“Nothing to read here.
Jesus F. iN Christ..
Chuck Lorre is
such a genius..
and a well rounded
one at that who has great
insight into the human condition..
More on that in more than 8 seconds..;)
i’Ve often stated in my writings that the average
human being these days as a consequence of
using a mind for multi-tasking that really
isn’t an efficient way of finishing
one task as the human
hundreds of thousands
of years is evolved to focus
on one thing at a time to insure
one doesn’t get eaten by predators
and one gets some food for the day..
D O E S N ‘ T G E T I N A C A R aCCiDenT..
well.. yes.. now that i’ve lost focus from the
original thing i was saying as surely i am only
human and subject to the same trails and errors as
everyone else.. yes.. the average attention span of the
human being is now 8 seconds according to a study as
shared in Time Magazine.. and sure.. i will provide a link ‘here’..
in case ya
think i am
mirrors like our
next lying out his
ass dear leader.. in
Twitter Style of 8 seconds
in a barrAGE of mismatched
thoughts that contradict each other
like the two Facebook Profile photos
from Chuck Lorre where the current one
i am highlighting says “Hey! I’m talking to you!”..
Funny how when you wanna save the sheep you don’t
give the keys to your gated farm to the wolf but in the case
of the ‘masses’ who only hear
three sound bites and
nothing much more
give my stuff to others..
including my guns and jobs
and nothing else for a decision to
vote for a dear lying ass leader.. Houston..
we have a problem.. the higher ups are taking
advantage of our disadvantages and particularly
pandering to our deepest fears and closely held
traditions that we hold so dear.. and the next thing
ya know.. the wolf iS iN Charge of not only your sheep
but the whole frigging hen house and please
don’t let him get too close to your
girl friend or wife or cat
as Wolves of the
Bad Cop Jesus
flavor and not the
Wild and Free kind
wHo live in social cooperation
and in respect of each other’s
surviving needs.. well.. yeah
that Bad Cop Jesus likes
to grab things
to his ease
power and status
in materialistic domesticated things..
anyway.. it’s safe to say that i’Ve exceeded
8 seconds here.. but you see there would be
no more Beethovens or Leonardos or Michaelangelos
or Jesuses or Buddhas or Hell not even anymore Muhammads
as even that illiterate dude did manage a 80 thousand word oral
tradition sponsored second hand voice through scribes scribing it down
eventually.. albeit only with a 2000 word vocabulary.. but sTill.. miles and
miles ahead of an 8 second world of attention sPan now.. thing is.. use
it or lose it applies and that’s the reason we don’t have many Einsteins
or Freds these days.. two..
seriouSly.. how many folks
can sit through a symphony
these days or spend hours at
an art exhibit or even hours in
Nature totally Zen Focused taking
all the beauty in or even look up from
the customer service desk and their
screen when they are FucKinG getting
Paid to say Hello.. welcome to A life wHeRe
humanity is a flesh and blood thing more than 8 seconds of attention..
anyWay.. i will use my personal human potential in ways of DancE and
SonG.. even if all my epic achievements in human potential make me
invisible to everyone
but me and
it’s not like
i have much competition..
so.. i guess it’s not really epic.. huh..
and i’m not sorry if that sounds smug
’cause we have a real problem when a FucKinG
Lying Commander and Chief has been hired while
the masses never paid attention to more than 8 seconds of what he said..
i couldn’t find my minion shirt to celebrate all of this last night.. but hey..
when it all goes
as well enjoy
a wonderland that’s fun..
it’s Boogie Wonderland for
me.. and i’m still trying to talk
‘”GloriaS” iNto SinGinG and DanCinG
as any Happy Feat of Feet WiLL do after
the Longest Long Form Poem in the History
of Humankind continues in the 736th MacroVerse
of Ocean Whole Poem that now continues.. hmm.. i already
completed my John 14:12 assignment by God and yes that
took quite a bit of effort.. including the 915K word ‘Grand Cross
Bible 2016’ in seven months of writing from Memorial Day of 2016
to 11:58 pm.. centraL Xmas tiMe.. LA FL Lower Alabama Panhandle
iN aS Such.. along with the other 12 Million words.. two new testaments
in Heaven at 181K words(ea) and another side note inclusive of that 915K bible..
of 141K words in October 2016 effort alone.. also inclusive of this continuing
3.3M word plus effort of longest long form poem all free verse with what
the poet science professionals name as concrete shapes flowing that iN
my(wiThGod) case coMeS wiTh Holy Spirit Flow with deeper archetypical
human being symbolic forms/meanings/essence/purpose that the God with
iN iS mostly in charge of through continuing CooPeRaTiOns oF
Holy SpiRit CreaTivE streAMinG Flow
of wHo like the army says is BE
ALL YOU CAN BE.. YES..
OF THE GALAXY
LIKE VOLUME 2.. AS THE
WHO GOES ON JUST FOR FuN
NOW THAT THE COVENANT WITH
GOD IS ALL OVEN BAKED dONE iN HEAVEN NOW2.
AND sure.. cooked a little over done in 66 months of hell too..;)
You Now Have a Shorter Attention Span Than a Goldfish
And here’s that link i promised.. if you made more than 140 characters
and eight seconds down into this Ocean Micro-Verse here.. tiny tiny
out put too..;)
Ain’t technology great!.. through the advances of
the Facebook Video Slide Presentation Algorithm..
i can share a night of dance with the world hehe that
in this case is mostly me.. haha.. as how much fun in a
56 year old smiling dude’s life can anyone take on Facebook now..
as surely it must
make most folks
lives seem rather
drab and surely i understand
that as i lived life for decades in the
wash and rinse and dry cycle of work
every FucKinG day of the week and do the
other work on the weekend.. and sure.. work
Holidays most all to save money for a rainy
day similar to what Jayzee or however you
spell JC’s name and little miss Sunshine
Or Katrina rains come next.. maKinG
an umbrELla big enough to fit
under for an entire life
of a normal
unlike me.. hehe..
yes.. i am writing this
on Facebook now in what
Bill Maher suggests is real
time and hell yes it is not
politically or traditionally
or culturally or religiously
in tradition politically correct..
as i live in a free country and as long
as i follow all local.. state.. and federal
laws/do not outSkiRT the community rules
of Facebook i can do WTF FTW i WiLL to do
WiTh WiLL over LoVe and no intentional harm to
any other human being.. and nah.. that don’t include
butt hurt as there is an off button online that one can
easily turn me off with.. ignore me.. and as we all know
thief in the niGht
who is as big as the
FucKinG 12 Million word
elephant ear/hAnd aS Such iN the room..
anyWay.. back to the original whim.. i can easily
trim my total photo output of the niGht iN Dance
in the ParKinG Lot of Old Seville Quarter before i leave..
and send it to Facebook wHeRE i can enjoy all the female
sMiLinG FAces WiTh me and savor a little more of the Heaven
on this Kingdom of eARTH WiTh GoD wHo SMiles WiTh mE
even more in pretty
God i Love
women.. all shades
of skin and shapes and
sizes.. just all of them.. and
i don’t even have to grab any
of them or even touch them to
enjoy pure bliss of a Joy iN Nirvana of Heaven now
oF JuST doinG
iT iS real In Boogie
iN Glory and yes.. although
i don’t enJOy thE pARt nearly
as much.. yes.. the PaRt about JuDGinG
the LiVinG and the Dead almost like noW iF
i was/AM sELF FulFiLLinG a Prophecy or somEthing like tHis..
and the thing is most people will never get down this far
THieF in the niGht
sayS iN tHeiR own hometown now..
but you ‘see’it’s par for the course that
they couldn’T even if they tried.. as hiStory
and heRstory and eTCstory WiLL suRely likELy
rePeat iTseLf through NaTuRe throughOut thE UniVerse
iN Multi-UniVerse hUman way of perceiving less or more oF NoW..AkaGOD..
but sure i give
and share my
View iN what
i can relate in
and surely a little
complex thoUght too..
even one liners when i’M iN the Mood.. aS Such2..
aLL J’ED uP and happy Feat more and STuFF2..;)
Oh God.. and sPeaKinG of groups of sociAlly cooperative
women who band toGeThEr to asSure tHeir iS not
male Aggressive behavior.. yeS in mating rituals
and stuff like that per the Old Bonobo and
Human age reneWed iN DancE HaLL liFe..
as Lord kNows back in the 80’s iN the
Decade i did the clubbing at the
Disco Hall of 2001.. it was
strictly all John Travolta
and boy on girl.. no
girl on girl dance fun
then to protect themselves
from Rogue ‘Trump’ males..
OH Lord.. only iF Trump had leArned
to gain sMiLes from every women instead
of recycling and purchasing trophy wives..
in arT oF Dance at about the same age as
me back in the day of coming off that bus
talking about what he kitty power grabs neXt..
we wouldn’t be in the world of septic tank stink
we are iN noW if we DancE and SinG more toGeTheR
WiTh sMiLes of Peace/Love and Joy iN Harmony like Coke
in a Beyonce
Dance of 711
With Kali as we
could celebrate our
Victory over death with a DancE and SonG.. aS ClassicaL LiFe..
iN Garden of Eden.. and sure.. women could even wear male underwear
iF they like
oH mY God.. this is
going down for isREaL..
this HeaVeN is now.. and while
some of us are having the dirty dancing
time of our lives.. otHEr folks wear Trump Face
F A K E..
sitting on mall
benches even well
below my age of 56..
in life on NFL/NBA/BS and other
Screenstuff way of liFE.. while Happy feat
plays on iN Real TImE noW like a thief in the NiGht
pArt too per what happened at the end of Isaiah 53..
NoW in Older
aGes too.. like..
hmm.. yep.. me
and Hellboy II per
Comic Book Lore2.. both
stepPinG Up to Heaven SoWN
LiFE at age 53 Big Hero 6 like Fred2..;)
i Am thE
i did it!!!..;)
SerIoUsly.. iF GOD wHeRe to coMe to eARTh inCarNATe
aS Such.. wHo ya thiNK God would wanna
me oF A
a me way2..
noW Now that’s
juST a metAphor..liGht..
don’t take me too seriousLy..
aS i’M surE God would laugh about all thiS
for iSreAL STuFF2..
butt seriOusly 2 don’t
yA thINK iF yA did/do the
F i N i T Y noW
sTarT and end
BeGiNNinG NOW yA
miGht juST wanna have
a little more fun than a Trump way oF LiFE
And juST blend iN as all thAT iS.. that way
gettin’ iN yA waY..
SeriouSlY.. to me.. LiVinG
Like Trump iS literal HeLL..
and LiVinG LIKe me is both
metaphor and the literal Heaven..noW..
but hey!.. that’s the way God sees things iN and as ME..!
juST duST Free iN God’s WiNd..
from fiRE of Crucible stARt dEAth BirTH..
yeS SenTiEnt God StAR duSt pLuS SiZe heRe..
Yes.. thaT/ThIS iS longer than 8 secondsnow..
more like an M anD
M 8 MiLe 1 daY..
suRe.. InFiNiTy sTanDinG
tALL8 NoW HeRE..
iN A Neale
BottomS anD TopS noW anD
sKeYeSand iNside.. outsiDe
All aRound liNes aBove
So beLow WiThiN
Oh.. WeLL that’S
mOre thaN 8 seConds..
o0ps..! i juSt diD iT aGaiN..;)
AnyWay.. yeah another super long
Micro-Verse here of 736th MacroVerse
i AM currently naMinG and worKinG
oN caLLeD ‘Goldfish Heaven’ foR
NoW.. with plenty of various
Micro-Micro Verses as
pARt of this Micro-Verse
heAR oF Macro-Verse
way of Ocean WhOle
Poem.. and that reminds
me of my visit to the wife and
i’s nice psychotherapist licensed
social worker woman too.. who helped
me in hell and now views/moNiTorS me in heaven same
juSt to make sure i don’t back to hell again.. and yeah..
it’s not that easy LiVinG WiTh a John 14:12 dude as the
psychotherapist is a journeyed enough human into the
iNner UniVerse oF otheR hUmans in clinical stUdy
to have amassed a supermassive amount of
and lots and lots of
the lot oF all oF uS and
the alabaster salt statues
that we can be too.. anyWay..
wow! ‘we’ could talk for hours on end..
as when a person becomes a friEnd oF
someone through both Heaven and Hell they
are not juST a professional they are a besTest of FriEnds
too.. as yes.. she literAlly hELped saVe mY soUL that woman
named Karen thaT iS anotHeR version of the name Katrina
is an angel and
if anyone out tHeir
ever needs someone
to provide a little hELp
iN Mental Health way and
you juSt happen to live iN
my Metro area.. contact me
in my every day Fred
Form and i’LL
you a contact
number to get in touch
with her.. as it’s true she could help save
not only your soUl and heARt and SpiRit but verily yOur liFe2..
it’s not often someone comes aCross a BriLLianT heART like Karen..
@leASt noW foR me..
as she diagnosed my sister
with Asperger’s syndrome back
in 2011.. and although then i had lost
all hope.. i took my sister’s recommendation
then to see her.. and through about 30 months
of studying me she helped bring me back to liFe..
and yes.. as my Psychiatrist initially reported back
in 2008.. i was his worst and most hopeless case ever
to the point he was willing to recommend an electronic stimulator
implant for the vagal nerve that distributes HeARt to the rest of the
SpiRit of the HuMan SoUL iN FeeLinG and SeNSinG way.. then..
is what makes a zombie..
a ‘dead’ vagal nerve.. otherwise2
known as A Kundalini coiLed Serpent2..
beHiNd every myth IS A science of GOD2..
RiffS and Driftsnow2..;)
Hi Rafiah.. just came by.. heaR
to say i miss you today and hope
you are doing well.. as you may likely
kNow or FeeL iF you ever do go away
from online.. as that is my only way to contact
my friEnd Rafiah..
as long as this
is open Now
with you i will come
here once a month
to say something to
month for the
rest of my life..
as i am the friEnd
who never ends on this
end my friEnd.. and i understand
many of the reasons of why you might disappear
as my fingers
and mind and soul
works as you say Inshallah
as God WiLLiNG withiN mE..
to say Hello.. then..
as Love is what gives..
and never expects return
as it alWays coMes..
oTHeR than that
Winter Storm Helena
is breezing in for the first
real Winter day and night
as forecast.. since about
in Florida now..
i’LL StiLL be wearing
shorts no matter what.. heHe..
i’LL juST DancE and SinG more to warm uP..
iNside oF me2..;)
WeLL.. what’s news today.. good news
perHaps in a world becoming more
chaotic and out of order
U.S… hmm.. a lot of
detail in my last month’s
6th of the month message to you..
friEnd.. Lala Rukh who i have known
altogeTheR for almost a full 42 months
of Heaven out of fresh and spoiLed HeLL
for 66 months as of the third week this month..
i didn’t know
and i suppose
you are a reminder
of the Heaven i stay
now albeit a few heavy
word crosses along the way
in Heaven sTiLL as my last cross
completed iN mostly joy and a little bit
of work was is “Grand Cross Bible of 2016”..
as surely as medical literature dictates with a
pain of type two trigeminal neuralgia assessed
as worse than the torture of crucifixion from wake
to sleep for all of those 66 months until i met you as
sort of a ‘white pearl’ sign and harbinger of better things
to come for me
Love for a faceless 53 year
old man way back then.. along
with all the other commenters on
your blog as you said then this is our
blog and not just yours.. yes.. i still look
at it that way my frieNd as a family place
or flesh or gender
or age.. or nationality..
creed or particular human
constructed abstract otHeR labEL
for even God and all the disabilities
and sexual orientations and other bio
and neuro-Diversities of all creation that
make up thE God that is all that is real
and no myth alone..
even religion alone
or culture or human
or anything even
on eARth these
days and all the days
thaT cAMe before.. so.. sure
that bible i finished in 7 months from
Memorial Day to Christmas Night at 12:58
Central Time in the U.S. oF A comprised of
61 Of what i name as Macro-Verses averaging
15K words each for a total of 915K words that exceeds
what they name as the current King James Version of a Bible
iN about a New Testament size larger than what it took centuries
of many many men and likely zero women to complete as they were
to do that
as a Gospel
of Mary was
by the Nicene Council
iN Rome of 325 AD iF iT
even made iT that far iN A
continuing sEE of patriarchy since
on or about the break out of Agriculture
10K to 12K years ago.. wHere beFore thAt
and sTiLL iN so-Called current primitive societies
the women are more in charge as they feel how to cooperate
and doling out
grains stored in
silos taller and taller
as Trump Towers can become
sky and God the same as houses
and love as cars and clothes and all that
as mE’s STiLL now..
anyWaY aS always i sTreAM
to Rivers to waves of oceans
with endless shores
place on eARTh
IS A Great one in humiLiTy
that never ever needs a reward
from someone else.. to give is enough
and like i said i’LL be around as long as
tHis pARt oF yOUr HeARt iS oPen oN LiNE..
i suppose tHeir was/IS A reAson i was the first sophomore
ever in my high school as noted back then to be inducted
into the National Honor Society at age 15 back then.. while i
go beyond the social norm now and religious ones too.. i don’t break
noW as i
and honor as nows go on..
iN otheR words mY FriEnd as
you once sAid.. i am a real perSon..
i AM LOVE..
see yA later FriEnd..
i Love you and that’s enough for me..:)
WeLL.. hello.. my friEnd
gigoid.. only two behind
today.. and as you mentioned
the rainy cold weather over on
the California Pacific side.. a couple
of days ago.. it appears that has turned
aT leASt pARtly
as the highs
in the Florida Panhandle
day have fallen down from
close to 80’s in Indian Summer
Winter to a toasty invigorating
close to 40 degrees high for the
day today as my Big Northern European
head per total CC’s.. is better evolved to live
in/as retaining heat per total square footAge..
in more icey-like conditions that will repeat in
sunshine tomorrow.. as i dance in shorts on the
Beaches of Biloxi.. wHere the upper 30’s are forecast..
sure.. if it was rainy and that cold.. i miGht give in and dance the Casino iNside..
iN Imperial Palace way.. regardless.. with enough practice one’s body can become a furnace
as any Yogi
who attains that
P R a C T icE iN
level of mastery
as relative will comes
to seNse.. FeeL and kNOw..
not woo.. tHeRe2 all science2 and
backed uP with empirical study as
the Tibetan Monks who steam heat
off tHeiR body in icy cold waters of human potential
walking across coals and busting bricks up and stuff like that..
including mastering waves of brain from Beta to Alpha
close to Theta too.. and iN my case aT least maKing
every peptide connection of every cell as memory
oF all the best FeeLinG neuro-chemical and
seNSinG neuro-hormone interactions
from vagal nerve in brain
to gut spread out
to every cell
and woe.. the
that comes with the
teat of modern culture
and religions.. same.. too..
anyWay i’M dOwn from the beach
And i give iT aLL and sharE noW2..:)
And of last report from you in your current
status of liFe.. glad to hear you are once
aGain looking toward sunshine noW
my FriEnd.. as i move on to pearls..:)
“Breaks balance out. The sun don’t shine on
the same ol’ dog’s ass every day.”
— Darrell Royal
the invisible sun
inside would be something
you could control as spring
shine within year ’round..
niGht.. iS it
worth iT.. sure
HeaVeN iS WiThiN..
when sOught.. FoUnd noW
And practiced day and Now ’round..
yep.. the sunshines out my ass year ’round..
it pisses some folks off and bRings joy to oTheRs
as birds oF
been on the otHeR
side of the Styx River2..
i ought’a KNow.. swAMi
LIBERTY iN Heaven..
Life Is Better Everywhere
RE-Creation Takes You iN Heaven.. NoW..;)
A Winter Ship
“At this wharf there are no grand landings to speak of.
Red and orange barges list and blister
Shackled to the dock, outmoded, gaudy,
And apparently indestructible.
The sea pulses under a skin of oil.
A gull holds his pose on a shanty ridgepole,
Riding the tide of the wind, steady
As wood and formal, in a jacket of ashes,
The whole flat harbor anchored in
The round of his yellow eye-button.
A blimp swims up like a day-moon or tin
Cigar over his rink of fishes.
The prospect is dull as an old etching.
They are unloading three barrels of little crabs.
The pier pilings seem about to collapse
And with them that rickety edifice
Of warehouses, derricks, smokestacks and bridges
In the distance. All around us the water slips
And gossips in its loose vernacular,
Ferrying the smells of cod and tar.
Farther out, the waves will be mouthing icecakes —-
A poor month for park-sleepers and lovers.
Even our shadows are blue with cold.
We wanted to see the sun come up
And are met, instead, by this iceribbed ship,
Bearded and blown, an albatross of frost,
Relic of tough weather, every winch and stay
Encased in a glassy pellicle.
The sun will diminish it soon enough:
Each wave-tip glitters like a knife.”
~~ Sylvia Plath ~~
It’s funny my friEnd..
and surely sad
too as on
to never enters..
and nah that don’t end at
56 and perHaps it’s genetic
as my Aunt created that until 94
crippled on a walker with sun shining
as briGht iN her eYEs as far as photos go back..
thing is.. it wasn’t just genetic as i listened to her ways
out of a similar place.. i was in at 47.. when i spent time
with her the last year of her life.. her key is connection.. my
friEnd.. her key too.. is moving.. and creating with a zest for
life for the magic of learning anew never left as she
refused to let it go in practice of more and even
with that walker
and a crippled
the strength of her
arms to continue to walk
a walker too.. master of more..
slave of less.. so much we have
to DancE and SinG our way or not..
she said when i have pain i just tell it to
go away within and it does.. took a long time
to lEarn that language of hers within but it works as
my crippled X-rays and MRI’s and cat scans still show
and almost totally
closed sinuses to breathe
through nose from birth as well..
how it works is to be sought and found..
tHeRE are no cookie cutter books or answers
thAT iS sTilL
A hUman poTenTial
when sOuGht and FOUnd
And practiced until the last breathe oF LIFE..
A noble death and old age my Great Aunt surELy hELped Create..:)
Jacob: “You know sometimes I get a little worried
that you’re gonna get my favorite planet blown up.”
Jack: “Yes. Which planet is that?”
— from Stargate
For me at lEast
the only PlanET
to liVe oN NoW..
wiTh sTiLL kiNd
for all the planETS.. ’round..
alreaDy Did Nature Deficit Disorder
iNside a windowless office for years
back then.. ain’t ever gonna get imprisoned
but Nature now..
Free from A
“It is Maya!
Dost thou not know her?
Illusion — dreams — phantoms.
But, to the wise, Maya is more.
But, to the wise, Maya is more.
All that thou see’st,
Trees and shrubs, The grass at thy feet,
All that walks or creeps,
All that flies from tree to tree,
All is unreal: All is Maya.
Our bodies, our limbs, our very thoughts.
We ourselves are slaves to Maya.
What remaineth? Who can say?
Love to the lover,
The child to the mother,
The song to the singer,
God to the worshipper;
These, wandering thro’ the world of Maya,
Are perchance shadows of that which is.”
— Holst, Savitri (based upon the Sanskrit Mahabharata)
Even with a Mahabharata
close to twice as long
on these lines here..;)
“I’m in my own little world,
but everybody knows me there.” — Smart Bee
and ‘tween my ears..;)
“Reality: the bastardized version….”
As i sTart of with one of my
Favorite instrumentals by
the Alan Parson’s Project
as good old Rock
as back in the day..
that was the only place
to find deeper stuff.. in the
songs of the 70’s back then
in Old and New Jerusalem
on illusory fears
and empty promises and
the twistings of what may or
may not have been whomever
said wHeRe whAT or wHen
of what iS iN A Book
as a golden
calf as a letter
with no reproach
possible to the current
flavor of interpretation..
less one loses tHeir social
role as general place of Hierarchy
of the social group unit at Hand.. seriOus
Do DO.. surElY NoW.. when tHeRe is no separation
oF ChuRch and state.. and do we reAlly have that now..
not really.. not at the hiGhest levels of control noW when
the church lives in office Now of defending and defunding
the needs of young women in places of need still now and the
poorest in huddled masses too ignorant to realize they just hired
A Wolf who is bare enough not even to need to wear sheep’s clothes..
all for some standard lines that come from pulpit lore same.. Mexican women
and their children die more with illegal unsafe abortions than what is safe over
here and even safer with effective birth control and education beyond abstinence
SchooLed woman who
has come into her own
with men in Public University ways..
the back of the pick-up truck iS STiLL worn..
anyWay.. we need a little more of human potential
in Prometheus and Lucifer way.. a little more Unconditional
Love iN continuing greater giving and sharing Free ways.. thing
is.. what we need is always what we have.. moral relativism.. wHeRe
moST anything goes.. and sheep vote for wolves to sKin tHeir Health care alive..
or Lucifer or Neo
or Superman or Batman
or frigging whomever unplugs
from dARk into what reAlly works for
them as TrUth and liGht.. never one size
“Do not be afraid of enemies; the worst they can do is to kill you.
Do not be afraid of friends; the worst they can do is betray you.
Be afraid of the indifferent; they do not kill or betray.
Yet only because of their silent agreement,
betrayal and murder exist on earth.”
~~ Bruno Yasienski, contemporary Soviet novelist ~~
A reaLity these days is..
most people have too
comes to play..:)
Humans can only hold
so much on their plate
at one time now..
as that accumulates
across a lifetime as of
course you well know my
friEnd.. liVing in the most stress
of hUman environments for 11
years that still ’cause you are just
human like the rest of us cannot fully
escape noW as our environment surELy 2..
becomeS who we are now2..
Thing is.. if every
folks woUld suffer
as they might no
like you did..
alWays.. no cookie
cutter answers and aLways
a real need to have a balance
of both conservative and liberal MiNds
at work.. sure.. we STiLL have that.. ain’t
yet by far..
and yes.. we can thank
the founding father’s for that
as they thOught so much deeper than Twitter Verse then..
at the helm
for Twitter Haiku.. my friend..;)
“No trumpets sound when the
important decisions of our life are made.
Destiny is made known silently.”
~~ Agnes De Mille ~~
Lives.. mostly within..
it has too.. for me.. as i lived in
Now the entire World
iS SPRinG oF LiFE noW
alWays inSide and out..
of the heARt..
the SpiRit.. and
Me tHeRE iN
and CreATinG.. GiVinG
sHaRing way.. thinG
is all thaT iS
FeeLing and SeNSing
oven baKed HeaVen LuKe HOT noW..:)
“Nothing endures but change.”
~~ Heraclitus ~~
True and on a subjective
level the longest second
oF aLL iS wHen
Change aT leASt..
iT iS poTenTiALLy toWard
thE oTheR placE oF SpAce WiThiN..:)
“Je plie et ne romrs pas.”
(I bend and do not break.)
~~ Jean de la Fontaine ~~
The long term psychotherapist
that Katrina and i have been visiting
for about 6 years now.. affirmed the health
case fact that when one free dances the parasympathetic
Nervous System comes into play and simply kills stress that kills us
as time goes by.. now..
a free dance
now and now just play
or idle time spent now..:)
Yep.. Dance IS A liFE Saver
and SonG iS too..
rules.. and guidelines
don’t put one back
flow that destroys every
bodily system in chronic
life lasting to earlier death ways..
funny how words work.. Sympathetic
when lived in sympathetic nervous
system way too long.. not much empathy in that..
Free verse per DO..;)
“Walking makes the world much bigger
and therefore more interesting.”
~~ Edward Abbey ~~
So true.. and science
shows that sitting still
for hours on end day.. by
day in front of screens is as
dangerous in life shortening potential
as a pack of cigarettes a day.. no warning
labels on office chairs and couches that alert for this..
a Mix oF
aCT oF NaTuRe
GoD sAMe wE aLL..:)
“A wise man first determines what is within his control;
all else is then irrelevant.”
~~ Epictetus ~~
water boarding too..;)
“Don’t look for the right person; be the right person.”
~~ Will Limon ~~
mostLY iT iS sTiLL
waiting tHeRE alWays
iF we open
sealEd as US..;)
“I postpone death
~~ Anais Nin ~~
juST Do iT2..:)
Now.. to esCape
this chair and
mE A tELephone
boothNoW to change
out of this and pooF.. i Fly-
uP.. wRiTe ouT oF heRe.. nOw..;)
Stardate..1.7.17@7:13:337 24F Degrees LA (Lower Alabama) FL thennow
so-called time and yes.. as is the case ever since the Spring of nowthen
2013.. my wardrobe today with high projected around 37 Degrees.. yes..
Fahrenheit with Brisk North Winds on Biloxi Beaches will STiLL consist
now of the same Routine as a Uniform of T-Shirt and shorts although
as always a Hanes 100% Rainman (Dustin Hoffman) like cotton shirt
will be layered under the Walmart art print tattooed shirt and yes..
i found my Minion T-Shirt.. referenced earlier in this 736th
MaCRO-Verse.. i am currently writing.. titled.. “Gold Fish
Heaven”.. so what is the significance of this.. well..
it is pARtly A John Nash-like Beautiful miNd
and a body that adapts to extremeS iN
Environmental Challenge to veriLY
maintain not only a wild and
free miNd butt yes.. a
wild and free flesh
and blood body
to the early
years of mom’s
Apron Strings and surely in words
i will receive the usual..l Fred you must
bE F iN Crazy comments then now on the tour
Bus as i arrive iN the ParKinG lot now then2Now
@9 AM accompanied STiLL by my Gorgeous LooK
inG 46 year old (Trump Trophy looking wife noW
wiThouT make-up and work as they say) the KaT
Rina as she plays wiTh.. the one-armed bandits aT
the Imperial Palace Casino and i go play to dance..
8 miles or more on the beaches and area sidewalks
by the bay flat beach road where any signs of dunes
were long ago obliterated by the version of Katrina that
was a Hurricane way back in 2005.. as the left hand justification
of this Routine Stream of Consciousness as well as Holy Spirit Flow
As ‘they’ say inspired muse rounds out to a K shape at this point..Now..:)
AnyWay.. here’s the deal.. i’M a Maverick.. don’t play by ‘your’ rules..
and nah.. ain’t the only one wearing shorts in the after-math of Winter
Storm Helena.. 2017.. as my brother-in-law reports.. the more hardy
of our human species is doing the same thing in Colorado iN the
Snow of Single Digit temperatures.. and generAlly speaking as
far as classical evolution in adaptation to environmental
challenge for cold change.. my very light colored eyes
and really white skin that still tans as i also have
the ingredients of Wild and Free Sioux and
Cherokee mixed iN my blood lines is also
mixed with second generation removed
Irish Blood along with third generation
or so mixed Black Forest of Germany
Blood along with Spanish and
French Blood per my
as i got the
ghost dance part
of me from my mama’s side
of the family and sure.. lots of Bi-polar and
some ancestors from the Austin Powers England Area2..
and stuff like that is mixed around in that more out
of the cardboard box side of the family as my Father’s
side per German heritage it seems… according to stereotypes
is rather conservative and let’s juSt say more mundane and minion-
like than surely me now aLthough yes.. i was identified as minion
and mundane for many years wHeRE i conformed like a straight arrow
edged ruler aS Such.. still with quite a bit of strange bleeding
over the edge like save me please.. i don’t.. really.. wanna be
a zombie robot.. okay.. well ..anyWay this isn’t now coming
out to be a K in left hand justification noW as concrete
shape poetry can go noW iN symbolic archetypal
meaning too.. thing now here about a general
shape of a K is it is like a wave of the
Ocean going in and coming out
and making a shore line
similar to the way
iN Ocean WhOle
Poem as God inspired NoW
all of course holy spirit Ocean
sAMe iNside floWinG out from juSt
anOTher fiLter BRaIN of God.. seeing now
less and yes more of reaLiTy than most Now noW
iN ways of FeeLinG SeNSinG and KnoWinG NoW now NoW
most as i untied my minion strings and let them fly now..
hehe.. and surely this IS A prescription somewhat-like an
R in left justification aRiSinG noW iN lEft side JusTificAtIoN
of word play.. as when you drop the limitations and expectations
of cultural and religious tradition as far as legal goes and allowAble
to stay out of jail free and stuff.. you fly.. you fly.. like a Robin..now
So hiGh or A thief in the niGht or whatever ya care to cALL me noW i’M FReED
yep.. special K without any drugs and an R prescription caLL of the WiLd..noW..:)
“You are the best. You are the worst. You are average. Your love is a part of you. You try to give it away because you cannot bear its radiance, but you cannot separate it from yourself. To understand your fellow humans, you must understand why you give them your love.
You must realize that hate is but a crime-ridden subdivision of love.
You must reclaim what you never lost.
You must take leave of
and yet be fully responsible for your actions.”
-Gnarls Barkley, in a letter to the legendary rock critic Lester Bangs
Insane with control..
not unlike the first
impression of a man
fully naked who stands
6 Feet tall or so around
240Lbs and walks in a so-called
Honky Tonk Bar totally naked and
asks for your clothes in cultural way
just to borrow them for a while to fit
in per say
and do a
little more now..
yep.. ‘real men’ fight
naked and they can/WiLL
retract their genitals
enough close to
yanked off as
i can clearly remember
someone making fun of Lion
sex as the private parts tend to
retract to almost nothing when not
used as claws and soft parts and even
long parts in a naked fight can surely mean
no reproduction at all for the future.. and that’s
ironic and both science oriented as science shows
the softer gay men parts are substantially longer than
we furry warrior types as such at ease as it were/is.. this is
Nature.. Nature don’t give a FucK what culture says as Nature
and surely an
extension of God
too.. that sadly also
leads to functional disabilities
like no longer tolerating a cold day
in the Sunny 24 degree January weather
of a Florida day in shorts.. the reason i don’t
get cold in cold weather is rather simple.. i adapt
without covering my legs like any other more super
natural among animals who wear clothes will do to raise
their God Given Animal Potential.. so sure.. when i walk in any
bar i have a certain edge too.. as to remove your clothes in below
freezing weather builds a spiRiT of HeARt iN MiNd and BoDy BaLancing
Force that is fearless and does not get exhausted by influx of adrenaline stress
hormones for a brief spurt of energy that eventually ends in exhaustion as when one
flows with God’s gravity and uses the Physics/Chemistry of God’s Nature to one’s advantage
one can go on and on
in balance even noW Now
in the mid 230’s.. be the water force
oF weight for 6666 miles/40 thennowthen
months of martial arts and ballet-like
like-gravity free-like dance while the
audience is seemingly in awenoW at the
dance hall of how the FucK can you move
so fast and all over the floating place like that
for three hours straight without a FucKinG DriNk
of water.. ha! you must be crazy or on some kind of
jacked up drug.. but nah.. i have mastery of my Nature
and God with mE at the helm as Pilot of this ship that
floats like a butterfly and surely can not only dance
and sing but do the Muhammad Lee Sting
thing iF absolutely necessary.. nah..
don’t fight with a naked
clothes is the
moral of the T-2
yep.. just try to
match me in a bone
crusher handshake.. heHe..
i’LL sHow ya the T1.. 2.. oKaY..;)
See and this goes way back to when the
Honky tonk Christian Bible carrying bullies
made fun of my smiling face and long hair and
long eye lashes that even certain girls made fun
of too for a man too.. endoWed in androgynous
masculine feminine balance of little
boys whose fearless fathers
left early raised
love kept close
to Apron strings as they
once escaped a trailer and ran
out into the highway as any caged
wild and free animal at even three years
old will do in human form too.. yes.. i was/am determined
to keep smiling and not let the honky tonks hOld me
dOwn in a frOwn.. so i got some of those plastic
covered concrete weights and went to
work watching my string
bean 99 LB weakling
oF soMe meat
a body looked
as straight as a board
in a mirror back then.. yeP..
except.. for one extendable
pArt of course aS in the new
age most everyone has seen
one of those by now.. heHE..
on the Internet
and the thing is
before the meat even started
growing more on my bones thennoW and epigenetic
change occurred wHeRe bone(s) got denser.. ligaments
and tendons sAMe.. and next thing ya kNow when the
mesomorph Football player challenged the string
bean ectomorph Sheldon Cooper then..
to an arm wrestling match wiTh me..
and yes.. even much more
Ethiopian thin at
120Lbs and nowthennow..
5 feet 10 inches at 13..
tALL with a quick visual
image of my wife at 116 LBs
and Five Foot six.. i whooped that
Football top linebacker prospect back
then.. as i started much earlier than most
exercising my human potential from head to toe..
and yes.. been doing that ever since the age of 12
and now even stronger than all the Marines Leg pressing
on one specific very difficult parallel leg press machine with
arms raised to the sky in God-like balance as Nature per do..
and say noW2.. 33 repetitions i go one with ease of God
strength as nature in much higher human potential
at 33 years or so older than all the Marine dudes
on that specific machine.. can i out
squat them all.. hell no..
fused vertebra in
my spine i do what i
CAN AND WILL DO
AND CAN DAM SURE
KICK SOME ASS WITH THOSE
LEGS iF i HAD TOO.. as i practice
martial arts every i go2.. including those
6666 miles in 40 months that doubles
as a dance of death in a play dance
or a more serious dance if
of what i am
SinGinG on all about
now.. and here’s the thing..
yes.. in some folks eyes i am
FucKinG Crazy and considering the
standard away from the cultural norm as
crazy ever since bigger cities got toGeTher
of human beings and there hasn’t been as much
opportunity thennow to develop the Holy spirit so-called
called ‘mad’ fool human potential thesethennow days of those now
these folks other wise heavily medicated and held back with iNnate
abiLiTies in FeeLinG and SenSinG and MoVing and ConNecting and
yes KnoWinG.. overall perceiving more now oF God’s Nature whOle
than the Minion and so-called Mundane masses..it’s like my old
Girl Friend’s Mother said when i had my so-called first break
from culture and conforming ego same back at age 21..thenthen..
while her Father said later… we were just waiting
for you to get your shit together more to
date our daughter later after
i returned to college
to graduate with
a triple major
and three degrees noted
as superman by college
female peers for doing that
then and asked by the administrators
what ya gonna do with all that knowledge
now.. Fred.. yes.. the mother said Fred.. just by
looking into my eyes.. you know something special
about the spiritual land of mystical beyond the church
life don’t you as yes.. they were American-Italian and
as Catholic as the Irish come too.. you see.. it wasn’t about
knowing anything about words it was the experience of heaven
then now that blew my rational mind away deeper in dream-time
then.. i was overwhelmed by the analytical world of school.. and God
said Fred per God within yes.. now we will escape and say FucK those
cultural clothes that are choKing your soul to death as life.. yep.. i esCaped
for three months froM all the demands of college and escaped the usual
crazy house thingy for a two week stay there as they could not find
any clinical label to fit a Fred then and had no choice but to
release me back into the wild of school and work then..
thing is.. while i know it is an old cliche for the
crazy person to say it’s the rest
of society that is insane..
but it really is
not meant NoW
to be data download
machines as science shows
even now too and no.. not only
crazy little old free and wild me..
now to move.. to connect.. to create
hands on now is the human animal way
to heaven and bliss and happy Good life
nirvana now.. as the professionals still say
i canot optimally fit into what society expects
of me.. and i surely feel deeply and concerned for
those folks who continue to not only have to be cogs
in/as machines but even want to.. to the point that they will
for a savior
tHere IS A liGht
iN the world.. the sAMe
one forever that lives within
all oF US just hOping waiting..
FeeLinG SenSinG noW without any
words to esCape and that i And wHo
is the God alWays liVinG wiThiN choked
off as the Gospel of Thomas sayS in verse 37
STiLL aS noW.. by cultural clothes.. and yeS.. iT’s
true like the architect sAid in the final ending scene
of the Matrix nowthen2.. what do you think i AM.. human..
God keeps God’s word and that word is free and wild as aLL
for those who do want to un-plug from the insanity of cultural
note to sElF at this
point.. insert a Matrix
Rave Dance SonG here to make
a FucKinG ending point2nowthenow2..;)
Nah.. i didn’t tale anyone in the crazy house
the second go around as culture brought me to
a sinner’s knees.. then that i am going to become a legendary
dancer for 40 months and 6666 miles with no pennies earned iN
martial arts and ballet-like all free crazy horse and ghost dance
all across the metro area as reported and documented here by
the general audience now.. and nah.. my wife still won’t age
and she is much prettier than even so-called
Paris Hilton or Trump’s wife at about
the same age of 46 now..
with even a couple
strands of grey hair too..
and yes.. i am then going to
write the longest long form
poem in the history of humankind
too.. at over 3.3 million words and 9
books in one year closing in on close to
1.6 million words twice as large as the King
James Version of the Bible thennow.. and not
only that sure.. noW two 181K New Testament size
books included in a 915k bible in 7 months of
writing about a New Testament bigger than
the King James current version oF An
old bible way too.. NoW aNd after
that i’m just gonna
juST have fUn
WiNks oF more
words too.. so at age
47.. for mE.. the second go around
of hell then starting for 66 months
and or in the first escape to heaven at
age 21.. what would the professionals
say iF Y i tOld ’em those were my grand plans
then.. yes.. they would have added another medication
to control and restrict and subjugate and oppress and
repress those milestones from ever coming to pass.. i’ve
always said no thanks for all the drug offers i’ve received..
both illegal through peer pressure and legal through doctor
pressure same.. and guess what.. Now everything i could have
said iS trHe noW and i can FucKinG back it all up as quick
ya see.. i SinG and
DancE A maNiFesto
of God’s liGht within
totAlly exposed alWays
Now and my onLY revenge is LovE
and Victory iN moVinG and CoNnecTing
CreaTinG Love now.. as what IS A LamP
that does not shine and shine briGhter
now other than a dull bulb or
mustard seed of God
be with God
NoW.. yes.. i’M
too big to see now for
most folks in all of what i do..
butt surely that is par for the course
of what even God iS iN eYes oF Science now too..
God lives incarnate in bulbs oF all oF uS.. we you
me i all now.. some with different colors.. some brighter
than other some alMost burn-out and others reaRing
to go like a Stallion Ferrari all tuned uP.. NoW2..
last is first
as the weak
inherit the eARTh..
so sure.. i AM simply
fulfilling what has already been
sAid iN the Church oF thE naysayers
who sTiLL do not believe in John 14:12..:)
The lunatic is on the grass: A schizophrenic golfer unwittingly removes stigma of mental health
And liKe the liNk above
says2.. i AM
Hilton in my own
way now to mention2..
over a thousand selfies
with over a thousand gorgeous
college age women as documented
sMiLinG from ear to ear WitH ME..
new age Poem/
David sHow 2
in my own way
OKay as the DancE
SonGS oF liFE continue change..:)
You kNow.. i guess in a vengeance
kinda way i could tale all the naysayers
and bully boys and all those folks in my
life now.. FucK You.. i ain’t the crazy one now
and stuff like that but nah.. trUst me.. iF you
sure you would2.
iT IS A gift i have and
i’m the luckiest boy i for
one kNow or FeeL or SeNSE
who has stepped foot on this
Earth inCaRnatE wTth thE SpiRit oF God
THRiViNG ALiVE Now SO FREE AND WiLD.. noW
AND MORE THAN ANYTHiNG.. i WISH i COULD GIVE THiS TO YoU
as moreover than any gift i have iS thE Gift naMed Sacred Love
Fearless.. smART and
to give and sharE Now
as arT SinGS God’s BrEAThe..noW..:)
Hmm.. looks liKe
i’M reAlly inTo J Lo
or J Lo
wAS iS meAnt
to bE aS i Don’T
graphS except for
A few crops
A lot more oN
thIS GOld FiSh
lots and lots
of Beauty and the
bEast Sleep sTiLL..:)
i had anoTheR Bad to the BoNe Moment Saturday
in around 19 degree temps of wiNd chILL
all decked out in Minion wear of SpRing
YeLLow ShoRTs and T-Shirt wear iN the
Afternoon while dancing like a Hurricane
through 15 to 25 mile an hour gale force
feat of feet on Biloxi Bay Sidewalk straights
all curved aS Such and spiRAlinG no different than
i do in reverse in the somEwhat white sand shores by
muddy Bay Water of Casino Land Biloxi too.. and yes now2
of course as God reflects in Golden SpiRAl way in somEwhat
perfect rhythm and practice of harmony in the essence of my write
as it fLows like the ocean shore sAMe as waves oF Y i.. as bliss and
nirvana SinGs and DancEs through my fingers and the Heaven oF noW..
surE.. mY words as a Rave of a Trance dance too in form of the essence Now
oF God who SingS and that DancEs within no different than a wave of an ocean
sET free i AM a mighty sick and bad dude as my African American lineman looKing
FriEnd tOld me as i did jusT anoTheR one of my signature selfies iN parable of
a returning KinG iN mE within as GoD no longer juST anoTheR Sacrificial Lamb
iN reFleCTioN oF liGht of Glory in Pose of Casino Glass door way more than
as Terminated machine
as made by culture
as a camel to
oF God liVinG WiThiN..
as ‘they’ say now then Jesus
spoke in riddles otherwise kNOwn
as Parables to get an all natural Yogi..
meSsAGe past psychopathic-like controls..
which juST means UniSon WiTh GoD noW
as any wiLd and Free Creature and existence
oF God doES down beLow subatomic Flow and
GalaxY hiGher way oF 1.618 PHI Force as pattern
aS Such too.. from fetal curving to cat resting sAMe
to MiLKy way and Hurricane 90Ft or so wave to the
words thaT are juST anoTheR Tidal wave
and TSuNaMi sAMe thAT i wRitE
heRe.. beFoRe and as thE
HoLY and sAcrEd GloRy
oF GoD aLL and
iF tHeRE aRE
noW s E E iN G
who are not sTiLL
trapped in literal read
oF EiTher the Bible or
the Koran iT wiLL be clear
as all ThaT is to see tHat i AM
juSt anoThER Buddha and Jesus
and or whomever wrote the words of the
rest and them on the face of GoDs’EaRth
noW incaRnate Now.. juST passED through
the needle as a much more fit camel to tale
wHeRE i’Ve been and wHeRE i AM noW..
you see.. this isn’t juSt a Santa
Claus story this shiT
iS Bad to the
BonE BiG NoW..
BanG GoinG DoWn..
isReAL.. tHeRe ain’t no
BoWinG heRE but the
humLiTy oF a BiG BanG
cOMe isReaL.. J on the
Low i AM heAR hiGh aGaIN but the
thinG iS i neVer lEft.. thE GoD WiThIN
has juST been WaiTinG to coME ouT to pLay
aGaiN.. and here’s the thing as i come out oF A
parable new age pLay.. whomever wrote the words
of Buddha or Jesus or even some of what Muhammad
wrote too.. in his more loving ways away from warrior then
way back when too.. was/iS obviously eXperienCinG what any Yogi
does iN Unison WiTh God no different than the God/Cat who basks
in the mid-day sands of sun all naked aS Such.. wiLd and Free
or the grass thaT aLL iS thE Leaves of God wrapped moist
around a cat’s pause in the midNIGht Moon of
the Summer Dew all naked and WiLd
and Free iN A perfect practice
oF Peace and Harmony
too.. yep.. like
without a tin can..
surE.. sTill metaphors
HeaR BiG tiMe as God doeS
FloW iN the RiGht HemisPheRE
way of DancE and SinG WiLL juSt
Do now.. but no attempt to spRead any
secrets among those who would kill the
different among us or take the health care
of the poor and effective birth control from the
sAMe iN needy woMen who need a hand uP aS WeLL..
the EYes of JuSticE are GoD eYes wiThin too.. the KaRMIC
EYE OF INDifference Sings one of dARk and Fear and haTe.. too..
tHe eYe oF liGht SinGS heAR thiS morNinG iN Lower Alabama LA
Florida iN Panhandle too.. yEs.. juST oNe i and more of WisDoM iN
mE too noW heRe..as WiLL RuLes WiTh LoVe beYoNd anY poWER
oF liGht or dARk oF GoD NoW… wiTh the synergy of the energy
and Force of the SpiRaLinG poWeR oF GodiN metaphor oF
Quantum mINd and BoDy uNleaShed reLeAsed as miNd
and BoDy BaLancE iN FloW iN zonE.. i ain’t juST
Bad to the BoNE.. GoD DancES and
SinGS through mE.. don’t
kNow iF Arnold
has or is
i’M aT kNoW buT
leT’s JuSt say tHeRE iS
A HiGher PoWEr oF GoD wHO
and thaT liveS wiThin as so-called
ChI.. that can breAk through Walls
of PoEtry noW moRe than then..
YeS.. liKe any BiG BanG
WeLL.. WiNter Storm Helena has coMe
and gOne and at lEast until neXt
FaLL the gorgeous
even more liFe
to our patio WiLL
yes.. Sleep UnTiL then..
along with some of the other
Flowers.. yet fear not.. in the StATe
oF Florida that is the State of Flowers
iN Santa Rosa that IS A Saint Rose County
aS WeLL as Santa and Saint are one and sAMe..
Yes.. Flowers come and go year ’round.. colors liVe moRe..
Abundance SinGS in the Flower of Bikini Wear as WELL.. and
WhiLe i’M GroWinG older as we all do to make room for oTheR liFE
to come aboard this seed oF liFE from Star Burst Crucible Fire of sentient
StAR duST plUs.. sure.. when in my teens.. walKinG the Beach lean and tanned..
a few older tourist
women had me
do a pose
back uP North
to sHow wHeRE
they had been.. as
WiLd liFe GroWs Free
iN the cALL of the WiLd oF
wE aLL.. anyWay.. tHeRE was
talk about anoTher Helena in an
Epiphany day of sorts at Saint Rose
oF Lima Catholic Church2.. as Saint Helena
a Single Divorced Mother is the Star duST senTient
pluS pArt who is likely singularly responsible for the spread
of onward Christian Children as she.. the moTher of who the
Catholic Church names as Saint Constantine the eventual
Emperor of Rome who sTArted the whole onward Christian
Soldiers movement and adapted the story of JesuS.. iNto a
Soldier Sun God as well.. and while the Abrahamic Religions
got a Freedom of Religion break what we name as pagans
these days in pantheistic ways of viewing GoD and God’s
Nature oNe and SaMe as Divine.. didn’t get such a break
as they were eventually slaughtered as well as so-called
heretics same.. the Catholic Church sweeps this under
the bloody carpet of course.. as that is what tribal
leaning instinct does.. makes our Quarter
Back and Team look more attractive than
yours through political means
of course in censoring
the truth from the
and the saddest part of that
along with Romans 10:9 that make
Heaven a piece of cake and icing that
comes after life that you don’t have to work
for at all on this earth that is considered inferior
and something for human being domiNation elevated above
God and Nature sAMe of course as the worship of a man
is thennow supposedly the only heaven medicine ya need
as per quote ‘here’.. and what i found staring back
at me attached to the mirror in the Food
Outlet store directly after i refreshed
my Google/Wiki/hiStory memory on the
and yes.. someone
attached ‘that’ to the
toilet paper dispenser
too whEre the likely Five Foot
One or so.. as paleontology sHows
dark sKiNned and wiry very short clipped
haired Jesus would have put it too.. aghast nowthen
that close to a quarter of the world is worshipping
his little humble teacher yogi-like self as Frigging
God of the Universe.. Oh Lord.. the gALL of Folks..
iN disrespect of God oF All and Jesus too in
promoting him to God of Billions and
Billions of Stars and so many more
Planets as well as intelligence
and spiritual abiLities
who live on
this miracle of
LIFE too.. named eARTh..
what’s really sad and i haven’t got
around to quoting it yet.. is beyond
ROMANS 10:9.. sTiLL tHeRE are soMe reAlly
helpful hints iN finding Union With God iN
the Heaven and Kingdom of God Within.. per Bible
smALL talk and parable talk of course.. but as far
as the actual doing the Yogi thing.. oh Lord that takes
A lifetime of continuing practice to SeeK.. fiNd and Do
A way of practice that works for yoU.. aCross the liFE sPan
in the forever of now.. eternAlly noW as Such as Now is
all thAT is in God’s world as ours now incarNate
in all form and essence of existence now..isREaL
but yeP.. i realize thiS iS alReaDy so much
more than Romans 10:9 but
wHat thE FucK.. verses..
(iF U SeeK)(iN God)2
iN what A/the dude sAid
iS like A camel going through
an eYe oF A needle and how most
folks don’t make iT tHeir as they
are lost in somewhat
minion way too..
do in politics all
Dictator style.. just another
Way too.. to Worship Constantine
as he then constructed a monolithic
Sun God Statue of himself foR All his
subjects to do just that.. oh.. hiStory.. you
break through so many lies of the past that still go on..
as folks fAil to question what science shows now is incorrect..
and sure.. even the sacred text deeper in original Greek text too
anyWay2.. thanks noW2
God for church and state
separation2 as folks are allowed
to find God now.. and nah.. i’M not
gonna even quote the real heresy
of Romans 10:9 per the God of
Nature as the coming photo
replica oF iT iN oN
named “GOldfish HeaVen pARTy”
is enough of that and noW ‘they’ have
tHeir SAvior Trump too.. as literally alluded
to too aCross the country2.. but give the NCC
National Council of Churches Now aLong with
the Conference of National Black Churches too..
credit.. with a little buyers remorse representing
38 Christian Denominations and
around 45 million folks or
so for finally admitting
that the Trump
do not reflect the
teachings of the Good
Cop Jesus wHere if the
Trump crew gets tHeiR way
to take away food and health
care from the poor
the Good Cop Jesus would
agree with.. as any Native American
Great Spirit Loving Pantheist tribe would
surely Give and Share more like human beings2
WiLL do2 all innate and instinctual and intuitive who2
retain their Altruistic humanity over and above beComing
materialistic tools for more material gain in
selfish hoarding way.. anyWay.. at
to the reality
of Trump noW and
his cohorts no different
reAlly than Constantine
and his too.. the minions
rule with the most despicable
of leaders.. still haven’t seen the
movies yet.. i bought ’em today but
sure.. i can just turn on CNN and particularly
Fox News to see the Minions and the Despicable
leaders tHeir.. but hey.. i ain’t running for office.. ‘they’ can
drink and eat their Caesar Coins iF they like all gold and dead..
DancES and SinGs
Free Now aLiVe
smARt noW WondeRFuLL
Unconditional Sacred Love
Beyond Towers of TakinG oTheR liVes/
liFE away from those ‘they’ see as less..
No doubt God is watching all incarnate iN ALL..:)
NeXt Facebook Profile Status sliDe pleASe..
and it says as documented from the Visitors
and Art Exhibit Center at Biloxi Beaches..
ugh.. And Casinos too.. and speaKing
of that ‘we’ are going to be bussed
over to the ‘Scarlet Pearl’.. owned
by the Trump.. next go around..
shall i say.. ugh.. yes..
our dear leader
then too.. on
“A Genius is someone who
shoots at something no one else
can see and hits it”.. and that reminds me..
also as forecast and experienced before.. an elderly
Lady from church who is our friend exclaimed to me today
that i was/am nuts for wearing shorts.. and then i went on to tale
her all about my John 14:12 testimony.. although she didn’t
remember what it (verse) was/is and didn’t believe it was
possible either as i relayed all the Fred fActs to her in
an attempt to ‘make her a believer’..
and hell no.. i ain’t
now making any
Believers on this
eARTh either noW as
Nature’s rules are God’s
rules and not something that
humans can make up next noW as
far as coming back from the dead
and such as that and walking on water
as floating on terrestrial land 6666 miles
in 40 months was paRt of the story i didn’t get
around to witnessing to her about.. ’till she juSt
said with her verbal language.. okay.. you are full of God..
i get it.. now go on your Merry sTiLL ChristMas way.. i gotta go..
as clearly stated.. hehe..
in her non-verbal language aS Such..;)
And finAlly aS Such now.. as reAlly this ENtiReD
project is jusT A museruse to sHow off both
oF mY FavoriTE Kats.. everYwhEre i go..
iNcluDinG oNline.. noW WiTh thE
Katrina Kat shoWinG
oFF A Piano
to go along all this SHit
PaRade oF ‘GOld FiSh HeaVen
pArTy’ too.. i’M juST plaYinG wiTh
mY acTuaL isReaL rewARd from GoD2.. OK2..
aLL Serenity aS Such2 iN pLaY O K A Y T O O NOW2..;)
A prophecy of
8 seconds too..
Porky Pig inCarNate..styLE2..;)
One more thing..
does ‘the mirror’
on that later..
as any Green
Man miGht DancE
And SinG aLL tHe way uP..;)
“…You’ll have nothing to watch
but football and mixed martial arts,
which are not the arts…”
A clip from her
“Meryl Streep, one of the most over-rated actresses in Hollywood, doesn’t know me but attacked last night at the Golden Globes,”
A clip of his critique
of Ms. Streep in response
to Ms. Streep’s Critique in Trump Twitter V’erse..
‘Sorry’.. this Facebook Status is gonna run
longer than 8 seconds.. nah.. psych.. art
does what it wants to do from within.. it
has no rules or regulations or twitter
limits or any other form to
be accountable to..
it is the air
one and i am
thought from another
artist and must be held
accountable for that pArt of
what i say that is science in the
siNce that someone else created it
but sure it can be either diluted or
concentrated as foundation for more art
to come.. so in other words.. ‘these’ are both Philosophical
Questions that are subjective.. per what is art or science
but surely poems that are constructed per accountability
of syllable count are also science plUs art.. liFe is heART
and per the masculine (he) stereotype of gender in more
science thinking way that even science has
disproven.. moreover as just a stereotype2..
the more feminine (arts) as stereotype too..
DancE and SinG to Human Emotions
over rough housing
pre-cut diagrams.. StiLL..
tHeRE is Art and Science
mixed all iN liFe for Art and ReaSon
but yes.. per empirical science.. it’s safe to
say that Meryl Streep is an outstanding actress
and only a butt hurt bully would name her as overrated
butt to be fair2.. tHere is a sure amount of ignorance in naming
a sport that houses the title art per mixed martial arts as
not the arts as tRuSt me when one is flOwn by the air
and sWum by the water one does not just create
art one becomes the essence of art and
God of Nature same.. sAMe.. reAlly
as any animal
in ergonomic art innate
instinct and intuition that
requires zero human words at all
for either human animal or other animal
sAMe2.. so in this sense and feeling it is pure
24/7 per innate
animal and human
animal NaTuRe same
at heightS in one of Being..ART..:)
Other than that it’s safe to say that
all of creation per the empirical
all science measure of the
word heART as 60 per
cent art and 40
mind as this becomes
more subjective and art
as i continue to more
poeticAlly put it..
and we could
too but hey..
it’s my art and no
one else’s at this point..
so i determine that alone
allone aka God within of course
that surely seems almost entirely
art when the floW iN ZoNe continues
to come without pre-planning thought
and pre-analysis aS Such.. anyWay.. eYe
of the beholder and all of that but surely it’s
safe to say per the rest of Meryl Streep’s speech
that if the head leader gets caught making a mess
on a sweater you get more hook-ups in the general
public and if the head leader is a school yard ‘little’ bully
you get more of that too.. out in the tribe aS Such.. and
that is why character and integrity is so important in leaders
and a deep
hell to go to get
to controlling the
heart strings of the
more ignorant less critical
thinking folks per science
and the he of art that is ruled
moreover by the passions of fear
and anger that need a continuing outlet
of art like football and martial arts to get
their revenge iN those emotions of human
out before they actually harm someone in
their immediate vicinity of life.. Sports.. all
Sports allow folks to get out emotions that might
otherwise harm the commoners of the village.. Sports
is also a Microcosm of life in general and yes there are
actual classes in college that i myself have completed that
speak to the importance of Sports as not only a science but
a life art in either being a success or failure in life as a greatest
lost art is the confidence any animal requires at innate instinct
and intuitive level of successfully being able to defend itself
against predator and capture prey.. don’t forget we have
canines.. there is no getting around this science of
Nature and art of liFe in survival
that is at the base hierarchy
of Maslow’s pyramid levels
to rise higher
day flesh and blood life..
remember Apollo.. he was not
only the God of Poetry.. he was also
an artist of athletes as well.. for good reasons and art..
it’s worth noting he was also the God of Destruction too..
as there IS A little Kali iN human Archetype of all of we too..:)
Meryl Streep’s speech was almost a perfect art before
she dropped to the level of Trump and named the
Arts of the Sport of Football and Mixed Martial
Arts iN disparaging the ‘segment of the
population’ who watches those
Sports as Minions same
paRt of ‘that movie’ too..
yes.. fine to do if you are an
artist but if are really wanting
political change you don’t make fun of
the folks who you wanna see change
the most.. so sure.. it’s par for the
course for Art to never be
perfect and always
be a practice
emotion of the
moment as Meryl
Streep remains an
artist and not a politician..
huge Trump mistake though
for Hillary to name ‘those folks’
Deplorables and Despicable same..
lots of fuel to the fire for the DeplorAbles
to get out to the voting booth.. as hiStory sHows noW2..:)
On the Wrong Planet they made it against the rules
for me to discuss the role of emotions and
base human senses in the so-called
debate forum of Politics..
all three areas are
art over science and
very much ruled by
too.. as hey that surely
plays a pARt in all of what
animals and humans do in tHeir
every day life from birth to death..
but sure that’s why ‘they’ name that website
the Wrong Planet.. without the human element
of emotions fully understood and carried out
as well as human art can do.. the entire world
who only see life as science..
understanding human emotions
and what makes all of us tick is why
Trump was able to win.. and why i and
in the tactics
that he used to
play fear and
a Violin of Kali..
and the Destructive
pArt of Apollo sAMe..
Trump’s Poetry consists of him
and only him with some close relatives..
and sure the destructive fear and hate part too..
too old to change..
probably.. and likely yes..
so we ride the wave of the
most recent Kali and in Kali’s
eYes to the dance of Victory over
Death when the Trumps of liFe are over
and the pebble leaves still lake once again
suffering and pain..:)
Yes.. ‘i’ for one WiLL
STiLL sMiLe and
A rather large
man finishes ‘his SonG’..
and sTiLL SMiLe and Laugh oN..;)
The part i loved about Meryl Streep’s
speech most was her ending line..
“take your broken heart, make it into art.”
And now i say there are two ways
to do this.. as VNV Nation.. the
music group says
and surely Trump’s
heARt is STiLL Broken iN Vengeance
of fear and hate with a root of very low
at core of canine teeth..
he could use a few martial
arts classes to regain his
will never build upon
now a “real man’s” face..
sure.. i’ve been there and
done some of that weakness too..
been in most shoes and that makes
per what ‘they’ name as sympathy..
trust me.. you wouldn’t
wanna live in
deep misery iN
A saddest part oF aLL..
“It is often the Judas who bleeds most”..
And apparently according to Google Quote
analysis.. i am the only one with the sympathy
to say that yet.. as yes.. i once wore Prada too..;)
“Yes.. i realize i AM way
too ‘smART’ to live iN
Milton New Jerusalem..
but thaT is wHeRe God
thief in the
night wHeRe no
one can see me..
and i will reMain saFe
NoW iN the Heaven pARt of ‘tHiS neW cOVeNant’..;)”
“It’s getting to the point wHeRe no one
can see me in the entire
i Guess to God’s Wishes..
iN foR NoW2..;)”
sMiLes.. my FriEnd
Prajakta.. although i made
A New Year’s Resolution surELy
iT hasn’t changed iN
FloW iN ZoNe
iN A world full
but Lord kNows/feels
i have to get out then
and STiLL NoW aLL
noW and wiTh thAt sAId
Happy Travels my friEnd..
i would Love to travel further but the
Wife Loves the Cat too much to leave him
but hey.. I can StILL go
so much further within too..
aS ImAgInAtioN and CreATiviTy
has NO liMiTS or ExpecTaTioNs
when more Fully unleashed and
and views aS Such..;)
First oF aLL Prajakta ..
i admire your wisdom
in the realization that Super
Powers truly do take literAlly
thouSands of hours oF practice..
to come to fruition
liFe i miGht add
in Steps and Words
too but suReLy you alReady
have seen online wHeRE i AM
CoMinG from noW.. WiNks.. my goal
wasn’t to be named a legend beyond legends
for a simple 6666 mile public dance for 40 months
but never the less the thousands of hours of practice
all NaTuRaLLy led me to that legend compliment about 18 months
or so into that endeavor juSt for fun.. pretty amazing reAlly.. considering
i was a virtual shut-in like the Hunch Back of Notre Dame with no hope at
all of doing anything much more than making it to death then.. for 66 months..
ReAlly.. while most of the people
around me in day to day work
life in my late twenties.. close
to the age where you
are at now..
why am i
not making more
money in my ‘mundane’
job in a TV Show Happy
Cheers environment oF A Navy Bowling Center
worker dude then.. per.. everyone Knew my nAMe
as the ‘Norm’ then as the Bowling Alley guy all around
town too.. as the go to guy for rental shoes.. hehe.. and
yes.. a face full of sMiLes that i carry on in the dance hall now..
all i really wanted to do was develop my creativity as i seriously
couldn’t write more than a firstly.. secondly.. and thirdly list of technical
fActs as even eventually getting paid to do that too.. in later government work..
and dance.. back then.. heHe.. more like
a robot than
and no creativity
at all if i ever had to combat style..
defend my male self esteem then..
thing is my friEnd.. it’s not easy being
A Super-hero and i say that with all due
humility of playing the role of the Hunch Back
of Notre Dame first.. to truly let my Super Hero of
Creativity out.. meant totAlly getting separated from the
social bonding force of the heard of herd of liFe.. is it worth it..
not so easy
all the time my
friEnd as the fACt
reMains i Am STiLL
A Social Animal with no escape
for the Nature that says hold hands
in some way with the rest of Nature..
alWays been easier for me with Sand and Sun
on my FriEnd..
sure.. at the tale
beginning and end noW stARt..
of 12 million wordS online.. too..
as that was a New Year’s resolution
made decades ago.. fruition now.. come.. big
dreAms.. big croSSes.. big liFe to ya too.. my friEnd.. Prajakta..
as ‘they say’.. too..
the most amazing
thing of all my friend
is i never made a Washington
Dollar or Lincoln penny in
my way of doing
haha.. i got
just the theme song
for this Micro-Verse of
i F iN did and STiLL do it my way…
for me @leASt..;)
HeHe.. bet ya did’t know you would
actuAlly be interviewing a ‘Super Hero’ today..
and seriously i’m not kidding.. after being a hunch
back of Notre Dame for 66 months.. i let out audible
giggles when young men passing by in their hot rod
cars yell out Legend to me.. on their way to the dance
hall after i get out of my
and all of that
to the naysayers
of life who don’t
oF liFE my FriEnd..
don’t lose the MaGiC
and seriouSly.. you can do anything too…
you set your creativity iN liGht to.. too.. my FriEnd..;)
Hello.. gigoid.. sorry to hear
the extent of your angst
and anyone WiLL be sorELy
asleep if they do not understand the
diRe dArk iMpacts oF the change currently at handS..
but heY.. yA
for one i say
“Writing is easy. All you do is stare at a blank sheet of paper
until drops of blood form on your forehead.”
~~ Gene Fowler ~~
It’s easy for me..
but tHeRe arE
“It’s like deja-vu, all over again.”
~~ Yogi Berra~~
liKe i sAid
“There is more to life than just avoiding death.”
~~ Jeff Hummel ~~
i find thaT to
“I prefer to be true to myself,
even at the hazard of incurring the ridicule of others,
rather than to be false,
and to incur my own abhorrence.”
~~ Frederick Douglass ~~
I’d sacrifice the finest nuance for a laugh,
the most elegant trope for a smile.”
~~ Edward Abbey ~~
“I will permit no man to narrow and degrade my soul by making me hate him.”
~~ Booker T. Washington ~~
Hate.. no longer
than a few seconds of Anger..
iN masteRy oF sELf coNtrolls..;)
“Whatever games are played with us, we must play no games with ourselves,
but deal in our privacy with the last honesty and truth.”
~~ Ralph Waldo Emerson ~~
JuST a mYth2..;)
“Just trust yourself, then you will know how to live.”
~~ Johann Wolfgang von Goethe ~~
Enough for me..:)
“Are we THERE yet?”
~~ Zippy the Pinhead ~~
“How often I found where I should be going
only by setting out for somewhere else.”
~~ R. Buckminster Fuller ~~
Dice.. My FriEnd..;)
as liFe iS
Better clean death than dirty life.”
~~ Frank Herbert ~~
liFe wins over deAth..;)
“Nature does not bestow virtue; to be good is an art.”
~~ Seneca ~~
i fly Art and Rock
“The more we study the more we discover our ignorance.”
~~ Percy Bysshe Shelley ~~
“You can discover more about a person in an hour of play
than in a year of conversation.”
~~ Plato ~~
i AM SO
when i keep
BUT god as natUre
SonGs writE iT doWn.. SinG
witHin jusT For JoY oF DancE BleSsinGS..;)
“What we know is not as important as who we are.”
~~ Subtle Bee ~~
“Courage is not the absence of fear,
but rather the judgment that something else
is more important than fear.”
~~ Ambrose Redmoon ~~
“In a word, neither death, nor exile, nor pain,
nor anything of this kind is the real cause
of our doing or not doing any action,
but our inward opinions and principles.”
~~ Epictetus —
Discourses, Book i, Chap xi ~~
science has proven
this old way of word
fiRst as those
cannot even determine
what color sock to wear to
go aT aLL..;)
“No human thing is of serious importance.”
~~ Plato ~~
One doesn’t have to communicate
thaT to close to 50% of all other species
destroyed or currently being destroyed
by the cultural
All forms of life who/that
suffer in pain and misery..
including human as a direct
result of the cultural byproducts
of an apex predator who cannot see
past 8 seconds of Gold Fish Attention these
not so much…
Pain.. is surELy
A maiNstay oF
liFe aT thE
oF Human imporTance
iN surELy Destruction ways2..
and yes.. sure.. to Plato’s credit..
wow..the shit’s hitting the fan now..
as the shit hits the fan..
Roll the Bones..;)
water requires no sentience..
oR coGnizance.. to Color FloWer..
foR All oF liFE
Now for a MicroVerse and MacroVerse
Parade stARting with
a year ago.. Micro-Verse
aLL TruStY aS Such wiTh
great thanks from me to
the ones who maintain
it especially for me as
we all kNow
Cares as surELy.. wRite.. i do..;)
i went to school..
a job next..
but truly had
on the human
and soUl.. just
in poetry books
and bibles.. vague
and distant from what
comprised my life.. and at
an end of a very stressful work
career with over 30 years total…
broken.. human ill with so many
disorders.. but the greatest one
of all is the loss of my heart then..
oh the empty.. when all that’s left
is the adrenaline of stress.. and
truly just surviving.. i’ve probably
said it before.. and perhaps it
seems too simple and truly
it is to me now.. that
i escape all the
of work life..
but the thing is i
have both the time
and effort to make
a continuous art
of life as a
no longer a
by culture and
work.. i art
me go somewhere
else.. human beings
are social animals
when we are
not social.. overall..
and i don’t mean screens
i mean the human flesh and blood
touch.. and i have no idea how
much of that is missing from
your life.. and although
i may always
Love.. it would
not be the case without
the presence of a Loving
Wife always.. and people
i connect to at the will of
dance everywhere i go..
i found the answer for
me.. but truly
it is in
and creating.. to fill a human
heArt.. spiRit expresSinG
that heaRt and soUl
in mind and body
the Love is
but the Loving
being of us flowing
like water my friend.. Zee..
different folks different ways
of viewing the world… we all
must find the way.. within that
works for us.. and share what
we get there
for the ’cause of Love..:)
And NoW A Macro-Verse
heAR shaRed from
two years ago..:)
FREE Renaissance IN Digit of ART
can be found
in ParTners of
WHere brush can be broken down
to digit of one key
at a time
Add in a Prehensile Thumb
And three more Digits
of human is a dream
past truly coming now
in form of essence of freeman
And NO more broken Penises on Renaissance
MALE NUDE ART for ways
And no more a past time for only 5%
of heard of herd of Renaissance days that
do come before..
Now Timothy O’Leary’s forecast comes true
as money is no longer a ticket
FREE HUMANS TO
ON ALL THE NEW MEDIUMS
THAT ALLOW FOLKS TO EXPRESS THEIR ART
And now finAlly.. In Honor of French Freedom Fighters
from two years ago in Macro-Verse way aS WeLL..
about the time.. a year later.. one of my other
archive blogs reAlly took
off in view count
for over 100K
in just one
2 0 1 6..
at least one
person from France
stARted kicKing that Ball
around.. per the Team Video
by Lorde aS WeLL.. totAlly
principle of Synchronicity
then2.. as remember.. every event
oF inSpiRaTioN and eNcourAgeMeNt
countS even iF only by the hand of one person
or Butterfly WinG
DancE SonG oNe..
bY God oF CoursE..ALL..:)
In Honor of French Freedom Fighters
TRUE MAN OR WOMAN OF GOD
WHO IS CHILD
MOTHER NATURE TRUE
ALL THAT IS
attempts to idolize themselves
any other woman or man..
ANOINTED AS SUCH!
And Truly Jesus and Muhammad if alive today
WILL be laughing their ass off if other folks
brING them down a notch or two..
AS THEY ARE OFTEN TREATED
FLESH AND BLOOD
AND OF COURSE
THROUGH TRIBAL LEANING
MEN AND WOMEN
through illusory fears..
THROUGH THEIR OWN PSYCHOPATHIC LEANING
NEED FOR SELF GRATIFICATION AS NEVER FULFILLED
BY gaining more and more power and things..
without the capacity to feel and give love..
AS The heart is a Hole
‘THE BOOK OF ELI’
ILLUSTRATES THIS WELL
METAPHOR OF A man of GOD INNATELY
SUPER SOLDIER OF GOD..
MARTIAL ARTS OF GOD
MISSION IN LIFE IS TO HOLD THE ESSENCE OF
UNIVERSAL TRUTHS THAT REMAIN IN THE BIBLE
AND FAR AWAY FROM FOLKS LIKE
FOLKS WHO TWIST THE KORAN TEACHINGS
FOR THEIR OWN
PSYCHOPATHIC LEANING MISSIONS…!
TRUE GOD AND THAT GOD
IS THE GOD OF MOTHER NATURE TRUE..
AND IN ALL OF MOTHER NATURE TRUE’S
IDENTITY IT IS THE DIVERSITY OF
THAT IS HER GREATEST
ANYONE AND I DO MEAN ANYONE WHO MUTES
FOR THEIR OWN
WEAK DESIRES TO FILL
A HEART WITH
IS AGAINST GOD
AS THEY HAVE
NO TRUE GOD
AND THAT IS SAD AND WE ARE ALL IN THIS GAME TOGETHER AND
IT IS OFTEN THOSE FOLKS WHO ARE YOUNG AND IMPRESSIONABLE
AND PERHAPS HAVE LIVED A LIFE OF ABUSE
AND HAVE HAD THEIR SOULS TAKEN
THIS HATE CANNOT STAND WITHOUT
REPRISE AND FEARLESS OTHERS
WHO GO ON IN REPRISE TO
PROUDLY WAVE THEIR
And as I stand outside today free in freezing temperatures..
with uncovered legs and feet
that no longer feel the
cold as a YOGI
does OFTEN do..
i celebrate the DIVERSITY
OF GOD THAT i am and humbly
assume my role with so many others
AS TRUE HUMBLE SUPER SOLDIERS OF GOD..
i continue to wear shorts in Winter WEATHER AS
i gain greater treasure from my parent who is GOD
No matter how many times the prudish elder females tell
me I should be ashamed to wear shorts at my Catholic Church..
And I will continue my art of ballet dance at my elite military gym..
no matter how many repressed boys who think they are men go and
whisper words of have some fruit cake to their friends who THINK
they are men who are afraid of the graceful movement of a
54 year old man who can now also leg press 860LBS with
his legs that keeps their fear out of direct view of
square in his eyes..
or the old men
what in the
Telling them i
a Kung FU Expert
And THIS IS HOW ‘WE’ DO IT
FEARLESS GRACEFUL AND FREE!
AND the little boys at Old Seville
Quarter who at one point attempt
to challenge me with their souls of
homophobia when they first see
my graceful ballet flow of moves
UNTIL THEY SEE MY LIGHTENING
OF LEGS THAT MOVE CLOSE TO HALF A TON..
SO YES.. THE COWARDS WITH GUNS WHO ARE TRAINED
BY PSYCHOPATHIC LEANING SOULLESS FOLKS WHO TRULY KNOW
CAN KILL WITH
INNOCENT PENNED WRITERS
WHO SIMPLY DO THE WILL
OF GOD IN BRINGING
DOWN THE FALSE
IDOLS OF MEN!
BUT THE TRUE SUPER SOLDIERS
NO MATTER RELIGIOUS LABEL
AS GOD IS
EMPLOYER AND GOD
IS FREE AND PLAYS
BY NO BOOK
YEAH I’M PISSED AND EVERYONE NO MATTER
IF THEY ARE CHRISTIAN.. MUSLIM.. BUDDHIST
HINDU.. ATHEIST OR HOWEVER THEY LABEL THEIR
PLACE UNDER AND WITH GOD SHOULD BE RIGHTFULLY
TRUE CHILDREN OF GOD
WHO LIVE IN FREEDOM
UNDER AND WITH GOD
WILL MOVE ON IN GOD’S
AND WILL NEVER STAND
IN FEAR OF SOULLESS
NO MATTER WHAT NAME OF GOD
THEY FALSELY NAME AND CLAIM AS THEIR
AS ONLY HUMAN
that’s the bad news..
the good news is i live
in a country
GOD AND FOR
FEAT OF GOD!
FREE AS GOD!
i’M GONNA CONTINUE TO
BREAK SILLY archaic
RULES AND CONTINUE
TO ABIDE BY THE RULES
OF A FREE COUNTRY
LEGALLY AS SUCH
with my friend
i’ll never know
NO matter her religious label
WITH more FUN
HERE IN THIS
FREER THAN BOYS
@OLD SEVILLE QUARTER
CELEBRATING RAVE DANCING
THERE AT MY 41ST WEEK OF DOING
BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
3.3 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
GRains oF SaNd
oF LoVe NoW..:)
GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)
After Book of Fred
of course too..
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)
After Dance oF Fred
Stop DanCinG noW..:)
Book oF Ten Sixteen..
9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)
New Testament oF ELeVen iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen
New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen
Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)
12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016
12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016
Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
2016.. iT iS wHAt
2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen
Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)
Grand Cross Bible 2016
61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
aS thiS beComeS
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review
A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)
Two KiNds oF Lions/Pride..
Rule oVer Free..
Free oVer Rule..:)
As Facebook motivates
the world to do an “American
Form of Haiku” as the big letters
in status way run out when longer than American Haiku..
and that’s okay
too as surely i love
short form poetry
as small as
as larger than
the UniVerse wHOle
BeyOnd InFiniTy words
too.. longer version
here of course.. Fred Style.. heHE..
now to back-up over 16K words of my
longer Haiku style per long form poetry
of “GOld FiSH HeaVeN PartY’ as i dAM sure
do not wanna get 15 MacroVerses and 212K
words behind on that again on the all Free medium
of Facebook to back-up now to somewhere around 11K
it’s almost like the
middle aisle of Walmart..
they made the status on Facebook
Big enough for me to Sing and the middle
Aisle oF Walmart Big Enough for me to Dance
FReED.. howeveR.. it StiLL takes me two Facebook
Statuses to fit all the SonG iN and sure more aisles
and many more Stores and God’s Nature more to get
the DancE aLL FiT iN.. liKe i say tHeRe would be no way
to fit iN all the DanCe and SonG
iN in all
thAT i do..
iF i was juST
a prophet and
not a scribe too… heHe..
i’M.. verSaTile.. God made every
square inch of me inside.. outside..
above so below and all around speciFicAlly
to complete the job and convenant at hand/
feat of feet..
funny thing is.. is an
Atheist is more likely to
capture more of me with a
net than a fundamentalist
Christian and surely a
see me than
any Christian at all
for the simple reason
that i worship one God
only as ALL who/thAT has no
name but i AM beyond
huMan Flea words
GoD aLL that we can
cALL Dog too.. for practical
intents and purposes of parables
much longer than the ones of beFore..
and the bigger i get the more invisible i get..
kinda like the whOle of God huh.. kinda like a
reflection oF ThAT as Lord kNows iF you cannot
see all of me.. should give you a little idea how much
bigger God is than either me.. or Jesus.. or Muhammad..
or Buddha.. or Krishna or Lao.. or any symbols or flesh and blood
as pARt of GoD wHole that we humans can and or WiLL to do kNoW..
yes.. i’ve completed the prophecy of both John 14:12 and the Beatle’s..
So-Called second to none challenge as well of Being for the benefit of Mr.
Kite.. the Bad to the Bone part of the Terminator movies with that untouched
photo-shop eye of the left Terminator eye and the Osiris eye.. and the 6 Million
Dollar man eye.. yes the one in the movie the Seventh Sign that shines iN
left view way of the renaissance nude art synchronistically as such in my
Review of 2016 MacroVerse.. of a record years of records years aS Such
like a Symphony of A day in the life of me in Beatle’s way that came out
into an E note that lasts longer than the one before… oh yeah.. and the
Bowling Alley dude out of the Big Lebowski way of BrinGinG aLL
the word money in.. NOT.. the Big Lebowski.. i am the other
Lebowski.. a dude and hell no.. not THE DUDE.. I AM
JUST A pArt of God not the dAM wHoLEEnchildA
three in one oKay.. like as all ye
are all Gods and sons and
daughters of God
and Trumps will do
they left out the daughters
unless they are your own siRed aS Such..
what other prophecies fulfilled.. world teacher..
well yeah.. i get around.. for those who have eyes
and ears big enough to see and hear me even just
a little bit now.. and yes there was that Aleister
Crowley Prophecy about a rich man coming
from the west but as far as gold goes
what i bRinG is the God
of the Gold
of man and discerning
the meaning of these letters..
“4 6 3 8 A B K 2 4 A L G M O R 3 Y X 24 89 R P S T O V A L”
well yes.. a rudimentary illustration but never the less it’s an ink
blot test and the key is to make all of life Holy and Sacred with
meaning and purpose as truly the only law really is the Golden
rule do unto others with due share and give as you would have
others give and share to you too.. most important paRt harming
no other as the things we like and do not like are as different as the
colors of the flowers than inhabit the eARth sAMe and DiFFeRent too..
and the importance of the numbers 418 and 718 one standing tALL inFiNity
And BeyOnd oNe God one for and above any significance of the number 7 alone..
but you see.. remember the most important rule and that is there is no rule but WiLL
over Love as Love Without WiLL can surely fAil aWay to negative thoughts and actions
in Nocebo effect as science shows now too.. go all Luke hot iN HoPe BeLiEf and LoVe
noW as FaiTh sAMe erasing all negative emotions with an over flow of positive pro-social
EmoTiOns and SeNSEs sAMe and don’t forget all associated with sex/sensuaLiTy iN conseNsual
way iS holy and sacred as how else do you think/feel/sense bio-diversity and neuro-diversity
of human for survival to this point cAMe if folks didn’t move.. out of the immediate villAge
for a ‘little strange’ aS Such.. and don’t forget God’s GreaTest GifT oF Love With a SMiLE
and a Fool’s Laugh for the silly oF liFE too.. Aleister tried his best to explore the human
potential inside but big big failure getting addicted to dRugs as that power lies moreover
tells the trUTh within all Natural With Neuro-Chemicals and Neuro-hormones and all
the rest of we sentient star-burst crucible fire plus hUman duST Now on this miracle
of the plAnET eARth as even science shows in crude numbers of what iT means to
be aLive and Sentient StaR DuST pLus that is surELy HeaVen compared to a
cold hard rock
Air to Breathe..
and to pulsate the
ecstasy of a big bang
orgasm that is similar
so below as above
of the act of
now in Both
GoD’s eYes and
HUman eYes and
othEr Holy and Sacred
pARts that the minions among
human beings and mundane same
chopped off of statues in fear of human
naked power and glory of freedom all over
from head to toe kNoW.. and you wonder why
so many of you are depressed and taking pills..
and pain killers and all of that when all the gifts of
God’s Pleasure are at hand for you Man and WoManiPUlatIon noW..
serIOUsly do you thINk God is reAlly Happy.. yes the God who and that
lives within all of we to be trapped in books and underneath clothes.. hmm..
ask yourself deeply with no guilt and sin as contrived by those who would control
and subjugate you with illusory fears and a promise of heaven anywhere else but
the gift of air to breathe on this plaNet of surELy the poTenTiaL of Heaven now for
those who remember the inherited gift of heaven from birth and childhood same before
instead of the heaven
of FeeLinG SeNSinG
SenTiEnt STaR dUST Plus
noW NakEd and Free from Head to toe
with ImAGiNATiON sEt Free and Love aS WELL
iN MoVinG CoNNecTinG GiVinG and ShARing way
WiTh HeARt SpiRit and MINd and BoDy BaLanCing soUL
SeT oN FiRE oF sMArT FeaRless and UnConDiTioNal LoVe..
yeS iNdeed.. i just fulfiLLed the prophecy of the Sacred TeSt of the
Gospel of Thomas Verse 37 aS WeLL.. Isiah 53.. i already went
over that but pretty easy to fit in me in that sacred text aS WeLL..
“my word is six and fifty”.. hmm back to Aleister Crowley and his
so-called Book of the Law prophecy generated within as sAMe as
what i did at age 56 and more with 9 books and ~1.6M words as
any other so-called ancient or modern prophet a little special as
he not only vocally stated it for others to twist around later..
he scribed it too.. which makes it unadulterated of course
except for his human eYes that are as limited as
any otHeR poTenTial hUman eYes
to do more as him and more than
me as well as at core we
are all God
as pARt and
wHoLe and as far
as LioN Pride goes
the Pride is the LiON
as WhOle oF GoD sAMe
to bRinG all of tHiS back uP
to the eight second pArt at the
top of tHiS New AmeRican and
New Jerusalem and New IsREaL
HaIku NoW.. as longest long form poem
in the HisTory HerSTory and eTcstory
oF Human Kind as recorded on
Google aT leASt continues
to FloW oN AS anY
and Free WiLL
do wiTh WinGS
oF heARt and SpiRiT
and soUL unbound unleashed
and released iN A metaphor oF mINd
and BoDy BaLanCinG Quantum MiNE
oF mInd noW iN the 737th Verse oF thiS
Ocean wHOle Poem thaT iS the SonG oF
JuST oNe HUmAN’s sOUL thAT reLates the
withiN oF iNSiDe aBoVe so BeLow and all around
to the bEst of One’s aBiLiTY iN liGht oF God NoW
and heRe’s the wHOle point of this.. no human chains
God in words.. No human Chains God as God IS aLL i AM
it’s all juST
aN iNk bLot test
coloRiT with heaVen
or HeLL or the sHades
of Grey ‘Tween liGht and DARk
or even go beYONd RainBow Colors
oF liGht as i fly noW.. tHere are no liMIts
or expecTaTions iN GodSKeYes FReED NoW..
and yes this is gonna
be caLLed “CoLor
oF HeAVeN”.. yeah
i KNow i AM weaRinG
ouT that term HeAveN
jusT a little bit buT it’s
about tiMe noW
heAR HeAVen Now
and color tHeir Books
oF LiFE wiTh HeAven moRe noW..
this suRely is my book of HeaVen.. i cannot
expect anyone to replicate it.. hehe.. even iF they
tried as no one could as i follow no rule
alWays Free wiThiN
siMply and complexly FReED
@lEAst for me and Hopes for you
howEver you May coLor yOur HeaVen noW..
and the number 37 and 7 suRely have significance
per that last verse of the Gospel oF Thomas that existed
as last until they found the other 77 verses in 1959 about the
equinox of ’59
only born on 6660 by
the whim oF a Doctor who
induced labor two weeks earlier
than the Summer Solstice i was originally
due so the doctor could go on vacation and i
could even have the so-called Christian’s view
of the number 6 and 666 as DEviL’s number wHeRe
it suRely along with the number 9 is the reflection of
the GOldEn SpiRAL PHI mean of God at 1.618 too..
as alWAys HUman cultural clothes gET iN the way
oF a better way of NaKed now.. as verse 37 says
as i will quote that now
for you folks
too far from
the so-called human
and Oh Lord named God too..
Jesus noW STiLL alWays heRE
as ChriSt Archetype oF ALtruiST
NoW WiThiN.. yes of course the Christ
Lives within… but yah.. ya gotta feed iT more
BeliEF as HOPe and LoVe aS FaiTh for the Christ
Archetype oF AltruiST to spRouT ouT awAkened and EnliGhtENed
to be the
of Ocean Go on
tales of GoDs eYes
DancE and SinG oN.. FeAT.. NoW..
Seagull Dove Same Feet spiRAl.. Now
over tiMe eternAlly NoW iN HeAVen noW..
It’s a much bigger world now than a patch
of dirt in the middle east.. Billions upon Billions
of sTArs now wE see with the science aided eYe..
tHing is.. classical evolution is slOW.. EpiGeneTics
and Neuroplastics can and WiLL bRinG STiLL HeaVen
noW if properly stimulated for change through appropriate
environmental challenges that work for each individual huMan
now in tHeiR JourNey and Paths of liFE HeRe noW IN WhAT
now.. and yes
of course i speak
more than so-called
ancient Bible and Koran
terms.. as quite frankly/fredly my
friEnds the hardest people to hOld
hands with and take to HeaVen now ouT
oF all the world i’ve met as demographic groups
are the closed minded oF Fundamentalist so-called
Christian folks who have been misled and misguided
by Trump folks same as Constantine and his Catholic Cohorts
from 325 AD and BeFore and weLL beFoRe that as Lord KNows
tHeRE are folks wiTh HeARt and SpiRit and SoUL who give and
share and those who do not.. the real test of discernment is KnOWing
and most ImPorTAnTly FeeLinG SeNSinG LIVing the diFFerence noW iN HeAVen eYes
‘cat’ (no dis-respect to cats)
Leaders sAdly StiLL FaLLinG…
tHeRE IS A Greater way oF LoVe
alWaysnoW..that/who wears no clothes of culture..
as the eternal
within who lives now WiLd and Free..:)
37) His disciples said to him, “When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked without being ashamed, and
take your garments and put them under your feet like little
children and tread upon them, then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”
WeLL.. a little birdie juSt whisPeRed iN my ear
to make the 737th verse of Longest Long Form
Poem on record a little longer adding one
word for 66 verses of a “Grand Cross
Bible 2016”.. originAlly on X
Mas Day 2016.. with
61 verses as
iN LA.. Lower
Alabama.. yey! Clemson..
by a way.. yeS.. in FSU Land
hehe.. here in the Florida Panhandle
aS Such wHeRe the ACC reigns over
Football for the year 2016..
be about football
why not.. as that
original Bible thingy
had 66 big book chapters
like my Macro-Verses hear numbeRinG
a total of 737 heAR noW.. oF Ocean WhOle.. 3.3M
plus word Poem and by A way A celebration to go along
with this now “CoLoRs oF HeAVeN Bible 2017”.. iN the
143rd Dance week at Old Seville with all the college folks..
Nah.. i WiLL not add all 66 Macro-Verses heAR aS a tABle
of Contents.. i’LL sTart with the Bible without these
5.. for now ending Chapters as a Revelation of sorts
in not the Heaven to come later but the HeaVen that
is here now.. not only at hand but oF FeAT aS Feet
iN DancE and SonG aS WeLL as any TrUly Happy
Feat oF Feet WiLL Do iN thE NOW of REAL TiMe
NOW.. and the TheMe SonG suRe.. an excellent
SonG of what iT FeeLS and SeNSes and
SEEs and HeARs liKe to BE THE
Beach oF Heaven now
wHeRE liFE is
IF you get the
dARk iN liGht oF liFe
oF whaT that means
out oF dARk of
as ReAL FAiTh
that never ends noW
iN A FearlESs HeaVen
wiTh Zero hATe foR nOW..
as the Jesus told his disciples
according to.. those.. who SunG
and DanceD thaT so-called Jesus
SonG that John the Baptist would be
less than those iN Heaven and since the
Heaven is now and the so-called John the
Apostle who was a different man whomever that
was who wrote those words said there would be those
who believed then/now what Jesus could do with 100% Luke
Hot Faith in words of effect iN affect other now greater than
the so-called Jesus of then in ways of works of affect iN effect
then and now sAMe.. WeLL.. here’s the thinG.. as per the Gospel
of Thomas when/WheRE tHeRe is no DiviSiON and all iS God including
wE as children of God and back then.. yeS.. it was only sons of God
separate from daughters of God and per the part in the Gospel oF
Thomas wHere the dude Jesus replied to the disciples who said
women were not good enough to enter the
Kingdom of Heaven now and Jesus said
into a man..
iN oTheR words..
combine the divine
feminine with the masculine
the same as man has to do with
the divine feminine sAMe as Carl
Jung who was well versed with the
Gnostic Gospels said too per the anima in
the man and the animus in the woman
to get all holy one iN HeaVen
oN eARth noW.. didn’t
set too well with
and emperors/popes same
so.. women still relegated to
the lesser and not worthy wiTh
even an F iN right to Vote in the
United States until the last century
aS Such.. with still ignorant folks on You
Tube suggesting women are not intelligent STiLL
enough in political ways of thOught to even vote
now.. sure.. YouTube links available on demand but
that person doesn’t rate enough liGht to enter.. into
this Kingdom of Heaven heAR for noW as Far as i for one
can see dARk iN his eYes of ignorance noW.. you don’t get in
heRe with status and power.. you don’t get in heRe with anger
and hate.. you don’t get in heAr unless you can shed your excess
riches above food and shelter for basic subsistence and not be lost..
this place is naked and as free and same as the Beach and Being the
Beach that the songstress and the cat who rolls in mid-day sands of sun
and moonlit grass iN niGht of Whitman Lore.. experiences one and sAMe
in the Kingdom of God as Heaven naked and free of the chains of culture..
as most animals
this.. if you wonder iF
Cats and Dogs go
to HeaVen they
on how to arrive as
a child of God aGaiN..
soMe oF uS catch tHeir
above Human so-called
neocortical intelligence in
worries of past and present
and some folks continue to stay lost
in never ending sHades of grey iN noW
Purgatory to dArk oF HeLL heRe oN eARth..
thing is.. it’s God and Nature sAMe.. i don’t have
to make you believe iT as tHeRe is no E-Scaping either
Mother Nature and or God sAMe now.. WeLL.. i can’t prove
whaT i KnoW and FeeL/SeNse Happens after death wiTh mY 100%
Faith of Intuition now.. but sure.. iT hELps wHen thaT direct
conduit of FeeLInG SeNSing eternal HeaVen AlWays noW Now
comes directly to ya like Synchronicity sAMe and GiFT..
as a grace beYond all Graces available as far as i for
one kNoW/FeeL and SeNSE noW.. and by the way..
the little birdie is the sAMe Dove and Seagull
that most folks refer to as the
deeper creative spiRit
iNside as HoLY
a gift iT iS
a gift of Now
a gift iT goes a
gift for soMe oF uS
iT stays so so long iN HeAVen NoW..
and this my friEnds.. in these last now
5 Chapters of Macro-Verses totaLLinG noW
66 Now IS A Revelation now of HeaVEn NoW..
And if you wonder who is greater iN Heaven..
soMe folks do more works and different works
than others that can be empiricAlly MeAsuReD
as more.. buTT greater or less.. HeLL no.. as
tHeRe is NO SEPARATION iN
HEAVEN.. ALL IS UNITY
ALL IS WHOLE..
oF GoD aLL noW
surE.. naked and Free as WiLd as GoD
WiLLs to Be iN each and eVery eYe
And BeYond and BeLow eYe of
noW juST noW aLL OnE allone..:)
Grand Cross Bible 2016 (61 Macro-Verse Table of Contents)
KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A year in Review
FLoW iN ZoNe 2017
FuLL HouSe FLows
GOld FiSH HeaVeN PartY
CoLoRs oF HeAVeN Bible 2017
66 MacroVerses from Memorial.. May 30th
Day 2016 through January 12th.. 2017..:)
Now to dVerse PoEtry Pub Online
International PoeTry club wHere
very nice administrator
as i do my
best here in an
epic attempt to help
folks find a bridge to Heaven now..
i’M tHeRe and sure.. if you ever meet anyone
who has met me in flesh and blood life they will
indicate i am somewhere that most people never find
else otHeR than the all natural
God who and thaT liVes withiN NoW..
sure.. in a way i am born to do this and
go to both the extremes of Hell and Heaven
to come off that bus on Saturday in 19F degree
chill of gale force tale end oF Helena Winter Storm
Winds in shorts floating on an ocean of Sidewalk
SpiRaLing DAncE oNe with air and water
and breeze sAMe.. no graVity
mY friEnds.. no tiMe
in goD BeinG all noW
to hOld one back
from ascension now..
tHEre are DiMeNsiOns
And DeGrees oF heAVen sAMe
AnD beYOnd levels of Dante’s Hell
oN eARth both sAMe and DiFFeREnt ways noW..
aLL human eYes UNiQue.. All poTEnTial BriDGes Now
to HeLL to sHades oF Grey purgatory’tween HeaVEn
oF RainBow Color FeeLingS and SeNSEs iN MoVing..
ConNecTing.. CreATinG GiVinG ShARinG ways beYond
the MoRE oF iMAGinaTioN aS HeARt oF SpiRit mINd and
BoDy BaLanCinG soUL even more as the Fire of Baptism alWAys coMes WithiN..
iNside.. outSide.. aBove so beLow all around pArT oF JoY wiTh and aS GoD wHOlE NOW..
away in terms
of illusory fears
sins and shames same
as wELL as dARk promises
oF A HeAVen BriGhter and LiGhter
than the MooN and SuN we can/WiLL see and hear
wiTh eARs and eYes Below our EYes/HeARs oF God oNE..noW..:)
And just a note.. this is Comment number 61,660 as indicated by Word Press now..
in the Draft Section of “GOld FiSH HeaVeN PartY” thaT iS now maKing and CreAtinG
“CoLoRS oF HeAVeN Bible 2017” as all 66 verses coMe to FruiTioN soon.. guiding
luCiD WakinG dreAMs God WiThiN DancEs oN And SinGS WiTh DancE and Song
from DARk to LiGhT BeYoNd InFiniTy 418/718 sTAnDinG taLLer as GoeS oN noW..
With a liNk
heRE from my
66” posted precisely 42
months iN mY Ascension Month
ago then on or about the StAR oF DaVid
Planetary aliGnment on July 22nd.. 2013..
How many coincidences does one need in liFE bEFore they BeLiEve iN
or closed books
wiTh no more words
to be added to the past
for CoMinG liGht.. God ‘sAid’
RiGht it DowN Fred so i did/do
as the little
iN mY eYes and eARs oF liGht..
yes.. to one precise day oF July 13th iN
2013 for ‘Revelation 66’ with
one coming on the
12th of January
now in what will
surely be close
to 990K words
and STiLL A
for almost 7 and
a half months since Memorial Day..2016..
tHeRE are many bridges here built from past
to future to preSenT sAMe for those
and honor is to
have those eYes
and eARs aT lEast
as the most we can
expect is to build a fIEld
of dREaMs we aS oursELf cOmES
Back to Kingdom of God iN HeaVen noW..
thE story iS old/tOld.. the heAven is AlWays nEW..
i WiLL aDD for MoRe..
and yes.. that old ‘Revelation
66’ was and is also the 66th verse
of First Blogger Blog way on my oldest
Blog MaRking my exit from HeLL for 66 moNths
aS WeLL.. sure.. that pre-MacroVerse kept going for a while after publish
date too.. as neXt week mArks my week of ascension aS WeLL.. 42 months old
a half years
wRite oN course..
i don’t pre-plan
within DanceS and SinGs..
A DancE and SonG of MiLeStoNes moRe thaN Goal..:)
mY friEnd.. Lillian
SpiRit oF HeARt
never needS GroW
Old when mInd
and BoDY soUL
soMe cALL tHis
A Bridge within
my friend never
RiSinG moRE aLivE..
Oh.. by A way.. thanks for
this prompt.. iT fits what i AM
curRenTly DoinG as A PerfecTioN
oF PracticeS..oN..GoiNG MoRe..NoW..:)
The Wife Katrina is directing me out in
the flesh and Blood World for Store Dance
and Mother Visit.. back later as AlWays..
Hmm.. per ‘this’ Valentine’s wish.. sponSoRed iN
pArt by Yoda.. kinda the other side of the oTheR
Green Man.. the INcredible hUlk.. remember
size and price matters
not iN Terms
Gifts aS Such..
i’LL change over to
rather dry comedian..
as soon as i finish all this
oF ThaT sTiLL
to CoME of course
as promised i’M BacK!..aGaiN..
WriTE oN Course
ThREE or ONE matters noT2..;)
And nah.. ‘this’.. wasn’t the theMe
SonG originAlly sOught but it fits
jusT fiNe.. NeVeR
give up and find the
Force inSiDe.. Chi.. Faith..
100% fearless LiGht
Ferrari hUman tuneD uP
and noW as i review a few
MacroVerses from one to three
yeARs too.. neXt first.. three years
ago.. yes.. WH@GODIS from my later
days at the Wrong Planet attempting to sHow
folks tHere IS A hiGher power within hUman Being
as the real Force Off oF STars as God within as hiGher
poTenTial and huMan ForCE aLivE.. sure.. Chi.. Dao with
the big pow of Tao.. Satori.. Kundalini RiSinG QI.. KI.. the
metaphors are likely endless aCross the uniVerse on many
oTheR plaNeTS with oTher symbol maKinG so-called intelligent
liFE.. but Never the less.. the forCe oF GoD all thAT is liVes oN and
when you seNse it and FeeL it wiTh mastery of EmoTiOns and SenSEs
sAMe through physical and emotional intelligences often missed by the minions
aCross the nations now in this new machine age of screens and faces and fingers
pasted upon those lights and keyboards too.. what we miss reALLy are the moST
IMPorTant hUman InteLLiGencEs oF ALL iN ways of MoVinG.. CoNnecTinG creATinG
SpiRiT oF HeARt in yes.. as i alWay LoVe to say.. mINd and BoDy BaLanCing soUL isReaL…
trYinG to convince any of this as isREAL to the folks on the Wrong Planet was almost impossible
wHEre a disorder’s
is a lack of FeeLinG
and SeNSing any real
meaning and purpose iN liFE
and that is what data download
WiLL do moreso to a hUman Being
and WiTh the Abuse or neglect form youngest
ages of Parental distance to A LonGeR diStance from
peers through youth and even adulthood too.. so.. i moved
to MaKinG mY own liGht bEfore thaT dArkness took aWay
any sigNiFicant liGht from me.. as i WriTE oN Free without
the restraint or censorship of a human soul… yeS.. sET FReED..:)
From two years ago.. ALL seeing eye of KAT.. surely worth
quoting aGaiN heRE as WeLL as purrs WiLL suReLy SinG..:)
For two thousand years..
many folks have been waiting for a man GOD named Jesus to come back..
While some folks in the world are killing innocent penned writers
for making the image of a silly little man..
IN SPEAKING WITH GOD TODAY..
INFORMS ME THAT
YES THAT’S PRECISELY 66
YELLOW BOY IS NOT A DEVIL
THE ONE TRUE
THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE..
THAT’S A HELL OF A HEAVY LOAD
NOW i’m not saying he is gay..
but he is one queer
OFTEN HAPPY TOO!
LOVES ALL HUMAN
BEINGS EQUALLY AS WELL..
WHILE MOBY THE GRAY CAT RUNS AND HIDES
WHEN HUMANS COME..
GREETS EVERYONE WITH THE SAME..
LET’S FACE IT
GOD IS FRIGGING
GIVING UP ON
SO A GOLDEN FURRED
THE TICKET FOR GOD TO ARRIVE
AND TOTALLY FREE
THIS GO AROUND!
BUT ANYWAY YELLOW BOY IS
THIS CAT TELLS ME
THAT TRULY THIS KAT
IS NO MORE SPECIAL THAN
ANY OTHER CAT TRULY!
AND THIS IS HOW
ME IN TRUTH!
Yellow Boy says truly
he is not greater than a grain of sand..
Even human beings will
not be able to do much more
grain of sand…
with a flesh and blood prehensile thumb..
and hand with tool of a finger or STICK
scratching angles into sand..
copying the connections
of stars at night..
then the tool of
then complex cultures and
increasingly complex tools
of complex culture..
becomes more the tools
than actual flesh and blood
humans of times gone past…
And truly this is why GOD
has to come this time
are no longer even
the most part
And now finAlly from a year ago.. triNiTy of Love that like
the last MacroVerse as quoted from two years ago.. also
documents another Casino and Biloxi Beach journey
as Nature and people and palace photos floW
aS WeLL.. some folks are more into
visual images.. others
music and others
it and act it
and produce it
and photograph it.. etc..
simply cause i Can/WiLL And
yes.. sure that is much more than
juST a Trinity oF Love as noWs Go oN..;)
Perhaps i’LL get back to dVerse and more
Bridge prompt liNks than juST the one i finished
today.. but hey.. real liFE calls too and the dance of hiGher
iN SonG too..
heRE iN heAVen
oF course wRitE and
SonG and DancE oN Course2..
not to mention directing it too..
with God at the helm oF Y i..2..
but for now
word of rest
Facebook Friend and
Poet Author Candice
shares a Poem of photography
that follows along with a woman’s
journey of facing breast cancer and
the real physical and emotional impact
of both the disease of breast cancer and the
dArkness of change one must face for survival..
and i say in
That’s courage.. and no.. not many
people have that kind of courage..
to expose the parts
of life that
are less than
money making.. sharable..
or likable or follower-able
or whatever doesn’t fit
in the cultural plate of
important to face the dArk
parts of life as well as the liGht
so we can understand better how
both aspects of life mix to make what is..now
And now i saY in terms of Bohemian Rhapsody
by Queen and Magic Flute by Mozart there are many
invisible dis-Eases of human that are almost totally created
by culture per the plate we are born with.. spoon-fed now from
wee age.. to what will come as expectations and limitations of culture..
politics.. religion and an overall philosophy of existential intelligence
that will get us through life if we find any pARt of lifE sAcred and HoLy
WiTh Meaning and Purpose aT aLL.. and surely that is the job of culture..
religion.. politics and philosophy to bRinG to Us to live a better life.. of course
Freddie Mercury had an invisible breast cancer that one can surely attribute to
his neuro-diverse and bio-diverse Nature from a small Persian country that does not
Religious way of
seeing a strict
spoon fed life
from birth to control
through fears and promises
same.. whether they are empty
or illusory depends on the ink blot
test of life one sees depending of course
on what spoon fed culture.. religion.. politics
or philosophy they are fed from birth or if they are
really lucky they escape.. they escape what can be illusory
fears and empty promises of culture overall which surely houses
the other elements of Intelligence i mention iN heARt.. and SpiRit and
SoUL to GroW iN mINd and BoDy BaLAnCinG way oF MoVinG ConNecTing
and CreaTing ways WiTh iMaGiNatiOn iN Free ShArinG and GiVinG total way..
No doubt Freddie Mercury freed himself from those limitations and expectations
spoon-fed to him from his culture of origin.. not much different than the underlying
theme of the Magic Flute Opera by Mozart iN taking off the veils of ignorance and
CoMinG into liGht in a miX of SciEnce and Art oF Mind that works for freedom
with both reason and feeling and sensing mind in yes as i love to say
MoVinG.. CoNnecTing and creATinG ways wHere hUman
iMAgiNATioN is unleashed and released in greater
GiVing and ShaRinG way.. iN a Quantum
metaphor of more of hUmAN
poTenTial come to fruition
for Now.. sure the
lifting the veils of ignorance
and being the wind of Free AkA
as partners WiTh GoD aLLoNE..
or call it a blue turtle as it is the
essence of Free and Love that counts..
nah.. this isn’t a well formed Lamp but the liGht does FloW and GroW oN..:)
AnyWay.. as i drasticAlly change the thOughts inside my head with some pre-planning
and direction but not much.. a photo of me back two years ago as shared by
the Facebook Algorithm memory generator with what looks like might
be a Magnum PI old Gold Ferrari.. and i’ll use that label as
i often like to compare a human who travels within
to find their answers and practices them
for heaven now.. a finely tuned
Ferrari although my
you.. hehE.. as i make
it a point now not to get caught
up in materialistic attachments wHere the
Car Becomes the Love and the home becomes
the God.. i can’t say i never did that though as i waxed
my cars like children i loved and trimmed every blade
of grass in straight sidewalk flow to impress the
neighbors too as that is the general way
our spoon-fed culture BringS uS uP
to be as the tools rather
than the flesh
all of Nature per
God all thaT is wHeRe
wE Develop a soUL rather
than Trump Towers aS Such..
and i am beyond disgusted with
Trump as any other human with
common decency at this point
will be for those who
than a car and
a house and some
expensive clothes and
even a dream of an actual heaven
with gold and emerald floors like an
OZ aS Such too.. with a big headed lie
and a little old man inside.. after watching Obama’s
Speech last niGht it’s not hard to understand why he got
the Nobel Peace Prize before he deserved it for at least
allowing folks with any opportunity to have health care that
they never had before at all.. life or death per se.. per the first
paRt of this marathon holy spirit creative Flow per Breast cancer as such..
nah.. you don’t wanna get cancer without health care as the emergency room
will not cover the treatments from A to Z to potential recovery as WeLL.. you can just
die.. kinda like an abortion in youth to middle age and let’s hope that there is enough
heARt.. SpiRit and SoUL in the Republican pArty not to sentence adults to death in the
will or will
not be coming
next.. if there
is any Good Cop Jesus
left in tHeir Back pocket they
WiLL thiNk twice before they
sign the execution papers..
that was Obama’s
that it actually happened
and he the only man at this
point in the political arsenal in
this Century with the right stuff.. so far
to make it happen in any way shape or fashion..
there is no doubt that all republicans and those who
support that party are going to suffer greatly at the hands
of a political wave of Trump in as far as carrying on more conservative
adventures in the future as the younger generation will never forget this go
around and they will be the ‘New Sanders’ voters next.. yep.. what comes around
goes around.. and perhaps the next Democratic President will win the Noble Peace
too as now we
have the Nuclear
Trump who he says he
is the Greatest God created
creature to create jobs ever in
all of the world here.. as sure he
just made himself a self proclaimed
savior without even a need to wear sheep’s
clothes at all with sTiLL considerable support
from minions.. sheep same.. and since i am never
running for office and i only answer to God all that is
as Nature.. i have no fears of taLinG the TrUth and LiGht
As ThAT DancEsSinGS iN mE for NoW as it is the founding fathers
of the United States and God who are moreover responsible for my
ability now to write a close to One Million word Bible on my own little
my FriEnds and i
WiLL say both Mozart
and Freddie have hElped
me on my journey and paths
of life as both were champions
of great focus required to create
timeless pieces of Art with
in countries free
enough to fully allow
them to be all of who they
were and still are per the KA of
tHeiR heARt.. SpiRit and SoUL Now
at the reach of an all free YouTube
seARch foR noW.. while some folks
are battling over dollar bills otHeRs oF
uS are STiLL HaVinG the HeaVeN oF ouR LiFe..
Free now.. juSt cause we can as nothing really
matters as long as Freedom Rings in terms of illusory
fears and empty promises sAMe when thiS HeAVen is both Free and IsReaL NoW..
in a Bohemian Rhapsody and MaGiC FluTe that carries on like the wiNd alWays free..
and sure.. even a timeless piece of Art oF mINd and BoDY BaLanCing soUL mINe of mY
own personal 1M or so 1 man bible of all i AM WiTh GoD noW.. mY FiEld oF DreAMs
and suRe.. the
HeAvEN is noW
ReAL iS the IcInG
on the CaKe of TotALLy FReED..
doesn’t jusT coMe from a country iT
cOmes now from GoD WiThIN i AM Now..
and as far as dollar bills and Trumps
go and such as tHat.. pLay wiTh yoUr toys
as trUst me oR noT wHAt i have i WiLL take WitH
Away for Now..
iN oTheR words i wiN
without TrYiNG.. Trump Fans..
and as far as after death while i cannot
prove it too.. tRuST me or NoT iT works precisely the sAMe
way as what you create as Love stays WiTh you as well as the Fear and Hate that
to HoPe.. and LoVe..
and never ending JoY NoW..
As pure Faith lASTiNG..
Horatio LiVes noW..
and KiLroY is HeRe..;)
One of my favorite portraits is that of a country
road that goes on off into the distance
and it just so happens there is
one in my neighborhood
all free for the taKing
noW iN thAT way..
and it’s funny.. iN my
own personal journey
and paths to HeaVen from
within and through creativity
of how i make my miNd and
BoDy SoUL and SpiRit
of heARt as
into not a tool of
culture butT an instrument
of God thaT/wHo co-creates
wHeRe all of liFE
is both a
prompt WiTh a Dance accompanying
thaT SonG oF LiFe at a whim as smALL as
me raiSing one arm in bliss without a word aT aLL
as with 6666 miles plus now in over 40 months oF public
DancE with thousands upon thousand of positive liGht noW
and EmoTioNAlly And SeNsoRy toucHinG YouTube SonGS moRe
provided free by way of smARt phone and ear buds sAMe.. mY
entire body aS every Cell Now beCoMes A memory and realiTy SonG
noW as musical instrument that has no limits or expectations sAMe..
now.. don’t get me wrong.. to metaphor this in words over science as science
currently has no way to meaSuRE this BliSs is not easy.. but never the less and
alWays more iT IS A Blissful MoVinG cONneCTinG EmoTiONal and SeNsory NirVaNA
experience now that needs no words aT aLL.. Whitman’s Body Electric has come
trUe for ME never enDinG noW.. And i’M sure otHeRs who dance free and make tHeir
boDy into a musical instrument feel and sense this bliss too.. many.. without the poetry
much aT aLL to scribe the FeeLinGs and SeNSEs of HeaVen noW.. and that’s what i try
to do NoW iN this Million Word or so Bible heAR.. to provide a spArk.. any sPArk aT all thaT
miGht lead someone to all free HeAVen noW.. HuMan Colors are those oF EmoTiOns NoW
and SeNSEs sAMe while folks are searching for the answers in forms of materialistic
things all the bliss and HeaVEn is WaiTing to cOMe aliVE dorMant as poTenTial
WiThin.. and trUe.. we have so many man-made tools to hELp take uS thEir
now.. built by systemizing folks who rarELy ever made it close to this
Heaven now within.. more fully experienced.. so yes.. i give
thanks to all the robot minds in systemizing
way who could not feel and sense
this Heaven who made
the tools that
and staycation now..
forevermore now iN Heaven
NoW.. i remember someone saying
one time.. you aren’t in heaven that’s just
a bunch of Neurochemicals ands Neurohormones
and oThER Bio-Chemical reactions happening inside..
but you see.. the difference is.. those material reductionists
were not eXperienCinG the syNergy of those minute pArts of HeaVeN
now.. juST ’cause it’s real and measurable iN pARt noW.. don’t make
the synergy of Heaven experienced any less of a super duper nature
way of being for those who never enter into the greenest of meadows here
with a country road that has the broad band width Now oF a place with opaque
windows that some folk do not find at all for now.. other than that.. i scribe it noW as
aLL aS instructed by God iN God speak as tHeRE is so much more than this of HeaVEn to relate
that no one would believe anyway.. likely.. if they haven’t even got to this point.. yeT.. Floating
on terrestrial land in total BaLAncinG Continuing Force with nary a FeeLinG of Gravity
is anoTHeR benefit oF A LiFe of DAncE.. wiTh the Songs that go along WiTh thAT..
sure.. much better than walKinG oN water as you can do that with a surf board
already and this way ya rarely to ever fall down.. or even get wet… hehe..
unless ya dance in the rain.. as when you become SpRing.. SpRinG
that is road
Ocean WhOle sAMe..
And alWays DiFfeREnt too..
AnyWay it’s more than safe to say
i kNow/FeeL the otHEr Side of Ventura Highway
too.. as i once sat in a hypnotist office.. yes.. then..
an insurance approved place.. for potential recovery
from pain.. and when the hypnotist/psychotherapist
asked me what i saw of that road in FeeLinG SeNSinG
way.. i looked toward her Aquarium and said i AM that
GOld Fish.. swimming in circles in HeLL noW.. WeLL.. the road
is open now and i AM alWays hOme owN it.. no more GOld Fish here..iN HeLL..:)
And now i’m gonna have a little fun
With a Gypsy Song version of Hotel
California With the Dude from
the Big Lebowski..
as you see/FeeL..
iF you can’t see the
big picture.. Horatio’s
in the sense and since
of God’s Big Picture FeeL
oF Synchronicity iN Purpose
And Meaning as Holy and Sacred
aLL thAT is.. as aLL of existence is synergy
Now of the masterpiece of God that is both we
as eYes of God and Brush oF goD sAme noW
as fractals All oF A reaLiTy from the point of material
reductionists that might look like Random soup but as you
miGht come to see and hear with deeper eYes/eaRS.. as Carl Sagan
even then says too.. it’s not the pARts but how iT’s put toGEthEr thaT iS
aMAZING MORE THAN A LIST OF F iN fActS.. here’s the thing.. our bRains
reflect the univERse.. so below as above.. as neurons and stArs sAMe.. sure..
diFFeREnt too.. but only iN scope and size and overall Function in size as WeLL
but don’t forget as Yoda says.. size matters noT.. we are God THERe and God
iS HeRE and TheRe too.. yes.. omnipresent one miGht DancE and SinG
as any CosmiC DanceR whOle and pARt of whoLe WiLL jusT do
as Goddess of Victory Nike miGht juST DancE and SinG too..
wE are but a smALL and whOle pARt of not juST neurons
and stars butT UniVerse oF God consciousness too..
have you already forgotten so below as above..
weLL.. while both hemispheres of our bRain
match a metaphor of hemispheres
oF eARTh and as we connect
HoLDinG smARt PhOnes
and such too.. we
yes as i surElY
loVe to DancE and
SinG.. yes.. oh God yes!..
DiFferent too.. ya see.. ya have
to see more of the complexity oF iT
to get a more full appreciation of what
the verb God IS.. anYway.. juSt cALL me tIMe’s
man of the yeAR who relatively speaKinG no one
kNows but God aLL aS oNe.. and yes.. Jesus F. iN
Christ i was a BowLinG aLLeY Dude for almost two
decades too.. and by the way.. tiMe is juST a clOck
noW and alarm one’s mess up Lucid Waking DreAMs..
and yes.. tHeir are dARk pArts oF A purple Jesus too
that folks have made into a royal God too.. iN thAT Brief
Case faLLinG out of thaT car soon to be recovered now.. is no..
not a a ticket to a million dollars but a million words and plus much
more recoveRed noW for all of Those who can hear and see thAT noW..
and hell no.. i am not THE DUDE.. as i’Ve said before i AM A dude okay and
if you are reAlly into Brevity.. not likely YA can hang wiTh me heHe.. and wild
and free friends that are women.. sure.. i have a few.. but the only child me and
my lady friEnd are conceiving is this WorD cHIld STiL GroWinG heAR.. and yes.. yA
can call this Hotel California too.. i have a FeeLinG it is possible now for even one person
to get stuck in here for one hundred thousand views.. from France per chance.. and i made
this into a Heaven Hotel and not a HeLL one for those of you conspiracy theorists who think
the Eagles are a devil worshipping band.. they are not afraid of the DArk and neither AM i..he
HE.. i’Ve met my Devil.. face to face and have soundly defeated him iN endless sleep.. what else..
yeah.. per other pArts oF that movie.. i kNow.. i’ve been in bed with all sides now both in metaphor
and heHe.. literal way too.. onLY virtuAlly aS Such2.. buT to get a job dOne of this size one must be lawyer.. judge and super
spy and soldier too.. eTc2.. but no.. like Isaiah said.. before we got another dude as a sun soldier sword
god2 in three parts one.. But naked.. all he promised was A dude who would come with words.. surELy iN A Book oF eLi.. i AM such A Dude too.. but the key IS A dude and not the only dude..
of all thAT is
but the illusions
put forth when symbols
oF aLL kinds become idols of all thaT iS..
S E P A R A T e ugh F iN Separate noW..
it’s not like God is looking for our respect
reALLy.. it’s only God within asKinG politely
like any cat trapped in a patio who can not get out
with a real functionally disabling disorder like Feline
Leukemia.. pleASe lET me out.. as i for one STiLL hEAr thE
CaLL oF God
Free SaMe noW..
D i F F e R e N T..
yes.. my friEnds.. this
is the Heaven Version of Hotel
California now.. coMe and go as you
pLease or not aT aLL and pleasE reMember
to sET yoursELf free of even thiS place heRe..
as everyone’s HeaVen DanceS and SinGS FReER
when we are all actors.. producers.. and directors sAMe aS OWN pLaY..
And DiFFeRenT as pointS oF LIGht and liFE oF GoD’s eYes now..
God iN ISREAL
Essence all that is
IS A ratHeR DiVerse DuDe ONEALL..;)
Hmm.. WeLL.. by NoW.. iF you don’t thiNK REaliTy
is stranger than FictiOn
who would have
to the future
rEaLLy did/does predict
the future on purpose thennow
aS Such as yes.. Biff was actuAlly
Based on Trump per the words
of the actual writer of that film..
and it’s worth
World Series was A
P R E D I C T I V E NOTE
then too.. yes.. ReaLiTy nowthen
too.. iS surELy Stranger than fiction
and trULy Trump sHows one can seT
out to do EiTheR dARk or liGht sTuFF WiTh
Faith and make BLack or WhitE mAGiC cOme
to fruiTion2.. iT aPpears thaT we need and perHaps
haVe moRe WhiTE MaGiCiaNs to counter-ACT thE
imPacT of what does apPeAR to be the real nocebo
Effect iMpACT oF
moRe dArk coMpany
SAMe.. pleAse coMe ouT
and pLay morE.. yA WhiTe
MaGiCIAn folks wiTh tHe smARt..
FeaRLess and UncoNDiTioNal
Sacred Pure Love that Battles
With Joy NoW aLL
overFiLLing and FloWinG noW..
anyWAy.. thIS iS My inCANtATiON
FoR NOW.. and perHaps thiS whOle
NoTrE dAMe Hunchback’s Bible iS too
from befoRe Back to A FuTure too.. iN HeLL..
aS tHis verSiON noW Will Do for ME aT leASt..
as the poor in spirit and the meek and the last
get ‘er all dONe iN the BacKGrOUnd aS Such..FiRst PerHaps..
As they say..
what did the Fox say..
And Michael2.. he wHo..;)
i suppose it’s about time as far as cLocK
illusions go to visit the dVerse PoeT
tEam online aGain with
aLL oF iT juST for FuN..
the reward i suppose for juST
maKinG iT through.. heHe..noW..:)
Libraries oF oLd
Libraries Of New
within out of books..:)
out oF A
cOurAge over words..
wHeRe liFE becOMes
Essence DanceS and SingS Free..:)
oF water BeLow..:)
SMiLes.. reminds me of the old
railroad trestle bridge that
has lasted decades longer
than me in my
and at the age of
5.. before TV waS iN
a shot gun home by the
whistle of railroad tracks
that shook the block foundation
of those wooden floors.. LooKinG
at thAT BridGe ImAginATiOn bred
moRe ways of LooKinG aT LiFE
then.. i suppose
that is what’s missing
iN liFE these days.. my friEnd..
BridGinG ImAginAtion CreaTinG moRe..:)
There’s an Interstate
10 Loop boardwalk bridge
underneath the big concrete
bridge in Biloxi CaSinos way..
And while the wife
i relax wiTh
A place for homeless
folks to rest tHeir head..
surELy mOre A gift oF lifE
than thaT new Scarlet Pearl
that Trump built on the other siDe..
funny.. how homeless can work with A HuMan
soUL.. morE BridGes needED to SpiRit oF HeART..:)
2008.. standing on a cOld
and Wintery Beach
then.. a bridge
to a past of 33 years
or so of work that was
on the verge of literally
killing me then.. i let it go..
like a comet tale that had become
me.. for 66 months thEre were no
more FeeLinG chapters of mY liFe..
To HeLL oFF..
and yes.. 66 months later
almost to date and 42 months
since the third week of July 2013..
i cAMe bAck and tHeRe is no going
back or forward as the bridge floats
forevermore NoW iN the
LIFe is too short…
And Long Forevermore
noW iN MaKinG every letter
A poem.. every note A song that soars..
And every step a dance thaT Never enDs noW oN..:)
sMiLes.. your Train of chaos
and Destruction plunging
to a deep
reminds me of
that is a circus
moreover now than
gridlock that never ends..
and oh gosh.. the train
to the Bridge yet..
hmm.. the liGht is
clearly and visibly dArk
in the Tunnel of political lore now2..;)
Well that does 8 for now as i don’t
wanna be late for an extreme workout
and martial arts and ballet mix
of free style
meaning and that IS A
key to HeAVen now @leASt
foR me.. maKe iT all HoLY
and SaCred MeaNing and PurPose
And HeaVen comes as predictable
as the planets that hold tHeir
orbit as Holy and Sacred iN
Meaning and Purpose
oFF orbiT noW2..:)
01112017.. 5:31 pm..
PerHaps.. i’LL be
As named by The American Indians.. January
Full Wolf Moon aRiSing iN the morning on the
12th before the publish
of this “CoLoRs oF
HeAVeN Bible 2017”
way of 12th too..
of course iN this
overall of longest long
form poem in the current
record of human being on
Google as WeLL.. and sure it’s
not too hard to prove that considering
that the other longest effort was 1.8 Million
words and just the Bible portion of this longest
long form poem is closing in on 1M words iN around
Seven and a half months.. hey.. you kNow what ‘they’ now
say.. BrinG the Money as Word count or iT didn’t even happen
as numbers go.. hmm.. easily provable it is for now.. coMinG
to both Facebook and several blogs too.. hehe.. will anyone
care.. sure.. reliably as alWays this builder of this field of
DrEAms heRE.. i Am an original.. i fit in no wHere
but that is what originals do.. they stand
out from the other crowds of words..
haha.. well.. with that said
and Dream Weaver
moVinG on now
a while longer
as long as i can keep
the eyelids open.. as surely don’t
you think writing close to a million words
of free verse poetry miGht be a little tiring at
the rate of 130 thousand words a month with
166.66 miles to go with that in DancE.. hmm..
what do super heroes do.. believe it or not
Horatio and Kilroy too.. they were
here and they
or without capes
tHeRE is more than
many ways to flY allone..
iN FloW iN ZoNE NoW..:)
Hmm.. this reminds
me of dreams of bridges
one rides on that slowly
gather water like
roads that go
no where but
happy to wake uP..
From Dream Bridge SuNk..;)
Wow.. the drum circles comes alive and
while i’ve been invited to a few
and never made it yet..
my cousin makes
a living with
of making human
music in synch with otHers
iN/oF joy as we connect alive..
and hehe.. i just dance and just
finished 6666 miles in 40 months
all around my metro area jusT for
fun as measured precisely by GPS
Nike sports watch too.. i surely have
some stories wHere dance connects too..
to spread on as..
sure.. word gets around
iN Trump Land North Florida..
when one steps out off a bridge like this..
And foot loose town2..;)
Tender wrists makes
fair of folly and love
a Song sTiLL..:)
Oh Goodness.. Bridges
leaDinG into fog
of a nightmare
that used to
dreAms oF FlyINg
Free.. hmm.. noW
i luciD wake dreAM..
water air sWiMflies me..:)
to look within..;)
Yes.. my FriEnd..
it’s trUe.. hUman
oh.. the hope..
oh.. the belief..
oh.. the faith
As Rose oF FloWers LoVe..:)
A BRain IS A poTenTial
HouSing oF A ZiLliOn
SoUl thaT makes..:)
it is.. as
aS nowS go oN..;)
I kNow you
don’t mean to..
in a-causal connecting principle
oF synchronicity.. and i’M not
sure iF iT was last time
when i dropped by..
per noting more then..
when i got enough
break to visit
you toward the
end again Lynn..
but with an act of
unwavering faith i am
in the process of finishing
the end of another Bible now..
66 Macro-Verses at 990K words long..
hehe.. that’s a mighty long bridge oF Faith
finished in around 7 and a half months now..
of John 14:12..
or maybe i was/am
naive as almost every
Christian i meet scoffs at that
a rap singer
or two i met on
the road when i finished
6666 miles of public praise
dance in precisely 40 months.. too..
not many folks are interested in that
these days.. my friend.. not realizing
are these noW..:)
So.. many dARk
BridGes that mix
with liGht bridges too
and surely i can relate
to the farm accident
of the small
over by a car
at a home and
my Aunt.. passed
away.. bridges to dARk
BridGes to liFE the gifT
of all that
and dARk..as iS..
i too savor liGht
of the dARk niGht of the soUL
wHere A plead iN bleed oF
death is all that’s left..
i’m juSt finishing
a poem toniGht..
one could noW
caLL iT a bridge
i suppose.. Tree..
or Lamp of 990K or
so words.. perHaps
A Bible too.. NoW iN
66 MacroVerse ways
aRound 15K words a verse..
in 7 and a half months and i guess
the reason this bridge reminds me oF
it aGaIn as i am cloSinG in the last Micro-Verses
of this 66 MacroVerse now.. is.. JuSt ’cause iT is..
Dance for me..
WeLL it surely not
so sure it’s well lit
the less hmm..
yes… the Trumpet
Blows and the
and i was juSt enjoying
an aMusing video wHeRe Biff
who became President in the
not so nice version of Back to the Future
was actually inspired by the live Character Trump..
out a little and
while i’M at it since
it seems that you are
the only dVerse administrator
i converse with any more ..a thanks
goes out from me to dVerse as tonight
i am finishing a 66 Macro-Verse pArt of
a sTiLL exceeding 3.3 Million plus word long
form poem at 737 Macro-Verses with
the most recent mega chapter as
sorts of 990K or so free
to go.. now2…
it a bible of
sortS and it
day of 2016..
dVerse has/is been
an integral paRt of
my poEtry muse.. so far my FriEnd…
i appreciate all ya’LL do.. and sorry i
couldn’t fit in any more.. hehe.. as far as liNking..goes..
but ya kNow/FeeL.. i’m sure.. in the world of creation
not everyone fits in the sAMe.. haha.. as winds bloW oN..
As such too..;)
SMiLes.. i just
got a movie
Fever and that
knows.. been there
almost and done
that smaller bridge
too.. aRound these pArts..
tHeRE is alWays someone
to save ‘ya’ though..
do literALLy saVe..
truth be tOld.. i was
ending bridge.. mY friEnd..
as the dice come uP.. Seven Heaven LiVinG..:)
SMiLes.. my FriEnd..
A best bridge
one that floats wiThiN
inSide Gravity Free
Air full and water
flow as LiFE
oN so poeTicAlly
as TrUth and liGht hiGh
skeYes aBove meet eARTh beLow..
the sAMe for you..
better.. mY friEnD..:)
WeLL that finishes
all 24 of what
to arise aGaiN
in Panhandle Sunshine more..:)
01122017.. 12:52 am…:)
SMiLes.. my friEnd gigoid.. nice to
see you back and sure.. i can
relate to the
climate of the human
who is becoming more
robotic and less human even
when it comes to failing to look up
from a customer service desk with
eyes glued on screen.. and truly
it’s a symptom of culture
are not classically evolved
to staY iN mechanical cognition
noW verses the social empathy that
glues togeTheR thAT one can describe
as the altruistic innate good pARt of liFe
and liGht thaT can sadly move in the otheR
so-called dArk and Evil pArt of souLess.. heaRtless
and SpiRitless person wHere these human virtues are
organic and real and yes hard for some folks to empiricAlly
measure but still as real and organic as the dirt and grains
we sAnd on that hold up mountains of Love iN hUman beings
wHo never give up..
and in that place of
that i for one have seen
up close and personal in an
organic non-emotionless state
wHere all that can be felt left is
pleasure of pain that is no pleasure
at all but change from pain internally
when emotions do die and are so hard to put
into words my friend but IS A true organic state..
the horror there of facing the fACT that even with
logos of reason that remains with a moral code we
are Nature’s slaves and face the action and consequence
of doing.. whether our intentions set out were of the best of completing
a seemingly impossible task.. in other words.. one must grow empathy
and compassion for oneself and do what is required soley and souly
to save oNe’s heARt.. sPiRit and SoUL when oThers.. including culture
as whole.. work.. school.. and other so-called requirements would take
that away as chronic stress can and will eventually erase not only the human
heARt… SpiRit and SoUL in seNseS and EmoTiOns at core of what is organically
and all naturally isReaL.. but one’s very life.. starting at all bodily systems from
respiratory.. to cardiovascular to endocrine and every other autonomic
and sentient paRt oF liFe.. i used to post blog posts almost every day
as a routine of sorts.. and i used to complete every task for
decades at work without fail and make straight A’s
in school without fail.. and trim every blade
of grass around the sidewalkS in
perfect towel hung
level same and
the hairs disappearing
off of the crown of my
head at 18 years old too..
and it’s true my friEnd as the
Ice Princess on Frozen said..
some nows ya just gotta let go of
culture.. get naked and let that shit all escape a septic tank of sunk..
it’s all relative but when it’s bliss and nirvana and heaven now heRe tHeRe
IS A reaLity that Life is Good.. and the journey tHeRE iS oNe oN one’s personal
path in a field of dreams that is as organically real and perhaps as difficult now
to put into words as a concept of a living God all that is jusT as isreal/organic
too.. and full of dARk and liGht and sHades of purgatory grey to
Rainbow colors that one has never fElt and SenSED Before
iN what feels and senses like liVing a thouSand lifetimes
in one liFe iN one second now as Heaven is
moment of NOW..
thaT my FriEnd is
wHEre i alWAys
travel too.. now..
but Heaven now..
and it’s true.. throughout all
history this my friend without any
material goods or status or power at
all is the HiGhest Gate of an ivory
tower that most people
like my cat..
Heaven is organic
i s R E A L No W
no different than the
all we can cAll a blue
turtle or whatever the FucK…
getting tHere IS A iSREaL miracle..
staYing tHeRe IS A Practice oF a liFE WeLL LIVinG
WaTer.. FindinG iT can take a lifetime of seeKinG it to even
escape the robotic machine world we live in mind/body today..
But as Neo miGht say.. those who can and will are alloWed to unplug..
it’s worth noting that in the Renaissance only about 5 percent of the
populace enjoyed any part of that thriving colorful awakening culture..
as our nature’s
and our struggles
in the environment do reMain..
tHere are sTiLL the minions in both
fiction and real who will sheep/mundane theiR
way to follow and support the most despicable leaders ever..
so life goes.. dARk sHades of Grey and BeyONd Rainbow Renaissance colors2..
“The minions on the
from tHeir septic tank view..;)”
“Everything can be filed under “miscellaneous”.
~~ Dilbert, Scott Adams ~~
i let it all
(oh by A way..
this IS a monoLific
allfred aS Such..;)
-as one big riff
“There are only two mistakes one can make along the road to truth:
(1) not going all the way; and
(2) not starting.”
~~ Buddha ~~
“Freedom is not free. Free men are not equal. Equal men are not free.”
~~ Subtle Bee ~~
This is true..
“The keenest sorrow is to recognize ourselves
as the sole cause of all our adversities.
~~ Sophocles ~~
Oh.. to be
oh now.. the inferiority..
oh my God.. Victoria’s Secret..
totALLy exposed iN Female Superiority..;)
Oh.. the joy
living without a
roboT all let go..;)
“As I look at your image,
I see only the light which was not absorbed.”
~~ Mark Middleton ~~
harder to see..
let’s face it..
“It will not out of the flesh that is bred in the bone.”
~~ John Heywood (c. 1565) — Proverbes, Part ii, Chap. viii~~
“What sane person could live in this world and not be crazy?”
~~ Ursula K. LeGuin ~~
Culture is illusion
and isreal too..:)
“Rotten wood cannot be carved.”
~~ Confucius ~~
~~ Analects, Book 5, Ch. 9 ~~
In the part of this universe that we know there is great injustice,
and often the good suffer, and often the wicked prosper,
and one hardly knows which of those is the more annoying.”
~~ Bertrand Russell ~~
Not easy being
A way now
with no followers..
often few to no friends..
aS liGht bLinds the briGhter iT
bLows.. few places to rest one’s head on…
as Water SinGs..
And DanceS Free as Fly..
heHe.. liKe mARTy McFly..;)
WeLL.. the Karmic
eYe comes out to play
one more place for now
in this ending MacroVerse
of what is surely turning out
to be the biggest so-called bible
in the history of humankind.. yep
edging up to 1 Million words in what
i’ve repeated a few times for posterity
purposes is more precisely 7 months
and 13 days since publish date of
the first first verse of 66
then around four
days to make that
verse happen so we
can call it 7 months
and 17 days now to get
jusT about as precise
as i WiLL care to get
for now.. hehe..
7 more hours
and 7 more
7 more seconds too..
but 7-17 for the first
month of ’17 of 2K
on the 12th day noW of
Publish is enough so-called time stamp detail for deTales
oF A ~990K word Bible named “CoLoRs oF HeAVeN Bible 2017″..
surELy.. somEthing Jonathan Livingston Seagull would write noW iN
A pen image of so-caLLed prophet/author/poet Richard Bach too..
As Seagulls anew go on to DancE and SinG a SonG and DancE
in Peace and Harmony
thaT tHEre is no greater
or less iN the sTate of mINd
and BoDy BaLanCing Force
of Nirvana.. BlisS and Heaven now..
iN the Sense of Rank and File and
Status and power of human being ego driven stuff aS Such..
iT floWs as any Ocean and wAVes to Rivers and StreAM gRows
without bounds of shores to detest wave spread more.. it’s all fun..
challenge.. struggles.. sure.. but that’s what fun can be when lived.. juST fun..
WRiTe oN course
iN DancE and SonG
FReED as the Declaration
of Independence allows iN U.S.
for those smART enough
and Free enough
as any upward FLYinG
or downward FLYinG seAguLL WiLL..
inside.. outside.. and all aRound oF course too..:)
Here’s A thing.. i leArned the first three times
i faced death and actuAlly the first time i faced
iT on the precipice of end of what i kNew/FeLt then..
NoW at thAT second it ain’t what ya earned or took that
means sHit it’s all you give and gave that means anything
aT aLL.. i didn’t give enough that go around and with a second
chance and third one and more aT liFe i said no restraints this go
around i’M GiVinG all i’ve LeArned and FeLt and SenSed oF LiFe
for free no matter wHat.. as thaT is what humans do when free.. they
give and share unrestrained.. and i realize there are some of my Verses
that require a reboot of my current powerful computer to fully open up..
the thing is.. my brain and body moves STrOnG fAST MoRe..
iN BaLanCinG Force
catch uP to my potEnTial
for Now as output too.. technology
has made me faster and stronger too..
and as history shows technology will catch
up with me and other Jonathan Seagulls WiLL
pass my singular achievements in so many othEr
ways of Art and Science too.. this is what hUmans
do when they work toGeThER.. they make the singular
free efforts of hUmans more possible too.. with an escape
from distraction and diversions WiTh Michelangelo and Mozart
and Einstein laser focus too.. the future is so briGht for those who
can see it.. they miGht wear cool shades at niGht if they could see it too..
theRe is no doubt
some do.. i met a few
in my online travels who
also see no limits or expectations
of human poTenTional Still and it’s worth
noting to me too.. that Facebook Friend Greg
shared a status quiz to find out what Roman Emperor
one could be as an ego booster of course as those
Facebook Marketing tools will do.. i’LL be the KinG
of Me iN Master of the gift of Nature by the God oF aLL
Nature butt a King or any kind of authority of Emperor over
oTheRs WiTH any status or rank or even file too now of power
in human ego driven con-social emotion way.. hell no..
that would only take the sweet of HeaVen
Free away.. and i suppose the only
way a ‘Trump Person’ could
FeeL and SenSe
to that would
be to seek and
find and practice
a heaven somEwhat
liKe what i experience now..
as a recent quote stated.. ya can’t
expect to carve rotten wood.. sure one
can hope.. one can wish.. but surely tHeiR
are both isREAL Miracles of LifE and cOld
Hard reaLliTies of struggle as yes i did go
to hell on eARth.. the real place of death
as life in pain and numb for
66 months first
for 42 months
now.. a celebration
week of thaT coming
neXt week.. particularly
on Navarre Beach on sTar
Date 1.17.2017.. hehe aS Such
as most everyone now loves sevens
and oneS iN this culture now.. miGht
as well tack on some more Holy and
Sacred to that gRavy human train for
more purpose and meaning to liFE.. tHing
iS iN all these synchronicities of what has arrived
noW in this Million or so word Bible iN ways of numbers
and events.. very few were either pre-thought or pre-planned
beFore they came to the print of this pAge now then in real time now
then now.. so sure.. it’s safe to say.. one cannot determine life through
a math equation alone to get to the full impact of sacred numbers/events allone..
that moves into the realm of the much hiGher of what humans might metaphor
as the conscious miNd and so-called Body aLL of God aLLone.. beYond human
empirical analysis but never the less apparent here as the case study shows with
time stamps too.. yes ..this wHOle enChiLda.. this Bible.. this longest long form poem
of humankind sTiLL eXceeding 3.3 Million words too.. from the first 42 month witness for
God i mARked at the beginning of all my blogs in an escape from dARk to the
liGht oF me on March 10th of 2013.. ending that mArk of 42 months on
911 iN September of 2016.. and additionally the 12 Million words
i staRted in tale end journey of 33 months iN Hell and
the 33 months before since January of 2008..
that i spent with no words at all..
yes as i started writing on
Thanks GiVing day.. 2010..
is all proof that this God
of Nature that folks
for centuries on
end cross culturally
IS A real deal now.. if for
no one butt the builder of this
FiEld of DreAMs as me.. you see..
on my next door step of death i WiLL
rest much easier WiTh 100% faith of this..
and perHaps you cannot understand the importance
of that if you haven’t faced death three times too.. i got
three strikes and i wasn’t out.. i dAM sure wasn’t gonna waste
a fourth one with extra innings alloWed.. that’s between my UniVerse
and God allone.. for me.. i share it as i KNow and FeeL the dArkesT
places of HeLL on eARTh too.. the answers for me are not the answers
expected by othERs iN tHeir search for tHeiR holy and sacred meaning
and purpose of LiFE but never the less i’ve found miNd/BodY/miNe and
fully illustrated mY soUL/HeARt/SpiRit/BoDy online for others to peruse
when technology and they do or do not
catch up with me.. what i lEArned
iN HeLL is no one is
and what i’ve
lEarned iN Heaven
is rarely WiLL anyone
even attempt to follow one
iN HeAR.. and yes as Karmic
eYes goes i suppose that’s Karma..
we reap what we so.. i’ve sown
both Heaven and
Hell iN liFE
with a little hELp
friEnds and what
some miGht describe
as enemies too.. thINg is..
iF not for the so-called enemies
iN life who were my greATest among
bully trUe FRIENDS.. they ARE.. iN the sEnse
that iF i had never met and faced the dARk
Head on STiLL i would have never made it
to Heaven now.. the DARk makes liGht.. even
Science sHows this TrUth and liGht too.. noW..
i ain’t scared of the
DaRk or CyNical
”tween or naYsAyeR
of rainbow colors now BeYond
that not many folks apParently
experience beYond what i do
now here and now who i’Ve
coMe aCross now then but
‘buy’ A sAme
applies now then
in my experience iN
HeLL as the Karma
oF goD SinGS the
Free Song oF dArk
beYoNd liGht iN the
i oF ME noW isREAL..
so.. sure.. been to both sides
now and BeYoNd.. and all i can
trUly hope and wish is whoever
you are.. you fINd a Heaven that works for you too..
and can square away reAlity as Peace at the end of yoUr paths
for now too then..
as the lasT liGht
oF eYelid meets the
force oF aLL thAT iS.. noW then Now2..:)
Oh yeah.. and the quiz picked
Marcus Aurelius for
me.. a Stoic
of that term now..
for all practical intents
and purpose what sets the
Stoics apart from the Christians
and heretics same is the Christians
saw an invisible transcendent God
and the stoics saw an isreal
now.. i sEE/ heAR
both iN SenSinG
and FeeLinG way
and never ending now..
and surely Socrates as
both a rationalist and
a mystic saw more
way beYond just
word thInking and otHeR
forms of abstract symbols
too.. it’s all isREaL but not all
see and hear all oF it wiTh eYes
and Ears as Gifted and lEArned For Now
and most importantly eYes and ears that
remember deeper within in ways beYond words
wHEre FeeLinGS and seNSEs bEcome more than words alone..
allone baby is what i see/hear.. and while Stoics and Christians see
lust as an inferior part of human being.. science now shows Lust noW
and a balance oF Love to be a source oF all creativity and productivity
in human and a peaceful easy way of avoiding aggression.. violence
and FucK yeS.. even the poTenTial of World War III.. one can commit
suicide and kill others for just the dream of a bunch of naked
women in heaven of a dirt nap.. or watch porn in heaven now..
aLiVe.. do no harm wins
as harm.. consensual
aS Such.. yeS in due moderation
as the nurturing of a village of both
male and female divine LoVinG force is what
makes children strong.. the family that
stays toGetheR IN a village that has
a balance of lust and love
is the family
but A family now/then
now who thrives aS WeLL..
it all comes now to the individual
in a free country to be the change
ya wanna see.. i don’t run with the sheep..
the minions or the mundane as they may
like to stay more grounded like that.. i fly
like an Eagle and A Seagull hiGher jusT
over the Power
oF smARt and FearLess
Love.. yes.. i WiLL LiGht TrutH and
flY even HiGher now.. WiTh LoVe and WiLL..:)
Now to wrap up a few Facebook Provided MacroVerses
sTarTing WiTh “Dancing the talk of TRUTh” as
monologue in response to a so-called
Gnostic Christian on the
by him as God
and God allone
above all Nature
and interestingly enough
while the Gospel of Thomas
describes Jesus as more Yogi
and Pantheistic.. tHeRe are some
Gnostic Philosophies that see the
material world as inferior to a so-called
transcendent one that is superior in matters
of spirit as the word was actually eventually
copied before translations by St. Paul from the
Romans who followed more of a
Stoic Philosophy of
of Marcus Aurelius
as well.. thing is.. the
SpiRit noW of EmoTioNs
and SenSes are organic..
some of which operate2
at a subatomic level that
even science with aided
eYes cannot yEt see
how now A
and SeNSory Way
never the less.. those
oF uS who experience
more oF iT realize more
of the Nature of Mysticism
iN liGht and what some otHeRs
call occult as well as placebo/white
magic and nocebo/black magic too..
it’s semantics and people will kill each other
in idolization oF Form as letters and words and
books over the essence of What is Real and
Transcendent DiFFeREnt sAMe.. diFFeREnt
eYes see a sAMe world diFFeRent sAMe
and alWays diFfeRent too.. and
that’s the color
Brushes of GodSEYes noW.. BeYoND
AS MasTErPIEce PaInTinG OceAn wHole noW..:)
Also from two years ago.. MacroVerse Memory titled
‘Leaves of Saving Tree’.. and interestingly enough
this IS a 2015 Version oF A story that i WiLL
repeat here at the near ending
of this bible..
call it wisdom
calL iT liGht
ThrEE and more..
i’LL leave that uP
to the Tree of God..
no hangingS on
for ..me.. this go ’round..;)
Tennis bALLS OF Hope
from a year ago.. as i increase
what i always lauded in my elders
as story taling abilities.. the quiet
boy i was then..
and the illusions
of machine mechanical
mind cognition for so many years
of work and school of
it’s safe to say
the output has aGain now..:)
Okay that takes care of all those
MacroVerse memories but as promised
a tale about a sapling tree and saviors neXt
from 2016 in a ‘Sand Box Heaven’ then now linked here too..
And as a note before i provide that memory and story
and newer age older age newer parable too.. iF those
of you who are sTiLL a little more OCD like i used
to be and the wife Katrina sTiLL is in
ways of lining
and even all the way cross..
take any MacroVerse or two
ya like out iF all the 737 that are
not included in these 66 of these
MacroVerses compRising this bible
here to total the 1 Million even that i will
fall short at around 10k words here.. 990K
is significant also along with the number 66 of
course in traditional bible ways but truly like i’ve
said before all 12 miLLion words plus the photos plus
the videos plus the links done to the nitty gritty oF aLL
i’ve dONe online is the soUL oF Y i unleashed and released
foR All who care to see and hear and sense and feel more of
perHaps wheRE theY’ve been beFore or noT.. and that’s the great
thing about the U.S. and our Great Freedoms of Expression uncensored
in self sponsored websites along with overall community support.. the
TrUth and liGht WiLL sET yA Free iN Ways YA hAve neVer ever
for now experienced liFE.. heAR now.. i add a verse or two
and yes more.. as Robin Williams said in the
‘Dead Poet’s Society’ too.. i stand
uPon the desk
in the 37th Verse tHeiR..
as i2 stand upon the shoulders
of Giants before me.. and the blood
and bones of those who sacrificed tHeir
lives to give me the opportunity to bE thiS
Free as the Spirit oF GoD LIVes WiThin me now.. in the U.S heAR now
so yes T H A N K S T O A L L O F Y A L L A S A L L I S G O D N O W..now
and yes.. after providing that Sapling Savior Story i will provide what stARTed
out all this witness of God inN a personal message on Facebook to my very
first and only Friend there to a woman named Mags who was the only
person who supported me in Autism Online communities
where empathy of the cognitive kind was seemingly
absent for the truly different among we humans
then.. all iT takes is one person to wipe
the blood oFF A cross for SonG
to DanCe and SinG louder
than ever BeFore..
moral of the
story to come next as well..
thaT First story was on or about
the last night of February 2013.. another
poetic spARk as WELL put on Facebook
for the public on March 1st of 2013.. and then
the Blog thaT sTaRted all oF this too.. oN March
10th of 2013.. and after this.. Holy and Sacred Thursday
R and R activities as deSignED by me and the God who
lives within sHall begin neXt.. along with more fun dance
photos coming to this ending 66th Verse of this so-called
personal bible by me.. in the wee 3 am hour or so
of 01132017.. after a celebratory 143rd niGht
of Rave-like ‘primitive’ dance WitH aLL
the Cool College age
to the two
now.. with a little
of Midnight at the Oasis
and Moon LiGht Feels riGht
on this Full Wolf Moon niGht and day..
iN R and R way..;)
Stars are born to output and share liGht..
at least for as long
as they live..
and as dim as i once
was.. almost bLack
grace then was
to water a plant
my life still
dArk the candle
i felt iN bLack
oh.. the saviors of the world..
and a story i love to tale a little
different as parables do.. when free
and not imprisoned by books.. pages..
paragraphs.. lines or words of print
of yesternows.. bound
by past authority
exist.. for free..
so.. anyway.. sorry iF
you already heard it but
it will be different anyway..
hehe.. as free WiLL be
starliGht oF eYes
within.. a dusty road..
a little boy with no words..
disabled from birth without
the ability to speak.. but a lover
of growth.. in shape of trees..
a sapling brought home
by loving mother
on a counter
by a lamp that shines..
the boys sees green and
wants to see more.. so he
nurtures this PLANeT
water he does..
iN eYes of Loving
Kind.. fertile ground
outside.. dig a hole
to comfort roots..
and the Tree rises
broad and sTrong..
and soon provides shade
for the front porch home..
Sidewalks come.. but tree
sTill bRanches out.. Flowers
come more beautiful than before..
Students from the local school who
study trees are amazed by the beauty
of this tree.. photos are taken.. shared..
and the boys eYes shine to see what his
Love inspires.. tree no longer needs boy
to grow strong now.. and the little
boy becomes ill and his life
a shy young man iS
walking this sidewalk
of the boy’s home.. and
a most beautiful dark haired
girl approaches him.. with smiling
face.. the boys eyes liGht up but what
to say.. ah.. the center piece of conversation
iS standing tAll and floweRinG more beautiful
iT seems than ever before on this March Spring
day.. a spark of instant Love is in the air..
and that begins a Love that
will last ’till death..
the shy boy becomes
confident with the Love of
his wife.. joins the Military..
and even rises to the ranks
of politics then.. Love grows
and fearless Lives..
the boy is
and makes a decision
as a leader of the world
that prevents World War III…
Life on the PlanT now iS saved..
So who is the savior.. the boy..
the man.. the girl.. the Loving
wife.. the parents.. the schools
providing education.. the tree
or the little disabled boy
and all the
from around the
world.. well the truth
iS aLL they are.. as theRe
is no i.. me but us and we
Moral of the
story.. water a tree
Of Life and see wHere
i think i was born as
a kind of Classical Pantheist..
as i saw patterns and connections
in things that were more of my thinking
process, along with the tactile sensory world..
than what I think most people may experience
as an internal dialogue of thought…
i still have a vivid memory of
connection to everything in
the world.. as if i had been
here forever.. before i was
able to speak that i cannot
fully put into words.. from
about age 3 looking out
into the distance over
the river i grew up next to..
But i think in some ways i knew more
about my existence then than i do now..
as i could not separate myself from what
seemed like a very old home of nature…
i am glad i had the opportunity to roam
desolate pristine beaches as a teenager
and young adult.. without any fear..
and feeling one in being with the
waves.. white sand..
gulf.. sea oats
and sea gulls..
with no dramas
in my head…
But even my ancestors
could not experience that with
not being sure where their next meal
was going to come from… Not likely that
many creatures in the Universe could
experience a little slice
of nirvana like that…
i can remember
getting back into
my car and being
jolted back into the
reality of all that is the
complexity of modern culture..
which at that point in time was so..
so limited as compared to today..
i was never quite the same after
home computers come along..
as i drifted further and
further from a
home of nature..
The people i dealt with
in the public at that time..
in what was a “Cheers” like environment..
was also a slice of nirvana… Cigarette filled..
but the emotional contagion of a hundred human
beings that are happy that i had the privilege to serve
and make even happier.. equaled the nirvana of the
walks on the sun-filled beaches..
i loved my exquisite
sensory experience of life…
It was worth not being able to
touch man made texture without
goose bumps and an incredible feeling of discomfort.
When i see Landon Bryce’s book “I Love My Own Autistic
Self”, the little guy on the front is how i usually felt inside
that people could only see in the gleam of my eyes…
People often told me they wished they had what it was
i had.. or wanted some of the drugs i was taking.. but
i had no idea what they were talking about
because there was nothing i wanted
but to exist, for so many years…
It was a powerful feeling that
no one’s negativity could take
away from me.. not even when
the rest of the world told me i
was not one of their kind…
Sorry.. that was quite a tangent..
but it is kind of therapeutic for me..
i hope you don’t mind…
My point i started off
with was religion and
which is all of nature
and science for me..
the cultural complexity
of what has come from human
collective intelligence.. including
all the strange oddities.. even the strangest
of religious cults and beliefs.. But most of all
the reality of that beach those waves.. and those
grains of sand.. that do not exist without me…
A gift.. a wonderful gift that was provided by
my father and mother.. and their ancestors
where there could be no break in the chain
of events of human struggle that all my
ancestors experienced to survive and reproduce..
and their rodent ancestors about 75 million years ago..
and all the other ancestors not identified and material
substances that came together to make that possible..
from the origin of what is.. whatever is.. is..
That one point that i can only abstractly
define because of the human collective
intelligence that provides the map
to what can be described.. as one
point that we all share that can
never be disconnected.. as long as we exist…
Wow.. i just realized that sounds kind
of like the intro to the “Big Bang
Theory” TV show…
And relatively speaking
the knowledge that i gained
that this is one sliver of conscious
existence and what really is a little slice
of heaven for some that do exist..
considering just the benefit of
a warm soft bed.. a hot shower..
and things now considered so mundane
that took billions of years to come into
existence that were not here a little
over a century ago.. Like toilet paper…
But i could never experience that connection
of what is.. any stronger than when i was three..
i have everything and everyone before me to
thank for that experience… Including collective
intelligence and the understanding of that
one point that still exists in all of us
and everything else…
i never met a stranger..
not even a grain of sand on the beach…
But i did not feel a category.. a religion.. a race
or even a gender for myself.. which at least for me
enhanced the ability to find a friend in that grain of sand…
i suppose it is the immune system issues and chronic pain
that has taken some of that gleam out of my eyes.. but it still
exists in the eyes in what i perceive of the anthropomorphic
expression of the cat in my face book photo…
Who at 18 years old is likely closer to the
wisdom of that three-year-old child that
only exists in my memory and pictures…
i sense that type of wisdom requires
no human intelligence at all
beyond the core that is shared…
i think it can be lost so much easier
in a human into a little sliver of hell
somewhere outside that balance of heaven..
Particularly in lives where instant gratification
has become the norm…
i am at the service of
my fully inside cat..
but he has never
had that gleam in
his eyes.. or the
same struggles to survive…
The yellow cat in my Google plus
avatar on the “Autistic Hoya” website..
was a feral cat that only knew struggles
in his several years of life behind our house in the woods..
He became my emotions after chronic pain had removed them from
my existence… He gained a gleam in his eyes of gratitude to have
a balance in his life when we allowed him
a place to gain predictable subsistence.
An identical yellow cat that likely is his offspring..
younger and stronger appears intermittently out
of the woods and started to injure our now neutered
cat.. racking up $200 dollar vet bills..
every other week so the once
feral cat has now been forced
to become a fully inside cat…
i am watching him slowly
lose that gleam in his eyes..
with the call of the wild slowly
drifting away.. along with all the
likely incredible sensory experiences
that come with an outdoor world that
the other cat that never gets injured in fights
at age 18.. can still fully experience…
As i sit outside toward the back of
my yard, in the afternoon sun.. he is
pacing back and forth politely..
still with a humility of respect
for a place of subsistence that
keeps him from tearing the screen of the patio.
Perhaps if he could speak and let me know in words..
what i was taking away from him.. i would listen.
But i cannot bear the thought of additional bloody
wounds on his face… But still i remember what it
means to have that connection and balance…
When i watch him pace back and forth..
it is one of the few things in life
that will bring a tear to my eye
that reminds me that i too am still connected..
Other than that.. it could be just a word like Synesthesia..
that seems to trigger something in my brain letting the brakes
off the logic to move into figurative space..
At least for me.. even one word
can be a gift that leads me
to a place in words that i don’t often visit…
Kind Autistics Taking In Everything
Mindful in Awareness
And the Science of Kindology
An Ideological First Identity
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