17 Responses to CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn

1. katiemiafrederick says:

   January 20, 2017 at 10:54 AM

   Hi Leah.. great to hear from you..
   and thanks so much for providing some visual
   images of your new home in the Netherlands..
   i suppose when i hear that word
   it most reminds me of the
   Song Nether Lands
   that i used
   to play
   on the piano
   by Dan Fogelberg..
   and sad to see he passed
   away at my age now with prostate
   cancer.. living in a small place as you say..
   hard to meet interesting people.. i have so many
   interests in life.. it’s hard to restrain myself when i
   meet anyone new.. where i for one always see an
   opportunity to not only mind mELd with them but
   soUL meld with them as the empathy i can
   be in not only knowing them in
   interests but feelings and
   senses as well..
   i am surely
   a people
   person and
   also just as surely
   most often too deep after
   a few minutes of speaking
   for most anyone to stay around
   for the end of the fredtalk.. hehe..
   anyway.. the great thing about writing
   is.. folks can turn me off with just a few key
   strokes.. and that’s okay as Lord knows during
   my work years there were days that the only words
   i uttered much past thank you and drive through working
   at a Bowling Center and handing out shoes was putting in our
   military style pass down log each day as a record of what i did.. one
   word and that word was routine.. although the human connection then was
   there and felt good in happy and joy of smiles.. the intellectual aspect of
   my mind had gone to mush.. as all i had to say in sidewalk each day was the
   word
   routine
   in a blog
   life of routine..
   kinda sad.. huh.. after
   graduating from college
   with three degrees but that’s
   the way the Autism Spectrum goes
   when one is still more in input mode than
   getting the words of reciprocal social communication
   out.. when computers came and i played that first little
   game of the worm swallowing its tail.. a sudden infusion
   of problem solving dopamine and the other side of my brain
   started working again in the most rudimentary ways
   of problem solving then.. thing is.. though..
   i went the other way and started
   losing the social empathic
   part where at least
   i could talk
   about
   getting folks
   signed up for
   tournaments and
   making dry jokes on
   the intercom and such as that..
   i made a lot of folks smile as i could
   be the class clown in every which way to
   the strange way i walked and ran
   down the middle of the
   Bowling Lanes
   as a significant
   portion of my life then
   was chasing dead wood pins
   and sliding them down
   the gutter..
   hehe..
   public dance
   is so much more
   fun in a mind and body
   both stimulating way of
   connecting both hemispheres
   of brain together through head to
   toe as well.. anyway.. haha.. what i meant
   to say.. is.. i too wanna meet deeper thinking folks
   to play bRains with.. and that’s part of the reason i liked
   the Wrong Planet.. but on the other hand it was killing the social
   empathic part of my being even more than it was already dead from the
   get go.. after life killing chronic stress.. in doing a zillion things at one time..
   mechanical cognition against social supervision and helping every one from
   A to Z.. i do much better at least focusing on one way of communication brain
   at a time.. ALL of Nature does a BaLanCinG act to survive.. human
   beings are not much different in this way than planets
   that orbit stars like our Earth around the Sun..
   they don’t have complex language..
   collective intelligence and
   complex culture different
   the same
   to get
   it
   all Trump
   FucKeD uP as
   we see around our
   country now.. as i hear
   the inauguration foreplay
   on TV now in the background
   in my wife’s life in TV Land where
   she has mostly stayed for decades now..
   and if it was not for computers i might
   be sitting on the couch too.. if it
   didn’t hurt my neck so much
   to sit less than
   straight up
   or make
   my
   brain go to mush
   while waiting for the next
   big thing on TV.. what an opportunity
   in a little sliver of heaven’s bRains we have
   to fulfill human potential greater in so many
   ways of sharing human experiences in so so many
   more ways than the past could ever imagine in human
   eyes.. so yeah.. thank God for Computers.. a window out of
   small places and mind funk.. as in all stuff life.. use or lose applies..
   so happy to hear you are working out again.. as hey.. physical intelligence
   and emotional intelligence and the existential intelligence that as you relate
   with the Ron Perlman Amazon Series.. in Hand of God can get so far out of wHack
   as we humans in the movie ‘Contact’ as inspired buy Carl Sagan.. says.. we humans
   have the potential to move.. connect.. and create such horrible nightmares and
   heavenly dreams to liberally paraphrase as i always do freely to go
   to another place in words in life.. as you know.. words used
   to be my entire life without effective use of eyes and
   ears.. trapped in a mind verbAlly navigating
   A world after living one
   so much
   in visual
   navigation for
   so much of my life..
   and the beauty of epigenetics
   and neuroplasticity as a human can
   even become words if necessary to survive..
   my dreams used to consist of scrolling words every
   which way.. now there are no limits as i see and hear
   the value of both ways of thinking now and so much more
   in sensing and feeling life.. like ‘they’ say so commonly..
   you don’t miss ‘it’ until it’s gone.. problem
   is.. some folks never experience
   ‘it’ to begin with.. the
   conundrum that
   apParently
   some folks
   on the Autism Spectrum
   substantially experience with
   deficits in the ability to think with
   images and other symbols beyond verbal
   language.. to navigate tHeir world.. and oh my
   Goodness.. the human nature that allows almost a quarter
   of the world’s population to trust a man’s words in a cave
   where he himself wondered if he was mad when he heard a
   voice of angel in the translation of another world of the
   Gabriel already created in other books of
   mythology to house vehicles
   and vessels of deeper
   truth and liGht
   that can
   truly
   apply
   to nature
   and human nature
   all as life.. and that is what
   the social animal human does most..
   group think.. for gaining and retaining
   social acceptance when the task at hand
   ranges from female genital mutilation to what
   they do to little baby boys too.. and when the folks
   who espouse a Golden rule of doing to others kindly
   as you would have them do to you.. consuming no others
   with harm.. vote for what would be an anti-christ except that
   ‘they’ already made A man into an anti-christ by suggesting he was
   a King of the Universe instead of humble giving and sharing love.. in
   doing no harm to others in at least parts of both sections of the bible now..
   but then.. there is the slaying of others.. swords over peace and hating family
   members if they don’t agree.. apologists scurrying like rats to justify the dark
   as light and the light as dark.. as far as Golden rules go.. and that’s the square one
   root problem.. my friend.. culture is the virus.. butt the more innate way of the human
   bonobo.. is one who lives for pleasure and love as yes a lust for all stuff life.. in happy touchy
   feely ways of being.. while humans continue to walk straight on whomever created the
   cultural sidewalks of before.. thing is.. the liGht parts of myths and religions and all other
   arts are just as important for a healthy and well BaLAnCinG liFE VERSES the Isis head hunting
   Trump stink stank stuff.. that sucks that sucks that harms and maims and kills
   some more.. so my personal bible of life continues as i escape the
   past and move to now.. always now.. and hey!.. i’m up towards
   1.025 million words since Memorial day oF 2016 in my latest
   effort of that as of the 69th MacroVerse celebrating now
   still what is my own personal ascension into
   Unison of miNd and BoDy BALanCinG
   Force with the rest of Nature
   and always more..
   that i for
   one
   scribe
   as God in a bigger
   way than most folks
   do restricted to books oF old..
   there is no bible big enough for
   me.. hehe.. so i create my own in making
   all of life a continuing state of nirvana and
   bliss in making all of life Holy and Sacred existence
   now overrunning a chalice of life beyond form of letters
   alone my FriEnd.. i suppose.. i was a poem waiting to sprout
   as a little boy at age 3.. i kNow for sure by the date
   of July 22nd 2013.. i came out of a cocoon
   like my newest Psychiatrist commonly
   relates to as butterfly human
   being for 42 months now too..
   coming up
   on this
   Sunday..
   the 22nd of January..
   2017.. see that’s the thing
   the more meaning and purpose
   we can create with imagination fully
   in tow of positive liGht liFe as Love now..
   the more our neurochemistry sets fire a sun
   light inside.. and that’s the part of all myths.. art..
   and religion that rings trUe mY friEnd.. the greATest..
   and that is the way we experience lifE iN FeeLinG and
   seNSinG ways.. when all is liGht and we are not weighed
   down by negative emotions and unhealthy senses.. ranging from
   a couch potato life to iSil ways of insanely cultural created ways
   of thinking and doing life.. as well as Trump you gotta be dollar
   bitch rich with golden walls and fundamentalist Christian
   literal taking Revelation golden and emerald
   floors and ceilings and pearly gates..
   JuST get naked heHe.. i DancE
   and SinG
   and
   play
   my friend
   with a good
   book as unabridged
   bible of all that lives
   and breathes online in a potential
   otHeR pARt of Heaven with no
   sun and moon to light
   the neurochemistry
   of liFe within and
   then spray
   liGht
   as
   far
   as
   our hoses and otHeR
   butterfly paRts aLonG
   WiTh other stuff will reach out..
   like a lamp aLL LiT with no FucKinG
   Walls and Ceilings aT aLL.. Life is good..
   mY FriEnd Leah.. my wishes and hopes now
   is for life is good for you too my FriEnd in
   Golden years with no walls and ceilings too..
   And winks.. my FriEnd.. i supPose i live in Dan Fogelberg
   Nether Land never ending never land story of life now that
   not too many folks visiT iN liFe.. the aMazing thing iS.. it’s Heaven and isREaL2..
   And the most hilarious thing oF all is when naysayers say i’m crazy to liVe iN Heaven now..
   butt of course not to my
   face as something about
   leg pressing 1020 LBs
   33 times now..
   makes
   it harder
   now for folks
   to approach me
   in those bully ways of past..
   Different for the Win my friEnd
   when different no longer CONforms..
   And hehe.. a week ago a carload of young
   female women asked a 56 year old man for an autograph
   for doing nothing more than dancing free.. you kNow.. i told
   those stick in the mud dudes like i used to be at the Wrong Planet
   back when i lived 66 months as a hunch back of Notre Dame shortly
   after my personality transformed from INTJ to ENFP.. and my Autism
   Quotient Scan went from a high of 44 to 45 on a scale of 50 down
   to an 11 and my Emotional Intelligence quotient went from
   the mid 50’s to a 95 out of 100 in a matter of weeks
   during that July month of 2013.. soon to
   move from shut-in to dancing
   6666 miles in precisely
   40 months of Dance
   Public all around
   my metros area.. now..
   with over a thousand
   selfies with young women
   like those in the car last week..
   and after writing a 3.3 million word
   plus free verse poem with 740 MacroVerses
   as of this one now tHeRE would be no limits in what
   i would continue to do with my human potential then..
   i got to be too much for them so i left.. i got to be too
   much for the poet folks in the opposite end of online communities as well..
   thing iS.. it’s not too much for me.. and i no longer find walls and ceilings
   to hit my head up against as concrete steel like a did in never ending Another
   Ground Hog Day AHOGDAY aS a shut-in of same for 66 months then.. like i
   said.. NoW
   Life is GOOD
   for those who win
   without even a FucKinG
   Trump Green BLack Dollar Bill..
   Cheap thrills.. are all mine.. my friend..
   iN Nether Land NoW that is aLL miNd and BoDy noW aS BaLanCE..
   i suppose A theMe Song
   has run out by now..
   Love you Leah..
   Friend..
   best to
   you alWays..
   yoUr friEnd Fred..:)

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2. katiemiafrederick says:

   January 20, 2017 at 2:18 PM

   Trump.. signing paper work..
   you kNow.. all the required stuff
   of Government AKA as systemizing
   society and culture and yes.. religion
   same.. truly.. life is politics when two
   or more folks
   come
   toGeTheR
   some folks are
   successful like me
   and the Katrina for
   close to 27 years now
   and some cannot power
   broker tHeir way to unity
   of success.. in other
   words.. we
   let it
   all
   out and
   tolerate the dArk
   and liGht as oh my
   God.. holding all that stuFF iN
   CAN result in poTenTiaL nasty explosions
   eventually.. and i have to say.. yes.. now..
   while Trump is surely rude and uncouth
   down to potential abhorrent rains in snow
   and swimming pools.. tHeRe is a certain
   endearing quality to me of his.. oh my God
   surely Munster-like family as diversity sings
   her sweet song.. while Trump nonchalantly
   says FucK the rules here and bend the shit
   out of them as any successful power broker
   will do to get the job at HAND done for
   dARk or liGht
   as EmoTioNs
   of the HeARt
   from dArk
   to liGht
   move
   us to adapting
   to challenge and maKing
   change for either dARk or liGht
   and ‘tween the all of that as sHades
   of Grey come waving in like some stubby
   middle finger saying i FucKeD the rules..
   and now i am a Billionaire and the Leader
   of whatever the FucK i wanna make the world next..
   and that’s the thing.. go by the rules slow or jump all around
   the obstacles to gain success in all of liGht or the road to dARk
   one brings nexT.. anyWay… our entire new age of Robot mechanical
   cognition ways of getting jobs done is a brand new experiment where
   nobody really knows what is gonna happen next.. Trump IS A Microcosm
   of reALiTy as theRE is much existential angst in suffering and pain wHere
   the majority of folks are trying to make ends meet.. as half the adults in the
   country on some kind of pain killer show for sure.. folks are holding the shit
   within like a time bomb ready to protest explode on both sides of the
   political aisle now.. meanwhile.. the artists in all liberal arts will
   thrive with the muse of Trump and his whole supporting
   Cast as Munsters and it’s not too hard to find
   the similarities in his family but i will
   not pin the roles in any of
   the individual
   characters
   that
   are currently
   in charge in Munster
   way now.. thing is.. if you
   take shit too serIOUsly.. it will
   wHack you out from head to toe
   and more.. i am gonna make as
   much artistic fun with this as i can..
   in hopes that most everyone will get
   through the next four years in substantially
   ONE PEACE.. meanwhile.. lots of real problems
   are exposed that have been somewhat swept across
   underlying the statistics of growing Walmart dead end
   jobs where everyone is as happy working there as Lurch
   behind the crowd.. and the best part of all the proceedings was/is
   when that little boy from ‘home alone’ said.. i wanna go home.. Jesus
   F. iN Christ.. he said it at least 5 times.. i think.. yes Dorothy or Dan or
   whatever his/her/eTc name is.. thiS ain’T Kansas anymore.. but it’s home.. might
   as well
   enjoy
   liFe
   and do
   a Matrix
   Dance before
   the Machines control
   you too.. on the home front of Robot tiMes..
   and yes.. there is definitely some broader Autism
   phenotype stuff going on in his family and as my
   anecdotal experience shows that is both an innate
   and environmental issue too.. as people get wrapped
   up in their ‘special interests’ and the children kind of
   fly by the seat of what ever happens nexT..
   anyWay.. healthy and happy the kids seem
   at least but poor Trump’s wife..
   it’s more than obvious
   she didn’t sign
   up for
   this shit
   as hey.. this
   is a job where you
   eventually serve or get kicked out..
   and a very dangerous one too.. poTenTiaLLy
   more so.. than the beauty queen circuit of before..;)

   Reply
3. katiemiafrederick says:

   January 20, 2017 at 4:56 PM

   So.. my little birdie friend.. winged over what leads
   to the Federally protected Lands/Waters of Navarre Beach..
   says.. President Bane.. hmm.. sure.. i mean Trump.. who
   is Bringing back the power to the people in America.. his
   first initiative is to revoke the rules that provide
   protection from the rape of
   God’s Lands/waters
   to ensure
   human dominates
   nature to cloth hiMself
   with Dinosaur remnants
   and to further pollute the air
   and water that is all our home..
   yes.. folks all around the world that
   depend on the blue atmosphere of Love
   of God to breathe clean air.. and drink clean
   water.. and while conservatives decried the Raping
   of Indian protected lands this is the same dam thing
   they support in a new President here for as hypocrisy rains
   down in acid like ways continuing with change for the dark
   dollar bills to kill mother earth and destroy the future
   for the children’s children etc.. of Human.. eT aL.. for
   a place of breathe and drink wHere
   we must have both
   to live
   beyond
   just the April Fool’s Month
   of January in the LA.. Lower Alabama
   Trump Panhandle oF Florida wHere
   Spring Azaleas now commonly
   bloom in the so-called
   Coldest months
   of the year
   and ‘this
   seagull’ reminds
   me that when i first got well
   from the insane ravages of culture
   that make human into robot mechanical
   cognition thinking creatures instead of socially
   empathic touching feeling people.. yes.. back on
   the third week of July of 2013.. standing upon the Navarre
   beach one with emerald green waters.. sugary white sands
   swaying sea oats.. and the wings of a seagull spiraling the Sun/
   AKA almost juST like ‘this’.. for a few moments and a rant on Twitter
   that is rather difficult for me.. hehe.. as you might imagine.. haha..
   with 140 character limits and such short shit as that.. i wished a
   flood to come and wipe all the cancer of condominiums away
   like sores from the distance of human footprints removed
   first from the sand.. but of course it was just a satire
   and not serious as yellow boy is included
   in that group of terrestrial by
   products and beings
   who/that cannot
   afford a flood
   now to
   continue life.. and seagulls
   eventually must land too..
   anyWay.. it’s still disgusting
   when folks take almost total disregard
   for the home that feeds both their stomachs
   and lungs.. and blood stream as blood
   to flesh.. but that’s the way of the
   world.. win the lottery of
   abundance
   and
   waste
   one’s own life to
   everyone on earth
   who depends on this home..
   and it’s true.. if humans go away
   and even their nuclear power plants
   melt down.. in a few million years not even
   the pyramids will be left to prove we were even
   here and the next intelligent species to arise in 300M
   years or so.. perHaps WiLL live longer Without Bane of Intelligence..
   if not.. don’t matter.. as God continues to exist alWAys noW iN those/who/that/what survives..
   our friend the
   roach and
   the
   dragonfly
   will likely continue
   to smile above bane refrains..
   nothing is your own except your life..
   all the rest eventually goes away to pyramid duSt..
   so i dance and sing while alive and celebrate what is alive and free per GOD alive2..:)

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4. katiemiafrederick says:

   January 21, 2017 at 12:27 AM

   WeLL.. back to the past a little bit now..
   hehe.. all the way back to Thursday
   night dance that for me came
   shortly after midnight
   as there were
   somewhere
   around
   400 photos
   to download complete in
   two blog posts.. one G rated
   and the other.. let’s just say
   rated passionate per
   se in all legal
   ways noW alloWed
   oF the greaTest USA
   first amendment rights
   STiLL to express oneself
   fully aS Such.. anyWay.. then
   dance came and dance went
   and dance cAMe aGain.. and all
   the lovely very intelligent women on
   Thursday night college night from my old
   Alumni..School UWF.. made the niGht one briGht muse oF LiGht
   thaT alWays iNsPires the appropriate levels of neurochemistry now
   as any fully human holy praise dance WiLL do to reach ‘the other’
   side of deeper ways of creativity also known as the Holy Spirit
   unleashed and released in Quantum metaphor
   of HUman mINd and BoDy BaLanCinG
   soUL super-tuned as far as
   hUman Ferraris can
   speed alway
   aS liGht
   inCaRnAte
   oNe iN Yogi UniSoN
   WiTh God and yes..
   daughters and eTcS..too..:)

   And now as what most often
   comes at the end of Dance
   on Thursday night as this week
   at Good Old Seville Quarter iN P’Cola
   will number 145 DanCinG weeks since
   close to the Spring Equinox of 2014.. yes..
   only one week missed was with an intestinal virus
   that would not go away and sadly kept me running
   aS Such to
   the porcelain
   throne and i
   have
   been
   very
   blessed this
   year to stay away from
   any severe bugs like that..
   And the dance experience i have
   with all the young college folks reminds
   me of the book by Mitch Albom named
   “Tuesdays with Morrie”.. about a dying man
   doing it gracefully with a full life of living joy
   and pARt of what that young man at heARt
   and SpiRit and SoUL who was a little advanced
   as far as numerical age goes.. is dance freely.. in yes
   sort of a free verse dance like i do with all the college folks
   and beloved for his free spirit there.. couldn’t imagine doing
   solo dance in a crowd back in the day i saw that movie and
   surely i have advanced to Morrie-like Happiness now.. by
   the spiRit of
   Being
   so free now..
   and while i got a little
   grief from folks who tend
   to try to eliminate different from
   the crowd when i first danced there
   like stuff on the Twitter big screen feed that
   said that guy thinks he is Neo and he is rolling
   on drugs and stuff like that.. i get a lot of love now
   as that is what WiLL of perseverance in being free
   will eventually do from ridiculed at the first of this by
   a few Southern Baptist types that suggested i was just
   drawing attention and being dark while i was lighting my
   lamp up so briGht and now to legend and can i have your
   autograph and metro area icon and stuff like that.. and as i love
   to say.. considering i was the hunch back of Notre Dame for all
   practically no intents and purposes and meaning as a shut-in in
   my bedroom in my uniform of white underwear for 66 months..
   all
   of this
   yes.. every
   FucKinG
   bit of This
   is an isReaL
   miracle of an
   isReaL God LiVinG
   within me StiLL noW
   fully alive and RiSinG aS
   enLighTeNing even more now
   iN aWakeNiNG ForcE even MoRRiE than thAT..
   now while ‘this’ all free Facebook Algorithm video
   slide presentation documents isREal miracles now..:)

   Freedom of Expression1

   AnyWay ‘that’ wall of shut-in pain and numb for 66 months is all
   gone now.. and i continue a rise of liFE that moves.. connects
   and creates further than ever beForE iN my liFE as dimensions
   of consciousness iN MiNd and BoDy BaLAnCinG ForcE continues
   to GroW now..WiTh aLL oF heART.. eXpResSinG SpIRit of heART
   iN miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG.. SoUL.. eVen moRe.. noW aLIVe..
   And surely a substantial pARt of my Freedom was from the stArt
   of the increase of my physical and emotional intelligence as well
   as existential intelligence in the art of movement all the way down and
   yes.. up to Body Art in what would eventually become male renaissance
   new age arT thennow.. wHere most men my age would be terrified to go
   in any restricted public art forum in life for adults.. so sure.. in a way i got
   my ass FReED in PG way iN this blog post’ titled “Freedom of Expression1”..
   and as ‘they’ say too.. in Virginia Slims commercials i’ve come aLong way baby
   NoW iN un-domesticating the more extreme divine masculine side of my nude
   art from what started out as a more softer divine feminine reflection that surely
   is harder now in many ways that art can come.. a lot of work goes into it.. truly
   hard work.. and the thing is.. i am the one who benefits most from exploring my
   human poTenTiaL.. but hey.. without the proof.. how can i say that miracles are isREal..
   as any barefoot King David going to war without clothes and dancing the same in more
   extreme Hallelujah ways of Praise and Glory to the God oF aLL that needs no clothes at
   all to express the wild and free innate.. instinct.. and intuition that makes up the drive for liFE..
   all Free as
   free can
   be
   clothed
   or not..sTiLL NoW..:)

   Finding LIGHT Force in ART and GRACE

   And here is a ‘similar post’ that moves a year past the last MacroVerse
   memory from three years ago.. 2014 to 2015.. named ‘Finding LIGHT
   Force in ART and GRACE’.. which trUly spEaKS IN LiGhT more
   to what i am saying here.. as there is alWays ‘MoRRiE’ to come
   aGAIn.. as WilD and FrEE over domesticated pain
   and numb of disorder and disease and other iLL
   ways
   of
   LiVinG
   LiFe NoW..:)

   DanCinG FloWers WiNter THorns

   And the last Facebook Memory shared Macro-Verse..
   for now is.. “DanCinG FloWers WiNter THorns”.. as i make
   the final laps of completing poetic responses to
   all of dVerse Poet’s Pub poetry links for
   an entire year of thousands and
   thousands of MicroVerse
   Poems written in
   response to
   many
   forms of ART
   and essence oF arT noW too..
   and now for nite nite now too..
   as the eyelids juSt ain’t
   gonna hOld
   uP
   much longer
   after hardly any sleep
   iN LAST NiGht of Dance..:)

   Butt.. before i go.. one of my last
   dances in discussing differences
   of opinions about God and religion
   with friend Soheir from Egypt.. last year..
   before we made a sharp break in irreconcilable
   differences PER the sanctity of the life of Lesbian
   women getting covered up with dirt to chest so they
   cannot cover their eyes and getting FucKinG Stoned to
   death in Iran.. but that was another last dance that came
   after ‘this’ Micro-Verse about fear in religion.. as my God don’t play
   those
   little
   man
   Trump
   games NoW
   in any shape
   form or fashion
   of only God men
   or so-called last
   prophets and tHeiR
   minions still living in
   caves of yesteryears with
   voices that have labels beyond
   essence oF GoD WiThin.. so.. here
   we go with anoTHeR hoLy spiRit tune
   by me and God WiThIN all NoW sET
   FREE thennow..AS FucKinG LOVE..
   as tHere are no first or last dances iN Essence
   heAR
   onLy
   GoD
   LiVinG NoW yes!
   by me.. beside me
   within me to always
   guide me and hold me
   and sure.. if i don’t follow
   the rules of human nature
   and the laws of Nature all..
   scold me again like
   a new age
   hUman
   JOB.. aS
   i DancE and SinG
   soMe morE noW
   forevermore
   now.. OK.. or not.. i
   caN and juST WiLL Do iT!..;)

   SMiLes.. my friend.. Soheir.. i have read much about how
   Muslim people interpret fear in Islam.. and as in all
   religions the opinions vary in accordance with
   how individuals interpret the metaphors of
   the sacred text..
   so sure.. as a Muslim
   it is for you to study and
   interpret the sacred text
   to arrive at confidence within
   your own beliefs.. and of course
   i would not expect you to agree with
   any of my opinions on this.. as you know
   while i believe that Muhammad was a messenger
   of God and a powerful and influential one certainly then..
   quite frankly we are all to some degree.. the eyes.. ears..
   and mouths of God.. some more effective and influential
   than others.. some more helpful and harmful than others..
   but of course.. at the end of the day.. that all comes down
   to the filter of human understanding and how human
   will understand the metaphors and so-called
   concrete realities of life within the
   scope of how large or small
   their eyes.. ears and
   mouth of Allah are..
   but no.. while i believe
   that Muhammad was an
   incredibly successful warrior
   and leader.. Muhammad falls
   as lesser among the many prophets
   of humanity who became famous or perhaps
   never famous at all.. if they were weaker.. and
   not warriors.. politicians.. or priests… The warrior
   often makes a great case for tribal strength
   and fear in others.. but the Love is not
   as great as it could be
   without fear
   my friend..
   and only
   Courage
   and Kind..
   but alas.. humans
   are born with only two
   innate fears.. falling and
   fear of noises.. all other fears
   are learned.. and when there is aggression
   and violence.. one must learn to protect themselves
   in defense and offense if one is going to be able to
   Love God with all their heArt.. without the fear
   that will Naturally limit love.. as the state
   of mind of fear… is one that
   inhibits Love..
   as it is
   for base
   survival in fight
   or flight means
   of hand to feet
   combat or
   running
   away..
   so naturally like in the
   wilderness.. the Tom Cat
   is more fearless.. courageous..
   and even kinder to human beings..
   ’cause he is confident in his ability
   to both defend himself in warring
   ways with other Tom Cats..
   and capturing both
   prey and
   females
   for reproduction..
   but no.. not all Tom cats
   are equal in this natural
   ability.. nor or all
   female cats
   weak
   and
   timid..
   there is even a spectrum
   of differences in behavior
   of Cats.. and humans that are much
   more complex than that as a human
   being has reasoning abilities to remember
   past details in abstract constructs of language to
   forecast the future.. and live in an almost constant
   state of rationally constructed fear.. that is extremely
   truly illusory and irrational.. as they live in almost
   constant.. unrelenting.. limiting fear to
   move.. connect.. create.. or
   even love other human
   beings.. and the
   rest of allthatis
   GOD ONE
   AND sAMe…
   It takes not much time
   to create a fearful human
   being.. spoon-fed with fears
   from birth.. that can be both
   cultural and religious in
   illusory fears..
   it took
   me years
   to lose all my illusory
   fears.. and sure.. at times
   they come back to me in
   spurts of memory way..
   but God gifts human
   beings with
   the ability
   to pray..
   yes.. to pray..
   some folks call it
   cognitive behavioral
   therapy but it is truly
   no different than Muhammad’s
   soldiers who feared before they
   went into Battle and prayed to
   Allah for fearlessness for
   the fight.. to find
   the power
   of hope
   and fearlessness
   inside.. and even science
   now provides the scientific
   term placebo.. to show
   how powerful
   belief is
   for
   positive change
   in behaviors and effective
   results in life for as you say
   in the blessing from Allah
   to gain Prosperity..
   Happiness..
   and Hope..
   and if anyone
   thinks that material
   prosperity will bring
   happiness alone.. of course
   we know and feel they are
   incorrect.. as it is often fear
   of loss of material goods or
   even owning other human
   beings as material goods
   that brings human
   great anxiety
   in fear..
   of losing
   that control my
   friend.. and the greatest
   way any culture or religion
   can control other human beings
   in subjugation.. through fear for gaining
   selfish desire for power.. status.. and
   material gains.. is to institute
   a reign of fear.. as we
   see in America
   where we
   have false
   fears in exaggerating
   terrorist attacks
   and as we
   see in
   ISIL controlled
   territories.. where there
   are threats of extreme physical
   punishment.. like beheadings..
   and crucifixions and the
   such for not following
   extreme interpretations
   of the sacred texts in
   Islam..
   hmm..
   all of this is why
   i discount religions
   and or cultures as providing
   all the answers for me to Loving
   God with all my heArt.. and of
   course respecting God with
   all my heaRt too..
   ’cause psychopathic
   leaning humans with little
   fear or love in their heart will most
   always twist anything they can around
   to put their subordinates into a state of fear
   so they can control them.. and sadly these individuals
   as long as they are in that state of fear will never ever
   meet God face to face… my friend.. or gain the Holy
   Spirit of God inside to do incredible amazing
   positive miracles in
   life my friend..
   both individually
   and collectively as a society
   of God that moves… connects
   and creates as free.. and i understand totally
   my friend.. that you and i may never see life completely
   eye to eye.. but that is how God makes all of God’s
   children with different eyes.. so God will
   never get bored my friend..
   and that is just
   another metaphor
   my friend.. the prophet
   that God makes me and infinite
   numbers of others throughout infinity
   now.. as you kNow… the way i feel that it is
   no less blasphemous toward God to suggest
   any human no matter who they are.. as either
   the only begotten son of God or
   the last prophet of God…
   in my opinion those
   words whomever
   they come from
   come far
   far away
   from the God of
   Infinity my friend..
   as no one has the last
   anything on God ’cause God
   has no endings or beginnings
   and this is far far.. from any human
   being or science abilities to get their
   pin head brains around.. but never the less
   in God’s world that is complete.. a grain of sand
   is no less important than the mountain it stands
   upon.. and these are just grains of sand i am
   speaking for God now
   my friend..
   through God’s eyes
   small and large and infinitely
   many in our sensual organs of
   eyes.. ears.. and mouths.. where God
   may create other beings on other planets
   of God’s Universe.. with ways of perceiving
   God much GREATER AS PROPHETS OF
   GOD.. that we cannot even fathom on
   this speck of dust
   named earth..
   but never the less
   even if we are the only
   one’s with this potential
   we all have unique gifts
   my friend as messengers
   of God.. none last.. or
   only.. ever in eYes
   as infinite
   as God’s
   eye’s
   so many..
   my friend..SOHEIR..
   Anyway.. i am looking forward
   to hearing your opinions on fear
   on your blog one day my friend..
   and who knows or feels.. my
   message may be different
   then.. as i am only
   a
   stu
   dent
   of God
   and.. now
   realize i know
   and feel nothing
   compared to God..
   so sure.. i have due
   respect for God.. but no
   fear of God as long as God
   tells me in God’s voice now that
   is never recorded in text now that
   i stand in the balance of God’s Graces
   now my friend.. just now.. God.. will take
   care of aLL the rest.. in God’s scope that is
   beyond all human and science understanding
   as grains of
   Sand
   we
   are
   now..
   fearing any of THAT
   is just a waste of Love..:)

   Anyway.. just to be clear i have
   much respect for all the prophets
   of God.. regardless of what God tells
   me now.. is both their accomplishments
   and failures my friend.. and one of my
   favorite verses attributed to Jesus..
   of course removed from the modern
   versions of the New Testament as
   it would give power of
   fearless Love to the
   human and
   away from
   religious
   rule is
   the following..
   recovered around
   the area of Egypt my
   friend.. with other gnostic
   texts recovered around
   1959.. the year
   before my
   birth.. so
   sure.. as they
   talk about resurrection
   of Jesus.. in someways
   perhaps he was uncovered
   and resurrected in 1959..
   through the discovery
   of those words..
   but we will
   never know
   for sure if we
   have any of Jesus’
   words for sure as even
   top scholars suggest that
   only 18% of the New Testament
   words.. come from Jesus.. so sure
   i can never really say for sure if he is
   correct or incorrect in all he says as
   much is reported through second
   hand.. and perhaps
   a thousand hands
   of degrees of
   separation
   from his mouth..
   but truly that matters not
   as again.. all humans are
   God’s children and all
   children of God iN
   some degree
   are messengers
   of God.. even
   if they have no
   mouths.. no ears..
   or no eyes at all..
   as we see with the
   Great woman Helen Keller
   who could not speak.. hear..
   or see my friend.. never the less
   she knew God true.. no less than
   i at age 3 before i could speak my friend
   what a gift that was to both me and Helen
   Keller where she was provided sign language
   and when i once again.. could not effectively
   see.. hear.. or talk in my environment to
   participate in the flesh and blood
   world.. that God through all
   God’s messengers
   on earth holding
   hands in efforts
   provided me
   this tool
   of keyboard
   that i still use as
   a messenger of God
   with Keyboard my friend..
   as the truth is.. all of human language
   is sign language.. that approximates a
   gift of communication from God.. the
   keyboard is just an extension of
   that my friend.. no different
   than a piano.. or other
   musical instruments
   in essence now..
   that carry the
   voice of
   emotions of
   God as manifest in
   uS.. far far through
   space too.. on the
   airwaves of
   God
   too.. perhaps
   there are others
   who are listening
   and have
   far far
   more to
   say than
   me or others
   here on Earth
   my friend.. but i am
   never too large to listen
   to more my friend.. as i know
   and feel all of creation belongs
   to god ONE AND SamE as NOW..:)

   https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Psalm+37

   Psalm 37..
   as reported
   from David
   in the Old
   Testament:

   1. Do NOT fret.. etc..

   that’s how it starts off..
   the rest of it in 40 verses
   is consumed with political..
   and base tribal oriented fear..
   so i for one do not
   take
   heed..
   as God
   is no politician
   alone most certainly..
   all though we humans
   are certainly instinctually
   tribal in Nature with
   cognitive abilities
   to overcome
   that.. now..
   in ways of
   praying in
   positive
   belief
   ways
   for unity
   instead of
   the separation
   and the division
   of the old testament
   then.. with a new
   testament
   of Courage
   and Kind
   LOVE..
   my
   Friend..:)

   http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm

   Jesus as reported
   in the Gnostic
   Gospel of Thomas..

   Verse 37:

   His disciples said, “When will You become revealed to us and
   when shall we see You?”
   Jesus said, “When you disrobe without being ashamed and take
   up your garments and place them under your feet like little
   children and tread on them, then [will you see] the Son of the
   Living One, and you will not be afraid”

   Jesus apparently did everything
   he could to tale his disciples
   over and over again..
   that he was just
   another son
   of man..
   no more
   important
   than anyone else
   and God exists in
   us with no cultural
   clothing at all..
   but sadly
   still
   rarely does
   any Christian even
   understand the most
   important and truly
   good news of Jesus
   that we are all children
   of God no less or important
   in all of God’s eyes than
   the other my friend
   or the grain
   of sand
   that holds
   up the Mountain
   my friend.. to come
   to truly Love God with
   all one’s heart.. one must
   escape all the clothes
   of religions and
   cultures
   to become
   ONE WITH
   NAKED GOD in uS..
   NO LONGER AFRAID
   MY FRIEND.. NO LESS
   THAN ADAM OR EVE
   BEFORE THE
   APPLE
   OF CULTURAL
   AND RELIGIOUS
   CLOTHES OF FALSE
   KNOWLEDGE AS WELL…
   And seriously dancing naked
   or almost naked like King
   David did as reported
   in the bible is a great
   way to become
   fearless iN Love
   with God..
   sadly..
   there are
   relatively few of
   us left that have
   that type
   of courage..
   but yes.. there
   are still many in
   numbers alone
   out of 7 billion
   or so humans
   now..
   objectively
   measured
   as such..
   particularly in
   smaller so-called
   primitive cultures that
   live ONE with God whether
   there is a word for God to
   trap God in or not as
   smaller than
   Infinity and
   beyond..
   my friend..
   anyway.. back to
   the Gospel of Thomas
   Jesus also suggests that one
   must hate one’s father and mother..
   brother and sister.. for their
   ways of the past.. and he did
   not come for peace but
   with a sword..
   so no.. i do not
   agree with all
   of what Jesus
   has to say there
   either.. as i will
   continue to
   Love my
   Mother
   and Father
   Unconditionally
   no matter how much
   i disagree with them
   on their views of
   limiting God my
   friend.. and
   that includes
   everyone else
   who i may feel is
   misled or misguided
   now.. as we are all grains
   of God’s sand equally important
   to God always and forever now.. worthy
   of Love and Respect that comes with
   understanding more of both
   human nature..
   religions.. and
   cultures now..
   and Jesus didn’t have
   Google.. or 18 years of school..
   so sure.. he was correct to say
   of course.. that others will do much
   more than he in the future.. as God
   does not create humans
   to stagnate
   and never
   fulfill their
   greater.. much
   greater human potentials
   in mind and body balance
   my friend.. and Jesus was
   humble enough at least
   to understand
   the truth
   and liGht of that
   as of course reported
   but those words ring
   Truth iN liGht no
   matter what
   messenger
   of God
   wrote
   them first
   and continues
   to write them now
   in many other metaphors
   of Truth and liGht just now.
   or many times then.. in history.. now..
   SMiLes.. my friend.. i realize.. you asked
   for none of this.. but aS alWays God
   that lives within
   me..
   guides
   my Pen
   as
   IS..
   and i am
   not an easy
   friend to keep..
   as theRe iS a
   TSunAmi
   of God
   iN me
   that continues
   to spread more now..
   but yes.. i am only
   human and
   i Love
   Friends
   like
   you..
   SOHEIR..
   who Love God
   with all tHeir
   heARt too
   no matter
   fear
   or
   not..
   GOD iS LOVE
   And so am i
   for now
   @
   LEAST..:)

   Oh.. yeaH.. and one
   more dance with
   Penniewindfall iN
   a Facebook Memory
   shared MicroVerse memory
   from last year as well.. as
   hey.. it’s all free..
   now to go..
   all the way.. per say..;)

   Thank you.. my friend..
   penniewoodfall.. i was thinking
   you wrote ‘that’ and i truly believe
   there is a UniVersal Poet inside of all of us..
   Just waiting to escape the science of culture
   and return to Art as the core of Nature is truly Art..
   whereas.. modern cultures are increasingly changing
   Nature into an illusion of science away from the
   Nature of Art that is more a river
   than a sidewalk.. My friend..:)

   Reply
5. katiemiafrederick says:

   January 21, 2017 at 11:00 AM

   Organized religions are full of structure and organization
   as much as any Government ruled by politicS.. And generAlly
   speaKing.. human spiritualLiTy as a metaphor of course as tHeRe
   are aLmost infinite paRts of thaT wHOle of Human experience and
   much different intelligence than what comes from religion and or
   politics same.. yes.. Spirituality is free with a free verse expression
   of life that needs no rules and regulations from the past as the wings
   inside of God fly free without any words aT all from whatever source they
   are sAid to come from as we are all from the source of all that is that one
   can term God or a Blue Turtle or a starry night that has no end or beginning or
   finish.. onLY stARt noW for more eternAlly as now..
   we are bound to nature and human nature in
   many ways.. and through what one can
   term as the laws of Nature and
   hUman Nature same looKinG
   from a distance as we are
   pARt of what may seem
   like an insane game
   of life at times
   when we
   wear more comfortable
   shoes than others in different
   ways of feeling and sensing life
   with eYes of God sAMe and different
   too.. one can somewhat predict the directions
   society will go when scarcity or abundance is viewed
   more or less as a way of life.. as scarcity brings fear brings
   anger brings aggression brings violence brings overall hate
   for the state of life.. and what happens next is often predictable too
   as a Bane or a Trump and if we really want to look deep at hiStory
   and the way it goes still now.. sure.. a Muhammad too.. who suggests
   a strong hand of God while bringing a mighty sword to surely kill
   now to protect the tribal interests of food and drink and
   reproductive mates.. and yes.. shelter.. material
   goods.. and trade of such and what
   it takes for a society to survive
   in continuing elements of
   scarCity in deSert
   lands to
   Rocky
   Mountains to
   snow covered hills
   dominated by the same kind
   of patriarchal defense of life to
   kill others for vital subsistence resources
   if necessary as the snake brain above love
   becomes the rule of the day once more and surely
   Trump is a microcosm of the same elements coming to
   the forefront.. as Technology is taking away jobs and Technology
   in a Free Market Capitalism State of Affairs is tHeRe to make more money
   at the lowest costs with little to no respect now for any real ethics and or moraLiTy
   of who loses out but the winners of bucks.. bottom line.. this equals an environment
   of scarCity and is ripe for the Banes and Trumps and Muhammads of the future to rise
   up with a patriarchal message of both strength and a God that/who reflects this
   philosophy of win at all costs at the blood of other folks slain as slain goes
   in many more ways of taking human freedoms away besides just
   draining blood from living flesh.. for death in living per the words
   of give me liberty or death as well.. as we see
   hundreds of thousands of folks.. mostly
   women.. who do NOT want to get
   in tHiS situation again
   tHaT many
   women
   still face
   at the face
   of Trump/Bane
   patriarchal rule in other
   countries who wear a God of
   Fear and Patriachy same.. yes it is
   the cooperation of Matriarchy that is singing
   her song with pink pussy caps that says you canNOT
   possess me with your right hand aS Such in grabbing ways..
   or even kiss me without my permission or even fucking tell
   me what to do against my own free will as a child of God who
   can love whoever the FucK they wanna love no matter what
   you believe is good or bad in life.. and that’s the thing.. while i listened
   to people bring false witness against Obama.. for almost a decade as
   they feared the different among he.. so-called Christians who even demanded
   sterilization for women on welfare after they had one child.. who said that they
   would refuse health care benefits from Obama even if it meant tHeir OWN family
   members dying at the hand of disease.. all of that was full of fear and anger and
   hate and lies in false witness.. including the lies of birther conspiracy theories led
   by the so-called man at the top of the heap of these minions now.. thing is.. the dissension
   we see now.. is not led by false witness… it is led by the truth of the disgust at the man who
   brought the false witness already against his predecessor who left office with a 60% approval
   rating as compared to the lowest approval ratings of any President since the 70’s at about 40%
   coming into office.. and that my friend(s).. is the consequence of action also known as Karma
   as Obama was a man of integrity and character who didn’t fall to the weakness of trying to
   bring other folks down to make himself look bigger.. as Obama achieved what is kNoWn
   and felt as self-actualization as a man who was bullied in life and took the route of
   victory over vengeance.. male self-esteem.. true male/female esteem.. doesn’t
   have to bring other folks down to make it seem taller as that strength comes
   from within in a Disciplined way of excellence iN miNd and BoDy
   BaLanCinG Force of LIFE.. Super Heroes and Villains are
   very close in nature as both are willing to break
   rules.. are somewhat compulsive
   and do what ever it takes to
   get the job done.. thing
   iS in the theories of
   science what
   sets a hero and
   a villain apart and what
   sets a Villain and the traits
   of psychopathy and malignant narcissism
   the same is the common difference of the hero
   who cannot set himself apart in empathy from the rest
   of the human race and the villain who does whatever it takes
   to fulfill self-purposes to fuel his need for power and status as he
   can feel and sense little of the overflowing essence of chalice that
   is the power of love.. and that’s the thing.. the pink pussy cap folks have
   behind them in numbers of hundreds of thousands marching on Washington
   today.. the power of love.. that bring abundance to scarCity/gothamS in life.. thing2 is..
   the power of money is the God of this material world as far as human by
   products at the hand of complex written language.. collective
   intelligence in standard IQ ways of assigning folks
   to tHeir place as cogs in the complex culture
   machine to keep the wheels oiled for creature
   comforts to come more.. and that’s
   the problem as abundance
   becomes a dollar bill
   and stuff
   above
   the
   abundance of spirituaLiTy
   that stArTS with love within that
   becomes liGht to give and share with
   the rest of the human race set FReED
   and that takes not only fearless Unconditional
   Love but smARt Fearless Unconditional Love
   so in the rest of my ‘little’ bible story that continues to
   GroW in what i will name now “Nether Land Heaven 42 Months 2017”..
   in 69th MacroVerse of a new age personal bible that reaches past last
   MacroVerse way of 1.025 Million words.. these are some of the things that
   need to be said out of the liMits before of closed books that became the unabridged
   versions of what were named God’s word’s in chains of priSon then.. as SpirituaLiTy
   doesn’t even
   have to
   have
   words
   to exist
   in God’s eYes as
   And in HuWoMaN NoW
   Freed on a Desert Isle
   today.. funny.. how life gets
   trapped in Books and Trump/Bane words same..
   and that is the way of the Minion Social animal who
   lives in fear and finds the most despicable leader to
   follow who drives illusory fears and empty promises same..
   thing is.. for a metaphor that sings its Song in the expression
   of Trump’s wife and the joyous smiles and giggles she prEsented
   twirled as a free bird once again.. by an Army Staff Sergeant by
   the name of
   Jose
   Medina..
   a first name reminiscent
   of Mexico and a second
   one reminiscent of a place
   where Muslim folks cherish..
   Karma.. action.. consequence..
   it is what it is.. and sure a little humorous
   when God SinGs A SonG of Free SpirituaLiTy
   iN HeaRts and SpiriTS who/thaT ExpreSS liFe
   Free iN MiNds and BoDies twirLed in spiRals oF God
   set free more than a Trophy wife of emperors and such as that..
   it’s true.. the TruTh and the liGht WiLL set you naked free with sMiLes..
   if you are clothed from head to toe with a frown.. it’s simple.. it ain’t the trUth or LIGht..
   go
   Jose..
   new age
   Mexican
   Jesus
   now to
   the rescue
   of Trump
   inspiRed frOwns
   and crOwns as thE
   tHrONE oF SpiRiTuaLiTy
   DanceS and SinGs hEr SonG
   And DancE Free wiTh sMILes oF liGht..
   i would love to dance with Trump’s wife.. just once..
   i promise you.. she would sMILe and i wouldn’t even
   have to tOuch her in a sLow dance oF liFE or even
   twirl/spiRAl her as she would find a way to do that on her OWN..;)

   So now back to the Fred/Soheir Dialogue coming
   from my end and yes there are references to
   these full discussions in the comments
   sections of past MacroVerses
   before these newer
   age Bible
   MacroVerses
   Start to appear
   in first MacroVerse
   publish of this now
   MiLLioN word plUs
   Bible on Memorial
   day of 2016..
   and yes ..
   those Macro-Verse
   liNks from pre-bible
   way sTiLL pARt of Longest
   Long Form Poem in the history
   of human kind in plUs 3.3 miLLioN
   words Style sTiLL approaching or exceeding
   4 MilLliON words on three of my public blogs and
   other more private blogs and many other public places online by surely
   my 4th anniversary of blogging on March 10th of 2013.. as this IS A Nautilus
   sheLL A reflection as a SonG of MY soUL that has no liMiTS or expecTaTions FReED
   as
   God
   noW
   lives
   within me
   with spiRiT eXpreSSinG
   HeART iN MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG ways..NoW..FREE..:)

   Hi SOHEIR.. i appreciate your quick research
   for a source that describes Fear of God in Islam
   well it seems..

   And there are two particular quotes that caught
   my eye.. one of which i was able to trace
   as a Hadith quote
   contributed
   by
   Abdullah ibn Masud

   “Paradise is nearer to you than your shoelaces. So is Hell…”

   I was almost sure that quote was not directly out of the
   Kuran.. as it is a better one than the one from the
   New Testament attributed to Jesus that
   clearly states that Heaven is NOW..
   and not a place one has to
   wait until after life..
   and while it doesn’t
   clearly state Hell is also
   a place in life that one does not
   have to wait to enter until after life..
   as discussed already on your site here
   and mine.. i for one am 100% sure it is..
   and i have described that place i entered
   in detail both here and on my site.. my
   friend SOHEIR.. anyway.. yes there is
   good reason to fear Allah in terms
   of the Hell that is real on this
   terrestrial plane.. and i for
   one respect
   Allah to the
   degree that
   i give 100%
   of my life to Allah
   so there is no fear
   for me now.. but as
   the other quote
   that i could
   not find
   a resource as to
   who originally reported
   it… as i am assuming it is
   part of a Hadith.. as quoted here..

   “If the believer had known the amount
   of the torture and punishment of Allah,
   nobody would have hoped for Paradise.
   If the unbeliever had known how much
   the amount of the mercy of Allah was,
   no one would have given up hope of His mercy.”

   This is also a quote that rings true to me.. that i
   for one have described in similar metaphors
   in language.. as i have been to both
   places.. and i for one can
   say for sure.. that
   in Hell..
   there is no
   hope.. and in
   heaven all there
   is.. is hope my friend
   and truly paradise now..
   and as a person who had
   glimpses of heaven from
   age 3.. and sparks after that
   as culture and religions i was
   exposed to took it away.. now that
   i live there always now.. one can certainly
   see and feel.. in Allah’s eYes.. that Allah is
   all merciful.. even when one cannot perceive
   that if they ever enter hell on earth my friend…

   So yes.. there is good reason to stay in balance
   with Allah my friend.. but this heaven is a place
   that starts within.. as well as the hell that becomes
   reality when one goes far out of balance with Allah..
   And while there are laundry lists of do’s and don’ts
   in culture.. some of which help in gaining and
   maintaining balance with Allah.. neither
   Christianity or the Islam religion
   or many others address one of
   the most important parts
   of gaining and
   maintaining
   that balance
   my friend..
   as that relates
   to actual physical
   movement in balance..
   as we are temples of God
   on this terrestrial plane now..
   heaven is now and hell is now..
   and in truly knowing and feeling
   this.. one can gain great strides
   to peace of mind and body
   balance through
   the art of movement..
   even the Buddhists and
   Yogis speak to meditation
   as only a sitting still
   activity..
   where all of
   God’s Nature moves
   around us.. and in deciding
   that human is somehow different
   in this respect than the rest of Nature
   Humans ends up separating themselves
   from God more so by sitting still away
   from the reality of God in Nature
   that is always moving
   now my friend..
   it is easy
   to get stuck
   in one’s head when
   living in our modern cultures
   in school.. office work and such
   but what this does often is
   separate ourselves
   from the
   Nature that
   is God in us as
   a Temple of God..
   and in the United States
   the effect of this is one
   moving toward a life
   of empty
   emotions
   and empty
   empathy for
   other human beings
   as emotions run through
   our bodies.. when freely
   moving in balance and
   are not something
   limited to
   between
   our ears
   friend..
   people are suffering
   greatly in separating themselves
   from Allah’s Nature manifest as us
   as moving feeling connecting creating
   creatures.. as reflections of God of
   Allthatis.. as us my friend as
   well.. anyway.. the
   results of this
   in terms of health
   is empirically measurable
   as in the U.S.. morbid obesity
   is sky rocketing.. school age
   children.. are assessed type two
   pre-diabetic.. at rates of 33%..
   close to half the adult
   population is on
   some kind
   of prescription
   pain killer.. for
   chronic pain that is
   often somatic in nature
   from a body that is repressed
   in human emotions and full
   of tension.. treating symptoms
   of pain.. instead of addressing
   the root problem.. of a mind
   and body out of balance..
   where sitting still
   stagnating and
   rotting still
   in front of screens
   is a mainstay of even
   children’s lives who also
   have skyrocketing rates of
   psychotropic medications..
   treating symptoms now..
   instead of treating the
   root cause of
   mind and body
   imbalance as well..
   but no my friend.. no bible
   addresses this adequately as
   there is still much to learn about
   a new human condition that is a result
   of modern technology ways of life that
   were not present when either the bible
   or the Kuran was written.. and this my friend
   is why there will always be new prophets with
   healing messages from God.. as this experiment
   of culture is ever changing.. and truly an experiment
   with no precedent in history.. we can no longer rely on
   just the politics.. religions.. and philosophies of the
   past alone.. as if this human species is going to
   survive as whole.. without much more
   suffering and misery approaching
   that place of hell on earth..
   even science and
   medicine will
   have to
   change
   to address
   the root causes
   that are truly human
   beings out of balance
   with God of All my friend..
   all that is seen.. unseen..
   felt.. and unfelt now.. or
   on the other
   hand
   we
   can
   stay with the
   prophets.. politicians..
   scientists.. priests..
   teachers and only
   books of the past..
   go no further..
   and just
   suffer
   in
   misery my friend..
   Nah.. God didn’t give us
   brains.. to shut them down..
   after this book or that book..
   not to adapt to change of the
   future.. God gifts us rationality..
   innate instinct.. and intuition to
   adapt to the challenge to live
   in heaven now..
   as this place
   is real
   and i prove
   it everynow of my
   life my friend in
   LIVING COLOR..
   sMiLes.. an open
   mind AND BODY
   in Balance iS
   A path
   to heaven now
   and seeing and feeling
   so much more of God my friend..
   Signed your friend
   Fred..
   AN
   Encyclopedia
   of God..
   alWays
   GroWinG
   bigger..:)

   Thanks my friend.. and i will
   end with a little story here..
   there was once a woman..
   a troubled woman..
   very poor.. with
   a religion named
   Christianity.. that like
   Islam.. suggests that
   adultery is a sin.. worthy
   of hell fire.. this woman..
   innately instinctually and
   intuitively was empty inside..
   with a husband off in another
   land with the military.. so empty
   inside.. she was looking for something
   to feel that emptiness as many humans
   do.. who are empty inside.. most often it
   is a troubled childhood with parents who
   are not there to give touchy feely love to
   their children.. and perhaps they have
   smilar problems of this vicious
   cycle too..
   of emptiness
   my friend.. so this
   woman.. has different
   fathers of different children..
   adultery was her escape from
   all encompassing emptiness
   likely each and every time
   she strayed.. but it was
   her innate instinct
   and intuition
   of finding
   something
   to feel that whole
   that was behind her
   straying too.. so no one
   to blame at this part
   but her nature
   as gifted
   by God..
   so this woman
   did what she could
   to survive as is.. taking
   care of her children at
   hand the best she could
   that eventually numbered
   6.. including 8 or so
   with miscarriages
   and such.. yes..
   she was a
   real reproducing
   machine.. getting
   the job done..
   as best she
   could
   adding
   to the humans
   of earth.. and her children
   a diverse group.. with different
   fathers of course.. the last two children
   half Pacific Islander.. only photo of their
   father.. in Arabian clothes with cover
   on head.. in some kind of costume
   party clothes.. deep black
   eyes.. and extremely
   youthful face for
   a man he
   was then..
   those children
   of that man were
   boy and girl.. twins..
   some folks in the local
   area commented that the
   little girl looked like an
   American Indian Princess..
   and that little girl grew up..
   left home..
   and found
   a nice poor man
   to marry.. who eventually
   went kinda crazy from stress
   himself.. but even when he didn’t
   wanna stay here on this earth she stood
   by his side.. never leaving it no matter what
   as the gift of her father.. she never knew was
   Unconditional Love.. and from her Granny
   too.. as her mother was very troubled
   when she was young..
   of course..
   anyway.. the fact
   is.. if she was born in many
   Muslim Countries of that
   time.. early on a decade or
   so before those twins then..
   Because of her mental illness
   related condition.. and her open
   adultery.. she would have potentially
   been imprisoned.. or at worst stoned
   for her behavior.. with no doubt.. so
   what this means.. is that beautiful
   young Indian American looking
   princess would have never
   been born.. and
   God’s plan
   for the young
   man after he
   recovered from
   his problems would
   have never met fate..
   as he would have never
   survived his illness without
   the help of his Wife with no
   legal or Christian marriage father..
   So that man lives today my friend.. as a
   result of that Mother who looked for Love
   to fill an empty space.. whose only reward
   was having a child who would never age.. at
   least until age 45 as is proof and evidence in
   her photos today.. from the time she married
   that man.. at age 19.. a miracle of God is she..
   and proof.. of who is right or wrong.. God or
   prophets
   of old
   and
   new
   my
   friend…
   God works in mysterious
   ways.. people who
   do not continue
   to listen
   to those
   mysterious
   ways and
   change..
   for the
   better
   will
   face the
   consequences
   of hell here on earth
   my friend.. same story
   as always..
   just
   different
   characters
   now.. my friend..:)

   SMiLes.. thank you for your story
   my friend.. and i understand
   the different ways
   that the Islam
   religion is
   practiced..
   depending on the
   political structure
   and understanding
   of the religion.. and
   obviously a kinder gentler
   version where you live.. but
   truly there should be a book where
   there are no confusions my friend..
   humans.. many of them..
   just do not have the
   Capability
   and or the
   learning
   to understand
   the simplest of human
   metaphors in poetic way
   of heARt speech.. even some
   poets.. even some technically
   popular poets too..
   in the online
   world
   i find..
   anyway.. always room
   for a kinder gentler
   courageous way..
   but it does not
   come with
   the sword..
   or back
   of hand
   or whip..
   it comes
   with Love
   iN HeARt my
   friend.. the other
   place away from
   human hell now..
   some folks need the
   trUth and liGht spoon
   fed to them like little
   children.. and some folks
   never get that as children
   on an individual
   and societal
   basis..
   tHeRe
   lies the
   start of
   the lies my
   friend.. from
   early childhood..
   and the sins of the
   fathers and mothers
   who were once misled
   and misguided children…
   It takes constant never ending
   work to even scratch the surface
   of that
   vicious
   cycle of
   hell
   here
   on earth..
   but we Must
   try if we hope..:)

   SMiLes again.. my friend SOHEIR
   and thank you for all the inspiring
   discussion here on your site..
   Aggression.. Violence.. and
   Wars have a place with
   tribal ruled humans
   but never ever
   a place
   iN
   LOVE..
   WheRe Human
   iS ruled by LOVE..
   The place of no
   fear and hate..
   related emoTioNs..
   And true that place
   did not live as
   country..
   politics..
   philosophy..
   religion or
   science..
   wHere
   Muhammad
   or Jesus
   lived
   or many
   places around
   the world now..
   i for one now.
   need no sword
   but hands and
   feet to walk
   upright
   and strong
   with the gift
   of Kind and Courageous
   Love.. Swords are for
   weaker children
   of God whEre i
   live but of course
   i am blessed as such..
   differently than either historical
   reports of Jesus.. Muhammad.. and
   many others.. then and now.. in other
   words.. perhaps then.. i may have been
   very handy with a sword too.. but for now..
   no swords necessary.. just feats of feet and hands
   that can kick some butt.. with ease.. if need be
   in small skirmishes for freedom.. my friend.. but
   wHere i live
   walking tall
   and strong
   with courageous
   Love.. is the only
   sword i’ve ever needed
   really.. with a few skirmishes
   of hands and feat.. and the stronger
   i get.. and taller i walk.. with kind
   and courageous love wHere i live at
   least.. the necessity
   for actual
   skirmishes
   to retain
   my freedoms
   becomes less and
   less.. if all men and
   women were like me..
   in this regard of training
   in physical effort.. of confidence
   my friend.. there would be no
   tribal wars.. as each man
   and women would
   be confident
   enough
   to live
   in Peace
   with kind and
   courageous Love
   instead of strife my friend..
   but no.. no book is enough
   it takes practice.. truly
   in martial
   arts..
   an art
   that all our
   ancestors naturally
   did as a way of life
   before they no longer
   heard the call of God
   to walk tall.. with
   kind and
   courageous
   love.. no different
   that Lions on the
   Savannah very
   close to
   where
   you live
   in Egypt
   my friend..
   SOHEIR..
   as we close out
   here on 3 thousand
   or so more words.. on
   this 21st day of January..
   pleasant dreams of night
   now peace my friend.. my
   day is
   just
   getting
   stArted
   with ART
   of LOVE..
   STRONG..:)

   And
   Now you
   Are a Poet
   too.. SMiLes
   With greater
   Dreams..:)

   (as Soheir
   poeticAlly
   described
   all of her gained
   joy to stay away
   from lost in love
   for the Koran)

   i sAid..

   My Life is my book..
   My Heaven is my book..
   My Happiness is my book..
   My Refuge is my book..
   Hello again..
   my
   friend.. SOHEIR..:)

   And now before i go on to
   visit gigoid.. a self professed
   atheist dude that i met on SOHEIR’s
   site that gave kind regard to the peaceful
   way that SOHEIR and i discussed our differences
   in beliefS and on the subject of God.. after our irreconcilable
   differences on the stoning of Lesbians in Iran i drifted off to
   the gigoid place where probably a third of a million of words
   have come as muse of inspiration as he quotes the sages of the age directly
   tHeir and in
   spirit
   i get
   to respond
   to all that wisdom
   in discernment of now..
   thing is.. tHere are no coincidences
   in lIFE all is synchronicity.. all is beYond
   eYes isReaL of beauty full tapestry masterpiece
   Painting of/as GOD for those with brushes to paint it..
   as pArt
   oF
   aLLThAT iS
   adding another
   verse.. another brush
   of paint
   to
   God’s Face
   LiVinG as wE KNow..
   FeeL and SeNSE NoW..Free..
   or unwitting of the Glory of GoD FReEd
   within
   we as
   us as
   me as
   i foR AllNOW..:)

   Transcending Technology AND SCIENCE AND

   Yes.. before i go ‘tHeRe’..
   a share oF a MacroVerse
   Memory from two years
   ago named Transcending
   “Technology AND SCIENCE AND”..

   AND RELIGION AND CULTURE..

   NO..

   NOT TO ESCAPE..

   TO

   RISE

   ABOVE..

   Cause sometimes it’s

   JUST TOO MUCH TO TAKE…

   THE

   Tears of GOD

   come STREAMING

   down

   the FACE of Technology..

   Science.. Culture and

   YES

   RELIGION…

   FOR SOME REASON

   i

   can

   NOT

   buy it…

   Religion.. Culture.. Science

   and

   Technology

   are

   TRULY NOT MY HOME..

   just places i visit..

   that are never

   GOD

   ALONE

   TO

   ME

   66

   So how do i connect…

   In the backyard with feet

   calloused and brown..

   to Mother EARTH..

   IS all they

   compete

   4

   is

   2

   connect

   IN

   SACREDLOVE

   WitH

   ALLTHATIS

   aka

   Mother Nature

   TRUE

   AKA

   GOD2

   SO YES..

   IN PRIVATE SPACE..

   i dance openly.. nakedly

   in ballet.. and martial

   ARTS WAY

   FREE

   on sandy

   loam soil with

   my privet shrub

   that some

   see

   as

   weed..

   is my martial

   arts sparring

   partner…

   No

   clippers

   necessary

   to trim.. as for

   hours in spinning

   round and round

   with quick kicks

   and sharper

   toe

   nails

   are ones

   to trim my

   friend the

   privet

   to

   whatever it comes

   TO

   166

   BE

   Yes..

   the best way i find

   is to simply

   SHAKE IT

   ALL

   OFF..

   BY FLOWING MY BODY

   PARTS GRACEFULLY

   THROUGH

   THE

   AIR

   OF GOD

   WITH GRAVITY..

   SO THAT IS WHAT

   i

   DO

   IN THE PUBLIC

   HALLS

   OF

   LIFE

   !

   IN

   INSTINCTUALLY

   INHERENTLY

   INTUITIVELY

   REAL

   WAYS

   OF

   LOVING

   LIFE

   INTHEDANCEANDSONGOFGOD

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6. katiemiafrederick says:

   January 21, 2017 at 3:45 PM

   Another in a long line of wretched laundry confessions….

   Hope you’re feeling better with pain..
   my friend gigoid on this day
   of piNk today in so many
   cities around the world..
   thiNk piNk.. and that reMiNds
   me.. i love the PiNk PaNther too..
   so cool.. graceful.. and
   mischievous
   too pussy
   catscan
   W i LL
   be when
   let loose..
   sure.. with
   a bite to go along
   with meows too..;)

   “A string of excited, fugitive, miscellaneous pleasures is not happiness; happiness resides in imaginative reflection and judgment, when the picture of one’s life, or of human life, as it truly has been or is, satisfies the will, and is gladly accepted.”

   — George Santayana

   And surely happiness lies
   in the eyes of some
   folks
   who
   can only
   feel pain as anywhere
   related to happiness as
   been tHeRE.. worn out
   those old
   empty
   numb
   shoes
   of pain
   is all tHeRE
   is in life and
   verily A source
   of pain for many folks
   not directly involved in
   that beyond sad sense of Happiness..
   anyWay.. beyond thaT of course.. Happiness
   tales the truth or lies in the behold of all that Happy sTuff..
   some folks truly believe bliss is not an emotion.. let’s face
   iT.. iF oNe
   feels
   it and
   it inspires
   them to move
   in anyWay iT is emoTioN
   as surELy even the feeLinG
   and sense of pain is an emotion
   that can move us from even sitting
   still as you well know and feel of course
   and i do too.. as a connoisseur and modern King
   of more
   than crucifixion-‘like’
   pain for 66 months
   as detailed in Devil’s
   way of medical literature now2..
   per type two Trigeminal Neuralgia..
   of course from wake to sleep in hell for all those months..:)

   “Going to bed with a woman never hurt a ballplayer.
   It’s staying up all night looking for them that does you in.”

   — Casey Stengel

   soMe score..
   soMe don’t..
   And soMe
   F iN Strike
   out for F iN Decades long….
   And then.. every once iN A while..
   SOme hiT iT aLL ouT thE pARk..;)

   “The great French Marshall Lyautey once asked his gardener to plant a tree. The gardener objected that the tree was slow growing and would not reach maturity for 100 years. The Marshall replied, In that case, there is no time to lose; plant it this very afternoon.”

   — John F. Kennedy

   Artists
   who
   wait
   never mature.. iNto full grOWN Trees..
   pARTicularly.. when it comes to the
   phrase..
   ‘that’s OK’..;)

   “Pizza is a lot like sex.
   When it’s good, it’s really good.
   When it’s bad, it’s still pretty good.”

   — Smart Bee

   eXplains weLL
   thE FuLL suCCess
   oF thE INterNeT..;)

   “Beware of the “Black Swan” fallacy. Deductive logic is tautological; there is no way to get a new truth out of it, and it manipulates false statements as readily as true ones. If you fail to remember this, it can trip you – with perfect logic. The designers of the earliest computers called this the “Gigo Law”, i.e. “garbage in, garbage out”. Inductive logic is MUCH more difficult – but can produce new truths.”

   — Lazarus Long

   And of course.. NoW..
   tHeRe IS A logic beyond
   logic that doesn’t ‘thinK’ aT aLL..
   And hAha! people who don’t
   experience iT
   O F T E Nnow
   Have no F iN
   iDea iT even
   exists.. NoW..
   And iF and when theY
   find iT.. iT’s like bEinG
   rEborn into A radicAlly
   Different way oF
   BeinG..DoinGnoW..
   hmm.. some folks
   caLL iT Holy SpiRit
   buTT IT wears no essence
   of Religion allone.. of course..
   for those who fully understand and
   experience it.. without the experience..
   it’s often like explaining something supernatural
   to those who
   do not experience..
   it.. BeinG isREaL iT..
   And thaT’s A White Swan
   Truth.. Dove.. Seagull
   whATever
   thE F iN
   whaTchAmAcaLLiT..:)

   “Man errs as long as he strives.”

   — Johann Wolfgang von Goethe, Faust

   It’s impossible to get uP
   without falling down first..
   And that’s why straight A
   students often become
   under achievers
   after
   school..
   as they rarely
   feeL thaT experience
   oF FaLLinG down to rise higher..
   and then eventually when it comes as
   most would say it does for anyone who
   lives long enough.. there’s not enough
   travel
   to the
   moon through
   empty space
   then to
   get
   out oF A
   new vacuum
   created aS SPace..
   ‘FAil Forward’.. as ‘they’ say..
   it was/is so liberating For A
   previous perfectionist..
   to get nakeD
   crazy
   iN
   faIlliNG that way
   to foRward straiGht uP noW..
   no matter what ‘they’ say aBout
   the ’emperor’ noW heHe.. wHo..;)

   “‘T is but a part we see, and not a whole.”
   — Alexander Pope (1688-1744) — Essay on Man, Epistle i, Line 60

   As whole
   iNcluding the shit of Life
   As whole..;)

   “If you tell the truth you don’t have to remember anything.”

   — Mark Twain

   What
   did
   you say..;)

   “Eternity is a mere moment, just long enough for a joke.”

   — Hermann Hesse

   Amen Hermann.. man..
   cake icing
   oR
   shit pie
   A
   Price oF A Laugh..NoW..
   And that reminds me..
   the first time i went
   to heaven.. i
   free
   lectured…
   then.. iN otHeR
   words.. i walked
   into a full class of
   philosophy students and speLLed
   mY nAMe backwards
   as naM hEL on the
   chalkboard
   having no
   understanding
   theN.. EL.. was/is God then2..
   and as a side note the name
   of my mother is hELeN too..
   the class erupted into laughter
   as i was alWays so serious unTil then..
   yes… aN F iN John Nash moment.. so
   many shoes.. so little life to wear theM aLL..
   and much later.. far into the second life round of
   Heaven on eARTh i found out in the booK.. A hiStory
   of God by Karen Armstrong on page 8 that a version
   of the same last name was the original name of so-called God that
   means a mix
   of water
   and
   Earth
   as silt..
   and the SanD
   SingS on mY FriEnd
   dry with a little water MiX..
   oh.. yeah.. and by the way2.. i hadn’t
   been to church for years and visited a little
   church the first go around in a so-called hick town
   named Bagdad.. yes.. Bagdad.. Florida.. and back at school
   wandering the halls like John Nash.. a church goer said.. OMG..
   Fred.. when you sang the Glory Hallelujah Song so loud and spirited
   there was
   a spirit in
   that church that
   we ain’t experienced
   since whenever since happened before..
   true story.. i had no idea what
   he was talKing about then..
   at least
   not in
   words..
   as i directly
   experienced
   IT without words..:)

   “Lost in the forest…
   Lost in the forest, I broke off a dark twig
   and lifted its whisper to my thirsty lips:
   maybe it was the voice of the rain crying,
   a cracked bell, or a torn heart.

   Something from far off it seemed
   deep and secret to me, hidden by the earth,
   a shout muffled by huge autumns,
   by the moist half-open darkness of the leaves.

   Wakening from the dreaming forest there, the hazel-sprig
   sang under my tongue, its drifting fragrance
   climbed up through my conscious mind

   as if suddenly the roots I had left behind
   cried out to me, the land I had lost with my childhood—
   and I stopped, wounded by the wandering scent.”

   ~~ Pablo Neruda ~~

   Whitman was the only
   poet i even heard of
   really.. hmm..
   and Edgar
   Allan
   Poe
   i supPose..
   just remembered
   a few leaves of grass
   AS WhOle nowthen
   before i started writing
   free verse poetry by
   the reams
   at
   age
   53..
   anyways.. bottom
   two lines.. foR NoW haven’t
   lost
   the
   AscenT…one..
   there’s a nAMe
   for that when it goes
   on for more than 42 months..
   i’m pretty sure.. it’s the meaning of liFe..
   and this is the second revision of 42 months
   as of this
   week
   now..
   since March of 2013..
   when the scent of ascent
   first
   creeped
   in and cAMe ouT..
   just a whiff before tHe tSuNaMi..
   Started on July 22nd or so.. the
   date of that so-called Star of David
   Planetary alignment on the same day iN
   the Summer of 2013.. when the Monarchy
   in England had their Golden child marKinG
   another
   special
   day
   then
   aS Synchronicity
   Flows for both the meek
   and the last and the first
   and Kings and Queens..
   thing that makes
   me different
   is.. i inherited
   the eARth then
   with never another
   want beyond basic needs
   and innate instinct and intuition..
   sAMe thing most other reALLY
   smART aNimals experience as LifE
   the Meaning
   per se..
   having
   iT aLL..
   alWays
   the co-owner
   oF aLL oF eXistence
   as two fingers beCoMe1..
   noW.. no matter who attempts
   to labEL it or own it like a real fool sTiLL noW..
   Funny.. how something so simple and beyond
   prices
   now of
   precious
   G E M..
   can be
   missed
   as Golden
   Age oF liFe
   never ending
   beyOnd words.. too.. mY friEnd..:)

   “I am free, no matter what rules surround me. If I find them tolerable, I tolerate them; if I find them too obnoxious, I break them. I am free because I know that I alone am morally responsible for everything I do.”

   — Professor Bernardo de la Paz

   Yes.. when
   two or more
   become one..:)

   “When the need arises — and it does — you must be able to shoot your own dog. Don’t farm it out — that doesn’t make it nicer, it makes it worse.”

   — Lazarus Long, from Robert A. Heinlein’s “Time Enough For Love”

   From the sense and feel
   of Love and modern
   technology.. i for
   one would
   pay the
   extra few
   bucks to take
   him to the vet
   and have him first
   put to sleep with gas alive
   and then put to sleep with
   needle asleep.. as i’ve already
   experienced the sense of death
   three times.. and i dam sure ain’t
   gonna make it difficult for any other paRt
   of
   two
   makes one..:)

   “It is the ability to choose which makes us human.”

   — Madeleine L’Engle (Walking on Water)

   Bonobos
   do it
   more
   human
   these days..
   overall.. at least..:)

   “How much time he gains who does not look to see what his neighbor says or does or thinks, but only at what he does himself, to make it just and holy.”

   — Marcus Aurelius Antoninus (121-180 AD) — Meditations, iv, 18

   This is true..
   my neighbors
   and so many more
   will have to choose
   to unplug themselves..
   yeS.. even my closet one.. the wife..
   as Neo ain’t no horse whisperer.. alone..
   my two is
   one
   but i cannot
   F O R C E
   folks to add
   one and one
   and
   gET
   one..FORCE..:)

   “I think a man ought to get drunk at least twice a year just on principle, so he won’t let himself get snotty about it.”

   — Raymond Chandler

   No thanks..
   don’t need
   none of that
   to
   be
   kind..
   or the
   FucKinG
   Happiest dude oF aLL..
   at least that is what most
   everyone says who meets
   me in the flesH.. and
   as
   far as
   i KNoW
   FeeL
   SeNSe..
   iT iS true
   and fuLL
   oF LiGht..
   and yes..
   iT iS
   aLLnatural..
   and alWays practiCinG
   as a practice for morE LiGhT noW..:)

   “A person will be just about as happy as they make up their mind to be.”

   — Abraham Lincoln

   i have A
   WiLL beyond
   any fictional JOB..
   i
   AM
   JOB..
   for all practical
   intents and purposes..
   empiricAlly based as
   the evidence sHows..
   and it’s
   trUe
   WiLL
   Pure Faith
   No doubt..
   aLL positive..
   Drives iT aLL..
   even Love.. and
   suREly liGht oF hUman
   eYes without words aS WeLL..:)

   “Sometimes, you just gotta say “What the fuck.””

   — Risky Business

   No Fucks
   baby..
   no
   doubts..
   aLL Trust..
   100% Faith
   iN thE Force that is now me..
   WiTh and yes.. as ME nOW..
   as the PiNk PaNther.. miGht casuAlly grin..WTFTW..;)

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7. katiemiafrederick says:

   January 21, 2017 at 4:51 PM

   Conundrums be damned! Fire away!….

   “What we imagine is order is merely the prevailing form of chaos.”

   — Kerry Thornley, Principia Discordia, 5th edition

   chaos of form prevailing the merely is order is imagine we What.

   In Human
   views
   reaLity
   is how/
   what/where/who we create it..
   NoW and for some folks
   that sentence in reverse
   makes ‘perfect’ sense
   and for
   others
   it is
   logic
   aehrraid..;)
   (;..diarrhea
   logic
   is it
   others
   for and
   sense ‘perfect’ makes
   reverse in sentence that
   folks some for and NoW
   it create we who/where/what
   /how is
   reaLiTy
   view
   Human In..

   “what we imagine is order is merely the prevailing form of chaos”

   paraphrased
   and
   quoted
   by

   -me

   “If you make people think they’re thinking, they’ll love you;
   but if you really make them think, they’ll hate you.”

   — Don Marquis

   Leaving the think
   totally out as science
   shows nonverbal language
   constitutes an innate
   60 to 93 percent
   of human
   reciprocal
   social communication
   led me to the realization..
   the best way to become a
   legend beyond legends as
   noted by at least one person
   who saw
   me
   public
   dance
   writing that
   on Facebook..
   but of course that is
   after the fACT as the
   act of dance unto itself
   is Heavenly Bliss without
   thinking aT all.. so.. while i’m loving
   it there is no action or consequence
   beyond the words of others as far as
   how much i am loving what i am doing
   in the present
   of now
   as
   Dance..
   so in other words..
   the Legend thingy
   IS A pleasant sweet
   surprise but the bliss of
   dance is a bliss unto itself
   no matter what the FucK anyone
   else views it as from cake icing to shit pie..
   or sure.. legend.. P-cola icon.. awesome.. boss of dance..
   awesome.. inspiration or holy Jesus dude i wanna be just like you..
   i say/do
   that’s
   nice
   and
   Dance on..
   And sure.. i’ve experienced
   enough of the opposite too..
   in 40 months and 6666 miles
   of public dance and more now
   too in Trump County USA and the
   metro area assessed by modern
   sociologists as the most difficult metro
   area to be different in than any other metro
   area in the United States now.. factors cited..
   five military bases in the area.. and the world
   record awarded to the most churches per square
   mile of any locality like this too.. who kNows.. perHaps
   in the world too..
   butt verily..
   A case
   study now
   in evidence2
   of this place as a
   new ‘Jerusalem’ of
   sorts about the same
   latitude of ‘that place’
   across the
   Atlantic
   Pond per sey
   and do of say2..
   iN whaT can/WiLL be
   a country too of sorts
   oF A New israel/zion for
   those who unplug in terms oF USA..;)

   “No man ever believes that the Bible means what it says;
   he is always convinced that it says what he means.”

   — George Bernard Shaw

   Back to Human Mind 101..
   the ink blot conundrums..;)

   “Then you should say what you mean,” the March Hare went on. “I do,” Alice hastily replied; “at least – at least I mean what I say – that’s the same thing, you know.” “Not the same thing a bit!” said the Hatter. “Why, you might just as well say that ‘I see what I eat’ is the same thing as ‘I eat what I see’!” “You might just as well say,” added the March Hare, “that ‘I like what I get’ is the same thing as ‘I get what I like’!” “You might just as well say,” added the Dormouse, which seemed to be talking in its sleep, “that ‘I breathe when I sleep’ is the same thing as ‘I sleep when I breathe’!” “It IS the same thing with you, ” said the Hatter.

   — Lewis Carroll, “Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland”

   The genius oF aLL poetry/Art.. iNcLuding
   so-called non-sense sTuFF..
   Alice’s
   AdventureS iN
   Wonderland
   poetry/prose..
   2.. i.e.. as
   the ink
   blot
   SinGs more
   differENtly aMoNg eYes..
   when vague and abstract..
   And even rarified aS Such like Bibles..;)

   “Which is better?

   A genius knows when to dumb it down
   A smart man knows when to know nothing
   And an idiot can be all three
   Well what does that mean?

   You’re only as smart as others allow
   So if you’re too smart to be understood,
   To others your intelligence level goes down
   So to truly be a genius you must know when dumbing it down is good

   To know nothing isn’t unintelligence
   It’s best for different situations
   Though very different from a genius,
   A smart man recognizes when on his knowledge to put limitations

   An idiot is in the best position,
   Because it’s second nature for them to put it in layman’s terms
   An idiot has the best potential for genius if it’s his intention
   And being an idiot is how others feel their intelligence is confirmed”

   -unknown.. (so far)

   Oh.. yeah..
   the Trump
   Credo for
   all practical
   intents and
   purposes
   of winning
   against all odds
   as A Billionaire underdog..
   the billionaire part was/is a clue..
   as genius can be hidden and evil too..
   or even good
   underneath
   all of that
   as genius
   does what no
   one expects is possible neXT..
   give credit to Trump for doing what
   everyone else said was/is impossible.. except
   mostly for
   A clown
   and his
   make-uP on
   thE fLiGht
   uPper uP
   wEar pArTy..
   OMG! what an
   interesting now to LiVe..!
   i for one am continuing to enJoy thE rIDes..!
   more and more and more as any maD hatteR who
   don’t
   hate
   and
   ain’t
   scaRed..
   WiLL do..;)

   “After a hundred years
   Nobody knows the place,–
   Agony, that enacted there,
   Motionless as peace.

   Weeds triumphant ranged,
   Strangers strolled and spelled
   At the lone orthography
   Of the elder dead.

   Winds of summer fields
   Recollect the way,–
   Instinct picking up the key
   Dropped by memory.”

   Emily Dickinson

   PoNds never
   worry
   over
   stones
   and waves..
   no matter dARk
   or liGht or sHades
   of Grey or even beyOnd
   rainbow colors oF Stones
   that coMe NoW neXT.. sooner
   or later
   STiLL
   waters come
   aGaIn and the
   wHeel of ForTune
   sinGs on iN heavenLY
   purgatory of heLL and
   Heaven aGAIn..
   A key is to
   Be noW
   alWays
   An eYe
   oF
   A
   Storm
   iN iiGht
   to dARk ‘tween
   sHades of grey
   beYond RAinBow colors more..
   suRE.. doing iT IS A fun pART noW..
   When yA gET tHeRE..as two BecoMes oNe..
   Beach
   over
   B88CH
   juST for FuN..
   aLL aScended aS
   Such wiTh RiSE my FriEnd..
   disCarDing any paraChutes
   beLow as aBoVE air and
   water allone..
   iN sKeYes oF
   moRE noW..
   aS FiRe oF spiRit
   seNtieNt stAR duST
   plUs now from cruciBle
   oF sTAR seed paRentS…
   iF thaT ain’t A Miracle WTFTW iS..
   anyWay
   i
   coNtinUe
   to rise
   as
   thE empiRical
   eVidence proVides..;)

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8. katiemiafrederick says:

   January 21, 2017 at 6:43 PM

   Facebook Friend
   Eli.. shares a somEwhat
   new video that provides
   some movies of a Seagull
   following the Obaminator..
   And i saY iN metaphor
   of return now too..
   Yes.. it’s true..
   i somEwhat
   followed
   Obama..
   as a Jonathan
   Livingstone Seagull..
   can and will do.. heHe..;)

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9. katiemiafrederick says:

   January 22, 2017 at 1:37 AM

   Hmm.. the closest thing i had to celebrate
   the dignity and worth of women as well as
   stuff like continuing access to health care..
   respect for the disabled and folks
   of different
   nations
   and creeds
   for at least tHeir
   rights as they exist
   as constitutionally provided
   and of course.. a statement against
   down ‘right’ lies left and rights to the
   most ridiculous assertions where a photo
   proves without a doubt ‘they’ are wrong on first
   glance.. yes.. crowd size.. like someone is covering
   up the
   size
   now of
   something
   else or whatever
   the deficiency of Trump’s
   self esteem is behind an obvious
   malignancy of narcissism that hides
   a timid soul behind the bravado of exploiting
   others of course.. anyWay.. i didn’t have a pussy
   cat hat to wear but what i did have was a pink shirt
   that in someways says that real men are not afraid to
   wear pink and do life gracefully like Bruce Lee.. heHe..
   be the water..
   be the air..
   and by
   all means
   don’t be afraid
   of women.. they
   don’t usuAlly bite..
   so.. no need to grab them
   to prove you are a man.. or
   kiss them with frOwn lips.. that
   says life is a bitch underneath all the gold..
   this is surely gonna be a carnival ride from pluTo..
   the thing is though.. you can fool some of the people
   most of the time but all the people ain’t gonna FALl for
   the used car sales person.. or the preacher with Blow
   driEd
   bloNde
   hAir as
   politician same..
   Trump is like a flame
   for the demand for sane..
   first there was a tea party.. then
   another.. and now there is the cooperative
   spirit of women.. around the globe.. so.. in many
   ways morE NoW a sleeping giant is brought to wake..
   Women have always tRuly ruLED the world.. now they march..
   without
   fear.. so..
   Lord help
   the ‘iDiots
   who Now noW..
   don’t see the
   larger
   picture
   of Freedom
   heAR.. iT DanceS
   and SingS wide awake
   louder than ever when threatened..
   much harder to take away freedoms
   than it is to start new freedoms AS HiStory sHows..:)

   AnyWay.. back to the stART of the pInK PaNther and the
   general Jungian human archetype of the trickster and the Native
   American Definition from Wiki that makes the most sense to me
   in terms of what i for one do as a social role jusT for fun.. sELf-created
   sELf-actualized.. un-ashamed.. yes.. jusT for fun.. and it is described like this..

   “Many native traditions held clowns and tricksters as essential to any contact with the sacred. People could not pray until they had laughed, because laughter opens and frees from rigid preconception. Humans had to have tricksters within the most sacred ceremonies for fear that they forget the sacred comes through upset, reversal, surprise. The trickster in most native traditions is essential to creation, to birth.[15]”

   Here’s the thing.. there are not enough clowns in modern life.. and a clown can either be
   a light clown or a dark clown.. both challenging the social norms of rigid and of course
   Trump is a dARk Trickster or Clown who likely unwittingly will produce eventually
   great changes for social reform for the better of Liberty.. no different reaAlly than
   the dARk Clown.. G.W. Bush.. as his dArk antics eventually led to
   juST the right ingredients for A FuLL deck of Democratic control
   and the seemingly miraculous passage of any health
   care reform in affordable care for all that is
   going to be almost impossible to
   get rid of for essence
   of benefits as folks
   really get
   pissed
   off as millions
   of folks marching around
   the world.. surely indicate today..
   as these folks are surely not willing
   to lose their already rights even if it means
   wearing pink pussy cat hats the rest of their
   human born life.. hehe.. if you think they are visible
   now.. just wait and see what happens if the Trump actually
   follows through with anything that actually takes the rights folks
   already have away.. the more he digs a whole the more the Republicans
   as A wHole WiLL have to Climb out of it.. no different than Inspector Clouseau
   out of one of my favorite Trickster Cartoons other than Bugs Bunny.. yes.. the extra
   cool smooth PiNk PaNther who most alWays comes out unscathed by the end of the
   ‘toon on TV or the Big Screen back at the height of the piNk cAT’s popularity yeS.. even
   more popular then Trump then as far as favorability but what do you expect from a
   DaRK Clown.. big audiences at an inauguration event.. of course not.. when he
   loses the popular vote.. and continues to dig a dARk CloWn hole.. now.. anyWay
   us pInK
   PaNthers
   aS liGht
   CloWns
   WiLL continue
   to thrive in positive
   liGht Karma of action
   and consequence as
   smooth as pINk
   can fly
   hiGh
   iN/aS
   A BaLAnCing ForCe
   on terrestrial Land and
   for now.. bye bye and see yA
   lAter as aNoTheR PaNther Adventure
   of SonG and DAncE comes next in perhaps
   a ferocious beast style of a bear as tomorrow..
   oops.. past 1 am closing iN on 2 am NoW on Jan..
   22nd 2017.. as the pinnacle of 42 months celebration..
   total LiVinG iN HeaVen since that rise of mine and miNd
   as miracle of recovery from 19 documented medical disorders
   happens on the same Star of David.. so-called the.. Planetary
   6 pointed aliGnment yes.. that day.. 42 months aGo iN 2013.. thE
   last of 13 for a while since the Katrina and i hitched up the marriage
   papers in 1990.. the first Star of David Planetary alignment of 12 more
   to come ending on.. yes.. July 22nd 2013.. aS heY a PaNTheR WiLL aRise aGaiN..;)

   http://www.firstparishnorwell.org/sermons/trickster.html

   Oh yeah.. and perhaps the most popular Trickster of them all.. yes
   the Jesus.. the Trickster.. the Good Cop Bad Cop Jesus that
   keeps shallow minded folks in the dark and
   those with deeper eYes and eaRS
   whomever and however
   many folks wrote the story
   of this parable riddle writing..
   well.. considering he was illiterate
   as far as we kNow in Aramaic language way.. yes..
   vocal speaKing Trickster dude no different really
   than the
   FucKinG
   piNk
   PaNther
   and little old me..
   and yeS.. even my mother
   told me i was going to hell
   tonight for slandering the King
   of the Universe by calling him a man
   and dare be intiMating that NoW A holy
   spirit.. as creative one.. sPeaks as me..
   So much of that story is true and the swords
   of dissension in anti-christ way of fear.. anger
   and hate are still surviving and thriving in New
   Jerusalem and Israel in a true poTenTial isreal
   place of Freedom.. soMe oF uS wiTh deeper eYes
   and eaRs STiLL sEEheaR the core Golden Rule Story
   of the Jesus AND Heaven within of smARt Fearless
   Unconditional Love and yes.. tHere are soMe of uS WiTh
   a Lamp LiT BriGht enough to shout iT through the roof tops
   oF oNline2 and face rejection by our closets relatives. by aTtuninG
   oursElves to the deeper messAges.. stiLL easily sought and found by those
   wiTh the sAMe/DifFeRenT eYes and eARs capable of sEEing and heaRing A TruTh and liGht
   thaT
   siMply
   seTS uS
   WiLd and Free
   aGain reborn with
   smARt and feaRless Unconditional
   Love.. anyWay.. can’t force horsies to
   DrInk GoLden Water when Trump Towers continue to fAll..
   and on top of that nothing changed from crosses before..
   ‘tHey’ kNow noT what they do..
   otHeRwise..
   ‘they’
   would
   be LiVinG
   iN A Kingdom
   of God within
   with a Happy
   Clown Face too.. heHeR..;)

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10. katiemiafrederick says:

    January 22, 2017 at 9:11 AM

    STar Date 1.22.2017.. 7.22 AM parable of
    the irony of numbers.. hmm.. well as reported when
    i finished the 66 Verse of a second revision of a bible
    named.. CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017 published then on
    1.12.2017.. 7 months and 17 days since the first writing
    of the first Macro-Verse published Memorial day of 2016..
    yes May 30th of that year.. where actual writing commenced
    about three days before that yesterday.. 1.21.2017 was 7 months
    and 22 days since the actual first publish date of the Macro-Verse to
    date of celebrating the date of 7.22.2013 as 42 full ascension months
    for me since that very date now on 1.22.2017 that back then in 2013
    also marked a noted planetary alignment already noted
    several times in this Macro-Verse and yes a few
    others as the Star of David Planetary
    alignment that occurred
    on that very day
    where even
    professionals
    who were taking
    care of me noted it
    was a real miracle i came
    out of the dark of 19 medically
    diagnosed disorders in a real life threatening
    synergy of illnesses including the worst pain known
    to humankind.. type two trigeminal neuralgia noted as
    worse than the torture of crucifixion in medical literature
    from wake to sleep for a full 66 months since the year of 2008
    starting in January way way back then when i went to real earth
    hell documented through this bible and documented all through
    12 million words starting on Thanks Giving day 2010.. and part of the
    reason my mother basically disowned me last night.. (she’ll get over it..
    sooner or later).. is she believes i am self aggrandizing myself by presenting
    all these facts over and over like i am shining my light in John 14:12 accomplishments
    from the rooftops of the world.. she of course embarrassed that her son is becoming
    even more of a nut than from before.. heHE.. and worried that i am gonna disgrace
    myself.. hehe.. like i haven’t already hazed myself in so many ways to be as
    fearless as the real original David who fought/danced ‘naked’ and killed
    Goliath with a sling-shot.. i though.. refuse to actually bring a sword
    Beyond words to do any of that consistent with the 66 verses of
    Isaiah.. where he insisted that the coming
    messenger or whatever wasn’t
    gonna do the social
    reform with
    actual
    bleeding folks dry
    either.. anyway.. onward
    Christian soldiers and all of that
    as one can see that the Roman Catholic Empire
    surely then brought enough steel swords to kill
    pagans that wasn’t even a real word back then.. just
    the folks who didn’t believe in what they forced folks
    to believe in as A Jesus as a pre-made soldier Sun God
    antithetical to a humble last is first meek inheriting the
    Earth Yogi-like dude that comes in clear still even in the
    New Testament for whoever hid the meanings in parables aS Such
    of riddles sTill… for us folks with the eyes and ears sTiLL
    too.. to see and hear the deeper core meanings in how
    to live an epic super great life in giving and sharing
    of self in unconditional love.. and nah.. there
    is no getting through to my mother..
    or even all the way with
    my wife in understanding
    that Jesus was trying to bring
    the power to other folks and not himself
    as he already.. through those writings at least..
    in sacred deeper meaning text found uniSon with
    God wHeRe there is no greater human than a grain of
    sand as all of existence is ocean whole aS oNe Force
    of God Being iN all thaT is all of existence.. yes.. alWays
    forevermorenow.. yes.. it’s about YOU.. not about Jesus or even
    me.. but without providing empirical evidence of John 14:12 through
    and through it’s not likely the minions will ever believe anything YOU
    say.. as they can be misled by all kinds of actual lies from the pulpit
    of stone face liars like Trump as he leads his own sheep into disgrace
    to lie for him as that Press Conference dude he set up yesterday read
    from his lying Trump notes to try to make Trump’s ‘Dick’ or whatever seem
    bigger than it really is as metaphor of a timid soul hiding behind a wizard
    of OZ Fascade.. same story.. different characters.. human archetypes still
    reign in dARk and liGht and even new myths like the Minions Movie series
    that of course predicted all of this/that in that movie of 2013.. in many
    trickster ways too.. as the art world is full of tricksters.. Chuck Lorre..
    creator of the Big Bang Theory TV show aS oNe of my favorites too.. who jabs
    ya into thinking even when ya think you are not thinking..
    hehe.. TrumP.. on the other smaller hands or whatever
    sticks it to you.. with lies.. knowing all the way
    that he’s got your heart fear strings
    all played up like a little
    violin in his big back
    pockets and
    and
    his minions
    too.. numbering..
    hmm.. around 40 percent
    of the population or so.. who will
    FucKinG believe anything he says or
    does.. as even the Church going crowd suggests
    that the fact that yesterday.. his first full day of presidency..
    also the 21st of January falling on his 70th year.. 7th month
    and 7th day of age since birth date of June 14th.. 1946..
    proves that he is tHeir God sent savior now..
    but here is something to consider.. IF Jesus..
    the real trickster dude IS A really
    important son of God as
    reflection of..

    ..God..
    perHaps
    the real synchronicity
    speaKinG GoD IS A trickster
    too.. a joker.. who doesn’t really
    send you to hell.. just fucks with your
    head to teach you a lesSon or two when you
    have been ignorant kNow not what you do little
    boys and girls aS Such2.. and you aren’t doing so
    well in the Karma of sow and reap.. in action and
    consequence of negative and positive poTenTiAL REAL
    liFe isReaL results.. anywAy.. for today.. let’s jusT say
    for shits and giggles that this is all going down for real..
    think i have a strong arm video for that to go along with this
    too.. with the Ladies taking the power into their own hands in
    pink power too.. as that New Age MTV-like prophecy comes to pass now
    isreal too.. you see.. it’s not everyday someone writes a bible that
    is now coming to 1.04 Million words in around 7 months and 3 weeks too..
    without a lot of help over centuries per say and do and dance for 6666
    miles all around a metro area for 40 months but hey.. if i didn’t count the words
    and miles and document it like Isreal God tales me today/do NoW iN synchronicity ways
    as milestones as nows go on in holy spirit writing and dancing flow.. who the FucK
    else is gonna remember all this shit and write it down.. just to prove all of this went down
    in my little lifetime now.. and ALL yours too by the way sincerely of course too.. nah.. the wife
    and mother can’t understand all this deep shit.. and that’s okay as Jesus F. in Christ sometimes
    it’s hard to believe.. except for the Love and Fearlessness that i cAMe from my mommy and daddy even at
    all or even from this planet at all sometimes.. let’s face it.. for all practical intents and purposes
    i am like Katy Perry’s ET too.. but hey that’s neither here or tHeRe.. (it’s now) but what is sTiLL true
    is the delicious irony that i was born on 6660 and quite a few of the beer cashiers
    when i used to have a cheap brew a day back in my work days for bucks
    rejected me in ways of fear when they saw them three 6’s that
    reflect the Golden Spirals of God like today’s 69th Macro-Verse
    does too and one of the most empathic sexual
    positions oF aLL.. as why would you
    do thaT if you couldn’t
    feel the other
    person’s
    pleasure
    as even Bonobo’s
    can do with empathic
    eYes! and other sexual paRts
    of liFE too.. yes.. eYes! are sexual
    pArts in-case you didn’t know now about
    pupil dilation in getting all turned on in
    ‘that’ way too.. that’s why covering women now
    up to tHeir eYes iS StiLL.. oh my GoD! yes! such
    a Turn on as their eYes reflect their so-called
    nether pARts of desire too.. for those of you once
    again.. i say with eYes.. to see that of course as some
    folks cannot read facial expressions hardly at all due
    to a lack of affective empathy and disfunction of mirror
    neurons too.. i fall in the category of super empath too..
    high libido you might say too.. overall.. most of my life
    too as empaths will surely do too in all
    of nursing ways of life
    hehe.. yes.. oh yes! to
    get the jobs
    of
    life
    all licked
    and finished
    and stuFF.. perhaps that is
    a strange way of teaching now
    but that is what us tricksters
    do.. we challenge the rigidity
    and try to get a laugh to get ya
    to open up your heARt as well as youR
    Rational thinking mind to get both hemispheres
    of yoUr brain woRkinG for Yogi UniSoN and Daughter.. eTc..
    NoW WiTh God too.. as two become one in so many ways aWay
    from division and rigidity in floWing river unity.. so today noW as i related
    before.. i will wear my special BEast shirt to celebrate this synchronicity
    spEakinG Holy and Sacred day full of Meaning and Purpose to me and here’s
    the (A) thing.. the Jesus dude already brought (A) way.. not many folks heard it then
    or saw it and not many folks who cAll themselves Christians sTill actuAlly hEar and
    sEE and act the dance upon the talk of the core messages of the Kingdom of Love
    in the Heaven of Love now in smARt and FearLess way.. as Jesus understood more
    than likely that people are alike everywhere.. open and closed minded then as
    they are today.. and some folks will unplug from lies and other folks will suck
    on the teat of lies ’till the day they die.. And hate folks to protect
    tHeir lies to and even kill them too.. as once again they
    truly kNow not what they do.. as their innate
    God Given Nature plus the environment
    they are raised in makes iT very
    difficult for them to do that..
    (KNOW/FEEL what’s really going down
    now too of course as isreal now2)
    so even IF they drive
    us otHeR folks
    alMost
    crazy with
    their obvious ignorance
    of accepting and supporting
    and even promoting lies.. we must
    try to understand and tolerate and even
    accept that as once again they truly kNow not
    what they do.. otherwise the propagation of these
    lies would not have led to my 82 year old mother
    disoWning me last night for just brinGing the
    original jesus message to the table
    in my writings as many otHeR
    folks have attempted
    to do through
    hiStory falling
    on blind eYes and
    deaf ears that cannot
    see this truth and liGht.. but reaL
    Golden rule folks do their best to accept
    and love these folks living under veils of ignorance
    in at least tolerating it and moving on tHeir best without
    strife.. and that is why the demoNstrations yesterday went
    so well without any major conflicts as they were based on Jesus
    golden rule love mostly with plenty of trickster messages too
    with pussy power and having Trump keep his small hands
    off of their private parts and stuff like that and truly
    God must Be a Joker as this sHit couldn’t
    be more Joker-like if it happened
    in fiction as going down
    isreal stuff
    don’t
    have to even
    make so-called rational
    sense and it doesn’t and Trump
    was well aware of that when he said
    he could shoot someone and his minions
    tallying about 40% of about that same percentage
    or more in the original Jerusalem of the olden days
    but the thing is.. the Obama was never crucified for
    not being born in the homeland here.. he went out victorious
    at 60% approval while Trump retains his minions same at 40% as the
    so-called Jews did back in the olden days too.. they are closed minded
    folks And that’s pARt of human nature and even science provides evidence
    for this now too as i’ve often brOught that to the table with researcher
    TeDtalking Jonathan Haidt at the forefront as pioneer
    of that research on what makes conservatives
    and liberals tick per innate human
    nature in biological
    differences
    in the
    brain and
    body too.. basicAlly
    the difference of someone
    seeing beauty in a King David
    Michelangelo Statue and the other
    person turning away in disgust saying
    oh my God.. a wee wee.. i am so embarrassed
    and terrified of that little piece of mutilated
    male member from birth.. oh.. the song
    of ignorance.. you cut
    so deep
    so deep
    from long ago
    STiLL but the eYes
    of open minds and bodies
    STiLL SinG a Free Seagull SonG
    as any Jonathan Livingston(E) Seagull
    WiLL DancE and SinG Freer and hiGher NoW
    if only for his or her or eTC’s Field of dreAMs
    WiTh God NoW STill flYiGg through eYes of
    Needles with Camel Bodies with the greaTEsT
    of ease in BaLanCinG ForCE WiTh God’s Gravity now per say
    and
    DAnCE
    oF LiFE NoW..
    UnderstandinG love and DancE and SinG oN
    FearLesSlY iN the Kingdom of Heaven NoW
    aS iNherited as last is first and meek inHeRits the
    eARTh now IsReaL wiTh sMiLes as dARk Trickster TRump
    FroWns and his miNions reap what they sow too.. as sAdly sAD….
    but hey!
    tHeRe
    IS AlWays
    HoPe and liGht
    for them! as i ain’t
    giving up anyMore than
    Bugs Bunny or the PiNk PaNthEr would/WiLL too..!..
    Love
    Wins!
    hmm…
    oveRAll at
    lEast iN
    what’s
    uP
    Doc!
    paNthEr ways..;)

    Star Date 1.22.2017
    9.!1 AM..;)

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11. katiemiafrederick says:

    January 22, 2017 at 9:32 PM

    Glass: Handle with Care

    sMiLes.. my friEnd.. Prajakta..
    so many people but so really
    few intimate connections for so
    many folks these days as we hide
    more from FriEndship sMiLes
    and other touches of flesh and
    blood are hidden
    behind
    screens
    of bits
    and bytes…
    there IS A book named
    “Bowling Alone” that speaks
    to this more modern issue well..
    so.. you are correct.. what friendships
    there are.. are surELy valuable to honor
    as any fine glass in the china cabinet.. aT lEast..
    hehe.. anyWay that’s why i dance everywHeRe.. an
    excuse to keep my head out of screams of screens..
    and reAlly..
    tHeRe iS
    no way
    i don’t connect
    with folks as non-verbal
    language and human emotional
    and sensory affective empathy
    connections are the mainstay
    of overall human connections
    and surely dance spreads
    some liGht ouT
    iN the
    General
    Public.. haha..
    friend or foe aS oNe
    surELy cannot eXpect
    everyone to warm up to very different..;)

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12. katiemiafrederick says:

    January 22, 2017 at 9:58 PM

    Hmm.. “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. third edition of a Bible or
    revision.. iF ya wanna name it that way too.. as the title keeps
    changing along with more MaCro-Verses.. too.. anyWay.. surELy
    surpassing 1.04 Million words now3.. with this 69th MacroVerse
    soon coming to an end as the first Bible consisted of
    61 MacroVerses for about 915K words.. the second
    one at 66 MacroVerses at 991K words and now..
    yes.. this one going over the
    Million word mArk by
    over 40K words
    now too..
    as this is just
    a special milestone
    new edition bible all revised
    aS Such.. as milestones continue to
    coMe and gRow and so will this bible too..
    with no end in sight.. a rhetorical exercise of
    course.. wRiTe oN Course.. too.. and yes.. after
    while.. i will provide links to the 2nd Bible that links
    to all the previous MacroVerses as well as listing
    the last two links that came after that.. sure..
    i’LL do that now.. with these liNks heRE..

    CoLoRs oF HeAVeN Bible 2017 991,183 words

    CoLoRs oF HeAVeN Bible 2017

    VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017 19,306 words

    VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017

    CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn 16,079 words

    CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn

    
    1,026, 568

    Nether Land Bible 2017..
    count.. coming later..;)

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13. katiemiafrederick says:

    January 23, 2017 at 9:50 AM

    http://misstalkaholic.com/delhi-darshan-rail-museum/

    Hello.. misstalkaholic..
    Living a Stone’s throw from
    a railroad trestle crossing a river
    growing up in a mill town as such..
    your post ‘here’ as you guide us through
    the visual imagery of a Railroad Museum in India..
    is surely a delight to me..
    and i must say i admire your
    entrepreneurial
    strength in
    putting
    yourself
    out there as the
    guide host of this post
    and your others too.. as too
    often the flesh and blood element
    is missing in the world of blogging..
    sure.. not everyone is extroverted in a
    world of words.. and haha! that’s why i get
    out and dance in the real world too.. lest words
    wither
    my
    soul
    to almost
    nothing without
    a real touch of life..
    anyway.. i truly enjoy
    your posts as they are
    refreshing in a world of words
    that often does not have a real world touch..
    so..
    SMiLes
    and surely
    hehe.. i talk
    a lot too.. wiTh WiNks..;)

    misstalkaholic responds back
    with a note that she has enjoyed
    my comments on other blogs and
    is pleased that she has achieved
    me responding in kind like that
    on her blog too.. with a remark
    that perhaps
    she is
    too
    obsessed with
    herself.. so i say..

    sMiLes.. my FriEnd.. than
    surely we have something
    in common as you are the eYes
    of Living Nature in what i like to refer
    to as God as Nature.. and why wouldn’t
    Nature be happy
    to be
    obsessed
    with nature
    after 14 billion years
    or so much effort of crucible
    Star burst seeds as sentient star
    dust plus life like me and
    you.. coming to
    birth on
    this
    beautiful
    planet eARTh..
    i understand this is heaven..
    i am no fool not to be able to look
    at a rock of moon or other stars now
    just hoping to burst into eYes of liFe
    like this.. so.. i celebrate this sliver.. this
    poTenTial of Human Heaven come to fruition
    as child of stars
    and Heaven
    same
    here
    my
    friend now..
    and you know what..
    there will be a Nautilus
    shell of me without a doubt
    left behind and forward and now
    that says i lived and appreciated this
    gift of heaven with all my life might and i encourage
    you to continue to be obsessed with god as nature
    who and
    that
    lives
    as yoUr
    eYes my
    friEnd full
    of HoLy and
    Sacred Meaning
    and purpose in THIS thing
    some folks call NAMASTE
    I SEE GOD IN OTHERS AND
    I RESPOND ACCORDINGLY with
    holy and sacred respect in poetry SonG
    and moving connecting creating DancE
    full of meaning and purpose
    with tears in my eYes
    almost every
    now
    i appreciate
    this gift of life fully with
    others..and ocean nature whole and surely
    i scare many folks with the extent of my love as life..
    nice to hear you are not afraid of life.. my friend..keep up the good life..
    and i will visit you as long as i can find your blog.. as i for one am a friend of ALL..
    and
    i ain’t
    scared
    to Dance it and Sing thAT LOUDER..;)

    misstalkaholic..
    responds back with
    words that say.. i have
    a gift of words and lucky
    to be surrounded by me and i say..

    A gift of life
    My friend..
    surrounding
    all.. thanks..:)

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14. katiemiafrederick says:

    January 23, 2017 at 11:03 AM

    Hi Leah..

    modus vivendi.. “an arrangement or agreement allowing
    conflicting parties to coexist peacefully, either indefinitely or
    until a final settlement is reached.”
    Haha.. so good to hear from
    you again.. Leah..
    and surely
    considering the
    climate of the United
    States and World.. this eloquent
    Latin phrase is the timeless answer
    not only for married couples like me and
    Katrina but yes.. the world in general as well..
    where liberal cats who go tHeir own way and
    more conservative dogs who need a leader to follow
    find a sweet
    spot
    of
    claws
    and
    jaws ‘tween iN
    all the chaos of differences..
    i’m wild and free and surely more like
    a feral cat than either a domesticated dog
    or even a wild wolf in many ways.. as in this world
    today.. no doubt without 27 years of real life experience
    training.. someone slowly getting used to all my changes
    in the art of marriage..
    if that ended now..
    i would be dancing
    a life even more ‘allone’
    than this that of course i
    recognize as it’s beyond most
    folks comprehension that any woman
    would knowingly and openly give ‘their man’..
    hehe.. at least in the deep south red state lands..
    THIS MUCH FREEDOM.. down now to the nitty gritty
    of advancing bootie dances in the dance halls of life now
    and be totally okay with it.. i suppose the nude art primed
    her for acceptance once she tolerated that and oh goodness
    emotional co-dependency among couples is a prime mover
    of course in restricting freedoms in the couples nomad
    moving ways of life these days as the bottom
    line.. cats or dogs.. humans are mostly
    social animals and do need a
    human touch of the
    village to thrive
    overall
    with plenty
    of free moving..
    connecting and creating..
    sure.. almost naked if possible
    to feel the nourishment of the sun
    and even moon at night in temps that
    allow that like the steadily global warming
    current panhandle of Florida and such as that..
    wHeRe the Yellow Jasmine is blooming in the ‘normal’
    coldest months of the year.. and sure.. spring azaleas
    too and hey that almost sounds like a flower of your name
    too.. i never felt that emotional co-dependency like i did of course
    when i moved from a village of Ted Danson and Norm Cheer’s like
    environment of a Bowling Center working and small village of life
    full of social flesh and blood touch for two decades into a life of computer
    chair/screen and often a windowless room 8 hours a day ’till dark in the Winter
    time with significant Seasonal Affective Disorder too.. as most human being do
    need the light more than none at all in sunshine ways through Winter Months..
    so much of my happiness..
    is simply recognizing what human
    nature is and putting myself out there
    in finally fearless ways to embrace what
    i am as an animal and not just an abstract
    construct of words and what work expects..
    and culture in general beyond the animal touch..
    And that’s a core problem with cultures/religions.. the most
    popular ones at least.. they take us away from our animal
    nature in so many ways while serving an interdependent
    role sTiLL iN providing
    a social touch
    of some kind at
    least in a world grown
    so cold as a matrix and
    terminator world will grow
    in ways of machine cognition
    over that overall social world of
    truly close to naked animal touch..
    in small village way of course too.. as humans
    are not adapted to connect innately and comfortably
    to more than about 150 to 200 friendly sets of naked and furry eyes..
    and on that line it’s worth noting that after folks saw the movie.. ‘Avatar’.. some
    of them committed suicide as they determined tHeir FULL loss in a trap away from theiR
    animal
    nature..
    at least
    that’s the
    theory and
    i had the same
    experience the first
    time i saw the movie
    ‘The Emerald Forest’ back
    in the mid 80’s.. back to the
    wild is where i wanted to go
    but as a mama’s boy
    with apron
    strings
    tied
    back somewhere
    in the past i had no
    idea how to get there
    until pain took me away
    from modern culture all the way
    and i started reborn from pain aGain..
    you know.. i’m glad i documented the whole FucKinG
    thing as in case study view in actual real time photos
    i can review my change from apron string boy to wild
    man with love again.. as a three year old child looking aCross
    the river without words at all.. only the feeling and sense that i had
    been/AM forevernow.. as surely my genetic memory in innate instinct
    and intuition was then working A-Okay until i got trapped behind a
    pencil at a desk in a small two story school.. thank God..
    as it had small classes and not an overwhelming
    number of human eyes where everyone
    easily knew your name.. so much
    different from big
    college
    life
    these days..
    and the world
    as whole of course
    in big city Western World
    life.. Different strokes for different
    folks.. my friEnd Leah.. and i must
    say i feel like i’ve lived so many life’s
    in just one life and at your age of early
    40’s.. i felt so old back then.. and at age 47
    when the stress almost killed me i felt like i was
    older than my Great Aunt Jettie at 94. all crippled with
    walker then as at least she could smile oF that i had
    no idea of iN feelings in opaque window view iN/oF thaT
    when i saw her do tHat back then.. and in college at age
    21.. Before i escaped it and after i got trapped back in it..
    i felt as old as my Grandmother then.. as she had problems
    smiling then.. you kNow and feeL and sensE my friEnd age IS A
    smile with no age at all.. a place with Nature wHeRe grains of sand
    and feet feel love.. that is forevermore now.. no different really i guess
    than the 18 year old cat Tennessee still visiting our yard wHo rolls around
    in that sand religiously each day about noon too.. looking off into the distance
    with no separation aT all in a WinTer’s Breeze FeeLinG and SenSinG liFE all
    totAlly
    forever
    in the
    real time
    present of now..
    Fuck the world my friend..
    not the flesh and blood.. sun/
    sand one but the one of Trump..
    and all those minions.. GET naked
    and pARty with the sand and sun
    is what i do.. even if i never find
    a human dance partner
    free enough
    to do
    that
    with me..
    i cannot be ‘alone’
    when sand and sun
    and me are one as
    allone
    leave of
    grass
    as
    Ocean whole..
    for all practical intents
    and purposes.. i AM Nature my friEnd..
    or a tree or a lamp without a bulb..now..
    That’s the answer for me.. i trUly wish
    tHeRE was/is any way i could help folks
    find the essence of this Heaven in
    FeeLinG and SeNSinG ways
    so far from empty
    forms
    of
    words
    and religions
    and cultures and
    politics and
    all that
    jazz
    without
    the music of liFe LIVinG.. my friEnd..
    hey.. i’ll give it a stab with a Kiss of
    DancE and SonG is all i caN and WiLL do..
    Kiss
    life
    be
    Free..
    still looking for
    the song i want to go
    with this as tHeRe are so
    many songs with that name
    but i heard it last night on the
    radio and i’ll put it uP tHeRe when
    i find it as i found it before and i find it again..:)

    LOVE

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15. katiemiafrederick says:

    January 23, 2017 at 2:00 PM

    WeLL.. as i continue to enjoy very
    much the deLiGht oF writing
    this 69th MacroVerse
    that will be the
    third revision of
    a personal newer
    age Bible now revised
    with title.. “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
    aS what stArted out as “Grand Cross Bible 2016”..
    on Christmas Day publish at 11:58 pm as flow then..

    Grand Cross Bible 2016

    then.. comprised of 61 MacroVerses since Memorial
    Day 2016 publish of the first MacroVerse.. unwittingly
    of course.. as i had no idea that would be the first MacroVerse
    of any Bible then.. other than juSt a continuing MacroVerse of
    Ocean WhoLe Poem in what i continue to document as
    the technically longest long form poem in the
    history of humankind as reported
    on Google at least.. hehe..
    as i am not A
    REAL fool
    enough to
    thiNk i would ever
    actuAlly page print publish such
    a tSuNaMi of Words.. weLL surpasSinG
    3.3 MilLion words/water that MS word suggests
    without printing the 100K or so photos that go
    along with aLL thaT and videos from Youtube that can
    only be linked in print of course in hard back page cover..
    yeS eVeN without ALL the multi-media.. MicroSoft Word
    estimates about 30,000 pages for actual page print and
    that was back
    at the first
    42 month point
    on September 11th.. 2016..
    where i suggested it was A
    42 Month Witness for God of Nature
    too in personal way of course.. doubling
    as that effort in all blog effort of 3.3 million
    long form free verse poem words since March 10th..
    2013.. at that point of rhetorical exercise of course.. i AM
    doing this ’cause i can and will do it.. and have survived much
    naysaying from places of online reason like the ‘Wrong Planet’
    to places like dVerse Poetry Pub Art who did tHeir best to rein in
    and reign over my creativity if i wanted to share my STUFF there
    even with all my politeness of responding to every single prompt
    and link there for an entire year.. in micro-micro verse way with never
    ever any complaint if no one visited my blog as it requires not only
    big technology to open it up and any interest in what i do antithetical
    to either Haiku-like poetry or modern world Gold fish attention span
    per the words of science in Twitter Verse of 140 characters too..
    as for me.. the seize the day is the seize the noW iN fLow
    of streAms of words and dance iN sonG sAme iN ZonE
    as Rivers to waves of Ocean whole
    in Field of dreAms LiVinG
    liFe heAR heRE.. noW as
    me and
    God oNe
    wiTh NoW
    And aSoNe
    ForCE oF liGht
    if ya like Star wars
    Metaphors to go along
    with yoUr otHEr religious
    and cultural soup as God lives
    with in as as all and to make God sMaLLer
    or my words that reflect my view of all thaT is
    God would be My greaTest Blasphemy oF aLL
    for this gift of life to extinguish the gift of life given
    to me in any censoring way alloWed within the guidelines
    of new age ‘Caesar’ laws at the local.. state.. and federal
    level of course.. as ‘these’ free highways are regulated by laws
    to keep freedom of expression in tACT and fACT and aRt aS Such aS
    all of
    this
    too..
    no maTter iF
    no one but me
    and God allone
    ever reads
    it or writes
    iT aT aLL..
    it is what it is i
    am what i am
    i am Love
    and Free
    With Can
    and WiLL
    surViVing and
    ThriVinG NoW..
    aLiVe as smART
    and FeArLESS LoVe
    Can and WiLL DO as
    LiVinG liGht of and as LoVe NoW..:)

    AnyWay.. as my early Philosophy Instructor
    Hunt back in the years of college so wisely
    then instructed.. beWare of specialization as use
    it or lose it applies to all stuff in life.. as all animals
    face the Karma of that in use it lose it ways of breathing
    and eating and drinking life.. in yes.. action and consequence
    way of doing or not doing more of liFE NoW… i use it A wHole
    lot.. and in doing so in sow and reap way.. as the evidence now
    surELy proves.. i reap the benefits of God Nature within inside..
    above so below and all around as God of Nature as my Human
    Nature is at the hElm now of the Will that is the Rider/Writer of
    the GOlden Elephant and Camel saMe that
    are the words/symbols of human thOught
    that are only a tiny sliver
    of the
    entirety
    of the much fuller
    human experience in so many
    otHeR ways than what standard
    IQ meaSuREs as Human InTeLLiGence..
    nah.. it is not woo when some poets and
    other philosophy folks of deeper way than
    just the rationality of equation of words say
    we have forgotten our roots as children of
    Nature and God sAMe.. as science shows now..
    Emotions and SenSes comprise more of our actual
    navigation of reaLiTy now.. much more than the sHells of
    words alone bring.. words are but signs and guideposts now
    along the way as tools to help us navigate life but the invisible
    navigator inside is not invisible at all.. it just has a LiFe and essence
    beyond the words as tools that have become the idol of human eYes
    and taste over the essence that is the inheritance of 14 Billion years or
    so what we see now as the origin of wHERE we come as God Now as
    Nature life.. sure.. it’s hard to put the full experience of liFe in words.. and
    surEly it is impossible as the rider and writer same is only riding/writing a much
    bigger gOlden Camel and Elephant oF liFE than we can possibly see with
    just the guideposts and signs that are words and other symbols of life in
    human abstract
    construct of
    tools
    that either
    help us or harm
    us too.. in LIGht to
    sHades of Grey to dARk
    to beYond rainBoW colors of
    liFE eXperience that some folks
    cannot even fathom exists in the EYes
    of othER folks now.. modern culture and even
    older religions are an experiment of life with both
    failures and successes from human misery to bliss..
    and the same impact to so much of the rest of creation
    as existence noW on this planet eARTh.. people are alike
    and different like the rest of existence sAMe and DiFFeRent
    noW as God as sepaRaTe pARt and WhOle NoW aLL.. LiFe is
    ArT.. Creation.. a Masterpiece aLL and we as brush continue to
    co create and paint thaT Masterpiece whOle oNe WiTh GoD aLL
    oF NatuRe NoW.. And sure.. we paint it And scribe it with our so-called
    rational systemizing ways of science mind.. the best we can while life
    already happens in EMoTiOnal and SeNsoRy ways and i’LL tale you
    whaT.. iF you leave the
    esSence behind
    in specialization
    of use it and lose
    it ways you lose.. you lose
    and you lose more and more of
    liFE iF yoUr liFE is anYthing like
    my liFe beFore iN the HaLLs and
    PriSoNs of threading the needle of
    thaT iNsanity of modern religion/culture/politics
    and yes.. philosophy of life in general sAdly left
    ouT iN the modern class room while we humans
    are made more and more into machine as cog
    of Society to continue creature comforts when
    the comfort goes away as we are no longer even fully
    human beings.. anyWay.. the tHeMe SonG heRe as MeMe..
    surely DanceS and SingS to thiS in ‘Emerald Forest’ and
    ‘Avatar’ ways similar and sAMe.. as don’t let anyone lie
    to you.. living naked with nature is not as oppressive
    as “mama’s boys” will tale ya.. in use it and lose it NoW
    ways.. as alWays A BaLanCinG oF DiViNe maScuLiNe
    WiLL and Strength.. and DiViNe FeMiNiNe LoVe and
    GrAce.. And DO you lEarn thaT All in school hell no..
    it’s mostly
    all about
    getting
    bucks
    and more Walmart
    Stuff to fill up a Garage oF LiFE
    aS A so-called American dreAM..
    the American Dream is the Declaration
    of Independence for the Right to Life and
    Liberty and the Pursuit of Happiness ..
    be careful
    what you
    wish
    for.. i’Ve
    KnOwn
    and FeeL/SeNse
    aLL to weLL the
    innocence lost of
    use and lose LiFe
    as Nature as
    HuMan
    Nature
    as GoD’s
    Nature free
    or pRisON so far
    aWay from the call of the
    WiLd of GoD thAt is born
    Naked and Free and best liVinG
    that way as metaphor for MoVinG
    and CoNNecTinG LiFe reBoRn as child as God LiVes aGaiN..
    in wonder and amazement as a gift oF liFE caN and WiLL DancE
    and SinG liFE from dARk to liGht.. ‘tween sHades of Grey.. And.. BeYOnd
    rainBow
    colors
    in an
    Eden
    of Heaven
    NoW oh so aLiVE..:)

    And i will now share Six videos of reaSon
    from youTube heAr thaT provide a Great
    core iN understanding toGeTheR what
    the problems of modern liFE are..
    the ironies oF all of this
    are both incredibly
    sad and
    hopeful
    if we can juSt
    gEt oUr shit togeTheR..
    and if nothing else.. a few
    folks can matrix un-plug aLonG
    the way and set tHeiR sElf free
    iF they live in a culture and or country
    WiTh a Declaration like the U.S. has that
    sTiLL cAN and WiLL work Now for them..
    noW as IndepEndence oF Free..
    iT works
    for me
    as all
    the case study
    I N T E N siVe
    evidence heAR sHows/
    Proves to any courtroom..
    L A W Y e R oF LiFe NoW
    judge.. and jury thAT/wHo
    can see and heAR it..NoW..;)

    

    Pizza Man Playing

    And sure.. a couple of MacroVerse Memories to
    share as Facebook so FReeLY provides iN
    robot algorithm way..
    as hey..
    science
    and
    systemizing
    minds and even
    “Mama’s Boys”
    BRinG
    ye
    a prepared
    way on the HighWay
    ‘straight’ to Heaven too..
    as i spiRAl FReED noW
    with a quote of this
    “Pizza Man Playing”
    somEwhaT shoRt
    MacroVerse
    from
    two
    years
    ago NoW2..:)

    The

    pattern

    of GOD

    fully expressed in

    Yellow Boy..

    And patterned Nautilus

    SHELL

    AS

    IS

    9

    OR

    6

    OR

    6

    OR

    9

    OR

    EVEN

    TREE

    VERTIC

    ALLY AS SUCH

    IN

    PYRAMID

    SHAPE!

    IN

    GOLD

    EN

    SPIRAL

    MEAN OF 1.618…

    The Dark side of Nature And..

    And.. the All Seeing Eye.. i mean.. the LIGHT side of Nature..

    And.. finAlly Wide Awake…

    OMG!

    i must have

    too much time

    on my hands.. that’s

    five Facebook profile status

    photos in only 9 hours.. an all-time

    record for Katie Mia..aka FRED… What

    can i say.. i like making FACES! he.. HE!

    and the so-called tough guy crazy eye

    with the Don’t FWM look

    is one of my favorites to

    display JUST

    FOR FUN..

    BUT HA! HA!

    IT’S ONLY an act..

    as IS ALL OF EGO to me

    orchestrated by the director

    and producer of my own

    play of ego.. that is

    i making I reality..

    however.. i does

    IT ON THE WAY..

    to wHere i’m GOING NOW!..

    160

    So what’s

    next..

    truly

    i never wanna

    KNOW

    NOW

    as

    the mysteries of life

    is what makes IT ALL

    amazing every now to me

    FOR

    NOW…

    i used

    to plan

    it out

    day by day

    decades in advance..

    looking forward to this day or that day

    or the end of all

    stress

    and

    retirement too..

    but no.. life is always work for those

    who truly RE

    TIRE wheels

    with no rubber

    TO graces of human being

    to simply be FREE child of Mother

    Nature

    TRUE

    aka

    GOD

    2

    i am born with the ability to see the patterns of GOD

    through and through almost every abstract and natural

    concept

    of

    life..

    And i share that here..

    is all i do..

    plus

    counting

    the

    blessings of ALL

    this Pizza

    man in

    balance

    is for

    NO

    W

    And with all that said..

    and

    DONE

    linked

    below..

    ‘Tonight’ is my 43rd RAVE DANCE CELEBRATION

    OF FREE FLOWING MARTIAL ARTS

    AND

    BALLET LIKE STYLE

    DANCE..

    SO

    YNOT

    GO

    AND ESTABLISH A FEW MORE

    ‘CHUCK NORRIS

    FACTS’

    AL

    O

    N

    G

    A

    WAY..!

    TO PARADISE

    N O

    W

    WITH MORE FUN

    PHOTOS COMING

    AFTER RAVE

    DANCE

    ENDS

    3

    A

    M

    i

    AS

    i and I and !

    for spirit!

    in

    tow

    with

    i

    the creator

    of

    I

    3

    6

    9

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/01/20/weyes-of-

    And now.. from a year ago..
    “WeYes oF God”..
    as A FReED
    verse NoW
    Celebration
    oF liFe..
    DancE
    SonG
    iN
    steps..
    words..
    continUes
    iN HeaVen
    noW.. aT lEAst
    for me as afTer
    aLL iS sAid and
    dOne
    iNow
    inheRit
    thiS GiFt
    oF HeAVEn
    oN eaRTh..
    use it noW as A
    GreaTest GifT aLL
    GoD GiVes NoW as
    FeArless smART Now
    UnCondiTonAL LoVe
    FloWinG StreAMiNg
    Rivers Waves
    OcEaN
    wHoLE
    tEars
    NoW
    GoD
    DanceS..
    SingS..
    dArk to
    liGht to
    BeYond
    RainBoW
    Colors noW..
    iLiVeS oN..:)

    Hi.. Noorain.. thanks
    so much for dropping
    by and
    i’M
    glad
    i stumbled
    into you and
    your blog as WeLL..
    as aLL can/WiLL be art thaT flows..
    and not
    reAlly
    sTumble
    at aLL..
    SMiLes.. mY FriEnd..
    And have a liGht filLed NoW..:)

    Snow storm

    SMiLes.. my FriEnd.. thefeatheredsleep..
    i followed your site here and
    never got any new
    notifications
    and have
    found it again
    through a Google
    search and i see you
    have been just as busy writing
    here and i will be back to catch up
    as liGhteNinG fast reading can and will
    do and haha! one of my posts as long as
    A 40 thousand word Novel depending on the
    muse and inspiration of the day SaMe.. so what
    to say about disappearing foot prints in the snow
    from the grief of life that grow so cold and numb
    with or without pain wHeRe numb now is worse than
    pain.. i kNoW and FeeL/SeNsE tHeRE was/is once
    a day and so much more that
    i dreamed of falling into
    the Gulf and
    beCoMinG
    whOle
    a gAIn..
    a huMaN
    BeinG WinGinG DeeP
    far above a bLack wHOle
    SuN sOuL and suRE that’s the way
    iT iS for neuro-diversity and bio-diversity
    whoLe even from BiRth iF bOnes roll in dARker
    roles of liFe… one.. i WiLL say are the footprints of liFe
    i live and lived not much different from that other book
    of ONE by Richard Bach who wrote the Seagull Story of
    HiGher FliGht too.. ONE one wHOle so diFfeREnt so sAMe
    so driVing warm to cold to ice HoT stArs as hole of Whole..
    Experience ..mY FriEnd.. a masterpiece painting.. we.. A brush..
    iN sHades of Grey.. RAinBoW coLors more
    than scenes bEfore.. diMeNsioNs
    oF FeeLinG and SenSinG
    never foretOld that
    words cannot
    describe
    yET
    at lEAst
    my FriEnd
    for more oF LiGht ‘tween
    DaRk oF aLL ThAT iS.. anyWay.. glad
    i found you today for some ending words
    foR just aNoTher Bible oF thiS Thing cAllEd Life..
    as hey.. it isn’t ofTen.. i find folks like you… iN liFE.. mY FriEnd..
    Candice..
    thefeatheredsleep..:)

    And to honor a couple more
    blogging friends who have
    been instrumental inspiration
    of muse for my continuing
    StreAming Free Verse poetic liGht..

    SMiLes.. my friend.. Zee..
    the greaTest Love/Empathy..
    iN my opinion.. does come from
    the challenges of life.. the stress..
    disorder.. and even the bullies of life..
    who will tell us.. we do not deserve
    to exist.. sadly.. some folks
    turn to darkness..
    when these challenges
    come.. but for those who never
    give up.. even if.. there are no little
    voices from Loving people who can
    see the liGht iN a homeless person
    from this earth of cultures
    that no longer
    match
    the eYes
    of Wisdom that
    can come through
    the victory instead of
    vengeance over life’s
    dArk.. with LiGht.. the
    human SpiRit to survive
    is great.. and pARt of why
    the greaTEst liGhts of human
    often come from the dArkest
    challenges that
    we all face
    to some degree..
    and perhaps the greaTEst
    challenge is not being challenged
    enough.. as there is no bliss as great
    as the Victory of liGht that conquers
    dARk.. wheRe one even understands
    and forgives those who continue
    to ignore or transgress
    the survivors
    among us..
    who
    die hard
    and are still
    energizer bunnies..
    with greater liGht
    than ever before..
    you are a liGht
    my friend.. now
    who continues
    to grow.. and
    wheRever i
    see this
    liGht
    i for
    one
    do
    not let
    go of that
    friendship
    iN liGht.. my
    friend.. Zee..
    and sure.. sometimes
    i have to travel literAlly
    thouSands of miles iN a
    split second to find iT
    online
    with
    great fortune
    as well.. and
    that’s the best
    thing about online..
    it is a big small
    world
    now..
    to find those
    who can at least
    relate to different
    challenges
    and
    survival..
    now in liGht..:)

    And.. finally A MacroVerse
    inspired here by friend Lala Rukh
    from three years ago.. that i’ll quote
    again.. as what are another hundred words
    or so.. at this point.. only more as more goeS oN..

    The Child’s Dream

    The Child’s Dream

    THere IS A time when children ARE born with no matter
    of who the father IS as the village raises the children..
    and everyone IS family..and people reAlly connect as their
    very survival dependS ON tHIs connection…

    IN THIS WORLD women ARE the leaders as well as men..
    sometimes more so..than even….

    Everyone shareS..freely..as love IS necessary to survive….

    This IS before agriculture…

    Then agriculture..comes..and time to be still..and yes a
    stagnant mind and body..can make an illusion of evil..for all of mankind…

    Well..then comes the idea that wealth IS important..and yes my friend..this
    is where the Dowry started..as it becomes important..to insure that wealth..
    in collecting things..property ..or whatever..IS THE GOAL IN LIFE…

    TRUE ‘EVIL’ IS BORN…IN WORSHIPPING MATERIALS..RATHER THAN JUST BEING..LOVING..AND LIVING.. LIFE…WHERE THE GOAL IS SURVIVAL..AND NOT SOME IDOL OF A THING..THAT IS NO LIFE…LOVE..OR REALLY.. OH MY GOD.. EVEN FUN..OR LAUGH….

    YA SEE.. Muhammad and Jesus..come to deliver a message..that this IS not a way to go..that this..is simply illusion..that IS not true human happiness of divine love..sharing..caring..and even what wild wolves share in the snow…

    But OH MY GOD..NO ONE REALLY LISTENS…not many at least…

    THESE new agricultural..patriarchal ways of control and dominance..over others..for material gains..continue and even ARE PUT FORTH..AS TRUTH..TO SPOIL THE WORDS OF THESE TWO PROPHETS….

    But NOW..people are listening to TRUTH ALL OVER THE WORLD..

    AS THE TRUTH OF HUMAN BEING NEVER CHANGES….

    AND YES NOW..

    THE CHILD OF HUMAN STARTS HIS/HER RULE..NEITHER MOTHER OR FATHER..AS ALL COME EQUAL…

    IN THE EYES OF GOD.

    THE BLOOD RUNS COLD OF YOUR MOTHER ..YOUR FATHER..AND YA..PERHAPS NOW…

    BUT ONE DAY YoUR DAUGHTERS AND SONS…

    WILL ONCE AGAIN..RUN WARM…..
    TO SIMPLY LIVE..AS ONE…

    TRUTH CAN NOT BE HIDDEN..FOR MORE THAN TEN OR TWELVE THOUSAND HUMAN YEARS…

    This is about how long agriculture..has been around…

    Moving .. hunting… gathering.. sharing… loving..

    is the way of the little child….to continue to live life…

    in the Heaven
    of
    NO
    w
    !

    Your story inspires my words dear..this is nothing personal for any hope of anything i can do for ya now..

    But it is truth..simple and plain.. as my wolf friend in the snow…could tell ya..

    if hOWLing could SPEAK words..2ya

    I cannot tell ya how sad i feel for ya..as i can not give this to ya..

    my truth th@IS…

    It is always for ya to find..dear..and I WISH you the best and weALTH OF LOVE…

    And i only wish the light of your wedding dress..IS IN yOur eyes..on your wedding day..

    for simply being love my dear is all…

    DIVINE LOVE..the eternal spirit..

    that lives

    in

    yOur
    soul….

    So DIVINE love.. and my tears free flOWLy for YA…
    As you did help to open up my soul..and heart..in..
    what seems like ten or twelve thousand years ago now…
    As divine LOVE is reAlly eternity…
    To live in IT IS nowforevermore…in HEAVENOW..
    BlISs!

    To live out side of IT…

    Is

    simply

    HELL..THE ABYSS..THE PLACE OF THE BLOOD THAT RUNS COLD….

    Peace to ya friend..and blessings always..to come yOUR way….
    and LOVE.. YES DIVINE LOVE TOO…
    ALWAYSNOWONEFOREVERMORE…..
    WITH YA2..
    MY FRIEND.

    Note:

    Mythology..is often created

    to deliver deeper meanings..

    of the ‘supraorganism..

    of mind’.

    th@IS described..

    as the spiritual mind

    of overall human kind…

    The eye of Horus..is symbolic of many things..

    Along with the mythology of ISIS..the mother

    of HORUS..and OSIRIS..the father

    of

    HORUS…

    Well..as the story goes..the matriarchs..per ISIS..or the

    GODDESS element..is in effect before Agriculture..

    in the days of sharing of Hunters and

    gatherers ..that is still a way

    of life in primitive

    cultures

    NOW..

    And OSIRIS or the Father GOD..is the way

    of Patriarchal rule past agriculture..

    to collect ‘things’ and dominate..

    and control other folks..

    for

    wealth

    and

    other material gains…

    Well..as the story continues..the

    NOW is a time for the emergence of a NEW

    WORLD ORDER of HORUS and the ALL seeing

    Eye of Liberty..Freedom..and Justice

    for all Human

    beings..

    The human child once again..

    rules..

    the

    world..

    as

    simply

    FREE

    Okay.. weLL.. now that this
    is FinAlly Completing what surely
    is A Million and about 42 thousand
    words oF A Newly Named third revision
    of A Bible named Nether Land Bible 2017..
    here is an easy short-cut too to the bible as
    sure.. just start with the first verse and move
    on.. if you can marathon read like that hehe.. yes..

    “tSuNaMi 7tH WaVe oF LoVE”.. A First MacroVerse.. of Nether Land Bible 2017
    at 19,9004 words spArKinG this New Bible oFF continuing to GRow too..
    NoW at this Ocean whOle Poem MacroVerse as number.. 740.. too..
    more..
    after
    this
    69th
    MacroVerse2
    by name of
    this Bible at
    the end instead
    of the beginning for
    now and for now beginning
    for some more words as i say here too..

    tSuNaMi 7tH WaVe oF LoVE

    SurEly.. A forecast of what would evEnTuAlly come next
    here.. as a celebration of not only a New bible.. all
    personal as such but also a full 42 months of
    recovery from hell for 66 months in An
    Ascension of Heaven on juST anothER Manic
    Monday.. about three
    dayS iN
    riSing
    from
    soMe
    Phoenix ashes
    on Beautiful Navarre
    Beach.. with my wife then..
    yes.. more fully on Manic Monday..
    July 22nd.. 2013.. wHeRE A 6 pointed
    Planetary Alignment named the Star
    of David came to eARTh too.. a fEast
    for every now for holy and sacred
    meaning and purpose as we
    co-create
    our
    liFe
    WiTh
    and as
    GoD’s eYes
    toward liGht or
    dARk.. i for one.. continue
    A Row for OceAn FuLL oF liGht WhOle noW..:)

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16. katiemiafrederick says:

    January 23, 2017 at 6:45 PM

    https://childiris.blogspot.com/2017/01/le-squid-pro-quota.html

    WiNks.. Shawna.. yOur
    sTar is missing
    A point for 6
    or
    A
    FloWer
    iS misSinG a Petal…
    bE back lateR iF
    A WhoLeNoW
    FLoWeReWoLF
    starats
    doeS not
    disapPear..
    or beCoMe
    A Re: Wolf Flower RatS Star..;)

    Shawna says and i quote her directly..
    “Hey you. I tried to visit you a couple of days ago,
    but your awesome blog takes so long to load..:)
    I hope I’m not a rat’s star! Ew.
    Now a re-wolf flower,
    I can definitely
    get down with.

    (I love palindromes and anagrams. So thank you for
    always bringing toys with you when you come visit me, Fred.)

    Hey.. as ‘they’ say.. rats and us have a common
    Rodent ancestor.. some 75 million years ago..
    and we share a majority
    of the same
    DNA and
    Lord knows
    and feels the
    crosses those rats
    carry saving our lives
    in all those science experiments
    too.. but it seems they started
    sharing the grain in our
    silos and the
    folks who
    didn’t
    wanna share..
    got pissed off at
    our hungry rat cousins
    and then came the importance
    of the cat.. hehe.. anyWay.. Shawna Baby
    i haven’t had a day off of writing in almost 74 months
    and i do mean 7 days a week.. first 33 or so of that in
    hell writing and the 33 before the 74 months without a
    word or even a photo or gosh even a song to be tolerated then
    with right eye
    on Terminator
    fire and right ear too
    in dentist drill pain
    without novocaine
    too but i must say all that
    work to survive brought me to this
    point today where i am publishing the
    third revision of a Bible since Christmas
    Day of 2017.. started the whole now 1.051 Million
    word effort noW in 69 MacroVerses since the first MacroVerse
    published online of course on Memorial Day of 2016.. didn’t
    know i was writing a bible ’till close to Christmas Day as Lordy
    that’s how the holy spirit creativity thingie works.. you do the work
    first and then
    you or someone
    else gives it a label
    later on.. hmm.. yeS and
    i write all this on Facebook in
    realtime too.. so what that means
    is 15.233K words per MacroVerse and
    130K words on average a month for 7 months
    and 3 weeks too.. moving into the fourth week now..
    as this is an open source bible too..
    that will continue until
    whenever.. with
    help from
    others too..
    if they like.. of course..
    to go along with the rest of the
    3.3 million plus word long form poem now
    comprising 740 Macroverses in this 74th ending month
    of writing now.. overall since Thanks Giving Day of 2016
    as hey.. i had to get some on the job training in both
    reason land and poetry land for homework enclosed
    in over a total of 12 million words too..
    Jesus.. this John 14:12 stuff is
    a really
    big
    Job.. i think
    most folks fail
    to realize that you
    can do greater works in
    anything that Jesus did in
    his life including writing another
    bible as he did say greater works
    are possible with basically Luke
    Red hot laser focused faith
    all 100 percent full
    re-born as such too..
    hmm.. i think the only
    online person who has agreed
    that this is along the lines of that
    is that nice lady Lynn from dVerse..
    other than that last weekend my mother
    told me i was going to hell for saying this
    all was holy spirit inspired and that i was a
    bragging witness for God with all the facts
    and numbers for evidence of doing this too.. as hey..
    who else
    is gonna
    count
    the words
    except for word
    press and me.. hehe..
    anyWay.. the last 24K MacroVerse
    in a comments section that i am
    fixing to publish after i add you to the
    mix in honor of course per the muse you
    provide too.. to inspire more spirit of words..
    the 69th MacroVerse will be finished and then it’s
    on to more more
    more tomorrow..
    and yes.. it’s true//i am
    getting much too large to see..
    except for the public fancy dancy
    stuff where i just met 6666 miles
    all measured up of doing that on December
    27th in precisely 40 months since start of that
    on August 27th.. 2013.. and documented in a first You
    Tube Video at Best Buy on that date.. anyway.. since
    you have a Daughter with Asperger’s syndrome and you
    probably have as much of that along with the Bi-polar
    thingie as me.. know you won’t mind me sharing.. as honestly
    no
    one
    else
    but me
    and God and
    a few other people
    give a FucK about this..
    and hey.. par for the course as
    they say in the history books and other
    bibles and stuff like that.. one day technology
    will overall catch up with my Fredenstein Brain
    and perhaps
    more
    people
    will be able
    to see more
    than the non-verbal
    stuff i carry on as a way-ward
    son.. as Kansas might say too..
    oh yeah.. on the topic of the number 74..
    740.. etc.. and i just the love the number 69
    too as it’s like the Golden Spiral Phi mean of
    1.618 and sure.. oTheR STuff too..
    to reduce
    the population
    and all of that
    so the other species
    of animals will get a fair
    chance to survive and thrive
    in Heaven on eARTh too..now..
    oh yeah.. i finished the 74th
    Verse of my first blog before i moved
    on to 740 more MacroVerses on Word Press…
    so sure.. it’s
    a day
    for
    74 i guess
    and 69 is always
    good.. and Shawna
    baby is alWays cool..
    as i drive through and
    say thanks for coming
    by and
    saying
    something
    nice to me today..
    oh.. i really love people..
    even
    more
    than
    DancE
    and SonG..
    people tend to
    like me so much more
    when i keep my mouth shut..
    hehe.. a car load of young women
    asked for my autograph catching me coming
    out of my car in the Bar parking lot.. while driving
    down a side road.. spotting me from the distance and
    after i gave them a selfie as they circled the city block
    and stuck their head out for one.. they drove
    away asking (yelling at) me to
    take my
    shirt off..
    well
    i could
    have given them
    a link but i am too
    modest for that..
    anyWay..
    somebody
    likes me
    a little
    at least
    without all these
    words that make me
    like a thief in broad daylight online..
    as i row
    the
    Ocean
    waves more..
    eniGma.. i’ll GRoW..
    hehA.. seen or unseen..
    and an iPHone6s and plus that edition
    will
    open
    me up..
    by the way..
    and see ya neXt
    go ’round Shawna
    baby.. got a midnight
    deadline to get this shit
    all published as that little birdie
    of the holy spirit keeps taling
    me to
    iF yoU SeeK IN God
    get the job dOne..
    FucKinG now OK..
    as the holy spiRit don’t have
    to play
    by
    silly
    human rules
    only on this planET heRe..
    ha
    ha.. and
    oh yeah..
    a Valentine’s
    bLow kiss
    too in
    case
    i don’t see
    yA aGain unTil
    sweet heART
    and smArt
    ass days..
    come
    aGaiN2..
    oh.. yeah.. and the
    name of the third
    Revision of the Bible
    is “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
    yep.. the numbers and names keep
    changing
    but
    the
    essence
    reMains isREaL2..
    i wanna call God a Flower
    change it to a verb like FloWer..
    but now that i proved two Flowers
    can make a werewolf in reverse letters
    and words no one will probably ‘by’
    that
    revised
    name
    hmm..
    perHaps
    they’ll change
    tHeir heARTS
    in new
    colors
    of FlowErs too..;)

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