SMiLes.. my new
yes.. ‘this’ 678th
Macro Verse of A
Longest Long Form poem
ever was quite a case course
in deed.. thanks so much for taking
the time and effort to get to the ass-end
oF iT here.. hehe.. and i’ve been drowning
just a little in an ocean of words and photos
lately.. and dance too of course everywhere
i go in the flesh and blood world.. WiLL be back
following the dVerse Trail soon.. to see the new
offerings coming in around 3 or so minutes at
2 p.m.. see ya later my FriEnd and aGain
thanks for getting
to the very
Macro Verse here..:)
THey Do LivE oN..
WitH A LiFe oF tHeir
owN NoW onLiNe..;)
SMiLes.. my friEnd and i too
am a cut and paste
kid of sorts..
soak of hips…
i’M headed to
tomorrow to commune
outside with NaTuRe further
than mY backyard and Super-Walmart
Stores and Malls and such as that..
Another 13K or so word
SoLsTiCe Play in the
thaT aLL IS A Gonna
WorK ouT greAT as iT
can and WiLL juST
do oF coursE noW
WriTe oN a course
oF DancE and poEtry
SonGs of LiGhT iN LiFe
and that dArk stuff2..
WiLL bE NoW..:)
Ah.. noW.. what a wonderful way to sTArt
off a sLiGhtLY overcast Summer Solstice
20th Day afternoon of June way.. than A
Haibun.. featuring one of dVerse group efforts
of individuals wRiTinG
noW onE tight
about rain with a Haiku
But as usuaL nOW
for me.. Fredbun Free
WiLL come neXt to catch
uP a little with thaT aLong
with a short FredKu after
thaAt.. somE SAnd.. CLouds..
And Naked Sun Dance for me..
allone with all FRiEnD God oF course..
juST a little TogETheRness now ya know..
of course.. wRite on Course.. yeah.. and i’ve
got juST the UmbrEllA SonG to go WiTH this
by Rihanna too.. that i WiLL place nicely
iN thundeRouS and liGhTeNinG way
at the beginning of thiS neXT
679th macro verse of
the Longest Long
‘eva in the
history of humankind2
and hmm.. alReaDy i’M FeeLInG
a title of sorts CoMinG foR it.. perHaps
NoW something to do wITh “UmBReLLa
God People Rain”.. yeah.. so far i
tHiNk that IS A ticKet of sorts
to catch uP
with words and
then i WiLL leT thE
steps of God Rain down
with me as SanD anD sUn too..
as flesh and blood three aLL onE
jUst HaPPy and joyFuLL Free
iF thE Rain comes or not now..
And after that Work-out comes too..
at my Favorite military gym.. with my
own creative style oF Fredfu Marital Arts2..;)
Rain of Days.. SinGS SuN oF SonG
for Love noW and Play
for liGht allone
Reign no more
reins of those
who hOld God back..
God LiVes AgaiN Free
aS WE LiVinG oNe aLiVe
aS God’s greAt Gift We ArenoW..
oF Y i
Sun of moSt hiGh.. Rain of Low
Breath oF aLL.. SinGs so BrighT
as cLouDy Day.. sParKs of liGhteNinG
ThunderOuS LoVe FReED.. pLeaSinG
MeaDows GreeN.. DAndELiON WeeDs
BE Y oNce aGaiN FlouRisHinG
yeLLoW FRee SuN
am i and
FloW iN ZonE
oF Y i’s NoW..
Rain goeS on.. Rain LoVes bAcK
Rain.. liFe giVinG water for
hUman lifE.. a way
oF BeinG tHat
iN TrUst oF God’s
Gift of Rainbow
thaT never goes for eva’
aWay noW nO matter heiGht
oF wave or storm iN Thunder..
miX.. sandY loAm
silt as water sanD onE..
ah.. when feet and sand
aliGn.. sand.. water.. and texTure
changE.. RaiN iS alWays
ingreDiEnt of Change
mY FriEnD.. yEs..
A way NoW
iN a decision to Golf or Bowl
iN Summer lonGest days
oF Florida water
heat.. iT never
rains on BowLinG
Lanes.. i managed
thaT in ways of Athletic
Director.. but i never played..
i just rained and rained until
i rained out
i PeN PLay..
StiLL no GolF or BowLinG iN
teN or elEven pIn pAr waY..:)
Some run from
rain.. some hide from
Sun.. some toes never
feel grass or sand and
SMiLes Freya.. i can reLate..
as i’Ve been on the S.A.D..
seasonal affective disorder
spectrum of craving liGht aWay
from clouds.. and on the opposite
end of the higher functioning Autism
spectrum where a 3 am streetlight
iS like A Sun at mid-day..
and as side note..
i’ve never been
able to touch
textures ever without
eXtreme discomfort sTiLL..
but i FeeL pleaSure equAlly
inTense.. aS alWays mY Friend..
iT is what iT iS.. as dreAm.. oh..
and nightmare2… ReaL NoW..
(;.. ps.. WiNks.. i
reAlly liKe thiS
SuN oF God
DanCe oF SeeD
wife is actuAlly
way.. she Loves
the water but yes
stays inside away
from Rain too..
i Love it all
but i am
NightMares of Rain
oF sKeYes God wateR..:)
Hmm.. Wow..! this reminds me of
a very difficult rain mounTain way..
as for awhile all sounds
for me were so loud
thaT a cricket SonG
IS A freight train
then and the
drops of rain
from Jupiter Banging
on mY Roof.. anyWay.. i could
not separate the rain from i.. then..
except for ear plugs for escape.. ugh..
LiterAlly IS A
A RainMan challenge..:)
all caught uP
to ten of what
DVerse has to offer
on rain so far.. now..
perHaps.. a break for a while..;)
Back again at 10:37 pm..
for some more
as such now..
back now.. hehe..;)
Rains oF Rein of reign
cLouDy to me..
titles.. and Kudos to ya.. WhirLed
Peas.. TG.. originaliTy heRe sTiLL Reigns..;)
Note here.. pArt of the prompt was/is
a strict requirement to name the
poem a word in Japanese that
Jesus F. iN
so glad i don’t
lInk tHere any more..
Ain’t anyone ever
me name my
so yeah.. thaT’s iT..
and Fredfu.. STiLL ReigNs..
ReiN oF Y i Rain..:)
to the original
Amazing iT is
how liFe giving rain can
seem iN duSt BowL wHoles
thaT spRing less food..
Hungry we are
then can wE appreciate..
Rains of Life..:)
Ugh.. nuTher.. side note..
clinching my teeth over
the humiliation the neXt
poet miGht come to FeeL..
as they too.. didn’t do
the Japanese title.. oh..
PoEtrY compliance officer..
eases up.. poeTry back FReED..;)
Hmm.. from a distance
iT’s aLmost like it’s
time to pull-out the
as other species
benefit when human
order gets out of
hEat for otHeR liFe..:)
Yes.. sure.. i can
laugh at myself too about
this.. as i used to be
A micro manager from
they even asked
me to be a moderator
on the WRonG PlaneT
i literAlly shit you not..
You kNow.. iT’s fUnny
my FriEnd.. even in my
late 40’s.. the cOld.. raiN..
and even heaT botHeRed me
so much when i was a sitter
most always in front
of a screen.. then..
DanCinG naked comfort..
aLL iN yEar noW ’round.. out
side re-Tired As Nature Real..:)
so much of
Disney World noW..
jUSt puT mY
MicKy earS oN..:)
HeHe.. side note
folks who never
with me with
turned up noW
no F iN Jesus
i can be..
Lord kNowS noW
sOUnds liKe A
AlWays Love thE
Poet wHo iS not
aFrAid to say
IS A priSon..:)
And i AM
A nakED PoET
note hEre eXpLaiNinG
thAT IS A reEponse
to poet writing
Harmoney rains liFe from
Birth to death..
is no Japanese word
Oh… i JUst
word noW for
noW that phrase
would be a LovELy
metaphorse for God
ReaL as Ki.. iS like Qi..
like Chi.. Dao.. eTc..
F iN Christ
A mE instead
oF i mE.. iS what
thE F Jesus was/
iS talKinG about per
yes.. the God oF Nature
then as humble Yogi-like
dude in the first gnostic
place of the middle east noW..
WeLL anyway that’s
all that was offered
and the GreaTeSt thing
about somewhat troubling
dArk aWay from FreeR
aLways make due..;)
F iN Christ
like Jesus F
Charli XCX SonG
wRiTe up for this..;)
Well.. it’s safe to say.. i rarely
repeat a profile photo.. but on this
June 20th Full Moon and Summer
Solstice day.. i WiLL.. in honor of my
Father’s would be 84th birthday.. he
passing away in May.. two years
ago.. and this photo
too.. i iN my
latest blog post
and iT WiLL likely
come back again
In Word Press fashion..
as it was the last photo
included tHeRe.. when
i do the full text version here..
probably later tonight.. anyway..
i was 22 in this photo in 1981 on
my Father’s Home on Lake Talquin
about 20 miles or so outside of Tallahassee..
and my father 50 here.. and he smoked so much
from age 13.. and had high blood pressure and
all that here.. at yes.. a relatively young 50 for
someone in Good Health.. as stereotyped
as such.. i didn’t expect him to see
almost 82 years of age.. but
never the less.. smoke stack
full in flow.. yes.. but a blessing
too was he didn’t drink
alcohol at all
good dietary habits
as he really wanted to
make it to retirement to
do what he wanted at
age 69 after 46 years
in law enforcement and he
did just that selling Nascar
stuff at the local Tallahassee
Flea market.. buying silver..
and other jewelry goods..
for trade too..
were one of his
favorite.. with haha..
some fake Rolexes too..
in flea market fashion as well..
but anyway.. he always seemed
happy in a peaceful enough way..
and fearless one too.. and thaT iS
the pARt as stated in the last blog
post.. the best pARt of He that’s finAlly
come my way after 5 decades overall..
of a cat in a lightening storm cage..
sometimes.. believe it or not
Ripley.. age takes most
of the pain and
of life as it
can be experience
over the instruction of
others wHere iN innate
instinct and intuitive way..
wE finAlly Find and Get our
ancestors gifts for the struggles
they made it through too.. it doesn’t
matter what a parent does or doesn’t
do.. the bottom line.. is.. they got us here..
period.. and that is the greatest gift anyone
can truly kNow.. FeeL or GeT of JuST BeinG
aLiVe NoW.. so sure.. managing to squeeze a
few tears out.. i WiLL Say thanks for the Peace
Daddy True and liGht
that lives within me NOW
for Real for Real
aS WeLL nOW..:)
The best pArt i reAlly
kNow and FeeL about
poeTry iS iT leTs you
out of the
closet iN youR
heARt.. SpiRiT.. aS
a greater attempt for
MiNd and BoDy SoUL
BaLanCinG.. and beFore i found
this gift.. now.. i didn’t have that inner
voice of positive self as ego.. to guide
me to a much liGhter and BriGhter place..
the thing is.. iT doesn’t
matter how the FucK thE
PoEtry comes out iN Form..
and that’s why i left the Forms
of poEtry BeHind.. as it was/does
dRaG my heARt.. SpiRit
and soUl down again.. as
the PoEtry i reAlly
a young man who
was all about the visual
stimulation of liFe moreover..
the verbal internal one of words
as guideposts.. for the heARt.. yeS..
eXpreSSinG EmoTioN as SpiRit oF
heARt.. iS what eventuAlly noW has
made me wHole instead
oF half the human BeinG
i was bEfore in relative
way oF course..
tHere iS so much
to say inside as
SonG noW and
not juST an uncoordinated
physical step of Life.. that has
NoW comE into BalancE2.. as First
tHeRE was/is the word BeCominG
flesh of heARt for i.. and then
thE DanCE sPranG FRee
iN middle aGE SpRinG
oF Y i
oF mY SoUL..
complete in wordS
iN say.. and DancE
oF Steps FReED..:)
here noW from
3 years ago..
near A stARt
oF a poEtic
play too.. oN Course..;)
Sparks, remember what I said about dreams?
Here is a thing about
and I am a Positive Ion.
A child ‘allowed’
continuing to build
creates amazing things
in life and lives.
When one finds a way to see tapestry of life,
one sees a personal Universe of Truth…
Enjoy the place one creates.
It is one’s reality.
If one has children that are annoying
a focus on a four-inch screen,
most of the time…
they are asking
one to share
One has a mother to thank for that
telling one anything is possible
simply by not telling one
If one cannot see it in photos
in life, one does not dream.
It is in the eyes of a mother
and a same child’s eyes that is
Ah yes.. more celebration
of a longest Summer Solstice
day here of Nature whole.. hehe..
yeah.. including me.. in what i remember
as my last day into the foray of
grey underwear physical
art.. after i shed it all..
to be fearless free
as i WiLL be
adult links of course..
in most passionate of hUman
art aLivE as NatUre Free We Rain
People FLoWinG StreAmiNG River
Ocean wHole Children oF God wE..
and yeah.. lots more of that in the
coming post per the new age
disease.. of NDD Nature
i aiM to hELp
to end.. by
liKe whAT iS in
PG rated human FREE
WiTH Nature post ALiVe
with no NDD here for dam sURE..
And as synchronicity WiLL have iT
too.. in addition to last night being
A very special Strawberry moon
night only occurring every 70 years
per Indian named reaLiTy Lore..
with Summer Solstice fuLLy
iN tow.. yes.. folks are
getting more fully
Moon and wHere
the Sun shines longer
from head to toe.. as yes..
my day has finAlly come too..
as National Selfie day when finAlly
humans become art instead of tHeir
FucKinG Cars and hOmes and
hehe.. even clothes.. as
yes.. 14 famous
this new wave
oF Human Form
and essence of Temple
of GoD art.. by F iN Stripping
iT all off in selfie nude art and
sharing and Giving more of themselves..
free for all to all as God’s Rain People WiLL
SELFIE TOOLS TO SPREAD
THE GOOD NEWS OF GREATER
HUMAN FREEDOMS TODAY.. AND
HEHE.. the headliner in this post
of me.. is one i might submit
as 54 year old dude..
as a most unusual
to world wide
Internet and other
of National Selfie day
too.. hehe.. yeah.. sure..
i could submit this entire
blog post wHole oNe as selfie
Art special.. haha.. of me.. me
NAT u RE
this freedom iS
in hUman flesh and
blood uncovered from
the fears and hate of the
Victorian human flesh and
blood hAters of yesteryear
And sPeaKinG oF Summer Solstices..
And Trees.. here’s one from a year
ago with philosophy prose
and poEtry fuLLy
LiT uP WiTh toes
too.. and pardon
me too.. if my words
go too far.. but i’m juST
bAck from a REAL WORLD..
NATURE JOURNEY.. AND THE
CREATIVE JUICES ARE FLOWING
LIKE A TORRENT FROM HEAD TO
And note.. Navarre
Beach photos including
more photos of hUmans
as NatUre in this one too..;)
(in small print)
and oN shirt of course..
waKinG uP for NaTuRe
Trails and Botannical
Gardens at my Junior
College alma mater..
that is now named
College in the outskirts
Forest around Avalon
Industrial Pace place..
wHere they used to joke..
take your Girl Friend there
for a place that stinks.. but
yes.. Thank God.. they got
most of the Nature killing
Monsanto polluting sTuFF
now.. and it
StiNks at all
and date night
is back on Fresh in
Pace aGaiN free..
anyWay.. at least
one more National
Selfie Day profile pic
Facebook photo to come..
oh and quick trivia note.. did YOU
kNoW.. Red Foxx from Sanford and
Son started that show in ’72 when
he was six years younger than i
then at age 50.. yes he did..
and nah.. Elizabeth..
i don’t feel the
big one coming
yet.. how ‘about you..;)
And yes.. heRe’s juSt anotHeR
Garden exhiBit at Pensacola
State College iN Milton.. wHeRE
thE Sun oF God hAs mY hAir oN FiRE
aGain.. iN BEast MoDe sTiLL
LoadinG here.. F A S T…
Free aM i..;)
And heRe oF course..
Yellow Boy wins.. paws up..
the National Selfie day
aT lEAst to mE
Hmm… oKay.. ending my National
Selfie Day photo coll(e)(a)age with thiS
quick snap heRe..
by A Chameleon
of course.. this rates
close to Yellow Boy’s selfie
entry.. as this Chameleon
iS also tailing a green tale
oF journey oN God’s NatUre
tRail today.. NoW but unfortunately..
or fortunately depending on which
way your lizard leans.. or whatever..
the Chameleon captures the lamb
of leg of an Old Goat in a human
prison as old of sorts.. and Jesus
F in Christ.. that human leg..
looks like leg of Goat..
as tHeRe IS A viSible
fuir of leg and
hidden cloven feet as well..
hehe.. wow.. tHeRe looks like
there IS A loT of meat on that
Leg.. the Chameleon grins
as iT’s almost now to
eat.. but that old
goat is too tough
and or Snake
Lips.. too.. So the
Chameleon just goes
his way and says Live
and FucKinG LeT LiVe..
hmm.. and tHeRe IS A SonG
for that too.. of Course.. WriTe oN
Nature aka God’s Course allone oNoW..:)
i suppose iF the rest of Nature could
SinG back to hUman with All Human’s
care for Guns and Roses.. NaTuRe
miGht have a mesSage.. jUST
FucKinG LeT uS LiVe oKay..
wE no LonGer
create A Place
for You oN thiS
most beautiful sKeYes orB and
yes of course.. ever changing
unique blue.. green.. snow
covered brown mountains
Desert Ocean hoMe noW
thaT sTiLL has FucKinG
oxygen to Breathe noW..
note to self HIT REPLAY
ON THAT GOD DAM SONG
NOW.. as that IS A NatUre SonG
and that iS how Nature sounds when
Nature is FucKinG Sick and tiRed of you
Human BeingS noW FucKinG uP the rest
oF God’s Rain thaT iS aLL wE fur.. scales..
feathers.. and fins.. Wings of Dragon flies..
as small as youR liTTle FucKinG pInky thAT
Fly 60 MiLes per hour.. hehe.. what iF wE aLL
jUsT join Forces in synergy oF BaLanCinG way
oF ‘eva changing world AND MAKE YOU eXTINCT
DYING IN YOUR BLACK BOOKS OF HATE THAT
SAY YOU DOMINATE US.. WE’VE GOT GOOD
NEWS AND BAD NEWS FOR YA.. THE GOOD
NEWS IS YOU ARE ALIVE.. THE BAD NEWS
IS WE’VE GOT YA BY YOUR TESTICLES..
PATRIARCHAL RAPING FOOLS WHO
KILL YOUR OWN.. and you ain’t got
a clue.. of what you stand against..
as We Rain Creation of GoD
free in buzzing feathered
oF Ocean.. Mountain..
Desert wHole meadoWed
noW before you even itch
iN yOur Daddies DraWers..
anyWay.. “i’Ve” got a job to
do.. see “y’All” laTer.. change
IS A REAL DEAL.. and wHeRe
the rest of y’ALL creatUres end uP
WiLL be or not be.. Balance or the
DEATH OF YOU ALL IN SLOW
MISERY’s DEATHS iN LiFE
AcROSS THE LIFEsPAN
NOW.. NoW Now noW..
SO YEAH.. LIVE AND
LET LIVE OR DIE
WITH NDD DISORDER NOW..;)
And this is dedicated to the little
ADHD boy with Autism on the
Nature trail who after the
tour guide said y’aLL
can go off the
YEAH.. THE STAR
CHILDREN ARE REaLLY HERE..
WitH A TeAR FROM ME @LeAST..
AS THEY ARE MY REAL FAMiLY..:)
WeLL as you miGht have
eXpected the parAde of
5 National Selfie Day
Facebook Status proFilE
thingies returns to me..
me.. me.. me.. me.. me..
aGain.. hehe.. hehe.. hehe..
hAha.. oKay.. wee.. wee.. wee..
yes i like to rhyme at timesx2
when i gET back here too..
Okayx2.. and nah.. i don’t
give an F.. iF and when
Latrines.. are my
as huheh.. God
even in my britches2..
and the water oF those
pee holes too… EDucational note
here.. did you kNow thaT Sanitation
and the proper practice of it in toiletry
ways has saved more lives than modern
medicine can come close to do now..
it’s trUe.. and iT’s ALL A’bout BaLancE
as if ya get too clean.. ya get sick too..
BALANCE.. BALANCE.. BALANCE..
iN BeAST MoDE PEaCE MEANS
AWeSOME LiFE N0W..
TrUtH and LiGht
iN LiVinG LiFe
aNd sPeaKinG oF BalancE
off to Sun and Sand Dance for
And this one
juSt goes to
sHow i WiLL
neVer run ouT
of gaS iN wordS
aS iT aLL inspiRes
mE oneall for one..:)
i went to a garden party
with a girl named Marilou
but shoot.. she was only
my sister.. who has
i.. the visual
as hard now
as all these words
may make one believe
i wasn’t a word person
until i lost effective use of
my sight and hearing then..
and she.. the one with all the
labels.. in fact she could have
done the check-off list on
Noah’s ark for animals
iF iT was
a winner at
scrabble and oh
God how boring text
was to me until i could
make it SinG like thaT
voice oF SonG
Yes.. i am
kind of a parrot
two.. three and
even four score
and seven years
when i lost my soul..
but things change.. realiTy
is real.. but never fixed with
epigenetic human potential..
and yes.. oh God yes.. often
i enjoy non-fiction more than
sex.. but it is the way mY bRain
works as Rain People of God as
Nature WiLL change along the
way with WiLL oF adaptation
in poTenTiALLy aLL oF uS..
to struggle FOR change..
so now these
are my eYes..
mY eaRs and
LiFe is Amazing when
never limited by BeFore..
some folks don’t thInk new
places exist.. simply ’cause they
ain’t been tHere bEfoRe.. anyWay..
a Garden oF LiFe iS fuLL of PoTenTial
as long as humans are nEitHeR iMages
or words or other symbols alone of what
is so much more in mastery of EmoTioNs
MoVinG EmoTioNs wHere inFiniTy of possibilities
allone IS A
story now thaT
IS A Garden oF LiFe..
FloWeRinG or StaGnant
WeLL.. as you may have hEard..
every Kat has nine lives..
and sTiLL iN honor of
National Selfie Day
with about 17 or so
minutes left as of
now at 11:43 p.m..
coming here to
these Facebook Profile
photos.. is number 6 here..
of the Snapcat.. with yes..
three more of nine to
follow for nine
cat is tired of the
same old phrases..
as Arnold who caMe
back aGAiN.. says
as you may have
noticed earlier on
National Selfie Day..
Snapkat.. is also
tired of the
on poses.. so
Snapcat is experimenting
a little here with some new poses..
As SnapKat is such a poser.. ya kNow..;)
in the eighth
Profile status thingie..
THE REAL SNAP CAT
MAKES HIS APPEARANCE
and he is no Yellow Poser..;)
Oh Lord.. a busy night
for Snap Cat posing here
under the 6 pointed array
of the StarMart.. Star
of David double
yes.. Oh Go.. yes..
a busy niGht of Public
Dance entertaining all the
young folks out of school.. who
were so bored.. all tHere was to
do was go to Star-Mart.. to attempt
to video voyeur Snapcat in the Wild
of Aisle Dance.. to share him on Facebook..
and it’s kinda hilarious.. ’cause just like on
Mutual of Omaha’s Wild Kingdom..
when SnapCat gets a little
too close to the camera
man.. the camera girl
and or woman
cover.. but yes..
hehe.. that smartphone..
camera light gives ’em away
behind the clothes display
almost every time..
they try to
anyway.. as the
Video Below says..
to be back
new selfie pose
and flavored T-shirT
comes NeXt hehe.. now..:)
Wow beautiful background
and you smiling as always !
And i say
in Happy Return..
To Find Art
Is to Super
To do thiS
Now Can bE
Way.. Hello Himali..:)
Man.. Facebook Friend Bennie..
yes.. that’s so weird.. noW..
Katrina was juSt SinGinG
thaT soNg wiTh diffeRent
words.. hmm.. i thInk
i’LL use tHat SonG
too.. noW as
oF rains iN SinGk..
i’ll be back YeT
aGaiN to finish
CoMinG GoinG MoVinG
SinGing StePs neVer heARd
oN FloorS oF publiC BeFores..
spReaDinG Good News oF JoY..
Electric Moves.. inSpiRinG wayS
oF smARt phoNe youTube syNergy
pasSinG through one ear heMisPheRe..
oF Quantum SoUnd And liGht EnerGy
fRom lefT to RighT eAr BuDs too.. JeT
FUeLed soaRing hiGher wAves of synergeticK
eneRgy pUlse frOm toes.. to fingers.. arms..
torso.. hips.. inside.. outside.. legs.. allA
’round.. above.. so below.. dAncE
floWs iN ZoNe.. oF PoSiTiVe
waY aLL iN BeinG noW
stILL liT up From
head to toe
ZooM Zoom ACross
i.. no distance.. space.. or time..
allNoW everYwHere sPreaDs aLiVenOW..:)
Lust IS A reAlly
tOuchY FeeLY hUman
and NaTure subject noW
as GoD onE to discUsst.. aS
They say in the urban dictionary
that LuSt is when Jill Licks Jack’s
chest on the bar scene.. and
wants to have wild
wanna talk to him
at all.. thereby
that Lust and Love
is not connected.. but how
can this be.. as before i kNew
anything about sex.. and a sweet
girl who i adored in emotional way
around the age of sixteen.. we both.. and
when she said something nice to me.. i felt
like exploding ‘down there’.. basicAlly
i guess into then air.. as i reAlly had no
idea that two plus two equals three
with special sauce.. to say
it in PG way.. yeah sure..
i kNew tHeRe was thiS
thing then called
sex that led to
but man plus woman
then i lived a sTiLL sHeLteRed
50’s liFE..ugh.. in the 70’s in some
ways.. and if there was easily
accessible porn back then..
i would know all the ins
and outs about the
full act of sex..
but never the less
oh did girls make me feel
all lusty inside.. outside.. above..
so below.. and all around.. that’s just
the way it was supPosEd to bE by thE
hand of Nature’s Direction as God sAMe..
and seriousLy by the now i actuAlly got to do it..
i wasn’t really that impressed as everyone else made
it out to be.. as tHeRe is so much more two people can
do besides that to have a balance of lust and love without
much of a mess too.. unwanted pregnancies and such as that..
sure.. potential for veneral disease.. supporting a lust child for
18 years.. from afar.. lots of complicated pArty Dress sHit with the
Bill Clinton Def. iS iS of thaT.. and it’s no wonder
in my mind.. why bootie dancing
with clothes on iS now
the dance hAll raVE
wHeRe the girls go
home aCross thE Bar
Street toGeTheR hOldinG
hands and they do tHeir thinG
witH sometimes strange males like
me as well as they can.. fully clothed
as such with no body fluids exchanged
never even a French Kiss as such too..
and seriously you can get
mono from a French Kiss
from a girl on a dance
floor too.. so really
dancing IS A safe
lustY way to go..
as long as ya keep
ya wet parts all enclosed
from mouth to toe.. anyWay.. as a
participant observer anthropologist
on Mars.. boy/girl things have reAlly
changed since the 70’s and 80’s on the
dance floor.. and Women’s Liberation in the
good old U.S. of A.. is quite advanced considering
that it IS A perfectly acceptable on the public dance halls
of life practicE noW .. to be lustfully and physically lavished fully clothed
with an aggressively up and down and up and down
and up and down rubbing rear on an innocent
young and or oldER man’s front..
Humans.. God.. Nature and culture
ALL are ‘fUnnY in’ hoW
are back in the teens
of 18 to 21.. and
56 year old
but i must say.. deSire as
some eastern folks might stoicAlly
and stone faced with robot body
sway.. is not bad at all.. in fACT iT
is a necessary Libido pARt of liFe
for MAXIMUM CREATIVITY.. PRODUCTIVITY..
JOY AND ALL AROUND LUST IN COMFORT
WHEN BALANCED WITH LOVE OF COURSE
IN EMOTIONAL ATTACHMENT AS GOD DAM
YES TO GET EMOTIONALLY ATTACHED TO ALL
LIVING THINGS AND NATURE AWAY FROM METAL
CARS AND CONCRETE HOMES IS HOW WE BEST
GET THE SOCIAL COOPERATION WITH HUMANS
AND NATURE ALL DONE.. AND WHEN WE LOSE
THESE LIVING AND NATURE BEINGS sAMe IT IS
NATURE’S GoD way SamE as human bEinG to
cry and grieve and lose
way when the social bonding
neurohormone.. and sorry
i kinda lustily see that as
neurowhoremoan.. as it
is just hilarious and i for one
ain’t gonna take life too seriOuSLY
AS liFe is better gooGLinG giggLinG than frOwned
down non-fiction face.. WitH robot walKinG sWay..
anyWay.. after loss and with the
process of grief.. the
naturAlly rises to find some new
Friends and Lovers and things to
do.. while the serotonin trust
in all thaT iS.. goes down
until one’s desire
again.. in the neurohormone
oxytocin.. that is the warm and
fuzzy hormone way of being wHerE
wE even have receptors on the bottom
of our feet to seNse/FeeL close comfort to Mother
Earth noW when our toes are fully exposed in Sands
and Sun oF God.. as yes.. the Sun itself as it shines
on all our skin raises so many beneficial happy
neuro-hormone and other chemical ways..
Yes.. generally speaKinG i have
a lusty hard-on for all stuff Art
in LiFe.. from Sand to Sun
to Breast to toe from
but yes.. YES!
OH GOD YES!
a strong strong
way of Love.. where i keep
my pants on.. when the bootie
dances of life come on STRONG
UP AND DOWN.. with hands
perusing my very sweaty
chest.. but trust
me if any women ever
licks it they will have a mouth
full of bear bare hair.. heHE..
so perhaps it is better anyWay
that this Pan stays FULLY CLOTHED
with legs and arms and hands.. and face
disclosed with Shades of mystery somewhat on STiLL..
Life is Fun.. joyFul.. and just a rage of rave with an appropriate
balance of Lust and Love that suits the individual on a basis
of each such as that.. lEt’s face it there are the Miley Cyrus’Es
oF Life and there are the clothed from head to toe oNwards
Christian soldiers as such too.. to each hiS or heR owN..
with separation of church and State
God lives FReED iN aLL oF
GoD’s Bio-Diversity now..
some are soft.. some
are rock hard.. some are
‘tween.. dry and soaking
wet with sweat and such..
but the bottom line iS wE humans
Create.. Produce.. and LiVE joyFuLL
best with WiLL.. WitH LuSt.. WitH
Fearless Love.. never harming
another human being..
as no one’s hurt
for that homophobic
dude who tried to do it
one time.. who i liGhtly pushed
away.. and his drunk self went flying
across the dance floor on his ass..
note to self.. remember you
and the Lion King2..
when some of
the fools try
and just turn the
other cheek and move
your body away from
fools who would die
to harm now
another human/nature being..
AS alWays.. IS A BaLanCinG
oF push and pull
all around.. i AM the
Lustiest Loving perSon
ya miGht ever find.. but
i keep it in balance and
keep my ass and other
paRts of body out of trouble
and wHere they do NOT BeLONG..
And yes.. ps.. i find a peck on the
cheek as Lovingly appropriate..
and yes.. as hard as it may be or
soft i might say too.. to hEar the Truth
and liGht alMost every ancient sAge from
Buddha to Jesus.. eTc.. was/iS incorrect on tHeir then
asserTioN that lust/desire IS A sin.. nothing could
be further from the trUth and liGht when
aLL God NatuRally BaLanCinG FreeLY
With Love.. but of course they
did/do not have the advantage
that modern Ted’s have
with Fred Talks
on the science of Lust
and Love in A video i wiLL
provide here again.. in youTuBe
way.. in case anyone thInks i aM
just bLoWinG smoke and mirrors
out of my nude art and such as that..;)
And yes.. i alWays add our closet cousin Bonobo
companion video.. to show iT iS God’s
NatUre iN wE FReED Pan primates..
iN uS..AS allA Natural as such
thAT a BaLaNcinG
and God dam yes those
reAlly sMArt ‘dirty’ Apes..
AS new age Charlton
might say nOW..
WORLD WAR III..
SO BrING ON THE
PORN AND RISE
GOD DAM IT
YOU DIRTY HUMANS
THAN FUCKING SHOOTING
UP A BAR AND THAT’S FOR SURE..
Y’all didn’t kNow that MilEy’s WrecKinG
Ball aims to save the World but y’all ain’t
got an open miNd and BoDy soUl for God..
Live and LEarn..
Wide aWake WiTh
God FreEE in Fearless
Lust and Love BaLanCinG
Peace.. as Action.. or suffer
the poTential consequenceS
far aWay from real hUman
Heaven NOW in the REAL
NATURAL GOD’S oh GOD YES! aS
OMaHA’S WiLD AND CIVILiZeD KinGDOM NOW..
AND this is just innate.. instinctual.. intuitive.. educated
GodaLL providED aDvice.. take it with a graiN of sAlt noW
from Sergeant Pepper or Captain SaLT buTt iF yA CAN..WiLL..
iF yA do not get coNnecTED fully wHole WitH a GRain oF
God’s Sand and Sun.. you could miss out oN
Heaven NOW.. jUsT noW and quite frankly
that iS worth more
in a ‘beer’
in a country’s SonG..
for me’s who do not know
how to balance LuSt and
LovE and thE sAMe
WhoLiEr than thoU
wHo iS GodNATuReALLONEnoW..:)
And sUre.. remember iT iS not size or beaUty
thaT coUnts overAll.. yeS.. matters noT…
OverAlLiT IS A
SomE oF mY GreaTest
eXploSioNs oF LiFe haVe
been over juSt the Look
and move oF soMe
YeS.. God yes!
Facebook Friend Ned..
AKA gigoid.. provides..
a share of a Facebook..
fun thingy.. that has a quiz
of stuff based on each letter
of the term Kindergarden that
one can remember from that
era of hUman
Life and i say..
Kindergarden must have
been traumatic for me
as it was Catholic
all i really remember
is the teacher marking
an X on the one question
i got wrong on a test..
me in the throat
with a pitch fork..
The good news is now it’s different
and according to A Bishop’s video
they actuAlly encourage the kids
to dance and plaY iN
“Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal
with the intent of throwing it at someone else;
you are the one who gets burned.”
~~ Buddha ~~
“All anger arises from
— Bhagavad Gita
Old Jesus– words to the effect
and affect of turn
and i bring
a sword instead of peace..
Old Muhammad– words to the
effect/affect believe or else
you burn in
hell and we
have your head
and rape your
wives as they
our right hand..
and by the way
this is the religion
of Love and Peace..
and sure we Bring
a sword too.. as any
might say.. in Bi-Polar
way too.. FULL BLOWN..
yes.. both old Jesus
and Muhammad too..
at least Buddha
had Balance iT
And isn’t it interesting that
A text book case of Bi-Polar as
you likely know in your PSYCH WARD
WORKER DAYS.. is intense religiosity..
heightened sexuality too.. and
potential temper tantrums in
aggression and violence
way bad.. as when the
neurochemicals and neurohormones
yes.. and Androgens.. Estrogens whole..
Explode out of the down of
depression and or
IS A solution
for survival and
thriving.. with casualties
of potential hurt along the way..
Life is tough.. Life as history shows
has mostly been struggle at least since the
history of when we started storing grains and
living in huge populations that humans are
still not evolved to do.. beyond a small tribe
to village.. to towns.. and mega city metropolises
of super human potential discord if laws don’t
hold potential anarchy down.. by threat
of force and prison now.. sTiLL and
even Sharia Law2.. ugh.. ugh. ugh..
Problem is humans
are reAlly smARt
but they are out of
balance.. seriously all
of life as culture is one Bi-polar
way of being now.. in macrocosm
whole.. and getting more autistic
in text away from non-verbal
and spoken facial
with rest of flesh
and blood body too..
i’ve lEarned to ignore the
temple money changers as seriously
these days raising a stink.. too much..
will just get Caesar to put ya into Jail..
sure.. i am as what they call super
religious in non religious way2
as Jesus too.. and
do 10 wives
too in modern
way as ‘well’..
if i didn’t find
other ways to
balance a human
who is basicAlly a
sexual organ plaYinG
a Dance And Song aLL
day and night long too..
Anyway.. most every culture
is Bi-polar.. now even in
India.. where you
have to be a
to go into
a bar.. talk
desires.. Jesus it’s
no wonder most of the
tech workers for online
help ain’t got an emotion
to their voice.. REPRESSING
HUMAN NATURE FROM HEAD
TO TOE.. TO EMOTIONS TO
SENSES TO SEXUALITY
TOO.. IS A truly source
of aLL evil in the
World in anger..
fear.. and hate
and just plain
unhappy as joyful
is an oxymoron any way..
as well as filled up heArt
Dick Cheney’s who don’t have
to kill 100K innocent folks
to rebuild a country
Oh God if we
could just have a Jesus..
a Muhammad.. or even a Buddha
who could prove that a Balance of
Lust and Love.. WiLL save the World..
perhaps Dancing naked aLL
trick to free
a prison of lust
for life repressed..
O P R E S S E D..
in so many places
around the world..
Winks.. all i
can do is try..
i cry.. i try..
And who knows/feels wRiTing
a 6 million or so word.. 10 million
12 MilLioN or however many words
and dance steps WiLL coMe beFore i die
to show how much i Lust and Love the
UniVerse as is as i too.. as one God noW
iN BaLanCinG Bible for one perSon
sTiLL iN new
and Prose too..
WiLL at lEAst sHow
thAT change aT the individual
level is possible.. with lust
and love backing it all uP
as BA LA N CinG SouL
iN Mind And BoDY
as Free God iN
do.. as Superman
per Friedrich Nietzsche’s
Overman miGht saY and
WiNks of REAL Miracles
and Synchronicity.. mY Friend…:)
But inStead2.. i’LL end wiTh a quote
from Whitman.. and Leaves
of Grass Raining down
here again.. who is truly
a better overall trUth
and liGht Jesus
In God of
aLL as Truth
and liGht With
this quote before
i say i’ll be back
as this dude understood
too.. that the heARt.. the
SpiRit.. and the Flesh
IS A balance of LiGht
R E A L n OW TrUE
so aboVe beLow noW
And blood balanCinG
MiNd and BoDy
B R E A T H’s
FiEld of Dreams
soUl.. to eNjoy
iN a Heaven
but noW aS
oF Grass and
SAnd of Sun iN
miD-day SuN In
MoonliT… aliVe wE
ArE ALIVE WITH GoD
oF NAtuRe wE thrive Naked aLiVe
DanCing hOlDinG Hands and ALLother
boDy pARts WhOlE Free in evermore cAmp FiRE..
noW never ending.. A DancE and SonG noW
oF LifE Free.. sAme as continuing Creation
wHoLe noW.. as first and last iS dArk..
and now/then LiGht and DancE of
MoVinG.. inspiRinG conTinuAlly
all one iN Union.. as sound iN
SonG of GoD’s
R e A L
for that ‘brief’
now for means..
without an end..
aLwaYs stARTinG noW..:)
“The known universe has one complete lover and that is the greatest poet. He consumes an eternal passion and is indifferent which chance happens and which possible contingency of fortune or misfortune and persuades daily and hourly his delicious pay. What baulks or breaks others is fuel for his burning progress to contact and amorous joy. Other proportions of the reception of pleasure dwindle to nothing to his proportions. All expected from heaven or from the highest he is rapport with in the sight of the daybreak or a scene of the winter woods or the presence of children playing or with his arm round the neck of a man or woman. His love above all love has leisure and expanse … he leaves room ahead of himself. He is no irresolute or suspicious lover … he is sure … he scorns intervals. His experience and the showers and thrills are not for nothing. Nothing can jar him … suffering and darkness cannot—death and fear cannot. to him complaint and jealousy and envy are corpses buried and rotten in the earth … he saw them buried. The sea is not surer of the shore or the shore of the sea than he is of the fruition of his love and of all perfection and beauty.”
“There will soon be no more priests. Their work is done. They may wait awhile … perhaps a generation or two … dropping off by degrees. A superior breed shall take their place … the gangs of kosmos and prophets en masse shall take their place. A new order shall arise and they shall be the priests of man, and every man shall be his own priest. The churches built under their umbrage shall be the churches of men and women. Through the divinity of themselves shall the kosmos and the new breed of poets be interpreters of men and women and of all events and things. They shall find their inspiration in real objects to-day, symptoms of the past and future… . They shall not deign to defend immortality or God or the perfection of things or liberty or the exquisite beauty and reality of the soul. They shall arise in America and be responded to from the remainder of the earth.”
Jesus took awhile
but he finally got
here first.. perhaps..
to come iN preSent
the power of
to Rain FReED
as God oF NaTuRe
Peoples iN TruTh and LiGht..:)
Ah.. to appreciate
the Rain.. feathers
oF Birds soaKinG
iN A Storm
Water oF LiFE
you are us we yoU..
TrUe iN LiGht.. Reign
Fields iN DreAMs of REAL..
WiNks.. mY friEnd..
thE pArt aBout
reaLiTy iS noW
aLL tHese wordS..
aNd trUly thaT iS aLL
tHeRe iS To iT.. aS uS iN whaT
We maKe reaLiTy NoW.. All..
For onLY wE..
thaT iS aS
iN LiFe We LiVe..:)
As Synchronicity and i WiLL
continue to do and say..
in the can
StorY iN Facebook
Memory from two
years ago.. in
Blog post way..
Yes.. and sAMe applies here..
a year ago.. as opposed
to two the sAme from
two years ago..
way aGaiN.. heRE..
as Prose of Philosophy
and Politics.. and TrUest
liGhtest Free Verse
Moving back to the dVerse Haibun
Monday prompt on rain..
wHere of course again..
i do my own style
end a short while
too.. before i go
work-out2 wiTh Martial
arts Free Style Fredfu2..
fUn2.. and perHaps i’ll go the
more serious route of rain here
now.. as the last effort ‘up tHeRe’
was perhaps a little too liGht heARted
For a Japanese Rain.. somewHere else..
here at 3:18 pm.. 6222016..
sMiLes.. for me at lEast..
fEar of rain was more sensory
then emotional.. particularly in cOld
air.. as my body no longer generated
heat.. in even 100 degree temperatures
wHeRe a breeze was chill instead of
days of before..
wHere rain was
loss as well..
and yes.. finally the
angry rain of Hurricane
brOught down my Majestic
Oak.. then though i learned
to Love the open sKieS anD
rain aGaiN iS FRiEnd oF BlUe..
sKeYes i.. finAlly.. oF Fearless LoVE..
words of sAMe..
Balance inside on overcast
days.. rhythm of rain
SonG oF WorDs..
Sunny anD aLive..
liKe neVer bEfore
iN dArk DreAMs
Ha.. this reminds me of the
rain of Für Elise.. the only
Piano SonG for years
i kNew by heARt..
and ha!.. no
hEaRd.. i didn’t
play it the way
it is ‘supposed’ to be pLaYeD..
but eventuAlly the fAct i never
memorized another SonG and
never played this one by the
rules helped me to
beFore.. and sUre
i carry on that tradition
noW iN the longest long
form poem ever.. approaching
4 million words of which this
micro verse inspired by you
will be a pArt of A 679th
macro verse tHeRe..
my FriEnd Viv..
for the continuing
plays the sAMe..;)
x2.. i am no Monsoon
i aM a
Human Word tSunAMi..;)
And copy and pastex3..
saveS iT aLL no matter
whaT.. iF some cannot stand
the size oF iT aLL.. NoW.. iN 4th line 3rd Fredku.. too..;)
And yeah.. as side note here..
it’S kinda like rain..
that Für Elise
so i’ll use
iT as iT
now back to
Pray of rain.. a storm for
me.. and truly all words of
the massive one i STiLL
work on oF Long Form
4 Million words
one LonG praYer
and the 7 or 8 million
words noW in oNLine beForE
way too… a prayer of Death
iN LIFE realiZed as LiFe once
aGaiN.. noW a praYer of ReAL
for oTheRs too.. iN this micro
Verse of what WiLL be a tiny
pARt.. of A 679th macroVerse
tHere2.. LIFe is TrULy like that
too.. particles like this..
waves.. like that
oF God thAt IS A uNabridgeD
Bible2 now named the human web
onLine as wHole.. just adding anotHeR
micro-Verse aS drops of Rain foR
Ocean WHole iN multi-Uni-Verse
or perhaps iT iS
aLL a MagicK InCANtaTioN..
kNows as MoonChiLd WiLL…;)
Now for a record
as only Super TrAmp can do..
Oh.. yes..! Rain play!
of child hood Imagination
groWs in the neighbor
hood of mINd
gOne when aLL iS scripted
iN BiRth from TV.. to Video games..
to books to lectures..
hydroPlanED meTal wheelS noW..
BacK On LiFe’S oPen Road StorMinG MoRe..:)
sMiLes.. one of my most
favorite things in liFE
NoW that i could rarely
do beFore as i hated
to get my feet dirty
or even exposed
to sand.. beForE
IS Color NoW like
A WiNd iN Dance
oF Toes aS silt oF
A Friend to lend
a hand in storms
unexpected.. is certainly
a Rain oF Life to Love
Drops of Love’s
Home iN BEinG wE..
oUr comFort Free..
A BleSsinG REaL..:)
rain of a
do too.. hehe..
Long Form poem ‘eva..;)
WeLL.. my FriEnd
since you ask
i WiLL tale
that all my
words are poEtry
and aLL my steps are
dance.. end result the longest
long form poem ever in the history
of human kind approaching 4 million
words now.. true it takes almost
a super computer and bRain
to open up and digest..
but it is what it is
and it is my
hobby of Life
in REAL HEAVEN
NOW.. LiFe is purpose
and meaning my friEnd
when real.. Life is Holy
and Sacred in a practice
oF just that wITh reward
iS eternaL now..
much harder in
action.. but with
ease when synergy
rises allone aLive..
as the human mind
and body iN balance..
IS A UniVerse mini-me
Quantum uNleashed reLeased
wHole.. when used enough
for Big Bang SoULs here oN
this Terrestrial Plane..
anyWay.. just anotHeR
microverse iN A
can my fRiEnd
and pArt oF
a 679th macro
Verse of Rain Storm..
that lately measures
in the 11 to 15K range..
ah.. yeah.. and then tHere
is the Dance.. 5555 miles
now.. approaching 34 months..
i would tale ya.. i ain’t a legend
but that’s now what they saY iN
a practice yes..
my friend of now
with no labels for
me at ALL.. anyWay
thanks for asking.. and
i copy and paste all of what
i do of course.. and if this is ever
too long.. no problem
if you delete
it my fRiend
as sure i’m
too.. but yeah
baby.. i’m kind of heavy
and really deep too..;)
to hear from folks..
And i’ve been following
dVerse for three years now
and used to link too.. until they
kicked me off less and more for
being a modern Whitman2..
just another label
but nah.. i’ve been
to Hell2 and don’t give
a cRap for culture rewards..
whether they come or go…
Have a nice day..:)
i can only imagine
how much one appreciates
rain in the desert.. but in hot
Summer Florida days..
ah.. but creeks
with teaming fish..
Cool Rivers and
Sea Breeze but
i’m not sure
sand or even
snow.. wHere culture
becomes a life or death
tool.. of subsistence at
even basic human
Free as NaTuRe..
Beverly Hill Billies Live..;)
i thINk i’M hooked
on words as hypergraphia
speLLs.. a WeLL waTeR Storm iN poEtry
Down poUr noW iT iS.. and more it goes
too.. plunging potent meteor
in wHolE ocean AS
real of 67 months
oF noW tHis
come down aS
Rain Driven BLows..;)
Yes.. the labyrinth
of Modern culture
wHere every detail
of every responsibility
IS A drop of Storm Real..
wHere Hurricane Winds of
wE are necessary to spread
the drops all wHere they must
go..as ‘they’ tell uS noW…
oH.. the beauty reaL
WinDs iN Storm…
DrY ceNter StorM
33 Drops oF poEtry
rains.. and aGaiN
iT iS FriEnd
Now WiTh Dance.. i’LL
pArty too witH Bands and toes..
as poEtry Storm unwinds..;)
to see you2
and God Bless..:)
i’M reAlly rained out..
tired.. tired.. re-Tired..
oh no.. iF i’M not careful
i could wRiTe another book..
instead of saying night night..
and perhaps laying in feathered
comfort.. with my iPhone 6s.. to
do some peaceful YouTube research..
iN Rain Man Algorithm way.. as that
Google Algorithm for YouTube is
trUly more than one smArt
cookie.. leading me
selected oN mY oN..
ah.. the new age.. of aLways
something new to sense.. to feel..
and yes to know as WeLL beyond
Tree oF LiFe to Tree of KNOWledge
too.. nah.. no need to be afraid oF any
oF thaT.. and i often lEarn the most from
folks i rarely agree wiTh aT aLL.. but that
IS A source oF human Creativity… taKinG iT
ALL iN from all potential resources.. liGht and
dArk with colored Rainbow sheep.. old goats..
Peaceful Lambs.. and every far fetched
conspiracy theory.. theorists..
and science too..
cult way three..
And then what comes iS
SYNERGY iN Quantum floW
IS A Free Association.. when
aLL thE pArts of what we seNse..
FeeL and kNow evenTuALLy beCoMes
something almost brand new With ImaGiNaTioN..
mAking creatiVity.. come as fruition in creation’s
free association now.. for yes.. something poTenTiALLy
never seen and or witnessed or and DoNe By hUman
BeinG ever ‘fore.. sure as far as wE may FeeL.. SensE..
and KnoW.. NoW of course.. With Science and Art on Course..
AnyWay.. “UmBReLLa God People Rain’.. seems to be
coming to a new Macro Verse Soon.. as yes.. number
679.. oF Longest Long Form Poem overall.. as
sure mentioned a ‘few’ times beFore juST
IN THIS TOTAL MACRO VERSE..
but each micro verse of that
Macro Verse stands alone
as WeLL.. like this
Epic Ocean Flow
Long Poem Freest Verse
Poem ‘eva.. aNyWay.. bottom
Line.. the umbrella can now
be put away.. as the Sun iS
Shining as letters.. words..
and note fall across the Seven
Seas new.. from @least mE NoW..:)
Photo memory from a year ago..
Pocahontas.. in her
per ethnic stereotype
of course.. hmm.. perhaps
more on that later.. too..;)
And while i was all out of rain last night..
once again.. after around 6 or 7 hours
of sleep with a 1 to 2 hour
wake in between with
i am back
with a year ago
Macro Verse memory
of Monsoon tears..
short enough yes..
to even copy
at the Super Epic
Macro verse and Whole
link to longest long form
poem ever now.. and
hehe.. just waiting
for some brainiac
to suggest it
isn’t or that
what i do
fit the bill of
long form poem..
but haha.. sorry to
let them know and
feel already that free
verse free writing with
holy human creative spirit
fully in Quantum MiNd and Body
unleashed and released as cosmic
consciousness was/iS how even the invisible
people’s of the Rain Forest StiLL today iN
Oral Tradition with God of Nature commune
iN the same Holy Spirit of prophecies one
with Nature talked to in the Good old
Black Books of Bible and Kuran
too.. problem was Muhammad
thought he was the last one
who could do this in his little
desert path of Middle
East with his
1.618 pilgrimage to
mecca in Golden point
of God close to wHere the
ancient pyramids were built
but true unknown to him they
were also built similarly in South
American too in ancient way.. and
additionally mystical places of building
in Africa further south.. and even
mounds from North American
Indians too.. in that
entirely unknown place
of the Americas in the other
hemisphere too.. oh yeah.. and
did i mention potentially millions
to billions.. etc.. of other planets
among billions and billions of
other galaxies too.. capable
of potentially housing intelligent
life much more spiritually advanced
than little human fleas on planEt earth..
no of course.. they don’t exist in the Kuran
as that was a backwards time bEFORE where Muhammad
could not be comfortable enough to totally denounce
slavery.. the taking of the conquest of other men’s
wives.. for right hand possession raping in domination
for selfish desires.. for reproduction..
and all the other old ways..
of dowries too.. still. for
when that is
NOT WHAT THE
WANTS IN WAYS OF REPRODUCTION
WITH ANOTHER HUMAN BEING WHEN
THEY DO NOT HAVE A CHOICE.. ANYWAY..
AGAIN.. as i say.. the REAL APOCALYPSE
IS LIFTING the veil of ignorance per original..
Greek term.. and in the Golden age of Islam they
were well ahead of the
Christian Crusades of
Killing in ways of
science in lifting
the veil of
but sadly the culture
as a whole as fallen away
from lifting the veil as mostly ‘they’
will tale ya.. that evolution isn’t
real.. same as flat earth theorists
still say today as well.. and in their
belief same as fundamentalists
as Christians that some dude
named ISA or Jesus is
gonna come back
as a Soldier God
of the Universe..
W H O L E.. oh..
to kill off the
in still.. backwards
tribal ways of thinking
and feeling that God is a God
of Anger.. Fear.. Hate.. and Vengeance
rather than the omnipotent Force aLLnow oF
all that is dArk and liGht.. all the sHades
‘tween colored hues beyond rainbow noW
colors of all thaT is.. that yes.. iS
ALL inclusive of the human struggle
to survive.. including wars
for the struggle for
to avoid dying.. bottom
line.. to give and share of
the global abundance of now
all we are as God’s children
in both dARk and liGht Now..
is to pave a way for
Peace and harmony..
Hope.. and Love.. to
discount the others
among us globAlly
who are trUly
still left behind
in lack of abundance
is to suffer the consequences
of a planET overAll still woefully
out of balance in terms of God
that lives in all of us sAMe as
Force of Allthatis.. and until
we see God in what folks
think and feel is the
a grain of sand
as Same and less
of all that is God is great..
the misery and suffering will
ring on.. sadly until a Monsoon
and even tSuNaMi of Love
sweeps the planet
of Fear.. and
other ways of
human misery and
suffering that doesn’t
really have to be.. IF the
folks who take more than they
give will just give and share more
of what they can.. and still live in their
feathered nest comforts.. so what if that
would mean that someone like me would live
in a modest home.. instead of buying a 10 million
dollar home if he or her ever got that rich.. well the
truth is for a real modern Jesus.. that means nothing..
nada.. zero.. of human happiness.. in fAct.. any kind
of material attachment like that just takes away
from what can be human internal.. nirvana
bliss iN Ways fELt.. seNsed.. kNown..
inside.. outside.. above.. so below
and all around.. In human
Quantum miNd and
unleashed no different
reALLy than how these
advanced human beings
one with God still now live..
yes… as the invisible peoples
of the South American.. Rain
Forest.. of which the ’85 movie
that i will share again named
the Emerald Forest portrays so well
sTiLL now.. in dream time holy spirit
NOW ways of communing WitH God oF all
nature one like the American Indians
do as well.. and others in other countries
still who manage to transcend the
limitations and expectations
of modern ways of life
as a Yogi Will do
in the mountains..
the desert like
what he could in his
cave away from home
back then.. and sure Buddha
and so many others just sitting
underneath a tree… or like me
on the beach at age 21.. coming
awake.. enlightened.. until culture
put me back under the guise of
covers.. instead of blankeT
one as God.. anyWay..
it’s interesting to
see/feel/kNow. how deep
sTiLL the original founder
of the dVerse Poet’s pub
named Brian.. reacted to
one of my shortest
52 word poems
on my website
and the other way the
one who runs it now..
who couldn’t understand
my poem about change as
related to the desert as substitute
for coming out of Plato’s cave then
into a new beach of lifE noW.. yeah..
i kNow.. seNse.. and FeeL..
not everyone IS As deep
as i or experienced
the same depth
of dArk and liGht
in ‘tween iN life..
butt GoD dam it when i
spoon feed it
shut me out
and still intimate that
i don’t kNow what the fuck
i am even saying and still
delete me out.. that is now
juSt a lack of human empathy
in the parts of mechanical human
cognition.. that refuse to go further
than the instructions of life they have
heard before.. and the only way to
gain greater understanding.. in seNsing..
kNoWinG..FeeLinG way greater is to
keep FucKinG iF yoU seeK iN God
oF all Nature A discussion going
instead of censoring the
different UmbrElla God
Rain people out
of YOuR LIFE..
COULD BE.. NOW OR
THEN.. AND TRULY THE
TITLE OF THIS NEXT MACRO
679TH VERSE is juSt anotHeR
metaphor too.. for the Emerald
Forest peoples too.. never discount
the potential benefit and power of the
different among us.. and never judge
a cover or pages of human being
as whole of what they are and
could and can be.. as tRuly
human potential still
has no visible
WE ARE ONE WITH GOD..:)
And here’s that small macro
verse copy and paste here..
with the two entirely different
responses.. one deep.. one
shallow.. but always with
room to gRow..
in finding.. seeKing
yes FucKinG in pursuit
oF God’s greater potential iN
ways of human bEinG noW.. JuST noW..
pouring as Monsoon..in ocean blues
bring lighting floods of Love in eyes
that dream like water..Oh tears
Monsoon floods reign too above
below Seagull’s wings fly high
low as flow in all of this
as they know now
tears soar as Love”
First response quoted..
“Monsoon is a lot like tears.. A lot.”
Second response by Brian Quoted..
“And it is in the shape of a cup,
perhaps to catch a bit of the water or tears.
Those tears can def relieve the weight
and give you the lightness of a gull
on the winds.
I would so love to fly like a bird,
with wings – not like Superman,
would be cool to feel the currents
through your feathers.”
And herE i say no doubt
if Jesus were still alive
Brian would have been
an apostle and by the way
his job IS A teacher with a Christian
Church school as such.. but he no
fundamentalist now with a master’s
degree in philosophy.. seeing deeper
into all of what humans have sensed..
felt.. and thought through recorded
human history.. but sadly
modern schools of
of philosophy that
go so much further
into potential of human
being more with God in
what the old books are fearful
of as dArk that is only another
art of God when used for
Hope and Love over
Fear and Hate..
and truly to use
for us of Hope and
Love is to FAIL MISERABLY
IN TERMS OF ALL WE CAN BE
UNDER THE HUMAN SPIRIT OF
WILL WITH LOVE AND HOPE..
OVER ANYTHING ASSOCIATED
WITH FEAR AND HATE..
HOPE AND LOVE
MEANS AT LEAST
DIFFERENCES OF OTHER
FOLKS THAT DO NOT HARM
OTHERS.. AND WITH GREAT
EFFORT OF EXPRESSING
AT ALL OF GOD
ONE AS US..
HOPE AND LOVE REAL..
IN WHAT TRULY CAN BE
A HEAVEN OF MOVING..CONNECTING..
CREATING.. SHARING.. GIVING NOW.. WITH
FULL HEART AND MIND AND BODY BALANCE
SOUL FULLY EXPRESSING AS HOLY HUMAN
GOD GIVEN SPIRIT REAL NOW.. JUST NOW..:)
And continuing a Loving Monsoon word
story from a year ago that
my soul stays
oN course for scores..
to thousands.. to millions
more in associated words..
photos.. videos.. as any
DiLiGenT scribe and
Red hoT DancE
and SonG oF liFe
that is never luke warm..
not even in dreams of sleep
And finAlly one
more year-old photo
of Pocahontas on
the go of
some Okra too..:)
‘Children of the Corn’..
yep.. just another artful metaphor
for the reality that some folks create
a God of evil to support the real insanity
of killing other human beings for sport..
and of course it all starts from
birth when the child is not
given naked play with Nature
and touchy feely pure
from ages 0 to 3..
and after this too..
and instead.. is taught
a culture/religion of fear..
hate.. and exclusion of folks
who think/feel/sense/and look different than
the current perceived norm flavor of the culture
at hand.. Culture can be a comfort.. a crutch
for human functional disability OR A
DEADLY TOOL INCLUDING RELIGION FOR FEAR..
HATE VIOLENCE AND EVEN END OF DAYS TAUGHT
WORLD WAR III Annihilation with old
Golden Rule teachers becoming
killing super soldiers..FOREVER TORTURE INSPIRED..
Now WHeRe and wITh ruLED subjects never reaching
much higher Emotional.. Physical.. and associated
Spiritual intelligence that we materialistic
people do not experience nearly as
much or have words for in
oral tradition as
the Rain Forest
of South America
and other indigenous humans
and other animals of God’s Nature
do in ways of senSinG
and FeeLinG so much
more aS oNe WiTh
God NOW JUST
NoW THE RAIN OF
GOD IS AN UMBRELLA
FOR ALL.. A BLANKeT
WheRE WE ARE
WHERe CORN AND
HuMAN ARE oNe..
AND THE FRUIT
WE ONE NOW..:)
WeLL.. as alWays the Summer
Solstice.. and BrigHter liGhter
me higher and
one must strive for
Balance and walk
ways of still
of Hurricane alWays
staYinG poTenTial In Strong
so the Sycamore of Art WiLL
never be cut down in
aGain.. so With
all that said i Sing
with all the voices of
the Mountains.. and
now paint with all
the colors of the
wind never owning
anything but lOve
one with all of God’s
Nature in a silent DAnce
of thunderous and lightening
SpiRit wHole oNe With Sands and
Sun of God.. Free aM i.. canvas WHole..
with brush as toes and sand as paint..:)
Yeah.. Holy Thursday and sacred
R and R duties ahead.. and
the dance oF 115th week
of Thursday niGht
WiTh all the
at Good Old
and back with fun
SMiLinG dance photos..
in this 679th
and then yes..
3 am wee
day moves into
24th Friday morn of June..:)
BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels
Free Verse Poetry Novel
Free Verse Poetry Novel
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
3 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
GRains oF SaNd
Pain is an interesting thing..
is not interesting
at all.. perhaps they
are working.. working..
just a part of a machine for
another.. day.. starving or even
starved for emotions.. moving..
connections.. and creating..
yes.. i’ve been without
all this.. except for
the food part..
as i always
to eat.. but something
to eat is rather empty
too if one cannot enjoy
the food.. i’ve been there
too.. hmm.. i took a nap
on my mother’s recliner
and what i learned
is the best
way NOT to aggravate
Arthritis in the neck
is to keep one’s head
straight ahead.. and never
ever get tense.. stay loose
so muscles do not constrict
the degenerating parts
to come greater
i am reminded
clearly of the side
of the head that feels
a little like a big toothache
on the left side of my entire
head.. as those nerves and muscles
in neck are connected all around the head
too.. anyway.. i have the will to make the pain
go away.. i would explain how i could do it.. if it
wasn’t entirely a non-verbal process of power inside..
and i can bring the pain on at will as well.. but of course
i choose the former.. and get my head straight and continue
zero tension.. fears.. anxieties of life as comfort comes and
stays again.. my friend.. The Body keeps score.. it really does..
as science shows there are receptors for happy neuro-chemicals/
hormones in peptide way in every cell from head to toe.. as vagal
nerve equivalent of Kundalini rising or falling from Brain to gut
spreads the good news positive feelings… or bad news
negative feelings.. inside.. outside.. above..
so below and all around in almost
infinite connections from
neurons to cells
as the body
positive or negative
feelings as a way
of future life.. now..
more for those who can
escape the almost unavoidable
constant sometimes fight or flight
stress that spells the insanity of modern
society.. away from moving.. connecting..
and creating.. in touchy feely human way..
Sure.. just more evidence that some
folks live in heaven.. and
hell can be very
difficult to escape..
glad your pain is subsiding
friend.. and sleep is certainly
a recovery way for that too..
and with more
the creativity chemical
but the trade off for less pain..
is fair enough.. overall.. i guess..
Emotions motivate me for creativity
from sadness to joy and more than that..
Pain forced me to write for 33 months..
can’t say most of it was creative..
but lots of facts explored
in 5 plus million
words to that
and before that
for 33 months i could
not write.. or read.. or look
at TV.. a computer screen
without intolerable pain..
and nature or even
too.. or even
yeah.. those were the
hardest months of all
in Fibromyalgia.. Severe Arthritis..
Sjogren’s Syndrome.. Dysautonomia
Coat Hanger pain.. and sure some
more odds and ends of extreme pain..
including the worse pain known to mankind
from wake to sleep.. aka Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia that i’ve oft talked to here too.. before
of course.. and no.. no drug of any kind.. not even
opiate associated drugs would touch that pain
AT ALL.. AND I suppose i could HAVE gotten
MAD at Nature.. but nah.. i just whined and
couldn’t cry with no tear of relief..
for two years.. until
everyone got tired
how much i needed
a gun to end it all..
and i remember how frantic
i was one morning when i couldn’t
find our Cat Arthur as he was kinda
my only nuance of any kind back to emotions
and i couldn’t help but to have the kind of human
empathy.. of just how bad my wife.. sister and
mother would feel if i ended my pain for good..
and bad the same.. Catch 22 from
hell and back
and i suppose i am
just as joyful as hell in
heaven that i can make this
FUCKING PAIN GO AWAY..
WITH WILL MY FRIEND.. AND WILL..
OF THE RELATIVE HUMAN FREE TYPE
IS THE MOST POWERFUL FUCKING MEDICINE
IN THE WORLD.. sure.. the higher power of God and
or nature in us same.. for those of we who find a
way to tap it.. make it real.. and practice
a healing way of life that has
no equal in the world
that is weaker
than the power..
the potential of human
will.. Free Will is the Will
to control how one feels and senses
in mastery and integration of that whole..
And with that.. Heaven is now.. as it ends
and begins in how we feel and sense the
world at hand now.. with no one really
who can add anything to that
for those who
master life.. my friend..
Anyway.. again.. there is
always hope even if one can
never feel that emotion when
there is WILL that NEVER EVER GIVES UP..
AND TO END HERE.. my great aunt Jettie
at 94.. as crooked and crippled as any
old person one might see..
with arthritis from
head to toe..
could make her
pain go away at 94 without
any drugs either.. she gave me
a hope of that potential umbrella
of life to me then.. and now it’s
open wide my friend
as Joy Lives with
Human Relative Free WiLL..:)
Well.. my friend after reading
the entire blog post beyond
what was on your Facebook page..
i can certainly see your truth here of
how hard it can be to connect to other human
beings in this brave new world we live in..
but nah.. i think you are far from
alone.. alone.. in this problem
of not having any intimate
friends in flesh and
blood life who
with and be all of who
you are without personal
judgements against you once you
be you.. and after working eventually
25 years at the same place.. generally
speaking with the same folks.. generally
speaking.. with the last year and a half spent
in a leave status.. as i rarely ever did a sick
day.. and barely used my vacation days..
as workaholics real is what i was then..
working almost every Holiday for years..
all my friends i ever had were at
work.. working at a Cheers
like Military Bowling Center
for almost two decades
was a delight for
real.. as a person
on the Autism Spectrum
who wanted to connect oh so
bad.. but as soon as what ran
like a freight train out of my mouth
in flights of thoughts from A to Z..
that was that.. and sure
it was hard to find
but at work i could
smile with my contact
lens eyes and
teeth.. and that
was enough for folks
to smile back at me and that
was enough even if we never did
anything outside of work together..
sure.. my wife.. alWays my saving grace
from being oh so.. all alone too.. at home
my friend.. And when i left work.. sure.. i was
the commodity that lots of folks looked to.. to
help get the job done.. but close to zero contact
to the rest of humanity was what i had then for
66 months to come.. and i was too ill to really
connect to anyone anyway.. even if
they took the first step my
way.. my friend..
Anyway.. this ain’t
gonna help your flesh
and blood loneliness at
home.. and you don’t really
know me in flesh.. but it is fair enough
to say you touched my heart with
this story.. and i cared enough to
leave you this long note..
and sure.. i’m even
named a legend
by the general
in public now after
5555 miles of doing
that in the growing on
34 months now at the
end of this month since
i got well.. and my 101th
month celebration now since
i died as life.. but i still miss the eye to
eye connection that i no longer have with
shades my friend.. of Bowling Life then..
so i made up for it with words and
steps the best i can.. best wishes
to you.. just know that i can
relate and care about
Dance Shirt for the 115th
week of Dancing at Old
Seville Quarter fUn
on Thursday night
is ‘LOL NOW
out Loud and Crying..
both.. are beneficial to
the hUman condiTioN..:)
i guess i should
use a selfie flash..
as all that’s left in ‘this’
photo of me and A dancing
friend is the Cheshire Cat Smile..
and Jesus F. iN Christ.. the place
was almost crowded enough.. not
to be able to dance.. but i did.. of course..;)
And i suppose one might ask.. where Does
the Cheshire Cat get a smile that never leaves..
even after he or she dies.. if he or she cares enough
to leave a record of Love that can be freely shared for
perhaps a thousand or more years to come in server
way.. well for one thing.. to do it for free these
days with no expectation of materialistic
reward.. including followers.. likes and
shares in mega epic way..
one must have
and be the
liGht of Fearless Altruistic
Red Hot Unconditional Love
NEVER EVER JUST LUKE WARM..
O R C O L D AS COLD CAN BE…
and yes.. overall with a few written
exceptions in the New Testament per
swords for peace and even thinking
lusty thoughts is a sin.. the Jesus
is a very good role model for most folks
to walk in his shoes.. So when i say Jesus F. In Christ
or FucKinGod.. per me in Christ as F for Fred..
or sure Fred yoU seeK iN GoD.. yes that
is the eXtra cool word play of
turning old lemons that should
be sacred and holy anyway in terms
of lust and love.. to yes.. Sacred and Holy
words of i.. as i make it all holy and sacred
in liGht and dArk.. wHere no human is excluded
gentile.. Jew.. Mexican or Muslim.. male/servants/
female no more excluded all are FReED toGeTheR OnE..
yes Fred is Freed too.. in case ya ain’t got the nows
or propensity to wanna or will and can figure out
my Word Play that is eXxXtreme at nows..
so sure.. i’LL title this next Macro
Verse of the Longest Long Form
Poem eva of personal SonG
oF mY soUL.. aka mY
personal bible that is
4 times as long at least
than the entire old and new
testament bible and 40 times longer
than the Kuran.. ‘Jesus F iN Christ2 noW2’
as yes.. when i was a young man.. FeeLinG
outcast from society and down in the dumps and
afraid of stuff too.. including being oh.. oh.. so lonely
without Friends.. i could always find that friend in Jesus..
who was reported as an outcast too.. as sure there are lots
of outcast priests in the Catholic Church who did overall hone
in and scribe and sure in someways create the role model Jesus..
and they still do.. as every Sunday the Gospel that i have been
sharing here regularly for months now and will continue to
do.. they pick out the best parts of the bible.. old and
new.. and leave the violence.. raping.. and killing
little children of other tribes out.. and sure it’s
the same way the nice Muslims do too..
they pick and choose the good parts
and ignore the bad parts of killing..
raping.. and such as that of the
opposing non-believer tribes
they war against out in day to day
smiles of what one of my best online
Friends.. Muslim from Pakistan Rafiah
says as i WiLL quote here from Facebook
now with my response.. as Rafiah says
23 feels like 364675576… unsure emoticon..
yes in reference to her birthday on September
23.. where she will be 23 born in ’93.. then..
And i say..
It gets better..
And she says..
And i say..
And we continue to live
happily ever after.. as i go to
Catholic Church every Sunday and
she now celebrates Ramazan as a Muslim
for 30 days or so from June to July of 2016..
our common bond is Love and Rafiah is one
of the best examples of someone one could
say walks in the shoes of Jesus that i have ever
ever come across in my life.. including Himali
who was raised with Jainism.. and that
is why we are three best friends
as in practice we really
walk in the
Jesus.. except me
as older fearless man
who has already faced death..
i am the one out of the group
who expresses much dissent over
what i believe is harming folks all over
the world.. and in my eYeS noW the sword
of Jesus is powerful authoritative learnED
words and the not the metal of steel that folks
live and die by now.. as is clearly the case still
all around the world in continuing wars that are
unjustified and terrorist attacks Jihad style in
response as protecting territory for
subsistence and common
cultural ways of
bonding as is what
humans do of course
as pARt of tHeir God
Given Nature as WeLL..
i seek in God to understand
WHY FOLKS DO THE THINGS
THEY DO.. SO I CAN BETTER
TOLERATE AND ACCEPT THEM
NO MATTER WHAT THEIR DIFFERENCES
MAY BE FROM MINE.. AND TO UNDERSTAND
AS WHAT I ALWAYS SAY IS THE ANSWER TO
THE WORLDS PROBLEMS IN MOVING.. CONNECTING..
AND CREATING WAYS.. particularly touchy.. feely..
warm creative parental and child play like
the child who is carried to the breast
in carrier as the indigenous
peoples did/do when they
do/did gather the berries
of the wild.. science
proves this out too..
in the following linked study
as shared by Facebook Friend
Suzanne.. as linked here again..
with the most important paragraphs
highlighted here.. in quoted way.. now..:)
The title says new study indicates extravagant affection in infancy leads to healthier
happier.. more relational moral adults.. and sure i’m thinking no shit Sherlock
ya had to have a study to kNow this.. what the FucK… aren’t
humans.. human anymore.. and here are
the most important
Parents should hold, touch and rock their babies and children and be responsive to their needs.
“What parents do in those early months and years are really affecting the way the brain is going to grow the rest of their lives,” explains Narvaez, “so lots of holding, touching and rocking. that is what babies expect. They grow better that way. And keep them calm, because all sorts of systems are establishing the way they are going to work. If you let them cry a lot, those systems are going to be easily triggered into stress. We can see that in adult hood — that people that are not cared for well, tend to be more stress reactive and they have a hard time self calming.”
Narvaez say free play inside and outside is important.
It is also important that children have a positive,
warm environment inside the home.
“That they feel like they belong — they are part of the family unit or the neighborhood community and part of that is to have a lot of activities that you do together,” says Narvaez, who recommends going to the park or playing a game rather than spending time on a smartphone or in front of a TV.
And for those parents that need a break, Narvaez says a community of caregivers is important. That means grandparents, aunts and uncles and friends should play an active role.
“We need to, as a community support families so they can give children what they need,” says Narvaez, “we really didn’t evolve to parent alone. Our history is to have a community of caregivers to help — the village, so that when mom or dad needs a break, there is someone there who is ready to step in.”
“The research also showed that when children weren’t given things like affection, free play and a warm home environment, they turned into adults with decreased social and moral capacities.”
So sure the start of real Good Cop Jesus
walking in the shoes of altruism
starts with touchy feely Loving
parents.. who make life one
of moving.. connecting
creating warm and
and when my Grandmother
on the paternal side told my mother
in the nursery that my Grandmother.. ugh..
actually ran as her money making business..
Helen.. you cannot pick up that crying child and
hold him.. if you expect that child not to grow
to be a spoiled brat.. as sure the estrogen
dripped off my mother’s fair and
lovely face.. where she was
could feel no more love
than that for a crying child
in warm and holding touchy
feely loving ways.. and sure
the vicious cycle obviously goes
on.. as while my father was dam
sure fearless enough with a mom
raising him like her.. sure this one of the
reasons he told my mother she would have
to get a job to make some big bucks if he was gonna
stay.. as money was more FucKinG important than
raising a child at home.. and okay.. this is where
Muslim/Indian cultures are still better in some
ways than American cultures
as they do promote the
at ages 0 to 3..
and hopefully they are
treated with Love in their
marriage so they will be able
to do the same for their child
as Rafiah says Inshaa Allah
that means God Willing..
as God Willing does
mean God Willing
as Nature evolves
as God in us
just an external
else not directly connected
to us.. so yeah.. while terrorist
activities in Jihad way are a dirty
dark part of their culture no less
than unjustified wars from the
US side that kills over 100K
innocent Muslim folks..
and there are
lots of other
issues.. it is a big
plus that social roles
are as they are too now
in gender way.. where usually
the mother gets to raise the child
with touchy feely ways of being..
in play as well.. with less technology
than we have today.. and sure that is
changing.. it does explain why Rafiah..
and yes Himali.. and sure as for decades
folks referred to me.. at work and such
with the general church public saying..
Fred.. you are the best example
of a Christian i have ever seen…
weLL.. the truth is.. my mother when
she raised me was then the best example
of the good cop Jesus who ever walked
the earth too.. with a tear in my eye now..
nah.. it is not the bully boys in church and
mosques that make the difference or the husbands
who beat their wives here or over there.. it is as
alWays the Mother mostly and the way the culture
raises the child as a village that says whether
or not another Good Cop altruistic Jesus
will come again into the world..
so in Catholic Church
when i see the remaining
M O T H E R’s L O V E..
glowing estrogen fair/dark sKin
more giving Loving hugs to five..
six children more.. who are stay
at home mom’s i always kNew this
to be true that this was/is the best way
to create a new Jesus now.. and since the
60’s and the pill.. no matter how hard a pill
of Nature it is to swallow now.. our culture is at
least as FucKeD uP as Muslim cultures and in some ways
more.. in producing adults who don’t give a FucK about
other adults.. and with the exception of the ignorance about
why people are different.. including homosexuals in Muslim
cultures.. and all the discrimination.. and killing in suicide
bombings and such as that.. there are those
Rafiah Jesus’ that still do walk the
earth over there too.. and
the HImali’s of India..
where gender roles
allow more women to stay
at home with children.. but sure
that is changing too.. the best thing
my mother did for me.. like it or not..
is stay home with me from ages 0 to 3..
as that my friends.. is why you and yours
may see a smile from me online as Cheshire
does in dark of death.. when altruism comes alive
in Jesus online
F. iN Christ2 NoW..:)
But yes.. as alWays there
IS A dArk and liGht side.. sHades
of grey.. and hues of colors in all
philosophy and science too.. if
all human cultures continued
to BE able to reproduce like
this.. we would destroy
the earth species.. as
we simply consume
as it may seem
all the suffering and
misery we see around the
world in ways of cold hearted
selfish people are leading to fewer
human beings overall.. where science
even shows that in a few decades the
earth’s population will peak out..
and perhaps fewer species
will continue to go
extinct as the
footprint of human
in numbers at least
stabilized on the earth..
when one looks at the biggest
picture of earth coming back from
space it is clear as Mother Nature God Pie
that human cultures as whole are cancer
upon the Earth as living God whole
here.. and you know what..
my life would surely
be more warm
in an extended
village raising a family
as i am a very nurturing person
like my mother too.. as learnEd
man from birth too.. but nah.. God
has other plans for me.. as humans
have a responsibility to God oF aLL
in altruistic way of not just ensuring our
comfortable survival but the comfortable survival
in empathy of all of God’s evolving continuing creation
now.. jUsT now.. and that is the complicated pArts
of Pie iN GOD existence.. orchestrating the
entire symphony oF
whole God Play to
work in as GOD
Verses of Help
to God’s WHOLE PLAY..
SO I WORK.. I CONTINUE
TO WORK FOR GOD WHOLE..
as just another Jesus F. iN Christ2 noW..
“He who possesses art and science has religion;
he who does not possess them, needs religion.”
~~ Johann Wolfgang von Goethe ~~
“Nature is not cruel, it is, pitilessly, indifferent.
This is one of the hardest lessons for humans to learn.
We cannot admit that things might be neither good nor evil, neither
cruel nor kind, but simply callous
— indifferent to all suffering,
lacking all purpose.”
~~ Richard Dawkins ~~
for humans who
are fully human
and not missing
half of the Altruistic
pie of Unconditional
Love that make humans
the most successful primate
of reproducing a primate species..
as science shows now.. as WeLL..
Supporting evidence that
Richard Dawkins has no
real soul as Nature
Love as science also
shows now.. fails when
the scientist is born with two
high powered working parents
with not much time for touchy feely
warm Love play.. and the little lover
becomes a little professor.. instead.. too..
Yes.. science has finally provided evidence
that the Refrigerator parent theory is real
and ever present.. also truly associated
with the rise of so many people
who fail in full flesh
in Loving.. Caring.. ways
of the altruistic human at its
best iN totally caring ways of
Nature best as manifest
a village raising
that child from birth..
And here’s Richard’s other
famous Twitter Quote
And i quote..
@RichardDawkins @AidanMcCourt.. I honestly
don’t know what I would do if I were pregnant with
a kid with Down Syndrome. Real ethical dilemma.”
Richard says in Twitter response..
“Abort it and try again.
It would be immoral to bring it into
the world if you have the choice.”
Richard.. truly one of many
with less than
half a soul
to suggest that
a smile on a Down’s
Syndrome Child is
not as FucKinG
rid of religions
that do support
the golden rule
of Love.. there’s a lot
of dirty water in religions..
some that kill.. some that
discriminate.. some that
torture.. and many
but the problem
there is the same as
always.. a select few who
were not provided touchy feely
Love from birth as the village at
best raises a child.. and that still is
reflected everywhere.. in big black
books and scientists who fall far
short from having
soul that is real
as a Mother’s hug
for a child who is not her own
but is all’s own.. as altruistic Love does..
when watered as Garden from Birth..:)
Every day of my mother’s Life
of Caring Love makes Richard
a FucKinG ignorant Liar as Nature
is only as cold and indifferent like
Richard in Humans now STiLL
or Rich in Love.. Truth iN LiGht
in human beings.. as not watering
a Garden of Love.. will make.. vs..
human relative free will of GroWinG
that Love so tall.. that not even Nature..
God or whatever one may
call that Force.. at its
that child give up..
And that my friend
is real magic.. Human Natural Love GroWN..
that is never ever indifferent NoW@allREALitY..:)
Humans are part of
Nature.. some of them
care with meaning
it is not
illusion or a God delusion..
it is real.. so noW in common
logical terms with common
sense too.. Richard
IS A FucKinG idiot..
but we will let him
live.. as we
ignorance of what Love
can be when nourished from Birth..
on the continuing Unconditional
Love OF A Smile of a Down’s
adult who pays
it forward noW
THAT smile that
grows to potentially
as butterfly affect of
real effect saves the FucKinG
human species whole WITH LOVE.. iN pARt…
as grains of sand.. all oF it counts
to hold uP a potential
i can feel this
sTiLL around the World..
and that my friend is why
i have hope.. ’cause Love
is real.. and never ever
AS HUMANS CAN
AND WILL DO BEST..
IF THAT GARDEN IS
AND THEN ON..
in smiles of a Down’s
child too.. my FriEnD..
IN my mind Richard is not
much different than Adolph Hitler..
he just doesn’t have any political pull…
to enforce his Eugenics Rule.. except
for those who he can convince that are
FucKinG noT human enough to figure it out on tHeir own..:)
I have a cousin who was destined to have a healthy child
but her God fearing parents forced her into a heavy
handed decision to abort the child.. truly
sad as my cousin wanted the baby..
but mom and dad had
the TRUMP card then..
as it didn’t fit the
overall family plan..
Then my cousin had a child
who was profoundly disabled.. not
much different than a Down’s child
and my cousin Loved that child just
as much as my mother loved me from birth
as well.. and that child is a young woman now
who is a happy blessing to all who she meets
in the world now.. helping her father in his
business the best she can too..
BOTTOM LINE MY FRIEND..
FEARLESS AND UNCONDITIONAL..
NEVER INDIFFERENT IN THE HUMAN
BEING WHO IS NATURALLY GROWN THIS WAY..
Some people suck but sure there
is usually a reason
in the garden
of Love that
with love sAMe..:)
Ah.. the rises and pitfalls of being
a social animal with an opposable
prehensile thumb capable of writing
a written language.. thereby.. recording collective
intelligence.. and creating culture in all its heterogenous
and homogenous ways of sames and differences noW
in one melting pot of what is.. hmm.. well.. science
shows that some folks are more liberal and not
afraid of change.. the nomads as it were and
is still for some.. and there are others who
are more closed minded and tend
to love more the
in Ted talk YouTube
way by Jonathan Haidt:
‘The moral roots of liberals
and conservatives’ that provides
evidence that these differences among
humans are innate and Universal
across species.. and this of
course means there
are some very
and Center of Saudia
Arabia.. where these innate
differences do not match
the culture at hand
that is… hmm..
nice to have a choice
to move at least.. and sometimes
much easier said than done.. even
in the Paradise wHere i live
way.. my friend..
anyWay.. it’s kinda predictable
that ‘this vote’ was almost split down
the middle.. and while i generally understand
that it is somewhat of a conservative vs liberal
issue.. it gets complicated like it does in the U.S.
as of course there are concrete reasons why
some people are more afraid of others
than others are..
i am not afraid
of the weathered black
man who walks the parking
lot of bars.. as i too.. walk like
the weathered Tiger who has
fought tooth and nail to live..
there is a non-spoken respect
in male way of that that some folks
have no idea exists if they haven’t been
on both sides of the coin.. my friend..
it’s called privilege.. both innate now
and earned.. in yes.. nature.. nurture
including challenge too.. and sure.. the outcast
understands better once he or her is secure in his
fate.. the other outcasts who are lost and alone where
her or he were before.. the fact is as evolution shows.. generally..
primates like humans who are social live best in generally
speaking homogenous groups where most everyone
looks and behaves the same.. and that can
range from a Bonobo free for all love in..
to a covered mosque from head
to toe.. but yes.. it is part
of the social animal
rules as generally
speaking too.. in all the history
of humankind now too.. to be outcast
historically meant to frigging literally starve to
death.. be beaten.. tortured and killed and that
remains the solid truth still in some countries now..
i stand on the side of freedom wherever she blows..
however.. i live in a nice homogenous neighborhood
where generally speaking everyone fears hell.. has guns..
and generally speaking will not kill their neighbor over fear
of both God and State.. and then there are others who kill
for God over both fear of God and state as same.. a
strange brew we humans are when we
live in big countries and
are no longer
truth is.. deep
down we never were..
some of us must conform
and now.. some of us no longer
have to.. and we go it alone with
strong dissent as the same infrastructure
of society that causes wars.. is the same
infrastructure of society that allows freedom..
as always a mix of dArk and liGht but sure if
God came to Earth he or her would have to
be a Devil’s advocate for all ’causes as to be
the advocate of humankind whole is never to be the same..
in either what the other considers as daRk and ligHt.. i have
full freedoms in life.. there is nothing that i desire that i do not
have.. and for the rest there really is no choice but live and let
live or die as is.. but sure.. i dissent as any Epic Devil’s Advocate
as these days
we can get away
with it and even smile..
on and on and on..with
the fAct NoW thAT
we can is worth a smile
in my way.. my friend.. to
smile for standing tall for
who and what you are and
to be able to fully express that
IS A rather new and exciting way
of Being human different.. wHeRe this
human experiment goes next.. will never
for that reason
and that reason allone..
D I S S E N T is POSSIBLE..
wHere all humans revel free..
long live the dissenters on both
sides as they be who
same as different…
Living on the ‘Wrong Planet’
online where there were very
few dogs and most all cats
who thought and felt
different.. WAS the
to be a
my friEnd.. oh the
dissent.. oh the beauty
of dissent.. and mostly
moreover all the change
that comes WITH DISSENT.. MY FRIEND..
ON BOTH SIDES NOW OF INNATE HUMAN NATURE/NUTURE..
and YES2..The full spectrum of ‘tween beyond Rainbow sHades too..:)
i just came
here to say
hi.. i Love
i can.. and i
want to.. SMiLes..:)
AS i continue to write this
680th Macro Verse of the
Longest Long Form noW
poem ‘eva.. approaching
4 million words totaL Now..
as SonG oF mY soUl that
iS also my own personal bible..
as i kinda know what the other
one says by heArt and have heard
it God.. so many times beFore but true
the esoteric hidden teachings of the New
Testament in conjunction with hidden Gnostic
found Gospel Text.. like the Gospel of Thomas
in ’59.. makes a story that makes much more hidden
occult and esoteric sense.. with mystery revealed on how
to attain heaven now.. not just the fAct that it is possible to
attain now but like a camel going through A eye of needle tHeRe
is work to do to get there.. but as is the case in cultures of old to
go this way of the different instead of same.. means deep metaphor
with hidden meanings that the literal minds that do not interpret right
hemisphere brain ways of being.. will not get too offended about iT and
FucKinG literally kill you for doing something new and so exciting in
finding and practicing heaven now.. for example.. in studying the
thousands of years hidden
text of Gospel of
Thomas it is plain
to see that sacred marriage
is the combining of the above so
below in duality of opposites.. including
the divine feminine and masculine marriage within
each human being.. nah.. Jesus wasn’t even about
some paper of marriage.. he was about becoming
balanced as human being.. in all aspects
of Yin and Yang existence as the
Easterners further than the
middle east in South
Desi way did
in Asia fuller
ways of being then…
yes.. it does look like overall..
Jesus was more of a humble esoteric
occult teaching Yogi.. of the mysteries
of human existence in balance one..
with Nature whole.. however.. of
course he did not write a God
dam thing in his life.. so
after 40 years
of oral tradition
whether we have any
words of the myth and
legend of what Constantine
and the Catholic Cohorts and
Roman Empire whole to expand
with Mithra Sun god religion as Soldier
Sun God of Universe whole.. so Constantine
could erect a Sun-God-like monolithic statue
himself and be worshipped in megalomaniac way
then.. as folks like TRUMP DO LOVE TO DO FOR
THOSE WHO SWALLOW THE SAME HOOK..
LINE AND SINKER OF SNAKE
DONT’ CHANGE THAT
MUCH BUT THEY STILL
DO.. WHO WHO WHO..
YES.. everyone too…
nah.. if THAT JESUS CAME
TODAY.. NO ONE IN SO-CALLED
NEW CHRISTIAN CHURCHES WOULD
GIVE HIM MUCH RESPECT.. AND NOT REALLY
LIKELY EVEN A SECOND LOOK BUT DISGUST OF
WELL.. YOUR ARE HERE.. BUT WE ARE NOT
GOING TO HOLD YOUR WEIRD
LIKE that so Jesus
would have to shake that
sand off his bare feet/sandals
or ignore tHeir outcasting looks..
and other ways of non-verbal language
from head to toe.. of dissent for change still..
as same as way way back then.. per the
Legend of what could potentially be
as myth as well as the original
or whatever who
supported the same
Golden Rule as Buddha
unknown apparently to him..
or perhaps that is the way it
eventually got in the big black
book somehow.. still attributed
to a man named Jesus now whoever
he fully was then.. anyway.. bottom line
is back in those days you didn’t dissent
from the norm without actually SUFFERING
SERIOUS CONSEQUENCES UP TO TORTURING
DEATH.. and that is the reason Christianity continued
to grow as whole.. as it was enforced by consequence
where it stayed and grew.. no different than still the
Muslim way that on the one hand says there is no
compulsion for religion but on the other hand
will cut off your hands and more
if you dissent in some cases
and go another
way.. of simple
human God given
inherent rights of
Freedom.. for Independence
day now.. and not two thousand
years later on a Theater screen
still.. where so many
for who and what
they reAlly could be
in much fuller human potential
if set free from the chains of same
of Centuries old still… ugh. God dam..
i’M glad i AM an American.. as i can
be free and just do it in SUPER EPIC
WAY.. WITH THE SUPPORT OF GOOGLE
TOOLS like Blogger Blogs and
youTube Free.. Search
Engines that help
peruse the real
bible of human eYes and
eaRs.. FeelinGs.. Senses..
aLL eTc.. all around we now
forevermorenow.. oh.. so cool..
OUTSTANDING NOW TO LIVE
REAL IN THIS LITTLE SLIVER
OF HEAVEN IN FULL DARK AND
LIGHT UNIVERSE AND BEYOND NOW
JUST NOW.. yes.. free iN TrUth and liGht..
and sure if we have altruistic love REAL AS
OUR HEART.. OUR SPIRIT EXPRESSING
HEART REAL AS MIND AND BODY SOUL
IN BALANCE WE WILL DO WHATEVER WE
CAN TO HELP ALL OTHER HUMANS REACH
THEIR GOD GIVEN HUMAN FREE POTENTIALS
ALL IN GLOBAL
EYES AS WE AND
THE REST OF NATURE TOO..:)
Oh art.. from the beGiNinG.. so LonG…
of hUman noW.. you SinG so sweet Now
thE dreAMs of God within.. ah.. SonG..
DancE.. and poeTry of HeARt sAMe
iN Words oF spiRit eXpreSsinG
iNner EmoTions Free.. seNses
aLL otHeR FeeLinGs oF BeinG
uNleashed and reLeased NoW
gAMes too.. as somE
of wE aRe arT FeeLeRs
more than system thinKers..
as science scribes observable
realiTy in systemizing way.. but Art
SinGs.. aLL art froM MusicK to SonG
to literature to theater and yes MTV2…
A SonG.. A DancE.. iN PoeTry oF MorE..:)
Anyway.. born as a Hyperlexic late
speaker precious reading child
interpreting all symbols
of the Environment
in input morEover
out put way for
too.. IT’S NICE
TO GET IT ALL OUT..
as behind these eYes
a UniVersE oF a Life Experience
of input potential and realized possibilities
from birth to now.. iN total synergistic
human individual affect and effect
IS A Brand New experiment
iN those of us just old
it aLL as givers
WiLL do like no other
Aeon of Humankind to
date.. as the input.. simply
was NOT AVAILABLE back
then.. and there are ways to
SUPER GET IT OUT.. TOOLS
OF THE MODERN AGE OF
wHere the machines
are no longer
slaves in a singularity
of giving sharing way..
also kNown and feLt
wHole as online GroWinG
more as unaBridGinG hUmAN
Bible as seconds synergistically
become forevernow.. iN server way..
THerE is noThing to be afraid of Free..
iN.. uNless one enJoys a priSonPlaneT
of Ignorance in fear of dArk and cynicism
of new ways of HUman Freedom’s LiGht
And TrUth oNly dreAmed oF beFore iN Chains..:)
Yeah.. after experiencing 9 on the list
and 10 more.. some that are so rare
spell checker cannot spell.. i can relate..
And sure i’ll copy and paste this from
Friend Glenn’s page even though
he was not the originator of
and the such are among
the hardest challenges of life
to deal with as the empathy of
others is often invisible as well..
for those who do not live in invisible HELL…
“Coming from personal experience. To those who don’t
know the whole story. Until you have walked in our shoes
and have felt the pain we feel, keep your cruel comments
and opinions to yourself. Ignorant people can be so cruel!!
I’m posting to stop people from mocking and laughing at people
for things beyond their control… Not one of my Facebook friends
will copy and paste (but I am counting on a true family
member or friend to do it). If you would be there
for me no matter what then copy
and paste this. I’m doing this
to prove a friend wrong that
someone is always listening. I care.
Hard to explain to someone who has no clue.
It’s a daily struggle being in pain or feeling sick
on the inside while you look fine on the outside.
Please put this as your status for at least 1 hour if
you or someone you know has an invisible illness
(IBS, Crohn’s, PTSD, Addiction, Alzheimer, Anxiety,
Arthritis, Cancer, Heart Disease, Bipolar, Depression,
Diabetes, Lupus, Fibromyalgia, MS, AS, ME, , Epilepsy,
hereditary angioedema , Migraines, Hashimotos, AUTISM,
Borderline personality disorder, M.D., D.D.D., CFS, Histiocytosis,
O.D.D, A.D.H.D, RSD, RA (rheumatoid arthritis ) PBC, RLS ,COPD,
MCAS, EDS etc.)
For those who don’t know
how to copy and paste on FB…
hold your finger on this post until
you see copy, hit copy then go to status,
hit status a new page comes up, hit into
the white part and paste will show up and you’re done.”
And per last note/Facebook status thingie..
The photo collage below that wife Katrina made
me for Father’s day.. included a couple of blog posts ago..
without specific mention made per the photo.. is from the
Fall of 2009.. where my Uncle took me to see
my Father and his twin brother.. as there
was no way in hell i could drive to
Tallahassee.. so we had a quick
lunch.. and nah.. no real
indication i have 19 invisible
disorders in this photo.. including
the experience of the worst pain known
to humankind.. with a grin pasted on..
baring my teeth.. without shades..
tolerating light long enough to
look like a ‘normal’ person
without shades in
a family photo..
that yes.. i’m using here
as case study evidence for
what was said in the previous
Facebook status.. and this was actually
technically a few months after i officially
retired disabled from Government Federal
Service with 25 years of actual paid active
service.. of which the last year and a half..
was in a paid sick leave and annual
leave status.. as i rarely ever took
a sick day in the 23 years before
i got sick.. or even visited a
Doctor once.. as i was the
epitome of health before
never ending chronic
two years then of
flight or fight work
my life totally away
and made 66 months of
Living invisible hell as real
as hell can get.. even technically
one can say on the scale of pain
worse than what can be burning fire..
Anyway.. i Loved to work.. and used to
have dreams that i could do any kind of
work as for the first 33 months.. i could not
use my eyes and ears effectively for anything
without intolerable pain.. and finally tolerating
extreme pain looking at a computer screen with
light turned all the way down in brightness
and contrast.. a few inches from the
screen as prescription lens focus
only intensified the pain..
to intolerable levels..
so yeah.. i did that
in writing millions of
words for pain escape..
yes.. for 33 more months
then in a total of 66 months
before the God of Nature took
all the pain away at the end of
July 2013.. on or about the 22nd
of that month as is still complete
in written blog record of course
too.. everything in remission
for Doctor’s purposes except
for the Autism in Asperger’s
way and Bi-Polar Disorder
that went undiagnosed most
of my life that i have dealt
with mostly in extreme
lows and a few periods
of uncomfortable highs
after long periods of flight
or fight stress in school and
work.. i work like an Olympic
Athlete to stay balanced.. and can
do it as long as i am the one in control
of my life.. and not many folks can understand
this challenge unless you have walked in shoes
as incredible as mine.. in both liGht and DArk of LiFe..
Seriously.. not likely that many folks have survived
the invisible hell.. i for one did for 66 months..
as i could not find even one person online
who even had experienced type two
Trigeminal Neuralgia from
wake to sleep at
you are the
only one who
can relate to your
own living hell as death as life..
But i never gave up.. AND I’M HERE..
iN SUPER EPIC FucKinG Style.. for
the REAsON OF REAL HELL AND HEAVENow..:)
first of all.. like to say
i received both of your emails..
a day late from Germany.. but never
the less received them.. this time on the
first try.. with sMiLes.. and ah.. you’ve brought
to my attention several of my special interests..
the weather and how that affects happiness
and overall distress… as well as work
and politics which of course are
all interconnected in ways..
as where the weather is
mild and comfortable
in general of course people
are happier with less distress..
more likely to socially cooperate..
and if they are so-called ‘savage
enough’.. they will even dance naked
freely around a comfortable fire and
sea breeze at night.. ah the potential
bliss of the human condition.. all
covered up in some places too..
But the human condition as
nicely illustrated in a Ted
talk by Jonathan Haidt
on YouTube that i will
share with you again..
if i haven’t already shared
it before.. says it all in terms
of human internal conservative
and liberal weather in nature way..
of open vs closed minded thinking
and doing life in exploring the liberal new
or staying the same conservative way of life..
And then add in the difficulty that modern global economics
continues to bring of Machine and Information Technology
doing what humans used to do as comfy life-long social
roles in jobs that are now done by the machines that
replace human ways of body and mind by
Information technology where humans no
longer need apply as nicely addressed
in this video that i may have shared
with you before.. too.. at least
if you saw it on
Anyway.. these dreams and fears
some folks have of a New World global
order.. are not a part of human nature
at core.. and the UK exit from the
European Union phenomenon
mostly as polls show still
over fears of migration
of African American
and now Syrian
same as the
fears of conservative
leaning folks here in the
U.S. about Mexicans and
Muslims in a change that is
too much for them to handle
in ways of fears that their social
roles and freedoms of same may now
have to change.. change.. change.. oh
lots of change.. so hard on conservative
leaning ways of nature and nurture of
human beings.. and that increases with
age.. but not necessarily as the mind and
body that continues to adapt to challenge now
and change in the environment over a lifetime
doesn’t stagnate as much into a closed minded
and body way of being.. Einstein.. a great organic
specimen.. as well as study of his organic brain
after death showed no visible signs of so-called
aging.. and of course the physical effects of
exercising an entire life accommodating
much challenge like swimming across
a bay towing 60 boats behind a
person in age decade of the
60’s is well documented
in case studies like
Jack LaLanne.. the
father of the gym
rat age in the United States..
an incredible individual for case
study.. who died at age 96 from
basically refusing to go to the doctor
early enough with pneumonia.. sure
a life of feeling bullet proof as the regular
pasty middle-aged football watching mall
sitting pot-bellied 50 year-old can be ran
around circles by a 70 year old man who
keeps the wild side up to speed as nature
will have with all wild things.. who must
work to eat in sTiLL.. both mind and body
balance way.. across the life span..
and yeah.. in my personal
experience.. a lead life
guard i managed
with my belly
leaning more and
more over my belt then..
as Athletic Director in
Federal service way
at the Navy Station..
much more than now me
at close to 30 Lbs heavier
than then.. as Ape vs..
yes.. MORE Now..
anyWay.. this lead life
guard at 65 years of age..
did ballet and construction
work.. a Vietnam Vet.. and
retired Parole Officer after
30 years at that and no.. not
a body builder dude.. but he could
dam sure out swim and outrun every
dam college sitting student life guard
out of the late teens to early twenties
group.. and this guy was the most balanced
and smiley happy guy i had ever seen for a 65 year
old dude.. and it reminds me of his fellow 65 year old
maintenance worker who was a retired master chief
in the Navy.. who used to say he needs to act
like a 65 year old man.. he acts like he’s
still a God Dam teen.. but the fact
was he had more energy than
a ‘normal’ teen today..
and a secret i was
yet to earn..
in doing the
same without lessons
in ballet and martial arts
like dance.. where Gravity is
now my best friend.. and i Fucking
float on land like a bird out of a cage..
and i have the advantage.. as i ain’t doing
this for a competition like the lead life guard
did in theatrical position of ballet.. just for fun..
just for Jonathan Seagull joy to see just how much
higher i can fly than the now before.. as everyday i
innately.. instinctually.. and intuitively.. earn and learn
a new move.. i never FELT BEFORE.. and that is key..
FelT.. AS FEELINGS THAT ARE ALWAYS SENSORY IN
NATURE AS WE FEEL THE SENSE OF IT.. ARE
EMOTIONS SAME.. WHERE MOST FOLKS
THINK EMOTIONS ARE IN THE
HEAD AND NOT FROM
HEAD TO TOE..
and the truth and
light is Emotions and
Senses swim from head to toe..
and can be like the water and
the air.. of bird and fish in human
same.. AND YES.. this is where only
poetry can describe the bliss i feel.. my
friend Leah.. out of a cage and aquarium
into air and water same.. so yes.. in just 34
months of doing this.. i have attained a state
of happiness.. that only Yogi’s and such as that
have worked for in instruction way and lessons
all their life.. my advantage is leaving all mechanical
cognition away.. and getting in touch with the source..
the force.. that is all God inside.. outside.. above.. so
below and all around.. AND NOW after chilling in a
100 degree day.. back in ’07 with Dysautonomia..
which is the ‘anti-christ’ way of being
of a modern Yogi today.. as my
central nervous system
was shot.. and
could no longer
even flow the
blood around my
body in heart rate..
and blood pressure balanCinG SteAM
so oh my God.. i hated all weather then
’cause i could not integrate any senses
or regulate emotions or even experience
hardly any emotions at all.. MORE THAN
JUST A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN.. A HUMANITY
BREAKDOWN ONE AND SAME AS A DIRECT RESULT
OF A FUCKING SOCIETY AND JOB GONE INSANE WHERE
i was slave to both the mechanical cognition of computers
and the social requirements to supervise anywhere from
30 to 130 employees.. depending on if i was filling in for
the Department head too.. or helping him do the
fine details of his job too.. the same administrative
office.. use to have 40 or so employees down
to 4 or 5.. and the big square brain
with screen of extension of me
sitting on my desk 24 inches
from my eyes.. 8 hours a
day.. of sitting
was no Fucking
escape from all the
stresses coming from
all directions everyday..
anyway.. i wasn’t cut out for
that and i really don’t think most
any human iS in terms of social and
mechanical cognition multi-tasking
every work day all day long.. so yes..
as you relate about a book talking
to happiness being a vocation..
Happiness is my way of life
now.. and i find it in
way i like
to do it.. no more
and no less than the sweet
spot of now.. and you know there
are two extremes of human personalities
the schizoid type that one could see in that
guy ‘Fnord’ on the Wrong Planet that expressed
little to no human emotion or magical thinking
on the Wrong Planet.. and that Woman
‘Cockney Rebel’ who literally/figuratively
imagined that she
Rebel.. but she
could express emotions
and emotionally connect to
people where that was totAlly
out of Fnord’s Ball park of human
being.. AND OF COURSE HE BELITTLED
anyone with imaginary beliefs.. but the
difference and bottom line is.. they were..
happy in their life.. MUCH MUCH MUCH
MORE THAN HE WAS BOTTOM LINE..
for people who scoff at human
creativity.. they must have
never experienced the
joy that human
bring in moving..
connecting and overall
creative ways of being human..
i remember still clearly when i lost
all my emotions but fear and constant
adrenaline response to stresses of life
that eventually made life one big
stress of death as life..
after close to
40 days with
no sleep on suicide
watch.. so Fucking exhausted
and dead inside beyond what i could
ever humanly imagine was possible..
and watching the schizophrenics in there
with their imaginary lives and grins
from ear to ear.. and being
so fucking jealous
that i wasn’t
like that too..
and so fucking logical
in fucking hell then that
i had to find someway to kill
myself to escape all the pain..
Well.. with great effort i’ve earned
my way to crazy with exquisite logical
control.. and i’ll never go back to sane
as long as i am the one in mastery of
regulations of my emotions and integration
of my senses.. as i always feel like i’m on top
of the world.. never wear anything but shorts
in 18 degree weather and can stand any
temperature extreme where some folks
say Florida is one of the hottest
uncomfortable feeling places
of all in combination
and heat together
around 100 degrees
mostly in Summer heat
index too.. BOTTOM LINE MY
FRIEND IS HUMAN POTENTIAL
IS CRAZY GOOD FOR THOSE BRAVE
ENOUGH TO PURSUE IT AND BECOME
SUPERMEN AND WOMEN TOO.. no different
than Jack LaLanne.. or the lead life guard where
i worked.. Too Fucking amazing for other folks to
see genius from head to toe.. and that’s the
thing.. almost everyone on the Wrong
Planet thought they were so fucking
smart.. ’cause they had one
type of IQ overall that was
verbal.. with no idea that
Standard IQ is mostly a cultural
invention over the last century or so..
and before that life was fucking magicK
from head to toe.. in a dreamtime of real
among our smart head to toe ancestors..
per the American Indians.. and
still the folks in South
who are named
as the Invisible People
as they and Nature sAMe
as God ARE ONE ARE ONE
and SO ALIVE.. AND FREE..
NEO IS REAL.. WHEN HE OR SHE
EARNS HIS WAY FREE FROM A PLACE
WHERE HUMANS NO LONGER NEED APPLY
WHERE THE LEFT AND RIGHT FIGHT FOR WHAT’S
LEFT OF SOCIAL roles today.. two-spirit Sacred
Clown/Warrior/Shaman IS Always open to apply
but one must earn/APPLY tHeir individual
way in a vision quest
head to toe
in this social
role of the ages
of the sages.. in human
archetype as real as ever now
when come to magic fruition
in a kind of intelligence that
defies all stand IQ..
averages that sadly
apply to the human
condition across the lifespan
now.. wHere Heaven and Neo
are as real as FucKinG Jesus2..
or she never
had to leave..
as Heaven and Hell
and oh God never
here are different
OF THE HUMAN
CONDITION STILL NOW..
anyway.. very inspiring Email
from you today.. Leah.. in almost
everyway.. and seriously my friend..
every God Dam thing.. from bLackest
dArk to BrighTest liGht inspires the
of me sTill
Day iS every FucKinG Day
inside.. outside.. above.. so
below and ALL AROUND NOW..
Haha.. i could name all of this the
modern online ‘Jesus
might take me
serious and shoot
me with an assault rifle
so i think i’ll stay all comfy..
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI..
as the Jesus meme carries
too much fear and hate still..
sAdly enough.. no way FucKinG
real Jesus could make a long life
identifying himself as the real
YOGI-LIKE dude he was then..
And FucKinG survive with
all the imbalance
ever with the
aid of killing tools now..
Only the clever fox or
thief in the night
yeah.. ya have
to wonder WHAT
WOULD THE FOX SAY..
wINks.. or the
with the nuts
all the predators with clever ease..
calling A pursuing cat on
a cell phone.. saying
i got all the
N U T S now..
see ya later.. Princess
Leah baby.. in online style..
And i must remember that your
vocation is editor.. ha.. imagine
the headache i could give
an editor.. with
my style of
if it was
to be presented
for print of
hehe.. ain’t.. online fine..:)
as yes the
of Zombie Apocalypse
is real and groWinG iN
colder human emotional
ways of empathy of heARt..
SpiRit FeeLinG and
heArt and the
as the real Terminator
age of hUmans becoming
more like machines and less
human in ways of mechanical
cognition over social empathic
cognition is a science proven
phenomenon now.. where
BRains are no longer
heArts.. and liFe
is more a less
shoot ’em uP
Video gAMe as
where the shooter is
unwitting subject and
scientist one in a brave
new experiment that can
be as cold as ice
Humanity that once
made the human race
the greaTest race on earth
in ways of Love in social cooperation..
Independence day comes with love and
never shoot ’em ups alone.. Society is
sick as a self-fulfilling experiment that
has never been done before…
a common bond of
Love over alien
i think there
IS A movie associated
with that coming soon
to a theater near a
me.. with WiNks
and grins of human FReED..:)
And as the title
does suggest a year
ago memory of one of
the most emotional
“He who controls others may be powerful,
but he who has mastered
himself is mightier still.”
Ah.. to avoid anger.. fear.. and hate..
oh.. the one who is all powerful with
FEARLESS KIND HOPEFUL LOVE..
And this reminds me of Deeprak Chopra..
and how Richard Hawkins couldn’t make
him Angry but Trump was the card
who made him lose his
cool.. recently i hear..
But what do i say when
i see Trump.. i see a spoiled
brat who was bullied who became
a bully.. he makes me giggle sad as i
know his weakness is
a heart that will
never feel or
long ago that
never came back
or even stArted BeFore..
my Friend.. anyway.. much
Wisdom delivered today.. as a
Novel just waiting behind every
aphorism of true my friend but
back to this one in liGht.. another
memory of Captain Dick..
i kid you not that
was his name..
Dick.. me a run of
the mill.. civil servant
serving up shoes at a Bowling
Alley paid by Uncle Sam.. and
a rather short red faced man comes
in with his kids.. looks around and sees
all the lanes are filled and says.. i need
a lane now.. don’t you know who i am..
i AM THE FUCKING CAPTAIN HERE.. NOW..
and i say well yes my friend.. you
are Captain Dick and my
name is Fred.. let’s
see what i can
do.. to get
you.. your lane
‘Caesar’.. and no
i didn’t say Caesar.. i just
looked at him like any humble
servant was/is that saw him as the
same kind of little scared boy that
someone made fun of long long ago..
perhaps because his name was Dick..
who kNows.. anyway.. i went down
to some cool teenage easy
going dudes.. explained
the asshole situation
and they said sure
Fred we will
his family the
lanes.. man you.. kNow
i have about a thouSand Bowling
Alley… two decades.. Cheers like
stories i could share.. ranging from
Bowling Leagues watching pornos then
on all those electronic Bowling Screens
after operating hours.. to me and the
waves and such as that but anyway
back to this story.. behind almost
every bully is another story
of where they were
bullied and turn
to a liFe of Vengeance
of anger and hate..
with fear.. instead
of kind and hope
with Love.. the
true master iN Victory regulates
emotions.. integrates senses.. NoW
and Loves with Kind and Fearless my friend..
total tolerance and acceptance in understanding
why some folks live in purgatory.. hell.. or heaven..
but surely the answer comes in WHO HURT YOU..
WHO HURT YOU.. WHO HURT YOU.. AH.. FORGIVENESS
AND FEARLESS KIND HOPEFuLL LOVE IS
THE ANSWER iN Victory THAT ALwaYS
END FOR THOSE
WHO NEVER EVER
GIVE IT UP AS REAL LIFE
JOB MIGHT INTIMATE NOW..
or who kNows perHaps
More dARk inspiration here from
an Internet Illuminati Conspiracy
ways of course.. sadly enough..
Dude.. you kNow.. there is an old testament
that supports rape and killing children
of opposing tribes.. including hate
over homosexuals and
there IS A
YOU KNOW THAT JESUS
STUFF that says gentile or Jew..
servant or free.. woman or man
no more.. hmm.. i suppose you
ain’t got the new message yet
huh.. cAlled the New Testament
that reduces 613 old Torah
to 1 that says
as you and
do to him or
her or whatever..
no harm that you
would bring for yourself
Loving all of God’s Creation
same as you as child of God..
let’s just say i have the authority
to paraphrase.. while you are attempting..
in this sAd anti-christ full of hate and fear
video to bully this young man who is
clearing defending gentile.. jew..
servant or free.. woman or
man no more.. this means
‘queer’ too baby including
you as you dam sure
ain’t fooling me
and sure.. Jesus
was ‘sweet’ too..
at least the way
the homosexual priests
and artists portray him as
a female with a beard as approved
in artistic way.. if you don’t support
any human being YOU FAIL.. NOW..
i HAVE RIGHT A
TO DISSENT.. YOU
CAN DO A LITTLE RESEARCH
ON WHO i REALLY AM TO
have a nice day
with your thousand
or so views.. Love wins
with 225K views or whatever
the other dude is receiving.. so have
a nice day with all your Google pennies
for fear and hate.. without hope of kind..
iN fearless Love.. God sent me a raven that
never needs to buy food or drink.. so.. i my friend
have been able to write a PERSONAL NEW AGE BIBLE
that is already coming AGAIN OVER
4 times the size of the
whole Bible.. 40
times the size
of the Kuran..
no Google pennies
to ever survive for perhaps
a thousand years or more..
this is my only invitation..
for you to join
me over tHeRe
or you can
stay here in purgatory
ranging to hell in fear..
and hate.. or antichrist
now.. or do the Christ
thing that is all Hope and Love as KiND..
Have a great day my friend.. but
it’s pretty obvious you live in hate
and fear for Google pennies and
that truly IS A sad way of Life.. IMHO
and nah.. a thief in the night wouldn’t
be nearly famous enough online
to garner a hate video like this
from some little scared boy
who was verbally abused and
named whatever in school..
Thus who protests the
most and all.. you
and time again….
AND YEAH before you
start suggesting i am strange
(note: to readers of comments
as the dude with the video
ain’t ever now gonna be
able to match wits with me..
trust me.. whole FucKinG
public Interent audiences
with 140 to 160 assessed
IQ’s could not do it.. as i AM
bullet proof in so many ways..
like T I T A N I U M NOW REAL..
out of parenthetical statement
now and back to what i said)..
AND all for writing like this be
forewarned.. that i too am Bi-Polar..
AND diagnosed with Asperger’s Syndrome..
and have already been to medically
assessed hell with a pain that
lasted 66 months named
type two Trigeminal
than the pain
like you who cannot
respect the so-called Sacrifice
that Jesus made in a three hour
or so stint like this.. who forgave
and humbled himself among thieves
on other crosses.. saying they know not
what they do.. i understand you know not
what you do too.. and i am not here to send
you to hell although i will judge you with
common sense/Love and logic.. i am only
here to invite you to heaven.. but
tHeRe baby.. IS A place
and fearless love
reigns.. and from what
i’ve seen of the other dude HIGHER…
you are attempting to bring down
with your one or so K views that
might make it to 30 if you can
attract enough haters over
here now in continuing
fearful and actually
ways in comparison
to the Unconditional
Love of the Jesus with
remember.. gentile or jew..
servant or free… woman or
man.. no more.. this is just a wake
up call for you.. if you have eyes and
ears to see.. as seriously.. if you actually
know what you are doing.. the Jesus ain’t
gonna be very happy with you after all is said
and done.. always now my friend.. always now..
Heaven.. Hell.. or Purgatory.. your choice alWays
noW iN Anger.. Hate.. and Fear or the other
place of Hope.. Love and ALWAYS KIND..
A NICE NOW..
WITH BIGGEST WinKs
And SMiLes aS WeLL..
And oh by the way.. considering
you are gonna be way to worn out
by the end of this to research who i am..
i’m just a New Age FreeST Verse poet as such
who IS A.. aLWays looking for A dArk to liGht prompt
to add to the literAlly assessed actual longest Long
Form Poem ever.. now approaching 4 million words
titled ‘KATiE MiA FredericK!iI’.. yeah.. i believe in Loving
until they hate
me.. funny how
it seems to alWays
turn out that way..
JuSt liFe iN
A Play of GoD
mY FRiEnD aS wHole
of DArk and liGht and tween
sHades of color and hues
bLack that sAdly..
i as humble servant
of God see here sTiLL..
with a real tEar in thE Bare oF God..
Ha!.. WE SHALL OVERCOMB..
AND SpEAkinG of thaT BeYond
Independence Day.. Resurgence..
and more on that later.. of course..;)
And thaT iS wife Katrina’s
WTF iS he F iN Going to
L O O K..
as yA miGht
iMaGine.. i AM
alWays fuLL of the
surprise that comes
Oh.. so much
wRiTinG and Store
DanCinG.. the Bed
IS A SinGinG to
me to come
So after watching Independence Day..
you may not kNow the Resurgence
but i saw it yesterday.. and what
about Beyond Independence Day..
you know that day that the
right to life and liberty
and the pursuit of
Happiness was secured
for us.. of course unless you
were woman and black and
homosexual and in many cases
suffering from an illness or enduring
some other kind of human disorder or
even just different genetic way of being
that set you a little too far from the perceived
norm of the vanilla flavor of the day.. well the truth
is even the potential for Independence day was so
far in terms of close to two centuries away even a
potential.. depending on which weaker or perceived
norm of human reality one is born into then.. ah…
and finally after a common goal of good was
sorta won in World War II.. other than
the slaughter of over 90K
folks on an
no choice but
to die by the hand
of US and newer technology
then that in final assurance of
mutual destruction among the big
powers of killing machines left a lull
of peace overall long enough with some
serious skirmishes of course.. for the
‘smaller’ folks to rise up and
make their desire for
equal rights under
the law made
and it worked
for many.. and finally
as we are moving past
an African American President
we are now coming into a female
President.. unless the devil has his
overcombing due.. which ain’t likely as
even George Will is leaving that
amazingly ignorant crew now..
and of course that generally
speaking is all about the
hate of the different
like banning all guns..
it’s just a fact and an ongoing
fact.. that we have the land of the
brave and the free.. and still the land
of the extra cautious to down wrong paranoid
among us who deep down are just plain scared
but anyway.. as evidence provides for earlier
in this 680th macro verse about a Jesus2..
it’s pARt of human nature and human
nature is part of Nature that is
God one and same..
so who ya gonna
call.. nah… Ghost
Busters ain’t gonna
change human nature..
nature.. and or God by
words of criticism or even
magic incantations.. anyway the
good news is the African American
Dude and all his friends in low and high
have paved the way now for some expanded
health care albeit sure the prices continue
to rise.. even for me.. with all my Gravy
Train Government benefits as well..
coming from the Golden
Handcuffs of Government
employment and near
of my relatives have
been able to get married
now.. even in the overall hate
state of Governor Rick Scott..
who still denies folks who make
under 11K any health benefits
at all.. of course along with
all of his dark dark anti-christ
nature fear and hate friends..
some of whom have the audacity
of fear to call themselves fundamentalist
Christians.. which is sadly also part of human
nature.. nature and God of nature too sAMe.. so who
ya gonna cry too.. ya just gotta keep trying as that
is what nature does best.. never ever give up per say
of reptilian brain of survival sTiLL now.. ah the common
enemies/enemy of life..and or the coming love/lovers of
life.. two paths to go.. wHere the open minded liberal
Good Cop Jesus mind and body soul will go the way
of Love your enemy.. turn the other cheek when at
all possible.. gentile.. jew.. servant or free.. woman
or man no more.. all with equal opportunities for
life.. liberty.. and the pursuit of happiness.. yes..
Good Cop Jesus is like A founding father of the
best of what the United States
has to offer as greatest Good
liGht cop Jesus..
there is the
dArk Bad cop
Jesus who still reigns
as the daRk one of us vs them
and them ain’t gonna have any of
our seed or grain.. as WE WANT IT
ALL AND NANANA WE AINT’ GONNA
GIVE AND SHARE AND DAM SURE
AIN’T GONNA BE FORCED INTO IT
BY A GOOD COP JESUS GOVERNMENT
EITHER.. yeah that is sad for sure in my
eYes of Good Cop Jesus but let’s face it as
the polls do still show for folks who undeterred
still support the anti-christ fear and hate ideology
of Mr. Trump Trump Trump Grinch as such sTiLL..
yes now.. the dArk and liGht of humanity is sTiLL
the same.. i mean Jesus F. in Christ2.. if the actual
devil with a comb over ran for president it would
still be split close to down the middle for the
Good Cop Jesus and the Bad Cop Jesus
like it always is as metaphor of course..
and again.. Hillary ain’t perfect…
she has kinda fucked up
a lot it seems.. by not
to the details
of red tape..
that part of Government
can kinda suck for the big picture
folks who break the rules to get the
job done.. or just aren’t paying attention
to all the all the rules at hand that sure are
necessary too.. to make it all work.. anyway..
the bottom line is.. with the passage of gay
marriage in the U.S.. we have finally almost
arrived at Independence day for most of the
population but the fact that in Anti-Christ
Red states per Bad cop Jesus.. folks who make under
11K still can’t get affordable health insurance means the
anti-Christ rule still tries to gain a foothold in FreeR.. U.S. of A
now.. but the best thing about the Devil per anti-christ policies
of fear and hate running for PREZ.. is folks like George Will who
are tough all natural God gifted conservatives.. have enough integrity
and responsibility to say no to folks who are getting where they are..
simply by playing to the card of audiences who thrive over a common
social bond of fear and hate and anger of course too… Hope.. Love
and Kind is better in my way of seeing life.. but i am one of those
Good Cop Jesus folks as that is just the way the God of Nature
made me from birth.. with mother making me that way too..
moreover in nurture way too.. So as Robin Williams
says the powerful play goes on.. the liberal humans
vs the conservatives humans of Yin and Yang
swings back and forth somewhere in
a mix of dARk and LiGht.. but bottom
line is at least the most folks ever
have a legal right to actually
do the right to life.. liberty
and pursuit of happiness
than ever before in the
U.S. and that IS A good reaSon/FeeLinG
more than ever to celebrate Independence
day in the REAL SPIRIT OF OUR FOUNDING
SO-CALLED FATHERS WHO WANTED TO ESCAPE
A MONARCHY AND MAKE A REPUBLIC WHERE EVEN
GOD COULD BE FREE IN US TO BE WHAT WE ARE ALL
NATURALLY AT CORE AND BY NURTURE AS WELL AS
WELL CAN BE.. YEAH.. THAT’S GOOD NEWS.. FROM
THE ORIGINAL GOOD COP.. JESUS TOO.. TO FREE
THE SLAVES FOR A THOUSAND YEARS TO COME..
AND EVEN BETTER IS tHeRe is still room for improvement
and as always the nomad.. the open mind and body in balance
the liberal way of liberty will lead the way for that as history shows..
and the conservative way for caution that is necessary for all our nicely
paved sidewalks and roads too.. will have its say as well to keep balance
of right to life.. liberty.. and the pursuit of happiness secure and free too..
i ain’t scared.. ’cause i’ve seen the liGht and dARk.. up close in heARt..
SpiRit and SoUL.. and taken great effort to analyze the whole
situation with reaSoNinG miNd too.. but i exclude
no other.. and that is what makes
me neither afraid of the
dARk or Cynical
of the liGht with
hope.. faith and belief
in the power of humankind
toGeTheR.. so i DancE and i SinG
on in MoVinG ConnEcTinG Creating poEtry
ways.. and when i’m out in the wild i open
my arms and shine a light of God behind my
shades for anyone who is receptive to that liGht
and needs some help.. i’M just one tiny gRain of
sand and small wave.. but i’ve gotta match and
a FLAME THAT REFUSES TO BE PUT OUT..
NEVER EVER GIVE UP.. NEVER EVER GIVE UP..
HOPE.. LOVE AND FEARLESS KiNd always wins
noW a TaLL
War even if some
small skirmishes and
battles are lost along
the way.. All Apes.. no matter
the differences.. STRONG TOGETHER
AS THE APE CAESAR with FUR OVER
BOMBS IN WARM AND FUZZIES WILL
SAY AND STAY..
for many years to
come.. perHaps a
thouSand and more
iN A city with no sun
and moon IS A web foR Now..
So anyway.. with all that
said and SunG.. noW is the
now for me to get ready
for Catholic Church
and celebrate the
Good cop Jesus
that is mostly
and that Good cop Jesus
as me2.. trust me2 you wouldn’t
wanna reAlly see/FeeL the REAL BAD
COP JESUS2 ANGRY2.. AS METAPHOR2
and trust me2
it’s safe to say2
so far.. no one2
it stays that way2..;)
Somewhat short excerpt of the
very abstract… and yes strange
mystical post.. ‘SEEin elEVeN’..
about a month here in
journey away from
recovery of the
worst pain known
to humankind at
the end of June 2013.. here..:)
Katie Mia talking to Aghogday:
Remember Five Years when you were
so scared, and you wanted to do anything
to escape the fear.
You did it…
nothing scares you
What you wanted to achieve was feeling love again
without facing your fears.
You thought you could build
a ‘special place’
where others could join you and escape
the Big F.
Remember those passages from the ‘Ghost in the Machine’
and ‘Synchronicity’, from those Albums ‘I’
planted in your mind 30+ years ago that
have followed you in your life.
The first two have been
You ‘felt’ like you got be the “King
for five years..
you take a journey
to find answers to ‘key’ questions
you have been asking all your life…
The last one was a little, tricky…
“Mephistopheles is not your name
I know what you’re up to just the same
I will listen hard to your tuition, You will see it come to its fruition.
I’ll be wrapped around your finger.
I’ll be wrapped around your finger
Devil and the deep blue sea behind me, Vanish in the air you’ll never find me.
I will turn your face to alabaster, When you’ll find your servant is your master.
You’ll be wrapped around my finger”
When you finished copying and pasting “A Thousand
Years”, and “Silent Lucidity” back to Autism and the Nautilus
they touched a place in your ‘soul’ that you were looking for…
‘I’ provided a little ‘treat’…
When you reviewed the posts, you found
a different song in the place of “A Thousand Years”
in the “My Mind does not Belong to Me”…
“Thank you, for being a friend”.
It scared the scientist in you.
‘Blogger Software Bugs’ happen
this went past the expected ‘Algorithm’ of your mind…
You came here to find hope…
I brought you here to show
you fear, so you could…
tell your wife you love her
it this time,
from your heart…
not just your mind…
You haven’t paid much attention to ‘pop’ culture
in the last five years…
You went on a little ‘Google Journey’,
to find out about all ‘those’…
‘I’ provided a hint,
when you found your
naming his baby
along with all the other C and K
you find on this journey…
Remember that song “Frozen in Ice”,
by Madonna, that you listening to over and over
when you first lost your emotions…
you never saw the video before…
You saw her making the symbols of the six
with her hands and you started getting
scared again about your birthday
like you did when you
saw that ‘Omen’
“No way; it couldn’t be you,
you are just too nice…”
Don’t worry, that ‘Devil’ Guy
is here for a reason…
You don’t get to be him/her,
can’t escape her either…
Fear is here for a reason…
it is here to
The people who try to escape it
are making a deal with the ‘Devil’…
It is the way nature works…
have any control over that,
You know your wife…
who is scared all the time
‘loves’ so deeply,
and has no problems
She has a gift that she does not easily
Fear and Love…
You weren’t that ‘lucky’,
You found a way to escape it..
You see, when those folks in ‘Hollywood’
are making those signs, mocking ‘fear’
at the Camera, laughing in the
background, because they
know the masses feed
off that type of
They really are making a deal
with the ‘devil’…
“Only, if they knew it”…
The video didn’t scare you enough
in the place of ‘a thousand years’…
You found a way to interpret
it as a gift instead of…
a ‘waKe uP” call…
‘I’ did not give up
on you yet…
‘I’ provided another
That song by ‘Perri’
that you rationalized
as something good
not to be afraid
Remember when you got to the
end of the video, and you kept
hearing ‘break neck’, and seeing
the little smirk on the face at the end…
You couldn’t look away could you…
You had to keep playing it over and over
again, to hear a positive message
to escape any chance of fear.
You woke up this morning
and asked your wife
what time it was.
She said “One”.
That is when you faced your
You started thinking, maybe the
sign was something was going to
happen to your wife…
She was going off with a friend
in a car…
maybe the message was
to warn her,
not to go…
You used to worry about that all the time…
When you escaped fear, and made that deal,
you stopped worrying about ‘IT’…
Remember when you told your
wife you loved her
when she left
You felt ‘IT’…
Enjoy your gift…
of Fear, Love,
Life is fleeting…
That apple with
the bite out of it
that you hooked
up to this
Was a warning…
You just couldn’t
There is nothing in life
that is random…
‘Perri’ is right about that…
The tattoo is not
The name ‘Jobs’
The answers are
there for anyone
“Only if they
You have ‘the gift’ now…
It is not one easily shared…
And the liGht of poEtry
gRows more.. a year
later.. in thiS noW
‘SonG oF mY SoUL’..:)
Yes.. a ‘Symphony
Tough Love ‘
And finAlly heRe..
thE full liNked
oF sEEin elEVen..
iN mY original bLog
way of KATiE MiA/
Aghogday stYle.. iN
yeS aGain.. A strange and
somewhat mystical way.. 2013..
on the road bacK to hUmaNitY2..:)
As i say again
to Friend Rafiah
on her blog..
i just came
here to say
hi.. i Love
i can.. and i
want to.. SMiLes..:)
Yes you can, and I know you do.
And it’s a greatest blessing of Allah Almighty
that one is capable of loving. I think that’s the essence of life.
Life lived in loving is life worth living. You do that. You
should be grateful to God that He gave you
this gift abundantly.:) heart emoticon
always keep loving.
And i say in addition..
SMiLes my friend.. i am currently
writing a blog post almost entirely on
the subject of what Islam names
as ISA.. aka Jesus over here
in the Catholic West..
and the best thing
i like about the
Jesus is he reduced
all the complexity of
Laws of God into one
rule of Loving God the
same as we as our neighbors
all of Nature one as God’s Creation
Unconditionally without consuming
others with harm.. and the greaTeSt thing
about this reported measure of Jesus is that
even science now shows that this is the all
natural gift given to human by God when
there IS A practice of touchY FeeLY
hELd to breast of motHeR
and extended village
as metaphor too..
to raise the child
than the Garden
with Corner Stone of
Love and ISA/Jesus
same aS oNE.. and i story recently
this subject shortly with one of these
Christians who believes in hate and fear
over Love and Hope.. in BrinGinG down the
rest of God’s Creation and remind him how
Jesus reduces 613 commandments of Torah
down to only one that yes God is Love in uS
greaTesT of aLL Gifts.. and Love is the Golden
rule we aLL and neighbor one including the
rest of God’s nature sAME in fearless
Unconditional way wHeRE our
enemies are to be understood
and Loved Unconditionally
as well in an AGAPE
kind of human
And while it is
trUe that Love must
be expressed to all others
to be real.. it is also trUe that
when one becomes enlightened
with the emotional Force of pure
white Love.. tHeir are no boundaries
or barriers that one will not break to
share and give this Love Red Hot to
ALL the same as the story of
ISA/Jesus does show too
in biblical new
and never luke warm
or less as oh.. so cold..
AnyWay.. when science
and religion and the philosophy
of a true prophet like Jesus do come
out aLL LiGht iN A miX of Fearless Kind
aS Hope of Love.. tHeRe are no barriers
that are too tall to be broken down by
the all powerful Love that is the
hiGhest power we hUmans
do share at heARt of
Core and a MiNd
and BoDy Balance
of moving.. connecting
and creating love watered
S O U L iN uS alWaYs noW..
across the lifespan of a garden
of fearless Love in HopE and KiNd
that never ever stops groWinG taller
and taller.. TrUe iT iS a gift.. this Fearless
Love is that i lost for 66 months almost completely
in FeeLinG but kept in logical mind to still share online..
but iT iS an EmoTioN of pure White LIGht that is that much
more powerful when it reAlly comes back online FULL STEAM
noW.. as stReAms
to Rivers to Ocean
whole in particles as
drops of water.. waves
iN Field Same as Ocean
blUe tHeir iS never defeat iN Love
NoW when iT iS reAL and ever
At Least in my experience.. my Friend.. Rafiah..
tHeRe is no time.. distance.. or space in Love
Love iS oNe Force thaT iS evergreen when
real.. and therE is no doubt tHeRe is that
Love sTiLL between you and your Nani
AliVe in YoUr eYes everlasting..
And to celebrate that Love
in WRiTing IS A liGht
thaT iS also
the path oF Love’s
Journey as well that
iS aLwayS noW when
Healthy and iN BaLanCing
NatUre.. my Friend.. Rafiah..
iN my liFe.. friends that i have loved
never age in heARt.. in SpiRit.. iN SoUl
oF i.. nor do the troubles that come with
Love last over the LoVinG pArts mY FriEnd..
a young man who witnessed my rather informal
proposition of Marriage to Katrina in a causal
stand on Bowling Lanes of where i worked
for the government over here in almost
two decades of 80’s to past the
turn of the century.. passed
away from complications
from Diabetes last
Tuesday.. his name
is Raymond and even
though we never saw this
man for years.. we both felt some
kind of emotional Force of Loss on
Tuesday well before we found out about
his death today.. we are all connected my
friend in so many ways more than just the
flesh.. Love is Forever and more than
we will ever understand with
wE ARE ALL CONNECTED
I N T E R D E P E N D E N T L Y
FROM THE POINT OF THE NEVER
ENDING.. NEVER BEGINNING ETERNITY
OF ALLAH NOW.. AH.. YES.. IT IS ALL
AH NOW.. MY FRIEND A LOVE WITH
NO START OR ENDING.. ONLY
NOW..aND can i prove that
i don’t even
care to my friend
as i alWays want it to
be too deep to ever put
into words.. a depth of eYeS
thaT alWays SinG A LovE SonG
and DancE intimatELy TRuE IN LIGHT FoR aLL..
mY Love filLED
FriEnD Rafiah maY
thiS liGht oF God’s Love
as and in you rise to greaTesT
heiGhts EVER MORE NOW..:)
coming in the
next profile status
photo.. thingie.. who
has the best Edit in
Summer’s Blues of
It doesn’t matter
WTF FTW iF i’ve
danced close to 5600
miles in 34 months.. leg
press close to half-a-ton
of weights 33 times with
my arms raised in air with
yes.. free weights now..
can eat chips
all day and only
walk shop.. and
she still looks like
a dancer and i look
like whatever i guess..
but you have to admit..
hehe.. for a 56 year old
dude my legs are
kinda shapelier than
most of the mall Sports.. TV..
sitter watcher dudes my age..;)
As Alan Watts says..
Society IS A Hoax and
sure iT iS but tHere IS A reASon2
for the insanity that one never
arrives until they die..
and it’s just humans
who are not evolved
to live in large groups
out of balance we are
and lots of people
pay the real
Nature who is
alWays the Big
BosS GOD nOW..
in terms of misery
and suffering real..
Yes.. that’s insane..
no other animal but
one with sidewalks
and books could
way of being..
anywhere but now
whole with nature one
AKA the inheritance
of the God experience..
anyway the Good News is
there IS A simple solution iF
practiced early enough and that
is touchy feely love in moving.. connecting
and creating.. and yes that probably means
homeschooling but hell if Tim Tebow can
(by the way in a very strange and
synchronistic and ironic too way
Timmy kinda forecast me coming
back from the dead in life too
in a very very public way2)
still be a rough boy by being home
schooled.. so can other
to give and share
taking less through
mastery of moving emoTioNs
and integration of seNses sAMe..
and the best news of all is this
information as told by sages of
the ages.. is all available online
for more people than ever
around the globe..
many elitists.. are
in charge of the material stuff and
and other money bill goods.. but they
ARE NOT in charge of moving..
connecting.. creating.. or the
faith.. belief.. and hope of
the real deal of mastering
emoTioNs and inTeGraTinG
seNses wHoLE on the
individual level as even
IF THEY COULD DO IT..
THEY WOULD FIND FIND THAT
ALL THIS MONEY MAKING AND
MATERIALISTIC STUFF IS TOTALLY
ANTITHETICAL TO FULL SATISFACTION
ALWAYS BLISS NOW FROM HIGHEST HIGH
TO BRIGHTEST COLORS IMAGINABLE NOW
IN CREATIVE FREE LIFE THAT HARDLY COSTS
ANY BIG MONEY OR MATERIAL GOODS AT ALL..
NO ONE CONTROLS me as i master and integrate
all the stuff that counts in life.. which is Love
in fearless.. kind and hopeful way in
moving.. connecting.. creating
goods has very very little
to do with that as i could be
Freddy Free Loader and as
happy as i am now.. as long as
i have three feet and space to dance
and a hand to hold that holds me back
from the insanity of society that surely
(yes.. i’ll need food.. water.. and shelter too)
Hoax in my
mind and body
Balance of SoUL..
heArt SinGinG in SpiRiT..
alWays noW oNE.. graduAlly
more folks will follow suit and iF
the folks at the so-called top ever
get REALLY REALLY SMaRT
ENOUGH TO LIVE iN
they will find
fast sports cars
and other ways of
Luxury are just anoTHeR
way to say HELL NOW.. sure
the Meek have already inherited
thE Earth.. and wE rough boys and
girls thrive alive for the WiN noW oF
Fearless Kind iN hoPE oF LovE REAL..:)
penniewoodfall thanks me for the
Alan Watts Video and i say..
You are very welcome penniewoodfall..
Alan Watts definitely shows profound genius
in the area of Philosophy/Religion and the overall
existential intelligence of what can make humans balance
but sadly as often what happens this genius battled his own
Demons out of Balance.. Namely the disease of addiction that
is almost always a disease of Emotional and sensory imbalance
at core.. In his case the bottle that cut his life short.. Anyway..
to me that makes what he achieved in verbal wisdom that much more impressive..
And considering if The Jesus dude actually did go on some angry tirades turning
money tables over.. Obviously he didn’t get where Buddha did in actions speak
louder than words.. Both should have spent more of their life dancing..
It works for me complete as balance but an athlete sage would be
Apollo.. WiNks back at yA.. Yes.. THE flesh is highly underrated
in Abrahamic religions and of course a substantial source of
human frustration.. Aggression and mass killings.. And even
Fear.. Hate and wars.. Pan is smArter2.. The soul
is real and flesh and blood.. We need more naked
Miley selfies to save the World as Jesus in metaphor
was too scared to do the full Monty Python.. With WiNks Again..
i imagine Muhammad did but yeah.. Umm.. He had younger issues.. Oh..
the demons of a life out of balance in emotions/senses/sensualiLiTy flesh
and blood way.. The real Devil of Abrahamic religious orienTated way..
And even modern Buddhist ways in at least someways with the ’97 Dali
Lama announcement that Homosexuality IS A sin.. A balance of Lust
and Love is integral to Homo sapiens sapiens peace of mind and
body balance in moving.. connecting.. creating.. giving..
sharing ways.. The Bonobo is the greatest genius sTiLL iN
Love and Peace without any FucKinG written books at all..
The body keeps the FucKinG score.. Bottom and Top line..;)
penniewoodfall shares some spiritual guru info on
‘Cutting Through Spiritual Materialism’
CHÖGYAM TRUNGPA, BORN IN 1939
and died of alcoholism all
too soon.. too like Mr.
Thanks again to you
Too.. off to Google now
for more Cliff Notes/Videos
on this man too..:)
Oh Lord.. 10
Predator “Holy Robe”..
For rape associated
Miley Selfies yes..
No means NO..
To quote her..
“It’s my pussy”..
Only a distant
Many Muslim women..
And other so-called
From God too..
Oh.. when the
Of a Dick
goes on to say his book
was good.. and i say..
but first in a response
back to another response
of hers in regards to
Grimms Fairy tales..
and The Owl, the
Raven, and the Dove
in book form too.. i
Off to check
The link out too..:)
With word search..:)
Heart IS A
He of patriarchy..
All Art to bring
Back HeArt.. All
Of Creativity to
Dull.. And now there’s
More to create forever
Now.. For those in the real
Know and Feel We really
Did it and in this way
Is heaven when
And then before moving
back to penniewoodfall’s
first note on the TRUNGPA
dude.. when waking up
later this morning..
i say.. in
me to generate
all these words..
Alan Watts and
yes.. i say..
Fred word winds
Breeze through again..
i asked Katrina off the
Recliner to come back
To bed and she said oh
My God.. Dear.. What
If we sleep to 9 or 10..
And then i sAid WTF
FTW.. The REAL Modern
FamiLY ISIS.. OsiRiS.. HoRuSzz..
Three iN two for OnE wHoLe2..
Only plays and never works for
Pay.. So we can sleep to 11 or
Even odd 13.. Wake up refreshed
and Hurricane Fred and Katrina
will blow again with ease of peaceful
center cAlm green changing to blUe2.. and MiXinG
With Brown eYes4.. Yes.. Yes!!.. too and Blow winds
and rains aGaiN and say Oops.. We jUst pLayed
And now back
to my final
on the TRUNGPA
SMiLes.. penniewoodfall.. i was gonna say ditto back to you..
on the free verse comment i just made back to gigoid but
this one got me out of Bed at 10:11 am.. now 10:13 am..
and i will quote you heRe for trUe and liGht wherE you
say.. “Repression does not serve well in religion…
neither does following gurus… I step outside ..
and observe… and there will always be suffering…”
and i say yes.. so true.. and what’s truly sad is
when i read about that dude’s behavior on
Wiki cliff notes.. it kinda sullies the other
stuff he did that i will research more
later.. as what i’ve come to lEArn
is ya can’t discount a philosophy
per liGht over the dArk pArts
oF it like an out
pair of pants..
as generally speaking
and potential for aggression goes
hand in hand with at least a touch
of hypomania.. to Bi-Polar.. as i kNow
all too well2.. for the biggest injection
of all natural high side of thaT i’ve ever
received after this cycle removed me from the
dArkest hell i’ve ever seen too.. i’Ve
lEarned to control the balance of the
hypersexual pARt with Art thank God
in this new brave Internet world.. and
i’M hyperspiritual more than ever
but it doesn’t matter what age
or word of humankind goes
with thaT in structured
religion rules or not..
and aggression.. well.. leT’s
just say i’ve pushed the edge
in defending myself in physical
ways i’ve never done before.. and
put a lid on that too.. and am probably
fortunate that no one had a gun and
shot me dead on the dance floor.. etc..
if i got all paranoid about that too..
which fortunately i don’t have
that pArt of Bi-Polar this
go around that
when my last
big UP EXPERIENCE
HAPPENED AT AGE 21..
IN ’81.. ANYWAY.. i have empathy
for the Jesus.. the Muhammad. and
lots of gurus and even this dude who
was feeling up the skirts of women who
were not exactly really into him.. although
he was never officially charged with a crime
i understand.. it happens.. i don’t condone
it.. i have always been able to control
that and generally speaking literally
fortunate as the girls have always
come to me.. and still do
in clothed ways
of dance FREE..
and hey.. being
56 slows stuff down
a little bit at least.. noW
i’m not saying being a guru
is an illness in spiritual way..
but it is a disorder no doubt out
of the norm.. per the literal definition
of what is seen in and out of order my
friend.. i’m just glad i reap the positive
liGht benefits.. and stay truly all of out
of the negative soup.. of human misery now
and suffering.. now2.. but the NoW i live and
all the advantages of what culture does bring
in adaptation for those who are smARt enough
in science and art to navigate it.. is truly a weapon
of Love in hope.. faith.. and belief.. in fearless kind
ways that is like a perfect storm too.. of prepare ye
old me.. Now2
Anyway.. thanks my
friend.. this changes the
title of my 680th epic macro
verse of longest long form poem
ever.. approaching 4M words now..
to “Pan at the Apollo Theater2”..
as the WhOle comes again
as micro and macro
oF it iN streAms
to River of
oh.. the joy of Bi-Polar
reined in with reign of rains..
in liGhTED TALK wAY oF Fred..
yeah.. and i’m WorKinG like a
mad scientist sTiLL to keep that
ego thing in artful control2.. as
Truly the grandiosity pARt of
Bi-Polar has sunk an other
wise long term story
of many a Guru2..
DArk has its
say too.. and sure
somewhere deep down
tHeRe is sTill a little bLack
Spot on an otherwise white oLd sOuL..
wHolE.. but that’s the way the Yin and Yang
diceY of Life
i’LL be back aGaiN
somenow wITh more
of you.. WitH grins oF liGht..
for what i FeeL..
sEnse.. and KnoW
all the SeNsual
ways that comeS iN
and moVinG iN General
has been thE miSsinG
connecting LiNk of public
religions and philosophy
way too long.. and that’s
changing in prepare ye
a way of Miley
oh.. the team work..
oh.. the team work..
OF TEaM LIGHT..
THE REAL F in
freeST verse ILLUMINATI
cAlled by A pan of
NatUre aLL as sucH
AKA GOD NOW2..
oF HUmanS noW oH
so brave and FucKinG
CRAZY AS ME.. HEHE..
A DANCING SIOUX CRAZY
HORSE COME BACK TOO2..
with a little ancestral mix
of Cherokee too..
hmm.. i thInk
tHeRe IS A
see ya.. as the
winds oF Y i
enJoy another glass
of red wine.. i StaYiN
aWay from aLL of thaT even
F iN coFfee or a hot toddy2..
keeps mY hiGhS iN cHecK2..
anotHeR thing.. Buddha and
etc.. didn’t understand.. not every
one is as high as Bi-Polar/hypomania
folks as they then too.. Cognitive empathy..
a life long practice of understanding what it’s
like to walk in the other shoes.. no philosophy..
no religion.. no ted or fred talk works the same
for each snowflake of God.. oh so special AND REAL..
THAT’S WHY EVERYONE NEEDS TO WRITE ThEIR
OWN FucKinG BIBLE OR AT LeAST MAKE iT REAL..
the liFE JOB DonE..
per right to liFe.. libertY
and the pursuit of hapPineSS2..
and nah.. happiness wasn’t alWays
possible in joy way much of human
history but iT iS noW in heaven trUe FReED..
DO iT.. ToPs
iF ONE CAN1
AND WiLL2 NOW iN
gOlden RULE WAY3 aS oNE…:)
Yup.. every woman
Loves a sharp
i did seed
and am harvesting
the acorns at lEast..
and this dance shirt
was hilarious.. oh yeah..
iN Catholic Church shirt too..
i am some nows the highlight
of the little kids who are bored
stiff straight ahead in their
priSon pew seats..
Katrina.. butt i AM
way too busy singing..
to notice who looks at
what anYwhere in pews
And the nice lady next
to me says.. after i shake
her hand.. after Lord’s prayer
friendly now connection pARt..
yes.. Oh my.. i Love hearing you
sing every Sunday.. and i ask
Katrina why she doesn’t tale
me this too.. and she says
my head is already
and i say..
fun of my
Alien.. ET size head..
anyway.. iT’s definitely
worth another ZZ top SonG
iN my XXL head for surE nOW2..
but i thiNk/FeeL..
i’ll juSt go WitH
ET instead for
a little Katy plaY noW2..
And it may be hard to see
in these photos but the squirrel
is taling a kit kat.. on the face of
hiS/HeR smArt phone that yes.. HA!
true the cats
in my neighborhood..
are not always the
never.. but that’s
the way Nature goes..
in all dArk and liGht of
survival real.. humans are
very fortunate to be blessed
with the liGht of Love.. as that
IS A only BlesSinG that makes
human heaven even possible
now as gifted by God aLL
Nature one and
in and as
uS FoR NoW..
TrUE LiGht LoVE..
Oh yeah.. and i came
across the older man and
what i believe is his son..
in Barnes and Nobles again..
who think.. i am a dancing
Navy seal.. who writes longest
long form poems in the history of
humankind.. and they say.. well no
i’m not a Navy Seal but i didn’t have
the heaRt to break that pArt of bad news
to ’em.. anyway.. haven’t seen ’em in
about 2 months or so and they tale me
they’ve been spreading my story wide
around the town.. and i am a legend
now.. it’s not the first now i’ve
heard that for dance at least..
but yes that pArt is trUe.
and trUly in all of
that is the greaTest
compliment anyone could
receive.. while they are
FucKinG LiVinG hehe.. yeah..
that’s what Batman’s mentor
told him. Fuck the Famous
be the Legend..
and in a way
and that pARt IS A
way too deep for me
to explain in science
terms.. you’ll get to know
GoD wHole better iN instinctual..
innate intuitive way to figure thAT
pArt out like i did one day too.. and
iF ya do.. good chance you will be named
Legend by the vieWinG audience for doing
nothing for money and material good’s aT
FucKinG all.. and that mY friends is
just God dam Awesome.. end and
beginning of story never
finishing and starting
i couldn’t imagine
a greater life in the
meek will inherit the
earth and the last will
be the first.. even iF
i wasn’t a REAL Jesus F.
a nice day..
trUsT me Heaven
if FucKinG red hot..
never Luke Warm
soUl noW jUST NoW..;)
Oh.. yeah.. my friend gigoid..
and one more quick note here..
before i go publish noW A very
heavy macro verse in deed..
if you remember that then
post by Islam friend
in the comments
section alone.. per
just a video post then
about the return now of
Jesus and that was/is all..
safe to say
iN some ‘sMAll’
way.. i change the
i’Ve been and go2..2
hope you FeeL better..
the other two contenders
iN THaT debaiT.. SOHEIR..
and IMRAN.. rarely blog any
more.. like they say in the
Big Lebowski Movie..
i’LL do anything
for A SMiLe aGaiN..
iT ain’T easy being
A great White
but i try..
gigoid says in return..
Those who speak truth are almost always vilified, my friend.
Albert noted it several times in his quotes… It’s their loss…
And as A final final Facebook
Algorithm generated memory
from a year ago.. it bears notice
and attention again.. if one reAlly
respects the Teachings of the Jesus
and ain’t giving it lip service alone with
way of John 3:16 for a quick trip to
heaven anywhere and anynow
but the one thAt iS at hand
allNOW.. for those who seek..
find.. it.. and practice heaven
and or Nirvana.. bliss.. eTc..
whatever yoUr linguistic flavor
of the essence of TrUth and liGht
may be.. Gentile.. Servant.. Slave
or Free.. Woman or Man no more
ALL A are free in the Golden rule of
Jesus consolidating all the nit
picky rules of past into one..
MEANS NO EXCLUSIONS..
BOTTOM LINE.. QUEER..
AND HUMAN OR FUCKING
AND SMALLER THAN
A GrAin of sand too..
as only you have
most to lose
by Loving less..
fearlessly and kind than
a REAL NEW AGE JESUS
COME TO LIFE WOULD DAM
SURE DO AND DOES.. iN HOPE
OF FEARLESS AND KIND UNCONDITIONAL
LINE AND WORD..
LOVE LOVE LOVE
AND MORE LOVenOW..:)
Yeah.. thE final iS heRe
noW.. maKe iT aLLa pArty
oF FearLess Love.. iF noT..
onLY yoUr anG
easY buT i foR
oNe PROVE IT’S
LINE POWER OF GOD
HIGHER IS REAL WHEN
FOUND.. SoUGHT AND PRACTICed
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