Seriously this has to be the
Seflie of the
and yah.. yes.. seriously.. this is the
The official word of the year..
and hell it even beat out Twerking for
Word of the YEAR..
So take that Miley Cyrus..Obama
hipper than ya…
Butt..i think I am running a close
second or something for someone really
Well ya see..just in 4 months..since i got
effective use of my sight back..i have about
two or three thousand
selfie pictures of
share on flickr with the
if they were looking…
but i am likely strange enough
to remain mostly
except for the title of the
backwards walking dude in my
Seriously i have seriously become..
infamous for doing this anywhere from 5 to 16 miles
a day in all the metro area stores!
I can go to McDonalds almost anywhere
now around here..and someone’s gonna
say ..hey there’s the
Hi five baby!
WELl back to selfies..and all of that…
I really love selfies..
as i had no idea what i looked like
with facial expressions after not having
effective vision of sight for
over 5 years..in fact for a long time there…
I could not remember what a smile looked like on
face at all..so yah..selfies are quite therapeutic for me..
getting my human being
Butt NOW..even better..i can let my TRUE
Cause ya..see..when I went to middle school..the bully
boys told me boys don’t smile you.. ya.. you know that F word…
and nah..it ain’t Fred or Frederick…
But if that wasn’t hard enough…
The McDonald’s cashiers back in those days..
called me ma’m at 13..
cause i looked like a girl
that was all..
But oh my god..i thought i was a boy..cause
i like girls..
But that ain’t how it works..cause little boys that look like girls
can really..really ..really ..really
Anyway..it might have been easier being gay back then cause..
at least with Autism Spectrum Condition..
and all of that..
might have at least fit in one kool group
(yah overall ya..know.. gay is reALLyKool)
Oh well..i had to become my own best friend..
sometimes ya know there ain’t no choice..
But my true hero
Jesus..cause that dude with a beard really
looked a gal
beard instead of a dude
Finally some comfort zone in Jesus..
Dam I wasn’t the only
in town after all
said and donE!
So anyway..selfies are not only the word of the year..
and a way for me to see my smiles once again..
I can finally
let my inner girl
So with that said..this is my own little special
contribution to the
And yah..it also gives me the opportunity to be
the little child that once was the light of love..
knowNOW is fully
Seriously..selfies are a great part of creativity..
as they can allow a person
things about themselves with others..
in non-verbal communication..that thing that
about 93 percent of human communication..
Which overall to me..is now the
life blood of me..
Butt first..here is a little mood musicK as i simply
have to have musicK
But please remember it’s ALL for Laughs..folks..
and as ya may already knowNOW..
BAsicAlly a Laugh
Katie Mia Frederick
Oh and by the way did ya know the original GODin the bible
was an androgynous dude..
but yah..them dam bully boys were around back then..
and made him into what
a real man
hehe..not those regular Angel dudes..
that are always androgynous guys and gals!
So i guess..overall I am in pretty good company..
Oh..and before I present the Katie Mia Frederick
Did ya know that recent research shows that ‘higher
functioning..Autistic folks are inherently
Well yah..they are and interestingly the gals have masculine..faces..
and feminine bodies..
and overall so do the guys..as their hips are a little
more shapely than the regular boys..
And yah..i fit in somewhere with
Except when the top of my body is more fully
shown as male
Mermale..might be a good word for it…
instead of mermaid..
But i’m not a fish..
But AnyWAY LIFE IS GOOD..
LIFE IS FUN..
I LOVE LIFE!
Oh..and oh yeah..here comes the Katie Mia Frederick
And some more mood musicK
Well..if this doesn’t prove anything else..
I do think it shows ya can still
have fun at 53..if ya..
think here at 20 to 30
something ..ya..life will be almost
done when ya get in ya..fifties..and more…
Seriously I ain’t ever felt better..never ever….
better than this..as anything is possible if ya just set ya..
Make ‘IT’ happen if ya WILL..
IF IT IS TO BE
BuTT anyway back to that male thing..
Not as creepy now that I added my wife in…
But anyway here’s some more…
Oops..so sorry..that’s my pet Hawk..not
Butt wait..here’s some more…..
And yeah..me at 13 again..as opposed to 53 above..
So.. don’t think ya..can’t change at 13..
even look like
And yah..that’s a picture of my
And..contorted faces and all th@stuffF…
Butt back to Vogue..
walking on the wild!
Sometimes my wife has a little problem understanding
why i take so dam many pictures
myself..hmm..sHE’ll never understand..
yah..believe it or not..
She doesn’t even have to work out..
got a hell of an
And not a frigging ounce of fat..
anywhere on hEr body..except for butt..
and some other things…
And yah..that’s my Pet Tiger..
who rides in the
OK..well i’m even getting tired of looking at myself..
so chances are you 2..but yah..see..i wasn’t sure what ya…
wanted for Xmas..so i figured..a couple
photos of me might
But seriously what I say is BE BRAVE
DON’T BE AFRAID
LIKE FIREWORKS ON THE
FOR SIMPLY INDEPENDENCE..
to simply be
And..ya can..or and..if ya..wIll..
and by the way..not only is this what
Androgyny looks like..it is also
ya see..the hardest of my disabilities..
is an atypical form of Trigiminal Neuralgia..that is also
related to Cluster Headaches..also known as Sluder’s Headaches…
but anyway..all three are described as the worst pain known to mankind…
So..to escape the pain which no drug is effective for and
i refuse to take the chance of a numb face through nerve blocks…
must write and write and write and create..and create..
and really exercise intensely
possible to generate as many endorphins
possible..and OH MY GOD AFTER
60 MONTHS OF THIS THING THAT IS DESCRIBED
AS THE SUICIDE DISEASE..THE PAIN FINALLY LET UP
5 months or so ago..with the aid of some super great..$660 Jim
Maui Prescription Sunglasses for my approaching blind
near sighted eyes..
But OH MY
even though i have to wear them at night
i can finally comfortably use my right eye
and ear for the first dam time
in 5 years..and
oh my GOD
i can even listen to musicK
oh yeah..i really reALLy do ALL the DAM time
anyway.. here is a list of all the other challenging disorders..
and or conditions that i
have accommodated as disability
free and wild
nature …once again…
a little child!
Sjogren’s Syndrome..Dysautonomia..Vaso Vagal Presyncope..
Fibromyalgia..Congenitally Fused T6 Vertebrae..Congenitally smaller
right shoulder bone as related to Klippel Feil Syndrome..Stenosis
of Neural Canals in the spine..Severe Arthritis of the
spine..Autism Spectrum Disorder ( originally diagnosed with PDDNOS at age 48 instead of Asperger’s syndrome with an historic language development delay until age 4)..
Severe Anxiety..Depression..Mood Lability..Alexithymia..ADHD..
Congenitally Severe deviation of the Nasal Septum..and chronic inflammation
of related mucosa..where the ENT wondered how i could
even breathe through my nose..and nah they don’t
know if that could relieve some of the
facial pain with ENT surgery
or even make
Total Human Exhaustion otherwise known as General Adaptation
Syndrome…or more commonly known as a Nervous Breakdown..
Anehedonia..Hypogonadism..Moderate Carpal Tunnel Syndrome..
Severe Chronic Insomnia…
And yes..there are more.. but 19 or so is enough
to list..and these are really
the ones that
can be disabling…
But yah..some of the others ones..
can be kind of painful at times…
But seriously even
though I am
considered permanently disabled
by modern science..
i still feel really great..as long as i have the
freedom to exercise all my accommodations..
for the great ‘ole US OF A..that protects..the citizens..
to accommodate their disabilities..even in ways…
like walking in reverse in SuperWalmart..as my legs used
to go almost totally numb from all them back problems…
when I walked in forward..
If ya have back problems..ya might try it sometime..with
the approval of a physician..and in a safe and cautious…
But i just really want to inspire you whoever you may be..
that life is really great no matter what..
if you can find an accommodation..
for whatever may ail or
So God or Whatever..
And I guess I’ll play this song now..as this
woman’s voice and body language..
it makes me cry!
If there was a voice and a face of
and even musicK and video for
This would be It…i think….
Smiles is all I kNow