Jesus..
were Bruce Lee.. Jack LaLanne..
and even Arthur the Life guard..
Vietnam Vet.. Parole Officer..
and Ballet dancer who
dam sure ran
circles around
twenty-something
year old lifeguards
as age 65 in both
two mile runs and
swimming marathons..
and obviously happier
than anyone i worked
with in the sitting
stress of office
work then..
Bruce Lee shows
the potential of moving
like the art of water.. instead of
old rules of martial arts.. and
additionally proving that
strength training makes
a person faster
and not muscle
bound as used
to be the
old jock’s
tale
back in
the old days then..
And Jack LaLanne
was swimming across
bays roped and tied to
60 plus boats
towing them
all the way across
in his sixties.. then
living until age 96..
dying of pneumonia
but still living strong
until his last
day on
earth here..
At age 22 or so.. i remember
one of my acquaintances bringing
his 42 year old dad to the 2001
disco hall.. and everyone
thought that was
amazing that a
dude as old
as that was
dancing with
the younger folks..
and yes.. at age 55..
i move to Arthur
Land.. Bruce Land..
and Jack Land as well..
as i know and feel what
is real human potential and
it is far far away.. from what
culture and or religion says it is..
but yes.. Jesus had it correct.. when
in the new testament he reported that
folks will come and do more than he.. in
the future from then.. he understood that
human potential with 100 percent positivity
of emotions in faith.. hope.. belief.. and human
relative free will could move the metaphors of
mountains of life to new horizons of being
human.. sadly people.. most people..
are going the opposite way
in restricted head
ways of life..
The Temple
of God is
WHERE WE
ARE AT..
AS US..
ANYTHING ELSE
IS A WAY AWAY
FROM
GOD
iN
US..
The Gym is my University..
Church is my Dance Hall
that expands to the Center
Wide Aisle of Super-Walmart
too.. And all of Nature both
seen.. unseen.. understood
and more mysterious
than any fiction
novel ever dreamed
is GOD.. now.. NOW
i dance as free and
wild and naked
as any
wild cat
can and will..
i am Human
God lives in
me.. and i for one
AM NOT AFRAID
TO BE THE GOD
THAT LIVES WITHIN
ME.. AND i hope that more
folks can live here free as well..
And that is why i love the message
of Jesus so much.. he helped me
to understand that wheRe i am
now.. is no mirage
it is as REAL
as God
that lives
in eYes of Life..
YES.. THE LIVING
ONE INSIDE OUTSIDE
ABOVE SO BELOW
AND ALL AROUND
IS GOD
NOW..
AND EVEN STONES
LIVE IN SAME ANIMATED
ATOMIC MOVEMENT AT
CORE
AS US..
THAT IS
GOD TOO..
ALL THAT IS..:)

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First of all.. gigoid..
how gracious of you
to start off by providing
a photo of God.. they
come in many sizes and
shapes.. hues of colors..
shades of grey..
but OMG..
three humans
in front of small
fire.. relaxing on sands
of moon and starlit night
iN heaven is now.. do we
need to look any further
than this.. well sure we
do.. as God and
Heaven lives
within us
as us..
when we relax
free and wild together
around a fire of moonlit
and star bright nights..
with US as GOD
of human
dreams
fruition
of heaven iN
reality iS NOW..
sadly many humans
rarely come to this place..
this real place hidden in
screens of electronic
dimensions
that never
breathe
the salt
air of God’s
eYes.. that never
feel the breeze of
waves.. splashing toes
warm and cool.. without
a worry.. or even a memory
of worry.. felt at that point..
of center balance
where we are
simply
the eYes
of God’s
UniVerse
iN
Balance..
no less than all
of God that strives
for balance.. Peace
and a Love so far above
so below.. the strifes
of humans
in nightmares
of worries that
do not even
exist
as now
when dark
flame of worry
leaves in a
midnight
breeze
of Beach
Peace in Us
as metaphor
as the only space
balance needs iS
iN
uS..:)

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Facebook Friend Glenn
shares a photo of a person
standing on a scale
with the numbers
666.. ’cause
i guess he
knows i
like the
number
6 as i
am born
on 6660..
anyway..
it is the
bare foot of
a person’s foot
born with 6 toes..
an extra small
toe attached
close to the
big
toe..
so
i say..
Six toes..
Yes.. my son was born
with 6 fingers total as well…
Nature is full of suprises
both light
and dark..
but sure..
if he had survived..
perhaps he would
have found a function
for that
extra
small
finger on his thumb….
God doesn’t scare
me
anymore….
but nah.. that was
a minor inconvenience
as he also had great
vessels of heart
transposed
totally
closed up
sinuses not
able to breathe
through his nose..
no immune system..
and yes.. misshaped
ears and a mouth too
small.. and yes
even a
micro
penis
to go
along with
that.. with several
rare syndromes that
only ’caused him severe
pain his entire 51 day life..
in that darkest lesson that
life is far from fair or perfect
was the lesson i would need
to survive a total of 19 medical
disorders including the worst
pain known to mankind that
i often mention everywhere
i go.. just in case someone..
anyone has type two trigeminal
neuralgia.. and has lost hope
they will ever live a moment
less than hell again.. of
pain literally assessed
as worse than crucifixion
from wake to sleep.. and
in my case for 66 months
so i am sorry if anyone
is tired of hearing about
it.. but i could find no one
on the entire Internet world
that even had the disorder
to give me any glimmer
of hope for recovery and
life again..
but anyway..
i understood the gift of life
that my son never even had the
chance for to escape pain his entire
life.. and when i left the hospital
after he died in my arms..
driving all night from
Shand’s Hospital
to get back
from Gainesville
i thought about all the
bullies in my life.. the
people who told me i didn’t
deserve to exist.. in so many
crude and harsh ways.. and i decided
to let my son’s life count in everything i did
from then on.. and perhaps his life is all that
kept me from hanging myself with that metal
chain in my bicycle basket on a tree where
no one would find me but
vultures to eat what
was left of me then..
but the truth is
for the few people
i had in my family who
even acknowledged my
existence at all then..
i was too
loved to
die.. by
a wife..
a mother
and a sister..
and that was enough
for me to eventually get
out of hell.. there is so much
in the inspiration of the dark of life
that no.. i have no reason to fear
either hell or the devil
as i have
already
been there
and been him..
there is no one who
will stop me now but GOD..
of Nature.. and for anyone
who harms the hair on anyone
else unjustified.. trust me
you don’t
wanna
see
God
mad..
as Karma
is as real
as the
devil
and hell
incarnate on earth…
And here is a ‘little
secret’ for those
with the ability
to discern
it
‘i am
a watchmaker’
and so was my
great grandfather
in the Black Forest of Germany
and much further beyond
that ancestor
then…

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i went to school..
three degrees
a job next..
but truly had
little education
on the human
heArt.. spiRit
and soUl.. just
words really
somewhere
in poetry books
and bibles.. vague
and distant from what
comprised my life.. and at
an end of a very stressful work
career with over 30 years total…
broken.. human ill with so many
disorders.. but the greatest one
of all is the loss of my heart then..
oh the empty.. when all that’s left
is the adrenaline of stress.. and
truly just surviving.. i’ve probably
said it before.. and perhaps it
seems too simple and truly
it is to me now.. that
i escape all the
problem solving
of work life..
it is
move
connect
and create..
but the thing is i
have both the time
and effort to make
a continuous art
of life as a
song dance..
no longer a
test assigned
by culture and
work.. i art
the way
without
anyone making
me go somewhere
else.. human beings
are social animals
and the
empty
comes
when we are
not social.. overall..
and i don’t mean screens
i mean the human flesh and blood
touch.. and i have no idea how
much of that is missing from
your life.. and although
i may always
be filled
with
Love.. it would
not be the case without
the presence of a Loving
Wife always.. and people
i connect to at the will of
dance everywhere i go..
i found the answer for
me.. but truly
i believe
it is in
moving.. connecting
and creating.. to fill a human
heArt.. spiRit expresSinG
that heaRt and soUl
in mind and body
balance where
the Love is
not
a chalice
but the Loving
being of us flowing
like water my friend.. Zee..
different folks different ways
of viewing the world… we all
must find the way.. within that
works for us.. and share what
works the
best we
can when
we get there
for the ’cause of Love..:)

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Hi Friend Zee.. thanks so much for visiting with me today..
oh.. such beautiful warm Sunny green and colorful flower
days we are still having in the Sunshine state Florida that
actually means flowered state..
and my cat Yellow Boy stays
bright and Sunny looking too
smiles.. and our big
grey cat’s name
is
Moby..
like the big
grey whale..
smiles again..
and hope you
are having a wonderful
now.. my friend.. in Pakistan..:)

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Ha! sMiLes
friend.. i used
to keep it all in..
and really couldn’t
get iT out.. even if i wanted
too.. and then things
changed..
as human
epigenetics
and axiom 2
of never
ending or
beginning
change
will have
iT.. now iS
iT.. and the more
i make of now the
more
i
iS.. iT n0w..
and today i am
wearing a shirt that
says ‘Metaphors
Be With You’..
wiTh
eYes
stars
of God
briGhtly
shiNinG
behind the
metaphors
of
us
my friend..
gigoid.. for now..:)

Ah.. synchronicity
but truly no surprise
really that i just took
several selfies
of the
‘metaphors’
shirt that my
wife selected for
me at Kohl’s at
10 bucks..
my price
limit
for
apparel
for my creative
projects.. and
it immediately
pleased me
as i Love
your signature
line about may the
metaphorse be
with you.
as truly
the
Force
of all
is the
best metaphor
for God i kNow…
so i proudly wear
the shirt today..
that describes
God to me..
and i just
got back
from surfing
those selfies
in the Church
Casino Tour
bus.. dam
LIFE IS GOOD
AND FUN.. FOR
NOW MY FRIEND..
SO MUCH MORE
a blesSinG to live
in Heaven now
than the literal
Hell before
now..
then..
in the
deadzone
my friEnd
gigoid
with Love
of course
the TRUTH
AND LiGht
metaFORCE..:)

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Funny.. how life
works in terms of
moving..connecting
and creating.. it seems
that any one or two of
the other pArt of three
can bRinG that paRt(s)
alive as
human
reality.. and
until i received
my first creative
spark that i could
actually feel inside
in the beginning of
end of February
beginning of
March 2013..
oh such a
deadzone
before then
so much more..
as i wrote and wrote
and wrote from wake to
sleep since Thanks giving
day of 2010.. and could not
feel anything but pain.. and
truly the absence of emotion
then is the most horrible
of life’s experience
that i’ve ever
known
and
never
felt then..
PoeTry eventuAlly
connected the empty
shells of letters and
words to the
heArt.. SpiRit
expresSinG
heArt lost
before iN
a soUl as mind and
body so unbalanced
with only the analytical
mind left in those empty
shells of words of me..
Anyway.. the first
8 million words
was worth the
ticket to
bRinG the
next 3 million
alive as me..
and the
dance
continues
to be the fuel
of the SonG oF
mY soUL my friEnd..
iN addition.. my advice
to anyone who could
not move.. connect
or create.. would
be to
dance..
share..
and create
in someway
to bRinG that
Human triNiTy
of Love
Alive
Again..
it dam
sure works
for me.. at least..
my friend.. and the
paths are infinite
for all
others
too..iN
arriving
at this
similar
place of
Unconditional Love
for Life and Others
same and for the
rest of Nature
aka
GOD
asWeLL..:)

Smiles.. At the casino now..
One finger typing on mobile..
Thanks for helping to inspire
the title of my next epic post..
triNiTy of Love..:)

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Facebook Friend and coworker.. John..
back in the day (2008).. when i worked
for money says..
I like your abbreviated
free verse much better!
i say..
Thanks John..
it comes and flows
short and long and
as long as it goes it
goes.. wInks..
and in finishing
up this new titled
post.. “triNiTy of Love”
i must say.. actuAlly i like
to say.. what a beautiful day
this has been on Biloxi Beaches
and surrounding Casinos.. although
i feel a little like Neo.. as what the folks
are looking for in the next high of
gambling win is something
i for one regulate and
integrate in emotional..
sensory.. and yes
sensual.. (ooh.. Lala)
way yes with relative
free will.. the missing
link.. the dopamine hit
of winning or smoking
or drinking.. the trinity
of emptiness that
is so clear
in gambling
halls of behavioral
addictions.. as well
as substance addictions
too.. there are many ancestrally
speaking.. not as far way from indigenous
ways of life.. tanned people who come here..
many who likely have the Dopamine/
ADHD/Bi-Polar variant genetics
who are the nomads among
us who are potential movers..
shakers.. yes.. connectors
and great creators among
us.. but sadly.. when the
positive aspects of
the greater
more open
minded liberal
nomads among
us for change..
do not
meet
the need
to move.. connect
and create.. whether
it is a lack of love in
childhood.. or folks
who think they
are dreamers..
are too
full
of
wanderlust
and wonderlust..
too compulsive..
irresponsible..
etc..
’cause
they just can’t
seem to meet
the conservative
grade iN ways of Life
in culture.. yes.. the missing
potential.. can be squandered
on behavioral addictions.. ranging
from Video Games.. to Gambling..
to excessive porno.. instead of
actually creating something
new to fill the empty
dopamine space
that comes
in ways
of stimulation
when one creates
something anew.. now
as well as the social
bonding hormone..
oxytocin when
we successfully
socially bond
with others
and get that
warm and fuzzy
human feeling..
and if one never
gets that.. ugh oh..
potential problem alert..
but even people who don’t
get the warm and fuzzies
can still make ethical
decisions in life
not to harm
others..
but that
warm and fuzzy
is a great way to
feel in both oxytocin
and serotonin trust..
comfort.. so yeah..
often addictions come
instead of warm and
fuzzies.. ugh oh..
and sometimes
activities that
harm others
too.. now too..
sadly enough
as the empty
heARt is hard
to fill.. even with
just dopamine hits
of pleasure.. but anyway..
perhaps some of the greatest
innovations in both material
life and art have come
from folks
who have
the empty
inside that drives
them to create anew
and get that next dopamine
hit of pleasure.. as we are
still evolving to be.
so yeah.. ‘everyone’
knows about adrenaline
associated neurohormones
that excite us.. the pleasure
of dopamine and the comfort
and trust of serotonin and
oxytocin.. and to be clear
oxytocin is the social
bonding neurohormone
where we even have
receptors on our feet
to get comfort from
touching the sand
of the earth with
our Loving toes..
oxycontin.. is
that dangerous
pain drug.. among
others that sadly close
to 50 percent now of
Adult American Folks
take regularly to treat
many types of somatic
pains.. often coming as a
result of a mind
and body out of
balance in ways of
repressed or out of
control emotions.. senses
that are not integrated.. and
lost focus and short term
working memory.. that
all suffer when we
get out of
emotional..
sensory..
and yes..
even sensual
balance.. oh God YES!.. all
the sensations associated
with S E X.. not to beat
around the bush
about it..
if you
get the
drift wood..
of what i am
saying here..
now.. to keep
this Facebook
friendly as we kNow
there are no issues now
of too much
prudence with
me.. haha.. heHE..
and stuff like that..
But anyway.. an oft
not spoken of.. special
neurochemical is that
of all Natural DMT
produced by
the Pineal gland..
also in drug form
named Molly
as an illegal
synthesized
drug on the
street..
but the
thing is.. humans
can manufacture their
own all Natural DMT
which is also known
as the Love Neuro-chemical
as it increases human empathy
both to other humans as well
as Nature true.. like OH GOD THAT
GRASS HAS NEVER BEEN THAT
GREEN OR OH MY GOD LOOK
AT THAT SUNSET..
OR GOD EVERYONE
LOOKS HOT AND
DELICIOUS TODAY
AS ALL THE BODILY
TIDES COME IN
FOR ACTION
TO GO OUT
TOO..
well.. yes.. some of
us find ways to get
this enlightening all natural
high without any illegal drugs
and we just float around on
fluffy marshmallow kumb
a
lala cloud
9’s.. while folks
think dam i wish
i had some of what
that dude or dudette
is on.. it ain’t no mirage
folks.. it is dam sure real..
if i could bRinG anyone
to feel like i do most
all the time.. and
put it into
a healthy
drug.. i could
solve world hunger
in a heart beat.. ’cause
when one is under the influence
of the all natural GOD DRUG..
one becomes the gift that
cannot stop giving..
case in point
all these
words..
hehe…
to me.. it appears
it can be generated
by listening to electronic
trance music along with
free style spiraling dance
of 360 degrees.. ’cause
most every time i do
that lots of folks
think i’m
super high
and the truth
is yes.. i am totally
and completely ONE
with the God of Nature
and she provides this
all natural way
of being
to be one
with her..
AKA GOD..
AND SURE.. the
so-called primitive
indigenous peoples
that are our ancestors..
as well.. often danced around
fires of night enhanced with moonlight
that ain’t no different really than a rave
dance.. with or without the external
substance drugs to get one higher
and higher with God.. while drums
beat on.. and human
empathy grows until
we are a frigging
SOUL TRAIN
OF
MOVING
CONNECTING
AND CREATING
HUMAN BEINGS..
but as the ‘white man’
said.. them are dam savages..
we are puritans. who zip
our women up tight
along with our
trowsers..
they are truly
fools without God
then and sadly still
until like that
Ice Princess from
that Disney Frozen
movie.. they find a
way to seek.. and
practice.. and feel
God of Nature inside..
outside.. above.. so below
and all around.. to just let it
ALL go.. and flow baby.. the way
the
real
INDIANS
OF GOD HAVE
DONE FOR LITERALLY
THOUSANDS OF YEARS
BEFORE
ALL THE
COMPLEXITY
AWAY FROM
GOD GETS HERE
TO ROB US OF OUR
INHERIT GIFT OF BLISS
AS TRULY WHEN ONE
BECOMES ONE WITH
GOD THERE
JUST
AIN’T
NO HIGHER
PLACE.. BUT HELL
NO.. RARELY DOES
ONE FIND GOD
iN
FOOTLOOSE
TOWN.. BEFORE
THE FEET CONNECT
TO GOD
AGAIN..
iN yes.. a
tRiNity of
Love of
MOVING
CONNECTING
AND CREATING
ONE WITH GOD NOW..
yeah.. and i’m still sitting
on the dock of the bay
with God on the
Casino Tour Bus
traveling across
the bridge of
bay on
MacPro
finger
tips
of
GOD..:)

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What one does in the Casino
Elevator is supposed
to stay in the
Casino..
and then
‘God’ created
the smart phone..
and the rest now is
Recorded History.. heHe..
Yes.. and when one
iS married for
almost 26 years..
this is what one
can do in the
Casino
Elevator..
Just have FUN
without messy details..
Sadly.. theRe
was no
Chandalier..
except for
the metaFORCE..;)
And in case..
in regard to this
next blog post..
titled “triNiTy
of Love”..
theRe is any
question as to
whether or not
i am sitting on
the dock of the
bay today.. here
is the irrefutable
empirical evidence
here.. now.. juSt now..;)

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