19 Responses to World War 111 DreAMs

1. katiemiafrederick says:

   October 20, 2016 at 9:28 AM

   Jesus F. in Christ.. OMG.. Uprising Dude.. my current somewhat
   silly Dark Muse on YouTube.. we are sort of agreeing
   on the fact that the urban/suburban clown fad
   ruse is surely overblown.. but of course..
   you are only using that conspiracy
   crap to suggest there is
   another conspiracy
   underlying
   this one
   from Government
   and ‘higher up’ control
   to bring some chaos into
   the mix for a new world order..
   haha.. of Satan-like intent in evil
   and dArk ways of horned Pan Devil’S hehe..
   and all of that.. anyWay.. that’s not what i came over
   to visit you here today for.. but i am a bit disgruntled
   that the wife says.. no dear.. you cannot wear your “Insane
   Posse Clown” shirt.. when i go to visit my new psychiatrist today
   on the way to dance public on the beach.. as it might spook some
   scaredy cat red state folks who are so dam afraid of all there is to the
   dARk of God as WeLL as liGht.. anyway.. what was i saying.. oh yes.. i just
   came by to thank you for reminding me about Pansexual Miley Cyrus.. the other
   day.. as the SonG i used for my current ‘World War 111 DreAMs’ prophecy straight from
   some hands and eYes of God in what i will repeat here is the 713th Macro-Verse of the
   longest long form free verse poem ever in the history of humankind.. still surpassing 3.3 million
   words as the number 33 has always fascinated me too.. hehe.. as i continue NoW to cast a somewhat
   black/white magic spell on the anti-light hero of Trump to the Minions of DArk on eArth over here
   in the new iSReaL US of A.. in red sTAte New Jerusalem Milltown way.. hmm.. Magic iS oNe FORCE thaT is
   iSReaL my friEnd and whomever wrote the words about that Sycamore Tree arising in a sea has
   got it somewhat correct in original eYes of Jesus StILL LiVinG too.. and that was one of
   my favorite pARts of the debate last night.. on CNN.. the political banners that said
   the church is lying.. go find the living Jesus instead.. well in metaphor this
   human archetype potential of liGht as fearless.. sMARt and Unconditional
   kInd and courageous Love does live in the deepest wick of flAMe
   of hUman heARt.. spiRit of EmoTioNal and SeNsoRy ExPreSSinG
   EmoTiOns/SeNsES anD miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG sOUL isReAL
   noW and the trUTh/liGht is as the Miley Song about
   the “Hand of Love” that your hater
   Song about Miley and others
   who are different than
   angry old white
   men in the U.S. oF
   A dArk paRt of nEW isReaL..
   as far as YouTube post.. inspired
   me to go the Miley route in a SonG that
   synchronistically tells A tale about A
   liGht and DArk of the Human RAce CoMinG
   to liGht per the anti-liGht anti-hero of Trump
   fulfiLLinG as prophecy in the third debate last night
   as his leadership qualities that reflect anti-light heroes
   like Mussolini.. HItler.. Stalin and oTherS come dArkER now
   in ways of he/heR.. and his/sHe minions sAMe as the Song Foretales
   by Miley too.. you see.. here’s.. the thing my friEnd.. to be ‘A’ prophet
   NoW oF God means becoming fearless.. yes.. naked F iN Fearless wHeRe
   the P’s below are free and not for grabs.. and you can even spread
   this freedom on the Internet these days.. if you will.. and wHeRe one
   develops an Unconditional Love for all.. sure.. even in Pansexual ways
   if that is how the God within rolls.. and back to the clown meme.. yes..
   Miley is a Sacred and prophetic Clown woman.. no different than what then..
   her ancestorS.. in pARt.. the American Indians did.. in ghost dance.. and
   other ways then of bRinGinG liGht to the rest of the tribe.. God is an Equal
   Employment Opportunity BringER noW oF liGht for those who Now answer ‘A’
   caLL oF liGht deep within.. when the creative power of the subconscious
   mINd arises with the liGht of Day in beyond of what you curse away from
   Beta wave miNd worry.. to alpha.. to theta.. to trance-like one in being with God
   allone noW as Nature sAme dream-time of lucid and WaKinG DreAMInG in prophetic Now
   poTentiAL iN a Heaven noW wHErE iS No time.. distance.. or space comes to fruition
   noW as a personal multi-Verse reaLiTy of GoD eYes/earS and hands more fullY awake
   in HUman fEats oF liGht iN HUman ReALiTy NoW.. yeah.. yada yada yada.. some folks
   make Muhammad into a last prophet with all the good news.. and forecast too.. sure
   all 1.7 billion or so on the planEt eARTh who are already self-fulfilling a limitation on tHeir
   own God Given PoTenTial to be a liGht oF Prophet by thinking it’s already been completed for now..
   meanwhile.. some folks forget John 14:12 that says that folks will do greater works than the Jesus
   dude of before with the faith that can make a Sycamore tree groW as Ocean WhoLe poem.. huh.. to
   the tune of 3.3 million words pluS in just three years of 42 months whole of witness for God since
   3/13 through the month of 9/16.. even completing one Macro-Verse titled GodsUniVerseNovel3
   to the tune of 338,630 words in one MacroVerse of Free Verse Poetry long form style per pARt
   of 713 verses whole in that Ocean Whole Poem.. completing an entire year of free verse
   response to literally thousands of poems around the world in the month of 3/16.. as the
   synchronicities of the numbers roll in for those in the kNow.. hehe.. as you somewhat
   tale here.. anyWay.. mY friEnd.. you continue to look for certain ‘people’ in the realm
   of fame.. when they are just mostly busy doing fame and fortune and then
   there are true philanthropists like Miley.. Katy.. yes.. best buds
   of illuminati TruE liGht of what can be memed and themed as
   a LiVinG Jesus today too.. as metaphor of archetype and
   Saint John 14:12 prophecy way from whomever
   and whatever scribe wrote that then.. for beyond
   the archetype of God liGht iN HUman from way back then
   when thouSands of years go now my friend as the new prometheus’
   of human potentials can continue to rise as being huMan with eYes..
   hands and feat of GoD now.. WeLL.. hears ‘A’ thing.. mY friEnd.. you will
   never likely find thief’s in the night in broad fame and money way.. you will
   find them living like Batman in broad dayliGht with no fears to show tHeir
   naked face.. hehe.. and even so much more than that red hot too.. now free
   away from luke warm.. in oh.. so many ways.. my humorous little uprising
   dude friEnd.. assuming you have not become obese as sadly what happens to
   so many folks beHIND a keyboard today.. in blogger.. youtube.. video war game
   wimpy folkS way.. yeah.. God is wild and free and even ‘A’ beast too.. underneath human
   skin as temple of God.. ‘A’ warrior of Love.. with ‘A’ kind and courageous tOuch as thouSands
   handS love as WeLL mY Friend.. anyWay.. before my visit to see my new psychiatrist and trip
   to the beach moveS on.. as of course any new Jesus per metaphor would be seen crazy as
   batman or the good cop Jesus Batman version of that new movie ‘The Accountant’ that i’m
   kinda shocked you haven’t reviewed for new world order conspiracy theories here too.. yes.. i
   have Asperger’s Syndrome.. and i have more in common with F In Mozart.. Beethoven.. Michelangelo..
   and Leonardo.. Vincent Van Gogh.. Jesus F iN Christ.. and all the rest of the ‘crazies’ like Steve Jobs
   too.. been to the dArk.. stim like ‘The Accountant’ Did in his dArk room except i do it with dance
   in martial arts and ballet like moves all around the metro area.. even named as a dance legend
   by the general public for 6 thousand miles as measured by Nike GPS SpoRts watch now
   as pArt of my 3.3 Million word plus longest long form poem ever now as somewhat
   of a special interest.. that goes along with my intensely focused way in what
   the medical profession describes as the liGht of Bi-Polar away from
   the DARk NiGhtS of the soUL as gifted by God of DarK and liGht
   to polish a sOUL in LoVe puRe White as Faith.. you KNow..
   that SycaMore riSinG up in an Ocean Whole Poem of Faith..
   as witness for the God oF aLL the UniVerse Beyond and
   not jUsT ‘A’ F iN patch of land in the middle east.. anyWay..
   juSt something to do here.. now until my new psychiatrist gets
   a load of me.. folks like me don’t come around everyday.. hehe..
   who write more than a F iN BloG post on ‘A’ conspiracy theory site that
   actually believes the one’S in charge like the three ring circus that wiki leaks
   bRinGs to liGht could actually be even one thousandth as smARt as ‘A’ new world
   Jesus’ mY friEnd.. do you reAlly thiNk those folks are the one’s in control oF liGht iN
   this world.. nah.. baby.. those are juSt actorS.. now.. the one’S in that Sycamore Ocean as
   thiEVes iN the NiGht oF ilLLuMiNAti liGhT TrUe have alWays been the TRuE lEAders oF liGht..NoW..
   sometimes/nows.. we come out a little further from the niGht oF LiGht.. we show ourselves in broad
   day liGht no different than the Yogi.. who cAMe down from the Desert after 40 days.. then my FriEnd..
   we don’t need no bucks noW as my other new age truE iLLuMiNAti fRiend Sia says.. our cheap thrills come
   from ‘A’
   Dance of GoD
   Free in the Kingdom
   of God within like the
   Good Cop Jesus pArt of
   Luke Chapter 17 says. my FriEnd..
   we are the watchers.. we are the writers..
   we are the artists behind most prophecies oF liGht..
   mY FriEnd.. tHeRe are those who spectate and then.. yes ACTORS..
   thEre are those.. who direct.. produce.. and play ‘A’ liGht oF GoD Free..
   welcoMe to ‘A’ liGht my FriEnd.. ‘A’ TRuTH and ‘A’ Way thaT sTilL liVes..
   noW iN heARts.. SpiRits.. soULs of frEE HUmans now.. ‘World War 111 dreAMs’
   iS heAr noW aS ‘A’ DaRk and liGht of ‘A’ human soUL iS NOW ilLLuMiNaTinG noW..
   and sure.. wE are aLL iN this gAme oF liGht and DArK toGetHEr.. this Revelation would
   have never been fulfilled as the original Definition of the Greeks term Apocalypse says
   iN lifting the veils of ignorance.. if it were not for the Trump dude as prophesied too.. while
   some folks were expecting a war.. ‘the devil’ just shot himself in the foot.. hehe.. but you see..
   it is often the Judas who bleeds most.. Trump lives in Hell already and only God can Judge the
   whys and ways of that allone.. bottom line though.. DArK is naked in liGht now my Friend in the
   New iSREAL of
   the U.S oF A
   as this shit
   has gone
   down for
   iSREAL Now..
   like my other iLLumInAti
   Bud.. Mr. Flo RiDA says NoW wITh
   his Gemini sage too.. with a birthday
   somewhat like mine on 6660 that sHows
   jusT how much of a sense of humor the big
   guy/gal/eTc. in the sky has too.. per stars of
   duST iN Sentient HUman plus way.. nah.. baby..
   yA don’t have to live in Hollywood to be a StaR these
   are those days.. remember.. My FriEnd the parable of the
   first and last and the meek who wear trUe and liGht liOn sKIns
   of FReED
   GoD aS and
   iN BEinG HUman
   now.. the water in heaven
   is sTiLL inViTing mY FriEnd..
   i’Ve provided several invitations to
   you to see what’s happening over ‘tHeRe’
   just for fUn.. the invitation iS STiLL out for
   all prodigal sons and daughters.. eTc.. to
   CoMe BaCK hoME.. to TrUE and liGht..
   fearless and smARt unconditional
   pure love as faith.. my friend.. noW..
   who kNows and FeeLs Now no
   iSREaL enemies.. other than
   LoVe mY FriEnd.. A Lamp
   IS oWN the FeASt Begins
   A BrIDe LiVes isREaL
   iS heAr Groom sAMe Lamp oF
   GoD liVing TrUe and liGht.. no liMits
   mY FriEnd.. when God’s LamP liVes wE oF LiGht..
   SeriouSly.. SO
   you were
   expecting
   ‘A’ man
   WitH
   a white robe OWN..
   nah.. baby.. i/wE wasn’t
   born that way.. as my/oUr
   oTheR prophet
   friEnd
   Lady
   Gaga
   so eloquently says..
   WE ARE NAKED AND ARE
   FREE CHILDREN OF GOD NOW
   IN THE KINGDOM OF GOD WITHIN
   ISREAL NOW.. GamE ON.. BABY.. liGht LoVE
   A NEW old AGE iS HeAR.. aLiVE oN eARtH..
   bottom
   liNe..
   F A i T H iS Re AL..:)

   World War 111 DreAMs

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2. katiemiafrederick says:

   October 20, 2016 at 6:27 PM

   Well.. back from the brand spanking new introductory visit to
   my New Psychiatrist after a long 14 Month period of not being
   assigned one since my first Psychiatrist who traveled with me
   through the dead zone of hell from 2008 through 2015 well.. for 7.7 years..
   to be precise.. left his practice.. inspired by me.. he said.. to teach movement
   therapy down in South Florida further away from the pharmaceutical fixes that
   he had been entertaining for folks with issues in the Air Force as a reserve Major
   for the area Air Force Base.. and thanks God.. the New Dude was great friends with
   the old dude so he took his recommendations from the old shrink in how i deal with
   my Asperger’s Prometheus brain of super sensory sensitivities and fuller Empath Angel
   Affect of Feeling everyone around me too.. yes.. through Dance AkA movement therapy..
   a recognized therapy for emotional regulation and sensory integration for folks on the Autism
   Spectrum that i first self-prescribed for me.. all innately.. instinctually
   and intuitively.. way before they started talking about
   it.. as an actual effective therapy in clinical
   practice on a widespread basis..
   so.. he got the full
   Fred head history
   and the body parts
   too.. along with the 6000
   miles of Dance Story and the
   12 million words of writing since Thanks
   Giving day of 2010.. yeah.. the part about
   me not speaking until age 4.. folks mistaking
   me for a female.. like the McDonald’s cashier
   around age 12 in middle school… where he
   said.. hmm.. there ain’t a dam thing about
   you that looks androgynous now.. sure..
   stuff changes.. yeah.. i look more
   like Batman and Superman
   than Sheldon Cooper
   or the stereotypical
   presentation of Asperger’s
   nerdy wimpy boy/man now..
   yeah.. in terms of movies.. currently
   playing at the theater.. the Ben Affleck
   playing a Super dark hero with Asperger’s
   on that show.. that i highly recommended my
   New Psychiatrist go see too.. to see how they
   are portraying folks with Asperger’s at the theater
   these days.. as Bond hero.. Batman.. yes.. a super
   hero to the max in real life too.. in the actual movie
   named ‘The Accountant’ for a most unusual way to
   portray the Autism Spectrum now.. anyway.. when
   i told him about my negotiations with Store Management
   to get a license to dance there.. no.. not a license to kill.. hehe..
   he said.. hey.. i’LL write you a dam prescription to dance if they
   ever give you a problem for what you must do to be comfortable
   in this world and your skin too.. to mitigate.. your Prometheus Fredenstein
   Brain issues everywHeRE you go in the general public for Dance StiLL NoW..
   so.. anyway.. he told my wife when meeting her.. well dear.. to be honest we don’t
   get folks as unusual as Fred in here.. but i must admit he is most unusual in a cool
   way and sure you must be a hero to be his wife for close to 27 years now.. not in words
   did he say that but he did have a look that said he was amazed that anyone could keep
   up with me for decades on end.. and still be sitting pretty like an eternal teenager too.. so
   yeah.. he made me feel like it wasn’t so bad after all to be weird like me.. more like the
   Movie.. ‘The Accountant’.. and as my current psychotherapist still treats me since 2011 now
   too.. wHere they seem to think.. i have more in common with Mozart and folks like that
   than anyone they’ve ever met on the FucKinG Planet Earth now.. yeah.. baby.. i was.. AM
   born to be this way.. i AM weird and i don’t Give A F what anyone thinks or feels about
   who i AM now.. as i accept myself for all of who i am.. and if other folks don’t like it
   they can go on what ever merry or not so merry way they are on for now.. and
   as the new guy identified too.. some folks would Judge me based on my
   Law Enforcement and Military general look and not see deeper into
   what it means to have a Fredenstein head.. it is what is.. and
   the Munster’s were alWays one of my Favorite T V families
   then now.. too.. yeah.. just call me Bond.. Baby..
   Herman Bond or Mercury BoNd..2 YNoT noW..;)

   It was really interesting in a Synchronistic way.. wHere the movie..
   ‘The Accountant’ came out the week of my appointment with
   the first psychiatrist in over a year.. in my entire regional
   area.. even willing to see a person with Asperger’s
   Syndrome.. who takes my insurance.. as
   many Doctor’s have no idea what it is
   fully.. nor have any idea of how to
   help with the symptoms of
   issues associated with emotional
   regulation and sensory integration..
   to put it more clearly.. there really are
   not any drugs that work well for many of
   these associated human variance issues..
   in innate way of being human.. as biodiversity
   goes on in God of Nature’s Animal Kingdom that
   includes the weird variety of humans too.. anyway..
   as that movie about Asperger’s said in clinical way2..
   who is to judge what normal iS in terms of overall survival
   of the homo sapiens sapiens species as such in total hand
   to hand cooperation in maKinG the whOle human soup work..
   as far as gaining subsistence.. including.. shelter and reproductive
   success.. as well.. this Famous Muhammad Ali pose that’s kinda hard
   to see on the Bright Beach as such with the red gloves.. played an
   Integral pARt in the Movie.. ‘The Accountant’.. in that it was a puzzle
   of this iconic photo of Muhammad Ali that the younger version then of
   Ben Affleck As Super Dark hero.. as much more autistic child.. couldn’t
   find the last piece of the puzzle and really freaked out.. and sure
   that’s how my life was until July of 2013.. came.. and i Rose out
   of the dead zone then.. alWays ‘A’ piece missing it seemed then2..
   self-actualized now.. in Yoga Unity WiTh God complete..
   Weird or not.. Balance WiTh God iS i For iSReaL noW2..
   anyWay.. the T-Shirt with this same famous Muhammad
   Ali pose is one that kinda jumped out of my closet
   at me this morning .. and to celebrate getting this
   FucKinG pArt of my liFe out of the way as this
   Doctor is at least as cool as my last one iN
   understanding what and who i am born sTilL
   as now.. i floated in sand as air and water in
   reverse with my Athletic shoes on as moon dancing
   surfing on God’s Sands one Beach as me living lifE noW..
   like a Butterfly who doesn’t even have to Sting when he or
   she floats with God in feats even greater than walking on water
   with a surf board these days.. all i need is feet.. that feat a move
   as rest of a body too.. A Unity WiTh God noW as Yoga is BliSS and
   Nirvana isreal that continues to take me hiGher and HiGher iN BalanCinG
   of A iSREAL noW
   Heaven that can and WiLL
   bE Now for those who seek iT..
   FiNd it and make iT A lifE LonG
   Practice oF miNd And BoDy BaLanCinG
   soUL as SpiRit oF HeARt eXpreSsinG
   EmotioNs and SenSes fully noW too..:)

   WeLL.. as alWays Thanks God for
   Facebook Algorithm Memories..noW
   and a Year ago Profile photo BrinGS
   A TrutH and liGht and yes DarK reaLiTy2
   that the wife allows me to wear my ‘Insane
   Clown Posse’ Shirt a year to date ago then..
   so at lEAst tHere is memories while scaredy cats
   reign.. seriously.. why so serious.. i actually heard
   they have pulled clown masks out of Target stores.. hmm..
   domestic
   clown
   Terrorists..
   i aIn’t scared..
   but yes foR noW..
   i AM sTiLL saYinG
   yes dear to the Wife
   in her request for the
   Crazy Clown to somEwhat
   stay in the closet.. hehe.. lET’s
   juSt say aT lEAst for JesTer noW hehEr..;)

   To Party With GOD IS DIVINE

   Hmm.. To Party With GOD IS DIVINE.. Macro Verse Memory from two years
   ago.. but oh.. so sTiLL TrUe and liGht now.. and that weirdo song that
   i aM currently playing from Connor whatever hIs nAme is STiLL.. hehe..
   is what i sTarted out on my Partying Dance Celebration WiTH
   God today on the beach.. as hey.. let’s just say..
   in these new old days..
   weird
   is the
   new black
   of cool more
   and more as art
   and almost aLL oF liFE does sHow..
   and speaKing of shoWs.. this Macro
   Verse goes from from Pensacola Beach
   to Seville Quarter all the way to a Mullet
   Festival in photo way.. and sure.. Free Dance too..
   and this weekend comes the Casino Trip with church
   to the Golden Nugget.. since misSinG the September trip
   when celebrating my 42 months of witness for God from
   3/16 to 9/16 with the Paternal side of my family then..
   although.. i was just a Prodigal Son of sorts.. as it was
   my rich Uncle’s Birthday and i was just a guest then.. heHe..
   anyWay.. DanCinG in a crowd of hundreds to a thouSand
   or so at the Big Niceville Annual Fall Mullet Festival
   wHere they have some big name bands.. and let’s juSt say..
   down here in the deep Trump red state way.. i am usuAlly
   the only one joyous enough to break out in Free Dance.. Hehe..
   hey..
   i’M
   HaVing
   F u N..
   bottom
   FucKInG liNe..
   Weird iS CooL noW..
   ulTimAte KooL Now..;)

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3. katiemiafrederick says:

   October 21, 2016 at 11:01 AM

   The Wife Katrina said.. as she purchased ‘this shirt’ for me
   this week for dance that i would receive many more dances
   than if i had worn my ‘Insane Clown Posse’ Shirt and
   i must admit the American Indian Girl.. with the
   Patriotic War Paint and feathers did
   the dance trick and treat
   sAMe toniGht..;)

   WeLL.. surely Life is Magic.. as i mentioned
   i haven’t seen the original Charlie’s Angels
   at Seville in quite a while.. and that sooner
   or later they would pop-up unannounced
   and there would be smiles and hugs
   of dance iN Joy.. and sure enough..
   the earliest member of Charlie’s
   Angels.. named Chelsea.. who i’Ve
   been dancing with.. running now close
   to two and a half years.. and very first
   regular dance hall mate in the Summer of
   2014.. pops-up unannounced and the joy
   of dance is on for fun.. once again so free and happy..
   as dance friends do make me.. all sMiLes as such NoW..:)

   A Trip to a New Psychiatrist.. A day at the Beach.. and all night
   of Dancing and finally a trip home to record it all in two Facebook
   Video Slide Algortihm production assisted ways to remember all the
   emotions through visual images of the day.. sure.. literAlly 5 hours of
   Beach and Dance Hall DanCinG.. and additioNally noW thouSands of more
   words written in the SamE Day too.. along with Travel to the Beach and
   always an opportunity to learn about liFe.. smARts.. and EmoTions.. from
   Shrinks of liFe too.. the Inner UniVerse of BeinG HuMan IS As expansive
   as the physical one of visual images outside.. above.. so below and
   all around.. when one goes deeper and deeper into human
   potential it becomes easier and easier to see.. feel and
   sense that we are reflections of God and mini-me’s
   sAMe.. A Beautiful and complex
   machine of magic
   ARt iN hUman
   FacEs oF liGht..:)

   DaNCe IS A path oF LiGht in a greater
   EmoTiONal.. Physical and overall sensory
   and sensual experience oF liFe.. so in oTheR
   words Dance IS A pATh.. to Greater LiFe liGht
   and nowHeRE NOW i kNoW and FeeL and SeNse are
   the SMiLes of liFE anymore genuine than on the Dance
   Floor of Non-Verbal Language thaT iS Free Verse dAnce..
   An ecstatic experience wHeRe hUman BeinGS are Free to
   express all tHeir EmoTiOns.. SeNsory FeeLinGS and SeNsUaliTy
   from head to toe.. GeneraTinG thE experiEnce oF aLL oF thiS and mORE
   in the rhythm of A NiGht oF SpiRit that all can share with a sOUl ConNected
   NoW TogeTher as HUman liGht aS oNe SoUL oF GoD as hUman RiSinG HIGher and
   hiGher no different trUly than what our ancestors of so-called primitive and still existing
   tribes iN sMall Village do with drums of Nights the Flutes of Song and Naked Hips and
   eYes that do not liE a SonG oF God so Free.. So Free iN liGht of Moonlit camp fire
   fLames
   of HUman
   HeARt…SpiRit
   and SoUL COME
   ALIVE BORN AGAIN
   AS FREE AS HUMAN CAN BE
   AS A DANCe oF LOVE sEt Free
   in courAge.. Fearless Unconditional sMaRT oF
   Love wHeRe the tribe bEcomes one Force oF GoD..
   perhaps iF Donald and Hillary could have danced naked
   they too would have shook hands WiTh GoD aT NiGht..:)

   So my Facebook Friend Cortney.. long time Dance Friend from
   Old Seville shares a talk on Facebook of other rigors of achieving
   the runners high in miles of approaching what it takes to gain that
   euphoric feeling of free from anxiety inside floating on a WinG
   WiTh NaTuRE sAMe.. and she asks how long it takes
   her other runner friends to achieve this high of life..
   and i respond.. with the following brief words..

   It takes me
   Less than
   5
   Minutes
   OF Dance..
   #tryanothersport ..;)

   And Cortney who didn’t
   make it to the dance hall last
   night with Dancing Friend Chelsea
   so beautifully pictured smiling in the
   Facebook Algorithm assisted video slide show says..

   Oh definitely! Dancing is life with
   several heart emoticons attached.

   And in summary i say..
   and QFT.. yes
   quoted for truth..

   #Dancingislife

   yeah.. do A hash tag
   and shimmy2.. Ynot..;)

   https://lifeconfusions.wordpress.com/2016/10/14/where-the-heart-is/

   Fellow Blogger Friend.. and super nice Muslim young College Student.. Zee..
   from Pakistan thanks me for my thoughts and feelings associated with ‘Clarity’..
   and i say in somewhat brief return..

   SMiLes.. my FriEnd.. Zee..
   Would always much
   Better be obsessed
   With Love or
   Even tears
   Or even
   Sadly
   Pain
   Over
   Numb..
   Numb to
   Me is the most
   Painful place oF aLL..
   Point zero
   oF FeeLinG
   And SenSinG
   LiFe..
   As my
   New Psychiatrist says..
   The one who monitors me
   In case i go back to Hell.. this
   zero point in his practice is
   Rare but this HeLL iSREAL..
   Embrace LiFe aLWays.. My
   FriEnd Zee.. A GiFt oF LiGht..:)

   And now i go a ‘little’ deeper and even L O N G E R..
   by saying.. that in addition.. my new Psychiatrist
   who is somewhat of a pioneer in the field of
   Cognitive Executive Functioning.. published
   and all of that in Medical Journals..
   iN assisting folks with issues
   associated with memory
   loss and such as that
   as we age older..
   says that zero point loss
   of emotions is rare and almost
   limited to the Autism Spectrum for the
   young child who has the light in their eYes..
   and one day is suddenly dimmed with no motivation
   to connect to others.. as the psychiatrist says in total clarity..
   memories are emotions.. and the language associated with those
   emotions is not primary but secondary as guide posts of cognitive
   executive functioning in abstract constructed human symbols to
   enrich the emotional life.. NOT TO TAKE AWAY FROM IT.. AND
   YES HE’S THIS GOT THIS CORRECT.. as not only have i read
   about this.. i participated with other folks on the Autism Spectrum
   directly in written text communication on the Wrong Planet website
   specifically designed for folks on the higher functioning part of
   the Spectrum who can at least communicate in monologues of fAct
   finding ventures mostly away from human emotional written text
   of symbols covering the heARt of LIFE away from machine cognition
   mind.. of how standard IQ measures of data download and lectures
   in school mold our minds more machine than even human these days
   in so.. so many ways of life away from the social empathic cognition
   that colors life farther.. so much farther than even rainbow colors as
   metaphor of emotions than black and white FucKinG Data download noW
   oF liFE iN school aWay from humanity and painting liFe with many colors
   fuller of God aS Nature that lives within sAMe as Gifted by Greater Nature
   as all that is.. yes.. i literAlly spent everyday for around 33 months or so..
   from wake to sleep writing with those sadly mostly emotionless numb human
   creatures to escape my dentist drill like pain in eye and ear.. to avoid
   the necessity of ending my life.. with what is technically named as the
   suicide disease.. type two Trigeminal Neuralgia from wake to sleep then
   for all of 66 months.. where the first 33 months.. i could not even read
   or write or listen to a word.. without intolerable pain.. i got used to hell
   in an attempt to escape it and success came with me gaining my emotions back
   on A path of poetic language back to HeARt.. then.. back to eXpreSsinG HeARt
   oF EmoTions as SpiRit finALLy reborn as butterfly out of mid-life autistic burnout
   of regression no different really than those little children who lose the light of
   their life at age 2 or so.. that seems like a puzzle piece that has no clue to be
   put back toGeTher as liGht oF Humanity more fully as colors of the Winds of God
   as gifted to Sentient Star DuST pLus hUmaNiTy as LiGht of Rainbow Human EmoTions
   iN MoVing.. ConneCting and creATing greater colors oF liGht to Make an Eternal
   NoW of heaven noW
   moved to give and
   share wiTh ALL thE
   woRld oF Humanity noW
   as Technology in transhumanist
   ways allows iN part.. by those
   folks lost from EmoTiOns who made the
   computer brain systemization of this
   infrastructure possible to actuALLy upload
   one’s SoUL as HeARt and SpiRit noW iN MiNd
   and boDy Balance relatively eternally now forever
   in a place oF liGht wiTH no moon or sun or golden
   floors of pearly gates.. yes.. a place wHERe Souls LIVe
   LIVe oN as any empath Angel EYeS aLiVE WiLL do to Love
   WeLL after the Sentient Star duST pLus nap for the individual
   Point of LiGht oF God thaT iS HuMan Being now as leaves FaLL
   From a Tree oF liGht as liFE that enriches and fertilizes the oTheR seeds
   aS Points oF liGht thAt are Human.. HOlDinG Hands toGether to sprout
   a name of liFE at essence aT coRe of HumaN heARt.. SpiRit and SoUL..
   and yes.. when one communicates in text.. for one as me who is watcher
   grown.. from experience.. i can MeAsurE the SoUl.. as heARt and SpiRit
   empiricAlly as such for the content of Language in colors of Flowery
   EmoTiOns or only 50 shades of grey to BLack and WhitE
   science abstract machine computer cognition
   of mind that has become a video
   game of play
   in
   black
   and white
   of HUman terms..
   question is.. how much
   of the death of the Human
   SoUL and a TsuNami.. of Zombie
   Apocalypse iS iNnate.. or produced by
   the culture we live in that truly is becoming
   technically more autistic all the time in term
   of lack of non-verbal facial communication face
   to face.. and sure we have plenty of sharing of mutual
   interests.. plenty of diverse interests but still what is lost
   now IS A face to face where we become avatars instead of human..
   Online would have never been enough for me to regain my humanity
   back.. i had to dance face to face to become fully human again.. and
   as i continue to grow in this eternity of heaven now.. i continue to branch
   out as a soUl with Leaves that never die.. in relative terms of LoVinG Online..:)

   Reply
4. katiemiafrederick says:

   October 21, 2016 at 11:55 AM

   http://mistwineyet.blogspot.com

   Well.. Mistwineyet.. and i’m
   guessing it’s okay to call you Shawna at this point..
   as i’m sure it’s almost time for you to go again..
   caught a glimpse of you on thefeatheredsleep
   site.. there.. where the link said
   your blog was already
   gone but
   here it is
   a live again..
   and i’m kinda writing
   a wild and free Macro-Verse
   today headlined with Lana Del Ray’s
   SonG Ride so what better way to celebrate
   the wilder freer side with Shawna for another
   hit and run.. as long as this blog stays
   open
   for
   a free
   verse run
   of anything
   hit and run goes..
   yeah.. Alabama girls..
   crooked teeth.. and souls
   of beers.. Jesus.. Trump and
   whatever goes in red state land
   roll tide around.. inside.. above..
   so below.. and sometimes within
   a toilet
   bowl
   that TrULy
   wiLLs to come
   above as Love outside.. rain.. of leaves green..
   other than that i am yoUr friEnd.. and they do come
   around
   when
   they
   get a chance
   and for now
   this is my
   chance
   and
   i’m gonna
   take it ’cause
   i can and WiLL.. mY FriEnd..S..;)

   i like the number
   41.. it comes wriTE
   beFore 42.. and
   after
   40
   days
   of pain too..
   i Love iT all
   no more hate for me..
   hmm.. and just a note
   that Black screen can bRinG aNYthing..;)

   And to clarify..
   the youtube screen
   was bLack.. and at
   that point
   iT
   was
   Meant to be
   A Meaning oF liFe..;)

   Yup.. like i sAid..

   “I Can’t See The Light
   In The Dark I See”

   People with red hair..
   in ‘a sense’ aren’t from
   ‘this world’.. and sure
   i’ve got
   some too..
   left
   in a mustache
   of Ireland with eYes
   of green changing
   in any ocean blue..
   with
   Island
   girls..;)

   i have to admit..
   i am focused
   on her body
   language
   more
   than
   dress
   butt sure..
   i’M all naked at heARt..;)

   First.. i had to close
   a zillion tabs on imAc
   crowded UniVerse of screen..
   and thanks God again for
   A to Z lyrics
   to get
   the cliff
   notes for
   poetic response
   of sorts of free
   verse..
   with
   home
   of wings..
   i’M going to the Biloxi
   CaSiNo’s tomorrow to dance
   on the beach while Katrina
   plays with the
   one armed
   bandits..
   if i was
   in Los Vegas..
   i’d find a way
   to dance beach inside..
   while everyone else sinks
   into arms of gold.. dancing as
   a star is so much more fun for me..
   and that reminds me.. use that new
   Song From Bruno Mars to reflect a dance of casino too..
   Oh by A way.. Katrina dared me to Anthony text the world..
   i took her
   uP on it..
   and it iS aS
   hilarIOUs as
   any Oscar Meyer six package
   up close and personal.. heHe..
   but not as pretty as her but…

   SerIOUsly.. i exploit
   commercial art
   for money
   all the
   time for
   free.. hehe..
   but yes.. i give
   back in the all the ways..
   i can come back with more..;)

   Creativity is the free association
   of all that is aka God
   with no fear
   of dARk
   and no cynicism
   oF liGht and this
   is what i love most
   about my friEnd Shawna
   yes.. I Love you.. and i wonder
   sometimes if my Asperger’s Love
   you kNoW/FeeL.. Kind that has no limits
   or expectations scares you.. as it kNows
   and feels no ownership of God as all that is..
   anyWay..
   i was gonna
   go with that
   Bruno Mars
   Song but
   wide open
   more reflects
   the moment
   of now my friEnd..
   when wE bEcOmE eYes
   of God and Hands that no
   longer
   chain
   Be
   foRE oF
   goD as free
   alWays now
   as We our
   Gift
   oF liGht..:)

   Man.. i mean woman..
   i mean Shawna.. relationships
   are surely
   art and
   not science..
   and that’s
   what makes life..
   the
   silence..
   that Sings..:)

   Hmm.. four videos
   i think i’ll take
   a short cut on this
   one first and Wiki Ellie..
   yeah.. i know the science
   thing and all
   but
   cliff
   notes
   are cool
   to crux
   the
   ARt2..;)

   “Her musical style encompasses country, soul, rock and blues.”

   That’s enough
   for me..
   sHe’s
   Eclectic
   as ALL i need..;)

   RockAbye
   luLLabY
   moVinG
   oN a
   SonG
   oF
   SToNe..:)

   Now i’M FeeLinG
   like Shawna
   is speaKinG
   directly to me..
   like psychic and
   she kNew i would
   be cOminG heRe
   soon..
   yeah..
   sure..
   we’ve got
   the sAMe taste
   in women.. delicious
   aren’t ‘they’ from head to toe..
   seriouSly.. it’s not the motion of the
   ocean
   or the
   tool..
   it’s
   the tongue
   that tastes all
   of liFe to coMe..
   and all the lips of LiFE
   in
   siNk
   of Hips..
   yeah.. my Asperger’s
   tactile and emotional sensitives
   have their draw backs but oh the
   toUch that
   feels
   the LiFe..
   wHere every
   cell iS miLlioN
   Points oF eXplODinG liGht..;)

   oKAy
   KAty..
   sooNer or later
   i promise i’LL
   rise and
   come
   again..
   as paraChutes
   are no longer a dRag of souL..:)

   First oF aLL.. a note.. i had
   to press update on word press
   as the wind is blowing here
   and if the power
   goes out
   poof.. you
   might go poof
   too.. and it’s like
   whatever i did that i don’t
   even ‘know’ i’m doing won’t be
   tHeir to review at least one time
   to see it all fit togEThEr strangely
   i N S Y N C H R O N I C iT Y noW..
   as creativity in streAM oF consciousness
   writing does.. as prophecy at waking up
   at one second to six when the power of suggestion
   comes
   magic
   as iSREAL
   as real can be..
   anyWay.. never be
   predictable or computers
   will come to be human..
   anYwayw thE reaSon i do it
   all is for no
   reAson atTall..
   but i muSt say.. A
   video thumbnail
   of open wide
   goes
   perfectly
   with your
   current name
   as essence of mistwineyet..
   A UniVerse liveS iN letters words
   and all of NatuRe sAme as God breathes
   iN wE of
   symbols
   and
   NatuRe
   sAMe..
   sHit iF onlY
   the world was as
   deep as wE ours would
   bE peace and harmony..:)

   And this
   is how
   God
   paints Love..:)

   All of
   me belongs
   to
   all
   of ME..
   and that is
   thE key to
   a new testament2..:)

   And here’s the thing..
   some folks are stuck
   in stone..
   but wHEre
   a heARt.. a sPiRit
   a MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG
   soUl goes free tHere are no liMits
   to what we as HUmans can Hold
   hands and accomplish toGetHeR..
   no borders
   In GoD’s Land
   of HeARtLand Free..
   and that is just another
   reaAson i Love you Shawna
   as i can be free here and really
   what is more important in life that
   someone who just lets you be ME..:)

   i seriouSly have the entire trilogy
   of the Hunger
   Games
   but i am
   too hungry
   to watch as
   doing is so spine
   tingling all noW in a mood of Now..
   and that reminds me.. i have a new
   Psychiatrist.. first visit yesterday.. and he
   said we never get anyone as unusual as you
   in here..
   but he
   told
   pretty
   butt.. yes
   the wife..
   it’s unusual
   cool.. me and not
   her butt.. and i swear..
   he literally wrote me
   a prescription for dance..
   and i did not ask him to do this..
   he asked
   me if
   he could..
   the world
   is changing my
   friend.. from pills to free..
   but what i do do.. for spines of
   video cases of movies.. is go to best
   buy.. and dance free style taking in every
   dam spine.. for what comes next in how the mood shines
   me
   for
   a dance
   of life free
   moving.. connecting.. creating
   wHere star blast iS noW iN eYes oF Free..
   never buy a thing.. grow grow groW aS iS LiGht..:)

   sMiles
   everynow
   A new dance
   move to do.. do
   iNfiniTy oF moVes..
   emoTioNs.. seNses
   seNsuaLiTy fullY liVes..:)

   Dance IS A
   Star noW
   BRinGinG
   eYes
   hips
   arms
   HUman
   soUL BriGht
   A SHiNing sTAr sKIN..:)

   Hmm.. wondering
   if anonymous
   is actuAlly S..;)

   i’LL
   go with
   hers and that’s
   the most hilarious
   pArt of Spencer gifts
   DanCinG in the aisle
   of Dido’s and watching
   the
   women
   smile..
   and never
   ever them
   kNowing i notice
   beYond shades and
   a dead PAN fAce..
   and what’s reAlly hilarious
   is when their boyfriends hold their hands..
   and rarely are they sMiLinG heHe.. hUman NatUre rUles..;)

   i don’t about
   you but i don’t
   anyone around
   to go
   deep
   deep
   deep
   in
   Ocean Blue..;)

   My relationship
   is so simple..
   Katrina mopped
   the floor this
   morning and told me
   i’d have to wait a few days
   to
   complete
   my Art..;)

   ABest pArt
   aBout liFe
   todaYnow..
   waiting….
   for someone
   else to put up neon
   lites IS A day of pasSinG noW
   wHeRe WE CONTROL THE ART..:)

   Money sucks.. it really does..
   without a need of money
   supermen would run amuck..
   with superwomen too.. ETc..
   butt the thing is..
   instant gratification
   can be a bLock to do more..
   than struggle for reinforcement..
   hmm.. i suppose that’s why a tOuch
   of Asperger’s aS Such.. Bi-Polar etc..
   makes
   a Sistine
   Chapel
   as the reward
   of human tOuch
   AS So long to find
   that Art comes from hell
   and Breathes a SonG oF Life..
   i mean seriouSly beFore i had A
   FucKinG word of Play i wrote close
   to 6 million words on the Wrong Planet
   wHeRe iF i was lucky someone said something..
   anything at all.. to me.. once a month.. devoid of any human
   touch.. and beyond that with no emotions to feel anything..
   i kNow
   the place
   of Intermittent
   gratification.. and
   i suppose the DarKeSt
   Place is what makes mE
   liGht that WiLL not be turned
   off no
   matter
   what
   the FucK
   happens neXT..
   key is do it for God
   who lives within as you
   mYFriEnd.. then allone iSREaL
   and tHeRe iS no alone aGain..:)

   aLL i
   kNow and
   FeeL is Heaven
   iS uP tHere for iSReaL..
   at lEAst
   that’s
   what
   the body
   language of
   the skirt says heRe..;)

   sPeaKinG of Chanting.. this youtube
   song that manages to escape
   age restricted censorship..
   is like the most motivating
   youtube video i have to dance2
   in public.. it’s like Heaven
   when it’s
   just
   covered
   with a veil
   and you see more than ever..
   anyWay it was time for a song change
   and libido iN all the ways iT can and will
   come inspires creativity more more more..
   and science proves it now.. in terms of measuring
   lubrication and girth to put it bluntly in places that
   feel so
   much without
   restraint of chains
   that say we are less
   than a Bonobo hand shake
   away
   from
   totAlly FReED..
   hey and A best
   thing about online..
   totAlly sanitary.. never
   messy and always disEase free.. heHer..
   haha.. iS it a wonder i receive so few comments
   and OMG..
   so many
   viewS
   haheX2..
   and open mind
   and body IS A place
   to visit and leave no tracks..;)

   For
   me
   Amused..
   so easily
   Amused
   yes.. and triggered
   too.. for
   muse..
   it’s like an orgasm
   every now above the neck..
   literally too..
   hehe
   haha..
   hmm..;)

   Man (S) i swear.. speaking of
   Lollipops
   or in
   my case
   Butterfly
   shaped things..
   i saw that movie
   ‘The Accountant’ last
   week with Ben Affleck
   who literally is diagnosed
   with Asperger’s as a Batman
   without
   a Cape..
   and he like
   goes haywire
   if he don’t
   finish
   anything
   he stArts..
   hmm.. sound
   like anyone
   you’ve
   done
   cross
   word
   puzzles
   with.. hehe..;)

   Had to remember
   tHeRe were kids
   in the
   car..
   as far
   as Lolipops can go..
   okay.. literally a blueberries one..;)

   “You’re gonna be a shining star, with fancy clothes, fancy car-ars.
   And then you’ll see, you’re gonna go far.
   Cause everyone knows, who you are-are.”

   Hmm.. it’s true what T.I. and Rihanna
   says.. but only in pARt.. as we are
   humans and social animals
   need a touch of
   recognizing
   a social
   role that
   counts.. however
   we were weren’t born
   with fancy clothes and
   fancy cars.. we are born
   as naked stars with Love
   of the Fearless Kind sMArt..
   that moves.. connects and creates
   for subsistence.. for shelter.. yes
   for the work
   of the niGht
   and day
   and Reproductive
   success.. but the fact
   remains we are born
   naked
   without
   material
   success..
   in greed.. in hoarding..
   in boarding up the hUman soUL..
   hmm.. and the wife called me away
   to see some Halloween Cakes on one
   of many of her favorite TV shows with
   Harry Connick Junior.. and the first cake
   was a whole live looking roach to the chagrin
   of some of the audience who see no further than
   shell of life.. and then a dead
   rat.. with blood
   coming
   out his
   mouth.. i
   felt empathy
   sorrow and compassion..
   the audience laughed like it
   does.. at Catholic Church when
   they water board-lite the baby in
   screams of discomfort.. mommy and
   daddy.. WTF are you doing to me..
   i trusted you
   i trusted you
   and now
   everyone
   is laughing
   at my distress
   and wonder of
   trust is over if you
   are really gonna drown
   me next.. so thank god the
   next one was Harry Connick’s Face
   and the next one was a pumpkin and
   seriously a lollipop would have been
   preferable
   to that dead
   rat like the headless
   people on Facebook
   and the
   fear
   of
   seeing
   just a
   speck of
   a brown nipple of life..
   the world is fucked up in
   jealously.. greed.. hoarding..
   and all stuff related to fear.. repression
   and oppression of emoTioNs and SeNSes
   including Sensuality and Sexuality too.. and
   when pArts are missing from the love and lust
   check list to keep it all in Naked BaLAnCinG Force
   of God
   within..
   anyWay..
   the naked
   rat dead and
   bleeding pissed
   me off.. in a way
   that says cold.. from life
   cold from living all toGeTher as a team of Life
   in respect
   of all
   that means
   to live.. mY FriEnd..S..:)

   And on top of that science shows
   the human connection is the number
   one source of happiness and when
   folks make over 50K or so to meet
   basic needs money and stuff
   don’t mean
   shit
   for
   human
   happiness..
   and i for one
   totally agree..
   as money means nothing
   to me.. and stuff and concrete
   bLocks
   aWays
   from
   HoMe
   of naked
   flesh and blood…
   aka
   god
   basic
   essence
   at Core within…
   as my fingers dance
   across a Keyboard FReED..:)

   Whatever you like
   and money
   don’t
   solve
   it.. A ruse
   of the lottery
   that doesn’t
   feel
   what’s
   empty..
   lots of emptiness
   out there reflected in art
   that says six inches this way or that
   or maybe so much more or whatever..
   of bucks
   to fill
   a space
   will not
   bring the
   eternal life
   of heARt.. A SpiRit..
   a SoUL that’s wide awake..
   and on top of that when it’s
   dry
   is when
   it’s tight..
   as dollar
   bills are never
   wet with deeper stuff..:)

   My theory
   is brothers
   and sisters now
   take it on on each
   other for what they
   cannot take out on the
   bullies at school.. in case
   that is part of the entire pie
   of life..
   hmm..
   other than
   that even kittens fight..;)

   What! you’re
   at church..;)
   this sounds
   more like Japanese porn..
   that’s only funny when consensual of course..;)
   Imagining Shawna writing this at church on her
   smArt
   phone
   although
   i kNow that’s
   not what you meant..;)

   Your Body
   IS A wonderland
   is my
   my
   favorite
   Song pArt
   from her Xpartner..:)

   BiNGo!
   SYCHRONiCiTy!
   for
   the WTF WiN..
   as i continue
   to move
   from
   your
   top
   down
   to your bottom..
   and i’ll be back up
   at your top in a few..
   to check that out again2..
   as i
   move
   past 42..;)

   The wife
   says i make
   her head spin
   as i eat life all at once..;)

   hmm..
   sounds
   like
   Monster
   anime stuff again..;)

   okay.. i’m stARting
   to get a little
   empty..
   hoping
   for another
   naked woman
   to keep me gifted..;)

   Red sith
   kiss..
   i suppose
   in somEways
   i give that image2…;)

   Cherry wine..
   a fine drink
   at the end
   of 42 and
   back up
   to the
   top again
   for 42 first..:)

   But i’m not moving
   all the way to the top…
   i’ll start about neck
   high and
   move up
   somewhat
   slowly..
   as a Ribbon
   uncoils some more..;)

   Yes..
   Jealousy
   is the fear
   of losing
   a steady
   supply
   of
   oxytocin
   warm and fuzzies..
   or perhaps ownership wHole..;)

   Burberry..
   hmm..
   what visual
   image does that
   word bring.. hmm..
   i’m kinda tired now..
   but the pay
   off is
   how
   all the
   pARts of
   the puzzle
   fit back toGeTher..
   time for naked sun and sand
   dance.. to get my libido of life back uP..
   meanwhile.. i haven’t found a comment from
   you.. but the delicious reward my friend is just
   your existence
   just your creativity
   just your soul that i’ve
   already come across here..
   and Love to see.. and that’s enough
   as don’t need no instant gratification
   i
   AM
   LOVE..
   anyway
   you kNow
   where to
   find me
   when you ever
   wanna say hi..
   and yeah this makes
   44.. it’s a number of destruction
   in the bible.. but i can make any
   letter/number
   and any
   word love
   juST cause
   i can and WiLL..:)

   WiNks.. you
   can to New
   York
   as
   a
   Kid to
   in YoUR heARt..
   and sTiLL liVe
   in Alabama too..
   New York.. New York..
   all refreshed now after
   Sun and Sand Dance..
   it doesn’t
   take
   much
   to
   charge
   me uP.. hehe..
   yeah.. you are one
   oF only ONE aLL that
   caught the metaphor
   of the Robot Prongs connecting
   to all of rises arms of sKeYes..;)

   “fey
   fā/

   giving an impression of vague unworldliness.

   “his mother was a strange, fey woman”

   having supernatural powers of clairvoyance.

   SCOTTISH
   fated to die or at the point of death.
   “now he is fey, he sees his own death, and I see it too”

   -from the top result on a Google Search.. hehe..
   and me thinking you’ll take the first two out
   of three for glass much more than
   half full
   haha..
   yes..
   this Fey
   shIt
   is more
   than real…
   iN FaCt it’s reaLiTy
   in dreAm tiMe once
   Standard
   IQ
   iS dropped
   out NoW oF
   cultural heLL..
   and pews and such as that..
   anyWay.. glad to see you aGain
   mY FriEnd aGaIN..(s) and catch you
   on the world wide poetry web.. alWays
   noW
   when
   that
   Now
   comEs aGain..;)

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5. katiemiafrederick says:

   October 21, 2016 at 4:21 PM

   https://lifeconfusions.wordpress.com/2016/10/21/lets-make-a-change/

   Yes.. i love to do ‘that’.. Zee..
   today in my yard..
   in fAct.. very
   recently.. less
   than an hour ago..
   i was outside reading
   this as i always come in
   with ten fingers to write
   a SonG back to what muses
   me in life in terms of fingers
   dancing across
   Digital
   keyboard
   of HeARt.. and
   a shadow under the
   fence caught my eYes
   without prescription sHades..
   i saw the melting snow left in the
   year of ’72.. and the strange depression
   at seeing a clear azure sky with ever green
   leaves sTiLL in February then.. to contrast life
   in all its glory.. but the problem was and is sNow
   is rare here as DArk can be without struggles of liFe
   that see the blood
   and guts
   of survive
   my friEnd..
   and sure those with
   blood and guts.. want
   support to kNow and FeeL
   that otHeRs share that pain..
   and sure..THeRE is more want
   of pleasure that feels and senses these
   days than numb as less than pain.. Emotions
   are what moves uS dArk and liGht as Muse of HUman..
   celebrate the liGht and respect the dARk i FeeL to see
   kNoW sEnse..
   aLL
   of
   God
   and noT
   jUST pARt..
   of God’s HEart..
   it’s worth noting
   aGain.. that HE
   is only
   40%
   of
   HeART mY FriEnd..
   and both are worth
   celebrating in divine
   he and divine art aS oNE
   FoRce of GoD aLLonE..:)

   Reply
6. katiemiafrederick says:

   October 21, 2016 at 4:37 PM

   https://thefeatheredsleep.wordpress.com/2016/10/21/servants-of-their-tempest/

   sMiLes.. my FriEnd.. Candice TFS.. oh what
   a relief becoming an Anthropology
   Major iN College was/iS away from
   Red State
   narRow
   heLL
   of closed
   mindS in ways
   of seeing A patch
   of dirt iN panhandle
   way no different than
   middle east tunes of ISIL
   without the bullets but rockets
   sTill of shAMing Different iNto pain..
   anyWay.. cultural differences that range
   from teaRing foreskin off to genital mutilation
   to the black teeth Japanese women suitable for
   tYiNg maRriAge riGhts..
   hiGhliGhts
   thE TruTh
   And liGht..
   wE maKe
   oUr realiTies
   what tHey are through
   environment of cultural
   spoons.. fed from birth..
   faCt remains…
   wE can now
   also be thE Director..
   Producer and Actor
   oF our own pLays witH
   CaN WiLL aS Self actualization coMes..
   aWay from pLays oF otHeR choirs thaT sheet tHe sAMe..:)

   Reply
7. katiemiafrederick says:

   October 22, 2016 at 8:23 AM

   Affability can be an asset….

   Good morning gigoid.. three days late to comment i am arriving
   as the last several days have been jam packed with mostly
   blue sky and flesh and blood activities… including
   seeing a new Psychiatrist with the usual
   extra long version of a Fred-talk.. and
   dancing.. floating.. as a winged
   seagull in reverse with
   Athletic shoes on
   in deep sugar
   white sands
   for miles and
   miles on endless
   horizons of beach..
   then home.. then dance with the usual
   writing to accompany all of that accompanied
   by a new world Fred record per se of only competing
   against myself in replacing eight 45LB plates with
   Four 100LB plates and adding a couple more 25
   LB Plates on my parallel leg press with arms
   raised in sky moving from 930LBS to
   1020LBS now for 33 reps..
   where the ‘fellow marines’..
   didn’t make a sound
   while finishing
   this
   feat
   and when
   i started out i heard
   a strange popping noise
   from underneath my feat
   but thank Goodness.. hehe..
   nothing broke.. and nothing hurts
   after the high of that is over too with
   accompanying ballet and martial arts dance
   using all the Nautilus Machines as sparring partners
   too.. anyway.. i make the best of what i came with
   with no limits.. and a visit to a new psychiatrist
   had been weighing heavily over me
   now for 14 months.. as there
   is always the possibility
   in logical terms i could
   go back to hell..
   and sure..
   i want to make
   sure my life is still
   saved if i ever go there
   again.. although i personally
   with no logic at all have 100% faith
   i will not as long as i stay away from
   the machine of the system that enslaves
   the human heart away from human into
   empty machine itself.. and there was
   no psychiatrist in the range of 50
   miles of home who would
   even accept new patients
   with my insurance until the
   one i found that i visited this week..
   most of them will not see a person with
   Asperger’s as they have no drugs to fix the
   problem.. whereas my new doctor after he heard
   i had negotiated a dance for mind and body balance with
   area public stores actually offered first and wrote me a prescription
   for a somewhat license to dance within the realm of the laws that protect
   Americans with Disabilities as an act to insure everyone can mainstream
   with their accommodations into society.. including a wheel chair as
   dance.. people in my area are surely ignorant not to understand
   that our emotions and senses are regulated and integrated
   respectively through the art of movement.. little autistic
   children spin and flap as a form of dance to innately
   instinctually and intuitively do this in a world
   that is highly stimulating or not stimulating
   enough depending on the kind of
   Autism a person has
   as its just
   a label
   like all others
   for the neuro-diversity
   and general bio-diversity of
   the human condition.. anyway..
   just catching up.. as i always look
   forward to your art of wisdom here
   to riff off of.. as creativity when set fully
   free in stream of consciousness writing
   from deeper within.. no different than so-called
   holy prophets in biblical way.. just another kind of
   human intelligence that machine cognition will not bring
   alone as you surely know and feel.. a gift that comes greater
   later in life too.. as we extinguish the requirements of machine
   cognition in a world truly overall grown too complex and convoluted
   to even be
   human these
   days in feeling and
   sensory greater ways
   of the tribe toGeThEr iN
   smaller group units to forAGe
   for Survival and even thrival toGether
   as A Team of GreAtEst liGhtS iN fEarless
   and smARt Unconditional Love noW for each
   oThA togethA as a rap song might end/Begin for Now..;)

   “In the moment between stimulus and response lies freedom.”

   ~~ Steven Covey ~~

   And when the two
   become one
   and
   contingencies
   die alive foR Now..;)

   All that is harmony for thee, O Universe,
   is in harmony with me as well.
   Nothing that comes at the right time for thee
   is too early or too late for me.
   Everything is fruit to me that thy seasons bring, O Nature.
   All things come of thee, have their being in thee, and return to thee.”

   ~~ — Marcus Aurelius Antoninus — Meditations, iv, 23 ~~

   Nature is seasons
   Humans are seasons
   i am A
   son
   of the
   seaS Ocean wHOle..:)

   SMiLes my friEnd.. love the
   poem you shared and truly
   it plays to A
   Beauty
   of GroWinG
   Older as we
   appreciate beauty
   and the act of life..
   and strive to share
   LiFE in free acts of Creativity..:)

   “Reality is a cliche from which we escape by metaphor.”

   ~~ Wallace Stevens ~~

   As my new Psychiatrist
   agrees.. metaphors are
   forms for underlying essence
   of EmoTions and SeNsory
   FeeLingS..
   not surprisingly
   metaphors grow
   greater as well as
   the ability to understand
   them when our EmoTiOns
   and SeNSEs and SeNSuaLiTies
   are sEt free.. away from PriSonS
   of mechanical cognition as even science
   shows that social empathic communication..
   in terms of connection.. in moving.. creating
   ways is inhibited by the reason of nuts and bolts
   to
   make
   tools of
   survival for
   potential thrive
   as long as the
   essence of what
   it means to be human
   is not run over by a FuckInG Bus
   in terms of nuts and bolts and tools..;)

   “Who are you?”

   ~~ Curious Bee ~~

   i AM
   ours..:)

   “Do you have the patience to wait till your mud settles and the water is clear?
   Can you remain unmoving till the right actions arises by itself?”

   ~~ Lao Tzu ~~

   Pebbles
   make
   waves
   and sTill waters..
   wait and see it’s true..
   Patience makes stiLL waters too..:)

   “If you would hit the mark,
   you must aim a little above it:
   Every arrow that flies
   feels the attraction of earth.”

   ~~ Henry Wadsworth Longfellow ~~

   No
   Pain
   no gain..
   story of LiFe..
   and deATh
   and LifE..
   and
   Death.. ETc..;)

   “Do thou restrain the haughty spirit in thy breast,
   for better far is gentle courtesy.”

   ~~ Homer ~~

   And if thee don’t find
   an appropriate
   place to
   release
   the inner beast
   the’LL never be
   all tHee can be either.. heHE..
   in terms of conFident and FReED..;)

   “Gli arcobaleni d’altri mondi hanno colori che non so.
   Ma lungo i fiumi d’altri mondi nascono fiori che non ho.
   [The rainbows of other worlds have colors I don’t know.
   But along the rivers of other worlds flowers are born that I don’t have.]”

   ~~ Fabrizio De Andre ~~

   KilLinG
   wonder
   iMaGining onLY
   colors one can see..;)

   “The strongest of all warriors are these two — Time and Patience.”

   ~~ Leo Tolstoy ~~

   And A best
   place oF all
   is wHeRe
   Patience
   and Time
   never exists @aLL
   @iNFloW@iNZonE..:)

   “What is man’s chief enemy? Each man is his own.”

   ~~ Anacharsis (f1. c. 600 B.C.), Scythian philosopher ~~

   ~~ Stobaeus, Flor., II, 43 ~~

   No one can
   adVocate
   like
   sElf..:)

   “In every enterprise consider where you would come out.”

   ~~ Publius Syrus — Maxim 777 ~~

   Without
   enterprise
   water swims
   me and air flies me..:)

   sMiLes gigoid.. sorry you are
   feeling a little down as i remember
   by your last of three blog posts i am
   behind on and a fourth one to come
   momentarily if not already i’m sure..
   but hey.. there are two rides
   on a bus back and forth
   to the Biloxi
   Casino’s
   as i ready
   for that next..
   along with a Mullet
   Festival of public dance
   with whatever Band is playing
   there in Niceville Florida after
   church.. and the best part of all
   is i will spend no money at all..
   relatively speaKinG as usual it’s all free..
   cheap thrills life is.. alWays for me my friEnd noW..
   as crazy is as crazy does when alWays Happy now..
   and the main Casino we are going to is named the
   Golden Nugget.. when i walk in i Am A King of that
   place
   ’cause
   i Am
   a naked
   Golden
   Nugget.. my FRiEnD..
   and now a Bruno Mars
   Song to accompany this too..;)

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8. katiemiafrederick says:

   October 22, 2016 at 11:46 PM

   So.. yeah.. A ballet-like dancer.. weighing in at around
   230LBS.. Leg Pressing 1020 LBS noW in parallel way
   at 33 times.. hmm.. don’t mistake grace for weakness
   hehe.. and yes.. the rest of my body is accordingly as
   strong as that.. and has.. lET’s juSt say.. a great deal
   of stamina to keep going as i did ballet on
   sidewalks moving that mass..
   9.11 miles today all
   around the Boardwalks
   of Beach in Biloxi Casino way..
   hmm.. it feels really good to be able
   to sting like a butterfly floating.. in grace
   of control in moving art.. but what i must always
   be careful of is not to run into anyone and even
   make sure they don’t run into me.. if the brick
   wall metaphor gets through to what it’s like
   to be Superman2.. for real.. no joke for real..
   i don’t move unless i want too.. when folks
   run into me.. as i am anchored solidly
   to the ground in balance.. but when
   i float i am the air.. the water same..
   but when i stand my ground..
   let’s just say i own it
   as half a ton leg
   pressing feat
   of toNnage..
   wiLL NatUrallY noW do..
   and although alWays.. quite
   strong after i hit puberty and those
   concrete plates with the plastic covers..
   i always wondered what i would be like
   to be as strong as a linebacker and move
   with a grace of strength like a ballet person
   too.. well.. it’s magic.. don’t need no head banging
   football game or boxing matches.. but the fire in the
   Force within.. Fearless.. in both essence and form is
   full of steam.. and grace as water and air as gift.. and
   i feel blessed but if you think it was easy getting to this
   place.. you likely haven’t done your Olympic training yet..
   as yes.. i work-out as hard as an Olympic Athlete as well..
   when i’m not painting a Sistine chapel and more with words..
   a symphony as such.. that relatively speaking not many folks
   even know is going down.. well.. epigenetics and neuroplasticity
   in adaptation to struggle for change.. makes.. or breaks us weak
   or strong.. i pick the Lucy show and no.. not the red headed version..
   the one of branching out more.. online and the real world too.. in hU
   man potential.. no limits.. no expectations only more as i continue to
   grow stronger and more creative as life gets both older and newer at
   the sAMe
   now now.. the
   reAlly good news..
   is considering all my
   challenges of life.. it
   seems the only thing
   holding.. most folks
   back noW from this
   kind of poTential Now
   is yes little faith that is
   correct.. FAiTH IS A Force oF
   hUman EmoTioNs and seNsoRy
   Power of pure positive fearless and
   smArt Love that can gRow wHeRe no
   one else and more will go even higher and
   HiGher but first things first.. seeking.. finding
   practicing a FaiTh that is more than juST a word..
   as empty shells of form go wITh trUly little essence oF iSREAL..:)

   OK.. now back to A Casino Day Video slide presentation
   with Facebook Algorithm helper as so free
   with ease and breeze.. scent of salt
   air beach French settled home
   of Biloxi living with seafood
   at touch of abundance
   for living in warm
   lands somewhat
   of even winter.. hehe..
   particularly if you even move
   and circulate the blood all the
   way from head to toe.. yeah.. too
   many folkS iNcluding me.. spenDinG too
   much FucKinG timE noW liVing iN tHeIR
   FucKinG Head to the point they believe God
   lives in a book or closed in.. in temples and
   spiRed Buildings only pointing straiGht uP..
   Well Nah.. don’t forget the real Temple
   oF God.. EmoTioNs.. SeNSes.. SeN
   suaLilTY and yeS SeXuAliTy
   FloWinG noW iN ZoNE oF
   FLESH AND BLOOD
   SKIN HAIR.. TOUCH
   ME TOUCH ME
   LOVE LOVE ME
   LOVE YOU
   WHATEVER IT
   TAKES TO GET REBORN
   AGAIN AS FREE CHILD OF
   GOD OUT OF FUCKING BOOKS
   OF HUMAN CONTROL.. STRONG
   ENOUGH TO KNOW TOO.. MOST IMPORTANTLY
   FEEL THE TRUTH OF LOVE.. that feels no fear
   of doubt.. hate.. as Dark and Cynicism oF LiGht
   WeLL.. long long long ago.. on September 11th..
   yes 911.. the nile overflowed its banks according
   to myth and legend sAMe as reAL to fertilize
   A Land of Abundance.. with the first reAlly
   Stiff Egyptian God MiN as God of aLL
   Fertility to spRead some Good news
   aS Seed oF LiFe.. WeLL.. these
   hUman ARCHeTyPes
   are STiLL cOmiNG
   iSREAL lEt’s juST
   say as positions
   continue to change..
   iN soMe iSReAL places.. hE.. HE
   for those in the kNow and FeeL oF ALL THAT iS..;)

   Feat of Joy

   And here.. the tide of Facebook Macro Verse Memories
   waveS in ‘Feat of Joy’ from two years ago.. A much smaller
   MacroVerse of course.. as hey.. when the Nautilus sTarts
   MaKinG A sHell not uNLike God and the UniVerse plUs..
   stuff seems to be kinda compact and condensed..
   lEt’s jusT say.. at first in BeGiN and eNd as
   NoW too.. so it WiLL continue to
   BE iNteResTinG.. heHE.. @lEAst
   to mE to see how this total
   NautilusFredSheLL continues
   to uNFoLd oNLiNe as
   tHaT IS A place wHeRE
   MeMoRiES.. and soULs
   lAst lOngest.. as hey.. we are
   StILL LooKinG at Mona Lisa..
   are not we doing that and no one
   even KNows for suRE who sHe even
   was or iS.. butt the bottom liNe is thaT
   woman inspires oTheRs no matter iF sHe
   even existed or NoT.. the EmoTioN.. the SeNse..
   and FeeL of iNspIrATioN IS As reAL as IF sHe
   never existed.. as art IS A new verse of God’s UNiVerse
   alWays as that iS whAT hUman BeInGs do bEst wiTh
   iMAginATion.. sET free iN MoVinG CoNneCtinG and
   cReAtinG wAYs noW.. aNyway.. more gorgeous
   photos oF Navarre bEach of what used to be
   the quaLiTy of the best greeting cards for pay
   in HallmARk way.. hey.. Baby.. this tUrn oF A
   A FriEnDlY cArd iS as ISrEAL FrEE as tHey coMe NoW..;)

   Back to the Future of Pan Sand Now

   ‘Back to the Future of Pan Sand Now’.. Rhyming and tiMing for aLWays
   NoW.. @LEast He HE.. and this is the MacroVerse i was WiLLinG
   and Able to wear my Insane Clown Posse or whatever combination
   of words say that on that shirt from a year ago.. when the
   dVerse Poet Theme for lInks was/iS also Halloween..
   then.. and the Sing of that SonGs dArk and liGht
   of FuN for this Tween of 13 days
   bEfoRe Halloween and
   ALL Saints dAy eve
   too.. as liGht
   and dARk
   miXeS for TwIliGht
   Bright iN smArt and Fearless
   UnConDitioNal Love maKinG
   aLL F liFe Holy and Sacred fearless
   of dArk.. and briGht oF liGht the stairway
   to Heaven is alWays oPen for those who pray
   an iSrEaL pLay oF liFe allToGeTHeR aLLonE allthatis
   HoLdInG Hands wiTh God SAMe sKeYes all thatis noW toGeTheR oNe..:)

   YouTube Facebook Memory share from
   three years ago.. “Don’t Let the Sun Go
   Down On Me”.. my first and practical
   somewhat last attempt at Karaoke
   at a pARty relatively shortly
   after i got well.. and
   my singing has improved
   much after this at Catholic
   Church but hey.. already have
   enough irons in the fire of creativity
   in wriTing.. Photography.. and Dance..
   Male Nude Renaissance aRt.. etc.. etc..
   to become a Superman Singer too.. but
   meanwhile.. A Sun/Star continues to rise..
   all free without fame or money.. but hey.. as
   Batman’s mentor said during his 5 years of
   dArkness.. go for legend.. and according to
   the Dance Audience.. all ready got that title..
   over a year ago.. that continues to grow just
   for fun.. and that’s the thing.. do what you
   love to do and love it and people will
   eventuAlly express tHe same for
   you.. with or without fucKing
   Green BLack Dollar Bills..
   My Sun is all star
   and no
   FucKInG
   Lincoln Pennies..
   or Green BLack Washington
   Bucks to stifle my Creativity in
   anyway of modern rules that choke
   hold creativity for modern bucks of luck..
   nah.. no gamble when aRt iS Free verse aLL ThE SaY..;)

   And hell no.. i don’t just alWays cover the original song..
   and that’s the way creativity goES for Free when no
   contingency iS tHEre for competition..
   and improvisation comes as riff juSt
   for Fun like Jimi Hendrix
   or Syd Barrett and a holler
   of ‘American Idol’.. for me..
   befoRe the Dance even got
   in full gear.. i Love SinGinG..
   blessed like my mother with
   perfect pitch.. when i BrinG iT
   oR noT juST for FuN.. i dAnce and
   SinG wiTh Visual iMages and words
   oF poEtry iN moVinG way of Motion pictures
   too.. wE HuMans when moVinG.. CoNnecTinG
   and creATinG toGether iN GiVinG ShARinG ways
   make this liFE a Great AdVenture woRth liVing noW
   on what this Planet truly is made to Be for those who exercise
   the gift as inheritance of heaven now.. hey.. let iT aLL go.. and flow..
   and with that said.. as small side note.. my first nude art blog
   is back on public from private.. as it’s all for fun.. and when
   i wasn’t in as good a shape as i am now.. it would be
   highly hypocritical of me.. not to show the before
   photos.. as hey.. i am here TO FucKinG PROVE
   THAT HUMAN POTENTIAL GROWS ACROSS THE
   LIFESPAN.. AND DOESN’T STOP AT AGES LIKE
   30.. 40.. or even 50.. and even noW as the first Atlas
   and Jack LaLanne sHowed.. not even at 60 plus and
   70 and past those numbers.. and on top of that the beSt
   paRt IS A SpiRit never need GroW oLd iN EmoTioNal
   and SeNSory way oF mINd.. and BoDy And heARt/+
   SoUL BaLanCinG.. FeeLinG and SenSinG aLL oF liFe..
   wheRe one day the majority of folks have adult blogs
   with warnings that naked is coming on next.. jusT for
   Fun to show they are not ashamed to wear God sKIn..FREE.. do you have
   what it takes to be this free.. bottom line of unashamed to be a child of GOD..
   and perHaps one day people will see the body as just another natural gift oF God Free..
   all of the
   body with
   no parts excluded
   or functions as anything
   less than holy and sacred
   in a New York.. New York.. that
   one can feel from head to toe ALL FREED..
   but of course only if they and WiLL to do it..
   Cover uP iF yOU want to.. but i have no secrets to hide..
   seriouSly privacy is something created in hell for people
   afraid
   to look
   at all of
   God without fear..
   i ain’t scared baby..
   how ’bout you.. go team
   go teAM Got teAM liGhTnoW..
   After all if the holy rollers can support
   a man who brags about sexual assault
   i can FucKinG Dance naked and even run
   for President.. if wanted to give all this freedom away..
   of just being me.. legend.. never suffering at the hand
   of fame.. or ‘important’.. hEHE
   the meek.. the fiRst
   the lASt
   and
   all that
   jazz and irony2..
   i go the inside
   line with God
   naked noW..
   and F iN FReED..
   New York nude baby..
   yeah.. i AM tHE FucKinG
   Anti-Trump.. i don’t grab iT..
   i Bring iT oN all For FReED..;)

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9. katiemiafrederick says:

   October 23, 2016 at 12:22 AM

   Coming Home

   SMILes.. mY FriEnd.. Prajakta..
   it seems to me it’s true that
   home sTarts and ends
   iN a place
   oF heARt..
   SpiRit free
   eXpresSinG
   eMotiOns
   SeNsEs..
   MoVinG..
   CoNecTinG
   to ALL of Nature
   uS and wE and
   mE and oUrs..now..
   wiTh CreAtiVity noW iN
   GiVinG and ShArinG Now..
   no less than so-called homeless
   people like the one’s i met as people
   under bridges of holding hands.. and then
   the African American Man and his wife as if
   melanin matters.. stopping on the side of the
   road in their car away from a casino.. to see what
   we were taking a picture of.. and eventually pulling
   over and asking me to say a prayer for the God oF all
   Nature i see and feel and sense while hOlDinG Hands…
   Home to me is wheRE aLL of liFE dArk and liGht bEcomes
   sAcred
   one
   as LiFe..
   anyWay.. nice
   to see you writing
   and have a nice day.. My FriEnd..:)

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10. katiemiafrederick says:

    October 23, 2016 at 12:52 AM

    It all seems suitably combed….

    WeLL.. my FriEnd gigoid.. back
    aGain after a very long day oF ‘a day
    in the life’.. of me.. and of course
    that reminds me of the Beatles
    and one of my favorite
    pieces of album
    Art that has
    so much
    acausal
    connecting
    principle psychological
    significance.. as i create my
    life WitH NaTurE oNe.. yeah..
    that God thingy.. as all is interrelating
    and interconnectinG as i/we/us/oUr sPeak..
    iN terms of ME for noW heHE.. but anyWay..
    alWays thOught iT interesting that years of Biblical
    stuff has ended in a metaphor aS Son oF Man.. hmm..
    so what IS A Son of Man.. could be daughter.. etc.. etc..
    too of course as trUly anything of creation too.. iSREAL
    and BeYond aS Such iN terms of Quantum ways oF LooKinG
    bEyOnd reAliTy too.. we meAsure and obServe.. as Such in direct
    way seeing smaller than wHole piCture ONe witH sMAllEr than WhOle
    hUman eYes.. etc.. anyWay.. we are in a unique position of album cover
    aRt wHere all those folks on the cover can eventually come to life aGaIN..
    except hmm.. perHaps for that somewhat anonymous status of a Law Enforcement
    officer as stone statue from John Lennon’s home as Burial Ground Decoration with
    flowerS and all of that however of course the hope is that Stone Statue becomeS now
    sonS of men who are wise instead of elders who fail sTiLL WiTh igNoRance mY friEnd..
    as anti-Apocalypse in original Greek DefiNiTioN oF course.. on course..
    so iN A way
    the book iS
    oPen iN terms
    oF IT.. eXploding
    all types/feeLinGs oF ArT
    and BeyOnd aS SciEnce
    too.. where trUly the BRIDgE
    of Frankenstein is thE FucKinG INternet..
    hehe.. anYway.. it’s true i do look an awful LOT
    like that Son of man riSing on that album cover set
    in stone.. with more to Koan my friEnd in Long Form oF course..;)

    “Love is, above all, the gift of oneself.”

    ~~ Jean Anouilh, Ardele, 1948, (2, translated by Lucienne Hill) ~~

    And tHeRE
    are many
    languages of LoVe..
    And perHaps oNe faiTh
    as aLL that iS thaT and moRe..;)

    What is the first business of one who studies philosophy?
    To part with self-conceit.
    For it is impossible for any one to begin to learn
    what he thinks that he already knows.”

    ~~ Epictetus — How to apply general Principles to particular Cases ~~

    ~~ Discourses, Book ii, Chap. xvii ~~

    i know noThing..
    thEre ‘foRE
    mY heARt is FilLed
    moRe than nOthing..:)

    “I am the shadow my words cast.”

    ~~ Octavio Paz ~~

    Some days the shadows
    seem larger
    than
    i
    AM..
    but sure
    that’s all i know..
    and more than kNow..:)

    “In’I no expect to be justified by the laws of men.”

    ~~- Bob Marley ~~

    PoliticK
    laws
    alWays change..
    justifiEd bY PoliTics..
    t0ck
    tiCK.. tocK..
    cLock.. ticK
    tocK tiCK head change..;)

    “Brains first and then Hard Work.”

    ~~ Eeyore, Pooh’s Little Instruction Book, inspired by A. A. Milne ~~

    BRain
    neVer coMes
    unTil A first Step..
    oF
    HArd
    Work..
    soFt wAre..;)

    “It is one thing,
    to show a man that he is in an error,
    and another,
    to put him in possession of truth.”

    ~~ John Locke ~~

    Experience…

    “The human condition is such
    that pain and effort are not just symptoms
    which can be removed without changing life itself;
    they are rather the modes in which life itself,
    together with the necessity to which it is bound,
    makes itself felt.
    For mortals, the ‘easy life of the gods’ would be a lifeless life.”

    ~~ Hannah Arendt ~~

    aS in otHeR words
    thaT
    too..;)

    “We don’t see things as they are,
    we see them as we are.”

    ~~ Anais Nin ~~

    we are
    are..:)

    Costing not less than everything.

    ~~ T.S. Eliot ~~

    iN addition..;)

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11. katiemiafrederick says:

    October 23, 2016 at 8:53 AM

    It’s worth noting.. to mE..heHe..
    YeLLow Boy IS A MiNime..
    GOldMeMber…

    Now.. Back
    to An original
    schedUled ProGraM
    wiTh no F iN PlAN..
    But first.. a note.. for those of
    you in the occult KNow.. of Aleister
    Crowley and stuff like that.. remember aT
    the end of ‘The Book of the Law’.. yeah..
    i know ‘he said’ beware of discussing it like
    ‘they say’ the bible can’t have any words added to it
    and Muhammad has the last prophetic words// well.. at
    least the book version of Jesus said in 14:12 that there will
    be those after who do greater works who believe in what he was
    saying back then.. or whomever scribed it ‘tween his death
    and after 40 years of Aramaic oral tradition.. the literate
    and educated Greeks then came on board with writing to
    select what of many sectS.. inNCLUsiVe oF Christianity
    sounded cool to them.. ranging from the belief
    in one God to twelve God’s.. so yes.. round
    table discussion among illiterate peoples
    changes much over 40 years and hell
    no faith does not mean just
    ’cause someone said it
    to someone else second
    hand and thousands of hands
    it IS A gospel truth.. unless you
    will to do that with your own choice
    of course.. ignorant or not.. of new factors
    and feelings and senses that come into play
    iSREAL as such now.. too.. and then of course the three
    to four hundred thousand scribe mistakes.. many honest
    copying mistakes to on purpose and hey.. it might sound
    better if i add ‘this’.. while no one is looking.. hmm.. and sure
    as scholars show too.. it’s only likely that about 2 books as
    letters of Paul are even from an actual Apostle of
    the flesh dude Yeshua back then.. and it’s a ‘Wiki
    Fact’ that Muhammad’s house mate and closest
    confidant disagreed with the print version of
    what he said.. after Muhammad died
    and what he supposedly said got
    all written down.. and as we
    understand noW in a big
    new world.. that yes..
    folks can go to a
    deeper subconscious
    pArt of tHeir mind iNclUding
    the genetic memory pArt and
    BRinG uP Human Archetypes of
    the distant past that we all share
    in ways of EmoTioNs and SeNSes/SeNsuaLiTy that
    we attempt to share with each other.. creating
    abstract symbols known as letters.. words and
    yes.. numbers too.. and back to Aleister Crowley’s
    book of the law that preSents a somewhat callous
    masculine side of human for will and survival that will
    do whatever it takes in tribal war time and such as that
    to ensure subsistence and reproductive necessities are
    in order to keep the tribe going in areas wHere abundance
    is either non-existent or threatened by others and now of
    course that abundance includes cultures and symbols
    as such that folks hold holy and sacred.. including
    Lincoln cents and Washington bucks.. eTC.. and
    literally and figuratively anything that humans
    assign value to from the time they are spoon fed
    values almost from birth in the particular culture
    they are born to be in.. so.. Mr. Crowley starts/ends off by
    saying that do as thy Wilt is the only law
    with Love as the guiding principLed
    Emotional Force that counts with
    one’s True WiLL being iN BaLance
    wItH GodETc.. of Nature.. he for
    one became sentient of as thaT varies
    for the eYes aS Multi-Verse of the
    human who sees and feels and senses
    more of Nature allthatis in Interrelating
    and Interconnecting Force oF noW aLL that
    some folks see more or less of from A to
    Z and bEyond.. well anyWay.. after that Mr.
    Crowley went his own way devising a religion
    that folks could share if they willed to do that.. thOugh
    never a contingency of something BAD happening.. yeah..
    like eternally burning in a psychopathic leaning fire
    if you didn’t obey the folks who spoon fed you
    that from birth and all of that.. anyWay..
    he attempted to share the essence
    of what he believed in through
    that deeper part of what
    can be termed holy
    spirit wHere God
    lives within.. yes.. liGht
    aND dARk.. and ‘tween of
    Beyond sHades of Grey and
    hues of Rainbow plus colors too..
    and Mr. Crowley was at least humble
    like Jesus enough to say that greater folks
    would come to do more.. and in his case he
    forecast one special person that can be everyone
    if they read it like that same as John 14:12 IN THE
    SO-CALLED Jesus New Testament too.. for whom and
    whatever scribe wrote that.. with tHeir deeper thinking
    and feeling caps on to help the species go on.. Free..
    surviving and even thriving and this my friends
    is named the attribute of Altruism that sees
    the wHole as Bigger than pArt as mE..
    and like Spock said the needs of
    the many outweigh the needs
    of the few.. and considering that
    Mr. Crowley tortured small animals
    as a child while his Mama called him
    a beast.. like the devil.. and perhaps she
    was part of what made him leave his fellow
    mountain climbers to die on a mountain as
    altruism wasn’t fully a power he had.. but anyway..
    the dude was a rational Genius who attempted to move
    to human archetypes and higher powers of libido through
    practicing sensuality that even science shows now increases
    productivity and creativity.. and sure it feels like magic huh and
    works as libido.. like any 13 year old girl and boy doesn’t
    already understand this along with the 60 year old
    bleached blonde with push up bra pointed at pastor
    in church.. particularly if the pastor looks and
    moves anything like Magic Mike XXL.. heHE..
    people are funny when they deny tHeir
    human nature.. they make me giggle..
    and turn all red and such as that..
    haha.. well anYway the
    Aleister Dude says someone
    will come and peck the eyes out
    of Buddha.. Muhammad and then even
    Jesus hanging on a cross.. and here’s the
    thing.. that just means for metaphor.. perhaps
    that the myths will be uncovered as what “they”
    are as vehicles and vessels carrying and houSing
    TrUth and liGht and sure some FAlse and DArk too..
    as marketing 101 says is necessary in
    emotional.. including sensual hyperbole
    like Victoria’s Secret in the mall..
    to sell the product that every
    one not only wants but
    needs too in the basics
    of food.. drink.. shelter
    and reproductive powers
    of success to make the work
    of the night and day more creative
    and productive to make the grade of LIVE
    and even thrive alive as rise.. per Kundalini..
    Satori.. Nirvana.. the Kingdom of God as Heaven
    within.. and infinite other numbers of metaphors that
    express the iSREaL Human shared as similar experience
    of Enlightenment sTill today.. so at the end of ‘The Book of
    the Law’.. yeah.. per that book that Paul McCartney was
    speaking of in “A Day in the Life’.. although you will
    never see them elaborate.. as they may even
    be spooky about the voodoo scientific proven
    opposite Affect/Effect as the negative power
    of suggestion as converse nocebo
    effect from the same scientifically
    proven power of placebo in positive
    power of Belief/prayer as suggestion..
    yeah.. if you belief bad shit happens to
    yA.. it’s more likely you will subconsciously
    now come to act upon your internal power of
    suggestions in belief.. so weigh your will
    in words/prayer oF liGht if you want yoUr forTune
    cookie to sing a happy song iN positive consequence
    after the action you do next.. inspired by Song of Emotions
    as guided by associated symbols of words.. etc.. in what
    ever you find dARk or liGht or ‘tween value of in life as
    you or you let others create your life for you as you go
    with great or little Force as Power of relative free will
    with the rest of Nature plus.. also Known and felt
    and sensed as God allthatis.. so yes.. at the
    end of the book of the law2.. Aleister who
    has come to make many human symbols..
    sacred and holy with shared meaning and
    purpose.. lists a bunch of letters and says that
    someone eXplains coMinG after him as IS A prophecy of human
    some Egyptian Gods and Goddesses said no different than
    the burning bush of Moses.. and just another Gabriel
    in a cave.. per what Muhammad said he heard deep
    within too.. in sacred mEaSuRe oF symbols to house
    the essence of that in vehicle and vessel of human
    symbols kNown as language then for whomever
    sPeaks words as forms for essence like Angels
    for the liGht inside and devils and demons
    for the dArk inside.. as eXpreSSinG thAT
    through what becomes
    then.. so-cAlleD holy
    and sacred text.. next..
    so sure.. the key again..
    is the more you make holy
    and sacred in life aS meaning
    and purpose in positive intent
    inspiring positive action and
    consequence the higher you go
    in the Kingdom of God.. could be hell
    or heaven.. or the ‘tween of 50 shades of
    grey that sadly Mr. Crowley spent most of his
    life in with drug addiction.. failed marriages.. including
    some of the folks close to him ending up in insane asylums
    as he explored the dARk side.. of the places that are pretty
    stupid to go.. but hey.. trial and error to warn the rest of the
    tribe you don’t wanna go there.. but still.. folks take his
    message of doing drugs still to heart and die of
    overdoses.. indirectly as a result of that
    dark inspiration still.. the point is.. tHere
    is alWays room for prometheus improvement..
    and that includes everyone and never just one
    man as the end all of eYes and ears for the pARt
    oF God that lives freer or not as the human race now..
    i AM not afraid.. that allows me to go free high and higher
    but i am more like a Captain Salt now.. than then Sergeant
    Pepper whose goal was to become the Devil’s Chief
    of Staff.. yes.. the Dark side he explored and the
    dark side he reaped in the abuse of drugs and
    other folks selfishly until his death..
    thAT don’t work for the liGht
    of A
    Captain
    Salt in terms
    of Stone Statues
    on the albums of covers
    oF LiGht more.. now with or
    without mustaches of meek..
    and last and first inside to do more..
    and help the rest of the tribe to rise uP
    to liGht and away from the pain of dARk..
    the water is sweet as free and Love ToGeTheR..
    do no harm.. be free.. and love each oTher is what i say iSREAL..
    sAdly.. tHeRe are many dArk strAnds of life to travel to get to GOLd..;)

    http://www.sacred-texts.com/oto/engccxx.htm

    “76. 4 6 3 8 A B K 2 4 A L G M O R 3 Y X 24 89 R P S T O V A L. What meaneth this, o prophet? Thou knowest not; nor shalt thou know ever. There cometh one to follow thee: he shall expound it. But remember, o chose none, to be me; to follow the love of Nu in the star-lit heaven; to look forth upon men, to tell them this glad word.”

    -Aleister Crowley
    from ‘The Book of the Law’

    TrUth
    Is whateVer
    bE liGht iS uP 2 yoU..
    And mE.. anD wE aNd uS and oUrs..:)

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12. katiemiafrederick says:

    October 23, 2016 at 10:23 PM

    Facebook Friend.. Rafiah.. protests
    in terms of Pakistani Feminism as follows..

    We still are treated like cattle.
    And we are expected to follow
    blindly what we are told and
    commanded by the superior
    sex that have happen to be
    superior on the basis that
    they happen to be born with a pair of testies.

    And i say in return and defense of her view…

    Rafiah will become A Female
    Leader of Pakistan and
    ‘Fix’ ‘this issue’..;)
    Anyway.. without
    A woman
    To lead my
    ADHD.. i
    Would become
    Lost..;)
    Anyway2..
    God lives
    For Free in
    And as all of
    Life and when
    God as Living
    Within Demands
    Free God aS and oF Free eventUally
    Wins.. as
    Sociologists
    Affirm noW
    Will be A
    ReaLiTy iN
    Muslim
    Countries
    By 2050..
    AGain..
    God wins
    Free aS and
    iN We Freed..:)

    And now i say with Skyfall music
    in the background.. that i initially
    used for the last Micro-Verse as pARt
    of what will be named as this entire 714th
    Macro Verse as ‘Son oF Man More’.. as soon
    as the brew of it is over for now.. hehe.. anyway.. “A Day
    in the Life’.. fits what comes before all of this jusT finE.. noW..
    yes.. and what did i say.. oh yes.. and today at Catholic Church
    the Good Cop Jesus appeared in the scriptures to back up the different
    among us with Unconditional Love.. and the new Priest man who is employed
    by the Pope there took advantage of politics and took a swipe at the Democrats
    out of Wiki Leaks that tools a swipe at the fundamentalist systemizing archaic ways
    that still go on in the Catholic Church.. again.. the legal abortion supporter.. the Hillary
    as of course if the Pope and the Catholic Church had their way.. medically safe abortions
    would be abolished and we would become a third world country in effect of what was
    already going on with unsafe abortions over here before 1960.. and as World
    Health Organization studies show.. countries where medically
    safe abortions are not allowed has little to nothing to do
    with any less unsafe abortions per example of
    mostly Catholic Mexico.. where abortions
    are illegal there and birth control
    is against the Catholic
    Rules other than
    abstinence that
    does not work with
    Human Nature off course..
    and the fact is.. without effective
    birth control rates of abortion go up..
    and as the World Health Organization studies
    show.. these countries have huge numbers of permanently
    disabled women.. and greater suffering to the unborn through
    the unsafe practices of abortion.. where there is statically as many
    of those going on in Mexico… like we had before.. 1960 over here in
    the U.S.. too.. Bottom line is.. when faced with unwanted pregnancies
    and particularly when there is barely enough subsistence to support the
    rest of the family humans will do what it takes for the other children to survive..
    it happens in a global way.. and when there are no medically safe alternatives
    as greatest safe alternative for effective birth control.. the consequences
    can easily and are sTiLL Measured in terms of human misery and
    suffering.. unborn.. born child and mothers and
    fathers and all who are associated
    with human
    ignorance
    in what could be
    fixed much better with
    words as simple as effective
    birth control.. yes that is insane
    and stupid and archaic when there
    IS A much better reasonable way where
    there are neither Unwanted Pregnancies
    or Abortions.. with safe and effective Birth
    Control in lieu of the dArker paRts of life that
    come.. with or without a license in safe medical
    way to do abortions.. and it is the same way with
    marriage.. make a women stay in an unhappy one
    or man same.. and more human misery and suffering
    comes at the hand of the church of course that convinces
    folks they cannot be free children of God.. but nah.. don’t
    try to convince the closed minded of these simple facts.. as they
    would rather see people suffering vs.. admitting they are simply wrong..
    by the books as it says.. full of dArk and LIGht inconsistencies without
    integrity of ethics or morals.. as already highlighted in other Macro-Verses..
    particularly.. “710th MacroVerse oF Faith”.. yeah.. the bible IS A Dr. Jekyll and
    Hyde dARk too.. depending on the scripture in chapter and verse that comes
    one’s way in church.. there are no good answers for ignorance as pain.. misery
    and suffering usually end the day.. wHere rEasoN.. noW WiTH TrUe Unconditional
    Fearless LoVE rULinG thE day Now away from ignorant chains.. of past inconsistencies..:)

    The Facebook Video Slide Assistant provides a nice overview
    of Sunday crisp Azure skies Catholic Church morn to celebrate
    a Hallway for someone very special to come to church.. namely
    some folks who need to be covered from the rain and such as that..
    in disability ways of traveling too.. and then the October Fall Festivals
    continue to March in October.. with the Niceville Mullet Festival.. moving
    a little to our East here.. but never the less more and such.. Red State
    fundamentalist hell as such.. as even the Country Music Band
    members were lauding the man from bragging through
    grabbing as sexual assault of women.. as
    yes.. no different than the sTiLL Cattle
    of Pakistan that Rafiah Highlights..
    as objects to control one way
    or the other for birth control..
    as all patriarchal religions at least
    now origin in Abrahamic religions to the
    Roman Empire.. expanding huge tribes to gain
    even greater subsistence in control over other folks
    too.. where fear and repressing and oppressing human nature
    is most always the sad song of the empty HeARt.. SpiRit and SoUL..
    Day and Jesus F. iN Christ not even one person out of a crowd of
    hundreds to a thousand and more.. would not do at least a duo
    with the solo of me dancing fast and fearless and furious
    just for fun.. anyway with enough practice and
    laser focus
    miracles
    come both
    iSREaL and easy
    in effortless effort
    as reward from God Living
    WiThIN and fulfilling hUman
    Nature potential greater greater..
    as there is nothing wrong about being
    strong.. walking tall and no bowing to
    those who would slave you.. and even make
    a Humble Yogi-Like dude named Yeshua.. into
    an only Begotten Soldier Sun God to originally
    expand the Roman Empire as Emperor Constantine
    road the coattails of that myth and constructed a
    monolithic Sun God Statue of his self as Trumps will do..
    anyway ignorance walks in dARk corridors of soUL away from liGht..
    i’d really
    love to
    turn them
    on.. and sure i’LL
    keep doing it solo for the
    end of days as beginning of
    lifting the veils of ignorance
    in the real original Def of Apocalypse
    now that means just that opening the blinds
    away
    from
    ignorance
    now.. away
    from doubt.. fear
    and all stuff related to hate2..:)

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13. katiemiafrederick says:

    October 24, 2016 at 8:58 AM

    Hmm.. i suppose i now should pay some homAge to
    the field of audience who as Katrina says.. generouSly
    filmed my dance antics solo in front of them for literally
    hours yesterday.. yes.. to the tunes of two country bands
    and that goes to sHow i do not discriminate against music..
    hehe.. as nah.. it’s not my first choice but to expand one’s
    artistic mind and body in balance one must open it to other
    genre’s of art and thOught per se and yes even the other thoughts
    and art and bodies too that are more restricted.. repressed and yes..
    oppressed too.. depending on the culture one is spoon fed from birth..
    hmm.. and this is red state U.S.A… if there was ever a place where even
    sociologists show this is the worst place in the U.S.A. to attempt to be
    different as most everyone sings of the same sheet of choir music to
    the Tunes of Trump mostly.. in ignorance of more of what life
    has to offer when Newly freed and unplugged away from
    the matrix that has been delivered to them
    and sometimes force fed from birth..
    yeah.. like don’t don’t move in
    Church and School.. don’t
    smile and laugh or cry
    Johnny.. be a real
    man and make sure
    you are strong enough
    to go to war for your country
    and yes.. that makes sense too..
    if you are raising soldiers to be cold
    blooded killers to take empathy away
    that naturally is aversive to harming others
    of the same FUCKING SPECIES.. OKAY.. WELL..
    WE NO LONGER LIVE IN A LITTLE MIDDLE EAST
    PATCH OF DIRT.. that is not fertile where folks struggle
    for even something to eat.. overall.. people do have enough
    to eat.. we even have a social net that provides food stamps as
    such.. and social programs that allow folks to maintain basic subsistence
    items when they fall under hard times.. including mental and physical
    disabilities.. so the Declaration of Independence can continue to come
    true as American dream for the right to life and liberty and the
    pursuit of happiness and i don’t know about you but for
    me that is reason to dance everyday 365 days a year
    for at least a few hours and if this was Ireland still..
    or the Indian Pow wow.. there would be at least
    some more folks dancing as a tribe instead
    of sitting like knots on a log as audience
    instead of player as they are doing here..
    although.. obviouSly.. many of ‘them’
    are either interacting with
    4 to 5 inch screens
    vicariously or
    hehe.. just hiding
    the fact that they are
    video taping me to share
    on Facebook later in Niceville
    town.. to share the wild and free thing
    in human form they saw at the fall festival
    with all their local friends as such.. hehe.. but
    sure.. what ya gonna do.. when the 230LB dancing
    man who flies through the air on terrestrial land with
    the greatest of ease suddenly comes to a complete rested
    stop.. and aims his camera directly at you hehe.. like he caught
    you invading his privacy which is not private at all.. ‘ya ‘big dummies’..
    so go ahead.. free for all.. this is a public place and public stuff is ongoing
    you can see as free.. why the fuck not share it for free.. and sure.. inspire some
    of your red state friends to move out of the box with neo plus too.. and hehe..
    i could have
    shared some of
    my restricted links
    consensually of course
    with no Trump Grabs.. but
    only a few young military wives
    were nice enough to get close to
    me to give me some big grins of hey..
    sure.. i saw the younger version of Magic
    Mike XXL too.. and i can dig this too.. hehe..
    at least from a distance of course until i meet
    you at
    Seville
    Quarter
    on girl’s night out..
    anyway.. free is for fun..
    life is for joy.. and anyone
    is welcome to dance with me
    as long as the heArt iS in a place of Free..
    oh yeah.. and one good old boy stopped me
    for a handshake on the way out and tried the bone
    crusher hand shake with me.. i suppose.. assuming
    he thought grace means a limp wrist as such and sure
    i showed him what it was like to shake ‘Superman2”s hand2..
    every day a surprise i have for the ‘other ones2’ of course..
    yeah.. not only do i parallel leg press 1020 LBS 33 times
    now with my arms raised to the air like a ballerina.. there
    is a hand grip machine that i use with 200LBS to the tune
    of 100 reps or more.. if i have time before they close as i
    do
    do
    all
    i
    can
    be like the
    Army Rangers say2..
    DO NOT CONFUSE
    MY NICENESS IN
    NICEVILLE FOR WEAKNESS
    HE HE.. as the water can kick as too..
    if necessary.. after a hurricane comes to town2..
    with calmest center eye liGht to shine on ‘you2’..
    nah.. humble does not mean weak or boWing dOwn..
    but sure.. if i was emperor psychopathic leaning Constantine
    i’d be sure that a verse for your control got put in that said
    turn
    the other
    cheek.. and
    i’ll slay/hate you if
    you don’t do what i say..
    oh.. the lies.. oh.. the sweet lies..
    that control human being.. yeah.. now
    like the one that says lustful thoughts
    are evil when they are the human source
    as science shows for productivity and creativity
    when balanced with love… ‘Apocalypse’.. in original
    Greek Term of lifting the veils of ignorance…
    iT’s what’s for Dinner for FReED..
    per Neo’s and New age
    Jesus’.. eTc.. as
    originAlly free..
    and other real
    flesh and blood folks
    wHo FucKinG uNPluG noW
    WiTh eYes and eARs and
    sKIn naked free wiTh and as
    pARt of GoD whOle Ocean SinGs JOY..
    Well.. as i continue to build this Nautilus shell..
    less and less it becomes necessary to seek outside
    inspiration.. but of course i am not a small sea creature
    that works alone like that.. i am human therefore i must branch
    out further than my own autistic shell that is tempting to revert back to
    too.. but not a place for being human.. anyWay i’ll do both.. as the motto
    of the Nautilus Logo of my University of West Florida goeS in Oliver Wendell..
    Holmes speak of build thee more stately mansions.. and it’s funny.. on the last
    day of three degrees of that school.. feeling accomplished without a clue of what
    i would do next.. having no idea what kind of work to do for money.. no idea that i would
    work close to two decades in a Military Federal Civilian Service Bowling Center rising up to Manager.. then support assistant
    for a Captain of the NAS Pensacola place of employment in a reduction of force.. back to
    Community activities Director and then Athletic Director at end of that quarter of a century
    career that started earlier at age 16 as Janitor cleaning stuff up and picking up the
    loose ends as such then with the addition of Book Store Clerk and Research
    Associate in Archeology at University towards graduation with a full load
    of school with these part time jobs after i already succumbed to
    one break down.. not understanding i was on the
    Autism Spectrum with a touch of bi-polar then..
    as that diagnosis complete was not even
    in the books then of shrink school..
    as sure… i exceeded by social capacities
    of life in stress and my condition became
    disabling but only for three months.. and i came
    back stronger than ever before then.. and anYway..
    as i left school.. i knew i was gonna do something no
    one had ever done before and sooner or later they would
    say yeah.. he graduated from here.. i have no idea how i knew
    that then.. it was just intuitive.. and although what i do here is beyond
    the comprehension of 99.99 percent of the population at hand where i live
    at least.. iT doesn’t lesSon the fAct that i am all i can be.. in appreciation of this
    gift and these gifts of life both dARk and liGht.. and the 66 months of hell.. yes..
    literal hell in a life threatening break down of mind and body balance soul from
    ending fight or flight stress that i could not escape for the last 2 years of my
    career culminating in that hell from January 2008 to July of 2013.. is the
    source in darkest nights of soul that BrinG this explosion of creativity
    and productivity here.. like a big bang from total darkness..
    as above so below.. i reflect the creater whoLe of
    aLL i can see.. and all of this is both a prayer and a tribute
    to God.. even if God that lives within is the only one who listens
    and speaks as the Ocean grows bigger and bigger as beyond
    the archetype of Nautilus and even what Oliver Wendell
    homes was speaKinG about coMes
    trUe in a new old age
    of Freedom..
    Freedom..
    it’s what
    life is all about
    to be all you and ours can be..:)

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14. katiemiafrederick says:

    October 24, 2016 at 11:03 AM

    As the Chambered Nautilus growS iN Memories
    of past travels.. so does the one here continue.. wiTh
    Facebook Algorithm Memories.. and one from two years
    ago here named.. Scarecrow aWAKES.. to the
    metaphor tune of the Wizard of OZ of course..
    to the reaLiTy of Human archetypes
    of the reptilian serpent brain
    for basic survival and of course..
    autonomic bodily functions.. liOn
    in raw courage.. to the emotional
    heARt brain of limbic system that
    is more involved with connecting to
    each other.. when Tin man comes with
    oil of love.. and of course the Scarecrow
    that lacks a neo-cortical brain of reason in
    analyzing what does or does not work noW from
    past to present in trial and error and book learning
    ways of life too.. in collective intelligence cultural ways Now
    of life in clothes beYond naked innate instinct and intuition too..
    so sure.. and then there are those who are in control like the Wizard
    of OZ making devils and demons in books to scare folkS into suBmission
    to build whatever golden empire is going down for illusion away from
    free.. or perhaps transhumanist aids to grow higher and hiGher too..
    as Lucy
    beyond
    sky
    of Diamonds
    iN human potential greater..
    anyWay.. as always more fully
    illustrated in the Macro-Verse liNk
    to more photos.. other liNks and dance
    niGht from two years ago too.. celebrating
    Halloween culture making fun of the dARk iN
    the Good Old U.S.A oF i ain’t scArEd too.. hehe..;)

    Scarecrow aWAKES

    ‘NEW GOD’ EXISTS

    Hmm.. ‘NEW GOD’ EXISTS.. another MacroVerse from
    two years ago.. that really just goes to sHow that the
    new god is the same old god and aLways god
    of natUre that the so-called primitive
    folks experience as verb of
    being now.. interconnecting
    and interrelating to all
    of Nature same
    as God.. naked
    barefoot as no less
    or greater than gRains
    aS Sand of God.. both a humble
    feeling and one of strength oF allone
    in thE greAteST test of Existential Intelligence
    of total and complete power of faith in will and focus
    of healing power now.. as gifted in the inheritance of
    our God of Nature given DNA.. for the struggles of
    our ancestors in success to bRinG uS to this point
    as poTenTial oF Heaven now.. on this beautiful
    green blue brown white orb Earth that is
    Heaven compared to all the rocks and
    liGht we see above/below/inside/
    outside all around the colors
    of human emotions.. feelings..
    senseS even more that
    other animals
    on this
    Planet Heaven
    here.. experience more
    of God than even we do
    in tHeir Special senses/feeling
    way of doing thaT differently than wE..:)

    Dark Chocolate Dreams

    ‘Dark Chocolate Dreams ‘ from a year ago to date..
    addressing the pain and pleasure syndromes
    of human being.. and my ongoing
    conversations with Muslim friend
    SOHEIR.. as we discuss the
    differences and similarities
    of viewing God from
    a bigger picture
    view when
    cultures come
    toGeThER and
    this response floWing
    from what is Holy Spirit i..
    is worth repeating again.. as
    it plays to the crux of difference
    and same oF aLL religions and
    God if one believes all is one
    Force of God Free and not
    imprisoned in
    words
    period..
    or human
    beings.. period too..
    in books or not.. and
    seriously2.. any child of God who
    lives in Nature sAMe.. undeRstands
    these trUths and liGhts by doinG
    God iSReAL and not an empty
    sHell of close to nothing but
    vagueness iN a book..
    God isReaL
    NoW when
    one experiences
    God as pArt
    aLLONE
    iN MoVinG..
    ConNectinG..
    CreAtinG wHolE..
    GiVinG shARing noW
    ways alWays giVing
    more than TaKinG noW
    in a BaLanCinG ACT
    as child of God.. Now
    pARt whOle oNe.. NoW
    and whenever an elegant
    shape like this one comes
    it is more than likely that i for
    one am closer to god aLLone
    and i cannot explain that further
    than what the shape sayS iN all
    innate.. instinctual.. and intuitive fashion
    with hands and eYes of God thaT create FReED..:)

    SOHEIR..
    Smiles.. actually i did
    NOT say that the books
    are NOT revealed to humans by GOD..
    of course all prophets words are eyes of GOD..
    What i did say is ON a desert Isle.. as your other video
    states those prophets and or books are not necessary for
    God to live there with humans
    as those prophets and books
    do not exist
    there at all..
    That is just
    common sense my
    friend.. something
    God gifts to us
    with God’s
    eyes too..
    IN FACT..
    WE ARE ALL
    EYES OF GOD..
    FOR THOSE OF
    US WHO SEE IT
    MY FRIEND..
    with peace..
    blesSinGs..
    Love
    and
    blisSinGs
    AGaiN..:)

    And here.. a one year ago
    share of a stand alone
    micro-micro verse pARt
    of a Micro-Verse as pARt
    of Macro-Verse from a year
    ago.. similar to the one as spoken
    to Soheir above.. except it is
    a Micro-Verse as sliGhtly
    bigger.. pARt of Ocean
    WHole poem sTiLL
    GroWinG past
    3.3 MilLioN
    Words aka
    SonG of mY SoUL
    and KATiE MIA FredericK!iI
    aLtogeTheR as website liNk too..
    per this 714th Macro-Verse
    noW riSinG uP.. named
    ‘Son oF Man More’
    as hey.. even
    the so-called
    Saint John
    dude in
    Chapter
    14.. verse
    12 of his
    book said
    that folks who believed
    in what Jesus was speaKing
    too as liGht would do even greater
    works than Jesus as far as who could
    undo the sandals of folks to come who will
    do more as history shows they already have
    many times over.. per the words of a humble man
    who was not too proud to say folks will do more than
    ‘theY’ in hopes of course iN lifting more of the human race
    up as any truly ‘normal altruistic’ human will do.. not adulterated
    by books and tools that become human more than core of fearless noW
    smARt and Unconditional Love in old age new age golden rule ways.. oF FReED2..:)

    Ah.. squirrels.. they run..
    they climb.. they do tight
    wire acts across poles of
    streets.. pay no mind to
    religions or cultures
    squirrels
    just
    fly
    high
    lifelight..:)

    A year ago share of my profile pic on Facebook that
    is Katrina staring up at a high rise ride at the Pensacola
    Fair.. like she’s looking at the most amazing thing oF all
    that she can relate to as the child who was thrown in black
    water river at Carpenter’s Park when young and told
    swim or sink.. learn to FucKinG swim..
    hmm.. yeah.. tough
    makes tough
    and strangELy
    enough as shy
    as Katrina can be
    she is very tough when
    need be.. drill sergeant style
    as such.. born into the wild of
    struggle and what comes as strength with
    survive.. and sure.. she would have to survive
    the devil in hell for 66 months to help me out
    to even
    live
    as what
    i do now
    as ‘Superman2’..
    as such in metaphor
    of course out of the dArk
    side of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde too..
    anyWay.. she is smiling in glee to see the
    challenge of a terrified young adult on the
    high rise thrill as challenge of life machine..
    and i don’t do heights as i already float on land..
    and am supersensitive to falling down when up.. Now..
    Katrina has no fear of heights.. just dance.. overall..;)

    And finAlly.. a somewhat rare photo of me and
    Katrina doing the selfie thingy at the Interstate
    Fair last year.. that is soon to repeat this
    Saturday as October Fall festS
    come to an end for
    Florida
    Panhandle
    Azure skies..
    and just a memory
    for me too.. as the
    teenage boy who dreamed
    of holding hands with a girl at
    the fair that would not come true
    until 18 years old.. well.. here’s the
    FUCKING BIGGEST DEAL OF aLL.. NoW allNoW..
    you see..? both Katrina and i are considered
    legally and medically totally and permanently
    disabled with she having a condition of almost
    Daily Epileptic complex partial seizures that leaves
    her out of this world for a short period of time and
    then disoriented for up to hours and even losing memories
    of her entire life or weeks or falling down in stores.. thank God
    only one time so far.. with only one Grand Mal Seizure that
    was life threatening when she was in Labor with our child
    who lived 51 days.. and me.. not speaking until age 4
    with Asperger’s Syndrome not diagnosed until
    middle age along with Bi-Polar syndrome
    where my lows are much more
    difficult to deal with
    in death-like
    state than
    the highs
    that can be managed
    with Dance along with the
    super emotional affective sensitivities
    and sensory spidey man Autistic senses too..
    as long as i do not exceed the limits of what
    i can handle as stress including being made into
    a cog in society’s machine.. that i am simply not evolved
    by God to do.. in an all natural neuro-diversity and bio-diversity way..
    you see.. we are those Boot Strap folks that so-called Republican evangelist-like
    Christians look at as totally normal.. ’cause from the outside she could
    be a fashion model.. and sure.. i could be a law enforcement officer..
    even FucKinG sheriff.. as i am mistaken for both law enforcement
    and military for years now everywhere i go.. just ’cause i walk
    tall.. broad and strong now.. with obvious FucKinG fearless
    as Bruce Lee can get now too.. but i work
    for that in stimming ways no different
    than Ben Affleck in what he did to
    gain fearless Balance in his life..
    in ‘THE ACCOUNTANT’ movie.. now..
    except he as actor went a step
    further and took amphetamines
    along with his strobe lights of
    rock hard music.. and see..
    that’s why i go the distance
    and climb a mountain high and
    higher to be free.. as i’m not here
    to move mountains.. i’m here to climb
    them higher and higher.. and if this all
    ain’t a FucKinG real human miracle now of
    Son of Man More.. what the FucK iS it then..
    other than Miracle of iSREAL GOD NoW.. and
    the point of sharing all of this is.. hey.. if we can do it.. so can yoU..
    liKelY.. as this ends another Macro Verse of Both mY souL and Freedom isREaL..
    when i see/feel the rest of the world.. i am the one who sees it as functionally disabled
    and
    simply
    wanna
    do whatever
    i can to inspire
    folks to be re-born
    again as free children
    of God Naked free unchained
    from cultural repressions and oppressions
    that
    make
    folks
    have
    that frOwny
    face that hurts so deep..
    that i can feel every ounce of
    when i dance at Super Walmart..
    and i suppose that iS iN pARt why God puts
    me here.. as sadly these folks in the area
    with the most churches per square mile
    in the record books are lost
    in the dark
    of priSon
    more than
    most anyone
    i feel in the world..
    and that includes now..
    folks i meet all around the world..
    here.. in a heaven with no sun or
    moon.. or golden floors and pearly
    gates.. a place where mY soUL WiLL
    riSe and lEave oN for ages in fAll
    to
    coMe..
    wHo kNows
    FeeLs/seNses..
    perHaPs now two
    thouSand yearS..
    And
    MORE..;)

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