Super Blood Moon of Truth and Light

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Okay.. so Katrina and i go to the Pensacola Seafood Festival.. and as always they have great bands playing with an almost football field space to dance.. yes.. a grassy area just like a football field.. and by the time i finish.. it looks like there is an entire football game played by the looks of the turf torn up.. by a dance storm of just my feet.. ’cause no one else is brave enough to dance but me.. but for a few minutes.. and pretty much little bitty kids.. but never the less i have a blast.. as all band music moves me moves me moves me..

And i continue the dance at the mall later on in Dick’s Sporting Good’s store.. and seriously if Darth Vader can only learn to ballet martial arts dance like i do.. he will be in a much better mood.. and work for world peace instead of the frigging dam Dark Force side… and ha!.. who needs laser sabers.. when you got.. quick feet that can deliver a fast punch that leg presses half a ton 25 times.. float like a butterfly.. sting like a bee.. and when i was not tearing the turf up.. i float across blades of grass as butterfly.. with smooth winGs..smiles emoticon..;)

I bet if Dancing with the Stars is on in the 60’s Muhammad
Ali.. will catch on quick.. and dance circles around
the professional dancers.. no doubt..
floating like a butterfly is just like walking
on water for metaphor as not only
is one water one
is air one and same..
as well..smile emoticon..:)

Oh.. yeah.. and many more fun photos coming in this blog post somewhere around the ‘witching hour’ of midnight.. on early Monday morning.. or perhaps as early as Sunday evening.. if it is too cloudy to see the Super Blood Moon Eclipse.. with only four set for my life time.. one in 1964 when i am 4.. one in 1982.. when i am 22.. now one in 2015.. when i am 55.. and likely the last one.. if i am fortunate to make it that far in life.. 2033.. when i am 73.. and perhaps i’ll still be dancing at Seville Quarter then.. haha! and all the area stores.. and if i keep going at the rate i am now.. 2000 miles a year.. that will be 36 thousand miles more.. with the already 4 thousand miles… for a grand total mileage recorded of 40 thousand miles..:)

Well.. for anyone who reads my goings on here.. or there..

or ahem.. there.. you likely know by now..

that i am so excited about the 4th Blood moon..

AKA the Super Blood Moon.. first one in 33 years since 1982..

when i am 22.. and the next one will not happen until 2033.. when i am 73.. so yeah ‘the Pope’ makes a ‘special detour’ to my Catholic Church.. so we can get together and talk about these final touches on my blog post for tonight.. and ‘he says’

OH MY GOD Katrina is just the sweetest Angel

‘he’ ever comes across.. NOW..

so ‘he’ insists on getting in a selfie with her too.. as coming above..!..;)

Anyway so.. per reference of the last Facebook profile photo status thingy.. ‘the Pope’ says.. go ahead Fred.. get in the picture too.. so i have one more photo of me and ‘the Pope’.. and yes.. ‘they’ have a big party for ‘him’ at my Catholic Church with more fun photos coming on that.. as soon as the “Super Blood Moon of Truth and Light’ comes again.. later on tonight.. and perhaps into the wee hours of the cloudy Monday morning.. looks like it’s gonna be a virtual photo of THaT from ‘somewhere else’..:)

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Well.. seriously.. i’m not Jesus.. i’m just Fred BUT.. AND A BIG BUT.. yeah an Epic Butt.. what if i could convince the Pope who likely can see further into all these metaphors i provide that i am incorrect about that assumption.. and what IF i could do anything to make change real.. say like just one small change of suggesting the simple common sense TRUTH and LIGHT that there are already enough humans on the earth.. and it is only GOD sense to promote effective Birth Control.. instead of getting all pissed off after the fact.. when women do abortions.. hmm.. seriously.. it’s kinda sad to think and feel.. that Jesus would have to DO A huge epic effort like this to prove he is ‘hear’.. just to get people to SEE THE SIMPLEST OF HUMAN COMMON SENSE WAYS OF VIEWING LIFE.. in balance.. dam IT!

BUT YEAH.. RELIGION AND CULTURE.. THE CAMEL..
AND THE SMALLEST EYE OF THE NEEDLE TO GET
THROUGH FOR BALANCE OF NATURE ONCE AGAIN..

Human beings have become rigid overall..
and afraid of the smallest changes..
as conservative leaning human beings..

And quite honestly..
the truth is they
do not Love God enough
to appreciate the
life they
have now
as heaven
and the only
heaven they will
ever see and by GOD
one need look not far to see
how this terrestrial plane truly
is one small sliver of heaven in
a very challenging Universe of
discomfort.. BUTT.. by GOD
the true secret of
happiness
in my
book
is TO NEVER
EVER LEAVE BOOT
CAMP.. TO BE ALL
ONE CAN BE..
‘GOD IS A
MILITARY
GENERAL’..
WHO IS ALWAYS
ABOUT TOUGH
LOVE.. WHEN
humans get
soft
they
disappear
like any other
animal will..
GOD is
A GOD of
merit
not
A
free
movie
pass
with
John 3:16…

So no.. i ain’t leaving
Boot Camp and if
i GO away from
this terrestrial
plane
while
i’m
still in Boot Camp..
i am sure GOD
will be
pleased
with me..
for honoring
my life
in the
human potential
that GOD does gift
ALL OF US WITH MORE
THAN MOST OF US
REALIZE
WE
DO HAVE
‘CAUSE OF THE
BLINDERS OF RELIGION
AND CULTURE OVERALL
and yes.. science..
overall.. too..
sadly
enough..
as well..

SMILES GLENN..
AND AS always
thanks for
stopping
by and
being
one of very
few real friends
i meet in literally
over 100,000 connections
with people online..
Since Thanks
Giving day
November
26th.. 2010..
yes.. my friend..
THAT MAKES
YOU EPIC
as WELL..
in my
‘BlacK
BookS’..
@lEast..;)

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http://www.physics-astronomy.com/2015/09/einstein-was-wrong-quantum-spookiness.html

Honestly.. humans create their own realities..
for those who just do it.. smiles..
and do not rely on historical
precedents to rule their lives..
but of course..
God is free too..
like this my
friend.. Rafiah..:)

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Hi Victoria.. thanks so much for coming by on ‘this post’ to comment on ‘the other one’.. and although these ‘symptoms’ of emotional contagion and tactile sensitivity.. i mention are associated with the Autism Spectrum.. they are also common to folks with symptoms of ADHD.. and of course there is always a spectrum of human being that consists of bits and pieces of most anything possible in life.. both in gifts and challenges.. but the most amazing part is.. humans have truly incredible epigenetic potential.. if challenged enough to unpack the genetic material to do more than a human may have literally thought with reason is not possible before.. when miracles become LITERaLLY NATURaLLY REAL..:)

But anyway.. the best way to limit this
potential is literally
to be cynical
of the light
or fearful
of the dark..

What a wonderful world
it is when one can just
accept the way things
are.. and always
strive to
change
what they can
with patience
perseverance and
the real powerful
human emotions
of hope
faith
AND
BELIEF..
NO one RELIGION
and or CULTURE..
OWNS THESE
INNATE INSTINCTUAL
INTUITIVE GIFTS OF EMOTIONS
AND POTENTIALS GIFTED TO US BY GOD..:)

Sadly.. Victoria.. the difficulty with the text jumping up on my blog
is a limitation with technology.. specific to memory of the hardware
as well as potential limitations of Internet access bandwidth..
and Word Press is much slower than the identical copied
blog posts i have in my Google blogs as linked
on the right hand side of my Word Press page..

I have no problems on my iMac.. And with the new iPhone6s..
with the power of a desktop.. the problem should be solved
in mobile access.. for those who can afford it and care to..
Creativity is a special gift from GOD.. and there is no
Lukewarm for me.. Only fire.. Smiles again..
with biggest grin.. And wINKS..:)

*Side Note..
9262015
12:08 am..
The iPhone6s arrives
at home.. all new and
now moving ahead.. and
i am happy to announce
that technology in
mobile
form
finAlly
catches
up to
my heArt
and bRain
expresSinG
spiRit
iN MiND
and
Body
BalanCinG soUl
so here’s to
ya.. Steve Jobs..
a man of greatness
who starts a path
to catch
up with
me years
later..
sMiles
in MORE
WAYS THAN
ONE..
AS NOW
with a monthly
fee from a cell
phone provider almost
anyone can catch
up with
me.. hehe..
all the kings
men and work
horses..
finAlly
help put
me back
together
again on
‘paper’
like
Drone
Bees..
and Queen
Bees like
Katy
Perry
help
bRinG
back
my
soUl
togeTheR
again like
an Eggman
and Walrus
holDiNG HAnds..;)

*sidenote
ends..
12:21 am..:)

9232015
11:07 pm
and back to
dVerse Tuesday
Poetry links
for the joy
of writing in
poetic expression
to the songs of other
souls.. creating now..
just for
FUN..:)

Ah.. for me..
tRuly heaRt makes
everything easy
losing the
reasons is
hard for me
but well worth
it to live as heArt..
smiles.. with as few
reasons as possible
other than passion for LiFEnOW..:)

For me every human
interaction creates
a new life..
and to
reconnect
with anyone
is a rebirth
of unique
life
like
that..:)

Well.. it seems
your mother
solved the
age old
problem
of the
chicken
or the egg
first..
where
egg
is
equal
to chicken
so it’s
a tie
of
feathers
as yolk..:)

Oh.. the earth
the desert
the mountains
all comprise
a world without
humans and
problems
too.. oh..
humans who
touch this have
no problems now
just breathing
airs mountains rise
NOW..:)

11:25pm…

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Ah yes.. Leah.. Princess Leah.. hehe..;)

OMG.. i didn’t realize you are still basically shut-in since your accident.. so glad you are re-entering the world.. and i can certainly relate to that.. living that way for 66 long long months.. but i did manage to make it to the gym for 30 minutes three times a week.. almost when they closed.. putting myself in another state of fight or flight.. or shall i say life or death.. necessity for survival.. as it was my only little escape from hell.. but still painful AS HELL..

“WELL… ELVIS IS MY DADDY.. MARILYN IS MY MOTHER..
JESUS IS MY BESTest FRIEND.. WE DON’T NEED NO BODY..
‘CAUSE WE GOT EACH OTHER.. OR AT LEAST I PRETEND”…:)

FROM this video Tropico by Lana Del Rey..
before she goes into a wonderful
oration about the innocence of
the human body.. relating
poetic words of
Whitman
and
Ginsberg..
as to how the
BODY IS THE SOUL..
The greatest lie established
by Christianity sometime after
the REAL JESUS.. whose REAL
WORDS of wisdom about
THAT puts him in the
same league
as Whitman
with his
BODY ELECTRIC
IS THAT OUR HUMAN
BODIES ARE SHAME INSTEAD
OF GREATEST SACRED TEMPLE
FROM HEAD TO TOE TO PENIS
TO VAGINA AND ALL THAT
TRULY LIES IN
BETWEEN
THAT IS
HUMAN
TRUTH…
JESUS AND
WHITMAN ARE
basically the same
person in this philosophy
of life.. and IN MY BookS that
is truly what makes
them prophets as
per the real
meaning of
the word of someone
who tries to take the blinders
off of cultural lies and promotes
real human healing.. so yeah.. hell
yeah.. sure in this way.. i do my best
to fulfill that REAL SOCIAL ROLE AS
PROPHET.. BUT YES.. NO WOO..
A REAL SOCIAL ROLE..
AS WE LIVE IN
A FUCKING INSANE
SOCIETY.. where we move
farther and farther away
from the Nature of our
body becoming more and
more like a computer instead
of a human.. of course you
and i not included in that
philosophy of life.. and for all the bullshit
I am given both at the Wrong Planet Website
and the poetry world of organized sharing of poetry
i am no fool.. the ones who do not like me.. do not understand
me.. likely never move their ass off of a computer or keyboard..
and i started breaking out in my underwear to make a poetry
of the human soul as body.. and HA! to be a new age
renaissance Michelangelo Artist in the flesh instead
of stone.. and to go one step further since
the Egyptians and FULLy express a Love
for the Soul as human body
expressed in the FULL
PASSION OF A MALE..
YES.. TO BRING
THE FIRST EGYPTIAN
GOD MIN IN METAPHOR
TO LIFE
IN GOOGLE
BLOGGER
RESTRICTED
LINKS..
AND SURE..
King David from
that metaphor of the
bible.. celebrating the
Lord in so-called more vile
ways than dancing before servant
girls.. stripped down wild and free..
while the conservative leaning folks
likely including his immediate family
chagrin to hell.. while the Servants
smile.. large.. in deeper reservoirs
of the human soul
as body down
below..
Society is Fucking ignorant
where Fucking sex sells
everywhere.. and sure
it does as it’s sacred
and holy.. and REAL..
but oh the hypocrisies
from the bleached
blonde 60 something
year old prudes sitting
in the first row of the
Southern Baptist
churches with
their breasts
pointed
high with
the latest
push up bras..
to Fox News and
clear glass tables
and the longest of legs
under short black and
red dresses.. dolled up
faces and hair.. with
seductive lipstick puckers..
to stimulate the old white
pissed off dudes at
Obama.. for a little
evening news bliss..
I mean seriously.. humans ARE ANIMALS
I MEAN SERIOUSLY society lies to humans
and tells them they are special.. NO THEY
ARE NOT.. CULTURE IS THE LIE.. THE HUMAN
BODY IS THE TRUTH.. AND THAT’S WHAT JESUS
PROMOTES IN THE GOSPEL OF THOMAS PLAIN
AS THE PENIS BETWEEN MY LEGS..
AND THE VAGINA ON MARY
MAGDALENE THAT I’M
SURE HE CHERISHED..
AS otherwise where does
he get the idea that there
will be no marriage in heaven
that HE says is NOW AND NEVER
NOWHERE BUT NOW.. JESUS..
LET’S FACE FACTS JESUS IS MORE
LIKE JOHN LENNON AND WILL
FIT IN JUST PERFECT AT
WOODSTOCK..
A BUNCH OF LONG
HAIRED JESUS’
ARE ALL OVER THE
PLACE THEN.. anyway..
for metaphor of course..
until FRIGGING VIETNAM
COMES.. TO SPOIL THE
PARTY.. AND THEN
DISCO COMES..
AND THE PARTY
STARTS AGAIN..
AND THEN AIDS
AND HERPES AND
ALL THAT STUFF
COMES AND NEXT
THING ya.. know over
here in the states we
got REAGAN.. AND
THE RULE OF PSYCHOPATHS
UNTIL CLINTON COMES
AND COMES AGAIN
ON MONICA’S DRESS..
And that’s when interestingly
people finally figure out that it is
the sexual intercourse act that gets
ya in real trouble.. but spilling the
seed is relatively harmless so now
teenage rates of pregnancy go
way down.. epic job
by Monica.. epic
job.. to
bring back
common sense
to human.. at least
in one small ACT..
of Human SENsuality..
Funny how GOD works..
YEAH.. THE REAL GOD OF NATURE
WILL HAVE ‘HER’ WAY.. AND SHE LIVES
IN MARILYN AND MONICA SAME.. TO
SAVE HUMANKIND FROM DESTROYING
ITSELF.. and i do my little part online
as a SACRED FOOL.. LIKE WHITMAN
AND JESUS.. TO
set THE
RECORD
STRAIGHT..
AND JUST
FUCKING LIVE
LIKE GOD INTENDS
US TO.. FREE IN A SACRED
INSTRUMENT THAT IS ONE
AND SAME ON THE REAL PLANE
OF NOW WITH GOD AS TRULY FREE..
Human Sensuality.. no.. not just the
actual Intercourse ACT for Reproduction..
is a sacred way JUST LIKE THE BONOBO
USES IT.. TO DIFFUSE HUMAN AGGRESSION
VIOLENCE AND HELL YEAH! WORLD WAR
THREE.. SO YEAH.. I AIM
TO SAVE THE
WORLD
WITH
MY
‘PEN iS’
JUST LIKE
EGYPTIAN
GOD MIN
FOR METAPHOR
TOO.. AND FOR NOW
I AM ON THE
SS MIN NOW..
smiles Gilligan’s Island
PUN.. spreading
my seed
of
ALL NATURAL
GOD WISDOM
TO BE FREE..
FOR PEACE
AND LOVE
AND HARMONY
AND TO FUCKING
PREVENT WORLD
WAR THREE!..
but Ha! i’m one
of millions who
are LEADING THIS
EFFORT WRITE NOW
IN MORE WAYS THAN
WRITING FOR DAM
SURE.. and Lana
up there is
DOING A
MIGHTY
FINE
JOB
OF IT
IN THE TRADITION
OF WHITMAN
AND JESUS..
ELVIS
AND
MARILYN..
ALL HEROES WHO
TRULY ARE
IN METAPHOR
THE SAME
PERSON COME
AGAIN
AND
AGAIN
AND
AGAIN..
AS REAL..
AND NO FAIRY TALES
JUST REAL HUMAN
HEALING YEAH..
SURE.. SEXUAL
HEALING
TO BE
ALIVE
AND
FREE
WITHOUT GUILT
AND SHAME
FOR JUST
BEING
WHAT
WE ARE
AS THE REAL
GOD’S CHILDREN
ALIVE AND FREE
LIVING IN TOTAL
MIND AND BODY
BALANCE..
NO SIN..
NO FORGIVENESS
NECESSARY..
THE SIMPLE
MESSAGE OF JESUS
THAT IF TRULY HEARD..
WOULD MEAN..
HE WOULD HAVE
NEVER BEEN
CRUCIFIED
IN THE FIRST
PLACE AS IT IS
JUST FUCKING
HUMAN COMMON SENSE
FOR FOLKS WHO ARE STILL
BRAIN WASHED by controlling
psychopathic leaning folks who
were never loved by their mommies
and told by their daddies to hold back
their tears and keep their hands off their
stiff members below..
and what results
is a fetish
for agression.. rape..
violence.. overall
hate.. and a propensity
for warring ways in
all stuff life..
Jesus let
his hair down
with Whitman
Marilyn.. Elvis..
and sure.. now me..
and so many others
too.. in pop-culture today..
just trying to save humankind
from itself.. by simply instructing
humans to play with their Temples
of GOD once again for Peace and
Harmony no different than our
REALLY AND TRULY SMART
CLOSEST PRIMATE COUSIN
BONOBOS..
WHO JUST
LOVE
FOR
PEACE..
HARMONY
AND TOTAL
ANIMAL HEART
OF EMOTIONS.. SPIRIT
EXPRESSING EMOTIONS..
AND A BALANCING MIND AND
BODY THAT IS THE REAL SOUL
GIFTED
BY GOD
THAT SOME PEOPLE
HAVE AND SOME
PEOPLE DO NOT..
WHO NEVER
UNDERSTAND
THE MEANING
OF
THE
BODY
ELECTRIC..
AND YEAH BABY
I’M ON FIRE AND WHEN A PERSON
IS TRULY FREE LIKE THIS THERE ARE NO LIMITS
OF WHERE HUMAN POTENTIAL WILL GO
BUT THE GREATEST POTENTIAL
OF TRULY FREEING AND
EXPLORING OUR BODIES
AS SOUL.. SACRED
AND HOLY
TEMPLES
OF GOD
AS IS NOW..
IS WORLD
PEACE..
AND A PLACE
WHERE A BONOBO
HANDSHAKE..
LIKE I DO IN
MY RESTRICTED
BLOGS IS
LOVE
JUST
LOVE..:)

JESUS WAS THE FIRST MALE STRIPPER/POET..
no joke.. if you haven’t seen the evidence
on my blog.. as i will quote and link
it here..
and i’m
just hoping
i’m NOT THE
LAST MALE
STRIPPER/POET
IN THE
KINGDOM
OF HEAVEN
NOW..:)!

http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm

37) His disciples said to him,
“When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked
without being ashamed, and
take your garments and put them under your feet like little
children and tread upon them, then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”

Yeah.. we need a bible of the REAL human soul..
it starts with Playboy and Playgirl..
and i continue THAT
with
FRED..

but yeah.. sure there are plenty
of Internet resources like that..
as yeah.. GOD HAS ALWAYS
BEEN IN CONTROL AS NATURE
NO MATTER WHAT THE
PRUDES SAY..
UNDERNEATH
THEIR HIDDEN
COVERS
OF
GOD..

AND OH GOD IT’S GONNA
BE HILARIOUS WHEN THEY
GET TO REAL HEAVEN
AND HAVE NO
CHOICE BUT
TO SEE
JESUS’
PENIS
FULLY EXPOSED
AND FREE WITH
THE BREEZE AND
GOD.. JUST
BEING
THE GREATEST
GIFT EVER
JUST
BEING
HUMAN
IN THE GARDEN
OF EDEN NOW..
NOT UNLIKE
Tropico my friend..
in the last scene
where the FCC requires
some white garments
to keep it clean.. but
no.. not
in
GOD’s
REAL BOOK
OF THE GARDEN
OF EDEN FREE..:)

RANT OVER..
and thanks for the inspiration
Leah.. this fits perfectly
with my current
‘TrOPICo’..
at HAND
in attempting
to help a few folks
around me..
ALL AROUND
ME.. SmILES..:)

And i hope you get stronger and
stronger than ever and just tell
your intellect to FUCK OFF..
LIKE A POISON APPLE..
LIKE I DO WHEN
I DANCE..
AND STRIP
AND ALL THE
STUFF THAT
JESUS SUGGESTS
THEN.. AS REAL
MY FRIEND..
AND YEAH..
i ride the
Jesus meme..
it’s still like
a world
TIDAL WAVE..
YEAH STILL A
tSUNamI..
but if people can
really SEE ALL OF HIM
LIKE HE WAS THEN..
THEN.. THERE’S
A CHANCE
OF
AT LEAST
ONE PERSON
SAVING
THEM SELF
FROM A LIFETIME
OF MISERY IN A BINARY
IGNORANCE
OF MIND
AND BODY
SEPARATION..
THE BODY IS THE
BRIDE AND THE MIND
IS THE HUSBAND
IT DIDN’T FUCKING
HAVE ANYTHING
TO DO WITH
MARRIAGE
WHEN JEUS
SPOKE
OF
THIS..
DAM
A truly brilliant
man for his time..
too bad we only have
around 18 Percent
of his real spoken
words according
to scholars
in the New Testament..
no doubt in my mind
that he danced and did
martial arts all innate
instinctual and intuitively..
how else could he have turned
over money tables and scared the
crap out of the patriarchs then..
and how else could he float
on land.. like a ballet dancer
that is FUCKING MUCH
MORE IMPRESSIVE
THAN
JUST
WALKING
ON WATER…
AT LEAST FROM
HOW IT
LOOKS
IN MIND
AND BODY
BALANCE..:)

SORRY.. now the
rant is over..
smiles..
ALL
OVER..:)

See ya later..

Frederick..:)

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For some feeling ‘this picture’ catches my eye.. but hey.. that’s how GOD speaks to us.. by catching our eyes.. and GOD is always fishing.. it’s just a matter if we see GOD’s bait.. in signs of Synchronicity that become greater and greater as now goes on for those who develop eyes and ears to see and hear GOD’s communication

REAL IN SYNCHRONICITY WAYS.. AND signs.. are Synchronicity and the same AS signs.. that prophets of old see.. prophets of new see.. in similar ways..

GOD is ruled by no human alone.. no creed..

no nothing.. but GOD.. so yeah.. i humble myself

when GOD catches my eyes in signs of Synchronicity and

GOD gives me new ideas constantly to relate them

in new and innovative ways.. as yes.. we are

ALL MESSENGERS OF GOD… SOME LIGHT MESSENGERS.. SOME DARK MESSENGERS.. SOME WHO ARE COLD.. AND SOME WHO ARE HOT..

BUT I’M ON FIRE BABY.. WITH GOD.. NO LUKEWARM IN ME.. YEAH.. WHAT DOES.. FOREIGNER SAY.. CHECK MY TEMPERATURE.. IT’S 111.. IN WORDS OF METAPHOR.. THE SAME.. AS 103..:)

AND YEAH.. i’m going dancing ‘TONIGHT’ at Old Seville Quarter.. with all the cool college age folks.. celebrating my LUCKY 77TH week of raven dancing.. hmm.. raven dancing.. WTF FTW RAVE DANCING Fred Style.. all unique.. just me and GOD..;)

And no.. i care not to learn anyone else’s dance steps..
as it is ALL FREeD WitH ME AND GOD..:)

And the only thing i am looking for tonight
is heArts expresSing emoTioNal SpirRit in
MiND and BoDy BaLanCinG soUls
TO LIgHT UP..
IN HOW I just do IT..
ALL FReED style
wITh GOD..:)

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Wow.. woW.. i’m almost speechless.. and haha… that
is most unusual.. you know you FEEL it’s kinda sad..
i could tale these truly natural erotic
stories of human being
but as a male.. my
like ability rating
will go down
even further
heHE.. HAha!..
and sure that’s
okay too.. but
you know you FEEL this
IS humanities greatest
moment where passion
rules the eyes of female
and OR male.. where hearts BEAT
in unison Above and beLOW..
where Lust Rules life..
and brain
has no
rule..
@A point in time
there IS a village
with few rules
but Love..
women are
leaders and
men simply
serve
their
every
desire..
WeLL.. tRuly WE are moving
into an age of Venus where more
and more it is women who are serving
THAT desire with other women.. as overall
males are failing.. ’cause they’ve lost
THAT LOVING
FEELING..
hmm.. there’s
a sonG for that..
and i’m no longer
speechless.. haha..!
but there is no greater
poetry than the poetry
of human lust
as there
is NO greater
creativity
fueled than
THAT by Lust
of Human
Being.. FREE.. ALL those
buildings.. all those roads..
all those Internet lines
and SMART PHONE..
screens..
all start
with a heartbeat
above.. same as below
that fuel a life higher
than
sitting
still
lonely
in a cave…
IT’S NOW.. Go back
outside and PLAY..:)

And i will link this poem
in my comments section
along with this
comment
as this
one is
worth
reading
more than
once for sure..
and sharing as well
of course.. it’s worth
coming here my
friend..
and i am
always touched
by your poetry..
but i don’t
wanna ‘feel’ your
blog UP every time
like this.. so i mostly
like more than TOUCH..:)

BUT sure.. large injections
of me now and then
probably won’t
hurt.. wInks
my friend
and have
a nice NOW..
with pLAY..
thefeatheredsleep..
a user name that
is a poem
unto
her
self..
Ageless timeless
and most importantly
REAL.. just REAL.. NOw..:)

And worth quoting
for me as ah.. she
gets me..
smiles.. again..

“Thank you so much!!♡♡♡ All you say is,
you traverse fields of poetry in your
interpretation of life.
Surely that is the only,
authentication of existing♡♡”

Amen sister..
Few people get
that or do it..
and you do too..:)!

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And Now to the joy of responding in poetic
expression to the Thursday Prompt
on dVerse.. with all the poems
linked there.. starts.. now.. AND
Interestingly.. the two
individuals who
were crass enough
to challenge what
my poem meant to me..
last Thursday and delete it..
not only blocked me..
which ever one did..
oN the dVerse site
from making any
comments.. they
blocked me
from
writing
poetic
expressions
in inspiration
of what they write
on their blogs.. as well..
so i will continue to like
their poems as that is
not a block-able feature
to like a poem..
haha!..
and i will no
longer save
comments to
their pages.. i
will just copy
and paste them
here.. with an
asterisk and erase
them before
posting
them on their
sites where the
‘this comment
is being
moderated’ message
comes up.. meaning
in this case i am blocked
from commenting.. so yeah..
in the new age of BLOGGING freedom of expression
people can no longer totally outcast a person..
as they speak in public.. and there is no law
against getting inspired for any thing.. and
writing poetry THANK GOD.. at least
not in the United States..
so yeah..
blogs are a huge
credit to the freedom of
EXPRESSION of human beings..
the most important right
and privilege of
living
FREE
so yeah.. if everyone in the entire
world blocks me.. i will still be providing
a message from GOD and Nature ONE as
i for one FEEL IT.. SEE AND HEAR
IT WITH GOD’S.. EMOTiONS..
SENSES.. ‘EyES
AND EaRS’..
AS GIFTED
TO
ME
N0W..:)

9/24/2015
3:30 pm..

*Oh God.. YeS..
better to be
a bed bug
than
dead..:)

Oh.. the moment
of death.. separation
of light from dark..
appreciating
LiGht..:)

Ah.. when humans
no longer own
humans
no longer
is there
cheating..
always
consensual..
one way or
the others..:)

Ah.. for me it IS ALL so
simple.. only look
at life as now..
and all
there is
is life..
but yes..
i have faced
the specter
of death
twice..
and no
matter
how bad
the pain was
or how empty
my life was..
i wanted to
still live
at that
moment..
so yeah.. at
the time i go..
i will want
to stay..
as i Love
Life..
and i already
know that
Life never ends
in an ULTIMATE
kinda way..
but nah..
it’s intuitive
and i can
not
prove
it IN science
equations..
however.. it is
a way of NO FEAR
IN LIFE THAT WORKS..
PRICELESS LIVING LIFE
WITH NO FEAR
AND ONLY
LOVE..
AS i
already
die AS Life
and Living
IS PRICELESS
WITHINLIFE..
NOWFULLY..:)

*Sitting in the pews..
Southern Baptist
Gospel singing..
i watch people
praise their
death to
come..
and GOD
only tears
at their own
ignorance of
not living life
NOW as Heaven..:)

There is a GREAT Joy
Living Feeling
Living.. i
cannot
imagine
wanting
to go..:)

Smiles.. i never fear.. I live..
Or entertain death..
I’ll cross that bridge
when i come to it
as we all must..:)

As a young man
all i wanted to do
is become a man
before dying..
as an older man
i died in life
and finally
live.. and
no
longer
want
at all..:)

Ah.. yes.. Lover
of the moon
never spurned
until clouds come..
New moon..
and yes.. A
Super
Blood Moon..:)

At least ..my intuitive
feeling IS.. God enjoys
those most.. who Live
the most.. smiles..:)

i have to say
as i age
i have
great
respect
for the darkness
as it makes the greaTest
Light i ever imagine in Dark..:)

i Love the
smell of candles
for the dead in
Catholic Church..
i Live to Breathe
the Life
of
Candles
Lit.. and
as they
smoke i go
as following
trail for NOW..:)

*Winter Springs
Summer Falls..
death and life
rings leaves
fall and
rise
eYes
US..:)

*Ah yes.. nature
thrives
humans
die as worry..:)

Ah.. the first
Fall of Leave..
the first sign
of Spring..
cycle
of
life dies
on.. NOW…:)

WInks.. submitting
‘something’ always new..
NOW Living Art..
Whole
mE
sMILES..
FRIEND..
and who FEELS..
perhaps i will
be the first
to escape death
AS LIFE..
just a practice..
as you know
theRe are
NO LIMiTS
FOR ME
my friend..
again..
just ’cause
it hadn’t been
done before
ain’t Jack
or Jill..
it’s Fred..
haHE..;)

Ah yes.. to put
now first means
only
dying once..
some folks
die all their
life.. endless
death as
worry..
in Life..:)

Ah… yes.. ALL STUFF..
including Mountains..
eventuAlly bEcomes
cosMic dUst
of dYing
STars….
but yeS..
We are Born
of Cosmic
Dust so
Dust is
Life
and
WE are
Stars
INsideiSUni-verse
neurons shining
connecting NOW..
syNeRgies
multi-verses
are we WHEN
wESinGinTune..:)

Ah.. the Soul of Stars
immeasurable
imagination
of human
eYes..:)

The greatest REAL Thrill
of Losing heArt..
spiRit and soUl
in Life
is never
ever fearing
Life again..
once the
REAL PHOENIX
THE REAL REBORN
THE REAL HUMAN
RESURRECTION
THE CRUX OF WHAT
similarly AFFECTED FOLKS
have been trying to metaphor
for
several
thousand
years..
LITERALLY
IMPOSSIBLE
FOR FOLKS WHO
HAVE NOT BEEN
TO THIS DEATH
IN LIFE
TO UNDERSTAND
WHAT RESURRECTION
TRULY
means
or Life
at ALL..

Missing
Leaves
of Meadows
Green

fall

missing

Incomplete..:)

5:13 pm
1:43 minutes
of 18
responses
to poems
so far..
all caught
up to the
herd now..
as maverick
way diverts
this path
once again
for now..:)

Yes.. it’s 11:21 am..
and it’s 9252015
and i’m backnow..;)

aH.. DeatH.. A
greaTest blesSing
fOr deatH
iN
LiFe..
abreeZe
oF moonLight
dArk cLouds LiGhT..
sMiles perHaps ThoTh
AMpleaSedWitHthiSthoT..:)

Candy of a rose still blooming..
Mountain peaks distance
still climbing..:)

GreaTest blesSing death not wanting to go..
GreaTest curSe life not wanting to stay..
GreaTest ALLwaysNOWisALLthaTis..:)

Most terrifying specter
living forever dead..
Zombies live..
Death
survives…:)

Grace is Love by a mother’s
touch like this.. and receives
it and returns it
as such.. Hate
judges
and
accuses
until
IT
FEELSLOVE
unconditiONal
iForONEFEEL..
and WiLL never
leave a human
siDe.. sMiles..:)

FiRst dArk tHen liGht
dAncePlanEts
sonGmoVInG
inspiRingInFiniTyONE
NowforevermorenowON..:)

I for
one Die
twice
in Life
and
literAlly
AM born
again as A
Dance of PoeTry..
Life IS magic when
one comes aGAiN
fulLY aLiVe.. in LiVinG
Waters Ocean BReaTh..:)

Now 60 hours away from
Super Blood Moon..
Synchronicity
comes
in dArk
LiGhts
way..:)

12:10 PM
okay..
technicAlly
IT comes
in 59 hours
and 50 minutes..
ha! in case someone
wants to delete me
for getting
my numbers
off by
10
minutes..
oh G0D..
the nIt
picKers
of Life
willNeVeR
enJoy tHe
ART of GOD
at GREATest
DiStance.. but
sURe.. tHey kNow
ThEY fEEL litTle..
NOT whAT theY dO..;)

Little to no attention
when i die in life
when i life in die
Little to no attention
sMiles
and that’s
just another
parable
friend
Sister
Lynn
at
the
end..:)

12:21 pm..;)

^^^
Seriously you should NOT
have to give an excuse
for HAVING a LIFE..
We live in a very
busy world..
and not everyone
has time to read and
comment.. but i will tale
you this friend.. i for one
enjoy the opportunity to
connect with the souls
of others and truly
Love the
way
Christianity..
REAL
CHRISTIANITY
describes LOVE
as Unconditional
and NEVER EVER
EXPECTING
ANYTHING
IN RETURN..
but yes this
is a practice
that NOT all
folks
practice in all areas of
life.. what i enjoy most
about the Muslim
religion is it is
more than
a Sunday
Obligation
of Lip
service that
dies as soon
as most
of the congregation
exits the door..:)

Anyway.. there’s
always room
for
an
extra
Loving
hAnd..
sMiles
and another
opinion from
a ‘doctor’
in
the
room..
wInks.:)

I’ve written 11 million words
on the Internet in the last
five or so years.. my sister
has read most all of
them.. and she never
comments and
she rarely
visits
me
and she
rarely even
talks to me..
in flesh
and blood
life.. as she
is busy
stressed
out and
just
surviving..
but she
Loves me..
and that’s
ALL
i
Love
about
HER..
sMiles
again..
and
honestly
THAT
LOVE GIFT..
comes
from
my mother
and never the
materialistic
suits and
dresses of
so-called modern
Christian Churches
that i still attend every
Sunday.. where nary a
person even reaches out
a hand during the Lord’s
prayer of Unity.. and nary
a person even sinGs
in Joy for the
gift
of Life
GOD gives
us in Unison..
anyway..
happy
Eid
my friend..:)

12:42 pm..
and
back
at 11:47 pm..

Ah.. time an idea..
but never a reality
until it is measured
in imagination past
nows future presents
present is alive
never
dies
NOW
as Present..:)

Oh.. happy caterpillars
make thin stems
a sacrifice
in fallen
leaves
ah..
leafy green
nutritional
healthy meals..:)

Watching the end of my son’s 51
days of total suffering.. in my
arms.. from time of
birth.. heart
beats go
on after
machines
disconnect..
one by one..
until all his pain
is gone.. yes i appreciate
Life.. as we do not all receive
that gift as LiFE.. BlesSinGs livEon..:)

When the end comes slowly
and never begins when
suffering is only
and life never
ends.. perhaps
then more people
will appreciate Death
as GOD’s greaTest
BlesSinGs.. of LIFe..
and finAlly jUst
enJoy
Now..
like a cat in sand
as midday sun
hugGinG
grass on
a Super
Blood
Moon
Night..:)

09262015
12:06 am..:)

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Hi Glenn as always thanks for stopping by today..

with your always kind words of

encouragement for what i do here..

in FLOODING OCEAN OF HUMAN Consciousness

as i have already flooded the streams and rivers.. hehe..

AND YES.. OH MY GOD YES.. for decades i am so uptight about my body.. and my physical intelligence is so dim.. i have to copy my wife walking in stores to feel anywhere close to being comfortable in my own skin..

We live in a world where rocket science is valued over stuff of physical and emotional intelligence.. when physical and emotional intelligence is so real to our nature.. and rocket science for metaphor is only a hundred years old or so.. to full extent..

People have forgotten so much of what we can be when fully comfortable in our skin.. no anxieties.. no illusory fears.. just living now in comfort and peace in harmony connecting with Nature as all sane animals do..

I am just thrilled to escape the retardation of emotional and physical intelligence.. i always feel i am lacking it but have no idea how to gain it.. as it is all innate.. instinctual and intuitive to me now.. where all my life folks present me an instruction book spoon fed for every frigging human step in life..

Well.. many folks have no clue as to what they are missing in a fuller dimensional emotional and sensory life.. and to the fact that our emotions flow through our bodies and are naturally regulated when we find sensory balance in proprioception and the other regular 5 of 6 senses that fully thriving humans can enjoy.. if properly challenged and motivated for change.. through super cool imagination and creativity of Moving Dance of Life as FREE!..:)

It’s a long road for me.. starting with one step at a time in reverse to truly move like the Golden Spiral mean now.. in spiraling way.. as the human who captures prey and escapes predator does.. to be invisible in so-called primitive way.. as real

LIFE NINJA’S WHERE IT IS NO MYTH.. AND SIMPLY

Human Nature more fully expressed in physical

and emotional emoting ways.. of living LIFE FREE!..:)

IMAGINE a place where no anti-depressants and anti-anxiety medications are necessary.. for me it starts once again.. with one step backwards to mind and body balance in a practice of peace and harmony that spreads.. that spreads..

like a real human tSUNaMi

set free from ocean shores..:)

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Interestingly.. the last show.. immediately after we bought our first High Definition Plasma TV is the show Heroes.. and eventually the nerve issues.. per atypical Trigeminal Neuralgia.. ended that pleasure of HDTV.. as an avid TV watcher my entire life.. approaching the end of 2007.. addicted as such.. AND that is very disappointing to me at the time.. sort of like that song Isn’t IT Ironic when you get what you want and cannot use it for whatever reason…

Well.. i rarely watch TV at all.. but my wife watches OH GOD so much.. and whenever she sees something she thinks i might like to share on my blog.. as that relates to what i am writing about.. she points it out.. and i take a few snaps with my smart phone.. in what often becomes synchronicity.. in acausal connecting principle in meaning to me.. as she really has no idea what i am writing about other than the general theme of health and well being.. along with religion and philosophy.. namely GOD..

Well.. every once in a while i will make an exception for the light hearted show.. the Big Bang.. and i actually attempt to watch a little bit of “Heroes Reborn” tonight.. and that experience provides to me.. a reminder of just how harmful TV was to my fuller development as a human being my entire life.. as one becomes trapped in a screen of an injecting of someone else’s virtual life..

And we do not use the output creative part of our social empathic mind to be a full fledged human with heart of emotion expressing that emotion outwardly in spirit of human being.. and of course there is NO MIND and body true balance when one is sitting still.. as sitting still.. is no free flowing movement and actually is a static move of the body’s muscles to maintain one posture for hours on end watching TV..

And of course computers are not much better but at least one is using the right and left hemispheres of their brain in output in thinking.. typing.. and expressing oneself in sign language that is human language in general.. if they are writers as some folks only watch and read what’s on the computer as well.. with little actual output of human social empathic mind in ways of written language.. or others symbols that can express the human social empathic mind…

Anyway… it was my favorite show then.. so i might catch small segments of it grabbing a bite.. but the idea of watching a TV show for around 2 hours sitting still is off the table.. i only do that in a theater if it is something i’m very interested in.. but Thank GOD there is finally no pain .. and i can handle it fine with vision.. on the rare occasions I do go to the Theater or watch a TV show..:)

But anyway.. what we watch we feed our minds and that becomes us overall.. and to watch violent shows.. is a sure way to invite nightmares sometime in the future.. as it becomes part of us.. so yeah.. see no evil.. hear no evil.. and speak no evil.. is a great practice.. as again.. what we watch is what we will become either awake or in our dreams.. all this Home Entertainment stuff is a new experiment of human being.. and yes.. it truly took much of my human potential in life.. keeping myself in input couch potato mode.. instead of moving EXPRESSING HUMAN BEING.. yes.. and in all STUFF oF LIFE.. use it or lose it applies.. and this is certainly a major factor associated with the difficulties of the Autism Spectrum with young folks these days that are mostly brought up by a screen of some sort rather than a touch feely human being..

Yes.. no matter how politically incorrect it is to say it.. Kanner’s old refrigerator parent theory may not relate to more serious cases of Autism.. but it most definitely relates to the higher functioning cases.. whether the child was socially abused by parents or peers for any reason.. or if it is just a case of emotional neglect where the screens become the parent instead of hugs and kisses in flesh and blood human.. with all the incentive to smile back and use other ways of non-verbal expression outwardly to communicate..

Rather than just being absorbed and sucked into a screen
of some kind day and night.. day and night.. until a
human becomes a scream of a screen.. instead of
flesh and blood giver in ways of
human social cognition and
empathy of touchy feely life..:)

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Oh emotions.. senses.. oH.. words.. how they please.. some experience few.. some experience more.. some are rainbows of delight.. with ever changing colors.. deep.. deeper featheRing touch.. OH! imagination.. creativity.. passions.. housing words.. flowing heart beats.. swelling tides.. SumMer moisture brushing shores.. waves in and out.. smooth roughing shores.. never ending breeze cross over.. under beach.. beaches go so deep.. open books with hidden pages.. OH.. so inspiring.. hidden libraries.. shelves that goes so deep.. treasures never ending.. just waiting.. opening pages slowly.. again and again.. always coming back.. living so much deeper.. OH! words… they please..

Okay.. back to scientist mode.. where has the human heart gone.. i mean seriously.. men and women at one point in time used to BOTH live as romance novels.. and now it’s hook up this and that.. and i always love to use the example of the old songs of the 70’s that explore human emotions so deep and nuanced as a loving beach.. and now music is all like wham bam thank you and move on to the next wham bam thank you song.. and to the next and so on.. sadly the poetry i read now.. is often like that
too.. boo who.. i desire it deeper.. more nuanced.. the feathered touch… of REAL POEtRY..

The songs of the 70’s will live on forever
like hearts
do that
explore
the deeper
parts of our
REAL BEINGS
OF Imaginary
Love..
that goes
so much deeper
than wham bam
thank you songs..
bye and
see you
never…
again…
i for one STILL
wanna
sing a song
that lives
forever
and always
comes
back
for
more..

And seriously.. Prajakta.. you amaze
me for a young person to do it
deeper than wham
bam
thank
you songs..
BRAVO..
APPLAUSE..
i’ll be back
for
more
from you
for sure..
it is very possible
that your poetry
will live
forever
as it
goes deeper..
so much
deeper
than
most
this
way..:)

Hey.. i read a lot of poetry..
thousands and thousands of poems..
and when one strikes me like this..
i’m gonna
let that
person
feel it..
in no
uncertain terms..
with a thunderous
clap of thanks..

A REAL poet/song writer
finds magical ways
to touch each
reader/listener
and now
yes.. with
visual arts
Looker’s
eaRs and eYes
heArt in a way
that makes
them feel
the ART
is written
just
for
them..
it’s fun to imagine
one is special..
why not..
be special
is what
i feel..
YES..
and you are a special
young woman.. Prajakta..:)

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So sad that another life is cut short for the distraction of an electronic device.. and i remember Steve from his poetry here.. thanks for providing his full name.. as i am able to easily find his blog again.. from when he last posted with dVerse back in January of 2014.. and i read all his poetry back to that date.. easy to do.. as he is concise unlike me.. hehe.. and yeah.. i for one read 10 times faster than the average human..

my Autistic Super power.. haha!.. like Sheldon Cooper.. smiles.. again.. and what a beautiful soul.. an 82 year old man who still has the vitality to ride a gas saving scooter all around town.. a lifelong violin player.. and a loving soul.. who helps so many people with the disease of addiction.. lending them a hand.. of GOD.. to be filled with Love once again.. instead of a substitute

FOR WHAT tRuly FEELS AS Human Soul in mind and body balance with the all natural power of Love gifted to us by GOD.. as God’s Unconditional Love.. the way your friend Steve expresses that so wonderfully on his blog.. anyway.. i suppose the most amazing thing about a blog.. is.. if one truly opens up their emotional heart.. and expresses that fully as emotional spirit.. one truly does upload their soul forever or whenever the server dies.. hehe.. which ever comes first.. but never the less.. his ashes live on.. for others to feel more than just flowers at a grave site my friend.. and those are at least tears for joy.. of a soul well spent.. and shared.. that goes on my friend.. X.. iN sMiLES..:)

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It’s not easy being an EVO.. truly it’s not.. no.. not a fantasy EVO..
a REAL EVO.. and OR A DIVA.. heehee.. or HeR.. sMiLES..
For me.. True LiGhT EVO’s live in the human creative
miNds wHo are living many thousands of
years.. even more than humans do
today.. overall.. And with
further freedom
of expression
of human being
more EVO’s are
truly awakeNinG
enlightened aGaiN
in Truth and Light
innate instinctual ALL
intuitive WAYs GIFTED
US ALL NATURALLY
By
NOW ALL
NATURAL GOD
ALLTHATIS.. NOW..
SADLY.. some fOLKs
sPend tHeir entire lives
sPending illusions on stuFF
that never truly lives.. where
instead they.. IF they come more
fully Alive again.. like our ancestors..
so-called primitives.. then thousands of
years ago.. tHEY can LiVE once aGain NOW as
Ninja artist flow.. yes.. invisible in mind and body
balance wITh Nature once again.. AKA ALL natural
Force of God that resides inside us.. outside us.. above..
so below.. ALL around us.. as we.. each along with ALL rest
of GOD’s creations are fractals of whole one and sAMe as ONe..
no separation.. when finAlly realized in Truth and LIGHT ASONE
wHoly Soul Alive ALLoNE never aGaiN aLONE..
Now..
JusT
NoW iNfiNiTy
alWAYs iNOW..
yeah.. we are the
iNOW pHones alWAYs
LonG before the artificial thinG
helps us and reminds us.. that
wEaRe
SeLFies
oF
GOD.

Dedicated to two of my favorite EVO
Devo’s.. Christina Perri
and Sia.. who
lead me
‘in reverse’
of two sonGs..
one.. ‘Jar of Hearts’
and the other
‘Titanium’
calling
out
to
me..
just to me
in synchronicity..
way.. in a voice
of GOD ONLY
recognizable
to me..
and yes..
i answer
with ALL of this..
since the Summer
of 2013.. twice
5.5 million..
starting
November
Thanksgiving
day of
2010..
words
NOW
11 million+
as a very
lonG
prayer
to and
from
GOD..
i ask myself..
why me.. a person
totally and permanently
disabled with 19 medical
disorders then.. including
the worse pain known
to mankind.. type
two trigeminal
neuralgia
from
wake
to sleep
for 66 months
as a shut-in
in my bedroom
and i suppose
i will answer
with the sAMe
answer my mother
provides me when
i come down with
a ‘perfect storm’
of human
suffering
then.. with..
WHY NOT YOU..
so yeah.. the
dArk makes
the liGht
and GOD
help me
BE
a Perfect
STORM
OF LOVE..
PLEASE
@LEAST
IN PRACTICE
AND @LEAST
FOREVERMORE
NOW.. AS REAL..:)

AND with that i end for tHiS
NoW wITh another EVO Diva
and a Dark Horse
wHo WiLL come
back again..
after
the Super Blood
Moon Rises
and
Falls
aGAIn..;)

Oh yeah..
and of course
my all time favorite
EVO Jesus AKA Yeshua
a likely rugged real
MAN THEN.. WHO IS NOW
certainly portrayed
in modern western
artistic ways
as a really
pretty female
with a beard
also known as
a Diva.. hehe..
herher.. whatever..
mythological
Krisha..
Buddha..
Muhammad
and yes..
hell yes..
ignorant
new ways
of homophobe
Christians
with all their
big boy beards
and muscle power..
the original GOD
is Elohim.. in
old Hebrew text..
as a duality of
sorts.. and male
and female mix..
and before
that is a mix
of Water and
Earth
as silt
named
Lahmu and
Lahamn and
sure i and
others are..
Fire.. why not..
and speaKing
of Evo’s..
Earth Wind
and Fire too..
YNOT.. and
yes.. we
are all
shining
stars
in a
fantasy
that we
EVO’S
IN TRUTH
AND LiGhT
CREATE
AS
WE GO..
IN THE
PLAY OF
LIFE THAT
IS ALWAYS
REAL NOW
wITh
WE
AS
children
of GOD
one
and
sAME
iNfinity
NOWONe Living
LoVE FREE
iN ECSTASY
NOWas
A real
FanTasY
cOMe
TRUTH
AS
LIGHT..:)

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Ah yes.. my friend X.. to just be.. to find one’s own True Will in Life
is to fulfill our potential as human beings..
and truly efforts to take that away
from other humans beings are
the greatest and perhaps
only real sins in life..
as it is the
Holy
spirit
that guides us..
with our free will..
as the art of creativity
one and same in developing
US into fullest children of GOD
that we can WiLL to be in relative FREE
WiLL working with GOD instead of against
GOD.. Dance is the Naked Life Path that works for me..sMiLES..:)

Yes.. my friend X..
‘Be YoUr Own Hero’..
is actually what
the REAL MAN
JESUS IS TRYING
TO TALE EVERY HUMAN
TO BE.. as he takes the humility
role IN REAL LiFE and suggests
that he is the last and there will
be many other firsts that come
after him.. in greater human
potential.. with the power
of the human emotions..
of faith.. hope and
BELIEF..
with imagination
and creativity
making
Human
DREAMS
come to
fruition as we
move the mountains
of change in greaTest
human potential ForevernoW
More to come in Holy NOWS..:)

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  1. From Friend.. Himali’s.. Facebook Page..

    Interesting.. this human archetype that is real.. per Lord Ganeshji.. is portrayed in mythologies across most all cultures.. sMiles.. myths house the essence of Truth and Light in vessels and vehicles of metaphors.. my friend.. Himali.. continuing always now.. with no limits but form as essence is Infinite in Nature.. sMiLES.. AS GOD..:)

  2. Shawna says:

    I love the picture of the kitty, all curled in on itself. So cute. 🙂 Also, all the flowers. I love nature photog.

    “Absolute Zero.” That’s a great name for a band. And a human. Only when we recognize ourselves as zeros (and I mean that in the most positive way) can we really embrace the universe with humble hearts. You know what I mean, I think.

    I love this distorted picture:

    https://katiemiafrederick.files.wordpress.com/2015/09/img_3563.jpg?w=640&h=480

    Oh my goodness, I desperately want this shirt:

    https://katiemiafrederick.files.wordpress.com/2015/09/img_3567.jpg?w=640&h=853

    I need some of “the spirit that was on Moses.” What a beautiful passage. I’m a firm believer in prophecy.

    “Would that all the people of the Lord were prophets! Would that the Lord might bestow his spirit on them all!” … Yes. I’m taking this message with me. Thank you.

    “If your hand causes you to sin, cut it off.” … I have always loved this message. So much wisdom here.

    I flipping LOVE that you wore that shirt to church. “Let’s Get Weird.” You are just so awesome, Fred. Such a blessing to everyone you encounter. And not only that, but you know people spread the word about you. So you bless not only those you meet, but also those who hear about you and your positive energy and spirit.

    I love Katrina too. Especially her willingness to be photographed all the time, AND the fact that she still does cartwheels. 🙂 I can be friends with anyone who’s over 30 and still flipping around on the grass. That’s my kind of pal.

    I love this:

    https://katiemiafrederick.files.wordpress.com/2015/09/img_3641.jpg?w=640&h=853

    Ooh, and this gorgeous sky:

    https://katiemiafrederick.files.wordpress.com/2015/09/img_3642.jpg?w=640&h=853

    I love picturing you dancing with the kids, Fred. That is exactly how I picture Jesus.

    Are you being legit about that being the Pope? I didn’t even know. 🙂 For realz? I’m super gullible and will believe anything. So tell me the truth. 😉

    I love this: “i’m just Fred BUT.. AND A BIG BUT.. yeah an Epic Butt”

    • Ha! Shawna.. i can metaphor but like Abe says i cannot tale a lie.. i have to put at least quotes around THAT to hint that it is only metaphor.. sMiles.. again.. and i feel your rib.. Shawna.. Eve.. or Adam.. and to be brutAlly honest.. most of the time i think you are X.. but at SOME NOWS.. you seem realZ as Shawna too.. it WiLL be nice to have one more friend.. but if it is all X.. that is enough too.. for so few of who see all of who i am.. and are brave enough to come here and encourage me face to face..:)

      But anyway.. Pope Francis is the first REAL Pope-FACEBOOKLIKE INCARNATION of Jesus that i know of as the Catholic religion is both me and my Grandfather Leo’s special interest.. as a Catholic Priest and Legal Counsel to the Vatican in his role as priest there.. then off to South Africa.. and finally Taylor county Florida where he weds and eventually beds his 17 year-old Cajun wife.. my grandmother.. he 36 years old.. and not nearly as scandalous as the Catholic Church dirt more fully exposed in recent years..

      Yes.. Pope Francis wears the real sandals of Jesus.. a Chemistry Major.. a Bar Bouncer and Harley Driver.. the dude comes in out of the Ivory Tower.. and has real life experience before he starts out as Priest.. a welcome breath of fresh air.. of locked in priests in seminaries from youth.. sheltered before that by overbearing conservative fundamentalist leaning Catholics..

      He IS THE REAL DEAL.. and oh GOD.. isn’t Modern graphics amazing.. he does look real in those photos.. and although he likely will never promote what i do.. publicAlly or ever know me.. at least in how most people view the world in statistical probability.. i FEEL HE WILL TOTALLY AGREE WITH WHAT i do.. outside the Labyrinth ruling Catholic Church..

      But here’s the deal.. breaker of MAKER.. religion rules.. it has for thousands of years.. and since the folks in religion are the one’s MOREOVER AND MOREUNDER doing the reproducing.. REAL Emotional change of human heArt.. SPIRIT.. AND SOUL.. must come from inside the church walls.. eventually.. to make real change a reality around the globe in the two major religions of Islam and Christianity..

      These two religions.. and others of course.. along with some secular ways of living.. are doing the environment AND GOD AS WHOLE ALLONE.. a great injustice by abhorring GOD’s Nature’s REAL BALANCE.. IN ALL NATURAL HUMAN AND OTHER ANIMAL WAYS OF homosexuality.. and methods of birth control.. of which we have kinder more gentler technological ways of doing that THANKS GOD.. than the infanticide of hundreds of thousands of years.. by humans and other social animals alike.. who will DO WHATEVER IT TAKES FOR THE species as whole to survive.. including the immediate blood relatives.. who are already here and viable.. when physical and yes.. the emotional resources of stress induced life become low.. yes.. intolerably LOW for continued OVERALL survival..

      It’s like the Presidency.. the times are changing.. we get Bill who admits to holding it in his mouth but not inhaling.. and then the new definition of sex.. from some seed on Monica’s Dress.. and the SUPER PSYCHOPATHIC LEANING ADMINISTRATION OF GW.. OUTSIDE OF the real human General Colin Powell.. and the OH MY GOD Reggae King Obama.. with Dreadlocks or NOT.. side note.. massive Thunderstorm here since midnight.. better post.. save.. and resume this comment before IT Knocks IT off the Internet.. and will continue it on.. in case you come back before i finish in this comment here..;)

      *side note:..
      we get 11
      inches of
      rain..;)
      *end side note..

      Okay.. but anyway.. before i forget.. thanks for all the nice compliments and encouraging words that you bring here today for me.. people do give me feedback in real life.. that i inspire them.. with compliments ranging up to Dance Legend/Hero or haha! Dance icon for my metro area.. that i canNOT imagine and or FATHOM i will ever hear in life.. as a 66 month shut in.. in my bedroom.. with only computer screen for eyes.. and little human feelings.. where all is PAIN instead of emotional life of human being TRUE FEELINGS OF OCEAN HUMAN EYES AND EARS IN FEELING SENSING NOW..

      AND when i am in middle school and an outcast.. with so much heart.. and a fragile body then as gifted by GOD.. i wanna be a track star.. a basketball player.. a football player.. so.. so much more.. but my arms are but string beans and when i strip naked at night.. my body is a flat board of weakness.. but again there is that heart inside.. that spirit that shines so bright.. even though the soul of me is so far out of balance in mind and body as whole.. so i dream one night that i become a rainbow.. so tall and strong.. and i am saving the world.. just saving the world..

      And Jesus becomes my besTest friend.. no.. not in church.. and no.. not even in bible.. but in a song named ‘Jesus Christ Superstar’.. as i play the piano in middle school by sheet music.. and i have the whole song book in piano about Jesus Christ Superstar and i wanna bring Jesus back to life now.. yes.. i wanna be Jesus.. and now at Catholic Church my Monsignor Mike Priest who is my old high school nerd buddy in Tennis.. tales us THAT is our goal IN METAPHOR AND LITERAL REALITY.. as Catholics.. when we eat that bread and drink that wine as metaphor for THE REAL HUMAN JESUS.. WHO SACRIFICES HIS FLESH AND BLOOD LIFE AS BREAD AND WINE.. FOR THE LOVE OF ALL OF US AND THE REST OF NATURE TRUTH AND LIGHT AKA GOD..:)

      Yeah.. we could have been in ‘The Big Bang Theory’ TV show then.. both of US.. (JESUS OR MIKE… YOUR GUESS HEHe!) top 10.. school material .. well yeah.. i come in at 11 out of 381 tied with my best friend Lynn.. to tale the truth.. the whole truth and nothing but the truth.. like Abe.. but anyway all i can do then.. is play the song Jesus Christ SuperStar in a talent show and i am so rocked by emotional spirit inside.. that after i play the song i can barely walk straight and i already have enough problems with motor control.. anyway.. and the audience of school peers erupt in laughter.. as i look like a roach who has just hit a can OF Raid with a deep INHALE.. OF IT..

      OKAY.. i can laugh at it now too.. but then.. it was like my way back in.. the only thing special i could do to be finAlly liked by the crowd.. and i feel then.. that they cannot feel the Spirit of Christ in me.. as it should be so overwhelming it drives a person to their knees in ecstasy of feeling the spirit of GOD inside us outside us.. above so below.. and all around us.. oh well.. anyway.. my mixed striped Dachshund still Loves me Unconditionally then.. before i find him on the side of the road.. escaping the fence later that year.. and greets me when i make the long lonely walk home from school.. and i have to pee so bad that i pee in my pants on my front porch before i get in as i can no longer hold it.. FUCKING CULTURE.. bust a bladder.. cause ya can’t even pee in the woods legal.. on the side of the roads.. FUCK CULTURE.. but i digress.. wInks..;)

      Oh yeah.. and then high school.. and i am in the football stands dreaming of being a football star imagining running back and forth across the field carrying the ball to multiple touchdowns.. as i do have fast skinny BARE feet.. like ‘Forrest’ then.. where i get in track for one year.. without getting too sidetracked.. my fellow African American Athlete runners say THAT white boy can sure run.. but dam.. his legs kick up everywhere and his feet are all over the place.. hmm.. somethings never change.. wiNks as i digress again..;)

      Ah.. 16.. my first Penthouse magazine.. and finally i figure out what sex.. THE ALL THE WAY ACT.. really is.. but Penthouse don’t let you see the ocean inside.. all pink and wet.. in waves of pleasure dome way.. i am curious.. oH GOD YES.. I AM SO DAM CURIOUS.. so i get in front of the mirror to practice dance.. yeah.. just like ‘Napoleon Dynamite’.. although i do not raise my arms to sky.. as where i come from.. that is all too gay.. and boys will be beat to the ground if they even try to do that one time.. but yeah.. i shake my bootie.. and start to attract a few girls at the school dance.. at least enough to dance.. AND even get invited to a Beau dance the year before..

      And some dance after.. with a ‘cougar girl’ who is just a year or two older then me.. and too wild for me then.. to get WHAT SHE’S REALLY AFTER.. ’cause yeah.. i am still a really romantic boy.. who loves the movie ‘THE WAY WE WERE’ AND I have a crush on a nerd Tom Boy girl named Tammy two years my senior in Beta Club.. and i am crushed when she gets her football hero boyfriend.. and i am just on the sidelines still of life.. and there is my best friend.. Lynn.. who I Love so much as friend.. and Love her so much.. i cannot even imagine having sex with her.. as everyone says it is a dirty thing to do then.. even though your body wants to do it so much.. yeah.. YES!

      FUCK YES.. then.. OH nO! THE START OF MIND AND BODY SEPARATION.. RIGHT THERE AND THEN.. FUCKING CULTURE.. FUCKING RELIGION.. AND THEN FUCKING CATHOLIC CHURCH CONVINCES ME THAT GIRLS WHO DO THE WILD THING BEFORE MARRIAGE ARE JUST SLUTS AND WHORES.. FUCKING RELIGION.. FUCKING CATHOLIC CHURCH.. THEN YOU LIE.. YOU.. YOU LIE.. YOU FUCKERS.. YOU LIE ABOUT GOD’S NATURE.. yes.. a little resentment i guess.. over fundamentalist ways of church life.. so far away from the REAL MAN JESUS..

      And yeah.. when i do meet my first real girlfriend.. in the fleshy touchy ways of petting life.. i drill her about IF she is a virgin.. ’cause that is what the grade to attain for girls is then.. and i am so F*KInG uptight about everything.. and the end comes on a dance floor where the song ‘After the Love is Gone’.. comes on.. 10 months into my first Love that feels like an eternity.. and she tales me she just doesn’t Love me anymore..

      And i am crushed to BELOW the DANCE Floor of LIFe as that is the first and last human up to that point.. other than family who i feel really loves me deep and will never cast me away.. and she does it so easy.. and i feel i could never do that to another human being.. but eventually do to one girl.. yes two.. years later.. when i get better looking at about age 26.. as i am a sinner too.. who has their selfish moments of coldhearted human being.. when i get a little stronger and can ‘afford it’.. and GOD teaches me all about humility at ages 47 to 53.. and i do my penance then.. in hell.. in real life then.. with 19 medical disorders.. for trying to be perfect.. to be accepted by the crowd.. and finally i say FUCK IT.. AND JUST LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY NO MATTER WHAT.. and rise again.. more FULLY ALIVE THAN EVER BEFORE..

      AND yeah.. in between.. after first Girl Friend Sonia.. severe ACUTE depression.. my only REAL friend Renee.. then.. who i meet at the Navy Station pool.. COMING ALIVE shortly again.. like static off and on.. in 1980/81.. who confides in me that her father molests her.. yeah.. the one who pulls a trigger to her head in her father’s bed.. years later.. with a military husband and two loving children..

      And she is attracted to me as friend.. THEN BEFORE as she can see the Love still gifted in me as gift provided by my Mother’s Unconditional Love from Childhood.. Renee moves away.. Pen Pal.. for awhile.. College for me.. further away from high school old friends.. lonely janitor job.. social isolation further and further.. until i die inside.. and one early September day in 1981.. spark comes to me in class.. i feel the desire to reach out and open up to other human beings.. i am drawn to the beach..

      i just want to escape again in GOD’s arms like I did back then.. in middle school.. when i play the entire folio of ‘Jesus Christ SuperStar’ over and over again.. on my antique piano on River front grandmother’s home.. yes.. the same piece of land by the pier and the bridge.. here in photos.. home now torn down.. where at age 3.. before i can speak.. i feel GOD as Nature looking cross that River FEELING THEN.. TOTaLLY COMFORTABLE IN MY OWN SKIN..

      AS I HAVE BEEN HERE FOREVER WITH GOD ALIVE.. until school.. Catholic Kindergarden first at age 5 starts to take GOD away from me.. in mechanical cognition ways of thinking.. when i become a Straight A more or less.. and nothing else.. Oh and yeah.. side note.. we live a Year in Tallahassee.. closer to my father.. as my mother thinks i need the influence of a father and yes.. she is correct.. but it only lasts a year in bits and pieces on weekends.. before we head back to River Front home.. with my maternal grandmother.. who we call MamaWese.. as her name is Louise..:)

      We go to Catholic Private School for that one year.. in second grade.. ’67.. yeah when.. the Beatle’s Sgt. Pepper’s Lonely Hearts club Band Album comes out.. yes.. i always Love Pop-culture ART.. even then.. like Lady Gaga says it still lives in me.. Applause (the song) hehe!.. yes private school.. financed by Cajun Grandmother.. who is then.. a fairly well-off business woman.. and the school is much harder than the little two story one.. up the hill.. walking distance.. from River Front home.. i have to catch way up.. and get an award for the Wittiest Boy at the end of the year.. i have no idea what that really means until decades later.. as figurative metaphors are hard for me to figure out.. then.. in finer details of definitions and the way i use ’em if they sound right to me.. rather than by definition alone.. unconventionally.. i guess.. make me witty funny then.. and maybe now.. here and tHere hehe!..;)

      So yes.. i digress again.. but yes.. the spirit of GOD calls me to the beach.. i drive in a trance-like state of mind and body.. i start walking on the beach.. walking walking walking.. hearing.. NO.. NOT literal voices in my head.. but genetic memories of human archetypes of my cultural religious icons like Moses.. Saint Francis of Assisi.. and yes of course Jesus.. in my mind and heart.. with a chant of i want nothing.. finAlly feeling cries of babies.. in my heart.. in mother’s arms on beach front walk.. and emotional contagion of younger years comes and stronger in mirror neuron.. and oxytocin way.. feeling all the skin in bikinis as far as i can feel.. in heArt feeling and senses one and sAMe.. UNiFied..:)!

      My feet connect to grains of sand that are GOD’s feat as well.. the emerald green gulf and sea oats wave with me as i become one with GOD and One and SAME.. yes.. at age 21.. i become enlightened and awakened in a way of reborn.. that no one tales me about in Catholic or Southern Baptist visit churches.. in fact.. i never read about it.. there is no Google then to learn more about the human awakening and enlightening of being that is as real as the first birth of human life.. no words can describe my experience then.. and when i tale people after i go home in this state of bliss that i am one with GOD people start to think i am crazy and think i’m literally Jesus.. but no.. not at all.. i understand then the path of Moses and the real man Jesus.. and Saint Francis as well.. is becoming one with GOD and no separate human GOD of being…

      And all the other myths of metaphors that house the vessels and vehicles of human Truth and Light .. but i have little to no ability to word it like this.. then.. in fact on the autism spectrum.. i have little ability to communicate well in writing or orating any way THEN.. unless i am copying something more or less.. i am just a rote memory of a multiple choice test then.. with what little creativity i have.. stolen from me.. from the multiple choice test world of 14 or so years of school to that point.. before gaining my three college degrees…

      So yeah.. i am fully of energy.. ‘they’ call it manic when one is filled with the Spirit of GOD like this.. i need no sleep.. i feel invincible.. i can literally pass my finger through a flame.. and finally do THAT when i am Baker Acted and the Shrinks ask me if am Jesus and i tell them a flat NO.. and yes.. then i literally ask one for his lighter.. flick it.. and pass my finger slowly through it.. slowly.. impervious to either pain or real visible injury…

      Yes.. they diagnose me with Euphoria.. the heaven is now.. they do not live where i do.. it is crazy to them.. they drug me.. i lose the spark in my eyes.. they are gonna send me to a state institution as i am no one there.. not the top 11 student.. and first ever student to be nominated and accepted in the National Honor Society in 10th grade as before then.. only 11th graders attain this apple of the Teacher’s eye of honor.. so yeah.. my in-law relative.. a city councilwoman with clout.. vouches for who i am away from this new experience and place.. and my path to death in life then.. is averted.. in what what could have been a drugged institution.. for possibly.. life..

      i go home.. i throw the pills away.. take three months off from work and school.. until the reality of dark life comes back.. school.. and work.. get depressed.. again.. and finally open up again.. with three part time jobs.. and a full load of TRIPLE MAJOR SCHOOL.. two of which.. THANKS GOD ARE WITH PEOPLE.. AND not a lonely Janitor job.. or cold hard desk in front of lectures AT school.. Archeology research associate.. one.. at the University.. in the field.. in the dirt..

      Back with nature.. with a real team of flesh and blood humans with a common purpose.. in a stock room in the University Book Store.. too.. with a team of human beings .. with a common purpose of striping books with magnetic strips so text books will not be stolen.. haha.. and breaking down cardboard boxes to the sound of portable radios.. sweat and human flesh and blood with a supervisor of a woman a few years older than me..

      And me back to working-out with new innovatively created Nautilus Machines.. getting tanned.. getting stronger.. thicker.. with a muscle shirt on.. and she looks at me and tales me.. hmm.. Fred.. you are distracting me.. so yeah.. i got the wild thing back.. i start to dance again.. at Disco Club 2001.. no pickup artist am i.. but yes.. many dance girl FRIENDS then too.. and yeah.. i keep my Janitor Job too.. as three.. do graduate with degrees in Anthropology.. Social Sciences Interdisciplinary.. and Health Science.. with peers calling me Superman of brain power to get all that done at the same time.. and administrators of College asking me what will i do with all that knowledge..

      And yes.. toward the end of my work years.. peers of work describing me as Superman of work as well.. for all of what i do.. in what looks on the outside as effortless in how i do it then.. but it is slowly killing me inside in repressed human emotion in somatic BODY PAIN..

      And on University graduation day.. my mother goes back to school.. for a social work degree that my sister does as well.. we all three graduate in 1983.. together.. and the newspaper interviews us.. and still.. then.. with all those degrees i can still barely compose a coherent paragraph in creative words of Mouth or Pen.. so all i can think to feel to say.. is.. my ultimate goal is to be an Anthropologist..

      So yes.. my friend.. maybe my best friend.. of whose face i may or may not see at this point in my life.. overall.. all things considered.. after two decades of studying over 100 thousand people in direct face to face contact as Military Bowling Center Government Employee giver of dirty rental shoes.. sprayed here and there.. then Bowling Center Supervisor.. Manager.. Computer Geek whoSE skills of analysis ARE OF WORKPLACE value moreover people skills..

      Then Administrative Support Assistant to a Captain AT another Navy Station in Pensacola.. back to my original home town Navy Station.. picked up as Community Activities Director.. and finally Athletic Director as a valuable Information Technology person who still don’t KNOW crap about the inner workings of team sports.. all the change takes a toil OF TOLL as TROUBLE.. and brings me finally down to literal human hell of 19 physical illnesses in 2007/08.. INCLUDING THE WORST PAIN KNOWN TO MANKIND.. Atypical Trigeminal Neuralgia for 66 months.. wake to sleep.. Yes.. assessed by modern medical science as a pain worse than the actual torture of REAL CRUCIFIXION.. no three hours.. no three days for me.. 66 months of enduring literal human hell every now of every now.. wondering if i can make it just one more now of hell.. where no drug will touch that pain. but yeah..

      i get online on ThanksGiving day of November 2010.. and start writing one word of burning pain at each now.. with screen dimly lit all the way down.. with weak eyes scorching pain in eyes and ears.. like dentist drill without novocaine.. a few inches away from words on screen.. i cannot tolerate color.. cannot tolerate sound.. all there is.. is text.. i dream of text.. scrolling up and down.. all my life is words then.. i become words.. and words become organic.. and i connect to over 100 thousand people online now.. instead of flesh and blood life.. and expand my presence across the Internet waves of discussion boards and finAlly blogosphere..

      And now i am flesh and blood and organic words as whole.. masculine and feminine balanced finally.. mind and body SOUL balance as dance in ballet and martial arts way.. FULL HEART OF EMOTION.. EASILY NOW EXPRESSED AS HUMAN SPIRIT.. and in flesh and blood life through the over 4000 miles of public dance.. with volunteer scribers of what i do..

      IN smart phone videos of all my dance.. in literally hundreds or perhaps thousands of volunteer voyeur efforts purVIEWING A ‘Crazy Latin dancing solo down in Herald Square’.. i am NOW.. shared all over the world on Facebook.. as just the ‘crazy’ dancing guy.. where they have no idea that i am both a man of millions of steps..

      AND NOW OVER 11 MILLION WORDS online and closing in on 100 thousand photos.. down to the bone flesh in height of male passion.. no less at age 55.. stronger than ever before.. Leg Pressing about a half a ton.. 25 times slowly with my arms raised in air.. like no other male does on Parallel leg press way.. much harder to do than what steroid
      dudes do on vertical leg press
      exhibitions on YouTube WAY..:)

      So yes.. while not getting paid a penny for all of this..
      as fortunately.. i am a penny pincher for a decade before
      i get sick.. saving it for a Hurricane rainy day for 66 months.. It IS All for Free..
      for the love of Human being Life.. Imagination.. and Creativity.. set free as Hurricane Fred can bE..;)

      And truly i am A REAL FREE MASON.. NOW.. NOT SOMEONE WHO SITS IN F in LODGES
      and just plays by some other mason’s rules in creativity before.. and yes..
      A REAL FREE ANTHROPOLOGIST..

      AND YOU KNOW.. TRULY THAT IS WHO BUDDHA..
      MYTHOLOGICAL KRISHNA.. LAO TZU.. AND JESUS IS TOO..
      THEY ARE REAL FREE MASONS.. AND REAL FREE ANTHROPOLOGISTS..
      THEY GO ThEIR OWN iMAGINATION AND CREATIVE WAY WITH THE
      HELP OF OTHERS.. BUT ARE NOT LIMITED TO WHAT
      COMES BEFORE.. and they already
      have it all.. they do
      not need to BE
      worshipped
      and exalted
      any further
      than just to help
      their fellow human beings
      go where they attain it all
      where no wants of human beings
      exist as life.. yes.. human needs
      are still real.. human desires of
      joy and pleasure are still real
      but there is NO want of material
      goods of collecting life..
      as when a human
      being truly
      ‘dances
      naked
      and free’ they have IT
      ALL and the ONly place left
      to GO is GIVING
      AND
      SHARING..
      SO YES.. DON’T
      WORSHIP JESUS
      BUDDHA..
      LAO TZU..
      KRISHNA
      OR ANYONE
      ELSE.. if ya
      WiLL.. JUST
      SHARE.. JUST
      GIVE..
      JUST
      LOVE YOURSELF
      AS GOD AND SAME
      AND EVERYONE ELSE
      AND THE REAL WORLD
      WILL BE WHOLE
      WITH
      THE
      SYNERGISTIC
      SPIRIT ALiVE
      AND RAiNiNG
      A REiGN
      OF
      HUMAN
      GARDEN
      OF EDEN
      IN THE
      HEAVEN OF NOW..
      AS ALL COOPERATIVE
      SHARING SOCIAL
      ANIMALS
      LIVE
      IN
      BALANCE
      LIKE A BONOBO
      WHO IS JESUS’
      REAL
      BEST
      FRIENDS
      IN ANIMAL
      SPIrIT
      OF
      FREEDOM
      LOVE
      AND PEACE
      OF MIND
      and BODY
      soUL BALANCE
      IN
      HARMONY
      WITH
      NATURE
      HEaRT OF HUMAN AND NATURE
      wOnasONeGODALLONeUSNOWLIGHTANDTRUTHnOW..!.!..:)

      And yes.. there is a sonG
      for this by Shakira
      that i will add
      on the top
      wHere
      the
      husband
      his her
      mind and
      the bride
      her his ON
      fiRe SpiRit
      expresSinnG as
      emotiOnAl heArt
      THAT is hEr miNd
      and body soul on
      FiRE IN BALANCE
      AS
      CHiLD
      OF GOD
      HusBAND
      AND WiFE
      AsONe
      SOuL
      WITH
      GOD..
      EMPiRE
      OF GOD..
      THE FORCE
      IS ONE AND SamE
      AS GOD ALiVE IN US
      OUTSiDE US.. ABOVE
      US.. ALL ArOUND
      US.. WHErE LEAVES
      OF GRASS
      MEADOWS
      sINg TRUTH
      AND LIgHT
      iN EyES
      of
      US
      As
      EMPiRe..:)

  3. http://decodinghappyness.com/2015/09/27/yet-again/

    ^^^

    Well.. i have to admit.. as i cannot tale a lie..
    a metaphor.. yes.. but lie no..
    when i first come here i am
    very attracted as human
    being to your smile
    and eyes of
    Himali
    Shah..
    so sincere
    and so true
    you wear your
    emotions in your
    eyes and smiles..
    and yes.. your Insta-gram
    sharing relates the looks
    of Angel fluterRing in
    WinGs of human
    being set
    free on
    terrestrial earth..
    and yes..from all your
    words here from start of
    blog to end of blog metaphor
    Truth and LiGhT of human flesh and blood
    same as one with Angel’s WinGs..
    and true it is not easy
    being a real life
    Human Angel..
    as they are
    most often
    even
    more
    sensitive to pain..
    particularly emotional
    pain.. as they give so much
    that at times folks feel they need
    nothing as they are complete as IS
    iN Angel form.. but of curse no.. as
    with all Human Angels.. Demons
    or Devils.. needs come..
    and while Demons and
    Devils may not
    need the
    warm
    touch affectionate
    feelings of human touch
    and hugs.. when bright
    eyes and smiles
    connect to each
    other.. Family..
    Friends and
    Lovers and
    Whomever
    connects
    free in flesh
    and blood like this..
    YES.. TOTAL STRANGERS
    TOO.. until eyes and smiles
    and rest of body language
    meet in lonely
    hall ways
    of life
    where
    all
    HUMANS
    DAZZLE EACH
    OTHER IN SCENTS
    AND TASTES AND TOUCH
    AND DANCE AND MUSIC
    OF SEEING
    HUMAN
    BEING
    FREE LOVE
    AS ALL OF US…:)

    Sadly.. the more technology
    rules the more human
    being goes
    away..
    there is a REAL
    ZOMBIE APOCALYPSE
    IN SO CALLED FIRST WORLD
    nations.. around the globe with
    science measures of human empathy
    dropping about a-third in the last
    several decades.. USE it or LOSE
    as in all stuff human being applies..
    Poetry online can be a substitute
    for that partially in virtual
    way.. but never ever
    a full substitute overall
    for the free flesh and blood
    connecting human heArt
    expressing human spiRit
    in balancing physical mind
    and body soUl.. always
    now.. as practice of Life..
    it is a slow working
    real human evil..
    and easy to
    miss for
    some
    folks
    until one
    day they realize
    the quicksand of
    REAL HUMAN EMOTiOnal
    eYes and eArs is above
    nose and mouth
    and
    cutting
    off life
    at
    the
    root of human
    being.. in physical
    and emotional intelligence
    the only real kind of intelligence..
    that humans have for thousand of years..
    overall.. before Standard IQ ways of
    human mechanical cognition..
    separate
    away from
    human social
    empathic
    ways
    of
    Cognition..
    Yes.. this IS LonG
    but i can sTiLL
    feel this
    pain dear..
    myself
    for
    i
    am
    hu
    m
    an
    too..
    and the
    world can
    be an iceY
    palace wHere
    flesh and blood
    is frozen poles of
    popsicle humans..:)

  4. http://xpoet73.blogspot.com/2015/09/expo.html

    ^^^

    Canvas by no name but canvas..
    brush my name but human..
    us but no name but paint..
    them.. paint aSwell.. brush
    and canvas too..
    i suppose i can
    make this a reverse
    haibun.. no.. but flow..
    yes.. GOD nameless
    canvas.. we asOne
    children brush
    faces color
    painting
    hues shade
    blacks
    grey
    whites
    change
    into all of
    US we guides
    US WE togeThEr
    ALLONE let IT Go..
    flow.. i cannot tale
    what i write a day
    ago.. 10,000 words
    two days before that..
    flow art.. current
    ocean streams
    rivers bay gulf
    paints brushes
    CanvasONe..
    Some people
    will love
    to see
    the world
    end and
    others
    just brush
    just paint
    JUST
    CANVASonE..
    Meteors ART
    splash Comets
    more nowoneforevermore..
    A meteor.. A comet.. A gulf..
    dinosaurs freeze..
    mammals come
    warm
    blood
    us.. WE
    Paint caves
    brush canvas
    sAMe.. now escape..
    God
    Holds
    hAnds
    CanVas
    ART
    brUShes
    painT
    Human
    touch..
    Apocalypse
    Love Begins
    HumanS uS..:)

  5. From friend Rafiah’s Facebook page..

    Reference movie “Third Person”
    and this quote:

    “You love love.
    It’s people you don’t have time for.”

    Real danger of all human MODERN work..
    losing connections with people.. takes constant practice..
    constant work.. lose or use applies.. same as making
    good grades in school.. but school
    of human sMiLEs..:)

    So how are you today
    friend Rafiah..
    smiles again..
    with
    time now
    as precious..:)

  6. X says:

    I get a little addicted to that loving too.
    Who will I be?

    I am finding poetry in the pictures again.

    So true on humans becoming rigid. I think it happens when we reach a certain age.
    Perhaps we are beyond our expiration date, or have had a hard change so it scares
    us of any change that can happen.

    Hey rock the butt man.

    Seafood festival sounds glorious.

    Fred is more than enough, eh?

  7. ^6^

    Ah friend X.. yes.. i am addicted to that Unconditional Tough and Passionate Love thingy.. and oh yes.. GOD yes.. God SinGs to me in streaming consciousness photography.. same as lyrics of poeTry.. i just aim my camera.. and or keyboard FinGers and GOD who lives inside me all natural does the rest.. and i am often amazed at the messages that come free of charge.. just in Holy Spirit terms of GOD’s synchronicity of cosmic consciousness also known as Christ Consciousness Being.. Free in human imagination and creativity GOD brinGinG human gifts once again.. ALL Natural One among human beings similar and sAMe..:)

    And.. oh yes.. there is a day when i am as rigid as stone.. and truly i feel that when human heARt IS emoTioN SpiRit expresSinG.. balancing human body and mind soUl.. THAT IS the definition of getting old.. a state of mind of dying human HeartspiritsouL.. Potential.. Force no longer sinGs human more truLY fulLY Unconditional Tough Passionate Love.. hiGhest Power of human beinG far beyond.. any materialistic goods… yes.. ageless timeless.. genderless.. raceless.. with no nation religious specific subjugation in illusory fears of control.. and or tribe.. the essence of human light that shares.. gives.. and helps one another liVinG in LoVinG balance as well WitH rest of Nature..:)

    And yes.. rocking the butt in the dance of the Seafood Festival for me.. and yes X.. everywHere else.. fesTiVal IS a glorious coming dance again..and again.. aGaiN and no.. Fred will never be enough.. as Fred needs lots and lots of help from his friends.. to get most anything done in a day of his life.. stONE Statue or not.. in Synchronicity Album way..

    And sure THAT SONG FOR THAT
    CAT IN THE HAT..:)

    Billy G..
    and or
    whomever..;)

  8. Himali Shah says:

    The view out of your window, the serene lake side, yellow boy and the red flower…. So so beautiful ! I love having a treat with the pictures 🙂 keep smiling… Love and smiles to you and Kate

    • Hi.. friend Himali.. a window with a view is so important in life..
      and while words provide so many imaginary colors..
      colors provide so many meanings for life more..
      and truly more than words alone will ever tale..
      and these words i write.. are truly new..
      other than cutting grass..
      my only hobby past
      a few video games.. work and TV..
      is taking digital photos of my yard..
      just once a year.. in fall.. before these words..
      for over a decade.. cutting grass.. taking pictures..
      playing video games.. watching TV AND cutting
      grass the best ’cause i am actually DOING
      IT IN mind and body balance..
      Cutting grass is only seasonal..
      so to connect to GOD like this is
      just a temporary hobby.. sadly enough..
      truly the closest i am to dancing with GOD
      for over a decade..
      but still not
      free flow
      movement
      as squares of
      preconceived
      plans of design to cut
      grass paper dolls pre-cut…

      So now i live as lake.. yellow boy and red flower..
      i am Nature once again.. as i dance with gravity
      and no longer against GOD’s way of
      balance in SanitY everywHere one
      gazes upon the peace of GOD
      that lives all ’round
      this beautiful blue
      green brown orb of
      Living GOD’s Earth..

      But yes.. photos immerse us in that moment..
      a blessing away from toils and troubles
      of manufactured mechanical human cognition..
      while other animals float ONE breezewinds wITh
      Gravity sMiles.. so eYes.. to yoU.. Love
      and smiles Himali.. and may NatURe
      alWays Live as You.. AKA GOD..:)

      WeLL… aGain.. hello friend Himali..
      Flowers GOD blooming cycles death life..
      Technology.. iFlowers connecting HiVE
      Human eYes.. never DiES
      as Long as Servers serve..
      Perfect Love..
      iN practice
      alWays works..:)

      maKing friendships
      sacRed HolY
      is GOD’s
      greaTest
      gifT
      to
      Human
      sMiLES Himali..:)

  9. http://xpoet73.blogspot.com/2015/09/concerto-numb3rs-sheet-music-origami.html

    ^^^

    mY favoRite aesThetic expressiOns aRe oNe’s inspiRing endLess dReams oF inefFAble fActs.. numBers.. leTters.. woRds.. symboLs.. aLL fORms 4iNeffAble esSence.. GraVity mY enemY oNce.. G8D’s besTfriend.. acCording t0 HawKinG.. maKing frieNds witH GravitY makinG frienDs wITh G*D oNe sAMe.. n0 l0nGer afRaid.. stanDinG sTiLL oR moVing breezewiNds.. balAnce.. bLiss.. ceNter eYes BellY.. n0 loNger swayinG toWers PizZa.. butT yoU fEel whAt i FEeL.. sMiles.. uGh.. UGHX1000.. fEar oF falLinG driVes mE worKing sO manY yeaRs.. N0W.. fl0aTinG wITh G0d’s yEARs sImpLy.. GravITy’S bEst fRiend.. nO l0nger falLing SeAs LAnd.. terresTrial frienDs.. wHere ‘you’ iS ‘me’ sAMe..finAlly SaNE..:)

    And yes.. uGh.. i continue
    struggleS expresSinG more as Less
    StruGgles
    liGht…;)

  10. ^^^

    Ah.. iPhone 6s.. simply amazing.. where technology can take us next.. faces no longer washed out in florescent lights.. iPhone photographic magic.. brings face life color back again.. and OMG.. talk about fast.. powerful.. catching up with me.. hehe.. finAlly as my blog posts cannot crash iPhone 6s intellectual prowess.. absorbing mega mega more bytes of challenge swallowing all of what i do.. never upChucking any of me.. haha!.. in blog post ways.. even when it comes to a ‘Super Blood Moon of Truth and Light’ growing every now.. in comments way.. perhaps 20,000 words before that comments section is over with main blog post.. together.. and new one comes tonight or tomorrow day.. in early morning hours or later day.. as wife and mother duties come next.. big world of shopping stores.. while i dance more miles as MiLEsiMagine and create the dance of me alive far more.. in miles and miles of fun JuST BEinG wITh God aLiVe.. but anyWay for N0W.. ‘TRUST ME I’M A NINJA’.. T-shirt STaTeS..;)

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  11. ^^^

    There is a nice produce weigh-in machine at Publix.. so today i register my heaviest weight ever in Fred Dance clothes.. as illustrated in action above.. at 234 Lbs..

    AT age 26.. i weigh-in at 180 Lbs.. and workout 5 times a week at the Nautilus gym in Pensacola traveling all the way over there to keep my strength and fitness up.. until about that time when NASWF Military Gym.. finally gets Nautilus Equipment and i get to stay in Milton and do it all for free.. but yeah.. marriage comes.. i buy some cheap equipment for home and only go once a week..

    Yeah.. the comforts of marriage.. take first place over working-out then.. i gain weight.. eventually up to about 205 Lbs.. but i am not nearly as vigorous a human being as i am before when most everyday is a workout day and i am dancing at Club 2001 at least once a week.. albeit with a six pack of beer or so to get the courage to get up on the dance floor then.. and let it all swing.. Anyway..

    i am a two dimensional athlete then.. just going through the routine of what the Nautilus Machines.. stair steppers.. treadmills.. and ellipticals have to offer.. but the thing is they are machines and to work with machines is to become a robot in physical expression..

    OH how i loved to watch football and how athletic it is in ability to move in three dimensions on the field with excellent science defined 6th sense of proprioception.. in a full field of other human beings..

    So today.. while dancing my martial arts and ballet all Nouveau Fred style of dance in public stores.. with GOD alone ALLONE.. as my innate.. instinctual.. and intuitive teacher.. while.. when i first start two years ago or so.. a few guys give me some problems in this patriarchal homophobe area.. that sees graceful dance as something less than male.. TONIGHT a guy says i look like an outside linebacker for a professional football team.. and ha! 55 year old dudes don’t play college ball..wink emoticon

    So yes.. perhaps Fred can truly do anything.. and ha! maybe i”ll dance on a team and see where i can go.. but no.. and thanks GOD.. i’m likely lucky i’m not a fearless athlete like i am now in high school.. to play football.. as i have a congenitally fused vertebra at birth in my neck.. only found on MRI scan in middle age.. after experiencing intense neck pain from degenerative arthritis.. THAT is a weak point.. from birth.. where a head-on concussion could make it easier for me to get a broken neck.. and i’ve always been afraid of heights more than most and that’s a very good thing in my special case of human anatomy for sure.. but AnywayX2..

    TO have the freedom to truly move like a professional athlete means much more than money to me.. as it is a fearless way of life.. being this comfortable in one’s own skin.. where one does work with gravity instead of against it.. where martial arts and ballet-like skills in all natural movement is truly a Blessing in Life.. and most of all ART OF LIFE.. and the greatest thing of all to me.. IS.. no one teaches me how to do IT.. but GOD..

    AND i learn a new ballet or martial arts move from GOD almost everynow i Ballet and Martial ART.. no matter how small or imperceptible it may be to someone else who does not live in my body..

    And it is the internal experience IN bliss of freeing all ranges of human emotions and senses IN FREE STYLE MOVEMENT AND BIO-FEEDBACK OF EMOTIONS and SENSES THAT FLOW THROUGH THE BODY.. that does bring the heaven of now.. when one finds mind and body balance.. in regulation of emotions.. integration of senses.. much greater cognitive focus in executive functioning as well as enhanced short term working memory..

    People who think athletes are dumb ARE missing half of human intelligence as they cannot possibly suggest this.. when they become this physically and emotionally intelligent..

    YES THIS.. the real intelligence of human survival through the ages.. before artificial ways of Standard iQ are developed to truly control and imprison our human natures.. in mechanical cognition wayS of thinking as well as moving like robots stuck in a Zombie Apocalypse coffin of death in life..

    IT IS NO small deal..
    IT IS HUman Life
    IN ALL ITS greaTest Potentials..:)

  12. And now on to the continuing
    joy of responding in poetic
    expressions to dVerse
    links to poetry
    on Tuesday
    Gender
    Bender
    theme..:)

    Well.. instead of going directly
    down on the list today..
    i’ve decided to
    come to
    peace first..
    and a piece
    of this and a
    piece of that
    is certainly
    any man’s
    delight..
    but yeah..
    what about women..
    Oh gOD.. i love women
    and i often put myself in
    their place when i imagine
    pleasing them doing
    certain
    imaginative
    STuFF..
    And Intuitively
    feelinG as ART
    what will
    do the
    treat
    as i
    am not
    about tricks
    when it comes
    to pleasuring
    the opposite
    sex.. just
    treats
    is all
    i’m about
    but anyway i
    get Katrina
    to peruse
    my work
    for FEELiNG
    approval NoW
    of how well
    i use
    my
    tool(s)
    of male
    pursuasiOn..
    and i pass her
    grade pointing
    due North
    guiding
    due
    South
    West and
    east now
    and now
    coming
    again
    where paths
    delight in forked
    tongues ways..
    Forked
    Tongues
    Way.. that’s
    an awesome
    F in Road.. to
    travel every witch
    way
    and
    loose
    wet
    and
    sticky
    licky
    pricky
    like a
    cactus
    cocktail
    moonhot
    night’s
    summer’s
    sweetie
    in
    heatie..;)

    Culture a board in this
    eye and a board
    in that eye..
    children raised
    by computers
    and parents
    cold faces..
    well at least
    there are enough
    mothers to give Love
    to children in this extreme
    version of polygamy that
    starts at an age close
    to puberty.. ugh..
    female freedoms
    have come a long
    way baby.. and
    i have to
    say as A
    6 foot
    or so..
    234 lb
    Blonde
    Hair
    Lesbian
    Living in this
    gender bender
    theme.. what i
    will do if i am
    her with those
    six other ‘sister
    wives’.. is find
    someNOW in pleasure
    with my newly found
    wifey friends.. just to
    please them.. just to
    please them.. as
    that is what
    Lesbian
    empaths..
    female
    or MALE..
    Love to
    do the
    most
    is
    just please
    in tasteFUL
    DELIGHT..
    ANYWAY..
    no surprise here..
    as cutting off the
    pleasure parts of
    women in FGM.. is
    considered the height
    of social status in some
    countries.. by the women
    who get mutilated for
    control.. and
    the greatest
    of all social
    animal
    instincts
    is that of the
    social role..
    and humans
    will do anything
    to either fill that
    role
    or
    be
    filled by it..
    The freedoms people
    take for granted here
    are sad..
    as truly
    we are freer
    than ever before..
    particularly
    women
    who
    bump
    and grind
    my front with
    their rears in
    the dance halls
    of life without even
    asKinG.. they take what
    is theIRS.. now.. and after
    all of what ‘they’ have been
    through i suppose it is reparations
    of sorts.. that i play along with at times..
    JusT tO
    bE
    fAIR..
    sMiLes..
    Frees Pleasures..:)

    Ah.. the science of the human
    heArt.. spiRit.. SoUl balance
    goes below above
    inside
    and out..
    all around..
    and never ever
    by a scientific
    method
    equation
    alone..
    ALLONE
    has no
    measure
    but
    GOD’s hAnds
    as they guide
    imagination..
    creativity
    brinGinG
    dReams
    of
    FruiTiOn..:)

    Oh stalkers of
    human hearts
    grown
    cold
    by parents
    grown
    cold
    by parents
    grown
    cold..
    and we blame
    the children
    how
    sad..
    a vicious
    cycle..
    with
    only ends
    of hate…

    *Necklines lowered
    rises lowered
    it’s just
    human
    math
    as established
    by GOD.. Nature
    always wins in
    GOD’s eyes..
    whetHer or
    not the
    consequences
    and actions are
    comfy.. consequences
    always follow actions..
    in due
    and
    pointY
    measures..:)

    Oh wars.. mute
    beauty..
    mute
    empathy..
    just mute..
    human.. that is all…

    *A female fighter LB for LB
    will always defeat
    a male
    fighter
    heart
    for heart..
    as males
    are most
    often crippled
    in this way.. for Life..
    by patriarchs that
    slice tHeir heArt
    spiRit and soUl
    Down
    rePress
    Death
    Life..:)

    Tornadoes.. lonely storms
    without a name..
    twirling twirling
    Whirling
    lungs
    no
    wonder
    they huff
    and puff
    and die
    out
    in rampage
    murders before
    committing suicide
    jusTbloWing
    wiNds
    out..:)

    WeLL.. at 55..
    i SHOW
    tHEm
    how
    to dance
    and can
    prove it
    too.. heHE..
    and it starts
    with the divine
    feminine of grace
    first before man reAlly
    comes
    aLive
    ribs
    and
    ALL..;)

    Stone cold heArts
    no wateRing
    by parents
    starts
    descent
    of Life
    to no
    ART
    of heArts
    SpiRit
    SoUl
    balance
    NOT..
    male or female
    without heart
    dead in life..
    simple
    as that..
    and often
    no coming
    back in life saddest ALL…

    Oh.. co-dependencies
    steep in fear.. alone..
    often comes as hate..
    Ah.. freedoms
    start
    as
    Love
    comes
    ALLONE..:)

    Darkness..
    pRice
    heArt
    neVer
    tenDeReD
    chiLd’s
    garDen
    Love
    riches
    without
    Love..
    lost..
    just
    lost…

    Words of poetic
    heart often
    found
    in divine
    expressions
    of female mouths
    More often lost
    expressions
    male..
    Just
    Nature
    but change
    is real when one
    never gives up
    and keeps
    trying
    to
    express
    heart as spirit
    more deeply
    as balancing
    soul..
    Anything is possible
    for never giving up..
    with practice
    keep
    on
    trying..:)

    http://www.theatlantic.com/health/archive/2012/12/where-masturbation-and-homosexuality-do-not-exist/265849/

    Interesting and brings to mind
    recent science that shows
    in primitive cultures
    where the work
    of the night
    to make
    the little ones
    to keep life going
    starts at puberty..
    in social cooperation
    in clearly defined roles
    of stuff for subsistence
    there are no words
    beyond the
    missionary
    positions..
    no homosexuality
    no masturbation
    and Lord knows
    no Peeping
    Toms
    as they
    hunt and sleep
    naked and Live
    by Love instead
    of human nature
    repression.. oppression
    subjugation.. and illusory
    fears.. and they are the
    primitive ones..
    haha…
    sigh…:)

    Well.. all caught
    up to 14 poetic
    expressions..
    at 1:15 am..
    so yeah 80
    minutes divided
    by 14 is.. 5.7
    minutes per
    expression
    minus
    the other
    comments
    i make
    here..
    easy
    peacey
    breezy
    fun it
    is..
    not sure why
    i ever linked
    anything there..
    as it is mostly
    a pain in the ass
    after Brian and
    Claudia
    leaves
    cloSinG
    narRow
    miNds
    are not
    a place i Love
    to visit.. but
    never the less
    i visit.. still..
    after i dust
    my sandals
    off from
    ‘home
    base’..;)

    This is
    getting really
    long.. time
    for another
    blog post..;)

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  13. Glenn Buttkus says:

    Jesus, Fred, 17,000 words, dozens of photos, scores of music videos, dance, danced, dancing; love the shots of Katrina starting off with your dance moves & then morphing into joyful cartwheels. Somehow within this behemoth (yet another, but this one is fucking epic) 3-4 commenters dropped off some hugs & support. “What if God were one of us–just a slob like one of us–just another stranger on the bus, trying to find his way home?” I love that song, that sentiment. Sorry to hear that some of the dVerse pack/posse of poets have blocked you from commenting. You just exhaust some people. There are those out there who shy away from my poems, my site, because my poems are too LONG(ish), so I guess I have a little bit of what U have–unbridled creativity. But for real, Fred, 17,000 words is a short story, or a novella. Words pour out of you with the intensity of an open fire hydrant, drenching all who come near. But hey, your joy for life is infectious, & the twists & turns of your messages, varying from metaphysics to sports, ballet, sex, the gym, your open door policy for sharing your past, & the butt shaking, earth shattering strength of your dancing never ceases to amaze, amuse, & dazzle me.

    • ^^^

      Hi Glenn.. thanks for stopping by.. as always your words of encouragement are roses to my hear.. no matter how intense those ears may be.. and I understand totAlly what it means to be in the shoes of ‘those others’.. i am using that as a metaphor of sorts to fulfill a metaphorical prophecy that not all eyes will see.. if you will.. but i clearly remember when a cricket song is like a freight train to me.. i cannot bear colors or sounds at all.. and the Sun at 3 am is too bright with shades on blinding my eyes with over-stimulation..

      Trigeminal Neuralgia.. is a strange suicide disease.. doctors have no idea how it really comes and goes.. and what i feel in my case is.. it is just the precursor of coming out of a very uncomfortable culture driven cocoon.. yes.. Cat Scans reveal structural issues in my sinuses and related associated nerve structures that seem to potentially root a cause.. of 66 months of literal hell..

      But before that happens strange sensations of cool and heat.. tingly feelings in my head.. all the classic signs of human awakening and enlightenment shared across the world are my symptoms then.. in a culture that then has no way to help me with my Unique case of fulfilling human potential coming to a theater that will be me.. years later.. as life is Challenge with Joy and Bliss and the dARKest DarkS to get to the FULLER meaning liGht and Truth to fulfill one’s True WiLL destiny wITh the power of GOD’s LOVE.. holier whole than culture or religion will ever dictate alone..

      GOD ALLONE instructs me in GOD’s Language of Synchronicity to relate IT ALL.. and the way Synchronicity works is like Beatle Songs.. where they get high on LSD.. see a circus poster and glue a bunch of unrelated crap together.. and years later GOD calls on it in synchronicity ways with certain human ears receiving GOD’s sign language in a way so magic.. that yes.. no doubt GOD is magic.. and a fantasy realm of reality that we CAN CREATE EVERY WHICH WAY IMAGINABLE IF WE JUST DREAM LIFE TO FRUITION..

      NOW.. i scribe it ALL for those who can relate.. GOD is not fair.. no more fair than my life of dead baby with numerous congenital anomalies.. the Autism Spectrum.. bullying.. the worse pain known to mankind.. but yes.. GOD exists.. and GOD guides me now.. through ALL the dArk and liGht.. and yes I FUCKING LOVE IT ALL.. EVEN WHEN GOD CRASHES ME INTO BRIDGES TIME AND TIME AGAIN.. I GET UP LIKE THE ENERGIZER BUNNY AND GO ON.. JUST LIKE GOD
      INTO INFINITY MY FRIEND..
      NOW TOTALLY
      ALIVE NOW..
      DOING AND BEING
      WHATEVER MAY
      COME WITH GOD AND
      i and we and US.. my friend..:)

      And regarding the song above
      i am a 0’s Bitch..;)

      And yes.. i catch.
      the Road Runner
      and just make a
      new hobby
      that’s
      all
      as
      Wiley
      Coyote
      and Road
      Runner sAMe..;)

      AS illustrated nicely
      here again three times
      in ‘GOD’s words of
      SYNCHRONICITY
      JUST FOR ME..
      as is the
      case for
      all others
      who develop
      GOD’s eYes
      eaRs and
      emoTiOns
      to JusT
      get IT
      ALL
      innate.. instinctual
      and intuitive as real
      EVER GETS REAL
      IN HUMAN EyES..
      Ears and
      FEELinG
      ALLONEGOD..:)

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