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Pain is an interesting thing..
Even Breathing..
Even Living..
And there
are nows
for some
where life
is not interesting
at all.. perhaps they
are working.. working..
just a part of a machine for
another.. day.. starving or even
starved for emotions.. moving..
connections.. and creating..
yes.. i’ve been without
all this.. except for
the food part..
as i always
had something
to eat.. but something
to eat is rather empty
too if one cannot enjoy
the food.. i’ve been there
too.. hmm.. i took a nap
on my mother’s recliner
and what i learned
long ago..
is the best
way NOT to aggravate
Severe Degenerative
Arthritis in the neck
is to keep one’s head
straight ahead.. and never
ever get tense.. stay loose
so muscles do not constrict
the degenerating parts
to come greater
inflamed..
anyway..
i am reminded
clearly of the side
of the head that feels
a little like a big toothache
on the left side of my entire
head.. as those nerves and muscles
in neck are connected all around the head
too.. anyway.. i have the will to make the pain
go away.. i would explain how i could do it.. if it
wasn’t entirely a non-verbal process of power inside..
and i can bring the pain on at will as well.. but of course
i choose the former.. and get my head straight and continue
zero tension.. fears.. anxieties of life as comfort comes and
stays again.. my friend.. The Body keeps score.. it really does..
as science shows there are receptors for happy neuro-chemicals/
hormones in peptide way in every cell from head to toe.. as vagal
nerve equivalent of Kundalini rising or falling from Brain to gut
spreads the good news positive feelings… or bad news
negative feelings.. inside.. outside.. above..
so below and all around in almost
infinite connections from
neurons to cells
all around
a human
now..
lots of
self healing
as the body
remembers
positive or negative
feelings as a way
of future life.. now..
more for those who can
escape the almost unavoidable
constant sometimes fight or flight
stress that spells the insanity of modern
society.. away from moving.. connecting..
and creating.. in touchy feely human way..
Sure.. just more evidence that some
folks live in heaven.. and
hell can be very
difficult to escape..
glad your pain is subsiding
friend.. and sleep is certainly
a recovery way for that too..
and with more
sleep means
sometimes
less dopamine
the creativity chemical
but the trade off for less pain..
is fair enough.. overall.. i guess..
Emotions motivate me for creativity
from sadness to joy and more than that..
Pain forced me to write for 33 months..
can’t say most of it was creative..
but lots of facts explored
in 5 plus million
words to that
point..
and before that
for 33 months i could
not write.. or read.. or look
at TV.. a computer screen
without intolerable pain..
and nature or even
colored photos
too.. or even
anything..
bottom line..
yeah.. those were the
hardest months of all
in Fibromyalgia.. Severe Arthritis..
Sjogren’s Syndrome.. Dysautonomia
Coat Hanger pain.. and sure some
more odds and ends of extreme pain..
including the worse pain known to mankind
from wake to sleep.. aka Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia that i’ve oft talked to here too.. before
of course.. and no.. no drug of any kind.. not even
opiate associated drugs would touch that pain
AT ALL.. AND I suppose i could HAVE gotten
MAD at Nature.. but nah.. i just whined and
couldn’t cry with no tear of relief..
for two years.. until
everyone got tired
of hearing
it.. never
understanding
how much i needed
a gun to end it all..
and i remember how frantic
i was one morning when i couldn’t
find our Cat Arthur as he was kinda
my only nuance of any kind back to emotions
and i couldn’t help but to have the kind of human
empathy.. of just how bad my wife.. sister and
mother would feel if i ended my pain for good..
and bad the same.. Catch 22 from
hell and back
and hell
all around
my friend..
Perspective..
and i suppose i am
just as joyful as hell in
heaven that i can make this
FUCKING PAIN GO AWAY..
WITH WILL MY FRIEND.. AND WILL..
OF THE RELATIVE HUMAN FREE TYPE
IS THE MOST POWERFUL FUCKING MEDICINE
IN THE WORLD.. sure.. the higher power of God and
or nature in us same.. for those of we who find a
way to tap it.. make it real.. and practice
a healing way of life that has
no equal in the world
of medicine..
or whatever
that is weaker
than the power..
the potential of human
will.. Free Will is the Will
to control how one feels and senses
in mastery and integration of that whole..
And with that.. Heaven is now.. as it ends
and begins in how we feel and sense the
world at hand now.. with no one really
who can add anything to that
but challenge
and a
Win again..
for those who
master life.. my friend..
Anyway.. again.. there is
always hope even if one can
never feel that emotion when
there is WILL that NEVER EVER GIVES UP..
AND TO END HERE.. my great aunt Jettie
at 94.. as crooked and crippled as any
old person one might see..
with arthritis from
head to toe..
could make her
pain go away at 94 without
any drugs either.. she gave me
a hope of that potential umbrella
of life to me then.. and now it’s
open wide my friend
and the
rain of
pain never
stays now..
as Joy Lives with
Human Relative Free WiLL..:)

949

Well.. my friend after reading
the entire blog post beyond
what was on your Facebook page..
i can certainly see your truth here of
how hard it can be to connect to other human
beings in this brave new world we live in..
but nah.. i think you are far from
alone.. alone.. in this problem
of not having any intimate
friends in flesh and
blood life who
you can
share anything
with and be all of who
you are without personal
judgements against you once you
be you.. and after working eventually
25 years at the same place.. generally
speaking with the same folks.. generally
speaking.. with the last year and a half spent
in a leave status.. as i rarely ever did a sick
day.. and barely used my vacation days..
as workaholics real is what i was then..
working almost every Holiday for years..
all my friends i ever had were at
work.. working at a Cheers
like Military Bowling Center
for almost two decades
was a delight for
real.. as a person
on the Autism Spectrum
who wanted to connect oh so
bad.. but as soon as what ran
like a freight train out of my mouth
in flights of thoughts from A to Z..
that was that.. and sure
it was hard to find
friends for
many years..
but at work i could
smile with my contact
lens eyes and
pearly
white
teeth.. and that
was enough for folks
to smile back at me and that
was enough even if we never did
anything outside of work together..
sure.. my wife.. alWays my saving grace
from being oh so.. all alone too.. at home
my friend.. And when i left work.. sure.. i was
the commodity that lots of folks looked to.. to
help get the job done.. but close to zero contact
to the rest of humanity was what i had then for
66 months to come.. and i was too ill to really
connect to anyone anyway.. even if
they took the first step my
way.. my friend..
Anyway.. this ain’t
gonna help your flesh
and blood loneliness at
home.. and you don’t really
know me in flesh.. but it is fair enough
to say you touched my heart with
this story.. and i cared enough to
leave you this long note..
and sure.. i’m even
named a legend
by the general
dancing audience
in public now after
5555 miles of doing
that in the growing on
34 months now at the
end of this month since
i got well.. and my 101th
month celebration now since
i died as life.. but i still miss the eye to
eye connection that i no longer have with
shades my friend.. of Bowling Life then..
so i made up for it with words and
steps the best i can.. best wishes
to you.. just know that i can
relate and care about
your Feelings..
mY online
FriEnD..:)

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http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/06/umbrella-god-people-rain-free-verse.html

Dance Shirt for the 115th
week of Dancing at Old
Seville Quarter fUn
on Thursday night
is ‘LOL NOW
CRY L8R’
and generAlly
speaking.. Laughing
out Loud and Crying..
both.. are beneficial to
the hUman condiTioN..:)

Well.. yeah..
i guess i should
use a selfie flash..
as all that’s left in ‘this’
photo of me and A dancing
friend is the Cheshire Cat Smile..
and Jesus F. iN Christ.. the place
was almost crowded enough.. not
to be able to dance.. but i did.. of course..;)

And i suppose one might ask.. where Does
the Cheshire Cat get a smile that never leaves..
even after he or she dies.. if he or she cares enough
to leave a record of Love that can be freely shared for
perhaps a thousand or more years to come in server
way.. well for one thing.. to do it for free these
days with no expectation of materialistic
reward.. including followers.. likes and
shares in mega epic way..
one must have
and be the
liGht of Fearless Altruistic
Red Hot Unconditional Love
NEVER EVER JUST LUKE WARM..
O R C O L D AS COLD CAN BE…
and yes.. overall with a few written
exceptions in the New Testament per
swords for peace and even thinking
lusty thoughts is a sin.. the Jesus
is a very good role model for most folks
to walk in his shoes.. So when i say Jesus F. In Christ
or FucKinGod.. per me in Christ as F for Fred..
or sure Fred yoU seeK iN GoD.. yes that
is the eXtra cool word play of
turning old lemons that should
be sacred and holy anyway in terms
of lust and love.. to yes.. Sacred and Holy
words of i.. as i make it all holy and sacred
in liGht and dArk.. wHere no human is excluded
gentile.. Jew.. Mexican or Muslim.. male/servants/
female no more excluded all are FReED toGeTheR OnE..
yes Fred is Freed too.. in case ya ain’t got the nows
or propensity to wanna or will and can figure out
my Word Play that is eXxXtreme at nows..
so sure.. i’LL title this next Macro
Verse of the Longest Long Form
Poem eva of personal SonG
oF mY soUL.. aka mY
personal bible that is
4 times as long at least
than the entire old and new
testament bible and 40 times longer
than the Kuran.. ‘Jesus F iN Christ2 noW2’
as yes.. when i was a young man.. FeeLinG
outcast from society and down in the dumps and
afraid of stuff too.. including being oh.. oh.. so lonely
without Friends.. i could always find that friend in Jesus..
who was reported as an outcast too.. as sure there are lots
of outcast priests in the Catholic Church who did overall hone
in and scribe and sure in someways create the role model Jesus..
and they still do.. as every Sunday the Gospel that i have been
sharing here regularly for months now and will continue to
do.. they pick out the best parts of the bible.. old and
new.. and leave the violence.. raping.. and killing
little children of other tribes out.. and sure it’s
the same way the nice Muslims do too..
they pick and choose the good parts
and ignore the bad parts of killing..
raping.. and such as that of the
opposing non-believer tribes
they war against out in day to day
smiles of what one of my best online
Friends.. Muslim from Pakistan Rafiah
says as i WiLL quote here from Facebook
now with my response.. as Rafiah says

23 feels like 364675576… unsure emoticon..
yes in reference to her birthday on September
23.. where she will be 23 born in ’93.. then..

And i say..

It gets better..
wink emoticon

And she says..
Inshaa Allah
smile emoticon

And i say..

Yes..
God
WiLLinG
WitH
You
My FriEnD..
Rafiah.. noW..:)

And we continue to live
happily ever after.. as i go to
Catholic Church every Sunday and
she now celebrates Ramazan as a Muslim
for 30 days or so from June to July of 2016..
our common bond is Love and Rafiah is one
of the best examples of someone one could
say walks in the shoes of Jesus that i have ever
ever come across in my life.. including Himali
who was raised with Jainism.. and that
is why we are three best friends
as in practice we really
walk in the
shoes of
Jesus.. except me
as older fearless man
who has already faced death..
i am the one out of the group
who expresses much dissent over
what i believe is harming folks all over
the world.. and in my eYeS noW the sword
of Jesus is powerful authoritative learnED
words and the not the metal of steel that folks
live and die by now.. as is clearly the case still
all around the world in continuing wars that are
unjustified and terrorist attacks Jihad style in
response as protecting territory for
subsistence and common
cultural ways of
bonding as is what
humans do of course
as pARt of tHeir God
Given Nature as WeLL..
i seek in God to understand
WHY FOLKS DO THE THINGS
THEY DO.. SO I CAN BETTER
TOLERATE AND ACCEPT THEM
NO MATTER WHAT THEIR DIFFERENCES
MAY BE FROM MINE.. AND TO UNDERSTAND
AS WHAT I ALWAYS SAY IS THE ANSWER TO
THE WORLDS PROBLEMS IN MOVING.. CONNECTING..
AND CREATING WAYS.. particularly touchy.. feely..
warm creative parental and child play like
the child who is carried to the breast
in carrier as the indigenous
peoples did/do when they
do/did gather the berries
of the wild.. science
proves this out too..
in the following linked study
as shared by Facebook Friend
Suzanne.. as linked here again..
with the most important paragraphs
highlighted here.. in quoted way.. now..:)

New Study: Extravagant Affection in Infancy Leads to Healthier, Happier, More Relational & Moral Adults

The title says new study indicates extravagant affection in infancy leads to healthier
happier.. more relational moral adults.. and sure i’m thinking no shit Sherlock
ya had to have a study to kNow this.. what the FucK… aren’t
humans.. human anymore.. and here are
the most important
findings of
all..

“Narvaez says..

Parents should hold, touch and rock their babies and children and be responsive to their needs.
“What parents do in those early months and years are really affecting the way the brain is going to grow the rest of their lives,” explains Narvaez, “so lots of holding, touching and rocking. that is what babies expect. They grow better that way. And keep them calm, because all sorts of systems are establishing the way they are going to work. If you let them cry a lot, those systems are going to be easily triggered into stress. We can see that in adult hood — that people that are not cared for well, tend to be more stress reactive and they have a hard time self calming.”
Narvaez say free play inside and outside is important.
It is also important that children have a positive,
warm environment inside the home.

“That they feel like they belong — they are part of the family unit or the neighborhood community and part of that is to have a lot of activities that you do together,” says Narvaez, who recommends going to the park or playing a game rather than spending time on a smartphone or in front of a TV.

And for those parents that need a break, Narvaez says a community of caregivers is important. That means grandparents, aunts and uncles and friends should play an active role.
“We need to, as a community support families so they can give children what they need,” says Narvaez, “we really didn’t evolve to parent alone. Our history is to have a community of caregivers to help — the village, so that when mom or dad needs a break, there is someone there who is ready to step in.”

“The research also showed that when children weren’t given things like affection, free play and a warm home environment, they turned into adults with decreased social and moral capacities.”

So sure the start of real Good Cop Jesus
walking in the shoes of altruism
starts with touchy feely Loving
parents.. who make life one
of moving.. connecting
creating warm and
fuzzy
play..
from wake
to sleep..
and when my Grandmother
on the paternal side told my mother
in the nursery that my Grandmother.. ugh..
actually ran as her money making business..
Helen.. you cannot pick up that crying child and
hold him.. if you expect that child not to grow
to be a spoiled brat.. as sure the estrogen
dripped off my mother’s fair and
lovely face.. where she was
disgusted that
my Grandmother
could feel no more love
than that for a crying child
in warm and holding touchy
feely loving ways.. and sure
the vicious cycle obviously goes
on.. as while my father was dam
sure fearless enough with a mom
raising him like her.. sure this one of the
reasons he told my mother she would have
to get a job to make some big bucks if he was gonna
stay.. as money was more FucKinG important than
raising a child at home.. and okay.. this is where
Muslim/Indian cultures are still better in some
ways than American cultures
as they do promote the
Mother staying
home with
the child
at ages 0 to 3..
and hopefully they are
treated with Love in their
marriage so they will be able
to do the same for their child
as Rafiah says Inshaa Allah
that means God Willing..
as God Willing does
mean God Willing
as Nature evolves
as God in us
and not
just an external
Force somewhere
else not directly connected
to us.. so yeah.. while terrorist
activities in Jihad way are a dirty
dark part of their culture no less
than unjustified wars from the
US side that kills over 100K
innocent Muslim folks..
and there are
lots of other
human rights
issues.. it is a big
plus that social roles
are as they are too now
in gender way.. where usually
the mother gets to raise the child
with touchy feely ways of being..
in play as well.. with less technology
than we have today.. and sure that is
changing.. it does explain why Rafiah..
and yes Himali.. and sure as for decades
folks referred to me.. at work and such
with the general church public saying..
Fred.. you are the best example
of a Christian i have ever seen…
weLL.. the truth is.. my mother when
she raised me was then the best example
of the good cop Jesus who ever walked
the earth too.. with a tear in my eye now..
nah.. it is not the bully boys in church and
mosques that make the difference or the husbands
who beat their wives here or over there.. it is as
alWays the Mother mostly and the way the culture
raises the child as a village that says whether
or not another Good Cop altruistic Jesus
will come again into the world..
so in Catholic Church
when i see the remaining
M O T H E R’s L O V E..
glowing estrogen fair/dark sKin
more giving Loving hugs to five..
six children more.. who are stay
at home mom’s i always kNew this
to be true that this was/is the best way
to create a new Jesus now.. and since the
60’s and the pill.. no matter how hard a pill
of Nature it is to swallow now.. our culture is at
least as FucKeD uP as Muslim cultures and in some ways
more.. in producing adults who don’t give a FucK about
other adults.. and with the exception of the ignorance about
why people are different.. including homosexuals in Muslim
cultures.. and all the discrimination.. and killing in suicide
bombings and such as that.. there are those
Rafiah Jesus’ that still do walk the
earth over there too.. and
the HImali’s of India..
where gender roles
allow more women to stay
at home with children.. but sure
that is changing too.. the best thing
my mother did for me.. like it or not..
is stay home with me from ages 0 to 3..
as that my friends.. is why you and yours
may see a smile from me online as Cheshire
does in dark of death.. when altruism comes alive
in Jesus online
F. iN Christ2 NoW..:)

But yes.. as alWays there
IS A dArk and liGht side.. sHades
of grey.. and hues of colors in all
philosophy and science too.. if
all human cultures continued
to BE able to reproduce like
this.. we would destroy
the earth species.. as
we simply consume
too much..
so..
as strange
as it may seem
all the suffering and
misery we see around the
world in ways of cold hearted
selfish people are leading to fewer
human beings overall.. where science
even shows that in a few decades the
earth’s population will peak out..
and perhaps fewer species
will continue to go
extinct as the
footprint of human
in numbers at least
becomes somewhat
stabilized on the earth..
when one looks at the biggest
picture of earth coming back from
space it is clear as Mother Nature God Pie
that human cultures as whole are cancer
upon the Earth as living God whole
here.. and you know what..
my life would surely
be more warm
and fuzzy
in an extended
village raising a family
as i am a very nurturing person
like my mother too.. as learnEd
man from birth too.. but nah.. God
has other plans for me.. as humans
have a responsibility to God oF aLL
in altruistic way of not just ensuring our
comfortable survival but the comfortable survival
in empathy of all of God’s evolving continuing creation
now.. jUsT now.. and that is the complicated pArts
of Pie iN GOD existence.. orchestrating the
entire symphony oF
whole God Play to
work in as GOD
little pARts
of Play
in adding
Verses of Help
to God’s WHOLE PLAY..
SO I WORK.. I CONTINUE
TO WORK FOR GOD WHOLE..
as just another Jesus F. iN Christ2 noW..
oNline2..:)

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“He who possesses art and science has religion;
he who does not possess them, needs religion.”

~~ Johann Wolfgang von Goethe ~~

True..

“Nature is not cruel, it is, pitilessly, indifferent.
This is one of the hardest lessons for humans to learn.
We cannot admit that things might be neither good nor evil, neither
cruel nor kind, but simply callous
— indifferent to all suffering,
lacking all purpose.”

~~ Richard Dawkins ~~

Patently False
for humans who
are fully human
and not missing
half of the Altruistic
pie of Unconditional
Love that make humans
the most successful primate
of reproducing a primate species..
as science shows now.. as WeLL..

Supporting evidence that
Richard Dawkins has no
real soul as Nature
provides
a human
being
with Altruistic
Love as science also
shows now.. fails when
the scientist is born with two
high powered working parents
with not much time for touchy feely
warm Love play.. and the little lover
becomes a little professor.. instead.. too..
Yes.. science has finally provided evidence
that the Refrigerator parent theory is real
and ever present.. also truly associated
with the rise of so many people
who fail in full flesh
and blood
reciprocal
social communication..
in Loving.. Caring.. ways
of the altruistic human at its
best iN totally caring ways of
Nature best as manifest
in human
with
yes.. Loving
caring.. touchy
feely.. moving..
connecting
creating
arms of
a village raising
that child from birth..

And here’s Richard’s other
famous Twitter Quote
in response
to his
young
parent
Twitter
question…

And i quote..

“nYourFaceNewYorker @InYourFaceNYer
@RichardDawkins @AidanMcCourt.. I honestly
don’t know what I would do if I were pregnant with
a kid with Down Syndrome. Real ethical dilemma.”

Richard says in Twitter response..

@InYourFaceNYer

“Abort it and try again.
It would be immoral to bring it into
the world if you have the choice.”

Richard.. truly one of many
impoverished humans
with less than
half a soul
to suggest that
a smile on a Down’s
Syndrome Child is
not as FucKinG
important
as getting
rid of religions
that do support
the golden rule
of Love.. there’s a lot
of dirty water in religions..
some that kill.. some that
discriminate.. some that
torture.. and many
that fear
and
hate..
but the problem
there is the same as
always.. a select few who
were not provided touchy feely
Love from birth as the village at
best raises a child.. and that still is
reflected everywhere.. in big black
books and scientists who fall far
short from having
a full
and Loving..
caring altruistic
soul that is real
as a Mother’s hug
for a child who is not her own
but is all’s own.. as altruistic Love does..
when watered as Garden from Birth..:)

Every day of my mother’s Life
of Caring Love makes Richard
a FucKinG ignorant Liar as Nature
is only as cold and indifferent like
Richard in Humans now STiLL
or Rich in Love.. Truth iN LiGht
in human beings.. as not watering
a Garden of Love.. will make.. vs..
human relative free will of GroWinG
that Love so tall.. that not even Nature..
God or whatever one may
call that Force.. at its
greatest
challenge
can make
that child give up..
And that my friend
is real magic.. Human Natural Love GroWN..
that is never ever indifferent NoW@allREALitY..:)

Humans are part of
Nature.. some of them
care with meaning
and purpose
alWays
now..
it is not
illusion or a God delusion..
it is real.. so noW in common
logical terms with common
sense too.. Richard
IS A FucKinG idiot..
but we will let him
live.. as we
can tolerate
him.. with
sMiLes..
grins
and giggles
against humanity’s
ignorance of what Love
can be when nourished from Birth..
on the continuing Unconditional
Love OF A Smile of a Down’s
adult who pays
it forward noW
SPreading
with
Love of
THAT smile that
grows to potentially
as butterfly affect of
real effect saves the FucKinG
human species whole WITH LOVE.. iN pARt…
as grains of sand.. all oF it counts
to hold uP a potential
Mountain
of Human
LoVE..
i can feel this
sTiLL around the World..
and that my friend is why
i have hope.. ’cause Love
is real.. and never ever
indifferent
WHEN REAL..
AS HUMANS CAN
AND WILL DO BEST..
IF THAT GARDEN IS
WATERED
FROM
BIRTH
AND THEN ON..
in smiles of a Down’s
child too.. my FriEnD..
IN my mind Richard is not
much different than Adolph Hitler..
he just doesn’t have any political pull…
to enforce his Eugenics Rule.. except
for those who he can convince that are
FucKinG noT human enough to figure it out on tHeir own..:)

I have a cousin who was destined to have a healthy child
but her God fearing parents forced her into a heavy
handed decision to abort the child.. truly
sad as my cousin wanted the baby..
but mom and dad had
the TRUMP card then..
as it didn’t fit the
overall family plan..

Then my cousin had a child
who was profoundly disabled.. not
much different than a Down’s child
and my cousin Loved that child just
as much as my mother loved me from birth
as well.. and that child is a young woman now
who is a happy blessing to all who she meets
in the world now.. helping her father in his
business the best she can too..
Love
is REAL
WHEN PRACTICED..
BOTTOM LINE MY FRIEND..
FEARLESS AND UNCONDITIONAL..
NEVER INDIFFERENT IN THE HUMAN
BEING WHO IS NATURALLY GROWN THIS WAY..

Some people suck but sure there
is usually a reason
for that
somewhere
in the garden
of Love that
wasn’t watered
with love sAMe..:)

LOVE OVERCOMES..
TRUMP’S OVERCOMB..;)

4734

Ah.. the rises and pitfalls of being
a social animal with an opposable
prehensile thumb capable of writing
a written language.. thereby.. recording collective
intelligence.. and creating culture in all its heterogenous
and homogenous ways of sames and differences noW
in one melting pot of what is.. hmm.. well.. science
shows that some folks are more liberal and not
afraid of change.. the nomads as it were and
is still for some.. and there are others who
are more closed minded and tend
to love more the
cautious ways
of staying
same..
excellent Video
in Ted talk YouTube
way by Jonathan Haidt:

‘The moral roots of liberals
and conservatives’ that provides
evidence that these differences among
humans are innate and Universal
across species.. and this of
course means there
are some very
unhappy
folks
in both
San Francisco
and Center of Saudia
Arabia.. where these innate
differences do not match
the culture at hand
and sometimes
forced at
the hand
of culture
that is… hmm..
nice to have a choice
to move at least.. and sometimes
much easier said than done.. even
in the Paradise wHere i live
in overall
Nature
way.. my friend..
anyWay.. it’s kinda predictable
that ‘this vote’ was almost split down
the middle.. and while i generally understand
that it is somewhat of a conservative vs liberal
issue.. it gets complicated like it does in the U.S.
as of course there are concrete reasons why
some people are more afraid of others
than others are..
for example
i am not afraid
of the weathered black
man who walks the parking
lot of bars.. as i too.. walk like
the weathered Tiger who has
fought tooth and nail to live..
there is a non-spoken respect
in male way of that that some folks
have no idea exists if they haven’t been
on both sides of the coin.. my friend..
it’s called privilege.. both innate now
and earned.. in yes.. nature.. nurture
including challenge too.. and sure.. the outcast
understands better once he or her is secure in his
fate.. the other outcasts who are lost and alone where
her or he were before.. the fact is as evolution shows.. generally..
primates like humans who are social live best in generally
speaking homogenous groups where most everyone
looks and behaves the same.. and that can
range from a Bonobo free for all love in..
to a covered mosque from head
to toe.. but yes.. it is part
of the social animal
nature to
adhere
to social
rules as generally
speaking too.. in all the history
of humankind now too.. to be outcast
historically meant to frigging literally starve to
death.. be beaten.. tortured and killed and that
remains the solid truth still in some countries now..
i stand on the side of freedom wherever she blows..
however.. i live in a nice homogenous neighborhood
where generally speaking everyone fears hell.. has guns..
and generally speaking will not kill their neighbor over fear
of both God and State.. and then there are others who kill
for God over both fear of God and state as same.. a
strange brew we humans are when we
live in big countries and
are no longer
same..
but the
truth is.. deep
down we never were..
some of us must conform
and now.. some of us no longer
have to.. and we go it alone with
strong dissent as the same infrastructure
of society that causes wars.. is the same
infrastructure of society that allows freedom..
as always a mix of dArk and liGht but sure if
God came to Earth he or her would have to
be a Devil’s advocate for all ’causes as to be
the advocate of humankind whole is never to be the same..
in either what the other considers as daRk and ligHt.. i have
full freedoms in life.. there is nothing that i desire that i do not
have.. and for the rest there really is no choice but live and let
live or die as is.. but sure.. i dissent as any Epic Devil’s Advocate
Will do
my friend..
as these days
we can get away
with it and even smile..
on and on and on..with
a Devil’s
secret
grin..
the fAct NoW thAT
we can is worth a smile
in my way.. my friend.. to
smile for standing tall for
who and what you are and
to be able to fully express that
IS A rather new and exciting way
of Being human different.. wHeRe this
human experiment goes next.. will never
ever
be
the same
for that reason
and that reason allone..
D I S S E N T is POSSIBLE..
wHere all humans revel free..
long live the dissenters on both
sides as they be who
they
be
now..
same as different…
Living on the ‘Wrong Planet’
online where there were very
few dogs and most all cats
who thought and felt
different.. WAS the
most excellent
place to
stARt
to be a
most epic
Devil’s advocate
my friEnd.. oh the
dissent.. oh the beauty
of dissent.. and mostly
moreover all the change
that comes WITH DISSENT.. MY FRIEND..
ON BOTH SIDES NOW OF INNATE HUMAN NATURE/NUTURE..
and YES2..The full spectrum of ‘tween beyond Rainbow sHades too..:)

5608

i just came
here to say
hi.. i Love
you friEnd..
juSt ’cause
i can.. and i
want to.. SMiLes..:)

5628

AS i continue to write this
680th Macro Verse of the
Longest Long Form noW
poem ‘eva.. approaching
4 million words totaL Now..
as SonG oF mY soUl that
iS also my own personal bible..
as i kinda know what the other
one says by heArt and have heard
it God.. so many times beFore but true
the esoteric hidden teachings of the New
Testament in conjunction with hidden Gnostic
found Gospel Text.. like the Gospel of Thomas
in ’59.. makes a story that makes much more hidden
occult and esoteric sense.. with mystery revealed on how
to attain heaven now.. not just the fAct that it is possible to
attain now but like a camel going through A eye of needle tHeRe
is work to do to get there.. but as is the case in cultures of old to
go this way of the different instead of same.. means deep metaphor
with hidden meanings that the literal minds that do not interpret right
hemisphere brain ways of being.. will not get too offended about iT and
FucKinG literally kill you for doing something new and so exciting in
finding and practicing heaven now.. for example.. in studying the
thousands of years hidden
text of Gospel of
Thomas it is plain
to see that sacred marriage
is the combining of the above so
below in duality of opposites.. including
the divine feminine and masculine marriage within
each human being.. nah.. Jesus wasn’t even about
some paper of marriage.. he was about becoming
balanced as human being.. in all aspects
of Yin and Yang existence as the
Easterners further than the
middle east in South
Desi way did
say then
as well..
in Asia fuller
ways of being then…
yes.. it does look like overall..
Jesus was more of a humble esoteric
occult teaching Yogi.. of the mysteries
of human existence in balance one..
with Nature whole.. however.. of
course he did not write a God
dam thing in his life.. so
after 40 years
of oral tradition
whether we have any
words of the myth and
legend of what Constantine
and the Catholic Cohorts and
Roman Empire whole to expand
with Mithra Sun god religion as Soldier
Sun God of Universe whole.. so Constantine
could erect a Sun-God-like monolithic statue
himself and be worshipped in megalomaniac way
then.. as folks like TRUMP DO LOVE TO DO FOR
THOSE WHO SWALLOW THE SAME HOOK..
LINE AND SINKER OF SNAKE
OIL SAME
SAME
SAME
SAME.. SOMETHINGS
DONT’ CHANGE THAT
MUCH BUT THEY STILL
DO.. WHO WHO WHO..
YES.. everyone too…
nah.. if THAT JESUS CAME
TODAY.. NO ONE IN SO-CALLED
NEW CHRISTIAN CHURCHES WOULD
GIVE HIM MUCH RESPECT.. AND NOT REALLY
LIKELY EVEN A SECOND LOOK BUT DISGUST OF
WELL.. YOUR ARE HERE.. BUT WE ARE NOT
GOING TO HOLD YOUR WEIRD
AND DIFFERENT
HAND..
OR GIVE
YOU HUGS
OR NOTHING
LIKE that so Jesus
would have to shake that
sand off his bare feet/sandals
or ignore tHeir outcasting looks..
and other ways of non-verbal language
from head to toe.. of dissent for change still..
as same as way way back then.. per the
Legend of what could potentially be
as myth as well as the original
dude named
Yeshua.. Jesus
or whatever who
simply moreover
supported the same
Golden Rule as Buddha
unknown apparently to him..
or perhaps that is the way it
eventually got in the big black
book somehow.. still attributed
to a man named Jesus now whoever
he fully was then.. anyway.. bottom line
is back in those days you didn’t dissent
from the norm without actually SUFFERING
SERIOUS CONSEQUENCES UP TO TORTURING
DEATH.. and that is the reason Christianity continued
to grow as whole.. as it was enforced by consequence
where it stayed and grew.. no different than still the
Muslim way that on the one hand says there is no
compulsion for religion but on the other hand
will cut off your hands and more
if you dissent in some cases
and go another
religion n0w
or non-religious
way.. of simple
human God given
inherent rights of
Freedom.. for Independence
day now.. and not two thousand
years later on a Theater screen
still.. where so many
humanS in
reaLITy
StiLL NoW
are impriSoNed
for who and what
they reAlly could be
in much fuller human potential
if set free from the chains of same
of Centuries old still… ugh. God dam..
i’M glad i AM an American.. as i can
be free and just do it in SUPER EPIC
WAY.. WITH THE SUPPORT OF GOOGLE
TOOLS like Blogger Blogs and
youTube Free.. Search
Engines that help
peruse the real
continuing.. ETc..
unabridGinG gRoWinG
bible of human eYes and
eaRs.. FeelinGs.. Senses..
aLL eTc.. all around we now
forevermorenow.. oh.. so cool..
OUTSTANDING NOW TO LIVE
REAL IN THIS LITTLE SLIVER
OF HEAVEN IN FULL DARK AND
LIGHT UNIVERSE AND BEYOND NOW
JUST NOW.. yes.. free iN TrUth and liGht..
and sure if we have altruistic love REAL AS
OUR HEART.. OUR SPIRIT EXPRESSING
HEART REAL AS MIND AND BODY SOUL
IN BALANCE WE WILL DO WHATEVER WE
CAN TO HELP ALL OTHER HUMANS REACH
THEIR GOD GIVEN HUMAN FREE POTENTIALS
ONE AND
SAME AS
ALL IN GLOBAL
MANIFEST GOD
EYES AS WE AND
THE REST OF NATURE TOO..:)

6507

Oh art.. from the beGiNinG.. so LonG…
of hUman noW.. you SinG so sweet Now
thE dreAMs of God within.. ah.. SonG..
DancE.. and poeTry of HeARt sAMe
iN Words oF spiRit eXpreSsinG
iNner EmoTions Free.. seNses
aLL otHeR FeeLinGs oF BeinG
uNleashed and reLeased NoW
iN metaphor
oF Quantum
noW…NeW
yeS.. head
gAMes too.. as somE
of wE aRe arT FeeLeRs
more than system thinKers..
as science scribes observable
realiTy in systemizing way.. but Art
SinGs.. aLL art froM MusicK to SonG
to literature to theater and yes MTV2…
A SonG.. A DancE.. iN PoeTry oF MorE..:)

Anyway.. born as a Hyperlexic late
speaker precious reading child
interpreting all symbols
of the Environment
in input morEover
out put way for
close to
5 decades
too.. IT’S NICE
TO GET IT ALL OUT..
as behind these eYes
a UniVersE oF a Life Experience
of input potential and realized possibilities
from birth to now.. iN total synergistic
human individual affect and effect
IS A Brand New experiment
iN those of us just old
enough and
just young
enough
to tale
it aLL as givers
WiLL do like no other
Aeon of Humankind to
date.. as the input.. simply
was NOT AVAILABLE back
then.. and there are ways to
SUPER GET IT OUT.. TOOLS
OF THE MODERN AGE OF
TRANSHUMANISM WAY..
wHere the machines
become our
slaves
and humans
are no longer
slaves in a singularity
of giving sharing way..
also kNown and feLt
wHole as online GroWinG
more as unaBridGinG hUmAN
Bible as seconds synergistically
become forevernow.. iN server way..
THerE is noThing to be afraid of Free..
iN.. uNless one enJoys a priSonPlaneT
of Ignorance in fear of dArk and cynicism
of new ways of HUman Freedom’s LiGht
And TrUth oNly dreAmed oF beFore iN Chains..:)

6802

Yeah.. after experiencing 9 on the list
and 10 more.. some that are so rare
spell checker cannot spell.. i can relate..
And sure i’ll copy and paste this from
Friend Glenn’s page even though
he was not the originator of
the message
alone..
Yes.. Invisible
illnesses.. disorders..
and the such are among
the hardest challenges of life
to deal with as the empathy of
others is often invisible as well..
for those who do not live in invisible HELL…

“Coming from personal experience. To those who don’t
know the whole story. Until you have walked in our shoes
and have felt the pain we feel, keep your cruel comments
and opinions to yourself. Ignorant people can be so cruel!!
I’m posting to stop people from mocking and laughing at people
for things beyond their control… Not one of my Facebook friends
will copy and paste (but I am counting on a true family
member or friend to do it). If you would be there
for me no matter what then copy
and paste this. I’m doing this
to prove a friend wrong that
someone is always listening. I care.
Hard to explain to someone who has no clue.
It’s a daily struggle being in pain or feeling sick
on the inside while you look fine on the outside.
Please put this as your status for at least 1 hour if
you or someone you know has an invisible illness
(IBS, Crohn’s, PTSD, Addiction, Alzheimer, Anxiety,
Arthritis, Cancer, Heart Disease, Bipolar, Depression,
Diabetes, Lupus, Fibromyalgia, MS, AS, ME, , Epilepsy,
hereditary angioedema , Migraines, Hashimotos, AUTISM,
Borderline personality disorder, M.D., D.D.D., CFS, Histiocytosis,
O.D.D, A.D.H.D, RSD, RA (rheumatoid arthritis ) PBC, RLS ,COPD,
MCAS, EDS etc.)
Never judge.
For those who don’t know
how to copy and paste on FB…
hold your finger on this post until
you see copy, hit copy then go to status,
hit status a new page comes up, hit into
the white part and paste will show up and you’re done.”

7132

And per last note/Facebook status thingie..
The photo collage below that wife Katrina made
me for Father’s day.. included a couple of blog posts ago..
without specific mention made per the photo.. is from the
Fall of 2009.. where my Uncle took me to see
my Father and his twin brother.. as there
was no way in hell i could drive to
Tallahassee.. so we had a quick
lunch.. and nah.. no real
indication i have 19 invisible
disorders in this photo.. including
the experience of the worst pain known
to humankind.. with a grin pasted on..
baring my teeth.. without shades..
tolerating light long enough to
look like a ‘normal’ person
without shades in
a family photo..
that yes.. i’m using here
as case study evidence for
what was said in the previous
Facebook status.. and this was actually
technically a few months after i officially
retired disabled from Government Federal
Service with 25 years of actual paid active
service.. of which the last year and a half..
was in a paid sick leave and annual
leave status.. as i rarely ever took
a sick day in the 23 years before
i got sick.. or even visited a
Doctor once.. as i was the
epitome of health before
never ending chronic
two years then of
flight or fight work
related stress
almost took
my life totally away
and made 66 months of
Living invisible hell as real
as hell can get.. even technically
one can say on the scale of pain
worse than what can be burning fire..
Anyway.. i Loved to work.. and used to
have dreams that i could do any kind of
work as for the first 33 months.. i could not
use my eyes and ears effectively for anything
without intolerable pain.. and finally tolerating
extreme pain looking at a computer screen with
light turned all the way down in brightness
and contrast.. a few inches from the
screen as prescription lens focus
only intensified the pain..
to intolerable levels..
so yeah.. i did that
in writing millions of
words for pain escape..
yes.. for 33 more months
then in a total of 66 months
before the God of Nature took
all the pain away at the end of
July 2013.. on or about the 22nd
of that month as is still complete
in written blog record of course
too.. everything in remission
for Doctor’s purposes except
for the Autism in Asperger’s
way and Bi-Polar Disorder
that went undiagnosed most
of my life that i have dealt
with mostly in extreme
lows and a few periods
of uncomfortable highs
after long periods of flight
or fight stress in school and
work.. i work like an Olympic
Athlete to stay balanced.. and can
do it as long as i am the one in control
of my life.. and not many folks can understand
this challenge unless you have walked in shoes
as incredible as mine.. in both liGht and DArk of LiFe..
Seriously.. not likely that many folks have survived
the invisible hell.. i for one did for 66 months..
as i could not find even one person online
who even had experienced type two
Trigeminal Neuralgia from
wake to sleep at
any time
at all..
it’s really
lonely when
you are the
only one who
can relate to your
own living hell as death as life..
But i never gave up.. AND I’M HERE..
iN SUPER EPIC FucKinG Style.. for
the REAsON OF REAL HELL AND HEAVENow..:)

7704

Hi Leah..
first of all.. like to say
i received both of your emails..
a day late from Germany.. but never
the less received them.. this time on the
first try.. with sMiLes.. and ah.. you’ve brought
to my attention several of my special interests..
the weather and how that affects happiness
and overall distress… as well as work
and politics which of course are
all interconnected in ways..
as where the weather is
mild and comfortable
in general of course people
are happier with less distress..
more likely to socially cooperate..
and if they are so-called ‘savage
enough’.. they will even dance naked
freely around a comfortable fire and
sea breeze at night.. ah the potential
bliss of the human condition.. all
covered up in some places too..
But the human condition as
nicely illustrated in a Ted
talk by Jonathan Haidt
on YouTube that i will
share with you again..
if i haven’t already shared
it before.. says it all in terms
of human internal conservative
and liberal weather in nature way..
of open vs closed minded thinking
and doing life in exploring the liberal new
or staying the same conservative way of life..

And then add in the difficulty that modern global economics
continues to bring of Machine and Information Technology
doing what humans used to do as comfy life-long social
roles in jobs that are now done by the machines that
replace human ways of body and mind by
Information technology where humans no
longer need apply as nicely addressed
in this video that i may have shared
with you before.. too.. at least
if you saw it on
my blogs..

Anyway.. these dreams and fears
some folks have of a New World global
order.. are not a part of human nature
at core.. and the UK exit from the
European Union phenomenon
mostly as polls show still
over fears of migration
of African American
and now Syrian
Muslims..
same as the
fears of conservative
leaning folks here in the
U.S. about Mexicans and
Muslims in a change that is
too much for them to handle
in ways of fears that their social
roles and freedoms of same may now
have to change.. change.. change.. oh
lots of change.. so hard on conservative
leaning ways of nature and nurture of
human beings.. and that increases with
age.. but not necessarily as the mind and
body that continues to adapt to challenge now
and change in the environment over a lifetime
doesn’t stagnate as much into a closed minded
and body way of being.. Einstein.. a great organic
specimen.. as well as study of his organic brain
after death showed no visible signs of so-called
aging.. and of course the physical effects of
exercising an entire life accommodating
much challenge like swimming across
a bay towing 60 boats behind a
person in age decade of the
60’s is well documented
in case studies like
Jack LaLanne.. the
father of the gym
rat age in the United States..
an incredible individual for case
study.. who died at age 96 from
basically refusing to go to the doctor
early enough with pneumonia.. sure
a life of feeling bullet proof as the regular
pasty middle-aged football watching mall
sitting pot-bellied 50 year-old can be ran
around circles by a 70 year old man who
keeps the wild side up to speed as nature
will have with all wild things.. who must
work to eat in sTiLL.. both mind and body
balance way.. across the life span..
and yeah.. in my personal
experience.. a lead life
guard i managed
from behind
a computer
at work
with my belly
leaning more and
more over my belt then..
as Athletic Director in
Federal service way
at the Navy Station..
much more than now me
at close to 30 Lbs heavier
than then.. as Ape vs..
domesticated
human me
then.. more
yes.. MORE Now..
anyWay.. this lead life
guard at 65 years of age..
did ballet and construction
work.. a Vietnam Vet.. and
retired Parole Officer after
30 years at that and no.. not
a body builder dude.. but he could
dam sure out swim and outrun every
dam college sitting student life guard
out of the late teens to early twenties
group.. and this guy was the most balanced
and smiley happy guy i had ever seen for a 65 year
old dude.. and it reminds me of his fellow 65 year old
maintenance worker who was a retired master chief
in the Navy.. who used to say he needs to act
like a 65 year old man.. he acts like he’s
still a God Dam teen.. but the fact
was he had more energy than
a ‘normal’ teen today..
and a secret i was
yet to earn..
in doing the
same without lessons
in ballet and martial arts
like dance.. where Gravity is
now my best friend.. and i Fucking
float on land like a bird out of a cage..
and i have the advantage.. as i ain’t doing
this for a competition like the lead life guard
did in theatrical position of ballet.. just for fun..
just for Jonathan Seagull joy to see just how much
higher i can fly than the now before.. as everyday i
innately.. instinctually.. and intuitively.. earn and learn
a new move.. i never FELT BEFORE.. and that is key..
FelT.. AS FEELINGS THAT ARE ALWAYS SENSORY IN
NATURE AS WE FEEL THE SENSE OF IT.. ARE
EMOTIONS SAME.. WHERE MOST FOLKS
THINK EMOTIONS ARE IN THE
HEAD AND NOT FROM
HEAD TO TOE..
and the truth and
light is Emotions and
Senses swim from head to toe..
and can be like the water and
the air.. of bird and fish in human
same.. AND YES.. this is where only
poetry can describe the bliss i feel.. my
friend Leah.. out of a cage and aquarium
into air and water same.. so yes.. in just 34
months of doing this.. i have attained a state
of happiness.. that only Yogi’s and such as that
have worked for in instruction way and lessons
all their life.. my advantage is leaving all mechanical
cognition away.. and getting in touch with the source..
the force.. that is all God inside.. outside.. above.. so
below and all around.. AND NOW after chilling in a
100 degree day.. back in ’07 with Dysautonomia..
which is the ‘anti-christ’ way of being
of a modern Yogi today.. as my
central nervous system
was shot.. and
could no longer
even flow the
blood around my
body in heart rate..
and blood pressure balanCinG SteAM
so oh my God.. i hated all weather then
’cause i could not integrate any senses
or regulate emotions or even experience
hardly any emotions at all.. MORE THAN
JUST A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN.. A HUMANITY
BREAKDOWN ONE AND SAME AS A DIRECT RESULT
OF A FUCKING SOCIETY AND JOB GONE INSANE WHERE
i was slave to both the mechanical cognition of computers
and the social requirements to supervise anywhere from
30 to 130 employees.. depending on if i was filling in for
the Department head too.. or helping him do the
fine details of his job too.. the same administrative
office.. use to have 40 or so employees down
to 4 or 5.. and the big square brain
with screen of extension of me
sitting on my desk 24 inches
from my eyes.. 8 hours a
day.. of sitting
human
hell..
where there
was no Fucking
escape from all the
stresses coming from
all directions everyday..
anyway.. i wasn’t cut out for
that and i really don’t think most
any human iS in terms of social and
mechanical cognition multi-tasking
every work day all day long.. so yes..
as you relate about a book talking
to happiness being a vocation..
Happiness is my way of life
now.. and i find it in
moving.. connecting
and creating..
just the
way i like
to do it.. no more
and no less than the sweet
spot of now.. and you know there
are two extremes of human personalities
the schizoid type that one could see in that
guy ‘Fnord’ on the Wrong Planet that expressed
little to no human emotion or magical thinking
on the Wrong Planet.. and that Woman
‘Cockney Rebel’ who literally/figuratively
imagined that she
was actually
Cockney
Rebel.. but she
could express emotions
and emotionally connect to
people where that was totAlly
out of Fnord’s Ball park of human
being.. AND OF COURSE HE BELITTLED
anyone with imaginary beliefs.. but the
difference and bottom line is.. they were..

happy in their life.. MUCH MUCH MUCH
MORE THAN HE WAS BOTTOM LINE..
for people who scoff at human
creativity.. they must have
never experienced the
joy that human
imagination and
creativity can
bring in moving..
connecting and overall
creative ways of being human..
i remember still clearly when i lost
all my emotions but fear and constant
adrenaline response to stresses of life
that eventually made life one big
stress of death as life..
Baker acted
after close to
40 days with
no sleep on suicide
watch.. so Fucking exhausted
and dead inside beyond what i could
ever humanly imagine was possible..
and watching the schizophrenics in there
with their imaginary lives and grins
from ear to ear.. and being
so fucking jealous
that i wasn’t
fucking crazy
like that too..
and so fucking logical
in fucking hell then that
i had to find someway to kill
myself to escape all the pain..
Well.. with great effort i’ve earned
my way to crazy with exquisite logical
control.. and i’ll never go back to sane
as long as i am the one in mastery of
regulations of my emotions and integration
of my senses.. as i always feel like i’m on top
of the world.. never wear anything but shorts
in 18 degree weather and can stand any
temperature extreme where some folks
say Florida is one of the hottest
uncomfortable feeling places
of all in combination
of humidity
and heat together
around 100 degrees
mostly in Summer heat
index too.. BOTTOM LINE MY
FRIEND IS HUMAN POTENTIAL
IS CRAZY GOOD FOR THOSE BRAVE
ENOUGH TO PURSUE IT AND BECOME
SUPERMEN AND WOMEN TOO.. no different
than Jack LaLanne.. or the lead life guard where
i worked.. Too Fucking amazing for other folks to
see genius from head to toe.. and that’s the
thing.. almost everyone on the Wrong
Planet thought they were so fucking
smart.. ’cause they had one
type of IQ overall that was
verbal.. with no idea that
Standard IQ is mostly a cultural
invention over the last century or so..
and before that life was fucking magicK
from head to toe.. in a dreamtime of real
among our smart head to toe ancestors..
per the American Indians.. and
still the folks in South
American Rain
Forests today..
who are named
as the Invisible People
as they and Nature sAMe
as God ARE ONE ARE ONE
and SO ALIVE.. AND FREE..
NEO IS REAL.. WHEN HE OR SHE
EARNS HIS WAY FREE FROM A PLACE
WHERE HUMANS NO LONGER NEED APPLY
WHERE THE LEFT AND RIGHT FIGHT FOR WHAT’S
LEFT OF SOCIAL roles today.. two-spirit Sacred
Clown/Warrior/Shaman IS Always open to apply
but one must earn/APPLY tHeir individual
way in a vision quest
that’s real
from
head to toe
in this social
role of the ages
of the sages.. in human
archetype as real as ever now
when come to magic fruition
in a kind of intelligence that
defies all stand IQ..
and modern
science/medical
averages that sadly
apply to the human
condition across the lifespan
now.. wHere Heaven and Neo
are as real as FucKinG Jesus2..
my friend..
come back
’cause he
or she never
had to leave..
as Heaven and Hell
and oh God never
ending Purgatory
here are different
dimensions REAL
OF THE HUMAN
CONDITION STILL NOW..
anyway.. very inspiring Email
from you today.. Leah.. in almost
everyway.. and seriously my friend..
every God Dam thing.. from bLackest
dArk to BrighTest liGht inspires the
hell out
of me sTill
iN Heaven
now..
So Cheers..
From Fred
iN FReED
and FRiEnD..
wHeRe Independence
Day iS every FucKinG Day
inside.. outside.. above.. so
below and ALL AROUND NOW..
Haha.. i could name all of this the
modern online ‘Jesus
Journals’..
but someone
might take me
serious and shoot
me with an assault rifle
so i think i’ll stay all comfy..
wITh
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI..
as the Jesus meme carries
too much fear and hate still..
sAdly enough.. no way FucKinG
real Jesus could make a long life
identifying himself as the real
YOGI-LIKE dude he was then..
And FucKinG survive with
all the imbalance
of humanity
that exists
more than
ever with the
aid of killing tools now..
Only the clever fox or
thief in the night
survives in
this way
of being..
my FRiEnD..
yeah.. ya have
to wonder WHAT
WOULD THE FOX SAY..
WITH
wINks.. or the
Happy Squirrel
with the nuts
who escapes
all the predators with clever ease..
calling A pursuing cat on
a cell phone.. saying
nananana..
just
nanana
hehe
haha..
i got all the
N U T S now..
see ya later.. Princess
Leah baby.. in online style..
And i must remember that your
vocation is editor.. ha.. imagine
the headache i could give
an editor.. with
my style of
writing
if it was
actually
to be presented
for print of
publication.. NoW..
hehe.. ain’t.. online fine..:)

Grin for
the win
yeah..
WTF..
FTW noW..:)

9934

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/06/25/5-ways-to-avoid-the-zombie-apocalypse/

SMiLes some
great advice
in this
2 year
old now
poetic
Expression
as yes the
cultural meme
of Zombie Apocalypse
is real and groWinG iN
colder human emotional
ways of empathy of heARt..
SpiRit FeeLinG and
exPreSsinG thaT
heArt and the
potential
for mINd
and BoDy
BalanCinG
Yogi-like soUl
as the real Terminator
age of hUmans becoming
more like machines and less
human in ways of mechanical
cognition over social empathic
cognition is a science proven
phenomenon now.. where
BRains are no longer
heArts.. and liFe
is more a less
shoot ’em uP
Video gAMe as
science experiment
where the shooter is
unwitting subject and
scientist one in a brave
new experiment that can
be as cold as ice
in mechanical
cognition over
social empathic
Humanity that once
made the human race
the greaTest race on earth
in ways of Love in social cooperation..
Independence day comes with love and
never shoot ’em ups alone.. Society is
sick as a self-fulfilling experiment that
has never been done before…
a common bond of
Love over alien
terminator
life..
and yes..
i think there
IS A movie associated
with that coming soon
to a theater near a
seat of
me.. with WiNks
and grins of human FReED..:)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/06/25/kiss-your-baby-goodbye/

And as the title
does suggest a year
ago memory of one of
the most emotional
poetic expressions
i ever
wrote…

1o,170

“He who controls others may be powerful,
but he who has mastered
himself is mightier still.”

-Lao Tzu..

Ah.. to avoid anger.. fear.. and hate..
oh.. the one who is all powerful with
FEARLESS KIND HOPEFUL LOVE..

And this reminds me of Deeprak Chopra..
and how Richard Hawkins couldn’t make
him Angry but Trump was the card
who made him lose his
cool.. recently i hear..

But what do i say when
i see Trump.. i see a spoiled
brat who was bullied who became
a bully.. he makes me giggle sad as i
know his weakness is
a heart that will
never feel or
fill full..
with
a Soul
grown cold
long ago that
never came back
or even stArted BeFore..
my Friend.. anyway.. much
Wisdom delivered today.. as a
Novel just waiting behind every
aphorism of true my friend but
back to this one in liGht.. another
memory of Captain Dick..
i kid you not that
was his name..
literally Captain
Dick.. me a run of
the mill.. civil servant
serving up shoes at a Bowling
Alley paid by Uncle Sam.. and
a rather short red faced man comes
in with his kids.. looks around and sees
all the lanes are filled and says.. i need
a lane now.. don’t you know who i am..
i AM THE FUCKING CAPTAIN HERE.. NOW..
and i say well yes my friend.. you
are Captain Dick and my
name is Fred.. let’s
see what i can
do.. to get
you.. your lane
‘Caesar’.. and no
i didn’t say Caesar.. i just
looked at him like any humble
servant was/is that saw him as the
same kind of little scared boy that
someone made fun of long long ago..
perhaps because his name was Dick..
who kNows.. anyway.. i went down
to some cool teenage easy
going dudes.. explained
the asshole situation
and they said sure
Fred we will
give the
Dick and
his family the
lanes.. man you.. kNow
i have about a thouSand Bowling
Alley… two decades.. Cheers like
stories i could share.. ranging from
Bowling Leagues watching pornos then
on all those electronic Bowling Screens
after operating hours.. to me and the
waves and such as that but anyway
back to this story.. behind almost
every bully is another story
of where they were
bullied and turn
to a liFe of Vengeance
of anger and hate..
with fear.. instead
of kind and hope
with Love.. the
true master iN Victory regulates
emotions.. integrates senses.. NoW
and Loves with Kind and Fearless my friend..
total tolerance and acceptance in understanding
why some folks live in purgatory.. hell.. or heaven..
but surely the answer comes in WHO HURT YOU..
WHO HURT YOU.. WHO HURT YOU.. AH.. FORGIVENESS
AND FEARLESS KIND HOPEFuLL LOVE IS
THE ANSWER iN Victory THAT ALwaYS
WINS
IN THE
END FOR THOSE
WHO NEVER EVER
GIVE IT UP AS REAL LIFE
JOB MIGHT INTIMATE NOW..
or who kNows Now perHapS noW
some
one
elsENoW..;)

10,666

More dARk inspiration here from
an Internet Illuminati Conspiracy
Theorist.. always
entertaining
in the
dArkest
ways of course.. sadly enough..

Dude.. you kNow.. there is an old testament
that supports rape and killing children
of opposing tribes.. including hate
over homosexuals and
eating pork
and then
there IS A
NEW TESTAMENT..
YOU KNOW THAT JESUS
STUFF that says gentile or Jew..
servant or free.. woman or man
no more.. hmm.. i suppose you
ain’t got the new message yet
huh.. cAlled the New Testament
that reduces 613 old Torah
commandments down
to 1 that says
Love your
neighbor
the same
as you and
do to him or
her or whatever..
no harm that you
would bring for yourself
Loving all of God’s Creation
same as you as child of God..
let’s just say i have the authority
to paraphrase.. while you are attempting..
in this sAd anti-christ full of hate and fear
video to bully this young man who is
clearing defending gentile.. jew..
servant or free.. woman or
man no more.. this means
‘queer’ too baby including
you as you dam sure
ain’t fooling me
with your
‘sweet’
voice here..
and sure.. Jesus
was ‘sweet’ too..
at least the way
the homosexual priests
and artists portray him as
a female with a beard as approved
in artistic way.. if you don’t support
any human being YOU FAIL.. NOW..
BOTTOM
LINE..
AND SURE
i HAVE RIGHT A
TO DISSENT.. YOU
CAN DO A LITTLE RESEARCH
ON WHO i REALLY AM TO
DETERMINE
THAT
FOR
YOURSELF..
have a nice day
with your thousand
or so views.. Love wins
with 225K views or whatever
the other dude is receiving.. so have
a nice day with all your Google pennies
for fear and hate.. without hope of kind..
iN fearless Love.. God sent me a raven that
never needs to buy food or drink.. so.. i my friend
have been able to write a PERSONAL NEW AGE BIBLE
that is already coming AGAIN OVER
4 times the size of the
whole Bible.. 40
times the size
of the Kuran..
and needs
no Google pennies
to ever survive for perhaps
a thousand years or more..
this is my only invitation..
for you to join
me over tHeRe
iN Heaven..
or you can
stay here in purgatory
ranging to hell in fear..
and hate.. or antichrist
now.. or do the Christ
thing that is all Hope and Love as KiND..
Have a great day my friend.. but
it’s pretty obvious you live in hate
and fear for Google pennies and
that truly IS A sad way of Life.. IMHO
and nah.. a thief in the night wouldn’t
be nearly famous enough online
to garner a hate video like this
from some little scared boy
who was verbally abused and
named whatever in school..
Thus who protests the
most and all.. you
know..
as
religious
leaders have
proven time
and time again….
AND YEAH before you
start suggesting i am strange
(note: to readers of comments
as the dude with the video
ain’t ever now gonna be
able to match wits with me..
trust me.. whole FucKinG
public Interent audiences
with 140 to 160 assessed
IQ’s could not do it.. as i AM
bullet proof in so many ways..
like T I T A N I U M NOW REAL..
out of parenthetical statement
now and back to what i said)..
AND all for writing like this be
forewarned.. that i too am Bi-Polar..
AND diagnosed with Asperger’s Syndrome..
and have already been to medically
assessed hell with a pain that
lasted 66 months named
type two Trigeminal
Neuralgia that
is literally
assessed
as worse
than the pain
of Crucifixion..
meanwhile.. folks
like you who cannot
respect the so-called Sacrifice
that Jesus made in a three hour
or so stint like this.. who forgave
and humbled himself among thieves
on other crosses.. saying they know not
what they do.. i understand you know not
what you do too.. and i am not here to send
you to hell although i will judge you with
common sense/Love and logic.. i am only
here to invite you to heaven.. but
tHeRe baby.. IS A place
where only
hope.. kindness
and fearless love
reigns.. and from what
i’ve seen of the other dude HIGHER…
you are attempting to bring down
with your one or so K views that
might make it to 30 if you can
attract enough haters over
here now in continuing
fearful and actually
rather disgusting
ways in comparison
to the Unconditional
Love of the Jesus with
remember.. gentile or jew..
servant or free… woman or
man.. no more.. this is just a wake
up call for you.. if you have eyes and
ears to see.. as seriously.. if you actually
know what you are doing.. the Jesus ain’t
gonna be very happy with you after all is said
and done.. always now my friend.. always now..
Heaven.. Hell.. or Purgatory.. your choice alWays
noW iN Anger.. Hate.. and Fear or the other
place of Hope.. Love and ALWAYS KIND..
AGAIN..
HAVE
A NICE NOW..
WITH BIGGEST WinKs
And SMiLes aS WeLL..
And oh by the way.. considering
you are gonna be way to worn out
by the end of this to research who i am..
i’m just a New Age FreeST Verse poet as such
who IS A.. aLWays looking for A dArk to liGht prompt
to add to the literAlly assessed actual longest Long
Form Poem ever.. now approaching 4 million words
titled ‘KATiE MiA FredericK!iI’.. yeah.. i believe in Loving
folks
so much
until they hate
me.. funny how
it seems to alWays
turn out that way..
and sure
sAd2..
but that’s
JuSt liFe iN
A Play of GoD
mY FRiEnD aS wHole
of DArk and liGht and tween
sHades of color and hues
of dArkest
bLack that sAdly..
i as humble servant
of God see here sTiLL..
with a real tEar in thE Bare oF God..

My
FRiEnD..:)

11,653

Ha!.. WE SHALL OVERCOMB..
AND SpEAkinG of thaT BeYond
Independence Day.. Resurgence..
and more on that later.. of course..;)

And thaT iS wife Katrina’s
WTF iS he F iN Going to
do next
L O O K..
as yA miGht
iMaGine.. i AM
alWays fuLL of the
surprise that comes
aGaiN..
NExT!..
Oh.. so much
Movie watching..
wRiTinG and Store
DanCinG.. the Bed
IS A SinGinG to
me to come
dOwn
noW
pleasE
and getT
some rest2..;)

CorNeR SToneS
FloWer WitH
A WeLcoMe..
BaNneR..:)

11,737

So after watching Independence Day..
you may not kNow the Resurgence
but i saw it yesterday.. and what
about Beyond Independence Day..
you know that day that the
right to life and liberty
and the pursuit of
Happiness was secured
for us.. of course unless you
were woman and black and
homosexual and in many cases
suffering from an illness or enduring
some other kind of human disorder or
even just different genetic way of being
that set you a little too far from the perceived
norm of the vanilla flavor of the day.. well the truth
is even the potential for Independence day was so
far in terms of close to two centuries away even a
potential.. depending on which weaker or perceived
norm of human reality one is born into then.. ah…
and finally after a common goal of good was
sorta won in World War II.. other than
the slaughter of over 90K
innocent Japanese
folks on an
Island
that had
no choice but
to die by the hand
of US and newer technology
then that in final assurance of
mutual destruction among the big
powers of killing machines left a lull
of peace overall long enough with some
serious skirmishes of course.. for the
‘smaller’ folks to rise up and
make their desire for
equal rights under
the law made
known..
and it worked
for many.. and finally
as we are moving past
an African American President
we are now coming into a female
President.. unless the devil has his
overcombing due.. which ain’t likely as
even George Will is leaving that
amazingly ignorant crew now..
and of course that generally
speaking is all about the
hate of the different
and overblown
anxieties over
shit that
ain’t
gonna happen
like banning all guns..
it’s just a fact and an ongoing
fact.. that we have the land of the
brave and the free.. and still the land
of the extra cautious to down wrong paranoid
among us who deep down are just plain scared
but anyway.. as evidence provides for earlier
in this 680th macro verse about a Jesus2..
it’s pARt of human nature and human
nature is part of Nature that is
God one and same..
so who ya gonna
call.. nah… Ghost
Busters ain’t gonna
change human nature..
nature.. and or God by
words of criticism or even
magic incantations.. anyway the
good news is the African American
Dude and all his friends in low and high
have paved the way now for some expanded
health care albeit sure the prices continue
to rise.. even for me.. with all my Gravy
Train Government benefits as well..
coming from the Golden
Handcuffs of Government
employment and near
death stress..
and yeah
gay folks..
including some
of my relatives have
been able to get married
now.. even in the overall hate
state of Governor Rick Scott..
who still denies folks who make
under 11K any health benefits
at all.. of course along with
all of his dark dark anti-christ
nature fear and hate friends..
some of whom have the audacity
of fear to call themselves fundamentalist
Christians.. which is sadly also part of human
nature.. nature and God of nature too sAMe.. so who
ya gonna cry too.. ya just gotta keep trying as that
is what nature does best.. never ever give up per say
of reptilian brain of survival sTiLL now.. ah the common
enemies/enemy of life..and or the coming love/lovers of
life.. two paths to go.. wHere the open minded liberal
Good Cop Jesus mind and body soul will go the way
of Love your enemy.. turn the other cheek when at
all possible.. gentile.. jew.. servant or free.. woman
or man no more.. all with equal opportunities for
life.. liberty.. and the pursuit of happiness.. yes..
Good Cop Jesus is like A founding father of the
best of what the United States
has to offer as greatest Good
liGht cop Jesus..
but ugh..
there is the
dArk Bad cop
Jesus who still reigns
as the daRk one of us vs them
and them ain’t gonna have any of
our seed or grain.. as WE WANT IT
ALL AND NANANA WE AINT’ GONNA
GIVE AND SHARE AND DAM SURE
AIN’T GONNA BE FORCED INTO IT
BY A GOOD COP JESUS GOVERNMENT
EITHER.. yeah that is sad for sure in my
eYes of Good Cop Jesus but let’s face it as
the polls do still show for folks who undeterred
still support the anti-christ fear and hate ideology
of Mr. Trump Trump Trump Grinch as such sTiLL..
yes now.. the dArk and liGht of humanity is sTiLL
the same.. i mean Jesus F. in Christ2.. if the actual
devil with a comb over ran for president it would
still be split close to down the middle for the
Good Cop Jesus and the Bad Cop Jesus
like it always is as metaphor of course..
and again.. Hillary ain’t perfect…
she has kinda fucked up
a lot it seems.. by not
paying attention
to the details
of red tape..
but yeah..
that part of Government
can kinda suck for the big picture
folks who break the rules to get the
job done.. or just aren’t paying attention
to all the all the rules at hand that sure are
necessary too.. to make it all work.. anyway..
the bottom line is.. with the passage of gay
marriage in the U.S.. we have finally almost
arrived at Independence day for most of the
population but the fact that in Anti-Christ
Red states per Bad cop Jesus.. folks who make under
11K still can’t get affordable health insurance means the
anti-Christ rule still tries to gain a foothold in FreeR.. U.S. of A
now.. but the best thing about the Devil per anti-christ policies
of fear and hate running for PREZ.. is folks like George Will who
are tough all natural God gifted conservatives.. have enough integrity
and responsibility to say no to folks who are getting where they are..
simply by playing to the card of audiences who thrive over a common
social bond of fear and hate and anger of course too… Hope.. Love
and Kind is better in my way of seeing life.. but i am one of those
Good Cop Jesus folks as that is just the way the God of Nature
made me from birth.. with mother making me that way too..
moreover in nurture way too.. So as Robin Williams
says the powerful play goes on.. the liberal humans
vs the conservatives humans of Yin and Yang
swings back and forth somewhere in
a mix of dARk and LiGht.. but bottom
line is at least the most folks ever
have a legal right to actually
do the right to life.. liberty
and pursuit of happiness
than ever before in the
U.S. and that IS A good reaSon/FeeLinG
more than ever to celebrate Independence
day in the REAL SPIRIT OF OUR FOUNDING
SO-CALLED FATHERS WHO WANTED TO ESCAPE
A MONARCHY AND MAKE A REPUBLIC WHERE EVEN
GOD COULD BE FREE IN US TO BE WHAT WE ARE ALL
NATURALLY AT CORE AND BY NURTURE AS WELL AS
WELL CAN BE.. YEAH.. THAT’S GOOD NEWS.. FROM
THE ORIGINAL GOOD COP.. JESUS TOO.. TO FREE
THE SLAVES FOR A THOUSAND YEARS TO COME..
AND EVEN BETTER IS tHeRe is still room for improvement
and as always the nomad.. the open mind and body in balance
the liberal way of liberty will lead the way for that as history shows..
and the conservative way for caution that is necessary for all our nicely
paved sidewalks and roads too.. will have its say as well to keep balance
of right to life.. liberty.. and the pursuit of happiness secure and free too..
i ain’t scared.. ’cause i’ve seen the liGht and dARk.. up close in heARt..
SpiRit and SoUL.. and taken great effort to analyze the whole
situation with reaSoNinG miNd too.. but i exclude
no other.. and that is what makes
me neither afraid of the
dARk or Cynical
of the liGht with
hope.. faith and belief
in the power of humankind
toGeTheR.. so i DancE and i SinG
on in MoVinG ConnEcTinG Creating poEtry
ways.. and when i’m out in the wild i open
my arms and shine a light of God behind my
shades for anyone who is receptive to that liGht
and needs some help.. i’M just one tiny gRain of
sand and small wave.. but i’ve gotta match and
a FLAME THAT REFUSES TO BE PUT OUT..
NEVER EVER GIVE UP.. NEVER EVER GIVE UP..
HOPE.. LOVE AND FEARLESS KiNd always wins
noW a TaLL
TIDAL WAVE
AND wIDe
tSunAmi oF
Independence
War even if some
small skirmishes and
battles are lost along
the way.. All Apes.. no matter
the differences.. STRONG TOGETHER
AS THE APE CAESAR with FUR OVER
BOMBS IN WARM AND FUZZIES WILL
STiLL
SAY AND STAY..
for many years to
come.. perHaps a
thouSand and more
iN A city with no sun
and moon IS A web foR Now..
So anyway.. with all that
said and SunG.. noW is the
now for me to get ready
for Catholic Church
and celebrate the
Good cop Jesus
that is mostly
celebrated tHeRe..
and that Good cop Jesus
as me2.. trust me2 you wouldn’t
wanna reAlly see/FeeL the REAL BAD
COP JESUS2 ANGRY2.. AS METAPHOR2
oF
SorTS2..
and trust me2
it’s safe to say2
so far.. no one2
has fELt/seen2
that2
yet.. hope2
it stays that way2..;)

13,322

Somewhat short excerpt of the
very abstract… and yes strange
mystical post.. ‘SEEin elEVeN’..
about a month here in
journey away from
recovery of the
worst pain known
to humankind at
the end of June 2013.. here..:)

Katie Mia talking to Aghogday:
(figuratively speaking)

Now…
6/26/13
4:37PM..

Remember Five Years when you were
so scared, and you wanted to do anything
to escape the fear.

You did it…

didn’t you?

nothing scares you
anymore…

Or,

does it?

What you wanted to achieve was feeling love again
without facing your fears.

You thought you could build
a ‘special place’

where others could join you and escape
the Big F.

Remember those passages from the ‘Ghost in the Machine’
and ‘Synchronicity’, from those Albums ‘I’
planted in your mind 30+ years ago that
have followed you in your life.

The first two have been
accomplished…

You ‘felt’ like you got be the “King
of Pain”,

for five years..

and

‘I’ allowed
you take a journey
to find answers to ‘key’ questions
you have been asking all your life…

The last one was a little, tricky…

wasn’t it?

“1:13:03

“Mephistopheles is not your name

I know what you’re up to just the same

I will listen hard to your tuition, You will see it come to its fruition.

I’ll be wrapped around your finger.

I’ll be wrapped around your finger

Devil and the deep blue sea behind me, Vanish in the air you’ll never find me.

I will turn your face to alabaster, When you’ll find your servant is your master.

You’ll be wrapped around my finger”

When you finished copying and pasting “A Thousand
Years”, and “Silent Lucidity” back to Autism and the Nautilus

because…

they touched a place in your ‘soul’ that you were looking for…

‘I’ provided a little ‘treat’…

When you reviewed the posts, you found
a different song in the place of “A Thousand Years”
in the “My Mind does not Belong to Me”…

“Thank you, for being a friend”.

It scared the scientist in you.

Didn’t it?

‘Blogger Software Bugs’ happen

but…

this went past the expected ‘Algorithm’ of your mind…

You came here to find hope…

but

I brought you here to show
you fear, so you could…

tell your wife you love her

and

you mean

it this time,

from your heart…

not just your mind…

You haven’t paid much attention to ‘pop’ culture
in the last five years…

You went on a little ‘Google Journey’,
to find out about all ‘those’…

Hollywood
Stars

and the
‘Illuminati’
Conspiracy Theories…

‘I’ provided a hint,
when you found your
‘little pleasure’
of
Kanye West,
naming his baby
‘Khrist’,

along with all the other C and K
synchronicities…

you find on this journey…

Remember that song “Frozen in Ice”,
by Madonna, that you listening to over and over
when you first lost your emotions…

you never saw the video before…

did you?

You saw her making the symbols of the six
with her hands and you started getting
scared again about your birthday
like you did when you
saw that ‘Omen’
Movie.

Didn’t you?

“No way; it couldn’t be you,
you are just too nice…”

Don’t worry, that ‘Devil’ Guy
is here for a reason…

You don’t get to be him/her,

and

you

can’t escape her either…

Fear is here for a reason…

it is here to
inspire life
and love…

The people who try to escape it
are making a deal with the ‘Devil’…

It is the way nature works…
you
don’t
have any control over that,
no matter

what

you

‘think’.

You know your wife…

who is scared all the time
and
‘loves’ so deeply,
and has no problems

showing it?

She has a gift that she does not easily
escape…

Fear and Love…

You weren’t that ‘lucky’,

were you?

You found a way to escape it..

You see, when those folks in ‘Hollywood’
are making those signs, mocking ‘fear’
at the Camera, laughing in the
background, because they
know the masses feed
off that type of
‘thing’…

They really are making a deal
with the ‘devil’…

“Only, if they knew it”…

The video didn’t scare you enough
in the place of ‘a thousand years’…

You found a way to interpret
it as a gift instead of…

a ‘waKe uP” call…

‘I’ did not give up
on you yet…

‘I’ provided another

‘gift’…

That song by ‘Perri’
playing backwards
that you rationalized
as something good
not to be afraid

of,

still…

Remember when you got to the
end of the video, and you kept
hearing ‘break neck’, and seeing
the little smirk on the face at the end…

You couldn’t look away could you…

You had to keep playing it over and over
again, to hear a positive message

to escape any chance of fear.

You woke up this morning
and asked your wife
what time it was.

She said “One”.

That is when you faced your
fear again…

Didn’t you?

You started thinking, maybe the
sign was something was going to
happen to your wife…

She was going off with a friend

in a car…

maybe the message was
to warn her,

not to go…

You used to worry about that all the time…

Didn’t you?

When you escaped fear, and made that deal,
you stopped worrying about ‘IT’…

Didn’t you?

Remember when you told your
wife you loved her
when she left
this afternoon…

You felt ‘IT’…

Didn’t you?

Enjoy your gift…

of Fear, Love,
and Life…

Life is fleeting…

Intelligence is
over-rated…

That apple with
the bite out of it
that you hooked

up to this
morning…

Was a warning…

You just couldn’t
see ‘IT’…
.

There is nothing in life
that is random…

‘Perri’ is right about that…

The tattoo is not
lying…

The name ‘Jobs’
was meant
to
be.

The answers are
there for anyone
who ‘listens’…

“Only if they
knew”?

You have ‘the gift’ now…

“Trust Me”…

It is not one easily shared…

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/06/26/can-u-see-me-nowone/

And the liGht of poEtry
gRows more.. a year
later.. in thiS noW
2014 Facebook
Macro Verse
oF Ocean
wHoLE..
memory.. oF
‘SonG oF mY SoUL’..:)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/06/26/symphony-of-unconditional-tough-love/

Yes.. a ‘Symphony
of Unconditional
Tough Love ‘
works
foR
mE @lEAst..:)

http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/06/seein-eleven.html

And finAlly heRe..
thE full liNked
oriGinal VerSion
oF sEEin elEVen..
iN mY original bLog
way of KATiE MiA/
Aghogday stYle.. iN
yeS aGain.. A strange and
somewhat mystical way.. 2013..
on the road bacK to hUmaNitY2..:)

14,393

As i say again
to Friend Rafiah
on her blog..

i just came
here to say
hi.. i Love
you friEnd..
juSt ’cause
i can.. and i
want to.. SMiLes..:)

Rafiah responds..

Yes you can, and I know you do.
And it’s a greatest blessing of Allah Almighty
that one is capable of loving. I think that’s the essence of life.
Life lived in loving is life worth living. You do that. You
should be grateful to God that He gave you
this gift abundantly.:) heart emoticon
always keep loving.

And i say in addition..

SMiLes my friend.. i am currently
writing a blog post almost entirely on
the subject of what Islam names
as ISA.. aka Jesus over here
in the Catholic West..
and the best thing
i like about the
Jesus is he reduced
all the complexity of
Laws of God into one
rule of Loving God the
same as we as our neighbors
all of Nature one as God’s Creation
Unconditionally without consuming
others with harm.. and the greaTeSt thing
about this reported measure of Jesus is that
even science now shows that this is the all
natural gift given to human by God when
there IS A practice of touchY FeeLY
hELd to breast of motHeR
and extended village
as metaphor too..
to raise the child
With Love
no different
than the Garden
with Corner Stone of
Love and ISA/Jesus
same aS oNE.. and i story recently
this subject shortly with one of these
Christians who believes in hate and fear
over Love and Hope.. in BrinGinG down the
rest of God’s Creation and remind him how
Jesus reduces 613 commandments of Torah
down to only one that yes God is Love in uS
greaTesT of aLL Gifts.. and Love is the Golden
rule we aLL and neighbor one including the
rest of God’s nature sAME in fearless
Unconditional way wHeRE our
enemies are to be understood
and Loved Unconditionally
as well in an AGAPE
kind of human
Love..
And while it is
trUe that Love must
be expressed to all others
to be real.. it is also trUe that
when one becomes enlightened
with the emotional Force of pure
white Love.. tHeir are no boundaries
or barriers that one will not break to
share and give this Love Red Hot to
ALL the same as the story of
ISA/Jesus does show too
in biblical new
testament
way..
and never luke warm
or less as oh.. so cold..
AnyWay.. when science
and religion and the philosophy
of a true prophet like Jesus do come
out aLL LiGht iN A miX of Fearless Kind
aS Hope of Love.. tHeRe are no barriers
that are too tall to be broken down by
the all powerful Love that is the
hiGhest power we hUmans
do share at heARt of
EmoTioNaL Core..
SpiRit expresSinG
that EmoTioNal
Core and a MiNd
and BoDy Balance
of moving.. connecting
and creating love watered
S O U L iN uS alWaYs noW..
across the lifespan of a garden
of fearless Love in HopE and KiNd
that never ever stops groWinG taller
and taller.. TrUe iT iS a gift.. this Fearless
Love is that i lost for 66 months almost completely
in FeeLinG but kept in logical mind to still share online..
but iT iS an EmoTioN of pure White LIGht that is that much
more powerful when it reAlly comes back online FULL STEAM
iN HuMan
BeinG FloWinG
noW.. as stReAms
to Rivers to Ocean
whole in particles as
drops of water.. waves
iN Field Same as Ocean
blUe tHeir iS never defeat iN Love
NoW when iT iS reAL and ever
green..
mY FriEnd..
Rafiah.. noW..:)

At Least in my experience.. my Friend.. Rafiah..
tHeRe is no time.. distance.. or space in Love
Love iS oNe Force thaT iS evergreen when
real.. and therE is no doubt tHeRe is that
Love sTiLL between you and your Nani
AliVe in YoUr eYes everlasting..
And to celebrate that Love
in WRiTing IS A liGht
thaT iS also
everlasting
to inspire
otHeRs along
the path oF Love’s
Journey as well that
iS aLwayS noW when
Healthy and iN BaLanCing
NatUre.. my Friend.. Rafiah..
iN my liFe.. friends that i have loved
never age in heARt.. in SpiRit.. iN SoUl
oF i.. nor do the troubles that come with
Love last over the LoVinG pArts mY FriEnd..
a young man who witnessed my rather informal
proposition of Marriage to Katrina in a causal
stand on Bowling Lanes of where i worked
for the government over here in almost
two decades of 80’s to past the
turn of the century.. passed
away from complications
from Diabetes last
Tuesday.. his name
is Raymond and even
though we never saw this
man for years.. we both felt some
kind of emotional Force of Loss on
Tuesday well before we found out about
his death today.. we are all connected my
friend in so many ways more than just the
flesh.. Love is Forever and more than
we will ever understand with
words alone..
as trUly
wE ARE ALL CONNECTED
I N T E R D E P E N D E N T L Y
FROM THE POINT OF THE NEVER
ENDING.. NEVER BEGINNING ETERNITY
OF ALLAH NOW.. AH.. YES.. IT IS ALL
AH NOW.. MY FRIEND A LOVE WITH
NO START OR ENDING.. ONLY
NOW..aND can i prove that
in empirical
science..
i don’t even
care to my friend
as i alWays want it to
be too deep to ever put
into words.. a depth of eYeS
thaT alWays SinG A LovE SonG
and DancE intimatELy TRuE IN LIGHT FoR aLL..
mY Love filLED
FriEnD Rafiah maY
thiS liGht oF God’s Love
as and in you rise to greaTesT
heiGhts EVER MORE NOW..:)

15,355

So..
drumroll..
coming in the
next profile status
photo.. thingie.. who
has the best Edit in
Summer’s Blues of
figure..
and legs…

It doesn’t matter
WTF FTW iF i’ve
danced close to 5600
miles in 34 months.. leg
press close to half-a-ton
of weights 33 times with
my arms raised in air with
yes.. free weights now..
Katrina..
can eat chips
all day and only
walk shop.. and
she still looks like
a dancer and i look
like whatever i guess..
but you have to admit..
hehe.. for a 56 year old
dude my legs are
kinda shapelier than
most of the mall Sports.. TV..
sitter watcher dudes my age..;)

15,461

As Alan Watts says..
Society IS A Hoax and
sure iT iS but tHere IS A reASon2
for the insanity that one never
arrives until they die..
and it’s just humans
who are not evolved
to live in large groups
out of balance we are
and lots of people
pay the real
PAY master
Nature who is
alWays the Big
BosS GOD nOW..
in terms of misery
and suffering real..
Yes.. that’s insane..
no other animal but
one with sidewalks
and books could
come to
that insane
way of being..
anywhere but now
whole with nature one
AKA the inheritance
of the God experience..
anyway the Good News is
there IS A simple solution iF
practiced early enough and that
is touchy feely love in moving.. connecting
and creating.. and yes that probably means
homeschooling but hell if Tim Tebow can
(by the way in a very strange and
synchronistic and ironic too way
Timmy kinda forecast me coming
back from the dead in life too
in a very very public way2)
still be a rough boy by being home
schooled.. so can other
folks too..
AND lEarn
to give and share
taking less through
mastery of moving emoTioNs
and integration of seNses sAMe..
and the best news of all is this
information as told by sages of
the ages.. is all available online
for more people than ever
around the globe..
Perhaps elitists..
many elitists.. are
in charge of the material stuff and
and other money bill goods.. but they
ARE NOT in charge of moving..
connecting.. creating.. or the
faith.. belief.. and hope of
the real deal of mastering
emoTioNs and inTeGraTinG
seNses wHoLE on the
individual level as even
IF THEY COULD DO IT..
THEY WOULD FIND FIND THAT
ALL THIS MONEY MAKING AND
MATERIALISTIC STUFF IS TOTALLY
ANTITHETICAL TO FULL SATISFACTION
ALWAYS BLISS NOW FROM HIGHEST HIGH
TO BRIGHTEST COLORS IMAGINABLE NOW
IN CREATIVE FREE LIFE THAT HARDLY COSTS
ANY BIG MONEY OR MATERIAL GOODS AT ALL..
NO ONE CONTROLS me as i master and integrate
all the stuff that counts in life.. which is Love
in fearless.. kind and hopeful way in
moving.. connecting.. creating
alWays now..
and money
and materialistic
goods has very very little
to do with that as i could be
Freddy Free Loader and as
happy as i am now.. as long as
i have three feet and space to dance
and a hand to hold that holds me back
from the insanity of society that surely
(yes.. i’ll need food.. water.. and shelter too)
IS A
overall
Hoax in my
mind and body
Balance of SoUL..
heArt SinGinG in SpiRiT..
alWays noW oNE.. graduAlly
more folks will follow suit and iF
the folks at the so-called top ever
get REALLY REALLY SMaRT
ENOUGH TO LIVE iN
HEAVEN NOW..
they will find
the dollar
bills and
big mansions..
yachts.. super
fast sports cars
and other ways of
Luxury are just anoTHeR
way to say HELL NOW.. sure
the Meek have already inherited
thE Earth.. and wE rough boys and
girls thrive alive for the WiN noW oF
Fearless Kind iN hoPE oF LovE REAL..:)

penniewoodfall thanks me for the
Alan Watts Video and i say..

You are very welcome penniewoodfall..
Alan Watts definitely shows profound genius
in the area of Philosophy/Religion and the overall
existential intelligence of what can make humans balance
but sadly as often what happens this genius battled his own
Demons out of Balance.. Namely the disease of addiction that
is almost always a disease of Emotional and sensory imbalance
at core.. In his case the bottle that cut his life short.. Anyway..
to me that makes what he achieved in verbal wisdom that much more impressive..
And considering if The Jesus dude actually did go on some angry tirades turning
money tables over.. Obviously he didn’t get where Buddha did in actions speak
louder than words.. Both should have spent more of their life dancing..
It works for me complete as balance but an athlete sage would be
Apollo.. WiNks back at yA.. Yes.. THE flesh is highly underrated
in Abrahamic religions and of course a substantial source of
human frustration.. Aggression and mass killings.. And even
Fear.. Hate and wars.. Pan is smArter2.. The soul
is real and flesh and blood.. We need more naked
Miley selfies to save the World as Jesus in metaphor
was too scared to do the full Monty Python.. With WiNks Again..
i imagine Muhammad did but yeah.. Umm.. He had younger issues.. Oh..
the demons of a life out of balance in emotions/senses/sensualiLiTy flesh
and blood way.. The real Devil of Abrahamic religious orienTated way..
And even modern Buddhist ways in at least someways with the ’97 Dali
Lama announcement that Homosexuality IS A sin.. A balance of Lust
and Love is integral to Homo sapiens sapiens peace of mind and
body balance in moving.. connecting.. creating.. giving..
sharing ways.. The Bonobo is the greatest genius sTiLL iN
Love and Peace without any FucKinG written books at all..
The body keeps the FucKinG score.. Bottom and Top line..;)

*The Body..
The real
Temple
Of
GOD
Of Nature
In REAL
HuMAN
Terms..:)

penniewoodfall shares some spiritual guru info on
‘Cutting Through Spiritual Materialism’
CHÖGYAM TRUNGPA, BORN IN 1939
and died of alcoholism all
too soon.. too like Mr.
Watts..
and i
continue
to say..

Thanks again to you
Too.. off to Google now
for more Cliff Notes/Videos
on this man too..:)

Oh Lord.. 10
Minutes of
Research and
Yeah.. Just
Another
Taker..
Sexual
Predator
With
A non-consensual
Predator “Holy Robe”..
For rape associated
Activities”.. Naked
Miley Selfies yes..
Raping Miley’s
No means NO..
To quote her..
“It’s my pussy”..
Only a distant
Dream for
Many Muslim women..
And other so-called
Treasured gifts
From God too..
Oh.. when the
Pecker heads
Preach.. Birds
Of a Dick
Feather
Run in
Holy
Packs
Too..;)

And penniewoodfall
goes on to say his book
was good.. and i say..

but first in a response
back to another response
of hers in regards to
Grimms Fairy tales..
and The Owl, the
Raven, and the Dove
in book form too.. i
say..

Thanks..
Off to check
The link out too..:)

Winks
The
Linkie
Didn’t work
But I’ll
Work around
With word search..:)

Found it..
Without art
Heart IS A
Heavy anchored
He of patriarchy..
All Art to bring
Back HeArt.. All
Of Creativity to
Conquer Boredom
Dull.. And now there’s
More to create forever
Now.. For those in the real
Know and Feel We really
Did it and in this way
Successful moderation
Is heaven when
Continually
Practiced
In
Balance
Of alWays
A toGeTHeR
Effort..:)

And then before moving
back to penniewoodfall’s
first note on the TRUNGPA
dude.. when waking up
later this morning..
i say.. in
response
to gigoid
the post
author who
first inspired
me to generate
all these words..
associated with
Alan Watts and
others too..
yes.. i say..

SMiLes to
You FriEnD
As cAlm
Center
Of Hurricane
Fred word winds
Breeze through again..
i asked Katrina off the
Recliner to come back
To bed and she said oh
My God.. Dear.. What
If we sleep to 9 or 10..
And then i sAid WTF
FTW.. The REAL Modern
FamiLY ISIS.. OsiRiS.. HoRuSzz..
Three iN two for OnE wHoLe2..
Only plays and never works for
Pay.. So we can sleep to 11 or
Even odd 13.. Wake up refreshed
and Hurricane Fred and Katrina
will blow again with ease of peaceful
center cAlm green changing to blUe2.. and MiXinG
With Brown eYes4.. Yes.. Yes!!.. too and Blow winds
and rains aGaiN and say Oops.. We jUst pLayed
AGaiN..;)

And now back
to my final
response to
penniewoodfall
on the TRUNGPA
DUDE AND
otHeRs
2..

SMiLes.. penniewoodfall.. i was gonna say ditto back to you..
on the free verse comment i just made back to gigoid but
this one got me out of Bed at 10:11 am.. now 10:13 am..
and i will quote you heRe for trUe and liGht wherE you
say.. “Repression does not serve well in religion…
neither does following gurus… I step outside ..
and observe… and there will always be suffering…”
and i say yes.. so true.. and what’s truly sad is
when i read about that dude’s behavior on
Wiki cliff notes.. it kinda sullies the other
stuff he did that i will research more
later.. as what i’ve come to lEArn
is ya can’t discount a philosophy
per liGht over the dArk pArts
oF it like an out
of control
pair of pants..
as generally speaking
hyper-religiousity.. hyper-sexuality
and potential for aggression goes
hand in hand with at least a touch
of hypomania.. to Bi-Polar.. as i kNow
all too well2.. for the biggest injection
of all natural high side of thaT i’ve ever
received after this cycle removed me from the
dArkest hell i’ve ever seen too.. i’Ve
lEarned to control the balance of the
hypersexual pARt with Art thank God
in this new brave Internet world.. and
i’M hyperspiritual more than ever
but it doesn’t matter what age
or word of humankind goes
with thaT in structured
religion rules or not..
and aggression.. well.. leT’s
just say i’ve pushed the edge
in defending myself in physical
ways i’ve never done before.. and
put a lid on that too.. and am probably
fortunate that no one had a gun and
shot me dead on the dance floor.. etc..
if i got all paranoid about that too..
which fortunately i don’t have
that pArt of Bi-Polar this
go around that
i experienced
somewhat
when my last
big UP EXPERIENCE
HAPPENED AT AGE 21..
IN ’81.. ANYWAY.. i have empathy
for the Jesus.. the Muhammad. and
lots of gurus and even this dude who
was feeling up the skirts of women who
were not exactly really into him.. although
he was never officially charged with a crime
i understand.. it happens.. i don’t condone
it.. i have always been able to control
that and generally speaking literally
fortunate as the girls have always
come to me.. and still do
in clothed ways
of dance FREE..
and hey.. being
56 slows stuff down
a little bit at least.. noW
i’m not saying being a guru
is an illness in spiritual way..
but it is a disorder no doubt out
of the norm.. per the literal definition
of what is seen in and out of order my
friend.. i’m just glad i reap the positive
liGht benefits.. and stay truly all of out
of the negative soup.. of human misery now
and suffering.. now2.. but the NoW i live and
all the advantages of what culture does bring
in adaptation for those who are smARt enough
in science and art to navigate it.. is truly a weapon
of Love in hope.. faith.. and belief.. in fearless kind
ways that is like a perfect storm too.. of prepare ye
a way
for little
old me.. Now2
Anyway.. thanks my
friend.. this changes the
title of my 680th epic macro
verse of longest long form poem
ever.. approaching 4M words now..
to “Pan at the Apollo Theater2”..
as the WhOle comes again
as micro and macro
join
hands
oF it iN streAms
to River of
Ocean
Field of
waves
and particle
H20 water
ONCE AGaiN..
oh.. the joy of Bi-Polar
reined in with reign of rains..
in liGhTED TALK wAY oF Fred..
yeah.. and i’m WorKinG like a
mad scientist sTiLL to keep that
ego thing in artful control2.. as
Truly the grandiosity pARt of
Bi-Polar has sunk an other
wise long term story
of many a Guru2..
sexual exploits..
roses.. and
guns..
suicide
bombers..
etc.. the
DArk has its
say too.. and sure
somewhere deep down
tHeRe is sTill a little bLack
Spot on an otherwise white oLd sOuL..
wHolE.. but that’s the way the Yin and Yang
rolls
iN the
diceY of Life
mY Friend..
noW..
so
long and
as alWays
i’LL be back aGaiN
somenow wITh more
of you.. WitH grins oF liGht..
and
true
for what i FeeL..
sEnse.. and KnoW
iS
TrUe..
SexuaLitY iN
all the SeNsual
ways that comeS iN
and moVinG iN General
has been thE miSsinG
connecting LiNk of public
religions and philosophy
way too long.. and that’s
changing in prepare ye
a way of Miley
Cyrus
Naked
selfies..
oh.. the team work..
oh.. the team work..
OF TEaM LIGHT..
THE REAL F in
freeST verse ILLUMINATI
cAlled by A pan of
NatUre aLL as sucH
AKA GOD NOW2..
oF HUmanS noW oH
so brave and FucKinG
CRAZY AS ME.. HEHE..
A DANCING SIOUX CRAZY
HORSE COME BACK TOO2..
with a little ancestral mix
of Cherokee too..
hmm.. i thInk
tHeRe IS A
SonG by
Cher for
this2.. anyWay
see ya.. as the
winds oF Y i
wiNd
dowN
anD
uP aGaiN..
enJoy another glass
of red wine.. i StaYiN
aWay from aLL of thaT even
F iN coFfee or a hot toddy2..
keeps mY hiGhS iN cHecK2..
anotHeR thing.. Buddha and
etc.. didn’t understand.. not every
one is as high as Bi-Polar/hypomania
folks as they then too.. Cognitive empathy..
a life long practice of understanding what it’s
like to walk in the other shoes.. no philosophy..
no religion.. no ted or fred talk works the same
for each snowflake of God.. oh so special AND REAL..
THAT’S WHY EVERYONE NEEDS TO WRITE ThEIR
OWN FucKinG BIBLE OR AT LeAST MAKE iT REAL..
iN
whatever
way juSt
FucKinG
NOW gets
the liFE JOB DonE..
per right to liFe.. libertY
and the pursuit of hapPineSS2..
and nah.. happiness wasn’t alWays
possible in joy way much of human
history but iT iS noW in heaven trUe FReED..
aS liGht..
bottom
onLinE..
JUsT
DO iT.. ToPs
iF ONE CAN1
AND WiLL2 NOW iN
gOlden RULE WAY3 aS oNE…:)

17,446

Yup.. every woman
Loves a sharp
dressed
squirrel..
anyWay..
i did seed
and am harvesting
the acorns at lEast..
and this dance shirt
was hilarious.. oh yeah..
iN Catholic Church shirt too..
i am some nows the highlight
of the little kids who are bored
stiff straight ahead in their
priSon pew seats..
according to
Katrina.. butt i AM
way too busy singing..
to notice who looks at
what anYwhere in pews
And the nice lady next
to me says.. after i shake
her hand.. after Lord’s prayer
friendly now connection pARt..
yes.. Oh my.. i Love hearing you
sing every Sunday.. and i ask
Katrina why she doesn’t tale
me this too.. and she says
my head is already
big enough..
and i say..
dam it..
quit making
fun of my
Alien.. ET size head..
anyway.. iT’s definitely
worth another ZZ top SonG
iN my XXL head for surE nOW2..
but i thiNk/FeeL..
i’ll juSt go WitH
ET instead for
a little Katy plaY noW2..
And it may be hard to see
in these photos but the squirrel
is taling a kit kat.. on the face of
hiS/HeR smArt phone that yes.. HA!
GOT ‘EEM!
true the cats
in my neighborhood..
are not always the
squirrel’s best
friEnds..
like almost
never.. but that’s
the way Nature goes..
in all dArk and liGht of
survival real.. humans are
very fortunate to be blessed
with the liGht of Love.. as that
IS A only BlesSinG that makes
human heaven even possible
now as gifted by God aLL
Nature one and
sAMe
in and as
uS FoR NoW..
TrUE LiGht LoVE..
Oh yeah.. and i came
across the older man and
what i believe is his son..
in Barnes and Nobles again..
who think.. i am a dancing
Navy seal.. who writes longest
long form poems in the history of
humankind.. and they say.. well no
i’m not a Navy Seal but i didn’t have
the heaRt to break that pArt of bad news
to ’em.. anyway.. haven’t seen ’em in
about 2 months or so and they tale me
they’ve been spreading my story wide
around the town.. and i am a legend
now.. it’s not the first now i’ve
heard that for dance at least..
but yes that pArt is trUe.
and trUly in all of
human history
that is the greaTest
compliment anyone could
receive.. while they are
FucKinG LiVinG hehe.. yeah..
that’s what Batman’s mentor
told him. Fuck the Famous
be the Legend..
and in a way
i was
Batman’s
mentor too…
and that pARt IS A
way too deep for me
to explain in science
terms.. you’ll get to know
GoD wHole better iN instinctual..
innate intuitive way to figure thAT
pArt out like i did one day too.. and
iF ya do.. good chance you will be named
Legend by the vieWinG audience for doing
nothing for money and material good’s aT
FucKinG all.. and that mY friends is
just God dam Awesome.. end and
beginning of story never
finishing and starting
juSt exiStinG
noW
ReaL..
i couldn’t imagine
a greater life in the
meek will inherit the
earth and the last will
be the first.. even iF
i wasn’t a REAL Jesus F.
iN
Christ
NOW.. have
a nice day..
trUsT me Heaven
if FucKinG red hot..
never Luke Warm
and zero
cold
in ice
of heARt..
SpiRit and
soUl noW jUST NoW..;)

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https://omabdalrahmaan.wordpress.com/2016/02/15/the-return-of-jesus-عودة-السيد-المسيح-عليه-السلام/

Oh.. yeah.. my friend gigoid..
and one more quick note here..
before i go publish noW A very
heavy macro verse in deed..
if you remember that then
post by Islam friend
SOHEIR on
‘The Return
of Jesus’
THAT post
in the comments
section alone.. per
just a video post then
about the return now of
Jesus and that was/is all..
generated
63 comments
and 14,148
words..
yeah.. it’s
safe to say
iN some ‘sMAll’
way.. i change the
world everywHeRe
i’Ve been and go2..2
hope you FeeL better..
the other two contenders
iN THaT debaiT.. SOHEIR..
and IMRAN.. rarely blog any
more.. like they say in the
Big Lebowski Movie..
yA don’T
FucK
wiTh thE
JesuS noW..
BowLinG
or NoT..
SMiLeS noW..
i’LL do anything
for A SMiLe aGaiN..
iT ain’T easy being
A great White
contender2..
for Hope2.
but i try..
i cry..
i try2..;)

gigoid says in return..

Those who speak truth are almost always vilified, my friend.
Albert noted it several times in his quotes… It’s their loss…

Love

gigoid

i say..
finAlly..

True..
Amen..:)

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https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/06/27/green-pill-of-gay-confederate-free-flag-knowledge/

And as A final final Facebook
Algorithm generated memory
from a year ago.. it bears notice
and attention again.. if one reAlly
respects the Teachings of the Jesus
and ain’t giving it lip service alone with
way of John 3:16 for a quick trip to
heaven anywhere and anynow
but the one thAt iS at hand
allNOW.. for those who seek..
find.. it.. and practice heaven
and or Nirvana.. bliss.. eTc..
whatever yoUr linguistic flavor
of the essence of TrUth and liGht
may be.. Gentile.. Servant.. Slave
or Free.. Woman or Man no more
ALL A are free in the Golden rule of
Jesus consolidating all the nit
picky rules of past into one..
MEANS NO EXCLUSIONS..
BOTTOM LINE.. ‘QUEER’..
AND HUMAN OR FUCKING
ACORNS.. SQUIRRELS
AND SMALLER THAN
A GrAin of sand too..
as only you have
most to lose
by Loving less..
unconditionAlly
fearlessly and kind than
a REAL NEW AGE JESUS
COME TO LIFE WOULD DAM
SURE DO AND DOES.. iN HOPE
OF FEARLESS AND KIND UNCONDITIONAL
LOVE
NOW
BOTTOM
LINE AND WORD..
LOVE LOVE LOVE
AND MORE LOVenOW..:)

18,680

Yeah.. thE final iS heRe
noW.. maKe iT aLLa pArty
oF FearLess Love.. iF noT..
onLY yoUr anG
yOurs
losT
iN
NoW…
noT alWays
easY buT i foR
oNe PROVE IT’S
POSSIBLE BOTTOM
LINE POWER OF GOD
HIGHER IS REAL WHEN
SoUGHT.. FoUnd AND PRACTICed
FOR GOD
dAM
REALnOW..

Oh.. hoW
HISstory
rePeatsitSelF..:)

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Introductory post to Free Novels

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Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
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AKA
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
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CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
NoW..:)

Love iS
ALLTHaTis..:)

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
LoVe NoW..:)

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23 Responses to Pan at the Apollo Theater2

    • Hi.. navasolanature..
      so nice to see you this afternoon..
      and thanks for wading all the way
      down through this really really
      deep post of photos.. videos..
      links.. and so much
      text now.. but hehe..
      in way of Pan at
      the Apollo Theater2..
      you got here
      before the
      bottom paRt
      geTs close to
      that long too..
      albiet not nearly
      as many photos and
      other stuff here.. Hope to
      see you soon on the dVerse
      trail of poetry too.. but no matter
      what i’ll be by your place shortly
      to see what you are offering tHeir
      too in ways of Love for the beauty
      of nature well2 in photography way..
      i reAlly wish i could see more
      photos that tale a story
      in poEtry way.. and
      the nows are
      changing
      in speed
      and power of
      technology to make
      that a great reaLiTy too
      my friEnd.. and i AM very
      blessed with the slave of
      technology that i rein
      in reign for i.. to have
      as much speed
      for art that
      iT bRinGs nOW
      real.. and sure tHeRE IS A
      Direct correlation and causation
      in how much this WiLL continue to
      GroW human potential in Epigenetic
      impact of affect and effect in just one
      lifetime of Environmental adaptation
      to struggle of advancing now new..
      but the key i find to genius
      my friEnd is Branching
      out and never
      staying back
      too long except
      for gratitudes and blessings
      before the grave of what was beFore
      leads to the neXT Great! Adventure oF LiFe..
      aLL in Nature and Technology that is extension
      of God’s Nature one too.. oh the balance..
      oh the incredible potential is
      as clear as one key stroke
      leads to the next..
      and another
      mouse
      click on the
      tRail of Heaven now..
      Ah.. a Rodent Squirrel
      in Heaven2.. IS A what
      i WiLL do for noW iN
      Creativity2..
      Bless you
      and have
      a day full of Nature’s
      Beauty my friend of fair air..:)

  1. Marquees
    saY
    iT aLL..
    iN All
    Ways
    oF
    Independence Day2..:)

  2. Roses are true
    Violets are read..
    i AM a Tree and
    Ocean BlUe noW
    wHolE FReED..
    and with that sAid..
    sure.. Roses are true
    as the Golden Spiral oF God
    as pattern 1.618 mean of Nature
    is encoded real and visible beautiful
    for the hUman eYes to see.. and yes..
    Violets as all other forms.. including hUman
    words can be read sAMe as deeper symbols
    of God’s patterns Fearless Love in same of never
    ending circles of LiFe noW ReaL wHere HeaVen
    SinGs as SpiRit ExPreSsinG EmoTioNal HeARt..
    and a miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG Rose SoUl
    oF GOlden spiRaL GoD one.. iN us aLways
    noW.. so wIth thAt saiD2.. preLudE
    heRe and bookmark2.. as i move
    on to the dVerse Monday
    prompt tommorrow
    morning.. to
    poeTicAlly
    attend
    with intensive
    words of LoVinG
    Fearless ExpreSsioNs..
    to the Quadrille 44 prompt
    word theme on Roses TrUe2..
    but of course iN mY FloW oF
    words that only count
    themselves as
    holy and
    creative
    spiRit
    wiLL.. wHen
    Quantum metaphoRED
    as unleashed and released
    as mInd and BoDy HoLy
    SpiRit.. heARt and
    SoUL BaLanCinG
    way once
    aGain
    twice
    and so
    much more..
    but anyway.. a couple
    more places to visit before
    bedtime comes for Bonzo2
    Ape or Clown three as WeLL2..
    for one.. so i’LL keep a Rose
    sweet heaR iN wAiTinG
    unTil the Red
    of Sun
    comes
    in early morning..:)

    WeLL.. lots of dE-tours
    beLow.. so iN A morNinG
    two days later i come back
    heRe to dVerse Rose prompt
    Quadrille in my free style
    of com·mu·ni·ca-ting.. iN
    social reciprocal
    P o E t i C…
    fasHioN noW..
    and i WiLL say
    heRe.. iT iS trUly
    no wonder to mE that
    mystery schools use a Rosy
    Cross for symbol of God whole
    As God IS A Rose that continues
    to unfOld.. with thorns oF cross
    oF course.. aLonG a way.. that is Now
    all that is jUst now and now can be.. as iS..
    AM.. So perhaps folks will continue to metaphor
    God as such in an almost infinite number of
    other ways to the say the sAMe iN miCro to
    maCro wHole of allthatiS now.. and sure
    that WiLL bE the way it goes.. as we
    humans are sTiLL only micro of
    macro wHole sAMe.. we have
    limits.. no matter how
    sMArT iN Art
    and science
    i ever gET
    i have limits too..
    i cannot connect to many
    more people than any other human
    can in comfort of 150 to 200 sets
    of eYes.. as this is the way i for
    one AM evolved to be too.. but what
    i can do.. is leave a fossil record
    of my soUL that lives now2 bEfore
    i die.. and becoMe just
    another invisible
    no one no where
    but wHere the
    record stands
    and the Love
    rEmains in the
    heARts of those i touch
    in flesh and blood and as long
    as a record oF mY soUl touches
    otHeRs too in what ever ways may
    literAlly come.. aS WeLL.. iT iS
    the Love we give that we take with
    us in fearless way.. on death’s
    bed of last breathE now..
    and it is the Love that
    continues to gRow
    when a Nautilus
    Shell of human
    is lEft behind
    wHOle..
    sure.. i’M
    not the first
    or the last of anything
    i AM just another record
    of micro pArt mini-me real
    of God of Rosy FloWeR wHole THaT
    continues to unfOld as i..
    in the rEcord continuing
    oF what is oF F Y i..
    with sure.. some
    thorns of i2..
    as the dArk
    and liGht
    miX iN allthatis
    to make the hUes
    and sHadeS real
    iN the bLack and
    WhiTe colors oF
    SoUL REALNOW
    wE iN LiGht
    of what
    DArk
    bRinGS2..
    A colorfUl Rose
    wiTh thorns wE aLL
    caN bE iF wE juSt
    FloWer iN ZonE WitH
    God
    2BE
    AM.. noW.. anyWay
    6/29/2016 11:16 am..
    and i’LL be back later
    to BRinG more Rosy thOughts
    to the table WitH whaTeVa’..
    tHorns maY
    coMe WitH
    thAT2..:)

    WeLL back to the topic
    of the dVerse weeklong prompt
    on 44 word Quadrille poems
    with a theme of Roses for
    inspiration.. just the
    word Rose in a prompt
    was enough inspiration
    to generate so much with
    out even reading any of
    the poetic expressions
    from the dVerse Crowd
    of International poets..
    and the overall messAge
    beLow wHere all the deTouRs
    oF this 681st Macro-Verse
    takes.. are pArt oF the WhOle
    of the deTAle thaT iS pArT
    oF aLL i do.. to continue
    to ascend hiGher as co-creator
    WiTh GoD oNE.. iT IS A practice
    of Love and Fearless TrULY
    BeYond anything thAT
    i thOught was
    possible iN
    thiS UniVerse
    oF liFE noW
    when trapped
    bEfore or better
    put raped by the
    divisions of cultural
    barriers that cAMe beFore
    that did almost lead mE and
    did lead mE into total dArkness
    of an abyss beForE i found mY
    way back as LiVing LiGht
    iN trutH of no
    separation
    or dualities
    in a way of
    GoD oNE noW..
    as huManiFESt
    in i..Now..noW..
    so this above
    so below iT aLL
    comes out iN the
    Frosting oF A greaTest
    gift on the cake of Nature
    thaT is GoD aLL oNE noW..uS2..:)

  3. https://gigoid.me/2016/06/27/shadows-fading-in-the-dying-light/#comment-19817

    “Hundreds of people can talk for one who can think,
    but thousands can think for one who can see.
    To see clearly is poetry, prophecy, and religion – all in one.”

    ~~ John Ruskin ~~

    Own the form
    instead of bEinG
    tHe essence.. what A
    way of liFe.. what an illusion
    NOT to be the essence oF NoW..
    aliVe.. inseparable from all else that iS
    and to reAlly FeeL and words without
    seNses and FeeLinG.. are empty
    sHells of form
    wITH liTtle
    to no SoUl
    WiTh WinGs
    that fly hiGher
    than iNk and pAGe..
    Language can connect us
    allone too aS aLL or disconnect uS
    iN paths so far apArt.. LanguagE noW
    IS A ARt.. and rarely science aLone..
    And that’s A sAvinG GRace oF
    NaTUre’s oldest tool..
    to cooperate..
    to make
    real miracles
    come truE NoW…
    it comes noW iN many
    flavors but iF it workS noW
    for greater liGt no matter
    form of poetry.. prophecy
    or religion/politics.. iT
    works
    IS A
    bottom noW onE
    line.. per whatever
    does for whomever
    does or did.. oh..
    thE Win..
    for
    Works
    so sWeLL..:)

  4. http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/04/autism-and-nautilus.html

    Facebook Friend
    and nice niece Candie
    shares a saying that says..
    next time a stranger comes up
    to you and strikes up a conversation
    whisper softly can you see me..
    AND I SAY..
    Dance in Public..
    and even if they
    don’t act like they
    see you..
    trust
    me
    they do..
    too.. hehe..
    and 1 in 1,000
    will strike up A
    conversation too..
    it’s like clock work
    or a golden spiral
    ‘they’ alWays tick tock
    around you like a galaxy..:)
    And now i say.. it’s kinda like
    Facebook.. instead of 166.66 miles
    of steps in public.. i dance hmm.. conservatively
    speaking 100K words a month.. and out of those
    words i get about.. hmm… let’s say about 100 words
    back.. so.. umm.. that’s also a 1 in 1,000 feed back
    aka Reciprocal Social communication Ratio..
    but trust me.. when no one in the entire
    world rarely communicates with you
    in 66 months.. this is an outstanding
    Social Reciprocal Social communication
    ratio that makes me wanna jump with
    joy like Snoopy who F iN lEarns
    how to entertain his lONEsoMe
    with a Snoopy day
    of ease..
    hmm..
    i thiNk theRe
    IS A T-Shirt for that
    today that says.. NOPE..
    I’M JUST A GONNA KEEP
    DOING IT MY WAY AND
    IF i AM not mistaken it
    Will be the third grey shirt
    i have oN ouT in public
    to dance
    for three
    days straight..
    yes.. sometimes
    shades of grey is
    thE NEW BLACK..;)
    THE housewife has
    just informed me THAT
    new shirt has not yet
    been washed so i will
    go with Nirvana and black
    ON grey.. as truly when an
    individual lEarns to entertain
    themselves enough they do
    live in Nirvana regardless if
    they get feedback on tHeir
    Heaven or not..but WAIT!
    KATRINA just remembers
    tHere are shirts hanging
    in the garage and as
    what usually happens
    when one is
    ONE WitH
    God.. thE
    Katrina comes
    through even when
    she doesn’t at first
    remember she comes
    through ’cause she has
    CRS.. but anyway she told
    me about three times to say
    she is great2.. so yes.. i did not
    forget as i F iN remember every
    oh my God deTALE of life.. it ain’t
    easy being a grey elephant.. but
    the truth is THAT Snoopy shirt is
    blue.. kinda grey blue.. as the
    color of my Green eYes will
    do2 when they too change
    the story of my liFe..
    in flow.. iN ZonE..
    as i continue
    to freeLY entertain
    myself in public and
    like snoopy says.. NOPE..
    NOT TODAY.. i do as thY
    wilt.. and yeah.. don’t yA
    kNow Snoopy IS A mystery
    school.. occult
    dog too..
    a wise
    spotted
    guru beAgle..
    i Am too.. WitH WinKs..
    wITh very little admitted to
    folloWing.. and that’s the way
    i liKe bEinG A so-called LeGent2..
    ’cause if i was engaged in reciprocal
    social communication.. as i would Love
    to do all day long like i used to do for almost
    2 decades like that bartender on that show
    Cheers did too.. at the Military Bowling
    Center i Bar managed2.. tHere would be
    little to no nows to do any LegenT stuff2..
    so as alWays.. like the Raven..
    GoD aLL provides juSt tHe
    miX of heaven..
    jUst wRite
    for mE..
    as thE
    three bears
    mE aLL iN oNE..:)
    Moral of the story.. why did
    Michelangelo paint the sistine
    Chapel and sculpt the statue
    of King David for all to see..
    he was just looking
    for a friend to
    talk to and
    entertained
    himself along
    the way in heaven
    now both ways in dArk
    of lonely and ONENESS2..
    something to think about the
    next time you see a so-called
    eccentric person doing tHeir ‘thing’..
    iT IS A survival thingy that any social
    animal WiLL do jUst to survive and
    of course as aLways God rewards
    the last greatly for continuing to
    tow the plow without relief..
    to be WitH GoD oNE no
    matter what
    anyone else
    says.. does.. or
    doesn’t say or do..
    so sure.. i AM in Good
    company.. hiStory proves
    it out and i don’t have to wait
    to see what happens neXt..
    JuSt Do iT in Victory
    noW not later iS
    my motto
    of GoD aLL
    liFE now2iNHeaVeNreaLaLL..:)
    Oh yes.. and the other analogy/metaphor i
    Will use is “Autism and the Nautilus”
    and i even have a header liNk
    now as an attention getter
    to add in this Facebook
    status 2.. to morph
    it into a share..
    as Snoopy
    jumps for Joy..
    juSt ’cause
    he can and
    WiLL one more
    now before the neXt
    noW comes and he
    rarely looks back as
    tHeir IS AlWays a new
    adventure.. iF even jUst
    in Snoopy’s iMagiNatiOn
    alone as allone now goeS on..
    Co-creating with GoD oNe.
    and oh my God YES! it can
    even be more fun than
    Pro-creating2..
    but it depends
    on how GREAT!
    you are at
    doing
    both.. as
    any trUly
    brutally honest..
    LegenT WiLL say
    and JuST DO NoW..;)
    Hmm… and that photo of that
    Seagull on the Beach reminds me
    of my Facebook Friend Rafiah from
    Pakistan.. who saw me communicating
    with my friend Lala Rukh also known
    as White Pearl.. on Lala’s blog site..
    And i guess Rafiah could see the
    kinda unconditional Love without
    any expectations from the other
    person.. and when Rafiah
    sent me a friend request..
    and i posted on her
    timeline she told
    me i had a
    beautiful heart
    and that was two
    years ago… Lala Rukh
    was my good friend who
    after she got the dowry notice
    and was sold away to her chagrin
    never really truly came back to be a
    creative writer anymore.. much.. any
    way.. i really didn’t have
    many other friends..
    anywhere.. online..
    then.. so i really
    appreciated
    the fAct that
    Rafiah was brave
    enough to reach out
    to me to be my friend..
    and what made me really
    happy too.. was she was using
    my seagull photo as her profile
    photo.. and it made me feel like
    every dam word and every dam
    photo that i had every shared was
    worth all that WiLLinG effort and more..
    as i did something beautiful
    enough that someone
    else thOught in tHeir
    heARt was worth
    sharing..
    now..
    so yeah..
    Art is worth
    it as sooner or later
    someone will say hi..
    and i for one WiLL alWays
    say
    hi back..:)

    Well.. here i stARt off with 3 years and 5 Facebook
    Algorithm provided poetic Macro Verse Memories
    in Rampage Poetry Spree Creativity.. and
    truly behind most every real creator and
    or destroyer.. which is the
    dARk and liGht too..
    of reAliTy oF
    GoD wHole too..
    as We all kNow the
    Sun WiLL eVentUAlly
    burn out and WeLL BeforE
    that all hUmans WiLL revert
    back to Star DusT and Star
    DUst and We WiLL Go On
    forevermore noW as
    we are all energy
    and Force oF GoD one
    at core noW more ever
    for one noW oNE..
    and seriously iF
    i wasn’t here
    beFore how
    the FucK do yA
    thInK little old new
    me soUl could do
    aLL A this.. it’s juSt
    common sense that wE noW
    live forever iN dArk and liGht
    and aLL the shades and coloRed
    hues of BLack And WhiTE sAME..
    IF and BIG IF.. IF YOU HAVE THAT
    UNIVERSAL ONE COMMON SENSE..
    EITHER in words and or intuitive..
    innate.. instinctual FeeLinGs and
    seNseS oN.. yeah.. this kNOWledge
    without any time.. space.. or distance..
    floWed ouT of mE sAme when i was
    18 in a philosophy class as the spark
    was tHeir to flAMe it.. and the
    idiocy of modern human
    cultural ways put me
    back in the dArk..
    of mechanical
    cognition cog
    of society’s illusory
    wHole of problem solving
    away from Creating way of
    human Art bEinG.. oh.. so crazy
    what we think is sane can so be
    now.. without many oF uS ever
    realizing iT and remembering
    the oneness of forever now..
    the inheritance of bEing
    one and pARt of One
    God sAme.. allA ’round
    everYwhere noW one
    aLL.. anyWay.. tRust mE
    i kNow more.. much more than
    i can put into the human language..
    as truly iT is limited vs the language of
    God inherent iN us.. thaT sure iS stored
    in our DNA too.. as God is both aRt and
    Science in Tapestry oF aLL thaT iS.. a sky
    fall above so below.. and All A’round heaven
    real now.. so far beYond what most folks thINk
    in the English Language is human poTenTial kNow..
    the liGht BrinGers are heRe.. and wE have much more
    to DancE
    and SinG..
    and yes.. back now
    to my original point..
    the first and last of the
    greaTest human destroyers
    and creators.. usually have
    a struggle story of disconnect
    from other social animals to tale..
    some go the path of status.. power
    and vengeance.. others go the path..
    of art.. creativity and victory in giving
    more than taKinG noW.. iT iS what iT
    iS and those of uS who are fortunate
    enough to be watered by at least one
    person in the formative years in Garden
    of Love.. most often go the route of
    creator in what is fearless Love..
    aWay in Victory.. from the
    real loser first as last..
    in power.. status..
    and destruction
    of other pARts of
    God in Positive to
    more negative way
    of action-consequence
    ways of bEinG.. in Vengeance
    wake.. of dArk in Sleep.. away
    from LiGht of whaT iS possible for
    most aLL wE to Be noW.. but anYway
    With light is hope.. with dark is fear.. noW
    Hope and Love Arts up liFE with heARt..:)

    “Language is a Universe of expression. It starts
    with the stars, 4 digits. a prehensile thumb. and
    people sketching angles in sand reflecting connections of stars.

    As with the expression of emotion and differing cultural ‘artifacts’,
    across cultures, the end result is not always the same, but
    the start is the same beginning.

    People describe it differently and label it differently.
    That is All.

    No one paints the same picture except for One.

    Suggesting that God does not exist, IS A
    ‘silly’ rhetorical argument.

    If there was a whole that could communicate.
    it would laugh back at ya.

    Keeping in mind, I Am a classical pantheist…

    This is not a personal comment
    directed at anyone here;
    it is poetry of how I view
    IT.”

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/06/28/funiverse/

    Some more
    FuN UniVerse
    word play here..:)

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/06/28/freeruless/

    Yeah and here’s
    one of my
    many
    mottos2.;)

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/06/28/one-arch-of-colors/

    And sure
    this says iT
    aLL too..
    HeLL.. juSt
    those four
    titLed words
    are a microVerse
    of UniVerSal PoeTry
    unto itself in colorEd WAy..:)

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/06/28/deliverance-from-ignorance-into-love/

    Yep somEnows
    yA jUst haVe2
    spEll iT aLL out2..;)

    Photo of a Lion
    Looking at
    the moon…
    that says..

    “i Am too positive to be doubtful..
    too optimistic to be fearful..
    And to determined to
    be defeated”..

    And i say in
    response to
    this Facebook
    share..

    Who needs words
    when yoU are A LioN
    LoVinG
    liKe a
    Moon
    Child sAMe..
    yeah.. the English
    Language is OK..noW..
    iF yA tWeak iT STronG..:)

    I’LL share this SonG noW by Rihanna.. Written by
    Sia as i can imaGinE and dreAm for real thaT
    God wrote iT jUst for mE and yes God did
    as God aLL OnE includes Rihanna and
    Sia as one whole SonG no different
    and different sAme as the SonG
    i SinG and even you whetHeR
    or noT you realize yoU
    are one and never
    separate from
    wHOle God1..
    but when one
    rises from the ashes
    of a Wall away from God
    but sTiLL one with God carrying
    footprints of i in finger’s sonG.. ah..
    yes.. a sledgehammer i WiLL BrinG
    otHeRs too.. back to what they miss
    that IS A.. sparRow who arrives back
    wITH the Love of GoD oNE all sAMe
    and difFerent noW aLive riSinG Fire
    from ashes Phoenix once.. aGain..
    on that July 22nd day 3 years ago
    wHere this SonG wiLL come aGAin
    in ways of BeyOnd of Star Trek too..
    on the 50th Anniversary of That ARt2..
    anyWay.. iF only for a moment noW.. oh..
    unTiL that day aGaIn.. as YouTubE noW
    ain’t gona let this copy/paste SonG stay long..;)

    AS promised earlier..

    “Marquees
    saY
    iT aLL..
    iN All
    Ways
    oF
    Independence Day2..:)”

    As i share aGain..
    a Marquee
    of ‘Beyond’..
    noW
    and say..

    Funny little Synchronicities..
    Views from Beyond iS alReady
    heRe as promised on my KATiE MiA/Aghogday
    Blog that says Views from the Autism Spectrum
    and Beyond.. tRust mE i.. alWays keep mY promises..
    doubt iT
    NoT..
    as i miX
    thE geneRaTioNs
    oF Yoda and Spock
    toGeTheR oNe i2..;)

    And now i say..
    aLL iN an hOur or tWo
    oF A daY In the Life oF Y i..
    Snoopy would bE PRoUd oF mE
    noW
    iN fAct
    Snoopy iS..
    as SnoopY
    jUSt DoEs iT2..
    without a word..
    as Dance.. PubliC DanCE..
    WiLL SooN ComE2 once AGaiN2..
    in A Aisle of A Department store too..:)

    PS.. putting all the pieces of Humpty
    Dumpty Egg Head.. Walrus..
    and or Yellow Submarines
    BacK toGeTHeR aGaiN2..
    IS A not alWayS easY
    bUt dOable
    iS jUst
    iT.. noW..;)

    LiKe God
    or not..
    Art never ends..;)

    “BEyoNd a
    UniVerse
    oF Y i’..
    and that mY
    FriEnd(s) WiLL
    be the title of the
    681st Macro Verse
    of the Longest Long Form
    Poem ever sTiLL MoVinG noW
    at Warp speed.. sorta.. toWard 4 miLliOn
    wordS now..:)

  5. https://navasolanature.wordpress.com/2016/06/27/on-the-other-side-of-the-fence-the-grass-is-always-greener-post-brexit-it-must-be-for-the-sake-of-our-green-and-pleasant-land/

    sMiLes.. my friend navalsolnature.. i enjoy all
    the photos of Nature you provide here and very
    interesting information here and well concern for
    the continued stewardship of greener ways of life..
    after the BREXIT controversy for sure..
    And it’s funny per literal take..
    how.. although i am not
    up to date on all
    the ins and outs
    of this controversy
    there.. over here it is
    the conservatives who
    actually conserve the environment
    less.. as they seem to value material
    items and money moreover the living
    stuff.. including taking care of the less
    advantaged pARt oF Nature who can
    be human too.. but truly things are
    much better than when i was
    younger in the states here..
    as i remember jogging
    in the early 80’s behind
    all the smoke of fume
    machines that were
    automobiles then.. and
    the area plants were pumping
    stinky pollution in the skies and
    rivers to the point that even after
    improvement some areas sTILL more
    or less are a toxic waste dump attempting
    to finAlly come back to liFE more than bEfore
    when no one ‘up top’.. seemed to care at
    ALL about the environment as money
    and stuff was number one.. anyway
    glad to see your efforts here
    to keep your land my land
    and our land same as we
    for generations to come
    Green Green Green and more Green..:)

  6. https://gigoid.me/2016/06/28/punishable-by-wet-laundrey/#comment-19821

    “The truth is more
    important than the facts.”

    ~~ Frank Lloyd Wright ~~

    “Faith does not offer the least
    support for proof of truth.”

    ~~ Friedrich Nietzsche ~~

    Ah.. truth.. a moving target that
    wears many shoes in dArk and liGht
    and the ‘tween all of that… Of course..
    truth for my wife is she is shy and
    too much stimulation will
    drive her nuts..
    opposite
    for me
    now.. but yes.. i’Ve
    been her side too..
    but oh.. A joy ride iS noW
    wHere i go.. hiGher and
    hiGheR bEyond the moon..
    the sky.. and ground to wHeRE
    i’VE never gone before.. above..
    so below.. inside.. outside all
    around.. to go wHere i have
    not gone bEfore continues to
    bE my mantra of Real in my little
    world of TrUth and liGht that mostly
    suits me.. fAct of the matter is some
    folks are more scaredy cats than others..
    i’ve already disintegrated into nothingness
    once before and after that.. so relatively
    speaKinG i alREady KnoW
    that the only guarantee
    we Have and Love
    is what we do
    wITh NoW.. Now
    noW.. and no time
    but NOW.. it’s quite
    liberating this truth of mine..
    needs zero facts but yes it’s
    all about faith.. the faith when
    one understands how nature works
    and put’S iT into action with no more
    need for facts or words to lead
    one own.. FeeLinG And SenSinG
    iS mY TrUth and liGht and the
    words are juST dreSsinG On
    a Cake oF Y i.. but that
    my friend is an entirely
    different continent
    of TrUth and
    liGht than
    the scaredY
    me who lived beFore..
    tHeRE are no limits or expectations
    that i care to meet anymore.. and with
    that Freedom.. comes more TrUth
    and liGht that iS real that i
    can touch and see
    than ever
    even fathomable
    before iN my lifetime real..
    THeRe are entire worlds of experience
    that are different from my past.. so no limits
    or expectations.. WiLL Certainly BrinG more..
    as is is.. thE
    way iT
    is..
    but again
    meanwhile.. yes.. i understand
    perfectly clear why folks sTiLL
    suck on pacifiers as this liFe
    business ain’t for ‘sissies’.. or
    people without heARt.. SpiRit
    and SoUl.. that makes the hard
    and soft of life.. a sunny side up
    scrambled egg that never breakS noW..:)

  7. Oh Lord.. Katrina
    trRies To drY mE outT
    iN thE Dryer cYcle.. eitHeR
    thaT oR iT’s jUSt anoTheR
    DanCinG Shiva.. foR NoW..:)

    So.. it’s literAlly
    trUe.. everYwHeRe..
    i go tHeRe IS A Free
    Shoe Carnival fOr-aLL to see..
    And haha.. so.. i’m in the middle
    eXtra wide aisles of TarGeT doing
    mY aLL FReED miX oF Ballet and
    marital arts juSt for KicKs and a grand ma
    according to Katrina tales her grandson on her
    cellphone.. i got him.. i got him.. and i’m gonna
    text you his photo right away.. yeah.. all iN a Day
    of A liFE iN A DancE
    oF mE..HeheHe..;)

  8. Facebook Friend and fellow
    poet Blogger.. Candice.. shares a
    photo of a saying that
    says..

    “I Don’t want to look pretty..
    I want to look otherworldly
    and vaguely threatening”..

    And i say..

    sMiLes.. true.. in the
    real world.. no one messes
    with the crazy eye..
    and for the most
    pArt.. in my
    experience a
    certain look in the
    eye online can
    achieve the
    same way
    of yA wouldn’t
    wanna see mE noW
    fully rELeased..
    i keep mUself on
    a short chain sane..;)

    And further i say.. tHeRe nOW..
    and heRe aS weLL too iN Fredism..

    Ah.. the mask of the warrior..
    Eastern Philosophy teaches
    this in martial arts way for a defense
    that has less opportunity of the need for
    offense.. fearless speaks volumes.. and now
    truly fearless only comes when one is comfortable
    in their own body and secure in their basic ability
    to use that body as defense against predator as
    invisible like balance in force.. or capture against
    prey in the same way.. anyway.. a mask it is and not
    necessarily representative of the fearless Unconditional
    Loving SpiRiT that lives within.. and yes.. i lEarned early
    about this mask.. at the city park.. and at middle school..
    as it was a cultural way of patriarchy as well.. for a long
    lived religious oriented middle eastern desert way of low
    subsistence non-fertile lands.. where the winning tribe
    of the fertile lands could make the difference between
    life and death.. and so one still sees the height of
    patriarchy wherever the need of the warrior
    human being needs be.. to secure
    and war for subsistence of
    the tribe one is raised
    in.. anyway..
    we no longer
    live in a desert.. we live
    as comparison in a land still
    of abundant resources and a social
    net of giving where we do not have
    nearly the starvation in need of
    third world countries where
    Patriarchy still reigns the
    strongest.. for reasons
    that are real for survival
    still.. it’s hard to be politically
    correct in what humans can be
    as altruistic.. sharing beings.. when
    there is not enough to eat.. and that
    is where one still finds the practice of
    filicide and infanticide for the same reasons
    of survival of what it takes to live on.. in other
    words.. walk in the other shoes before one judges
    the other.. nah.. i didn’t like it very much in school..
    when the middle school bullies and city park ones
    same said boys don’t smile in a threatening tone..
    took me years and years and decades to understand
    why as there were no males in my family to share this
    patriarchal tradition with me.. thank God.. as i lEarned
    the heARt of hope and love early and evermore still..
    through the divine feminine love of a mother over
    what can be the fear and hate of patriarchy still..
    as his way of living is like an emergency way
    of bEinG human for survival but it is
    also a way of life out of balance
    where there is no Art in heart..
    and all that’s left is he with
    no real diving feminine
    being for Fearless
    love.. and that
    is among the saddest
    left-overs of patriarchy in
    fundamentalist ways of culture
    in my little home town of new Jerusalem
    where the Old testament rules are still honored
    over the Jesus rule of gentile.. jew.. servant or free..
    woman or man no more.. and where even in the original
    Gnostic Gospel of Thomas.. Jesus says he will make Mary
    Magdalene into male so she will be deserving of the same
    spiritual attainment in an era where women were seen not
    much different than cattle for breeding young.. and
    on top of that the original mystical ways
    of Judaism.. Elohim.. the original name
    for God meant a balance of male and
    female.. and that is what the
    symbol of the star of
    David truly means
    as male phallic
    triangle pointed symbol
    upward and divine feminine
    fertility triangle pointed downward
    for union of one and same as marriage
    of one male and female in one person
    whole in spiritual way.. and this philosophy
    and mystical way of greater enlightenment
    and balance bEinG one with God STilL
    remains in the Gospel of Thomas now…
    Well.. there is another profile photo i could
    have used to better illustrate that where
    i live is not much different than modern
    Muslim Cultures who denounce any
    Homosexual or other sexual
    orientation.. including
    Transgender ways of
    being as worthy of death
    in some cases.. but here in
    New Jerusalem.. the place in
    New Israel U.S. oF A.. that once
    held the record book title of most
    churches per square mile.. the veil of
    ignorance in real original Greek meaning
    of the word Apocalypse still sadly covers the
    innate trUth and liGht of God that lives in wE
    all innate.. instinctual.. and intuitive.. the power of
    the balance of the divine feminine and masculine
    attributes of human one in being as one human being
    one with God now.. as we are made as mini-me’s in structure
    with the rest of the Universe whole in Golden spiral ways of
    as above so below.. from the fetus to the curled cat to
    the galaxy.. to yes the rose.. nautilus and all of
    Nature form A to Z beyond only the
    symbols of human written language
    alone in the symbols as numbers
    6 and 9 same as Golden
    Spiral of Life symbol
    too.. as above.. so below..
    inside outside.. all around..
    so we are driving by this place
    Called ‘Faith Baptist Church’ tonight..
    and Katrina snaps a photo of a marquee
    of lie that says “God doesn’t recognize
    Transgender” and supports that
    statement with a verse 1:27 from
    the oldest part of the antiquated
    historical Old Testament
    that says basically
    that God created
    human in God’s image
    and made male and female..
    well.. yeah sure.. and God also
    made her·maph·ro·dites too
    but who knows perhaps in
    infanticide ways they were
    destroyed at birth by their
    parents.. but if so.. i doubt
    there ever was a record of it
    and it was kept hush hush.. same
    as homosexuality in the closet back
    then and Muslim countries same where
    a homosexual can come to self-loathe
    themselves so much in the contradiction
    of what the church says they are that in
    paRt can lead to a rampage killing of the
    greatest number of deaths in U.S. history..
    There is good reason to accept everyone into
    the tribe of human being.. as Jesus says… It keeps
    the blood shed to minimum as an outcast can be
    a most dangerous weapon of all to the tribe at
    hand if they truly get out of hand in fear
    and hate as well.. in Vengeance ways
    instead of continuing Victory in the
    Hope and fearless Love as
    originally taught by the
    good cop Jesus from
    the record mostly
    as it stands..
    but yeah.. there
    is still the part in the
    gnostic gospel of Thomas
    as well that says i come with
    a sword and not for peace.. and
    you have to hate your parents to follow
    me.. so sure.. the BAD Cop Jesus lives
    even in the Gospels not yet twisted by the
    Roman empire as myth to spread the Roman
    Empire greater in coordination with the Mithra
    Myth of that area/era to make Jesus into a Soldier Sun
    God.. particularly around 325 AD.. with the help
    of Emperor Constantine of the Roman Empire
    and his Catholic Cohorts then.. eventually
    too.. where Constantine could erect
    A Monolithic Statue of himself
    represented as a Sun God
    to be worshipped too..
    greater than the
    other children of
    God too.. as first
    instead of last or
    a special appointed position
    on a throne by an anthropomorphic
    God with a white beard or whatever
    with the artistic representation of
    a bearded female named Jesus..
    all effete looking as such in
    Androgynous way but
    in keeping with
    the original
    ideology
    of Elohim too..
    anyway.. back to
    the mask.. when you
    weigh 230 LBS.. leg press
    a half a ton 33 times.. and wear
    a hidden mask like the one below
    behind shades.. you get to do ballet
    in a public place like this.. that still
    thinks that Gender roles in one way
    are life and death.. bottom line is
    the new patriarchs finger
    Cell phones.. and i
    kick iron without
    touching it in
    literally 100’s of thousands
    of kicks as a practice of martial
    arts.. it is fair to say.. like the Monkey
    or the Hawk who rarely fall out of skies
    and trees that i virtually never miss for the
    same reason of wax on.. wax off.. i practice..
    like any REAL WARRIOR OF GOD WOULD..
    AND MY ACTION IS FEARLESS LOVE.. THE
    MOST POWERFUL HIGHER FORCE OF HUMAN
    ALIVE.. EMOTIONS MOVE.. EMOTIONS SAVE..
    EMOTIONS FREE THRIVinG HuMAN BEINGS
    IN HEALING FORCE.. folks like men who
    repress or oppress these emotions.. now..
    particularly behind pudgy fingers
    of a ‘smart’ phone.. die early
    from metabolic disease..
    and that IS A fact..
    Move.. Connect.. and
    Create in the action of
    fearless love.. or basically
    suffer the consequence of
    Emotional retardation.. and never
    ever developing a full humanity of
    heARt.. SpiRit of heaRt ExpresSinG
    powerful liFe giving EmoTioNs of Fearless
    Love and all the pro-social nuanced emoTions
    that are almost unlimited that can go with that in
    a mind and body balanced sOuL or suffer the consequence
    of being lost from the human potential that God as Nature
    gives us from birth when fully watered by caring parents
    and a village of balance in abundance from birth to
    death.. the vital element is the watering and
    the abundance of subsistence that can
    be a fertile ground to grow altruistic..
    fearless loving human beings who
    have a balance of the divine
    and masculine pARts
    of God divined to
    us all natural now..
    or suffer the consequences
    in misery and suffering.. ya see..
    i don’t have to prove i am correct about
    this as there is NO ESCAPING THE GOD OF
    NATURE IN THIS LIFE OF ACTION/CONSEQUENCE
    OF THE REAL DOING NOW OF KARMA NOW.. THE PIPER
    IS GOD.. AND WE EITHER PLEASE THE GOD IN US OR PAY
    THE PiPER.. IN SWEAT.. TEARS.. BLOOD AND AN EARLY
    DEATH OR EVEN WORSE LIVING AS THE LIVING DEAD..
    APOCALYPSE OF LIFTING THE VEIL OF IGNORANCE
    OR APOCALYPSE OF THE REINS OF ZOMBIES..
    a choice that must not only be made but one
    grown from birth from a culture that is
    in the kNow and FeeL of A Good
    Cop Jesus real.. but sure..
    it’s all confusing as
    remnants from
    3500 year old..
    warring tribal religions.. come
    over to a new world of abundance
    now named the U.S. oF A.. eventuAlly
    the TrUth and liGht ReaL ruleS.. as Freedom
    continues to be contagious and while i wiLL
    not put that image of this hate and fear filled
    Marquee on Facebook.. i will put it on my blog
    as just more evidence of the bad cop Jesus that
    still rules over heRe wHere A good cop Jesus
    lives as me.. and otHeRs.. in New Jerusalem iN the
    New ISraEL oF U.S. of A.. that truly means
    all of God’s people Free..
    It’s happening..
    slowly but surely
    Fearless Love Grows
    and Wins the War over
    ignorant skirmishes like this
    that litter the roads of my home..
    here in God’s PoTenTial Paradise REAL..
    oh yeah.. and by a way..
    the shirt says NIRVANA..
    YES.. A BAND.. AND TRUE
    THE PLACE i for one LIVe Free
    iN God Cop Jesus Heaven REALnOW..:)

  9. Well.. yeah.. here comes a whole ‘nuther string
    of Facebook memories beginning with this one
    from three years ago in quotable text.. and yeah..
    i know i probably share my own stuff more than
    most anyone else on Facebook.. but it’s true i’m kinda
    literally a big deal in terms of actual quantity of words written
    and steps danced.. both in poetic artistic ways of being..
    and considering how controversial my art could be
    observed particularly in my very conservative
    place of origin.. i never really thought
    many folks would want to
    associate with me as so-called
    Facebook friends.. as speaking an
    unadulterated human truth not tainted
    by modern religions and cultures of dark..
    isn’t exactly a way to win friends of group think..
    but anyway.. i figured long ago.. this was an excellent
    free storage disk in ways of Facebook for back-up of
    writing the longest long form poem ever.. success
    on that so sure it’s still all worth it..
    as i’m doing this for the very
    long term record.. not any
    short term likes.. shares..
    followers or whatever is the
    flavor of the cultural moment.. when
    you do something no one else has ever done before..
    let’s just say sooner or later it stands on its own merit..
    history proves this time and time again now.. even when
    the record is as hidden away as Emily’s poems in a drawer
    of years ago.. etc.. etc.. etc.. live.. lEarn.. and MAKE THE
    DEAL REAL.. AND in my case totally for free..
    as i’ve earned enough green backs in that
    other prison way of life of culture iN 3
    decades plus.. of my nose to thAT
    grind stone.. to last me the
    rest of my life of doing WTF
    i care too.. FTW as Snoopy
    might sTill say in a breeze
    of ease.. figuring the system out
    and making the most of it.. like using
    Facebook for free hard drive space in this
    online cloud with no sun or moon that can be
    pARt of heaven noW2.. for those who find it..
    seek it and Just do it now.. making it yes.. THE REAL DEAL NOW..:)

    As A poetic memory from three years ago continues On iN Internet print..

    “That is what I mean by rhetorical question.

    It doesn’t take language to see it.
    All it takes is perception.

    Humans likely do not experience anything of
    what some other animals do,

    as they are ‘blinded’ byproducts
    of collective intelligence.

    I have a good memory
    and can still perceive
    part of that experience

    before I gained
    the ability to speak
    as a non-verbal child.

    That deficit in language
    was a gift beyond
    my ‘wildest’ imagination…

    It is the beauty of poetry
    that lets one see
    a larger part of it,

    if one is able to listen,
    and hear the messages…

    By the way, I use a clip from the movie ‘Contact’, inspired by Carl Sagan, to express this feeling of whole, in my blog over and over. It is my all time favorite ‘thought’, that expresses what I am saying, in a simple 10 minute video.

    It is easier to visit that place than to live there…

    That stuff that ‘Jesus’ and others (the combined effort of the folks that wrote the stories) was talking about that was not ‘adulterated’; commercialized out to patriarchs; is a Universal truth… NO ONE can change… it is just a matter of ‘tapping’ into it… that is the challenge….

    There are no two paths that are the same…
    and there are no two paths that are separate…

    It is ‘questions’ like that…
    that can take one there…

    In a “Twitter-Verse”,
    the Camel is bigger
    than ever before…

    and eye of needle is closing in…to closed…

    The only escape now is language,

    most ironically…”

    And by the way.. with this 2nd memory
    from three years ago.. when i got the REAL
    PASSION for writing poEtry.. before i started
    DanCinG liFe as WELL.. i won’t just tale ya..
    heaven is now.. AND DAM SURE WILL NOT
    LIE TO YOU THAT iT is only after this liFe..
    i’lLL show ya how i found it.. and
    how i keep it reaL Now.. and no..
    of course i will not necessarily be
    able to lead you to the water of heaven now..
    and sure.. i cannot make you drink a single drop
    of water in the heaven i live in now.. but sUre..
    i cry.. i try.. i just do iT.. REAL.. ALwAYS NOW..:)

    “Katie Mia
    Kt
    Aghogday”

    6/29/13
    4:50 PM
    13469 Views

    Speaking through
    (figuratively speaking, me)

    To be clear…

    I am using ‘Katie Mia’ as ‘a symbol’
    for the Christ
    that IS ALL

    ‘Kt’
    for the historical Jesus Christ
    sacrificed on a cross;

    ‘Aghogday’ or ‘Aghori’

    for what people describe as
    ‘the beast’
    or the ‘Anti-Christ’
    in Christian
    and Hindu
    religion…

    The essence of all three
    human
    archetypes
    ‘live’ in everyone…
    whether one likes it or not…

    I am fortunate and unfortunate…
    to experience ‘polar opposites’
    of these human
    archetypes

    in one lifetime
    in ‘spirit’…

    How do I know…

    35 hours of sleep,

    one each,

    for
    35 days…

    no sleep in the last 5 of 40…
    a little over 5 years ago…

    and one

    will…

    understand…

    Anyway,

    for
    anyone

    who comes to this
    message…

    in

    the future…

    which will happen…

    as there are over 5 million
    words that link back to it…
    on
    ‘Google’…

    This is full disclosure…

    Now, back to the message…

    (‘All three’ still ‘figuratively’
    ‘speaking’ through me…)

    One views a thirteen year old boy
    practicing a song for weeks…

    in preparation of
    a talent show…

    in middle school…

    The Piano Music
    is
    “Jesus Christ
    ‘Superstar'”…

    The music
    inspires one’s passion
    like no
    other has

    or
    ever
    will

    in
    life…

    One is drawn
    to the

    music,

    there
    is

    no
    choice

    but
    passion…

    The passion filled boy
    plays the song for others
    inspired beyond what can
    be imagined…

    After

    the
    song,

    the boy cannot walk straight.

    The

    audience

    erupts
    in laughter…

    The boy thinks…
    “Don’t they understand
    how much this song means
    to me…”

    “Who do you think
    you are…
    why should they
    listen…”

    ‘Only if you knew IT’
    ‘Only if you knew IT’
    ‘Only if you knew’…

    ‘OMG’,

    ‘I LOVE CHRIST..’

    ‘Can’t YOU SEE that…’

    “‘HE’ is right here in ‘FRONT’

    of
    ‘YOU’…

    ‘SHE’ lives in ‘YOU’…

    ‘TOO'”..

    .

    See, I didn’t forget you…
    the ‘Big J’…

    After

    All..

    is said…

    and done…

    Amen!

    ‘You’ see,

    this
    is one…

    Very Long…

    Autistic
    Prayer…

    ‘I’ love you in ‘Spirit’
    ‘Madonna’

    I couldn’t have done

    ‘it’

    without ‘you’

    ‘two’..

    Thanks for coming
    by..


    .

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/06/29/i-celebrate-my-body-eclecticelectrically/

    Yes.. of course Whitman and the Gnostic Jesus were correct..
    the Soul and God same resides in the Temple of God that is our flesh and blood..
    and it does its best.. when wE aRE BaLanCinG iN miNd and boDy Yin/Yang way..
    so yes.. if ya celebrate ya body.. Eclectic Electrically.. you miGht just
    get the motivation to balance ya miNd and boDy aS onE
    FORCE OF GOD HUMANIFEST IN YA NOW..
    works for me.. anyWay.. and that’s
    the waY i liKe iT2..:)

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/06/29/wrecking-ball-rule-of-hate/

    Oh Lord.. more on a wrecking ball
    of hate here in a few.. as copied and pasted currently..
    this morning on a couple of Facebook Friends pages.. ugh
    yeah.. the wrecking ball of culture/religion is still in full
    StRinG.. particularly as the terrorists attacks..
    namely the one in Turkey.. sadly still wreck
    on in fear and hate.. of ignorance in
    religious and cultural human ways..
    the REAL APOCALYPSE OF LIFTING
    THE VEIL OF IGNORANCE.. IN ORIGINAL
    GREEK DEFINITION OF THAT TERM.. is yes..
    oh God2.. long overdue.. to save F iN Lives..
    including species of Nature WHOLE..:)

    Yup.. more ‘children of the
    corn’ photos here.. from a
    year ago.. too.. as yes2..
    like the original movie.. IS A
    dArk parody of sorts in assessment
    of the hell pit falls of modern religion2..;)

    And last.. but certainly
    not lEast.. the wiNd
    that’s got my back..
    in putting me all back
    togETheR.. after humpty
    dumpty mE feLL off the
    Wall of culture.. liKe A
    loose brick.. back then
    in 2008.. where none
    of the King’s men..
    horses.. doctors..
    eTc.. could put me back
    T o G E T h e R AgaiN2..
    noW in year ago memory
    too.. child of the okRA..
    wiFe Katrina/Isis iN
    terms of basicAlly A
    sAMe real Egyptian
    myth of Goddess..
    yes.. the wiNd beHind
    mE.. toDay in new Jerusalem
    now.. M I L T O N.. in the state
    of Flowers Florida noW2..
    iN the new ISraEL of the
    Good old new world of the
    Americas of Good Old U.S. of A2..
    and if you want to call me the underworld
    dude.. as Osiris.. go aHead.. sure.. Now i’LL be
    an old bird-head..;)

    Extra cool Seville Quarter
    Frolicking Dancing Friend
    Cortney shares a video
    of a bird’s eye view of
    an Eagle flying over
    New World American
    terrain.. and she
    notes with sad
    and unsure emoticons
    she is still trying to figure
    out what an ‘American Eagle’
    is so i say in ‘helping
    her out’ on this
    human
    pondering
    dilemma..
    That IS cool..
    And nah..
    Animals
    Have nature..
    Not nations..
    ‪#‎morelife‬
    If humans could
    Be more like the animal they ARE..;)
    And in addition now i say..
    Yes.. while humans certainly have a
    tribal instinct.. of relatively small groups
    of humans against other small groups
    of humans to achieve basic subsistence
    needs of nature.. fitting into their current
    same evolved way to connect
    peacefully to around 150 to 200
    sets of eyes.. hips.. torsos and
    other naked stuff dancing
    all ecstatically around
    the campfire at
    night.. kinda like
    what me and
    Cortney and all
    my other Dancing
    Friends do at good
    old Seville Quarter
    on Thursday nights..
    albeit we wear clothes
    as there are way too many
    strange unknown folks to
    go all naturale as our
    so-called primitive
    savage ancestors
    did all in happy
    peace in balance
    with Nature whole..
    yes.. human nations are
    insane at core.. as we just
    are not evolved to live like this..
    so that IS A source of all human
    conflict.. so hope i just solved the
    world problems but of course i didn’t
    i only identified the problem.. but Nature
    Will have her way with humans sooner or
    later to get them back in balance with the
    rest of Nature one as God’s creation LiVinG
    on earth noW onE.. ‪#‎NatureBoss‬ bottom
    line here..:)

    Okay now i travel over to Ashe.. my old
    friend who i worked with before i fell
    out of the hell of work in 2008..
    into an even deeper pit of hell..
    and no.. she’s.. much much
    younger than me..
    by decades of
    course..
    Ashe shares
    a Grandma
    Sunday after
    church story where
    her Methodist Grandma
    asks if Baptists get dipped
    in water for Baptism like
    a flea dip for dogs..
    And i ‘somewhat’..
    quickly interject..
    Not to change the subject
    but the Faith Baptist Marquee
    on Dogwood street that says ‘God
    doesn’t recognize Transgender’..
    Is Missing the FACT that some
    folks are born with both organs..
    Some folks Are missing a chromosome..
    Etc.. Not realizing that religion still creates
    ignorance and yeah.. wInks.. I’m talking to
    the choir but additionally the closest thing
    to Christianity before Constantine and his
    Catholic cohorts got ahold of it in 325 AD
    in the Nicene council is the Gnostic Gospels
    uncovered in ’59 where the dude and no ONLY
    begotten son of God was reported saying in metaphor
    for the male and female as marriage of one human for
    yin and yang male and female divine balance.. That yes..
    ‘they’ would make the apostle Mary Magdalene who was
    Jesus’ most favorite apostle into male so she would be
    ‘worthy’ as we all know.. Women didn’t even get a right
    to speak in church or vote in politics until relatively
    recently since the REAL fall of humanity when
    they started agriculture in storing grain ways
    10 to 12 thousand years ago as this ends
    the Grandpa Fred story2..
    God a good mind to give
    that Faith Baptist Preacher
    A REAL lesson on God but
    i tend to blow So-called Christians..Jews..
    And Muslim’s heads off without owning or
    carrying a gun when i do that so the singing
    to your choir ends now..;)

    And i say here in
    addition.. in so
    heiRed way..

    AnyWay.. i already did this
    God lesson online with a Muslim
    Friend.. i can just copy and
    paste the link and voila here it is
    back
    again..;)

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/03/06/elton-jesus-and-yellow-brick-roads/

    https://omabdalrahmaan.wordpress.com/2016/03/04/homosexuality-and-islam/

  10. SiMPLY PERFECTION..
    gigoid.. my friend of liGht..
    which means i can’t
    add a dam thing.. and
    trust me.. NoW.. noW..
    that doesn’t often happen..
    SO i’M GONNA COPY
    AND PASTE THE
    WHOLE GOD
    DaM THiNG
    (except for your
    personal thoughts)
    AND ATTRIBUTE
    iT SPECIFICALLY TO
    YOU OF COURSE..
    with direct link
    in comments
    and blog..
    THANK
    YOU..
    THIS
    iS JuST
    WHAT I NEEDED
    TODAY.. noW.. SMiLES..:)

    https://gigoid.me/2016/06/29/retroactive-prophecy/

    Retroactive Prophecy by gigoid..

    “The fact that we are human beings is infinitely more important
    than all the peculiarities
    that distinguish human beings from one another.”

    ~~ Simone de Beauvoir, “The Second Sex” ~~

    “Anarchism is the only philosophy which brings to man the consciousness of himself; which maintains that God, the State, and society are non-existent, that their promises are null and void, since they can be fulfilled only through man’s subordination. Anarchism is therefore the teacher of the unity of life; not merely in nature, but in man.”

    — Emma Goldman “Anarchism: What It Really Stands For”

    Think about it, ffolkes. Humans, as they exist, are natural anarchists; we don’t do well with too much order. It’s too artificial, because the universe isn’t built that way…. Chaos and order coexist, side by side, connected, and we are merely a 3D representation of that quality…. THAT is something about which it would be well to have faith, for it is as much a part of you as water….

    Early Observations

    Until I knew there was more,
    I wanted to know God.
    They said he was a nice guy,
    and would let me live forever.

    All I had to do, they said,
    was live my life for Him,
    always living by scripture
    cleaving only to his Way.

    But, everyone I saw in church,
    acted different at home.
    Living wild, cussin’ and fussin’,
    nobody lived like they said.

    Still, I tried to be like Jesus,
    he was sort of cool.
    He never hurt nobody
    and walked on the right path.

    ‘Course they killed him for that,
    they couldn’t stand his example.
    Turned him into a martyr,
    hid his real words among their own.

    Then I found the Buddha,
    and met Lao Tzu at the gate.
    They saw things real different,
    showed me how to see straight.

    Right thought, and right action
    replace blind obedience and faith.
    Reality becomes manageable,
    fear retreats, the universe expands.

    Brother John said it pretty well,
    “Imagine there’s no heaven,
    it’s easy if you try.”
    Sounds like he knew why.

    Day to day, life is grand,
    we walk in eternal beauty.
    Open your eyes and hearts,
    find yourself already immortal.

    ~~ gigoid ~~

    5/12/2013

    “We cannot put off living until we are ready.
    The most salient characteristic of life is its coerciveness;
    it is always urgent, here and now,
    without any possible postponement.
    Life is fired at us point blank.”

    ~~ Ortega y Gasset ~~

    *******

    “All is mystery;
    but he is a slave
    who will not struggle
    to penetrate the dark veil.”

    ~~ Benjamin Disraeli ~~

    *******

    “It is the heart afraid of breaking
    that never learns to dance.
    It is the dream afraid of waking
    that never takes a chance.
    It is the one who won’t be taken
    who cannot seem to give.
    And the soul afraid of dying
    that never learns to live.”

    ~~ Bette Midler, The Rose ~~

    *******

    “I want to stay as close to the edge as I can without going over.
    Out on the edge, you see all kinds of things you can’t see from the center.”

    ~~ Kurt Vonnegut ~~

    *******

    “The higher we soar, the smaller we seem to those who cannot fly”

    ~~ Friedrich Nietzsche ~~

    *******

    “There is nothing more notable in Socrates
    than that he found time, when he was an old man,
    to learn music and dancing, and thought it time well spent.”

    ~~ Michel de Montaigne ~~

    *******

    “To see the world in a grain of sand,
    And a heaven in a wild flower,
    Hold infinity in the palm of your hand,
    And eternity in an hour.”

    ~~ William Blake, “Auguries of Innocence” ~~

    And those words end the ones of gigoid for NoW
    and the wise of those bEfore in retroactive
    prophecy that still come beFore iN now..
    and of course this tradition continues
    online now.. wHere anyone
    can be employed
    free by
    Nature
    as wise
    old or
    young
    new sAge..:)

  11. Facebook Friend Rafiah
    changes her cover to a
    hand held pink balloon
    imprinted with words
    of “The Crushing
    Weight of Reality”
    over a city
    now full of
    buildings
    and night
    lights..
    and
    i say..

    sMiLes
    mY friEnd..
    no weiGht
    to reaLITy
    when gravity
    bEcomes friEnd
    neveR aGainsT
    thAT Force God..
    A balloon of air..
    inside.. outside..
    above.. so below
    and all around now..
    of course.. yes.. easier
    sAid than dONE.. no Matter
    how poetic words WiLL Come..
    Moving.. Connecting.. and Creating..
    over symbols
    oF idols iN
    essence
    reaL
    i AM..
    Rose of tree
    unfOlding A
    cross of LiFe
    FriEnd Rafiah..:)

    Rafiah FriEnd..:)
    Life of cross
    A unfOlding
    tree of Rose
    AM i..
    real
    essence
    iN idols oF
    symbols over
    Creating and Connecting.. Moving..
    Come WiLL words poetic how
    Matter no.. dONE than sAid
    easier.. yes.. course of
    now around all and..
    below so.. above
    outside.. inside..
    air of balloon A..
    God Force tHAT..
    aGainsT neveR
    friEnd bEcomes
    gravity when
    reaLITy to
    weiGht no
    friEnd mY..
    sMiLes

  12. https://albinophoenix.wordpress.com/2016/06/29/the-circumference-of-her-journey/

    SMiLes… my friEnd..
    the only social animals
    who do not seek attention
    from other
    social
    animals
    are.. yes..
    oxymorons..
    One can only love
    another to the extent
    they love tHeir self..
    tHeRe is no love
    without
    Love of
    self.. now..
    oh.. theRe is
    those timid souls..
    anxious to attach
    to another soul that
    loves THAT SELF i.e…
    When filled up with Love
    of Self tHeir is nothing to lose
    by Loving otHeRs.. now of course
    there are those who love themselves
    without the capacity oF empathy for others
    but A question is.. do they really Love themselves..
    and the answer likely is
    no.. nah..
    Empathy
    stARts and
    ends at home
    base of self and
    expands out to all oF
    Nature for greaTest Lovers
    who start
    with onE noW
    and never end..
    allone.. a tree of
    life one with spirals
    GOlden that go on and
    on.. and keep on LoVinG…
    Selfish Love that never shines
    a lamp of liGht.. kNows no Love
    but
    dArk
    owner
    my FriEnd..
    Candice.. now..
    albinophoenix..:)

    Signed by an
    X-timid soul..
    who is finAlly
    balanced with
    a very healthy
    level of self love
    and the same for aLL otHeRs2..;)

    And sure.. i am not afraid to admit
    that i too.. once was jealous of folks
    who loved themselves as much as they
    loved others.. that liGht surely can hurt
    the lamps
    of dark now..
    my FriEnD..
    in been
    tHere
    done iT..
    iN dark
    lamp2..
    And lots
    of haters originate
    from a place like that
    of self loathing and
    loathing everyone
    else as
    mass
    shooters
    show too..
    at the eXtreme
    of that too.. oh..
    so.. sAdly enough…
    but the liGht shines on
    for those who have the
    liGht that shines iN first..
    and lamp
    last.. as
    Bright and
    ShiNinG noW..:)

    Yes.. my friend.. lots
    of folks are shocked in
    real life to find that folks
    like Lady Gaga off the stage
    are rather introverted and reserved
    too.. in person..
    my cousin has
    been playing in public
    in bands in front of up to
    thousands for decades and
    he too is as almost shy as my
    sister who has
    Asperger’s syndrome
    when it comes to the
    vanilla Walmart trip..
    But of course i am Bi-polar
    and can go from one extreme
    to the other depending on the stresses
    of life.. in addition to that Asperger’s
    thingy where interestingly the two
    conditions.. one that can be
    wild and crazy super
    EXTROVERTED and
    the other
    very
    systemizing
    INTROVERTED..
    keeps me in check
    or should i say i keep
    my self in check and yes
    i do with great effort exercised
    not to go one way or the other too far..
    Anyway.. we have this Christian religion
    that professes in fundamentalist ways among
    the 2.2 Billion folks who believe that way among
    those to the extreme that they are born unworthy
    in someway.. so the timid soul is grown in pews of
    guilt.. where anything less than Virgin can be unworthy too
    like sex soils a female body part and not a male one simply
    cause one is in and one is out.. in a book that says it is this way
    where actually in primitive cultures the more semen that is added
    in the act.. with more prospective sires is seen as self esteem that
    the coming child to use a pun too i guess.. will be greater wise for
    the contributing
    effort of more
    prospective fathers..
    but when everyone is
    getting that much attention
    there is not as much need as
    yes.. the group is the selfie and
    the selfie is the group sAMe..
    to hold life sacred no matter
    what seems to be a best way
    to go for me.. i like my
    alone time and
    like my time
    in the crowds
    of others.. as long
    as i get a portion
    of both.. i AM A oKay..
    true.. i’ve seen both sides
    L i TeRally and figuratively..
    And a best way to control most
    anyone is to make them feel the
    lesser.. and sure that is what organized
    religion is the best at doing.. overall.. sAdly2…

    And nah.. what a person sees of
    me on the Internet is not necessarily
    me depending on which color of
    chameleon i’m wearing
    the now they
    see me.. now..
    Let’s.. just say
    it makes life
    interesting for
    me and a
    mystery
    for
    some
    others..
    i AM the
    director/
    producer
    of I actor..
    this is my play
    alWays and i
    give and share it..
    but as any REAL ZEN
    master WiLLs.. i regulate
    emoTioNs.. and integRate
    senses like a well tuned Ferrari..
    and sure i can say that from the
    other side of a Moped with
    flat
    tires..
    Re-Tired
    means more
    than sitting for me..
    the wheels are no
    longer
    hard..
    oh the ease
    of aging gracefully
    my friEnd.. and that
    is what i hope for you
    too.. my young friEnD..
    with an autistic fLair now
    for so much more to come..
    Let’s ‘face’ it.. we couldn’t do all this
    if we had too much social interaction..
    it all
    balances
    out.. i guess..
    and that’s why i
    rarely comment here..
    as i will suck the energy
    out of a concert hAll if given
    the opportunity to exhaust the crowd..
    but sure..
    it’s just
    a genetic
    thing.. mostly..
    as a miX oF Y i..;)

    For me primal urge says iT all
    for the steps of DancE and the
    words of SonG iN PoEtry.. for me2..
    and truth be tOld
    when i’m in the
    bar and more
    than four girls
    surround me
    when i dance..
    the attention does
    make me uncomfortable..
    and when i say i would suck
    the energy out of a concert hall
    or Spring Festival like i have in
    the past in dancing my own style
    on the sidelines.. i’m not talking about
    being on a stage.. as i need very little
    attention from others to get by.. but
    yes i do need people.. and i am human..
    nice talking to you Candice and keep on writing
    as i kNow
    and FeeL you WiLL..
    DancE and SonG in voice..
    feet.. and words.. makes me happy
    no matter if i am around thouSands
    of people or the Nature in my back
    yard that only plays with me silent
    in winds of echoing sAnds..
    bliss.. as leaves..
    trees and
    flowers streAM..
    samE as aLL the colors
    i paint with.. my friEnd..
    noW as air and water sAMe2..:)

  13. As standing technology..
    if given the opportunity to
    choose a Star Trek Phaser
    or.. an iPhone6.. in the 60’s
    when i first saw the phaser
    as opposed to ’16 and the
    iPhone 6s.. i’LL go for
    Apple for art..
    and nah..
    don’t even
    beam me uP
    as heaven is hEar..
    @lEast for me REAL..
    don’t need no starships
    for the journey free beyond
    within real with Nature FREE..:)

  14. Yep.. tHeRe iT is aGaiN..
    ‘the evil eye’.. that in
    Turkish terms means
    the eye who looks out
    to make sure we are all
    reminded that no child oF God
    iN creation iS greater than the other
    than any lesser of a gRain of Sand..
    And my watch for the day online in
    text ways has run out for the day..
    as sleep calls for another
    refreshing watch
    day for
    i..:)

    Facebook Friend
    Himali responds..

    Helloooooo! Beautiful message..
    With God, all of us stand
    equal as his children..:)

    iN return i say..

    Hi.. Helloooo! To you too.. Himali..
    As i start to snooze but am awakened by
    Yellow Boy and see your nice words of appreciation..
    So now i wiLL sleep well and good morning to
    you in the Arab Emirates..:)

    Himali says..

    Good night..
    have a blessed slumber..:)

    And finally i say..

    Thanks and that was kinda weird as your first
    comment was greyed out where i couldn’t like it
    but of course i do.. May your day be extra Happy..:)

    And here i say..

    Yes.. the Facebook
    Algorithm automatically
    at times grays out comments..
    it ‘thinks’ is spam.. and apparently
    it didn’t like the emotion enhanced
    way Himali.. spelled helloooo..
    true Algorithms don’t
    understand human
    EmotioNs Well
    and truly
    no robot will
    ever genuinely have
    them.. and it is questionable
    whether some humans will gain
    all human emotions too..
    the battle
    fields
    life’s and
    death’s of
    human Emotion
    goes on as war
    of liFe from
    sea to sea
    and shore to shore
    of greater poTenTial
    oF Love and more on that too…

    Yes… speaking of ‘the message’..
    here is where i got the idea in the
    Earth Store last Sunday
    regarding this message
    originating in Turkey..
    Sadly ironic it is..
    considering
    World Events…
    tHeRe IS A Evil eye..
    and then therE is just plain
    Evil more than sadly enough..
    But tHeRe iS Love and that iS
    all we ever truly own and take with
    us.. the Love we give.. so those who
    hate and fear.. are truly in ligHt now as
    dArk thE ultimAte losers of the UniVerse
    and those who walk as liGht and loVe are
    here to help bRinG them out of thaT dArk..
    where the Son of Man is just a metaphor of
    essence wHere God as Nature in man and
    woman becomes a Loving Force of Hope..
    Love in Kind of Unity.. that kNOws and
    FeeLs no separate EmoTioNs noW
    as SpiRit of HeArt.. from aLL
    otHeRs iN a BaLanCinG
    MoVinG ConNecTinG
    CreaTinG way oF
    SoUL wHoLe
    with the rest
    of creation..
    ONE..
    and the metaphors
    for this wHOle State
    oF human being wITh
    the rest of NatURe one
    and sAMe as metaphor
    as GOD.. sTiLL range
    from the Adam of the
    Kabbalah.. the reborn
    of Christianity.. to the
    Atman of the HIndu..
    and to role models
    like Jesus.. Buddha
    and all those in real liFE
    who become noW onE Fearless..
    Hopeful LoVinG Force oF God
    whOle wE as children of God REAL..
    and that pARt mY FriEnds as oNe wiTh
    Nature is the natural experience of most
    animals except for human animals.. as our
    written language.. collective intelligence.. and
    diversified cultures of differences have created the
    barriers that bRinG uS the illusion that wE are separate
    from the whOLe tHAt iS God ONE wE.. anyWay.. liFe goes
    on dArk and liGht and yes.. the hues of colors and shades
    of Grey ‘tween bLack and WHiTe.. and bEyond a Rainbow
    of hUman potential for hopeful fearless Love in KiNd NoW..
    and this Energy as Force of BeinG HuMan is contagious..
    the more of who win this Fearless LoVinG way of
    BEinG.. the more wE spRead it to oTheRs and
    iT GroWs the way continuing toward a
    much more peaceful world as REAL..
    and sure tHere WiLL alWays bE
    a mix oF dArk and liGht but
    may you fiNd yourSelf iN
    the place of Fearless
    Love in Heaven instead
    of that other place of Fear
    and Hate in what can be either
    or in this Earthly Dimension one
    or the oTHeR noW.. the paths
    diverge and come toGeTHeR
    and LiFe does go on.. and on..
    iN liGht or dARk ToGETheR noW..:)

  15. And what i just said bEfoRE..
    UniVersAlly expressed in
    the Video heRe bY
    Rihanna as she
    rises from an
    Abyss to oneness
    With the Universe God
    one and sAMe.. not everyone
    WiLL catch it but not everyone
    has bOldLY gOne wHere most have
    not dared to Go Free WiTh GoD aLL..
    the iNner UnivErsal Journey that
    tRuLY BRinGs iT aLL noW onE..
    anyWay.. i’LL use this
    new version of
    Rihanna and
    Sia’s SonG
    twice in the
    coming oF A ‘Beyond ‘
    681st MacroVerse.. later..
    and sAdly those NoW who
    continue to separate in duality..
    the oneness of God.. Will name
    this video evil by the end of the
    day in conspiracy theories wHere
    they are too afraid.. sadly.. to let
    all cultural dualities go.. and come
    to the realization that all iS GOD
    and wE aLL are one WiTh God..
    sAdly most have just forgotten
    through the barriers of
    division that is
    modern human
    culture.. and trUly
    iT iS possible to remember
    and be one wiTh God aGaiN
    as aLL oTHeRs too.. ONE.. but
    the Matrix iS ReaL. and to E-scape
    it TrULy takes the bravery of a real
    liFE NeO.. noW.. the invitation remains
    open for those who are brave enough
    to come toGeTHeR noW aS oNe Force
    of liGht
    WiTh GOD
    aS Fearless Love
    iN CouRage oF kINd..:)

  16. https://gigoid.me/2016/06/30/a-quarter-pound-of-inflatable-gouda/#comment-19852

    “Loyalty to petrified opinion never yet broke a chain or freed a human soul.”

    ~~ Mark Twain ~~

    ~~ Inscription beneath his bust in the Hall of Fame ~~

    i’LL take the first quote..
    run with it and say..
    ain’t that the truth..
    petrified opinion
    is what bonds
    human as a group..
    we are social animals..
    that is the reaLITy of culture
    and we get used to it.. and it
    becomes home.. and often
    comfortably numb.. or
    even horribly
    harmful
    to all
    who fALL
    to the group
    think oF aLL..
    the catch 22 is thAT
    IS A pArt of Nature and
    we are Nature in Social
    Animal form and essence too..
    except for those of who are cats
    and can go our own way.. aWay
    from what hurts.. from hurts
    so bad.. and sure one can
    do that in the good old
    United States
    of America..
    but in some
    places the action
    of different leads to
    even the potential
    of death.. yes.. we
    are the lucky ones who
    can escape an insanity
    for harm in many cases that
    is Nature whole as DArk
    or liGht that comes with
    noW as is.. nah.. while religions
    may be used as extra inspiration
    for aggression.. violence.. wars
    and even potentially world war III..
    it is the haves and have nots as all
    ways that make this reaLITy real as
    Nature WE.. if there were no religion
    the something other than religion would
    take the place for inspiration to kill to have..
    until we learn to once again.. give and share
    more than we take.. but.. we are not evolved still
    to do that with more than around 150 to 200 sets
    of eyes that are homogenous as us.. so the insanity
    goes on.. and An only escape truly possible iS iN the
    moment of now.. wHere iMAgiNAtiOn.. iN MoVinG.. conNecTinG
    and CreaTinG ways makes Neo possible in a world of cogs who
    remain in the machine as is.. as extension of Nature as us.. out
    of balance.. where culture is the virus and we are the experiment
    in both scientist and guinea pig ways.. trULy it takes genius WiLL
    of heARt.. as SpiRit iN HeArt.. regulating that EmoTiON
    real.. and integration of senses at hand that are wE..
    in MiNd and BoDy Balance SoUL oNE WhOlE..
    to make the great escape
    in the insanity of
    a matrix
    of humanity
    out of balance
    now.. bottom line though..
    iT is possible for those who leARn
    and practice
    FTW
    no matter
    WTF anyone
    else thInks WE
    are doing as group think..
    wE win alone allone with Nature REAL..
    yes.. action consequence NATURE REAL..
    THeRe is no E-scape without a art oF heARt..
    and the talking heads speak to this well in
    metaphor too.. in the SonG you
    quote too.. as Nature
    remains WitH
    ArT iN
    heARt
    as poTenTial
    E-scape back FReED..
    wHeRe wAter and AiR
    Free FloW uS iN ZonE noW..:)

    Anyway.. enough writing for the
    day.. now for sacred and Holy
    Thursday R and R activities
    for me Now to E-Scape
    this digital keyboard
    pen
    of IS A
    mesSagE noW..
    DancE and SinG
    liFE sAMe as iT
    ever was iS..
    water
    and air
    FiRes the
    Earth Flow of wE..
    and i’LL do thAt greaTEst
    toniGht at Good Old Seville
    Quarter too.. WitH folks who
    are lEAst College age young
    enough to remember what iT iS to
    DancE
    FReED
    WitH
    mE2 on
    a 116th week
    of A Thursday niGht
    of DoinG JUST that..
    LiFE IS AlWays an action
    and consequence of liGht
    for those who lEarn it ReaL
    as a practice oF liGht over DaRk
    iN WhatEver F iN TruTh juSt F iN Works.
    to Do iT
    ReaL..
    i’M tiRed
    of the sAMe old
    phrases so noW
    to Dance NeW but
    yes.. as aLWays
    i’LL be back lATer..

    aT aRound 3 AM oN the wee hOur
    of Friday 7012016.. with fun dance
    photos.. iN thiS BEyond MacroVerse then..
    thaT WiLL bE published WeLL bEforE Then2..:)

  17. ‘Rose
    BeYond
    SubLiMe’

    http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/06/twelve.html

    And as alWays Facebook
    Memories in MacroVerse
    forms of Essence..
    and sure..
    yes..
    A Rose
    Beyond
    Sublime continues..:)

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/06/30/no-way-of-encouragement-too-small/

    Yes..
    True..:)

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/06/30/true-friends-never-pass-away/

    Yes..
    TrUe2..:)

  18. ONce
    AGaiN..
    Nirvana..
    Sublime..
    And thE EviL
    eYe aLL MiXeD..
    iN ‘BeYonD SuBliMe’..:)

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