25 Responses to UmBReLLa God People Rain

1. katiemiafrederick says:

   June 23, 2016 at 8:33 PM

   Sincere moments in gentrification….

   Pain is an interesting thing..
   Even Breathing..
   Even Living..
   And there
   are nows
   for some
   where life
   is not interesting
   at all.. perhaps they
   are working.. working..
   just a part of a machine for
   another.. day.. starving or even
   starved for emotions.. moving..
   connections.. and creating..
   yes.. i’ve been without
   all this.. except for
   the food part..
   as i always
   had something
   to eat.. but something
   to eat is rather empty
   too if one cannot enjoy
   the food.. i’ve been there
   too.. hmm.. i took a nap
   on my mother’s recliner
   and what i learned
   long ago..
   is the best
   way NOT to aggravate
   Severe Degenerative
   Arthritis in the neck
   is to keep one’s head
   straight ahead.. and never
   ever get tense.. stay loose
   so muscles do not constrict
   the degenerating parts
   to come greater
   inflamed..
   anyway..
   i am reminded
   clearly of the side
   of the head that feels
   a little like a big toothache
   on the left side of my entire
   head.. as those nerves and muscles
   in neck are connected all around the head
   too.. anyway.. i have the will to make the pain
   go away.. i would explain how i could do it.. if it
   wasn’t entirely a non-verbal process of power inside..
   and i can bring the pain on at will as well.. but of course
   i choose the former.. and get my head straight and continue
   zero tension.. fears.. anxieties of life as comfort comes and
   stays again.. my friend.. The Body keeps score.. it really does..
   as science shows there are receptors for happy neuro-chemicals/
   hormones in peptide way in every cell from head to toe.. as vagal
   nerve equivalent of Kundalini rising or falling from Brain to gut
   spreads the good news positive feelings… or bad news
   negative feelings.. inside.. outside.. above..
   so below and all around in almost
   infinite connections from
   neurons to cells
   all around
   a human
   now..
   lots of
   self healing
   as the body
   remembers
   positive or negative
   feelings as a way
   of future life.. now..
   more for those who can
   escape the almost unavoidable
   constant sometimes fight or flight
   stress that spells the insanity of modern
   society.. away from moving.. connecting..
   and creating.. in touchy feely human way..
   Sure.. just more evidence that some
   folks live in heaven.. and
   hell can be very
   difficult to escape..
   glad your pain is subsiding
   friend.. and sleep is certainly
   a recovery way for that too..
   and with more
   sleep means
   sometimes
   less dopamine
   the creativity chemical
   but the trade off for less pain..
   is fair enough.. overall.. i guess..
   Emotions motivate me for creativity
   from sadness to joy and more than that..
   Pain forced me to write for 33 months..
   can’t say most of it was creative..
   but lots of facts explored
   in 5 plus million
   words to that
   point..
   and before that
   for 33 months i could
   not write.. or read.. or look
   at TV.. a computer screen
   without intolerable pain..
   and nature or even
   colored photos
   too.. or even
   anything..
   bottom line..
   yeah.. those were the
   hardest months of all
   in Fibromyalgia.. Severe Arthritis..
   Sjogren’s Syndrome.. Dysautonomia
   Coat Hanger pain.. and sure some
   more odds and ends of extreme pain..
   including the worse pain known to mankind
   from wake to sleep.. aka Type Two Trigeminal
   Neuralgia that i’ve oft talked to here too.. before
   of course.. and no.. no drug of any kind.. not even
   opiate associated drugs would touch that pain
   AT ALL.. AND I suppose i could HAVE gotten
   MAD at Nature.. but nah.. i just whined and
   couldn’t cry with no tear of relief..
   for two years.. until
   everyone got tired
   of hearing
   it.. never
   understanding
   how much i needed
   a gun to end it all..
   and i remember how frantic
   i was one morning when i couldn’t
   find our Cat Arthur as he was kinda
   my only nuance of any kind back to emotions
   and i couldn’t help but to have the kind of human
   empathy.. of just how bad my wife.. sister and
   mother would feel if i ended my pain for good..
   and bad the same.. Catch 22 from
   hell and back
   and hell
   all around
   my friend..
   Perspective..
   and i suppose i am
   just as joyful as hell in
   heaven that i can make this
   FUCKING PAIN GO AWAY..
   WITH WILL MY FRIEND.. AND WILL..
   OF THE RELATIVE HUMAN FREE TYPE
   IS THE MOST POWERFUL FUCKING MEDICINE
   IN THE WORLD.. sure.. the higher power of God and
   or nature in us same.. for those of we who find a
   way to tap it.. make it real.. and practice
   a healing way of life that has
   no equal in the world
   of medicine..
   or whatever
   that is weaker
   than the power..
   the potential of human
   will.. Free Will is the Will
   to control how one feels and senses
   in mastery and integration of that whole..
   And with that.. Heaven is now.. as it ends
   and begins in how we feel and sense the
   world at hand now.. with no one really
   who can add anything to that
   but challenge
   and a
   Win again..
   for those who
   master life.. my friend..
   Anyway.. again.. there is
   always hope even if one can
   never feel that emotion when
   there is WILL that NEVER EVER GIVES UP..
   AND TO END HERE.. my great aunt Jettie
   at 94.. as crooked and crippled as any
   old person one might see..
   with arthritis from
   head to toe..
   could make her
   pain go away at 94 without
   any drugs either.. she gave me
   a hope of that potential umbrella
   of life to me then.. and now it’s
   open wide my friend
   and the
   rain of
   pain never
   stays now..
   as Joy Lives with
   Human Relative Free WiLL..:)

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2. katiemiafrederick says:

   June 23, 2016 at 8:54 PM

   https://albinophoenix.wordpress.com/2016/06/13/the-truth-2/comment-page-1/#comment-1790

   Well.. my friend after reading
   the entire blog post beyond
   what was on your Facebook page..
   i can certainly see your truth here of
   how hard it can be to connect to other human
   beings in this brave new world we live in..
   but nah.. i think you are far from
   alone.. alone.. in this problem
   of not having any intimate
   friends in flesh and
   blood life who
   you can
   share anything
   with and be all of who
   you are without personal
   judgements against you once you
   be you.. and after working eventually
   25 years at the same place.. generally
   speaking with the same folks.. generally
   speaking.. with the last year and a half spent
   in a leave status.. as i rarely ever did a sick
   day.. and barely used my vacation days..
   as workaholics real is what i was then..
   working almost every Holiday for years..
   all my friends i ever had were at
   work.. working at a Cheers
   like Military Bowling Center
   for almost two decades
   was a delight for
   real.. as a person
   on the Autism Spectrum
   who wanted to connect oh so
   bad.. but as soon as what ran
   like a freight train out of my mouth
   in flights of thoughts from A to Z..
   that was that.. and sure
   it was hard to find
   friends for
   many years..
   but at work i could
   smile with my contact
   lens eyes and
   pearly
   white
   teeth.. and that
   was enough for folks
   to smile back at me and that
   was enough even if we never did
   anything outside of work together..
   sure.. my wife.. alWays my saving grace
   from being oh so.. all alone too.. at home
   my friend.. And when i left work.. sure.. i was
   the commodity that lots of folks looked to.. to
   help get the job done.. but close to zero contact
   to the rest of humanity was what i had then for
   66 months to come.. and i was too ill to really
   connect to anyone anyway.. even if
   they took the first step my
   way.. my friend..
   Anyway.. this ain’t
   gonna help your flesh
   and blood loneliness at
   home.. and you don’t really
   know me in flesh.. but it is fair enough
   to say you touched my heart with
   this story.. and i cared enough to
   leave you this long note..
   and sure.. i’m even
   named a legend
   by the general
   dancing audience
   in public now after
   5555 miles of doing
   that in the growing on
   34 months now at the
   end of this month since
   i got well.. and my 101th
   month celebration now since
   i died as life.. but i still miss the eye to
   eye connection that i no longer have with
   shades my friend.. of Bowling Life then..
   so i made up for it with words and
   steps the best i can.. best wishes
   to you.. just know that i can
   relate and care about
   your Feelings..
   mY online
   FriEnD..:)

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3. katiemiafrederick says:

   June 24, 2016 at 9:53 AM

   Dance Shirt for the 115th
   week of Dancing at Old
   Seville Quarter fUn
   on Thursday night
   is ‘LOL NOW
   CRY L8R’
   and generAlly
   speaking.. Laughing
   out Loud and Crying..
   both.. are beneficial to
   the hUman condiTioN..:)

   Well.. yeah..
   i guess i should
   use a selfie flash..
   as all that’s left in ‘this’
   photo of me and A dancing
   friend is the Cheshire Cat Smile..
   and Jesus F. iN Christ.. the place
   was almost crowded enough.. not
   to be able to dance.. but i did.. of course..;)

   And i suppose one might ask.. where Does
   the Cheshire Cat get a smile that never leaves..
   even after he or she dies.. if he or she cares enough
   to leave a record of Love that can be freely shared for
   perhaps a thousand or more years to come in server
   way.. well for one thing.. to do it for free these
   days with no expectation of materialistic
   reward.. including followers.. likes and
   shares in mega epic way..
   one must have
   and be the
   liGht of Fearless Altruistic
   Red Hot Unconditional Love
   NEVER EVER JUST LUKE WARM..
   O R C O L D AS COLD CAN BE…
   and yes.. overall with a few written
   exceptions in the New Testament per
   swords for peace and even thinking
   lusty thoughts is a sin.. the Jesus
   is a very good role model for most folks
   to walk in his shoes.. So when i say Jesus F. In Christ
   or FucKinGod.. per me in Christ as F for Fred..
   or sure Fred yoU seeK iN GoD.. yes that
   is the eXtra cool word play of
   turning old lemons that should
   be sacred and holy anyway in terms
   of lust and love.. to yes.. Sacred and Holy
   words of i.. as i make it all holy and sacred
   in liGht and dArk.. wHere no human is excluded
   gentile.. Jew.. Mexican or Muslim.. male/servants/
   female no more excluded all are FReED toGeTheR OnE..
   yes Fred is Freed too.. in case ya ain’t got the nows
   or propensity to wanna or will and can figure out
   my Word Play that is eXxXtreme at nows..
   so sure.. i’LL title this next Macro
   Verse of the Longest Long Form
   Poem eva of personal SonG
   oF mY soUL.. aka mY
   personal bible that is
   4 times as long at least
   than the entire old and new
   testament bible and 40 times longer
   than the Kuran.. ‘Jesus F iN Christ2 noW2’
   as yes.. when i was a young man.. FeeLinG
   outcast from society and down in the dumps and
   afraid of stuff too.. including being oh.. oh.. so lonely
   without Friends.. i could always find that friend in Jesus..
   who was reported as an outcast too.. as sure there are lots
   of outcast priests in the Catholic Church who did overall hone
   in and scribe and sure in someways create the role model Jesus..
   and they still do.. as every Sunday the Gospel that i have been
   sharing here regularly for months now and will continue to
   do.. they pick out the best parts of the bible.. old and
   new.. and leave the violence.. raping.. and killing
   little children of other tribes out.. and sure it’s
   the same way the nice Muslims do too..
   they pick and choose the good parts
   and ignore the bad parts of killing..
   raping.. and such as that of the
   opposing non-believer tribes
   they war against out in day to day
   smiles of what one of my best online
   Friends.. Muslim from Pakistan Rafiah
   says as i WiLL quote here from Facebook
   now with my response.. as Rafiah says

   23 feels like 364675576… unsure emoticon..
   yes in reference to her birthday on September
   23.. where she will be 23 born in ’93.. then..

   And i say..

   It gets better..
   wink emoticon

   And she says..
   Inshaa Allah
   smile emoticon

   And i say..

   Yes..
   God
   WiLLinG
   WitH
   You
   My FriEnD..
   Rafiah.. noW..:)

   And we continue to live
   happily ever after.. as i go to
   Catholic Church every Sunday and
   she now celebrates Ramazan as a Muslim
   for 30 days or so from June to July of 2016..
   our common bond is Love and Rafiah is one
   of the best examples of someone one could
   say walks in the shoes of Jesus that i have ever
   ever come across in my life.. including Himali
   who was raised with Jainism.. and that
   is why we are three best friends
   as in practice we really
   walk in the
   shoes of
   Jesus.. except me
   as older fearless man
   who has already faced death..
   i am the one out of the group
   who expresses much dissent over
   what i believe is harming folks all over
   the world.. and in my eYeS noW the sword
   of Jesus is powerful authoritative learnED
   words and the not the metal of steel that folks
   live and die by now.. as is clearly the case still
   all around the world in continuing wars that are
   unjustified and terrorist attacks Jihad style in
   response as protecting territory for
   subsistence and common
   cultural ways of
   bonding as is what
   humans do of course
   as pARt of tHeir God
   Given Nature as WeLL..
   i seek in God to understand
   WHY FOLKS DO THE THINGS
   THEY DO.. SO I CAN BETTER
   TOLERATE AND ACCEPT THEM
   NO MATTER WHAT THEIR DIFFERENCES
   MAY BE FROM MINE.. AND TO UNDERSTAND
   AS WHAT I ALWAYS SAY IS THE ANSWER TO
   THE WORLDS PROBLEMS IN MOVING.. CONNECTING..
   AND CREATING WAYS.. particularly touchy.. feely..
   warm creative parental and child play like
   the child who is carried to the breast
   in carrier as the indigenous
   peoples did/do when they
   do/did gather the berries
   of the wild.. science
   proves this out too..
   in the following linked study
   as shared by Facebook Friend
   Suzanne.. as linked here again..
   with the most important paragraphs
   highlighted here.. in quoted way.. now..:)

   http://www.patheos.com/blogs/faithonthecouch/2016/03/new-study-extravagant-affection-in-infancy-leads-to-healthier-happier-more-relational-moral-adults/

   The title says new study indicates extravagant affection in infancy leads to healthier
   happier.. more relational moral adults.. and sure i’m thinking no shit Sherlock
   ya had to have a study to kNow this.. what the FucK… aren’t
   humans.. human anymore.. and here are
   the most important
   findings of
   all..

   “Narvaez says..

   Parents should hold, touch and rock their babies and children and be responsive to their needs.
   “What parents do in those early months and years are really affecting the way the brain is going to grow the rest of their lives,” explains Narvaez, “so lots of holding, touching and rocking. that is what babies expect. They grow better that way. And keep them calm, because all sorts of systems are establishing the way they are going to work. If you let them cry a lot, those systems are going to be easily triggered into stress. We can see that in adult hood — that people that are not cared for well, tend to be more stress reactive and they have a hard time self calming.”
   Narvaez say free play inside and outside is important.
   It is also important that children have a positive,
   warm environment inside the home.

   “That they feel like they belong — they are part of the family unit or the neighborhood community and part of that is to have a lot of activities that you do together,” says Narvaez, who recommends going to the park or playing a game rather than spending time on a smartphone or in front of a TV.

   And for those parents that need a break, Narvaez says a community of caregivers is important. That means grandparents, aunts and uncles and friends should play an active role.
   “We need to, as a community support families so they can give children what they need,” says Narvaez, “we really didn’t evolve to parent alone. Our history is to have a community of caregivers to help — the village, so that when mom or dad needs a break, there is someone there who is ready to step in.”

   “The research also showed that when children weren’t given things like affection, free play and a warm home environment, they turned into adults with decreased social and moral capacities.”

   So sure the start of real Good Cop Jesus
   walking in the shoes of altruism
   starts with touchy feely Loving
   parents.. who make life one
   of moving.. connecting
   creating warm and
   fuzzy
   play..
   from wake
   to sleep..
   and when my Grandmother
   on the paternal side told my mother
   in the nursery that my Grandmother.. ugh..
   actually ran as her money making business..
   Helen.. you cannot pick up that crying child and
   hold him.. if you expect that child not to grow
   to be a spoiled brat.. as sure the estrogen
   dripped off my mother’s fair and
   lovely face.. where she was
   disgusted that
   my Grandmother
   could feel no more love
   than that for a crying child
   in warm and holding touchy
   feely loving ways.. and sure
   the vicious cycle obviously goes
   on.. as while my father was dam
   sure fearless enough with a mom
   raising him like her.. sure this one of the
   reasons he told my mother she would have
   to get a job to make some big bucks if he was gonna
   stay.. as money was more FucKinG important than
   raising a child at home.. and okay.. this is where
   Muslim/Indian cultures are still better in some
   ways than American cultures
   as they do promote the
   Mother staying
   home with
   the child
   at ages 0 to 3..
   and hopefully they are
   treated with Love in their
   marriage so they will be able
   to do the same for their child
   as Rafiah says Inshaa Allah
   that means God Willing..
   as God Willing does
   mean God Willing
   as Nature evolves
   as God in us
   and not
   just an external
   Force somewhere
   else not directly connected
   to us.. so yeah.. while terrorist
   activities in Jihad way are a dirty
   dark part of their culture no less
   than unjustified wars from the
   US side that kills over 100K
   innocent Muslim folks..
   and there are
   lots of other
   human rights
   issues.. it is a big
   plus that social roles
   are as they are too now
   in gender way.. where usually
   the mother gets to raise the child
   with touchy feely ways of being..
   in play as well.. with less technology
   than we have today.. and sure that is
   changing.. it does explain why Rafiah..
   and yes Himali.. and sure as for decades
   folks referred to me.. at work and such
   with the general church public saying..
   Fred.. you are the best example
   of a Christian i have ever seen…
   weLL.. the truth is.. my mother when
   she raised me was then the best example
   of the good cop Jesus who ever walked
   the earth too.. with a tear in my eye now..
   nah.. it is not the bully boys in church and
   mosques that make the difference or the husbands
   who beat their wives here or over there.. it is as
   alWays the Mother mostly and the way the culture
   raises the child as a village that says whether
   or not another Good Cop altruistic Jesus
   will come again into the world..
   so in Catholic Church
   when i see the remaining
   M O T H E R’s L O V E..
   glowing estrogen fair/dark sKin
   more giving Loving hugs to five..
   six children more.. who are stay
   at home mom’s i always kNew this
   to be true that this was/is the best way
   to create a new Jesus now.. and since the
   60’s and the pill.. no matter how hard a pill
   of Nature it is to swallow now.. our culture is at
   least as FucKeD uP as Muslim cultures and in some ways
   more.. in producing adults who don’t give a FucK about
   other adults.. and with the exception of the ignorance about
   why people are different.. including homosexuals in Muslim
   cultures.. and all the discrimination.. and killing in suicide
   bombings and such as that.. there are those
   Rafiah Jesus’ that still do walk the
   earth over there too.. and
   the HImali’s of India..
   where gender roles
   allow more women to stay
   at home with children.. but sure
   that is changing too.. the best thing
   my mother did for me.. like it or not..
   is stay home with me from ages 0 to 3..
   as that my friends.. is why you and yours
   may see a smile from me online as Cheshire
   does in dark of death.. when altruism comes alive
   in Jesus online
   F. iN Christ2 NoW..:)

   But yes.. as alWays there
   IS A dArk and liGht side.. sHades
   of grey.. and hues of colors in all
   philosophy and science too.. if
   all human cultures continued
   to BE able to reproduce like
   this.. we would destroy
   the earth species.. as
   we simply consume
   too much..
   so..
   as strange
   as it may seem
   all the suffering and
   misery we see around the
   world in ways of cold hearted
   selfish people are leading to fewer
   human beings overall.. where science
   even shows that in a few decades the
   earth’s population will peak out..
   and perhaps fewer species
   will continue to go
   extinct as the
   footprint of human
   in numbers at least
   becomes somewhat
   stabilized on the earth..
   when one looks at the biggest
   picture of earth coming back from
   space it is clear as Mother Nature God Pie
   that human cultures as whole are cancer
   upon the Earth as living God whole
   here.. and you know what..
   my life would surely
   be more warm
   and fuzzy
   in an extended
   village raising a family
   as i am a very nurturing person
   like my mother too.. as learnEd
   man from birth too.. but nah.. God
   has other plans for me.. as humans
   have a responsibility to God oF aLL
   in altruistic way of not just ensuring our
   comfortable survival but the comfortable survival
   in empathy of all of God’s evolving continuing creation
   now.. jUsT now.. and that is the complicated pArts
   of Pie iN GOD existence.. orchestrating the
   entire symphony oF
   whole God Play to
   work in as GOD
   little pARts
   of Play
   in adding
   Verses of Help
   to God’s WHOLE PLAY..
   SO I WORK.. I CONTINUE
   TO WORK FOR GOD WHOLE..
   as just another Jesus F. iN Christ2 noW..
   oNline2..:)

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4. katiemiafrederick says:

   June 24, 2016 at 12:20 PM

   Portrayed with brutal innocence….

   “He who possesses art and science has religion;
   he who does not possess them, needs religion.”

   ~~ Johann Wolfgang von Goethe ~~

   True..

   “Nature is not cruel, it is, pitilessly, indifferent.
   This is one of the hardest lessons for humans to learn.
   We cannot admit that things might be neither good nor evil, neither
   cruel nor kind, but simply callous
   — indifferent to all suffering,
   lacking all purpose.”

   ~~ Richard Dawkins ~~

   Patently False
   for humans who
   are fully human
   and not missing
   half of the Altruistic
   pie of Unconditional
   Love that make humans
   the most successful primate
   of reproducing a primate species..
   as science shows now.. as WeLL..

   Supporting evidence that
   Richard Dawkins has no
   real soul as Nature
   provides
   a human
   being
   with Altruistic
   Love as science also
   shows now.. fails when
   the scientist is born with two
   high powered working parents
   with not much time for touchy feely
   warm Love play.. and the little lover
   becomes a little professor.. instead.. too..
   Yes.. science has finally provided evidence
   that the Refrigerator parent theory is real
   and ever present.. also truly associated
   with the rise of so many people
   who fail in full flesh
   and blood
   reciprocal
   social communication..
   in Loving.. Caring.. ways
   of the altruistic human at its
   best iN totally caring ways of
   Nature best as manifest
   in human
   with
   yes.. Loving
   caring.. touchy
   feely.. moving..
   connecting
   creating
   arms of
   a village raising
   that child from birth..

   And here’s Richard’s other
   famous Twitter Quote
   in response
   to his
   young
   parent
   Twitter
   question…

   And i quote..

   “nYourFaceNewYorker @InYourFaceNYer
   @RichardDawkins @AidanMcCourt.. I honestly
   don’t know what I would do if I were pregnant with
   a kid with Down Syndrome. Real ethical dilemma.”

   Richard says in Twitter response..

   @InYourFaceNYer

   “Abort it and try again.
   It would be immoral to bring it into
   the world if you have the choice.”

   Richard.. truly one of many
   impoverished humans
   with less than
   half a soul
   to suggest that
   a smile on a Down’s
   Syndrome Child is
   not as FucKinG
   important
   as getting
   rid of religions
   that do support
   the golden rule
   of Love.. there’s a lot
   of dirty water in religions..
   some that kill.. some that
   discriminate.. some that
   torture.. and many
   that fear
   and
   hate..
   but the problem
   there is the same as
   always.. a select few who
   were not provided touchy feely
   Love from birth as the village at
   best raises a child.. and that still is
   reflected everywhere.. in big black
   books and scientists who fall far
   short from having
   a full
   and Loving..
   caring altruistic
   soul that is real
   as a Mother’s hug
   for a child who is not her own
   but is all’s own.. as altruistic Love does..
   when watered as Garden from Birth..:)

   Every day of my mother’s Life
   of Caring Love makes Richard
   a FucKinG ignorant Liar as Nature
   is only as cold and indifferent like
   Richard in Humans now STiLL
   or Rich in Love.. Truth iN LiGht
   in human beings.. as not watering
   a Garden of Love.. will make.. vs..
   human relative free will of GroWinG
   that Love so tall.. that not even Nature..
   God or whatever one may
   call that Force.. at its
   greatest
   challenge
   can make
   that child give up..
   And that my friend
   is real magic.. Human Natural Love GroWN..
   that is never ever indifferent NoW@allREALitY..:)

   Humans are part of
   Nature.. some of them
   care with meaning
   and purpose
   alWays
   now..
   it is not
   illusion or a God delusion..
   it is real.. so noW in common
   logical terms with common
   sense too.. Richard
   IS A FucKinG idiot..
   but we will let him
   live.. as we
   can tolerate
   him.. with
   sMiLes..
   grins
   and giggles
   against humanity’s
   ignorance of what Love
   can be when nourished from Birth..
   on the continuing Unconditional
   Love OF A Smile of a Down’s
   adult who pays
   it forward noW
   SPreading
   with
   Love of
   THAT smile that
   grows to potentially
   as butterfly affect of
   real effect saves the FucKinG
   human species whole WITH LOVE.. iN pARt…
   as grains of sand.. all oF it counts
   to hold uP a potential
   Mountain
   of Human
   LoVE..
   i can feel this
   sTiLL around the World..
   and that my friend is why
   i have hope.. ’cause Love
   is real.. and never ever
   indifferent
   WHEN REAL..
   AS HUMANS CAN
   AND WILL DO BEST..
   IF THAT GARDEN IS
   WATERED
   FROM
   BIRTH
   AND THEN ON..
   in smiles of a Down’s
   child too.. my FriEnD..
   IN my mind Richard is not
   much different than Adolph Hitler..
   he just doesn’t have any political pull…
   to enforce his Eugenics Rule.. except
   for those who he can convince that are
   FucKinG noT human enough to figure it out on tHeir own..:)

   I have a cousin who was destined to have a healthy child
   but her God fearing parents forced her into a heavy
   handed decision to abort the child.. truly
   sad as my cousin wanted the baby..
   but mom and dad had
   the TRUMP card then..
   as it didn’t fit the
   overall family plan..

   Then my cousin had a child
   who was profoundly disabled.. not
   much different than a Down’s child
   and my cousin Loved that child just
   as much as my mother loved me from birth
   as well.. and that child is a young woman now
   who is a happy blessing to all who she meets
   in the world now.. helping her father in his
   business the best she can too..
   Love
   is REAL
   WHEN PRACTICED..
   BOTTOM LINE MY FRIEND..
   FEARLESS AND UNCONDITIONAL..
   NEVER INDIFFERENT IN THE HUMAN
   BEING WHO IS NATURALLY GROWN THIS WAY..

   Some people suck but sure there
   is usually a reason
   for that
   somewhere
   in the garden
   of Love that
   wasn’t watered
   with love sAMe..:)

   LOVE OVERCOMES..
   TRUMP’S OVERCOMB..;)

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5. katiemiafrederick says:

   June 24, 2016 at 2:59 PM

   Ah.. the rises and pitfalls of being
   a social animal with an opposable
   prehensile thumb capable of writing
   a written language.. thereby.. recording collective
   intelligence.. and creating culture in all its heterogenous
   and homogenous ways of sames and differences noW
   in one melting pot of what is.. hmm.. well.. science
   shows that some folks are more liberal and not
   afraid of change.. the nomads as it were and
   is still for some.. and there are others who
   are more closed minded and tend
   to love more the
   cautious ways
   of staying
   same..
   excellent Video
   in Ted talk YouTube
   way by Jonathan Haidt:

   ‘The moral roots of liberals
   and conservatives’ that provides
   evidence that these differences among
   humans are innate and Universal
   across species.. and this of
   course means there
   are some very
   unhappy
   folks
   in both
   San Francisco
   and Center of Saudia
   Arabia.. where these innate
   differences do not match
   the culture at hand
   and sometimes
   forced at
   the hand
   of culture
   that is… hmm..
   nice to have a choice
   to move at least.. and sometimes
   much easier said than done.. even
   in the Paradise wHere i live
   in overall
   Nature
   way.. my friend..
   anyWay.. it’s kinda predictable
   that ‘this vote’ was almost split down
   the middle.. and while i generally understand
   that it is somewhat of a conservative vs liberal
   issue.. it gets complicated like it does in the U.S.
   as of course there are concrete reasons why
   some people are more afraid of others
   than others are..
   for example
   i am not afraid
   of the weathered black
   man who walks the parking
   lot of bars.. as i too.. walk like
   the weathered Tiger who has
   fought tooth and nail to live..
   there is a non-spoken respect
   in male way of that that some folks
   have no idea exists if they haven’t been
   on both sides of the coin.. my friend..
   it’s called privilege.. both innate now
   and earned.. in yes.. nature.. nurture
   including challenge too.. and sure.. the outcast
   understands better once he or her is secure in his
   fate.. the other outcasts who are lost and alone where
   her or he were before.. the fact is as evolution shows.. generally..
   primates like humans who are social live best in generally
   speaking homogenous groups where most everyone
   looks and behaves the same.. and that can
   range from a Bonobo free for all love in..
   to a covered mosque from head
   to toe.. but yes.. it is part
   of the social animal
   nature to
   adhere
   to social
   rules as generally
   speaking too.. in all the history
   of humankind now too.. to be outcast
   historically meant to frigging literally starve to
   death.. be beaten.. tortured and killed and that
   remains the solid truth still in some countries now..
   i stand on the side of freedom wherever she blows..
   however.. i live in a nice homogenous neighborhood
   where generally speaking everyone fears hell.. has guns..
   and generally speaking will not kill their neighbor over fear
   of both God and State.. and then there are others who kill
   for God over both fear of God and state as same.. a
   strange brew we humans are when we
   live in big countries and
   are no longer
   same..
   but the
   truth is.. deep
   down we never were..
   some of us must conform
   and now.. some of us no longer
   have to.. and we go it alone with
   strong dissent as the same infrastructure
   of society that causes wars.. is the same
   infrastructure of society that allows freedom..
   as always a mix of dArk and liGht but sure if
   God came to Earth he or her would have to
   be a Devil’s advocate for all ’causes as to be
   the advocate of humankind whole is never to be the same..
   in either what the other considers as daRk and ligHt.. i have
   full freedoms in life.. there is nothing that i desire that i do not
   have.. and for the rest there really is no choice but live and let
   live or die as is.. but sure.. i dissent as any Epic Devil’s Advocate
   Will do
   my friend..
   as these days
   we can get away
   with it and even smile..
   on and on and on..with
   a Devil’s
   secret
   grin..
   the fAct NoW thAT
   we can is worth a smile
   in my way.. my friend.. to
   smile for standing tall for
   who and what you are and
   to be able to fully express that
   IS A rather new and exciting way
   of Being human different.. wHeRe this
   human experiment goes next.. will never
   ever
   be
   the same
   for that reason
   and that reason allone..
   D I S S E N T is POSSIBLE..
   wHere all humans revel free..
   long live the dissenters on both
   sides as they be who
   they
   be
   now..
   same as different…
   Living on the ‘Wrong Planet’
   online where there were very
   few dogs and most all cats
   who thought and felt
   different.. WAS the
   most excellent
   place to
   stARt
   to be a
   most epic
   Devil’s advocate
   my friEnd.. oh the
   dissent.. oh the beauty
   of dissent.. and mostly
   moreover all the change
   that comes WITH DISSENT.. MY FRIEND..
   ON BOTH SIDES NOW OF INNATE HUMAN NATURE/NUTURE..
   and YES2..The full spectrum of ‘tween beyond Rainbow sHades too..:)

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6. katiemiafrederick says:

   June 24, 2016 at 3:12 PM

   “Kitani Muhabbat Hai?!”

   i just came
   here to say
   hi.. i Love
   you friEnd..
   juSt ’cause
   i can.. and i
   want to.. SMiLes..:)

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7. katiemiafrederick says:

   June 24, 2016 at 4:35 PM

   AS i continue to write this
   680th Macro Verse of the
   Longest Long Form noW
   poem ‘eva.. approaching
   4 million words totaL Now..
   as SonG oF mY soUl that
   iS also my own personal bible..
   as i kinda know what the other
   one says by heArt and have heard
   it God.. so many times beFore but true
   the esoteric hidden teachings of the New
   Testament in conjunction with hidden Gnostic
   found Gospel Text.. like the Gospel of Thomas
   in ’59.. makes a story that makes much more hidden
   occult and esoteric sense.. with mystery revealed on how
   to attain heaven now.. not just the fAct that it is possible to
   attain now but like a camel going through A eye of needle tHeRe
   is work to do to get there.. but as is the case in cultures of old to
   go this way of the different instead of same.. means deep metaphor
   with hidden meanings that the literal minds that do not interpret right
   hemisphere brain ways of being.. will not get too offended about iT and
   FucKinG literally kill you for doing something new and so exciting in
   finding and practicing heaven now.. for example.. in studying the
   thousands of years hidden
   text of Gospel of
   Thomas it is plain
   to see that sacred marriage
   is the combining of the above so
   below in duality of opposites.. including
   the divine feminine and masculine marriage within
   each human being.. nah.. Jesus wasn’t even about
   some paper of marriage.. he was about becoming
   balanced as human being.. in all aspects
   of Yin and Yang existence as the
   Easterners further than the
   middle east in South
   Desi way did
   say then
   as well..
   in Asia fuller
   ways of being then…
   yes.. it does look like overall..
   Jesus was more of a humble esoteric
   occult teaching Yogi.. of the mysteries
   of human existence in balance one..
   with Nature whole.. however.. of
   course he did not write a God
   dam thing in his life.. so
   after 40 years
   of oral tradition
   whether we have any
   words of the myth and
   legend of what Constantine
   and the Catholic Cohorts and
   Roman Empire whole to expand
   with Mithra Sun god religion as Soldier
   Sun God of Universe whole.. so Constantine
   could erect a Sun-God-like monolithic statue
   himself and be worshipped in megalomaniac way
   then.. as folks like TRUMP DO LOVE TO DO FOR
   THOSE WHO SWALLOW THE SAME HOOK..
   LINE AND SINKER OF SNAKE
   OIL SAME
   SAME
   SAME
   SAME.. SOMETHINGS
   DONT’ CHANGE THAT
   MUCH BUT THEY STILL
   DO.. WHO WHO WHO..
   YES.. everyone too…
   nah.. if THAT JESUS CAME
   TODAY.. NO ONE IN SO-CALLED
   NEW CHRISTIAN CHURCHES WOULD
   GIVE HIM MUCH RESPECT.. AND NOT REALLY
   LIKELY EVEN A SECOND LOOK BUT DISGUST OF
   WELL.. YOUR ARE HERE.. BUT WE ARE NOT
   GOING TO HOLD YOUR WEIRD
   AND DIFFERENT
   HAND..
   OR GIVE
   YOU HUGS
   OR NOTHING
   LIKE that so Jesus
   would have to shake that
   sand off his bare feet/sandals
   or ignore tHeir outcasting looks..
   and other ways of non-verbal language
   from head to toe.. of dissent for change still..
   as same as way way back then.. per the
   Legend of what could potentially be
   as myth as well as the original
   dude named
   Yeshua.. Jesus
   or whatever who
   simply moreover
   supported the same
   Golden Rule as Buddha
   unknown apparently to him..
   or perhaps that is the way it
   eventually got in the big black
   book somehow.. still attributed
   to a man named Jesus now whoever
   he fully was then.. anyway.. bottom line
   is back in those days you didn’t dissent
   from the norm without actually SUFFERING
   SERIOUS CONSEQUENCES UP TO TORTURING
   DEATH.. and that is the reason Christianity continued
   to grow as whole.. as it was enforced by consequence
   where it stayed and grew.. no different than still the
   Muslim way that on the one hand says there is no
   compulsion for religion but on the other hand
   will cut off your hands and more
   if you dissent in some cases
   and go another
   religion n0w
   or non-religious
   way.. of simple
   human God given
   inherent rights of
   Freedom.. for Independence
   day now.. and not two thousand
   years later on a Theater screen
   still.. where so many
   humanS in
   reaLITy
   StiLL NoW
   are impriSoNed
   for who and what
   they reAlly could be
   in much fuller human potential
   if set free from the chains of same
   of Centuries old still… ugh. God dam..
   i’M glad i AM an American.. as i can
   be free and just do it in SUPER EPIC
   WAY.. WITH THE SUPPORT OF GOOGLE
   TOOLS like Blogger Blogs and
   youTube Free.. Search
   Engines that help
   peruse the real
   continuing.. ETc..
   unabridGinG gRoWinG
   bible of human eYes and
   eaRs.. FeelinGs.. Senses..
   aLL eTc.. all around we now
   forevermorenow.. oh.. so cool..
   OUTSTANDING NOW TO LIVE
   REAL IN THIS LITTLE SLIVER
   OF HEAVEN IN FULL DARK AND
   LIGHT UNIVERSE AND BEYOND NOW
   JUST NOW.. yes.. free iN TrUth and liGht..
   and sure if we have altruistic love REAL AS
   OUR HEART.. OUR SPIRIT EXPRESSING
   HEART REAL AS MIND AND BODY SOUL
   IN BALANCE WE WILL DO WHATEVER WE
   CAN TO HELP ALL OTHER HUMANS REACH
   THEIR GOD GIVEN HUMAN FREE POTENTIALS
   ONE AND
   SAME AS
   ALL IN GLOBAL
   MANIFEST GOD
   EYES AS WE AND
   THE REST OF NATURE TOO..:)

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8. katiemiafrederick says:

   June 24, 2016 at 5:34 PM

   Oh art.. from the beGiNinG.. so LonG…
   of hUman noW.. you SinG so sweet Now
   thE dreAMs of God within.. ah.. SonG..
   DancE.. and poeTry of HeARt sAMe
   iN Words oF spiRit eXpreSsinG
   iNner EmoTions Free.. seNses
   aLL otHeR FeeLinGs oF BeinG
   uNleashed and reLeased NoW
   iN metaphor
   oF Quantum
   noW…NeW
   yeS.. head
   gAMes too.. as somE
   of wE aRe arT FeeLeRs
   more than system thinKers..
   as science scribes observable
   realiTy in systemizing way.. but Art
   SinGs.. aLL art froM MusicK to SonG
   to literature to theater and yes MTV2…
   A SonG.. A DancE.. iN PoeTry oF MorE..:)

   Anyway.. born as a Hyperlexic late
   speaker precious reading child
   interpreting all symbols
   of the Environment
   in input morEover
   out put way for
   close to
   5 decades
   too.. IT’S NICE
   TO GET IT ALL OUT..
   as behind these eYes
   a UniVersE oF a Life Experience
   of input potential and realized possibilities
   from birth to now.. iN total synergistic
   human individual affect and effect
   IS A Brand New experiment
   iN those of us just old
   enough and
   just young
   enough
   to tale
   it aLL as givers
   WiLL do like no other
   Aeon of Humankind to
   date.. as the input.. simply
   was NOT AVAILABLE back
   then.. and there are ways to
   SUPER GET IT OUT.. TOOLS
   OF THE MODERN AGE OF
   TRANSHUMANISM WAY..
   wHere the machines
   become our
   slaves
   and humans
   are no longer
   slaves in a singularity
   of giving sharing way..
   also kNown and feLt
   wHole as online GroWinG
   more as unaBridGinG hUmAN
   Bible as seconds synergistically
   become forevernow.. iN server way..
   THerE is noThing to be afraid of Free..
   iN.. uNless one enJoys a priSonPlaneT
   of Ignorance in fear of dArk and cynicism
   of new ways of HUman Freedom’s LiGht
   And TrUth oNly dreAmed oF beFore iN Chains..:)

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9. katiemiafrederick says:

   June 24, 2016 at 10:46 PM

   Yeah.. after experiencing 9 on the list
   and 10 more.. some that are so rare
   spell checker cannot spell.. i can relate..
   And sure i’ll copy and paste this from
   Friend Glenn’s page even though
   he was not the originator of
   the message
   alone..
   Yes.. Invisible
   illnesses.. disorders..
   and the such are among
   the hardest challenges of life
   to deal with as the empathy of
   others is often invisible as well..
   for those who do not live in invisible HELL…

   “Coming from personal experience. To those who don’t
   know the whole story. Until you have walked in our shoes
   and have felt the pain we feel, keep your cruel comments
   and opinions to yourself. Ignorant people can be so cruel!!
   I’m posting to stop people from mocking and laughing at people
   for things beyond their control… Not one of my Facebook friends
   will copy and paste (but I am counting on a true family
   member or friend to do it). If you would be there
   for me no matter what then copy
   and paste this. I’m doing this
   to prove a friend wrong that
   someone is always listening. I care.
   Hard to explain to someone who has no clue.
   It’s a daily struggle being in pain or feeling sick
   on the inside while you look fine on the outside.
   Please put this as your status for at least 1 hour if
   you or someone you know has an invisible illness
   (IBS, Crohn’s, PTSD, Addiction, Alzheimer, Anxiety,
   Arthritis, Cancer, Heart Disease, Bipolar, Depression,
   Diabetes, Lupus, Fibromyalgia, MS, AS, ME, , Epilepsy,
   hereditary angioedema , Migraines, Hashimotos, AUTISM,
   Borderline personality disorder, M.D., D.D.D., CFS, Histiocytosis,
   O.D.D, A.D.H.D, RSD, RA (rheumatoid arthritis ) PBC, RLS ,COPD,
   MCAS, EDS etc.)
   Never judge.
   For those who don’t know
   how to copy and paste on FB…
   hold your finger on this post until
   you see copy, hit copy then go to status,
   hit status a new page comes up, hit into
   the white part and paste will show up and you’re done.”

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10. katiemiafrederick says:

    June 24, 2016 at 11:23 PM

    

    And per last note/Facebook status thingie..
    The photo collage below that wife Katrina made
    me for Father’s day.. included a couple of blog posts ago..
    without specific mention made per the photo.. is from the
    Fall of 2009.. where my Uncle took me to see
    my Father and his twin brother.. as there
    was no way in hell i could drive to
    Tallahassee.. so we had a quick
    lunch.. and nah.. no real
    indication i have 19 invisible
    disorders in this photo.. including
    the experience of the worst pain known
    to humankind.. with a grin pasted on..
    baring my teeth.. without shades..
    tolerating light long enough to
    look like a ‘normal’ person
    without shades in
    a family photo..
    that yes.. i’m using here
    as case study evidence for
    what was said in the previous
    Facebook status.. and this was actually
    technically a few months after i officially
    retired disabled from Government Federal
    Service with 25 years of actual paid active
    service.. of which the last year and a half..
    was in a paid sick leave and annual
    leave status.. as i rarely ever took
    a sick day in the 23 years before
    i got sick.. or even visited a
    Doctor once.. as i was the
    epitome of health before
    never ending chronic
    two years then of
    flight or fight work
    related stress
    almost took
    my life totally away
    and made 66 months of
    Living invisible hell as real
    as hell can get.. even technically
    one can say on the scale of pain
    worse than what can be burning fire..
    Anyway.. i Loved to work.. and used to
    have dreams that i could do any kind of
    work as for the first 33 months.. i could not
    use my eyes and ears effectively for anything
    without intolerable pain.. and finally tolerating
    extreme pain looking at a computer screen with
    light turned all the way down in brightness
    and contrast.. a few inches from the
    screen as prescription lens focus
    only intensified the pain..
    to intolerable levels..
    so yeah.. i did that
    in writing millions of
    words for pain escape..
    yes.. for 33 more months
    then in a total of 66 months
    before the God of Nature took
    all the pain away at the end of
    July 2013.. on or about the 22nd
    of that month as is still complete
    in written blog record of course
    too.. everything in remission
    for Doctor’s purposes except
    for the Autism in Asperger’s
    way and Bi-Polar Disorder
    that went undiagnosed most
    of my life that i have dealt
    with mostly in extreme
    lows and a few periods
    of uncomfortable highs
    after long periods of flight
    or fight stress in school and
    work.. i work like an Olympic
    Athlete to stay balanced.. and can
    do it as long as i am the one in control
    of my life.. and not many folks can understand
    this challenge unless you have walked in shoes
    as incredible as mine.. in both liGht and DArk of LiFe..
    Seriously.. not likely that many folks have survived
    the invisible hell.. i for one did for 66 months..
    as i could not find even one person online
    who even had experienced type two
    Trigeminal Neuralgia from
    wake to sleep at
    any time
    at all..
    it’s really
    lonely when
    you are the
    only one who
    can relate to your
    own living hell as death as life..
    But i never gave up.. AND I’M HERE..
    iN SUPER EPIC FucKinG Style.. for
    the REAsON OF REAL HELL AND HEAVENow..:)

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11. katiemiafrederick says:

    June 25, 2016 at 9:26 AM

    Hi Leah..
    first of all.. like to say
    i received both of your emails..
    a day late from Germany.. but never
    the less received them.. this time on the
    first try.. with sMiLes.. and ah.. you’ve brought
    to my attention several of my special interests..
    the weather and how that affects happiness
    and overall distress… as well as work
    and politics which of course are
    all interconnected in ways..
    as where the weather is
    mild and comfortable
    in general of course people
    are happier with less distress..
    more likely to socially cooperate..
    and if they are so-called ‘savage
    enough’.. they will even dance naked
    freely around a comfortable fire and
    sea breeze at night.. ah the potential
    bliss of the human condition.. all
    covered up in some places too..
    But the human condition as
    nicely illustrated in a Ted
    talk by Jonathan Haidt
    on YouTube that i will
    share with you again..
    if i haven’t already shared
    it before.. says it all in terms
    of human internal conservative
    and liberal weather in nature way..
    of open vs closed minded thinking
    and doing life in exploring the liberal new
    or staying the same conservative way of life..

    And then add in the difficulty that modern global economics
    continues to bring of Machine and Information Technology
    doing what humans used to do as comfy life-long social
    roles in jobs that are now done by the machines that
    replace human ways of body and mind by
    Information technology where humans no
    longer need apply as nicely addressed
    in this video that i may have shared
    with you before.. too.. at least
    if you saw it on
    my blogs..

    Anyway.. these dreams and fears
    some folks have of a New World global
    order.. are not a part of human nature
    at core.. and the UK exit from the
    European Union phenomenon
    mostly as polls show still
    over fears of migration
    of African American
    and now Syrian
    Muslims..
    same as the
    fears of conservative
    leaning folks here in the
    U.S. about Mexicans and
    Muslims in a change that is
    too much for them to handle
    in ways of fears that their social
    roles and freedoms of same may now
    have to change.. change.. change.. oh
    lots of change.. so hard on conservative
    leaning ways of nature and nurture of
    human beings.. and that increases with
    age.. but not necessarily as the mind and
    body that continues to adapt to challenge now
    and change in the environment over a lifetime
    doesn’t stagnate as much into a closed minded
    and body way of being.. Einstein.. a great organic
    specimen.. as well as study of his organic brain
    after death showed no visible signs of so-called
    aging.. and of course the physical effects of
    exercising an entire life accommodating
    much challenge like swimming across
    a bay towing 60 boats behind a
    person in age decade of the
    60’s is well documented
    in case studies like
    Jack LaLanne.. the
    father of the gym
    rat age in the United States..
    an incredible individual for case
    study.. who died at age 96 from
    basically refusing to go to the doctor
    early enough with pneumonia.. sure
    a life of feeling bullet proof as the regular
    pasty middle-aged football watching mall
    sitting pot-bellied 50 year-old can be ran
    around circles by a 70 year old man who
    keeps the wild side up to speed as nature
    will have with all wild things.. who must
    work to eat in sTiLL.. both mind and body
    balance way.. across the life span..
    and yeah.. in my personal
    experience.. a lead life
    guard i managed
    from behind
    a computer
    at work
    with my belly
    leaning more and
    more over my belt then..
    as Athletic Director in
    Federal service way
    at the Navy Station..
    much more than now me
    at close to 30 Lbs heavier
    than then.. as Ape vs..
    domesticated
    human me
    then.. more
    yes.. MORE Now..
    anyWay.. this lead life
    guard at 65 years of age..
    did ballet and construction
    work.. a Vietnam Vet.. and
    retired Parole Officer after
    30 years at that and no.. not
    a body builder dude.. but he could
    dam sure out swim and outrun every
    dam college sitting student life guard
    out of the late teens to early twenties
    group.. and this guy was the most balanced
    and smiley happy guy i had ever seen for a 65 year
    old dude.. and it reminds me of his fellow 65 year old
    maintenance worker who was a retired master chief
    in the Navy.. who used to say he needs to act
    like a 65 year old man.. he acts like he’s
    still a God Dam teen.. but the fact
    was he had more energy than
    a ‘normal’ teen today..
    and a secret i was
    yet to earn..
    in doing the
    same without lessons
    in ballet and martial arts
    like dance.. where Gravity is
    now my best friend.. and i Fucking
    float on land like a bird out of a cage..
    and i have the advantage.. as i ain’t doing
    this for a competition like the lead life guard
    did in theatrical position of ballet.. just for fun..
    just for Jonathan Seagull joy to see just how much
    higher i can fly than the now before.. as everyday i
    innately.. instinctually.. and intuitively.. earn and learn
    a new move.. i never FELT BEFORE.. and that is key..
    FelT.. AS FEELINGS THAT ARE ALWAYS SENSORY IN
    NATURE AS WE FEEL THE SENSE OF IT.. ARE
    EMOTIONS SAME.. WHERE MOST FOLKS
    THINK EMOTIONS ARE IN THE
    HEAD AND NOT FROM
    HEAD TO TOE..
    and the truth and
    light is Emotions and
    Senses swim from head to toe..
    and can be like the water and
    the air.. of bird and fish in human
    same.. AND YES.. this is where only
    poetry can describe the bliss i feel.. my
    friend Leah.. out of a cage and aquarium
    into air and water same.. so yes.. in just 34
    months of doing this.. i have attained a state
    of happiness.. that only Yogi’s and such as that
    have worked for in instruction way and lessons
    all their life.. my advantage is leaving all mechanical
    cognition away.. and getting in touch with the source..
    the force.. that is all God inside.. outside.. above.. so
    below and all around.. AND NOW after chilling in a
    100 degree day.. back in ’07 with Dysautonomia..
    which is the ‘anti-christ’ way of being
    of a modern Yogi today.. as my
    central nervous system
    was shot.. and
    could no longer
    even flow the
    blood around my
    body in heart rate..
    and blood pressure balanCinG SteAM
    so oh my God.. i hated all weather then
    ’cause i could not integrate any senses
    or regulate emotions or even experience
    hardly any emotions at all.. MORE THAN
    JUST A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN.. A HUMANITY
    BREAKDOWN ONE AND SAME AS A DIRECT RESULT
    OF A FUCKING SOCIETY AND JOB GONE INSANE WHERE
    i was slave to both the mechanical cognition of computers
    and the social requirements to supervise anywhere from
    30 to 130 employees.. depending on if i was filling in for
    the Department head too.. or helping him do the
    fine details of his job too.. the same administrative
    office.. use to have 40 or so employees down
    to 4 or 5.. and the big square brain
    with screen of extension of me
    sitting on my desk 24 inches
    from my eyes.. 8 hours a
    day.. of sitting
    human
    hell..
    where there
    was no Fucking
    escape from all the
    stresses coming from
    all directions everyday..
    anyway.. i wasn’t cut out for
    that and i really don’t think most
    any human iS in terms of social and
    mechanical cognition multi-tasking
    every work day all day long.. so yes..
    as you relate about a book talking
    to happiness being a vocation..
    Happiness is my way of life
    now.. and i find it in
    moving.. connecting
    and creating..
    just the
    way i like
    to do it.. no more
    and no less than the sweet
    spot of now.. and you know there
    are two extremes of human personalities
    the schizoid type that one could see in that
    guy ‘Fnord’ on the Wrong Planet that expressed
    little to no human emotion or magical thinking
    on the Wrong Planet.. and that Woman
    ‘Cockney Rebel’ who literally/figuratively
    imagined that she
    was actually
    Cockney
    Rebel.. but she
    could express emotions
    and emotionally connect to
    people where that was totAlly
    out of Fnord’s Ball park of human
    being.. AND OF COURSE HE BELITTLED
    anyone with imaginary beliefs.. but the
    difference and bottom line is.. they were..

    happy in their life.. MUCH MUCH MUCH
    MORE THAN HE WAS BOTTOM LINE..
    for people who scoff at human
    creativity.. they must have
    never experienced the
    joy that human
    imagination and
    creativity can
    bring in moving..
    connecting and overall
    creative ways of being human..
    i remember still clearly when i lost
    all my emotions but fear and constant
    adrenaline response to stresses of life
    that eventually made life one big
    stress of death as life..
    Baker acted
    after close to
    40 days with
    no sleep on suicide
    watch.. so Fucking exhausted
    and dead inside beyond what i could
    ever humanly imagine was possible..
    and watching the schizophrenics in there
    with their imaginary lives and grins
    from ear to ear.. and being
    so fucking jealous
    that i wasn’t
    fucking crazy
    like that too..
    and so fucking logical
    in fucking hell then that
    i had to find someway to kill
    myself to escape all the pain..
    Well.. with great effort i’ve earned
    my way to crazy with exquisite logical
    control.. and i’ll never go back to sane
    as long as i am the one in mastery of
    regulations of my emotions and integration
    of my senses.. as i always feel like i’m on top
    of the world.. never wear anything but shorts
    in 18 degree weather and can stand any
    temperature extreme where some folks
    say Florida is one of the hottest
    uncomfortable feeling places
    of all in combination
    of humidity
    and heat together
    around 100 degrees
    mostly in Summer heat
    index too.. BOTTOM LINE MY
    FRIEND IS HUMAN POTENTIAL
    IS CRAZY GOOD FOR THOSE BRAVE
    ENOUGH TO PURSUE IT AND BECOME
    SUPERMEN AND WOMEN TOO.. no different
    than Jack LaLanne.. or the lead life guard where
    i worked.. Too Fucking amazing for other folks to
    see genius from head to toe.. and that’s the
    thing.. almost everyone on the Wrong
    Planet thought they were so fucking
    smart.. ’cause they had one
    type of IQ overall that was
    verbal.. with no idea that
    Standard IQ is mostly a cultural
    invention over the last century or so..
    and before that life was fucking magicK
    from head to toe.. in a dreamtime of real
    among our smart head to toe ancestors..
    per the American Indians.. and
    still the folks in South
    American Rain
    Forests today..
    who are named
    as the Invisible People
    as they and Nature sAMe
    as God ARE ONE ARE ONE
    and SO ALIVE.. AND FREE..
    NEO IS REAL.. WHEN HE OR SHE
    EARNS HIS WAY FREE FROM A PLACE
    WHERE HUMANS NO LONGER NEED APPLY
    WHERE THE LEFT AND RIGHT FIGHT FOR WHAT’S
    LEFT OF SOCIAL roles today.. two-spirit Sacred
    Clown/Warrior/Shaman IS Always open to apply
    but one must earn/APPLY tHeir individual
    way in a vision quest
    that’s real
    from
    head to toe
    in this social
    role of the ages
    of the sages.. in human
    archetype as real as ever now
    when come to magic fruition
    in a kind of intelligence that
    defies all stand IQ..
    and modern
    science/medical
    averages that sadly
    apply to the human
    condition across the lifespan
    now.. wHere Heaven and Neo
    are as real as FucKinG Jesus2..
    my friend..
    come back
    ’cause he
    or she never
    had to leave..
    as Heaven and Hell
    and oh God never
    ending Purgatory
    here are different
    dimensions REAL
    OF THE HUMAN
    CONDITION STILL NOW..
    anyway.. very inspiring Email
    from you today.. Leah.. in almost
    everyway.. and seriously my friend..
    every God Dam thing.. from bLackest
    dArk to BrighTest liGht inspires the
    hell out
    of me sTill
    iN Heaven
    now..
    So Cheers..
    From Fred
    iN FReED
    and FRiEnD..
    wHeRe Independence
    Day iS every FucKinG Day
    inside.. outside.. above.. so
    below and ALL AROUND NOW..
    Haha.. i could name all of this the
    modern online ‘Jesus
    Journals’..
    but someone
    might take me
    serious and shoot
    me with an assault rifle
    so i think i’ll stay all comfy..
    wITh
    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI..
    as the Jesus meme carries
    too much fear and hate still..
    sAdly enough.. no way FucKinG
    real Jesus could make a long life
    identifying himself as the real
    YOGI-LIKE dude he was then..
    And FucKinG survive with
    all the imbalance
    of humanity
    that exists
    more than
    ever with the
    aid of killing tools now..
    Only the clever fox or
    thief in the night
    survives in
    this way
    of being..
    my FRiEnD..
    yeah.. ya have
    to wonder WHAT
    WOULD THE FOX SAY..
    WITH
    wINks.. or the
    Happy Squirrel
    with the nuts
    who escapes
    all the predators with clever ease..
    calling A pursuing cat on
    a cell phone.. saying
    nananana..
    just
    nanana
    hehe
    haha..
    i got all the
    N U T S now..
    see ya later.. Princess
    Leah baby.. in online style..
    And i must remember that your
    vocation is editor.. ha.. imagine
    the headache i could give
    an editor.. with
    my style of
    writing
    if it was
    actually
    to be presented
    for print of
    publication.. NoW..
    hehe.. ain’t.. online fine..:)

    Grin for
    the win
    yeah..
    WTF..
    FTW noW..:)

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12. katiemiafrederick says:

    June 25, 2016 at 10:24 AM

    5 ways to avoid the ZOMBIE APOCALYPSE!

    SMiLes some
    great advice
    in this
    2 year
    old now
    poetic
    Expression
    as yes the
    cultural meme
    of Zombie Apocalypse
    is real and groWinG iN
    colder human emotional
    ways of empathy of heARt..
    SpiRit FeeLinG and
    exPreSsinG thaT
    heArt and the
    potential
    for mINd
    and BoDy
    BalanCinG
    Yogi-like soUl
    as the real Terminator
    age of hUmans becoming
    more like machines and less
    human in ways of mechanical
    cognition over social empathic
    cognition is a science proven
    phenomenon now.. where
    BRains are no longer
    heArts.. and liFe
    is more a less
    shoot ’em uP
    Video gAMe as
    science experiment
    where the shooter is
    unwitting subject and
    scientist one in a brave
    new experiment that can
    be as cold as ice
    in mechanical
    cognition over
    social empathic
    Humanity that once
    made the human race
    the greaTest race on earth
    in ways of Love in social cooperation..
    Independence day comes with love and
    never shoot ’em ups alone.. Society is
    sick as a self-fulfilling experiment that
    has never been done before…
    a common bond of
    Love over alien
    terminator
    life..
    and yes..
    i think there
    IS A movie associated
    with that coming soon
    to a theater near a
    seat of
    me.. with WiNks
    and grins of human FReED..:)

    Kiss Your Baby Goodbye

    And as the title
    does suggest a year
    ago memory of one of
    the most emotional
    poetic expressions
    i ever
    wrote…

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13. katiemiafrederick says:

    June 25, 2016 at 11:14 AM

    Perfectly shaped trapezoids….

    “He who controls others may be powerful,
    but he who has mastered
    himself is mightier still.”

    -Lao Tzu..

    Ah.. to avoid anger.. fear.. and hate..
    oh.. the one who is all powerful with
    FEARLESS KIND HOPEFUL LOVE..

    And this reminds me of Deeprak Chopra..
    and how Richard Hawkins couldn’t make
    him Angry but Trump was the card
    who made him lose his
    cool.. recently i hear..

    But what do i say when
    i see Trump.. i see a spoiled
    brat who was bullied who became
    a bully.. he makes me giggle sad as i
    know his weakness is
    a heart that will
    never feel or
    fill full..
    with
    a Soul
    grown cold
    long ago that
    never came back
    or even stArted BeFore..
    my Friend.. anyway.. much
    Wisdom delivered today.. as a
    Novel just waiting behind every
    aphorism of true my friend but
    back to this one in liGht.. another
    memory of Captain Dick..
    i kid you not that
    was his name..
    literally Captain
    Dick.. me a run of
    the mill.. civil servant
    serving up shoes at a Bowling
    Alley paid by Uncle Sam.. and
    a rather short red faced man comes
    in with his kids.. looks around and sees
    all the lanes are filled and says.. i need
    a lane now.. don’t you know who i am..
    i AM THE FUCKING CAPTAIN HERE.. NOW..
    and i say well yes my friend.. you
    are Captain Dick and my
    name is Fred.. let’s
    see what i can
    do.. to get
    you.. your lane
    ‘Caesar’.. and no
    i didn’t say Caesar.. i just
    looked at him like any humble
    servant was/is that saw him as the
    same kind of little scared boy that
    someone made fun of long long ago..
    perhaps because his name was Dick..
    who kNows.. anyway.. i went down
    to some cool teenage easy
    going dudes.. explained
    the asshole situation
    and they said sure
    Fred we will
    give the
    Dick and
    his family the
    lanes.. man you.. kNow
    i have about a thouSand Bowling
    Alley… two decades.. Cheers like
    stories i could share.. ranging from
    Bowling Leagues watching pornos then
    on all those electronic Bowling Screens
    after operating hours.. to me and the
    waves and such as that but anyway
    back to this story.. behind almost
    every bully is another story
    of where they were
    bullied and turn
    to a liFe of Vengeance
    of anger and hate..
    with fear.. instead
    of kind and hope
    with Love.. the
    true master iN Victory regulates
    emotions.. integrates senses.. NoW
    and Loves with Kind and Fearless my friend..
    total tolerance and acceptance in understanding
    why some folks live in purgatory.. hell.. or heaven..
    but surely the answer comes in WHO HURT YOU..
    WHO HURT YOU.. WHO HURT YOU.. AH.. FORGIVENESS
    AND FEARLESS KIND HOPEFuLL LOVE IS
    THE ANSWER iN Victory THAT ALwaYS
    WINS
    IN THE
    END FOR THOSE
    WHO NEVER EVER
    GIVE IT UP AS REAL LIFE
    JOB MIGHT INTIMATE NOW..
    or who kNows perHaps
    some
    one
    elsENoW..;)

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14. katiemiafrederick says:

    June 25, 2016 at 1:43 PM

    More dARk inspiration here from
    an Internet Illuminati Conspiracy
    Theorist.. always
    entertaining
    in the
    dArkest
    ways of course.. sadly enough..

    Dude.. you kNow.. there is an old testament
    that supports rape and killing children
    of opposing tribes.. including hate
    over homosexuals and
    eating pork
    and then
    there IS A
    NEW TESTAMENT..
    YOU KNOW THAT JESUS
    STUFF that says gentile or Jew..
    servant or free.. woman or man
    no more.. hmm.. i suppose you
    ain’t got the new message yet
    huh.. cAlled the New Testament
    that reduces 613 old Torah
    commandments down
    to 1 that says
    Love your
    neighbor
    the same
    as you and
    do to him or
    her or whatever..
    no harm that you
    would bring for yourself
    Loving all of God’s Creation
    same as you as child of God..
    let’s just say i have the authority
    to paraphrase.. while you are attempting..
    in this sAd anti-christ full of hate and fear
    video to bully this young man who is
    clearing defending gentile.. jew..
    servant or free.. woman or
    man no more.. this means
    ‘queer’ too baby including
    you as you dam sure
    ain’t fooling me
    with your
    ‘sweet’
    voice here..
    and sure.. Jesus
    was ‘sweet’ too..
    at least the way
    the homosexual priests
    and artists portray him as
    a female with a beard as approved
    in artistic way.. if you don’t support
    any human being YOU FAIL.. NOW..
    BOTTOM
    LINE..
    AND SURE
    i HAVE RIGHT A
    TO DISSENT.. YOU
    CAN DO A LITTLE RESEARCH
    ON WHO i REALLY AM TO
    DETERMINE
    THAT
    FOR
    YOURSELF..
    have a nice day
    with your thousand
    or so views.. Love wins
    with 225K views or whatever
    the other dude is receiving.. so have
    a nice day with all your Google pennies
    for fear and hate.. without hope of kind..
    iN fearless Love.. God sent me a raven that
    never needs to buy food or drink.. so.. i my friend
    have been able to write a PERSONAL NEW AGE BIBLE
    that is already coming AGAIN OVER
    4 times the size of the
    whole Bible.. 40
    times the size
    of the Kuran..
    and needs
    no Google pennies
    to ever survive for perhaps
    a thousand years or more..
    this is my only invitation..
    for you to join
    me over tHeRe
    iN Heaven..
    or you can
    stay here in purgatory
    ranging to hell in fear..
    and hate.. or antichrist
    now.. or do the Christ
    thing that is all Hope and Love as KiND..
    Have a great day my friend.. but
    it’s pretty obvious you live in hate
    and fear for Google pennies and
    that truly IS A sad way of Life.. IMHO
    and nah.. a thief in the night wouldn’t
    be nearly famous enough online
    to garner a hate video like this
    from some little scared boy
    who was verbally abused and
    named whatever in school..
    Thus who protests the
    most and all.. you
    know..
    as
    religious
    leaders have
    proven time
    and time again….
    AND YEAH before you
    start suggesting i am strange
    (note: to readers of comments
    as the dude with the video
    ain’t ever now gonna be
    able to match wits with me..
    trust me.. whole FucKinG
    public Interent audiences
    with 140 to 160 assessed
    IQ’s could not do it.. as i AM
    bullet proof in so many ways..
    like T I T A N I U M NOW REAL..
    out of parenthetical statement
    now and back to what i said)..
    AND all for writing like this be
    forewarned.. that i too am Bi-Polar..
    AND diagnosed with Asperger’s Syndrome..
    and have already been to medically
    assessed hell with a pain that
    lasted 66 months named
    type two Trigeminal
    Neuralgia that
    is literally
    assessed
    as worse
    than the pain
    of Crucifixion..
    meanwhile.. folks
    like you who cannot
    respect the so-called Sacrifice
    that Jesus made in a three hour
    or so stint like this.. who forgave
    and humbled himself among thieves
    on other crosses.. saying they know not
    what they do.. i understand you know not
    what you do too.. and i am not here to send
    you to hell although i will judge you with
    common sense/Love and logic.. i am only
    here to invite you to heaven.. but
    tHeRe baby.. IS A place
    where only
    hope.. kindness
    and fearless love
    reigns.. and from what
    i’ve seen of the other dude HIGHER…
    you are attempting to bring down
    with your one or so K views that
    might make it to 30 if you can
    attract enough haters over
    here now in continuing
    fearful and actually
    rather disgusting
    ways in comparison
    to the Unconditional
    Love of the Jesus with
    remember.. gentile or jew..
    servant or free… woman or
    man.. no more.. this is just a wake
    up call for you.. if you have eyes and
    ears to see.. as seriously.. if you actually
    know what you are doing.. the Jesus ain’t
    gonna be very happy with you after all is said
    and done.. always now my friend.. always now..
    Heaven.. Hell.. or Purgatory.. your choice alWays
    noW iN Anger.. Hate.. and Fear or the other
    place of Hope.. Love and ALWAYS KIND..
    AGAIN..
    HAVE
    A NICE NOW..
    WITH BIGGEST WinKs
    And SMiLes aS WeLL..
    And oh by the way.. considering
    you are gonna be way to worn out
    by the end of this to research who i am..
    i’m just a New Age FreeST Verse poet as such
    who IS A.. aLWays looking for A dArk to liGht prompt
    to add to the literAlly assessed actual longest Long
    Form Poem ever.. now approaching 4 million words
    titled ‘KATiE MiA FredericK!iI’.. yeah.. i believe in Loving
    folks
    so much
    until they hate
    me.. funny how
    it seems to alWays
    turn out that way..
    and sure
    sAd2..
    but that’s
    JuSt liFe iN
    A Play of GoD
    mY FRiEnD aS wHole
    of DArk and liGht and tween
    sHades of color and hues
    of dArkest
    bLack that sAdly..
    i as humble servant
    of God see here sTiLL..
    with a real tEar in thE Bare oF God..

    My
    FRiEnD..:)

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15. katiemiafrederick says:

    June 25, 2016 at 10:32 PM

    Ha!.. WE SHALL OVERCOMB..
    AND SpEAkinG of thaT BeYond
    Independence Day.. Resurgence..
    and more on that later.. of course..;)

    And thaT iS wife Katrina’s
    WTF iS he F iN Going to
    do next
    L O O K..
    as yA miGht
    iMaGine.. i AM
    alWays fuLL of the
    surprise that comes
    aGaiN..
    NExT!..
    Oh.. so much
    Movie watching..
    wRiTinG and Store
    DanCinG.. the Bed
    IS A SinGinG to
    me to come
    dOwn
    noW
    pleasE
    and getT
    some rest2..;)

    CorNeR SToneS
    FloWer WitH
    A WeLcoMe..
    BaNneR..:)

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16. katiemiafrederick says:

    June 26, 2016 at 8:35 AM

    So after watching Independence Day..
    you may not kNow the Resurgence
    but i saw it yesterday.. and what
    about Beyond Independence Day..
    you know that day that the
    right to life and liberty
    and the pursuit of
    Happiness was secured
    for us.. of course unless you
    were woman and black and
    homosexual and in many cases
    suffering from an illness or enduring
    some other kind of human disorder or
    even just different genetic way of being
    that set you a little too far from the perceived
    norm of the vanilla flavor of the day.. well the truth
    is even the potential for Independence day was so
    far in terms of close to two centuries away even a
    potential.. depending on which weaker or perceived
    norm of human reality one is born into then.. ah…
    and finally after a common goal of good was
    sorta won in World War II.. other than
    the slaughter of over 90K
    innocent Japanese
    folks on an
    Island
    that had
    no choice but
    to die by the hand
    of US and newer technology
    then that in final assurance of
    mutual destruction among the big
    powers of killing machines left a lull
    of peace overall long enough with some
    serious skirmishes of course.. for the
    ‘smaller’ folks to rise up and
    make their desire for
    equal rights under
    the law made
    known..
    and it worked
    for many.. and finally
    as we are moving past
    an African American President
    we are now coming into a female
    President.. unless the devil has his
    overcombing due.. which ain’t likely as
    even George Will is leaving that
    amazingly ignorant crew now..
    and of course that generally
    speaking is all about the
    hate of the different
    and overblown
    anxieties over
    shit that
    ain’t
    gonna happen
    like banning all guns..
    it’s just a fact and an ongoing
    fact.. that we have the land of the
    brave and the free.. and still the land
    of the extra cautious to down wrong paranoid
    among us who deep down are just plain scared
    but anyway.. as evidence provides for earlier
    in this 680th macro verse about a Jesus2..
    it’s pARt of human nature and human
    nature is part of Nature that is
    God one and same..
    so who ya gonna
    call.. nah… Ghost
    Busters ain’t gonna
    change human nature..
    nature.. and or God by
    words of criticism or even
    magic incantations.. anyway the
    good news is the African American
    Dude and all his friends in low and high
    have paved the way now for some expanded
    health care albeit sure the prices continue
    to rise.. even for me.. with all my Gravy
    Train Government benefits as well..
    coming from the Golden
    Handcuffs of Government
    employment and near
    death stress..
    and yeah
    gay folks..
    including some
    of my relatives have
    been able to get married
    now.. even in the overall hate
    state of Governor Rick Scott..
    who still denies folks who make
    under 11K any health benefits
    at all.. of course along with
    all of his dark dark anti-christ
    nature fear and hate friends..
    some of whom have the audacity
    of fear to call themselves fundamentalist
    Christians.. which is sadly also part of human
    nature.. nature and God of nature too sAMe.. so who
    ya gonna cry too.. ya just gotta keep trying as that
    is what nature does best.. never ever give up per say
    of reptilian brain of survival sTiLL now.. ah the common
    enemies/enemy of life..and or the coming love/lovers of
    life.. two paths to go.. wHere the open minded liberal
    Good Cop Jesus mind and body soul will go the way
    of Love your enemy.. turn the other cheek when at
    all possible.. gentile.. jew.. servant or free.. woman
    or man no more.. all with equal opportunities for
    life.. liberty.. and the pursuit of happiness.. yes..
    Good Cop Jesus is like A founding father of the
    best of what the United States
    has to offer as greatest Good
    liGht cop Jesus..
    but ugh..
    there is the
    dArk Bad cop
    Jesus who still reigns
    as the daRk one of us vs them
    and them ain’t gonna have any of
    our seed or grain.. as WE WANT IT
    ALL AND NANANA WE AINT’ GONNA
    GIVE AND SHARE AND DAM SURE
    AIN’T GONNA BE FORCED INTO IT
    BY A GOOD COP JESUS GOVERNMENT
    EITHER.. yeah that is sad for sure in my
    eYes of Good Cop Jesus but let’s face it as
    the polls do still show for folks who undeterred
    still support the anti-christ fear and hate ideology
    of Mr. Trump Trump Trump Grinch as such sTiLL..
    yes now.. the dArk and liGht of humanity is sTiLL
    the same.. i mean Jesus F. in Christ2.. if the actual
    devil with a comb over ran for president it would
    still be split close to down the middle for the
    Good Cop Jesus and the Bad Cop Jesus
    like it always is as metaphor of course..
    and again.. Hillary ain’t perfect…
    she has kinda fucked up
    a lot it seems.. by not
    paying attention
    to the details
    of red tape..
    but yeah..
    that part of Government
    can kinda suck for the big picture
    folks who break the rules to get the
    job done.. or just aren’t paying attention
    to all the all the rules at hand that sure are
    necessary too.. to make it all work.. anyway..
    the bottom line is.. with the passage of gay
    marriage in the U.S.. we have finally almost
    arrived at Independence day for most of the
    population but the fact that in Anti-Christ
    Red states per Bad cop Jesus.. folks who make under
    11K still can’t get affordable health insurance means the
    anti-Christ rule still tries to gain a foothold in FreeR.. U.S. of A
    now.. but the best thing about the Devil per anti-christ policies
    of fear and hate running for PREZ.. is folks like George Will who
    are tough all natural God gifted conservatives.. have enough integrity
    and responsibility to say no to folks who are getting where they are..
    simply by playing to the card of audiences who thrive over a common
    social bond of fear and hate and anger of course too… Hope.. Love
    and Kind is better in my way of seeing life.. but i am one of those
    Good Cop Jesus folks as that is just the way the God of Nature
    made me from birth.. with mother making me that way too..
    moreover in nurture way too.. So as Robin Williams
    says the powerful play goes on.. the liberal humans
    vs the conservatives humans of Yin and Yang
    swings back and forth somewhere in
    a mix of dARk and LiGht.. but bottom
    line is at least the most folks ever
    have a legal right to actually
    do the right to life.. liberty
    and pursuit of happiness
    than ever before in the
    U.S. and that IS A good reaSon/FeeLinG
    more than ever to celebrate Independence
    day in the REAL SPIRIT OF OUR FOUNDING
    SO-CALLED FATHERS WHO WANTED TO ESCAPE
    A MONARCHY AND MAKE A REPUBLIC WHERE EVEN
    GOD COULD BE FREE IN US TO BE WHAT WE ARE ALL
    NATURALLY AT CORE AND BY NURTURE AS WELL AS
    WELL CAN BE.. YEAH.. THAT’S GOOD NEWS.. FROM
    THE ORIGINAL GOOD COP.. JESUS TOO.. TO FREE
    THE SLAVES FOR A THOUSAND YEARS TO COME..
    AND EVEN BETTER IS tHeRe is still room for improvement
    and as always the nomad.. the open mind and body in balance
    the liberal way of liberty will lead the way for that as history shows..
    and the conservative way for caution that is necessary for all our nicely
    paved sidewalks and roads too.. will have its say as well to keep balance
    of right to life.. liberty.. and the pursuit of happiness secure and free too..
    i ain’t scared.. ’cause i’ve seen the liGht and dARk.. up close in heARt..
    SpiRit and SoUL.. and taken great effort to analyze the whole
    situation with reaSoNinG miNd too.. but i exclude
    no other.. and that is what makes
    me neither afraid of the
    dARk or Cynical
    of the liGht with
    hope.. faith and belief
    in the power of humankind
    toGeTheR.. so i DancE and i SinG
    on in MoVinG ConnEcTinG Creating poEtry
    ways.. and when i’m out in the wild i open
    my arms and shine a light of God behind my
    shades for anyone who is receptive to that liGht
    and needs some help.. i’M just one tiny gRain of
    sand and small wave.. but i’ve gotta match and
    a FLAME THAT REFUSES TO BE PUT OUT..
    NEVER EVER GIVE UP.. NEVER EVER GIVE UP..
    HOPE.. LOVE AND FEARLESS KiNd always wins
    noW a TaLL
    TIDAL WAVE
    AND wIDe
    tSunAmi oF
    Independence
    War even if some
    small skirmishes and
    battles are lost along
    the way.. All Apes.. no matter
    the differences.. STRONG TOGETHER
    AS THE APE CAESAR with FUR OVER
    BOMBS IN WARM AND FUZZIES WILL
    STiLL
    SAY AND STAY..
    for many years to
    come.. perHaps a
    thouSand and more
    iN A city with no sun
    and moon IS A web foR Now..
    So anyway.. with all that
    said and SunG.. noW is the
    now for me to get ready
    for Catholic Church
    and celebrate the
    Good cop Jesus
    that is mostly
    celebrated tHeRe..
    and that Good cop Jesus
    as me2.. trust me2 you wouldn’t
    wanna reAlly see/FeeL the REAL BAD
    COP JESUS2 ANGRY2.. AS METAPHOR2
    oF
    SorTS2..
    and trust me2
    it’s safe to say2
    so far.. no one2
    has fELt/seen2
    that2
    yet.. hope2
    it stays that way2..;)

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17. katiemiafrederick says:

    June 26, 2016 at 6:48 PM

    Somewhat short excerpt of the
    very abstract… and yes strange
    mystical post.. ‘SEEin elEVeN’..
    about a month here in
    journey away from
    recovery of the
    worst pain known
    to humankind at
    the end of June 2013.. here..:)

    Katie Mia talking to Aghogday:
    (figuratively speaking)

    Now…
    6/26/13
    4:37PM..

    Remember Five Years when you were
    so scared, and you wanted to do anything
    to escape the fear.

    You did it…

    didn’t you?

    nothing scares you
    anymore…

    Or,

    does it?

    What you wanted to achieve was feeling love again
    without facing your fears.

    You thought you could build
    a ‘special place’

    where others could join you and escape
    the Big F.

    Remember those passages from the ‘Ghost in the Machine’
    and ‘Synchronicity’, from those Albums ‘I’
    planted in your mind 30+ years ago that
    have followed you in your life.

    The first two have been
    accomplished…

    You ‘felt’ like you got be the “King
    of Pain”,

    for five years..

    and

    ‘I’ allowed
    you take a journey
    to find answers to ‘key’ questions
    you have been asking all your life…

    The last one was a little, tricky…

    wasn’t it?

    …

    “1:13:03

    “Mephistopheles is not your name

    I know what you’re up to just the same

    I will listen hard to your tuition, You will see it come to its fruition.

    I’ll be wrapped around your finger.

    I’ll be wrapped around your finger

    Devil and the deep blue sea behind me, Vanish in the air you’ll never find me.

    I will turn your face to alabaster, When you’ll find your servant is your master.

    You’ll be wrapped around my finger”

    …

    When you finished copying and pasting “A Thousand
    Years”, and “Silent Lucidity” back to Autism and the Nautilus

    because…

    they touched a place in your ‘soul’ that you were looking for…

    ‘I’ provided a little ‘treat’…

    When you reviewed the posts, you found
    a different song in the place of “A Thousand Years”
    in the “My Mind does not Belong to Me”…

    “Thank you, for being a friend”.

    It scared the scientist in you.

    Didn’t it?

    ‘Blogger Software Bugs’ happen

    but…

    this went past the expected ‘Algorithm’ of your mind…

    You came here to find hope…

    but

    I brought you here to show
    you fear, so you could…

    tell your wife you love her

    and

    you mean

    it this time,

    from your heart…

    not just your mind…

    You haven’t paid much attention to ‘pop’ culture
    in the last five years…

    You went on a little ‘Google Journey’,
    to find out about all ‘those’…

    Hollywood
    Stars

    and the
    ‘Illuminati’
    Conspiracy Theories…

    ‘I’ provided a hint,
    when you found your
    ‘little pleasure’
    of
    Kanye West,
    naming his baby
    ‘Khrist’,

    along with all the other C and K
    synchronicities…

    you find on this journey…

    Remember that song “Frozen in Ice”,
    by Madonna, that you listening to over and over
    when you first lost your emotions…

    you never saw the video before…

    did you?

    You saw her making the symbols of the six
    with her hands and you started getting
    scared again about your birthday
    like you did when you
    saw that ‘Omen’
    Movie.

    Didn’t you?

    “No way; it couldn’t be you,
    you are just too nice…”

    Don’t worry, that ‘Devil’ Guy
    is here for a reason…

    You don’t get to be him/her,

    and

    you

    can’t escape her either…

    Fear is here for a reason…

    it is here to
    inspire life
    and love…

    The people who try to escape it
    are making a deal with the ‘Devil’…

    It is the way nature works…
    you
    don’t
    have any control over that,
    no matter

    what

    you

    ‘think’.

    You know your wife…

    who is scared all the time
    and
    ‘loves’ so deeply,
    and has no problems

    showing it?

    She has a gift that she does not easily
    escape…

    Fear and Love…

    You weren’t that ‘lucky’,

    were you?

    You found a way to escape it..

    You see, when those folks in ‘Hollywood’
    are making those signs, mocking ‘fear’
    at the Camera, laughing in the
    background, because they
    know the masses feed
    off that type of
    ‘thing’…

    They really are making a deal
    with the ‘devil’…

    “Only, if they knew it”…

    The video didn’t scare you enough
    in the place of ‘a thousand years’…

    You found a way to interpret
    it as a gift instead of…

    a ‘waKe uP” call…

    ‘I’ did not give up
    on you yet…

    ‘I’ provided another

    ‘gift’…

    That song by ‘Perri’
    playing backwards
    that you rationalized
    as something good
    not to be afraid

    of,

    still…

    Remember when you got to the
    end of the video, and you kept
    hearing ‘break neck’, and seeing
    the little smirk on the face at the end…

    You couldn’t look away could you…

    You had to keep playing it over and over
    again, to hear a positive message

    to escape any chance of fear.

    You woke up this morning
    and asked your wife
    what time it was.

    She said “One”.

    That is when you faced your
    fear again…

    Didn’t you?

    You started thinking, maybe the
    sign was something was going to
    happen to your wife…

    She was going off with a friend

    in a car…

    maybe the message was
    to warn her,

    not to go…

    You used to worry about that all the time…

    Didn’t you?

    When you escaped fear, and made that deal,
    you stopped worrying about ‘IT’…

    Didn’t you?

    Remember when you told your
    wife you loved her
    when she left
    this afternoon…

    You felt ‘IT’…

    Didn’t you?

    Enjoy your gift…

    of Fear, Love,
    and Life…

    Life is fleeting…

    Intelligence is
    over-rated…

    That apple with
    the bite out of it
    that you hooked

    up to this
    morning…

    Was a warning…

    You just couldn’t
    see ‘IT’…
    .

    There is nothing in life
    that is random…

    ‘Perri’ is right about that…

    The tattoo is not
    lying…

    The name ‘Jobs’
    was meant
    to
    be.

    The answers are
    there for anyone
    who ‘listens’…

    “Only if they
    knew”?

    You have ‘the gift’ now…

    “Trust Me”…

    It is not one easily shared…

    Can U See ME nowOne

    And the liGht of poEtry
    gRows more.. a year
    later.. in thiS noW
    2014 Facebook
    Macro Verse
    oF Ocean
    wHoLE..
    memory.. oF
    ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’..:)

    Symphony of Unconditional Tough Love

    Yes.. a ‘Symphony
    of Unconditional
    Tough Love ‘
    works
    foR
    mE @lEAst..:)

    http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/06/seein-eleven.html

    And finAlly heRe..
    thE full liNked
    oriGinal VerSion
    oF sEEin elEVen..
    iN mY original bLog
    way of KATiE MiA/
    Aghogday stYle.. iN
    yeS aGain.. A strange and
    somewhat mystical way.. 2013..
    on the road bacK to hUmaNitY2..:)

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18. katiemiafrederick says:

    June 26, 2016 at 7:25 PM

    “Kitani Muhabbat Hai?!”

    As i say again
    to Friend Rafiah
    on her blog..

    i just came
    here to say
    hi.. i Love
    you friEnd..
    juSt ’cause
    i can.. and i
    want to.. SMiLes..:)

    Rafiah responds..

    Yes you can, and I know you do.
    And it’s a greatest blessing of Allah Almighty
    that one is capable of loving. I think that’s the essence of life.
    Life lived in loving is life worth living. You do that. You
    should be grateful to God that He gave you
    this gift abundantly.:) heart emoticon
    always keep loving.

    And i say in addition..

    SMiLes my friend.. i am currently
    writing a blog post almost entirely on
    the subject of what Islam names
    as ISA.. aka Jesus over here
    in the Catholic West..
    and the best thing
    i like about the
    Jesus is he reduced
    all the complexity of
    Laws of God into one
    rule of Loving God the
    same as we as our neighbors
    all of Nature one as God’s Creation
    Unconditionally without consuming
    others with harm.. and the greaTeSt thing
    about this reported measure of Jesus is that
    even science now shows that this is the all
    natural gift given to human by God when
    there IS A practice of touchY FeeLY
    hELd to breast of motHeR
    and extended village
    as metaphor too..
    to raise the child
    With Love
    no different
    than the Garden
    with Corner Stone of
    Love and ISA/Jesus
    same aS oNE.. and i story recently
    this subject shortly with one of these
    Christians who believes in hate and fear
    over Love and Hope.. in BrinGinG down the
    rest of God’s Creation and remind him how
    Jesus reduces 613 commandments of Torah
    down to only one that yes God is Love in uS
    greaTesT of aLL Gifts.. and Love is the Golden
    rule we aLL and neighbor one including the
    rest of God’s nature sAME in fearless
    Unconditional way wHeRE our
    enemies are to be understood
    and Loved Unconditionally
    as well in an AGAPE
    kind of human
    Love..
    And while it is
    trUe that Love must
    be expressed to all others
    to be real.. it is also trUe that
    when one becomes enlightened
    with the emotional Force of pure
    white Love.. tHeir are no boundaries
    or barriers that one will not break to
    share and give this Love Red Hot to
    ALL the same as the story of
    ISA/Jesus does show too
    in biblical new
    testament
    way..
    and never luke warm
    or less as oh.. so cold..
    AnyWay.. when science
    and religion and the philosophy
    of a true prophet like Jesus do come
    out aLL LiGht iN A miX of Fearless Kind
    aS Hope of Love.. tHeRe are no barriers
    that are too tall to be broken down by
    the all powerful Love that is the
    hiGhest power we hUmans
    do share at heARt of
    EmoTioNaL Core..
    SpiRit expresSinG
    that EmoTioNal
    Core and a MiNd
    and BoDy Balance
    of moving.. connecting
    and creating love watered
    S O U L iN uS alWaYs noW..
    across the lifespan of a garden
    of fearless Love in HopE and KiNd
    that never ever stops groWinG taller
    and taller.. TrUe iT iS a gift.. this Fearless
    Love is that i lost for 66 months almost completely
    in FeeLinG but kept in logical mind to still share online..
    but iT iS an EmoTioN of pure White LIGht that is that much
    more powerful when it reAlly comes back online FULL STEAM
    iN HuMan
    BeinG FloWinG
    noW.. as stReAms
    to Rivers to Ocean
    whole in particles as
    drops of water.. waves
    iN Field Same as Ocean
    blUe tHeir iS never defeat iN Love
    NoW when iT iS reAL and ever
    green..
    mY FriEnd..
    Rafiah.. noW..:)

    Driving Down The Memory Lane 

    At Least in my experience.. my Friend.. Rafiah..
    tHeRe is no time.. distance.. or space in Love
    Love iS oNe Force thaT iS evergreen when
    real.. and therE is no doubt tHeRe is that
    Love sTiLL between you and your Nani
    AliVe in YoUr eYes everlasting..
    And to celebrate that Love
    in WRiTing IS A liGht
    thaT iS also
    everlasting
    to inspire
    otHeRs along
    the path oF Love’s
    Journey as well that
    iS aLwayS noW when
    Healthy and iN BaLanCing
    NatUre.. my Friend.. Rafiah..
    iN my liFe.. friends that i have loved
    never age in heARt.. in SpiRit.. iN SoUl
    oF i.. nor do the troubles that come with
    Love last over the LoVinG pArts mY FriEnd..
    a young man who witnessed my rather informal
    proposition of Marriage to Katrina in a causal
    stand on Bowling Lanes of where i worked
    for the government over here in almost
    two decades of 80’s to past the
    turn of the century.. passed
    away from complications
    from Diabetes last
    Tuesday.. his name
    is Raymond and even
    though we never saw this
    man for years.. we both felt some
    kind of emotional Force of Loss on
    Tuesday well before we found out about
    his death today.. we are all connected my
    friend in so many ways more than just the
    flesh.. Love is Forever and more than
    we will ever understand with
    words alone..
    as trUly
    wE ARE ALL CONNECTED
    I N T E R D E P E N D E N T L Y
    FROM THE POINT OF THE NEVER
    ENDING.. NEVER BEGINNING ETERNITY
    OF ALLAH NOW.. AH.. YES.. IT IS ALL
    AH NOW.. MY FRIEND A LOVE WITH
    NO START OR ENDING.. ONLY
    NOW..aND can i prove that
    in empirical
    science..
    i don’t even
    care to my friend
    as i alWays want it to
    be too deep to ever put
    into words.. a depth of eYeS
    thaT alWays SinG A LovE SonG
    and DancE intimatELy TRuE IN LIGHT FoR aLL..
    mY Love filLED
    FriEnD Rafiah maY
    thiS liGht oF God’s Love
    as and in you rise to greaTesT
    heiGhts EVER MORE NOW..:)

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19. katiemiafrederick says:

    June 26, 2016 at 9:41 PM

    So..
    drumroll..
    coming in the
    next profile status
    photo.. thingie.. who
    has the best Edit in
    Summer’s Blues of
    figure..
    and legs…

    It doesn’t matter
    WTF FTW iF i’ve
    danced close to 5600
    miles in 34 months.. leg
    press close to half-a-ton
    of weights 33 times with
    my arms raised in air with
    yes.. free weights now..
    Katrina..
    can eat chips
    all day and only
    walk shop.. and
    she still looks like
    a dancer and i look
    like whatever i guess..
    but you have to admit..
    hehe.. for a 56 year old
    dude my legs are
    kinda shapelier than
    most of the mall Sports.. TV..
    sitter watcher dudes my age..;)

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20. katiemiafrederick says:

    June 26, 2016 at 10:38 PM

    Use all the available pitchblende….

    As Alan Watts says..
    Society IS A Hoax and
    sure iT iS but tHere IS A reASon2
    for the insanity that one never
    arrives until they die..
    and it’s just humans
    who are not evolved
    to live in large groups
    out of balance we are
    and lots of people
    pay the real
    PAY master
    Nature who is
    alWays the Big
    BosS GOD nOW..
    in terms of misery
    and suffering real..
    Yes.. that’s insane..
    no other animal but
    one with sidewalks
    and books could
    come to
    that insane
    way of being..
    anywhere but now
    whole with nature one
    AKA the inheritance
    of the God experience..
    anyway the Good News is
    there IS A simple solution iF
    practiced early enough and that
    is touchy feely love in moving.. connecting
    and creating.. and yes that probably means
    homeschooling but hell if Tim Tebow can
    (by the way in a very strange and
    synchronistic and ironic too way
    Timmy kinda forecast me coming
    back from the dead in life too
    in a very very public way2)
    still be a rough boy by being home
    schooled.. so can other
    folks too..
    AND lEarn
    to give and share
    taking less through
    mastery of moving emoTioNs
    and integration of seNses sAMe..
    and the best news of all is this
    information as told by sages of
    the ages.. is all available online
    for more people than ever
    around the globe..
    Perhaps elitists..
    many elitists.. are
    in charge of the material stuff and
    and other money bill goods.. but they
    ARE NOT in charge of moving..
    connecting.. creating.. or the
    faith.. belief.. and hope of
    the real deal of mastering
    emoTioNs and inTeGraTinG
    seNses wHoLE on the
    individual level as even
    IF THEY COULD DO IT..
    THEY WOULD FIND FIND THAT
    ALL THIS MONEY MAKING AND
    MATERIALISTIC STUFF IS TOTALLY
    ANTITHETICAL TO FULL SATISFACTION
    ALWAYS BLISS NOW FROM HIGHEST HIGH
    TO BRIGHTEST COLORS IMAGINABLE NOW
    IN CREATIVE FREE LIFE THAT HARDLY COSTS
    ANY BIG MONEY OR MATERIAL GOODS AT ALL..
    NO ONE CONTROLS me as i master and integrate
    all the stuff that counts in life.. which is Love
    in fearless.. kind and hopeful way in
    moving.. connecting.. creating
    alWays now..
    and money
    and materialistic
    goods has very very little
    to do with that as i could be
    Freddy Free Loader and as
    happy as i am now.. as long as
    i have three feet and space to dance
    and a hand to hold that holds me back
    from the insanity of society that surely
    (yes.. i’ll need food.. water.. and shelter too)
    IS A
    overall
    Hoax in my
    mind and body
    Balance of SoUL..
    heArt SinGinG in SpiRiT..
    alWays noW oNE.. graduAlly
    more folks will follow suit and iF
    the folks at the so-called top ever
    get REALLY REALLY SMaRT
    ENOUGH TO LIVE iN
    HEAVEN NOW..
    they will find
    the dollar
    bills and
    big mansions..
    yachts.. super
    fast sports cars
    and other ways of
    Luxury are just anoTHeR
    way to say HELL NOW.. sure
    the Meek have already inherited
    thE Earth.. and wE rough boys and
    girls thrive alive for the WiN noW oF
    Fearless Kind iN hoPE oF LovE REAL..:)

    penniewoodfall thanks me for the
    Alan Watts Video and i say..

    You are very welcome penniewoodfall..
    Alan Watts definitely shows profound genius
    in the area of Philosophy/Religion and the overall
    existential intelligence of what can make humans balance
    but sadly as often what happens this genius battled his own
    Demons out of Balance.. Namely the disease of addiction that
    is almost always a disease of Emotional and sensory imbalance
    at core.. In his case the bottle that cut his life short.. Anyway..
    to me that makes what he achieved in verbal wisdom that much more impressive..
    And considering if The Jesus dude actually did go on some angry tirades turning
    money tables over.. Obviously he didn’t get where Buddha did in actions speak
    louder than words.. Both should have spent more of their life dancing..
    It works for me complete as balance but an athlete sage would be
    Apollo.. WiNks back at yA.. Yes.. THE flesh is highly underrated
    in Abrahamic religions and of course a substantial source of
    human frustration.. Aggression and mass killings.. And even
    Fear.. Hate and wars.. Pan is smArter2.. The soul
    is real and flesh and blood.. We need more naked
    Miley selfies to save the World as Jesus in metaphor
    was too scared to do the full Monty Python.. With WiNks Again..
    i imagine Muhammad did but yeah.. Umm.. He had younger issues.. Oh..
    the demons of a life out of balance in emotions/senses/sensualiLiTy flesh
    and blood way.. The real Devil of Abrahamic religious orienTated way..
    And even modern Buddhist ways in at least someways with the ’97 Dali
    Lama announcement that Homosexuality IS A sin.. A balance of Lust
    and Love is integral to Homo sapiens sapiens peace of mind and
    body balance in moving.. connecting.. creating.. giving..
    sharing ways.. The Bonobo is the greatest genius sTiLL iN
    Love and Peace without any FucKinG written books at all..
    The body keeps the FucKinG score.. Bottom and Top line..;)

    *The Body..
    The real
    Temple
    Of
    GOD
    Of Nature
    In REAL
    HuMAN
    Terms..:)

    penniewoodfall shares some spiritual guru info on
    ‘Cutting Through Spiritual Materialism’
    CHÖGYAM TRUNGPA, BORN IN 1939
    and died of alcoholism all
    too soon.. too like Mr.
    Watts..
    and i
    continue
    to say..

    Thanks again to you
    Too.. off to Google now
    for more Cliff Notes/Videos
    on this man too..:)

    Oh Lord.. 10
    Minutes of
    Research and
    Yeah.. Just
    Another
    Taker..
    Sexual
    Predator
    With
    A non-consensual
    Predator “Holy Robe”..
    For rape associated
    Activities”.. Naked
    Miley Selfies yes..
    Raping Miley’s
    No means NO..
    To quote her..
    “It’s my pussy”..
    Only a distant
    Dream for
    Many Muslim women..
    And other so-called
    Treasured gifts
    From God too..
    Oh.. when the
    Pecker heads
    Preach.. Birds
    Of a Dick
    Feather
    Run in
    Holy
    Packs
    Too..;)

    And penniewoodfall
    goes on to say his book
    was good.. and i say..

    but first in a response
    back to another response
    of hers in regards to
    Grimms Fairy tales..
    and The Owl, the
    Raven, and the Dove
    in book form too.. i
    say..

    Thanks..
    Off to check
    The link out too..:)

    Winks
    The
    Linkie
    Didn’t work
    But I’ll
    Work around
    With word search..:)

    Found it..
    Without art
    Heart IS A
    Heavy anchored
    He of patriarchy..
    All Art to bring
    Back HeArt.. All
    Of Creativity to
    Conquer Boredom
    Dull.. And now there’s
    More to create forever
    Now.. For those in the real
    Know and Feel We really
    Did it and in this way
    Successful moderation
    Is heaven when
    Continually
    Practiced
    In
    Balance
    Of alWays
    A toGeTHeR
    Effort..:)

    And then before moving
    back to penniewoodfall’s
    first note on the TRUNGPA
    dude.. when waking up
    later this morning..
    i say.. in
    response
    to gigoid
    the post
    author who
    first inspired
    me to generate
    all these words..
    associated with
    Alan Watts and
    others too..
    yes.. i say..

    SMiLes to
    You FriEnD
    As cAlm
    Center
    Of Hurricane
    Fred word winds
    Breeze through again..
    i asked Katrina off the
    Recliner to come back
    To bed and she said oh
    My God.. Dear.. What
    If we sleep to 9 or 10..
    And then i sAid WTF
    FTW.. The REAL Modern
    FamiLY ISIS.. OsiRiS.. HoRuSzz..
    Three iN two for OnE wHoLe2..
    Only plays and never works for
    Pay.. So we can sleep to 11 or
    Even odd 13.. Wake up refreshed
    and Hurricane Fred and Katrina
    will blow again with ease of peaceful
    center cAlm green changing to blUe2.. and MiXinG
    With Brown eYes4.. Yes.. Yes!!.. too and Blow winds
    and rains aGaiN and say Oops.. We jUst pLayed
    AGaiN..;)

    And now back
    to my final
    response to
    penniewoodfall
    on the TRUNGPA
    DUDE AND
    otHeRs
    2..

    SMiLes.. penniewoodfall.. i was gonna say ditto back to you..
    on the free verse comment i just made back to gigoid but
    this one got me out of Bed at 10:11 am.. now 10:13 am..
    and i will quote you heRe for trUe and liGht wherE you
    say.. “Repression does not serve well in religion…
    neither does following gurus… I step outside ..
    and observe… and there will always be suffering…”
    and i say yes.. so true.. and what’s truly sad is
    when i read about that dude’s behavior on
    Wiki cliff notes.. it kinda sullies the other
    stuff he did that i will research more
    later.. as what i’ve come to lEArn
    is ya can’t discount a philosophy
    per liGht over the dArk pArts
    oF it like an out
    of control
    pair of pants..
    as generally speaking
    hyper-religiousity.. hyper-sexuality
    and potential for aggression goes
    hand in hand with at least a touch
    of hypomania.. to Bi-Polar.. as i kNow
    all too well2.. for the biggest injection
    of all natural high side of thaT i’ve ever
    received after this cycle removed me from the
    dArkest hell i’ve ever seen too.. i’Ve
    lEarned to control the balance of the
    hypersexual pARt with Art thank God
    in this new brave Internet world.. and
    i’M hyperspiritual more than ever
    but it doesn’t matter what age
    or word of humankind goes
    with thaT in structured
    religion rules or not..
    and aggression.. well.. leT’s
    just say i’ve pushed the edge
    in defending myself in physical
    ways i’ve never done before.. and
    put a lid on that too.. and am probably
    fortunate that no one had a gun and
    shot me dead on the dance floor.. etc..
    if i got all paranoid about that too..
    which fortunately i don’t have
    that pArt of Bi-Polar this
    go around that
    i experienced
    somewhat
    when my last
    big UP EXPERIENCE
    HAPPENED AT AGE 21..
    IN ’81.. ANYWAY.. i have empathy
    for the Jesus.. the Muhammad. and
    lots of gurus and even this dude who
    was feeling up the skirts of women who
    were not exactly really into him.. although
    he was never officially charged with a crime
    i understand.. it happens.. i don’t condone
    it.. i have always been able to control
    that and generally speaking literally
    fortunate as the girls have always
    come to me.. and still do
    in clothed ways
    of dance FREE..
    and hey.. being
    56 slows stuff down
    a little bit at least.. noW
    i’m not saying being a guru
    is an illness in spiritual way..
    but it is a disorder no doubt out
    of the norm.. per the literal definition
    of what is seen in and out of order my
    friend.. i’m just glad i reap the positive
    liGht benefits.. and stay truly all of out
    of the negative soup.. of human misery now
    and suffering.. now2.. but the NoW i live and
    all the advantages of what culture does bring
    in adaptation for those who are smARt enough
    in science and art to navigate it.. is truly a weapon
    of Love in hope.. faith.. and belief.. in fearless kind
    ways that is like a perfect storm too.. of prepare ye
    a way
    for little
    old me.. Now2
    Anyway.. thanks my
    friend.. this changes the
    title of my 680th epic macro
    verse of longest long form poem
    ever.. approaching 4M words now..
    to “Pan at the Apollo Theater2”..
    as the WhOle comes again
    as micro and macro
    join
    hands
    oF it iN streAms
    to River of
    Ocean
    Field of
    waves
    and particle
    H20 water
    ONCE AGaiN..
    oh.. the joy of Bi-Polar
    reined in with reign of rains..
    in liGhTED TALK wAY oF Fred..
    yeah.. and i’m WorKinG like a
    mad scientist sTiLL to keep that
    ego thing in artful control2.. as
    Truly the grandiosity pARt of
    Bi-Polar has sunk an other
    wise long term story
    of many a Guru2..
    sexual exploits..
    roses.. and
    guns..
    suicide
    bombers..
    etc.. the
    DArk has its
    say too.. and sure
    somewhere deep down
    tHeRe is sTill a little bLack
    Spot on an otherwise white oLd sOuL..
    wHolE.. but that’s the way the Yin and Yang
    rolls
    iN the
    diceY of Life
    mY Friend..
    noW..
    so
    long and
    as alWays
    i’LL be back aGaiN
    somenow wITh more
    of you.. WitH grins oF liGht..
    and
    true
    for what i FeeL..
    sEnse.. and KnoW
    iS
    TrUe..
    SexuaLitY iN
    all the SeNsual
    ways that comeS iN
    and moVinG iN General
    has been thE miSsinG
    connecting LiNk of public
    religions and philosophy
    way too long.. and that’s
    changing in prepare ye
    a way of Miley
    Cyrus
    Naked
    selfies..
    oh.. the team work..
    oh.. the team work..
    OF TEaM LIGHT..
    THE REAL F in
    freeST verse ILLUMINATI
    cAlled by A pan of
    NatUre aLL as sucH
    AKA GOD NOW2..
    oF HUmanS noW oH
    so brave and FucKinG
    CRAZY AS ME.. HEHE..
    A DANCING SIOUX CRAZY
    HORSE COME BACK TOO2..
    with a little ancestral mix
    of Cherokee too..
    hmm.. i thInk
    tHeRe IS A
    SonG by
    Cher for
    this2.. anyWay
    see ya.. as the
    winds oF Y i
    wiNd
    dowN
    anD
    uP aGaiN..
    enJoy another glass
    of red wine.. i StaYiN
    aWay from aLL of thaT even
    F iN coFfee or a hot toddy2..
    keeps mY hiGhS iN cHecK2..
    anotHeR thing.. Buddha and
    etc.. didn’t understand.. not every
    one is as high as Bi-Polar/hypomania
    folks as they then too.. Cognitive empathy..
    a life long practice of understanding what it’s
    like to walk in the other shoes.. no philosophy..
    no religion.. no ted or fred talk works the same
    for each snowflake of God.. oh so special AND REAL..
    THAT’S WHY EVERYONE NEEDS TO WRITE ThEIR
    OWN FucKinG BIBLE OR AT LeAST MAKE iT REAL..
    iN
    whatever
    way juSt
    FucKinG
    NOW gets
    the liFE JOB DonE..
    per right to liFe.. libertY
    and the pursuit of hapPineSS2..
    and nah.. happiness wasn’t alWays
    possible in joy way much of human
    history but iT iS noW in heaven trUe FReED..
    aS liGht..
    bottom
    onLinE..
    JUsT
    DO iT.. ToPs
    iF ONE CAN1
    AND WiLL2 NOW iN
    gOlden RULE WAY3 aS oNE…:)

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21. katiemiafrederick says:

    June 26, 2016 at 10:41 PM

    Yup.. every woman
    Loves a sharp
    dressed
    squirrel..
    anyWay..
    i did seed
    and am harvesting
    the acorns at lEast..
    and this dance shirt
    was hilarious.. oh yeah..
    iN Catholic Church shirt too..
    i am some nows the highlight
    of the little kids who are bored
    stiff straight ahead in their
    priSon pew seats..
    according to
    Katrina.. butt i AM
    way too busy singing..
    to notice who looks at
    what anYwhere in pews
    And the nice lady next
    to me says.. after i shake
    her hand.. after Lord’s prayer
    friendly now connection pARt..
    yes.. Oh my.. i Love hearing you
    sing every Sunday.. and i ask
    Katrina why she doesn’t tale
    me this too.. and she says
    my head is already
    big enough..
    and i say..
    dam it..
    quit making
    fun of my
    Alien.. ET size head..
    anyway.. iT’s definitely
    worth another ZZ top SonG
    iN my XXL head for surE nOW2..
    but i thiNk/FeeL..
    i’ll juSt go WitH
    ET instead for
    a little Katy plaY noW2..
    And it may be hard to see
    in these photos but the squirrel
    is taling a kit kat.. on the face of
    hiS/HeR smArt phone that yes.. HA!
    GOT ‘EEM!
    true the cats
    in my neighborhood..
    are not always the
    squirrel’s best
    friEnds..
    like almost
    never.. but that’s
    the way Nature goes..
    in all dArk and liGht of
    survival real.. humans are
    very fortunate to be blessed
    with the liGht of Love.. as that
    IS A only BlesSinG that makes
    human heaven even possible
    now as gifted by God aLL
    Nature one and
    sAMe
    in and as
    uS FoR NoW..
    TrUE LiGht LoVE..
    Oh yeah.. and i came
    across the older man and
    what i believe is his son..
    in Barnes and Nobles again..
    who think.. i am a dancing
    Navy seal.. who writes longest
    long form poems in the history of
    humankind.. and they say.. well no
    i’m not a Navy Seal but i didn’t have
    the heaRt to break that pArt of bad news
    to ’em.. anyway.. haven’t seen ’em in
    about 2 months or so and they tale me
    they’ve been spreading my story wide
    around the town.. and i am a legend
    now.. it’s not the first now i’ve
    heard that for dance at least..
    but yes that pArt is trUe.
    and trUly in all of
    human history
    that is the greaTest
    compliment anyone could
    receive.. while they are
    FucKinG LiVinG hehe.. yeah..
    that’s what Batman’s mentor
    told him. Fuck the Famous
    be the Legend..
    and in a way
    i was
    Batman’s
    mentor too…
    and that pARt IS A
    way too deep for me
    to explain in science
    terms.. you’ll get to know
    GoD wHole better iN instinctual..
    innate intuitive way to figure thAT
    pArt out like i did one day too.. and
    iF ya do.. good chance you will be named
    Legend by the vieWinG audience for doing
    nothing for money and material good’s aT
    FucKinG all.. and that mY friends is
    just God dam Awesome.. end and
    beginning of story never
    finishing and starting
    juSt exiStinG
    noW
    ReaL..
    i couldn’t imagine
    a greater life in the
    meek will inherit the
    earth and the last will
    be the first.. even iF
    i wasn’t a REAL Jesus F.
    iN
    Christ
    NOW.. have
    a nice day..
    trUsT me Heaven
    if FucKinG red hot..
    never Luke Warm
    and zero
    cold
    in ice
    of heARt..
    SpiRit and
    soUl noW jUST NoW..;)

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22. katiemiafrederick says:

    June 27, 2016 at 12:50 PM

    The return of Jesus( عودة السيد المسيح عليه السلام)

    Oh.. yeah.. my friend gigoid..
    and one more quick note here..
    before i go publish noW A very
    heavy macro verse in deed..
    if you remember that then
    post by Islam friend
    SOHEIR on
    ‘The Return
    of Jesus’
    THAT post
    in the comments
    section alone.. per
    just a video post then
    about the return now of
    Jesus and that was/is all..
    generated
    63 comments
    and 14,148
    words..
    yeah.. it’s
    safe to say
    iN some ‘sMAll’
    way.. i change the
    world everywHeRe
    i’Ve been and go2..2
    hope you FeeL better..
    the other two contenders
    iN THaT debaiT.. SOHEIR..
    and IMRAN.. rarely blog any
    more.. like they say in the
    Big Lebowski Movie..
    yA don’T
    FucK
    wiTh thE
    JesuS noW..
    BowLinG
    or NoT..
    SMiLeS noW..
    i’LL do anything
    for A SMiLe aGaiN..
    iT ain’T easy being
    A great White
    contender2..
    for Hope2.
    but i try..
    i cry..
    i try2..;)

    gigoid says in return..

    Those who speak truth are almost always vilified, my friend.
    Albert noted it several times in his quotes… It’s their loss…

    Love

    gigoid

    i say..
    finAlly..

    True..
    Amen..:)

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23. katiemiafrederick says:

    June 27, 2016 at 1:45 PM

    Green Pill of Gay Confederate FREE FLAG Knowledge

    And as A final final Facebook
    Algorithm generated memory
    from a year ago.. it bears notice
    and attention again.. if one reAlly
    respects the Teachings of the Jesus
    and ain’t giving it lip service alone with
    way of John 3:16 for a quick trip to
    heaven anywhere and anynow
    but the one thAt iS at hand
    allNOW.. for those who seek..
    find.. it.. and practice heaven
    and or Nirvana.. bliss.. eTc..
    whatever yoUr linguistic flavor
    of the essence of TrUth and liGht
    may be.. Gentile.. Servant.. Slave
    or Free.. Woman or Man no more
    ALL A are free in the Golden rule of
    Jesus consolidating all the nit
    picky rules of past into one..
    MEANS NO EXCLUSIONS..
    BOTTOM LINE.. QUEER..
    AND HUMAN OR FUCKING
    ACORNS.. SQUIRRELS
    AND SMALLER THAN
    A GrAin of sand too..
    as only you have
    most to lose
    by Loving less..
    unconditionAlly
    fearlessly and kind than
    a REAL NEW AGE JESUS
    COME TO LIFE WOULD DAM
    SURE DO AND DOES.. iN HOPE
    OF FEARLESS AND KIND UNCONDITIONAL
    LOVE
    NOW
    BOTTOM
    LINE AND WORD..
    LOVE LOVE LOVE
    AND MORE LOVenOW..:)

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24. katiemiafrederick says:

    June 27, 2016 at 2:03 PM

    Yeah.. thE final iS heRe
    noW.. maKe iT aLLa pArty
    oF FearLess Love.. iF noT..
    onLY yoUr anG
    yOurs
    losT
    iN
    NoW…
    noT alWays
    easY buT i foR
    oNe PROVE IT’S
    POSSIBLE BOTTOM
    LINE POWER OF GOD
    HIGHER IS REAL WHEN
    FOUND.. SoUGHT AND PRACTICed
    FOR GOD
    dAM
    REALnOW..

    Oh.. hoW
    HISstory
    rePeatsitSelF..:)

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