Hmm.. EN name test thingie..
are you sure that’s not Katy
Perry.. circa 2011.. with some
cool sHades.. coming into some
ET liGht.. Well.. anyWayzz.. thanks for
Only i kNow/
Sure beats the
ISIL one about
Of A Anti-Christ
battle with the
Forces of evil in what
They name the West
in the village
Of Dabiq in
Who take their
Holy Book literally
Were using as inspiration
To presage a frigging end
Of the world Apocalypse
To pave the way for the
Return of ISA.. aka.. tHeir
Bad Cop version of Jesus
To kill the infidels and
Send ‘EM straight to
Of the so-called
Of this in case ‘yoU’
Don’t think Church
And State Separation
Can save us from A
F iN Nuclear war now
StArted by the original
DeF oF faiLed Apocalypse
noW Of NOT lifting the Veils
Of ignorance.. Now Religion sTiLL
Is liGht and DArk.. Heaven and Hell as
Love and Killers and the evil rapists of child spOils blood luSt
Wars sTill as A Devil raises an Evil head within religion noW as metaphor.. sTiLL in Evil see.. hear.. and do ways.. and HA! ‘Y0U’ are afraid of a PAN version of KATY leading A Naked Blonde dude then Now spiRAlinG out
Of Robot PriSon into the
LIGHT.. WeLL.. KATY did’s
Prophecy is so much
Kinder and gentler
Away from a
Naked like the Gnostic
Gospel of Thomas sayS
In Vs. 37 to find God
As Heaven in A
And no thanks
To the destroying
Of ISREAL EViL noW
And thanks God for
OF Church and State
To step on the ways of
Potential Devil’s with
UpriSing heads here in
The shiny new West2..
as ISREAL two too2..2.
Hmm.. if wE can juSt
E-Scape N0W.. hmm..
Those machine onLY
Clothes.. and yes of course..
wRite on course.. tHeiR IS A
theme song for this ‘two’ with the good
news that ISIL was defeated in Dabiq
yesterday close to win i had my arms and hands
raised in the sunset in case you didn’t catch the
‘METApHoRescent pARt of the strike thingy on 712..
along with the
text of the
aS oNly Synchronicity
of course as GoD wINks
and laughs WiTh mE @lEast moRe..
anyWay as anY Karmic eYes.. Lawyer
as Defender or Cheerleader with Messenger
Head wings and prophecy fingers miGht say.. yes..
and as my old
and Bowling Center
co-worker Derrick used to alWays
saY.. iT’s quite a case and remember
don’t keep any monkey’S in your home
that see.. hear or do evil.. oKAy.. sure..
move toward the liGht as liGht noW.. BRILLiANT LiGHT..
OF GOD BES LOVE iN sMArT Fearless Unconditional WAYS..
note to ME.. find the ET SonG and top the 713th Macro-now-
Verse ‘yET UnTitLed’ oF longest long form poem in witness
of God for over 42 months now total.. at 3.3 milLioN
words plus.. in Ocean Whole Poem.. titLed KATiE
MiA FredericK!iI.. aka SonG oF mY SoUL as JuST
A pArt of the entire typEd efforT online of around
12 milLion worDs noW iN 6 years since Thanks
Giving Day of November 2010… shortly after..
when i put that blonde haired baby avatar
BRiGhT eYeS up of me..
just as coincidence on
December 25th.. 2010.. as
Synchronistic stuff continues
to roll and rock on.. since my
66 month stint in hell ended on
or about July 22nd of 2013.. on
Star of David Planetary alignment
day ending a string of 13 in 23 years
then since the marriage of me and the
Katrina(isis) stARTed in 1990.. sure.. wRite
stranger stuff hapPens aLways noW wHere
as Tom Sawyer’s author says.. FicTion has to
make Sense but iF yoU thiNk y0u are the one alone in
control and God iS not.. oveRAll iN reaLiTy more strange
than the average iMAGiNaTioN wiTh.. so much smaller
Monkey see and hear and do eYes can sense and feel
WiLL more fully as such.. perHaps ‘you’ are still in Pre-K
yET to bEcome A King.. Queen.. Princess.. or Prince or
Jesus F iN Christ.. not yET
Even a KNight of the
’round tAble oF
SpiRaLinG GoD yeT..
he HE.. oKAy.. anyWay iSReAL..
So Far sTiLL.. JOKER’s WiLd and FReED..
and oh by A way.. EN Name test thingie noW
i’M iN my 50’s at 56.. but no.. now iS alWays
iSREAL.. and tiMe for all practical intents and
purposes doesn’t even exist.. hehe.. and sure..
if you thINk Distance and Space does and you
sees it as such in empirical ways of MeASuRinG
tHat iT’s hard to hOld yA responsible for not seeing/
HEaRinG A deeper TrUth and liGht oF ALLiSOnE unTiL
as TrUth and liGht2..
And AdditionAlly the EN Name
test thingie.. suggests i am
A BFF if i gain yOur tRuST
yada.. yada.. yada
and then i say..
But no time for
And i for
And no F iN
not limited in sexual choice with regard to biological sex, gender, or gender identity.”
Hmm.. you kNow and not likely feel Mr. Uprising YouTube Dude.. Mario is no
longer a dARk muse to me.. for my continUinG poEtry riSinG.. as such noW
in 42 months plus.. 3.3. million words plus.. for Witness of the PAN PLuS
GoD oF Nature.. you kNow and probably don’t FeeL noW A wHole
dAM ENchildA.. perHaps you’Ve heARd.. gentile.. jew.. servant..
free.. woman or man no and now more.. hmm.. that means
UpRiSinG Dude that as far as the Good
Cop Jesus goeS oN noW.. and sure
that there will be no marriage
in heaven and heaven is now
too.. but oh the Bad Cop Jesus
rises iTs ugly hateful head here.. and
sure there are many verses in the bad
cop pARt of the Bible in both Old and
New Testament way.. that says slay the
other folks if they stray.. hate yA mommy
and Daddy.. sure Luke 14:26.. along with hating
ya children.. and sisters and brothers and children’s
too.. if they don’t go with the grade of what yA saY in
moral and ethical imperatives then and now too.. hmm..
what else.. yeah.. coming with a sword instead of for peace..
and then there is the good cop Jesus who says God is Love..
Love ya enemy same as yA self and friends.. as neighbors
alWays now.. consuming no others with harm at all.. now
cRap how can i blame you for being so F iN coveREd
with Veils of Hateful Ignorance.. when the book you
hold as infallible is like the Good Cop Dr. Jekyll now
and Clark Kent and ADAM West vs.. the Vigilante
force of THE NEW ACCOUNTANT.. and Bad Cop
Mr. Hyde and Dark kNiGht too.. until reForMed
by A Newest Superman 2.. anYWay.. i don’t
kNow about you.. but i DO.. and this is
miGhty Fun for me.. but truly it’s so
sad that you relate so much
stuff as the BAD COP JESUS
LIKE MAKING HIM INTO
A FUCKING CRAZY KILLER
AND STOMPING THE FOLKS
YOU DO NOT LIKE INTO AN
ETERNAL FIRE OF HELL.. hey
dude.. why not melLow out and
dance.. i’m betting iF ‘this Dude’
could reAlly do it you could too.. but
the fAct sadly likely is.. it’s juST a Parody
and the dude likely looks like the real avatar
of Angry old whatever your age white dude you
are now.. from red state hell U.S.A.. no matter where
that may be.. when i came here the taste of ISIL in Christian
Fundamentalist crazy ass form.. is aS clear as the folks who
just lost in Dabiq.. defeated by the west in their attempts to slay
the west as evil anti-christ and bring A rise of an ISA Jesus who
is identical to the Jesus of fear hate and bad cop overall stuff you
so holleRY preSent hEre noW.. as you sINk Lower and Lower into
the REALPITiSReaL HeLL now wRite here as i document the dARk
as court reporter.. overall cheerleader and lawyer defending the
God of ALL Nature plUs.. juSt for fun as a Hobby as such for the
Biggest Boss oF ALL CREATION ALWAYS PLuS NOW iN BEYOND
PAN MESSENGER PROPHET
OF LIGHT MY SILLY
SILLY LITTLE OLD ANGRY
WHITE DUDE FRIEND.. HEHE..
i was considering using Mark
Dice as my next Evil and dArk
old age muse.. but you fill the
bill better as you are hiLLaRiTy
too the hiLt of dArK and evil
verbiage from what
i heAR here
but seriouSly the
only thing that is saving
the west from folks like you
is THANKS GOD OF ALL NATURE plUS
THAT/wHo LIVES IN TRUE ILLUMINATI
FOLKS STiLL.. AS LiGHT.. aS DaRK
FIRES HAVE BEEN EXTINGUISHED
AND YOUR WiMpY fLAMe
is sTill FLicKeRing
moveS ON and liVes
as liFE.. anYway.. aNother
PAN+ invitation for you over to
the liGht aLL sIDe now while you
continue all yA ignorant hating
and selfish ways of separating
God AwHole as different someway
in the floWers of Folks like Miley who
acTuAlly contribute liGht and understanding
in cognitive empathy to the rest of the world
instead of F iN Ignorance like this juSt waiting
Further to be lifted as the original Def of Apocalypse
now that means getting rid of these veils of ignorance
so folks can see wiTh claRiTy oF liGht Freedom more now..
anyway.. the water is great in heaven.. wish some yoUr way my
man dude uPriSinG
on YouTube friEnd..
ta ta.. and remember
GOD IS FucKinG LoVe
iF yoU SeeK iN GoD noW oKAY
with oUr greaTest Gift of Inheritance
away from Bad Cop JesuS’ and Muhammad’s
and otHeR associated closed minded Trump folks
like you who rule with fear.. discontent.. despair aLL
and overall hate in hell now.. oh the devils yoU noW
KNow fUn.. so GreAT! to play online with now.. hehex2..FREE
dom of expresSiON.. i for one support your privilege to do that heRE
sTiLL and on top of that iT gives me a chance to save yOur ass
and otHers straight out of iSREaL HeLL now.. and no.. you don’t
even have to thank me.. as i do iT all uncondiTioNaLLy kNow..
and pLease FeeL iF yA can.. i’ll you even sHow yA soMe
moRe liGht just as an aLL Free gift.. and Hope
you find the photo in good jest
oNly as lesSon my FriEnd
GOD iS aLL
LoVe as LiGht
of continuing iGnorance
now.. God is bigger than
words as lies oF MEN.. mY FriEnd..
and iF i can reach one sPeck of duST
heRE.. miSSiON totALLy accomplished
Hmm.. sTiLL have three Macro-Verses of 710.. 711.. and 712 to add
to my Facebook Personal page and other two pages in text
only for free back-up hard drive space same.. but
before i get all engaged in that Mechanical
Cognition activity.. i need a little
free verse break of whatever
way goes next at the dVerse
somewhat unofficial Haibun
prompt that says iTs looSinG
the traditional regulations of Haibun
without the necessity of Haiku.. for freedom
of poetic expression but then goeS aLL oN
Sidewalks of saying no more than 150 words..
not too much flowery please but keep it at prose
instead of too much narrative.. with a few more
spices and salts and peppers oF this and
that and i say.. juSt FloW from the
heArt and let the Masterpiece
as pArt aS wHOle comE free..
yes.. kinda how GoD oF ALL
does it too.. in FloW iN ZoNE
out of the control of systemizing
robot human thOught of how ‘they’
thINk and FeeL the aRt shoULd be..
hehe.. the beauty of free lance.. is free..
simple as that.. particularly with no contingencies
necessary for bucks.. likes.. shares.. follows or anything
to feel the rules and fill them out.. of what is required from
robot ways of computer head thinking beyond free creativity now..
so here.. i go free as usual.. something about a city life for a theme
of prompt and nOw wHeREveR hE sHE.. eTc. goeS oN for NoW only
God kNows and FeeLs witHiN with no strict liMiTS and expeCtations
from otHers on trimming the grass neatly oN straight line concrete sidewalks
and ConCreTE WaLmARTS for noW so free.. so free iN DeeD oF FreeaLLnoW..
And in regard to the theme song here.. without local.. state and federal laws to
order a human species that and who is sTiLL only evolved to safely and
comfortably connect to around 150 to 200 sets of hips and eYes
of mostly naked then for now.. those laws are always
necessary to prevent the anarchy of a New Orleans
most anywhere where insanely large numbers
of humans cohabit in many heterogenous
ways.. it’s culture that allows this
kind of survival to survive
and there is no
reaLity of that for
basic human survival as
huge groups of them living
side by side sTiLL today.. but by
God iF i am going to follow narrow rules
when there are options that stay within the
Democratically decided laws of the land now..
so when it comes to DanCe and SonG of LiVinG
liFe as poEtry arT sAme the avenues in modern nows
are sImply almost unlimited to make that happen now..
the penalties are same.. move to far out of the box and
folks in the box move even further away from you..
but to go beyond in Star Trek aDventure
within a Kingdom oF God is to go
nExt wHere the species
to go BeFore..
no lImiTS.. no ExpecTations
of forms to FeeL and FiLL ouT foR
mE @lEAst foR nOW.. Freedom
SinGs as Art oF LiFe.. noW..
hmm.. and only six links
so far in a somewhat
very vague and
that says its all for
somekind of poetic
expression free.. so a breeze
to catch uP and perHaps i’LL
come back unless all there is
is timid poEtry aFraid to break A rule for FReED..
if so.. tHeRe are a Zillion plus oTher places for muse
and inspiRAtiOn to on in Internet plus way noW.. no way
iS tHis quiLL and iNk DryInG or CrYinG uP.. as
tHeRe is way too much inSpiRatiON and
muse for even a thouSand liFETiMes
experienced in one for now..
PaRTy oN.. i Say.. CreatiVity
iN MoVing and sOmE conNectinG
way aT lEast iS my TrUe Free rUle foR NoW..;)
A saddest city story i for one FeeL is Tokyo
wheRe clean-up crews sanitize Apartments left
with remains of unwanted toys of elders.. lost in
a haze of sky rise and technology that came before
the usual village oF raising children and extended family..
when humanity becomes machines like this.. even young folks
in Japan lose an urge to actuAlly procreate..
anyWay.. JohN CaLhoun in his so-called
‘Beautiful One’s Experiment’
in the 60’s predicted this
much in a rat Utopia
where males no longer
defend tHeiR territory
and groom themselves constantly
with no scars of fiGht and struggle
to beHold for reproductive success..not
unlike those high tech Japanese Youth
and the men now who vie with women
in South Korea for the best
Facemake-up with flawless
gloWinG estrogen sKin..
but hey.. it’s not like
Mother Nature AKA the rest of
Nature GOD iS noT feeling A pain of lost
Tigers dead and killed in Indian Jungles
and not doing something about it.. in the concrete
Jungles of overpopulating polluting species that kNows
and FeeLs no more empathy of wE all iN thiS gAMe toGeTheR
wHole and not a place to dominate with material gains away from
species who once held
hands toGeThEr and now
plays with robotic dogs in
strollers without even a
hint of flesh and blood
empathy to live.. to
so dARk.. So LuKe
wArM.. so far aWAY
from GoD aLL naTuRE
who liVes free as aLL
DO surELy when wild and FReED..
Hmm.. that was more than 150 words..
oh.. the beauty of not being wanted
and not allowed to comment
but STiLL Free to do it
heRe.. hE he..
‘they’ may end uP
sCRAPinG mE off the floors
but hey.. the record sHows.. i FucKinG
LiVeD as WiLD and Free as any ChiLd of God NOW..:)
Nothing happier than a homeless person with friends..
Nothing sadder than a city home with no friends..
Village is alWays wHeRe LoVe lives..
Cities froWn with sMaLL
thaT tOuch A
sky oFF HeLL..:)
sMiLes.. surely extroverts do better in
cities overall.. open minded folks who
are not afraid of strange..
is no invisible way
in lifting veils of ignorance
in original Greek
i like a taste
of city to thrill my
senses free.. but a home
of Country and Forest to go
back to home
noW aS Basic
ah.. best of boTh
Worlds loVinG LiBeral
and Conservative too now..
hmm.. so hard to find folks
who go both ways liKe this..
iN Red State Cities and Country
that Hi Lillian..
Hope you are doing
fancy free in the city..:)
Hmm.. this makes me ponder
travel and cities greater
and my thOught
here is if tHeRe
were no cars
were made as
pods of self-sufficient
villages how sea-side
apartments could thrive
like they do in Panhandle
way.. but sure.. that’s a Piper
Seagull dREam real on the Beach..
in Emerald Gulf way and sure that’s
where the Truman show was filmed in
Hmm.. stuck in city
liFe.. i’m quiet sure
i too.. would once
less.. A fox
from a Den of Play..
with so much less to say..
A FoRRest i live iN/as iNspiRes
so many Fox FLutes paWs
noW iN fOur
oF aS FloweRinG
And A best compliment
sPeaKinG of Dance in A
Bigger City Super WaLmArt
Store noW.. pasSinG three
years now of public dance is
when the worn customer service
manager at the return place says..
everyday you come in here you BRinG
SpRinG no matter what time of year iT is..
considering i spent 66 months as a shut-in
with little to no words read or written the
first 33 months of that and stumbling like
a nursing home patient not even able to
prepare a TV
work.. faint at
every step in standing
hUman way.. i don’t kNow
And FeeL eXactly how i got
hEre my FriEnd but mY liFe
is both proof of MiracleS and
some hiGher poTenTial of beinG
Human that iSReAL as the 12 milLion
words and 6 thousand miles of dance
that came after that first 33 and 66 months of
is worth sharing
even if it breaks the
Speed liMits of wordS in Heaven..
iN oft cOld CitieS and homeless places of online hell..;)
Hmm.. everywHere i go
as side note i see fancy
decorated poetic sites
and copy right signs And
one thing for sure i FeeL
iS when i go.. all i will take
WiTh mE IS A PoEtiC SonG and DanCe
oF soUL wiTh only that Sing and Dance
more of PoeTry when i come aGaiN never
was SunG and
DanceD and Written BeFore..
And buildings and cars and
all of that external stuff
yA Gotta Be Kitten mE..
And LoVe.. noW
it’s all naked
i need no tools of
even barest clothes
to be who all i am can be
iN Dance and SonG Free SpiRit noW..
as a Child of God
bare to eYes free aS GoD..:)
SMiLes.. i’Ve oft tOld A story
i never kNew how homeless
i had been until i made a
a home of
soUL with no
bricks but a bridge
overpass and friends
of flesh and blood..
By sMiLes oF aLive..:)
That covers six.. insPiRing
iT iS.. bE back later..
Come Hither Reaper Demon House Wife Pumpkin Kitty..
And that’s just one of my many nicknames
for my sex kitten.. Hehe.. or
perHaps juSt the way
i call my Special
as the Lucifer show
by Fox comes on toniGht..
and trUly how dArk could i bE.
coNsiderRinG thE iNnocent inVitaTion
thaT thiS phoTo preSents.. on the 17th
of October with 13 more days to come
for Hallow eve ‘tween all Saints Day
on the first
of November too..
hmm.. what liGht
lUrks iN tHe darKness
oF soUL thAT coMes beFore
iN aZure October sKies of rural
Saint Rose County of Flower state
now off of mile marker 33 on Interstate
10.. in the county size number of tag
of number 33 too.. as the tWiliGht
ZoNe SonG SinGs WhiSpErinG
‘cross Pine Needles Breeze
hmm.. it’s tiMe
to eAT.. as i SiNk
mY OmniVore Teeth
aft Full Moon set ‘fore
bRinGS DarK twain niGht born soon..
of Moonlit sTILL Bright Star Shore Shine..;)
First oF all i too..
love to say
wheels no longer
strip of rubber’s comfort..
triliGht noW neiTher middle
‘Fore aft oNly noW oF liVinG liGht..
Oh yes.. and hello gigoid.. nice to see things
LooKinG uP for yoU somEwhAT noW liGht too..:)
“Government is a trust, and the officers of
the government are trustees; and both the
trust and the trustees are created for the benefit of the people.”
– Henry Clay (1777-1852) — Speech at Ashland, Ky., March 1829
Love is rarely alone
created iT juST dOes.. moRE..
trUsT.. as practicing aRt oF liGht..
that’s A problem Politicians rarely
Practice Love A bedfellow best of TRuST..;)
“Imagine, if you will, that I am an idiot.
Then, imagine that I am also a Congressman.
But, alas, I repeat myself.” — Mark Twain
That’s a little
minded for me.. heHe..
And somEtiMes i like it ThAT way2..;)
(Dressed in the lion’s skin,
the ass spread terror far and wide.)
— Jean de la Fontaine
i stiLL can’t get over how weak
how weak buy/fear into Trump clothes like this..
Ignorance like that makes me laugh like hell..
and some folks follow it same the same fActs
mostly of course3..;)
CONSUL, n. In American politics, a person who, having failed to secure and office from the people, is given one by the Administration, on condition that he leave the country.
— Ambrose Bierce, “The Devil’s Dictionary”
Some folks do love
to travel free.. with no votes..:)
A successful American spends more
supporting the government than a family. — Smart Bee
That’s one thing i have in common
with Trump.. i haven’t paid federal
tax in almost a decade thanks
for roads.. bridges
and so much
so many folks
take for granted
like my socks that
always find their way
clean to my wife driven drawers of life..;)
“All you need in this life is ignorance
and then success is sure.”
— Mark Twain (1835-1910)
This more more overlays
the animal fact that
wins in liFe..
and is even smArter
than smart.. ask any high
scaredy cat IQ dude or
dudette for the
and iQ two peas
in a thiNk TaNk worry pod..;)
“Since when is “public safety” the root
password to the Constitution?” — C. D. Tavares
Give me Liberty.. etc….;)
“If Stupidity got us into this mess,
then why can’t it get us out?”
— Will Rogers (1879-1935)
Trump has the answer to that….
SMArt is as stupid does only
works for about a third as
A poet is a kind of liar who
always speaks the truth.
— Smart Bee
alWays liE Truth..;)
“A child said, What is the grass?
A child said, What is the grass? fetching it to me with full
How could I answer the child?. . . .I do not know what it
is any more than he.
I guess it must be the flag of my disposition, out of hopeful
green stuff woven.
Or I guess it is the handkerchief of the Lord,
A scented gift and remembrancer designedly dropped,
Bearing the owner’s name someway in the corners, that we
may see and remark, and say Whose?
Or I guess the grass is itself a child. . . .the produced babe
of the vegetation.
Or I guess it is a uniform hieroglyphic,
And it means, Sprouting alike in broad zones and narrow
Growing among black folks as among white,
Kanuck, Tuckahoe, Congressman, Cuff, I give them the
same, I receive them the same.
And now it seems to me the beautiful uncut hair of graves.
Tenderly will I use you curling grass,
It may be you transpire from the breasts of young men,
It may be if I had known them I would have loved them;
It may be you are from old people and from women, and
from offspring taken soon out of their mother’s laps,
And here you are the mother’s laps.
This grass is very dark to be from the white heads of old
Darker than the colorless beards of old men,
Dark to come from under the faint red roofs of mouths.
O I perceive after all so many uttering tongues!
And I perceive they do not come from the roofs of mouths
I wish I could translate the hints about the dead young men
And the hints about old men and mothers, and the offspring
taken soon out of their laps.
What do you think has become of the young and old men?
What do you think has become of the women and
They are alive and well somewhere;
The smallest sprouts show there is really no death,
And if ever there was it led forward life, and does not wait
at the end to arrest it,
And ceased the moment life appeared.
All goes onward and outward. . . .and nothing collapses,
And to die is different from what any one supposed, and
Change is the end of same..
Same is hell gAMe
alive or dead.. going..
going away from sAMe..:)
“Silence can be the biggest lie of all.
We have a responsibility to speak up;
and whenever the occasion calls for it,
we have a responsibility to raise bloody hell.”
— Herbert Block
on the 7th day
“And it shall come to pass that idiots shall roam the earth,
and morons shall rule the masses.”
— Smart Bee
but not quiet
this go around it seems..;)
“Let honor be as strong to us an
obligation as necessity is to others.”
— Pliny the Elder
Perhaps the Internet
age.. will start to
unless they care
not to be part and parcel of the system..;)
As far as i am concerned..
the best thing about Halloween..
is it provides an opportunity for human
beings to exercise their imagination and
creativity at best across the full life span..
in terms of tricks and treats..
too.. to make fun of the dArk
and better celebrating the liGht of
the moon and midnight.. if you
WiLL of course.. as no one
is gonna force yA.. to
get brave and
free with God
in no fear
and LoVe oF liGht
to the point wHeRE all
beCoMes sAcred and HoLy
like a SMiLiNG BLacK KaT..
who jumps out of a Pumpkin
with no cares that a few teeth
are missing.. SMiLinG equAlly
with the kitty as LIFE IS FucKinG
Good as Sentient Star duST can cOme
now by the LiGht and the Force of the
Hand of God aLL thaT both provides A
gift of liFe and the gift of dEath so more
Sentient Star duST plUs.. wiLL arise for
now as tHeRE WiLL simply be room leFT..
on this one of greAteST among Blue Green Brown
Snow Capped orbs of Heaven to do JuSt thAT.. now..
as sure it can be kinda boRinG iN sPace no different
really than places of ice with no Flowers of unlimited
EmoTioNs to drivE liFE aS liGht noW.. anyWay bottom
liNe.. i aiN’t scaREd oF dArk and not cynical oF liGht..
as i kNow the bleSsinGS uP close and personal of Both
Born and Death.. and on top of that when in Rome make
the best of it.. and when in Milton.. a New Jerusalem
of sorts with sTiLL rather closed miNded and BodiEd Folks..
you don’t have to copy everything they do in terms of this
as in the new iSREAL U.S.A.. laws provide ways for all children
WiLd and Free of God to exercise rights and privileges to remain
wiLd and Free Children of God IN KiNd And couRAge like the wolves
do who have not fallen to the sins of human domestication away from
Free Love in Balance of Courage and with humans sure.. A capstone..
of living life fearless.. smArT.. as UNCONDITIONAL LOVE NOW FREE..
A ONE WORLD RELIGION OF DOING LIFE.. that perHaps more folkS noW
could act on juST doing it.. more than living life as words and books..and
that’s okay too.. if they wanna do that.. in shackles too.. juST don’t take
my freedom away now or you will answer to God as Nature who lives free within
me now nor will i take your WiLL away to wear shackles in life if that is the
pARt of 50 shades of grey you choose to do in this gift of free liFe.. as
a TrUE and liGht iNheritance from the God of Nature all gifting uS wiTh
this potential that we can exercise with relative free will now more fully
employed.. when sought.. found.. and practicing a way of life that works..
i could find God in no Church.. no Book.. no TV show although sTAr Wars
came close as it brought elements of all ways of life toGeTheR in literally
a UniVerSal way of mesSage.. but trULy after decades of search and finding
the best spArks iN NatuRE Free and WiLd.. i find God best iN a DancE and
SonG Free in A PoeTic Free Verse arT oF i.. so BrinG the Reapers and scaredy
cats on or off.. they matter not to me.. as i kNow and FeeL both a DaRkESt 66
months now of the HUman SoUL and liGht oF i eXploDinG as Beach of Free.. sure..
i sTiLL have sAndy Feet.. and sAlt Water of Ocean Air circulating through all
my veins of free excluding no PARt of GoD.. within.. inside.. outside.. above..
so below and all around.. it’s good to be alive.. bottom line of all duST.. i AM noW..:)
Considering there are no self or external imposed limits or expectations in the art i do
and give and share online.. the following Macro-Verse Memory from two years ago.. rings
trUe and liGht and dARk enough for me to share here verbatim.. with the full illustrated
links iF yA wanna see more of what i AM saying.. and as i review the accompanying Beast
Mode and Gospel Singing New Age Renaissance Male Nude ARt.. as it sTiLL IS A relatively
new art for me at that point in less than a year or so of practicing that in all ways it
comes.. in poses as such.. and facial expressions.. ranging from all new created
ways instinctually.. intuitively all innately as such.. in what is now
a strictly private adult blogger blog.. i’ve come a long way in
this art.. and truly freed my self up and all around..
i cannot say how much it means in this life to
be comfortable naked and free in the skin
covering a Temple of God aLL as gifted
by God of Nature Free as weLL..
as truly most all shame
of being human
fear of being
naked and expressing
sensuality and sexuality
free without being opposed
by the rest of the tribe in culturally
contrived ways of chains and prisons of
human nature in the cultural clothes that
even Yeshua as linked below says must be stripped
and tread upon without shame if you ever wanna fully
find God within set free.. and when i started that i hazed
myself in the most ridiculous and satirized poses to get rid
of what were decades of worry of what people thought about most
everything i said and moved in life then.. call it adventure therapy..
initiation like they do for ya to get into mysterious societies and all
of that.. but this came from within as instruction from God on how to free
myself of all the fears and anxieties of LiFe beFore.. bottom line it worked
as i dance in public fearlessly and do nude art the sAMe.. tHeRe is no part or
function of what God gifts to me free that is less sacred and holy than any other
pArt of God’s gift of sentient star dust plUs i AM now.. don’t need no fig leaves to
hide God living within as Temple of God as form of Art.. and while some folks
may snicker and giggle and call Miley Cyrus evil for sharing her form free
naked across internet land.. she is free.. bottom.. line.. and until you come
to this place of naked God within as Temple oF God HUman too..
you will likely never feel all of God
free from head
Free with all couRAGe..
no illusory fear.. all Love
to Give and Share.. but sure i could
tale you all of this was evil and demon
inspired if i wanted to repress and oppress
your human emotions and sensuality too.. and subjugate
you and control you in all ways that comes and even convince
you to come to my church and threaten you if you don’t repeat
the words i say.. you go to an eternal torture and suffering of
a hell fire i could just make up.. to control your ass.. well i’m not
as i live
as the Free
God within.. do
as you wilt sure..
Even like Aleister Crowley
said.. find your True will
in alignment with what God
says iN and as you.. and JuSt
Do it in ways of CouRAge and
KInd iN Fearless and Unconditional
smARt LoVe now.. in other words what
as a humble
they neutered him..
and made him into a Soldier
God of the Universe.. with swords
over love.. away from Peace to expand
the Roman Empire of way back then.. i stand
King of the
UniVerse that is
God and Hold hands
Naked with the SpiRit
of the original Christ like
Nature of Fearless smARt and all Natural
God gifted Love.. it doesn’t have to get complicated
unless you are a used snake oil car sales person to fill
up a basket of money to raise a temple even higher than before..
is the Body God
gifted to me.. the birds
and the bees.. hips and
eYes that tale no lies..
anyway.. jUST for fun
this is the other two year
old tale.. mostly in CAPS..
i’ve got most of the frustration
out on the ignorance i see in most
of the world.. so i mostly breeze by now
in thouSands of Words Free each day.. and what
yA gonna do about ignorance.. except try to help..
i cannot force any horse to drink water.. but sure.. i’ll
continue BrinGinG it for free.. as the Holy and Sacred wAter
from a mouth
and eYes of God
with sure.. 10 fingers
10 toes.. and now a digit
of one keyboard Force 2 as 10..:)
For those of ya that work-out and probably NOT the sugar and spice
element of the audience..
have ya ever had a favorite workout shirt..
after a ‘while’
just doesn’t get clean
fortunately for me..
my wife monitors this..
enforces the purchases of new
do most definitely have plenty
AT HER HAND OF PURCHASE!
BUT HER LATEST SELECTION
THAT SHE ‘SENTIMENTALITY’
SAYS REMINDS HER OF
TO CLAW..BITE..AND KILL!
AND OTHERS TOO!
MAMA RAISED ME TO LOVE
AND THE BEST THING OF ALL..
TO LOVE ALL OTHERS LIKE MYSELF!
DO LOVE TO RELEASE MY INNER BEAST..
BUT PERHAPS NOT SOCIALLY ACCEPTED WAYS..
LIKE MY NUDE MALE RENAISSANCE ART..
AND WHEN I GROWL LIKE A CROCODILE
RUMBLING WITH MY THROAT
AT MY MILITARY GYM..
hmm.. tolerated there
they are ‘supposed’
THAT ARE NOW OF THE
PUSH BUTTON DRONE STYLE
KILLERS MORE THAN HAND TO HAND
AND YEAH.. THAT WORKS PRETTY GOOD..
IF YA ARE THE ONE WHO IS ON THE SIDE OF THE
PUSH BUTTON WARRIORS!
AND CONSIDERING i’m More of a Lover
than a fighter in REAL LIFE!
i’m glad there are others who volunteer for these necessities
of life that can still remain to keep freedom ringing in the good ole USA!
father the strong law enforcement type..
wasn’t one to be in the dirty diaper business..
also known as raising children..
got the hell out when i was three..
and never really looked back..
as far as i could
yeah.. a few regrets here and there..
and concern that my mama wasn’t gonna raise me to
be a man..
but he got out..
SO YEAH.. SHE IS MY HERO..
AND NOT HIM!
BUT STILL.. MY FATHER WHO i loved
WELL.. MY MOTHER..
GOD BLESS HER SOUL..
AND THANK GOD SHE’S STILL LIVING
AND LOVING TOO!
DID NOT RAISE ME TO BE A MAN..
OR A WOMAN
SHE RAISED ME TO LOVE
AND THAT WAS ALL!
SERIOUSLY THAT WAS ALL!
AS FAR AS THE JUNGLE OF CULTURE..
mostly learned on
TOOK ME OVER FIVE DECADES TO FIGURE IT OUT..
i didn’t ever never GIVE UP!
i’m truly happy..
i got to judge what IS ethicAlly
CORRECT INSTEAD OF GETTING IT
SPOON FED OUT OF A BOTTLE
IN OTHER WORDS THROUGH THE EMOTIONS
AND RESTRAINED LOGIC
OF OTHERS WITH ‘THEIR’ TRUTH!
THE QUESTIONS CONTINUE WHEN
GO GO GO!
RAVE DANCING OF HOW
GO GO GO!
tell ’em i just
PRACTICE PRACTICE PRACTICE
REAP THE REWARDS
PRACTICE PRACTICE PRACTICING
AND THEY SAY
YA GOTTA BE ON DRUGS
TO GO THAT STRONG
if i can’t convince ya
of my truth!
AND i think perhaps they are
SPOON FED SOME TRUTH!
DIDN’T WING IT LIKE A FREE INSTINCTUAL INTUITIVE
to finally LOOK WITHIN
FIND THE BLISS OF THE HEAVEN OF KNOW
BY RELEASING MY INNER BEAST
HONESTLY.. THE MAIN PURPOSE OF RELIGION
IS TO INHIBIT THE INNER BEAST
PRETEND IT DOES NOT EXIST!
A TRUE CAUSE OF GREAT HUMAN SUFFERING
ALL ACROSS THE GLOBE!
AND why i am a leader
MALE NUDE RENAISSANCE NUDE ART
AGE ACROSS THE GLOBE
THE ONLY ONE
WHICH IS OFTEN ONE AND THE SAME
IN MODERN OPPRESSED/OPPRESSED CULTURAL
WAYS THAT IRONICALLY ARE STILL RULED BY 3500 YEAR OLD
RELIGIOUS TAINTED RULES TO CONTROL AND SUBJUGATE
HUMAN NATURE LIKE THIS!
HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE..
YES.. MIGRAINES TOO!
AND MOST EVERY OTHER STRESS RELATED ILLNESS..
AS STRESS IS THE MAJOR CAUSE OF ALL ILLNESS…
YES.. IN LARGE PART!
RELEASING THE INNER BEAST..
TO TRULY BE
HUMAN THAT THE GOD OF MOTHER NATURE
GOD’S KINGDOM OF HEAVEN NOW!
THE ONE THAT THE MAN YESHUA OR JESUS
IN THE GOSPEL OF THOMAS
TALKING ABOUT WITHIN YA.. OUTSIDE YA..
ALL OVER ALL THAT IS..
OF MOTHER NATURE
NOT SOME PSYCHOPATHIC AND OR PSYCHOTIC
GENERATED FAIRY TALE
OF A GOLDEN PAVED CITY
TO GET YA MATERIALISTIC SPOON FED MIND
ALL A HOPPING TO GET TO
STREETS OF GOLD!
HAPPY ENOUGH WITH THE DIRT!
MOTHER NATURE TRUE!
AND i have a little ‘bone’ to pick with the early
Jewish folks who institute this circumcision
thingy upon us males all over the earth!
i like to be free in mother
nature au naturale
and i always
MORE NAKED THAN i should
ya know the part we keep covered with
THE MODERN VERSION
TO PUT IT BLUNTLY
SO YA SEE UP THERE..
THAT’S MY MODERN VERSION OF FORESKIN
OTHER WISE IF i still had that
it wouldn’t look like i’m ALWAYS TURNED ON
WHEN i do my nude male renaissance style art!
Ain’t my fault..
the religious folks of 3500 or so years ago..
decided to take it away..
but it still would be nice to be naturally covered and protected a
little bit more out there in the wild of mother nature..
if they did not cut it off
ISN’T THAT IRONIC..
THEY DID IT TO SET US APART FROM MOTHER
NATURE AND TO FOOL US INTO THINKING WE ARE SOME KIND
OF ANIMAL MORE SPECIAL THAN ALL OF GOD’S OTHER CREATION
WITH PENISES WITH OUTER PROTECTIVE COVERING FROM THE
HARSHER ELEMENTS OF MOTHER NATURE!
BUT AS JESUS AKA YESHUA IS REPORTED AS SAYING
IN THE GOSPEL OF THOMAS..
THAT IS BS.. IN SO MANY PARAPHRASED WORDS..
IF GOD MADE IT..
THERE FOR A REASON DAM IT!
OR FOR SOME REASON BEFORE..
LIKE WITH APPENDIXES AND ALL OF THAT..
AND YES.. UNDERWEAR WORKS OK..
BUT THEM DAM WHITEY TIGHTIES
TEND TO GO UP one’s BUTT..
AND DAM IT..
ARE LIKE SHORTS UNDER SHORTS..
AND i already wear
shirts under shirts..
to keep myself
so that’s enough
i have to deal with the whitey tighties
IT’S NOT AS BAD..
NEARLY AS BAD AS CUTTING
OFF THE NICE PLEASURE ORGAN
THAT GOD GIVES WOMEN..
FEMALE GENITAL MUTILATION
TO KEEP THEM
BUT THE SAME PRINCIPLE
IS AT CUTTING HAND!
SEPARATE HUMANS AS SOMETHING LESS THAN HUMAN
OVER AND CONTROL
LIKE MONETARY GAIN..
AND CONTROLLING REPRODUCTIVE
GREATEST GIFT TO ALL GOD’S ANIMALS
AND MORE DIVERSITY
TO SURVIVE ENVIRONMENTAL
CHANGE AND OMG!
EVER CHANGING CULTURAL CHANGE 2!
THIS IS QUITE A RANT..
i encourage you too..!
to legally and not necessarily social appropriately
AND ENJOY BEAST MODE
NOW AND THEN..
TO AVOID CHRONIC ILLNESS IN LIFE!
A FREE BIRD FLIES FREE..
CAGED BIRD SINGS A SAD SONG..
THAT NEVER TRULY
LIFE THAT IS
MOTHER NATURE TRUE
ABOUT THAT GOSPEL SINGING..
i love to connect with the other
happy spirits when
we sing together
in that good ole time religious way..
WHEN THEY GET TO THE END
AND START A SAYING..
IF YOU DON’T REPEAT JOHN 3:16 AND LITERALLY
BELIEVE EVERY WORD OF IT..
AS ESTABLISHED BY ROMAN EMPEROR PSYCHOPATHIC
LEANING CONSTANTINE AND HIS EARLY ROMAN CATHOLIC
COHORTS THAT NEGOTIATED A NEW RESTRICTED KINGDOM
OF THEM AND NOT THE STUFF THAT JESUS AKA YESHUA
WAS A TALKING ABOUT..
YA ARE GONNA GO TO HELL..
AND IF YA ARE NOT THERE
in that fairly tale of heaven..
i WON’T! miss ya..
AND BASICALLY SAY
AS YA DIDN’T DO WHAT I TOLD YOU TO DO..
YA SLAVE OF RELIGION!
i am a GOD loving..
NOT GOD FEARING MAN..
AND THANK GOD
i love GOD..
AND ALL OTHERS NO MATTER HOW IGNORANT THEY
WILD BEAST MODE BITCH SLAP THAT DUDE..
THAT’S TALKING ABOUT MY MUSLIM/BUDDHIST FRIENDS
GOING TO HELL!
INSTEAD i just
smiled and rolled my eyes..
in the back of my
i got the LOVE
LIKE A LOVING
SO WITH ALL THAT SAID
i continue on
WILD AND FREE BEAST MODE
BEING ALL i can be..
FRIENDS IN THE
FROM TOE TO HEAD
SMiLes my FriEnd.. gigoid.. bEfore i move to the Pearls
and free flow response coMes.. just for fun..
i loved your poem.. and i’ve come to find
in liFe.. through great
effort in perseverance
in never giving
niGhts of numb
and pain.. is Magic
is real.. nah.. not fairy
tale magic but all natural
magic in the sense and feel
that magic is simply what one human
experiences of Nature that the human sitting
wRite next to them has no fathom of in tHeir particular
multi-verse.. from matters as simple as the Young woman
in a Muslim Country in Africa who has been genitally mutilated
and will never experience
the joy of orgasm..
and same applies to
those who hold a philosophy
that sexuality is dirty other than
for making babies.. and when the
vagina or penis feels the naked sun
shame shame shame you are an animal
and no longer human.. as ignorance rains on
to separate the magic as living free.. this moves
on much farther than these simple examples as any thing
that approaches magic beyond this in Abrahamic religions
or current science projects is either evil or to be ridiculed same..
well the thing is.. we live in a new world now where we can document
the daily everyday occurrences
of magic.. like being a shut-in for
66 months with no chance of recovery
then named as dance legend in a bar
two years later and the general
public all the places
science gave me
no chance of even recovering..
no chance of ever getting off of
drugs to keep me from
in my boots
that no longer
had straps to pull them
up.. science says that one
is the strongest at age 30.. i exceed
the efforts in leg strength of Marines in
their twenties even getting stronger at age 56..
Magic is just the pArts of Human Nature that science
says is not normal.. the average of a functionally disabled
human population meant to be wild and free.. or the evil that
religions fear for humans to go in wild and ecstatic dance with
the beats of drums and the flutes of SonG as HeARt and SpiRit
and a SoUl of MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG riSinG hiGher and HiGher
to bliss never experienced before in what some term as Kundalini rising
others speak of as Satori.. and so many other metaphors for a higher experience
of human potential in sensory.. sensual and overall FeeLinG way.. this magic saves..
this magic frees the hUman heARt.. SpiRit and SoUL with ReAson too.. this magic is
innate.. instinctual.. intuitive and A best pARt oF aLL.. iT doesn’t cost a Lincoln FucKinG
Red materialistic cent.. this sense.. this feeling.. this sensuaLiTy iS all Free that comes
from within.. it’s A hiGher power of Nature.. magic.. even call it God for those who can
experience a much greater way of free liGht of Life.. bottom line.. this magic iSReAL
and i’ve only touched
the surface of
in these relatively
few lines here.. this
magic saves.. bottom line..
or these hands would be dust
at the bottom of dead.. call it a blue
turtle.. call it a seagull wing.. call it the
Ocean Whole.. call iT GoD aLL or nothing
aT aLL.. bottom line this Magic lives as mE..:)
“Time discovers truth.”
~~ Seneca ~~
“Entropy requires no maintenance.”
~~ Amanda Walker ~~
And then humans
“I have been a stranger in a strange land.”
~~ Old Testament, Exodus ii, 22 ~~
my feet became
as gRaiNs oF Sand..:)
“What we wish, that we readily believe.”
~~ Demosthenes ~~
Or we are spoon
fed a death
“You grow up the day you have
your first real laugh — at yourself.”
~~ Ethel Barrymoore ~~
For me i posted Facebook
photos of myself in my underwear..
i laughed free more than ever before..
hehe.. even A cousin
who lifted up her shirt
to show us more
then at a
she too was free
and lost that too.
and it’s worth noting
that’s before that side
of the family started going to church..
in fundamentalist Trump ways of priSon..
and of course Hypocrisy too.. like health
care for all is evil when you yourself are currently enjoying medicaid
now.. and your family is still supporting you while other folks don’t
have rich parents to help them in their every step of life.. same
all over the place
but i choose to strip
free of human lies..
of Giving eYes..;)
“Anyone without a sense of humor
is at the mercy of everyone else.”
~~ William Rotsler ~~
And all poeTry that
sly.. wry.. dry and tUFF as FucK..
sure an element of sex is necessary2
to spice reaLiTy as ANIMAL IS IS HuMAN too..;)
“Only those who will risk going too far
can possibly find out how far one can go.”
~~ T. S. Eliot ~~
And this is what
poEtry.. SonG and DancE
and all oTheR hUman aRts
thaT E-sCape the entropy
of sentient Star duST
to go even further as ARt..:)
“He who has a WHY to live for
can bear with almost any HOW.”
~~ Friedrich Nietzsche ~~
Sadly it seems from all accounts
i’ve read that Nietzche was misSing
the most important pARt of wHy
for me too.. before
the magic rained in
like a Hurricane wind
survive is fine..
thrive is divine..
i LiGht LoVe..:)
“Self-trust is the essence of heroism…
It speaks the truth, and it is just, generous, hospitable, temperate,
scornful of petty calculations, and scornful of being scorned.
It persists; it is of an undaunted boldness,
and of a fortitude not to be wearied out.”
~~ Ralph Waldo Emerson, “Essays” ~~
This is a really beautiful platitude but truly
Fearless is the core of this..
even before Love can
and the bottom
line is humans are
animals and until one
can walk tall and fearlessly
in a dArkesT PaRkInG Lot
without fear in understanding
at a core instinctual and intuitive
level they can defend themselves from
predator and can capture prey with Grocery
store in sight or not.. the Love will never be Unconditional
enough to understand what made Adolph Hitler tick.. FEAR
kills love.. and truly
the greaTest lOvers
have no fear of
most everyone should/could
art martial even if they never
ouch a pound of flesh..
for mE @leASt
and made me
as strong in feats of feet too@56..:)
The body is the SoUL as well as miNd..
to BrinG iT aLL ToGeTHeR IS A Force
oF God oF aLL NAtuRe..
to be honored
and respected in
takes a physical
and mental and
practice across life span
from birth to death.. sadly
it’s never likely gonna happen sitting still..:)
“He who laughs, lasts.”
~~ Mary Pettibone Poole ~~
God IS A Laugh
“Deserve your dream.”
~~ Octavio Paz ~~
Perhaps the greatest
failing of the Christian
reality of the modern age
is dreams don’t take work..
to come to fruition noW..
God of Merit
Merit of Life..
Life takes work
and Free is never Free..
nor is Love and LIGht..
SMiLes.. LIFe is alWays
now short and long
as Heaven now..
and if that ain’t magic
perHaps one hasn’t visited Now
AnoTheR place oF iSREAL noW2..:)
CopY RiGht God iSREAL
So.. Katrina and i go see my Aunt Christine..
aka Teenie.. and i tale Katrina as of report
by Facebook Cousin Terri.. Teenie has
not been feeling like talking lately..
so we stay an hour and i slowly
slowly very slowly dance there
beside her and she grins
in her nursing home bed..
most of the time and then
her same room Bed neighbor
says to me.. that’s a beautiful
child in reference to wife Katrina..
i guess she thought i had me a Trump Wife..
ps.. after writing this i almost feel like a ‘normal’
user per statuses
and small talk stuff like that..;)
Okay.. after a somewhat unusual
Koan and family related small talk
now back to stuff piled higher and deeper
hehe.. even without a PHD.. only two BA’s
from me.. haha..
yes.. don’t forget
the humor.. okAy.. noW
haven’t got to the tough
as FucK Stuff and sex-associated
Fred talk lore aS Such butt.. what i will
say is too many folks have tried to
Copyright God and God iS MiGhty
pissed about folks dominating
the other leaving species on
Planet Heaven as far
as one can see
Neil deGrASSe Tyson
Telescope to see as far
as possible.. nah.. it’s true..
Earth is the only Planet Heaven
seen or lived on by humans so far..
and sadly folks take this preSent for granted
and smoke stiNk and further pollute the place
uP.. but at least the bees still buZZ and do tHeir
thing wHeRE i live and even on BlackWater way noW
the way they did it when i grew up on a River free then
with A Face of Good LooKinG over and as mE everyday Now
then2.. here’s the thing.. no one can copy my poetic style..
don’t matter if there IS A name attached or not.. no one does
it any better in terms of 007 and Mission Impossible hehe.. at
least in terms of sAMe hAha..
so.. anyWay at lEAst tiMes
two.. tHeRe is ‘this’ movie
Named ‘Contact’ and then they
just so happen to come across
a more beautiful face of God and
the mechanical cognition oriented
scientist/astro inter space chick
named Jodie Faster by Earth
name says.. oh shiT.. iN
facial sexpression to
thaT affect and by
the way that’s
a typo but
sex and i don’t
break my promises..
you can ask any of my
truly close friends and they
will intimate the same to you
oKAy.. just ’cause that rhymes per se..
per say IS A homophone for per se and that
paRt of this with art as pArt of Art sorta fulfills
the current Tuesday prompt.. on homophones.. now from
dVerse that i won’t liNk.. as PHD poEtry mostly ain’t
tHeiR cup of Tea.. so anYway i AM here to pAinT
A pictUre of God that no one wiLL ever be able to
Copy right hehe.. simply.. ’cause they will never even
be able to read thE wHole thing.. in one life timE if they
are originAlly from the planet eARTh.. haha.. but once aGain
miracleS do happeN.. so i am probAbly selling God short by saYinG
any limits of what hUmans can do WiTh eYes of God constantly changing
and less and
more now.. anYway iT
alWays makes me giggle
when someone says “that’s the
whole” Story about God.. the whole
photograph.. the last prophet.. only
begotten son or any way of limitinG noW
the eYes of God We all sport iN Game oN
ToGeTher aS A MiSSioN wE are aLL asSigNed
to do in iNdividualized leSson Plan getS dOnE oR NOT..;)
Well.. my FriEnd.. Lala.. blessed and cursed with close
to a photographic movie making memories in life..
i don’t have go back to look at the first poem
you wrote that i responded to with words
about a child i had lost that somehow
i guess i found in you for awhile
in female form.. so
for some love
we miss in life some
way my friEnd.. anyWay
i am very happy that you are
no longer so depressed and full
of despair.. often it is hard to tale
in the ups and downs.. fiction and non-fiction
of your words.. the highs and lows i’Ve kNown and
FeeL all too well and poor of liFE too.. and a place
of loft i lived for decades and three years now too..
after 66 months of hell on earth.. and one to two
years of hell when your age then.. so anyway..
i can feel your pain
in so many
shoes in juST
one life now.. and
your shoes.. both dARk
and liGht helped in as watching
them to remember the feelings of
EmoTiOns of shoes of past.. so i say
thank you dear for being a friend like this
too.. and i understand the heart that goes silent
for words to give and share too.. i wish for you to
continue writing as it is a gift to use.. and to continue
to practice never worrying about what others feel or
think of the heARt.. SpiRit and SoUl to be shared..
and glad to hear you say the name of Allah as that
was a Force that drove you to liGht beFore my frieNd..
Bottom line Happy mY liFe my FriEnd iN alWays now Love..:)
Fredsart.. just anoTheR
now and day iN a wonderful
adventure of life that kNows and
FeeLs no bounds of money or other
ways of cultural form and structure as prescribed
from an Authoritarian
Force.. sure.. there
is no conquering
is living in a system
ignoring the dArk paRts
and even MaKinG a silent
movie with no lips but Music’s
LiGht to accompany a visual history
of life behind eYes of Free
unbound from chains
of cultural reign..
nah.. this is no country
with blood of war on every
day soils.. respite of freedom…
A place of life iS to give and share
for those who WiLL.. those who DO WitH
eYes of Fearless and SmARt Unconditional
Love.. hiGhest poWEr of human being who
strives for excellence and only competes
against the God oF NatUre Given Human
poTenTial as wE A people..
an animal of GoD
as Nature ONE..
who has so
in both reaSon
and love when used
as art and science as
complement instead of
tool of bloody wars of swords
and or Jealousy and Greed leading
to discontent.. anger.. misery now and
suffering.. yes.. aggression.. violence
and potentially even World War 111..
yeah.. could be a War towards Love as
synchronicity of three one’s or a number
three of blood wHere no one gets out aLivE..
Non-Verbal Language of Dance and Nature and
all other arts of humanity can say so much more than
words of separation and division that make us doubt..
fear.. and do all stuff associated with hate.. GifT a LiFE as Love’s HeARt..
smARt Unconditional Love..:)
yes.. again.. why
not at the end of a day
of non-verbal Dance wHere
i stand in front of me as Welcome
LITERALLY as such wHere all 230 Lbs
of Dancing Muscle performs a NUTcrackerupper
somewhat ballet and martial arts dance not unlike
a New Age Charlie Chaplin doing incongruent physical
Comedy as Military Law Enforcement dudes don’t do this.. do
they.. hehe.. and more on that in a few.. the Yoda shirt
could be a clue that i am no paper bag
machine cognition only
USA in Panhandle
of Florida.. wHeRe let’s
just say.. most men are
would be terrified to do any
graceful dance in front of the
entire village like King David.. in
Praise of God iN SoUL BaLanCinG.. Now
as a strong version ain’t scared.. noW..
but at least i did the all legal totally public
dance fully clothed even more so than King David
did but sure.. i wouldn’t wanna offend anyone who has
the option of not clicking ‘soMe liNks’ hehe.. as King David
said more to come on all of this later.. too.. of course as i celebrate
God iN mE in the Heaven Now of Kingdom Come @least For.. aS mE..:)
Facebook.. Provides a two year old memory
of Seville Quarter original duo of Charlie’s
Angels.. Cortney and Chelsea.. left and
right with halo-like fixtures upon
their brightly lit faces with
smiles.. of sure.. ‘long ago’
what then foreshadowed
an extra cool dancing interplay
to come for years to go.. although
they have kinda gone to other places
on Thursday and life goes on and memories
stay in Facebook places of algorithm eYes..
hmm.. but sure a hug is always waiting and
some more smiles the next time they pop
up on Thursday.. unannounced.. with more photos
to come.. in the most crowded night of all at Old Seville..
yes.. Holy and Sacred Dance Day and night.. a construct
now as practiced by me..
with the 131st dance night
coming this Thursday with all
the cool college age folks.. so i won’t
lose count as note for conclusion of this
713th Macro Verse ‘yET unTitLed’.. now..;)
From a year ago.. A very special Macro-Verse
titled ‘Thousand Hands of Love’.. and yes.. as i’ve said
many times before.. the best paRt of the Information Technology
C O N N E C T I N G H A N D S A R O U N D T H E W O R L D N O W A..
Revolution started by nerds like i was at their age.. and hehe.. just
ultra free and strange now in weird and different way.. yeah.. still waiting
for Sheldon Cooper to break out in joyous dance.. stArt pumping iron.. and write
poEtry across the globe.. and say fuck physics only and making money same..
perhaps when he gets in his 50’s.. hehe.. still around 20 years
away for the actual actor still in his 30’s now..
at the end of
three degrees in college
years.. Social Sciences Interdisciplinary..
Anthropology.. Health Science in the same year
of ’83.. where the three of us.. sister.. mother
and me all graduated toGether and even had a class
named the ‘Family’ in sociology together with somewhat
Wiki noted Sociologist and Teacher.. Ray Oldenburg then..
with his Sociological theory of the importance of the ‘Third
Place’ of socialization away from work and home.. in what once
and still is Cheers Bar’s and Bowling Center’s and even Church
now of what’s left of that.. to get toGeTHeR and actually
touchy feely socially communicate reciprocally as such..
hmm.. doesn’t happen much in church anymore..
mostly too loud to talk on the
dance floor.. but plenty
of non-verbal stuff…
And Bowling Center’s
have gone away from
leagues to mostly and
so sadly.. bowling alone now
away from the Wolf Pack of Love
in cooperation of forAge now.. but
life goeS on allone or toEgTheR alone..
anyway.. when the Pensacola NewsJournal interviewed (my family)
us in what was our.. hehe.. 15 minutes of fame way back then..
i said my ultimate goal was to become an Anthropologist although
as far as making money for a living that was a pipe dream then..
but sure.. now.. i can do it totally free lance all for fun..
as surely that is what this entire ocean Whole Poem..
I N L O N G E S T L O N G F O R M P O E M E V E R..
of 3.3 million words plus and before that for
12 million words started out as on
ThanksGiVing day of 2010..
a study of humankind
and an attempt
to save my
and get in connection
with Love and God sAMe aGain..
hmmm.. the Wrong Planet.. truly a place
of hell on line to find that in the land
of unwanted human toys.. disgusted.. overall at life..
but i decided THEN one day to make my own liGht no matter
what the Cynics of liGht said theRe who i continue to somewhat
find in poEt land too.. people are alike all over.. and different
too.. and what i came to find in poet land away from reason land
online.. is.. there are closed minded and open minded folks everywhere
but if one is trUly liGht and wants to generate all tHeir potential liGht
as the New Prometheus aka the newest Frankenstein from that movie name
said a couple of years ago.. ‘i go my own way’ for liGht.. noW..
as sadly as it often feels i can find no one
to lead else..
i must lead
my own liGht
and perhaps NOW
that IS A way now
it will be for many
folks to shine a lamp
that does not flicker out..
anyWay.. this post continued
what would be months and months
of participant observer anthropologist
interaction with Muslim fellow blogger
and Friend Soheir and Imran.. to really see
and feel what they thought and felt of their
Islam religion.. it’s not enough to read what other
folks have written.. direct observer participation is the
best way to gain cognitive empathy on what makes other cultures/
got a degree
that says the
same thing but
it’s only HUman
FucKinG common sense
too.. to get in feel and
touch of the real time reality
now of other folks.. and yes.. i wrote
then over 100K words plus.. just on Soheir’s
site with some single video posts by hers
with over 13K words on just one post then in
commentary that is like rare to non-existent
on Blog posts by individuals these days..
but sure.. like the
A LOAD OF ME’..
HEHE.. and the wife
is taling me not to wear
my ‘Insane Posse Clown’ shirt
to dance in public.. to be politically
correct for folks who fear the dark and
public hysteria over the clown thingy.. hehe..
anyway.. online is free.. i am an epic Anthropologist..
who doesn’t have to worry about getting published in some
heArtless emotionless FucKinG Abstract that is boring as shit to read..
sure.. to sing to the choir
IN MR. ROBOTO FASHION..
more for the
world in Human
no holds barred baby..
when money.. ‘shares’.. likes..
followers.. etc.. ain’t pArt noW
of the creative poTenTial of HUman
bEinG.. CoMinG in the Future.. more Mozarts..
Leonardo’s.. Michangelo’s and other ‘THE ACCOUNANT’ dudes
and dudettes.. Miley’s.. etc.. who do magic and miracles with
art instead of FucKinG Guns of FucKinG Vengeance Shows noW..;)
Oh yeah.. and by the way.. Miley inspires me in a special way
as the sacred clown who isn’t afraid to walk in the cowboy bar
in Indian way with cowboy boy boots on as a female then..
totally naked except for the cow boy boots.. to show
the hypocrisy of a culture gone truly
insane in cultural clothes
for the words of
it and i will show
it to the entire world..
no matter what the FucK you
say.. ’cause it IS A holy and
sacred crotch with the sacred
hand of God still attached as free..
so sure.. Miley is one of the inspirations
of my art of freest human too.. as Michelangelo
says here.. too.. in new old age nude renaissance style..;)
“What spirit is so empty and blind, that it cannot
recognize the fact that the foot is more noble than
the shoe, and skin more beautiful than the
garment with which it is clothed?”
Bottom line is this.. humans
are extremely sexual creatures
God GIVEN YES AS HUMAN AND BONOBO
NATURE SAME SEEN AND FELT AS WILD..
365 days a year for those who are
reasonably healthy across the life sPan..
but only if not repressed and oppressed..
and most of this is sensuality far from an
actual sexual act.. as that involves contingencies
that last for a long long time in now.. when bodies
are covered sensuality is repressed and oppressed and
that only leads to frustration.. and aggression.. and
promises of lies of 72 virgins after a suicide bombing..
etc.. of VIOLENCE AND WAR.. and in the United States in
SoutherN Baptist Churches where the bleachED blond 60 year
old woman with push up bra pointed at the pastor does most definitely
say.. human nature is sexual in orientation overall.. and attraction overall
of the sensual type increases neurochemicals and neurohormones that NOW STiLL
noT only move an act of sex.. they also are directly associated with the libido to
produce and create all of life in all ways that comes.. to hide it is ignorance..
to suggest it’s not
happening when you are
doing it yourself.. is sheer
insanity of the fly who knows no fly..
anyway.. that’s what the Miley’s and the
Fred’s of the world do.. highlight ignorance and insanity
same so.. noW..
And sure.. a ‘clip’ here from this Epic ‘Thousand Hands of Love’ post
as SOHEIR talks then to the unwavering adoration and total worship
folks have for so-called Muhammad then.. same as they worship a man
named Jesus over here in the states and around the world where that
Religion was forced by the sword too.. on folks who saw THE iSREAL GOD
AS NATURE THEN AS JUST FucKinG HUMAN AND ANIMAL COMMON EyES AND SEnSE
iSREAL GOD I SOLDIER
FOR WITH A THOUSAND HANDS
OF LOVE IN ONE.. ZEALOUS i AM..
but Tigers and other folks can’t
for liFe and LovE..
SOHERE comes just one ‘clip’
from ‘Thousand Hands of Love
The little boy who loves Mohammad
with words instead of drawing portraits is touching..
And as corallary in the US many people worship an idol of a man
once named Yeshua and other translations.. presently Jesus.. as a God..
and never hear his lessons of Truth and Light.. As only the reality of a humble prophet’s teachings..
The real Jesus will never be on Facebook.. With a perfect smile..
i agree with this 100 percent.. And it is the main reason I visit here.. to hear..:)
Smiles.. you always make me feel welcome.. SOHEIR..
Sadly that is rare but i refuse
to do anything less than love
as that is all that makes me fearless.. Love..:)
And now i am out of bed.. a smart phone..
is difficult for me to use still
sleepily with one hand in bed..
and now i have two.. so i will share a story with you..
There is a woman named Helen.. she lives in a small town..
she has a Law Enforcement husband.. and she raises two infants at home..
in a small trailer.. a boy and girl..
One day the father says.. go get a job Helen..
i need you to make me more money.. she says no.. i refuse..
i will stay home and take care of my children.. they mean more to me
than anything in this world..
He does not accept this so he leaves
when the little boy is three
and the girl is two.. so Helen moves in
with her mother and must go to work..
Well.. the little boy receives all her unconditional love until age 3..
and now the little girl must go to be taken care of by someone else..
lonely in a crib all day long…
The little boy is homesick for his Mother.. when she goes to work..
and he soon enters Kindergarten to learn about cultural ways.. but first..
he looks across the river at his home on the water.. and sees a water GOD
that is endless across to the forest.. and realizes he has been here
forever with GOD.. before he can even speak at age 3..
Well.. his mother continues to Love him unconditionally..
never any spankings.. only grandmother does that..
with switch from the Apple Tree in yard..
but this boy’s Mother’s Unconditional Love
continues to live strong in his bright blue eyes..
So anyway.. he Loves very much and in school.. some girls love him too..
just ’cause he is so nice and with smiling eyes too.. but no.. the boys..
by the time they hit puberty.. will have none of that..
they tell the boy he cannot smile..
so the boy stays sad..
until he grows taller and stronger
than the other boys.. so he smiles..
with eyes.. and Loves.. no matter what they say then..
So the boy goes on.. graduating at the top of his class..
gets lonely in college.. as many people struggle at that age.. and the smiles come back when he becomes a giver of shoes.. at a small military Bowling Center.. for almost two decades he serves up shoes.. dirty feet.. smelly shoes.. it is a humble job for an educated boy to do..
So.. church groups often come in.. the boy quits going to church when he gets married and does not go back for 23 years.. but still the now young man smiles.. and sees every person he meets.. as the most important person in the Universe when he smiles at them..
So yes.. leaders of church groups often come up to him and say..
my friend you are the best example of a Christian i ever meet..
all there is about you is Love.. you are like Jesus..
with your healing eyes of Love..
And he says thank you friend..
i no longer go to church..
but i just Love..
the boy still cannot talk much..
he says it all with his eyes.. and bright white smile…
And one day a woman asks the young man.. what is your position here..
and he tells her manager.. as he becomes one by then.. and she’s says oh.. that explains why you are so nice..
And another man asks him.. how long he works there .. and when he says.. almost twenty years.. the man says OMG how can you still be so happy working in the same place so long..
The older man now that still has the smiling eyes.. receives a challenge from GOD.. his only real way to communicate Love with his eyes will change now.. the smiling eyes.. are gifted by GOD with a burning hell fire pain.. that grows into his ears.. where a cricket sounds like a freight train.. and a street light with shades.. looks like the Sun at 3 a.m..
So how will the man Love now.. like his favorite friend Jesus..
his eyes are only pain.. his heart becomes numb..
there is nothing left of the man before..
The man will not get mad at God..
even gifted with 19 medical disorders..
in a synergy.. of life and death JOB’s challenge..
like the bible story.. and his only wish is to die..
to escape the pain.. but God will not let him go.. God has other plans for him..
So one day.. two years later.. the man musters up the strength to tolerate the pain.. and starts writing on a dimly lit screen.. two inches away.. one word is like climbing the highest mountain of pain.. a word becomes a paragraph.. a page becomes a book..
So now.. i end here
as i began just another
noW in a day of Fearless
and smARt Unconditional
Love aS DancE and SonG
iN PoEtry of words
‘Great Dictator Final
Speech’ noW in original
Charlie Chaplin Movie way.. he..
soon to be banished from the U.S.
in communist fears.. and truly an
ANTI-TRUMP SPEECH HERE AS ADOLPH RAISES
HIS UGLY SNAKE HEAD IN THE US with a little
narcissistic empathyless man who is trying to
blow him self up.. with an empty shell that has no
love of chalice that never empties..Billions will not feel
this whole of dead whole soul.. and as he says minions of Nazi-
like loyalty will hold him up.. even if he murders someone else..
would it matter if he murdered 6 million people.. well.. history shows
it’s been done many times before.. and no.. not just by A Adolph but so
called free European and Western countries too.. indicted by freedom
of information away from censorship as the bloody empathy-less
heaRt that never CAN or WiLL be feeLed by Love noW..
theRe is that
element in culture
of the Nazi rule.. the angry..
the unfulfilled.. the slave of
a system gone insane.. truth is..
freedom starts with God within..
and that freedom only truLY rUles
Free with fearless smARt LoVe at Core..
The truth is no longer hid.. the clothes of
evil have come off and naked hate spells a face of Trump..
of people same..
and it’s worth noting
at the end of the speech
the look on the identical twin
of a persecuted Jewish Barber who has
been thrust then upon the stage with his
free love of human potential as liGht..
the minions will follow love too.. just
as strong if a charismatic enough leader brings it to them..
leaders oF liGht..
are they welcome here sTiLL….
wE all most be those leaders of FrEE
noW as soldiers
to get a world
of Unity away
from separation’s dArk..
and that comes best in arms
of art.. way from guns that steal and hate..
away from liGht..:)
A little birdy.. some bees..
perHaps A Squirrel..
says enough for now..
publish this 713th MacroVerse
now.. and sure.. more fun dance
photos coming on the 21st of October
around 3 AM.. with the cool college age
folks from Old Seville Quarter..
mY heARt is spent.. mY
and tomorrow.. i’m going home..
back wHere God led me at THE BEACH..
the one at Navarre that my ancestors were
among those who settled there first..
did.. just another
Fred tale that’s true..:)
A Ray oF liGht..
as a Bird.. a Bee
A Squirrel aS SamE noW..:)
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of course too..
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
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Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)
After Dance oF Fred
Stop DanCinG noW..:)
Jesus F. in Christ.. OMG.. Uprising Dude.. my current somewhat
silly Dark Muse on YouTube.. we are sort of agreeing
on the fact that the urban/suburban clown fad
ruse is surely overblown.. but of course..
you are only using that conspiracy
crap to suggest there is
and ‘higher up’ control
to bring some chaos into
the mix for a new world order..
haha.. of Satan-like intent in evil
and dArk ways of horned Pan Devil’S hehe..
and all of that.. anyWay.. that’s not what i came over
to visit you here today for.. but i am a bit disgruntled
that the wife says.. no dear.. you cannot wear your “Insane
Posse Clown” shirt.. when i go to visit my new psychiatrist today
on the way to dance public on the beach.. as it might spook some
scaredy cat red state folks who are so dam afraid of all there is to the
dARk of God as WeLL as liGht.. anyway.. what was i saying.. oh yes.. i just
came by to thank you for reminding me about Pansexual Miley Cyrus.. the other
day.. as the SonG i used for my current ‘World War 111 DreAMs’ prophecy straight from
some hands and eYes of God in what i will repeat here is the 713th Macro-Verse of the
longest long form free verse poem ever in the history of humankind.. still surpassing 3.3 million
words as the number 33 has always fascinated me too.. hehe.. as i continue NoW to cast a somewhat
black/white magic spell on the anti-light hero of Trump to the Minions of DArk on eArth over here
in the new iSReaL US of A.. in red sTAte New Jerusalem Milltown way.. hmm.. Magic iS oNe FORCE thaT is
iSReaL my friEnd and whomever wrote the words about that Sycamore Tree arising in a sea has
got it somewhat correct in original eYes of Jesus StILL LiVinG too.. and that was one of
my favorite pARts of the debate last night.. on CNN.. the political banners that said
the church is lying.. go find the living Jesus instead.. well in metaphor this
human archetype potential of liGht as fearless.. sMARt and Unconditional
kInd and courageous Love does live in the deepest wick of flAMe
of hUman heARt.. spiRit of EmoTioNal and SeNsoRy ExPreSSinG
EmoTiOns/SeNsES anD miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG sOUL isReAL
noW and the trUTh/liGht is as the Miley Song about
the “Hand of Love” that your hater
Song about Miley and others
who are different than
angry old white
men in the U.S. oF
A dArk paRt of nEW isReaL..
as far as YouTube post.. inspired
me to go the Miley route in a SonG that
synchronistically tells A tale about A
liGht and DArk of the Human RAce CoMinG
to liGht per the anti-liGht anti-hero of Trump
fulfiLLinG as prophecy in the third debate last night
as his leadership qualities that reflect anti-light heroes
like Mussolini.. HItler.. Stalin and oTherS come dArkER now
in ways of he/heR.. and his/sHe minions sAMe as the Song Foretales
by Miley too.. you see.. here’s.. the thing my friEnd.. to be ‘A’ prophet
NoW oF God means becoming fearless.. yes.. naked F iN Fearless wHeRe
the P’s below are free and not for grabs.. and you can even spread
this freedom on the Internet these days.. if you will.. and wHeRe one
develops an Unconditional Love for all.. sure.. even in Pansexual ways
if that is how the God within rolls.. and back to the clown meme.. yes..
Miley is a Sacred and prophetic Clown woman.. no different than what then..
her ancestorS.. in pARt.. the American Indians did.. in ghost dance.. and
other ways then of bRinGinG liGht to the rest of the tribe.. God is an Equal
Employment Opportunity BringER noW oF liGht for those who Now answer ‘A’
caLL oF liGht deep within.. when the creative power of the subconscious
mINd arises with the liGht of Day in beyond of what you curse away from
Beta wave miNd worry.. to alpha.. to theta.. to trance-like one in being with God
allone noW as Nature sAme dream-time of lucid and WaKinG DreAMInG in prophetic Now
poTentiAL iN a Heaven noW wHErE iS No time.. distance.. or space comes to fruition
noW as a personal multi-Verse reaLiTy of GoD eYes/earS and hands more fullY awake
in HUman fEats oF liGht iN HUman ReALiTy NoW.. yeah.. yada yada yada.. some folks
make Muhammad into a last prophet with all the good news.. and forecast too.. sure
all 1.7 billion or so on the planEt eARTh who are already self-fulfilling a limitation on tHeir
own God Given PoTenTial to be a liGht oF Prophet by thinking it’s already been completed for now..
meanwhile.. some folks forget John 14:12 that says that folks will do greater works than the Jesus
dude of before with the faith that can make a Sycamore tree groW as Ocean WhoLe poem.. huh.. to
the tune of 3.3 million words pluS in just three years of 42 months whole of witness for God since
3/13 through the month of 9/16.. even completing one Macro-Verse titled GodsUniVerseNovel3
to the tune of 338,630 words in one MacroVerse of Free Verse Poetry long form style per pARt
of 713 verses whole in that Ocean Whole Poem.. completing an entire year of free verse
response to literally thousands of poems around the world in the month of 3/16.. as the
synchronicities of the numbers roll in for those in the kNow.. hehe.. as you somewhat
tale here.. anyWay.. mY friEnd.. you continue to look for certain ‘people’ in the realm
of fame.. when they are just mostly busy doing fame and fortune and then
there are true philanthropists like Miley.. Katy.. yes.. best buds
of illuminati TruE liGht of what can be memed and themed as
a LiVinG Jesus today too.. as metaphor of archetype and
Saint John 14:12 prophecy way from whomever
and whatever scribe wrote that then.. for beyond
the archetype of God liGht iN HUman from way back then
when thouSands of years go now my friend as the new prometheus’
of human potentials can continue to rise as being huMan with eYes..
hands and feat of GoD now.. WeLL.. hears ‘A’ thing.. mY friEnd.. you will
never likely find thief’s in the night in broad fame and money way.. you will
find them living like Batman in broad dayliGht with no fears to show tHeir
naked face.. hehe.. and even so much more than that red hot too.. now free
away from luke warm.. in oh.. so many ways.. my humorous little uprising
dude friEnd.. assuming you have not become obese as sadly what happens to
so many folks beHIND a keyboard today.. in blogger.. youtube.. video war game
wimpy folkS way.. yeah.. God is wild and free and even ‘A’ beast too.. underneath human
skin as temple of God.. ‘A’ warrior of Love.. with ‘A’ kind and courageous tOuch as thouSands
handS love as WeLL mY Friend.. anyWay.. before my visit to see my new psychiatrist and trip
to the beach moveS on.. as of course any new Jesus per metaphor would be seen crazy as
batman or the good cop Jesus Batman version of that new movie ‘The Accountant’ that i’m
kinda shocked you haven’t reviewed for new world order conspiracy theories here too.. yes.. i
have Asperger’s Syndrome.. and i have more in common with F In Mozart.. Beethoven.. Michelangelo..
and Leonardo.. Vincent Van Gogh.. Jesus F iN Christ.. and all the rest of the ‘crazies’ like Steve Jobs
too.. been to the dArk.. stim like ‘The Accountant’ Did in his dArk room except i do it with dance
in martial arts and ballet like moves all around the metro area.. even named as a dance legend
by the general public for 6 thousand miles as measured by Nike GPS SpoRts watch now
as pArt of my 3.3 Million word plus longest long form poem ever now as somewhat
of a special interest.. that goes along with my intensely focused way in what
the medical profession describes as the liGht of Bi-Polar away from
the DARk NiGhtS of the soUL as gifted by God of DarK and liGht
to polish a sOUL in LoVe puRe White as Faith.. you KNow..
that SycaMore riSinG up in an Ocean Whole Poem of Faith..
as witness for the God oF aLL the UniVerse Beyond and
not jUsT ‘A’ F iN patch of land in the middle east.. anyWay..
juSt something to do here.. now until my new psychiatrist gets
a load of me.. folks like me don’t come around everyday.. hehe..
who write more than a F iN BloG post on ‘A’ conspiracy theory site that
actually believes the one’S in charge like the three ring circus that wiki leaks
bRinGs to liGht could actually be even one thousandth as smARt as ‘A’ new world
Jesus’ mY friEnd.. do you reAlly thiNk those folks are the one’s in control oF liGht iN
this world.. nah.. baby.. those are juSt actorS.. now.. the one’S in that Sycamore Ocean as
thiEVes iN the NiGht oF ilLLuMiNAti liGhT TrUe have alWays been the TRuE lEAders oF liGht..NoW..
sometimes/nows.. we come out a little further from the niGht oF LiGht.. we show ourselves in broad
day liGht no different than the Yogi.. who cAMe down from the Desert after 40 days.. then my FriEnd..
we don’t need no bucks noW as my other new age truE iLLuMiNAti fRiend Sia says.. our cheap thrills come
Dance of GoD
Free in the Kingdom
of God within like the
Good Cop Jesus pArt of
Luke Chapter 17 says. my FriEnd..
we are the watchers.. we are the writers..
we are the artists behind most prophecies oF liGht..
mY FriEnd.. tHeRe are those who spectate and then.. yes ACTORS..
thEre are those.. who direct.. produce.. and play ‘A’ liGht oF GoD Free..
welcoMe to ‘A’ liGht my FriEnd.. ‘A’ TRuTH and ‘A’ Way thaT sTilL liVes..
noW iN heARts.. SpiRits.. soULs of frEE HUmans now.. ‘World War 111 dreAMs’
iS heAr noW aS ‘A’ DaRk and liGht of ‘A’ human soUL iS NOW ilLLuMiNaTinG noW..
and sure.. wE are aLL iN this gAme oF liGht and DArK toGetHEr.. this Revelation would
have never been fulfilled as the original Definition of the Greeks term Apocalypse says
iN lifting the veils of ignorance.. if it were not for the Trump dude as prophesied too.. while
some folks were expecting a war.. ‘the devil’ just shot himself in the foot.. hehe.. but you see..
it is often the Judas who bleeds most.. Trump lives in Hell already and only God can Judge the
whys and ways of that allone.. bottom line though.. DArK is naked in liGht now my Friend in the
New iSREAL of
the U.S oF A
as this shit
like my other iLLumInAti
Bud.. Mr. Flo RiDA says NoW wITh
his Gemini sage too.. with a birthday
somewhat like mine on 6660 that sHows
jusT how much of a sense of humor the big
guy/gal/eTc. in the sky has too.. per stars of
duST iN Sentient HUman plus way.. nah.. baby..
yA don’t have to live in Hollywood to be a StaR these
are those days.. remember.. My FriEnd the parable of the
first and last and the meek who wear trUe and liGht liOn sKIns
GoD aS and
iN BEinG HUman
now.. the water in heaven
is sTiLL inViTing mY FriEnd..
i’Ve provided several invitations to
you to see what’s happening over ‘tHeRe’
just for fUn.. the invitation iS STiLL out for
all prodigal sons and daughters.. eTc.. to
CoMe BaCK hoME.. to TrUE and liGht..
fearless and smARt unconditional
pure love as faith.. my friend.. noW..
who kNows and FeeLs Now no
iSREaL enemies.. other than
LoVe mY FriEnd.. A Lamp
IS oWN the FeASt Begins
A BrIDe LiVes isREaL
iS heAr Groom sAMe Lamp oF
GoD liVing TrUe and liGht.. no liMits
mY FriEnd.. when God’s LamP liVes wE oF LiGht..
a white robe OWN..
nah.. baby.. i/wE wasn’t
born that way.. as my/oUr
so eloquently says..
WE ARE NAKED AND ARE
FREE CHILDREN OF GOD NOW
IN THE KINGDOM OF GOD WITHIN
ISREAL NOW.. GamE ON.. BABY.. liGht LoVE
A NEW old AGE iS HeAR.. aLiVE oN eARtH..
F A i T H iS Re AL..:)
Well.. back from the brand spanking new introductory visit to
my New Psychiatrist after a long 14 Month period of not being
assigned one since my first Psychiatrist who traveled with me
through the dead zone of hell from 2008 through 2015 well.. for 7.7 years..
to be precise.. left his practice.. inspired by me.. he said.. to teach movement
therapy down in South Florida further away from the pharmaceutical fixes that
he had been entertaining for folks with issues in the Air Force as a reserve Major
for the area Air Force Base.. and thanks God.. the New Dude was great friends with
the old dude so he took his recommendations from the old shrink in how i deal with
my Asperger’s Prometheus brain of super sensory sensitivities and fuller Empath Angel
Affect of Feeling everyone around me too.. yes.. through Dance AkA movement therapy..
a recognized therapy for emotional regulation and sensory integration for folks on the Autism
Spectrum that i first self-prescribed for me.. all innately.. instinctually
and intuitively.. way before they started talking about
it.. as an actual effective therapy in clinical
practice on a widespread basis..
so.. he got the full
Fred head history
and the body parts
too.. along with the 6000
miles of Dance Story and the
12 million words of writing since Thanks
Giving day of 2010.. yeah.. the part about
me not speaking until age 4.. folks mistaking
me for a female.. like the McDonald’s cashier
around age 12 in middle school… where he
said.. hmm.. there ain’t a dam thing about
you that looks androgynous now.. sure..
stuff changes.. yeah.. i look more
like Batman and Superman
than Sheldon Cooper
or the stereotypical
presentation of Asperger’s
nerdy wimpy boy/man now..
yeah.. in terms of movies.. currently
playing at the theater.. the Ben Affleck
playing a Super dark hero with Asperger’s
on that show.. that i highly recommended my
New Psychiatrist go see too.. to see how they
are portraying folks with Asperger’s at the theater
these days.. as Bond hero.. Batman.. yes.. a super
hero to the max in real life too.. in the actual movie
named ‘The Accountant’ for a most unusual way to
portray the Autism Spectrum now.. anyway.. when
i told him about my negotiations with Store Management
to get a license to dance there.. no.. not a license to kill.. hehe..
he said.. hey.. i’LL write you a dam prescription to dance if they
ever give you a problem for what you must do to be comfortable
in this world and your skin too.. to mitigate.. your Prometheus Fredenstein
Brain issues everywHeRE you go in the general public for Dance StiLL NoW..
so.. anyway.. he told my wife when meeting her.. well dear.. to be honest we don’t
get folks as unusual as Fred in here.. but i must admit he is most unusual in a cool
way and sure you must be a hero to be his wife for close to 27 years now.. not in words
did he say that but he did have a look that said he was amazed that anyone could keep
up with me for decades on end.. and still be sitting pretty like an eternal teenager too.. so
yeah.. he made me feel like it wasn’t so bad after all to be weird like me.. more like the
Movie.. ‘The Accountant’.. and as my current psychotherapist still treats me since 2011 now
too.. wHere they seem to think.. i have more in common with Mozart and folks like that
than anyone they’ve ever met on the FucKinG Planet Earth now.. yeah.. baby.. i was.. AM
born to be this way.. i AM weird and i don’t Give A F what anyone thinks or feels about
who i AM now.. as i accept myself for all of who i am.. and if other folks don’t like it
they can go on what ever merry or not so merry way they are on for now.. and
as the new guy identified too.. some folks would Judge me based on my
Law Enforcement and Military general look and not see deeper into
what it means to have a Fredenstein head.. it is what is.. and
the Munster’s were alWays one of my Favorite T V families
then now.. too.. yeah.. just call me Bond.. Baby..
Herman Bond or Mercury BoNd..2 YNoT noW..;)
It was really interesting in a Synchronistic way.. wHere the movie..
‘The Accountant’ came out the week of my appointment with
the first psychiatrist in over a year.. in my entire regional
area.. even willing to see a person with Asperger’s
Syndrome.. who takes my insurance.. as
many Doctor’s have no idea what it is
fully.. nor have any idea of how to
help with the symptoms of
issues associated with emotional
regulation and sensory integration..
to put it more clearly.. there really are
not any drugs that work well for many of
these associated human variance issues..
in innate way of being human.. as biodiversity
goes on in God of Nature’s Animal Kingdom that
includes the weird variety of humans too.. anyway..
as that movie about Asperger’s said in clinical way2..
who is to judge what normal iS in terms of overall survival
of the homo sapiens sapiens species as such in total hand
to hand cooperation in maKinG the whOle human soup work..
as far as gaining subsistence.. including.. shelter and reproductive
success.. as well.. this Famous Muhammad Ali pose that’s kinda hard
to see on the Bright Beach as such with the red gloves.. played an
Integral pARt in the Movie.. ‘The Accountant’.. in that it was a puzzle
of this iconic photo of Muhammad Ali that the younger version then of
Ben Affleck As Super Dark hero.. as much more autistic child.. couldn’t
find the last piece of the puzzle and really freaked out.. and sure
that’s how my life was until July of 2013.. came.. and i Rose out
of the dead zone then.. alWays ‘A’ piece missing it seemed then2..
self-actualized now.. in Yoga Unity WiTh God complete..
Weird or not.. Balance WiTh God iS i For iSReaL noW2..
anyWay.. the T-Shirt with this same famous Muhammad
Ali pose is one that kinda jumped out of my closet
at me this morning .. and to celebrate getting this
FucKinG pArt of my liFe out of the way as this
Doctor is at least as cool as my last one iN
understanding what and who i am born sTilL
as now.. i floated in sand as air and water in
reverse with my Athletic shoes on as moon dancing
surfing on God’s Sands one Beach as me living lifE noW..
like a Butterfly who doesn’t even have to Sting when he or
she floats with God in feats even greater than walking on water
with a surf board these days.. all i need is feet.. that feat a move
as rest of a body too.. A Unity WiTh God noW as Yoga is BliSS and
Nirvana isreal that continues to take me hiGher and HiGher iN BalanCinG
of A iSREAL noW
Heaven that can and WiLL
bE Now for those who seek iT..
FiNd it and make iT A lifE LonG
Practice oF miNd And BoDy BaLanCinG
soUL as SpiRit oF HeARt eXpreSsinG
EmotioNs and SenSes fully noW too..:)
WeLL.. as alWays Thanks God for
Facebook Algorithm Memories..noW
and a Year ago Profile photo BrinGS
A TrutH and liGht and yes DarK reaLiTy2
that the wife allows me to wear my ‘Insane
Clown Posse’ Shirt a year to date ago then..
so at lEAst tHere is memories while scaredy cats
reign.. seriously.. why so serious.. i actually heard
they have pulled clown masks out of Target stores.. hmm..
i aIn’t scared..
but yes foR noW..
i AM sTiLL saYinG
yes dear to the Wife
in her request for the
Crazy Clown to somEwhat
stay in the closet.. hehe.. lET’s
juSt say aT lEAst for JesTer noW hehEr..;)
Hmm.. To Party With GOD IS DIVINE.. Macro Verse Memory from two years
ago.. but oh.. so sTiLL TrUe and liGht now.. and that weirdo song that
i aM currently playing from Connor whatever hIs nAme is STiLL.. hehe..
is what i sTarted out on my Partying Dance Celebration WiTH
God today on the beach.. as hey.. let’s just say..
in these new old days..
of cool more
and more as art
and almost aLL oF liFE does sHow..
and speaKing of shoWs.. this Macro
Verse goes from from Pensacola Beach
to Seville Quarter all the way to a Mullet
Festival in photo way.. and sure.. Free Dance too..
and this weekend comes the Casino Trip with church
to the Golden Nugget.. since misSinG the September trip
when celebrating my 42 months of witness for God from
3/16 to 9/16 with the Paternal side of my family then..
although.. i was just a Prodigal Son of sorts.. as it was
my rich Uncle’s Birthday and i was just a guest then.. heHe..
anyWay.. DanCinG in a crowd of hundreds to a thouSand
or so at the Big Niceville Annual Fall Mullet Festival
wHere they have some big name bands.. and let’s juSt say..
down here in the deep Trump red state way.. i am usuAlly
the only one joyous enough to break out in Free Dance.. Hehe..
F u N..
Weird iS CooL noW..
ulTimAte KooL Now..;)
The Wife Katrina said.. as she purchased ‘this shirt’ for me
this week for dance that i would receive many more dances
than if i had worn my ‘Insane Clown Posse’ Shirt and
i must admit the American Indian Girl.. with the
Patriotic War Paint and feathers did
the dance trick and treat
WeLL.. surely Life is Magic.. as i mentioned
i haven’t seen the original Charlie’s Angels
at Seville in quite a while.. and that sooner
or later they would pop-up unannounced
and there would be smiles and hugs
of dance iN Joy.. and sure enough..
the earliest member of Charlie’s
Angels.. named Chelsea.. who i’Ve
been dancing with.. running now close
to two and a half years.. and very first
regular dance hall mate in the Summer of
2014.. pops-up unannounced and the joy
of dance is on for fun.. once again so free and happy..
as dance friends do make me.. all sMiLes as such NoW..:)
A Trip to a New Psychiatrist.. A day at the Beach.. and all night
of Dancing and finally a trip home to record it all in two Facebook
Video Slide Algortihm production assisted ways to remember all the
emotions through visual images of the day.. sure.. literAlly 5 hours of
Beach and Dance Hall DanCinG.. and additioNally noW thouSands of more
words written in the SamE Day too.. along with Travel to the Beach and
always an opportunity to learn about liFe.. smARts.. and EmoTions.. from
Shrinks of liFe too.. the Inner UniVerse of BeinG HuMan IS As expansive
as the physical one of visual images outside.. above.. so below and
all around.. when one goes deeper and deeper into human
potential it becomes easier and easier to see.. feel and
sense that we are reflections of God and mini-me’s
sAMe.. A Beautiful and complex
machine of magic
ARt iN hUman
FacEs oF liGht..:)
DaNCe IS A path oF LiGht in a greater
EmoTiONal.. Physical and overall sensory
and sensual experience oF liFe.. so in oTheR
words Dance IS A pATh.. to Greater LiFe liGht
and nowHeRE NOW i kNoW and FeeL and SeNse are
the SMiLes of liFE anymore genuine than on the Dance
Floor of Non-Verbal Language thaT iS Free Verse dAnce..
An ecstatic experience wHeRe hUman BeinGS are Free to
express all tHeir EmoTiOns.. SeNsory FeeLinGS and SeNsUaliTy
from head to toe.. GeneraTinG thE experiEnce oF aLL oF thiS and mORE
in the rhythm of A NiGht oF SpiRit that all can share with a sOUl ConNected
NoW TogeTher as HUman liGht aS oNe SoUL oF GoD as hUman RiSinG HIGher and
hiGher no different trUly than what our ancestors of so-called primitive and still existing
tribes iN sMall Village do with drums of Nights the Flutes of Song and Naked Hips and
eYes that do not liE a SonG oF God so Free.. So Free iN liGht of Moonlit camp fire
and SoUL COME
ALIVE BORN AGAIN
AS FREE AS HUMAN CAN BE
AS A DANCe oF LOVE sEt Free
in courAge.. Fearless Unconditional sMaRT oF
Love wHeRe the tribe bEcomes one Force oF GoD..
perhaps iF Donald and Hillary could have danced naked
they too would have shook hands WiTh GoD aT NiGht..:)
So my Facebook Friend Cortney.. long time Dance Friend from
Old Seville shares a talk on Facebook of other rigors of achieving
the runners high in miles of approaching what it takes to gain that
euphoric feeling of free from anxiety inside floating on a WinG
WiTh NaTuRE sAMe.. and she asks how long it takes
her other runner friends to achieve this high of life..
and i respond.. with the following brief words..
It takes me
And Cortney who didn’t
make it to the dance hall last
night with Dancing Friend Chelsea
so beautifully pictured smiling in the
Facebook Algorithm assisted video slide show says..
Oh definitely! Dancing is life with
several heart emoticons attached.
And in summary i say..
and QFT.. yes
quoted for truth..
yeah.. do A hash tag
and shimmy2.. Ynot..;)
Fellow Blogger Friend.. and super nice Muslim young College Student.. Zee..
from Pakistan thanks me for my thoughts and feelings associated with ‘Clarity’..
and i say in somewhat brief return..
SMiLes.. my FriEnd.. Zee..
Would always much
Better be obsessed
With Love or
Me is the most
Painful place oF aLL..
New Psychiatrist says..
The one who monitors me
In case i go back to Hell.. this
zero point in his practice is
Rare but this HeLL iSREAL..
Embrace LiFe aLWays.. My
FriEnd Zee.. A GiFt oF LiGht..:)
And now i go a ‘little’ deeper and even L O N G E R..
by saying.. that in addition.. my new Psychiatrist
who is somewhat of a pioneer in the field of
Cognitive Executive Functioning.. published
and all of that in Medical Journals..
iN assisting folks with issues
associated with memory
loss and such as that
as we age older..
says that zero point loss
of emotions is rare and almost
limited to the Autism Spectrum for the
young child who has the light in their eYes..
and one day is suddenly dimmed with no motivation
to connect to others.. as the psychiatrist says in total clarity..
memories are emotions.. and the language associated with those
emotions is not primary but secondary as guide posts of cognitive
executive functioning in abstract constructed human symbols to
enrich the emotional life.. NOT TO TAKE AWAY FROM IT.. AND
YES HE’S THIS GOT THIS CORRECT.. as not only have i read
about this.. i participated with other folks on the Autism Spectrum
directly in written text communication on the Wrong Planet website
specifically designed for folks on the higher functioning part of
the Spectrum who can at least communicate in monologues of fAct
finding ventures mostly away from human emotional written text
of symbols covering the heARt of LIFE away from machine cognition
mind.. of how standard IQ measures of data download and lectures
in school mold our minds more machine than even human these days
in so.. so many ways of life away from the social empathic cognition
that colors life farther.. so much farther than even rainbow colors as
metaphor of emotions than black and white FucKinG Data download noW
oF liFE iN school aWay from humanity and painting liFe with many colors
fuller of God aS Nature that lives within sAMe as Gifted by Greater Nature
as all that is.. yes.. i literAlly spent everyday for around 33 months or so..
from wake to sleep writing with those sadly mostly emotionless numb human
creatures to escape my dentist drill like pain in eye and ear.. to avoid
the necessity of ending my life.. with what is technically named as the
suicide disease.. type two Trigeminal Neuralgia from wake to sleep then
for all of 66 months.. where the first 33 months.. i could not even read
or write or listen to a word.. without intolerable pain.. i got used to hell
in an attempt to escape it and success came with me gaining my emotions back
on A path of poetic language back to HeARt.. then.. back to eXpreSsinG HeARt
oF EmoTions as SpiRit finALLy reborn as butterfly out of mid-life autistic burnout
of regression no different really than those little children who lose the light of
their life at age 2 or so.. that seems like a puzzle piece that has no clue to be
put back toGeTher as liGht oF Humanity more fully as colors of the Winds of God
as gifted to Sentient Star DuST pLus hUmaNiTy as LiGht of Rainbow Human EmoTions
iN MoVing.. ConneCting and creATing greater colors oF liGht to Make an Eternal
NoW of heaven noW
moved to give and
share wiTh ALL thE
woRld oF Humanity noW
as Technology in transhumanist
ways allows iN part.. by those
folks lost from EmoTiOns who made the
computer brain systemization of this
infrastructure possible to actuALLy upload
one’s SoUL as HeARt and SpiRit noW iN MiNd
and boDy Balance relatively eternally now forever
in a place oF liGht wiTH no moon or sun or golden
floors of pearly gates.. yes.. a place wHERe Souls LIVe
LIVe oN as any empath Angel EYeS aLiVE WiLL do to Love
WeLL after the Sentient Star duST pLus nap for the individual
Point of LiGht oF God thaT iS HuMan Being now as leaves FaLL
From a Tree oF liGht as liFE that enriches and fertilizes the oTheR seeds
aS Points oF liGht thAt are Human.. HOlDinG Hands toGether to sprout
a name of liFE at essence aT coRe of HumaN heARt.. SpiRit and SoUL..
and yes.. when one communicates in text.. for one as me who is watcher
grown.. from experience.. i can MeAsurE the SoUl.. as heARt and SpiRit
empiricAlly as such for the content of Language in colors of Flowery
EmoTiOns or only 50 shades of grey to BLack and WhitE
science abstract machine computer cognition
of mind that has become a video
game of play
of HUman terms..
question is.. how much
of the death of the Human
SoUL and a TsuNami.. of Zombie
Apocalypse iS iNnate.. or produced by
the culture we live in that truly is becoming
technically more autistic all the time in term
of lack of non-verbal facial communication face
to face.. and sure we have plenty of sharing of mutual
interests.. plenty of diverse interests but still what is lost
now IS A face to face where we become avatars instead of human..
Online would have never been enough for me to regain my humanity
back.. i had to dance face to face to become fully human again.. and
as i continue to grow in this eternity of heaven now.. i continue to branch
out as a soUl with Leaves that never die.. in relative terms of LoVinG Online..:)
Well.. Mistwineyet.. and i’m
guessing it’s okay to call you Shawna at this point..
as i’m sure it’s almost time for you to go again..
caught a glimpse of you on thefeatheredsleep
site.. there.. where the link said
your blog was already
here it is
a live again..
and i’m kinda writing
a wild and free Macro-Verse
today headlined with Lana Del Ray’s
SonG Ride so what better way to celebrate
the wilder freer side with Shawna for another
hit and run.. as long as this blog stays
hit and run goes..
yeah.. Alabama girls..
crooked teeth.. and souls
of beers.. Jesus.. Trump and
whatever goes in red state land
roll tide around.. inside.. above..
so below.. and sometimes within
wiLLs to come
above as Love outside.. rain.. of leaves green..
other than that i am yoUr friEnd.. and they do come
get a chance
and for now
this is my
take it ’cause
i can and WiLL.. mY FriEnd..S..;)
i like the number
41.. it comes wriTE
beFore 42.. and
of pain too..
i Love iT all
no more hate for me..
hmm.. and just a note
that Black screen can bRinG aNYthing..;)
And to clarify..
the youtube screen
was bLack.. and at
Meant to be
A Meaning oF liFe..;)
Yup.. like i sAid..
“I Can’t See The Light
In The Dark I See”
People with red hair..
in ‘a sense’ aren’t from
‘this world’.. and sure
in a mustache
of Ireland with eYes
of green changing
in any ocean blue..
i have to admit..
i am focused
on her body
i’M all naked at heARt..;)
First.. i had to close
a zillion tabs on imAc
crowded UniVerse of screen..
and thanks God again for
A to Z lyrics
of sorts of free
i’M going to the Biloxi
CaSiNo’s tomorrow to dance
on the beach while Katrina
plays with the
if i was
in Los Vegas..
i’d find a way
to dance beach inside..
while everyone else sinks
into arms of gold.. dancing as
a star is so much more fun for me..
and that reminds me.. use that new
Song From Bruno Mars to reflect a dance of casino too..
Oh by A way.. Katrina dared me to Anthony text the world..
i took her
uP on it..
and it iS aS
any Oscar Meyer six package
up close and personal.. heHe..
but not as pretty as her but…
SerIOUsly.. i exploit
but yes.. i give
back in the all the ways..
i can come back with more..;)
Creativity is the free association
of all that is aka God
with no fear
and no cynicism
oF liGht and this
is what i love most
about my friEnd Shawna
yes.. I Love you.. and i wonder
sometimes if my Asperger’s Love
you kNoW/FeeL.. Kind that has no limits
or expectations scares you.. as it kNows
and feels no ownership of God as all that is..
i was gonna
go with that
of now my friEnd..
when wE bEcOmE eYes
of God and Hands that no
goD as free
as We our
Man.. i mean woman..
i mean Shawna.. relationships
what makes life..
Hmm.. four videos
i think i’ll take
a short cut on this
one first and Wiki Ellie..
yeah.. i know the science
thing and all
“Her musical style encompasses country, soul, rock and blues.”
as ALL i need..;)
Now i’M FeeLinG
directly to me..
like psychic and
she kNew i would
be cOminG heRe
the sAMe taste
in women.. delicious
aren’t ‘they’ from head to toe..
seriouSly.. it’s not the motion of the
that tastes all
of liFe to coMe..
and all the lips of LiFE
yeah.. my Asperger’s
tactile and emotional sensitives
have their draw backs but oh the
cell iS miLlioN
Points oF eXplODinG liGht..;)
sooNer or later
i promise i’LL
are no longer a dRag of souL..:)
First oF aLL.. a note.. i had
to press update on word press
as the wind is blowing here
and if the power
might go poof
too.. and it’s like
whatever i did that i don’t
even ‘know’ i’m doing won’t be
tHeir to review at least one time
to see it all fit togEThEr strangely
i N S Y N C H R O N I C iT Y noW..
as creativity in streAM oF consciousness
writing does.. as prophecy at waking up
at one second to six when the power of suggestion
as real can be..
anyWay.. never be
predictable or computers
will come to be human..
anYwayw thE reaSon i do it
all is for no
but i muSt say.. A
of open wide
as essence of mistwineyet..
A UniVerse liveS iN letters words
and all of NatuRe sAme as God breathes
iN wE of
sHit iF onlY
the world was as
deep as wE ours would
bE peace and harmony..:)
and that is
thE key to
a new testament2..:)
And here’s the thing..
some folks are stuck
a heARt.. a sPiRit
a MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG
soUl goes free tHere are no liMits
to what we as HUmans can Hold
hands and accomplish toGetHeR..
In GoD’s Land
of HeARtLand Free..
and that is just another
reaAson i Love you Shawna
as i can be free here and really
what is more important in life that
someone who just lets you be ME..:)
i seriouSly have the entire trilogy
of the Hunger
but i am
to watch as
doing is so spine
tingling all noW in a mood of Now..
and that reminds me.. i have a new
Psychiatrist.. first visit yesterday.. and he
said we never get anyone as unusual as you
cool.. me and not
her butt.. and i swear..
he literally wrote me
a prescription for dance..
and i did not ask him to do this..
is changing my
friend.. from pills to free..
but what i do do.. for spines of
video cases of movies.. is go to best
buy.. and dance free style taking in every
dam spine.. for what comes next in how the mood shines
of life free
moving.. connecting.. creating
wHere star blast iS noW iN eYes oF Free..
never buy a thing.. grow grow groW aS iS LiGht..:)
A new dance
move to do.. do
iNfiniTy oF moVes..
seNsuaLiTy fullY liVes..:)
Dance IS A
A SHiNing sTAr sKIN..:)
is actuAlly S..;)
hers and that’s
the most hilarious
pArt of Spencer gifts
DanCinG in the aisle
of Dido’s and watching
kNowing i notice
beYond shades and
a dead PAN fAce..
and what’s reAlly hilarious
is when their boyfriends hold their hands..
and rarely are they sMiLinG heHe.. hUman NatUre rUles..;)
i don’t about
you but i don’t
is so simple..
the floor this
morning and told me
i’d have to wait a few days
else to put up neon
lites IS A day of pasSinG noW
wHeRe WE CONTROL THE ART..:)
Money sucks.. it really does..
without a need of money
supermen would run amuck..
with superwomen too.. ETc..
butt the thing is..
can be a bLock to do more..
than struggle for reinforcement..
hmm.. i suppose that’s why a tOuch
of Asperger’s aS Such.. Bi-Polar etc..
as the reward
of human tOuch
AS So long to find
that Art comes from hell
and Breathes a SonG oF Life..
i mean seriouSly beFore i had A
FucKinG word of Play i wrote close
to 6 million words on the Wrong Planet
wHeRe iF i was lucky someone said something..
anything at all.. to me.. once a month.. devoid of any human
touch.. and beyond that with no emotions to feel anything..
i suppose the DarKeSt
Place is what makes mE
liGht that WiLL not be turned
key is do it for God
who lives within as you
mYFriEnd.. then allone iSREaL
and tHeRe iS no alone aGain..:)
FeeL is Heaven
iS uP tHere for iSReaL..
the skirt says heRe..;)
sPeaKinG of Chanting.. this youtube
song that manages to escape
age restricted censorship..
is like the most motivating
youtube video i have to dance2
in public.. it’s like Heaven
with a veil
and you see more than ever..
anyWay it was time for a song change
and libido iN all the ways iT can and will
come inspires creativity more more more..
and science proves it now.. in terms of measuring
lubrication and girth to put it bluntly in places that
restraint of chains
that say we are less
than a Bonobo hand shake
hey and A best
thing about online..
totAlly sanitary.. never
messy and always disEase free.. heHer..
haha.. iS it a wonder i receive so few comments
and open mind
and body IS A place
to visit and leave no tracks..;)
yes.. and triggered
it’s like an orgasm
every now above the neck..
Man (S) i swear.. speaking of
i saw that movie
‘The Accountant’ last
week with Ben Affleck
who literally is diagnosed
with Asperger’s as a Batman
and he like
if he don’t
Had to remember
tHeRe were kids
as Lolipops can go..
okay.. literally a blueberries one..;)
“You’re gonna be a shining star, with fancy clothes, fancy car-ars.
And then you’ll see, you’re gonna go far.
Cause everyone knows, who you are-are.”
Hmm.. it’s true what T.I. and Rihanna
says.. but only in pARt.. as we are
humans and social animals
need a touch of
we were weren’t born
with fancy clothes and
fancy cars.. we are born
as naked stars with Love
of the Fearless Kind sMArt..
that moves.. connects and creates
for subsistence.. for shelter.. yes
for the work
of the niGht
success.. but the fact
remains we are born
in greed.. in hoarding..
in boarding up the hUman soUL..
hmm.. and the wife called me away
to see some Halloween Cakes on one
of many of her favorite TV shows with
Harry Connick Junior.. and the first cake
was a whole live looking roach to the chagrin
of some of the audience who see no further than
shell of life.. and then a dead
rat.. with blood
sorrow and compassion..
the audience laughed like it
does.. at Catholic Church when
they water board-lite the baby in
screams of discomfort.. mommy and
daddy.. WTF are you doing to me..
i trusted you
i trusted you
at my distress
and wonder of
trust is over if you
are really gonna drown
me next.. so thank god the
next one was Harry Connick’s Face
and the next one was a pumpkin and
seriously a lollipop would have been
to that dead
rat like the headless
people on Facebook
a brown nipple of life..
the world is fucked up in
jealously.. greed.. hoarding..
and all stuff related to fear.. repression
and oppression of emoTioNs and SeNSes
including Sensuality and Sexuality too.. and
when pArts are missing from the love and lust
check list to keep it all in Naked BaLAnCinG Force
rat dead and
me off.. in a way
that says cold.. from life
cold from living all toGeTher as a team of Life
to live.. mY FriEnd..S..:)
And on top of that science shows
the human connection is the number
one source of happiness and when
folks make over 50K or so to meet
basic needs money and stuff
and i for one
as money means nothing
to me.. and stuff and concrete
flesh and blood…
at Core within…
as my fingers dance
across a Keyboard FReED..:)
Whatever you like
it.. A ruse
of the lottery
lots of emptiness
out there reflected in art
that says six inches this way or that
or maybe so much more or whatever..
of heARt.. A SpiRit..
a SoUL that’s wide awake..
and on top of that when it’s
bills are never
wet with deeper stuff..:)
and sisters now
take it on on each
other for what they
cannot take out on the
bullies at school.. in case
that is part of the entire pie
that even kittens fight..;)
more like Japanese porn..
that’s only funny when consensual of course..;)
Imagining Shawna writing this at church on her
i kNow that’s
not what you meant..;)
IS A wonderland
from her Xpartner..:)
the WTF WiN..
as i continue
to your bottom..
and i’ll be back up
at your top in a few..
to check that out again2..
says i make
her head spin
as i eat life all at once..;)
anime stuff again..;)
okay.. i’m stARting
to get a little
to keep me gifted..;)
i give that image2…;)
a fine drink
at the end
of 42 and
for 42 first..:)
But i’m not moving
all the way to the top…
i’ll start about neck
as a Ribbon
uncoils some more..;)
is the fear
warm and fuzzies..
or perhaps ownership wHole..;)
image does that
word bring.. hmm..
i’m kinda tired now..
but the pay
fit back toGeTher..
time for naked sun and sand
dance.. to get my libido of life back uP..
meanwhile.. i haven’t found a comment from
you.. but the delicious reward my friend is just
just your creativity
just your soul that i’ve
already come across here..
and Love to see.. and that’s enough
as don’t need no instant gratification
when you ever
wanna say hi..
and yeah this makes
44.. it’s a number of destruction
in the bible.. but i can make any
i can and WiLL..:)
can to New
in YoUR heARt..
and sTiLL liVe
in Alabama too..
New York.. New York..
all refreshed now after
Sun and Sand Dance..
me uP.. hehe..
yeah.. you are one
oF only ONE aLL that
caught the metaphor
of the Robot Prongs connecting
to all of rises arms of sKeYes..;)
giving an impression of vague unworldliness.
“his mother was a strange, fey woman”
having supernatural powers of clairvoyance.
fated to die or at the point of death.
“now he is fey, he sees his own death, and I see it too”
-from the top result on a Google Search.. hehe..
and me thinking you’ll take the first two out
of three for glass much more than
iN FaCt it’s reaLiTy
in dreAm tiMe once
out NoW oF
and pews and such as that..
anyWay.. glad to see you aGain
mY FriEnd aGaIN..(s) and catch you
on the world wide poetry web.. alWays
Yes.. i love to do ‘that’.. Zee..
today in my yard..
in fAct.. very
than an hour ago..
i was outside reading
this as i always come in
with ten fingers to write
a SonG back to what muses
me in life in terms of fingers
of HeARt.. and
a shadow under the
fence caught my eYes
without prescription sHades..
i saw the melting snow left in the
year of ’72.. and the strange depression
at seeing a clear azure sky with ever green
leaves sTiLL in February then.. to contrast life
in all its glory.. but the problem was and is sNow
is rare here as DArk can be without struggles of liFe
that see the blood
and sure those with
blood and guts.. want
support to kNow and FeeL
that otHeRs share that pain..
and sure..THeRE is more want
of pleasure that feels and senses these
days than numb as less than pain.. Emotions
are what moves uS dArk and liGht as Muse of HUman..
celebrate the liGht and respect the dARk i FeeL to see
of God’s HEart..
it’s worth noting
aGain.. that HE
HeART mY FriEnd..
and both are worth
celebrating in divine
he and divine art aS oNE
FoRce of GoD aLLonE..:)
sMiLes.. my FriEnd.. Candice TFS.. oh what
a relief becoming an Anthropology
Major iN College was/iS away from
mindS in ways
of seeing A patch
of dirt iN panhandle
way no different than
middle east tunes of ISIL
without the bullets but rockets
sTill of shAMing Different iNto pain..
anyWay.. cultural differences that range
from teaRing foreskin off to genital mutilation
to the black teeth Japanese women suitable for
tYiNg maRriAge riGhts..
what tHey are through
environment of cultural
spoons.. fed from birth..
wE can now
also be thE Director..
Producer and Actor
oF our own pLays witH
CaN WiLL aS Self actualization coMes..
aWay from pLays oF otHeR choirs thaT sheet tHe sAMe..:)
Good morning gigoid.. three days late to comment i am arriving
as the last several days have been jam packed with mostly
blue sky and flesh and blood activities… including
seeing a new Psychiatrist with the usual
extra long version of a Fred-talk.. and
dancing.. floating.. as a winged
seagull in reverse with
Athletic shoes on
in deep sugar
for miles and
miles on endless
horizons of beach..
then home.. then dance with the usual
writing to accompany all of that accompanied
by a new world Fred record per se of only competing
against myself in replacing eight 45LB plates with
Four 100LB plates and adding a couple more 25
LB Plates on my parallel leg press with arms
raised in sky moving from 930LBS to
1020LBS now for 33 reps..
where the ‘fellow marines’..
didn’t make a sound
i started out i heard
a strange popping noise
from underneath my feat
but thank Goodness.. hehe..
nothing broke.. and nothing hurts
after the high of that is over too with
accompanying ballet and martial arts dance
using all the Nautilus Machines as sparring partners
too.. anyway.. i make the best of what i came with
with no limits.. and a visit to a new psychiatrist
had been weighing heavily over me
now for 14 months.. as there
is always the possibility
in logical terms i could
go back to hell..
i want to make
sure my life is still
saved if i ever go there
again.. although i personally
with no logic at all have 100% faith
i will not as long as i stay away from
the machine of the system that enslaves
the human heart away from human into
empty machine itself.. and there was
no psychiatrist in the range of 50
miles of home who would
even accept new patients
with my insurance until the
one i found that i visited this week..
most of them will not see a person with
Asperger’s as they have no drugs to fix the
problem.. whereas my new doctor after he heard
i had negotiated a dance for mind and body balance with
area public stores actually offered first and wrote me a prescription
for a somewhat license to dance within the realm of the laws that protect
Americans with Disabilities as an act to insure everyone can mainstream
with their accommodations into society.. including a wheel chair as
dance.. people in my area are surely ignorant not to understand
that our emotions and senses are regulated and integrated
respectively through the art of movement.. little autistic
children spin and flap as a form of dance to innately
instinctually and intuitively do this in a world
that is highly stimulating or not stimulating
enough depending on the kind of
Autism a person has
as its just
like all others
for the neuro-diversity
and general bio-diversity of
the human condition.. anyway..
just catching up.. as i always look
forward to your art of wisdom here
to riff off of.. as creativity when set fully
free in stream of consciousness writing
from deeper within.. no different than so-called
holy prophets in biblical way.. just another kind of
human intelligence that machine cognition will not bring
alone as you surely know and feel.. a gift that comes greater
later in life too.. as we extinguish the requirements of machine
cognition in a world truly overall grown too complex and convoluted
to even be
days in feeling and
sensory greater ways
of the tribe toGeThEr iN
smaller group units to forAGe
for Survival and even thrival toGether
as A Team of GreAtEst liGhtS iN fEarless
and smARt Unconditional Love noW for each
oThA togethA as a rap song might end/Begin for Now..;)
“In the moment between stimulus and response lies freedom.”
~~ Steven Covey ~~
And when the two
die alive foR Now..;)
All that is harmony for thee, O Universe,
is in harmony with me as well.
Nothing that comes at the right time for thee
is too early or too late for me.
Everything is fruit to me that thy seasons bring, O Nature.
All things come of thee, have their being in thee, and return to thee.”
~~ — Marcus Aurelius Antoninus — Meditations, iv, 23 ~~
Nature is seasons
Humans are seasons
i am A
seaS Ocean wHOle..:)
SMiLes my friEnd.. love the
poem you shared and truly
it plays to A
Older as we
and the act of life..
and strive to share
LiFE in free acts of Creativity..:)
“Reality is a cliche from which we escape by metaphor.”
~~ Wallace Stevens ~~
As my new Psychiatrist
agrees.. metaphors are
forms for underlying essence
of EmoTions and SeNsory
greater as well as
the ability to understand
them when our EmoTiOns
and SeNSEs and SeNSuaLiTies
are sEt free.. away from PriSonS
of mechanical cognition as even science
shows that social empathic communication..
in terms of connection.. in moving.. creating
ways is inhibited by the reason of nuts and bolts
as long as the
essence of what
it means to be human
is not run over by a FuckInG Bus
in terms of nuts and bolts and tools..;)
“Who are you?”
~~ Curious Bee ~~
“Do you have the patience to wait till your mud settles and the water is clear?
Can you remain unmoving till the right actions arises by itself?”
~~ Lao Tzu ~~
and sTill waters..
wait and see it’s true..
Patience makes stiLL waters too..:)
“If you would hit the mark,
you must aim a little above it:
Every arrow that flies
feels the attraction of earth.”
~~ Henry Wadsworth Longfellow ~~
story of LiFe..
“Do thou restrain the haughty spirit in thy breast,
for better far is gentle courtesy.”
~~ Homer ~~
And if thee don’t find
the inner beast
the’LL never be
all tHee can be either.. heHE..
in terms of conFident and FReED..;)
“Gli arcobaleni d’altri mondi hanno colori che non so.
Ma lungo i fiumi d’altri mondi nascono fiori che non ho.
[The rainbows of other worlds have colors I don’t know.
But along the rivers of other worlds flowers are born that I don’t have.]”
~~ Fabrizio De Andre ~~
colors one can see..;)
“The strongest of all warriors are these two — Time and Patience.”
~~ Leo Tolstoy ~~
And A best
place oF all
never exists @aLL
“What is man’s chief enemy? Each man is his own.”
~~ Anacharsis (f1. c. 600 B.C.), Scythian philosopher ~~
~~ Stobaeus, Flor., II, 43 ~~
No one can
“In every enterprise consider where you would come out.”
~~ Publius Syrus — Maxim 777 ~~
me and air flies me..:)
sMiLes gigoid.. sorry you are
feeling a little down as i remember
by your last of three blog posts i am
behind on and a fourth one to come
momentarily if not already i’m sure..
but hey.. there are two rides
on a bus back and forth
to the Biloxi
as i ready
for that next..
along with a Mullet
Festival of public dance
with whatever Band is playing
there in Niceville Florida after
church.. and the best part of all
is i will spend no money at all..
relatively speaKinG as usual it’s all free..
cheap thrills life is.. alWays for me my friEnd noW..
as crazy is as crazy does when alWays Happy now..
and the main Casino we are going to is named the
Golden Nugget.. when i walk in i Am A King of that
Nugget.. my FRiEnD..
and now a Bruno Mars
Song to accompany this too..;)
So.. yeah.. A ballet-like dancer.. weighing in at around
230LBS.. Leg Pressing 1020 LBS noW in parallel way
at 33 times.. hmm.. don’t mistake grace for weakness
hehe.. and yes.. the rest of my body is accordingly as
strong as that.. and has.. lET’s juSt say.. a great deal
of stamina to keep going as i did ballet on
sidewalks moving that mass..
9.11 miles today all
around the Boardwalks
of Beach in Biloxi Casino way..
hmm.. it feels really good to be able
to sting like a butterfly floating.. in grace
of control in moving art.. but what i must always
be careful of is not to run into anyone and even
make sure they don’t run into me.. if the brick
wall metaphor gets through to what it’s like
to be Superman2.. for real.. no joke for real..
i don’t move unless i want too.. when folks
run into me.. as i am anchored solidly
to the ground in balance.. but when
i float i am the air.. the water same..
but when i stand my ground..
let’s just say i own it
as half a ton leg
wiLL NatUrallY noW do..
and although alWays.. quite
strong after i hit puberty and those
concrete plates with the plastic covers..
i always wondered what i would be like
to be as strong as a linebacker and move
with a grace of strength like a ballet person
too.. well.. it’s magic.. don’t need no head banging
football game or boxing matches.. but the fire in the
Force within.. Fearless.. in both essence and form is
full of steam.. and grace as water and air as gift.. and
i feel blessed but if you think it was easy getting to this
place.. you likely haven’t done your Olympic training yet..
as yes.. i work-out as hard as an Olympic Athlete as well..
when i’m not painting a Sistine chapel and more with words..
a symphony as such.. that relatively speaking not many folks
even know is going down.. well.. epigenetics and neuroplasticity
in adaptation to struggle for change.. makes.. or breaks us weak
or strong.. i pick the Lucy show and no.. not the red headed version..
the one of branching out more.. online and the real world too.. in hU
man potential.. no limits.. no expectations only more as i continue to
grow stronger and more creative as life gets both older and newer at
now now.. the
reAlly good news..
is considering all my
challenges of life.. it
seems the only thing
holding.. most folks
back noW from this
kind of poTential Now
is yes little faith that is
correct.. FAiTH IS A Force oF
hUman EmoTioNs and seNsoRy
Power of pure positive fearless and
smArt Love that can gRow wHeRe no
one else and more will go even higher and
HiGher but first things first.. seeking.. finding
practicing a FaiTh that is more than juST a word..
as empty shells of form go wITh trUly little essence oF iSREAL..:)
OK.. now back to A Casino Day Video slide presentation
with Facebook Algorithm helper as so free
with ease and breeze.. scent of salt
air beach French settled home
of Biloxi living with seafood
at touch of abundance
for living in warm
of even winter.. hehe..
particularly if you even move
and circulate the blood all the
way from head to toe.. yeah.. too
many folkS iNcluding me.. spenDinG too
much FucKinG timE noW liVing iN tHeIR
FucKinG Head to the point they believe God
lives in a book or closed in.. in temples and
spiRed Buildings only pointing straiGht uP..
Well Nah.. don’t forget the real Temple
oF God.. EmoTioNs.. SeNSes.. SeN
suaLilTY and yeS SeXuAliTy
FloWinG noW iN ZoNE oF
FLESH AND BLOOD
SKIN HAIR.. TOUCH
ME TOUCH ME
LOVE LOVE ME
TAKES TO GET REBORN
AGAIN AS FREE CHILD OF
GOD OUT OF FUCKING BOOKS
OF HUMAN CONTROL.. STRONG
ENOUGH TO KNOW TOO.. MOST IMPORTANTLY
FEEL THE TRUTH OF LOVE.. that feels no fear
of doubt.. hate.. as Dark and Cynicism oF LiGht
WeLL.. long long long ago.. on September 11th..
yes 911.. the nile overflowed its banks according
to myth and legend sAMe as reAL to fertilize
A Land of Abundance.. with the first reAlly
Stiff Egyptian God MiN as God of aLL
Fertility to spRead some Good news
aS Seed oF LiFe.. WeLL.. these
are STiLL cOmiNG
iSREAL lEt’s juST
say as positions
continue to change..
iN soMe iSReAL places.. hE.. HE
for those in the kNow and FeeL oF ALL THAT iS..;)
And here.. the tide of Facebook Macro Verse Memories
waveS in ‘Feat of Joy’ from two years ago.. A much smaller
MacroVerse of course.. as hey.. when the Nautilus sTarts
MaKinG A sHell not uNLike God and the UniVerse plUs..
stuff seems to be kinda compact and condensed..
lEt’s jusT say.. at first in BeGiN and eNd as
NoW too.. so it WiLL continue to
BE iNteResTinG.. heHE.. @lEAst
to mE to see how this total
to uNFoLd oNLiNe as
tHaT IS A place wHeRE
MeMoRiES.. and soULs
lAst lOngest.. as hey.. we are
StILL LooKinG at Mona Lisa..
are not we doing that and no one
even KNows for suRE who sHe even
was or iS.. butt the bottom liNe is thaT
woman inspires oTheRs no matter iF sHe
even existed or NoT.. the EmoTioN.. the SeNse..
and FeeL of iNspIrATioN IS As reAL as IF sHe
never existed.. as art IS A new verse of God’s UNiVerse
alWays as that iS whAT hUman BeInGs do bEst wiTh
iMAginATion.. sET free iN MoVinG CoNneCtinG and
cReAtinG wAYs noW.. aNyway.. more gorgeous
photos oF Navarre bEach of what used to be
the quaLiTy of the best greeting cards for pay
in HallmARk way.. hey.. Baby.. this tUrn oF A
A FriEnDlY cArd iS as ISrEAL FrEE as tHey coMe NoW..;)
‘Back to the Future of Pan Sand Now’.. Rhyming and tiMing for aLWays
NoW.. @LEast He HE.. and this is the MacroVerse i was WiLLinG
and Able to wear my Insane Clown Posse or whatever combination
of words say that on that shirt from a year ago.. when the
dVerse Poet Theme for lInks was/iS also Halloween..
then.. and the Sing of that SonGs dArk and liGht
of FuN for this Tween of 13 days
bEfoRe Halloween and
ALL Saints dAy eve
too.. as liGht
miXeS for TwIliGht
Bright iN smArt and Fearless
UnConDitioNal Love maKinG
aLL F liFe Holy and Sacred fearless
of dArk.. and briGht oF liGht the stairway
to Heaven is alWays oPen for those who pray
an iSrEaL pLay oF liFe allToGeTHeR aLLonE allthatis
HoLdInG Hands wiTh God SAMe sKeYes all thatis noW toGeTheR oNe..:)
YouTube Facebook Memory share from
three years ago.. “Don’t Let the Sun Go
Down On Me”.. my first and practical
somewhat last attempt at Karaoke
at a pARty relatively shortly
after i got well.. and
my singing has improved
much after this at Catholic
Church but hey.. already have
enough irons in the fire of creativity
in wriTing.. Photography.. and Dance..
Male Nude Renaissance aRt.. etc.. etc..
to become a Superman Singer too.. but
meanwhile.. A Sun/Star continues to rise..
all free without fame or money.. but hey.. as
Batman’s mentor said during his 5 years of
dArkness.. go for legend.. and according to
the Dance Audience.. all ready got that title..
over a year ago.. that continues to grow just
for fun.. and that’s the thing.. do what you
love to do and love it and people will
eventuAlly express tHe same for
you.. with or without fucKing
Green BLack Dollar Bills..
My Sun is all star
or Green BLack Washington
Bucks to stifle my Creativity in
anyway of modern rules that choke
hold creativity for modern bucks of luck..
nah.. no gamble when aRt iS Free verse aLL ThE SaY..;)
And hell no.. i don’t just alWays cover the original song..
and that’s the way creativity goES for Free when no
contingency iS tHEre for competition..
and improvisation comes as riff juSt
for Fun like Jimi Hendrix
or Syd Barrett and a holler
of ‘American Idol’.. for me..
befoRe the Dance even got
in full gear.. i Love SinGinG..
blessed like my mother with
perfect pitch.. when i BrinG iT
oR noT juST for FuN.. i dAnce and
SinG wiTh Visual iMages and words
oF poEtry iN moVinG way of Motion pictures
too.. wE HuMans when moVinG.. CoNnecTinG
and creATinG toGether iN GiVinG ShARinG ways
make this liFE a Great AdVenture woRth liVing noW
on what this Planet truly is made to Be for those who exercise
the gift as inheritance of heaven now.. hey.. let iT aLL go.. and flow..
and with that said.. as small side note.. my first nude art blog
is back on public from private.. as it’s all for fun.. and when
i wasn’t in as good a shape as i am now.. it would be
highly hypocritical of me.. not to show the before
photos.. as hey.. i am here TO FucKinG PROVE
THAT HUMAN POTENTIAL GROWS ACROSS THE
LIFESPAN.. AND DOESN’T STOP AT AGES LIKE
30.. 40.. or even 50.. and even noW as the first Atlas
and Jack LaLanne sHowed.. not even at 60 plus and
70 and past those numbers.. and on top of that the beSt
paRt IS A SpiRit never need GroW oLd iN EmoTioNal
and SeNSory way oF mINd.. and BoDy And heARt/+
SoUL BaLanCinG.. FeeLinG and SenSinG aLL oF liFe..
wheRe one day the majority of folks have adult blogs
with warnings that naked is coming on next.. jusT for
Fun to show they are not ashamed to wear God sKIn..FREE.. do you have
what it takes to be this free.. bottom line of unashamed to be a child of GOD..
and perHaps one day people will see the body as just another natural gift oF God Free..
all of the
no parts excluded
or functions as anything
less than holy and sacred
in a New York.. New York.. that
one can feel from head to toe ALL FREED..
but of course only if they and WiLL to do it..
Cover uP iF yOU want to.. but i have no secrets to hide..
seriouSly privacy is something created in hell for people
at all of
God without fear..
i ain’t scared baby..
how ’bout you.. go team
go teAM Got teAM liGhTnoW..
After all if the holy rollers can support
a man who brags about sexual assault
i can FucKinG Dance naked and even run
for President.. if wanted to give all this freedom away..
of just being me.. legend.. never suffering at the hand
of fame.. or ‘important’.. hEHE
the meek.. the fiRst
jazz and irony2..
i go the inside
line with God
and F iN FReED..
New York nude baby..
yeah.. i AM tHE FucKinG
Anti-Trump.. i don’t grab iT..
i Bring iT oN all For FReED..;)
SMILes.. mY FriEnd.. Prajakta..
it seems to me it’s true that
home sTarts and ends
iN a place
to ALL of Nature
uS and wE and
mE and oUrs..now..
wiTh CreAtiVity noW iN
GiVinG and ShArinG Now..
no less than so-called homeless
people like the one’s i met as people
under bridges of holding hands.. and then
the African American Man and his wife as if
melanin matters.. stopping on the side of the
road in their car away from a casino.. to see what
we were taking a picture of.. and eventually pulling
over and asking me to say a prayer for the God oF all
Nature i see and feel and sense while hOlDinG Hands…
Home to me is wheRE aLL of liFE dArk and liGht bEcomes
to see you writing
and have a nice day.. My FriEnd..:)
WeLL.. my FriEnd gigoid.. back
aGain after a very long day oF ‘a day
in the life’.. of me.. and of course
that reminds me of the Beatles
and one of my favorite
pieces of album
Art that has
significance.. as i create my
life WitH NaTurE oNe.. yeah..
that God thingy.. as all is interrelating
and interconnectinG as i/we/us/oUr sPeak..
iN terms of ME for noW heHE.. but anyWay..
alWays thOught iT interesting that years of Biblical
stuff has ended in a metaphor aS Son oF Man.. hmm..
so what IS A Son of Man.. could be daughter.. etc.. etc..
too of course as trUly anything of creation too.. iSREAL
and BeYond aS Such iN terms of Quantum ways oF LooKinG
bEyOnd reAliTy too.. we meAsure and obServe.. as Such in direct
way seeing smaller than wHole piCture ONe witH sMAllEr than WhOle
hUman eYes.. etc.. anyWay.. we are in a unique position of album cover
aRt wHere all those folks on the cover can eventually come to life aGaIN..
except hmm.. perHaps for that somewhat anonymous status of a Law Enforcement
officer as stone statue from John Lennon’s home as Burial Ground Decoration with
flowerS and all of that however of course the hope is that Stone Statue becomeS now
sonS of men who are wise instead of elders who fail sTiLL WiTh igNoRance mY friEnd..
as anti-Apocalypse in original Greek DefiNiTioN oF course.. on course..
so iN A way
the book iS
oPen iN terms
oF IT.. eXploding
all types/feeLinGs oF ArT
and BeyOnd aS SciEnce
too.. where trUly the BRIDgE
of Frankenstein is thE FucKinG INternet..
hehe.. anYway.. it’s true i do look an awful LOT
like that Son of man riSing on that album cover set
in stone.. with more to Koan my friEnd in Long Form oF course..;)
“Love is, above all, the gift of oneself.”
~~ Jean Anouilh, Ardele, 1948, (2, translated by Lucienne Hill) ~~
languages of LoVe..
And perHaps oNe faiTh
as aLL that iS thaT and moRe..;)
What is the first business of one who studies philosophy?
To part with self-conceit.
For it is impossible for any one to begin to learn
what he thinks that he already knows.”
~~ Epictetus — How to apply general Principles to particular Cases ~~
~~ Discourses, Book ii, Chap. xvii ~~
i know noThing..
mY heARt is FilLed
moRe than nOthing..:)
“I am the shadow my words cast.”
~~ Octavio Paz ~~
Some days the shadows
that’s all i know..
and more than kNow..:)
“In’I no expect to be justified by the laws of men.”
~~- Bob Marley ~~
justifiEd bY PoliTics..
tocK tiCK head change..;)
“Brains first and then Hard Work.”
~~ Eeyore, Pooh’s Little Instruction Book, inspired by A. A. Milne ~~
unTil A first Step..
“It is one thing,
to show a man that he is in an error,
to put him in possession of truth.”
~~ John Locke ~~
“The human condition is such
that pain and effort are not just symptoms
which can be removed without changing life itself;
they are rather the modes in which life itself,
together with the necessity to which it is bound,
makes itself felt.
For mortals, the ‘easy life of the gods’ would be a lifeless life.”
~~ Hannah Arendt ~~
aS in otHeR words
“We don’t see things as they are,
we see them as we are.”
~~ Anais Nin ~~
Costing not less than everything.
~~ T.S. Eliot ~~
It’s worth noting.. to mE..heHe..
YeLLow Boy IS A MiNime..
to An original
wiTh no F iN PlAN..
But first.. a note.. for those of
you in the occult KNow.. of Aleister
Crowley and stuff like that.. remember aT
the end of ‘The Book of the Law’.. yeah..
i know ‘he said’ beware of discussing it like
‘they say’ the bible can’t have any words added to it
and Muhammad has the last prophetic words// well.. at
least the book version of Jesus said in 14:12 that there will
be those after who do greater works who believe in what he was
saying back then.. or whomever scribed it ‘tween his death
and after 40 years of Aramaic oral tradition.. the literate
and educated Greeks then came on board with writing to
select what of many sectS.. inNCLUsiVe oF Christianity
sounded cool to them.. ranging from the belief
in one God to twelve God’s.. so yes.. round
table discussion among illiterate peoples
changes much over 40 years and hell
no faith does not mean just
’cause someone said it
to someone else second
hand and thousands of hands
it IS A gospel truth.. unless you
will to do that with your own choice
of course.. ignorant or not.. of new factors
and feelings and senses that come into play
iSREAL as such now.. too.. and then of course the three
to four hundred thousand scribe mistakes.. many honest
copying mistakes to on purpose and hey.. it might sound
better if i add ‘this’.. while no one is looking.. hmm.. and sure
as scholars show too.. it’s only likely that about 2 books as
letters of Paul are even from an actual Apostle of
the flesh dude Yeshua back then.. and it’s a ‘Wiki
Fact’ that Muhammad’s house mate and closest
confidant disagreed with the print version of
what he said.. after Muhammad died
and what he supposedly said got
all written down.. and as we
understand noW in a big
new world.. that yes..
folks can go to a
pArt of tHeir mind iNclUding
the genetic memory pArt and
BRinG uP Human Archetypes of
the distant past that we all share
in ways of EmoTioNs and SeNSes/SeNsuaLiTy that
we attempt to share with each other.. creating
abstract symbols known as letters.. words and
yes.. numbers too.. and back to Aleister Crowley’s
book of the law that preSents a somewhat callous
masculine side of human for will and survival that will
do whatever it takes in tribal war time and such as that
to ensure subsistence and reproductive necessities are
in order to keep the tribe going in areas wHere abundance
is either non-existent or threatened by others and now of
course that abundance includes cultures and symbols
as such that folks hold holy and sacred.. including
Lincoln cents and Washington bucks.. eTC.. and
literally and figuratively anything that humans
assign value to from the time they are spoon fed
values almost from birth in the particular culture
they are born to be in.. so.. Mr. Crowley starts/ends off by
saying that do as thy Wilt is the only law
with Love as the guiding principLed
Emotional Force that counts with
one’s True WiLL being iN BaLance
wItH GodETc.. of Nature.. he for
one became sentient of as thaT varies
for the eYes aS Multi-Verse of the
human who sees and feels and senses
more of Nature allthatis in Interrelating
and Interconnecting Force oF noW aLL that
some folks see more or less of from A to
Z and bEyond.. well anyWay.. after that Mr.
Crowley went his own way devising a religion
that folks could share if they willed to do that.. thOugh
never a contingency of something BAD happening.. yeah..
like eternally burning in a psychopathic leaning fire
if you didn’t obey the folks who spoon fed you
that from birth and all of that.. anyWay..
he attempted to share the essence
of what he believed in through
that deeper part of what
can be termed holy
spirit wHere God
lives within.. yes.. liGht
aND dARk.. and ‘tween of
Beyond sHades of Grey and
hues of Rainbow plus colors too..
and Mr. Crowley was at least humble
like Jesus enough to say that greater folks
would come to do more.. and in his case he
forecast one special person that can be everyone
if they read it like that same as John 14:12 IN THE
SO-CALLED Jesus New Testament too.. for whom and
whatever scribe wrote that.. with tHeir deeper thinking
and feeling caps on to help the species go on.. Free..
surviving and even thriving and this my friends
is named the attribute of Altruism that sees
the wHole as Bigger than pArt as mE..
and like Spock said the needs of
the many outweigh the needs
of the few.. and considering that
Mr. Crowley tortured small animals
as a child while his Mama called him
a beast.. like the devil.. and perhaps she
was part of what made him leave his fellow
mountain climbers to die on a mountain as
altruism wasn’t fully a power he had.. but anyway..
the dude was a rational Genius who attempted to move
to human archetypes and higher powers of libido through
practicing sensuality that even science shows now increases
productivity and creativity.. and sure it feels like magic huh and
works as libido.. like any 13 year old girl and boy doesn’t
already understand this along with the 60 year old
bleached blonde with push up bra pointed at pastor
in church.. particularly if the pastor looks and
moves anything like Magic Mike XXL.. heHE..
people are funny when they deny tHeir
human nature.. they make me giggle..
and turn all red and such as that..
haha.. well anYway the
Aleister Dude says someone
will come and peck the eyes out
of Buddha.. Muhammad and then even
Jesus hanging on a cross.. and here’s the
thing.. that just means for metaphor.. perhaps
that the myths will be uncovered as what “they”
are as vehicles and vessels carrying and houSing
TrUth and liGht and sure some FAlse and DArk too..
as marketing 101 says is necessary in
emotional.. including sensual hyperbole
like Victoria’s Secret in the mall..
to sell the product that every
one not only wants but
needs too in the basics
of food.. drink.. shelter
and reproductive powers
of success to make the work
of the night and day more creative
and productive to make the grade of LIVE
and even thrive alive as rise.. per Kundalini..
Satori.. Nirvana.. the Kingdom of God as Heaven
within.. and infinite other numbers of metaphors that
express the iSREaL Human shared as similar experience
of Enlightenment sTill today.. so at the end of ‘The Book of
the Law’.. yeah.. per that book that Paul McCartney was
speaking of in “A Day in the Life’.. although you will
never see them elaborate.. as they may even
be spooky about the voodoo scientific proven
opposite Affect/Effect as the negative power
of suggestion as converse nocebo
effect from the same scientifically
proven power of placebo in positive
power of Belief/prayer as suggestion..
yeah.. if you belief bad shit happens to
yA.. it’s more likely you will subconsciously
now come to act upon your internal power of
suggestions in belief.. so weigh your will
in words/prayer oF liGht if you want yoUr forTune
cookie to sing a happy song iN positive consequence
after the action you do next.. inspired by Song of Emotions
as guided by associated symbols of words.. etc.. in what
ever you find dARk or liGht or ‘tween value of in life as
you or you let others create your life for you as you go
with great or little Force as Power of relative free will
with the rest of Nature plus.. also Known and felt
and sensed as God allthatis.. so yes.. at the
end of the book of the law2.. Aleister who
has come to make many human symbols..
sacred and holy with shared meaning and
purpose.. lists a bunch of letters and says that
someone eXplains coMinG after him as IS A prophecy of human
some Egyptian Gods and Goddesses said no different than
the burning bush of Moses.. and just another Gabriel
in a cave.. per what Muhammad said he heard deep
within too.. in sacred mEaSuRe oF symbols to house
the essence of that in vehicle and vessel of human
symbols kNown as language then for whomever
sPeaks words as forms for essence like Angels
for the liGht inside and devils and demons
for the dArk inside.. as eXpreSSinG thAT
through what becomes
then.. so-cAlleD holy
and sacred text.. next..
so sure.. the key again..
is the more you make holy
and sacred in life aS meaning
and purpose in positive intent
inspiring positive action and
consequence the higher you go
in the Kingdom of God.. could be hell
or heaven.. or the ‘tween of 50 shades of
grey that sadly Mr. Crowley spent most of his
life in with drug addiction.. failed marriages.. including
some of the folks close to him ending up in insane asylums
as he explored the dARk side.. of the places that are pretty
stupid to go.. but hey.. trial and error to warn the rest of the
tribe you don’t wanna go there.. but still.. folks take his
message of doing drugs still to heart and die of
overdoses.. indirectly as a result of that
dark inspiration still.. the point is.. tHere
is alWays room for prometheus improvement..
and that includes everyone and never just one
man as the end all of eYes and ears for the pARt
oF God that lives freer or not as the human race now..
i AM not afraid.. that allows me to go free high and higher
but i am more like a Captain Salt now.. than then Sergeant
Pepper whose goal was to become the Devil’s Chief
of Staff.. yes.. the Dark side he explored and the
dark side he reaped in the abuse of drugs and
other folks selfishly until his death..
thAT don’t work for the liGht
Salt in terms
of Stone Statues
on the albums of covers
oF LiGht more.. now with or
without mustaches of meek..
and last and first inside to do more..
and help the rest of the tribe to rise uP
to liGht and away from the pain of dARk..
the water is sweet as free and Love ToGeTheR..
do no harm.. be free.. and love each oTher is what i say iSREAL..
sAdly.. tHeRe are many dArk strAnds of life to travel to get to GOLd..;)
“76. 4 6 3 8 A B K 2 4 A L G M O R 3 Y X 24 89 R P S T O V A L. What meaneth this, o prophet? Thou knowest not; nor shalt thou know ever. There cometh one to follow thee: he shall expound it. But remember, o chose none, to be me; to follow the love of Nu in the star-lit heaven; to look forth upon men, to tell them this glad word.”
from ‘The Book of the Law’
bE liGht iS uP 2 yoU..
And mE.. anD wE aNd uS and oUrs..:)
Facebook Friend.. Rafiah.. protests
in terms of Pakistani Feminism as follows..
We still are treated like cattle.
And we are expected to follow
blindly what we are told and
commanded by the superior
sex that have happen to be
superior on the basis that
they happen to be born with a pair of testies.
And i say in return and defense of her view…
Rafiah will become A Female
Leader of Pakistan and
‘Fix’ ‘this issue’..;)
To lead my
For Free in
And as all of
Life and when
God as Living
Free God aS and oF Free eventUally
Will be A
Free aS and
iN We Freed..:)
And now i say with Skyfall music
in the background.. that i initially
used for the last Micro-Verse as pARt
of what will be named as this entire 714th
Macro Verse as ‘Son oF Man More’.. as soon
as the brew of it is over for now.. hehe.. anyway.. “A Day
in the Life’.. fits what comes before all of this jusT finE.. noW..
yes.. and what did i say.. oh yes.. and today at Catholic Church
the Good Cop Jesus appeared in the scriptures to back up the different
among us with Unconditional Love.. and the new Priest man who is employed
by the Pope there took advantage of politics and took a swipe at the Democrats
out of Wiki Leaks that tools a swipe at the fundamentalist systemizing archaic ways
that still go on in the Catholic Church.. again.. the legal abortion supporter.. the Hillary
as of course if the Pope and the Catholic Church had their way.. medically safe abortions
would be abolished and we would become a third world country in effect of what was
already going on with unsafe abortions over here before 1960.. and as World
Health Organization studies show.. countries where medically
safe abortions are not allowed has little to nothing to do
with any less unsafe abortions per example of
mostly Catholic Mexico.. where abortions
are illegal there and birth control
is against the Catholic
Rules other than
does not work with
Human Nature off course..
and the fact is.. without effective
birth control rates of abortion go up..
and as the World Health Organization studies
show.. these countries have huge numbers of permanently
disabled women.. and greater suffering to the unborn through
the unsafe practices of abortion.. where there is statically as many
of those going on in Mexico… like we had before.. 1960 over here in
the U.S.. too.. Bottom line is.. when faced with unwanted pregnancies
and particularly when there is barely enough subsistence to support the
rest of the family humans will do what it takes for the other children to survive..
it happens in a global way.. and when there are no medically safe alternatives
as greatest safe alternative for effective birth control.. the consequences
can easily and are sTiLL Measured in terms of human misery and
suffering.. unborn.. born child and mothers and
fathers and all who are associated
in what could be
fixed much better with
words as simple as effective
birth control.. yes that is insane
and stupid and archaic when there
IS A much better reasonable way where
there are neither Unwanted Pregnancies
or Abortions.. with safe and effective Birth
Control in lieu of the dArker paRts of life that
come.. with or without a license in safe medical
way to do abortions.. and it is the same way with
marriage.. make a women stay in an unhappy one
or man same.. and more human misery and suffering
comes at the hand of the church of course that convinces
folks they cannot be free children of God.. but nah.. don’t
try to convince the closed minded of these simple facts.. as they
would rather see people suffering vs.. admitting they are simply wrong..
by the books as it says.. full of dArk and LIGht inconsistencies without
integrity of ethics or morals.. as already highlighted in other Macro-Verses..
particularly.. “710th MacroVerse oF Faith”.. yeah.. the bible IS A Dr. Jekyll and
Hyde dARk too.. depending on the scripture in chapter and verse that comes
one’s way in church.. there are no good answers for ignorance as pain.. misery
and suffering usually end the day.. wHere rEasoN.. noW WiTH TrUe Unconditional
Fearless LoVE rULinG thE day Now away from ignorant chains.. of past inconsistencies..:)
The Facebook Video Slide Assistant provides a nice overview
of Sunday crisp Azure skies Catholic Church morn to celebrate
a Hallway for someone very special to come to church.. namely
some folks who need to be covered from the rain and such as that..
in disability ways of traveling too.. and then the October Fall Festivals
continue to March in October.. with the Niceville Mullet Festival.. moving
a little to our East here.. but never the less more and such.. Red State
fundamentalist hell as such.. as even the Country Music Band
members were lauding the man from bragging through
grabbing as sexual assault of women.. as
yes.. no different than the sTiLL Cattle
of Pakistan that Rafiah Highlights..
as objects to control one way
or the other for birth control..
as all patriarchal religions at least
now origin in Abrahamic religions to the
Roman Empire.. expanding huge tribes to gain
even greater subsistence in control over other folks
too.. where fear and repressing and oppressing human nature
is most always the sad song of the empty HeARt.. SpiRit and SoUL..
Day and Jesus F. iN Christ not even one person out of a crowd of
hundreds to a thousand and more.. would not do at least a duo
with the solo of me dancing fast and fearless and furious
just for fun.. anyway with enough practice and
iSREaL and easy
in effortless effort
as reward from God Living
WiThIN and fulfilling hUman
Nature potential greater greater..
as there is nothing wrong about being
strong.. walking tall and no bowing to
those who would slave you.. and even make
a Humble Yogi-Like dude named Yeshua.. into
an only Begotten Soldier Sun God to originally
expand the Roman Empire as Emperor Constantine
road the coattails of that myth and constructed a
monolithic Sun God Statue of his self as Trumps will do..
anyway ignorance walks in dARk corridors of soUL away from liGht..
on.. and sure i’LL
keep doing it solo for the
end of days as beginning of
lifting the veils of ignorance
in the real original Def of Apocalypse
now that means just that opening the blinds
from doubt.. fear
and all stuff related to hate2..:)
Hmm.. i suppose i now should pay some homAge to
the field of audience who as Katrina says.. generouSly
filmed my dance antics solo in front of them for literally
hours yesterday.. yes.. to the tunes of two country bands
and that goes to sHow i do not discriminate against music..
hehe.. as nah.. it’s not my first choice but to expand one’s
artistic mind and body in balance one must open it to other
genre’s of art and thOught per se and yes even the other thoughts
and art and bodies too that are more restricted.. repressed and yes..
oppressed too.. depending on the culture one is spoon fed from birth..
hmm.. and this is red state U.S.A… if there was ever a place where even
sociologists show this is the worst place in the U.S.A. to attempt to be
different as most everyone sings of the same sheet of choir music to
the Tunes of Trump mostly.. in ignorance of more of what life
has to offer when Newly freed and unplugged away from
the matrix that has been delivered to them
and sometimes force fed from birth..
yeah.. like don’t don’t move in
Church and School.. don’t
smile and laugh or cry
Johnny.. be a real
man and make sure
you are strong enough
to go to war for your country
and yes.. that makes sense too..
if you are raising soldiers to be cold
blooded killers to take empathy away
that naturally is aversive to harming others
of the same FUCKING SPECIES.. OKAY.. WELL..
WE NO LONGER LIVE IN A LITTLE MIDDLE EAST
PATCH OF DIRT.. that is not fertile where folks struggle
for even something to eat.. overall.. people do have enough
to eat.. we even have a social net that provides food stamps as
such.. and social programs that allow folks to maintain basic subsistence
items when they fall under hard times.. including mental and physical
disabilities.. so the Declaration of Independence can continue to come
true as American dream for the right to life and liberty and the
pursuit of happiness and i don’t know about you but for
me that is reason to dance everyday 365 days a year
for at least a few hours and if this was Ireland still..
or the Indian Pow wow.. there would be at least
some more folks dancing as a tribe instead
of sitting like knots on a log as audience
instead of player as they are doing here..
although.. obviouSly.. many of ‘them’
are either interacting with
4 to 5 inch screens
hehe.. just hiding
the fact that they are
video taping me to share
on Facebook later in Niceville
town.. to share the wild and free thing
in human form they saw at the fall festival
with all their local friends as such.. hehe.. but
sure.. what ya gonna do.. when the 230LB dancing
man who flies through the air on terrestrial land with
the greatest of ease suddenly comes to a complete rested
stop.. and aims his camera directly at you hehe.. like he caught
you invading his privacy which is not private at all.. ‘ya ‘big dummies’..
so go ahead.. free for all.. this is a public place and public stuff is ongoing
you can see as free.. why the fuck not share it for free.. and sure.. inspire some
of your red state friends to move out of the box with neo plus too.. and hehe..
i could have
shared some of
my restricted links
consensually of course
with no Trump Grabs.. but
only a few young military wives
were nice enough to get close to
me to give me some big grins of hey..
sure.. i saw the younger version of Magic
Mike XXL too.. and i can dig this too.. hehe..
at least from a distance of course until i meet
on girl’s night out..
anyway.. free is for fun..
life is for joy.. and anyone
is welcome to dance with me
as long as the heArt iS in a place of Free..
oh yeah.. and one good old boy stopped me
for a handshake on the way out and tried the bone
crusher hand shake with me.. i suppose.. assuming
he thought grace means a limp wrist as such and sure
i showed him what it was like to shake ‘Superman2”s hand2..
every day a surprise i have for the ‘other ones2’ of course..
yeah.. not only do i parallel leg press 1020 LBS 33 times
now with my arms raised to the air like a ballerina.. there
is a hand grip machine that i use with 200LBS to the tune
of 100 reps or more.. if i have time before they close as i
be like the
Army Rangers say2..
DO NOT CONFUSE
MY NICENESS IN
NICEVILLE FOR WEAKNESS
HE HE.. as the water can kick as too..
if necessary.. after a hurricane comes to town2..
with calmest center eye liGht to shine on ‘you2’..
nah.. humble does not mean weak or boWing dOwn..
but sure.. if i was emperor psychopathic leaning Constantine
i’d be sure that a verse for your control got put in that said
i’ll slay/hate you if
you don’t do what i say..
oh.. the lies.. oh.. the sweet lies..
that control human being.. yeah.. now
like the one that says lustful thoughts
are evil when they are the human source
as science shows for productivity and creativity
when balanced with love… ‘Apocalypse’.. in original
Greek Term of lifting the veils of ignorance…
iT’s what’s for Dinner for FReED..
per Neo’s and New age
Jesus’.. eTc.. as
and other real
flesh and blood folks
wHo FucKinG uNPluG noW
WiTh eYes and eARs and
sKIn naked free wiTh and as
pARt of GoD whOle Ocean SinGs JOY..
Well.. as i continue to build this Nautilus shell..
less and less it becomes necessary to seek outside
inspiration.. but of course i am not a small sea creature
that works alone like that.. i am human therefore i must branch
out further than my own autistic shell that is tempting to revert back to
too.. but not a place for being human.. anyWay i’ll do both.. as the motto
of the Nautilus Logo of my University of West Florida goeS in Oliver Wendell..
Holmes speak of build thee more stately mansions.. and it’s funny.. on the last
day of three degrees of that school.. feeling accomplished without a clue of what
i would do next.. having no idea what kind of work to do for money.. no idea that i would
work close to two decades in a Military Federal Civilian Service Bowling Center rising up to Manager.. then support assistant
for a Captain of the NAS Pensacola place of employment in a reduction of force.. back to
Community activities Director and then Athletic Director at end of that quarter of a century
career that started earlier at age 16 as Janitor cleaning stuff up and picking up the
loose ends as such then with the addition of Book Store Clerk and Research
Associate in Archeology at University towards graduation with a full load
of school with these part time jobs after i already succumbed to
one break down.. not understanding i was on the
Autism Spectrum with a touch of bi-polar then..
as that diagnosis complete was not even
in the books then of shrink school..
as sure… i exceeded by social capacities
of life in stress and my condition became
disabling but only for three months.. and i came
back stronger than ever before then.. and anYway..
as i left school.. i knew i was gonna do something no
one had ever done before and sooner or later they would
say yeah.. he graduated from here.. i have no idea how i knew
that then.. it was just intuitive.. and although what i do here is beyond
the comprehension of 99.99 percent of the population at hand where i live
at least.. iT doesn’t lesSon the fAct that i am all i can be.. in appreciation of this
gift and these gifts of life both dARk and liGht.. and the 66 months of hell.. yes..
literal hell in a life threatening break down of mind and body balance soul from
ending fight or flight stress that i could not escape for the last 2 years of my
career culminating in that hell from January 2008 to July of 2013.. is the
source in darkest nights of soul that BrinG this explosion of creativity
and productivity here.. like a big bang from total darkness..
as above so below.. i reflect the creater whoLe of
aLL i can see.. and all of this is both a prayer and a tribute
to God.. even if God that lives within is the only one who listens
and speaks as the Ocean grows bigger and bigger as beyond
the archetype of Nautilus and even what Oliver Wendell
homes was speaKinG about coMes
trUe in a new old age
life is all about
to be all you and ours can be..:)
As the Chambered Nautilus growS iN Memories
of past travels.. so does the one here continue.. wiTh
Facebook Algorithm Memories.. and one from two years
ago here named.. Scarecrow aWAKES.. to the
metaphor tune of the Wizard of OZ of course..
to the reaLiTy of Human archetypes
of the reptilian serpent brain
for basic survival and of course..
autonomic bodily functions.. liOn
in raw courage.. to the emotional
heARt brain of limbic system that
is more involved with connecting to
each other.. when Tin man comes with
oil of love.. and of course the Scarecrow
that lacks a neo-cortical brain of reason in
analyzing what does or does not work noW from
past to present in trial and error and book learning
ways of life too.. in collective intelligence cultural ways Now
of life in clothes beYond naked innate instinct and intuition too..
so sure.. and then there are those who are in control like the Wizard
of OZ making devils and demons in books to scare folkS into suBmission
to build whatever golden empire is going down for illusion away from
free.. or perhaps transhumanist aids to grow higher and hiGher too..
iN human potential greater..
anyWay.. as always more fully
illustrated in the Macro-Verse liNk
to more photos.. other liNks and dance
niGht from two years ago too.. celebrating
Halloween culture making fun of the dARk iN
the Good Old U.S.A oF i ain’t scArEd too.. hehe..;)
Hmm.. ‘NEW GOD’ EXISTS.. another MacroVerse from
two years ago.. that really just goes to sHow that the
new god is the same old god and aLways god
of natUre that the so-called primitive
folks experience as verb of
being now.. interconnecting
and interrelating to all
of Nature same
as God.. naked
barefoot as no less
or greater than gRains
aS Sand of God.. both a humble
feeling and one of strength oF allone
in thE greAteST test of Existential Intelligence
of total and complete power of faith in will and focus
of healing power now.. as gifted in the inheritance of
our God of Nature given DNA.. for the struggles of
our ancestors in success to bRinG uS to this point
as poTenTial oF Heaven now.. on this beautiful
green blue brown white orb Earth that is
Heaven compared to all the rocks and
liGht we see above/below/inside/
outside all around the colors
of human emotions.. feelings..
senseS even more that
here.. experience more
of God than even we do
in tHeir Special senses/feeling
way of doing thaT differently than wE..:)
‘Dark Chocolate Dreams ‘ from a year ago to date..
addressing the pain and pleasure syndromes
of human being.. and my ongoing
conversations with Muslim friend
SOHEIR.. as we discuss the
differences and similarities
of viewing God from
a bigger picture
this response floWing
from what is Holy Spirit i..
is worth repeating again.. as
it plays to the crux of difference
and same oF aLL religions and
God if one believes all is one
Force of God Free and not
beings.. period too..
in books or not.. and
seriously2.. any child of God who
lives in Nature sAMe.. undeRstands
these trUths and liGhts by doinG
God iSReAL and not an empty
sHell of close to nothing but
vagueness iN a book..
God as pArt
GiVinG shARing noW
ways alWays giVing
more than TaKinG noW
in a BaLanCinG ACT
as child of God.. Now
pARt whOle oNe.. NoW
and whenever an elegant
shape like this one comes
it is more than likely that i for
one am closer to god aLLone
and i cannot explain that further
than what the shape sayS iN all
innate.. instinctual.. and intuitive fashion
with hands and eYes of God thaT create FReED..:)
Smiles.. actually i did
NOT say that the books
are NOT revealed to humans by GOD..
of course all prophets words are eyes of GOD..
What i did say is ON a desert Isle.. as your other video
states those prophets and or books are not necessary for
God to live there with humans
as those prophets and books
do not exist
there at all..
That is just
common sense my
God gifts to us
WE ARE ALL
EYES OF GOD..
FOR THOSE OF
US WHO SEE IT
And here.. a one year ago
share of a stand alone
micro-micro verse pARt
of a Micro-Verse as pARt
of Macro-Verse from a year
ago.. similar to the one as spoken
to Soheir above.. except it is
a Micro-Verse as sliGhtly
bigger.. pARt of Ocean
WHole poem sTiLL
SonG of mY SoUL
and KATiE MIA FredericK!iI
aLtogeTheR as website liNk too..
per this 714th Macro-Verse
noW riSinG uP.. named
‘Son oF Man More’
as hey.. even
12 of his
that folks who believed
in what Jesus was speaKing
too as liGht would do even greater
works than Jesus as far as who could
undo the sandals of folks to come who will
do more as history shows they already have
many times over.. per the words of a humble man
who was not too proud to say folks will do more than
‘theY’ in hopes of course iN lifting more of the human race
up as any truly ‘normal altruistic’ human will do.. not adulterated
by books and tools that become human more than core of fearless noW
smARt and Unconditional Love in old age new age golden rule ways.. oF FReED2..:)
Ah.. squirrels.. they run..
they climb.. they do tight
wire acts across poles of
streets.. pay no mind to
religions or cultures
A year ago share of my profile pic on Facebook that
is Katrina staring up at a high rise ride at the Pensacola
Fair.. like she’s looking at the most amazing thing oF all
that she can relate to as the child who was thrown in black
water river at Carpenter’s Park when young and told
swim or sink.. learn to FucKinG swim..
hmm.. yeah.. tough
enough as shy
as Katrina can be
she is very tough when
need be.. drill sergeant style
as such.. born into the wild of
struggle and what comes as strength with
survive.. and sure.. she would have to survive
the devil in hell for 66 months to help me out
i do now
as such in metaphor
of course out of the dArk
side of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde too..
anyWay.. she is smiling in glee to see the
challenge of a terrified young adult on the
high rise thrill as challenge of life machine..
and i don’t do heights as i already float on land..
and am supersensitive to falling down when up.. Now..
Katrina has no fear of heights.. just dance.. overall..;)
And finAlly.. a somewhat rare photo of me and
Katrina doing the selfie thingy at the Interstate
Fair last year.. that is soon to repeat this
Saturday as October Fall festS
come to an end for
and just a memory
for me too.. as the
teenage boy who dreamed
of holding hands with a girl at
the fair that would not come true
until 18 years old.. well.. here’s the
FUCKING BIGGEST DEAL OF aLL.. NoW allNoW..
you see..? both Katrina and i are considered
legally and medically totally and permanently
disabled with she having a condition of almost
Daily Epileptic complex partial seizures that leaves
her out of this world for a short period of time and
then disoriented for up to hours and even losing memories
of her entire life or weeks or falling down in stores.. thank God
only one time so far.. with only one Grand Mal Seizure that
was life threatening when she was in Labor with our child
who lived 51 days.. and me.. not speaking until age 4
with Asperger’s Syndrome not diagnosed until
middle age along with Bi-Polar syndrome
where my lows are much more
difficult to deal with
that can be managed
with Dance along with the
super emotional affective sensitivities
and sensory spidey man Autistic senses too..
as long as i do not exceed the limits of what
i can handle as stress including being made into
a cog in society’s machine.. that i am simply not evolved
by God to do.. in an all natural neuro-diversity and bio-diversity way..
you see.. we are those Boot Strap folks that so-called Republican evangelist-like
Christians look at as totally normal.. ’cause from the outside she could
be a fashion model.. and sure.. i could be a law enforcement officer..
even FucKinG sheriff.. as i am mistaken for both law enforcement
and military for years now everywhere i go.. just ’cause i walk
tall.. broad and strong now.. with obvious FucKinG fearless
as Bruce Lee can get now too.. but i work
for that in stimming ways no different
than Ben Affleck in what he did to
gain fearless Balance in his life..
in ‘THE ACCOUNTANT’ movie.. now..
except he as actor went a step
further and took amphetamines
along with his strobe lights of
rock hard music.. and see..
that’s why i go the distance
and climb a mountain high and
higher to be free.. as i’m not here
to move mountains.. i’m here to climb
them higher and higher.. and if this all
ain’t a FucKinG real human miracle now of
Son of Man More.. what the FucK iS it then..
other than Miracle of iSREAL GOD NoW.. and
the point of sharing all of this is.. hey.. if we can do it.. so can yoU..
liKelY.. as this ends another Macro Verse of Both mY souL and Freedom isREaL..
when i see/feel the rest of the world.. i am the one who sees it as functionally disabled
i can to inspire
folks to be re-born
again as free children
of God Naked free unchained
from cultural repressions and oppressions
face that hurts so deep..
that i can feel every ounce of
when i dance at Super Walmart..
and i suppose that iS iN pARt why God puts
me here.. as sadly these folks in the area
with the most churches per square mile
in the record books are lost
in the dark
i feel in the world..
and that includes now..
folks i meet all around the world..
here.. in a heaven with no sun or
moon.. or golden floors and pearly
gates.. a place where mY soUL WiLL
riSe and lEave oN for ages in fAll
perHaPs now two
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