14 Responses to GOld FiSH HeaVeN PartY

1. katiemiafrederick says:

   January 10, 2017 at 10:53 AM

   Two KiNds oF Lions/Pride..
   Rule oVer Free..
   Free oVer Rule..:)

   As Facebook motivates
   the world to do an “American
   Form of Haiku” as the big letters
   in status way run out when longer than American Haiku..
   8 seconds
   baby
   is
   what
   it takes..
   and that’s okay
   too as surely i love
   short form poetry
   as small as
   the number
   one sAMe
   as larger than
   the UniVerse wHOle
   BeyOnd InFiniTy words
   oF
   hUman
   too.. longer version
   here of course.. Fred Style.. heHE..
   now to back-up over 16K words of my
   longer Haiku style per long form poetry
   of “GOld FiSH HeaVeN PartY’ as i dAM sure
   do not wanna get 15 MacroVerses and 212K
   words behind on that again on the all Free medium
   of Facebook to back-up now to somewhere around 11K
   words iN
   just one
   Facebook
   Status.. hehe..
   it’s almost like the
   middle aisle of Walmart..
   they made the status on Facebook
   Big enough for me to Sing and the middle
   Aisle oF Walmart Big Enough for me to Dance
   FReED.. howeveR.. it StiLL takes me two Facebook
   Statuses to fit all the SonG iN and sure more aisles
   and many more Stores and God’s Nature more to get
   the DancE aLL FiT iN.. liKe i say tHeRe would be no way
   to fit iN all the DanCe and SonG
   iN in all
   thAT i do..
   iF i was juST
   a prophet and
   not a scribe too… heHe..
   i’M.. verSaTile.. God made every
   square inch of me inside.. outside..
   above so below and all around speciFicAlly
   to complete the job and convenant at hand/
   feat of feet..
   continuing
   sAMe
   and
   diFFeRenT too..
   funny thing is.. is an
   Atheist is more likely to
   capture more of me with a
   net than a fundamentalist
   Christian and surely a
   Muslim person
   overall
   is more
   likely to
   see me than
   any Christian at all
   for the simple reason
   that i worship one God
   only as ALL who/thAT has no
   name but i AM beyond
   huMan Flea words
   sucKing the
   nourishment oF
   GoD aLL that we can
   cALL Dog too.. for practical
   intents and purposes of parables
   much longer than the ones of beFore..
   and the bigger i get the more invisible i get..
   kinda like the whOle of God huh.. kinda like a
   reflection oF ThAT as Lord kNows iF you cannot
   see all of me.. should give you a little idea how much
   bigger God is than either me.. or Jesus.. or Muhammad..
   or Buddha.. or Krishna or Lao.. or any symbols or flesh and blood
   as pARt of GoD wHole that we humans can and or WiLL to do kNoW..
   yes.. i’ve completed the prophecy of both John 14:12 and the Beatle’s..
   So-Called second to none challenge as well of Being for the benefit of Mr.
   Kite.. the Bad to the Bone part of the Terminator movies with that untouched
   photo-shop eye of the left Terminator eye and the Osiris eye.. and the 6 Million
   Dollar man eye.. yes the one in the movie the Seventh Sign that shines iN
   left view way of the renaissance nude art synchronistically as such in my
   Review of 2016 MacroVerse.. of a record years of records years aS Such
   like a Symphony of A day in the life of me in Beatle’s way that came out
   into an E note that lasts longer than the one before… oh yeah.. and the
   Bowling Alley dude out of the Big Lebowski way of BrinGinG aLL
   the word money in.. NOT.. the Big Lebowski.. i am the other
   Lebowski.. a dude and hell no.. not THE DUDE.. I AM
   JUST A pArt of God not the dAM wHoLEEnchildA
   three in one oKay.. like as all ye
   are all Gods and sons and
   daughters of God
   but sadly
   as patriarchs
   and Trumps will do
   they left out the daughters
   unless they are your own siRed aS Such..
   what other prophecies fulfilled.. world teacher..
   well yeah.. i get around.. for those who have eyes
   and ears big enough to see and hear me even just
   a little bit now.. and yes there was that Aleister
   Crowley Prophecy about a rich man coming
   from the west but as far as gold goes
   what i bRinG is the God
   within that
   has no
   meaSure
   of the Gold
   of man and discerning
   the meaning of these letters..
   “4 6 3 8 A B K 2 4 A L G M O R 3 Y X 24 89 R P S T O V A L”
   well yes.. a rudimentary illustration but never the less it’s an ink
   blot test and the key is to make all of life Holy and Sacred with
   meaning and purpose as truly the only law really is the Golden
   rule do unto others with due share and give as you would have
   others give and share to you too.. most important paRt harming
   no other as the things we like and do not like are as different as the
   colors of the flowers than inhabit the eARth sAMe and DiFFeRent too..
   and the importance of the numbers 418 and 718 one standing tALL inFiNity
   And BeyOnd oNe God one for and above any significance of the number 7 alone..
   but you see.. remember the most important rule and that is there is no rule but WiLL
   over Love as Love Without WiLL can surely fAil aWay to negative thoughts and actions
   in Nocebo effect as science shows now too.. go all Luke hot iN HoPe BeLiEf and LoVe
   noW as FaiTh sAMe erasing all negative emotions with an over flow of positive pro-social
   EmoTiOns and SeNSEs sAMe and don’t forget all associated with sex/sensuaLiTy iN conseNsual
   way iS holy and sacred as how else do you think/feel/sense bio-diversity and neuro-diversity
   of human for survival to this point cAMe if folks didn’t move.. out of the immediate villAge
   for a ‘little strange’ aS Such.. and don’t forget God’s GreaTest GifT oF Love With a SMiLE
   and a Fool’s Laugh for the silly oF liFE too.. Aleister tried his best to explore the human
   potential inside but big big failure getting addicted to dRugs as that power lies moreover
   tells the trUTh within all Natural With Neuro-Chemicals and Neuro-hormones and all
   the rest of we sentient star-burst crucible fire plus hUman duST Now on this miracle
   of the plAnET eARth as even science shows in crude numbers of what iT means to
   be aLive and Sentient StaR DuST pLus that is surELy HeaVen compared to a
   cold hard rock
   with no
   FucKinG
   Air to Breathe..
   and to pulsate the
   ecstasy of a big bang
   orgasm that is similar
   so below as above
   of the act of
   this part
   icular
   acT
   of Creation
   now in Both
   GoD’s eYes and
   HUman eYes and
   othEr Holy and Sacred
   pARts that the minions among
   human beings and mundane same
   chopped off of statues in fear of human
   naked power and glory of freedom all over
   from head to toe kNoW.. and you wonder why
   so many of you are depressed and taking pills..
   and pain killers and all of that when all the gifts of
   God’s Pleasure are at hand for you Man and WoManiPUlatIon noW..
   serIOUsly do you thINk God is reAlly Happy.. yes the God who and that
   lives within all of we to be trapped in books and underneath clothes.. hmm..
   ask yourself deeply with no guilt and sin as contrived by those who would control
   and subjugate you with illusory fears and a promise of heaven anywhere else but
   the gift of air to breathe on this plaNet of surELy the poTenTiaL of Heaven now for
   those who remember the inherited gift of heaven from birth and childhood same before
   clothed by
   illusory
   fears
   and
   empty
   promises of
   becoming tools
   instead of the heaven
   of FeeLinG SeNSinG
   SenTiEnt STaR dUST Plus
   noW NakEd and Free from Head to toe
   with ImAGiNATiON sEt Free and Love aS WELL
   iN MoVinG CoNNecTinG GiVinG and ShARing way
   WiTh HeARt SpiRit and MINd and BoDy BaLanCing soUL
   SeT oN FiRE oF sMArT FeaRless and UnConDiTioNal LoVe..
   yeS iNdeed.. i just fulfiLLed the prophecy of the Sacred TeSt of the
   Gospel of Thomas Verse 37 aS WeLL.. Isiah 53.. i already went
   over that but pretty easy to fit in me in that sacred text aS WeLL..
   “my word is six and fifty”.. hmm back to Aleister Crowley and his
   so-called Book of the Law prophecy generated within as sAMe as

   http://www.sacred-texts.com/oto/engccxx.htm

   what i did at age 56 and more with 9 books and ~1.6M words as
   any other so-called ancient or modern prophet a little special as
   he not only vocally stated it for others to twist around later..
   he scribed it too.. which makes it unadulterated of course
   except for his human eYes that are as limited as
   any otHeR poTenTial hUman eYes
   to do more as him and more than
   me as well as at core we
   are all God
   as pARt and
   wHoLe and as far
   as LioN Pride goes
   the Pride is the LiON
   as WhOle oF GoD sAMe
   to bRinG all of tHiS back uP
   to the eight second pArt at the
   top of tHiS New AmeRican and
   New Jerusalem and New IsREaL
   HaIku NoW.. as longest long form poem
   in the HisTory HerSTory and eTcstory
   oF Human Kind as recorded on
   Google aT leASt continues
   to FloW oN AS anY
   ChIld of
   GoD
   unfettered
   and Free WiLL
   do wiTh WinGS
   oF heARt and SpiRiT
   and soUL unbound unleashed
   and released iN A metaphor oF mINd
   and BoDy BaLanCinG Quantum MiNE
   oF mInd noW iN the 737th Verse oF thiS
   Ocean wHOle Poem thaT iS the SonG oF
   JuST oNe HUmAN’s sOUL thAT reLates the
   withiN oF iNSiDe aBoVe so BeLow and all around
   to the bEst of One’s aBiLiTY iN liGht oF God NoW
   and heRe’s the wHOle point of this.. no human chains
   God in words.. No human Chains God as God IS aLL i AM
   and
   so
   much
   more
   than
   juST
   little
   old
   me.. yes..
   it’s all juST
   aN iNk bLot test
   coloRiT with heaVen
   or HeLL or the sHades
   of Grey ‘Tween liGht and DARk
   or even go beYONd RainBow Colors
   oF liGht as i fly noW.. tHere are no liMIts
   or expecTaTions iN GodSKeYes FReED NoW..
   and yes this is gonna
   be caLLed “CoLor
   oF HeAVeN”.. yeah
   i KNow i AM weaRinG
   ouT that term HeAveN
   jusT a little bit buT it’s
   about tiMe noW
   thAT folks
   trULY
   see and
   heAR HeAVen Now
   and color tHeir Books
   oF LiFE wiTh HeAven moRe noW..
   this suRely is my book of HeaVen.. i cannot
   expect anyone to replicate it.. hehe.. even iF they
   tried as no one could as i follow no rule
   but the
   rule
   of
   God
   thAT is
   alWays Free wiThiN
   siMply and complexly FReED
   @lEAst for me and Hopes for you
   howEver you May coLor yOur HeaVen noW..
   and the number 37 and 7 suRely have significance
   per that last verse of the Gospel oF Thomas that existed
   as last until they found the other 77 verses in 1959 about the
   tiMe
   i was
   sired on
   the FaLL
   equinox of ’59
   only born on 6660 by
   the whim oF a Doctor who
   induced labor two weeks earlier
   than the Summer Solstice i was originally
   due so the doctor could go on vacation and i
   could even have the so-called Christian’s view
   of the number 6 and 666 as DEviL’s number wHeRe
   it suRely along with the number 9 is the reflection of
   the GOldEn SpiRAL PHI mean of God at 1.618 too..
   as alWAys HUman cultural clothes gET iN the way
   oF a better way of NaKed now.. as verse 37 says
   as i will quote that now
   for you folks
   who are
   afraid
   of straying
   too far from
   the so-called human
   and Oh Lord named God too..
   Jesus noW STiLL alWays heRE
   as ChriSt Archetype oF ALtruiST
   NoW WiThiN.. yes of course the Christ
   Lives within… but yah.. ya gotta feed iT more
   BeliEF as HOPe and LoVe aS FaiTh for the Christ
   Archetype oF AltruiST to spRouT ouT awAkened and EnliGhtENed
   to be the
   beach
   NoW waves
   of Ocean Go on
   tales of GoDs eYes
   DancE and SinG oN.. FeAT.. NoW..
   Seagull Dove Same Feet spiRAl.. Now
   over tiMe eternAlly NoW iN HeAVen noW..
   It’s a much bigger world now than a patch
   of dirt in the middle east.. Billions upon Billions
   of sTArs now wE see with the science aided eYe..
   tHing is.. classical evolution is slOW.. EpiGeneTics
   and Neuroplastics can and WiLL bRinG STiLL HeaVen
   noW if properly stimulated for change through appropriate
   environmental challenges that work for each individual huMan
   now in tHeiR JourNey and Paths of liFE HeRe noW IN WhAT
   can and
   WiLL
   Be HeaVen
   now.. and yes
   of course i speak
   more than so-called
   ancient Bible and Koran
   terms.. as quite frankly/fredly my
   friEnds the hardest people to hOld
   hands with and take to HeaVen now ouT
   oF all the world i’ve met as demographic groups
   are the closed minded oF Fundamentalist so-called
   Christian folks who have been misled and misguided
   by Trump folks same as Constantine and his Catholic Cohorts
   from 325 AD and BeFore and weLL beFoRe that as Lord KNows
   tHeRE are folks wiTh HeARt and SpiRit and SoUL who give and
   share and those who do not.. the real test of discernment is KnOWing
   and most ImPorTAnTly FeeLinG SeNSinG LIVing the diFFerence noW iN HeAVen eYes
   of Needles
   and
   Fat
   ‘cat’ (no dis-respect to cats)
   Leaders sAdly StiLL FaLLinG…
   tHeRE IS A Greater way oF LoVe
   alWaysnoW..that/who wears no clothes of culture..
   naMeLy
   God FReED..
   as the eternal
   naked child
   within who lives now WiLd and Free..:)

   http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm

   37) His disciples said to him, “When will you be visible to us,
   and when shall we behold you?”
   He said, “When you strip naked without being ashamed, and
   take your garments and put them under your feet like little
   children and tread upon them, then you will see the child of the
   Living, and you will not be afraid.”

   Reply
2. katiemiafrederick says:

   January 10, 2017 at 1:33 PM

   WeLL.. a little birdie juSt whisPeRed iN my ear
   to make the 737th verse of Longest Long Form
   Poem on record a little longer adding one
   word for 66 verses of a “Grand Cross
   Bible 2016”.. originAlly on X
   Mas Day 2016.. with
   61 verses as
   published
   @11:58 pm
   iN LA.. Lower
   Alabama.. yey! Clemson..
   by a way.. yeS.. in FSU Land
   hehe.. here in the Florida Panhandle
   aS Such wHeRe the ACC reigns over
   Football for the year 2016..
   nah.. it’s
   not gonna
   be about football
   butt ancient
   religions
   sAMe suRe
   why not.. as that
   original Bible thingy
   had 66 big book chapters
   like my Macro-Verses hear numbeRinG
   a total of 737 heAR noW.. oF Ocean WhOle.. 3.3M
   plus word Poem and by A way A celebration to go along
   with this now “CoLoRs oF HeAVeN Bible 2017”.. iN the
   143rd Dance week at Old Seville with all the college folks..
   Nah.. i WiLL not add all 66 Macro-Verses heAR aS a tABle
   of Contents.. i’LL sTart with the Bible without these
   5.. for now ending Chapters as a Revelation of sorts
   in not the Heaven to come later but the HeaVen that
   is here now.. not only at hand but oF FeAT aS Feet
   iN DancE and SonG aS WeLL as any TrUly Happy
   Feat oF Feet WiLL Do iN thE NOW of REAL TiMe
   NOW.. and the TheMe SonG suRe.. an excellent
   SonG of what iT FeeLS and SeNSes and
   SEEs and HeARs liKe to BE THE
   Beach oF Heaven now
   wHeRE liFE is
   no longer
   a FucKinG
   Trump B88TCH
   IF you get the
   aLmoST inFiniTe
   dARk iN liGht oF liFe
   oF whaT that means
   out oF dARk of
   HoPe and
   BeLIEf
   and LoVe
   as ReAL FAiTh
   that never ends noW
   iN A FearlESs HeaVen
   wiTh Zero hATe foR nOW..
   as the Jesus told his disciples
   according to.. those.. who SunG
   and DanceD thaT so-called Jesus
   SonG that John the Baptist would be
   less than those iN Heaven and since the
   Heaven is now and the so-called John the
   Apostle who was a different man whomever that
   was who wrote those words said there would be those
   who believed then/now what Jesus could do with 100% Luke
   Hot Faith in words of effect iN affect other now greater than
   the so-called Jesus of then in ways of works of affect iN effect
   then and now sAMe.. WeLL.. here’s the thinG.. as per the Gospel
   of Thomas when/WheRE tHeRe is no DiviSiON and all iS God including
   wE as children of God and back then.. yeS.. it was only sons of God
   separate from daughters of God and per the part in the Gospel oF
   Thomas wHere the dude Jesus replied to the disciples who said
   women were not good enough to enter the
   Kingdom of Heaven now and Jesus said
   they would
   make
   the
   woman
   into a man..
   iN oTheR words..
   combine the divine
   feminine with the masculine
   the same as man has to do with
   the divine feminine sAMe as Carl
   Jung who was well versed with the
   Gnostic Gospels said too per the anima in
   the man and the animus in the woman
   to get all holy one iN HeaVen
   oN eARth noW.. didn’t
   set too well with
   the patriarchs
   of Roman
   Catholics then
   and emperors/popes same
   so.. women still relegated to
   the lesser and not worthy wiTh
   even an F iN right to Vote in the
   United States until the last century
   aS Such.. with still ignorant folks on You
   Tube suggesting women are not intelligent STiLL
   enough in political ways of thOught to even vote
   now.. sure.. YouTube links available on demand but
   that person doesn’t rate enough liGht to enter.. into
   this Kingdom of Heaven heAR for noW as Far as i for one
   can see dARk iN his eYes of ignorance noW.. you don’t get in
   heRe with status and power.. you don’t get in heRe with anger
   and hate.. you don’t get in heAr unless you can shed your excess
   riches above food and shelter for basic subsistence and not be lost..
   this place is naked and as free and same as the Beach and Being the
   Beach that the songstress and the cat who rolls in mid-day sands of sun
   and moonlit grass iN niGht of Whitman Lore.. experiences one and sAMe
   in the Kingdom of God as Heaven naked and free of the chains of culture..
   as most animals
   already experience
   this.. if you wonder iF
   Cats and Dogs go
   to HeaVen they
   give us
   clues
   constantly too..
   on how to arrive as
   a child of God aGaiN..
   soMe oF uS catch tHeir
   above Human so-called
   neocortical intelligence in
   worries of past and present
   and some folks continue to stay lost
   in never ending sHades of grey iN noW
   Purgatory to dArk oF HeLL heRe oN eARth..
   thing is.. it’s God and Nature sAMe.. i don’t have
   to make you believe iT as tHeRe is no E-Scaping either
   Mother Nature and or God sAMe now.. WeLL.. i can’t prove
   whaT i KnoW and FeeL/SeNse Happens after death wiTh mY 100%
   Faith of Intuition now.. but sure.. iT hELps wHen thaT direct
   conduit of FeeLInG SeNSing eternal HeaVen AlWays noW Now
   comes directly to ya like Synchronicity sAMe and GiFT..
   as a grace beYond all Graces available as far as i for
   one kNoW/FeeL and SeNSE noW.. and by the way..
   the little birdie is the sAMe Dove and Seagull
   that most folks refer to as the
   deeper creative spiRit
   iNside as HoLY
   SpiRit
   sAMe..
   a gift iT iS
   a gift of Now
   a gift iT goes a
   gift for soMe oF uS
   iT stays so so long iN HeAVen NoW..
   and this my friEnds.. in these last now
   5 Chapters of Macro-Verses totaLLinG noW
   66 Now IS A Revelation now of HeaVEn NoW..
   And if you wonder who is greater iN Heaven..
   soMe folks do more works and different works
   than others that can be empiricAlly MeAsuReD
   as more.. buTT greater or less.. HeLL no.. as
   tHeRe is NO SEPARATION iN
   HEAVEN.. ALL IS UNITY
   ALL IS WHOLE..
   ALL IS
   SOuL
   SPIRiT KinGdOM
   oF GoD aLL noW
   heART oNE..NoW..
   surE.. naked and Free as WiLd as GoD
   WiLLs to Be iN each and eVery eYe
   And BeYond and BeLow eYe of
   aLL creation
   and
   existence oNe
   noW juST noW aLL OnE allone..:)

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   66 MacroVerses from Memorial.. May 30th
   Day 2016 through January 12th.. 2017..:)

   Reply
3. katiemiafrederick says:

   January 10, 2017 at 3:52 PM

   Now to dVerse PoEtry Pub Online
   International PoeTry club wHere
   very nice administrator
   Lillian has
   provided
   a theme
   of Bridges
   as i do my
   best here in an
   epic attempt to help
   folks find a bridge to Heaven now..
   i’M tHeRe and sure.. if you ever meet anyone
   who has met me in flesh and blood life they will
   indicate i am somewhere that most people never find
   without
   substances
   from somewhere
   else otHeR than the all natural
   God who and thaT liVes withiN NoW..
   sure.. in a way i am born to do this and
   go to both the extremes of Hell and Heaven
   to come off that bus on Saturday in 19F degree
   chill of gale force tale end oF Helena Winter Storm
   Winds in shorts floating on an ocean of Sidewalk
   SpiRaLing DAncE oNe with air and water
   and breeze sAMe.. no graVity
   mY friEnds.. no tiMe
   in goD BeinG all noW
   now even
   space
   or distance
   to hOld one back
   from ascension now..
   tHEre are DiMeNsiOns
   And DeGrees oF heAVen sAMe
   AnD beYOnd levels of Dante’s Hell
   oN eARth both sAMe and DiFFeREnt ways noW..
   aLL human eYes UNiQue.. All poTEnTial BriDGes Now
   to HeLL to sHades oF Grey purgatory’tween HeaVEn
   oF RainBow Color FeeLingS and SeNSEs iN MoVing..
   ConNecTing.. CreATinG GiVinG ShARinG ways beYond
   the MoRE oF iMAGinaTioN aS HeARt oF SpiRit mINd and
   BoDy BaLanCinG soUL even more as the Fire of Baptism alWAys coMes WithiN..
   iNside.. outSide.. aBove so beLow all around pArT oF JoY wiTh and aS GoD wHOlE NOW..
   the iNheritance
   that those
   who
   would
   slave
   us take
   away in terms
   of illusory fears
   sins and shames same
   as wELL as dARk promises
   oF A HeAVen BriGhter and LiGhter
   than the MooN and SuN we can/WiLL see and hear
   wiTh eARs and eYes Below our EYes/HeARs oF God oNE..noW..:)

   And just a note.. this is Comment number 61,660 as indicated by Word Press now..
   in the Draft Section of “GOld FiSH HeaVeN PartY” thaT iS now maKing and CreAtinG
   “CoLoRS oF HeAVeN Bible 2017” as all 66 verses coMe to FruiTioN soon.. guiding
   luCiD WakinG dreAMs God WiThiN DancEs oN And SinGS WiTh DancE and Song
   from DARk to LiGhT BeYoNd InFiniTy 418/718 sTAnDinG taLLer as GoeS oN noW..
   aLiVe WiThIN
   aS
   LiGht..
   With a liNk
   heRE from my
   original “Revelation
   66” posted precisely 42
   months iN mY Ascension Month
   ago then on or about the StAR oF DaVid
   Planetary aliGnment on July 22nd.. 2013..

   http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/07/revelation-66.html

   How many coincidences does one need in liFE bEFore they BeLiEve iN
   A MaGiC
   oF LiFE
   more
   than
   Random soup
   or closed books
   wiTh no more words
   to be added to the past
   for CoMinG liGht.. God ‘sAid’
   RiGht it DowN Fred so i did/do
   as the little
   Birdie
   continues
   to whisper
   Ocean Breeze
   iN mY eYes and eARs oF liGht..
   yes.. to one precise day oF July 13th iN
   2013 for ‘Revelation 66’ with
   one coming on the
   12th of January
   42 months
   later
   at
   66
   MacroVerses
   now in what will
   surely be close
   to 990K words
   and STiLL A
   continuing
   average of
   15K words
   per MacroVerse
   for almost 7 and
   a half months since Memorial Day..2016..
   tHeRE are many bridges here built from past
   to future to preSenT sAMe for those
   wiTh eYes
   and eARs
   to see
   and
   heAR
   my privilege
   and honor is to
   have those eYes
   and eARs aT lEast
   as the most we can
   expect is to build a fIEld
   of dREaMs we aS oursELf cOmES
   Back to Kingdom of God iN HeaVen noW..
   thE story iS old/tOld.. the heAven is AlWays nEW..
   and
   Good News
   i WiLL aDD for MoRe..
   and yes.. that old ‘Revelation
   66’ was and is also the 66th verse
   of First Blogger Blog way on my oldest
   Blog MaRking my exit from HeLL for 66 moNths
   aS WeLL.. sure.. that pre-MacroVerse kept going for a while after publish
   date too.. as neXt week mArks my week of ascension aS WeLL.. 42 months old
   per
   3 and
   a half years
   wRite oN course..
   i don’t pre-plan
   this.. it
   comes
   as
   ‘the birdie’
   within DanceS and SinGs..
   A DancE and SonG of MiLeStoNes moRe thaN Goal..:)

   DreAMs BridGE
   forevernowmore
   mY friEnd.. Lillian
   wHeRE pASt
   and FuTure
   is preSent
   NoW
   never
   ending as
   SpiRit oF HeARt
   never needS GroW
   Old when mInd
   and BoDY soUL
   continUes
   BaLanCing
   from BiRth
   to Death
   as iN
   liFE
   is
   LifE
   forevermorenow..
   soMe cALL tHis
   HeAVen and
   somE
   folks
   alWays
   now LiVe
   heRE NOW..
   A Bridge within
   my friend never
   ending alWAys
   wHoLe coMpleTE..
   RiSinG moRE aLivE..
   Oh.. by A way.. thanks for
   this prompt.. iT fits what i AM
   curRenTly DoinG as A PerfecTioN
   oF PracticeS..oN..GoiNG MoRe..NoW..:)

   The Wife Katrina is directing me out in
   the flesh and Blood World for Store Dance
   and Mother Visit.. back later as AlWays..
   then..;)

   4:49pm.. 01102017

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4. katiemiafrederick says:

   January 11, 2017 at 1:34 AM

   Hmm.. per ‘this’ Valentine’s wish.. sponSoRed iN
   pArt by Yoda.. kinda the other side of the oTheR
   Green Man.. the INcredible hUlk.. remember
   size and price matters
   not iN Terms
   oF
   Valentine’s
   Wishes and
   Gifts aS Such..
   suRE.. perHaps
   i’LL change over to
   rather dry comedian..
   as soon as i finish all this
   prophet/scribe/NT/OT/Bible STuFF
   and
   aLL
   ThaT is
   as UniSoN
   oF ThaT sTiLL
   to CoME of course
   as promised i’M BacK!..aGaiN..
   WiTh
   LoVe
   oF courSe
   WriTE oN Course
   ThREE or ONE matters noT2..;)

   WH@GODIS

   And nah.. ‘this’.. wasn’t the theMe
   SonG originAlly sOught but it fits
   the meMe
   oF
   Yoda
   over
   hUlk
   jusT fiNe.. NeVeR
   give up and find the
   Force inSiDe.. Chi.. Faith..
   100% fearless LiGht
   that sees
   no.. hears
   No.. dArk..
   Laser Focus
   Ferrari hUman tuneD uP
   and noW as i review a few
   MacroVerses from one to three
   yeARs too.. neXt first.. three years
   ago.. yes.. WH@GODIS from my later
   days at the Wrong Planet attempting to sHow
   folks tHere IS A hiGher power within hUman Being
   as the real Force Off oF STars as God within as hiGher
   poTenTial and huMan ForCE aLivE.. sure.. Chi.. Dao with
   the big pow of Tao.. Satori.. Kundalini RiSinG QI.. KI.. the
   metaphors are likely endless aCross the uniVerse on many
   oTheR plaNeTS with oTher symbol maKinG so-called intelligent
   liFE.. but Never the less.. the forCe oF GoD all thAT is liVes oN and
   when you seNse it and FeeL it wiTh mastery of EmoTiOns and SenSEs
   sAMe through physical and emotional intelligences often missed by the minions
   aCross the nations now in this new machine age of screens and faces and fingers
   pasted upon those lights and keyboards too.. what we miss reALLy are the moST
   IMPorTant hUman InteLLiGencEs oF ALL iN ways of MoVinG.. CoNnecTinG creATinG
   SpiRiT oF HeARt in yes.. as i alWay LoVe to say.. mINd and BoDy BaLanCing soUL isReaL…
   trYinG to convince any of this as isREAL to the folks on the Wrong Planet was almost impossible
   wHEre a disorder’s
   main complement
   is a lack of FeeLinG
   and SeNSing any real
   meaning and purpose iN liFE
   and that is what data download
   WiLL do moreso to a hUman Being
   and WiTh the Abuse or neglect form youngest
   ages of Parental distance to A LonGeR diStance from
   peers through youth and even adulthood too.. so.. i moved
   to MaKinG mY own liGht bEfore thaT dArkness took aWay
   any sigNiFicant liGht from me.. as i WriTE oN Free without
   the restraint or censorship of a human soul… yeS.. sET FReED..:)

   ALL seeing eye of KAT

   From two years ago.. ALL seeing eye of KAT.. surely worth
   quoting aGaiN heRE as WeLL as purrs WiLL suReLy SinG..:)

   For two thousand years..

   many folks have been waiting for a man GOD named Jesus to come back..

   While some folks in the world are killing innocent penned writers

   for making the image of a silly little man..

   GOD

   IS

   already

   BUSY

   INCARNATING

   INTO

   A

   CAT

   YES..

   IN SPEAKING WITH GOD TODAY..

   GOD

   INFORMS ME THAT

   YELLOW

   BOY

   IS

   ACTUALLY JESUS

   RE

   FORMED

   AS

   KAT!

   66

   YES THAT’S PRECISELY 66

   WORDS

   but

   NO

   YELLOW BOY IS NOT A DEVIL

   YELLOW

   BOY

   IS

   KAT!

   THE ONE TRUE

   KAT

   AS

   KING

   OF

   THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE..

   THAT’S A HELL OF A HEAVY LOAD

   FOR

   YELLOW

   BOY

   BUT

   YELLOW

   BOY

   IS

   INCREDIBLY FABULOUS..

   NOW i’m not saying he is gay..

   but he is one queer

   bird

   of

   one

   CAT!

   and

   OFTEN HAPPY TOO!

   IN FACT

   THIS

   CAT

   LOVES ALL HUMAN

   BEINGS EQUALLY AS WELL..

   WHILE MOBY THE GRAY CAT RUNS AND HIDES

   WHEN HUMANS COME..

   YELLOW BOY

   GREETS EVERYONE WITH THE SAME..

   GOLDEN

   SMILE!

   LET’S FACE IT

   GOD IS FRIGGING

   GIVING UP ON

   STUPID

   HUMANS!

   THEY

   JUST AIN’T

   GOT

   NO

   KAT

   SENSE

   ABOUT ‘EM

   ANY MORE!

   SO A GOLDEN FURRED

   CAT

   IS

   JUST

   THE TICKET FOR GOD TO ARRIVE

   INCARNATE

   AND TOTALLY FREE

   KAT

   AS

   ONE

   FORCE

   OF

   POWER

   THIS GO AROUND!

   BUT ANYWAY YELLOW BOY IS

   one RATHER

   HUMBLE CAT

   AS

   KAT!

   AND

   THIS CAT TELLS ME

   THAT TRULY THIS KAT

   IS NO MORE SPECIAL THAN

   ANY OTHER CAT TRULY!

   AND THIS IS HOW

   HE

   PUTS

   IT

   TO

   ME IN TRUTH!

   Yellow Boy says truly

   he is not greater than a grain of sand..

   as

   Even human beings will

   not be able to do much more

   than

   meow

   without

   a

   grain of sand…

   It starts

   with a flesh and blood prehensile thumb..

   and hand with tool of a finger or STICK

   scratching angles into sand..

   copying the connections

   of stars at night..

   eventually

   into tool

   of

   alphabet

   through

   Sanskrit..

   then the tool of

   collective intelligence..

   then complex cultures and

   increasingly complex tools

   of complex culture..

   until humankind

   becomes more the tools

   than actual flesh and blood

   humans of times gone past…

   And truly this is why GOD

   has to come this time

   incarnated as

   KAT

   as humans

   are no longer even

   for

   the most part

   human…

   With

   tears

   of

   GOD

   streaming down..

   streaming down..

   just

   streaming

   down…

   down

   down

   down

   to

   whiskers

   in

   the dark

   393TRUTH393

   1102015

   10

   1

   1045

   10

   1

   triNiTy of Love

   And now finAlly from a year ago.. triNiTy of Love that like
   the last MacroVerse as quoted from two years ago.. also
   documents another Casino and Biloxi Beach journey
   as Nature and people and palace photos floW
   aS WeLL.. some folks are more into
   visual images.. others
   music and others
   words.. i
   do a
   trifecta
   and write
   it and act it
   and produce it
   and photograph it.. etc..
   simply cause i Can/WiLL And
   yes.. sure that is much more than
   juST a Trinity oF Love as noWs Go oN..;)

   Perhaps i’LL get back to dVerse and more
   Bridge prompt liNks than juST the one i finished
   today.. but hey.. real liFE calls too and the dance of hiGher
   than
   ever
   BeFore
   iN SonG too..
   heRE iN heAVen
   oF course wRitE and
   SonG and DancE oN Course2..
   not to mention directing it too..
   with God at the helm oF Y i..2..
   but for now
   yes
   the
   five
   letter
   word of rest
   named sleep..:)

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5. katiemiafrederick says:

   January 11, 2017 at 12:50 PM

   Facebook Friend and
   Poet Author Candice
   shares a Poem of photography
   that follows along with a woman’s
   journey of facing breast cancer and
   the real physical and emotional impact
   of both the disease of breast cancer and the
   dArkness of change one must face for survival..
   and i say in
   return..
   That’s courage.. and no.. not many
   people have that kind of courage..
   to expose the parts
   of life that
   are less than
   money making.. sharable..
   or likable or follower-able
   or whatever doesn’t fit
   in the cultural plate of
   expectations and
   limitations..
   it’s as
   important to face the dArk
   parts of life as well as the liGht
   so we can understand better how
   both aspects of life mix to make what is..now
   And now i saY in terms of Bohemian Rhapsody
   by Queen and Magic Flute by Mozart there are many
   invisible dis-Eases of human that are almost totally created
   by culture per the plate we are born with.. spoon-fed now from
   wee age.. to what will come as expectations and limitations of culture..
   politics.. religion and an overall philosophy of existential intelligence
   that will get us through life if we find any pARt of lifE sAcred and HoLy
   WiTh Meaning and Purpose aT aLL.. and surely that is the job of culture..
   religion.. politics and philosophy to bRinG to Us to live a better life.. of course
   Freddie Mercury had an invisible breast cancer that one can surely attribute to
   his neuro-diverse and bio-diverse Nature from a small Persian country that does not
   accept
   the different
   among folks
   in fundamentalist
   Religious way of
   seeing a strict
   way of
   spoon fed life
   from birth to control
   through fears and promises
   same.. whether they are empty
   or illusory depends on the ink blot
   test of life one sees depending of course
   on what spoon fed culture.. religion.. politics
   or philosophy they are fed from birth or if they are
   really lucky they escape.. they escape what can be illusory
   fears and empty promises of culture overall which surely houses
   the other elements of Intelligence i mention iN heARt.. and SpiRit and
   SoUL to GroW iN mINd and BoDy BaLAnCinG way oF MoVinG ConNecTing
   and CreaTing ways WiTh iMaGiNatiOn iN Free ShArinG and GiVinG total way..
   No doubt Freddie Mercury freed himself from those limitations and expectations
   spoon-fed to him from his culture of origin.. not much different than the underlying
   theme of the Magic Flute Opera by Mozart iN taking off the veils of ignorance and
   CoMinG into liGht in a miX of SciEnce and Art oF Mind that works for freedom
   with both reason and feeling and sensing mind in yes as i love to say
   MoVinG.. CoNnecTing and creATinG ways wHere hUman
   iMAgiNATioN is unleashed and released in greater
   GiVing and ShaRinG way.. iN a Quantum
   metaphor of more of hUmAN
   poTenTial come to fruition
   for Now.. sure the
   Apocalypse
   as the
   original Greek
   Definition says
   lifting the veils of ignorance
   and being the wind of Free AkA
   as partners WiTh GoD aLLoNE..
   or call it a blue turtle as it is the
   essence of Free and Love that counts..
   nah.. this isn’t a well formed Lamp but the liGht does FloW and GroW oN..:)

   AnyWay.. as i drasticAlly change the thOughts inside my head with some pre-planning
   and direction but not much.. a photo of me back two years ago as shared by
   the Facebook Algorithm memory generator with what looks like might
   be a Magnum PI old Gold Ferrari.. and i’ll use that label as
   i often like to compare a human who travels within
   to find their answers and practices them
   for heaven now.. a finely tuned
   Ferrari although my
   Honda Civic
   Coupe
   wiLL
   do juST
   fInE.. thank
   you.. hehE.. as i make
   it a point now not to get caught
   up in materialistic attachments wHere the
   Car Becomes the Love and the home becomes
   the God.. i can’t say i never did that though as i waxed
   my cars like children i loved and trimmed every blade
   of grass in straight sidewalk flow to impress the
   neighbors too as that is the general way
   our spoon-fed culture BringS uS uP
   to be as the tools rather
   than the flesh
   and blood
   reflections of
   all of Nature per
   God all thaT is wHeRe
   wE Develop a soUL rather
   than Trump Towers aS Such..
   and i am beyond disgusted with
   Trump as any other human with
   common decency at this point
   will be for those who
   see a
   Love/God more
   than a car and
   a house and some
   expensive clothes and
   even a dream of an actual heaven
   with gold and emerald floors like an
   OZ aS Such too.. with a big headed lie
   and a little old man inside.. after watching Obama’s
   Speech last niGht it’s not hard to understand why he got
   the Nobel Peace Prize before he deserved it for at least
   allowing folks with any opportunity to have health care that
   they never had before at all.. life or death per se.. per the first
   paRt of this marathon holy spirit creative Flow per Breast cancer as such..
   nah.. you don’t wanna get cancer without health care as the emergency room
   will not cover the treatments from A to Z to potential recovery as WeLL.. you can just
   die.. kinda like an abortion in youth to middle age and let’s hope that there is enough
   heARt.. SpiRit and SoUL in the Republican pArty not to sentence adults to death in the
   future
   of what
   our country
   will or will
   not be coming
   next.. if there
   is any Good Cop Jesus
   left in tHeir Back pocket they
   WiLL thiNk twice before they
   sign the execution papers..
   that was Obama’s
   greaTEst
   achievement..
   almost unbelievable
   that it actually happened
   and he the only man at this
   point in the political arsenal in
   this Century with the right stuff.. so far
   to make it happen in any way shape or fashion..
   there is no doubt that all republicans and those who
   support that party are going to suffer greatly at the hands
   of a political wave of Trump in as far as carrying on more conservative
   adventures in the future as the younger generation will never forget this go
   around and they will be the ‘New Sanders’ voters next.. yep.. what comes around
   goes around.. and perhaps the next Democratic President will win the Noble Peace
   prize
   in
   advance
   too as now we
   have the Nuclear
   option
   of
   the
   so-called
   Nazi callling
   Trump who he says he
   is the Greatest God created
   creature to create jobs ever in
   all of the world here.. as sure he
   just made himself a self proclaimed
   savior without even a need to wear sheep’s
   clothes at all with sTiLL considerable support
   from minions.. sheep same.. and since i am never
   running for office and i only answer to God all that is
   as Nature.. i have no fears of taLinG the TrUth and LiGht
   As ThAT DancEsSinGS iN mE for NoW as it is the founding fathers
   of the United States and God who are moreover responsible for my
   ability now to write a close to One Million word Bible on my own little
   effort
   with
   a ‘little’
   help from
   my FriEnds and i
   WiLL say both Mozart
   and Freddie have hElped
   me on my journey and paths
   of life as both were champions
   of great focus required to create
   timeless pieces of Art with
   creative
   control
   within
   tHeir reach
   in countries free
   enough to fully allow
   them to be all of who they
   were and still are per the KA of
   tHeiR heARt.. SpiRit and SoUL Now
   at the reach of an all free YouTube
   seARch foR noW.. while some folks
   are battling over dollar bills otHeRs oF
   uS are STiLL HaVinG the HeaVeN oF ouR LiFe..
   Free now.. juSt cause we can as nothing really
   matters as long as Freedom Rings in terms of illusory
   fears and empty promises sAMe when thiS HeAVen is both Free and IsReaL NoW..
   in a Bohemian Rhapsody and MaGiC FluTe that carries on like the wiNd alWays free..
   and sure.. even a timeless piece of Art oF mINd and BoDY BaLanCing soUL mINe of mY
   own personal 1M or so 1 man bible of all i AM WiTh GoD noW.. mY FiEld oF DreAMs
   mY
   GoD
   i
   AM.. FReED..
   and suRe.. the
   HeAvEN is noW
   ReAL iS the IcInG
   on the CaKe of TotALLy FReED..
   doesn’t jusT coMe from a country iT
   cOmes now from GoD WiThIN i AM Now..
   and as far as dollar bills and Trumps
   go and such as tHat.. pLay wiTh yoUr toys
   as trUst me oR noT wHAt i have i WiLL take WitH
   me and
   no one
   can
   take
   thAT HeAveN
   Away for Now..
   forevermore now..
   iN oTheR words i wiN
   without TrYiNG.. Trump Fans..
   and as far as after death while i cannot
   prove it too.. tRuST me or NoT iT works precisely the sAMe
   way as what you create as Love stays WiTh you as well as the Fear and Hate that
   never changes
   over
   to HoPe.. and LoVe..
   and never ending JoY NoW..
   As pure Faith lASTiNG..
   Believe
   iT
   or NoT
   RiPleY’s..
   Horatio LiVes noW..
   and KiLroY is HeRe..;)

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6. katiemiafrederick says:

   January 11, 2017 at 2:12 PM

   One of my favorite portraits is that of a country
   road that goes on off into the distance
   and it just so happens there is
   one in my neighborhood
   all free for the taKing
   whenever i
   wanna
   use
   my
   smARt pHOne
   noW iN thAT way..
   and it’s funny.. iN my
   own personal journey
   and paths to HeaVen from
   within and through creativity
   of how i make my miNd and
   BoDy SoUL and SpiRit
   of heARt as
   BaLanCing
   Force
   into not a tool of
   culture butT an instrument
   of God thaT/wHo co-creates
   wHeRe all of liFE
   is both a
   poeTry
   and SonG
   prompt WiTh a Dance accompanying
   thaT SonG oF LiFe at a whim as smALL as
   me raiSing one arm in bliss without a word aT aLL
   as with 6666 miles plus now in over 40 months oF public
   DancE with thousands upon thousand of positive liGht noW
   and EmoTioNAlly And SeNsoRy toucHinG YouTube SonGS moRe
   provided free by way of smARt phone and ear buds sAMe.. mY
   entire body aS every Cell Now beCoMes A memory and realiTy SonG
   noW as musical instrument that has no limits or expectations sAMe..
   now.. don’t get me wrong.. to metaphor this in words over science as science
   currently has no way to meaSuRE this BliSs is not easy.. but never the less and
   alWays more iT IS A Blissful MoVinG cONneCTinG EmoTiONal and SeNsory NirVaNA
   experience now that needs no words aT aLL.. Whitman’s Body Electric has come
   trUe for ME never enDinG noW.. And i’M sure otHeRs who dance free and make tHeir
   boDy into a musical instrument feel and sense this bliss too.. many.. without the poetry
   much aT aLL to scribe the FeeLinGs and SeNSEs of HeaVen noW.. and that’s what i try
   to do NoW iN this Million Word or so Bible heAR.. to provide a spArk.. any sPArk aT all thaT
   miGht lead someone to all free HeAVen noW.. HuMan Colors are those oF EmoTiOns NoW
   and SeNSEs sAMe while folks are searching for the answers in forms of materialistic
   things all the bliss and HeaVEn is WaiTing to cOMe aliVE dorMant as poTenTial
   WiThin.. and trUe.. we have so many man-made tools to hELp take uS thEir
   now.. built by systemizing folks who rarELy ever made it close to this
   Heaven now within.. more fully experienced.. so yes.. i give
   thanks to all the robot minds in systemizing
   way who could not feel and sense
   this Heaven who made
   the tools that
   so much
   hELp
   oN practice
   and staycation now..
   forevermore now iN Heaven
   NoW.. i remember someone saying
   one time.. you aren’t in heaven that’s just
   a bunch of Neurochemicals ands Neurohormones
   and oThER Bio-Chemical reactions happening inside..
   but you see.. the difference is.. those material reductionists
   were not eXperienCinG the syNergy of those minute pArts of HeaVeN
   now.. juST ’cause it’s real and measurable iN pARt noW.. don’t make
   the synergy of Heaven experienced any less of a super duper nature
   way of being for those who never enter into the greenest of meadows here
   with a country road that has the broad band width Now oF a place with opaque
   windows that some folk do not find at all for now.. other than that.. i scribe it noW as
   aLL aS instructed by God iN God speak as tHeRE is so much more than this of HeaVEn to relate
   that no one would believe anyway.. likely.. if they haven’t even got to this point.. yeT.. Floating
   on terrestrial land in total BaLAncinG Continuing Force with nary a FeeLinG of Gravity
   is anoTHeR benefit oF A LiFe of DAncE.. wiTh the Songs that go along WiTh thAT..
   sure.. much better than walKinG oN water as you can do that with a surf board
   already and this way ya rarely to ever fall down.. or even get wet… hehe..
   unless ya dance in the rain.. as when you become SpRing.. SpRinG
   lasts
   forever
   noW
   iN
   A Meadow
   that is road
   and Beach
   noW and
   Ocean WhOle sAMe..
   And alWays DiFfeREnt too..
   AnyWay it’s more than safe to say
   i kNow/FeeL the otHEr Side of Ventura Highway
   too.. as i once sat in a hypnotist office.. yes.. then..
   an insurance approved place.. for potential recovery
   from pain.. and when the hypnotist/psychotherapist
   asked me what i saw of that road in FeeLinG SeNSinG
   way.. i looked toward her Aquarium and said i AM that
   GOld Fish.. swimming in circles in HeLL noW.. WeLL.. the road
   is open now and i AM alWays hOme owN it.. no more GOld Fish here..iN HeLL..:)

   Reply
7. katiemiafrederick says:

   January 11, 2017 at 3:12 PM

   And now i’m gonna have a little fun
   With a Gypsy Song version of Hotel
   California With the Dude from
   the Big Lebowski..
   wHEre any
   thinG goES
   as you see/FeeL..
   iF you can’t see the
   big picture.. Horatio’s
   in the sense and since
   of God’s Big Picture FeeL
   oF Synchronicity iN Purpose
   And Meaning as Holy and Sacred
   aLL thAT is.. as aLL of existence is synergy
   Now of the masterpiece of God that is both we
   as eYes of God and Brush oF goD sAme noW
   as fractals All oF A reaLiTy from the point of material
   reductionists that might look like Random soup but as you
   miGht come to see and hear with deeper eYes/eaRS.. as Carl Sagan
   even then says too.. it’s not the pARts but how iT’s put toGEthEr thaT iS
   aMAZING MORE THAN A LIST OF F iN fActS.. here’s the thing.. our bRains
   reflect the univERse.. so below as above.. as neurons and stArs sAMe.. sure..
   diFFeREnt too.. but only iN scope and size and overall Function in size as WeLL
   but don’t forget as Yoda says.. size matters noT.. we are God THERe and God
   iS HeRE and TheRe too.. yes.. omnipresent one miGht DancE and SinG
   as any CosmiC DanceR whOle and pARt of whoLe WiLL jusT do
   as Goddess of Victory Nike miGht juST DancE and SinG too..
   wE are but a smALL and whOle pARt of not juST neurons
   and stars butT UniVerse oF God consciousness too..
   have you already forgotten so below as above..
   weLL.. while both hemispheres of our bRain
   match a metaphor of hemispheres
   oF eARTh and as we connect
   HoLDinG smARt PhOnes
   and such too.. we
   are the
   STars
   and
   Neurons
   sAME and
   yes as i surElY
   loVe to DancE and
   SinG.. yes.. oh God yes!..
   DiFferent too.. ya see.. ya have
   to see more of the complexity oF iT
   to get a more full appreciation of what
   the verb God IS.. anYway.. juSt cALL me tIMe’s
   man of the yeAR who relatively speaKinG no one
   kNows but God aLL aS oNe.. and yes.. Jesus F. iN
   Christ i was a BowLinG aLLeY Dude for almost two
   decades too.. and by the way.. tiMe is juST a clOck
   noW and alarm one’s mess up Lucid Waking DreAMs..
   and yes.. tHeir are dARk pArts oF A purple Jesus too
   that folks have made into a royal God too.. iN thAT Brief
   Case faLLinG out of thaT car soon to be recovered now.. is no..
   not a a ticket to a million dollars but a million words and plus much
   more recoveRed noW for all of Those who can hear and see thAT noW..
   and hell no.. i am not THE DUDE.. as i’Ve said before i AM A dude okay and
   if you are reAlly into Brevity.. not likely YA can hang wiTh me heHe.. and wild
   and free friends that are women.. sure.. i have a few.. but the only child me and
   my lady friEnd are conceiving is this WorD cHIld STiL GroWinG heAR.. and yes.. yA
   can call this Hotel California too.. i have a FeeLinG it is possible now for even one person
   to get stuck in here for one hundred thousand views.. from France per chance.. and i made
   this into a Heaven Hotel and not a HeLL one for those of you conspiracy theorists who think
   the Eagles are a devil worshipping band.. they are not afraid of the DArk and neither AM i..he
   HE.. i’Ve met my Devil.. face to face and have soundly defeated him iN endless sleep.. what else..
   yeah.. per other pArts oF that movie.. i kNow.. i’ve been in bed with all sides now both in metaphor
   and heHe.. literal way too.. onLY virtuAlly aS Such2.. buT to get a job dOne of this size one must be lawyer.. judge and super
   spy and soldier too.. eTc2.. but no.. like Isaiah said.. before we got another dude as a sun soldier sword
   god2 in three parts one.. But naked.. all he promised was A dude who would come with words.. surELy iN A Book oF eLi.. i AM such A Dude too.. but the key IS A dude and not the only dude..
   God is
   allone
   tHeir
   iS NO
   separation
   of all thAT is
   but the illusions
   put forth when symbols
   oF aLL kinds become idols of all thaT iS..
   S E P A R A T e ugh F iN Separate noW..
   it’s not like God is looking for our respect
   reALLy.. it’s only God within asKinG politely
   like any cat trapped in a patio who can not get out
   with a real functionally disabling disorder like Feline
   Leukemia.. pleASe lET me out.. as i for one STiLL hEAr thE
   CaLL oF God
   thAT is
   WiLd
   and
   Free SaMe noW..
   D i F F e R e N T..
   yes.. my friEnds.. this
   is the Heaven Version of Hotel
   California now.. coMe and go as you
   pLease or not aT aLL and pleasE reMember
   to sET yoursELf free of even thiS place heRe..
   as everyone’s HeaVen DanceS and SinGS FReER
   when we are all actors.. producers.. and directors sAMe aS OWN pLaY..
   And DiFFeRenT as pointS oF LIGht and liFE oF GoD’s eYes now..
   iN TruTh..
   it’s kindA
   obvious
   that the
   Big Lebowski
   God iN ISREAL
   Essence all that is
   IS A ratHeR DiVerse DuDe ONEALL..;)

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8. katiemiafrederick says:

   January 11, 2017 at 4:35 PM

   Hmm.. WeLL.. by NoW.. iF you don’t thiNK REaliTy
   is stranger than FictiOn
   who would have
   thouGht
   that Back
   to the future
   rEaLLy did/does predict
   the future on purpose thennow
   aS Such as yes.. Biff was actuAlly
   Based on Trump per the words
   of the actual writer of that film..
   and it’s worth
   noting
   too
   that
   the Cubs
   winning the
   World Series was A
   P R E D I C T I V E NOTE
   then too.. yes.. ReaLiTy nowthen
   too.. iS surELy Stranger than fiction
   and trULy Trump sHows one can seT
   out to do EiTheR dARk or liGht sTuFF WiTh
   Faith and make BLack or WhitE mAGiC cOme
   to fruiTion2.. iT aPpears thaT we need and perHaps
   haVe moRe WhiTE MaGiCiaNs to counter-ACT thE
   imPacT of what does apPeAR to be the real nocebo
   Effect iMpACT oF
   Misery
   LoveS
   CompaNy
   and sPawns
   moRe dArk coMpany
   SAMe.. pleAse coMe ouT
   and pLay morE.. yA WhiTe
   MaGiCIAn folks wiTh tHe smARt..
   FeaRLess and UncoNDiTioNal
   Sacred Pure Love that Battles
   Doubt.. Fear
   and
   hate
   With Joy NoW aLL
   overFiLLing and FloWinG noW..
   anyWAy.. thIS iS My inCANtATiON
   FoR NOW.. and perHaps thiS whOle
   NoTrE dAMe Hunchback’s Bible iS too
   from befoRe Back to A FuTure too.. iN HeLL..
   aS tHis verSiON noW Will Do for ME aT leASt..
   as the poor in spirit and the meek and the last
   get ‘er all dONe iN the BacKGrOUnd aS Such..FiRst PerHaps..
   As they say..
   what did the Fox say..
   And Michael2.. he wHo..;)

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9. katiemiafrederick says:

   January 11, 2017 at 5:11 PM

   i suppose it’s about time as far as cLocK
   illusions go to visit the dVerse PoeT
   tEam online aGain with
   the Bridge
   prompt
   as the
   Bridges
   continue
   to build
   around HeaVen
   heRe.. enjOYing
   aLL oF iT juST for FuN..
   the reward i suppose for juST
   maKinG iT through.. heHe..noW..:)

   Libraries oF oLd
   Libraries Of New
   Libraries sOld
   Libraries
   created
   aNew
   hmm.. bridge
   within out of books..:)

   sMiLes..
   my friEnd..
   perHaps A
   greAtest And
   hardEst
   bridge
   IS A
   pass
   out oF A
   cocoon.. takes
   cOurAge over words..
   wHeRe liFE becOMes
   essence
   of poeTry
   over Form..
   Essence DanceS and SingS Free..:)

   Stone Faced
   Bridges
   Support
   FLow
   oF water BeLow..:)

   SMiLes.. reminds me of the old
   railroad trestle bridge that
   has lasted decades longer
   than me in my
   5.. DanCinG
   and SinGinG
   and at the age of
   5.. before TV waS iN
   a shot gun home by the
   whistle of railroad tracks
   that shook the block foundation
   of those wooden floors.. LooKinG
   at thAT BridGe ImAginATiOn bred
   moRe ways of LooKinG aT LiFE
   than any
   LiBrary
   could
   iMaGinE
   then.. i suppose
   that is what’s missing
   iN liFE these days.. my friEnd..
   BridGinG ImAginAtion CreaTinG moRe..:)

   There’s an Interstate
   10 Loop boardwalk bridge
   underneath the big concrete
   bridge in Biloxi CaSinos way..
   And while the wife
   plays with
   the one
   Arm bandits..
   i relax wiTh
   Nature tHeir..
   A place for homeless
   folks to rest tHeir head..
   surELy mOre A gift oF lifE
   than thaT new Scarlet Pearl
   that Trump built on the other siDe..
   funny.. how homeless can work with A HuMan
   soUL.. morE BridGes needED to SpiRit oF HeART..:)

   2008.. standing on a cOld
   and Wintery Beach
   about this
   date now
   it seems
   iN January
   then.. a bridge
   to a past of 33 years
   or so of work that was
   on the verge of literally
   killing me then.. i let it go..
   like a comet tale that had become
   me.. for 66 months thEre were no
   more FeeLinG chapters of mY liFe..
   And finAlly
   i shook
   that
   bridge
   To HeLL oFF..
   and yes.. 66 months later
   almost to date and 42 months
   since the third week of July 2013..
   i cAMe bAck and tHeRe is no going
   back or forward as the bridge floats
   forevermore NoW iN the
   ulTimate
   preSent
   of
   tHis
   moMent
   NoW.. yeS..
   LIFe is too short…
   And Long Forevermore
   noW iN MaKinG every letter
   A poem.. every note A song that soars..
   And every step a dance thaT Never enDs noW oN..:)

   sMiLes.. your Train of chaos
   and Destruction plunging
   to a deep
   watery
   end surely
   reminds me of
   politics lately
   that is a circus
   moreover now than
   gridlock that never ends..
   and oh gosh.. the train
   isn’t
   even on
   the tracks
   or close
   to the Bridge yet..
   hmm.. the liGht is
   clearly and visibly dArk
   in the Tunnel of political lore now2..;)

   Well that does 8 for now as i don’t
   wanna be late for an extreme workout
   and martial arts and ballet mix
   of free style
   morE noW..
   of sacred
   and holy
   purpose and
   meaning and that IS A
   key to HeAVen now @leASt
   foR me.. maKe iT all HoLY
   and SaCred MeaNing and PurPose
   And HeaVen comes as predictable
   as the planets that hold tHeir
   orbit as Holy and Sacred iN
   Meaning and Purpose
   iN dedication
   to staYinG
   oN tRAck
   WithouT
   a fALL
   oFF orbiT noW2..:)

   01112017.. 5:31 pm..
   PerHaps.. i’LL be
   bAck to
   do
   some
   dreAM
   weaving laTer2..;)

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10. katiemiafrederick says:

    January 11, 2017 at 11:11 PM

    As named by The American Indians.. January
    Full Wolf Moon aRiSing iN the morning on the
    12th before the publish
    of this “CoLoRs oF
    HeAVeN Bible 2017”
    on tomorrow
    way of 12th too..
    of course iN this
    737th MacroVerse
    overall of longest long
    form poem in the current
    record of human being on
    Google as WeLL.. and sure it’s
    not too hard to prove that considering
    that the other longest effort was 1.8 Million
    words and just the Bible portion of this longest
    long form poem is closing in on 1M words iN around
    Seven and a half months.. hey.. you kNow what ‘they’ now
    say.. BrinG the Money as Word count or iT didn’t even happen
    as numbers go.. hmm.. easily provable it is for now.. coMinG
    to both Facebook and several blogs too.. hehe.. will anyone
    care.. sure.. reliably as alWays this builder of this field of
    DrEAms heRE.. i Am an original.. i fit in no wHere
    but that is what originals do.. they stand
    out from the other crowds of words..
    haha.. well.. with that said
    and Dream Weaver
    moVinG on now
    back to
    bridges
    and
    dVerse for
    a while longer
    as long as i can keep
    the eyelids open.. as surely don’t
    you think writing close to a million words
    of free verse poetry miGht be a little tiring at
    the rate of 130 thousand words a month with
    166.66 miles to go with that in DancE.. hmm..
    what do super heroes do.. believe it or not
    Horatio and Kilroy too.. they were
    here and they
    sTiLL
    are
    haha.. with
    or without capes
    tHeRE is more than
    many ways to flY allone..
    iN FloW iN ZoNE NoW..:)

    Hmm.. this reminds
    me of dreams of bridges
    one rides on that slowly
    gather water like
    a septic
    tank
    overflow..
    roads that go
    no where but
    under muddy
    waters of
    storm
    siNk..
    oH.. Lord..
    Roads that
    make one
    happy to wake uP..
    From Dream Bridge SuNk..;)

    Wow.. the drum circles comes alive and
    while i’ve been invited to a few
    and never made it yet..
    my cousin makes
    a living with
    drums and
    other ways
    of making human
    music in synch with otHers
    iN/oF joy as we connect alive..
    and hehe.. i just dance and just
    finished 6666 miles in 40 months
    all around my metro area jusT for
    fun as measured precisely by GPS
    Nike sports watch too.. i surely have
    some stories wHere dance connects too..
    iN
    a Bridge
    oF never
    ending fun
    that continues
    to spread on as..
    sure.. word gets around
    iN Trump Land North Florida..
    when one steps out off a bridge like this..
    in now
    what has
    become
    happy feet
    And foot loose town2..;)

    Tender wrists makes
    fair of folly and love
    brave heART
    withstands
    both
    With
    LiVinG
    SPiRit
    RiSing
    wiTh
    a Song sTiLL..:)

    Oh Goodness.. Bridges
    leaDinG into fog
    or sea..
    somewhat
    of a nightmare
    that used to
    repeat
    then..
    replaCinG once
    dreAms oF FlyINg
    Free.. hmm.. noW
    i luciD wake dreAM..
    water air sWiMflies me..:)

    SMiLes
    my friEnd..
    too many
    bridges
    is
    what
    led me
    to look within..;)

    Yes.. my FriEnd..
    it’s trUe.. hUman
    EmoTions/seNses
    polliNate
    A Human
    world..
    oh.. the hope..
    oh.. the belief..
    oh.. the faith
    when these
    EmoTions/
    seNsES..
    cOMe
    isReaL..
    As Rose oF FloWers LoVe..:)

    A BRain IS A poTenTial
    HouSing oF A ZiLliOn
    and more
    Bridges
    to
    connect.. ‘tween
    tEars separate
    from Body
    IS half
    A
    SoUl thaT makes..:)

    It’s
    ironic..
    trUly
    it is.. as
    bigger bridges
    can bEcoMe
    mOre
    iNvisible..
    aS nowS go oN..;)

    I kNow you
    don’t mean to..
    in a-causal connecting principle
    oF synchronicity.. and i’M not
    sure iF iT was last time
    when i dropped by..
    per noting more then..
    when i got enough
    break to visit
    dVerse
    aGAin
    and saw
    you toward the
    end again Lynn..
    but with an act of
    unwavering faith i am
    in the process of finishing
    the end of another Bible now..
    66 Macro-Verses at 990K words long..
    hehe.. that’s a mighty long bridge oF Faith
    finished in around 7 and a half months now..
    my Friend..
    Jesus
    wasn’t
    kidding
    per words
    of John 14:12..
    or maybe i was/am
    naive as almost every
    Christian i meet scoffs at that
    reaLiTy
    noW..
    except for
    a rap singer
    or two i met on
    the road when i finished
    6666 miles of public praise
    dance in precisely 40 months.. too..
    not many folks are interested in that
    these days.. my friend.. not realizing
    that
    those
    days
    are these noW..:)

    So.. many dARk
    BridGes that mix
    with liGht bridges too
    and surely i can relate
    to the farm accident
    of the small
    toddler as
    my cousin’s
    small son
    was backed
    over by a car
    at a home and
    she recently
    overdosed
    after
    her
    grandma..
    my Aunt.. passed
    away.. bridges to dARk
    BridGes to liFE the gifT
    of all that
    is
    liGht
    and dARk..as iS..
    i too savor liGht
    after passing
    through
    66
    months
    of the dARk niGht of the soUL
    wHere A plead iN bleed oF
    death is all that’s left..
    as
    LiGht
    LivES NoW..:)

    SMiLes.. FriEnd..
    i’m juSt finishing
    a poem toniGht..
    one could noW
    caLL iT a bridge
    i suppose.. Tree..
    or Lamp of 990K or
    so words.. perHaps
    A Bible too.. NoW iN
    66 MacroVerse ways
    aRound 15K words a verse..
    in 7 and a half months and i guess
    the reason this bridge reminds me oF
    it aGaIn as i am cloSinG in the last Micro-Verses
    of this 66 MacroVerse now.. is.. JuSt ’cause iT is..
    a MaRk
    oF
    noW
    to beGiN
    aGaIN.. UnAbridged..:)

    Dance for me..
    A Bridge
    to
    miNd
    And BoDy..:)

    WeLL it surely not
    so sure it’s well lit
    Lillian..
    but never
    the less hmm..
    yes… the Trumpet
    Blows and the
    Trump’s here..
    and i was juSt enjoying
    an aMusing video wHeRe Biff
    who became President in the
    not so nice version of Back to the Future
    was actually inspired by the live Character Trump..
    anyway.. makes
    for excellent
    dARk
    poEtry
    muse and
    lEt’s hope
    things settle
    out a little and
    while i’M at it since
    it seems that you are
    the only dVerse administrator
    i converse with any more ..a thanks
    goes out from me to dVerse as tonight
    i am finishing a 66 Macro-Verse pArt of
    a sTiLL exceeding 3.3 Million plus word long
    form poem at 737 Macro-Verses with
    the most recent mega chapter as
    sorts of 990K or so free
    verse words
    to go.. now2…
    i’m cAlling
    it a bible of
    sortS and it
    stARTed then
    on Memorial
    day of 2016..
    dVerse has/is been
    an integral paRt of
    my poEtry muse.. so far my FriEnd…
    i appreciate all ya’LL do.. and sorry i
    couldn’t fit in any more.. hehe.. as far as liNking..goes..
    but ya kNow/FeeL.. i’m sure.. in the world of creation
    not everyone fits in the sAMe.. haha.. as winds bloW oN..
    and noW2..
    Hurricanes
    of words2
    and word
    tsUNaMi’s
    As such too..;)

    SMiLes.. i just
    got a movie
    maker
    memory
    scene from
    Saturday Night
    Fever and that
    Brooklyn
    famous
    bridge
    jumping
    scene.. Lord
    knows.. been there
    almost and done
    that smaller bridge
    too.. aRound these pArts..
    tHeRE is alWays someone
    to save ‘ya’ though..
    as bridges
    of
    Love
    do literALLy saVe..
    truth be tOld.. i was
    too
    Loved
    to Die..
    a poetic
    beginning to
    an otherwise
    ending bridge.. mY friEnd..
    as the dice come uP.. Seven Heaven LiVinG..:)

    SMiLes.. my FriEnd..
    A best bridge
    i ever
    fiNd
    IS A
    one that floats wiThiN
    inSide Gravity Free
    Air full and water
    flow as LiFE
    DancES
    and SinGS
    oN so poeTicAlly
    as TrUth and liGht hiGh
    skeYes aBove meet eARTh beLow..
    me..
    and
    i hope
    the sAMe for you..
    better.. mY friEnD..:)

    WeLL that finishes
    all 24 of what
    dVerse
    offers
    for Bridges
    and surELy
    sleep
    for
    me noW
    for SpRinG
    to arise aGaiN
    in Panhandle Sunshine more..:)

    01122017.. 12:52 am…:)

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11. katiemiafrederick says:

    January 12, 2017 at 9:28 AM

    Bitter whimsy…

    SMiLes.. my friEnd gigoid.. nice to
    see you back and sure.. i can
    relate to the
    somewhat
    changing
    climate of the human
    who is becoming more
    robotic and less human even
    when it comes to failing to look up
    from a customer service desk with
    eyes glued on screen.. and truly
    it’s a symptom of culture
    moreover than
    human
    as humans
    are not classically evolved
    to staY iN mechanical cognition
    noW verses the social empathy that
    glues togeTheR thAT one can describe
    as the altruistic innate good pARt of liFe
    and liGht thaT can sadly move in the otheR
    so-called dArk and Evil pArt of souLess.. heaRtless
    and SpiRitless person wHere these human virtues are
    organic and real and yes hard for some folks to empiricAlly
    measure but still as real and organic as the dirt and grains
    we sAnd on that hold up mountains of Love iN hUman beings
    wHo never give up..
    and in that place of
    so-called psychopathy
    that i for one have seen
    up close and personal in an
    organic non-emotionless state
    wHere all that can be felt left is
    pleasure of pain that is no pleasure
    at all but change from pain internally
    when emotions do die and are so hard to put
    into words my friend but IS A true organic state..
    the horror there of facing the fACT that even with
    logos of reason that remains with a moral code we
    are Nature’s slaves and face the action and consequence
    of doing.. whether our intentions set out were of the best of completing
    a seemingly impossible task.. in other words.. one must grow empathy
    and compassion for oneself and do what is required soley and souly
    to save oNe’s heARt.. sPiRit and SoUL when oThers.. including culture
    as whole.. work.. school.. and other so-called requirements would take
    that away as chronic stress can and will eventually erase not only the human
    heARt… SpiRit and SoUL in seNseS and EmoTiOns at core of what is organically
    and all naturally isReaL.. but one’s very life.. starting at all bodily systems from
    respiratory.. to cardiovascular to endocrine and every other autonomic
    and sentient paRt oF liFe.. i used to post blog posts almost every day
    as a routine of sorts.. and i used to complete every task for
    decades at work without fail and make straight A’s
    in school without fail.. and trim every blade
    of grass around the sidewalkS in
    perfect towel hung
    level same and
    used to
    fret over
    the hairs disappearing
    off of the crown of my
    head at 18 years old too..
    and it’s true my friEnd as the
    Ice Princess on Frozen said..
    some nows ya just gotta let go of
    culture.. get naked and let that shit all escape a septic tank of sunk..
    it’s all relative but when it’s bliss and nirvana and heaven now heRe tHeRe
    IS A reaLity that Life is Good.. and the journey tHeRE iS oNe oN one’s personal
    path in a field of dreams that is as organically real and perhaps as difficult now
    to put into words as a concept of a living God all that is jusT as isreal/organic
    too.. and full of dARk and liGht and sHades of purgatory grey to
    Rainbow colors that one has never fElt and SenSED Before
    iN what feels and senses like liVing a thouSand lifetimes
    in one liFe iN one second now as Heaven is
    only full
    as the
    moment of NOW..
    thaT my FriEnd is
    wHEre i alWAys
    travel too.. now..
    no distance..
    no space
    no
    time
    but Heaven now..
    and it’s true.. throughout all
    history this my friend without any
    material goods or status or power at
    all is the HiGhest Gate of an ivory
    tower that most people
    never experience
    but a
    Yellow
    boy
    like my cat..
    Heaven is organic
    i s R E A L No W
    no different than the
    all we can cAll a blue
    turtle or whatever the FucK…
    getting tHere IS A iSREaL miracle..
    staYing tHeRe IS A Practice oF a liFE WeLL LIVinG
    WaTer.. FindinG iT can take a lifetime of seeKinG it to even
    escape the robotic machine world we live in mind/body today..
    But as Neo miGht say.. those who can and will are alloWed to unplug..
    it’s worth noting that in the Renaissance only about 5 percent of the
    populace enjoyed any part of that thriving colorful awakening culture..
    Not much
    has
    changed
    my FriEnd..
    as our nature’s
    and our struggles
    in the environment do reMain..
    tHere are sTiLL the minions in both
    fiction and real who will sheep/mundane theiR
    way to follow and support the most despicable leaders ever..
    so life goes.. dARk sHades of Grey and BeyONd Rainbow Renaissance colors2..
    mY
    FriEnd..
    and now
    to begin
    iN
    response
    to pearls..:)

    “The minions on the
    Wrong Planet
    website
    called
    this di·ar·rhe·a..
    from tHeir septic tank view..;)”

    -Despicable wHo
    (me)

    “Everything can be filed under “miscellaneous”.

    ~~ Dilbert, Scott Adams ~~

    i let it all
    go
    and live..:)

    (oh by A way..
    this IS a monoLific
    Haibunfredbun
    with a
    myriad
    of American
    style Haiku
    allfred aS Such..;)

    -as one big riff

    “There are only two mistakes one can make along the road to truth:
    (1) not going all the way; and
    (2) not starting.”

    ~~ Buddha ~~

    no
    prob
    bud..;)

    “Freedom is not free. Free men are not equal. Equal men are not free.”

    ~~ Subtle Bee ~~

    This is true..
    a clitoris
    is smaller
    and
    CAN
    come
    more often..;)

    “The keenest sorrow is to recognize ourselves
    as the sole cause of all our adversities.

    ~~ Sophocles ~~

    Oh.. to be
    born
    without
    a clitoris..
    oh now..
    the sorrow..
    oh now.. the inferiority..
    oh my God.. Victoria’s Secret..
    totALLy exposed iN Female Superiority..;)

    Oh.. the joy
    no one
    can
    predict
    what
    i’LL
    do
    neXT..
    living without a
    roboT all let go..;)

    “As I look at your image,
    I see only the light which was not absorbed.”

    ~~ Mark Middleton ~~

    Unpredictable
    people
    are
    definitely
    harder to see..
    let’s face it..
    liGht
    goes
    wHeRe
    iT
    wiLL
    be..
    FReED..;)

    “It will not out of the flesh that is bred in the bone.”

    ~~ John Heywood (c. 1565) — Proverbes, Part ii, Chap. viii~~

    Life
    is
    real

    “What sane person could live in this world and not be crazy?”

    ~~ Ursula K. LeGuin ~~

    Culture is illusion
    and isreal too..:)

    All is
    real
    is
    real..:)

    As is

    “Rotten wood cannot be carved.”

    ~~ Confucius ~~

    ~~ Analects, Book 5, Ch. 9 ~~

    In the part of this universe that we know there is great injustice,
    and often the good suffer, and often the wicked prosper,
    and one hardly knows which of those is the more annoying.”

    ~~ Bertrand Russell ~~

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12. katiemiafrederick says:

    January 12, 2017 at 9:51 AM

    Not easy being
    a Seagull
    named
    Jonathan
    aS oNe
    must lead
    A way now
    with no followers..
    often few to no friends..
    aS liGht bLinds the briGhter iT
    bLows.. few places to rest one’s head on…
    WeLL
    WortH iT..
    as Water SinGs..
    And DanceS Free as Fly..
    heHe.. liKe mARTy McFly..;)

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13. katiemiafrederick says:

    January 12, 2017 at 12:46 PM

    WeLL.. the Karmic
    eYe comes out to play
    one more place for now
    in this ending MacroVerse
    of what is surely turning out
    to be the biggest so-called bible
    in the history of humankind.. yep
    edging up to 1 Million words in what
    i’ve repeated a few times for posterity
    purposes is more precisely 7 months
    and 13 days since publish date of
    the first first verse of 66
    on Memorial
    day.. the
    30th of
    May
    2016.. sure..
    then around four
    days to make that
    verse happen so we
    can call it 7 months
    and 17 days now to get
    jusT about as precise
    as i WiLL care to get
    for now.. hehe..
    who knows..
    could
    be
    7 more hours
    and 7 more
    minutes and
    7 more seconds too..
    but 7-17 for the first
    month of ’17 of 2K
    on the 12th day noW of
    Publish is enough so-called time stamp detail for deTales
    oF A ~990K word Bible named “CoLoRs oF HeAVeN Bible 2017″..
    surELy.. somEthing Jonathan Livingston Seagull would write noW iN
    A pen image of so-caLLed prophet/author/poet Richard Bach too..
    As Seagulls anew go on to DancE and SinG a SonG and DancE
    Different
    and more
    than before..
    understanding
    in Peace and Harmony
    thaT tHEre is no greater
    or less iN the sTate of mINd
    and BoDy BaLanCing Force
    of Nirvana.. BlisS and Heaven now..
    iN the Sense of Rank and File and
    Status and power of human being ego driven stuff aS Such..
    iT floWs as any Ocean and wAVes to Rivers and StreAM gRows
    without bounds of shores to detest wave spread more.. it’s all fun..
    challenge.. struggles.. sure.. but that’s what fun can be when lived.. juST fun..
    when
    alloWed
    oF course
    WRiTe oN course
    iN DancE and SonG
    FReED as the Declaration
    of Independence allows iN U.S.
    for those smART enough
    and Free enough
    to navigate
    reALiTy
    FReED noW
    as any upward FLYinG
    or downward FLYinG seAguLL WiLL..
    inside.. outside.. and all aRound oF course too..:)

    Here’s A thing.. i leArned the first three times
    i faced death and actuAlly the first time i faced
    iT on the precipice of end of what i kNew/FeLt then..
    NoW at thAT second it ain’t what ya earned or took that
    means sHit it’s all you give and gave that means anything
    aT aLL.. i didn’t give enough that go around and with a second
    chance and third one and more aT liFe i said no restraints this go
    around i’M GiVinG all i’ve LeArned and FeLt and SenSed oF LiFe
    for free no matter wHat.. as thaT is what humans do when free.. they
    give and share unrestrained.. and i realize there are some of my Verses
    that require a reboot of my current powerful computer to fully open up..
    the thing is.. my brain and body moves STrOnG fAST MoRe..
    iN BaLanCinG Force
    and surELy
    technology
    WiLL EvenTuALLy
    catch uP to my potEnTial
    for Now as output too.. technology
    has made me faster and stronger too..
    and as history shows technology will catch
    up with me and other Jonathan Seagulls WiLL
    pass my singular achievements in so many othEr
    ways of Art and Science too.. this is what hUmans
    do when they work toGeThER.. they make the singular
    free efforts of hUmans more possible too.. with an escape
    from distraction and diversions WiTh Michelangelo and Mozart
    and Einstein laser focus too.. the future is so briGht for those who
    can see it.. they miGht wear cool shades at niGht if they could see it too..
    theRe is no doubt
    some do.. i met a few
    in my online travels who
    also see no limits or expectations
    of human poTenTional Still and it’s worth
    noting to me too.. that Facebook Friend Greg
    shared a status quiz to find out what Roman Emperor
    one could be as an ego booster of course as those
    Facebook Marketing tools will do.. i’LL be the KinG
    of Me iN Master of the gift of Nature by the God oF aLL
    Nature butt a King or any kind of authority of Emperor over
    oTheRs WiTH any status or rank or even file too now of power
    in human ego driven con-social emotion way.. hell no..
    that would only take the sweet of HeaVen
    Free away.. and i suppose the only
    way a ‘Trump Person’ could
    FeeL and SenSe
    and come
    close
    to that would
    be to seek and
    find and practice
    a heaven somEwhat
    liKe what i experience now..
    as a recent quote stated.. ya can’t
    expect to carve rotten wood.. sure one
    can hope.. one can wish.. but surely tHeiR
    are both isREAL Miracles of LifE and cOld
    Hard reaLliTies of struggle as yes i did go
    to hell on eARth.. the real place of death
    as life in pain and numb for
    66 months first
    before
    i reign
    as my
    own King
    in Heaven
    for 42 months
    now.. a celebration
    week of thaT coming
    neXt week.. particularly
    on Navarre Beach on sTar
    Date 1.17.2017.. hehe aS Such
    as most everyone now loves sevens
    and oneS iN this culture now.. miGht
    as well tack on some more Holy and
    Sacred to that gRavy human train for
    more purpose and meaning to liFE.. tHing
    iS iN all these synchronicities of what has arrived
    noW in this Million or so word Bible iN ways of numbers
    and events.. very few were either pre-thought or pre-planned
    beFore they came to the print of this pAge now then in real time now
    then now.. so sure.. it’s safe to say.. one cannot determine life through
    a math equation alone to get to the full impact of sacred numbers/events allone..
    that moves into the realm of the much hiGher of what humans might metaphor
    as the conscious miNd and so-called Body aLL of God aLLone.. beYond human
    empirical analysis but never the less apparent here as the case study shows with
    time stamps too.. yes ..this wHOle enChiLda.. this Bible.. this longest long form poem
    of humankind sTiLL eXceeding 3.3 Million words too.. from the first 42 month witness for
    God i mARked at the beginning of all my blogs in an escape from dARk to the
    liGht oF me on March 10th of 2013.. ending that mArk of 42 months on
    911 iN September of 2016.. and additionally the 12 Million words
    i staRted in tale end journey of 33 months iN Hell and
    the 33 months before since January of 2008..
    that i spent with no words at all..
    yes as i started writing on
    Thanks GiVing day.. 2010..
    is all proof that this God
    of Nature that folks
    have been
    speAking of
    for centuries on
    end cross culturally
    IS A real deal now.. if for
    no one butt the builder of this
    FiEld of DreAMs as me.. you see..
    on my next door step of death i WiLL
    rest much easier WiTh 100% faith of this..
    and perHaps you cannot understand the importance
    of that if you haven’t faced death three times too.. i got
    three strikes and i wasn’t out.. i dAM sure wasn’t gonna waste
    a fourth one with extra innings alloWed.. that’s between my UniVerse
    and God allone.. for me.. i share it as i KNow and FeeL the dArkesT
    places of HeLL on eARTh too.. the answers for me are not the answers
    expected by othERs iN tHeir search for tHeiR holy and sacred meaning
    and purpose of LiFE but never the less i’ve found miNd/BodY/miNe and
    fully illustrated mY soUL/HeARt/SpiRit/BoDy online for others to peruse
    when technology and they do or do not
    catch up with me.. what i lEArned
    iN HeLL is no one is
    gonna follow
    you iN
    tHeir
    and what i’ve
    lEarned iN Heaven
    is rarely WiLL anyone
    even attempt to follow one
    iN HeAR.. and yes as Karmic
    eYes goes i suppose that’s Karma..
    we reap what we so.. i’ve sown
    both Heaven and
    Hell iN liFE
    mostly
    of mY
    own doing
    with a little hELp
    from so-called
    friEnds and what
    some miGht describe
    as enemies too.. thINg is..
    iF not for the so-called enemies
    iN life who were my greATest among
    bully trUe FRIENDS.. they ARE.. iN the sEnse
    that iF i had never met and faced the dARk
    Head on STiLL i would have never made it
    to Heaven now.. the DARk makes liGht.. even
    Science sHows this TrUth and liGht too.. noW..
    i ain’t scared of the
    DaRk or CyNical
    NoW
    oF liGht
    or nOw
    sHades
    of Purgatory
    ”tween or naYsAyeR
    of rainbow colors now BeYond
    that not many folks apParently
    experience beYond what i do
    now here and now who i’Ve
    coMe aCross now then but
    ‘buy’ A sAme
    Karmic
    token
    the sAMe
    applies now then
    in my experience iN
    HeLL as the Karma
    oF goD SinGS the
    Free Song oF dArk
    beYoNd liGht iN the
    i oF ME noW isREAL..
    so.. sure.. been to both sides
    now and BeYoNd.. and all i can
    trUly hope and wish is whoever
    you are.. you fINd a Heaven that works for you too..
    and can square away reAlity as Peace at the end of yoUr paths
    as Harmony
    and
    journey
    for now too then..
    as the lasT liGht
    oF eYelid meets the
    force oF aLL thAT iS.. noW then Now2..:)

    Oh yeah.. and the quiz picked
    Marcus Aurelius for
    me.. a Stoic
    and not
    the hardened
    Emotion
    definition
    of that term now..
    for all practical intents
    and purpose what sets the
    Stoics apart from the Christians
    and heretics same is the Christians
    saw an invisible transcendent God
    and the stoics saw an isreal
    pantheistic God
    as all
    of
    Universe
    never ending
    and beginning
    now.. i sEE/ heAR
    both iN SenSinG
    and FeeLinG way
    never beginning
    and never ending now..
    and surely Socrates as
    both a rationalist and
    a mystic saw more
    of God
    in FeeLinG
    and SenSing
    way beYond just
    word thInking and otHeR
    forms of abstract symbols
    too.. it’s all isREaL but not all
    see and hear all oF it wiTh eYes
    and Ears as Gifted and lEArned For Now
    and most importantly eYes and ears that
    remember deeper within in ways beYond words
    wHEre FeeLinGS and seNSEs bEcome more than words alone..
    allone baby is what i see/hear.. and while Stoics and Christians see
    lust as an inferior part of human being.. science now shows Lust noW
    and a balance oF Love to be a source oF all creativity and productivity
    in human and a peaceful easy way of avoiding aggression.. violence
    and FucK yeS.. even the poTenTial of World War III.. one can commit
    suicide and kill others for just the dream of a bunch of naked
    women in heaven of a dirt nap.. or watch porn in heaven now..
    aLiVe.. do no harm wins
    over cruel
    and
    dark
    morality
    gone insane
    as harm.. consensual
    aS Such.. yeS in due moderation
    as the nurturing of a village of both
    male and female divine LoVinG force is what
    makes children strong.. the family that
    stays toGetheR IN a village that has
    a balance of lust and love
    is the family
    that not
    only
    survives
    toGeTher as
    wHole Village
    but A family now/then
    now who thrives aS WeLL..
    it all comes now to the individual
    in a free country to be the change
    ya wanna see.. i don’t run with the sheep..
    the minions or the mundane as they may
    like to stay more grounded like that.. i fly
    like an Eagle and A Seagull hiGher jusT
    ’cause
    i
    can
    and WILL
    over the Power
    oF smARt and FearLess
    Sacred UnConDiTioNal
    Love.. yes.. i WiLL LiGht TrutH and
    flY even HiGher now.. WiTh LoVe and WiLL..:)

    Dancing the talk of TRUTH

    Now to wrap up a few Facebook Provided MacroVerses
    sTarTing WiTh “Dancing the talk of TRUTh” as
    monologue in response to a so-called
    Gnostic Christian on the
    Wrong Planet
    website
    where
    human
    is considered
    by him as God
    and God allone
    above all Nature
    and interestingly enough
    while the Gospel of Thomas
    describes Jesus as more Yogi
    and Pantheistic.. tHeRe are some
    Gnostic Philosophies that see the
    material world as inferior to a so-called
    transcendent one that is superior in matters
    of spirit as the word was actually eventually
    copied before translations by St. Paul from the
    Romans who followed more of a
    Stoic Philosophy of
    Old Romans
    then
    close to
    the reign
    of Marcus Aurelius
    as well.. thing is.. the
    SpiRit noW of EmoTioNs
    and SenSes are organic..
    some of which operate2
    at a subatomic level that
    even science with aided
    eYes cannot yEt see
    iN
    how now A
    SpiRit spReads
    iN EmoTional
    and SeNSory Way
    BeyOnd MeAsuRinG
    InstrumentS.. now..
    never the less.. those
    oF uS who experience
    more oF iT realize more
    of the Nature of Mysticism
    iN liGht and what some otHeRs
    call occult as well as placebo/white
    magic and nocebo/black magic too..
    it’s semantics and people will kill each other
    in idolization oF Form as letters and words and
    books over the essence of What is Real and
    Transcendent DiFFeREnt sAMe.. diFFeREnt
    eYes see a sAMe world diFFeRent sAMe
    and alWays diFfeRent too.. and
    that’s the color
    wHeeL oF
    liFe painted
    aS iNFiniTE
    Brushes of GodSEYes noW.. BeYoND
    AS MasTErPIEce PaInTinG OceAn wHole noW..:)

    Leaves of Saving Tree

    Also from two years ago.. MacroVerse Memory titled
    ‘Leaves of Saving Tree’.. and interestingly enough
    this IS a 2015 Version oF A story that i WiLL
    repeat here at the near ending
    of this bible..
    call it wisdom
    calL iT liGht
    CaLL iT
    prophecy..
    could
    be aLL
    ThrEE and more..
    i’LL leave that uP
    to the Tree of God..
    no hangingS on
    Trees
    or
    Crosses
    for ..me.. this go ’round..;)

    Tennis bAlls of Hope

    Tennis bALLS OF Hope
    from a year ago.. as i increase
    what i always lauded in my elders
    as story taling abilities.. the quiet
    boy i was then..
    i suppose
    it was
    in my
    bLood
    bLocked
    by culture
    and the illusions
    of machine mechanical
    mind cognition for so many years
    of work and school of
    input
    problem
    solving
    data
    download ways..
    it’s safe to say
    the output has aGain now..:)

    Okay that takes care of all those
    MacroVerse memories but as promised
    a tale about a sapling tree and saviors neXt
    from 2016 in a ‘Sand Box Heaven’ then now linked here too..

    Sand Box Heaven

    And as a note before i provide that memory and story
    and newer age older age newer parable too.. iF those
    of you who are sTiLL a little more OCD like i used
    to be and the wife Katrina sTiLL is in
    ways of lining
    up
    the
    bathroom
    towels nice
    and even all the way cross..
    take any MacroVerse or two
    ya like out iF all the 737 that are
    not included in these 66 of these
    MacroVerses compRising this bible
    here to total the 1 Million even that i will
    fall short at around 10k words here.. 990K
    is significant also along with the number 66 of
    course in traditional bible ways but truly like i’ve
    said before all 12 miLLion words plus the photos plus
    the videos plus the links done to the nitty gritty oF aLL
    i’ve dONe online is the soUL oF Y i unleashed and released
    foR All who care to see and hear and sense and feel more of
    perHaps wheRE theY’ve been beFore or noT.. and that’s the great
    thing about the U.S. and our Great Freedoms of Expression uncensored
    in self sponsored websites along with overall community support.. the
    TrUth and liGht WiLL sET yA Free iN Ways YA hAve neVer ever
    for now experienced liFE.. heAR now.. i add a verse or two
    and yes more.. as Robin Williams said in the
    ‘Dead Poet’s Society’ too.. i stand
    uPon the desk
    naked
    as Jesus
    per Gnostic
    Gospel of
    Thomas said
    in the 37th Verse tHeiR..
    as i2 stand upon the shoulders
    of Giants before me.. and the blood
    and bones of those who sacrificed tHeir
    lives to give me the opportunity to bE thiS
    Free as the Spirit oF GoD LIVes WiThin me now.. in the U.S heAR now
    so yes T H A N K S T O A L L O F Y A L L A S A L L I S G O D N O W..now
    and yes.. after providing that Sapling Savior Story i will provide what stARTed
    out all this witness of God inN a personal message on Facebook to my very
    first and only Friend there to a woman named Mags who was the only
    person who supported me in Autism Online communities
    where empathy of the cognitive kind was seemingly
    absent for the truly different among we humans
    then.. all iT takes is one person to wipe
    the blood oFF A cross for SonG
    to DanCe and SinG louder
    than ever BeFore..
    as surely
    thaT is
    also the
    moral of the
    story to come next as well..
    thaT First story was on or about
    the last night of February 2013.. another
    poetic spARk as WELL put on Facebook
    for the public on March 1st of 2013.. and then
    the Blog thaT sTaRted all oF this too.. oN March
    10th of 2013.. and after this.. Holy and Sacred Thursday
    R and R activities as deSignED by me and the God who
    lives within sHall begin neXt.. along with more fun dance
    photos coming to this ending 66th Verse of this so-called
    personal bible by me.. in the wee 3 am hour or so
    of 01132017.. after a celebratory 143rd niGht
    of Rave-like ‘primitive’ dance WitH aLL
    the Cool College age
    folks from
    Old Seville
    Quarter
    and now
    to the two
    ending Verses
    now.. with a little
    accompanying song
    of Midnight at the Oasis
    and Moon LiGht Feels riGht
    on this Full Wolf Moon niGht and day..
    And
    aLL
    the
    rest..
    iN R and R way..;)

    Stars are born to output and share liGht..
    at least for as long
    as they live..
    and as dim as i once
    was.. almost bLack
    of liGht..
    the saving
    grace then was
    to water a plant
    to make
    iT
    grow made
    my life still
    a star
    n0
    matter how
    dArk the candle
    i felt iN bLack
    hole
    soUl
    then.. and
    oh.. the saviors of the world..
    and a story i love to tale a little
    different as parables do.. when free
    and not imprisoned by books.. pages..
    paragraphs.. lines or words of print
    of yesternows.. bound
    by past authority
    that no
    longer should
    exist.. for free..
    so.. anyway.. sorry iF
    you already heard it but
    it will be different anyway..
    hehe.. as free WiLL be
    when unleashed
    and released
    as being
    human
    expreSsinG
    starliGht oF eYes
    within.. a dusty road..
    a little boy with no words..
    disabled from birth without
    the ability to speak.. but a lover
    of growth.. in shape of trees..
    a sapling brought home
    by loving mother
    then.. placed
    on a counter
    by a lamp that shines..
    the boys sees green and
    wants to see more.. so he
    nurtures this PLANeT
    without
    the ability
    to speak..
    water he does..
    fertilizing Love..
    Sunshine hope
    iN eYes of Loving
    Kind.. fertile ground
    outside.. dig a hole
    to comfort roots..
    spend time
    and effort
    with
    caring Love
    and the Tree rises
    broad and sTrong..
    and soon provides shade
    for the front porch home..
    Sidewalks come.. but tree
    sTill bRanches out.. Flowers
    come more beautiful than before..
    Students from the local school who
    study trees are amazed by the beauty
    of this tree.. photos are taken.. shared..
    and the boys eYes shine to see what his
    Love inspires.. tree no longer needs boy
    to grow strong now.. and the little
    boy becomes ill and his life
    goes dark..
    Years later..
    a shy young man iS
    walking this sidewalk
    of the boy’s home.. and
    a most beautiful dark haired
    girl approaches him.. with smiling
    face.. the boys eyes liGht up but what
    to say.. ah.. the center piece of conversation
    iS standing tAll and floweRinG more beautiful
    iT seems than ever before on this March Spring
    day.. a spark of instant Love is in the air..
    and that begins a Love that
    will last ’till death..
    the shy boy becomes
    confident with the Love of
    his wife.. joins the Military..
    and even rises to the ranks
    of politics then.. Love grows
    and fearless Lives..
    the boy is
    now a
    Strong man..
    and makes a decision
    as a leader of the world
    that prevents World War III…
    Life on the PlanT now iS saved..
    So who is the savior.. the boy..
    the man.. the girl.. the Loving
    wife.. the parents.. the schools
    providing education.. the tree
    or the little disabled boy
    and all the
    couple’s
    friends
    from around the
    world.. well the truth
    iS aLL they are.. as theRe
    is no i.. me but us and we
    iN
    Savior
    oF Life..
    Moral of the
    story.. water a tree
    Of Life and see wHere
    iT
    grows
    neXt
    iN ocean
    eYes free..:)

    i think i was born as
    a kind of Classical Pantheist..
    as i saw patterns and connections
    in things that were more of my thinking
    process, along with the tactile sensory world..
    than what I think most people may experience
    as an internal dialogue of thought…
    i still have a vivid memory of
    connection to everything in
    the world.. as if i had been
    here forever.. before i was
    able to speak that i cannot
    fully put into words.. from
    about age 3 looking out
    into the distance over
    the river i grew up next to..
    But i think in some ways i knew more
    about my existence then than i do now..
    as i could not separate myself from what
    seemed like a very old home of nature…
    i am glad i had the opportunity to roam
    desolate pristine beaches as a teenager
    and young adult.. without any fear..
    and feeling one in being with the
    waves.. white sand..
    emerald green
    gulf.. sea oats
    and sea gulls..
    with no dramas
    in my head…
    But even my ancestors
    could not experience that with
    not being sure where their next meal
    was going to come from… Not likely that
    many creatures in the Universe could
    experience a little slice
    of nirvana like that…
    i can remember
    getting back into
    my car and being
    jolted back into the
    reality of all that is the
    complexity of modern culture..
    which at that point in time was so..
    so limited as compared to today..
    i was never quite the same after
    home computers come along..
    as i drifted further and
    further from a
    home of nature..
    The people i dealt with
    in the public at that time..
    in what was a “Cheers” like environment..
    was also a slice of nirvana… Cigarette filled..
    but the emotional contagion of a hundred human
    beings that are happy that i had the privilege to serve
    and make even happier.. equaled the nirvana of the
    walks on the sun-filled beaches..
    i loved my exquisite
    sensory experience of life…
    It was worth not being able to
    touch man made texture without
    goose bumps and an incredible feeling of discomfort.
    When i see Landon Bryce’s book “I Love My Own Autistic
    Self”, the little guy on the front is how i usually felt inside
    that people could only see in the gleam of my eyes…
    People often told me they wished they had what it was
    i had.. or wanted some of the drugs i was taking.. but
    i had no idea what they were talking about
    because there was nothing i wanted
    but to exist, for so many years…
    It was a powerful feeling that
    no one’s negativity could take
    away from me.. not even when
    the rest of the world told me i
    was not one of their kind…
    Sorry.. that was quite a tangent..
    but it is kind of therapeutic for me..
    i hope you don’t mind…
    My point i started off
    with was religion and
    Classical Pantheism..
    which is all of nature
    and science for me..
    the cultural complexity
    of what has come from human
    collective intelligence.. including
    all the strange oddities.. even the strangest
    of religious cults and beliefs.. But most of all
    the reality of that beach those waves.. and those
    grains of sand.. that do not exist without me…
    A gift.. a wonderful gift that was provided by
    my father and mother.. and their ancestors
    where there could be no break in the chain
    of events of human struggle that all my
    ancestors experienced to survive and reproduce..
    and their rodent ancestors about 75 million years ago..
    and all the other ancestors not identified and material
    substances that came together to make that possible..
    from the origin of what is.. whatever is.. is..
    That one point that i can only abstractly
    define because of the human collective
    intelligence that provides the map
    to what can be described.. as one
    point that we all share that can
    never be disconnected.. as long as we exist…
    Wow.. i just realized that sounds kind
    of like the intro to the “Big Bang
    Theory” TV show…
    And relatively speaking
    the knowledge that i gained
    that this is one sliver of conscious
    existence and what really is a little slice
    of heaven for some that do exist..
    considering just the benefit of
    a warm soft bed.. a hot shower..
    and things now considered so mundane
    that took billions of years to come into
    existence that were not here a little
    over a century ago.. Like toilet paper…
    But i could never experience that connection
    of what is.. any stronger than when i was three..
    i have everything and everyone before me to
    thank for that experience… Including collective
    intelligence and the understanding of that
    one point that still exists in all of us
    and everything else…
    i never met a stranger..
    not even a grain of sand on the beach…
    But i did not feel a category.. a religion.. a race
    or even a gender for myself.. which at least for me
    enhanced the ability to find a friend in that grain of sand…
    i suppose it is the immune system issues and chronic pain
    that has taken some of that gleam out of my eyes.. but it still
    exists in the eyes in what i perceive of the anthropomorphic
    expression of the cat in my face book photo…
    Who at 18 years old is likely closer to the
    wisdom of that three-year-old child that
    only exists in my memory and pictures…
    i sense that type of wisdom requires
    no human intelligence at all
    beyond the core that is shared…
    i think it can be lost so much easier
    in a human into a little sliver of hell
    somewhere outside that balance of heaven..
    Particularly in lives where instant gratification
    has become the norm…
    i am at the service of
    my fully inside cat..
    but he has never
    had that gleam in
    his eyes.. or the
    same struggles to survive…
    The yellow cat in my Google plus
    avatar on the “Autistic Hoya” website..
    was a feral cat that only knew struggles
    in his several years of life behind our house in the woods..
    He became my emotions after chronic pain had removed them from
    my existence… He gained a gleam in his eyes of gratitude to have
    a balance in his life when we allowed him
    a place to gain predictable subsistence.
    An identical yellow cat that likely is his offspring..
    younger and stronger appears intermittently out
    of the woods and started to injure our now neutered
    cat.. racking up $200 dollar vet bills..
    every other week so the once
    feral cat has now been forced
    to become a fully inside cat…
    i am watching him slowly
    lose that gleam in his eyes..
    with the call of the wild slowly
    drifting away.. along with all the
    likely incredible sensory experiences
    that come with an outdoor world that
    the other cat that never gets injured in fights
    at age 18.. can still fully experience…
    As i sit outside toward the back of
    my yard, in the afternoon sun.. he is
    pacing back and forth politely..
    still with a humility of respect
    for a place of subsistence that
    keeps him from tearing the screen of the patio.
    Perhaps if he could speak and let me know in words..
    what i was taking away from him.. i would listen.
    But i cannot bear the thought of additional bloody
    wounds on his face… But still i remember what it
    means to have that connection and balance…
    When i watch him pace back and forth..
    it is one of the few things in life
    that will bring a tear to my eye
    that reminds me that i too am still connected..
    Other than that.. it could be just a word like Synesthesia..
    that seems to trigger something in my brain letting the brakes
    off the logic to move into figurative space..
    At least for me.. even one word
    can be a gift that leads me
    to a place in words that i don’t often visit…

    KATiE MiA
    Kind Autistics Taking In Everything
    Mindful in Awareness
    Autistic Love
    And the Science of Kindology
    An Ideological First Identity

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