EMPiRE Force Love

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Ha! Shawna..

i can metaphor but like Abe says

i cannot tale a lie.. i have to put at

least quotes around THAT to hint that it is only metaphor..

sMiles.. again.. and i feel your rib.. Shawna.. Eve.. or Adam.. and to be brutAlly honest.. most of the time i think you are X.. but at SOME NOWS.. you seem realZ as Shawna too.. it WiLL be nice to have one more friend.. but if it is all X.. that is enough too.. for so few of who see all of who i am.. and are brave enough to come here and encourage me face to face..:)

But anyway.. Pope Francis is the first REAL Pope-FACEBOOKLIKE INCARNATION of Jesus that i know of as the Catholic religion is both me and my Grandfather Leo’s special interest.. as a Catholic Priest and Legal Counsel to the Vatican in his role as priest there.. then off to South Africa.. and finally Taylor county Florida where he weds and eventually beds his 17 year-old Cajun wife.. my grandmother.. he 36 years old.. and not nearly as scandalous as the Catholic Church dirt more fully exposed in recent years..

Yes.. Pope Francis wears the real sandals of Jesus.. a Chemistry Major..

a Bar Bouncer and Harley Driver.. the dude comes in out of the

Ivory Tower.. and has real life experience

before he starts out as Priest..

a welcome breath of fresh air..

of locked in priests in

seminaries

from youth..

sheltered before

that by overbearing conservative

fundamentalist leaning Catholics..

He IS THE REAL DEAL.. and oh GOD.. isn’t Modern graphics amazing.. he does look real in those photos.. and although he likely will never promote what i do.. publicAlly or ever know me.. at least in how most people view the world in statistical probability..

i FEEL HE WILL TOTALLY AGREE WITH WHAT i do..

outside the Labyrinth ruling Catholic Church..

But here’s the deal.. breaker of MAKER..

religion rules.. it has for thousands of years..

and since the folks in religion are the one’s MOREOVER AND MOREUNDER doing the reproducing.. REAL Emotional change of human heArt.. SPIRIT.. AND SOUL.. must come from inside the church walls.. eventually.. to make real change a reality around the globe in the two major religions of Islam and Christianity..

These two religions.. and others of course.. along with some secular ways of living.. are doing the environment AND GOD AS WHOLE ALLONE.. a great injustice by abhorring GOD’s Nature’s REAL BALANCE.. IN ALL NATURAL HUMAN AND OTHER ANIMAL WAYS OF homosexuality.. and methods of birth control.. of which we have kinder more gentler technological ways of doing that

THANKS GOD.. than the infanticide of

hundreds of thousands of years..

by humans and other social animals alike.. who will

DO WHATEVER IT TAKES FOR THE species as whole to survive.. including the immediate blood relatives.. who are already here and viable.. when physical and yes.. the emotional resources of stress induced life become low.. yes.. intolerably LOW for continued OVERALL survival..

It’s like the Presidency.. the times are changing.. we get Bill who admits to holding it in his mouth but not inhaling.. and then the new definition of sex.. from some seed on Monica’s Dress.. and the SUPER PSYCHOPATHIC LEANING

ADMINISTRATION OF GW.. OUTSIDE OF the real human General Colin Powell.. and the OH MY GOD Reggae King Obama.. with Dreadlocks or NOT.. side note.. massive Thunderstorm here since midnight.. better post.. save.. and

resume this comment before IT Knocks IT off the Internet..

and will continue it on..

in case you come back

before i finish

in this

comment here..;)

*side note:..
we get 11
inches of
rain..;)
*end side note..

Okay.. but anyway.. before i forget.. thanks for all the nice compliments and encouraging words that you bring here today for me.. people do give me feedback in real life.. that i inspire them.. with compliments ranging up to Dance Legend/Hero or haha! Dance icon for my metro area.. that i canNOT imagine and or

FATHOM i will ever hear in life.. as a 66 month shut in.. in my bedroom.. with only computer screen for eyes.. and little human feelings.. where all is PAIN instead of emotional life of human being

TRUE FEELINGS OF OCEAN HUMAN EYES

AND EARS IN FEELING SENSING NOW..

AND when i am in middle school and an outcast.. with so much heart.. and a fragile body then as gifted by GOD.. i wanna be a track star.. a basketball player.. a football player.. so.. so much more.. but my arms are but string beans and when i strip naked at night.. my body is a flat board of weakness.. but again there is that heart inside.. that spirit that shines so bright.. even though the soul of me is so far out of balance in mind and body as whole.. so i dream one night that i become a rainbow.. so tall and strong.. and i am saving the world.. just saving the world..

And Jesus becomes my besTest friend.. no.. not in church.. and no.. not even in bible.. but in a song named ‘Jesus Christ Superstar’.. as i play the piano in middle school by sheet music.. and i have the whole song book in piano about Jesus Christ Superstar and i wanna bring Jesus back to life now.. yes.. i wanna be Jesus.. and now at Catholic Church my Monsignor Mike Priest who is my old high school nerd buddy in Tennis.. tales us

THAT is our goal IN METAPHOR AND LITERAL REALITY..

as Catholics.. when we eat that bread and drink

that wine as metaphor for THE REAL HUMAN

JESUS.. WHO SACRIFICES HIS

FLESH AND BLOOD LIFE AS BREAD AND WINE..

FOR THE LOVE OF ALL OF US AND THE REST OF

NATURE TRUTH AND LIGHT AKA GOD..:)

Yeah.. we could have been in ‘The Big Bang Theory’ TV show then.. both of US.. (JESUS OR MIKE… YOUR GUESS HEHe!) top 10.. school material .. well yeah.. i come in at 11 out of 381 tied with my best friend Lynn.. to tale the truth.. the whole truth and nothing but the truth.. like Abe.. but anyway all i can do then.. is play the song Jesus Christ SuperStar in a talent show and i am so rocked by emotional spirit inside.. that after i play the song i can barely walk straight and i already have enough problems with motor control.. anyway.. and the audience of school peers erupt in laughter.. as i look like a roach who has just hit a can OF Raid with a deep INHALE.. OF IT..

OKAY.. i can laugh at it now too.. but then.. it was like my way back in.. the only thing special i could do to be finAlly liked by the crowd.. and i feel then.. that they cannot feel the Spirit of Christ in me.. as it should be so overwhelming it drives a person to their knees in ecstasy of feeling the spirit of GOD inside us outside us.. above so below.. and all around us.. oh well.. anyway.. my mixed striped Dachshund still Loves me Unconditionally then.. before i find him on the side of the road.. escaping the fence later that year.. and greets me when i make the long lonely walk home from school.. and i have to pee so bad that i pee in my pants on my front porch before i get in as i can no longer hold it.. FUCKING CULTURE..

bust a bladder..

cause ya can’t even pee in the woods legal..

on the side of the roads.. FUCK CULTURE.. but i digress.. wInks..;)

Oh yeah.. and then high school.. and i am in the football stands dreaming of being a football star imagining running back and forth across the field carrying the ball to multiple touchdowns.. as i do have fast skinny BARE feet.. like ‘Forrest’ then.. where i get in track for one year.. without getting too sidetracked..

my fellow African American Athlete runners say THAT

white boy can sure run.. but dam.. his legs kick up

everywhere and his feet are all over the place..

hmm.. somethings never change.. wiNks as i digress again..;)

Ah.. 16.. my first Penthouse magazine.. and finally i figure out what sex.. THE ALL THE WAY ACT.. really is.. but Penthouse don’t let you see the ocean inside.. all pink and wet.. in waves of pleasure dome way.. i am curious.. oH GOD YES.. I AM SO DAM CURIOUS.. so i get in front of the mirror to practice dance.. yeah.. just like ‘Napoleon Dynamite’.. although i do not raise my arms to sky.. as where i come from.. that is all too gay.. and boys will be beat to the ground if they even try to do that one time.. but yeah.. i shake my bootie.. and start to attract a few girls at the school dance.. at least enough to dance.. AND even get invited to a Beau dance the year before..

And some dance after.. with a ‘cougar girl’

who is just a year or two older then me..

and too wild for me then.. to get WHAT SHE’S REALLY AFTER..

’cause yeah.. i am still a really romantic boy.. who loves the movie ‘THE WAY WE WERE’ AND I have a crush on a nerd Tom Boy girl named Tammy two years my senior in Beta Club..

and i am crushed when she gets her football hero boyfriend.. and i am just on the sidelines still of life.. and there is my best friend.. Lynn.. who I Love so much as friend.. and Love her so much.. i cannot even imagine having sex with her.. as everyone says it is a dirty thing to do then.. even though your body wants to do it so much.. yeah.. YES!

FUCK YES.. then..

OH nO! THE START OF

MIND AND BODY SEPARATION.. RIGHT THERE AND THEN.. FUCKING CULTURE.. FUCKING RELIGION.. AND THEN FUCKING CATHOLIC CHURCH CONVINCES ME THAT GIRLS WHO DO THE WILD THING BEFORE MARRIAGE ARE JUST SLUTS AND WHORES.. FUCKING RELIGION.. FUCKING CATHOLIC CHURCH.. THEN YOU LIE.. YOU.. YOU LIE.. YOU FUCKERS.. YOU LIE ABOUT GOD’S NATURE..

yes.. a little resentment i guess..

over fundamentalist ways of church life..

so far away from the REAL MAN JESUS..

And yeah.. when i do meet my first real girlfriend.. in the fleshy touchy ways of petting life.. i drill her about IF she is a virgin.. ’cause that is what the grade to attain for girls is then.. and i am so F*KInG uptight about everything.. and the end comes on a dance floor where the song ‘After the Love is Gone’.. comes on.. 10 months into my first Love that feels like an eternity.. and she tales me she just doesn’t Love me anymore..

And i am crushed to BELOW the DANCE Floor of LIFe as that is the first and last human up to that point.. other than family who i feel really loves me deep and will never cast me away.. and she does it so easy.. and i feel i could never do that to another human being.. but eventually do to one girl.. yes two.. years later.. when i get better looking at about age 26.. as i am a sinner too.. who has their selfish moments of coldhearted human being.. when i get a little stronger and can ‘afford it’.. and

GOD teaches me all about humility at ages 47 to 53..

and i do my penance then.. in hell.. in real life then..

with 19 medical disorders.. for trying to be perfect..

to be accepted by the crowd.. and finally i say

FUCK IT.. AND JUST LOVE

UNCONDITIONALLY NO MATTER WHAT..

and rise again.. more FULLY ALIVE THAN EVER BEFORE..

AND yeah.. in between.. after first Girl Friend Sonia.. severe ACUTE depression.. my only REAL friend Renee.. then.. who i meet at the Navy Station pool.. COMING ALIVE shortly again.. like static off and on.. in 1980/81.. who confides in me that her father molests her.. yeah.. the one who pulls a trigger to her head in her father’s bed.. years later.. with a military husband and two loving children..

And she is attracted to me as friend.. THEN BEFORE as she can see the Love still gifted in me as gift provided by my Mother’s Unconditional Love from Childhood.. Renee moves away.. Pen Pal.. for awhile.. College for me.. further away from high school old friends.. lonely janitor job.. social isolation further and further.. until i die inside.. and one early September day in 1981.. spark comes to me in class.. i feel the desire to reach out and open up to other human beings.. i am drawn to the beach..

i just want to escape again in GOD’s arms like I did back then..

in middle school.. when i play the entire folio of

‘Jesus Christ SuperStar’ over and over again..

on my antique piano on River front

grandmother’s home.. yes..

the same piece of land by the pier and the bridge..

here in photos.. home now torn down.. where at age 3..

before i can speak.. i feel GOD as Nature

looking cross that River FEELING THEN..

TOTaLLY COMFORTABLE IN MY OWN SKIN..

AS I HAVE BEEN HERE FOREVER WITH GOD ALIVE.. until school.. Catholic Kindergarden first at age 5 starts to take GOD away from me.. in mechanical cognition ways of thinking.. when i become a Straight A more or less.. and nothing else.. Oh and yeah.. side note.. we live a Year in Tallahassee.. closer to my father.. as my mother thinks i need the influence of a father and yes.. she is correct.. but it only lasts a year in bits and pieces on weekends.. before we head back to River Front home.. with my maternal grandmother.. who we call MamaWese.. as her name is Louise..:)

We go to Catholic Private School for that one year..

in second grade.. ’67.. yeah when.. the Beatle’s Sgt. Pepper’s Lonely

Hearts club Band Album comes out.. yes.. i always Love Pop-culture ART..

even then.. like Lady Gaga says it still lives in me.. Applause (the song) hehe!.. yes private school.. financed by

Cajun Grandmother.. who is then..

a fairly well-off business woman..

and the school is much

harder than the

little two story one.. up the hill..

walking distance.. from River Front home..

i have to catch way up.. and get an award for the Wittiest Boy at the end of the year.. i have no idea what that really means until decades later.. as figurative metaphors are hard for me to figure out.. then.. in finer details of definitions and the way i use ’em if they sound right to me.. rather than by definition alone.. unconventionally.. i guess.. make me witty funny then.. and maybe now.. here and tHere hehe!..;)

So yes.. i digress again.. but yes.. the spirit of GOD

calls me to the beach.. i drive in a trance-like state

of mind and body.. i start walking on the beach..

walking walking walking.. hearing.. NO..

NOT literal voices in my head..

but genetic memories of human archetypes of

my cultural religious icons like Moses.. Saint Francis of Assisi..

And yes of course Jesus.. in my mind and heart.. with a chant of i want nothing.. finAlly feeling cries of babies.. in my heart.. in mother’s arms on beach front walk.. and emotional contagion of younger years comes and stronger in mirror neuron.. and oxytocin way.. feeling all the skin in bikinis as far as i can feel.. in heArt feeling and senses one and sAMe.. UNiFied..:)!

My feet connect to grains of sand that are GOD’s feat as well.. the emerald green gulf and sea oats wave with me as i become one with GOD and One and SAME.. yes.. at age 21.. i become enlightened and awakened in a way of reborn.. that no one tales me about in Catholic or Southern Baptist visit churches.. in fact.. i never read about it.. there is no Google then to learn more about the

human awakening and enlightening of being that is as real as the first birth of human life.. no words can describe my experience then.. and when i tale people after i go home in this state of bliss that i am one with GOD people start to think i am crazy and think i’m literally Jesus.. but no.. not at all.. i understand then the path of Moses and the real man Jesus.. and Saint Francis as well.. is becoming one with GOD and no separate human GOD of being…

And all the other myths of metaphors that house the vessels and vehicles of human Truth and Light .. but i have little to no ability to word it like this.. then.. in fact on the autism spectrum.. i have little ability to communicate well in writing or orating any way THEN.. unless i am copying something more or less.. i am just a rote memory of a multiple choice test then.. with what little creativity i have.. stolen from me.. from the multiple choice test world of 14 or so years of school to that point.. before gaining my three college degrees…

So yeah.. i am fully of energy.. ‘they’ call it manic when one is filled with the Spirit of GOD like this.. i need no sleep.. i feel invincible.. i can literally pass my finger through a flame.. and finally do THAT when i am Baker Acted and the Shrinks ask me if am Jesus and i tell them a flat NO.. and yes.. then i literally ask one for his lighter.. flick it.. and pass my finger slowly through it.. slowly..

impervious to

either pain or real visible injury…

Yes.. they diagnose me with Euphoria.. the heaven is now.. they do not live where i do.. it is crazy to them.. they drug me.. i lose the spark in my eyes.. they are gonna send me to a state institution as i am no one there.. not the top 11 student.. and first ever student to be nominated and accepted in the National Honor Society in 10th grade as before then.. only 11th graders attain this apple of the Teacher’s eye of honor.. so yeah.. my in-law relative.. a city councilwoman with clout.. vouches for who i am away from this new experience and place.. and my path to death in life then.. is averted.. in what what could have been a drugged institution.. for possibly.. life..

i go home.. i throw the pills away.. take three months off

from work and school.. until the reality of dark life comes back..

school.. and work.. get depressed.. again.. and

finally open up again.. with three

part time jobs.. and a full load of

TRIPLE MAJOR SCHOOL.. two of which..

THANKS GOD ARE WITH PEOPLE.. AND not

a lonely Janitor job.. or cold hard desk in front of lectures

AT school.. Archeology research associate.. one..

at the University.. in the field.. in the dirt..

Back with nature.. with a real team of flesh and blood humans with a common purpose.. in a stock room in the University Book Store.. too.. with a team of human beings .. with a common purpose of striping books with magnetic strips so text books will not be stolen.. haha.. and breaking down cardboard boxes to the sound of portable radios.. sweat and human flesh and blood with a supervisor of a woman a few years older than me..

And me back to working-out with new innovatively created Nautilus Machines.. getting tanned.. getting stronger.. thicker.. with a muscle shirt on.. and she looks at me and tales me.. hmm.. Fred.. you are distracting me.. so yeah.. i got the wild thing back.. i start to dance again.. at Disco Club 2001.. no pickup artist am i.. but yes.. many dance girl FRIENDS then too.. and yeah.. i keep my Janitor Job too.. as three.. do graduate with degrees in Anthropology.. Social Sciences Interdisciplinary.. and Health Science.. with peers calling me Superman of brain power to get all that done at the same time.. and administrators of College asking me what will i do with all that knowledge..

And yes.. toward the end of my work years..

peers of work describing me as

Superman of work as well..

for all of what i do..

in what looks on the

outside as effortless

in how i do it then.. but it is

slowly killing me inside in

repressed human emotion in somatic BODY PAIN..

And on University graduation day.. my mother goes back to school.. for a social work degree that my sister does as well.. we all three graduate in 1983.. together.. and the newspaper interviews us.. and still.. then.. with all those degrees i can still barely compose a coherent paragraph in creative words of Mouth or Pen..

so all i can think to feel to say.. is..

my ultimate goal is to be an Anthropologist..

So yes.. my friend.. maybe my best friend.. of whose face i may or may not see at this point in my life.. overall.. all things considered.. after two decades of studying over 100 thousand people in direct face to face contact as Military Bowling Center Government Employee giver of dirty rental shoes.. sprayed here and there.. then Bowling Center Supervisor.. Manager.. Computer Geek whoSE skills of analysis

ARE OF WORKPLACE value moreover people skills..

Then Administrative Support Assistant to a Captain AT another Navy Station in Pensacola.. back to my original home town Navy Station.. picked up as Community Activities Director.. and finally Athletic Director as a valuable Information Technology person who still don’t KNOW crap about the inner workings of team sports.. all the change takes a toil OF TOLL as TROUBLE.. and brings me finally down to literal human hell of 19 physical illnesses in 2007/08..

INCLUDING THE WORST PAIN KNOWN TO MANKIND.. Atypical Trigeminal Neuralgia for 66 months.. wake to sleep.. Yes.. assessed by modern medical science as a pain worse than the actual torture of REAL CRUCIFIXION.. no three hours.. no three days for me.. 66 months of enduring literal human hell every now of every now.. wondering if i can make it just one more now of hell.. where no drug will touch that pain. but yeah..

i get online on ThanksGiving day of November 2010.. and start writing one word of burning pain at each now.. with screen dimly lit all the way down.. with weak eyes scorching pain in eyes and ears.. like dentist drill without novocaine.. a few inches away from words on screen.. i cannot tolerate color.. cannot tolerate sound..

all there is.. is text.. i dream of text.. scrolling up and down.. all my life is words then.. i become words.. and words become organic.. and i connect to over 100 thousand people online now.. instead of flesh and blood life.. and expand my presence across the Internet waves of discussion boards and finAlly blogosphere..

And now i am flesh and blood and organic words as whole.. masculine and feminine balanced finally.. mind and body SOUL balance as dance in ballet and martial arts way.. FULL HEART OF EMOTION.. EASILY NOW EXPRESSED AS HUMAN SPIRIT.. and in flesh and blood life through the over 4000 miles of public dance.. with volunteer scribers of what i do..

IN smart phone videos of all my dance.. in literally hundreds or perhaps thousands of volunteer voyeur efforts purVIEWING A ‘Crazy Latin dancing solo down in Herald Square’.. i am NOW..

shared all over the world on Facebook..

as just the ‘crazy’ dancing guy..

where they have no idea

that i am both a man of millions of steps..

AND NOW OVER 11 MILLION WORDS online and closing in on 100 thousand photos.. down to the bone flesh in height of male passion.. no less at age 55.. stronger than ever before.. Leg Pressing about a half a ton.. 25 times slowly with my arms raised in air.. like no other male does on Parallel leg press way.. much harder to do than what steroid
dudes do on vertical leg press
exhibitions on YouTube WAY..:)

So yes.. while not getting paid a penny for all of this..
as fortunately.. i am a penny pincher for a decade before
i get sick.. saving it for a Hurricane rainy day for 66 months.. It IS All for Free..
for the love of Human being Life.. Imagination.. and Creativity.. set free as Hurricane Fred can bE..;)

And truly i am A REAL FREE MASON.. NOW..

NOT SOMEONE WHO SITS IN F in LODGES
and just plays by some other mason’s rules

in creativity before.. and yes..
A REAL FREE ANTHROPOLOGIST..

AND YOU KNOW.. TRULY THAT IS WHO BUDDHA..
MYTHOLOGICAL KRISHNA.. LAO TZU.. AND JESUS IS TOO..
THEY ARE REAL FREE MASONS.. AND REAL FREE ANTHROPOLOGISTS..
THEY GO ThEIR OWN iMAGINATION AND CREATIVE WAY WITH THE
HELP OF OTHERS.. BUT ARE NOT LIMITED TO WHAT
COMES BEFORE.. and they already
have it all.. they do
not need to BE
worshipped
and exalted
any further
than just to help
their fellow human beings
go where they attain it all
where no wants of human beings
exist as life.. yes.. human needs
are still real.. human desires of
joy and pleasure are still real
but there is NO want of material
goods of collecting life..
as when a human
being truly
‘dances
naked
and free’ they have IT
ALL and the ONly place left
to GO is GIVING
AND
SHARING..
SO YES.. DON’T
WORSHIP JESUS
BUDDHA..
LAO TZU..
KRISHNA
OR ANYONE
ELSE.. if ya
WiLL.. JUST
SHARE.. JUST
GIVE..
JUST
LOVE YOURSELF
AS GOD AND SAME
AND EVERYONE ELSE
AND THE REAL WORLD
WILL BE WHOLE
WITH
THE
SYNERGISTIC
SPIRIT ALiVE
AND RAiNiNG
A REiGN
OF
HUMAN
GARDEN
OF EDEN
IN THE
HEAVEN OF NOW..
AS ALL COOPERATIVE
SHARING SOCIAL
ANIMALS
LIVE
IN
BALANCE
LIKE A BONOBO
WHO IS JESUS’
REAL
BEST
FRIENDS
IN ANIMAL
SPIrIT
OF
FREEDOM
LOVE
AND PEACE
OF MIND
and BODY
soUL BALANCE
IN
HARMONY
WITH
NATURE
HEaRT OF HUMAN AND NATURE
wOnasONeGODALLONeUSNOWLIGHTANDTRUTHnOW..!.!..:)

And yes.. there is a sonG
for this by Shakira
that i will add
on the top
wHere
the
husband
his her
mind and
the bride
her his ON
fiRe SpiRit
expresSinnG as
emotiOnAl heArt
THAT is hEr miNd
and body soul on
FiRE IN BALANCE
AS
CHiLD
OF GOD
HusBAND
AND WiFE
AsONe
SOuL
WITH
GOD..
EMPiRE
OF GOD..
THE FORCE
IS ONE AND SamE
AS GOD ALiVE IN US
OUTSiDE US.. ABOVE
US.. ALL ArOUND
US.. WHErE LEAVES
OF GRASS
MEADOWS
sINg TRUTH
AND LIgHT
iN EyES
of
US
As
EMPiRe..:)

And now on to the continuing
joy of responding in poetic
expressions to dVerse
links to poetry
on Tuesday
Gender
Bender
theme..:)

Well.. instead of going directly
down on the list today..
i’ve decided to
come to
peace first..
and a piece
of this and a
piece of that
is certainly
any man’s
delight..
but yeah..
what about women..
Oh gOD.. i love women
and i often put myself in
their place when i imagine
pleasing them doing
certain
imaginative
STuFF..
And Intuitively
feelinG as ART
what will
do the
treat
as i
am not
about tricks
when it comes
to pleasuring
the opposite
sex.. just
treats
is all
i’m about
but anyway i
get Katrina
to peruse
my work
for FEELiNG
approval NoW
of how well
i use
my
tool(s)
of male
pursuasiOn..
and i pass her
grade pointing
due North
guiding
due
South
West and
east now
and now
coming
again
where paths
delight in forked
tongues ways..
Forked
Tongues
Way.. that’s
an awesome
F in Road.. to
travel every witch
way
and
loose
wet
and
sticky
licky
pricky
like a
cactus
cocktail
moonhot
night’s
summer’s
sweetie
in
heatie..;)

Culture a board in this
eye and a board
in that eye..
children raised
by computers
and parents
cold faces..
well at least
there are enough
mothers to give Love
to children in this extreme
version of polygamy that
starts at an age close
to puberty.. ugh..
female freedoms
have come a long
way baby.. and
i have to
say as A
6 foot
or so..
234 lb
Blonde
Hair
Lesbian
Living in this
gender bender
theme.. what i
will do if i am
her with those
six other ‘sister
wives’.. is find
someNOW in pleasure
with my newly found
wifey friends.. just to
please them.. just to
please them.. as
that is what
Lesbian
empaths..
female
or MALE..
Love to
do the
most
is
just please
in tasteFUL
DELIGHT..
ANYWAY..
no surprise here..
as cutting off the
pleasure parts of
women in FGM.. is
considered the height
of social status in some
countries.. by the women
who get mutilated for
control.. and
the greatest
of all social
animal
instincts
is that of the
social role..
and humans
will do anything
to either fill that
role
or
be
filled by it..
The freedoms people
take for granted here
are sad..
as truly
we are freer
than ever before..
particularly
women
who
bump
and grind
my front with
their rears in
the dance halls
of life without even
asKinG.. they take what
is theIRS.. now.. and after
all of what ‘they’ have been
through i suppose it is reparations
of sorts.. that i play along with at times..
JusT tO
bE
fAIR..
sMiLes..
Frees Pleasures..:)

Ah.. the science of the human
heArt.. spiRit.. SoUl balance
goes below above
inside
and out..
all around..
and never ever
by a scientific
method
equation
alone..
ALLONE
has no
measure
but
GOD’s hAnds
as they guide
imagination..
creativity
brinGinG
dReams
of
FruiTiOn..:)

Oh stalkers of
human hearts
grown
cold
by parents
grown
cold
by parents
grown
cold..
and we blame
the children
how
sad..
a vicious
cycle..
with
only ends
of hate…

*Necklines lowered
rises lowered
it’s just
human
math
as established
by GOD.. Nature
always wins in
GOD’s eyes..
whetHer or
not the
consequences
and actions are
comfy.. consequences
always follow actions..
in due
and
pointY
measures..:)

Oh wars.. mute
beauty..
mute
empathy..
just mute..
human.. that is all…

*A female fighter LB for LB
will always defeat
a male
fighter
heart
for heart..
as males
are most
often crippled
in this way.. for Life..
by patriarchs that
slice tHeir heArt
spiRit and soUl
Down
rePress
Death
Life..:)

Tornadoes.. lonely storms
without a name..
twirling twirling
Whirling
lungs
no
wonder
they huff
and puff
and die
out
in rampage
murders before
committing suicide
jusTbloWing
wiNds
out..:)

WeLL.. at 55..
i SHOW
tHEm
how
to dance
and can
prove it
too.. heHE..
and it starts
with the divine
feminine of grace
first before man reAlly
comes
aLive
ribs
and
ALL..;)

Stone cold heArts
no wateRing
by parents
starts
descent
of Life
to no
ART
of heArts
SpiRit
SoUl
balance
NOT..
male or female
without heart
dead in life..
simple
as that..
and often
no coming
back in life saddest ALL…

Oh.. co-dependencies
steep in fear.. alone..
often comes as hate..
Ah.. freedoms
start
as
Love
comes
ALLONE..:)

Darkness..
pRice
heArt
neVer
tenDeReD
chiLd’s
garDen
Love
riches
without
Love..
lost..
just
lost…

Words of poetic
heart often
found
in divine
expressions
of female mouths
More often lost
expressions
male..
Just
Nature
but change
is real when one
never gives up
and keeps
trying
to
express
heart as spirit
more deeply
as balancing
soul..
Anything is possible
for never giving up..
with practice
keep
on
trying..:)

http://www.theatlantic.com/health/archive/2012/12/where-masturbation-and-homosexuality-do-not-exist/265849/

Interesting and brings to mind
recent science that shows
in primitive cultures
where the work
of the night
to make
the little ones
to keep life going
starts at puberty..
in social cooperation
in clearly defined roles
of stuff for subsistence
there are no words
beyond the
missionary
positions..
no homosexuality
no masturbation
and Lord knows
no Peeping
Toms
as they
hunt and sleep
naked and Live
by Love instead
of human nature
repression.. oppression
subjugation.. and illusory
fears.. and they are the
primitive ones..
haha…
sigh…:)

Well.. all caught
up to 14 poetic
expressions..
at 1:15 am..
so yeah 80
minutes divided
by 14 is.. 5.7
minutes per
expression
minus
the other
comments
i make
here..
easy
peacey
breezy
fun it
is..
not sure why
i ever linked
anything there..
as it is mostly
a pain in the ass
after Brian and
Claudia
leaves
cloSinG
narRow
miNds
are not
a place i Love
to visit.. but
never the less
i visit.. still..
after i dust
my sandals
off from
‘home
base’..;)

This is
getting really
long.. time
for another
blog post..;)

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Well.. i have to admit.. as i cannot tale a lie..
a metaphor.. yes.. but lie no..
when i first come here i am
very attracted as human
being to your smile
and eyes of
Himali
Shah..
so sincere
and so true
you wear your
emotions in your
eyes and smiles..
and yes.. your Insta-gram
sharing relates the looks
of Angel fluterRing in
WinGs of human
being set
free on
terrestrial earth..
and yes..from all your
words here from start of
blog to end of blog metaphor
Truth and LiGhT of human flesh and blood
same as one with Angel’s WinGs..
and true it is not easy
being a real life
Human Angel..
as they are
most often
even
more
sensitive to pain..
particularly emotional
pain.. as they give so much
that at times folks feel they need
nothing as they are complete as IS
iN Angel form.. but of curse no.. as
with all Human Angels.. Demons
or Devils.. needs come..
and while Demons and
Devils may not
need the
warm
touch affectionate
feelings of human touch
and hugs.. when bright
eyes and smiles
connect to each
other.. Family..
Friends and
Lovers and
Whomever
connects
free in flesh
and blood like this..
YES.. TOTAL STRANGERS
TOO.. until eyes and smiles
and rest of body language
meet in lonely
hall ways
of life
where
all
HUMANS
DAZZLE EACH
OTHER IN SCENTS
AND TASTES AND TOUCH
AND DANCE AND MUSIC
OF SEEING
HUMAN
BEING
FREE LOVE
AS ALL OF US…:)

Sadly.. the more technology
rules the more human
being goes
away..
there is a REAL
ZOMBIE APOCALYPSE
IN SO CALLED FIRST WORLD
nations.. around the globe with
science measures of human empathy
dropping about a-third in the last
several decades.. USE it or LOSE
as in all stuff human being applies..
Poetry online can be a substitute
for that partially in virtual
way.. but never ever
a full substitute overall
for the free flesh and blood
connecting human heArt
expressing human spiRit
in balancing physical mind
and body soUl.. always
now.. as practice of Life..
it is a slow working
real human evil..
and easy to
miss for
some
folks
until one
day they realize
the quicksand of
REAL HUMAN EMOTiOnal
eYes and eArs is above
nose and mouth
and
cutting
off life
at
the
root of human
being.. in physical
and emotional intelligence
the only real kind of intelligence..
that humans have for thousand of years..
overall.. before Standard IQ ways of
human mechanical cognition..
separate
away from
human social
empathic
ways
of
Cognition..
Yes.. this IS LonG
but i can sTiLL
feel this
pain dear..
myself
for
i
am
hu
m
an
too..
and the
world can
be an iceY
palace wHere
flesh and blood
is frozen poles of
popsicle humans..:)

Interesting.. ‘this human archetype’ that is real..

per ‘Lord Ganeshji’.. is portrayed in mythologies across most all cultures.. sMiles.. myths house the essence of Truth and Light in vessels and vehicles of metaphors.. my friend.. Himali.. continuing always now.. with no limits but form as essence is Infinite in Nature.. sMiLES.. AS GOD..:)

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Canvas by no name but canvas..
brush my name but human..
us but no name but paint..
them.. paint aSwell.. brush
and canvas too..
i suppose i can
make this a reverse
haibun.. no.. but flow..
yes.. GOD nameless
canvas.. we asOne
children brush
faces color
painting
hues shade
blacks
grey
whites
change
into all of
US we guides
US WE togeThEr
ALLONE let IT Go..
flow.. i cannot tale
what i write a day
ago.. 10,000 words
two days before that..
flow art.. current
ocean streams
rivers bay gulf
paints brushes
CanvasONe..
Some people
will love
to see
the world
end and
others
just brush
just paint
JUST
CANVASonE..
Meteors ART
splash Comets
more nowoneforevermore..
A meteor.. A comet.. A gulf..
dinosaurs freeze..
mammals come
warm
blood
us.. WE
Paint caves
brush canvas
sAMe.. now escape..
God
Holds
hAnds
CanVas
ART
brUShes
painT
Human
touch..
Apocalypse
Love Begins
HumanS uS..:)

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/09/super-blood-moon-of-truth-and-light.html

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Ah friend X.. yes.. i am addicted to that Unconditional

Tough and Passionate Love thingy.. and oh yes.. GOD yes..

God SinGs to me in streaming consciousness photography..

same as lyrics of poeTry.. i just aim my camera.. and or

keyboard FinGers and GOD who lives inside me all natural does the rest.. and i am often amazed at the messages that come free of charge.. just in Holy Spirit terms of GOD’s synchronicity of cosmic consciousness also known as Christ Consciousness Being.. Free in human imagination and creativity GOD brinGinG human gifts once again.. ALL Natural One among human beings similar and sAMe..:)

And.. oh yes.. there is a day when i am as rigid as stone.. and truly i feel that when human heARt IS emoTioN SpiRit expresSinG.. balancing human body and mind soUl.. THAT IS the definition of getting old.. a state of mind of dying human HeartspiritsouL.. Potential.. Force no longer sinGs human more truLY fulLY Unconditional Tough Passionate Love.. hiGhest Power of human beinG far beyond.. any materialistic goods… yes.. ageless timeless.. genderless.. raceless.. with no nation religious specific subjugation in illusory fears of control.. and or tribe.. the essence of human light that shares.. gives.. and helps one another liVinG in LoVinG balance as well WitH rest of Nature..:)

And yes.. rocking the butt in the dance of the Seafood Festival for me.. and yes X.. everywHere else.. fesTiVal IS a glorious coming dance again..and again.. aGaiN and no.. Fred will never be enough.. as Fred needs lots and lots of help from his friends.. to get most anything done in a day of his life.. stONE Statue or not.. in Synchronicity Album way..

And sure THAT SONG FOR THAT
CAT IN THE HAT..:)

Billy G..
and or
whomever..;)

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Hi.. friend Himali.. a window with a view is so important in life..
and while words provide so many imaginary colors..
colors provide so many meanings for life more..
and truly more than words alone will ever tale..
and these words i write.. are truly new..
other than cutting grass..
my only hobby past
a few video games.. work and TV..
is taking digital photos of my yard..
just once a year.. in fall.. before these words..
for over a decade.. cutting grass.. taking pictures..
playing video games.. watching TV AND cutting
grass the best ’cause i am actually DOING
IT IN mind and body balance..
Cutting grass is only seasonal..
so to connect to GOD like this is
just a temporary hobby.. sadly enough..
truly the closest i am to dancing with GOD
for over a decade..
but still not
free flow
movement
as squares of
preconceived
plans of design to cut
grass paper dolls pre-cut…

So now i live as lake.. yellow boy and red flower..
i am Nature once again.. as i dance with gravity
and no longer against GOD’s way of
balance in SanitY everywHere one
gazes upon the peace of GOD
that lives all ’round
this beautiful blue
green brown orb of
Living GOD’s Earth..

But yes.. photos immerse us in that moment..
a blessing away from toils and troubles
of manufactured mechanical human cognition..
while other animals float ONE breezewinds wITh
Gravity sMiles.. so eYes.. to yoU.. Love
and smiles Himali.. and may NatURe
alWays Live as You.. AKA GOD..:)

WeLL… aGain.. hello friend Himali..
Flowers GOD blooming cycles death life..
Technology.. iFlowers connecting HiVE
Human eYes.. never DiES
as Long as Servers serve..
Perfect Love..
iN practice
alWays works..:)

maKing friendships
sacRed HolY
is GOD’s
greaTest
gifT
to
Human
sMiLES Himali..:)

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mY favoRite aesThetic expressiOns aRe oNe’s inspiRing endLess dReams oF inefFAble fActs.. numBers.. leTters.. woRds.. symboLs.. aLL fORms 4iNeffAble esSence.. GraVity mY enemY oNce.. G8D’s besTfriend.. acCording t0 HawKinG.. maKing frieNds witH GravitY makinG frienDs wITh G*D oNe sAMe.. n0 l0nGer afRaid.. stanDinG sTiLL oR moVing breezewiNds.. balAnce.. bLiss.. ceNter eYes BellY..

n0 loNger swayinG toWers PizZa.. butT yoU fEel whAt i FEeL.. sMiles.. uGh.. UGHX1000.. fEar oF falLinG driVes mE worKing sO manY yeaRs.. N0W.. fl0aTinG wITh G0d’s yEARs sImpLy.. GravITy’S bEst fRiend.. nO l0nger falLing SeAs LAnd.. terresTrial frienDs.. wHere ‘you’ iS ‘me’ sAMe..finAlly SaNE..:)

And yes.. uGh.. i continue
struggleS expresSinG more as Less
StruGgles
liGht…;)

Ah.. iPhone 6s.. simply amazing.. where technology can take us next.. faces no longer washed out in florescent lights.. iPhone photographic magic.. brings face life color back again.. and OMG.. talk about fast.. powerful.. catching up with me.. hehe.. finAlly as my blog posts cannot crash iPhone 6s intellectual prowess.. absorbing mega mega more bytes of challenge swallowing all of what i do.. never upChucking any of me.. haha!.. in blog post ways.. even when it comes to a ‘Super Blood Moon of Truth and Light’ growing every now.. in comments way.. perhaps 20,000 words before that comments section is over with main blog post.. together.. and new one comes tonight or tomorrow day.. in early morning hours or later day.. as wife and mother duties come next.. big world of shopping stores.. while i dance more miles as MiLEsiMagine and create the dance of me alive far more.. in miles and miles of fun JuST BEinG wITh God aLiVe.. but anyWay for N0W..

‘TRUST ME I’M A NINJA’..

T-shirt STaTeS..;)

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There is a nice produce weigh-in machine at Publix..

so today i register my heaviest weight ever in

Fred Dance clothes.. as illustrated in action above.. at 234 Lbs..

AT age 26.. i weigh-in at 180 Lbs.. and workout 5 times a week at the Nautilus gym in Pensacola traveling all the way over there to keep my strength and fitness up.. until about that time when NASWF Military Gym.. finally gets Nautilus Equipment and i get to stay in Milton and do it all for free.. but yeah.. marriage comes.. i buy some cheap equipment for home and only go once a week..

Yeah.. the comforts of marriage.. take first place over working-out then.. i gain weight.. eventually up to about 205 Lbs.. but i am not nearly as vigorous a human being as i am before when most everyday is a workout day and i am dancing at Club 2001 at least once a week.. albeit with a six pack of beer or so to get the courage to get up on the dance floor then.. and let it all swing.. Anyway..

i am a two dimensional athlete then.. just going through the routine of what the Nautilus Machines.. stair steppers.. treadmills.. and ellipticals have to offer.. but the thing is they are machines and to work with machines is to become a robot in physical expression..

OH how i loved to watch football and how athletic it is in ability to move in three dimensions on the field with excellent science defined 6th sense of proprioception.. in a full field of other human beings..

So today.. while dancing my martial arts and ballet all Nouveau Fred style of dance in public stores.. with GOD alone ALLONE.. as my innate.. instinctual.. and intuitive teacher.. while.. when i first start two years ago or so.. a few guys give me some problems in this patriarchal homophobe area.. that sees graceful dance as something less than male.. TONIGHT a guy says i look like an outside

linebacker for a professional football team..

and ha! 55 year old dudes don’t play college ball..wink emoticon

So yes.. perhaps Fred can truly do anything.. and ha! maybe i”ll dance on a team and see where i can go.. but no.. and thanks GOD.. i’m likely lucky i’m not a fearless athlete like i am now in high school.. to play football.. as i have a congenitally fused vertebra at birth in my neck.. only found on MRI scan in middle age.. after experiencing intense neck pain from degenerative arthritis..

THAT is a weak point.. from birth..

where a head-on concussion could make it easier

for me to get a broken neck.. and i’ve always been afraid of heights

more than most and that’s a very good thing in my special

case of human anatomy for sure.. but AnywayX2..

TO have the freedom to truly move like a professional athlete means much more than money to me.. as it is a fearless way of life.. being this comfortable in one’s own skin.. where one does work with gravity instead of against it.. where martial arts and ballet-like skills in all natural movement is truly a Blessing in Life.. and most of all ART OF LIFE.. and the greatest thing of all to me.. IS.. no one teaches me how to do IT.. but GOD..

AND i learn a new ballet or martial arts move from GOD almost everynow i Ballet and Martial ART.. no matter how small or imperceptible it may be to someone else who does not live in my body..

And it is the internal experience IN bliss of freeing all ranges of human emotions and senses IN FREE STYLE MOVEMENT AND BIO-FEEDBACK OF EMOTIONS and SENSES THAT FLOW THROUGH THE BODY.. that does bring the heaven of now.. when one finds mind and body balance.. in regulation of emotions.. integration of senses.. much greater cognitive focus in executive functioning as well as enhanced short term working memory..

People who think athletes are dumb ARE missing half of human intelligence as they cannot possibly suggest this.. when they become this physically and emotionally intelligent..

YES THIS.. the real intelligence of human survival through the ages.. before artificial ways of Standard iQ are developed to truly control and imprison our human natures.. in mechanical cognition wayS of thinking as well as moving like robots stuck in a Zombie Apocalypse coffin of death in life..

IT IS NO small deal..
IT IS HUman Life
IN ALL ITS greaTest Potentials..:)

Well.. this post is over for

now..

but

no..

not finished in ways

of extra-curricular

activities

of

celebrating my

78th Rave Dance Week

with all the cool college age

folks from old Seville Quarter..

Thursday Night..

with

more fun

dance photos

coming to this

blog post..

sometime in

the Wee hours

on

Friday morning

around 3AM

October

2nd

2015

but again for now…

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23 Responses to EMPiRE Force Love

  1. X says:

    Ok, if you are trusting someone would it be a ninja? They are all in dark and hide in shadows with knives. Hmmm. Ha.

    A big lesbian, gving momentary pleasure to your sister wives. Ha.

    Dude I bet the festival was rocking. I totally can knosh some seafood. Plus live music, best there is.

    We are drowning up here a bit. Been raining for 6 days now and flooding all over. Only going to get worst this weekend with another 6 inches of rain.

    • Hi X.. top of the morning to ya.. and yeah.. i feel those 6 inches and 6 inches to come.. you got up there in VA.. as we got 11 inches yesterday down here in deep wet FL..

      And regarding.. the mythological Ninja.. like i say.. i
      cannot tale a lie but metaphor or myth.. hell yeah..
      in so many uncertain terms.. W/wInks..;)

      ‘If you Build it, he will come’..

      From one of my favorites in
      ‘Field of Dreams’
      and you know in
      physics there are
      particles waves
      and fields and
      in human Quantum
      physics there are
      particles of minds
      waves and fields
      of dreams.. so it
      kinda all
      comes
      out in the
      wash of culture
      if ya know what i feel
      and mean.. coming next..
      hehe.. OK.. for 2000 years
      and much less than that the highest
      numbers of specific religious folks overall
      in the Catholic Church Crusaders clubs have
      been chanting a magic spell that goes like this..
      yes.. quoted and coming up next.. but you know and
      perhaps do not feel or know.. Aleister Crowley.. the Witch
      of Last Century who delves in magicK a whole lot then gets
      together with a Scientology Friend.. yeah.. that Hubbard
      Dude and others and they do a magic
      incantation of some white
      magic in a book
      named Moonchild
      back in ’46 or so
      of last
      century
      to bring a Magick
      Moonchild yeah..
      like ‘Never Ending
      Story’ Movie to save
      the world.. yeah just
      say moonchild real loud
      out the window on a really
      stormy night and the she or
      he saviors of the world will come..
      But that was just a small magicK
      incantation.. OMG iMAGINE.. JUST
      iMAGINE WHAT A GIANT MAGiCK
      INCANTATION LIKE THE NICENE CREED
      MIGHT DO IF MILLIONS OF PEOPLE CHANT
      IT IN UNISON OVER THE COURSE OF HUNDREDS
      OF YEARS.. build it and he will come gets louder and
      LOUDER THROUGH THE AGES.. and sooner or later.. and NOW..
      obviously a new Jersualem will be built in a new Israel
      and He will come again.. and yeah.. Muslims are waiting
      for him too.. in ISA.. form.. Buddhists too with another
      name as well.. and just about everyone from
      Nietzsche and his Superman
      and comic Supermen
      too have
      been building
      this giant platform
      of magicK incantations
      for him to come on any
      minute now.. like a thief
      in the night.. BUT
      TRULY like
      what that
      dude says on
      the Symphony of
      Science video about
      Nature’s imagination is
      SO GREAT SHE’S NEVER
      GONNA LET US RELAX..
      IS TRUE IN GOD
      TUNES
      TOO..;)
      iTunes
      GODtunes
      MAGNIFICENT
      OF COURSE..
      when you understand
      the FULLER COMPLEXITY
      OF IT.. JUST LIKE THE
      SYMPHONY OF SCIENCE
      SAYS TOO.. AND THAT
      COOL SCIENCE
      DUDE
      NARRATING
      IT AS WELL..
      AND THE OTHER
      SCIENCE DUDE WANTS TO
      GO OUT IN THE STREETS
      AND SHAKE FOLKS AND
      TELL ‘EM HEY! NATURE
      AKA GOD EXISTS
      AND ALL STUFF
      IS CONNECTED
      AND ONE
      AND
      SimilaR..
      metaphors.. silly
      human metaphors NOW so
      different so many colors
      so many essences that are
      basicAlly the same but okay
      back to the metaphor myth of
      whatever houses human and
      GOD TRUTH AND LIGHT
      IN VEHICLES
      AND VESSELS
      OF SYMBOLS
      AS SUCH..
      I’LL MAKE sure to
      link the ‘Symphony of
      Science’ extra cool musicK
      video here somewhere
      but first let’s go about
      how ‘they build the
      Nicene creed as
      prophecy of sorts
      so he WILL COME
      AGAIN..:

      http://www.usccb.org/beliefs-and-teachings/what-we-believe/

      i believe in one God, (check OK)
      the Father almighty,
      (hmm.. metaphor.. but God is no man alone GOD IS ALLONE)
      maker of heaven and earth, (check OK)
      of all things visible and invisible. (check OK)

      I believe in one Lord Jesus Christ, (there is only one Lord GOD..
      people have been assigning this role to different Quarterbacks
      throughout the ages.. but never the less and always more
      as ALLONE there is only one Lord GOD)
      the Only Begotten Son of God,
      (bullshit.. created by the Nicene
      council.. some Trumped up Catholic
      Leaders in a back boardroom of the
      Roman empire with psychopathic
      Trump-like leader Constantine
      almost 4 centuries after
      the death of Jesus..
      so Constantine
      can make
      Jesus into
      a Mithra-
      like Sun-GOD
      and Constantine
      can build a monolithic
      statue of himself and be
      the Sun GOD too.. with
      big boy britches.. of
      course like what
      all psychopathic
      leaning
      leaders
      will just
      LOVE TO DO..
      TRUMP EXCELLENT
      MODERN DAY CONSTANTINE
      EXAMPLE PROMISE YOU THE
      MOON AND JUST
      DELIVER
      STONE
      STATUES
      OF LIES..
      AND a promise
      of heaven after death
      when Jesus clearly states
      THAT IS NOW INSIDE US
      OUTSIDE US.. ABOVE
      SO BELOW AND
      ALL AROUND
      US… YEAH METAPHOR
      OF THE REAL JESUS
      UNcovered in Gnostic
      Gospels back in ’59 amongst
      the dead sea scrolls as such..
      about the time my Daddy
      and Mommy create me
      on the Fall Equinox on
      or about that
      day then..
      YES HELL YES
      I AM NO MYTH
      I FOR ONE AM REAL..;)
      born of the Father before all ages.(YES we all origin
      together since the beginning and re-beginning of
      all.. no living chain or inanimate chain can
      be broken or none of us exist now but
      no this does not just apply to
      Jesus.. i mean DUH!)
      God from God, Light from Light,
      true God from true God, (YES THIS DESCRIBES GOD)
      begotten, not made, consubstantial with the Father;
      (BUT NOT JESUS ALONE)
      through him all things were made.
      (BUT NOT JESUS ALONE)
      For us men and for our salvation
      he came down from heaven,
      (sure lots of folks have done this in metaphor of course)
      and by the Holy Spirit was incarnate of the Virgin Mary,
      and became man.
      (For Jesus to be so unconditional loving no do doubt
      his mama was pure in Virgin spirit.. but a Virgin
      between the legs.. no.. metaphor.. NOT literal my friend)
      For our sake he was crucified under Pontius Pilate,
      he suffered death and was buried,
      (easy to imagine for a heretic back then)
      and rose again on the third day
      in accordance with the Scriptures.
      (okay.. anyone can say anything
      in a book.. but it doesn’t make
      it true.. Jesus is the son of
      man not fairy dust GOD’s Dust)
      He ascended into heaven
      and is seated at the right hand of the Father.
      (Yes.. he creates heaven now in alignment
      with the laws of nature so he is in
      GOD’s good grace NOW then
      like so many other folks
      then and now)
      He will come again in glory
      to judge the living and the dead
      and his kingdom will have no end.
      (LISTEN UP CATHOLIC
      CHURCH
      BE CAREFUL
      VERY CAREFUL
      WHAT YOU WISH FOR
      ON THAT COMING IN GLORY
      THINGY TO JUDGE THE LIVING
      AND THE DEAD
      reference words like
      minE above in the
      main post text
      all highlighted
      IN CAPS about
      THOSE FUCKERS..
      AND yes now as no
      end now is forevermore
      now and the Kingdom
      of heaven is
      ALWAYS NOW
      FOR THOSE WHO
      SEE IT AND HEAR
      IT AND FEEL IT
      AND LIVE IT
      ALWAYS NOW
      WITH GOD’S EYES
      AND EARS AND FEELINGS
      NOW JUST NOW ALWAYS NOW!)

      I believe in the Holy Spirit, the Lord, the giver of life,
      who proceeds from the Father and the Son,
      who with the Father and the Son is adored and glorified,
      who has spoken through the prophets.

      ( yes.. most all humans have this potential.. just
      get in the creative flow of now..
      also known as alignment
      with the Holy Spirit
      Cosmic Conscious
      thingy and voila
      a Prophet
      IS BORN
      AGAIN
      HAPPENS
      ALL THE TIME
      NOW ALL Around
      the WORLD EXPRESsinG
      IN ALL HUMAN ART AS SUCH)
      I believe in one, holy, catholic and apostolic Church.
      I confess one Baptism for the forgiveness of sins
      and I look forward to the resurrection of the dead
      and the life of the world to come. Amen.
      (JUST GO TO THE BEACH..
      LOOK AT NATURE.. BE IT..
      SHED YOUR REGRETS
      SHAME AND GUILT
      AND JUST BE FUCKING
      HUMAN AND LIVE
      JUST LIVE ALWAYS
      NOW IN THE
      KINGDOM
      OF GOD
      THE NIRVANA
      THE BLISS
      OF A JONATHAN
      LIVINGSTON SEAGULL
      SPIRALING AROUND THE
      GOLDEN MEAN OF SUN
      IN TOTAL
      HARMONY
      LIKE THAT
      PEPSI
      SONG
      MY
      FRIEND..
      SIGNED JOHN
      HELL NO.. NOT
      JOHN 3:16
      JONATHAN
      LIVINGSTON
      SEAGULL
      THE
      PROPHECY
      OF RICHARD
      BACH
      COME
      FLESH
      AND BLOOD
      FEATHERED FLYING
      FLIPPING F*KiNG
      yes FunKiNG
      human
      LIFE.. IN F..
      THAT PROPHECY
      JUST MAKES SO MUCH
      MORE DAM SENSE THAN
      THE FUCKED
      UP
      NICENE
      CREED AS NICELY
      ILLUSTRATED HERE..
      I FEEL AT LEAST..
      SMILES..
      TRUST ME..
      i AM A F in
      SEAGULL..
      NINJAS OF THE
      MYTHOLOGICAL KiND
      HEAL.. CHANGE
      ALL THE TIME
      INTO SOMETHING
      ELSE AND COME
      IN GLORY TO JUDGE
      THE LIVING AND THE DEAD..
      IN MY CASE WITH NOT KNIVES
      but sWORDs of Internet Lore..
      and i will not be the
      first or last
      to do this..
      as it is already
      built
      and i
      and they
      are already
      RAPTURED
      HERE
      NOW..
      TO JUST
      DO IT
      NOW..
      we ARE THE
      MOON CHILDREN
      HERE
      US
      ROAR!.
      LIKE
      SISTER
      KATY
      PERRY..;)

      ANYwAY.. LIKE
      SiSTER BiRD
      RiHANNA SAYS
      IT’
      sTiLL
      RAiNiNG
      N0W..
      forevermore
      now like
      a magicK
      inCANtaTiOn
      with some
      T
      AND
      A for
      the other
      pArt of yoUr
      comment..
      sMiLeS..;)

      AnD
      ‘wE’
      ArE
      ThE
      uM
      Br
      EL
      LA..:)
      O
      f
      ALL
      oNe…

  2. From friend Rafiah’s Facebook Page..

    God’s Hermits are often God’s greaTest Graces..:)
    And sMiLes from afar in no distance time or space..
    i for one WiLL watch it together with
    you as Love.. has no distance
    time.. space.. age.. gender..
    nationality.. creed.. color..
    sexual orientation.. etc..
    or eVen nAMe..
    IT FeelS
    JusT
    Feels
    Friend..
    Rafiah..:)

    Ha! that is wifey Katrina too.. sMiLEs..
    And that’s ookkaayyess.. i cannot convince
    hEr to Direct and Produce her
    oWn TV show as Play
    and Actor NOW
    of LiFe eITher..
    but with
    human iMagiNatiOn..
    and creativeLY fulLy
    QuantumAlly AlWays
    unLeAsHinG and releaSinG..
    FiElds of DReams come True..
    ‘BuilD IT, and he will come’.. huh..
    Great movie ‘Field of Dreams’.. highly
    recommend IT both on big and small
    screens and Screams of Life and in
    Rafiah eYes and eaRs of BeiNG
    aS WeLL N0W fuLLy feelinG
    imaGininG and
    creaTinG
    A
    LiVE!..:)

  3. http://xpoet73.blogspot.com/2015/09/an-open-letter-to-friend.html

    ^^^

    Prison..iNsane asYlums.. cultUrE aLL tHe sAMe
    culture is the misTake.. the virus
    that leads to what
    is nAMed
    hUman
    sINs..
    foot steps
    in the sand
    without
    culture
    are the best
    way out..
    but sadly
    culture
    most often
    does not allow
    tHiS.. THoSe WitH
    FooTpRints sANDy
    eARTh
    WiLL
    neVer
    eveR let
    a
    graiN
    of SanD
    doWn
    as fEat
    of saND
    anD
    feeT
    are diRt
    poor
    rich
    alWays
    n0wth0se
    wIThSandY
    FeeT
    oF
    GOD..:)

  4. OK.. BACK in attempt to
    finish up the gender
    bender thingy
    on dVerse
    Poetic
    expressions
    on Tuesday
    linked poeTry..
    and once again
    i go back to Peace FiRST
    and stART again.. where i left
    off at link number 15.. last night..;)

    It’s great to be a girl these
    days.. especially in
    dance halls
    they can go
    up to private
    parts and
    do what
    men can
    NOT do with
    their rears
    that will
    send them
    straight
    to jail..
    with front
    without
    passing
    go
    with
    arRears
    in tow..
    yes..
    up and
    down vigorously
    rubbing rear on
    front toe(s)..
    pleasure butts
    at male
    expense
    the price
    gets
    higher
    as the
    rear
    comes down
    and up for
    sell
    for feeling
    human being
    FULLY SWELLING
    SWEATING
    INSIDE
    OUT ABOVE
    BELOW
    ALL AROUND..
    it’s just like
    GOD that
    Star of
    David
    up triangle
    down
    triangle
    inside outside
    above below
    once again
    back
    ALLONE..
    GOD AND
    SEX YA
    CAN’T
    BEAT
    IT
    LIKE
    A DEAD
    HORSE IT
    ALWAYS
    COMES
    BACK
    FOR
    MORE..;)

    What i find in life.. IS.. IF one is 100% honest..
    no matter what one does..
    ‘REAL women’ will
    always
    Love one
    and most
    men will
    hate one
    for one’s
    courage of
    LIving TRUTH
    AND LIGHT AS BRAVE..
    And yes one can be
    either female
    or male..
    but yes
    females
    are advanced
    creatures of
    GOD’s evolution
    moreover than
    males and that’s
    why Catholic priests
    still won’t let ’em into
    the grade as they
    will blow them
    AWAY EVERY
    NOW WITH
    CHRISTLIKE
    REAL LOVE
    MOST
    EVERYNOW
    OVER STIFF
    DEAD
    MALES..
    PRIEST
    OR NOT..
    and yes.. i’ll
    dedicate this
    to Mary Magdalene..
    REAL LIVE PROSTITUTE
    OF GOD SPIRIT ALIVE THEN..
    AND ALWAYS NOW.. AS SPIRIT TRUE
    AND
    LIgHT..:)

    When my child suffered for 51 days
    i become the Mother and
    Nuture him in his
    last breath
    holding him
    yet my mother
    holds me and
    ‘her’ mother
    is troubled
    distant..
    a mother
    can be
    the greatest
    father as
    mother
    to
    both
    wife
    and
    child..
    the blessing
    of a nutuRing
    spirit passed
    down
    as woman
    or
    man..
    so yes my
    friend.. i for
    one can closely
    relate to your
    poem understood
    as me or not.. i Love
    i Nuture all 234LBS
    pressing half
    a ton
    straight
    out with
    legs 25
    times at
    age 55
    but my
    heart continues
    to swell even larger..
    than anything
    below
    will
    ever
    do….

    Well.. okay
    it appears that
    all that dVerse
    has to offer
    in gender
    bender way
    is 16 comments
    so i will go all
    nuclear here and
    offer my 17th
    epic
    one
    here..

    i am the harlot of all
    ages.. the blonde and brunette
    tan veil covered vagina
    that sucks all of the
    world in..
    but ha..
    i am
    born again
    with a pen
    is this time
    not that big
    but still
    an almost
    purr
    fect
    pen
    is that will
    please most
    women
    alike
    but yes..
    i am still
    all about
    the VAGiNA
    STiLL.. i am
    GOD’s Vagina
    always
    creating
    more..
    that ain’t
    no Pen IS iN
    my nude art
    that is a giant
    clIT or
    IS my friend(s)
    yes.. my friend(s)
    with Vaginas
    i will
    always
    Love
    as
    sAMe..
    *and no not
    you.. S.. you
    are
    X..;)
    side note
    in epic
    thot*..
    but yeah..
    back to the
    HARLOT OF THE
    NEW AGE i AM..
    i AM MULTI-COLORED
    YET YOU CANNOT SEE
    ME i am invisible to
    the ones i canhunt.. i am
    coming after some ones..
    but you
    cannot
    feel me..
    yet i am
    all around..
    you hide in pews
    of church.. i live
    in your dresses
    and suits..
    i aim to
    bRing you to
    heaven yet
    you
    continue
    to escape
    to hell..
    so i will
    dance unveiled
    by revealing one
    eye.. yes the
    left one
    with left
    arm raised
    as Egyptian Min..
    i will travel
    the world free
    and you will never
    find me.. like a
    THIEF IN THE NIGHT
    i come with Truth
    and Light wrapped
    all in
    Pen
    iS..
    my special
    friend who will
    always protect
    me from
    you
    Vagina
    Mongerers
    while
    i
    play
    with my
    most delicious
    treat around
    the world
    FREE AS
    GOD’S
    HARLOT
    BACK
    ONCE
    AGAiN
    i AM..;)

    Oh.. there is a
    17 by dVerse De
    too..

    Oh De..
    this reminds me
    today of ‘Tom Sawyer’..
    if my mother is Internet
    savvy i will be deleted too..
    from the older folks home..;)

    “Though his mind is not for rent
    Don’t put him down as arrogant
    His reserve, a quiet defense
    Riding out the day’s events
    The river

    What you say about his company
    Is what you say about society
    Catch the mist, catch the myth
    Catch the mystery, catch the drift

    Exit the warrior
    Today’s Tom Sawyer
    He gets high on you
    And the energy you trade
    He gets right on to
    the friction
    of the day”

    And yeah..
    words of
    profits are prophets
    written on Concert
    Hall Walls in selected
    Lyrics by
    boy
    bands
    like
    Rush..
    sMiLEs
    no distance
    time or space..
    in Rush eYes
    of Big Boy Blue..
    Yes and ELO too..

    It’s not easy BEinG
    Tom Sawyer PoetRY
    but i
    gEt
    by SmileS again
    It’s like Force 10..2;)

    “Force Ten”

    “Tough times demand tough talk
    Demand tough hearts demand tough songs
    Demand…

    We can rise and fall like empires
    Flow in and out like the tide
    Be vain and smart, humble and dumb
    We can hit and miss like pride
    Just like pride

    We can circle around like hurricanes
    Dance and dream like lovers
    Attack the day like birds of prey
    Or scavengers under cover

    [Chorus:]
    Look in…to the eye of the storm
    Look out…for the force without form
    Look around…at the sight and the sound
    Look in look out look around…

    We can move with savage grace
    To the rhythms of the night
    Cool and remote like dancing girls
    In the heat of the beat and the lights

    We can wear the rose of romance
    An air of joie de vivre
    Too tender hearts upon our sleeves
    Or skin as thick as thieves
    Thick as thieves…”

    And yeah IT
    IS like
    Twilight
    ELO old
    and new
    Fred the
    Robot R2
    D2.. 2..
    endless
    and timeless times
    two.. as i share
    my mind and the
    mind of others
    and relate
    ALLthatIS
    TOO..
    It’s a big
    world.. 33 years
    is not enough this
    GO ’round to decipher
    most of it and scribe it
    down.. and only a
    tRuly Free
    human
    will
    ever
    get
    REAL enough
    to JUST DO IT
    AND SAY FUCK
    THE NAYSAYERS
    WARM
    AND
    TRUE..
    the more Truth
    and Light i relate
    the more the world
    abhors me overall..
    in terms of
    facebook
    un-friending
    and blocks
    on blogs..
    and no more
    invitations
    to family
    functions

    BUTT.. the
    squeaky
    wheel
    ends
    up
    with
    the REAL OiL
    sooner or later
    ‘Black Gold
    Texas
    Tea..
    Hills that is
    Swimming Pools
    Movie Stars’..;)

    Well.. Lyn.. to me..
    the saddest rule of
    all is a rule that says
    that men must must
    be men and women
    must be women
    as tRuly
    wo
    and
    men
    are one
    and complete
    when oNe wITh

    or WitHoUt each othEr

    as a fiXture of proPerty..:)

    And with 18 links from dVerse
    this pArt is finished for now..:)

  5. ^^^

    Hi Glenn.. thanks for stopping by.. as always your words of encouragement are roses to my hear.. no matter how intense those ears may be.. and I understand totAlly what it means to be in the shoes of ‘those others’.. i am using that as a metaphor of sorts to fulfill a metaphorical prophecy that not all eyes will see.. if you will.. but i clearly remember when a cricket song is like a freight train to me.. i cannot bear colors or sounds at all.. and the Sun at 3 am is too bright with shades on blinding my eyes with over-stimulation..

    Trigeminal Neuralgia.. is a strange suicide disease.. doctors have no idea how it really comes and goes.. and what i feel in my case is.. it is just the precursor of coming out of a very uncomfortable culture driven cocoon.. yes.. Cat Scans reveal structural issues in my sinuses and related associated nerve structures that seem to potentially root a cause.. of 66 months of literal hell..

    But before that happens strange sensations of cool and heat.. tingly feelings in my head.. all the classic signs of human awakening and enlightenment shared across the world are my symptoms then.. in a culture that then has no way to help me with my Unique case of fulfilling human potential coming to a theater that will be me.. years later.. as life is Challenge with Joy and Bliss and the dARKest DarkS to get to the FULLER meaning liGht and Truth to fulfill one’s True WiLL destiny wITh the power of GOD’s LOVE.. holier whole than culture or religion will ever dictate alone..

    GOD ALLONE instructs me in GOD’s Language of Synchronicity to relate IT ALL.. and the way Synchronicity works is like Beatle Songs.. where they get high on LSD.. see a circus poster and glue a bunch of unrelated crap together.. and years later GOD calls on it in synchronicity ways with certain human ears receiving GOD’s sign language in a way so magic.. that yes.. no doubt GOD is magic.. and a fantasy realm of reality that we CAN CREATE EVERY WHICH WAY IMAGINABLE IF WE JUST DREAM LIFE TO FRUITION..

    NOW.. i scribe it ALL for those who can relate.. GOD is not fair.. no more fair than my life of dead baby with numerous congenital anomalies.. the Autism Spectrum.. bullying.. the worse pain known to mankind.. but yes.. GOD exists.. and GOD guides me now.. through ALL the dArk and liGht.. and yes I FUCKING LOVE IT ALL.. EVEN WHEN GOD CRASHES ME INTO BRIDGES TIME AND TIME AGAIN.. I GET UP LIKE THE ENERGIZER BUNNY AND GO ON.. JUST LIKE GOD
    INTO INFINITY MY FRIEND..
    NOW TOTALLY
    ALIVE NOW..
    DOING AND BEING
    WHATEVER MAY
    COME WITH GOD AND
    i and we and US.. my friend..:)

    And regarding the song above
    i am a 0’s Bitch..;)

    And yes.. i catch.
    the Road Runner
    and just make a
    new hobby
    that’s
    all
    as
    Wiley
    Coyote
    and Road
    Runner sAMe..;)

    AS illustrated nicely
    here again three times
    in ‘GOD’s words of
    SYNCHRONICITY
    JUST FOR ME..
    as is the
    case for
    all others
    who develop
    GOD’s eYes
    eaRs and
    emoTiOns
    to JusT
    get IT
    ALL
    innate.. instinctual
    and intuitive as real
    EVER GETS REAL
    IN HUMAN EyES..
    Ears and
    FEELinG
    ALLONEGOD..:)

  6. https://omabdalrahmaan.wordpress.com/2015/10/01/the-truth/

    ^^^

    Well.. friend SOHEIR..
    it is certainly Truth that all of we..
    prophets or not.. take our every breath
    through permission of GOD.. from the beginning..
    far beyond our breath to the no end as well..
    of GOD’s above so below.. inside us..
    outside us.. and all around.. ALLONE..

    Sadly.. ‘back then’.. people have no
    idea just how big GOD is.. and the fact is
    not even science still has any way
    to fully measure GOD as Nature same..

    We live now.. not then.. there are political reasons in the Nicene Council
    in 325 AD.. for Constantine and his Catholic Cohort Leaders to promote
    Jesus into a Sun God as the region’s Mithra religion will
    support this idea.. to expand the Roman Empire..
    and there is no clear authorship to much of
    the bible.. as perhaps we have 18 percent
    of Jesus’ consistent words in what we have
    now of revised bibles according to scholars..

    We live in the information age..
    and for anyone who looks for Truth and Light
    it is accessible across the globe unless there is
    censorship to prevent Light and Truth from reaching
    open human eyes and ears.. as well as
    lips to spread this Light and Truth…

    However.. it is no less foolish to
    suggest that Muhammad is a last prophet of GOD
    as that is restraining GOD as well.. and GOD is
    far above human and never ever chained in foolish little
    human words as chains of human beings.. humans
    are but one part of God and Life
    exists much further than WE can see..

    The way i describe this..
    ‘in rough’ Parable to my Catholic Monsignor.. at my church is..
    i graduate with three degrees and am a humble shoe servant
    in a Military Bowling Center… i do the most humble
    of duty as servant to provide shoes to often dirty feet..
    and yes.. that is enough for me.. as GOD gifts
    humans number one to share.. cooperate
    and Love Unconditionally and what better
    way to do this than to provide shoes and
    kind words and smiles to total strangers..
    counting into the 100’s day by day now by now..

    So people tell me all the time.. Fred..
    you are well educated.. you are wasting
    your talents by handing out shoes.. but i
    for one feel then that knowing is a gift of human
    and feelings are a gift of GOD..
    Love is GOD’s way and even
    written language is a
    tool created by human
    to attempt to make small..
    often foolish efforts at scribing GOD
    in idols of letters.. words..
    and books.. much much..
    too small for GOD
    of Infinity True..

    So then.. i am forced into promotions i do not want..
    and that eventually almost kills me..
    as i am a servant and not a power
    hungry psychopath leaning human
    who can never be filled by GOD’s Love
    as graced to human.. My mother has this Love of GOD
    as gifted greatest to human and she passes it on to me
    through the human touch of Love.. and i carry that on..
    into Bowling Center shoe giver life as totally
    satisfying running my Chalice of Love over
    with essence and not form of
    limiting Cup ..any now…

    So yes.. both Christians and Muslims
    believe Jesus will come back.. and if he ever does..
    he will be disappointed in Christians who suggest that
    he is the ONLY BEGOTTEN SON OF GOD.. and sadly too..
    also with Muslims who chain the GOD of all the Universe
    in suggesting that one human in a tiny part of one land
    in a tiny world is the first or last of anything
    for a GOD so MUCH greater than human
    will ever see or hear OR speak.. here..

    But here’s the thing.. GOD makes humans as weak tribal animals..
    who will seek social acceptance of human rules over seeing
    much greater God’s rules.. the only way to attempt
    to find this.. is like Buddha under a tree away from culture..
    Muhammad in a cave.. or Jesus in a Desert and there are many other
    places in Nature to do this too.. for me the Beach is my local favorite..
    sMILEs.. away from all human lies…

    Power is a substitute for Love
    and any time one hears a limitation for GOD
    in human eyes or ears.. it is a clear sign of Power hunger..
    and not sharing.. caring.. and giving Love that always submits
    and serves GOD as no greater than a grain of sand..
    no matter Jesus.. Buddha or Muhammad .. GOD pecks
    the eyes out of these little humans
    no less than grains of sand or
    greater than birds of GOD
    as Spirit.. Holy.. my friend..

    God is the master we are the slaves
    of both submission and permission
    in breathing just one gasp of life..
    ALL of US FIRST AND
    LAST AND
    ALWAYS NOW..

    GOD..
    simply laughs
    in GOD laugh
    that human
    will never
    hear with
    human ears..
    YES.. AT human
    when
    human
    attempts
    to chain GOD
    in silly little
    human symbols..
    AS ALWAYS IDOLS..
    no matter how
    hard human
    will try..
    GOD
    will rule
    and never
    ever human being..
    alone.. in one or seven
    billion people ..GOD is
    always greater as Infinity
    strong so far beyond human
    eyes that 7 billion are but
    a fleck of
    dust
    in
    a flea’s
    eye..
    and we suck
    the blood of GOD
    no less than
    a flea
    does
    not Know
    their real
    master..
    A
    DOG..:)

    And of course..
    i can be wrong
    about all of this
    as i am only
    human
    too..
    and never
    GOD alone
    or a first or
    last prophet
    of anything
    but gift
    of
    breath..
    by
    permission
    of and submission
    to as servant
    Of GOD only
    and never
    ever
    human
    lips..
    eyes..
    or ears..
    alone..

    But yeah.. sure..
    seriously..
    i doubt
    it (the
    wrong
    part)
    with
    GOD’s
    permission..
    of course..:)

    Hi Friend Soheir..
    as a student of
    comparative religions
    i have a copy of the Quran..
    and have read it through
    many times and as with
    the bible that i have
    also read through many times..
    i find words of truth of kind and
    caring human beings gifted with God’s Love
    and i find words of slavery..
    and violence gifted to
    human by other humans
    who want power and to
    control other people
    through illusory fears…

    So i believe that in
    both books both God and human are speaking
    as they speak to both Love and Hate..
    and Hate is mostly generated by
    non-Loving humans.. and sadly
    enough those words of hate
    exist in both books..

    This is well documented by scholars
    of both books in both religions.. and of course
    i could provide all the verses here..
    but as you have read the book
    likely more than i..
    that shouldn’t be necessary..

    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Bible_and_slavery

    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Islamic_views_on_slavery

    http://www.npr.org/templates/story/story.php?storyId=124494788

    But fortunately.. we as human beings are gifted by God regardless
    of religion or books to discern the will of God that lives within us…
    and those of us who will hear the rule of God that lives in all our hearts..
    if we will listen will discard those parts of the bible and Quran that
    support the harming of other humans in the name of God..
    whether through warring efforts or human slavery..
    which in both books is directed
    purposefully at women as sex slaves
    in effect and affect of their human natures
    that are God given free and not tools for men
    to use for pleasure at their will over
    the will of women..
    conquered..
    slave or not…

    But those were the days
    and culture of that time..

    Human Language.. customs..
    religions.. cultures are varied
    and limited in expanse to the full
    potential of God’s eyes as master..

    And sure that is not just my opinion..
    scholars around the world confirm this as well..
    although of course they call God Nature instead of God..

    And of course they do not see all of what prophets who see
    with heart of Allah see as those prophets see with heart..
    spirit.. and soul.. and not just with books my friend..

    I’m not sure how you define prophet..
    there are many varied definitions of that word
    from cultures as varied as American Indian
    ancient cultures in South America..
    to our modern day new religious
    texts by religious leaders in all countries..

    But to me a prophet is a person who hears and speaks
    to God in heart.. spirit.. and soul… and provides
    information to others through that voice of God to
    heal other human beings and save them from harm..
    no real prophet of God is speaking for God in God’s
    relationship with human when they suggest other humans
    should be harmed in the name of Allah.. and sadly again..
    there are documented verses in both the bible and Quran
    that speak to human slavery and violence in Allah’s
    name for folks to assert their cultural
    rule over others who they see as
    the weaker and lesser in God’s family..

    And yes.. a so called prophet can speak to both
    human lies and humans truths.. and i see a great deal
    of truth from God in the Quran and bible that indicates
    a prophet is speaking but sadly as the documented verses
    associated with violence and human slavery indicate there
    are a considerable number of lies in both books to harm
    other human beings.. to suit the pleasures of power
    of those who wish to subjugate and dominate
    other humans as the lesser instead of equal…

    You have already confirmed to me that you do not
    support violence in the name of Allah.. so that tells me
    you are kind and have the power to discern God’s truth
    over any information that may conflict with that..
    and yes.. God provides you with those eyes..
    no matter what anyone else says.. as God lives in you..
    as God lives within all others including Muhammad.. Jesus..
    and Buddha who are most often considered the Big three of
    human healers AKA prophets in that sense of the
    definition that i am accustomed to.. friend…

    The world needs as many prophets who
    can come up with new ways of healing human
    suffering and misery as possible.. as Lord GOD
    feels there is no shortage of that in this world now my friend..

    And the answer is really simple.. the same Golden rule to replace
    all rule of hate that has existed in many voices of prophets
    in the cultural and religious histories of all people
    and that is to Love God with all our hearts..
    to Love all other human beings..
    mostly importantly ourselves as without that
    we will not be able to truly Love anyone..
    including other humans and God.. God provides
    the path to all humans to get there.. but sadly
    it starts with the child nuzzled to the breast of mother..
    and that breast in both literal and metaphorical ways..
    is moving farther and farther away..
    as humans become more machine than human..

    And this is the good thing about the way the Muslim religion
    is practiced although it can have a heavy hand in control
    of the family unit in enforcing it through the dowry..
    it supports a woman’s ability to stay with
    a child and provide a nurturing environment for love..
    so all things considered as far as the development of
    the human heart.. spirit.. and soul.. that part is
    at least good for the woman and child..
    but sadly when i see Muslim men..
    i see the same strong hand of
    repressing human emotions as heart..
    where there are rarely any lights in eyes..
    expressing that spirit.. that are generated by human heart..
    as balance in mind and body soul.. the same eyes i see in Christian men..
    of the fundamentalist way.. and i think the world needs healing
    in both areas.. to stop the violent ways that are found in
    extremist ways to the highest levels of
    Government in both ways of life..

    So yes.. we need lots more healing friend..
    and that can only come from the new prophets
    of God’s healing powers.. that are never
    ever limited to just one man.. or seven..
    or a trillion.. as it is certainly foolish
    to suggest that human is the most important
    child of God in the Universe in a place
    of billions of stars and trillions of planets..
    so far away that we cannot even communicate
    with those other children of God..

    And sadly some people do not
    even have the ability to communicate
    with the other children of God who are the
    other animals of this planet.. seeing them as
    lesser eyes of God.. where yes.. they are prophets too..
    often living in more peaceful and Loving ways as God will
    have primates do.. per the specific example of our closest
    cousins the Bonobo who is not tainted by the lies of culture
    that starts at the hand of written language that can be used
    as both a tool for hate and love.. sadly in both the
    hands of so-called regular people and prophets
    depending on what moves them..
    words of Hate or love.. my friend..

    And you are also one of the most kind people
    i have come across on the blogosphere..
    and you are always
    in my prayers my friend..
    in only the Spirit of Love..
    the place i Live my friend..
    as i practice that with
    GOD always now…
    always now.. smiles..

    We don’t have to
    have any religion or books..
    to practice the Love of GoD..
    it is built in and obviously
    you hear that and speak it my friend..
    and that is all i care about regardless of the
    cultural and religious filters we may possess
    that speak a little differently.. Love is
    the bottom line in human life..
    when Love rules God rules
    greaTest in human being..

    Smiles..

    I love you friend..

    Fred..:)

  7. http://xpoet73.blogspot.com/2015/10/underwater-basket-weaving.html

    ^^^

    Weather.. my friend X.. is like the breath of God and always awesome.. in my book at least.. and as talked to death before.. Hurricanes at one time are my favorite until Ivan destroys my favorite tree that grounds me to God.. when work and CULTURE THEN.. will never have me that way.. It’s an awesome experience to have God blow most all of cultural infrastructure away in just a day.. but
    truly
    culture
    is
    the rain..
    It’s like that movie planet of the
    Apes when Charleston Heston
    is riding down a most
    beautiful beach
    with the most
    beautiful
    woman
    in the
    world
    at his back..
    and bitches cause
    humans destroyed
    all the ugly buildings..
    ha! i remember that
    as i follow my wife around
    with my iPhone camera
    beauty is in
    flesh
    and flowers
    and never
    ever
    brick
    and mortar alone..
    during the first hurricane
    Erin.. i experience in 1995..
    i am forced out of work
    AND CULTURE
    to remember
    how beautiful
    my wife
    is
    then..
    as a
    face of
    GOD..
    as i remember
    we haVE great
    sex.. at that
    time.. as
    i remember
    i sEE God’s
    face again
    at that
    time..
    It’s raining
    my friend
    it’s raining..
    but it’s
    raining
    tears
    of culture
    moreover
    than tears
    of
    life
    giving
    water
    of human
    Love..
    yeah i know..
    gotta always
    get it deep
    deeper
    but hey..
    once again.
    we got all
    11 inches
    in one
    day
    down
    here..
    It’s raining
    yes.. it’s raining
    even in new Jerusalem
    in the new Free Israel
    for human beings
    with more
    churches per
    square mile
    historically
    speaking..
    still filled
    with rain
    than any other
    place in the USAisRAel..
    and who knows perhaps
    the UniVerse.. but i ain’t
    making any
    bets
    on that..
    with my
    little
    eyes
    of tears
    of God..;)

    But perhaps that will be easier for
    Charlton to see back then..
    if he lives in the
    real new Jerusalem
    in real new Israel
    like in
    Paradise
    REAL..
    but sure..
    i have proof..
    and signs
    from
    GOD..
    in eYe
    of God
    as WeLL..:)

  8. ^^^

    It’s truly quite a handicap to have to wear
    sunglasses everywhere one goes..
    as sure.. my eyes can say
    so much more than words ever will…

    And without the modern technological
    advantage of selfies.. it would be
    much harder for me to express that..
    at least.. somewhere..
    in the Interwebz world….

  9. X says:

    You know…I actually have ballet credits from college.
    The freedom of movement, of understanding movement
    and its power – its blessing is def huge.

    Love the thoughts on canvas and being an art,
    God def makes some beautiful art. and so ecclectic
    in us as well.

    • Hi X.. well.. your ballet credits from college
      certainly lend credit to a new age renaissance
      man.. smiles.. and speaking of Renaissance
      men.. my first real introduction to health and
      well being of ballet.. is through a lead lifeguard
      who works for me as Athletic Director toward the
      end of my work career at the Navy Military station
      and at age 65.. he has much greater overall health
      and vitality than the College age Lifeguards he is training
      then.. and truly his strength and peace of mind in ways of
      emotional regulation and sensory integration is generated
      by his performance arts level of ongoing ballet training.. his
      spirit shines far wherever he goes.. always a source
      of positive energy and resilience to negativity..
      and this gentleman also serves decades
      as a parole officer retiring
      from that work
      and is
      also
      a wartime
      Vietnam veteran..
      his name is Arthur..
      i am most honored to
      be able to do this in public
      now.. and actually identified by
      some schooled ballet folks at my
      military gym as being schooled myself..
      but no.. it’s all innate.. instinctual and intuitive
      for me.. as is a martial arts style that has been
      identified by experts in Military training of martial
      arts as the dance of
      death
      in Kung
      Fu.. people
      underestimate
      human innate instinct
      and intuition but it is simply
      ’cause they never escape learning
      from the environment to look within
      and express
      the hero
      that lives
      within
      NAMELY
      GOD
      my friend
      X.. as the
      truly unnamed force
      without what scientists
      name as
      form
      OVERALL
      OF COURSE..
      ALLONE
      SPECIFICally
      in my books
      my
      friend
      yes.. perhaps
      X will be a good
      name for GOD
      too..
      like a perfectly
      balanced
      hour glass
      that
      never
      spills
      sands
      of time
      always
      existing
      as
      NOW..:)

      7766
      7037
      14803

  10. https://theordinarilyordinary.wordpress.com/2015/09/29/life-goals/

    ^^^

    Yes.. my friend.. Rafiah.. perhaps
    the greatest of nowsnow are when
    we are part of a group and no.. not
    just individuals on a raft in an
    open sea alone..
    but i refuse
    that
    and
    join in
    my friend..
    as to well be
    for human IS Ocean..

    alWays flesh/blood touchy
    feely human beings beyond
    these shores of onLiNe Now..:)

  11. And now off to the ‘side job’
    of fun in responding in
    poetic expressions
    to open links
    night
    at
    dVerse
    online poet’s
    pub over the
    next few days
    until poetry runs
    away like a heaRD of something free!..;)

    And i’ll start with my current.. favorite.. Glenn..

    A beautiful vision of Stallion so strong
    and graceful where hooves barely
    touch terrestrial earth in flight
    of Equine resilience
    to those who
    wish to
    mute
    the wild
    to tame
    the free
    into beasts
    of burdens..
    and of course
    applies as well..
    to modern Homo
    SAPIENS SAPIENS
    i
    say..:)

    *Compassion is tolerance
    and acceptance of
    difference
    anything
    else
    is
    separation
    and indifference..:)

    Truly sad how
    many women
    are crucified
    where no
    one wears
    tHeir
    cross
    or
    prophet
    of pain…

    Ah..
    the way
    of ‘the
    world’ only
    a psychopath
    leaning person
    will sacrifice
    Love to lead..
    self-fulfilling
    human prophecy
    of humans who are
    only evolved to live
    in small cooperative
    sharing caring
    touchy feely
    groups
    with around
    150 to 200 sets
    of human eyes at
    most..
    Psychopathic
    rule.. a symptom..
    of a disorder of
    a sick species
    of animal..
    OUT OF
    MOTHER
    nature balance..
    There is no
    fooling
    Mother
    Nature
    ever in eyes
    of non-loving rules
    in cold human eYes..:)

    Ah.. the whole
    medical industry
    missing any feeling
    of heart at all.. if it
    doesn’t exist in a
    pill there is
    no way out..
    after 66 months
    i proved all my doctors
    wrong that i will never
    recover.. and now i am
    stronger than ever
    and prove
    it to them
    every now..
    miracles happen..
    when feelings of
    hope.. faith..
    and belief
    and all feelings
    go away and
    all of life
    is pain
    and nothing
    else but pain..
    there is a very long
    tunnel with the light
    at the end and it
    is a phoenix
    for us
    and not
    a freight
    train
    for
    them
    my friend..
    Miracles are REAL..
    SURVIVING
    is the first
    step
    to
    real
    always..:)

    Ah.. imagine a place
    of freedom.. where there
    are no bounds no limits
    and never
    any expectations..
    better yet live
    it now
    my friend
    as your
    words
    tale..
    It’s tempting
    to go there and never
    come back online
    in attempts to
    metaphor
    a path
    for
    others to
    this place we
    enjoy always
    now generated
    totAlly free from
    within but it is too
    delicious a meal
    not to
    attempt
    to share
    for
    free..
    sMiLEs..
    of Love
    Friend..:)

    Beauty of expressinGineffable
    in symbols of human
    spiRit never
    bRinGinG
    tHese
    emotiOns
    befORe.. a
    tAble of more
    a napKin wITh
    colORs neVer
    tasted at
    all..
    explore
    more
    be more
    expresSinG
    ineffAble
    pURe
    MORE..:)

    i never realize a human can become
    a desert until one day i awake
    and my eyes and heart
    are full of
    sand
    and
    no
    thing else..
    now that i have
    vision and feeling
    i love deserts and
    sand so much
    i make one in
    my backyard
    just for
    fun and twirl
    iN iT marveling
    at my re-found
    ability
    to
    see and
    feel.. and a grain
    of sand is no
    less
    than
    me..:)

    With lots of love
    i hope you have
    a great week
    ahead.. i highly
    appreciate you..
    i like your
    poetry
    and
    thanks
    for being
    here..
    sincerely
    with smiles..
    i just recuperated
    THAT and it feels good..:)

    Blessed days of bountiful chow..
    years pass farm animals and plow..
    Oh.. how love circles smiles flower
    when tummies are full Love now blows
    tunes more songs of human found smarts..;)

    Oh.. the eyes are truly
    windows to souls
    who live in
    more expression
    than poem or
    sunset
    may
    ever
    tale..:)

    Love
    trumps
    blood except
    for culture
    or Trump..;)

    Oh.. fall of depression
    oh.. fall of spring
    oh.. rise of Life
    possible
    any
    Now..:)

    Yes.. A Truth
    is culture
    and religion
    does not
    give humans
    innately.. instinctually
    and intuitively.. Credit..
    for ruLinG themselves..:)

    *Love lost knows
    no boundaries
    of human
    or other
    Nature..:)

    All caught
    up to 15
    links.. noW
    ON TO other FUN
    EXTRAcurricular
    activities leading
    to Rave DANCE TONIGHT!
    continuing this pArt
    tomorrow.. now..
    4:47 pm
    10012015
    11:25 am
    10022015
    now time to
    catch up
    and
    post
    the
    ‘next one’..:)

    Fear THE DEVIL
    THE SINNER
    The Father
    of all
    doubt.. envy..
    jealousy.. pride..
    anger.. collecting
    and most sadly
    of all
    THE
    Father of
    Hate..
    LOVE
    THE
    WINNER
    of ALL
    GOD..:)

    Ah.. but no
    breeze
    or
    greenest
    of maples
    leaves
    without
    storms
    and yes Hurricanes
    are God’s gift to redistribute
    heat so more can live
    but human alone
    in God’s
    Creation
    of
    all
    Great
    Blue Green
    Grey Brown
    orb
    of Life
    here
    NOW
    Heaven
    as IS
    and sure
    hell too..
    for those
    who
    walk
    that
    path
    NOW..:)

    Ah.. sister Lynn Friend..
    square in the
    middle and you
    take away my
    breath with
    your
    own unique
    style of poeTry
    however.. i must
    say.. yes.. i have
    no choice but
    change and to
    say that the
    greatest
    lie
    ever
    told to humankind
    is that GOD does
    not change..
    ha..
    we
    are reflections
    of that my friend..;)

    While the world
    is busy worrying
    about fiscal
    issues
    in a new government
    year.. others of
    us totally don’t
    give an
    F and
    sImply
    LiVE N0W
    in abundant
    Health and Love..
    sure there are
    two paths
    of Heaven
    and Hell..
    Hell is paved
    with green
    and Heaven
    is paved
    WitH
    FLESH
    AND
    BLOOD
    FEELING
    heArt
    spiRit
    expresSing
    hearT and
    mind and
    body
    balancing
    SoUl jUSt
    N0W..:)

    Truly it is about
    naked balance..
    hide the fruit
    and trees
    struggle
    to reproduce
    more.. when
    fruit is
    plentiful
    balance
    comes..
    it’s time
    to get
    naked
    and dance
    my friend..
    but
    few
    can see
    the simple
    FREeDom of
    Truth and Light
    in that eternal
    solution..
    to
    Human
    Life..
    Naked
    kills
    the
    Devil..
    history
    shows
    this time
    and time
    again..
    only the real
    devils clothe humans
    in ways of fear
    restricting
    clothing..:)

    Well.. first of all.. i must
    say i am impressed..
    the poetry
    world
    online
    and online
    in general
    is full
    of text
    and devoid
    overall of
    the human
    touch.. the human
    voice is a song unto
    itself that sings
    a Breath
    of heArt..
    expresSing
    SpiRit
    within..
    balancing
    mind and
    body soUl..
    and yes i will
    do this too..
    but sure..
    i’m already
    overwhelming
    enough to most..
    hehe.. but anyway
    from memory.. of reading
    literally thousands of poems
    you are the second female
    to be brave enough
    to put her
    voice out
    tHere in poetry
    land so sure
    that in itself
    makes you
    a girl
    superhero
    as you now..
    i will
    love to
    see more
    human in poetry
    land.. and online
    in general than
    just
    symbols
    for
    human
    being in sign
    language my friend..
    so i will just do it..
    and now that i belong
    to no restrictive communities
    perhaps i will my add my voice
    of which is more like lighting
    thunder
    than
    these
    words
    alone…
    i’ve already
    put my eyes out
    tHere and
    flesh
    and
    blood
    so sure
    so why not
    SinGaSonG2..:)

    Well.. my friend.. i just named the previous
    female poet a girl hero for
    being brave
    enough
    to put
    her voice
    out there
    in poetry
    land as that is
    so rare in a land
    online devoid of
    the human touch
    outside of sign
    language
    of text..
    where
    even the
    greatest of
    human messages
    in human faces
    are cold and
    more dead
    than
    the
    colDest
    vampires
    or zombies..
    and honestly
    you read beautifully
    to bring any vampire
    as more valuable than
    cold dead
    heArted
    robots
    and zombies
    in sign
    language
    text.. the human voice
    is a harp of GOD and the way
    you speak in sing song voice of
    poetry heArt.. is the natural way
    SOuLs speak as poetry spiRit.
    before electronic devices steal
    SOuL away.. i am a poem in
    real life too..
    and people
    think it’s
    strange
    to hear
    melody
    naturally
    coming out of
    a human being today..
    but sadly they are not
    people at all.. they live
    in hell and have no
    idea that this is
    heaven
    that once
    exists
    and
    can come again..
    as zombie and robot
    rises to flesh and blood
    of beating
    heARt..
    where vampires
    are more alive
    than THE REAL
    Zombie
    Apocalypse
    here.. oh yeah.. and
    tHere’s that twitter thingy
    where more than 24 lines
    is death in life.. or 105 characters..
    or whatever… where humans now technically
    scientifically speaking have the attention span of
    a gold fish.. no kidding.. a gold fish.. back in the
    day chewing the fat.. IS KinG.. hours on end..
    no TV.. no Radio..
    NO INTERWEBZ..
    just
    the
    human
    heARt
    sPIRit..
    plaYinG
    through
    harp
    of GOD
    soUL
    aS
    Hu
    MAN..
    i am
    heRe..
    thIS is
    heaven..
    few
    WiLL
    joIN
    mE..
    and that my friend
    is to be expected..
    most sadly
    as
    such..:)

    i am a weathered worn human
    being.. i’ve been to hell
    and no one
    can hurt
    me more
    than GOD
    and i can
    Love no one
    more than GOD
    as GOD IS ALL THAT
    IS.. but yeah.. i have literally
    commented on thousands of
    poems and actually paid
    enough attention and
    respect to respond
    lyrically
    in poetry
    way in inspiration
    of the words others
    bRinG.. tHere can
    be NO greater respect
    paid to another human
    being than that my friend..
    yet.. on an average visit
    i receive maybe 3
    reciprocations of
    visits out
    of 40 totally
    engaged efforts
    of me soaking up
    the soul of the other
    and responding
    in KiND..
    i am
    a human
    being and
    the fact of the
    matter that i cannot
    hide is SURE i am an
    awesomely PROLIFIC
    AESTHETE
    and cannot
    avoid
    doinG
    that my friend..
    but the main thing
    i shed tears for is that
    there are very few human
    beings here in interweBZ
    land that are human
    enough to pay
    at least
    a respect
    of hello
    to someone
    as awesome
    as me.. wInks but
    that’s Okay
    as me
    and GoD
    carry THAT
    ALLONE MY
    FRIEND..
    SERIOUSLY
    I CRY for OTHERS
    AND NOT ME..
    lip service
    is
    just
    that..
    lip service..
    DOING IS
    ALWAYS
    WHAT
    COUNTS
    IN REAL
    TiME NOW
    sMiles.. i like
    you.. i realize not
    everyone is as
    strong.. smart..
    financially independent
    and fortunate as i.. but
    it doesn’t take
    much
    to
    say
    HELLO..
    and you have
    been kind enough
    to respond to my comments
    here and i thank you very much
    for that friend.. and that is certainly
    more than i ever expect online where
    human
    hearts
    rarely
    rule
    over
    rules..
    SmileS
    charity
    Loves
    at home..;)

    *side note:
    “Righteous
    Indignation
    and Dissension”
    uncomfortable at
    times but a necessary
    tool for human
    changing
    Positive
    heArts
    in
    JUST
    DOING
    IT
    AS
    ACTiONow..
    *end
    side note..;)

    For every human
    heaven there
    is a hell
    burning
    darker..
    but always
    potential
    for
    change..:)

    People often scoff..
    more often totally
    ignore me.. hehe..
    when i tale
    them i
    write 13.6
    bibles in
    the length
    of 57 months..
    but yes..
    online is
    forever in
    servers..
    and i for
    one can
    prove
    all
    11
    million
    words
    hehe..
    and sure i am
    inspired.. by
    100’s of thousands
    of people.. who
    knows perhaps
    144K or so..
    but never
    the less
    IT is
    what
    IT
    is..
    wInks..
    perhaps
    i am A
    REAL BOOK
    OF Eli..
    hmm..
    just
    hmm..
    (:movie
    reference;)
    always great
    to ride a
    GREAtESt
    Meme..
    and besides
    the real man
    Jesus before
    Constantine promotes
    him into a Sun GOD to
    suit the Mithra religion
    in his area at the time
    already states
    as clearLY AS THIS..
    in new testament
    ink sTILL that FolkS
    will come to do much
    greater than he does..
    awe the green
    monster
    rises
    his ugly
    head when
    words
    of
    Jesus
    come true..
    somethings
    rarely change
    he HE..
    but
    yes..
    THEY
    ALWAYS
    DO..;)

    Oh.. to see the
    blood of
    love
    in the
    red of
    flowers
    is to
    flow
    as
    GOD..:)

    Oh.. myths.. you
    house truth
    and light..
    you vehicle
    and vessel
    in words
    and other symbols
    myriad to human
    feelings and
    senses..
    Oh.. heArt
    sEat of
    emotiOns
    SinG wORds
    of spiRit aGloW
    in floW
    energy
    IT IS
    of human
    KinD.. to
    growiNGmiNds
    and bodies
    in balance
    as
    LiGht
    of SoUls
    tRuth..
    no wORd
    is too
    smAll
    to
    save
    the
    entire
    human
    race…
    as every word
    is a butteRfly
    of
    GOD..:)

    The greaTest
    prison my
    friend
    is prison
    of mind and
    body out of balance..
    in only pain.. always NOW..
    where Jail is respite
    for at least
    what
    could be..
    something..
    anything..
    i have no idea
    how you feel..
    but do know
    what IS to
    NONfeel
    ZerO
    poINt
    of human
    HeLL.. all I can
    say friend.. is when
    all feeling is gone..
    worse than the worse
    pain known to mankind
    yes.. worse than crucifixion
    that i for one survive named
    atypical trigeminal neuralgia
    from wake to sleep from wake
    to sleep.. for 66 months..
    mine are words
    this.. yoUrs.. then..
    now.. you speak..
    now..
    there is
    zero
    hope..
    just
    pain.. then..
    but miracles
    do happen..
    yes they
    do..
    to the
    darkest
    of humans
    as the
    DeviL
    incarnate
    i for one am
    then..
    an angel
    can be a devil
    and then angel
    again.. and i will
    gladly experience this
    again and again.. in hopes
    of preventing just one person
    of
    going
    there
    again..
    but that’s
    what happens
    when a person
    gains the empathy
    of
    INfiniTy..
    NOW..
    The WiLL to
    Live is the
    greaTest
    SURVIVAL
    gift of ALL..
    the serpent
    AKA
    REPTILIAN
    BRAIN..
    rules ALL
    from
    beginning
    to end my
    friend..
    DeviL
    or not..
    IT IS
    our
    greaTest
    friend.. the
    snake my friend..:)

    WELL OKAY..
    ENOUGH is enough
    for now..huh..
    that’s 33
    responses
    to 33 poems..
    i like the
    number 33
    so much
    i’ll stop
    here and
    continue
    this in
    the comments
    section of
    this next
    blog post..
    titled
    “EMPiRE Force Loves STRiKEs BAcK”
    sMILEs
    aGAiN..
    i’ll be
    back AGAIN..;)

    And yes there is
    32 on the list
    at this point
    and i am
    number
    33..
    whether
    i lInk
    wITh
    rUles
    or N0T..;)
    10022015
    3:08 pm…

  12. Glenn Buttkus says:

    A ton of terrific add-ons since two days ago. Thanks for your loyal support & visits to my humble hogan blog site as well; your comments always stand out like the words are made of rainbow neon & the message is rife with your own individual perspective; pure Fred. I still feel that out here in the blogosphere, your poems, energy, eye, & heart scream out so clearly, so strongly, that one almost needs to come here a few dozen times before they start to understand where you are coming from.

    • Hi Glenn.. through the course of my life i sweat BULLETS being accepted and following A social norm where ever i GO.. as soon as the first person in middle school notifies me that i am not good enough to exist.. eventually that compliance results in all those illnesses in middle age.. i am 16 again.. better yet 13.. before i listened to ‘them’..

      i no longer listen to them..
      i am no longer them..
      i am just me
      now with
      GOD
      and those
      who see me now..
      may only be found
      on the other side of
      the world and some
      here like you..
      but finding
      them
      is
      worth
      all of this
      my friend..
      and of
      course
      moreover
      FREEDOM
      JUST
      TO
      BE ME
      WITH
      GOD..:)

      I don’t give an F
      what anyone
      thinks or FEELS..
      TO THE COnTRARY..
      me as F and
      God are
      AN AWESOME
      TEAM..
      and you
      too my
      friend..
      and others
      too who are FREE!.
      LIKE! THIS! aLIVE!..:)

      i AM NO LONGER A
      STANDING STATUE
      AT A GREEK
      PANTHEON..
      or on
      the album
      cover of the
      Sgt. Pepper’s
      Lonely
      Hearts
      Club
      Band..
      I HAVE
      COME
      UNGLUED
      WITH MORTAR..
      NO LONGER STONE..
      AND THE BEST THING
      OF ALL IS I AM JUST
      A MUSE
      AND
      DANCE
      MY WAY
      ALwAYS
      NOW TO NOW..:)

  13. scotthastiepoet says:

    “FUCK IT.. AND JUST LOVE

    UNCONDITIONALLY NO MATTER WHAT..

    and rise again.. more FULLY ALIVE THAN EVER BEFORE..”

    I certainly sign up to that my friend… With Best Wishes Scott http://www.scotthastie.com

    • Hi Scott.. thanks for coming by.. and
      Just Love Unconditionally no matter
      what and rise again more fully alive
      than ever before.. is the only pill
      i need in life to excel
      in all my friend..
      one direction
      of LOVE..
      sMiLEs
      of
      LO
      VeNOW

  14. https://identity17.wordpress.com/2015/10/02/a-glimpse/

    ^^^

    Smiles.. Revels17..
    Nurturing is a gift from parents..
    What is given is returned ten-fold
    but only for those who can feel it
    as nurturing is an emotion
    that some cannot feel at all..
    Typically these are the
    people who abhor Babies..
    Parents.. And women..
    in a heart way..
    Truly a potential cycle
    of Love or Hate starts
    when that finger is held
    or ignored
    for whatever reason
    sMiLEs.. and mine
    was held often
    and still
    IS..:)

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  15. Plum says:

    Awww, look at those cute little kitties!!!

    I love this photo:
    https://katiemiafrederick.files.wordpress.com/2015/09/img_3707.jpg?w=640&h=480

    I’ve really enjoyed all the background info you’ve shared, Fred.

    I also really like that Shakira song; I hadn’t heard it before.

    And by the way; I AM really a girl — not X in disguise. 🙂 Although, he does seem to have a deep and intense feminine side.

    • OMG! PLUM
      you mean
      i actually
      have another friend
      in this world..
      that makes my
      Life.. tRuly
      it does..
      friend RumBlue..
      Black Pearl..
      Shawna.. S..
      oh GOD
      there are
      so many
      more and you
      are too amazing
      to be true.. girl..
      you are like
      a million times
      one.. hehahaheR..
      and i’m guessing
      your real name is Shawna
      simply as Grace seems
      like she really cares
      about you
      and
      calls
      you S..
      nah.. ha!..
      i don’t miss
      much.. both a grace
      and curse truly
      of this
      condition
      of me
      i am
      born with
      friend.. and
      enjoy so much
      now.. hehe! friend..
      well now i’m gonna
      have to tale my family
      yes.. the flesh and blood
      one that reads.. me.. that
      you are real
      haha!
      write
      now
      write
      hear..
      that family
      haha!X2 and
      pleased to
      meet
      you
      girl
      FRIEND..
      oh and the more
      intense we as human
      being live BOTH OUR
      FEMININE AND MASCULINE
      DIVINE BEINGS AS ALIVE
      THE MORE
      REAL
      WE
      ARE
      AS
      HUMAN
      BEING
      GOD’S
      CHILDREN
      IN BALANCE
      OF MOTHER
      NATURE TRUTH
      AND LIGHT MY FRIEND
      FOR
      NOW
      A DELIGHTFUL
      SWEET
      PLUM..:)

  16. http://plumgrinspice.blogspot.com/2015/10/just-another-girl-in-purple-sun-dress.html

    ^^^

    Well.. no matter where you
    blog or who you
    are it
    feels
    like family
    when i come
    to you.. hmm..
    i havE to wonder NOW
    if you are my long
    lost daughter
    back from
    October
    12, 1981
    on a
    full
    moon
    night
    in a
    dark
    hotel..
    but
    ‘she’
    says no..
    a girl i
    meet in
    the ‘nut
    house’
    hehex2..
    but
    any way..
    and.. that
    is an
    entirely
    different
    story
    every
    way..
    sMILEs..
    how
    else
    can
    one..
    be this
    much like me..
    grins friend.. Shawna..
    you are truly a blessing
    from God as is your daughter
    and all those
    who
    are
    touched
    by your Life..
    and i Love everything
    about all your blogs..
    and YOUs..
    they
    are ALL
    WORTH
    READING
    AND KEEPING
    AGAIN
    AND
    AGAIN..
    but nah..
    i never look
    back at what
    i do anyway..
    either..
    as there
    is
    OH
    ALWAYS
    SO MUCH
    MORE TO
    DO.. ONLY
    LIMITED
    BY DREAMS
    AND THERE
    ARE NO
    LIMITS
    WITH
    DREAMS..:)

  17. https://bodhirose.wordpress.com/2015/09/26/a-life-can-raise-up/

    ^^^

    Hi Bodirose.. just one kind person like you
    makes it all worth it.. and yes my friend..
    there are a few..:)

    i am diagnosed on the Autism Spectrum with Asperger’s syndrome.. i do not speak until age 4.. in putting words together.. i have great difficulty speaking until my mid-40’s but manage to graduate at the top of my class with three college degrees and retire from a federal government job at the highest pay grade levels..

    i am not diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome until after i come down with several auto-immune issues from chronic stress at work.. in my late 40’s.. and additionally gain what is termed as the suicide disease.. type two trigeminal neuralgia.. which is like someone drilling one’s teeth without novocaine.. also identified in medical literature as literally worse than crucifixion..

    Except in my case.. it is in my right eye and ear.. making effective use of eyes and ears almost intolerable for 66 months.. i am a shut-in in my bedroom for those months.. and with little ability to creatively write.. i start writing two years into the illness when i tolerate a screen turned all the way down in brightness.. about two inches from the screen.. as prescription glasses increase the pain.. with associated focus and related nerve issues.. every word.. is climbing a highest mountain then.. in excruciating pain..

    i then have a total of 19 diagnosed illnesses.. and in the end of July of 2013.. God miraculously cures me of the pain.. yes.. literally miraculously cures me of all the disorders.. and i already experience a creative spark for the first time in my life since middle school when i am 13 and write a poem then.. a play.. and just a few philosophical writings in a philosophy class when i am 18.. i have a long.. long dry spell.. of no creativity.. around 40 years.. fostered by the mechanical cognition activities of both work and the information technology associated duties of many years.. and that spirit comes back around March of 2013…

    The reason i give you this background information.. is i already have the life of JOB.. so there is no challenge too large for me now.. and poetry is my joy.. and not something i expect anyone to appreciate.. when i state that the administration of dVerse.. does not seem to understand my metaphors.. it is because they delete 3 of my links after i fully explain those metaphors.. without answering to my defense of the meanings that are clearly defined then.. and still documented on my blogs for those instances..

    i have a sharp pencil.. if you will.. like a lawyer.. and can pick up those duties in a heartbeat when i revert back to the techno-speak of work life.. however.. creativity with the help of GOD literally saves my life.. so it is all a joy.. it’s just a little disturbing to me.. overall.. how society has grown so cold in empathy ways..

    There are basically two forms of Asperger’s syndrome.. generally.. and those two forms are folks who are cold to human empathy and literal empaths like me who can take on the emotions and pains of the entire world.. if i do not take great effort to regulate that ‘gift’.. my friend.. and it has taken almost a lifetime to gain an ability to do that.. for peace of mind and body balance..

    I am sad for the human beings who live this way.. in cold ways of heart.. i am not mad.. i am just sad for them my friend.. and sometimes i vent about the situation.. to regulate my emotions and empathy.. friend.. and i find it works.. and it means very much to me just for the fact that you tolerate and accept me.. this go around.. and do not wipe me off the face of the earth in metaphor of deleting me.. smiles..

    Love to you friend..
    and i hope your
    nows are always
    filled with joy..
    as truly
    mine are
    friend.. as
    there is NO
    better lesson
    in life
    than that
    of A REAL
    ‘JOB’.. SO YES..
    even all that
    misery
    and suffering
    i thank GOD for
    always now
    as it truly
    makes
    me like
    a literal
    superman
    now.. so sure..
    what more can i
    ask God for .. but that..
    i just humbly say thank
    you and NEVER STOP..
    GIVING MY FRIEND..:)

    And smiles.. if you ever are interested in what i do
    you can just click on the katiemiafrederick
    name and that will take you to all of
    what i do.. but yes… technology
    is having a hard time
    keeping up
    with
    me..
    so it does
    take a robust
    broadband avenue
    of access and a powerful
    computer to find what i do..
    but ha! now the iPhone 6s
    has finally
    caught
    up to
    me..
    sMILEs
    again..
    Life is
    Great..
    NOW..:)

    http://www.katiemiafrederick.blogspot.com

    Thanks so much for trying Bodhirose..
    and yes.. sadly WordPress is a clunky
    platform for what i do..
    a friend talked
    me into moving
    from Blogger
    format..
    and at that time
    people also had problems accessing
    me who were already my readers
    so i keep two blogger blogs
    for those people since
    then.. that are much
    much busier than
    word press..
    with
    1.25 million
    views of what
    i do on Google
    plus.. overall..
    So sure..
    i feel
    appreciated
    enough.. haha!..
    about two and
    a half years
    into all of
    this..:)

    Anyway.. the fastest
    one i will link for you here..
    and you are always welcome
    there.. but it is limited to
    the blogger
    commenting
    feature..
    that not
    everyone likes..
    and now thank goodness..
    the iPhone 6s is robust
    enough with the
    LTE broadband
    access to
    open my stuff
    as smooth
    as my iMac
    desktop does..
    as yes.. my site
    will often not open
    on mobile and slower connections
    then at all either.. but yes.. agaiN
    TECHNOLOGY IS CATCHING UP!..;)

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