to my Halloween
MEGA BLOG POST!
PICTORIAL FUN WITH GODALLAHGODZILLA…
AND THIS ONE
DIFFERENT OF COURSE..
CHANGE IS KOOL!
AND ON COURSE SINCE HALLOWEEN DOES NOT END
NOVEMBER 1ST.. SHORTLY AFTER
be finished with my New!
KINDA LIKE THE ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW!
SO YEAH! IT’S PART HAUNTED HOUSE2!
AND REALLY WILD STUFF3!
but if counting the other three above
THAT’S ACTUALLY SIX!
REALLY WILD STUFF!
SO IF YOUR HEAD DOES NOT HURT YET!
WITH OH MY GOD!
the HARD WAY..
THE DARKNESS IN LIFE
AS MUCH AS
in a 24 hour period..
i am involved in my first parking
lot at Insurance fault backing into another car
at very slow speed..
taking my eyes
off of that back up camera for a split second
while 2 people engage me in a backing up conversation..
i break the so-called bullet proof cover glass on my iphone5S
and the hinged end off my
SUPER KOOL KINDA EXPENSIVE NIKE GPS SPORTS WATCH..
WHERE NIKE IS WEARING BRITCHES BIG ENOUGH
NOT TO SELL CHEAP LITTLE REPLACEMENT
PARTS FOR A KOOL
SO i simply go to Walmart and DANCE WALK
SHAKE IT OFF..
AND BACK TO BLISS AM i
after a short detour
My wife didn’t quite celebrate it like that but of course
she hasn’t been to ALL OF REAL HUMAN HELL YET..
JUST BITS AND PIECES OF IT..
COURSE WITNESSED IT WITH ME!
i celebrate imperfection of the dark of life everywhere i go..
in my life
LIKE THE MEXICAN INDIGENOUS ART OF OLD
AND ZEN BUDDHISM ART..
THAT CELEBRATES THE IMPERFECTION OF LIFE
THAT MAKES THE DARKNESS
WHAT WE ARE AT CORE
HUMAN BEING TRUE!
A PERFECTIONIST IS THE OTHER END OF THAT!
AND NO MORE OF THAT
GOD SOUNDLY TEACHES ME THAT LESSON.. OMG! YES!
NOT! IN CONTROL
LET IT ALL GO
i wanna stay SANE AND BLISSFUL AND THAT IS!
AND WHAT MAKE ME PARTICULARLY GO INTO RIGHTEOUS INDIGNATION
MODE IS FOLKS WHO ARE SO CALLED FUNDAMENTALIST CHRISTIANS
WHO BELIEVE EVERYONE NO MATTER HOW DIFFERENT THEIR
REAL HUMAN HELL EXPERIENCES MIGHT BE
SHOULD PULL THEIR OWN WEIGHT WITHOUT MANDATED HELP
FROM THE TRIBE!
SELF MADE MEN AND WOMEN THEY SAY THEY ARE AND i say HA-HA!
AS MOST OF US DO MOST DEFINITELY STILL
ON THE TEAT OF THE DINOSAUR AND ALL THEIR FRIENDS
BLACK TAR OIL
OF COURSE MORE AND MORE WE SUCK ON THE TEAT
TECHNOLOGY ALL THE TIME WE GO!
celebrate my DARK SKEYES OF HALLOWEEN HERE!
AND REMEMBER WHERE i’ve been in Halloween skeyes
AS A RELATIVE FREE WILL
YES! IN FEARLESS SACRED UNCONDITIONAL LOVE!
good to see Fnord back
and so happy to hear a success story of a self-made person
with the somewhat challenging disorder of a form of Autism Spectrum disorder…
And yes.. tHere is another guy here who has reported a similar and perhaps even remarkable story of a self-made autistic person…
There was this guy.. that had a language delay until age 4..and could not speak in oral presentation and write well until his 40’s and 50’s.. but no he did not let that discourage him from success in life…
He also was a very frail child and picked on for looking strange and basically told he did not deserve to exist.. but no he did not let that get him down and just worked harder to get stronger.. and more normal looking..
And there is even proof that he has formed himself out into a physical specimen of what looks very much like those statues of Greek GODs with obvious proof as he is also a nude self renaissance artist and a poet at age 54.. per the photos thingy or it didn’t happen…
And this person’s family scenario.. is the father with the money left early.. to leave the mother with little money to raise the children.. in relative poverty by the time there was any possibility of going to college…
But the now young man did not let that get him down.. so he got three jobs.. yes at the same time.. one as janitor.. one as bookstore clerk.. and one as research associate in archaeology to make ends meet running a more than full schedule per semester for college work eventually graduating with three degrees from college.. No.. there was little time for sleep…
But still without written or oral language skills.. the job market was bleak.. so he ended up working in a military bowling center at close to minimum wage.. but that did not get him down.. as he just went one step at a time handing out shoes.. and loved his job all the same…
Oh.. and then there were the people that said he was too strange to ever get married but that did not get him down.. he kept his head up.. and ended up marrying what most people in his area.. consider as one of the most beautiful girls in his area.. at that time.. and fairly running that way still now as she is age 44.. by observance of the men folks in his local area… In fact.. just today.. a college professor noted that she looks too young to be married…
By 1999.. after eating pork and beans and chicken quarters to save enough money for a down payment on a house and purchase of such.. starting in 1993.. the young man still only had $1000 dollars in the bank.. which is not much wiggle room for emergency…
And so then after a child died in 1997.. and fortunately there was enough insurance money to pay the 300K medical bill.. the wife then comes down with epilepsy and can no longer work.. but no that did not get him down or her down.. they just cut back some more…
And by the time 2007 rolled around and after 7 years of threats on job security.. and going higher up as government employed Community Activities Director and Athletic Director.. the now 40 something year old dude.. managed to save several hundred thousand dollars in yes.. just 7 years for the rainy day that was soon to come in 2008.. with 19 medically documented disorders including the worst pain known to mankind.. type two trigeminal neuralgia.. a stint with almost 40 days without sleep.. except for one hour each of the first 35 days.. and none the last 5 of 40.. in a truly Dante like inferno of increasing rings of hell.. each day…
Well.. not able to use eyes or ears effectively for 2 years due to the pain like having one’s teeth drilled without Novocain.. except it was in the eye and ear instead of teeth.. he was locked in his mind.. with no where to escape.. and no effective drugs to help…
So he started writing just to escape some way.. lists at first.. and then more words and paragraphs and eventually millions of words.. one excruciating word at a time with that incredible eye and ear pain…
But one word was a step and he kept going for three years.. until eventually he was miraculously healed of all of this pain and disorders.. with only a miracle explanation by qualified professionals assessing his medical conditions…
So it was time to start again.. and he decided to go in a new direction and yes.. became a well known.. and yes considered famous dancer in his metro area…
In fact.. measured at over 2500 miles now all around his metro area.. in a dance walk martial arts ballet style.. by Nike GPS Sports watch.. in a little over 14 months…
And a poet with some international feedback.. and a martial artist.. considered as a Kung Fu expert.. by training expert in the field…
And no he didn’t even need a lesson.. to accomplish this.. he did it all on his own.. with the help of mother nature’s instinctual human nature ways.. aka GOD…
So yes.. i am self-made man per the lone wolf thingy.. but nah.. i did not build it alone without Mother Nature true aka GOD…
So yeah.. GOD made me…
And yeah.. i’ve got documented proof of this.. down to the 810 LBS i press with my legs now.. in case anyone doubts that real human miracles and GOD exists…
But will I ever judge another person for needing help or taking it.. Hell no.. as i’ve been to real HUMAN hell.. and know the dark part of life.. all to well…
And if one lives long enough.. chances are pretty good they WILL GET A TASTE OF REAL HUMAN HELL TOO…
Let’s just say it’s a valuable lesson in humility and human empathy for one that makes it through REAL HUMAN HELL…
AND THE DISEASE I HAD IS CALLED THE SUICIDE DISEASE FOR GOOD REASON.. YOU can bet the ranch on that..:)
i have all the money i can possibly spend for one reason and one reason only.. MONEY MEANS NOTHING TO ME.. AND REAL FLESH AND BLOOD HUMAN CONNECTIONS IN REAL LIFE.. SACRED UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.. AND MY HEALTH MEANS EVERYTHING.. AND THAT IS WHY i ENDED UP RELATIVELY RICH.. PER THE HERD OF HUMAN BEINGS.. WHETHER i WANTED TO OR NOT..:)
NOTE: CAPS ADDED in for emphasis.. i AM NOT screaming.. in real FLESH AND BLOOD life i’m as calm as a butterfly like Yogi.. inside..:)..WITH YES.. RELATIVE FREE WILL.. the closest thing to self-made man that exists in the history of mankind.. believe it or not.. it’s true…
And to be clear.. relative free will.. not me…
TONIGHT IS MY 31ST RAVE DANCE WEEK CELEBRATING IT
AT MY PLACE OF METRO COMMUNITY DANCE!
SEVILLE QUARTER PENSACOLA FL..
AS i will wear my cheap $15
CONSISTING OF A CAPED SUPER MAN T-SHIRT
WHERE i will go to my KnowNOW
SOMEWHAT REAR ENDED SCRATCHED
CAPED T-SHIRTED VERSION
TO RE-ENTER THE DANCE HALL
FULL OF COLLEGE AGE FOLKS
TO DANCE THE REST OF THE DARK SIDE
GYRATIONS OF HIPS.. TORSO..
LEGS.. ARMS.. HANDS.. FEET..
360 DEGREES OF KUNDALINI LIKE BODILY
AND ME TOTALLY DRUG FREE
TOTALLY NATURAL FREE HIGH THAT NO AMOUNT OF SILLY
by A WAY..
RESERVE THAT WORD FOR SPECIAL OCCASIONS
MY MOST FAVORITE HOLIDAY OF ALL..!
SO HERE IS A HINT OF THE DANCE TO COME
WITH PHOTOS OF THE SUPER HEROES
LIGHT AND DARK
WITH SO MUCH MORE TO COME..
FOR THOSE OF YA!
DANCE WHERE i dare to DANCE
THAT COLOR MY LIFE AS IS!