666 Months of LiGht

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Little did Luke know that the D
card for the Dark Force is then..
standing behind him the ‘entire time’..
Yeah.. i know.. i feel.. i am getting a little carried
away.. still.. with the Cultural meme of Star Wars..
since May 27th, 1977..
yes.. i looked that up on
Google.. and no i didn’t
remember the exact..
date other than
i am soon to
move into
high school
as a senior then..
but seriously.. science
fiction is truly no different
than bible prophecies..
dream time..
and all
entry
ways
into human archetypes..
AKA Cosmic Consciousness..
gifted to us in our DNA.. in a
Quantum Entanglement of
beauty of all we now see
and know and feel as now..
and beyond now of course..
wheRe our minds unify together..
to art the tapestry of allthatis..
sAMe toGeTheR WitH
God now we feel.. see..
and know.. so
to say the
FORCE IS
AWAKENING IS
MORE THAN JUST A MOVIE..
OR A PREDICTION OF A MAYAN
CALENDAR.. OR ALL THE OTHER
MYTHS THAT HOUSE TRUTHS
AND LIGHTS.. AS VEHICLES
AND VESSELS TO GET
TO US AS INDIVIDUAL
PARTS AS WHOLE..
TO ENLIGHTEN
US TO EXPERIENCE
MORE OF POTENTIAL
DIMENSIONS OF REALITY
NOW… iS YES.. AN
UNDERSTATEMENT
AT LEAST.. OF WHAT
THOSE OF US IN THE
SEE.. KnOW.. AND FEEL OF
THIS ARE
BORN
TO FEEL..
kNOW.. SEE..
AND RELATE THE
BEST WE CAN.. WRITE
NOW.. YES.. WriTe.. now..:)

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Smiles.. my friend Soheir..
a delicate flower
of honey blue
eyes of
green may
attract more
bees than vanilla
flower in dis
ease..
however in
God eYes
tHere
is no
grain
of sand
that holds
these flowers alive
that are more significant
than the other.. so as we
look at the earth closing in from
Space.. coming back from the moon
what will we see.. green.. blue.. or man
made structures increasingly erasing
the breath of life
here on planet
earth.. so no..
while intelligence of this
kind can and does bring us
comfort.. of a
temporal
way
of existence..
God’s creations
are for infinity and not
for God’s children to
destroy.. overall..
sure.. human will Love
to THINK HUMAN is God’s
favorite creation.. but no..
of course not..
as human
destroys
God’s creation..
like no other living
being has ever done
on this planet..
TO respect
God’s creation
is not to cover it up
and destroy it with manmade
stuff.. however to cover beautiful
skin and scalp from the harsh dry
elements of desert life.. is surely a
correct message from God too..
Florida means Easter or
feast of flowers..
my church means
Saint Flower
of Easter..
a place of
flourishing life where the
colorful evidence of God is
moist and hot.. but no.. a Hijab
brings more suffering than comfort
for a person who must work outside here..
in fact.. heat stroke can be the real result
as God even makes humans with bigger
heads like mine from Northern European
countries to retain heat..
it’s not just a matter
of how a person is
raised or how a person
is educated my friend..
it is also a matter of how a person
or creature is made by God.. the reason
and free will Gifted by God.. overall has
been more of a curse than gift as practiced
by human overall.. to the rest of God’s
creation on this Earth..
the only apocalypse that
human may see
is that of
human
being in the long
run of living out of balance
with the design of God that
is always balance.. my friend..
we can gain our messages from
God to live the best life for us iN
balance with God or we can ignore
God’s basic message
of survival
and die of heat
stroke
on a planet
of heat and humidity
in another place where
the Hijab is death instead
of protection in life.. now..
and that is where reason..
the reason of God.. innately..
instinctually.. and intuitively
gifted to us by God
goes deaf
my friend..
when we place
human messages
above the gift
of God
within..
who will always
give us the correct
answer.. with or without
education.. in a formal way..
for sure.. the education of culture
today.. is the sinner of the earth
out of balance
more than
Loving
balance
of God..
and if a person is not raised
with Love.. the evil
is more
likely
to come
in harming ways
of both human and the
rest of God’s creation free
or imprisoned
by words
that only
apply to
a distinct place
and time on earth
then.. there is a time
and place now where increasing
the population of humans means
the survival of the human species
but now is the time and place
where increasing
the population
of human
beings means
the potential
death of both
human and
many other species
of life on the planet of earth..
if we focus on the messages of
the past that are no longer applicable
as God’s evolving planet with
we changes..
we die..
and
that will
be God’s will
for us as well..
if we do not get a
corrected message from
God to change and go on..
so sure.. we can stay with old
ways or
we can
live..
and that too..
my friend is free
will of dark or light..
the test of common
sense as well.. that God
gifts those who are willing to
play fair with God’s rule of
change to test of challenge..
adaptation
and survival
for balance..
So what gives..
fear.. hate ..or sharing
Life.. in balance here to
the best interests of all
who live..
we must
remember if we
are going to survive
that we are no
greater
than
the grain
of sand that
holds our weight
of
life
that is
God as well..
in balance my friend..
And to be crystal clear..
Hijab’s are elegantly
beautiful and only
enhance the
beauty
of a woman
to me.. and in
fact i think my
wife will look
great in one..
and detract
nothing from
her beauty or spirituality
either and in fact she enjoys
serving me day and night..
and has no interest
in a career..
so she would
probably fit
in with the cultural
ways of Islam
just fine..
but no.. not me..
my friend.. as i am
too hot natured to be
covered up in any way..
but again.. God does make
us different my friend.. and
rules that God gives humans
are tailored to
each soul
differently
as well..
in both
spirit and
flesh in the way
God is the God
of diversity
and truly
never
the same
to the finer
details
of Living
Free now with Relative
Free Will and Love.. my friend..
There is no rule of God etched in
stone but God’s rules my friend
and those
are the
stone
without
human hands
as well.. my friend..
so sure.. Love
is written
in the
Stone
without
human hands
my friend.. and there is
a song for that with pyramids
of Human art.. that will surely
one day fall
to the
dust
of
grains of sand..
human may
not be here..
but God will
Live on as
always my friend..
Nothing is our own..
except for our Temple
of God.. that we either
cherish or kill
by our own
hands
of God or
ignorance my friend..
and it is often education..
both formal and informal
beyond our innate..
instinctual..
and intuitive
senses and feelings..
that is the progenitor
of ignorance
as human fear..
hate.. and
destruction
of each
other and
the rest of creation
on this planet as current gift of home..
Truly one word suffices and that
word is
BALANCE..
THE RULE OF
GOD WRITTEN
IN THE STONE.. MY FRIEND..
AS THE ELECTRONS SWIRL
IN BALANCE AROUND
THE NUCLEUS
EVENLY AND
FAIRLY
AS FRIENDS..:)

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http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/12/clothes-of-god-free-verse-nude-poetry.html

Smiles.. my friend.. SOHEIR
you did not upset me at all..
i just talk too much sometimes and use
words to inspire me even more..
i respect the way you practice
your religion and defend
it regularly here at
home.. as true there
are different factors at
play that not all folks consider..
When i say friend.. what that means
is Unconditional Love and what that means
friend is no matter how different your opinion
is from me.. in how we may have different
points of view.. there is no difference
of opinion that you can possibly
give to me.. that will
make me Love you
any less..
i have carried
on that philosophy and way
of feeling with people who have been
incredibly mean and unfair to me..
in fact.. the woman who almost
brought me to my death
in ways of stress at
work.. i refused to
even get mad at..
when at work..
but when
i lost my
soul..
that changed too..
then.. but that’s the part
that is most important to me.
and THAT IS both my soul and
your soul too as friend.. and the
best way to Love God is to Love
Unconditionally my friend..
and for me at least..
i would rather
hear all
of your
truth without
restraint.. but sure
that is up to you..
my friend.. now..
as i will continue
to speak my truth
under both relative
free will and Love my Friend..
And sure they say for writers it is
not good to say the same word too
many times.. but i am just a writer..
and do not
aim to
now be
a so-called
good writer..
so i will continue
to say friend many times
without
restraint..:)

Smiles
again.. My friend..
With wishes of pleasant dreams..
now..:)

1596

‘You’
know and or feel..
as much as i discuss religion or and
politics just for fun.. it’s amazing i have
any friends at all.. but sure there is a fine
art in religious and political discourse as well..
that sure.. could save a human way of planet living balance..
if enough people take up this art with Relative Free Will
Attuned to the Truth and Light of Wisdom and Love..
#nochallengetoosmallorlarge ..
now..:)

1669

A very interesting Thursday
Poetry Prompt online at dVerse
Poet’s Pub in the use of synesthesia
in poetry to metaphor the
senses.. feelings.. in novel
ways of
experiences
of life from
A to Z..
and once again..
i almost always do it..
in all the posts i write here..
but i will just let it go and flow
with the poetry links of inspiration
and maybe catch up to the 13 links
so far provided.. before the Rave Dance
of tonight
begins..
at Good Old
Seville Quarter..
anyway.. i write
until it’s time
to get
ready
and go go go.. NOW..
in a night of DANCE..
over and above.. and
below.. so above..
inside outside
and all around
the writing
of life..
in colors
of blue
and green
and yellow
and
red
and all
between hues
as well as all
shades of dark
and light emotions
that come as well
or hmm.. not so well..
in black.. white.. and grey..:)

*
Romance.. bleeding
red in connections
from skin
that cannot
repel.. shades
of pink.. then
brown.. then
pale
back to
friends
if ‘they’
are lucky
enough to stay..:)

*
Dancing blue
wiNds bRinging
joy now electriC
breeZe SinGs
WinGs
LoveS
GlorY
bEinG
JusT
BeinG
aLive
Free
Dance of me..:)

Pastel susurrations
Loves breath
gently
streaming
light of skin
comes alive
iN torrent
of
red
with.. again..:)

(:..footnote.. i had
to google
‘that’
word
too.. wInks..
Yeah.. sure.. some
words are poeTry
prompts unto
the
words..
as metaphors..;)

Well.. sMiLes.. my friend..
i have been to a place
of zero meaning
and purpose then
and now i arrive
at a place of
all meaning
and purpose..
and hell yes..
the second
place
is so
nice to
be for here
for now.. wheRe
it all means
a great
deal
to me..
who cares
who listens
as long
as there
is purpose
and meaning
in life.. poeTry
is in the
poET..
my friEnd..
Glenn..:)

SMiles..
UniVerse
sKin
scares
heLL
of soMe..
magic
to me
alWays
sTill
now..
i Love the Human..
Condition.. all else
pales iN
sHades..
bLack
and White..
to me..;)

Smiles..
i can’t say
there are any
colors in hell
or devils..
my friend..
but death
as life
is death
without
colors
of Life..
killing numb
killing numb
killing
colors
of Life…
i for one..
refuse to fade.. again..
no matter who does what…

*
First Love
smoke in sweater
warmth.. cold
days then..
warm love
comes iN
sweater soaked
with smoke
of young
woman’s
mother..
perhaps
little cuban
cigars.. but
none of
that
matteRed
then.. my friend..
Love was
the
smell of
smoke..
37 years
smells
sAMe smoke..:)

Movies.. often
sources of incredible
human nuanced
emotions.. music
alone can never
match
the fuller
human
art in theater
of life to me..
but sure it can
be a roller coster
difficult
to stay
on but
hard
to get off
as well with
heart engaged..:)

Smiles.. November
clouds are clouds
of past that
melt dreams
for me
until
Spring Sun
comes again..
somehow i erased
the clouds from the
sky.. decades practice..:)

Ugh.. I’m never moving
north but I’m always moving
and that is the secret of my
eraser of dark human clouds..
Adrianna.. Dance free Dance..
Just dance free.. now again..:)

i suppose i am 21 before
i smell my mother’s
perfume in church
again.. and then
for some reason
it finally comes
to me
how
much
Love
costs
to give..
decades later
with a child
of
mind..:)

Ah.. church.. a magic
place for me when
young.. where
confessionals
echo
choirs
of Angels
in ears of me..
i never find a
source for that..
or do i.. smiles..:)

Passions fleeting glimpse..
Romance flees in
greeting life..
friends..
best
friends last..
Romance flies..
to where it
always
goes..
or comes
again..
best
friends
last..:)

SMiLes.. my dreams taste
like RainBows.. even day
dreams of fragile
young boy..
shadow
of tallest
rainbow
folloWinG
me then..
dream
scapes
wIn..:)

Smiles..
a dream of
world where
everyone
writes
differently
simply ’cause
they can.. i’m
already there..
with smiles again..
’cause i can.. now..:)

All caught up now..
at 9:46 pm..
14 responses
to dVerse
and other
stuff..
in
1 hour
and
31 minutes..
back after.. the
dance of night..:)

And sure.. when Barbara
sings.. colors come..:)

Back at 12:12 pm
12042015..
with several
morning stops
at other writing
places before entering
into the domain
of dVerse Poet’s
Pub once
again.. with
eight more
links to
catch up
on for
now..:)

Lynn.. Lynn..
that reminds
me of Zen.. your
poem here more
than your nAMe
of course..now
and truly when
we become one
with the colors
of Nature
theRe iS
no escape
or separation
from the One
of God free as
Us.. my friEnd
Lynn.. in the
middle this
time instead
of
end..:)

*
Tree of sapLinG
heArt bRings
tRue liGht
TaLLest SoUls
SpiRit LEaves
BranChing
out
fOrever
NOW CHI
TAI ONE..:)

Quick Side note:
When i graduate college
with Triple Major
of Degrees
in Anthropology..
Social Sciences
Interdisciplinary..
and Health Science
as well..
Administrator
says.. Fred
what are
you going
to do with
all that knowledge..
i say.. i don’t know..
problem then with
Asperger’s syndrome
is i can input it all
but have no way to
fully get it out
in method
of writing
or verbal
expression..
and then God
creates the
computer
and
history
is here
now..of
me..
and nah.. i didn’t
stop learning after
College.. everyday is
another Encyclopedia
to me.. and
i just
let my
fingers
do the
walking
in digital
art of plastic
keys spread around
the world electronically
free..
i have the handwriting
of a 5 year old..
so nah..
without this
all theRe iS
iS
written
chicken scratch
or sanscrit
of
mud..;)
back to dVerse
now..;)

*
ColOr a child’s
mind.. not even
a rainBow
of cOlors
is enough
to fill inside..
flowing with
imagination..
no expectations
or limits free child
of i.. colors mYe Yes
Blue and Green.. now..
etc.. sTill.. living FREE..:)

Last
cat walk
wanDers
into tHe woods..
20 years of Life
Leaves fall
’round
cat…
Now
cat
beComes
Leaves Trees..
purrfection iN all
things
consideRinG
free mY friEnd..:)

Greys..
hUmans raiSinG
without emPathy
oF Love..
Colors
aRe Us..
sAdlYer
hard to
pAint
greys
among
us.. now
long sInce
canVas
lefT
blank..
BRushPAint..:)

So..
it seems
you are in
the feel
of
evolution
orange..
a place
of balance
when middle
oRange
is ripe
and
ready
to be reaped..:)

SNail tale
ends
telL
taiL
moon
wheRe sHell
lives in
hidDen
nAMes..;)

Oh..!
and hi!
Shawna..
nice of
you to
come
out and
play..
some of
us never ever
quite.. hehe..
no matter
WHAT..
COMES
heLL or
moonliT
gLow..;)

SMiLes.. i often wonder
as a child and far far
into the future as
a so-called man..
why all the animals
have it so easy..
and why i worry
so much
about
falling
falling
falling..
truly an innate
fear.. falling.. falling
falling.. along with loud
sounds.. i can turn it down..
but i am still falling falling
then.. finAlly.. i stand
up and find
i am
standing
standing
standing
ALL
just
standing ALL..
and now i am
a cat.. that
sheds hIS
fears
like
hAirs
or dust
of sKin of me.. Free..:)

1:07 pm
and all caught
up for now..
sAnd
dance
comes
now.. with
sun shining
tall and bright
as yellow orb
of honey
delight..
where gRAins
of sAnd me..
Sun become
one air
free..:)

Back at
11:13 pm
to do the
last two
available
at dVerse
for now.. smiles..:)

SMiLes of poeTry
to take a heARt
and SoUl flYing
in SpiRit
wheRever
iT goes..
and for me..
a ’72 snow storm
in Florida.. a twelve
year-old boy’s dreams
of girls and holding hands
to warm a frail heart and
body
to a
man of Love..
just holding Hands..
of Warm and True..:)

Starfish of Christ LiGht
swim feathered right
pass
outside
to inner
core above
so below
all around
reality
comes
again.. LiGht is Real..:)

Last late poetic
link at dVerse..
to answer
too..
11:06 pm..;)

i suppose.. for our distant ancestors
living in snow.. then
Christmas everynow
iS just a hug
and
wArm..
and perhaps
a fire for food..
as liGht for
dance
of night…
oh..
a simple
Christmas
spells H
U G S..:)

3028

Rafiah.. Human history is full of tribal instinct
and fear of the different.. Some people are
offended that I dance..
and they are not happy.. Period..

I am happy so that is their problem and not mine..
Since the Hijab makes you content and or spiritually happy
same as dance does with me in worship of the God of Nature..
That is their problem and one that you may be able to ignore..

Since we cannot control the tribal instinct that in human fears
different customs.. And is the innate psychology behind this..
Until humans view the entire species as one tribe..
This will always be an issue to ignore unless
someone blows you up and that is
applicable to both sides of the
pond as history continues to prove….

On the other hand some folks are
under the misconception that Muslims are
all forced to do this.. And that is just a matter
of cultural education.. And that takes time for
awareness of change to become the reality now..
It’s much more complicated than that but some people
are offended by long winded stuffZz.. And I don’t mean you.. Smiles..;)

#humanswithattentionspanofgoldfish .. And seriously studies prove this
out on modern humans on average.. A new culturally produced
human goldfish disorder..
That’s really sad…

Sadly.. Folks continue to fear different..
Sadder still that is often their eventual loss instead of win..
There is both art and science FTW.. behind Unconditional
Tough and Passionate Love that tolerates and
accepts human differences..smile emoticon

And sure.. i often write about
the condition of human
bullying with a link
here from
last year
and this
time too..:)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/12/03/ode-to-my-bullies/

3301

SMiLes.. with Hello Himali..
the world can certainly not
get enough of super heroes
or friends who are named
as brothers and sisters..
and truly to celebrate
these heroes
is to
reinforce
their presence..
as we will never be
able to rely on
mythical
heroes
to
get
the job
truly
done
of living
successfully in peace
of mind and body balance
with thanks for
the blessing
of our Lives
as
iS N0W
my friend..
and sure.. super
hero too.. as well
as sister..
life is too
short to
fear
anything
my
friend..
Himali.. and when
that state of mind and
body in balance is gained
as reality that now becomes
forever..
now..
as
Bliss..
Nirvana..
etc…:)

SMiLeS.. agaIn Himali.. with HELlo..
theRe are two kinds of dreams..
dreams to repair stress..
and dreams to create..
and the dreams
to create are
Lucid waking
kind now that
have no limits
or expectations
except for
a new
way of
thinking
and feeling..
and expresSinG
that is Art of human
communication
with creation
activity
and the
end
product
as Art SpiRit
sharing and living
Art comes now
As
US
AS fuller
SoUls in
miNd and
BoDy Balance
with
heArt..:)

i feel.. the same
from you my Angel friend..
smile emoticon

3508

Oh.. my celebration of
“666 Months of LiGht”..
publishing after midnight
in wee Birthday hours
of 12062015.. ‘now’..
also my Grandfather
Leo.. the X-Catholic
Priest and
storied
evangelist
as philosopher
too.. born
this date
in 1895..
120 years
from then
now is..

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/03/19/666-months-of-dance/

And sure i also celebrate
666 Months of Dance
from conception too..
on Solar Eclipse Day
of March 20th..
in 2014..
per my original
due date of
6201960..
shortened
by a doctor’s
vacation that brings
me to the light of born..
2 weeks early on 6660..
my birthday of
calendar day..
Only meaningful
to me.. as the
numbers do
match up..
in synchronicities
ways of doing stuff
all life now..
as well or
not so
well..
It is what it is..
and the more purpose
and meaning i find in life..
the broader my horizons
in mindful
awareness
i for one.. grow..
so everyday is a
feast day and celebration
for me.. along with all the
celebration photos that
do come with this..
and more on
that later..
as my
666th month
of Light approaches
on Sunday soon coming..

And oh the sixes do follow
me from Nautilus shape
of 6 in three
college degrees..
in 1983.. where
mother.. my sister..
and i all graduate
from UWF the home
of the Nautilus
as humble building
mascot.. in mansions
more stately to come..
but in my case a never
ending word mansion
that never
ceases to
exist and
expand for
now..
and a rather
disoriented young
man lost in disconnection
of mind and body balance..
a Nautilus machine
invented by
Arthur Jones
then.. finally
releasing some
tension..
and paths
forward to
become
stronger
and eventUAlly
balanCinG now.. so
anyway.. for last two
days.. i fall in a deep
trance sleep from
5 to 6 o’clock pm..
and the song
Pieces of
Eight
by
Styx..
a song
i play on
Piano for years
of youth.. haunts
me then and becomes
the truth of my light
now as
Life
in 666 months
of incredible dark
days and light days..
all worth it.. as the
gift of life in all
its light
and dark
is just
that.. a gift
no more or no
less than what
it is now..
sometimes
dark..
sometimes
light.. but
feeling
anything
is better
than nothing
and in the beginning
God wants to feel..so
God feels through
us.. too.. as any
parent does
who Loves
their children
created from
seed..
big bang
or otherwise..
the point is now..:)

3905

Hi Glenn.. thanks so much for dropping
by with words of wisdom and
encouragement
that you
always
bRing to my little
area of the Internet
landscape here..
truth is the
taste of
wisdom
that is the honey
light of Sun in me..
as the birds
and
bees
SinG free
sonG.. of
flying to
no ends of
earths below..
above.. and
beyond..
just fly
on ground
or Air.. without
restraint.. that lives
in us when free is free.. poeTry iS uS..:)

3985

Hello Shawna.. the human on-
line in the flesh is always
a welcome being
to me..
and to me..
that is the pArt of
the poeTry world online
that is sadly
missing
most..
hmm.. a world
of no faces.. is the
twilight zone beyond
imagination
in the
60’s for
sure.. the death
of Bowling Alleys..
and other arenas of
socializing flesh and blood
in third places outside of
home and church
to meet new
people in
the flesh is
certainly waning..
more and more as we
speak.. and if it was not
for Facebook.. the world
might already
be almost
extinct in
ways of
at least
2-D flesh
connections
of face and family
and friends as well..
So in terms of endearment
and affection the photo
of your sweet
child and
you in
embrace is
worth all the
PoeTry in
a UniVerse
of
Human..
but sure..
some folks
are word folks
over image folks..
but i will remember
a face
for a thousand
years.. and
never learn
a name..
as long
as the
face never
leaves.. and sure..
i have close to a photo-
graphic memory.. so literally
multi-hundreds-thousands of
faces live with me.. for all the
seemingly eons of life
both in the flesh
and vicarious
in all the
input that
makes life
real now..
and
vicarious
virtual too…
Good wishes..
and smiles.. with
human hugs.. my friend..
And hell yes.. amplified to
the Big Bang degree.. the true
sign of intelligence is not knowledge
but imagination.. where Standard IQ
fails most
everYtiMe..
for the
drop-ins
of
Genius..
like Einstein too..
and hmm.. if you
turn 38 in precisely
one week.. that gives
you my mother’s birthday
on December 10th..
hmm..
just hmm..
yeah.. i like
the stars too..
that is one cool
rug.. to quote the
‘Big Lewboski’ that
astrology rug really
holds
the
room
together..
and glad to know..
i’m not the only one
who uses a bedroom
for wallpaper..
too..;)

4308

Hi Shawna.. so nice to see you
in this part of LA
Lower Alabama..
Panhandle
white beaches..
of Florida.. the
Flowery Easter
place of
Spanish
Conquerers close
to Pensacola.. originally
the Indian name for the
Hair People.. and
in my case
it migrates
to the rest of
my body with
yes.. Indian
Lore and Love
hehe.. where
else can i go
with all of this..
anywhere and that is the
greaTesT thing about imagination
it is no test at all.. just flowing letting
it all go.. wherever the means is the
ends are all the same as journey and
endless
paths every which way
and loose baby..
with those
core muscles
set free and all
pain and tension
gone
in a dance of life
with sure ear buds..
as wife Katrina will not let
the music go over 20 decibels
or so of whispers in the dark..
bright lights not allowed
either.. in a home
full
of peace
and quiet
Katrina style..
but sure the ear
buds come in handy
and rock and rolls me
fine.. in mind of mine..
and body
too.. yeah
baby..
in balance
Like a UniVerse
on Fiery Center
of
Bliss..
see ya
later.. Alabama
Girl.. and no i haven’t
watched a college game.. now
in forever.. but the SeMinOle
SEAsON iS sTill on tHe DvR..;)

Ha! I’ll probably get a glimpse of the game
at the mall.. Yeah.. roll tidez..Ynot..;)

Smiles.. I’ll do it.. At least once..;)

4549

Katie Mia says.. Natural lives..
Katrina never wears makeup either..
Skin can breathe better I guess..wink emoticon

Himali says.. Same here ! Beauty lies in simplicity smile emoticon

Katie Mia says.. Smiles.. Yes.. And Katrina says I take more time
to get ready.. And true I am a slow bloomer.. But yes.. all natural
here too.. As I will in honor of age wear grey hair..
As well..smile emoticon!
Oh yeah..
And that
shiny spot
on the top of
my head that connects
me to Halo..wink emoticon
And continuAlly I must add..
I will always now wear the
sun free on all of my gifts
from God..smile emoticon

Katrina and i
get married on the River..
zero cost.. and just a
handful of friends..
but it was real.. and
still is.. after 26 years..
that’s what counts
in marriage.. the long
run of it.. smiles.. not a hugely
expensive wedding.. and a marriage
that is based on stuff instead of feelings..
that lasts a year or so.. i’ve seen that happen
too many times.. marriage based on
commercialism instead
of real..smile emoticon

Smiles.. Himali..
yes.. if for Christmas
always now the
focus can be
on food..
shelter..
family..
strangers
as friends
and neighbors
instead of
no
ones..
the World
will be on course
as one tribe..
instead of
splinters
iN
fLesh
tHorns
without
Roses..
Love
Comes
First..
Love iS
tHe X
mixxing as
Christmas..
ONeNow.. now
Marks X.. wiLL
Come Back..:)
OBTW i wore
my Grinch Shirt
today..
and that
iS fun too..
Dancing Grinch
aLL over town..;)

WeLL.. all thIs is fun.. and tIMe to blogpostit now..
in “666 Months of LiGht”.. now that the wee
hour of Midnight is
coming soon.. for
December 6th..
and after
that more fun photos
coming to finish
it out..
and then
copy and paste
to my blogger blogs
too.. faster with
Slower Computers..
and Broad Band
connectivity
most definitely
yes.. as dreams are
imagination
and
imaGiNation
iS dream
as ReAL..:)

Oh.. the Grinch.. perhaps the best cartoon..
to get across the always now
True message of Christmas..
Love.. Just Love.. before..
during and aftermas..;)

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Hi.. my friend Soheir.. and it is indeed a bright.. cool..
And beautiful SUNday morning that is additionally my 666th
month of birthday.. in the land of Flowers that is Florida.. yes..
that Birthday all humans who reach my age of 55 and a half years..
share.. perhaps i am the only one who celebrates this day..
but not many folks have a birthday connection of the Sixth
day of the Sixth month of the Sixth decade to clue them in…
haha.. with more smiles…

But indeed.. i am a pattern and visual thinker as well as
number thinker over word thinker.. and again..
no verbal speech for me until after age 4..
so my method of viewing the world is in
deed different than most..
and that is playing now
in my unique expression of writing too..
that is uncommon.. at least for someone from
my little backwards town on the river.. a place of
Southern drawl.. with little eloquence of poetry in words..

However.. there are always exceptions.. and my Great Aunt Jettie..
her father.. my Great Grandfather.. a self taught and bar passed
lawyer.. spoke in prose and sing song way.. a joy to listen
to for hours as she relates stories of her days..
before complex culture and
electronic entertainment..
where the only communication devices
in a living room is couch and chairs..

So smiles.. welcome to my living room friend..
one from the future now.. where we don’t have
flesh and blood humans.. but we have photographs from life..
and videos that express the culture passing.. and at hand as well..

To worship God is to find poetry.. dance.. and song in all of Nature..
and the flowers you bRinG to me.. mean a lot to me friend..
as to worship God’s creation in balance as simple Love..
or in poetry.. song.. and or dance..
in ways that all naturally come is a
pitcher and glass jar of Violet.. White..
Red.. and Green Flowers that can last
potentiAlly forever as long as human
beings and servers live online…

A place where first-hand accounts
of life as people see it and feel it..
come directly from mouth of spiRit
HeArt and SoUl.. and stays that way
relatively forever.. with no one
tampering with original words..

So what if i tale you
the Spirit of Archangel Gabriel..
Michael.. Rafael.. and Uriel and
hmm.. and Lucifer..
are all speaking through
my fingers write now..

Will you believe me.. sMiLes..
that’s okay you will not have to.. ’cause..
i am not a name person.. i am A HeArt.. SpiRit..
and SoUl.. person.. with no limits or expectations
other than what God gives me.. i claim not to know
or feel.. the full beings of either Angels or God..
in what one might metaphor as mind..

But of course God is much more
than human mind alone… and infinite
and likely beyond that .. in human terms..
as human terms are metaphors of reality
and never the essence of reality alone..

But WE try my friend..
we move into a state of mind of
trance not unlike Muhammad..
we take our solitary nows..
be it in a desert like
Moses or Jesus.. a tree like Buddha..
or an unlimited number of other areas of solitude..
and this Beta to Theta wave mind of lucid dreaming
in waking comes.. often early in the morning..
after dreams of sleep end and
dreams of morning begin..

So true it is a happy morning..
and you are indeed a gift to me friend..
great and sAMe as any flower on earth..
And although i cannot see you.. touch you..
smell you.. taste you.. i heArt you friend..
with SpiRit of SoUl.. not Much different
than Muhammad receives signs from
what he names as Archangel Gabriel..
in the sands and stones of Cave then..
i have your metaphor of name SOHEIR
in writing.. as that relates to your being now..
and can see that your last name is very much
like my last name in spelling.. give or take a
couple of letters.. now at this present time
from the address bar of your website..

But none of those symbols matter..
i can feel your soUl.. spiRit..
and heaRt just
through the sign
now that is surely
A picture of flowers
you give me when you
come here each time..
so perhaps God sends you
to help me.. and there is no
perhaps about that to me at all..
there is nothing random about life..
anymore than in a movie my friend..
With God as the director.. and producer
and we as the willing actors or Not of
God’s show that we either watch from
a distance or participate in more
directly and the
best worship
of God is
to play
with
God willingLY submitting
now as floweRinG actors
of God’s Play.. So my
friend we are in this movie
of Life together.. and theRe
is no place
like
home
of God’s movie
togethEr WitH
LOVE NOW..
no matter distance
or space.. there are no
limits or expectations to
eYes of
God but
now my friend
in submission to
what is.. and gratitude
for the gift of what
iS from
GOD
now..
So i will end with a Good
Evening to you in Egypt..
but i will also always
begin
in the present
of God
that is
the
Gift
of now..
as well.. a flower
that always exists
with no beginning
or end
my
friend..

My plan was to publish
last night before
sleep but
God sends
me to bed to
wait for the gift
of flowers from
you first
and last
my friend
in time of now
in God’s play of Love..:)

And now off to publish..
with more fun celebration
photos coming from today’s
Christmas
Party
at
church..
later.. after
that ends
and begins..;)

5886

Flower of God
comes in many
BEAUTIFUL
forms my
friend
but the
essence
is alWays
A FloWer
my friend
SOHEIR
RIVER
OF
GOD
MOVES
ON NOW
ALWAYS
MOVING
NEVER
ending..
story
NOW..:)

5898

SMiLes.. most dogs
already live in Heaven..
Often difficult for humans to
see this as they are blinded by
STUFF..
Only a heartless person.. would
suggest dogs don’t go TO HEAVEN..
And highly unlikely those folks live theRe now..
Love is what counts.. all else is empty words…
less
or
more..
Love is Heaven..
Love is God..
end and
beginning
of story..
God is
a Dog’s smile.. NOW..
and sure.. more.. LOVE..
I’M NO Catholic but i go never
miss a Sunday there as they
never send dogs away
from heaven.. NOW..
per Saint Francis
of Assisi.. they
still believe
at least..
in the
real magic
of God’s Love
Gifted to Humans
and Dogs alike when
practiced as such.. Dogs..
most often are holier than
humans in ways of Love..
as of course..
WE at least..
know and
FEEL..
IN FACT..
PER SCIENCE
OF REAL WILD
WOLVES.. THIS
IS APPLICABLE TOO.
Anyway.. off to Love with
God and Dogs at Church..
Now.. Nice Niece Candy..;)

6063

So.. anyWay.. it appears
theRe’s more to come
after Holy Christmas
Party day..
at Catholic
Church..
as more
comes now..
and Church
comes first
as nows run
out to
publish
for now..
so sure..
be back later
tonight with those
photos and who knows
at least more words now
in photos to publish then..;)

6117

OKaay..
typical
husband
and wife selfie
and the Church
Christmas
Party..
next please..

My Old Tennis Partner from high school..
and hey it almost looks like i have TENNIS SHORTS
on as they were always white too.. yes Monsignor Mike
from the Catholic Church… also a top of the top 10 class dude..
in the nerdy Beta Club too with me.. and yes.. i was number 11..
out of a class of 381.. hmm.. the number 11 and 6 have been
following me around.. most of my life.. it seems..

And things are going to get
more interesting up theRe.. per the next two
Facebook profile photo status thingies.. wink emoticon…

And yes.. here’s proof that 6 and 11 follows me around everywhere i go..
even the grocery store..hehe.. and note the T-shirts of the last two photos..
that says “i TRIPLE DOG DARE YOU”.. STRAIGHT out of the movie “A Christmas Story”..
that seems like it’s been playing forever every Christmas Day as long as i can remember..
where theRe is dare to stick a tongue out on a frozen pole.. to see if the tongue stays
attached.. hmm… keep that in mind.. for ‘the next photo’.. if you will…wink emoticon

Well.. i would say the Devil… Lucifer.. another Fallen Angel.. whomever..
triple dared me to do this.. but no.. like Abe says.. i cannot tale a lie..
a metaphor.. yes.. but black and white lie no.. so.. yes.. wife Katrina
makes me stick my tongue out like this often.. and she says it makes
her happy.. and what more can i say.. it is her call..
not mine.. of course.. i do whatever it is she
likes me to do.. on command of course..
with Yes.. Dear.. whatever
pleases you..
is what you
will get..

Anyway..
life is fun..
life is briGht..
and life is liGht for those who live as Love..
and finAlly my “666 Months of LiGht” Blog post
will be coming to a theater named Facebook..
before the midnight hour comes and
changes into the 7th instead
of 666 Months from my Birthdate
on the sixth day of the sixth month of the
sixth decade of last Century.. and also my
X-Catholic Priest.. Grandfather Leo’s 120th Birthday per..
December 6th 1895.. oh numbers.. patterns.. and synchronicities
are favorites of mind.. and no.. i did not play in the Band
named KISS.. but with that said.. here is a little KISS
to go along with ‘this photo’.. per Triple Dog Dare ya..
with sMiLes.. again!…wink emoticon

And Trust me.. you have no idea how
HARD IT WAS to put all those holes
in that tree.. without getting
my tongue stuck in them..

now..;)

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22 Responses to 666 Months of LiGht

  1. Prajakta says:

    These photographs are actually alive 🙂

    • Hi Prajakta.. so glad to see you back from
      your engagement vacation
      in the States..
      back in
      India for you..
      and so happy that
      you see my photos as
      alive.. as i do more than
      point and shoot.. i live
      and point and
      shoot..
      sMiles..and
      before.. when
      i lose effective use
      of my eyesight and
      hearing for 66 months..
      as well as almost
      all emotions
      to connect
      to other
      human
      beings..
      through the
      truly unbelievable
      constant waking
      pain of Type
      Two Trigeminal
      Neuralgia.. and
      18 or so.. other
      stress
      associated
      medical disorders
      that magically go
      away when i
      completely
      recover from
      the stress and
      become human again..
      iS the value of being aLive..
      just simply ALiVe.. treaSuRinG
      THat expressing iT all and sharing IT..
      as when i live in the deadzone then.. now
      i see a group of furry monkeys hugging
      each other in a zoo.. afraid of human
      culture.. i see my cat curled up
      in comfort on a bed
      like the golden
      spiral of
      the Milky
      Way too..
      and i realize
      God is REAL..
      God is ALL OF NATURE
      GIFTED IN ME TOTALLY
      INNATELY.. INSTINCTUALLY
      AND INTUITIVELY REAL..
      THAT I LOSE ALL NOW
      THEN.. i GET IT back then NOW
      ALL.. baby.. i live iT ALL now
      i share it ALL.. and no one is
      gonna.. make this ‘Godzilla’
      extinct
      again..
      as Nature
      rules as
      God is
      Nature My Friend..
      and i no longer listen
      to the lies of any human
      being.. culture.. or religion
      that would take my gift of
      human being
      away again..
      so sure..
      MY PHOTOS ARE
      ALIVE AND SO AM I..
      TG FOR THE GOD OF NATURE
      THAT LIVES IN ME.. AND BRINGS
      IT ALL BACK TO ME..
      WHEN I SIMPLY
      LISTEN WITHIN
      AND GET
      HEALED
      ALIVE AGAIN
      LIKE A PHOENIX RISING
      FROM THE BLACK
      ASHES OF CULTURE
      RELIGION AND
      MANY
      OTHER
      HUMAN
      LIES..
      TRUTH IS LIFE
      NOW.. TRUTH IS LIVING..
      WISDOM OF TRUTH
      AND LIGHT
      OF LOVE
      HAS ALWAYS
      LIVED WITHIN
      AS GIFT..
      AND I WILL
      PROTECT THAT
      SAME AS MY LIFE NOW..
      WITH NO HOLDS BARRED..
      OF
      BEING
      HUMAN..
      IN TRUTH
      AND LIGHT AS LOVE
      AS LIFE.. MY FRIEND..:)

  2. From Rafiah’s
    Facebook page..

    i say..

    i listened to ‘this’..
    and it makes me glad of two things..
    one that i no longer take chemistry and leave it behind in high school..
    but it is definitely worthwhile taking some classes in Chemistry then..
    to show how stuff in the world is put together.. really beautiful
    hexagonal six sided structures and all of that..
    yes.. beauty in ALL THAT IS NOW..:)

    And two.. i’m glad i
    never had an instructor who sounds
    like one of those traditional sitar/tabla.. monotone sounding songs..
    absolutely no PROSOCIAL emotions in that voice.. and this is
    the problem with attracting new students to science..
    teachers that don’t sound human..

    #humanequalsemotionsexpressinginvoice

    And sure..
    friend Rafiah.. when i speak with human
    i sound like a harp.. but sure when i speak like ‘this’..
    i am a robot too.. and humans silently roll their eyes back at me..
    so sing song is better than robot.. in what is human.. smiles..
    for now at least.. for me.. with human song..

    Anyway.. i’ll continue praying for you..
    that you make IT through all of this..
    alive..
    and continuing
    to be a kind
    and feeling
    human being..
    listening to robotic..
    scientists screaming
    instructions at you in
    traditional sitar/tabla
    vocal chord-like
    music..
    yeah..
    finger nails
    on a chalkboard..
    sound more inviting
    to me.. but i am
    strange.. any
    WAY..
    too..;)

    And sure i was really good at Chemistry..
    straight A’s and all of that in all maths and sciences..
    but there was a voice inside.. namely my heArt.. SpiRit..
    and soUl.. saying get away as fast as you can.. before you lose uS..

    i suppose some people are not as fragile as i am in losing that..
    but i knew THAT for me.. WAS/IS the path to NO heart.. spirit..
    and soul.. innately.. instinctually.. and intuitively.. and sure enough..
    the computer comes.. and that world of mechanical cognition
    at work and home.. surely.. and eventually takes
    my heart.. spirit.. and soul.. away..
    in living in mechanical cognition..
    away from
    my human being..

    And NOW poetry..
    dance.. and song bring it back..
    Thanks Allah.. thanks now.. human again..:)

    But in those days.. even in engineering classes
    literal warning signs are posted in classes to remind
    people to get out and connect to other human beings..
    to not forget they are human.. sadly those signs no longer hang..
    and as a result of that science shows that adult college students..
    have lost approximately 30 percent
    of empirical measures of
    empathy in the last
    several decades..

    Credit the world of computers directly to that my friend..
    there is also a science of human being.. God and all of that is..
    and surely use it or lose it applies in all stuff human.. so it’s time
    for a new revised bible.. as the cultures of old no longer apply
    to what steals the human heart.. spirit and soul my friend..
    now in our modern cultures.. globAlly…

    i see it often.. but sadly many folks will have to
    learn this lesson the hard way.. either in the nick of time..
    to save their human being.. or too late in lost my friend..

    A heart.. a spirit.. and THE soul.. is a much more valuable
    thing to lose.. than standard IQ points.. or grade point average..
    but sure again.. a lesson to be learned as truth and wisdom
    in the experience of life.. as Love and LiGht..

    So sure.. i use odd methods to get folks attention on this..
    but i my friend have been to real hell.. and there is more to this now..
    than meets the human eye.. in books of wisdom of the past..
    as this culture we live in.. is a brand new experiment
    that did not exist at all thousands of years ago..

    Lesson learned
    for me.. at least..
    the BEST LESSONS OF
    BEING HUMAN MY FRIEND..
    AND SURE STAYING THAT WAY..
    as mechanical cognition
    ways of being can..
    will.. and do take
    ALL that away..:)

    You’ve probably never watched the Terminator..
    or Matrix series of movie.. but these movies..
    present new metaphors of bible
    of human being..
    warning..
    the Matrix is
    real.. the Machine
    culture is real.. you
    can take the red pill
    or the blue pill in Movie
    Metaphor for that or you
    can live a balance of the
    two.. as Green
    Pill of GOD
    ALLAHONE..
    where the architect
    and the oracle
    of human being
    become one
    or Neo
    my friend
    like me..
    Christ
    consciousness..
    Kundalini Rising..
    One with Allah..
    the Great Spirit..
    endless metaphors
    for the essence.. now
    of Truth and Light..
    the sages of the
    ages get it..
    but no..
    they never
    have to endure..
    the new human
    experiment of
    machine mind
    culture now..
    So i am
    Neo..
    too..
    and the
    choice is
    yours my friend
    as always.. now..:)

    Rafiah says..

    I dont remember having straight A’s in my life ever. tongue emoticon
    And I have watched terminator and matrix series. tongue emoticon
    You dont underestimate my powers. tongue emoticon

    i say..

    So.. show me more of your powers.. Rafiah..
    i will be waiting.. and sure i will be back..
    to see them.. and straight A’s is not
    not all what it is cracked up to
    be as many straight
    A students
    eventually
    get
    cracked
    up.. and
    no it’s
    not funny
    when human breaks..
    But okay… when Humpty
    Dumpty Egg Heads get
    put back together again..
    And honestly now that
    you tale me you don’t
    ever make straight
    A’s.. i will worry
    less about
    your college
    ways of being..
    as smart
    can truly
    be dumb..
    and obviously
    you have common
    sense.. the real smart
    by the time life ends..
    and begins.. my REAL smart friend.. Rafiah..:)

  3. Sidenote here.. before i go on..
    with the dVerse Monthly
    ONLINE POET’S PUB
    Monday prompt
    for creative
    Haibun..
    where i for
    one go MY
    OWN WAY
    with
    my own
    style
    of Fredbun..
    hehe.. but anyway..
    the Matrix Movie analogy
    along with Arnold in the
    Terminator movies.. and
    even the Book of Eli
    Movie with Denzel..
    Washington.. all
    feature leading
    men.. with
    Sunglasses
    like me.. which
    are not a Superhero
    fashion statement but
    a lifelong necessity of
    a victim of
    Trigeminal
    Neuralgia..
    as my Six
    Hundred and
    Sixty Six dollar
    or so.. expenSinG
    Maui Jim.. Shades
    with patented tint
    technology relax
    my ocular nerve in
    a special and fruitive
    way just enough to allow
    me to use my eyes freely in
    near and far sighted ways of being..
    Did i say magic happens to me
    all the time to cure my
    ills now.. well it does
    believe it or not
    Ripley all is possible
    with the ALL NATURAL
    REAL NEO POWER OF GOD
    GIFTED TO US SIMPLY NOW
    ALWAYS NOW FOR THOSE OF
    US WHO SEEK IT.. FIND IT.. AND
    PRACTICE IT NOW.. IN ALL NATURAL
    WAYS OF MIND AND BODY BALANCE
    IN THE ART OF MOVING HUMAN
    BODIES AT CORE BALANCE
    OF HUMAN
    BEING..
    REGULATING
    EMOTIONS..
    INTEGRATING
    SENSES..
    INCREASING
    FOCUS IN
    WAYS OF
    COGNITIVE
    EXECUTIVE
    FUNCTIONING
    AND SHORT TERM
    MEMORY AS WELL..
    AND NEXT THING YA
    KNOW YA ARE NEO DOING
    IT ALL REAL WITH IMAGiNaTiOn
    and creativity WHOLEY new in
    REAL HOLY WAYS
    OF BEING
    NOW
    JUST
    NOW
    ALL NATURAL
    ALL FREE WE CAN
    ALL BE NEO IF WE FIND
    IT TRY IT USE IT AND PRACTICE
    THE HIGHER ALL NATURAL POWER OF
    GOD GIFTED IN US IN OUR DNA NOW..
    AGAIN.. unpacking epigenetic potential..
    JUST NOW.. IN THE
    REAL KINGDOM OF HEAVEN
    EXISTING IN WISDOM AND
    LOVE OF TRUTH
    AND LIGHT
    IN BEING
    HUMAN
    NOW
    ONCE AGAIN
    JUST NOW..
    so.. when i first start dancing
    at Old Seville Quarter with all my
    Neo-like Ballet and Martial arts
    mixed all innate.. instinctual..
    and intuitive ways of moving..
    there is a Twitter headliner
    on the big screens
    playing music videos
    around the room allowing
    anyone to post twitter
    feeds there..
    and i become
    the topic of conversation
    ‘tween ‘this guy is on ‘Molly’..
    ‘this guy thinks he is Neo’..
    or ‘crap when the
    topic of discussion
    at Old Seville
    Quarter is an
    old dude
    in shades’
    too.. hehe..
    and then there
    are some so-called
    boys who think they
    are men who try to challenge
    my newly obtained alpha male
    status.. so i show
    ’em some of my
    more enhanced
    harder
    martial
    arts skills
    and they scurry
    away like little
    mice away
    from real
    men..
    who have
    no fear like me..
    as i am in balance..
    i have the power of ‘Chi’
    in me.. and just my hand grip
    is truly that of steel.. and yeah..
    sure now there is that video of
    me leg pressing 930LBS on
    parallel leg press machine
    14 times earlier.. 25
    times now..
    like no other
    male at any age
    on YouTube..
    with arms
    raised up
    surely and slowly
    like a ballerina
    pumping iron
    at extreme..
    for just
    a little
    notion
    of what my
    martial arts
    kicks can do in
    TRUE EFFECT
    WHEN MY FEET
    CONTACT
    FLESH..
    HMM..
    but i
    practice
    with steel
    as i care
    not to
    hurt
    humans
    or kicking
    bags made
    of less than
    steel..
    i haven’t
    linked that here
    lately.. so here it is..
    just in case anyone
    falsely thinks i say
    anything black
    and white
    that is
    a
    lie..;)

    And sure..
    people have often
    confused my grace
    and kindness for weakness
    but sure i have some other links
    ‘here’.. that show a little more of what
    i am capable of as an all naked warrior too..
    so yeah.. i am a scientist.. not just a poet..
    or oracle.. there is an architect in
    me that will surely prove
    in evidence of
    what i am
    saying
    here too..
    per the limits of the
    tools at hand of measure
    beyond the scientific method
    that is so sluggish to this
    point now.. to
    measure the
    all natural higher
    power of the real
    all natural magic
    of the human emotions
    of faith.. hope.. along with
    namely belief as higher powers
    gifted to us.. who enhance these
    emotions all naturally and use them
    to the benefit of Truth and Light in
    Wisdom and
    Love to
    help all
    others
    too..
    as humans
    are truly evolved
    to do when set free
    naked and wild as God
    will have us be
    in kind
    and courage
    of human being now..
    So yeah.. sure.. back later
    with some poetry too..
    time for sand
    dance now
    once
    again..
    as the sun
    is waiting
    and i am a willing
    dance for the Sun and
    Sand of Earth as well..
    as wild
    and free
    in Truth
    and Light
    Now JUST NOW..:)

  4. From Friend Greg’s Facebook Page..

    Amen.. the heart is more than a muscle.. use it or lose.. as in all stuff nature and life applies to human heart as well.. in ways of feeling now.. moreover the science of yesterday or future.. now can be happiness always.. when one gains the other emotional intelligence.. the most important kind for long term success inside as well as outside.. smiles..

    So i train my heart.. like an Olympic sport.. and sure that requires more than sitting still meditation for me.. i must move to meditate.. as ADHD does not work well for sitting still under any circumstances for me.. but as science shows.. approximately 20% of all of the animal kingdom are born Sitters vs.. Rovers.. so sure too.. Super Rover is me too.. with wInks Greg..;)

  5. Katrina says..
    caution boots..
    WARNING BOOTS!.;)

    KATRINA says.. i look dam good in those boots (NOT ME)..;)
    So here.. traditional husband and wife.. selfie.. Facebook..
    Profile.. status photo thingy.. at the
    Church Christmas festival..
    grounds.. but i’ll
    play that song
    one more time..
    ’cause i ain’t..
    been
    ‘right’
    yet..wink emoticon

  6. Hmm.. miXed mesSages..
    but back to
    dVerse Poet’s
    Pub.. now.. wHere
    theRe are some
    photos and
    now some
    inspiring
    to get
    done..
    and what comes
    next.. will be mY
    MESSage then..;)

    *
    A world wHere toy boats
    become imaginary
    sails for
    waters
    once transVerSinG
    adult and child
    alike.. Ferry’s
    to Islands
    only way
    off and on..
    wheRe young men
    become hands on deck
    instead of watching
    toy boats
    come
    and go…

    Hands Deck
    plus 52
    Cards ACE

    Hands
    solo iN Star
    Wars lonely..:)

    Yeah.. i break the
    prompt rules now
    and do 2 Haikus
    instead of
    one..
    and sure
    it was okay
    to break the
    rules before.. unless
    i stray one tiny
    bit
    it
    is
    not
    okay
    for me..
    As i do more
    than less.. as that
    is just the way i am
    born as is.. now..
    and that reminds
    me of funny
    moments from
    when i do
    engage
    with
    links.. one
    time one snooty
    sounding poet says..
    i hate to rain on your
    parade but you have to
    single space with
    14 lines or more..
    and i tOld her
    i play by
    heArt
    and
    no rUles
    composed by
    others who live
    by boarders instead of free..
    So if ya think i’m really cuckoo
    i can do 100 Haikus to just one
    narrative prose..
    or 1644 words
    of 28 Palindromes
    for a total of
    56 mirrored
    Palindromes
    and sure i
    just do it
    as evidenced
    here.. now
    again..

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/06/12/mirror-times-mirror/

    And as synchronicity will have it.. i use the
    same song ‘A Beautiful Mind’ to accompany that
    poetry too.. and although zero likes come..
    in ways of WordPress Brownie Points
    yes.. sure.. i receive
    nice compliments for
    doing that including
    a bar bet with the
    original
    creator
    of dVerse
    Brian Miller
    alias Mr. ‘X’..
    for a beer if
    i go over 1000 words
    in jest of course.. as
    online is a dry-tap
    in so many
    ways more
    than that
    ugh..
    yeah..
    i find it amazing
    and amusing and truly
    sad that just because i do
    new things with many photos
    and videos to accompany
    many more words
    and effort above
    and beyond any
    prompt imagined
    i am continually
    bullied in passive
    aggressive ways
    until the
    reality
    of the
    constant
    dissonance
    makes the place
    no longer a place
    that i can reasonably
    participate in without
    watering down my creativity..
    but i do not feel bad at all.. now..
    and use this just for more creativity
    in inspiration ways.. as i know now dam
    well for sure.. if Whitman.. or Kerouac
    who is in it to publish and make a living
    unlike me who is just doing this
    for fun and the service
    of Love..
    to inspire
    other folks
    will be brow
    beat on the
    beat of
    poeTry
    until
    they go away
    from links as well..
    but just imagine what those
    folks could have done with a
    technological tool like this..
    but just imagine too.. what
    it would take to
    escape
    the rest
    of technology
    to focus on this
    one thing.. and hehe
    dance for me as well..
    and leaving now all the
    rest of
    technologies
    instant gratification
    behind.. but you see..
    i learn from them..
    in dark and light
    in my own
    life as well..
    i know AND FEEL
    WHAT WORKS..
    AND THE
    CREATIVE
    ENERGY i HAVE
    NOW.. iS PRACTICALLY
    UNHEARD OF.. AND THAT
    MY FRIEND(S) IS MORE THAN
    JUST ME IT IS TRULY THE GOD
    OF ALL THAT IS.. THAT IS NATURE
    INCLUDING ALL THE TOOLS AND EFFORT
    THAT GO TOGETHER TO MAKE
    WHAT i CAN DO
    NOW
    REAL..
    AND SURE i CAN
    PROVE IT TOO..
    AND THERE IS
    SO MUCH i do..
    it may take a whole
    army of poets
    after i go
    off this
    terrestrial
    plane to even
    hope to sort
    through it one lifetime..
    as i don’t own art.. i do
    not sell it.. i just do it..
    and share it.. and sure the
    joy is IN DOING IT.. SO I JUST
    DO IT.. GET IT.. I JUST DO IT..
    AIN’T LOOKING FOR NO
    BROWNIE POINTS..
    JUST WRITING
    DANCING
    FRIENDS
    AND A BEST
    NOW FOR
    ME AND
    GOD
    AS GOD
    LIVES THROUGH
    ME AS WELL NOW
    AND I RESPECT
    GOD ENOUGH
    TO SHOW
    GOD A
    BEsT
    TiME ALWAYS
    NOW MY FRIEND(S)
    AS GOD MAKES THE
    BEST FRIEND AS ALL THAT IS..
    AND ALL
    OF THIS..
    AS EXPRESSION
    OF THAT..
    THERE IS SO
    MUCH THAT GOD AND
    i HAVE DONE TOGETHER
    NOW.. THAT IT IS TRULY
    BECOMING DIFFICULT FOR
    ME.. THE ONE WHO HELPED
    TO DO IT..
    TO WRAP iT
    ALL AROUND
    MY MIND..
    SO I’LL
    LEAVE
    THE REST
    OF THAT UP
    TO GOD AND
    GOD’S OTHER
    FRIENDS LIKE ME..
    SMILES.. INFINITY SMILES..:)

    End of really long side note..
    and back to dVerse.. to
    another asteRisk person
    who does not
    like my
    taste
    of being..
    and that is okay
    to each his or her
    own will.. but those
    who own.. now..
    RARELY SHARE then
    now THE TRUTH AND
    LIGHT OF THE
    KINGDOM OF
    HEAVEN NOW..
    AND THAT IS BETWEEN
    THEM AND GOD.. i
    am just
    a helper
    heRe now
    so smiles
    again..
    and sure
    i wear boots
    too.. bAREfoot boots..
    the song should be over
    wRite about now.. so
    i guess i need
    a new selection
    to accompany
    the rest i
    will do to
    catch up to
    the rest at dVerse
    for now.. as Monday
    Work-Out gym space
    and distance
    is coming
    soon..;)

    *
    Well.. the way i look at the cold
    of heARted iS they are not
    blessed by the Love
    of an Unconditional
    Mother..
    or
    others
    as the gifts
    of life are many
    for those who give
    and receive and when
    there is no receipt of Love
    in FloWeRinG theRe are tRuly
    SMall consolations for LiGHT..
    beyond power and status..
    subjugating and ruling
    others through
    illusory
    fears
    to yes.. control
    instead.. of share
    and give Love from
    a chalice of Love that
    is never form alone
    and truly essence
    of feeling con
    necting hu
    man be
    ing
    now..
    most often when i see
    so-called rich folks i see
    empty souls.. as what else
    could motivate them.. to
    gain money
    over
    Love..
    except for
    a Lack of Love..
    or other device OF LOVE..
    LIKE caring Doctors.. and
    so forth and so oN..
    for people
    who give
    while
    taking
    as well..
    Bottom Line is
    medicine iS Love for
    those who can both
    fill and
    swallow
    the medicine…

    WHOLEnOW
    WHOLE iN
    holYOne..;)

    Two potential
    human responses to
    most types of bullying
    generAlly
    are victory
    or vengeance..
    and we see results
    of that everywhere
    we look where Love
    does not reach
    heArt.. spiRit
    and soUl
    of human
    being Real…

    No re-fills 4love holes
    iNo feeling giving
    Whole Love..:)

    *
    So easy to make imaginary
    Lovers out of idealized
    Lovers of nows gone
    pasSinG.. but so
    much better
    to square
    away in closure
    of the reality
    of who they are now..
    and sure.. what a blesSing
    Facebook is to make imaginary
    real.. and focus more now
    on the Loves
    that are…

    Imaginary Lovers
    feel
    arms best REAL..:)

    Sidenote says..
    cool i am out
    of AsteRisk
    Land for
    now..
    but oh.. those
    Asterisks are no
    risk at all and
    so inspiring..
    i just
    Love my
    scarlet
    asterisks
    so much..
    as side note
    ends.. for now.;)

    No act of kindness
    No word
    No act.. no service
    too small..
    to save a life.. is all

    Trying alway
    s PiLL
    Forgiveness

    Well.. first of all
    the Internet really
    sucks when short
    term rules are more
    important than long
    term gifts.. in NOW..
    and your poetry now
    is a gift God damn
    it and so is mine
    God damn
    it God sTill
    Loves weeds
    that refuse
    to stay
    out of
    high class
    lawns.. winks..
    ‘sorry’.. you know
    i have a history with
    this.. and you rarely shut
    people up or down.. so i
    sing my song here.. of
    serious disgust..
    anyway..
    i
    revel
    in being
    both human
    and free to say
    these things in areas
    that are open-minded
    and not closed
    to different..
    as there
    is truly
    nothing
    to
    lose when
    one truly is free.. now..
    and that is the spirit of
    the wild west my friend..
    the nomads.. the movers and
    shakers among us.. who move
    away from the Middle
    of Africa
    and go
    as far
    as South America
    where dancing naked
    and free on beaches
    iS jUST
    a way
    of Life..
    I am an Indian
    of Rain forest now
    in a New Jerusalem
    once named hell.. and
    truly where i live mirrors
    both of those historical
    places so
    well now
    as what
    i find
    here
    at times
    my friend..
    Glenn.. now..
    so sure i am
    used to it as a weathered
    open minded liberal
    Indian or cowboy
    in conservative
    hell where
    sticks
    in mud
    flower
    the
    same
    over and
    over again..;)

    Trivia note.. the
    first white settlers
    of Milton where i live
    named it hell on the
    river where i live
    then.. as
    the briars
    will poke the
    hell out of you
    and yes.. they still do..

    And ‘that’ is my extra long
    Fredbun Haiku at the end..
    now.. Briar and Friar free..;)

    Well.. the Jedi analogy for
    Buddhist philosophies
    seeing emotions
    as an enemy
    to escape
    miss
    an important area…

    Life ships more
    travel
    feeling sails..:)

    Sea stories.. art of story taling..
    where bombs make friends
    forever in heArts sTill
    of men courageous
    enough to stake
    stand
    in sands
    of free.. then..
    bits and bytes
    of Television
    stray minds
    no longer
    now deep
    in stories
    of human soul..
    with eyes that
    no longer
    can
    see even
    lies on bits
    and bytes
    of lips that
    will to control..
    away
    from
    free.. the loss
    of the human story
    is perhaps the greaTesT
    Loss of all of human being..

    Oral Tradition
    sings
    War Stories free..:)

    5:05 pm now..
    in a full
    2 hour
    and 16
    minute effort
    to catch up
    fully now..
    work-out comes
    now.. and back
    for a week as that
    is how long this
    prompt stays
    open..
    across
    my responses
    of coming blog
    posts too.. for
    the next week..
    as well..
    as hell
    yes.. this
    is just a
    joy and
    fun
    for me..
    For sMiLES..:)

    Back at 11:16
    pm.. 12072015
    Pearl Harbor..
    bombing day..
    to catch
    up to
    the rest
    of dVerse
    for now..;)

    Smiles.. humans
    never fear the
    rain until they
    gain
    clothes..
    before that
    it is a joy
    to beat
    the
    sweltering
    heat.. and
    of course to
    drink.. as life
    giving 90% of
    what we are
    in
    flesh..
    AND
    blood..

    Old dreams
    of Rain
    Simply Life..:)

    From water we come
    to water we go..
    without
    water we
    die.. to
    kill in
    water sad…

    Such irony
    iN
    giving life..:)

    Smiles.. Standard IQ
    points and emotional
    speaking intelligence
    are not always
    bed feathers
    of the now
    same pillow
    where heads
    rest
    low
    sad
    when
    grades
    take away
    from human
    being by way
    of mechanical
    over empathic cognition..

    Robot days
    grade A
    fail at human..:)

    Well.. in this
    third Glenn
    Haibun to
    comment
    back to
    in one day..
    which still pales
    in the effort and
    nows it takes to
    read one of mine..
    so.. i am still far behind
    hehe.. in reciprocation..
    i am reminded now
    of Wife Katrina’s two
    week stay of amnesia
    after a particularly
    challenging
    complex
    partial
    epileptic
    seizure.. shortly
    after my recovery
    and purchase of some
    furniture and a 60 inch
    HDTV to celebrate newly
    gained effective use of vision..
    she comes home
    and the look
    of terror
    on her face
    is nothing like
    i’ve ever seen
    in any horror
    movie of human
    being..
    truly
    it scares
    me then..
    as i feel how
    she feels in empath
    way.. she truly believes
    someone breaks into
    our home
    and put
    that TV
    and furniture
    in here.. as she
    cannot remember
    us buying it at all..
    and she accuses me
    of being part of it.. as
    i will not agree with her
    blank side of the story
    unknown to her
    in forgetfulness…
    She fully recovers
    thank God.. and
    that is the
    only
    episode
    of that
    two years
    ago.. TGx2…

    Precious
    memories
    save sanity..:)

    All caught up
    now at 11:47..
    a rather slow
    poeTry day
    at dVerse..
    and i think
    i’ll try to
    watch Mocking
    Jay Part 1..
    and i haven’t
    even watched the
    first movie yet..
    but who has nows
    when they write
    and dance
    to do
    anything
    but create..
    but sure.. there’s
    always room for
    more imagination
    and inspiration
    from all
    pArts
    of culture
    as well.. and FREE!..:)

    Back at 11:11 pm..
    12082015.. after a
    long long day
    and night
    of dance
    shopping
    and will catch
    up here until
    i fall asleep
    in my chair
    writing more
    than likely
    as i am
    tired
    tired
    tired..;)

    (;..LiGht Truth in political
    water is hard
    to save to
    hard is water
    political in Truth LiGht..:)

    11:25 pm.. bedtime
    for Bonzo..
    Dancing
    Bonzo feet
    are tiRed..:)

    FinAlly back again..
    12102015
    12:40 am..
    busy birthday
    day with my mother
    tomorrow.. clinical
    visits.. and celebration
    of my 88th dance week
    Thursday Night
    at Old Seville
    Quarter.. in
    Pensacola.. FL..
    with all the cool
    college age folks..
    so poetry nows
    for writing or
    less but
    still
    i write
    on for now..:)

    *
    Friendships of the
    heArt.. spiRit and
    soUl.. virtual
    and
    vicarious
    but real
    in spiRit
    no dimensions
    but real.. alive..

    together
    connecting
    online hive..:)

    SMiles..
    Sunday shoes
    with whipped
    cream tops
    and no
    scars..
    as whole..
    wheRe words
    can mean anything
    short of imagination
    and youth.. of then now..:)

    Shoes of Life
    repairing
    alWays feat..:)

    A place of zero
    time.. heaven
    now.. wHere
    only schedules
    drop in hindsight
    blind.. theRe is
    a matrix
    of time
    and not
    time too..:)

    Office visits
    insane
    inside alive2..:)

    *
    Medicine.. a lifesaver at times..
    But sanitation workers
    beat doctors
    hands
    down
    in reAlly
    Saving Lives..

    Janitor Blues
    skeYes rules
    human ALive..:)

    Questions..
    Children
    do not ask
    anymore.. input
    instead of output..
    bRing minds with
    little
    out put
    or questions
    in deeper oceans
    of life..
    Turn it off
    and talk and
    questions come
    again..
    but now
    there is Google
    and another reason
    to turn the mouth off too…

    Vocal Chord
    imagination
    stilted by screens..:)

    Flow sailing
    boat pond
    or lake now
    ocean is/was
    or cement
    one coming
    ONe WitH
    wiNds
    breeze..
    letting go..
    as children
    sail with winds
    aloft..
    never
    ending
    adults
    too.. now
    oh.. just
    saiLinG
    floWinG..
    letTinG go..
    be sAils
    be wiNds..

    Go GO.. aLive
    oCeaNoW
    ONeFree!..:)

    Caught up to
    all entries
    for dVerse
    Monday Haibun..
    going on to
    Tuesday
    Peace
    prompt
    and links
    but after
    sleep ends
    for now..;)

    1:23 am

  7. Glenn Buttkus says:

    God in Heaven within you, within me; the solution for all life’s problems is an inside job; a simple Gnostic platitude, but one I dig 1000%. Here it is, big Fred, another Fredbun ( I laugh because when I started writing haiku, mine were too far out & one of my poet pals called it a “Buttku”, which tickled me to no end. I got in trouble today at dVerse, posting a haibun that did not meet their prompt parameters. I knew it was a dumb move, but I did it anyway. Then I swallowed 7 lbs of crow, & wrote two haibun that did meet their criterion. So it goes with we mavericks & loose cannons, right? TIGER, TIGER, TIGER! & THE GLOAMING came to fruition, after I wised up. It still makes me sad that you read almost all the dVerse poems, & leave comments (much gratitude), even though you are “banned” from participating. I can tell it still gets to you, but as the New Agers say; “We remove the critics power when we no longer let them judge us.” Another FREDEPIC today, 17 videos, over 100 images, & over 7000 words counting the comments. The images always catch my eye, more sandbox paw prints, 7 images of Yellow Boy, & your other cats, lots of Katrina, all smiles & pixie energy, shopping, eating at the mall, dancing by the bridge before doing a somersault in her “damn good looking boots”, front & back yards, palms & succulents in front on naked soil/sand, with two kinds of red small flowers on bushes in back, flower-dancing like tipsy demo-dwarves, lovely conch & sea shells all lined up against the brick like school children in line for lunch, & it is always nice to go to (Catholic) church with you every week; 27 smiling selfies, 10 dance poses, & 3 CHRISTMAS STORY tongue on the pole shots done with a palm tree; with yet another chance to see Fred do 14 reps of leg presses with 930 fucking pounds. My fave quote of yours is a hot one:
    POETRY IS US; god damn rights, son; bang on.

    • Smiles.. Glenn.. with hopes of joy for you..
      actuAlly i’ve read every single dVerse
      contribution since last March of 2015..
      and commented on every single one..
      in micro-poetic to greater expression..
      with the asterisks
      here of known folks
      who moderate
      or delete
      me out..

      So.. sure.. at
      least everyone
      gets a comment
      from me.. never
      failing to do it
      at any now
      since
      then..
      and additionally
      all those poetic
      expressions are
      documented here
      going back fully
      to October of 2014..
      per example linked
      now from my site
      here.. now.. and then..:)

      https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/10/08/2777-words-of-dverse-poetic-response/

      i don’t do the work
      just to see my work
      deleted.. it stays here
      in ways of love on servers
      as long as servers live on for now..
      who knows.. perhaps a thousand years or longer..;)

      And it’s
      just an ongoing
      practice of Unconditional
      Love as challenge in
      tough and passionate
      way.. that will turn
      the other
      cheek to
      be stronger
      and stronger
      forever now..
      in ways of heart
      muscle deeper than
      flesh my friend.. and
      hell yes.. it works.. when
      folks do this as a practice..
      and not just lip service
      making parables
      of wisdom empty
      platitudes instead
      of directions in
      a way of life
      in deeds to
      Holy Spirit
      Heart
      as Unconditional
      Loving soul.. and
      this is where Muslims
      in the whiter version of that
      way beat our Christians over here
      hands down.. who think all they
      have to do is recite John
      3:16 one time
      like a magic
      incantation..
      making
      Jesus into
      a God instead
      of following his
      Wisdom and Love
      as Works of Life in
      practice to grow a white
      soul farther and father from
      the dark place that can be a
      human soul.. with Love in Heart
      and Spirit as a practice of Love
      growing that garden of Love
      taller and taller
      in trees that
      provide fruit
      of Love for
      others too..
      and no it doesn’t surprise
      me that the very ones.. who
      banned me are the ones who
      profess this belief in scripture
      as words alone
      rather than practice
      of teachings of the Real man
      Jesus.. that ironically my Muslim
      Friends follow as a practice
      without ever reading
      the New Testament
      at all.. and sure
      the same
      applies to
      many other
      free and loving religions
      that Love first.. and God
      first over human
      being words alone..
      but sure there are
      always flaws.. as my friend
      Rafiah from Pakistan says..
      humans are lame compared
      to God.. and sure Nature of
      God knows and feels much
      more than
      cultural
      rules of
      camels and
      eyes of needles
      that have little
      true heart light.. spirit…
      and soul.. of Wisdom and Love
      my friend Glenn.. thanks for stopping
      by.. and Katrina enjoys your kind comments
      too.. as she is very involved in all i do now
      as the wind
      behind
      my
      back..
      in so many
      countless ways..
      my friend.. as always now..:)

  8. Ha!.. Hi Leah.. again.. you write me write before i write you back.. to make sure you are okay..
    So it’s okay.. that you haven’t got around to it.. as you get around to it just now..
    before hearing from me now anyway..;)

    And regarding the rampage killing in California.. or whatever the flavor of it will be
    by the time the investigation is over.. it is part of Nature.. loss of social
    roles.. believing in something.. with purpose or meaning no
    matter how dark.. so i expect it now and then..
    and i choose a place to live..
    that is not important
    at all..
    to stay
    out of the rare
    occurrence of this
    happening in my
    backyard…

    There is no way to stop
    human Nature in all the dark
    and light ways it comes in.. i for
    one cannot do anything to prevent
    this from happening in any large way..
    as i ain’t raising heartless kids
    without social roles
    who have no
    real meaning
    and purpose in
    life other than what
    other folks.. including
    extremist cultures and
    religions teach
    them as now
    what it is to live…
    But yes.. i am fascinated
    by the subject of Rampage
    Killings and as the subject
    matter i pursued on
    the Wrong Planet..
    the outliers there
    voted on the
    loss of
    social roles
    as the major
    factor underlying
    Rampage killing and this
    in my opinion applies to the
    recruiting of middle eastern terrorists
    who are raised with little love.. have
    little empathy for other human
    beings and are ripe
    for the raping
    of other human
    beings in killing..
    and yes.. literal
    raping.. down to
    little girls
    as well..
    Humans.. some humans..
    will believe any thing they
    are told or come to believe
    to feel like they fill some social
    role.. real or imaginary in life.. so
    for me at least.. i feel and fill my
    own social role as a court
    jester of sorts
    in free lance
    DANCING WRITING
    PHOTOgraphing way..
    and now here’s that
    link to that thread on
    the Wrong Planet in case
    i haven’t already provided it to
    you.. and Rampage Killings
    are of any interest to
    you.. as of
    course in
    an observer
    way and not
    an Anthropology
    participant.. hehe..
    which in the case of
    the Wrong Planet.. that
    is the place i inhabited it
    as.. many years in coming
    to understand what makes
    a variety of different ways
    of viewing
    the world
    tick as
    human
    being.. and
    i learned a whole
    lot right out of the
    ‘horses’ mouths
    that i never
    knew
    or felt
    or lack
    of felt
    before..;)

    http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=218916

    God i love.. Google.. it’s like my personal
    secretary that keeps all my files
    in order with just
    a key word
    search
    on anything
    i’ve ever said or
    done on the Internet
    and that makes the Internet
    as whole.. my personal assistant
    too.. for monk like solitary pursuits
    of understanding
    and scribing
    life
    as is..
    So back to or forwards
    to my diagnoses of Asperger’s
    that you are of course long term
    aware of and the new one of
    Bipolar NOS.. after 66 months
    of incredibly painful and
    disabling physical
    disorders..
    as well as
    severe anxiety
    and depression that
    are of course then associated
    with all the pain.. integrated
    as such as a perfect
    storm of
    real hell
    in my life..
    at least..
    So.. i get suddenly well on or
    about July 22nd of 2013.. then
    can go from not even entering
    into a Whataburger Restaurant
    to dancing solo in front of
    crowds of hundreds
    of people..
    and my personality
    changes from INTJ
    to ENFP.. and i
    start doing
    nude art..
    and communicating
    with God in my own
    special way of calling
    God Nature with Synchronicites
    as an all natural part of God’s
    communication to me..
    and nah.. i ain’t the
    first person by
    far for thousands
    of years who
    has come to
    that reality of life..
    So i talk about God
    in a hyper way.. along
    with nude art.. as hey..
    i did recover from hell..
    and hey.. i am appreciative
    to Nature as God for giving
    me the innate.. instinct..
    and intuition to
    start moving
    in reverse..
    eventually
    ballet and
    martial arts-
    like moves.. to
    cure me of all my
    pain.. and honestly
    feel like i.. at 230LBS..
    am floating on terrestrial
    land.. which truly is much
    cooler than walking on
    water.. as anyone can
    kinda experience
    this on
    a surf
    board..
    hehe..
    And what i do makes
    other people who receive IT
    as super cool feel better..
    in real flesh and blood
    life.. as inspired
    to dance more
    and heal
    them selves
    in ways of
    mind and body
    balance in the
    emotional ills of life..
    so i commonly call my
    self a prophet in bringing
    a healing message of dance
    to the world that encompasses
    my metro area.. as metaphor of
    course.. and additionally i have
    zero illusory fears.. and that
    truly feels like invincible
    until i am on a high
    place as i am
    still terrified
    of heights
    as i have
    this thing
    about loving
    to live now and
    not wanting to fall
    down and get hurt..
    So i am in no danger
    of hurting myself.. and
    hurting others as i do everything
    within the boundaries of local.. state
    and federal laws.. CAN i go back to work
    and supervise 30 people directly at a
    high level government position..
    with a zillion collateral
    duties.. hell no.. and
    truly no one should
    be expected to do
    that and survive
    well for the
    long run
    with or without
    Asperger’s or so-called
    Bi-polar NOS.. fearless..
    happy as me.. with yeah..
    hyper writing LOUD.. and
    assertive.. verbal vocal
    ways of
    communication
    too.. as does the
    Lion speak the
    same as the
    kitty kat..
    nah.. and
    something about
    leg pressing that
    930LBS 25 times
    makes my voice
    deeper.. stronger..
    and louder too..
    duh.. common
    sense rules
    too.. and do
    i talk fast..
    hell yes..
    but slower
    than i write..
    AND THANKS
    GOD PEOPLE
    CAN READ ME
    AS SLOW AS
    THEY LIKE.. IF
    THEY LIKE TO AT ALL..
    but yes.. COMMON
    SENSE RULES..
    particularly for
    those who have walked
    in as many shoes in one
    life as i.. which are too
    many for me to
    reasonably
    elaborate on and on..
    in this communication
    without this soon becoming
    the equivalent of War and
    Peace or just another
    one of 13.6 bibles
    in the equivalent
    of 11 million
    words now
    since That first
    Thanksgiving day
    on the Wrong Planet
    five years ago.. so the
    good news is.. i’ve already
    reached the years of normal
    government retirement so
    no matter what.. disability or
    not.. i can draw that retirement
    for the rest of my life.. starting
    June 6th of 2016.. but nah..
    i will likely stay technically
    on disability retirement
    through regular
    social security
    age at 62..
    as technically
    the doctors say
    i am not recovered enough
    to go back to that job.. and of
    course that is true.. of
    anyone in my
    opinion..
    as they literally
    called me Superman
    at work.. for all i did there
    before it almost literally killed
    me too.. in fact the job no longer
    exists.. and after i left they divided
    up my duties to three or four other
    workers.. as no one person
    from there.. at
    least.. would
    ever agree
    foolishly
    to do all of
    what i did.. with
    a smiles on their
    face dying inside
    each day..
    to NO
    one’s
    view
    but mine..
    i’ve learned to
    be assertive since
    then.. demand my rights
    as a US citizen.. in a tactful
    and yes ASSERTIVE WAY..
    (DANCING IN PUBLIC
    PLACES FOR
    DISABILITY
    ACCOMMODATION
    FOR ALL OF THAT
    BACK PAIN AND
    OTHER STUFF)
    AND WHAT I FIND NOW
    IS THE LION GETS
    MORE
    STUFF
    DONE THAN
    THE KITTY KAT
    DOES.. who
    rarely
    disagrees..
    so yeah.. there
    is Unconditional
    Love and there
    is TOUGH AND
    PASSIONATE UNCONDITIONAL
    FEARLESS LOVE.. AND I GUESS
    THAT IS WHAT THEY CALL BI-POLAR
    DISORDER FOR A HUMAN BEING
    WHO NO LONGER LIVES
    AS A DOMESTICATED
    CAT.. AS TRULY
    I WAS A D-CAT
    OF THE
    SYSTEM
    I WAS PART
    OF BEFORE..
    AND NOW BABY
    I AM AN EXPERT
    AS A SYSTEM
    OF ME..
    A WILD
    BIG NICE
    CAT TOO..
    SOARING..
    EVER SOARING
    TO NEW HEIGHTS
    OF ME.. with that
    calm center balance
    that is the Hurricane
    eye
    of
    me.. AS WELL.. SO
    talk to you in a month
    or so.. “Princess Leah”.. OR
    EVEN SOONER.. WiNKS..
    who knows.. maybe more
    about the ‘AWAKENING
    FORCE’
    THEN
    AS WELL..;)

    Sincerely me..
    or whomever
    i will create next..
    as i of I with spirited!
    discussion
    of
    uS..:)

    And i am so glad
    you’RE doing better
    and keeping busy
    as meaning and purpose
    in life.. filling and feeling
    some kind of social role
    connecting to other
    folks and doing
    stuff..
    is a sure
    way not to
    want to harm
    other people
    in any way..
    Love AND
    LIFE
    iS not
    FREE.. iT takes
    LOTS OF WORK..
    WITH OR WITHOUT
    THE REQUIREMENT
    TO WORK FOR F IN
    MONEY..
    What a blessing
    not to have
    to
    worry
    over the
    curse of
    M O N
    E Y
    this K
    is a m o n
    KEY
    of
    FREE!LOVE!BABY!NOW!
    Princess Leah..
    with
    sMiLEs..
    my old
    and new
    WRONG AND
    RIGHT PLANET
    NOW FRIEND..
    THE only one
    from over four
    years of visiting
    that F in place..
    but hell
    no..
    ‘Lucifer’
    is on
    P E R
    M A N
    E N
    T
    vacaTioN
    from HeLL
    then AKA A
    Wrong Planet
    in more than
    one way for now..
    as i’ve seen and
    lived both sides
    now DeviLiveD
    seeviLivees
    dArk
    as LiGht
    for
    NOW..:)

    i.. I
    am
    the F
    in
    weirdest
    person ever..
    a weed no one
    eliminates..
    for now..
    at least..
    and i revel
    in different..
    my friend.. with
    God ..as TRuLY FREE!!!..:)

    And hey.. there is a new show
    on Fox coming in January..
    a hilarious
    new ironic
    drama/ comedy
    about someone
    called Lucifer..
    i ain’t even
    afraid of
    the Devil
    so why should
    i be afraid of Lucifer
    as i’ve already been a Devil..;)

    So that is one show that Katrina
    will DVR for me.. as i will
    laugh at
    life with
    passing eyes
    of A Devil
    who was..
    and no longer is..
    Am Angel again..
    And Angel Staycation
    is wHere i for one will STAYCATE..
    NEVER NOW TO STAGNATE
    AGAIN AS
    ANOTHER
    GROUNDHOG
    DAY AKA AGHOGDAY..
    JUST ANOTHER NAME
    FOR A
    dArk
    DEVIL..
    PASSES2..
    AS ANGEL
    LiGht COMES AGAIN..:)

    i have to wonder if the first Solipsists.. are somewhere on the Autism
    Spectrum.. yes.. the empathy that other kinds of minds exist
    was never a serious problem of my mind..
    but pArt of the reason i had no
    choice but to leave the
    Wrong Planet aka Hell..
    is some people were
    not capable of understanding
    my way of thinking.. and just
    because they couldn’t understand
    it they considered it non-sense..
    in other words.. they
    considered my
    different
    way of thinking
    and viewing the
    world as non-existent..
    which by definition
    is cognitive
    empathy..
    the realization
    just ’cause one person
    doesn’t understand what
    another person is doing or
    saying doesn’t mean that what
    the other person is doing or saying
    is a non-valid way of saying or doing the
    world as is.. in another Uni
    verse of eyes..
    Anyway.. it
    became a personal
    offense to moderators
    for me to attempt to
    tactfully explain
    they didn’t have
    a brain now
    to understand
    my brain.. as
    they took
    offense to
    it.. then..
    so.. i just
    left.. and
    it is no different
    in the rest of the
    world(s).. as even in
    the poetry world.. i
    encounter this
    same
    difficulty
    and have
    to leave there
    too.. as not surprising
    it is often the administrators..
    moderators.. and other rule
    makers who often have
    difficulty straying
    from the literal
    concrete ways
    of thinking..
    my issue
    is with
    being
    too deep
    per reciprocal
    social communication
    difficulties from emotional
    to sensual expressions
    of talking and
    doing.. but
    ha! i digress
    huh.. the prompt
    of just one word
    solipsism.. generates
    all these words.. beyond
    what you even said but
    it does apply i think..
    as people who
    are too literal
    in thinking may
    have difficulty
    generating their
    own social rules and roles..
    AS creative imaginative human beings..
    generally speaking.. have a better chance
    to do this.. and we see this with the
    traditional school drop-outs
    ranging from Einstein
    to Bill Gates.. to
    Steve Jobs..
    to Mark
    Zuckerberg
    who are
    in it
    for creating
    something new and
    revolutionary for just
    doing it.. and
    the money
    doesn’t
    even really
    matter.. as
    we can see now
    with even Facebook
    Mark.. who is giving
    99% of his billions away
    to charitable contributions..
    but when a person creates
    and fulfills themselves
    as self actualizing
    creatures..
    there is no
    need for excess
    of stuff and money..
    as they know and feel
    the filling is inside
    and not in
    outside money
    material stuff..
    the reward
    is in helping other
    folks with the art
    inside.. moving out..
    and that bRings us
    full speed to the Lord
    of The Rings.. Lucifer.. Sandman
    Comics.. and all stuff that
    relates the deeper inner
    being of human that
    expands infinitely
    into possibilities
    with zero
    limits
    or expectations..
    and interestingly the
    creative connections
    and imaginations
    of synchronicities
    associated with the
    inner human Universe
    that reflects the stars
    connecting as neurons
    in trillions of connections
    too.. east and west hemispheres
    of brain and earth.. holding hands
    with the creative tools of Gates..
    Jobs.. Zuckerberg.. truly the
    drones.. who get the
    job done.. making
    the tools to
    connect
    the neuron Hive
    of human beings
    possible around the
    world.. as same and
    different as we are as
    we expand our inner
    Universes and all the
    Multi-Human-Uni
    verses connecting
    to us around
    the
    world
    as we speak..
    A N D DO..
    truly there is no
    separation in anyone
    and anything.. when one
    views a tapestry of a species..
    planet.. a Universe.. and Infinity
    and beyond.. and in the last
    place.. imagination
    and creativity..
    trUly
    theRe
    are NO LIMITS
    OR EXPECTATIONS
    TO HOLD
    US
    BACK…
    MY GREATEST STRENGTH
    IS TAKING A GRAIN
    OF SAND
    AND BELOW
    AS IMPORTANT
    AS ALL THAT IS
    NOW.. so i learn
    from all of that
    and continue to
    grow and self
    actualize
    with
    all that is
    as me
    too..
    so hi again..
    Leah.. and may
    this force be with you
    too..;)

    Hi again.. Leah.. crossing paths back with you once again..
    and yeah.. crossing mixed messages back on the Wrong Planet
    too.. with the leader saying he didn’t mind what style
    of writing i used on that wrong planet..
    and the moderators
    telling me no..
    yes.. no..
    and finally
    banning me for
    my creative style of
    writing.. after telling
    me i was previously warned..
    although Alex said it was okay..
    without any defense from me
    to the offending moderators then..
    allowed on deaf ears.. and the
    same dam thing happened with
    Tallyman.. suggesting i upset someone
    when they defended me their self and
    said i did not offend them..
    i don’t mind mistakes.. but
    when folks are not
    strong enough
    to admit
    their
    mistakes.. and take
    it out on me.. it’s time
    for me to move on.. and
    seriously.. it’s just not a site
    for folks who are different in
    that particular PPR forum
    on politics.. philosophy
    and religion..
    it is only a
    place for folks who
    view and express
    the world the same
    and that is antithetical
    to any discussion of philosophy..
    religion.. or politics to me.. as all
    three areas of life.. are not just logic
    and in fact more emotionally charged
    topics.. that must include the emotional
    element to be fully described in analysis
    as well as potential arm-chair change..
    just for fun.. as the Wrong Planet
    and the entire so-called Autism
    Spectrum online community
    is a non-entity beyond
    a spot online..
    where the
    choir
    sings to
    the choir
    in same chorus
    of monotonous
    song less and more..
    anyway.. it’s not a place
    for me.. nor.. is the
    standardized RULED
    poetry world of prompts
    and poetry rules to restrict
    creativity for now whatever
    whim is the moment flavor..
    and the two moderators
    of issue were TheWalrus
    and Bookashya.. if i spell
    that correct.. TheWalrus
    saying no to yes..
    per Alex’s
    permission..
    and Bookashya
    not allowing
    a defense
    from me
    for even the
    respect of a response…
    i’m not going to be any
    part of dictatorships
    that will not listen to my
    defense over incorrect assumptions
    about the creativity of what i am
    doing.. in both cases.. it was
    best just to move on..
    and use it for further
    inspiration for writing
    in what i like to do
    just for fun.. smiles..
    a little drama.. is good
    for any story anywhere
    so the story now goes
    on.. AND i am happy now
    and they are whatever
    they care to be too..
    that part
    i cannot
    control..
    but yes.. i can move
    on and have learned to do that.. now..
    And yes.. i love the ‘cat story’.. and
    are you sure i’m not
    a cat..
    smiles..
    and no i’m not
    good at small talk
    either.. anything but
    small will usually come out
    my mouth.. and no.. of course
    that’s not everyone’s cup(S} of tea..:)

  9. https://thefeatheredsleep.wordpress.com/2015/12/08/reincarnation/

    SMiLEs.. realITy of merIt
    surviving
    struggles
    rewards
    living
    surviving
    struggles
    re
    in
    carnating
    now floWer
    uS refuSinG
    staYing
    same..
    and tRuly
    what seems
    an eternity for
    me now.. since
    2008..
    leaving
    almost
    a quarter
    century
    in structured
    way of Government
    work.. there is a huge
    comet tail of same stress
    getting longer
    and longer
    the longer
    i am then
    handcuffed
    to the golden
    cuffs of so-called
    reliable employment
    but there are no cuffs
    that are separate from
    a slave..
    there is
    no re-in
    carnation
    of prisons
    in the same.. for
    the feathered sleep
    that awakes alive
    and always
    changing
    as is
    for
    WeLL iN0W ..:)

  10. https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/12/08/angel-devil-fred/

    Post linked above.. From last year..
    But always applicable as Gravity and or
    God does not age in human terms and to
    work with Gravity and God is Ageless.. Timeless..
    iN what can be a place named the Kingdom
    and or Heaven of God Now iN Grace..
    Strength.. Courage.. Kindness..
    Wisdom.. Unconditional Love
    AKA Truth and LiGht..:$
    the real rewards of Human
    Life always now.. Ageless and
    Timeless JUST Now..smile emoticon

  11. Merry Christmas.. from the dArk side..
    Darth at the Fireplace Hearth..
    tickling the ebony and ivory
    keys of
    destiny..;)

    Ugh.. a very long day/night
    of Xmas shopping…
    in dance style
    of Darth
    of
    course..
    day or night
    dArk or LiGht..
    Darth or me.. i
    Am alWays DANCEnoW!..;)

  12. https://anarmchairperfectionist.wordpress.com/2015/12/08/not-nice/comment-page-1/#comment-4211

    ^^^

    oh NO!
    the hardest
    word for some
    to say.. the hardest
    word some refuse to take..
    so where does one go from theRe
    on no..
    yes.. ugh oh!
    no.. you slither
    right out of hold..
    but yes.. no.. yes..
    no to regret.. the
    consequence
    of no.. now
    is to further
    progress as
    yes of
    NO!
    So..
    NO!
    Just NO!
    say yes to NO!..

    And yes.. i USED to be
    a yes person until
    yes almost kills
    me and
    there is
    nothing
    left right
    but no
    no
    No!
    NO!
    and NOwheRe
    to go after that
    but no.. NO! OH NO!
    so yes.. honor
    no..
    bY just
    doing NO!..
    and no.. yes..
    i will not now
    tale ya to have
    a nice day
    Prajakta..
    as i will
    be taling ya
    what to do..
    but hope ya do..
    anyWAY.. now..:)

  13. https://shakeyourconscience.wordpress.com/2015/12/09/reconstruction-of-the-world-a-dream/comment-page-1/#comment-740

    Beautiful words..
    my friend.. Imran Ali..
    Answers start with uS..

    East or west.. matters not.. it is US who must change one by ONe.. and truly as even science shows now it is human innate nature when in balance.. as the village raises the child with unconditional love.. where emotions are cherished.. and empathy is a rule of sharing.. and giving.. rather than collecting and taking.. taking no more than one gives back.. when the rules change back to what we are evolved as through the hand of God..

    Humans are amazing empathic sharing giving creatures when set free from systems based on illusory fears.. subjugation of human empathic nature.. which does include both emotional and sensual expression.. as moving.. creating.. thriving beings now..

    But when the emotions or the sensual nature of human beings are repressed the clear results as even science shows now is stress.. anxiety.. depression.. aggression.. violence.. and wars.. in the pursuit of status.. power.. and material collection where humans become more the tools of culture than being human sharing giving beings..

    And at one point in time.. the sharing and the giving.. is absolutely necessary for our survival as the social group as one family and tribe.. sadly the farther away from humans our tools become from guns to nuclear weapons.. the closer we get to wiping our faces from both the face of the earth and the face of God the same..

    We are all gifted with the relative free will to change..
    but again.. that will come from the individual first..
    before there is any hope of the group changing
    at all.. we must first start off with the reality
    that there is no east or west species
    of human being.. according
    to our DNA it is one
    tribe with
    the illusion
    of culture bringing
    discord and disunity
    to what it even means
    per the eYes of GOD
    to be a free and
    balancing human
    being with other
    humans and
    the
    rest of
    Nature
    Now..

    As history shows
    one man can make a difference..
    We need millions of men and women to make
    a difference now.. we can no longer
    rely on the prophets of the
    past alone.. we all
    must become
    at least
    healing
    prophets
    for our own human
    being first.. before we
    can save the rest of the
    world in Peace and Loving
    Balance.. once again.. as
    human
    and no longer
    A R T I F I C I A L
    tool tribe beings..
    ART is tRuly iN
    Human heArt..
    as
    friends
    Now..;)

  14. From Facebook
    Friend Cortney’s page..

    ‘Only if numbers rule you Cortney’..wink emoticon
    i’ve never ever felt younger and i always tell myself
    i am getting stronger and the numbers agree with me..
    So i rule the numbers.. All half-a-ton.. 25 times..
    The secret is to stay inspired.. That’s what Jack
    LaLanne did.. And so can you..smile emoticon

    Besides that you have your fathers genes
    and pants too..
    For the drive
    to do
    it..;)

    ‪#‎peptalkover‬
    ..wink
    emoticon

    just a quick ‘discussion’ on a
    friend’s Facebook page..
    Facebook isn’t
    exactly the
    place for
    deeper
    thought
    but
    it is
    what it is
    and i am
    what i
    am.. and i’LL
    bE.. and THAT’s the other
    thing.. if folks of change
    and thinking and doing stuff
    different do not also come.. like
    another role model of different
    in life.. Bruce Lee..
    the paint stays
    in the cave
    and we
    Plato’s
    may never escape
    the cave with new
    artS of thinking..
    AND JUST DOING..
    so this is my
    out of the
    cave place
    to do that
    freely.. too.. if for no
    one else but me one
    and GodONE togetHeR..
    but as history
    shows when
    folks
    truly
    get out
    on a ledge
    and do something
    different.. eventuAlly
    there are at least a few
    members of the tribe.. no
    matter how small.. or large..
    who pick a new card out of an extended
    deck in verse of fuller UniVerse to
    make stuff
    happen anew
    and not the
    same.. i am
    a student of it all..
    so i know and feel i
    stand on shoulders of
    higher before me..
    but that is
    no reason
    or feeling
    for me not
    to attempt to
    continue to climb
    higher.. and higher
    as far as the clouds
    will go..
    in this
    lifetime
    at least..
    in the now
    that is alWays
    the gift of
    ladder
    for
    me now..
    up.. up.. up..
    and a way from
    from caves
    i
    continue
    to fly now
    on terrestrial
    land for free..
    just for free where
    the Chemistry of
    Truth and Light
    continues
    to grow
    stronger
    inside.. outside..
    above.. so below..
    and all around
    me again
    for
    now!..
    anyway.. way behind
    on dVerse prompts
    from Monday and
    Tuesday.. as i
    travel down
    the paths
    of other
    sources
    today.. so back
    with that.. and perhaps
    a publish after midnight
    or so.. per a new post
    titled “Chemistry of Truth
    and Light’.. then.. or maybe
    tomorrow.. lots of other
    background stuff going on
    with human and animal
    doctors of body
    and mind
    as well..
    to orchestrate
    with everything
    else to get
    the
    job
    done..
    as best
    i can..
    and that
    Job is my
    will to get
    whatever it is
    i care to.. with the
    inspiration of others..
    with or without their full
    participation.. or not..
    as i will
    find a
    way
    to get
    ‘er done..;)

  15. But if God is Love.. Candy..
    Hell is not the best
    way to
    attract God..
    so there must
    be other
    reasons to
    do that other
    than God..
    unless God..
    is not Love..
    i pick
    Love..
    and that is where
    i for one.. spread good
    News.. as i am 100% sure
    that God is 100% Love..
    which means all is
    God including
    whatever hell
    humans make
    for themselves
    on this earth
    in an ultimately
    failed attempt to
    escape God.. i would
    rather Love them to
    accept God is Love..
    than scare them
    further into
    a hell they’ve
    already
    made
    or been
    helped to make
    for themselves..
    Love loves.. and sure
    tough and passionate too..
    but never with threats
    of fear
    or hate..
    and blessed are
    us who get it..
    and hopefully
    help with
    Love for those..
    who don’t or
    can’t seem
    to be
    able to..
    for many
    common sense
    reasons and feelings..
    or lack of.. filling that
    space of empty with love is
    certainly better than
    fear..
    the father
    and mother
    of hate in all
    the forms
    hate comes
    in from
    doubt
    to self
    imposed
    hell
    on earth..
    it’s impossible to
    scare a person into
    truly Loving anything
    and if Love is not true..
    it is simply
    not
    Love..
    and i don’t
    need any books
    at all to understand that..
    as God gifts that within..
    with
    blessings
    of course..
    as i am fortunate
    this way.. and humble
    for it.. instead of above others
    who don’t
    and or can’t..:)

    And that’s where the tough and passionate pArts of Love comes in
    that never includes illusory fears as that Is no pArt of True Love..
    But only for control.. And that’s part of why you’ll never Share
    a Joel Osteen quote about an eternal hell for fear as that is
    no part of a Loving God.. But sure Real Hell exists..
    Been there done it and if i can get out..
    i will always believe anyone can..
    And after All.. according to the book..
    Jesus paved the way out of hell.. And sure
    he could.. as I did too.. It’s a matter of
    REAL life experience that teaches more than any
    book when days are done and heaven is no time but now..
    Only Love truly works.. The dArk and liGht of Love
    that includes tough Love REAL Hell..
    As gifted by God too.. No separation..
    All is GOD..:)

    “Neither shall they say,
    Lo here! or, lo there! for,
    behold, the kingdom of God
    is within you.”

    Luke 17:21
    from the King James
    version.. and of course there
    are many other versions that present
    this truth and light in many other similar
    revised metaphors.. but what remains as truth and light
    is the essence and that is only determinable by folks
    who are able to discern it.. sadly.. not all can..
    and hopefully all will at some point in now..

    So it is certainly not a big jump to suggest
    that hell is within one too.. and truly in a sense
    when one is in the real place of hell now..
    the experience is of eternal hell
    as there is all time.. no distance..
    no space.. it IS A HELL WITHIN..

    NO different in a sense than eternal heaven..
    if one lives there in now.. as clearly reported
    in Luke 17:21.. both are real.. both are now..
    and time does not exist at all in heaven..
    but again.. in having the ‘fortune’ to go
    to hell.. a place where one will wish
    one can dowse oneself and light a
    match to ignite a body of
    flames with gasoline..
    There iS..

    Piece of Paper Existence..
    paling beyond horror of a pain
    worse than crucifixion that according
    to medical literature is type two trigeminal neuralgia..
    i experience for a full 66 months from wake to sleep..
    so that is what i mean by experience.. i cannot
    possibly expect you to fully understand
    heaven or hell unless you actually go
    there.. and i don’t expect you to
    believe me.. all i can do is share it..
    and suggest that the New Testament actually has this correct..

    And we are all reflections of God.. as even science as a limited
    scribe of God.. as well.. shows greater now.. as another scribe of God..
    like the Bible and the folks who wrote it.. difference being science
    is a literal abstract of thinking and verbal written expression..
    and the Bible is written in metaphor and
    hidden meanings for those
    who can discern it..

    All the Neurons in our brain
    connecting in trillions of ways
    reflect the stars of Universe above..
    and the hemispheres of our brain.. reflect
    the hemispheres of the earth.. in the connections
    that are humans better holding hands as we speak..
    with the rise of Information Technology and the new
    Internet hive of humans.. who are joining hands now..
    in bits and bytes.. of digital text.. multimedia.. etc…

    And the great thing about this.. is.. if one searches
    far enough in these Multi-Universes of humans who
    connect to this hive.. chances are one may
    come across a person who actually lives
    or has lived in heaven or hell now..
    and they can try their best to describe it
    and share it with others in hopes that folks
    can do real life actions.. to enter
    into the liGht of Heaven
    instead of the dArk of
    hell now.. just now..

    The key is the real book
    of God is the Human Heart..
    Spirit.. and Soul.. Set Free..
    no different than God as whole is Free..
    there is no passage in the Bible that says
    Dogs can go to heaven or have a soul..
    so how does Saint Francis of Assisi
    know and feel this.. Like me and you..
    with or without the text of St. Francis of Assisi..
    it’s simple.. the Truth and Light Lives in our Heart..
    Spirit.. and Soul.. sadly some folks make it convoluted..
    as well as illusory.. but truly
    the Kingdom of God lives within..

    So.. you and i discern that dogs go to heaven..

    And i discern that Humans go to heaven and hell..
    potentially in the same life.. as i Know and Feel now
    100% for me.. So.. Imagine faith.. with no doubts.. now..
    Hope with no doubts.. now..
    And belief with no doubts now..
    And that for me eventuAlly
    is the present
    of Hell from
    God.. and no
    i do not get mad
    at God when i live
    in hell as God allows
    me brief moments to now
    see and feel what heaven is
    before.. all within me as well..
    So i share what i know.. what i
    discern.. what i feel.. and what
    i experience.. as when one goes..
    to Real Hell there is no choice but now
    to help others avoid Hell if possible and
    now go to
    the better
    place..
    within…
    sMiLes..:)

  16. The Internet is a really big place..
    With always room
    for something new..
    and that is what i like
    best about it..
    there is always
    something new
    to do.. so
    When i am
    about 5.. after
    i start to speak
    at age 4.. then
    i dream about
    a machine that
    i can ask now
    any question
    i like then..
    and there
    will be
    an answer..
    and hehe..
    eventuAlly
    that machine
    becomes human
    and now i am an
    answering machine..;)

    Anyway.. today is December 10th.. my mother’s
    birthday.. and also a celebration day in many
    ways.. that i can attempt to relate
    but i understand
    totAlly without
    words..
    as theRe
    is intelligence
    so far beyond
    words.. beyond
    time..
    and all
    distance
    and space..
    in eYes of
    uS WitH GOD
    ALL
    iNOW..
    it’s also
    my friend
    Shawna’s
    birthday.. so if
    ‘you’ come by..
    celebrate too..;)

  17. Ah yes.. And Dance memories..
    a year ago.. for a yearbook of joy..
    and smiles.. then.. at Old Seville
    and a few other places.. along
    the metro area.. trail of
    dance.. smile emoticon
    these Facebook
    memories
    are
    cool too..;)

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/12/09/gods-muse-of-dance/

  18. Took me a moment to realize
    it was a continuous repeat of a book
    that never changes or ends.. And Perhaps
    a definition of real hell too.. Ironically..
    If life were to never change at all in
    Another Ground Hog Day..
    Per movie reference..
    As not so well…
    Reference a
    Facebook share
    of a Children’s
    Christmas book that
    cycles the same three
    pages over and over
    and over
    again..

    Yes.. Aghogday…

    And truly when one loses their emotions..
    That is what life is like no matter where
    or what a person does.. Numb never
    changes where the worst pain
    known to mankind is a
    preferable state of being..
    Done it.. Did it.. for 66 months..
    And hope no one ever goes there
    but me.. Even Adolph Hitler..

    Real Hell.. A Tough Love
    Living Death in life ‘gift’ that
    bRinGs a compassionate empathy
    of 14.5 billion years or so.. And trust
    me or not.. If you ever get this darkest
    never ending night for now.. ‘Gift’ of the Soul..
    For just one second.. You will understand too..
    IF you are really a full human being before
    or after that second of hell exists for you..
    All real.. And Forever NOW..
    And when i say no emotions..
    i do mean a zero point..
    of zero feelings
    at all..
    not just
    a platitude
    of sadness..
    a place where
    a tear would be
    a greaTest gift as
    well..
    and that gift..
    after the death
    of a beloved cat
    then.. was the start
    of the ticket out
    of hell
    then..
    irony in life..
    sour.. bitter..
    and sweet..
    all better
    than
    no
    thing
    at
    all…
    One then may come
    to understand that yes..
    God is Love.. and separation
    from the interdependent relationship
    of all that is.. as best experienced by
    human as a state of Love in mind
    and body balance.. is the place
    called hell.. when separation
    feels totally away
    from the gift
    of Love that
    is God within
    us when experienced
    all now.. never ending..
    now as heaven as well..
    A lesson of living loving
    of the sages..
    for the
    ages.. of all
    of humanKind
    in Courage of
    Unconditional
    Tough and
    Passionate
    Love NOW..
    Just
    NOW..smile emoticon..:)

  19. Well.. never get around to
    Tuesday dVerse links
    for prompt of peace
    and more links
    coming today
    Thursday..
    for whatever
    flavor of prompt
    comes then.. YES..
    NOW.. this “Chemistry
    of Truth and Light”
    coming post
    runS its
    course..
    so more of the
    other.. in the comments
    section in this coming
    post.. and additionAlly
    more fun dance
    photos from
    my 88th Old Seville
    week of dance celebration
    iN tHe wee wee 3AM hour
    or so.. of the 11th day
    of the 12th month of
    2K15th year day..
    theRe.. with a few more
    photos in other stops..
    including my mother’s
    birthday
    and other
    stuff
    along the
    paths that
    change
    now
    TG.. in
    FEELINGS
    WELL FELT
    AND SO.. SO.. VARIED
    BEYOND RAINBOWS
    OF
    COLORS
    NOW AS
    WELL..:)

    Yup.. some
    folks have
    writer’s
    block..
    i have
    writer
    stop..
    GO dance
    NOW!..;)

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