Hmm.. Well.. the next milestone
as i stARt this 707th Macro-Verse
oF LonGest LonG Form Poem..
still exceeding 3.3 Million
words as NOW ANEW
Ocean Whole Poem..
SonG oF mY
SoUL too now..
in a somewhat
Plain Fred looking
website.. even a
little cluttered as such
as mad scientists WiLL..
Back to the Future of
noW ALways do too..
yes.. neXt Milestone..
on Thanks Giving Day 2016..
celebrating a full 72 months also
kNoWn and fELt as 6 years.. full
of writing on line for
12 Million words
plus.. as Lord
kNows could be
much more than that..
considering from that
Thanksgiving Day of 2010
all the way through July of 2013..
i wrote from wake to sleep for 32
months every dam day to Escape
a life threatening synergy of 19 medical
disorders.. mostly pain related and invisible
to the outside eye.. including type two Trigeminal
Neuralgia.. the worst assessed pain in the associated
medical literature to date as far as i know and feel @least..
and Jesus F iN Christ.. worse than Crucifixion.. as it was like teeth drilled
then without novocaine.. in my right eye and ear that no drug would
touch.. words were my only escape and every word for those 32
months was a mountain to hill of pain.. where i was never sure i
could make even the next second alive.. without some kind
of literal escape.. that only words would partially bRinG..
with light turned down on screen to lowest setting
and eyes that could no longer use
prescription lenses effectively
as the focus only
of type two constant
Trigeminal Pain from wake to sleep..
and after the pain finally went away on or
about July 22nd of 2013.. i moved.. i literally
moved to dance.. and the rest of that as documented
for three years in the last Macro-Verse titLed After Dance
oF Fred.. so sure.. the words slowed down a little with
dance and speeded back up.. as my new Nautilus
Shell of Ocean Whole Poem.. had a skinnier
spine of word flow first.. and even
double spacing too..
much more often
and the photos
continued to explode
and that went off into
Nude New Age Renaissance
Art too.. and all the Dance at Good
Old Seville Quarter moVing into 128 weeks
now of dance tHeRe.. except for a week of sick..
and perhaps another one where the dance moved
to Saturday.. for a trip somewhere else.. but never
the less.. two and a half years of Dancing Rave with
all the cool college age folks at Old Seville too.. so many
photos of smiling friends that are girls.. in over a thousand
too.. as i continue to assess in each Macro-Verse wHere i’ve
been and wHere i’M going.. as when i flow iN Holy
SpiRit and Sacred Writing/DancE.. i am only noW
iN SeNse and FeeL of SonG and DancE..
lest i forget all of what
i’Ve doNe beFore noW
for mindfully/bodily aware
focus of JusT noW iN aLL
ways noW does surely sTiLL come..
practice.. practice.. practice.. never ever
GiVinG up.. BaLanCinG.. BaLanCinG.. BaLAncinG
wHeRe thanks God.. tHeRE iS noT only wRiTinG buT Dance Steps
Too.. ALL WiLD and Free.. Free verse in photos too.. as Visual
poEtry goes with the Verbal WriTing SonG and DanCe oF
Too.. ISreaL noW aLL2..:)
Life is full of sad songs..
More than can be heard
by those who
felt at all.. A
hardest part is
when all feelings
are gone away beyond
sad.. and An only feeling
that is left aT all.. is pain to
replace numb.. a horrible
place that has
to feel as space
beyond empty.. beyond
the nothingness of piece
of paper existence.. yes.. as
you say.. the black hole soul..
forgets to play a Song
wHo no longer
moves a SonG of Life..
to morning star BriGht..
as heARt.. as SpiRit FliGht
Gone down.. so far bEyond thE liGht..
And A saddest pARt oF aLL.. is often
iF theRE is any cure aT aLL iT is wait
for numb to go away.. and of
course pills are
back a Lamp
that lasts iN eYes
that SinG and DAnCe
aLive aGAin.. noW
and truly impossible
to fully understand
as dead in life.. mY FriENd Zee..:)
Hi.. FriEnd.. rosemawrites.. thanks
so much for dropping by
to share these words of
appreciation today.. glad
you enjoyed the continuing
collection of what i do.. mY FriEnd..
and hope you continue to have a beautiful day
way it may
be wHere you liVe..:)
“To see what is right and
not to do it is cowardice.”
And sure a way to lose friends…
oh.. how.. the brave and the lone.. turn..:)
“Although it is tempting to resent disaster, there is
not much use in doing so… Whether we remain ash
or become the phoenix is up to us.”
— Deng Ming-Dao
Yep.. shit happens..
no reason.. reAlly..
to cover it up..
as it fertilizes
“Think not forever of yourselves, O Chiefs, nor of your own generation.
Think of continuing generations of our families, think of our
grandchildren and of those yet unborn,
whose faces are coming
from beneath the ground.”
— Peacemaker, founder of
the Iroquois Confederacy, (ca. 1000 AD)
A death of the extended
village in home of
death of this
in nomadic ways
of couples and singles
who have lost a village
that moves.. connects..
creates.. TogeTHer for
for Others and
Nature forevermore now2..
gone past the highwayS noW for Love..:)
“A woman takes off her claim to respect
along with her garments.”
women don’t scare
me.. per.. ‘Vagina FReED Dialogues’..:)
“(1) Everyone who shits on you is not necessarily your enemy.
(2) Everyone who gets you out of shit is not necessarily your friend.
(3) If you are warm and happy in a pile of shit, keep your mouth shut.”
— Ancient Shit Happens list
and F iN liVe..
or get use to it..
and STiLL liVe..
And even better yet
lEarn to Enjoy dARker
ShiT that leads to liGht too..
A first step is to pretend.. let
shit be written.. let shit be done..;)
Beaches Love me…
A memory from Seville
Square from last year to date..
with a T-shirt that says the same..
At a Pensacola Seafood Festival..
where i tore up a grass field in dance
With the bands playing there.. but seriously..
can you feel the beauty of Nature.. can you
actually feel a warm and fuzzy actual physiological
bio-chemical attachment to Nature driven by barefoot
oxytocin receptors in your feet as you connect to Mother
Nature’s warm sands.. well.. if you can’t.. it is very
possible you may have a case of spreading
Nature Deficit Disorder.. as
a First World Problem
that reaches as far
back and deep
who were too busy working
or today attached to electronic
devices even after work
for warm and fuzzy
as well as actual literal
hugs and even rough and tumble
play.. and yes.. even a play of dance
and visiting neighborhood FLESH AND
BLOOD KIDS.. ALL AFTER SCHOOL..
AND loving being outside literally
so much in warm and fuzzy
connection.. the last
thing in the world
ya wanna do is
until your mother’s
high pitched soprano voice
can be heard around the block..
Come home.. Come home.. it’s
time to eat.. Jane and Jack
even a Nurturing Soprano
Song can give you the warm
and fuzzy feeling of oxytocin Love..
if it was ever nurtured in you.. in the first
place or if you are very unfortunate as in
the case of psychopathic leaning folks that
lack this emotional contagion.. who torture
small furry animals as they can feel no
warm and fuzzy love..
you may live in
hell and it is
worth noting in
caution and warning
that chronic social stress
in ways of neglect and abuse..
and chronic stress in general..
can take away the warm and fuzzies..
until one day.. when someone puts up a
furry cat photo on the Internet.. you say..
Jesus Bad Cop Christ.. why are folks
putting up so many stupid cat photos..
when they could be talking all smart and
stuff.. and why do folks continue to share
photos of their babies.. and why do they just
talk about shallow stuff like it’s interesting.. when
it is just small talk.. well.. A core issue is they may not
be feeling the social emotional contagion that normal
nurturing social animals feel.. that is so beneficial to
actual emotional and physical well being and now even
healing that the village.. in both male and female way
always felt for bonding.. until we separated in the
Terminator movie and Zombie Apocalypse
and Matrix Movie real.. and have
become more mechanical
F iN human..
once again.. as a Spreading..
First World Nature Deficit Disorder..
and this distance from Nature is why
machine humans also toss their trash out
their car window in total disregard for Nature..
and why folks on the Internet can be so cold
and lacking any reciprocal social communication
for others like thank you and you are welcome and
smiles my friend.. and so many other things that
people are actually internally motivated to say
in social emotional contagion way.. ’cause
truly when you are mentally healthy
it feels good to do this..
and some folks..
sadly many folks..
do not even feel what
it should feel like to smile
at a stranger in a mall with
the empathic social contagion..
that says safe love rules.. safe love rules..
you are human and this is what makes you
great as all other mammals who are capable
of feeling the warm and fuzzy love of connection..
the glue of life that is warm and true.. again.. safe love..
there are ways proven in empirical science to increase
the emotional empathy of warm and fuzzy human
beings and there are other ways of distance
away from social cognition in
worry in solving
from modern electronic
gadget ways of life when life
becomes a video game instead of
a touchy feely human way of life.. the
only loss is humanity.. the greaTest loss oF aLL..
it doesn’t have to be this way.. when the Love Muscle
is exercised in MovinG ConnnecTinG and CreaTinG
ways alive.. and i do mean the one between your ears
with touch and feel..
i won’t mention any names
but it said someone was noW..
yes.. the EN name test thingie..
says.. impressed by my soft lips..
Ha!.. other than that it said my cousin
WAS FOUR PERCENT HAPPIER NoW
than me.. no one
no.. no one..
hehe.. harhar.. haha.. hi..;)
Godzilla is GOD..
Well.. at least
in pArt as human
in this additional
from two years ago.. then
but tHeRe iS moRe.. yes..
the reptilian brain for survival..
of course that moves.. connects..
and creates for BaLanCinG .. to stay
alive and thrive in animal homeostasis..
AnyWay.. Godzilla gets the job done and
reminds us who is truly in control.. yes.. the
whole of Nature.. when set free more as we too..:)
Yes.. Catholic Church Memories from a year ago..
yA never know and feel who Ya miGht meet when
you enter the Banquet Doors.. a People Francis
in Cardboard way could come as
a self authenticating
Facebook Friend Michael..
provides a video of an Orangutan
nurturing several Tiger Cubs.. including
feeding them with a bottle.. and back to
an earlier feeling and thought today.. if you
cannot feel the warm and fuzzies by watching
‘this’.. and perhaps respond with the common
verbal small talk of aww.. isn’t that cute..
perhaps your oxytocin receptors
need a ‘little’ loving
tune up.. per se..
as yes.. once
again.. the heArt
is a love muscle that
can grow like mine to
10 grinch sizes of previous
cOld dead heARt.. in ways of
increasing the muscle of oxytocin
that drives emotionally mentally healthy
human beings to practice greater successful
reciprocal social communication activities in
moving.. connecting.. and creating ways..
you might even wanna dance all
naked in sand and sun
God as your sKin..
in Mother Nature way too..
hey.. if an Orangutan can feel
love tHeRe is hope for whoever
you are too.. let’s hope at least ..
as Nurture is the glue of human
family and survival when it’s working..:)
Aw.. Tuesday morning at the Pensacola
State College.. my Junior College Alumni
place.. in the gardens.. next to a scare crow
that ain’t scaring me at all.. everyday is like
the fourth of July when firework colors of
flowers are going off all around yA..
with so many
feeding off the colors
of life free in groWing..
surviving.. thriving way..
if you have any problems..
you might escape them.. long
enough for your genetic memory
to feel the appreciation.. of Nature’s
Abundance that says deep down. hey..
tHeRe iS enough to eat.. now we can relax..
and play a life of easier loving.. there were literally
years i could not go to this place in the internal
Universe of myself.. nor could i even feel the
warm and fuzzies.. petting a kitty kat then..
tHeRe is great poverty in the
world.. but the greaTest
poverty oF aLL..
the human heARt
In liFe.. aS iN all sTuFF..
living.. use or lose applies..
humans are not exempt from
this Universal Law of Nature True aka GOD2..:)
“If you understand, or if you don’t.
If you believe, or if you doubt.
There is a universal justice
and the eyes of truth are always watching.”
~~ Enigma ~~
Nature is God..
see the Law of this..
in practical ways of course..
all seeing as all that is we see..
feel.. hear.. touch.. smell taste..
and so much
how far we can
from more that we are
evolved to be.. alive.. thriving
or not.. depending on how well
we understand this God as Nature
that lives as all existence or don’t..
as within us.. inside.. outside.. above..
so below.. and all around for @lEAst now..
tHeRe is no escape
NaTuRe GoD sAme..
and like Enigma says..
matters not if one believes
or not.. there is bi escaping the
Laws oF God and Nature same
within we sAme as pARt oF wHole..
but oh.. how hard ignorant human cultures
have worked to do this.. from tearing foreskins
off babies.. to separate them from the other apes..
to becoming tools more than flesh and blood empathy
and compassion in moving.. connecting.. creating ways..
Karma is real.. it’s really simple.. obey nature or pay the consequence..
above.. so below
and all around.. and survive
and thrive for those who have not
forgotten innate.. instinct and intuition
and the genetic memory to do just that..
a fluid intelligence this is and not crystallized alone..
as human labels that reduce the size of God all that is..
is as real as large
for both the grain of sand
and an avalanche of LoVe..
not people do
these days.. lost
in a matrix of
cOld in Zombie Apocalypse of living Robotic death away from
opposed to thAT dARk.. as LIFe2..:)
“Jesus died too soon.
If he had lived to my age he would
have repudiated his doctrine.”
~~ Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche ~~
Nietzsche was missing
a very important
as well then..
IQ measures of books..
never get it
or give it.. and
end up going basically ‘humanely insane’..
the story is as old as hiStory.. and beYond..
a life in both/’tween
places.. hell.. purgatory..
and heaven.. liFe.. understand Jesus..
what Jesus.. it’s just a created then and now
real human archetype of both the dArkness and
liGht that lives as human being.. love your
enemy hate your mommy and daddy and
sisters and brothers and children if they
don’t do what you say.. same Luke 14:26..
sAMe FucKinG hUman different story.. Now..
in all sHades
of grey as anger.. fear and hate
dARk and colors hue hope and joy..
oF Love liGht.. either live liGht or die dArk..
and sadly for some..
there is no choice at all
as some are born without
ever gaining an ability to love.. aT aLL..
as far as science shows now@leASt2..:)
“The higher we soar, the smaller we
seem to those who cannot fly.”
~~ Friedrich Nietzsche ~~
in one of his
no doubt ..
“If there is a sin against life,
it consists perhaps not so much in despairing of life as
in hoping for another life and
in eluding the implacable grandeur of this life.”
~~ Albert Camus ~~
Enjoy it if you can..
Why the FucK not..
Suffer in frustration.. misery..
and ignorance.. ie.. Religion..
for those who cannot discern
the trUth and liGht housed in all
myths and metaphors of human language..:)
“Friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain.
It’s not something you learn in school.
But if you haven’t learned the meaning of friendship,
you really haven’t learned anything.”
~~ Muhammad Ali ~~
Yes.. as science illustrates
nicely now.. there are two kinds
of intelligence.. Mechanical Cognition
and Social Empathic Cognition.. in general.. use
one solely and the other pipe withers away…
School.. rarely now teaches
Social Empathic Cognition..
or even work
Keep making those
good grades.. study
hard.. get rid of physical
education and no longer play
with other children.. as art of HeARt
and lengthen the school day if you
can from 8 to 5pm.. and.. raise your
kids with electronic devices.. and pay
to An iSREAL
people can/will no longer
even connect to each other
iN Real Flesh and Blood Life..
And next thing ya know and feel..
youth in Japan.. no longer interested
in the ‘Wild thing’ with each other way
past the age of puberty.. into young adult
hood.. Dogs replace children.. and Robot
dogs replace the flesh and blood warm
and fuzzies.. and sure.. love a
car and a home..
flesh and blood
and creating star dust vibrant alive..
and thriving.. in the ‘old days’ of HeARt.. as liFe..:)
“We don’t see things as they are,
we see them as we are.”
~~ Anais Nin ~~
And God lives
within.. in more
than three letter
wE can and will..
JuST F iN Do it
more than say iT..:)
“If you’re already in a hole,
there’s no use to continue digging.”
Roy W. Walters
But only if you
don’t find the
finAlly.. come aLL ouT..
or perHaps.. dig A wHolE uP..;)
“Be what you is,
’cause if you is what you ain’t,
then you ain’t what you is.”
~~ Satchel Paige ~~
iS relatively speaKinG..:)
And other than thaT..
nice to see you writing
fresh again gigoid.. but
and future too..
at lEAst foR
i live the Restricted
Version of a thirteen
year old.. me.. as FucKinG
i felt then
more of what
i don’t miss now..;)
God is alive as me..
Facebook Friend.. And Fellow Poet Blogger.. Rafiah.. says..
“I am a woman, hear me roar, I am a free child of God.”
I definitely love the feel of it. Makes me feel stronger
and braver , just as you are.
Thank you for seeing the good in me.
As the beauty lies in the eyes of the watcher,
it makes you beautiful as well. Both of us are
assistant to beautify each other.
i say back..
With soft Kitty purrs too..:)
Rafiah says.. further.. in response..
to another Blog post of hers..
after response by me..
Those are not my feet and my second toe is definitely not longer..:p
But when ever I hear from you I do feel like a leader, dynamic and resourceful.🙂
you make me more beautiful, more than anything in the world. Thank God for
the five year of sickness is no more and you got all the caressing of
the world from your Mum. She must be hAppy to nurse and comfort you,
as mothers normally feel when tending their kids. As sometimes
I feel so elated seeing my sisters happy and joyous,
and especially seeing them in so much peace
when they are asleep. I too would love to
watch Hichock’s movies with you and I’ll
cook lots of food for you. I’ll make
you fatter as well.
Inshaa Allah one day.
SMiLes my FriEnd Rafiah..
Mother’s who nurture and
people who nurture in
and haha.. i eat too much..
if you feed me more.. i’LL have
to dance double as much
sMiLes.. but would love
to see a movie of any kind with
you as you say.. Inshaa Allah.. one day
SpiRit my FriEnd..:)
Rafiah speaks on another Poem
in response to a response i made
How my wilts are predictable?..:p
and by now I have had too many plates of
garlic bread that I have become fat…:p
i say.. in response..
You come back
And say hi.. and
That is enough
i go on to say..
And if you
Of Rafiah to Love..
You’ll sTiLL have Rafiah
eYes.. heArt.. spiRit..
And soUl.. no matter
Form of beinG hUman..:)
And now in response to her current Poem..
You kNow/FeeL.. my friEnd.. Rafiah..
i have few friEnds
who truly keep
back to me
over the years of my
life.. but what i can
say for sure.. is..
i am not the
A village was alWays the
way of human life for thousands
of years more than a nomad way of life..
lots of lonely folks out there without a human touch…
What i come to
not give up
and continue to
thread a needle.. no
matter how small oF Love..
and if nothing else.. Love God
within.. and be
this gift of Life..
better shared of course.. now..
but no one can stop me from giving..
oh.. and by A way.. you are becoming
a more beautiful poetess as well.. as you evolve
SpiRit and sOUL..
need never gRow oLd..
as Ocean wHole pARt of GoD..:)
A busy day of writing.. dancing in sun and sand..
visiting the Escambia Bay.. and
Pensacola State College
in Public store
now.. back to
writing after the
Video Assistant helps
provide a slide photography
documentary of the Tuesday
full Activities.. and i must say..
with trance dance electronic music..
higher ways of body and mindful awareness
comes easy aS A BaLanCinG FoRCe noW
with healing power liGht as a FloWinG Forrest
Gump Feather in Center aisle
FReEDo in that Dance
Hall so nicely
juST a place
for me to further
my experience of
Dance and art more..
yes.. all for FReED @lEast
for me.. Bliss in the evening
of Super-Walmart Dance while
i somewhat sadly watch the robots
of the Matrix.. The Terminator.. and
Zombie Apocalypse iSREAL shuffle
by in remnant all to present worry
state of mechanical
so far away
from what human
beings are even evolved
to be for free.. for free.. naked
of cultural induced illusory fears
and simply happy for this abundant gift of LiFe..:)
A Facebook Profile photo share
of YellowBoy reaching up for
the stars of mid-day play
on one back
reaching the next
play toy just for
in play now..
for the fight
and i say..
own FucKinG liFe..
Move.. Connect.. and Create…
i for one.. wiLL
And nah.. this week noW..
is not Fredbun and Fredku
week at dVerse Monday
Haibun and Haiku original
way of doing ‘tHeRe’ thing..
that i rif my own art off of..
in individual link and themed
poetic prompt way.. it is Quadrille
instead of 44 words that i will play
as that innately.. instinctually and intuitively
in holy spirit creative deeper mind and body
BaLAnCinG soUl Voice of heARt comes free for ALL..
when i get around to it.. if i get around to it at all as streAM
flows into river and waves make Ocean Whole Poem what it is
the free martial
arts of Fred FU too..
And i understand the
theme of this week’s Quadrille
prompt is shadow.. as i shadow in
a little later.. as the shadow kNows and Feels
The En Name Test
thingie says my problem
in life is being too generous..
it says.. i sacrifice too much
to do this and i say..
There is an off
Button on line
And it IS
oF Y i..
nah.. i AM
the one who controls
the on and off buttons now..
this is no longer Government
slave mastered work.. this is for
God of Nature free that respects
my humanity in BaLAnCe as the
rest of NatUre.. too.. no
tricks when the
laws of God
within as human
Nature.. and all of
Nature.. inside.. outside..
above.. so below and all around..
all treats for those who understand
the Nature of God Nature sAMe
and that Nature gifted
to love this all that iS..
is to love GoD sAMe
and more force of energy
to Love all oTheRs sAMe too..
in BaLanCinG FoRce of Course2..:)
The F.B… EN name test therapy assistant
for the Power of Suggestion in bRinGinG
hUmanS uP through inspiration says
who i am.. as one who
around an empath
way.. adding beauty
to the world.. and bRinGinG
happiness and inspiration to others
too.. well.. here’s the thing.. i do this
unconditionally.. all oF iT.. even including
my all male new age renaissance art
in A most passionate way
allowed of course
noW in Blogger way
of restricted adult links..
it cost me almost nothing
to inspire others this way but
the joy of doing it that is no cost
aT aLL and only pleasure for me
to feel and spread by doing all of what
i do too.. not everyone will understand
what a full empath human angel archetype
entails as there is no sin in the human function
and form.. that wills no harm to others but pleasure
same.. in wild and freeing setting hUman Nature FReED..
just the fAct that i AM free enough to do it.. is highly inspiring
to some folks..
and other less
by the rules
of older Patriarchal
illusory fears and subjugating
ways of slaving and owning
other human beings.. may
sees it as foul
and that is
they know not
what they do
of a more
scared and closed
minded being of human
way.. but nah.. i AM
FREE to Love
in all the ways
it or not.. bottom
line.. God lives Free as ME..
no books.. no chains.. God FreED iN and aS mE..
and hopefully for you iF FReEDom iN open minded
and body way is what you seek.. iF noT.. yoUr
allone.. i LivE.. FReED
@Least NoW.. onE..
for mE wiTh GOD
And.. oh by A way..
tHiS iS comment
SMiLes.. mY FriEnd..
Mario.. and of course..
i don’t kNow you..
of Sand that
iS sAMe as pARt oF GoD
in other words.. friEnd iS
A grain of sand and
of course as
all that is seen..
unseen.. felt.. unfelt..
and beyond of what we
can even imagine as hUmans..
mY FriEnds.. oh.. the paradoxes
of the shadows.. the pARts
we tend to overlook
of life as we
that plays with
us as subconscious
mind rather than the one
that escapes as God.. in Mechanical
cognition of literal worry of life.. obviously..
Jesus is only human.. in original story way..
before.. Constantine and his Roman Catholic
Cohorts.. made him into myth instead of man..
even in ‘that book’.. the shadows are more
than evident as Jesus
in me you
will do more than
me as i have not done all
that can be improved as works
by human beings.. per John 12:24..
and the Golden Rule gets through in
most every testament of love your neighbor
as yourself.. and Love your enemy too.. but
then there is the Paradox Shadow of Luke
14:26 that says to follow me you must
hate your mother.. father.. brother..
sister.. and children.. and that
my friend is quite a shadow
and a paradox from
and Love your enemy..
and then there is live by the
sword and die by the sword and
i bring a sword and not peace.. and
if i am in a really bad mood.. and not feeling
very diplomatic.. i will just turn some tables over
and maybe yell some to let you know i am angry…
Human nature.. my friend.. archetypes of shadow
being that will not go away.. as long as we are human..
And even Jesus
admitted he wasn’t
perfect as far as whomever
told the story.. for the light and
shadow of he.. and the good cop..
bad cop shadow Jesus too..
but sure.. God IS A
the paradoxes of liFe…
briGhtest liGhTs now.
DaRkest ShaDows too..
thaT truly thank God the
New Testament doesn’t wash
away as sugar coated liFe that
doesn’t exist.. even in a fairy tale
like Mary Poppins that doesn’t have
to make sense until you look deeper and
the shadows come out and play my friEnd..
So.. you are going on the offense here and following
the words of the Shadow Jesus more than the Good
Cop Jesus who focuses more on the liGhts of life than
the shadows that drive us more in ways of harming other
folks when we are not strong enough to unconditionally Love..
Unconditional Love is the next step uP my friEnd.. when one truly
finAlly understands the dark in one’s foes and never gives up hope
to bRinG them liGht.. but first.. my fRiEnd.. one must understand the shadow
in tHeir self.. embrace it.. forgive it.. and grow stronger as mountain of Love..
as the Grinch kNows
come out of the
Shadow.. the heARt
that drives John 14:12 my FriEnd
is the SpiRit that comes out of the
Shadow to lift folks hiGher and
hiGher with the soUL
that kNOws and
FeeLs the shadow
and iS no longer
so afraid of
lift otHers uP
who waLk iN the
oF aLL… thaT was quite
a challenge that Jesus put forth
to come out of the shadows in that
story of he.. and do greater works oF liGht
and truLy my Friend.. it is often the Chimney
Sweeps.. the watchers from the ash who better
understand the dARk and BRinG the GreAtest LIGhts…
Question is.. are you uP to the challenge of John 14:12..
oF liGht and trUe pArt
New Testament along
with Heaven is only in this
generation now per Luke
17:21 as the Kingdom of
God within that is most often
overlooked in the Shadow of now..
thaT mY friEnd is the best Good news.. oF aLL..
wE can do more in Heaven now than ever bEfore..
but sure.. only those who believe in thE me that’s
yoU and wE wiTh hands and feat of God more than beFore..
FeeLs foR noW..:)
New King James Version (NKJV)
24 Most assuredly, I say to you,
unless a grain of wheat falls into the
ground and dies, it remains alone;
but if it dies,
it produces much grain.
PS.. thAt IS
And for those ‘other’
‘noted’ poEtry scholars..
many other so-called forms
of poEtry are all incorporated
into this one SonG without even
GiVinG iT A FucK oF thOughT as ‘step in time’..
and only those of ‘you’ not too Jealous that i now
singularly produce the longest long form poem ever
will be able to pick them out of shaDow greed..
liNe from God
Essence FucKs Rules..:)
And i AM
A Son of
Okay.. it appears
now.. i am most
it seems.. to carry on
with the Monday dVerse
Week Long prompt as Quadrille
44 worded theme on shadow tHeRe..
hmm.. should be fun as any shadow kNows and FeeLs..;)
Hmm.. 55 liNks
so far moving.. caution..
Hmm.. and the one
from Tuesday was
something or another
about objects lined up
on pages in predictable
ways.. to get all mused
about tHeRe.. ugh.. gag me
with a straight line of garden
bricks.. not my style for today
but perhaps a prison form theme for another day..
as shadows sing from essence back to.. ugh.. form..;)
goes the dArk..
Down coMes thE liGht..:)
itch of memories
long gone past..
past gone long
memories of itch
KoaN oF LiGht..
Night oF Winter’s SpRing
Summer Fly oF liGht hiGh..
i muSt saY..
i loVe A
who kNow how
to escape to
bake.. no longer
longer as first world
ways SinG dArker
as shaDow liGhts..:)
Shadow SonG oF Fall..
liGht groWs dArk..
hope for liFe..:)
A longer shadow ‘forE liGht..:)
‘tween paradox BriGht..
noW as melody of
SonG and DancE on
oF liFe no longer
“God is dead and; we killed him–but his
shadow still looms.”
Lesson of Nature
and science same…
Humans evolved to
live peacefully in groups
no more than about 150 to 200 sets
of naked eYes and hips StiLL noW wHo trUly
kNow and FeeL each oTheR from head to toe..
anything else more and less..
IS A shadow
packed as lemmings
in cities of strife and hate..
from clothes of culture worn invisible of Love..
Nah.. i for one ain’t scared
to walk city dArkest parKing
lots at night.. but not a
place for anyone
less than A
half a ton now.. heHE..
with real man fearless Love..
other than that move
to a small
meh.. now at least
it can be done somewhat
virtually and vicariously online..
from the biggest roach motels oF all
in desert lands of fear too.. my FriEnd..
of cultural clothes
continues to groW iN
dARker and liGhter ways too..
A pan aLL now
theISt oF God plUs..
He!.. Essence.. LoVe
oF liGht ShaDowS noW..
Ignorance aWay from Free aLiFe..:)
to A original
ProGram.. as pArt
EmErGinG eVeN moRe..:)
sMILes.. i see/fEeL noW..
Art.. A BriGhtest
liGht.. A Nature
gift now greAt..
oF Fearless Love
for shaDows dARk..:)
dArk consumes liGht
goeS on as
dArk consumes liFe..
so why be
as we are
all dArk and liGht..
Sacred and Holy NoW..:)
in cultural clothes..
and often no need for
all can be fulfilled
as Nature without clothes..
iN sMall enough hUman Village LiFe..:)
Love iS liGht
iS dArk As liGht
too.. as travel way
as sNowS and
refLect dArk liGht..:)
it’s not that
poEtry alWays has
to have a discrete
meaning.. it’s more
uP to LiFe liGht..:)
Shadows of my own
dArk reflected and projected
on Mother’s liGht..
mine yelLed from
dArk.. A liGht liVinG
alone and finding allone..
no matter who
to be fulfilled
by living and
A leSson oF
lives liGht as mE noW..
and my father lived then A
similar freeway2.. what went
wrong for me.. unTil
lost in A
self-fill found now..
hmm… perHaps what
iS iN order.. soMe forAging
and Hunting to find wE allone..:)
Missing in action
as empirical measures of
modern empathy goes..
the way of
and fuzzy means warm
and fuzzy with sMiLes..
no matter 43 or 44 words..
be found @44..;)
i’M not gonna lie..
i counted ALL your
words and liked
them just as
so the poet makes
a mistake in themed
way and does 43 words
instead of 44.. with
Microsoft word counting
the whole enchilada at 44..
and the administrator states..
i didn’t count your words but
you must have 44 excluding the
title.. so the poet says.. i use
Microsoft Word as i don’t have enough
fingers to count to 44..
to see the pink
elephant in the
room or not..
are not gonna be
brave enough to
say what you mean
in ways of form and
rules.. why.. F iN say
it At aLL.. oh.. the webs
we weave with less than fearless clarity
IF it was
me they would
deleted my poem..
oh.. the rules for elder
ladies change from younger
sure.. the strong
can stand to be
kicked around like A homeless dog..;)
Anyway.. as they used to say at work..
it’s good enough for government work…;)
Back to number 21 here..
A cave within..
and old.. juST
to grow young aGaiN
as heARt.. as SpiRit
as BaLanCinG miNd
and BoDy reBorn as shaDow Lives..:)
Okay it’s 12:37 pm..
9282016.. on WeDnesDay..
not even half way
off to lunch and
sand and sun dance..
TruE liGht as mE..;)
Nature aLL and
ain’t it grand for
a Serpent who
his or her..
i care not
to spend a thouSand
dollars on it.. not a dime
or even a cent
Am i surprised to fiNd
dARk and liGht in all things
liFe.. sMiles.. the Serpent kNows
and Senses more than sanitized liFe
Eat or be eaten
thaT pARt hasn’t changed..
Love.. AS A fearless gift..
that must be exercised
properly aS liGht.. less
to strike and
bite A liGht tale..
Considering the benefits
over the dArkeR negatives bEinG noW A Furry
Warm and Fuzzy hUman.. liFe is much better
than AllAgator bait..
of Star dust plus…
it’s enough.. it’s enough..
aS Heaven plus.. @least for
me now.. as i weigh the options.. mY FriEnd..
elSE but noW..;)
Back to the dVerse Quadrille
Shadow theme prompt..
at 3:33 pm..
or goes around aGain.. as
other bodies of
water that mirror i’s
of We.. seeing all into
each otHeR then
F E E Lnow
be who we
a L L on E…
can be inside..
outside.. above.. WiLL
so below.. and all aRound..:)
fAll wiTh dArk..
grey scales tone as
melody oF Fault.. ah…but
to find within A weaTheRed hUman
SpiRit.. heARt and miNd
and body BaLanCing
soUL can stop the Rain..
so below above..
and all aRound..:)
mINd and boDy
heArts and spiRits
SaMe.. DancE oF liGht
SonG oF HeaLinG noW..
LiGht hoMe sPeaks..:)
than Denim Jean..;)
Trees Forest liGht..
Limits come.. Fire a Savior
iNk Blot sAMe..
not quite awake
wash once.. wash twice
StiLL a hUman pARt..
Had A color..
s H a d e noW..
what would iT
be.. sUre IS
essence as more
SeNses aS liFe..
goeS oN.. MoVinG..
a play of who
am thaT iS real
iS alWayS noW
as wHole iN onE..:)
Flow oF NoW iN ZoNe..
aLL aS oNe nOw..:)
E MoT iONs..
S H A DoW S
onE dArk noW
TAste foR liGht
sMell For dArk..
TOuch f0r Victory..
SeeS Hears WolF liGht..:)
wHo dare to be Shadow FReED
BrinG Fields morE..:)
Shadows oF liGht
Fall… Not even
A shadow last yEar…
spoiLed FloWers color less..
iN eYes liGht..
jusT for FuN..
jUst for FUn
Tales for liGht Pan DancE..:)
in light of home
THeRe is a place
wHere colors hurt..
tHere IS A place
tHere IS A
iNvisible to colors
oF Black and White..:)
move.. move.. move
Dance liFE as Art..:)
Okay that takes me
44 at 5:33
and a Work
out and maybe more later..;)
SMiLes.. my friend..
Depression isn’t fair..
and really bad things
happen to good people..
as life doesn’t grade on a bell-curve
for being good people.. but what Life does
is reaLiTy.. my first real depression.. of course i didn’t
have a name for it then.. was in second grade when i moved
from my small school.. to a large Chaotic Catholic School.. where
Mean Nuns were the first thing i remember with rulers spanking hands
of kids.. and i went from the smartest
kid in a backwards town school…
to the one that had
at the smarter
private.. and well funded
for top notch teachers.. and by
the end of the year i caught up..
but the stress of being in such a cold
big place ended up with me being anemic
and not even able to eat at lunch for an entire year…
my mother took us there to be in the same home town
of my father.. but the stressful environment was killing both
me and my sister.. and nah.. no one then knew what the hell of
Asperger’s Syndrome.. per the Autism Spectrum was.. and
how stressful an environment
like that could be for empaths
with overloaded senses..
nah.. not the
other folks are just
mechanical aids in the environment..
the kind that feels and senses way too much..
of our modern world.. and even can hear silent
alarms in stores.. like a dog might do at higher sonic
levels.. and my tactile sensitivity is still so intense i cannot
stand to touch almost anything man-made.. anyway.. the
second era of depression came in middle school..
while almost the entire school.. then.. bullied
my looks and social eccentric behaviors..
suggesting in words to the effect
i didn’t deserve to exist..
smiled too much..
smile off my face..
as even the school pictures
eventually showed as depression
wasn’t a word in my vocabulary
at puberty age either.. so i
carried on with
a smile again.. until
losing my first love..
and a full two years of
severe to off and on depression
then.. at 19.. and from then on.. ages 22
to 45 for 23 years.. working at a Bowling
Center.. Cheers like environment until age
42.. where everyone knew my name by the
smiles of norm that was me.. all
was mostly good even
there.. in budget ways..
change came at 42.. with
three job changes in three
years.. and in December
of age 45 in ’05..
away.. and associated
auto-immune issues.. chronic
stress that i didn’t realize i had
started to take the best of me
away.. in a spiraling
idea of where
i would eventually
go in hell in ’08.. yeah..
about 7.7 years of Depression
for me then.. and i’ve spent about
about a quarter of my life in moderate
to Severe Depression.. Depression is a monster
who does not care.. a monster who is not like Santa
Claus or a Judgement from an Angry God who keeps
note of who has been naughty or nice.. it can come ’cause
we did our best.. always did our job.. or always took care of
the ones we loved without fail.. despite the challenges that came
our way.. it can even come from being too happy.. as often happens
to the Lottery Winner.. who loses sight of how fickle happiness can
be if not tendered with the dARk side of liFE too.. as humans
are evolved for intermittent rewards.. not instant gratification..
Seriously.. it shouldn’t be this hard for humans
to get in balance.. but my friEnd whether
or not we can see it or not..
we live in a truly insane
world.. and i’ve
those pARts in
detail here.. so need
to repeat that again..
truth is.. and i can say this
as an expert now as both a King
of Pain and a King of Happiness same..
in just one life of Heaven and Hell and
Purgatory that lasts for years and years too..
i cannot say.. i have met one sober person..
who is truly content in this life now..
my friEnd.. not even the
people i see on
than anyone i know
by the name of human..
my friend.. how sad is that..
beyond sad my friend.. it is an
indictment of how we all live in a
society gone insane from what it even
means to be human now.. so what i am saying
is.. don’t feel alone.. but i know you cannot help
to feel alone.. As Depression doesn’t give a FucK
how you feel.. but what i will say is.. anything is possible
in life if you never ever give up.. your life is precious.. you are
precious.. feeling and sensing life.. is the best Gift that God gives
star dust my friend.. and that is we when human.. feeling and sensing
it all.. even the grief.. even the despair.. that CAN AND WILL eventually
lead to liGht.. even if it takes a FucKinG Decade to come real..
i can’t say that any of the psychiatry professionals
did me any good.. except for the Ativan
that allowed me to sleep
with the worst pain
known to humankind
to go along with all
the emptiness i had..
but what i will say is.. the same
Psychiatrist who said i was his worst
case ever.. he in the Air Force as a Major
dealing with really bad cases of PTSD and
Combat Fatigue for the veterans of war then..
and by the time.. 7.7 years had ended our
relationship.. after he offered in ’08.. to
arrange for a vagal nerve stimulator
to be put in my chest for
me to feel something
of emotions again..
of feelings.. he left
his practice to teach movement
therapy.. as he told me i inspired
him to do that.. as he saw my
movement therapy cured
me in real time..
as it worked
same for my
Licensed Social Worker
Therapist.. who gave me what
is named as cognitive behavioral
therapy and psychotherapy.. she is
the one now who asks me for advice in how
to help her other hopeless patients.. that none
of her methods work on.. who live the dark nights
of the soul my friend.. i am not going back to hell..
as i’ve made it an Olympic sport not to go back..
in many ways of truly hoping i can help
one person.. too.. just one person..
not go to the full
been.. keep writing..
keep expressing your feelings..
it took me 33 months before i could
write the first word.. and about 33 more months
before empty shells became feelings with words
my friEnd.. life is not easy.. and even the World Health
Organization.. says that Depression is the leading cause
of Disability around the world.. and that my friend is no surprise
with the First World Problems of the heart we have today..
but this gift of feeling and sensing the World that
perhaps through the power of imagination..
and creativity.. is the potential
liGhtest and dARkest
place of all
is worth it for
one thing my friend..
and that is life.. in all the
ways it comes.. down and up..
may the up come soon again for you
my friend.. and may you find what works
for you too.. to stay in balance.. no different
than my Cat Yellow Boy does.. as all he has been
able to do.. is find the answers within with God..
The answers are within.. i could
find them no where
My Friend.. Zee..:)
WeLL.. iT appears that Facebook is
on strike for letting me post
YouTube Videos.. perhaps
the Hall Monitor Algorithm
is ‘pissed’ ’cause i
shared that rather
racy “Let’s All Chant”
Video.. or perhaps
the Matrix all lovin’
Rave Video.. but
i had shared
a photo of some
chopped heads off from
an Isis ‘promotional video’
that would have probably stayed..
and that’s okay.. as hey.. this is not
something i am ever gonna FucKinG pay
for.. so i’ll take it as it comes.. as free extra
hard drive to back my shit up.. as ha!.. thought
i was doing potential ‘readers’ a favor by sharing
cool music videos that superSEED tons of words..
as after all i have been writing an average
of 120K words a month to back them all
up here2.. for several months now.. hehe..
and sure obviously that is too
much for a Twitter world
wrote.. in the
way we communicate today..
as i just got a like back on my
comment from my Dance Friend
Cortney.. who i rarely talk
to on Facebook..
and that is
a friend plus thing
enough for me.. hehe..
and sure.. better words as
non-verbal language has always
been 60 to 90 percent of human
communication.. in REAL FLESH
AND BLOOD WAY.. until it became
where truly THIS IS THE FUCKING
PLUGGED IN MATRIX WHERE WE
LIVE SO MUCH OF WHAT IS LEFT OF
SOCIAL LIFE NOW.. so Facebook Friend
Cortney shares a status that says in other
words of photo the reason she didn’t answer
her friend’s communication on Facebook was
’cause she was snoozing.. and hey.. rest is
paramount to having any semblance of
balance in life these days of
one of extreme stress..
so Kudos goes to
sleep no matter
what.. hehe.. unless it is
too much associated with
depression too.. so anyway..
i say in generalized response..
It’s like life..
look straight ahead
and never meet the eYes of THE stranger..;)
And yeah.. that’s kinda tongue AND cheek as
Cortney is no stranger now to the strange of me..
and sure.. i can understand why ‘strange’ folks
don’t meet eyes of the Shaded ones of the
233 LB Public Dancing Dude.. at
Public stores unless they have
a few wild and free hairs
tHeir self.. as i often
find the only
that are left in humanity
this way.. in a sea of sullen
looks about the overall existence
we have these days.. in Terminator/Avatar/
Matrix Machine cognition breed of life.. anyway..
Depression.. i FucKinG find it everywhere
i go online.. from the base.. anger at life
that is only anger truly of feeling bad
inside.. as let’s face it..
haters are full of
bad feelings inside..
otherwise they would do not
hate in harming others.. and that’s
the way black flowers and colored
flowers of life work.. when all is color
all is good.. when all is black.. black comes..
black is black.. joy is white.. and purgatory ‘tween
shades of grey.. is the biggest place of all.. of apathy
too.. as modern life sucks the colors of Free EmoTioNs..
as FeeLinGs and SeNses and SexuaLiTy too.. until
all is left is i hate you.. i hate you.. and i hate
them and even us some more as i..
Life just sucks Life just sucks..
and Yellow Boy says
you folks are full
but the thing is.. the
grey creeps slowly.. perhaps
startS in Kindergarten when you are
stuck in desks.. quiet hands please..
no fidgeting.. keep your pencils and
or keyboards as it were and is now..
close to your FucKinG Face where
information and data download is
the new of contact in hell now.. my ‘FriEnd’..
and from then… on and now on.. how low
she or he or etc.. can go in dARk.. in Fear..
in anxiety.. worry.. and constant trembling
ways or numb dark nights of soul.. is perhaps
more unlimited than ever before in hell now..
of the invisible kind.. not easily seen on
the outside.. hidden in two-D screams
of screen.. where text
even YouTube Videos
fear to tread in bushy and fun
dance videos too.. where headless
Nah.. i’m too
crafty to get upset..
but hey.. it kinda hurts
me to see friEnds hurt so much..
so far out of the reach anymore..
out of the
same dark place
i too.. used to live..
in Matrix.. Terminator
empty Avatar sAMe..:)
Hmm.. well.. unless the Hall Monitor
of the Facebook Algorithm Police
has gone all good cop and bad cop
mix.. it’s either a bug of filled up
Browser Cache.. or a bug
on Facebook’s end
as when i rebooted
i was able to share
my link to 6000 Miles
of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
two times on my Personal Facebook
Page and the link and Nice Wife Bikini photo
as more than thumb nail photo fun.. worked
half the time on my Facebook pages for Blog
and Nature photos.. respectively too.. so i rebooted
again now.. just for fun.. to start out with a clean
slate cache for more liNks to potentially come
until Thursday mechanical cognition activities
come into Holy and Sacred R and R
activities.. including celebrating
my 128th Dance night at Good
OId Seville Quarter tHeir..
with all the cool college
age folks.. with
more fun dance
photos arriving around
the end of Rave Dance at
3 am in this 707th named
Macro-Verse of what’s the
title i arrived at..
no.. not there..
must be iPhone 6s notes..
yes! tHere it is.. the one i woke
up with in half sleep before i went
the route of Mary Poppins.. for whatever
innate.. instinctual.. and intuitive creative
Holy Spirit FeelinGs and SeNses thaT led
mE tHeRe in Synchronicity tapestry
canvas brush of painT in my hand
God ways of Being two..
i mean one.. well
yes.. THERE IT IS!
helps me to be so
much “smArter” than
without it.. hehe.. lest i
forget how to remember in
flesh and blood way toos.. hmm..
and that bRings me to my next point
oF ConFidEnce as i will check and see
if one of my favorite artful expressions of
fearless comes out in Demi Lovato way as
i attempt to link that here as header with all
these words on Facebook too.. to see if the
temperament of Technology is setting itself
in trusty assistant way again.. yeah.. what about
confidence.. turn the other cheek and pacify.. i think NOT..
be calm sure.. be strong yes.. be stead fast and firm.. hell
yes.. without even a word necessary when body language
matches the word FucKinG Fearless.. yeah.. i know that’s
two words.. but ya know what i mean.. but question is..
do you feel and sense confidence.. do you reek it
from your body language like a Lion Walking
the savannah as a King of A Jungle with
no FucKinG Bruce Lee fear.. hmm..
that my friEnds takes movement
art of movement in regulation
of emotions and integration
of senses that flow through
the vagal nerve from brain
to gut.. and spread
and hormones to peptide
receptors throughout the body
noW in literAlly trillions of connections
between cells now.. no different than
neurons in your head.. and stars of skies
connecting with liGht Force God energy noW
as we or just me speaks Now.. hehe.. and that
my friends.. is where the East.. at least the older
East has a leg up on us westerners through
free flowing Kung Fu-like Martial arts.. NoW
wHeRe in my case my own style Fred FU
all intuitive.. instinctual and
innate driven by God within
of Nature wHOle me..
PHI mean 1.618
spiral flow to the Galaxies
around Black Hole Suns
as Universe and GoD
laRger wHOle.. as every
alpha cat knows and feels
and truly senses like my old 20
year old neighborhood block Leader
the ‘fixed’ and i might mention when Arthur
Brown Tabby Cat with Golden eYes was just
a kitten he had complications with getting fixed..
and had urinary issues and eventually had to
have a reconstructed cat penis.. ouch.. yes..
but he lived about 19 or so more
years.. with plastic cat
penis fully in tow..
and who kNows..
what made him so
strong that this FucKinG
come to be fearless cat never ever
got a scratch from an intruding territorial
cat.. whipped ’em.. all gone away.. and even a bag
of bones like he at 20 years old still had the
fearless body language.. that deterred
the then 15LB Yellow Boy muscle
bound Feral cat.. from
a challenge of
cat fight then..
but it’s worth noting
too that Yellow Boy spent
his feral stray Tom Cat years
in the woods when Arthur Boy was
still toting 15 LBS of muscle cat too..
no doubt when starving Yellow Boy at
his previous 7 or 8 LB prize fighter weight
crossed paths.. with the Golden eyed claws
and teeth champion.. the Noble cat Arthur
in all his years of neighborhood block
champion then.. nah.. no one has
ever inflicted body damage to
me either.. not even a scratch..
not even in the nerd days.. as
i suppose there could have
been something in my
eye that said..
is kind of a
Karmic looking eye
that in mY last Profile
Green shirted photos speaks
words of nah.. you don’t want any part
noW of the potential dARk of my Fearless
liGht my Cat friend or foe Now.. heHE..;)
“The attacker must vanquish;
the defender need only survive.”
~~ Master Po ~~
Humans can be
so territorial.. almost
like Cats when resources
are at stake.. hmm.. and we
think we are smArt.. we are juSt animals..
mate or not
to do.. now
or Fear/Hate to be with
the addition of now more
complex emotions guided
or not by words.. hmm..
silent defense in body
i find in the wild
at least.. late
at night.. when subsistence
of mates is most at stake..;)
“I’m stealing back to my same old used to be.”
~~ Arlo Guthrie ~~
Yep.. lots of folks could
use more of a
The secret of reaping the greatest fruitfulness
and the greatest enjoyment from life
is to live dangerously!”
~~ Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche ~~
Spoken like a true adrenaline
Junkie.. likely neglected or abused
when younger.. perhaps much younger..
or perhaps just born that way..
missing the softer
fill up over flowing
with moving.. connecting..
creating with each other now
in somewhat peaceful flow..
with occasional peaks
Dangerous is stupid..
Insurance companies charge for it too..;)
Risk taking can be something
entirely different.. non-dangeorus
risk taking in terms of fucking
disabling bodily injury..
like Diving into FucKinG
untested depth of waters..
shallow in terms of reaSon2..;)
And that reminds me of some
new song i heard in our
of young to ‘middle’ adults
now that says everything
that kills me makes me
feel alive.. hmm..
a sad song
of far from fully alive..
safe and loving free enough.. to be..:)
“The man who removes a mountain
begins by carrying away small stones.”
~~ Chinese proverb ~~
There are no pills or
drinks for happiness..
gRainS of sAnds carried
over deserts of life to make mountain
Love come iSReAL noW within.. inside..
outside.. above.. so below.. and all around noW..:)
“Far more crucial than what we know or do not know
is what we do not want to know.”
~~ Eric Hoffer ~~
The greatest challenge
i for one see/feel today
is not this
“These times of ours are serious and full of calamity,
but all times are essentially alike.
As soon as there is life there is danger.”
~~ Ralph Waldo Emerson ~~
It’s a dog eat whatever world..
but at the end of the day..
even the road runner
and coyote are
to R and R..:)
“Sometimes you win, sometimes
you lose, sometimes you get rained out.”
~~ Satchel Paige ~~
shit are on
the same overall teAm..:)
(:..at least for me..;)
“Truth is always exciting.
Speak it, then.
Life is boring without it.”
~~ Pearl S. Buck ~~
Yeah.. life is kinda
prickly and pearly
“All go down
~~ Baby Plucky. ~~
Life IS A series
of ins and outs..
and sure.. uPs and
dOwns.. alone and allone..:)
Hmm.. i muSt say.. Play IS A way to Happiness..
and i alWays encourAge.. wiFE Katrina..
also known as the modern day version
Isis incarnate of course better
than any myth of Isis
and Osiris.. as
i was really
also known and felt as
the Wrong Planet online..
while she tried literally almost
everything to find all the pieces of
me to put me back toGeTher.. heHE..
and this is a fun photo from last year.. in
a Blog Macro-verse.. about a SuperBLOOD
Moon.. year to almost date from a year ago sure..
too that i will get to soon.. as there is a back log
of 4 Facebook Macro-Verse Provided memories
to explore.. give and share.. neXt of course as
now goeS oN until FinALly Thursday Sacred
and Holy play comes in more for me
to eXplore for FuN.. juST FucKinG
Fun in all the ways dance
comes!.. but anyway..
to be healthy in
DancE step as
poEtry oF Art liFe..
with EmoTioNs better
regulating and senses
enhanced as integrating..
more than sitting FucKinG sTiLL..
forgetting that being animal means
animate and moving more than just your
eyes and fingers.. in shoulder and arm flow
oN keyboards.. hehe of digital way if you dance
ivory and ebony iMac ones like me.. that in
this case of Keyboard is white and noW
silver,, kinda like
me too.. hehe..
at age 56 with
tan still covering
most of me too.. and
sure all of me too.. haha!..
oKay.. enough talk about play
let the play come okay.. for me2.. soon..;)
Well.. first.. ANCIENT FREDDY WORDS OF WISDOM.. one of my
first Ancient Macro-Verses from ’13.. in September
to date of then.. and what is great about
that wisdom.. particularly in
Video way is that A
chant and a Song
can be enough
to set yA self free..
so i’LL go a double
route here.. again.. and
provide the Warm.. furry.. FuZZIE version of let’s
all chant and the Indian version Dance
as SonG of that too.. for 70’s vs..
ways of doing it
as uncensored as it
can get in 70’s way too..
at lEAst for now.. on YouTube
and Facebook PG audience 13 ways..:)
Once aGain.. a give and share of Super Blood Moon of Truth and Light as i will
use all days for feast days to celebrate
this greaTest GifT of liFE.. NoW..
in GiVinG and shaRinG ways
sImply ’cause i CaN
PoWer and hiGher
Force of SmarT and Fearless
Love as Gifted by Nature AKA God
to wE who count our blesSinGs and give
and share them as such as bRiGhter liGhter ways
oF Free way
So far.. i have only encouraged
what seems like two young adult
females to dance with me at Barnes
and Nobles.. to date in three years of
doing free dance there and reading and
listening to trance enhancing music from
Alan Parsons’ too.. but sure.. good book worms can dance too!..
with sure.. a mall festival dancing bear too.. in all the ways that comes2..;)
And here.. a Macro-Verse from two years ago too.. regarding
Multi-Media Poetry and TRUEST human freedom..
it ain’t easy going against the grain
of what’s been done before.. it
can be either too little too
much and never just
‘WRite’ for the
on narrow or larger
sidewalks of sAMe.. and
that is oKay.. as history shows
when anyone deviates from the norm
as Maverick.. there will always be the
extra cautious sitters who tale the Rovers..
no.. you cannot move out of the Cave art of paint..
hehe.. i know and feel the history of this.. my kind is well documented
in wild and
be ignored by
pushing out even further
and further in different when
the sitters tale the Super Rovers
to stay still.. Quiet hands… don’t fidget..
take a FucKinG PiLL to kill yoUr eXtra Creative
miNd and Body thaT can BALANCE as Force greater
than beFore is sET free as wIld.. with harming neither
self or otHers from their freedom to sit still and even
stay all covered up from Naked God
within if that is what they
choose with relative
free will now..
it’s a big globe
and if no one likes what i
do here.. the modern Information
technology Globe is almost limitless
with oTheR places to Go.. and as i Love
to empirically measure my Art in Science
ways of ReAson too.. this day was the
biggest view day.. on jusT
yesterday as that
one blog of five i have
that are currently active
and public.. has gone over
156K views in three years..
with 2,683 views yesterday
with a peak hour of 1,136 views
too.. nah.. it’s not an average view
day.. but with close to 1.5 million total
views.. per my Kate Mia Google Art Sources
only page.. i get around.. no matter how strange i AM..
We live in a world.. where the most outliers of wE get heARd..
no stopping ‘WE’
for now FReED@ least for me..;)
Hi.. FriEnd.. Glenn..
i personAlly like Fowler’s Definition oF Faith
as changing/evolving across the lifespan.. not unlike
Stages of Development in
Maslow’s 6 level pyramid..
in hierarchy way too..
As taken directly heRE..
From Wiki as preSented here on the topic of Faith..
“James W. Fowler (1940-2015) proposes a series of stages of faith-development (or spiritual development) across the human life-span. His stages relate closely to the work of Piaget, Erikson, and Kohlberg regarding aspects of psychological development in children and adults. Fowler defines faith as an activity of trusting, committing, and relating to the world based on a set of assumptions of how one is related to others and the world.
Stages of faith
Intuitive-Projective: a stage of confusion and of high impressionability through stories and rituals. (Pre-school period)
Mythic-Literal: a stage where provided information is accepted in order to conform with social norms. (School-going period)
Synthetic-Conventional: In this stage the faith acquired is concreted in the belief system with the forgoing of personification
and replacement with authority in individuals or groups that represent one’s beliefs. (Early-late adolescence)
Individuative-Reflective: In this stage the individual critically analyzes adopted and accepted faith with existing systems of faith. Disillusion or strengthening of faith happens in this stage. Based on needs, experiences and paradoxes. (Early adulthood)
Conjunctive faith: In this stage people realize the limits of logic and, facing the paradoxes or transcendence of life, accept the “mystery of life” and often return to the sacred stories and symbols of the pre-acquired or re-adopted faith system. This stage is called negotiated settling in life. (Mid-life)
Universalizing faith: This is the “enlightenment” stage where the individual comes out of all the existing systems of faith and lives life with universal principles of compassion and love and in service to others for upliftment, without worries and doubt. (Middle – late adulthood (45-65yrs and plus)”
When i was ill and forced as a shut-in for 66 months in the
Home.. etc.. my car in.. A Walmart
Parking Lot while my wife shopped..
as i sometimes tolerated the eye
pain a few seconds in shades view
to watch folks go
doors of consumerism
21st century style..
nary a smile
on any adult’s
face under the age
of 60 or so.. i like to think..
that at least some of them got
up to Level 6 as Lord kNows many
stuck on Level three
or even no Faith at all..
Faith as trust in the existential
reaLiTy of existence.. IS A pARt of Humanity
that is sadly groWing more lost as days go by..
and a potential
as Nature within
in BaLanCinG way full
of compassion… in loving
sharing giving fearless reAlly sMaRt
way wHeRe the only tight rope and Balloons
to use are those of kNow with SensE and FeeL
mY FriENd.. noW..
otHer than that.. Now
yes.. more or less Faith
can be a waste of time
if with no substance..
oF iSREaL noW2..:)
Thanks.. mY friEnd Glenn.. Hopefully i will retain.. A similar
Creative SpiRit that you have noW.. as i continue to go A way oF
Senior.. My friEnd.. SMiLes.. inSpiRaTioN
is everywHere.. A thouSand
lifetiMes iN oNe..
And i sTiLL won’t
BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels
Free Verse Poetry Novel
Free Verse Poetry Novel
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
3 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
GRains oF SaNd
GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..
After Book of Fred
of course too..
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat of Feet in 3 years..:)
After Dance of Fred
Stop DanCinG noW..:)
Facebook Friend Ashe
shares a quote on Facebook
about the power of music and i say…
SMILes.. Strings.. extension of Vocal
Chords.. Pipes.. extension of Throat..
and Percussion.. extension
DancE FeeLs.. aLiVe..
ExPresSinG hUman heArT
EmoTioNs as SpiRit iSrEaL..
SoUL as mINd and BoDy BaLanCinG
Human EmoTions.. SenSes.. SeNtient
STar DuST plUs.. and sUre.. eXtendinG those
EmoTions as SpiRit.. even hiGher through human
Tools of Culture.. iS
God as NaTuRE
A Verse plUs to
UniVerse moRe.. mY friEnd..
Ashe Fleury.. Keep on PlaYinG..
A SonG anD DancE oF yoUr SoUL too..:)
Zee.. My pleasure
As alWays to stop by
And the entire Ball of
Confusion that is the human
Race on Earth can use a wHole
Lot of understanding and on the
God made the
Fellow Blogger and
Poet ‘M’.. shares
a link about
30th Black Moon..
the so-called Evil
Twin of the cherished
blue moon more.. hehe..
And i return
Thanks for the alert..
Something else DArk
And now i say
as more.. yes.. actually
as usual this dArk.. dArk
sky event.. with New Waxing
Moon.. is actuAlly a sign of new
beginnings other than the birth of
a new moon of course as the moon
waxes new almost a day later in the Eastern
Hemisphere.. and as the link says.. ‘for the evening
of October 2, the barely visible waxing crescent moon
will shine on Rosh Hashanah, the Jewish New Year.
And on October 3, the growing crescent will mark
the beginning of Muharram, the first month in
the Islamic lunar calendar.”.. And of course
if you look deep enough
on the Internet
describe as Deplorable..
and or Despicable Minion
will be iLLuminati.. and or Satanic
Conspiracy theorizing that this is
an evil sign of Biblical End times..
as noted similarly in the link
too.. and sure i often
just to check out
what the dArk side of
fear.. hate.. and despair is
doing these days.. who cannot
understand that the only heaven they
are gonna ever find.. even per Luke 17:21
is the one that is hEar noW for those who
seek.. find it.. and see.. sense.. and feeL iT
far as a country
that lives within that
is God’s all Natural
Wild and Free Animal
Kingdom that is we on this
greaTest blue.. green.. brown..
and so far still.. white capped poles
Orb.. if we don’t FucK that uP further too..
now by olks who do not understand that
and so are we..
so sure.. if you are
FucKinG God sMARt
as Art and Science of ReaSon
in God’s Tapestry and Canvas
full of Free Paint Brush Human Beings..
you add a Verse of MoVinG.. ConNecTinG
CreaTinG.. liFe to UniVerse oF GoD instead
of living a less than empty glass of fear.. hate..
and despair of looking forward to the FucKinG
noW.. on a
Black Moon day..
anyway.. as they
say in Greek Original
Definition.. oF Apocalypse
it means lifting the FucKinG
Veils of Ignorance.. not FucKinG
destroying the Earth.. and it’s worth
noting that the educated FucKinG Literate
Greeks are the one’s who decided what would
eventually go into the New Testament in Greek
way after picking out the parts of an oral tradition
of many many Christian sects of illiterate Aramaic..
Speaking Folks.. some of who believed in One God
and other so-called sects of Christianity that believed
in 12.. well sure.. the Greeks picked and chose what they
liked and no.. Jesus was no pARt of a Trinity untiL.. and
a Soldier God man.. unTil Constantine and his Catholic
Cohorts got their fingers in the Jesus pieces of pie
then.. in the 4th Century AD.. and as every
student of an accredited Big University
Divinity school.. has modernly
been taught now..
career or teaching
career for them too..
there were no FucKinG
Xerox machines for Centuries
and way way past first millennial
after Jesus too.. of course.. so scribes
made every copy by hand for Centuries
at hand.. and science shows somewhere from
around three to four hundred minor to major mistakes
were made.. some not intentionally and some totally on
purpose to forge what was done before into something new
to suit whoever of the thousands of scribes were to come next
to then make the next copy of the next copy.. ’til scholars suggest
only 18 percent of the New Testament is written by a potential
one person.. and two letters by Paul are likely the only
original pARts left of the New Testament actually
written by an original Apostle.. and
oh yeah.. when you get
to the Muslim
the literate age
of the illiterate man
Muhammad his house
mate and one of his closest
confidents opposed the final
written Version of the Koran.. as
suggesting it was not a full and truthful
account of what Muhammad even fully said..
as sure.. what is written second hand for what is
said.. can even go wrong in the hand of an unexperienced
court reporter too.. or even the best.. as we humans have fallible
short term and long term memory.. and are overall fallible for all
of we who wear a suit of flesh and blood.. covered by lies of perfection…
the only perfection iS in trying hard.. and even with thaT humans still FucK
pretty.. pretty.. please as
my FriEnd Rafiah said in my
last Macro Verse.. about retaining
threads for friendship.. connection..
in moving,. and creating ways..
yeah.. pretty please..
and do your best
to live as Free Children
of the God of Nature.. Loving
self first.. and others and all of
rest of Nature God sAMe one..
and consuming no other pARt
of Nature.. other than what is required
for subsistence today.. giving more than
taking keeps the Ball of Confusion from BreaKinG
FucKing Down.. A Lamp of Religious Freedom.. Apocalypse iSReaL..:)
Yup.. And that makes an ‘outstanding’ title for
the 708 Macro-Verse i AM currently writing
here.. “Black Moon Apocalypse Weekend!”..;)
Thanks.. my new Nice FriEnd..
Khalidur from Bangladesh.. Great
Photographer too.. i will add.. yes..
@56.. i find that Dance keeps me
Young at heARt… and i go to dance
on the night that all the college age youth
are there as haha!.. they are the only ones
to keep uP
as i have
had Decades to
Practice the Art of Dance..:)
Welcome.. my Friend..
the longer story is
on the newest
And Hi.. again.. Khalidur..
the Young Woman here at
about age 18 or so.. is Young
enough to be my Grand Daughter
with Great Grand Daughter at home
as toddler or in crib.. and actually i am
in REAL Life a Great Great Uncle on
my Wife’s side of the family..
she is 46 and has the
Her name is Katrina Mia
as Dark haired half Pacific
Islander and pictured with me
in the main 5 photos describing
my life on Facebook.. technically
this is her Face Book Page as
version of her first two names..
but she hates Facebook..
so we share it and i
it all over..
and my Art Pen
Name iS KATiE MiA FredericK!iI..
as Dancer.. Writer and Photographer..
All just for the fun of giving and sharing
all the art i do on the Internet in Global
Fashion.. and i am also on the Autism
Spectrum with Asperger’s Syndrome..
where my real name is Frederick
Arthur as first two names.. And
the name KATiE MiA is also
an Acronym for Kind
i also help people understand
that not all folks on the Autism
Spectrum Lack Cognitive and
Affective Empathy.. or are
numb to the world
notions of an entire spectrum
of people lost to the world around
them does not hold true for the entire
spectrum as such.. but sadly for some.. yes..
it most definitely can also be a disorder like that..
AnyWay.. my friend.. there is nothing ‘normal’ about
me.. i have taken about 100K photos in the last three
years.. since recovering from a shut-in synergy of
life threatening illnesses for 66 months..
Recovering in July of 2013.. and
have written 12 million words
or so online.. since
of 2010.. with
close to 33 months
of that stay as a shut-in
in my home.. and it took me
33 months first.. to even use
my eyes and ears with then a
pain of type two Trigeminal
Neuralgia.. that is described
in Medical Literature as
a pain that is the
worse than the
actual torture of
i experienced.. a full
66 months from wake to
sleep with 18 other medically
identified disorders.. with the
pain in my right eye and ear
that made vision and
hearing close to
with the first 33 months
not able to tolerate reading
or writing anything or seeing
beauty or hearing music.. or
even feeling emotions.. all was
pain.. and i tale this story whenever
i have the opportunity alWays in a little
different way.. as the bottom line my friend..
is.. when a person never gives up.. anything is
possible.. and since recovering.. inclusive in
those 12 million words.. i have written the
longest long form poem in the
history of humankind and
this will be paRt of
the 708th Macro-
Verse of Ocean
aT over 3.3 million
words.. And since
Sept.. of 2013.. i have also
Dance Walked 6000 miles..
in every public place.. my wife
and i go.. Life is great when fully lived.. mY FriEnd..:)
Hmm.. if finished this wRite here now.. perhaps i would
have more comments on Word Press.. particularly if i don’t
include 200 or so Beautiful Pictures from Nature..
hehe.. including the wild and freest
of mE in restricted passion
too.. well see..
heAr’s the thing..
i Am for the Future
alWays now.. the Future
IS A reAlly long time now..
and in the now future.. people
are gonna be much much smaRter
than they are now.. well.. at least the ones
who are no longer in the minions of matrix..
falling to the lies of before.. those folks may
decide not to get unplugged as God of NatUre
Gifts us with this relative free will and also with
varying human nature’s.. some of which are kinda
scaredy cat Halloween Humans
too.. liFE is dARk and
niGht and wE oF liGht
FlY Free with dARk
fLy Free aS liGht..
wE would Love to sPark
them uP.. but that takes a wick
that is willing to liGht uP too.. or
one that is even able to liGht uP too..
so sure.. compassion and empathy are
in order for what Hillary disturbingly describes
as the Deplorable among us.. Jesus.. the Good Cop
made uP or iSREAL one.. depending on the honesty
of the scribe who copied the script.. said it best
at the end of his days.. for they know
what not they do.. ah.. a Good
Cop Jesus with highly
Empathy that provides
understanding for and
Sympathy for the so-called
Devils of Fear.. Hate.. and Despair
that are the Demons within of Hell
that many people have great to almost
impossible way of defeating.. particularly
if they never developed Trust in MoVinG..
ConNeCTinG CreaTinG liFE with Nature aka
God wHOle… as it doesn’t always grow a Garden
of Love in mINd and BoDy ConNectioNs.. aS
MoVinG.. CreAtinG full fledged over-chalice
FloWinG EssencE of Love
that is the Highest
each other when
A Garden of our Love
is watered and fed with care..
particularly from ages 0 to 3.. and
when you bully.. no matter if you were
bullied before.. tit for tat per se.. when you
feed the fear.. the hate.. and the despair of the
Bad Wolf and the Jesus Bad Cop in Luke 14:26.. what
ever scribe FucKeD that pARt uP.. or even original speaker
per se.. to hate your mommy.. daddy.. brother and sister.. and
even children too.. if they cannot figure out the TrUth and liGht
you have and live by it.. oKAy.. the paradox of these in-congruencies of
even the New Testament carry on.. they know not what they do.. or
otherwise they would FucKinG liVE as liGht and TrUth
’cause iT FucKinG FeeLs aMAzinG liKe FucKinG
Real magic when a person can and will
lift the veils of ignorance from
the camel of culture
that is too FucKinG
Far sighted to see
the heaven within..
in other words they
wish for life after death..
and never FucKinG Find
Heaven within now as the
Kingdom of God.. per the
Good Cop Jesus pArt of Luke 17:21..
and per John 14:12.. they move on
and improve on what it was reported
that Jesus did beFore.. no problemo
for those who get the real FucKinG Memo
of TrUth and liGht in Discerning way of what
we are gifted in genetic memories… and human
archetypal ways of being deep.. deep.. noW within..
remembered and no longer forgotten as TrUth and liGht..
and this reminds.. me.. see and feel all this creativity that is
holy spirit FloWinG out of mY Fingers.. well sure.. it is art but it is
science too.. Human Sensuality and Sexuality FULLY EXPRESSED..
GIVEN AND SHARED.. IS At the HeARt and SpiRiT and SoUL oF miNd
and BoDy BaLancing way of life.. as even science shows now that a Balance
of Lust and Love is at core for human productivity.. creativity.. and best oF aLL
hUman Social Reciprocal communication.. yeah.. the back and forth of not only
text communication.. but speaking vocal ways.. and body.. body.. body language
as my most Favorite so far “Let’s ALL Chant” Warm and Fuzzy SonG and DancE
says from head ALL THE WAY TO TOE.. hmm.. but yeah.. that Aphrodite Song
in Trance SonG and DancE way for the Matrix.. IS A Also sure way
to increase creativity in virtual and vicarious mirror neuron way..
just with some ear budS iN..
a further hiGher path
to Stream of
SpiRit FloWiN ZonE..
wHeRe hUman potential
is maximized.. through regulation
of emotions.. and integration of senses
for super working focus and short term
memory ways of Cognitive Executive Functioning..
and hA! you thought i juSt wanted to sext the world.. now..;)
that’s the whole
point.. making liFe
FucKinG seXy aGain
and not a FucKinG bore
wHere folks drink and drug
tHeRe liFe away.. ALL NATURAL
IS HIGHER AND BETTER.. AND
OH MY GOD YES!.. YES!.. YES!.. SO
HEALTHY TOO FROM HEAD TO TOE..
AS even science shows that even just listening
to Electronic Trance music without dance for that
enhanced health benefit too.. increases levels of
Human Growth HorMoNe.. also known as the
Fountain of Youth Hormone too..
hey.. there is both art
and science in
all of what i FucKinG
do.. and iF you did it too..
perhaps you too at age 56 could
Marathon.. out dance.. hundreds
of College Age Students in three hours
of non-stop go.. go go.. in a Rave oF liVing
God Given Human potential MORE MORE MORE..
THE PROOF IS IN THE PUDDING OF THESE WORDS..
WHEN SOME FOLKS ARE SAYING HOW THE FUCK DOES
HE WRITE AND DANCE SO MUCH.. it is only a Forrest Gump
Feather thaT FloWs iN ZoNE hiGher and HiGher with the greaTest oF eASe..
and all the sacred and holy forms that come in center justification on my Macro-
Verses of my Blog posts after i change from what Starts as left justification
writing.. tHeRe is no FucKinG rhyme or reason to it.. other than
the much deeper SonG oF mY SoUL that iS GoD oNe
and sAme as PaRt as mE.. and if you don’t understand
that is what the Buddha.. and the real Jesus if
he was truly enlightened and awakened
to TrUth and liGht reAlly meant..
you are very likely
misSinG a GreaTest
potential pARt of the
Kingdom of God within..
IT is within.. and this writing..
this Testament for God within
for over 3.3 million words now..
proves it without a doubt in my
miNd and Body BaLanCinG noW
at lEast.. and back to my original
point way back then.. i AM writing
this for a thouSand years or more..
for those of you who cannot sees the
and sure i will be liVinG
long after the form of me returns
to dust and the essence oF Y i.. carries
on with a point of return not seen.. heard..
felt or heard before.. and too much for
the average human being to
in a lifetime of
what has taken
me 42 months
now going on 43.. and
still going on 6 years to date
of ThanksGiving day 2016.. for 12 Million
words @lEast AS wHole testimony for
as ME.. within..:)
“An older student came to Otis and said, “I have been to see a great number of teachers and I have given up a great number of pleasures. I have fasted, been celibate and stayed awake nights seeking enlightenment. I have given up everything I was asked to give up and I have suffered, but I have not been enlightened. What should I do?” Otis replied, “Give up suffering.”
— Camden Benares, “Zen Without Zen Masters”
at least that’s
what god feels Free..
@lEAst for mE.. heHE..
out on noW more SeNsinG FeeLinGS..
Now without peaks and valleys iSREAL2..
And Monks.. and the Old Pope’s at least
with a grin..
for the biggest win..
in Heaven noW.. per
Luke 17:21.. of whomever
or whatever scribe scripted that then..
anyway.. it Brings me some sense of
righteous indignation.. considering
the Gnostic Jesus per Gospel of
Thomas vs. 37.. of who
scribed that verse..
that the Jesus
down naked and shedding
the cultural clothes of lies
away from God Free within..
with absolutely zero shame..
Alive now as star duST plUs..
Adding a verse to the UniVerse wHole..
i’LL go with Verse
37 of Tom.. and file
away 3:16 of John in
dusty old clothes of liFE rot then2..;)
Let’s see what else.. as once
aGain a theme/meme/theleman as such is Set..;)
“When the rich make war it’s the poor that die.”
— Jean-Paul Sartre (1905-1980), “Le Diable et le bon Dieu”, 1951
Unless you are in the U.S..
and can ignore the bigger
and not over
hEar.. except for
zOne of warless sOils..
and those who suffer at the
hands of those who don’t give a FucK…
“His seat back is not in the full
upright and locked position.”
— Smart Bee
Human Ergonomic Injury comes from
chronic and repetitive specialization
of moving sidewalks and chair same ways..
yes.. sitting still is sAMe movement as tiny tiny muscles
and big one’s too have to maintain “sTill” in fiber movement
this IS A way to eventual potential permanent pain.. as
to all stuff
Move.. Connect.. and
Create in constantly changing
ways away from specialization in
all stuff or grow basically ‘retarded’
and functionally disabled in so many
pain ways of life too.. the Forest
creating and never
for Rest alone of death as liFE..
Even decay moves more than
sitting still human dead beings..
but sTiLL less or more sitting STiLL moves
in purgatory sAMe A path @lEAst to Hell isREAl..;)
“Food, sleep, fear, propagation; each is the common property of men with brutes. Virtue is really their additional distinction; devoid of virtue, they are equal with brutes.”
— The Hitopadesa (600?-1100? A.D.)
Yeah.. but lovers
out the dARk
as nerds are
awful boring.. and
rarely ever fully alive…
and least what i’ve seen oF mE..
liGht thAT iS..;)
“Specialization is for Insects”..
focusing on things SoULY..
can make real miracles happen too..
as in all stuff
for more too..;)
And oh by the way…
Psychopaths CAN make excellent
warriors when they are contracted out of the hEARd..
‘saved’ the world..
at least a stray Meteor
paved the way for warm and fuzzy we’s..
all.. yeah.. like a
Big Bang too.. or more2.. eTc..eT..aL..;)
“All but the hard hearted man must be torn with pity for this pathetic dilemma of the rich man, who has to keep the poor man just stout enough to do the work and just thin enough to have to do it.”
— G. K. Chesterton, Utopia of Usurers, 1917
The modern way
pay pals dARk..;)
“There’s a world of difference between truth
and facts. Facts can obscure truth.”
— Maya Angelou
The scientific method is based on observable
phenomenon that is replicable in
more than one experiment..
i am neither
Science will never truthfully
FucKinG understand aLL of mE..
and on top of that i beat
like you top out
at strong StiLL..
at age 30 based
on an overall sedentary
society of replicating sitting robots..
growing less less twitter less..
in Zombie Apocalypse ways..
with Terminator Machines and
Avatars fully on display and for sale..
virtual followers too..
sure.. i know and feel better
but back to the sacrifice thingy too..
Altruism doesn’t have to make rational sense..
“Never commit yourself to a cheese without having first examined it.” — T. S. Eliot
i often find that
science cheese stiNks..
it rarely gets out to SinG and DancE Free..
“Poetry such as this needs no adornment from me…..”
juST for FuN..
whether it needs it or not..
it.. juSt ’cause
it FeeLs FucKinG Good..
hehe.. or followers.. per se..;)
“History does not record anywhere at any time a religion that has any rational basis. Religion is a crutch for people not strong enough to stand up to the unknown without help. But, like dandruff, most people do have a religion and spend time and money on it and seem to derive considerable pleasure from fiddling with it.”
or even understand
that rationality is only
one relatively small component
works LaZ works..
it’s called fluid intelligence..
and MoVinG.. ConNecTinG..
and CreAting.. iN FaCt iMaGinAtiOn
and realiTy don’t have to
make sense aT aLL..
correct.. @lEast for mE.. hehe..
As truly some folks when they walk
in a church.. cannot understand folks
are really there for the small talk of being toGeTher..
it doesn’t matter where you go.. to a Football Game..
to a political rally.. or even to this or that better
or worse school.. humans bind
together for a common
purpose be that
liGht or DARk..
working with thrive or not..
and sure science proves this out
too now.. as countries with great religious
social programs that provide for the general
populace use that religion of Government to
get the same job done of social connections
for survival that the DArkest and silliest
of other connections do.. in religion..
yeah.. like the Quarterback of
than the Quarter
Back Jesus of the
Christian Video game..
that people play that gives
him the super power of only begotten son of God..
It’s Human Nature and Nature as whole and like it
that makes sense..
even if it doesn’t have to.. hehe..;)
“One man’s theology is another man’s belly laugh.”
True.. amazingly insane as it may
seem there are actually
or Bill Trump..
neither God makes sense..
but again.. they don’t have to..;)
“Men rarely (if ever) manage to dream
up a god superior to themselves. Most gods
have the manners and morals of a spoiled child.”
Take me for example.. now of course..
And i’m not even an only Son of God..
i AM a spoiled child.. in liFe.. but
somehow i came
back as liFe..
Miracle.. if i’ve ever done one..
and this version of i AM iS
even more than 2.0..;)
“The most preposterous notion that H. sapiens has ever dreamed up is that the Lord God of Creation, Shaper and Ruler of all the Universes, wants the saccharine adoration of His creatures, can be swayed by their prayers, and becomes petulant if He does not receive this flattery. yet this absurd fantasy, without a shred of evidence to bolster it, pays all the expenses of the oldest, largest, and least productive industry in all history.”
like or lump it..
don’t need no
my cheap thrills..
God is fun to me.. as IS mE..;)
“God split himself into a myriad parts that
he might have friends.” This may not be true,
but it sounds good — and is no sillier than any other theology.”
As far as i’M concerned
that’s the smArtest thing
Laz has said about God yet..
’cause it is testable even in science and
true.. depending on semantic arguments of course..
i say.. don’t need
no fancy words
cheap thrills as iS..;)
“God is omnipotent, omniscient, and omnibenevolent — it says so right here on the label. If you have a mind capable of believing all three of these divine attributes simultaneously, I have a wonderful bargain for you. No checks, please. Cash and in small bills.”
Ha! ya gotta be kidding
lAZ.. even the Old Testament
proves God has a Beginning
no logical ‘since’..;)
In other words..
God is Beyond
your argument.. Lazarus..;)
Leave all the labels behind Laz
and experience God
as is.. NoW..
and feel and sense
more for those who live
life in words.. as i for one
sacrifice to do too.. heHE..;)
“Doubt is the beginning, not the end, of wisdom.”
— Smart Bee
but i refuse to
feel doubt.. as
that is a negative
and cynical emotion..
that only brings folks down..
and of course
that is only a rhetorical
and semantic argument..
but that’s what words
better as hips and
eyes.. most.. tale fewer lies..
for those who can read them
without FucKinG words.. as
science shows.. some folks
literally cannot with
who seem really
smArt in words but
are lacking the metaphor
of right brain intelligences..;)
Okay that was fun to me
@least in a decorative way..
hA! perHaps i’ll be a fashion
designer or hair stylist next…
that’s a label..
is all they are..
juSt for fUN
@lEAst foR Me..
Hope you are doing
aS WeLL as well can be
iN yOur UniVerse mY FriEnd..
after all is said and done.. they
are all multi-Verses from within..
there are as many Flavors of God
as tHeiR are eYes and other Sentient
no need to get
in a rush to limit absolutely
anything or everything2…;)
A call for Love.. my.. how Mario has
changed since i arrived on ‘this’ ‘seen’..
well hello.. Mr. Uprising Dude without a Face..
seriouSly.. if you are really brave you’D not be too timid
to show your face.. do you have fearless
eYes like me.. or were
you bullied in school..
like me too
a Harry Potter
nerd.. you kNow.. like
Clark Kent.. and the 60’s
wimp version of Adam West..
hmm.. i matured slowly like Hell Boy II..
who also as the comic version says.. fully
bloomed at age 53.. to get his job done.. then2..
heHE.. and as you may remember if you are not
too busy making Google Pennies..
off all stuff related to
fear.. hate.. and despair.. now..
yes.. per the Bad Cop Anti-Jesus
who still exists in the new testament false…
the one that says defy the 10 commandments
and hate your mother and father.. and sure your
spouse and brothers and sisters and children too..
if they don’t get the TrUth and liGht about God..
and are just kinda dull as that stuff goes..
yes.. my friEnd.. clearly implied
in Luke 14:26.. for those
literal Bible thumpers
that never got the
newS in accredited University
way thaT Scribes over centuries made liTerally
three to four hundred thousand mistakes.. then..
some on purpose.. some not.. or whatever
fit their mood of writing or forgetful day..
And as you kNow or have forgotten..
haha.. or totally ignored.. as i
don’t do twitter.. hehex2..
yes.. i’M more of a
Magician in science
of K with Magic way..
93 and all of that too..
but Aleister Baby don’t
scare me as i can quote the book
of the law now.. without being a scaredy
cat as he was just a human like me and you
and the real J too.. hmm.. his sex magick idea..
was not without some credence.. as even science
documents now.. seriously.. you can look it up on YouTube
P E R T HE SCIENCE OF L U S T AND L O V E REAL LIVE WAY
Documentary as it is a real deal now.. even for folks who rather
see videos than read books.. in library way.. or 2d screen lighted
new age unabridged version of the Google bible now.. with so much
more sacred text.. and hilarious Laurel and hardly true rumors and gossip
such as you spread like the big tall first lady with the six foot one daughter
is a F iN Man. haha.. hehe.. you are truly hilarious and you cannot possibly be
that naive.. or perhaps that’s what you’d like to convince people of as the New
England Journal of Medicine so properly suggests that there is a certain percentage
of the General Public who falls to almost any and every conspiracy theory as that is
just the way their paranoid leaning brains work.. and sure.. misery loves company for those
NOW who sadly live in the dark side now.. anyWay.. as pArt of the Longest Ocean Whole Form
Poem now.. still ariSinG past 3.3 Million words for 42 months noW as Witness twos for THE GOD WHO LIVES
within WE ALL IN THE KINGDOM OF GOD AS HEAVEN NOW.. IF YOU EVER SEEK.. FIND.. AND PRACTICE NoW
THAT FAR JOY NeaR IN LIFE NOW.. THE ONLY other PLACE THAT LUKE 17:21 SAYS YOU’LL EVER FIND IT IN THIS
GENERATION OF LIFE oR NO THING AT ALL.. AT LEAST FOR NOW.. heRe HEHE.. oKAy.. weLL it’s probably not
okay to you.. and sure i can hope to shed some tears that you go toward the liGht instead of all this
yucky yucky dARk here on your infamous silly YouTube Channel that insists that the
very robust and healthy first lady is a dude.. when you.. dude.. are too afraid
to even show your face online.. that is no sign of a man at all..
or truly any other human than other than an avatar
so the question
is.. do you look more
like Laurel or Hardy..
Laurel.. also known
as Mario.. is
a little bit..
at least now..
is tHere hope for you..
well yeah.. as empirical science
shows.. you gotta usually go for the
dark on the online place to get any or many google
pennies.. as the online place is full of soulless folks
who fare as a travel of despair.. that’s sad but no one
saId life is gonna be fair other than the Karma oF Action
and consequence now.. a Universal Law of Nature and God
sAMe that says.. do liGht.. get liGht.. do dArk.. get dARk.. noW
iN positive liGht or negative dArk.. as what is liFe but the Now
reaLity of yoUr EmotIOns and SeNses and mindful awareness..
At this very moment.. well hehe.. however many times i’ve NoW
sAid hehe.. come on over to my place and trust me.. if you’ve
thought different.. you will get exposed to another place.. and
with that said.. i needed a little dark muse in satirical way for
my 708th Macro Verse of that Ocean Whole Poem that is now
gonna be named “Black Moon Apocalypse Weekend!”.. per the now
sTiLL original definition of that term that means lifting the veils now oF
Ignorance.. and sadly places that cater to conspiracy now now now now..
theories are the Anti-Christ oF TrUth and liGht and that’s okay as sometimes
as nows go.. the Greatest liGhts of TrUth come out almost precisely as liGhted Lamp way..
from dARk places that more or less online serve me 2as Free Muses to go.. so drive thru.. liGht Love
of course with
True WiLL one with
fearless.. smARt Love
as gifted to hUman BeinG
StiLL noW for those who are still
gardened this way by parents and
other significant oTheRS.. particularly
from the tender ages of 0 to 3.. i’m thinking
them years held a formidable bully or two or
just potential neglect and or abuse by your parents
even if it was just your Daddy screaming all the time
in your ears.. as Jesus F iN Christ you got that habit
from somewHerE hehexvolume10..
Never the less…
SMiLes and thanks
so much for all the continuing dArk
mUse.. as i’M JuSt an Anthropologist
Employee and yes.. Free Verse Poet..
Dancer and Singer for God oF aLL oF
NaTuRe TrUth and liGht and sure
that oTheR place too..
as Cheerleader liGht 2..
as Lies and dARk..
as i see ’em
i call ’em back
and save everything.. i
write out in the field.. too..
NoW iN muse of dArk.. to my Ocean
wHOle poem as paRt of Micro Verses tHeRE..;)
Hello Zee.. October can be a very inspiring
month in perspective or what usually comes
as truly six months of Summer here with
an overall two season year instead
of a four season one..
and we just had
breeze to come through..
bringing temperatures down to
60F degrees where even my energy
level of dancing went way up.. as people
with really big heads like me who have ancestors
in snowy northern latitude lands.. have difficulty dissipating
heat as those big heads are evolved to retain heat in deepest of snow..
And life truly is like a Snow Globe
my Friend.. shake it up
and the Dance of
like a big bang
to the last
it starts aGain whomever
or whatever A prime mover noW
iS that invites the dance of Life again..
and so it is with each Massive Sun that is
one giant seed that in the crucible of that Sun
when it explodes like a ‘mini-big-bang’.. too.. spreads
the elements of life in a cloud to new solar systems.. planets
spiraling and potentially life.. very much like ours to be
reborn out of the Seed that IS A Sun.. a Star..
WeLL that’s wHeRe we come from.. A
Sun.. A Star
as now as
calamities come A
greatest Love my friend.. that can be wE aLL..
the fAct that We can act.. and produce.. imagine..
and direct we sentient star dust to create something
entirely new.. like a Wonderful photo of leaf with veins
of blood and water droplets of tears that make life grow..
is truly something else my friend as your star of creativity
again.. as seeds we are..
inspiRinG now.. more
liFe to gRow toward Ocean..
LoVe liGht oF LiFe.. mY Friend Zee..:)
Thanks to Zee’s photo to help inspire this..
And Facebook Friend Michael’s nice share
of this shorter version of Symphony of Science
that puts the story of material reductionism into a
bigger picture of what we are pArt of this Universe
as whole.. Nature holds the answers of as above so
below.. all so-called great prophets just saw the secrets
that are in plain site in Nature here below above.. never the
less and so much more.. all is inter-related as is inter-connected..
we are allone
and alone sAMe
pArt of all thaT iS
aka God.. science just
proved it and sadly many
churches aren’t jumping up
and down for joy that those first of
reflecting words that we come from
dust and we go back to dust.. are the
the Good News
of Science.. Stars are
giant seeds of life.. just waiting
to eventually explode and resurrect new
life.. inside.. outside.. above and below and all
around we are God as mini-me same as Star
that lives wE noW..
and if that is not a miracle
of God enough.. perhaps one is
stuck in much smaller words of past..
IS A miracle
of Seed Star Re-Birth..
from the Fall of Summer Sun
Explosions to the Spring of we born
from God all that is..
Love is written in the
Stone of Rock that comes
From Seed of Star oF LiFe BEYond..:)
moral of aLL
thE life story
Good news noW..
from God.. aLL oF the
pARts make the wHole..
and all are equAlly important
in making what is now.. and when wE
share our pArts in giving way free We noW
pave more ways to inspire greater CreaTiViTy
in MoVinG.. ConNecTinG and CreATinG AS A hUman
Race the more we give and share.. the greater synergy
that comes as we take all
as liGht that GroWs
as Ocean Art and Love with fewer
bounds of shores that hold LoVE Back..
oF Art and Love..
and sure Science too
as Scribe of God kNows more
wiTh aRt and LoVe.. SenSinG.. FeeLinG liFe..:)
And noW as i reflect more on this
“Black Moon Apocalypse Weekend!”
that for me and the original
definers of the
in Greek word
original way too.. means
lifting the veils of ignorance…
i am one of very few online poets..
and i guess maybe the only one who
writes poetry as mostly letters on the fly
to whomever i meet on the Internet as my travels
online take me wherever the feather of i floats next..
and the way i write in free verse is truly automatic
writing too.. much of the nows i write.. as i rarely
plan anything that comes out of my
finger as the words
of focus from
tedious thinking like
paint by numbers poetry
wHere A poet.. sits in dark
rooms and thinks and thinks of
what rhyme and reason may come next..
sure.. some of what i do is thought of in advance
but most of what i do is just a letter inspired in paRt
by what another human brings to the table of life in
terms of art.. reason.. and science too.. and
what truly frees me to do this..
and in terms of
all the other
art i do..
none of it is done
for a reason other than
the journey of enjoying now
as creativity is a pleasure state now
of mind and Body BalaNCinG iN FloW iN
ZoNE like no otHer i KNoW anD FeeL now..
particularly the art of free flow dance and
martial arts as one force of expREssinG
so much of the human experience..
that can be shared in
way as my
at Walmart say.. no matter
what season of the year it is..
when he comes through those
double consumer doors.. Spring
he Brings as just watching him
melts my stress away..
and sure that
is why folks
go to the
Ballet.. iN paRt
now.. to experience
a mirror neuron sensation/feeling..
now of A BaLAnCinG way of mINd
and Body now.. but sadly so many folks
in our consumer oriented everything for a buck
and competitive way of life removing the now
of art to a goal of a green black dollar bills.. etc..
removes us from the full
joy of juSt
living life free..
as Lord knows/feels.. all our
ancestors had to worry about
was if there was enough love
and abundance in the food and
shelter of the environment.. as a way
of art and love in MoVinG.. CoNNecTinG
CreATinG LIFe.. and no.. tHere were no
Hospitals per se.. so everyone
depending on each
all as Nurses Of
a liFe oF one family
as village whole.. and
that my friEnds is the parT
that is missing.. as the like.. the
share.. and the follow along with
the dollar bill and gold stars has
DancEs and SinGs
freely iN Freeverse way now..:)
Facebook FriEnd Rafiah drops
by with one of those
what i say here…
and i say back in return..
Well.. thank you Sweet friEnd
Rafiah.. for coming by with
that big smiley
face aS iT
to day.. hope you
are doing smiley great2!..:)
On words for evidence.. gigoid..
and protesting.. hehe..
just for fun.. Now
of course.. noW..
SMiLes.. my Friend..
most all assertions are
one’s that dance
and the song that
touches A heARt..
tHere is little evidence
for An existence of A
one that feels..
and senses more or
less depending on mileage
or the make of the vehicle that
houses more than letters and words..
and numbers too..
in many different
vehicles in life.. i am
equally blessed and cursed..
to drive an OIdsmobile with many shells..
and a Jaguar
no known limits..
as just another name for a Leopard..
Panther.. Cougar.. or Mountain Lion.. my FriEnd..;)
friEnd i live
to make people
Grin.. sometimes i
put on that art of war
don’t fuck with me face
when i am doing my ballet
routine in front of the ‘red necks’
where i live.. and i am fucking laughing
hysterically inside.. as i challenge their paradigm..
cannot do when free..
as tree of life with branches..:)
Oh my God..
i swear i didn’t look at
the opening quote for the
art of war of the photo of the
tree before i made my last response
to your comment
post all together
my friend.. okay
back to play..;)
“To conquer the enemy without resorting to war is the most desirable.
The highest form of generalship is to conquer the enemy by strategy.”
~~ Sun Tzu, The Art of War ~~
Hehe.. that’s why
i’m like Muhammad
Ali with no scars on my
face and no traumatic brain
injury to boot..
and that’s truly
sad.. any sport
that is one of trauma
is insane except for the
Romans who watch the gladiators
kill each other slowly.. but people will
do most anything for approval and a green black
dollar bill or
black dollar bills..
or some yells of cheer
leaders for peeks under
neath a skirt of course..
sure.. i’ll strike everything
within a hair.. but never damage
as smArt folks
escape the hurricane
winds never knowing the
calm of the center breeze..
JuSt for this weekend i’ll be
A Black Moon Apocalypse Superman2 hehe..
as i ready to dance free at a festival in front of
“My greatest fear in life is that no-one
will remember me after I’m dead.” — Anonymous
Ha! when i died in life..
when all my identity
i typed in my
name on Google
to see if i still existed
and there was only a remnant
left of me then.. hehe.. ‘things’ have changed..;)
“Avoid making irrevocable decisions while tired or hungry (NB: Circumstances can force your hand. So think ahead!)” — Lazarus Long, from Robert A. Heinlein’s “Time Enough For Love”
it’s sort of like Seal training.. in boot camp
way.. go as tired and hungry as you
can and don’t fuck up
any life or death
and the rest of life is a piece of cake from then on..
bottom line.. never leave boot camp.. and do more..;)
“Whenever we read the obscene stories, the voluptuous debaucheries, the cruel and torturous executions, the unrelenting vindictiveness, with which more than half the bible is filled, it would seem more consistent that we called it the word of a demon than the Word of God. It is a history of wickedness that has served to corrupt and brutalize mankind.”
— Thomas Paine — The Age of Reason
Is it any surprise
that humans beings
who come from Violent
Explosions of Stars have
dArk sides of dust too.. nah..
it’s not.. most religions reflect
the reality of the UniVerse.. both
dARk and liGht as that StiLL exists
reactions in the
that are sentient humans now..
why sugar coat the truth with lies..
truth is the dark in religions is the
truth of the pARt of huMan
that is dARk.. sTiLL noW..
tHere is no escaping
humanity my friEnd..
it comes out in
washes of all
as a spot of a
Black hole Sun SouL2..
God is dArk and liGht tHere
is no hiding that fAct anyWhere for iSREAL..;)
“I believe in Spinoza’s God who reveals
himself in the orderly harmony of what exists,
not in a God who concerns himself with the fates
and actions of human beings.”
— Albert Einstein
We do this.. we concern
ourselves with the fates
and actions of other human
beings.. Spinoza’s God was Nature
and as science proves out we are mini-
me’s of Start dust sentient life.. as pARt
of A WhoLe of this GoD oF Nature too..
this as wE
are pARt oF God..
Does all God do this..
no more than the red blood
cells talk about philosophy on a SaTurday..
only begotten Suns of God..
or the last prophets of liGht..;)
God: What one human uses to persecute another.
God is a three letter word.. a metaphor
metaphors make many different
as such.. with
no bounds or shores..:)
The supreme irony of life is that hardly
anyone gets out of it alive.– Robert Heinlein, “Job”, 1984
For an altruistic empath.. they live
to see others happy..
to see them rise
uP wTth liGht
in our modern
world this love lives
on as art/science as recorded and
entropy of love defeated as flesh and blood..
so now it’s
you make or sure..
that hate.. etc.. one makes
now can stay here as one goes..
as the record clearly or partiAlly states..
in a Country
to love/hate/etc. on with
no sun or moon.. pearly
gates.. or golden floors.. just
cyber space heaven where folks
the ‘tween of all that is..
Yes.. this is 2016 now..
32 years from
“No law can be sacred to me but that of my nature. Good and bad are but names very readily transferable to that or this; the only right is what is after my own constitution; the only wrong what is against it.”
— Ralph Waldo Emerson (1803-1882)
That’s perhaps the saddest song i’ve
heard yet.. Cognitive Empathy
Nature is different
in every human
empathy at least
tolerates differences that
do not harm others.. and understands
that what is sacred and holy to one is
the opposite to others with different
human natures.. sure..
and many others
have Trump done this too..
this is perhaps the most anti-social
and dangerous thinking of all of humanity’s history..
but on the other
led to years without world
wars.. as the dARk that inspired that..
so sure.. the dARk and liGht mix for what iS..
that and in this
way all of culture is
Nature too.. in both dARk and
liGht that leads to a mud mix of boTh…:)
“If the lord had meant us to have faith,
he’d have given us lobotomies.” — Zlatko
Bullshit.. old bull shit..
but never the less
Faith is an
is real.. Faith is
trust and some folks
experience total faith
with their existential intelligence
for what is now.. or don’t.. it’s as
simple as that.. not only that but
Emotions as science shows now
precede most all rational decisions..
take them away.. and a person won’t
be able to decide what color socks to
if they go at all..;)
“A long and wicked life followed by five minutes of perfect grace gets you into Heaven. An equally long life of decent living and good works followed by one outburst of taking the name of the Lord in vain, then have a heart attack at that moment and be damned for eternity. Is that the system?” — Robert A. Heinlein
Yeah yeah.. oh yeah..
the used car salesman
who gives you a deal
is a common
staple of the
top ten checklist of the
religious persuasion of making
reality found its
way into lies of
so-called sacred texts too..
it’s life.. why hide it anywhere..
be weary of the snake oil sales person..
fools that are
pARt of Nature aka
God too.. as dARk..:)
“I have repeatedly said that in my opinion the idea of a personal God is a childlike one, but I do not share the crusading spirit of the professional atheist whose fervor is mostly due to a painful act of liberation from the fetters of religious indoctrination received in youth. I prefer an attitude of humility corresponding to the weakness of our intellectual understanding of nature and of our own being.”–Albert Einstein
Albert Einstein talked a good talk
and treated his wives like shit..
as the history of that shows..
but perhaps he didn’t
at the time..
and the favorite
pARt of the God that
iS pARt of me is surely
a carefree child that lives
without even the care of one
word now.. other than a DAncE
And SonG of liFE holding hands alive..
i would suggest that the God of most religions
needs to BE NOW..
more of a
child and less
of a stuffy so-called
modern age adult..
seriously.. Yellow Boy
is pushing 10 and still
has the energy and vitality
of a kitten.. as a once feral
and wild back yard boy.. even
with lifelong feline leukemia.. he
learned that play was a requirement to live..
and the benefits are simply a fountain of youth..
those who play overcome death as life.. simple as that..
but at last
out at life..
and his brain
never aged from
using it fully but hey..
there is more to life than a brain..;)
“Everything that has a beginning has an ending.
Make your peace with that and all will be well.”
of life has an end
A beginning.. or did
i mean organism.. heHE..;)
“Each man is the smith of his own fortune.”
— Appius Claudius Caecus
Once he or her.. etc… escapes
the matrix or prison..
the birth hospital..
A Smith or
Jones of Fortune..;)
“It is difficult to live in the present,
ridiculous to live in the future,
and impossible to live in the past.
Nothing is as far away as one minute ago.”
— Jim Bishop
It’s all relative..
memory are as real
now as the past and
future Now.. noW..
the more one feels
and senses.. whatever..
the more one lives now..
no matter how that comes now..
With enough imagination noW of
whatever now iS eTErnAlly noW..
of course.. NoW..
as a tree of iSREaL..
Branches out further noW..:)
“All my life, I always wanted to be somebody.
Now I see that I should have been more specific.”
— Jane Wagner, The Search For Intelligent
Life In The Universe
— [Performed by Lily Tomlin]
To each his own..
for me.. to be someone
new always now is what i do..
and it seems to me.. we all do..
somewhat.. too.. of course..
we now aGain..
bY products of our
environment noW we
are Now too for sure..;)
“Good people are good because they’ve
come to wisdom through failure. We get
very little wisdom from success, you know.”
— William Saroyan
to and for me2..:)
“All time in all time. It does not change.
It does not lend itself to warnings or explanations.
It simply is. Take it moment by moment, and you
will find that we are all bugs in amber.”
— Kurt Vonnegut Jr., Slaughter-House 5
i suppose Kurt
A TsunAmi cAMe..;)
“Whatever we learn to do, we learn by actually doing it: men come to be builders, for instance, by building, and harp players by playing the harp. In the same way, by doing just acts, we come to be just; by doing self-controlled acts, we come to be self-controlled; and by doing brave acts, we come to be brave.” — Aristotle
Sure use it or lose it
applies.. but there is also
14.5 million years or so plus of evolving
from inanimate to animate life of course..
well as what
we do from day to day..
just waiting to be remembered
after the day of work is dONe for FREE…:)
And with all that’s sAid
it’S now tiMe for me to
my ‘sacred fool’
hat on and dance
with the other children
on the Field of Red State
of liFe that
kNows and Feels
no age but youth of heARt..
of SpiRit.. oF miNd and BoDy
BaLanCinG child-like SoUL mY FriEnd..
As Sacred fools rules from eYes of WiLd
ChiLd KitTeN.. mY FriEnd.. smitTen wiTh eYes oF FReED..:)
Long Day of Public Dancing.. close to..
the Bands on the greens at the Pensacola
SeaFood Festival.. and later at the Mall.. and it’s
kinda sad to see less and less people dancing at the
Seafood Festival as years go by.. a few little kids and that’s
and the stores..
ever only me.. but
yeah.. sure.. consider the
location.. the location.. now the
location where conservative thoughts
and actions most rule the ‘common’ people..
haha.. i am not common.. and.. that’s the way
i for one like it.. however.. seriously.. there are not
many overall white bread folks who don’t have a few
wild hairs up their sleeve in public in general these days..
comparatively speaking that makes my job so much more
than in would
have been here..
then in Panhandle Red
State Land any era before
now of greater freedoms of
individual.. human expression..
so.. i went from drunk homophobes
trying to win a bet with their buddies
of the young military flavor pushed away
by sober me of course.. to the Mall where
i was once again.. notified by a brave Forrest
Gump-like questioner of why i dance and i must
have it all figured out.. well.. sure for me at least i do..
and.. when he asked me why i did it.. and notified me
i was becoming a Pensacola Legend.. i said it feels good..
it makes me happy.. as yeah.. why don’t more folks in the
Pensacola area dance in public.. well.. you’ll find it in more
progressive areas in the
world.. but let’s just say
conservative ways of
being don’t often
just to be here
alive in this world to
live free.. in moving.. connecting..
creating.. giving and sharing.. some
folks would rather spend life complaining..
i dance.. ’cause i can and will.. try it.. they might live2..;)
The En Name test psychotherapy and power of suggestion
therapist gives me a quick run down on what my last words
of life will be and i quote.. “Life is a Song.. Sing it.. Life is
Challenge.. Take it.. Life is a Gift.. Accept it.. Life
is Beautiful.. Life it”.. sure.. and those were
my ‘first words’.. too.. at age three
before i learned to
speak at age
4.. some stuff
comes natural for
those in touch with God
within.. let’s just say..
wE get and have
plenty of Face
heHe.. one to One..
One to one.. could.. can
and WiLL saY.. one on one now too..;)
EMPiRE Force Love.. a Macro Verse
shared by the Trusty Algorithm.. years gone
by memory generator.. and this Force of Love
as i often say now.. is the hiGhest hUman power
gifted by God as Nature that can grow to no limits
with the practice of empathy and compassion and
more of liGht Love noW.. at least what i do.. it works..:)
And here.. a somewhat short fiction and metaphor
and somewhat mythical tale for the love we are at
core sTiLL noW too.. for those of uS who groW
a Love mUscle to do more of what Love Can
and WiLLs to do.. toGeThER as humanly
pOssible.. of course.. and i think
this Macro-Verse short
fictional myth and
liGht.. is worth
quoting again in
now time too..
from two years ago..:)
Planet very much like ours it is..
Planet temperate in temperature with a true Paradise
abundant resources of natural
foraging and hunting food..
the name of this planet
from the constellation
On this Planet a peaceful easy loving
species of upright
flourish together as ONE
it is not always this way..
at one point there are clans of males and females
that fight against each other
The females are the stronger part of Raccunis Society..
so they keep the Kits
after birth and through maturity at this time in
but as the Art of Love flourishes..
amazing abilities of Telepathy come..
along with the Raccunis way of chatter of voice and song..
but something else happens..
peoples learn balance and increasing balance in everything they do..
as they live by instinct and intuition with never the need to create
collect materialistic goods..
they begin to live a culture of True Unconditional Sacred Love..
and in doing so they find the feminine and masculine spirit lives in all
and finally the warring clans of males and females
accept that they are truly similar
The change in consciousness is AMAZING and then Love really takes off..
through the art of dance and song..
they find through
powering their subconsciousness through
instinct and intuition that at core..
they can create their own reality through
the atomic energy that is they
at core of Raccunis being…
At will they can
into whatever it is in their environment that is alive
At this time they develop greater and greater powers of empathy and
they becomes so loving that they can feel pain and suffering on
other planets with no limits of space.. distance..or time…
So they yearn to help others
they finally find a way to escape time.. distance.. and travel
in spirit and shape themselves into the form of beings that need their help…
They hear a call.. a struggling call.. a desperate call for help…
There are peoples on a planet very much like Raccunis
with mostly ocean and about a quarter land..
much more volatile planet it still is.. though…
The ghost dance of the American Indians call to them..
they are praying to the Great Spirit that help will come to
save their loving way of living with Nature from
The Raccunis come and tell them that they will help but it will not be easy..
they must dance together as two different peoples at core of heart..
and yes.. they must love each other to produce a spiritual
hybrid Human/Raccunis at atomic core of being..
with LOVE naturally at genetic core..
to awake when the time of
a ONE world order of LOVE…
Then the Raccunis Telepathic..
will awake in humans of all colors..
as the Raccunis gene is spread all over the world..
instinctually and intuitively they will
know they are different but yet the same..
as all others.. and they will teach others..
through dance and words of Raccunis Love..
this is not the first time the Raccunis people come to earth..
they also come in the time of Pyramids..
both in Egypt and Maya..
in India and China..
they come around 2000 years ago..
and attempt a revolution of Love then..
it is time
Dance and Sing
And that about covers as much
as my eYes and boDy WiLL stay aWake foR noW..:)
Facebook Friend Ned..
shares a very encouraging
so-called quote by the Pope
that says.. and i quote..
“It is not necessary to believe in God to be a good person. In a way, the traditional. Notion of God is outdated. One can be spiritual but not religious. It is not necessary to go to church and give money — for many, nature can be a church. Some of the best people in history do not believe in God, while some of the worst deeds were done in His name.”
So i’m thinking.. Amen.. NoW..
this Pope has all the shit together..
however.. it does sound a little too good to be true..;)
So i say in
A FucKinG Man..
World iS Changing
Better this way
Now@lEast FOR NATuRE..noW..;)
Then… as i’ve come to lEArn to do.. with
all FB expansive knowledge shared.. i filter
a few words through Google and Snopes to
see if it’s true.. and well.. this is what
i say next.. hmm.. ugh..
But sadly.. it’s just a FB hoax..
An urban myth..
Snoped as False..;)
And this is what
the Pope really
“The Lord has redeemed all of us, all of us, with the Blood of Christ: all of us, not just Catholics. Everyone! ‘Father, the atheists?’ Even the atheists. Everyone! And this Blood makes us children of God of the first class. We are created children in the likeness of God and the Blood of Christ has redeemed us all. And we all have a duty to do good. And this commandment for everyone to do good, I think, is a beautiful path towards peace. If we, each doing our own part, if we do good to others, if we meet there, doing good, and we go slowly, gently, little by little, we will make that culture of encounter: We need that so much. We must meet one another doing good. ‘But I don’t believe, Father, I am an atheist!’ But do good: We will meet one another there.”
And sure.. his language is vague
enough where it can
way of the
false quote to say..
that Atheists can go
to heaven instead of go
to Peace and meet there.. hehe..
Anyway.. the Pope has his translators
all ready to go when these speeches occur
to make sure there is no immediate confusion like
that and the official translator said this to make sure..
all the tithes
within the doors of
the church.. as Lord knows
they cannot pay the electric bills..
if everyone finds God in and as Nature and
Beyond.. and never gets trapped in the chaliced gates of church..
So this is the official translation.. hmm.. like the translator can totally
read the Pope’s intention immediately.. but of course the church
has an official stance already taken in advance.. then and now..
“This means that all salvation comes from Christ, the Head, through the Church which is his body. Hence they cannot be saved who, knowing the Church as founded by Christ and necessary for salvation, would refuse to enter her or remain in her. At the same time, thanks to Christ and to his Church, those who through no fault of their own do not know the Gospel of Christ and his Church but sincerely seek God and, moved by grace, try to do his will as it is known through the dictates of conscience can attain eternal salvation.”
So FucKinG obviously.. let’s just say one of the Rain
People’s and or the Invisible People’s of the South American
Rain Forest.. seek the force of all within the parameters of
Nature and beyond in dreamtime state of consciousness
that most folks in the West only get a brief
snippet of in the 2 AM creative
they are A O’Kay
and Good to go after
death to heaven.. for so-called
salvation in a dirt nap.. well.. the invisible
peoples not unlike the Gnostic Jesus and the
Luke 17:21 version.. find the Kingdom of God
within.. now now now now now now now.. yes now..
end and beginning of story eternally now in Heaven’s bliss..
with sure the dARk paRts that alWays go Along with the liGht
of that reaLiTy
of Heaven now..
as human beings
are simply not evolved
to get instant gratification all
the F iN time.. without eventually
getting numb to the pleasures of life..
it’s just how Nature aka GOD works
as Human Nature as gifted within..
and this is the similar stance
that i have witnessed
that on a Desert
Isle with no books
one can find God similarly
but hey.. if you come into our
country and get under our magic
spell of Mohammad.. and try to
leave.. well let’s just say
the result of that
you are in could
be us killing your ass
for Apostasy.. okay.. putting
you in prison.. etc.. and if you
are a Lesbian.. in Iran.. we can
cover you in the ground to curse
your God given Nature.. where you
cannot cover your eyes and then we
will we will fucking stone you to death
you infidel.. etc.. or whatever.. for breaking
our FucKinG ignorant rules so far away from
God of Nature on that Desert Isle that is all about
the gift of life in living it to the fullest and thrive along
the ride as God gets a great ride within we as well as
we fulfill our true wills with God within as Nature ONE..
So while folks are busy worrying about what semantics
God of Nature cares about in humanly designed words
also known as abstract concepts.. God just
gets the job of living and thriving
done.. in the primitive
folks who get
to God even
the iKung Bushmen
clicks with their tongue
for language.. as they feel
and sense God whole within..
inside.. outside.. above.. so below
and all around.. while the Catholic church
ignorantly says.. if you know about our cultural
ways of seeing God.. and don’t come to our prison
as temple of church you are outcast from God’s Kingdom
from within.. for eternity per se.. well the really bad news
is they are lying out of their preprogrammed psychopathic
leaning news from the early church imprisoning folks
who tried to put God in chains of words and
buildings and sure i’ll forgive ’em as
they (many) know not what they do..
but they sure brought
a lot of misery
and death to lots of
Native American Indians
who knew.. sensed.. and felt
God all naturally within as Nature plus
as sentient star dust.. than i ever see in
the FucKinG Catholic church overall today
speaking of where i will be going in a couple
of hours.. where many folks are afraid
or ‘too good’ to hold hands
with the Good Jesus cop
let’s just say
they vary from the
norm of their vanilla
envelopes of life per se..
or if they are so far removed
from the interconnecting.. interrelating
reality of God’s existence in all things..
that they are afraid of the human being
and God living within the person
to their right
or in my
to my left as
Katrina stands to
the right of me in
church.. hehe.. okay..
the hypocrisy of the modern
church is so great in all the
ways that abrahamic religions
come.. that it would be laughable
to God if it didn’t hurt so many people
Globally as well as help them too of course..
in ways like taking away effective birth control
in very poor countries.. where women have to
end up having unsafe abortions so tHeiR oTheR
children will have enough subsistence to live..
example.. per Mexico.. that is predominately
Catholic.. no birth control allowed..
per church rules.. no
legal and safe
but just as many
unsafe abortions being
done.. with as per the
World Health Organization reports..
so many women being permanently
disabled.. or up to death as consequence
from unsafe abortions.. and human suffering
to the unborn.. that could have been much more
humane as what comes as people do the unthinkable..
to allow their other children a chance to live.. ranging to infanticide..
for fucking having enough to eat.. humans are humans now STiLL..
and abstinence will never defeat the
God given human instinct
to reproduce for
capable human beings..
it’s the law of God and Nature
same.. and to attempt to defeat
God’s nature within we.. is loss.. is
pain.. is misery and never Victory in
surviving thriving.. alive overall as God
Lives within free in balancing constant change with and as wE..:)
Anyway… you can’t fight city hall or the church as they say…
as their guidelines are rigid.. and set in concrete
mostly per se.. so.. i sit back.. watch
like any Good Cop Jesus
glory per se..
hehe.. all my glory
haha.. from head to toe..
judge the living and the dead
and as always.. forgiving them for
many of them seriously know not
what they do with veils of ignorance
secured close to their faces of truth and light..
as lies of years and centuries and millennia before..
But hey.. as i say.. this is sTiLL.. per the 708th MacroVerse
of the Longest Long Form Poem in the history of humankind
still exceeding over 3.3. million words.. in this particular now
Micro-Verse of Macro-Verse titled “Black Moon Apocalypse
Weekend”.. and since the original Greek definition
of Apocalypse means lifting the veils
of ignorance.. and since i did
just recently finish
a world record
for witnessing for
God of Nature in
a longest long form poem for 42 months..
in the history of humankind.. exceeding
that 1.8 million word previous record by
almost double.. 4 times the size of the
bible.. 40 times the size of the Koran
and have of course done all my
homework well to get
to this point
in an all together
effort of 12 million words
online since Thanks Giving
of 2010.. and did the required
6,000 miles.. praise the Lord
of Nature all goD sAMe Dance..
in public all around my metro area..
in a three year span in September..
now named as a Legend.. as kind of
a ghost dancer in native individual God
Indian person as Nature now.. named as the
dancing guy.. where most folks
have no idea
done any of
this per my real
life viewing audience
in the flesh and blood.. haha..
yeah.. 12 million words reaches
more than 14 Bibles as size and
more than 140 Kuran’s in size..
6,000 miles is double the
width plus of
too of course.. and no.. no
green bLack dollars or Lincoln
engraved pennies for any of this..
just a few claps from the Dancing
Audience.. and sweet smiles from folks
in other countries.. like Rafiah.. and Himali..
and friends who are Atheist like gigoid too..
and folks who are as ‘crazy’ as me like
my friend Shawna too.. who
surely knows and
Jesus when she
meets one too.. hmm..
anyway.. it is what it is..
and i report the Good News
and Bad news and the Luke
Warm and Cold and Hot stuff
and all the ‘tween of that as now
goes on eternally in the Kingdom
of God within.. at lEAst for me.. funny
how so much in the New Testament is so
True and some of the other stuff is so false..
but hey.. that’s what happens when you get
literally thousands of scribes to copy a book
over and over by hand.. and fuck it all up.. some
light is usually left.. but oh.. the Dark.. oh.. the dArk..
dark the way of human
misery and suffering.. so
lone and afraid to hold the
hands of the Good Cop Jesus’
who stand or dance or wRite next
to them in life.. but sure.. like thieves
in the night.. that pARt was forecast.. huh..;)
So.. the prophecy of the En Name
Test thingie.. on Facebook forecasts
i will have 15 Grand Children and will
be the best ‘Grandma’.. hehe.. her..
in pArt ’cause FB has
Name of KATiE
MiA as paRt of
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI..
and also a form of Katrina
Mia as wife oF Y i.. will be the
best ‘Grandma’.. ’cause i will tale
the best bedtime stories.. so.. does that
mean.. at age 56.. i better get busy with
literal reproductive activities.. haha.. nah..
i feel not..in innate.. instinctual and intuitive
holy spirit flow way.. and you might say
hey.. only the official text of
sacred text can
and forecasts real
in self-fulfilling way of
let it be written so let it
be done.. well.. haha.. yes..
hehe.. and herher.. you might
limit God with only male voices too..
but in case you think.. and feel God can
be limited in chains of words and single genders..
i suppose your God is a tiny one compared to
the God of ALL that iS that i for one have
met face to face as metaphor
living within.. no
of whomever wrote
Luke 17:21.. and that’s
the thing.. the holy spirit
of creativity.. is a mustard seed
that lives within most all to all of we..
hUman beings who are reborn innately..
instinctually.. and intuitively in escaping
the clothes of culture in mechanical
cognition ways that trap wE
in and as tools of an
we create that
sadly not only brings
creature comforts.. but separation
from God all that is.. in all of our intelligences..
many of which are lost in the role play provided
us in a plate full of culture in external tool
ways from the very birth day
that a Florescent light
womb as the
fruit of we as God’s
Gift of potential Fearless
and smaRt Love wHo KNows
and FeeLs within.. MoVinG
Beat of iFE
as the Ocean
Rivers of our veins..
and waves of Life that
touch Nature one as Loving
bRinGS harmony and peace
for those who survive and thrive
as fearless liGht Love ONE Force
of HUman BeinGS toGeTheR hOldinG
Hands Free naked from chains of culture tools
that take uS away From the Flesh and Blood
Love wE more hairless primates can bE…
no different reAlly than the hairy
red and passionate Bonobo
who defeats propensities
toward violence with
a Loving Touch
toes of Love..
anyway.. StiLL only
evolved to connect like
this with 150 to 200 sets of eYes
our tools.. have brouGht ways of storing
grains.. wHere no longer the forage of the
day to gain subsistence for survival and thrive
in FearLess smARt LoVinG ways is the rule of
liFe.. wE separate ourselves from each otheR
as tools of culture become the teat of
Love over MoTheR’s MiLk
of nurturing each
oTher for life..
in survive and
thrive.. tHeRe is no
going back.. to smaller
groups of LiVinG without
Great Catastrophe and massive
destruction of cultural tools and
hUman deaths.. with of course the
collateral damage to the rest of life on
Earth.. so for any chance for long term survival
change must come on the individual level.. but nah..
not juST individual.. somehow with a new tool of online
to connect to each oTheR.. to help each other understand
we are both different and same in our innate.. instinctual.. and
intuitive core for trULy FearLesS smARt and Unconditional Loving ways..
so.. will some people continue to suffer.. of course.. as one can see Nature is
one that consumes itself for Nourishment.. we can only hope to liVe in BaLaNce..
consuming no more than giving back so all can live in best Peace and Harmony
possible.. but again.. change starts at heARt.. the SoUL and the SpiRiT of the
Individual and that can grow as interconnectivity in a synergy of coming
Greater Love for all who go the route of Hope.. Love.. and Joy..
over Fear.. Hate.. and Despair.. bottom line.. iT iS uP to..
to mE.. to Us as wE.. tHeir are no shortcuts to
Love but a work of continuing
practice to make
seed and star
of seed explodes
as Love as LiFe.. as
liGht as GoD’s GreATest
Gift that can be we now.. knoWinG..
FeeLinG.. SenSinG.. so mUch more as LoVE..:)
So anyway.. as i spend the day today.. at Church
at a Farm.. and in stores public dancing some more..
i must say and feel i owe my ancestors of Sioux and
Cherokee much on maternal mother’s side along with
Irish Grandfather born tHeir.. and Great Grandfather.. yes..
born in the Black Forest of Germany.. with a mix of French
and Spanish Cajun’ of Paternal Grandmother.. from her father
and mother.. respectively.. as such.. and with the Sioux and
Cherokee Indian on the maternal side.. additionally
some European.. English.. to go along with that
and all the other mix of what
my ancestors not known
or heard bRinG
of i now..
anyway.. the indigenous
peoples of the world have always
been the closest to God as they escape
the barriers of cultural clothes as so many
tools bring to take us away from our
inborn inheritance of free
and wild children
of God as Nature
noW who fearless
Love smaRtly With
and creATinG ways wHeRe
we are our own actors.. producers..
and directors of our true will play of Life
as the WiLL of God of Nature.. all innate..
instinctual and intuitively gifted as we..
so i will dedicate this now
to my Sioux and Cherokee
ancestors and all the
rest as all
to God as Free
and Wild who hear
and feel this CaLL of the
Holy SpiRit of GoD within and
SinG that SonG as heARt and art
to bRing otHerS uP instead of down
including the rest of Nature and God sAMe
liVinG wiThin wE are all a iSREaL illuminati
as Team liGht.. it’s juST a metaphor and as
any word.. as any symbol.. can be used to
ExpREss any essence oF GoD that
we choose.. best yet..
of an Unconditional
GiVinG shARinG way as liGht
LoVE noW.. greATest Gift as God
oF nature lives within and as wE..noW..:)
“Black Moon Apocalypse Weekend!” nah..
not quite over yet.. as it started with Friday..
and goes through the Jewish New year
day of the 2nd into a special
New Month of an Islam
way in October
as well stARting
on the 3rd now..
and as the pope
of the faux much greater
light news i would love to hear
as trUe is TrUe.. tHere are no chains
of God that can take uS away from TruTh
and liGht born in and as wE alivE as liGht…
all the books and all the words.. are often
paths.. sadly enough to eventual
moRe as SonG
than any words can
and will.. as Flesh and
Blood that SinGS light
does so no less than
a Sing oF liGht as WeLL..
Seed of Star liGht we are
Love as liGht we rain Hope as God ForcE noW..:)
And here.. a Macro-Verse memory from two years ago.. “Yes Mr. Blue
skeYes i LOVE YOU.. and i can remember my first awakening and
enlightening experience in Junior college in a philosophy
class at age 18.. before i met my first Love..
and my only quest was her.. sMiLes..
for 10 months after that to
lost again.. and
started in September
of ’81 at age 21.. and
what came to understand
then.. is there is no greater
connectivity to God than a
Dance of nature and same..
wHere the Love of Blue SkeYes
of this greaTest gift oF liFE as liGht
and smARt and Fearless Love is
the Blue sKeYeS of God that
Give uS liVE WiTh
uS hiGher and
hiGher WiTh GoD aLL onE
as Love will do when naked and FreED..:)
And ending here with several micro-micro verses
of Macro-Verse from a year ago.. quoted as such
for the record of witness for God oF Nature
heAR aGaIn and God’s witness
has alWays come
of human MoVinG
arT and today in Catholic
Church those words.. whomever
did write them.. did and do reflect liGht
sTiLL noW after Centuries gone and ink
dried from anonymous scribes who make
that trUth and liGht.. as TrUly the greATest
trUths and liGhts have come from
scribes oF arT
in all forms carrying
in vehicles and vessels..
HouSinG EssencE oF Truth and liGht..:)
Fear THE DEVIL
and most sadly
While the world
is busy worrying
in a new government
year.. others of
us totally don’t
Health and Love..
sure there are
Hell is paved
Ah.. sister Lynn Friend..
square in the
middle and you
take away my
style of poeTry
however.. i must
say.. yes.. i have
no choice but
change and to
say that the
told to humankind
is that GOD does
of that my friend..:)
Truly it is about
hide the fruit
Truth and Light
in that eternal
only the real
devils clothe humans
in ways of fear
Home.. a place we search
lost it seems
Oh yeah.. and since the
EN name test thingie did forecast
i would tale some bed time stories..
at least to what will be many surrogate
children.. i will end with one of my personal
favorites as quoted from a Macro-Verse named
Sand Box Heaven.. and it is worth it for me to note..
that in this current MacroVerse the path of sand i stand
on with my usual Eagle pose.. all innate.. and instinctual
and intuitive.. and part of my Indigenous.. roots to Fly with
God standing StiLL and MoVinG moRE as Force of EmoTioNal
And SenSoRy subatomic moving Energy.. thaT patch of Sand by
River front is where i grew up.. looking across the River ‘cross
Blue SkeYes too.. meeting God face to face FeeLInG SenSinG
Deep within as God as i.. i am hEar eternAlly noW then too..
at age 3 before i could speak at age 4.. then now.. God’s
aT aLL WiLD
and Free Breeze
AS God Breathes.. i..DancE..
A Chalice of over FloWinG Love..
Fearless.. smARt.. and FReED Now..:)
Stars are born to output and share liGht..
at least for as long
as they live..
and as dim as i once
was.. almost bLack
grace then was
to water a plant
my life still
dArk the candle
i felt iN bLack
oh.. the saviors of the world..
and a story i love to tale a little
different as parables do.. when free
and not imprisoned by books.. pages..
paragraphs.. lines or words of print
of yesternows.. bound
by past authority
exist.. for free..
so.. anyway.. sorry iF
you already heard it but
it will be different anyway..
hehe.. as free WiLL be
starliGht oF eYes
within.. a dusty road..
a little boy with no words..
disabled from birth without
the ability to speak.. but a lover
of growth.. in shape of trees..
a sapling brought home
by loving mother
on a counter
by a lamp that shines..
the boys sees green and
wants to see more.. so he
nurtures this PLANeT
water he does..
iN eYes of Loving
Kind.. fertile ground
outside.. dig a hole
to comfort roots..
and the Tree rises
broad and sTrong..
and soon provides shade
for the front porch home..
Sidewalks come.. but tree
sTill bRanches out.. Flowers
come more beautiful than before..
Students from the local school who
study trees are amazed by the beauty
of this tree.. photos are taken.. shared..
and the boy’s eYes shine to see what his
Love inspires.. tree no longer needs boy
to grow strong now.. and the little
boy becomes ill and his life
a shy young man iS
walking this sidewalk
of the boy’s home.. and
a most beautiful dark haired
girl approaches him.. with smiling
face.. the boys eyes liGht up but what
to say.. ah.. the center piece of conversation
iS standing tAll and floweRinG more beautiful
iT seems than ever before on this March Spring
day.. a spark of instant Love is in the air..
and that begins a Love that
will last ’till death..
the shy boy becomes
confident with the Love of
his wife.. joins the Military..
and even rises to the ranks
of politics then.. Love grows
and fearless Lives..
the boy is
and makes a decision
as a leader of the world
that prevents World War III…
Life on the PlanT now iS saved..
So who is the savior.. the boy..
the man.. the girl.. the Loving
wife.. the parents.. the schools
providing education.. the tree
or the little disabled boy
and all the
from around the
world.. well the truth
iS aLL they are.. as theRe
is no i.. me but us and we
Moral of the
story.. water a tree
Of Life and see wHere
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