always fascinated with
Most interesting to me is that
the meaning for the Greek word Horus..
Song and Dance!
I remember seeing Virgin translated as pure of soul in the mythology of Mary..
This is an amusing Video that debunks some of the myths associated with the mythology of Mary not liking sex….
It seems with the connections that have been drawn between the Egyptian mythologies of Horus..Isis..and Set..that the symbolic meaning of Mary OR ISIS was yes a pure soul..but a tiger in the bed..if one wills…
Most of all humans are sensual beings..and to repress any aspect of this..is to really f*** things up..in my best estimation…
In my own personal experience the more I attempted to repress any aspect of this..whether the natural occurring so called feminine emotions or so called feminine movements described as such in our patriarchal culture…
What really did result was the blockage of energy and emotions..and resulting pain..and or numbness of existence..that yah..really..really..really..does suck…
The best thing that i have developed for myself to get back in to touch with my emotions and what might be called as the so called feminine side of my human nature..is a kind of soul dance that is already well described as Chakra Dance here at these links:
Most of my life I have read about Chakras off and on..and have sensed a truth about this phenomena along the way in life..but was too dam busy with stress and work and all of that to really get to the bottom of
Well..in this reverse dancing.. and yah..actually a kind of belly dancing I have found myself doing here in public lately after losing all illusory fears accumulating during my 50 plus year life..
I came across this link on chakra dancing today..on google…
As the ecstasy of energy I AM gaining by doing these sensual movements of hips..torso..etc..along with the high energy of modern selected musicK…
IS reALLy more than anything that IS WHaT IS bringing me this great balancING sense of bliSs through my every waking microsecond…
Well..now I understand that those strippers I was watching WHEN A YOUNGER man were not just ‘doing that’ for the money…
The looks of ecstasy on their faces as they moved their hips and torso in sensual ways as described in western cultures as a type of belly dancing..IS the connection of the powerful human sensual energy for balance that we most all have the potential for.. to truly experience…
This thing i call blISs or heaven in real life..and yah..Jesus and Buddha probably danced in spare time like thIS..as thIS reALLy ain’t nothing new in historic cultures of the ancient past…
The Egyptians did this kind of dance..a long long time ago..and cultures have been practicing a variety of it..throughout recorded time .. and likely prehistoric cultures as well as that…
It’s just a natural thing..if ya got a lot of time on your hands..go out in nature and just move..just move with MUSICK of nature either natural or man-made..this is what I think..what will eventually naturally happen with human movement…
Spinning..swaying..moving hips..and torso and doing it IN reverse..cause eventually it feels better than a frigging normal human orgasm…
@least to me….
Well i’ve been thinking a lot about SOULdance here lately..after finding so many advantages of doing it in private in my back yard..and even in frigging public to my wife’s sometimes dismay…
As sHe IS never expecting a belly dancer out in public for her husband when we first get to togetHer…..
But Like Nike says..sometimes you just gotta DO IT TO get iT correct….
And after watching that video..my description of what i have been doing is truly more like soul dancing or chakra dancing than a ballerina type dance….
The girl in the black cap is more of what i am doing than the refined lady in the tutu…
It’s rough around the edges and has a primal element to it..not some dam carefully designed and choreographed dance..
It’s free..and yeah..that’s simply me here lately…
LIVING IN THE KINGDOM OF
Or what i personally describe IS heaven and blISs..
Not that f***** up place i describe as hell and the abyss…
That IS simply the loss of the sensual feelings of being a fully emotional human being..along with that logic stuff that i can always.. it seems take for granted..per my particular form of autism ..as it may be….
But it did keep me sane..when I almost totally lost my emotions..so I will never discount the POWER OF LOGIC as a mighty human specific..it seems.. ‘ABSTRACT’ FORCE….!
And yah these are some more still photographs
Most everything i do is usually
leading to another
dam scientist in me
just never stops it
big budget to get thIS message across..
but i gotta say..
real live public
in the local
some type of real
No one else.. especiALLy
So am i crazy
think i just
walk in the footsteps
all that any of us
But anyway again..
yah might like
think i got it
And nah..i ain’t
the only one in history
So yah..neither King David or
afraid to shake their
butTs.. to worship the
in so called
The messages keep coming
and keep coming..
not.. they are there
in the public
THE NEW WORLD
here.. and approaching
SO get ready.. dance baby…
all i have to say’bout
Oh and yah..there are some folks
in the general public wiTh reALLy..reALLy
big budgets getting tHIS
message across the world..
is a DRIVING
FORCE THAT MAY
eventuALLy arrive in
middle eastern countries..
where youtube is currently
And yeah..Rihanna reALLy is one of
the greatest ‘queens’ of the illuminati..
And she is saying the essentiALLy
same things I am saying in tHIS blog
And literally working her tail off..
to get th@message..
To the general public..
And yah..with around 77 million views..
on Youtube already..it’s working it’s working..
it’s working..and heRe
are a few other examples..some
of which are approaching
2 BILLION LAND…
AND NAH TH@2012 MAYAN
STUFF WASN’T ABOUT
IT WAS ALL ABOUT
A RETURN TO THE
HUMANs AND ALL OTHER
AND MATERIAL EXISTENCE
TH@IS THE REAL
AND yah.. just my opinion friend(S)..
in caps or not in caps…
And yAh..PSY is brave2..
for a dude…
TH@’s the way i like
the human animal power of mirror neurons..
is simply fabulous 2…
Try watching all those videos at the same time and
a mind blowing experience..
most mind altering drugs…
And wow..just think about IT..tHis energy…
IS atomic fuel for the spirIT…
of Google with it’s youtube..
and all th@stuff
Yah.. don’t ya kNow.. ya living in heaven..
If not..i think
As my friends @Nike
And nah..with cosmic consciousness..
be in the actual physical
presence of anyone to connect with them…
As the power of the spirit is simply unlimited..
for those who tRuly
Sometimes synchronicity can be a most beautiful ‘thing’ of allas oh my God completing tHIS post was the ‘perfect’ response to a complete stranger suggesting I hate myself cause i disagree about a frigging charitable organization and how they really do help people in the real world..Autism Speaks….
There are bigger fish to fry in this world..my friend..much..much..muchh…
For one thing..just in my opinion…
ASAN and AWN..simply sucks..
Autism Speaks is run without Autistics, against Autistics.
The ASAN and AWN are run by Autistics, for Autistics.
Why would any Autistic support Autism Speaks and oppose the ASAN and AWN?
Out of self hatred?
FOR ONE SIMPLE REASON…
THEY EXCLUDE REAL AUTISTIC PEOPLE FROM THEIR ORGANIZATION….
SIMPLY IF THEY HOLD DIFFERENT OPINIONS..
THAT IN JUST MY OPINION IS A TRUE NAZI WAY OF BEING..
AS FREEDOM ONLY HOLDS WITH FREEDOM OF SPEECH..AND LACK OF CENSORHIP…
THESE ARE NOT THE TRUE AUTISTIC PEOPLE I PERSONALLY KNOW IN REAL LIFE..
AS MOST OF THEM DON’T HAVE A PERSONALLY JUDGING BONE IN THEIR BODY..AND WOULD NEVER EVER NEVER EVER EXCLUDE ANYONE FOR HOLDING A DIFFERENT OPINION..
IT SEEMS MORE LIKE SO CALLED PSYCHOPATHY TO ME FRIEND..SORRY.. BUT THAT’S JUST WHAT I PERSONALLY SEE WITH MANY OF THE BEHAVIORS OF THESE INDIVIDUALS ASSOCIATED WITH THESE ORGANIZATIONS..
BUT I AIN’T NAMING NAMES..
YOU ARE OKAY IN MY ESTIMATION..
AND SO ARE FOLKS WITH SO CALLED PSYCHOPATHIC LIKE BEHAVIOR..THEY ARE JUST HARDER TO ‘DEAL’ WITH ..TH@ISALL….
AND I DON’T KNOW ABOUT YOU DUDE…
BUT I LOVE MY SELF ENOUGH..MAYBE A LITTLE TOO MUCH AS SOME OF MY REAL LIFE FRIENDS AND FAMILY DO..SAY I DO….
I LIVE IN HEAVEN AND BLISS DUDE..
NONE OF THIS HATRED..NON FEELING..AND ABYSS OF HELL STUFF….
AT LEAST SUZANNE WRIGHT SAYS AND DOES WHAT SHE FEELS..
NONE OF THAT PSYCHOPATHIC..TRYING TO PRESS EMOTIONAL BUTTONS STUFF..
LIKE COMPLE STRANGERS…ACCUSING ME OF HATING MYSELF…
TRY MY NEWEST BLOG POST FRIEND TO SEE HOW I FEEL ALL ABOUT ALLTH@
HERE..IF YOU LIKE..IF YOU CAN.. OR IF YOU WILL…
YA may know hatred can be a powerful binding force among people who are dead in true happiness of bliss and heaven that can be..in SOUL AS TRUE….
But the long term destination of hate..is always a place of ultimate oblivion..and simply a black hole sun of a soul….
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!!!
Sometimes it takes rather assertive language to get a real point across..but yah..that’s in part how I cured the reciprocal communication difficulties that is what is described in diagnostic manuals in the US currently as Autism Spectrum Disorder..
Anything is possible with human WILL..patience..and never ever giving up..even curing the reciprocal communication problems ASSOCIATED WITH Autism..
My life is now proof of that2..as a medically documented phenomenon….2..too…
Regarding religion and sexuality….
PostPosted: Tue Dec 10, 2013 5:45 am
Well..one thing for sure or at least likely is that Jesus probably had lots and lots of sexual feelings..as far as i can see… i haven’t ever seen anyone truly get to ‘that place’ who repressed any part of their human nature…
Now as far as who he had sex with or what he did for sex..or how he released his orgasms..that is another thing entirely different..
As human beings are animals of psychological fetishes..of almost any possible imaginable effect……..
The idea that there would be no marriages in heaven…
Is a pretty good clue..if ya get my drift…..
‘God’ is not a Robot…
‘God’ IS extreme feelings..
‘All’ those feelings…
To deny the sexuality of human beings…
Is only to make it stronger in the long run….
This was evident when I went to college…
The girls in the repressed local high school Christian school…
Really..REally ..really..for the most part..were the real sexual tigers..when they got out there in the real world…
Of a public college….
And yeah..sometimes they got pregnant early..as lots of partners..can lead to that….quicker..than just one sometimes……
Lots of stuff going on under those long dresses…….
But seriously this is almost impossible to understand..for a person who for whatever reason..who does not have these extremely strong sensual feelings..
And yah..some people just don’t..for whatever reasons…genetic..abuse..environment or again whatever…..
But yah..seriously no doubt that the sexuality of women was attempted to be repressed by the patriarchal culture of the time of Jesus…
But nah..what you get behind close doors can be an entirely different thing..oh yes..an entirely different thing…
By the way sex was one of my ‘special interests’ for decades..but not much in to that violent intercourse thing…
I like to experience the pleasure of the woman even more than mine…
But I am one of those extreme tactile sensory autistic folks..that can experience the emotional contagion of others..almost like I AM the other person..
IN real life..that is…
My intuitive feeling is that yah..Jesus was probably like that too…
And Muhammad and Buddha ..oh my GOD definitely YES….
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!!!