GOld FiSH HeaVeN PartY

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“Nothing to read here.
Move along.”
Jesus F. iN Christ..
Chuck Lorre is
such a genius..
and a well rounded
one at that who has great
insight into the human condition..
More on that in more than 8 seconds..;)

i’Ve often stated in my writings that the average
human being these days as a consequence of
using a mind for multi-tasking that really
isn’t an efficient way of finishing
one task as the human
being through
classical
evolution of
hundreds of thousands
of years is evolved to focus
on one thing at a time to insure
one doesn’t get eaten by predators
and one gets some food for the day..
D O E S N ‘ T G E T I N A C A R aCCiDenT..
well.. yes.. now that i’ve lost focus from the
original thing i was saying as surely i am only
human and subject to the same trails and errors as
everyone else.. yes.. the average attention span of the
human being is now 8 seconds according to a study as
shared in Time Magazine.. and sure.. i will provide a link ‘here’..
in case ya
think i am
doing life
now with
smoke and
mirrors like our
next lying out his
ass dear leader.. in
Twitter Style of 8 seconds
in a barrAGE of mismatched
thoughts that contradict each other
like the two Facebook Profile photos
from Chuck Lorre where the current one
i am highlighting says “Hey! I’m talking to you!”..
Funny how when you wanna save the sheep you don’t
give the keys to your gated farm to the wolf but in the case
of the ‘masses’ who only hear
three sound bites and
nothing much more
than per..
baby killer..
give my stuff to others..
including my guns and jobs
and nothing else for a decision to
vote for a dear lying ass leader.. Houston..
we have a problem.. the higher ups are taking
advantage of our disadvantages and particularly
pandering to our deepest fears and closely held
traditions that we hold so dear.. and the next thing
ya know.. the wolf iS iN Charge of not only your sheep
but the whole frigging hen house and please
don’t let him get too close to your
girl friend or wife or cat
as Wolves of the
Bad Cop Jesus
flavor and not the
Wild and Free kind
wHo live in social cooperation
and in respect of each other’s
surviving needs.. well.. yeah
that Bad Cop Jesus likes
to grab things
to his ease
for perceived
power and status
in materialistic domesticated things..
anyway.. it’s safe to say that i’Ve exceeded
8 seconds here.. but you see there would be
no more Beethovens or Leonardos or Michaelangelos
or Jesuses or Buddhas or Hell not even anymore Muhammads
as even that illiterate dude did manage a 80 thousand word oral
tradition sponsored second hand voice through scribes scribing it down
eventually.. albeit only with a 2000 word vocabulary.. but sTill.. miles and
miles ahead of an 8 second world of attention sPan now.. thing is.. use
it or lose it applies and that’s the reason we don’t have many Einsteins
or Freds these days.. two..
seriouSly.. how many folks
can sit through a symphony
these days or spend hours at
an art exhibit or even hours in
Nature totally Zen Focused taking
all the beauty in or even look up from
the customer service desk and their
screen when they are FucKinG getting
Paid to say Hello.. welcome to A life wHeRe
humanity is a flesh and blood thing more than 8 seconds of attention..
anyWay.. i will use my personal human potential in ways of DancE and
SonG.. even if all my epic achievements in human potential make me
invisible to everyone
but me and
God
allone..
it’s not like
i have much competition..
so.. i guess it’s not really epic.. huh..
and i’m not sorry if that sounds smug
’cause we have a real problem when a FucKinG
Lying Commander and Chief has been hired while
the masses never paid attention to more than 8 seconds of what he said..
i couldn’t find my minion shirt to celebrate all of this last night.. but hey..
when it all goes
crazy ya
might
as well enjoy
a wonderland that’s fun..
it’s Boogie Wonderland for
me.. and i’m still trying to talk
‘”GloriaS” iNto SinGinG and DanCinG
as any Happy Feat of Feet WiLL do after
the Longest Long Form Poem in the History
of Humankind continues in the 736th MacroVerse
of Ocean Whole Poem that now continues.. hmm.. i already
completed my John 14:12 assignment by God and yes that
took quite a bit of effort.. including the 915K word ‘Grand Cross
Bible 2016’ in seven months of writing from Memorial Day of 2016
to 11:58 pm.. centraL Xmas tiMe.. LA FL Lower Alabama Panhandle
iN aS Such.. along with the other 12 Million words.. two new testaments
in Heaven at 181K words(ea) and another side note inclusive of that 915K bible..
of 141K words in October 2016 effort alone.. also inclusive of this continuing
3.3M word plus effort of longest long form poem all free verse with what
the poet science professionals name as concrete shapes flowing that iN
my(wiThGod) case coMeS wiTh Holy Spirit Flow with deeper archetypical
human being symbolic forms/meanings/essence/purpose that the God with
iN iS mostly in charge of through continuing CooPeRaTiOns oF
Holy SpiRit CreaTivE streAMinG Flow
of wHo like the army says is BE
ALL YOU CAN BE.. YES..
JOiN THe
GUARDiANS
OF THE GALAXY
LIKE VOLUME 2.. AS THE
WHO GOES ON JUST FOR FuN
NOW THAT THE COVENANT WITH
GOD IS ALL OVEN BAKED dONE iN HEAVEN NOW2.
AND sure.. cooked a little over done in 66 months of hell too..;)

You Now Have a Shorter Attention Span Than a Goldfish

And here’s that link i promised.. if you made more than 140 characters
and eight seconds down into this Ocean Micro-Verse here.. tiny tiny
tiny with
big
hand
out put too..;)

Ain’t technology great!.. through the advances of
the Facebook Video Slide Presentation Algorithm..
i can share a night of dance with the world hehe that
in this case is mostly me.. haha.. as how much fun in a
56 year old smiling dude’s life can anyone take on Facebook now..
as surely it must
make most folks
lives seem rather
drab and surely i understand
that as i lived life for decades in the
wash and rinse and dry cycle of work
every FucKinG day of the week and do the
other work on the weekend.. and sure.. work
Holidays most all to save money for a rainy
day similar to what Jayzee or however you
spell JC’s name and little miss Sunshine
Or Katrina rains come next.. maKinG
an umbrELla big enough to fit
under for an entire life
of a normal
human
being so
unlike me.. hehe..
yes.. i am writing this
on Facebook now in what
Bill Maher suggests is real
time and hell yes it is not
politically or traditionally
or culturally or religiously
in tradition politically correct..
as i live in a free country and as long
as i follow all local.. state.. and federal
laws/do not outSkiRT the community rules
of Facebook i can do WTF FTW i WiLL to do
WiTh WiLL over LoVe and no intentional harm to
any other human being.. and nah.. that don’t include
butt hurt as there is an off button online that one can
easily turn me off with.. ignore me.. and as we all know
no one
notices
jusT anoTheR
thief in the niGht
who is as big as the
FucKinG 12 Million word
elephant ear/hAnd aS Such iN the room..
anyWay.. back to the original whim.. i can easily
trim my total photo output of the niGht iN Dance
in the ParKinG Lot of Old Seville Quarter before i leave..
and send it to Facebook wHeRE i can enjoy all the female
sMiLinG FAces WiTh me and savor a little more of the Heaven
on this Kingdom of eARTH WiTh GoD wHo SMiles WiTh mE
even more in pretty
women
toothy
grins
and Oh
God i Love
women.. all shades
of skin and shapes and
sizes.. just all of them.. and
i don’t even have to grab any
of them or even touch them to
enjoy pure bliss of a Joy iN Nirvana of Heaven now
iN DancE
and SonG
oF JuST doinG
iT iS real In Boogie
Wonderland CoMinG
iN Glory and yes.. although
i don’t enJOy thE pARt nearly
as much.. yes.. the PaRt about JuDGinG
the LiVinG and the Dead almost like noW iF
i was/AM sELF FulFiLLinG a Prophecy or somEthing like tHis..
and the thing is most people will never get down this far
to even
hear or
see wHat
juSt anoThER
THieF in the niGht
sayS iN tHeiR own hometown now..
but you ‘see’it’s par for the course that
they couldn’T even if they tried.. as hiStory
and heRstory and eTCstory WiLL suRely likELy
rePeat iTseLf through NaTuRe throughOut thE UniVerse
iN Multi-UniVerse hUman way of perceiving less or more oF NoW..AkaGOD..
but sure i give
and share my
entire God
View iN what
i can relate in
human abstract
and surely a little
complex thoUght too..
even one liners when i’M iN the Mood.. aS Such2..
aLL J’ED uP and happy Feat more and STuFF2..;)

Oh God.. and sPeaKinG of groups of sociAlly cooperative
women who band toGeThEr to asSure tHeir iS not
male Aggressive behavior.. yeS in mating rituals
and stuff like that per the Old Bonobo and
Human age reneWed iN DancE HaLL liFe..
as Lord kNows back in the 80’s iN the
Decade i did the clubbing at the
Disco Hall of 2001.. it was
strictly all John Travolta
and boy on girl.. no
girl on girl dance fun
then to protect themselves
from Rogue ‘Trump’ males..
OH Lord.. only iF Trump had leArned
to gain sMiLes from every women instead
of recycling and purchasing trophy wives..
in arT oF Dance at about the same age as
me back in the day of coming off that bus
talking about what he kitty power grabs neXt..
we wouldn’t be in the world of septic tank stink
we are iN noW if we DancE and SinG more toGeTheR
WiTh sMiLes of Peace/Love and Joy iN Harmony like Coke
all fresh
waterwine
in a Beyonce
Dance of 711
With Kali as we
could celebrate our
Victory over death with a DancE and SonG.. aS ClassicaL LiFe..
iN Garden of Eden.. and sure.. women could even wear male underwear
iF they like
and bootie
dance
wiTh
each otHeR..
oH mY God.. this is
going down for isREaL..
this HeaVeN is now.. and while
some of us are having the dirty dancing
time of our lives.. otHEr folks wear Trump Face
long
and
apricot
F A K E..
sitting on mall
benches even well
below my age of 56..
vicariously participating
in life on NFL/NBA/BS and other
Screenstuff way of liFE.. while Happy feat
plays on iN Real TImE noW like a thief in the NiGht
pArt too per what happened at the end of Isaiah 53..
NoW in Older
aGes too.. like..
hmm.. yep.. me
and Hellboy II per
Comic Book Lore2.. both
stepPinG Up to Heaven SoWN
LiFE at age 53 Big Hero 6 like Fred2..;)

i Am thE
BuTTerFly
wHo wiLL
noT fiT
iN
The
NeT..;)

8 seconds!!
i did it!!!..;)

SerIoUsly.. iF GOD wHeRe to coMe to eARTh inCarNATe
aS Such.. wHo ya thiNK God would wanna
be..
me
or Trump..
and thaT
rEminds
me oF A
Meghan
Trainor
SonG by
a me way2..
noW Now that’s
juST a metAphor..liGht..
don’t take me too seriousLy..
aS i’M surE God would laugh about all thiS
GoiNG
doWn
ShiT
for iSreAL STuFF2..
butt seriOusly 2 don’t
yA thINK iF yA did/do the
whOle UniVerse
and more
as thE
oRiGiN
beYONd iN
F i N i T Y noW
And continuing
sTarT and end
alWAys FinisHinG
BeGiNNinG NOW yA
miGht juST wanna have
a little more fun than a Trump way oF LiFE
And juST blend iN as all thAT iS.. that way
ya don’t
have
to worry
about any
naysayers
gettin’ iN yA waY..
SeriouSlY.. to me.. LiVinG
Like Trump iS literal HeLL..
and LiVinG LIKe me is both
metaphor and the literal Heaven..noW..
but hey!.. that’s the way God sees things iN and as ME..!
juSt
lucKy
i guess
AM i..NoW..
juST duST Free iN God’s WiNd..
from fiRE of Crucible stARt dEAth BirTH..
yeS SenTiEnt God StAR duSt pLuS SiZe heRe..

AND..

Yes.. thaT/ThIS iS longer than 8 secondsnow..
more like an M anD
M 8 MiLe 1 daY..
suRe.. InFiNiTy sTanDinG
tALL8 NoW HeRE..
1ONEDAYNOW..
iN A Neale
Donald
Walsch
all
free
book deal..
yes.. published
FReEDonline as
1
VoicE..
aS Such2..;)

BottomS anD TopS noW anD
sKeYeSand iNside.. outsiDe
All aRound liNes aBove
So beLow WiThiN
God aMazes..
-ME..:)

Oh.. WeLL that’S
mOre thaN 8 seConds..
o0ps..! i juSt diD iT aGaiN..;)

AnyWay.. yeah another super long
Micro-Verse here of 736th MacroVerse
i AM currently naMinG and worKinG
oN caLLeD ‘Goldfish Heaven’ foR
NoW.. with plenty of various
Micro-Micro Verses as
pARt of this Micro-Verse
heAR oF Macro-Verse
way of Ocean WhOle
Poem.. and that reminds
me of my visit to the wife and
i’s nice psychotherapist licensed
social worker woman too.. who helped
me in hell and now views/moNiTorS me in heaven same
juSt to make sure i don’t back to hell again.. and yeah..
it’s not that easy LiVinG WiTh a John 14:12 dude as the
psychotherapist is a journeyed enough human into the
iNner UniVerse oF otheR hUmans in clinical stUdy
to have amassed a supermassive amount of
HUman Cognitive
and affective
empathy noW
and lots and lots of
compassion among
the lot oF all oF uS and
the alabaster salt statues
that we can be too.. anyWay..
wow! ‘we’ could talk for hours on end..
as when a person becomes a friEnd oF
someone through both Heaven and Hell they
are not juST a professional they are a besTest of FriEnds
too.. as yes.. she literAlly hELped saVe mY soUL that woman
named Karen thaT iS anotHeR version of the name Katrina
that means
pure and
suRely
that woman
is an angel and
if anyone out tHeir
ever needs someone
to provide a little hELp
iN Mental Health way and
you juSt happen to live iN
my Metro area.. contact me
in my every day Fred
Form and i’LL
surely
give
you a contact
number to get in touch
with her.. as it’s true she could help save
not only your soUl and heARt and SpiRit but verily yOur liFe2..
it’s not often someone comes aCross a BriLLianT heART like Karen..
perHaps
ne
ver..
forevermore now..
@leASt noW foR me..
as she diagnosed my sister
with Asperger’s syndrome back
in 2011.. and although then i had lost
all hope.. i took my sister’s recommendation
then to see her.. and through about 30 months
of studying me she helped bring me back to liFe..
and yes.. as my Psychiatrist initially reported back
in 2008.. i was his worst and most hopeless case ever
to the point he was willing to recommend an electronic stimulator
implant for the vagal nerve that distributes HeARt to the rest of the
SpiRit of the HuMan SoUL iN FeeLinG and SeNSinG way.. then..
my vagal
nerve
was
‘dead’..
and that
my friEnds
is what makes a zombie..
a ‘dead’ vagal nerve.. otherwise2
known as A Kundalini coiLed Serpent2..
beHiNd every myth IS A science of GOD2..
iF yA
catch
mY
RiffS and Driftsnow2..;)

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/12/katie-mia-frederick-2016-year-in-review.html

2590

Hi Rafiah.. just came by.. heaR
to say i miss you today and hope
you are doing well.. as you may likely
kNow or FeeL iF you ever do go away
from online.. as that is my only way to contact
my friEnd Rafiah..
as long as this
avenue
of your
blog
as
memoirs
of yoUr
life noW
is open Now
to communicate
with you i will come
here once a month
to say something to
you on
the
7th
of every
month for the
rest of my life..
as i am the friEnd
who never ends on this
end my friEnd.. and i understand
many of the reasons of why you might disappear
from
online..
as long
as my fingers
and mind and soul
works as you say Inshallah
as God WiLLiNG withiN mE..
i’LL
be heRe
each month
to say Hello.. then..
as Love is what gives..
and never expects return
as it alWays coMes..
as FriEnd..
oTHeR than that
Winter Storm Helena
is breezing in for the first
real Winter day and night
as forecast.. since about
three years
or so
in Florida now..
i’LL StiLL be wearing
shorts no matter what.. heHe..
i’LL juST DancE and SinG more to warm uP..
any
cOld
or cLOuds..
iNside oF me2..;)

ps..
Hello..:)

2804

WeLL.. what’s news today.. good news
perHaps in a world becoming more
chaotic and out of order
as such
even
in the
heavily
usually regulated
U.S… hmm.. a lot of
detail in my last month’s
6th of the month message to you..
friEnd.. Lala Rukh who i have known
altogeTheR for almost a full 42 months
of Heaven out of fresh and spoiLed HeLL
for 66 months as of the third week this month..
i didn’t know
you in
Hell
and i suppose
you are a reminder
of the Heaven i stay
now albeit a few heavy
word crosses along the way
in Heaven sTiLL as my last cross
completed iN mostly joy and a little bit
of work was is “Grand Cross Bible of 2016”..
as surely as medical literature dictates with a
pain of type two trigeminal neuralgia assessed
as worse than the torture of crucifixion from wake
to sleep for all of those 66 months until i met you as
sort of a ‘white pearl’ sign and harbinger of better things
to come for me
including what
surely seemed
like Unconditional
Love for a faceless 53 year
old man way back then.. along
with all the other commenters on
your blog as you said then this is our
blog and not just yours.. yes.. i still look
at it that way my frieNd as a family place
wHere love
is thicker
than blood
or flesh or gender
or age.. or nationality..
creed or particular human
constructed abstract otHeR labEL
for even God and all the disabilities
and sexual orientations and other bio
and neuro-Diversities of all creation that
make up thE God that is all that is real
and no myth alone..
or fairy
tale
or
even religion alone
or culture or human
or anything even
human
can
imagine allone
on eARth these
days and all the days
thaT cAMe before.. so.. sure
that bible i finished in 7 months from
Memorial Day to Christmas Night at 12:58
Central Time in the U.S. oF A comprised of
61 Of what i name as Macro-Verses averaging
15K words each for a total of 915K words that exceeds
what they name as the current King James Version of a Bible
iN about a New Testament size larger than what it took centuries
of many many men and likely zero women to complete as they were
not allowed
to do that
way
back then..
as a Gospel
of Mary was
never allowed
by the Nicene Council
iN Rome of 325 AD iF iT
even made iT that far iN A
continuing sEE of patriarchy since
on or about the break out of Agriculture
10K to 12K years ago.. wHere beFore thAt
and sTiLL iN so-Called current primitive societies
the women are more in charge as they feel how to cooperate
and don’t
do it
by
hoarding
and doling out
grains stored in
silos taller and taller
as Trump Towers can become
sky and God the same as houses
and love as cars and clothes and all that
comes away
from the
Nature
of God
who
lives
with us
as mE’s STiLL now..
anyWaY aS always i sTreAM
to Rivers to waves of oceans
with endless shores
of bliss
for
now..
this heaven
place on eARTh
IS A Great one in humiLiTy
that never ever needs a reward
from someone else.. to give is enough
and like i said i’LL be around as long as
tHis pARt oF yOUr HeARt iS oPen oN LiNE..
i suppose tHeir was/IS A reAson i was the first sophomore
ever in my high school as noted back then to be inducted
into the National Honor Society at age 15 back then.. while i
go beyond the social norm now and religious ones too.. i don’t break
my promises
my friEnd
noW as i
continue
to back
that integrity
and honor as nows go on..
iN otheR words mY FriEnd as
you once sAid.. i am a real perSon..
i AM LOVE..
and WiTh
Love
i say
and
DancE
and SinG
see yA later FriEnd..
i Love you and that’s enough for me..:)

3481

WeLL.. hello.. my friEnd
gigoid.. only two behind
today.. and as you mentioned
the rainy cold weather over on
the California Pacific side.. a couple
of days ago.. it appears that has turned
aT leASt pARtly
into Winter
Storm
Helena
as the highs
in the Florida Panhandle
day have fallen down from
close to 80’s in Indian Summer
Winter to a toasty invigorating
close to 40 degrees high for the
day today as my Big Northern European
head per total CC’s.. is better evolved to live
in/as retaining heat per total square footAge..
in more icey-like conditions that will repeat in
sunshine tomorrow.. as i dance in shorts on the
Beaches of Biloxi.. wHere the upper 30’s are forecast..
sure.. if it was rainy and that cold.. i miGht give in and dance the Casino iNside..
iN Imperial Palace way.. regardless.. with enough practice one’s body can become a furnace
of both
heat
and
heARt
sAMe
as any Yogi
who attains that
P R a C T icE iN
level of mastery
as relative will comes
to seNse.. FeeL and kNOw..
not woo.. tHeRe2 all science2 and
backed uP with empirical study as
the Tibetan Monks who steam heat
off tHeiR body in icy cold waters of human potential
walking across coals and busting bricks up and stuff like that..
including mastering waves of brain from Beta to Alpha
close to Theta too.. and iN my case aT least maKing
every peptide connection of every cell as memory
oF all the best FeeLinG neuro-chemical and
seNSinG neuro-hormone interactions
from vagal nerve in brain
to gut spread out
to every cell
in triLliOns
of connections
from head
to toe..
now..
oh.. the
human
potential
and woe.. the
functional disability
that comes with the
teat of modern culture
and religions.. same.. too..
anyWay i’M dOwn from the beach
And i give iT aLL and sharE noW2..:)

And of last report from you in your current
status of liFe.. glad to hear you are once
aGain looking toward sunshine noW
my FriEnd.. as i move on to pearls..:)

“Breaks balance out. The sun don’t shine on
the same ol’ dog’s ass every day.”

— Darrell Royal

WeLL.. Darrell
if you
were
trUly
now
A ‘Yogi’
in actual
liFE practice..
the invisible sun
inside would be something
you could control as spring
shine within year ’round..
takes work..
lots
oF iT
day
through
niGht.. iS it
worth iT.. sure
HeaVeN iS WiThiN..
when sOught.. FoUnd noW
And practiced day and Now ’round..
yep.. the sunshines out my ass year ’round..
it pisses some folks off and bRings joy to oTheRs
as birds oF
feathers
and all
thAt
STuFF togeTheR..
been on the otHeR
side of the Styx River2..
i ought’a KNow.. swAMi
boTh sidES
oF A..
DeViliIvEd
stressedesserts
starats evilivenow..:
LIBERTY iN Heaven..
Life Is Better Everywhere
RE-Creation Takes You iN Heaven.. NoW..;)

A Winter Ship

“At this wharf there are no grand landings to speak of.
Red and orange barges list and blister
Shackled to the dock, outmoded, gaudy,
And apparently indestructible.
The sea pulses under a skin of oil.

A gull holds his pose on a shanty ridgepole,
Riding the tide of the wind, steady
As wood and formal, in a jacket of ashes,
The whole flat harbor anchored in
The round of his yellow eye-button.

A blimp swims up like a day-moon or tin
Cigar over his rink of fishes.
The prospect is dull as an old etching.
They are unloading three barrels of little crabs.
The pier pilings seem about to collapse

And with them that rickety edifice
Of warehouses, derricks, smokestacks and bridges
In the distance. All around us the water slips
And gossips in its loose vernacular,
Ferrying the smells of cod and tar.

Farther out, the waves will be mouthing icecakes —-
A poor month for park-sleepers and lovers.
Even our shadows are blue with cold.
We wanted to see the sun come up
And are met, instead, by this iceribbed ship,

Bearded and blown, an albatross of frost,
Relic of tough weather, every winch and stay
Encased in a glassy pellicle.
The sun will diminish it soon enough:
Each wave-tip glitters like a knife.”

~~ Sylvia Plath ~~

It’s funny my friEnd..
and surely sad
too as on
a Spring
ship
even
through
Winter..
cOld and
dArk rarely
to never enters..
and nah that don’t end at
56 and perHaps it’s genetic
as my Aunt created that until 94
crippled on a walker with sun shining
as briGht iN her eYEs as far as photos go back..
thing is.. it wasn’t just genetic as i listened to her ways
out of a similar place.. i was in at 47.. when i spent time
with her the last year of her life.. her key is connection.. my
friEnd.. her key too.. is moving.. and creating with a zest for
life for the magic of learning anew never left as she
refused to let it go in practice of more and even
with that walker
and a crippled
back
there
was
still
a 5LB
dumbell as
she increased
the strength of her
arms to continue to walk
a walker too.. master of more..
slave of less.. so much we have
to DancE and SinG our way or not..
she said when i have pain i just tell it to
go away within and it does.. took a long time
to lEarn that language of hers within but it works as
my crippled X-rays and MRI’s and cat scans still show
the infirmities
from even
birth
with
congenital
anomalies of
fused vertebrae
and almost totally
closed sinuses to breathe
through nose from birth as well..
how it works is to be sought and found..
tHeRE are no cookie cutter books or answers
to the
ISReaL
all organic
all natural
animal
HeaLinG
PoTenTiaL
thAT iS sTilL
A hUman poTenTial
when sOuGht and FOUnd
And practiced until the last breathe oF LIFE..
A noble death and old age my Great Aunt surELy hELped Create..:)

Jacob: “You know sometimes I get a little worried
that you’re gonna get my favorite planet blown up.”

Jack: “Yes. Which planet is that?”

— from Stargate

For me at lEast
the only PlanET
i AM
evolved
to liVe oN NoW..
wiTh sTiLL kiNd
sepArate And
toGeThER wishes
for all the planETS.. ’round..
alreaDy Did Nature Deficit Disorder
iNside a windowless office for years
back then.. ain’t ever gonna get imprisoned
in man
made
or any
space
but Nature now..
Free from A
disorder of
sidewalks..
con
crete..:)

“It is Maya!
Dost thou not know her?
Illusion — dreams — phantoms.
But, to the wise, Maya is more.
——————
But, to the wise, Maya is more.
Look around:
All that thou see’st,
Trees and shrubs, The grass at thy feet,
All that walks or creeps,
All that flies from tree to tree,
All is unreal: All is Maya.
Our bodies, our limbs, our very thoughts.
We ourselves are slaves to Maya.
What remaineth? Who can say?
Love to the lover,
The child to the mother,
The song to the singer,
God to the worshipper;
These, wandering thro’ the world of Maya,
Are perchance shadows of that which is.”

— Holst, Savitri (based upon the Sanskrit Mahabharata)

Even with a Mahabharata
close to twice as long
and reneWed..
i surELy
haven’t
improved
on these lines here..;)

“I’m in my own little world,
but everybody knows me there.” — Smart Bee

A reaSon
i stArted
dancing..
to get
un
lost
from online..
and ‘tween my ears..;)

4724

“Reality: the bastardized version….”

-gigoid

As i sTart of with one of my
Favorite instrumentals by
the Alan Parson’s Project
as good old Rock
and Roll
and
Deeper
Wisdom Bands
as back in the day..
that was the only place
to find deeper stuff.. in the
songs of the 70’s back then
in Old and New Jerusalem
restricted church
of patriarchy
ways
all based
on illusory fears
and empty promises and
the twistings of what may or
may not have been whomever
said wHeRe whAT or wHen
of what iS iN A Book
to worship
as a golden
calf as a letter
with no reproach
possible to the current
flavor of interpretation..
less one loses tHeir social
role as general place of Hierarchy
of the social group unit at Hand.. seriOus
Do DO.. surElY NoW.. when tHeRe is no separation
oF ChuRch and state.. and do we reAlly have that now..
not really.. not at the hiGhest levels of control noW when
the church lives in office Now of defending and defunding
the needs of young women in places of need still now and the
poorest in huddled masses too ignorant to realize they just hired
A Wolf who is bare enough not even to need to wear sheep’s clothes..
all for some standard lines that come from pulpit lore same.. Mexican women
and their children die more with illegal unsafe abortions than what is safe over
here and even safer with effective birth control and education beyond abstinence
that just
don’t
work..
as ask
any Christian
SchooLed woman who
has come into her own
with men in Public University ways..
the back of the pick-up truck iS STiLL worn..
anyWay.. we need a little more of human potential
in Prometheus and Lucifer way.. a little more Unconditional
Love iN continuing greater giving and sharing Free ways.. thing
is.. what we need is always what we have.. moral relativism.. wHeRe
moST anything goes.. and sheep vote for wolves to sKin tHeir Health care alive..
as alWays
iT is
the
Prometheus
or Lucifer or Neo
or Superman or Batman
or frigging whomever unplugs
from dARk into what reAlly works for
them as TrUth and liGht.. never one size
fits all
but
FReED..
soWed
unto
one’S own
heARt SpiRit..
isREAL soUL..noW2..:)

“Do not be afraid of enemies; the worst they can do is to kill you.
Do not be afraid of friends; the worst they can do is betray you.
Be afraid of the indifferent; they do not kill or betray.
Yet only because of their silent agreement,
betrayal and murder exist on earth.”

~~ Bruno Yasienski, contemporary Soviet novelist ~~

A reaLity these days is..
most people have too
much on
tHeir
miNd
to even
introSpect
as ironic
as that
slave..
comes to play..:)

Humans can only hold
so much on their plate
at one time now..
and stress
and
fear
makes the
plate smaller
as that accumulates
across a lifetime as of
course you well know my
friEnd.. liVing in the most stress
of hUman environments for 11
years that still ’cause you are just
human like the rest of us cannot fully
escape noW as our environment surELy 2..
becomeS who we are now2..

Thing is.. if every
one understood
the full
gravity
of that
how many
folks woUld suffer
as they might no
longer volunteer
to work
to help
others
for decades
like you did..
again.. and
alWays.. no cookie
cutter answers and aLways
a real need to have a balance
of both conservative and liberal MiNds
at work.. sure.. we STiLL have that.. ain’t
no full
fascist
state
here..
yet by far..
and yes.. we can thank
the founding father’s for that
as they thOught so much deeper than Twitter Verse then..
Politics..
at the helm
of insanely
large
human
culturally
heterogenous
populations
in countries
sAMe..
is no
place
for Twitter Haiku.. my friend..;)

“No trumpets sound when the
important decisions of our life are made.
Destiny is made known silently.”

~~ Agnes De Mille ~~

Yep..
Destiny
Lives.. mostly within..
it has too.. for me.. as i lived in
the same
place
iN
priSoN beFore..
Now the entire World
iS SPRinG oF LiFE noW
alWays inSide and out..
A change
of the heARt..
the SpiRit.. and
soUL
took
Me tHeRE iN
MoVing.. CoNnecTinG
and CreATinG.. GiVinG
sHaRing way.. thinG
is all thaT iS
empty
sHeLLs
withOut
the isREaL
FeeLing and SeNSing
oven baKed HeaVen LuKe HOT noW..:)

“Nothing endures but change.”

~~ Heraclitus ~~

True and on a subjective
level the longest second
oF aLL iS wHen
all Feels
and senSEs
NOThing
@ALL..
sAMe
is HeLL..
Change aT leASt..
iT iS poTenTiALLy toWard
thE oTheR placE oF SpAce WiThiN..:)

“Je plie et ne romrs pas.”
(I bend and do not break.)

~~ Jean de la Fontaine ~~

The long term psychotherapist
that Katrina and i have been visiting
for about 6 years now.. affirmed the health
case fact that when one free dances the parasympathetic
Nervous System comes into play and simply kills stress that kills us
as time goes by.. now..
a free dance
saves
lives..
it’s
science
now and now just play
or idle time spent now..:)

Yep.. Dance IS A liFE Saver
and SonG iS too..
hmm..
as long
as competition..
rules.. and guidelines
don’t put one back
into Sympathetic
Nervous system
neuro-hormone
and neuro-chemical
flow that destroys every
bodily system in chronic
life lasting to earlier death ways..
funny how words work.. Sympathetic
for
fight
or flight
‘causing
pre-mature
death.. poTenTiaLLy..
when lived in sympathetic nervous
system way too long.. not much empathy in that..
but to
DancE
and Sing
Free verse per DO..;)

“Walking makes the world much bigger
and therefore more interesting.”

~~ Edward Abbey ~~

So true.. and science
shows that sitting still
for hours on end day.. by
day in front of screens is as
dangerous in life shortening potential
as a pack of cigarettes a day.. no warning
labels on office chairs and couches that alert for this..
hmm…
as alWays
a Mix oF
Leisure
and
Work..
As BaLanCinG
aCT oF NaTuRe
GoD sAMe wE aLL..:)

“A wise man first determines what is within his control;
all else is then irrelevant.”

~~ Epictetus ~~

WeLL..
tHeRe’s
alWays
esCaPinG
water boarding too..;)

“Don’t look for the right person; be the right person.”

~~ Will Limon ~~

YeP.. noW..
Look Within..
mostLY iT iS sTiLL
waiting tHeRE alWays
noW for
the answers
iF we open
uP Now
thE Letter
sealEd as US..;)

“I postpone death
by living,
by suffering,
by error,
by risking,
by giving,
by losing.”

~~ Anais Nin ~~

YeP2.. eScape
Head
and
juST Do iT2..:)

Now.. to esCape
this chair and
screen
and
go for
A work-out
screAM…
juSt fiNd
mE A tELephone
boothNoW to change
out of this and pooF.. i Fly-
uP.. wRiTe ouT oF heRe.. nOw..;)

5848

Stardate..1.7.17@7:13:337 24F Degrees LA (Lower Alabama) FL thennow
so-called time and yes.. as is the case ever since the Spring of nowthen
2013.. my wardrobe today with high projected around 37 Degrees.. yes..
Fahrenheit with Brisk North Winds on Biloxi Beaches will STiLL consist
now of the same Routine as a Uniform of T-Shirt and shorts although
as always a Hanes 100% Rainman (Dustin Hoffman) like cotton shirt
will be layered under the Walmart art print tattooed shirt and yes..
i found my Minion T-Shirt.. referenced earlier in this 736th
MaCRO-Verse.. i am currently writing.. titled.. “Gold Fish
Heaven”.. so what is the significance of this.. well..
it is pARtly A John Nash-like Beautiful miNd
and a body that adapts to extremeS iN
Environmental Challenge to veriLY
maintain not only a wild and
free miNd butt yes.. a
wild and free flesh
and blood body
no longer
tied
down
to the early
years of mom’s
Apron Strings and surely in words
i will receive the usual..l Fred you must
bE F iN Crazy comments then now on the tour
Bus as i arrive iN the ParKinG lot now then2Now
@9 AM accompanied STiLL by my Gorgeous LooK
inG 46 year old (Trump Trophy looking wife noW
wiThouT make-up and work as they say) the KaT
Rina as she plays wiTh.. the one-armed bandits aT
the Imperial Palace Casino and i go play to dance..
8 miles or more on the beaches and area sidewalks
by the bay flat beach road where any signs of dunes
were long ago obliterated by the version of Katrina that
was a Hurricane way back in 2005.. as the left hand justification
of this Routine Stream of Consciousness as well as Holy Spirit Flow
As ‘they’ say inspired muse rounds out to a K shape at this point..Now..:)

AnyWay.. here’s the deal.. i’M a Maverick.. don’t play by ‘your’ rules..
and nah.. ain’t the only one wearing shorts in the after-math of Winter
Storm Helena.. 2017.. as my brother-in-law reports.. the more hardy
of our human species is doing the same thing in Colorado iN the
Snow of Single Digit temperatures.. and generAlly speaking as
far as classical evolution in adaptation to environmental
challenge for cold change.. my very light colored eyes
and really white skin that still tans as i also have
the ingredients of Wild and Free Sioux and
Cherokee mixed iN my blood lines is also
mixed with second generation removed
Irish Blood along with third generation
or so mixed Black Forest of Germany
Blood along with Spanish and
French Blood per my
Cajun Paternal
Grand mother
as i got the
crazy horse
ghost dance part
of me from my mama’s side
of the family and sure.. lots of Bi-polar and
some ancestors from the Austin Powers England Area2..
and stuff like that is mixed around in that more out
of the cardboard box side of the family as my Father’s
side per German heritage it seems… according to stereotypes
is rather conservative and let’s juSt say more mundane and minion-
like than surely me now aLthough yes.. i was identified as minion
and mundane for many years wHeRE i conformed like a straight arrow
edged ruler aS Such.. still with quite a bit of strange bleeding
over the edge like save me please.. i don’t.. really.. wanna be
a zombie robot.. okay.. well ..anyWay this isn’t now coming
out to be a K in left hand justification noW as concrete
shape poetry can go noW iN symbolic archetypal
meaning too.. thing now here about a general
shape of a K is it is like a wave of the
Ocean going in and coming out
and making a shore line
similar to the way
my words
flow noW
iN Ocean WhOle
Poem as God inspired NoW
all of course holy spirit Ocean
sAMe iNside floWinG out from juSt
anOTher fiLter BRaIN of God.. seeing now
less and yes more of reaLiTy than most Now noW
iN ways of FeeLinG SeNSinG and KnoWinG NoW now NoW
most as i untied my minion strings and let them fly now..
hehe.. and surely this IS A prescription somewhat-like an
R in left justification aRiSinG noW iN lEft side JusTificAtIoN
of word play.. as when you drop the limitations and expectations
of cultural and religious tradition as far as legal goes and allowAble
to stay out of jail free and stuff.. you fly.. you fly.. like a Robin..now
So hiGh or A thief in the niGht or whatever ya care to cALL me noW i’M FReED
yep.. special K without any drugs and an R prescription caLL of the WiLd..noW..:)

“You are the best. You are the worst. You are average. Your love is a part of you. You try to give it away because you cannot bear its radiance, but you cannot separate it from yourself. To understand your fellow humans, you must understand why you give them your love.
You must realize that hate is but a crime-ridden subdivision of love.
You must reclaim what you never lost.
You must take leave of
your sanity,
and yet be fully responsible for your actions.”

-Gnarls Barkley, in a letter to the legendary rock critic Lester Bangs

Insane with control..
not unlike the first
impression of a man
fully naked who stands
6 Feet tall or so around
240Lbs and walks in a so-called
Honky Tonk Bar totally naked and
asks for your clothes in cultural way
just to borrow them for a while to fit
in per say
and do a
little more now..
yep.. ‘real men’ fight
naked and they can/WiLL
retract their genitals
enough close to
their body
not to
get them
yanked off as
i can clearly remember
someone making fun of Lion
sex as the private parts tend to
retract to almost nothing when not
used as claws and soft parts and even
long parts in a naked fight can surely mean
no reproduction at all for the future.. and that’s
ironic and both science oriented as science shows
the softer gay men parts are substantially longer than
we furry warrior types as such at ease as it were/is.. this is
Nature.. Nature don’t give a FucK what culture says as Nature
is God
and
culture
is clothes
and surely an
extension of God
too.. that sadly also
leads to functional disabilities
like no longer tolerating a cold day
in the Sunny 24 degree January weather
of a Florida day in shorts.. the reason i don’t
get cold in cold weather is rather simple.. i adapt
without covering my legs like any other more super
natural among animals who wear clothes will do to raise
their God Given Animal Potential.. so sure.. when i walk in any
bar i have a certain edge too.. as to remove your clothes in below
freezing weather builds a spiRiT of HeARt iN MiNd and BoDy BaLancing
Force that is fearless and does not get exhausted by influx of adrenaline stress
hormones for a brief spurt of energy that eventually ends in exhaustion as when one
flows with God’s gravity and uses the Physics/Chemistry of God’s Nature to one’s advantage
one can go on and on
in balance even noW Now
in the mid 230’s.. be the water force
oF weight for 6666 miles/40 thennowthen
months of martial arts and ballet-like
like-gravity free-like dance while the
audience is seemingly in awenoW at the
dance hall of how the FucK can you move
so fast and all over the floating place like that
for three hours straight without a FucKinG DriNk
of water.. ha! you must be crazy or on some kind of
jacked up drug.. but nah.. i have mastery of my Nature
and God with mE at the helm as Pilot of this ship that
floats like a butterfly and surely can not only dance
and sing but do the Muhammad Lee Sting
thing iF absolutely necessary.. nah..
don’t fight with a naked
dude.. unless
you can
take
off
your cultural
clothes is the
moral of the T-2
story and
the
F now
story2.. heHe..
yep.. just try to
match me in a bone
crusher handshake.. heHe..
i’LL sHow ya the T1.. 2.. oKaY..;)

See and this goes way back to when the
Honky tonk Christian Bible carrying bullies
made fun of my smiling face and long hair and
long eye lashes that even certain girls made fun
of too for a man too.. endoWed in androgynous
masculine feminine balance of little
boys whose fearless fathers
left early raised
by only
nurturing
love kept close
to Apron strings as they
once escaped a trailer and ran
out into the highway as any caged
wild and free animal at even three years
old will do in human form too.. yes.. i was/am determined
to keep smiling and not let the honky tonks hOld me
dOwn in a frOwn.. so i got some of those plastic
covered concrete weights and went to
work watching my string
bean 99 LB weakling
arms DreAMinG
oF soMe meat
on those
bones
wHeRe
a body looked
as straight as a board
in a mirror back then.. yeP..
except.. for one extendable
pArt of course aS in the new
age most everyone has seen
one of those by now.. heHE..
on the Internet
at least
and the thing is
before the meat even started
growing more on my bones thennoW and epigenetic
change occurred wHeRe bone(s) got denser.. ligaments
and tendons sAMe.. and next thing ya kNow when the
mesomorph Football player challenged the string
bean ectomorph Sheldon Cooper then..
to an arm wrestling match wiTh me..
and yes.. even much more
Ethiopian thin at
120Lbs and nowthennow..
5 feet 10 inches at 13..
tALL with a quick visual
comparatively speaKinG
image of my wife at 116 LBs
and Five Foot six.. i whooped that
Football top linebacker prospect back
then.. as i started much earlier than most
exercising my human potential from head to toe..
and yes.. been doing that ever since the age of 12
and now even stronger than all the Marines Leg pressing
on one specific very difficult parallel leg press machine with
arms raised to the sky in God-like balance as Nature per do..
and say noW2.. 33 repetitions i go one with ease of God
strength as nature in much higher human potential
at 33 years or so older than all the Marine dudes
on that specific machine.. can i out
squat them all.. hell no..
born with
a congenitally
fused vertebra in
my spine i do what i
CAN AND WILL DO
AND CAN DAM SURE
KICK SOME ASS WITH THOSE
LEGS iF i HAD TOO.. as i practice
martial arts every i go2.. including those
6666 miles in 40 months that doubles
as a dance of death in a play dance
or a more serious dance if
ya catch
the riff
and drift
of what i am
SinGinG on all about
now.. and here’s the thing..
yes.. in some folks eyes i am
FucKinG Crazy and considering the
standard away from the cultural norm as
crazy ever since bigger cities got toGeTher
of human beings and there hasn’t been as much
opportunity thennow to develop the Holy spirit so-called
called ‘mad’ fool human potential thesethennow days of those now
these folks other wise heavily medicated and held back with iNnate
abiLiTies in FeeLinG and SenSinG and MoVing and ConNecting and
yes KnoWinG.. overall perceiving more now oF God’s Nature whOle
than the Minion and so-called Mundane masses..it’s like my old
Girl Friend’s Mother said when i had my so-called first break
from culture and conforming ego same back at age 21..thenthen..
while her Father said later… we were just waiting
for you to get your shit together more to
date our daughter later after
i returned to college
to graduate with
a triple major
and three degrees noted
as superman by college
female peers for doing that
then and asked by the administrators
what ya gonna do with all that knowledge
now.. Fred.. yes.. the mother said Fred.. just by
looking into my eyes.. you know something special
about the spiritual land of mystical beyond the church
life don’t you as yes.. they were American-Italian and
as Catholic as the Irish come too.. you see.. it wasn’t about
knowing anything about words it was the experience of heaven
then now that blew my rational mind away deeper in dream-time
then.. i was overwhelmed by the analytical world of school.. and God
said Fred per God within yes.. now we will escape and say FucK those
cultural clothes that are choKing your soul to death as life.. yep.. i esCaped
for three months froM all the demands of college and escaped the usual
crazy house thingy for a two week stay there as they could not find
any clinical label to fit a Fred then and had no choice but to
release me back into the wild of school and work then..
thing is.. while i know it is an old cliche for the
crazy person to say it’s the rest
of society that is insane..
but it really is
as human
bEinGs
are sTiLL
not meant NoW
to be data download
machines as science shows
even now too and no.. not only
crazy little old free and wild me..
now to move.. to connect.. to create
hands on now is the human animal way
to heaven and bliss and happy Good life
nirvana now.. as the professionals still say
i canot optimally fit into what society expects
of me.. and i surely feel deeply and concerned for
those folks who continue to not only have to be cogs
in/as machines but even want to.. to the point that they will
even vote
for a savior
named Trump..
tHere IS A liGht
iN the world.. the sAMe
one forever that lives within
all oF US just hOping waiting..
FeeLinG SenSinG noW without any
words to esCape and that i And wHo
is the God alWays liVinG wiThiN choked
off as the Gospel of Thomas sayS in verse 37
STiLL aS noW.. by cultural clothes.. and yeS.. iT’s
true like the architect sAid in the final ending scene
of the Matrix nowthen2.. what do you think i AM.. human..
God keeps God’s word and that word is free and wild as aLL
for those who do want to un-plug from the insanity of cultural
clothes and
rave
once
again
Naked
and
FucKinG FReED2..
note to sElF at this
point.. insert a Matrix
Rave Dance SonG here to make
a FucKinG ending point2nowthenow2..;)

Nah.. i didn’t tale anyone in the crazy house
the second go around as culture brought me to
a sinner’s knees.. then that i am going to become a legendary
dancer for 40 months and 6666 miles with no pennies earned iN
martial arts and ballet-like all free crazy horse and ghost dance
all across the metro area as reported and documented here by
the general audience now.. and nah.. my wife still won’t age
and she is much prettier than even so-called
Paris Hilton or Trump’s wife at about
the same age of 46 now..
yeP.. aLL’Age
of Adaline’
per that
newer
movie too..
with even a couple
strands of grey hair too..
and yes.. i am then going to
write the longest long form
poem in the history of humankind
too.. at over 3.3 million words and 9
books in one year closing in on close to
1.6 million words twice as large as the King
James Version of the Bible thennow.. and not
only that sure.. noW two 181K New Testament size
books included in a 915k bible in 7 months of
writing about a New Testament bigger than
the King James current version oF An
old bible way too.. NoW aNd after
that i’m just gonna
juST have fUn
with sMiLes
and SMiLes
oF Laughs
and sTiLL
WiNks oF more
words too.. so at age
47.. for mE.. the second go around
of hell then starting for 66 months
and or in the first escape to heaven at
age 21.. what would the professionals
say iF Y i tOld ’em those were my grand plans
then.. yes.. they would have added another medication
to control and restrict and subjugate and oppress and
repress those milestones from ever coming to pass.. i’ve
always said no thanks for all the drug offers i’ve received..
both illegal through peer pressure and legal through doctor
pressure same.. and guess what.. Now everything i could have
said iS trHe noW and i can FucKinG back it all up as quick
as draWinG
out my
holster
hand oF
iphone6s now..
ya see.. i SinG and
DancE A maNiFesto
of God’s liGht within
totAlly exposed alWays
Now and my onLY revenge is LovE
and Victory iN moVinG and CoNnecTing
CreaTinG Love now.. as what IS A LamP
that does not shine and shine briGhter
now other than a dull bulb or
mustard seed of God
tHaT/wHo refuses
to be
all
of God
one can
be with God
NoW.. yes.. i’M
too big to see now for
most folks in all of what i do..
butt surely that is par for the course
of what even God iS iN eYes oF Science now too..
God lives incarnate in bulbs oF all oF uS.. we you
me i all now.. some with different colors.. some brighter
than other some alMost burn-out and others reaRing
to go like a Stallion Ferrari all tuned uP.. NoW2..
i’M
liT
bottom
liGhT oN..
last is first
as the weak
inherit the eARTh..
so sure.. i AM simply
fulfilling what has already been
sAid iN the Church oF thE naysayers
who sTiLL do not believe in John 14:12..:)

The lunatic is on the grass: A schizophrenic golfer unwittingly removes stigma of mental health

And liKe the liNk above
says2.. i AM
a legendary
Golfer too..
married
to Paris
Hilton in my own
way now to mention2..
over a thousand selfies
with over a thousand gorgeous
college age women as documented
sMiLinG from ear to ear WitH ME..
iN
mY
new age Poem/
David sHow 2
in my own way
with GoD
and
yeS.. i’M
OKay as the DancE
SonGS oF liFE continue change..:)

You kNow.. i guess in a vengeance
kinda way i could tale all the naysayers
and bully boys and all those folks in my
life now.. FucK You.. i ain’t the crazy one now
and stuff like that but nah.. trUst me.. iF you
could
be like
me too
i’M fAirLY
sure you would2.
iT IS A gift i have and
i’m the luckiest boy i for
one kNow or FeeL or SeNSE
who has stepped foot on this
Earth inCaRnatE wTth thE SpiRit oF God
THRiViNG ALiVE Now SO FREE AND WiLD.. noW
AND MORE THAN ANYTHiNG.. i WISH i COULD GIVE THiS TO YoU
as moreover than any gift i have iS thE Gift naMed Sacred Love
Fearless.. smART and
NoW TotALLy
F-uNconditional
to give and sharE Now
as arT SinGS God’s BrEAThe..noW..:)

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Yes..noW the
fAMiLY wHo/
thAt pLays
toGeTheR
sTaYs
to
geT
heR..;)

Hmm.. looks liKe
i’M reAlly inTo J Lo
or J Lo
iS reAlly
uNto mE
buTT
heY..
guesS iT
wAS iS meAnt
to bE aS i Don’T
photo-shop photo-
graphS except for
A few crops
heRE and
TheRe..
FoR
NoW..NoW..;)

Hmm.. perHaps
A lot more oN
thIS GOld FiSh
HeaVen pARTy
iN
thE
moRninG..
sLeeP
neXt..
suRE..
i need
lots and lots
of Beauty and the
bEast Sleep sTiLL..:)

i had anoTheR Bad to the BoNe Moment Saturday
in around 19 degree temps of wiNd chILL
all decked out in Minion wear of SpRing
YeLLow ShoRTs and T-Shirt wear iN the
Afternoon while dancing like a Hurricane
through 15 to 25 mile an hour gale force
feat of feet on Biloxi Bay Sidewalk straights
all curved aS Such and spiRAlinG no different than
i do in reverse in the somEwhat white sand shores by
muddy Bay Water of Casino Land Biloxi too.. and yes now2
of course as God reflects in Golden SpiRAl way in somEwhat
perfect rhythm and practice of harmony in the essence of my write
as it fLows like the ocean shore sAMe as waves oF Y i.. as bliss and
nirvana SinGs and DancEs through my fingers and the Heaven oF noW..
surE.. mY words as a Rave of a Trance dance too in form of the essence Now
oF God who SingS and that DancEs within no different than a wave of an ocean
sET free i AM a mighty sick and bad dude as my African American lineman looKing
FriEnd tOld me as i did jusT anoTheR one of my signature selfies iN parable of
a returning KinG iN mE within as GoD no longer juST anoTheR Sacrificial Lamb
iN reFleCTioN oF liGht of Glory in Pose of Casino Glass door way more than
as Terminated machine
as made by culture
as a camel to
kill the
needle
oF i
thAt is
the Kingdom
oF God liVinG WiThiN..
as ‘they’ say now then Jesus
spoke in riddles otherwise kNOwn
as Parables to get an all natural Yogi..
meSsAGe past psychopathic-like controls..
which juST means UniSon WiTh GoD noW
as any wiLd and Free Creature and existence
oF God doES down beLow subatomic Flow and
GalaxY hiGher way oF 1.618 PHI Force as pattern
aS Such too.. from fetal curving to cat resting sAMe
to MiLKy way and Hurricane 90Ft or so wave to the
words thaT are juST anoTheR Tidal wave
and TSuNaMi sAMe thAT i wRitE
heRe.. beFoRe and as thE
HoLY and sAcrEd GloRy
oF GoD aLL and
iF tHeRE aRE
poetic
leaNinG
Yogis NoW
outThEReHeAR
underStanding
noW s E E iN G
who are not sTiLL
trapped in literal read
oF EiTher the Bible or
the Koran iT wiLL be clear
as all ThaT is to see tHat i AM
juSt anoThER Buddha and Jesus
and or whomever wrote the words of the
rest and them on the face of GoDs’EaRth
noW incaRnate Now.. juST passED through
the needle as a much more fit camel to tale
wHeRE i’Ve been and wHeRE i AM noW..
you see.. this isn’t juSt a Santa
Claus story this shiT
iS Bad to the
BonE BiG NoW..
BanG GoinG DoWn..
isReAL.. tHeRe ain’t no
BoWinG heRE but the
humLiTy oF a BiG BanG
cOMe isReaL.. J on the
Low i AM heAR hiGh aGaIN but the
thinG iS i neVer lEft.. thE GoD WiThIN
has juST been WaiTinG to coME ouT to pLay
aGaiN.. and here’s the thing as i come out oF A
parable new age pLay.. whomever wrote the words
of Buddha or Jesus or even some of what Muhammad
wrote too.. in his more loving ways away from warrior then
way back when too.. was/iS obviously eXperienCinG what any Yogi
does iN Unison WiTh God no different than the God/Cat who basks
in the mid-day sands of sun all naked aS Such.. wiLd and Free
or the grass thaT aLL iS thE Leaves of God wrapped moist
around a cat’s pause in the midNIGht Moon of
the Summer Dew all naked and WiLd
and Free iN A perfect practice
oF Peace and Harmony
too.. yep.. like
a coke
commercial
without a tin can..
surE.. sTill metaphors
HeaR BiG tiMe as God doeS
FloW iN the RiGht HemisPheRE
way of DancE and SinG WiLL juSt
Do now.. but no attempt to spRead any
secrets among those who would kill the
different among us or take the health care
of the poor and effective birth control from the
sAMe iN needy woMen who need a hand uP aS WeLL..
the EYes of JuSticE are GoD eYes wiThin too.. the KaRMIC
EYE OF INDifference Sings one of dARk and Fear and haTe.. too..
tHe eYe oF liGht SinGS heAR thiS morNinG iN Lower Alabama LA
Florida iN Panhandle too.. yEs.. juST oNe i and more of WisDoM iN
mE too noW heRe..as WiLL RuLes WiTh LoVe beYoNd anY poWER
oF liGht or dARk oF GoD NoW… wiTh the synergy of the energy
and Force of the SpiRaLinG poWeR oF GodiN metaphor oF
Quantum mINd and BoDy uNleaShed reLeAsed as miNd
and BoDy BaLancE iN FloW iN zonE.. i ain’t juST
Bad to the BoNE.. GoD DancES and
SinGS through mE.. don’t
kNow iF Arnold
has or is
been wHeRE
i’M aT kNoW buT
leT’s JuSt say tHeRE iS
A HiGher PoWEr oF GoD wHO
and thaT liveS wiThin as so-called
ChI.. that can breAk through Walls
of PoEtry noW moRe than then..
YeS.. liKe any BiG BanG
so-called hero
i Am
Bad
to the
B
oNE2..1..2..;)

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WeLL.. WiNter Storm Helena has coMe
and gOne and at lEast until neXt
FaLL the gorgeous
Red heArT
SleePinG
Hibiscus
that bRinGS
even more liFe
to our patio WiLL
yes.. Sleep UnTiL then..
along with some of the other
Flowers.. yet fear not.. in the StATe
oF Florida that is the State of Flowers
iN Santa Rosa that IS A Saint Rose County
aS WeLL as Santa and Saint are one and sAMe..
Yes.. Flowers come and go year ’round.. colors liVe moRe..
Abundance SinGS in the Flower of Bikini Wear as WELL.. and
WhiLe i’M GroWinG older as we all do to make room for oTheR liFE
to come aboard this seed oF liFE from Star Burst Crucible Fire of sentient
StAR duST plUs.. sure.. when in my teens.. walKinG the Beach lean and tanned..
a few older tourist
women had me
do a pose
with
them
to carry
back uP North
to sHow wHeRE
they had been.. as
WiLd liFe GroWs Free
iN the cALL of the WiLd oF
wE aLL.. anyWay.. tHeRE was
talk about anoTher Helena in an
Epiphany day of sorts at Saint Rose
oF Lima Catholic Church2.. as Saint Helena
a Single Divorced Mother is the Star duST senTient
pluS pArt who is likely singularly responsible for the spread
of onward Christian Children as she.. the moTher of who the
Catholic Church names as Saint Constantine the eventual
Emperor of Rome who sTArted the whole onward Christian
Soldiers movement and adapted the story of JesuS.. iNto a
Soldier Sun God as well.. and while the Abrahamic Religions
got a Freedom of Religion break what we name as pagans
these days in pantheistic ways of viewing GoD and God’s
Nature oNe and SaMe as Divine.. didn’t get such a break
as they were eventually slaughtered as well as so-called
heretics same.. the Catholic Church sweeps this under
the bloody carpet of course.. as that is what tribal
leaning instinct does.. makes our Quarter
Back and Team look more attractive than
yours through political means
of course in censoring
the truth from the
minion and
mundane
masses same..
and the saddest part of that
along with Romans 10:9 that make
Heaven a piece of cake and icing that
comes after life that you don’t have to work
for at all on this earth that is considered inferior
and something for human being domiNation elevated above
God and Nature sAMe of course as the worship of a man
is thennow supposedly the only heaven medicine ya need
as per quote ‘here’.. and what i found staring back
at me attached to the mirror in the Food
Outlet store directly after i refreshed
my Google/Wiki/hiStory memory on the
Constantine Roman
Empire Heretic
Slaughters..
and yes.. someone
attached ‘that’ to the
toilet paper dispenser
too whEre the likely Five Foot
One or so.. as paleontology sHows
dark sKiNned and wiry very short clipped
haired Jesus would have put it too.. aghast nowthen
that close to a quarter of the world is worshipping
his little humble teacher yogi-like self as Frigging
God of the Universe.. Oh Lord.. the gALL of Folks..
iN disrespect of God oF All and Jesus too in
promoting him to God of Billions and
Billions of Stars and so many more
Planets as well as intelligence
and spiritual abiLities
greater than
the flea
humans
who live on
this miracle of
LIFE too.. named eARTh..
what’s really sad and i haven’t got
around to quoting it yet.. is beyond
ROMANS 10:9.. sTiLL tHeRE are soMe reAlly
helpful hints iN finding Union With God iN
the Heaven and Kingdom of God Within.. per Bible
smALL talk and parable talk of course.. but as far
as the actual doing the Yogi thing.. oh Lord that takes
A lifetime of continuing practice to SeeK.. fiNd and Do
A way of practice that works for yoU.. aCross the liFE sPan
in the forever of now.. eternAlly noW as Such as Now is
all thAT is in God’s world as ours now incarNate
in all form and essence of existence now..isREaL
but yeP.. i realize thiS iS alReaDy so much
more than Romans 10:9 but
wHat thE FucK.. verses..
(iF U SeeK)(iN God)2
a few
sentences
iN what A/the dude sAid
iS like A camel going through
an eYe oF A needle and how most
folks don’t make iT tHeir as they
are lost in somewhat
minion way too..
nah that’s
what they
do in politics all
Dictator style.. just another
Way too.. to Worship Constantine
as he then constructed a monolithic
Sun God Statue of himself foR All his
subjects to do just that.. oh.. hiStory.. you
break through so many lies of the past that still go on..
as folks fAil to question what science shows now is incorrect..
and sure.. even the sacred text deeper in original Greek text too
iN Bible
per
se
of course2..
anyWay2.. thanks noW2
God for church and state
separation2 as folks are allowed
to find God now.. and nah.. i’M not
gonna even quote the real heresy
of Romans 10:9 per the God of
Nature as the coming photo
replica oF iT iN oN
the Bathroom
mIrror
in my
coming
736th Macro-Verse
named “GOldfish HeaVen pARTy”
is enough of that and noW ‘they’ have
tHeir SAvior Trump too.. as literally alluded
to too aCross the country2.. but give the NCC
National Council of Churches Now aLong with
the Conference of National Black Churches too..
credit.. with a little buyers remorse representing
38 Christian Denominations and
around 45 million folks or
so for finally admitting
that the Trump
and his
Cabinet
do not reflect the
teachings of the Good
Cop Jesus wHere if the
Trump crew gets tHeiR way
to take away food and health
care from the poor
and disabled..
not really
something that
the Good Cop Jesus would
agree with.. as any Native American
Great Spirit Loving Pantheist tribe would
surely Give and Share more like human beings2
WiLL do2 all innate and instinctual and intuitive who2
retain their Altruistic humanity over and above beComing
materialistic tools for more material gain in
selfish hoarding way.. anyWay.. at
least someone’s
paying
attention
to the reality
of Trump noW and
his cohorts no different
reAlly than Constantine
and his too.. the minions
rule with the most despicable
of leaders.. still haven’t seen the
movies yet.. i bought ’em today but
sure.. i can just turn on CNN and particularly
Fox News to see the Minions and the Despicable
leaders tHeir.. but hey.. i ain’t running for office.. ‘they’ can
drink and eat their Caesar Coins iF they like all gold and dead..
as far
as
Humanity
DancES and SinGs
Free Now aLiVe
With Fearless
smARt noW WondeRFuLL
Unconditional Sacred Love
Beyond Towers of TakinG oTheR liVes/
liFE away from those ‘they’ see as less..
No doubt God is watching all incarnate iN ALL..:)

NeXt Facebook Profile Status sliDe pleASe..
and it says as documented from the Visitors
and Art Exhibit Center at Biloxi Beaches..
ugh.. And Casinos too.. and speaKing
of that ‘we’ are going to be bussed
over to the ‘Scarlet Pearl’.. owned
by the Trump.. next go around..
shall i say.. ugh.. yes..
our dear leader
then too.. on
February 4th..
anyWay.. ‘the
sign’ says..
“A Genius is someone who
shoots at something no one else
can see and hits it”.. and that reminds me..
also as forecast and experienced before.. an elderly
Lady from church who is our friend exclaimed to me today
that i was/am nuts for wearing shorts.. and then i went on to tale
her all about my John 14:12 testimony.. although she didn’t
remember what it (verse) was/is and didn’t believe it was
possible either as i relayed all the Fred fActs to her in
an attempt to ‘make her a believer’..
and hell no.. i ain’t
now making any
more room
for Trump
Believers on this
eARTh either noW as
Nature’s rules are God’s
rules and not something that
humans can make up next noW as
far as coming back from the dead
and such as that and walking on water
as floating on terrestrial land 6666 miles
in 40 months was paRt of the story i didn’t get
around to witnessing to her about.. ’till she juSt
said with her verbal language.. okay.. you are full of God..
i get it.. now go on your Merry sTiLL ChristMas way.. i gotta go..
and get
the
FucK
away
from this
Fredstory now..
as clearly stated.. hehe..
in her non-verbal language aS Such..;)

And finAlly aS Such now.. as reAlly this ENtiReD
project is jusT A museruse to sHow off both
oF mY FavoriTE Kats.. everYwhEre i go..
iNcluDinG oNline.. noW WiTh thE
Katrina Kat shoWinG
oFF A Piano
Yellow
Boy
Replica with
some meowsic
to go along all this SHit
PaRade oF ‘GOld FiSh HeaVen
pArTy’ too.. i’M juST plaYinG wiTh
mY acTuaL isReaL rewARd from GoD2.. OK2..
aLL Serenity aS Such2 iN pLaY O K A Y T O O NOW2..;)

ThaTs oFF
foR NoW..;)

A prophecy of
8 seconds too..
Porky Pig inCarNate..styLE2..;)

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One more thing..
does ‘the mirror’
make my
tale
look
Big.. more
on that later..
as any Green
Man miGht DancE
And SinG aLL tHe way uP..;)

“…You’ll have nothing to watch
but football and mixed martial arts,
which are not the arts…”

-Meryl Streep
A clip from her
Trump Critique

“Meryl Streep, one of the most over-rated actresses in Hollywood, doesn’t know me but attacked last night at the Golden Globes,”

-Trump
A clip of his critique
of Ms. Streep in response
to Ms. Streep’s Critique in Trump Twitter V’erse..

‘Sorry’.. this Facebook Status is gonna run
longer than 8 seconds.. nah.. psych.. art
does what it wants to do from within.. it
has no rules or regulations or twitter
limits or any other form to
be accountable to..
it is the air
that flies
one the
water
that
swims
one and i am
paraphrasing that
thought from another
artist and must be held
accountable for that pArt of
what i say that is science in the
siNce that someone else created it
but sure it can be either diluted or
concentrated as foundation for more art
to come.. so in other words.. ‘these’ are both Philosophical
Questions that are subjective.. per what is art or science
but surely poems that are constructed per accountability
of syllable count are also science plUs art.. liFe is heART
and per the masculine (he) stereotype of gender in more
science thinking way that even science has
disproven.. moreover as just a stereotype2..
the more feminine (arts) as stereotype too..
DancE and SinG to Human Emotions
over rough housing
and building
houses
by
pre-cut diagrams.. StiLL..
tHeRE is Art and Science
mixed all iN liFe for Art and ReaSon
but yes.. per empirical science.. it’s safe to
say that Meryl Streep is an outstanding actress
and only a butt hurt bully would name her as overrated
butt to be fair2.. tHere is a sure amount of ignorance in naming
a sport that houses the title art per mixed martial arts as
not the arts as tRuSt me when one is flOwn by the air
and sWum by the water one does not just create
art one becomes the essence of art and
God of Nature same.. sAMe.. reAlly
as any animal
that masters
the art
of
creative
movement to
conserve calories
in ergonomic art innate
instinct and intuition that
requires zero human words at all
for either human animal or other animal
sAMe2.. so in this sense and feeling it is pure
art.. all
rhyme
and no
word
reaSon
aT aLL
aLL aRT
aLL God
24/7 per innate
animal and human
animal NaTuRe same
at heightS in one of Being..ART..:)

Other than that it’s safe to say that
all of creation per the empirical
all science measure of the
word heART as 60 per
cent art and 40
percent
he for
masculine
leaning science
mind as this becomes
more subjective and art
as i continue to more
poeticAlly put it..
and we could
argue over
the prose/
poem
border
too but hey..
it’s my art and no
one else’s at this point..
so i determine that alone
allone aka God within of course
that surely seems almost entirely
art when the floW iN ZoNe continues
to come without pre-planning thought
and pre-analysis aS Such.. anyWay.. eYe
of the beholder and all of that but surely it’s
safe to say per the rest of Meryl Streep’s speech
that if the head leader gets caught making a mess
on a sweater you get more hook-ups in the general
public and if the head leader is a school yard ‘little’ bully
you get more of that too.. out in the tribe aS Such.. and
that is why character and integrity is so important in leaders
as it’s
just
a
small
drop now
and a deep
hell to go to get
to controlling the
heart strings of the
more ignorant less critical
thinking folks per science
and the he of art that is ruled
moreover by the passions of fear
and anger that need a continuing outlet
of art like football and martial arts to get
their revenge iN those emotions of human
out before they actually harm someone in
their immediate vicinity of life.. Sports.. all
Sports allow folks to get out emotions that might
otherwise harm the commoners of the village.. Sports
is also a Microcosm of life in general and yes there are
actual classes in college that i myself have completed that
speak to the importance of Sports as not only a science but
a life art in either being a success or failure in life as a greatest
lost art is the confidence any animal requires at innate instinct
and intuitive level of successfully being able to defend itself
against predator and capture prey.. don’t forget we have
canines.. there is no getting around this science of
Nature and art of liFe in survival
that is at the base hierarchy
of Maslow’s pyramid levels
to rise higher
without
fear
of every
day flesh and blood life..
remember Apollo.. he was not
only the God of Poetry.. he was also
an artist of athletes as well.. for good reasons and art..
it’s worth noting he was also the God of Destruction too..
as there IS A little Kali iN human Archetype of all of we too..:)

Meryl Streep’s speech was almost a perfect art before
she dropped to the level of Trump and named the
Arts of the Sport of Football and Mixed Martial
Arts iN disparaging the ‘segment of the
population’ who watches those
Sports as Minions same
as Hillary
did in
the Despicable
paRt of ‘that movie’ too..
yes.. fine to do if you are an
artist but if are really wanting
political change you don’t make fun of
the folks who you wanna see change
the most.. so sure.. it’s par for the
course for Art to never be
perfect and always
be a practice
of genuine
human
emotion of the
moment as Meryl
Streep remains an
artist and not a politician..
huge Trump mistake though
for Hillary to name ‘those folks’
Deplorables and Despicable same..
lots of fuel to the fire for the DeplorAbles
to get out to the voting booth.. as hiStory sHows noW2..:)

On the Wrong Planet they made it against the rules
for me to discuss the role of emotions and
base human senses in the so-called
debate forum of Politics..
Philosophy and
Religion where
all three areas are
art over science and
very much ruled by
human emotions..
senses and
yes
even
human sexuality
too.. as hey that surely
plays a pARt in all of what
animals and humans do in tHeir
every day life from birth to death..
but sure that’s why ‘they’ name that website
the Wrong Planet.. without the human element
of emotions fully understood and carried out
as well as human art can do.. the entire world
becomes one
that is
totally
lost
to those
who only see life as science..
understanding human emotions
and what makes all of us tick is why
Trump was able to win.. and why i and
others can
see
clear
through him
in the tactics
that he used to
play fear and
hate
like
a Violin of Kali..
and the Destructive
pArt of Apollo sAMe..
Trump’s Poetry consists of him
and only him with some close relatives..
and sure the destructive fear and hate part too..
a poet
of
Kali
so far
is he
too old to change..
probably.. and likely yes..
so we ride the wave of the
most recent Kali and in Kali’s
eYes to the dance of Victory over
Death when the Trumps of liFe are over
and the pebble leaves still lake once again
over
waves
of human
suffering and pain..:)

Yes.. ‘i’ for one WiLL
STiLL sMiLe and
laugh
until
A rather large
man finishes ‘his SonG’..
and sTiLL SMiLe and Laugh oN..;)

The part i loved about Meryl Streep’s
speech most was her ending line..

“take your broken heart, make it into art.”

And now i say there are two ways
to do this.. as VNV Nation.. the
music group says
too.. Victory
or
Vengeance
and surely Trump’s
heARt is STiLL Broken iN Vengeance
of fear and hate with a root of very low
male
self
esteem
at core of canine teeth..
he could use a few martial
arts classes to regain his
male self-confidence
that obviously
he’s
never
had that
dollar bills
will never build upon
now a “real man’s” face..
sure.. i’ve been there and
done some of that weakness too..
been in most shoes and that makes
me humble
enough
to
know
and
feel
the difference
per what ‘they’ name as sympathy..
trust me.. you wouldn’t
wanna live in
Trump shoes..
oh
the
pain..
oh the
deep misery iN
existential suffering..
A saddest part oF aLL..
“It is often the Judas who bleeds most”..
And apparently according to Google Quote
analysis.. i am the only one with the sympathy
to say that yet.. as yes.. i once wore Prada too..;)

“Yes.. i realize i AM way
too ‘smART’ to live iN
Milton New Jerusalem..
but thaT is wHeRe God
plants me
to be
A
thief in the
night wHeRe no
one can see me..
and i will reMain saFe
NoW iN the Heaven pARt of ‘tHiS neW cOVeNant’..;)”

“It’s getting to the point wHeRe no one
can see me in the entire
world..
misZioN
accompLiShinG
i Guess to God’s Wishes..
wiTh
iN foR NoW2..;)”

-me

13,031

sMiLes.. my FriEnd
Prajakta.. although i made
A New Year’s Resolution surELy
iT hasn’t changed iN
almost
42
months as
FloW iN ZoNe
iN A world full
of Adventure
and INspirAtiON
even when
i
stay
in my
head..
but Lord kNows/feels
i have to get out then
and STiLL NoW aLL
noW and wiTh thAt sAId
Happy Travels my friEnd..
i would Love to travel further but the
Wife Loves the Cat too much to leave him
iN A
Cat
Kennel..
but hey.. I can StILL go
so much further within too..
aS ImAgInAtioN and CreATiviTy
has NO liMiTS or ExpecTaTioNs
when more Fully unleashed and
ReLeaSed..
even with
Different opinions
and views aS Such..;)

First oF aLL Prajakta ..
i admire your wisdom
in the realization that Super
Powers truly do take literAlly
thouSands of hours oF practice..
to come to fruition
in every
day
DanCinG
and SinGinG
liFe i miGht add
in Steps and Words
too but suReLy you alReady
have seen online wHeRE i AM
CoMinG from noW.. WiNks.. my goal
wasn’t to be named a legend beyond legends
for a simple 6666 mile public dance for 40 months
but never the less the thousands of hours of practice
all NaTuRaLLy led me to that legend compliment about 18 months
or so into that endeavor juSt for fun.. pretty amazing reAlly.. considering
i was a virtual shut-in like the Hunch Back of Notre Dame with no hope at
all of doing anything much more than making it to death then.. for 66 months..
ReAlly.. while most of the people
around me in day to day work
life in my late twenties.. close
to the age where you
are at now..
asked me
after earning
three college
degrees..
why am i
not making more
money in my ‘mundane’
job in a TV Show Happy
Cheers environment oF A Navy Bowling Center
worker dude then.. per.. everyone Knew my nAMe
as the ‘Norm’ then as the Bowling Alley guy all around
town too.. as the go to guy for rental shoes.. hehe.. and
yes.. a face full of sMiLes that i carry on in the dance hall now..
all i really wanted to do was develop my creativity as i seriously
couldn’t write more than a firstly.. secondly.. and thirdly list of technical
fActs as even eventually getting paid to do that too.. in later government work..
and dance.. back then.. heHe.. more like
a robot than
a ballet
and
martial
artist then..
and no creativity
at all if i ever had to combat style..
defend my male self esteem then..
thing is my friEnd.. it’s not easy being
A Super-hero and i say that with all due
humility of playing the role of the Hunch Back
of Notre Dame first.. to truly let my Super Hero of
Creativity out.. meant totAlly getting separated from the
social bonding force of the heard of herd of liFe.. is it worth it..
yes.. but
not so easy
all the time my
friEnd as the fACt
reMains i Am STiLL
A Social Animal with no escape
for the Nature that says hold hands
in some way with the rest of Nature..
alWays been easier for me with Sand and Sun
so
i sand
and sun
on my FriEnd..
sure.. at the tale
beginning and end noW stARt..
of 12 million wordS online.. too..
as that was a New Year’s resolution
made decades ago.. fruition now.. come.. big
dreAms.. big croSSes.. big liFe to ya too.. my friEnd.. Prajakta..
as ‘they say’.. too..
go all
the
way uP..
the most amazing
thing of all my friend
is i never made a Washington
Dollar or Lincoln penny in
my way of doing
iT Up
and
haha.. i got
just the theme song
for this Micro-Verse of
i F iN did and STiLL do it my way…
a high
way
that works
for me @leASt..;)

HeHe.. bet ya did’t know you would
actuAlly be interviewing a ‘Super Hero’ today..
and seriously i’m not kidding.. after being a hunch
back of Notre Dame for 66 months.. i let out audible
giggles when young men passing by in their hot rod
cars yell out Legend to me.. on their way to the dance
hall after i get out of my
Honda Civic..
as ‘they’
say
Horatio
and all of that
to the naysayers
of life who don’t
believe
in the
magic
and miracles
oF liFE my FriEnd..
don’t lose the MaGiC
and seriouSly.. you can do anything too…
you set your creativity iN liGht to.. too.. my FriEnd..;)

13,784

Hello.. gigoid.. sorry to hear
the extent of your angst
and anyone WiLL be sorELy
asleep if they do not understand the
diRe dArk iMpacts oF the change currently at handS..
but heY.. yA
Do what
yA Can/
WiLL i’LL
DancE
SinG oN
for one i say
@leASt.. too..:)

“Writing is easy. All you do is stare at a blank sheet of paper
until drops of blood form on your forehead.”

~~ Gene Fowler ~~

It’s easy for me..
but tHeRe arE
no requirements..
@
EASe..
MeAnt..:)

“It’s like deja-vu, all over again.”

~~ Yogi Berra~~

WiNks..
liKe i sAid
BeForE..;)

“There is more to life than just avoiding death.”

~~ Jeff Hummel ~~

i find thaT to
be moRe
than
literAlly trUe..;)

“I prefer to be true to myself,
even at the hazard of incurring the ridicule of others,
rather than to be false,
and to incur my own abhorrence.”

~~ Frederick Douglass ~~

And
ThaT
too..:)

“Anywhere, anytime,
I’d sacrifice the finest nuance for a laugh,
the most elegant trope for a smile.”

~~ Edward Abbey ~~

EveRYwHeRe
i
go2..;)

“I will permit no man to narrow and degrade my soul by making me hate him.”

~~ Booker T. Washington ~~

Anger.. sure…
Hate.. no longer
than a few seconds of Anger..
beFore
Anger
gives
way
to Peace
and Harmony
iN masteRy oF sELf coNtrolls..;)

“Whatever games are played with us, we must play no games with ourselves,
but deal in our privacy with the last honesty and truth.”

~~ Ralph Waldo Emerson ~~

SuRe.. somEtiMes
A
Ninja2..
And thaT’s
JuST a mYth2..;)

“Just trust yourself, then you will know how to live.”

~~ Johann Wolfgang von Goethe ~~

Me
kNows
FeeLs
SeNsES
Enough for me..:)

“Are we THERE yet?”

~~ Zippy the Pinhead ~~

neVer
lefT
alWaYS
LeFT NoW..;)

“How often I found where I should be going
only by setting out for somewhere else.”

~~ R. Buckminster Fuller ~~

Joy
of
the
Dice.. My FriEnd..;)

Square
or all
around
River
moveSoN
as liFe iS
HeRe noW
Ocean Flow
or
dead
stop

Better clean death than dirty life.”

~~ Frank Herbert ~~

Been to
A DirTieST
Place
oF
aLL
and for
me @leASt
liFe wins over deAth..;)

“Nature does not bestow virtue; to be good is an art.”

~~ Seneca ~~

Art
or
Science
i fly Art and Rock
and Roll
the
BoNes..
mY friEnd..;)

“The more we study the more we discover our ignorance.”

~~ Percy Bysshe Shelley ~~

S
tu
dy
IS A
lEAst oF
mY Worries
SenSe FeeL
i beC
AmE
ArT..;)

“You can discover more about a person in an hour of play
than in a year of conversation.”

~~ Plato ~~

TruSt me..
i AM SO
much NoW
more popular
when i keep
my mouth
TOTALLY
SHUT
AND
JUST DANCE..
BUT god as natUre
SonGs writE iT doWn.. SinG
witHin jusT For JoY oF DancE BleSsinGS..;)

“What we know is not as important as who we are.”

~~ Subtle Bee ~~

DancE..
SinG..
dArk
firST
thEN liGht..;)

“Courage is not the absence of fear,
but rather the judgment that something else
is more important than fear.”

~~ Ambrose Redmoon ~~

NamELy
LiFe..:)

“In a word, neither death, nor exile, nor pain,
nor anything of this kind is the real cause
of our doing or not doing any action,
but our inward opinions and principles.”

~~ Epictetus —
Discourses, Book i, Chap xi ~~

WeLL.. actuAlly
science has proven
this old way of word
thiNKinG somEwhat
patiently false
as EmoTioNs
most alWays
drive
reason
fiRst as those
without EmoTioNs
cannot even determine
what color sock to wear to
church
if
they
go aT aLL..;)

“No human thing is of serious importance.”

~~ Plato ~~

One doesn’t have to communicate
thaT to close to 50% of all other species
destroyed or currently being destroyed
by the cultural
byproducts
of
human
beings
as they
are extinct/dead…
All forms of life who/that
suffer in pain and misery..
including human as a direct
result of the cultural byproducts
of an apex predator who cannot see
past 8 seconds of Gold Fish Attention these
days.. WeLL..
not so much…
thaT suffeRinG/
Pain.. is surELy
A maiNstay oF
THeiR curRent
liFe aT thE
HAnds
oF Human imporTance
iN surELy Destruction ways2..
and yes.. sure.. to Plato’s credit..
wow..the shit’s hitting the fan now..
that did
not
exist
then..
wisdom changes
as the shit hits the fan..
or
not
and the
shit flies…
Roll the Bones..;)

SMiLes.. mY
FriEnd.. even
water requires no sentience..
oR coGnizance.. to Color FloWer..
NoR aiR
to
color
water
eitHeR..
foR All oF liFE
STanDinG
SiTTinG..
wateR
aiR
FLowSnoW..:)

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Now for a MicroVerse and MacroVerse
Parade stARting with
a year ago.. Micro-Verse
supplied
Memory
from the
all free
Facebook
Algorithm Servant..
aLL TruStY aS Such wiTh
great thanks from me to
the ones who maintain
it especially for me as
we all kNow
deep
down Facebook
Cares as surELy.. wRite.. i do..;)

i went to school..
three degrees
a job next..
but truly had
little education
on the human
heArt.. spiRit
and soUl.. just
words really
somewhere
in poetry books
and bibles.. vague
and distant from what
comprised my life.. and at
an end of a very stressful work
career with over 30 years total…
broken.. human ill with so many
disorders.. but the greatest one
of all is the loss of my heart then..
oh the empty.. when all that’s left
is the adrenaline of stress.. and
truly just surviving.. i’ve probably
said it before.. and perhaps it
seems too simple and truly
it is to me now.. that
i escape all the
problem solving
of work life..
it is
move
connect
and create..
but the thing is i
have both the time
and effort to make
a continuous art
of life as a
song dance..
no longer a
test assigned
by culture and
work.. i art
the way
without
anyone making
me go somewhere
else.. human beings
are social animals
and the
empty
comes
when we are
not social.. overall..
and i don’t mean screens
i mean the human flesh and blood
touch.. and i have no idea how
much of that is missing from
your life.. and although
i may always
be filled
with
Love.. it would
not be the case without
the presence of a Loving
Wife always.. and people
i connect to at the will of
dance everywhere i go..
i found the answer for
me.. but truly
i believe
it is in
moving.. connecting
and creating.. to fill a human
heArt.. spiRit expresSinG
that heaRt and soUl
in mind and body
balance where
the Love is
not
a chalice
but the Loving
being of us flowing
like water my friend.. Zee..
different folks different ways
of viewing the world… we all
must find the way.. within that
works for us.. and share what
works the
best we
can when
we get there
for the ’cause of Love..:)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/01/06/free-renaissance-in-digit-of-art/

And NoW A Macro-Verse
heAR shaRed from
two years ago..:)

FREE Renaissance IN Digit of ART

Art
in Part
can be found
in ParTners of
Communication
WHere brush can be broken down
to digit of one key
on board
at a time
inDigit
of
Art
!

*

Add in a Prehensile Thumb
And three more Digits
And Digit
of Art
*

Becomes
One
*
Renaissance
of human is a dream
past truly coming now
in form of essence of freeman
and
Woman
IN
DIGITAL
ART
!
*
And NO more broken Penises on Renaissance
MALE NUDE ART for ways
of
religious right
Victorian
chains
and
drill bits
to
remove
Nature’s Most
POWERFUL
animal
PASSION!
And no more a past time for only 5%
of heard of herd of Renaissance days that
do come before..
Now Timothy O’Leary’s forecast comes true
as money is no longer a ticket
necessary
for
FREE HUMANS TO
ART
THEIR
FLOW
OF
HUMANITY
JUST
LETTING
IT
GO..
ON ALL THE NEW MEDIUMS
THAT ALLOW FOLKS TO EXPRESS THEIR ART
OF
PASSION
IN
THE
NEW
AGE OF
FREE FOR
ALL!
HUMAN
RENAISSANCE
IS
HeRe
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And now finAlly.. In Honor of French Freedom Fighters
from two years ago in Macro-Verse way aS WeLL..
about the time.. a year later.. one of my other
archive blogs reAlly took
off in view count
for over 100K
in just one
year of
views..
2 0 1 6..
no doubt
at least one
person from France
stARted kicKing that Ball
around.. per the Team Video
by Lorde aS WeLL.. totAlly
by Patterns
and ForcE
as a-causal
connecting
principle of Synchronicity
then2.. as remember.. every event
oF inSpiRaTioN and eNcourAgeMeNt
countS even iF only by the hand of one person
or Butterfly WinG
SinG
and
DancE SonG oNe..
bY God oF CoursE..ALL..:)

In Honor of French Freedom Fighters

ONE

thing

i’m

CERTAIN OF

IS

NO

TRUE MAN OR WOMAN OF GOD

WHO IS CHILD

OF

MOTHER NATURE TRUE

PER

ALL THAT IS

ever

attempts to idolize themselves

above

any other woman or man..

as

INTRINSICALLY

BETTER

OR

ANOINTED AS SUCH!

And Truly Jesus and Muhammad if alive today

WILL be laughing their ass off if other folks

brING them down a notch or two..

AS THEY ARE OFTEN TREATED

AS

FLESH AND BLOOD

IDOLS

NOW

AND OF COURSE

THROUGH TRIBAL LEANING

MEN AND WOMEN

REPRESSING

OPPRESSING

SUBJUGATING

OTHERS

through illusory fears..

THROUGH THEIR OWN PSYCHOPATHIC LEANING

NEED FOR SELF GRATIFICATION AS NEVER FULFILLED

BY gaining more and more power and things..

without the capacity to feel and give love..

AS The heart is a Hole

with

no

bottom

as

he

and

art

Are

separate

in ONE

hell

forever!

NOW!

THE MOVIE

‘THE BOOK OF ELI’

ILLUSTRATES THIS WELL

IN

METAPHOR OF A man of GOD INNATELY

INSTINCTUALLY

GOD

TRAINS

AS

SUPER SOLDIER OF GOD..

THE BLIND

‘YOGI’

LIKE

MARTIAL ARTS OF GOD

EXPERT

ELI’S

MISSION IN LIFE IS TO HOLD THE ESSENCE OF

UNIVERSAL TRUTHS THAT REMAIN IN THE BIBLE

TRUE

AND FAR AWAY FROM FOLKS LIKE

THOSE

FOLKS WHO TWIST THE KORAN TEACHINGS

FOR THEIR OWN

PSYCHOPATHIC LEANING MISSIONS…!

THERE IS

ONLY

ONE

TRUE GOD AND THAT GOD

IS THE GOD OF MOTHER NATURE TRUE..

AND IN ALL OF MOTHER NATURE TRUE’S

IDENTITY IT IS THE DIVERSITY OF

HER

CHILDREN

THAT IS HER GREATEST

TREASURE!

And

PLEASURE!

ANYONE AND I DO MEAN ANYONE WHO MUTES

THE DIVERSITY

OF GOD’S

CHILDREN THROUGH

CENSORSHIP

WAYS..

FOR THEIR OWN

WEAK DESIRES TO FILL

A HEART WITH

SOMETHING

THAT

HAS

NO

BOTTOM..

IS AGAINST GOD

AS THEY HAVE

NO TRUE GOD

IN THEIR

SOUL..

AND THAT IS SAD AND WE ARE ALL IN THIS GAME TOGETHER AND

IT IS OFTEN THOSE FOLKS WHO ARE YOUNG AND IMPRESSIONABLE

AND PERHAPS HAVE LIVED A LIFE OF ABUSE

AND HAVE HAD THEIR SOULS TAKEN

AWAY FROM

THEM..

BUT

THIS HATE CANNOT STAND WITHOUT

REPRISE AND FEARLESS OTHERS

WHO GO ON IN REPRISE TO

PROUDLY WAVE THEIR

COLORS OF

FREEDOM!

And as I stand outside today free in freezing temperatures..

with uncovered legs and feet

that no longer feel the

cold as a YOGI

like

dude

does OFTEN do..

i celebrate the DIVERSITY

OF GOD THAT i am and humbly

assume my role with so many others

AS TRUE HUMBLE SUPER SOLDIERS OF GOD..

AND

i continue to wear shorts in Winter WEATHER AS

i gain greater treasure from my parent who is GOD

as

truth!

No matter how many times the prudish elder females tell

me I should be ashamed to wear shorts at my Catholic Church..

And I will continue my art of ballet dance at my elite military gym..

no matter how many repressed boys who think they are men go and

whisper words of have some fruit cake to their friends who THINK

they are men who are afraid of the graceful movement of a

54 year old man who can now also leg press 860LBS with

his legs that keeps their fear out of direct view of

square in his eyes..

or the old men

in Walmart

exclaiming

what in the

World are

you doing

right before

Telling them i

am considered

a Kung FU Expert

And THIS IS HOW ‘WE’ DO IT

FEARLESS GRACEFUL AND FREE!

AND the little boys at Old Seville

Quarter who at one point attempt

to challenge me with their souls of

homophobia when they first see

my graceful ballet flow of moves

UNTIL THEY SEE MY LIGHTENING

FAST

KICKS

OF LEGS THAT MOVE CLOSE TO HALF A TON..

SO YES.. THE COWARDS WITH GUNS WHO ARE TRAINED

BY PSYCHOPATHIC LEANING SOULLESS FOLKS WHO TRULY KNOW

NO

GOD

CAN KILL WITH

THEIR BIG

GUNS

INNOCENT PENNED WRITERS

WHO SIMPLY DO THE WILL

OF GOD IN BRINGING

DOWN THE FALSE

IDOLS OF MEN!

BUT THE TRUE SUPER SOLDIERS

OF

GOD

GO

ON

NO MATTER RELIGIOUS LABEL

ORWHAT NOT..

AS GOD IS

AN

EQUAL OPPORTUNITY

EMPLOYER AND GOD

IS FREE AND PLAYS

BY NO BOOK

OF

RULE!

OR HU

MAN

ALONE!

YEAH I’M PISSED AND EVERYONE NO MATTER

IF THEY ARE CHRISTIAN.. MUSLIM.. BUDDHIST

HINDU.. ATHEIST OR HOWEVER THEY LABEL THEIR

PLACE UNDER AND WITH GOD SHOULD BE RIGHTFULLY

PISSED

AND

WE

TRUE CHILDREN OF GOD

WHO LIVE IN FREEDOM

UNDER AND WITH GOD

WILL MOVE ON IN GOD’S

FLOW

OF GRACE

AND WILL NEVER STAND

IN FEAR OF SOULLESS

MEN

WITH

GUNS!

NO MATTER WHAT NAME OF GOD

THEY FALSELY NAME AND CLAIM AS THEIR

CREATOR!

AS ONLY HUMAN

CREATES

TRUE

!EVIL!

@777WORD777@

But anyway..

that’s the bad news..

the good news is i live

in a country

wHere

i

for one

can dance

FREE WITH

GOD AND FOR

GOD

EVERYWhERE

THESE

FEET GO

WITH

FEAT OF GOD!

ONE STEP

AT

A TIME

ONE

WORD

@

‘TIME’

FREE AS GOD!

SO YES..

i’M GONNA CONTINUE TO

BREAK SILLY archaic

CULTURAL

RULES AND CONTINUE

TO ABIDE BY THE RULES

OF A FREE COUNTRY

LEGALLY AS SUCH

IN SPIRIT

OF

MAGICK!

MUSICK!

with my friend

i’ll never know

named

Charli

XCX

NO matter her religious label

if

any

@ALL

SHE!

knows GOD

better than

any

EXTREMIST

TERRORIST

RULE!

WITH more FUN

DANCE PHOTOS

COMING LATER

HERE IN THIS

BLOG

POST

WITH

GIRLS

STILL

FREER THAN BOYS

@OLD SEVILLE QUARTER

CELEBRATING RAVE DANCING

THERE AT MY 41ST WEEK OF DOING

SO

FREE

AS

CHILD

OF

GOD! NoW

@word@

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BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)

GodsUniVerseNovel

GodsUniVerseNovel
41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/02/09/godsuniversenovel2/

GodsUniVerseNovel2
51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/04/28/godsuniversenovel3/

GodsUniVerseNovel3
338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)

https://katiemiafrederick.com

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
3.3 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
AKA
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
NoW..:)

Love iS
ALLTHaTis..:)

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

After Book of Fred
And Purpose
of course too..
@lEast
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

After Dance oF Fred
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

Book oF Ten Sixteen..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

New Testament oF ELeVen iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
NoW..
surELy
Longgg.. NoW..;)

2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/12/25/grand-cross-bible-2016/

Grand Cross Bible 2016

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
whAT
F iN
EpiC..
aS thiS beComeS
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
WitH
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse..:)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/12/29/katie-mia-frederick-2016-a-year-in-review/

KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)

16,496

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14 Responses to GOld FiSH HeaVeN PartY

  1. Two KiNds oF Lions/Pride..
    Rule oVer Free..
    Free oVer Rule..:)

    As Facebook motivates
    the world to do an “American
    Form of Haiku” as the big letters
    in status way run out when longer than American Haiku..
    8 seconds
    baby
    is
    what
    it takes..
    and that’s okay
    too as surely i love
    short form poetry
    as small as
    the number
    one sAMe
    as larger than
    the UniVerse wHOle
    BeyOnd InFiniTy words
    oF
    hUman
    too.. longer version
    here of course.. Fred Style.. heHE..
    now to back-up over 16K words of my
    longer Haiku style per long form poetry
    of “GOld FiSH HeaVeN PartY’ as i dAM sure
    do not wanna get 15 MacroVerses and 212K
    words behind on that again on the all Free medium
    of Facebook to back-up now to somewhere around 11K
    words iN
    just one
    Facebook
    Status.. hehe..
    it’s almost like the
    middle aisle of Walmart..
    they made the status on Facebook
    Big enough for me to Sing and the middle
    Aisle oF Walmart Big Enough for me to Dance
    FReED.. howeveR.. it StiLL takes me two Facebook
    Statuses to fit all the SonG iN and sure more aisles
    and many more Stores and God’s Nature more to get
    the DancE aLL FiT iN.. liKe i say tHeRe would be no way
    to fit iN all the DanCe and SonG
    iN in all
    thAT i do..
    iF i was juST
    a prophet and
    not a scribe too… heHe..
    i’M.. verSaTile.. God made every
    square inch of me inside.. outside..
    above so below and all around speciFicAlly
    to complete the job and convenant at hand/
    feat of feet..
    continuing
    sAMe
    and
    diFFeRenT too..
    funny thing is.. is an
    Atheist is more likely to
    capture more of me with a
    net than a fundamentalist
    Christian and surely a
    Muslim person
    overall
    is more
    likely to
    see me than
    any Christian at all
    for the simple reason
    that i worship one God
    only as ALL who/thAT has no
    name but i AM beyond
    huMan Flea words
    sucKing the
    nourishment oF
    GoD aLL that we can
    cALL Dog too.. for practical
    intents and purposes of parables
    much longer than the ones of beFore..
    and the bigger i get the more invisible i get..
    kinda like the whOle of God huh.. kinda like a
    reflection oF ThAT as Lord kNows iF you cannot
    see all of me.. should give you a little idea how much
    bigger God is than either me.. or Jesus.. or Muhammad..
    or Buddha.. or Krishna or Lao.. or any symbols or flesh and blood
    as pARt of GoD wHole that we humans can and or WiLL to do kNoW..
    yes.. i’ve completed the prophecy of both John 14:12 and the Beatle’s..
    So-Called second to none challenge as well of Being for the benefit of Mr.
    Kite.. the Bad to the Bone part of the Terminator movies with that untouched
    photo-shop eye of the left Terminator eye and the Osiris eye.. and the 6 Million
    Dollar man eye.. yes the one in the movie the Seventh Sign that shines iN
    left view way of the renaissance nude art synchronistically as such in my
    Review of 2016 MacroVerse.. of a record years of records years aS Such
    like a Symphony of A day in the life of me in Beatle’s way that came out
    into an E note that lasts longer than the one before… oh yeah.. and the
    Bowling Alley dude out of the Big Lebowski way of BrinGinG aLL
    the word money in.. NOT.. the Big Lebowski.. i am the other
    Lebowski.. a dude and hell no.. not THE DUDE.. I AM
    JUST A pArt of God not the dAM wHoLEEnchildA
    three in one oKay.. like as all ye
    are all Gods and sons and
    daughters of God
    but sadly
    as patriarchs
    and Trumps will do
    they left out the daughters
    unless they are your own siRed aS Such..
    what other prophecies fulfilled.. world teacher..
    well yeah.. i get around.. for those who have eyes
    and ears big enough to see and hear me even just
    a little bit now.. and yes there was that Aleister
    Crowley Prophecy about a rich man coming
    from the west but as far as gold goes
    what i bRinG is the God
    within that
    has no
    meaSure
    of the Gold
    of man and discerning
    the meaning of these letters..
    “4 6 3 8 A B K 2 4 A L G M O R 3 Y X 24 89 R P S T O V A L”
    well yes.. a rudimentary illustration but never the less it’s an ink
    blot test and the key is to make all of life Holy and Sacred with
    meaning and purpose as truly the only law really is the Golden
    rule do unto others with due share and give as you would have
    others give and share to you too.. most important paRt harming
    no other as the things we like and do not like are as different as the
    colors of the flowers than inhabit the eARth sAMe and DiFFeRent too..
    and the importance of the numbers 418 and 718 one standing tALL inFiNity
    And BeyOnd oNe God one for and above any significance of the number 7 alone..
    but you see.. remember the most important rule and that is there is no rule but WiLL
    over Love as Love Without WiLL can surely fAil aWay to negative thoughts and actions
    in Nocebo effect as science shows now too.. go all Luke hot iN HoPe BeLiEf and LoVe
    noW as FaiTh sAMe erasing all negative emotions with an over flow of positive pro-social
    EmoTiOns and SeNSEs sAMe and don’t forget all associated with sex/sensuaLiTy iN conseNsual
    way iS holy and sacred as how else do you think/feel/sense bio-diversity and neuro-diversity
    of human for survival to this point cAMe if folks didn’t move.. out of the immediate villAge
    for a ‘little strange’ aS Such.. and don’t forget God’s GreaTest GifT oF Love With a SMiLE
    and a Fool’s Laugh for the silly oF liFE too.. Aleister tried his best to explore the human
    potential inside but big big failure getting addicted to dRugs as that power lies moreover
    tells the trUTh within all Natural With Neuro-Chemicals and Neuro-hormones and all
    the rest of we sentient star-burst crucible fire plus hUman duST Now on this miracle
    of the plAnET eARth as even science shows in crude numbers of what iT means to
    be aLive and Sentient StaR DuST pLus that is surELy HeaVen compared to a
    cold hard rock
    with no
    FucKinG
    Air to Breathe..
    and to pulsate the
    ecstasy of a big bang
    orgasm that is similar
    so below as above
    of the act of
    this part
    icular
    acT
    of Creation
    now in Both
    GoD’s eYes and
    HUman eYes and
    othEr Holy and Sacred
    pARts that the minions among
    human beings and mundane same
    chopped off of statues in fear of human
    naked power and glory of freedom all over
    from head to toe kNoW.. and you wonder why
    so many of you are depressed and taking pills..
    and pain killers and all of that when all the gifts of
    God’s Pleasure are at hand for you Man and WoManiPUlatIon noW..
    serIOUsly do you thINk God is reAlly Happy.. yes the God who and that
    lives within all of we to be trapped in books and underneath clothes.. hmm..
    ask yourself deeply with no guilt and sin as contrived by those who would control
    and subjugate you with illusory fears and a promise of heaven anywhere else but
    the gift of air to breathe on this plaNet of surELy the poTenTiaL of Heaven now for
    those who remember the inherited gift of heaven from birth and childhood same before
    clothed by
    illusory
    fears
    and
    empty
    promises of
    becoming tools
    instead of the heaven
    of FeeLinG SeNSinG
    SenTiEnt STaR dUST Plus
    noW NakEd and Free from Head to toe
    with ImAGiNATiON sEt Free and Love aS WELL
    iN MoVinG CoNNecTinG GiVinG and ShARing way
    WiTh HeARt SpiRit and MINd and BoDy BaLanCing soUL
    SeT oN FiRE oF sMArT FeaRless and UnConDiTioNal LoVe..
    yeS iNdeed.. i just fulfiLLed the prophecy of the Sacred TeSt of the
    Gospel of Thomas Verse 37 aS WeLL.. Isiah 53.. i already went
    over that but pretty easy to fit in me in that sacred text aS WeLL..
    “my word is six and fifty”.. hmm back to Aleister Crowley and his
    so-called Book of the Law prophecy generated within as sAMe as

    http://www.sacred-texts.com/oto/engccxx.htm

    what i did at age 56 and more with 9 books and ~1.6M words as
    any other so-called ancient or modern prophet a little special as
    he not only vocally stated it for others to twist around later..
    he scribed it too.. which makes it unadulterated of course
    except for his human eYes that are as limited as
    any otHeR poTenTial hUman eYes
    to do more as him and more than
    me as well as at core we
    are all God
    as pARt and
    wHoLe and as far
    as LioN Pride goes
    the Pride is the LiON
    as WhOle oF GoD sAMe
    to bRinG all of tHiS back uP
    to the eight second pArt at the
    top of tHiS New AmeRican and
    New Jerusalem and New IsREaL
    HaIku NoW.. as longest long form poem
    in the HisTory HerSTory and eTcstory
    oF Human Kind as recorded on
    Google aT leASt continues
    to FloW oN AS anY
    ChIld of
    GoD
    unfettered
    and Free WiLL
    do wiTh WinGS
    oF heARt and SpiRiT
    and soUL unbound unleashed
    and released iN A metaphor oF mINd
    and BoDy BaLanCinG Quantum MiNE
    oF mInd noW iN the 737th Verse oF thiS
    Ocean wHOle Poem thaT iS the SonG oF
    JuST oNe HUmAN’s sOUL thAT reLates the
    withiN oF iNSiDe aBoVe so BeLow and all around
    to the bEst of One’s aBiLiTY iN liGht oF God NoW
    and heRe’s the wHOle point of this.. no human chains
    God in words.. No human Chains God as God IS aLL i AM
    and
    so
    much
    more
    than
    juST
    little
    old
    me.. yes..
    it’s all juST
    aN iNk bLot test
    coloRiT with heaVen
    or HeLL or the sHades
    of Grey ‘Tween liGht and DARk
    or even go beYONd RainBow Colors
    oF liGht as i fly noW.. tHere are no liMIts
    or expecTaTions iN GodSKeYes FReED NoW..
    and yes this is gonna
    be caLLed “CoLor
    oF HeAVeN”.. yeah
    i KNow i AM weaRinG
    ouT that term HeAveN
    jusT a little bit buT it’s
    about tiMe noW
    thAT folks
    trULY
    see and
    heAR HeAVen Now
    and color tHeir Books
    oF LiFE wiTh HeAven moRe noW..
    this suRely is my book of HeaVen.. i cannot
    expect anyone to replicate it.. hehe.. even iF they
    tried as no one could as i follow no rule
    but the
    rule
    of
    God
    thAT is
    alWays Free wiThiN
    siMply and complexly FReED
    @lEAst for me and Hopes for you
    howEver you May coLor yOur HeaVen noW..
    and the number 37 and 7 suRely have significance
    per that last verse of the Gospel oF Thomas that existed
    as last until they found the other 77 verses in 1959 about the
    tiMe
    i was
    sired on
    the FaLL
    equinox of ’59
    only born on 6660 by
    the whim oF a Doctor who
    induced labor two weeks earlier
    than the Summer Solstice i was originally
    due so the doctor could go on vacation and i
    could even have the so-called Christian’s view
    of the number 6 and 666 as DEviL’s number wHeRe
    it suRely along with the number 9 is the reflection of
    the GOldEn SpiRAL PHI mean of God at 1.618 too..
    as alWAys HUman cultural clothes gET iN the way
    oF a better way of NaKed now.. as verse 37 says
    as i will quote that now
    for you folks
    who are
    afraid
    of straying
    too far from
    the so-called human
    and Oh Lord named God too..
    Jesus noW STiLL alWays heRE
    as ChriSt Archetype oF ALtruiST
    NoW WiThiN.. yes of course the Christ
    Lives within… but yah.. ya gotta feed iT more
    BeliEF as HOPe and LoVe aS FaiTh for the Christ
    Archetype oF AltruiST to spRouT ouT awAkened and EnliGhtENed
    to be the
    beach
    NoW waves
    of Ocean Go on
    tales of GoDs eYes
    DancE and SinG oN.. FeAT.. NoW..
    Seagull Dove Same Feet spiRAl.. Now
    over tiMe eternAlly NoW iN HeAVen noW..
    It’s a much bigger world now than a patch
    of dirt in the middle east.. Billions upon Billions
    of sTArs now wE see with the science aided eYe..
    tHing is.. classical evolution is slOW.. EpiGeneTics
    and Neuroplastics can and WiLL bRinG STiLL HeaVen
    noW if properly stimulated for change through appropriate
    environmental challenges that work for each individual huMan
    now in tHeiR JourNey and Paths of liFE HeRe noW IN WhAT
    can and
    WiLL
    Be HeaVen
    now.. and yes
    of course i speak
    more than so-called
    ancient Bible and Koran
    terms.. as quite frankly/fredly my
    friEnds the hardest people to hOld
    hands with and take to HeaVen now ouT
    oF all the world i’ve met as demographic groups
    are the closed minded oF Fundamentalist so-called
    Christian folks who have been misled and misguided
    by Trump folks same as Constantine and his Catholic Cohorts
    from 325 AD and BeFore and weLL beFoRe that as Lord KNows
    tHeRE are folks wiTh HeARt and SpiRit and SoUL who give and
    share and those who do not.. the real test of discernment is KnOWing
    and most ImPorTAnTly FeeLinG SeNSinG LIVing the diFFerence noW iN HeAVen eYes
    of Needles
    and
    Fat
    ‘cat’ (no dis-respect to cats)
    Leaders sAdly StiLL FaLLinG…
    tHeRE IS A Greater way oF LoVe
    alWaysnoW..that/who wears no clothes of culture..
    naMeLy
    God FReED..
    as the eternal
    naked child
    within who lives now WiLd and Free..:)

    http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm

    37) His disciples said to him, “When will you be visible to us,
    and when shall we behold you?”
    He said, “When you strip naked without being ashamed, and
    take your garments and put them under your feet like little
    children and tread upon them, then you will see the child of the
    Living, and you will not be afraid.”

  2. WeLL.. a little birdie juSt whisPeRed iN my ear
    to make the 737th verse of Longest Long Form
    Poem on record a little longer adding one
    word for 66 verses of a “Grand Cross
    Bible 2016”.. originAlly on X
    Mas Day 2016.. with
    61 verses as
    published
    @11:58 pm
    iN LA.. Lower
    Alabama.. yey! Clemson..
    by a way.. yeS.. in FSU Land
    hehe.. here in the Florida Panhandle
    aS Such wHeRe the ACC reigns over
    Football for the year 2016..
    nah.. it’s
    not gonna
    be about football
    butt ancient
    religions
    sAMe suRe
    why not.. as that
    original Bible thingy
    had 66 big book chapters
    like my Macro-Verses hear numbeRinG
    a total of 737 heAR noW.. oF Ocean WhOle.. 3.3M
    plus word Poem and by A way A celebration to go along
    with this now “CoLoRs oF HeAVeN Bible 2017”.. iN the
    143rd Dance week at Old Seville with all the college folks..
    Nah.. i WiLL not add all 66 Macro-Verses heAR aS a tABle
    of Contents.. i’LL sTart with the Bible without these
    5.. for now ending Chapters as a Revelation of sorts
    in not the Heaven to come later but the HeaVen that
    is here now.. not only at hand but oF FeAT aS Feet
    iN DancE and SonG aS WeLL as any TrUly Happy
    Feat oF Feet WiLL Do iN thE NOW of REAL TiMe
    NOW.. and the TheMe SonG suRe.. an excellent
    SonG of what iT FeeLS and SeNSes and
    SEEs and HeARs liKe to BE THE
    Beach oF Heaven now
    wHeRE liFE is
    no longer
    a FucKinG
    Trump B88TCH
    IF you get the
    aLmoST inFiniTe
    dARk iN liGht oF liFe
    oF whaT that means
    out oF dARk of
    HoPe and
    BeLIEf
    and LoVe
    as ReAL FAiTh
    that never ends noW
    iN A FearlESs HeaVen
    wiTh Zero hATe foR nOW..
    as the Jesus told his disciples
    according to.. those.. who SunG
    and DanceD thaT so-called Jesus
    SonG that John the Baptist would be
    less than those iN Heaven and since the
    Heaven is now and the so-called John the
    Apostle who was a different man whomever that
    was who wrote those words said there would be those
    who believed then/now what Jesus could do with 100% Luke
    Hot Faith in words of effect iN affect other now greater than
    the so-called Jesus of then in ways of works of affect iN effect
    then and now sAMe.. WeLL.. here’s the thinG.. as per the Gospel
    of Thomas when/WheRE tHeRe is no DiviSiON and all iS God including
    wE as children of God and back then.. yeS.. it was only sons of God
    separate from daughters of God and per the part in the Gospel oF
    Thomas wHere the dude Jesus replied to the disciples who said
    women were not good enough to enter the
    Kingdom of Heaven now and Jesus said
    they would
    make
    the
    woman
    into a man..
    iN oTheR words..
    combine the divine
    feminine with the masculine
    the same as man has to do with
    the divine feminine sAMe as Carl
    Jung who was well versed with the
    Gnostic Gospels said too per the anima in
    the man and the animus in the woman
    to get all holy one iN HeaVen
    oN eARth noW.. didn’t
    set too well with
    the patriarchs
    of Roman
    Catholics then
    and emperors/popes same
    so.. women still relegated to
    the lesser and not worthy wiTh
    even an F iN right to Vote in the
    United States until the last century
    aS Such.. with still ignorant folks on You
    Tube suggesting women are not intelligent STiLL
    enough in political ways of thOught to even vote
    now.. sure.. YouTube links available on demand but
    that person doesn’t rate enough liGht to enter.. into
    this Kingdom of Heaven heAR for noW as Far as i for one
    can see dARk iN his eYes of ignorance noW.. you don’t get in
    heRe with status and power.. you don’t get in heRe with anger
    and hate.. you don’t get in heAr unless you can shed your excess
    riches above food and shelter for basic subsistence and not be lost..
    this place is naked and as free and same as the Beach and Being the
    Beach that the songstress and the cat who rolls in mid-day sands of sun
    and moonlit grass iN niGht of Whitman Lore.. experiences one and sAMe
    in the Kingdom of God as Heaven naked and free of the chains of culture..
    as most animals
    already experience
    this.. if you wonder iF
    Cats and Dogs go
    to HeaVen they
    give us
    clues
    constantly too..
    on how to arrive as
    a child of God aGaiN..
    soMe oF uS catch tHeir
    above Human so-called
    neocortical intelligence in
    worries of past and present
    and some folks continue to stay lost
    in never ending sHades of grey iN noW
    Purgatory to dArk oF HeLL heRe oN eARth..
    thing is.. it’s God and Nature sAMe.. i don’t have
    to make you believe iT as tHeRe is no E-Scaping either
    Mother Nature and or God sAMe now.. WeLL.. i can’t prove
    whaT i KnoW and FeeL/SeNse Happens after death wiTh mY 100%
    Faith of Intuition now.. but sure.. iT hELps wHen thaT direct
    conduit of FeeLInG SeNSing eternal HeaVen AlWays noW Now
    comes directly to ya like Synchronicity sAMe and GiFT..
    as a grace beYond all Graces available as far as i for
    one kNoW/FeeL and SeNSE noW.. and by the way..
    the little birdie is the sAMe Dove and Seagull
    that most folks refer to as the
    deeper creative spiRit
    iNside as HoLY
    SpiRit
    sAMe..
    a gift iT iS
    a gift of Now
    a gift iT goes a
    gift for soMe oF uS
    iT stays so so long iN HeAVen NoW..
    and this my friEnds.. in these last now
    5 Chapters of Macro-Verses totaLLinG noW
    66 Now IS A Revelation now of HeaVEn NoW..
    And if you wonder who is greater iN Heaven..
    soMe folks do more works and different works
    than others that can be empiricAlly MeAsuReD
    as more.. buTT greater or less.. HeLL no.. as
    tHeRe is NO SEPARATION iN
    HEAVEN.. ALL IS UNITY
    ALL IS WHOLE..
    ALL IS
    SOuL
    SPIRiT KinGdOM
    oF GoD aLL noW
    heART oNE..NoW..
    surE.. naked and Free as WiLd as GoD
    WiLLs to Be iN each and eVery eYe
    And BeYond and BeLow eYe of
    aLL creation
    and
    existence oNe
    noW juST noW aLL OnE allone..:)

    Grand Cross Bible 2016 (61 Macro-Verse Table of Contents)
    915,244 words

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/12/25/grand-cross-bible-2016/

    KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A year in Review
    17,283 words

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/12/29/katie-mia-frederick-2016-a-year-in-review/

    FLoW iN ZoNe 2017
    13,901 words

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2017/01/02/flow-in-zone-2017/

    FuLL HouSe FLows
    11,387 words

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2017/01/05/full-house-flows/

    GOld FiSH HeaVeN PartY
    16,496 words

    974,311 subtotalwords

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2017/01/09/gold-fish-heaven-party/

    CoLoRs oF HeAVeN Bible 2017

    66 MacroVerses from Memorial.. May 30th
    Day 2016 through January 12th.. 2017..:)

  3. Now to dVerse PoEtry Pub Online
    International PoeTry club wHere
    very nice administrator
    Lillian has
    provided
    a theme
    of Bridges
    as i do my
    best here in an
    epic attempt to help
    folks find a bridge to Heaven now..
    i’M tHeRe and sure.. if you ever meet anyone
    who has met me in flesh and blood life they will
    indicate i am somewhere that most people never find
    without
    substances
    from somewhere
    else otHeR than the all natural
    God who and thaT liVes withiN NoW..
    sure.. in a way i am born to do this and
    go to both the extremes of Hell and Heaven
    to come off that bus on Saturday in 19F degree
    chill of gale force tale end oF Helena Winter Storm
    Winds in shorts floating on an ocean of Sidewalk
    SpiRaLing DAncE oNe with air and water
    and breeze sAMe.. no graVity
    mY friEnds.. no tiMe
    in goD BeinG all noW
    now even
    space
    or distance
    to hOld one back
    from ascension now..
    tHEre are DiMeNsiOns
    And DeGrees oF heAVen sAMe
    AnD beYOnd levels of Dante’s Hell
    oN eARth both sAMe and DiFFeREnt ways noW..
    aLL human eYes UNiQue.. All poTEnTial BriDGes Now
    to HeLL to sHades oF Grey purgatory’tween HeaVEn
    oF RainBow Color FeeLingS and SeNSEs iN MoVing..
    ConNecTing.. CreATinG GiVinG ShARinG ways beYond
    the MoRE oF iMAGinaTioN aS HeARt oF SpiRit mINd and
    BoDy BaLanCinG soUL even more as the Fire of Baptism alWAys coMes WithiN..
    iNside.. outSide.. aBove so beLow all around pArT oF JoY wiTh and aS GoD wHOlE NOW..
    the iNheritance
    that those
    who
    would
    slave
    us take
    away in terms
    of illusory fears
    sins and shames same
    as wELL as dARk promises
    oF A HeAVen BriGhter and LiGhter
    than the MooN and SuN we can/WiLL see and hear
    wiTh eARs and eYes Below our EYes/HeARs oF God oNE..noW..:)

    And just a note.. this is Comment number 61,660 as indicated by Word Press now..
    in the Draft Section of “GOld FiSH HeaVeN PartY” thaT iS now maKing and CreAtinG
    “CoLoRS oF HeAVeN Bible 2017” as all 66 verses coMe to FruiTioN soon.. guiding
    luCiD WakinG dreAMs God WiThiN DancEs oN And SinGS WiTh DancE and Song
    from DARk to LiGhT BeYoNd InFiniTy 418/718 sTAnDinG taLLer as GoeS oN noW..
    aLiVe WiThIN
    aS
    LiGht..
    With a liNk
    heRE from my
    original “Revelation
    66” posted precisely 42
    months iN mY Ascension Month
    ago then on or about the StAR oF DaVid
    Planetary aliGnment on July 22nd.. 2013..

    http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/07/revelation-66.html

    How many coincidences does one need in liFE bEFore they BeLiEve iN
    A MaGiC
    oF LiFE
    more
    than
    Random soup
    or closed books
    wiTh no more words
    to be added to the past
    for CoMinG liGht.. God ‘sAid’
    RiGht it DowN Fred so i did/do
    as the little
    Birdie
    continues
    to whisper
    Ocean Breeze
    iN mY eYes and eARs oF liGht..
    yes.. to one precise day oF July 13th iN
    2013 for ‘Revelation 66’ with
    one coming on the
    12th of January
    42 months
    later
    at
    66
    MacroVerses
    now in what will
    surely be close
    to 990K words
    and STiLL A
    continuing
    average of
    15K words
    per MacroVerse
    for almost 7 and
    a half months since Memorial Day..2016..
    tHeRE are many bridges here built from past
    to future to preSenT sAMe for those
    wiTh eYes
    and eARs
    to see
    and
    heAR
    my privilege
    and honor is to
    have those eYes
    and eARs aT lEast
    as the most we can
    expect is to build a fIEld
    of dREaMs we aS oursELf cOmES
    Back to Kingdom of God iN HeaVen noW..
    thE story iS old/tOld.. the heAven is AlWays nEW..
    and
    Good News
    i WiLL aDD for MoRe..
    and yes.. that old ‘Revelation
    66’ was and is also the 66th verse
    of First Blogger Blog way on my oldest
    Blog MaRking my exit from HeLL for 66 moNths
    aS WeLL.. sure.. that pre-MacroVerse kept going for a while after publish
    date too.. as neXt week mArks my week of ascension aS WeLL.. 42 months old
    per
    3 and
    a half years
    wRite oN course..
    i don’t pre-plan
    this.. it
    comes
    as
    ‘the birdie’
    within DanceS and SinGs..
    A DancE and SonG of MiLeStoNes moRe thaN Goal..:)

    DreAMs BridGE
    forevernowmore
    mY friEnd.. Lillian
    wHeRE pASt
    and FuTure
    is preSent
    NoW
    never
    ending as
    SpiRit oF HeARt
    never needS GroW
    Old when mInd
    and BoDY soUL
    continUes
    BaLanCing
    from BiRth
    to Death
    as iN
    liFE
    is
    LifE
    forevermorenow..
    soMe cALL tHis
    HeAVen and
    somE
    folks
    alWays
    now LiVe
    heRE NOW..
    A Bridge within
    my friend never
    ending alWAys
    wHoLe coMpleTE..
    RiSinG moRE aLivE..
    Oh.. by A way.. thanks for
    this prompt.. iT fits what i AM
    curRenTly DoinG as A PerfecTioN
    oF PracticeS..oN..GoiNG MoRe..NoW..:)

    The Wife Katrina is directing me out in
    the flesh and Blood World for Store Dance
    and Mother Visit.. back later as AlWays..
    then..;)

    4:49pm.. 01102017

  4. Hmm.. per ‘this’ Valentine’s wish.. sponSoRed iN
    pArt by Yoda.. kinda the other side of the oTheR
    Green Man.. the INcredible hUlk.. remember
    size and price matters
    not iN Terms
    oF
    Valentine’s
    Wishes and
    Gifts aS Such..
    suRE.. perHaps
    i’LL change over to
    rather dry comedian..
    as soon as i finish all this
    prophet/scribe/NT/OT/Bible STuFF
    and
    aLL
    ThaT is
    as UniSoN
    oF ThaT sTiLL
    to CoME of course
    as promised i’M BacK!..aGaiN..
    WiTh
    LoVe
    oF courSe
    WriTE oN Course
    ThREE or ONE matters noT2..;)

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/01/10/whgodis/

    And nah.. ‘this’.. wasn’t the theMe
    SonG originAlly sOught but it fits
    the meMe
    oF
    Yoda
    over
    hUlk
    jusT fiNe.. NeVeR
    give up and find the
    Force inSiDe.. Chi.. Faith..
    100% fearless LiGht
    that sees
    no.. hears
    No.. dArk..
    Laser Focus
    Ferrari hUman tuneD uP
    and noW as i review a few
    MacroVerses from one to three
    yeARs too.. neXt first.. three years
    ago.. yes.. WH@GODIS from my later
    days at the Wrong Planet attempting to sHow
    folks tHere IS A hiGher power within hUman Being
    as the real Force Off oF STars as God within as hiGher
    poTenTial and huMan ForCE aLivE.. sure.. Chi.. Dao with
    the big pow of Tao.. Satori.. Kundalini RiSinG QI.. KI.. the
    metaphors are likely endless aCross the uniVerse on many
    oTheR plaNeTS with oTher symbol maKinG so-called intelligent
    liFE.. but Never the less.. the forCe oF GoD all thAT is liVes oN and
    when you seNse it and FeeL it wiTh mastery of EmoTiOns and SenSEs
    sAMe through physical and emotional intelligences often missed by the minions
    aCross the nations now in this new machine age of screens and faces and fingers
    pasted upon those lights and keyboards too.. what we miss reALLy are the moST
    IMPorTant hUman InteLLiGencEs oF ALL iN ways of MoVinG.. CoNnecTinG creATinG
    SpiRiT oF HeARt in yes.. as i alWay LoVe to say.. mINd and BoDy BaLanCing soUL isReaL…
    trYinG to convince any of this as isREAL to the folks on the Wrong Planet was almost impossible
    wHEre a disorder’s
    main complement
    is a lack of FeeLinG
    and SeNSing any real
    meaning and purpose iN liFE
    and that is what data download
    WiLL do moreso to a hUman Being
    and WiTh the Abuse or neglect form youngest
    ages of Parental distance to A LonGeR diStance from
    peers through youth and even adulthood too.. so.. i moved
    to MaKinG mY own liGht bEfore thaT dArkness took aWay
    any sigNiFicant liGht from me.. as i WriTE oN Free without
    the restraint or censorship of a human soul… yeS.. sET FReED..:)

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/01/10/all-seeing-eye-of-kat/

    From two years ago.. ALL seeing eye of KAT.. surely worth
    quoting aGaiN heRE as WeLL as purrs WiLL suReLy SinG..:)

    For two thousand years..

    many folks have been waiting for a man GOD named Jesus to come back..

    While some folks in the world are killing innocent penned writers

    for making the image of a silly little man..

    GOD

    IS

    already

    BUSY

    INCARNATING

    INTO

    A

    CAT

    YES..

    IN SPEAKING WITH GOD TODAY..

    GOD

    INFORMS ME THAT

    YELLOW

    BOY

    IS

    ACTUALLY JESUS

    RE

    FORMED

    AS

    KAT!

    66

    YES THAT’S PRECISELY 66

    WORDS

    but

    NO

    YELLOW BOY IS NOT A DEVIL

    YELLOW

    BOY

    IS

    KAT!

    THE ONE TRUE

    KAT

    AS

    KING

    OF

    THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE..

    THAT’S A HELL OF A HEAVY LOAD

    FOR

    YELLOW

    BOY

    BUT

    YELLOW

    BOY

    IS

    INCREDIBLY FABULOUS..

    NOW i’m not saying he is gay..

    but he is one queer

    bird

    of

    one

    CAT!

    and

    OFTEN HAPPY TOO!

    IN FACT

    THIS

    CAT

    LOVES ALL HUMAN

    BEINGS EQUALLY AS WELL..

    WHILE MOBY THE GRAY CAT RUNS AND HIDES

    WHEN HUMANS COME..

    YELLOW BOY

    GREETS EVERYONE WITH THE SAME..

    GOLDEN

    SMILE!

    LET’S FACE IT

    GOD IS FRIGGING

    GIVING UP ON

    STUPID

    HUMANS!

    THEY

    JUST AIN’T

    GOT

    NO

    KAT

    SENSE

    ABOUT ‘EM

    ANY MORE!

    SO A GOLDEN FURRED

    CAT

    IS

    JUST

    THE TICKET FOR GOD TO ARRIVE

    INCARNATE

    AND TOTALLY FREE

    KAT

    AS

    ONE

    FORCE

    OF

    POWER

    THIS GO AROUND!

    BUT ANYWAY YELLOW BOY IS

    one RATHER

    HUMBLE CAT

    AS

    KAT!

    AND

    THIS CAT TELLS ME

    THAT TRULY THIS KAT

    IS NO MORE SPECIAL THAN

    ANY OTHER CAT TRULY!

    AND THIS IS HOW

    HE

    PUTS

    IT

    TO

    ME IN TRUTH!

    Yellow Boy says truly

    he is not greater than a grain of sand..

    as

    Even human beings will

    not be able to do much more

    than

    meow

    without

    a

    grain of sand…

    It starts

    with a flesh and blood prehensile thumb..

    and hand with tool of a finger or STICK

    scratching angles into sand..

    copying the connections

    of stars at night..

    eventually

    into tool

    of

    alphabet

    through

    Sanskrit..

    then the tool of

    collective intelligence..

    then complex cultures and

    increasingly complex tools

    of complex culture..

    until humankind

    becomes more the tools

    than actual flesh and blood

    humans of times gone past…

    And truly this is why GOD

    has to come this time

    incarnated as

    KAT

    as humans

    are no longer even

    for

    the most part

    human…

    With

    tears

    of

    GOD

    streaming down..

    streaming down..

    just

    streaming

    down…

    down

    down

    down

    to

    whiskers

    in

    the dark

    393TRUTH393

    1102015

    10

    1

    1045

    10

    1

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/01/09/trinity-of-love/

    And now finAlly from a year ago.. triNiTy of Love that like
    the last MacroVerse as quoted from two years ago.. also
    documents another Casino and Biloxi Beach journey
    as Nature and people and palace photos floW
    aS WeLL.. some folks are more into
    visual images.. others
    music and others
    words.. i
    do a
    trifecta
    and write
    it and act it
    and produce it
    and photograph it.. etc..
    simply cause i Can/WiLL And
    yes.. sure that is much more than
    juST a Trinity oF Love as noWs Go oN..;)

    Perhaps i’LL get back to dVerse and more
    Bridge prompt liNks than juST the one i finished
    today.. but hey.. real liFE calls too and the dance of hiGher
    than
    ever
    BeFore
    iN SonG too..
    heRE iN heAVen
    oF course wRitE and
    SonG and DancE oN Course2..
    not to mention directing it too..
    with God at the helm oF Y i..2..
    but for now
    yes
    the
    five
    letter
    word of rest
    named sleep..:)

  5. Facebook Friend and
    Poet Author Candice
    shares a Poem of photography
    that follows along with a woman’s
    journey of facing breast cancer and
    the real physical and emotional impact
    of both the disease of breast cancer and the
    dArkness of change one must face for survival..
    and i say in
    return..
    That’s courage.. and no.. not many
    people have that kind of courage..
    to expose the parts
    of life that
    are less than
    money making.. sharable..
    or likable or follower-able
    or whatever doesn’t fit
    in the cultural plate of
    expectations and
    limitations..
    it’s as
    important to face the dArk
    parts of life as well as the liGht
    so we can understand better how
    both aspects of life mix to make what is..now
    And now i saY in terms of Bohemian Rhapsody
    by Queen and Magic Flute by Mozart there are many
    invisible dis-Eases of human that are almost totally created
    by culture per the plate we are born with.. spoon-fed now from
    wee age.. to what will come as expectations and limitations of culture..
    politics.. religion and an overall philosophy of existential intelligence
    that will get us through life if we find any pARt of lifE sAcred and HoLy
    WiTh Meaning and Purpose aT aLL.. and surely that is the job of culture..
    religion.. politics and philosophy to bRinG to Us to live a better life.. of course
    Freddie Mercury had an invisible breast cancer that one can surely attribute to
    his neuro-diverse and bio-diverse Nature from a small Persian country that does not
    accept
    the different
    among folks
    in fundamentalist
    Religious way of
    seeing a strict
    way of
    spoon fed life
    from birth to control
    through fears and promises
    same.. whether they are empty
    or illusory depends on the ink blot
    test of life one sees depending of course
    on what spoon fed culture.. religion.. politics
    or philosophy they are fed from birth or if they are
    really lucky they escape.. they escape what can be illusory
    fears and empty promises of culture overall which surely houses
    the other elements of Intelligence i mention iN heARt.. and SpiRit and
    SoUL to GroW iN mINd and BoDy BaLAnCinG way oF MoVinG ConNecTing
    and CreaTing ways WiTh iMaGiNatiOn iN Free ShArinG and GiVinG total way..
    No doubt Freddie Mercury freed himself from those limitations and expectations
    spoon-fed to him from his culture of origin.. not much different than the underlying
    theme of the Magic Flute Opera by Mozart iN taking off the veils of ignorance and
    CoMinG into liGht in a miX of SciEnce and Art oF Mind that works for freedom
    with both reason and feeling and sensing mind in yes as i love to say
    MoVinG.. CoNnecTing and creATinG ways wHere hUman
    iMAgiNATioN is unleashed and released in greater
    GiVing and ShaRinG way.. iN a Quantum
    metaphor of more of hUmAN
    poTenTial come to fruition
    for Now.. sure the
    Apocalypse
    as the
    original Greek
    Definition says
    lifting the veils of ignorance
    and being the wind of Free AkA
    as partners WiTh GoD aLLoNE..
    or call it a blue turtle as it is the
    essence of Free and Love that counts..
    nah.. this isn’t a well formed Lamp but the liGht does FloW and GroW oN..:)

    AnyWay.. as i drasticAlly change the thOughts inside my head with some pre-planning
    and direction but not much.. a photo of me back two years ago as shared by
    the Facebook Algorithm memory generator with what looks like might
    be a Magnum PI old Gold Ferrari.. and i’ll use that label as
    i often like to compare a human who travels within
    to find their answers and practices them
    for heaven now.. a finely tuned
    Ferrari although my
    Honda Civic
    Coupe
    wiLL
    do juST
    fInE.. thank
    you.. hehE.. as i make
    it a point now not to get caught
    up in materialistic attachments wHere the
    Car Becomes the Love and the home becomes
    the God.. i can’t say i never did that though as i waxed
    my cars like children i loved and trimmed every blade
    of grass in straight sidewalk flow to impress the
    neighbors too as that is the general way
    our spoon-fed culture BringS uS uP
    to be as the tools rather
    than the flesh
    and blood
    reflections of
    all of Nature per
    God all thaT is wHeRe
    wE Develop a soUL rather
    than Trump Towers aS Such..
    and i am beyond disgusted with
    Trump as any other human with
    common decency at this point
    will be for those who
    see a
    Love/God more
    than a car and
    a house and some
    expensive clothes and
    even a dream of an actual heaven
    with gold and emerald floors like an
    OZ aS Such too.. with a big headed lie
    and a little old man inside.. after watching Obama’s
    Speech last niGht it’s not hard to understand why he got
    the Nobel Peace Prize before he deserved it for at least
    allowing folks with any opportunity to have health care that
    they never had before at all.. life or death per se.. per the first
    paRt of this marathon holy spirit creative Flow per Breast cancer as such..
    nah.. you don’t wanna get cancer without health care as the emergency room
    will not cover the treatments from A to Z to potential recovery as WeLL.. you can just
    die.. kinda like an abortion in youth to middle age and let’s hope that there is enough
    heARt.. SpiRit and SoUL in the Republican pArty not to sentence adults to death in the
    future
    of what
    our country
    will or will
    not be coming
    next.. if there
    is any Good Cop Jesus
    left in tHeir Back pocket they
    WiLL thiNk twice before they
    sign the execution papers..
    that was Obama’s
    greaTEst
    achievement..
    almost unbelievable
    that it actually happened
    and he the only man at this
    point in the political arsenal in
    this Century with the right stuff.. so far
    to make it happen in any way shape or fashion..
    there is no doubt that all republicans and those who
    support that party are going to suffer greatly at the hands
    of a political wave of Trump in as far as carrying on more conservative
    adventures in the future as the younger generation will never forget this go
    around and they will be the ‘New Sanders’ voters next.. yep.. what comes around
    goes around.. and perhaps the next Democratic President will win the Noble Peace
    prize
    in
    advance
    too as now we
    have the Nuclear
    option
    of
    the
    so-called
    Nazi callling
    Trump who he says he
    is the Greatest God created
    creature to create jobs ever in
    all of the world here.. as sure he
    just made himself a self proclaimed
    savior without even a need to wear sheep’s
    clothes at all with sTiLL considerable support
    from minions.. sheep same.. and since i am never
    running for office and i only answer to God all that is
    as Nature.. i have no fears of taLinG the TrUth and LiGht
    As ThAT DancEsSinGS iN mE for NoW as it is the founding fathers
    of the United States and God who are moreover responsible for my
    ability now to write a close to One Million word Bible on my own little
    effort
    with
    a ‘little’
    help from
    my FriEnds and i
    WiLL say both Mozart
    and Freddie have hElped
    me on my journey and paths
    of life as both were champions
    of great focus required to create
    timeless pieces of Art with
    creative
    control
    within
    tHeir reach
    in countries free
    enough to fully allow
    them to be all of who they
    were and still are per the KA of
    tHeiR heARt.. SpiRit and SoUL Now
    at the reach of an all free YouTube
    seARch foR noW.. while some folks
    are battling over dollar bills otHeRs oF
    uS are STiLL HaVinG the HeaVeN oF ouR LiFe..
    Free now.. juSt cause we can as nothing really
    matters as long as Freedom Rings in terms of illusory
    fears and empty promises sAMe when thiS HeAVen is both Free and IsReaL NoW..
    in a Bohemian Rhapsody and MaGiC FluTe that carries on like the wiNd alWays free..
    and sure.. even a timeless piece of Art oF mINd and BoDY BaLanCing soUL mINe of mY
    own personal 1M or so 1 man bible of all i AM WiTh GoD noW.. mY FiEld oF DreAMs
    mY
    GoD
    i
    AM.. FReED..
    and suRe.. the
    HeAvEN is noW
    ReAL iS the IcInG
    on the CaKe of TotALLy FReED..
    doesn’t jusT coMe from a country iT
    cOmes now from GoD WiThIN i AM Now..
    and as far as dollar bills and Trumps
    go and such as tHat.. pLay wiTh yoUr toys
    as trUst me oR noT wHAt i have i WiLL take WitH
    me and
    no one
    can
    take
    thAT HeAveN
    Away for Now..
    forevermore now..
    iN oTheR words i wiN
    without TrYiNG.. Trump Fans..
    and as far as after death while i cannot
    prove it too.. tRuST me or NoT iT works precisely the sAMe
    way as what you create as Love stays WiTh you as well as the Fear and Hate that
    never changes
    over
    to HoPe.. and LoVe..
    and never ending JoY NoW..
    As pure Faith lASTiNG..
    Believe
    iT
    or NoT
    RiPleY’s..
    Horatio LiVes noW..
    and KiLroY is HeRe..;)

  6. One of my favorite portraits is that of a country
    road that goes on off into the distance
    and it just so happens there is
    one in my neighborhood
    all free for the taKing
    whenever i
    wanna
    use
    my
    smARt pHOne
    noW iN thAT way..
    and it’s funny.. iN my
    own personal journey
    and paths to HeaVen from
    within and through creativity
    of how i make my miNd and
    BoDy SoUL and SpiRit
    of heARt as
    BaLanCing
    Force
    into not a tool of
    culture butT an instrument
    of God thaT/wHo co-creates
    wHeRe all of liFE
    is both a
    poeTry
    and SonG
    prompt WiTh a Dance accompanying
    thaT SonG oF LiFe at a whim as smALL as
    me raiSing one arm in bliss without a word aT aLL
    as with 6666 miles plus now in over 40 months oF public
    DancE with thousands upon thousand of positive liGht noW
    and EmoTioNAlly And SeNsoRy toucHinG YouTube SonGS moRe
    provided free by way of smARt phone and ear buds sAMe.. mY
    entire body aS every Cell Now beCoMes A memory and realiTy SonG
    noW as musical instrument that has no limits or expectations sAMe..
    now.. don’t get me wrong.. to metaphor this in words over science as science
    currently has no way to meaSuRE this BliSs is not easy.. but never the less and
    alWays more iT IS A Blissful MoVinG cONneCTinG EmoTiONal and SeNsory NirVaNA
    experience now that needs no words aT aLL.. Whitman’s Body Electric has come
    trUe for ME never enDinG noW.. And i’M sure otHeRs who dance free and make tHeir
    boDy into a musical instrument feel and sense this bliss too.. many.. without the poetry
    much aT aLL to scribe the FeeLinGs and SeNSEs of HeaVen noW.. and that’s what i try
    to do NoW iN this Million Word or so Bible heAR.. to provide a spArk.. any sPArk aT all thaT
    miGht lead someone to all free HeAVen noW.. HuMan Colors are those oF EmoTiOns NoW
    and SeNSEs sAMe while folks are searching for the answers in forms of materialistic
    things all the bliss and HeaVEn is WaiTing to cOMe aliVE dorMant as poTenTial
    WiThin.. and trUe.. we have so many man-made tools to hELp take uS thEir
    now.. built by systemizing folks who rarELy ever made it close to this
    Heaven now within.. more fully experienced.. so yes.. i give
    thanks to all the robot minds in systemizing
    way who could not feel and sense
    this Heaven who made
    the tools that
    so much
    hELp
    oN practice
    and staycation now..
    forevermore now iN Heaven
    NoW.. i remember someone saying
    one time.. you aren’t in heaven that’s just
    a bunch of Neurochemicals ands Neurohormones
    and oThER Bio-Chemical reactions happening inside..
    but you see.. the difference is.. those material reductionists
    were not eXperienCinG the syNergy of those minute pArts of HeaVeN
    now.. juST ’cause it’s real and measurable iN pARt noW.. don’t make
    the synergy of Heaven experienced any less of a super duper nature
    way of being for those who never enter into the greenest of meadows here
    with a country road that has the broad band width Now oF a place with opaque
    windows that some folk do not find at all for now.. other than that.. i scribe it noW as
    aLL aS instructed by God iN God speak as tHeRE is so much more than this of HeaVEn to relate
    that no one would believe anyway.. likely.. if they haven’t even got to this point.. yeT.. Floating
    on terrestrial land in total BaLAncinG Continuing Force with nary a FeeLinG of Gravity
    is anoTHeR benefit oF A LiFe of DAncE.. wiTh the Songs that go along WiTh thAT..
    sure.. much better than walKinG oN water as you can do that with a surf board
    already and this way ya rarely to ever fall down.. or even get wet… hehe..
    unless ya dance in the rain.. as when you become SpRing.. SpRinG
    lasts
    forever
    noW
    iN
    A Meadow
    that is road
    and Beach
    noW and
    Ocean WhOle sAMe..
    And alWays DiFfeREnt too..
    AnyWay it’s more than safe to say
    i kNow/FeeL the otHEr Side of Ventura Highway
    too.. as i once sat in a hypnotist office.. yes.. then..
    an insurance approved place.. for potential recovery
    from pain.. and when the hypnotist/psychotherapist
    asked me what i saw of that road in FeeLinG SeNSinG
    way.. i looked toward her Aquarium and said i AM that
    GOld Fish.. swimming in circles in HeLL noW.. WeLL.. the road
    is open now and i AM alWays hOme owN it.. no more GOld Fish here..iN HeLL..:)

  7. And now i’m gonna have a little fun
    With a Gypsy Song version of Hotel
    California With the Dude from
    the Big Lebowski..
    wHEre any
    thinG goES
    as you see/FeeL..
    iF you can’t see the
    big picture.. Horatio’s
    in the sense and since
    of God’s Big Picture FeeL
    oF Synchronicity iN Purpose
    And Meaning as Holy and Sacred
    aLL thAT is.. as aLL of existence is synergy
    Now of the masterpiece of God that is both we
    as eYes of God and Brush oF goD sAme noW
    as fractals All oF A reaLiTy from the point of material
    reductionists that might look like Random soup but as you
    miGht come to see and hear with deeper eYes/eaRS.. as Carl Sagan
    even then says too.. it’s not the pARts but how iT’s put toGEthEr thaT iS
    aMAZING MORE THAN A LIST OF F iN fActS.. here’s the thing.. our bRains
    reflect the univERse.. so below as above.. as neurons and stArs sAMe.. sure..
    diFFeREnt too.. but only iN scope and size and overall Function in size as WeLL
    but don’t forget as Yoda says.. size matters noT.. we are God THERe and God
    iS HeRE and TheRe too.. yes.. omnipresent one miGht DancE and SinG
    as any CosmiC DanceR whOle and pARt of whoLe WiLL jusT do
    as Goddess of Victory Nike miGht juST DancE and SinG too..
    wE are but a smALL and whOle pARt of not juST neurons
    and stars butT UniVerse oF God consciousness too..
    have you already forgotten so below as above..
    weLL.. while both hemispheres of our bRain
    match a metaphor of hemispheres
    oF eARTh and as we connect
    HoLDinG smARt PhOnes
    and such too.. we
    are the
    STars
    and
    Neurons
    sAME and
    yes as i surElY
    loVe to DancE and
    SinG.. yes.. oh God yes!..
    DiFferent too.. ya see.. ya have
    to see more of the complexity oF iT
    to get a more full appreciation of what
    the verb God IS.. anYway.. juSt cALL me tIMe’s
    man of the yeAR who relatively speaKinG no one
    kNows but God aLL aS oNe.. and yes.. Jesus F. iN
    Christ i was a BowLinG aLLeY Dude for almost two
    decades too.. and by the way.. tiMe is juST a clOck
    noW and alarm one’s mess up Lucid Waking DreAMs..
    and yes.. tHeir are dARk pArts oF A purple Jesus too
    that folks have made into a royal God too.. iN thAT Brief
    Case faLLinG out of thaT car soon to be recovered now.. is no..
    not a a ticket to a million dollars but a million words and plus much
    more recoveRed noW for all of Those who can hear and see thAT noW..
    and hell no.. i am not THE DUDE.. as i’Ve said before i AM A dude okay and
    if you are reAlly into Brevity.. not likely YA can hang wiTh me heHe.. and wild
    and free friends that are women.. sure.. i have a few.. but the only child me and
    my lady friEnd are conceiving is this WorD cHIld STiL GroWinG heAR.. and yes.. yA
    can call this Hotel California too.. i have a FeeLinG it is possible now for even one person
    to get stuck in here for one hundred thousand views.. from France per chance.. and i made
    this into a Heaven Hotel and not a HeLL one for those of you conspiracy theorists who think
    the Eagles are a devil worshipping band.. they are not afraid of the DArk and neither AM i..he
    HE.. i’Ve met my Devil.. face to face and have soundly defeated him iN endless sleep.. what else..
    yeah.. per other pArts oF that movie.. i kNow.. i’ve been in bed with all sides now both in metaphor
    and heHe.. literal way too.. onLY virtuAlly aS Such2.. buT to get a job dOne of this size one must be lawyer.. judge and super
    spy and soldier too.. eTc2.. but no.. like Isaiah said.. before we got another dude as a sun soldier sword
    god2 in three parts one.. But naked.. all he promised was A dude who would come with words.. surELy iN A Book oF eLi.. i AM such A Dude too.. but the key IS A dude and not the only dude..
    God is
    allone
    tHeir
    iS NO
    separation
    of all thAT is
    but the illusions
    put forth when symbols
    oF aLL kinds become idols of all thaT iS..
    S E P A R A T e ugh F iN Separate noW..
    it’s not like God is looking for our respect
    reALLy.. it’s only God within asKinG politely
    like any cat trapped in a patio who can not get out
    with a real functionally disabling disorder like Feline
    Leukemia.. pleASe lET me out.. as i for one STiLL hEAr thE
    CaLL oF God
    thAT is
    WiLd
    and
    Free SaMe noW..
    D i F F e R e N T..
    yes.. my friEnds.. this
    is the Heaven Version of Hotel
    California now.. coMe and go as you
    pLease or not aT aLL and pleasE reMember
    to sET yoursELf free of even thiS place heRe..
    as everyone’s HeaVen DanceS and SinGS FReER
    when we are all actors.. producers.. and directors sAMe aS OWN pLaY..
    And DiFFeRenT as pointS oF LIGht and liFE oF GoD’s eYes now..
    iN TruTh..
    it’s kindA
    obvious
    that the
    Big Lebowski
    God iN ISREAL
    Essence all that is
    IS A ratHeR DiVerse DuDe ONEALL..;)

  8. Hmm.. WeLL.. by NoW.. iF you don’t thiNK REaliTy
    is stranger than FictiOn
    who would have
    thouGht
    that Back
    to the future
    rEaLLy did/does predict
    the future on purpose thennow
    aS Such as yes.. Biff was actuAlly
    Based on Trump per the words
    of the actual writer of that film..
    and it’s worth
    noting
    too
    that
    the Cubs
    winning the
    World Series was A
    P R E D I C T I V E NOTE
    then too.. yes.. ReaLiTy nowthen
    too.. iS surELy Stranger than fiction
    and trULy Trump sHows one can seT
    out to do EiTheR dARk or liGht sTuFF WiTh
    Faith and make BLack or WhitE mAGiC cOme
    to fruiTion2.. iT aPpears thaT we need and perHaps
    haVe moRe WhiTE MaGiCiaNs to counter-ACT thE
    imPacT of what does apPeAR to be the real nocebo
    Effect iMpACT oF
    Misery
    LoveS
    CompaNy
    and sPawns
    moRe dArk coMpany
    SAMe.. pleAse coMe ouT
    and pLay morE.. yA WhiTe
    MaGiCIAn folks wiTh tHe smARt..
    FeaRLess and UncoNDiTioNal
    Sacred Pure Love that Battles
    Doubt.. Fear
    and
    hate
    With Joy NoW aLL
    overFiLLing and FloWinG noW..
    anyWAy.. thIS iS My inCANtATiON
    FoR NOW.. and perHaps thiS whOle
    NoTrE dAMe Hunchback’s Bible iS too
    from befoRe Back to A FuTure too.. iN HeLL..
    aS tHis verSiON noW Will Do for ME aT leASt..
    as the poor in spirit and the meek and the last
    get ‘er all dONe iN the BacKGrOUnd aS Such..FiRst PerHaps..
    As they say..
    what did the Fox say..
    And Michael2.. he wHo..;)

  9. i suppose it’s about time as far as cLocK
    illusions go to visit the dVerse PoeT
    tEam online aGain with
    the Bridge
    prompt
    as the
    Bridges
    continue
    to build
    around HeaVen
    heRe.. enjOYing
    aLL oF iT juST for FuN..
    the reward i suppose for juST
    maKinG iT through.. heHe..noW..:)

    Libraries oF oLd
    Libraries Of New
    Libraries sOld
    Libraries
    created
    aNew
    hmm.. bridge
    within out of books..:)

    sMiLes..
    my friEnd..
    perHaps A
    greAtest And
    hardEst
    bridge
    IS A
    pass
    out oF A
    cocoon.. takes
    cOurAge over words..
    wHeRe liFE becOMes
    essence
    of poeTry
    over Form..
    Essence DanceS and SingS Free..:)

    Stone Faced
    Bridges
    Support
    FLow
    oF water BeLow..:)

    SMiLes.. reminds me of the old
    railroad trestle bridge that
    has lasted decades longer
    than me in my
    5.. DanCinG
    and SinGinG
    and at the age of
    5.. before TV waS iN
    a shot gun home by the
    whistle of railroad tracks
    that shook the block foundation
    of those wooden floors.. LooKinG
    at thAT BridGe ImAginATiOn bred
    moRe ways of LooKinG aT LiFE
    than any
    LiBrary
    could
    iMaGinE
    then.. i suppose
    that is what’s missing
    iN liFE these days.. my friEnd..
    BridGinG ImAginAtion CreaTinG moRe..:)

    There’s an Interstate
    10 Loop boardwalk bridge
    underneath the big concrete
    bridge in Biloxi CaSinos way..
    And while the wife
    plays with
    the one
    Arm bandits..
    i relax wiTh
    Nature tHeir..
    A place for homeless
    folks to rest tHeir head..
    surELy mOre A gift oF lifE
    than thaT new Scarlet Pearl
    that Trump built on the other siDe..
    funny.. how homeless can work with A HuMan
    soUL.. morE BridGes needED to SpiRit oF HeART..:)

    2008.. standing on a cOld
    and Wintery Beach
    about this
    date now
    it seems
    iN January
    then.. a bridge
    to a past of 33 years
    or so of work that was
    on the verge of literally
    killing me then.. i let it go..
    like a comet tale that had become
    me.. for 66 months thEre were no
    more FeeLinG chapters of mY liFe..
    And finAlly
    i shook
    that
    bridge
    To HeLL oFF..
    and yes.. 66 months later
    almost to date and 42 months
    since the third week of July 2013..
    i cAMe bAck and tHeRe is no going
    back or forward as the bridge floats
    forevermore NoW iN the
    ulTimate
    preSent
    of
    tHis
    moMent
    NoW.. yeS..
    LIFe is too short…
    And Long Forevermore
    noW iN MaKinG every letter
    A poem.. every note A song that soars..
    And every step a dance thaT Never enDs noW oN..:)

    sMiLes.. your Train of chaos
    and Destruction plunging
    to a deep
    watery
    end surely
    reminds me of
    politics lately
    that is a circus
    moreover now than
    gridlock that never ends..
    and oh gosh.. the train
    isn’t
    even on
    the tracks
    or close
    to the Bridge yet..
    hmm.. the liGht is
    clearly and visibly dArk
    in the Tunnel of political lore now2..;)

    Well that does 8 for now as i don’t
    wanna be late for an extreme workout
    and martial arts and ballet mix
    of free style
    morE noW..
    of sacred
    and holy
    purpose and
    meaning and that IS A
    key to HeAVen now @leASt
    foR me.. maKe iT all HoLY
    and SaCred MeaNing and PurPose
    And HeaVen comes as predictable
    as the planets that hold tHeir
    orbit as Holy and Sacred iN
    Meaning and Purpose
    iN dedication
    to staYinG
    oN tRAck
    WithouT
    a fALL
    oFF orbiT noW2..:)

    01112017.. 5:31 pm..
    PerHaps.. i’LL be
    bAck to
    do
    some
    dreAM
    weaving laTer2..;)

  10. As named by The American Indians.. January
    Full Wolf Moon aRiSing iN the morning on the
    12th before the publish
    of this “CoLoRs oF
    HeAVeN Bible 2017”
    on tomorrow
    way of 12th too..
    of course iN this
    737th MacroVerse
    overall of longest long
    form poem in the current
    record of human being on
    Google as WeLL.. and sure it’s
    not too hard to prove that considering
    that the other longest effort was 1.8 Million
    words and just the Bible portion of this longest
    long form poem is closing in on 1M words iN around
    Seven and a half months.. hey.. you kNow what ‘they’ now
    say.. BrinG the Money as Word count or iT didn’t even happen
    as numbers go.. hmm.. easily provable it is for now.. coMinG
    to both Facebook and several blogs too.. hehe.. will anyone
    care.. sure.. reliably as alWays this builder of this field of
    DrEAms heRE.. i Am an original.. i fit in no wHere
    but that is what originals do.. they stand
    out from the other crowds of words..
    haha.. well.. with that said
    and Dream Weaver
    moVinG on now
    back to
    bridges
    and
    dVerse for
    a while longer
    as long as i can keep
    the eyelids open.. as surely don’t
    you think writing close to a million words
    of free verse poetry miGht be a little tiring at
    the rate of 130 thousand words a month with
    166.66 miles to go with that in DancE.. hmm..
    what do super heroes do.. believe it or not
    Horatio and Kilroy too.. they were
    here and they
    sTiLL
    are
    haha.. with
    or without capes
    tHeRE is more than
    many ways to flY allone..
    iN FloW iN ZoNE NoW..:)

    Hmm.. this reminds
    me of dreams of bridges
    one rides on that slowly
    gather water like
    a septic
    tank
    overflow..
    roads that go
    no where but
    under muddy
    waters of
    storm
    siNk..
    oH.. Lord..
    Roads that
    make one
    happy to wake uP..
    From Dream Bridge SuNk..;)

    Wow.. the drum circles comes alive and
    while i’ve been invited to a few
    and never made it yet..
    my cousin makes
    a living with
    drums and
    other ways
    of making human
    music in synch with otHers
    iN/oF joy as we connect alive..
    and hehe.. i just dance and just
    finished 6666 miles in 40 months
    all around my metro area jusT for
    fun as measured precisely by GPS
    Nike sports watch too.. i surely have
    some stories wHere dance connects too..
    iN
    a Bridge
    oF never
    ending fun
    that continues
    to spread on as..
    sure.. word gets around
    iN Trump Land North Florida..
    when one steps out off a bridge like this..
    in now
    what has
    become
    happy feet
    And foot loose town2..;)

    Tender wrists makes
    fair of folly and love
    brave heART
    withstands
    both
    With
    LiVinG
    SPiRit
    RiSing
    wiTh
    a Song sTiLL..:)

    Oh Goodness.. Bridges
    leaDinG into fog
    or sea..
    somewhat
    of a nightmare
    that used to
    repeat
    then..
    replaCinG once
    dreAms oF FlyINg
    Free.. hmm.. noW
    i luciD wake dreAM..
    water air sWiMflies me..:)

    SMiLes
    my friEnd..
    too many
    bridges
    is
    what
    led me
    to look within..;)

    Yes.. my FriEnd..
    it’s trUe.. hUman
    EmoTions/seNses
    polliNate
    A Human
    world..
    oh.. the hope..
    oh.. the belief..
    oh.. the faith
    when these
    EmoTions/
    seNsES..
    cOMe
    isReaL..
    As Rose oF FloWers LoVe..:)

    A BRain IS A poTenTial
    HouSing oF A ZiLliOn
    and more
    Bridges
    to
    connect.. ‘tween
    tEars separate
    from Body
    IS half
    A
    SoUl thaT makes..:)

    It’s
    ironic..
    trUly
    it is.. as
    bigger bridges
    can bEcoMe
    mOre
    iNvisible..
    aS nowS go oN..;)

    I kNow you
    don’t mean to..
    in a-causal connecting principle
    oF synchronicity.. and i’M not
    sure iF iT was last time
    when i dropped by..
    per noting more then..
    when i got enough
    break to visit
    dVerse
    aGAin
    and saw
    you toward the
    end again Lynn..
    but with an act of
    unwavering faith i am
    in the process of finishing
    the end of another Bible now..
    66 Macro-Verses at 990K words long..
    hehe.. that’s a mighty long bridge oF Faith
    finished in around 7 and a half months now..
    my Friend..
    Jesus
    wasn’t
    kidding
    per words
    of John 14:12..
    or maybe i was/am
    naive as almost every
    Christian i meet scoffs at that
    reaLiTy
    noW..
    except for
    a rap singer
    or two i met on
    the road when i finished
    6666 miles of public praise
    dance in precisely 40 months.. too..
    not many folks are interested in that
    these days.. my friend.. not realizing
    that
    those
    days
    are these noW..:)

    So.. many dARk
    BridGes that mix
    with liGht bridges too
    and surely i can relate
    to the farm accident
    of the small
    toddler as
    my cousin’s
    small son
    was backed
    over by a car
    at a home and
    she recently
    overdosed
    after
    her
    grandma..
    my Aunt.. passed
    away.. bridges to dARk
    BridGes to liFE the gifT
    of all that
    is
    liGht
    and dARk..as iS..
    i too savor liGht
    after passing
    through
    66
    months
    of the dARk niGht of the soUL
    wHere A plead iN bleed oF
    death is all that’s left..
    as
    LiGht
    LivES NoW..:)

    SMiLes.. FriEnd..
    i’m juSt finishing
    a poem toniGht..
    one could noW
    caLL iT a bridge
    i suppose.. Tree..
    or Lamp of 990K or
    so words.. perHaps
    A Bible too.. NoW iN
    66 MacroVerse ways
    aRound 15K words a verse..
    in 7 and a half months and i guess
    the reason this bridge reminds me oF
    it aGaIn as i am cloSinG in the last Micro-Verses
    of this 66 MacroVerse now.. is.. JuSt ’cause iT is..
    a MaRk
    oF
    noW
    to beGiN
    aGaIN.. UnAbridged..:)

    Dance for me..
    A Bridge
    to
    miNd
    And BoDy..:)

    WeLL it surely not
    so sure it’s well lit
    Lillian..
    but never
    the less hmm..
    yes… the Trumpet
    Blows and the
    Trump’s here..
    and i was juSt enjoying
    an aMusing video wHeRe Biff
    who became President in the
    not so nice version of Back to the Future
    was actually inspired by the live Character Trump..
    anyway.. makes
    for excellent
    dARk
    poEtry
    muse and
    lEt’s hope
    things settle
    out a little and
    while i’M at it since
    it seems that you are
    the only dVerse administrator
    i converse with any more ..a thanks
    goes out from me to dVerse as tonight
    i am finishing a 66 Macro-Verse pArt of
    a sTiLL exceeding 3.3 Million plus word long
    form poem at 737 Macro-Verses with
    the most recent mega chapter as
    sorts of 990K or so free
    verse words
    to go.. now2…
    i’m cAlling
    it a bible of
    sortS and it
    stARTed then
    on Memorial
    day of 2016..
    dVerse has/is been
    an integral paRt of
    my poEtry muse.. so far my FriEnd…
    i appreciate all ya’LL do.. and sorry i
    couldn’t fit in any more.. hehe.. as far as liNking..goes..
    but ya kNow/FeeL.. i’m sure.. in the world of creation
    not everyone fits in the sAMe.. haha.. as winds bloW oN..
    and noW2..
    Hurricanes
    of words2
    and word
    tsUNaMi’s
    As such too..;)

    SMiLes.. i just
    got a movie
    maker
    memory
    scene from
    Saturday Night
    Fever and that
    Brooklyn
    famous
    bridge
    jumping
    scene.. Lord
    knows.. been there
    almost and done
    that smaller bridge
    too.. aRound these pArts..
    tHeRE is alWays someone
    to save ‘ya’ though..
    as bridges
    of
    Love
    do literALLy saVe..
    truth be tOld.. i was
    too
    Loved
    to Die..
    a poetic
    beginning to
    an otherwise
    ending bridge.. mY friEnd..
    as the dice come uP.. Seven Heaven LiVinG..:)

    SMiLes.. my FriEnd..
    A best bridge
    i ever
    fiNd
    IS A
    one that floats wiThiN
    inSide Gravity Free
    Air full and water
    flow as LiFE
    DancES
    and SinGS
    oN so poeTicAlly
    as TrUth and liGht hiGh
    skeYes aBove meet eARTh beLow..
    me..
    and
    i hope
    the sAMe for you..
    better.. mY friEnD..:)

    WeLL that finishes
    all 24 of what
    dVerse
    offers
    for Bridges
    and surELy
    sleep
    for
    me noW
    for SpRinG
    to arise aGaiN
    in Panhandle Sunshine more..:)

    01122017.. 12:52 am…:)

  11. https://gigoid.me/2017/01/12/bitter-whimsy/

    SMiLes.. my friEnd gigoid.. nice to
    see you back and sure.. i can
    relate to the
    somewhat
    changing
    climate of the human
    who is becoming more
    robotic and less human even
    when it comes to failing to look up
    from a customer service desk with
    eyes glued on screen.. and truly
    it’s a symptom of culture
    moreover than
    human
    as humans
    are not classically evolved
    to staY iN mechanical cognition
    noW verses the social empathy that
    glues togeTheR thAT one can describe
    as the altruistic innate good pARt of liFe
    and liGht thaT can sadly move in the otheR
    so-called dArk and Evil pArt of souLess.. heaRtless
    and SpiRitless person wHere these human virtues are
    organic and real and yes hard for some folks to empiricAlly
    measure but still as real and organic as the dirt and grains
    we sAnd on that hold up mountains of Love iN hUman beings
    wHo never give up..
    and in that place of
    so-called psychopathy
    that i for one have seen
    up close and personal in an
    organic non-emotionless state
    wHere all that can be felt left is
    pleasure of pain that is no pleasure
    at all but change from pain internally
    when emotions do die and are so hard to put
    into words my friend but IS A true organic state..
    the horror there of facing the fACT that even with
    logos of reason that remains with a moral code we
    are Nature’s slaves and face the action and consequence
    of doing.. whether our intentions set out were of the best of completing
    a seemingly impossible task.. in other words.. one must grow empathy
    and compassion for oneself and do what is required soley and souly
    to save oNe’s heARt.. sPiRit and SoUL when oThers.. including culture
    as whole.. work.. school.. and other so-called requirements would take
    that away as chronic stress can and will eventually erase not only the human
    heARt… SpiRit and SoUL in seNseS and EmoTiOns at core of what is organically
    and all naturally isReaL.. but one’s very life.. starting at all bodily systems from
    respiratory.. to cardiovascular to endocrine and every other autonomic
    and sentient paRt oF liFe.. i used to post blog posts almost every day
    as a routine of sorts.. and i used to complete every task for
    decades at work without fail and make straight A’s
    in school without fail.. and trim every blade
    of grass around the sidewalkS in
    perfect towel hung
    level same and
    used to
    fret over
    the hairs disappearing
    off of the crown of my
    head at 18 years old too..
    and it’s true my friEnd as the
    Ice Princess on Frozen said..
    some nows ya just gotta let go of
    culture.. get naked and let that shit all escape a septic tank of sunk..
    it’s all relative but when it’s bliss and nirvana and heaven now heRe tHeRe
    IS A reaLity that Life is Good.. and the journey tHeRE iS oNe oN one’s personal
    path in a field of dreams that is as organically real and perhaps as difficult now
    to put into words as a concept of a living God all that is jusT as isreal/organic
    too.. and full of dARk and liGht and sHades of purgatory grey to
    Rainbow colors that one has never fElt and SenSED Before
    iN what feels and senses like liVing a thouSand lifetimes
    in one liFe iN one second now as Heaven is
    only full
    as the
    moment of NOW..
    thaT my FriEnd is
    wHEre i alWAys
    travel too.. now..
    no distance..
    no space
    no
    time
    but Heaven now..
    and it’s true.. throughout all
    history this my friend without any
    material goods or status or power at
    all is the HiGhest Gate of an ivory
    tower that most people
    never experience
    but a
    Yellow
    boy
    like my cat..
    Heaven is organic
    i s R E A L No W
    no different than the
    all we can cAll a blue
    turtle or whatever the FucK…
    getting tHere IS A iSREaL miracle..
    staYing tHeRe IS A Practice oF a liFE WeLL LIVinG
    WaTer.. FindinG iT can take a lifetime of seeKinG it to even
    escape the robotic machine world we live in mind/body today..
    But as Neo miGht say.. those who can and will are alloWed to unplug..
    it’s worth noting that in the Renaissance only about 5 percent of the
    populace enjoyed any part of that thriving colorful awakening culture..
    Not much
    has
    changed
    my FriEnd..
    as our nature’s
    and our struggles
    in the environment do reMain..
    tHere are sTiLL the minions in both
    fiction and real who will sheep/mundane theiR
    way to follow and support the most despicable leaders ever..
    so life goes.. dARk sHades of Grey and BeyONd Rainbow Renaissance colors2..
    mY
    FriEnd..
    and now
    to begin
    iN
    response
    to pearls..:)

    “The minions on the
    Wrong Planet
    website
    called
    this di·ar·rhe·a..
    from tHeir septic tank view..;)”

    -Despicable wHo
    (me)

    “Everything can be filed under “miscellaneous”.

    ~~ Dilbert, Scott Adams ~~

    i let it all
    go
    and live..:)

    (oh by A way..
    this IS a monoLific
    Haibunfredbun
    with a
    myriad
    of American
    style Haiku
    allfred aS Such..;)

    -as one big riff

    “There are only two mistakes one can make along the road to truth:
    (1) not going all the way; and
    (2) not starting.”

    ~~ Buddha ~~

    no
    prob
    bud..;)

    “Freedom is not free. Free men are not equal. Equal men are not free.”

    ~~ Subtle Bee ~~

    This is true..
    a clitoris
    is smaller
    and
    CAN
    come
    more often..;)

    “The keenest sorrow is to recognize ourselves
    as the sole cause of all our adversities.

    ~~ Sophocles ~~

    Oh.. to be
    born
    without
    a clitoris..
    oh now..
    the sorrow..
    oh now.. the inferiority..
    oh my God.. Victoria’s Secret..
    totALLy exposed iN Female Superiority..;)

    Oh.. the joy
    no one
    can
    predict
    what
    i’LL
    do
    neXT..
    living without a
    roboT all let go..;)

    “As I look at your image,
    I see only the light which was not absorbed.”

    ~~ Mark Middleton ~~

    Unpredictable
    people
    are
    definitely
    harder to see..
    let’s face it..
    liGht
    goes
    wHeRe
    iT
    wiLL
    be..
    FReED..;)

    “It will not out of the flesh that is bred in the bone.”

    ~~ John Heywood (c. 1565) — Proverbes, Part ii, Chap. viii~~

    Life
    is
    real

    “What sane person could live in this world and not be crazy?”

    ~~ Ursula K. LeGuin ~~

    Culture is illusion
    and isreal too..:)

    All is
    real
    is
    real..:)

    As is

    “Rotten wood cannot be carved.”

    ~~ Confucius ~~

    ~~ Analects, Book 5, Ch. 9 ~~

    In the part of this universe that we know there is great injustice,
    and often the good suffer, and often the wicked prosper,
    and one hardly knows which of those is the more annoying.”

    ~~ Bertrand Russell ~~

  12. Not easy being
    a Seagull
    named
    Jonathan
    aS oNe
    must lead
    A way now
    with no followers..
    often few to no friends..
    aS liGht bLinds the briGhter iT
    bLows.. few places to rest one’s head on…
    WeLL
    WortH iT..
    as Water SinGs..
    And DanceS Free as Fly..
    heHe.. liKe mARTy McFly..;)

  13. WeLL.. the Karmic
    eYe comes out to play
    one more place for now
    in this ending MacroVerse
    of what is surely turning out
    to be the biggest so-called bible
    in the history of humankind.. yep
    edging up to 1 Million words in what
    i’ve repeated a few times for posterity
    purposes is more precisely 7 months
    and 13 days since publish date of
    the first first verse of 66
    on Memorial
    day.. the
    30th of
    May
    2016.. sure..
    then around four
    days to make that
    verse happen so we
    can call it 7 months
    and 17 days now to get
    jusT about as precise
    as i WiLL care to get
    for now.. hehe..
    who knows..
    could
    be
    7 more hours
    and 7 more
    minutes and
    7 more seconds too..
    but 7-17 for the first
    month of ’17 of 2K
    on the 12th day noW of
    Publish is enough so-called time stamp detail for deTales
    oF A ~990K word Bible named “CoLoRs oF HeAVeN Bible 2017″..
    surELy.. somEthing Jonathan Livingston Seagull would write noW iN
    A pen image of so-caLLed prophet/author/poet Richard Bach too..
    As Seagulls anew go on to DancE and SinG a SonG and DancE
    Different
    and more
    than before..
    understanding
    in Peace and Harmony
    thaT tHEre is no greater
    or less iN the sTate of mINd
    and BoDy BaLanCing Force
    of Nirvana.. BlisS and Heaven now..
    iN the Sense of Rank and File and
    Status and power of human being ego driven stuff aS Such..
    iT floWs as any Ocean and wAVes to Rivers and StreAM gRows
    without bounds of shores to detest wave spread more.. it’s all fun..
    challenge.. struggles.. sure.. but that’s what fun can be when lived.. juST fun..
    when
    alloWed
    oF course
    WRiTe oN course
    iN DancE and SonG
    FReED as the Declaration
    of Independence allows iN U.S.
    for those smART enough
    and Free enough
    to navigate
    reALiTy
    FReED noW
    as any upward FLYinG
    or downward FLYinG seAguLL WiLL..
    inside.. outside.. and all aRound oF course too..:)

    Here’s A thing.. i leArned the first three times
    i faced death and actuAlly the first time i faced
    iT on the precipice of end of what i kNew/FeLt then..
    NoW at thAT second it ain’t what ya earned or took that
    means sHit it’s all you give and gave that means anything
    aT aLL.. i didn’t give enough that go around and with a second
    chance and third one and more aT liFe i said no restraints this go
    around i’M GiVinG all i’ve LeArned and FeLt and SenSed oF LiFe
    for free no matter wHat.. as thaT is what humans do when free.. they
    give and share unrestrained.. and i realize there are some of my Verses
    that require a reboot of my current powerful computer to fully open up..
    the thing is.. my brain and body moves STrOnG fAST MoRe..
    iN BaLanCinG Force
    and surELy
    technology
    WiLL EvenTuALLy
    catch uP to my potEnTial
    for Now as output too.. technology
    has made me faster and stronger too..
    and as history shows technology will catch
    up with me and other Jonathan Seagulls WiLL
    pass my singular achievements in so many othEr
    ways of Art and Science too.. this is what hUmans
    do when they work toGeThER.. they make the singular
    free efforts of hUmans more possible too.. with an escape
    from distraction and diversions WiTh Michelangelo and Mozart
    and Einstein laser focus too.. the future is so briGht for those who
    can see it.. they miGht wear cool shades at niGht if they could see it too..
    theRe is no doubt
    some do.. i met a few
    in my online travels who
    also see no limits or expectations
    of human poTenTional Still and it’s worth
    noting to me too.. that Facebook Friend Greg
    shared a status quiz to find out what Roman Emperor
    one could be as an ego booster of course as those
    Facebook Marketing tools will do.. i’LL be the KinG
    of Me iN Master of the gift of Nature by the God oF aLL
    Nature butt a King or any kind of authority of Emperor over
    oTheRs WiTH any status or rank or even file too now of power
    in human ego driven con-social emotion way.. hell no..
    that would only take the sweet of HeaVen
    Free away.. and i suppose the only
    way a ‘Trump Person’ could
    FeeL and SenSe
    and come
    close
    to that would
    be to seek and
    find and practice
    a heaven somEwhat
    liKe what i experience now..
    as a recent quote stated.. ya can’t
    expect to carve rotten wood.. sure one
    can hope.. one can wish.. but surely tHeiR
    are both isREAL Miracles of LifE and cOld
    Hard reaLliTies of struggle as yes i did go
    to hell on eARth.. the real place of death
    as life in pain and numb for
    66 months first
    before
    i reign
    as my
    own King
    in Heaven
    for 42 months
    now.. a celebration
    week of thaT coming
    neXt week.. particularly
    on Navarre Beach on sTar
    Date 1.17.2017.. hehe aS Such
    as most everyone now loves sevens
    and oneS iN this culture now.. miGht
    as well tack on some more Holy and
    Sacred to that gRavy human train for
    more purpose and meaning to liFE.. tHing
    iS iN all these synchronicities of what has arrived
    noW in this Million or so word Bible iN ways of numbers
    and events.. very few were either pre-thought or pre-planned
    beFore they came to the print of this pAge now then in real time now
    then now.. so sure.. it’s safe to say.. one cannot determine life through
    a math equation alone to get to the full impact of sacred numbers/events allone..
    that moves into the realm of the much hiGher of what humans might metaphor
    as the conscious miNd and so-called Body aLL of God aLLone.. beYond human
    empirical analysis but never the less apparent here as the case study shows with
    time stamps too.. yes ..this wHOle enChiLda.. this Bible.. this longest long form poem
    of humankind sTiLL eXceeding 3.3 Million words too.. from the first 42 month witness for
    God i mARked at the beginning of all my blogs in an escape from dARk to the
    liGht oF me on March 10th of 2013.. ending that mArk of 42 months on
    911 iN September of 2016.. and additionally the 12 Million words
    i staRted in tale end journey of 33 months iN Hell and
    the 33 months before since January of 2008..
    that i spent with no words at all..
    yes as i started writing on
    Thanks GiVing day.. 2010..
    is all proof that this God
    of Nature that folks
    have been
    speAking of
    for centuries on
    end cross culturally
    IS A real deal now.. if for
    no one butt the builder of this
    FiEld of DreAMs as me.. you see..
    on my next door step of death i WiLL
    rest much easier WiTh 100% faith of this..
    and perHaps you cannot understand the importance
    of that if you haven’t faced death three times too.. i got
    three strikes and i wasn’t out.. i dAM sure wasn’t gonna waste
    a fourth one with extra innings alloWed.. that’s between my UniVerse
    and God allone.. for me.. i share it as i KNow and FeeL the dArkesT
    places of HeLL on eARTh too.. the answers for me are not the answers
    expected by othERs iN tHeir search for tHeiR holy and sacred meaning
    and purpose of LiFE but never the less i’ve found miNd/BodY/miNe and
    fully illustrated mY soUL/HeARt/SpiRit/BoDy online for others to peruse
    when technology and they do or do not
    catch up with me.. what i lEArned
    iN HeLL is no one is
    gonna follow
    you iN
    tHeir
    and what i’ve
    lEarned iN Heaven
    is rarely WiLL anyone
    even attempt to follow one
    iN HeAR.. and yes as Karmic
    eYes goes i suppose that’s Karma..
    we reap what we so.. i’ve sown
    both Heaven and
    Hell iN liFE
    mostly
    of mY
    own doing
    with a little hELp
    from so-called
    friEnds and what
    some miGht describe
    as enemies too.. thINg is..
    iF not for the so-called enemies
    iN life who were my greATest among
    bully trUe FRIENDS.. they ARE.. iN the sEnse
    that iF i had never met and faced the dARk
    Head on STiLL i would have never made it
    to Heaven now.. the DARk makes liGht.. even
    Science sHows this TrUth and liGht too.. noW..
    i ain’t scared of the
    DaRk or CyNical
    NoW
    oF liGht
    or nOw
    sHades
    of Purgatory
    ”tween or naYsAyeR
    of rainbow colors now BeYond
    that not many folks apParently
    experience beYond what i do
    now here and now who i’Ve
    coMe aCross now then but
    ‘buy’ A sAme
    Karmic
    token
    the sAMe
    applies now then
    in my experience iN
    HeLL as the Karma
    oF goD SinGS the
    Free Song oF dArk
    beYoNd liGht iN the
    i oF ME noW isREAL..
    so.. sure.. been to both sides
    now and BeYoNd.. and all i can
    trUly hope and wish is whoever
    you are.. you fINd a Heaven that works for you too..
    and can square away reAlity as Peace at the end of yoUr paths
    as Harmony
    and
    journey
    for now too then..
    as the lasT liGht
    oF eYelid meets the
    force oF aLL thAT iS.. noW then Now2..:)

    Oh yeah.. and the quiz picked
    Marcus Aurelius for
    me.. a Stoic
    and not
    the hardened
    Emotion
    definition
    of that term now..
    for all practical intents
    and purpose what sets the
    Stoics apart from the Christians
    and heretics same is the Christians
    saw an invisible transcendent God
    and the stoics saw an isreal
    pantheistic God
    as all
    of
    Universe
    never ending
    and beginning
    now.. i sEE/ heAR
    both iN SenSinG
    and FeeLinG way
    never beginning
    and never ending now..
    and surely Socrates as
    both a rationalist and
    a mystic saw more
    of God
    in FeeLinG
    and SenSing
    way beYond just
    word thInking and otHeR
    forms of abstract symbols
    too.. it’s all isREaL but not all
    see and hear all oF it wiTh eYes
    and Ears as Gifted and lEArned For Now
    and most importantly eYes and ears that
    remember deeper within in ways beYond words
    wHEre FeeLinGS and seNSEs bEcome more than words alone..
    allone baby is what i see/hear.. and while Stoics and Christians see
    lust as an inferior part of human being.. science now shows Lust noW
    and a balance oF Love to be a source oF all creativity and productivity
    in human and a peaceful easy way of avoiding aggression.. violence
    and FucK yeS.. even the poTenTial of World War III.. one can commit
    suicide and kill others for just the dream of a bunch of naked
    women in heaven of a dirt nap.. or watch porn in heaven now..
    aLiVe.. do no harm wins
    over cruel
    and
    dark
    morality
    gone insane
    as harm.. consensual
    aS Such.. yeS in due moderation
    as the nurturing of a village of both
    male and female divine LoVinG force is what
    makes children strong.. the family that
    stays toGetheR IN a village that has
    a balance of lust and love
    is the family
    that not
    only
    survives
    toGeTher as
    wHole Village
    but A family now/then
    now who thrives aS WeLL..
    it all comes now to the individual
    in a free country to be the change
    ya wanna see.. i don’t run with the sheep..
    the minions or the mundane as they may
    like to stay more grounded like that.. i fly
    like an Eagle and A Seagull hiGher jusT
    ’cause
    i
    can
    and WILL
    over the Power
    oF smARt and FearLess
    Sacred UnConDiTioNal
    Love.. yes.. i WiLL LiGht TrutH and
    flY even HiGher now.. WiTh LoVe and WiLL..:)

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/01/12/dancing-the-talk-of-truth/

    Now to wrap up a few Facebook Provided MacroVerses
    sTarTing WiTh “Dancing the talk of TRUTh” as
    monologue in response to a so-called
    Gnostic Christian on the
    Wrong Planet
    website
    where
    human
    is considered
    by him as God
    and God allone
    above all Nature
    and interestingly enough
    while the Gospel of Thomas
    describes Jesus as more Yogi
    and Pantheistic.. tHeRe are some
    Gnostic Philosophies that see the
    material world as inferior to a so-called
    transcendent one that is superior in matters
    of spirit as the word was actually eventually
    copied before translations by St. Paul from the
    Romans who followed more of a
    Stoic Philosophy of
    Old Romans
    then
    close to
    the reign
    of Marcus Aurelius
    as well.. thing is.. the
    SpiRit noW of EmoTioNs
    and SenSes are organic..
    some of which operate2
    at a subatomic level that
    even science with aided
    eYes cannot yEt see
    iN
    how now A
    SpiRit spReads
    iN EmoTional
    and SeNSory Way
    BeyOnd MeAsuRinG
    InstrumentS.. now..
    never the less.. those
    oF uS who experience
    more oF iT realize more
    of the Nature of Mysticism
    iN liGht and what some otHeRs
    call occult as well as placebo/white
    magic and nocebo/black magic too..
    it’s semantics and people will kill each other
    in idolization oF Form as letters and words and
    books over the essence of What is Real and
    Transcendent DiFFeREnt sAMe.. diFFeREnt
    eYes see a sAMe world diFFeRent sAMe
    and alWays diFfeRent too.. and
    that’s the color
    wHeeL oF
    liFe painted
    aS iNFiniTE
    Brushes of GodSEYes noW.. BeYoND
    AS MasTErPIEce PaInTinG OceAn wHole noW..:)

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/01/12/leaves-of-saving-tree/

    Also from two years ago.. MacroVerse Memory titled
    ‘Leaves of Saving Tree’.. and interestingly enough
    this IS a 2015 Version oF A story that i WiLL
    repeat here at the near ending
    of this bible..
    call it wisdom
    calL iT liGht
    CaLL iT
    prophecy..
    could
    be aLL
    ThrEE and more..
    i’LL leave that uP
    to the Tree of God..
    no hangingS on
    Trees
    or
    Crosses
    for ..me.. this go ’round..;)

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/01/12/tennis-balls-of-hope/

    Tennis bALLS OF Hope
    from a year ago.. as i increase
    what i always lauded in my elders
    as story taling abilities.. the quiet
    boy i was then..
    i suppose
    it was
    in my
    bLood
    bLocked
    by culture
    and the illusions
    of machine mechanical
    mind cognition for so many years
    of work and school of
    input
    problem
    solving
    data
    download ways..
    it’s safe to say
    the output has aGain now..:)

    Okay that takes care of all those
    MacroVerse memories but as promised
    a tale about a sapling tree and saviors neXt
    from 2016 in a ‘Sand Box Heaven’ then now linked here too..

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/03/31/sand-box-heaven/

    And as a note before i provide that memory and story
    and newer age older age newer parable too.. iF those
    of you who are sTiLL a little more OCD like i used
    to be and the wife Katrina sTiLL is in
    ways of lining
    up
    the
    bathroom
    towels nice
    and even all the way cross..
    take any MacroVerse or two
    ya like out iF all the 737 that are
    not included in these 66 of these
    MacroVerses compRising this bible
    here to total the 1 Million even that i will
    fall short at around 10k words here.. 990K
    is significant also along with the number 66 of
    course in traditional bible ways but truly like i’ve
    said before all 12 miLLion words plus the photos plus
    the videos plus the links done to the nitty gritty oF aLL
    i’ve dONe online is the soUL oF Y i unleashed and released
    foR All who care to see and hear and sense and feel more of
    perHaps wheRE theY’ve been beFore or noT.. and that’s the great
    thing about the U.S. and our Great Freedoms of Expression uncensored
    in self sponsored websites along with overall community support.. the
    TrUth and liGht WiLL sET yA Free iN Ways YA hAve neVer ever
    for now experienced liFE.. heAR now.. i add a verse or two
    and yes more.. as Robin Williams said in the
    ‘Dead Poet’s Society’ too.. i stand
    uPon the desk
    naked
    as Jesus
    per Gnostic
    Gospel of
    Thomas said
    in the 37th Verse tHeiR..
    as i2 stand upon the shoulders
    of Giants before me.. and the blood
    and bones of those who sacrificed tHeir
    lives to give me the opportunity to bE thiS
    Free as the Spirit oF GoD LIVes WiThin me now.. in the U.S heAR now
    so yes T H A N K S T O A L L O F Y A L L A S A L L I S G O D N O W..now
    and yes.. after providing that Sapling Savior Story i will provide what stARTed
    out all this witness of God inN a personal message on Facebook to my very
    first and only Friend there to a woman named Mags who was the only
    person who supported me in Autism Online communities
    where empathy of the cognitive kind was seemingly
    absent for the truly different among we humans
    then.. all iT takes is one person to wipe
    the blood oFF A cross for SonG
    to DanCe and SinG louder
    than ever BeFore..
    as surely
    thaT is
    also the
    moral of the
    story to come next as well..
    thaT First story was on or about
    the last night of February 2013.. another
    poetic spARk as WELL put on Facebook
    for the public on March 1st of 2013.. and then
    the Blog thaT sTaRted all oF this too.. oN March
    10th of 2013.. and after this.. Holy and Sacred Thursday
    R and R activities as deSignED by me and the God who
    lives within sHall begin neXt.. along with more fun dance
    photos coming to this ending 66th Verse of this so-called
    personal bible by me.. in the wee 3 am hour or so
    of 01132017.. after a celebratory 143rd niGht
    of Rave-like ‘primitive’ dance WitH aLL
    the Cool College age
    folks from
    Old Seville
    Quarter
    and now
    to the two
    ending Verses
    now.. with a little
    accompanying song
    of Midnight at the Oasis
    and Moon LiGht Feels riGht
    on this Full Wolf Moon niGht and day..
    And
    aLL
    the
    rest..
    iN R and R way..;)

    Stars are born to output and share liGht..
    at least for as long
    as they live..
    and as dim as i once
    was.. almost bLack
    of liGht..
    the saving
    grace then was
    to water a plant
    to make
    iT
    grow made
    my life still
    a star
    n0
    matter how
    dArk the candle
    i felt iN bLack
    hole
    soUl
    then.. and
    oh.. the saviors of the world..
    and a story i love to tale a little
    different as parables do.. when free
    and not imprisoned by books.. pages..
    paragraphs.. lines or words of print
    of yesternows.. bound
    by past authority
    that no
    longer should
    exist.. for free..
    so.. anyway.. sorry iF
    you already heard it but
    it will be different anyway..
    hehe.. as free WiLL be
    when unleashed
    and released
    as being
    human
    expreSsinG
    starliGht oF eYes
    within.. a dusty road..
    a little boy with no words..
    disabled from birth without
    the ability to speak.. but a lover
    of growth.. in shape of trees..
    a sapling brought home
    by loving mother
    then.. placed
    on a counter
    by a lamp that shines..
    the boys sees green and
    wants to see more.. so he
    nurtures this PLANeT
    without
    the ability
    to speak..
    water he does..
    fertilizing Love..
    Sunshine hope
    iN eYes of Loving
    Kind.. fertile ground
    outside.. dig a hole
    to comfort roots..
    spend time
    and effort
    with
    caring Love
    and the Tree rises
    broad and sTrong..
    and soon provides shade
    for the front porch home..
    Sidewalks come.. but tree
    sTill bRanches out.. Flowers
    come more beautiful than before..
    Students from the local school who
    study trees are amazed by the beauty
    of this tree.. photos are taken.. shared..
    and the boys eYes shine to see what his
    Love inspires.. tree no longer needs boy
    to grow strong now.. and the little
    boy becomes ill and his life
    goes dark..
    Years later..
    a shy young man iS
    walking this sidewalk
    of the boy’s home.. and
    a most beautiful dark haired
    girl approaches him.. with smiling
    face.. the boys eyes liGht up but what
    to say.. ah.. the center piece of conversation
    iS standing tAll and floweRinG more beautiful
    iT seems than ever before on this March Spring
    day.. a spark of instant Love is in the air..
    and that begins a Love that
    will last ’till death..
    the shy boy becomes
    confident with the Love of
    his wife.. joins the Military..
    and even rises to the ranks
    of politics then.. Love grows
    and fearless Lives..
    the boy is
    now a
    Strong man..
    and makes a decision
    as a leader of the world
    that prevents World War III…
    Life on the PlanT now iS saved..
    So who is the savior.. the boy..
    the man.. the girl.. the Loving
    wife.. the parents.. the schools
    providing education.. the tree
    or the little disabled boy
    and all the
    couple’s
    friends
    from around the
    world.. well the truth
    iS aLL they are.. as theRe
    is no i.. me but us and we
    iN
    Savior
    oF Life..
    Moral of the
    story.. water a tree
    Of Life and see wHere
    iT
    grows
    neXt
    iN ocean
    eYes free..:)

    i think i was born as
    a kind of Classical Pantheist..
    as i saw patterns and connections
    in things that were more of my thinking
    process, along with the tactile sensory world..
    than what I think most people may experience
    as an internal dialogue of thought…
    i still have a vivid memory of
    connection to everything in
    the world.. as if i had been
    here forever.. before i was
    able to speak that i cannot
    fully put into words.. from
    about age 3 looking out
    into the distance over
    the river i grew up next to..
    But i think in some ways i knew more
    about my existence then than i do now..
    as i could not separate myself from what
    seemed like a very old home of nature…
    i am glad i had the opportunity to roam
    desolate pristine beaches as a teenager
    and young adult.. without any fear..
    and feeling one in being with the
    waves.. white sand..
    emerald green
    gulf.. sea oats
    and sea gulls..
    with no dramas
    in my head…
    But even my ancestors
    could not experience that with
    not being sure where their next meal
    was going to come from… Not likely that
    many creatures in the Universe could
    experience a little slice
    of nirvana like that…
    i can remember
    getting back into
    my car and being
    jolted back into the
    reality of all that is the
    complexity of modern culture..
    which at that point in time was so..
    so limited as compared to today..
    i was never quite the same after
    home computers come along..
    as i drifted further and
    further from a
    home of nature..
    The people i dealt with
    in the public at that time..
    in what was a “Cheers” like environment..
    was also a slice of nirvana… Cigarette filled..
    but the emotional contagion of a hundred human
    beings that are happy that i had the privilege to serve
    and make even happier.. equaled the nirvana of the
    walks on the sun-filled beaches..
    i loved my exquisite
    sensory experience of life…
    It was worth not being able to
    touch man made texture without
    goose bumps and an incredible feeling of discomfort.
    When i see Landon Bryce’s book “I Love My Own Autistic
    Self”, the little guy on the front is how i usually felt inside
    that people could only see in the gleam of my eyes…
    People often told me they wished they had what it was
    i had.. or wanted some of the drugs i was taking.. but
    i had no idea what they were talking about
    because there was nothing i wanted
    but to exist, for so many years…
    It was a powerful feeling that
    no one’s negativity could take
    away from me.. not even when
    the rest of the world told me i
    was not one of their kind…
    Sorry.. that was quite a tangent..
    but it is kind of therapeutic for me..
    i hope you don’t mind…
    My point i started off
    with was religion and
    Classical Pantheism..
    which is all of nature
    and science for me..
    the cultural complexity
    of what has come from human
    collective intelligence.. including
    all the strange oddities.. even the strangest
    of religious cults and beliefs.. But most of all
    the reality of that beach those waves.. and those
    grains of sand.. that do not exist without me…
    A gift.. a wonderful gift that was provided by
    my father and mother.. and their ancestors
    where there could be no break in the chain
    of events of human struggle that all my
    ancestors experienced to survive and reproduce..
    and their rodent ancestors about 75 million years ago..
    and all the other ancestors not identified and material
    substances that came together to make that possible..
    from the origin of what is.. whatever is.. is..
    That one point that i can only abstractly
    define because of the human collective
    intelligence that provides the map
    to what can be described.. as one
    point that we all share that can
    never be disconnected.. as long as we exist…
    Wow.. i just realized that sounds kind
    of like the intro to the “Big Bang
    Theory” TV show…
    And relatively speaking
    the knowledge that i gained
    that this is one sliver of conscious
    existence and what really is a little slice
    of heaven for some that do exist..
    considering just the benefit of
    a warm soft bed.. a hot shower..
    and things now considered so mundane
    that took billions of years to come into
    existence that were not here a little
    over a century ago.. Like toilet paper…
    But i could never experience that connection
    of what is.. any stronger than when i was three..
    i have everything and everyone before me to
    thank for that experience… Including collective
    intelligence and the understanding of that
    one point that still exists in all of us
    and everything else…
    i never met a stranger..
    not even a grain of sand on the beach…
    But i did not feel a category.. a religion.. a race
    or even a gender for myself.. which at least for me
    enhanced the ability to find a friend in that grain of sand…
    i suppose it is the immune system issues and chronic pain
    that has taken some of that gleam out of my eyes.. but it still
    exists in the eyes in what i perceive of the anthropomorphic
    expression of the cat in my face book photo…
    Who at 18 years old is likely closer to the
    wisdom of that three-year-old child that
    only exists in my memory and pictures…
    i sense that type of wisdom requires
    no human intelligence at all
    beyond the core that is shared…
    i think it can be lost so much easier
    in a human into a little sliver of hell
    somewhere outside that balance of heaven..
    Particularly in lives where instant gratification
    has become the norm…
    i am at the service of
    my fully inside cat..
    but he has never
    had that gleam in
    his eyes.. or the
    same struggles to survive…
    The yellow cat in my Google plus
    avatar on the “Autistic Hoya” website..
    was a feral cat that only knew struggles
    in his several years of life behind our house in the woods..
    He became my emotions after chronic pain had removed them from
    my existence… He gained a gleam in his eyes of gratitude to have
    a balance in his life when we allowed him
    a place to gain predictable subsistence.
    An identical yellow cat that likely is his offspring..
    younger and stronger appears intermittently out
    of the woods and started to injure our now neutered
    cat.. racking up $200 dollar vet bills..
    every other week so the once
    feral cat has now been forced
    to become a fully inside cat…
    i am watching him slowly
    lose that gleam in his eyes..
    with the call of the wild slowly
    drifting away.. along with all the
    likely incredible sensory experiences
    that come with an outdoor world that
    the other cat that never gets injured in fights
    at age 18.. can still fully experience…
    As i sit outside toward the back of
    my yard, in the afternoon sun.. he is
    pacing back and forth politely..
    still with a humility of respect
    for a place of subsistence that
    keeps him from tearing the screen of the patio.
    Perhaps if he could speak and let me know in words..
    what i was taking away from him.. i would listen.
    But i cannot bear the thought of additional bloody
    wounds on his face… But still i remember what it
    means to have that connection and balance…
    When i watch him pace back and forth..
    it is one of the few things in life
    that will bring a tear to my eye
    that reminds me that i too am still connected..
    Other than that.. it could be just a word like Synesthesia..
    that seems to trigger something in my brain letting the brakes
    off the logic to move into figurative space..
    At least for me.. even one word
    can be a gift that leads me
    to a place in words that i don’t often visit…

    KATiE MiA
    Kind Autistics Taking In Everything
    Mindful in Awareness
    Autistic Love
    And the Science of Kindology
    An Ideological First Identity

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