“Individuality seems to be Nature’s whole aim —
and she cares nothing for individuals.” — Goethe
Fallacy number one
of modern civilizations..
Human is separate
from Nature.. hmm…
FAct.. SoMe HUmans Care..
PArt oF Nature does inDeed care..
All of Nature is surely more than care..
and less than care too.. and for hUmans
wHo care that makes pArt oF Nature God sAMe Great..
Caring is Great..
Love is Great..
in this way
Nature
AKA
GOD..
iS Great too..:)
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http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/09/after-book-of-fred-free-verse-nude.html
Fellow Poet Blogger MotherWinterMoon expresses
concern that she is unable to open up my Word
Press Blog.. and she is very nice to
ask this question..
as most people
likely never try again..
as sure.. as i suggest below..
life can be kinda busy in the first world today..
And i go on to say..
Hi Friend.. Thanks for asking..
http://katiemiafrederick.blogspot.com
That’s the URL of one of two blogspot blogs that people with this issue use as an alternative…
The Word Press Version does not handle.. well.. the intense use of visual poetry that i use to complement what is currently technically the longest long form poem ever at 703 Macro-verses and over 3.3 Million words long.. If in print.. In terms of paper.. Over 30K pages long..
It’s a hobby just for fun and the Word Press Version takes a very powerful computer and really BROAD band access to open up..
Winks.. Technology has almost caught up with me.. But i continue to challenge Moore’s Law and cultural norms in general.. Even in the poetry world.. But ha! History proves i’m in good company with the ‘craayyyyzzy ones’.. i don’t use sidewalks..;)
And that comment doesn’t go through as her blog doesn’t accept
links without moderation so i go on to spell the link out
and replay it back again.. as she still expresses
concern as her internet is never slow
and she hasn’t had this problem
with other blogs..
in doing so i
copy the comment
above again and
say additionally..
i cannot open the
Word Press Version
of my blog with my iPhone5s..
but no problem with my iPhone6s
with an LTE connection.. and with
my wife’s Micro-Soft based HP computer
i cannot open up any of it.. and it is the
same year.. 2013.. of my iMAC computer..
it’s more of an issue likely that your
Computer and Internet access
hasn’t met a blog
of close to
the Nature of
what i present there..
And as my wife tries to
come up with a label for
me as a person.. all she
can say is “you’re something”..
haha.. but you know this is the
poetry world.. and that shouldn’t
be a surprise i thought.. but i often
find as in the old days of Whitman and
others.. some folks are still on guard with
the
strange
of we..
smiles..
anyway.. thanks
for asking.. life is busy..
and Lord Knows if i still
worked.. wouldn’t have time
to even write 300 words on the
Internet vs.. the 12 million words
i’ve done since ThanksGiving Day
of 2010.. i was never a word person
but with the loss of my eyesight and
hearing.. effectively with what is
termed as type two Trigeminal
Neuralgia.. the worst pain
known to humankind
from wake to
sleep for
66 months like
a dentist drill without
Novocaine.. that yes.. in
my case was in my right
eye and ear.. i had to find
a hobby in hell.. and i had
no other choice but to
become words
my friend…
as no drug
would touch
that pain..
somewhere
along the line my
soul came back and the
pain went away.. and now
i am just a dam of Love
broke
out
of hell..
and a dancing one too..
anyway.. i’m thinking
the other link will likely
work.. particularly if you
have an iPhone6s or later..
and with the new 7 it should be
a breeze as it is with a Samsung
7 too.. as Moore’s Law finally
catches up to all i do..
my friend..
Have a great day..
for me at least Life
is the gift that has no limit
in sharing and giving.. my FriEnd..
somehow visiting hell for 66 months
made it that way for me.. an adaptation i guess.. to Heaven..
no.. i reAlly don’t
have to guess..
there is no
doubt.. in faCt..
as i live it now..
a much better place in liGht..:)
Motherwintermoon responds
back eloquently in
sympathy for
the history
of my pain..
in anew
understanding
of why i like to write.. SO MUCH..
and i return.. by saying poeticAlly too..
SAdly.. my friend..
motherwintermoon..
not many people
have sympathy
for the
devil
but
me and
it seems you too..
thank you.. there IS
A place for folks like
you
in
Heaven..
it’s a place
we make or break noW mY friEnd..
i have zero pain now.. and
i am not going back to hell..
ergo
all
of this..
as i make it happen..
every now without fail
in giving and sharing all..
in a beauty of effortless flow..
it’s nice in heaven.. best oF all.. it’s real now
and
totAlly
FREE..
and that my
friend can be
An ultimate message of poEtry..
sAdly.. somehow that pArt of
Luke 17:21 got lost along
A
Way..
i brought
it back and
so have many
otHeRs.. sAdly2..
it is almost impossible
to convince someone
else heaven exists
now until
they
arrive..
perHaps by the
time i write 80 million words
i’ll find a way to put Heaven into words..
and perhaps that IS A reason for hell.. my friEnd..
bottom
line..
Thanks..;)
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Back on the ‘Wrong Planet’.. an Internet site
for outcasts who are far from what this
Autistic Online Community whole
termed as Neurotypical..
which of course there is
no typical in human nows that always
change but sure.. relatively speaking
in generalized ways.. anyWay.. E-Scaping
life as a visual thinker.. a necessity of a pain
disorder that changed eye vision to something
that could not be utilized effectively without almost
intolerable pain.. and any pain where you can
avoid committing suicide is somewhat
tolerable.. as there is pain
that is not tolerable..
as at first
i was willing
to jump off into
shallow water off
a boardwalk or even
lay flat in a puddle of
4 inches of water and
drown myself.. but sure..
autonomic reflexes and all
of that.. even though.. were mostly
shot with another disorder.. i couldn’t
do that or more aptly put my instincts
would not allow it.. as i found out the wild
of the reptilian brain aka as the Serpent
WiLL live at all costs.. at a price of life
that has always had its peaks iN
struggle for all animals
per se.. of the
Kingdom
here
on Earth..
anyway.. escaping
the synergy of life threatening
disorders of as you say Murphy’s
Law and i say now in hell.. words were
shallow with little substance of the full feelings
of Emotions.. and Affective Empathy that move us
to do more in life than sitting still and stagnating as such..
and what they oft said on that Wrong Planet when something
came trUe and liGht and blUe as sKeYes of sPark of Wisdom..
QFT.. Quoted For Truth.. and today.. that’s all i can say about
the pearls you say plus even more below with the quotes
for truth
once again..
and sure.. i’ll be
using this ‘elsewhere’..
no need to read any further.. hehe..
as i understand life’s limitations
all too
well
in literal hell
as you’ve likely
heard many times by
now.. my Friend.. gigoid..
“I am he as you are he as you are me and we are all together!”
~~ (The Beatles) I Am The Walrus ~~
If only folks knew that The Walrus IS A real Good Cop Jesus..
“The only people for me are the mad ones,
the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved,
desirous of everything at the same time,
the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing,
but burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles
exploding like spiders across the stars…”
~~ Jack Kerouac, “On the Road” ~~
If only folks knew that Jack Kerouac IS A real Good Cop Jesus..
“Sometimes even to live is an act of courage.”
~~ Seneca ~~
If only folks knew that Seneca iS A real Good Cop Jesus..
“”I say that a man must be certain of his morality
for the simple reason that he has to suffer for it.”
~~ G. K. Chesterton, Illustrated London News, 8/4/06 ~
If only folks knew that G.K Chesterton IS A real Good Cop Jesus..
“The question was put to him, what hope is;
and his answer was, “The dream of a waking man.”
~~ Diogenes Laertius — Aristotle, xi ~~
If only folks knew that Diogenes Laertius IS A real Good Cop Jesus..
“Live the questions now. Perhaps then, someday far in the future,
you will gradually, without even noticing it, live your way in the answer.”
~~ Rainer Maria Rilke ~~
If Only folks knew that Rainer Maria Rike IS A real Good Cop Jesus..
“All virtue is summed up in dealing justly.”
~~ Aristotle ~~
If only folks knew that Aristotle IS A real Good Cop Jesus..
And now i say..
If only folks knew as history clearly shows now in empirical
way that this Biblical concept of Jesus is a human archetype of
the hero who struggles as a potential good and bad cop too..
and sure that is clearly evidenced in what exists
as the current story in the
New Testament too
for Bi-polar
Temperament
in both liGht and DArk..
yeah.. as i’ve said many times
before.. the Luke 17 part that
says hate your mommy.. daddy..
siblings and children.. if that they
don’t believe precisely what i say..
to Love your enemy.. oh the irony
of the bi-polar good cop and
bad cop of all of that
as sure..
many folks
in law enforcement
start out wanting to help
everyone.. and eventually
their empathy and compassion
can get drained too.. as sure they
are only human too.. and they breakdown
too as the story told in many words of different
humans as science now shows too in the Jesus
Meme of the New World too.. oh a wish
for the Greek Definition of
Apocalypse where
we finally
lift the veils
of ignorance..
AnD..
figure out
Love and
Nature is great
and worship the whole
enchilada as sacred and
holy and live in that pArt
of Luke 17:21 that says
the Kingdom of Heaven
is within as Nature iSREAL NoW..
Kingdom of God.. yeah.. when the
Love flu
gets
spread
in interconnecting
interrelating way..
so fare a travel
when one let’s
tHeir Love Flow iSREAL..
Love is Great.. Love is Great.. Love
iSREAL.. why not do iSREAL Love and
Worship that while maintaining a semblance
of respects for the myths that house the vehicles
and vessels of TruTh and LiGht.. anyway.. i ain’t writing
this for the poor front porch folks who are already doing the love flu..
i’m writing it for
the big
wigs
of
fear
and hate..
the eye of the
needle and the
fact cat camels who
i have sympathy for as
the deVil lost iN iSREAL
HeLL too.. and sure to
get through that’s a JOB
For JOB.. meanwhile i’ll
enjoy Love on the Front Porch of GodNoW..:)
Thanks my friend.. i was kinda floating
through today on the gas fumes left
of the night of last dance..
bordering on the
edge
of Lewis
Carroll..
hehe.. as
the wonderland
continues heRE and
tHeRe for now @lEast..;)
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WeLL.. back now to
last night and
dance..
as i said then..
in regard to two beautiful young
women from the University of
West Florida.. who could easily
be models and likely more beautiful
too than what most folks see of models
these days.. and sure all women are
beautiful in their own way.. but these
women are going somewhere.. they
are not at the dance for drinks
and pick up per se.. they
are there to let
loose from
the mechanical cognition of
University Life .. where as i know
and feel all too well from my history
there.. there are some days where if
you don’t have a beer your mind may explode
out of balance per se.. as yes.. mechanical
cognition activities or as Johnny from the
Shining says.. all work and no play
can make Cindy Sue
a very unhappy
girl too..
and i have no idea if the twins
in the dance photos are named Cindy
or Sue.. either.. hehe.. as i’ve never been
much of a label person.. easily able to
see the soul of anyone in the eyes that
are truly the window to God inside..
My Father was an Identical Twin..
and per these happy Smiley
Seville Quarter Dance
photos.. celebrating
my 127th week
of dance there..
i must say.. these
Seville twins are
identical too.. in beauty
of course too.. and niceness ..
as i find all the other girls at Seville
who have become dance friends with me..
the regularly scheduled Macro-verse for
Thursday as one can see now.. got pushed
to 9162016.. it seems it was just meant to be..
couldn’t be too late for dance.. for R and R Holy and Sacred Thursday..
and sure for the specific meaning of that significance 91616 is all nines
and sixes and ones kinda like my birthday 06061960 but sure today’s
date has a two in it for second as well.. there will always be second
or there can be no first.. it’s truly as simple as that.. and there
will always be first as there can be no first without last
either for logic purposes only in concrete thinking
as truly reality doesn’t have to fit the
order of human made math..
or symbols of letters
and words
to even
scratch the
surface of the essence of
all that is.. anyway..
the profile pic according
to the latest Facebook bug
or change or whatever they are
doing with the software at present ain’t
likely to stick in the comments section of
my blog working on the 704th Macro-Verse of
Longest Long Form Poem now.. so sure.. i carefully
made sure those twins were included in the Facebook
provided Video Slide show for last night.. plan B and beyond
always in my back pocket.. per se too.. in systemizing old Fred..
the Robot ways of being.. that i can pull up at will with the devil and
hell too..
if need
be for survival
and thriving art of course too..:)
And now we move on to Facebook Algorithm
Provided as every good secretary will do to help
‘the boss’ get the job done of numbers or art..
or both as it were and is.. a MacroVerse
memory shared here too.. of..
Ojoy THE DEAD ZONE.. and
i’ve probably already
spoken enough
about that today..
but sure there are always
more ways to share than what i say now..
here in a memory of two years ago.. where
i continue to get stronger as the record shows
there as well as moving on in potential oF art..
where age is only a number and heArt is everything more..:)
And now.. finAlly from a year ago.. a hallmark post named Desert
i’LL Change as the prompt of that day from a year ago at
dVerse would sever my further attempts to link there
that had already somewhat stifled part of
my creativity in fitting the less
of expectations and limits
of others..
a short poem
to meet their expectations
of rules by the letter.. for
a prompt on change..
but a denial by the
administrators that
the change in rebirth of life
as Island escaping cultural rules
was enough for what the true Jesus
could metaphor of reborn too.. you know
the Good Cop Jesus.. who was just a flesh
and blood dude.. who went out in the desert
away from his sidewalk cardboard patriarchal
culture repressing emotions and senses and
sexuality too of course.. to find God innately
instinctually and intuitively inside as free
animal of God’s Kingdom
on Earth will do
in animal
homeostasis
Heaven too..
i suppose.. i couldn’t
really expect anyone who
would go by the book of a promise
of reborn in a heaven after life..
after all that is a source
of domination
of Nature..
and each other
in old patriarchal ways
in all that runs a red state way..
but i for one will not hide my own
personal trUth and liGht in what sTiLL
is the greATest aWaKeNinG oF my Life
as Phoenix rising from the ashes of all the
illusory fears and promises of culture and religion
today.. and of course.. transparently.. the administrators
just wanted to me to do less as they wouldn’t be held
up loading my blog on slower computers.. and that’s
okay as i told them they didn’t even have to come by..
but that wasn’t enough.. and that’s okay too..
as since then.. i’ve been able to more
fully find my personal potential
of art without restraint from others
and since then in empirical measure
the viewership of the my blogs that are
much easier to open.. that sure.. the
administrators could have used
with a little effort too.. have
skyrocketed with 655 views
as the picture tales the story
in blogspot in a hour’s time
yesterday and 1395 views for one
day too.. it’s a big world.. and not
everyone has a slower computer or too
much other stuff to do.. to get inspired by
much more of what i do.. and this is the potential
inspiration that could bring the next Beethoven
or Mozart or even Einstein to the forefront
of modern culture again.. as Lord
knows everyone needs
a hand
along the
way.. at least a few..
if one is human at all..
i enjoy running up A Hill..
not a Hill of Likes.. Follows..
and brown nosing for prizes now..
but a hill of love that never ends.. uP as Free arT..
and that reminds me of the two lovely young ladies i
met on the sidewalk.. at the end of the night.. at
Old Seville.. excited to meet me in the voice..
as they had been viewing my free dance
from a distance for a long time..
up to then.. they said
what they were
afraid of in life
as they had seen happen
to older folks is they would lose
their heaRt.. and of course as i tale everyone..
the answer is free.. dance.. naked without rules of culture
now.. to bRinG yOur heARt down.. but sure i used another
metaphor than naked.. and told ’em i was 56.. showed
’em photos on Facebook of the wife who never ages
and they sang to me in Unison as i walked off
in the Full Moon parking lot.. WE Love you..
We Love you.. twice.. somehow that
tasted better than all the
Facebook And
Word Press
likes i’ll ever
get as i could
see it in their eyes
in the photo i took then..
before they ever said it..
Nah.. Hips and eYes don’t lie
on the free dance floors of LiFe..
and sure God told me to write it all
down.. and keep a record of my miracles
that iSREAL to come.. so i wRite/DancE on in simple
and complex Covenant of Love with all that is GOD noW..
for truly in both dance and words God iS poetry at GreATest LiGht..
keeping in
mind.. essence
oF poeTry and not
human words or steps alone..
God IS A Verb oF BEinG noW aLLoNe..:)
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Fellow Blogger Friend Zee shares
a open mic poet speak about
the state of when
boys say
they love
the girls
in their life..
And i say..
Lovely Poetry in the spoken word
my friend.. but what is Love..
a password to own
or key to free..
all that owns
is away from free..
all that frees lacks ownership
of others.. as the village instinctually
raises the child and we are all brothers
and sisters.. but as science shows the
limit there is a village of around 150
to 200 sets of eYes that fight
for Love
and Survival
fearlessly day
to day toGeTHer..
as One Force oF huMan
beings as the monkeys huddle
together in the zoo arm in arm
when intruder humans
come inside..
or the
Penguins
that huddle for
warm in polar way..
Love is the Force that
glues us toGeTher beyond
all obstacles of Environmental
Stress but those were the eyes
of the
poet
before
the written
word my friEnd..
as synchronicity will have
it.. i just wrote somewhat of
a poetic thank you.. honoring two
girls who were strangers exclaiming
i love you for nothing and everything
of the free dance of me.. i told ’em i wrote
poetry.. but did that matter.. they had never
heard me speak before that moment.. no it
didn’t.. ’cause the love song was in body language
and eyes that say we are togeTher in this game before
those feelings
fall or rise
to shells
that may or may
not hold eYes of Love..
Wild Wolves Love more than
domesticated ones ever will.. the
answer is simple.. they need each other
for the hunt and survival of life.. wHere togETher
and Social
Role
means
liVing to
survive and thrive
alWays now Free..
when a person is truly
free it is truly hard to
do less than love my friEnd..
@least
that is what
my experience
teaches me to
date of life and
death before
of life
away
from that..
other than that as
i go into the modern dance
hall and hear the rape language
of the men in the men’s room away
from ears of women.. i often find my
self falling into similar poetic words about
the state of males.. but i quickly come to
my reasoning mind that says it’s
culture mostly that makes
them that way..
so far
away
from a
village of love my friend..
they (many) truly are the unlucky
ones to be born into cOld sHeLLs of Words..
where flesh is only a tool to be consumed…
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SMiLes.. Thanks Hank as
always for stopping by and taking
the time and effort to leave a comment..
and it’s safe to say that every blog post here
in total as you comment here to my last
comment on my blog post
that in the ‘ordinary world’
is an entire blog post to itself
as each Micro Verse or even
Micro Micro Verse can be viewed
from smaller level of the entire Macro
Verse SigNature sUn arE onE here
as 703rd Macro Verse of entire Ocean
Poem of Longest Long Form total Poem
in the history of humankind.. hehe.. as i say
to let folks know WTF FTW i am doing here in
total as art.. to make the UniVerse make sense..
hehe.. perhaps figuratively and literally too if
one can see the greater metaphor for
how Nature works too as art..
my friend instead
of only
the small
view of empirical
science as it gathers
pARts to see better
the whole of God as
A scribe of God too..
i am both scribe and a painter
of God my FriEnd.. and sure.. i’m
not the first one for sure who went beyond
the crowd to do more than the standard of the
day.. otherwise there would be no theory of relativity..
there would be no painting on the sistine chapel..
nor the other greatest works of artists who
made their art a laser focus from
wake to sleep..
where most
certainly
all of what they
did would have been
considered some kind of
psychological disorder now if it
interfered with whatever the social
norm of group think decides is the flavor
of the success of the day.. it’s worth noting that
in some countries that group think still says female
genital mutilation is what a woman does for self esteem
and women follow this ideology blindly as that is what society
says to do.. and in other countries they remove a portion of the
male penis to separate males from the other male animals of
nature to make them special.. haha with a 20% discount
of member benefits from Nature as it were and
still is for protection from environmental
elements that foreskin provides
when one is not too
afraid to go
out into
Nature born
as we are born to
be all natural and equipped
to meet the challenges of the
environment we are naturally evolved
to live in.. humans have amazing potential
my friend but only if they escape group think..
and the catch 22 of that is group think is
required for survival in the wild
too.. problem is when
words can be
written down
as collective intelligence
and folks forget how to think
for themselves as a group to do
new stuff too.. and that’s the great thing
about blogs.. particularly when one pays
for a Word Press Blog with no limits of storage..
like the army says i can be all i can and will be..
with no limits or expectations of group think my friend..
and when i finish the sistine chapel or symphony of writing..
the joy will be in doing it.. the same reason Van Gogh painted
too my friend.. to celebrate the joy or dampen the pain of the
beauty and struggles of life.. so again.. thanks for seeing
a pArt of the Sistine Chapel here worthy to comment
on.. as surely if i used the Sistine Chapel
as a prompt to write poetry
i would focus
on the pARts
that inspired
me most.. and perhaps
eventually when my pARts
came together there would be
another Sistine Chapel painted with
words my friend.. so the show must go
on or not.. it depends on the relative free will
and how much we can withstand those who say.
this is not how we do it.. so stop.. just stop.. hehe..
there is no stopping me my friend as i find God within
and i respect God too much not to be all i can be.. so the
painting
groWs
oN and
here in Fredland
there are no ceilings
of paint at all my friend
as air and water am i
as the breeze
that
never
ends.. waves
of Ocean whole..
and the stream
that has an equal
salience as the Ocean whole too my Friend..:)
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SMiLes my friEnd.. Prajakta.. Evolutionary speaking
failure is part of the daily routine of foraging
for missing the capture of prey or the more
deadly aspect of not escaping predator..
basic lesson
learned
walk
softly
and carry
the biggest stick
one can.. however.. these
days the stick is a keyboard
and a screen.. and standard
IQ along with collective intelligence
as written down.. i was blessed with
standard IQ.. and when everyone else
struggled in school it was a breeze for me..
never even having to read the textbooks as
memory for lectures would do.. the social part
was beyond me.. but the key is it was beyond
me.. so something i got used to as beyond..
then.. so i went on with great
success as a problem
solver..
and the problems
i solved eventually took
my heArt away as that is what
science shows mechanical cognition
will do.. it more and less kills the poetic
intelligence of the hEart.. so sometimes
it’s hard to tale if one is a total failure in some
ways as there is no view to the other
potential world that some
others can take for
granted too..
i would trade
all the standard IQ..
all the money i accumulated
by being a proficient personal
financial manager.. for just one
poem of life my friend.. and that was
a decades failure… in success i had no
idea even existed then.. there is a world of
what society says is success today.. and there
is a world within that is scores of thousands of years
old that dances and sings.. without a written word and
that my friend is the poetry of the heARt that’s free.. and
that’s why i don’t worry about likes.. followers or whatever..
but the human touch is what has always made life worth living..
and i find that greatest with a song and dance of life that has
neither
lessons
or sheet music..
for me failure is not being free..
so in reaLliTy of that i was never
a success with riches.. or a gold
star for doing the best in school..
or being named Superman in both
work and school for doing the most
with relative ease through most of it..
my HeARt was mostly untapped as a resource for LiGht..
but nah.. i don’t bLame myself.. as i knew not how or why i failed..
as it wasn’t important to either school or work to teach liGht oF heARt..
simply ’cause it’s a resource inside that can only be tapped with freedom..
there are
no lesson
plans that
work freely for creativity of the heARt..:)
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SMILes..
Zee..
i find the
greaTest hope
iN bEinG cHange
i hope for.. sMiLes..
from bEyond
A
to
Z..;)
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sMILes.. mY friEnd.. thefeatheredsleep..
as ‘they’ say.. what doesn’t kill you makes
you stronger.. but when it’s killing you..
it sure hurts..
until you bloom
again.. the Hardy
Rose.. the soUL now
that knoWs the empty
of the bLackHeARt Rose..
my challenges in life were not
of the intellectual kind but the
physical and the emotional intelligence
of liFe.. that is humanity at core as evolved
sTill.. as if humanity can be measured on a paper test..
written as number standard of dollar bills.. size of homes..
speed of cars.. style of clothes.. so much more external to
iNternal WiLL
of MoVinG.. CoNNecTinG
CreAtinG WiLL oF iMaginAtiON
riSinG AboVe Challenge.. adapting
to be so much more of the gifts
of surviving against struggle..
from ancestors furry..
gilled.. to
one
celled
organisms..
and star dust
remnants..
from Star
explosions.. before…
Star Dust Sentient.. what
a gift that is.. To be all we
can be.. is surely to Face A
Sun of God that gives us
this great life
with
awe
to be all we can
be while this opportunity
for life exists.. iSREAL.. sMiLes..
so many creature comforts and sAdly
what is missing in many folk’s life is a real
physical and emotional struggle for life where
we experience misery and suffering up close and
personal.. where we fight toGetHeR to make the meal
of the day a reaLiTy for all to share.. wHeRe we DancE..
SinG.. naked.. unashamed of the nature/sun that births
our flesh.. in sand and sun free.. and where we are not
afraid to reach out to each other.. holding hands..
for the joy
of this
life
is as
is for now..
Life has alWays
been a Rose.. oveRAll..
and a hardy one witH
thorns.. thaT cross of
tHorns IS A miGhty onE
tHat makes liFe iSREAL.. and worth JoY..
in every way we can find to celebrate thaT
bEtween crosses oF dARk tHorns spARkinG liGht..:)
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“Be not afraid of going slowly; be only afraid of standing still.”
~~ Chinese Proverb ~~
However.. as science suggests
now.. twenty percent of all the
animal kingdom are born sitters..
while the rest lean more towards rover..
Some folks do better in dancing meditation
than sitting meditation too.. i am a Super
Rover..
now.. no
sitting still..
meditation now
for me.. however
it works fine for sitters..
and introverts who find
the world out there a little
too stimulating and don’t
have the courage to dance
in public..
he
he.. ha..;)
“I like people better than principles, and I like people with no
principles better than anything else in the world.”
~~ Oscar Wilde ~~
All social animals live
by principles.. including
the principle that says
i don’t wanna follow rules..
i can get away with dancing in public
only for the reason.. i can sense when
i make ‘sitting folks’ uncomfortable and
remove my self from their view as now to
avoid complaints to store management
and to get my privilege.. yes.. privilege
to dance in private stores revoked..
so.. sure.. even in the wiLdEst
of Public Dances comes
the principle
of no harm
to the sitters who
are scared of the
Super Rovers too..
and for a social animal..
liking folks better with no
principles is a moral relativist
principle in itself as it goes against
basic social animal nature that even
without language is based on the principle
of social cooperation.. and with other organisms
of course.. the principle of pleasure and pain applies..
always
now for
the struggle to
successfully survive
now to now alWays..:)
“Failure to understand reality is not reality’s fault.”
~~ Bill Henneman ~~
The reality is some ‘folks’ are not even
born to understand reality.. and perhaps
the culture that provides A greater ‘understanding’
of reality.. in human collective intelligence.. is actually
a not so kind of virus or cancer.. as this understanding
of reality has allowed humans to manipulate the balance
of Nature.. and destroy Bee Populations.. et al.. etc..
without even understanding the
synergy of the discrete
actions that
spoil the whole as
tapestry as canvas
of life for the hand
that strokes the painting
of life with a destructive pen of death..
All is action and consequence and all
is Karma of reaLiTy.. iF fault lies within
the realm of reality.. it is indeed the
action and consequence in pARt
of reaLity whole.. therefore
the fault as consequence
as well in dArk perceived
as opposed to liGht
perceived..
but of
course in
terms of reaLity..
some ‘folks’ see that
as good and evil.. and ‘others’..
mostly in terms of feelings and
senses without written abstract
symbols/concepts that determine’ moral words’
for the essence of pain and pleasure iSREAL..:)
“Three passions, simple but overwhelmingly strong, have governed my life:
the longing for love, the search for knowledge,
and unbearable pity for the suffering of mankind.”
~~ Bertrand Russell, Autobiography ~~
And inDeed with Moving and
Creating added in to the mix that
makes us human.. sadly.. ‘philosophy’..
other than martial arts.. mostly.. has
been stuck between the ears..
in neo cortical way of reason..
and even away from heARt..
in limbic system way..
the reptilian
brain cannot
be ignored for
art of innate..
instinctual and
intuitive movement
to get the heArt now
regulated in feelings
and the body integrated
in seNses to have any
chance of achieving real
animal homeostasis as ‘our’
other ‘friends’.. move like the
wind and water as invisible to
escape predator and capture prey..
And true it is that the modern ‘science’ of
sociology shows that the ‘art’ of self esteem
for the highest demographic of self esteem attributed
to any ethnic and gender demographic alone is that of
the African American male.. factors cited are ability to
defend one’s self successfully in a physical or verbal
altercation.. and prowess in reproductive fitness..
If i didn’t learn this education from folks
like my African American Friends..
i would be no more
than words and
flowered words
on page.. instead
i am a vibrant public
dancer who receives words
of i Love you from totally strange
beautiful young women who also
tell me i must have mighty big balls
to do what i do without fear.. truth is..
they are only average.. but even women
with no testicles at all are far braver these
days than boys who continue to play video
games in their parents basement until age 30+ or so…
as all stuff in animal life.. use it or lose it apples and to
lose physical and emotional intelligence is simply to
be a
scared
nerd and
or wimp of life..
like me before i learned
my ‘African American Male’ lesson
well.. it don’t matter how smart you
are.. if you are scared of the midnight walk in
the wild.. i.. at least.. find in the greaTest lesSon
of life.. to walk as the Lion is free.. anything
less
is a
leSson
in a book..
or perhaps
a poem without
teeth.. yeah.. some
of the ‘weirdest’ stuff
i do is based in art of science too..
King David was no ‘word fool’ either
as that myth goes.. dancing for the
slave girls with little ‘own’ IS A way
for a king
and
not a slave..
and to free the
slave girls.. is the
hero realized when
the slave girls freely
say.. oh God.. oh god.. i Love you
just the way you are.. heHe.. and
as Lilly Tomlin says ‘that’s the truth’..;)’..
“And now there is merely silence, silence, silence, saying all we did not know.”
~~ William Rose Benet ~~
Thanks God for the
God scribe of Google..
and the Internet as it is
the censorship of freedom of information
that is the killer of we did not know..
as long as one continues to get out..
Defend oneself and dance..
and wow the opposite
sex.. or whatever..
et al.. etc.. is
A flavor of
muse..
to
continue
to create
life in
epic
way…
mY
Philosophy
of life
goes
well beyond
books of ignorance.. my Friend..
simply ’cause i also hang out with
the wild and super happy ones too..
and keep my hall monitor pass..
in
my
back
pocket too..
with a healthy
poEtry of HeARt..
to keep the LuSt
and Love for liFe
and all oTHers..
including
Nature
aka
God
aLL aS BaLanCinG
Force of Super liGht way now..
And yes all of this to get the
title of my current 704th
Macro-Verse.. so
far of Ocean
Whole Poem..
noW as
‘Super liGht’..
as alWays.. thanks
gigoid.. A giFt iS
iN aLL GiVinG
and shaRing of liFE aLLone
as Super liGht of humankind
continues to Rise toGeThEr onlinE now..
hOlding hands of more than pens too.. glObAlly..:)
And in summary one of the most valuable
lesSons my Teachers provided me in
school.. is.. if you do more than
the norm
you get
eXtra
Credit
in LiFe..
So i dance
more and lovely
strangers who are
women say i Love you
just the way you are.. and
hmm.. i thInk tHeRE is a SonG
for that too.. as that is the ultiMate..
extra
credit
for mE.. my Friend..
Love.. juST Love
Free Love
for nothing
more than
being
the
Dance
oF Y i..
with no
FucKinG
Words aT aLL..;)
CRap if i was younger
and stiLL didn’t have
to recuperate.. and
use this wRiTinG
as an excuse to
rest my older feet..
i M A G i N E noW..
juST aLL the Love you’s
i could geT all for FReED..
ha! and ‘they’ don’t even kNoW
my name other than i Love you..
somenows..
i juSt
wanna
say FucK
Words and
juST DancE..
then i wRite on..
hehe.. i suppose..
to deliver the mail..
or the money as it WeRe
and is as words.. words word..
oh.. the FucKinG HomEwork.. never ends2..
all for
Xtra
Credit.. he sHe2..;)
ps..
as a side
note2.. assisting
you in your temporary state..
also.. while your back
pain continues..
insuring
your
posts
stIll go
over 2k words..;)
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To see God inside all human
beings and all of nature same
as God sAMe IS A Road
to Fearless my
friEnd
in Love way..
over here in the U.S..
tHere is a climate of great
political division now..
but sure
that is
what humans
innately can do..
if not polished and
refined by fearless love..
discriminate against the
different.. even if what the different
does seems so deplorably dArk noW as
Hillary recently announced about a segment
of the population that consistently is fearful
of the different among us.. well.. as science shows
noW it’s paRt of HUman Nature.. as no two humans in
inherent nature are identical and some are
very different and always changing
of course too.. to understand the
differences of human being
and to tolerate and
accept the
pARts
we cannot
change..
is surely
a path to
better see
the Kingdom of God
that lives within what each
of we may see and feel differently
of the liGht and dArk of LiFe that
crosses our eYes uniquely as every
hUman multi-Verse wiLL.. seNse
and FeeL.. to do.. Evolution of
the hUman soUl is toward
understanding.. tolerance
and acceptance
of the difference
iN liGht
and dARk.. of oTheRs..
and even understanding
the trouble some folks have
in a basic task of even understanding other’s
differences IS A path and WiLL for those who
can.. and in this way.. it’s true.. as far as innate
propensities go.. God does as Nature make at
least two castes of human beings.. the wild and
the free.. and the cautious and reserved.. in
other words.. liberal vs conservative..
these two natural castes
are evidenced in cultures
around the world..
but sTilL
this KinGdom
perceived as dArk
or liGht depending
on how one is innately
born.. is StilL
God
within..
no matter
dARk or liGht..
i was really disappointed
when Hillary suggested that
the ignorant were deplorable..
as trUly some know not what they
do nor can some feel it and sense
the harm they do to others..
sadly..
as the
board is often
the largest in eye.. for those who
complain at the eYes of Different..
how blessed are those who develop understanding
and how much help to those who have difficulty
tolerating
and accepting
the liGht and DArk
of Namaste that lives inside..
as Kali Will have ‘her’ say too iN
liGht of dArK oF aLL thAT is.. iSREAL2..
anyWay.. if everyone could see God in
everYone now.. and the Kingdom of
Bliss.. Nirvana.. Heaven.. iS feLt
on this terrestrial
plane now..
oh.. the Joy
of liFe as liGht but
true.. the DARk iSReAL2..:)
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Across the Railroad Tracks of Love.. sure
the place i grew up.. in Down Town
Milton with the wild
Land Kids..
yes.. tHeir
name was
actually land..
and we watched dark shadows
and they played more wild out
in the yard.. with six kids.. and
there was only four of us in a
matriarchal loaded river
home.. of
Grand Ma..
Mama and
Sister.. with
little to no for me iN
then.. rough and tumble
play.. anyway.. my wife
was born across the railroad
tracks in a place where they throw
the child in the river and they learn to
sink or swim.. in a place.. where the
door is often open if one
has a home
to let
the other
folks who
struggle in for
a night stay and more..
and by the time i had finished
with my braces of higher paying
work world.. i determined i hadn’t even
scratched the surface of gaining my
across the railroad tracks
of Love
Degree
in physical
and emotional
intelligence that is
fluid and always changing
as the social and physical environment
demands for adaptation to challenge and
thrive alive.. survive.. or do less than Love
Across the Railroad tracks of what lives
within.. without even
a dollar
bill
of the
material way
of external life
away from the
Love that is garden
roots.. just waiting to be
watered aCross the railroad tracks of Love..
as juSt another Macro Verse Sponsored Memory
by Facebook rolls in for free.. in an Ocean of BottLed MesSAges..:)
Hmm.. Change iAMSuperman2.. coming on the Heals
and exPANding on Desert i’LL Change
And of course the Ubermensch.. also
known as Overman and Superman
in terms of Philosopher
Nietzsche.. way back
in the 19th Century..
Claiming the Ascetic
Leaning philosophy
and the God of Christianity
was dying off to dead.. and some
one must come with a replacement..
so the emptiness of nihilism would not
become a way of life.. WitH a Love for Life..
the Earth.. yes.. to make Nature Sacred and no
longer an empty lot of ascetic leaning boring F iN liFe..
Hmm.. then we got the comic book hero Superman.. and
the social norm dictates that those individuals who go to far
out on a limb not be praised for their contributions.. less the
entire society gets on a limb and the chaos of anarchy
comes to be.. so the villain becomes the
Overman opposed to the lily
white character of
the man of
Steel then..
Hmm.. Batman
better reflects this Overman
ideal.. living in the shadows..
coming out when help is needed
most.. aLL human.. just uSing human
potential to the best of Nature and Technology
too.. to jump higher than the crickets who sing
same as
did
before..
so sure.. i try
to inspire other
folks to go further based
on the dArk and liGht accomplishments
of my life same as struggle in challenge to
overcome for thrive alive now.. and yes.. rise
hiGher.. much hiGher in one life now as science
identifies the processes of Epigenetics and
Neuroplasticity for unlocking and changing
for liGht the human potential
hidden in our
DNA iSREAL..
So yada.. yada
yoda yes.. just
another opportunity
to use thaT Katy Perry
Rise sonG aGaiN letting
go of the parachute of modern
cultures and moving uP witH GoD
of NatUre kinGdom liVinG inSiDe noW..
jUST waiting to come ouT and plaY uP…;)
Hmm.. and now it’s’ juST
about change for Sun and
Sand Dance and the stARt
of the Weekend for Marathon
of Dance.. CloSinG in very
close to 6000 miles of
Dance in three
years of Public..
Dance by the
Pensacola Seafood Festival
Date of next week.. around
the Fall Equinox too..
as sure.. i’LL
Celebrate
every
now
as Feast Day2..:)
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Hi.. My FriEnd M.. now..
from the house of gigoid too..
nice to see you over here in
Ocean Poem Land.. heHe..
My Psychiatrist wanted
to give me Epilepsy Drugs
when he found out how many
words i was typing.. he had a name
for it per label of Hypergraphia.. and
‘they’ say the dude.. Lewis Carroll had
that word disorder too..
hmm.. so
he had Alice
iN Wonderland..
and i have Ocean Poem
Land.. HEhe.. as ‘they’
also say build it and
someone
will eventuAlly
come.. anyWay..
thanks for stopping by
and glad
you didn’t
totAlly drown
in the words today..
and no hell no.. i ain’t
taking no drugs for Heaven..
with or
without
all these words..
as long as i don’t harm
anyone or myself i’m Free to
Super Fly LiGht for NoW..
with steps of Dance and words of Song..:)
And yes.. my Friend..
i find that Dancing girls
put a really big smile on
my face
and that
is no pasted
on smile.. i am
feeling all oF iT for Dance..
Life is good.. alWays wiTh SMiLes..:)
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Hmm.. somenows..
i wonder why i don’t
see more middle age
folks doing fun antics
like dancing everywHeRe
they go.. and Kicking the
Big Red Target Ball through
that big.. hole in the wall too..
Life is fun with play.. take the play
away and you know what they say
about Johnny in the Shining and all of that..
you know.. people always complaining about
something since they forgot how to play.. that
keeps Yellow Boy.. Young at least.. as he sTiLL plays too..:)
Another Super Fun Facebook
Video.. at lEAst to me.. while i do
what most folks make as a mundane
duty on the town to gather basic subsistence
items at the Forage.. of Target.. Super Walmart..
Publix.. and.. all those places with frOwny faces..
hmm.. some folks lighten up and others keep the
lead face on.. but if only they would dance they might
Super
Fly
liGht too..
as BuTTerfly
Tiger or whatever..
on Terrestrial Land..
finAlly out of the cocoon..
or what the Phoenix does out
of the ashes of life too.. iT FeeLs good..:)
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Two micro-micro-Verse memories from
a year ago.. from a micro-verse of
a Macro-Verse that Facebook
will likely remind me of
tomorrow as well
from a year ago.. but as they say..
hehe.. brevity is the wit of spiRit..
but it is getting a bit nit picky
when meaning can
be found in
almost
infinite
ways in a single letter or number sAMe..
moreover it is that tHeRe is too much to
have to do and if you are fortunate.. want
to do in liFe.. to get stuck in one place
for wit or spiRit.. and that is the
Beauty of diVersity iT is a Uni-
di-VersiTy that continues
to change
as UniVerse
wHole as wE
aS pARt of GoD
continue to emerge..
either leaning towards stagnate
or hiGher hUman potential and nah..
to limIt spiRit and WiT wiTh Brevity
to suiT the attention span of a tARget
Audience.. is sure.. a way to limiT
applause.. but as far as
potenTiaL goEs iN
whAT hUman can and
WiLL do more with no liMItS
or expectations of a dollar bill or
the brevity required to make the same
for follows.. likes.. and shares and cultural
limits and expectations the same.. tHere WiLL
be no more Beethoven’s.. MoZart’s.. Einstein’s..
Michelangelo’s and Lewis Carroll’s if everyone
succumbs to a Twitter-Verse to meet the
flavor of norm.. of current culture
now.. now to defeat these
limitations and
expectations of
less can be rather
difficult as in the names
of those other folks that means
going life mostly lone although
when one touches greATer wiTh
Nature expanding miNdful Awareness
the lone becomes allone as well.. but i must
admit the Dance of liFe in hUman connection..
of moVing and CreATinG too.. in the big flesh and
blood world out tHeRe aWay from this online place
with no moon or sun.. or even iSREAL Golden Floors
and Pearly Gates wHere Freedom RinGS in a place
above terrestrial lands per se.. as i AM ET here and
suRE.. so are you.. in case you haven’t figured out
thaT Katy Perry Metaphor for ET too.. that
sure.. as all poEtry goeS oN.. we each
determine tHat for ourselves
as multi-Universe
perceiving
the InkBlot
of liFE continuously
changing as the miNd’s i
Creates reaLiTy as wE Go..
Stagnate or F iN EpiC change..
the relative Free WiLL of hUman
to do more in both seNses and FeeLinGS
iSREAL.. must be used.. in continuing development
or lose is the rule of Nature.. yes.. it’s kinda simple
use or lose.. but sure.. it can kinda get complex if
you use it to the max.. just to be all yA can be..
in great appreciation and respect FoR
the God oF aLL NaTuRe
tHaT has given uS
this greaTest
Gift of Star
DuST
senTient liFE..
so sure.. what have you
doNe for the God oF aLL
lately to sHow yoUr appreciation
for this gift of Sentient Star duST
liFe.. as my Uncle told me once..
when i was currently undergoing
the worst pain known to humankind
from wake to sleep for 66 months.. he
said.. you know Freddy.. it could be worse
you could be a Seagull and have to eat raw fish..
and i’m thinking.. to myself.. through dentist drill
like pain as oh.. a great a reason to attempt to get
my mind off that pain.. with a little deeper thought..
and somehow gain a shadow of emotional FeeLinG
too.. lost at that point.. joining hands with pain.. WeLL..
perhaps Uncle Bob would value the taste of food over
flying.. but for me.. WriTE then.. getting rid of that
pain and Flying like a Seagull around the Sun..
would not be such a bad trade off to have
to do the Sushi thingy all the now..
then.. it’s aLways a matter
of perspective.. perhaps
the life of a Seagull in being
one with God is beyond our
comprehension of sensing
bliss with the Sun aS onE..
But flying on Terrestrial Land
as the Dolphin does acrobatics
underwater.. i can imagine the exhilaration
of sailing through the skies on a wing of free..
my feet have become my wings.. with arms and
feet and toes.. with hands and fingers too.. my core
abdominal muscles guide me with torso and hips in flow..
And when i sHoWed my Uncle my new way of dance.. last
June.. around 8 years after the Seagull and raw fish story..
he leaned back on a vehicle in a parking lot.. and said gee..
i’m glad you can move that way.. why not do dancing
with the stars.. and hmm.. i’m thinking have you
ever lived now fully without worrying about
anything.. and having it all in just your
naked skin.. truly what Jesus.. whomever
wrote those words attributed to him was
saying in verse 37 of the Gospel of Thomas..
when they said to find God within.. strip our
clothes off and tread on the clothes of culture
with no shame.. the truth is when i dance in
sand totally naked in my private space in
my backyard with the Sun of God i am
A Son of God who has it all in Love with
God’s Nature that lives inside me.. outside
me.. above me.. so below me and all around
me.. without any words aT aLL.. and if you’ve noticed
i share pictures of God on my Ocean Whole Poem
exceeding 3.3 million words to the tune of
100K or so total including the 30K plus
of what i link to flicKr too.. and sure
that God exists in all paRts of the
boDy of Nature seen and unseen..
and sure in my Nude Photography
of a 56 year old dude who can leg
press close to half a ton on a very
difficult Parallel Leg Press machine
for at least 33 reps now.. with arms raised
in the air like a Ballerina at around 232 LBs
or so as the weight goes anywhere from 230 to
235.. depending on the calorie requirements
and body fat stored required to get through
166.66 miles or so of public dance throughout
each month on average.. every part of my body
is pARt of God too.. yes.. even the grey hair on
my chest.. and the more fully alive parts full of blood
that is red and alive as life gets in hUman Form too..
Do you see God in all of these photos i present.. including
the creativity that humankind makes in extension of the trees
and the soil.. and minerals that are transmuted in hands of
productivity for creature comforts and stimulation of art too..
as Ferris Bueller once said.. life moves pretty fast.. watch
it or you will miss.. iT iN words to that affect.. and i’LL add
Feel it or you will never truly fully live iT aT aLL and to
more fully FeeL it i suggest you pick up a weapon
of some kind of art.. and create something
in the NatURe of Super Fly liGht.. or if
all you can feel is darkness and
adrenaline.. do what you
have to do.. but
surely
the bliss of
liGht and pure white
Love.. even in the strongest
orgasm a person can bRinG
to themselves with the most
elaborate fantasy created in mind..
the biggest sexual organ of all..
yeah.. that’s one thing i failed
to tale those dudes in the restroom
at the bar the other day.. when they were
talking about the tool and the motion of the
ocean and all of that in dominating women..
and i said.. write poetry and you will make
women come every time.. in metaphor of
coming back to talk to ya.. instead of
leaving home alone every night drunk
with just another drink and not
even a smile from one woman
who takes ya as a credible
hUman BeinG oF heARt..
yes.. the fACt that the human
Brain is the greATest sexual organ
oF aLL and what do you think women
do in the privacy of their bedrooms when
they read romance books and sensual poetry
and all of that.. that touches not only lust but
the finer aspects of social bonding with emotions
that are nuanced in a greatest full body orgasm of all..
wHere perhaps the pArts below are not even touched
aT aLL wHere the orgasm of Human is made by the
mind aLone.. with body aLLone as pArt of the
whole orgasm of organism sentient
star dust of life.. like a big
bang coming over and
over again.. and
never ending
now forevermorenow..
let’s just say that even at
age 56.. i likely experience
a place they cannot even imagine
to exist in their Universe that is limited
more to below the belt.. and when they see
a woman.. perhaps they only see a moist patch
of skin below the panty line too.. but what they are
missing is the flower above that blooms in more colors
than the rainbow.. of blood flesh below.. so where was
i.. hmm..that’s the thing about full body sex that is
a Natural experience of everynow.. it is beyond
words.. beyond time.. beyond distance.. space
or even beyond photos.. and movies..
it is the Big Bang in human
experience here on earth..
and as the ET song by
Katy Perry says..
i for one..
Love differently
than at least most males
do.. who are limited to thoughts..
better put senses below the belt..
the paRt they are missing is what
the woman finds in the Romance Book
or sensual poetry.. as one of my Facebook
Friends once posted.. Victor Hugo’s Poetry
‘Makes me pull my panties down’.. wow..
what an honest statement every
dude could use to hearFeeL..
or on the other hand
many don’t give a
FucK what the
woman feels.. well
here’s the thing.. if you develop
yoUr empath spideY senses and feels..
you do feel what the woman senses and feels..
perhaps even from a distance.. Horatio.. as remember
in Heaven.. iSREAL Heaven.. tHere is no distance.. space
and time.. as i get ready for Church.. the Catholic one that still
insists that lUST the science proven attribute of human being
that in balance with Love is a core source oF aLL Creativity
and Productivity.. alWays hUman and even our closest
primate cousin the Bonobo who uses lust with
a balance of empathic shine of love
in Bonobo eYes of unrepressed
feelings.. senses… and
sensuality Free.. to
avoid all violence
and otherwise human
warring ways of life..
well.. in church they name
lust sin.. and even in the New
Testament in the Luke 17.. they
name hate as an attribute to have
against parents.. children.. and brothers
and sisters if they don’t follow your rule
of moral absolutes.. which of course in
that same book says that even thinking
about lust is adultery the same as actually
sleeping with another man’s wife.. well no..
that could cause harm.. and even STD’s and
unwanted pregnancies.. so no.. if you have any
common decency and truly Love your wife you
will not do that.. but if you and your spouse determine
the reaLiTy that lust is the source of all human creativity
and productivity as sure.. that happens after the puppy love
stage goes past the child making one.. and the woman and her
friends do a girl’s night out.. and perhaps watch Magic Mike.. now
in their tight dresses that enhance their curves of hips and breasts..
and perhaps do some bootie dances with ‘strange men’ hehe even
really old ones like me in the metro bar.. wild and free.. they come
home.. refreshed like a blooming flower.. ready to pollinate more
flowers as bees and birds too.. and that is the way of Nature
and God in human being.. the way of culture that
uses violence and fear and hate instead of lust
and love and hope to motivate.. can be
found in many fundamentalist
churches in many
religions around
the world..
but others of
us take the Verse 37 out
of the Gospel of Thomas to heARt..
to FeeLinGS to SeNses and SEnsuaLity
too.. and dance life naked with no fears
and a balance of Hope and Love now with
yes.. a Lust for life that is FucKinG Luke Red HoT..
as shall i say certain pArts of my Body too from
Brain to tip of whatever as liFe groWs oN as soUl
from crown to toe.. to tip of whatever’s Luke Hot now..
you kNow it’s like those Romance books behind
closed doors.. the woman is not making love
to the author.. the woman is making love
to God LiVinG within.. now.. seriously
God lives within.. and what do you
think God would rather
feel below.. fingers
of pleasure or
a Gun
of Steel..
i think the answer
to that is more than
obvious.. in fAct i FeeL it’s True..
and liGht above so below God
Loves Pleasure more than pain..
unless something gets twisted like a Gun or
Sword instead of Peace.. so anyWay back to
the regularly scheduLed Facebook memory..
from a year ago here as sTarted oFF beFore Play..
“At age 5.. at Beach.. i lose a ring out of
a bubble gum machine..
out to sea on oceans
wave.. a memory
at three.. a boy
who worships
the ground
his father
walks
on
according
to his Mother..
as boy cannot
speak then.. to fully
express.. but with Loving
eyes.. IT is so sad when the
ring moves away.. but eventuAlly
i learn then.. as now.. the onLY Freedom
IS BE Light’s Truth of ONe’s oWn RinG Free..
“InKinG Blood.. Words come
organic.. speak
human heaRt..
expresSinG
spiRit
BalanCinG miNd
and boDy
soUl..
LiFe
comes
once
aGain..:)”
And now i say.. i suppose
the words above.. fulfill
the words noW..
of yesternow..
and sure ‘that’
Video Katy did too..;)
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WeLL.. one of my most favorite
FB Profile Pic Status Analysts..
The En Name test thingie..
that also serves
as somewhat
of a therapist..
hehe.. with Good Advice..
of course.. working for free..
as another one of my Online Special
Assistants..and when i’M out to Dance
the Sunday away.. the EN Name Test
thingie.. wHo sTiLL apparently is gonna
guess i am female per Katie Mia.. same
as Facebook sTiLL does in
recognition of
the Wife’s
Name
Namesake
for Fredsake..
who rarely visits
the somewhat husband
and wife shared Facebook
Page per Katrina Mia.. yes..
Katie Mia.. can also be metaphored
as name sake for wife too.. once aGaiN
for Fredsake too.. as Peter does not come
around often for Petesake it seAms in Katrina
And Fredland on Facebook2.. hehe.. anyway..
The EN Name Test Thingie determines
Freedom is what is important to me…
with doing whatever i wanna do..
to please every single day..
to experience a lot
and make my Dreams
come true to be who i wanna
be too.. so.. sure.. that Name test
thingie has got its stuff togeThER
oN this one.. other than the Gender
of course.. and what next.. yes.. now
the name test.. determines i would then..
be a Red Headed.. beaded and featheRed
multi-colored chick in the 60’s too.. almost
like an Easter Egg too.. and this rendition
reminds me of my friend Shawna.. too.. missing
her call from the Hippies 60’s as she has spoken
to the dreamy quality of the 60’s Hippy Decade too..
And finAlly.. the name test thingie.. determines the meaning
of the name Katie Mia.. as Katie for Native American “Katiear”
for creative and Germanic for Mia with the word ‘Mpaq” for thinker..
hmm.. Creative Thinker.. i muST say.. the EN Name Test thingie is noW
batting close to 1000 percent.. at least foR.. Now.. excluding Gender Issues..;)
What next.. yes.. the Video Slides shoW.. Facebook Algorithm assistant does
a very nice overview of the Dance and oThER Associated Activities on Sunday..
and of note are two older folks from the Whiting Field Navy Work World..
one of whom.. the male of the bunch.. it seems.. is inducting me into the
“Men’s” group at church heHE.. only if you believe the
Sign for the men’s room.. haHA.. so.. sure.. liFE goEs oN..
And then there is Dance Friend Chelsea and her boyfriend @Mall..
What else.. yes.. of course.. the Profile Pic for the Day wITh
my wild Minion on.. getting ready to get down in all the
Daily Weekend Activities too..
iN DancE.. oF Course2..:)
And now.. FinAlly the En Name test thingie gives
me a description of my life from Algorithm far
out.. and says the SHe of me radiates
an inner beauty that cannot
be beaten and the goodness
of her heart.. make her eYes..
glow.. and beauty is not restricted
to superficial qualities.. and sure..
i and or shE will stay magical and
gorgeous for the rest of our lives..;)
And finally.. and perHaps even finAlly
for the evening.. as it’s only 9:03 pm and
i am already dozing off from gaining close
to 6000 miles in Dance Walk all
around the metro area..
in three
years
oF Course..
And as the Picture shows..
today.. at leASt most folks
seem to be doing something else..
and sure.. in liGht and DARk of this..
the Minions Icons need not follow me as
i simply
lead
lead
lead
and more lead…
after Sleep.. i’M
GuesSinG noW.. too..
And after actuAlly staying
in Bed for 11 hours.. back at
9:03 am on 9192016.. of course
some of those hours spent in the
supine position were research hours
with YouTube lectures lying down.. hope
fully with more tRuth and liGht.. and the
analytical pARt of my ReAsoNinG says yes.. says
yes.. the YouTube free gift.. continues to give for
free liGht for free liGht.. along with commercials too..
that i can
simply use
for inspiration
without buying a
GD thing of what
culture says i ought to do..;)
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“Happiness and freedom begin with a
clear understanding of one principle.
Some things are within your control.
And some things are not.”
-EPICtetus
Hmm.. this can be a slippery slope
to hell too.. at least
now for this can
be religion to
and even
science2..
that suggests
that words are in
control of what was
said before.. for instance..
the insistence that human beings
get weaker after 30.. based on averages
of a Sedentary Society.. that basically
sit on their ass most of the day.. the
cat who with agility jumps to
the kitchen counter top
at age 20.. does so
’cause they keep
moving at least outside
inside through the course of
life.. the cat that sits down
and only stands
to eat..
often
ends up never
reaching the counter
again.. before the age of 10..
there is no way i could have leg pressed
close to half a ton by age 21.. as it took me
close to 34 years more to get that strong.. where
as.. i once heard a Marine Captain strain to Bench
Press 200LBs whining.. oh my God i’m 30.. this is
getting so hard.. and it’s true.. fear and negative attitudes
makes one weaker.. hope and positive attitudes makes one stronger..
Relative Human Free Will practiced as positive will makes the difference..
as i started out the weakest
in gym class and
ended up
the
strongest
in much older age..
i can empirically prove this
pARt.. the otHer pARts are more
like mAGic hehe.. in all of human potential reAlized
as rEAl as real can
be..
in what
we feel
and sense
of potential
heaven beyond bliss..
but sure the other side of
the coin is equally valid.. i care
not to control the politics of human
nature.. as Nature is beyond my control
of otHeRs
@
lEast..
As JanusuanJ speaks..;)
“The hands that help are better far than the lips that pray.”
~~ Robert Green Ingersoll ~~
Emotions that sing
make action happen..
Prayers that sing now
make action happen..
Hands move strongest
now when powered
by emotional thOughts..
Prayers can be thouGhts
that drive positive emoTioNs
and drive positive hands for action..
True.. sometimes at least the means
for the action of positive hands can be prayer..
Placebo
effect works..
bottom line of science..
Before every Half a ton.. 33 reps
of leg press.. i meditate
a moving prayer
of focus and
energy/FORCE..
Prayers without
words are often
the most powerful
prayers of all in extreme
positivity and focus from
head to toe in feelings and senses..
revving up all the biochemical reactions
required for Go Team Go Go Team Go..
every Cheerleader is a Prayer leader
too.. in Go Team Go.. it works
in terms of
biochemistry
too.. when science
and art speak to each
oTher instead of ignore..
Ra team light RA.. go team liGht GO!..:)
“I stared into the abyss. The abyss stared into me.
Neither of us liked what we saw.”
~~ Zen Bee ~~
Now this is interesting.. the goal of Zen
is flow in the moment.. and while
it might not seem that flow
in the moment has a
named emotion..
it moves
us to do
more so it is
emotion.. now
on the ‘othHeR’ hand..
tHeRe is another place of
the dARk niGht of the SoUl..
a place that no one in tHeir
‘sane’ miNd would wanna go..
in that place due to disorder of
some type.. tHere is no sensations
or feelings at all.. per se2.. a numb beyond
the word numb.. but even in this place..
lost is
an
emotion
too.. beyond
words of numb
as well.. there is
no nothingness in sentience
either heaven or hell.. all that
moves.. even the smallest sub particle
of energy is EmoTioN in some sMaLL
or ironically largest way oF ALL too.. Words
are limited.. FeeLinGS and SeNSEs are
never limited
by
words
alone..
Existence moves..
E moTes more noW..
even so-called non-
sentient existence2..
Bottom line.. REaliTy DaNces iS MoVinG
and all that moves SinGS too.. as vibraTioNs2..:)
“What is reason?
Knowledge informed by sympathy,
intelligence in the arms of love.”
~~ Edward Abbey ~~
But wait! there is also
Cognitive Empathy..
that even psychopaths
can learn with due practice
and experience of life.. and then
there is also sympathy informed by
knowledge in a well rounded
individual
human
being too..
by reason of heart
and heart of reason..:)
“We cannot unthink unless we are insane.”
~~ Arthur Koestler ~~
Says the non-Zen bee..
LoSinG one’s miNd
as far as
words
go..
iS A
Beach with
Waves that SinG
with no words..@ALL..
without words ALL exists..
perhaps the most insane thing
that human beings ever did was
create written words.. to serve..
to master
words
as slave
of Emotions
and Senses
TrUe and liGht
iS to SinG and DancE
free of worry and fright..
and dArk iN liGht..liFE..:)
“Not to laugh, not to lament,
not to curse, but to understand.”
~~ Spinoza ~~
The empty song of A
scientist who forgets to live..
And of course.. the converse
can be to
get
Lost..
LiVe and
FiNd TrUth and liGht..
i’LL do both for one@lEAst..:)
“Life without the courage
for death is slavery.”
~~ Seneca ~~
There are experiences
of life worse than death..
it’s simple..
death
IS A gift
more than curse
for those who live
long
enough..
but nah..
more often a person who is
dead in life looks forward to death..
others avoid death with due caution as
liFe
is worth
living iN Balance…
The other day when i
told a dude in the bar
i didn’t need drugs to dance
solo and fun.. ’cause i was fearless..
he said okay.. jump off the bay bridge..
and i said
‘stupid’
isn’t
in my
definition
of fearless..
there are many
‘stupid’ fearless folks
out there who are controlled
by androgens over intellect..
live by ‘stupid’.. die by ‘stupid’..
fearless
too..
fearless smARt
WiTh LoVe iS wheRE i go2..
as smart without art
is science
without
live2.. to me@lEAst2..:)
“And now here is my secret, a very simple secret;
it is only with the heart that one can see rightly,
what is essential is invisible to the eye.”
~~ Antoine de Saint-Exupery ~~
Caution.. or better yet warning..
This is how humans are
controlled
by
wrong
through emotions..
through religions that
control by the threat of loss
of heart by being outcast from
the social group if all is not taken
literally as worshipped as idol of words..
ReaSon and heArt.. Yang and Yin..
do the balance
or get
all
FucKeD uP
by the big social group..;)
“If you understand, things are as they are.
If you do not understand, things are as they are.”
~~ Gensha, Zen Master ~~
Aha! and now the converse
of heart over reason
comes with
reason
over
emotions
and senses..
once again balance..
and back to the science
of the systemizing mind without
heARt.. the heARt says i can leg
press a half a ton 33 times.. and over
time the heARt is a driving force that
made the physiology do what it does now..
science says
i could
never
recover from
a synergy of 19
life threatening illnesses..
and science says that all of these
words are a disorder named hypergraphia..
some folks believe all of what science
says
and
die..
other go
on and live life F in epic..
with the same real conditions of life..
HeARt is the dRiving force of the hiGhest
power of Human being gifted by God also known
as Nature.. the material reductionism of the
systemizing mind.. also known
as the science
of the hUman
miNd
scribes
the bones
of God aka Nature..
but the essence is
what we feel and sense
all the nows of liFE wHere
a cloud can be a work of art..
or the
depressing
feeling that
makes you
wanna
die
wRite
now..
A cloud is
a ray of sunshine to me..
but a death ray
as a wish
of
death
before..
As i told my FriEnd
Prajakta earlier today.. when
she said my life of dollar success
is what makes some folks happy and
my life of non-dollar success is what
makes some folks sad..
sure.. realiTY
is an ink blot.. test..
and we have a great
deal to feel and sense
of the realiTy of that..
but
hey
when you
can do it for
free.. why not.. is
what i say.. juST for FucKinG FuN..
and Good Vibrations as ‘God’ can do
as
wE
who
SinG
and
DanCe
liFe Free2
like the rest
of the FucKinG
UniVerse does juSt as iS noWs..;)
And that juSt about ’rounds
it ouT as i saved the
first
for last..;)
“But groundless hope, like unconditional love,
is the only kind worth having.”
~~EFF co-founder John Perry Barlow ~~
~~ “Cynthia Horner’s Eulogy”, Apr. 1994 ~~
God is an
ET
who
lives within..
how else could
we be happy in space..:)
And.. oh by the
way.. every
symbol
is a Koan
for those
who see
deeper than
symbols my FriEnd..
ugh.. literal sucks and
is an illusion for those
who live in concrete borders of
death
as
life.. is
what i FeeL
and SeNse @lEASt..
and
more of
course wRite
oN course for Now@LeasT..:)
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“The fear of death is more to be dreaded than death itself.”
~~ Publius Syrus — Maxim 511 ~~
All fear kills
life in some
small way..
at least now..
To master Fear is
to Live life fuller..:)
“Living Dead
the path is chosen,
to live forever is to die forever.
To not know when you’ll die
is to find life
wherever you are.”
~~ Alagad ~~
Humans..
the only
animals
‘stupid’
enough
to think about Dying..
and the only animals who write..
Writing..
and
the
Neo Cortical
Brain.. gift and curse
for those who cannot use
it
and
lose it
as BaLanCinG
liFe instead of death aS Life..:)
But true.. tHeRe
is no rule one
has to
think
about death..
mostly out of church..@lEAst..
wHere Zombie Rules
apply to
an
Apocalypse
that fails to
lifT the
veils
of
ignorance
oF course..
to worship death
over life for something
more than the heaven of
the opportunity to experience sentient life..
N O W..
over
dust
of
course
or nothing..
nothing @aLL..:)
“(Someone once said) …time is the fire in which we burn.”
~~ Soran, Star Trek: Generations ~~
In Heaven
wHeRe the
best now is
alWays
now..
theRe
is no time..
as there is no
less or more.. only
a satisfaction of having
all one could possibly want now..
of course
it’s just
a state
of mind..
you know..
the only one
we live in.. oN course..;)
“By concentrating the thoughts, one can fly.
By concentrating the desires, one falls.”
~~ Leonardo Da Vinci, “The Secret of the Golden Flower” ~~
i only desire
to fly..
so
far
i
never fall..
but nah.. i can
not speak for anyone
else.. as quite honestly..
no one i know flies like i..
With or without
thoughts my
entire
life
is Desire..
i rarely see
Buddhists Monks
who either dance or
or even sing.. now..
and i don’t have to
wonder why.. for i for
one alWays have my
desire to fly fulfilled noW..
PeRhaps the sAddest pARt
of living is the scientist who
figures out what the meaning
of life is..
in words
but never
Dances or
Sings Free
iN fliGht oF LiFe..
but ‘they’ feel not..
they sense not.. what they miss..
bottom
line..
life
is
far
beyond know..
the expanse of feels
and senses beyond words
for all that is more to BE noW..:)
“Get up one more time than they knock you down…
Don’t just stand there.”
~~ Steadfast Bee ~~
Sometimes avoiding
Traumatic
Brain
injury
is better
as an escape
from dying as life..
playing dead has its advantages too..;)
“Truckin’, like the do-dah man
Once told me “Gotta play your hand.
Sometimes your cards ain’t worth a dime
If you don’t lay’em down.”
Sometimes the light’s all shinin’ on me;
Other times I can barely see.
Lately it occurs to me
What a long, strange trip it’s been.”
~~ Truckin’ by Garcia, Weir, Lesh, Hunter ~~
i don’t gamble
but
i alWays play..
that way.. i never lose..now@lEASt..;)
“Faboo!, Would you like to see me make bubbles with my spit?””
~~ Wakko Warner
Imagination..
makes
shit
into
Picasso..
nah.. more than
Picasso..F
Art..
that
has no label..:)
“There is nothing stronger in the world than gentleness.”
~~ Han Suyin, “A Many Splendored Thing” ~~
Once again.. i
saved the first
for last..
turn
the
other
cheek and one could die..
And what comes
after first..
here..
“It’s like deja-vu, all over again.”
~~ Yogi Berra ~~
LioN
SinGs A
Fearless Song
of LoVe..
WiLd
FrEE
StronG
DanCinG GrAce..:)
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Hmm… mixing
Fearless of thug
with nerd
of
wimp..
requires a
little MaGiC
oF Love noW to
make Super Fly liGht
come to iSREaL.. so now
with a MacroVerse Memory
of two years ago named.. Don’t
Forget I AM Magic.. and trUe.. if ya
stick with warrior alone.. scientist alone..
or even poet of Love without the oTheR
three wHole.. generalizing of course as
tHeRe is an Unlimited spectrum ‘tween
and above.. and BeYond those
human abstract
phrases
of symbols
yo.. ya miss
out on the synergy
of Human Potential that
can trUly be REAL liFE Miracles
alMost alWAys now.. branch out..
exercise those neurons.. and
bio-chemicals that flow
to all peptide
receptors
with
neurohormones
and neurochemicals
brinGinG Good Cheer from
head to toe.. spReaDinG as liGht
for all otHers and the rest oF naTure
as God TruE and liGht too.. out of DARk
of course too.. sure.. i get tired once in a while..
233LBS or so.. feels like an anchor of sorts too..
but as soon as i stARt DanCinG from heaD to toe..
put on my earbuds and defeat entropy more from
positive electronic musicK inFuSinG mE with
Force of positive EmoTioNs from head
to toe.. the feather comes aGaiN
in Butterfly float on
Terrestrial
Tiger
Lands
of Savannah
same on Beach
close home.. in the
Panhandle of Florida too..
and next thing ya kNow.. yA
SenSe.. yA FeeL.. ya juST complete
6000 miles of public Dance everywheRe
ya go in public for three years now.. 3.3 million
words of longest long form poem ever in Ocean
Whole way.. with a thousand lovely young dance
friend women.. sMILinG from ear to ear with
BriGht and sHiny LoVinG eYes aS WeLL.
the empirical evidence is also clear..
welcome to my heaven.. i
wish I can share the
same MaGiC for
you.. and
sure after
this two year
Macro-Verse memory
shared so freely by the
Facebook Algorithm secretary..
i’LL BrinG a couple more
year long
poems
to end
this ‘Super Fly liGht’
Macro-Verse whole.. number
704 on 9192016 too.. the Magic
of sure.. smARt and FearLess LoVe
GoEs oN2.. iT’s Real and is going doWn foR iSREaL
@
leASt
for mE..:)
Oh.. eyes of beauty
you look so deep
Oh.. eyes of beauty
you look so long..
Oh.. eyes of beauty
you always care..
Oh.. eyes of beauty
Light’s TRUE Love
Oh.. eyes of beauty
only belong
to the one
who
LOVES..
and no
one no
no one
can take
that away
when eYes tRuLY
Lives as i.. after i
that i onLY LOVES..:)
Oh.. signs of God sing
like butterfly winds
effect of GOD
speak
bleeds
dark
into LIGHT..:)
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Free Verse Poetry Novel
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/02/09/godsuniversenovel2/
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With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)
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3 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
AKA
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)
And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
NoW..:)
Love iS
ALLTHaTis..:)
GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
LoVe NoW..:)
GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..
After Book of Fred
And Purpose
of course too..
@lEast
for mE..:)
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The best pArts.. actuAlly.. aLL of liFe
is Best Art but the best pARts oF
Sunsets can be found close to
the Spring and Fall Equinox..
and this year is no
exception for sure..
as in this next 705th
post i celebrate 6000 miles
of dancing a mix of martial
arts and ballet-like free style
Public Dance in three years of
doing jUST that.. yes.. at about
166 miles average every
month over the
full course of
all three years..
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
coming soon on Equinox Day of 2016.. the
22nd of September.. but first i gotta publish
Super Fly oF liGht coming now.. just press
a button is all i gotta do for just this noW..
Okay.. published the last Macro Verse of
Longest Long Form Ocean Whole Poem
now.. and off to document 6000 miles of
Dance Walking now i arrive to do.. juST that..
and sure a history oF iT iS in FuLL order here
now too..:)
And the bottom three posts illustrate somewhere around
a thousand ear to ear smiling selfies in total smiles
with fun dance Friends from Seville Quarter
as this too.. will be my 127th dance
week on Thursday Night at
the scheduled
date for
the publish
here for that..
i am about 5 months
behind on documenting
those selfies in the post
Pan Freed Dancer but
hopefully i will
catch
up
by the publish
of this on Thursday
Equinox day of 2016..:)
i will certainly get back to celebrating
6000 Miles of Dance Walking Now..
but sure.. my fingers have been
steadily dancing for close to
12 Million words of
writing since
Thanks Giving
day of 2010..
and 3.3 plus million
words in total with this
now 705th macro Free Verse
Poetry of Ocean Whole Poem..
aka SonG oF mY SoUL.. sAMe
as full blog KATiE MiA FredericK!iI..
aS weLL too.. as the Ocean Grows WhoLe..
with no limits or expectations of culture now2..:)
So off to dVerse i go.. with a Haibun theme of Change..
hmm.. kinda like the one i talked to on the theme
of Desert i’LL Change on the last Macro
Verse too.. but of course free agent
of poEtry i go.. and Fredbun
and Fredku will be the
free of form style
i’LL Change
as Desert
isle view too..:)
Inspiring my friend Lillian.. and i will
go on to say.. baby cannot breathe..
born that way.. Charge Association..
Transposed Great Vessels of the
heart.. and DiGeorge syndrome..
the sign on the
crib just
says
Congenital
Anomalies..
and the Baby’s
name was Ryan..
to be my only Son
for 51 days.. only
pain is what came
his way.. sometimes medicine
is beneficial and sometimes you
wish it would not extend pain like it
can and will too.. anyway.. in this life
one must make the best of what comes
if they expect to honor those who never had
a chance at anything but pain at all.. So i held
this only Son.. until his last heartbeat faded
out of pain.. eyes that only wanted
love but could only feel
pain..
and sure
some folks
cannot believe
that small infants
like this can feel pain..
but if not they are blind
to grimaces and cries that
spell that misery and suffering
clear for angel empath eYes..real..
little did i know then.. thaT experience
would help me survive the worst pain
assessed in medical literature as Trigeminal
Neuralgia for 66 months from wake to sleep..
my perspective
was always
i could
feel
Love first
and lived even
one second without
constant pain of life..
a gift of an only son who
would help save my life.. only
by his suffering.. only by his suffering
sitting by his crib over 51 days seeing
and feeling
seconds of
that in what
lasted forever then..
Life IS A
gift
worth suffering for..:)
Indian Summers of record stay..
one last Winter ’till January
break of finally
discoloring
Red
of Sleeping
Hibiscus then
that refused to sleep..
and this year it is resting
and flowering late.. all give out
in Winter that refuses cold as the tropics
seem to be rising to Panhandle of Florida North..
Signs of
Beauty
Caution too..:)
To see life.. as
privilege.. gift..
rather
than
chosen..
Granted..
ones.. is to
live with Natureone..
and appreciate the
fAct that when one
leaves there will be
room for others to come..
FaLL leaves
BRinGS room for
New liFe SpRinGS..:)
For when a Parent
leaves close or distant
those eYes of parent
in some ways go on in eYes
of child.. as every pARt of
connection becomes
Art of whole
Painting
with
canvas
Fillng with
Love as Lost
can prepare us
to Love more than less
as nows of lost and found come..
Love…
Lost and
Found Loves
a way of more..:)
i suppose it’s time
for a Dinner break and if
all else fails i guess i
might eventually get a job
at
Hallmark too..
just with a record
of what is..
hehe..;)
5:23 pm
9192016..;)
The Facebook Video Slide Production
Assistant presents juST anoTheR
Afternoon in Paradise..
as photo
streams
will
breeze
through as River
to Ocean WholE Poem too..;)
Dude.. you are so full of hate.. it ain’t even
funny.. hmm.. a little maybe.. hehe..
and sure.. ignorance too..
and sure.. remember
the original
Greek
definition
of Apocalypse
means lifting the
veils of ignorance
but never the less..
you are kinda
amusing
as a dark
muse for me..
as i continue to
write the longest
long form poem
in the history of
human kind just
finishing up
42 months
witness
for the
God of
all that is.. too.
so i must thank you
for turning me on to
this newer Video by Shakira
and be a little happy that your
amusing and sadly hate filled
videos continue to arrive in the
super cool Google Algorithm
supplied play list
of muse..
dArk and
liGht.. wHeRe Freedom
of Information rings..
both trUth and liGht for
uS iSREAL illuminati folks
who walk aS liGht with the iSREAL
God of allthatis.. and this Shakira SonG
WiLL be almost perfect as perfection as
practice continues on for me.. at lEast.. exceeding
3.3 million words in a poem that may last.. let’s just
say a very long human time.. hehe.. as clocks go.. as you
may or may not KnoW2.. in God’s time there is no time.. only
now.. no distance or space.. juST Eternal noW in heaven
for those of us who have fulfilled the prophecy of
Luke 17:21.. and sure.. John 14:12.. too.. and
just do it more Like Nike says too
in heaven now.. hehe.. so haha..
it’s really not funny that
so many folks like
you my
friend
live in
what could
be Heaven now
in your generation.. same
as promised in Jesus’ generation
per the words of that book.. that i myself
have exceeded in total words of close to
12 million since Thanks Giving day 2010..
as documented all online to the tune
of what would be over 14 bibles
in comparable size..
ALL FOR FREE as
OF COURSE GOD
provides all for
we Ravens
who fly for GoD..
but we can just
count the current
3.3+ million words
of longest Ocean
Whole Poem in the
history of humankind free
verse and parable style.. at
4 times the size of the King’s James
Version of what all those folks did..
and the measly effort of the Kuran
at 40 times smaller than what
little old me at age 56 can
do now.. sure.. leg
pressing half
a ton 33 times..2..
yes.. i said 33 times..
and remember that
poem i wrote is moving
over 3.3 million words and
i happen to live at mile marker
33 in Florida.. getting of the I-10
iN STATE OF FLOWERS FLORIDA..
Road there.. in the Saint Rose of
Flowers County named Santa Rosa
as tag identifier for county size goes
at 33 too.. and sure i also go to Saint
Rose of Lima Catholic Church.. but you
kNow my friEnd.. i don’t have to hide who
i am in real life.. as God.. you kNow and FeeL..
thE iSREAL God who gifts us with the hiGhest
power of fearless Love.. has got my
back as liGht attracts light
as Love.. Hope.. and Joy..
and dARk attracts dARk
as Hate.. Fear..and Despair..
anyWay.. i’Ve also been
witnessing for God
in Free Verse dance..
and from a distance it could
be a mix of ballet and martial arts
too.. and let’s just say.. you can make fun
of warriors with grace all ya want on this channel
but face to face with me.. nah.. babe.. not likely
you could even face up to Michelle Obama as what
you fail to understand is true power comes from
Fearless Graceful smArT Love that need not raise
its voice unless it feels like roaRing
like a Lion to let the otHeR
caTs understand wHo
has jaws babe..
to get
the
voice of
God through.. hehe..
again.. and 2.. all i can
say babe.. is be careful who you
wish for.. ’cause in God’s World
as inherent in human.. anything is
possible with TRUE ISREAL FAITH
HOPE AND BELIEF MY FRIEND..100%
iN P O S I T i V E FORCE ENERGY NOW..
but you see.. it never works under
the guise of fear.. and hate..
not even in the New
Testament in the
dArk pARt of
Luke
17 that
says you must
hate your mommy and
daddy.. and brothers and sisters..
and even children to follow the
teachings of Jesus.. whereas the
other pArt says Love your enemy..
hmm.. obviously the Bible is FucKeD
uP in many ways.. and that is what
happens when psychopathic leaning individuals
who pull the heArt stRings of the ignorant with illusory
fears.. and all stuff related to hate get involved.. perfect
example of your youtube channel that i will use as an
example of muse for free verse poetry here.. as you
provide more fuel for the liGht of Fire with God’s
Creativity as co-creator pARt mE.. anyway..
anyway2.. 6000 miles is what i celebrate
continuing into the equinox of Fall 2016..
in public dance praising
the God aLL oF Nature
that is as i go.. both
seen and unseen..
felt and not felt..
for humans
with
smaller
to smaller
eYes.. with
A vice of ignorance
that knows not what it does..
or just lies for Google Pennies
and does not show its eYes as
i will you tale you this my friEnd..
no one can hide tHeir soul from
me if i see their eYes.. and let’s
just say i’Ve gotten fairly proficient
in seeing a soul in words2… as sure..
while i’Ve written 12 million words
in about 6 years now.. as the sacred
and holy numbers keep popping up
here and now.. after i got out of hell
for 66 months too.. as detailed thoroughly
in that longest witness for God to date too..
in 42 months of doing that Ending in 9/16 too..
starting in 3/13.. Before.. sure.. numbers are sacred..
letters are sacred.. and here’s the thing.. when you make
all of God Sacred and Holy including even shit like this.. now..
as the dARk is an Ark to the liGht aS WeLL.. Heaven becomes
now as tHeir simply is no better place than now my friEnd..
so sure.. while you keep siNking most everything you see in
existence to dArk now.. yOur soUL Follows pace and
the dArk comes to youR voice.. yoUr heARt..
yOur spiRiT and next the yA knoW and
FeeL yoU becOME the dARk my
FriEnd.. but never the less
the liGhts wins
alWays noW..
iN iSREAL
ilLuMinati ways
oF GoD iSReAL noW..
have a nice day.. and once
aGain.. thanks my FriEnd.. so much
for BrinGinG thiS Shakira SonGnow to
my Attention as some can WiLL FeeL..
the HOpE and LiGht and Joy of Heaven
within.. and sure i can have Hope even for
you.. as we haven’t seen anything else dARk
from Mario have we now.. since i visited his channel..
hey.. but there’s the thing.. remember that little kitty
he hugged at the end of the video.. it was proof he had
a hEart my FriEnD.. i’Ve yet to see one hEar but let’s juSt
say i have a patience greater than JOB even.. with a worsT
pain as assessed by modern science than even crucifixion
in 66 months of type two Trigeminal Neuralgia from
wake to sleep.. and sure.. the Devil of Before
is noT afraid to show his Angel
Face as iF ONE reAlly reAlly
REaLLy loVeS God
you too
would
be
the
Devil For
isREAL if that
iS what it took..
to come to understand
S E N S E and F E E L..
that God is all that is
BOTTOM FucKinG line..
per.. iF yoU seeK iN GoD my Friend..
so sure.. have a holy and sacred now..
for me @leASt.. it’s all i kNow and FeeL noW..
as that mY FriEnd is the Reward for serving
God of Nature wiTh aLL yoUR heARt spiRiT and SoUL..
Eternal
Heaven
now..
per that
verse in
Luke 17:21..
within my FriEnd..
no wHere else you
WiLL find Heaven but
noW within as the Kingdom
oF God as all oF yOur UniVerse
you see StarTS thEre within mY FriEnd..
remember.. i AM the TrUth.. liGht.. and way..
is the i AM within.. the farHeR.. the motHeR.. noW
or whatever the FucKinG metaphor ya wanna uSE..
for the Essesnce of God that lives within you.. either dArk..
oR liGht..
ILLUMINATI
iSreaL NoW..
once again.. remember
Form matters not..
Essence
iS
alWays
iSReAL NOW..
thanks again..
and liGht to yA
with Fearless LovE..
if you can.. if you WiLL.. wiTh GODnoW..:)
PS.. Oh yeah.. and a special gift of LiNk
for you.. as remember..over hEar..
iN thE liGht.. tHe Door
iS alWays
oPen
aS liGht..mY FRiEnD..:)
Of course.. i AM only
hUman too..
so i cAMe
down with
a little cold today..
so long ago.. i hardly could
remember what feeling a little
ill was before.. the last time a
a bug interrupted my flow of
Creativity enough to skip a week
of Dance in 2014.. as documented
jusT yesterday in a Macro Verse
from then.. so now.. i move to
Macro Verse memories of today..
a little under the weather.. but still
moving in words.. and likely a celebration
sTiLL of that 6000 miles of dance a little
later today too.. hopefully some video plays
to go along with that too.. juSt for the record
yA kNoW and perHaps FeeL foR noW too..
Yeah.. Macro-Verse.. the Yin and Yang of
fire and water.. from two years ago..
recovering sTiLL from my bug
of then.. for the short term
of course as i did the
long hell
term of
66 months
ending in July
of 2013.. starting
in January of 2008..
as nowS go ON wHere
all is heaven and tHere
is no perception of time aT aLL
only Love.. and Joy fulfills the liGht..
of iSREAL Heaven now as Hope GroWs oN isREAL2..
and Yin and Yang of Love and Reason.. of Limbic
Brain and Neo-Cortical Brain of BaLAnCinG hUman
Now iN MoVinG ConNecTinG CreATinG waYs of
heARt expreSsinG SpiRit oF EmoTioNs.. iN
miNd and BoDy BaLanCing waYs noW..
TrUe and liGht increaSinG
miNd and BoDy fuLL
awareness in
laser focus
of Now
as Cognitive
Executive Functioning
increases in Epigenetic
and Neuroplastic change
for RiSinG greAter and GreaTEr
as LoVinG FeaRLess smArt
HuMan BeinGs NOW..
and sure.. don’t
Forget the
Serpent
bRain.. the
Brain of Reptile
that StIll exists
that even in the dArkest
iN days of limbic and neocortical
mind.. survives at all costs for the
benefit of this GreATest GifT oF
liFE noW.. sure.. some folks
are crippled in ways
of all three
pArtS oF
BRaIns and
sure.. i was too..
for so long.. so long.. dArk..
ago.. back then too.. so trUe2..
but yes.. resurrection.. iSREaL
Resurrection in the dead of liFe..
iS tRUE RiSinG foR LlFe aWay
from Zombie Apocalypse liFE
in ignorance now.. as lifting the
veils of ignorance iN all three bRains
BRinGS a liGht oF ISReaL SpiRit as
Heaven
the
Kingdom
of God within
iSREaL noW
TrUE liGht Freedom’S Way..:)
And this next MacroVerse memory from a year ago..
moves further celebrating the liGht with
a memory of there’s always tomorrow
as truly that is what the dARk of
liFe in all ways reminds me oF
now.. that even when all faith..
hope.. and belief is gone..
there is still the Serpent
Brain that holds on for one
more chance now to BrinG the
rest of hUman PotenTial back.. and
sure.. Gloria Estefan in that named song
of metaphor too.. had a horrible bus accident
and made her way back too.. that seemed very empty
at the emptiest pARt of My life where in my late forties..
i felt like i was as old as a even a HUman isREaL Vampire
could be like the newest Dracula movie.. where the warrior hero
is willing to become the Devil in the sense of FeelinG iN SaVinG
the ones he loved for Love.. and that is the ultimate sacrifice
realizing that Love is inDeed the hiGhest power in
fearless way gifted to hUman bEinGS..
and while iF you thiNk that laying
your life down for your
loved ones is a difficult
price of Love.. iSREAL
NoW..i can and WiLL
tale you personAlly now.. tHere
are somethings worse as living than
death itself.. and sure.. living as devil in
hell on this earthly terRain iSREAL
as such A thing like that for those
who retain tHeir JOB
challenge
for however
long it takes to
escape hell and come
back as Hero Angel Archetype
once aGAIn.. and sure that is why
i’M quite fond of the Lucifer show.. as
it highlights the struggles of the Human Archetypes
as expressed in myths and religions same across global
history of human all oF aRT noW.. these struggles are
ISReaL StUFF that trUly Happens in DArk and potenTial
Greater liFE of HUman liGht.. to be cynical of the liGht
or Fearfull of
the dARk.. can
be equAlly limiTinG
iN SeeKinG FinDinG
the KingDoM oF GoD Free
within.. to give and share.. unlimited..
inside.. outside.. above.. so below
and all around now.. yes..
tHeRe’s aLways noW for
change and for what
i kNoW anD FeeL
iT can Get better
beyond belief as the
next NoW GoeS ON..
bottom line.. never
ever.. never give up.. on the nExt noW Now..:)
https://lifeconfusions.wordpress.com/2016/09/19/feel-darling-feel/
Yes.. my FriEnd.. Zee..
God is dArk and liGht
obviously as one looks to
the niGht sky it’s impossible
to miss that tHeRe can be no liGht
without dArk and no dArk with
no liGht.. and surely..
the DaRk makes
its preSents
kNown in no
unclear terms
of hUman niGht..
but as i like to say..
those who either fear the
dARk or are cynical of the liGht
miss out on half of life.. more and less..
And while.. it’s so important..
to feel and understand
pain.. both for
the pain and
feelings of
sympathy
for both we and
oThErs.. iF we do not
beComE A liGht for the
challenge of DaRk.. we miss
out on half of lifE aGain as those
who only walk in liGht and can never
understand the dArk of tHeir
fellow human beings..
who fall
to
pits
beyond
fire of any
human imagined
HeLL but for those
who go tHere iSReAL
mY friEnd.. When the Devil
gets of hell.. the Devil WiLL surely
wanna try something new rather than
the dARk that took the Devil tHeRe.. in the
First place my FriEnd.. so may that mountain
of Walls become an Ocean more of shine my
friENd.. may your love Reign.. Rain.. WiTh
Reins so gREat oF sHIne more
thaT yOUr Ocean of
Water
becomes
Sunshine more
than the Sun that
gives life as wE and morE..:)
The Super Cool..
somewhat helpful
Free Facebook Positive
ThinKinG/FeeLinG Therapist..
The English
Name test
thingie..
analyzes
my FB Profile
and says..
“If you need an
answer you simply
have to pose
the right
question..”
And note.. the message
is incorporated with
my night pose
on the big
Red
Ball
of Target..
and Facebook
FriEnd Himali Responds..
Awesome !
And i saY in return..
Hi.. my FriEnd.. Himali.. been
thinking about you and
missing you too..
but sure.. life gets busy..
but i will never forget you..
and alWays keep in touch..
someway.. as long as you are
around mY.. FriEnd.. WitH sMiLes..
as you are my aweSome FriEnd.. too..:)
And now i say more in reference to this motto
provided here by the En Name Test thingie
all for free as it encourages the
power of suggestion.. prayer
and belief to folks around
the FB world..
Placebo or
not.. this
power works
as essence
prayer same
or wishes.. or hopes..
and faith/belief aS sAMe..
when i was a small child while
other boys wished for toy trucks
and guns.. i wished for a machine
with a button.. wHere i could get all
my answers to questions i sOught…
Now true.. we have that machine of
soUL juST waiting inside sTiLL to
be reached by uS..
but i cannot
discount
the power of
all SoULs woRkinG
ToGeThEr OnlinE isREAL..
noW in A greATest Unabridged
Bible of God now through hUman
eYes and eARs and FeeLinG heARt..
SpiRiT.. SoUL iN miNd and Body
MoVinG.. CreaTinG ways so much
more alWays noW aS this hUman
new unabridged Bible with no limits
or expectations of BeFore continues
to emerge more as God with we sAMe
and Different so much more with no limits
or expectations of before.. God granted me
two wishes.. to find God within.. and for a machine
that collects all the SensES.. FeeLInGs.. KnoWledge
and hell yes.. even SenNsualiTy as SeXuality oF all
HuMans to express that Free in a pArT of Heaven that
has no sun.. no moon.. no pearly gates oF Golden
Floors.. trUly.. the MoTher Sophia of Wisdom comes
to liGht in what we come to kNow.. FeeL
and SeNSe morE of GoD wHo
SinGS a SonG and DAnCE
of Steps/Words free as more
oF aLL of We
RisE and
Emerge aS
liGht morE noW..
And sure.. all of that
IS A third wish come to FruiTioN noW2..
as tRuE and liGht iSReaL Illuminati noW..
iN Apocalypse.. way oF lifting the veils of ignorance more as We
continue to sPeak and FeeL.. Art and Science noW..
wHere
ReAson
and HeArt wHole..
beCoME liGht oF liFE Now..:)
SMILes.. my FriEnd.. gigoid..
the ignorant.. and the closed minded
will always live as long as human nature
stays true to what it is.. some folks are
born for sitting and caution
and even
extreme fear..
otHers are born for
roving.. and dare
and
even
extreme
joy.. simply for
the adventure of the journey..
paths come.. paths go.. but human
Nature in all its stagnate and potential
moves or stays StiLL.. Cave or open
Beach.. iN dARk or liGht.. i for
one have no illusions
to change hUman
natuRe for NatuRe
for me AT lEAst.. is
God In aLL dARk and
liGht and ‘tween and
beYond of allthatis..
however.. what i do kNOw..
FeeL is.. been to HeLL and liVe iN
Heaven now.. vacationed in
purgatory in grey
scales
to
DraGon
REAL.. too..
and what is
left of the dRAgon
is now furry and warm..
what is leFT of Hell beYond Despair
is aLL Joy BeyONd Heaven too.. tHeRE is
the reaLITy we livE and the ReaLiTy we Make..
sadly.. some folks are stuck in below first gear..
i’LL do Ferrari noW with no fears as Long
as Fearless Love
Glows..
for i KNow
and FeeL the
oTher Place iS
as iSREAL as this2..
iF i cannot take my own
wife out of a cave of fear..
tHeRe is no cookie cutter solution
to
Freedom
mY FriEnd..
Free is without
FEar.. 100% strength
in the moment of now.
no guarantees of
fair or free…
but never
the less
thiS iSREAL
for mE aT lEAst
exists for now.. i’LL share
it.. but nah.. i too.. was once
the horse who could find no water aT ALL..
and once one becomes Love it’s ALL MaGiC iSREaL2..
for
noW @lEast..
as PS goeS oN2..:)
Biggest WiNks my friEnd.. gigoid..
all my pleaSure..
as alWays thanks
for all you do here
to bring
due
Muse
for what i do..:)
When BoDy and miNd beCoMe onE ForCe
oF Energy one trULy reFlects in liGht
B A L A N C iNG moving.. connecting
C R E A T iN G noW HIGHER..
AS HiGheR poWer of God..
And suRE.. iN Celebrating
6003 miles of Dance
today
in this
nExt 705th Macro
Verse to be titLed
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!..
as i have done in milestone increments
of each millennial of Dance StARting
with 2000 MiLes at the first year
Mark of dance in the Summer
of 2014.. i’ve got juST the
SonG that accompanied
all Six Dances as WiLL
bE coMing next in
Facebook Video
and YouTube way
to Celebrate a Dance
for every 1000 miLes
so far.. more than across
the distance of the United States
west and east and east and west.. twice..
sure.. like a modern iSREAL Forrest Gump2..
aS weLL.. it’s been a great journey of so many
public store paths and dance hall ways of martial
arts and ballet-like free style without a lesSon yEt..
but here’s the thing.. the water and the air as huMan
beinG needs no LesSonS but the greAter poWer and Force
oF God within.. in inNate.. inNSinCt and INuitive way.. no
different reAlly than the Holy SpiRit of hUman bEinG
inside me.. Now that travels noW wiTh no distance..
space or time.. in GoD’s noW.. at ease.. at FloW iN
ZonE of never ending never landing story
alWays FlYing hiGher and higher now..
as Boston says too.. mY hiGher poWEr
come to Fruition as God iN i for FReED..
iN DancE and SonG oF Y i sEt Free foR noW..
tHere is no experience like flYing on
terrestrial Earth.. sure.. anyone
can charter a boat for the
sea.. ride a wave of
surf on board too..
but to traverse
land in
Nike Shox
sHoEs for
mE.. truLy as
iSREAL WinGS
oF Feat iN Feet for mE..
IS A Butterfly.. a Phoenix.
no longer sinKing to ashes or
trapped in caves of cocoon now..
i rise.. i rise as A HiGHeR poWer oF
God as F Y i.. once AgaIN.. iSREAL..:)
The EN Name Test Thingie oN FB says
in Profile Analysis that my Life Quote
is.. “I don’t regret my past, I just
regret the time I spent with the
Wrong People”.. and then i say..
NaH.. EN NaMe Test thingie..
i regret n0thing.. including
no one who has crossed
paths with me in life.. as all oF iT and tHey..
iS whAt makes A miracle of mY liFE TrUE liGht
NoW
iSREAL..
but anyWay
Thanks for thaT tRuLy
cool graphic you did iN
maKing me noW part of thE
Harvest oF FiEld foR Now..;)
Facebook Benny
Friend and FriEnd
from College days2..
responds to one
of the Facebook
Shares of Celebrating
6000 MILes of Dance Walk now..
Hey, I notice you are circling counterclockwise the majority of the time.
My sensei would suggest you circle clockwise as well so you
can balance yourself both ways. Keep on trucking!!..
Dollar Sign Emoticon.
And i say
in explaining respond..
i do with control.. But in this flow
IS A right brain left path way of intuition
and interpretive mind and body balance..
At the gym more.. often i go a right
path and control where i am
aiming at objects by
decision rather than
intuition..:)
And then Benny says..
Myself, I can’t circle like that due to my vertigo.
I would be crashing into everything, lol
And finAlly i say..
Yeah.. i can relate to that too..
As when my Dysautonomia was so bad..
i was constantly faint.. Driving in a car
made me horribly dizzy.. But as ‘they’ said..
All along the way.. i was always a little dizzy.. Hehe2..;)
OMG, that Weird Al vid is AWESOME!!! I’d never seen it. 🙂 LOVE IT.
Ooh, the chick on the right (left?) in this shot is HOT! …
https://katiemiafrederick.files.wordpress.com/2016/09/img_0548.jpg?w=640&h=480
But good heavens, no one is better looking than your wife. Dang, she makes me drool.
Gorgeous:
https://katiemiafrederick.files.wordpress.com/2016/09/img_0574.jpg?w=640&h=853
How lucky are we, living in the South and seeing the beautiful petals we see every day?!
Ooh, I love this necklace:
https://katiemiafrederick.files.wordpress.com/2016/09/img_0575.jpg?w=640&h=480
Can we have a play date in your back yard?!
https://katiemiafrederick.files.wordpress.com/2016/09/img_0577.jpg?w=640&h=480
Aww, look at the squirrelies. 🙂
Love all the sky shots, and this:
https://katiemiafrederick.files.wordpress.com/2016/09/img_0599.jpg?w=640&h=480
Aww, cute kitty, nappin’. 🙂
“More Boo for You.” Tee hee. … Halloween’s my favorite holiday.
And oh my word, how much do we adore Belle???
Goodness, that is sexy:
https://katiemiafrederick.files.wordpress.com/2016/09/img_0638.jpg?w=640&h=480
You are an excellent photographer! You have “the eye.” Anyone can shoot a camera, but it takes an artist to see what needs to be shot.
I LOVE THIS CAR!!!
https://katiemiafrederick.files.wordpress.com/2016/09/img_0684.jpg?w=640&h=853
“Be Your Own // Her-o.” Right on.
https://katiemiafrederick.files.wordpress.com/2016/09/img_0695.jpg?w=640&h=480
I want this shirt!!!
https://katiemiafrederick.files.wordpress.com/2016/09/img_0707.jpg?w=640&h=853
What is this gorgeousness?! I love this:
https://katiemiafrederick.files.wordpress.com/2016/09/img_0716.jpg?w=640&h=480
Okay. Done with pictures. Will do the words in a bit.
Well.. Taylor S.. although i must
admit.. as i date my self
fully here..
my first thought
was Taylor from
the Planet of the Apes..
hehe.. yeah.. the Twins
from the Club.. aren’t they
just two Angels in disguise..
and hey..
it brings me
great pleasure
that we have the
same taste in women..
friend Shawna baby.. i mean
Jesus F. in Christ.. if this was
the Beatles 60’s and Woodstock
and we were both single and everything
we could do a three some thing..
hehe.. of course
when i wasn’t almost
old enough to be your
father hehe.. by 13 years
your Senior as i clearly remember
you have my Mom’s birthday.. ewwww..
that word doesn’t quite fit in this flow
that is still coming as every time you
come around it is truly an online
play date2.. hehex2..
what else..
oh yeah.. Shawna
Baby.. thanks for the nice
comment of support on De’s
site the other day.. i’m more strange
than genius and that’s the way i like it
aHa!.. and oh.. those last two prompts on
dVerse are so inspiring.. the Katzen whatever
her name is.. Haibun thingie too that i make Fredbun
and Fredku.. that i started off with in this new 705th
MacroVerse Flow celebrating 6000 miles of dance walking
accomplished this week.. and oh yes.. i’ve already checked
out the links to your three blogs temporary in cyberspace and
haha!.. as you know and feel and read.. reading one of my
entire blog posts at around 15k words average is the equivalent
of an entire year’s posts @once a week.. meeting the limits of Katzen
whatever her name is of no more than 200
words per poem.. hehe.. until
i left the linking thingie..
and they could
relax the
rules
once
my long
thing had
been exorcized from
the place.. haha.. it’s all
in good fun ya know.. and made
an excellent additional story line then
for my ocean poem flow… getting kicked
off the poetry world like a Whitman and such
as that as history shows goes with the stranger
and stranger of we as years of freedom and looser
rules on censorship becomes a new age rule of greater
Free Verse life in all the ways that comes.. well anyWay..
tit for tat as they say.. you don’t come that often or maybe you
do and i just don’t see you do it.. hehe.. so i am coming over to
your three blogs to read them from back to front.. as then we might
be even.. if you finish all the words on this one.. just one time hehex3..
i cannot pass up a Shawna play date.. whenever she comes.. and oh
God.. oh God yes.. i hope no one has a dirty mind when i talk poetry to you
too… and what else.. yeah.. i think i’LL do all of dVerse after i do all of you..;)
http://sockdolli.blogspot.com/2016/09/the-melody-of-carol-burn-ett-mermaid.html
Isn’t technology great.. put a song
in.. the Google Wash get the lyrics and
finish it in less
than 10 seconds..
getting the deeper
meanings for folks
who see that way.. fuel
for the fire.. Ani DiFranco
hits on the study that says the
Average American now has about
the literal attention span of a Gold Fish..
however.. we visit more places than the Aquarium..
hehe.. at least virtually
these days.. and
deep.. sadly.. i find not..
and songs.. all about base
instincts of adrenaline and
seXuaLiTy.. music these days
it seems.. as escape from
hum drum machine cognition
life like the check-out line
of Walmart
scanning one
by one by one
by more soulless
lives without fuel
for fire coming through
worry more.. filling up
Garages more
with
Walmart
pooh..
boo wHo..
not me..
i dance instead
hehe.. oKay.. and
i Love the Songs of
the 70’s more.. and
in yoUR whole poem
i was imagining you lusting
after my wife in her tattoo and cat pose..
sure.. i could give you
other links to
her butt
she
would
frigging
kill me..
i wanna live..
live
free..
i will
to do
Free noW..Shawna Baby.. Kool..;)
Hmm.. Shawna.. baby..
for some reaSon/
F e e L i N G..
i am seeing
childhood
abuse
in
your
poem..
riSinG
to Loving
one’s children
years later as innocence
here.. and that is
quiet a challenge
and
a
Love
my FriEnd.. Loud..
that has no equal..:)
i seriously have
to get out and
watch TV more..
so much
i miss
oF art
tHeRE too..
man.. i mean woman..
tHeRe is so much inspiRaTiOn
of Art
these
days iN
all the ways
that comes bEyOnd
A to Z oF lesSon plaNs too..:)
Hmm..
Umm..
Yum…
Dance
Wings
so
so
fun!..:)
A step up
2..
IS A
Dance
for morE liGht2..:)
DanCing
from the
heARt..
beaTs
DanCinG
witH thE Stars..
for the heARt..
the spiRit.. the
soUL BaLanCinG
as miNd and BoDy..
expreSsinG
hEart.. is
the i
AM
within
As fire is fueLed..
And we are A StAR for FRee..
And
GlEe..
eXploDinG
BiG BanG
Multi-Verses more!..!..!..:)
Haha!.. are
you mesSinG
with my
head as
the Songs
and Months
are changing now..
and my wife always
talks about Twitch
off of Ellen
being a
Pro
FesSioN
AL
dancer
so i get
to see for real..
so it was meant to be..
anywayS.. oNe blog
down.. two more to go..;)
Haha! you are
hilarious..
making
an adult
rated blog
to show some thin..
i went down
on this
and now
i’ll go back
up to
the bra thingy second..
and that reminds me of
first love days.. where ‘they’
maKe pet names for the pARts of the body too..
like mediocre so and so and little so and so.. 2..;)
But first.. i must be
the first to comment
on your adult link blog..
as no one
has been
brave
enough
to do that
on mine first..
so i’ll go first.. heHe..
anyway thanks for showing
me
yours
too.. all
thin and such..
and i was guessing
perhaps some breasts..
in
double
FF or
whatever
style..;)
Oh.. by the way..
if this isn’t Shawna’s
Blog.. this is like.. totally
an error of mine..
but Shawna
Baby is
the only
one funny
enough i know..
who would show
absolutely no
nudity
for
an
opportunity
to do just that..
just
for
fun..
and also
providing
helpful wellness information too..
on how
to gain
a
perfect
weight..
and if you did
this in pARt to
make me laugh..
Mission F in accomplished.. for iSREAL..
okay.. now
back up
to the
breasts
and bra thingie..;)
Okay back to this..
one and you are
getting faster
than me..
as i swear
i remember
the deal about
bras.. and as science
shows now.. wearing
bras teaches
the tits
to
not
stay
as perky
as they would
without tit catchers..
and i am talking about birds..;)
Hmm..
perHaps
i can dig deeper..
i’ll
try..
i cry
SinG
and DancE too..;)
This reminds
me.. you know the
wife and all.. seriously..
she watches TV with that
yellow cat in
her lap
and still
ends the
day with
a six pack..
and Jesus F. in Christ..
i dance walk literally 166.66 miles
(with rarely a ripple ‘tween)..
a month.. but perhaps
the secret to
her success
is all the
shopping
she does
while
i dance..
hehe.. but
still a six pack
with no crunches
that shit ain’t fair..
but hey.. it’s
Bi
olo
gy..
and
geography
and Pacific Islander
advantage in struggle
for survival and the fit
of
belly
FucKs
to reproduce..
sorry.. i cannot
tale
a lie..
but perhaps
i should have just
said the trick for reproductive success!..:)
Okay.. now i know/FeeL..
i wasn’t seeing
things..
yes..
burn the
bra to keep
the birds perky..;)
See what happened is
i went to Bell
curve first..
expecting
to see the
burn the bra
i saw before..
and ended
up here
with
another
thing
chick
wearing
panties.. got a secret
for you Shawna baby..
NOT REALLY A SECRET
IN FACT IT IS SCIENCE..
when i go to the bar at
night.. and sometimes a very
Curvy African American Girl
with you know
baby’s
got
butt
is wiggling
toward me..
something inside
of me wants to wiggle
back.. but i hold it back..
in its place.. hmm.. thin
is not what its all cracked
out to be.. ‘real men’ LOVE CURVES..
but if i was a girl with curves.. sure..
i might
go for
a thin
girl
juST for Fun..;)
Okay.. this
finishes 2
blogs now
to your third..;)
OH shit.. you went easy
on me on those first
two.. there’s thirty
five liNks on this
one.. and
let’s
see how
long it takes
for me to consume
them all starting
at
9:51 am
Central
Standard
Florida
Panhandle
time
and oh
by the way
i AM
THE
Moonchild
in a way
hehe..
and that’s
kind of a secret
and a made up thing
come to fruition too..
juSt
by
will
of mind
and creativity..;)
HAhA.. you
called Al..
the Yankster..
if my wife hears
that i swear she’ll
probably call
me that
when
she’s
not
calling
me a man whore..
just for
fun of
course..
‘tween
the sheets..
of creativity more..;)
Utilizing my quick
lyrics references..
this reminds me of
Nights in White
Satin by the
Moody Blues
imagining it as
a coffin laced as such
never ending when i was
in the dead zone..
and an
endless
night
of feathered
sex.. (reminds
me.. must go
to dVerse next)..
and do some
more
featheRed
stuff tHeRE too..;)
A thousand
years.. i know
this one by
heARt.. no
needs
for
lyrics
here..
juST
heARt..
and interestingly
when the other song said
Perry.. i was thinking about
the meaning for that as Rock..
in name defs and how
that goes with
Pure for Christina
a form of Katie
too.. and
Katy
Perry too..
that is also
a form of
Pure
rock
too..
when everything
in life has meaning and
purpose.. all is holy and
sacred and heaven comes now..
but wait..! your husband
is a Baptist
Preacher..
i’m sure
you
heRe enough
of that in Sunday
School.. and imagining
Shawna teaching Sunday
school.. seems kinda fun now..
but you
probably
are too
busy
with
your own
childrens to do that..
but maybe in a thousand years.. hehe..;)
Oh man/Shawna/baby.. this song
is gonna
play
in my
head for
the rest
of the
day..
it
won’t
give up..
it won’t give up..
Jason Mraz with
i won’t give up..
but wait!..
i think
that is a different
song but it matters
not.. the ear bug has
already taken oldie..;)
This is what i cAme
for.. serIOUuSly..
this is
what
i came
for.. with or
without Conor
and Sam
and Calvin
and Rihanna..
this is what i came
for.. and man.. i mean
Shawna baby.. tHeRe is
so much Esoteric meaning
and ‘Quantum’ meaning too.. in
that official video too.. with the
cube.. as both with Occult and Roger
Penrose science meaning theories..
of the entire Universe
as a Hologram
coming
through
a geometric
kinda cube..
that is inherently intelligent as such..
in a way that humans cannot even touch..
aka
God
of course..
i mean duh..
‘they’ determined
that eons and aeons
ago..
after
all was
sAid and
dONe then
for now too..
hehe..
i’m
like A
box of
chocolates
who dances across
the U.S twice in
stead
of
runs
it too..
hehe..
from
inside
my Cube
i AM just
a RAving on here2..
like in that official video
too.. wHere we create our lives
as we go.. out of restraints of
mechanical cognition back into
dreAm time flow of our ancestors
and
rain dances
and being
one with
Nature
and naked
FucKinG
Dances
around the
fire.. where an
individual can get
coordinated enough
to do the FucKinG WiLD thing
while dancing hehe.. where
all semen and stuff like that
is holy
and sacred
too.. whether
they are sailors or not..
in case you thought i said
sperm
which
in deed
i do
as
seed
too..
kinda like
an extended
version of that
big bang always
now cube too.. forest
or desert.. we create as life
cave or beach.. i’ll be beach..
are you getting a miNd
orgasm yET..
i AM
as seX
doesn’t
last nearly LonG..
enough for me..
or
God
for that
matter beyond
matter of fAct..;)
i AM
so into
you Shawna
B A B Y..
in a cyber space
bRain kinda way..
Ariana aint’ nearly
complicated enough
to
pave
a way
for a Brain
orgasm for me..;)
SpeaKing
of Cool for the
Summer.. i Am
such a frigging Lesbian
trapped in a 233 LB
HAiry
BeASt
dude
body..
and yeah..
i kNow/FeeL you are
kinda like A someWhAT..
complement of that
too.. hehe.. in even a
more interesting way than
me.. as i can’t imagine any
thing more
delicious
than a Woman’s
Paradise.. of course..
that is like the sexiest song
ever.. but seriously.. it’s like one
of the hardest things ever to find
girl friends for real Lesbian girls.. of course..
straight
lesbians
and male
lesbians
really get
the best of
Paradise true..
but i do feel for
all Lesbians too.. as
everyone needs someone
to love.. as love is unconditional
paradise
so
true
and fuzzy
and warm
as life goeS on..
okay.. i’m moving
towards sentimental
70’s songs again..
quick!
back!
too
Rave!..
POETRY
IN ALL FREE
D A N C Ewords..
ASSOCIATIONS2
THAT COME2.. NO
MATTER WHAt2..
as Shawna IS A
only poet i can
do this with..
so back..
as the
show
must
go on..
while it
can and will
and does for go! go! go!..
a go
go!
GO..
hmm..
Rave Poetry..
a new form..
of Free Association
Grey Poohpom PoETry
me and Shawna
juST invented.. but
as alWays.. someone else
probably did it first..
and FucKinG ownS iT..
butT
WTF
FTW
is alWays FuN..
Free.. no matter wUT..;)
SerIOUsly.. Fearless
and Confident is like
the best thing ever.. and
you kNow and FeeL.. it is so
dAm nice cOMing here and
kNoWing it ain’t possible
to get you
butthurt
over
anything
my creativity
says.. as dAm
straight
i AM
confident
and i stripped
it all the way down
to F in Earn it iSREAL2..;)
Focus.. hell yes..
Focus.. and Ariana
she is a little sexy
bullet ain’t she..
but still
Focus..
Focus..
when the
T and A
at the Rave
is all over the
place shaking its
wild thing in front
of your face.. and you
still fly like a winged Angel
in the
face
of
lust
lust
lust
and
more
T and
A lust
lust
lust..
seriously it’s like
the Buddhist folks say
expose yourself to temptation
all over the place.. gain amazing
self control.. and FucKinG Focus
Focus
Focus..
no matter
how much
giggling and
shaking T and
A super fly comes
your way.. and it’s like
now.. i go to the gym.. and
all the yoga pants don’t even
phase me..
well
yeah..
maybe
just
a
little
bit
‘tween
the sheets of FoCus..;)
PerUsing this song list..
i am finding a lot
of lust
in these
songs as i
go.. S in Jessie
J and Ariana and
Nickie Minja a trio..
goes heRe.. it’s all about
the good girl loSing her wings
and
coming
back to
innocence
of understanding
there is no guilt in
being human being full..
wHere lust and Love Balances..
to make Productivity and Creativty
FloW
iN Zone
as Heaven now..:)
ps.. i just checked
in with the wife
to see if
i ate
breakfast…
and sure enough
it is still sitting tHeRE..
but i ain’t leaving ’till
i finish this
flow
here..;)
i’M down
to worth it..
just checked
back up here
to say
hi and
back
to the
songs i go..
Shawna Baby..;)
Fifth harmony is so worth
it.. Love an all
woman’s
band
for
obvious
reaAsons hehe..
heR..;)
Hmm..
this Limp
song reminds
me why.. even if
i was a woman
i would
only
Love
girls..
hmm..
hmm..
hmm..
and more
hmm.. i’m so
glad i’m a man
who loves girls..
more than
the moist
patch
below..
ugh huh..:)
This Fiona girl’s
eYes.. make
me wanna
give
her
a big
bear hug
of hairy love..
like the Teddy she never
had..
hehe..
and seriously
too.. Shawna Baby.. she
really needs a hug.. so tight..:)
In the GAF General
Adult Functioning
Assessment used
iN Psychiatry..
A suicidal
state of mind/heARt..
no matter what Socio-
Economic.. Love.. or
Health status..
puts
one down
to the lowest
scale of functioning..
and it really shows.. that
it’s not the money.. or the status..
or the looks.. but the health and
well being that counts
in life..
in hOlding
hands wArm
inStead of cold..
everyone needs a
fREE school of love and A
exercise of the ART/Love muscle..
so much more than dRained
braiN of comfort
in worries
and
mechanical
cognition…
moRe hEArt
and less science
of worry liFe.. a goal
to meet.. and a hard
one at that..
of course..
in a society
gone sane
from a sitting
state of school..
to a scream behind
a screen.. wHere only
poetry
and
Dance
SinGs
and steps
out with a box oF art..
with no wAlls
of
priSon..
to fuel a SoUL..
with
fire
and
flAme
barely
flickering..
hmm.. that
Song by Perri
coming to feeling now2..
Dancing
Solo..
so
lost..
spArk..
oF
flAme
Of Love..
seT uS Free..:)
Yeah.. T’s all about
loving what yA
already have..
i’ve heard stories
of girls who are so pretty
at the bar.. who never feel they
are enough.. sure.. it’s a well known
issue.. but that doesn’t make it any
less sad when one hears the stories..
perfection
sucks..
cover
me
with
weeds..
make me
happy just
for being weed..
no smoke necessary..
just weed me to the fields of free..
meadows of happy briars..
yeah.. i used
to keep
the bricks
in line
too..
oh so
neat and
tidy.. until i threw
them all into A chaos
of space and found a tapestry
of beauty
paint
and
canvas
god
all
that
is..
as the
DandeliOn
SinGS free froM
thE FucKinG clothes
of cultural hell that
closes
our
soUL
down
to nihl..walls
of PriSon hoLd..
and Walmart
Garbage Garages..
that seek perfection
iN A Zombie..Robot..
dumP of closEd iM soUL..:)
So.. so true.. the lies
we tale our
loved ones
to make
them
miss
the bones
of our soul..:)
So much pain
iN A world
really..
when some
of us..
could
just
dance
naked
around
a fire
with
hugs..
like monkeys
do in the Zoo
when the clothed
humans invade
their
freer
space
of flesh
and blood comfort..:)
Just A tattoo..
on the back
of A
neck
speaks
volumes
as it IS A
message mostly
for
oTheRs..:)
“I just wanted to eat whole,
with a side of cucumber salad,
if you know what I mean”
Hmm.. i love
metaphors
i
can
feel..
hehe..
you are
sTiLL hilarious
and
fun..:)
That AZ lyrics
thingie really
comes in handy..
i am getting
so much
more
cultural
exposure
by doing this..
as the Google YouTube
Algorithm alone.. usually
only serves up stuff we
already like..
and hmm..
makes
me feel
so lucky
that for
so many
years.. mostly
my wife and i only
play argue..
well..
at least
i do..
anyway..
as life is too
short not to love
the
pain
too..
if one
can.. of course
take the strife light too..
it’s really hard to make me
mad..
even if
i look mad..
it’s almost
always an act..
too much to be happy
about.. out of literal hell i guess..
within..
inside..
cAlm
Hurricane
eYeS of bliss..
no matter what
winds look like on
outside
the
doughnut
wHole
of
sWeet..
bLows
through hard
and
soft
as
honey
liGht..:)
i can already
tale..
this
dude
ain’t
getting
enough
spoon hugs at night..
but sure he could
be a
Hurricane
inside too..;)
Hmm.. unless
i missed it..
i haven’t
seen
you actually
try this out
on
Shawna’s
Face.. i’LL
remember this
one if and when you do..;)
Seriously.. i cannot
remember you
wearing
the first
black
thing
of anything..
you always seem
so 60’s floWordy
and
kool..;)
Yeah.. that’s a Moon
rise or set in pastel
chilling
colors
oF light
that i will
not easily
rise or sink too…:)
ahmm.. the plight again
of the modern girl.. man.. Shawna baby..
my Grandmother wore pants and
sold parts at the auto parts
store during world
War II..
i don’t think
she ever gave
a fuck about how
she looked but she
picked cotton first in
the fields.. for years raising
her sisters. hot sun.. breasts
only for sweat.. crooked back..
brown soiLed nails..
and man
hands in
older age
from getting
so strong as
women can too..
and hehe.. even
so-called domesticated
men could today.. if they
picked some cotton too..
ugly is the
most beautiful
pARt of
life
when
lived
as beautiful..
and nah.. my grandmother
wasn’t ugly.. she just didn’t
give a FucK if she was pretty..
we need more examples like that..
but
souL
doesn’t
sell magazines
with a quick jack
off of mind
to sell
a product..:)
Oh God.. this is no lie..
i was so far without a concept
of self outside of working
for the government for
almost 25 years..
when i could
no longer
work..
i looked
up my name
on the Internet
to see if i existed..
hmm.. now that i dance
everywhere i go.. in public..
someone
reminds
me
that
they know
my name
as
Norm
of Strange
again.. Cheers
to FucKinG
Cheers
of
Human
Hands
that
actually
Feel each
other’s beat..:)
“Talk to me now..
Make me stay..
She says..
this
Bouquet..”
Pure unadulterated
Synchronicity creativity
Shawna
Rocks..
in titles
of
Ani
Difranco
too.. for
proper attribution
of course too.. Humans
are meaning and purpose machines..
no Art when fully humming.. Bees..
of Creativity.. with ImAginATion
set so Free..
we fill in the
spaces
with
the
honey
oF ImAGinATiON
and CREaTivity.. but
the sad trUth is.. for
non-visual thiNkers
this can be very difficult for
them to do.. even recognizing
family member’s faces.. believing
in a God with no way to interpret
the signs of God that so
many folks
receive
so freely
as a tapestry
iN synchronicity
of God’s reaLiTy
that most of us are
equipped to see deeper
than with eYes and ears alone..
some folks aren’t.. and surely one
can tale.. just
by the literal
way they
write and
talk and even
move.. without
the substance
of
deeper
art
from the
paint of God..
i wish there were a way
to spark them back to
the etheReal of
God’s World
Canvas wHOler..
i have hope.. noW..
faith and belief
tHere is.. but the
bottom
line
is
i can
and WiLL
and some
folks can’t
and don’t as
trUly they kNow
and FeeL noT what i do..
and of course otHeRs.. too..
Cognitive Empathy
along with
affect..
the road
to understanding..
tolerance and acceptance
of what one miGht
see as
the
less
blessed too..
to BrinG them uP…
iF aT
aLL possible
in
depth
in depth
of MiNdFuL
AwAreness more..
with boDy too.. of course..:)
Just
don’t
Marry
Brad Pitt
i understand
it’ll never last
but yes..
those
lips
those
lips
those lips..
so succulent
and rich.. hmm..
juniper jones jolie..
and Google tales me
that has absolutely nothing
to do with Angelina Jolie..
but
still
those
lips..
those
lips.. those
succulent lips..
a Flowers Breeze
to come through of course..
and that is a rather delicious name2..
that you
juST
made
uP.. hehe..
for the next lifetime too..
those
lips
those
lips…;)
This reminds me..
you know and feel..
i never get tired of
my wife.. seriously
she
never
gets old..
and that touch
beneath the beauty
is so wonderful and
warm.. so kitty purr true..:)
I think i finally
saw the piNk
heARts
or the
liGht
as it iS
and were…
as Goddess Isis goes too… hehe…;)
Just a thOught bEfore
i swim on.. teacher..
teacher..
do i get
extra
credit for
two comments..
per Song
Poem..;)
Just to prove
i’m not cheating..
sleep paralysis
sucks
and
so does
life in
dead zone way..
but AZ lyrics
rule
as
FReED..;)
Haha..
Highspeed..
you’re exhausting..
i’ve
heard
that
before..
hehe..
as SonGs
and DancEs..
speediE on…;)
Ugh.. oh.. reverse
illuminati with
the upside
down..
triangle..
and or pyramid..
but it don’t matter
as Golden Spiral Phi
comes up or down
mirrored
in Ocean
Arctic
or
Mountain
view teRrains..
upon a Sea of Rock..
as Love is written in the pyramid
Stone..
and
Sacred
Triangles too..
as liFE and Existence
Mirrors
on..
in Parallel
fun oF noW
multi-myriad-
UniVerse moRe..;)
Just dOUble
checked A to
Z.. to see iF
Ophelia, drOwned-in clouds
oF white pink rose
petals.. oF seNsuous
lips and laced
dress is a
Song
or
a skirt..
of flowRed
beauty pOuting
for love as heArt beAt tOuch..:)
Okay.. this rounds out three at 12 noon..
high wHere breaKfast beComes
Lunch or bRunch..
and sand and sun
dance comes neXt..
all naked of course
with as usual more
information than
you need.. heHE..
and for my tastes
i enjoy
the
pose
more than
socks.. as naked
toes with pose like
thaT IS A siGn for more to coMe..
Shawna baby.. love ya doll fAce..
and when ever you come.. neXt..
i’LL
come
too..
aGaiN
as usual
i’LL be bacK..
you can count
on me.. hehe.. and
now if i can find a Song
Long enough to accompany
all of this..
as oNe
Song
True..
and liGht..
for the heavy
and fun of deep
and laughs of all that is.. now..
tHis.. but most oF aLL i’m LooKinG
forward to see all of what juST came
out
in FloW
iN ZonE..
oF one
Micro-long-Verse
oF Macro-Verse wHole..
RoWinG Ocean PoeM WhOle LongEr2..;)
And that’s like..
totally delicious..
the Google Alogrithm
Hall Monitor just made
me do a captcha to prove
i’M human
after
doing this
35 times long
on one blog..
cRap.. doesn’t
an algorithm KNoW/FeeL..
that Human Altruism exists..
hehe..
not likely
robots
come
across
that much
these days anymore..
as i say.. see ya later.. finAlly
now more later.. Shawna Babe..;)
My PleaSure.. Shawna Baby and
Micro-Soft Word
Measures
4,370 words
as i put almost
a third of
a Macro-Verse
on you today..
for 3 hOurs..
allWays nice to
see you.. FriEnd.. Shawna..
Haha.. when you said you’d
be by in a bit to read the
words..
they
come
to you
instead..
in reAms
oF all that is..:)
Okay.. quick break here..
and more on Facebook
Provided Macro-Verse
Memories from years
ago to date.. noW
staRting here..
with.. then
3 years ago.. Now..
Back to the Future Freddy..Rainman and Sunshine…
As an eclectic Flow of Art staRts coMing
more in words.. photos.. and music videos
more.. truly tHeRE is no easy way to get better
aT aRT except for practice of creativity..
and that doesn’t come the
way science
does in
empirical
study.. Free Association
is key.. to increasing Creativity..
and that means.. not everything one
practices may meet the grade of
symphony.. and it bears
reminding that all
of existence
is tapestry
of ARt..
as the
dARK ParTs
color sHades of
more to come in floWers
not seen or fElT bEfoRe..
and here.. a hint of what will
eventually come in January
of 2014.. in my first foray into
male new age straight renaissance
nude art.. not only for art but for sharing
and giving of what we are core of BeinG too..
for survival of course.. at base is lust of all
our creativity and productivity as science
shows too.. and nah.. i didn’t start out
Dance.. or taKinG photos.. or wriTinG
poEetry or doing nude life in general
free verse.. at best of anything out of anyone
then.. and i still don’t do the competition game..
as the only one i have to please is the God who
lives within me.. free.. to pleasure life as Art more
without restraint of those who would chain God unhappy
within us without a bird to escape the chains of thousands of
years ago.. where no air can reach our sKin of free floW liFE away from
border lies.. walls.. folks build walls.. otHerS give and shARe aLL.. Love
is all that is.. when one becomes Love is all that is bottom line.. Freedom
juST
iS FREE..
and Love as Fearless
SaME as BeinG noW fuLLy
aliVe and Free
as
Free
can
Be aLive..
as all of star
dust existence
strives to be and
we with gloWinG cheeks
of red.. as blood flows from
top to bottom.. we and all the ‘tween..
So sure.. perHaps in the Nursing home one day
God Forbid if i make it to that place.. i’d rather be
free like my Father and live fully until i die..
but anyWay.. in my mid 50’s.. i can
say and still see/feel how far
i came with 100% Hope
Faith and Belief from
a Dead Zone
fo 66 months
from January
of 2008 through
July end,, near 22nd of 2013..
and then i can go to January and
see how far i went from naked free in 2014..
at stArt.. in a blog titled Free Lance Stripping
that was a satirical name.. that i changed to Free
Verse Nude Poetry.. and set to private as Google
was recommending then and was to enforce in January
of 2015.. they changed their mind and let freedom ring liGht
still naked and trUe.. in public give and share of the greATest
art of Michelangelo and all the greats of God’s greATest form now
of Temple of God in God’s Nature within us as naked free form as
WELL unchained
as we
can
be..
no shame..
in how we are
born as long as we live
in a culture that makes it
legal.. and fit as ARt..
it is art..
there
is no
shAme
in any human
function or pARt of skIN..
And i’ve come a long way in
that art from age 53 to 56 as
the record clearly shows.. sometimes
buff.. sometimes a little on the heavy side..
but alWays free as we can be as God makes us Nature FREE..:)
NaturAlly difficult am i..
a shorter Macro-Verse from
two years ago.. but
still well worth
it to see some
candid Love
photos of our
Big Grey Cat Moby..
as maKing a Truman Show
of LiFe in Blog way has many
Love Memory advantages to reminisce
each year with Facebook Memories along the
way.. juST imagine if someone did this tHeir entire liFe..
sure.. it’s happening with blogs now as we speak in many
forms of art.. they come in.. as difficult as me.. hmm..
not likely but theiRS
alWays
room
for hUman
BeinGS to gRoW
MorE as folks take fuller
advantage of both tHeir
innate human potential and
what technology adds in potential
of BeinG hUman as well as tool.. instead
of weapons of
destruction
per se.. as
LoVE oF lIFe..
iSREAL..
FReED..
@lEASt
for mE noW..:)
Fountain of Youth ROARS
WeLL.. a photo journey of a family
trip to Ponce De Leon Springs
here and if tHeiR is any
fountain of youth
to roar
it is associated
with the wife.. Katrina’s
Bikini of course.. and yes,,
Shawna babe.. if you come this
far in the future soon.. this is the all
G-Rated butt of Katrina for sure..
as great
as butts
come as
you surely say.. heheR2..;)
Yeah.. as the beginning
photo clearly
says..
that’s
one hell
of a Wishbone
to break.. yeah..;)
“Everything is simpler than you think
and at the same time more complex than you imagine.”
~~ Goethe ~~
RuleS OF
Above
So
Below..
UniVerse
ExistS in less
A gRain oF SanD
And moRe beYond
ASUniVerse ‘RouNd..:)
“I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little death that brings total oblivion.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me
and turn my inner eye to follow its path.
When the fear is gone, there will be nothing.
Only I will remain.”
~~ The Litany Against Fear ~~
~~ Frank Herbert, “Dune”, 1965 ~~
Fear is
a stress
that kills..
Love
IS A
Stress that heals
all change is stress..
All Love iS Great..
for those
who
E-Scape
A stress
oF Fear..:)
He that feareth is a slave, were he never so rich, were he never so
powerful. But he that is without fear is king of all the world.”
~~ E. R. Eddison, The Worm Ouroboros ~~
Says A Fearless
dude/tte to
A Trumper
and A HiLL
Ary.. aFraid
of only
being
flesh and blood alive…
To walk naked noW and
WHoLe.. iS to bE A LioN FReED..
oR
noT
oN CouRSe noW..:)
“Because the name is the thing, and the truename is the true thing.
To speak the name is to control the thing.”
~~ Mr. Underhill, The Rule of Names, Ursula K. Le Guin, 1964 ~~
As alWays..
Essence rules
form and tools
form
rules..:)
“All things are to be examined and called into question.
There are no limits set on thought.”
~~ Rational Bee ~~
iMaGination
rules without
tools..;)
“Down in their hearts, wise men know this truth:
the only way to help yourself is to help others.”
~~ Elbert Hubbard ~~
Yes.. A hUman
condition
aWay from
written language..
collective intelligence..
and complex cultures with
less than 150 to 200 sets oF
eYes wHere naked hUman
NaTure.. once aGain rules tools..noW..
wiTh ShArinG and GiVinG foRAge LiFe..:)
“The best helping hand that you will ever receive
is the one at the end of your own arm.”
~~ Fred Dehner ~~
As mY FriEnd RAfiah..
Once said.. give
YoursElf..
A paT
oN thE bacK..:)
“And forget not that the earth delights to feel your bare feet
and the winds long to play with your hair.”
~~ Kahlil Gibran, The Prophet ~~
Let the air breathe you..
the wind fly you..
the water drink you..
and the River
Swim
you
to
Ocean wHOle
Paradise oF LiVinG
with no regard to pre-planned
existence now.. FReED @lEast
for
ME..;)
“Too much of a good thing is WONDERFUL.”
~~ Mae West ~~
Someone nearly
every week tales
me i am too high
and or happy..
Rrom
now
own..
perHaps..
i’LL get even hiGher..
happier and FReED..
iN fAct i’LL juST do ThaT noW..:)
Life is a full plate of Breakfast Club..
sadly.. some folks.. choose
and adhere to rigid
roles assigned
by culture
refusing
to
touch the
other Breakfast Foods of life..
the Jock.. the Rebel Bad Boy..
the Outcast who does not belong
anywhere.. the Princess with model looks..
and sure.. the Introvert nerd with a Book and Straight A’s..
and sure in some ways all of these
exist in wE.. the desire
to excel.. to compete
in tribal instinct..
giving up..
escaping
in books..
and rebelling
’cause you are sick
and tired of how life life
works.. in your life.. at least..
and all of what can separate and
stratify folks into social cliques for support
of the fire.. desire.. or dark for the
day that comes next..
or even
perhaps
the
fearless love
to love it all for only the
sake of being Love.. hmm…
there usually are no peacemakers
in detention.. as diplomacy is most often their
forte.. and sure.. in my case.. i was
most definitely the bookish
nerd in school.. the
perfectionist who
wanted the
other
social roles too..
just to taste life.. just to
escape fear and anxiety
just to escape the
box of what
i expected
of myself
too much.. as restriction
to be all of what society expected me
to be.. and sure the paternal side expected more
of a young man with three college degrees than to work
at a Bowling Center.. but no matter Love.. or Intellect.. without
a fearless ability to calmly interact with others with success… in
moving.. connecting.. and creating ways.. it’s not so hard to see why
the bookish nerd in the Breakfast Club was willing to end it all after earning
a bad grade or two.. as he had all his eggs to hatch in one basket without the
affordance of one egg going bad out of the whole to spoil his entire FucKinG liFe..
Perfectionist thinking was my downfall in life.. but sure that most always comes
from anxiety and the fear of not being in control of one’s life.. and
just FucKinG letting go.. as some folks can
do.. to breeze through
life without
too many
cares
to
scare the
joy out of breathe..
breathe.. breathe joy..
dance.. sing.. to FucK with
limits and expectations and worry
over failure.. or why folks FucKinG think
and feel about how you express yourself
originally.. is.. why i dance.. is the adventure that
says.. i will move and yes speak.. a different way
in ways of art i feel and sense.. without a FucKinG rule of School..
and nah.. i cannot speak for anyone else.. nah.. i cannot feel and
sense for anyone else.. as there are many different foods and
drinks on the Breakfast Plate of life.. that i have not
tasted and neither have you.. as of course
each human is a Multi-Universe of
Breakfast food.. with yes
similarities but
places
that
no one
else has gone
of course.. WRite on..
Dance and Sing way..
or no Sing and Dance @ALL..
anyway.. as my wife says.. there
is no role that fits me now.. i exceed
all the roles and other human archetypes
she has seen on TV.. and Real LifE too..
and that’s okay.. as if nothing else
i will not be erased from life again..
as the one who
said yes
to all
that others
expected of me..
a horrible limit of
life that is.. a self
imposed detention
of human Freedom..:)
So.. it was Monday Night..
and i dance up to the nice
Pacific Islander Gym Attendant.. Vida..
and also Step-Daughter of one of the long
term Bowling Center patrons of decades i knew
since ’84.. yeah.. the year the Breakfast Club played
first and we had the newest thing in Bowling Alley’s funded
by the Military to support the fighters.. as a VHS
player attached to all the
computer screens over
the lanes.. and by the
way.. the only
reason i got hired
is.. i had a computer class
in college and the monkey wrenches
of the Bowling World were hands on
wrenches visual spatial folks where
the left brain analytical
systemizing
mind
was not
their forte..
anyway.. we played
the Breakfast club on all
the screens for the patrons.. and
oh God.. i’ve seen that movie way too
many times as somewhat of an icon
fixed in my brain.. so anyway.. i dance
up to Vida and say in generalized terms..
you know there are two ways of life..
however i did not tale her one
is common and one
is fairly rare..
as to
not make
the answer seem so
hard to get one from her..
and she says the most common
one that is yes.. right and wrong and
then i go on to say.. nah.. there are few
moral absolutes.. cross culturally.. easy to see
for one who studies social science and anthropology
and they are the taboos of sexually abusing children and
incest of course.. and i went further to say.. when Innate human
nature is repressed as in the case of countries where men and women
are not allowed to touch.. other than family members until marriage age..
the results can be as horrific in perversion away from human nature
as Arabian physician clinical studies that suggest 60 to 80 percent
of little girls from age 3 to 6 in homes are sexually abused
by either a close family member that ironically
society allows a member of the opposite
sex to touch.. or an intimate
family friend
of the
home
as such..
so i say nah.. what
i came to say.. is.. there are
the spectators of life.. and they
are minion.. and then there are the
ones who act.. produce.. and direct their
own plays of life that others most often follow..
and i say then.. but you know Vida.. things are
perhaps changing a little for the better through artful
creative leaning social media outlets where folks become
individuals instead of more as the group think of the spectators
of what other folks do in tribal leaning and following ways.. you know..
like folks who sit and watch sports instead of getting out to act and
produce and direct their own game of life too.. and nah.. it’s
no wonder it’s rare.. as rarely is someone out
in the wild supported by going their
own way.. unless their own
way is copied
of course
but
no one will
copy me.. as not even
i copy me.. i act and produce
and direct my play by heARt.. and
heARt continuously feels and senses different..
somedays i move to the left.. and some days i move
to the wRite.. yes in both steps and words.. but all days
i wRite and MoVe and Speak a little different
as that is what Nature does..
every free action
and consequence
of Nature.. IS A free Dance
and Song that has no script
set in stone.. it doesn’t take a rocket
scientist to figure that out.. who spends their
time replicating observable phenomenon.. all
it takes is to watch a feather float through the air
at least resistance and most movement to winds of change..
iN Dance And Song oF Multi-UniVersal liFe.. and nah.. i ain’t
gonna make it back to dVerse for any of their regularly scheduled
poetry prompts.. for this Dance Song.. now at 9:11 am on the Equinox
day.. Shawna.. was the free dance and song of poetry that was so fitting
for this 6000 mile celebration of free verse dance everywhere i have gone
in public now for three years.. off the cuff of the traveled path..
on the Wing
of God
FReED
iN mE.. i DancE
and SinG.. A Feather Speaks..
in Forrest Gump talk @lEASt..;)
Yeah.. and poetry concrete
heads.. yA can call that a
Giant Fredbun.. with the last
three lines as Fredku.. to replace
your Oriental Haibun and Haiku..
FucKing American Style.. Native
as such in
God
speak..
okay..
as sure.. i aM2
hUman and i2
can SinG tribal too..
as any free moNkey..
can and STiLL WilL do..;)
To once again..
become an Instrument
of Art and Love.. for the
Nature oF God as wE..
A Device
for
Peace
instead of strife..
Lord kNows.. by the time i
ended 32 years or so of work..
including 25 years of Federal
Government Service.. and
before that it was.. yes..
Archaeology Research
Associate.. Book Store
Stocking Clerk.. and
Janitor for
6 long
lone
years in combo
with the other two
part time jobs for a
short stint too.. during
6 years of College supporting
a diet that consisted of Peanut
Butter Sandwiches to afford school
for that long and the three college
degrees of Social Sciences Interdisciplinary..
Health Science and Anthropology as preparation
for a much longer trial and error study of the human
condition starting at a Military Bowling Center for almost
two decades.. ending as Manager there.. Administrative
Support Assistant for a Captain of the NAS Pensacola
Navy Station for three months during reductions
and reassignments of Force.. and
back to Community Activities
Director and finally
Athletic
Director thaT
i retired early
after 25 years
of service with
a synergy of 19 medical
disorders life threatening
as such in total.. particularly
the suicide disease.. type two
Trigeminal Neuralgia.. from wake
to sleep.. losing effective use of my
eyesight and hearing for 66 months with
this dentist drill-like pain with no novocain
for what science assesses as a pain worse now
than crucifixion.. yes.. the worst understood pain
now of humankind in empirical understood ways.. of
science yet.. in the literature on this i have read so
far.. of course.. some folks call it Sluder’s Headache
and other’s call it a generalized term as atypical
facepain.. as sure hell is atypical for those
who have not experienced it
first face as it
were for
me for
66 months..
along with Dysautonomia..
where blood pressure and heart
rate would no long synch.. making
me faint most all hours of the day
and my heart would speed so fast
to get the blood to my brain.. when
attempting to fall asleep.. that i could not
sleep.. but only 1 hour each of 35 days then
as start of hell in 2008.. and none for the
last 5 of 40 during the lent spring period
of 2008.. and that hour of very shallow
cardboard sleep the first 35 days was
only allowed by a powerful alpha
blocker slowing my heart
down enough
to do
any
escape
from the hell of the
face pain.. plus my eyes
quit making tears.. for the
autoimmune disorder named too..
Sjogren’s Syndrome.. along with
Fibromyalgia pain from head to toe..
Spinal Stenosis and Severe Degenerative
Arthritis pain along with coat hanger pain
in shoulders and neck associated with
Dysautonomia.. too.. rounding out
a full plate of hell starting
at age 47 all the
way through
age 53..
as the
phoenix oF Y i..
rose again.. on the
Beach of the week end of
July 22nd 2013.. yeah.. so happy
to say bye to beyond ashes of fire
i was then.. and hmm.. i guess too..
i thought the Asperger’s Syndrome..
and not speaking until i was age
4 and stuttering my way and not
always making sense when i talked..
making straight A’s.. as my rote memory
for multiple choice tests.. that was basically
the only test given in those days.. was extreme..
and i still can play movies in my head of my entire
life now.. sure.. that seemed like a challenge along
with my androgynous morphological look that brought
me guesses of can i help you Miss.. around age 12 or
so at McDonalds before i hit puberty.. and suddenly
found some facial hair to accompany the pretty
long eyelashes and green to blue eyes..
and long blonde hair as such in
the still somewhat hippy
days of the
early
hip hugger
male pants of
the 70’s flower
bus Partridge Family
and Brady Bunch Days then..
and sure i dream of Jeanie’s hidden
belly button.. praying for a porn magazine
to fall from the sky to learn something about
sex.. all hidden from me until age 16-18.. too..
those were the days.. of sure.. challenge
too.. and sure.. i got a weight set..
as ‘they’ told me i was not
worth it for this world..
did not deserve
to survive
as weak
looking
male
and androgynous
looking boy back then..
in my somewhat red state
still patriarchal fundamentalist
most churches then per square mile
town too.. i suppose i owe much of the
freedom of my success now.. to the first
fish in the Aquarium who told the weak looking
fish of me i did not deserve to live then as they
continually were nipping at my gills.. and that can
be A worst torture oF all.. no different really than
the young homosexual children in the Catholic Church
who sit quietly and obediently as the Priest continually
says.. well.. love the sinner.. hate the sin of what they
do as gifted by god as different as human nature
does.. you are good enough to be here..
but not good enough for a sacrament
of marriage for the monogamous
same sex person you love..
good cop.. bad cop
Jesus sings now
again
from the
pulpit true
and yes..
false too
as cognitive dissonance
reigns still in the hypocrisies
of even the biggest most well organized
so-called Christian Church in the world.. that
sings songs that still stay gentile.. jew.. servant
or free.. woman or man no more.. except for the.. ugh..
fine print at the end of the labyrinth contract in hell
of church you must sign to be part of the
ongoing social accepted group
of limitations as terms
so finely
described
below too..
and don’t forget..
the 10 commandments that
say honor thy mother and father
until you get to Luke 17.. where it says
to follow me.. ya gotta hate the ways of your
Mommy.. Daddy.. and Brother and Sister.. and
children too.. if you are lucky enough to figure out
that part of the metaphor as of course it literally says
you must hate your mother.. father.. sister.. brother
and children to follow what i teach.. and pick up
a stick/sword of hate too.. to come along with me..
is it any wonder.. Christian Churches
are closing doors on Sunday
Nights and Wednesday
Nights across the
nation now..
no.. of course it isn’t
we have this thing named
as the Internet now.. that exposes
all the cognitive dissonance as what they
are.. hypocritical lies that make no FucKinG
Human decency sense at all.. as far as fearless
Unconditional Love goes.. as my fingers powered
by a holy spirit Now of fearless unconditional love
speed way past the theme song now.. as God oF Nature
empowers me within.. to spread fearless love in
liGht and TrUth way.. with sure.. even the
limited empirical tool of modern
science to FucKinG back
me uP as i continue
and you may aS weLL
too.. iF yoU SeeK iN God too..
and hell yes that includes the
science of God’s Nature too..
to cut the bullshit in out too..
for all the thousands of years..
of psychopathic leaning and or
ignorant leaning folks who strive to
control and subjugate others.. repressing
and oppressing human nature.. for selfish
material gains and reproductive control as such
too.. so yeah.. sure.. it’s now for the Katy Perry
inspiring SonG Rise again.. as yes i rise
again.. and do more than i ever did
before.. as i simply can and
WiLL with the gift of
relative free will
from the God
oF Nature
that makes
it possible
for me to
act.. produce
and co-direct my
own true will with the
will of God’s Nature in
Human nature i.. too.. and sure..
the ability to do this in iSREAL liFE now..
is the REAL ISRAEL U.S. OF A.. ALBEIT NoW..
still in a New Jerusalem-like Red state town
of Milton.. Florida sTiLL too.. so yeah.. God Bless
America.. ’cause here’s the thing.. a Good Cop Jesus
like me and oTherS.. can eXpreSS miNd and Body BaLanCinG
of SoUL.. through Holy SpiRit.. and Free heARt too.. moVinG..
conNecting. and CreaTinG all Free noW.. so TruE and lighT iSREAL2..:)
And yes.. ending this 705th Macro Verse now..
with Katy Perry and rise.. and hell no..
i won’t just survive.. i thrive.. and
i am writing my story now.. so
far beyond the archetype of
before.. that you
may not even
see or
feel all
of me now..
and i continue
to rise hiGher and
HiGher now with transformation
through 100% hope.. faith and belief
and an unlimited other number of nuances
of human emotions and senses that you may
not feel and sense now.. as there are no
limits or expectations of human potential
when the angel i oF Y i becomes sAMe noW as
wE in liGht iN liGht yes iSREAL illuminati
as God given HUman potenTially more fully
Apollo and Lucifer realized with both
right and left hands of God myths
as vehicles and vessels housing
fully in play alive as
we act and
produce
and co-create
directing with
God our owN
FucKinG plaYs
of Life.. nah..
shouldn’t have been
a surprise.. i alWays
cAMe up smelling like a rose
like my co-employee Dolores said
at the Bowling Center then.. no matter
how far the tar oil bird of hell i got myself
into in the future too.. from then.. as not well @aLL..
separated from the interrelating.. interconnecting Force
of God of all that is.. as gifted to us.. through emotions
and senses that allow us to feel and give the highest power of
Love to us and others same as Golden Rule that never consumes
others further than food or drink.. of nature required to
Serpent Brain Senses live.. with limbic of emotions and
neocortical of reason as trinity of mINd and
BoDy BaLancing soUL realized hiGher and
Higher RiSinG as hUman God given
potential now.. with all
of the extension
of God given
Nature
through
technology that
assists for positive
stress named change
for trUth and liGht too..
i AM jUSt a messenger of
DancE and SonG as Myth and
iSREAL no different really and
different in archetype way of bEfore too..
it doesn’t matter if you listen to me or not
as the anonymous voices of God all across global
online are legion now.. in both dARk and liGht.. and
all the colors and sHades of grey and black that exist
in liGht and dArk colors now.. of HUman Rainbow beyond
and less liFe STiLL.. and sure.. i can do a manifesto of
liGht every day.. every now.. for the reaSon and
FeeLinG and sensing of Human Potential
Gifted by
God
i
AM..
and this is just
another sTart of
anoThEr Holy
and Sacred
R and R
Thursday
co-created
by me and
God too.. we
literally rise..
sure.. in more
ways than one.. as
above.. so below..
inside.. outside..
all around.. the trUths
and liGhts are no longer
hidden they are in plain
site for those with eYes
and eArs to see and
heAr
TrUth
and liGht Now
illuminati iSREAL Shines..
aS God’s eYes of Wisdom as wE noW..:)
So.. my 127th week of Dancing with all the
cool college age folks.. coming tonight..
Thursday night.. with more fun
dancing photos coming to the
current Macro-Verse
around 3 am on
Friday morn..
celebrating
6000 miles
of public
dance in
three years..
and continuing on
in the longest long
form poem ever.. as 42
months plus now sings..
in 3.3 million words
plus in the 36
month old
poem..
KATiE MiA
FredericK!iI
as ‘SonG oF MY
SoUL’2.. so
yes.. as alWays
be back aGain later..
with more to come.. oN Course..
as i continue to rise with no limits.. FReED..:)
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