GODALLAHGODZILLA

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wELl..

As you know

by now

or

KNOWNOW..

Last week I basicKALLy

cre@ed a new word for GOD…

ALLAHGODALLAH!

and 

went on to describe the 

MOVEMENT AND MUSICK

of

ALLAHGODALLAH!

wELl..

considering no challenge is 2small

lately..

In HONOR OF HALLOWEEN!

I

AM

gonna cre@e a new word for the DEVIL..

GODALLAHGODZILLA!

AND GO ON TO DESCRIBE!

THIS NEW!

MAN!

BEAST!

IT IS BASICKALLY A MIX

BETWEEN

FRANKENSTEIN

AND

TYRANNOSAURUS REX..

CAUSE IT HAS 

BIG

JAWS..TEETH..FOREHead..

but

reALLy smALL hands

and 

ESPecially little finger….

WElL..

I AlSO want y0u to knowNOW

th@

thIS version of the DEVIL

reALLy 

exists..

AS

IT IS

THE FEAR

OF DE@H

A

LIVE

AS

DEATH!

NOT ONLY TH@

While as ILLustr@ed

LAST

WEEK..

While I can make a face

scarier than the devil in real 

LIFE..

I had to get a mask to be GODALLAHGODZILLA!

‘CAUSE GODALLAHGODZILLA

IS

MUCH SCARIER THAN TH@

OLD

antiqu@ed

BEAST

THE 

DEVIL!

WelLYEAH!

thIS

Post as usual is gonna be very very long……

before 

IT

IS

finished sometime close to HALLoween..

but !

for those readers..

th@ do not read 10 to 15 times faster than

the 

average human being

LIKE

me..

I

AM

gonna publish early just to give you a taste where

thIS

post 

IS

eventually leading..

AS thIS post is BASICKally a satire on the Devil

but

IT

IS

reALLy serious in someways too…

NOT only th@..@the end 

I

AM

gonna present a little

photo shoot of the POOL PARTY

OF

THE 

DAMNED

WHERE ALL THE 

DEMONS

PRESENT

THEMSELVES

IN

A

POOL..

BUT 

UNTIL

THEN

ENJOY IF one CAN OR IF one WILLs…

First of ALL!

THE FIRST 

test of a reALLy scary Halloween 

creature…

I

S

if

IT

scares wild animals..

including

domesticated

C@S!

wELl

GODALLAHGODZILLA

SCARES YELLOW BOY!

SO 

MUCH! 

I CAN ‘CUT’ off GODALLAHGODZILLA’S

HEAD AND HE STILL 

RUNS

AWAY!

NOW THAT’S

A SCARY DEVIL!

CAUSE YELLOW BOY

HAS

VERY

SHARP

CLAWS AND TEETH!

BUT

IN

thIS case he uses his very quick

PAWS

to run away!

The other test of a reALLy scary DeVIL 

IS

HOW IT 

affects the neighborhood

block

party..

WElL..

GODALLAHGODZILLA

made an appearance @the neighborhood block

party

last 

night

unannounced somewhere in the middle of the party

where 

folks had more than one or two beers..

and

GODALLAHGODZILLA

SCARED

THE

‘PANTS OFF’

SOME

OF THE GIRLS..

AND YEAH SOME OF THE GUYS

WERE

PROBABLY NERVOUS..

BUT YA KNOWnow

DOWN

HERE

IN THE OLD SOUTH…

BOYS

NEVER

ADMIT THEY ARE

AFRAID

OF ANYTHING..HUH!

BUT I DID..

hearHERe..

SOME BACK GROUNd

NOISE! 

OF  GUNS AND NEIGHBORHOOD W@CH

AND THAT KINDA THING..

before..

they

Knew

AM

a real human being

and AM

invited!

AS

wElL

WElL..IT’s Sunday now

and almost time for church so I guess i better get

going soon..

take a shower andALL of th@

or my wife will surely

be@me up!

and no not Scotty

on th@one!

HAHA!

So WTFTW I’m gonna publish now 

and all the pictures and ALL of th@

will come a little 

l@er and maybe finish by HaLLOWEEN NIGHT!

@MIDNIGHT!

🙂

😉

hEHE!

BUT UNTIL THEN..

HERE IS

A LITTLE GODALLAHGODZILLA..HALLOWEEN ETC.

MOOD 

MUSIcK

for my version of a Blogosphere

HAUNTED HOUSE!

WElL..one sees..

ThE GODALLAHGODZILLA

and Halloween not only as.. a little bit.. scary things..

they are also inspirational things..

AS

The

BeST way to 

CONFRONT de@H

IS to FACE IT HEAD on

With NOT only Courage but

LAUGHtER

2

OMG!

The people in my areA in some of the more

fundamentalist

Churches

are 

completely avoiding Halloween as an EVIL THING

JUST

TO

BE

DIsmissed..

So they cre@e so called

HAVENS

for kids to escape HallOWEEN..

welL I must

say

this 

kinda

makes 

me PISSED AS 

wHere the f*** is even the place

for

imagiN@ion gonna come from for these Kids!

HALLOWEEN 

IS 

THE MOST

CRE@IVE HOLLADAY

EVA!

EVIL!

WHATEVA!

WHO GIVES A F***

IT IS

ALL FOR FUN

ANYWAY!

AT LEAST IT WAS WHEN I

AM

GROWIN

UP!

But i’m weLlnow enough to celebrate the HeLlout of HALLOWEEN..

ThiS

year!

I might even present a little video of me walking in reverse..

dancing.. very fast in SuperWalmart!

amongst all the fundamentalist church going folks!

AS GODALLAHGODZILLA!

If

my

wife

doesn’t divorce me first!

Dam don’t know if she can even keep up with me…

to

do

the

photoshoot!

but

we will see wh@I can influence her into doing by HALLOWEEN NITE!

hehe!

Religion..and GOD in general has been a lifelong ‘special interest’ of mine…

I guess I’ve probably spent at least a full year of pondering..and researching everything associated with IT out of the 53 years of my life…

It IS most amusing to me..in an ironic way…

Now that I understand what IT IS like not to physically be able to experience empathy or any human emotions of significance due to extreme and unrelenting pain for 5 years…

IS that for those individuals that are deficient in empathy and or emotions..there is likely no way..they ever experience the actual sensations of connecting to what I describe as GOD as LOVE and LIGHT..in my own true will opinion…

Which is nothing different than I understand what the historical Jesus was trying to communicate with others..

Simply that BLISS is available now as the kingdom of heaven…not a fairytale to look forward to after death…

Simply eliminating all illusory fears..personal judgement and loving others as one self..but more than any other..learning to love one’s self as what one might call GOD…

So the spirit the father..and one becomes ONE….

Well..in effect what I SEE as CHRIST IS THAT SPIRIT OF LOVE AND LIGHT..THE ABSENCE OF ILLUSORY FEARS..PERSONAL JUDGEMENT AGAINST OTHERS…LOVING ONESELF AS ONE…AND ALL OTHERS…

SO..IN EFFECT…the so called religious right..that writes their messages of personal judgement against those less fortunate or biologically blessed…

Are the true in ANTI-CHRIST in TOTAL EFFECT…

But yet they know not what they do…

So as usual..

they..

must be forgiven..2..

Tolerated I guess..and even accepted as challenge more…

But so sad as like the rich guy..they will likely never pass through the eye of the needle..

To come close to feel the bliss of heaven…

That I for ONE…

Feel all the
time…

NOW!

If
ONly
I could
turn them ON…
to ONE…
But NAH…
Some simply are Not
the CHOSEN ones…
for
OnE..
I
t seems…
SO SADyeah…
so sad..
IS all…
IS
IT
GOD IS Not FAIR
Spirits are not living
EQUAL
in LIGHT OR LOVE..
The poor
are truly those..

WHO live
in darkness and hate…

Oh my GOD that IS where true charity falls..
TO HelP those who are deficient…
IN tHIS LIGHT and LOVE..

The poor..many at least are truly the rich…
The rich..many at least..are truly the POOR..

WHAT IS beLOW IS ACTUALLY ABOVE…

IT IS NOT ALWAYS THE
REaLLity
‘they’…
see…
but
@least
i
think
i
see
the
truth
NOw..

And yeah..tHIS song here..
HEAr
IS about reading a book..
and nah..not the bible…
a book of the Law…

And turning on SToNE cOLD heARTS…

And nah..NOt reALLy a day in the LIFE..
reALLy a day in the LIVE..
NoT
EVIL..
or DEVILiVEd

Yeah..and unusually enough..

While the historical Frankenstein has often been portrayed..

as a misunderstood..

OUtcast!

Hollywood is turning him into a superhero..

yeah..you see..

IMAGINATION

CAN

DO

ANY

THInG

FRANKENSTEIN THE ULTIMATE SUPERHERO..

ARISING

FROM

THE

DEAD

TRULY

A

LIVE…

SOUNDS FAMILIAR HUH!

?HEH..

WHATEVER

EH….

WElL

I guess IT IS TIME

For the POOL 

PARTY 

OF 

THE 

DAMNED..

BUT FIRST!

A JOYOUS 

CELEBRATION

OF HALLOWEEN FROM 

ME

IN 

A

PERSONAL WAY OF SIMPLY BEING A CHILD 

AGAIN..

AND 

PRETENDING

WHATEVER

COMES 

TO

 MIND!

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As far as I can see..

the 

secrets to bliss..

are @least

in 

part

to

be

The Writer..Photographer..Director..Producer..Actor..Athlete..

YOGI..

Artist..Dancer..Singer..MusicK Creator….

ETC.ETC.ETC……

and

more than over

Lover

of

one’s

OWN

PLAY

With

the

ONE

TH@IS

ALL TH@IS

OR

NOT

TO

BE

IF IT IS TO BE

IT

IS

UP TO ME!

But not exactly.. as I did not build all of tHIS!

Not even 

close..

NO

IT

IS 

ALL

of the

heroes in thIS

World who think differently

like

STEVE PAUL

JOBs

WHO

MADE

ALL tHIS possible!

FOR THE COMING

NEW

WORLD ORDER!

EVEN FOR A PERSON

LIKE ME WHO COULD

NOT EFFECTIVELY USE

THEIR EYES OR EARS.. OR EVEN

RAISE THEIR ARMS ABOVE THEIR

HEAD..

WITHOUT

ALMOST

PASSING OUT!

INSTEAD! WITH A KEYBOARD!

AND

FINGERS..

DIGIT

OF

ART

BECOMES

ONE!

SO! HERE! IS THE POOL PARTY!

OF

THE DAMNED..

AND FOR FULL DISCLOSURE THESE ARE 

ALL EXTENDED FAMILY MEMBERS OF MINE..

THROUGH

MY

WIFE…

AND YEAH..THEY ARE ALL WH@ one CALLs

CHRISTIANS WITH CREDENTIALS…

THE REAL 

ONES..

TH@IS

Not sure yet if the 

GODALLAHGODZILLA SUPERWALMART

‘DANCE’

VIDEO FOR HALLOWEEN 

IS

COMING OR NOT..STILL WORKING ON THE 

WIFE

FOR TH@ONE…

TOo DANGEROUS! TO VIDEO TAPE ONESELF

IN PUBLIC DOING TH@!

one COULD RUN SOMEONE OVER..

AND UGH..TH@

could BE 

BLOODY MESS..

YIKES!

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Hopefully no one will find any of these pictures

offensive..

But this is why I include them..

There are people who do not believe in the 

physical recovery I AM making..

During this remission

of all of the serious auto-immune related issues that have

challenged me in the 

last

5 to 7 years..

Along with all of the other issues detailed…

Well..with this…I do not have to explain IT..all I have to do..

IS

provide

this

link!

What I find now for sure..Is that this way of life of what the real historical

Jesus

taught..

AS no personal judgement against ANY others..

NO rejection against ANY others..

LOVING ONESELF AND LOVING ALL OTHER..

AS ONESELF!

Escape from ALL illusory fears…

Being the LIGhT and LOVE

THAT

IS

CHRIST

IN OTHER WORDS..

OR WHATEVER WORD OR WORDS

ONE CHOOSES TO DESCRIBE THIS BEING

LIGHT

AND

LOVE!

MAKES REAL LIFE CONSEQUENCES OF BLISS AND HEAVEN

NOW!

NOT IN A FAIRY TALE

WHEN one DIEs!

FOR

MOST

ANYONE..

IF ME @THE LOWEST POINT…

AND ME NOW HERE..WHO COULD NOT

HAVE

THIS 

BLISS OF THE CHRIST LIGHT!

IS ALL

I

KNOWNOW!

i AM 53 years old..

This CHRIST LIGHT LOVE

IS RESTORATIVE..

THERE IS NO

QUESTION

ABOUT

THAT IN MY MIND…

I NOT ONLY FEEL YOUNGER I LOOK YOUNGER

THAN I

DID

WHEN I

am 40..AND NAH..

AS AN AUTISTIC PERSON I NEVER

HAD ANY MUSCLE DEFINITION UNTIL NOW…

THAT’S A COMMON ISSUE WITH THE

CONDITION OF AUTISM

TOO…

THIS FORCE OF CHRIST LIGHT LOVE

CAN

INDEED MOVE THE

METAPHORICAL MOUNTAINS 

OF

LIFE..

AND

MY

LIFE IS

PROOF OF IT..

THAT IS ALL…

And yeah..I take good care of my

BODY AS IT IS

a TEMPle

of tHIS

CHRIST LIGHT..

MY ONLY REAL RELIGION

IS MUSICK..DANCE..TAI CHI

YOGA..AND OTHER

FORMS

OF MOVEMENT

AND SONG!

BUT MOST OF ALL BEING THE LOVE AND LIGHT

THAT 

PERSONALLY 

CALL CHRIST!

And yeah th@’s wh@ tH@ dude Jesus

IS

talking about..

in my

opinion…

Just call me a ‘secret agent’ for ‘GOD’

if one wishes…

BUT it’s no secret anymore..

huh?

More to come until Midnight

on Halloween….

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In 2012..in my desperation..

to find my emotions..any emotions…

I helped an extremely nice wiki editor..by the user 

name Lova Falk..to edit the definition..

of empathy

for

WIKI..

I am user

Yellowboy70..

as an editor..of Wiki..too…

I never forget..her picture…

as one of her

practicing TAI CHI movements…

I saw the BLISS

on her

FACE 

and OH!

HOW I Wanted to 

SHaRe th@ BLISS!

I did not give up..at my lowest

points..

did 

not

commit suicide..

NO MATTER

HOW SEVERE the HUMAN HELL

OF PAIN 

AND

NOTHINGNESS

OF NUMBNESS…

THE

REWARD

IS SIMPLY

BLISS!

THAT IS ALL!

AND ALL I ONLY HOPE!

THAT WHOEVER IS READING THIS

CAN HAVE THIS EXPERIENCE OF LIFE TO0..

AS

TO

TRULY

LIVE..

AS FAR AS I 

SEE

NOW!

MY MUSICK FOR BLISS TODAY..

ALONG WITH THE SACRED MOVEMENTS IN

MY 

YARD! 

IS THIS..

THESE FOLKS ARE ENLIGHTENED IN THIS BAND..

THEY BROUGHT ME LIGHT..WHEN THE CHURCH AT THAT TIME..

BROUGHT

ME

REJECTION..

My Catholic Church..is now..

only one

of 

TRUE CHRIST

LIGHT and LOVE

so thank GOD for that 

too..

for my opinion…only…

HAVING FELLOWSHIP WITH FLESH AND BLOOD..

HUMANS..

IN REAL LIFE! TO SHARE THIS 

LIGHT!

AND

LOVE!

IS

SOMETHING I MUST HAVE NOW..

2..AND yeah..

I can do IT NOW..

finally.. so I do IT…

Religiously

one

might say….

But..Anyway..

Here’s to Halloween

A

GAIN…

Yellowboy says everyday is a Holiday..

when GODALLAHGODZILLA

IS

NOT AROUND…

HEHE…

HE

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CLICK IMAGE!

FOR

YELLOW BOY’S VERSION!

OF DANCING!

IN

THE SUN!

WeLl…!

HALLOWEEN

IS

HERE!

AND TODAY’S FESTIVITIES..

ARE EXTREMELY

SUCCESFUL..

Instead of getting divorced…

our therapist and US

MET

And came to a compromise..

It is determined that!

GODALLAHGODZILLA…

IS

TOO DANGEROUS FOR 

SUPERWALMART!

BUT!

HE CAN BALL STREET 

DANCE

IN

THE 

NEIGHBORHOOD!

AND YEAH THE WIFE 

KINDLY

DID

THE PHOTO SHOOT!

So first of all.. here are the two 

Facebook links to the non-youtube versions..

And then..

the 

youtube versions!

https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=451497678292173&set=vb.100002958358270&type=2&theater

https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=451496181625656&set=vb.100002958358270&type=2&theater

These of course.. are very short

versions

of  how I exercise in shopping stores..

and yes…I go much..much..faster without

GODALLAHGODZILLA

IN

TOW…

In fact…

I did 11 miles a couple of weeks ago in 1 day..

2 miles around the backyard..

2 miles around the block…

4 and a half miles around Kohls..

and then finally thank God it was Friday!

2 and a half miles

around

Super Walmart…

While I am not much for competition with others..

I AM

always competing against

myself!

As I try

to be a best friend and a

challenger to myself!

Writing my own play and at all of that…

if

one WILLS..

Well here are the rest of the Halloween

Festivities..

The last time I celebrated Halloween

was in the Michael Jackson

‘Thriller’ days at a DISCO BAr

called

2001..from the old

Saturday Night Fever Days…

Nice to be 53 and basically a child again..

in

total

outlook

of the world..

The innocence of youth

IS fully back NoW!

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20 Responses to GODALLAHGODZILLA

  1. This post on the Wrong Planet Website..and related commentary….

    http://www.wrongplanet.net/postt243616.html

    aghogday
    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
    Phoenix

    Joined: Nov 26, 2010
    Age: 53
    Posts: 5334

    PostPosted: Sun Oct 27, 2013 8:44 pm Post subject: Reply with quote Edit/Delete this post
    vermontsavant wrote:
    i am completley lost :shaking2:

    confused

    Aghogday Wrote:
    I AM sorry you are confused..but that is completely understandable…

    7 years ago before I got..sick I would have never imagined I would be writing a melodious free verse style of ‘beat’ poetry..

    Or better yet..any writing at all…

    I was never a writer..before I got..sick..in fact I was a visual thinker moreover than a verbal thinker..

    So much in fact..when I lost my usable vision..I was completely lost in my mind without any visual images to navigate the world…

    So in other words..My mind was complete chaos..

    Well..today I AM in total control of the verbal thoughts in my mind..So much now that I am at the point where I can create my own wordplays on the English Language…

    My form of Autism is closely related to Hyperlexia..in that I have an extreme ability for learning with input but a language delay until age 4..and difficulty speaking ors writing coherently most of my life…

    I developed a sing song voice to connect the language and emotions..to avoid stuttering throughout the years…finally with some good success into my 40’s until i fell so very Ill with all the health problems starting about 2006 and accelerating through 2008…until the point of total human exhaustion…through the continuous hyper-vigilence of associated stress…

    The adrenal glandswere basically stuck in the on position for about 2 years..and beyond..even past human exhaustion….

    The Pain I was in was indescribable and eventually I became so numb to life…that I prayed for pain..as I no longer could feel anything at one point..like a piece of paper..and yeah..that’s extremely hard to have any idea what that type of human hell is unless one experiences…IT…

    My lowest point came in 2008…at the bottom of 35 days of 1 hour each sleep and the last 5 of 40 with absolutely no sleep…IT was a human hell where every second seemed like a thousand years..of hell…

    It’s actually quite fascinating to even me..now as now my physical body is healed for the problems I had with my heart and blood pressure with dysautonomia.. vasovagal pre syncope..Sgrogren’s Syndrome(eyes made no tears)..Fibromyalgia..the atypical trigeminal neuralgia that not only affected my eyesight but affected my ears to not even be able to listen.. to music..Severe Arthritis in my neck and moderate arthritis in my lower back along with a congenitally fused vertebrae in the T6 vertebrae of my neck along with a smaller right shoulder bone..from the overall association with Klippel Feil Syndrome…

    My state of mind and health being overall is only what I can describe as bliss compared to those years of suffering all that human pain…

    But here is the thing..the greatest issue for me..that I believe led to all these health problems was simply severe anxiety…of not being in control of my life..per feeling like I would die if I lost my 20 something years tenure as a civil service employee..

    This post is not nearly finished..but the main gist of this post when finished is going to be an attack on fear…

    The devil is a mythological symbol for the basic fear of death…that most humans feel in their life…as collective intelligence and language allows humans to dwell on fears..that are only illusory in reality…

    The only two innate fears of man are falling and loud noises…

    So everything else is an illusion of fear that is possible to be unlearned…

    Well.. after my bout with some of the severest Anxiety my doctor had ever seen..and a forecast that I would never recover…

    I am gaining myself to that point..now…with the help of my new written language capabilities to connect language and emotion….

    Not sure My method of connecting them back with Music and free verse beat poetry would work for anyone else to cure these type of health problems through the power of positive thinking..but I cannot help but to at least attempt to share my current..now..bliss with other folks..AS I could be only selfish..If not to share IT with someone out there in the listening audience..that might inspire them a little bit…who knows..even to save their lives…as the emptiness that often comes with Alexithymia..the condition that I an also diagnosed with…can quite Frankly lead people to a path for suicide…

    Eighty-Five percent of the spectrum is suggested in research to be impacted by Alexthymia..and yes the world play…beat poetry..and my new athletic endeavors to TAI CHI like movements..Yoga…DAnce..and listening to all and every positive piece of music..that leads one to the light of positivity…

    THIS at least in part…HAS restored my ability to laugh again…and express myself with actual heart felt emotions that other people can understand in real life…

    My first step was to finally leave the rigid..black..and white..thinking styles behind and move to a more positive way of music influence…

    And finally being able to finally really connect and understand my emotions with actual language has most definitely been a GOD send to me..as not only do I experience deep emotions again…I have the ability to control them and express them well..which I am still increasing in skills everyday..

    In effect..I have cured the reciprocal communication challenges of my Autism in real life..and I even score an 11 on the AQ quiz as opposed to 44 to 45…just 3 months or so ago…

    My wife and I’s Licensed Social clinical worker…with decades of experience with other people on the spectrum with difficulties with language and emotion…says it is a miracle…

    She’s never seen anyone gain their emotions back that quickly that actually had close to none only a previous few months before…

    For over 5 years I could not remember what it was like to laugh or even feel a smile on my face..I was in effect the living dead 24-7 and the extreme pain I was always in with the dagger like pain in my eye..and ear pain too..was part of what also took my emotions away above and beyond the stress..but again..I am positive now that the bottom line of all my health issues was extreme anxiety…of not having any control over my life…which unfortunately I know fully now was only an illusion as the fears were only something I learned…

    Well I am almost pain free now..a little stiff now and then…and the right hemisphere of my brain is finally matched in ability to understand language metaphor as compared to the logical side of my brain that basically worked like a computer with almost no emotions…

    I experience beautiful complex emotions now..can identity many I could never identify before..and better yet…have almost complete control over them…along with movement through TAI Chi movements..YOGA.. extreme exercise including walking in reverse..and the ultimate experience of bliss..almost always..that is 10 times even better than sex…

    I cannot take anyone to this..place…ALL I can do is share my experience…

    And yeah..It’s strange…

    But the bottom line is I got the result I was looking for as far as getting my emotions back…

    But never expected the bliss I have now..that only increases as time goes on ..as I finally find my true will in this…life…

    As if I had been here forever in the now doing this…

    So no..I do not expect even the majority of people here to understand many of the metaphors and word play I use in beat poetry…but a few do…and some have even been healed a little in connection back to emotions..and language problems 2…

    SO IT is definitely worth the effort..as I am not here to impress anyone or even gain attention…I know what worked for me..and yes..I do nowKNow there are other people who have recovered from some of these problems with similar tools to connect the emotion and language centers of the brain…gaining greater strength in social cognition..as opposed to the type of mechanical cognition..that build car engines..model planes..houses..etc…etc..etc…

    Well this was a long post but you as a human being mean enough to me…where IT is definitely worth my best effort to try to help you understand why my methods of communication are looking so much differently here lately …as compared to the way I used to communicate…

    IT IS philosophy..religion..and even politics and all of that..wrapped into a free verse expression of beat poetry..not everyone’s cup of tea..but still yet..tasty for some people….
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    Giftorcurse wrote:
    I lost you at Godzilla.

    Aghogday Wrote:

    The GODZILLA myth was developed in Japan after the nuclear bombing…there in the 40’s…

    This gave Japan a way to have some psychological feeling of control…over the fears of more Nuclear bombs torturing the inhabitants…

    So in effect IT was like a Nuclear radioactive fire breathing dinosaur…

    And yeah..closely related to what one might..describe as a Tyrannosaurus REX…

    I like dinosaurs anyway…

    And It’s Just Halloween..and more than anything this is a celebration of that Holiday…

    Along with the depths of possibilities in imagination…

    If one dares to move outside

    of the box..

    of the system that is modern culture….

    And closely related to autism spectrum

    disorders too…

    So in total effect the GODALLAHGODZILLA

    is just another metaphor…

    For what people mythologically describe as the Devil….
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    Ughh…the potential dark side of Asperger’s syndrome..and anyone else without the demonstration of true empathy for their fellow man…

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    ruveyn wrote:
    auntblabby wrote:
    what happens to the feebleminded ones if you take their bennies from them?

    Reuvyn Wrote”
    They will remain feeble minded. If we are going to support mental defectives I suggest that we not burden SS with that task.

    Let us have MoronCare, exactly the kind of program that Liberals love.

    Let Obama push thru the MCA (Moran Care Act).

    ruveyn

    Aghogday Wrote:

    And yeah…let’s have empathy care for those with no empathy…

    And nah..don’t say empathy is for the weak..as IT IS the only reason ‘you’ exist….

    That is from a scientific perspective..as empathy is the only thing that keeps social animals going..

    No matter the advantage of collective intelligence..and or technological advancements….

    That is the real risk to the country..the greater loss of empathy…

    And OH GOD..the country has to legislate IT..as people simply will no longer take care of each others….

    In a society bound by wires..instead of hearts…

    And yeah..that’s just a metaphor…

    This ain’t he 1920’s no more…where extended families took care of the health care needs of the elderly…

    This is the 21st century…a place where countries like Japan…have ‘clean up’ companies booming…

    That clean the slime of the elderly similar to you..who have lost all their family connections…

    Living ‘online’..with no real connections….

    So yeah..Obama is a savior like individual along with Nancy Pelosi…

    Just putting the potential clean up crews in the US out of business….

    And for those who think that social connections grow on online trees..

    They are simply full of sh**..

    That’s all…

    And yeah Ruevyn..know you got a nice big family..retirement and all OF THAT..

    But IT is always a longer way down than up for those that live…

    long enough…

    And IT IS those who one stepped on the way down..that one will likely meet at the end…

    Like the African American..welfare queens of past..

    That will likely sooner or later be…

    Changing one’s bed pans…

    And yeah…

    Eventually if we all live long enough..

    WE ARE ALL HEADED THAT WAY…

    So best time knowNow to get used to the idea

    of one’s future likely masters…

    One WiLL not likely be in charge of
    anything at that point…

    Nor would anyone else…

    A good time for humility…
    and charity for all..either government OR private…
    IS ALWAYS NOW!

    I THINK one KNOWs THAT

    One JUST Does NOT GET THE GOVERNMENT PART….

    As far as I see..

    As one and everyone else relies on welfare from the government if one lives in the US…

    The roads..are not ones..one’s built….

    And without them there are usually no groceries..

    Or even

    Free medicare rides…

    To

    The Hospital…
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    ^^^
    YES!!! QFT Star go tell it on the mountaintop wtg
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    auntblabby wrote:
    ^^^
    YES!!! QFT ⭐ go tell it on the mountaintop :wtg:

    Aghogday Wrote:

    Thanks for the demonstration of human empathy there..friend Aunt Blabby..

    I’ll think I’ll take your suggestion to heart..

    Friend…
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    Kraichgauer wrote:

    Talk of empathy has no place in Republican/tea party circles, as they worship the selfishness of Ayn Rand.

    Aghogday Wrote:

    Religion..and GOD in general has been a lifelong special interest of mine…

    I guess I’ve probably spent at least a full year of pondering..and researching everything associated with IT out of the 53 years of my life…

    It IS most amusing to me..in an ironic way…

    Now that I understand what IT IS like not to physically be able to experience empathy or any human emotions of significance due to extreme and unrelenting pain for 5 years…

    IS that for those individuals that are deficient in empathy and or emotions..there is likely no way..they ever experience the actual sensations of connecting to what I describe as GOD as LOVE and LIGHT..in my own true will opinion…

    Which is nothing different than I understand what the historical Jesus was trying to communicate with others..

    Simply that BLISS is available now as the kingdom of heaven…not a fairytale to look forward to after death…

    Simply eliminating all illusory fears..personal judgement and loving others as one self..but more than any other..learning to love one’s self as what one might call GOD…

    So the spirit the father..and one becomes ONE….

    Well..in effect what I SEE as CHRIST IS THAT SPIRIT OF LOVE AND LIGHT..THE ABSENCE OF ILLUSORY FEARS..PERSONAL JUDGEMENT AGAINST OTHERS…LOVING ONESELF AS ONE…AND ALL OTHERS…

    SO..IN EFFECT…the so called religious right..that writes their messages of personal judgement against those less fortunate or biologically blessed…

    Are the true in ANTI-CHRIST in TOTAL EFFECT…

    But yet they know not what they do…

    So as usual..

    they..

    must be forgiven..2..

    Tolerated I guess..and even accepted as challenge more…

    But so sad as like the rich guy..they will likely never pass through the eye of the needle..

    To come close to feel the bliss of heaven…

    That I for ONE…

    Feel all the
    time…

    NOW!

    If
    ONly
    I could
    turn them ON…
    to ONE…
    But NAH…
    Some simply are Not
    the CHOSEN ones…
    for
    OnE..
    I
    t seems…
    SO SADyeah…
    so sad..
    IS all…
    IS
    IT
    GOD IS Not FAIR
    Spirits are not living
    EQUAL
    in LIGHT OR LOVE..
    The poor
    are truly those..

    WHO live
    in darkness and hate…

    Oh my GOD that IS where true charity falls..
    TO HelP those who are deficient…
    IN tHIS LIGHT and LOVE..

    The poor..many at least are truly the rich…
    The rich..many at least..are truly the POOR..

    WHAT IS beLOW IS ACTUALLY ABOVE…

    IT IS NOT ALWAYS THE
    REaLLity
    ‘they’…
    see…
    but
    @least
    i
    think
    i
    see
    the
    truth
    NOw..

    And yeah..tHIS song here..
    HEAr
    IS about reading a book..
    and nah..not the bible…
    a book of the Law…

    And turning on SToNE cOLD heARTS…

    And nah..NOt reALLy a day in the LIFE..
    reALLy a day in the LIVE..
    NoT
    EVIL..
    or DEVILiVEd

  4. WelL I’m finally gaining my full heart and language back together after five years of being a shut-in with an incredible disability FROM a myriad of health problems…

    As such…people in the real world outside of this internet persona are once again connecting with me..so White Pearl bears an explanation I guess..again at tHIS point…

    You see I did have a stone cold heart…and did not think IT would ever awake…

    There were only three girls that I could feel any acceptance from on the internet..IT did not matter my gender was different…

    It was only acceptance of someone who was very different..than most people online…

    But the straw that finally broke the ice cold heart…was WHITE PEARL…

    Anyone who thinks that words cannot break or make a heart.. are sadly mistaken…

    One word synesthesia along with friendly acceptance from one girl ‘friend’..was all It took to start my blog journey of creativity…

    One word of poetry from another girl ‘FRIEND’…was all IT took to start the imaginations of my emotions again…

    One word of simply I love you..with unconditional love for a complete stranger..FOR a much older man from the west..in the USA..a culture considered hatred by most in the country of Pakistan…

    Was the flame that finally lit my spirit into flame again…

    Well I would give my life for the love and light I see as Christ now…

    And would do almost anything to help this girl..that I could realistically do..living so far away…

    As the gift of LOVE and LIGHT shared freely and unconditionally with others..who are strangers and so different from other in lands of preconceived notions of hatred…

    Can surely save…
    The humans species..as WHOLE and OnE..and who knows…
    even many others species on this PLANET..

    BEFORe ALL IS SAID AND DONE1!

    http://foodpeopleloveandstuff.wordpress.com/2013/10/27/happy-birth-day-my-love/

    katiemiafrederick / October 28, 2013
    WeLl girl ‘friend’ and nah..not the intimate kind..
    It’s nice to see someone else play with wells and ll’s and twos and all of that besides me…
    I don’t feel quite as alone to day after seeing that..the alone that IS in my mind that IS..

    But anyway..I wish your love happy birthday..as he or she or IT OR AlLah must be a beautiful mind2….
    @least…Love..Xx

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    katiemiafrederick / October 28, 2013
    Oh..and I forgot to mention everyday IS birthday for one who IS LOVE and LIGHT..with ONE..
    So happy birthday2 you…2iguess…
    And nah..not the band….

    katiemiafrederick / October 28, 2013
    Ya know I read your ‘dead bride’ on your twitter feed…

    Why not share It here I wonder.. but that it finally makes your true feelings known that are not at one with your culture…

    OR yOUR parents….

    And perhaps you would feel isolated FROM those friends that keep that tradition core to their heart..hearinghere..but your heart is free…

    And obviously feel you would lose what IT is that you have of yOUR parents LOVE….

    IT is NOT ONE THAT WILL EVER LIVE IN PRISON….

    yOUR HEARt that IS…

    And the tradition is killing IT..it is obvious now that i read that piece that you wrote..

    You have to be the one to say no to dowry…not yOUR parents..and not yOUR society…

    YoUR gift is the greatest gift of all as chosen by AlLAH and that is to spread hIS LIGHT and LOVE..to ALL others you come in contact with…

    Not all have this beautiful gift.. not even close to all…IT IS THE GREATEST GIFT OF ALL..

    AGAIN..AND AGAIN..AND AGAIN..I SAY…

    YOU HAVE THIS GIFT YOU MUST SHARE IT.. ALLAH WILL HAVE IT NO OTHER WAY…

    ‘HE’ will drag you through the hell of all time..NOW..until you finally LISTEN TO HIM..

    ALLAH IS NOT yOUR parents..ALLAH IS YOUR MASTER…

    ALLAH IS NOT YOUR CULTURE..ALLAH IS YOUR MASTER…

    SO LISTEN TO ALLAH AND ONLY ALLAH.

    PERIOD…

    THE ONLY REASON YOU CANNOT SLEEP IS BECAUSE ALLAH IS LIKELY TELLING YOU HELL NO..

    ‘I’ HAVE DIFFERENT PLANS FOR YOU THAN yOUR culture or yOUR parents…

    LiSTEn to ‘me’ damn IT…

    There are things worse than death..

    The terror of not listening to ALLAH’S TRUE VOICE….

    And finding your true will..

    OF ALLAH…

    Not a will of any man..

    or woman..

    other than yOUR..

    ALLAH

    TRUE WILL..

    A
    GAIN..
    PERIOD….

    And nah I am not angry at you..

    I think ALLAH IS..

    That is worse than

    any human anger…

    it is THE ULTIMATE TERROR
    OF NOT LISTENING TO ALLAH…

    AGAIN..I SAY..
    I ONLY HOPE YOU LISTEN…

    AS YOU GAVE ME THE GIFT BACK
    I HAD TO ONLY SHARE WITH OTHERS….

    THAT’S HOW IT WORKS.. IT IS NEVER JEALOUS LOVE…

    IT IS ONLY SHARED AND GIVEN TO OTHERS…

    Of course..
    in only my…
    humble opinon…

    I love you MORE..cause you love allah with all yOUR heart…

    IT is finally time

    to PROVE…

    IT..

    To raise that love of ALLAH…

    ABOVE

    ALL

    OTHERS….

    ONLY YOU HAVE
    THE LANGUAGE
    TO SPEAK TO YOUR ALLAH….

    katiemiafrederick / October 28, 2013
    And by the way…
    From a scientific perspective..

    Sleeping pills simply numb the histamines in your body..that spark some of the spirits in your life..

    They can make you somewhat numb-er to feelings..

    All by ‘themselves’….

    Hopefully when you finish the stress of school…

    You will sleep..better…

    And when you make a decision…

    that ALLAH can ‘live’ with..

    too…
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    auntblabby wrote:
    ^^^
    wow 😮 you’re a better more understanding and forgiving man than I. 😳
    Aghogday Wrote:

    It is only because I have been to the real place called HELL where there is complete separation from GOD…

    There is no lower place to judge anyone from…

    Period..

    And no right I see to do IT..

    As I wished the entire human race away..when I was there….

    Even the animals and flowers…

    Now that IS sicker than adolph HItler as far as I can see…

    So yeah I guess I got to view life as the DEViL incarnate for a little while..

    Only a little while thank GOD….

    I AM an Angel again…

    HAHA!

    Seriously I’m not kidding..

    on th@
    One in a metaphorical kinda way…
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    PostPosted: Mon Oct 28, 2013 8:38 pm Post subject: Reply with quote Edit/Delete this post
    Sherlock03 wrote:

    Quote:
    Aghogday Wrote:
    Behavioral analysis is actually more of a hard science that quantum physics…

    It is based strictly on measurable phenomenon…

    Whereas science is basically lost on quantum physics..as to how the observer effect works…

    So…NO science is perfect..but behavioral analysis is as good as IT gets with measuring what makes human beings tick..

    Sherlock3 wrote:
    Quantum Physics is kind of on shaky science ground. The Problem with Psychology is that it is subjective and can be hard to reproduce the same results.

    Aghogday Wrote:
    Of course..all human beings change from second to second adapting to the environment..through the process of neuroplasticity..and epigenetic influences…

    For instance at the height of my reciprocal social communication difficulties I scored 44 to 45 on the Autism Quotient test..

    Now I score an 11…

    The therapist I see considers it an actual miracle…

    Not only is the brain an organ with a great potential for adaptation..the physical body as whole..does the similar process when faced with environmental demands..not before challenged…

    For instance at age 13..I was an extremely scrawny kid..but never the less very strong for my size..almost unbelievably strong..as my body did what it had to..to survive the bullies in the environment..

    At age 48 I could not lift my arms without almost passing out…

    Now I dance almost like a professional dancer..and can easily curl 210 pounds on a Nautilus machine with my arms..at age 53…

    And I am about 6 FT and weigh 222LBs of mostly muscle over fat..as compared to 5ft 10 and about 120 Lbs at 13…

    Bottom line is I am stronger and healthier than at any time in my life..overall…

    Other bottom line is..if people tell you getting weak is inevitable when you reach your fifties…or your mind will diminish..they know limitations..that IS ALL..and those of US that don’t..can do pretty much whatever they find their passion for…

    Human beings are incredible biological machines that can adapt to incredible challenges in life..

    Problems is though that when people believe they have limitations and cannot meet expectations..they simply do not meet them…

    Whereas people with no belief in limitations can meet almost any personal expectation..with the correct ingredients of passion and overall drive to survive..

    Nature takes care of the rest of IT..

    So in short there will never be overall consistent results for any species..adapting to a challenging environment..in measuring the way the mind works from one day to the next…

    But this is actually great as humans can only put themselves in Jail by expecting consistencies in potentials rather than almost unlimited potentials..which is the reality of being a human…

    That is basically why we exist today…

    This great ability for adapting to almost any environmental challenge..

    But yeah..Roaches are still..KINg as far as adapting to the environment goes….

    But anyway..even tests like the AQ test..offer insights into human behavior..

    An 11..is incredible for a person on the spectrum…

    But seriously with due humility..and objective analysis..I am incredible..

    But anyone who truly has passion for living and surviving can be incredible too…

    Including you if..you are not already there…
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    PostPosted: Tue Oct 29, 2013 11:07 am Post subject: Reply with quote Edit/Delete this post Delete this post
    Sherlock03 wrote:
    Quote:
    Jono Wrote:
    Actually, quantum physics is not on shaky ground, it’s pretty well established. The only problem with quantum physics is that it took us a while to get over the philosophical implications involving the loss of determinism but that doesn’t have much to do with science as such. All we know is that quantum physics accurately describes how nature works on the atomic scale and smaller.

    Sherlock3 Wrote:
    I am not an expert, but from what I have read, the theory’s are almost impossible to test but have a certain logical order.

    Aghogday Wrote:
    Yes you are correct.. I think he just misunderstood your intent in communication… I understood you…

    Science is pouring out an incredible amount of money to even attempt to test these theories..

    But yes..this phenomenon exists..There is no doubt about that…

    We as humans observing the forces of energy are energy in effect and affect energy in effect also….

    That IS really just common sense..

    For people who are truly mindfully aware of their realities..this is everyday experience….

    Throughout the age of human beings existence on this planet….

    But not everyone can sense this common sense..

    Therefore there are people who do not have this common sense…

    It is more a less a disability..
    In real life..

    Th@IS….

    For those who truly perceive what can be…

    Of WH@IS….
    IS
    IT…
    In total of ALL..as ONE..
    WE ARE IT..
    AS ONE..

    It’s not easy to find language to describe these nuances of human perception..but I try..itry..ITry..ICry!
    And nah..not the tears kind of crying…

    JUST PASSION IS ALL….
    IS IT IS ALL….
    ONE
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  8. Oh my those masks really gave me the creeps GODALLAHGODZILLA will give me nightmares. Glad you found tai chi.. really a great help and a bliss…

    • Thanks..interestingly the Clown is the Creepiest one for me…

      I guess I’m creepy too in real..life2as people tell me I smile too much..at times..or
      blind them with some kinda light or something like that…

      hehe….

  9. brian miller says:

    haha you have some crazy masks going on there man….the thought of the devil as Trex and godzilla…smiles…might never think the same again there…the pool party sounds fun as well…

    • Thanks..Brian..In an informal survey of Walmart customers..with the devil face vs. my real face portrayed as such..the majority said my Devil Face was more scary than the Devil Mask…

      I love polling people informally like that..They are often surprised..as I usually look very gentlemanly in real life..and they really cannot believe I can make a face like that..

      But there is a face for every occasion I suppose..and yeah..the love face is what i more often use in real life now….smiles….yeah..smiles is all…

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    Oh God..the importance of health care..that so many young people cannot see..until they get older..the price of invincibility..and youth..like driving recklessly..without a care in the world…

    But lessons usually eventually learned…

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    Jacoby wrote:
    auntblabby wrote:
    there is just no communicating with people who think the pre-ACA status quo was a great thing.

    Jacoby Wrote:
    get ready then, it’s about to get worse

    Aghogday Wrote:
    Dude..when you get a little older..maybe have kids..I don’t know if you have that planned or not..

    And if you get your wish and Obamacare gets cancelled perhaps life will teach you a little lesson…

    My wife and I were doing great..both of us employed…so were the folks across the street in my neighborhood…

    We gained something in common..my wife and I had an extremely sick child born with multiple congenital anomalies at birth…

    So did the neighbors across the street…

    Both our bills ranged in the area of a third to a half a million dollars…

    Our child died..their child lived…

    But to keep their child alive with proper health care…they ended up having to let their house go back to the mortgage company and ruin their credit for future
    subsistence requirements..just because his wife had a small lapse in insurance coverage…at her job..before she went into labor…

    Life teaches folks lessons..people without true empathy don’t give a sh** about this kind of stuff..until it hits their loved ones..and their pocket books…

    In the capriciousness of life that IS..with the unexpected casualties..of reality…

    My bill ended up being $1500..instead of over 300K…

    The end result is I AM financially independent by midlife..

    Without insurance I would have been bankrupt…

    and never gained financial independence…to get out of that debt…

    My wife and I eat out almost every night..and she shops almost everyday..

    Putting money back into the economy…

    Bankrupt folks..can’t do sh**…

    In actuality..health insurance will make the country stronger…

    As people will have more money to spend in the economy…

    Overall..

    Not only that..but stress kills..and having a do or die situation to stay…
    at a stressful job just because it offers health care is a silent killer too..

    There are so many contingencies that improve with this new health care bill law that are not…

    even talked about..in the news by democrats….

    But these folks are not social scientists…either…for the most part…

    Human beings always are more productive when they are healthy…

    There is no question about that..

    And people who avoid checkups at the doctor..are always more likely to die..overall…

    Fall seriously ill..or avoid medication that can prevent permanent disability…

    The nation is suffering now more than ever…

    Simply because people do not receive preventative medical care from doctors…

    The health care act.. will gradually change this..and yeah obviously nothing that the government does is not without challenges…

    and mistakes…

    But to do nothing was no option..and no one else provided an option that could make it through a vote…

    It’s the best thing we have…complaining about It …is simply silly..at this point..as IT IS A DONE DEAL NOW…

    The republicans are just making brownie points in their respective constituencies..but the END RESULT OF GOVERNMENT SHUT DOWNS…

    AND RIDICULOUS FIGHTS OVER DONE DEALS..IS A DEMOCRATIC ADMINISTRATION..IN THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH FROM NOW ON….

    So in other words…this is ALL ULTIMATELY WORKING TO THE ADVANTAGE OF THE DEMOCRATIC PARTY…EVERY FIGHT AGAINST..THE COMMON
    MAN’S NEEDS…IS EVENTUAL LOSS FOR THE REPUBLICAN PARTY…

    EVEN in states that do not comply..with this opportunity for their common constituencies..where one day even the house of representatives may be dominated by democrats..just because IT IS THE ONLY WAY TO GET KEEP YOUR FRIGGING HOUSE IF YOU GET REALLY REALLY SICK..OR SOMEONE YOU LOVE IN YOUR FAMILY….

    THIS AIN’T A DETAIL DEAL ..IT IS A BIG PICTURE… REAL LIFE… OVER THE COURSE OF A FULL LIFE DEAL…

    BUT YEAH THE YOUNG AND THE BLINDLY INVINCIBLE DON’T SEE THIS KIND OF STUFF OBVIOUSLY UNTIL THE WETNESS DRIES BEHIND THEIR EARS…

    WAIT UNTIL YOU GET A LITTLE OLDER..YOU’LL LIKELY SEE WHAT I MEAN BY THIS NOW..IF YOU CANNOT NOW….

    AND yeah every time I hear a so called Christian Republican talk about taking away this health care program for folks like the ones i knew across the street…

    I think..if there is evil..there IT IS…
    _________________
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  11. http://www.wrongplanet.net/postt243868.html

    On the topic of whether or not the Autistic folks at Wrong Planet who were likely bullied are in effect are acting out as intellectual bullies on the internet..behind avatars..where they can be protected against potential physical repercussions in real life..if they were to attempt such a thing…

    Using the 4 channel analogy…

    Whenever I am personally attacked there..I simply use wit to respond in kind rather..than actual personal attacks in defense..of failed attempts to offend me…

    This latest beat poetry style writing for godallahgodzilla..with the promotion of ‘real’Christianity..lured a few failed attempts at offending me..as documented in the wrong planet link here too…

    http://www.wrongplanet.net/postp5721600.html&highlight=#5721600

    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
    Phoenix

    Joined: Nov 26, 2010
    Age: 53
    Posts: 5356

    PostPosted: Thu Oct 31, 2013 5:10 am
    Well..this is the internet..and people are not nearly as kind to each other..when they don’t have to confront them face to face..for the simple reason they might get beat up or shot if they purposely attempt to offend someone…

    And yes..there are many weak looking beta males from what I have seen from the pictures on this site of the participants…

    Most likely some of them were bullied by alpha males throughout their life..and the faceless avatar gives them the perfect opportunity to bully others without any real life repercussions…

    Mostly here it is attempts at intellectual bullying..against people viewed as having not quite the Queen’s English style of writing..or daring to view the world out of the box…when it comes to religion..philosophy..or even politics at times…

    Well..I was a scrawny male.. and yeah I graduated 11 out of a class of 380 so I know what it is like to have the best intellectual skills and to basically be a wimp..making it harder to get by in the real world..as in the real world…it is still mostly the alpha males that rule…that’s the law of the jungle..and it will always be the law of the jungle…

    Well.. now at 53 I am about 6ft and 222LBS of muscle..and look more like a super hero than a wimp…

    It is pretty amusing to me when the ‘intellectual giants’ here try to bully me with attempts at intellectual bullying…as I have three college degrees..a long career with the government..have withstood one of the most severe group of health problems known to man.. and am still literally as physically strong as a super hero too…

    It’s all a fact documented on my flickr feed too..in over 12K pictures..if anyone doubts my words here..2…

    I am autistic..but the thing is…I have always been a survivor..not a victim…so I have no need to bully others to prove I am a man or a human being to anyone..

    And it’s just amusing as hell to me …that the worst bullies can be those who are bullied by others..

    And yeah..extremely sad too…

    It’s the great thing about the real Christianity as taught by the real historical dude Jesus…

    It was always about not personally judging other people…never rejecting anyone…losing illusory fears…light and love and none of this ridiculous hate stuff that does nothing but make a black hole sun soul for the people who practice hate and darkness as their true religion…

    Well you see….if one wills..or if one can…

    Love and Light.. Musick.. Poetry..and Movement …is my only true religion…

    And that religion equals what I understand as this thing called Christ…

    And nah..not a flesh and blood human being that died on a cross….

    A way of life promoted by just another person who loved life and all people…

    Called Jesus..who was willing to die…

    For what he believed…

    That could really make life better for others…

    And yeah…

    He was right…

    There is no question about that…

    For those who live and are love and light verses..the 4 channel types..who live and are hate and darkness…

    It’s pretty simple to understand ….

    For those people who are truly enlightened….

    But for those who walk in darkness..

    It is simply dark…

    That is all…

    Love and Light is simply bliss..

    That is all too..but harder to find

    For those who are..
    Lost….

    But I try..itry i cry…but not not with tears..with passion…
    to help people understand…
    this bliss..

    Truly exists….
    As I AM THERE ALWAYS
    NOW.

    4 channel is simply another name for hell..

    For those who practice 4 channel ways…..
    _________________
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  12. http://www.wrongplanet.net/postp5723766.html#5723766

    Angelrho wrote:

    There are two sides to this: On the one hand, it is a good thing in that it is a Godly thing–people who don’t even believe in God doing what God commanded. Naturally, I take no issue with that, though I find it a little bit ironic. On the other hand, it doesn’t take intent into account. A secular humanist/atheist does good things for personal, self-centered reasons. A Christian (should) do good things because a) he loves God, b) he wishes to show his love for God by following in obedience, c) has experienced reconciliation with God and as a consequence inherited God’s love for all mankind, and d) desires, as God does, that all mankind be reconciled with God in a likewise manner as he has. Anyone who acts motivated by anything other than a desire to do what is pleasing to God is inherently doing something for their own, self-seeking purpose. Not that a desire to please God isn’t itself self-seeking, but those actions go beyond self-seeking into seeking after God.

    After all, “good works” can never be good enough to earn God’s grace, not even for someone who believes. Grace has to be given. In the end, it isn’t the level of our goodness that counts, but rather in whom or in what we place our faith. We choose to love others because God first loved us while we were still sinners. Our desire is to lead others to Christ, not simply to do good for good’s own sake.
    Aghogday Wrote:

    Well Angel Rio you fail as a true Christian quickly in your comment here..also as a reasoned opinion….

    http://www.livescience.com/15451-chimps-humanlike-altruism.html

    Altruism..don’t know if you understand what that word means..is a common characteristic of human beings..without or without a vessel or vehicle of a an abstract structure like the word G O D that only is a symbol of the essence that IS…

    Altruism is selflessness not selfishness.

    It requires no silly human animal construct of the word G O D to house this reality of living as a human being..

    Your arrogance..in describing your superiority in establishing chains for the essence that IS..and suggesting you and only you know the one way to the essence that IS..IS simply silly that IS all there IS to IT…

    And no the real Historical Jesus..welcomed all into the light and love of this vessel or vehicle of an abstract term spelled G O D..that is the truth and essence of what IS regardless if weak human beings..who continue to destroy this beautiful planet we live on..make fantasies that they are some how higher than other animals…

    All your words mean nothing..but a weak attempt to complicate what your cat and dog already know…or hamster or fish..or whatever animal you view in life…

    Human beings are the only animals that have learned to live in human hell as they create an illusion of hate..and rejection of others..based on cultural illusions..to simply separate themselves from the essence that IS..regardless of whatever silly term that weak human beings..decide to symbolically describe IT as…

    If you want to see GOD throw away all your books..and go to the beach,..away from all you cultural illusions..and feel the essence of this thing you Call G O D if can ..or if you will..

    GOD needs no word or book to exist..

    The essence of what IS simply iS…

    That’s only common sense my friend…Even my CAT understands that with no words at all but a PuRR or a growl..to stay alive…

    Do ya think homosexuals are sinners..WEll another complete fail friend..Jesus spent his time with prostitutes..and yeah some of those prostitutes were males..

    He welcomed them all in to the light of love that is..as he simply understood that he was no better than anyone else to enjoy this light and love of WHAT IS…

    Of course this is just my opinion..believe as you will..

    But the only way to the kingdom of heaven NOW..is rejecting no one..having no personal judgment against anyone..no illusory fears…Loving everyone as your self..And most importantly loving yourself the same as GOD..to even be able to love anyone with the true light and love..AT ALL…

    That IS is what JESUS promised as LIGHT and LOVE that IS CHRIST…I simply have IT ALL the time NOW as I follow the TRUE teachings of the real man Jesus…not some mythological made up man that someone made a story up about coming back to life..so they could insist that the essence belongs to anyone but ALL..freely available for a seagull at the beach….

    But here is the thing..your were born into this world..with people telling you what to believe…not your own true will from your own heart telling you what IS TRUE…the only way to let that go…is to seek with your heart..instead of being brainwashed by other people from thousands of years ago…that did not even know the real human being named Jesus..as translated as such…in the English Language…

    Well scholars have learned more about the real historical Jesus and his teachings are beautiful without the myths that some people falsely believe as fairy tales about a heaven after death..when Jesus only promised the Kingdom of heaven AS NOW…

    IT IS NOW..as NOW is ALL there IS…

    The rest IS simply silly human illusions…
    _________________
    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

    Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!!!

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  13. I HAVE A CONFESSION TO MAKE…
    I LOVE H@TERS….

    Wh@I find…
    IS those who have experienced H@E the most!
    Often can become the
    gre@est H@ers of ALL..sometimes L@er in life…
    OR much earlier as the case may be…

    Well I enjoy hanging around H@ERS sometimes…

    Truly I do…
    AS @least for me..I am a survivor not a victim…

    H@E only inspires more love for me…
    Never VENGEANCE! even though @imes it may
    sound th@way…
    ONLY VICTORY!

    http://www.wrongplanet.net/postp5725997.html#5725997

    H@E..
    an attempt @escape from EIGHT8standing….INFINITY
    or infinityLOVE…
    With the WiLL of Using IT as ‘atomic fuel’ to simply
    LOVE more…

    XXXXXx WROTE:
    :chin: Although that said, it’s no longer quite so relevant… since he’s started that up again.
    In which case…

    Cat sits on keyboard
    Over-expanded waffle
    Return key needs rest

    Aghogday Wrote:
    Ya know.. you are funny ..

    Th@is all…

    aNd
    my style of Poetry is free..yeah…completely free..like me…

    Th@is all…

    I do not play your rules simply cause I do not have to…

    And what’s the real deal…
    I think I know why you are here…

    But I’ll never tell….

    But I’ll give you a hint..

    It has something to do with
    V
    I
    C
    T
    IMinstead of survivor…
    and Vengeance instead of VICT
    o
    r
    y
    and H@E
    instead of LOVE….
    Simple philosophy reALLY
    expressed in free verse be@ poetry…

    It
    s
    much more complicated than HAIKU
    BUT YEAH IT GETS THE POINT ACROSS..

    VERY WELL….
    IF
    ONE TRULY TAKES THE TIME TO LOOK AND LISTEN….

    AND NAH YOU DO NOT HAVE TO AS YOU CAN BE FREE LIKE ME TOO…

    IF TH@ IS YOUR WILL2….

    BUT IF YOU LIKE I CAN PUT IN ONE WORD…

    JERK

    HAHA..

    YOUR WORD BEHAVIORS REFLECTS TH@ OF A JERK…
    TH@IS ALL..

    SO HEHE.. AND HAVE A GODD DAY…

    TH@ IS ALL..FUNNY LADY…

    YOUR BARK AND or YOUR BITE..

    ARE
    NO
    THING
    TO ME…

    YOU JUST PROVIDED ME ANOTHER EXCELLENT OPPORTUNITY TO CRE@E SOME MORE
    FREE VERSE BE@ POETRY…

    SO reALLy ya made my day..
    So love ya dearly friend…friend in effect anyway…
    TH@IS ALL…

    H@ers are simply muse…
    FOR LOVERS…
    In Poetry
    OR
    WH@ever…
    _________________
    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

    Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!!!

    http://en.gravatar.com/katiemiafrederick

  14. http://www.wrongplanet.net/postp5726146.html#5726146

    The problem with people communicating their experience with what some people describe as GOD..IS any two people can experience this abstract construct very diFFERNTLY…

    I do not see GOD as what most people would describe as nature reALLy..I see GOD as an incredible force to do GRE@ things..if one can simply tap into the GOD force..

    Now here’s the thing..for thousands of years people have been trying to develop poetry and metaphors to describe their personal experiences with this essence they describe as GOD..

    The problem is..th@ people who do not directly experience the greater nuances..

    And forces of energy..th@IS currently described as a formless energy..

    Simply because science has no direct way of measuring this energy…

    Cannot possibly understand what IT IS TH@ I and others may describe as GOD…

    Of course IT is highly unlikely th@ many would..for example have you tapped into an energy..

    L@ely that allows you to overcome the ‘normal’ forces of gravity…

    Well I have and yes I have already provided proof of th@

    As I can curl 210 LBS.. on a Nautilus machine @age 53

    Without any effort…

    I posted th@ on my blog..

    For the non-believers..even…

    And not only th@ I cured myself through this power of what I
    describe as the FORCE OF GOD th@ I can now easily tap into..
    in effect..for all the following illnesses…and syndrome related conditions…

    Dysautonomia..
    Sjogren’s Syndrome..(my eyes stopped making tears)
    Fibromyalgia..
    Vaso Vagal Pre-Syncope…
    Physical limitations associated with Klippell Feil Syndrome…
    Severe Arthritis..
    Carpal Tunnel Syndrome…
    Stenosis of the nerves of the neck…

    Atypical Chronic..unrelenting Trigeminal Neuralgia.. affecting and in effect disabling my right ear and eye…
    for over 60 months…
    ( worst pain known to mankind documented in medical literature…)

    Severe Anxiety..
    Autism Spectrum Disorder..
    Severe Depression..
    Anhedonia..
    Alexithymia..
    ADHD…
    Partial paralysis in Legs…
    Hypogonadism..
    Alexithymia..

    And there may be others I presently am not thinking of…

    I have over 100 pages of medical documentation that proves this all..
    And I was awarded social security benefits..on the first try..all by myself..
    Simply cause i had 100 pages of medical documentation…

    And YES I cured this to date..NOW…

    Simply by the power of this force i CALL GOD th@ I KNOWnow to easily tap into…

    And YES I Can even heal other people toO and lift theIR spirits to greater heights than…

    They have seen in real life before…

    But I can only do th@ in person..as …

    This force is an energy that spreads..

    ITSELF with much more power..

    In the presence of wh@ I currently AM…

    LIGHT and LOVE IS WH@IAM NOW..

    That IS ALL
    IN REAL LIFE..

    I was never a CRE@ive writer..
    Th@itself is another MIRACLE too..all by itself…
    IN EFFEct for what I was..
    only a few months ago…

    So far I have over 13 thousand photographs on FLIckR…
    TO EVENTUALLY PROVE IT..DESCRIBE IT..ILLUSTRATE IT..AND EVEN POTENTIALLY
    HELP OTHERS FIND IT….

    I want at least ‘some’ other people to have this force of GOD th@ I possess too..
    NOW..
    And I have my WilL set th@ I will find a way
    to do it..

    MY WILL TO DO IT..
    IS INCREDIBLY STRONG..

    THERE IS NO FEAR TO IT…

    AND NO ONE
    WHO WILL EVER..
    DETER IT…

    AND YEAH..JESUS..FOUND THE SAME GENERAL THING TOO..
    HE TRIED HE TRIED HE CRIED TO HELP OTHER PEOPLE FIND IT..
    IN HIS SHORT 33 YEAR LIFE..

    BUT THEY STILL DON’T GET..IT..MOST OF THEM..
    THAT IS..

    I ONLY WALK IN HIS FOOTSTEPS..
    THAT IS ALL…

    AND YES THERE ARE MANY OTHERS LIKE ME..

    LIKE THIS GUY…

    WHO HAS A REAL WAY TO SPREAD THIS LIGHT…THAT
    REQUIRES NO RELIGION AT ALL
    TO SPREAD…
    EXCEPT LOVE AND LIGHT…

  15. http://www.wrongplanet.net/postp5726146.html#5726146

    Video quoted and provided by
    AspieOtaku:

    aghogday wrote:

    YES IT IS SAD..
    HATERS GONNA HATE…
    EVEN THE ONES THAT ‘CALL’ THEMSELVES CHRISTIANS…
    BUT NO THEY ARE NOT TRUE
    CHRISTIANS..
    NOT THE LOVE AND LIGHT..
    ABSENCE OF PERSONAL JUDGEMENT..
    AND ILLUSORY FEARS..
    TH@TH@ DUDE JESUS..
    DESCRIBED AS THE METAPHOR..
    CHRIST..
    THAT IS NEVER EVER HATE…
    THE HATE..
    THAT IS THE TRUE DARKNESS..
    OF THE METAPHORS..
    OF THE DEVIL..
    AND HELL…
    IS
    ALL
    TH@IS….
    _________________
    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

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  16. http://www.wrongplanet.net/postp5726254.html#5726254

    AspieOtaKU provided and quoted video:

    Well..yeah..Atheists can be h@ers too…

    Anyone can reALLy…

    The devil is an equal opportunity
    employer..

    ya know..
    haha…
    just to make sure ya..
    knowNOW th@’s just another
    metaphor..
    friend….
    _________________
    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

    Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!!!

    http://en.gravatar.com/katiemiafrederick

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