Freedom of Expression1

I dance in my backyard with GOD..

sometimes for hours..

and this is just an expression of me..

of what i felt as me…

as

a

silly little human being….

one afternoon in January of 2014

in front..

of my bathroom mirror..

just me and the mirror..

and

my

i phone

5

Hopefully to comfort you..there will be no full nudity

in this blog..as blog rules dictate that for the general public..

and i do not see the need for that anyway…

as i am not my private parts..or even parts at all.

i am all me…

and that is

all with ONE

as ALL..

The ONE that IS ALL

THAT

IS

IS

JUST

IS

🙂

JUST I CE

JUSTICE

AND LIBERTY…

FREEDOM

FOR

ALL

AND YES I EVEN PLEDGE ALLEGIANCE..

IN MY DAM

underwear..

More to come on that….

🙂

😉

And remember this.. if ya happen to be young..and think

ya won’t be having fun when ya are 50 or more…

keep in mind

i am

53…:)

if i can do this at 53 and be happy..

i hope ya are happy to..and at whatever age

ya are..feel free to express whoever

YA

ARE

IN YA TRUE WILL

AS

SIMPLY

HU

MAN

That is all i see that truly counts…..in the longest of runs…..

in

this

thing

cALLed

life

!

Intermission..

a little airing out…

😉

Back to the show…

or freedom of

expression….

 or whatever ya .. wanna..

call it.. as..that is again…

freedom of expression….

2

!

And if ya laugh.. that will make me really

happy

2

!

What better way to ‘end’ a ‘MOMENT’..’life’..or

YES

EVEN

‘death’…

than

LAUGH

!

!

JUST LAUGH

!

Y

NOT

!

MAKE FUN OF ME..i don’t care ..as long as ya laugh..

if

so

!

i

made

my

mission

in

life!

happen..as a silly little

clown..

2

🙂

for

ya

2

!

or whateva else ya wanna do..

that is up to ya..

not

me

!

i

am

just

me

as one with ONE

and

 ya…

!

2againas1

!

There is nothin’..

luke

warm…

’bout

me..

but i am free..

and ya..

can

 be

2

🙂

IT

IS

ALL

UP

TO

YA

AS one

with

ONE

and yes..in case ya are wondering..that is my wife in the

background at 43 ..not my daughter..

it’s not her

fault

that she never ages….

and she doesn’t know about the underwear blog yet..

so hopefully

that will smooth things over…

🙂

at least a little..

bit…

😉

 when she finds out..likely later this morning…

Wish me luck..

if ya

will…

i already have

freedom..that’s all i really

need

!

 to fully live

this

life

..!..

!

AS

one

WITH

ONE

…!…

Barefoot note:

i struggled a little with whether or not to share this on:

http://dversepoets.com

…a wonderful poetry site on the internet where diverse minds get together and share their thoughts..and poetry….

A visit at an old-time southern baptist gospel church..with a friend of my wife .. last night…

left some of the repressions of youth.. and me thinking my fig leaf was not not quite secure enough in this post….

Well..i got home and listened to Brian Miller’s post from the dversepoets.com site..and my answer was there waiting for me ..in form of Mr. Keating..and the Dead Poet’s Society…..

One has to be brave to influence other folks these days..to think of other potential options in life…

I am truly free and seriously do live in peace and bliss..most of the time..even in the face of much contrary opinion to the sanity of my methods.. to change the world..just a little..in my own little way….

Well..my News Year’s resolution IS ‘BRAVE AS ONE’..AND I EVEN wrote about that over the holidays in another post…

So here it simply is..

Brave..and free..is all is me….

And yes i really do have a new underwear blog…

My personal journey in underwear now..

and yes that is metaphor2…

For baring my soul..i under wear2…

in hopes of sharing something..anything..

that might just spark..something..anything..

on another person’s simple or complex path..

to bliss..

and

peace

http://myunderwearblog.blogspot.com

My favorite path in life..as of now..is that of the American Indian spiritual ways..

My personal goal in life..is to be sacred clown..sacred warrior..and sacred shaman..

All as one..

More than anything..with non-verbal expression as 93 percent of human communication…

That is my

message here.

And as so often..a slightly leaning negative experience..drifts me toward on a more enlightening path of understanding..

One of the good ole’ boys..from my ‘slightly’ repressed..Lower Alabama..also known as Northern Florida..area..asked me what in the world i was doing..with my dance walking in reverse in Super Walmart..and told me i looked ridiculous doing that..

Well..macho crap and all of that..and him obviously upset that i was a big man expressing some of my girly side..

I do practice martial arts as a way of life..but not to fight..so i told him..i am a martial artist..and do this to live..and this is what we do when we..

are not kicking ass..and then i smiled and said..you can be fearless too friend..

and i kept walking in ‘his’ shoes….

came home and found these links on the internet..

and it was like a message from GOD..

saying.. hey!..i am listening..

keep talking..and dance

walking in

reverse..

‘my’

friend.

And for ya my friend..’whenever’ we meet..
in the store or ‘wherever’..
please feel free to dance
with me..and no
it will not
be the
warrior dance…
It IS shaman and..
or clown dance..
with ya..as simply
wh@a little child
might
do..
as..
free.. like
me..
NOW SIMPLY
AS one with
ONE..and
I will share this link..with my
warrior dance.. next time
i see my ‘friend’ in
Super Walmart..
in honor of his
contribution
to these
words..
that he
2
inspir
ed
as ‘friend’..of
mine..
2
noW
3

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10 Responses to Freedom of Expression1

  1. And yes..there is an R rated version of this..here..with full disclothesure..to really prove i am brave and free to meet my New Year’s Resolution..

    i think it is tastefully done for those that are not offended by the full male form…

    So i will provide a link here..just to share…for those that might be curious…

    As i think there are open minded folks among us .. here ….

    2..yah..this open2…..

    🙂
    😉

    http://myfreelancestripperblog.blogspot.com

    Not many folks read the comments anyway..huh…;)

    but i would have never imagined i would be ever be brave enough to do this..ever..ever in life before age 53…

    and i gotta

    say

    it feels good

    to

    be

    simply free as

    ALL OF
    THIS
    !

    SO AS NIKE SAYS JUST DO IT…

    AND YAH…

    I JUST DID IT..

    FINALLY

    ALL

    OF

    IT
    !
    THERE IS REALLY
    NOTHING LEFT

    TO
    HIDE
    ABOUT

    ME

    nOW!

    AND SERIOUSLY FROM AN HEALTH EDUCATION STANDPOINT..shaman stuff and all of that 2….

    I WASN’T BORN WITH THIS KIND OF POTENTIAL..physical potential that is..from anyone
    observing me as human through out my childhood…KLIPPEL FEIL SYNDROME RELATED ISSUES
    WITH SKELETON AND ALL OF THAT…

    THIS IS EVIDENCE..OF WHAT WALKING IN REVERSE..AND DANCE WALKING IN GENERAL..

    Can do for a whole body..from back to front..:)

    So ya can call it science to

    i guess…;)

    DOCUMENTED EVIDENCE…
    FULL DOCUMENTED EVIDENCE FROM HEAD TO TOE…

    IS IN THAT LINK..ABOVE

    🙂
    2

  2. In response to Shadows..from Lala Rukh

    http://shadowsofthedivine.wordpress.com/2014/01/21/shadows/

    It’s amazing how differently life from one to the next..can color the reality that is..

    That is a dark and true story of a reality..but yet there are other stories that are shadow free..

    And even dying happy fulfilling destiny of what one sees as true..

    Well one thing for sure..if there IS no Karma..life is never fair..never ..ever now..or ever…

    But WhO knows..

    i for
    one
    do not…
    KNOWnow
    lovexx
    ..IS
    ALLiKNOWnow..
    So much of that to ya..
    my friend.:)…
    IS ALL I HAVE
    TO
    GIVE…NOWFOREVERMORE..
    wIThONE
    ..TH@IS

  3. brian miller says:

    i def am intrigued by some of the native american spiritual ways…have done a bit of study on them…and when my time comes i hope i can die laughing you know….smiles…what better way to go….age def does not dictate your ability to have fun…

    • Thanks Brian it has always touched my heart..ever since being introduced to it by An American Indian leaning Philosophy teacher in my starting years in college..

      In fact he was a lot like Keating..in that Dead Poet’s Society movie..from WHAT i see of that…

      But seriously i have heard young folks say..i’d rather die than be fifty…

      Well i got a link..now to prove ’em wrong real ..quick..if they thinK life is over..

      at 49..53…

      or whatever..

      the spirit never grows..old….

      And oh my GOD IT GROWS YOUNG..THE
      BESTEST THING I KNOW OF
      ALL…NOW
      i thought it to be true at 21..when i found my spirit growing old…
      and coming back at 22…
      But now at 53..i do know for sure

      IT IS TRUE..:)
      WHAT BETTER TESTAMENT OF TRUTH
      COULD LIFE BRING…
      i do not know….

  4. So…I am a wee bit older than you, I have to say my freedom of expression would not be the same as yours (I wouldn’t want to have anyone keel over from laughing!) Bravo to you for expressing your choices! Oh, for some reason this is the music that went through my head as I skimmed your poem: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dSeOHM3LsVQ
    Good for you for finding your “verse!”

    • Thanks for the song Ginny..i used to dance every week at a bar called 2001..back in the disco days..and when Madonna starting getting her things together in the 80’s..i did it for over 13 years until almost age 30..then came the marriage..

      then came the end of dancing..

      my wife don’t dance..and oh my god she looks like a dancer..yah..a natural six pack for a woman and all of that..but i just cannot get her to move..still working on that though..maybe one day..with hypnosis or something..

      But the dancing started again..oh my god..i could not stay still anymore..and the rest is history..on the dance floor of Super Walmart..the metro mall..

      And everywhere..as first letters were sacred to me..then words..then paragraphs..then pages..then poetry..then writing..then seeing once again..and sacred photography…

      And oh my god..now..every movement is sacred…

      And all i need…

      is

      NOW..

      I am simply free verse..no one could copy..me

      even if they tried..

      in fact i could not copy me..as it flows…it simply flows…

      i do not think about any of it..peace and bliss..is where i go…

      Well i guess it is time to move along to comment on another blog…:)thanks for stopping by…..:)and again..for the song….

  5. From the Wrong Planet Website..discussion there..’sort’ of related…

    http://www.wrongplanet.net/postp5869763.html#5869763

    LKL wrote:

    I suspect that the proper term is ‘sexually tolerant.’

    ArrantPariah wrote:

    Well, look at the poll results.

    http://www.wrongplanet.net/postt249907.html

    The question is: “Which gender and age-range do you find the most sexually attractive/appealing?”

    And, the male geezers did pick up a few votes. Some chicks actually prefer us. 8)

    Aghogday Wrote:

    Well..at 53 i can vouch for that..as when i go dancing/walking.. my wife and i.. have to beat them off with a stick…

    just kidding…

    sort of….

    But seriously..some women ..are looking for a little stability…

    and obviously the hormones of an older ..guy.. well at least most of them..are
    not locomotive express…

    like mine used to be too…

    i’m glad those days are over..too..SORT of…
    now i do so many other things..

    besides sex..(some form of stimulation that is)

    it can take up too much time…in my opinion…

    too much more interesting stuff to do in life..

    than just that..but oh yah..it IS kool too…

    and i would be seriously lying ..if i did not admit..

    i still play around with it…

    quite a bit….

    i am even a free lance stripper now..

    but that’s another story…

    totally…

    i can usually do anything

    i set my mind on…

    to do…it

    JUST DO IT..

    AS NIKE SAY…

    AND I JUST DID IT..

    AS USUAL..:)

    OH..AND HAVE A GREAT DAY!
    _________________
    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

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    aghogday
    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
    Phoenix

    Joined: Nov 26, 2010
    Age: 53
    Posts: 5865

    PostPosted: Wed Jan 22, 2014 8:55 am

    AspieOtaku wrote:

    Too bad followers of the bible believe otherwise that we are made out of dirt from an invisible magical man in the sky that does not exist but dictates our lives and such!

    ArrantPariah wrote:

    The Bible doesn’t contradict the notion of old men being sexually attracted to young women, and vice versa.

    When Abraham was a very old man, and after Sarah had died, he married Keturah, who gave him a whole slew of children. (Genesis 25).

    Aghogday wrote:

    YES..AND EVEN in my church..young women worship the flesh of an approximately 33 year old man..with nothing but something covering his private part.. doing an obviously very sensual yoga pose..as such..

    presenting himself like this as a statue in front of the church..

    And oh my GOD..!

    i even have proof of it..

    ‘RIGHT’ here…

    at this link:

    IMG_0531

    So when anyone gives me a problem about being a free lance

    underwear model2..doing Yoga/TAI CHI poses and all of that..in my underwear…

    i just direct them to that link!

    and say see..i am in good company…

    cannot you see..this…

    (my friend) whoever i may be talking too….

    and yah..if Jesus made it to 53..

    he might be still doing that ..who knows..

    maybe in Kashmir..

    or some place like that…

    TAI CHI/yOga..and all that eastern philosophy stuff..

    that Buddhist leaning folks like Jesus..

    might do to obtain..peace and bliss..

    while all the babes just stare in amazement….

    And say please Mr. please..

    y not
    me…..

    OK THAT’S KINDA a joke..

    but kinda not2…

    as we ALL ARE JUST human animals2….

    with all that horny stuff going on..

    at least for most of them2….
    _________________
    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

    Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!!!

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  6. http://www.wrongplanet.net/posts251310-start15.html

    aghogday wrote:

    Well..after 47 years .. approximately .. since i first entered grammar school..

    I AM FINALLY

    being myself

    AGAIN!

    AND all that means is i no longer repress

    any friggin part of my self..

    AND While i do not agree with all of what so called
    Autistic Self advocates propagate and promote…

    A little book BY Julia Bascom called ‘Quiet Hands’…
    has a title that is great metaphor..
    for what can happen when a person represses part of their
    innate human being…

    My repression..was in expressing both the masculine and feminine sides..
    of my androgynous nature..

    In both body language..and verbal expression…

    My repression..was also in thinking to be accepted and survive..
    i had to copy every successful thing..that the successful folks in social interaction looked
    like they were doing..

    And yes with natural hyperactivity..to sit still..
    and be quiet..

    Now that led to some serious issues with tension..
    later on in life..

    And put the repression of body language..
    in with the fear of not being accepted..
    and never thinking ya get to say no to no one.

    And the recipe of that will surely get ya to level 2 or 3
    Autistic Burnout..
    and at worst..
    Total Human Exhaustion…
    with many related and documented medical disorders..

    in my case at least 19..and some of which are not listed.. above and beyond these on my blogs..
    but no problem..
    compared to stuff like the worst pain known to mankind..atypical trigeminal
    neuralgia..

    So ..while it is necessary to adapt to survive in this world..
    per most all the social interaction challenges…

    And one cannot have a complete free for all..usuAlly!

    Each person MUST FIND A BALANCE..
    OF ALL OF THAT..ON THEIR OWN AND WITH WHATEVER HELP
    THEY CAN SOMETIMES DESPERATELY NEED AND MUCH BETTER..
    ACTUALLY GET…

    BUT AGAIN..i am retired now..and our country IS FREE ENOUGH..
    WHERE NOW..
    i can be myself..
    as just say f*8 ya..to folks
    who don’t like it..
    and yah..

    that stands for FUN YA..
    WHY CUSS..
    WHEN YA..
    CAN MAKE FOLKS LAUGH..
    IN REAL LIFE..
    BUT NOT LIKELY HERE..I’M AFRAID…
    ‘CAUSE IN PART .. FOR ALL
    THAT REPRESSION..
    AND STUFF LIKE
    that.
    _________________
    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

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  7. From the Wrong Planet website..on the topic is religion fair to women….

    http://www.wrongplanet.net/postp5899340.html#5899340

    aghogday wrote: (my user name there)

    I would go as far as suggesting that a major inherent purpose of many religions..in cultural effect..
    are to control reproductive freedom..to some degree for both sexes…

    But women definitely get the short end of the ‘cattle’ stick..

    As moreover they are viewed as breeding animals..

    Rather than spiritual animals…

    For mostly one purpose..

    Spreading their legs..only when instructed ..as such…

    That’s probably part of why the real historical man Jesus did not apparently have many ‘fond’ feelings for the structured
    religion at that time..

    He saw through the bullshit..and wanted things to be fair…

    And of course ‘he’ was at least symbolically crucified for it..in recounted history….

    Anyway..i’ve got a Muslim friend that is being ceremonially raped in her arranged marriage today..
    as supported by her religion.. state.. and family…

    And she really looks at it like her funeral more than marriage..so that speaks volumes to me..about
    the true effect of some religions on women..but at least in the US..women get their rights..
    if they wanna leave religions..that subjugate them like cattle…

    And then there is female genital mutilation in some other countries..

    And the long dresses..and cover up of women..in some existing fundamentalist religions in the US..

    Not a good place for many women..in this world..that is for sure….

    At least a few hundred million..or maybe a billion or so…

    But with greater freedom of expression..and the burning desire for freedom..that is
    an inherent human need..

    I guess..eventually this will change..as Information Technology..is spreading the flame of freedom..

    Like psychological warfare..seriously..intended as such by governments or not…

    Freedom rings.
    _________________
    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

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  8. http://www.wrongplanet.net/postp5899389.html#5899389

    aghogday wrote:

    Oh and by the way..in my opinion..
    overall..women can actually make better religious teachers..
    than men..

    simply as inherently for the most part..

    just like in the male doctor’s office..as opposed to female doctor’s office..

    they are generally speaking better listeners and nurturers..

    in connection…

    of the thing .. called..
    love..

    Which in my opinion..should be the main focus..
    of all religions..

    UN
    CONDITIONAL
    LOVE..

    OR THAT THING CallED
    divine LOVE!

    But actions speak louder
    than words..
    of
    course..
    and on course….
    _________________
    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

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