Ha! Harry Connick Jr.. talking on the
TV about 24 Billion Selfies taken
a year and making
i figured why not
make a close uP oF iT..
After wearing my Homer
Simpson Last Perfect Man
T-shirt While Forest Bathing..
yes.. totally Clothed in a State Park
As PaRT of Black Water River Forest..
nah.. the Forest
don’t care ’bout
Selfies but it does
as Nature presents its
Best Face Naturally to
Survive.. Humans do this
too.. no surprise.. aided in
trans-humanist ways of
sMaRt PhOne Selfies
and ‘work’ as ‘they’
also do as a third of
Tax Refunds this
year as studied
and allocated for some
kind of Cosmetic Surgery..
Hey.. i’ve earned every grey hair
and a few extra inches that are still
hard to pinch around the middle as
the wife Katrina so aptly reports iN
discrepancies turned to the profile
side of my Modern New Age
Renaissance And Egyptian
SoUL Flesh way
Art per DancE anD
SinG oF ThAT toTaLLy
free and footloose no longer
uptight as they say.. hanging loose
now more as Art gRows at any age when FReED..
@LeAst for Me.. A Picture tales a story and So much more..
cOUrse oF YeS…;)
And coming across
the TV Waves NoW..
three types of selfies
reported as such on
the Harry Connick Jr. show
as the wife reports to me too..;)
It’s all art to me..
yes.. Communication arts
yes.. Personal Story arts
yes.. Non-Verbal Language arts
it’s what normal humans do.. NoW2..
even online.. iT WiLL Be rather strange to suggest
we don’t like to share our face and get feedback..;)
Seriously NoW don’t be
afraid to express yoursELf
all of what you can and WiLL Be
jusT for A Playground of Fun.. even if you
are the only player iN iMaGiNaTioN and CreATiVity
too.. in ways of flesh and blood physical art too.. NoW
iT’s what healthy humans do.. move.. connect and create..
ones stay that way
longer in grace of age
if and when they make
liFE the same AmaZinG
WondRous plAy Ground
oF LiFE wHo any modern
aGe Curious George CaN
AnD WiLL Do as ART oF
LiFe.. set totAlly Free
and it’s trUe We DO
liVe iN A New
wHeRE the First
Allow total Freedom of
Expression as LonG as it
harms no one else.. and online
the solution is simple.. turn of Freedom
iF iT Offends the Measure of Freedom one sees..
Few limits HeaR Baby..
as i create a different
oF all of wHo
i Can Be.. liGht to
dARk.. SHades oF
Grey.. beYOnd RainBow
CoLor of MoVinG.. .CoNnecTinG
And CreATinG juST ’cause i CaN
And WiLL and on top of thAT iT iS Simply FuN..:)
sMiLes.. Good NiGht.. mY Dear FriEnd.. i’M
GuesSinG iN Egypt for you by now.. and i am
very happy that our talk makes you happy as inspired
by what you give and share heAR.. And jusT back from
HiKinG iN NaTuRe aLL Day..
ReFresHinG thAT iS anD
NeXt for Public
wRiTing to Go aLonG wiTh
thaT StiLL Word Counting too
aT 1,438,120 Long Form Personal
Poetry Bible words since Memorial Day
of 2016.. and StiLL eXSeeDinG 4 Million
Words in Long Form Poem way iM what i aM
wRiTinG heAR NoW pLuS iN 96th/767th MacroVerse
way too.. along with eXceeding 7200 Miles of that Public
Dance in the 44th Month of doing that WiTh Long Form Poem..
Ocean wHole “SonG oF mY soUL”.. to go along with the
sMaLLer close to 11 month effort of what i name
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. per the 96th Macro
Verse stARTinG NoW too.. heHe.. but that’s
what i’Ve been DoinG.. How have i been..
it’s all Heaven.. mY FriEnd.. sure.. A
challenge but life’s like that
too.. and i continue to
hold you in my
success iN your
Graduate Studies.. NoW too..
All the best my FriEnd.. alWays
all the best to you and your children..
family and friEnds too.. Hopes Like thaT
for the rest of Creation Too as Equal pArtS
oF goD whOle WiTh NeVeR SePaRatioN As BlanKet whOle..
all is covered..
aS Allah coVers…
Essence God alWays
ReAL HoLY WHOle.. mY FriEnd.. SOHEIR..:)
sMiLes.. mY FriEnd.. Xenia..
As GeM iS FriEnD..
tHeiR thiS Morning
how relaxed i am
iN A SpiRiT heART
And soUL of Creativity
Free.. wHErE TRuLY nOw
WiTh MoVinG.. ConNectinG
And CreATinG waY NoW Lives
forever iN beYond what science can
say is HuMaN PoTenTiAL eXpreSSinG Bliss..
A pARTy likE
ThiS mY FriEnd..
never.. the less.. and alWays
more.. so .. thanks.. for joining iN oN mY Bliss..:)
Powerful Stories about life.. they surround us every
day on Facebook.. they really do.. and it is the outliers
that i appreciate the most as most often they are having
a grand time at life.. Like the Gentleman.. a Puppeteer
in a Big City with a TwerKinG Skeleton Puppet..
as shared with me by Second Cousin Monica..
whose efforts eventually earned
37M Views on Facebook..
whether the originator
of the effort shared
that art electronically
or not.. the human impact
is the same.. a little more hUman
liGht in way of EmoTioNs and SenSEs
for the day.. And then.. Dance Friend Maggie
silly and fun as she can be.. sharing a Disco Tits
story about glittering the ‘girls’ up for Festivals and
all around town as Maggie makes for a silly wish now..
as the Homer Simpson last perfect ‘immortal’ man in Xanadu
way might say.. don’t take life too serious.. death will come soon
enough or never now for those who play instead of fret.. And A
Powerful Story About Life heAR.. And encouraging to me in how
Poetry as of Elite Renaissance ages is making a comeback and
even making the YouTube Trending list for efforts like this of
a minute or so to last through the modern age human
attention span of less than a Gold Fish as science
says but never the less and actually more.. A
Powerful Story that in short says the
Kingdom of Nature as Happiness
lives in the UniVerse Within
as continuing Bliss
in miNd and BoDy
BaLanCinG ForCe iN
A Satisfaction that one
already has it all.. even Naked
and Free with enough to eat.. enough
to drink.. shelter.. and most importantly..
the ArmS and eYes and Hips of Love.. to
Share NoW WiTh otHeRs who also See.. SeNse
And FeeL this LiFE to Be A Wonderful Adventure
Now.. And it’s true while my long form poetry WiLL
likely never be shared in whole on Facebook.. as its
evident that its time and place is not now in this way
at LeASt.. however.. not a word… do i need to entertain
juST the heaRT StringS of LiFE i Pull NoW wherever i go
wiTh DAncE.. and you KNoW its hilarious and truly
sad when folks have to ask me why i do it..
in terms of basically you are crazy for
doing it as it earns no money
and you are just wasting
your life.. and that’s
a big part of the
to Nuclear war
since the Bay of Pig’s
incident in the 60’s now..
people are not happy with what
they have.. it’s not enough so they
want the World to end instead by not
Giving a FucK.. iF our Dear Leader Shoots
the World in the Foot and it never walks again
live.. root cause…
have enough.. religion per
heaven and hell is somewhere
else but here.. and sure.. politics
that is the above mentioned and the
way of the Tribal Nature that sees separate
and not enough in scarCityway.. instead of
W H O L E..
Now in rich
with have instead
of poor with have not..
with the greaTest poverty
always of the soUL that dies within..:)
So.. i DancE..
So.. i SinG MorE..
‘HeaVeN NoW ALWayS HeAR’..:)
And iT Appears now.. i have preSenTly..
A TiTle for A 96th/767th MacroVerse too..
As “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. And “SonG
oF My SoUL” aS trUly NeVeR EnDinG
NeVeR LanD Stories And
A Hotel California..
NoW on one’s
iNk Blot View of LiFe..
Hehe.. endless rabbit holes
too.. sure.. check iN.. if you like..
and whatever you do.. leave and NoW
get back to Nature and God the sAMe.. nOw..:)
Hotel California.. and the place NoW i was
and am raised NoW.. STiLL.. Yes.. Heaven..
nice metaphor NoW alWays for
forAGinG all day
close to naked for what’s
to eat for today and ‘morrow
way.. most imporTantly.. hand
to hand and hip to hip eYes wiTh
ComMoN HoLy and SaCred Meaning
and Purpose in continUinG survive and
thrive in Moonlit Naked Furry Dance under
Moonlit Skies of campFire Love.. work of the
niGht wHere the child
was/is the prize
by a Village
of Love where
each oTHeR is the
only answer to LiFE
as continuing LiVing..
yes.. survive and thrive and
how far we go and how far we
come away from all that is like this
Holy and Sacred.. Full of Meaning and
Purpose in Survive in Eat and Drink and
Shelter and DancE and SinG and Drum
Beat a Bliss
in Trance then
pArT uS MoRe
GoD all that is so..
it’s true.. i for one am not only
NoW A 56 soon to be 57 on 6.6.17
Divine MasculiNe WiLL and StrenGth
Divine FemiNine LoVe and GRace PoSinG
Man with Last Perfect Man Homer Simpson TheMeD
T-ShiRt HeAR on the River.. i Am the River.. i am the Magnolia
Tree.. i am the Grass… i am the Clouds and Blue Sky.. i am
the Tracks and Trains of Rail Road Trestle Bridge Soon
to connect wHole and one.. i am the Forest aCross
to Shore.. i AM thaT sAMe and DiFFeREnt
3 year old boy.. Standing on the
sAMe Bank in ’63 iN/oN
FL.. i AM God and
so is all the rest.. yes..
sAMe God that/wHo spoke
to me within at age 3 before
i learned to talk.. with words
in vocal way.. at age 4.. yes..
born with what ‘they’ name as
Autism and on the so-called Bi-polar
Merry Go ’round and Roller Coaster too..
thing is.. i was and am hard wired for Heaven in
more than one way too.. born with the luxury of only
A Shotgun Home on the River.. no Air Conditioning..
No Central Heat or Heat at all in Bathroom for Cold
Winter Baths.. but Moreover.. Mother Nature GoD as River.. Grass..
Sky.. Clouds.. yes.. NoWdid i mention i am the Birds and Bees too.. to
Do Nurture me thenow.. sure.. Mother and Grandmother too.. and Sister too..
Poor kids down the Street.. who only shared RiCH Love and Play and Nature/GoD SamE..
And while Heaven
sure.. a little
Hot in the
in the Humid
Winter on River Front too..
A School Beckoned on top of the
Hill waiting to trap me behind a Desk..
as for a Grandfather long lost in Death before
i lived was a real PHD too.. in piled higher and yes..
S deeper as that school stuff can/will grow.. sure.. even
had Dinner With Einstein last Century in the Socialist
Circles of New York, New York too.. ex-communicated
from Catholic Church.. once Legal Counsel at the Vatican..
And yes.. sure.. Horny enough for desire of a Cajun
17 year old Girl theN iN thE Pews of HiS Church
And Parish at age 36.. to eventuaLLy maKe
NoW the reaLiTy of my
Yes.. God.. Love
and FucK the rules..
sure.. Go Grand Dad
too and Do her too.. hey..
it’s the Work of the niGht that does
make Heaven/Hell for just another 3 year
old Boy.. Eventually NoW on a River on the Blue
and Green and.. Brown Planet Heaven.. and then
to school for 19 years along with work for 33 years..
separated from Creativity ways of Art and Life overall
for 40 years and eventually Landing sQuAre in isREaL
HeLL on eARTh for 66 months after a couple of years
or so stints in College Age years too.. but you see/feeL
iT was/iS the place i is/was born and the perSon
i was and am then born sTiLL NoW aS and the
Love by family and friends
then that is still
at the end then/now of
July of 2013 on a Free
Beach again now then..
and heHe.. even though i do
not seek fortune or fame for writing
the longest long form poem at over 4 million
words as i celebrate 77 months of writing since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. without a break today
for 12 Million or so words.. sure.. over 7200 miles too
NoW of Public Dance in the 44 month effort of Longest Long
Form Poem.. ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” too.. as mY.. “Nether Land
Bible 2017”.. latest permanent titled Version is coming to exceed
that old Kings James Version all antiquated as such by double at
close to 1.6 MiLLioN words by little old me.. Close to one year oF
WritinG oN Memorial Day of this year.. 2017.. as that effort stARTed
oN.. Memorial Day of Last year.. heHe.. ‘they’ have already made
mY RaiSinG Fred Place.. the Down Town Festival Park.. in fAcT..
‘they’ have erected a stone place ground in my old
yard of play for Bands on
The River.. fresh
the Sand too..
where then Shot Gun
home once stood.. Roses
on the River Banks where Briars
once bloodied folk’s ankles who came to this
place long before i am born.. yes.. then.. they called
this place Hell for that issue long before i come to Heaven
then and now too.. And eventually out of Hell too.. And it’s true..
all ‘they’ know and feel and sense about me now.. is i’m the DanCinG
for me for i had
it all at age 3 and still
do.. i am God and so are you..
trUe iT FeeLs and SenSEs Better
iN HeaVeN NoW STiLL.. heHe… And
that reminds me.. the DVerse Poet’s Pub
Online Poetry Club has a Prompt on Monday
about the word ‘still’ as muse of prompt.. sAdly hmm..
all of me is too much for them to see.. at a 44 Quadrille NoW
Word Modern Twitter Length poetry restriction.. sAMe thing with
Milton but STiLL thAT is Okay too.. STiLL juSt STiLL iN Hotel California
version NoW.. STiLL..
According to MicroSoft Word @1061..
And i Do Love Number 1066..:)
And as a side note heAR.. mY
New Hobby is WRiTing thiS
Continuing “Nether Land
Bible 2017” And
“SonG oF mY
paRT oF aLL mY
Facebook Profile Pics
too.. sure.. 130K words iN
Profile pics a Month too..1111..:)
BEat limITaTioNs and
uP.. for those
wHo travEL fartHeR
or whateVerS waYS
NoW DoEs GroW OR ShriNK..
iT’s thE insIDes thaT coUnT NoW
ouT when the flesh hiTs the mattRess
cOMe FRuiTioN isReAL..
moRe Than meaSuRE ‘ForE..
Other than thaT2..
Hi.. Candice.. STiLL2
trying now how to get
Notifications for yoUr
Blog as tiMe sure gETs
aWay wHen thAT neVer exisTs now By,.:)
HeHe.. and Candice.. your comment
above about the Middle Aged Pot
Bellied Men… LeaRinG at the 17
year old girls in their shortie shorts
when they come into StarBucks
made me giggle..
but not at shorts..
iT’s what mAMmals do.. suRe..
And bEhind my sHades.. i NoW too..
Catch Women oF aLL ages LeaRinG
aT mY Legs.. every wHeRe i go in Public..
approaching age 57 oN A DEViL’s
style NoW 6660
’cause ‘they’ move..
and ‘them’ too.. tHeRe is
morE to forM as esSenCe..
And A FloWer says more than
reAson i don’t
lear is i don’t do Caffeine..
TRutH and the LiGht oF iT
is as side note heAR.. is..Healthy
Human beings set Freed are eXtreMely
sEXual and SeNSual iN Nature.. Head to toe..
suRe.. it’s the saMe
as our closest
as proven through
Science uses sex as
a greaTesT tool to avoid
aggression.. violence with
no talk of World War III.. And
yes.. Bonobos are as Queer as
Male Swording can get as
A Pleasure Dome
of Relax don’t
get in a fight
nah.. don’t Blame
the hiGh on the Coffee Beans
alone.. no.. i do not lear at Women’s
Legs… at LeASt not when they are LooKing
as that can and will make a woman who is not
interested in ‘you’ in that way very uncomfortable
per the ethical rationale in Altruism of doing
no harm.. but on the other hand.. some
Women get mad if you don’t look
too.. it’s a mix in ethics
of morality of
accordingly with the
culture at hand.. ever been
to a MagiC Mike XXL Movie with
your Wife and heard the Cougars roar
at the end of the Movie in DAncE and SonG
of someone’s gonna get something when they get
home.. sure.. this in the most conservative area per
Patriarchal rule as Social Scientists say too.. butt Truth
beHold and TrUe and LiGht.. Nature rules.. Nature rules
when FReED and particularly when no one is LooKinG
Lears do come as thAT is what HeaLthy Humans
Do they lOOK
and Do.. hmm.. i’ve
seen both sides of the
coin.. ugly duckling as a boy
called skank and whatever as
a measure of my unworthiness
to live by the opposite and the
same gender too.. thick
four eYe Glasses
thin as a rail
Hair with Androgynous
Look.. sure.. the Sheldon
Cooper look and more Nerdy than that..
The teachers loved me for my Grades and that was
enough.. then.. a Gold Star got me through as the
Apple on the Desk of the Teacher’s eYeS.. True..
TrUth Be nowthen
tOld i would then
rather be HoLdinG
Hands with that cute
girl in the desk ahead..
no matter if i even knew
what sex was.. or how to
do it until 16 and 18 years
old respectively as back
in those days fur was
as far as Penthouse
went and online
lifetime away but never the
less i was hot for every pretty
girl that came my way.. sure.. more hot
for eYes of HoLDinG HanDs and FeeLinGS
but never the less.. a fire beLow lived as DancE and SonG too..
what to do with that without a clue.. sure.. those were the days
i grew in stature
and girth a little bit
through school.. thick
glasses still an issue
but when contact lens
came as the green to blue
eYes shone through a new
world opened up to me at 22
years of AGe.. Girls started looKing
at me too.. Happy days are heAR aGAIn then..
sure.. A girl friend before that somewhat attracted
by my dance in early disco days.. enough for a
10 month relationship at 18 years old first
Love eventual Blues.. too..
ButT iT was the
to me.. And i guess
the Furry Chest back
in the Travolta and Magnum
PI days helped a little bit too as
a hint of virility of what could coMe..
so.. yeah.. i’ve lived in the Desert of no Women
or Girls attracting to me.. and by the time i stARTed
then.. worKinG at a Bowling Center at about 180LBs oF
Runner.. Body and Spirit then.. oh.. how things changed
with or without money.. suddenly the outlook on me was much
different then before.. And is it just middle aged men that look at
younger women.. nah.. much older women do it too.. but the difference
is they can get away with groping you when it’s your turn to work the Women’s
League per do.. sure.. pinned up to a column that held up a ceiling that first day
by A wHole Group of Women
at Work then..
it’s okay when
A Group of Women then Do
it to a man.. as it’s just for fun..
and true it made me uncomfortable
as i was interested in none of those women
that way any more than the 17 year old girl
in the StarBucks is interested in the Old Pot
Bellied Men Learing at her.. thing is..
they go to jail if they go
further and the
Bowling Center then..
do not.. and nah.. i suffer
no lasting emotional or physical
maLadies from that Groping encounter
then.. but if you think it ended then or now
you would be mistaken too.. For i have had
Young Women at Old Seville Quarter
totally strange to me.. get
hand fulls of
by or to check
the fullness and the
freshness i guess of my
butt from dancing too.. And the
Bootie Dancing aggressively rubbing
the front of me without ask and i do literally
mean aggressively aS Such2.. uP and dOwN have
come too.. thing is.. don’t blame it on the Coffee as it is
not only Human Nature for Men.. it is the Similar for Free
Spirited Women too.. And of course.. i understand it is different
as tHeRe ain’t anyone gonna get me pregnant without my consent this way..
but still.. the drift and the riff is.. Humans are sexy beasts.. men and women too..:)
Candice comes back from
my last response on her
Blog with a nice comment
that says what i do on Facebook
Encourages Happiness and Smiles..
And i go on to say..
SMiLes my FriEnd..
i wish i knew why i wasn’t
getting your posts.. but it could
have something to do with how similar
this blog name is to the other one if i am
guessing correct that it has something to do
with who the Algorithm sorts
through what is or
is not shared
and stuff like
that.. perhaps the
Word Press team could
help.. but they usually help
better i understand if someone pays
for a Premium way.. of Word Press too..
but other than that i get Facebook Memories
of our Discussions past
and like an
and catch up.. so..
there is always a work
around it seems no matter
how long it takes to get back..
alWays worth it mY FriEnd staYinG
iN the Flow of Creativity as RiverS anD
Ocean wHOle STuFF shorEs even more..
hmm.. i make some folks
happy but it’s
minded folks.. including
so-called Family Friends
have FB de-friended me basically
for the reason of religion and how ironic that is…
considering.. even turn the other cheek and love your
enemy.. just an underwear photo for fun can scare the
as i expose the
Hypocrisy far and narrow
ass that’s the way the human story
goeS and growS in LiGht and DArk.. mY FriEnd..:)
Candice Also returns in Discussion way
to affirm that i am a nice
Guy and not like
i go on to say..
SMiLes.. mY FriEnd as
i may have noted beFoRE
in our Conversations.. i am
Diagnosed With Bi-Polar
not other wise specified
as i tend not to
labels.. And yes..
with the intense focus
on one thing like writing 12
million words total online since
2010.. talking a whole lot about some
Kind of God even if that God equates to
Nature plUs way out of old timey books..
And.. of course.. spending 66 months
in Hell in the bottom floors
oF Dante Bi-Polar ways..
i Have enough love
to control lust
57 years old
and being married
to someone as beautiful
as my wife has kept me all out
of the headaches of potential uncontrolled
lust.. however.. i understand how powerful the
actual FeeLinG and SenSinG oF LuSt can GroW
as iT IS A Neuro-Chemical and Neuro-Hormone
reaLity of the BeASt we are as BeinG hUman
and Mileage varies from soft most
of the time to bore on hard
core as you know
what i mean..
Do you FeeL
whAt i mean in Libido
BeYonD RAinBoW Colors
Shooting aCross the Moon
without a Drop.. It’s LiterAlly True..
it’s Harder for some folks not to look than
it is for other folks like me to not look now.. no matter
HoW HiGh SuN LiVes boRE HaRd iNside.. eVen More.. NoW..
THeRe is an EntiRE UniVerSE of LuSt and LoVe and no doubt
FoLks on the Bi-Polar spectrum have eXploReD all ends of ThAT
Place and all around more than most folks.. so.. in other words.. i have
a great deal of sympathy and empathy for those who have difficulty controlling
their looks and more than that.. as it is both an innate issue and an environmental
continuing issue as Lust can be none or a ticking time bomb of destruction now too..
ways too.. although
i conquer that poTenTiaL
Monster with eases these days..
Advancing Age and A Beautiful Wife
does hELp but mostly the experience of Love
my FriEnd.. LuSt is GreaT but Love is better when iSreal..
and for those folks with hiGh OcTAne LusT and LiTtle Love there
at least.. my FriEnd..
and sadly.. yes.. to lear
even unashamedly so as
folks are looking.. and it’s true
both myself and my wife are
products of requited
Bore oN HaRd
Line as we all are
my FriEnd.. Her Mother
And a Pacific Islander Sailor
off a boat.. My Catholic Priest 36
year old Grandfather and a 17 year old
Cajun Girl out of Priestly Parish Pews.. if not for
Long Hard Looks few of us would be here for the value
of luSt.. LoVe.. and LiFE no matter how we got here is StiLL HoW we Be..
oN the other hand.. coNsideRing.. my Facebook Page goes by my Wife’s
name Katrina in variation of Katie Mia name shared.. whenever i get A
Facebook Request that says Hi Gorgeous or Hi Beautiful when her Face
is LiT uP.. it makes my sKin Crawl and reminds me of all the White Middle Aged
Law Enforcement LooKing Martial Arts Privilege i have in 1020 LB Leg Pressing
Ass Kicking Potential too.. when i walk the Bar Parking Lot nights lone and fearless..
never has been..
never will be for
animals and some
of us don’t have control of our Beast..
juST a FaCt and not much room for Alternative ones.. now
but never the less.. i alWays try to understand.. why.. why why why..:)
For what it’s worth.. to ‘you’.. my FriEnd..
your work is worth following and reading
and liking too.. sorry.. i have nothing else to
offer you.. for the
Best Poetry NoW..
i FeeL and SeNse
is that of Dance
with no words
butt of course
poe E try
WiTh no dollar ills..
As aLways.. thanks for
the inspiRaTioN as that
pARt is Free as lonG aS it’s Public..
And as alWays.. i’M writing this to W-Ever..:)
Hmm.. so.. how rich am i.. not so rich i must pay
taxes in terms of Green BLack Dollar BiLLs and Lincoln Sents..
but Rich enough where if something happens to me.. per my wife’s rather
Meager Epilepsy Disability Income.. she will have enough money to last the
rest of her life if she does not go overboard on the spending as retail
therapy sometimes does.. And that took the JOB of Job to sAve that
when i worked at a raise that eventually allowed me to do that
in the last 7 years or so in the Miracle of a Nest
Egg to get that JOB done.. as most of my career
after earning three college degrees i was
interested in and not to make money
alone.. was at close to Minimum
Wage as the Service Industry
does pay even in Military
related Options in the Civilian
World as Such.. finally appropriated
to more Money in ’93 with the Purchase
of a New Home Mortgage and Car Loan to
go with that soon enough too.. as the Loan
Game paid on for years to come.. truly.. a Miracle
that Next egg ever was and is although the Katrina was
Held close to an almost unbelievable 75 dollars of spending
a week for close to a couple of decades until i went down
iLL and the Dollar Faucet came on as free for all for
Katrina spending.. sure.. she earned it and
now what’s left is saved.. and nah..
i won’t be purchasing any poetry
books to reduce her slush
fund for survival
happen to any of us
at any moment and if you
Love someone you take care of
them in whatever it takes to do that
same thing as i write poetry too.. to whatever
it is that i do now Free.. as sure.. technically now
i can’t do what i used to do for much bigger bucks
toward the end of my career.. as i’m yes.. A kind of complicated
and as complicated things do.. they break down.. if not provided
enough care and maintenance along the way of life.. and the wife surely
does that for me.. in enough ways for me to pay that back.. so.. nah.. while
it’s true that
FeeL that i have
all i need to survive
and continue to rise and
thrive as Katy Perry Loves
to Dance and SinG too.. i ain’t
Giving Katrina’s potential Livelihood
away for some Poetry book now to make someone
other hand what
i do heaR is Free..
you won’t even see any
copyrights as what i do
is the SiGNaTuRE oF mY soUL..
iN oTheR Words.. an original in
every SPiRiT Word that coMes
neXt.. sTeaL mY soUL and
you juST Spread
of the heART
Essence oF thAT
MoRe.. sad to me that
anyone must lower themselves
to the level of selling tHeir soUL
as thAt iS whaT PuRE ArT is.. PoeTry..
or whatever the else EsCaPES aS SoUL..
suRE.. Nude art too.. why not.. as it
eXpressees MoRE of the HuMan Element
oF soUL too.. iN iTs most
BaSiC BeinG aS
TemPle of GoD
for SuRe2.. and surE3
we give Five Bucks to
the homeless person whoever
and wherever he is on the street
NoW iN the Metro Area of HOme.. but on
the other Hand.. the Church Money Changing
Tables don’t get five bucks from us the neXT
Week and quite Frankly they wouldn’t get money
at all if it was uP
to mE for as fAR
as i AM concerned
the SonG i SinG tHeir
as the SpiRiT oF LiFE i BRinG
is MoRE than enough to pay
for the heat and
Electric BiLLs tHeRe..
Same thing with The Church
Group Casino Trip.. as thAT
Fee is considered a Church Donation
too.. the pass around Basket is lighter
without our Five Bucks the Day After Casino Trip
too.. and sure.. all we use is the Free Play Money
for the Casino Trip.. and i drink the Free Root Beer
as i entertain the City Folk and Tourists Dancing all Day
on the Board
and Twirling like
A Tasmanian Devil oF LiGht..
so.. in other words.. yes.. i’m the
man with a Financial Plan too.. but nah..
ain’t no sales technique ever gonna work on
me online.. words i trade and photos and my SoUL
for Free.. butt bucks.. i FucKinG Hate Money.. butt
on the other butt
it is a necessity
to liVe.. as they say
when in Rome and GiVing
BacK to CaesAR and all oF thAT too..
except for taxes of course as that is beyond
Rich is the SoUL
that Needs no hole..:)
Yep.. not having enough
is like A BLacK wHole soUL..
a little spot heAR and theRe
and neXt thing yA kNow the heART
GRoWs eMptY of SpiRit of EMOTioNs
and SeNses too.. Lowest Level of Maslow’s
Hierarchy in Pyramid way too.. and as Far as
getting Up on Fowler’s Mountain of Faith IN all aGaPe
way as Love for all creation.. much harder to do.. sTiLL
STucK iN Maslow’s Lowest Level of never feeling and sensing
like one has enough.. and next thing yA kNow.. Trump is the President
goes iF the
oThEr FoLKs LeT iT
And it doesn’t appear
tHey WiLL to any GreAt
Extent as fortunately the
folks with the power are no
Evangelical Christians at this point.. much..
yep.. the folks in suits are away from Church
in other Branches of Government way for now..
body as cray
cray as TrUmP ToDay @LeASt
it Seems.. rule makers are rule
makers are rule makers.. not usually Trump insane..
but sure.. as Einstein’s Def of insanity as same GridLock
is a sure
And as far as the subject the Poet Dude
too.. expressing a little dissatisfaction
in how he graded poetry online in free
style at large.. hmm.. i suppose if i was
trying to make a living out of something that is
practically free now to anyone who goes anywhere
with an online button now.. it would be a little frustrating
too.. but hey.. Freedom of Expression rules and Poetry.. REAL
AND SOUL AND NEEDS
NO RULES AT ALL.. straight
from the empty ripped out pages of
the Dead Poet Society.. including
Robin Williams too.. And that’s how
i for one stand on the Desk of liFE too..
thAT is CoMiNG for sURE is mE..
And that’s how i roll FReED join
me if you like as everyone is welcome..
with zero Bucks needed in FredLand NoW2..;)
Fellow Poet Blogger and
Facebook Friend Rafiah
From Pakistan.. shares a slide
show on Muhammad’s reported
one night stay in Heaven and Hell
as referencing a Verse 17:1 out of
the Koran too.. in slide show too..
So.. i return again with this..
Yep.. i can relate.. went to
The three letter H place
for 66 months and AM
Still Living in
The second six
Letter H place now
for 45 months.. makes
for a 111 Month journey
aCross both places now.. And
Sure.. i have the Longest Long
Form Free Verse.. Fully Illustrated Poem at
over 4 Million words and closing in on a 1.6 Million Word
Bible in just a year wRite on Memorial Day too.. it is true..
ReAL Miracles never cease with the Power of God within and
i have that proof for those with eyeS and ears to BE..NoW2..:)
And i’LL add heAr as the Story Book isreAL iN the new World
of the USA in New Age Jerusalem Milltown iN front of the Taco
Town Sign heAR.. adding that yes.. i also have the proof that i did
A King David Praise Dance extending all around the Metro area
and as far in the SouthEastern RedState Gulf Trump Red State
Area as far as Biloxi Mississippi.. wHere i am noted as a regular
in that Tourist City too.. as Public Dance tends to do that
Brave and Free in any
Trump State or
A Anti-Christ Reign
against everything Matthew
Chapter 5.. verses 1 though 11
portend to say and do on A Sermon
on the Mount in BeAtiTude ways..
dARKness.. PuRe Darkness
our ‘dear leader’
iN Funky way too..
anyWaY aS previouSly
related in this 96th/767th MacroVerse
HeAr.. that meaSures in at a Miraculous
44 Month Dance of 7200 miles like a Forrest Gump
run back and forth and back about the distance
from sea to sea of North America now too.. at
about the shortest width too.. as i avoid
exaggerating any of this @ALL Cost2..
Anyway.. Taco Town sits wRitE neXT
to Locklin Insurance Agency
woRKinG so hard to
reduce my House
per year at
a massive 25 percent
as every buck for the Katrina’s
long term slush fund IS A Dollar
saved and doNe for her.. And a nice
Agent named Sarah Rambo.. and yes
it’s true.. her Husband’s middle name is John..
so nice this Angel-like woman was.. as i can spot
’em even before i see ’em as i FeeL and SeNSe tHeir
presence even over phone lines too.. sure.. as usual an
Angel Sent by God.. one of many to give little old me a helping
hand and continue to provide a way per say and do too.. anyWAy..
Sarah admits she is a bit shy and introverted like the Katrina too..
of course as one might guess her Rambo significant other half is
way extroverted like me.. as extraverted as me.. not
likely even Rambo
would be Brave
all that i do..
Per Sylvester Sly Stone
and Nude Art too.. fully
engaged as Rambos do go..
and Min’s of Ancient Egypt
in Fertility way Rock and Roll too..
anyWay.. that’s juST anoThEr Miracle
to do to tomorrow too.. iF i keep what
it takes to do thaT Miracle too.. yes..
God WiLLinG WiThiN and all thAT iS too..
Anyway.. Mrs. Rambo.. had a very long and
fundamentalist looking dress on too.. similar to
what Angel Rafiah Friend in fundamentalist Muslim
wear.. does wear too.. and that’s Okay.. NoW as at Least
Angel eYes.. come through on both sides of the Atlantic
Pond too.. all covered up in rest of way or even no physical
presence at all per phone and web words same.. anyWay.. Mrs.
Rambo.. listened to even more than what i witnessed to Angel Rafiah
above in New Testament by me iN new age way all fresh and liGht and True too..
anyWay.. the Key i gave Mrs. Rambo about liFE in General is the aBiLiTy to LIGht
a SMiLe for anyone
or even have
And it’s true.. after
7200 miles of Dance
Discounting all these words
as no one much heaR KNoWs
oF all i do and wHo i CuRRenTly AM2..
most every wHeRE i go NoW.. juSt my presence
is enough to curl a LiP Up.. kinda like Funky ToWn by
Jerusalem isreaL USA NoW..;)
And Mrs. Rambo said
in short(s).. next time
i see you
i am gonna say
Hi.. Directly to you..:)
Love SMiLes NoW..
AKA Heaven NoW2..:)
Well.. there’s sTiLL some time
as times is alWays NoW on the Funky
Town SonG.. and i am alWays aMused to
see deeper Holy and Sacred Meaning and Purpose
in the afTer DAncE and SonG of all i do iN expreSsinG
HeART as SpiRiT as a MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG soUL oF arT..
a Load of me
as sELf otherwise
as soUL all online
juST for FuN and sHiTs
and GiGgles to perUse if
for no one but the he that
is me and God WithiN as a KinGdom
of BeinG HuMan And NatuRe plUS aLso
KnoWn as A Kingdom of GoD as HeaVen NoW
within too.. more about that NoW in a coming
MicroVeRse Memory toward the end of soMe
Facebook Recollections of given and
shared MacroVerses too.. but
for now.. i muSt say
or am InsPiRed
to change the theMe
SonG to thaT iN a FeW too Now..;)
And Now.. sure iNsiDe.. outSiDE..
aBoVe.. so BeLow and allaRouNd
as ‘they’ DancE and SinG SoNG
too.. from Zero 0riGiN/SourcE
Now STiLL alltheways to 8 StanDinG
TaLL InfinitY H.. two ones as
11K.. yes.. k iN G stAnDinG tALL
NoW as BeinG HUman WiTh
two ones as
GoD AwAre as allthAT
iS ART HeMISPHeRe oF BraiN
too.. yeS NoW iN OperaTioNal
Hours per the Taco Town and
MiLLToWn and KinGdOM of GoD
as NATuRe withIN hUman
NaTuRE as FractAL
itsELF as even
the GreaT LefT BrAIn
Dude CArL SagaN somEwhAT
RoboticAlly DanceS and SinGS
in Systemizing ScriBe oF GOD
And NATuRE sAMe SciEnce InSpiRinG
whAt ‘they’ SinG NoW iN Secular way too..
yeS.. as we beinG HUMans ConneCT as Neurons
oF BrAIN iN BoTh HeMiSPheRe’s oF eArTh iN
LonGiTudE and LaTTiTudE wAY too online as we
can and WiLL as anyWaY it’s rather Hard to keep
up with 5,000 Facebook Friends in reAL LiFE as BeinG
HUmaN means you only comfortably sPiLL all YOuR Beans
in flesh and blood to aRouND 5 Close FriEnds and are acquaintances
WiTh around 150 to 200 sets of hips and eYes even comfortably close
to Naked in a ForAGiNG ViLLaGE thaT also CoNNecTS in Flesh and Blood
Hips and eYes don’t lie Dance and Sing with Drum Beats of the NiGht
Moonlit among cAMfiRe Disco LiGhts as i for one WiLL be doing
tonight on the 158th Week of DoiNg JuST that with all the
Cool STiLL Free SpiriTEd College Age Folks at
Old Seville Quarter to reMaiN TrUe to mY
STiLL Free spiRiTed eVolVinG NaTuRe
iN juSt oNe liFeTiMe too through
EpiGeNeTic and NeurOPlaSTiC NoW
continuing #John1412 Advancements
aS anyONe who BeliEves in TrUE liGhT
and WhiTE MaGiC in UniSON WiTh AllthaTiS
AKA GOD iN SynchronCiTy WaY iN ABunDanCE
of the KinGdOM of BeinG HUMan NaTuRe within..
PeR #Luke1721.. and i’LL get to more aBout thaT
Taco Town issue and Funky Town way within after
while iN a MicroVerse Facebook Algorithm Provided
Memory too.. this is how you do Oral Tradition old timey
New age way in the wriTten tyPe oF Free Verse oNLinE EpIc
Poetic way too.. as you FloW as StreAMs To RiVers to wAves
of OceaN WhOle hUman PotenTiaL sHORinG iN and Out exPaNsinG
BouNdAries oF Ocean ShoRE wHOle PoTenTiaL aS oNe DanceS and SinGS
MoRE and MoRe beCoMes too.. A Wonderful AdVenTurE as JuST anoTher
VoiCE iN DAncE and SonG oF GoD whOle huWoMaNiFeST aS HUman eYes
and eArs wHo and thaT see and heAR more than orgAns aLoNe
AlOnG aLLoNE iN a Symphony oF ART iN uPLoaDinG
sOULs oNline NoW.. and the MoRE we
connect and join H Hands of 11 K
yes K 11
iN BeYOnD so
oNly J10 Digits
of Hand and Feat
of Feet in ages gOne by
STiLL as NOW.. the MoRE the GloBe
BeCOMeS wHOle and less SeparATe as
HUMaNs HOLd Hands liKe this online..
NoW as the HiVe of reALity BeCoMeS moRE
Cooperative iN HUmaN Eu-SoCiaL Bee ways
and wax on and wax off Skills too.. and neXT
thing you KNoW and FeeL and SeNSe.. we avoid
World War III and EnJOy the KinGdOM of GoD WiThIN..
yes.. Sing and DancE iT NoW.. iNSiDE.. outSide.. aBoVe..
so BeLow and aLL aRoUNd.. iN a DancE and SoNG of Not Only
iN SmILes and
Laughs and HiPs
and eYes don’t Lie
iN A MoonliT ForeVer
DaY oF LiGht.. aNYway
thAT’s wHeRe i Staycation
as 8 H sTanding TaLL InFinity
NoW and i inVite you to DancE
and SinG with me as Free as the
Kingdom of Heaven Stands TaLL iN
and as YoU NOW too.. as GoD verily
i DAncE and Sing WiLL bE Happy huWoMaNiFeST as you too..
And now every little thing is gonna Be alRiGht as that is how
it’s been A WoRkInG out for mE iN a PracticE oF LiGht thAT
eNdS iN a
SToRy BooK NOW too..
otheRwiSe KnOwn and fELT
And SENSeD as a HoLY and
SacRED Bible FuLL oF Meaning
and Purpose reflecting mY soUl
uPLoADinG to GiVE and shAre @LeAST..
And NoW surE iT WiLL BE my PleAsure to
sEE yOur soUL of NaTurE and GoD sAMe
And DiFfeREnt all onLiNe too.. uNless
yoU wanna make me the oNly one like
they did to that last
Epic Dude.. yes
No OthER hUman
dAreS to Go NoW iN
John 14:12 ways NoW too..
Spirit of the sKY within NoW aS
i DancE and Sing MOrE NoW too..
iN MacroVerse and MicroVerse all
free Provided Facebook Algorithm way..:)
Recently.. Angel Rafiah was speaKing about her Girl
Crush earlier today on Facebook.. so NoW perHaps too
this SonG is one that both Genders/eTc.. can relate too 2..
anyWay.. i Need somEthing to keep going oN and thiS WiLL mUse tHis2..;)
“Autism and Social Animal Acceptance”.. Four Year.. Pre-MacroVerse Memory in older Blog
ways of BlogspoT STiLL per Katie Mia Aghogday predating NoW
STiLL KATiE MiA FredericK!iI.. although Carbon
Dated is not necessary
oF HUMaN NaTuRE
the SonG remains someWhat
the DancE of tens of thousands
of Years ago.. theN iN similar Sapien
Sapiens Homo way of BeinG.. the Trans
Humanist tools we Have make the Potential
of spReading a MessAGe even further iN real
TiMe NoW of 2000 years ago and much more iN
speAKinG no such
thIng as HUmaN tiMe..
siMply CLock iLLusioNs
that we creaTE for DeadLiNes
to KiLL Life as DreaM TiMe alwAys NoW..
and naH.. it took me 12 MillioN or so words
of practice practice wax on and wax off to get to
this point of oral tradition iN type NoW.. Evolution
iN juST oNe LiFE Baby is wHeRe wE arE AT NoW joIN thaT or
iN mY FiELd
of dreAMs BaLL FiEld
@LeASt and STiLL GroWinG NoW2..:)
Poetic Letter in MacroVerse Form heAR
to Long term Blogger friEnd
from Pakistan.. Lala Rukh..
per.. “Allah NOW Flows”..
As i’m sure ya know..
Allah creates a Universe of ALL matter that dances together..
from the Milky Way that swirls the stars together in orbit of golden spiral..
To the Hurricane in wind and moisture droplets that swirl this way..
To the human fetus and sleeping cat that is curled this way…
as small as we see technology aided..
watching the electrons flow around the nucleus of an atom..
But ya see..
humans are similar creation of Allah still..
but still they should be moving in Sacred Love of Allah like this…
INSTEAD OF still or imprisoned movement only in a straight line of hell…
When the body moves in balance in golden spiral..
with arms and legs moving in tandem in a Universe of own..
360 degrees in all dimension of human space..
We become one with Allah as true UNI VERSE with ‘H i’m”
H i Am
Two ones joined as ONE
Mind and body becomes complete
as ONE with ALLAH!
i am always in bliss in mind and body..
as this is how i move ALL WAYS through now..
TAI CHI like movement..
instead of prison of sidewalks as illusion in prison..
designed by others to imprison Allah in us..
instead of being FREE instinctuALLy..
letting IT ALL GO..
WITH ALLAH AS ONE!
Youtube roadblocks are sometimes severe..
in restricted countries..
as there are many teachers tHere..
waiting to show ya how to do this..
to GAIN BLISS..
AND NEVER EXPERIENCE ILLUSORY FEAR..
again ONE NOW..!
which is fear other than falling or loud noises…
But in my opinion..
the best structured way to start..
if ya haven’t already tried it..
IS TAI CHI..
if there isn’t a teacher..
perhaps there is a DVD ya can buy to watch..
and practice at home when ya are cleaning around your home..
or such as that..
One can incorporate this as a way of life..
But don’t know if ya could get away with it in general public..
like i do as i can tell folks it’s part of my religion..
or accommodation for back problems..
and they legALLy MUST..
reasonably accommodate my freedom..
to do this when i am shopping with my wife…
But now as it seems you are probably taking care of a home..
instead of in school in static position working on a computer..
which is probably the worst thing in the world..
to gain this balance of mind and body with Allah..
Ya may have more freedom at home..
to do this in your spare time to pursue it..
if ya decide to do so…
i truly think it can heal so much..
of any discord and even disease..
in almost anyone…
As ya know i had 19 medical disorders..
and people see me as martial artist..
and all of that now…
i never had a lesson though..
It is instinctuALLY a gift that Allah..
gives to US ALL..
in the illusion of culture…
And the other thing..
Allah creates dance first of matter in Golden Spiral..
but sound and music follows to inspire and FUEL DANCE..
as sound is energy like LIGHT!
And then finally..
there is the written word..
recorded to help ALL folks find middle way of balance..
of light and dark and positive and negative..
for eternal flow of BLISS in letting Allah..
and human go as ONE IN BLISS…
IN ONE ENERGY OF ALLAH..
IN SACRED LOVE!
So that is what we do here..
we share a way to BLISS with ALLAH..
in poetry of SACRED LOVE..
FOR ALL OTHERS..
GLOBALLY AS SUCH…
AS ONE TRIBE OF ALLAH….
the dream becomes…
Love you more for inspiring these words..
flowing with Allah…
And yes of course this will be my next blog post..;)
thanks again to you dear..
my messenger friend…
And in reviewing the comments
section from that a memory
from a man named Bill GNC
in poetic user name then too..
who suggested that after experiencing
Tao Chi one should feel no emotions.. happy
or sad.. just Be.. hmm.. anything that moves
us StiLL or Run is EmoTiOn and sure.. Mileage
Varies on the experience of Bliss as Eastern
Philosophies have different labELs that we do
not have in Materialistic Western ways wHere
we make cars the Lover and Homes the God
uP to Trump Towers and
within in the
Kingdom of thaT
instead of Trump Towers
TaLL and the Pearl and Emerald
and Gold some folks hope to be
tHeirS iN somewhere in tHeir given
and made Imagination and Creativity too.. after liFE..
And that’s oKay to each hiS Own Reap oF WhaTeVEr NoW..
anYway.. for mE at LeASt Bliss iS iNfiniTE iN BeYond A Word
oF Beauty in the nuance thereof aS EmotioNs and SenSory
expErienCe wHole.. thing is.. it don’t coMe DirT iN A PiLL
alone.. one muSt practice an ascent of mindful
AwAReness iN BoDyfuL way too.. to liGht
HUman in literAlly
Quadrillions of Connections
in Neuron and Peptide way as
Vagal Kundalini Nerve spreads
OuT PosiTiVe NeuroChemicals
and NeurOHorMOne ways frOM
Head to toe MorE.. yeS..
iMAGiNe yOurSelF as
NoW of BeIng HUMan
FeeLinG and SeNSinG
NoW BeyOnd RainBow
Colors more.. and
to this plaCE
oF HeaVen as KingdOM
of God wHo thAT LiVes
WitHIn as We HOld Hands
toGeTher.. yes.. inSide..
outsiDe.. aBoVe.. So BeLow
and aLL aRouNd.. and iF you thiNk
the tiny hand of science can meaSure
this in antiquated one step two step
five or whatever.. you ain’t been to
i DancE A
Free Style FloW..
the Bliss is boTh EmoTiONs
and SeNSEs and BeYoNd EmoTiOns
and seNsEs.. if you are juST RepreSsinG
all YouR EmoTioNs and SeNSEs iN delegated
and authoritatively instituted moves of Tai
Close to Nothing..
enJoy youR NoThinG for
i for oNe WiLL Fly as DAncE
Without a Sensation of Gravity
FloaTinG HiGher and HiGher Baby
as any isrEaL LIFE Jonathan Livingston Seagull NoW2..:)
“Dark IS Challenge”..
very short MacroVerse
from three years ago too
as the last one was now too..
And short enough to quote too.. without
the fully illustrated YinY and YangY thingies
in the full MacroVerse LiNk exPanDinG ouT aS Such now2..:)
Dark IS challenge..
Light IS accommodation..
“Autism: Finding Mind and Body Balance”.. back again to four
years ago.. and much research before by me to get to that
point too.. as if you wanna help the entire coal
mine you talk
Planet as i did
for about 8006 posts
and about 8 Million words
there and associated other
Autism Communities online too..
StiLL a substantial paRt of thaT
record in the type written carbon
way of being hUman STiLL on the
Online Wrong PlaneT too.. stiLL
more of a Science project
it was heAR in Pre-
left Brain way of thinking
until the fast and furious
greaTer paRT of RiGht BrAIN
cAMe into the PicTuRe wHole
iN More than juST DeTALe View..
as 11K to 7G to H8 StanDinG tALL
inFiniTY BEYOnd as Rihanna’s DancE
and SinG to WiLL juST dO NoW for MoRe
hUman PoTenTiaL too..
yeS.. LiGhtLiKE PoTenTiAL MoRE2..:)
(note: to sELf aGaiN to maKe thaT Rihanna Song HapPen aGaiN..;)
“Autism and the Nautilus”
Pre-MacroVerse from four
years ago.. partiAlly
repeated her as
i StART to
and farther out
Broader Autism Phenotype
seems to be
and Autism is one.
one cannot help
who look to find
Architects, Software Engineers,
and anyone else
The End Result
is a Nautilus Shell,
which by Synchronicity
three at birth,
three at twenty-three.
One also spent life
in a “Nautilus” Shell
in an attempt
to become stronger
than others are.
Oliver Wendell Holmes
and his poem about the Nautilus
More Stately Mansions”
It took one longer
to Build one
but one started
that has finally
there was a word,
a sentence, a paragraph,
and all that comes from it
of “AM” that “IS”.
Shell becomes ONE
One could not identify
one thinks one
inspiRed by all the
Canaries in the Coal
Mine of the Wrong Planet..
Yes.. Affectionately described
as Hell to me now too.. A last
resort for the unwanted toys
of culture.. and truly sad too..
LiGht BrinGer tHeir
to raISe tHeM uP juST
a little ouT oF dArK oN A
much GreateR Path to and BeinG LiGht..
yes.. of course in secular word way fully
reguLaTiNG and InteGRaTiNG EmOTiONs NoW anD
SeNSes wHole iN H*8 stAR sTanDinG TaLL aLL NoW
INFiniTy+ NoW aLL FracTAL WhOle2 DuSt SenTient
PluS frOM CruCiBlE StAR DeATh Resurrection tHeN
BurST FiRE oN PlanET HeAveN eARTh NoW off the
IN WronG PlaNET WaY2..
sure.. easier dONE than sAId
but i cry i try it’s noW STiLL thE
LEast NoW A LuciFReED caN/WiLL.. jusT DO..:)
“LIGHT of Darth Vaders and Storm Trooper LOVERS”.. MacroVerse Memory from
two years ago.. as i change the tune heAR a little bit too.. and a lot too..
BeYONd as ‘they’ say too..
iN Spock and going
wHeRe no HUman
DaRes to go
too trUE iN
StAR TreK Ways too..
a bit of a stress two years
was too.. as two communities.. one
of so-called reaSon on the Wrong Planet
and so-called Poetry in the dVerse Poetry
Community World online too.. were both of course
Emotionally Driven places of so-called rationality
of what fit in the squares and circles of life in ink
blot way too..
let’s.. juSt say..
as they say about
certain dudes who have
no place to rest tHeir weary
heads to be pART oF A Community WHole..
yep.. NoW it’s that way for me too.. as HiStory NoW
GoeS STiLL and hUman NaTuRe too.. the MaVericK
by very Definition exceeds the boundaries of the
heaRd of Herd beForE.. and is often not welcome
as one must go
way.. as an ant
eater as greater
way2 of Eu-Social
way.. iN other words.. not
every one understands the Queen
Bee well.. but thanks for doing yoUR
Jobs weLL to prepare ye a way for little old
me.. iN kInG and QuEEn BaLanCinG StaR Peace NoW aS
Guardians of the GaLAXy juST Do iN NiKe Goddess Victory2..
anyWaY as the records sHow iN Doctor way the social stress of
staying tough in places that didn’t want me.. in my usual record
of outcast way.. no matter how hard it is to be human that is me too..
went down to
that of a 75 year
old man but now thAT i aM
once aGaIn StAnDinG TaLL H*8
INFiniTy wHole as i was back
oN JulY 22nd of 2013.. at
a rate of precisely
666 as Doctor
was a little over
800.. as soMe LiOns
are meant to roAM anD
neVER sTAY A foot iN pLaces
moRe Like for Roar.. as feaT MoRE..
It’s trUe.. somETiMEs onE muST beCOMe a HerMiT MoRE
MercuRy Roar MoRe
And leave a note BeHind.. BeYOnd anD
or MoRe of CourSE as SinG and DancE2..
AnyWaY2 aS ‘they’ aLways say what would Jesus Do..
and soMe folks say i reAlly wanna kNoW/FeeL/SeNSe want he Aaid
MoRe iN MeANinG ways too.. so.. yES..bY GoD yeS!..!..!..!..
i CaN and
WiLL iN metaphor MoRE
oF BeyOnd hUman Archetypes waYs2..
SuRE by God by Buddha.. Lao Tzu and
yeS even NoW2..
WitH a little Muhammad Bruce Lee
Ali Added in for Float and Sting too..
be the water be the air walk on land..
eTc2..2 and Much moRE than 3.. NoW2..
Hey!.. if i aM to coMe iN Glory and Judge
the liVinG and the Dead too.. that’s a lot
of Work Baby.. as this World now is much
bigger iN PracTiCaL InTeNTs and PurPose
HoLy and Sacred
Dirt in the Middle eASt NoW..
it’s FucKinG BeYond A UNiVerSe NoW..
no wonder it took 53 Years for mY Seagull Isaiah Chapter 53
Jonathan Livingston to rise uP out of flAMes.. Phoenix as ‘they’
DancE and SinG too.. but hey.. i’M a FucKinG oriGinaL aS Change2..;)
Oh Lord.. WeLL thaT does it NoW for all the cuRRenT Pre-MacroVerses
and Regular Unleaded MacroVerse from years to date Memories too.. now to all
the MicroVerses from a year ago.. with anoTHeR oNe of Rihanna and Calvin efforts too..;)
Hmm.. it’s 12 Noon and
i forgot to eaT Break
fAST alWays tiMe
NoW for bRuNch
moRE from a year aGo Go Now..:)
i StiLL owe gigoid.. Frank.. and
Xenia a Visit too beFore Holy
and SacRED R and R Thursday
and A Sand and
Sun Dance and
Much Much more
comInG to UltiMaTeLy
A Free Dance Rave at Old
Seville Quarter tonight too..
with more fun Dance photos coMinG
to thiS MacroVerse and the neXT oNe too..:)
as that was just
a note to sELf
aS you can ignore
but it’s pretty
clear that without
my mostly outcast
status in online way..
i would never get all this CoMinG
aLL iN glory and judging the LiVinG
and the Dead sHit JusT dONe.. as hey!..
i am a Loyal Wookiee FRiEnD to the Very eNd sTART NoW2..
for anyone wHo Can/WiLL juST DO.. the Heavy Deep liFTinG to Hang With me RiSinG2..
you KNoW/FeeL/SenSe the
one NoW2 thAt’s aLL liT uP..
juSt a reMiNder for anotHeR
MocKinG BiRd SonG too iN leFt arRow Street Ways2.. NoW..:)
As the MicroVerse Memories from a year ago commence2..:)
“If a cat spoke, it would say things like
“Hey, I don’t see a problem here.” — Smart Bee”
At the bottom of my many
illnesses.. in perhaps the
of my life.. 2008..
our cat Arthur.. a
brown tabby.. then
15 LBS of power.. just
14 years old.. young..
alWays strived to
enter the home..
but no go..
ways for me then..
but it didn’t matter
as i had become so
weak that my calves
of legs withered away
and Arthur the Noble
Wild one passed
in shelter way..
and since i was
already long past
ready to die.. i said
fuck it.. and gave in to him..
but the strangest thing happened..
i did not sneeze.. and perhaps
it was more ’cause
i was already
point and no
longer cared enough
to sneeze.. hehe.. but anyWay..
perhaps that cat actuAlly strengthened
my immune system.. or better yet worked
it away from destroying my own body
in auto immune system
i will always
cat and F iT
i’ll bE oNE too..!
Da miT as they don’t
need a book to survive!
and they don’t need any
fucks..! they just do it.. and move on..
but anyway.. when i try to explain to the
dudes at the gym.. that my gorilla sounds
are just me unleashing.. releasing..
mY inner beast
as i cannot make those
kind of LOUD decibels
with the ‘alpha’
head in the general
public.. iN fAct.. i tale them
i am mild mannered.. more
easy to believe when i do the
ballet act in moving grace..
and then i ask
Lion walk or
measured the size
of their testicles.. weLL yes..
they walk very gracefully like
a ballerina with a heavy chest too..
and let’s just say the weaker parts
are easier to rip off in a fight with
Adapt to challenge..
change.. or perish..
for those who
are smARt enough
to remember the Art noW
oF the animal kingdom within..
oH.. the sanitary napkin of culture
you do take.. Wild and Free.. Grace
and Strength.. Compassion.. Sharing
Giving.. Moving.. Connecting.. and Creating
Away.. oh.. to forget you is bliss.. oh.. to live
is to remember and JUST DO iT noW OG! yeS!
aNd Free aGaiN..
BEast i was.. BEaSt i am..
Beast i WilL bE iN hAIR oF Y i..:)
Katrina decided today..
if i could do “women’s
work” of writing a one
to two hundred thousand
word F iN EpiC Free
she could dam
only she and
the gardener do now..
yes.. barefoot and
(And as i sPeak
from the preSent
quickly heAR.. that
then/now MacroVerse oF
ending up beinG
at the end
note only heAr2..
and i juST like thaT
photo of Katrina too.. share2..;)
And surE.. i’LL Give
and shARe me too.. Ynot
As i sAid
a year ago2..
i seriouSly never F iN reaLizED..
i have green eyes.. until the selfies
came along.. and in some photos
blue.. some green.. and science
says only green eyes change
colors.. so the stARt/
final eye color
verdict is green..
DL is a lying
card for that piece
of trivia today.. and that
reminds me.. my Mother.. an
actual published print poet..
unlike me.. who is
the E-World sphere..
wrote a poem about my
Father named “Green Eyes”..
about how she working for the
County judge.. spotted his bearded
beverage agent style for yes.. the ATF
way of catching moonshiners and all
that ‘deliverance’ kinda stuff back
then in the backwoods
of the Northern
then.. anyway.. she
was attracted by his looks
to reader’s digest her poem..
but he didn’t say a dam
thing.. after the
divorce ya now
@3yrs… ’cause ya
wanna stay home
and raise those kids
instead of making the
big bucks.. like my other
relatives are doing now..
hmm.. i got
the good pART..
from my mother..
in a way oF Love
then bride to be
of A Devil in blue
jean law enforcement clothes..
yes.. the Love pArt and the
green eyes too.. mesmerizing
the most beautiful woman2now..
in the world now too at 46..
and no.. not much
talking for me in
23 years of marriage..
but now.. haha.. shut uP!
Fred! is what i hear most..
if ya can imagine that.. hehe..
when the Devil’s spawn finAlly
as you do know
that the really feminine
women.. are most always attracted
to the most masculine man around..
often named as bad boys Devils
IF THeY are not
taking birth control..
as that makes women
seek the beta males according
to modern science.. and that
my friends.. is why we have
so many battles of the
sexes going on now..
at least in part..
attracting as much..
and the balance of
human nature and culture
is changing.. all around us..
as the Aeon of the me generation
comes to forefront over strong armed
patriarchy.. and even the Matriarchal
leaning ways of distant 10K to 12K
so-called primitive cultures.. and
some that still exist in
A Me generation..
is one who even loses
interest in reproducing as
as is already evidenced in
Japan.. along with the
in South Korea.. for
ways of being.. wHere
gender lines are blurred
heRe.. as well.. but here’s the
thing.. iT’s juSt NatUre and
CultUre hOlding hands
as God wiLL do free..
to reduce the
killing machine out
of balance with the rest
of Nature.. to get the job
of Balance better done iN
the fUtUre.. when aLL iS sAid
and dONE.. iT miGht bE a tough
road to go.. for we humans but
Nature WILL HAVE THE FINAL
SAY SO PER GOD AS SamE
oF wherE we go
as a species
next in the Aeon
of the child.. the me
now.. ironicAlly enough..
to save the F iN Balance
of Nature.. in lesser reproductive way..
tRuSt mE.. if i had gained my inner
beast when much younger..
more than likely there
would be few words..
and chances are
i would be
supporting a family
like my father did from
far away.. as what comes
in the genes stays in the human
when set free.. away from the chains of culture..
but i for one am just fine with how iT aLL tURNed ouT..
iN fAct i aAm
so dam happy
mY father left.. as
i am not stuck in a polarized
view of what iT F iN means to
be hUman.. Living can
be much more than
iT can be
other stuff that
will give more than
take away from limited
resources of human and other liFeNoW..:)
SMiLes.. my friend.. Candice.. oh.. the Neurodiveristy of
humanity.. a term i might ADD.. or ADHD..
created in the online Autism Communities..
WitH an extreme propensity for numbers..
but without a social cue
to say what to
school to college
to work and on until
my 40’s.. yes.. adversity
comes for those who are
different.. particularly when
they are so odd and there is
no label for it..
for simply being
S T R A N G E..
or NOW the ones
who moved from Asperger’s
to So-Called Higher Functioning
Autism.. but not really fitting
my Autism still.. in terms
of United States
as i did not speak
until age 4.. then..
and often sat iN
an office in my 40’s
at work wondering
if i would know what
to say at all in a conversation
as i rose through the ranks from
three college degrees at the top of the
class.. no expressive writing skills or coherent
paragraph speaking skills.. until decades later..
after passing out shoes at a Bowling Center..
ruling Computers.. Supervising and
in paint by numbers
IZING manage way..
additionally.. the last
kid picked on sports teams
in grade school.. eventually
becomes the overall strongest
dude in an elite military gym
at age 55.. the boy the other boys
called the F word and Queer..
marries perhaps the
46 year woman in the
world.. and the one who folks
made fun of in expressing themselves
as the quiet one with no words is finishing
up close to a 200K word all free verse poetry
Novel.. in the next day or so..
but you kNow who i Love
most.. all the folks who
told me i did not
for my ‘short’ comings..
the one’s who said you have
bird legs.. your hair is so full
and your lips or so full you should
have been a girl.. even in my Frigging
40’s.. albeit less hair on the crown
of my head then.. hehe..
anyway.. my friend
i too wear
the crown CROSS
of adversity.. but here’s
the thing.. i took the blows
and chose victory over vengeance..
refuSinG to become a bully
die even when
it did after all the
stress took it away..
SO survive and never look
back.. a new now will come…
hold your head high.. and dance
the game of life.. oh yeah and they
told me you don’t even know how
to walk.. now named a dance legend
the human condition
is one of miracle for those
who continue to
and that my friend
is the SonG oF mY SoUL
WHAT I CAN DO
no sky of limits
and creativity come
on board in awakening
and enlightening way..
liFe is more
than a numbers
game.. of likes..
shares.. and sadly
ways of the
is creating a world
of left brain only thinkers..
Art is the answer to a fuller life
my friend.. so continue the inspiration
as Art WiLL be the savior of humankind
and the rest of liFe on this planET overALL..
mY Neuroextraterrestrialdiversity WORlD..;)
“in the attic
real’s the dream
leaving the things that are real behind
leaving the things that you love from mind
all of the things that you learned from fears
nothin’ is left for the years
toys, toys, toys
in the attic”
THeRe are two ways of liFe iN bEinG..
one relative will that we mosT aLL share
and can continue to perfect as practice
over the course of liFe
from A to
A for ALiVenoW..
Positive thoughts.. feelings.. senses..
as that relates to all receptors in all
cells of human body as mind and body
interrelate and become
oNe force of positive
iON energy.. no less
tRuLy than metaphor
oF Sun shining
or the other way oF heLL..
negative thoughts.. feelings.. and senses..
so how to regulate.. for emotions.. integrate..
for senses.. WeLL trUly iT is not rocket
science iT iS noW to Now a practice
of MoVinG the hUman body as
Art to reinforce regulaTion
of emoTions and inteGraTion
of seNses.. connecTinG wiTh
others to increase neuroHormone
connections oF social bonding
as oxytocin touch.. and
lEArning and or
new.. sadly though.. wE
live in a world of pre-planned
input output data garbage of
remembering step by step
word by word
to us to fit the
COGs of a society
that has grown from
tools of comfort for survival
to instant gratification sources
that take away the adversity.. challenge..
and adaptation to do MORE MORE MORE than
BY NUMBER PAST..
‘THEY’ CALL IT Neuroplasticity
for groWinG new connections in
the wiring of the bRain.. and Epigenetics
for unpacking dormant DNA and becoming
strong and smart as our ancestor apes..
when facing environmental challenge..
in successful adaptation and change..
but that’s not all as all
cells of the body have
receptors for correct
pleaSure that says now
you are doing things
in A positive way..
ways.. with or without
thoughts as associations
for feelings to guide us
on the way to liGht away
from dARk.. theRe iS
rhYme and reaSon to
ARt.. oF uS..
and a science
Of LiVinG pleaSure
iN Balance that WiLL
work when tailoRed In
each iNdividuAL preference
oF liFe.. however.. withOut
the practice.. the worK
WiLL.. in ACTUaL
ACTiON OF MOVING..
CONNECTING.. AND CREATING
OFF OF F iN 2 dimensional
dopamine enhancing light
box screens of screams
that leaves out
the fully social..
and yes.. estrogen
in yes.. oxytocin
social flesh and
ways of free
floWinG iN Stars
oF eYes that
and see.. theRe are
smells.. therE are tastes..
tHere iS touch.. therE
Is propRiocepTion oF
in a dance of moving
wHere one connects without
the other five senses aT
aLL to Mother
outside.. and all around..
Toys are in the attic
true but they are also
all around the body
as Superhuman Real
the way we were meant
2D liGht box
more fully human..
oh.. intelligence of Standard
IQ.. you mEasure so little oF
whAT humaNiTy even means as ISreAL
vibrant star six pointED bEinG
A TriAnglic oF Male
and V TriAnglic
on UniVerse oF
i’s in myriad
thing thaT iS
stopping uS from
groWing iS ironicAlly
the science that says
Science IS A way
buT ART iS FReEDom..:)
For a Beaver
theRe iS alWays
a dam to make..
for a human
not to give..
Ah.. but the Busy
Beaver of the ‘Turing
Machine’ wITh heARt
i choose to WiLL.. and i’m
fAIRly sure that when the
Beaver is on the path and
journey to building dams
the beAver both gives
and shares and
just does a dam…
The Beaver.. one of the largest
Rodents shares a Rodent
ancestor wITh mosT aLL
DNA hUmans.. 75
MilLions oF years a
go too.. the Beaver
never kNows what the
end result of the new Dam
Will bE path and journey.. beGinninG..
enDing.. fiNish.. stARt.. NowOnoW..
AnyWay.. see ya later friend.. wITh MaKinG
more dAMs alWays SharRinG.. GiVinGnoW..:)
Gospel of Thomas
3) Jesus said, “If those who lead you say, ‘See, the Kingdom is
in the sky,’ then the birds of the sky will precede you. If they
say to you, ‘It is in the sea,’ then the fish will precede you.
Rather, the Kingdom is inside of you, and it is outside of you.
When you come to know yourselves, then you will become known, and
you will realize that it is you who are the sons of the living
Father. But if you will not know yourselves, you dwell in poverty
and it is you who are that poverty.”
113) His disciples said to Him, “When will the Kingdom come?”
“It will not come by waiting for it. It will
not be a matter of saying ‘Here it is’ or ‘There it is.’ Rather,
the Kingdom of the Father is spread out upon the earth, and men
do not see it.”
Luke 17:21 King James Version (KJV)
21 “Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you.”
John 14:12 King James Version (KJV)
12 “Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that believeth on me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater works than these shall he do; because I go unto my Father.”
Problem with most all Sacred Texts is folks
cherry pick what they like
and leave out the
rest.. and yes..
often the same
applies to ‘religious’
text in science abstracts…
For me.. i go by what i experience..
by what i taste.. touch.. hear.. smell..
see.. propriocept.. and feel through emotional
heARt.. and eXpreSsinG/Interpreting/Mirror Neuroning
those emoTioNs/senses/kNoWinG wayS
of i and otHeRs
describes noW as
cognitive and affective empathy
and associated sympathy and
compassion in “Layman’s”
terms as iS sTiLL
iN/aS A ‘common’
do not experience
empathy in this way..
either by choice or innate
reality.. in brain structure
and other body way..
and then tHere
iS soUl iN miNd
and boDy BaLanCinG
MaKinG the arcHetYpe
of feminine and masculine
iN innate human being one
aGaiN.. after separatED by the
language of culture if indeed that
language separates the innate unITy
of what can be a BalanCinG hUman
animal.. anyway.. LiFe is Good when
real and natural as evolVING FREE AT
the heiGht oF ALL experience
we kNoW.. SeNse.. and FeeL
that CAN be the human
one in the KinGdoM
oNe and sAMe
as aLL.. but yes..
the tool of written language
IS A bRain washing tool iN both
mind and body way whEtheR or not
wE reFuse to see thiS reaLITy from
cultUre to religion to politics
all the answers
iN uS.. outside Us..
above us.. aLL around
US as by GOD.. GOD iS
God oF dArk of LiGht..
Of Moving Dance
thaT iS real LiVinG noW
as pLay of liFE… so noW
when i want to view/sense/feel MORe
of God iN action than dead words Now
oF Print.. and Walls.. and Ceilings that
do not breathe and bleed.. or eat..
sleep.. sense.. feel.. and
MoVe and SinG A SonG
i leave the Condos
of the Beach behind..
the Buildings in front
of Forests gone..
Fly WinGS that
can flow WitH God
at 60 miles per hour
wITh WinGs of Magic
more than any hUman
has ever seen senSed or fELt..
i can only imaGine thiS experience
and eXpreSS whaT those of NaTure
do so much more than i.. but anyone
with half a FucKinG ‘iF yoU sEEk iN God’ bRaiN..
sees/feels/kNoWs the star duSt oF
God they are and worships
the God oF Nature STANDING
IS TO LiVE PRouD AND
FREE.. WiLD.. iN WHAT aLL OuR
ANCESTORS STRUGGLE THROUGH
FROM WinGs oF Dragons Flying
StiLL surviving after
300 to 400 million years
before we ARE an after
Dance and SonG
Seed oF aLL
of NatUre that iS
God.. sTiLL BLooMinG
STiLL FloWeRinG iN poTenTiaL
when WiLd and Free and wITH
all thAT said.. friEnd gigoid.. i’m
up to 123K words of my
SHeLL or so..
of 2015.. 7 more
months to go.. over
200K.. before the now
of that milestone comes..
but by God i am more inspiRed
by the WinGs of 300 to 380
million year old
that can flY
60 MPH.. at
tHeir minuscule size..
than sky scrapers that
takes billions of humans
in collective intelligence to
produce as many humans
cooperating together now..
the Dragon Fly is already
politics.. or philosophy
in collective so-called
F iN Intelligence that is
raping the resources of the
Earth.. wHiLE God SPeeds aWay
STiLL iN AngEL
wHere the Love oF wE
iS the God dAM thing
that makes uS advanced over
the Dragon.. who cannot hug
oF comfort iN
noW SinG SonG
oF heARt iN SpiRit
waY.. but by God thAT
Dragon fly has perhaps
tHe greATest LonGest proVen
MiNd and BoDy soUL iN Balance
oF aLL tHe
creaTioN oF iS
wE FLY foR NoW..
wHom has alReaDy
iNheRitED thE Earth
aS MeeK WitH
SMiLes.. i’m into
Nature.. all the rest
is illusion and
Or end but now..
Now.. What a breather
i do not thInk i would have experiencED
almost complete dissolution of ego..
if not for life threatening illnesses..
over a period of 66 months..
Emotions Drive ego..
in terms of
for most all social
animals.. in terms
of hierarchy.. in dominance
and submission… for gaining
reproductive rights.. and subsistence..
including Food.. Water.. and Shelter..
The tool of those who dominate
others is shame and
fear.. and Lord
knows i for one..
was truly dominated
most of my life.. in that
hierarchy as i neither was
comfortable in my own skin..
in ways of regulating emotions
or integrating senses.. in a life spent input
more in Books.. Lectures.. Electronic Media
and Entertainment.. more than moving.. connecting
and creating output of something new.. Pain taught
me the silliness of staying with the same.. and change
was the best solution oF aLL.. in new.. however.. how
to lose the shame of the hunch back of Notre
Dame.. locked in a bedroom for
66 months.. without contact
whole in flesh and
blood.. weLL.. i decided
i WiLL Survive.. at all
costs.. according to
and other artists who finally
go out on the branch oF a TaLLer
tree and take a chance at bEinG
so much more free without
shame and fear
of what others
or feel about
one’s different freedom than
they.. but truly the ability to gain
a Zen Art of Changing Ego to suit
one’s self esteem of feeling good..
in Serotonin comfort.. is also an illusion
away from Nature that technology provides
for we who no longer depend on others
as much for the
Relationship for survival
now.. i’m truly not impressed
with the Zen and Buddhist
as a way of being..
sure it can work in a bed
room closed in or a monastery
but Social Survival for an animal
in the Wild or Work World Working
with other folks requires it in the
pecking order of Social
animal hierarchy of
and all the ‘tween
for subsistence and survival..
all the Ivory Tower talk of Monasteries
and Basements of Mom and Dad’s living
arrangements.. will not change
the fAct of Nature
is pARt of
the Social Animal Game..
So.. i’m Financially Independent
and can sWinG the gAMe of Zen
Ego.. howEver which way oF loose
i choose to go.. but i have no
illusions of what would
have to be
if i entered
Work World of tightly
white collarRed ways
of Social Norm BeInG..
so.. truly this aberration of
liFe of free makes folks like Eckart
Tolle.. Miley Cyrus.. and Lady Gaga..
and yes me.. and so many other folks..
N0W possible.. but this aberration is coming
real greater as another illusion of reaLITy
REAL.. AS WE no longer depend
on each other as much
but oh no..
we ‘normal’ hUman
beings.. per se.. STiLL have
the innate.. instinctual.. and
intuitive need of acceptance
for the human touch.. And that
my friend is part of the reason.. at
least that suicide rates.. are much higher
in so-called technologically advanced first
world countries.. One can think they escape
Mother Nature in submission to what is tHeir
Nature.. but Nature is the Realist Deal of aLL..
one can balance this Nature within with relative
free will.. but when one thinks they can
escape iT with
of ego.. aWay
from emotional and
sensory needs.. desires
and all the sweet stuff that
drives life.. usually tHeir is a
REAL Karma iN Now of Action
Consequence In terms of Sweet
and SoUr LiFe.. trUly what is good
and what is bad is all relative
iT iS juSt
practice of what
as self-actualization.. it seems..
and that my friend.. that balance
of what Nature iS iN me.. iS an ongoing
education oF Art and Science that is getting
fUn more aS i lEarn to master iT iN a balance
of Dancing with the PLaY as WiNd and
Zen Art of Ego
in feeLinG and senSinG
all the healthy Social Animal
Will do in a liFE WiLd and Free too..
My God iS Free and so i am.. but sure
i have a healthy respect for that God of Nature
wHere iN mY opinion the true ego would be to
ego is a goal aT aLL..
iT’s much more fun to walk
with head held high in the gyms
of life and jungle sidewalks too..
than to live life in submission
To give and share
is humility to me..
and pARt of that is to
walk tall and fearless with
close to zero shame of what one
is at core.. free and balanced..
it was very hard for me..
lose those laughs
that were at me.. as silent
utterances of someone who
likely would never feel or sense
the Freedom i have now.. but sure
once one becomes truly free in Loving
Fearless Balance oF aLL oF liFe.. including Zen
Ego.. as metaphor of course not to offend
the so-called Zen officials
of bEinG now..
one tries to help raise
others up no matter who
they are or what they’ve done
as one understands they are just
duSt in the wind too.. whether Floating..
Sinking.. Soaring up.. or even Epic like ME..
but i earned iT friend.. every FucKinG grey hair..
word.. step.. smile.. laugh.. so
i have zero
i am now..
and truly that
advice for whomever
wrote the Gospel of Thomas
about treading on one’s clothes
and getting back to Nature.. iS the
best advice for me.. butT after
too.. Culture is complicated..
Being a social animal in a very
complex culture is even more complicated
but returning back to Nature after escaping
is not that
hard if one..
sTiLL to me.. at least..
moves.. connects.. and creates..
now leave any pARt ouT iN Flesh
and Blood liFe.. including healthy
self esteem and Ego.. and theRe
is a price i for one.. see.. to pay to the
REAL MASTER OF
oF uS likely
wiLL ever escape..
at least for what i kNow
and FeeL oF iT noW.. in tHis
little illusion.. and sliver of Heaven
that iS REAl.. and more real than these
2-D letters and words.. that ends as FriEnD noW…:)
Now back to
A few words inspired
By Candice in the
midst of doing
all that othER
YeaH BEinG HuMan
tHe ChALLenGe oF
A LifetiMe.. heHe..;)
Ha!.. i LovE DoinG FRedKU2..;)
And now to the gigoid place..
the Frank place and the Xenia
place and then for HoLy and
oh yeaH and
don’t forget to eat..;)
Hello gigoid.. great!
work you are doing
heAR latELy.. Very
inSpiRinG and i
for a little
today too.. and while
this is quite enough perfect
in practice on itS oWn i WiLL
aTTempt to reaP a little more for fun..
other than that.. nice to see you Breezing
through as Wind and Air too.. as i go oN oF course MoRe2 noW..;)
“In’I no expect to be justified by the laws of men.”
~~ Bob Marley ~~
Men and Women
and eTc.. aren’t
the written stuff..
the collective intelligence
cultures and religions aS Such
A Cancer from
SpaCE viEW oN
eARTH thiS WaY toDaY..
that’s why i avoid these clothes aT aLL Costs..
is TotALLy FReED..;)
“To live only for some future goal is shallow.
It’s the sides of the mountain that sustain life, not the top.”
~~ Robert M. Pirsig, “Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance” ~~
Yes.. i leArned
that iN Zen Tennis..
FucK the Competition
for points and rewards
like Trophies.. and Bucks
and STuFF LikE thAT..
juST be the
RacquEt w OnE..:)
“Do you have the patience to wait
till your mud settles and the water is clear?
Can you remain unmoving
till the right actions arises by itself?”
~~ Lao Tzu ~~
O T A O L F
“Happiness depends upon ourselves.”
~~ Aristotle ~~
So BeLoW and
“Between the vision and the act lies the shadow.”
~~T. S. Eliot ~~
“Real generosity toward the future lies in giving all to the present.”
~~ Albert Camus ~~
“Doubt is not a pleasant condition but certainty is an absurd one.”
~~ Voltaire ~~
as is is dePends
oN A FeeLinG
And SenSinG oF iS..:)
“Why should we be in such desperate haste to succeed,
and in such desperate enterprises?
If a man does not keep pace with his companions,
perhaps it is because he hears a different drummer.
Let him step to the music which he hears,
however measured or far away.”
~~ Henry David Thoreau, “Walden” ~~
With no instruction..:)
“There are worlds out there
where the sky is burning and the sea’s asleep and the rivers dream;
people made of smoke and cities made of song.
Somewhere there’s danger, somewhere there’s injustice,
somewhere else the tea’s getting cold.
Come on Ace, we’ve got work to do…”
~~ The Doctor, “Survival” [Last lines of last episode] ~~
as alWays.. mY FriEnd..:)
aRe no OLd
OtHeR nOw thaN
thAT NoW Hi Love
aS eYes thAT wHo
DanCE and SinG HiGheR.. FriEnD.. Xenia..:)
All thaT iS
Far iN LonELy ToWers
aWaY FroM FloWerS NoW wATer..:)
Miracle of liFe NoW
A Seed an Egg noW
sUrE Now thE othEr
StAR DuST SenTiEnt
pArTS.. oF CreaTiON
alWays NoW too.. tHe
Gift.. noT all gET soMe
Suffer only as my Son
did for 51 Days
or alWays Lost
Bitter Sweet LiFe..:)
PurpoSe aLL aS
dArK cOMEs LiGht
DancE CoMeS SoNG
MuSicK SouND Now
thaN thaT Thanks
For shArinG anoTheR
Aided Project by Jonathan Ted Talk Haidt..
WiLL most DefiniTely shARe too.. mY FriEnd..:)
ThaT About wRaps
hEr uP foR NoW..
hmm.. what SonG
to go ON WitH the
CoMinG DancE Photos
aS Such toNiGht
ugh.. yeah.. that’s
the way i LikE it a huh
a heh a huh a heh and MoRe..
WiTh Wonder WoMan Ways too MoRe..LOVE..;)
BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
4 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
GRains oF SaNd
oF LoVe NoW..:)
GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)
After Book of Fred
of course too..
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)
After Dance oF Fred
Stop DanCinG noW..:)
Book oF Ten Sixteen..
9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)
New Testament oF ELeVen iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen
Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)
12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016
Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
2016.. iT iS wHAt
2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen
Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)
Grand Cross Bible 2016
61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
aS thiS beComeS
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review
A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)
CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)
VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017
The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)
CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn
Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)
Nether Land Bible 2017
NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
rest of the Bible
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)
7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)
The Joy of Dance.. A Record of over a thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record
of three years of Dancing tHeRe..
and note.. in the last liNk.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)
MesSage iN A Bible Bottle as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+ as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN 31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
HeaVeN FuLLy FeLT
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)