Take enough photos..
and yoUr likely to catch something
in the flow of Life you haven’t seen or
heard or felt or sensed in liFe bEfore..
iT is thE StreAM of Consciousness LiVinG
wHeRe subconscious spiRit arises with what
scientists meaSuRe as the observer effect and
affect of how not only does our liVing impact those
living things around us.. surely.. our lives effect all of existence
in at least a wing of Butterfly flutter in the lens that iS ouR soUL..
MoVing.. ConNecTinG.. and CreAtinG Now WiTh GoD aLLonE and that’s
wHo liFe works.. matters not so much what you capture as what you
do with it in the journey noW of liFe.. as pArt of someone’s soUl is
Captured in the form of the smARt phone as those worked toGetHer
to make an iPhone iSREAL and greater improved to capture more
of liFe for otHers to gain inSpiRatioN in GiVe and shARe.. and
for those who pooh pooh the liGht of Social Media they noW
miss the floWeRinG poTenTial of HUman BEinG togEtheR
in global hands aS oNE aS Force Greater iN synErgy
thaT is God’s eYes oF nAture as aLL of we stronger
and stronger as wE conNeCt toGeTheR iN
global fashion that of course would not
be possible now except for phones
that can and WiLL connect
uS in MoRe of coloRed
liGht oF hUman
iN all the ways
that can and WiLL comE for
NoW.. as this WiLL bE a first
introductory pArt of MacroVerse
715.. before i even publish 714..
as Son oF Man More.. and have
yeT to share a back-up text of
Macro-Verses 710 thru 712..
and the 713 for 111 as such
on FB and coming soon neXt
noW as free verse StrEam
oF Conciousness CreatiVity
requires no break of Mechanical
Cognition Activity as long as floW oF
ZoNe noW iN oNe sPeak continues to RinG aS FReED Now..:)
SMiLes.. yes.. the plunge.. i was thiNking
about the plunge yesterday when i cAMe to
dance.. conservatively sPeaking in a red state
fall festival solo bEfore an audience round of around
a thouSand folks who had no vocabulary for dance in daylight..
but i had alReady
made that plunge
three years earlier..
so the adventure
in precision of flow
in total focus of liFe
purpose and meaning
withouT thoughts at all
riSing higher and hiGher
in seNses and FeeLinGs as
the dance itself spRunG WingS
and Moved me as essence oF Free.. mY FriEnd…
Thanks.. for the inSpiRinG poem.. nice to see you
WriTing aGaiN.. my FriEnd iN sPace of a busy liFe..:)
CLay Of hands
iN pots oF hOld..
SMiles.. Sreeja.. thanks
for visiting my blog posts.. iN MacroVerse style..
wHeRe each Verse iS like an Ocean oF Haiku’s WiTh sMiLes..;)
Good morning again.. my faceless Uprising Youtube Dude who presents
conspiracy theories for worldwide folks who take that predictable
bait… and today the topic is the atheist delusion.. hmm..
i have 100% proof iSREAL God oF Nature exists..
it’s kind of as obvious as the interrelating
interconnecting force that exists in
all stuff existence aS even
science proves now
and Nature sAMe
as we sentient star dust
plus aS even the old sometimes
good book says.. we come from dust and
return to dust.. sure.. that’s what science says too..
and arguing science with a conspiracy theorist is like
putting lipstick on a pig.. a pig don’t give a slop about that
as a pig is God sAMe as grain of sand and less and more as
science shows all are composed of star dust stuff.. hmm.. so
much common sense that this ONE FORCE OF GOD ALL THAT IS
EXISTS.. it’s just that people worship symbols as words that they use
as idols no different than Golden Calves to cohesively find a common bonding
purpose in societal way for survive and even potential thrive.. well my friend as
discussed here before.. if you really wanna hEar a conspiracy against God thaT
would be the Roman Catholic Church and Emperor Constantine that turned a
Humble Yogi-like dude from most popular accounts of that dude back in
325 AD into a Soldier Sun God to gather up the people’s of various
religions and myths namely the popular Mithra one.. and as history
shows religions are used to control folks in ways of illusory
fears and promises based on blind faith for what daddy
or mommy or the local priest says is a Gospel Truth
of what 40 years of illiterate Aramaic Tradition says
was the round table gossip of the day after the flesh
and blood dude Yeshua met his end on earth way way
back then.. and of course as noted before heRe on your
funny and truly quite hilarious YouTube page.. to piss off
Fundie Conspiracy leaning Christians for an uprising against
whomever you invent here as an illusory enemy.. kinda like Constantine
did and his Catholic Cohorts way back then.. as ‘some of you folks’ tend
to repeat hiStory and vomit it out like this to control other folks.. around and
around the ruse does continue to go.. so what else.. back to the Jesus story
as it continues to grow like gossip and politics and religion same.. yes.. the
literate Greeks chose which Christian sects of many that made sense to them..
ranging from one God to twelve God’s.. etc.. etc.. on all potential musings from
round table gossip oral traditions of that illiterate 40 or so years of Aramaic
whatever the flavor of the Jesus came from mouths of reciprocal social
communication.. on dusty trails of middle east life.. and then of whatever
was written down by the smarty pants Greek literate dudes was scribed
by hand for hundreds of years past then.. to the Nicene Council in 325
AD determining what they liked and what they didn’t like of all the scribe
mistakes and additions that came tHeir way too.. yeah a mixed bag
of nuts of trUth and liGht and false and dark it was and still is as
scripture still notes in Good Cop and Bad Cop Jesus way today..
anyway.. the Nicene Council in cahoots with the Constantine
dude who eventually would erect a monolithic statue of himself
in Trump Fashion to make himself a Golden Sun God too.. haha.. yeah..
amusing isn’t it.. how Human Nature repeats its selfishness and ignorance
over.. and over and over.. again.. heHE.. and then whatever version of the..
..Jesus promoted Sun God Soldier myth then established by that Nicene
Council continued to be copied by hand in scribe way for centuries more
to come with mistakes.. honest.. and on purpose.. and stuff even added in
as budding pastors in accredited major Universities come to find out and
of course do not share with the congregation as we all kNow huh.. that most
people do not have enough faith to buy into God without a bunch of far fetched
myths of miracles.. beyond the iSREAL FORCE OF GOD WITHIN ALL OF WE AVAILABLE
FOR THE EVERYDAY VARIETY OF REAL HEALING MIRACLES.. THAT I ATTEST TO IN
MY OWN 42 month VERSION AS witness for this God of Nature ISREAL still
exceeding 3.3 million words also in longest long form fashion in free verse
style in the history of humankind of those who did read the verse twelve
out of chapter fourteen in John and took action on the fAct that folks
will do ISREAL STUFF IN LIFE that is much greater than what
the Yeshua dude spread as teachings in his patch of
Middle East dirt before the Internet and mass
communication comes along and other
folks like ME again.. haha.. anyway..
the Christian Illusion has been
debunked in fundie way
already for years and
years in divinity school..
it is impossible to take a lie as
literal unless you literally believe in
real conspiracies my friend.. like the one
who took just another humble teacher and
healer helper prophet of the human species and
changed him into a comic book hero instead of the
True Scotsman super hero iSREAL.. hmm.. those true
Yeshua’s of life have come in many forms my friend but
the Golden Rule essence story remains similar and same..
fearless smARt and Unconditional Love Rules the airwaves
now.. ignorance in beFore original Greek Definition of Apocalypse
of lifting the veils of ignorance sadly still rules the Demographic of
Trump votes.. and severely as such among the greatest of those who
believe in illusory fears like the ones you and other Trump folks like Constantine
continue to spread here.. for either a Billion Bucks or Google adsense pennies..
in Alex Jones nonsense way to make a Lincoln Penny and Washington dollar
more as idols no different than books worshipped higher than the living God
who lives within my friEnd.. let’s just say i AM A reAlly Close FriEnd of the
Good Cop Jesus.. you miGht say that through the Ages of Now.. i continue
to defend his and her.. etc.. honor as nows go on.. my word is my sword
mY FriEnd.. and sure for all practical intents and purpose on this terrestrial
earth in physical way.. i am kindA like Batman Strong too.. been to the
dARk Side of hell for 66 months and came out on the other end
as fallen Angel Rose Red again.. God IS A God of merit stiLL
iN hUMan BeinG mY FriEnd.. mini-me’s of God iN dArk..
liGht.. tween sHades of Grey and beYond rainbow
colors of emotions and senses is the gift
of inheritance of a highway to hell
or heaven on earth here..
go the way liGht
iN Fearless smARt..
and Unconditional Giving
and ShaRing ways.. iN ways
of isREAL EmoTioNal and SeNsory
heARt as SpiRit ExprEsSing thiS HeARt
iN miNd and BoDy BaLaNCinG SoUl for
positive intention of thOught and EmoTioNs
And SeNses and reap the reward of Positive consequence
iN aLL these ways.. and more or not my FriEnd.. you have chosen
a dARk path of doubt and BrinGinG cynicism oF liGht to the fLock
you raise in chains here.. i go to the DARkest Places in the world mY
FriEnd and shine soMe SpARK oF liGht unTil i get banned or deleted or
whatever the case may be.. i just dance my sandals off now like i did in
one of the coldest places online named the Wrong Planet for creatures
with little Faith.. little human EmoTioNs as expreSsinG them as such
when they kicked me off there and in poEtry land too in places of
cOld heARts with ye of little faith for the God who lives within
free without clothes of books and religions.. politics.. and
spoon fed cultures from birth.. mY FriEnd.. anyway..
let’s just say i AM
A ‘SoN oF Man MoRe NoW’
mY FriEnd.. and you continue
doing an excellent job of dARk
muSe Now.. as heRe’s the deal mY
FriEnd either iN dARk or liGht or the ‘Tween
of shaDes of Grey and bEyond colors of the rainBow
now.. we are aLL employed by the Gold oF Nature iN someway
to ultimately muse liGht through either DARk.. the TWeeN and
beYond RainBow colors of REaLiTy mOre as TrUe GOLd oF LiGht
NoW.. juSt aNoTher opportunity to give and share in somEwhat
avenues of online pArts of HeLL.. i’LL take it as the water iS sTiLL
iNViTinG iN GoD’s Heaven on eARTh AwaY from iSreAL places
of HeLL and purgatory oNly oN this terrestrial plane NoW..
yeah.. the one
to revolve around
A SUN.. Cheers..
GiVe anD SHARE.. Y NOT..
THE PRICE OF LOVE IS FREE..
AND FREE COSTS UNCONDITIONAL
SMART AND FEARLESS LOVE.. MY FRIEND..
as any CinderELla
CinDeRfELla coMeS to BE
MoRe iN NoW.. See yA lATer..
my continuing for now favorite
dARk mUse on youTube for
to rise for
or more in a Heaven
with no moon.. no sun..
and no F iN.. golden
Bottom liNe mE.. foR NoW..
oh yeah.. consider tHis IS A giFt..
alone.. foR NoW..
A L L O N E NoW..:)
Hmm.. i left that comment on the
Call for an Uprising Dude’s website..
of the ‘Truther’ Alex Jones element
see what happens
when i leave it now..
on another one of Ray
Comfort’s Videos in now
fundie dArk of ignorance..
can you handle the truth
and light… how deep or
shallow is your faith in God
better put iS it iSReAL or a book..
anyway.. after i figured out that Ray
Comfort was/is the narrator of the
so-called current Atheist Delusion video
as trending on you tube i said this too..;)
Oh.. Jesus F. in Christ..
of this other YouTube
Video.. a true classic..
if Ray is somewhere around
here.. come debate with me..
if you thInk you had a handful
with this extra cool Jamaican Woman..
just see what will happen iF and WHen..
see the SoUl
oF liGht or ignorance..
come on over to WHeRE i Live..
just call me God’s Cheerleader.. oKAy..
lawyer.. or perHaps court reporter as Jester..;)
You also make an excellent DARk muse too Ray.. thanks.. babe..;)
At this point my FriEnd gigoid.. it’s 11:33 am.. Central
Daylight savings time and i’m 4 behind.. let’s sees if i
can catch up on one breeze
as i note this at
the end and go back
to the beginning of BeHind..;)
Not surprising.. some of the greats
at oral communication art were slow
to never gaining access to the new wave
of Information Technology.. and Computers
as they paid their assistants to take care of
that while they
side of mind
away from the
coming way of
and machine mind.. my creativity
suffered greatly for the same reason
but oh the tool i have now.. made
all that machine mind
well worth it for
plays liGht and DaRk..
and ‘tween SonGS oF LIFe..
in more colors to come between
digit of aRt and one finger a time..
as they still haven’t invented a written
language that moves all at one beYond
speed oF liGht or perHaps that alREady
and all that
limits thaT are
the tools of both
flesh and information technology
sAMe.. as trUly i’Ve alWays seNsed
and fELt more that any tool flesh or plus to put iT aLL
iN Words.. imAgiNe that no one would understand thAt
one key at
a time now..
anything that flows
in rhythm and sync
that makes some sense
beyond walls and walls
What else.. oh yes..
back to the regularly
scheduLed Wisdom program
you so graciously provide for
poetic muse of whatever the
heLL or HeAven and ‘tween now
thaT coMes neXt iN TeXt noW.. heHE..
note to self.. four behind for me in copy
pasting text only Macro-Verses to Facebook
Pages too.. hehe.. sure put off the mechanical
cognition activities in systemizing nature only..
and perHaps one day i can train my only home
assistant to help me with that too.. but nah.. do
instructed as aRT
to you within.. hehe..
and don’t forget to
take the trash out..
your only domesticated
duty along with Driving
Miss.. Daisy also kNown
And feLt as floWeRinG sTiLL.. Katrina2..;)
“A chief event of life is the day in which we have encountered a mind that startles us.”
~~ Ralph Waldo Emerson~~
There are only two mistakes one can make along the road to truth:
(1) not going all the way;
and (2) not starting.”
~~ Buddha ~~
and third base
lot of fun too..
oh.. the sweet
lie when iSReaL..
but Jesus F. In Christ..
it took me 18 years to
staRt and 10 months to finish..
and if ‘that one’ is out there in
it like it was
now.. as that’s
just how my reaLiTy SingS.. Sees.. FeeLs..
SEnSES iN Movie MaKing BRAin..
in holographic virtual
reaLiTy as such too..
imagine that all you
‘friEnds’ of Before..
was i saying..
oh yeah.. next
come to feel it again..
first.. second.. and third bases
were actuAlly better than all the way..
looKing forward most always beats the
goal.. wHeRe A goal is now IS A Nirvana isreal..
place close to Havana..;)
Yes ..Dead hands typing
sucks2.. my words were
empty sHells 33 months
of ashes and
the essence of iT aLL
Colored my liFE aGaIn as LiVe..
and there was even less than that
with no words at all the 33 months before that..
is more than GOld..:)
“All that we see or seem,
is but a dream within a dream.”
~~ Edgar Allan Poe ~~
iT to FruiTioN
And CreATinG Free noW..
iN Acts off a page oF liFe..
so let it be written.. a pAGe oF liGht..
“The more you know… well, the more you know!”
~~ Realist Bee ~~
The more you
aWay from knoW as NoW..:)
“By definition, when you are investigating the unknown,
you do not know what you will find.”
~~ The Ultimate Principle ~~
i don’t kNow noThing
“Do I dare disturb the universe?”
~~ T. S. Eliot ~~
lie of religion..
it’s against the
rules to add a
chains of Books..
aWay from Free..
Free iS GoD
Absolute reality corrupts absolutely.”
~~ Subtle Bee ~~
Absolute = False
“If I repent of any thing, it is very likely to be my good behavior.”
Henry David Thoreau
Ha! i would
for the U.S. oF A..
and sure.. oTHeR places
and that reminds me..
the oThEr day.. the gym
attendant also.. A retired Chief
from the Navy asked me if i had
and i sAid
and a DandEliOn2..
in words to that effect2..
he probably hand no clue for2..
eitHeR.. heHex2.. as Koans coMe and go2..;)
“You only live once — but if you work it right, once is enough.”
~~ Joe E. Lewis ~~
Now iS forever
if you live
hmm.. gotta SonG
to accompany at least
some of that for this noW
two.. as one down and three 2 go for noW2..;)
Yes.. as i continue
hEar.. from last post..
iF You Love LiFE Now
forever it’S even better..
alWays noW aLive..:)
“It is never too early or too late to care for the well-being of the soul.”
~~ Epicurus ~~
As the life
of my Great Aunt
“As great scientists have said and as all children know,
it is above all by the imagination
that we achieve perception, and compassion, and hope.”
~~ Ursula K. LeGuin ~~
pLus siZe in hUman
heArts iNfinity Greater
“For those who believe in God, most of the big questions are answered.
But for those of us who can’t readily accept the God formula,
the big answers don’t remain stone-written.
We adjust to new conditions and discoveries.
We are pliable.
Love need not be a command or faith a dictum.
I am my own God.
We are here to unlearn
the teachings of the church, state,
and our educational system.
We are here to drink beer.
We are here to kill war.
We are here to laugh at the odds
and live our lives so well
that Death will tremble to take us.”
~~ Charles Bukowski ~~
Abrahamic Religion Lies..
like that and
some folks Free..
aS A pArt of God tHat Sings
“…there is no poison on earth more potent, nor half so deadly,
as a partial truth mixed with passion.”
~~ Michael Jay Tucker~~
A story of
intelligence and A story
of cultures and religions same
as all these politics
as myths and
vehicles and vessels
housing essence that
we will never see
the smallest and largest essence..
as we live in an in between world
i do not see this as
poiSon aT ALL.. i see
this as the human condition..
tolerate it and accept it as possible
as it is what it is.. and it will be what it wills to be..
wiTh alWays room for Improvement in ways of Change2..:)
The entire world is being driven insane by this single phrase:
‘My religion alone is true.’”
~~ Ramakrishna ~~
It’s not insane..
the tribal nature
that bonds in social
ways with a cohesive
common purpose.. dArk
and or LiGht in the ‘tween
of That.. it takes a great deal
iN WiLL oF Force to escape that
Matrix but the trUth is that Matrix
is Nature and God no different than
words now.. i discard
the blue and red pills
and create my own
green pill of
both sides+ noW..
and Now living with
it as Neo in disguise..
and sure.. i even wear super
cool sHades too.. jUSt for FuN..;)
“And the people bowed and prayed, to the neon Gods they’d made.”
~~ Paul Simon ~~
Bow is for submission..
Pray works when it is positive suggestion..
no different overall than placebo high
one path to positive more consequences
the other path to negative more consequences..
“The more laws and order are made prominent,
the more thieves and robbers there will be.”
~~ Lao Tzu ~~
No Lao.. you
A bigger human
picture.. but of course
you didn’t have Wiki to help
ya out.. hehe.. humans are only
evolved to comfortably and peacefully
connect to 150 to 200 sets of friEndly
and hips.. etc..
do more.. and you
get anarchy without
sidewalks to prevent
folks from running into
each other while they dance naked..
hehe.. yes.. humans have limits too..
and law and order is ‘the insanity’
that is necessary
New Orleans too..
Square one human problems
are almost always rooted in hUman Nature..
as evolved now..
of years aS what
works.. STiLL.. noW
to survive long enough
to do the work of the night
or in broad daylight if everyone
is comfortable enough to do that naked..
fear.. oF FuckInG each oTheR..;)
“… But when he [the people’s champion]
has disposed of foreign enemies by conquest or treaty,
and there is nothing to fear from them,
then he is always stirring up some war or other,
in order that the people may require a leader.”
~~ Plato, “The Republic” ~~
Square one.. tribal
instinct.. the social
purpose in dArk or liGht.. eTc..
Fear kills strength and opposition..
for rules of order..
much different than
Bonobo’s.. our closest
face to face kissing cousins..:)
“What happens to your fist when you open your hand?”
~~ Zen Buddhism ~~
The human archetype of five fingers.. including
a prehensile thumb that creates language
for better social cooperation to survive..
as human archetypal memory
in dog eat dog..:)
I’m going to happydance among the stars
and wear my stripes any way I want to.”
~~ Stripes the tiger ~~
in human essence..
perhaps that makes A ‘difference’..;)
“It is not because things are difficult that we do not dare;
it is because we do not dare that they are difficult.”
~~ Lucius Anneaus Seneca ~~
IS A Tiger..
too is pARt oF Nature..
Tiger or NoT..;)
“To dare is to lose your foothold for a moment.
Not to dare is to lose your self.”
~~ Soren Kierkegaard~~
than a movie..
control.. is neither
Free isREAL seLf..:)
“How could the drops of water know themselves to be a river?
Yet the river flows on.”
~~ Antoine de Saint-Exupery ~~
“Live your questions now, and perhaps even without knowing it,
you will live along some distant day into your answers.”
~~ Rainer Maria Rilke ~~
‘Get a pAir’
of shoes that are free
and just do it..;)
“The way I see it, if you want the rainbow,
you gotta put up with the rain.”
~~ Dolly Parton ~~
Yeah.. but she had
a built up umbrella
that kept her feet dry..
in other words.. not all folks are
so.. nice people
share A Milk oF LiFE..
for those with smaller umbrellas..
kinda.. the way Marilyn jUSt did it too..
in pin-up way too..
and even FucKinG
World War 111.. oh..
thE power iN Freedom
oF SexuAlity when umbrellaS unfOld..;)
“Take a breath of the new dawn and make it a part of you.
~~ Hopi proverb ~~
“Change is inevitable, growth is intentional.”
~~ Glenda Cloud~~
“The road goes ever on and on
Down from the door where it began
Now far ahead the road has gone
And I must follow if I can.
Pursuing it with eager feet,
Until it joins some larger way.
Where many paths and errands meet.
And whither then? I cannot say.”
~~ J.R.R. Tolkien ~~
And once again..
on A 7th day..
eYeS of HUman Wisdom
that never ends now..
for any one
all paths now..
but hey.. one can
at lEAst.. voyeur ‘them’.. on A way..;)
Okay.. that ends two out of
four.. halftime now..
for the second half to come..;)
So.. i see i was actually 5 behind.. time
really flies in the floW iN the Zone..
so here i come back to
the furthest pArt and
to second from
first and yes this
calls for a half time
song for the second
half that is longer than
the first.. so.. i’ll go with
the year 2013 and the
Super Bowl 47.. literALLy
and figurativELy.. A half time show
celebrating a real new sTArt now of
Apocalypse in lifting the veils of
Ignorance after the end of
2012.. per December
21st and all of that
empty in end
of the world rumors
and wishes for folks who
do not find heaven on earth
here and wish for more in a sentient
star dust dirt nap after aS Such.. ugh.. hmm..
anyway.. is it no wonder there was incredible
motivation to migrate over to a New World to escape
the monarchies of religious rule ‘over there’ WitH a freedom
that is the God of nature for the free masons that founded
a country with the one eye of Horus Wisdom as planted
sTiLL on a Dollar Bill sAMe.. weLL.. of course not..
an iSREAL God OF Nature place whEre wE liGht
uP hUman potEntial toGeTheR BaLanCinG
iT all toGethER IS A new age oF
child-like wonder and amazement
that some of us already live in
noW iN metaphor of a rapture
as such to free OuRselves
from the matrix’s of bEfore..
anyway.. creative types.. all creative
open minded liberal types.. are most always
the first to escape out of a cave.. and explore
new heights of hUman poTenTial in an ongoing
Lombardi excellence that goes further than
trophies and championship rings
and other fleeting
not the hiGher
as FiRe of Excellence
insSidE of Olympic FlAme
torch that never burns out
aCross a lifetime.. in dARk and
liGht and ‘tween all of that in those
sHades of grey and beYond rainBow coLors
that can and will come with persistence of SeeKinG..
FinDinG this hiGher poWEr within.. employing it alWays
for free in constant practice toward greater heiGhts of liGht..
and sure.. Beyonce breaks through mainly in her art of dance..
thaT sets her apARt from the crowds of artists too.. in her formative
years.. sAMe as the other prodigy of Rihanna in her free dance too…
Whenever my wife really wants to get my attention in the iN ZonE noW
oF FloWinG creatiVity she juSt does the trick and treat of walKing past
me au-naturale.. gifted this way no less than Beyonce.. overall.. still at age 46..
so what does that do.. sure.. it raises healthy levels of dopamine in my bRain even
hiGher.. i AM distracted even hiGher in creative and productive ways and take my
art even hiGher
an all natural
pill of sorts too..
to fuel my creativity
the next day too.. here’s
the thing.. we are human..
these are the attributes that
increase human creativity
and productivity.. and not
to use our God given potential
in all the ways that comes.. is none
the less more as against God of Nature noW
as gifted in our higher potential of Human Nature
Now.. in other words.. consensual porn is holy and sacred
for those who use it as such in moderation to expand tHeir
holy and sacred huMan poTEntial now.. the advantage of
living with an iSREAL God inside as liGht instead of
ignorance As those Beyonce hips of dance liGht
me up all ready for the second half of this
no different than i somewhat manage
to liGht off the female audience
as such on Thursday niGht..
still at 56.. wHere the
i received so
girl yelled out
to her friend.. that
is the kinda guy i am
gonna marry one day..
all based on my moves
of creativity.. oh.. the simple
trUth my FriEnd.. when we go
all natural.. liGht comes too.. in
all the ways for free.. it wasn’t quite
like what ‘that woman’ offered Whitman
in his day butt hey.. ain’t no grabs here..
jusT eYEs oF Love on FiRe in LiGht..;)
in Beyonce Hips oF all natural Love..:)
Hehe.. that makes this somewhat of
an XxL sized Haibun and American
Now off to the
Pearls of Wisdom
“When someone loves you for a long time,
really loves you,
then you become Real.
Generally, by the time you are Real,
most of your hair has been loved off,
your eyes drop out,
but this doesn’t matter . . .
when you are Real you can’t be ugly.”
~~ The Velveteen Rabbit ~~
My wife accepts all of
me and all of what i just
wrote about that means i am truly loved for all of what i am TOTaLLY FReEd…
hehe.. even with a bald spot on top from age 18.. but she doesn’t like me SWEATY..
some of my
seem to mind
too much hehe.. yes..
i sweat like an ocean when on Fire..;)
“Anyone who has got a book collection/library and a garden wants for nothing.”
~~ Cicero ~~
i AM A Book unfOlding alWays..
i love to read more to Book..;)
Change is the pill i love most..
without it.. i would still be dead in life..:)
“I’ll talk a word with this same learned Theban.”
~~ William Shakespeare, King Lear, Act iii, Sc. 4 ~~
i rather find
lEarned different.. than sAMe..
“Character is who you are in the dark.”
~~ Lord John Whorfin ~~
I didn’t kill anyone
in hell or even injure anyone..
physically.. at lEAst..
pat A dEvil on
A back.. i do..
“I have not ceased being fearful,
but I have ceased to let fear control me.
I have accepted fear as part of life,
specifically fear of change and fear of the unknown;
and I have gone ahead despite
the pounding in the heart that says,
turn back, turn back,
you’ll die if you venture too far.”
~~ Erica Jong ~~
A best place oF all is zero fear..
but that takes practice.. constant
practice in an ongoing place oF liGht…
and stay so far..
aS iN the end of July 2013..
three years and three months of fear free..
NoW.. is surely
and A best with Pure
and somEwHat smARt LoVe2..:)
“If you think education is expensive,
~~ Andy McIntyre ~~
iN Trump Bucks Lost..;)
“As you go the way of life you will see a great chasm.”
It is not as wide as you think.”
~~ Native American advice ~~
The two innate human instincts
of fear from birth that do exist
is the fear of noises and heights..
i am fear
go near heights..
loud music stimulates
me.. but a cricket used
to sound like a freight train
back in hell of torture and hearing misery then..;)
“The psychic task which a person can and must set for himself
is not to feel secure,
but to be able to tolerate insecurity.”
~~ Erich Fromm ~~
is illusory fear..
when not instinctual
or real of course..
it makes humans
weaker in neurochemical
and neurohormone way..
T H a T..
but i have
square in the
eye and seeing
it for the blessing
it truly is from suffering worst
than any death imaginable to the great escape
and no that cognitive
process is not nearly enough
i am fearless because i faced my
insecurities.. practicing them in real life
and extinguished them same in both a hazing
as they do
to folks in
societies like Free Masons
and such.. i took it much much farther
and iT FucKinG
A works from A past Z..
and it’s still worth noting that
at one point my previous psychiatrist
said i had the worst case of anxiety he
had ever dealt with.. this coming from an Air
Force Major dealing with combat fatigue from
that i also
with Panic Attacks
before i let all that go
as a practice and
continuing one of fearless now..
seriously.. even the physical act of
dancing 6000 miles of public dance
in martial arts and ballet-like dancing
in three years sounds somewhat daunting
but the strength comes from the fACT that
almost everyone would be terrified to dance at all solo.. anywhere at all..
than a fear
of public speaking.. overall..
that no longer scares me either..
hehe.. as long as i dance and sing togEtheR..;)
“If you can’t be with the one you love,
love the one you’re with.”
~~ Steven Stills ~~
i Love everyone
iT makes liFe simple..
And FucKinG AmaZinG2..:)
An it harms none, do what thou will.
~~ Wiccan Credo ~~
Add in Love
smART and heRe coMes Heaven..:)
“Here’s Looking at you, kid.”
~~ Casablanca ~~
at Beautiful Women
and they are all beautiful to me..
and some people
when i do this too..;)
Yeah.. my older female
co-worker gave me a bust
of an ear to ear smiling goofy statue
that said ‘keep smiling..
can i say.. there
were so many pretty
girls at the Bowling Center then…
and sure.. at least one of them liked
idiot i stay..
yes.. God of
Nature had a few
reaSons for me to work at that
place for the longterm miSSion.. i AM curRently aSSigned..;)
oKAy.. three down..
too up to stop..;)
I sent my Soul through the Invisible,
Some letter of that After-life spell,
And by and by my Soul returned to me,
And answered “I Myself am Heaven and Hell.”
~~ Omar Khayyam ~~
Hell is an amazing
dARk place to look
get to Heaven..
obviously in words
of poetry.. an only way to
describe this place of Hell
and Heaven… i’M not the only
one to go tHeRe.. so far.. either..
iT SeeMs A greaTest
oF A soUL..
An only place
reAlly.. as far as i kNow
and FeeL that fearless smARt
Love can and WiLL be totALLy Bred iSreaL aS Such..
now.. hmm.. no one would ever consciously sign up
that is why we
die.. to do it over
and over aGain.. to
liVe in Heaven aGain..
hmm.. perHaps next go
aRound.. i’LL skip a grade or t00..;)
“Always store beer in a dark place.”
~~ Lazarus Long ~~
Better yeT.. sure.. noW.. YnoT..
Do drunk as fEArless SmARt LoVE..
without any Beer or drugs aT all..
conTrol yoUr Neurochemistry
iN HeaVen NOW..
per Can and WiLL2…:)
“From there to here, from here to there,
funny things are everywhere.”
~~ Dr. Seuss ~~
God IS A
And never trust so-called holy/sacred text..
without consensual accounts of sex and humor..
as not only does
it is not
it is not
Fully of Human too..
in other words.. someone
like Trump or Sheldon Cooper..
probably wrote it.. noW as either
Evil and or Science Abstract Now2..;)
“Everything is simpler than you think
and at the same time more complex than you imagine.”
~~ Goethe ~~
who see both ways..
Right-handers go over there,
left-handers go over there,
the rest of you, come with me.”
~~ Yogi Berra ~~
i.. for one..
“”Do what you love.
Know your own bone;
gnaw at it, bury it, unearth it, and gnaw it still.”
~~ Thoreau ~~
for PG rated audiences AT leASt..
and no.. i’m
“.. I think I’d better go back to my DESK and toy with
a few common MISAPPREHENSIONS…”
~~ Zippy the Pinhead ~~
Work/School Sucks oveRAll..
iN recess from iSREAL liFE..:)
“Do what you wanna, do what you will;
Just don’t mess up your neighbor’s thrill.
And when you pay the bill, kindly leave a little tip
To help the next poor sucker on his one-way trip.”
~~ Frank Zappa, You Are What You Is ~~
A hUmaN FuLL giFt
that keeps giVing..
A thrill of otHeRS..:)
“Dead, huh? Well, that’s one less thing.”
~~ Beverly ~~
A best way
is to be interested in living..
and do the giving
until the last breath as gift..:)
OkaY.. approx.. 20% left..
for A record of MoRe..
WeLL.. arriving sTiLL Alive at number
5 now.. and as i rememberer this
is rather a brief
to give it
“Dying is a wild night and a new road.”
~~ Emily Dickinson ~~
My Great Aunt Jettie @94.. cAlled ‘it’ A next
great adventure.. and
A great place to live
alWays A last breath now wow..
inherits eARTh NoW..
“Do nothing secretly; for Time sees and hears all things, and discloses all.”
~~ Sophocles (496-406 BC) ~~
~~ Hipponous, Frag. 280 ~~
Privacy IS A place
created in hell/purgatory
for those who are afraid
i have no secrets
i live God open and FReED..
my God is not
of Fear awAy froM liGht..;)
i have no sense of
all is eternal now..:)
“For age is opportunity no less
Than youth itself, though in another dress.
And as the evening twilight fades away,
The sky is filled with stars, invisible by day.
It is never too late to start doing what is right.
~~ Henry Wadsworth Longfellow ~~
Free is alWays
young to me..
and i’ve fELt
never older as free..:)
denn da ist keine Stelle,
die dich nicht sieht. Du musst dein Leben andern.”
(… for there is no place that does not see you. You must change your life.)
~~ Rainer Maria Rilke, “Archaic Torso of Apollo” ~~
“…all progress depends on the unreasonable man.”
~~ George Bernard Shaw ~~
ReaSon IS A lap
of crazy.. wHo never stops running.. FReED..:)
“Deeds, not words shall speak me.”
~~ John Fletcher ~~
So let it
so let it be danced..:)
“If a person is to get the meaning of life
he must learn to like the facts about himself —
ugly as they may seem to his sentimental vanity —
before he can learn the truth behind the facts.
And the truth is never ugly.”
~~ Eugene O’Neill ~~
When dArk And liGht..
and the ‘tween of
hues beyOnd colors
noW of Rainbow BlUes
eXceed the BRighTest
ShAdes oF GreY Now
And ALL iS perceived
aS Sacred and Holy..
is live now FReED..
@lEAst for mE..:)
“Avoid biting when a simple growl will do.”
~~ Things We Can Learn From Dogs ~~
Or perhaps a stance
thaT chills to bONe..
As mentioned BeFore..
my Noble Brown Tabby
at 7LBS in 20 years sKin
of Alpha Cat rule..
“Are you a good witch or a bad witch?”
~~ Subtle Wiccan Bee ~~
I am ‘Darren’
sitting in anoTheR
Adventure oF Free..:)
Now it’s time to visit my mother
with lap tap in tow.. perHaps
to read all i wrote..
Dance and the
sAMe.. iT all works
ToGethER when WHole.. mY FriEnd..:)
As a person who was mostly lost out of mind and body
Balance almost their entire life on the Autism Spectrum..
with the specific Gillberg described condition of Asperger’s
coming directly from the Case Studies of Hans Asperger’s
around the Nazi days
of getting rid of
with ‘his’ Trump
analysis of different
and not worthy too.. as
Trump went to a Military Academy
as a ‘pretty little boy’.. and it’s pretty
obvious what happened to his
silver spoon there..
it didn’t make
never found there..
and yes.. i went through
the same thing.. he can’t stop
the feeling that everyone is laughing
at him.. well.. perhaps he should have gone
the route of facing his past.. and facing then his
perceived weaknesses bringing them to the forefront
confronting them and eliminating them from brewing
in his subconscious mind in feeling never good
enough just as is.. hmm.. and perhaps
then he could lose
and just chill out
and enjoy life freed..
where no dollar bills.. fame
as fortune are needed at all
as the riches live within as fearless..
free.. with sMARt lOVe iSreAL.. anyway
i have a ball in life now.. that rolls on like a tumble
weed of FReED.. i do whatever the FucK i want.. no
matter who might want to close my creativity down.. and
i feel quite sure that if so-called big men like Trump and you
see these folks all over red state towns.. bullied by their daddies
into someone with little to no empathy.. smiles and just play dates
use some ballet
like the incredible hulk
to just chill out.. and sure
i release the inner beast with
ease with crocodile/ape deep growls
at the military gym.. hehe.. a time and
place for everything.. but Trump Grabs
smell of a boy who never became a man..
sure.. a man can be many things.. but never one
joy in dominating
folks he can just to
prove he’s a man..
he hasn’t proven
it yet at
sad.. but nah..
all he has is yes men
and family to continue
his road on insecurity and fear..
Freedom is priceless always as Love..:)
i spend a significant amount of time analyzing the
creative process after the fACt it happens..
as when one goeS iN FloW iN ZonE
the entire world becomes
richer and spArks
within direct the creative
process in all ways that comes
and when the Facebook Video Slide
show maker fits the music to the synchronistic
photo stream that comes with deep creative feelings
of what to snap next for a visual stream of poetry too..
it all fits toGEtHer and it IS A God WiNk that reminds
us.. hmm.. at least we.. and i that Magic iSReaL
and trUly tHeRe is no explanation for
it but an overall God directing
a play that is
other than the God
WiNks captured as MoVinG
ConnecTinG and creATInG
beCoMes the Norm iN liFE
liGht bRighter as fuN…
God is fun
WiTh GoD FReED
totALLy accepting tHeir
lot in liFe as all they can bE noW..:)
Next door neighbor is doing
reAlly great on that New Ninja
inspiRed diet.. i recently provided..
it’s alMost like it’s already trick oF trEat..
SMiLeS.. and in ‘this photo’ of Ninja by Skeleton
my sister is the photographer and this is her home
next door to me.. she also is diagnosed with Asperger’s
Syndrome where we likely received that gift and curse from
my Father who stuck with the routine of law enforcement for
46 years and didn’t say much more to my mother after he asked
her to marry him other than i need you to get a job to make some
money.. and my Father’s Identical Twin Brother.. according to my
Mother.. never said one single word to her at family events.. and truly
my entire life he rarely said anything to me too.. but sure.. not being able
to do small talk and express emotions is part and parcel of the Autism Spectrum
in Ben Affleck Style in the new ‘The Accountant Movie’ too.. blowing the stereotype
away that says folks with Asperger’s who are male stay as wimps across the life
span as nah.. sure.. they can find a Niche and grow up as gender appropriate role
as male too.. per the society they live in too.. likely still seen as
odd but never the less surviving iSReAL.. and that’s what counts..
that and reproducing if one
is so-inclined or preventing
Stagnation and rising to self
actualization in Maslow hierarchy
at the 6th level of Pyramid iN human
Development high rise as such.. when
one finds a place to create instead of
sinking to stagnant water aS SamE.. hmm..
everyone who is trUly HUman needs a social role..
meaning and purpose with the more holy and sacred
that one FeeLs.. of life.. the happier they are with
the way stuff is now.. so.. anyway.. i am a clown hehe..
and i wear
like a Ninja clown too..
just a myth but never the less
iSREAl2.. for those in a greater kNow..;)
A year ago memory provided now by Facebook2.. hmm..
thaT was also totAlly appropriate for Halloween
pre-game week too.. posing with
two Jurassic Park Dinosaurs
with wolf shirt WiTh
AGain.. JuST for Fun..
and seriously it seems
like i’m like the only
one doing poses like this
on Facebook.. as i guess folks
are afraid to do strange poses..
i say.. strike a pose.. do whatever
the FucK your body feels like doing neXt..;)
And finAlly.. a Facebook Macro-Verse Memory shared from
a year ago.. named ‘Fairways of Live’.. literAlly with
fun photos from the Interstate Fair at Pensacola
Last year.. and figuratively with fairways
of more micro-verses and micro-micro
verses af free verse poetry too..
aGain juST for
in a place on
Earth named Heaven
@lEAst for me… Wish
more people could live noW..Now..
what i for one.. seNse and FeeL..
anYWay.. i attempt to share as much
of Heaven as i can.. for any spArk
that miGht take one to a similar place
of Nirvana and Bliss too.. alWays eTernALLy noW2..:)
Seventy Eight Thousand One Hundred Eighty One Words..
Yes.. that equals 5 MacroVerses of one FreeVerse Novel..
that somewhat equal chapters.. so far.. of 78,181 words..
however.. the end of this particular Free Verse
Novel has not come to an end for the
Sixth Verse WiLL do JuST thaT..
and sure.. if you want to add
in the MacroVerse
coming on Halloween
Day that will make 7 MacroVerse
Chapters of a Novel.. and sure.. if you
want to add in ‘Golden Age reKneWeD’
the MacroVerse before the 78,181 words
i just posted on three Facebook Pages
in around 2 hours or so.. that will be
number 8.. and sure.. if we want to
make October an entire free verse
Novel.. reaching close to 150K words..
named ‘Black Apocalypse Weekend!’..
that will make 9 MacroVerses for 9
Chapters of a Free Verse Novel..
per poetry long verse continuing
style of longest wHOle Long
Form Poem ever still groWing
past 3.3 Million words.. out of the
Ocean whole as a Sea perhaps..
Bay.. could be river.. or very long
stream or even epic creek or vein of blood
of life and even bread of life.. it matters not the Form/
metaphors.. the TrUth iS its Epic for FREE now bottom line..
and continues to be.. and seriouSly.. this Month of October
has been a highly inspiring one iN creativity for me.. as not
only as an historic and very crazy election in the U.S. and quite
Frankly a potential very very scary one to match the Halloween
MaKinG Fun of the dARk side wHere tHeRe is a iSReAL FucKing
orange tinted crazy clown.. who.. if he could.. would take freedoms
away from Americans and perspective Americans not unlike
a Dictator.. here in the Good old U.S. of A.. but sure.. even
if elected.. highly unlikely with separation of powers
and oh GOD.. THANKS GOD.. FucKinG separation
of Church and State.. and of course neither
Candidate has clean hands.. but the FACT
THAT 40 PERCENT OF THE U.S OR SO
WILL SUPPORT A MAN WHO SAYS
FOLKS WILL VOTE FOR HIM
NO MATTER WHAT.. EVEN
IF HE MURDERED SOMEONE
AND DID BRAG ABOUT SEXUAL ASSAULT
with over 10 accusers coming forward after his
intent of character and integrity per sexual assault
was fully exposed by ‘the Devil’ himself as he continues
to do political suicide.. where his true stumbling block
is his own feet.. with the gun of his very weak and
timid ego.. that seeks affirmation of more than
a scared little boy in Military School that
doesn’t quite make the grade of a man..
coming from a silver spoon spoiled
brat as such.. hmm.. anyway..
this isn’t Nazi Germany and
freedom of information rules
now where as long as all the truth
is not censored.. 40 percent will have tHeiR
way among minions of supporting a most despicable
American prospective candidate in the history of
American politics to date.. this has brought much
to light.. not only about politics and our country
but human nature overall.. and how the
closed minded and conservative will
shut their mind down in cognitive
dissonance for the cruel hard facts
that neither match their religious leanings
at the basic level of human decency of not
sexually assaulting the folks around ya with
a privilege of power that some truly insane person
of no integrity or character would think he or she could
do as an entitlement.. non-consensually as such.. hmm..
anyway.. i am one of those so-called weaklings he makes
fun of in the sense that i am legally and permanently disabled..
as well as documented as such in the medical field as someone
who cannot meet the demands of being a cog now in the machine
of society for bucks.. to make a living.. hmm.. thing is.. now.. although
the art i do is so far far out of ‘this world’ that it has no marketable
value in terms of bucks.. never the less it does touch at least
close to 1.5 million folks.. just on my Google Plus clearing
house now of art.. and just one of my current 5 blogs that
are public has surpassed 170K views in over 3 years.
years.. will be 44 months of doing that in November..
and 12 million words written on the Internet total..
since Thanks Giving of 2010.. so.. instead of
making a GodsUniVerseNovel4.. now i will
just cut it short by linking these 5 Macro
Verses in sequence now.. within this
ending tomorrow.. 6th MacroVerse
iN somewhat comprehensive
wHOle of 6 Chapters.. MacroVerses beyond limits.
sAMe.. wHere surely.. if i took the time and effort
to mix and match MacroVerses with Micro-Verses
with Micro-Micro-Verses within those Micro-Verses
of Macro-Verses of over 3.3 million words of Ocean
wHole Poem so far.. and sure most all twelve million
words are still documented on the Internet so far
between my blogs and the old Wrong Planet
website where i wrote over 8 Million words
there too.. as who kNows i may have
already exceeded 4 Million words
here but at the rate of approximately
120K words a month equaling
the equivalent of 3 Novels
in size written in real time
on Facebook too.. on my
Personal Facebook page.. copied
and pasted as whole again on that
personal page and added in on my Blog
page and Nature page as well.. it’s kinda hard
to say.. along with dancing now over 6000 miles
in a little over 3 years everywhere i go in public..
along with somewhere close to.. 100K thousand
photos in a little over three years.. including over
10K male nude renaissance art photos comprising
that along with a recent feat of feet in leg pressing
1020 LBs on a very difficult parallel leg press machine
at my military gym.. 33 times with my arms raised over
my head.. sure.. like a frigging ballerina weighing in at
around 230LBS.. myself.. yes.. it’s safe to say that
folks with Functional Disabilities who do not make
bucks in this society have value inspiring others now
including what will be now.. my 132nd week dancing
Thursday Night with all the cool college age folks from
Seville Quarter in Pensacola Florida where every dance
night with over 1000 total ear to ear smiling beautiful selfies
with the dancing women friends there are also documented
every single night in the Ocean Whole Poem that is the SonG
oF mY SoUL.. titled KATiE MiA FredericK!iI.. same as website
link too.. you see.. what i do here.. no one else in the entire fucking
world does.. for now at least ’cause the technology has only recently
come to light to do this.. including sharing art of music around the
world in YouTube way.. Google Links.. wHere HUmAns globAlly
are GiVinG and ShARinG all of what they kNow.. FeeL.. SeNsE
beYond2 of this world with each oThEr as a Global Team NoW
ToGeTher gaining strength this way.. what sets me
apArt is i think different.. i feel and sense more than
most folks to the point where i feel and sense the
world as whole and continue to lEarn and GiVe
and share more of what i FeeL/SeNsE WiTH
others as an investment in FearLess.. smArt
and Unconditional Love now… as my trUe
Riches are i the Art of Love and Human
Freedom.. in the gift of life and liberty
and the pursuit of Happiness that
this Great country was founded
on with never ending never
stagnant God who lives
within Humans and all other
pArts of Creation Free as a Democracy
when not chained by Monarchies and Dictators
of men.. women.. etc.. of the human race.. i am
A Freedom Fighter without a gun as my only weapon
oF tHe hUman
HeArt SpiRiT SoUL”
as that becomes the title
of this 6th iN 715th Macro-Verse of A Novel
only documented in a Micro-Verse of
Macro-Verse on a sequential path of
Macro-Verses in the Month of October
of 2016.. can be six.. could be nine by
Halloween night.. can and WiLL noW be
Holy and Sacred in thine eYes of God@lEASt..
and for more.. the show must go on.. noW as
i’ve/wE’vE onLY juSt begun morE noW.. iN liGht and TrUTh..:)
“A complex straightening of entropy….”
Hmm.. as synchronicity will say it..
in acausal connecting principle..
my online home was getting a bit
out of order.. and now all the loose
ends are tied up back in order again..
and numbers.. etc..
and other mechanical
cognition activity related
metaphors for concrete mind..
hmm.. anyway.. juSt anoThEr
pARt of the BrAiN to be eXerCisEd
too.. just thank god.. i say.. for.. no longer
liVinG tHeir woRkinG for the government exclusively
in red tApe
heLL of leFt
RiGht brAin heART..
oKay.. anyWay.. all caught
up hERe too as A SonG of Free Art
SinGs oN as the wind and water carries sAMe..:)
“How prone to doubt, how cautious are the wise!”
~~ Alexander Pope ~~
~~ The Odyssey of Homer, Book xiii, Line 375 ~~
iS oNly A word of doubt…:)
Obey the spur of the moment.These accumulated it is
that make the impulse and the impetus of the life of genius.”
~~ Henry David Thoreau ~~
as i’ve already
done the concrete
siNk shoes in a bay of thOughts..;)
i rarely experience
patience as i am most alWays
yes.. a force
and power i control
from within.. inside..
outside.. above.. so
below and all around..
it used to be complicated..
iN iSREaL Heaven NoW..
and sure.. i am no God alone.. i am
@leASt.. so sUre.. OtHers WiLL do MoRe..
sHit.. only if folks could hEar thaT messAge
they would no longer..
continue to live short in the Trump ages..:)
“If you are out of trouble, watch for danger.”
~~ Sophocles ~~
drives a car
of this philosophy
to prevent.. severe
injury up to death
in the most
do in their entire life..
one is never out of trouble when they drive..;)
“Allow the experience of fresh air and the wind in your face to be pure ecstasy.”
~~ Things We Can Learn From Dogs ~~
It’s trUly simple
.. be the air the
wind the water
A gift of
liFe iN Heaven noW..
getting tHeRe takes practice
in seeKinG FiNdinG and LIVing Nirvana alWays noW..:)
“Common sense isn’t.”
~~ Practical Bee ~~
In other words
for those who
find it.. live it
iN Heaven noW alWays Now..:)
“If you call a tail a leg, how many legs has a dog? Five? No, four.
Calling a tail a leg doesn’t make it a leg.”
~~ Abraham Lincoln ~~
a word a word
rarELy makes iT esSeNce..:)
“There is a kind of poetry in simple fact.”
~~ Edward Abbey ~~
No.. noW Now..
in an attempt
to seek.. to find..
in practice NoW..
to be essence iSReaL..
iN SeNSinG FeeLinG noW..:)
“Sometimes it takes great effort
to discover that life was meant to be effortless.”
~~ Anonymous ~~
LesSon of A caT
who hugs mid-day
sands of sun
aS oNe witH
aLL thaT lEaves
gRains as liFe..:)
“Before enlightenment, one carries water and chops wood.
After enlightenment, one carries water and chops wood.”
~~ Zen Proverb ~~
A sHow muSt
go on iN dARk
and liGht ‘tween
sHades oF grey
oF HeaveN NoW..
Hmm.. i thiNk i’LL
A SonG noW..:)
SMiLes.. mY Friend.. Rytha Ephua..
i find God equAlly on a desert
Beach so perhaps
i can answer your question:
‘Who are we deceiving, God or our very selves?’
God is our very self is the short answer with allthatis
that is an answer bEYond words.. Humans.. Culture..
Religions.. Science.. Information Technology..
sure.. i missed the stone age.. the iron age..
and the industrial age but the drift
is the sAMe.. we are sTiLL sentient
star DuSt pLus.. A miracle compared
to all we see of oTher Rocks and Suns
in SpAce.. oN A blue green brown orb
with white colored snow splotches
of little to no color too.. even
with aided telescope
eYes like Neil
and poetic words
oF Sagan that say
we are made of the
and like his ‘Contact’
inspired Big screen movie
says too.. we are here to conNect
and i will add moVinG and creAtinG
to What makes uS fEeL.. perHaps the beST
Free.. with feaRless and SmARt Love as gifted
by ouR Serpent Brain.. along with Neo-Cortical
way of that organ as well as the limbic system that
is capable of feeling the warm and fuzzy purrs and
kitty biscuits of liFe back to the connection that holds
uS toGeTher from the MoVie ‘Contact’ too.. sure.. clips
available on YouTube for context too.. particularly..
the one titled ‘Jodie Foster’s Mystical FliGht’..
as i am not sure your site here accepts
Youtube links without input
going to spam..
anyway.. in a way
i am a certain man
in that movie.. on Pensacola
Beach foR noW @lEAst.. and i’Ve
also come here as a poet to paint as
big A painting as i can in words and other
symbols oF God who continues to groW Within
me.. as i move on to Evolve wiTh God as uP instead
of doWn in terms of positive energy as liGht vs.. negative
Energy as dARk.. as of course feLt in hUman EmoTioNs.. seNses
and yes.. SeNsualiTy too.. to avoid a three letter word with SMiLes
as trUly SeNsuaLiTy is so much more than an act for reproducing
more hUmans in a world that is suffering overall as God lives in ALL..
in terms of other species in all of liVinG liFe.. out of Balance with an
Apex predator with tools of killing life in so many ways of misery and
suffering and trUly the rest of the world has feelings and senses too..
Karma is the doing of noW iN BaLanCinG Force as IS A greATest
Law oF aLL NaTure/God to keep uS in Check for the fight for
survive and Love for thrive.. so sure.. we are now
more FeeLinG/SenSinG the pain of the rest oF
GoD LiVinG iN NaTure noW in terms
of out of Balance
from what we
by Nature as God.. wHOle
and farther than HUman eyes
aided or not by tools of Technology..
it’s reAlly easy for me to move.. and create
mY FriEnd.. but connecting is likely getting
harder in the flesh and blood way foR All oF
US.. A Love that trustS in all that is..
AKA God including God
who liVes within as
uS iN eYes of sAMe..
aliVe in liFe or
heLL on eARTh
away from MoVing
CoNNecTinG and CreaTing
ways of GiVinG and ShAring
iN Flesh and Blood Face to Face way..
i AM strong enough and brave enough to
dance in public everywHeRE i go.. and often..
particularly.. on Thursday NiGht wHere i do this
in a sociAlly acceptable place.. albeit.. not with my age
group @56.. as ‘they’ are sitting on Mall Benches mostly
wHeRE i live or watching Fox News and Such Trump Stuff
as that.. but anyWay.. like in that Movie as inspired by Carl
Sagan.. the record stands that after being a shut-in in hell
on Earth for 66 months.. i make contact of face to face flesh and
blood smiles and boogie down noW close to three years.. Now
with those flesh
once a week…
i have no answer
but dance my friend..
as far as anyone practicing
that religion like me.. i have found
no one yet.. who has practiced that way
of liFe for 6000 miles in three years.. the
this sort oF New..
A Sistine Chapel
of 3.3. Million words
plus.. i continue to work
on as A painting of God in
how i can and WiLL Communicate
iSREaL God that awes mE so much that
i can even forget to connect with folks like
my wife who lives inside with me.. but hey..
but i try
to BE Love..
Thanks for the inspiration..
you are a strong woman
much for living liFe.. WeLL.. mY FriENd..
NOW and i AM trULy Glad to fiND yOuR LoVe heRe..
as God liGht
Hmm.. so the En Name Test thingie.. analyzing the
Katie Mia FB profile with my Incredible Hulk
Profile photo says.. my name and what
i did in a previous lifetime is Elsie
Mia born in 1865 and of course
Elsie starred in over 100 movies
but oh shit.. the footage was
lost and that probably
Katie Mia copies
so much of her book
on three Facebook pages
and 5 blogs.. just iN case
hehe.. something gets lost iN
one place.. there are multiple mirrors
backing up the original Book as such.. heHe..;)
Yellow boy.. is surely one studious cat when
it now comes to studying comparative religions…
Of course.. martial arts like TAI CHI moves come
all natural to him.. without any book reading at all..
and today he is studying the Book of Numbers from
the old testement.. per.. verses 18 and 19.. and he doesn’t
care much for the sacrifice of innocent animals to a so-called
GOD.. in fAct he calls IT bullshiT as those animals have the LiVinG God
oF all that is LiVinG iN them and Yellow Boy of course too.. kinda THEN what
Saint Francis of Assisi from the Catholic Church said too.. in new testament..
ways.. without so much teste influenced stuff.. per say.. hmm.. well..
Yellow Boy also has his paw placed squarELY on the part
of Numbers 18 that speaks to the old tradition
of tithing 10 percent for upkeep of the
Temple Properties and expansion
of such to perhaps
building and such as
that but Yellow Boy says
there are many other ways of
appropriately giving and sharing..
like writing A 3.3 million word plus
poem just for shits and giggles and
to help other folks all for free with no
money changer tables involved at all..
so.. anyway.. another friendly discernment
of bible bullsh88 oF older days with Yellow
Boy in charge of figuring out what is right liGht
from wrong noW in terms of relative free will when
aLL of Nature gets back to balance.. i think Katrina
feLL asleep during the lesson but i am sTiLL surELy WiDE AWAKE..
oh and by the way… those legs of Katrina.. still.. when she is asleep
they have the muscle tone of a Roman Soldier guarding someone..
or perhaps walking along with someone who dance walks 6000
it rubs off but
as other photos
show even leg pressing
1020 LBS on a very difficult
parallel leg press machine 33 reps..
i still haven’t matched the definition
of Roman Soldier legs guarding noW
someone Now for safe.. and sound.. Now
sure.. guardians of Angels and such as thaT..:)
Well.. i suppose i can use some spArK to go with this FiRewoRk.. so
off to dVerse now to visit the Spark prompt tHeRe from Monday iN
Quadrille style.. with 44 words for limit..
wHeRe thEre are zer0.. liMits
or eXpecTAtioNs heRe..
juST.. Good VibraTions
haha.. noW shoWinG
whAt IS worthy
to be ToTally Free
and shoot across the
sKy with SpArks of bursts
in liGht from words to toes and
photos and videos and such as that
are original and cannot be replaced as
a rainbow after a Hurricane continues to spin
uP liKe a liGHTeNInG BolT GroWinG SpARk ShiNinG
worth and poTenTial
realiZed hiGher and HiGher
as FiRe WoRk SuN aS STaR aLiVe..
Boom Boom Boom.. sure.. i said it’s alWays
been inside of mE BriGhter than the MoOn ShiNiNg
across The SkIES aLiVe..
Colors BuRst farther than RainBoW
SkEyeS.. Sun.. HiGher and HigHeR..:)
SpArks oF SHe
thAn ShE Wolf
NoW A EmpTy
MooN WhOle nOw
luRinG wolfpack HOmE..:)
SMiLes.. it’s just
an old Martial
Colors sPaRK EmoTioNs..
sTrInGS oF guiTars noW
sPArk aS VoCaL Chords
sAme.. dRuMs aS
low and Roar..
SoUL of Sands
washed uP sHoRE..
GrAins oF Sand BrUsh
HeARt moRE.. spiRit burns
in noon day sun.. lit oF Moon
SpiRit salves tears more..
niGht BrinGs air
to lips.. SouL
SMiLes.. for those
minions now who wish
for dArkness.. it comes
in Trump wake away
would vote for
him if he murdered
someone.. so.. seriouSly
how can we blame
jury is all out
for ‘the kill’ STiLL noW
and supports grabbing
more than nuts on a cat..
they tend to be territorial..
bloody territorial rats of stars..;)
for the SpArk
to go with A Fire Work Prompt Now..
and this will do the trick before a treat..:)
WiNks.. this reminds
me how much more
i love words that
go just back
and forth and
back and forth
and forth and back
and forth can’t anyone
see that God don’t spArk that way..;)
i now see.. KneW..
ColorS in every
thaT iS new..
To coVer thaT
uP.. just bEtween
too.. IS A saddest
thing.. i eVeR kNow..:)
that billows form..
a heArt that longs..:)
In ‘my day’..
A drive iN
be a place
that E-Scape words
too.. if A
was/iS on.. to
pop corn too..;)
WeLL that does
on whAT cOmes neXt..;)
Back at 8:45 am 10272016.. with some sPaRks
and more ClaRity to come with
relationships that groW.. as
all connections are holy
when seaLed WiTh
Love a Force
of Pure that kNows
no Jealously or Greed..
LoVe a Force oF eYes that
sinG HiGh.. HiGher than Trump
grabs for poor of spiRit.. HeARt..
a Force of Feel thAt kNows a heARt
more than sKin alone.. soUL.. A BaLaNCE
OF miNd and BoDy.. inclusive aS SpARk oF
heARt And SpiRit thaT finds Holy and Sacred
noW in Golden Rule Love consensual and alWays TRUe..
A SonG oF HeArt
SPiRit RiSes.. SpArks
as soUL.. so much moRe noW..
oKAy.. i am sufficiently wArmeD
uP to complete the task at hand
aS Sssigned by God all that is that
above.. so below
and all around
And sure.. Katy Perry
and the SonG Firework
is inspiration enough as
Lord kNows.. approaching 33 months
in 2010.. without the abiLiTy then to use
my eYes to even read a book.. or use my
ears to listen to a song without incredible
pain.. this song Firework i heard in the gym..
through ear plugs.. shades and tattered jacket
in a Summer’s end wHere i was still chilled in
the middle July of 100 degree desert breeze.. so
cold inside.. so beyond alone.. so far in hell
away from love.. this is the only
SonG and only voice
echo of a soul
that once shone
as BriGht.. When
a woman.. yes.. an
artist like Katy Perry
comes along to touch the
soul of A fallen angel no less
no more than devil in hell.. you
kNow that she too.. is guardian
hell on Earth
to rise above
i rather get
testy when folks
suggest that Katy
comes from anyWheRe
but liGht but those who
accuse the devil and have
no sympathy have never walked
oKay.. room for
clarity now and
some more inspiration
from dVerse online liNks
from the Quadrille SpArk prompt now..:)
A place where all the concrete
colored words never
of a physics
for a way out
than brick walls..
of equation terms..:)
MacArthur’s Park that term
alone for place of
disco in the
liGht in Dance of FReED..:)
prompt so much
De.. it bRinGS glee
of SonG to me..
hmm.. what else..
nice poem2 friENd…
Moon child2 on FiRE too foR noW2..;)
Amen.. my friEnd..
make iT aLL hoLy
iN sHades of Grey..
beYOnd Colors of Rainbow too..
as this spArk of LiFE iS miRacle
Star duST SenTient liFe liGhts uP noW..
Love liGhts.. LiVe..
sMArt FeaRlesS and FReED..:)
*Darren calls to Samantha
in the other room..
while he’s working
on his new advertising
campaign at home in the
‘other’ room.. hey
to spARK some Love..
bEwitched i say.. as Love..
for mere mortals too aS even
witches/warLocks have sympathy
now for those long lost from love..;)
most inspiring poem
yet.. before i finish 44..;)
as a person kNoWn
by A name of dancing
legend in a metro area
of doing that 6,000 miles
noW in public.. three
over a thousand
photos2 of smiling ear
to ear women.. thirty something
years my junior.. i can say for sure that
Dance IS A spARk oF Love.. iTbRingS iNnocence
of God within.. has no age.. no gender.. no eYes
of doubt.. fear.. or hate.. no shame to see eYes
of God iN each
and i can also
say the devil isn’t
bragging as the Hunch
back of Notre Dame first for
66 months of shut-in existence..
no different than ‘a guy selling meth’
in his underwear with no drugs at all
so all there
then is.. is words for
path to dance again…
Dance is not just dance
Dance is how God moveS iN
US when FReED..
WiTh no limits
of rules mY FriEnd.. but
lOve thaT FloWs iN ZonE WiThiN..
SonG iN BalanCinG
miNd and BoDy soUL..:)
to hOld.. spaRKs
a sHell to break noW
as Love E-Scapes as Nature..:)
Call of the wild..
distant glimmer in eYes
of domesticated dogs.. cats..
humans inside.. Nature sings
Song of God sAMe calls to uS
iF WiLD and Free..:)
Stars all seeds
crucibles of life
as sentient star dust
plus yet to come..
death and birth
death and birth
greater as Love…
Love IS A Miracle
Star dust sParks noW heRe..:)
gazing in skeYes
oF niGht.. iMaginary
connections Of stars
as sticks then
of hand enclosed
with prehensile thumb..
scratching eventual sanskrit
imaginary connections of stars
in sand.. first.. a letter.. then.. a word
of this first
and humans come
later than sands as God..:)
folks worship sAMe..
and that’s A saddest sAMe oF aLL..;)
A Song of adaptation..
change.. and stronger…
A song of
A FiRe noW iN a BeLLy
SpArking hiGher aliVe
liGht from dARk.. iN
kinda how God
rolls overALL as
merit over sAMe..:)
real will over love
as equation and free..
F E E L iN G.. it’s possible
to grow neurochemistry too..
are found that FeeL..:)
*inspiRed additionAlly by
my Asperger’s leaning priest aka
Monsignor who is somewhat still stuck
in the left brain of logic..
then data down
load as such too..
noW iN systemizing
way2.. so.. he sAid
that real love is not
a feeling.. only a choice of WiLL..
apParently.. he only sees that burning
heART in the portrait of jesus as only
a word away
Love Pure as
FiRe of SuN within
IS A FeelinG beYond all words
of reAson and choice.. Love like
this is not something bOught in a book..
sure.. i used to walk
in his similar shoes..
too.. i kNow
U N F E E L
as Book all
too well as dArk
of HEart that SinGs
no deeper SonG of Love..li
Ght.. he’s alWays talKinG about
A King of the UniVerse who WiLL
show him heaven after he enters ash
away from sentient star duST plUS.. iF
only i could
perHaps.. he wouldn’t keep
taling others in preaching
ways that heaven is anywHeRe else but heRe..
but sure.. it’s like an opaque window with
to the other
the data download
of camels who have eaten
that burns aLive as Love..
Heaven is one lives and feels as pure
Faith so much
more than a FucKinG
SenSinG beYond Form..
Force without Form this Love reigns
SpiRit and soUL..
problem is all these
words are empty sHeLLs
for those who never break
hmm.. now for another SonG..
for those who bLock a path now
to FAiTh AS FeeLinG PuRE LovE..:)
OKAy.. i had a late breakfast.. and now for some
more spArKs in continuing to break free.. @11:11am..;)
Amazing.. how closely
pain is connecting to
pleasure in a brain
that has connected
this mammalian way
iN hierarchies of dominance
and submission from years/ages
of our common ancestor.. a small
rodent in social pecking order..
some 75 million years ago
Empathy.. A LiGht
And.. friEndly aLLy
oF Love that kNows
no filth of pain..
to face now
A rule of Love
over pain.. StiLL
of dominating cats..
thaT grab over give..
and still live in
away from LoVe..:)
that is god given
as nature and feels
for what works best..
of misery and pain..
wHeRE Love fails to reign..
and that’s why
and creativity as well
as producing something
new and greater than before..
as God given Nature..
inheritance.. a gift of Free..:)
if my Chemistry
FRiEND from Pakistan..
will like this one2..;)
play are words
free to connect
in more than
Seed oF Leaves..
spArk about ‘this’
iS iT BRinGS to liGht
liGht or dArk..
free or closed..
‘tween oF ThAT..
Cocoon of Love
as A child
free in sands….
Cocoon oF Love
away from facts of liFe..
that worry worry away from Love..:)
SpArk to FReED..:)
as long as
Creation DanceS SinGS
as liGht.. out oF dARk noW..
A SpiRit BriGht..:)
Strings of vocal
guitars of Love..
Moonlit Fires now within
comes.. more in sensing
feeling all as music plays
A Song of BriLLiAnt liGht..:)
Stone of heArt
fire of hands
me a way
Fire when practiced
as act of doing that..:)
A revelation to note..
of feeling and science same
is memories are emotions and
without the essence of those memories
words no longer glue together in coherent
thought as rivers of emotions and streams of
words sing and play toGetHer free and rarely get lost…
i lost all my emotions for
66 months and to actually
lose them all is as rare
as any psychiatrist
of Autism as
they say.. to get
them back if one
at least had them
before.. can be a job of
JOB when chronic stress
and neurochemicals destroy
pArts of bRAin and wiring gets
lost in going away from emotions
to escape all
the worry ones
of doubt and fear
and all that feels
so dARk inside then..
For me STiLL noW@
least.. a dance then
free without words
brOught them back
and surely there
hoLdinG no essence
thaT did not exisT in zero
reference point for emotions..
lost iN dArkest hell of never remember
as memories and emotions are the same..:)
In return Misky says
And i say
again in return..
To be here.. foot steps
Lost in Hell
Now back to the otHeRs..;)
ImaGiNation.. SpARk of EmoTions hiGher
poWer with ReAson.. and survival
bEyOnd a concrete way oF liFe..
AngEl eYes of seeing
intelligence oF LIFe
Fluidly iMAgiNAtion StrAMs
BeYond Standard IQ ways.. but
first one must lose the worry mind
the Beta waves that refuse to go beyond
to alpha and border theta of deep deep
and that’s why creativity
often does not even sTArt until
after so-called rEtirement the
rubber on the will is yet to
be replaced with
power of all
thAT is as
to escape as Art..
away from science mind of
only reason and solving man
made cultural problems of liFe..:)
spArk of Halloween
IS A voice
iN heARts thaT
neVer fEar the dARk..;)
Interesting general note
here on humanity as whole..
i’ve made these kind of poetic
comments now for literally hundreds
of times on some of these poet sites
and not one time
so many avenues..
just to drop by
to say hi..
there is no
way i could do
that i would find a
way to say hi.. even
if someone took the time
and effort to provide just
one comment like this to me..
even if had to wait
them on line..
but hey.. i’m the
one with autism huh..
there is no deficiency
of love here.. no matter
what the FucK iT’s cAlled..
But hey that is the secret of my
success in heaven now for my entire
life.. two words now.. no.. four..
i will visit them
and love them
’cause i love
to love bottom
i win with Love.
as love is love bes love as act..
and sure that is the greaTest gifT
and i AM the luckiest hUman i for one
kNow and FeeL to have this gift of greaTest
Love.. it is
i with the gift..
and i only wish that
oTheRS experienced liFE
iN thiS heAVen noW of GiVinG
and ShARing with no expectation
to return the Same..
i can only hope they
find A way
if they have
not already found
a way that alWays works noW..:)
Back to the oTheRS now aGain..:)
sin i kNow/
when Moonlight Dances
sings as sunliGht sAMe..:)
Hello my FriEnd in all oF uNiVerse
i for one can iMaGine and
DreAM in all
i alone allone
a place to Dance
and Sing Free
as free Verse
IS A sliver
of Heaven now
forever iN eYes that liVe noW..
as spArks that never end as liGht..:)
Life IS A Banquet
out oF dARk..
plUs.. uS.. A
Journey of 14.5
billion yeArs plUS BeYond
dARk to arrive heRE aLive..
liVing at 55..
and 53 too..
A lesSon of
StAr DuSt plUs
that consumes a Banquet Free..:)
at 0 to
3 with Parents
hOlding A liGhter to flAMe Love..
Jewel in all
colors/sHades of not or Love..:)
all of LiFE
as pure positive
energy as pure Love..
wHEre EmoTioNs and SeNSEs
sinG of the sAMe BaLanCinG miNd
moRe alWAys toWard liGht..:)
like the miracle
oF A Planet that lives
beyond rocky soils
who’s see it.. a people
of hell for those
who destroy it
away from colors..:)
MaGiC away from iSREaL..:)
my FriEnd Lynn..
not hEAr to
break a dAm
a memory that
plays a video of
every experience of life..
Truly that’s A saddest
fAll of a social animal
wHole a place
wHere hUmans hug..
or at lEast come toGEther
to dance once a week WiTh SMiLes..:)
Well that does 44.. overall
in sPark themed Quadrille
Prompt.. haha.. nah.. i
didn’t limit it to
two cents worth of
Peanuts from a
here @1:21 pm..
oF tHe hUman
HeArt SpiRiT SoUL”
yes.. the title now
oF a 715th Macro-
what i named
as a pArt
oF a Novel
in six consecutive
as earlier discussed
way.. way up tHEre from
BeForE2.. but anyWay.. it is
noW Sacred and Holy Thursday Now
for R and R activities to regenerate Now
and Grow mY Creativity more noW in all
the productive ways that comes in addition too..
but yeah.. without the previous Micro-Verse of
Macro-Verse containing all 44 direct Micro-Micro
Verse responses to the Quadrille dVerse Prompt
theme related to spArk.. tHeRe is no way i could
have done fuller JuStice for that
title uP tHeir.. now.. anywayS
this current and
song for this
715th Macro verse
now.. is in tribute to
all the girls i will never get
to Love in Life who have never
been loved by someone like me..
sure.. it’s sounds like bragging maybe
but it’s just the fActs ma’m JuST the fACts
of what i see of the pain and misery and yes
suffering even.. in women in so-called free
countries wHere eMoTioNs are lost
in mice of what
a divine masculine
and feminine soUL full
to feel that women are not
all about wham bam
and other Senses
run bEyONd iNfinity
oF Heaven noW.. and
you worry constantly about
your fucking body over your
soUL WiTh HeARt and SpiRit.. fULL
to Bring a liGht to a woman’s eyes
like the ISREAL
ISis iS metaphor of
oN Earth NoW..
hey.. i’m here to appreciate
this gift of Heaven in Epic style
i aint’ here to kick God for a gift of LiFE
thaT can/WiLL groW Beyond Love of ever BeForE..
as i also celebrate mY132nd dance week
with all the cool college age folks at
Old Seville Quarter.. as usual..
Photos coming around
3 am on Friday
and begin the next
too.. as God moves within
us.. inside.. us.. outside.. us..
above us.. below us.. eTc.. ETc..
and all around uS WiTh dAnce and
as Free can Be
A L I V E NOW iN HeaVen heRe..:)
BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels
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Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)
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SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
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And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
GRains oF SaNd
GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..
After Book of Fred
of course too..
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)
After Dance oF Fred
Stop DanCinG noW..:)