always fascinated with
Most interesting to me is that
the meaning for the Greek word Horus..
Song and Dance!
I remember seeing Virgin translated as pure of soul in the mythology of Mary..
This is an amusing Video that debunks some of the myths associated with the mythology of Mary not liking sex….
It seems with the connections that have been drawn between the Egyptian mythologies of Horus..Isis..and Set..that the symbolic meaning of Mary OR ISIS was yes a pure soul..but a tiger in the bed..if one wills…
Most of all humans are sensual beings..and to repress any aspect of this..is to really f*** things up..in my best estimation…
In my own personal experience the more I attempted to repress any aspect of this..whether the natural occurring so called feminine emotions or so called feminine movements described as such in our patriarchal culture…
What really did result was the blockage of energy and emotions..and resulting pain..and or numbness of existence..that yah..really..really..really..does suck…
The best thing that i have developed for myself to get back in to touch with my emotions and what might be called as the so called feminine side of my human nature..is a kind of soul dance that is already well described as Chakra Dance here at these links:
Most of my life I have read about Chakras off and on..and have sensed a truth about this phenomena along the way in life..but was too dam busy with stress and work and all of that to really get to the bottom of
Well..in this reverse dancing.. and yah..actually a kind of belly dancing I have found myself doing here in public lately after losing all illusory fears accumulating during my 50 plus year life..
I came across this link on chakra dancing today..on google…
As the ecstasy of energy I AM gaining by doing these sensual movements of hips..torso..etc..along with the high energy of modern selected musicK…
IS reALLy more than anything that IS WHaT IS bringing me this great balancING sense of bliSs through my every waking microsecond…
Well..now I understand that those strippers I was watching WHEN A YOUNGER man were not just ‘doing that’ for the money…
The looks of ecstasy on their faces as they moved their hips and torso in sensual ways as described in western cultures as a type of belly dancing..IS the connection of the powerful human sensual energy for balance that we most all have the potential for.. to truly experience…
This thing i call blISs or heaven in real life..and yah..Jesus and Buddha probably danced in spare time like thIS..as thIS reALLy ain’t nothing new in historic cultures of the ancient past…
The Egyptians did this kind of dance..a long long time ago..and cultures have been practicing a variety of it..throughout recorded time .. and likely prehistoric cultures as well as that…
It’s just a natural thing..if ya got a lot of time on your hands..go out in nature and just move..just move with MUSICK of nature either natural or man-made..this is what I think..what will eventually naturally happen with human movement…
Spinning..swaying..moving hips..and torso and doing it IN reverse..cause eventually it feels better than a frigging normal human orgasm…
@least to me….
Well i’ve been thinking a lot about SOULdance here lately..after finding so many advantages of doing it in private in my back yard..and even in frigging public to my wife’s sometimes dismay…
As sHe IS never expecting a belly dancer out in public for her husband when we first get to togetHer…..
But Like Nike says..sometimes you just gotta DO IT TO get iT correct….
And after watching that video..my description of what i have been doing is truly more like soul dancing or chakra dancing than a ballerina type dance….
The girl in the black cap is more of what i am doing than the refined lady in the tutu…
It’s rough around the edges and has a primal element to it..not some dam carefully designed and choreographed dance..
It’s free..and yeah..that’s simply me here lately…
LIVING IN THE KINGDOM OF
Or what i personally describe IS heaven and blISs..
Not that f***** up place i describe as hell and the abyss…
That IS simply the loss of the sensual feelings of being a fully emotional human being..along with that logic stuff that i can always.. it seems take for granted..per my particular form of autism ..as it may be….
But it did keep me sane..when I almost totally lost my emotions..so I will never discount the POWER OF LOGIC as a mighty human specific..it seems.. ‘ABSTRACT’ FORCE….!
And yah these are some more still photographs
Most everything i do is usually
leading to another
dam scientist in me
just never stops it
big budget to get thIS message across..
but i gotta say..
real live public
in the local
some type of real
No one else.. especiALLy
So am i crazy
think i just
walk in the footsteps
all that any of us
But anyway again..
yah might like
think i got it
And nah..i ain’t
the only one in history
So yah..neither King David or
afraid to shake their
butTs.. to worship the
in so called
The messages keep coming
and keep coming..
not.. they are there
in the public
THE NEW WORLD
here.. and approaching
SO get ready.. dance baby…
all i have to say’bout
Oh and yah..there are some folks
in the general public wiTh reALLy..reALLy
big budgets getting tHIS
message across the world..
is a DRIVING
FORCE THAT MAY
eventuALLy arrive in
middle eastern countries..
where youtube is currently
And yeah..Rihanna reALLy is one of
the greatest ‘queens’ of the illuminati..
And she is saying the essentiALLy
same things I am saying in tHIS blog
And literally working her tail off..
to get th@message..
To the general public..
And yah..with around 77 million views..
on Youtube already..it’s working it’s working..
it’s working..and heRe
are a few other examples..some
of which are approaching
2 BILLION LAND…
AND NAH TH@2012 MAYAN
STUFF WASN’T ABOUT
IT WAS ALL ABOUT
A RETURN TO THE
HUMANs AND ALL OTHER
AND MATERIAL EXISTENCE
TH@IS THE REAL
AND yah.. just my opinion friend(S)..
in caps or not in caps…
And yAh..PSY is brave2..
for a dude…
TH@’s the way i like
the human animal power of mirror neurons..
is simply fabulous 2…
Try watching all those videos at the same time and
a mind blowing experience..
most mind altering drugs…
And wow..just think about IT..tHis energy…
IS atomic fuel for the spirIT…
of Google with it’s youtube..
and all th@stuff
Yah.. don’t ya kNow.. ya living in heaven..
If not..i think
As my friends @Nike
And nah..with cosmic consciousness..
be in the actual physical
presence of anyone to connect with them…
As the power of the spirit is simply unlimited..
for those who tRuly