Form is Temple..
Perhaps the most coherent
the Gnostic Gospel
i wanted to keep this one as short as possible..
to express simple instinctual TRUTH..
but the journey back to truth..
after a life ruled by constructs of cultural rules..
can be extremely hard to escape..
in my case..
Without the worst pain known to mankind for 5 straight years..
the inability to use my eyes or ears..
effectively to connect to popular culture..
is my path to escape..
one of misery too…
in a way..
i already escaped earlier in life..
working at a Military Bowling Center..
for 7 years as a simple servant of others..
making close to minimum wage..
after college and three degrees..
and the belief of patriarchal side of family..
that i would go farther than that as expectation as such..
as perceived as such..
by those others..
with this expectation of me…
as i know what is truth for me…
TO touch the soles of shoes of so many folks..
in variety of ways of walking this life..
IS the privilege i experience..
to fully become a balanced human being..
of love and service as such..
rather than importance..
and illusion of power limited and expected..
truly as illusion..
The start of my ‘fall’..
is that of being expected to be a controller..
of others as supervisor..
and further fall from TRUE HUMBLE..
connection with others..
life working on a computer..
director of others..
eventually Community Activities Director..
but almost complete separation from..
YiN connection of serving others..
That made me Sacred Love
Instead of Robot of control….
after leaving clubs and social connections of high school..
separation from lifelong friends in these connections..
becoming isolated as such..
belonging to no one but books..
The hell IS clearly experienced..
but unfortunately unknown to me..
in that book sense of logic..
That humans are social animals..
And for a social animal to be disconnected from others..
living in a life of..
rather than social and mechanical cognition balance..
Is truly a way to human hell…
IT’s JUST the YIN And YANG balance of Truth..
IN eons of human being way of Truth..
to peace and contentment of Bliss or Sacred LOVE..
already clearly known by folks..
fortunate enough to land in a culture..
that expresses truth of existence thIS way…
But sadly seen as silly ‘woo’..
by folks who live in the darkness..
of western cultural ways..
And sure i’ve been to the YIN place of imbalance too..
and let myself be used and abused by others..
never saying no..
and that too..
can be hell as we are only human in form..
on this earth..
and without the limit of knowing no..
as a real answer when pushed too far to serve others..
Physical death from chronic stress..
and total human exhaustion..
per the ills that do result..
Is a real possibility in the human condition..
No matter how good a heart in spirit may be…
Balance IS TRUTH..
only one knows their own Truth of how to find this balance..
as they seek IT as such…
But those who keep their YIN empathic connection to others..
In spirit of what can be described..
as the Water or Christ Consciousness..
or whatever metaphor of free flowing TRUTH
as free being human..
is used as such…
Do know they have the sacred ever living..
SACRED LOVING responsibility to do their best to
assist others on their path..
As co-creators with GOD of ALLITIS
we stand United..
we are nothing..
i am never alone..
i always feel the connection..
LIGHT and DARK
with the rest of humankind
to know the FULL darkness..
breaking through to once again
find FULL LIGHT
IS resulting PASSiON
to assist others
in dark and light