i WiLL I BE!

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Quote..

from the intro line

of my last

post:

i

am

FROM ONE too.. gaining great pleasure of peace from ‘seeing’
the happiness of others.. at peace and joy..
and truly that is what ‘Angels’ do..

they pray for others more than they…

AND now LOTS

more

on

THAT..;)

50

Oh god.. i’m sorry i left out the ‘from’ word.. and i’m sorry you cannot see i come from a place of Love and being bullied for different that i am used to NOW..in what should be more than clear from reading this post.. with or without the literal word ‘FROM’ me..:)

And no.. i no longer worry about conFORMing when folks cannot understand me.. although i always clarify and validate what my points are.. when asked ‘before shooting’.. smiles..:)

But that’s okay.. it IS just more inspiration for me.. and NOTHING NEW.. as i’ve stated time and time again.. i come here for not recognition of what i do.. but for continuing inspiration from others.. and trust me.. this is just more fuel for that fire… friend..;)

AND IF THE WHOLE TRUTH AND NOTHING BUT THE TRUTH MUST BE TOLD; my wife IS screaming at me TO GET OUT THE DOOR RUSHING TO A DOCTOR’S APPT.

and i make a typo as YES; I AM FROM THE ONE GOD OF ALL..

LIKE THAT OR NOT..;)

Other than that..

after commenting on

the other posts..

AND CORRECTING MY TYPO;
AFTER GETTING BACK FROM WHAT
IS REQUIRED FOR ME TO DO OTHER THAN THAT.

i see the fuller intent here;
IT IS transparent
friend.

YOU DO NOT WANT
ME HERE;

and THAT
is
clear.

Honesty is my policy;

all the

way..:)

Whatever.. is your will… for ‘eyes’ that cannot see my point..friend..:)

Not a problem.. as stated above.. i am used to it.. and have accommodated
quite well.. for not being understood by others.. at least for me smiles..:)

my friend..:)

To know how the details of the structure

wHere one is from is certainly

a path of wHere on may go..;)

Yes.. truly the loneliest place of all can be

when we are only from the records of others..as is then..:)

i suppose the best place to be to take the next step..

is to acknowledge the failures.. face them..

and move on where light shines forward..:)

A beautiful place to be full of action.. colors and all the sensate delight..
that comes from a life of mindful awareness that better knows where
it’s going now..:)

Ah.. yes.. and the best of all places can be that loving food.. midnight kisses and soulful prayers of the unconditional love of a mamma that makes young men grow the strongest of all as loving others as same..:)

Ah yes.. the wealthiest of philosophers often have the deepest fore bearers of all.. and that reminds me of the foreign diplomat.. my x-step mother’s husband that in this way is still a father to me.. long passed on.. with a vigor for saying it all with no hesitation..:)

Sadly.. they are a lost lot.. always welcome to me..

in all the corners of now where they still exist.. friend..;)

I love it when folks acknowledge

how much their pets.. dogs.. or cats..

lizards or hamsters.. are a great source of who they are now..

to come from noble dogs is to be best friends of others.. as well..:)

And cats do say a lot on that about me as well..

as i tend to wander and

come back

whenever..:)

Ah.. this
reminds me of my Grandmother
on the river making egg sandwiches..
while too poor to buy french fries at Burger King..
and yes.. i miss that woman more than the fries now..
as the loving touch of eggs.. beats the freedom of buying fries for now..:)

Yes.. again.. and again.. and again.. Papa do preach.. the mother’s love
is the glue that keeps all of it together to live.. in love..:)

Yes.. the smell of Eucalyptus is a memory for me too.. a most beautiful tree felled by a Hurricane Nurturing the sweet smell of blossoms.. from a stump.. hoping for it to come back.. and finally saying bye to that beloved tree..:)

Hmm.. one sounds like a precocious reader.. a lot like me.. when symbols for life come first.. and then the speech comes later.. i suppose that is where my love for words first exist.. and oh my goodness back again.. in alphabet soup overflowing bowls.. haha! with winks and smiles too..:)

This reminds me quite a bit.. of ‘Malcom in the Middle’.. with M instead of B.. and oh my goodness.. not too long ago.. i am raised more by TV.. than reality.. first born or not..:)

Yes.. i too am friend and from the seasons.. changing my creative powers from warm to extremely hot..;)

And love the move out of the box.. here.. as literal is not my game..
at least not anymore.. no matter Winter..Spring or Summer Fall…:)

And truly this makes me think what the children of machine will remember at this
age.. for video games.. and smart phones.. never truly knowing and FEELING
the Love of Home..:)

i do believe the stronger among us originate from all these challenges and more.. and truly the honesty of one’s challenges cannot be repeated too much for ones who truly understand the greatest lights come from the most challenging dark of life..:)

I love the fact that you do not shy from your

faith in origination from God here..

funny how folks can get so shy

when it comes to faith..:)

It wasn’t always that way..
and still isn’t..
at least now
where I live
for now..:)

i suppose that the origin
that is the father and mother
of culture is becoming drifter for all..
where all is portable and no homes exist
as everyone as nomad and hive inhabitant
in a strangest way to live..:)

i suppose the longest journey in life can be finding home..
and the honest truth i think.. is we lose it.. gain it.. lose it..
until it comes again.. and sooner or later.. i guess if we are lucky..
we find it in ourself.. to rest at peace with the
person.. and place..
we truly..
can never escape..:)

Haha.. i am from the same places replace Denmark with France and Spain and
interestingly enough this replaces my assumption that you are Japanese my friend..
When i picture you.. of course i picture the Samurai..:)

i see this.. this morning and loved it as it reminds me of the actual movie and book named ‘Love Story’.. back in the early 70’s with Ryan O’Neil.. and when i see the photo of your father.. it reminds
me of that story even more.. and the moral of that story.. as the one you have here. is ‘i am a liver’.. and love never means having to say one is sorry.. as one sees fit .. to do..:)

Truly beautiful.. and i do not see it at dVerse.. where i am waiting to comment on it there.. but you provide the prompt early.. and i follow suit.. but i leave out ‘from’ and get the boot..haha.. with smiles..;)..and winks..;)..x2 as well..:)

When one suffers or LIVES enough ..one finds that living..
is truly loving unconditionAlly.. no matter what.. comes
next..and truly it takes more than that movie then..
for that lesson to sink in for real life practice..
for me ‘write’ now..:)

Ah.. to blend and be with nature
is the most beautiful from
where now is always from
and from is now..:)

Oh my goodness.. i can certainly relate raised by a river..
cane poles.. a railroad track shaking the home like thunder
all through humid nights while frogs sing a melody loud and
clear of life…

Ah.. yes.. and then the anger does come.. from a culture that
cannot understand me.. and a culture
i cannot understand.. as well..
through problems with speech..
but nows do come and now is
much more clear to me..
and truly sad.. rather
than anger of the plight
i see for others..

who do not see..
what i for one see..
of life more fuller off
the tracks of culture..:)

A wild child life lived to the hilt
of Jazzy ways of opening up beer bottles..
with keys is interesting to me..
but beer too bitter
at that age
for me..:)

To know one’s life as ONE
with the land one lives on
is to be at peace
with all that
is kNOWn
from underfoot..:)

Yes.. with the allies of GOD.. country..
and family.. there is nowhere
from that gets better
than that..:)

Yes.. to be tender as Love and hard as strength is
to be a smart cookie.. that can bend
to all molds that true dough
can wield…;)

Truly i think.. regardless of the sociology
experiments in life that do come..

THAT strong father and
loving mother
who do
dream..
is alive.. still
in the dreams of the child..:)

Yes.. and to learn to appreciate both
the times we do fit and don’t fit in,
is freedom, at least for me..:)
in treasuring and never
fearing Unique..:)

A lesson of all ages for me;
now finally learned well..:)

and appreciated even better..
AS WELL..:)

Ah yes.. a child of technology and art is this..
And oh goodness.. i never expect anyone to make
it through over 8K words to comment.. my
greaTEST effort yet.. you are certainly
a ‘trooper’ out of the group.. smiles…

But unique for me lives on.. with or
without the look or
approval
from others..:)

Thanks so much for stopping by..

even the strongest among us..

can use a word of kindness..

here or tHere..

no matter

WHO

Unique
‘we’
are..:)

After over 30 years of ‘REAL’ work.. most of which are spent in the world of Federal Service.. heavy regulations.. and oh my GOD so much red tape.. in following all the rules with the finest points of pencils.. Poetry.. dance.. and martial arts.. which are delightfully similar to me.. is my escape for creativity and ART.. and the ZEN way of that is to practice and practice and celebrate imperfection as well.. as i am always mused when imperfection says the most in fewer or more words.. steps..
kicks.. and photos.. music..
and videos of course..:)

My greaTEST ACCOMPLISHMENT is never thinking about it.. not going back.. and moving ahead.. the same as a Nautilus or Robin Williams does in the DEAD POET’S SOCIETY..

LESS i fall off the desk of FREEDOM’S WAY.. in creativity of imagination in art more fully unleashed and released in continuously changing human influenced forms manifest as the Human ‘Quantum’ Mind Unleashed and Released FREE…

A blissful place that is to be.. when folks allow it.. so yeah.. a solitary one too..

as uncharted territory does scare the hell out of some folks genetically so..

more or less..:)

So yeah.. i guess.. in that way this speaks for
itself.. and thanks for your words of
inspiration and tolerating
that here..;)

as the practice itself is
gift enough
for
me..:)

Yeah.. i guess my definition of that is ‘we’ live in cultures
where ‘real’ work is considered something that
gains money or recognition; and without
THAT a person is of no value.

I like to think of and most
importantly FEEL
MY real work
as a work of
practicing
LOVE of life
in all i do.. but

that’s hippy talk
where i come from..;)
in deep south ‘fundie’
Red-State land.

I am born in ’60,
staying there
with the Beatles,
Yellow Submarines,
and Sargent Peppered
bands, I guess..;)
AND gnostic
JEsus,
dug up,
in
’59…

AT least for
now,
TG..:)

i dig it..;)

And don’t worry..
i pledge NOT to fill
up your page
like this
again..
with smiles…:)

Ah.. you take me to Australia..
perhaps it is dreams of Eucalyptus
leaves and imaginary Koala bears
that help along the way..
Ah.. Poetry is a delight
to me.. an
intermingling
of souls known
or not..:)

Ah.. yes.. ‘those’ minds are rather
cheap gadgets that spin.. ah to
go deeper than the spin..
is a place where
Bill O’Reilly
never spends..
i’m not seeing
Yogi now with
‘eyes’ of Bill
O’Reilly,
as past
or future
is his life
never
now
or
NOT
AS IT
MIGHT ALL
BE AN ADVANCED
ACT OF ZEN EGO..;)

i love all these poems to this prompt as each one brings
me back a new memory from the past.. and what
i remember here is tight spiraling stairs in an
old house so creepy that i only
get to the top once to see a
most beautiful photo
of a passed on
wife of a surrogate Uncle..
but that is the beauty of all
POETRY.. the places it takes us..
with or without so-called proper
form.. and that says nothing about
your poem as form is nothing i care
about
at
all as long as the
feelings and sweet memories
flow
alive for
now..:)

Ah.. yes.. the place wHere
dark and light meet is
the greaTEST spark
of life for me..
the dark is
light the
light is
dark
as
ONE
FORCE
OF
LIFE
AS ME FOR NOW!..:)

2200

Sexuality and Gender is a spectrum.

In my experience, as historically speaking
considered by both sexes, to be an attractive male;

I personally find that the most verbal
homophobes are often caught later at a place
of closeted homosexual action,
at secluded parks, etc.

So in my opinion, quite often,
it is a statement of hidden desires
spoken in a fearful way.

Life is much more than 50 shades of grey;
any real balanced human has aspects
of both the feminine and the masculine.

Attraction doesn’t play by rules in a book;
particularly closed minded covers of bibles.

And for some folks their own nature scares the hell out of ’em; silly, yes but true in nations
of imbalanced human beings who are stuck in extremely complex cultural ways of head;
instead of being IN TOUCH with mind and body balance of what human being even is.

The Bonobo better reflects a free nation of humans;

than the aggressive and often violent chimpanzee;

And Bonobos engage in homosexual acts all the
time to reduce aggression;
JUST as in the days
of the rise of Rome.

People who are secure in their humanity;
need not fear the different among us.
And that comes in many more
shades of color than
homophobes, per
any kind of
bully;
physical
or intellectual.

It’s all kind of sad to me;
that folks can’t just
accept their
own selves,
as that is always the
first step to accepting others;
no matter how different they are.

I’ve never had a problem with anyone;
no matter how different they are; as long
as they are not obviously intending to harm
someone else. Much of what I see in this world;
is just ignorant and sad. So easy just to love oneself
and move on in tolerating and accepting all others with
just a little cognitive effort. And that’s the problem; some
folks have little to no relative human free will to do this, NOW.

Dude, i AM in control of my Human Nature,
WITH RELATIVE HUMAN FREE WILL, AS A ZEN
ART OF REAL MIND AND BODY BALANCE
IN CONTINUAL REAL LIFE PRACTICE.

It makes no sense not to be at peace and joy FOR me, so that
is what I always do in real life. This is just the ‘ART of ZEN
Writing’ that does include little ‘i’, me, AS DIRECTOR, i’,
PRODUCER i, AND ACTOR, BIG ‘I’ aka as FREELY AND
CHANGING CONSTRUCT OF EGO, ‘I’, OF MY, ‘i’, OWN,
‘i’, PLAY! of SpiRIT! in exclamation point !

!FULLY EXPRESSED IN NOW!

So there you go; that is the
Art and Science of i
expressed in spirit !
as such as I..;)

And what yOur i, observes as truth
does not have to be match my i’s truth.

As i too, am a FREE son of GOD aka I
with SpiRIT! FULLER EXPRESSED!
as LIGHT AND ‘TRUTH’,

With smiles, OF COURSE!

‘DO NOT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER’.

i thought you already understood that by now;

but yes, I remember English is not your first language;

SO that is OK, as well. Life is
much more than 50 shades
of grey, or hues of COLOR;

and the ‘Queen Victoria’ ENGLISH SCIENCE style of
STYLE IN GENERAL, AND Language is not
a limit, I am limited too; NO,
thanks..:)

THErE IS SCIENCE AND ThERE IS ART; AND TRULY GOD
AS REFLECTED IN US, in greatest human potential, IS ART.

AND IN THAT pART, you are still a child my friend, and still
growing like me, I can hope for you as well, IF that IS YOuR WILL.

BUT AGAIN, my Will is not yours to dictate; nor anyone else
here or anywhere else; and that is A whole WAY of TRUE
Gnosticism, ‘Jesus Style’, AND MORE,
my friend,

IN A ‘NUTSHELL’
LIKE ME..;)

That’s interesting

and Rockefeller Republicans

are another good example

of the more moderate past

of the Republicans, at least.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rockefeller_Republican

Patriarchy has been falling hard since Obama is elected President;

and egalitarianism starts stronger in the Clinton Administration,

felled, ironically, by the liberal sexual behavior of Clinton that knows little boundaries.

Fear is the greatest motivator for polarized sides to go stronger; and certainly for a repressive and oppressive general patriarchal nature against women, disabilities, minorities, gays, and all the perceived weak of the world;

THE FEARS ARE COMING TRUE NOW;

AS THOSE folks are gaining prominence

in the National

Spot-LIGHT,

GREATER and greater; particularly with the ‘spector’

of Gay Marriage coming this Summer or so with

THAT SUPREME COURT DECISION;

AND Hillary waiting in ‘WHITE HOUSE WINGS’ TO BE THE first female president.

To me the greatest issue is cultural change; and that part, in part for greater freedom of information and a global hive mind generated by the Internet, IT, connections of the world, will definitely make Egalitarianism against Patriarchy the global ‘war’ to come for the foreseeable future, as we are dealing with human nature at the core of conservative and liberal inherent genetics, and the war of the sexes; the war that will never end as long as we are different and unique in ways as human being.

Vanilla is an answer that does not work for me;

SO I too fight on for freedom,

as different and unique can be.

And the bright side of that is that the world is

increasingly acceptable of different as same

is becoming the NEW UNIQUE NOW;

except in boring politics;

where folks are trying to hold on

desperately to the POWER OF A FAST CHANGING

MUCH BIGGER WORLD THAT WILL SOONER

OR LATER OVERRIDE THE WILL OF

‘SMALLER’ MEN AND WOMEN;

who can no longer
enforce their

desires of POWER

through illusory fears,

and the like,

of HOLDING FOLKS BACK

FROM FREEDOMS

that MOST HUMANS

thrive better ON

when more freely

allowed.

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11 Responses to i WiLL I BE!

  1. ^^^

    Ah.. it’s amazing, the lengths folks will go
    to attempt to force others into the mold
    of what they believe is the norm of the moment..
    whether that is emotion, language, science, Art, religion
    or general culture; however, it is only a sign of weakness to me,
    as any truly self respecting person, has no need to fear different
    from others, who has more fully met their greater GOD GIVEN POTENTIAL
    FOR RELATIVE HUMAN FREE WILL in IMAGINATIVE AND CREATIVE
    greater physical Intelligence to regulate emotions,
    integrate senses, and enhance Cognitive Executive
    functioning through focus and short term working
    memory.

    BUT ANYWAY, at least for me every challenge of selfish
    darkness from others IN ATTEMPTS TO TAKE away my freedom
    of expression, is only FUEL TO LIGHT MY LOVE AND LIFE HIGHER
    AND HIGHER, until one day perhaps I will disappear
    with GOD and never come back with GOD ALIVE!

    Just kidding.. i am staying here with GOD..;)

    YES.. at least for now; I’m stuck here and LOVE IT!
    ‘KILLING’ EVERY SECOND WITH GOD IN AN ENDLESS BLISS

    OF THE HEAVEN OF NOW.. so there is no place but
    THE ONE OF GOD FOR ME FTW!

    SO YEAH, SORRY, NOT EVERYONE CAN BE ME..:)

    OR whatever the WTF, can go along with

    THAT!

    i wONe
    i WiN
    WitH
    GOD!
    And yes, as the blog post says:
    “i WiLL I BE!’

  2. kanzensakura says:

    I hope on Open Link Night, when we post any of our poems we wish to, you will still submit your unique form of art. That is what the Open Link Night is for. Hope to see you on OLN! And give your sweet kitty a tummy rub for me.

    • Hi Kanzensakura.. thanks for stopping by.. and delivering those kind words of encouragement..
      and truly the words above are just affirmation for the positive light in me.. AS

      I find imagination and creativity in all flow
      of arts.. ranging from martial arts
      to ballet to poetry to piano
      to singing.. to photography..

      ALL the same in just letting all
      the negativity go.. and yes moving
      into theta mind wave state and feeling
      the bliss of mindful awareness..of the
      twilight of living life.. always in a
      balance of dark and light and feminine
      and masculine and all things that are
      as with me in balance with
      GOD….

      What more can i ask for.. and nah..
      one person or 7 billion.. is not going
      to deter anything i do.. in love of
      NOW…

      The worst that can happen.. is every
      thing.. anywhere.. I link.. from now on..
      to humbly share.. is removed for whatever
      reason.. and even with that.. the same best
      thing will happen.. with an opportunity to be
      inspired by another 30 or 40 or even 50 poems
      on or other symbols of human heart.. soul.. and
      spirit on my own.. as i am freelance..all ways that
      COMES..

      in totally free expression in
      FREE FLOW
      SPIRIT..:)

  3. tsdwords says:

    I love how you took inspiration from all and built it into this beautiful stream of words, shapes and images. Impressive!

    • HI tsdwords..

      Truly i love seeing the shapes and images after the words
      flow without conscious thought.. as it’s magic that can happen..
      as truly.. it is not planned by mechanical cognition…

      Art is such a lovely creative activity..
      and truly the actual act of art is what
      i treasure.. without ever a care of what
      anyone else judges it by.. per technical
      standards.. as truly there are no technical
      standards in martial arts.. ballet.. piano..
      poetry.. singing.. or photography for me…

      No lessons either..
      those are just words that approximate
      the flow of art that i am currently blessed with for now..
      but for decades there is none of that for a totally
      computer-like robotic mind.. haha! like Sheldon Cooper
      from the Big Bang TV show..

      One time i check out a book on creativity in college
      and try to figure out from a book.. how to be creative..
      little do i know then that there is no knowing creativity..
      as it is a gift or science ..and truly to me THE ART I KNOW NOW..
      is never art with rules..aka systemizing science..:)

      But i have no problem with people who want to make it science..
      as long as they know they will not impose that on me..:)

      I am freely IN for
      the ART only..:)

      And that’s the best place..
      i’ve ever known now to be..:)

      Truly there is no from
      for me.. only now..:)

  4. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?f=20&t=283783&start=15

    ^^^

    The video is just music;
    seriously, you might like it,
    if you try it; it generates feeling.

    And that is the magick of
    sharing musicK friend..:)

    Ah, I’m in LIFe for the ART now;
    you know the flow of bliss;
    or maybe not;
    as I sure did not
    FEEL IT for decades.

    Everything else, is pretty much
    icing on the cake, my friend;
    dark or light, as everything,
    light or dark, is the same
    with human nirvana
    aka bliss aka
    heaven
    now..:)

    And truly it is
    the feelings now
    that count in LIFE.

    And all arts have the
    potential to generate
    that truer reality in
    human beings now

    These words beyond
    that are just empty
    structures of nothing
    much human being..:)

    But what others call gibberish,
    FEELS LIKE BLISS TO ME; HARD TO
    UNDERSTAND BUT TRULY THE WORDS
    ARE JUST CONSTRUCTS THAT EMOTIONS
    ARE ATTACHED TO FOR ME; BEFORE I GET
    THAT BACK FOR PRACTICAL INTENTS AND
    purposes, i am just writing several million
    words of skeletons here, with no
    heart/soul; but still an attempt
    at times to express a spirit
    I CAN NOT FEEL at all then.

    AH, TO TRULY BE FULLY ALIVE,
    IN BOTH SENSES AND EMOTIONS
    IS SIMPLY THE ONENESS ONE CAN
    BE WITH THE GOD OF NATURE now.

    And truly, if one never experiences
    that it is beyond sadness, as without
    it, tHere is no life, I for one ‘see’ for
    now. It’s nice to be human and
    THAT’S ENOUGH FOR ME,

    FULLY HUMAN
    as one with
    GOD

    FRIEND..:)

    _________________
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  5. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=283791

    ^^^

    Well; that explains a lot; obviously ‘you’ are an ’empath’ aka ‘Angel’ archetype; and truly there are two fairly distinct forms of so-called Higher Functioning Autism; and one is folks who are ’empaths’,
    AND, the other are folks who are cold-hearted and truly
    do not give a crap how others feel.

    The easiest way to tell the difference is an empath
    will never directly personally attack another person
    for the pleasure of seeing that person in pain…

    Empaths cannot do that; however, they are strongly
    opposed to others when others are harming others.

    Sometimes, affective empathy can be so strong; that the pain of others is unbearable; so the empath withdraws and becomes somewhat of a social isolate; even repressing emotions, at times, and even potentially losing them when the brain becomes worn-out from literally caring too much to the point of constant fight or flight stress response, and accompanying physical illness associated with this chronic stress response.

    Many empaths become heroes by gaining greater physical intelligence to regulate these intense emotions and sensitive senses to the environment; additionally gaining hero type focus and short term working memory in greater executive ‘superman-like’ functioning;

    However, out of balance for an empath by way of emotions and senses is a chaotic way of being. To either leave the stressful situation or gather much greater physical intelligence for mind and body balance, appears to be two natural answers to avoid depression or anxiety over the whole emotional and sensory mix of issues.

    _________________
    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

    Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !

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  6. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?f=20&t=283875

    ^^^

    It really comes down to a question of demographics and math.

    The black demographic, per socio-economic issues, greater
    percentages of broken families, and other correlated variables
    with crime, comprise a greater statistical percentage of crimes
    over other ethnic demographics, per example of white.

    So obviously, it is more likely that these folks are going
    to get shot in the act of a crime, whether or not there
    is a mistake or foul play by a fallible human being
    named as a police officer, or other named law
    enforcement official. TRULY, THERE IS no
    evidence that changing the ethnic
    demographic of what is known
    as law enforcement will reduce
    the number of incidents of mistakes
    or potential foul play by the named
    occupation of law-enforcement, overall.

    So in other words, the idea is neither logical
    or realistic, as it would be admitting foul play;
    and that is never something that is going to happen;
    as it would incriminate the whole structure of law enforcement
    as is. And additionally, it most definitely would be discrimination
    AGAINST WHITES GETTING jobs. WE ALREADY HAVE affirmative
    action IN PLACE. REQUIRING a mandate for percentage based on the
    ethnic demographic of crimes, is discrimination based on race; and that
    is NOT EVER GOING TO HOLD UP TO LEGAL SCRUTINY IN A LAW
    OF COURT.

    Anyway, perhaps you are playing the role of devil’s advocate here; and that’s
    cool as I most definitely love to do that too; when other folks are afraid to be
    controversial; AS that is where where learning takes place
    in OUT OF THE BOX
    THINKING..;)
    BUT NAH; these days out of the box is way out of THE LEAGUE OF MORE FOLKS
    IN A TWITTER WORLD OF THINKING EVERYDAY; where science now shows that
    the average human being has the attention span of a gold fish; and gold fish do
    NOT SWIM VERY DEEP..;)

    MORE THAN two lines joined together is AN OH NO I CAN’T DO IT; for many folks
    now days. PATIENCE IS VIRTUE LOST; NO DOUBT, IN PART THAT IS CORRELATED
    AS WELL WITH TRIGGER HAPPY COPS. PATIENCE REQUIRES PRACTICE PATIENCE PRACTICE.

    And that is part of what I do here; practice for me; whether others learn from THAT OR NOT..;)

    LIKE BRUCE LEE SAYS; I DO NOT EXPECT ONE TO MEET OR EXCEED THE EXPECTATIONS FOR MYSELF.

    And there we come back full circle to gnosticism; human potential in reflecting GOD; and whether
    or not we should allow others to hold us back in shining our TRUTH AND Light of GOD no matter how
    BRIGHT OR WORDY; or LOUD A ‘LiON’ MAY BE; in both feats of strength, intellect, AND ART;

    FRIEND,

    WITH

    smiles of course..:)

    Well; while that might be a moral/ethical imperative from you and others; that’s all
    it is, as the United States is run on legal imperatives; NOT moral/ethical imperatives,
    alone.

    Redress for moral/ethical imperatives is above the law.
    And that is a slippery slope that the founding fathers
    know will be a place to drown.

    So therefore; even if what you are suggesting,
    per replacing white law enforcement with
    black law enforcement
    is ethically and morally
    correct, which it
    truly is not; as the issue is ‘bad
    apples’ in law enforcement,
    and yes, poor training;
    BUT NOT the entire
    LAW ENFORCEMENT
    INSTITUTION, BY
    FAR; THE LAWS IN
    THE U.S. WILL NEVER
    ALLOW
    IT.

    UNLESS, you have actually walked in the shoes of law enforcement, firemen,
    emergency medical technicians, combat soldiers or anyone else who lives
    in life or death situations; you, my friend, are in NO way, shape or fashion,
    qualified to even understand what the life of a law enforcement officer
    even is, in the real trenches of years and years of service, where sadly
    mistakes do happen, as law enforcement officers, both good and
    bad apples, do make mistakes as they are only human; and
    life or death situations are not a level of challenge YOU
    CAN POSSIBLY understand unless you are subject to
    THOSE CONDITIONS, DAY IN DAY OUT, DAY IN
    AND DAY OUT; FOR YEARS AND YEARS
    OF POTENTIALLY SELFLESS SERVICE,
    TO SERVE AND PROTECT OTHERS.

    MY FATHER SERVES FAITHFULLY IN
    LAW ENFORCEMENT FOR 46 YEARS
    ON THE GROUND LEVEL OF POLICE
    MAN, ATF AGENT, AND
    DEPUTY SHERIFF, AND
    NEVER MAKES A
    MISTAKE IN HIS
    career, other
    than getting kidnapped by a fugitive
    he IS guarding; and among those he guards
    is Ted Bundy; one of the most infamous Serial
    Killers alive. Personally, I think your opinion
    is misinformed, and maligned as you
    simply have no CLUE WHAT THE REAL
    WORLD OF LAW ENFORCEMENT IS.

    IT IS MOSTLY A WORLD OF HEROES;
    AND NOT BAD APPLES; THE HEROES
    JUST DON’T get WORLDWIDE ADVERTISEMENTS
    LIKE THE HEROES DO; AND I JUST PROVIDE
    ONE OF A HERO; MY FATHER,
    WHO DEDICATES
    HIS LIFE TO DO

    JUST
    THAT;
    IN A JUST
    WAY.

    I did not say the laws of the land are not based on morals and ethics.

    I state the laws of the land are not based on morals and ethics, alone.

    There is careful consideration and decisions made to make those laws, and publish them;

    so ‘anarchy’ will not be the example and result of so-called ‘bibles’ with morals that are not ethical.

    Ethics and Morals, in part, are innate; and in part, are fabricated by cultures of humankind.

    In some countries, for a simple example that I often use, the practice of female
    genital mutilation is considered both ethical and moral; but obviously not in the
    ‘eyes’ of Nature aka GOD, as GOD aka Nature provides the pleasure of a clitoris
    for reproductive success;
    and survival.

    The gnostic Jesus uses almost an identical example in the Gospel of Thomas
    to show how foolish male circumcision is as a religious
    practice when it is a gift from the ‘father’; where in
    ‘that time’ the ‘father’ is simply a metaphor
    for Nature; often termed in other ways
    of culture as Mother Nature;
    instead of the Father;
    in those patriarchal
    days; of what
    remains in
    the gnostic
    teaching
    of that
    so-called
    Jesus.

    http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm

    Quote:

    “53) His disciples said to Him, “Is circumcision beneficial or
    not?”
    He said to them, “If it were beneficial, their father would
    beget them already circumcised from their mother. Rather, the
    true circumcision in spirit has become completely profitable.”

    The gnostic Jesus finds most all his
    answers from the GOD of Nature,
    through innate instinct and
    intuition; same as Buddha,
    Lao Tzu, and
    BRUCE LEE,
    and
    countless
    others…

    THE ESSENCE OF THE TRUTH
    OF NATURE,
    TRULY IS
    UNIVERSAL.

    THERE IS NO NEED FOR TEACHERS
    when one can truly see the
    NATURE OF
    GOD MANIFEST
    IN HUMAN;
    WITH EYES of innate
    instinct and intuition.

    It’s so simple that ‘Jesus’ IS
    likely crucified for his innate
    instinct AND INTUITION
    EXPRESSED
    AS HUMAN
    emotional and
    sensory SPIRIT,
    through the same
    kind of metaphors I
    use here, in abstract ways.

    Same, as other so called wild
    animals and indigenous peoples,
    named as wild savages, dancing
    around a moon-lit fire, in the physical
    intelligence of mind and body balance;
    connecting IN THE rhythms OF THE
    DRUMS OF night in MAGICK MUSICK
    to each other naked, and of course
    WITH the NATURE OF GOD MANIFEST
    IN HUMAN BEING and the rest of GOD
    aka
    NATURE.

    The price of being free like this, in a
    world of TRULY INSANE HUMANS,
    CAN BE SOCIAL ISOLATION,
    PRISON, OR DEATH, THEN
    AND NOW,
    depending
    on where and
    who one still
    associates with.

    Truth AND LIGHT is in
    innate instinct and intuition.

    Abstract Language, Collective Intelligence,
    Culture, and Religion is THE REAL ANTI-CHRIST
    HIGHWAY TO THE DARK OF HELL, OVERALL,
    OF COURSE, AS
    ‘IT’ HAS ‘ITS’ TRUTH
    HERE AND
    tHere..;)

    I see a great deal of truth in the New Testament; but not as much truth as I do in the Gnostic Gospels.

    And no, I do not agree, with everything in the Gnostic Gospels; including the one I usually link here
    that does promote wars among humans to enforce new ideas; rather than peaceful resolutions. That
    is not surprising though, as it is part of the tribal human instinct to gain subsistence; and in those
    days, culture did not provide nearly the advantages of subsistence that we see in the U.S.; that
    generally speaking, is the promise of ‘Israel’ for the free of Nature, manifest as such, as GOD in
    Human being FREE. One Nation under GOD per Nature, is the promise
    of THAT STILL FOR the Pursuit of Life, Liberty and Happiness,
    and that works perfect for me, as practice
    of perfect in real life now.

    At this point, it’s kind of like splitting hairs to me.
    It does seem that humans, where we live, are one
    of the greatest creatures, manifest from the entire
    GOD of Nature, of a fractal of Nature manifest, as such;

    However, the Universe is a very big place;
    and there are likely much greater manifestations that
    reflect the entire GOD of nature, as a fractal of THAT;

    AS it is certain that some humans better reflect GOD than others; however that is a subjective
    judgement at best, as well. I tend to see humans who are in balance with the rest of nature
    in all the peaceful harmonious stuff they do; as revolving in peace around the biggest
    ‘SUN’ that is GOD, as metaphor of course, as brighter reflections of the GOD of Nature.

    One will not understand GOD through any science alone, as the metaphor
    of ART is always counterpart of true knowledge of wisdom in innate
    instinct and intuition, in addition to reasoned ways of
    thinking. Senses and Feeling are here in human
    ways of life, long before the
    written stuff is even imagined
    and created, as it exists, and
    hopefully continues to evolve
    as a communication tool
    of natural wisdom for
    those who move
    outside
    the
    CURRENT
    BOX, as is
    FOR NOW..:)

    _________________
    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

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  7. Ah.. life.. a magnificent mix of sensing.. feeling.. and now abstract constructs of thought.. a product of socially cooperative humans.. who scratch symbols in the sand.. reflecting the angles of imaginary and creative connections of stars in the sky.. and next thing ya know.. ya got Sanskrit.. and the beginning of the recording of collective intelligence.. along with the development of tools… as extension of the human body.. like an exoskeleton that provides more protection.. and advantages in life.. from clothes to sadly.. nuclear weapons.. capable of destroying most life on earth.

    All that starts with a hand.. four fingers.. and a prehensile thumb that becomes all of culture now.. through a digit of that art then.. and now digit of art in bits and bytes of digital science and art.. with human.. as the wizard of that OZ come true for NOW…

    Weak and Powerful creatures we are.. through our abstract constructs and other human tools; but now incredibly and most ironically WEAK, OVERALL, IN ability to control our own minds and bodies in balance, including ego of ‘I’.. through the seat of the soul that is ‘i’ of ‘US’.. expressed as emotional and sensory spirit.. as exclamation point ‘!’… as metaphors of symbols.. of course..

    for the trinity of human being as ONE FORCE WITH GOD…

    A mind and body in balance.. preparing to gain subsistence.. is what every healthy wild animal does now.. except for domesticated ones.. like human beings who are spoon fed-life through a regimen of abstract language.. collective intelligence.. culture.. and religion.. and all the other external byproducts of so-called smart human beings now.

    Truly though.. this written language stuff.. is very new in animal life; an experiment really.. and in someways truly an abstract construct of cultural virus.

    To be stuck in words and never truly to go to the imaginative and creative physical intelligence that drives emotional regulation and sensory integration.. as well as greater cognitive executive functioning through enhancing focus and short term memory.. is truly self-inflicted cultural disease.

    And no this is nothing new; perhaps the closest current true science of human health and well being is the science of TAI-CHI in specific moves for this same goal in the philosophy of TAI-CHI that can be for peace of mind or defense.. as well..

    However, for me; I am fortunate as I go without lessons; and truly a life separated from culture through the fall of extreme illness is what allows me to move away from an instruction/lesson/GUIDELINE oriented MECHANICAL SCIENCE COGNITION MIND.. to innate instinct and intuition oriented SOCIAL ART COGNITION flowing MIND.. where truly the balance of being invisible to prey or predator by moving without a sound WITH gravity instead of against it; is built into our innate genetics now.. in genetic memory.. just like other animals; but sadly our domesticated culture inhibits children from this natural way of golden spiral movement.. rather than the robotic moves of a sidewalk life of order.. that humans generate to make the art of nature a science of angles and lines.. rather than moves of golden spiral swirling peace with GOD and gravity.. instead of AGAINST.

    BOTH my father and his twin brother go straight into the military.. and after that law enforcement; and truly there ARE GENETICS associated with folks who most often go into these ‘HERO’ TYPE professions that require both warrior genes and strong selfless empathy.

    It is a recipe for emotional disorders in personal lives matching the career life of heroes; obviously, with broken and often cold marriages and family life that come with the stress of life saving work.

    If my father has the patience for raising children AND LAW enforcement perhaps he will stay.. but he did not.. and I understand the stresses of that.. not right away.. but later in life.. where my work stresses go up.. and I get emotionally cold in my home life as well…

    Humanas are humans.. fallible to mistakes.. and humans do not come with instruction books.. for emotional regulation and sensory integration.. it takes innate.. instinctual and intuitive practice.. and we live in a culture that most often does not include time for fully practicing the art itself.. of even being an animal alive.. in balance.. comfortable in that animal’s own skin.

    That’s sad.. and the reason for much human misery and suffering and certainly premature death from chronic stress.. as emotional disorders are the main progenitor of chronic stress.. per all social related emotional stresses… and somatic disorders.. ranging from headaches to cardiovascular disease.. and yes again.. even premature death.

    IN a way.. i am fortunate to be abandoned by my father like this.. at age three… as my path.. no doubt will be a similar one.. with his guidance in a similar profession of protecting and serving.. But my mother is mostly social cognition with art and unconditional love..as a poet herself.. and so the law enforcement potential destiny becomes one of piano.. dance.. poetry.. photography.. and the martial arts that takes me to the soul from my father of strength.. along with powerlifting to gain the strength.. that in part.. allows me to innately.. instinctually.. and intuitively FEEL FEARLESS.. and relatively speaking.. invincible…

    So yeah.. the FEARLESS THINGY.. IS A GIFT FROM MY FATHER.. THAT NO MATTER IF HE IS IN MY LIFE TO GIVE IT; IT IS STILL A GIFT OF HIS GENETICS.. AND THAT COMES from many lives of heroes same.. to provide that genetic.. gift to me.. with their life and death struggles…

    To see deeper in life.. is to gain peace of mind.. when the deep goes in the light ways of life…

    To see deeper in the dark of life.. and not come out.. is the pitfall of the hero turned villain.. that is a
    common human archetype too.. but the more i learn about life.. the more i learn that the things.. that may not seem like logical analytical sense before are artfully creatively sensible in life now.. in the flow of understanding the art of human being in emotions and senses.. rather than just the analytical side of reason as systemizing science…

    So yeah.. to be both scientist and artist.. is the balance of Yang and Yin.. and masculine and feminine.. and all the dualities of life balanced to be one AsONe FORCE WITH THE GOD OF NATURE.. THAT TOGETHER CREATES THE GREATEST TAPESTRY
    OF
    ART OF ALL
    IN BEING
    HUMAN
    WITH.. INSTEAD
    OF AGAINST
    OTHERS AND
    THE NATURE
    OF
    GOD..:)

  8. Truly it is a bright and lighting way to find
    that love inside us.. Sense it.. feel it and
    give it freely as ‘you’ do here in words..
    To keep a gift like this..
    Chalice
    of love..
    Never
    running
    dry..
    is grace I pray
    for you friend.. as

    your free spirit in glowing
    flowing words.. inspire for all..
    With smiles.. To reach out..
    Shall be to receive
    hugs..
    At
    least
    by
    metaphors

    of
    Unconditional Love..:)

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