WeLl first of all.. oh my god the things that
as a secret agent..
WILL UNDER LOVE
HARMING NO OTHER..
My wife is reAlly pissed..
about that picture..
Allahgodallah is behind all
thIs ‘interesting’ stuff i’ve
But seriously yah.. see..when
ce is no DAM CHOICE…
photo of the day..for a seagull
carrying our flag instead of a dove
carrying an Olive Branch…
The seas are full of Seagulls
And True Will under LoVE
IN Harming NO other..
which is now possible.. that our fore..
who died or
lived so we all can be
And here are some more seagull anTics..just for
But i say..ynot
AS NIKE SAYS!
then..love under true will
without harming others th@IS!
Yah know you have
the right to do it
insist i do with my 13 miles of DANCE
WALKING in local stores..
with laughs and applause..
and all of that
me that was
and now floats like a butterfly
through the aisles
instead of the breeze
of Eden or backyard..
Sometimes i think Katy Perry
me.. how can that
HERE IS THE SECRET
I’VE BEEN HOLDING BACK…
YAH SEE.. KNOWNOW WE ARE ALL
YES! WE ARE ALL
YAH.. KATY IS ALSO A SECRET AGENT
FOR ALLAH GODALLAH
MILEY..and YAH..EVEN MADONNA
TOO..AND ALL THE OTHER ANGELS..LIKE..
SHOULD THAT BE NO SURPRISE..
WITH ALL tHeir
on’t think so…
The vehicles and the vessels..that carry
the message of TRUE WILL UNDER LOVE..
in harming no others..
They are all within y’all and you and
LOVE UNDER TRUE
Well..i was listening to my friend Lala Rukh..
or White Pearl..
talking about her first love
for three years..
could not help but to think
of my first love
too..who broke my heart some..
34 years ago..
that i thought was a perfect endless love at the
time that would last forever…
and well while i have no idea how to contact
her..i facebooked her biological daughter..
and asked her to just thank her
breaking my heart..and for the memory
of that..that helped me bring back
emotions through the photo
of old pictures
The girl in the blue dress….
And eventually TH@heART breAK led me to the
And NAH..that don’t piss my wife off
cause she is a true
Butt.. still trying to convince her on the
And by the way.. that’s a picture of me and my wife
about a month ago..in this same area
of the seagull
where i grew
in over the same river..
under the pecan tree in the same
yard..that i talked about in tHis post..
about my overview of personal philsophy
Oh crap.. that’s two different girls with a blue
dress..’S’ is the one on the right top
with the yellow pants..
And tHere’s my LOVE POST
‘Autistic Love Letters’…
And finAlly hErE are all those
Seagull Antics i promised..earlier
Th@i photographed today..@the Blackwater River
that is once
and in a way
Butt first.. i just must post this adversity..
that started the whole ‘ball’ of love rolling
age 13 from the time of a piano recital…
of the song Jesus Christ Superstar..
where i had the spirit
people simply laughed as they had
not likely seen a spirit
And yah..that’s my father on the right..but his second wife
before his third wife..is still our very close mother
figure..and her husband Jerry died
so this post
memory of him..
and i guess i’ll honor my father 2…
not..dam he’s good looking ain’t he…
but he IS like
me before.. and just couldn’t talk…
much or express those emotions..
like so many people
that thing called an autism spectrum..
or broader autism phenotype…
And oh crap fair
and balanced coverage and all of that..
here’s my mother again..
at 17 like my
Well..dam.. tHere goes the ADHD again…
Here are those
True Will Love
under allahgodallah in
doing no harm to
Well..it certainly is nice of Allahgodallah..
to allow these
to share in my
on my blog show!
And as Britney say..if ya wanna
in Bliss ya better WORK IT
And yah..th@’s me in Kohl’s
practicing my Allahgodallah energy
while taking a ‘break’
the day before
and 11 my numerology soul number
And..the Eye of Horus and AlL of
And yah..that’s my 1st stepmother
and her wonderful husband Jerry who passed
More inspiration from my allah love muse White Pearl..or Lala Rukh… certainly a gift from GOD SHE IS…
Well dear there is never a doubt for me that your soul is beautiful but you truly show the beauty of your heart here..finally..as a most beautiful open one…
My tears are for your culture..and the repression that is so much a part of it..that is at least in part responsible for some of your pain….
Well it is certainly a gift that the blogging experience is within your freedom for expression..
And again i thank you as you gave me the courage to finally put a closure on a first love..that did remain idealized for me..just until several years ago..
I can better see the beauty of my wife’s heart..without the ideal of something..i truly never had…
And i only can hope that your future husband’s heart will have that same beauty…and although it might take you 34 years or perhaps forever to lose any of your love for ‘him’ .. but i still love my first love 2..in the perfect allah love kind of way..
And yah..i do not see why you could not love your first love like that forever too..and still be within the tRueallah’s..Graces…
Love is beautiful..and it truly means never ever never…
Having to say your sorry for loving anyone..whether it is a first love..or even someone other people think is a horrible person…
Love is True is LOVe is Allah IT IS ALL tHerE is at the core of all of our existence….
So i love you dear..and thanks again for the connection with you..that has better helped me love everyone else…
In th@perfect Love th@ISallah…
By the way ..i love the snow effects…
DAm ..i’m stuck here in the sun..and never get to see the snow..at Christmas..except for a few times..when I was younger…a fluke of a flake of snow..but LOVE should never be that way….
OH..and i forgot to tell you..as you may remember i dance alone with allah everywhere i go now..in a kind of walk dance..even in public stores..
Well yesterday..to celebrate the Winter Solstice.. i danced with Allah for over 8 hours..and 23 miles..at the mall where my wife shopped…
MY NIKE PLUS..watch with GPS measured it…
So as you might fathom..i am deeper in love with Allah than ever before…
Considering i could not raise my arms without almost fainting..5 years ago..just walking at all is miracle enough from allah for me..
But as they say..if you have the faith in allah..
OH MY GOD..ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE….